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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/30354-0.txt b/30354-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..86842a7 --- /dev/null +++ b/30354-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,14357 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 30354 *** + +Note: Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive. See + http://www.archive.org/details/broomsquire00baririch + + +Transcriber's note: + + Minor typographical errors in the original text have been + corrected. Footnotes have been numbered and moved to the + end of the file. + + + + + +THE BROOM-SQUIRE + +by + +S. BARING-GOULD + +Author of "Mehalah," "Court Royal," "The Gaverocks," +"Noemi," "Eve," Etc., Etc. + + + + + + + +New York and London +Frederick A. Stokes Company +Publishers + +Copyright 1895, +By S. Baring-Gould. + +Copyright 1896, +By Frederick A. Stokes Company. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I. AT THE SIGN OF THE SHIP 1 + + II. WANDERING SOULS 8 + + III. THE PUNCH-BOWL 14 + + IV. WITHOUT A ROOF 22 + + V. MEHETABEL 28 + + VI. MEHETABEL IT MUST BE 35 + + VII. FALSE PERSPECTIVE 41 + + VIII. ONLY A CHARITY GIRL 48 + + IX. BIDEABOUT 55 + + X. INTO THE NET 63 + + XI. A SURNAME AT LAST 70 + + XII. UNEXPECTED 77 + + XIII. HOME 85 + + XIV. NOT PARADISE 92 + + XV. IVER 98 + + XVI. AGAIN IVER 105 + + XVII. DREAMS 112 + + XVIII. REALITIES 117 + + XIX. BACK AGAIN 124 + + XX. GONE 131 + + XXI. THOR'S STONE 137 + + XXII. IVER! COME 144 + + XXIII. A SHOT 149 + + XXIV. THE IRONSTONE HAMMER 156 + + XXV. AN APPARITION 162 + + XXVI. A SECRET 169 + + XXVII. POISON 176 + + XXVIII. A THREAT 182 + + XXIX. A HERALD OF STRIFE 189 + + XXX. A BEQUEST 195 + + XXXI. SURPRISES 203 + + XXXII. ANOTHER SURPRISE 208 + + XXXIII. MARKHAM 216 + + XXXIV. THE PICTURE 222 + + XXXV. THE ONLY CHANCE 228 + + XXXVI. THE SLEEPING DRAUGHT 235 + + XXXVII. A MENACED LIFE 243 + + XXXVIII. SHUT OUT 249 + + XXXIX. AT THE SILK MILL 256 + + XL. BY THE HAMMER POND 262 + + XLI. WANDERERS 268 + + XLII. THE CAVE 275 + + XLIII. AT COLPUS'S 282 + + XLIV. AGAIN-IRONSTONE 288 + + XLV. IN HOPE 294 + + XLVI. A TROUBLED HOPE 300 + + XLVII. BEFORE THE JUDGE 307 + + XLVIII. THE VERDICT 314 + + XLIX. WELCOME 321 + + L. MOVE ON 327 + + LI. THOR'S STONE AGAIN 334 + + LII. THE ROSE-CLOUD 341 + + + + +THE BROOM-SQUIRE + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +AT THE SIGN OF THE SHIP. + + +On a September evening, before the setting of the sun, a man +entered the tavern of the Ship in Thursley, with a baby under his +arm. + +The tavern sign, rudely painted, bore, besides a presentment of a +vessel, the inscription on one side of the board:-- + + "Now before the hill you climb, + Come and drink good ale and wine." + +On the other side of the board the legend was different. It ran +thus:-- + + "Now the hill you're safely over, + Drink, your spirits to recover." + +The tavern stood on the high-road side between Godalming and +Portsmouth; that is to say the main artery of communication between +London and Portsmouth. + +After rising out of the rich overshadowed weald land, the road had +crossed long sandy wastes, where population was sparse, where were +no enclosures, no farms, only scattered Scottish firs; and in front +rose the stately ridge of sandstone that culminates in Hind Head +and Leith Hill. It was to prepare the wayfarer for a scramble to +the elevation of a little over nine hundred feet that he was +invited to "drink good ale and wine," or, if he were coming from +the opposite direction was called upon to congratulate himself in +a similar manner on having over-passed this ridge. The wayfarer +with the baby under his arm came from the Godalming side. He looked +up at the sign, which appealed at once to his heart, for he was +obviously a sailor, no less than did the invitation commend itself +to his condition. + +He entered, tumbled the baby on to the tavern table that was +marked with wet rings from beer cans, and upset a saucer containing +fly poison, and said, with a sigh of relief-- + +"There you are! Blowed and all of a lather!" + +He pulled out a blue cotton pocket-handkerchief, mopped his face +and shouted, "Beer!" + +"Well, I never!" exclaimed the landlady. "Whoever heered afore or +saw of a babby lugged about wrong side uppermost. What would you +say if I was to bring you your tankard topsy-turvy?" + +"I wouldn't pay for it," said the sailor. + +"'Cos why?" asked the woman, planting herself arms akimbo, in front +of the wayfarer. + +"'Cos it 'ud capsize the ale," he answered. + +"Very well, ain't babbies got no in'ards to capsize?" asked the +landlady, defiantly. "And chucked in among the pison for killing +them dratted flies, too!" + +"Never mind about the kid," said the man. + +"I do mind about the child," retorted the woman; "look at him +there--the innocent--all in the nasty slops. What'll the mother say +to the mess and crumple you've made of the clothes?" + +The landlady took the infant from the table, on one arm, and +proceeded to the bar to draw the beer. + +Presently she returned, kissing the child and addressing it in +terms of affection. She thrust the pewter full of foaming ale on +the table towards the customer, with resentfulness in her action. + +"He's a stomachy (sturdy) young chap," she said, patting the babe +with the now disengaged hand. + +"He ain't a he at all," retorted the man. "He's a she." + +"A girl, is it!" exclaimed the hostess; "and how came you by the +precious?" + +"Best rights of all," answered the man; "'cos I'm the kid's father." + +"Her mother ought to be ashamed of herself letting you haul about +the poor mite under your arm, just as though she was pertatoes." + +"Her mother can't help it," said the man. "She's dead, and left +me wi' this here child a month or six weeks old, and I've been +sweating along the way from Lun'non, and she yowlin' enough to +tear a fellow's nerves to pieces." This said triumphantly; then in +an apologetic tone, "What does the likes o' me know about holdin' +babies? I were brought up to seamanship, and not to nussin'. I'd +joy to see you, missus, set to manage a thirty-pounder. I warrant +you'd be as clumsy wi' a gun as I be wi' a kid." + +"D'r say," responded the landlady, "and where be you a-g'win to +with this here angel? Takin' her to sea to make a mermaid of her?" + +"No, I aren't," said the mariner. "Her mother's dead--in lodgin's +down by the Katherine docks, and got no relatives and no friends +there. I'm off to sea again when I've dispodged o' this here +incumbrance. I'm takin' her down to her mother's sister--that way." +He indicated the down road with his thumb. + +"It's a wonder you ain't made a crook of her backbone, it is," +said the woman. "And if you'd gone and crippled she for life, what +would you think o' that?" + +"I didn't carry her like that all the road," answered the sailor. +"Part ways I slung her over my back." + +"Wonder she's alive. Owdatious strong she must be. Come in, my +cherry beam. I'll give you as good as mother's milk. Three parts +water and a bit o' shuggar. Little your father thinks o' your +wants so long as he gets his ale." + +"I let her suck my thumb," said the sailor, timidly. + +"Much good she got out o' that," retorted the landlady. "Yes, +yes, my syrup. I'll give you something." + +"If you can stop her yowling, I'll thank you." + +With a contemptuous look at the father, the hostess withdrew. + +Then the sailor planted his elbows on the table, drank a long +draught of beer, and said, sententiously, "It's an institootion +is wimin." + +"Woman is the joy of our lives," said a lanky, dark-haired man +at the table. + +"'Tain't exactly that," answered the sailor, now first observing +that there were other men in the room. "'Tis that there's things +for everything--there's the capstan for hawlin' up the anchor, and +there's the woman for nussin'. They was ordained to it--not +men--never, no--not men. Look at my hand." The sailor extended +his arm across the table. "It's shakin' like a guitar-string when +a nigger's playing--and all along of that kid's yawls. Wimin +likes it." + +"It's their moosic," said the lanky man. + +Then in rushed the landlady with flashing eyes, and holding out +both palms before her said, "The child's mouth be that purple or +blue--it's fits." + +"It's blackberries," answered the seaman. "They was nice and ripe, +and plenty of them." + +"Blackberries!" almost shrieked the hostess, "and the child not +six weeks old! You've killed her! It's upset her blessed little +inside." + +"I thought I'd done wrong," said the sailor, timidly, "that's why +I was a-carryin' of her topsy-turvy. I thought to ha' shooked the +blackberries out again." + +"If that child dies," exclaimed the landlady, solemnly, "then +where will you go to, you unnat'ral parient?" + +"I did it wi' the best intention," apologized the man. + +"That's what Betsy Chaffers said when she gave wrong change. Oh +that heaven should ever a created man. They's terrible monsters." + +She disappeared again after the child. + +The sailor drank more beer, sighed, wiped his brow, then his +upper lip, and looked appealingly about him at the men who were +present. Of these there were four and a half. That is to say, four +men and a boy. Three of the men were at the table, and of these +the lanky sallow man was one. + +These three men were strange, unpleasant-looking fellows, dressed up +in scraps of incongruous clothing, semi-nautical, semi-agricultural. +One was completely enveloped in a great-coat that had belonged to +a very tall and stout man, and he was short and thin. Another was +incompletely dressed, for what garments he had on were in rags +that afforded glimpses between them of tattered lining, of flesh, +but of no shirt. + +The third man had the unmistakable lower jaw and mouth of an +Irishman. + +By the fire sat an individual of a different type. He was a young +man with heavy brows and a large mouth devoid of lips, set tight +as a snapped man-trap. He had keen, restless, watchful eyes. His +hair was sandy, thrust forward over his brow, and hanging low +behind. On the opposite side of the hearth crouched a boy, a +timid, delicately formed lad with a large head and full lustrous +eyes. + +"Come from far?" asked one of the ragamuffins at the table. + +"Didn't yur hear me say from Lun'non town?" answered the sailor. +"Lagged that there dratted baby the whole way. I'll have another +glass of beer." + +"And what distance are you going?" asked the lanky man. + +"I shall put into the next port for the night, and tomorrow on to +Portsmouth, and stow away the kid with my wife's sister. Lord! I +wishes the morrer were well over." + +"We're bound for Portsmouth," said the man in tatters. "What say +you? shall we keep company and relieve you of the kid? If you'll +pay the shot here and at the other end, and at the other pubs--can't +say but what we'll ease you." + +"It's a bargain," exclaimed the sailor. "By George! I've had +enough of it from Lun'non here. As to money, look here," he put +his hand into his trousers pocket and pulled out a handful of +coins, gold, silver and copper together. "There is brass for all. +Just home, paid off--and find my wife dead--and me saddled with +the yowling kid. I'm off to sea again. Don't see no sport +wider-erring here all bebothered with a baby." + +"We are very willing to accompany you," said the tattered man, and +turning to the fellow with sallow face and lantern jaws, he said, +"What's your opinion, Lonegon?" + +"I'm willing, Marshall; what say you, Michael Casey?" + +"Begorra--I'm the man to be a wet nuss." + +The sailor called for spirits wherewith to treat the men who had +offered their assistance. + +"This is a mighty relief to me," said he. "I don't think I could +ha' got on by myself." + +"You've no expayrience, sir," said Casey. "It's I'm the boy for +the babbies. Ye must rig up a bottle and fill it with milk, and +just a whisk of a drop of the craytur to prevent it curdling, and +then stuff the mouth with a rag--and the darlin'll suck, and suck, +and be still as the evenin' star as I sees yonder glimmering at +the window." + +"You'll have to start pretty sharp if you want to get on a stage +before dark," said the man by the fire. + +"It's a lone road," threw in the boy shyly. + +"What's the odds when we are four of us?" asked the man whose name +was Lonegon. + +"And all of us pertecting the little cherub from ketching cold," +threw in Casey. + +"We ain't afraid--not we," said the ragged man. + +"Not of bogies, at any rate." + +"Oh, you need not fear bogies," observed the man at the fire, dryly. + +"What is it, then?" asked Michael Casey. "Sure It's not highwaymen?" + +The man by the fire warmed his palms, laughed, and said: "It would +take two to rob you, I guess, one to put the money into your pocket +and the second to take it out." + +"You're right there," answered the Irishman, laughing. "It's my +pockets be that worn to holes wi' the guineas that have been in +them, that now they let 'em fall through." + +The man by the fire rubbed his palms together and made a remark in +a low tone--addressed to the boy. Lonegon turned sharply round on +his seat and cried threateningly, "What's that you're hinting +agin us? Say it again, and say it aloud, and I'll knock your +silly, imperdent head off." + +"I say it again," said the young man, turning his cunning head +round, like a jackdaw. "I say that if I were going over Hind Head +and by the Punch Bowl at night with as much money in my pocket as +has that seaman there--I'd choose my companions better. You haven't +heard what I said? I'd choose my companions better." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +WANDERING SOULS. + + +The long, lean fellow, Lonegon, leaped to his feet, and struck at +the man by the fire. + +The latter was prepared for him. He had snatched a brand from the +hearth, and without losing the sarcastic laugh on his great mouth, +presented it sharply in the way of the descending fist, so as to +catch Lonegon's wrist. + +The sparks flew about at the clash, and the man who had received the +blow uttered a howl of pain, for his wrist was torn by the firewood, +and his hand burnt by the fire. + +With an imprecation and a vow to "do for" "eyes, liver, and lights" +of the "clodhopper," he rushed at him blindly. With a mocking laugh, +the man assailed thrust forth a leg, and Lonegon, stumbling across +it, measured his length on the floor. + +The man called Marshall now interfered by snatching the pewter +tankard from the sailor, and aiming it at the head of him who had +overthrown his mate. + +At the same time the boy, terrified, began to scream. "Mother! +mother! help! pray! they'll murder Bideabout." + +The hostess speedily appeared, set her arms akimbo, planted her +feet resolutely on the floor, and said, in commanding tones-- + +"Now then! No fighting on the premises. Stand up, you rascal. What +have you done with the pewter? Ah, crushed out of all shape and use. +That's what Molly Luff sed of her new bonnet when she sat down on +it--Lawk, a biddy! Who'd ha' thought it?" + +Lonegon staggered to his feet, and burst into a torrent of +recrimination against the man whom the boy had called Bideabout. + +"I don't care where the rights are, or where be the wrongs. An +addled egg be nasty eating whether you tackle it one end or 'tother. +All I sez is--I won't have it. But what I will have is--I'll be +paid for that there tankard. Who threw it?" + +"It was he--yonder, in tatters," said the boy. + +"You won't get money out o' me," said Marshall; "my pockets--you may +turn 'em out and see for yourself--are rich in nothing but holes, +and there's in them just about as many of they as there are in the +rose o' a watering can." + +"I shall be paid," asserted the hostess. "You three are mates, and +there'll be money enough among you." + +"Look here, mistress," put in the sailor, "I'll stand the damage, +only don't let us have a row. Bring me another can of ale, and tell +me what it all comes to. Then we'll be on the move." + +"The other fellows may clear off, and the sooner the better," said +the landlady. "But not you just now, and the baby has dropped off +into the sweetest of sleeps. 'Twere a sin to wake her." + +"I'm going on to the Huts," said the seaman. + +"And we're going with him as a guard to the baby," said the Irish +fellow. + +"A blackguard set," threw in Bideabout. + +"What about the color so long as it is effective?" asked Casey. + +By degrees the anger of Lonegon was allayed, and he seated himself +growling at the table, and wiped the blood from his torn wrist on +his sleeve, and drawing forth a dirty and tattered red kerchief, +bound it round the bruised and wounded joint. The man, Bideabout, +did not concern himself with the wrath or the anguish of the man. +He rubbed his hands together, and clapped a palm on each knee, and +looked into the fire with a smirk on his face, but with an eye on +the alert lest his adversary should attempt to steal an advantage +on him. + +Nor was he unjustified in being on his guard, judging by the +malignant glances cast at him by Lonegon. + +"Whom may you be?" asked the tattered man. + +"I'm Jonas Kink," answered the young fellow at the fire. + +"He's Bideabout, the Broom-Squire," explained the landlady. Then +with a glimmering of a notion that this variation in names might +prove confusing, she added, "leastways that's what we calls him. +We don't use the names writ in the Church register here. He's the +Broom-Squire--and not the sort o' chap for you ragamuffins to +have dealings with--let me tell you." + +"I don't kear what he be," said Lonegon, sullenly, "but dang it, +I'd like a sup o' ale with your leave," and without further +ceremony he took the new tankard from the sailor and quaffed off +half its contents. + +The hostess looked from the drinker to the seaman and said, "Are +you standing tick for they?" + +"I'll pay for their drink and they'll help me along the road with +the baby," said the sailor. + +The landlady shrugged her shoulders contemptuously, and asked, "If +I may be so bold, what's her name?" + +"What's whose name?" + +"The baby's." + +"Ha'n't got none," said the seaman. + +"What, ain't she been christened yet?" + +"No, I reckon not," answered the father. Then he proceeded to +explain. "You see my poor wife she was down in lodgings and +hadn't no friends nor relations no'ther nigh her, and she took +ill and never got over the birth of this here babe, and so it +couldn't be done. But the kid's aunt'll see to all that right +enough when I've got her there." + +"What! you're trapsing about the country hugging a babe along +under your arm and slung over your shoulder and feeding her o' +blackberries and chucking her in among fly poison, and not a +Christian yet! My! What a world it is!". + +"All in good time, missus." + +"That's what Betsy Cole said o' her pork and 'ams when the pig +wor killed and her hadn't salt nor saltpetre. She'd see to it +some day. Meanwhile the maggots came and spiled the lot." + +"It shall all be made right in a day or two." + +"Ah! but what if it be too late? Then where will you go to some +day? How can you say but that the child wi' being hung topsy-turvy +and swinging like a pendiddlum may die of the apoplexy, or the +blackberries turn sour in her blessed stomach and she go off in +convulsions, or that she may ha' put out the end o' her tongue +and sucked some o' that there fly paper? Then where will you be?" + +"I hope I shall be on board ship just before that comes to pass," +said the sailor. + +"Do you know what happens if a child dies and ha'n't been +christened? It becomes a wanderer." + +"What do you mean?" + +"It ain't a Christian, so it can't go to heaven. It ain't done +no evil, so it can't go to hell; and so the poor spirit wanders +about in the wind and never has no rest. You can hear them piping +in the trees and sobbin' at the winder. I've heard 'm scores of +times. How will you like that when at sea to have your own child +sighing and sobbin' up in the rigging of the vessel, eh?" + +"I hope it will not come to that," said the sailor. + +"That's what Susan Bay said when she put a darnin' needle into +the armchair cushion, and I sed, said I, 'twas a ticklesome thing +and might do hurt. She did it once too often. Her old man sat +down on it." + +She brought some more ale at the request of the seaman, and as +she set down the tankard said: + +"I won't be so bold as to say it's in Scriptur', but it's in +the Psalm-book I dare swear. Mother, she were a tip-top tearin' +religious woman, and she used to say it to me when I was younger +than I be now:-- + + "'They flies in clouds and flap their shrouds + When full the moon doth shine; + In dead of night when lacketh light, + We here 'em pipe and pine. + + "'And many a soul wi' hoot and howl + Do rattle at the door, + Or rave and rout, and dance about + All on a barren moor.' + +"And it goes on somehow like this. You can think on it as you go +over Hind Head in the dark: + + "'Or at the winder wail and weep, + Yet never venture nigher; + In snow and sleet, within to creep + To warm 'em at the fire.'" + +The child began to cry in the adjoining room. + +"There," said the landlady, "'tis awake she is, poor mite without +a name, and not as much Christianity as could make a cat sneeze. +If that there child were to die afore you got to Portsmouth and +had her baptized, sure as my name is Susanna Verstage, I'd never +forgive myself, and I'd hear her for sure and certainty at the +winder. I'm a motherly sort of a woman, and there's a lot o' them +poor wanderers comes piping about the panes of an evening. But I +can do nothing for them." + +"Now then, lads, let's be moving," said the mariner. + +The three men at the table rose; and when standing exposed more of +their raggedness and the incongruity of their apparel than was +shown when they were seated. + +The landlady reluctantly surrendered the child. + +"A babe," said she, "mustn't be shaken after feeding;" then, "a +babe mustn't be allowed to get its little feet cold, or gripes +comes;" then, "you must mind and carry it with the head to your +shoulder, and away from the wind." Presently another item occurred +to the good woman, as the men left their places at the table: "You +must hold the child on your arm, between the wrist and the +elbow-jint." + +As they went to the door she called, "And never be without a drop +o' dill water: it's comforting to babies." + +As they made their exit--"And when nussin', mind, no green meat +nor fruit." + +When all had departed the landlady turned to the man by the fire, +who still wore his sarcastic smirk, and said "Bideabout! What do +you think of they?" + +"I think," answered the Broom-Squire, "that I never saw three +such cut-throat rascals as those who have gone off with the sailor; +and as for him--I take he's softish." + +"I thought him a bit of a natural." + +"He must be so to start on one of the lonesomest roads in England, +at fall of night, with such a parcel of jailbirds." + +"Well, dear life!" exclaimed the good woman. "I hope nothing will +hap' to the poor child." + +"Mother," said the boy, timidly, "it's not true is it about the +spirits of babies in the wind?" + +"Of course it is. Where would you have them go? and they bain't +Christians. Hark! I won't say there be none flying about now. I +fancy I hear a sort of a kind o' whistling." + +"Your boy Iver, he's coming with me to the Punch-Bowl," said the +Broom-Squire; "but I'll not go for half-an-hour, becos I don't +want to overtake that lanky, black-jawed chap as they call Lonegon. +He ain't got much love for me, and might try to repay that blow on +his wrist, and sprawl on the floor I gave him." + +"What is Iver going to the Punch-Bowl for?" asked the landlady, +and looked at the boy, her son. + +"It's a snipe's feather Bideabout has promised me," answered the +lad. + +"And what do you want a snipe's feather for at this time o' night?" + +"Mother, it's to make a paint brush of. Bideabout ain't at home +much by day. I've been over the road scores o' times." + +"A paint brush! What do you want paint brushes for? Have you +cleaned out the pig-stye lately?" + +"Yes, mother, but the pig lies abroad now; it's warm in the stye." + +"Well, you may go. Dear life! I wish I could see that blessed babe +again, safe and sound. Oh, my!" + +The good-hearted woman was destined to have her wish answered more +speedily than she could have anticipated. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE PUNCH-BOWL. + + +The Broom-Squire and the boy were on their way up the hill that +led towards the habitation of the former; or, to be more exact, it +led to the summit of the hill whence the Squire would have to +diverge at a sharp angle to the right to reach his home. + +The evening had closed in. But that mattered not to them, for they +knew their way, and had not far to go. + +The road mounted continuously, first at a slight incline, over +sand sprinkled with Scotch pines, and then more rapidly to the +range of hills that culminates in Hind Head, and breaks into the +singular cones entitled The Devil's Jumps. + +This is one of the loveliest parts of fair England. The pine and +the oak and the Spanish chestnut luxuriate in the soil, the sand +tracts between the clumps are deep in heather, at intervals the +country is furrowed as by a mighty plough; but the furrowing was +done by man's hand to extract the metal of which the plough is +formed. From a remote antiquity this district of Surrey, as +well as the weald of Sussex, was the great centre of the iron +trade. The metal lies in masses in the sand, strangely smooth and +liver-colored, and going by the name of kidney iron. The forest of +Anderida which covered the weald supplied at once the ore and the +fuel for smelting. + +In many places are "hammer ponds," pools of water artificially +constructed, which at one time served to turn wheels and work +mechanism for the beating out of the iron that had been won on +the spot. + +The discovery of coal and iron together, or in close proximity, +in the North of England brought this industry of the counties of +Surrey and Sussex to an abrupt end. Now the deposits of ore are +no longer worked, no furnaces exist, only the traces of the old +men's mines and forges and smelting pits remain to attest that +from an age before Caesar landed in Kent, down to the close of +the last century, all the iron employed in England came from this +region. + +Another singular feature of the district consists in the masses +of hard stone, gray with lichen, that lie about, here topping a +sandhill, there dropped at random in the plain. There was at one +time many more of these, but owing to their power of resisting +heat they were largely exploited as hearthstones. These masses, +there can be no doubt, are remains of superincumbent beds of hard +rock that have been removed by denudation, leaving but a few +fragments behind. + +That superstition should attach to these blocks is not marvellous. +The parish in which lies the Punch-Bowl and rises Hind Head, +comprises one such Thors-stone, named perhaps after the Scandinavian +Thunder god. One of these strange masses of stone formerly occupied +a commanding position on the top of Borough Hill. On this those in +need knocked, whereupon the "Good People" who lived under it lent +money to the knockers, or any utensil desired in loan, on condition +that it was returned. One night, a petitioner, who was going to +give a feast at the baptism of his child, went to the stone, and +knocked, and asked in a loud voice for the loan of a cauldron. + +This was at once thrust out from under the stone, and was carried +away and used for the christening feast. Unhappily, the applicant +for the cauldron neglected to return it at the time appointed, and +since then no more loans have been made. The cauldron, which is of +copper, is now preserved in Frensham parish church. It is two feet +in diameter, and stands on an iron trivet. + +After the road had ascended some way, all trees disappeared. The +scenery was as wild and desolate as any in Scotland. On all sides +heathery slopes, in the evening light a broken patch of sand +showed white, almost phosphorescent, through contrast with the +black ling. A melancholy bird piped. Otherwise all was still. The +richly-wooded weald, with here and there a light twinkling on it, +lay far below, stretching to Lewes. When the high-road nearly +reached the summit, it was carried in a curve along the edge of +a strange depression, a vast basin in the sand-hills, sinking +three hundred feet to a marshy bottom full of oozing springs. +This is termed the Devil's Punch-Bowl. The modern road is carried +on a lower level, and is banked up against the steep incline. The +old road was not thus protected and ran considerably higher. + +The night was gathering in, fold on fold, and obscuring all. The +Punch-Bowl that the Broom-Squire and the boy had on their right +was a bowl brimming with naught save darkness. Its depths could +not be fathomed by the eye at that time of night, nor did any +sound issue from it save a hissing as though some fluid were +seething in the bowl; yet was this produced solely by the wind +swirling in it among the harsh branches of the heather. + +"So your mother don't like your drawing and painting," said the +Broom-Squire. + +"No, Bideabout, she and father be terrible on at me to become a +publican, and carry along with the Ship, after father's got old +and gived up. But I don't fancy it; in fact, I hate the thought +of it. Of course," added the boy; "if they forces me to it, I must. +But anyhow I wouldn't like to have that there Ship sign at our door +so bad painted as she be. I could do better if I had the paints." + +"Oh! drinkers don't care for beautiful pictures at the door, but +for good ale within." + +"I don't like that there ship, and I wouldn't stand it--if the +inn were mine." + +"You're a fool," said the Broom-Squire contemptuously. "Here's +the spot where the turn comes off the road to my house. Mind +where you walk, and don't roll over down the Punch-Bowl; it's all +a bog at the bottom." + +"There's no light anywhere," observed the boy. + +"No--no winders look this way. You can't say if a house is alive +or dead from here." + +"How long have you had your place in the Punch-Bowl, Bideabout?" + +"I've heard say my grandfather was the first squatter. But the +Rocliffes, Boxalls, Snellings, and Nashes will have it they're +older. What do I care so long as I have the best squat in the lot." + +That the reader may understand the allusions a word or two must +be allowed in explanation of the settlements in the Punch-Bowl. + +This curious depression in the sand range is caused by a number +of springs welling up several hundred feet below the summit of +the range. The rain that falls on the hills sinks through the sand +until it reaches an impervious bed of clay, when it breaks forth +at many orifices. These oozing springs in course of vast ages have +undermined and washed away the superincumbent sand and have formed +the crater called the Devil's Punch-Bowl. The bottom is one +impassable swamp, and the water from the springs flows away to +the north through an opening in the sand-hills. + +At some unknown date squatters settled in the Punch-Bowl, at a +period when it was in as wild and solitary a region as any in +England. They enclosed portions of the slopes. They built themselves +hovels; they pastured their sheep, goats, cattle on the sides of +the Punch-Bowl, and they added to their earnings the profits of a +trade they monopolized--that of making and selling brooms. + +On the lower slopes of the range grew coppices of Spanish chestnut, +and rods of this wood served admirably for broom-handles. The +heather when long and wiry and strong, covered with its harsh +leafage and myriad hard knobs, that were to burst into flower, +answered for the brush. + +On account of this manufacture, the squatters in the Punch-Bowl +went by the designation of Broom-Squires. They provided with +brooms every farm and gentleman's house, nay, every cottage for +miles around. A wagon-load of these besoms was often purchased, +and the supply lasted some years. + +The Broom-Squires were an independent people. They used the turf +cut from the common for fuel, and the farmers were glad to carry +away the potash as manure for their fields. + +Another business supplemented farming and broom-making. That was +holly-cutting and getting. The Broom-Squires on the approach of +Christmas scattered over the country, and wherever they found holly +trees and bushes laden with berries, without asking permission, +regardless of prohibition, they cut, and then when they had a +cartload, would travel with it to London or Guildford, to attend +the Christmas market. + +Not only did they obtain their fuel from the heaths, but much of +their victual as well. The sandy hills abound in rabbits, and the +lagoons and morasses at the foot of the hills in the flat land +teem with fish and wild fowl. At the present day the ponds about +Frensham are much in request for fishing--at the time of our tale +they were netted by the inhabitants of the neighborhood when they +felt a hankering after fish, and the "moors," as marshes are +locally termed, were prowled over for ducks, and the sand burrows +watched for rabbits, all without let and hindrance. + +At the present date there are eight squatter families in the +Punch-Bowl, three belong to the branches of the clan of Boxall, +three to that of Snelling, and two to the less mighty clan of +Nash. At the time of which I write one of the best built houses +and the most fertile patches of land was in the possession of +the young man, Jonas Kink, commonly known as Bideabout. + +Jonas was a bachelor. His father and mother were dead, and his +sister had married one of the Rocliffe's. He lived alone in his +tolerably substantial house, and his sister came in when she was +able to put it tidy for him and to do some necessary cooking. +He was regarded as close-fisted though young; his age about +twenty-three years. Hitherto no girl had caught his fancy, or had +caught it sufficiently to induce him to take one to wife. + +"Tell'y what," said his sister, "you'll be nothing else but an old +hudger (bachelor)." + +This was coming to be a general opinion. Jonas Kink had a heart +for money, and for that only. He sneered at girls and flouted them. +It was said that Jonas would marry no girl save for her money, +and that a monied girl might pick and choose for herself, and +such as she would most assuredly not make election of Bideabout. +Consequently he was foredoomed to be a "hudger." + +"What's that?" suddenly exclaimed the Broom-Squire, who led the +way along a footpath on the side of the steep slope. + +"It's a dead sheep, I fancy, Bideabout." + +"A dead sheep--I wonder if it be mine. Hold hard, what's that +noise?" + +"It's like a babe's cry," said the boy. "Oh, lawk! if it be dead +and ha' become a wanderer! I shu'd never have the pluck to go +home alone." + +"Get along with your wanderers. It's arrant nonsense. I don't +believe a word of it." + +"But there is the crying again. It is near at hand. Oh, Bideabout! +I be that terrified!" + +"I'll strike a light. I'm not so sure about this being a dead +sheep." + +Something lay on the path, catching what little light came from +the sky above. + +Jonas stooped and plucked some dry grass. Then he got out his +tinderbox and struck, struck, struck. + +The boy's eyes were on the flashing sparks. He feared to look +elsewhere. Presently the tinder was ignited, and the Broom-Squire +blew it and held dry grass haulms to the glowing embers till a +blue flame danced up, became yellow, and burst into a flare. + +Cautiously Jonas approached the prostrate figure and waved the +flaming grass above it, whilst sparks flew about and fell over it. + +The boy, shrinking behind the man, looked timidly forward, and +uttered a cry as the yellow flare fell over the object and illumined +a face. + +"I thought as much," said the Broom-Squire. "What else could he +expect? Them three chaps ha' murdered him. They've robbed and +stripped him." + +"Oh--Bideabout!" + +"Aye. What other could come o' such companions. They've gone off +wi' his clothes--left his shirt--have they? That's curious, as +one of the blackguards had none." + +Then the child's wailing and sobbing sounded more continuously +than before. + +"The baby ain't far off," said Jonas. "I suppose we can't leave it +here. This is a pretty awkward affair. Tell'y what, Iver. You bide +by the dead man and grope about for that there baby, and I'll go +down to the houses and get help." + +"Oh, Bideabout! I dursn't." + +"Dursn't what?" + +"Not be left alone--here--in the Punch-Bowl with a dead man." + +"You're a fool," said Jonas, "a dead man can't hurt nobody, and +them rascals as killed him are for sure a long way off by this +time. Look here, Iver, you timid 'un, you find that squalling brat +and take it up. I don't mind a brass fardin' being here wi' a +corpse so long as I can have my pipe, and that I'll light. But I +can't stand the child as well. You find that and carry it down, +and get the Boxalls, or someone to take it in. Tell 'em there's a +murdered man here and I'm by the body, and want to get home and +can't till someone comes and helps to carry it away. Cut along +and be sharp. I'd ha' given a shilling this hadn't happened. It +may cost us a deal o' trouble and inconvenience--still--here it +is--and--you pick about and find that creature squealin' its +bellows out." + +There was callousness unusual and repulsive in so young a man. +It jarred with the feelings of the frightened and nervous boy. +Tears of alarm and pity were in his eyes. He felt about in the +heather till he reached the infant. It was lying under a bush. +He took the poor little creature up, and the babe, as though +content to feel itself with strong arms under it, ceased to cry. + +"What shall I do, Bideabout?" + +"Do--cut along and raise the Boxalls and the Snellings, and bid +them come and remove the body, and get someone to take the child. +Confound the whole concern. I wish they'd done it elsewhere--or I +hadn't come on it. But it's like my ill-luck." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +WITHOUT A ROOF. + + +The boy, Iver, trudged along carrying the infant in his arms. The +little face was against his cheek, and the warm breath played over +it. Whenever the child cried, he spoke, and his voice reassured +the babe, and it was quiet again. He walked cautiously, as the +path was narrow and the night dark. A false step might send him +rolling down the steep slope with his burden. + +Iver had often been to the squatters' quarters, and he knew very +well his direction; but he was now agitated and alarmed. + +After a while he reached bushes and could see trees standing +black against the sky, and caught the twinkling of lights. Before +him was a cottage, and a little garden in front. He opened a +wicket and went up to the door and rapped. A call of "Who is +there?" in response. The boy raised the latch and entered. + +A red peat fire was burning on the hearth, and a man sat by it. +A woman was engaged at needlework by the light of a tallow candle. + +"Tom Rocliffe!" exclaimed the boy. "There's been a murder. A +sailor--he's dead on the path--there's Bideabout Kink standing +by and wants you all to come and help and--here's the baby." + +The man sprang to his feet. "A murder! Who's dead?" + +"There was a sailor came to our place, it's he." + +"Who killed him?" + +"Some chaps as was drinking with him, so Bideabout says. They've +robbed him--he had a lot of brass." + +"Dead--is he?" The man ran out. + +"And what have you got there?" asked the woman. + +"It's his baby." + +"How came he by the baby?" + +"I heard him say his wife was dead, and he were going to carry +the child to his wife's sister." + +"What's the man's name?" + +"I don't know." + +"Where did he come from?" + +"He was a seaman." + +"Where was he going to put the baby?" + +"I don't know 'xactly--somewhere Portsmouth way." + +"What's the man's name?" + +"I don't know." + +"How'll you find her?" + +"I don't know." + +"Portsmouth is a large place. Are you sure she's in Portsmouth?" + +"He said Portsmouth way, I think." + +"Then there be a difficulty in finding her?" + +"'Spose there will. Will you take the baby?" + +"I-I--" The woman stared. "What's its name?" + +"It ain't got none." + +"Is it a boy or girl?" + +"I think it's a girl." + +"How old is it?" + +"I think he said about six weeks." + +"Is it healthy?" + +"I don't know." + +"Maybe it has the smallpox." + +"I do not think so. Will you take it?" + +"I--not I. I know nothin' about it. There's no saying, it might +bring diseases into the house, and I must consider my own children. +Is it terrible dirty?" + +"I--I don't think so." + +"And it hasn't got a name?" + +"No; the sailor said it was not baptized." + +"What's the color of its eyes?" + +"I don't know." + +"Has it got any hair?" + +"I have not looked." + +"P'raps it's an idjot?" + +"I don't think so." + +"And is deformed?" + +"Oh, no." + +"Well, I can't have no baby here as I don't know nothin about. You +can take it over to the Snellings. They may fancy it. I won't have +nothin' to do with a babe as ain't got no parents and no name, and +ain't got no hair and no color in its eyes. There is my Samuel +snorin'. Take the child away. I don't want no measles, and smallpox, +and scarlatina, and rickets brought into my house. Quick, take the +nasty thing off as fast as you can." + +Iver shrunk away, left the house, and made his way, carrying the +baby, to another cottage a hundred yards distant. There was a lane +between them, with a stream running through it, and the banks were +high and made the lane dark. The boy stumbled and fell, and though +he probably had not hurt the child, he had frightened it, and it set +up loud and prolonged screams. With brow bathed in perspiration, +and heart beating from alarm, Iver hurried up to the second +squatter's cabin, and, without knocking, burst in at the door. + +"I say," shouted he, "there's been a man killed, and here's a +baby yelling, and I don't know what's the matter with it. I +stumbled." + +A man who was pulling off his boots started to his feet. + +"Stop that darned noise," he said. "My wife--she's bad--got the +fever, and can't abide no noise. Stop that din instantly, or I'll +kick you out. Who are you, and what do'y mean rushing in on a +fellow that way?" + +The boy endeavored to explain, but his voice was tremulous, and +the cries of the infant pitched at a higher note, and louder. + +"I can't hear, and I don't want to," said the man. "Do you mind +what I sed? My wife be terrible bad wi' fever, and her head all of +a split, and can't bear no noise--and will you do what I say? Take +that brat away. Is this my house or is it yours? Take that 'orrid +squaller away, or I'll shy my boot at yer head." + +"But," said Iver, "there's a man dead--been murdered up in the--" + +"There'll be more afore long, if you don't cut. I'll heave that +boot at you when I've counted thrice, if you don't get out. Drat +that child! It'll wake my wife. Now, then, are you going?" + +Iver retreated hastily as the man whirled his heavy boot above his +head by the lace. + +On leaving the house he looked about him in the dark. The cottages +were scattered here and there, some in hollows by springs, others +on knolls above them, without a definite road between them, except +when two enclosures formed a lane betwixt their hedges. + +The boy was obliged to step along with great care, and to feel his +way in front of him with his foot before planting it. A quarter +of an hour had elapsed before he reached the habitation of the +next squatter. + +This was a ramshackle place put together of doors and windows +fitted into walls, made of boards, all taken from ruinous cottages +that had been pillaged, and their wreckage pieced together as best +could be managed. Here Iver knocked, and the door was opened +cautiously by an old man, who would not admit him till he had +considered the information given. + +"What do you say? A man murdered? Where? When? Are the murderers +about?" + +"They have run away." + +"And what do you want me to do?" + +"Would you mind taking in the poor little baby, and going to help +Master Bideabout Kink to carry the body down." + +"Where to? Not here. We don't want no bodies here." + +The old fellow would have slammed the door in Iver's face had not +the boy thrust in foot and knee. + +Then a woman was heard calling, "What is that there, Jamaica? I +hear a babe." + +"Please, Mrs. Cheel, here is a poor little creature, the child of +the murdered man, and it has no one to care for it," said the boy. + +"A babe! Bless me! give the child to me," cried the woman. "Now +then, Jamaica, bundle out of that, and let me get at the baby." + +"No, I will not, Betsy," retorted the man designated Jamaica. "Why +should I? Ask for an inch, and they'll have an ell. Stick in the +toe of the baby, and they'll have the dead father after it. I don't +want no corpses here." + +"I will have the baby. I haven't set my eyes on a baby this +hundred years." + +"I say you shan't have nothing of the sort." + +"I say I shall. If I choose to have a baby, who's to say me nay?" + +"I say you nay. You shan't have no babies here." + +"This is my house as much as yourn." + +"I'm master I reckon." + +"You are an old crabstick." + +"You're an old broom-handle." + +"Say that again." + +"I say it." + +"Now then--are you going to hit me?" + +"I intend to." + +Then the old man and his wife fell to fighting, clawing and +battering each other, the woman screaming out that she would have +a baby, the man that she should not. + +Iver had managed to enter. The woman snatched at the child, the +man wrenched it away from her. The boy was fain to escape outside +and fly from the house with the child lest the babe should be torn +in pieces between them. He knew old Cheel and his wife well by +repute--for a couple ever quarrelling. + +He now made his way to another house, one occupied by settlers of +another family. There were here some sturdy sons and daughters. + +When Iver had entered with the babe in his arms and had told his +tale, the young people were full of excitement. + +"Bill," said one of the lads to his brother, "I say! This is +news. I'm off to see." + +"I'll go along wi' you, Joe." + +"How did they kill him?" asked one of the girls. "Did they punch +him on the head?" + +"Or cut his throat?" asked Bill. + +"Joe!" called one of the girls, "I'll light the lantern, and +we'll all go." + +"Aye!" said the father, "these sort o' things don't happen but +once in a lifetime." + +"I wouldn't be out of seeing it for nuthin'," said the mother. +"Did he die sudden like or take a long time about it?" + +"I suppose they'll inquitch him," said one of the girls. + +"There'll be some hanging come o' this," said one of the boys. + +"Oh, my! There will be goings on," said the mother. "Dear life, +I may never have such a chance again. Stay for me, Betsy Anne. +I'm going to put on my clogs." + +"Mother, I ain't agoing to wait for your clogs." + +"Why not? He won't run away." + +"And the baby?" asked Iver. + +"Oh, bother the baby. We want to see the dead man." + +"I wonder, now, where they'll take him to?" asked the mother. +"Shall we have him here?" + +"I don't mind," said the father. "Then he'll be inquitched here; +but I don't want no baby." + +"Nor do I nuther," said the woman. "Stay a moment, Betsy Anne! +I'm coming. Oh, my! whatever have I done to my stocking, it's +tore right across." + +"Take the child to Bideabout," said one young man, "we want no +babies here, but we'll have the corpse, and welcome. Folks will +come and make a stir about that. But we won't have no babies. +Take that child back where you found it." + +"Babies!" said another, scornfully, "they come thick as blackberries, +and bitter as sloes. But corpses--and they o' murdered men--them's +coorosities." + +"But the baby?" again asked the boy. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MEHETABEL. + + +Iver stood in the open air with the child in his arms. He was +perplexed. What should be done with it? He would have rubbed +his head, to rub an idea into it, had not both his arms been +engaged. + +Large warm drops fell from the sky, like tears from an overcharged +heart. The vault overhead was now black with rain clouds, and a +flicker over the edge of the Punch-Bowl, like the quivering of +expiring light in a despairing eye, gave evidence that a thunderstorm +was gathering, and would speedily break. + +The babe became peevish, and Iver was unable to pacify it. + +He must find shelter somewhere, and every door was shut against the +child. Had it not been that the storm was imminent, Iver would have +hasted directly home, in full confidence that his tender-hearted +mother would receive the rejected of the Broom-Squire, and the +Ship Inn harbor what the Punch-Bowl refused to entertain. + +He stumbled in the darkness to Jonas Kink's house, but finding the +door locked, and that the rain was beginning to descend out of the +clouds in rushes, he was obliged to take refuge in an out-house or +barn--which the building was he could not distinguish. Here he was +in absolute darkness. He did not venture to grope about, lest he +should fall over some of the timber that might be, and probably was, +collected there. + +He supposed that he was in the place where Jonas fashioned his +brooms, in which case the chopping block, the bundles of twigs, +as well as the broom-sticks would be lying about. Bideabout was +not an orderly and tidy worker, and his material would almost +certainly be dispersed and strewn in such a manner as to trip +up and throw down anyone unaccustomed to the place, and unprovided +with a light. + +The perspiration broke out on the boy's brow. The tears welled up +in his eyes. He danced the infant in his arms, he addressed it +caressingly, he scolded it. Then, in desperation, he laid it on +the ground, and ran forth, through the rain, to the cottage of an +old maid near, named Sally, stopping, however, at intervals in his +career, to listen whether the child were still crying; but unable +to decide, owing to the prolonged chime in his ears. It is not at +once that the drums of hearing obtain relief, after that they have +been set in vibration by acute clamor. On reaching the old maid's +door he knocked. + +For some time Sally remained irresponsive. + +"I knows very well," said she to herself under the bedclothes, +"it's that dratted boy who has been at the Rocliffe's." + +Iver persisted in knocking. At length she appeared at the casement, +opened it, thrust forth her nightcapped head, and said peevishly, +"It ain't no manner o' use. I won't have no babies here, not to +my time o' life, thank'y. I sez I won't, and wot I sez that I +sticks to like toffee between the teeth. You may knock them there +knuckles of yorn into dimples, but open I won't. I won't. I won't." + +The old woman stamped on her bedroom floor. + +"I do not ask that, Sally," pleaded the boy. "I have set the baby +in Bideabout's barn, and there's no knowin', it may get hold of +the chopper and hack off its limbs, or pull down all the rick o' +broom-handles on Itself, or get smothered in the heather. I want +a lantern. I don't know how to pacify the creature, and 'tis +squeadling that terrible I don't know what's the matter." + +"Is it a drawin' of the hind legs up, and stiffenin' of the back?" +asked the old maid. + +"I think so," answered the boy, dubiously; then, with further +consideration, "I'm sure of it. It wriggled in my arms, like a worm +when one's gettin' it on a hook out fishing." + +"That's convulsions," said Sally. "'Twill go off in one of they, +sure as eggs is eggs and ain't inions." + +"Do you really say so?" + +"It's that, or water on the brain. Wi' all this pouring rain, I +shouldn't wonder if 'twasn't the tother. Not, you know, that I've +any acquaintance wi babies. Only I've heard wimmin talk as has had +'em just like rabbits." + +"Do they die when they have water on the brain?" asked the boy. + +"Always. Babies can't stand it, no more nor can goslings gettin' +their backs wetted." + +"Don't you think that perhaps it's only hunger?" + +"Can't say. Has the babe been a grabbin' and a clawin' at your +nose, and a tryin' to suck it?" + +"Once, Sally, when my nose got into the way." + +"Then there's hunger too," said Sally, sententiously. "Them babies +has terrible apertites, like canibals, and don't know what's good +for 'em." + +"Will you help me?" pleaded the boy. "Have you a feeding bottle?" + +"Presarve and deliver us--I! What do you take me for, you imperant +bye?" + +"I think any medicine bottle would do, if well washed out. I +shouldn't like, if there was any castor oil or senna tea dregs +left, you know. But properly washed out, it might do, with a +little milk in it." + +"You'll choke the baby like that," said the old maid. + +"I have seen how it is done. You stuff a bit of rag into the +throat of the bottle, and leave a tip o' rag hanging out." + +"Dare say, but you byes seems to understand these things better +than I." + +"Won't you come down and help me, Sally?" + +"I'll come down presently when I've tumbled into some of my +clothes." + +Then the head disappeared, and the casement was shut. + +After the lapse of a few minutes, a light appeared at the window +of the lower room, and the door was slowly unlocked and unbarred. + +Then the old woman appeared in the doorway. She wore her huge +white-frilled nightcap, that fluttered in the wind about the +shrivelled face it enclosed, but she presented an extremely limp +and attenuated appearance in her person. + +"I've been a turnin' over in my head," she said, "and ten chances +to half-a-one, if that there child hev been squealin' so long, +it's either broke a blood vessel, or will die o' 'plexy. There'll +be a purty expense to the parish. There'll be two buryings laid +on it that oughten't to be. That means an extra penny in the +rates. If them there chaps wanted to murder a man, why didn't +they go and do it in Hampshire, and not go a burdenin' of this +county an' parish? There's rayson in everything." + +"Do you really suppose the child will die?" asked the boy, more +concerned about the life than about the rates. + +"How can I say? I've had precious little to do wi' babies, thanks +be. Now, sharp, what is it you want? I'm perishin' wi' cold." + +"May I have a bottle and some milk, and a lantern?" + +"You can have wot you wants, only I protest I'll have no babies +foist on me here." Then she added, "I will not trust you byes. +Show me your hands that you ain't hidin' of it behind yer back." + +"I assure you the child is in Bideabout's shed. Do be quick, and +help. I am so afraid lest it die, and becomes a wanderer." + +"If I can help it I will do what I can that it mayn't die, for +certain," said the woman, "anything but taking it in here, and +that I won't, I won't, I won't." Again she stamped. + +Iver provided himself with the requisites as speedily as might be, +and hastened back to the outhouse. At the door a cat was miawling, +and rubbed itself against his shins. When he entered the cat +followed him. + +The child was still sobbing and fitfully screaming, but was rapidly +becoming exhausted. + +Iver felt the arms and head and body to ascertain whether any bone +was broken or battered by the fall, but his acquaintance with the +anatomy of a child was still rudimentary for him to come to any +satisfactory conclusion. + +He held the bottle in one and, but was ignorant how to administer +the contents. Should the child be laid on its back or placed in a +sitting posture? + +When he applied the moistened rag to its mouth he speedily +learned that position was immaterial. The babe fell to work +vigorously, with the large expectation of results. Some moments +elapsed before it awoke to the fact that the actual results were +hardly commensurate with its anticipations, nor with its exertions. + +When roused to full consciousness that it was being trifled with, +then the resentment of the infant was vehement and vociferous. +It drew up its legs and kicked out. It battled with its hands, it +butted with its pate, and in its struggles pulled the plug out +of the mouth of the flask so that the milk gushed over its face +and into its mouth, at once blinding and choking it. + +"Oh, dear, oh, dear, what shall I do?" he exclaimed, and began to +cry with vexation. + +The cat now came to his assistance. It began to lick up the spilled +milk. + +Iver seized the occasion. + +"Look, see, pretty puss!" said he, caressingly, to the child. +"Stroke pussy. Don't be afraid. You see she likes the milk that you +wouldn't have. Naughty pussy eats little birds and mousies. But she +won't touch babies." + +The cat having appropriated the spilled milk looked at the infant +with an uncanny way out of her glinting green eyes, as though by no +means indisposed to try whether baby was not as good eating as a +fledgling bird, as toothsome as a mouse. + +Iver caught up the cat and scratched her under the chin and behind +the ears. + +"Do you hear? The pussy purrs. Would that you also might purr. She +is pleased to make your acquaintance. Oh do, do, do be quiet!" + +Then casting aside the cat he endeavored slowly to distil some of +the milk down the child's throat without suffering it to swallow +too much at once, but found the task difficult, if not impossible +for his hand shook. + +"Wait a bit," said he. "There are straws here. I will cut one and +put it through the rag, and then you can tipple like a king upon +his throne." + +He selected a stout barley straw, and finding a knot in it +endeavored to perforate the obstruction with a pin. When this +failed he looked about for another straw, and at last discovered +one that was strong, uninterrupted by knots, and sufficiently +long to serve his purpose. + +For awhile he was so engrossed in his occupation that the child +remained unnoticed. But when the straw had been adjusted +satisfactorily, and the apparatus was in working order, as Iver +ascertained by testing it himself, then he looked round at his +charge. + +The babe was lying silent and motionless. + +His heart stood still. + +"It is dead! It is going to die! It will become a wanderer!" he +exclaimed; and putting down the feeding bottle, snatched up the +lantern, crept on his knees to the child, and brought the little +face within the radius of the sickly yellow light. + +"I cannot see! O, I can see nothing! There is no light worth +having!" he gasped, and proceeded to open the door in the lantern +side. + +"What is do be done?" he asked despairingly. "I do not know if it +be dying or be in a fit. O! live! do, do live! I'll give you a +brass button and some twine out of my pocket! I promise you my +next lollipops if you will. Nasty, cross, disobliging thing." +He went to the barn door and looked out, saw that the rain was +coming down in torrents, came back. "Is it true," asked he, +"that you must be a wanderer, if you die unchristened? Shall I +ever hear you yowling in the wind? It is too, too dreadful!" + +A chill came over the boy's heart. + +Iver had never seen death. He was vastly frightened at the thought +that the little soul might fleet away whilst he was watching. He +dared not leave the child. He was afraid to stay. If he were to +desert the babe, and it expired--and to run home, would not the +soul come crying and flapping after him? + +He considered with his hands to his head. + +"I know what I will do!" exclaimed he, suddenly; "I'll make a +Christian of it, anyhow." + +There was standing on the floor an old broken red bowl of coarse +pottery, out of which fowls had been fed. It was now empty. + +Iver took it, wiped it out with his hand, and went with it to +the door, where a rude "launder" or shoot of wood carried the +water from the thatch immediately over the door, and sent the +collected moisture in a stream down one side. The boy held the +vessel under the shoot till he had obtained sufficient for his +purpose, and then, returning within, said, "I'll stop your +wandering," went up to the child, sprinkled some water over it +and said, "Mehetabel, I baptize thee--" + +The cat made a spring and dashed past. + +Down went the contents of the bowl over the babe, which uttered +a howl lusty, loud enough to have satisfied any nurse that the +baptism was valid, and that the devil was expelled. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +MEHETABEL IT MUST BE. + + +In at the barn door came Mrs. Verstage, Iver's mother. + +"Iver! Wot's up?" + +"Oh, mother!" + +"Where's that babe?" + +"Here, mother, on the ground." + +"On the ground! Good life! Sowsed, soaked through and through, +whatever have you been doin'? Holdin' it under the spout?" + +"Baptizin' it, mother." + +"Baptizin' of it?" The woman stared. + +"I thought the creetur was dyin'." + +"Well, and wot then?" + +"Mother. Lest it shud take to wanderin'." + +"Baptizin' of it. Dear life! And what did you call it?" + +"Mehetabel." + +"Mehetabel! 'Taint a human name." + +"It is, mother. It's a Scriptur name." + +"Never heard on it." + +"Mehetabel was the wife of Hadar." + +"And who the dickens was Hadar?" + +"He was a dook--a dook of Edom." + +In the churchyard of Thursley stands a large white stone, on +which is carved a medallion, that contains the representation +of a man falling on the ground, with one arm raised in deprecation, +whilst two men are robbing and murdering him, and a third is +represented as acting sentinel lest the ruffians should be +surprised. On the ground are strewn the garments of the man who +is being killed. Beneath this rudely sculptured group is this +inscription:-- + + I N M E M O R Y O F + + A generous, but unfortunate Sailor, + Who was barbarously murdered on Hind Head, + On September 24th, 1786, + + B Y T H R E E V I L L A I N S, + + After he had liberally treated them and promised + them his farther Assistance on the Road + to Portsmouth. + +In the "Royal Huts," a tavern, in which now very good entertainment +for man and beast may be had, a tavern which stands somewhat +further along the way to Portsmouth than Hind Head, may be seen +at this day some rude contemporary paintings representative of +the murder. + +The ruffians after having killed their victim, robbed him, not +only of his money, but also of his clothes, and hastened on their +way. + +A hue and cry were raised, when the corpse had been discovered, +and the men were arrested upon the following day at Sheet, near +Peterhead, and were found in possession of the clothing of the +deceased. In due course of time they were tried at Kingston, and +on the 7th of April, 1787, were hung and gibbeted in chains on +Hind Head Hill, beside the old road and close to the scene of +their crime. + +A cross now marks the summit, and indicates the spot where stood +the gallows, and a stone for some time pointed out the locality +where the murder was committed. When, however, the new Portsmouth +Road was cut further down the hill, skirting the Punch-Bowl at a +lower level, then the stone was removed to the side of the new +road. At present it is an object visited by vast numbers of +holiday-makers, who seem to take almost as lively an interest +in the crime that was committed over a century ago as if it were +an event of the present day. At the time the murder aroused the +greatest possible excitement in the neighborhood, and pre-eminently +in the parish of Thursley. + +As may be gathered from the wording of the inscription on the +tombstone that covers the victim, his name never transpired. No +relations claimed the right to bury him. None appeared to take +charge of his orphan child. + +The parish fretted, it fumed, it protested. But fret, fume, and +protest availed nothing, it had to defray the cost of the funeral, +and receive and lap the child in its parochial mercies. + +A deceased wife's sister undoubtedly existed somewhere. Such was +the conviction of every parishioner. The poor man was on his way +to Portsmouth to deposit his child with her when the tragic event +took place. Why did she not come forward? Why did she hold her +tongue? + +Had there existed in her bosom one particle of natural feeling +she would not have remained mute and motionless, and allowed the +parish to bury her brother-in-law and encumber itself with her +niece. + +So the parish talked, appealingly, argumentatively, blusteringly, +objurgatively, but all to no purpose. The deceased wife's sister +kept mum, and invisible. Reluctantly, resentfully, the parish was +finally obliged to face the facts, pay the expenses of the +interment, and settle that a weekly dole should be afforded for +the maintenance of the child, and as that deceased wife's sister +did not appear, the parochial bile overflowed upon the hapless +babe, who came to be regarded as an incubus on the ratepayers and +a general nuisance. + +The one difficulty that solved itself--ambulando, was that as to +who would take charge of the child. That was solved by the hostess +of the Ship. + +The parish endeavored to cajole the good woman into receiving the +babe as a gift from Heaven, and to exact no compensation for her +labors in rearing it, for the expense of clothing, feeding, +educating it. But Mrs. Verstage was deaf to such solicitations. +She would take charge of the child, but paid she must be. Eventually +the parochial authorities, after having called a vestry, and sat +three hours in consultation, and to "knuckle under," as the hostess +expressed it, and allow a trifle for the entertainment of the +little waif. + +So the matter was settled. + +Then another had to be determined. What about the christening +performed in the shed by Iver? What about the outlandish name +given the child? The landlady raised no question on these heads +till it was settled that the little being was to be an inmate of +her house, and under her care. Then she reasoned thus--"Either +this here child be a Mehetabel or she bain't. Either it's a +Christian or it's a heathen. What is it? Is it fish, is it flesh, +or is it good red herring? It ain't no use my calling her Mehetabel +if she bain't nothing of the sort. And it ain't no use teachin' +her the caterplasm, if she ha'n't been made a Christian. I'll go +and ax the pa'son." + +Accordingly the good woman took Iver by the shoulder and dragged +him to Witley Vicarage, and stated her case and her difficulties. +The Vicar had already had wind of what had occurred. Thursley was +at the period a chapelry in the extensive parish of Witley, and +the church therein had, before the Reformation, been regularly +served by the monks of Witley Abbey. It was afterwards more or +less irregularly supplied with sacred ministrations from the +mother-church, and had no resident pastor. + +In former days the parishioners were never very sure whether there +was to be a service in Church at Thursley or not. The sexton was +on the look-out, and if he saw the parson's wig glimmering over +the hedge top, as he rode along, then he at once rushed to the +bell-rope and announced to such of the parishioners as were within +hearing, that there was to be divine service. If there were no +service, then those who had come from a distance in expectation of +devotion, retired to the tavern and drank and gossiped, and were +not disposed to cavil. The Church of Thursley is curious, it has +a central bell-tower supported on huge beams of oak, such oaks they +must have been as are never seen now. Those desiring to see the +parson had to seek him in the Vicarage of the mother parish. + +Mrs. Verstage accordingly had to go with her boy to Witley. + +"If the boy gave a name," said the parson. + +"He did, your Reverence, and such a name." + +"What is it?" + +"Mehetabel." + +"Wherever did you pick up that name?" asked the Vicar, turning to +the boy. + +"Please, sir, we was doin' the Dooks of Edom in Sunday-school. +We'd already learned David's mighty men, and could run 'em off +like one o'clock, and--I don't know how it was, sir, but the name +slipped out o' my mouth wi'out a thought. You see, sir, we had so +many verses to say for next Sunday, and I had some of the Dooks of +Edom to repeat." + +"Oh! So you gave it the name of one of the Dukes." + +"Please, sir, no. Mehetabel was the wife of one, she was married +to his Grace, Dook Hadar." + +"Oh, Hadar! to be sure, quite so; quite so! Very good boy, glad +you are so well primed in all things necessary to salvation." + +"And is the child to be called Mehetabel?" asked the woman. + +"That depends," said the Vicar. "How did the boy perform the +sacred function?" + +"Please, sir," said Iver, "I did it as your Honor does, after the +second lesson on Sunday afternoon, and the churching." + +"He hadn't no surplice on," argued the mother. + +"You had a bowl of pure water?" asked the parson. + +"Yes, sir, rain water. I caught it out of the spout." + +"And the words used?" + +"The same as you say, sir; exactly." + +The parson rubbed his chin. + +"Was it done in thoughtlessness--in irreverent folly?" + +"Oh, no, sir! I did it in sober earnest. I thought the child was +going to die." + +"Of course," said the Vicar, "lay baptism is valid, even if +administered by a Dissenter; but--it is very unusual, very much so." + +"I didn't do all that about the cross," observed Iver, "because the +cat jumped and upset the bowl." + +"Of course, of course. That belongs to the reception into the +church, and you couldn't do that as it was--" + +"In Bideabout's basin," said Iver. + +"You are certain the water touched the child?" + +"Soused her," responded the hostess. "She caught a tremendous +cold out o' it, and has been runnin' at the nose ever since." + +"I think the very best thing we can do," said the Vicar, "is that +I should baptize the child conditionally, in church,--conditionally +mind." + +"And call her by another name?" asked the woman. + +"I do not think I can do that." + +"It's a terrible mouthful," observed Mrs. Verstage. + +"I daresay that in practice you will be able to condense it. As +for that boy of yours, ma'am, I should like a word with him, by +himself." + +"So, the creetur must bide Mehetabel?" + +"Mehetabel it must be." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +FALSE PERSPECTIVE. + + +As this story concerns that child which received the name of +Mehetabel, it has been necessary to begin _de novo_ with her as +a babe, and to relate how she came by her name--that is her +Christian name--and how it was that she had no surname at all. +Also, how it was that she came to be an inmate of the Ship, and +how that her fortunes were linked at the very outset of her career, +on the one hand with Iver, who baptized her, and on the other +hand with the Broom-Squire, whose roof--that at least of his +shed--had sheltered her when every door of the squatter settlement +in the Punch-Bowl, was resolutely closed against her. + +But although this story begins with Mehetabel before she could +speak, before she could assimilate anything more substantial than +milk, yet the author has no intention of inflicting on the reader +the record of her early days, of her acquisition of the power of +speech, and capacity for consuming solid food. Neither is it his +purpose to develop at large the growth of her mental powers, and +to describe the evolution of her features. Suffice it then to say +that Mehetabel grew up in the Ship Inn, almost as a child of the +hostess and of her husband, with Iver as her playmate, and somewhat +consequential patron. + +By the parish at large, whether that of Witley or of its subdivision +Thursley, she was coldly regarded. She was but a charity girl, and +kind as Mrs. Verstage was, the hostess never forgot that. + +Iver was fourteen years older than Mehetabel, and, above all, was +a boy, whereas Mehetabel was a waif, and only a girl. + +Iver, moreover, regarded the child with gracious condescension. Had +he not baptized her? Did she not owe her name to him? Had he not +manufactured her first feeding-bottle? + +As Mehetabel grew up, it is not surprising that she should regard +Iver with admiration and affection, that she cherished every +kindness he showed her, and in every way sought to deserve his +notice. + +The child had an affectionate, a clinging nature, and she threw +the tendrils of her heart around the handsome boy, who was both +patron and playmate. + +It is a matter wholly immaterial whether Mehetabel underwent the +ordeal of the customary childish maladies, measles, chicken-pox, +whooping-cough for certainty, and scarlet fever and smallpox as +possibilities, for none of them cut short the thread of her life, +nor spoiled her good looks; either of which eventualities would +have prevented this story proceeding beyond the sixth chapter. In +the one case, there would have been no one about whom to write, +in the other, had she been marked by smallpox or deafened by +scarlatina, the interest of the reader could not have been claimed +for her--so exacting is the reader of fiction. A heroine must be +good-looking, or she will not be read about. + +Indeed, it is more than probable, that had the author announced his +story to be one of a very plain woman, he might have looked in +vain for a publisher to undertake the issue of the story. + +Before proceeding further it will be well to assure the reader +that, from an early age, promise of beauty was given, and not of +beauty only, but of intelligence and robust health. + +Mehetabel was sent by Mrs. Verstage not only to a day school, kept +by a widow, in Thursley, but also on the Lord's Day to the Vicar's +Sunday-school at Witley. The Vicar was an excellent man, kindly +disposed, earnest in his desire to do good, so long as the good was +to be done in a novel fashion, absolutely untried. Sunday-schools +were but a recent introduction, and he seized on the expedient with +avidity. Hitherto the children had been catechised in Church after +the second lesson in the afternoon, before their parents and the +entire congregation. But as this was an usage of the past the Vicar +rejected it in favor of the new system. According to the traditional +custom the children had been instructed in the Creed, the Lord's +Prayer, and the Ten Commandments. But this did not please the +innovating Vicar, who cast these out of his curriculum to make way +for a knowledge of the geography of Palestine, and an accurate +acquaintance with the genealogies that are to be found scattered +here and there in the pages of Holy Writ, The teaching of doctrine, +according to the Vicar, lay at the bottom of the divisions of +Christendom, but there could be no controversy over the latitude +and longitude of the sites mentioned in Scripture. + +The landlord, proprietor of the Ship and of Mrs. Susanna Verstage, +was a dull, obstinate man, slow of thought and of speech, withal +kindly. Like many another dull man, if he did a stupid thing he +stuck to it; and the stupider the thing done, the greater the +tenacity with which he held to the consequences. His mind was +chiefly occupied with a small farm acquired out of the sand waste, +hedged about, dressed and cultivated, and increasing annually in +value. In this was his interest and pride; he cared nothing for +the tavern, save as an adjunct to the farm. All his energies were +devoted to the latter, and he allowed his wife to rule supreme in +the inn. Simon Verstage was a well-to-do man. He must have managed +very ill had he not made a farm answer for which he paid no rent, +save an acknowledgment of 6d. an acre to the lord of the manor. He +held the land on a head rent upon the lives of himself, his wife, +and his son. The public-house, well frequented by wayfarers, and +in good repute among the villagers, supplemented the profits made +out of the farm in good years, and made up for deficit in such +years as rain and deficiency in sun made bad agriculturally. + +The inn stood at a junction of roads, or rather where two lanes +fell into the main London and Portsmouth road. It sometimes went +in consequence by the name of The Lane End Inn. In situation it +was fairly sheltered, a hillock of sand rock sheltered it on the +east from the bitter winds that swept the waste between Milford +and Thursley, and a growth of huge hollies was its protection +against the equally cold blasts from the north. + +So long as Iver was a small boy, his father employed him about +the farm, to assist him in ploughing, to hoe potatoes, and wield +the muck-fork in the cow-house, or, to use the local term, the +cow-stall. He kept the lad hard at work from morning rise till set +of day. + +Iver endured this, not entering with interest and pleasure into +the work of the farm. He had no perception of the points of a +bullock, and he had a prejudice in favor of ragged hedges. + +Iver's neglect of duties, and forgetfulness of what was told him, +called forth reprimand and provoked chastisement. They were not +due to wilfulness or frivolity, but to preoccupation of the mind. +The boy had no natural taste for the labors of the field. He +disliked them; for everything else he had eyes, save for that +which pertained to the tasks imposed on him. + +Throughout early boyhood this lack of interest and inattention had +caused much friction, and this friction became aggravated as he +grew older, and his natural bent became more marked. + +It would be hard to find in one family two persons so utterly +dissimilar as Iver and his father. They seemed to have diverse +faculties seated in their several organs. They neither saw, heard, +nor smelt in the same manner, or rather saw, heard, and smelt so +differently as to feel in distinct fashion. What pleased the one +was distasteful to the other. + +It was not possible for Iver to open his mind to his father, +because his father could not understand and appreciate his thoughts. + +But if his heart was sealed to Simon Verstage, it was open to his +mother, who loved and spoiled him, and took his part invariably, +whether the boy were in the right or wrong. In every way possible +she humored his fancies; and she, unwisely, condoled with him on +what she was pleased to consider as his father's injustice. At +length there ensued a rupture so wide, so aggravated by mutual +recrimination, that Mrs. Verstage doubted her ability to bridge +it over. + +This breach was occasioned by Iver one morning climbing to the +sign-board and repainting the stern of the vessel, which had long +irritated his eye because, whereas the ship was represented sideways, +the stern was painted without any attempt at fore-shortening; in +fact, full front, if such a term can be applied to a stern. + +The laws of perspective were outraged in the original painting; of +such laws Iver knew nothing. What he did know was that the picture +was wrong. His eye, his natural instinct told him so. The matter +had been for long one of controversy between himself and his +father. The latter had been unable to understand that if the +portholes at the side were visible, the entire stern could not +possibly be viewed in full. + +"She's got a stern, ain't she?" asked the old man. "If she has, +then wot's we to deny it her?" + +At length Iver cut the controversy short, and brought the quarrel +to a crisis by climbing a ladder with a brush and some paints +obtained from the village carpenter, during the temporary absence +of his father, and putting the foreshortening to rights to the +best of his ability. + +When the old man was aware what his son had done on his return +from Godalming, whither he had betaken himself to a fair, then he +was furious. He stormed at Iver for daring to disfigure the +sign-board, and at his wife for suffering him to do it unreproved. + +Iver turned stubborn and sulky. He muttered an answer, lacking in +that respect due to a parent. The old man became abusive. + +Mrs. Verstage intervened ineffectually; and when night arrived the +youth made a bundle of his clothes and left the house, with the +resolve not to return to it so long as his father lived. + +Whither he had gone, for a long time was unknown. His mother wept, +so did Mehetabel. The old man put on an assumption of indifference, +was short and ungracious to his wife. He was constrained to engage +a man to do the farm work hitherto imposed upon Iver, and this +further tended to embitter him against his rebellious son. He +resented having to expend money when for so long he had enjoyed +the work of Iver free of cost. + +The boy's pride prevented him from writing home till he had secured +himself a position in which he could maintain himself. When he did +communicate with Thursley, it was through Mehetabel, because Simon +had forbidden any allusion to the truant boy, and Mrs. Verstage was +not herself much of a scholar, and did not desire unnecessarily to +anger her husband by having letters in his handwriting come to her +by the post. + +Years passed, during which the landlady's heart ached for her son: +and as she might not speak of him to Simon, she made a confidant +of Mehetabel. + +Thus, the old woman and the girl were drawn closer together, and +Mehetabel glowed with the thought that she was loved by the hostess +as though she were her own daughter. + +To talk about the absent one was the great solace of Susanna +Verstage's life. There ever gnawed at her heart the worm of +bereavement from the child in whom her best affections, her +highest pride, her sole ambitions were placed. It may be questioned +whether, without the sympathetic ear and heart of Mehetabel into +which to pour her troubles and to which to confide her hopes, the +woman would not have deteriorated into a hard-hearted virago. + +Her love to Simon, never very hot, had dried up. He had wounded +her to the quick in unpardonable fashion in driving her only child +out of the house, and all for the sake of a two-penny-ha'penny +signboard. + +Throughout her work she schemed, she thought for Iver; she toiled +and endured in the tavern only to amass a competence for him. She +clung to the place only because she trusted some day he would +return to it, and because every corner was sweet with recollections +of him. + +When not at work she dreamed, waking or sleeping, and all her +dreams were of him. She built castles in the air--all occupied +by him. She had but one hope: to meet her son again. All her +activities, all her thoughts, all her aspirations, all her prayers +were so many lines focussing on one point, and that her son. To +Mehetabel she told her mind, and Mehetabel shared all her hopes; +the heart of the girl beat in entire sympathy with that of the +hostess. Iver's letters were read and re-read, commented on, and +a thousand things read into them by the love of the mother that +were not, and could not be there. These letters were ever in the +girl's bosom, kept there to be out of reach of old Simon, and to +be accessible at all moments to the hungering mother. They heard +that Iver had taken to painting, and that he was progressing in his +profession; that he gave lessons and sold pictures. + +What musings this gave rise to! what imaginations! What expectations! + +Mrs. Verstage never wearied of talking of Iver to Mehetabel, and +it never wearied the girl to speak with the mother about him. + +The girl felt that she was indispensable to the old woman; but that +she was only indispensable to her so long as Iver was away never +entered into her imagination. + +There is a love that is selfish as well as a love that is wholly +self-annihilating, and an inexperienced child is incapable of +distinguishing one from the other. + +There is false perspective in the human heart as well as upon +signboards. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +ONLY A CHARITY GIRL. + + +Simon Verstage sat outside the door of his house, one hot June +evening, smoking his pipe. + +By his side sat his wife, the hostess of the Ship. Eighteen years +have passed since we saw her last, and in these years she has +become more plump, a little more set in features, and mottled in +complexion, but hardly otherwise older in appearance. + +She was one of those women who wear well, till a sickness or a +piercing sorrow breaks them down, and then they descend life's +ladder with a drop, and not by easy graduation. + +Yet Mrs. Verstage had not been devoid of trouble, for the loss of +her son, the very apple of her eye, had left an ache in her heart +that would have been unendurable, were not the balm of hope +dropped into the wound. Mehetabel, or as she was usually called +Matabel, had relieved her of the most onerous part of her avocation. +Moreover, she was not a woman to fret herself to fiddle-strings; +she was resolute and patient. She had formed a determination to +have her son home again, even if she had to wait for that till +his father was put under ground. She was several years younger +than Simon, and in the order of nature might calculate on enjoyment +of her widowhood. + +Simon and his wife sat in the wide porch. This had been constructed +as an accommodation for wayfarers, as an invitation to take shade +and shelter in hot weather or Mustering storm; but it also served +what was uncontemplated, as an ear to the house. Whatever was +uttered there was audible within--a fact very generally forgotten +or unsuspected by such as occupied the porch. And, indeed, on the +present occasion, this fact was wholly unconsidered by the taverner +and his spouse, either because it escaped their minds that the +porch was endowed with this peculiarity, or else because the only +person then in the house was Mehetabel, and her hearing or not +hearing what was said was an indifferent matter. + +Had there been customers present, drinking, the two would not have +been together when and where they were, nor would the topic of +conversation between them have been of a private nature. + +The innkeeper had begun with a remark which all the world might +hear, and none would controvert, viz., that it was fine hay-making +weather, and that next day he purposed carrying the crop. + +But Mrs. Verstage was indisposed to discuss a matter so obvious as +the weather, and so certain as that it would be utilized for +saving the hay. She plunged at once into that which lay near her +heart, and said, "Simon, you'll answer that there letter now?" + +"Whose? Iver's?" + +"Of course, Iver's letter. Now you yourself have heard from him, +and what does that mean but he wants all square between you. He +has got into a famous business. He sells his pictures and gives +lessons in drawing and painting at Guildford. It's but a matter of +time and he will be a great man." + +"What! as a drawing master? I'd as lief he played the fiddle and +taught dancing." + +"How can you say that, Simon?" + +"Because it is what I feels. Here he had a good farm, a good inn, +and a good business--one that don't dwindle but is on the increase, +and the land bettering every day--and yet off he went, chucked +aside the blessin's of Providence, to take up wi' scribblin' and +scrawlin' on paper. If it weren't a thing altogether shameful it +would be clear ridic'lous." + +Simon sucked in smoke enough to fill his lungs, and then blew it +forth leisurely in a long spiral. + +"Odds' life," said he, "I don't see why I shu'd concern myself +about the hay, nor anythin' else. I've enough to live upon and to +enjye myself. What more do I want now?" + +"What more?" inquired the landlady, with a sigh and a catch in +her voice--a sigh of sorrow, a catch of resentment. "What more--when +your son is away?" + +"Whose fault is that? Home weren't good enough for he. Even the +Old Ship on the sign-board didn't give him satisfaction, and he +must alter it. I don't see why I should worrit myself about the +hay or any other thing. I'll just put up my feet an enjye myself." + +"Simon, I pray you answer Iver's letter. Opportunities be like +fleas, to be took sharp, or away they goes, they be terrible +long-legged. Opportunities only come now and then, and if not +caught are lost past recall. 'Twas so wi' Temperance Noakes, who +might a' had the chimbley-sweep if she'd a kissed him when he +axed. But she said, Wipe and wash your face fust--and she's an +old maid now, and goin' sixty. Consider, Simon. Iver be your son, +your only child. It's Providence makes us wot we is; that's why +you're a man and not a woman. Iver hadn't a gift to be a farmer, +but he had to paintin'. It can't be other--it's Providence orders +all, or you might be a mother and nursin' a baby, and I smokin' +and goin' after the plough in leggin's." + +"That's all gammon," growled the landlord. + +"We be gettin' old," pursued Mrs. Verstage. "In the end you'll +have to give up work, and who but Iver is to come after you here?" + +"Him--Iver!" exclaimed Simon. "Your own self says 'e ain't fit to +be a farmer." + +"Then he may let the farm and stick to the inn." + +"He ain't got the makin' of a publican in him," retorted the man; +"he's just about fit for nothin' at all." + +"Indeed, but he is, Simon," pleaded the woman, "only not in the +way you fancies. What good be you now in a public-house? You do +nothing there, it is I who have all the managin'." + +"I attend to the farm. Iver can do neither. All the money you and +I ha' scraped together he'll chuck away wi' both hands. He'll let +the fences down I ha' set up; he'll let weeds overrun the fields +I ha' cleared. It shall not be. It never shall be." + +"He may marry a thrifty wife, as you have done." + +"And live by her labor!" he exclaimed, drawing his pipe from his +mouth and in knocking out the ash in his anger breaking the stem. +"That a child o' mine should come to that!" + +"Iver is your own flesh and blood," persisted the woman, in great +excitement. "How can you be so hard on him? It's just like that +old fowl as pecked her eggs, and we had to wring her neck. It's +like rabbits as eat their own young. Nonsense! You must be +reconciled together. What you have you cannot leave to a stranger." + +"I can do what I will with my own," retorted Simon. "Look here, +Susanna, haven't you had that girl, Matabel, with you in place of +a child all these years? Don't she work like a slave? Don't she +thoroughly understand the business? Has she ever left the hogs +unmeated, or the cow unmilked? If it pleases you to go to market, +to be away for a week, a fortni't you know that when you come +home again everything will be just as you left it, the house +conducted respectable, and every drop o' ale and ounce o' 'backy +accounted for." + +"I don't deny that Matabel's a good girl. But what has that to do +with the matter?" + +"What! Why everything. What hinders me leavin' the whole pass'l +o' items, farm and Ship to her? She'll marry a stiff man as'll look +after the farm, and she'll mind the public-house every mite as +well as ever have you, old woman. That's a gal as knows chalk from +cheese." + +Mrs. Verstage leaned back with a gasp of dismay and a cramp at +her heart. She dropped her hands on her lap. + +"You ain't speaking serious, Simon?" + +"I might do wuss," said he; "and the wust I could do 'ad be to +give everythin' to that wastrel, Iver, who don't know the vally of +a good farm and of a well-established public-house. I don't want +nobody after I'm dead and gone to see rack and ruin where all +were plenty and good order both on land and in house, and that's +what things would come to wi' Iver here." + +"Simon, he is a man now. He was a boy, and what he did as a boy +he won't do as a man." + +"He's a dauber of paints still." + +The taverner stood up. "I'll go and cast an eye over the hay-field," +he said. "It makes me all of a rage like to think o' that boy." + +He threw away the broken pipe and walked off. + +Mrs. Verstage's brain spun like a teetotum; her heart turned cold. + +She was startled out of her musings by the voice of Mehetabel, who +said, "Mother, it is so hot in the kitchen that I have come out to +cool myself. Where is father? I thought I heard him talking with +you?" + +"He's gone to the hay-field. He won't answer Iver's letter. He's +just about as hard as one o' them Hammer Ponds when frozen to the +bottom, one solid lump." + +"No, mother, he is not hard," said Mehetabel, "but he does not +like to seem to give way all at once. You write to Iver and tell +him to come here; that were better than for me to write. It will +not seem right for him to be invited home by me. The words from +home must be penned by you just as though spoke by you. He will +return. Then you will see that father will never hold out when he +has his own son before his eyes." + +"Did you hear all that father and I was sayin'?" asked the hostess, +suspiciously. + +"I heard him call out against Iver because he altered the +signboard; but that was done a long time agone." + +"Nuthin' else?" + +"And because he would never make a farmer nor an innkeeper." + +"It's a dratted noosence is this here porch," muttered the +hostess. "It ort to 'a been altered ages agone, but lor', heart-alive, +the old man be that stubborn and agin' all change. And you heard +no more?" + +"I was busy, mother, and didn't give attention to what didn't +concern me." + +"Oh!" said Mrs. Verstage, "only listened, did you, to what did +concern you?" + +A fear had come over the hostess lest the girl had caught Simon's +words relative to his notion, rather than intention, of bequeathing +what he had away from Iver and to the child that had been adopted. + +Of course, Simon did not seriously purpose doing anything of the +sort. It was foolish, inconsiderate of him to give utterance to +such a thought, and that in such a place as the porch, whence +every whisper was conveyed throughout the interior of the house. + +If Mehetabel had overheard his words, what a Fool's Paradise she +might create for herself! How her head might be turned, and what +airs she might give herself. + +Leave the farm, the inn, everything to a girl with whom they were +wholly unconnected, and to the detriment of the son. Hoity-toity! +such a thought must not be allowed to settle, to take root, to +spring up and fructify. + +"Mother," said the girl, "I think that you ought to write to Iver +with your own hand, though I know it will cost you trouble. But +it need not be in many words. Say he must come himself without +delay and see father. If Iver keeps at a distance the breakage +will never be mended, the wound will never be healed. Father is +a resolute man, but he is tender-hearted under all, and he's ever +been wonderful kind to me." + +"Oh, yes, so long as he ain't crossed he's right enough with +anyone," answered Mrs. Verstage quickly. She did not relish the +allusion to the old man's kindness towards Mehetabel, it seemed to +her suspicious heart due to anticipation of what had been hinted +by him. She considered a moment, and determined to have the whole +matter out, and to dash any expectations the girl might have formed +at once and for ever. A direct woman Mrs. Verstage had ever been. + +"Matabel," she said, and drew her lips together and contracted her +brows, "whatever father may scheme about making a will, it's all +gammon and nonsense. I don't know whether he's said any tomfoolery +about it to you, or may do so in time to come. Don't think nuthin' +of it. Why should he make a will? He has but Iver to whom he can +leave what he has. If he don't make a will--where's the odds? The +law will see to it; that everything goes to Iver, just as it ort." + +"You will write to Iver to come?" + +"Yes, I will. Matters can't be worse than they be, and they may +come to a betterment. O dear life of me! What I have suffered all +these years, parted from my only child." + +"I have tried to do what I could for you, dear mother." + +"Oh, yes"--the bitterness was still oozing up in the woman's heart, +engalling her own mind--"that I know well enough. But then you +ain't my flesh and blood. You may call me mother, and you may +speak of Simon as father, but that don't alter matters, no more +nor when Samuel Doit would call the cabbage plants broccaloes did +it make 'em grow great flower heads like passon's wigs. Iver is +my son, my very own child. You, Matabel, are only--" + +"Only what, mother?" + +"Only a charity girl." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +BIDEABOUT. + + +The words were hardly spoken before a twinge of conscience made +Mrs. Verstage aware that she had given pain to the girl who had +been to her as a daughter. + +Yet she justified herself to herself with the consideration that +it was in the end kindest to cut down ruthlessly any springing +expectation that might have started to life at the words of Simon +Verstage. The hostess cast a glance at Mehetabel, and saw that her +face was quivering, that all color had gone out of her cheeks, that +her hands were contracted as with the cramp. + +"I had no wish to hurt you," said the landlady; "but facks are +facks, and you may pull down the blinds over 'em wi'out putting +them out o' existence. There's Laura Tickner--got a face like a +peony. She sez it's innade modesty; but we all knows it's +arrysippelas, and Matthew Maunder tells us his nose comes from +indigestion; but it's liquor, as I've the best reason to know. +Matabel, I love you well, but always face facks. You can't get rid +of facks any more than you can get rid of fleas out o' poultry." + +Mrs. Verstage disappeared through the doorway. Mehetabel seated +herself on the bench. She could not follow the hostess, for her +limbs trembled and threatened to give way. + +She folded her arms on her lap, and leaned forward, with her eyes +on the ground. + +"A charity girl! Only a charity girl!" + +She said the words to herself again and again. Her eyes burnt; a +spray hung on her eyelids. Her lips were contracted with pain, +spasms ran through her breast. + +"Only a charity girl! She'd never, never a'sed that had she loved +me. She don't." Then came a sob. Mehetabel tried to check it, but +could not, and the sound of that sob passed through the house. +It was followed by no other. + +The girl recovered herself, leaned back against the wall, and +looked at the twilight sky. + +There was no night now. The season was near midsummer:-- + + "Barnaby bright, + All day and no night." + +Into the luminous blue sky Mehetabel looked steadily, and did +battle with her own self in her heart. + +That which had been said so shortly was true; had it been wrapped +up in filagree--through all disguise the solid unpleasant truth +would remain as core. If that were true, then why should she be +so stung by the few words that contained the truth? + +It was not the words that had hurt her--she had heard them often +at school--it was that "Mother" had said them. It was the way in +which they had been uttered. + +Mrs. Verstage had ever been kind to the girl; more affectionate +when she was quite a child than when she became older. Gradually +the hostess had come to use her, and using her as a servant, to +regard her in that light. + +Susanna Verstage was one of those women to whom a baby is almost +a necessity, certainly a prime element of happiness. As she +philosophically put it, "Men likes 'baccy; wimin likes babies; +they was made so;" but the passion for a baby was doubly strong +in the heart of the landlady. As long as Mehetabel was entirely +dependent, the threads that held her to the heart of the hostess +were very strong, and very many, but so soon as she became +independent, these threads were relaxed. The good woman had a +blunt and peremptory manner, and she at times ruffled the girl by +sharpness of rebuke; but never previously had she alluded to her +peculiar position and circumstances in such a galling manner. + +Why had she done this now? Why gone out of her way to do so? + +Mehetabel thought how wonderful it was that she, a stranger, +should be in that house, treated almost, though not wholly, as +its child, whereas the son of the house was shut out from +it,--that against him only was the door fast, which was held +open with invitation to every one else. + +It was the thought of this contrast, perhaps, that had been +working in Mrs. Verstage's mind, and had provoked the impatience +and occasioned the cruel words. + +"Well," said Mehetabel to herself, "I must face it. I have only +the name that Iver gave me in the barn. I have no father, no +mother, and no other name than that which I am given in charity." +She looked at her gown. "I owe that to charity;" at her hands--"My +flesh is nourished out of charity." She wiped her eyes--the very +kerchief was a gift to her in charity. "It is so," she said. "I +must bear the thought and get accustomed to it. I was given a +name in charity, and in charity my father was granted a grave. All +I can look to as in some fashion my own--and yet they are not my +own--be the headstone in the churchyard to show how my real +father was killed, and the gallows on Hind Head, with the chains, +to tell where those hung who killed him. 'Tain't every one can +show that." She raised her head with a flash of pride. Human +Nature must find something on which to plume itself. If nothing +else can be found, then a murdered father and a gallows for the +murderers served. + +Mehetabel was a handsome girl, and she knew it. She could not +fail to know it, situated as she was. The men who frequented the +public house would not leave a girl long in doubt whether she +were comely or the reverse. + +But Mehetabel made small account of her appearance. No youth of +the neighborhood had won his way into her heart; and she blew away +the compliments lavished upon her as the men blew away the froth +from their tankards. What mattered it whether she were good-looking +or not, so long as she was only Mehetabel, without a surname, +without kin, without a penny! + +When Iver had run away from home she had done all that lay in her +power to comfort the mother. She had relieved the landlady of half +of her work; she had stayed up her heart when downcast, despondent. +She had talked with her of the absent son, whose name the father +would not allow to be mentioned in his hearing; had encouraged her +with hopes, and, by her love, had sought to compensate for the loss. + +It was due to her that the Ship Inn had a breath of youth and +cheerfulness infused into it. But for her, the absence and +indifference of the host, and the moroseness of the disappointed +hostess, would have driven custom away. + +Mrs. Verstage had found her useful, even necessary. She could +hardly endure to be for an hour without her, and she had come to +rely upon her more and more in the conduct of business, especially +such as required sufficient scholarship to do correspondence and +keep accounts. + +The hostess was proud of the girl's beauty and engaging manner, +and took to herself some of the credit of having her adopted +daughter regarded as the belle of Thursley. She was pleased to +see that the men admired her, not less than the women envied her. +There was selfishness in all this. Mrs. Verstage's heart was +without sincerity. She had loved Mehetabel as a babe, because the +child amused her. She liked her as a girl, because serviceable to +her, and because it flattered her vanity to think that her adopted +daughter should be so handsome. + +Now, however, that the suspicion was engendered that her own son +might be set aside in favor of the adopted child, through Simon's +partiality, at once her maternal heart took the alarm, and turned +against the girl in resolution to protect the rights of Iver, +Mehetabel did not understand the workings of Susanna Verstage's +mind. She felt that the regard entertained for her was troubled. + +She had heard Simon Verstage's remark about constituting her his +heir, but had so little considered it as seriously spoken, and +as embodying a resolution, that it did not now occur to her as an +explanation of the altered conduct of the "mother" towards herself. + +Mehetabel felt instinctively that a vein of truer love throbbed +in the old host than in his wife; and now, with a hunger for some +word of kindness after the rebuff she had sustained, she stood up +and walked in the direction of the hayfield to meet Simon Verstage +on his return journey. + +As she stepped along she heard a footfall behind her. The step +was quickened, and a hand was laid on her shoulder. She turned, +and exclaimed sharply: + +"Bideabout--what do you want?" + +"You, Matabel." + +A man stayed her: the Broom-Squire. + +"What with me?" + +"I want you to listen to what I have to say." + +"I can spare you a minute, not more. I expect father. He has gone +to look at the hay." + +Mehetabel disengaged her shoulder from his grasp. She stepped +back. She had no liking for the Broom-Squire. Indeed, he inspired +her with a faint, undefined repugnance. + +Jonas was now a middle-aged man, still occupying his farm in the +Punch-Bowl, making brooms, selling holly, cultivating his patch of +land, laying by money and still a bachelor. + +He had rounded shoulders and a short neck; this made him thrust his +head forward in a peering manner, like a beast of prey watching for +a victim. His eyes were keen and restless. His hair was short-cut, +and his ears projected from the sides of his head like those of a +bat. Otherwise he was not a bad-looking man. His features were +good, but his expression was unpleasant. The thin lip was curled +contemptuously; and he had a trick of thrusting forth his sharp +tongue to wet his lips before making a spiteful remark. + +He was a frequent visitor at the Ship, and indeed his inclination +for liquor was his one weakness. + +Of late he had been much oftener at this inn than formerly. +Latterly he had been profuse in his compliments to Mehetabel, +which she had put aside, much as she brushed empty tankards, and +tobacco ash off the table. He was no welcome guest. His bitter +tongue was the occasion of strife, and a brawl was no infrequent +result of the appearance of the Broom-Squire in the public house. +Sometimes he himself became the object of attack, but usually he +succeeded in setting others by the ears and in himself escaping +unmolested. But on one of the former occasions he had lost two +front teeth, and through the gap thus formed he was wont to thrust +his tongue. + +"I am glad to have caught you," said the Broom-Squire; "and caught +you alone--it is hard to find you so--as it's hard to find a +treacle cask without flies round it." + +"What have you to say?" + +"You have always slipped out of my way when I thought I had you." + +"I did not know that you had a fancy to catch me alone." She made +as if to proceed on her course. + +"Stand still," said he imperiously. "It must come out. Do not +look at me with that keep-your-distance air. I mean no incivility. +I care a deal more for you than for any one else." + +"That is not saying much." + +"I care for you alone in all the world." + +"Except yourself." + +"Of course." + +He breathed as though relieved of a burden. + +"Look here, Mehetabel, I've not been a marrying man. Wife and +family cost too much. I've been saving and not spending. But this +can't go on forever. All good things come to an end some time. It +has come to this, I must have a woman to mind the house. My sister +and I have had a tiff. You know her, Sarah Rocliffe. She won't do +as I like, and what I want. So I'll just shut the door in her face +and make a long nose at her, and say, 'Got some one else now.'" + +"So," exclaimed Mehetabel, the color rushing to her cheeks in +anger, "you want me as your housekeeper that you may make a nose +at your sister and deny her the house." + +"I won't have any other woman in my house but yourself." + +"You will have to wait a long time before you get me." + +"I mean all fair and honorable," said Jonas. "I didn't say +housekeeper, did I? I say wife. If any chap had said to me, +Bideabout, you are putting your feet into a rabbit net, and will +be caught, and--'" he made a sign as if knocking a rabbit's neck +to kill it--"I say, had any one said that, I'd a' laughed at him +as a fool." + +"You may laugh at him still," said the girl. "No one that I know +has set any net for you." + +"You have," he sniggered. "Aye, and caught me." + +"I!" laughed Mehetabel contemptuously, "I spread a net for you? +It is you who pursue and pester me. I never gave you a thought +save how to make you keep at arm's length." + +"You say that to me." His color went. + +"It is ridiculous, it is insulting of you to speak to me of netting +and catching. What do I want of you save to be let go my way." + +"Come, Mehetabel," said the Broom-Squire caressingly, "we won't +quarrel about words. I didn't mean what you have put on me. I want +you to come and be my wife. It isn't only that I've had a quarrel +with my sister. There's more than that. There is something like a +stoat at my heart, biting there, and I have no rest till you +say--'I'll have you, Jonas!'" + +"The stoat must hang on. I can't say that." + +"Why not?" + +"I am not obliged to give a reason." + +"Will you not have me?" + +"No, Bideabout, I will not. How can I take an offer made in this +way? When you ask me to enable you to be rude to your sister, when +you speak of me as laying traps for you; and when you stay me on +my road as if you were a footpad." + +Again she made an attempt to go in the direction of the hayfield. +Her bosom was heaving with anger, her nostrils were quivering. + +Again he arrested her. + +"If you will not let me go," said she, "I will call for help. Here +comes father. He shall protect me." + +"I'll have you yet," said the Broom-Squire with a sneer. "If it +ain't you that nets me, then it'll be I net you, Mehetabel." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +INTO THE NET. + + +"We must have cake and ale for the hayfield," said Mrs. Verstage. +"Of ale there be plenty in the house, but for cake, I must bake. +It ort to ha' been done afore. Fresh cakes goes twice as fast as +stale, but blessin's on us, the weather have been that changeable +I didn't know but I might put it off to anywhen." + +This was said on the morrow of the occurrence just described. + +Whilst Mrs. Verstage was engaged in the baking she had not time for +much talk, but she asked abruptly: "What's that as to Bideabout? +Father said he'd come on you and him, and you was both in a sort +o' take on." + +Mehetabel had no reason for reticence, and she told the hostess of +the suit of the Broom-Squire, and of the manner in which he made +his proposal. Mrs. Verstage said nothing at the time. She was +occupied--too occupied for comments. But when the cake was in the +oven, she seated herself at the kitchen table, with a sigh of +relief, and beckoned to Mehetabel to do the same. + +Mrs. Verstage was warm, both on account of the heat of the morning, +but also because she had been hard at work. She fanned herself +with a dish, and as she did so looked at the girl. + +"So--the Broom-Squire offered himself, did he?" + +Mehetabel made a sign in the affirmative. + +"Well," continued the hostess, "if he weren't so good a customer +here he would be suitable enough. But yet a good wife will soon +cure him. A hudger (bachelor) does things as a married man don't +allow himself." + +Mehetabel looked questioningly at the landlady. + + +She said: "There must be good stuff in a man, or marriage won't +bring it out." + +"Who says there ain't good stuff in Bideabout?" + +"I have never seen the glint of it." + +"You don't see the iron ore as lies under the sand, but there it +is, and when wanted it can be worked. I like a man to show his +wust side forefront. There's many a man's character is like his +wesket, red plush and flowers in front and calico in rags behind +hid away under his coat." + +Mehetabel was surprised, troubled. She made no response, but color +drifted across her face. + +"After all," pursued Mrs. Verstage, "he may ha' come here not after +liquor, but drawed by you. Then you see he's been alone all these +years, and scriptur' saith it ain't good for a man to be that. +They goes sour and mouldy--men do if unmarried. I think you'd be +fulfillin' your dooty, and actin' accordin' to the word o' God if +you took him." + +"I--mother! I!" The girl shrank back. "Mother, let him take some +one else. I don't want him." + +"But he wants you, and he don't want another. Matabel, it's all +moonshine about leap year. The time never comes when the woman can +ax the man. It's tother way up--and Providence made it so. +Bideabout has a good bit o' land, for which he is his own landlord, +he has money laid by, so folks tell. You might do worse. It's a +great complerment he's paid you. You see he's well off, and you +have nothin'. Men generally, nowadays, look out for wives that have +a bit o' money to help buy a field, or a cow, or nothin' more than +a hog. You see Bideabout's above that sort o' thing. If you can't +have butter to your bread, you must put up wi' drippin." + +"I'm not going to take Bideabout," said Mehetabel. + +"I don't say you should. But he couldn't a took a fancy to you +wi'out Providence ordainin' of it." + +"And if I don't like him," threw in the girl, half angry, half +in tears, "I suppose that is the doings of Providence too?" + +Mrs. Verstage evaded a reply to this. She said: "I do not press +you to take him. You are kindly welcome to stay on with us a bit, +till you've looked about you and found another. We took you up as +a babe and cared for you; but the parish allowance was stopped +when you was fourteen. It shan't be said of us that bare we took +you in and bare we turn you out. But marry you must. It's ordained +o' nature. There's the difference atwixt a slug and a snail. The +snail's got her own house to go into. A slug hasn't. When she's +uncomfortable she must go underground." + +The hostess was silent for awhile. Mehetabel said nothing. Her +cheeks burned. She was choking. + +Mrs. Verstage went on: "There was Betsy Purvis--she was a bit of +a beauty, and gave herself airs. She wouldn't have Farmer James, +as his legs was so long, he looked like a spider--and she wouldn't +have Odger Kay, as his was too short--he looked like a dachs-dog. +It came in the end she married Purvis, who had both his legs shot +off in the wars, 'cos and why? she couldn't get another. She'd +been too finical in choosin'." + +"Are you tired of me?" gasped the girl. "Do you wish to be rid +of me?" + +"Not at all," answered the landlady. "It's becos we're so fond +of you, father and I, that we want to see you well settled." + +"And father--does he wish me to take Bideabout?" + +Mrs. Verstage hesitated. + +"He hasn't said that right out. You see he didn't know for certain +Jonas were hoppin' about you. But he'd be tremendous pleased to +have you well married." + +"And you think I should be well married if I became Bideabout's +wife?" + +"Of course. He's a great catch for the likes of you, who belong to +nobody and to no place, properly. Beggars mustn't be choosers." + +Mehetabel sprang to her feet. + +"It is so. I am a beggar. I am only a charity girl, nothing else." + +She struck her head against the wall. "Let me beat my brains out +if I am in your way. Why should I be thrown into the arms of any +passer-by? + +"You misjudge and misunderstand me," said Mrs. Verstage, hotly. +"Because you have been with me so long, and because I love you, I +want to see you settled. Because I can't give you a prince in +spangles and feathers you fly out against me." + +"I don't ask for a prince, only to be let alone. I am happy here, +as a girl, working for you and father." + +"But we shall not live forever. We are growing old, and shall +have to give up. Iver may return any day, and then--" + +The hostess became crimson to the temples; she knew how handsome +the girl was, doubly handsome she seemed now, in her heat and +agitation, and it occurred to Mrs. Verstage that Iver with his +artistic appreciation of the beautiful, might also think her +handsome, that the old childish fancy for each other might spring +to new and to stronger life, and that he might even think of +Mehetabel as a wife. That would never, never do. For Iver something +better must be found than a girl without means, friends, and name. + +"What then?" asked Mehetabel. "Suppose Iver do come here and keep +the inn. I can go with you wherever you go, and if you become old, +I can attend to you in your old age." + +"You are good," said Mrs. Verstage; but although her words were +gracious, her manner was chilling. "It is for us to think of you +and your future, not you to consider for us. The Broom-Squire--" + +"I tell you, mother, I don't like him." + +"You must hear me out. You do not love him. Lawk-a-jimmeny! we +can't all marry for love. You don't suppose I was in love with +Simon when I took him? I was a good-looking wench in my day, and +I had many admirers, and were more of tragedy-kings than Simon. +But I had sense, and I took him for the sake of the Ship Inn and +the farm. We have lived happy together, and if it hadn't been for +that matter of Iver, there'd not ha' been a cloud between us. Love +grows among married folk, like chickweed in a garden. You can't +keep it out. It is thick everywhere, and is never out o' season. +I don't say there ain't a ripping of it out one day--but it comes +again, twice as thick on the morrow, and much good it does! I don't +think I cared for Simon when I took him any more than you care for +Jonas, but I took him, and we've fared well enough together." After +a pause the hostess said, "Talkin' of marriage, I have a fine +scheme in my head. If Iver comes back, as I trust he will, I want +him to marry Polly Colpus." + +"Polly Colpus, mother!" + +"She's James Colpus's only child, and will come in for money. +James Colpus is a wonderful thrivin' man." + +"But she has a moustache." + +"What of that, if she have money?" + +"But--Iver--if he couldn't bear an ugly signboard to the house, +will he relish an ugly figure-head to his wife within it?" + +"She has gold which will gild her moustache." + +"I don't know," said Mehetabel; "Iver wouldn't take the business +at his father's wish, will he take a wife of his mother's +providing?" + +"He will know which side his bread is buttered better than some +persons I could name." + +"I fancy when folk look out for wives, they don't borrow their +mother's eyes." + +"You cross me in everything to-day," said the hostess, peevishly. + +Mehetabel's tears began to flow. + +Mrs. Verstage was a woman who did not need much time or much +balancing to arrive at a determination, and when she had formed +her resolution, she clung to it with the same tenacity as her +husband did to his. + +Her maternal jealousy had been roused, and the maternal instinct +is the strongest that exists in the female nature. Many a woman +would allow herself to be cut to bits for her child. But not only +will she sacrifice herself without hesitation, but also any one +else who in any way hinders the progress of her schemes for the +welfare of her child. Mrs. Verstage entertained affection for the +girl, an affection very real, yet not to the extent of allowing it +to blind her to the true interests of her own son. She was roused +to jealousy by the partiality of Simon for his adopted daughter, to +the prejudice of Iver. And now she was gravely alarmed lest on the +return of Iver, the young affection of the two children for each +other should take a new spell of life, assume a new form, and +intensify into passion. + +Accordingly she was resolved, if possible, to remove the girl +from the Ship before the arrival of Iver. The proposal of the +Broom-Squire was opportune, and she was anxious to forward his +suit as the best means for raising an insuperable barrier between +her son and the girl, as well as removing her from Simon, who, +with his characteristic wrong-headedness, might actually do what +he had proposed. + +"I don't see what you're crying about," said Mrs. Verstage, +testily. "It ain't no matter to you whether Iver takes Polly +Colpus or a Royal Princess." + +"I don't want him to be worried, mother, when he comes home with +having ugly girls rammed down his throat. If you begin that with +him he'll be off again." + +"Oh! you know that, do you?" + +"I am sure of it." + +"I know what this means!" exclaimed the angry woman, losing all +command over her tongue. "It means, in plain English, just +this--'I'm going to try, by hook or by crook, to get Iver for +myself.' That's what you're driving at, hussy! But I'll put you +by the shoulders out of the door, or ever Iver comes, that you +may be at none of them tricks. Do you think that because he +baptized you, that he'll also marry you?" + +Mehetabel sprang through the door with a cry of pain, of wounded +pride, of resentment at the injustice wherewith she was treated, +of love in recoil, and almost ran against the Broom-Squire. Almost +without power to think, certainly without power to judge, fevered +with passion to be away out of a house where she was so misjudged, +she gasped, "Bideabout! will you have me now--even now. Mother +turns me out of doors." + +"Have you? To be sure I will," said Jonas; then with a laugh out +of the side of his mouth, he added in an undertone, "Don't seem to +want that I should set a net; she runs right into my hands. Wimen +is wimen!" + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +A SURNAME AT LAST. + + +When Simon Verstage learned that Mehetabel was to be married to +the Broom-Squire, he was not lightly troubled. He loved the girl +more dearly than he was himself aware. He was accustomed to see +her about the house, to hear her cheerful voice, and to be welcomed +with a pleasant smile when he returned from the fields. There was +constitutional ungraciousness in his wife. She considered it +lowering to her dignity, or unnecessary, to put on an amiable face, +and testify to him pleasure at his presence. Little courtesies are +dear to the hearts of the most rugged men; Simon received them +from Mehetabel, and valued them all the more because withheld +from him by his wife. The girl had known how to soothe him when +ruffled, she had forestalled many of his little requirements, and +had exercised a moderating influence in the house. Mrs. Verstage, +in her rough, imperious fashion, had not humored him, and many a +domestic storm was allayed by the tact of Mehetabel. + +Simon had never been demonstrative in his affection, and it was +only now, when he was about to lose her, that he became aware how +dear she was to his old heart. But what could he do, now that she +had given herself to Jonas Kink? Of the manner in which this had +been brought about he knew nothing. Had he been told he would +have stormed, and insisted on the engagement coming to an end. But +would this have mended matters? Would it not have made Mehetabel's +position in the house only more insupportable? + +He remained silent and depressed for a week, and when the girl +was in the room followed her with his eyes, with a kindly, +regretful light in them. When she passed near him, he held out +his hand, took hers, squeezed it, and said, "Matabel, we shall +miss you:--wun'erful--wun'erful!" + +"Dear father!" she would answer, and return the pressure of his +hand, whilst her eyes filled. + +"I hope you'll be happy," he would say; then add, "I suppose you +will. Mother says so, and wimen knows about them sort o' things +better nor we." + +To his wife Simon said, "Spare nothing. Give her a good outfit, +just as if she was our own daughter. She has been a faithful +child, and has saved us the expense and worrit of a servant, +and I will not have it said--but hang it! what odds to me what +is said? I will not have her feel that we begrudge her aught. +She has no father and mother other than we, and we must be to +her all that we can." + +"Leave that to me," said the wife. + +Mainly through the instrumentality of Mrs. Verstage the marriage +was hastened on; it was to be as soon as the banns had been called +thrice. + +"Wot's the good o' waitin'?" asked Mrs. Verstage, "where all is +pleasant all round, and all agreed?" + +Mehetabel was indifferent, even disposed to have the wedding +speedily, there was no advantage in postponing the inevitable. If +she were not wanted in the Ship, her presence was desired in the +Punch-Bowl, if not by all the squatters there, at all events by +the one most concerned. + +She felt oppression in the house in which she had been at home +from infancy, and was even conscious that her adopted mother was +impatient to be rid of her. Mehetabel was proud, too proud to +withdraw from her engagement, to acknowledge that she had rushed +into it without consideration, and had accepted a man whom she +did not love. Too proud, in fine, to continue one day longer +than need be, eating the bread of charity. + +Seamstresses were summoned, and every preparation made that +Mehetabel should have abundance of clothing when she left the Ship. + +"Look here, Susanna," said Simon, "you'll have made a pocket in +them gownds, you mind." + +"Yes, Simon, of course." + +"Becos I means to put a little purse in for Matabel when she +goes from us--somethin' to be her own. I won't have the little +wench think we han't provided for her." + +"How much?" asked Mrs. Verstage, jealously. + +"That I'm just about considerin'," answered the old man cautiously. + +"Don't you do nothin' reckless and unraysonable, Simon. What will +she want wi' money? Hasn't she got the Broom-Squire to pay for +all and everything?" + +During the three weeks that intervened between the precipitate +and ill-considered engagement and the marriage, Mehetabel hardly +came to her senses. Sometimes when occupied with her work in the +house a qualm of horror came over her and curdled the blood in her +heart; then with a cold sweat suffusing her brow, and with pale +lips, she sank on a stool, held her head between her palms, and +fought with the thoughts that rose like spectres, and with the +despair that rolled in on her soul like a dark and icy tide. The +words spoken by the hostess had made it impossible for her to +retrace her steps. She could not understand what had come over +Mrs. Verstage to induce her to address her as she had. The after +conduct of the hostess was such as showed her that although wishing +her well she wished her away, and that though having a kindly +feeling towards her, she would not admit a renewal of former +relations. They might continue friends, but only on condition of +being friends at a distance. Mehetabel racked her brain to find in +what manner she had given offence to the old woman, and could find +none. She was thrust from the only bosom to which she had clung +from infancy, without a reason that she could discover. Meanwhile +she drew no nearer to Bideabout. He was delighted at his success, +and laid aside for a while his bitterness of speech. But she did +not admit him to nearer intimacy. His attempts at familiarity met +with a chilling reception; the girl had to exercise self-restraint +to prevent the repugnance with which she received his addresses +from becoming obvious to him and others. + +Happily for her peace of mind, he was a good deal away, engaged in +getting his house into order. It needed clearing out, cleansing +and repairing. No money had been expended on dilapidations, very +little soap and water on purification, since his mother's death. + +His sister, Mrs. Rocliffe, some years older than himself, living +but a few yards distant, had done for him what was absolutely +necessary, and what he had been unable to do for himself; but +her interest had naturally been in her own house, not in his. + +Now that he announced to her that he was about to marry, Sarah +Rocliffe was angry. She had made up her mind that Jonas would +continue a "hudger," and that his house and land would fall to +her son, after his demise. This was perhaps an unreasonable +expectation, especially as her own conduct had precipitated the +engagement; but it was natural. She partook of the surly disposition +of her brother. She could not exist without somebody or something +to fall out with, to scold, to find fault with. Her incessant +recrimination had at length aroused in Jonas the resolve to cast +her wholly from his dwelling, to have a wife of his own, and to +be independent of her service. + +Sarah Rocliffe ascertained that she had overstepped the mark in +quarrelling with her brother, but instead of blaming herself she +turned the fault on the head of the inoffensive girl who was to +supplant her. She resolved not to welcome her sister-in-law with +even a semblance of cordiality. + +Nor were the other colonists of the Bowl favorably disposed. It +was a tradition among them that they should inter-marry. This +rule had once been broken through with disastrous results. The +story shall be told presently. + +The squatter families of the Punch-Bowl hung together, and when +Sarah Rocliffe took it in dudgeon that her brother was going to +marry, then the entire colony of Rocliffes, Boxalls, Nashes, and +Snellings adopted her view of the case, and resented the engagement +as though it were a slight cast on them. + +As if the Bowl could not have provided him with a mate meet for +him! Were there no good wenches to be found there, that he must +go over the lips to look for a wife? The girls within the Bowl, +thanks be, had all surnames and kindred. Matabel had neither. + +It was not long before Bideabout saw that his engagement to +Mehetabel was viewed with disfavor by him immediate neighbors, +but he was not the man to concern himself about their opinions. +He threw about his jibes, which did not tend to make things +better. The boys in the Bowl had concocted a jingle which they +sang under his window, or cast at him from behind a hedge, and +then ran away lest he should fall on them with a stick. This was +their rhyme:-- + + "A harnet lived in an 'ollow tree, + A proper spiteful twoad were he. + And he said as married and 'appy he'd be; + But all folks jeered and laughed he-he!" + +Mehetabel's cheeks were pale, and her brows were contracted and +her lips set as she went to Thursley Church on the wedding-day, +accompanied by Mrs. Verstage and some village friends. + +Gladly would she have elected to have her marriage performed as +quietly as possible, and at an hour and on a day to which none +were privy save those most immediately concerned. But this +did not suit the pride of the hostess, who was resolved on making +a demonstration, of getting to herself the credit of having acted +a generous and even lavish part towards the adopted child. + +Mehetabel held up her head, not with pride, but with resolution +not to give way. Her brain was stunned. Thought would no more +flow in it than veins of water through a frozen soil. All the +shapes of human beings that passed and circled around her were +as phantasms. In church she hardly gathered her senses to know +when and what to respond. + +She could scarcely see the register through the mist that had +formed over her eyes when she was required to sign her Christian +name, or collect her thoughts to understand the perplexity of the +parson, as to how to enter her, when she was without a surname. + +When congratulated with effusion by Mrs. Verstage, with courtesy +by the Vicar, and boisterously by the boys and girls who were +present, she tried to force a smile, but ineffectually, as her +features were set inflexibly. + +The bridegroom kissed her cheek. She drew back as if she had been +stung, as a sensitive plant shrinks from the hand that grasps it. + +The previous day had been one of rain, so also had been the night, +with a patter of raindrops on the roof above Mehetabel's attic +chamber, and a flow of tears beneath. + +During the morning, on the way to church, though there had been +no rain, yet the clouds had hung low, and were threatening. + +They separated and were brushed aside as the wedding party issued +from the porch, and then a flood of scorching sunlight fell over +the bride and bridegroom. For the first time Mehetabel raised her +head and looked up. The impulse was unconscious--it was to let +light shine into her eyes and down into the dark, despairing +chambers of her soul filled only with tears. + +The villagers in the churchyard murmured admiration; as she issued +from the gates they cheered. + +Bideabout was elate; he was proud to know that the handsomest girl +in the neighborhood was now his. It was rare for a sarcastic curl +to leave his lips and the furrow to be smoothed on his brow. Such +a rare occasion was the present. And the Broom-Squire had indeed +secured one in whom his pride was justifiable. + +No one could say of Mehetabel that she had been frivolous and +forward. Reserved, even in a tavern: always able to maintain her +dignity; respecting herself, she had enforced respect from others. +That she was hard-working, shrewd, thrifty, none who visited the +Ship could fail to know. + +Many a lad had attempted to win her favor, and all had been +repulsed. She could keep forward suitors at a distance without +wounding their self-esteem, without making them bear her a grudge. +She was tall, well-built and firmly knit. There was in her evidence +of physical as well as of moral strength. + +Though young, Mehetabel seemed older than her years, so fully +developed was her frame, so swelling her bosom, so set were her +features. + +Usually the girl wore a high color, but of late this had faded +out of her face, which had been left of an ashen hue. Her pallor, +however, only gave greater effect to the lustre and profusion of +her dark hair and to the size and to the velvet depth and softness +of her hazel eyes. + +The girl had finely-moulded eyebrows, which, when she frowned +through anger, or contracted them through care, met in one band, +and gave a lowering expression to her massive brow. + +An urchin in the rear nudged a ploughboy, and said in a low tone, +"Jim! The old harnet out o' the 'ollow tree be in luck to-day. +Wot'll he do with her, now he's ketched a butterfly?" + +"Wot be he like to do?" retorted the bumpkin. "A proper spiteful +twoad such as he--why, he'll rumple all the color and booty out +o' her wings, and sting her till her blood runs pison." + +Then from the tower pealed the bells. + +Jonas pressed the arm of Mehetabel, and leering into her face, +said: "Come, say a word o' thanks. Better late than never. At the +last, through me, you've gotten a surname." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +UNEXPECTED. + + +The wedding party was assembled at the Ship, which for this day +concerned itself not with outsiders, but provided only for such as +were invited to sit and drink, free of charge, to the health and +happiness of bride and bridegroom. + +The invitation had been extended to the kinsfolk of Jonas in the +Punch-Bowl, as a matter of course; but none had accepted, one had +his farm, another his business, and a third could not go unless his +wife let him. + +Consequently the bridegroom was badly supported. He was not the man +to make friends, and such acquaintances of his as appeared did +so, not out of friendship, but in expectation of eating and drinking +at the landlord's table. + +This angered Jonas, who, in church, on looking around, had noticed +that his own family had failed to attend, but that they should +fail also at the feast was what surprised him. + +"It don't matter a rush," scoffed he in Mehetabel's ear, "we can +get along without 'em, and if they won't come to eat roast duck +and green peas, there are others who will and say 'Thank'y.'" + +The announcement of Jonas's engagement had been indeed too bitter +a morsel for his sister to swallow. She resented his matrimonial +project as a personal wrong, as a robbery committed on the Rocliffes. +Her husband was not in good circumstances; in fact, the family +had become involved through a marriage, to which allusion has +already been made; and had not thereafter been able to recover +from it. + +She had felt the pressure of debt, and the struggle for existence. +It had eaten into her flesh like a canker, and had turned her +heart into wormwood. In her pinched circumstances, even the pittance +paid by her brother for doing his cooking and washing had been a +consideration. This now was to be withdrawn. + +Sarah Rocliffe had set her ambition on the acquisition of her +brother's estate, by which means alone, as far as she could see, +would the family be enabled to shake off the incubus that oppressed +it. Content in her own lifetime to drudge and moil, she would have +gone on to the end, grumbling and fault-finding, indeed, but +satisfied with the prospect that at some time in the future her +son would inherit the adjoining farm and be lifted thereby out of +the sorry position in which was his father, hampered on all sides, +and without cheeriness. + +But this hope was now taken from her. Jonas was marrying a young +and vigorous wife, and a family was certain to follow. + +The woman had not the command over herself to veil her feelings, +and put on a semblance of good humor, not even the grace to put in +an appearance at the wedding. + +The story must now be told which accounts for the embarrassed +circumstances of the Rocliffe family. + +This shall be done by means of an extract from a periodical of the +date of the event which clouded the hitherto flourishing condition +of the Rocliffes. The periodical from which the quotation comes is +"The Royal Magazine, or Gentleman's Monthly Companion" for 1765. + +"A few weeks ago a gentlewoman, about twenty-five years of age, +applied to a farmer and broom-maker, near Hadleigh, in Hants [1] for +a lodging, telling them that she was the daughter of a nobleman, +and forced from her father's house by his ill-treatment. Her manner +of relating the story so affected the farmer that he took her in, +and kindly entertained her. + +"In the course of conversation, she artfully let drop that she +had a portion of L90,000, of which she should be possessed as soon +as her friends in London knew where she was. + +"After some days' stay she told the farmer the best return in her +power for this favor would be to marry his son, Thomas (a lad +about eighteen), if it was agreeable to him. The poor old man was +overjoyed at the proposal, and in a short time they were married; +after which she informed her father-in-law she had great, interest +at Court, and if he could for the present raise money to equip +them in a genteel manner, she could procure a colonel's commission +for her husband. + +"The credulous farmer thereupon mortgaged his little estate for +L100, and everything necessary being bought for the new married +couple, they took the rest of the money and set out for London, +accompanied by three of the farmer's friends, and got to the Bear +Inn, in the Borough, on Christmas eve; where they lived for about +ten days in an expensive manner; and she went in a coach every +morning to St. James's end of the town, on pretence of soliciting +for her husband's commission, and to obtain her own fortune. But +it was at length discovered that the woman was an impostor; and +the poor country people were obliged to sell their horses by +auction towards defraying the expenses of the inn before they +could set out on their return home, which they did on foot, last +Saturday morning." + +If the hundred pounds raised on mortgage had covered all the +expenses incurred, the Rocliffes might have been satisfied. + +Unhappily they got further involved. They fell into the hands of +a lawyer in Portsmouth, who undertook to see them righted, but the +only advantage they gained from his intervention was the acquisition +of certain information that the woman who had married Thomas had +been married before. + +Accordingly Thomas was free, and he used his freedom some years +later, when of a ripe age, to marry Sarah Kink, the sister of +Bideabout. + +Rocliffe had never been able to shake himself free of the ridicule +that attended to him, after the expedition to London, and what +was infinitely more vexatious and worse to endure was the burden +of debt that had then been incurred, and which was more than +doubled through the activity of the lawyer by whom he had been +inveigled into submitting himself and his affairs to him. + +As the eating and drinking proceeded, the Broom-Squire drank +copiously, became noisy, boastful, and threw out sarcastic remarks +calculated to hit those who ate and drank with him, but were mainly +directed against those of his own family who had absented themselves, +but to whose ears he was confident they would be wafted. + +Mehetabel, who saw that he was imbibing more than he could bear +without becoming quarrelsome lost her pallor, and a hectic flame +kindled in her cheek. + +Mrs. Verstage looked on uneasily. She was familiar with the moods +of Bideabout, and feared the turn matters would take. + +Presently he announced that he would sing a song, and in harsh +tones began:-- + + "A cobbler there was, and he lived in a stall, + But Charlotte, my nymph, had no lodging at all. + And at a Broom-Squire's, in pitiful plight, + Did pray and beseech for a lodging one night, + Derry-down, derry-down. + + "She asked for admittance, her story to tell. + Of all her misfortunes, and what her befel, + Of her parentage high,--but so great was her grief, + Shed never a comfort to give her relief, + Derry-down, derry-down. [2] + +"Now, look here," said Simon Verstage, interrupting the singer, +"We all of us know that there ballet, pretty well. It's vastly +long, if I remembers aright, something like fourteen verses; and +I think we can do very well wi'out it to-night. I fancy your +brother-inlaw, Thomas, mightn't relish it." + +"He's not here," said the Broom-Squire. + +"But I am here," said the landlord, "and I say that the piece is +too long for singing, 'twill make you too hoarse to say purty +speeches and soft things to your new missus, and it's a bit stale +for our ears." + +"It's an ill bird that befouls its own nest," said a young fellow +present. + +Bideabout overheard the remark. "What do you mean by that? Was +that aimed at me?" he shouted and started to his feet. + +A brawl would have inevitably ensued, but for a timely interruption. + +In the door stood a well-dressed, good-looking young man, surveying +the assembled company with a smile. + +Silence ensued. Bideabout looked round. + +Then, with a cry of joy, mingled with pain, Mrs. Verstage started +from her feet. + +"It is Iver! my Iver!" + +In another moment mother and son were locked in each other's arms. + +The guests rose and looked questioningly at their host, before +they welcomed the intruder. + +Simon Verstage remained seated, with his glass in his hand, gazing +sternly into it. His face became mottled, red spots appeared on +the temples, and on the cheekbones; elsewhere he was pale. + +Mehetabel went to him, placed her hand upon his, and said, in a +trembling voice, "Dear father, this is my wedding day. I am about +to leave you for good. Do not deny me the one and only request I +make. Forgive Iver." + +The old man's lips moved, but he did not speak. He looked steadily, +somewhat sternly, at the young man and mustered his appearance. + +Meanwhile Iver had disengaged himself from his mother's embrace, +and he came towards his father with extended hand. + +"See," said he cheerily, "I am free to admit, and do it heartily, +that I did wrong, in painting over the stern of the vessel, and +putting it into perspective as far as my lights went. Father! I +can remove the coat of paint that I put on, and expose that +outrageous old stern again. I will do more. I will violate all +the laws of perspective in heaven and earth, and turn the bows +round also, so as to thoroughly show the ship's head, and make +that precious vessel look like a dog curling itself up for a nap. +Will that satisfy you?" + +All the guests were silent, and fixed their eyes anxiously on the +taverner. + +Iver was frank in speech, had lost all provincial dialect, was +quite the gentleman. He had put off the rustic air entirely. He +was grown a very handsome fellow, with oval face, full hair on his +head, somewhat curling, and his large brown eyes were sparkling +with pleasure at being again at home. In his whole bearing there +was self-confidence. + +"Simon!" pleaded Mrs. Verstage, with tears in her voice, "he's +your own flesh and blood!" + +He remained unmoved. + +"Father!" said Mehetabel, clinging to his hand, "Dear, dear +father! for my sake, whom you have loved, and whom you lose out +of your house to-day." + +"There is my hand," said the old man. + +"And you shall have the ship again just as suits your heart," +said Iver. + +"I doubt," answered the taverner, "it will be easier to get the +Old Ship to look what she ort, than it will be to get you to look +again like a publican's son." + +The reconciliation on the old man's side was without cordiality, +yet it was accepted by all present with cheers and handshakings. + +It was but too obvious that the modish appearance of his son had +offended the old man. + +"Heaven bless me!" exclaimed Iver, when this commotion was somewhat +allayed. He was looking with undisguised admiration and surprise +at Mehetabel. + +"Why," asked he, pushing his way towards her, "What is the meaning +of all this?" + +"That is Matabel, indeed," explained his mother. "And this is her +wedding day." + +"You married! You, Matabel! And, to-day! The day of my return! +Where is the happy man? Show him to me." + +His mother indicated the bridegroom. Mehetabel's heart was too +full to speak; she was too dazed with the new turn of affairs to +know what to do. + +Iver looked steadily at Jonas. + +"What!" he exclaimed, "Bideabout! Never, surely! I cannot mistake +your face nor the look of your eyes. So, you have won the +prize--you!" + +Still he looked at Jonas. He refrained from extending his hand in +congratulation. Whether thoughtlessly or not, he put it behind his +back. An expression passed over his face that the bride observed, +and it sent the blood flying to her cheek and temples. + +"So," said Iver, and now he held out both hands, "Little Matabel, +I have returned to lose you!" + +He wrung her hands, both,--he would not let them go. + +"I wish you all joy. I wish you everything, everything that your +heart can desire. But I am surprised. I can't realize it all at +once. My little Matabel grown so big, become so handsome--and, +hang me, leaving the Old Ship! Poor Old Ship! Bideabout, I ought +to have been consulted. I gave Matabel her name. I have certain +rights over her, and I won't surrender them all in a hurry. Here, +mother, give me a glass, 'tis a strange day on which I come home." + +Dissatisfaction appeared in his face, hardly to be expected in one +who should have been in cloudless radiance on his return after +years of absence, and with his quarrel with the father at an end. + +Now old acquaintances crowded about him to ask questions as to how +he had lived during his absence, upon what he had been employed, +how the world had fared with him, whether he was married, and if +so, how many children he had got, and what were their respective +ages and sexes, and names and statures. + +For a while bride and bridegroom were outside the circle, and +Iver was the centre of interest and regard. Iver responded +good-humoredly and pleaded for patience. He was hungry, he was +thirsty, he was dusty and hot. He must postpone personal details +till a more convenient season. Now his mind was taken up with the +thought, not of himself, but of his old playmate, his almost +sister, his--he might dare to call her, first love--who was +stepping out of the house, out of his reach, just as he stepped +back into it, strong with the anticipation of finding her there. +Then raising his glass, and looking at Matabel, he said: "Here's +to you, Matabel, and may you be very happy with the man of your +choice." + +"Have you no good wish for me?" sneered the Broom-Squire. + +"For you, Bideabout," answered Iver, "I do not express a wish. I +know for certainty that you, that any man, not may, but must be +happy with such a girl, unless he be a cur." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +HOME. + + +Bideabout was driving his wife home. + +Home! There is no word sweeter to him who has created that reality +to which the name belongs; but there is no word more full of vague +fears to one who has it to create. + +Home to Bideabout was a rattle-trap farmhouse built partly of +brick, mainly of timber, thatched with heather, at the bottom of +the Punch-Bowl. + +It was a dwelling that served to cover his head, but was without +pleasant or painful associations--a place in which rats raced and +mice squeaked; a place in which money might be made and hoarded, +but on which little had been spent. It was a place he had known +from childhood as the habitation of his parents, and which now was +his own. His childhood had been one of drudgery without cheerfulness, +and was not looked back on with regret. Home was not likely to be +much more to him in the future than it was in the present. More +comfortable perhaps, certainly more costly. But it was other with +Mehetabel. + +She was going to the unknown. + +As we shudder at the prospect of passing out of this world into +that beyond the veil, so does many a girl shrink at the prospect +of the beyond seen through the wedding ring. + +She had loved the home at the Ship. Would she learn to love the +home in the Punch-Bowl? + +She had understood and made allowance for the humors of the +landlord and landlady of the tavern; did she know those of her +future associate in the farm? To many a maid, the great love that +swells her heart and dazzles her brain carries her into the new +condition on the wings of hope. + +Love banishes fear. Confidence in the beloved blots out all mistrust +as to the future. + +But in this case there was no love, nothing to inspire confidence; +and Mehetabel looked forward with vague alarm, almost with a +premonition of evil. + +Jonas was in no mood for meditation. He had imbibed freely at the +inn, and was heavy, disposed to sleep, and only prevented from +dozing by the necessity he was under of keeping the lazy cob in +movement. + +For if Jonas was in no meditative mood, the old horse was, and he +halted at intervals to ponder over the load he was drawing, and +ask why on this occasion he had to drag uphill two persons instead +of one. + +The sun had set before the couple left the Ship. + +The road ascended, at first gradually, then at a more rapid incline. +The cob could not be induced to trot by word or whip; and the walk +of a horse is slower than that of a man. + +"It's bostall (a steep ascent, in the Wealden dialect) till we +come to the gallows," muttered Jonas; "then we have the drove-road +down into the Punch-Bowl." + +Mehetabel tightened her shawl about her shoulders and throat. The +evening was chilly for the time of the year. Much rain had fallen, +and the air was charged with moisture, that settled in cold dew on +the cart, on the harness, on Bideabout's glazed hat, on the bride's +clothing, bathing her, all things, as in the tears of silent sorrow. + +"One of us must get out and walk," said the bridegroom. "Old +Clutch--that's the 'oss--is twenty-five, and there's your box and +bundle behind." + +He made no attempt to dismount, but looked sideways at the bride. + +"If you'll pull up I'll get out and walk," she answered. "I shall +be glad to do so. The dew falls like rain, and I am chilled to the +marrow." + +"Right then," assented the Broom-Squire, and drew the rein. + +Mehetabel descended from her seat in the cart. In so doing +something fell on the road from her bosom. She stooped and picked +it up. + +"Wots that?" asked Jonas, and pointed to the article with his +whip, that was flourished with a favor of white ribbons. + +"It is a present father has made me," answered Mehetabel. "I was +in a hurry--and not accustomed to pockets, so I just put it into +my bosom. I ought to have set it in a safer place, in the new +pocket made to my gown. I'll do that now. Its money." + +"Money!" repeated Bideabout. "How much may it be?" + +"I have not looked." + +"Then look at it, once now (at once)." + +He switched the whip with its white favor about, but kept his eye +on Mehetabel. + +"What did he give it you for?" + +"As a wedding present." + +"Gold, is it?" + +"Gold and notes." + +"Gold and notes. Hand 'em to me. I can count fast enough." + +"The sum is fifteen pounds--dear, kind, old man." + +"Fifteen pounds, is it? You might ha' lost it wi' your carelessness." + +"I'll not be careless now." + +"Good, hand it me." + +"I cannot do that, Jonas. It is mine. Father said to me I was to +keep it gainst a rainy day." + +"Didn't you swear in church to endow me with all your worldly +goods?" asked the Broom-Squire. + +"No, it was you who did that. I then had nothing." + +"Oh, was it so? I don't remember that. If you'd had them fifteen +pounds then, and the passon had knowed about it, he'd ha' made you +swear to hand it over to me--your lord and master." + +"There's nothing about that in the Prayer-book." + +"Then there ort to be. Hand me the money. You was nigh on losing +the lot, and ain't fit to keep it. Fifteen pounds!" + +"I cannot give it to you, Bideabout; father told me it was to be +my very own, I was not to let it go out of my hands, not even into +yours, but to husband it." + +"Ain't I your husband?" + +"I do not mean that, to hoard it against an evil day. There is no +saying when that may come. And I passed my word it should be so." + +He growled and said, "Look here, Matabel. It'll be a bostall road +with you an' me, unless there's give on one side and take on the +other." + +"Is all the give to be on my side, and the take on yours?" + +"In coorse. Wot else is matrimony? The sooner you learn that the +better for peace." + +He whipped the cob, and the brute moved on. + +Mehetabel walked forward and outstripped the conveyance. Old Clutch +was a specially slow walker. She soon reached that point at which +moorland began, without hedge on either side. Trees had ceased to +stud the heathy surface. + +Before her rose the ridge that culminated where rose the gallows, +and stood inky black against the silvery light of declining day +behind them. + +To the north, in the plain gleamed some ponds. + +Curlew were piping sadly. + +Mehetabel was immersed in her own thoughts, glad to be by herself. +Jonas had not said much to her in the cart, yet his presence had +been irksome. She thought of the past, of her childhood along with +Iver, of the day when he ran away. How handsome he had become! What +an expression of contempt had passed over his countenance when he +looked at Bideabout, and learned that he was the bridegroom--the +happy man who had won her! How earnestly he had gazed into her +eyes, till she was compelled to lower them! + +Was Iver going to settle at the Ship? Would he come over to the +Punch-Bowl to see her? Would he come often and talk over happy +childish days? There had been a little romance between them as +children: long forgotten: now reviving. + +Her hand trembled as she raised it to her lips to wipe away the +dew that had formed there. + +She had reached the highest point on the road, and below yawned +the great crater-like depression, at the bottom of which lay the +squatter settlement. A little higher, at the very summit of the +hill, stood the gibbet, and the wind made the chains clank as it +trifled with them. The bodies were gone, they had mouldered away, +and the bones had fallen and were laid in the earth or sand beneath, +but the gallows remained. + +Clink! clink! clank! Clank! clink! clink! + +There was rhythm and music, as of far-away bells, in the clashing +of these chains. + +The gibbet was on Mehetabel's left hand; on the right was the abyss. + +She looked down into the cauldron, turning with disgust from the +gallows, and yet was inspired with an almost equal repugnance at +the sight of the dark void below. + +She was standing on the very spot where, eighteen years before, +she had been found by Iver. He had taken her up, and had given her +a name. Now she was taken up by another, and by him a new name +was conferred upon her. + +"Come!" said Jonas; "it's all downhill, henceforth." + +Were the words ominous? + +He had arrived near her without her hearing him, so occupied had +her mind been. As he spoke she uttered a cry of alarm. + +"Afraid?" he asked. "Of what?" + +She did not answer. She was trembling. Perhaps her nerves had +been overwrought. The Punch-Bowl looked to her like the Bottomless +Pit. + +"Did you think one of the dead men had got up from under the +gallows, and had come down to talk with you?" + +She did not speak. She could not. + +"It's all a pass'l o' nonsense," he said. "When the dead be turned +into dust they never come again except as pertaties or the like. +There was Tim Wingerlee growed won'erful fine strawberries; they +found out at last he took the soil in which he growed 'em from +the churchyard. I don't doubt a few shovelfuls from under them +gallows 'ud bring on early pertaties--famous. Now then, get up +into the cart." + +"I'd rather walk, Jonas. The way down seems critical. It is dark +in the Bowl, and the ruts are deep." + +"Get up, I say. There is no occasion to be afraid. It won't do +to drive among our folk, to our own door, me alone, and you +trudgin', totterin' behind. Get up, I say." + +Mehetabel obeyed. + +There was a fragrance of fern in the night air that she had inhaled +while walking. Now by the side of Bideabout she smelt only the +beer and stale tobacco that adhered to his clothes. + +"I am main glad," said he, "that all the hustle-bustle is over. +I'm glad I'm not wed every day. Fust and last time I hopes. The +only good got as I can see, is a meal and drink at the landlord's +expense. But he'll take it out of me someways, sometime. Folks +ain't liberal for nuthin'. 'Tain't in human nature." + +"It is very dark in the Punch-Bowl," said Mehetabel. "I do not see +a glimmer of a light anywhere." + +"That's becos the winders ain't looking this way. You don't suppose +it would be a pleasure to have three dead men danglin' in the wind +afore their eyes all day long. The winders look downward, or else +there's a fold of the hill or trees between. But I know where +every house is wi'out seeing 'em. There's the Nashes', there's +the Boxalls', there's the Snellings', there's my brother-in-law's, +Thomas Rocliffe's, and down there be I." + +He pointed with his whip. Mehetabel could distinguish nothing +beyond the white favor bound to his whip. + +"We're drivin to Paradise," said Jonas. And as to this remark she +made no response, he explained--"Married life, you know." + +She said nothing. + +"It rather looks as if we were going down to the other place," he +observed, with a sarcastic laugh. "But there it is, one or the +other--all depends on you. It's just as you make it; as likely to +be one as the other. Give me that fifteen pounds--and Paradise is +the word." + +"Indeed, Jonas, do you not understand that I cannot go against +father's will and my word?" + +The road, or rather track, descended along the steep side of the +Punch-Bowl, notched into the sand falling away rapidly on the left +hand, on which side sat Mehetabel. + +At first she had distinguished nothing below in the blackness, but +now something like a dead man's eye looked out of it, and seemed +to follow and observe her. + +"What is that yonder?" she asked. + +"Wot is wot?" he asked in reply. + +"That pale white light--that round thing glimmerin' yonder?" + +"There's water below," was his explanation of the phenomenon. + +In fact that which had attracted her attention and somewhat alarmed +her, was one of the patches of water formed in the marshy bottom +of the Punch-Bowl by the water that oozes forth in many springs +from under the sandstone. + +The track now passed under trees. + +A glimpse of dull orange light, and old Clutch halted, unbidden. + +"Here we be, we two," said Jonas. "This is home. And Paradise, if +you will." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +NOT PARADISE. + + +At the moment that the cart halted, a black dog burst out of the +house door, and flew at Mehetabel as she attempted to descend. + +"Ha, Tartar!" laughed Jonas. "The rascal seems to know his reign +is over. Go back, Tartar. I'll thrash you till the favor off my +whip is beat into your hide, if you don't be quiet. Hitherto he +has guarded my house, when I have been from home. Now that will +be your duty, Matabel. Can't keep a wife and a dog. 'Twould be +too extravagant. Tartar! Down! This is your mistress--till I get +rid of you." + +The dog withdrew reluctantly, continuing to growl and to show his +fangs at Mehetabel. + +In the doorway stood Sally Rocliffe, the sister of Jonas. Though +not so openly resentful of the intrusion as was Tartar, she +viewed the bride with ill-disguised bad humor; indeed, without an +affectation of cordiality. + +"I thought you was never coming," was Sarah's salutation. "Goodness +knows, I have enough to do in my own house, and for my own people, +not to be kept dancin' all these hours in attendance, because +others find time for makin' fools of themselves. Now, I hope I +shall not be wanted longer. My man needs his meals as much as +others, and if he don't get 'em reglar, who suffers but I? Dooty +begins at home. You might have had more consideration, and come +earlier, Jonas." + +The woman accorded to Mehetabel but a surly greeting. The young +bride entered the house. A single tallow dip was burning on the +table, with a long dock to it, unsnuffed. The hearth was cold. + +"I didn't light a fire," said Mrs. Rocliffe; "you see it wouldn't +do. Now you have come as mistress, it's your place to light the +fire on the hearth. I've heard tell it's unlucky for any other +body to do it. Not as I knows." She shrugged her shoulders. It +seemed that this was a mere excuse put forward to disguise her +indolence, or to veil her malevolence. + +Mehetabel looked around her. + +There were no plates. There was nothing to eat prepared on the +kitchen table. No cloth; nothing whatever there, save the guttering +candle. + +"I didn't lay out nuthin'," said Mrs. Rocliffe; "you see, how was +I to say you'd want vittles? I suppose you have had as much as is +good for you away where you come from--at the Ship. If you are +hungry--there's cold rabbit pie in the larder, if it ain't gone +bad. This weather has been bad for keepin' meat. There's bread in +the larder, if you don't mind the rats and mice havin' been at it. +That's not my fault. Jonas, he had some for his break'us, and +never covered up the pan, so the varmin have got to it. There's +ale, too, in a barrel, I know, but Jonas keeps the key to that +lest I should take a sup. He begrudges me that, and expects me +to work for him like a galley-slave." + +Then the woman was silent, looking moodily down. The floor was +strewn with flakes of whitewash as though snow had fallen over it. + +"You see," said Mrs. Rocliffe, "Jonas would go to the expense of +whitenin' the ceilin', just because you was comin.' It had done +plenty well for father and mother, and I don't mind any time it +were whitened afore, and I be some years the elder of Jonas. The +ceiling was that greasy wi' smoke, that the whitewashin' as it +dried 'as pealed off, and came down just about. You look up--the +ceilin' is ten times worse than afore. It looks as if it were +measly. I wouldn't sweep up the flakes as fell off just to let +Jonas see what comes of his foolishness. I told him it would be so, +but he wouldn't believe me, and now let him see for himself--there +it is." + +With a sort of malignant delight the woman observed Mehetabel, and +saw how troubled and unhappy she was. + +Again a stillness ensued. Mehetabel could hear her heart beat. She +could hear no other sound. She looked through the room towards +the clock. It was silent. + +"Ah, now there," said Sarah Rocliffe. "There be that, to be sure. +Runned down is the weight. It wasn't proper for me now to wind up +the clock. As you be the new mistress in the house, it is your +place and dooty. I suppose you know that." + +Then from without Mehetabel heard the grunts of the sow in the +stye that adjoined the house, and imparted an undesirable flavor +to the atmosphere in it. + +"That's the sow in the pen," said Mrs. Rocliffe; "she's wantin' +her meat. She hain't been galliwantin', and marryin', and bein' +given in marriage. I'm not the mistress, and I've not the dooty to +provide randans and crammins for other folks' hogs. She'll be goin' +back in her flesh unless fed pretty smart. You'd best do that at +once, but not in your weddin' dress. You must get acquainted +together, and the sooner the better. She's regular rampagous wi' +hunger." + +"Would you help me in with my box, Mrs. Rocliffe?" asked Mehetabel. +"Jonas set it down by the door, and if I can get that upstairs I'll +change my dress at once, and make the fire, clean the floor, wind +up the clock, and feed the hog." + +"I've such a terrible crick in my back, I dussn't do it," answered +Sarah Rocliffe. "Why, how much does that there box weigh? I wonder +Jonas had the face to put it in the cart, and expect Clutch to draw +it. Clutch didn't like it now, did he?" + +"But how can I get my box in and carried up? Jonas is with the +horse, I suppose?" + +"Oh, yes, he is minding the horse. Clutch must be made comfortable, +and given his hay. I'll be bound you and Jonas have been eatin' +and drinkin' all day, and never given Clutch a mouthful, nor washed +his teeth with a pail o' water." + +"I'm sure Joe Filmer looked to the horse at the Ship. He is very +attentive to beasts." + +"On ordinary days, and when nuthin' is goin' on, I dare say--not +when there's weddin's and ducks and green peas goin' for any who +axes for 'em." + +The report that ducks and green peas were to form an element of +the entertainment had been told everywhere before the day of the +marriage, and it was bitterness to Mrs. Rocliffe to think that +"on principle," as she put it, she had been debarred from eating +her share. + +"Ducks and green peas!" repeated she. "I s'pose you don't reckon on +eating that every day here, no, nor on Sundays, no, not even at +Christmas. 'Taint such as we in the Punch-Bowl as can stuff +ourselves on ducks and green peas. Green peas and ducks we may +grow--but we sells 'em to the quality." + +After some consideration Mrs. Rocliffe relented sufficiently to +say, "I don't know but what Samuel may be idlin'; he mostly is. +I'll go and send my son Samuel to help you with the box." + +Then with a surly "Good-night" the woman withdrew. + +After a couple of minutes, she returned: "I've come back," she +said, "to tell you that if old Clutch is off his meat--and I +shouldn't wonder if he was--wi' neglect and wi' drawing such a +weight--then you'd best set to work and make him gruel. Jonas +can't afford to lose old Clutch, just becos he's got a wife." Then +she departed again. + +Jonas was indeed in the stable attending to the horse. He had, +moreover, to run the cart under shelter. Mehetabel put out a +trembling hand to snuff the candle. Her hand was so unsteady that +she extinguished the light. Where to find the tinder box she knew +not. She felt for a bench, and in the darkness when she had reached +it, sank on it, and burst into tears. + +Such was the welcome to her new home. + +For some time she sat with as little light in her heart as there +was without. + +She felt some relief in giving way to her surcharged heart. She +sobbed and knitted her fingers together, unknitted them, and wove +them together again in convulsions of distress--of despair. + +What expectation of happiness had she here? She was accustomed at +the Ship to have everything about her neat and in good order. The +mere look round that she had given to the room, the principal room +of the house she had entered, showed how ramshackle it was. To +some minds it is essential that there should be propriety, as +essential as that the food they consume should be wholesome, the +water they drink should be pure. They can no more accommodate +themselves to disorder than they can to running on hands and feet +like apes. + +It was quite true that this house would be given up to Mehetabel +to do with it what she liked. But would her husband care to have +it other than it was? Would he not resent her attempts to alter +everything? + +And for what purpose would she strive and toil if he disapproved of +her changes? + +She had no confidence that in temper, in character, in mind, he and +she would agree, or agree to differ. She knew that he was grasping +after money, that he commended no man, but had a disparaging word +for every one, and envy of all who were prosperous. She had seen +in him no sign of generosity of feeling, no spark of honor. No +positive evil was said of him; if he were inclined to drink he was +not a drunkard; if he stirred up strife in himself he was not +quarrelsome. He over-reached in a bargain, but never did anything +actually dishonest. He was not credited with any lightness in his +moral conduct towards any village maid. That he was frugal, keen +witted, was about all the good that was said, and that could be +said of him. If he had won no one's love hitherto, was it likely +that there was anything lovable in him? Would he secure the +affections of his wife? + +Thoughts rose and fell, tossed and broke in Mehetabel's brain; her +tears fell freely, and as she was alone in the house she was able +to sob without restraint. + +Jonas had chained up Tartar, and the dog was howling. The pig +grunted impatiently. A rat raced across the floor. Cockroaches came +out in the darkness and stirred, making a strange rustling like +the pattering of fine rain. + +Mehetabel could hear the voice of her husband in the yard. He was +thrusting the cart under a roof. He would be in the house shortly, +and she did not wish that he should find her in tears, that he +should learn how weak, how hopeless she was. + +She put her hand into her pocket for a kerchief, and drew forth +one, with which she staunched the flow from her eyes, and dried +her cheeks. She put her knuckle to her lips to stay their quivering. +Then, when she had recovered some composure, she drew a long sigh +and replaced the sodden kerchief in her pocket. + +At that moment she started, sprang to her feet, searched her pocket +in the darkness with tremulous alarm, with sickness at her heart. + +Then, not finding what she wanted, she stooped and groped along +the floor, and found nothing save the flakes of fallen whitewash. + +She stood up panting, and put her hand to her heart. Then Jonas +entered with a lantern, and saw her as she thus stood, one hand +to her brow, thrusting back the hair, the other to her heart; he +was surprised, raised his lantern to throw the light on her face, +and said:--"Wot's up?" + +"I have been robbed! My fifteen pounds have been taken from me." + +"Well I--" + +"Jonas!" she said, "I know it was you. It was you who robbed me, +where those men robbed my father. Just as I got into the cart you +robbed me." + +He lowered the lantern. + +"Look here, Matabel, mind wot I said. In matrimony it's all give +and take, and if there ain't give on one side, then there's take, +take on the t'other. I ain't going to have this no Paradise if I +can help it." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +IVER. + + +Next day was bright; but already some rime lay in the cold and +marshy bottom of the Punch-Bowl. + +Mehetabel went round the farm with Bideabout, and with some pride +he showed her his possessions, his fields, his barn, sheds and +outhouses. Amongst these was that into which she had been taken +on the night of her father's murder. + +She had often heard the story from Iver. She knew how that every +door had been shut against her except that of the shed in which +the heather and broom steels were kept that belonged to Jonas, and +which served as his workshop. + +With a strange sense, as though she were in the hands of Fate +thrusting her on, she knew not whither, with remorseless cogency, +the young wife looked into the dark shed which had received her +eighteen years before. + +It was wonderful that she should have begun the first chapter of +her life there, and that she should return to the same spot to +open the second chapter. + +She felt relieved when Jonas left her to herself. Then she at +once set to work on the house, in which there was much to be done. +She was ambitious to get it into order and comfort before Mrs. +Verstage came to visit her in her new quarters. + +As she worked, her mind reverted to the Ship. Would she be missed +there? Would the new maid engaged be as active and attentive as +she had been? Her place in the hearts of the old couple was now +occupied by Iver. However much the innkeeper might pretend to be +hard of reconciliation, yet he must yearn after his own son; he must +be proud of him now that Iver was grown so fine and independent, +and had carved for himself a place in the world. + +When the first feeling of regret over her departure was passed +away, then all their thoughts, their aspirations, their pride +would be engrossed by Iver. + +Mehetabel was scouring a saucepan. She lowered it, and her hands +remained inactive. Iver!--she saw him, as he stood before her in +the Ship, extending his hands to her. She almost felt his grasp +again. + +Mehetabel brushed back the hair that had fallen over her face; and +as she did so a tear ran down her cheek. + +Then she heard her husband's voice; he was speaking with Samuel +Rocliffe, his nephew; and it struck her as never before, how +harsh, how querulous was his intonation. + +During the day, Mrs. Rocliffe came in, looked about inquisitively, +and pursed up her lips when she saw the change effected, and +conjectured that more was likely to follow. + +"I suppose nuthin' is good enough as it was--but you must put +everything upside down?" + +"On the contrary, I am setting on its feet everything I have +found topsy-turvy." + +To the great surprise of all, on the following Sunday, Bideabout, +in his best suit, accompanied Mehetabel to church. He had never +been a church-goer. He begrudged having to pay tithes. He begrudged +having to pay something for his seat in addition to tithes to the +church, if he went to a dissenting chapel. If religious ministrations +weren't voluntary and gratuitous, "then," said Jonas, "he didn't +think nuthin' of 'em." + +Jonas had been disposed to scoff at religion, and to work on +Sundays, though not so openly as on other days of the week. He +went to church now because he was proud of his wife; not out of +devotion, but vanity. + +Some days later arrived a little tax-cart driven by Iver, with +Mrs. Verstage in it. + +The hostess had already discovered what a difference it made in +her establishment to have in it a raw and dull-headed maid in +the room of the experienced and intelligent daughter. She did +not regret what she had done--she had removed Mehetabel out of +the reach of Iver, and had no longer any anxiety as to the disposal +of his property by Simon. For her own sake she was sorry, as she +plainly saw that her life was likely to run less smoothly in the +future in her kitchen and with her guests. Now that Mehetabel was +no longer dangerous, her heart unfolded towards her once more. + +The young wife received Mrs. Verstage with pleasure. The flush +came into her cheeks when she saw her, and for the moment she had +no eyes, no thoughts, no welcome for Iver. + +The landlady was not so active as of old, and she had to be assisted +from her seat. As soon as she reached the ground she was locked in +the embrace of her daughter by adoption. + +Then Mehetabel conducted the old woman over the house, and showed +her the new arrangements she had made, and consulted her on certain +projected alterations. + +Jonas had come to the door when the vehicle arrived; he was in his +most gracious mood, and saluted first the hostess and then her +son, with unwonted cordiality. + +"Come now, Matabel," said Mrs. Verstage, when both she and the +young wife were alone together, "I did well to push this on, eh? +You have a decent house, and a good farm. All yours, not rented, +so none can turn you out. What more could you desire? I dare be +sworn Bideabout has got a pretty nest egg stuck away somewhere, +up the chimney or under the hearth. Has he shown you what he has? +There was the elder Gilly Cheel was a terrible skinflint. When he +died his sons hunted high and low for his money and couldn't find +it. And just as they wos goin' to bury him, the nuss said she +couldn't make a bootiful corpse of him, he were that puffed in +his mouth. What do you think, Matabel? The old chap had stuffed +his money into his mouth when he knew he was dyin'. Didn't want +nobody to have it but himself. Don't you let Bideabout try any +of them games." + +"Have you missed me greatly, dear mother?" asked Mehetabel, who +had heard the story of Giles Cheel before. + +Mrs. Verstage sighed. + +"My dear, do you know the iron-stone bowl as belonged to my +mother. The girl broke it, and hadn't the honesty to say so, but +stuck it together wi' yaller soap, and thought I wouldn't see it. +Then one of the customers made her laugh, and she let seven +pewters fall, and they be battered outrageous. And she has been +chuckin' the heel taps to the hog, and made him as drunk as a +Christian. She'll drive me out of my seven senses." + +"So you do miss me, mother?" + +"My dear--no--I'm not selfish. It is all for your good. There wos +Martha Lintott was goin' to a dance, and dropped her bustle. Patty +Pickett picked it up, and thinkin' she couldn't have too much of +a good thing, clapped it on a top of her own and cut a fine figure +wi' it--wonderful. And Martha looked curious all up and down wi'out +one. But she took it reasonable, and said, 'What's one woman's loss +is another woman's gain.' O, my dear life! If Iver would but settle +with Polly Colpus I should die content." + +"Is not the match agreed to yet?" + +"No!" Mrs. Verstage sighed. "I've got my boy back, but not for +long. He talks of remaining here awhile to paint--subjects, he +calls 'em, but he don't rise to Polly as I should like. Polly is +a good girl. Master Colpus was at your weddin', and was very civil +to Iver. I heard him invite the boy to come over and look in on +him some evening--Sunday, for instance, and have a bite of supper +and a glass. But Iver hasn't been nigh the Colpuses yet; and when +I press him to go he shrugs his shoulders and says he has other +and better friends he must visit first." + +Mrs. Verstage sighed again. + +"Well, perhaps he doesn't fancy Polly," said Mehetabel. + +"Why should he not fancy her? She will have five hundred pounds, +and old James Colpus's land adjoins ours. I don't understand +Iver's ways at all." + +Mehetabel laughed. "Dear mother, you cannot expect that; he did +not think with his father's head when a boy. He will think only +with his own head now he is a man." + +"Look here, Matabel. I'll leave Iver to you for half-an-hour. Show +him the cows. I'll make Bideabout take me to his sister. I want to +have it out with her for not coming to the wedding. I'm not the +person to let these things pass. Say a word to Iver about Polly, +there is a dear. I cannot bring them together, but you may, you +are so clever." + +Meanwhile Iver and Jonas had been in conversation. The latter had +been somewhat contemptuous about the profession of an artist, and +was not a little astonished when he heard the prices realized by +pictures. Iver told the Broom-Squire that he intended making some +paintings of the Punch-Bowl, and that he had a mind to draw Kink's +farm. + +In that case, said Bideabout, a percentage of the money such a +picture fetched would be due to him. He didn't see that anyone had +a right to take a portrait of his house and not pay him for it. If +Iver were content to draw his house, he must, on no account, include +that of the Rocliffes, for there was a mortgage on that, and there +might be trouble with the lawyers. + +Mrs. Verstage proposed to Bideabout that she should go with him +to his sister's house, and he consented. + +"Look here, Matabel," said he, "there is Mister Iver thinks he can +make a pictur' of the spring, if you'll get a pitcher and stand +by it. I dare say if it sells, he'll not forget us." + +"I wish I could take Mehetabel and her pitcher off your hands, and +not merely the portrait of both," laughed Iver, to cover the +confusion of the girl, who reddened with annoyance at the grasping +meanness of Jonas. + +When Iver was alone with her, as they were on their way to the +spring, he said, "Come, this will not do at all. For the first time +we are free to chat together, as in the old times when we were +inseparable friends. Why are you shy now, Matabel?" + +"You must be glad to be home again with the dear father and +mother," she said. + +"Yes, but I miss you; and I had so reckoned on finding you there." + +"You will remain at the Ship now," urged she. + +"I don't know that. I have my profession. I have leisure during +part of the summer and fall, making studies for pictures--but I +take pupils; they pay." + +"You must consider the old folk." + +"I do. I will visit them occasionally. But art is a mistress, and +an imperious one. When one is married one is no longer independent." + +"You are married?" asked Mehetabel, with a flush in her cheeks. + +"Yes, to my art." + +"Oh! to paints and brushes! Tell me true, Iver! Has no girl won +your heart whilst you have been from home?" + +"I have found many to admire, but my heart is free. I have had no +time to think of girls' faces--save as studies. Art is a mistress +as jealous as she is exacting." + +Mehetabel drew a long breath. There went up a flash of light in +her mind, for which she did not attempt to account. "You are +free--that is famous, and can take Polly Colpus." + +Then she laughed, and Iver laughed. + +They laughed long and merrily together. + +"This is too much," exclaimed Iver. "At home father is at me to +exchange the mahl-stick for an ox-goad, and mother wearies me with +laudation of Polly Colpus. I shall revolt and run away, as I did +not expect you to lend a hand with Polly." + +"You must not run away," said Mehetabel, earnestly. "Iver! I was +all those years at the Ship, with mother, after you went, and I +have seen how her heart has ached for you. She is growing old. +Let her have consolation during the years that remain for the +sorrow of those that are past." + +"I cannot take to farming, nor turn publican, and I will not +have Polly Colpus." + +"Here is the spring," said Mehetabel. + +She set the pitcher beside the water, leaned back in the hedge, +musing, with her finger to her chin, her eyes on the ground, and +her feet crossed. + +"Stand as you are. That is perfect. Do not stir. I will make a +pencil sketch." + +The spring gushed from under a bank, in a clear and copious jet. +It had washed away the sand, and had buried itself in a nook +among ferns and moss. On the top of the bank was a rude shed, open +at the side, with a cart at rest in it. Wild parsnips in full +flower nodded before the water. + +"I could desire nothing better," said Iver, "and that pale blue +skirt of yours, the white stockings, the red kerchief round your +head--in color as in arrangement everything is admirable." + +"You have not your paints with you." + +"I will come another day and bring them. Now I will only sketch +in the outline." + +Presently Iver laughed. "Matabel! If I took Polly she would be of +no use to me whatever, not even as a model." + +Presently the Broom-Squire returned with Mrs. Verstage, and looked +over the shoulder of the artist. + +"Not done much," he said. + +"I shall have to come again and yet again, to put in the color," +said Iver. + +"Come when and as often as you like," said Bideabout. Neither of +the men noticed the shrinking that affected the entire frame of +Mehetabel, as Jonas said these words, but it was observed by Mrs. +Verstage, and a shade of anxiety swept over her face. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +AGAIN-IVER. + + +A few days after this first visit, Iver was again at the Kinks' +farm. + +The weather was fine, and he protested that he must take advantage +of it to proceed with his picture. + +Mehetabel was reluctant to stand. She made excuses that were at +once put aside. + +"If you manage to sell pictures of our place," said Bideabout, "our +Punch-Bowl may get a name, and folk come here picnicking from +Godalming and Guildford and Portsmouth; and I'll put up a board with +Refreshments--Moderate, over the door, and Matabel shall make tea +or sell cake, and pick up a trifle towards; housekeeping." + +A month was elapsed since Mehetabel's marriage, the month of honey +to most--one of empty comb without sweetness to her. She had drawn +no nearer to her husband than before. They had no interests, no +tastes in common. They saw all objects through a different medium. + +It was not a matter of concern to Mehetabel that she was left +much alone by Jonas, and that her sister-in-law and the rest of +the squatters treated her as an interloper. + +As a child, at the Ship, without associates of her own age, after +Iver's departure, she had lived much to herself, and now her soul +craved for solitude. And yet, when she was alone the thoughts of +her heart troubled her. + +Jonas was attached, in his fashion, to his beautiful wife; he +joked, and was effusive in his expressions of affection. But she +did not respond to his jokes, and his demonstrations of affection +repelled her. Jonas was too dull, or vain, to perceive this, and +he attributed her coldness to modesty, real or affected, probably +the latter. + +Mehetabel shrank from looking full in the face, the thought that +she must spend the rest of her life with this man. She was well +aware that she could not love him, could hardly bring herself to +like him, the utmost she could hope was that she might arrive at +enduring him. + +Whilst in this condition of unrest and discouragement, Iver +appeared, and his presence lit up the desolation in which she was. +The sight of him, the sound of his voice, aroused old recollections, +helped to drive away the shadows that environed her, and that +clouded her mind. There was no harm in this, and yet she was +uneasy. Cheerful as she was when he was present, there was +something feverish in this cheerfulness, and it left her more +unhappy than before when he was gone, and more conscious of the +impossibility of accommodating herself to her lot. + +The visit on one fine day was followed by another when the rain +fell heavily. + +Iver entered the house, shook his wet hat and cloak, and with a +laugh, exclaimed-- + +"Here I am--to continue the picture." + +"In such weather?" + +"Little woman! When I started the wind was in the right quarter. +All at once it veered round and gave me a drenching. What odds? +You can stand at the window, and I can proceed with the figure. +It was tedious at the Ship. Between you and me and the post, I +cannot get along with the fellows who come there to drink. You +are the only person in Thursley with whom I can talk and be happy." + +"Bideabout is not at home." + +"I didn't come through the rain to see Bideabout, but you." + +"Will you have anything to eat or drink?" + +"Anything that you can give me. But I did not come for that. To +tell the truth, I don't think I'll venture on the picture. The +light is so bad. It is of no consequence. We can converse. I am +sick of public-house talk. I ran away to be with you. We are old +chums, are we not, dear Matabel?" + +A fire of peat was on the hearth. She threw on skin-turf that flamed +up. + +Iver was damp. His hands were clammy. His hair ends dripped. His +face was running with water. He spread his palms over the flame, +and smiled. + +"And so you were tired of being at home?" she said, as she put the +turves together. + +"Home is no home to me, now you are gone," was his answer. + +Then, after a pause, during which he chafed his hands over the +dancing flame, he added: "I wish you were back in the old Ship. The +old Ship! It is no longer the dear old Ship of my recollections, +now that you have deserted. Why did you leave? It is strange to me +that my mother did not write and tell me that you were going to be +married. If she had done that--" + +He continued drying his hands, looking dreamily into the flame, +and left the sentence incomplete. + +"It is queer altogether," he pursued. "When I told her I was at +Guildford, and proposed returning, she put me off, till my father +was better prepared. She would break the news to him, see how--he +took it, and so on. I waited, heard no more, so came unsummoned, +for I was impatient at the delay. She knew I wished to hear about +you, Mattee, dear old friend and playmate. I asked in my letters +about you. You know you ceased to write, and mother labored at the +pen herself, finally. She answered that you were well--nothing +further. Why did she not tell me of your engagement? Have you any +idea, Matabel?" + +She bowed over the turf, to hide her fate, but the leaping flame +revealed the color that mantled cheek, and throat, and brow. Her +heart was beating furiously. + +"That marriage seems to me to have been cobbled up precious +quickly. Were you so mighty impatient to have the Broom-Squire +that you could not wait till you were twenty? A girl of eighteen +does not know her own mind. A pretty kettle of fish there will be +if you discover, when too late, that you have made a mistake, and +married the wrong man, who can never make you happy." + +Mehetabel started upright, and went with heaving bosom to the +window, then drew back in surprise, for she saw the face of Mrs. +Rocliffe at the pane, her nose applied to and flattened against +the glass, and looking like a dab of putty. + +She was offended at the woman's inquisitiveness, and went to the +door to inquire if she needed anything. + +"Nuthin' at all," answered Sarah, with a laugh, "except to see +whether my brother was home. It's early days beginning this, I call +it." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Oh, nuthin'." + +"Iver is here," said Mehetabel, controlling herself. "Will you +please to come in?" + +"But Jonas is not, is he?" + +"No; he has gone to Squire Mellers about a load of stable-brooms." + +"I wouldn't come in on no account," said Mrs. Rocliffe. "Two's +company, three's none," and she turned and departed. + +After she had shut the door Mehetabel went hastily through the +kitchen into the scullery at the back. Her face was crimson, and +she trembled in all her joints. + +Iver called to her; she answered hastily that she was engaged, and +presently, after she had put bread and cake and butter on the +table, she fled to her own room upstairs, seated herself on a +chair, and hid her burning face in her apron. + +The voice of her husband below afforded sensible relief to her in +her mortification. He was speaking with Iver; cursing the weather +and his bad luck. His long tramp in the rain had been to no +purpose. The Squire, to whose house he had been, was out. She +washed her face, combed and smoothed her hair, and slowly descended +the stairs. + +On seeing her Jonas launched forth in complaints, and showed +himself to be in an evil temper. He must have ale, not wish-wash +tea, fit only for old women. He would not stuff himself with cake +like a school child. He must have ham fried for him at once. + +He was in an irritable mood, and found fault with his wife about +trifles, or threw out sarcastic remarks that wounded, and made +Iver boil with indignation. Jonas did not seem to bear the young +artist a grudge; he was, in fact, pleased to see him, and proposed +to him to stay the evening and have a game of cards. + +It was distressing to Mehetabel to be rebuked in public, but she +made no rejoinder. Jonas had seized on the opportunity to let his +visitor see that he was not tied to his wife's apron string, but +was absolute master in his own house. The blood mounted to Iver's +brow, and he clenched his hands under the table. + +To relieve the irksomeness of the situation Iver proceeded to undo +a case of his colored sketches that he had brought with him. + +These water-colors were charming in their style, a style much +affected at that period; the tints were stippled in, and every +detail given with minute fidelity. The revolution in favor of +blottesque had not yet set in, and the period was happily far +removed from that of the impressionist, who veils his incapacity +under a term--an impression, and calls a daub a picture. Nature +never daubs, never strains after effects. She is painstaking, +delicate in her work, and reticent. + +Whilst Mehetabel was engaged frying ham, Iver showed his drawings +to the Broom-Squire, who treated them without perception of their +beauty, and valued them solely as merchandise. But when supper was +ready, and whilst Jonas was eating, he had a more interested and +appreciative observer in Mehetabel, to whom the drawings afforded +unfeigned pleasure. In her delight she sat close to Iver; her warm +breath played over his cheek, as he held up the sketches to the +light, and pointed out the details of interest. + +Once when these were minute, and she had to look closely to observe +them, in the poor light afforded by the candle, without thinking +what he was about, Iver put his hand on her neck. She started, and +he withdrew it. The action was unobserved by Bideabout, who was +engrossed in his rasher. + +When Jonas had finished his meal, he thrust his plate away, +produced a pack of cards, and said-- + +"Here, Mr. Iver, are pictures worth all of yours. Will you come +and try your luck or skill against me? We'll have a sup of brandy +together. Matabel, bring glasses and hot-water." + +Iver went to the door and looked out. The rain descended in +streams; so he returned to the table, drew up his chair and took +a hand. + +When Mehetabel had washed the plates and dishes used at the meal, +she seated herself where she could see by the candle-light, took +up her needlework, and was prepared to snuff the wick as was +required. + +Iver found that he could not fix his attention on the game. +Whenever Mehetabel raised her hand for the snuffers, he made a +movement to forestall her, then sometimes their eyes met, and she +lowered hers in confusion. + +The artistic nature of Iver took pleasure in the beautiful; and +the features, coloring, grace of the young Broom-Squiress, were +such as pleased him and engaged his attention. He made no attempt +to analyze his feelings towards her. He was not one to probe his +own heart, nor had he the resolution to break away from temptation, +even when recognized as such. Easy-going, good-natured, impulsive, +with a spice of his mother's selfishness in his nature, he allowed +himself to follow his inclinations without consideration whither +they might lead him, and how they might affect others. + +Iver's eyes, thoughts, were distracted from the game. He lost +money--five shillings, and Jonas urged him to play for higher +stakes. + +Then Mehetabel laid her needlework in her lap, and said-- + +"No, Iver, do not. You have played sufficiently, and have lost +enough. Go home." + +Jonas swore at her. + +"What is that to you? We may amuse ourselves without your meddling. +What odds to you if he loses, so long as I win. I am your husband +and not he." + +But Iver rose, and laughingly said:-- + +"Better go home with a wet jacket than with all the money run out +of my pocket. Good-night, Bideabout." + +"Have another shot?" + +"Not another." + +"She put you up to this," with a spiteful glance at Mehetabel. + +"Not a bit, Jonas. Don't you think a chap feels he's losing blood, +without being told he is getting white about the gills." + +The Broom-Squire sulkily began to gather up the cards. + +"What sort of a night is it, Mehetabel? Go to the door and see," +said he. + +The girl rose and opened the door. + +Without, the night was black as pitch, and in the light that +issued the raindrops glittered as they fell. In the trees, in +the bushes, on the grass, was the rustle of descending rain. + +"By Jove, it's worse than ever," said Iver: "lend me a lantern, or +I shall never reach home." + +"I haven't one to spare," replied Bideabout; "the hogs and calves +must be tended, and the horse, Old Clutch, littered down. Best way +that you have another game with me, and you shall stay the night. +We have a spare room and bed." + +"I accept with readiness," said Iver. + +"Go--get all ready, Matabel. Now, then! you cut, I deal." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +DREAMS. + + +Iver remained the night in the little farm-house. He thought +nothing as he lay in bed of the additional shillings he had lost +to Jonas, but of the inestimable loss he had sustained in Mehetabel. + +The old childish liking he had entertained for her revived. It did +more than revive, it acquired strength and heat. As a boy he had +felt some pride and self-consequence because of the child whom he +had introduced into the Christian Church, and to whom he had given +a name. Now he was elated to think that she was the most beautiful +woman he had seen, and angry with the consciousness that she was +snatched from him. + +Why had he not returned to Thursley a day, half a day, earlier? +Why had Fate played such a cruel game with him? What a man this +Jonas Kink was who had won the prize. Was he worthy of it? Did he +value Mehetabel as he should? A fellow who could not perceive +beauty in a landscape and see the art in his drawings was not +one to know that his wife was lovely, or if he knew it did so in +a stupid, unappreciative manner. Did he treat Mehetabel kindly; +with ordinary civility? Iver remembered the rebukes, the slights +put on her in his own presence. + +Iver's bedroom was neat, everything in it clean. The bed was one of +those great tented four-posters which were at the time much +affected in Surrey, composed of covering and curtains of striped--or +pranked--cotton, blue and white. Mehetabel, in the short while she +had been in the Punch-Bowl, had put the spare room in order. She +had found it used as a place for lumber, every article of furniture +deep in dust, and every curtain rent. The corners of the room had +been given over for twenty years as the happy hunting-ground of +spiders. Although Bideabout had taken some pains to put his house +in order before his marriage, repairs had been executed only on +what was necessary, and in a parsimonious spirit. The spare room had +been passed over, as not likely to be needed. To that as to every +other portion of the house, Mehetabel had turned her attention, +and it was now in as good condition to receive a guest as the +bedrooms in the Ship Inn. + +Presently Iver went to sleep, lulled by the patter of the rain on +the roof, on the leaves, and the sobbing of the moist wind through +the ill-adjusted casement. + +As he slept he had a dream. + +He thought that he heard Thursley Church bells ringing. He believed +he had been to church to be married. He was in his holiday attire, +and was holding his bride by the hand. He turned about to see who +was his partner, and recognized Mehetabel. She was in white, but +whiter than her dress and veil was her bloodless face, and her +dark brows and hair marked it as with mourning. + +There was this strange element in his dream, that he could not +leave the churchyard. + +He endeavored to follow the path to the gate, outside which the +villagers were awaiting them with flowers and ready to cheer; but +he was unable to reach it. The path winded in and out among the +gravestones, and round and round the church, till at length it +reached the tomb of the murdered sailor. + +All the while the ringers were endeavoring to give the young bridal +pair a merry peal, and failed. The ropes slid from their hands, +and only the sexton succeeded in securing one, and with that he +tolled. Distinctly Iver saw the familiar carving of the three +murderers robbing and killing their victim. He had often laughed +over the bad drawing of the figures--he laughed now, in sleep. + +Then he thought that he heard Mehetabel reproach him for having +returned, to be her woe. And that between each sentence she sobbed. + +Thereupon he again looked at her. + +She was beautiful, more beautiful than ever--a beauty sublimated, +rendered almost transparent. As he looked she became paler, and +the hand he held grew colder. Now ensued a strange phenomenon. + +She was sinking. Her feet disappeared in the spongy turf that +oozed with water after the long rain. Her large dark eyes were +fixed on him entreatingly, reproachfully. + +Then she was enveloped to her knees, and as she went down, the +stain of the wet grass and the soil of the graveyard clay rose an +inch up her pure white garment. + +She held his hand tenaciously, as the only thing to which she +could cling to save her from being wholly engulfed. + +Then she was swallowed up to her waist, and he became aware that +if he continued to clasp her hand, she would drag him under the +earth. In his dream he reasoned with her. He pointed out to her +that it was impossible for him to be of any service to her, and +that he was jeopardizing his own self, unless he disengaged himself +from her. + +He endeavored to release his hand. She clung the more obstinately, +her fingers were deadly cold and numbed him, yet he was resolute +in self-defence, and finally freed his hand. Then she sank more +rapidly, with despair in the upturned face. He tried to escape +her eyes, he could not. It was a satisfaction to him when the rank +grass closed over them and got between the lips that were opened +in appeal for help. Then ensued a gulp. The earth had swallowed +her up, and in dream, he was running for his pallet and canvas to +make a study of the spot where she had sunk, in a peculiarly +favorable light. He woke, shivering, and saw that the gray morning +was looking in at his window between the white curtains. + +His hand, that had felt so chill, was out of the bed, and the +coverlet had slid off him, and was heaped on the floor. + +The wind had shifted, and now pressed the clouds together, rolled +them up and swept them into the lumber-house of clouds below the +horizon. He dressed leisurely, shook himself, to shake off the +impression produced by his dream, and laughed at himself for +having been disturbed by it. + +When he came downstairs he found that both Mehetabel and Jonas +were already on their feet, and that the former was preparing +breakfast. Her eyes were red, as if she had been crying. + +"How did you sleep?" she asked, with faint smile--"and what were +your dreams?" + +"They say that the first dream in new quarters comes true," threw +in the Broom-Squire; "but this is the idle chatter of old wives. +I make no count of it." + +Mehetabel observed that Iver started and seemed disconcerted at +this question relative to his dream. He evaded an answer, and she +saw that the topic was unpleasant, and to reply inconvenient. She +said no more; and Jonas had other matters to think about more +substantial than dreams. Yet Mehetabel could not fail to perceive +that their guest was out of tune. Was he annoyed at having lost +money, or was he in reality troubled by something that had occurred +during the night? An hour later Iver prepared to leave. + +"Come with me a little way," he pleaded with the hostess, "see me +safe off the premises." + +She did as was desired, though not without inner reluctance. And +yet, at the same time she felt that with his departure a something +would be gone that could not be replaced, a light out of her sky, +a strain of music out of her soul. + +The white fog lay like curd at the bottom of the Punch-Bowl. Here +and there a tree-top stood above the vapor, but only as a bosky +islet in the surface of mist, dense and chill. The smoke from the +chimneys of the squatter houses rose like steaming springs, but +the brick chimneys were submerged. So dense was the fog that it +muffled all sound, impeded the breath, struck cold to the marrow. +It smelt, for the savors of hog-pen and cow-stall were caught and +not allowed to dissipate. + +A step, and those ascending the side of the great basin were out +of the mist, and in sunshine, but it still held their feet to the +knees; another step and they were clear, and then their shadows +were cast, gigantic, upon the white surface below, and about each +head was a halo of light and rainbow tints. + +Every bush was twinkling as hung with diamonds of the purest +water. Larks were trilling, pouring forth in song the ecstasy +that swelled their hearts. The sky was blue as a nemophyla, and +cloudless. + +As soon as Iver and Mehetabel had issued from the fog and were +upon the heath, and in the sunshine, she stayed her feet. + +"I will go no further," she said. + +"Look," said he, "how the fog lies below at the bottom of the +Punch-Bowl, as though it were snow. Above, on the downs all is +sunshine." + +"Yes, you go up into the light and warmth," answered she. "I must +back and down into the cold vapors, cold as death." + +He thought of his dream. There was despondency in her tone. + +"The sun will pierce and scatter the vapors and shine over and +warm you below." + +She shook her head. + +"Iver," she said, "you may tell me now we are alone. What was +your dream?" + +Again he appeared disconcerted. + +"Of what, of whom did you dream?" + +"Of whom else could I dream but you--when under your roof," said +he with a laugh. + +"Oh, Iver! and what did you dream about me?" + +"Arrant nonsense. Dreams go by contraries." + +"Then what about me?" + +"I dreamt of your marriage." + +"Then that means death." + +He caught her to him, and kissed her lips. + +"We are brother and sister," he said, in self-exculpation. "Where +is the harm?" + +She disengaged herself hastily. + +She heard a cough and looked round, to see the mocking face of +Sarah Rocliffe, who had followed and had just emerged from the +curdling fog below. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +REALITIES. + + +Iver was gone. + +The light that had sparkled in Mehetabel's eyes, the flush, like +a carnation in her cheek, faded at once. She was uneasy that Mrs. +Rocliffe had surprised her and Iver, whilst he gave her that +ill-considered though innocent parting salute. + +What mischief she might make of it! How she might sow suspicion of +her in the heart of Jonas, and Iver would be denied the house! +Iver denied the house! Then she would see him no more, have no +more pleasant conversations with him. Indeed, then the cold, +clammy fog into which she descended was a figure of the life hers +would be, and it was one that no sun's rays could dissipate. + +After she had returned to the house she sank in a dark comer +like one weary after hard labor, and looked dreamily before her +at the floor. Her hands and her feet were motionless. + +A smile that every moment became more bitter sat on her lips. The +muscles of her face became more rigid. + +What if through jealousy, open discord broke out between her and +Jonas? Would it make her condition more miserable, her outlook +more desperate? She revolved in thought the events that were past. +She ranged them in their order--the proposal of Jonas, her refusal, +the humiliation to which she had been subjected by Mrs. Verstage +which had driven her to accept the man she had just rejected, the +precipitation with which the marriage had been hurried on, then +the appearance of Iver on her wedding day. + +She recalled the look that passed over his face when informed that +she was a bride, the clasp of his hands, and now--now--his kiss +burned on her lips, nay, had sunk in as a drop of liquid fire, and +was consuming her heart with anguish and sweetness combined. + +Was the kiss that of a brother to a sister? Was there in it, as +Iver said, no harm, no danger to herself? She thought of the journey +home from the Ship on her wedding evening, of the fifteen pounds of +which she had been robbed by her husband, the money given her by +"father" against the evil day. She had been deceived, defrauded by +the man she had sworn to honor, love, and obey. She had not +acquired love for him. Had he not by this act forfeited all claim +to both love and honor? + +She thought again of Iver, of his brown, agate-like eyes, but eyes +in which there was none of the hardness of a stone. She contrasted +him with Jonas. How mean, how despicable, how narrow in mind and +in heart was the latter compared with the companion of her youth. + +Mehetabel's face was bathed in perspiration. She slid to her knees +to pray; she folded her hands, and found herself repeating. +"Genesis, fifty chapters; Exodus, forty; Leviticus, twenty-seven; +Numbers, thirty-six; Deuteronomy, thirty-four; these are the books +that constitute the Pentateuch. The Book of Joshua--" + +Then she checked herself. In her distress, her necessity, she +was repeating the lesson last acquired in Sunday-school, which +had gained her a prize. This was not prayer. It brought her no +consolation, it afforded her no strength. She tried to find +something to which to cling, to stay her from the despair into +which she had slipped, and could only clearly figure to herself +that "the country of the Gergesenes lay to the southeast of the +Sea of Tiberias and that a shekel weighed ten hundred-weights and +ninety-two grains, Troy weight, equal to in avoirdupois--" her brain +whirled. She could not work out the sum. She could not pray. She +could recall no prayer. She could look to nothing beyond the +country of the Gergesenes. And yet, never in her life had she so +needed prayer, strength, as now, when this new guilty passion +was waking in her heart. + +Shuddering at the thought of revolt against her duty, unable +altogether to abandon the hope, the longing to see Iver again, +filled with vague terror of what the future might bring forth, +she remained as struck with paralysis, kneeling, speechless, with +head bowed, hands fallen at her side, seeing, hearing, knowing +nothing; and was roused with a start by the voice of Jonas who +entered, and asked--, + +"Wot's up now?" + +She could not answer him. She sprang to her feet and eagerly +flew to the execution of her domestic duties. + +Iver returned from his visit to the Punch-Bowl with a mind occupied +and ill at ease. + +He had allowed himself, without a struggle, to give way to the +impression produced on him by the beauty of Mehetabel. He enjoyed +her society--found pleasure in talking of the past. Her mind was +fresh; she was intelligent, and receptive of new ideas. She alone +of all the people of Thursley, whom he had encountered, was +endowed with artistic sense--was able to set the ideal above what +was material. He did not ask himself whether he loved her. He knew +that he did, but the knowledge did not trouble him. After a +fashion, Mehetabel belonged to him as to none other. She was +associated with his earliest and sunniest recollections. + +Mehetabel could sympathize with him in his love for the beautiful +in Nature. She had ever been linked with his mother in love for +him. She had been the vehicle of communication between him and his +mother till almost the last moment; it was through her that all +tidings of home had reached him. + +When his father had refused to allow Iver's name to be mentioned +in his presence, for hours daily the thoughts of him had been in +the hearts of his mother and this girl. With united pity and love, +they had followed his struggles to make his way. + +There was much obstinacy in Iver. + +Resolution to have his own way had made him leave home to follow +an artistic career, regardless of the heartache he would cause +his mother, and the resentment he would breed in his father. + +Thus, without consideration of the consequences to himself, to +Mehetabel, to Jonas, he allowed his glowing affection for the +young wife to gather heat, without attempt to master or extinguish +it. + +There is a certain careless happiness in the artistic soul that +is satisfied with the present, and does not look into the future. +The enjoyment of the hour, the banquet off the decked table, the +crown of roses freshly blown, suffice the artist's soul. It has no +prevision of the morrow--makes no provision for the winter. + +That the marriage of Mehetabel with Jonas had raised barriers +between them was hardly considered. That the Broom-Squire might +resent having him hover round his young flower, did not enter +into Iver's calculations; least of all did it concern him that +he was breaking the girl's heart, and forever making it impossible +for her to reconcile herself to her position. + +As Iver walked home over the common, and enjoyed the warmth and +brilliancy of the sun, he asked himself again, why his mother +had not prepared him for the marriage of Mehetabel. + +Mehetabel had certainly not taken Jonas because she loved him. +She was above sordid considerations. What, then, had induced her +to take the man? She had been happy and contented at the Ship; +why, then, did she leave it? + +On reaching home, he put the question to his mother. "It is a +puzzle to me, which I cannot unravel, why has Matabel become +Bideabout's wife?" + +"Why should she not?" asked his mother in return. "It was a catch +for such as she--a girl without a name, and bare of a dower. She +has every reason to thank me for having pushed the marriage on." + +Iver looked at his mother with surprise. + +"Then you had something to do with it?" + +"Of course I had," answered she. "I did my duty. I am not so young +as I was. I had to think for Matabel's future. She is no child of +mine. She can expect nothing from your father nor from me. When a +good offer came, then I told her to accept and be thankful. She +is a good girl, and has been useful in the house, and some people +think her handsome. But young men don't court a girl who has no +name, and has had three men hanged because of her." + +"Mother! what nonsense! The men were executed because they murdered +her father." + +"It is all one. She is marked with the gallows. Ill-luck attaches +to her. There has been a blight on her from the beginning. I mind +when her father chucked her down all among the fly-poison. Now she +has got the Broom-Squire, she may count herself lucky, and thank +me for it." + +"Good heavens!" exclaimed Iver. "Then this marriage is your doing?" + +"Yes--I told her that, before you came here, I must have her clear +out of the house." + +"Why?" + +A silence ensued. Mrs. Verstage looked at her son--into his great, +brown eyes--and what she saw there alarmed her. Her lips moved to +speak, but she could utter no words. She had let out her motive +without consideration in the frankness that was natural to her. + +"I ask, mother, why did you stop Matabel from writing, and take +up the correspondence yourself at last; and then, when you did +write to me at Guildford, you said not one word about Mehetabel +being promised to the Broom-Squire?" + +"I could not put all the news of the parish into my letter. How +should I know that this concerned you?" + +"We were together as children. If ever there were friends in the +world, it was we." + +"I am a bad writer. It takes me five minutes over one word, just +about. I said what I had to say, and no more, and I were a couple +o' days over that." + +"Why did you ask me to postpone my coming home?--why seek to keep +me away till after Mehetabel's marriage?" + +"There was a lot to do in the house, preparation for the weddin'--her +gownds--I couldn't have you here whilst all the rout was on. I +wanted to have you come when all was quiet again, and I could +think of you. What wi' preparations and schemin' my head was full." + +"Was that the only reason, mother?" + +She did not answer. Her eyes fell. + +Iver threw his hat on the table, and went to his room. He was +incensed against his mother. He guessed the reason why she had +urged on the marriage, why she had kept him in ignorance of the +engagement, why she had delayed his return to Thursley. + +She had made her plans. She wished to marry him to Polly Colpus, +and she dreaded his association with Mehetabel as likely to be +prejudicial to the success of her cherished scheme, now that the +girl was in the ripeness of her beauty and to Iver invested with +the halo of young associations, of boy romance. + +If his mother had told him! If she had not bidden him postpone his +coming home! Then all would have turned out well. Mehetabel would +not have been linked to an undesirable man, whom she could not +love; and he would have been free to make her his own. + +His heart was bitter as wormwood. + +Mrs. Verstage saw but too plainly that her son was estranged from +her; and she could form a rough estimate of the reason. He addressed +her indeed with a semblance of love and showed her filial attention, +but her maternal instinct assured her that something stood between +them, something which took the reality and spontaneity out of his +demonstrations of affection. + +Iver occupied himself with the picture of Mehetabel at the fountain. +It was his great pleasure to work thereon. If he was not engaged at +his canvas in the tavern, he was wandering in the direction of the +Punch-Bowl to make studies for pictures, so he said. His mother +saw that there was no prospect of retaining her son at the Ship +for long. What held him there was not love for her, desire to +recover lost ground with his father, not a clinging to his old +home, not a desire to settle and take up his father's work; it +was something else--she feared to give utterance to the thought +haunting her mind. + +"You are a fool, old woman," said her husband to her one night. +"You and I might have been easy and happy in our old age had you +not meddled and made mischief. You always was a great person for +lecturin' about Providence, and it's just about the one thing you +won't let alone." + +"What do you mean, Simon?" she asked, and her heart beat fast +with presage of what he would say. + +"Why, Susan, if you had not thrust Mehetabel into the Broom-Squire's +arms when she didn't want to be there no more nor among brimbles, +then Iver would have taken her and all would have been peace." + +"What makes you say that?" she asked, in a flutter of terror. + +"Oh, I'll be bound it would have been so. Iver has been asking +all manner of questions about Matabel, and why she took Jonas. +I sed it was agin my wishes, but that you would have it, so +Matabel had to give in." + +"Simon, why did you say that? You set the boy against me." + +"I don't see that, Sanna. It is you who have put the fat in the +fire. If you try to turn a stream to run uphill, you will souse +your own field, and won't get the water to go where you drive it. +It's my belief that all the while he has been away, Iver has had +his mind set upon Matabel. I'm not surprised. You may go through +Surrey, and won't find her match. Now he comes home and finds that +you have spoiled his chance, with your meddlesomeness--and there'll +be the devil to pay, yet. That's my opinion." + +The old man turned on his side and was asleep, but self-reproach +for what was past and doubt as to the future kept his wife awake +all night. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +BACK AGAIN. + + +Fever boiled in the heart of Mehetabel. A mill-race of ideas +rushed through her brain. + +She found no rest in her household work, for it was not possible for +her to keep her mind upon it. Nor was there sufficient employment +to be found in the house to engage all her time. + +Do what she would, make for herself occupation, there was still +space in which to muse and to torment herself with her thoughts. +Whilst her hands were engaged she craved for leisure in which to +think; when unemployed, the ferment within rendered idleness +intolerable. + +When the work of the house was accomplished, she went to the +fountain where she had been drawn by Iver, and there saw again +the glowing brown of his eyes fixed on her, and reheard the tones +of his voice addressing her. Then she would start as though stung +by a wasp and go along the track up the Punch-Bowl, recalling +every detail of her walk with Iver, and feeling again his kiss +upon her lips. She tried to forget him; with a resolution of which +she was capable she shut against his entry every door of her heart. +But she found it was impossible to exclude the thoughts of him. +Had she not looked up to him from early childhood, and idolized +him? She had been accustomed to think of him, to talk of him daily +to his mother, after he had left the Ship. That mother who had +forcibly separated her from him had herself ingrafted Iver into +her inmost thoughts, made of him an integral portion of her mind. +She had been taught by Mrs. Verstage to bring him into all her +dreams of the future, as a factor without which that future would +be void and valueless, She had, indeed, never dreamed of him as a +lover, a husband; nevertheless to Mehetabel the future had always +been associated in a vague, yet very real, manner with Iver. His +return was to inaugurate the epoch of a new and joyous existence. +It was not practicable for her to pluck out of her heart this idea, +which had thrust its fibres through every layer and into every +corner of her mind. Those fibres were now thrilling with vitality, +asserting a vigorous life. + +She asked herself the same question that had presented itself to +his mind, what if Iver had returned one day, one hour, before he +actually did? Then her marriage with Jonas would have been made +impossible. The look into his eyes, the pressure of his hand would +have bound her to him for evermore. + +"Why, why, and oh why!" with a cry of pain, "had he not returned +in time to save her?" + +"Why, why, and oh why!" with blood from her heart, "did he return +at all when too late to save her?" + +Mehetabel had a clear and sound understanding. She was not one to +play tricks with her conscience, and to reason herself into +allowing what she was well aware was wrong. She nourished herself +in no delusion that her marriage with Jonas was formal and devoid +of the sanction of a spiritual bond. + +She took her Prayer Book, opened the marriage service, and re-read +the vows she had made. + +She had been asked, "Wilt thou have this man, Jonas, to thy wedded +husband, to live together after God's ordinance . . . and forsaking +all other keep thee only unto him, so long as ye both shall live?" +and thereto, in the sight of God and of the congregation, she had +promised. There was no escape from this. + +She had said--"I, Mehetabel, take thee, Jonas, to be my wedded +husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, +for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to +love, cherish and obey, till death us do part, according to God's +holy ordinance, and thereto I give thee my troth." + +There was no proviso inserted, as a means of escape; nothing +like: I will be true to thee unless Iver return; unless, thou, +Bideabout, prove unworthy of my love and obedience; unless there +be incompatibility of temper; unless I get tired of thee, and +change my mind. + +Mehetabel knew what the words meant, knew that she had been +sincere in intent when she said them. She knew that she was bound, +without proviso of any kind. + +She knew that she could not love Iver and be guiltless. But she +was aware also, now, when too late, that she had undertaken towards +Jonas what was, in a measure, impossible. + +Loyal to Jonas as far as outward conduct could make her, that she +was confident she would remain, but her heart had slipped beyond +her control, and her thoughts were winged and refused to be caged. + +"I say, Matabel!" + +The young wife started, and her bosom contracted. Her husband +spoke. He had come on her at a moment when, lost in day-dreams, +she least expected, desired, his presence. + +"What do you want with me, Jonas?" she asked as she recovered her +composure. + +"I want you to go to the Ship. The old woman there has fallen out +with the maid, and there are three gentlemen come for the shooting, +and want to be attended to. The old woman asked if you would help +a bit. I said 'Dun know:' but after a bit we agreed for a shilling +a day." + +"Never!" gasped Mehetabel. + +"I tried to screw more out of her necessity, but could not. +Besides, if you do well, you'll get half a crown from each of +the gents, and that'll be seven and six; and say three days at +the Inn, half-a-guinea all in all. I can spare you for that." + +"Jonas, I do not wish to go." + +"But I choose that you shall." + +"I pray you allow me to remain here." + +"There's Mr. Iver leaves to-day for his shop at Guildford, and I +reckon the old woman is put about over that, too." + +After some hesitation Mehetabel yielded. The thought that Iver +would not be at the Ship alone induced her to consent. + +She was hurt and angry that her husband had stipulated for payment +for her services. After the kindness, the generosity with which +she had been treated, this seemed ungracious in the extreme. She +said as much. + +"I don't see it," answered Jonas. "When you wos a baby she made +the parish pay her for taking you. Now she wants you, it is her +turn to pay." + +Bideabout did not allow his wife much time in which to make her +preparations. He had business in Godalming with a lawyer, and was +going to drive old Clutch thither. He would take Mehetabel with +him as far as Thursley. + +On reaching the tavern Mrs. Verstage met her with effusion, and +Iver, hearing his mother's exclamation, ran out. + +Mehetabel was surprised and confused at seeing him. He caught her +by the hand, helped her to descend from the cart, and retained his +hold of her fingers for a minute after it was necessary. + +He had told his mother that he must return to Guildford that day; +and when she had asked for Mehetabel's help she had calculated on +the absence of her son, who had been packing up his canvas and +paints. To him she had not breathed a word of the likelihood that +Mehetabel would be coming to her aid. + +"I daresay Bideabout will give you a lift, Iver," she said. + +"I don't know that I can," said Jonas. "I've promised to pick up +Lintott, and there ain't room in the trap for more than two." + +Then the Broom-Squire drove away. + +"See, Matabel," said Iver, pointing to the signboard, "I've +redaubed the Old Ship, quite to my father's satisfaction. By Jove, +I told mother I should return to Guildford to-day--but now, hang +me, if I do not defer my departure for a day or two." + +Mrs. Verstage looked reproachfully at her son. + +"Mother," said he in self-exculpation. "I shall take in ideas, a +model costs me from a shilling to half-acrown an hour, and here +is Matabel, a princess of models, will sit for nothing." + +"I shall be otherwise employed," said the girl, in confusion. + +"Indeed, I shan't spare her for any of that nonsense," said Mrs. +Verstage. + +The hostess was much perplexed. She had reckoned on her son's +departure before Mehetabel arrived. She would not have asked for +her assistance if she had not been convinced that he would take +himself off. + +She expostulated. Iver must not neglect his business, slight +his engagements. He had resolved to go, and had no right to +shilly-shally, and change his mind. She required his room. He +would be in the way with the guests. + +To all these objections Iver had an answer. In fine, said he, with +Mehetabel in the house he could not and he would not go. + +What was Mehetabel to do? Jonas had locked up his house and had +carried away the key with him; moreover, to return now was a +confession of weakness. What was Mrs. Verstage to do? She had +three visitors, real gentlemen, in the house. They must be made +comfortable; and the new servant, Polly, according to her notion, +was a hopeless creature, slatternly, forgetful, impudent. + +There was no one on whom the landlady could fall back, except +Mehetabel, who understood her ways, and was certain to give +satisfaction. Mrs. Verstage was not what she had once been, old +age, and more than that, an internal complaint, against which she +had fought, in which she had refused to believe, had quite recently +asserted itself, and she was breaking down. + +There was consequently no help for it. She resolved to keep a sharp +lookout on the young people, and employ Mehetabel unremittingly. +But of one thing she was confident. Mehetabel was not a person to +forget her duty and self-respect. + +The agitation produced by finding that Iver purposed remaining in +the house passed away, and Mehetabel faced the inevitable. + +Wherever her eye rested, memories of a happy girlhood welled up in +her soft and suffering breast. The geraniums in the window she had +watered daily. The canary--she had fed it with groundsel. The +brass skillets on the mantelshelf--they had been burnished by her +hand. The cushion on "father's" chair was of her work. Everything +spoke to her of the past, and of a happy past, without sharp +sorrows, without carking cares. + +Old Simon was rejoiced to see Mehetabel again in the house. He +made her sit beside him. He took her hand in his, and patted it. +A pleasant smile, like a sunbeam, lit up his commonplace features. + +"Mother and I have had a deal to suffer since you've been gone," +said Simon. "The girl Polly be that stupid and foreright (awkward) +we shall be drove mad, both of us, somewhen." + +"Do you see that window-pane?" he asked, pointing to a gap in the +casement. "Polly put her broom handle through. There was not one +pane broke all the time you was with us, and now there be three +gone, and no glazier in the village to put 'em to rights. You +mind the blue pranked (striped) chiney taypot? Mother set great +store on that. Polly's gone and knocked the spout off. Mother's +put about terrible over that taypot. As for the best sheets, +Polly's burnt a hole through one, let a cinder fly out on it, when +airing. Mother's in a pretty way over that sheet. I don't know +what there'll be to eat, Polly left the larder open, and the dog +has carried off a leg of mutton. It has been all cross and contrary +ever since you went." + +Simon mused a while, holding Mehetabel's hand, and said after a +pause, "It never ort to a' been. You was well placed here and never +ort to a' left. It was all mother's doing. She drove you into +weddin' that there Broom-Squire. Women can't be easy unless they +be hatchin' weddin's; just like as broody hens must be sittin' on +somethin'. If that had never been brought about, then the taypot +spout would not have been knocked off, nor the winder-pane broken, +nor the sheet riddled wi' a cinder, nor the dog gone off wi' the +leg o' mutton." + +Mehetabel was unable to suppress a sigh. + +"Winter be comin' on," pursued the old man, "and mother's gettin' +infirm, and a bit contrary. When Polly worrits her, then I ketches +it. That always wos her way. I don't look forward to winter. I +don't look forward to nuthin' now--" He became sorrowful. "All be +gone to sixes and sevens, now that you be gone, Matabel. What will +happen I dun' know, I dun' know." + +"What may happen," said Mehetabel, "is not always what we expect. +But one thing is certain--lost happiness is past recovery." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +GONE. + + +During the evening Iver was hardly able to take his eyes off +Mehetabel, as she passed to and fro in the kitchen. + +She knew where was every article that was needed for the gentlemen. +She moved noiselessly, did everything without fuss, without haste. + +He thought over the words she had uttered, and he had overheard: +Lost happiness is past recovery. Not only was she bereft of +happiness, but so was he. His father and mother, when too late, +had found that they also had parted with theirs when they had let +Mehetabel leave the house. + +She moved gracefully. She was slender, her every motion merited +to be sketched. Iver's artistic sense was excited to admiration. +What a girl she was! What a model! Oh, that he had her as his own! + +Mehetabel knew that she was watched, and it disconcerted her. She +was constrained to exercise great self-control; not to let slip +what she carried, not to forget what tasks had to be discharged. + +In her heart she glowed with pride at the thought that Iver loved +her--that he, the prince, the idol of her childhood, should have +retained a warm place in his heart for her. And yet, the thought, +though sweet, was bitter as well, fraught with foreshadowings of +danger. + +Mrs. Verstage also watched Mehetabel, and her son likewise, with +anxious eyes. + +The old man left the house to attend to his cattle; and one of +the gentlemen came to the kitchen-door to invite Iver, whose +acquaintance he had made during the day, to join him and his +companions over a bowl of punch. + +The young man was unable to refuse, but left with reluctance +manifest enough to his mother and Mehetabel. + +Then, when the hostess was alone with the girl, she drew her to +her side, and said, "There is now nothing to occupy you. Sit by me +and tell me about yourself and how you get on with Bideabout. You +have no notion how pleased I am to have you here again." + +Mehetabel kissed the old woman, and a tear from her eye fell on +the withering cheek of the landlady. + +"I dare be bound you find it lonely in the new home," said Mrs. +Verstage. "Here, in an inn, there is plenty of life; but in the +farm you are out of the world. How does the Broom-Squire treat +you?" + +She awaited an answer with anxiety, which she was unable to +disguise. + +After a pause Mehetabel replied, with heightened color, "Jonas is +not unkind." + +"You can't expect love-making every day," said the hostess. "It's +the way of men to promise the sun, moon, and planets, till you are +theirs, and after that, then poor women must be content to be +given a spark off a fallen star. There was Jamaica Cheel runn'd +away with his Betsy because he thought the law wouldn't let him +have her; she was the wife of another, you know. Then he found +she never had been proper married to the other chap, and when he +discovered he was fast tied to Betsy he'd a run away from her +only the law wouldn't let him. Jonas ain't beautiful and young, +that I allow." + +"I knew what he was when I married him," answered Mehetabel. "I +cannot say I find him other than what I expected." + +"But is he kind to you?" + +"I said he was not unkind." + +Mrs. Verstage looked questioningly at her adopted child. "I don't +know," she said, with quivering lips. "I suppose I was right. I +acted for the best. God knows I sought your happiness. Do not +tell me that you are unhappy." + +"Who is happy?" asked Mehetabel, and turned her eyes on the +hostess, to read alarm and distress in her face. "Do not trouble +yourself about me, mother. I knew what I was doing when I took +Jonas. I had no expectation of finding the Punch-Bowl to be +Paradise. It takes a girl some time to get settled into fresh +quarters, and to feel comfortable among strangers. That is mainly +my case. I was perhaps spoiled when here, you were so kind to me. +I thank you, mother, that you have not forgotten me in your great +joy at getting Iver home again." + +"There was Thomasine French bought two penn'orth o' shrimps, and +as her husband weren't at home thought to enjoy herself prodigious. +But she came out red as a biled lobster. With the best intentions +things don't always turn out as expected," said Mrs. Verstage, +"and the irritation was like sting nettles and--wuss." Then, after +a pause, "I don't know how it is, all my life I have wished to +have Iver by me. He went away because he wanted to be a painter; +he has come back, after many years, and is not all I desire. Now +he is goyn away. I could endure that if I were sure he loved me. +But I don't think he does. He cares more for his father, who sent +him packin' than he does for me, who never crossed him. I don't +understand him. He is not the same as he was." + +"Iver is a child no longer," said Mehetabel. "You must not expect +of him more than he can give. What you said to me about a husband +is true also of a child. Of course, he loves you, but he does not +show it as fully as you desire. He has something else now to fill +his heart beside a mother." + +"What is that?" asked Mrs. Verstage, nervously. + +"His art," answered Mehetabel. + +"Oh, that!" The landlady was not wholly satisfied, she stood up +and said with a sigh, "I fancy life be much like one o' them bran +pies at a bazaar. Some pulls out a pair of braces as don't wear +trousers, and others pull out garters as wears nuthin' but socks. +'Tis a chance if you get wot's worth havin. Well, I must go look +out another sheet in place of that Polly has burnt." + +"Let me do that, mother." + +"No, as you may remember, I have always managed the linen myself." + +A few minutes later, after she had left the room, Iver returned. +He had escaped from the visitors on some excuse. + +His heart was a prey to vague yearnings and doubts. + +With pleasure he observed that his mother was no longer in the +kitchen. He saw Mehetabel hastily dry her eyes. He knew that she +had been crying, and he thought he could divine the cause. + +"You are going to Guildford to-morrow morning, are you not?" she +asked hastily. + +"I don't know." + +Iver planted himself on a stool before the fire, where he could +look up into Mehetabel's face, as she sat in the settle. + +"You have your profession to attend to," she said. "You do not +know your own mind. You are changeful as a girl." + +"How can I go--with you here?" he exclaimed, vehemently. + +She turned her head away. He was looking at her with burning eyes. + +"Iver," she said, "I pray you be more loving to your mother. You +have made her heart ache. It is cruel not to do all you can now to +make amends to her for the past. She thinks that you do not love +her. She is failing in health, and you must not drip drops of +fresh sorrow into her heart during her last years." + +Iver made a motion of impatience. + +"I love my mother. Of course I love her." + +"Not as truly as you should, Iver," answered Mehetabel. "You do +not consider the long ache--" + +"And I, had not I a long ache when away from home?" + +"You had your art to sustain you. She had but one thought--and that +of you." + +"She has done me a cruel wrong," said he, irritably. + +"She has never done anything to you but good, and out of love," +answered the girl vehemently. + +"To me; that is not it." + +Mehetabel raised her eyes and looked at him. He was gazing moodily +at the fire. + +"She has stabbed me through you," exclaimed Iver, with a sudden +outburst of passion. "Why do you plead my mother's cause, when +it was she--I know it was she, and none but she--who thrust you +into this hateful, this accursed marriage." + +"No, Iver, no!" cried Mehetabel in alarm. "Do not say this. Iver! +talk of something else." + +"Of what?" + +"Of anything." + +"Very well," said he, relapsing into his dissatisfied mood. "You +asked me once what my dream had been, that I dreamt that first +night under your roof. I will tell you this now. I thought that +you and I had been married, not you and Jonas, you and I, as it +should have been. And I thought that I looked at you, and your +face was deadly pale, and the hand I held was clay cold." + +A chill ran through Mehetabel's veins. She said, "There is some +truth in it, Iver. You hold a dead girl by the hand. To you, I am, +I must be, forever--dead." + +"Nonsense. All will come right somehow." + +"Yes, Iver," she said; "it will so. You are free and will go +about, and will see and love and marry a girl worthy of you in +every way. As for me, my lot is cast in the Punch-Bowl. No power +on earth can separate me from Bideabout. I have made my bed and +must lie on it, though it be one of thorns. There is but one +thing for us both--we must part and meet no more." + +"Matabel," he put forth his hand in protest. + +"I have spoken plainly," she said, "because there is no good in +not doing so. Do not make my part more difficult. Be a man--go." + +"Matabel! It shall not be, it cannot be! My love! My only one." + +He tried to grasp her. + +She sprang from the settle. A mist formed before her eyes. She +groped for something by which to stay herself. + +He seized her by the waist. She wrenched herself free. + +"Let me go!" she cried. "Let me go!" + +She spoke hoarsely. Her eyes were staring as if she saw a spirit. +She staggered back beyond his reach, touched the jambs of the +door, grasped them with a grasp of relief. Then, actuated by a +sudden thought, turned and fled from the room, from the house. + +Iver stood for a minute bewildered. Her action had been so +unexpected that he did not know what to think, what to do. + +He went to the porch and looked up the road, then down it, and did +not see her. + +Mrs. Verstage, came out. "Where is Matabel?" she asked, uneasily. + +"Gone!" said Iver. "Mother--gone!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +THOR'S STONE. + + +Mehetabel ran, neither along the way that led in the direction of +Portsmouth, nor along that to Godalming, but to the Moor. + +"The Moor," is the marsh land that lies at the roots of the +sandstone heights that culminate in Hind Head, Leith Hill, and +the Devil's Jumps. As already said, the great mass of Bagshot sand +lies upon a substratum of clay. The sand drinks in every drop of +rain that falls on the surface. This percolates through it till +it reaches the clay, which refuses to absorb it, or let it sink +through to other beds. Thereupon the accumulated water breaks +forth in springs at the base of the hills, and forms a wide tract +of morass, interspersed with lagoons that teem with fish and wild +fowl. This region is locally known as "Moor," in contradistinction +to the commons or downs, which are the dry sandy upland. + +"The Moor" is in many places impassable, but the blown sand has +fallen upon it, and has formed slight elevations, has drifted +into undulations, and these strips of rising ground, kept moist +by the water they absorb, have become covered with vegetation. It +is, moreover, possible by their means to penetrate to the heart +of, and even thread, the intricacies, and traverse the entire +region of the Moor. + +But it is, at best, a wild and lonesome district, to be explored +with caution, a labyrinth, the way through which is known only to +the natives of the sandhills that dominate the marshy plain. + +About thirty years ago a benevolent and beneficent landlord, in a +time of agricultural distress, gave employment to a large number +of men out of work in the construction of a causeway across the +Thursley "Moor." + +But the work was of no real utility, and it is now overgrown with +weeds, and only trodden by the sportsman in pursuit of game and +the naturalist in quest of rare insects and water plants. + +A considerable lake, Pudmere, or Pug--Puckmere, lies in the +Thursley marsh land, surrounded with dwarf willows and scattered +pines. These latter have sprung from the wind-blown seeds of the +plantations on higher ground. Throughout this part of the country +an autumn gale always results in the upspringing of a forest of +young pines, next year, to leeward of a clump of cone-bearing +trees. In the Moor such self-sown woods come to no ripeness. The +pines are unhealthy and stunted, hung with gray moss, and eaten +out with canker. The excessive moisture and the impenetrable +subsoil, and the shallowness of the congenial sand that encouraged +them to root make the young trees decay in adolescence. + +An abundant and varied insect world has its home in the Moor. The +large brown hawkmoth darts about like an arrow. Dragon flies of +metallic blue, or striped yellow and brown, hover above the lanes +of water, lost in admiration of their own gorgeous selves reflected +in the still surface. The great water-beetle booms against the head +of the intruder, and then drops as a stone into the pool at his +feet. Effets, saffron yellow bellied, with striped backs, swim in +the ponds or crawl at their bottom. The natterjack, so rare +elsewhere, differing from a toad in that it has a yellow band down +its back, has here a paradise. It may be seen at eve perched on +a stock of willow herb, or running--it does not hop--round the +sundew, clearing the glutinous stamens of the flies that have been +caught by them, and calling in a tone like the warning note of +the nightingale. Sleeping on the surface the carp lies, and will +not be scared save by a stone thrown into the still water in which +it dreams away its life. + +The sandy elevations are golden with tormintilla; a richer gold is +that which lies below, where the marsh glows with bog asphodel. +The flowering rush spreads its pale pink blossoms; a deeper crimson +is the marsh orchis showing its spires among the drooping clusters +of the waxy-pink, cross-leaved heath, and the green or pale and +rosy-tinted bog-mosses. + +Near Pudmoor Pool stands a gray block of ironstone, a solitary +portion of the superincumbent bed that has been washed away. It +resembles a gigantic anvil, and it goes by the name of Thor's +Stone. The slopes that dip towards it are the Thor's-lea, and give +their name to the parish that includes it and them. + +At one time there was a similar mass of iron at the summit of +Borough Hill, that looks down upon the morasses. + +To this many went who were in trouble or necessity, and knocking +on the stone made known their requirements to the Pucksies, and +it was asserted, and generally believed, that such applicants had +not gone away unanswered, nor unrelieved. + +It was told of a certain woman who one evening sought to be freed +by this means from the husband who had made her life unendurable, +that that same night--so ran the tale--he was returning from the +tavern, drunk, and stumbling over the edge of a quarry fell and +broke his neck. Thereupon certain high moralists and busybodies +had the mass of stone broken up and carted away to mend the roads, +with the expectation thereby of putting an end to what they were +pleased to term "a degrading superstition." + +To some extent the destruction of the Wishing Block did check the +practice. But there continued to be persons in distress, and women +plagued with drunken husbands, and men afflicted with scolding +wives. And when the pilgrimage of such to Borough Hill ceased, +because of the destruction of the stone on it, then was it diverted, +and the current flowed instead to Thor's Stone--a stone that had +long been regarded with awe, and which now became an object of +resort, as it was held to have acquired the merits of the block +so wantonly demolished on Borough Hill. + +Nevertheless, the object of the high moralists and busybodies was +partially attained, inasmuch as the difficulties and dangers +attending a visit to Thor's Stone reduced the number of those +seeking superhuman assistance in their difficulties. Courage was +requisite in one who ventured to the Moor at night, and made a +way to the iron-stone block, over tracts of spongy morass, among +lines of stagnant ooze, through coppices of water-loving willows +and straggling brier. This, which was difficult by day, was +dangerous in a threefold degree at night. Moreover, the Moor was +reputed to be haunted by spirits, shadows that ran and leaped, +and peered and jabbered; and Puck wi' the lantern flickered over +the surface of the festering bog. + +If, then, the visits to Thor's Stone were not so many as to +the stone on Borough Hill, this was due less to the waning of +superstition than to the difficulties attending an expedition +to the former. Without considering what she was doing, moved by +a blind impulse, Mehetabel ran in the direction of Puck's Moor. + +And yet the impulse was explicable. She had often thought over +the tales told of visits to the habitation of the "Good Folk" +on Borough Hill, and the transfer of the pilgrimage to Thor's +Stone. She had, of late, repeatedly asked herself whether, by a +visit thither, she might not gain what lay at her heart--an +innocent desire--none other than that Iver should depart. + +Now that he had made open show of his passion, that all concealment +was over between them, every veil and disguise plucked away--now +she felt that her strength was failing her, and it would fail +completely if subjected to further trial. + +One idea, like a spark of fire shooting through her brain, alone +possessed her at this moment. Her safety depended on one thing--the +removal of Iver. Let him go! Let him go! then she could bear her +lot. Let her see him no more! then she would be able to bring +her truant heart under discipline. Otherwise her life would be +unendurable, her tortured brain would give way, her overtaxed +heart would break. + +She found no stay for her soul in the knowledge where was situated +the country of the Gergesenes, no succor in being well drilled +in the number of chapters in Genesis. She turned desperately, in +her necessity, to Thor's Stone, to the spirits--what they were +she knew not--who aided those in need, and answered petitions +addressed to them. + +The night had already set in, but a full golden moon hung in the +sky, and the night was in no way dark and dreadful. + +When she reached the Moor, Mehetabel ran among sheets of gold, +leaped ribbons of shining metal, danced among golden filagree--the +reflection of the orb in the patches, channels, frets of water. +She sprang from one dark tuft of rushes to another; she ran +along the ridges of the sand. She skipped where the surface +was treacherous. What mattered it to her if she missed her footing, +sank, and the ooze closed over her? As well end so a life that +could never be other than long drawn agony. + +Before leaving the heath, she had stooped and picked up a stone. +It was a piece of hematite iron, such as frequently occurs in the +sand, liver-shaped, and of the color of liver. + +She required a hammer, wherewith to knock on Thor's anvil, and +make her necessities known, and this piece of iron would serve +her purpose. + +Frogs were croaking, a thousand natterjacks were whirring like +the nightjar. Strange birds screamed and rushed out of the trees +as she sped along. White moths, ghostlike, wavered about her, +mosquitoes piped. Water-rats plunged into the pools. + +As a child she had been familiar with Pudmoor, and instinctively +she walked, ran, only where her foot could rest securely. + +A special Providence, it is thought, watches over children and +drunkards. It watches also over such as are drunk with trouble, +it holds them up when unable to think for themselves, it holds +them back when they court destruction. + +To this morass, Mehetabel had come frequently with Iver, in days +long gone by, to hunt the natterjack and the dragon-fly, to look +for the eggs of water fowl, and to pick marsh flowers. + +As she pushed on, a thin mist spread over portions of the "Moor." +It did not lie everywhere, it spared the sand, it lay above the +water, but in so delicate a film as to be all but imperceptible. +It served to diffuse the moonlight, to make a halo of silver +about the face of the orb, when looked up to by one within the +haze, otherwise it was scarcely noticeable. + +Mehetabel ran with heart bounding and with fevered brain, and yet +with her mind holding tenaciously to one idea. + +After a while, and after deviations from the direct course, rendered +necessary by the nature of the country she traversed, Mehetabel +reached Thor's Stone, that gleamed white in the moonbeam beside a +sheet of water, the Mere of the Pucksies. This mere had the mist +lying on it more dense than elsewhere. The vapor rested on the +surface as a fine gossamer veil, not raised above a couple of feet, +hardly ruffled by a passing sigh of air. A large bird floated over +it on expanded wings, it looked white as a swan in the moonlight, +but cast a shadow black as pitch on the vaporous sheet that covered +the face of the pool. + +It was as though, like Dinorah, this bird were dancing to its own +shadow. But unlike Dinorah, it was silent. It uttered no song, +there was even no sound of the rush of air from its broad wings. +When Mehetabel reached the stone she stood for a moment palpitating, +gasping for breath, and her breath passing from her lips in white +puffs of steam. + +The haze from the mere seemed to rise and fling its long streamers +about her head and blindfold her eyes, so that she could see neither +the lake nor the trees, not even the anvil-stone. Only was there +about her a general silvery glitter, and a sense of oppression lay +upon her. + +Mehetabel had escaped from the inn, as she was, with bare arms, her +skirt looped up. + +She stood thus, with the lump of ironstone resting on the block, +the full flood of moonlight upon her, blinding her eyes, but +revealing her against a background of foliage, like a statue of +alabaster. Startled by a rustle in the bulrushes and willow growth +behind her, Mehetabel turned and looked, but her eyes were not +clear enough for her to discern anything, and as the sound ceased, +she recovered from her momentary alarm. + +She had heard that a deer was in Pudmoor that was supposed to have +escaped from the park at Peperharow. Possibly the creature was +there. It was harmless. There were no noxious beasts there. It was +too damp for vipers, nothing in Pudmoor was hurtful save the gnats +that there abounded. Then, with her face turned to the north, away +from the dazzling glory of the moon, Mehetabel swung the lump of +kidney iron she had taken as hammer, once from east to west, and +once from west to east. With a third sweep she brought it down upon +Thor's Stone and cried: + +"Take him away! Take him away!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +IVER! COME. + + +She paused, drew a long breath. + +Again she swung the hammer-stone. And now she turned round, and +passed the piece of iron into her left hand. She raised it and +struck on the anvil, and cried: "Save me from him. Take him away." +A rush, all the leaves of the trees behind seemed to be stirring, +and all the foliage falling about her. + +A hand was laid on her shoulder roughly, and the stone dropped +from her fingers on the anvil. Mehetabel shrank, froze, as struck +with a sudden icy blast, and cried out with fear. + +Then said a voice: "So! you seek the Devil's aid to rid you of me." + +At once she knew that she was in the presence of her husband, but +so dazzled was she that she could not discern him. + +His fingers closed on her arm, as though each were an iron screw. + +"So!" said he, in a low tone, his voice quivering with rage, "like +Karon Wyeth, you ask the Devil to break my neck." + +"No," gasped Mehetabel. + +"Yes, Matabel. I heard you. 'Save me from him. Take him away.'" + +"No--no--Jonas." + +She could not speak more in her alarm and confusion. + +"Take him away. Snap his spine--send a bullet through his skull; +cast him into Pug's mere and drown him; do what you will, only +rid me of Bideabout Kink, whom I swore to love, honor, and to obey." + +He spoke with bitterness and wrath, sprinkled over, nay, permeated, +with fear; for, with all his professed rationalism, Jonas +entertained some ancestral superstitions--and belief in the +efficacy of the spirits that haunted Thor's Stone was one. + +"No, Jonas, no. I did not ask it." + +"I heard you." + +"Not you." + +"What," sneered he; "are not these ears mine?" + +"I mean--I did not ask to have you taken away." + +"Then whom?" + +She was silent. She trembled. She could not answer his question. + +If her husband had been at all other than he was, Mehetabel would +have taken him into her confidence. But there are certain persons +to whom to commit a confidence is to expose yourself to insult and +outrage. Mehetabel knew this. Such a confidence as she would have +given would be turned by him into a means of torture and humiliation. + +"Now listen to me," said Jonas, in quivering tones of a voice that +was suppressed. "I know all now. I did not. I trusted you. I was +perhaps a fool. I believed in you. But Sarah has told me all--how +he--that painting ape--has been at my house, meeting you, befooling +you, pouring his love-tales into your ears, and watching till my +back was turned to kiss you." + +She was unable to speak. Her knees smote together. + +"You cannot answer," he continued. "You are unable to deny that it +was so. Sarah has kept an eye on you both. She should have spoken +before. I am sorry she did not. But better late than never. You +encouraged him to come to you. You drew him to the house." + +"No, Jonas, no. It was you who invited him." + +"Ah! for me he would not come. Little he cared for my society. The +picture-making was but an excuse, and you all have been in a league +against me." + +"Who--Jonas?" + +"Who? Why, Sanna Verstage and all. Did not she ask to have you at +the Ship, and say that the painting fellow was going or gone? And +is he not there still? She said it to get you and him together +there, away from me, out of the reach of Sarah's eyes." + +"It is false, Jonas!" exclaimed Mehetabel with indignation, that +for a while overcame her fear. + +"False!" cried Bideabout. "Who is false but you? What is false but +every word you speak? False in heart, false in word, and false in +act." He had laid hold of the bit of ironstone, and he struck the +anvil with it at every charge of falsehood. + +"Jonas," said Mehetabel, recovering self-control under the +resentment she felt at being misunderstood, and her action +misinterpreted. "Jonas, I have done you no injury. I was weak. +God in heaven knows my integrity. I have never wronged you; but +I was weak, and in deadly fear." + +"In fear of whom?" + +"Of myself--my own weakness." + +"You weak!" he sneered. "You--strong as any woman." + +"I do not speak of my arms, Jonas--my heart--my spirit--" + +"Weak!" he scoffed. "A woman with a weak and timorous soul would +not come to Thor's Stone at night. No--strong you are--in evil, in +wickedness, from which no tears will withhold you. And--that +fellow--that daub-paint--" + +Mehetabel did not speak. She was trembling. + +"I ask--what of him? Was not he in your thoughts when you asked +the Devil to rid you of me--your husband?" + +"I did not ask that, Jonas." + +"What of him? He has not gone away. He has been with you. You knew +he was not going. You wanted to be with him. Where is he--this +dauber of canvas--now?" + +Then, through the fine gauze of condensing haze, came a call from +a distance--"Matabel! Where are you?" + +"Oh, ho!" exclaimed the Broom-Squire. "Here he comes. By appointment +you meet him here, where you least expected that I would be." + +"It is false, Jonas. I came here to escape." + +"And pray for my death?" + +"No, Jonas, to be rid of him." + +Bideabout chuckled, with a sarcastic sneer in the side of his face. + +"Come now," said he; "I should dearly like to witness this meeting. +If true to me, as you pretend, then obey me, summon him here, and +let me be present, unobserved, when you meet. If your wish be, as +you say, to be rid of him, I will help you to its fulfilment." + +"Jonas!" + +"I will it. So alone can you convince me." + +She hesitated. She had not the power to gather her thoughts together, +to judge what she should do, what under the circumstances would be +best to be done. + +"Come now," repeated Jonas. "If you are true and honest, as you +say, call him." + +She put her trembling hand to her head, wiped the drops from her +brow, the tears from her eyes, the dew from her quivering lips. + +Her brain was reeling, her power of will was paralyzed. + +"Come, now," said Jonas once more, "answer him--here am I." + +Then Mehetabel cried, "Iver, here am I!" + +"Where are you, Mehetabel?" came the question through the silvery +haze and the twinkling willow-shoots. + +"Answer him, by Thor's Stone," said Jonas. + +Again she hesitated and passed her hand over her face. + +"Answer him," whispered Jonas. "If you are true, do as I say. If +false, be silent." + +"By Thor's Stone," called Mehetabel. + +Then all the sound heard was that of the young man brushing his +way through the rushes and willow boughs. + +In the terror, the agony overmastering her, she had lost all +independent power of will. She was as a piece of mechanism in the +hands of Jonas. His strong, masterful mind dominated her, beat +down for a time all opposition. She knew that to summon Iver was +to call him to a fearful struggle, perhaps to his death, and yet +the faculty of resistance was momentarily gone from her. She tried +to collect her thoughts. She could not. She strove to think what +she ought to do, she was unable to frame a thought in her mind +that whirled and reeled. + +Bideabout stooped and picked up a gun he had been carrying, and +had dropped on the turf when he laid hold of his wife. + +Now he placed the barrel across the anvil stone, with the muzzle +directed whence came the sound of the advance of Iver. + +Jonas went behind the stone and bent one knee to the ground. + +Mehetabel heard the click as he spanned the trigger. + +"Stand on one side," said Jonas, in a low tone, in which were +mingled rage and exultation. "Call him again." + +She was silent. Lest she should speak she pressed both her hands +to her mouth. + +"Call him again," said Jonas. "I will receive him with a dab of +lead in his heart." + +She would not call. + +"On your obedience and truth, of which you vaunt," persisted Jonas. + +Should she utter a cry of warning? Would he comprehend? Would that +arrest him, make him retrace his steps, escape what menaced? + +Whether she cried or not he would come on. He knew Thor's Stone +as well as she. They had often visited it together as children. + +"If false, keep silence," said Jonas, looking up at her from where +he knelt. "If true, bid him come--to his death, that I may carry +out your wish, and rid you of him. If the spirits won't help you, +I will." + +Then she shrilly cried, "Iver, come!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +A SHOT. + + +After Bideabout had done his business in Godalming he had returned +to the Punch-Bowl. + +The news had reached his ears that a deer had been seen on the +Moor, and he knew that on the following day many guns would be out, +as every man in Thursley was a sportsman. With characteristic +cunning he resolved to forestall his fellows, go forth at night, +which he might well do when the moon was full, and secure the deer +for himself. + +As he left the house, he encountered his sister. + +"Where are you going off to?" she inquired. "And got a gun too." + +He informed her of his intention. + +"Ah! you'll give us some of the venison," said she. + +"I'm not so sure of that," answered the Broom-Squire, churlishly. + +"So you are going stag-hunting? That's purely," laughed she. + +"Why not?" + +"I should have thought you'd best a' gone after your own wife, and +brought her home." + +"She is all right--at the Ship." + +"I know she is at the Ship--just where she ought not to be; just +where you should not let her be." + +"She'll earn a little money." + +"Oh, money!" scoffed Sarah Rocliffe. "What fools men be, and set +themselves up as wiser than all the world of women. You've had +Iver Verstage here; you've invited him over to paint your Matabel; +and here he has been, admiring her, saying soft things to her, and +turnin' her head. Sometimes you've been present. Most times you've +been away. And now you've sent her to the Ship, and you are off +stag huntin'." Then with strident voice, the woman sang, and looked +maliciously at her brother. + + "Oh, it blew a pleasant gale, + As a frite under sail, + Came a-bearing to the south along the strand. + With her swelling canvas spread. + But without an ounce of lead, + And a signalling, alack t she was ill-manned." + +With a laugh, and a snap of her fingers in Bideabout's face, she +repeated tauntingly:-- + + "And a-signalling, alack I she was ill-manned." + +Then she burst forth again:-- + + "She was named the Virgin Dove, + With a lading, all of love. + And she signalled, that for Venus (Venice) she was bound. + But a pilot who could steer. + She required, for sore her fear, + Lest without one she should chance to run aground." + +"Be silent, you croaking raven," shouted the Broom-Squire. "If you +think to mock me, you are wrong. I know well enough what I am about. +As for that painting chap, he is gone--gone to Guildford." + +"How do you know that?" + +"Because the landlady said as much." + +"What--to you?" + +"Yes, to me." + +Mrs. Rocliffe laughed mockingly. + +"Oh, Bideabout," she said, "did not that open your eyes? What did +Sanna Verstage mean when she asked you to allow your wife to go to +the inn! What did she mean but this?" she mimicked the mistress, +"'Please, Master Bideabout, may Matabel come to me for a day or +two--that naughty boy of mine is away now. So don't be frightened. +I know very well that if he were at the Ship you might hesitate to +send Matabel there.'" Then in her own tones Sarah Rocliffe said. +"That is the meaning of it. But I don't believe that he is gone." + +"Sanna Verstage don't tell lies." + +"If he were gone, Matabel would not be so keen to go there." + +"Matabel was not keen. She did not wish to go." + +"She did wish it; but she made a pretence before you that she did +not." + +"Hold your slanderous tongue," shouted Jonas. "I'll not hear another +word." + +"Then you must shut your ears to what all the parish is saying." + +Thereupon she told him what she had seen, with amplifications of +her own. She was glad to have the opportunity of angering or +wounding her brother; of sowing discord between him and his wife. + +When he parted from her, she cast after him the remark--"I believe +he is still at the Ship." + +In a mood the reverse of cheerful, angry with Mehetabel, raging +against Iver, cursing himself, and overflowing with spite against +his sister Jonas went to the Moor in quest of the strayed deer. He +knew very well that his sister bore Mehetabel a grudge; he was +sufficiently acquainted with her rancorous humor and unscrupulous +tongue to know that what she said was not to be relied on, yet +discount as he might what she had told him, he was assured that a +substratum of truth lay at the bottom. + +Before entering the morass Jonas halted, and leaning on his gun, +considered whether he should not go to the tavern, reclaim his +wife and reconduct her home, instead of going after game. But he +thought that such a proceeding might be animadverted upon; he +relied upon Mrs. Verstage's words, that Iver was departing to his +professional work, and he was eager to secure the game for himself. + +Accordingly he directed his course to the Moor, and stole along +softly, listening for the least sound of the deer, and keeping his +eye on the alert to observe her. + +He had been crouching in a bush near the pool when he was startled +by the apparition of Mehetabel. + +At first he had supposed that the sound of steps proceeded from the +advancing deer, for which he was on the watch, and he lay close, +with his barrel loaded, and his finger on the trigger. But in place +of the deer his own wife approached, indistinctly seen in the +moonlight, so that he did not recognize her. And his heart stood +still, numbed by panic, for he thought he saw a spirit. But as the +form drew near he knew Mehetabel. + +Perplexed, he remained still, to observe her further movements. +Then he saw her approach the stone of Thor, strike on it with an +extemporized hammer, and cry, "Save me from him! Take him away!" + +Perhaps it was not unreasonable that he at once concluded that she +referred to himself. + +He knew that she did not love him. Instead of each day of married +life drawing more closely the bonds that bound them together, it +really seemed to relax such as did exist. She became colder, +withdrew more into herself, shrank from his clumsy amiabilities, and +kept the door of her heart resolutely shut against all intrusion. +She went through her household duties perfunctorily, as might a +slave for a hated master. + +If she did not love him, if her married life was becoming +intolerable, then it was obvious that she sought relief from it, +and the only means of relief open to her lay through his death. + +But there was something more that urged her on to desire this. She +not merely disliked him, but loved another, and over his coffin she +would leap into that other man's arms. As Karon Wyeth had aimed at +and secured the death of her husband, so did Mehetabel seek +deliverance from him. + +Bideabout sprang from his lurking-place to check her in the midst +of her invocation, and to avert the danger that menaced himself. +And now he saw the very man draw nigh who had withdrawn the heart +of his wife from him, and had made his home miserable; the man on +behalf of whom Mehetabel had summoned supernatural aid to rid her +of himself. + +Kneeling behind Thor's Stone, with the steel barrel of his gun laid +on the anvil, and pointed in the direction whence came Iver's +voice, he waited till his rival should appear, and draw within +range, that he might shoot him through the heart. + +"Summon him again," he whispered. + +"Iver come!" called Mehetabel. + +Then through the illuminated haze, like an atmosphere of glow-worm's +light, himself black against a background of shining water, appeared +the young man. + +Jonas had his teeth clenched; his breath hissed like the threat of +a serpent, as he drew a long inspiration through them. + +"You are there!" shouted Iver, joyously, and ran forward. + +She felt a thrill run through the barrel, on which she had laid +her hand; she saw a movement of the shoulder of Jonas, and was +aware that he was preparing to fire. + +Instantly she snatched the gun to her, laid the muzzle against her +own side, and said: "Fire!" She spoke again. "So all will be well." + +Then she cried in piercing tones, "Iver! run! run! he is here, and +he seeks to kill you." + +Jonas sprang to his feet with a curse, and endeavored to wrest the +gun from Mehetabel's hand. But she held it fast. She clung to it +with tenacity, with the whole of her strength, so that he was unable +to pluck it away. + +And still she cried, "Run, Iver, run; he will kill you!" + +"Let go!" yelled Bideabout. He set his foot against Thor's Stone; +he twisted the gun about, he turned it this way, that way, to +wrench it out of her hands. + +"I will not!" she gasped. + +"It is loaded! It will go off!" + +"I care not." + +"Oh, no! so long as it shoots me." + +"Send the lead into my heart!" + +"Then let go. But no! the bullet is not for you. Let go, I say, or +I will brain you with the butt end, and then shoot him!" + +"I will not! Kill me if you will!" + +Strong, athletic, lithe in her movements, Mehetabel was a match for +the small muscular Jonas. If he succeeded for a moment in twisting +the gun out of her hands it was but for an instant. She had caught +the barrel again at another point. + +He strove to beat her knuckles against Thor's Stone, but she was +too dexterous for him. By a twist she brought his hand against the +block instead of her own. + +With an oath he cast himself upon her, by the impact, by the weight, +to throw her down. Under the burden she fell on her knees, but did +not relinquish her hold on the gun. On the contrary she obtained +greater power over it, and held the barrel athwart her bosom, and +wove her arms around it. + +Iver was hastening to her assistance. He saw that some contest was +going on, but was not able to discern either with whom Mehetabel +was grappling nor what was the meaning of the struggle. + +In his attempt to approach, Iver was regardless where he trod. He +sank over his knees in the mire, and was obliged to extricate +himself before he could advance. + +With difficulty, by means of oziers, he succeeded in reaching firm +soil, and then, with more circumspection, he sought a way by which +he might come to the help of Mehetabel. + +Meanwhile, regardless of the contest of human passion, raging close +by, the great bird swung like a pendulum above the mere, and its +shadow swayed below it. + +"Let go! I will murder you, if you do not!" hissed Jonas. "You +think I will kill him. So I will, but I will kill you first." + +"Iver! help!" cried Mehetabel; her strength was abandoning her. + +The Broom-Squire dragged his kneeling wife forward, and then thrust +her back. He held the gun by the stock and the end of the barrel. +The rest was grappled by her, close to her bosom. + +He sought to throw her on her face, then on her back. So only could +he wrench the gun away. + +"Ah, ah!" with a shout of triumph. + +He had disengaged the barrel from her arm. He turned it sharply +upward, to twist it out of her hold she had with the other arm. + +Then--suddenly--an explosion, a flash, a report, a cry; and +Bideabout staggered back and fell. + +A rush of wings. + +The large bird that had vibrated above the water had been alarmed, +and now flew away. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE IRON-STONE HAMMER. + + +For a couple of minutes complete, death-like silence ensued. + +Mehetabel, panting, everything swimming, turning before her eyes, +remained motionless on her knees, but rested her hands on Thor's +Stone, to save herself from falling on her face. + +What had happened she hardly knew. The gun had been discharged, and +then had fallen before her knees. Whom had it injured? What was +the injury done? + +She was unable to see, through the veil of tears that covered her +eyes. She had not voice wherewith to speak. + +Iver, moreover, stood motionless, holding to a willow. He also was +ignorant of what had occurred. Was the shot aimed at him, or at +Mehetabel? Who had fired? + +Crouching against a bush, into which he had staggered and then +collapsed, was the Broom-Squire. A sudden spasm of pain had shot +through him at the flash of the gun. That he was struck he knew, +to what extent injured he could not guess. + +As he endeavored to raise one hand, the left, in which was the seat +of pain, he became aware that his arm was stiff and powerless. He +could not move his fingers. + +The blood was coursing over his hand in a warm stream. + +A horrible thought rushed through his brain. He was at the mercy of +that woman who had invoked the Devil against him, and of the lover +on whose account she had desired his death. She had called, and in +part had been answered. He was wounded, and incapable of defending +himself. This guilty pair would complete the work, kill him; blow +out his brains, beat his head with the stock of the gun, and cast +his body into the marsh. + +Who would know how he came by his death? His sister was aware that +he had gone to the moor to stalk deer. What evidence would be +producible against this couple should they complete the work and +dispose of him? + +Strangely unaccountable as it may seem, yet it was so, that at the +moment, rage at the thought that, should they kill him, Mehetabel +and Iver would escape punishment, was the prevailing thought and +predominant passion in Jonas's mind, and not by any means fear for +himself. This made him disregard his pain, indifferent to his fate. + +"I have still my right hand and my teeth," he said. "I will beat +and tear that they may bear marks that shall awake suspicion." + +But his head swam, he turned sick and faint, and became insensible. + +When Jonas recovered consciousness he lay on his back, and saw faces +bowed over him--that of his wife and that of Iver, the two he hated +most cordially in the world, the two at least he hated to see +together. + +He struggled to rise and bite, like a wild beast, but was held down +by Iver. + +"Curse you! will you kill me so?" he yelled, snapping with his +great jaws, trying to reach and rend the hands that restrained him. + +"Lie still, Bideabout," said the young painter, "are you crazed? +We will do you no harm. Mehetabel is binding up your arm. As far +as I can make out the shot has run up it and is lodged in the +shoulder." + +"I care not. Let me go. You will murder me." Mehetabel had torn a +strip from her skirt and was making a bandage of it. + +"Jonas," she said, "pray lie quiet, or sit up and be reasonable. +I must do what I can to stay the blood." + +As he began to realize that he was being attended to, and that +Iver and Mehetabel had no intention to hurt him, the Broom-Squire +became more composed and patient. + +His brows were knit and his teeth set. He avoided looking into the +faces of those who attended to him. + +Presently the young painter helped him to rise, and offered his +arm. This Jonas refused. + +"I can walk by myself," said he, churlishly; then turning to +Mehetabel, he said, with a sneer, "The devil never does aught but +by halves." + +"What do you mean?" + +"The bullet has entered my arm and not my heart, as you desired." + +"Go," she said to the young artist; "I pray you go and leave me +with him. I will take him home." + +Iver demurred. + +"I entreat you to go," she urged. "Go to your mother. Tell her that +my husband has met with an accident, and that I am called away to +attend him. That is to serve as an excuse. I must, I verily must +go with him. Do not say more. Do not say where this happened." + +"Why not?" + +She did not answer. He considered for a moment and then dimly saw +that she was right. + +"Iver," she said in a low tone, so that Jonas might not hear, "you +should not have followed me; then this would never have happened." + +"If I had not followed you he would have been your murderer, +Matabel." + +Then, reluctantly, he went. But ever and anon turned to listen or +to look. + +When he was out of sight, then Mehetabel said to her husband, "Lean +on me, and let me help you along." + +"I can go by myself," he said bitterly. "I would not have his arm. +I will have none of yours. Give me my gun." + +"No, Jonas, I will carry that for you." + +Then he put forth his uninjured right hand, and took the kidney-iron +stone from the anvil block, on which Mehetabel had left it. + +"What do you want with that?" she asked. + +"I may have to knock also," he answered. "Is it you alone who are +allowed to have wishes?" + +She said no more, but stepped along, not swiftly, cautiously, and +turning at every step, to see that he was following, and that he +had put his foot on substance that would support his weight. + +"Why do you look at me?" he asked captiously. + +"Jonas, you are in pain, and giddy with pain. You may lose your +footing, and go into the water." + +"So--that now is your desire?" + +"I pray you," she answered, in distress, "Jonas, do not entertain +such evil thoughts." + +They attained a ridge of sand. She fell back and paced at his side. + +Bideabout observed her out of the corners of his eyes. By the +moonlight he could see how finely, nobly cut was her profile; he +could see the glancing of the moon in the tears that suffused her +cheeks. + +"You know who shot me?" he inquired, in a low tone. + +"I know nothing, Jonas, but that there was a struggle, and that +during this struggle, by accident--" + +"You did it." + +"No, Jonas. I cannot think it." + +"It was so. You touched the trigger. You knew that the piece was +on full cock." + +"It was altogether an accident. I knew nothing. I was conscious of +nothing, save that I was trying to prevent you from committing a +great crime." + +"A great crime!" jeered he. "You thought only how you might save +the life of your love." + +Mehetabel stood still and turned to him. + +"Jonas, do not say that. You cruelly, you wrongfully misjudge me +I will tell you all, if you will I never would have hidden anything +from you if I had not known how you would take and use what I said. +Iver and I were child friends, almost brother and sister. I always +cared for him, and I think he liked me. He went away and I saw +nothing of him. Then, at our wedding, he returned home; and since +then I have seen him a good many times--you, yourself asked him to +the Punch-Bowl, and bade me stand for him to paint. I cannot deny +that I care for him, and that he likes me." + +"As brother and sister?" + +"No--not as brother and sister. We are children no longer. But, +Jonas, I have no wish, no thought other than that he should leave +Thursley, and that I should never, never, never see his face again. +Of thought, of word, of act against my duty to you I am guiltless. +Of thoughts, as far as I have been able to hold my thoughts in +chains, of words, of acts I have nothing to reproach myself with, +there have been none but what might be known to you, in a light +clearer than that poured down by this moon. You will believe me, +Jonas." + +He looked searchingly into her beautiful, pale face--now white as +snow in the moonlight. After a long pause, he answered, "I do not +believe you." + +"I can say no more," she spoke and sighed, and went forward. + +He now lagged behind. + +They stepped off the sand ridge, and were again in treacherous +soil, neither land nor water, but land and water tossed together +in strips and tags and tatters. + +"Go on," he said. "I will step after you." + +Presently she looked behind her, and saw him swinging his right +hand, in which was the lump of ironstone. + +"Why do you turn your head?" he asked. + +"I look for you." + +"Are you afraid of me?" + +"I am sorry for you, Jonas." + +"Sorry--because of my arm?" + +"Because you are unable to believe a true woman's word." + +"I do not understand you." + +"No--I do not suppose you can." + +Then he screamed, "No, I do not believe." He leaped forward, and +struck her on the head with the nodule of iron, and felled her at +his feet. + +"There," said he; "with this stone you sought my death, and with +it I cause yours." + +Then he knelt where she lay motionless, extended, in the marsh, +half out of the water, half submerged. + +He gripped her by the throat, and by sheer force, with his one +available arm, thrust her head under water. + +The moonlight played in the ripples as they closed over her face; +it surely was not water, but liquid silver, fluid diamond. + +He endeavored to hold her head under the surface. She did not +struggle. She did not even move. But suddenly a pang shot through +him, as though he had been pierced by another bullet. The bandage +about his wound gave way, and the hot blood broke forth again. + +Jonas reeled back in terror, lest his consciousness should desert +him, and he sank for an instant insensible, face foremost, into +the water. + +As it was, where he knelt, among the water-plants, they were +yielding under his weight. + +He scrambled away, and clung to a distorted pine on the summit of +a sand-knoll. + +Giddy and faint, he laid his head against the bush, and inhaled +the invigorating odor of the turpentine. Gradually he recovered, +and was able to stand unsupported. + +Then he looked in the direction where Mehetabel lay. She had not +stirred. The bare white arms were exposed and gleaming in the +moonlight. The face he did not see. He shrank from looking towards +it. + +Then he slunk away, homewards. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +AN APPARITION. + + +When Bideabout arrived in the Punch-Bowl, as he passed the house +of the Rocliffes, he saw his sister, with a pail, coming from the +cow-house. One of the cattle was ill, and she had been carrying +it a bran-mash. + +He went to her, and said, "Sally!" + +"Here I be, Jonas, what now?" + +"I want you badly at my place. There's been an accident." + +"What? To whom? Not to old Clutch?" + +"Old Clutch be bothered. It is I be hurted terr'ble bad. In my arm. +If it weren't dark here, under the trees, you'd see the blood." + +"I'll come direct. That's just about it. When she's wanted, your +wife is elsewhere. When she ain't, she's all over the shop. I'll +clap down the pail inside. You go on and I'll follow." + +Jonas unlocked his house, and entered. He groped about for the +tinder-box, but when he had found it was unable to strike a light +with one hand only. He seated himself in the dark, and fell into +a cold sweat. + +Not only was he in great pain, but his mind was ill at ease, full +of vague terrors. There was something in the corner that he could +see, slightly stirring. A little moonlight entered, and a fold +flickered in the ray, then disappeared again. Again something came +within the light. Was it a foot? Was it the bottom of a skirt? He +shrank back against the wall, as far as possible from this +mysterious, restless form. + +He looked round to see that the scullery door was open, through +which to escape, should this thing move towards him. + +The sow was grunting and squealing in her stye, Jonas hailed the +sound; there was nothing alarming in that. Had all been still in +and about the house, there might have come from that undefined +shadow in the comer a voice, a groan, a sigh--he knew not what. +With an exclamation of relief he saw the flash of Sally Rocliffe's +lantern pass the window. + +Next moment she stood in the doorway. + +"Where are you, Jonas?" + +"I am here. Hold up the lantern, Sarah. What's that in the corner +there, movin'?" + +"Where, Jonas?" + +"There--you are almost touchin it. Turn the light." + +"That," said his sister; "why don'ty know your own old oilcloth +overcoat as was father's, don'ty know that when you see it?" + +"I didn't see it, but indistinct like," answered Jonas. + +His courage, his strength, his insolence were gone out of him. + +"Now, what's up?" asked Sarah. "How have you been hurted?" + +Jonas told a rambling story. He had been in the Marsh. He had +seen the deer, but in his haste to get within range he had run, +caught his foot in a bramble, had stumbled, and the gun had been +discharged, and the bullet had entered his arm. + +Mrs. Rocliffe at once came to him to examine the wound. + +"Why, Jonas, you never did this up yourself. There's some one been +at your arm already. Here's this band be off Matabel's petticoat. +How came you by that?" + +He was confounded, and remained silent. + +"And where is the gun, Jonas?" + +"The gun!" + +He had forgotten all about it in his panic. Mehetabel had been +carrying it when he beat her down. He had thought of it no more. +He had thought of nothing after the deed, but how to escape from +the spot as speedily as possible. + +"I suppose I've lost it," he said. "Somewhere in the Moor. You see +when I was wounded, I hadn't the head to think of anything else." + +Mrs. Rocliffe was examining his arm. The sleeve of his coat had +been cut. + +"I don't understand your tale a scrap, Jonas," she said. "Who used +his knife to slit up your sleeve? And how comes your arm to be +bandaged with this bit of Matabel's dress?" + +Bideabout was uneasy. The tale he had told was untenable. There +was a necessity for it to be supplemented. But his condition of +alarm and pain made him unable readily to frame a story that would +account for all, and satisfy his sister. + +"Jonas," said Sarah, "I'm sure you have seen Matabel, and she did +this for you. Where is she?" + +Bideabout trembled. He thrust his sister from him, saying, +irritably, "Why do you worrit me with questions? My arm wants +attendin' to." + +"I can't do much to that," answered the woman. "A doctor should +look to that. I'll go and call Samuel, and bid him ride away after +one." + +"I won't be left alone!" exclaimed the Broom-Squire, in a sudden +access of terror. + +Sarah Rocliffe deliberately took the lantern and held it to his face. + +"Jonas," she said, "I'll do nuthin' more for you till I know the +whole truth. You've seen your wife and there's somethin' passed +between you. I see by your manner that all is not right. Where is +Matabel? You haven't been after the deer on the Moor. You have been +to the Ship." + +"That is a lie," answered Bideabout. "I have been on the Moor. 'Tis +there I got shot, and, if you will have it all out, it was Matabel +who shot me." + +"Matabel shot you?" + +"Yes, it was. She shot me to prevent me from killin' him." + +"Whom?" + +"You know--that painter fellow." + +"So that is the truth? Then where is she?" + +The Broom-Squire hesitated and moved his feet uneasily. + +"Jonas," said his sister, "I will know all." + +"Then know it," he answered angrily. "Somehow, as she was helpin' +me along, her foot slipped and she fell into the water. I had but +one arm, and I were stiff wi' pains. What could I do? I did what +I could, but that weren't much. I couldn't draw her out o' the +mire. That would take a man wi' two good arms, and she was able +to scramble out if she liked. But she's that perverse, there's no +knowing, she might drown herself just to spite me." + +"Why did you not speak of that at once?" + +"Arn't I hurted terr'ble bad? Arn't I got a broken arm or somethin' +like it? When a chap is in racks o' pain he han't got all his wits +about him. I know I wanted help, for myself, first, and next, for +her; and now I've told you that she's in the Moor somewhere. She +may ha' crawled out, or she may be lyin' there. I run on, so fast +as possible, in my condition, to call for help." + +"Where is she? Where did you leave her?" + +"Right along between here and Thor's Stone. There's an old twisted +Scotch pine with magpies' nests in it--I reckon more nests than +there be green stuff on the tree. It's just about there." + +"Jonas," said the sister, who had turned deadly white, and who +lowered the lantern, unable longer to hold it to her brother's face +with steady hand, "Jonas, you never ort to ha' married into a +gallus family; you've ketched the complaint. It's bad enough to +have men hanged on top o' Hind Head. We don't want another gibbet +down at the bottom of the Punch-Bowl, and that for one of ourselves." + +Then voices were audible outside, and a light flickered through +the window. + +In abject terror the Broom-Squire screamed "Sally, save me, hide +me; it's the constables!" + +He cowered into a corner, then darted into the back kitchen, and +groped for some place of concealment. + +He heard thence the voices more distinctly. There was a tramp of +feet in his kitchen; a flare of fuller light than that afforded by +Mrs. Rocliffe's lantern ran in through the door he had left ajar. + +The sweat poured over his face and blinded his eyes. + +Bideabout's anxiety was by no means diminished when he recognized +one of the voices in his front kitchen as that of Iver. + +Had Iver watched him instead of returning to the Ship? Had he +followed in his track, spying what he did? Had he seen what had +taken place by the twisted pine with the magpies' nests in it? +And if so, had he hasted to Thursley to call out the constable, and +to arrest him as the murderer of his wife. + +Trembling, gnawing the nails of his right hand, cowering behind +the copper, he waited, not knowing whither to fly. + +Then the door was thrust open, and Sally Rocliffe came in and called +to him: "Jonas! here is Master Iver Verstage--very good he is to +you--he has brought a doctor to attend to your arm." + +The wretched man grasped his sister by the wrist, drew her to him, +and whispered--"That is not true; it is the constable." + +"No, Jonas. Do not be a fool. Do not make folk suspect evil," she +answered in an undertone. "There is a surgeon staying at the Ship, +and this is the gentleman who has come to assist you." + +Mistrustfully, reluctantly, Jonas crept from his hiding place, and +came behind his sister to the doorway, where he touched his +forelock, looked about him suspiciously, and said--"Your servant, +gentlemen. Sorry to trouble you; but I've met with an accident. The +gun went off and sent a bullet into my arm. Be you a doctor, sir?" +he asked, eyeing a stranger, who accompanied Iver. + +"I am a surgeon; happily, now lodging at the Ship, and Mr. Verstage +informed me of what had occurred, so I have come to offer my +assistance." + +Jonas was somewhat reassured, but his cunning eyes fixed on Iver +observed that the young painter was looking around, in quest, +doubtless, of Mehetabel. + +"I must have hot water. Who will attend to me?" asked the surgeon. + +"I will do what is necessary," said Mrs. Rocliffe. + +"Will you go to bed?" asked the surgeon, "I can best look to you +then." + +Jonas shook his head. He would have the wound examined there, as +he sat in his arm-chair. + +Then came the inquiry from Iver--"Where is your wife, Jonas? I +thought she had returned with you." + +"My wife? She has lagged behind." + +"Not possible. She was to assist you home." + +"I needed no assistance." + +"She ought to be here to receive instructions from the doctor." + +"These can be given to my sister." + +"But, Bideabout, where is she?" + +Jonas was silent, confused, alarmed. + +Iver became uneasy. + +"Bideabout, where is Matabel. She must be summoned." + +"It's nort to you where she be," answered the Broom-Squire savagely. + +Then Mrs. Rocliffe stepped forward. + +"I will tell you," she said. "My brother is that mad wi' pain, he +don't know what to think, and say, and do. As they was coming +along together, loving-like, as man and wife, she chanced to slip +and fall into the water, and Jonas, having his arm bad, couldn't +help her out, as he was a-minded, and he runned accordin' here, to +tell me, and I was just about sendin' my Samuel to find and help +her." + +"Matabel in the water--drowned!" + +"Jonas did not say that. She falled in." + +"Matabel--fell in!" + +Iver looked from Mrs. Rocliffe towards Jonas. There was something +in the Broom-Squire's look that did not satisfy him. It was not +pain alone that so disturbed his face, and gave it such ghastly +whiteness. + +"Bideabout," said he, gravely, "I must and will have a proper +explanation. I cannot take your sister's story. Speak to me +yourself. After what I had seen between you and Matabel, I must +necessarily feel uneasy. I must have a plain explanation from your +own lips." + +Jonas was silent; he looked furtively from side to side. + +"I will be answered," said Iver, with vehemence. + +"Who is to force me to speak?" asked the Broom-Squire, surlily. + +"If I cannot, I shall fetch the constable. I say--where did you +leave Mehetabel?" + +"My sister told you--under the tree." + +"What--not in the water?" + +"She may have fallen in. I had but one arm, and that hurting +terrible." + +"Good heavens!" exclaimed Iver. "You came home whining over your +arm--leaving her in the marsh!" + +"You don't suppose I threw her in?" sneered Jonas. "Me--bad of an +arm." + +"I don't know what to think," retorted Iver. "But I will know where +Mehetabel is." + +In the doorway, with her back to the moonlight, stood a female +figure. + +The first to see it was Jonas, and he uttered a gasp--he thought he +saw a spirit. + +The figure entered, without a word, and all saw that it was +Mehetabel. + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +A SECRET. + + +It was indeed Mehetabel. + +She entered quietly, without a word, carrying Bideabout's gun, which +she placed in the corner, by the fireplace. + +Jonas and his sister looked at her, at first terror-struck, as +though they beheld a ghost, then with unrest, for they knew not +what she would say. + +She said nothing. + +She was deadly pale, and Iver, looking at her, was reminded of the +Mehetabel he had seen in his dream. + +At once she recognized that her husband's arm was being dressed, +and leisurely, composedly, she came forward to hold the basin of +water, and do whatever was required of her by the surgeon. + +The first to speak was Iver, who said, "Matabel! We have just been +told you had fallen into the water." + +"Yes. My dress is soaked." + +"And you managed to get out?" + +"Yes, when I fell I had hold of my husband's gun and that was +caught in a bush; it held me up." + +"But how came you to fall?" + +"I believe I was unconscious perhaps a faint." + +Nothing further could be elicited from her, then or later. Had she +any suspicion that she had been struck down? This was a question +that, later, Jonas asked himself. But he never knew till--, but we +must not anticipate. + +A day or two after that eventful night he made some allusion to a +blow on her head, when she appeared with a bandage round it. + +"Yes," she said: "I fell, and hurt myself." + +For some days Bideabout was in much pain and discomfort. His left +shoulder had been injured by the ball that had lodged in it, and +it was probable that he would always be stiff in that arm, and be +unable to raise it above the breast. He was irritable and morose. + +He watched Mehetabel suspiciously and with mistrust of her +intentions. What did she know? What did she surmise? If she +thought that he had attempted to put an end to her life, would she +retaliate? In his suspicion he preferred to have his sister attend +to him, and Sarah consented to do for him, in his sickness, what +he required, not out of fraternal affection, but as a means of +slighting the young wife, and of observing the relations that +subsisted between her and Jonas. + +Sarah Rocliffe was much puzzled by what had taken place. Her +brother's manner had roused her alarm. She knew that he had gone +forth with his jealousy lashed to fury. She had herself kindled the +fire. Then he had come upon Mehetabel and Iver on the Moor, she +could not doubt. How otherwise explain the knowledge of the +accident which led Iver to bring the surgeon to the assistance of +her brother? + +But the manner in which the accident had occurred and the occasion +of it, all of this was dark to her. Then the arrival of Jonas alone, +and his reticence relative to his wife, till she had asked about +her; also his extraordinary statement, his manifest terror; and the +silence of Mehetabel on her reappearance, all this proved a mystery +involving the events of the night, that Sarah Rocliffe was desirous +to unravel. + +She found that her every effort met with a rebuff from Jonas, +and elicited nothing from Mehetabel, who left her in the same +uncertainty as was Bideabout, whether she knew anything, or +suspected anything beyond the fact that she had fallen insensible +into the water. She had fallen grasping the gun, which had become +entangled in some bushes, and this together with the water weeds +had sustained her. When she recovered consciousness she had drawn +herself out of the marsh by means of the gun, and had seated +herself under an old pine tree, till her senses were sufficiently +clear. Thereupon she had made the best of her way homeward. + +What did she think of Jonas for having left her in the water? asked +Mrs. Rocliffe. + +Mehetabel answered, simply, that she had not thought about it. Wet, +cold, and faint, she had possessed no idea save how to reach home. + +There was much talk in the Punch-Bowl as well as throughout the +neighborhood relative to what had taken place, and many forms were +assumed by the rumor as it circulated. Most men understood well +enough that Jonas had gone after the Peperharow deer, and was +attempting to forestall others--therefore, serve him right, was +their judgment, however he came by his accident. + +Iver left Thursley on the day following and returned to Guildford. +The surgeon staying at the Ship Inn continued his visits to the +Punch-Bowl, as long as he was there, and then handed his patient +over to the local practitioner. + +Mrs. Verstage was little better informed than the rest of the +inhabitants of Thursley, for her son had not told her anything +about the accident to Jonas, more than was absolutely necessary; +and to all her inquiries returned a laughing answer that as he had +not shot the Broom-Squire he could not inform her how the thing +was done. + +She was too much engaged so long as the visitors were in the +house, to be able to leave it; and Mehetabel did not come near her. + +As soon, however, as she was more free, she started in her little +trap for the Punch-Bowl, and arrived at a time when Jonas was not +at home. + +This exactly suited her. She had Mehetabel to herself, and could +ask her any questions she liked without restraint. + +"My dear Matabel," she said, "I've had a trying time of it, with +the house full, and only Polly to look to for everything. Will you +believe me--on Sunday I said I would give the gentlemen a little +plum-pudding. I mixed it myself, and told Polly to boil it, whilst +I went to church. Of course, I supposed she would do it properly, +but with those kind of people one must take nothing for granted." + +"Did she spoil the pudding, mother?" + +"Oh, no--the pudding was all right." + +"Then what harm was done?" + +"She spoiled my best nightcap." + +"How so?" + +"Boiled the puddin' in it, because she couldn't find a bag. I'll +never get it proper white again, nor the frills starched and made +up. And there is the canary bird, too." + +"What of that, mother?" + +"My dear, I told Polly to clean out the cage." + +"And did she not do it?" + +"Oh, yes--only too well. She dipped it in a pan of hot water and +soda--and the bird in it." + +"What--the canary--is it dead?" + +"Of course it is, and bleached white too. That girl makes the water +so thick wi' soda you could stand a spoon up in it. She used five +pounds in two days." + +"Oh, the poor canary!" Mehetabel was greatly troubled for her pet. + +"I don't quite understand the ways o' Providence," said Mrs. +Verstage. "I don't suppose I shall till the veil be lifted. I +understand right enough why oysters ain't given eyes--lest they +should see those who are opening their mouths to eat 'em. And if +geese were given wings like swallows, they wouldn't bide with us +over Michaelmas. But why Providence should ha' denied domestic +servants the gift of intelligence wherewith we, their masters and +mistresses, be so largely endowed--that beats me. Well," in a tone +of resignation, "one will know that some day, doubtless." + +After a bit of conversation about the progress of Jonas to +convalescence, and the chance of his being able to use his arm, +Mrs. Verstage approached the topic uppermost in her mind. + +"I should like to hear all about it, from your own mouth, Matabel. +There is such a number of wonderful tales going round, all +contradictory, and so, of course, all can't be true. Some even +tell that you fired the gun and wounded Jonas. But that is +ridiculous, as I said to Maria Entiknap. And actually one story +is that my Iver was in it somehow. Of course, I knew he heard +there was an accident. You told him when you was fetched away. +Who fetched you from the Ship? I left you in the kitchen." + +"Oh, mother," said Mehetabel, "all the events of that terrible +night are confused in my head, and I don't know where to begin--nor +what is true and what fancy, so I'd as lief say nothing about it." + +"If you can't trust me--" said Mrs. Verstage, somewhat offended. + +"I could trust you with anything," answered Mehetabel hastily. +"Indeed, it is not that, but somehow I fell, and I suppose with +fright, and a blow I got in falling, every event got so mixed with +fancies and follies that I don't know where truth begins and fancy +ends. For that reason I do not wish to speak." + +"Now look here," said Mrs. Verstage, "I've brought you a present +such as I wouldn't give to any one. It's a cookery book, as was +given me. See what I have wrote, or got Simon to write for me, +on the fly-leaf. + + "'Susanna Verstage, her book, + Give me grace therein to look. + Not only to look, but to understand, + For learning is better than houses and land. + When land is gone, and money is spent, + Then learning is most excellent.' + +"And the reason why I part with this Matabel, is because of that +little conversation we had together the other day at the Ship. +I don't believe as how you and Bideabout get along together first +rate. Now I know men, their ins and outs, pretty completely, and +I know that the royal road to their affections is through their +stomachs. You use this book of receipts, they're not extravagant +ones, but they are all good, and in six months Jonas will just +about worship you." + +"Mother," said Mehetabel, after thanking her, "you are very kind." + +"Not at all. I've had experience in husbands, and you're, so to +speak, raw to it. They are humorous persons, are men, you have to +give in a little here and take a good slice there. If you give up +to them there's an end to all peace and quietness. If you don't +give in enough the result is the same. What all men want is to make +their wives their slaves. You know, I suppose, how Gilly Cheel, +the younger, got his name of Jamaica?" + +"I do not think I do." + +"Why he and his Bessy are always quarrelling! Neither will yield +to the other. At last, by some means, Gilly got wind that in West +Indies, there are slaves, and he thought, if he could only get +out there with Bess that he'd be able to enslave her and make her +do what he wished. So he pretended that he'd got a little money +left him in Jamaica, and must needs go out there and settle. She +said she wouldn't go, and he had no call to go there, except just +for the sake of getting her under control. Then he talked big of +the beautiful climate, and all the cooking done by the sun, and no +washing needed, because clothing are unnecessary, and not only +no washing, but no mending neither, no stockings to knit, no buttons +to put on--a Paradise for wimen, said Gilly--but still he couldn't +get Bessy to hear of going out to the West Indies. At last, how it +was, I can't say, but she got wind of the institootion of slavery +there, and then she guessed at once what was working in Gilly's +mind. Since that day he's always gone by the name of Jamaica, and +fellows that want to tease him shout, 'Taken your passage yet for +you and Bessy to Jamaica?'" + +"My dear mother," said Mehetabel, "I should not mind being a slave +in my husband's house, and to him, if there were love to beautify +and sanctify it. But it would not be slavery then, and now I am +afraid that you, mother, have perhaps took it unkind that I did not +tell you more about that shot. If so, let me make all good again +between us by telling you a real secret. There's no one else knows +it." + +"What is that?" asked the hostess eagerly. + +Mehetabel was nervous and colored. + +"May I tell you in your ear?" + +Mrs. Verstage extended an ear to her, she would have applied both +to Mehetabel's mouth had that been feasible. + +The young wife, with diffidence, whispered something. + +A beam of satisfaction lit up the old woman's face. + +"That's famous. That's just as it ort. With that and with the +cookery book, Jonas'll just adore you. There's nuthin' like that +for makin' a home homely." + +"And you'll come to me?" + +"My dear, if alive and well, without fail." + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +POISON. + + +The Broom-Squire did not recover from his wound with the rapidity +that might have been expected. His blood was fevered, his head in +a whirl. He could not forget what his sister had said to him +relative to Mehetabel and Iver. Jealousy gnawed in his heart like +a worm. That the painter should admire her for her beauty--that +was nothing--who did not admire her? Had she not been an object +of wonder and praise ever since she had bloomed into womanhood at +the Ship? That he was envied his beautiful wife did not surprise +him. He valued her because begrudged him by others. + +He looked at himself in a broken glass he had, and sneered and +laughed when he saw his own haggard face, and contrasted it with +that of the artist. It was true that he had seen nothing to render +him suspicious, when Iver came to his house, but he had not always +been present. He had actually forced his wife against her wishes +to go to the tavern where Iver was, had thrust her, so to speak, +into his arms. + +He remembered her call in the Marsh to the spirits to rid her of +some one, and he could not believe her explanation. He remembered +how that to save Iver, she had thrust the muzzle of the gun against +her own side, and had done battle with him for mastery over the +weapon. Incapable of conceiving of honor, right feeling, in any +breast, he attributed the worst motives to Mehetabel--he held her +to be sly, treacherous, and false. + +Jonas had never suffered from any illness, and he made a bad +patient now. He was irritable, and he spared neither his wife, +who attended to him with self-denying patience, nor his sister, +who came in occasionally. Mehetabel hoped that his pain and +dependence on her might soften his rancorous spirit, and break +down his antagonism towards her and every one. The longer his +recovery was delayed, the more unrestrained became his temper. +He spared no one. It seemed as though his wife's patience and +attention provoked into virulent activity all that was most venomous +and vicious in his nature. Possibly he was aware that he was +unworthy of her, but could not or would not admit this to himself. +His hatred of Iver grew to frenzy. He felt that he was morally the +inferior of both the artist and of his own wife. When he was at +their mercy they had spared his life, and that life of his lay +between them and happiness. Had he not sought both theirs? Would +he have scrupled to kill either had one of them been in the same +helpless position at his feet? + +He had come forth in sorry plight from that struggle, and now he +was weakened by his accident, and unable to watch Mehetabel as +fully as he would have wished. + +The caution spoken by the surgeon that he should not retard his +recovery by impatience and restlessness was unheeded. + +He was wakeful at night, tossing on his bed from side to side. He +complained of this to the surgeon, who, on his next visit, brought +him a bottle of laudanum. + +"Now look here," said he; "I will not put this in your hands. You +are too hasty and unreliable to be entrusted with it. Your wife +shall have it. It is useful, if taken in small quantities, just a +drop or two, but if too much be taken by accident, then you will +fall into a sleep from which there is no awaking. I can quite +fancy that you in your irritable mood, because you could not sleep, +would give yourself an overdose, and then--there would be the +deuce to pay." + +"And suppose that my wife were to overdose me?" asked the sick man +suspiciously. + +"That is not a suspicion I can entertain," said the surgeon, with +a bow of his head in the direction of Mehetabel, "I have found her +thoughtful, exact, and trustworthy. And so you have found her, I +will swear, Mr. Kink, in all your domestic life?" + +The Broom-Squire muttered something unintelligible, and turned a +way. + +When the laudanum arrived, he took the bottle and examined it. A +death's head and crossbones were on the label. He took out the +cork, and smelt the contents of the phial. + +Though worn out with want of sleep he refused to touch any of the +sedative. He was afraid to trust Mehetabel with the bottle, and +afraid to mix his own portion lest in his nervous excitement he +might overdo the dose. + +Neither would he suffer the laudanum to be administered to him by +his sister. As he said to her with a sneer, "A drop too much would +give you a chance of my farm, which you won't have so long as I +live." + +"How can you talk like that?" said Sally. "Haven't you got a wife? +Wouldn't the land go to her?" + +The land, the house--to Mehetabel, and with his removal, then the +way would be opened for Iver as well. + +The thought was too much for Jonas. He left his bed, and carried +the phial of opium to a little cupboard he had in the wall, that +he kept constantly locked. This he now opened, and within it he +placed the bottle. "Better endure my sleepless nights than be +rocked to sleep by those who have no wish to bid me a good morrow." + +Seeing that Mehetabel observed him he said, "The key I never let +from my hands." + +He would not empty the phial out of the window, because--he thought +on the next visit of the surgeon he might get him to administer +the dose himself, and he would have to pay for the laudanum, +consequently to waste it would be to throw away two shillings. + +It chanced one day, when the Broom-Squire was somewhat better, and +had begun to go about, that old Clutch was taken ill. The venerable +horse was off his feed, and breathed heavily. He stood with head +down, looking sulky. + +Bideabout was uneasy. He was attached to the horse, even though +he beat it without mercy. Perhaps this attachment was mainly +selfish. He knew that if old Clutch died he would have to replace +him, and the purchase of a horse would be a serious expense. +Accordingly he did all in his power to recover his steed, short +of sending for a veterinary surgeon. He hastened to his cupboard +in the upper chamber, and unlocked it, to find a draught that he +might administer. When he had got the bottle, in his haste, being +one-handed, he forgot to re-lock and remove the key. Possibly he +did not observe that his wife was seated in the window, engaged in +needlework. Indeed, for some time she had been very busily engaged +in the making of certain garments, not intended for herself nor +for her husband. She worked at these in the upper chamber, where +there was more light than below in the kitchen, where, owing to +the shade of the trees, the room was somewhat dark, and where, +moreover, she was open to interruption. + +When Bideabout left the room, Mehetabel looked up, and saw that he +had not fastened the cupboard. The door swung open, and exposed +the contents. She rose, laid the linen she was hemming on the +chair, and went to the open press, not out of inquisitiveness, +but in order to fasten the door. + +She stood before the place where he kept his articles of value, +and mustered them, without much interest. There were bottles of +drenches for cattle, and pots of ointment for rubbing on sprains, +and some account books. That was all. + +But among the bottles was one that was small, of dark color, with +an orange label on it marked with a boldly drawn skull and +crossbones, and the letters printed on it, "Poison." + +This was the phial containing the medicine, the name of which she +could not recall, that the doctor had given to her husband to take +in the event of his sleeplessness continuing to trouble him. The +word "poison" was frightening, and the death's head still more so. +But she recalled what the surgeon had said, that the result of +taking a small dose would be to encourage sleep, and of an overdose +to send into a sleep from which there would be no awaking. + +Mehetabel could hardly repress a smile, though it was a sad one, +as she thought of her husband's suspicions lest she should misuse +the draught on him. But her bosom heaved, and her heart beat as +she continued to look at it. + +She needed but to extend her hand and she had the means whereby +all her sorrows and aches of heart would be brought to an end. +It was not as if there were any prospect before her of better +times. If sickness had failed to soften and sweeten the temper of +the Broom-Squire, then nothing would do it. Before her lay a hideous +future of self-abnegation, or daily, hourly misery, under his +ill-nature; of continuous torture caused by his cruel tongue. And +her heart was not whole. She still thought of Iver, recalled his +words, his look, the clasp of his arm, his kiss on her lips. + +Would the time ever arrive when she could think of him without her +pulse bounding, and a film forming over her eyes? + +Would it not be well to end this now? She had but to sip a few +drops from this bottle and then lay her weary head, and still more +weary heart, on the bed, and sleep away into the vast oblivion! + +She uncorked the bottle and smelt the laudanum. The odor was +peculiar, it was unlike any other with which she was acquainted. +She even touched the cork with her tongue. The taste was not +unpleasant. + +Not a single drop had been taken from the phial. It was precisely +in the condition in which it had arrived. + +If she did not yield to the temptation, what was it that stayed +her? Not the knowledge that the country of the Gergesenes lay +southeast of the Lake of Tiberias, otherwise called the Sea of +Galilee; nor that the "lily of the field" was the Scarlet Martagon; +nor that the latitude and longitude of Jerusalem were 31 deg. 47 +min. by 53 deg. 15 min., all which facts had been acquired by her +in the Sunday-school; but that which arrested her hand and made +her replace the cork and bottle was the sight of a little white +garment lying on the chair from which she had risen. + +Just then she heard her husband's voice, and startled and confused +by what had passed through her mind, she locked the cupboard, and +without consideration slipped the key into her pocket. Then +gathering up the little garment she went into another room. + +Bideabout did not miss the key, or remember that he had not locked +up the cupboard, for three days. The bottle with drench he had +retained in the stable. + +When the old horse recovered, or showed signs of convalescence, +then Bideabout took the bottle, went to his room, and thrust his +hand into his pocket for the key that he might open the closet and +replace the drench. + +Then, for the first time, did he discover his loss. He made no +great disturbance about it when he found out that the key was gone, +as he took for granted that it had slipped from his pocket in the +stable, or on his way through the yard to it. In fact, he discovered +that there was a hole in his pocket, through which it might easily +have worked its way. + +As he was unable to find any other key that would fit the lock, he +set to work to file an odd key down and adapt it to his purpose. +Living as did the squatters, away from a town, or even a large +village, they had learned to be independent of tradesmen, and to +do most things for themselves. + +Nor did Mehetabel discover that she was in possession of the key +till after her husband had made another that would fit. She had +entirely forgotten having pocketed the original key. Indeed she +never was conscious that she had done it. It was only when she +saw him unlock the closet to put away the bottle of horse medicine +that she asked herself what had been done with the key. Then she +hastily put her hand into her pocket and found it. + +As Jonas had another, she did not think it necessary for her to +produce the original and call down thereby on herself a torrent +of abuse. + +She retained it, and thus access to the poison was possible to +those two individuals under one roof. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +A THREAT. + + +One Sunday, the first snow had fallen in large flakes, and as +there had been no wind it had covered all things pretty evenly--it +had laden the trees, many of which had not as yet shed their leaves. +Mehetabel had not gone to church because of this snow; and Jonas +had been detained at home for the same reason, though not from +church. If he had gone anywhere it would have been to look for +holly trees full of berries which he might cut for the Christmas +sale of evergreens. + +Towards noon the sun suddenly broke out and revealed a world of +marvellous beauty. Every bush and tree twinkled, and as the rays +melted the snow the boughs stooped and shed their burdens in shining +avalanches. + +Blackbirds were hopping in the snow, and the track of hares was +distinguishable everywhere. + +As the sun burst in at the little window it illumined the beautiful +face of Mehetabel and showed the delicate rose in her cheeks, and +shone in her rich dark hair, bringing out a chestnut glow not +usually visible in it. + +Jonas, who had been sitting at his table working at his accounts, +looked up and saw his wife at the window contemplating the beauty +of the scene. She had her hands clasped, and her thoughts seemed +to be far away, though her eyes rested on the twinkling white world +before her. + +Jonas, though ill-natured and captious, was fond of his wife, in +his low, animal fashion, and had a coarse appreciation of her +beauty. He was so far recovered from his accident that he could +sleep and eat heartily, and his blood coursed as usual through +his veins. + +The very jealousy that worked in him, and his hatred of Iver, and +envy of his advantages of youth, good looks, and ease of manner, +made him eager to assert his proprietorship over his wife. + +He stepped up to her, without her noticing his approach, put his +right arm round her waist and kissed her. + +She started, and thrust him back. She was far away in thought, +and the action was unintentional. In very truth she had been +dreaming of Iver, and the embrace chimed in with her dream, and +the action of shrinking and repulsion was occasioned by the recoil +of her moral nature from any undue familiarity attempted by Iver. + +But the Broom-Squire entirely misconceived her action. With +quivering voice and flashing eyes, he said-- + +"Oh, if this had been Iver, the daub-paint, you would not have +pushed me away." + +Her eyebrows contracted, and a slight start did not pass unnoticed. + +"I know very well," he said, "of whom you were thinking. Deny it +if you can? Your mind was with Iver Verstage." + +She was silent. The blood rushed foaming through her head; but she +looked Bideabout steadily in the face. + +"It is guilt which keeps you silent," he said, bitterly. + +"If you are so sure that I thought of him, why did you ask?" she +replied, and now the color faded out of her face. + +Jonas laughed mockingly. + +"It serves me right," he said in a tone of resentment against +himself. "I always knew what women were; that they were treacherous +and untrue; and the worst of all are those who think themselves +handsome; and the most false and vicious of all are such as have +been reared in public-houses, the toast of drunken sots." + +"Why, then, did you take me?" + +"Because I was a fool. Every man commits a folly once in his life. +Even Solomon, the wisest of men, committed that folly; aye, and +many a time, too, for of wives he had plenty. But then he was a +king, and folly such as that mattered not to him. He could cut +off the head of, or shoot down any man who even looked at or spoke +a word to any of his wives. And if one of these were untrue to him, +he would put her in a sack and sink her in the Dead Sea, and--served +her right. To think that I--that I--the shrewd Broom-Squire, should +have been so bewitched and bedeviled as to be led into the bog of +marriage! Now I suffer for it." He turned savagely on his wife, and +said: "Have you forgotten that you vowed fidelity to me?" + +"And you did you not swear to show me love?" + +He broke into a harsh laugh. + +"Love! That is purely! And just now, when I attempted to snatch a +kiss, you struck me and thrust me off, because I was Jonas Kink, +and not the lover you looked for?" + +"Jonas!" said Mehetabel, and a flame of indignation started into +her cheek, and burnt there on each cheek-bone. "Jonas, you are +unjust. I swore to love you, and Heaven can answer for me that I +have striven hard to force the love to come where it does not exist +naturally. Can you sink a well in the sand-hill, and compel the +water to bubble up? Can you drain away the moor and bid it blossom +like a garden? I cannot love you--when you do everything to make me +shrink from you. You esteem nothing, no one, that is good. You +sneer at everything that is holy; you disbelieve in everything that +is honest; you value not the true, and you have no respect for +suffering. I do not deny that I have no love for you--that there is +much in you that makes me draw away--as from something hideous. +Why do not you try on your part to seek my love? Instead of that, +you take an ingenious pleasure in stamping out every spark of +affection, in driving away every atom of regard, that I am trying +so hard to acquire for you. Is all the strivin' to be on my +side?--all the thought and care to be with me? A very little pains +on your part, some small self-control, and we should get to find +common ground on which we could meet and be happy. As to Iver +Verstage, both he and I know well enough that we can never belong +to each other." + +"Oh, I stand between you?" + +"Yes you and my duty." + +"Much you value either." + +"I know my duty and will do it. Iver Verstage and I can never +belong to each other. We know it, and we have parted forever. I +have not desired to be untrue to you in heart; but I did not know +what was possible and what impossible in this poor, unhappy heart +of mine when I promised to love you. I did not know what love +meant at the time. Mother told me it grew as a matter of course +in married life, like chickweed in a garden." + +"Am I gone crazed, or have you?" exclaimed Bideabout, snorting +with passion. "You have parted with Iver quite so but only till +after my death, which you will compass between you. I know that +well enough. It was because I knew that, that I would not suffer +you to give me doses of laudanum. A couple of drops, where one +would suffice, and this obstruction to your loves was removed." + +"No, never!" exclaimed Mehetabel, with flashing eye. + +"You women are like the glassy pools in the Moor. There is a smooth +face, and fair flowers floating thereon, and underneath the toad +and the effect, the water-rat and festering poison. I shall know +how to drive out of you the devil that possesses you this spirit +of rebellion and passion for Iver Verstage." + +"You may do that," said Mehetabel, recovering her self-mastery, "if +you will be kind, forbearing, and gentle." + +"It is not with kindness and gentleness that I shall do it," +scoffed the Broom-Squire. "The woman that will not bend must be +broken. It is not I who will have to yield in this house I, who +have been master here these twenty years. I shall know how to bring +you to your senses." + +He was in foaming fury. He shook his fist, and his short hair +bristled. + +Mehetabel shrank from him as from a maniac. + +"You have no need to threaten," she said, with sadness in her tone. +"I am prepared for anything. Life is not so precious to me that I +care for it." + +"Then why did you crawl out of the marsh?" + +She looked at him with wide-open eyes. + +"Make an end of my wretchedness if you will. Take a knife, and +drive it into my heart. Go to your closet, and bring me that poison +you have there, and pour it between my lips. Thrust me, if you +will, into the Marsh. It is all one to me. I cannot love you unless +you change your manners of thought and act and speech altogether." + +"Bah!" sneered he, "I shall not kill you. But I shall make you +understand to fear me, if you cannot love me." He gripped her +wrist. "Whether alive or dead, there will be no escape from me. I +will follow you, track you in all you do, and if I go underground +shall fasten on you, in spirit, and drag you underground as well. +When you married me you became mine forever." + +A little noise made both turn. + +At the door was Sally Rocliffe, her malevolent face on the watch, +observing all that passed. + +"What do you want here?" asked the Broom-Squire. + +"Nuthin', Jonas, but to know what time it is. Our clock is all +wrong when it does go, and now, with the cold and snow, I suppose, +it has stopped altogether." + +Sally looked at the clock that stood in the comer, Jonas turned +sharply on his heel, took his hat, and went forth into the backyard +of his farm. + +"So," said Mrs. Rocliffe, "my brother is in fear of his life of +you. I know very well how he got the shot in his elbow. It was not +your fault that it did not lodge in his head. And now he dare not +take his medicine from your hands lest you should put poison into +it. That comes of marrying into a gallows family." + +Then slowly she walked away. + +Mehetabel sank into the window seat. + +However glorious the snow-clad, sunlit world might be without it +was nothing to her. Within her was darkness and despair. + +She looked at her wrist, marked with the pressure of her husband's +fingers. No tears quenched the fire in her eyes. She sat and gazed +stonily before her, and thought on nothing. It was as though her +heart was frozen and buried under snow; as though her eyes looked +over the moor, also frozen and white, but without the sun flooding +it. Above hung gray and threatening clouds. + +Thus she sat for many minutes, almost without breathing, almost +without pulsation. + +Then she sprang to her feet with a sob in her throat, and hastened +about the house to her work. There was, as it were, a dark sea +tumbling, foaming, clashing within her, and horrible thoughts +rose up out of this sea and looked at her in ghostly fashion and +filled her with terror. Chief among these was the thought that +the death of Jonas could and would free her from this hopeless +wretchedness. Had the bullet indeed entered his head then now she +would have been enduring none of this insult, none of these +indignities, none of this daily torture springing out of his +jealousy, his suspicion, and his resentfulness. + +And at the same time appeared the vision of Iver Verstage. She +could measure Jonas by him. How infinitely inferior in every +particular was Jonas to the young painter, the friend of her +childhood. + +But Mehetabel knew that such thoughts could but breed mischief. +They were poison germs that would infect her own life, and make +her not only infinitely wretched but degrade her in her own eyes. +She fought against them. She beat them down as though she were +battling with serpents that rose up out of the dust to lash +themselves around her and sting her. The look at them had an +almost paralyzing effect. If she did not use great effort they +would fascinate her, and draw her on till they filled her whole +mind and lured her from thought to act. + +She had not been instructed in much that was of spiritual advantage +when a child in the Sunday-school. The Rector, as has already been +intimated, had been an excellent and kindly man, who desired to +stand well with everybody, and who was always taking up one nostrum +after another as a panacea for every spiritual ill. And at the time +when Matabel was under instruction the nostrum was the physical +geography of the Holy Land. The only thing the parson did not teach +was a definite Christian belief, because he had entered into a +compromise with a couple of Dissenting farmers not to do so, and to +confine the instruction to such matters as could not be disputed. +Moreover, he was, himself, mentally averse to everything that +savored of dogma in religion. He would not give his parishioners +the Bread of Life, but would supply them with any amount of stones +geographically tabulated according to their strata. + +However, Matabel had acquired a clear sense of right and wrong, at +a little dame's school she had attended, as also from Mrs. Verstage; +and now this definite knowledge of right and wrong stood her in +good stead. She saw that the harboring of such thoughts was wrong, +and she therefore resolutely resisted them. "He said," she sighed, +when the battle was over, "that he would follow me through life and +death, and finally drag me underground. But, can he be as bad as +his word?" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +A HERALD OF STRIFE. + + +The winter passed without any change in the situation. Iver did not +come home for Christmas, although he heard that his mother was +failing in health and strength. There was much amusement in +Guildford, and he reasoned that it would be advantageous to his +business to take part in all the entertainments, and accept every +invitation made him to the house of a pupil. Thursley was not so +remote but that he could go there at any time. He was establishing +himself in the place, and must strike root on all sides. + +This was a disappointment to Mrs. Verstage. Reluctantly she admitted +that her health was breaking down, and that, moreover, whilst Simon +remained tough and unshaken. The long-expected and hoped for time +when Iver should become a permanent inmate of the house, and she +would spend her declining years in love and admiration, had vanished +to the region of hopes impossible of fulfilment. + +Simon Verstage took the decline of his wife's powers very +philosophically. He had been so accustomed to her prognostications +of evil, and harangues on her difficulties, that he was case-hardened, +and did not realize that there was actual imminence of a separation +by death. + +"It's all her talk," he would say to a confidential friend; "she's +eighteen years younger nor me, and so has eighteen to live after +I'm gone. There ain't been much took out of her: she's not one as +has had a large family. There was Iver, no more; and women are +longer-lived than men. She talks, but it's all along of Polly that +worrits her. Let Polly alone and she'll get into the ways of the +house in time; but Sanna be always at her about this and about that, +and it kinder bewilders the wench, and she don't know whether to +think wi' her toes, and walk wi' her head." + +In the Punch-Bowl the relations that subsisted between the +Broom-Squire and his wife were not more cordial than before. They +lived in separate worlds. He was greatly occupied with his solicitor +in Godalming, to whom he was constantly driving over. He saw little +of Mehetabel, save at his meals, and then conversation was limited +on his part to recrimination and sarcastic remarks that cut as a +razor. She made no reply, and spoke only of matters necessary. To +his abusive remarks she had no answer, a deepening color, a +clouding eye showed that she felt what he said. And it irritated +the man that she bore his insolence meekly. He would have preferred +that she should have retorted. As it was, so quiet was the house +that Sally Rocliffe sneered at her brother for living in it with +Mehetabel, "just like two turtle doves,--never heard in the +Punch-Bowl of such a tender couple. Since that little visit to +the Moor you've been doin' nothin' but billin and cooin'." Then +she burst into a verse of an old folks song, singing in harsh +tones-- + + "A woman that hath a bad husband, I find + By scolding won't make him the better. + So let him be easy, contented in mind, + Nor suffer his foibles to fret her. + Let every good woman her husband adore, + Then happy her lot, though t be humble and poor. + We live like two turtles, no sorrows we know, + And, fair girl! mind this when you marry." + +"What happens, in my house is no concern of yours, Sally," Jonas +would answer sharply. "If some folk would mind their own affairs +they wouldn't be all to sixes and sevens. You look out that you +don't get into trouble yet over that foolish affair of Thomas and +the Countess. I don't fancy you've come to the end of that yet." + +So the winter passed, and spring as well, and then came summer, +and just before the scythe cut the green swath, for the hay harvest, +Mehetabel became a mother. + +The child that was born to her was small and delicate, it lacked the +sturdiness of its father and of the mother. So frail, indeed, did +the little life seem at first, that grave doubts were entertained +whether the babe would live to be taken to church to be baptized. + +Mehetabel did not have the comfort of the presence of Mrs. Verstage. + +During the winter that good woman's malady advanced with rapid +strides, and by summer she was confined to her room, and very +generally to her bed. + +To Mehetabel it was not only a grief that she was deprived of the +assistance of her "mother," but also that, owing to her own +condition, she was unable to attend on the failing woman. Deprived +of the help of Mrs. Verstage, Mehetabel was thrown on that of her +sister-in-law, Sally Rocliffe. Occasions of this sort call forth +all that is good and tender in woman, and Sally was not at bottom +either a bad or heartless woman. She had been embittered by a +struggle with poverty that had been incessant, and had been allowed +free use of her tongue by a husband, all whose self-esteem had been +taken out of him by his adventure with the "Countess Charlotte," +and the derision which had rained on him since. She was an envious +and a spiteful woman, and bore a bitter grudge against Mehetabel +for disappointing her ambition of getting her brother's farm +for her own son Samuel. But on the occasion when called to the +assistance of her sister-in-law, she laid aside her malevolence, +and the true humanity in the depths of her nature woke up. She +showed Mehetabel kindness, though in ungracious manner. + +Jonas exhibited no interest in the accession to his family, he +would hardly look at the babe, and refused to kiss it. + +At Mehetabel's request he came up to see her, in her room; he stood +aloof, and showed no token of kindliness and consideration. Sarah +went downstairs. + +"Jonas," said the young mother, "I have wished to have a word with +you. You have been very much engaged, I suppose, and could not well +spare time to see me before." + +"Well, what have you to say? Come to the point." + +"That is easily done. Let all be well between us. Let the past be +forgotten, with its differences and misunderstandings. And now +that this little baby is given to us, let it be a bond of love +and reconciliation, and a promise of happiness to us both." + +The Broom-Squire looked sideways at his wife, and said, sulkily, +"You remind one of Sanna Verstage's story of Gilly Cheel. He'd +been drinking and making a racket in the house, and was so +troublesome that she had to turn him out into the street by the +shoulders. What did he do, but set his back to the door, and kick +with his heels till he'd stove in some of the panels. Then he went +to the windows, and beat in the panes, and when he'd made a fine +wreck of it all, he stuck in his head, and said, 'This is to tell +you, Sanna Verstage, as how I forgive you in a Christian spirit.'" + +"Bideabout! What has that to do with me?" + +"Everything. Have you not wronged me, sought to compass my death, +given your love away from me to another, crossed me in all my +wishes?" + +"No, Jonas; I have done none of this. I never sought your death, +only the removal of one who made happiness to me in my home +impossible. It was for you, because of you, that I desired his +removal. As for my love, I have tried to give it all to you, but +you must not forget that already from infancy, from the first +moment that I can remember anything, Iver was my companion, that +I was taught to look up to him, and to love him. But, indeed, I +needed no teachin' in that. It came naturally, just as the +buttercups in the meadow in spring, and the blush on the heather +in July. I had not seen him for many years, and I did not forget +him for all that. But I never had a thought of him other than as +an old playmate. He returned home, the very day we were married, +Jonas, as you remember. And since then, he often came to the +Punch-Bowl. You had nothin' against that. I began to feel like the +meadow when the fresh spring sun shines on it, that all the dead +or sleepin' roots woke up, and are strong again, or as the heather, +that seemed dry and lifeless, the buds come once more. But I knew +it must not be, and I fought against it; and I went to Thor's Stone +for that reason, and for none other." + +"A likely tale," sneered Jonas. + +"Yes, Bideabout, it is a likely tale; it is the only tale at all +likely concerning an honest heart such as mine. If there be truth +and uprightness in you, you will believe me. That I have gone +through a great fight I do not deny. That I have been driven almost +to despair, is also true. That I have cried out for help--that you +know, for you heard me, and I was heard." + +"Yes--in that a lump of lead was sent into my shoulder." + +"No, Jonas, in that this little innocent was given to my arms. You +need doubt me no more: you need fear for me and yourself no longer. +I have no mistrust in myself at all now that I have this." Lovingly, +with full eyes, the mother held up the child, then clasped it to +her bosom, and covered the little head and tiny hands with kisses. + +"What has that to do with all that has been between us?" asked +Bideabout, sneeringly. + +"It has everything to do," answered Mehetabel. "It is a little +physician to heal all our wounds with its gentle hand. It is a +tiny sower to strew love and the seeds of happiness in our united +lives. It is a little herald angel that appears to announce to us +peace and goodwill." + +"I dun know," muttered Jonas. "It don't seem like to be any of +that." + +"You have not looked in the little face, felt the little hands, +as I have. Why, if I had any ache and pain, those wee fingers +would with their touch drive all away. But indeed, Jonas, since +it came I have had no ache, no pain at all. All looks to me like +sunshine and sweet summer weather. Do you know what mother said to +me, many months ago, when first I told her what I was expecting?" + +"Dun know that I care to hear." + +"She gave me a cookery book, and she said to me that when the +little golden beam shone into this dark house it would fill it +with light, and that, with the baby and me--cooking you nice +things to eat, as wouldn't cost much, but still nice, then all +would be right and happy, and after all--Paradise, Jonas." + +"It seems to me as Sanna Verstage knows nuthin about it." + +"Jonas," pleaded Mehetabel, "give the little one a kiss. Take it +in your arms." + +He turned away. + +"Jonas," she said, in a tone of discouragement, after a pause, and +after having held out the child to him in vain, and then taken it +back to her bosom, "what are you stampin' for?" + +He was beating his foot on the flooring. + +"I want Sally to come up. I thought you had something to say, and +it seems there is nuthin'." + +"Nothing, Jonas? Do not go. Do not leave me thus. This is the first +time you have been here since this little herald of goodwill +appeared in my sky. Do not go! Come to me. Put your hand in mine, +say that all is love and peace between us, and there will be no +more mistrust and hard words. I will do my duty by you to the very +best of my power, but, oh, Jonas, this will be a light thing to +accomplish if there be love. Without--it will be heavy indeed." + +He continued stamping. "Will Sally never come?" + +"Jonas! there is one thing more I desired to say, What is the name +to be given to the little fellow? It is right you should give him +one." + +"I!" exclaimed the Broom-Squire, making for the stairs. "I! Call +him any name you will, but not mine. Call him," he turned his mean +face round, full of rancor, and with his lip drawn up on one side, +"as you like--call him, if it please you--Iver." + +He went down the stairs muttering. What words more he said were +lost in the noise of his feet. + +"Oh, my babe! my babe!" sobbed Mehetabel; "a herald not of goodwill +but of wicked strife!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +A BEQUEST. + + +As Mehetabel became strong, the better feeling towards her in the +heart of Sally Rocliffe sank out of sight, and the old ill-humor +and jealousy took the upper hand once more. It was but too obvious +to the young mother that the woman would have been well content +had the feeble flame of life in the child been extinguished. This +little life stood between her son Samuel and the inheritance of the +Kink's farm. + +Whatever was necessary for the child was done, but done grudgingly, +and Mehetabel soon learned that the little being that clung to +her, and drew the milk of life from her bosom, was without a +friend except herself, in the Punch-Bowl. Jonas maintained a cold +estrangement from both her and the babe, its aunt would have +welcomed its death. + +The knowledge of this rendered her infant only more dear to +Mehetabel. Hers was a loving nature, one that hungered and panted +for love. She had clung as much as was allowed to the hostess at +the inn. She had been prepared with all her heart to love the man +to whom she had promised love. But this had been rendered difficult, +if not impossible, by his conduct. She would have forgiven whatever +wrong he had done her, had he shown the smallest token of affection +for his child. Now that he refused the poor, helpless creature the +least particle of the love that was its due, her heart that had +expanded towards him, turned away and poured all its warmth on the +child. + +And in love for it she was satisfied. She could dispense with the +love of others. She thought, cared for, lived but for this one +little object which engrossed her entire horizon, filled every +corner of her heart. + +Marvellous is maternal love above every other love on earth, +the most complete reflex of the love of the Creator for His +creatures. In connubial love there is something selfish. It +insists on reciprocity. In filial love there is an admixture +of gratitude for treatment in the past. In maternal love there +is nothing self-seeking, it is pure benevolence, giving, continuous +giving, of time, of thought, of body labor, of sleep, of everything. +It asks for nothing in return, it expects nothing. + +Under the power of this mighty love Mehetabel rapidly became strong, +and bloomed. The color returned to her cheek, the brightness to her +eye, the smile to her lips, and mirth to her heart. + +Whatever seeds of love for Iver had sprung up in her were smothered +under the luxuriance of this new love that left in her soul no +space for any other. She thought no more of Iver, for she had no +thought for any one other than her child. + +She who had never had any one of her own round whom to throw her +arms, and to clasp to her heart, had now this frail infant; and +the love that might have been dispersed among many recipients was +given entire to the child--a love without stint, a love without +bounds, a love infinitely pure and holy as the love that reigns +in Heaven. So completely absorbed was Mehetabel in her love of the +child, that the ill-humors of Sarah Rocliffe affected her not, nor +did the callousness of her husband deeply wound her. So absorbed +was she, that she hardly gave a thought to Simon Verstage and +Susanna, and it was with a pang of self-reproach that she received +an urgent appeal from the latter to visit her, sent through a +messenger, along with a request that she would bring her infant +with her in the conveyance sent from the Ship Inn for the purpose. + +With readiness and at once Mehetabel obeyed the summons. There was +a bright flush of pleasure in her cheek as she mounted to her place +in the little cart, assisted by Joe Filmer, the ostler at the Ship, +and folded her shawl about the living morsel that was all the world +to her. + +"Well, upon my word," said Joe, "I think, Matabel, you've grown +prettier than ever, and if Bideabout bain't a happy man, he's +different constituted from most of us." + +Joe might well express his admiration. The young mother was +singularly lovely now, with sufficient of the delicacy of her +late confinement still on her, and with the glow of love and pride +glorifying her face. + +She was very pleased to go to the Ship, not so much because she +wanted to see the hostess, as because she desired to show her the +babe. + +"How is mother?" she asked of Joe Filmer. + +The ostler shook his head. + +"I should say she hain't long to live. She changed terrible last +week. If it weren't for her stories about Gilly Cheel, and one or +another, one wouldn't believe it was the same woman. And the master, +he is that composed over it all--it is wonderful, wonderful." + +Mehetabel was shocked. She was not prepared for this news, and the +brightness went out of her face. She was even more alarmed and +troubled when she saw Mrs. Verstage, on whose countenance the +shadow of approaching death was plainly lying. + +But the hostess had lost none of the energy and directness of her +character. + +"My dear Matabel," she said, "it's no use you wishin' an' hopin'. +Wishin' an' hopin' never made puff paste without lard. I haven't +got in me the one thing which could raise me up again--the power +to shake off my complaint. That is gone from me. I thought for +long I could fight it, and by not givin' way tire it out. You can +do that with a stubborn horse, but not with a complaint such as +mine. But there--no more about me, show me the young Broom-Squire." + +After the usual scene incident on the exhibition of a babe that is +its mother's pride, a scene that every woman can fill in for +herself, and which every man would ask to be excused to witness, +Mrs. Verstage said: "Matabel, let there be no disguise between us. +How do you and your husband stand to each other now?" + +"I would rather you did not ask me," was the young wife's answer, +after some hesitation. + +"That tells me all," said the hostess. "I did hope that the birth +of a little son or daughter would have made all right, assisted by +the cookery book, but I see plainly that it has not. I have heard +some sort of talks about it. Matabel, now that I stand, not with +one, but with two feet on the brink of my grave, I view matters in +a very different light from what I did before, and I do not mind +tellin' you that I have come to the conclusion that I did a wrong +thing in persuadin' you to take Bideabout. I have had this troublin' +me for a long time, and it has not allowed me rest. I have not had +much sleep of late, because of the pain, and because I always have +been an active woman, and it puts me out to be a prisoner in my own +room, and not able to get about. Well, Matabel, I have fretted a +good deal over this, and have not been able to set my conscience at +ease. When Polly knocked off the spout of my china teapot, I said +to her, 'You must buy me another out of your wages.' She got one, +but 'twasn't the same. It couldn't be the same. The fashion is gone +out, and they don't make 'em as they did. It is the same with your +marriage with Bideabout. The thing is done and can't be undone. So +I need only consider how I can make it up in some other way." + +"Mother, pray say nothing more about this. God has given me my +baby, and I am happy." + +"God has given you that," said Mrs. Verstage, "but I have given you +nothing. I have done nothin' to make amends for the great wrong I +did you, and which was the spoiling of your life. It is not much I +can do, but do somethin' I must, and I will, or I shall not die +happy. Now, my plan is this. I have saved some money. I have for +many years been puttin' away for Iver, but he does not want it +greatly. I intend to leave to you a hundred pounds." + +"Mother, I pray you do nothing of the kind. + +"I must do it, Matabel, to ease my mind." + +"Mother, it will make me miserable." + +"Why so?" + +Mehetabel did not answer. + +"I intend this hundred pounds to be your own, and I shall so leave +it that it shall be yours, and yours only." + +"Mother, it will make matters worse." After some hesitation, and +with a heightened color, she told Mrs. Verstage about the fifteen +pounds given her on the wedding day by Simon. She told it in such +a manner as to screen her husband to the utmost. "You know, mother, +Jonas has high notions about duty, and thinks it not well that we +should have separate purses. Of course he must judge in these +matters, and he is, no doubt, right, whereas I am wrong. But, as he +does hold this opinion, it would anger him were I to have this +money, and I know what the end would be, that I should have to give +it all up to him, so that there might be peace between us. I dare +say he is right." + +"I have heard folks say that man should do the courtin' before +marriage, and the woman after, but I don't hold with it. You may +give way to them too much. There was Betsy Chivers was that mild +and humoring to her husband that at last he made her do everything, +even clean his teeth for him. The hundred pounds is for you, whether +you wish to have it or not. It is of no use your sayin' another +word." + +"Do you mind, if it were given instead to the baby? May it be left +to him instead of me? Then there would not be the same difficulty?" + +"Certainly, if you like it; but you don't want me to leave him the +use of it in his present condition. Why, he'd put it into his mouth +for certain. There must be some one to look after it for him till +he come of age, and take it upon himself, as the baptism service +says." + +"There must, of course," said Mehetabel, meditatively. + +"Money, edged tools, and fire--these are the three things children +mustn't meddle with. But it isn't children only as must be kept +off money. Men are just as bad. They have a way of getting rid of +it is just astonishin' to us females. They be just like jackdaws. +I know them creeturs--I mean jackdaws, not men, come in at the +winder and pull all the pins out of the cushion, and carry 'em off +to line their nest with 'em. And men--they are terrible secretive +with money. They can't leave a lump sum alone, but must be pickin +at it, for all the world like Polly and currant cake, or raisin +puddin'. As for men, they've exactly the same itchin after money. +If I leave the hundred pounds to your little mite, and I'm willin' +to do it, I must make some one trustee, and I don't fancy putting +that upon Bideabout." + +"Of course Jonas would look to his own child's interests, yet--" + +"I know. There's a complaint some folks have, they're always eatin' +and you can never see as their food has profited them. It's so +with Bideabout--he is ever picking up money, but it don't seem to +do him a scrap of good. What has he done with his money that he +has saved?" + +"I do not know." + +"And I don't suppose he does himself. No, if you wish me to leave +the hundred pounds to the child instead of to yourself then I will +do so, heartily, and look about for some one in whom I can place +confidence to undertake to be trustee. Simon is too old and he is +getting foolish. My word, if, after I'm dead and gone, Simon +should take it into his stupid head to marry Polly--I'd rise out +of my grave to forbid the banns." + +"You need have no fear of that, mother." + +"If you had been in the house you could have kept an eye on him. +There, again, my wrong deed finds me out. Matabel, it's my +solemn conviction that there's no foolishness men won't be up +to, especially widowers. They've been kept in order so long +that they break out when their wives are dead. Have you ever seen +a horse as has been clipped and kept all winter on hay in the +stables when he chances to get out into a meadow, up go his heels, +he turns frisky, gallops about, and there's no catching him +again--not even with oats. He prefers the fresh grass and his +freedom. That's just like widowers; or they're ginger beer +bottles, very much up, wi' their corks out. What a pity it is +Providence has given men so little common sense! Well, I'll see +to that matter of the trusteeship, and the little man shall have +a hundred pounds as a stand-by in the chance his father may have +fooled away his own money." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +SURPRISES. + + +Jonas Kink not only raised no objection to having an entertainment +at the baptism of his child, but he expressed his hearty desire +that nothing should be spared to repay the gossips for what they +had done to assist the infant into the Christian Church, by feeding +them well, and giving them what they valued more highly, something +to drink. + +Mehetabel was gratified, and hoped that this was a token that, +rude as his manner was, he would gradually unbend and become +amiable. On the day of the christening, Bideabout was in a bustle, +he passed from one room to another to see that all was in order; +he rubbed his palms and laughed to himself. Occasionally his eyes +rested on Sally Rocliffe, and then there was a malicious twinkle +in them. There was little affection lost between the two. Neither +took pains to conciliate the other. Each commented freely on +those characteristics of the other which were in fact common to +both. + +In his ambition to make a man of comparative substance of his son +Jonas, the father had not dealt liberally by his daughter, and +this had rankled in Sarah's heart. She had irritated her brother +by continually raking up this grievance, and assuring him that a +brother with natural feeling would, out of generosity of his heart, +make amends for the injustice of the father. + +Jonas had not the slightest intention of doing anything of the +sort, and this he conveyed to Sarah in the most bald and offensive +manner possible. For twenty years, ever since the father's death, +these miserable bickerings had gone on. Sally had not the sense to +desist, where the pursuit of the topic could avail nothing, nor +Jonas the kindliness to make her a present which might moderate her +sense of having been unjustly treated. + +He had been obliged to employ his sister, and yet he suspected, not +without cause, that she took away from his house such scraps of +food and pots and pipkins as were not likely to be missed. The +woman justified her conduct to herself by the argument that she was +inadequately paid in coin, and that she was forced to pilfer in +order to recoup herself for the outlay of time and muscle in her +brother's habitation. Thomas Rocliffe was a quiet, harmless old +man, crushed not only by the derision which had clung to him like a +robe of Nessus ever since his escapade with the Countess Charlotte, +but also by the weight of his wife's tongue. He had sought peace +by non-resistance, and this had encouraged her to violence, and had +removed the only possible check to her temper. He was not a clever +man. Most people thought him soft. His son Samuel was stupid and +sullen, rendered both by his mother's treatment from infancy. +Thomas had not sufficient intelligence and spontaneity to make a +struggle to overcome his embarrassments, and force himself a way +out of his difficulties. Instead of the debt that hampered him +being gradually reduced, as it might have been by a man with +energy, it had increased. Nothing had been spent on the house since +the debt had been first contracted, and it was not water-tight. +Nothing had been done to the land to dress it, to increase the +stock, to open up another spring of revenue. When a bad year came +the family fell into actual distress. When a good year ensued no +margin was left to serve as a provision for one less favorable. + +Mehetabel, pleased that her husband had put no hindrance in the +way of a christening feast, had begrudged none of the necessary +expense, was active and skilful in the preparation of cakes and +pies. + +To the church she had to go, so as to be churched immediately +before the baptism, and Jonas remained at home, as he said, to +see that no one broke in and carried off the good things. Never, +within the memory of the oldest inhabitant of the Punch-Bowl; +never, it may safely be asserted, since the Punch-Bowl had been +formed, had there been seen a table so spread as that in the Kink's +farmhouse on the day of the christening, and whilst the party was +at the church. In the first place the table had on it a clean +linen cover, not riddled with holes nor spotted with iron mould. +It was exceptional for any table in the Punch-Bowl to be spread +with linen. There stood on it plated and red earthenware dishes, +and on the latter many good things. At one end was a cold rabbit +pie. Rabbits were, indeed, a glut in Thursley, but such a pie +was a phenomenon. + +Bideabout's mind was exercised over it. He was curious to know +whether the interior corresponded to the promise without. He +inserted a knife and lifted the crust just sufficiently to allow +him to project his nose to the edge of the dish and inhale the +savor of the contents. "My word!" said he, "there's stuffin'. +Rabbit and stuffin'. Wot next--and egg. I can see the glimmer +of the white and yaller." + +He rose from his stooping posture and saw Samuel Rocliffe at the +window. + +He beckoned to him to enter, and then showed him the table. "Did +you ever see the likes?" he asked. "You ain't invited, Sam, but +you can look over it all. There's a posy of flowers in the middle +of the table, genteel like, as if it were a public house dinner +to a club, and look at this pie. Do you see how crinkled it is +all round, like the frill of your mother's nightcap? That was done +with the scissors, and there's a gloss over the top. That were +effected with white o' egg. Just think of that! using white o' egg +when eggs is eighteen a shilling, for making the pie shine like +your face o' Sundays after you've yaller-soaped it. There's stuffin' +inside." + +"I wish there were in my inside," said Samuel, surlily. + +"You ain't invited. Do you see that thing all of a trimble over +there, a sort of pale ornamental cooriosity? That's called a +blue-mange. It's made of isinglass and milk and rice flour. It's +not for ornament, but to be eaten, by such as is invited. There +they come! You cut away. If you was a few years older, we might +have invited you. But there ain't room for boys." + +The unfortunate Samuel sulkily retired, casting envious eyes at +the more favored denizens of the Punch-Bowl who were arriving to +partake of the viands only shown to him. + +The guests streamed in and took their places. They enjoyed the +feast prepared, and passed encomiums on their hostess for her +cookery. All fought shy at first of the blanc-mange. None had seen +such a confection previously, and each desired that his fellow +should taste before committing himself to a helping. + +Mrs. Verstage had sent a present of half-a-dozen bottles of currant +wine, and these were attacked without any hesitation. + +All the males at the table were in their shirt-sleeves. No man +thought of risking his Sunday coat by wearing it, even though the +viands were cold. + +Jonas seemed to thoroughly enjoy himself. He looked about and +laughed, and rubbed his hands together under the table. + +"Beware!" whispered Sally to her husband. "I can't understand +Bideabout. There's some joke as tickles his in'ards tremendous. Wot +it is, I don't see." + +"He'll let it out presently," said Thomas. + +As soon as every appetite was satisfied, and the guests had thrust +their plates from them into the midst of the table, Giles Cheel +stood up, and looking round cleared his throat, and said, "Ladies +and gem'men, neighbors all. I s'pose on such an occasion as this, +and after such a feed, it's the dooty of one of us to make a +speech. And as I'm the oldest and most respected of the Broom-Squires +of the Bowl, I think it proves as I should express the gen'ral +feelin' of satisfaction we all have. That there rabbit pie might +ha' been proud to call itself hare. The currant wine was comfortin', +especially to such as, like myself, has a touch of a chill below +the ribs, and it helps digestion. There be some new-fangled notions +comin' up about taytotallin. I don't hold by 'em. The world was +once drownded with water, and I don't see why we should have Noah's +Floods in our insides. The world had quite enough taytotallin' +then." + +Giles was pulled backwards by the hand of his wife, which grasped +the strap of his waistcoat. + +"Sit down, you're ramblin' from the p'int." + +"Betsy, let go. I be ramblin' up to it." + +"Sit down, they've had enough o' yer." + +"They've hardly had a taste." + +"Everyone be laughin' at yer." + +"I'm just about bringin' tears into their eyes." + +"If you go on, I'll clap my hand over yer mouth." + +"And then I'll punch yer head." + +The daily broil in the Cheel house was about to be produced in +public. It was stopped by Jonas, who rose to his feet, and with a +leer and chuckle round, he said, "Neighbors and friends and all. +Very much obliged for the complerment. But don't think it is all +about a baby. Nothin' of the kind. It is becos I wanted all, +neighbors and friends, to be together whilst I made an announcement +which will be pleasant hearin' to some parties, and astonishin' to +all. I ain't goin' to detain you very long, for what I've got to +say might be packed in a nutshell and carried away in the stomick +of a tomtit. You all of you know, neighbors and friends all, as +how my brother-in-law made a fool of himself, and was made a fool +of through the Countess Charlotte. And how that his farm got +mortgaged; and since then, with lawyers, got more charged; and the +family have led a strugglin' life since to keep their heads above +water. Well, I've got all their mortgage and debts into my hands, +and intend--" + +He looked round with a malicious laugh. He saw a flutter of +expectation in his sister's eyes. + +"No, Sally. I ain't going to give 'em up. I hold em, and ain't +goin' to stand no shilly-shally about payments when due. You may +be sure of that. And wot is more, I won't stand no nonsense from +you or Thomas or Samuel, but I expect you to be my very humble +servants, or I'll sell you up." + +A look of blank consternation fell on the faces of the Rocliffes. +Others looked uneasy. Not the Rocliffes only were partially +submerged. + +"I've somethin' also to say to Gilly Cheel. I ain't goin' to have +the Punch-Bowl made a Devil's cauldron of wi' his quarrels--" + +"Hear, hear," from Betsy Cheel. + +"And unless he lives peaceable, and don't trouble me wi' his noise +and she wi' her cattewawlin'." + +"That's for you," said Jamaica, and nudged his wife. + +"I'll turn 'em both out," proceeded Jonas. "For I've been gettin' +his papers into my hands also. And then, as to the Boxalls--" + +The members of that clan now looked blank. Consternation was +spreading to all at table. + +"As to the Boxalls," continued Jonas, "if their time hasn't come +just yet, it's comin'. I hope, neighbors and friends all, you've +enjyed the dessert." + +A dead silence ensued. Every one felt that it would be better to +be in the power of a lawyer than of Bideabout. + +Tears of mortification and resentment rose in the eyes of Sally +Rocliffe. Mehetabel hung her head in shame. + +Then Thomas, stolid and surly, flung a letter across the table to +the Broom-Squire. "Take that," he said, "I don't wan't to be +burdened with nothin' of your'n. 'Tis a letter been lyin' at the +post for you, and Mistress Chivers gave it me. Wish I wos rid of +everything atwixt us as I be of that there letter now." + +Jonas took the missive, turned it about, then carelessly opened it. + +As he read his color faded, and he had hardly read to the end +before he sank back in his chair with a cry of rage and despair; +"The Wealden bank be broke. I'm a ruined man." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +ANOTHER SURPRISE. + + +Among those present the only one who came to the assistance of Jonas +Kink was his brother-in-law, Thomas Rocliffe, who, thinking that +Bideabout was going to have a fit, ran to him and unloosed his +black satin cravat. + +The revulsion of feeling in the rest was so sudden that it produced +a laugh. He who had been exulting in having put their necks under +his foot had been himself struck down in the moment of his triumph. +He had sought to humble them in a manner peculiarly mean, and no +compassion was felt for him now in his distress. + +The guests filed out without a word of thanks for the meal of which +they had partaken, or an expression of pity for the downcast man. + +For some while Bideabout remained motionless, looking at the letter +before him on the table. Mehetabel did not venture to approach or +address him. She watched him with anxiety, not knowing in which +direction the brooding rage within him would break forth. He was +now like a thunder-cloud charged with electricity and threatening +all with whom he came in contact. + +Hearing the wail of her child, she was glad noiselessly to leave +the room and hasten to comfort it. Presently Jonas rose, and in a +half stupefied condition went to the stable and saddled old Clutch +that he might ride to Godalming and learn whether things were as +bad as represented. + +In his impatience to announce to his guests that he had them under +his control he had been somewhat premature. It was true that the +negotiations were complete whereby their mortgages and obligations +were transferred to him, but the money that he was to pay therefor +had not been made over. Now it would not be possible for him to +complete the transaction. Not only so, but he had incurred expenses +by his employment of a solicitor to carry out his design which it +would be extremely difficult for him to meet, if the bank had +actually failed. + +He alone of all the squires in the Punch-Bowl had put his savings +into a bank, and he had done this because he was so frequently +and so long from home that he did not dare to leave them anywhere +in his house, lest it should be broken into during his absence. + +As the Broom-Squire approached Thursley village his horse cast a +shoe, and he was obliged to stop at the farrier's to have old +Clutch shod. + +"How do'y do, Squire?" said the blacksmith. "Been christenin' your +baby, I hear." + +Bideabout grunted in reply. + +"One comes and another goes," said the farrier. "S'pose you've +heard the news?" + +"Think I have," retorted Jonas, irritably. "It's them banks is +broke." + +"I don't mean no banks," said the blacksmith. "But Susanna Verstage. +I s'pose you've heard she's gone?" + +"Gone, where to?" + +"That's not for me to say. She's been ailin' some time and now has +gone off, sudden like. O' course we knowed it must come, but nobody +didn't think it would ha' come so sudden--and she seemed such a +hearty woman, only a few months ago. Well, I s'pose it's ordained." + +The Broom-Squire did not ask questions. He took very little +interest in the matter of the death of the hostess of the Ship. +His mind was engrossed in his own troubles. + +As soon as old Clutch had his shoe fitted on, and the other shoes +looked to, Bideabout pursued his way. + +His progress was not fast. Clutch was personally unaffected by the +failure of the bank, and could not be induced to accelerate his +speed. Beating only made him more stubborn, and when Bideabout +stretched his legs out to the furthest possible extent apart +that was possible, and then brought them together with a sudden +contraction so as to dig his heels into the horse's ribs, that +brought Clutch to an absolute standstill. + +On reaching Godalming, the worst anticipations of Jonas were +confirmed. The bank was closed; his savings were lost. Nothing +had been withdrawn in time to secure them by giving him a hold +on the squatter settlements of his neighbors. And he himself had +incurred liabilities that might bring him into the same pit that +he had digged for his fellows. + +He turned homewards in great discouragement and acridity of +heart. His fellows in the Punch-Bowl had never regarded him with +cordiality; now they would be his combined enemies. The thoughts +of his heart were gloomy. In no direction could he see light. He +now did not urge Clutch along beyond the pace at which the old +horse had made up his mind to go; it was immaterial to Jonas +whether he were on the road or at home. Nowhere would he be free +from his trouble. + +He would, perhaps, have turned into the Ship for a glass of spirits +but, remembering that he had been told the hostess was dead, he +did not feel inclined to enter a house where he would be still +further depressed. He had not, however, gone far out of the +village, before he heard his name called from behind, and on +turning his head saw Joe Filmer in pursuit. + +The ostler came up to him, panting and said-- + +"Ter'rible news, ain't it? The old lady gone. But that ain't why +I've stopped you. 'Tis she bade me give your missus a message--as +she hadn't forgot the bequest of money. But we're that muddled and +busy at the Ship, I can't go to the Punch-Bowl, so I just runned +after you. You'll take the message for me, won't you?" + +"Money!" exclaimed Bideabout, reining in old Clutch, who now +objected to be stayed on his way to the familiar stable. "Money!" +repeated Bideatout, and then lugged at old Clutch's rein till he +had turned the brute about. + +The horse had sufficient obstinacy in him to persist in his +intentions of not being stopped on the high-road, and though +turned round he continued to scramble along in the reverse direction +to his home. + +"Hang you, you old toad!" exclaimed Jonas. "If you will, I don't +care. Be it so. We will go to the Ship. I say, Joe! What was that +about money?" + +"It was that the missus made me promise to inform your missus, +that she'd not forgotten her undertakin', but had made provision +that she should have the money as she wished." + +"The money--how much?"' + +"I do not know. She did not say." + +"And she has left money to Matabel?" + +"I suppose so. She was always amazin' fond of her. She was a savin' +woman, and had put away something of her own." + +"I'll go to the Ship. I will, certainly. I ought not to have passed +without a word with Simon on his loss. I suppose he's sure to know +how much it is?" + +"I suppose so. Missus would consult him. She made a show o' that +always, but nevertheless followed her own head." + +"And Simon is terrible cut up?" + +"Bears it like a man." + +"Here, take old Clutch; give him some oats, and kick him, he +deserves it, he's been so unruly. But, stay--no. Hold his head, +and I'll kick him, afore he's had his oats. He's a darned malicious +old Radical. Put in some pepper to his nose when he's done his +oats." + +Bideabout went into the house, through the porch, and entered the +bar. + +Simon was seated there smoking a long clay, with his feet on the +fender, before a glowing fire, and with a stiff glass of hot punch +on the table at his side. + +"Sorry for you," was Jonas's brief address of salutation and +condolence. + +Mr. Verstage shook his head. "That's what my old woman said." + +Seeing an expression of surprise and query in the Broom-Squire's +face, he explained: "Not after, afore, in course. She said, 'Very +sorry for you, Simon, very. It's wus for you than for me, I shall +die--you'll make yourself ridic'lous.'" + +"What did she mean?" + +"Can't think," answered Simon, with great solemnity. "Will you have +a drop of something? In this vale of tears we want consolation." +Then, in a loud voice, "Polly--another glass." + +After looking steadily and sadly into the embers, Mr. Verstage +said: "I don't believe that woman ever made a mistake in her +life--but once." + +"When was that?" + +"When she gave Matabel to you. We wanted her in this house. Her +proper place was here. It all comes wi' meddlin' wi' what ort to +be let alone--and that is Providence. There's never no sayin' but +Iver--" + +Dimly the old host saw that he was floundering upon delicate +ground. "My doctrine is," said he, "let things alone and they'll +come right in the end." + +Bideabout moved uneasily. He winced at the reference to Iver. But +what he now really was anxious to arrive at was the matter of money +left by Mrs. Verstage to Mehetabel. + +"Now," said Simon, looking after the serving-maid, as she left the +bar, when she had deposited the tumbler beside Bideabout. "Now, my +old woman was amazin' set against that girl. Why--I can't think. +She's a good girl when let alone. But Sanna never would let her +alone. She were ever naggin' at her; so that she upset the poor +thing's nerve. She broke the taypot and chucked the beer to the +pigs, but that was because she were flummeried wi' my old woman +going on at her so. She said to me she really couldn't bear to +think how I'd go on after she were gone. I sed, to comfort her, +that I knowed Polly would do her best. 'She'll do the best she can +for herself,' answered Sanna, as sharp as she said 'Yes, I will,' +when we was married. I don't know what her meanin' was. You won't +believe it, but it's true what I'm going to tell you. She said to +me, did Susanna, 'Simon there was Mary Toft, couldn't die, because +there were wild-fowl feathers in her bed. They had to take her off +the four-poster and get another feather-bed, before she could die +right off. Now,' said Sanna, 'it's somethin' like that with me. I +ain't got wild-bird feathers under me, but there's a wild fowl in +the house, and that's Polly. So long as she's here die I can't, +and die I won't.' 'Well, old woman,' sed I, if that's all, to +accommodate you, I'll send Polly to her mother,' and so I did--and +she died right on end, peaceable." + +"But Polly is here." + +"Oh, yes--when Sanna were gone--we couldn't do wi'out her. She +knowed that well enough and came back--runnin' like a long dog, +and very good and thoughtful it was of her. Most young wimen ain't +considerate like that." + +This was all wide of the subject that engrossed the interest of +Bideabout, and had induced him to revisit the Ship. As the host +made no allusion to the topic, the Broom-Squire plunged into the +matter, headforemost. + +"Joe Filmer," said he, "called me back. I didn't wish to come in +and trouble you now. But Joe said as how you wanted to speak to me +about some money as your wife had left with you for my Matabel; +and I thought it might be botherin' your mind when you wanted to +turn it to religious thought, and so I came back to say I'd +relieve you of it and take it at once." + +"Money! Oh!" Mr. Verstage was a little difficult to turn from one +line of thought to another. "Polly never stood out for higher +wages. Not like some who, when they've been with you just long +enough to learn the ways of the house, and to make themselves +useful, and not to break everything they handle, and spoil +everything they touch, ask, 'Please will you advance my wages?' +Polly never did that." + +"I am not speakin' of Polly," said Jonas, peevishly, "but of some +money that Joe Filmer told me you wanted to tell me about. Something +that your poor wife desired you to give to Matabel." + +"Oh, you mean that hundred pounds. I wasn't against it. On the +contrary, I said I'd add fifty to it. I always said Sanna did wrong +in giving Matabel to--I mean flying in the face of Providence." + +"I shall be very glad to take it, and thus relieve your mind of +all care." + +"Oh, it's no care at all." + +"It must be, and besides--it must interfere with your turning your +mind to serious thoughts." + +"Oh, not at all. I can't give you the money. It is not for you." + +"No; but it is for Matabel, and we are one." + +"Oh, no; it's not for Matabel." + +"The hundred and fifty pounds is not for Matabel? And yet you said +it was intended to make up to her for something you did not exactly +explain." + +"No, it is not for Matabel. Matabel might have had it, I daresay, +but my old woman said she was set against that." + +"Then we are to be deprived of it by her folly?" The Broom-Squire +flushed purple. + +"Oh, no. It is all right. It is for the child." + +"For the child! That is all the same. I am the father, and will +take care of the money." + +"But I can't give it you." + +"Have you not got it?" + +"The money is all right. Sanna's hundred pounds--I know where that +is, and my fifty shall go along with it. I was always fond of +Matabel. But the child was only baptized to-day, and won't be old +enough to enjoy it for many years." + +"In the meantime it can be laid out to its advantage," urged +Bideabout. + +"I daresay," said Simon, "but I've nothin' to do with that, and +you've nothin' to do with that." + +"Then who has?" + +"Iver, of course." + +"Iver!" The Broom-Squire turned livid as a corpse. + +"You see," pursued the host, "Sanna said as how she wouldn't make +me trustee, I was too old, and I might be dead, or done something +terrible foolish, before the child came of age to take it on itself, +to use her very words. So she wouldn't make me trustee, but she +put it all into Iver's hands to hold for the little chap. She were +a won'erful shrewd woman were Sanna, and I've no doubt she was +right." + +"Iver trustee--for my child!" + +"Yes--why not?" + +The Broom-Squire stood up, and without tasting the glass of punch +mixed for him, without a farewell to the landlord, went forth. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +MARKHAM. + + +The funeral of Mrs. Verstage was conducted with all the pomp and +circumstance that delight the rustic mind. Bideabout attended, and +his hat was adorned with a black silk weeper that was speedily +converted by Mehetabel, at his desire, into a Sunday waistcoat. + +In this silk waistcoat he started on old Clutch one day for +Guildford, without informing his wife or sister whither he was bound. + +The child was delicate and fretful, engaging most of its mother's +time and engrossing all her thought. + +She had found an old cradle of oak, with a hood to it, the whole +quaintly and rudely carved, the rockers ending in snakes' heads, +in which several generations of Kinks had lain; in which, indeed, +Jonas had spent his early infancy, and had pleaded for his mother's +love and clamored for her attention. Whether with the thought of +amusing the child, or merely out of the overflow of motherly love +that seeks to adorn and glorify the babe, Mehetabel had picked the +few late flowers that lingered on in spite of frost, some pinched +chrysanthemums, a red robin that had withstood the cold, some twigs +of butcher's broom with blood-red berries that had defied it, and +these she had stuck about the cradle in little gimlet holes that +had been drilled round the edge, probably to contain pegs that might +hold down a cover, to screen out glaring sun or cutting draught. + +Now, as Mehetabel rocked the cradle and knitted, singing to the +sobbing child, the flowers wavered about the infant, forming a +wreath of color, and freshening the air with their pure fragrance. +Each flower in itself was without much perceptible savor, yet the +whole combined exhaled a healthy, clean, and invigorating waft as +of summer air over a meadow. + +The wreath that surrounded the child was not circular but oblong, +almost as though engirding a tiny grave, but this Mehetabel did not +see. + +Playing the cradle with her foot, with the sun shining in at the +window and streaking the foot, she sang-- + + "My heart is like a fountain true + That flows and flows with love to you; + As chirps the lark unto the tree, + So chirps my pretty babe to me. + And it's O! sweet, sweet! and a lullaby." + +But the answer was a peevish moan from the bed. The young mother +stooped over the cradle. + + "Oh, little lark! little lark! this is no chirp, + Would you were as glad and as gay as the lark!" + +Then, resuming her rocking, she sang, + + "There's not a rose where'er I seek + As comely as my baby's cheek. + There's not a comb of honey bee, + So full of sweets as babe to me. + And it's O! sweet, sweet! and a lullaby." + +Again she bowed over the crib, and all the rocking flowers quivered +and stood still. + +"Baby, darling! Why are there such poor roses in your little cheek? +I would value them above all the China roses ever grown! Look at +the Red Robin, my sweet, my sweet, and become as pink as is that." + + "There's not a star that shines on high + Is brighter than my baby's eye. + There's not a boat upon the sea + Can dance as baby does to me. + And it's O! sweet, sweet, and a lullaby." + + "No silk was ever spun so fine + As is the hair of baby mine. + My baby smells more sweet to me + Than smells in spring the elder tree. + And it's O! sweet, sweet, and a lullaby!" + +The child would not sleep. + +Again the mother stayed the rocking of the cradle, and the swaying +of the flowers. + +She lifted the little creature from its bed carefully lest the +sharp-leafed butcher's broom should scratch it. How surrounded was +that crib with spikes, and they poisonous! And the red berries oozed +out of the ribs of the cruel needle-armed leaves, like drops of +heart's blood. + +Mehetabel took her child to her bosom, and rocked her own chair, +and as she rocked, the sunbeam flashed across her face, and then +she was in shadow, then another flash, and again shadow, and from +her face, when sunlit, a reflection of light flooded the little +white dress of the babe, and illumined the tiny arm, and restless +fingers laid against her bosom. + + "A little fish swims in the well, + So in my heart does baby dwell. + A little flower blows on the tree, + My baby is the flower to me. + And It's O! sweet, sweet! and a lullaby!" + +A wondrous expression of peace and contentment was on Mehetabel's +face. None of the care and pain that had lined it, none of the gloom +of hopelessness that had lain on it, had left now thereon a trace. +In her child all her hope was centred, all her love culminated. + + "The King has sceptre, crown and ball. + You are my sceptre, crown and all, + For all his robes of royal silk. + More fair your skin, as white as milk. + And it's O! sweet, sweet, and a lullaby! + + "Ten thousand parks where deer may run, + Ten thousand roses in the sun. + Ten thousand pearls beneath the sea. + My babe, more precious is to me. + And it's O! sweet, sweet, and a lullaby!" + +Presently gentle sleep descended on the head of the child, the +pink eyelids closed, the restless hand ceased to grope and clutch, +and the breath came evenly. Mehetabel laid her little one again in +its cradle, and recommenced the rocking with the accompanying +swaying of the flowers. + +Now that the child was asleep Mehetabel sat lightly swinging the +cradle, afraid to leave it at rest lest that of her infant should +again be broken. + +She thought of the death of her almost mother Susanna Verstage, +the only woman that had shown her kindness, except the dame of the +school she had attended as a child. + +Mehetabel's heart overflowed with tender love towards the deceased, +she fully, frankly forgave her the cruel blow whereby she had +wounded her, and had driven her out of her house and into that of +Jonas. And yet it was a deadly wrong: a wrong that could never be +redressed. The wound dealt her would canker her heart away; it was +of such a nature that nothing could heal it. Mehetabel was well +aware of this. She could see brightness before her in one direction +only. From her child alone could she derive hope and joy in +the future. And yet she forgave Mrs. Verstage with a generous +forgiveness which was part of her nature. She would forgive Jonas +anything, everything, if he would but acknowledge his wrong, and +turn to her in love. + +And now she found that she could think of Iver without a quickening +of her pulses. + +In her love for her babe all other loves had been swallowed up, +refined, reduced in force. She loved Iver still, but only as a +friend, a brother. Her breast had room for one prevailing love +only--that of her child. + +As she sat, slightly rocking the cradle, and with a smile dimpling +her cheek, a knock sounded at the door, and at her call there +entered a young man whom she had seen during the winter with Jonas. +He was a gentleman, and she had been told that he had lodged at the +Huts, and she knew that he had engaged the Broom-Squire to attend +him, when duck-shooting, at the Fransham ponds. + +Mehetabel apologized for not rising as he entered, and pointed to +the cradle. + +"My name is Markham," said the young man, "I have come to see Mr. +Kink. This is his house, I believe?" + +"Yes, sir; but he is not at home." + +"Will he be long absent?" + +"I do not know. Will you please to take a chair?" + +"Thank you." The young gentleman seated himself, wiped his brow, +and threw his cap on the floor. + +"I want some fishing. I made Mr. Kink's acquaintance, shooting, +during the winter. Excuse me, are you his sister or his wife?" + +"His wife, sir." + +"You are very young." + +To this Mehetabel made no reply. + +"And uncommonly pretty," pursued Mr. Markham, looking at her with +admiration. "Where the deuce did the Broom-Squire pick you up?" + +The young mother was annoyed--a little color formed in her cheek. +"Can I give a message to Jonas?" she asked. + +"A message? Tell him he's a lucky dog. By heaven! I had no idea +that a pearl lay at the bottom of the Punch-Bowl. And that is your +baby?" + +"Yes, sir." + +Mehetabel lightly raised the sheet that covered the child's head. + +The stranger stooped and looked at the sleeping child, that seemed +to be made uneasy by his glance, and turned moaning away. + +"It looks as if it were for another world--not this," said the +gentleman. + +The flush spread over Mehetabel's brow. "Sir," she said in a +fluttering voice, "You are not a doctor, are you?" + +"Oh, dear, no!--a barrister." + +"Then," said she, in a tone of relief, "you do not know. The child +is very well, but young." + +"That may be." + +The young man returned to his seat. + +"I have left a fishing-rod outside," he said. "I wanted Kink to +accompany me on one of the ponds where there is a punt. There must +be plenty of fish in these sheets of water?" + +"I believe there are, sir. As Jonas is away, perhaps Samuel Rocliffe +can help you. He is my husband's nephew, and lives in the cottage, +a little further down." + +"Thank you, I'll look him up. But, hang me, if I like to leave--with +such attractions here I do not care to leave." + +After standing, considering a moment, hardly taking his eyes off +Mehetabel, he said--"My pretty little hostess, if ever I begrudged +a man in my life, I begrudge Jonas Kink--his wife. Come and tell me +when you find him intolerable, and see if I cannot professionally +help you to be rid of such a curmudgeon. Who knows?--the time may +come! My name is Markham." + +Then he departed. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +THE PICTURE. + + +Meanwhile Bideabout was on his way to the town of Guildford. He +made slow progress, for old Clutch had no mind for speed. The horse +was mistrustful as to whither he was going, and how he would be +treated on reaching his destination. No amount of beating availed. +He had laid on his winter growth of hair, which served as a mat, +breaking the force of the strokes administered. He was proof against +kicks, for whenever Jonas extended his legs for the purpose of +bringing his heels sharply against the sides of Clutch, the old +horse drew a deep inspiration and blew himself out; thus blunting +the force of the heels driven into him. + +At length, however, Jonas and old Clutch did reach Guildford. To +old Clutch's great astonishment he found himself in a town new to +him, more populous than Godalming; and being strongly convinced +that he had done enough, and that every house was an inn open to +receive him, and being eager to make himself comfortable, he +endeavored to carry his master into a china-shop, then into a +linen-draper's shop, and next into a green-grocer's. + +Jonas was constrained to stable his obstinate steed in the first +tavern he came to, and to make the rest of his way on foot. + +Guildford is, to this day, a picturesque old town, dominated by +the ruins of a fine royal castle, and with a quaint Grammar School +and hospital. At the present time it is going through immense +transformation. It has become a favorite retiring place for old +officers of the army, supplanting in this respect Cheltenham. But +at the period of this tale it was a sleepy, ancient, county town +that woke to life on market days, and rested through the remainder +of the week. It did not work six days and keep one Sabbath, but +held the Sabbath for six days and woke to activity on one only. + +Now nobody quite knows who are all the new people that flow into +the villas, and flood the suburbs. At the period whereof we tell +there were no invaders of the place. Everybody knew every one else +in his own clique, and knew of and looked down on every one else in +the clique below him, and thanked God that he only knew of him, +and did not know him; and looked up at and slandered every one +else in the clique above him. + +At the time of which we tell there was no greater joy to those in +each of the many cliques than to be able to stare at those who +belonged to a clique esteemed lower, and to ask who those people +were, and profess never to have heard their names, and to wonder +out of what dungheap they had sprung. + +At that time the quintessence of society in the town consisted of +such as were called upon and returned the calls of the county +families. Now, alas, almost every country gentleman's house in the +neighborhood is no longer occupied by its ancient proprietors, and +is sold or let to successful tradespeople, so that the quintessence +of society in the town plumes itself on not knowing the occupants +of these stately mansions. + +At that time the family that inhabited a house which had been +built fifty years before regarded with contempt those who occupied +one built only thirty years before. At that time those who had a +remote connection by cousinship twice removed with an Honorable, +deemed themselves justified in considering every one else, not so +privileged, as dishonorable. + +Now all this is past, or is in process of passing away, and in +Guildford and its suburbs, as elsewhere, the old order changeth, +and the poll of a Parish Council teaches men their levels in the +general estimation. + +Without much difficulty, Jonas Kink was able to discover where the +artist, Iver Verstage, had his house and his studio. The house was +small, in a side street, and the name was on the door. + +Jonas was ushered into the workshop by an elderly maid, and then +saw Iver in a blouse with his arms tied about with string; a +mahl-stick in one hand and a brush in the other. + +Iver was surprised to see the Broom-Squire, and indisposed to +welcome him. He purposely retained stick and brush in his hands, +so as not to be able to strike palms with the man who had deprived +him of the woman he admired and loved best in the world; and whom +he suspected of misusing her. + +Jonas looked about the studio, and his eye was caught by a picture +of Mehetabel at the well head. The young artist had devoted his +best efforts to finishing his study, and working it up into an +effective and altogether charming painting. + +The Broom-Squire held in the right hand the stick wherewith he had +thrashed old Clutch, and this he now transferred to the left, +whilst extending his right hand and forcing a smile on his leathery +face. The artist made a pretence of seeking out some place where +he could put down the articles encumbering his hands, but finding +none, he was unable to return the salutation. + +"Let bygones be bygones," said Jonas, and he dropped his hand. +"Fine pictur' that, very like my wife. What, now, have you sold +that for?" + +"It is not sold at all. I do not think I shall part with the +painting." + +"Why not?" asked Jonas, with a malevolent twinkle in his eyes and +a flush on his cheek-bones. + +"Because it is a good sample of my ability which I can show to +such as come as customers, and also because it reminds me of an +old friend." + +"Then you may take my portrait," said Jonas, "and sell this. Mine +will do as well, and you knowed me afore you did Matabel." + +"That is true," laughed Iver, "but I am not sure that you would +make so striking subject, so inspiring to the artist. Did you +come all the way from the Punch-Bowl to see the painting?" + +"No, I didn't," answered Jonas. + +"Then had you business in the town?" + +"None particular." + +"Was it to give me the pleasure of seeing you and asking after +old friends at Thursley?" + +"Old friends," sneered Bideabout; "much the like o' you cares for +them as is old. It's the young and the bloomin' as is to your +fancy. And I reckon it ain't friends as you would ask about, but +a friend, and that's Matabel. Well, I don't mind tellin' of yer +that she's got a baby, but I s'pose you've heard that, and the +child ain't over strong and healthy, such as ort to be in the +Punch-Bowl, where we're all hard as nails." + +"Aye, not in physique only?" + +"I don't know nothin about physic. I didn't take it when I were +poorly, and nobody ever did in the Punch-Bowl as I've heard tell +on. I sent once to Gorlmyn (Godalming) for a sleepin' draught, +when I were bad wi' that shot in my shoulder as you knows of. But +I never took it, not I." + +"So you've come to see me?" + +"Oh, yes, I've come, civil and neighbor-like, to see you." + +"What about? Will you sit down?" + +"Thanky, I just about like to stand. Yes, I've come to see you--on +business." + +"On business!" + +"Yes, on business. You're trustee, I hear, for the child." + +"To be sure I am. Mother put away a hundred pounds, and father has +added fifty to it--and it is for your little one, some day." + +"Well," said Jonas, "what I've come about is I wants it now." + +"What, the hundred and fifty pounds?" + +"Aye, I reckon the hundred and fifty pounds." + +"But the money is not left to you." + +"I know it b'aint; I want it for the child." + +"You are not going to have it." + +"Look here. Master Iver Verstage, you never ort to ha' been made +trustee for my child. It's so much as puttin' a slight and an +insult on me. If that child be mine then I'm the one as should +have the trust. Don't I know best what the child wants? Don't I +know best how to lay it out for its advantage? The money ort to +ha' been put in my hands and in none other. That's my opinion." + +"Bideabout!" answered Iver, "it is not a question as to what my +father and mother should have done. I did not seek to be made +trustee. It was a freak on the part of my dear mother. As she has +done it, there it is; neither you nor I can alter that." + +"Yes. You can renounce trusteeship." + +"That will not help. Then I suppose the money would go into +Chancery, and would be consumed there without any of it reaching +the child." + +Jonas considered, and then shook his head. + +"You can hand it over to me." + +"Then I should be held responsible and have to refund when the +little fellow comes of age." + +"He may never come of age." + +"That neither you nor I can tell." + +"Now look here," said the Broom-Squire, assuming an air of +confidence, "between you and me, as old acquaintances, and +me as gave you the feathers out o' a snipe's wing to make your +first brush--and, so to speak, launched you in your career of +greatness--between you and me I'm in an awkward perdic'ment. +Through the failure of the Wealden Bank, of which you've heard +tell, I've lost pretty much everything as I had managed to save +through years of toil and frugality. And now I'm menaced in my +little property. I don't know as I shall be able to hold it, +unless some friend comes to the help. Well, now, who'll that +little property go to but my son--that there precious darlin' +baby as we're talkin' about. He'll grow out o' his squawlin', +and he'll want his property unincumbered and clear, as it came +to me. That I can't give him unless helped. I don't ask that +there hundred and fifty pounds for myself. I know very well that +I can't have it for myself. But I demand it for the child; it is +now or never can the little estate in the Punch-Bowl be saved +from fallin' into the hands of them darned lawyers. A stitch in +time saves nine, and a little help now may be all that is wanted +to keep the property clean and clear and unembarrassed wi' debt. +If once we get our heads under water we'll all get drowned, me +and Matabel and the kid--sure as crabs ain't garden apples." + +"That may be very true, Bideabout," answered Iver, "but for all +that I cannot let the money out of my control." + +"Ain't you bound to spend it on the child?" + +"I am bound to reserve it whole and intact for the child." + +"But can you not see," persisted Jonas, "that you are doing that +for the child, it would wish above all, when come to years of +discretion." + +"That is possible, but my hands are tied." + +"In truth you will not." + +"I cannot." + +"I don't believe you. It is because you want to spite me that you +will not help." + +"Not at all, Bideabout. I wish well to the child and its mother, +and, of course, to you. But I cannot break a trust." + +"You will not?" + +"If no other word will suit you--be it so--I will not." + +Jonas Kink fumed blood red. + +"You think to have me there. I shouldn't be surprised but it's you +who are at the bottom of all--and will buy me up and buy me out, +that you and Matabel may have the place to yourselves. It shall +never be. I know what was meant when Sanna Verstage made you +trustee. I am to be reckoned with. I can assure you of that. I +shall find means to keep my property from you and my wife also." + +He raised his stick and fell to beating the picture of Mehetabel +with it; till it was rent to rags. + +"Not even her picture shall you have--and I would it were her I +were slashin' and breakin' to pieces as I've done to this picture. +It may come to that in the end--but out of my power and into your +hands she shall never go." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +THE ONLY CHANGE + + +Jonas Kink, after much objurgation and persuasion, had induced +old Clutch to leave his stable at Guildford, and return home by +way of Godalming. + +But the horse was unfamiliar with the road. He had been ridden +along it in reverse direction in the morning, but, as every +one knows, a way wears quite a different aspect under such +circumstances. Old Clutch was mistrustful. Having been taken such +an unprecedentedly long journey, he was without confidence that his +master might not prolong the expedition to a still further distance. +Accordingly he was exceedingly troublesome and unmanageable on the +road from Guildford, and his behavior served to work the temper of +Jonas to the extremity of irritability. + +The horse, on approaching Godalming, began to limp. Bideabout +descended, and examined each hoof. He could see no stone there, +nothing to account for the lameness of old Clutch, which, however, +became so pronounced as he entered the street of the little town +that he was obliged to stable the beast, and rest it. + +Then he went direct to the offices of a small attorney of the name +of Barelegs, who had been engaged on his business. + +As he entered the office, Mr. Barelegs looked up from a deed he +was reading, turned his head, and contemplated his client. + +There was something in his manner that angered Jonas, already +excited and inclined to be annoyed at trifles, and he said +irritably,-- + +"You look at me. Mister Barelegs, just as does old Clutch when I +come into the stable, expectin' a feed of corn, he does." + +"And no doubt he deserves it." + +"He thinks he does, but he don't." + +"And no doubt he gets his feed." + +"There is doubt about it. He gets it when I choose to give it, +not when he glowers at me--that way, he's wonderful artificial is +old Clutch." + +"I dare be sworn, Mr. Kink, if he has served you well, he expects +to be paid for it." + +"He's an owdacious old Radical," observed Jonas. "Just now he's +shamming lame, becos I rode him into Guildford, and he likes the +inn here. There's an old broken-winded, galled gray mare, I reckon +he's set his fancy on in the same yard, and I'm pretty sure this +lameness means nothin' more nor less than that he wants to be +a-courtin'. To see them two hosses, when they meet, rubbin' heads, +is enough to make a fellow sick. And Clutch, at his age too--when +he ort to be thinkin' of his latter end!" + +"We've all our little weaknesses, Mr. Kink, man and beast alike. +You courted--not so long ago." + +"I never courted in the ridic'lous fashion of other folks. I'd +none of your yardin', and aiblen' to aiblen', and waistin'." + +"What do you mean, Mr. Kink?" + +"Don't you know the three stages o' courtin here? Fust o' all, +the young pair walks each other about a yard apart--that's yardin'. +Then they gits more familiar, and takes each other's arms. That's +wot we calls in these parts aiblen' to aiblen', and last, when +they curls their arms round each other, won'erful familiar, that's +called waistin'. No, I never went through none o' them courses in +my courtship. I weren't such a fool. But I was tellin' you about +old Clutch." + +"I want to hear about that party. What if he does not receive his +feed. Doesn't he kick?" + +Jonas laughed ironically. + +"He tried that on once. But I got a halter, and fastened it to +his tail by the roots, and made a loop t'other end, and when he +put up his heels I slipped one into the loop, and he nigh pulled +his tail off at the stump." + +"Then, perhaps he bites." + +"He did try that on," Jonas admitted, "but he won't try that on +again." + +"How did you cure him of biting?" asked the solicitor. + +"I saw what he was up to, when I was a-grooming of him. He tried +to get hold of my arm. I was prepared for him. I'd slipped my arm +out o' my sleeve and stuffed the sleeve with knee-holm (butcher's +broom), and when he bit he got the prickles into his mouth so as +he couldn't shut it again, but stood yawnin' as if sleepy till I +pulled 'em out. Clutch and I has our little games together--the +teasy old brute--but I'm generally too much for him." After a +little consideration Bideabout added, "It's only on the road I +find him a little too cunnin' for me. Now he's pretendin to be +lame, all 'long of his little love-affair with that gray hoss. +Sometimes he lies down in the middle of the road. If I had my +fowlin' piece I'd shoot off blank cartridge under his belly, and +wouldn't old Clutch go up all fours into the air; but he knows well +enough the gun is at home. Let old Clutch alone for wickedness." + +"Well, Mr. Kink, you haven't come here to get my assistance against +old Clutch, have you?" + +"No," said Bideabout. "That's gospel. I ain't come here to +tell about old Clutch; and it ain't against him as I want your +assistance. It is against Iver Verstage, the painter chap at +Guildford." + +"What has he been doing?" + +"Nuthin'! that's just it. He's made treasurer, trustee, or whatever +you're pleased to call it, for my baby; and I want the money out." + +"Out of his pocket and into yours?" + +"Exactly. I don't see why I'm to have all the nussin' and feedin' + and clothin' of the young twoad, and me in difficulties for money, +and he all the while coaxing up a hundred and fifty pounds, and +laying of it out, and pocketin' the interest, and I who have all +the yowls by night, and the washin' and dressin' and feedin' and +all that, not a ha'penny the better." + +"How does this person you name come to be trustee for the child?" + +"Becos his mother made him so; and that old idjot of a Simon +Verstage, his father, goes and makes the sum bigger by addin' +fifty pounds to her hundred, so now there's this tidy little sum +lies doin no good to nobody." + +"I cannot help you. You cannot touch the principal till the child +is of age, and then it will go to the child, and not you." + +"Why! that's twenty-one years hence. That's what I call reg'lar +foreright (awkward); and worse than foreright, it's unreasonable. +The child is that owdacious in the cradle, I shouldn't be surprised +when he's of age he would deny me the money." + +"The interest will be paid to you." + +"What is that--perhaps sixpence in the year. Better than nuthin', +but I want the lot of it. Look you here, Master Barelegs, I know +very well that I owe you money. I know very well that unless I can +raise two hundred pounds, and that pretty smart, I shall have to +mortgage my little bit of land to you. I don't forget that. But +I daresay you'd rather have the money down than my poor little +bit of lean and ribby take out o' the common. You shall have the +money if you'll help me to get it. If I can't get that money into +my fingers--I'm a done man. But it's not only that as troubles me. +It is that the Rocliffes, and the Snellings, and the Boxalls, and +Jamaica Cheel will make my life miserable. They'll mock at me, and +I shall be to them just as ridic'lous an object as was Thomas +Rocliffe after he'd lost his Countess. That's twenty-three years +agone, and he can't get over it. Up comes the Countess Charlotte +on every occasion, whenever any one gets across with him. It will +be the same with me. I told 'em all to their faces that I had got +them into my power, and just as the net was about to snap--then +the breaking of the bank upset all my reckonings, and spoiled the +little game--and what is worse, has made me their sport. But I +won't stand no nonsense from old Clutch, nor will I from them." + +"I confess I do not quite understand about this money. Was it left +by will?" + +"Left by will right enough," answered Bideabout. "You see the old +woman, Sanna Verstage, had a bit of property of her own when she +married, and then, when it came to her dyin', she set to write a +will, and wanted to leave a hundred pounds to the little twoad. +But she called up and consulted Simon, and he sed, 'Put on another +fifty, Sanna, and I'll make that up. I always had a likin' for +Matabel.' So that is how it came about as I've heard, and a +hundred pound came out of her estate, and Simon made up the other +fifty. And for why--but to spite me, I dun know, but they appointed +Iver to be trustee. Now, I'm in difficulties about the land. I +reckon when I'm dead it will go to the little chap, and go wi' all +the goodness drained out of it--acause I have had to mortgage it. +Whereas, if I could touch that money now, there'd be nothing of +the kind happen." + +"I am very sorry for you," remarked the lawyer. "But that bequest +is beyond your reach so long as the child lives." + +"What's that you say?" + +"I say that unless the poor little creature should die, you cannot +finger the money." + +"And if it did die, would it be mine?" + +"Of course it would. By no other way can you get it, but, please +Heaven, the child may grow to be a strong man and outlive you." + +"It's wonderful weakly," said Jonas, meditatively. + +"Weakly in the cradle is sturdy at the table," answered the +solicitor, slightly altering a popular maxim. + +"It's that peevish and perverse--" + +"Then it takes after its father," laughed Mr. Barelegs. "You can't +complain of that, Kink." + +The Broom-Squire took his hat and stick and rose to leave. + +Mr. Barelegs stayed him with a wave of the hand, and, "A word with +you further, Mr. Kink. You gracefully likened me, just now, to +your horse Clutch expecting his feed of oats after having served +you well. Now I admit that, like Clutch, I have spent time and +thought and energy in your service, and, like Clutch, I expect my +feed of oats. I think we must have all clear and straight between +us, and that at once. I have made out my little account with you, +and here it is. You will remember that, acting on your instructions, +I have advanced money in certain transactions that have broken down +through the unfortunate turn in your affairs caused by the failure +of the Wealden Bank. There is a matter of two hundred, and something +you owe me for payments made and for services. I daresay you are a +little put about now, but it will be useful to you to know all your +liabilities so as to make provision for meeting them. I will not be +hard on you as a client, but, of course, you do not expect me to +make you a present of my money, and my professional service." + +Jonas took the account reluctantly, and his jaw fell. + +"I dare say," pursued the solicitor, "that among your neighbors +you may be able to borrow sufficient. The Rocliffes, your own +kinsmen, are, I fear, not very flush with money." + +"Ain't got any to bless themselves with," said Jonas. + +"But the Boxalls are numerous, and fairly flourishing. They have +probably put away something, and as neighbors and friends--" + +"I've quarrelled with them. I can't borrow of them," growled +Bideabout. + +"Then there are the Snellings--" + +"I've offended them as well." + +"But you have other friends." + +"I haven't one." + +"There is Simon Verstage, a warm man; he could help you in an +emergency." + +"He's never been the same with me since I married Matabel, his +adopted daughter. He had other ideas for her, I fancy, and he is +short and nasty wi' me now. I can't ask him." + +"Have you then, really, no friends?" + +"Not one." + +"Then there must be some fault in you, Kink. A man who goes through +life without making friends, and quarrels even with the horse that +carries him, is not one who will leave a gap when he passes out of +the world. I shall expect my money. If you see no other way of +satisfying me, I must have a mortgage on your holding. I'll not +press you at once--but, like Clutch, I shall want my feed of oats." + +"Then," said Jonas, surlily, as he turned his hat about, and +looked down into it, "I don't see no other chance of gettin the +money than--" + +"Than what?" + +"That's my concern," retorted the Broom-Squire. "Now I'm goin' to +see whether old Clutch is ready--or whether he be shammin' still." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +THE SLEEPING DRAUGHT. + + +Jonas found that old Clutch was not lavishing endearments on the +gray mare over the intervening partition of stalls, but was lying +down on the straw. Nothing said or done would induce the horse to +rise, and the hostler told Bideabout that he believed the beast +was really lame. It had been overworked at its advanced age, and +must be afforded rest. + +"He's a Radical," said the Broom-Squire. "You move that gray into +another stable and Clutch will forget about his lameness, I dare +swear. He's twenty-five and has a liquorish eye, still--it's +shameful." + +Bideabout was constrained to walk from Godalming to the Punch-Bowl, +and this did not serve to mend his humor. He reached home late at +night, when the basin was full of darkness, and the only light +that showed came from the chamber where Mehetabel sat with her baby. + +When Jonas entered, he saw by the rushlight that she was not +undressed, and heard by her voice that she was anxious. + +"The baby is very unwell, Jonas," she said, and extending her hand, +lit a tallow candle at the meagre flame of the rushlight. + +As the wick flared, so did something flare up in the face of the +Broom-Squire. + +"Why do you look like that?" asked Mehetabel, for the look did not +escape her. + +"Main't I look as I choose?" he inquired surlily. + +"It almost seemed as if you were glad to hear that my poor darling +is ill," complained she. + +"Ain't I glad to be home after bein' abroad all day a-wackin', and +abusin' of old Clutch, and then had to walk from Gorlmyn (Godalming), +and the aggravation of knowin' how as the hoss be shakin' his sides +laughin' at me for doin of it. Wot's up with the kid?" + +"I really cannot tell, Jonas; he's been restless and moaning all +day. I have not been able to get him to sleep, and I am sure he +has had one or two fits. He became white and stiff. I thought he'd +a-died, and then my heartstrings were like breaking." + +"Oh, drat your heartstrings, I don't care to hear of them. So, you +thort he was dyin'. Perhaps he may. More wun'erful things happen +than that. It's the way of half the babies as is born." + +"It will kill me if mine is taken from me!" cried Mehetabel, and +cast herself on her knees and embraced the cradle, regardless of +the sprigs of spiked leaves she had stuck round it, and burst into +an agony of tears. + +"Now look here," said Jonas; "I've been tried enough wi' old Clutch +to-day, and I don't want to be worreted at night wi' you. Let the +baby sleep if it is sleepin', and get me my vittles. There's others +to attend to in the world than squawlin' brats. It's spoilin' the +child you are. That's what is the meanin' of its goings-on. Leave +it alone, and take no notice, and it'll find out quick enough that +squeals don't pay. I want my supper. Go after the vittles." + +Mehetabel lay in her clothes that night. The child continued to be +restless and fretted. Jonas was angry. If he was out all day he +expected to rest well at night; and she carried the cradle in her +arms into the spare room, where the peevishness of the child, and +the rocking and her lullaby could not disturb her husband. As she +bore the cradle, the sprigs of butcher's broom and withered +chrysanthemums fell and strewed her path, leaving behind her a +trail of dying flowers, and of piercing thorns, and berries like +blood-drops. No word of sympathy had the Broom-Squire uttered; no +token had he shown that he regarded her woes and was solicitous +for the welfare of his child. Mehetabel asked for neither. She had +learned to expect nothing from him, and she had ceased to demand +of him what he was incapable of giving, or unwilling to show. + +Next morning Mehetabel was prompt to prepare breakfast for her +husband. The day was fine, but the light streaming in through the +window served to show how jaded she was with long watching, with +constant attention, and with harrowing care. + +Always punctilious to be neat, she had smoothed her hair, tidied +her dress, and washed the tears from her face, but she could not +give brightness to the dulled eye or bloom to the worn cheek. + +For a while the child was quiet, stupefied with weariness and long +crying. By the early light Mehetabel had studied the little face, +hungering after tokens of recovering powers, glad that the drawn +features were relaxed temporarily. + +"Where are you going to-day, Bideabout?" she asked, timidly, +expecting a rebuff. + +"Why do you ask?' was his churlish answer. + +"Because--oh! if I might have a doctor for baby!" + +"A doctor!" he retorted. "Are we princes and princesses, that we +can afford that? There's no doctor nigher than Hazelmere, and I +ain't goin' there. I suppose cos you wos given the name of a +Duchess of Edom, you've got these expensive ideas in your head. +Wot's the good of doctors to babies? Babies can't say what ails +them." + +"If--if--" began Mehetabel, kindly, "if I might have a doctor, and +pay for it out of that fifteen pound that father let me have." + +"That fifteen pound ain't no longer yours. And this be fine game, +throwin' money away on doctors when we're on the brink of ruin. +Don't you know as how the bank has failed, and all my money gone? +The fifteen pound is gone with the rest." + +"If you had but allowed me to keep it, it would not have been lost +now," said Mehetabel. + +"I ain't goin' to have no doctors here," said Bideabout, positively, +"but I'll tell you what I'll do, and that's about as much as can be +expected in reason. I'm goin' to Gorlmyn to fetch old Clutch; and +I'll see a surgeon there and tell him whatever you like--and get +a mixture for the child. But I won't pay more than half-a-crown, +and that's wasted. I don't believe in doctors and their paint and +water, as they gives us." + +Jonas departed, and then the tired and anxious mother again turned +to her child. The face was white spotted with crimson, the closed +lids blue. + +There was no certainty when Bideabout would return, but assuredly +not before evening, as he walked to Godalming, and if he rode home +on the lame horse, the pace would be slower than a walk. + +Surely she could obtain advice and help from some of the mothers +in the Punch-Bowl. Sally Rocliffe she would not consult. The gleam +of kindness that had shone out of her when Mehetabel was in her +trouble had long ago been quenched. + +When the babe woke she muffled it in her shawl and carried the +mite to the cottage of the Boxalls. The woman of that family, +dark-skinned and gypsy-like, with keen black eyes, was within, and +received the young mother graciously. Mehetabel unfolded her +treasure and laid it on her knees--the child was now quiet, through +exhaustion. + +"I'll tell y' what I think," said Karon Boxall, "that child has +been overlooked--ill-wished." + +Mehetabel opened her eyes wide with terror. + +"That's just about the long and short of it," continued Mrs. Boxall. +"Do you see that little vein there, the color of 'urts. That's a +sure sign. Some one bears the poor creature no love, and has cast +an evil eye on it." + +The unhappy mother's blood ran chill. This, which to us seems +ridiculous and empty, was a grave and terrible reality to her mind. + +"Who has done it?" she asked below her breath. + +"That's not for me to say," answered the woman. "It is some one +who doesn't love the babe, that's sure." + +"A man or a woman?" + +Mrs. Boxall stooped over the infant. + +"A woman," she said, with assurance. "The dark vein be on the left +han' side." + +Mehetabel's thoughts ran to Sally Rocliffe. There was no other +woman who could have felt ill-feeling against the hapless infant, +now on her lap. + +"What can I do?" she asked. + +"There's nothin'. Misfortune and wastin' away will be to the +child--though they do say, if you was to take it to Thor's Stone, +and carry it thrice round, way of the sun, you might cast off the +ill-wish. But I can't say. I never tried it." + +"I cannot take it there," cried Mehetabel, despairingly, "the +weather is too cold, baby too ill." + +Then clasping the child to her bosom, and swaying herself, she +sobbed forth-- + + "A little fish swims in the well. + So in my heart does baby dwell, + The king has sceptre, crown and ball, + You are my sceptre, crown and all." + +She went home sobbing, and hugging her child, holding it away from +the house of Sarah Rocliffe, lest that woman might be looking forth +at her window, and deepen by her glance the spell that held and +broke down her child. + +Towards evening fall Jonas returned. + +Directly he crossed the threshold, with palpitating eagerness +Mehetabel asked-- + +"Have you seen the doctor?" + +"Yes," he answered curtly. + +"What did he say?" + +"He'd got a pass'l o' learned names of maladies--I can't recollect +them all. Tain't like as I should." + +"But--did he give you any medicine?" + +"Yes, I had to pay for it too." + +"Oh, Jonas, do give it me, and tell me, are you quite sure you +explained to him exactly what ailed baby?" + +"I reckon I did." + +"And the bottle, Jonas?" + +"Don't be in such a won'erful hurry. I've other things to do than +get that put yet. How is the child?" + +"Rather better." + +"Better!" he echoed, and Mehetabel, who looked intently in his +face, saw no sign of satisfaction, rather of disappointment. + +"Oh, Jonas!" she cried, "is it naught to you that baby is so ill? +You surely don't want him to die?" + +He turned fiercely on her, his face hard and gray, and his teeth +shining-- + +"What makes you say that--you?" + +"Oh, nothin', Jonas, only you don't seem to care a bit about baby, +and rather to have a delight in his bein' so ill." + +"He's better, you say?" + +"Yes--I really do think it." + +There was an unpleasant expression in his face that frightened her. +Was it the eye of Jonas that had blighted the child? But no--Karon +Boxall had said that it was ill-wished by a woman. Jonas left the +room, ascended the stairs, and strode about in the chamber overhead. + +Swaying in her chair, holding the infant to her heart, the sole +heart that loved it, but loved it with a love ineffable, she heard +her husband open the window, and then hastily shut it again. Then +there was a pause in his movement overhead, and he came shortly +after down the stairs. He held a phial in his hand--and without +looking at Mehetabel, thrust it towards her, with the curt +injunction, "Take." + +"Perhaps," said the young mother, "as my darling is better, I need +not give him the medicine." + +"That's just like your ways," exclaimed the Broom-Squire, savagely. +"Fust I get no rest till I promise to go to the doctor, and then +when I've put myself about to go, and bring the bottle as has cost +me half-a-crown, you won't have it." + +"Indeed--it is only----" + +"Oh, yes--only--to annoy me. The child is ill. I told the doctor +all, and he said, that this would set it to rights and give it +sleep, and rest to all of us." He was in a bad temper. Mehetabel +did not venture to say more. She took the phial and placed it on +the table. It was not wrapped up in paper. + +Then Jonas hastily went forth. He had old Clutch to attend to. + +Mehetabel remained alone, and looked at the medicine bottle; then +she laid the infant on her knees and studied the little face, so +blanched with dark rings round the eyes. The tiny hands were drawn +up on the breast and clasped; she unfolded and kissed them. + +Then she looked again at the phial. + +There was something strange about it. The contents did not appear +to have been well mixed, the upper portion of the fluid was dark, +the lower portion white. How came this about? Jonas had ridden old +Clutch home, and the movements of the horse were not smooth. The +bottle in the pocket of Bideabout must have undergone such shaking +as would have made the fluid contents homogeneous and of one hue. +She held the bottle between herself and the light. There was no +doubt about it, either the liquid separated rapidly, or had never +been mixed. + +She withdrew the cork and applied the mouth of the phial to her +nose. + +The scent of the medicine was familiar. It was peculiar. When had +she smelt that odor before. Then she started. She remembered the +little bottle containing laudanum, with the death's head on it, in +the closet upstairs. + +Hastily, her heart beating with apprehension, she laid her babe in +the cradle, and taking the light, mounted to the upper chamber. She +possessed the key of the cabinet in the wall. She had retained it +because afraid to give it up, and Jonas had manufactured for +himself a fresh key. + +Now she unlocked the closet, and at once discovered the laudanum +bottle. + +It was half empty. + +Some of it had been used. + +How had it been used? Of that she had little doubt. The dangerous, +sleep-bringing laudanum had been put into the medicine for the +child. It was to make room for that that Jonas had opened the +window and poured forth some of the contents. + +A drop still hung on the top of the phial. + +She shut and relocked the cupboard, descended, with dismay, despair +in her heart, and taking the bottle from the table, dashed it into +the fire upon the hearth. Then she caught her babe to her, and +through floods of tears, sobbed: "There is none love thee but +I--but I--but only I! O, my babe, my babe! My sceptre, crown, and +all!" + +In the blinding rain of tears, in the tumult of passion that +obscured her eyes, that confused her brain, Mehetabel saw, heard +nothing. She had but one sense--that of feeling, that thrilled +through one fibre only attached to the helpless, suffering morsel +in her arms--the infant she held to her breast, and which she would +have liked to bury in her heart away from all danger, concealed +from the malevolent eye, and the murderous hand. + +All the mother's nature in her was roused and flared into madness. +She alone loved this little creature, she alone stood between it +and destruction. She would fight for it, defend it to her last +breath, with every weapon wherewith she was endowed by nature. + +After the first paroxysm of passion was passed, and a lull of +exhaustion ensued, she looked up, and saw Bideabout enter, and +as he entered he cast a furtive glance at the table, then at the +child. + +In a moment she resolved on the course she should adopt. + +"Have you given the babe the draught?" he asked, with averted face. + +"Not all." + +"Of course, not all." + +"Will it make baby sleep?" asked Mehetabel. + +"O, sleep--sleep! yes--we shall have rest for one night--for many, +I trust. O, do not doubt. It will make it sleep!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +A MENACED LIFE. + + +As soon as the Broom-Squire had gone out again to the "hog-pen," as a +pigstye is called in Surrey, to give the pig its "randams and +crammins," because Mehetabel was unable to do this because unable +to leave the child, then she knelt by the hearth, put aside the +turves, and, regardless of the fire, groped for the fragments of +the broken phial, that nothing might betray to Bideabout her +having rejected the medicine with which he had tampered. + +She cut and burnt her fingers, but in the excitement of her +feelings, was insensible to pain. + +She had removed and secreted the glass before he returned. The babe +was sleeping heavily, and snoring. + +When Jonas came in and heard the sound from the cradle, a look of +expectation came over his face. + +"The child's burrin' like a puckeridge (night-jar)," he said. +"Shouldn't wonder if the medicine ain't done him a lot o' good. It +don't need a doctor to come and see to prescribe for a baby. All +that little ones want is good sleep, and natur' does the rest." + +Owing to the annoyance caused to Bideabout by the child's +fretfulness during the night, Mehetabel occupied a separate +chamber, the spare bedroom, along with her babe, and spent her +broken nights under the great blue and white striped tent that +covered the bed. + +She had enjoyed but little sleep for several nights, and her days +had been occupied by the necessary attention to the suffering child +and the cares of the household. Because the babe was ill, that was +no reason why his father's meals should be neglected, and because +the mother was overwrought, he was not disposed to relieve her of +the duties to the pigs and cows save on this one occasion. + +That the poor little infant was really more at ease was obvious to +the mother's watchful eye and anxious heart, but whether this were +due to its malady, whatever that was, having taken a felicitous +turn, or to mere exhaustion of powers, she was unable to decide, +and her fears almost overbalanced her hopes. + +She retired to sleep that night without much expectation of being +able to obtain sleep. Her nerves were overstrung, and at times +thought in her mind came to a standstill; it was as though a +sudden hush came on all within her, so that neither did heart +beat nor breath come. But for these pauses, her mind might have +given way, a string have snapped, and her faculties have fallen +into disorder. + +It is said of Talleyrand that he needed no sleep, as his pulse +ceased to beat after a certain number of strokes, for a brief +space, and then resumed pulsation. During that pause, his physical +and mental powers had time for recuperation. Be that as it may, it +is certain that to some persons whose minds and feelings are put +to extraordinary tension, greatly prolonged, there do come these +halts in which all is blank, the brain ceases to think, and the +heart to feel, and such gaps in the sequence of thought and emotion +have a salutary effect. + +Mehetabel did not undress. She had not put off her clothing for +several nights. The night was cold, and she would probably have +to be incessantly on the move, to meet the little sufferer's +necessities, as they arose, and to watch it, whenever her fears +prevailed over her hopes, and made her think that a protracted +quiet was ominous. + +The only light in the room emanated from a smouldering rush, +sustained in a tall iron holder, the lower end of which was planted +in a block of oak, and stood on the floor. Such holders, now +become very scarce, were furnished with snuffers, so contrived +that the rushlight had to be taken out of its socket and snuffed +by them, instead of their being brought to the rush. + +Of rushlights there were two kinds, one, the simplest, consisted +of a dry rush dipped in a little grease. The light emitted from +such a candle was feeble in the extreme. The second, a superior +rushlight, had the rush pealed of its bark with the exception of +one small strip which held the pith from breaking. This pith was +dipped in boiling fat, and when the tallow had condensed it was +dipped again, and the candle given as many coats as was desired. +Such a rushlight was a far more useful candle, and if it did not +emit as large a flame and give forth so much light as a dip which +had a cotton wick it was sufficient to serve most purposes for +which in a farmhouse artificial illumination was required. + +The first and inferior sort of rushlight was that which Matabel +allowed herself for the sick-room. + +When she laid her head on the pillow and threw the patched-work +quilt over her shoulders the cool of the pillow struck through +her head and relieved the fire that had raged therein. + +She could not sleep. + +She thought over what had happened. She considered Bideabout's +action as calmly as possible. Was it conceivable that he should +seek the life of his own child? He had shown it no love, but it +was a far cry from lack of parental affection to deliberate +attempt at murder. + +What gain would there be to him in the death of his child? She +was too innocent and simple to think of Mrs. Verstage's bequest +as supplying the motive. As far as she could find there was nothing +to account for Jonas' desire to hasten the child's death save +weariness at its cries which distressed him at night, and this +was no adequate reason. There was another, but that she put from +her in disgust. Bad as Bideabout might be she could not credit him +with that. + +What was that bottle which Jonas had been given by the doctor when +his arm was bound up? Of laudanum she knew nothing, but remembered +that it had been recommended as a means for giving him the rest he +so required. It was a medicine intended to produce sleep. He had +refused it because afraid lest he should administer to himself, +or have administered to him, an overdose which would cause him to +sleep too soundly, and slide away into the slumber of death. + +It was possible that the surgeon at Godalming knew that Jonas +possessed this phial, and had given him the medicine for the child +along with instructions as to how many drops of the laudanum he +was to add to the mixture, to make it serve its proper purpose. + +If that were so, then the Broom-Squire had acted as directed by a +competent person and for the good of his child, and she, his wife, +had cruelly, wickedly, misjudged him. Gentle, generous, incapable +of harboring an evil thought, Matabel at once and with avidity +seized on this solution, and applied it to her heart to ease its +pain and relieve the pressure that weighed on it. + +Under the lightening of her anxiety caused by this Mehetabel fell +asleep, for how long she was unable to guess. When she awoke it was +not that she heard the cry of her child, but that she was aware of +a tread on the floor that made the bed vibrate. + +Instead of starting up, she unclosed her eyes, and saw in the +room a figure that she at once knew was that of Jonas. He was +barefooted, and but partially dressed. He had softly unhasped the +door and stolen in on tip-toe. Mehetabel was surprised. It was +not his wont to leave his bed at night, certainly not for any +concern he felt relative to the child; yet now he was by the +cradle, and was stooping over it with his head turned, so that +his ear was applied in a manner that showed he was listening to +the child's breathing. As his face was turned the feeble light of +the smouldering rushlight was on it. + +Mehetabel did not stir. It was a pleasing revelation to her that +the father's heart had warmed to his child, and that he was +sufficiently solicitous for the feeble life to be disturbed +thereby at night. + +Jonas remained listening for a minute, then he rose erect and +retreated from the chamber on tiptoe and closed the door noiselessly +behind him. + +A smile of pleasure came on Mehetabel's lips, the first that had +creamed them for many a week, and she slipped away again into +sleep, to be aroused after a brief period by the restlessness and +exclamations of the child that woke with hunger. + +Then promptly she rose up, went to the cradle, and lifted the +child out, coaxed it and sang to the infant as she seated herself +on the bedside nursing it. + +As she swayed herself, holding the child, the door that was ajar +opened slightly, and by the feeble light of the rush she could +discern something without, and the flame was reflected in human +eyes. + +"Is that you, Jonas?" she called. + +There was no reply, but she could hear soft steps withdrawing in +the direction of his room. + +"He is ashamed of letting me see how anxious he is, how really +fond of the poor pet he is in heart." As the child's hands relaxed, +and it sobbed off to sleep, Mehetabel laid it again in the cradle. +It was abundantly evident that the infant was getting better. In a +couple of days, doubtless, it would be well. + +Glad of this, relieved of the care that had gnawed at her heart, she +now slipped between the sheets of the bed. The babe would probably +sleep on till dawn, and she could herself enjoy much-needed rest. + +Then she dreamt that she and her little one were in a fair garden +full of flowers; the child had grown somewhat and could enjoy play. +She thought that she was plucking violets and making a crown for +her baby's head, and then a little staff covered with the same +purple, fragrant flowers, to serve as sceptre, and that she +approached her little one on her knees, and bent to it, and sang:-- + + "The king has sceptre, crown and ball, + You are my sceptre, crown, and all!" + +But then there fell a shadow on them, and this shadow cut off all +light from her and from her child. She looked and saw Jonas. He +said nothing, but stood where the sun shone and he could obscure it. + +She lifted her babe and moved it away from the blighting shadow +into warmth and brightness once more. Yet was this but for a +moment, as again the shadow of Jonas fell over them. Once more +she moved the child, but with like result. Then with a great effort +she rose from her knees, carrying the child to go away with it, +far, far from Jonas--and in her effort to do so woke. + +She woke to see by the expiring rush-candle and the raw light of +early dawn, that the Broom-Squire was in the room, and was stooping +over the cradle. Still drunk with sleep, she did not stir, did not +rally her senses at once. + +Then she beheld how he lifted the pillow from under the infants +head, went down on his knees, and thrust the pillow in upon the +child's face, holding it down resolutely with a hand on each side. + +With a shriek of horror, Mehetabel sprang out of bed and rushed +at him, stayed his arms, and unable to thrust them back, caught +the cradle and plucked it to her, and released the babe, that +gasped--seized it in her arms, glued it to her bosom, and dashing +past Jonas before he had risen to his feet, ran down the stairs, +and left the house--never to enter it again. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +SHUT OUT. + + +A raw gray morning. + +Mehetabel had run forth into it with nothing over her head, no +shawl about her shoulders, with hair tangled, and eyes dazed, +holding her child to her heart, with full resolve never again to +set foot across the threshold of the farmhouse of Jonas Kink. + +No doubt whatever remained now in her mind that the Broom-Squire +had endeavored to compass the death of his child, first by means +of poison, and then by suffocation. + +Nothing would ever induce her again to risk the precious life of +her child at his hands. She had no thought whither she should go, +how she should live--her sole thought was to escape from Jonas, +and by putting a distance between herself and him, place the infant +beyond danger. + +As she ran up the lane from the house she encountered Sally Rocliffe +at the well head. + +"Where be you goyne to, like that; and with the child, too?" asked +the woman. + +Mehetabel drew the little face of the babe to her, lest the eye of +its aunt should light on it. She could not speak, palpitating with +fear, as she was. + +"What be you runnin' out for this time o' the mornin'?" asked Mrs. +Rocliffe again. + +"I cannot tell you," gasped the mother. + +"But I will know." + +"I shall never, never go back again," cried Mehetabel. + +"Oh! he's kicked you out, has he? That's like Jonas." + +"I'm runnin' away. + +"And where be yo goyne to?" + +"I don't know." + +"But I do," said Mrs. Rocliffe with a chuckle. + +Mehetabel gave no thought to her words. She thrust past her, and +ran on. + +Fear, love, gave strength to her limbs. She had no consideration +for herself, that she was dishevelled and incompletely clad, that +she had eaten nothing; she sped up the side of the Common, to +escape from the Punch-Bowl, the place where she had weltered in +misery. There was no hope for her and her child till she had +escaped from that. + +In the cold air, charged with moisture, the larks were singing. +A ploughboy was driving his horses to the field that was to be +turned up by the share. + +As she passed him he stared at her with surprise. She reached the +village. The blacksmith was up and about; he was preparing to put +a tire on a cart-wheel. For this purpose he had just kindled a +fire of turf "bats," that were heaped round the fire on the ground +outside the forge. He looked up with astonishment as Mehetabel +sped past, and cast to her the question, "Wot's up?" which, +however, she did not stay to answer. + +She made no tarry till she reached the Ship Inn. There she entered +the porch, and would have gone through the door into the house, +had she not been confronted by Polly, the maid, who at that moment +was coming up the passage from the bar. + +Polly made no attempt to give room for Mehetabel to pass; she +saluted her with a stare and a look at her from head to feet, full +of insolence. + +"Wot do you want?" asked the girl. + +"I wish to see and speak to father," answered Mehetabel. + +"I always heard as your father lies in Thursley Churchyard," +answered the servant. + +"I mean I should like to speak with Mr. Verstage." + +"Oh! the landlord?" + +"Yes; the landlord. Where is he?" + +"Don' know. Somewhere about, I reckon." + +"It is cold, and my child is ill. I would go into the kitchen, by +the fire." + +"Why don't you then go home?" + +"I have no home." + +"Oh! it's come to that, is it?" + +"Yes. Let me in." + +"No, indeed. This ain't the place for you. If you think you're +goyne to be mistress and order about here you're mistaken. You go +along; I'm goyne to shut the door." + +Mehetabel had not the spirit to resent this insolence. + +She turned in the porch and left the inn, that had once been her +home, and the only home in which she had found happiness. + +She made her way to the fields that belonged to Simon Verstage, +and after wandering through a ploughed glebe she found him. + +"Ah, Matabel!" said he, "glad to see you. What brings you here so +early in the day?" + +"Dear father, I cannot tell you all, but I have left Bideabout. +I can stay with him no longer, something has happened. Do not +press me to tell--at least not now. I can never return to the +Punch-Bowl. Will you take me in?" + +The old man mused. + +"I'll consult Polly. I don't know what she'll say to it. I'm rather +dependent on her now. You see, I know nothing of the house, I +always put that into Susanna's charge, and now poor Sanna is gone, +Polly has taken the management. Of course, she makes mistakes, but +wun'erfully few. In fact, it is wun'erful how she fits into Sanna's +place, and manages the house and all--just as if she had been +brought up to it. I'll go and ask her. I couldn't say yes without, +much as I might wish." + +Mehetabel shook her head. + +The old man was become feeble and dependent. He had no longer a +will of his own: + +"I will not trouble you, dear father, to ask Polly. I am quite +sure what her answer will be. I must go further. Who is Guardian?" + +"That's Timothy Puttenham, the wheelwright." + +Then Mehetabel turned back in the direction of the village and +came in front of the shop. Puttenham and his apprentice were +engaged on the fire, and Mehetabel stood, with the babe folded +in her arms, watching them at work. They might not be disturbed +at the critical period when the tire was red hot and had to be +fitted to the wheel. + +A circle of flame and glowing ashes and red-hot iron was on the +ground. At a little distance lay a flat iron disc, called the +"platform"; with a pole in the centre through which ran a spindle. +On this metal plate lay a new cast wheel, and the wright with a +bar screwed a nut so as to hold the cart-wheel down firmly on the +"platform." + +"Now, boy, the pincers!" + +Then he, grasping a long pair of forceps, his apprentice with +another, laid hold of the glowing tire, and raising it from the +fire carried it scintillating to the wheel, lifted it over the +spindle, and dropped it about the woodwork. Then, at once, they +seized huge hammers and began to belabor the tire, to drive it +on to the wheel, which smoked and flamed. + +"Water, boy, water!" + +The apprentice threw water from a pitcher over the tire throughout +its circumference, dulling its fire, and producing clouds of steam. + +Mehetabel, well aware that at this juncture the wright must not be +interfered with, drew close to the fire, and kneeling by it warmed +herself and the sleeping child, whilst she watched the sturdy men +whirling their hammers and beating the tire down into place around +the wheel. + +At length the wright desisted. He leaned on his great hammer; and +then Mehetabel timidly addressed him. + +"Please, Mr. Puttenham, are you not Guardian of the Poor?" + +"Certainly, Mrs. Kink." + +"May I be put in the Poors' House?" + +"You!" + +The wheelwright opened his eyes very wide. + +"Yes, Mr. Puttenham, I have no home." + +"Why, Matabel! What is the sense of this? Your home is in the +Punch-Bowl." + +"I have left it." + +"Then you must return to it again." + +"I cannot. Take me into the Poors' House." + +"My good girl, this is rank nonsense. The Poor House is not for +you, or such as you." + +"I need its shelter more than most. I have no home." + +"Are you gone off your head?" + +"No, sir. My mind is sound, but to the Punch-Bowl I cannot, and +will not, return. No, never!" + +"Matabel," said the wheelwright, "I suppose you and Jonas have had +a quarrel. Bless you! Such things happen in married life, over and +over again, and you'll come together and love each other all the +better for these tiffs. I know it by experience." + +"I cannot go back! I will not go back!" + +"It is not cannot or will not--it is a case of must. That is your +home. But this I will do for you. Go in and ask my old woman to +let you have some breakfast, and I'll send Jack"--he signed to his +apprentice--"and bid him tell Bideabout where you are, and let +him fetch you. We mustn't have a scandal." + +"If Jonas comes, I shall run away." + +"Whither?" + +That Mehetabel could not say. + +"Where can you go? Nowhere, save to your husband's house. For +God's sake!" he suddenly exclaimed, knocking his hammer on the +tire, "don't say you are going to Guildford--to Iver Verstage." + +Mehetabel raised her heavy eyes, and looked the wheelwright +frankly in the face. "I would rather throw myself and baby into +one of the Hammer Ponds than do that." + +"Right! You're a good gal. But there was no knowing. Folks talk. +Come in! You shall have something--and rest a while." + +The kind, well-intentioned man laid his large hand on her shoulder +and almost forced her, but gently, towards the house. She would +not enter the door till he had promised not to send for Jonas. + +Selena Puttenham, the wright's wife, was a loquacious and inquisitive +woman, and she allowed Mehetabel no rest. She gave her bread and +milk with readiness, and probed her with questions which Mehetabel +could not answer without relating the whole horrible truth, and +this she was resolved not to do. + +The wright was busy, and could not remain in his cottage. The wife, +with the kindest intentions, was unable to restrain herself from +putting her guest on the rack. The condition of Mehetabel was one +to rouse curiosity. Why was she there, with her baby, in the early +morning? Without having even covered her head; fasted and jaded? +Had there been a quarrel. If so--about what? Had Bideabout beaten +her? Had he thrust her out and locked the door? If so, in what had +she offended him? Had she been guilty of some grievous misdemeanor? + +At length, unable further to endure the torture to which she was +subjected, Mehetabel sprang up, and insisted on leaving the cottage. + +Without answering Mrs. Puttenham's question as to whither she was +going, what were her intentions, the unhappy girl hastened out of +the village clasping in her arms the child, which had begun to sob. + +And now she made her way towards Witley, of which Thursley was a +daughter parish. She would find the Vicar, who had always treated +her with consideration, and even affection. The distance was +considerable, in her weary condition, but she plodded on in hopes. +He was a man of position and authority, and she could trust him to +protect her and the child. To him she would tell all, in confidence +that he would not betray her secret. + +At length, so fagged that she could hardly walk, her arms cramped +and aching, her nerves thrilling, because the child was crying, +and would not be comforted, she reached the Vicarage, and rang at +the back door bell. Some time elapsed before the door was opened; +and then the babe was screaming so vociferously, and struggling in +her arms with such energy, that she was not able to make herself +heard when she asked for the Parson. + +The woman who had answered the summons was a stranger, consequently +did not know Mehetabel. She made signs to her to go away. + +The cries of the child became more violent, and the mother's +efforts were directed towards pacifying it. "Let me come in, I +pray! I pray!" she asked with a brow, in spite of the cold, bathed +in perspiration. + +"I cannot! I must not!" answered the woman. She caught her by the +arm, drew her aside, and said--"Do you not know? Look! the blinds +are all down. He died in the night!" + +"Dead!" cried Mehetabel, reeling back. "My God! whither shall I go?" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +AT THE SILK MILL. + + +Mehetabel sank on the grass by the drive. + +"I am worn out. I can go no further," she said, and bowed her head +over the child. + +"You cannot remain here. It is not seemly--a house of mourning," +said the woman. + +"He would not mind, were he alive," sobbed Mehetabel. "He would +have cared for me and my babe; he was always kind." + +"But he is not alive; that makes the difference," said the servant. +"You really must still the child or go away." + +"I cannot go another step," answered Mehetabel, raising her head +and sinking it again, after she had spoken. + +"I don't know what to do. This is unreasonable; I'll go call the +gardener. If you won't go when asked you must be removed by force." + +The woman retired, and presently the gardener came up. He knew +Mehetabel--that is to say, knew who she was. + +"Come," said he, "my cottage is just yonder. You must not remain +here on the green, and in the cold. No wonder the child screams. +There is a fire in my house, and you can have what you like for a +while, till you are rested. Give me your hand." + +Mehetabel allowed him to raise her, and she followed him mechanically +from the drive into the cottage, that was warm and pleasant. + +"There now, missus," said the man; "make yourself comfortable for +an hour or two." + +The rest, the warmth, were grateful to Mehetabel. She was almost +too weary to thank the man with words, but she looked at him with +gratitude, and he felt that her heart was over full for her to +speak. He returned to his work, and left her to herself. There was +no one else in the cottage, as he was a widower, and had no family. + +After a considerable time, when Mehetabel had had time to recruit +her strength, he reappeared. The short winter day was already +closing in. The cold black vapors rose over the sky, obscuring the +little light, as though grudging the earth its brief period of +illumination. + +"I thought I'd best come, you know," said the man, "just to tell +you that I'm sorry, but I can't receive you here for the night. +I'm a widower, and folk might talk. Why are you from home?" + +"I ran away. I cannot return to the Punch-Bowl." + +"Well, now. That's curious!" said the gardener. "Time out of mind +I've had it in my head to run away when my old woman was rampageous. +I've knowed a man who actually did run to Americay becos his wife +laid on him so. But I never, in my experience, heard of a woman +runnin' away from her husband, that is to say--alone. You ain't +got no one with you, now?" + +"Yes, my baby." + +"I don't mean that. Well, it is coorious, a woman runnin' away +with her baby. I'm terrible sorry, but I can't take you in above +another half-hour. Where are you thinking of goyne to?" + +"I know of no where and no one." + +"Why not try Missus Chivers at Thursley. You was at her school, I +suppose?" + +"Yes, I was there." + +"Try her, and all will come right in the end." + +Mehetabel rose; her child was now asleep. + +"Look here," said the gardener. "Here's a nice plaid shawl, as +belonged to my missus, and a wun'erful old bonnet of hers--as the +cat has had kittens in since she went to her rest--and left me to +mine. You are heartily welcome. I can't let you turn out in the +cold with nothing on your head nor over your shoulders." + +Mehetabel gladly accepted the articles of clothing offered her. +She had already eaten of what the man had placed on the table for +her, when he left the house. She could not burden him longer with +her presence, as he was obviously nervous about his character, +lest it should suffer should he harbor her. Thanking him, she +departed, and walked back to Thursley through the gathering gloom. + +Betty Chivers kept a dame's school, in which she had instructed +the children of Thursley in the alphabet, simple summing, and in +the knowledge and fear of God. With the march of the times we have +abolished dames schools, and cut away thereby a means of livelihood +from many a worthy woman; but what is worse, have driven the little +ones into board schools, that are godless, where they are taught +to despise manual labor, and to grow up without moral principle. +Our schools are like dockyards, whence expensively-equipped vessels +are launched provided with everything except ballast, which will +prevent their capsizing in the first squall. The Vicar of Witley +had been one of those men, in advance of his time, who had initiated +this system. + +Whatever of knowledge of good, and of discipline of conscience +Mehetabel possessed, was obtained from Mrs. Susanna Verstage, or +from old Betty Chivers. + +We are told that if we cast our bread on the waters, we shall find +it after many days. But simple souls are too humble to recognize +it. + +So was it with Goodie Chivers. + +That Mehetabel, through all her trials, acted as a woman of +principle, clung to what she knew to be right, was due very largely +to the old dame's instructions, but Betty was too lowly-minded for +one instant to allow this, even to suspect it. + +Our Board School masters and mistresses have quite as little +suspicion that they have sowed the seed which sprung up in the +youths who are dismissed from offices for defalcation, and the +girls who leave menial service to walk the streets. + +Mrs. Chivers was glad to see Mehetabel when she entered. She had +heard talk about her--that she had run away from her husband, and +was wandering through the country with her babe; and having a +tender heart, and a care for all her old pupils, she had felt +anxious concerning her. + +Mehetabel pleaded to be taken in for the night, and to this Mrs. +Chivers readily consented. She would share her bed with the mother +and the child, as well as her crust of bread and cup of thin tea. +Of milk, in her poverty, the old woman allowed herself but a few +drops, and of butter with her bread none at all. + +Yet what she had, that she cheerfully divided with Mehetabel. + +On the morrow, after a restful sleep, the young wife started for a +silk mill on one of those Hammer ponds that occupied a depression +in the Common. These ponds were formed at the time when iron was +worked in the district, and the ponds, as their name implies, were +for the storage of water to beat out the iron by means of large +hammers, set in motion by a wheel. When these ponds were constructed +is not known. The trees growing on the embankments that hold back +the water are of great size and advanced age. + +One of these ponds, at the time of our tale, was utilized for a +silk mill. + +On reaching the silk mill, she timidly asked for the manufacturer. +She knew him slightly, as he had been occasionally to the "Ship," +where he had lodged a guest at one time when his house was full, +and at another to call on a fisherman who was an acquaintance, and +who was staying there. He was a blunt man, with a very round head +and a very flat face. His name was Lilliwhite. He had exchanged +words with Mehetabel when she was at the inn, and had always been +kindly in his address. + +When she was shown into his office, as ill-luck would have it at +once the child became fretful and cried. + +"I beg your pardon," said Mehetabel. "I am sorry to trouble you, +but I wish you would be so good, sir, as to let me do some work +for you in the mill." + +"You, Mehetabel! Why, what do you mean?" + +"Please, sir, I have left the Punch-Bowl. I cannot stay there any +longer. Do not ask me the reasons. They are good ones, but I had +rather not tell them. I must now earn my own livelihood, and--" +She was unable to proceed owing to the wailing of the infant. + +"Look here, my dear," said the silk weaver, "I cannot hear you on +account of the noise, and as I have something to attend to, I will +leave you here alone for a few minutes, whilst I look to my +business. I will return shortly, when the young dragon has ceased +rampaging. I dare say it is hungry." + +Then the good-natured man departed, and Mehetabel used her best +endeavors to reduce her child to quiet. It was not hungry, it was +not cold. It was in pain. She could feed it, she could warm it, but +she knew not how to give it that repose which it so much needed. + +After some minutes had elapsed, Mr. Lilliwhite looked in again, +but as the child was still far from pacified, he retired once more. + +Twenty minutes to half-an-hour had passed before the feeble wails +of the infant had decreased in force, and had died away wholly, +and then the manufacturer returned, smiling, to his office. + +"'Pon my soul," said he, "I believe this is the first time my +shop has been turned into a nursery. Come now, before the Dragon +of Wantley is awake and roaring, tell me what you want." + +Mehetabel repeated her request. + +"There is no one I would more willingly oblige," said he. "You +have ever conducted yourself well, and have been industrious. But +there are difficulties in the way. First and foremost, the Dragon +of Wantley." + +"I beg your pardon, sir." + +"I mean the child. What will you do with it? If you come here, +engaged by me, you must be at the mill at seven o'clock in the +morning. There is an hour for dinner at noon, and the mill hands +are released at five o'clock in the afternoon in winter and six in +summer. What will the Dragon do all the time its mother is spinning +silk? You cannot have the creature here--and away, who will care +for it? Who feed it?" + +"I had thought of leaving my baby at Mrs. Chivers'." + +"That is nonsense," said the silk weaver. "The Dragon won't be +spoon-fed. Its life depends on its getting its proper, natural +nourishment. So that won't do. As for having it here--that's an +impossibility. Much you would attend to the spindles when the +Dragon was bellowing. Besides, it would distract the other girls. +So you see, this won't do. And there are other reasons. I couldn't +receive you without your husband's consent. But the Dragon remains +as the insuperable difficulty. Fiddle-de-dee, Matabel! Don't think +of it. For your own sake, for the Dragon's sake, I say it won't do." + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +BY THE HAMMER POND. + + +Discouraged at her lack of success, Mehetabel now turned her steps +towards Thursley. She was sick at heart. It seemed to her as if +every door of escape from her wretched condition was shut against +her. + +She ascended the dip in the Common through which the stream ran +that fed the Hammer ponds, and after leaving the sheet of water +that supplied the silk mill, reached a brake of willow and bramble, +through which the stream made its way from the upper pond. + +The soil was resolved into mud, and oozed with springs; at the +sides broke out veins of red chalybeate water, of the color of +brick. + +She started teal, that went away with a rush and frightened her +child, which cried out, and fell into sobs. + +Then before her rose a huge embankment; with a sluice at the top +over which the pond decanted and the overflow was carried a little +way through a culvert, beneath a mound on which once had stood the +smelting furnace, and which now dribbled forth rust-stained springs. + +The bank had to be surmounted, and in Mehetabel's condition it +taxed her powers, and when she reached the top she sank out of +breath on a fallen bole of a tree. Here she rested, with the child +in her lap, and her head in her hand. Whither should she go? To +whom betake herself? She had not a friend in the world save Iver, +and it was not possible for her to appeal to him. + +Now, in her desolation, she understood what it was to be without a +relative. Every one else had some one tied by blood to whom to +apply, who would counsel, assist, afford a refuge. A nameless girl, +brought up by the parish, with--as far as she was aware--but one +relative in the world, her mother's sister, whose name she knew +not, and whose existence she could not be sure of--she was indeed +alone as no other could be. + +The lake lay before her steely and cold. + +The chill wind hissed and sobbed among the bulrushes, and in the +coarse marsh grass that fringed the water on all sides except that +of the dam. + +The stunted willows shed their broad-shaped leaves that sailed and +drifted, formed fleets, and clustered together against the bank. + +The tree bole on which she was seated was rotting away; a huge +fleshy fungus had formed on it, and the decaying timber emitted a +charnel-house smell. + +Now the babe in Mehetabel's arms was quiet. It was asleep. She +herself was weary, and quivering in all her limbs, hot and yet +cold, with an aguish feeling. Her strength of purpose was failing +her. She was verging on despair. + +She could not remain with Betty Chivers without paying for her +lodging and for her food. The woman did but just maintain herself +out of the little school and the post-office. She was generous and +kind, but she had not the means to support Mehetabel, nor could +Mehetabel ask it of her. + +What should she do? What the silk manufacturer had said was quite +true. The babe stood in her way of getting employment, and the +babe she must not leave. That little life depended on her, and +her time, care, thought must be devoted to it. + +Oh, if now she could but have had that fifteen pounds which Simon +Verstage in his providence had given her on her wedding day! With +that she would have been easy, independent. + +When Jonas robbed her of the sum he cut away from her the chance +of subsistence elsewhere save in his house--at all events at such +a time as this. + +She looked dreamily at the water, that like an eye exercised a +fascination on her. + +Would it not be well to cast herself into this pool, with her +babe, and then both would be together at rest, and away from the +cruel world that wanted them not, that rejected them, that had +no love, no pity for them? + +But she put the thought resolutely from her. + +Presently she noticed the flat-bottomed boat usually kept on the +pond for the convenience of fishers; it was being propelled over +the stream in her direction. A minute later, a man seated in the +boat ran it against the bank and stepped out, fastened the point +to a willow stump, and came towards her. + +"What--is this the Squiress?" + +She looked up and recognized him. + +The man who came to her and addressed her was Mr. Markham, the +young barrister, who had been to the Punch-Bowl to obtain the +assistance of Jonas in wild-duck shooting. + +She recalled his offensively familiar manner, and was troubled to +see him again. And yet she remembered his last remark on leaving, +when he had offered his services to help her to free herself from +her bondage to Jonas. The words might have been spoken in jest, +yet now, she caught at them. + +He stood looking at her, and he saw both how pale she was, with a +hectic flame in her cheek, and a feverish glitter in her eye, and +also how beautiful she thus was. + +"Why," said he, "what brings you here?" + +"I have been to the silk mill in quest of work." + +"Work! Broom-Squiress, one such as you should not work. You missed +your vocation altogether when you left the Ship. Jonas told me you +had been there." + +"I was happy then." + +"But are you not so in the Punch-Bowl?" + +"No. I am very miserable. But I will not return there again." + +"What! fallen out with the Squire?" + +"He has made it impossible for me to go back." + +"Then whither are you bound?" + +"I do not know." + +He looked at her intently. + +"Now, see here," said he. "Sit down on that log again from which +you have risen and tell me all. I am a lawyer and can help you, I +daresay." + +"I have not much to tell," she answered, and sank on the tree bole. +He seated himself beside her. + +"There are things that have happened which have made me resolve to +go anywhere, do anything, rather than return to Jonas. I promised +what I could not keep when I said I would love, honor, and obey him." + +Then she began to sob. It touched her that this young man should +express sympathy, offer his help. + +"Now listen to me," said Mr. Markham; "I am a barrister. I know the +law, I have it at my ringers' ends, and I place myself, my knowledge +and my abilities at your disposal. I shall feel proud, flattered to +do so. Your beauty and your distress appeal to me irresistibly. +Has the Squire been beating you?" + +"Oh, no, not that." + +"Then what has he done?" + +"There are things worse to bear than a stick." + +"What! Oh, the gay Lothario! He has been casting his eye about and +has lost his leathery heart to some less well-favored wench than +yourself." + +Mehetabel moved further from him on the tree-bole. + +He began picking at the great lichen that grew out of the decaying +tree, and laughed. + +"Have I hit it? Jealous, eh? Jealousy is at the bottom of it all. +By Jove, the Broom-Squire isn't worth expending a jealous thought +on. He's a poor sordid creature. Not worthy of you. So jealous, my +little woman, eh?" + +Mehetabel turned and looked steadily at him. + +"You do not understand me," she said. "No Jonas has not sunk so +low as that." + +"He would have been a fool to have cast aside a jewel for the sake +of quartz crystal," laughed Markham. "But, come. A lawyer is a +confessor. Tell me everything. Make no reservations. Open your +heart to me, and see if the law, or myself--between us we cannot +assist you." + +Mehetabel hesitated. The manner in which the man offered his +services was offensive, and yet in her innocent mind she thought +that perhaps the fault lay in herself in not understanding and +receiving his address in the way in which it was intended. Besides, +in what other manner could she obtain relief? Every other means was +taken from her. + +Slowly, reluctantly, she told him much that she had not told to any +one else--only not that Jonas had endeavored to kill the child. +That she would not relate. + +When she had finished her tale, he said, "What you have told me is +a very sad story, and makes my heart ache for you. You can rely on +me, I will be your friend and protector. We have had a case on +lately, of a woman who was equally unhappy in her married life; her +name was Jane Summers. You may have seen it in the papers." + +"I'll never see the papers. How did Jane Summers manage?" + +"She had a crabbed, ill-conditioned husband, and she was a fine, +handsome, lusty woman. He fell ill, and she did not afford him all +that care and attention which was requisite in his condition. She +went out amusing herself, and left him at home with no one to see +to his necessities. The consequence was that he died, and she was +tried for it, but the case against her broke down. It could not be +proved that had she been devoted to him in his sickness he would +have recovered. The law takes cognizance of commission of a crime, +and not of neglect of duty." + +Mehetabel opened her eyes. "If Jonas were ill I would attend him +day and night," she said. "But he is not ill--never was, till the +shot entered his arm, and then I was with him all day and all +night." + +"How did he receive your ministry?" + +"He was very irritable. I suppose the pain made him so." + +"You got no thanks for your trouble?" + +"None at all. I thought he would have been kinder when he recovered." + +"Then," said the young man, laughing; "the man is not to be cured. +You must leave him." + +"I have done so." + +"And you are seeking a home and a protector?" + +"I want to earn my living somewhere." + +"A pretty young thing like you," said the stranger, "cannot fail +to make her way. Come! I have offered you my aid," he put his arm +round her and attempted to snatch a kiss. + +"So!" exclaimed Mehetabel, starting to her feet. "This is the +friend and protector you would be! I trusted you with my troubles, +and you have taken advantage of my trust. Let me alone! Wherever +I turn there hell hath opened her mouth! A moment ago I thought of +ending all my troubles in this pond--that a thousand times before +trusting you further." + +With beating heart--beating with anger--proudly raising her weary +head, she walked away. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +WANDERERS. + + +It occurred to Mehetabel that the rector of Milford had been over +at Thursley several times to do duty when the vicar of Witley was +ill, and she thought that perhaps she might obtain advice from him. + +Accordingly she turned in the direction of that village as soon as +she had reached the road. She walked wearily along till she arrived +in this, the adjoining parish, separated from Thursley by a tract +of healthy common. At her request, she was shown into the library, +and she told the parson of her trouble. + +He shrugged his shoulders, and read her a lecture on the duties of +wife to husband; and, taking his Bible, provided her with texts to +corroborate what he said. + +"Please, sir," she said, "I was married when I did not wish it, +and when I did not know what I could do, and what was impossible. +As the Church married me, can it not undo the marriage, and set me +free again?" + +"Certainly not. What has been joined together cannot be put +asunder. It is not impossible to obtain a separation, legally, but +you will have to go before lawyers for that." + +Mehetabel flushed. "I will have nothing to do with lawyers," she +said hastily. + +"You would be required to show good cause why you desire a +separation, and then it would be expensive. Have you money?" + +"Not a penny." + +"The law in England--everywhere--is only for the rich." + +"Then is there nothing you can advise?" + +"Only that you should go home again, and bear what you have to +bear as a cross laid on you." + +"I will never go back." + +"It is your duty to do so." + +"I cannot, and will not." + +"Then, Mrs. Kink, I am afraid the blame of this domestic broil +lies on your shoulders quite as much as on those of your husband. +Woman is the weaker vessel. Her duty is to endure." + +"And a separation--" + +"That is legal only, and unless you can show very good cause why +it should be granted, it may be refused. Has your husband beaten +you?" + +"No, but he has spoken to me--" + +"Words break no bones. I don't think words would be considered. I +can't say; I'm no lawyer. But remember--even if separated by law, +in the sight of God you would still be one." + +Mehetabel left, little cheered. + +As she walked slowly back along the high-road, she was caught up +by Betsy Cheel. + +"Halloo!" said this woman; "where have you been?" + +Mehetabel told her. + +"Want to be separated from Jonas, do you? I'm not surprised. I +always thought him a bad fellow, but I doubt if he's worse than my +man, Jamaica." + +After a while she said: "We'll walk together. Then we can chat. +It's dull going over the Common alone. I've been selling eggs in +Milford. They're won'erful dear now; nine a shillin'; but the hens +feel the cold, and don't lay this time of the year much. How's +the child? You didn't ort to be carryin' it about in this weather +and at this time o' the year." + +"I have nowhere that I can leave it, and its only home is against +my heart, in my arms." + +"You've run away?" + +"Yes; I shall not go back to Jonas." + +"I don't call that sense," said Bessy. "If you run away, run away +with some one who'll take care of you. That's what I did. My first +husband--well, I don't know as he was a proper husband. He called +me names, and took the stick to me when drunk; so I went off with +Jamaica. That I call reasonable. Ain't you got no one to run away +with?" + +Mehetabel did not answer. She hastened her pace--she did not +relish association with the woman. "I'd have run away from Jamaica +scores o' times," continued Mrs. Cheel, "only I ain't so young as +I once as, and so the opportunities don't come. There's the pity. I +didn't start and leave him when I was good-looking and fresh. I +might have done better then. If you think a bad, cross-crabbed man +will mend as he grows older, you make a mistake. They grow wusser. +So you're right to leave Jonas. Only you've gone about in the wrong +way. There's Iver Verstage. I've heard talk about him and you. He +don't live such a terrible distance off. I hear he's doin' purty +well for himself at Guildford. Why don't you go to him? He's more +suitable in age, and he's a nice-lookin' young fellow." + +"Mrs. Cheel," said Mehetabel, standing still, "will you go forward +a little faster? I cannot walk with you. I do not ask you for any +advice. I do not want to hear what you have to say. I have been to +the parson. It seems to me that I can get no help from heaven, but +that hell is holding out hands on all sides, offering assistance. +Go on your way. I shall sit here for half an hour. I am too weary +to walk at your pace." + +"As you will," said Bessy Cheel. "I spoke out of good will, +and told what would be the best for you. If you won't take my +opinion--that's no odds to me, and it may turn out wuss for you." + +Mehetabel drew aside, to a nodule of ironstone rock that capped the +first elevation of the Common, the first stage of the terraces +that rise to Hind Head. + +Here she remained till all chance of association with Mrs. Cheel +was over. Then she went on to Thursley village, to find the Widow +Chivers in great excitement. Jonas Kink had been in the village +inquiring for his wife and child; and had learned that both had +been given shelter by the dame. + +He had come to the school, and had demanded his wife and his little +son. Betty had taken charge of the infant and laid it to sleep in +her own bed and happily at this time it was asleep. When she told +Bideabout that Mehetabel had left the house in quest of work, he +had happily concluded that she had carried the child with her, and +had asked no further questions; but he had been violent and +menacing. He had threatened to fetch the constable and recover his +child, even if he let the mother go where she liked. + +Mehetabel was greatly alarmed. + +"I cannot stay here," she said, "in no case will I give up the babe. +When Iver Verstage baptized me it was lest I should become a +wanderer. I suppose the christening was a poor one--for my +wandering is begun, and it is not I only who am condemned to +wander, but my little child also." + +With a heavy heart she left the dame's school. Had she been alone +she would have run to Godalming or Hazelmere, and sought a situation +as a domestic servant, but that was not possible to her now, +cumbered with the child. + +Watching her opportunity, that none of the villagers might observe +her leaving the school and note the direction she took, she ran out +upon the heath, and turned away from the high-road. + +On all sides, as already intimated at the opening of this tale, the +sandy commons near Thursley are furrowed as though a giant plough +had been drawn along them, but at so remote a period that since the +soil was turned the heather had been able to cast its deep brown +mantle of velvet pile over every irregularity, and to veil the scars +made in the surface. + +These gullies or furrows vary in depth from ten to forty feet, and +run to various lengths. They were the subaerial excavations and +open adits made by miners in quest of iron ore. They are probably +of all dates from prehistoric antiquity to the reign of the Tudors, +after which the iron smelting of the weald came to an end. The +magnificent oaks of the forest of Anderida that stretched from +Winchelsea, in Kent, a hundred and twenty miles west, with a breadth +of thirty miles between the northern and southern chalk downs--these +oaks had been hewn down and used as fuel, in the fabrication of +military armor and weapons, and just as the wood was exhausted, +coal was discovered in the north, and the entire industry of iron +in the weald came to an end. + +Mehetabel had often run up these gullies when a child, playing on +the commons with Iver, or with other scholars of Dame Chivers +school. + +She remembered now that in one of these she and Iver had discovered +a cave, scooped out in the sandrock, possibly the beginning of an +adit, probably a place for storing smuggled goods. On a very small +scale it resembled the extraordinary labyrinth of subterranean +passages at Puttenham, that may be explored at the present day. +During the preceding century and the beginning of that in which we +live, an extensive business in smuggled spirits, tea, and tobacco +was carried on from the coast to the Thames; and there were certain +store places, well-known to the smugglers in the line of trade. In +Thursley parish is a farm that is built over vast vaults, carefully +constructed, with the entrance of them artfully disguised. The +Puttenham labyrinth has its openings in a dense coppice; and it had +this advantage, that with a few strokes of the pick a passage could +be blocked with sand from the roof. + +The cave that Mehetabel had discovered, and in which she had spent +many a summer hour, opened out of the side of one of the most +profound of the trenches cut in the surface after ore. The entrance +was beneath a projecting slab of ironstone, and was concealed by +bushes of furze and bramble. It did not penetrate beyond thirty +feet into the sand rock, or if it had done so formerly, it was +choked when known to Mehetabel, with the falling in of the roof. +These sandstone caves are very dry, and the temperature within +agreeable. + +Here Mehetabel resolved to bide for a while, till she had found +some place of greater security for herself and the child. + +She did not leave Mrs. Chivers without having arranged with her for +the conveyance of food to a place agreed on between them. + +With the shawl so kindly given her by the gardener, Mehetabel +could exclude all wintry air from her habitation, and abundance of +fuel was at hand in the gully, so that she could make and maintain +a fire that would be unnoticed, because invisible except to such as +happened to enter the ravine. + +Mehetabel left the village and emerged on the path bearing that +precious but woeful burden, her little babe, in her arms folded +about it. Then, all at once, before her she saw that same young +lawyer who had insulted her at the Hammer Pond. He recognized her +at once, as she did him. She drew back and her heart beat furiously. + +"What, Queen of the heath?" said he, "still about with your baby?" + +She would not answer him. She stepped back. + +"Do not be afraid; I wish you well--you and your little one. Come, +for the sake of that mite, accept my offer. What will you say to +yourself--how excuse yourself if it die through exposure, and +because of your silly scruples?" + +She would not listen to him. She darted past, and fled over the +down. + +She roamed about, lost, distracted. In her confusion she missed +the way to the cave, and the darkness was gathering. The moaning +little morsel of her flesh could not be comforted. She rocked it +violently, then gently. In neither way could she give it relief. +She knew not which direction she had taken, on what part of the +heath she was straying. + +And now rain began to fall, and Mehetabel had to protect her child +from being drenched. For herself she had no thought. The rain came +down first in a slight sprinkle, and then in large drops, and a cold +wind swashed the drops into her face, blinding her. + +All at once, in the uncertain light, she saw some dark gap open +before her as a grave. She would have fallen headlong into it had +she not arrested her foot in time. Then, with a gasp of relief she +recognized where she was. + +She stood at the edge of the old mining ravine. This trench, cut in +the sandy down, had looked like a little bit of Paradise to the +child-eyes of the pupils of Betty Chivers in summer, when the air +was honey-sweet with the fragrance of the flowering furze, and +musical with the humming of bees; and the earth was clotted with +spilt raspberry cream--the many-tinged blossom of the heather--alas! +it was now sad, colorless, dripping, cold, and repellent. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +THE CAVE. + + +Mehetabel made her way down the steep side of the gully, and to the +cave, burdened with the babe she carried in her arms. She bore a +sack over her back that contained some dry turves, shavings, and a +few potatoes, given her by the school-dame. The place of refuge had +obviously been frequented by children long after the time when +Mehetabel and Iver had retired to it on hot summer days. The sides +of the entrance had been built up with stones, with moss driven +into their interstices. Within, the floor was littered with dry +fern, and in one place was a rude hearth, where fires had been +kindled; this was immediately under a vertical opening that served +as chimney, and prevented the smoke of a fire from filling the cave. + +The young mother laid her child on the shawl she spread over the +bracken, and proceeded to kindle a fire with a tinder-box lent her +by Mrs. Chivers. It amused the babe to watch the sparks as they +flew about, and when the pile of turves and sticks and heather was +in combustion, to listen to the crackle, and watch the play and +leap of the flames. + +As the fire burnt up, and the blue smoke stole through the natural +chimney, the whole cave glowed orange. + +The air was not cold within, and in the radiation from the fire, +the place promised to be warm and comfortable. + +The child crowed and stretched its feet out to the blaze. + +She looked attentively at the babe. + +What did that wicked young lawyer mean by saying that it would die +through exposure? It had cried and moaned. All children cry and +moan. They have no other means of making their wants known. Wet the +little creature was not; she had taken every precaution against +that, but her own garments steamed in the heat of the fire she had +kindled, and leaving the babe to watch the dancing flames, she +dried her wet gown and stockings in the glow. + +Then by the reflection Mehetabel could see on the nether surface of +the sandstone slab at the entrance the initials of herself and Iver +that had been cut by the latter many years ago, with a true-lover's +knot uniting them. And there on that knot, lost in dream, was a +peacock butterfly that had retired to hibernate. The light from the +fire glowed in its purple and gold eyes, and the warm ascending air +fluttered the wings, but did not restore animation to the drowsy +insect. In corners were snails at the limit of their glazed tracks, +also in retreat before winter. They had sealed themselves up in +their houses against cold. + +Mehetabel was constrained to pass in and out of her habitation +repeatedly so as to accumulate fuel that might serve through the +night. Happily, on her way she had noticed a little shelter hut, +probably constructed by a village sportsman, under which he might +conceal himself with his gun and await the game. This was made of +dry heather, and branches of fir and chestnut. She had no scruple +in pulling this to pieces, and conveying as much as she could carry +at a time to her cave. + +The child, amused by the fire, did not object to her temporary +desertion, and it was too feeble and young to crawl near to the +flames. + +After several journeys to and fro Mehetabel had contrived to form a +goodly pile of dry fuel at the back of her habitation, and now that +a sufficiency of ash had been formed proceeded to embed in it the +potatoes that Betty Chivers had given her. + +How often had she and Iver, as children, talked of being savages +and living in wigwams and caves, and now she was driven to a life +of savagery in the midst of civilization. It would not, however, +be for long. She would search the neighborhood round for work, and +when she had got it move away from this den in the Common. + +A stoat ran in, raised its head, looked at the fire, then at her, +with glistening eyes devoid of fear, but at a movement of the +child darted away and disappeared. + +A Sabbath sense of repose came over Mehetabel. The babe was content +and crooning itself to sleep. Her nerves in tension all day were +now relaxed; her wearied body rested. She had no inquisitive +companion to worry her with questions, none overkind to try her +with injudicious attentions. She could sit on the fragrant fern +leaves, extend her feet, lean her head against the sandstone, and +watch the firelight play over the face of her child. + +A slight sound attracted her attention. It was caused by a bramble +leaf caught in a cobweb, drawn in by the draught produced by the +fire, and it tapped at and scratched the covering stone. Mehetabel, +roused from her languor, saw what occasioned the sound, and lost +all concern about it. There were particles in the sand that +sparkled. It afforded her a childish pleasure to see the twinkles +on every side in the rise and fall of the flames. It was no exertion +to cast on another branch of heather, or even a bough of pine. It +was real pleasure to listen to the crackle and to see the sparks +shoot like rockets from the burning wood. The cave was a fairy +palace. The warmth was grateful. The potatoes were hissing in the +embers. Then Mehetabel dreamily noticed a black shadow stealing +along the lower surface of the roof stone. At first she saw it +without interest, without inquiry in her mind, but little by little +her interest came, and her attention centred itself on the dark +object. + +It was a spider, a hairy insect with a monstrous egglike belly, +and it was creeping slowly and with caution towards the hibernating +butterfly. Perhaps its limbs were stiff with inaction, its blood +congealed; perhaps it dreaded lest by precipitation it might alarm +its prey and lose it. + +Mehetabel put out her hand, picked up a piece of furze, and cast +it at the spider, which fell. + +Then she was uneasy lest it would crawl along the ground and come +to her baby, and sting it. She inherited the common superstition +that spiders are poisonous insects. + +She must look for it. + +Only now, as she tried to raise herself, did she discover how stiff +her joints had become. She rose to her knees, and raked out some of +the potatoes from the ashes, and swept the floor where the spider +had dropped with a brush of Scottish pine twigs. + +Then, all at once, she remained motionless. She heard steps and +voices outside, the latter in low converse. Next a face looked in, +and an exclamation followed, "Jamaica! There, sure enough, she be!" + +The voice, the face--there was no mistaking either. They belonged +to Sally Rocliffe. + +The power to cry out failed in Mehetabel. She hastily thrust her +child behind her, into the depths of the cave, and interposed +herself between it and the glittering eyes of the woman. + +"Come on, Jamaica, we'll see how she has made herself comfortable," +said Mrs. Rocliffe, and she entered, followed by Giles Cheel. Both +had to stoop at the opening, but when they were a few feet within, +could stand upright. + +"Well, now, I call this coorious," said Sarah; "don't you, Jamaica? +Here's all the Punch-Bowl turned out. Some runnin' one way, some +another, all about Matabel. Some sez she's off her head; some +thinks she has drownded herself and the child. And there's Jonas +stormin', and in a purty takein'. There is my Thomas--gone with +him--and Jamaica and I come this way over the Common. But I had a +fancy you might be at the bottom o' one of them Hammer Ponds. I +was told you'd been to the silk mill." + +"What be you run away for? What be you a hidin' for--just like a +wild beast?" asked Giles Cheel. + +Mehetabel could not answer. How could she declare her reason? That +the life of the child was menaced by its own father. + +"Now come back with us," said Jamaica, in a persuasive tone. + +"I will not. I never will return," exclaimed Mehetabel with energy. +She was kneeling, with her hands extended to screen her child from +the eye of Sally Rocliffe. + +"I told you so, did I not?" asked the woman. + +"She sed as much to me yesterday mornin when I saw her run away." + +"I will not go back. I will never go back," repeated Mehetabel + +"Where is the child?" asked Sally. + +"It is behind me." + +"How is it?" + +"It is well now, now we are out of the Punch-Bowl, where all hate +it and wish it dead." + +"Now, look here, Matabel," said Cheel, "you be reasonable, and come +peaceably." + +"I will not go back; I never will!" she answered with increased +vehemence. + +"That's all very fine sayin'," pursued Giles Cheel. "But go back +you must when Jonas fetches you." + +"I will not go back! Never! never!" + +"He'll make you." + +"Not if I will not go." + +"Aye, but he can. If you won't go when he axes, he can get the +constable to force you to go home. The law of the land can help +him thereto." + +"I will not go back! Never!" + +"Where he is just now, I can't say," pursued Cheel. "But I have a +notion he's prowlin' about the moor, thinkin' you may have gone to +Thor's Stone. Come he will, and he'll take you and the baby, and +you may squeal and scratch, go back with him you must and will. So +I say go peaceable." + +"I will not go back!" cried Mehetabel. She picked up a lump of +ironstone and said, passionately, "I will defend myself. I am as +strong as he. I am stronger, for I will fight for my child. I will +kill him rather than let him take my baby from me." + +"Hear her!" exclaimed Sally Rocliffe. "She threatens she'll do +for Jonas. Every one knows she tried that on once afore, wi' his +gun." + +"Yes," said Mehetabel, fiercely, "I will even do that. Rather than +go back and have my baby in that hated place again, I will fight +and kill him. Let him come here and try." + +She set her teeth, her eyes glared, her breath came snorting +through her nostrils. + +"I say, Gilly, I'll go back. It ain't safe here. She's possessed +with seven devils." + +"I am not possessed, save with mother's love. I will never, never +go back and take my babe to the Punch-Bowl. Never, never, allow +you, Sally, to look at its innocent face again, nor Jonas to touch +it. There is no one cares for it, no one loves it, no one who does +not wish its death, but me, and I will fight, and never--" + +Her strength gave way, her hands sank in the sand, and her hair +fell over her face, as she broke into a storm of sobs and tears. + +"I say, Jamaica, come out," whispered Mrs. Rocliffe. "We'll talk +over wot's to be done." + +Giles Cheel and Sally Rocliffe crept out of the cave backwards. +They did so, facing Mehetabel, with mistrust. Each believed that +she was mad. + +When the two were outside, then Jonas's sister said to her companion +"I'll tell you what, Jamaica, I won't have nuthin' more to do with +this. There's somethin' queer; and whether Jonas has been doin' +what he ort not, or whether Matabel be gone rampagin' mad, that's +not for me to say. Let Jonas manage his own affairs, and don't let +us meddle no more." + +"I am sure it's 'as nuthin' to me," said Cheel. "But this is a fine +thing. At the christenin' of that there baby he had words to say +about me and my Betsy, as if we was a disgrace to the Punch-Bowl, +becos we didn't always agree. But my Betsy and me never came to +such a pass as this. I'm willin'. Let's go back and have our +suppers, and let her be where she is." + +"You need not tell Jonas that we have found her." + +"No; not if you wishes." + +"Let the matter alone altogether; I reckon she's in a dangerous +mood, and so is Jonas. Something may come of it, and I'd as lief +be out of it altogether." + +"That's my doctrine, too," said Giles. + +Then he put his head in at the cave door, and said "Good-night, +missus!" + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +AT COLPUS'S. + + +On the morrow Mehetabel, carrying her babe, revisited the +schoolmistress, at an early hour, before the children assembled. + +Betty Chivers received her with joy. + +"Matabel," she said, "I've been thinking about you. There's James +Colpus and his daughter are in want of a woman. That girl, Julia +Caesar, as has been with them, got at the barrels of ale, and has +been givin' drink all round to the men, just when they liked. She'd +got a key to the cellar unbeknown to Master Colpus; so she has had +to walk off. Polly Colpus, she knows you well enough, and what a +managing girl you are. They couldn't do better than take you--that +is, if they can arrange with Bideabout, and don't object to the +baby." + +Accordingly, somewhat later, Mehetabel departed for the farm of +James Colpus, that adjoined the land occupied by old Simon +Verstage. + +James Colpus was preparing to go out fox-hunting when Mehetabel +arrived. He wore a tight, dark-colored suit, that made his red +face look the redder, and his foxy hair the foxier. His daughter +had a face like a full moon, flat and eminently livid;' fair, +almost white eyebrows, and an unmistakable moustache. She was +extraordinarily plain, but good-natured. She was pouring out +currant brandy for her father when Mehetabel arrived. + +"Well!" exclaimed Colpus. "Here is the runaway wife. Tally-ho! +Tally-ho! We've got her. All the parish has been out after you, +and you run to earth here, do you?" + +"If you please," said Mehetabel, "I have come to offer my services +in the place of Julia Caesar, who has been sent away. You know I +can work. You know I won't let nobody have the tap o' the beer--and +as for wages, I'll take what you are willing to give." + +"That's all very fine, Miss Runaway, but what will Bideabout say +to that?" + +"I am not going back to Bideabout," answered Mehetabel. "If you +cannot take me, I shall go to every farm and offer myself, and if +none in Thursley or Witley will have me, I'll beg my bread from +door to door, till I do find a house where I may honestly earn it. +Go back to the Punch-Bowl I will not." + +"I'd like to take you," said Colpus. "Glad to have you. Never a +better girl anywhere, of that I am quite certain--only, how about +the Broom-Squire? I'm constable, and it must not be said that the +constable is keeping a man's wife away from him." + +"You will not keep me from him. Nothing in the world will make me +go back to him." + +"Then--what about the baby? Can you let Bideabout have that?" + +Mehetabel flushed almost as red as Colpus and his daughter. + +"Never!" she said, firmly. + +"But, look here," said the farmer, "if I did agree to take you, +why, after a day or two, you'd be homesick, and wantin' to be back +in the arms of Jonas. It's always so with women." + +"I shall never go back," persisted Mehetabel. + +"So you say. But before the week is out you'll be piping another +song." + +"You may bind me to stay--three months--six--a year," + +"That is all very well to say. Bind me, but how? What bind will +hold--when the marriage tie does not?" + +"The marriage tie would have held me till death," answered +Mehetabel gravely, "if Jonas had not done that which makes it +impossible for me to remain. It is not for my sake that I am away. +Had I been alone I would have borne all till I died. But I have +other duties now. I am a mother. Here is my darling, a charge from +God. I owe it to God to do what I am here for--to find another +home, a place away from the Punch-Bowl." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I cannot explain." + +"Is the Punch-Bowl unhealthy for the child?" + +"Yes, it would die there." + +"Who told you so?" + +"I know it. My heart says so." + +"Now look here," said Colpus, getting red as a poppy, "there's a +lot of talk in the place about you. Some say that Bideabout is in +the wrong, some say that the wrong lies with you. It is reported +that he beat you, and there are folks that tell as how you gave him +occasion. You must let me know the right of it all, or I can't take +you." + +"Then I must go," said Mehetabel, "I cannot tell you all. You may +think ill of me if you choose, I cannot help that." + +Colpus rubbed his foxy whiskers and head. + +"You're a won'erful active woman, and do more work than three +ordinary gals. I'd like to have you in the house. But then--what +am I to say if Kink comes to claim you?" + +"Say you will not give me up." + +"But I ain't so sure but what he can force me to surrender you." + +"You are the strongest man in Thursley." + +"'Tain't that," said Colpus, gratified by the compliment. "'Tis he +might bring the law against me. I don't know nuthin' about law, +though I'm constable, but I reckon, if I was to keep a cow of his +as had strayed and refused to give her up, he could compel me. And +what's true of a cow is true of a wife. If I could be punished for +stealin' his goose I might be summonsed all on account of you. Then +there's the babe--that might be brought in as kidnappin'! I daren't +risk it." + +"But, father," put in Polly. "How would it do for a time, just to +try." + +"There's something in that, Polly. + +"And Julia Caesar have left things in a terrible mess. We must have +all cleared up before another comes in. What if we take Matabel by +the day to clear up?" + +"Look here, Polly," said Colpus, who visibly oscillated in mind +between his wishes to engage Mehetabel and his fears as to what the +consequences might be. "It's this," he touched his forehead, and +made a sign towards the applicant. "Folk do say it." + +"Matabel," said the good-natured farmer's daughter, "you go along +to Thursley, and father and I will talk it over. If we think we +can take you--where shall we send to find you?" + +"To Betty Chivers' house." + +"Well, in half an hour I trust we shall have decided. Now go." + +As Mehetabel withdrew, Polly said, "It's all gammon, father, about +her not being right in her head. Her eye is as steady as the +evenin' star. And it's all lies about there bein' any fault in her. +Matabel is as honest and true as sunlight." + +Then old Colpus shouted after Mehetabel, who was departing by the +lane. "Don't go that way, over the field is the path--by the stile. +There's a lot o' water in the lane." + +The young mother turned, thanked him with an inclination of the +head, and pressing her cheek to the child she bore, she took the +path that crossed a meadow, and which led to a tuft of holly, near +which was the stile, into the lane. She walked on, with her cheek +resting on the child's head, and her eyes on the trodden, cropped +wintry grass, with a flutter of hope in her bosom; for she was +almost certain that with the influence of Polly engaged on her +side, old Colpus would agree to receive her. + +She did not walk swiftly. She had no occasion for haste. She hoped +that the objections of the farmer would give way before she had +reached the hedge, and that he would recall her. + +She had almost arrived t the turf of holly, singing in a low tone +to the child in her arms, when, a voice made her start and cry out. + +She looked up. Jonas was before her. + +Unobserved by her he had entered the field. From the lane he had +seen her, and he had crossed the stile and come upon her. + +She stood frozen to the spot. Each muscle became rigid; the blood +in her arteries tingled as though bees were making their way through +every vein. Her brows met in a black band across her face. She +trembled for a moment, and then was firm. A supreme moment, the +supreme moment in her life was come. + +"So I have found you at last," sneered Jonas. Hatred, fury, were +in him and sent a quiver through the tones of his voice. + +"Yes, you have found me," she answered with composure. + +"You--do you know what you have done? Made me a derision and a talk +to all Thursley, a jest in every pot-house." + +"I have not done this. It is your doing." + +"Is it not enough that I have lost my money, but must I have this +scandal and outrage in my home?" + +She did not answer him. She looked steadily at him, and he dared +not meet her eyes. + +"You must come with me at once," he said. + +"I will not go with you." + +"I will make you." + +"That you cannot." + +"You are mad. You must be put under restraint." + +"I will go to the madhouse, but not to the Punch-Bowl." + +"You shall be forced to return." + +"How?" + +"I will have you tied. I will swear you are crazed. I will have you +locked up, and I will beat you till you learn to obey and behave as +I would have you." + +"Jonas," said Mehetabel, "this is idle talk. Never, never will I go +back to you." + +"Never!" + +He approached, his eyes glaring, his white fangs showing, like +those of a dog about to bite. + +Instinctively she put her hand into her pocket and drew forth a +lump of ironstone, that she had brandished the previous evening +before Sally Rocliffe and Giles Cheel; and which she carried with +her as her only weapon of defence. + +"Jonas," said Mehetabel. "You may threaten, but your threats do not +move me. I can defend myself." + +"Oh, with a stone? he scoffed. + +"Yes, if need be with a stone. But I have better protection than +that." + +"Indeed--let me hear it." + +"If you venture to touch me--venture to threaten any more--then I +shall appeal for protection." + +"To whom--to Iver?" + +"Not to Iver," her heart boiled up, and was still again. + +"To whom--to Farmer Colpus?" + +"To the law." + +"The law!" jeered Jonas. "It is the law that will send you back to +me." + +"It is the law which will protect me from you," answered Mehetabel. + +"I am fain to learn how." + +"How! I have but to go before a magistrate and tell how you tried +to poison your own child--how, when that failed, you tried to +smother it. And, Jonas," she added--as she saw his face grow ashen, +and a foam bubble form on his lips--"and, Jonas," she stepped +forward, and he backed--his glassy eyes on her face, "and, Jonas," +she said, "look here, I have this stone. With the like of this you +sought to kill me in the moor." She raised it above her head, "you +would-be murderer of your wife and your child--I am free from you." +She took another step forward--he reeled back and vanished--disappeared +instantly from her sight with a scream--instantly and absolutely, +as when the earth opened its mouth at the word of Moses and swallowed +up Korah. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +AGAIN: IRONSTONE. + + +Mehetabel heard shouts, exclamations, and saw Thomas Rocliffe and +his son, Samuel, come up over the stile from the lane, and James +Colpus running towards her. + +What had happened? Whither had Jonas vanished? She drew back and +passed her hand, still holding the ironstone, over her face. + +Then she saw Thomas and Samuel stoop, kneel, and Thomas swing +himself down and also disappear; thereupon up came the farmer. + +"What is it? Has he fallen in--into the kiln?" + +That the reader may understand what had occurred, it is necessary +that a few words of explanation should be given. + +At the time when the country was densely wooded with oaks, then the +farmers were wont annually to draw chalk from the quarries in the +flank of the Hog's Back, that singular ridge, steep as a Gothic +roof, running east and west from Guildford, and to cart this to +their farms. On each of these was a small brick kiln, constructed +in a sand-bank beside a lane, so that the chalk and fuel might be +thrown in from above, where the top of the kiln was level with the +field, and the burnt quicklime drawn out below and shovelled into a +cart that would convey it by the road to whatever field was thought +to require such a dressing. + +But fuel became scarce, and when the trees had vanished, then sea +coal was introduced. Thereupon the farmers found it more convenient +to purchase quicklime at the kiln mouth near the chalk quarry, than +to cart the chalk and burn it themselves. + +The private kilns were accordingly abandoned and allowed to fall to +ruin. Some were prudently filled in with earth and sand, but this +was exceptional. The majority were allowed to crumble in slowly; +and at the present day such abandoned kilns may be found on all +sides, in various stages of decay. + +Into such a kiln, that had not been filled in, Jonas had fallen, +when he stepped backwards, unconscious of its existence. + +Polly Colpus had followed her father, but kept in the rear, alarmed, +and dreading a ghastly sight. The farmer bent with hands on his +knees over the hole. Samuel knelt. + +"Have you got him?" asked Colpus. + +"Lend a hand," called Thomas from below, and with the assistance of +those above the body of Jonas Kink was lifted on to the bank. + +"He's dead," said the farmer. + +Then Mehetabel laughed. + +The three men and Polly Colpus turned and looked at her with +estrangement. + +They did not understand that there was neither mockery nor frivolity +in the laugh, that it proceeded involuntarily from the sudden +relaxation of overstrained nerves. At the moment Mehetabel was +aware of one thing only, that she had nothing more to fear, that +her baby was safe from pursuit. It was this thought that dominated +her and caused the laugh of relief. She had not in the smallest +degree realized how it was that this relief was obtained. + +"Fetch a hurdle," said Colpus, "and, Polly, run in and send a couple +of men. We must carry him to the Punch-Bowl. I reckon he's pretty +well done for. I don't see a sign of life in him." + +The Broom-Squire was laid on the gass. + +Strange is the effect of death on a man's clothes. The moment the +vital spark has left the body, the garments hang about him as though +never made to fit him. They take none of the usual folds; they lose +their gloss--it is as though life had departed out of them as well. + +Mehetabel seated herself on a bit of swelling ground and looked on, +without understanding what she saw; seeing, hearing, as in a dream; +and after the first spasm of relief, as if what was being done in +no way concerned her, belonged to another world to her own. It was +as though she were in the moon and saw what men were doing on the +earth. + +When the Broom-Squire had been lifted upon a hurdle, then Polly +Colpus thought right to touch Mehetabel, and say in a low tone: +"You will follow him and go to the Punch-Bowl?" + +"I will never, never go there again. I have said so," answered +Mehetabel. + +Then to avoid being pressed further, she stood up and went away, +bearing her child in her arms. + +The men looked after her and shook their heads. + +"Bideabout has had a blow on the forehead," said Colpus. + +Mehetabel returned to the school, entered without a word, and seated +herself by the fire. + +"Have you succeeded?" asked the widow. + +"How?" + +"Will Farmer Colpus take you?" + +"I don't know." + +"What have you in your hand?" + +Mehetabel opened her fingers and allowed Betty Chivers to remove +from her hand a lump of ironstone. + +"What are you carrying this for, Matabel?" + +"I defend baby with it," she answered. + +"Well, you do not need it in my house," said the dame, and placed +the liver-colored lump on the table. + +"How hot your hand is," she continued. "Here, let me feel again. It +is burning. And your forehead is the same. Are you unwell, Matabel?" + +"I am cold," she answered dreamily. + +"You have been over-worried and worked," said the kind old woman. +"I will get you a cup of tea." + +"He won't follow me any more and try to take my baby away," said +Mehetabel. + +"I am glad of that." + +"And I also." + +Then she moved her seat, winding and bending on one side. + +"What is it, my dear?" asked Betty. + +"His shadow. It will follow me and fall over baby." + +"What do you mean?" + +Mehetabel made no reply, and the widow buried herself in preparation +for the midday meal, a very humble one of bread and weak tea. + +"There's drippin' in the bowl," she said, "you can put some o' that +on the bread. And now, give me the little chap. You are not afraid +of trusting him to me?" + +"Oh, no!" + +The mother at once surrendered the child, and Mrs. Chivers sat by +the fire with the infant in her lap. + +"He's very like you," she said. + +"I couldn't love him if he were like him," said Mehetabel. + +"You must not say that." + +"He is a bad man." + +"Leave God to judge him." + +"He has judged him," answered the girl, looking vacantly into the +fire, and then passed her hand over her eyes and pressed her brow. + +"Have you a headache, dear?" + +"Yes--bad. It is his shadow has got in there--rolled up, and I can't +shake it out." + +"Matabel--you must go to bed. You are not well." + +"No--I am not well. But my baby?" + +"He is safe with me." + +"I am glad of that, you will teach him A B C, and the Creed, and to +pray to and fear God. But you needn't teach him to find Abelmeholah +on the map, nor how many gallons of water the Jordan carries into +the Dead Sea every minute, nor how many generations there are in +Matthew. That is all no good at all. Nor does it matter where is +the country of the Gergesenes. I have tried it. The Vicar was a +good man, was he not, Betty?" + +"Yes, very good." + +"He would give the coat off his back, and the bread out of his +mouth to the poor. He gave beef and plum pudding all around at +Christmas, and lent out blankets in winter. But he never gave +anything to the soul, did he, Betty? Never made the heart warm. I +found it so. What I got of good for that was from you." + +"My dear," said the old woman, starting up. "I insist on your going +to bed at once. I see by your eye, by the fire in your cheek, that +you are ill." + +"I will go to bed; I do not want anything to eat, only to lay my +head down, and then the shadow will run out at my ear--only I fear +it may stain the pillow. When I'm rich I will buy you another. Baby +is rich; he has got a hundred and fifty pounds. What is his is +mine, and what is mine is his. He will not grudge you a new +pillow-case." + +Mehetabel, usually reserved and silent, had become loquacious and +rambling in her talk. It was but too obvious, that she was in a +fever, and wandering. Mrs. Chivers insisted on her taking some tea, +and then she helped her upstairs to the little bedroom, and did not +leave her till she was asleep. The school children, who came in +after their dinner hour, were dismissed, so that Mrs. Chivers had +the afternoon to devote to the care of the child and of the sick +mother, who was in high fever. + +She was in the bedroom when she heard a knock at the door, and +then a heavy foot below. She descended the rickety stairs as gently +as possible, and found Farmer Colpus in the schoolroom. + +"How do you do, Mrs. Chivers? Can you tell me, is Matabel Kink +here?" + +"Yes--if you do not mind, Mr. Colpus, to speak a little lower. She +is in bed and asleep." + +"Asleep?" + +"She came in at noon, rather excited and queer, and her hand +burnin' like a hot chestnut, so I gave her a dish o' tea and sent +her upstairs. I thought it might be fever--and her eyes were that +strange and unsteady--" + +"It is rather odd," said the constable, "but my daughter observed +how calm and clear her eye was--only an hour before." + +"Maybe," said Mrs. Chivers, "and yet she was that won'erful +wanderin' in her speech--" + +"You don't think she was shamming?" + +"Shammin'! Lord, sir--that Matabel never did, and I've knowed her +since she was two-year old. At three and a half she comed to my +school." + +"By the way, what is that stone on your table?" asked Colpus. + +"That, sir? Matabel had it in her hand when she comed in. I took +it away, and then I felt how burnin' she was, like a fire." + +"Oh! she was still holding that stone. Did she say anything about +it?" + +"Yes, sir, she said that she used it to defend herself and baby." + +"From whom?" + +"She didn't say--but you know, sir, there has been a bit of tiff +between her and the Broom-Squire, and she won't hear of goin back +to the Punch-Bowl, and she has a fancy he wants to take the baby +away from her. That's ridic'lous, of course. But there is no getting +the idea out of her head." + +"I must see her." + +"You can't speak to her, sir. She is asleep still." Colpus +considered. + +"I'll ask you to allow me to take this stone away, Betty. And I +must immediately send for the doctor. He has been sent for to the +Punch-Bowl, and I'll stop him on the way back to Godalming. I must +be assured that Matabel is in a fit state to be removed." + +"Removed, whither?" + +"To the lock-up." + +"The lock-up, sir?" + +"To the lock-up. Do you know, Mrs. Chivers, that Jonas Kink is +dead, and that very strong suspicions attach to Matabel, that she +killed him?" + +"Matabel killed him!" + +"Yes, with that very stone." + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +IN HOPE. + + +When the surgeon, on his return from the Punch-Bowl was called in +to see Mehetabel, he at once certified that she was not in a +condition to be removed, and that she would require every possible +attention for several days. + +Accordingly, James Colpus allowed her to remain at the Dame's School, +but cautioned Betty Chivers that he should hold her responsible for +the appearance of Mehetabel when required. + +Jonas Kink was not dead, as Colpus thought when lifted out of the +kiln into which he had been precipitated backwards, but he had +received several blows on the head which had broken in the skull +and stunned him. Had there been a surgeon at hand to relieve the +pressure on the brain, he might perhaps have recovered, but there +was none nearer than Godalming; the surgeon was out when the +messenger arrived, and did not return till late, then he was +obliged to get a meal, and hire a horse, as his own was tired, and +by the time he arrived at the Punch-Bowl Jonas had ceased to +breathe, and all he could do was to certify his death and the +cause thereof. + +Mehetabel's nature was vigorous and elastic with youth. She +recovered rapidly, more so, indeed than Mrs. Chivers would allow +to James Colpus, as she was alarmed at the prospect of having to +break to her that a warrant was issued against her on the charge +of murder. + +When she did inform her, Mehetabel could not believe what she was +told. + +"That is purely," she said. "I kill Jonas! If he had touched me and +tried to take baby away I might have done it. I would have fought +him like a tiger, as I did before." + +"When did you fight him?" + +"In the Moor, by Thor's Stone, over the gun--there when the shot +went off into his arm." + +"I never knew much of that, though there was at the time some talk." + +"Yes. I need say nothing of that now. But as to hurting Jonas, I +never hurted nobody in my life save myself, and that was when I +married him. I don't believe I could kill a fly--and then only if +it were teasin' baby." + +"There is Joe Filmer downstairs, has somethin' to say. Can he come +up?" + +"Yes," answered Mehetabel. "He was always kind to me." + +The ostler of the Ship stumbled up the stairs and saluted the sick +girl with cordiality and respect. + +"Very sorry about this little affair. 'Tis a pity, I sez, that such +a fuss be made over trifles. There's been the crownin' of the body, +and now there's to be the hearin' of you afore the magistrates, and +then they say you'll have to go to the 'sizez, and there'll come +the hangin'. 'Tis terrible lot o' fuss all about Jonas as wasn't +worth it. No one'll miss him and if you did kill him, well, there +was cause, and I don't think the wuss o' you for it." + +"Thank you, Joe, but I did not kill him." + +"Well--you know--it's right for you to say so, 'cos you'll have to +plead not guilty. Polly, at our place never allows she's broke +nothin', but the chinay and the pipkins have got a terrible way of +committin' felo de se since she came to the Ship. She always sez +she didn't do it--and right enough. No one in this free country +is obliged to incriminate hisself. That's one of our glorious +institootions." + +"I really am guiltless," urged Mehetabel. + +"Quite right you should say so. Pleased to hear it. But I don't +know what the magistrates will say. Most folks here sez you did, +and all the Punch-Bowl will swear it. They sez you tried to kill +him wi' his own gun, but didn't succeed as you wished, so now you +knocked him on the head effectual like, and tippled his dead body +down into the kiln. He was an aggravatin' chap, was Bideabout, and +deserved it. But that is not what I come here to say." + +"And that was--" + +"Well, now, I mustn't say it too loud. I just slipped in when +nobody was about, as I don't want it to be known as I am here. The +master and I settled it between us." + +"Settled what, Joe?" + +"You see he always had a wonderful liking for you, and so had I. +He was agin you marryin' the Broom-Squire, but the missus would +have it so. Now he's goyne to send me with the trap to Portsmouth. +He's had orders for it from a gent as be comin' wild fowl shootin' +in the Moor. So my notion is I'll drive by here in the dark, and +you'll be ready, and come along wi' me, takin' the baby with you, +and I'll whip you off to Portsmouth, and nobody a penny the wiser. +I've got a married sister there--got a bit o' a shop, and I'll take +you to her, and if you don't mind a bit o' nonsense, I'll say you're +my wife and that's my baby. Then you can stay there till all is +quiet. I've a notion as Master Colpus be comin' to arrest you +to-morrow, and that would be comical games. If you will come along +wi' me, and let me pass you off as I sed, then you can lie hid till +the wind has changed. It's a beautiful plan. I talked it over with +the master, and he's agreeable; and as to money--well, he put ten +pound into my hand for you, and there's ten pound of my wages I've +saved and hid in the thatchin' of the cow-stall, and have no use +for; that's twenty pound, and will keep you and the baby goin' for +a while, and when that's done I daresay there'll be more to be had." + +"I thank you, Joe," began Mehetabel, the tears rising in her eyes. + +He cut her short. "The master don't want Polly to know nothin' of +it. Polly's been able to get the mastery in the house. She's got +the keys, and she's a'most got the old chap under lock. But it's +my experience as fellows when they get old get won'erful artful, +and master may be under her thumb in most things, but not all. And +he don't fancy the notion of your bein' hanged. So he gave me that +ten pound, and when I sed I'd drive you away afore the constable +had you--why, he just about jumped out o' his breeches wi' joy. +Only the first thing he said then was--'Not a word to Polly.'" + +"Indeed, Joe, you are good, but I cannot go." + +"You must go either to Portsmouth or to Gorlmyn. You may be a free +woman, but in hidin', or go to prison. There's the choice before +you. And if you b'ain't a fool, I know what you will take." + +"I do not think it right to run away." + +"Of course if you killed him deliberate, then you may go cheerful +like and be hanged for it. But wot I sez and most sez, but they in +the Punch-Bowl, is that it worn't deliberate. It were done under +aggravatin' sarcumstances. The squatters in the Bowl, they have +another tale. They say you tried to shoot him, and then to poison +him, and he lived in fear of his life of you, and then you knocked +him head over heels into the kiln, and served him right is my +doctrine, and I respect you for it. But then--wot our people in +Thursley sez is that it'll give the place a bad name if you're hung +on Hind Head. They've had three hangin' there already, along of wot +they did to your father. And to have another might damage the +character of the place. I don't fancy myself that farmer Colpus is +mighty keen on havin' you hanged." + +"I shall not be hanged when I am guiltless," said Mehetabel. + +"My dear," answered the hostler, "it all depends not on what you +are but on what the judge and jury think, and that depends on the +lawyers what they say in their harangues. There's chances in all +these things, and the chance may be as you does get found guilty +and be sentenced to the gallows. It might cause an unpleasantness +here, and that you would wish to avoid I don't say as even Sally +Rocliffe and Thomas would like it, for you're related to them +somehow, and I'm quite sure as Thursley villagers won't like it, +cos we've all respected you and have held Jonas cheap. And why we +should have you hanged becos he's dead--that's unanswerable I say. +So I'll be round after dark and drive you to Portsmouth." + +"No, indeed, I cannot go." + +"You can think it over. What about the little chap, the baby? If +they hang you, that'll be wuss for him than it was for you. For you +it were bad enough, because you had three men hanged all along of +your father, but for he it'll be far more serious when he goes +about the world as the chap as had his mother hanged." + +"Joe, you insist on imagining the worst. It cannot, it will not, be +that I shall be condemned when guiltless." + +"If I was you I'd make sure I wasn't ketched," urged the hostler. +"You may be quite certain that the master will do what he can for +you; but I must say this, he is that under Polly that you can't +depend on him. There was old Clutch on the day when Bideabout was +killed. The doctor came from Gorlmyn on a hired hoss, and it was +the gray mare from the inn there. Well, old Clutch seems to have +found it out, and with his nose he lifted the latch of the +stable-door and got out, and trotted away after the doctor or the +old mare all the road to Gorlmyn; and he's there now in a field +with the mare, as affable as can be with her. It's the way of old +horses--and what, then, can you expect of old men? Polly can lead +the master where she pleases." + +"Joe," said Mehetabel, "I cannot accept your kind offer. Do not +think me ungrateful. I am touched to the heart. But I will not +attempt to run away; that would at once be taken as a token that I +was guilty and was afraid of the consequences. I will not do +anything to give occasion for such a thought. I am not guilty, +and will act as an innocent person would." + +"You may please yourself," answered Filmer; "but if you don't go, I +shall think you what I never thought you before--a fool." + +"I cannot help it; I must do what is right," said Mehetabel. "But I +shall never forget your kindness, Joe, at a time when there are +very few who are friends to me." + +The period of Mehetabel's illness had been a trying one for the +infant, and its health, never strong, had suffered. Happily, the +little children who came to the Dame's school were ready and +suitable nurses for it. A child can amuse and distract a babe from +its woes in an exceptional manner, and all the little pupils were +eager to escape A B C by acting as nurses. + +When the mother was better, the babe also recovered; but it was, at +best, a puny, frail creature. + +Mehetabel was aware how feeble a life was that which depended on +her, but would not admit it to herself. She could not endure to +have the delicacy of the child animadverted upon. She found excuses +for its tears, explanations of its diminutive size, a reason for +every doubtful sign--only not the right one. She knew she was +deceiving herself, but clung to the one hope that filled her--that +she might live for her child, and her child might live for her. + +The human heart must have hope. That is as necessary to its +thriving as sun is to the flowers. If it were not for the spring +before it, the flower-root would rot in the ground, the tree canker +at the core; the bird would speed south never to return; the insect +would not retreat under shelter in the rain; the dormouse would not +hibernate, the ant collect its stores, the bee its honey. There +could be no life without expectation; and a life without hope in +man or woman is that of a machine--not even that of an animal. Hope +is the mainspring of every activity; it is the spur to all +undertakings; it is the buttress to every building; it runs in all +youthful blood; it gives buoyancy to every young heart and vivacity +to every brain. Mehetabel had hope in her now. She had no thought +for herself save how it concerned her child. In that child her hope +was incorporate. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +A TROUBLED HOPE. + + +On the following morning Mehetabel was conveyed to Godalming, and +was brought before the magistrates, assembled in Petty Sessions. + +She was in no great anxiety. She knew that she was innocent, and +had a childlike, childish confidence that innocence must come out +clear of stain, and then only guilt suffered punishment. + +Before the magistrates this confidence of hers was rudely shaken. +The evidence that would be produced against her at the Assizes was +gone through in rough, as is always done in these cases, and the +charge assumed a gravity of complexion that astonished and abashed +her. That she and her husband had not lived in harmony was shown; +also that he had asserted that she had attempted his life with his +gun; that he was afraid she would poison him if trusted with the +opiate prescribed for him when suffering from a wound. It was +further shown by Giles Cheel and Sarah Rocliffe that she had +threatened to kill her husband with a stone, if not that actually +used by her, and then on the table, by one so like it as to be +hardly distinguishable from it. This threat had been made on the +night previous to the death of Jonas Kink. On the morning she had +encountered her husband in a field belonging to Mr. James Colpus, +and this meeting had been witnessed by the owner of the field, his +daughter, and by Thomas Rocliffe and his son Samuel. + +Colpus and his daughter had been at some distance in the rear, but +Thomas and Samuel Rocliffe had been close by, in a sunken lane; +they had witnessed the meeting from a distance of under thirty +feet, and were so concealed by the hedge of holly and the bank as +to render it improbable that they were visible to the accused. + +James Colpus had seen that an altercation took place between +Mehetabel and the deceased, but was at too great a distance to +hear what was said. He had seen Mehetabel raise her hand, holding +something--what he could not say--and threaten Jonas with it; but +he did not actually see her strike him, because at that moment he +turned to say something to his daughter. + +The evidence of Mary Colpus was to much the same effect. The +accused had come to her to ask for a situation vacant in the house, +through the dismissal of Julia Caesar, her former servant, and +some difficulty had been raised as to her reception, on account +of the doubt whether Jonas would allow his wife to go out into +service, and leave her home. She and her father had promised to +consider the matter, and with this understanding Mehetabel had +left, carrying her babe. + +Just as she reached the further extremity of the field, she met +her husband, Jonas Kink, who came up over the stile, out of the +lane, apparently unobserved by Mehetabel; for, when he addressed +her, she started, drew back, and thrust her hand into her pocket +and pulled out a stone. With this she threatened to strike him; but +whether she carried her threat into execution, or what occasioned +his fall, she could not say, owing to her father having spoken to +her at that moment, and she had diverted her eyes from the two in +the field to him. When next she looked Jonas had disappeared, and +she heard the shouts, and saw the faces of Thomas and Samuel +Rocliffe, as they came through the hedge. + +Then her father said, "Something has happened!" and started +running. She had followed at a distance, and seen the Rocliffes +pull the body of Jonas Kink out of the kiln and lay it on the grass. + +Thomas Rocliffe was a stupid man, and the magistrates had difficulty +with him. They managed, however, to extract from him the following +statement on oath: + +He and Samuel had been out the previous day along with Jonas Kink, +his brother-in-law, looking for Mehetabel. Jonas thought she had +gone to the Moor and had drowned herself, and he had said he did +not care "such a won'erful sight whether she had." + +On the morning of the event of his death Jonas had come to them, +and asked them to attend him again, and from what he, Thomas, had +heard from Sally, he said that they had been on the wrong scent +the night before, and that they must look for Matabel nigher, in +or about the village. + +They had gone together, he and Jonas and his son Samuel, along the +lane that led out of the Punch-Bowl towards Thursley by the +Colpus's farm, and as they went along, in the deep lane, Jonas +shouted out that he saw his wife coming along. Then he, Thomas +and Samuel looked, and they also saw her. She was walking very +slow, and "was cuddlin' the baby," and did not seem to know where +she was going, for she went wide of the stile. Then Jonas got up +over the stile, and told Thomas and Samuel to bide where they +were till he called them. They did so, and saw him address +Mehetabel, who was surprised when he spoke to her, and then +something was said between them, and she pulled a big stone out +of her pocket and raised it over her head, stepped forward, +"sharp-like," and knocked him with it, on the head, so that he +fell like one struck with a thunderbolt, backward into the kiln. +Thereupon he and Samuel came up over the hedge, and he jumped +into the kiln, and found his brother-in-law there, huddled up +in a heap at the bottom. He managed with difficulty to heave +him out, and with the assistance of Samuel and Farmer Colpus, to +lay him on the grass, when all three supposed he was dead. + +When they said that he was dead, then Mehetabel laughed. + +This statement produced a commotion in court. Then they got a +hurdle or gate, he couldn't say which, and lifted the deceased +on to it and carried him home to the Punch-Bowl. It was only when +they laid him on the bed that they saw he still breathed. They +heard him groan, and he moved one hand--the right. He was rather +stiff and awkward with his left since his accident. + +This evidence was corroborated at every point by the testimony of +Samuel, who was quite positive that Mehetabel had struck Jonas on +the head. Like all stupid people, the two Rocliffes were ready to +swear to and maintain with tenacity those points which were false +or inaccurate, and to hesitate about asserting with confidence such +as were true, and could not be other than true. It is not always +in the power of a wise and observant man to discriminate between +facts and imagination, and a dull and undeveloped intelligence is +absolutely incapable of distinguishing between them. + +The evidence of the surgeon was to the effect that Jonas Kink had +died from the consequences of fracture of the skull, but whether +caused by a blow from a stone or from a fall he was unable to +state. There were contusions on his person. He probably struck +his head against the bricks of the kiln as he fell or was thrown +into it. Abrasions of the skin were certainly so caused. When he, +the witness, arrived at the Punch-Bowl, Kink was already dead. He +might have been dead an hour, the body was not absolutely cold. +When asked whether the piece of ironstone on the table might have +dealt the blow which had broken in the skull of Jonas, he replied, +that it might have done so certainly, and the fracture of the skull +was quite compatible with the charge advanced that it had been so +caused. + +The next witness summoned was Betty Chivers, who gave her evidence +with great reluctance, and with many tears. It was true that the +stone produced in court had been taken by her from the hand of the +accused, and that immediately on her return from the farm of Mr. +Colpus. Mehetabel had not told her that she had met her husband, +had not said that he was dead, but had admitted that she had armed +herself with the stone for the purpose of self-defence against +Jonas, her husband, who, she believed, desired to take the child +from her. + +Mehetabel was asked if she had anything to say, and when she +declined to say anything, was committed for trial at the ensuing +assizes at Kingston. + +Throughout the hearing she had been uneasy. The cell where she had +been confined was close to the court, and she had been obliged to +leave her child with a woman who had attended to her; and with this +person the infant would not be at rest. Faintly, and whenever there +was a lull in the court, she could hear the wail of her child, the +little voice rising and falling, and she was impatient to be back +with it, to still its cries and console the little heart, that was +frightened at the presence of strangers and separation from its +mother. + +Through all the time that she was in court, Mehetabel was listening +for the voice of the little one, and paying far more attention to +that, than to the evidence produced against her. + +It was not till Mehetabel was removed to Kingston on Thames and put +in the prison to await her trial, that the full danger that menaced +was realized by her, and then it was mainly as it affected her +child, that it alarmed her. Life had not been so precious, that +she valued it, save for the sake of this feeble child so dependent +on her for everything. + +Her confidence in justice was no longer great. Ever since her +marriage--indeed, ever since Mrs. Verstage had turned against her, +she had been buffeted by Fortune, devoid of friends. Why should a +Court of Justice treat her otherwise than had the little world +with which she had been brought in contact. + +In Kingston prison the wife of the jailer was kind, and took a +fancy to the unhappy young mother. She sat with and talked to her. + +"If they hang me," said Mehetabel, "what will become of my baby?" + +"It will go to a relation." + +"It has no relations but Sally Rocliffe, and she has ill-wished it. +She will be unkind to it, she wants it to die; and if it lives, +she will speak to my child unkindly of me." + +She wiped her eyes. "I cannot bear to think of that. I might make +up my mind to die, if I knew my baby would be kindly cared for and +loved--though none could love it and care for it as I do. But I +could not die thinking it was taught that I was a bad woman, and +heard untrue things said of me every day. I know Sally, she would +do that. I had rather my child went on the parish, as I did, than +that Sally Rocliffe should have it. I was a charity girl, and I +was well cared for by Susanna Verstage, but that was a chance, or +rather a Providence, and I know very well there are not many +Susanna Verstages in the world. There is not another in Thursley, +no, nor in Witley either." + +"Your child could not go on the parish. Your husband, as I have +been told, had a freehold of his own and some money." + +"He lost all his money." + +"But the farm was his, and that must be worth a few hundred pounds, +so that it would not be possible for the child to go on the parish." + +"Then it must go to Sally Rocliffe. There is no other relation." + +This was now the great trouble of Mehetabel. She had accepted the +inevitable, that wrong judgment would be pronounced, and that she +would be hung. Then the thought that her little darling would be +placed under the charge of the woman who had embittered her married +life, the woman who believed her to be guilty of murder,--this +was more than she could endure. + +She had passed completely from confidence that her innocence would +be acknowledged and that she would at once be released, a condition +in which she had rested previous to her appearance before the +magistrates at Godalming, into the reverse state, she accepted, +now that she was in prison, awaiting her trial, as a certainty that +she would be condemned and sentenced to the gallows. + +This frame of mind in which she was affected the jailer's wife, and +made her suppose that Mehetabel was guilty of the crime wherewith +she was charged. + +All Mehetabel's thoughts and schemings were directed towards the +disposal of her child and its welfare after she was taken from it. +All the struggle within her torn heart was to reconcile herself to +the parting, and to have faith in Providence that her child would +be cared for when she was removed. + +How that could be she saw not; and she came at length to hope that +when she was taken away the poor little orphan babe would follow +her. In that thought she found more comfort than in the anticipation +of its living, ill-treated by its aunt, and brought up to be +ashamed of its mother. + +"You say," said Mehetabel to the jaileress, "that they don't hang +women in chains now. I am glad of that. But where will I be buried? +Do you think it could be contrived that if my baby were to die at +some time after me it might be laid at my side? That is the only +thing I now desire--and that--oh! I think I could be happy if I +were promised that." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +BEFORE THE JUDGE. + + +Previous to the Assizes, Joe Filmer arrived in Kingston in a trap +drawn by old Clutch. He was admitted into the prison on his +expressing his desire to see Mehetabel. + +After the first salutations were passed, Joe proceeded to business. +"You see, Matabel," said he, "the master don't want you to think +he won't help you out o' this little mess you've got into. But he +don't want Polly to know it. The master, he's won'erful under that +young woman's--I can't say thumb, but say her big toe. So if he +does wot he does about you, it's through me, and he'll sit +innercent like by the fire twiddlin' of his thumbs, and talkin' +of the weather. Master would be crafty as an old fox if he weren't +stupid as an owl. I can't think how he can have allowed himself to +get so much into Polly's power. It is so; and when he wants to do +a thing without her knowin', he has to do it underhand ways. Well, +he thort if he let our 'oss and trap go, as Polly'd be suspectin' +something, and Polly's terrible set against you. So he told me to +take a holiday and visit a dyin' aunt, and borrow old Clutch and a +trap from the Angel at Gorlmyn. Clutch have been there all along, +ever since your affair. There's no keepin' him away. So I came +here; and won'erful slow Clutch was. When I came to Kingston I put +up at the Sun, and sez I to the ostler: Be there a good lawyer +hereabouts, think you? 'Well,' sez he, 'I'm a stranger to Kingston. +I were born and bred at Cheam, but I was ostler first in Chertsey, +and then for six months at Twickenham. But there's a young woman +I'm courtin', I think she does the washin' for a soort of a lawyer +chap, and I'll ax she at my dinner time.' So he did, and he came +back and told me as the gal sed her master was a lawyer. She didn't +think much of the missus, she was mean about perquisates, but the +master was decent enough, and never came pokin into the kitchen +except when he wanted to have his socks dried. So I reckon he'll do +the job for you. Well, I gave that there ostler threepence, and +axed him to do me the favor of tellin' that there lawyer that I'd +be glad to stand him a glass o' ale if he'd step over to the bar +of the Angel. I'd got a bit of business I wanted to consult him +about. Well, he came, affable enough, and I told him all--as how I +wanted him to defend you, and get you out of this tidy hobble you +was in, and wot it 'ud cost. Then he thought a bit, and said that +he could get up the case, but must engage counsel. He was only a +turnkey, or some name like that; I sed, sed I, he was to manage +all, and he might take it or lump it on these terms: Five and +twenty pounds if he got you off clear, and if he didn't, and you +was hanged, then nuthin'." + +Joe smiled and rubbed his hands in self-satisfaction. Then he +continued: "You know the master stands behind me. He'll find the +money, so long as Polly don't know; but he thort, and so does I, +as it could be done cheapest if I took it on me. So I sed to the +lawyer chap, who was makin' faces as if he'd got a herrin' bone in +his teeth, sez I, 'I'm nort but an ostler in a little country inn, +and it's not to be supposed I've much savin's. Nor is Matabel any +relation, only she wos maid in the inn whilst I wos ostlin', so I +feels a sort o' a likin' for the girl, and I don't mind standin' +five and twenty pound to get her off. More I can't give.' That, +Matabel, was gammon. The master wouldn't stick at five and twenty, +but he told me to try on this little game. He's deep is the master, +for, all the innercence he puts on. I said to the ostler I'd give +him half-a-crown for the gal as washes, as she introduced me to the +lawyer. That there turnkey, as he calls himself, he sez he must get +the counsel, and I sez, that, of course, and it comes out of the +five and twenty. Then he made more faces, but I stuck to it, and I +believe he'll do it. He axed me about particulars, and I sed he wos +to consult you. The master sed that durin' the trial I wos to be +nigh the lawyer, and if he seemed to flag at all I wos to say, +'Another five pound, old ginger, if you gets her off.' So I think +we shall manage it, and Polly be never the wiser." + +The Assizes began. Mehetabel, in her prison, could hear the church +bells ring merry peals to welcome the judge. She was in sore anxiety +about the child, that had failed greatly of late. The trouble in +which its mother had been involved had told on its never strong +constitution. Even had she been occupied with her own defence and +ultimate fate, the condition of the babe imperiously demanded that +the main solicitude of its mother should be devoted to it, to still +its cries, to relieve its pains, to lull it to necessary sleep. + +When Mahetabel knew that she was in a few minutes to be summoned to +answer in court for her life, she hung over the little sufferer, +clasped it and its crib in her arms, and laid her cheek beside its +fevered face on the pillow. She could rest in no other position. If +she left the child, it was to pace the cell--if she turned her +thoughts to her defence, she was called back by a peevish cry to +consider the infant. + +When finally summoned to the court she committed the babe to the +friendly and worthy jaileress, who undertook to care for it to the +best of her abilities. The appearance of Mehetabel in the court +produced at once a favorable impression. Her beauty, her youth, the +sweetness and pathos of expression in her intelligent face, and the +modesty with which she bore the stare of the crowd, sent a wave of +sympathy through all present, and stirred pity in every heart. When +Mehetabel had recovered the confusion and alarm into which she was +thrown by finding herself in the dock with heads all about her, eyes +fixed upon her, and mouths whispering comments, she timidly looked +up and around. + +She saw the judge in his robes under the Royal arms, the barristers, +in gowns and wigs, she looked in the direction of the jury, +and with a start recognized one amongst them. By a strange chance +Iver Verstage had been chosen as one of the petty jury, and the +prosecution not suspecting that he was in any way mixed up in the +matter before the court, not knowing that he was acquainted with +the prisoner, that he came from the neighborhood of the scene of +the murder, suffered him to pass unchallenged. Iver did not turn +his face her way, and avoided meeting her eye. + +Then she saw Joe Filmer's honest countenance; he sought what Iver +avoided, and greeted her with a smile and a nod. + +There was one more present whom Mehetabel recognized, and that in +spite of his wig. She saw in the barrister who was to act as +counsel in the prosecution that same young man who had insulted +her on the dam of the Hammer Pond. + +There was little fresh evidence produced beyond that elicited +before the magistrates. Almost the only new matter was what was +drawn from the two Rocliffes relative to the conversation that +had passed between the prisoner and the deceased previous to his +death. But neither father nor son could give a clear account, and +they contradicted each other and themselves. But both were confident +as to Mehetabel having struck Jonas on the head. + +The counsel for the defence was able to make a point here. According +to their account they were in a lane, the level of which was +considerably lower than that of the field in which the altercation +took place. There was a hedge of holly intervening. Now holly does +not lose its leaves in winter. Holly does not grow in straggling +fashion, but densely. How were these two men able to see through +so close a screen? Moreover, if they could see the prisoner then +it was obvious she could see them, and was it likely that she would +strike her husband before their eyes. Neither Samuel nor Thomas +Rocliffe was able to explain how he saw through a hedge of holly, +but he had no hesitation in saying that see he did. They were both +looking and had chosen a spot where a view was possible, and that +Mehetabel did not know they were present was almost certain, as +she was looking at Jonas all the while and not in their direction. +The counsel was disappointed, he had hoped to make much of this +point. + +Mehetabel was uneasy when she noticed now that the bewigged young +man who had spoken with her at the Hammer Pond labored to bring +out from the witnesses' admissions that would tell against her. +He was not content with the particulars of the death of Jonas, he +went back to the marriage of Mehetabel, and to her early history. +He forced from the Rocliffes, father and son, and also from Colpus +and his daughter the statement that when Mehetabel had been told +her husband was dead she had laughed. + +Up to this the feeling of all in court had been unmistakably in her +favor, but now, as in the petty sessions, the knowledge that she +had laughed turned the current of sympathy from her. + +When all the evidence had been produced, then the counsel for the +prosecution stood up and addressed the court. The case, said he, +was a peculiarly painful one, for it exhibited the blackest +ingratitude in one who owed, he might say, everything to the +deceased. As the court had heard--the accused had been brought +up in a small wayside tavern, the resort of sailors on their way +between London and Portsmouth, where she had served in the capacity +of barmaid, giving drink to the low fellows who frequented the +public-house, and he need hardly say that such a bringing up must +kill all the modesty, morality, sense of self-respect and common +decency out of a young girl's mind. She was good-looking, and had +been the object of familiarities from the drunken vagabonds who +passed and repassed along the road, and stayed to slake their +thirst, and bandy jokes with the pretty barmaid. From this situation +she had been rescued by Jonas Kink, a substantial farmer. Having +been a foundling she had no name. She had been brought up at the +parish expense, and had no relatives either to curb her propensities +for evil, or to withdraw her from a situation in which no young +woman, he ventured to say, could spend her early years without +moral degradation. It might almost be asserted that Jonas Kink, +the deceased, had lifted this unfortunate creature from the gutter. +He had given her his name, he had given her a home. He had treated +her with uniform kindness--no evidence had been produced that he +had ever maltreated her. On the contrary, as the widow Chivers had +admitted--the prisoner said herself that the deceased had never +struck her with a stick. That there had been quarrels he freely +admitted, that the deceased had spoken sharply was not to be +denied. But he asked: What husband would endure that the young +wife who was indebted to him for everything, should resume her +light and reprehensible conduct, or should show inclination to +do so, after he had made her his own? No doubt whatever that the +prisoner at the bar felt the monotony of a farmhouse irksome +after the lively existence in a public house. No doubt she missed +the society of topers, and their tipsy familiarities. But was +that reason why she should kill her husband? + +He believed that he had been able to show that this murder had +been planned; that the prisoner had provided herself with the +implement wherewith it was her purpose to rid herself of the +husband who was distasteful to her. With deliberate intention to +free herself, she had waited to catch him alone, and where she +believed she was unobserved. The jury must consider how utterly +degraded a woman must be to compass the death of the man to whom +she had sworn eternal fidelity and love. A woman who could do this +was not one who should be suffered to live; she was a scandal to +her sex; she dishonored humanity. + +The counsel proceeded to say: "Gentlemen of the jury, I have +anxiously looked about for some excuses, something that might +extenuate the atrocity of this crime. I have found none. The man +who steals bread to support his starving children must suffer +under the law for what he has done. Can you allow to go free a +woman, because young, who has wilfully, wantonly, and deliberately +compassed the murder of her husband, merely, as far as we can +judge, because he stood in her way pointing the direction to +morality and happiness. Whatever may be said in defence of this +unfortunate prisoner now on her trial, gentlemen of the jury, do +not mistake your office. You are not here to excuse crime and to +forgive criminals, but to judge them with justice. Do not be +swayed by any false feeling of commiseration because of the sex +and youth of the accused. Remember that a wife guilty of the +murder of her husband, who is allowed to run free, encourages +all others, possibly even your own, to rid themselves of their +husbands, whenever they resent a look or a word of reproach. I +will lose no more words, but demand a sentence of guilty against +Mehetabel Kink." + +The young mother had hardly been able to endure the sense of shame +that overwhelmed her during the progress of the speech of the +counsel. Flushes of crimson swept through her face, at his +insinuations and statements affecting her character, and then the +color faded leaving her deadly white. This was an agony of death +worse than the gallows. She could have cried out, "Take my life--but +spare me this dishonor." + +Joe Filmer looked troubled and alarmed; he worked his way to the +back of the bench, where sat the counsel for the defence, and +said: "Old Crock, five guineas--ten, if you'll get her off. Five +from the master, and five from me. And I'll kick that rascal who +has just spoken, as he comes out; I will, be Jiggers!" + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +THE VERDICT. + + +When the counsel for the defense stood up, Mehetabel raised her +shame-stricken face. This man, she knew, would speak a good word +for her--had he not done so already? Had not all his efforts been +directed towards getting out of the witnesses something favorable +to her, and to showing contradictions in their statements which +told against her? + +But she looked timidly towards him, and dared not meet the glances +of the crowd in the court. What must they think of her--that she +was an abandoned woman without self-restraint; a disgrace to her +sex, as that young barrister had said. + +Again, it must be said, she was accustomed to injustice. She had +been unfairly treated by Susanna Verstage. She had met with cruel +wrong from her husband. By the whole of the Punch-Bowl she had been +received without generosity, without that openness of mind which +should have been manifested towards a stranger claiming its +hospitality. She had not received the kindness that was her due +from her sister-in-law. Even the well-disposed Joe Filmer believed +her to be guilty of murder. But perhaps she could have borne all +this better than the wounding insults offered her by the counsel +for the prosecution, blasting her character before the world. + +The barrister engaged to defend her did his utmost, and did it with +ability. He charged the jury not to be deceived into believing that +this was a case of premeditated murder, even if they were satisfied +that Jonas had been killed by the stone carried by the defendant. + +As he had brought out by the evidence of the widow Betty Chivers, +and by that of the surgeon, the prisoner had been off her head, +and was not responsible for what she said or did. What more likely +then that she raved in delirium when she asserted that she would +kill her husband, and what more evident token of having her brain +overbalanced than that she should be running about the country +hiding in caves, carrying her child with her, under the impression +that her husband desired to take it from her, and perhaps do it an +injury. That was not the conduct of a sane woman. Why should a +father seek to rob her of her child? Could he suckle it? Did he +want to be encumbered with an unweaned infant? Then as to the +alleged murder. Was the testimony of the two men, Thomas and Samuel +Rocliffe, worth a rush? Was not this Thomas a fool, who had been +enveigled into a marriage with a tramp who called herself a +countess? Did he not show when under cross-examination that he was +a man of limited intelligence? And was his son Samuel much better? +There was a dense holly hedge betwixt them and the prisoner. He +put it to any candid person, who can see so clearly through a +holly bush as to be able to distinguish the action of parties on +the further side? These two witnesses had fallen into contradiction +as to what they had heard said, through the holly hedge, and it was +much easier to hear than to see athwart such an obstruction. + +There was enough to account for the death of Jonas Kink without +having recourse to the theory of murder. He had received a blow +on his head, but he had received more blows than one; when a man +falls backwards and falls down into a kiln that yawns behind him +he would strike his head against the side more than once, and with +sufficient force to break in his skull and kill him. How could they +be sure that he was not killed by a blow against the bricks of the +kiln edge? The accused had charged the deceased with having tried +to murder her baby. That was what both the witnesses had agreed +in, though one would have it she had asserted he tried to poison +it, and the other that he had endeavored to strangle it. Such a +charge was enough to surprise a father, and no wonder that he +started back, and in starting back fell into the kiln, the existence +of which he had forgotten if he ever knew of it. He the counsel, +entreated the jury not to be led away by appearances, but to weigh +the evidence and to pronounce as their verdict not guilty. + +No sooner had he seated himself than he was nudged in the back, +and Joe Filmer said, in a loud whisper, "Famous! Shake hands, and +have a drop o' Hollands." Then the ostler thrust forward a bottle +that had been in his pocket. "It's first-rate stuff," he said. "The +master gave it me." + +The Judge summed up and charged the jury. As Joe Filmer described +his address afterwards, "He said that there were six things again' +her, and about a half-a-dozen for her; there was evidence as went +one road and evidence as went t'other way. That she was either +guilty or not guilty, and the gem'men of the jury was to please +themselves and say wot they liked." + +Thereupon the jury withdrew. + +Now when the twelve men were in the room to which they had retired, +then the foreman said:--"Well, gents, what do you think now? You +give us your opinion, Mr. Quittenden." + +"Then, sir," answered the gentleman addressed, an upholsterer. "I +should say 'ang 'er. It won't do, in my opinion, to let wives think +they can play old Harry with their 'usbands. What the gentleman +said as acted in the prosecution was true as gospel. It won't do +for us to be soft heads and let our wives think they can massacre +us with impunity. Women ain't reasonin' creatures, they're hanimals +of impulse, and if one of us comes 'ome with a drop too much, or +grumbles at the children bein' spoiled, then, I say, if our wives +think they can do it and get let off they'll up wi' the flat iron +and brain us. I say guilty. Ang 'er." + +"Well, sir," said the foreman, "that's your judgment. Now let us +hear what Josias Kingerle has to say." + +"Sir," said the gentleman addressed, who was in the tannery +business, "if she weren't so good-lookin' I'd say let her off." + +As an expression of surprise found utterance Mr. Kingerle proceeded +to explain. + +"You see, gentlemen of the jury, and you, Mr. Foreman, I have a +wife, and that good lady was in court, an' kept her eye on me all +the time like a rattlesnake. I couldn't steal a peep at the prisoner +but she was shakin' of her parasol handle at me, and though she +didn't say it with words yet I read it in her eye, 'Now then, Josiah, +none o' your games and gushes of pity over pretty gals.' It's as +much as my domestic felicity is worth, gentlemen, to say not guilty. +My wife would say, and your wives would all say, 'O yes! very fine. +Because she was 'andsome you have acquitted her. Had we--' I'm +speakin' as if it was our wives addressin' of us, gentlemen--'Had +we been in the dock, or had there been an ugly woman, you would +have said guilty at once.' So for peace and quietness I say guilty. +'Ang 'er." + +"Well, Mr. Kingerle," said the foreman, "that is your opinion; you +agree with Mr. Quittenden. Now then, what say you, Mr. Wrist?" + +The juryman addressed was a stout and heavy man. He stretched his +short legs, seated himself in his chair, and after a long pause +said, "I don't know as I care particular, as far as I'm concerned. +But it's better in my opinion to hang her, even if innocent, than +let her off. It's setting an example, a fine one, to the wimen. I +agree with Mr. Quittenden, and say--guilty. 'Ang 'er.' + +"Now then, Mr. Sanson." + +"I," answered a timid little apothecary, "I wouldn't wish to differ +from any one. I had rather you passed me over now, and just asked +the rest. Then I'll fall in with the general division." + +"Very well, then--and you, Mr. Sniggins." + +"I am rayther hard of hearing," answered that gentleman, "and I +didn't catch all that was said in evidence, and then I had a bad +night. I'd taken some lobster last evening, and it didn't agree +with me, and I couldn't sleep, and it was rayther hot in the court, +and I just closed my eyes now and again, and what with being hard +of hearing and closing my eyes, I'm not very well up in the case, +but I say--guilty. 'Ang 'er." + +"And you, Mr.--I beg your pardon, I did not catch your name." + +"Verstage." + +"Not a Kingston gent?" + +"Oh, no, from Guildford," + +"What say you, sir?" + +"I--emphatically, not guilty." Iver threw himself back in his +chair, extended his legs, and thrust his hands into his trouser +pockets. "The whole thing is rank nonsense. How could a woman with +a baby in her arms knock a man down? You try, gents, any one of +you--take your last born, and whilst nursing it, attempt to pull +your wife's nose. You can't do it. The thing is obvious." He looked +round with assurance. "The man was a curmudgeon. He misused her. +He was in bad circumstances through the failure of the Wealden +Bank. He wanted money, and the child had just had a fortune left +it--something a little under two hundred pounds." + +"How do you know that?" asked the foreman. "That didn't come out +in evidence." + +"P'raps you shut your ears, as Mr. Sniggins shut his peepers. +P'raps it came out, p'raps it didn't. But it's true all the same. +And the fellow wanted the money. Matabel--I mean the prisoner at +the bar thought--rightly or wrongly matters not--that he wished +for the death of his child, and she ran away. She was not crazy; +she was resolved to protect her child. She swore that she would +defend it. That Giles Cheel and Mrs. Rocliffe said. What mother +would not do the same? As for those two men, Thomas and Samuel +Rocliffe, they never saw her knock down Jonas Kink, for the good +reason that she was holding the baby, and couldn't do it. But +when she told him, he was seeking his child's life--all for the +money left it--then he stumbled back, and fell into the kiln--not +guilty. If I sit here till I starve you all--not guilty." + +"But, sir, what you state did not come out in the evidence." + +"Did it not? So much the worse for the case. It wasn't properly got +up. I'll tell you what, gents, if you and me can't agree, then +after a time the jury will be dismissed, and the whole case will +have to be tried again. Then the evidence will come up that you +think you haven't heard now, and she'll be acquitted, and every +one will say of this jury--that we were a parcel of noodles." + +"Well, sir, not guilty," said the foreman. "What do you say, Mr. +Lilliwhite?" + +"Sir," answered the gentleman addressed, "I'd like to know what +the cost to the county will be of an execution. I say it can't be +done under a hundred pounds, if you calculate the carpentering and +the timber, and the fees, and the payment of the constables to keep +order, and of the hangman. I say it ain't worth it. There'll be +another farthing stuck on the rates, all along of this young woman. +I'm again' it. Not guilty. Let 'er go." + +"And I," said the next juryman, "am averse to capital punishment. I +wrote a little tract on the subject. I do not know if any of you +gentlemen have seen it. I have copies in my pocket. I shall be happy +to present each of you with a copy. I couldn't possibly say guilty +and deliver her over to a violent death, without controverting my +published opinions, and, so to speak, stultifying myself. So, +really, sir, I must positively say not guilty, and would say as +much on behalf of the most ferocious murderer, of Blue Beard +himself, rather than admit anything which might lead to a sentence +of capital punishment. Not guilty." + +Nearly an hour and a half elapsed before the jury returned to the +court. It was clear that there had been differences of opinion, +and some difficulty in overcoming these, and bringing all the +twelve, if not to one mind, at all events to one voice. + +A silence fell on the whole court. + +Mehetabel who had been allowed a seat, rose, and stood pale as +death, with her eyes fixed on the jurymen, as they filed in. + +The foreman stepped forward, and said: "We find the prisoner not +guilty." + +Then, in the stillness with which the verdict was received, +Mehetabel's voice was heard, tremulous and pleading. She had +dropped a curtsey, and said, "Thank you, gentlemen." Then turning +to the judge, and again dropping a curtsey, she raised her eyes +timidly, modestly, to the judge, and said, "Please, sir, may I go +to my baby?" + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +WELCOME. + + +Mehetabel was not able to leave Kingston for several days. Her child +was too ill to bear the journey to Thursley; and the good-natured +jailer's wife kindly urged her to remain as her guest till she +thought that the little being might be removed with safety. Joe +Filmer would drive her back, and Joe consented to tarry. He had +business to discharge, the settlement of the account with the +solicitor, or turnkey as he called him, to haggle over the sum, +and try to get him to abate a sovereign because paid in ready money. +He had also to satisfy the girl who had recommended the attorney, +and the ostler who had consulted the girl, and old Clutch, who +having found his quarters agreeable at the stable of the Sun, was +disinclined to depart, and pretended that he had the strangles, and +coughed himself into convulsions. At length, towards the end of the +week, Mehetabel thought the child was easier, and Joe having +satisfied all parties to whom he was indebted, and Clutch having +been denied his food unless he came forth and allowed himself to +be harnessed, Mehetabel departed from Kingston, on her return +journey. + +The pace at which old Clutch moved was slow, the slightest elevation +in the ground gave him an excuse for a walk, and he turned his head +inquiringly from side to side as he went along, to observe the +scenery. If he passed a hedge, or a field in which was a horse, +he persisted in standing still and neighing. Whereupon the beast +addressed, perhaps at the plough, perhaps a hunter turned out to +graze, responded, and till the conversation in reciprocal neighs +had concluded to the satisfaction of the mind of Clutch, that +venerable steed refused to proceed. + +"I suppose you've heard about Betty Chivers?" said Joe. + +"About Betty! What?" + +"She got a bad chill at the trial, or maybe coming to it; and she +is not returned to Thursley. I heard she was gone to her sister, +who married a joiner at Chertsey, for a bit o' a change, and to be +nussed. Poor thing, she took on won'erful about your little affair. +So you'll not see her at Thursley." + +"I am sorry for that," said Mehetabel, "and most sorry that I have +caused her inconvenience, and that she is ill through me." + +"I heard her say it was damp sheets, and not you at all. Old wimen +are won'erful tender, more so than gals. And, of course, you've +heard about Iver." + +"Iver! What of Iver?" asked Mehetabel, with a flush in her cheek. + +"Well, Mister Colpus, he had a talk wi' Iver about matters at the +Ship. He told him that the girl Polly were gettin' the upper hand +in everythin', and that if he didn't look smart and interfere she'd +be marryin' the old chap right off on end, and gettin' him to leave +everythin' to her, farm and public house and all his savings. +Though she's an innercent lookin' wench, and wi' a head like a +suet puddin' she knows how to get to the blind side of the master, +and though she's terrible at breakages, she is that smooth-tongued +that she can get him to believe that the fault lies everywhere else +but at her door. So Iver, he said he'd go off to Thursley at once, +and send Polly to the right-abouts. And a very good thing too. I'll +be glad to see the back of her. 'Twas a queer thing now, Iver +gettin' on to jury, weren't it?" + +"Yes, Joe, I was surprised." + +"I reckon the Rocliffes didn't half like it, but they made no +complaint to the lawyer, and so he didn't think there was aught +amiss. You see, the Rocliffes be won'erful ignorant folk. If that +blackguard lawyer chap as sed what he sed about you had known who +Iver was, he'd have turned him out. That insolent rascal. I sed I'd +punish him. I will. They told me he comes fishin' to the Frensham +Ponds and Pudmoor. He stays at the Hut Inn. I'll be in waitin' for +him next time, and give him a duckin' in them ponds, see if I don't." + +The journey home was not to be made in a day when old Clutch was +concerned, and it had to be broken at Guildford. Moreover, at +Godalming it was interrupted by the obstinacy of the horse, +which--whether through revival of latent sentiment toward the +gray mare, or through conviction that he had done enough, refused +to proceed, and lay down in the shafts in the middle of the road. +Happily he did this with such deliberation, and after having +announced his intention so unequivocally, that Mehetabel was able +to escape out of the taxcart with her baby unhurt. + +"It can't be helped," said Joe Filmer, "we'll never move him out +but by levers; what will you do, Matabel? Walk on or wait?" + +Mehetabel elected to proceed on foot. The distance was five miles. +She would have to carry her child, but the babe was not a heavy +weight. Gladly would she have carried it twice the distance if +only it were more solid and a greater burden. The hands were almost +transparent, the face as wax, and the nose unduly sharp for an +infant of such a tender age. + +"I daresay," said Joe aside, "that if I can blind old Clutch and +turn him round so that he don't know his bearin's, that I may get +him up and to run along, thinkin' he's on his way back to Gorlmyn. +But he's deep--terrible deep." + +Accordingly Mehetabel walked on, and walked for nearly two hours +without being overtaken. She reached that point of the main road +whence a way diverges on the right to the village of Thursley, +whereas the Ship Inn lies a little further forward on the highway. +She purposed going to the dame's schoolhouse, to ascertain whether +Mrs. Chivers had returned. If she had not, then Mehetabel did not +know what she should do, whither she should go. Return to the +Punch-Bowl she would not. Anything was preferable to that. The +house of Jonas Kink was associated with thoughts of wretchedness, +and she could not endure to enter it again. + +She reached the cottage and found it locked. She applied at the +house of the nearest neighbor, to learn whether Betty Chivers was +expected home shortly, and also whether she had left the key. She +was told that news had reached Thursley that the schoolmistress +was still unwell, and the neighbor added, that on leaving, Betty +had carried the key of the cottage with her. + +"May I sit down?" asked Mehetabel; her brow was bathed in +perspiration, and her knees were shaking under her, whilst her +arms ached and seemed to have lost the power to hold the precious +burden any longer. "I have walked from Gorlmyn," she explained; +"and can you tell me where I can be taken in for a night or two. +I have a little money, and will pay for my lodgings." + +The woman drew her lips together and signed to a chair. Presently +she said in a restrained voice: "That there baby is feverish, and +my man has had a hard day's work and wants his rest at night, and +though 'tis true we have a spare room, yet I don't see as we can +accommodate you. So they let you off--up at Kingston?" + +"Yes, I was let off," answered Mehetabel, faintly. + +"Hardly reckoned on it, I s'pose. Most folks sed as you'd swing +for it. You mustn't try on them games again, or you won't be so +lucky next time. The carpenter, Puttenham, has a bed at liberty, +but whether he'll take you in I don't know." + +Mehetabel rose, and went to the cottage of the wheelwright. The +man himself was in his shop. She applied to his wife. + +"I don't know," said Mrs. Puttenham. "They say you was off your +head when you did it. How can I tell you're right in your intellecks +now? You see, 'twould be mighty unpleasant to have anything happen +to either Puttenham or me, if we crossed you in any way. I don't +feel inclined to risk it. I mind when owd Sammy Drewitt was daft. +They did up a sort of a black hole, and stuck he in, and fed him +through a kind of a winder in the side, and they had the place +cleaned out once a month, and fresh straw littered for him to lie +on. Folk sed he ort to ha' been chained to the wall, but they +didn't do that. He never managed to break through the door. They +found him dead there one winter mornin' when the Hammer Ponds was +froze almost a solid block. I reckon there's been nobody in that +place since. The constable might send a man, and scrape it out, +and accommodate you there. It's terrible dangerous havin' a maniac +at large. Sammy Drewitt made a won'erful great noise, howlin' when +the moon was nigh full, and folk as lived near couldn't sleep then. +But he never knocked nobody on the head, as I've heard tell. I don't +mind givin' you a cup o' tea, and some bread and butter, if you'll +be quiet, and not break out and be uproarious. If you don't fancy +the lock-up, there is a pound for strayed cattle. I reckon of that +Mister Colpus keeps the key--that is if it be locked, but mostly +it be open. But then there's no roof to that." + +Mehetabel declined the refreshment offered her so ungraciously, +and went to the cottage of Mrs. Caesar, the mother of Julia who +had been dismissed from the service of Mr. Colpus. + +Of her she made the same request as of the two last. + +"I call that pretty much like cheek, I do," replied Mrs. Caesar. +"Didn't you go and try to get into Colpus's, and oust my daughter?" + +"Indeed, indeed, I did not." + +"Indeed, you did. I heard all about it, as how you wanted to be +took in at Colpus's when Julia was out." + +"But Mrs. Caesar, that isn't ousting her. Julia was already +dismissed!" + +"Dismissed! Hoity-toity! My daughter gave notice because she was +too put upon by them Colpuses. They didn't consider their servants, +and give 'em enough to eat, and holidays when they wanted to go +out with their sweethearts. And you had the face to ax to be taken +there. No, I've no room for you;" and she shut the door of the +house in Mehetabel's face. + +The unhappy girl staggered away with her burden, and sank into a +hedge. The evening was drawing on, and she must find a house to +shelter her, or else seek out the cave where she had lodged before. + +Then she recalled what Joe Filmer had said--that Iver had returned +to the Ship. A light flashed through her soul at the thought. + +Iver would care for her. He who had been her earliest and dearest +friend; he, who through all his years of absence, had cherished +the thought of her; he who had told her that the Ship was no home +to him without her in it; that he valued Thursley only because +she lived there; he who had clasped her with his arm, called her +his own and only one; to him--to him--at last, without guilt, +without scruples; she could fly to him and say, "Iver, I am driven +from door to door; no one will receive me. Every one is suspicious +of me, thinks evil of me. But you--yourself, who have known me +from infancy--you who baptized me to save me from becoming a +wanderer--see, a wanderer, homeless, with my poor babe, I come +to you--do you provide that I may be housed and sheltered. I ask +not for myself so much as for my little one! To Iver--to Iver--as +my one refuge, my only hope!" + +Then it was as though her heart were light, and her heels winged. +She sprang up from where she had cast herself, and forgetful of +her weariness, ran, and stayed not till she had reached the familiar +porch of the dear old Ship. + +And already through the bar window a light shone. The night had +not set in, yet a light was shining forth, a ray of gold, to +welcome the wanderer, to draw her in, with promise of comfort +and of rest. + +And there--there in the porch door stood Iver. + +"What! Mehetabel! come here--here--after all! Come in at once. +Welcome! A word together we must have! My little Mehetabel! Welcome! +Welcome!" + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +MOVE ON. + + +"Come in, little friend! dear Matabel! come into the kitchen, by +the fire, and let us have a talk." His voice was cheery, his +greeting hearty, his manner frank. + +He drew her along the passage, and brought her into the little +kitchen in which that declaration had taken place, the very last +time she had been within the doors of the inn, and he seated her +in the settle, the very place she had occupied when he poured out +his heart to her. + +Mehetabel could not speak. Her bosom was too full. Tears sparkled +in her eyes, and ran down her cheeks. The glow of the peat and wood +fire was on her face, and gave to it a color it did not in reality +possess. She tried to say something, but her voice gave way. Half +laughing in the midst of tears she stammered, "You are good to me, +Iver." + +He took the stool and drew it before the fire that he might look +up into her agitated face. + +"How have you come?" asked he. + +"I walked." + +"Where from--not Kingston?" + +"Oh, no! only from Gorlmyn." + +"But that is a long way. And did you carry the child?" + +"Yes, Iver! But, oh! he is no weight. You have not seen him. Look +at him. He is quiet now, but he has been very troublesome; not +that he could help it, but he has been unwell." With the pride and +love of a mother she unfolded the wraps that concealed her sleeping +child, and laid it on her knees. The dancing light fell over it. + +Iver drew his stool near, and looked at the infant. + +"I am no judge of babies," he said, "but--it is very small." + +"It is small, that is why I can carry him. The best goods are +wrapped in the smallest parcels." + +"The child looks very delicate--ill, I should say." + +"Oh, no! it has been ill, but is much, much better now. How could +even a strong child stand all that my precious one has had to go +through without suffering? But that is over now. Now at length we +shall have rest and happiness, baby and me, in each other." Then +catching the child to her heart, she rocked herself, and with +tears of love flowing, sang-- + + "Thou art my sceptre, crown and all." + +She laid the child again on her lap and sat looking at it admiringly +in the rosy light of the fire that suffused it. As the flames had +given to her cheek a fictitious color, so did they now give to the +infant a glow as of health that it did not actually possess. + +"You must be tired," said Iver. + +"I am tired; see how my limbs shake. That is why my baby trembles; +but as for my arms, they are past tiredness, they are just one +dead ache from the shoulder to the wrist." + +"Are you hungry, Matabel?" + +"Oh, no! All I want is rest, rest. I am weary." + +Presently she asked, "Where is father?" + +"He is away. Gone to the Dye House to see a cow that is bad. They +sent for him, to have his opinion. Father is thought a great +authority on cows." + +"And Polly?" + +"Oh! Polly," laughed Iver, "she's bundled off. Father has borne it +like a philosopher. I believe in his heart he is rather pleased +that I should have turned her neck and crop off the premises. It +was high time. She had mastered the old man, and could make him +do what she pleased." + +"Whom have you got in her place?" + +"Julia Caesar. She was sent away from the Colpuses for drawing the +beer too freely. Well, here she can draw it whenever there are men +who ask for drink, so she will be in her proper element. But she +is only a stop gap. I engaged her because there really was for the +moment no one else available, but she goes as soon as we can find +a better." + +"Will you take me?" asked Mehetabel, with a smile, and with some +confidence that she would be gladly accepted. + +"We shall see--there is another place for you, Matabel," said Iver. +"Now let us talk of something else. Was it not a piece of rare good +luck that I was stuck on the jury? Do you know, I believe all would +have gone wrong but for me. I put my foot down and said, 'Not +guilty,' and would not budge. The rest were almost all inclined to +give against you, Matabel, but there was a fellow with a wist in +his stupid noddle against capital punishment. He was just as +resolute as I was, and between us, we worked the rest round to +our way of thinking. But I should like to know the truth about it +all, for it is marvellous to me." + +"There is nothing for me to say, Iver," answered Matabel, "but +that some words I uttered made Jonas spring back, and neither +he nor I knew that there was a kiln behind, it was so overgrown +with brambles, and he fell down that." + +"And you laughed." + +"Oh, Iver! I don't know what I did. I was so frightened, and my +head was so much in a whirl that I remember nothing more. You do +not really think that I laughed." + +"They all said you did." + +"Iver, you know me too well to believe that I was other than +frightened out of my wits. There are times when a laugh comes +because the tears will not break out--it is a gasp of pain, of +horror, nothing more. I remember, at my confirmation, when the +Bishop laid his hands on us, that the girl beside me laughed; but +it was only that she was feeling more than she could give token +of any other way." + +"That's like enough," said Iver, and taking the poker he put the +turf together to make it blaze; "I say, Matabel, they tell me that +Jonas was a bad loser by the smash of the Wealden Bank, and that +he was about to mortgage his little place. Of course, that is +yours now--or belongs to the young shaver. There are a hundred +pounds my mother left, and fifty given by my father, that I hold, +and I don't mind doing anything in reason with it to prevent +having the property get into the lawyer's hands. I wouldn't do +it for Jonas; but I will for you or the shaver. Shall you manage +the farm yourself? If I were you I would get Joe Filmer to do that. +He's a good chap, honest as daylight, and worships you." + +"I don't know or think anything about that," said Mehetabel. + +"But you must do so. The Rocliffes have invaded the place, so my +father says. They took possession directly Jonas was dead, and +they are treating the farm as if it were their own. You are going +to the Punch-Bowl at once, and I will assert your rights." + +"I am not going to the Punch-Bowl again," said Mehetabel, decisively. + +"You must. You have no other home." + +"That can be no home to me." + +"But--where are you going to live?" + +"I ask--" she looked at Iver with something of entreaty in her +eyes--"May I not come and be servant here? I will do my duty, you +need not doubt that." + +"I have no doubt about that," he answered. "But--but--" he hesitated, +and probed the fire again, "you see, Matabel, it wouldn't do." + +"Why not?" + +"Oh, there are three or four reasons." + +She looked steadily at him, awaiting more. + +"In the first place," he said, with a little confusion, "there has +been much chatter about me being on the jury, and some folk say +that but for me you'd have been found guilty, and--" He did not +complete the sentence. He had knocked a burning turf down on the +hearth. He took the tongs, picked it up and replaced it. "I won't +say there is not some truth in that. But that is not all, Matabel. +I'm going to give up Guildford and live here." + +"You are!" Her eyes brightened. + +"Yes, at the Ship. For one thing, I am sick of giving lessons to +noodles. More than half of those who take lessons are as incapable +of making any progress as a common duck is of soaring to the +clouds. It's drudgery giving lessons to such persons. The only +pictures they turn out that are fit to be looked at are such as +the master has drawn and corrected and finished off for them. I'll +have no more of that." + +"I am glad, Iver. Then you will be with the dear old father." + +"Yes. He wants some one here to keep an eye on him. But, just +because I shall be here, it is not possible for you to be in the +house. There has been too much talk, you know, about us. And this +matter of my being on the jury has made the talk more loud and +unpleasant for me. I shall have to be on my P's and Q's, Mattie; +and I doubt if I am acting judiciously for myself in bringing you +into the house now. However, it is only for an hour, and the maid +Julia is out, and father is at the Dye House, and no one was in +the road; so I thought I might risk it. But, of course, you can't +remain. You must go." + +"I must go! What, now?" + +"I won't hurry you for another ten minutes, but under the +circumstances I cannot allow you to remain. There is more behind, +Matabel. I have got engaged to Polly Colpus!" + +"Engaged--to Polly Colpus?" + +"Yes. You see she is the only child of James Colpus, and will have +his land, which adjoins ours, and several thousand pounds as well. +Her mother left her something, and her father has been a saving +man; so I could not do better for myself. I have got tired of +teaching imbeciles to draw and daub. You see, I knew nothing about +a farm, but father will manage that, and when he is too infirm and +old, then Mr. Colpus will work it along with his own, and save me +the trouble. Polly is clever and manages very well, and I can trust +her to govern the Ship and make money out of that. So my idea is to +be here when I like, and when tired of being in the country, to go +to London and sell my pictures, or amuse myself. With the farm and +the inn I shall be free to do that without the worry of giving +lessons. So you understand that not only must I avoid any scandal +among the neighbors by harboring you here, but I must not make +Polly Colpus jealous; and she might become that, and break off +the engagement were you taken into the house. She is a good girl, +and amiable, but might become suspicious. There are so many +busybodies in a little place, and the smaller the place is the +more meddlesome people are. It would not do for my engagement to +be broken through any such an injudicious act on my part, and I +should never forgive myself for having given occasion for the +rupture. Consequently, as is plain as a pike-staff, we cannot +possibly take you into the Ship. Not even for to-night. As for +receiving you as a servant here, that is out of the question. There +is really no place for you but the Punch-Bowl." + +"I will not go back to the Punch-Bowl," said Mehetabel, her heart +sinking. + +"That is unreasonable. It is your natural home." + +"I will not go back. I said so when I ran away. Nothing will induce +me to return." + +"Then I wash my hands of all concerning you," said Iver, irritably. +"There really seems to be ill-luck attending you, and affecting all +with whom you are brought in touch. Your husband--he is dead, and +now you try to jeopardize my fortunes. 'Pon my word, Matabel," he +stood up. "It cannot be. We are willing enough to take in most +people here, but under the circumstances cannot receive you." + +"The door," said the girl, also rising, "the door was open at one +time to all but to you. Now it is open to all but to me." + +"You must be reasonable, Matabel. I wish you every good in the +world. You can't do better than take Joe Filmer and make yourself +happy. Every one in this world must look first to himself; then to +the things of others It is a law of Nature and we can't alter it." + +Leisurely with sunk head on her bosom, Metabel moved to the door. + +"If I can assist you with money," suggested Iven + +She shook her head she could not speak. + +"Or if you want any food--" + +She shook her head again. + +But at the door she stood, leaned against the jamb turned, and +looked steadily at Iver. + +"You are going to the Punch-Bowl?" he asked. + +"No, I will not go there!" + +"Then, where do you go?" + +"I do not know, Iver--you baptized me lest I should become a +wanderer, and now you cast me out, me and my baby to become +wanderers indeed." + +"I cannot help myself, dear Matabel. It is a law of Nature, like +that of the Medes and Persians, unalterable." + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +THOR'S STONE AGAIN. + + +Stunned with the sense that her last hope was taken from her, the +cable of her one anchor cut, Mehetabel left the Ship Inn, and +turned from the village. It would be in vain for her to seek +hospitality there. Nothing was open to her save the village pound +and the cell in which the crazy man, Sammy Drewitt, had perished +of cold. There was the cave in which she had found refuge the night +before the death of Jonas. She took her way to that again, over +the heath. + +There was light in the sky, and a star was shining in the west, +above where the sun had set. + +How still her baby was in her arms! Mehetabel unfolded the shawl, +and looked at the pinched white face in the silvery light from the +sky. The infant seemed hardly to breathe. She leaned her cheek +against the tiny mouth, and the warm breath played over it. Then +the child uttered a sob, drew a long inspiration, and continued +its sleep. The fresh air on the face had induced that deep, +convulsive inhalation. + +Mehetabel again covered the child's face, and walked on to the +gully made by the ancient iron-workers, and descended into it. + +But great was her disappointment to find that the place of refuge +was destroyed. Attention had been drawn to it by the evidence of +Giles Cheel and Sally Rocliffe. The village youths had visited it, +and had amused themselves with dislodging the great capstone, and +breaking down the sandstone walls. No shelter was now obtainable +there for the homeless: it would no more become a playing place +for the little children of the Dame's school. + +She stood looking dreamily at the ruin. Even that last place of +refuge was denied her, had been taken from her in wantonness. + +Leisurely she retraced her steps; she saw again the light in the +window of the Ship, and the open door. She, however, turned away--the +welcome was not for her--and entered the village. Few were about, +and such as saw her allowed her to pass without a salutation. + +She staggered up some broken steps into the churchyard, and crossed +it, towards the church. No friendly light twinkled through the +window, giving evidence of life, occupation, within. The door was +shut and locked. She seated herself wearily in the porch. The great +building was like an empty husk, from which the spirit was passed, +and it was kept fast barred lest its emptiness should be revealed +to all. The stones under her feet struck a chill through her, the +wall against which she leaned her back froze her marrow, the bench +on which she sat was cold as well. Why had she come to the porch? +She hardly knew. The period at which Mehetabel lived was not one +in which the Church was loved as a mother, nestled into for rest +and consolation. She performed her duties in a cold, perfunctory +manner, and the late Vicar had, though an earnest man, taught +nothing save what concerned the geography of Palestine, and the +weights and measures of Scripture--enough to interest the mind, +nothing to engage the heart, to fill and stablish the soul. + +And now, as Mehetabel sat in the cold porch by the barred door, +looking out into the evening sky, she extended, opened, and closed +her right hand, as though trying to grasp, to cling to something, +in her desolation and friendlessness, and could find nothing. Again +a horror came over her, because her child lay so still. Again she +looked at it, and assured herself that it lived--but the life +seemed to be one of sleep, a prelude to the long last sleep. + +She wiped her brow. Cold drops stood on it, as she struggled with +this thought. Why was the child so quiet now, after having been so +restless? Was it that it was really better? Was this sleep the +rest of exhausted nature, recovering itself, or was it--was it--she +dared not formulate the thought, complete the question. + +Again, in the anguish of her mind, in her craving for help in this +hour of despondency, she put forth her hand in the air gropingly, +and clutched nothing. She fully opened her palm, extended it level +before her, and then, wearily let it fall. + +From where she sat she could not see even the star that had +glimmered on her as she crossed the common. + +She heard the crackling of the gravel of the path under a foot, +and a figure passed the porch door, then came back, and stood +looking at her. + +She recognized the sexton. + +"Who are you there?" he asked. + +She answered him. + +"Do you want to see where Jonas is laid? Come along with me, and +I'll show you." + +She shrank back. + +"He's where the Kinks all are. You must look and see that it is +all right. I haven't been paid my fee. Them Rocliffes buttoned up +their pockets. They sed it was for you to pay. But I hear they +have put their hands on the property. They thought you would be +hanged, but as you ain't they'll have to turn out, and you'll have +to pay me for buryin' of Jonas, I reckon." + +The old fellow was much bowed, and hard of hearing. He came into +the porch, laid hold of Mehetabel, and said, "I'm goin to lock +the gate. You must turn out; I can't let you bide in the churchyard +till you come to bide there forever. Be that your baby in your +arms?" + +"Yes, Mr. Linegar, it is." + +"It don't make much noise. Ain't a very lively young Radical." + +"Would you like to see my baby?" asked Mehetabel, timidly, and she +uncovered the sleeping child. + +The sexton bowed over the little face, and straightening himself +as much as he could, said, "It seems not unlike as that the child +be comin' to me." + +"What do you mean?" Her heart stood still. + +"If you hadn't showed it me as alive, I'd ha' sed it were dead, or +dyin'. Well, come and tell me where it's to be laid. Shall it go +beside Jonas?" + +"Mister Linegar!" Mehetabel stood still trembling. "Why do you +say that? My babe is well. He is sleeping very sound." + +"He looks won'erful white." + +"That's because of the twilight. You fancy he is white. He has +the most beautiful little color in his lips and cheeks, just like +the crimson on a daisy." + +"Well, come along, and choose a place. It'll save comin' again. +I'll let you see where Jonas lies. And if you want to put up a +monument, that's half-a-guinea to the passon and half-a-crown to +me. There, do you see that new grave? I've bound it down wi' +withies, and laid the turf nice over it. It's fine in the sun, +and a healthy situation," continued the sexton, pointing to a +new grave. "This bit of ground is pretty nigh taken up wi' the +folks of the Punch-Bowl, the Boxalls, and the Nashes, and the +Snellings, and the Kinks, and the Rocliffes. We let 'em lie to +themselves when dead, as they kep' to theirselves when livin'. +Where would you like to lie, you and the baby--you may just as +well choose now--it may save trouble. I'm gettin' old, and I don't +go about more than I can help. + +"If anything were to happen, Mr. Linegar, then let us be laid--me +and my darling--on the other side of the church, where my father's +grave is." + +"That's the north side--never gets no sun. I don't reckon it over +healthy." + +"I would rather lie there. If it gets no sun on that side, my +poor babe and I have been in shade all our lives, and so it fits +us best to be on the north side." + +"Well, there's no accountin for tastes," said the sexton. "But I've +hear you be a little troubled in the intellecks." + +"Is it strange," answered Mehetabel, "that one should wish to be +laid beside a father--my poor father, who is alone?" + +"Come, come," said the old man, "it is time for me to lock up the +churchyard gate. I only left it open because I had been doing up +Jonas Kink's grave with withies." + +He made Mehetabel precede him down the path, saw her through the +gate, and then fastened that with a padlock. + +"Even the dead have a home--a place of rest," she said. "I have +none. I am driven from theirs." + +It was not true that she had no home, for she had one, and could +claim it by indefeasible right, the farmhouse of the Kinks in the +Punch-Bowl. But her heart revolted against a return to the scene +of the greatest sorrows. Moreover, if, as it was told her, the +Rocliffes had taken possession, then she could not enter it without +a contest, and she would have perhaps to forcibly expel them. But +even if force were not required, she was quite aware that Sally +Rocliffe would make her position intolerable. She had the means, +she could enlist the other members of the squatter community on +her side, and how could she--Mehetabel--maintain herself against +such a combination? To return to the Punch-Bowl would be to enter +on ignoble broils, and to run the gauntlet of a whole clique united +to sting, wound, bruise her to death. How could she carry on the +necessary business of the farm when obstructed in every way? How +manage her domestic affairs, without some little assistance from +outside, which would be refused her? + +She entertained no resentment against Iver Verstage for having +excluded her from the inn, but a sense of humiliation at having +ventured to seek his help unsolicited. Surely she had an excuse. +He had always been to her the one to whom her thoughts turned in +confidence and in hope. It was in him and through him that all +happiness was to be found. He had professed the sincerest attachment +to her. He had sought her out at the Punch-Bowl, when she shrank +from him; and had she not been sacrificed--her whole life blighted +for his sake? Surely, if he thought anything of her, if he had +any spark of affection lingering in his heart for her, any care +for her future, he would never leave her thus desolate, friendless, +houseless! + +She wandered from the churchyard gate, aimless, and before she was +aware whither she was going, found herself in the confines of +Pudmoor. How life turns in circles! Before, when she had run from +the Ship, self-excluded, she had hasted to Pudmoor. Now, again, +excluded, but by Iver, she turned instinctively to Pudmoor. Once +before she had run to Thor's Stone, and now, when she found help +nowhere else, she again took the same direction. She had asked +assistance once before at the anvil, she would ask it there again. +Before she had asked to be freed from Iver. She had no need to ask +that now, he had freed himself from her. She would seek of the +spirits, what was denied her by her fellow-men, a home where she +might rest along with her baby. + +The first time she had sought Thor's Stone she had been alone, with +herself only to care for, though indeed for herself she had cared +nothing. Now, on this second occasion, she was burdened with the +child infinitely precious to her heart, and for the sake of which +even a stumble must be avoided. The first time she had been fresh, +in the full vigor of her strength. Now she was worn out with a +long tramp, and all the elasticity gone out of her, all the strength +of soul and body broken. + +Slowly, painfully she crept along, making sure of every step. The +full moon did not now turn the waters into gold, but the illumined +twilight sky was mirrored below--as steel. + +She feared lest her knees should fail, and she should fall. She +dared not seat herself on a ridge of sand lest she should lack +power to rise again. When she came to a crabbed fir she leaned +against it and stooped to kiss her babe. + +"Oh, my golden darling! My honeycomb! How cold you are! Cling +closer to your mother's breast. She would gladly pour all the +warmth out of her heart into your little veins." + +Then on again, amidst the trilling of the natterjacks and the +croaking of the frogs. Because of their noise she could not hear +the faint breath of her infant. Although she walked slowly, she +panted, and through panting could not distinguish the pulsation of +the little one she bore from the bounding of her own veins. At last +she saw, gleaming before her--Thor's Stone, and she hasted her +steps to reach it. + +Then she remembered that she was without a hammer. That mattered +not. She would strike on the anvil with her fingers. The +spirits--whatever they were--the good people--the country folk +called them, would hear that. She reached the stone, and sank +exhausted below it She was too weary to do more than lie, with +her child in her lap, and hold up her face bathed in sweat, for +the cool evening wind to wipe it, and at the same time feed with +fresh breath her exhausted lungs. + +Then looking up, she saw the little star again, the only one in +the light-suffused heavens, but it twinkled faintly, with a feeble +glitter, feeble as the frail life of the child on her lap. + +And now a strange thing occurred. + +As she looked aloft suddenly the vault was pervaded with a rosy +illumination, like the flushing of a coming dawn, and through this +haze of rosy light, infinitely remote, still flickered the tiny +spark of the star. + +What was this? Merely some highly uplifted vapor that caught the +sun after it had long ceased to shine on the landscape. + +There were even threads of amber traced in this remote and +attenuated glory--and, lo--in that wondrous halo, the little star +was eclipsed. + +Suddenly--with an unaccountable thrill of fear, Mehetabel bent +over her babe--and uttered a cry that rang over the Mere. + +The hand she had laid on Thor's Stone to tap struck it not. She +had nothing to ask; no wish to express. The one object for which +she lived was gone from her. + +The babe was dead in her lap. + +Her hand fell from the stone. + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +THE ROSE-CLOUD. + + +Joe Filmer, driving old Clutch, drew up at the door of the Ship +Inn. Iver Verstage came out and welcomed him. + +"I've had a trouble with Clutch," said the ostler. "He lay down as +we got out of Gorlmyn, and neither whip nor kicks 'ud make him +stir. I tried ticklin', but t'wern't no good neither. How long +this 'ud have gone on I dun know; I took him out o' th' shafts, and +got him back to Gorlmyn, because some men helped me wi' him, and +pulled at his tail, and twisted his carcass about till his nose +pointed to the stable of the Angel. Then he condescended to get up +and go to the inn. I shouldn't ha' got him away at all but that a +notion came into my head as helped. I got the ostler to saddle +and bride the gray mare, and mount her afore old Clutch's naked +eyes. And I told the ostler to ride ahead a little way. Then, my +word! what airs and jinks there were in Clutch; he gambolled and +trotted like a colt. It was all a show-off afore the gray mare. +The ostler--I knew him very well, he's called Tom Tansom, and it's +a coorious thing now, he only cut his wise teeth about three months +afore, and suffered won'erful in cutting 'em. But that's neither +here nor there. Tom Tansom, he rode ahead, and old Clutch went +after as if he were runnin' with the hounds. But I must tell you, +whilst I was in Gorlmyn, that Widow Chivers came with the carrier, +and as she was wantin' a lift, I just took her up and brought her +on. She's been ter'ible bad, she tells me, with a cold, but she's +better now--got some new kind o' lozenges, very greatly recommended. +There's a paper given along wi' 'em with printed letters from all +sorts o' people as has benefited by these lozenges. They're a +shillin' and a ha'penny a box. Betty sez they've done her a power +of good." + +"Go on with your account of old Clutch. You're almost as bad as he +with your stoppages." + +"I'm tellin' right along. Well, the ostler he trotted on till he +came to a turn in the road, and then he went down a lane out o' +sight. But old Clutch have been racin' on all the way, thinkin' +the mare had got a distance ahead. I'd a mighty difficulty to make +him stop at the corner to set down Betty Chivers, and again here. +Though he's roarin' like the roarin' of the sea, he wants to be on +again and ketch up the gray mare. It's a pleasure that I've dun +the old vagabond. Has Matabel been here?" + +"Yes, she has; and has gone." + +"Where to?" + +"Of course, home, to the Bowl." + +"Not she. She's got that screwed into her head tight as a nut, that +she'll never go there again. There was the sexton at the corner, +and he helped Betty with her bag, he said he turned Matabel out of +the church porch." + +"Then she may be in the churchyard." + +"Oh, no, he turned her out of the churchyard, and the last he seed +of her was goin' down to the Pudmoor. If she's queer in her head, +or driven distracted wi' trouble--she oughtn't to be allowed to go +there." + +"Gone to Pudmoor!" exclaimed Iver. "I shouldn't wonder if she has +sought Thor's Stone. She did that once before." + +"I'll clap old Clutch in the stable, then go and look for her. Will +you come, Mr. Iver?" + +"Well--yes--but she cannot be received in here." + +"No, there is no need. Betty Chivers will take her in as before. +Betty expects her. I told her as we comed along that Matabel were +before us, and we almost expected every minute to take her up. +Though how we should ha' managed three in the trap I don't know, +and Clutch would have been in an outrageous temper. Do you hear +him snortin' there? That's because he's angry--the Radical!" + +Beside Thor's Stone Iver and Joe Filmer found Mehetabel rocking her +child, she had bared her bosom and held the little corpse against +her palpitating heart, in the desperate hope of communicating to +it some of her own heat; and if love could have given life the baby +would have revived. + +Again, as when her husband died, her brain was for a while unhinged, +but she had the same kind and suitable nurse, the widow, Betty +Chivers. + +And now this story is all but done. Little more remains to be told. + +Never again did Mehetabel return to the Punch-Bowl--never revisit +it. The little property was sold, and after the debts of Jonas were +paid, what remained went for her sustenance, as well as the money +bequeathed by Susanna Verstage and that laid aside by Simon. + +Years passed. Betty Chivers was gathered to the dust and in her +place Mehetabel kept the Dame's school. It was thought that Joe +Filmer had his eye on her, and on more than one occasion he dressed +himself in his Sunday best and walked towards the school, but his +courage ebbed away before he reached it, and he never said that +which he had resolved to say. + +On the north side of the church, near the monument of the murdered +sailor, was a tiny mound, ever adorned with flowers, or when +flowers were unattainable, with sprigs of holly and butcher's broom +set with scarlet berries. At the beginning of the present century +the decoration of a grave was rarely if ever practised. It was +looked on as so strange in Mehetabel, and it served to foster the +notion that she was not quite right in her head. + +But in nothing else did the village schoolmistress show strangeness: +in school and out of school she was beloved by her children, and +their love was returned by her. + +We live in a new age--one removed from that of Dame schools. A few +years has transformed the system of education in the land. + +In one of the voyages of Lemuel Gulliver, he reached the island of +Lagado, where the system of construction adopted by the natives in +the erection of an edifice was to begin at the top, the apex of a +spire or roof, and to build downwards, laying the foundations last +of all, or leaving them out altogether. + +This is precisely the system of primary education adopted in our +land, and if rent and ruin result, it is possibly due to the method +being an injudicious one. + +The face of Mehetabel acquired a sweetness and repose that were new +to it, and were superadded to her natural beauty. And she was happy, +happy in the children she taught, happy in the method she pursued, +and happy in the results. + +Often did she recall that visit to Thor's Stone on the night when +her child died, and she remembered her look up into the evening +sky. "I thought all light was gone from me, when my star, my little +feeble star, was eclipsed, but instead there spread over the sky a +great shining, glorious canopy of rosy light, and it is so,"--she +looked after her dispersing school--"my light and life and joy +are there." + +The Vicar came up. + +There had been a great change in the ecclesiastical arrangements of +Thursley. It was no longer served occasionally and fitfully from +the mother church. It had a parson of its own. Moreover a change +had been effected in the church. It was no longer as a house left +desolate. + +"I have been thinking, Mrs. Kink," said the Vicar, "that I should +much like to know your system of education. I hear from all quarters +such good accounts of your children." + +"System, sir!" she answered blushing, "oh, I have none." + +"None, Mrs. Kink?" + +"I mean," she answered, "I teach just what every child ought to +know, as a matter of course." + +"And that is?" + +"To love and fear God." + +"And next?" + +With a timid smile: + +"That C A T spells cat, and D O G spells dog." + +"And next?" + +"That two and two makes four, and three times four makes twelve." + +"And next?" + +She raised her modest dark eyes to the Vicar, and answered, smiling, +"Mine is only a school for beginners. I lay the foundations. I do +not profess to finish." + +"You teach no more than these?" + +"I lay the foundations on which all the rest can be raised," she +answered. + +"And you are happy?" + +She smiled; it was as though the sun shone out of her face. + +"Happy! Oh, so happy! I could not be happier." Then, after a pause, +"Except when I and my own little one are together again, and that +would be too much happiness for my heart now. But it will be able +to bear the joy--then." + + + +THE END. + + +[1] Not really in Hants, but in Surrey, adjoining the County +demarcation. + +[2]This is the beginning of a long ballad based on the incidents +above mentioned, which is still current in the neighborhood. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 30354 *** diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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(Sabine) Baring-Gould + + + +Release Date: October 28, 2009 [eBook #30354] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BROOM-SQUIRE*** + + +E-text prepared by Elaine Laizure from digital material generously made +available by Internet Archive (http://www.archive.org) + + + +Note: Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive. See + http://www.archive.org/details/broomsquire00baririch + + +Transcriber's note: + + Minor typographical errors in the original text have been + corrected. Footnotes have been numbered and moved to the + end of the file. + + + + + +THE BROOM-SQUIRE + +by + +S. BARING-GOULD + +Author of "Mehalah," "Court Royal," "The Gaverocks," +"Noemi," "Eve," Etc., Etc. + + + + + + + +New York and London +Frederick A. Stokes Company +Publishers + +Copyright 1895, +By S. Baring-Gould. + +Copyright 1896, +By Frederick A. Stokes Company. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I. AT THE SIGN OF THE SHIP 1 + + II. WANDERING SOULS 8 + + III. THE PUNCH-BOWL 14 + + IV. WITHOUT A ROOF 22 + + V. MEHETABEL 28 + + VI. MEHETABEL IT MUST BE 35 + + VII. FALSE PERSPECTIVE 41 + + VIII. ONLY A CHARITY GIRL 48 + + IX. BIDEABOUT 55 + + X. INTO THE NET 63 + + XI. A SURNAME AT LAST 70 + + XII. UNEXPECTED 77 + + XIII. HOME 85 + + XIV. NOT PARADISE 92 + + XV. IVER 98 + + XVI. AGAIN IVER 105 + + XVII. DREAMS 112 + + XVIII. REALITIES 117 + + XIX. BACK AGAIN 124 + + XX. GONE 131 + + XXI. THOR'S STONE 137 + + XXII. IVER! COME 144 + + XXIII. A SHOT 149 + + XXIV. THE IRONSTONE HAMMER 156 + + XXV. AN APPARITION 162 + + XXVI. A SECRET 169 + + XXVII. POISON 176 + + XXVIII. A THREAT 182 + + XXIX. A HERALD OF STRIFE 189 + + XXX. A BEQUEST 195 + + XXXI. SURPRISES 203 + + XXXII. ANOTHER SURPRISE 208 + + XXXIII. MARKHAM 216 + + XXXIV. THE PICTURE 222 + + XXXV. THE ONLY CHANCE 228 + + XXXVI. THE SLEEPING DRAUGHT 235 + + XXXVII. A MENACED LIFE 243 + + XXXVIII. SHUT OUT 249 + + XXXIX. AT THE SILK MILL 256 + + XL. BY THE HAMMER POND 262 + + XLI. WANDERERS 268 + + XLII. THE CAVE 275 + + XLIII. AT COLPUS'S 282 + + XLIV. AGAIN-IRONSTONE 288 + + XLV. IN HOPE 294 + + XLVI. A TROUBLED HOPE 300 + + XLVII. BEFORE THE JUDGE 307 + + XLVIII. THE VERDICT 314 + + XLIX. WELCOME 321 + + L. MOVE ON 327 + + LI. THOR'S STONE AGAIN 334 + + LII. THE ROSE-CLOUD 341 + + + + +THE BROOM-SQUIRE + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +AT THE SIGN OF THE SHIP. + + +On a September evening, before the setting of the sun, a man +entered the tavern of the Ship in Thursley, with a baby under his +arm. + +The tavern sign, rudely painted, bore, besides a presentment of a +vessel, the inscription on one side of the board:-- + + "Now before the hill you climb, + Come and drink good ale and wine." + +On the other side of the board the legend was different. It ran +thus:-- + + "Now the hill you're safely over, + Drink, your spirits to recover." + +The tavern stood on the high-road side between Godalming and +Portsmouth; that is to say the main artery of communication between +London and Portsmouth. + +After rising out of the rich overshadowed weald land, the road had +crossed long sandy wastes, where population was sparse, where were +no enclosures, no farms, only scattered Scottish firs; and in front +rose the stately ridge of sandstone that culminates in Hind Head +and Leith Hill. It was to prepare the wayfarer for a scramble to +the elevation of a little over nine hundred feet that he was +invited to "drink good ale and wine," or, if he were coming from +the opposite direction was called upon to congratulate himself in +a similar manner on having over-passed this ridge. The wayfarer +with the baby under his arm came from the Godalming side. He looked +up at the sign, which appealed at once to his heart, for he was +obviously a sailor, no less than did the invitation commend itself +to his condition. + +He entered, tumbled the baby on to the tavern table that was +marked with wet rings from beer cans, and upset a saucer containing +fly poison, and said, with a sigh of relief-- + +"There you are! Blowed and all of a lather!" + +He pulled out a blue cotton pocket-handkerchief, mopped his face +and shouted, "Beer!" + +"Well, I never!" exclaimed the landlady. "Whoever heered afore or +saw of a babby lugged about wrong side uppermost. What would you +say if I was to bring you your tankard topsy-turvy?" + +"I wouldn't pay for it," said the sailor. + +"'Cos why?" asked the woman, planting herself arms akimbo, in front +of the wayfarer. + +"'Cos it 'ud capsize the ale," he answered. + +"Very well, ain't babbies got no in'ards to capsize?" asked the +landlady, defiantly. "And chucked in among the pison for killing +them dratted flies, too!" + +"Never mind about the kid," said the man. + +"I do mind about the child," retorted the woman; "look at him +there--the innocent--all in the nasty slops. What'll the mother say +to the mess and crumple you've made of the clothes?" + +The landlady took the infant from the table, on one arm, and +proceeded to the bar to draw the beer. + +Presently she returned, kissing the child and addressing it in +terms of affection. She thrust the pewter full of foaming ale on +the table towards the customer, with resentfulness in her action. + +"He's a stomachy (sturdy) young chap," she said, patting the babe +with the now disengaged hand. + +"He ain't a he at all," retorted the man. "He's a she." + +"A girl, is it!" exclaimed the hostess; "and how came you by the +precious?" + +"Best rights of all," answered the man; "'cos I'm the kid's father." + +"Her mother ought to be ashamed of herself letting you haul about +the poor mite under your arm, just as though she was pertatoes." + +"Her mother can't help it," said the man. "She's dead, and left +me wi' this here child a month or six weeks old, and I've been +sweating along the way from Lun'non, and she yowlin' enough to +tear a fellow's nerves to pieces." This said triumphantly; then in +an apologetic tone, "What does the likes o' me know about holdin' +babies? I were brought up to seamanship, and not to nussin'. I'd +joy to see you, missus, set to manage a thirty-pounder. I warrant +you'd be as clumsy wi' a gun as I be wi' a kid." + +"D'r say," responded the landlady, "and where be you a-g'win to +with this here angel? Takin' her to sea to make a mermaid of her?" + +"No, I aren't," said the mariner. "Her mother's dead--in lodgin's +down by the Katherine docks, and got no relatives and no friends +there. I'm off to sea again when I've dispodged o' this here +incumbrance. I'm takin' her down to her mother's sister--that way." +He indicated the down road with his thumb. + +"It's a wonder you ain't made a crook of her backbone, it is," +said the woman. "And if you'd gone and crippled she for life, what +would you think o' that?" + +"I didn't carry her like that all the road," answered the sailor. +"Part ways I slung her over my back." + +"Wonder she's alive. Owdatious strong she must be. Come in, my +cherry beam. I'll give you as good as mother's milk. Three parts +water and a bit o' shuggar. Little your father thinks o' your +wants so long as he gets his ale." + +"I let her suck my thumb," said the sailor, timidly. + +"Much good she got out o' that," retorted the landlady. "Yes, +yes, my syrup. I'll give you something." + +"If you can stop her yowling, I'll thank you." + +With a contemptuous look at the father, the hostess withdrew. + +Then the sailor planted his elbows on the table, drank a long +draught of beer, and said, sententiously, "It's an institootion +is wimin." + +"Woman is the joy of our lives," said a lanky, dark-haired man +at the table. + +"'Tain't exactly that," answered the sailor, now first observing +that there were other men in the room. "'Tis that there's things +for everything--there's the capstan for hawlin' up the anchor, and +there's the woman for nussin'. They was ordained to it--not +men--never, no--not men. Look at my hand." The sailor extended +his arm across the table. "It's shakin' like a guitar-string when +a nigger's playing--and all along of that kid's yawls. Wimin +likes it." + +"It's their moosic," said the lanky man. + +Then in rushed the landlady with flashing eyes, and holding out +both palms before her said, "The child's mouth be that purple or +blue--it's fits." + +"It's blackberries," answered the seaman. "They was nice and ripe, +and plenty of them." + +"Blackberries!" almost shrieked the hostess, "and the child not +six weeks old! You've killed her! It's upset her blessed little +inside." + +"I thought I'd done wrong," said the sailor, timidly, "that's why +I was a-carryin' of her topsy-turvy. I thought to ha' shooked the +blackberries out again." + +"If that child dies," exclaimed the landlady, solemnly, "then +where will you go to, you unnat'ral parient?" + +"I did it wi' the best intention," apologized the man. + +"That's what Betsy Chaffers said when she gave wrong change. Oh +that heaven should ever a created man. They's terrible monsters." + +She disappeared again after the child. + +The sailor drank more beer, sighed, wiped his brow, then his +upper lip, and looked appealingly about him at the men who were +present. Of these there were four and a half. That is to say, four +men and a boy. Three of the men were at the table, and of these +the lanky sallow man was one. + +These three men were strange, unpleasant-looking fellows, dressed up +in scraps of incongruous clothing, semi-nautical, semi-agricultural. +One was completely enveloped in a great-coat that had belonged to +a very tall and stout man, and he was short and thin. Another was +incompletely dressed, for what garments he had on were in rags +that afforded glimpses between them of tattered lining, of flesh, +but of no shirt. + +The third man had the unmistakable lower jaw and mouth of an +Irishman. + +By the fire sat an individual of a different type. He was a young +man with heavy brows and a large mouth devoid of lips, set tight +as a snapped man-trap. He had keen, restless, watchful eyes. His +hair was sandy, thrust forward over his brow, and hanging low +behind. On the opposite side of the hearth crouched a boy, a +timid, delicately formed lad with a large head and full lustrous +eyes. + +"Come from far?" asked one of the ragamuffins at the table. + +"Didn't yur hear me say from Lun'non town?" answered the sailor. +"Lagged that there dratted baby the whole way. I'll have another +glass of beer." + +"And what distance are you going?" asked the lanky man. + +"I shall put into the next port for the night, and tomorrow on to +Portsmouth, and stow away the kid with my wife's sister. Lord! I +wishes the morrer were well over." + +"We're bound for Portsmouth," said the man in tatters. "What say +you? shall we keep company and relieve you of the kid? If you'll +pay the shot here and at the other end, and at the other pubs--can't +say but what we'll ease you." + +"It's a bargain," exclaimed the sailor. "By George! I've had +enough of it from Lun'non here. As to money, look here," he put +his hand into his trousers pocket and pulled out a handful of +coins, gold, silver and copper together. "There is brass for all. +Just home, paid off--and find my wife dead--and me saddled with +the yowling kid. I'm off to sea again. Don't see no sport +wider-erring here all bebothered with a baby." + +"We are very willing to accompany you," said the tattered man, and +turning to the fellow with sallow face and lantern jaws, he said, +"What's your opinion, Lonegon?" + +"I'm willing, Marshall; what say you, Michael Casey?" + +"Begorra--I'm the man to be a wet nuss." + +The sailor called for spirits wherewith to treat the men who had +offered their assistance. + +"This is a mighty relief to me," said he. "I don't think I could +ha' got on by myself." + +"You've no expayrience, sir," said Casey. "It's I'm the boy for +the babbies. Ye must rig up a bottle and fill it with milk, and +just a whisk of a drop of the craytur to prevent it curdling, and +then stuff the mouth with a rag--and the darlin'll suck, and suck, +and be still as the evenin' star as I sees yonder glimmering at +the window." + +"You'll have to start pretty sharp if you want to get on a stage +before dark," said the man by the fire. + +"It's a lone road," threw in the boy shyly. + +"What's the odds when we are four of us?" asked the man whose name +was Lonegon. + +"And all of us pertecting the little cherub from ketching cold," +threw in Casey. + +"We ain't afraid--not we," said the ragged man. + +"Not of bogies, at any rate." + +"Oh, you need not fear bogies," observed the man at the fire, dryly. + +"What is it, then?" asked Michael Casey. "Sure It's not highwaymen?" + +The man by the fire warmed his palms, laughed, and said: "It would +take two to rob you, I guess, one to put the money into your pocket +and the second to take it out." + +"You're right there," answered the Irishman, laughing. "It's my +pockets be that worn to holes wi' the guineas that have been in +them, that now they let 'em fall through." + +The man by the fire rubbed his palms together and made a remark in +a low tone--addressed to the boy. Lonegon turned sharply round on +his seat and cried threateningly, "What's that you're hinting +agin us? Say it again, and say it aloud, and I'll knock your +silly, imperdent head off." + +"I say it again," said the young man, turning his cunning head +round, like a jackdaw. "I say that if I were going over Hind Head +and by the Punch Bowl at night with as much money in my pocket as +has that seaman there--I'd choose my companions better. You haven't +heard what I said? I'd choose my companions better." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +WANDERING SOULS. + + +The long, lean fellow, Lonegon, leaped to his feet, and struck at +the man by the fire. + +The latter was prepared for him. He had snatched a brand from the +hearth, and without losing the sarcastic laugh on his great mouth, +presented it sharply in the way of the descending fist, so as to +catch Lonegon's wrist. + +The sparks flew about at the clash, and the man who had received the +blow uttered a howl of pain, for his wrist was torn by the firewood, +and his hand burnt by the fire. + +With an imprecation and a vow to "do for" "eyes, liver, and lights" +of the "clodhopper," he rushed at him blindly. With a mocking laugh, +the man assailed thrust forth a leg, and Lonegon, stumbling across +it, measured his length on the floor. + +The man called Marshall now interfered by snatching the pewter +tankard from the sailor, and aiming it at the head of him who had +overthrown his mate. + +At the same time the boy, terrified, began to scream. "Mother! +mother! help! pray! they'll murder Bideabout." + +The hostess speedily appeared, set her arms akimbo, planted her +feet resolutely on the floor, and said, in commanding tones-- + +"Now then! No fighting on the premises. Stand up, you rascal. What +have you done with the pewter? Ah, crushed out of all shape and use. +That's what Molly Luff sed of her new bonnet when she sat down on +it--Lawk, a biddy! Who'd ha' thought it?" + +Lonegon staggered to his feet, and burst into a torrent of +recrimination against the man whom the boy had called Bideabout. + +"I don't care where the rights are, or where be the wrongs. An +addled egg be nasty eating whether you tackle it one end or 'tother. +All I sez is--I won't have it. But what I will have is--I'll be +paid for that there tankard. Who threw it?" + +"It was he--yonder, in tatters," said the boy. + +"You won't get money out o' me," said Marshall; "my pockets--you may +turn 'em out and see for yourself--are rich in nothing but holes, +and there's in them just about as many of they as there are in the +rose o' a watering can." + +"I shall be paid," asserted the hostess. "You three are mates, and +there'll be money enough among you." + +"Look here, mistress," put in the sailor, "I'll stand the damage, +only don't let us have a row. Bring me another can of ale, and tell +me what it all comes to. Then we'll be on the move." + +"The other fellows may clear off, and the sooner the better," said +the landlady. "But not you just now, and the baby has dropped off +into the sweetest of sleeps. 'Twere a sin to wake her." + +"I'm going on to the Huts," said the seaman. + +"And we're going with him as a guard to the baby," said the Irish +fellow. + +"A blackguard set," threw in Bideabout. + +"What about the color so long as it is effective?" asked Casey. + +By degrees the anger of Lonegon was allayed, and he seated himself +growling at the table, and wiped the blood from his torn wrist on +his sleeve, and drawing forth a dirty and tattered red kerchief, +bound it round the bruised and wounded joint. The man, Bideabout, +did not concern himself with the wrath or the anguish of the man. +He rubbed his hands together, and clapped a palm on each knee, and +looked into the fire with a smirk on his face, but with an eye on +the alert lest his adversary should attempt to steal an advantage +on him. + +Nor was he unjustified in being on his guard, judging by the +malignant glances cast at him by Lonegon. + +"Whom may you be?" asked the tattered man. + +"I'm Jonas Kink," answered the young fellow at the fire. + +"He's Bideabout, the Broom-Squire," explained the landlady. Then +with a glimmering of a notion that this variation in names might +prove confusing, she added, "leastways that's what we calls him. +We don't use the names writ in the Church register here. He's the +Broom-Squire--and not the sort o' chap for you ragamuffins to +have dealings with--let me tell you." + +"I don't kear what he be," said Lonegon, sullenly, "but dang it, +I'd like a sup o' ale with your leave," and without further +ceremony he took the new tankard from the sailor and quaffed off +half its contents. + +The hostess looked from the drinker to the seaman and said, "Are +you standing tick for they?" + +"I'll pay for their drink and they'll help me along the road with +the baby," said the sailor. + +The landlady shrugged her shoulders contemptuously, and asked, "If +I may be so bold, what's her name?" + +"What's whose name?" + +"The baby's." + +"Ha'n't got none," said the seaman. + +"What, ain't she been christened yet?" + +"No, I reckon not," answered the father. Then he proceeded to +explain. "You see my poor wife she was down in lodgings and +hadn't no friends nor relations no'ther nigh her, and she took +ill and never got over the birth of this here babe, and so it +couldn't be done. But the kid's aunt'll see to all that right +enough when I've got her there." + +"What! you're trapsing about the country hugging a babe along +under your arm and slung over your shoulder and feeding her o' +blackberries and chucking her in among fly poison, and not a +Christian yet! My! What a world it is!". + +"All in good time, missus." + +"That's what Betsy Cole said o' her pork and 'ams when the pig +wor killed and her hadn't salt nor saltpetre. She'd see to it +some day. Meanwhile the maggots came and spiled the lot." + +"It shall all be made right in a day or two." + +"Ah! but what if it be too late? Then where will you go to some +day? How can you say but that the child wi' being hung topsy-turvy +and swinging like a pendiddlum may die of the apoplexy, or the +blackberries turn sour in her blessed stomach and she go off in +convulsions, or that she may ha' put out the end o' her tongue +and sucked some o' that there fly paper? Then where will you be?" + +"I hope I shall be on board ship just before that comes to pass," +said the sailor. + +"Do you know what happens if a child dies and ha'n't been +christened? It becomes a wanderer." + +"What do you mean?" + +"It ain't a Christian, so it can't go to heaven. It ain't done +no evil, so it can't go to hell; and so the poor spirit wanders +about in the wind and never has no rest. You can hear them piping +in the trees and sobbin' at the winder. I've heard 'm scores of +times. How will you like that when at sea to have your own child +sighing and sobbin' up in the rigging of the vessel, eh?" + +"I hope it will not come to that," said the sailor. + +"That's what Susan Bay said when she put a darnin' needle into +the armchair cushion, and I sed, said I, 'twas a ticklesome thing +and might do hurt. She did it once too often. Her old man sat +down on it." + +She brought some more ale at the request of the seaman, and as +she set down the tankard said: + +"I won't be so bold as to say it's in Scriptur', but it's in +the Psalm-book I dare swear. Mother, she were a tip-top tearin' +religious woman, and she used to say it to me when I was younger +than I be now:-- + + "'They flies in clouds and flap their shrouds + When full the moon doth shine; + In dead of night when lacketh light, + We here 'em pipe and pine. + + "'And many a soul wi' hoot and howl + Do rattle at the door, + Or rave and rout, and dance about + All on a barren moor.' + +"And it goes on somehow like this. You can think on it as you go +over Hind Head in the dark: + + "'Or at the winder wail and weep, + Yet never venture nigher; + In snow and sleet, within to creep + To warm 'em at the fire.'" + +The child began to cry in the adjoining room. + +"There," said the landlady, "'tis awake she is, poor mite without +a name, and not as much Christianity as could make a cat sneeze. +If that there child were to die afore you got to Portsmouth and +had her baptized, sure as my name is Susanna Verstage, I'd never +forgive myself, and I'd hear her for sure and certainty at the +winder. I'm a motherly sort of a woman, and there's a lot o' them +poor wanderers comes piping about the panes of an evening. But I +can do nothing for them." + +"Now then, lads, let's be moving," said the mariner. + +The three men at the table rose; and when standing exposed more of +their raggedness and the incongruity of their apparel than was +shown when they were seated. + +The landlady reluctantly surrendered the child. + +"A babe," said she, "mustn't be shaken after feeding;" then, "a +babe mustn't be allowed to get its little feet cold, or gripes +comes;" then, "you must mind and carry it with the head to your +shoulder, and away from the wind." Presently another item occurred +to the good woman, as the men left their places at the table: "You +must hold the child on your arm, between the wrist and the +elbow-jint." + +As they went to the door she called, "And never be without a drop +o' dill water: it's comforting to babies." + +As they made their exit--"And when nussin', mind, no green meat +nor fruit." + +When all had departed the landlady turned to the man by the fire, +who still wore his sarcastic smirk, and said "Bideabout! What do +you think of they?" + +"I think," answered the Broom-Squire, "that I never saw three +such cut-throat rascals as those who have gone off with the sailor; +and as for him--I take he's softish." + +"I thought him a bit of a natural." + +"He must be so to start on one of the lonesomest roads in England, +at fall of night, with such a parcel of jailbirds." + +"Well, dear life!" exclaimed the good woman. "I hope nothing will +hap' to the poor child." + +"Mother," said the boy, timidly, "it's not true is it about the +spirits of babies in the wind?" + +"Of course it is. Where would you have them go? and they bain't +Christians. Hark! I won't say there be none flying about now. I +fancy I hear a sort of a kind o' whistling." + +"Your boy Iver, he's coming with me to the Punch-Bowl," said the +Broom-Squire; "but I'll not go for half-an-hour, becos I don't +want to overtake that lanky, black-jawed chap as they call Lonegon. +He ain't got much love for me, and might try to repay that blow on +his wrist, and sprawl on the floor I gave him." + +"What is Iver going to the Punch-Bowl for?" asked the landlady, +and looked at the boy, her son. + +"It's a snipe's feather Bideabout has promised me," answered the +lad. + +"And what do you want a snipe's feather for at this time o' night?" + +"Mother, it's to make a paint brush of. Bideabout ain't at home +much by day. I've been over the road scores o' times." + +"A paint brush! What do you want paint brushes for? Have you +cleaned out the pig-stye lately?" + +"Yes, mother, but the pig lies abroad now; it's warm in the stye." + +"Well, you may go. Dear life! I wish I could see that blessed babe +again, safe and sound. Oh, my!" + +The good-hearted woman was destined to have her wish answered more +speedily than she could have anticipated. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE PUNCH-BOWL. + + +The Broom-Squire and the boy were on their way up the hill that +led towards the habitation of the former; or, to be more exact, it +led to the summit of the hill whence the Squire would have to +diverge at a sharp angle to the right to reach his home. + +The evening had closed in. But that mattered not to them, for they +knew their way, and had not far to go. + +The road mounted continuously, first at a slight incline, over +sand sprinkled with Scotch pines, and then more rapidly to the +range of hills that culminates in Hind Head, and breaks into the +singular cones entitled The Devil's Jumps. + +This is one of the loveliest parts of fair England. The pine and +the oak and the Spanish chestnut luxuriate in the soil, the sand +tracts between the clumps are deep in heather, at intervals the +country is furrowed as by a mighty plough; but the furrowing was +done by man's hand to extract the metal of which the plough is +formed. From a remote antiquity this district of Surrey, as +well as the weald of Sussex, was the great centre of the iron +trade. The metal lies in masses in the sand, strangely smooth and +liver-colored, and going by the name of kidney iron. The forest of +Anderida which covered the weald supplied at once the ore and the +fuel for smelting. + +In many places are "hammer ponds," pools of water artificially +constructed, which at one time served to turn wheels and work +mechanism for the beating out of the iron that had been won on +the spot. + +The discovery of coal and iron together, or in close proximity, +in the North of England brought this industry of the counties of +Surrey and Sussex to an abrupt end. Now the deposits of ore are +no longer worked, no furnaces exist, only the traces of the old +men's mines and forges and smelting pits remain to attest that +from an age before Caesar landed in Kent, down to the close of +the last century, all the iron employed in England came from this +region. + +Another singular feature of the district consists in the masses +of hard stone, gray with lichen, that lie about, here topping a +sandhill, there dropped at random in the plain. There was at one +time many more of these, but owing to their power of resisting +heat they were largely exploited as hearthstones. These masses, +there can be no doubt, are remains of superincumbent beds of hard +rock that have been removed by denudation, leaving but a few +fragments behind. + +That superstition should attach to these blocks is not marvellous. +The parish in which lies the Punch-Bowl and rises Hind Head, +comprises one such Thors-stone, named perhaps after the Scandinavian +Thunder god. One of these strange masses of stone formerly occupied +a commanding position on the top of Borough Hill. On this those in +need knocked, whereupon the "Good People" who lived under it lent +money to the knockers, or any utensil desired in loan, on condition +that it was returned. One night, a petitioner, who was going to +give a feast at the baptism of his child, went to the stone, and +knocked, and asked in a loud voice for the loan of a cauldron. + +This was at once thrust out from under the stone, and was carried +away and used for the christening feast. Unhappily, the applicant +for the cauldron neglected to return it at the time appointed, and +since then no more loans have been made. The cauldron, which is of +copper, is now preserved in Frensham parish church. It is two feet +in diameter, and stands on an iron trivet. + +After the road had ascended some way, all trees disappeared. The +scenery was as wild and desolate as any in Scotland. On all sides +heathery slopes, in the evening light a broken patch of sand +showed white, almost phosphorescent, through contrast with the +black ling. A melancholy bird piped. Otherwise all was still. The +richly-wooded weald, with here and there a light twinkling on it, +lay far below, stretching to Lewes. When the high-road nearly +reached the summit, it was carried in a curve along the edge of +a strange depression, a vast basin in the sand-hills, sinking +three hundred feet to a marshy bottom full of oozing springs. +This is termed the Devil's Punch-Bowl. The modern road is carried +on a lower level, and is banked up against the steep incline. The +old road was not thus protected and ran considerably higher. + +The night was gathering in, fold on fold, and obscuring all. The +Punch-Bowl that the Broom-Squire and the boy had on their right +was a bowl brimming with naught save darkness. Its depths could +not be fathomed by the eye at that time of night, nor did any +sound issue from it save a hissing as though some fluid were +seething in the bowl; yet was this produced solely by the wind +swirling in it among the harsh branches of the heather. + +"So your mother don't like your drawing and painting," said the +Broom-Squire. + +"No, Bideabout, she and father be terrible on at me to become a +publican, and carry along with the Ship, after father's got old +and gived up. But I don't fancy it; in fact, I hate the thought +of it. Of course," added the boy; "if they forces me to it, I must. +But anyhow I wouldn't like to have that there Ship sign at our door +so bad painted as she be. I could do better if I had the paints." + +"Oh! drinkers don't care for beautiful pictures at the door, but +for good ale within." + +"I don't like that there ship, and I wouldn't stand it--if the +inn were mine." + +"You're a fool," said the Broom-Squire contemptuously. "Here's +the spot where the turn comes off the road to my house. Mind +where you walk, and don't roll over down the Punch-Bowl; it's all +a bog at the bottom." + +"There's no light anywhere," observed the boy. + +"No--no winders look this way. You can't say if a house is alive +or dead from here." + +"How long have you had your place in the Punch-Bowl, Bideabout?" + +"I've heard say my grandfather was the first squatter. But the +Rocliffes, Boxalls, Snellings, and Nashes will have it they're +older. What do I care so long as I have the best squat in the lot." + +That the reader may understand the allusions a word or two must +be allowed in explanation of the settlements in the Punch-Bowl. + +This curious depression in the sand range is caused by a number +of springs welling up several hundred feet below the summit of +the range. The rain that falls on the hills sinks through the sand +until it reaches an impervious bed of clay, when it breaks forth +at many orifices. These oozing springs in course of vast ages have +undermined and washed away the superincumbent sand and have formed +the crater called the Devil's Punch-Bowl. The bottom is one +impassable swamp, and the water from the springs flows away to +the north through an opening in the sand-hills. + +At some unknown date squatters settled in the Punch-Bowl, at a +period when it was in as wild and solitary a region as any in +England. They enclosed portions of the slopes. They built themselves +hovels; they pastured their sheep, goats, cattle on the sides of +the Punch-Bowl, and they added to their earnings the profits of a +trade they monopolized--that of making and selling brooms. + +On the lower slopes of the range grew coppices of Spanish chestnut, +and rods of this wood served admirably for broom-handles. The +heather when long and wiry and strong, covered with its harsh +leafage and myriad hard knobs, that were to burst into flower, +answered for the brush. + +On account of this manufacture, the squatters in the Punch-Bowl +went by the designation of Broom-Squires. They provided with +brooms every farm and gentleman's house, nay, every cottage for +miles around. A wagon-load of these besoms was often purchased, +and the supply lasted some years. + +The Broom-Squires were an independent people. They used the turf +cut from the common for fuel, and the farmers were glad to carry +away the potash as manure for their fields. + +Another business supplemented farming and broom-making. That was +holly-cutting and getting. The Broom-Squires on the approach of +Christmas scattered over the country, and wherever they found holly +trees and bushes laden with berries, without asking permission, +regardless of prohibition, they cut, and then when they had a +cartload, would travel with it to London or Guildford, to attend +the Christmas market. + +Not only did they obtain their fuel from the heaths, but much of +their victual as well. The sandy hills abound in rabbits, and the +lagoons and morasses at the foot of the hills in the flat land +teem with fish and wild fowl. At the present day the ponds about +Frensham are much in request for fishing--at the time of our tale +they were netted by the inhabitants of the neighborhood when they +felt a hankering after fish, and the "moors," as marshes are +locally termed, were prowled over for ducks, and the sand burrows +watched for rabbits, all without let and hindrance. + +At the present date there are eight squatter families in the +Punch-Bowl, three belong to the branches of the clan of Boxall, +three to that of Snelling, and two to the less mighty clan of +Nash. At the time of which I write one of the best built houses +and the most fertile patches of land was in the possession of +the young man, Jonas Kink, commonly known as Bideabout. + +Jonas was a bachelor. His father and mother were dead, and his +sister had married one of the Rocliffe's. He lived alone in his +tolerably substantial house, and his sister came in when she was +able to put it tidy for him and to do some necessary cooking. +He was regarded as close-fisted though young; his age about +twenty-three years. Hitherto no girl had caught his fancy, or had +caught it sufficiently to induce him to take one to wife. + +"Tell'y what," said his sister, "you'll be nothing else but an old +hudger (bachelor)." + +This was coming to be a general opinion. Jonas Kink had a heart +for money, and for that only. He sneered at girls and flouted them. +It was said that Jonas would marry no girl save for her money, +and that a monied girl might pick and choose for herself, and +such as she would most assuredly not make election of Bideabout. +Consequently he was foredoomed to be a "hudger." + +"What's that?" suddenly exclaimed the Broom-Squire, who led the +way along a footpath on the side of the steep slope. + +"It's a dead sheep, I fancy, Bideabout." + +"A dead sheep--I wonder if it be mine. Hold hard, what's that +noise?" + +"It's like a babe's cry," said the boy. "Oh, lawk! if it be dead +and ha' become a wanderer! I shu'd never have the pluck to go +home alone." + +"Get along with your wanderers. It's arrant nonsense. I don't +believe a word of it." + +"But there is the crying again. It is near at hand. Oh, Bideabout! +I be that terrified!" + +"I'll strike a light. I'm not so sure about this being a dead +sheep." + +Something lay on the path, catching what little light came from +the sky above. + +Jonas stooped and plucked some dry grass. Then he got out his +tinderbox and struck, struck, struck. + +The boy's eyes were on the flashing sparks. He feared to look +elsewhere. Presently the tinder was ignited, and the Broom-Squire +blew it and held dry grass haulms to the glowing embers till a +blue flame danced up, became yellow, and burst into a flare. + +Cautiously Jonas approached the prostrate figure and waved the +flaming grass above it, whilst sparks flew about and fell over it. + +The boy, shrinking behind the man, looked timidly forward, and +uttered a cry as the yellow flare fell over the object and illumined +a face. + +"I thought as much," said the Broom-Squire. "What else could he +expect? Them three chaps ha' murdered him. They've robbed and +stripped him." + +"Oh--Bideabout!" + +"Aye. What other could come o' such companions. They've gone off +wi' his clothes--left his shirt--have they? That's curious, as +one of the blackguards had none." + +Then the child's wailing and sobbing sounded more continuously +than before. + +"The baby ain't far off," said Jonas. "I suppose we can't leave it +here. This is a pretty awkward affair. Tell'y what, Iver. You bide +by the dead man and grope about for that there baby, and I'll go +down to the houses and get help." + +"Oh, Bideabout! I dursn't." + +"Dursn't what?" + +"Not be left alone--here--in the Punch-Bowl with a dead man." + +"You're a fool," said Jonas, "a dead man can't hurt nobody, and +them rascals as killed him are for sure a long way off by this +time. Look here, Iver, you timid 'un, you find that squalling brat +and take it up. I don't mind a brass fardin' being here wi' a +corpse so long as I can have my pipe, and that I'll light. But I +can't stand the child as well. You find that and carry it down, +and get the Boxalls, or someone to take it in. Tell 'em there's a +murdered man here and I'm by the body, and want to get home and +can't till someone comes and helps to carry it away. Cut along +and be sharp. I'd ha' given a shilling this hadn't happened. It +may cost us a deal o' trouble and inconvenience--still--here it +is--and--you pick about and find that creature squealin' its +bellows out." + +There was callousness unusual and repulsive in so young a man. +It jarred with the feelings of the frightened and nervous boy. +Tears of alarm and pity were in his eyes. He felt about in the +heather till he reached the infant. It was lying under a bush. +He took the poor little creature up, and the babe, as though +content to feel itself with strong arms under it, ceased to cry. + +"What shall I do, Bideabout?" + +"Do--cut along and raise the Boxalls and the Snellings, and bid +them come and remove the body, and get someone to take the child. +Confound the whole concern. I wish they'd done it elsewhere--or I +hadn't come on it. But it's like my ill-luck." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +WITHOUT A ROOF. + + +The boy, Iver, trudged along carrying the infant in his arms. The +little face was against his cheek, and the warm breath played over +it. Whenever the child cried, he spoke, and his voice reassured +the babe, and it was quiet again. He walked cautiously, as the +path was narrow and the night dark. A false step might send him +rolling down the steep slope with his burden. + +Iver had often been to the squatters' quarters, and he knew very +well his direction; but he was now agitated and alarmed. + +After a while he reached bushes and could see trees standing +black against the sky, and caught the twinkling of lights. Before +him was a cottage, and a little garden in front. He opened a +wicket and went up to the door and rapped. A call of "Who is +there?" in response. The boy raised the latch and entered. + +A red peat fire was burning on the hearth, and a man sat by it. +A woman was engaged at needlework by the light of a tallow candle. + +"Tom Rocliffe!" exclaimed the boy. "There's been a murder. A +sailor--he's dead on the path--there's Bideabout Kink standing +by and wants you all to come and help and--here's the baby." + +The man sprang to his feet. "A murder! Who's dead?" + +"There was a sailor came to our place, it's he." + +"Who killed him?" + +"Some chaps as was drinking with him, so Bideabout says. They've +robbed him--he had a lot of brass." + +"Dead--is he?" The man ran out. + +"And what have you got there?" asked the woman. + +"It's his baby." + +"How came he by the baby?" + +"I heard him say his wife was dead, and he were going to carry +the child to his wife's sister." + +"What's the man's name?" + +"I don't know." + +"Where did he come from?" + +"He was a seaman." + +"Where was he going to put the baby?" + +"I don't know 'xactly--somewhere Portsmouth way." + +"What's the man's name?" + +"I don't know." + +"How'll you find her?" + +"I don't know." + +"Portsmouth is a large place. Are you sure she's in Portsmouth?" + +"He said Portsmouth way, I think." + +"Then there be a difficulty in finding her?" + +"'Spose there will. Will you take the baby?" + +"I-I--" The woman stared. "What's its name?" + +"It ain't got none." + +"Is it a boy or girl?" + +"I think it's a girl." + +"How old is it?" + +"I think he said about six weeks." + +"Is it healthy?" + +"I don't know." + +"Maybe it has the smallpox." + +"I do not think so. Will you take it?" + +"I--not I. I know nothin' about it. There's no saying, it might +bring diseases into the house, and I must consider my own children. +Is it terrible dirty?" + +"I--I don't think so." + +"And it hasn't got a name?" + +"No; the sailor said it was not baptized." + +"What's the color of its eyes?" + +"I don't know." + +"Has it got any hair?" + +"I have not looked." + +"P'raps it's an idjot?" + +"I don't think so." + +"And is deformed?" + +"Oh, no." + +"Well, I can't have no baby here as I don't know nothin about. You +can take it over to the Snellings. They may fancy it. I won't have +nothin' to do with a babe as ain't got no parents and no name, and +ain't got no hair and no color in its eyes. There is my Samuel +snorin'. Take the child away. I don't want no measles, and smallpox, +and scarlatina, and rickets brought into my house. Quick, take the +nasty thing off as fast as you can." + +Iver shrunk away, left the house, and made his way, carrying the +baby, to another cottage a hundred yards distant. There was a lane +between them, with a stream running through it, and the banks were +high and made the lane dark. The boy stumbled and fell, and though +he probably had not hurt the child, he had frightened it, and it set +up loud and prolonged screams. With brow bathed in perspiration, +and heart beating from alarm, Iver hurried up to the second +squatter's cabin, and, without knocking, burst in at the door. + +"I say," shouted he, "there's been a man killed, and here's a +baby yelling, and I don't know what's the matter with it. I +stumbled." + +A man who was pulling off his boots started to his feet. + +"Stop that darned noise," he said. "My wife--she's bad--got the +fever, and can't abide no noise. Stop that din instantly, or I'll +kick you out. Who are you, and what do'y mean rushing in on a +fellow that way?" + +The boy endeavored to explain, but his voice was tremulous, and +the cries of the infant pitched at a higher note, and louder. + +"I can't hear, and I don't want to," said the man. "Do you mind +what I sed? My wife be terrible bad wi' fever, and her head all of +a split, and can't bear no noise--and will you do what I say? Take +that brat away. Is this my house or is it yours? Take that 'orrid +squaller away, or I'll shy my boot at yer head." + +"But," said Iver, "there's a man dead--been murdered up in the--" + +"There'll be more afore long, if you don't cut. I'll heave that +boot at you when I've counted thrice, if you don't get out. Drat +that child! It'll wake my wife. Now, then, are you going?" + +Iver retreated hastily as the man whirled his heavy boot above his +head by the lace. + +On leaving the house he looked about him in the dark. The cottages +were scattered here and there, some in hollows by springs, others +on knolls above them, without a definite road between them, except +when two enclosures formed a lane betwixt their hedges. + +The boy was obliged to step along with great care, and to feel his +way in front of him with his foot before planting it. A quarter +of an hour had elapsed before he reached the habitation of the +next squatter. + +This was a ramshackle place put together of doors and windows +fitted into walls, made of boards, all taken from ruinous cottages +that had been pillaged, and their wreckage pieced together as best +could be managed. Here Iver knocked, and the door was opened +cautiously by an old man, who would not admit him till he had +considered the information given. + +"What do you say? A man murdered? Where? When? Are the murderers +about?" + +"They have run away." + +"And what do you want me to do?" + +"Would you mind taking in the poor little baby, and going to help +Master Bideabout Kink to carry the body down." + +"Where to? Not here. We don't want no bodies here." + +The old fellow would have slammed the door in Iver's face had not +the boy thrust in foot and knee. + +Then a woman was heard calling, "What is that there, Jamaica? I +hear a babe." + +"Please, Mrs. Cheel, here is a poor little creature, the child of +the murdered man, and it has no one to care for it," said the boy. + +"A babe! Bless me! give the child to me," cried the woman. "Now +then, Jamaica, bundle out of that, and let me get at the baby." + +"No, I will not, Betsy," retorted the man designated Jamaica. "Why +should I? Ask for an inch, and they'll have an ell. Stick in the +toe of the baby, and they'll have the dead father after it. I don't +want no corpses here." + +"I will have the baby. I haven't set my eyes on a baby this +hundred years." + +"I say you shan't have nothing of the sort." + +"I say I shall. If I choose to have a baby, who's to say me nay?" + +"I say you nay. You shan't have no babies here." + +"This is my house as much as yourn." + +"I'm master I reckon." + +"You are an old crabstick." + +"You're an old broom-handle." + +"Say that again." + +"I say it." + +"Now then--are you going to hit me?" + +"I intend to." + +Then the old man and his wife fell to fighting, clawing and +battering each other, the woman screaming out that she would have +a baby, the man that she should not. + +Iver had managed to enter. The woman snatched at the child, the +man wrenched it away from her. The boy was fain to escape outside +and fly from the house with the child lest the babe should be torn +in pieces between them. He knew old Cheel and his wife well by +repute--for a couple ever quarrelling. + +He now made his way to another house, one occupied by settlers of +another family. There were here some sturdy sons and daughters. + +When Iver had entered with the babe in his arms and had told his +tale, the young people were full of excitement. + +"Bill," said one of the lads to his brother, "I say! This is +news. I'm off to see." + +"I'll go along wi' you, Joe." + +"How did they kill him?" asked one of the girls. "Did they punch +him on the head?" + +"Or cut his throat?" asked Bill. + +"Joe!" called one of the girls, "I'll light the lantern, and +we'll all go." + +"Aye!" said the father, "these sort o' things don't happen but +once in a lifetime." + +"I wouldn't be out of seeing it for nuthin'," said the mother. +"Did he die sudden like or take a long time about it?" + +"I suppose they'll inquitch him," said one of the girls. + +"There'll be some hanging come o' this," said one of the boys. + +"Oh, my! There will be goings on," said the mother. "Dear life, +I may never have such a chance again. Stay for me, Betsy Anne. +I'm going to put on my clogs." + +"Mother, I ain't agoing to wait for your clogs." + +"Why not? He won't run away." + +"And the baby?" asked Iver. + +"Oh, bother the baby. We want to see the dead man." + +"I wonder, now, where they'll take him to?" asked the mother. +"Shall we have him here?" + +"I don't mind," said the father. "Then he'll be inquitched here; +but I don't want no baby." + +"Nor do I nuther," said the woman. "Stay a moment, Betsy Anne! +I'm coming. Oh, my! whatever have I done to my stocking, it's +tore right across." + +"Take the child to Bideabout," said one young man, "we want no +babies here, but we'll have the corpse, and welcome. Folks will +come and make a stir about that. But we won't have no babies. +Take that child back where you found it." + +"Babies!" said another, scornfully, "they come thick as blackberries, +and bitter as sloes. But corpses--and they o' murdered men--them's +coorosities." + +"But the baby?" again asked the boy. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MEHETABEL. + + +Iver stood in the open air with the child in his arms. He was +perplexed. What should be done with it? He would have rubbed +his head, to rub an idea into it, had not both his arms been +engaged. + +Large warm drops fell from the sky, like tears from an overcharged +heart. The vault overhead was now black with rain clouds, and a +flicker over the edge of the Punch-Bowl, like the quivering of +expiring light in a despairing eye, gave evidence that a thunderstorm +was gathering, and would speedily break. + +The babe became peevish, and Iver was unable to pacify it. + +He must find shelter somewhere, and every door was shut against the +child. Had it not been that the storm was imminent, Iver would have +hasted directly home, in full confidence that his tender-hearted +mother would receive the rejected of the Broom-Squire, and the +Ship Inn harbor what the Punch-Bowl refused to entertain. + +He stumbled in the darkness to Jonas Kink's house, but finding the +door locked, and that the rain was beginning to descend out of the +clouds in rushes, he was obliged to take refuge in an out-house or +barn--which the building was he could not distinguish. Here he was +in absolute darkness. He did not venture to grope about, lest he +should fall over some of the timber that might be, and probably was, +collected there. + +He supposed that he was in the place where Jonas fashioned his +brooms, in which case the chopping block, the bundles of twigs, +as well as the broom-sticks would be lying about. Bideabout was +not an orderly and tidy worker, and his material would almost +certainly be dispersed and strewn in such a manner as to trip +up and throw down anyone unaccustomed to the place, and unprovided +with a light. + +The perspiration broke out on the boy's brow. The tears welled up +in his eyes. He danced the infant in his arms, he addressed it +caressingly, he scolded it. Then, in desperation, he laid it on +the ground, and ran forth, through the rain, to the cottage of an +old maid near, named Sally, stopping, however, at intervals in his +career, to listen whether the child were still crying; but unable +to decide, owing to the prolonged chime in his ears. It is not at +once that the drums of hearing obtain relief, after that they have +been set in vibration by acute clamor. On reaching the old maid's +door he knocked. + +For some time Sally remained irresponsive. + +"I knows very well," said she to herself under the bedclothes, +"it's that dratted boy who has been at the Rocliffe's." + +Iver persisted in knocking. At length she appeared at the casement, +opened it, thrust forth her nightcapped head, and said peevishly, +"It ain't no manner o' use. I won't have no babies here, not to +my time o' life, thank'y. I sez I won't, and wot I sez that I +sticks to like toffee between the teeth. You may knock them there +knuckles of yorn into dimples, but open I won't. I won't. I won't." + +The old woman stamped on her bedroom floor. + +"I do not ask that, Sally," pleaded the boy. "I have set the baby +in Bideabout's barn, and there's no knowin', it may get hold of +the chopper and hack off its limbs, or pull down all the rick o' +broom-handles on Itself, or get smothered in the heather. I want +a lantern. I don't know how to pacify the creature, and 'tis +squeadling that terrible I don't know what's the matter." + +"Is it a drawin' of the hind legs up, and stiffenin' of the back?" +asked the old maid. + +"I think so," answered the boy, dubiously; then, with further +consideration, "I'm sure of it. It wriggled in my arms, like a worm +when one's gettin' it on a hook out fishing." + +"That's convulsions," said Sally. "'Twill go off in one of they, +sure as eggs is eggs and ain't inions." + +"Do you really say so?" + +"It's that, or water on the brain. Wi' all this pouring rain, I +shouldn't wonder if 'twasn't the tother. Not, you know, that I've +any acquaintance wi babies. Only I've heard wimmin talk as has had +'em just like rabbits." + +"Do they die when they have water on the brain?" asked the boy. + +"Always. Babies can't stand it, no more nor can goslings gettin' +their backs wetted." + +"Don't you think that perhaps it's only hunger?" + +"Can't say. Has the babe been a grabbin' and a clawin' at your +nose, and a tryin' to suck it?" + +"Once, Sally, when my nose got into the way." + +"Then there's hunger too," said Sally, sententiously. "Them babies +has terrible apertites, like canibals, and don't know what's good +for 'em." + +"Will you help me?" pleaded the boy. "Have you a feeding bottle?" + +"Presarve and deliver us--I! What do you take me for, you imperant +bye?" + +"I think any medicine bottle would do, if well washed out. I +shouldn't like, if there was any castor oil or senna tea dregs +left, you know. But properly washed out, it might do, with a +little milk in it." + +"You'll choke the baby like that," said the old maid. + +"I have seen how it is done. You stuff a bit of rag into the +throat of the bottle, and leave a tip o' rag hanging out." + +"Dare say, but you byes seems to understand these things better +than I." + +"Won't you come down and help me, Sally?" + +"I'll come down presently when I've tumbled into some of my +clothes." + +Then the head disappeared, and the casement was shut. + +After the lapse of a few minutes, a light appeared at the window +of the lower room, and the door was slowly unlocked and unbarred. + +Then the old woman appeared in the doorway. She wore her huge +white-frilled nightcap, that fluttered in the wind about the +shrivelled face it enclosed, but she presented an extremely limp +and attenuated appearance in her person. + +"I've been a turnin' over in my head," she said, "and ten chances +to half-a-one, if that there child hev been squealin' so long, +it's either broke a blood vessel, or will die o' 'plexy. There'll +be a purty expense to the parish. There'll be two buryings laid +on it that oughten't to be. That means an extra penny in the +rates. If them there chaps wanted to murder a man, why didn't +they go and do it in Hampshire, and not go a burdenin' of this +county an' parish? There's rayson in everything." + +"Do you really suppose the child will die?" asked the boy, more +concerned about the life than about the rates. + +"How can I say? I've had precious little to do wi' babies, thanks +be. Now, sharp, what is it you want? I'm perishin' wi' cold." + +"May I have a bottle and some milk, and a lantern?" + +"You can have wot you wants, only I protest I'll have no babies +foist on me here." Then she added, "I will not trust you byes. +Show me your hands that you ain't hidin' of it behind yer back." + +"I assure you the child is in Bideabout's shed. Do be quick, and +help. I am so afraid lest it die, and becomes a wanderer." + +"If I can help it I will do what I can that it mayn't die, for +certain," said the woman, "anything but taking it in here, and +that I won't, I won't, I won't." Again she stamped. + +Iver provided himself with the requisites as speedily as might be, +and hastened back to the outhouse. At the door a cat was miawling, +and rubbed itself against his shins. When he entered the cat +followed him. + +The child was still sobbing and fitfully screaming, but was rapidly +becoming exhausted. + +Iver felt the arms and head and body to ascertain whether any bone +was broken or battered by the fall, but his acquaintance with the +anatomy of a child was still rudimentary for him to come to any +satisfactory conclusion. + +He held the bottle in one and, but was ignorant how to administer +the contents. Should the child be laid on its back or placed in a +sitting posture? + +When he applied the moistened rag to its mouth he speedily +learned that position was immaterial. The babe fell to work +vigorously, with the large expectation of results. Some moments +elapsed before it awoke to the fact that the actual results were +hardly commensurate with its anticipations, nor with its exertions. + +When roused to full consciousness that it was being trifled with, +then the resentment of the infant was vehement and vociferous. +It drew up its legs and kicked out. It battled with its hands, it +butted with its pate, and in its struggles pulled the plug out +of the mouth of the flask so that the milk gushed over its face +and into its mouth, at once blinding and choking it. + +"Oh, dear, oh, dear, what shall I do?" he exclaimed, and began to +cry with vexation. + +The cat now came to his assistance. It began to lick up the spilled +milk. + +Iver seized the occasion. + +"Look, see, pretty puss!" said he, caressingly, to the child. +"Stroke pussy. Don't be afraid. You see she likes the milk that you +wouldn't have. Naughty pussy eats little birds and mousies. But she +won't touch babies." + +The cat having appropriated the spilled milk looked at the infant +with an uncanny way out of her glinting green eyes, as though by no +means indisposed to try whether baby was not as good eating as a +fledgling bird, as toothsome as a mouse. + +Iver caught up the cat and scratched her under the chin and behind +the ears. + +"Do you hear? The pussy purrs. Would that you also might purr. She +is pleased to make your acquaintance. Oh do, do, do be quiet!" + +Then casting aside the cat he endeavored slowly to distil some of +the milk down the child's throat without suffering it to swallow +too much at once, but found the task difficult, if not impossible +for his hand shook. + +"Wait a bit," said he. "There are straws here. I will cut one and +put it through the rag, and then you can tipple like a king upon +his throne." + +He selected a stout barley straw, and finding a knot in it +endeavored to perforate the obstruction with a pin. When this +failed he looked about for another straw, and at last discovered +one that was strong, uninterrupted by knots, and sufficiently +long to serve his purpose. + +For awhile he was so engrossed in his occupation that the child +remained unnoticed. But when the straw had been adjusted +satisfactorily, and the apparatus was in working order, as Iver +ascertained by testing it himself, then he looked round at his +charge. + +The babe was lying silent and motionless. + +His heart stood still. + +"It is dead! It is going to die! It will become a wanderer!" he +exclaimed; and putting down the feeding bottle, snatched up the +lantern, crept on his knees to the child, and brought the little +face within the radius of the sickly yellow light. + +"I cannot see! O, I can see nothing! There is no light worth +having!" he gasped, and proceeded to open the door in the lantern +side. + +"What is do be done?" he asked despairingly. "I do not know if it +be dying or be in a fit. O! live! do, do live! I'll give you a +brass button and some twine out of my pocket! I promise you my +next lollipops if you will. Nasty, cross, disobliging thing." +He went to the barn door and looked out, saw that the rain was +coming down in torrents, came back. "Is it true," asked he, +"that you must be a wanderer, if you die unchristened? Shall I +ever hear you yowling in the wind? It is too, too dreadful!" + +A chill came over the boy's heart. + +Iver had never seen death. He was vastly frightened at the thought +that the little soul might fleet away whilst he was watching. He +dared not leave the child. He was afraid to stay. If he were to +desert the babe, and it expired--and to run home, would not the +soul come crying and flapping after him? + +He considered with his hands to his head. + +"I know what I will do!" exclaimed he, suddenly; "I'll make a +Christian of it, anyhow." + +There was standing on the floor an old broken red bowl of coarse +pottery, out of which fowls had been fed. It was now empty. + +Iver took it, wiped it out with his hand, and went with it to +the door, where a rude "launder" or shoot of wood carried the +water from the thatch immediately over the door, and sent the +collected moisture in a stream down one side. The boy held the +vessel under the shoot till he had obtained sufficient for his +purpose, and then, returning within, said, "I'll stop your +wandering," went up to the child, sprinkled some water over it +and said, "Mehetabel, I baptize thee--" + +The cat made a spring and dashed past. + +Down went the contents of the bowl over the babe, which uttered +a howl lusty, loud enough to have satisfied any nurse that the +baptism was valid, and that the devil was expelled. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +MEHETABEL IT MUST BE. + + +In at the barn door came Mrs. Verstage, Iver's mother. + +"Iver! Wot's up?" + +"Oh, mother!" + +"Where's that babe?" + +"Here, mother, on the ground." + +"On the ground! Good life! Sowsed, soaked through and through, +whatever have you been doin'? Holdin' it under the spout?" + +"Baptizin' it, mother." + +"Baptizin' of it?" The woman stared. + +"I thought the creetur was dyin'." + +"Well, and wot then?" + +"Mother. Lest it shud take to wanderin'." + +"Baptizin' of it. Dear life! And what did you call it?" + +"Mehetabel." + +"Mehetabel! 'Taint a human name." + +"It is, mother. It's a Scriptur name." + +"Never heard on it." + +"Mehetabel was the wife of Hadar." + +"And who the dickens was Hadar?" + +"He was a dook--a dook of Edom." + +In the churchyard of Thursley stands a large white stone, on +which is carved a medallion, that contains the representation +of a man falling on the ground, with one arm raised in deprecation, +whilst two men are robbing and murdering him, and a third is +represented as acting sentinel lest the ruffians should be +surprised. On the ground are strewn the garments of the man who +is being killed. Beneath this rudely sculptured group is this +inscription:-- + + I N M E M O R Y O F + + A generous, but unfortunate Sailor, + Who was barbarously murdered on Hind Head, + On September 24th, 1786, + + B Y T H R E E V I L L A I N S, + + After he had liberally treated them and promised + them his farther Assistance on the Road + to Portsmouth. + +In the "Royal Huts," a tavern, in which now very good entertainment +for man and beast may be had, a tavern which stands somewhat +further along the way to Portsmouth than Hind Head, may be seen +at this day some rude contemporary paintings representative of +the murder. + +The ruffians after having killed their victim, robbed him, not +only of his money, but also of his clothes, and hastened on their +way. + +A hue and cry were raised, when the corpse had been discovered, +and the men were arrested upon the following day at Sheet, near +Peterhead, and were found in possession of the clothing of the +deceased. In due course of time they were tried at Kingston, and +on the 7th of April, 1787, were hung and gibbeted in chains on +Hind Head Hill, beside the old road and close to the scene of +their crime. + +A cross now marks the summit, and indicates the spot where stood +the gallows, and a stone for some time pointed out the locality +where the murder was committed. When, however, the new Portsmouth +Road was cut further down the hill, skirting the Punch-Bowl at a +lower level, then the stone was removed to the side of the new +road. At present it is an object visited by vast numbers of +holiday-makers, who seem to take almost as lively an interest +in the crime that was committed over a century ago as if it were +an event of the present day. At the time the murder aroused the +greatest possible excitement in the neighborhood, and pre-eminently +in the parish of Thursley. + +As may be gathered from the wording of the inscription on the +tombstone that covers the victim, his name never transpired. No +relations claimed the right to bury him. None appeared to take +charge of his orphan child. + +The parish fretted, it fumed, it protested. But fret, fume, and +protest availed nothing, it had to defray the cost of the funeral, +and receive and lap the child in its parochial mercies. + +A deceased wife's sister undoubtedly existed somewhere. Such was +the conviction of every parishioner. The poor man was on his way +to Portsmouth to deposit his child with her when the tragic event +took place. Why did she not come forward? Why did she hold her +tongue? + +Had there existed in her bosom one particle of natural feeling +she would not have remained mute and motionless, and allowed the +parish to bury her brother-in-law and encumber itself with her +niece. + +So the parish talked, appealingly, argumentatively, blusteringly, +objurgatively, but all to no purpose. The deceased wife's sister +kept mum, and invisible. Reluctantly, resentfully, the parish was +finally obliged to face the facts, pay the expenses of the +interment, and settle that a weekly dole should be afforded for +the maintenance of the child, and as that deceased wife's sister +did not appear, the parochial bile overflowed upon the hapless +babe, who came to be regarded as an incubus on the ratepayers and +a general nuisance. + +The one difficulty that solved itself--ambulando, was that as to +who would take charge of the child. That was solved by the hostess +of the Ship. + +The parish endeavored to cajole the good woman into receiving the +babe as a gift from Heaven, and to exact no compensation for her +labors in rearing it, for the expense of clothing, feeding, +educating it. But Mrs. Verstage was deaf to such solicitations. +She would take charge of the child, but paid she must be. Eventually +the parochial authorities, after having called a vestry, and sat +three hours in consultation, and to "knuckle under," as the hostess +expressed it, and allow a trifle for the entertainment of the +little waif. + +So the matter was settled. + +Then another had to be determined. What about the christening +performed in the shed by Iver? What about the outlandish name +given the child? The landlady raised no question on these heads +till it was settled that the little being was to be an inmate of +her house, and under her care. Then she reasoned thus--"Either +this here child be a Mehetabel or she bain't. Either it's a +Christian or it's a heathen. What is it? Is it fish, is it flesh, +or is it good red herring? It ain't no use my calling her Mehetabel +if she bain't nothing of the sort. And it ain't no use teachin' +her the caterplasm, if she ha'n't been made a Christian. I'll go +and ax the pa'son." + +Accordingly the good woman took Iver by the shoulder and dragged +him to Witley Vicarage, and stated her case and her difficulties. +The Vicar had already had wind of what had occurred. Thursley was +at the period a chapelry in the extensive parish of Witley, and +the church therein had, before the Reformation, been regularly +served by the monks of Witley Abbey. It was afterwards more or +less irregularly supplied with sacred ministrations from the +mother-church, and had no resident pastor. + +In former days the parishioners were never very sure whether there +was to be a service in Church at Thursley or not. The sexton was +on the look-out, and if he saw the parson's wig glimmering over +the hedge top, as he rode along, then he at once rushed to the +bell-rope and announced to such of the parishioners as were within +hearing, that there was to be divine service. If there were no +service, then those who had come from a distance in expectation of +devotion, retired to the tavern and drank and gossiped, and were +not disposed to cavil. The Church of Thursley is curious, it has +a central bell-tower supported on huge beams of oak, such oaks they +must have been as are never seen now. Those desiring to see the +parson had to seek him in the Vicarage of the mother parish. + +Mrs. Verstage accordingly had to go with her boy to Witley. + +"If the boy gave a name," said the parson. + +"He did, your Reverence, and such a name." + +"What is it?" + +"Mehetabel." + +"Wherever did you pick up that name?" asked the Vicar, turning to +the boy. + +"Please, sir, we was doin' the Dooks of Edom in Sunday-school. +We'd already learned David's mighty men, and could run 'em off +like one o'clock, and--I don't know how it was, sir, but the name +slipped out o' my mouth wi'out a thought. You see, sir, we had so +many verses to say for next Sunday, and I had some of the Dooks of +Edom to repeat." + +"Oh! So you gave it the name of one of the Dukes." + +"Please, sir, no. Mehetabel was the wife of one, she was married +to his Grace, Dook Hadar." + +"Oh, Hadar! to be sure, quite so; quite so! Very good boy, glad +you are so well primed in all things necessary to salvation." + +"And is the child to be called Mehetabel?" asked the woman. + +"That depends," said the Vicar. "How did the boy perform the +sacred function?" + +"Please, sir," said Iver, "I did it as your Honor does, after the +second lesson on Sunday afternoon, and the churching." + +"He hadn't no surplice on," argued the mother. + +"You had a bowl of pure water?" asked the parson. + +"Yes, sir, rain water. I caught it out of the spout." + +"And the words used?" + +"The same as you say, sir; exactly." + +The parson rubbed his chin. + +"Was it done in thoughtlessness--in irreverent folly?" + +"Oh, no, sir! I did it in sober earnest. I thought the child was +going to die." + +"Of course," said the Vicar, "lay baptism is valid, even if +administered by a Dissenter; but--it is very unusual, very much so." + +"I didn't do all that about the cross," observed Iver, "because the +cat jumped and upset the bowl." + +"Of course, of course. That belongs to the reception into the +church, and you couldn't do that as it was--" + +"In Bideabout's basin," said Iver. + +"You are certain the water touched the child?" + +"Soused her," responded the hostess. "She caught a tremendous +cold out o' it, and has been runnin' at the nose ever since." + +"I think the very best thing we can do," said the Vicar, "is that +I should baptize the child conditionally, in church,--conditionally +mind." + +"And call her by another name?" asked the woman. + +"I do not think I can do that." + +"It's a terrible mouthful," observed Mrs. Verstage. + +"I daresay that in practice you will be able to condense it. As +for that boy of yours, ma'am, I should like a word with him, by +himself." + +"So, the creetur must bide Mehetabel?" + +"Mehetabel it must be." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +FALSE PERSPECTIVE. + + +As this story concerns that child which received the name of +Mehetabel, it has been necessary to begin _de novo_ with her as +a babe, and to relate how she came by her name--that is her +Christian name--and how it was that she had no surname at all. +Also, how it was that she came to be an inmate of the Ship, and +how that her fortunes were linked at the very outset of her career, +on the one hand with Iver, who baptized her, and on the other +hand with the Broom-Squire, whose roof--that at least of his +shed--had sheltered her when every door of the squatter settlement +in the Punch-Bowl, was resolutely closed against her. + +But although this story begins with Mehetabel before she could +speak, before she could assimilate anything more substantial than +milk, yet the author has no intention of inflicting on the reader +the record of her early days, of her acquisition of the power of +speech, and capacity for consuming solid food. Neither is it his +purpose to develop at large the growth of her mental powers, and +to describe the evolution of her features. Suffice it then to say +that Mehetabel grew up in the Ship Inn, almost as a child of the +hostess and of her husband, with Iver as her playmate, and somewhat +consequential patron. + +By the parish at large, whether that of Witley or of its subdivision +Thursley, she was coldly regarded. She was but a charity girl, and +kind as Mrs. Verstage was, the hostess never forgot that. + +Iver was fourteen years older than Mehetabel, and, above all, was +a boy, whereas Mehetabel was a waif, and only a girl. + +Iver, moreover, regarded the child with gracious condescension. Had +he not baptized her? Did she not owe her name to him? Had he not +manufactured her first feeding-bottle? + +As Mehetabel grew up, it is not surprising that she should regard +Iver with admiration and affection, that she cherished every +kindness he showed her, and in every way sought to deserve his +notice. + +The child had an affectionate, a clinging nature, and she threw +the tendrils of her heart around the handsome boy, who was both +patron and playmate. + +It is a matter wholly immaterial whether Mehetabel underwent the +ordeal of the customary childish maladies, measles, chicken-pox, +whooping-cough for certainty, and scarlet fever and smallpox as +possibilities, for none of them cut short the thread of her life, +nor spoiled her good looks; either of which eventualities would +have prevented this story proceeding beyond the sixth chapter. In +the one case, there would have been no one about whom to write, +in the other, had she been marked by smallpox or deafened by +scarlatina, the interest of the reader could not have been claimed +for her--so exacting is the reader of fiction. A heroine must be +good-looking, or she will not be read about. + +Indeed, it is more than probable, that had the author announced his +story to be one of a very plain woman, he might have looked in +vain for a publisher to undertake the issue of the story. + +Before proceeding further it will be well to assure the reader +that, from an early age, promise of beauty was given, and not of +beauty only, but of intelligence and robust health. + +Mehetabel was sent by Mrs. Verstage not only to a day school, kept +by a widow, in Thursley, but also on the Lord's Day to the Vicar's +Sunday-school at Witley. The Vicar was an excellent man, kindly +disposed, earnest in his desire to do good, so long as the good was +to be done in a novel fashion, absolutely untried. Sunday-schools +were but a recent introduction, and he seized on the expedient with +avidity. Hitherto the children had been catechised in Church after +the second lesson in the afternoon, before their parents and the +entire congregation. But as this was an usage of the past the Vicar +rejected it in favor of the new system. According to the traditional +custom the children had been instructed in the Creed, the Lord's +Prayer, and the Ten Commandments. But this did not please the +innovating Vicar, who cast these out of his curriculum to make way +for a knowledge of the geography of Palestine, and an accurate +acquaintance with the genealogies that are to be found scattered +here and there in the pages of Holy Writ, The teaching of doctrine, +according to the Vicar, lay at the bottom of the divisions of +Christendom, but there could be no controversy over the latitude +and longitude of the sites mentioned in Scripture. + +The landlord, proprietor of the Ship and of Mrs. Susanna Verstage, +was a dull, obstinate man, slow of thought and of speech, withal +kindly. Like many another dull man, if he did a stupid thing he +stuck to it; and the stupider the thing done, the greater the +tenacity with which he held to the consequences. His mind was +chiefly occupied with a small farm acquired out of the sand waste, +hedged about, dressed and cultivated, and increasing annually in +value. In this was his interest and pride; he cared nothing for +the tavern, save as an adjunct to the farm. All his energies were +devoted to the latter, and he allowed his wife to rule supreme in +the inn. Simon Verstage was a well-to-do man. He must have managed +very ill had he not made a farm answer for which he paid no rent, +save an acknowledgment of 6d. an acre to the lord of the manor. He +held the land on a head rent upon the lives of himself, his wife, +and his son. The public-house, well frequented by wayfarers, and +in good repute among the villagers, supplemented the profits made +out of the farm in good years, and made up for deficit in such +years as rain and deficiency in sun made bad agriculturally. + +The inn stood at a junction of roads, or rather where two lanes +fell into the main London and Portsmouth road. It sometimes went +in consequence by the name of The Lane End Inn. In situation it +was fairly sheltered, a hillock of sand rock sheltered it on the +east from the bitter winds that swept the waste between Milford +and Thursley, and a growth of huge hollies was its protection +against the equally cold blasts from the north. + +So long as Iver was a small boy, his father employed him about +the farm, to assist him in ploughing, to hoe potatoes, and wield +the muck-fork in the cow-house, or, to use the local term, the +cow-stall. He kept the lad hard at work from morning rise till set +of day. + +Iver endured this, not entering with interest and pleasure into +the work of the farm. He had no perception of the points of a +bullock, and he had a prejudice in favor of ragged hedges. + +Iver's neglect of duties, and forgetfulness of what was told him, +called forth reprimand and provoked chastisement. They were not +due to wilfulness or frivolity, but to preoccupation of the mind. +The boy had no natural taste for the labors of the field. He +disliked them; for everything else he had eyes, save for that +which pertained to the tasks imposed on him. + +Throughout early boyhood this lack of interest and inattention had +caused much friction, and this friction became aggravated as he +grew older, and his natural bent became more marked. + +It would be hard to find in one family two persons so utterly +dissimilar as Iver and his father. They seemed to have diverse +faculties seated in their several organs. They neither saw, heard, +nor smelt in the same manner, or rather saw, heard, and smelt so +differently as to feel in distinct fashion. What pleased the one +was distasteful to the other. + +It was not possible for Iver to open his mind to his father, +because his father could not understand and appreciate his thoughts. + +But if his heart was sealed to Simon Verstage, it was open to his +mother, who loved and spoiled him, and took his part invariably, +whether the boy were in the right or wrong. In every way possible +she humored his fancies; and she, unwisely, condoled with him on +what she was pleased to consider as his father's injustice. At +length there ensued a rupture so wide, so aggravated by mutual +recrimination, that Mrs. Verstage doubted her ability to bridge +it over. + +This breach was occasioned by Iver one morning climbing to the +sign-board and repainting the stern of the vessel, which had long +irritated his eye because, whereas the ship was represented sideways, +the stern was painted without any attempt at fore-shortening; in +fact, full front, if such a term can be applied to a stern. + +The laws of perspective were outraged in the original painting; of +such laws Iver knew nothing. What he did know was that the picture +was wrong. His eye, his natural instinct told him so. The matter +had been for long one of controversy between himself and his +father. The latter had been unable to understand that if the +portholes at the side were visible, the entire stern could not +possibly be viewed in full. + +"She's got a stern, ain't she?" asked the old man. "If she has, +then wot's we to deny it her?" + +At length Iver cut the controversy short, and brought the quarrel +to a crisis by climbing a ladder with a brush and some paints +obtained from the village carpenter, during the temporary absence +of his father, and putting the foreshortening to rights to the +best of his ability. + +When the old man was aware what his son had done on his return +from Godalming, whither he had betaken himself to a fair, then he +was furious. He stormed at Iver for daring to disfigure the +sign-board, and at his wife for suffering him to do it unreproved. + +Iver turned stubborn and sulky. He muttered an answer, lacking in +that respect due to a parent. The old man became abusive. + +Mrs. Verstage intervened ineffectually; and when night arrived the +youth made a bundle of his clothes and left the house, with the +resolve not to return to it so long as his father lived. + +Whither he had gone, for a long time was unknown. His mother wept, +so did Mehetabel. The old man put on an assumption of indifference, +was short and ungracious to his wife. He was constrained to engage +a man to do the farm work hitherto imposed upon Iver, and this +further tended to embitter him against his rebellious son. He +resented having to expend money when for so long he had enjoyed +the work of Iver free of cost. + +The boy's pride prevented him from writing home till he had secured +himself a position in which he could maintain himself. When he did +communicate with Thursley, it was through Mehetabel, because Simon +had forbidden any allusion to the truant boy, and Mrs. Verstage was +not herself much of a scholar, and did not desire unnecessarily to +anger her husband by having letters in his handwriting come to her +by the post. + +Years passed, during which the landlady's heart ached for her son: +and as she might not speak of him to Simon, she made a confidant +of Mehetabel. + +Thus, the old woman and the girl were drawn closer together, and +Mehetabel glowed with the thought that she was loved by the hostess +as though she were her own daughter. + +To talk about the absent one was the great solace of Susanna +Verstage's life. There ever gnawed at her heart the worm of +bereavement from the child in whom her best affections, her +highest pride, her sole ambitions were placed. It may be questioned +whether, without the sympathetic ear and heart of Mehetabel into +which to pour her troubles and to which to confide her hopes, the +woman would not have deteriorated into a hard-hearted virago. + +Her love to Simon, never very hot, had dried up. He had wounded +her to the quick in unpardonable fashion in driving her only child +out of the house, and all for the sake of a two-penny-ha'penny +signboard. + +Throughout her work she schemed, she thought for Iver; she toiled +and endured in the tavern only to amass a competence for him. She +clung to the place only because she trusted some day he would +return to it, and because every corner was sweet with recollections +of him. + +When not at work she dreamed, waking or sleeping, and all her +dreams were of him. She built castles in the air--all occupied +by him. She had but one hope: to meet her son again. All her +activities, all her thoughts, all her aspirations, all her prayers +were so many lines focussing on one point, and that her son. To +Mehetabel she told her mind, and Mehetabel shared all her hopes; +the heart of the girl beat in entire sympathy with that of the +hostess. Iver's letters were read and re-read, commented on, and +a thousand things read into them by the love of the mother that +were not, and could not be there. These letters were ever in the +girl's bosom, kept there to be out of reach of old Simon, and to +be accessible at all moments to the hungering mother. They heard +that Iver had taken to painting, and that he was progressing in his +profession; that he gave lessons and sold pictures. + +What musings this gave rise to! what imaginations! What expectations! + +Mrs. Verstage never wearied of talking of Iver to Mehetabel, and +it never wearied the girl to speak with the mother about him. + +The girl felt that she was indispensable to the old woman; but that +she was only indispensable to her so long as Iver was away never +entered into her imagination. + +There is a love that is selfish as well as a love that is wholly +self-annihilating, and an inexperienced child is incapable of +distinguishing one from the other. + +There is false perspective in the human heart as well as upon +signboards. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +ONLY A CHARITY GIRL. + + +Simon Verstage sat outside the door of his house, one hot June +evening, smoking his pipe. + +By his side sat his wife, the hostess of the Ship. Eighteen years +have passed since we saw her last, and in these years she has +become more plump, a little more set in features, and mottled in +complexion, but hardly otherwise older in appearance. + +She was one of those women who wear well, till a sickness or a +piercing sorrow breaks them down, and then they descend life's +ladder with a drop, and not by easy graduation. + +Yet Mrs. Verstage had not been devoid of trouble, for the loss of +her son, the very apple of her eye, had left an ache in her heart +that would have been unendurable, were not the balm of hope +dropped into the wound. Mehetabel, or as she was usually called +Matabel, had relieved her of the most onerous part of her avocation. +Moreover, she was not a woman to fret herself to fiddle-strings; +she was resolute and patient. She had formed a determination to +have her son home again, even if she had to wait for that till +his father was put under ground. She was several years younger +than Simon, and in the order of nature might calculate on enjoyment +of her widowhood. + +Simon and his wife sat in the wide porch. This had been constructed +as an accommodation for wayfarers, as an invitation to take shade +and shelter in hot weather or Mustering storm; but it also served +what was uncontemplated, as an ear to the house. Whatever was +uttered there was audible within--a fact very generally forgotten +or unsuspected by such as occupied the porch. And, indeed, on the +present occasion, this fact was wholly unconsidered by the taverner +and his spouse, either because it escaped their minds that the +porch was endowed with this peculiarity, or else because the only +person then in the house was Mehetabel, and her hearing or not +hearing what was said was an indifferent matter. + +Had there been customers present, drinking, the two would not have +been together when and where they were, nor would the topic of +conversation between them have been of a private nature. + +The innkeeper had begun with a remark which all the world might +hear, and none would controvert, viz., that it was fine hay-making +weather, and that next day he purposed carrying the crop. + +But Mrs. Verstage was indisposed to discuss a matter so obvious as +the weather, and so certain as that it would be utilized for +saving the hay. She plunged at once into that which lay near her +heart, and said, "Simon, you'll answer that there letter now?" + +"Whose? Iver's?" + +"Of course, Iver's letter. Now you yourself have heard from him, +and what does that mean but he wants all square between you. He +has got into a famous business. He sells his pictures and gives +lessons in drawing and painting at Guildford. It's but a matter of +time and he will be a great man." + +"What! as a drawing master? I'd as lief he played the fiddle and +taught dancing." + +"How can you say that, Simon?" + +"Because it is what I feels. Here he had a good farm, a good inn, +and a good business--one that don't dwindle but is on the increase, +and the land bettering every day--and yet off he went, chucked +aside the blessin's of Providence, to take up wi' scribblin' and +scrawlin' on paper. If it weren't a thing altogether shameful it +would be clear ridic'lous." + +Simon sucked in smoke enough to fill his lungs, and then blew it +forth leisurely in a long spiral. + +"Odds' life," said he, "I don't see why I shu'd concern myself +about the hay, nor anythin' else. I've enough to live upon and to +enjye myself. What more do I want now?" + +"What more?" inquired the landlady, with a sigh and a catch in +her voice--a sigh of sorrow, a catch of resentment. "What more--when +your son is away?" + +"Whose fault is that? Home weren't good enough for he. Even the +Old Ship on the sign-board didn't give him satisfaction, and he +must alter it. I don't see why I should worrit myself about the +hay or any other thing. I'll just put up my feet an enjye myself." + +"Simon, I pray you answer Iver's letter. Opportunities be like +fleas, to be took sharp, or away they goes, they be terrible +long-legged. Opportunities only come now and then, and if not +caught are lost past recall. 'Twas so wi' Temperance Noakes, who +might a' had the chimbley-sweep if she'd a kissed him when he +axed. But she said, Wipe and wash your face fust--and she's an +old maid now, and goin' sixty. Consider, Simon. Iver be your son, +your only child. It's Providence makes us wot we is; that's why +you're a man and not a woman. Iver hadn't a gift to be a farmer, +but he had to paintin'. It can't be other--it's Providence orders +all, or you might be a mother and nursin' a baby, and I smokin' +and goin' after the plough in leggin's." + +"That's all gammon," growled the landlord. + +"We be gettin' old," pursued Mrs. Verstage. "In the end you'll +have to give up work, and who but Iver is to come after you here?" + +"Him--Iver!" exclaimed Simon. "Your own self says 'e ain't fit to +be a farmer." + +"Then he may let the farm and stick to the inn." + +"He ain't got the makin' of a publican in him," retorted the man; +"he's just about fit for nothin' at all." + +"Indeed, but he is, Simon," pleaded the woman, "only not in the +way you fancies. What good be you now in a public-house? You do +nothing there, it is I who have all the managin'." + +"I attend to the farm. Iver can do neither. All the money you and +I ha' scraped together he'll chuck away wi' both hands. He'll let +the fences down I ha' set up; he'll let weeds overrun the fields +I ha' cleared. It shall not be. It never shall be." + +"He may marry a thrifty wife, as you have done." + +"And live by her labor!" he exclaimed, drawing his pipe from his +mouth and in knocking out the ash in his anger breaking the stem. +"That a child o' mine should come to that!" + +"Iver is your own flesh and blood," persisted the woman, in great +excitement. "How can you be so hard on him? It's just like that +old fowl as pecked her eggs, and we had to wring her neck. It's +like rabbits as eat their own young. Nonsense! You must be +reconciled together. What you have you cannot leave to a stranger." + +"I can do what I will with my own," retorted Simon. "Look here, +Susanna, haven't you had that girl, Matabel, with you in place of +a child all these years? Don't she work like a slave? Don't she +thoroughly understand the business? Has she ever left the hogs +unmeated, or the cow unmilked? If it pleases you to go to market, +to be away for a week, a fortni't you know that when you come +home again everything will be just as you left it, the house +conducted respectable, and every drop o' ale and ounce o' 'backy +accounted for." + +"I don't deny that Matabel's a good girl. But what has that to do +with the matter?" + +"What! Why everything. What hinders me leavin' the whole pass'l +o' items, farm and Ship to her? She'll marry a stiff man as'll look +after the farm, and she'll mind the public-house every mite as +well as ever have you, old woman. That's a gal as knows chalk from +cheese." + +Mrs. Verstage leaned back with a gasp of dismay and a cramp at +her heart. She dropped her hands on her lap. + +"You ain't speaking serious, Simon?" + +"I might do wuss," said he; "and the wust I could do 'ad be to +give everythin' to that wastrel, Iver, who don't know the vally of +a good farm and of a well-established public-house. I don't want +nobody after I'm dead and gone to see rack and ruin where all +were plenty and good order both on land and in house, and that's +what things would come to wi' Iver here." + +"Simon, he is a man now. He was a boy, and what he did as a boy +he won't do as a man." + +"He's a dauber of paints still." + +The taverner stood up. "I'll go and cast an eye over the hay-field," +he said. "It makes me all of a rage like to think o' that boy." + +He threw away the broken pipe and walked off. + +Mrs. Verstage's brain spun like a teetotum; her heart turned cold. + +She was startled out of her musings by the voice of Mehetabel, who +said, "Mother, it is so hot in the kitchen that I have come out to +cool myself. Where is father? I thought I heard him talking with +you?" + +"He's gone to the hay-field. He won't answer Iver's letter. He's +just about as hard as one o' them Hammer Ponds when frozen to the +bottom, one solid lump." + +"No, mother, he is not hard," said Mehetabel, "but he does not +like to seem to give way all at once. You write to Iver and tell +him to come here; that were better than for me to write. It will +not seem right for him to be invited home by me. The words from +home must be penned by you just as though spoke by you. He will +return. Then you will see that father will never hold out when he +has his own son before his eyes." + +"Did you hear all that father and I was sayin'?" asked the hostess, +suspiciously. + +"I heard him call out against Iver because he altered the +signboard; but that was done a long time agone." + +"Nuthin' else?" + +"And because he would never make a farmer nor an innkeeper." + +"It's a dratted noosence is this here porch," muttered the +hostess. "It ort to 'a been altered ages agone, but lor', heart-alive, +the old man be that stubborn and agin' all change. And you heard +no more?" + +"I was busy, mother, and didn't give attention to what didn't +concern me." + +"Oh!" said Mrs. Verstage, "only listened, did you, to what did +concern you?" + +A fear had come over the hostess lest the girl had caught Simon's +words relative to his notion, rather than intention, of bequeathing +what he had away from Iver and to the child that had been adopted. + +Of course, Simon did not seriously purpose doing anything of the +sort. It was foolish, inconsiderate of him to give utterance to +such a thought, and that in such a place as the porch, whence +every whisper was conveyed throughout the interior of the house. + +If Mehetabel had overheard his words, what a Fool's Paradise she +might create for herself! How her head might be turned, and what +airs she might give herself. + +Leave the farm, the inn, everything to a girl with whom they were +wholly unconnected, and to the detriment of the son. Hoity-toity! +such a thought must not be allowed to settle, to take root, to +spring up and fructify. + +"Mother," said the girl, "I think that you ought to write to Iver +with your own hand, though I know it will cost you trouble. But +it need not be in many words. Say he must come himself without +delay and see father. If Iver keeps at a distance the breakage +will never be mended, the wound will never be healed. Father is +a resolute man, but he is tender-hearted under all, and he's ever +been wonderful kind to me." + +"Oh, yes, so long as he ain't crossed he's right enough with +anyone," answered Mrs. Verstage quickly. She did not relish the +allusion to the old man's kindness towards Mehetabel, it seemed to +her suspicious heart due to anticipation of what had been hinted +by him. She considered a moment, and determined to have the whole +matter out, and to dash any expectations the girl might have formed +at once and for ever. A direct woman Mrs. Verstage had ever been. + +"Matabel," she said, and drew her lips together and contracted her +brows, "whatever father may scheme about making a will, it's all +gammon and nonsense. I don't know whether he's said any tomfoolery +about it to you, or may do so in time to come. Don't think nuthin' +of it. Why should he make a will? He has but Iver to whom he can +leave what he has. If he don't make a will--where's the odds? The +law will see to it; that everything goes to Iver, just as it ort." + +"You will write to Iver to come?" + +"Yes, I will. Matters can't be worse than they be, and they may +come to a betterment. O dear life of me! What I have suffered all +these years, parted from my only child." + +"I have tried to do what I could for you, dear mother." + +"Oh, yes"--the bitterness was still oozing up in the woman's heart, +engalling her own mind--"that I know well enough. But then you +ain't my flesh and blood. You may call me mother, and you may +speak of Simon as father, but that don't alter matters, no more +nor when Samuel Doit would call the cabbage plants broccaloes did +it make 'em grow great flower heads like passon's wigs. Iver is +my son, my very own child. You, Matabel, are only--" + +"Only what, mother?" + +"Only a charity girl." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +BIDEABOUT. + + +The words were hardly spoken before a twinge of conscience made +Mrs. Verstage aware that she had given pain to the girl who had +been to her as a daughter. + +Yet she justified herself to herself with the consideration that +it was in the end kindest to cut down ruthlessly any springing +expectation that might have started to life at the words of Simon +Verstage. The hostess cast a glance at Mehetabel, and saw that her +face was quivering, that all color had gone out of her cheeks, that +her hands were contracted as with the cramp. + +"I had no wish to hurt you," said the landlady; "but facks are +facks, and you may pull down the blinds over 'em wi'out putting +them out o' existence. There's Laura Tickner--got a face like a +peony. She sez it's innade modesty; but we all knows it's +arrysippelas, and Matthew Maunder tells us his nose comes from +indigestion; but it's liquor, as I've the best reason to know. +Matabel, I love you well, but always face facks. You can't get rid +of facks any more than you can get rid of fleas out o' poultry." + +Mrs. Verstage disappeared through the doorway. Mehetabel seated +herself on the bench. She could not follow the hostess, for her +limbs trembled and threatened to give way. + +She folded her arms on her lap, and leaned forward, with her eyes +on the ground. + +"A charity girl! Only a charity girl!" + +She said the words to herself again and again. Her eyes burnt; a +spray hung on her eyelids. Her lips were contracted with pain, +spasms ran through her breast. + +"Only a charity girl! She'd never, never a'sed that had she loved +me. She don't." Then came a sob. Mehetabel tried to check it, but +could not, and the sound of that sob passed through the house. +It was followed by no other. + +The girl recovered herself, leaned back against the wall, and +looked at the twilight sky. + +There was no night now. The season was near midsummer:-- + + "Barnaby bright, + All day and no night." + +Into the luminous blue sky Mehetabel looked steadily, and did +battle with her own self in her heart. + +That which had been said so shortly was true; had it been wrapped +up in filagree--through all disguise the solid unpleasant truth +would remain as core. If that were true, then why should she be +so stung by the few words that contained the truth? + +It was not the words that had hurt her--she had heard them often +at school--it was that "Mother" had said them. It was the way in +which they had been uttered. + +Mrs. Verstage had ever been kind to the girl; more affectionate +when she was quite a child than when she became older. Gradually +the hostess had come to use her, and using her as a servant, to +regard her in that light. + +Susanna Verstage was one of those women to whom a baby is almost +a necessity, certainly a prime element of happiness. As she +philosophically put it, "Men likes 'baccy; wimin likes babies; +they was made so;" but the passion for a baby was doubly strong +in the heart of the landlady. As long as Mehetabel was entirely +dependent, the threads that held her to the heart of the hostess +were very strong, and very many, but so soon as she became +independent, these threads were relaxed. The good woman had a +blunt and peremptory manner, and she at times ruffled the girl by +sharpness of rebuke; but never previously had she alluded to her +peculiar position and circumstances in such a galling manner. + +Why had she done this now? Why gone out of her way to do so? + +Mehetabel thought how wonderful it was that she, a stranger, +should be in that house, treated almost, though not wholly, as +its child, whereas the son of the house was shut out from +it,--that against him only was the door fast, which was held +open with invitation to every one else. + +It was the thought of this contrast, perhaps, that had been +working in Mrs. Verstage's mind, and had provoked the impatience +and occasioned the cruel words. + +"Well," said Mehetabel to herself, "I must face it. I have only +the name that Iver gave me in the barn. I have no father, no +mother, and no other name than that which I am given in charity." +She looked at her gown. "I owe that to charity;" at her hands--"My +flesh is nourished out of charity." She wiped her eyes--the very +kerchief was a gift to her in charity. "It is so," she said. "I +must bear the thought and get accustomed to it. I was given a +name in charity, and in charity my father was granted a grave. All +I can look to as in some fashion my own--and yet they are not my +own--be the headstone in the churchyard to show how my real +father was killed, and the gallows on Hind Head, with the chains, +to tell where those hung who killed him. 'Tain't every one can +show that." She raised her head with a flash of pride. Human +Nature must find something on which to plume itself. If nothing +else can be found, then a murdered father and a gallows for the +murderers served. + +Mehetabel was a handsome girl, and she knew it. She could not +fail to know it, situated as she was. The men who frequented the +public house would not leave a girl long in doubt whether she +were comely or the reverse. + +But Mehetabel made small account of her appearance. No youth of +the neighborhood had won his way into her heart; and she blew away +the compliments lavished upon her as the men blew away the froth +from their tankards. What mattered it whether she were good-looking +or not, so long as she was only Mehetabel, without a surname, +without kin, without a penny! + +When Iver had run away from home she had done all that lay in her +power to comfort the mother. She had relieved the landlady of half +of her work; she had stayed up her heart when downcast, despondent. +She had talked with her of the absent son, whose name the father +would not allow to be mentioned in his hearing; had encouraged her +with hopes, and, by her love, had sought to compensate for the loss. + +It was due to her that the Ship Inn had a breath of youth and +cheerfulness infused into it. But for her, the absence and +indifference of the host, and the moroseness of the disappointed +hostess, would have driven custom away. + +Mrs. Verstage had found her useful, even necessary. She could +hardly endure to be for an hour without her, and she had come to +rely upon her more and more in the conduct of business, especially +such as required sufficient scholarship to do correspondence and +keep accounts. + +The hostess was proud of the girl's beauty and engaging manner, +and took to herself some of the credit of having her adopted +daughter regarded as the belle of Thursley. She was pleased to +see that the men admired her, not less than the women envied her. +There was selfishness in all this. Mrs. Verstage's heart was +without sincerity. She had loved Mehetabel as a babe, because the +child amused her. She liked her as a girl, because serviceable to +her, and because it flattered her vanity to think that her adopted +daughter should be so handsome. + +Now, however, that the suspicion was engendered that her own son +might be set aside in favor of the adopted child, through Simon's +partiality, at once her maternal heart took the alarm, and turned +against the girl in resolution to protect the rights of Iver, +Mehetabel did not understand the workings of Susanna Verstage's +mind. She felt that the regard entertained for her was troubled. + +She had heard Simon Verstage's remark about constituting her his +heir, but had so little considered it as seriously spoken, and +as embodying a resolution, that it did not now occur to her as an +explanation of the altered conduct of the "mother" towards herself. + +Mehetabel felt instinctively that a vein of truer love throbbed +in the old host than in his wife; and now, with a hunger for some +word of kindness after the rebuff she had sustained, she stood up +and walked in the direction of the hayfield to meet Simon Verstage +on his return journey. + +As she stepped along she heard a footfall behind her. The step +was quickened, and a hand was laid on her shoulder. She turned, +and exclaimed sharply: + +"Bideabout--what do you want?" + +"You, Matabel." + +A man stayed her: the Broom-Squire. + +"What with me?" + +"I want you to listen to what I have to say." + +"I can spare you a minute, not more. I expect father. He has gone +to look at the hay." + +Mehetabel disengaged her shoulder from his grasp. She stepped +back. She had no liking for the Broom-Squire. Indeed, he inspired +her with a faint, undefined repugnance. + +Jonas was now a middle-aged man, still occupying his farm in the +Punch-Bowl, making brooms, selling holly, cultivating his patch of +land, laying by money and still a bachelor. + +He had rounded shoulders and a short neck; this made him thrust his +head forward in a peering manner, like a beast of prey watching for +a victim. His eyes were keen and restless. His hair was short-cut, +and his ears projected from the sides of his head like those of a +bat. Otherwise he was not a bad-looking man. His features were +good, but his expression was unpleasant. The thin lip was curled +contemptuously; and he had a trick of thrusting forth his sharp +tongue to wet his lips before making a spiteful remark. + +He was a frequent visitor at the Ship, and indeed his inclination +for liquor was his one weakness. + +Of late he had been much oftener at this inn than formerly. +Latterly he had been profuse in his compliments to Mehetabel, +which she had put aside, much as she brushed empty tankards, and +tobacco ash off the table. He was no welcome guest. His bitter +tongue was the occasion of strife, and a brawl was no infrequent +result of the appearance of the Broom-Squire in the public house. +Sometimes he himself became the object of attack, but usually he +succeeded in setting others by the ears and in himself escaping +unmolested. But on one of the former occasions he had lost two +front teeth, and through the gap thus formed he was wont to thrust +his tongue. + +"I am glad to have caught you," said the Broom-Squire; "and caught +you alone--it is hard to find you so--as it's hard to find a +treacle cask without flies round it." + +"What have you to say?" + +"You have always slipped out of my way when I thought I had you." + +"I did not know that you had a fancy to catch me alone." She made +as if to proceed on her course. + +"Stand still," said he imperiously. "It must come out. Do not +look at me with that keep-your-distance air. I mean no incivility. +I care a deal more for you than for any one else." + +"That is not saying much." + +"I care for you alone in all the world." + +"Except yourself." + +"Of course." + +He breathed as though relieved of a burden. + +"Look here, Mehetabel, I've not been a marrying man. Wife and +family cost too much. I've been saving and not spending. But this +can't go on forever. All good things come to an end some time. It +has come to this, I must have a woman to mind the house. My sister +and I have had a tiff. You know her, Sarah Rocliffe. She won't do +as I like, and what I want. So I'll just shut the door in her face +and make a long nose at her, and say, 'Got some one else now.'" + +"So," exclaimed Mehetabel, the color rushing to her cheeks in +anger, "you want me as your housekeeper that you may make a nose +at your sister and deny her the house." + +"I won't have any other woman in my house but yourself." + +"You will have to wait a long time before you get me." + +"I mean all fair and honorable," said Jonas. "I didn't say +housekeeper, did I? I say wife. If any chap had said to me, +Bideabout, you are putting your feet into a rabbit net, and will +be caught, and--'" he made a sign as if knocking a rabbit's neck +to kill it--"I say, had any one said that, I'd a' laughed at him +as a fool." + +"You may laugh at him still," said the girl. "No one that I know +has set any net for you." + +"You have," he sniggered. "Aye, and caught me." + +"I!" laughed Mehetabel contemptuously, "I spread a net for you? +It is you who pursue and pester me. I never gave you a thought +save how to make you keep at arm's length." + +"You say that to me." His color went. + +"It is ridiculous, it is insulting of you to speak to me of netting +and catching. What do I want of you save to be let go my way." + +"Come, Mehetabel," said the Broom-Squire caressingly, "we won't +quarrel about words. I didn't mean what you have put on me. I want +you to come and be my wife. It isn't only that I've had a quarrel +with my sister. There's more than that. There is something like a +stoat at my heart, biting there, and I have no rest till you +say--'I'll have you, Jonas!'" + +"The stoat must hang on. I can't say that." + +"Why not?" + +"I am not obliged to give a reason." + +"Will you not have me?" + +"No, Bideabout, I will not. How can I take an offer made in this +way? When you ask me to enable you to be rude to your sister, when +you speak of me as laying traps for you; and when you stay me on +my road as if you were a footpad." + +Again she made an attempt to go in the direction of the hayfield. +Her bosom was heaving with anger, her nostrils were quivering. + +Again he arrested her. + +"If you will not let me go," said she, "I will call for help. Here +comes father. He shall protect me." + +"I'll have you yet," said the Broom-Squire with a sneer. "If it +ain't you that nets me, then it'll be I net you, Mehetabel." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +INTO THE NET. + + +"We must have cake and ale for the hayfield," said Mrs. Verstage. +"Of ale there be plenty in the house, but for cake, I must bake. +It ort to ha' been done afore. Fresh cakes goes twice as fast as +stale, but blessin's on us, the weather have been that changeable +I didn't know but I might put it off to anywhen." + +This was said on the morrow of the occurrence just described. + +Whilst Mrs. Verstage was engaged in the baking she had not time for +much talk, but she asked abruptly: "What's that as to Bideabout? +Father said he'd come on you and him, and you was both in a sort +o' take on." + +Mehetabel had no reason for reticence, and she told the hostess of +the suit of the Broom-Squire, and of the manner in which he made +his proposal. Mrs. Verstage said nothing at the time. She was +occupied--too occupied for comments. But when the cake was in the +oven, she seated herself at the kitchen table, with a sigh of +relief, and beckoned to Mehetabel to do the same. + +Mrs. Verstage was warm, both on account of the heat of the morning, +but also because she had been hard at work. She fanned herself +with a dish, and as she did so looked at the girl. + +"So--the Broom-Squire offered himself, did he?" + +Mehetabel made a sign in the affirmative. + +"Well," continued the hostess, "if he weren't so good a customer +here he would be suitable enough. But yet a good wife will soon +cure him. A hudger (bachelor) does things as a married man don't +allow himself." + +Mehetabel looked questioningly at the landlady. + + +She said: "There must be good stuff in a man, or marriage won't +bring it out." + +"Who says there ain't good stuff in Bideabout?" + +"I have never seen the glint of it." + +"You don't see the iron ore as lies under the sand, but there it +is, and when wanted it can be worked. I like a man to show his +wust side forefront. There's many a man's character is like his +wesket, red plush and flowers in front and calico in rags behind +hid away under his coat." + +Mehetabel was surprised, troubled. She made no response, but color +drifted across her face. + +"After all," pursued Mrs. Verstage, "he may ha' come here not after +liquor, but drawed by you. Then you see he's been alone all these +years, and scriptur' saith it ain't good for a man to be that. +They goes sour and mouldy--men do if unmarried. I think you'd be +fulfillin' your dooty, and actin' accordin' to the word o' God if +you took him." + +"I--mother! I!" The girl shrank back. "Mother, let him take some +one else. I don't want him." + +"But he wants you, and he don't want another. Matabel, it's all +moonshine about leap year. The time never comes when the woman can +ax the man. It's tother way up--and Providence made it so. +Bideabout has a good bit o' land, for which he is his own landlord, +he has money laid by, so folks tell. You might do worse. It's a +great complerment he's paid you. You see he's well off, and you +have nothin'. Men generally, nowadays, look out for wives that have +a bit o' money to help buy a field, or a cow, or nothin' more than +a hog. You see Bideabout's above that sort o' thing. If you can't +have butter to your bread, you must put up wi' drippin." + +"I'm not going to take Bideabout," said Mehetabel. + +"I don't say you should. But he couldn't a took a fancy to you +wi'out Providence ordainin' of it." + +"And if I don't like him," threw in the girl, half angry, half +in tears, "I suppose that is the doings of Providence too?" + +Mrs. Verstage evaded a reply to this. She said: "I do not press +you to take him. You are kindly welcome to stay on with us a bit, +till you've looked about you and found another. We took you up as +a babe and cared for you; but the parish allowance was stopped +when you was fourteen. It shan't be said of us that bare we took +you in and bare we turn you out. But marry you must. It's ordained +o' nature. There's the difference atwixt a slug and a snail. The +snail's got her own house to go into. A slug hasn't. When she's +uncomfortable she must go underground." + +The hostess was silent for awhile. Mehetabel said nothing. Her +cheeks burned. She was choking. + +Mrs. Verstage went on: "There was Betsy Purvis--she was a bit of +a beauty, and gave herself airs. She wouldn't have Farmer James, +as his legs was so long, he looked like a spider--and she wouldn't +have Odger Kay, as his was too short--he looked like a dachs-dog. +It came in the end she married Purvis, who had both his legs shot +off in the wars, 'cos and why? she couldn't get another. She'd +been too finical in choosin'." + +"Are you tired of me?" gasped the girl. "Do you wish to be rid +of me?" + +"Not at all," answered the landlady. "It's becos we're so fond +of you, father and I, that we want to see you well settled." + +"And father--does he wish me to take Bideabout?" + +Mrs. Verstage hesitated. + +"He hasn't said that right out. You see he didn't know for certain +Jonas were hoppin' about you. But he'd be tremendous pleased to +have you well married." + +"And you think I should be well married if I became Bideabout's +wife?" + +"Of course. He's a great catch for the likes of you, who belong to +nobody and to no place, properly. Beggars mustn't be choosers." + +Mehetabel sprang to her feet. + +"It is so. I am a beggar. I am only a charity girl, nothing else." + +She struck her head against the wall. "Let me beat my brains out +if I am in your way. Why should I be thrown into the arms of any +passer-by? + +"You misjudge and misunderstand me," said Mrs. Verstage, hotly. +"Because you have been with me so long, and because I love you, I +want to see you settled. Because I can't give you a prince in +spangles and feathers you fly out against me." + +"I don't ask for a prince, only to be let alone. I am happy here, +as a girl, working for you and father." + +"But we shall not live forever. We are growing old, and shall +have to give up. Iver may return any day, and then--" + +The hostess became crimson to the temples; she knew how handsome +the girl was, doubly handsome she seemed now, in her heat and +agitation, and it occurred to Mrs. Verstage that Iver with his +artistic appreciation of the beautiful, might also think her +handsome, that the old childish fancy for each other might spring +to new and to stronger life, and that he might even think of +Mehetabel as a wife. That would never, never do. For Iver something +better must be found than a girl without means, friends, and name. + +"What then?" asked Mehetabel. "Suppose Iver do come here and keep +the inn. I can go with you wherever you go, and if you become old, +I can attend to you in your old age." + +"You are good," said Mrs. Verstage; but although her words were +gracious, her manner was chilling. "It is for us to think of you +and your future, not you to consider for us. The Broom-Squire--" + +"I tell you, mother, I don't like him." + +"You must hear me out. You do not love him. Lawk-a-jimmeny! we +can't all marry for love. You don't suppose I was in love with +Simon when I took him? I was a good-looking wench in my day, and +I had many admirers, and were more of tragedy-kings than Simon. +But I had sense, and I took him for the sake of the Ship Inn and +the farm. We have lived happy together, and if it hadn't been for +that matter of Iver, there'd not ha' been a cloud between us. Love +grows among married folk, like chickweed in a garden. You can't +keep it out. It is thick everywhere, and is never out o' season. +I don't say there ain't a ripping of it out one day--but it comes +again, twice as thick on the morrow, and much good it does! I don't +think I cared for Simon when I took him any more than you care for +Jonas, but I took him, and we've fared well enough together." After +a pause the hostess said, "Talkin' of marriage, I have a fine +scheme in my head. If Iver comes back, as I trust he will, I want +him to marry Polly Colpus." + +"Polly Colpus, mother!" + +"She's James Colpus's only child, and will come in for money. +James Colpus is a wonderful thrivin' man." + +"But she has a moustache." + +"What of that, if she have money?" + +"But--Iver--if he couldn't bear an ugly signboard to the house, +will he relish an ugly figure-head to his wife within it?" + +"She has gold which will gild her moustache." + +"I don't know," said Mehetabel; "Iver wouldn't take the business +at his father's wish, will he take a wife of his mother's +providing?" + +"He will know which side his bread is buttered better than some +persons I could name." + +"I fancy when folk look out for wives, they don't borrow their +mother's eyes." + +"You cross me in everything to-day," said the hostess, peevishly. + +Mehetabel's tears began to flow. + +Mrs. Verstage was a woman who did not need much time or much +balancing to arrive at a determination, and when she had formed +her resolution, she clung to it with the same tenacity as her +husband did to his. + +Her maternal jealousy had been roused, and the maternal instinct +is the strongest that exists in the female nature. Many a woman +would allow herself to be cut to bits for her child. But not only +will she sacrifice herself without hesitation, but also any one +else who in any way hinders the progress of her schemes for the +welfare of her child. Mrs. Verstage entertained affection for the +girl, an affection very real, yet not to the extent of allowing it +to blind her to the true interests of her own son. She was roused +to jealousy by the partiality of Simon for his adopted daughter, to +the prejudice of Iver. And now she was gravely alarmed lest on the +return of Iver, the young affection of the two children for each +other should take a new spell of life, assume a new form, and +intensify into passion. + +Accordingly she was resolved, if possible, to remove the girl +from the Ship before the arrival of Iver. The proposal of the +Broom-Squire was opportune, and she was anxious to forward his +suit as the best means for raising an insuperable barrier between +her son and the girl, as well as removing her from Simon, who, +with his characteristic wrong-headedness, might actually do what +he had proposed. + +"I don't see what you're crying about," said Mrs. Verstage, +testily. "It ain't no matter to you whether Iver takes Polly +Colpus or a Royal Princess." + +"I don't want him to be worried, mother, when he comes home with +having ugly girls rammed down his throat. If you begin that with +him he'll be off again." + +"Oh! you know that, do you?" + +"I am sure of it." + +"I know what this means!" exclaimed the angry woman, losing all +command over her tongue. "It means, in plain English, just +this--'I'm going to try, by hook or by crook, to get Iver for +myself.' That's what you're driving at, hussy! But I'll put you +by the shoulders out of the door, or ever Iver comes, that you +may be at none of them tricks. Do you think that because he +baptized you, that he'll also marry you?" + +Mehetabel sprang through the door with a cry of pain, of wounded +pride, of resentment at the injustice wherewith she was treated, +of love in recoil, and almost ran against the Broom-Squire. Almost +without power to think, certainly without power to judge, fevered +with passion to be away out of a house where she was so misjudged, +she gasped, "Bideabout! will you have me now--even now. Mother +turns me out of doors." + +"Have you? To be sure I will," said Jonas; then with a laugh out +of the side of his mouth, he added in an undertone, "Don't seem to +want that I should set a net; she runs right into my hands. Wimen +is wimen!" + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +A SURNAME AT LAST. + + +When Simon Verstage learned that Mehetabel was to be married to +the Broom-Squire, he was not lightly troubled. He loved the girl +more dearly than he was himself aware. He was accustomed to see +her about the house, to hear her cheerful voice, and to be welcomed +with a pleasant smile when he returned from the fields. There was +constitutional ungraciousness in his wife. She considered it +lowering to her dignity, or unnecessary, to put on an amiable face, +and testify to him pleasure at his presence. Little courtesies are +dear to the hearts of the most rugged men; Simon received them +from Mehetabel, and valued them all the more because withheld +from him by his wife. The girl had known how to soothe him when +ruffled, she had forestalled many of his little requirements, and +had exercised a moderating influence in the house. Mrs. Verstage, +in her rough, imperious fashion, had not humored him, and many a +domestic storm was allayed by the tact of Mehetabel. + +Simon had never been demonstrative in his affection, and it was +only now, when he was about to lose her, that he became aware how +dear she was to his old heart. But what could he do, now that she +had given herself to Jonas Kink? Of the manner in which this had +been brought about he knew nothing. Had he been told he would +have stormed, and insisted on the engagement coming to an end. But +would this have mended matters? Would it not have made Mehetabel's +position in the house only more insupportable? + +He remained silent and depressed for a week, and when the girl +was in the room followed her with his eyes, with a kindly, +regretful light in them. When she passed near him, he held out +his hand, took hers, squeezed it, and said, "Matabel, we shall +miss you:--wun'erful--wun'erful!" + +"Dear father!" she would answer, and return the pressure of his +hand, whilst her eyes filled. + +"I hope you'll be happy," he would say; then add, "I suppose you +will. Mother says so, and wimen knows about them sort o' things +better nor we." + +To his wife Simon said, "Spare nothing. Give her a good outfit, +just as if she was our own daughter. She has been a faithful +child, and has saved us the expense and worrit of a servant, +and I will not have it said--but hang it! what odds to me what +is said? I will not have her feel that we begrudge her aught. +She has no father and mother other than we, and we must be to +her all that we can." + +"Leave that to me," said the wife. + +Mainly through the instrumentality of Mrs. Verstage the marriage +was hastened on; it was to be as soon as the banns had been called +thrice. + +"Wot's the good o' waitin'?" asked Mrs. Verstage, "where all is +pleasant all round, and all agreed?" + +Mehetabel was indifferent, even disposed to have the wedding +speedily, there was no advantage in postponing the inevitable. If +she were not wanted in the Ship, her presence was desired in the +Punch-Bowl, if not by all the squatters there, at all events by +the one most concerned. + +She felt oppression in the house in which she had been at home +from infancy, and was even conscious that her adopted mother was +impatient to be rid of her. Mehetabel was proud, too proud to +withdraw from her engagement, to acknowledge that she had rushed +into it without consideration, and had accepted a man whom she +did not love. Too proud, in fine, to continue one day longer +than need be, eating the bread of charity. + +Seamstresses were summoned, and every preparation made that +Mehetabel should have abundance of clothing when she left the Ship. + +"Look here, Susanna," said Simon, "you'll have made a pocket in +them gownds, you mind." + +"Yes, Simon, of course." + +"Becos I means to put a little purse in for Matabel when she +goes from us--somethin' to be her own. I won't have the little +wench think we han't provided for her." + +"How much?" asked Mrs. Verstage, jealously. + +"That I'm just about considerin'," answered the old man cautiously. + +"Don't you do nothin' reckless and unraysonable, Simon. What will +she want wi' money? Hasn't she got the Broom-Squire to pay for +all and everything?" + +During the three weeks that intervened between the precipitate +and ill-considered engagement and the marriage, Mehetabel hardly +came to her senses. Sometimes when occupied with her work in the +house a qualm of horror came over her and curdled the blood in her +heart; then with a cold sweat suffusing her brow, and with pale +lips, she sank on a stool, held her head between her palms, and +fought with the thoughts that rose like spectres, and with the +despair that rolled in on her soul like a dark and icy tide. The +words spoken by the hostess had made it impossible for her to +retrace her steps. She could not understand what had come over +Mrs. Verstage to induce her to address her as she had. The after +conduct of the hostess was such as showed her that although wishing +her well she wished her away, and that though having a kindly +feeling towards her, she would not admit a renewal of former +relations. They might continue friends, but only on condition of +being friends at a distance. Mehetabel racked her brain to find in +what manner she had given offence to the old woman, and could find +none. She was thrust from the only bosom to which she had clung +from infancy, without a reason that she could discover. Meanwhile +she drew no nearer to Bideabout. He was delighted at his success, +and laid aside for a while his bitterness of speech. But she did +not admit him to nearer intimacy. His attempts at familiarity met +with a chilling reception; the girl had to exercise self-restraint +to prevent the repugnance with which she received his addresses +from becoming obvious to him and others. + +Happily for her peace of mind, he was a good deal away, engaged in +getting his house into order. It needed clearing out, cleansing +and repairing. No money had been expended on dilapidations, very +little soap and water on purification, since his mother's death. + +His sister, Mrs. Rocliffe, some years older than himself, living +but a few yards distant, had done for him what was absolutely +necessary, and what he had been unable to do for himself; but +her interest had naturally been in her own house, not in his. + +Now that he announced to her that he was about to marry, Sarah +Rocliffe was angry. She had made up her mind that Jonas would +continue a "hudger," and that his house and land would fall to +her son, after his demise. This was perhaps an unreasonable +expectation, especially as her own conduct had precipitated the +engagement; but it was natural. She partook of the surly disposition +of her brother. She could not exist without somebody or something +to fall out with, to scold, to find fault with. Her incessant +recrimination had at length aroused in Jonas the resolve to cast +her wholly from his dwelling, to have a wife of his own, and to +be independent of her service. + +Sarah Rocliffe ascertained that she had overstepped the mark in +quarrelling with her brother, but instead of blaming herself she +turned the fault on the head of the inoffensive girl who was to +supplant her. She resolved not to welcome her sister-in-law with +even a semblance of cordiality. + +Nor were the other colonists of the Bowl favorably disposed. It +was a tradition among them that they should inter-marry. This +rule had once been broken through with disastrous results. The +story shall be told presently. + +The squatter families of the Punch-Bowl hung together, and when +Sarah Rocliffe took it in dudgeon that her brother was going to +marry, then the entire colony of Rocliffes, Boxalls, Nashes, and +Snellings adopted her view of the case, and resented the engagement +as though it were a slight cast on them. + +As if the Bowl could not have provided him with a mate meet for +him! Were there no good wenches to be found there, that he must +go over the lips to look for a wife? The girls within the Bowl, +thanks be, had all surnames and kindred. Matabel had neither. + +It was not long before Bideabout saw that his engagement to +Mehetabel was viewed with disfavor by him immediate neighbors, +but he was not the man to concern himself about their opinions. +He threw about his jibes, which did not tend to make things +better. The boys in the Bowl had concocted a jingle which they +sang under his window, or cast at him from behind a hedge, and +then ran away lest he should fall on them with a stick. This was +their rhyme:-- + + "A harnet lived in an 'ollow tree, + A proper spiteful twoad were he. + And he said as married and 'appy he'd be; + But all folks jeered and laughed he-he!" + +Mehetabel's cheeks were pale, and her brows were contracted and +her lips set as she went to Thursley Church on the wedding-day, +accompanied by Mrs. Verstage and some village friends. + +Gladly would she have elected to have her marriage performed as +quietly as possible, and at an hour and on a day to which none +were privy save those most immediately concerned. But this +did not suit the pride of the hostess, who was resolved on making +a demonstration, of getting to herself the credit of having acted +a generous and even lavish part towards the adopted child. + +Mehetabel held up her head, not with pride, but with resolution +not to give way. Her brain was stunned. Thought would no more +flow in it than veins of water through a frozen soil. All the +shapes of human beings that passed and circled around her were +as phantasms. In church she hardly gathered her senses to know +when and what to respond. + +She could scarcely see the register through the mist that had +formed over her eyes when she was required to sign her Christian +name, or collect her thoughts to understand the perplexity of the +parson, as to how to enter her, when she was without a surname. + +When congratulated with effusion by Mrs. Verstage, with courtesy +by the Vicar, and boisterously by the boys and girls who were +present, she tried to force a smile, but ineffectually, as her +features were set inflexibly. + +The bridegroom kissed her cheek. She drew back as if she had been +stung, as a sensitive plant shrinks from the hand that grasps it. + +The previous day had been one of rain, so also had been the night, +with a patter of raindrops on the roof above Mehetabel's attic +chamber, and a flow of tears beneath. + +During the morning, on the way to church, though there had been +no rain, yet the clouds had hung low, and were threatening. + +They separated and were brushed aside as the wedding party issued +from the porch, and then a flood of scorching sunlight fell over +the bride and bridegroom. For the first time Mehetabel raised her +head and looked up. The impulse was unconscious--it was to let +light shine into her eyes and down into the dark, despairing +chambers of her soul filled only with tears. + +The villagers in the churchyard murmured admiration; as she issued +from the gates they cheered. + +Bideabout was elate; he was proud to know that the handsomest girl +in the neighborhood was now his. It was rare for a sarcastic curl +to leave his lips and the furrow to be smoothed on his brow. Such +a rare occasion was the present. And the Broom-Squire had indeed +secured one in whom his pride was justifiable. + +No one could say of Mehetabel that she had been frivolous and +forward. Reserved, even in a tavern: always able to maintain her +dignity; respecting herself, she had enforced respect from others. +That she was hard-working, shrewd, thrifty, none who visited the +Ship could fail to know. + +Many a lad had attempted to win her favor, and all had been +repulsed. She could keep forward suitors at a distance without +wounding their self-esteem, without making them bear her a grudge. +She was tall, well-built and firmly knit. There was in her evidence +of physical as well as of moral strength. + +Though young, Mehetabel seemed older than her years, so fully +developed was her frame, so swelling her bosom, so set were her +features. + +Usually the girl wore a high color, but of late this had faded +out of her face, which had been left of an ashen hue. Her pallor, +however, only gave greater effect to the lustre and profusion of +her dark hair and to the size and to the velvet depth and softness +of her hazel eyes. + +The girl had finely-moulded eyebrows, which, when she frowned +through anger, or contracted them through care, met in one band, +and gave a lowering expression to her massive brow. + +An urchin in the rear nudged a ploughboy, and said in a low tone, +"Jim! The old harnet out o' the 'ollow tree be in luck to-day. +Wot'll he do with her, now he's ketched a butterfly?" + +"Wot be he like to do?" retorted the bumpkin. "A proper spiteful +twoad such as he--why, he'll rumple all the color and booty out +o' her wings, and sting her till her blood runs pison." + +Then from the tower pealed the bells. + +Jonas pressed the arm of Mehetabel, and leering into her face, +said: "Come, say a word o' thanks. Better late than never. At the +last, through me, you've gotten a surname." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +UNEXPECTED. + + +The wedding party was assembled at the Ship, which for this day +concerned itself not with outsiders, but provided only for such as +were invited to sit and drink, free of charge, to the health and +happiness of bride and bridegroom. + +The invitation had been extended to the kinsfolk of Jonas in the +Punch-Bowl, as a matter of course; but none had accepted, one had +his farm, another his business, and a third could not go unless his +wife let him. + +Consequently the bridegroom was badly supported. He was not the man +to make friends, and such acquaintances of his as appeared did +so, not out of friendship, but in expectation of eating and drinking +at the landlord's table. + +This angered Jonas, who, in church, on looking around, had noticed +that his own family had failed to attend, but that they should +fail also at the feast was what surprised him. + +"It don't matter a rush," scoffed he in Mehetabel's ear, "we can +get along without 'em, and if they won't come to eat roast duck +and green peas, there are others who will and say 'Thank'y.'" + +The announcement of Jonas's engagement had been indeed too bitter +a morsel for his sister to swallow. She resented his matrimonial +project as a personal wrong, as a robbery committed on the Rocliffes. +Her husband was not in good circumstances; in fact, the family +had become involved through a marriage, to which allusion has +already been made; and had not thereafter been able to recover +from it. + +She had felt the pressure of debt, and the struggle for existence. +It had eaten into her flesh like a canker, and had turned her +heart into wormwood. In her pinched circumstances, even the pittance +paid by her brother for doing his cooking and washing had been a +consideration. This now was to be withdrawn. + +Sarah Rocliffe had set her ambition on the acquisition of her +brother's estate, by which means alone, as far as she could see, +would the family be enabled to shake off the incubus that oppressed +it. Content in her own lifetime to drudge and moil, she would have +gone on to the end, grumbling and fault-finding, indeed, but +satisfied with the prospect that at some time in the future her +son would inherit the adjoining farm and be lifted thereby out of +the sorry position in which was his father, hampered on all sides, +and without cheeriness. + +But this hope was now taken from her. Jonas was marrying a young +and vigorous wife, and a family was certain to follow. + +The woman had not the command over herself to veil her feelings, +and put on a semblance of good humor, not even the grace to put in +an appearance at the wedding. + +The story must now be told which accounts for the embarrassed +circumstances of the Rocliffe family. + +This shall be done by means of an extract from a periodical of the +date of the event which clouded the hitherto flourishing condition +of the Rocliffes. The periodical from which the quotation comes is +"The Royal Magazine, or Gentleman's Monthly Companion" for 1765. + +"A few weeks ago a gentlewoman, about twenty-five years of age, +applied to a farmer and broom-maker, near Hadleigh, in Hants [1] for +a lodging, telling them that she was the daughter of a nobleman, +and forced from her father's house by his ill-treatment. Her manner +of relating the story so affected the farmer that he took her in, +and kindly entertained her. + +"In the course of conversation, she artfully let drop that she +had a portion of L90,000, of which she should be possessed as soon +as her friends in London knew where she was. + +"After some days' stay she told the farmer the best return in her +power for this favor would be to marry his son, Thomas (a lad +about eighteen), if it was agreeable to him. The poor old man was +overjoyed at the proposal, and in a short time they were married; +after which she informed her father-in-law she had great, interest +at Court, and if he could for the present raise money to equip +them in a genteel manner, she could procure a colonel's commission +for her husband. + +"The credulous farmer thereupon mortgaged his little estate for +L100, and everything necessary being bought for the new married +couple, they took the rest of the money and set out for London, +accompanied by three of the farmer's friends, and got to the Bear +Inn, in the Borough, on Christmas eve; where they lived for about +ten days in an expensive manner; and she went in a coach every +morning to St. James's end of the town, on pretence of soliciting +for her husband's commission, and to obtain her own fortune. But +it was at length discovered that the woman was an impostor; and +the poor country people were obliged to sell their horses by +auction towards defraying the expenses of the inn before they +could set out on their return home, which they did on foot, last +Saturday morning." + +If the hundred pounds raised on mortgage had covered all the +expenses incurred, the Rocliffes might have been satisfied. + +Unhappily they got further involved. They fell into the hands of +a lawyer in Portsmouth, who undertook to see them righted, but the +only advantage they gained from his intervention was the acquisition +of certain information that the woman who had married Thomas had +been married before. + +Accordingly Thomas was free, and he used his freedom some years +later, when of a ripe age, to marry Sarah Kink, the sister of +Bideabout. + +Rocliffe had never been able to shake himself free of the ridicule +that attended to him, after the expedition to London, and what +was infinitely more vexatious and worse to endure was the burden +of debt that had then been incurred, and which was more than +doubled through the activity of the lawyer by whom he had been +inveigled into submitting himself and his affairs to him. + +As the eating and drinking proceeded, the Broom-Squire drank +copiously, became noisy, boastful, and threw out sarcastic remarks +calculated to hit those who ate and drank with him, but were mainly +directed against those of his own family who had absented themselves, +but to whose ears he was confident they would be wafted. + +Mehetabel, who saw that he was imbibing more than he could bear +without becoming quarrelsome lost her pallor, and a hectic flame +kindled in her cheek. + +Mrs. Verstage looked on uneasily. She was familiar with the moods +of Bideabout, and feared the turn matters would take. + +Presently he announced that he would sing a song, and in harsh +tones began:-- + + "A cobbler there was, and he lived in a stall, + But Charlotte, my nymph, had no lodging at all. + And at a Broom-Squire's, in pitiful plight, + Did pray and beseech for a lodging one night, + Derry-down, derry-down. + + "She asked for admittance, her story to tell. + Of all her misfortunes, and what her befel, + Of her parentage high,--but so great was her grief, + Shed never a comfort to give her relief, + Derry-down, derry-down. [2] + +"Now, look here," said Simon Verstage, interrupting the singer, +"We all of us know that there ballet, pretty well. It's vastly +long, if I remembers aright, something like fourteen verses; and +I think we can do very well wi'out it to-night. I fancy your +brother-inlaw, Thomas, mightn't relish it." + +"He's not here," said the Broom-Squire. + +"But I am here," said the landlord, "and I say that the piece is +too long for singing, 'twill make you too hoarse to say purty +speeches and soft things to your new missus, and it's a bit stale +for our ears." + +"It's an ill bird that befouls its own nest," said a young fellow +present. + +Bideabout overheard the remark. "What do you mean by that? Was +that aimed at me?" he shouted and started to his feet. + +A brawl would have inevitably ensued, but for a timely interruption. + +In the door stood a well-dressed, good-looking young man, surveying +the assembled company with a smile. + +Silence ensued. Bideabout looked round. + +Then, with a cry of joy, mingled with pain, Mrs. Verstage started +from her feet. + +"It is Iver! my Iver!" + +In another moment mother and son were locked in each other's arms. + +The guests rose and looked questioningly at their host, before +they welcomed the intruder. + +Simon Verstage remained seated, with his glass in his hand, gazing +sternly into it. His face became mottled, red spots appeared on +the temples, and on the cheekbones; elsewhere he was pale. + +Mehetabel went to him, placed her hand upon his, and said, in a +trembling voice, "Dear father, this is my wedding day. I am about +to leave you for good. Do not deny me the one and only request I +make. Forgive Iver." + +The old man's lips moved, but he did not speak. He looked steadily, +somewhat sternly, at the young man and mustered his appearance. + +Meanwhile Iver had disengaged himself from his mother's embrace, +and he came towards his father with extended hand. + +"See," said he cheerily, "I am free to admit, and do it heartily, +that I did wrong, in painting over the stern of the vessel, and +putting it into perspective as far as my lights went. Father! I +can remove the coat of paint that I put on, and expose that +outrageous old stern again. I will do more. I will violate all +the laws of perspective in heaven and earth, and turn the bows +round also, so as to thoroughly show the ship's head, and make +that precious vessel look like a dog curling itself up for a nap. +Will that satisfy you?" + +All the guests were silent, and fixed their eyes anxiously on the +taverner. + +Iver was frank in speech, had lost all provincial dialect, was +quite the gentleman. He had put off the rustic air entirely. He +was grown a very handsome fellow, with oval face, full hair on his +head, somewhat curling, and his large brown eyes were sparkling +with pleasure at being again at home. In his whole bearing there +was self-confidence. + +"Simon!" pleaded Mrs. Verstage, with tears in her voice, "he's +your own flesh and blood!" + +He remained unmoved. + +"Father!" said Mehetabel, clinging to his hand, "Dear, dear +father! for my sake, whom you have loved, and whom you lose out +of your house to-day." + +"There is my hand," said the old man. + +"And you shall have the ship again just as suits your heart," +said Iver. + +"I doubt," answered the taverner, "it will be easier to get the +Old Ship to look what she ort, than it will be to get you to look +again like a publican's son." + +The reconciliation on the old man's side was without cordiality, +yet it was accepted by all present with cheers and handshakings. + +It was but too obvious that the modish appearance of his son had +offended the old man. + +"Heaven bless me!" exclaimed Iver, when this commotion was somewhat +allayed. He was looking with undisguised admiration and surprise +at Mehetabel. + +"Why," asked he, pushing his way towards her, "What is the meaning +of all this?" + +"That is Matabel, indeed," explained his mother. "And this is her +wedding day." + +"You married! You, Matabel! And, to-day! The day of my return! +Where is the happy man? Show him to me." + +His mother indicated the bridegroom. Mehetabel's heart was too +full to speak; she was too dazed with the new turn of affairs to +know what to do. + +Iver looked steadily at Jonas. + +"What!" he exclaimed, "Bideabout! Never, surely! I cannot mistake +your face nor the look of your eyes. So, you have won the +prize--you!" + +Still he looked at Jonas. He refrained from extending his hand in +congratulation. Whether thoughtlessly or not, he put it behind his +back. An expression passed over his face that the bride observed, +and it sent the blood flying to her cheek and temples. + +"So," said Iver, and now he held out both hands, "Little Matabel, +I have returned to lose you!" + +He wrung her hands, both,--he would not let them go. + +"I wish you all joy. I wish you everything, everything that your +heart can desire. But I am surprised. I can't realize it all at +once. My little Matabel grown so big, become so handsome--and, +hang me, leaving the Old Ship! Poor Old Ship! Bideabout, I ought +to have been consulted. I gave Matabel her name. I have certain +rights over her, and I won't surrender them all in a hurry. Here, +mother, give me a glass, 'tis a strange day on which I come home." + +Dissatisfaction appeared in his face, hardly to be expected in one +who should have been in cloudless radiance on his return after +years of absence, and with his quarrel with the father at an end. + +Now old acquaintances crowded about him to ask questions as to how +he had lived during his absence, upon what he had been employed, +how the world had fared with him, whether he was married, and if +so, how many children he had got, and what were their respective +ages and sexes, and names and statures. + +For a while bride and bridegroom were outside the circle, and +Iver was the centre of interest and regard. Iver responded +good-humoredly and pleaded for patience. He was hungry, he was +thirsty, he was dusty and hot. He must postpone personal details +till a more convenient season. Now his mind was taken up with the +thought, not of himself, but of his old playmate, his almost +sister, his--he might dare to call her, first love--who was +stepping out of the house, out of his reach, just as he stepped +back into it, strong with the anticipation of finding her there. +Then raising his glass, and looking at Matabel, he said: "Here's +to you, Matabel, and may you be very happy with the man of your +choice." + +"Have you no good wish for me?" sneered the Broom-Squire. + +"For you, Bideabout," answered Iver, "I do not express a wish. I +know for certainty that you, that any man, not may, but must be +happy with such a girl, unless he be a cur." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +HOME. + + +Bideabout was driving his wife home. + +Home! There is no word sweeter to him who has created that reality +to which the name belongs; but there is no word more full of vague +fears to one who has it to create. + +Home to Bideabout was a rattle-trap farmhouse built partly of +brick, mainly of timber, thatched with heather, at the bottom of +the Punch-Bowl. + +It was a dwelling that served to cover his head, but was without +pleasant or painful associations--a place in which rats raced and +mice squeaked; a place in which money might be made and hoarded, +but on which little had been spent. It was a place he had known +from childhood as the habitation of his parents, and which now was +his own. His childhood had been one of drudgery without cheerfulness, +and was not looked back on with regret. Home was not likely to be +much more to him in the future than it was in the present. More +comfortable perhaps, certainly more costly. But it was other with +Mehetabel. + +She was going to the unknown. + +As we shudder at the prospect of passing out of this world into +that beyond the veil, so does many a girl shrink at the prospect +of the beyond seen through the wedding ring. + +She had loved the home at the Ship. Would she learn to love the +home in the Punch-Bowl? + +She had understood and made allowance for the humors of the +landlord and landlady of the tavern; did she know those of her +future associate in the farm? To many a maid, the great love that +swells her heart and dazzles her brain carries her into the new +condition on the wings of hope. + +Love banishes fear. Confidence in the beloved blots out all mistrust +as to the future. + +But in this case there was no love, nothing to inspire confidence; +and Mehetabel looked forward with vague alarm, almost with a +premonition of evil. + +Jonas was in no mood for meditation. He had imbibed freely at the +inn, and was heavy, disposed to sleep, and only prevented from +dozing by the necessity he was under of keeping the lazy cob in +movement. + +For if Jonas was in no meditative mood, the old horse was, and he +halted at intervals to ponder over the load he was drawing, and +ask why on this occasion he had to drag uphill two persons instead +of one. + +The sun had set before the couple left the Ship. + +The road ascended, at first gradually, then at a more rapid incline. +The cob could not be induced to trot by word or whip; and the walk +of a horse is slower than that of a man. + +"It's bostall (a steep ascent, in the Wealden dialect) till we +come to the gallows," muttered Jonas; "then we have the drove-road +down into the Punch-Bowl." + +Mehetabel tightened her shawl about her shoulders and throat. The +evening was chilly for the time of the year. Much rain had fallen, +and the air was charged with moisture, that settled in cold dew on +the cart, on the harness, on Bideabout's glazed hat, on the bride's +clothing, bathing her, all things, as in the tears of silent sorrow. + +"One of us must get out and walk," said the bridegroom. "Old +Clutch--that's the 'oss--is twenty-five, and there's your box and +bundle behind." + +He made no attempt to dismount, but looked sideways at the bride. + +"If you'll pull up I'll get out and walk," she answered. "I shall +be glad to do so. The dew falls like rain, and I am chilled to the +marrow." + +"Right then," assented the Broom-Squire, and drew the rein. + +Mehetabel descended from her seat in the cart. In so doing +something fell on the road from her bosom. She stooped and picked +it up. + +"Wots that?" asked Jonas, and pointed to the article with his +whip, that was flourished with a favor of white ribbons. + +"It is a present father has made me," answered Mehetabel. "I was +in a hurry--and not accustomed to pockets, so I just put it into +my bosom. I ought to have set it in a safer place, in the new +pocket made to my gown. I'll do that now. Its money." + +"Money!" repeated Bideabout. "How much may it be?" + +"I have not looked." + +"Then look at it, once now (at once)." + +He switched the whip with its white favor about, but kept his eye +on Mehetabel. + +"What did he give it you for?" + +"As a wedding present." + +"Gold, is it?" + +"Gold and notes." + +"Gold and notes. Hand 'em to me. I can count fast enough." + +"The sum is fifteen pounds--dear, kind, old man." + +"Fifteen pounds, is it? You might ha' lost it wi' your carelessness." + +"I'll not be careless now." + +"Good, hand it me." + +"I cannot do that, Jonas. It is mine. Father said to me I was to +keep it gainst a rainy day." + +"Didn't you swear in church to endow me with all your worldly +goods?" asked the Broom-Squire. + +"No, it was you who did that. I then had nothing." + +"Oh, was it so? I don't remember that. If you'd had them fifteen +pounds then, and the passon had knowed about it, he'd ha' made you +swear to hand it over to me--your lord and master." + +"There's nothing about that in the Prayer-book." + +"Then there ort to be. Hand me the money. You was nigh on losing +the lot, and ain't fit to keep it. Fifteen pounds!" + +"I cannot give it to you, Bideabout; father told me it was to be +my very own, I was not to let it go out of my hands, not even into +yours, but to husband it." + +"Ain't I your husband?" + +"I do not mean that, to hoard it against an evil day. There is no +saying when that may come. And I passed my word it should be so." + +He growled and said, "Look here, Matabel. It'll be a bostall road +with you an' me, unless there's give on one side and take on the +other." + +"Is all the give to be on my side, and the take on yours?" + +"In coorse. Wot else is matrimony? The sooner you learn that the +better for peace." + +He whipped the cob, and the brute moved on. + +Mehetabel walked forward and outstripped the conveyance. Old Clutch +was a specially slow walker. She soon reached that point at which +moorland began, without hedge on either side. Trees had ceased to +stud the heathy surface. + +Before her rose the ridge that culminated where rose the gallows, +and stood inky black against the silvery light of declining day +behind them. + +To the north, in the plain gleamed some ponds. + +Curlew were piping sadly. + +Mehetabel was immersed in her own thoughts, glad to be by herself. +Jonas had not said much to her in the cart, yet his presence had +been irksome. She thought of the past, of her childhood along with +Iver, of the day when he ran away. How handsome he had become! What +an expression of contempt had passed over his countenance when he +looked at Bideabout, and learned that he was the bridegroom--the +happy man who had won her! How earnestly he had gazed into her +eyes, till she was compelled to lower them! + +Was Iver going to settle at the Ship? Would he come over to the +Punch-Bowl to see her? Would he come often and talk over happy +childish days? There had been a little romance between them as +children: long forgotten: now reviving. + +Her hand trembled as she raised it to her lips to wipe away the +dew that had formed there. + +She had reached the highest point on the road, and below yawned +the great crater-like depression, at the bottom of which lay the +squatter settlement. A little higher, at the very summit of the +hill, stood the gibbet, and the wind made the chains clank as it +trifled with them. The bodies were gone, they had mouldered away, +and the bones had fallen and were laid in the earth or sand beneath, +but the gallows remained. + +Clink! clink! clank! Clank! clink! clink! + +There was rhythm and music, as of far-away bells, in the clashing +of these chains. + +The gibbet was on Mehetabel's left hand; on the right was the abyss. + +She looked down into the cauldron, turning with disgust from the +gallows, and yet was inspired with an almost equal repugnance at +the sight of the dark void below. + +She was standing on the very spot where, eighteen years before, +she had been found by Iver. He had taken her up, and had given her +a name. Now she was taken up by another, and by him a new name +was conferred upon her. + +"Come!" said Jonas; "it's all downhill, henceforth." + +Were the words ominous? + +He had arrived near her without her hearing him, so occupied had +her mind been. As he spoke she uttered a cry of alarm. + +"Afraid?" he asked. "Of what?" + +She did not answer. She was trembling. Perhaps her nerves had +been overwrought. The Punch-Bowl looked to her like the Bottomless +Pit. + +"Did you think one of the dead men had got up from under the +gallows, and had come down to talk with you?" + +She did not speak. She could not. + +"It's all a pass'l o' nonsense," he said. "When the dead be turned +into dust they never come again except as pertaties or the like. +There was Tim Wingerlee growed won'erful fine strawberries; they +found out at last he took the soil in which he growed 'em from +the churchyard. I don't doubt a few shovelfuls from under them +gallows 'ud bring on early pertaties--famous. Now then, get up +into the cart." + +"I'd rather walk, Jonas. The way down seems critical. It is dark +in the Bowl, and the ruts are deep." + +"Get up, I say. There is no occasion to be afraid. It won't do +to drive among our folk, to our own door, me alone, and you +trudgin', totterin' behind. Get up, I say." + +Mehetabel obeyed. + +There was a fragrance of fern in the night air that she had inhaled +while walking. Now by the side of Bideabout she smelt only the +beer and stale tobacco that adhered to his clothes. + +"I am main glad," said he, "that all the hustle-bustle is over. +I'm glad I'm not wed every day. Fust and last time I hopes. The +only good got as I can see, is a meal and drink at the landlord's +expense. But he'll take it out of me someways, sometime. Folks +ain't liberal for nuthin'. 'Tain't in human nature." + +"It is very dark in the Punch-Bowl," said Mehetabel. "I do not see +a glimmer of a light anywhere." + +"That's becos the winders ain't looking this way. You don't suppose +it would be a pleasure to have three dead men danglin' in the wind +afore their eyes all day long. The winders look downward, or else +there's a fold of the hill or trees between. But I know where +every house is wi'out seeing 'em. There's the Nashes', there's +the Boxalls', there's the Snellings', there's my brother-in-law's, +Thomas Rocliffe's, and down there be I." + +He pointed with his whip. Mehetabel could distinguish nothing +beyond the white favor bound to his whip. + +"We're drivin to Paradise," said Jonas. And as to this remark she +made no response, he explained--"Married life, you know." + +She said nothing. + +"It rather looks as if we were going down to the other place," he +observed, with a sarcastic laugh. "But there it is, one or the +other--all depends on you. It's just as you make it; as likely to +be one as the other. Give me that fifteen pounds--and Paradise is +the word." + +"Indeed, Jonas, do you not understand that I cannot go against +father's will and my word?" + +The road, or rather track, descended along the steep side of the +Punch-Bowl, notched into the sand falling away rapidly on the left +hand, on which side sat Mehetabel. + +At first she had distinguished nothing below in the blackness, but +now something like a dead man's eye looked out of it, and seemed +to follow and observe her. + +"What is that yonder?" she asked. + +"Wot is wot?" he asked in reply. + +"That pale white light--that round thing glimmerin' yonder?" + +"There's water below," was his explanation of the phenomenon. + +In fact that which had attracted her attention and somewhat alarmed +her, was one of the patches of water formed in the marshy bottom +of the Punch-Bowl by the water that oozes forth in many springs +from under the sandstone. + +The track now passed under trees. + +A glimpse of dull orange light, and old Clutch halted, unbidden. + +"Here we be, we two," said Jonas. "This is home. And Paradise, if +you will." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +NOT PARADISE. + + +At the moment that the cart halted, a black dog burst out of the +house door, and flew at Mehetabel as she attempted to descend. + +"Ha, Tartar!" laughed Jonas. "The rascal seems to know his reign +is over. Go back, Tartar. I'll thrash you till the favor off my +whip is beat into your hide, if you don't be quiet. Hitherto he +has guarded my house, when I have been from home. Now that will +be your duty, Matabel. Can't keep a wife and a dog. 'Twould be +too extravagant. Tartar! Down! This is your mistress--till I get +rid of you." + +The dog withdrew reluctantly, continuing to growl and to show his +fangs at Mehetabel. + +In the doorway stood Sally Rocliffe, the sister of Jonas. Though +not so openly resentful of the intrusion as was Tartar, she +viewed the bride with ill-disguised bad humor; indeed, without an +affectation of cordiality. + +"I thought you was never coming," was Sarah's salutation. "Goodness +knows, I have enough to do in my own house, and for my own people, +not to be kept dancin' all these hours in attendance, because +others find time for makin' fools of themselves. Now, I hope I +shall not be wanted longer. My man needs his meals as much as +others, and if he don't get 'em reglar, who suffers but I? Dooty +begins at home. You might have had more consideration, and come +earlier, Jonas." + +The woman accorded to Mehetabel but a surly greeting. The young +bride entered the house. A single tallow dip was burning on the +table, with a long dock to it, unsnuffed. The hearth was cold. + +"I didn't light a fire," said Mrs. Rocliffe; "you see it wouldn't +do. Now you have come as mistress, it's your place to light the +fire on the hearth. I've heard tell it's unlucky for any other +body to do it. Not as I knows." She shrugged her shoulders. It +seemed that this was a mere excuse put forward to disguise her +indolence, or to veil her malevolence. + +Mehetabel looked around her. + +There were no plates. There was nothing to eat prepared on the +kitchen table. No cloth; nothing whatever there, save the guttering +candle. + +"I didn't lay out nuthin'," said Mrs. Rocliffe; "you see, how was +I to say you'd want vittles? I suppose you have had as much as is +good for you away where you come from--at the Ship. If you are +hungry--there's cold rabbit pie in the larder, if it ain't gone +bad. This weather has been bad for keepin' meat. There's bread in +the larder, if you don't mind the rats and mice havin' been at it. +That's not my fault. Jonas, he had some for his break'us, and +never covered up the pan, so the varmin have got to it. There's +ale, too, in a barrel, I know, but Jonas keeps the key to that +lest I should take a sup. He begrudges me that, and expects me +to work for him like a galley-slave." + +Then the woman was silent, looking moodily down. The floor was +strewn with flakes of whitewash as though snow had fallen over it. + +"You see," said Mrs. Rocliffe, "Jonas would go to the expense of +whitenin' the ceilin', just because you was comin.' It had done +plenty well for father and mother, and I don't mind any time it +were whitened afore, and I be some years the elder of Jonas. The +ceiling was that greasy wi' smoke, that the whitewashin' as it +dried 'as pealed off, and came down just about. You look up--the +ceilin' is ten times worse than afore. It looks as if it were +measly. I wouldn't sweep up the flakes as fell off just to let +Jonas see what comes of his foolishness. I told him it would be so, +but he wouldn't believe me, and now let him see for himself--there +it is." + +With a sort of malignant delight the woman observed Mehetabel, and +saw how troubled and unhappy she was. + +Again a stillness ensued. Mehetabel could hear her heart beat. She +could hear no other sound. She looked through the room towards +the clock. It was silent. + +"Ah, now there," said Sarah Rocliffe. "There be that, to be sure. +Runned down is the weight. It wasn't proper for me now to wind up +the clock. As you be the new mistress in the house, it is your +place and dooty. I suppose you know that." + +Then from without Mehetabel heard the grunts of the sow in the +stye that adjoined the house, and imparted an undesirable flavor +to the atmosphere in it. + +"That's the sow in the pen," said Mrs. Rocliffe; "she's wantin' +her meat. She hain't been galliwantin', and marryin', and bein' +given in marriage. I'm not the mistress, and I've not the dooty to +provide randans and crammins for other folks' hogs. She'll be goin' +back in her flesh unless fed pretty smart. You'd best do that at +once, but not in your weddin' dress. You must get acquainted +together, and the sooner the better. She's regular rampagous wi' +hunger." + +"Would you help me in with my box, Mrs. Rocliffe?" asked Mehetabel. +"Jonas set it down by the door, and if I can get that upstairs I'll +change my dress at once, and make the fire, clean the floor, wind +up the clock, and feed the hog." + +"I've such a terrible crick in my back, I dussn't do it," answered +Sarah Rocliffe. "Why, how much does that there box weigh? I wonder +Jonas had the face to put it in the cart, and expect Clutch to draw +it. Clutch didn't like it now, did he?" + +"But how can I get my box in and carried up? Jonas is with the +horse, I suppose?" + +"Oh, yes, he is minding the horse. Clutch must be made comfortable, +and given his hay. I'll be bound you and Jonas have been eatin' +and drinkin' all day, and never given Clutch a mouthful, nor washed +his teeth with a pail o' water." + +"I'm sure Joe Filmer looked to the horse at the Ship. He is very +attentive to beasts." + +"On ordinary days, and when nuthin' is goin' on, I dare say--not +when there's weddin's and ducks and green peas goin' for any who +axes for 'em." + +The report that ducks and green peas were to form an element of +the entertainment had been told everywhere before the day of the +marriage, and it was bitterness to Mrs. Rocliffe to think that +"on principle," as she put it, she had been debarred from eating +her share. + +"Ducks and green peas!" repeated she. "I s'pose you don't reckon on +eating that every day here, no, nor on Sundays, no, not even at +Christmas. 'Taint such as we in the Punch-Bowl as can stuff +ourselves on ducks and green peas. Green peas and ducks we may +grow--but we sells 'em to the quality." + +After some consideration Mrs. Rocliffe relented sufficiently to +say, "I don't know but what Samuel may be idlin'; he mostly is. +I'll go and send my son Samuel to help you with the box." + +Then with a surly "Good-night" the woman withdrew. + +After a couple of minutes, she returned: "I've come back," she +said, "to tell you that if old Clutch is off his meat--and I +shouldn't wonder if he was--wi' neglect and wi' drawing such a +weight--then you'd best set to work and make him gruel. Jonas +can't afford to lose old Clutch, just becos he's got a wife." Then +she departed again. + +Jonas was indeed in the stable attending to the horse. He had, +moreover, to run the cart under shelter. Mehetabel put out a +trembling hand to snuff the candle. Her hand was so unsteady that +she extinguished the light. Where to find the tinder box she knew +not. She felt for a bench, and in the darkness when she had reached +it, sank on it, and burst into tears. + +Such was the welcome to her new home. + +For some time she sat with as little light in her heart as there +was without. + +She felt some relief in giving way to her surcharged heart. She +sobbed and knitted her fingers together, unknitted them, and wove +them together again in convulsions of distress--of despair. + +What expectation of happiness had she here? She was accustomed at +the Ship to have everything about her neat and in good order. The +mere look round that she had given to the room, the principal room +of the house she had entered, showed how ramshackle it was. To +some minds it is essential that there should be propriety, as +essential as that the food they consume should be wholesome, the +water they drink should be pure. They can no more accommodate +themselves to disorder than they can to running on hands and feet +like apes. + +It was quite true that this house would be given up to Mehetabel +to do with it what she liked. But would her husband care to have +it other than it was? Would he not resent her attempts to alter +everything? + +And for what purpose would she strive and toil if he disapproved of +her changes? + +She had no confidence that in temper, in character, in mind, he and +she would agree, or agree to differ. She knew that he was grasping +after money, that he commended no man, but had a disparaging word +for every one, and envy of all who were prosperous. She had seen +in him no sign of generosity of feeling, no spark of honor. No +positive evil was said of him; if he were inclined to drink he was +not a drunkard; if he stirred up strife in himself he was not +quarrelsome. He over-reached in a bargain, but never did anything +actually dishonest. He was not credited with any lightness in his +moral conduct towards any village maid. That he was frugal, keen +witted, was about all the good that was said, and that could be +said of him. If he had won no one's love hitherto, was it likely +that there was anything lovable in him? Would he secure the +affections of his wife? + +Thoughts rose and fell, tossed and broke in Mehetabel's brain; her +tears fell freely, and as she was alone in the house she was able +to sob without restraint. + +Jonas had chained up Tartar, and the dog was howling. The pig +grunted impatiently. A rat raced across the floor. Cockroaches came +out in the darkness and stirred, making a strange rustling like +the pattering of fine rain. + +Mehetabel could hear the voice of her husband in the yard. He was +thrusting the cart under a roof. He would be in the house shortly, +and she did not wish that he should find her in tears, that he +should learn how weak, how hopeless she was. + +She put her hand into her pocket for a kerchief, and drew forth +one, with which she staunched the flow from her eyes, and dried +her cheeks. She put her knuckle to her lips to stay their quivering. +Then, when she had recovered some composure, she drew a long sigh +and replaced the sodden kerchief in her pocket. + +At that moment she started, sprang to her feet, searched her pocket +in the darkness with tremulous alarm, with sickness at her heart. + +Then, not finding what she wanted, she stooped and groped along +the floor, and found nothing save the flakes of fallen whitewash. + +She stood up panting, and put her hand to her heart. Then Jonas +entered with a lantern, and saw her as she thus stood, one hand +to her brow, thrusting back the hair, the other to her heart; he +was surprised, raised his lantern to throw the light on her face, +and said:--"Wot's up?" + +"I have been robbed! My fifteen pounds have been taken from me." + +"Well I--" + +"Jonas!" she said, "I know it was you. It was you who robbed me, +where those men robbed my father. Just as I got into the cart you +robbed me." + +He lowered the lantern. + +"Look here, Matabel, mind wot I said. In matrimony it's all give +and take, and if there ain't give on one side, then there's take, +take on the t'other. I ain't going to have this no Paradise if I +can help it." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +IVER. + + +Next day was bright; but already some rime lay in the cold and +marshy bottom of the Punch-Bowl. + +Mehetabel went round the farm with Bideabout, and with some pride +he showed her his possessions, his fields, his barn, sheds and +outhouses. Amongst these was that into which she had been taken +on the night of her father's murder. + +She had often heard the story from Iver. She knew how that every +door had been shut against her except that of the shed in which +the heather and broom steels were kept that belonged to Jonas, and +which served as his workshop. + +With a strange sense, as though she were in the hands of Fate +thrusting her on, she knew not whither, with remorseless cogency, +the young wife looked into the dark shed which had received her +eighteen years before. + +It was wonderful that she should have begun the first chapter of +her life there, and that she should return to the same spot to +open the second chapter. + +She felt relieved when Jonas left her to herself. Then she at +once set to work on the house, in which there was much to be done. +She was ambitious to get it into order and comfort before Mrs. +Verstage came to visit her in her new quarters. + +As she worked, her mind reverted to the Ship. Would she be missed +there? Would the new maid engaged be as active and attentive as +she had been? Her place in the hearts of the old couple was now +occupied by Iver. However much the innkeeper might pretend to be +hard of reconciliation, yet he must yearn after his own son; he must +be proud of him now that Iver was grown so fine and independent, +and had carved for himself a place in the world. + +When the first feeling of regret over her departure was passed +away, then all their thoughts, their aspirations, their pride +would be engrossed by Iver. + +Mehetabel was scouring a saucepan. She lowered it, and her hands +remained inactive. Iver!--she saw him, as he stood before her in +the Ship, extending his hands to her. She almost felt his grasp +again. + +Mehetabel brushed back the hair that had fallen over her face; and +as she did so a tear ran down her cheek. + +Then she heard her husband's voice; he was speaking with Samuel +Rocliffe, his nephew; and it struck her as never before, how +harsh, how querulous was his intonation. + +During the day, Mrs. Rocliffe came in, looked about inquisitively, +and pursed up her lips when she saw the change effected, and +conjectured that more was likely to follow. + +"I suppose nuthin' is good enough as it was--but you must put +everything upside down?" + +"On the contrary, I am setting on its feet everything I have +found topsy-turvy." + +To the great surprise of all, on the following Sunday, Bideabout, +in his best suit, accompanied Mehetabel to church. He had never +been a church-goer. He begrudged having to pay tithes. He begrudged +having to pay something for his seat in addition to tithes to the +church, if he went to a dissenting chapel. If religious ministrations +weren't voluntary and gratuitous, "then," said Jonas, "he didn't +think nuthin' of 'em." + +Jonas had been disposed to scoff at religion, and to work on +Sundays, though not so openly as on other days of the week. He +went to church now because he was proud of his wife; not out of +devotion, but vanity. + +Some days later arrived a little tax-cart driven by Iver, with +Mrs. Verstage in it. + +The hostess had already discovered what a difference it made in +her establishment to have in it a raw and dull-headed maid in +the room of the experienced and intelligent daughter. She did +not regret what she had done--she had removed Mehetabel out of +the reach of Iver, and had no longer any anxiety as to the disposal +of his property by Simon. For her own sake she was sorry, as she +plainly saw that her life was likely to run less smoothly in the +future in her kitchen and with her guests. Now that Mehetabel was +no longer dangerous, her heart unfolded towards her once more. + +The young wife received Mrs. Verstage with pleasure. The flush +came into her cheeks when she saw her, and for the moment she had +no eyes, no thoughts, no welcome for Iver. + +The landlady was not so active as of old, and she had to be assisted +from her seat. As soon as she reached the ground she was locked in +the embrace of her daughter by adoption. + +Then Mehetabel conducted the old woman over the house, and showed +her the new arrangements she had made, and consulted her on certain +projected alterations. + +Jonas had come to the door when the vehicle arrived; he was in his +most gracious mood, and saluted first the hostess and then her +son, with unwonted cordiality. + +"Come now, Matabel," said Mrs. Verstage, when both she and the +young wife were alone together, "I did well to push this on, eh? +You have a decent house, and a good farm. All yours, not rented, +so none can turn you out. What more could you desire? I dare be +sworn Bideabout has got a pretty nest egg stuck away somewhere, +up the chimney or under the hearth. Has he shown you what he has? +There was the elder Gilly Cheel was a terrible skinflint. When he +died his sons hunted high and low for his money and couldn't find +it. And just as they wos goin' to bury him, the nuss said she +couldn't make a bootiful corpse of him, he were that puffed in +his mouth. What do you think, Matabel? The old chap had stuffed +his money into his mouth when he knew he was dyin'. Didn't want +nobody to have it but himself. Don't you let Bideabout try any +of them games." + +"Have you missed me greatly, dear mother?" asked Mehetabel, who +had heard the story of Giles Cheel before. + +Mrs. Verstage sighed. + +"My dear, do you know the iron-stone bowl as belonged to my +mother. The girl broke it, and hadn't the honesty to say so, but +stuck it together wi' yaller soap, and thought I wouldn't see it. +Then one of the customers made her laugh, and she let seven +pewters fall, and they be battered outrageous. And she has been +chuckin' the heel taps to the hog, and made him as drunk as a +Christian. She'll drive me out of my seven senses." + +"So you do miss me, mother?" + +"My dear--no--I'm not selfish. It is all for your good. There wos +Martha Lintott was goin' to a dance, and dropped her bustle. Patty +Pickett picked it up, and thinkin' she couldn't have too much of +a good thing, clapped it on a top of her own and cut a fine figure +wi' it--wonderful. And Martha looked curious all up and down wi'out +one. But she took it reasonable, and said, 'What's one woman's loss +is another woman's gain.' O, my dear life! If Iver would but settle +with Polly Colpus I should die content." + +"Is not the match agreed to yet?" + +"No!" Mrs. Verstage sighed. "I've got my boy back, but not for +long. He talks of remaining here awhile to paint--subjects, he +calls 'em, but he don't rise to Polly as I should like. Polly is +a good girl. Master Colpus was at your weddin', and was very civil +to Iver. I heard him invite the boy to come over and look in on +him some evening--Sunday, for instance, and have a bite of supper +and a glass. But Iver hasn't been nigh the Colpuses yet; and when +I press him to go he shrugs his shoulders and says he has other +and better friends he must visit first." + +Mrs. Verstage sighed again. + +"Well, perhaps he doesn't fancy Polly," said Mehetabel. + +"Why should he not fancy her? She will have five hundred pounds, +and old James Colpus's land adjoins ours. I don't understand +Iver's ways at all." + +Mehetabel laughed. "Dear mother, you cannot expect that; he did +not think with his father's head when a boy. He will think only +with his own head now he is a man." + +"Look here, Matabel. I'll leave Iver to you for half-an-hour. Show +him the cows. I'll make Bideabout take me to his sister. I want to +have it out with her for not coming to the wedding. I'm not the +person to let these things pass. Say a word to Iver about Polly, +there is a dear. I cannot bring them together, but you may, you +are so clever." + +Meanwhile Iver and Jonas had been in conversation. The latter had +been somewhat contemptuous about the profession of an artist, and +was not a little astonished when he heard the prices realized by +pictures. Iver told the Broom-Squire that he intended making some +paintings of the Punch-Bowl, and that he had a mind to draw Kink's +farm. + +In that case, said Bideabout, a percentage of the money such a +picture fetched would be due to him. He didn't see that anyone had +a right to take a portrait of his house and not pay him for it. If +Iver were content to draw his house, he must, on no account, include +that of the Rocliffes, for there was a mortgage on that, and there +might be trouble with the lawyers. + +Mrs. Verstage proposed to Bideabout that she should go with him +to his sister's house, and he consented. + +"Look here, Matabel," said he, "there is Mister Iver thinks he can +make a pictur' of the spring, if you'll get a pitcher and stand +by it. I dare say if it sells, he'll not forget us." + +"I wish I could take Mehetabel and her pitcher off your hands, and +not merely the portrait of both," laughed Iver, to cover the +confusion of the girl, who reddened with annoyance at the grasping +meanness of Jonas. + +When Iver was alone with her, as they were on their way to the +spring, he said, "Come, this will not do at all. For the first time +we are free to chat together, as in the old times when we were +inseparable friends. Why are you shy now, Matabel?" + +"You must be glad to be home again with the dear father and +mother," she said. + +"Yes, but I miss you; and I had so reckoned on finding you there." + +"You will remain at the Ship now," urged she. + +"I don't know that. I have my profession. I have leisure during +part of the summer and fall, making studies for pictures--but I +take pupils; they pay." + +"You must consider the old folk." + +"I do. I will visit them occasionally. But art is a mistress, and +an imperious one. When one is married one is no longer independent." + +"You are married?" asked Mehetabel, with a flush in her cheeks. + +"Yes, to my art." + +"Oh! to paints and brushes! Tell me true, Iver! Has no girl won +your heart whilst you have been from home?" + +"I have found many to admire, but my heart is free. I have had no +time to think of girls' faces--save as studies. Art is a mistress +as jealous as she is exacting." + +Mehetabel drew a long breath. There went up a flash of light in +her mind, for which she did not attempt to account. "You are +free--that is famous, and can take Polly Colpus." + +Then she laughed, and Iver laughed. + +They laughed long and merrily together. + +"This is too much," exclaimed Iver. "At home father is at me to +exchange the mahl-stick for an ox-goad, and mother wearies me with +laudation of Polly Colpus. I shall revolt and run away, as I did +not expect you to lend a hand with Polly." + +"You must not run away," said Mehetabel, earnestly. "Iver! I was +all those years at the Ship, with mother, after you went, and I +have seen how her heart has ached for you. She is growing old. +Let her have consolation during the years that remain for the +sorrow of those that are past." + +"I cannot take to farming, nor turn publican, and I will not +have Polly Colpus." + +"Here is the spring," said Mehetabel. + +She set the pitcher beside the water, leaned back in the hedge, +musing, with her finger to her chin, her eyes on the ground, and +her feet crossed. + +"Stand as you are. That is perfect. Do not stir. I will make a +pencil sketch." + +The spring gushed from under a bank, in a clear and copious jet. +It had washed away the sand, and had buried itself in a nook +among ferns and moss. On the top of the bank was a rude shed, open +at the side, with a cart at rest in it. Wild parsnips in full +flower nodded before the water. + +"I could desire nothing better," said Iver, "and that pale blue +skirt of yours, the white stockings, the red kerchief round your +head--in color as in arrangement everything is admirable." + +"You have not your paints with you." + +"I will come another day and bring them. Now I will only sketch +in the outline." + +Presently Iver laughed. "Matabel! If I took Polly she would be of +no use to me whatever, not even as a model." + +Presently the Broom-Squire returned with Mrs. Verstage, and looked +over the shoulder of the artist. + +"Not done much," he said. + +"I shall have to come again and yet again, to put in the color," +said Iver. + +"Come when and as often as you like," said Bideabout. Neither of +the men noticed the shrinking that affected the entire frame of +Mehetabel, as Jonas said these words, but it was observed by Mrs. +Verstage, and a shade of anxiety swept over her face. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +AGAIN-IVER. + + +A few days after this first visit, Iver was again at the Kinks' +farm. + +The weather was fine, and he protested that he must take advantage +of it to proceed with his picture. + +Mehetabel was reluctant to stand. She made excuses that were at +once put aside. + +"If you manage to sell pictures of our place," said Bideabout, "our +Punch-Bowl may get a name, and folk come here picnicking from +Godalming and Guildford and Portsmouth; and I'll put up a board with +Refreshments--Moderate, over the door, and Matabel shall make tea +or sell cake, and pick up a trifle towards; housekeeping." + +A month was elapsed since Mehetabel's marriage, the month of honey +to most--one of empty comb without sweetness to her. She had drawn +no nearer to her husband than before. They had no interests, no +tastes in common. They saw all objects through a different medium. + +It was not a matter of concern to Mehetabel that she was left +much alone by Jonas, and that her sister-in-law and the rest of +the squatters treated her as an interloper. + +As a child, at the Ship, without associates of her own age, after +Iver's departure, she had lived much to herself, and now her soul +craved for solitude. And yet, when she was alone the thoughts of +her heart troubled her. + +Jonas was attached, in his fashion, to his beautiful wife; he +joked, and was effusive in his expressions of affection. But she +did not respond to his jokes, and his demonstrations of affection +repelled her. Jonas was too dull, or vain, to perceive this, and +he attributed her coldness to modesty, real or affected, probably +the latter. + +Mehetabel shrank from looking full in the face, the thought that +she must spend the rest of her life with this man. She was well +aware that she could not love him, could hardly bring herself to +like him, the utmost she could hope was that she might arrive at +enduring him. + +Whilst in this condition of unrest and discouragement, Iver +appeared, and his presence lit up the desolation in which she was. +The sight of him, the sound of his voice, aroused old recollections, +helped to drive away the shadows that environed her, and that +clouded her mind. There was no harm in this, and yet she was +uneasy. Cheerful as she was when he was present, there was +something feverish in this cheerfulness, and it left her more +unhappy than before when he was gone, and more conscious of the +impossibility of accommodating herself to her lot. + +The visit on one fine day was followed by another when the rain +fell heavily. + +Iver entered the house, shook his wet hat and cloak, and with a +laugh, exclaimed-- + +"Here I am--to continue the picture." + +"In such weather?" + +"Little woman! When I started the wind was in the right quarter. +All at once it veered round and gave me a drenching. What odds? +You can stand at the window, and I can proceed with the figure. +It was tedious at the Ship. Between you and me and the post, I +cannot get along with the fellows who come there to drink. You +are the only person in Thursley with whom I can talk and be happy." + +"Bideabout is not at home." + +"I didn't come through the rain to see Bideabout, but you." + +"Will you have anything to eat or drink?" + +"Anything that you can give me. But I did not come for that. To +tell the truth, I don't think I'll venture on the picture. The +light is so bad. It is of no consequence. We can converse. I am +sick of public-house talk. I ran away to be with you. We are old +chums, are we not, dear Matabel?" + +A fire of peat was on the hearth. She threw on skin-turf that flamed +up. + +Iver was damp. His hands were clammy. His hair ends dripped. His +face was running with water. He spread his palms over the flame, +and smiled. + +"And so you were tired of being at home?" she said, as she put the +turves together. + +"Home is no home to me, now you are gone," was his answer. + +Then, after a pause, during which he chafed his hands over the +dancing flame, he added: "I wish you were back in the old Ship. The +old Ship! It is no longer the dear old Ship of my recollections, +now that you have deserted. Why did you leave? It is strange to me +that my mother did not write and tell me that you were going to be +married. If she had done that--" + +He continued drying his hands, looking dreamily into the flame, +and left the sentence incomplete. + +"It is queer altogether," he pursued. "When I told her I was at +Guildford, and proposed returning, she put me off, till my father +was better prepared. She would break the news to him, see how--he +took it, and so on. I waited, heard no more, so came unsummoned, +for I was impatient at the delay. She knew I wished to hear about +you, Mattee, dear old friend and playmate. I asked in my letters +about you. You know you ceased to write, and mother labored at the +pen herself, finally. She answered that you were well--nothing +further. Why did she not tell me of your engagement? Have you any +idea, Matabel?" + +She bowed over the turf, to hide her fate, but the leaping flame +revealed the color that mantled cheek, and throat, and brow. Her +heart was beating furiously. + +"That marriage seems to me to have been cobbled up precious +quickly. Were you so mighty impatient to have the Broom-Squire +that you could not wait till you were twenty? A girl of eighteen +does not know her own mind. A pretty kettle of fish there will be +if you discover, when too late, that you have made a mistake, and +married the wrong man, who can never make you happy." + +Mehetabel started upright, and went with heaving bosom to the +window, then drew back in surprise, for she saw the face of Mrs. +Rocliffe at the pane, her nose applied to and flattened against +the glass, and looking like a dab of putty. + +She was offended at the woman's inquisitiveness, and went to the +door to inquire if she needed anything. + +"Nuthin' at all," answered Sarah, with a laugh, "except to see +whether my brother was home. It's early days beginning this, I call +it." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Oh, nuthin'." + +"Iver is here," said Mehetabel, controlling herself. "Will you +please to come in?" + +"But Jonas is not, is he?" + +"No; he has gone to Squire Mellers about a load of stable-brooms." + +"I wouldn't come in on no account," said Mrs. Rocliffe. "Two's +company, three's none," and she turned and departed. + +After she had shut the door Mehetabel went hastily through the +kitchen into the scullery at the back. Her face was crimson, and +she trembled in all her joints. + +Iver called to her; she answered hastily that she was engaged, and +presently, after she had put bread and cake and butter on the +table, she fled to her own room upstairs, seated herself on a +chair, and hid her burning face in her apron. + +The voice of her husband below afforded sensible relief to her in +her mortification. He was speaking with Iver; cursing the weather +and his bad luck. His long tramp in the rain had been to no +purpose. The Squire, to whose house he had been, was out. She +washed her face, combed and smoothed her hair, and slowly descended +the stairs. + +On seeing her Jonas launched forth in complaints, and showed +himself to be in an evil temper. He must have ale, not wish-wash +tea, fit only for old women. He would not stuff himself with cake +like a school child. He must have ham fried for him at once. + +He was in an irritable mood, and found fault with his wife about +trifles, or threw out sarcastic remarks that wounded, and made +Iver boil with indignation. Jonas did not seem to bear the young +artist a grudge; he was, in fact, pleased to see him, and proposed +to him to stay the evening and have a game of cards. + +It was distressing to Mehetabel to be rebuked in public, but she +made no rejoinder. Jonas had seized on the opportunity to let his +visitor see that he was not tied to his wife's apron string, but +was absolute master in his own house. The blood mounted to Iver's +brow, and he clenched his hands under the table. + +To relieve the irksomeness of the situation Iver proceeded to undo +a case of his colored sketches that he had brought with him. + +These water-colors were charming in their style, a style much +affected at that period; the tints were stippled in, and every +detail given with minute fidelity. The revolution in favor of +blottesque had not yet set in, and the period was happily far +removed from that of the impressionist, who veils his incapacity +under a term--an impression, and calls a daub a picture. Nature +never daubs, never strains after effects. She is painstaking, +delicate in her work, and reticent. + +Whilst Mehetabel was engaged frying ham, Iver showed his drawings +to the Broom-Squire, who treated them without perception of their +beauty, and valued them solely as merchandise. But when supper was +ready, and whilst Jonas was eating, he had a more interested and +appreciative observer in Mehetabel, to whom the drawings afforded +unfeigned pleasure. In her delight she sat close to Iver; her warm +breath played over his cheek, as he held up the sketches to the +light, and pointed out the details of interest. + +Once when these were minute, and she had to look closely to observe +them, in the poor light afforded by the candle, without thinking +what he was about, Iver put his hand on her neck. She started, and +he withdrew it. The action was unobserved by Bideabout, who was +engrossed in his rasher. + +When Jonas had finished his meal, he thrust his plate away, +produced a pack of cards, and said-- + +"Here, Mr. Iver, are pictures worth all of yours. Will you come +and try your luck or skill against me? We'll have a sup of brandy +together. Matabel, bring glasses and hot-water." + +Iver went to the door and looked out. The rain descended in +streams; so he returned to the table, drew up his chair and took +a hand. + +When Mehetabel had washed the plates and dishes used at the meal, +she seated herself where she could see by the candle-light, took +up her needlework, and was prepared to snuff the wick as was +required. + +Iver found that he could not fix his attention on the game. +Whenever Mehetabel raised her hand for the snuffers, he made a +movement to forestall her, then sometimes their eyes met, and she +lowered hers in confusion. + +The artistic nature of Iver took pleasure in the beautiful; and +the features, coloring, grace of the young Broom-Squiress, were +such as pleased him and engaged his attention. He made no attempt +to analyze his feelings towards her. He was not one to probe his +own heart, nor had he the resolution to break away from temptation, +even when recognized as such. Easy-going, good-natured, impulsive, +with a spice of his mother's selfishness in his nature, he allowed +himself to follow his inclinations without consideration whither +they might lead him, and how they might affect others. + +Iver's eyes, thoughts, were distracted from the game. He lost +money--five shillings, and Jonas urged him to play for higher +stakes. + +Then Mehetabel laid her needlework in her lap, and said-- + +"No, Iver, do not. You have played sufficiently, and have lost +enough. Go home." + +Jonas swore at her. + +"What is that to you? We may amuse ourselves without your meddling. +What odds to you if he loses, so long as I win. I am your husband +and not he." + +But Iver rose, and laughingly said:-- + +"Better go home with a wet jacket than with all the money run out +of my pocket. Good-night, Bideabout." + +"Have another shot?" + +"Not another." + +"She put you up to this," with a spiteful glance at Mehetabel. + +"Not a bit, Jonas. Don't you think a chap feels he's losing blood, +without being told he is getting white about the gills." + +The Broom-Squire sulkily began to gather up the cards. + +"What sort of a night is it, Mehetabel? Go to the door and see," +said he. + +The girl rose and opened the door. + +Without, the night was black as pitch, and in the light that +issued the raindrops glittered as they fell. In the trees, in +the bushes, on the grass, was the rustle of descending rain. + +"By Jove, it's worse than ever," said Iver: "lend me a lantern, or +I shall never reach home." + +"I haven't one to spare," replied Bideabout; "the hogs and calves +must be tended, and the horse, Old Clutch, littered down. Best way +that you have another game with me, and you shall stay the night. +We have a spare room and bed." + +"I accept with readiness," said Iver. + +"Go--get all ready, Matabel. Now, then! you cut, I deal." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +DREAMS. + + +Iver remained the night in the little farm-house. He thought +nothing as he lay in bed of the additional shillings he had lost +to Jonas, but of the inestimable loss he had sustained in Mehetabel. + +The old childish liking he had entertained for her revived. It did +more than revive, it acquired strength and heat. As a boy he had +felt some pride and self-consequence because of the child whom he +had introduced into the Christian Church, and to whom he had given +a name. Now he was elated to think that she was the most beautiful +woman he had seen, and angry with the consciousness that she was +snatched from him. + +Why had he not returned to Thursley a day, half a day, earlier? +Why had Fate played such a cruel game with him? What a man this +Jonas Kink was who had won the prize. Was he worthy of it? Did he +value Mehetabel as he should? A fellow who could not perceive +beauty in a landscape and see the art in his drawings was not +one to know that his wife was lovely, or if he knew it did so in +a stupid, unappreciative manner. Did he treat Mehetabel kindly; +with ordinary civility? Iver remembered the rebukes, the slights +put on her in his own presence. + +Iver's bedroom was neat, everything in it clean. The bed was one of +those great tented four-posters which were at the time much +affected in Surrey, composed of covering and curtains of striped--or +pranked--cotton, blue and white. Mehetabel, in the short while she +had been in the Punch-Bowl, had put the spare room in order. She +had found it used as a place for lumber, every article of furniture +deep in dust, and every curtain rent. The corners of the room had +been given over for twenty years as the happy hunting-ground of +spiders. Although Bideabout had taken some pains to put his house +in order before his marriage, repairs had been executed only on +what was necessary, and in a parsimonious spirit. The spare room had +been passed over, as not likely to be needed. To that as to every +other portion of the house, Mehetabel had turned her attention, +and it was now in as good condition to receive a guest as the +bedrooms in the Ship Inn. + +Presently Iver went to sleep, lulled by the patter of the rain on +the roof, on the leaves, and the sobbing of the moist wind through +the ill-adjusted casement. + +As he slept he had a dream. + +He thought that he heard Thursley Church bells ringing. He believed +he had been to church to be married. He was in his holiday attire, +and was holding his bride by the hand. He turned about to see who +was his partner, and recognized Mehetabel. She was in white, but +whiter than her dress and veil was her bloodless face, and her +dark brows and hair marked it as with mourning. + +There was this strange element in his dream, that he could not +leave the churchyard. + +He endeavored to follow the path to the gate, outside which the +villagers were awaiting them with flowers and ready to cheer; but +he was unable to reach it. The path winded in and out among the +gravestones, and round and round the church, till at length it +reached the tomb of the murdered sailor. + +All the while the ringers were endeavoring to give the young bridal +pair a merry peal, and failed. The ropes slid from their hands, +and only the sexton succeeded in securing one, and with that he +tolled. Distinctly Iver saw the familiar carving of the three +murderers robbing and killing their victim. He had often laughed +over the bad drawing of the figures--he laughed now, in sleep. + +Then he thought that he heard Mehetabel reproach him for having +returned, to be her woe. And that between each sentence she sobbed. + +Thereupon he again looked at her. + +She was beautiful, more beautiful than ever--a beauty sublimated, +rendered almost transparent. As he looked she became paler, and +the hand he held grew colder. Now ensued a strange phenomenon. + +She was sinking. Her feet disappeared in the spongy turf that +oozed with water after the long rain. Her large dark eyes were +fixed on him entreatingly, reproachfully. + +Then she was enveloped to her knees, and as she went down, the +stain of the wet grass and the soil of the graveyard clay rose an +inch up her pure white garment. + +She held his hand tenaciously, as the only thing to which she +could cling to save her from being wholly engulfed. + +Then she was swallowed up to her waist, and he became aware that +if he continued to clasp her hand, she would drag him under the +earth. In his dream he reasoned with her. He pointed out to her +that it was impossible for him to be of any service to her, and +that he was jeopardizing his own self, unless he disengaged himself +from her. + +He endeavored to release his hand. She clung the more obstinately, +her fingers were deadly cold and numbed him, yet he was resolute +in self-defence, and finally freed his hand. Then she sank more +rapidly, with despair in the upturned face. He tried to escape +her eyes, he could not. It was a satisfaction to him when the rank +grass closed over them and got between the lips that were opened +in appeal for help. Then ensued a gulp. The earth had swallowed +her up, and in dream, he was running for his pallet and canvas to +make a study of the spot where she had sunk, in a peculiarly +favorable light. He woke, shivering, and saw that the gray morning +was looking in at his window between the white curtains. + +His hand, that had felt so chill, was out of the bed, and the +coverlet had slid off him, and was heaped on the floor. + +The wind had shifted, and now pressed the clouds together, rolled +them up and swept them into the lumber-house of clouds below the +horizon. He dressed leisurely, shook himself, to shake off the +impression produced by his dream, and laughed at himself for +having been disturbed by it. + +When he came downstairs he found that both Mehetabel and Jonas +were already on their feet, and that the former was preparing +breakfast. Her eyes were red, as if she had been crying. + +"How did you sleep?" she asked, with faint smile--"and what were +your dreams?" + +"They say that the first dream in new quarters comes true," threw +in the Broom-Squire; "but this is the idle chatter of old wives. +I make no count of it." + +Mehetabel observed that Iver started and seemed disconcerted at +this question relative to his dream. He evaded an answer, and she +saw that the topic was unpleasant, and to reply inconvenient. She +said no more; and Jonas had other matters to think about more +substantial than dreams. Yet Mehetabel could not fail to perceive +that their guest was out of tune. Was he annoyed at having lost +money, or was he in reality troubled by something that had occurred +during the night? An hour later Iver prepared to leave. + +"Come with me a little way," he pleaded with the hostess, "see me +safe off the premises." + +She did as was desired, though not without inner reluctance. And +yet, at the same time she felt that with his departure a something +would be gone that could not be replaced, a light out of her sky, +a strain of music out of her soul. + +The white fog lay like curd at the bottom of the Punch-Bowl. Here +and there a tree-top stood above the vapor, but only as a bosky +islet in the surface of mist, dense and chill. The smoke from the +chimneys of the squatter houses rose like steaming springs, but +the brick chimneys were submerged. So dense was the fog that it +muffled all sound, impeded the breath, struck cold to the marrow. +It smelt, for the savors of hog-pen and cow-stall were caught and +not allowed to dissipate. + +A step, and those ascending the side of the great basin were out +of the mist, and in sunshine, but it still held their feet to the +knees; another step and they were clear, and then their shadows +were cast, gigantic, upon the white surface below, and about each +head was a halo of light and rainbow tints. + +Every bush was twinkling as hung with diamonds of the purest +water. Larks were trilling, pouring forth in song the ecstasy +that swelled their hearts. The sky was blue as a nemophyla, and +cloudless. + +As soon as Iver and Mehetabel had issued from the fog and were +upon the heath, and in the sunshine, she stayed her feet. + +"I will go no further," she said. + +"Look," said he, "how the fog lies below at the bottom of the +Punch-Bowl, as though it were snow. Above, on the downs all is +sunshine." + +"Yes, you go up into the light and warmth," answered she. "I must +back and down into the cold vapors, cold as death." + +He thought of his dream. There was despondency in her tone. + +"The sun will pierce and scatter the vapors and shine over and +warm you below." + +She shook her head. + +"Iver," she said, "you may tell me now we are alone. What was +your dream?" + +Again he appeared disconcerted. + +"Of what, of whom did you dream?" + +"Of whom else could I dream but you--when under your roof," said +he with a laugh. + +"Oh, Iver! and what did you dream about me?" + +"Arrant nonsense. Dreams go by contraries." + +"Then what about me?" + +"I dreamt of your marriage." + +"Then that means death." + +He caught her to him, and kissed her lips. + +"We are brother and sister," he said, in self-exculpation. "Where +is the harm?" + +She disengaged herself hastily. + +She heard a cough and looked round, to see the mocking face of +Sarah Rocliffe, who had followed and had just emerged from the +curdling fog below. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +REALITIES. + + +Iver was gone. + +The light that had sparkled in Mehetabel's eyes, the flush, like +a carnation in her cheek, faded at once. She was uneasy that Mrs. +Rocliffe had surprised her and Iver, whilst he gave her that +ill-considered though innocent parting salute. + +What mischief she might make of it! How she might sow suspicion of +her in the heart of Jonas, and Iver would be denied the house! +Iver denied the house! Then she would see him no more, have no +more pleasant conversations with him. Indeed, then the cold, +clammy fog into which she descended was a figure of the life hers +would be, and it was one that no sun's rays could dissipate. + +After she had returned to the house she sank in a dark comer +like one weary after hard labor, and looked dreamily before her +at the floor. Her hands and her feet were motionless. + +A smile that every moment became more bitter sat on her lips. The +muscles of her face became more rigid. + +What if through jealousy, open discord broke out between her and +Jonas? Would it make her condition more miserable, her outlook +more desperate? She revolved in thought the events that were past. +She ranged them in their order--the proposal of Jonas, her refusal, +the humiliation to which she had been subjected by Mrs. Verstage +which had driven her to accept the man she had just rejected, the +precipitation with which the marriage had been hurried on, then +the appearance of Iver on her wedding day. + +She recalled the look that passed over his face when informed that +she was a bride, the clasp of his hands, and now--now--his kiss +burned on her lips, nay, had sunk in as a drop of liquid fire, and +was consuming her heart with anguish and sweetness combined. + +Was the kiss that of a brother to a sister? Was there in it, as +Iver said, no harm, no danger to herself? She thought of the journey +home from the Ship on her wedding evening, of the fifteen pounds of +which she had been robbed by her husband, the money given her by +"father" against the evil day. She had been deceived, defrauded by +the man she had sworn to honor, love, and obey. She had not +acquired love for him. Had he not by this act forfeited all claim +to both love and honor? + +She thought again of Iver, of his brown, agate-like eyes, but eyes +in which there was none of the hardness of a stone. She contrasted +him with Jonas. How mean, how despicable, how narrow in mind and +in heart was the latter compared with the companion of her youth. + +Mehetabel's face was bathed in perspiration. She slid to her knees +to pray; she folded her hands, and found herself repeating. +"Genesis, fifty chapters; Exodus, forty; Leviticus, twenty-seven; +Numbers, thirty-six; Deuteronomy, thirty-four; these are the books +that constitute the Pentateuch. The Book of Joshua--" + +Then she checked herself. In her distress, her necessity, she +was repeating the lesson last acquired in Sunday-school, which +had gained her a prize. This was not prayer. It brought her no +consolation, it afforded her no strength. She tried to find +something to which to cling, to stay her from the despair into +which she had slipped, and could only clearly figure to herself +that "the country of the Gergesenes lay to the southeast of the +Sea of Tiberias and that a shekel weighed ten hundred-weights and +ninety-two grains, Troy weight, equal to in avoirdupois--" her brain +whirled. She could not work out the sum. She could not pray. She +could recall no prayer. She could look to nothing beyond the +country of the Gergesenes. And yet, never in her life had she so +needed prayer, strength, as now, when this new guilty passion +was waking in her heart. + +Shuddering at the thought of revolt against her duty, unable +altogether to abandon the hope, the longing to see Iver again, +filled with vague terror of what the future might bring forth, +she remained as struck with paralysis, kneeling, speechless, with +head bowed, hands fallen at her side, seeing, hearing, knowing +nothing; and was roused with a start by the voice of Jonas who +entered, and asked--, + +"Wot's up now?" + +She could not answer him. She sprang to her feet and eagerly +flew to the execution of her domestic duties. + +Iver returned from his visit to the Punch-Bowl with a mind occupied +and ill at ease. + +He had allowed himself, without a struggle, to give way to the +impression produced on him by the beauty of Mehetabel. He enjoyed +her society--found pleasure in talking of the past. Her mind was +fresh; she was intelligent, and receptive of new ideas. She alone +of all the people of Thursley, whom he had encountered, was +endowed with artistic sense--was able to set the ideal above what +was material. He did not ask himself whether he loved her. He knew +that he did, but the knowledge did not trouble him. After a +fashion, Mehetabel belonged to him as to none other. She was +associated with his earliest and sunniest recollections. + +Mehetabel could sympathize with him in his love for the beautiful +in Nature. She had ever been linked with his mother in love for +him. She had been the vehicle of communication between him and his +mother till almost the last moment; it was through her that all +tidings of home had reached him. + +When his father had refused to allow Iver's name to be mentioned +in his presence, for hours daily the thoughts of him had been in +the hearts of his mother and this girl. With united pity and love, +they had followed his struggles to make his way. + +There was much obstinacy in Iver. + +Resolution to have his own way had made him leave home to follow +an artistic career, regardless of the heartache he would cause +his mother, and the resentment he would breed in his father. + +Thus, without consideration of the consequences to himself, to +Mehetabel, to Jonas, he allowed his glowing affection for the +young wife to gather heat, without attempt to master or extinguish +it. + +There is a certain careless happiness in the artistic soul that +is satisfied with the present, and does not look into the future. +The enjoyment of the hour, the banquet off the decked table, the +crown of roses freshly blown, suffice the artist's soul. It has no +prevision of the morrow--makes no provision for the winter. + +That the marriage of Mehetabel with Jonas had raised barriers +between them was hardly considered. That the Broom-Squire might +resent having him hover round his young flower, did not enter +into Iver's calculations; least of all did it concern him that +he was breaking the girl's heart, and forever making it impossible +for her to reconcile herself to her position. + +As Iver walked home over the common, and enjoyed the warmth and +brilliancy of the sun, he asked himself again, why his mother +had not prepared him for the marriage of Mehetabel. + +Mehetabel had certainly not taken Jonas because she loved him. +She was above sordid considerations. What, then, had induced her +to take the man? She had been happy and contented at the Ship; +why, then, did she leave it? + +On reaching home, he put the question to his mother. "It is a +puzzle to me, which I cannot unravel, why has Matabel become +Bideabout's wife?" + +"Why should she not?" asked his mother in return. "It was a catch +for such as she--a girl without a name, and bare of a dower. She +has every reason to thank me for having pushed the marriage on." + +Iver looked at his mother with surprise. + +"Then you had something to do with it?" + +"Of course I had," answered she. "I did my duty. I am not so young +as I was. I had to think for Matabel's future. She is no child of +mine. She can expect nothing from your father nor from me. When a +good offer came, then I told her to accept and be thankful. She +is a good girl, and has been useful in the house, and some people +think her handsome. But young men don't court a girl who has no +name, and has had three men hanged because of her." + +"Mother! what nonsense! The men were executed because they murdered +her father." + +"It is all one. She is marked with the gallows. Ill-luck attaches +to her. There has been a blight on her from the beginning. I mind +when her father chucked her down all among the fly-poison. Now she +has got the Broom-Squire, she may count herself lucky, and thank +me for it." + +"Good heavens!" exclaimed Iver. "Then this marriage is your doing?" + +"Yes--I told her that, before you came here, I must have her clear +out of the house." + +"Why?" + +A silence ensued. Mrs. Verstage looked at her son--into his great, +brown eyes--and what she saw there alarmed her. Her lips moved to +speak, but she could utter no words. She had let out her motive +without consideration in the frankness that was natural to her. + +"I ask, mother, why did you stop Matabel from writing, and take +up the correspondence yourself at last; and then, when you did +write to me at Guildford, you said not one word about Mehetabel +being promised to the Broom-Squire?" + +"I could not put all the news of the parish into my letter. How +should I know that this concerned you?" + +"We were together as children. If ever there were friends in the +world, it was we." + +"I am a bad writer. It takes me five minutes over one word, just +about. I said what I had to say, and no more, and I were a couple +o' days over that." + +"Why did you ask me to postpone my coming home?--why seek to keep +me away till after Mehetabel's marriage?" + +"There was a lot to do in the house, preparation for the weddin'--her +gownds--I couldn't have you here whilst all the rout was on. I +wanted to have you come when all was quiet again, and I could +think of you. What wi' preparations and schemin' my head was full." + +"Was that the only reason, mother?" + +She did not answer. Her eyes fell. + +Iver threw his hat on the table, and went to his room. He was +incensed against his mother. He guessed the reason why she had +urged on the marriage, why she had kept him in ignorance of the +engagement, why she had delayed his return to Thursley. + +She had made her plans. She wished to marry him to Polly Colpus, +and she dreaded his association with Mehetabel as likely to be +prejudicial to the success of her cherished scheme, now that the +girl was in the ripeness of her beauty and to Iver invested with +the halo of young associations, of boy romance. + +If his mother had told him! If she had not bidden him postpone his +coming home! Then all would have turned out well. Mehetabel would +not have been linked to an undesirable man, whom she could not +love; and he would have been free to make her his own. + +His heart was bitter as wormwood. + +Mrs. Verstage saw but too plainly that her son was estranged from +her; and she could form a rough estimate of the reason. He addressed +her indeed with a semblance of love and showed her filial attention, +but her maternal instinct assured her that something stood between +them, something which took the reality and spontaneity out of his +demonstrations of affection. + +Iver occupied himself with the picture of Mehetabel at the fountain. +It was his great pleasure to work thereon. If he was not engaged at +his canvas in the tavern, he was wandering in the direction of the +Punch-Bowl to make studies for pictures, so he said. His mother +saw that there was no prospect of retaining her son at the Ship +for long. What held him there was not love for her, desire to +recover lost ground with his father, not a clinging to his old +home, not a desire to settle and take up his father's work; it +was something else--she feared to give utterance to the thought +haunting her mind. + +"You are a fool, old woman," said her husband to her one night. +"You and I might have been easy and happy in our old age had you +not meddled and made mischief. You always was a great person for +lecturin' about Providence, and it's just about the one thing you +won't let alone." + +"What do you mean, Simon?" she asked, and her heart beat fast +with presage of what he would say. + +"Why, Susan, if you had not thrust Mehetabel into the Broom-Squire's +arms when she didn't want to be there no more nor among brimbles, +then Iver would have taken her and all would have been peace." + +"What makes you say that?" she asked, in a flutter of terror. + +"Oh, I'll be bound it would have been so. Iver has been asking +all manner of questions about Matabel, and why she took Jonas. +I sed it was agin my wishes, but that you would have it, so +Matabel had to give in." + +"Simon, why did you say that? You set the boy against me." + +"I don't see that, Sanna. It is you who have put the fat in the +fire. If you try to turn a stream to run uphill, you will souse +your own field, and won't get the water to go where you drive it. +It's my belief that all the while he has been away, Iver has had +his mind set upon Matabel. I'm not surprised. You may go through +Surrey, and won't find her match. Now he comes home and finds that +you have spoiled his chance, with your meddlesomeness--and there'll +be the devil to pay, yet. That's my opinion." + +The old man turned on his side and was asleep, but self-reproach +for what was past and doubt as to the future kept his wife awake +all night. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +BACK AGAIN. + + +Fever boiled in the heart of Mehetabel. A mill-race of ideas +rushed through her brain. + +She found no rest in her household work, for it was not possible for +her to keep her mind upon it. Nor was there sufficient employment +to be found in the house to engage all her time. + +Do what she would, make for herself occupation, there was still +space in which to muse and to torment herself with her thoughts. +Whilst her hands were engaged she craved for leisure in which to +think; when unemployed, the ferment within rendered idleness +intolerable. + +When the work of the house was accomplished, she went to the +fountain where she had been drawn by Iver, and there saw again +the glowing brown of his eyes fixed on her, and reheard the tones +of his voice addressing her. Then she would start as though stung +by a wasp and go along the track up the Punch-Bowl, recalling +every detail of her walk with Iver, and feeling again his kiss +upon her lips. She tried to forget him; with a resolution of which +she was capable she shut against his entry every door of her heart. +But she found it was impossible to exclude the thoughts of him. +Had she not looked up to him from early childhood, and idolized +him? She had been accustomed to think of him, to talk of him daily +to his mother, after he had left the Ship. That mother who had +forcibly separated her from him had herself ingrafted Iver into +her inmost thoughts, made of him an integral portion of her mind. +She had been taught by Mrs. Verstage to bring him into all her +dreams of the future, as a factor without which that future would +be void and valueless, She had, indeed, never dreamed of him as a +lover, a husband; nevertheless to Mehetabel the future had always +been associated in a vague, yet very real, manner with Iver. His +return was to inaugurate the epoch of a new and joyous existence. +It was not practicable for her to pluck out of her heart this idea, +which had thrust its fibres through every layer and into every +corner of her mind. Those fibres were now thrilling with vitality, +asserting a vigorous life. + +She asked herself the same question that had presented itself to +his mind, what if Iver had returned one day, one hour, before he +actually did? Then her marriage with Jonas would have been made +impossible. The look into his eyes, the pressure of his hand would +have bound her to him for evermore. + +"Why, why, and oh why!" with a cry of pain, "had he not returned +in time to save her?" + +"Why, why, and oh why!" with blood from her heart, "did he return +at all when too late to save her?" + +Mehetabel had a clear and sound understanding. She was not one to +play tricks with her conscience, and to reason herself into +allowing what she was well aware was wrong. She nourished herself +in no delusion that her marriage with Jonas was formal and devoid +of the sanction of a spiritual bond. + +She took her Prayer Book, opened the marriage service, and re-read +the vows she had made. + +She had been asked, "Wilt thou have this man, Jonas, to thy wedded +husband, to live together after God's ordinance . . . and forsaking +all other keep thee only unto him, so long as ye both shall live?" +and thereto, in the sight of God and of the congregation, she had +promised. There was no escape from this. + +She had said--"I, Mehetabel, take thee, Jonas, to be my wedded +husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, +for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to +love, cherish and obey, till death us do part, according to God's +holy ordinance, and thereto I give thee my troth." + +There was no proviso inserted, as a means of escape; nothing +like: I will be true to thee unless Iver return; unless, thou, +Bideabout, prove unworthy of my love and obedience; unless there +be incompatibility of temper; unless I get tired of thee, and +change my mind. + +Mehetabel knew what the words meant, knew that she had been +sincere in intent when she said them. She knew that she was bound, +without proviso of any kind. + +She knew that she could not love Iver and be guiltless. But she +was aware also, now, when too late, that she had undertaken towards +Jonas what was, in a measure, impossible. + +Loyal to Jonas as far as outward conduct could make her, that she +was confident she would remain, but her heart had slipped beyond +her control, and her thoughts were winged and refused to be caged. + +"I say, Matabel!" + +The young wife started, and her bosom contracted. Her husband +spoke. He had come on her at a moment when, lost in day-dreams, +she least expected, desired, his presence. + +"What do you want with me, Jonas?" she asked as she recovered her +composure. + +"I want you to go to the Ship. The old woman there has fallen out +with the maid, and there are three gentlemen come for the shooting, +and want to be attended to. The old woman asked if you would help +a bit. I said 'Dun know:' but after a bit we agreed for a shilling +a day." + +"Never!" gasped Mehetabel. + +"I tried to screw more out of her necessity, but could not. +Besides, if you do well, you'll get half a crown from each of +the gents, and that'll be seven and six; and say three days at +the Inn, half-a-guinea all in all. I can spare you for that." + +"Jonas, I do not wish to go." + +"But I choose that you shall." + +"I pray you allow me to remain here." + +"There's Mr. Iver leaves to-day for his shop at Guildford, and I +reckon the old woman is put about over that, too." + +After some hesitation Mehetabel yielded. The thought that Iver +would not be at the Ship alone induced her to consent. + +She was hurt and angry that her husband had stipulated for payment +for her services. After the kindness, the generosity with which +she had been treated, this seemed ungracious in the extreme. She +said as much. + +"I don't see it," answered Jonas. "When you wos a baby she made +the parish pay her for taking you. Now she wants you, it is her +turn to pay." + +Bideabout did not allow his wife much time in which to make her +preparations. He had business in Godalming with a lawyer, and was +going to drive old Clutch thither. He would take Mehetabel with +him as far as Thursley. + +On reaching the tavern Mrs. Verstage met her with effusion, and +Iver, hearing his mother's exclamation, ran out. + +Mehetabel was surprised and confused at seeing him. He caught her +by the hand, helped her to descend from the cart, and retained his +hold of her fingers for a minute after it was necessary. + +He had told his mother that he must return to Guildford that day; +and when she had asked for Mehetabel's help she had calculated on +the absence of her son, who had been packing up his canvas and +paints. To him she had not breathed a word of the likelihood that +Mehetabel would be coming to her aid. + +"I daresay Bideabout will give you a lift, Iver," she said. + +"I don't know that I can," said Jonas. "I've promised to pick up +Lintott, and there ain't room in the trap for more than two." + +Then the Broom-Squire drove away. + +"See, Matabel," said Iver, pointing to the signboard, "I've +redaubed the Old Ship, quite to my father's satisfaction. By Jove, +I told mother I should return to Guildford to-day--but now, hang +me, if I do not defer my departure for a day or two." + +Mrs. Verstage looked reproachfully at her son. + +"Mother," said he in self-exculpation. "I shall take in ideas, a +model costs me from a shilling to half-acrown an hour, and here +is Matabel, a princess of models, will sit for nothing." + +"I shall be otherwise employed," said the girl, in confusion. + +"Indeed, I shan't spare her for any of that nonsense," said Mrs. +Verstage. + +The hostess was much perplexed. She had reckoned on her son's +departure before Mehetabel arrived. She would not have asked for +her assistance if she had not been convinced that he would take +himself off. + +She expostulated. Iver must not neglect his business, slight +his engagements. He had resolved to go, and had no right to +shilly-shally, and change his mind. She required his room. He +would be in the way with the guests. + +To all these objections Iver had an answer. In fine, said he, with +Mehetabel in the house he could not and he would not go. + +What was Mehetabel to do? Jonas had locked up his house and had +carried away the key with him; moreover, to return now was a +confession of weakness. What was Mrs. Verstage to do? She had +three visitors, real gentlemen, in the house. They must be made +comfortable; and the new servant, Polly, according to her notion, +was a hopeless creature, slatternly, forgetful, impudent. + +There was no one on whom the landlady could fall back, except +Mehetabel, who understood her ways, and was certain to give +satisfaction. Mrs. Verstage was not what she had once been, old +age, and more than that, an internal complaint, against which she +had fought, in which she had refused to believe, had quite recently +asserted itself, and she was breaking down. + +There was consequently no help for it. She resolved to keep a sharp +lookout on the young people, and employ Mehetabel unremittingly. +But of one thing she was confident. Mehetabel was not a person to +forget her duty and self-respect. + +The agitation produced by finding that Iver purposed remaining in +the house passed away, and Mehetabel faced the inevitable. + +Wherever her eye rested, memories of a happy girlhood welled up in +her soft and suffering breast. The geraniums in the window she had +watered daily. The canary--she had fed it with groundsel. The +brass skillets on the mantelshelf--they had been burnished by her +hand. The cushion on "father's" chair was of her work. Everything +spoke to her of the past, and of a happy past, without sharp +sorrows, without carking cares. + +Old Simon was rejoiced to see Mehetabel again in the house. He +made her sit beside him. He took her hand in his, and patted it. +A pleasant smile, like a sunbeam, lit up his commonplace features. + +"Mother and I have had a deal to suffer since you've been gone," +said Simon. "The girl Polly be that stupid and foreright (awkward) +we shall be drove mad, both of us, somewhen." + +"Do you see that window-pane?" he asked, pointing to a gap in the +casement. "Polly put her broom handle through. There was not one +pane broke all the time you was with us, and now there be three +gone, and no glazier in the village to put 'em to rights. You +mind the blue pranked (striped) chiney taypot? Mother set great +store on that. Polly's gone and knocked the spout off. Mother's +put about terrible over that taypot. As for the best sheets, +Polly's burnt a hole through one, let a cinder fly out on it, when +airing. Mother's in a pretty way over that sheet. I don't know +what there'll be to eat, Polly left the larder open, and the dog +has carried off a leg of mutton. It has been all cross and contrary +ever since you went." + +Simon mused a while, holding Mehetabel's hand, and said after a +pause, "It never ort to a' been. You was well placed here and never +ort to a' left. It was all mother's doing. She drove you into +weddin' that there Broom-Squire. Women can't be easy unless they +be hatchin' weddin's; just like as broody hens must be sittin' on +somethin'. If that had never been brought about, then the taypot +spout would not have been knocked off, nor the winder-pane broken, +nor the sheet riddled wi' a cinder, nor the dog gone off wi' the +leg o' mutton." + +Mehetabel was unable to suppress a sigh. + +"Winter be comin' on," pursued the old man, "and mother's gettin' +infirm, and a bit contrary. When Polly worrits her, then I ketches +it. That always wos her way. I don't look forward to winter. I +don't look forward to nuthin' now--" He became sorrowful. "All be +gone to sixes and sevens, now that you be gone, Matabel. What will +happen I dun' know, I dun' know." + +"What may happen," said Mehetabel, "is not always what we expect. +But one thing is certain--lost happiness is past recovery." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +GONE. + + +During the evening Iver was hardly able to take his eyes off +Mehetabel, as she passed to and fro in the kitchen. + +She knew where was every article that was needed for the gentlemen. +She moved noiselessly, did everything without fuss, without haste. + +He thought over the words she had uttered, and he had overheard: +Lost happiness is past recovery. Not only was she bereft of +happiness, but so was he. His father and mother, when too late, +had found that they also had parted with theirs when they had let +Mehetabel leave the house. + +She moved gracefully. She was slender, her every motion merited +to be sketched. Iver's artistic sense was excited to admiration. +What a girl she was! What a model! Oh, that he had her as his own! + +Mehetabel knew that she was watched, and it disconcerted her. She +was constrained to exercise great self-control; not to let slip +what she carried, not to forget what tasks had to be discharged. + +In her heart she glowed with pride at the thought that Iver loved +her--that he, the prince, the idol of her childhood, should have +retained a warm place in his heart for her. And yet, the thought, +though sweet, was bitter as well, fraught with foreshadowings of +danger. + +Mrs. Verstage also watched Mehetabel, and her son likewise, with +anxious eyes. + +The old man left the house to attend to his cattle; and one of +the gentlemen came to the kitchen-door to invite Iver, whose +acquaintance he had made during the day, to join him and his +companions over a bowl of punch. + +The young man was unable to refuse, but left with reluctance +manifest enough to his mother and Mehetabel. + +Then, when the hostess was alone with the girl, she drew her to +her side, and said, "There is now nothing to occupy you. Sit by me +and tell me about yourself and how you get on with Bideabout. You +have no notion how pleased I am to have you here again." + +Mehetabel kissed the old woman, and a tear from her eye fell on +the withering cheek of the landlady. + +"I dare be bound you find it lonely in the new home," said Mrs. +Verstage. "Here, in an inn, there is plenty of life; but in the +farm you are out of the world. How does the Broom-Squire treat +you?" + +She awaited an answer with anxiety, which she was unable to +disguise. + +After a pause Mehetabel replied, with heightened color, "Jonas is +not unkind." + +"You can't expect love-making every day," said the hostess. "It's +the way of men to promise the sun, moon, and planets, till you are +theirs, and after that, then poor women must be content to be +given a spark off a fallen star. There was Jamaica Cheel runn'd +away with his Betsy because he thought the law wouldn't let him +have her; she was the wife of another, you know. Then he found +she never had been proper married to the other chap, and when he +discovered he was fast tied to Betsy he'd a run away from her +only the law wouldn't let him. Jonas ain't beautiful and young, +that I allow." + +"I knew what he was when I married him," answered Mehetabel. "I +cannot say I find him other than what I expected." + +"But is he kind to you?" + +"I said he was not unkind." + +Mrs. Verstage looked questioningly at her adopted child. "I don't +know," she said, with quivering lips. "I suppose I was right. I +acted for the best. God knows I sought your happiness. Do not +tell me that you are unhappy." + +"Who is happy?" asked Mehetabel, and turned her eyes on the +hostess, to read alarm and distress in her face. "Do not trouble +yourself about me, mother. I knew what I was doing when I took +Jonas. I had no expectation of finding the Punch-Bowl to be +Paradise. It takes a girl some time to get settled into fresh +quarters, and to feel comfortable among strangers. That is mainly +my case. I was perhaps spoiled when here, you were so kind to me. +I thank you, mother, that you have not forgotten me in your great +joy at getting Iver home again." + +"There was Thomasine French bought two penn'orth o' shrimps, and +as her husband weren't at home thought to enjoy herself prodigious. +But she came out red as a biled lobster. With the best intentions +things don't always turn out as expected," said Mrs. Verstage, +"and the irritation was like sting nettles and--wuss." Then, after +a pause, "I don't know how it is, all my life I have wished to +have Iver by me. He went away because he wanted to be a painter; +he has come back, after many years, and is not all I desire. Now +he is goyn away. I could endure that if I were sure he loved me. +But I don't think he does. He cares more for his father, who sent +him packin' than he does for me, who never crossed him. I don't +understand him. He is not the same as he was." + +"Iver is a child no longer," said Mehetabel. "You must not expect +of him more than he can give. What you said to me about a husband +is true also of a child. Of course, he loves you, but he does not +show it as fully as you desire. He has something else now to fill +his heart beside a mother." + +"What is that?" asked Mrs. Verstage, nervously. + +"His art," answered Mehetabel. + +"Oh, that!" The landlady was not wholly satisfied, she stood up +and said with a sigh, "I fancy life be much like one o' them bran +pies at a bazaar. Some pulls out a pair of braces as don't wear +trousers, and others pull out garters as wears nuthin' but socks. +'Tis a chance if you get wot's worth havin. Well, I must go look +out another sheet in place of that Polly has burnt." + +"Let me do that, mother." + +"No, as you may remember, I have always managed the linen myself." + +A few minutes later, after she had left the room, Iver returned. +He had escaped from the visitors on some excuse. + +His heart was a prey to vague yearnings and doubts. + +With pleasure he observed that his mother was no longer in the +kitchen. He saw Mehetabel hastily dry her eyes. He knew that she +had been crying, and he thought he could divine the cause. + +"You are going to Guildford to-morrow morning, are you not?" she +asked hastily. + +"I don't know." + +Iver planted himself on a stool before the fire, where he could +look up into Mehetabel's face, as she sat in the settle. + +"You have your profession to attend to," she said. "You do not +know your own mind. You are changeful as a girl." + +"How can I go--with you here?" he exclaimed, vehemently. + +She turned her head away. He was looking at her with burning eyes. + +"Iver," she said, "I pray you be more loving to your mother. You +have made her heart ache. It is cruel not to do all you can now to +make amends to her for the past. She thinks that you do not love +her. She is failing in health, and you must not drip drops of +fresh sorrow into her heart during her last years." + +Iver made a motion of impatience. + +"I love my mother. Of course I love her." + +"Not as truly as you should, Iver," answered Mehetabel. "You do +not consider the long ache--" + +"And I, had not I a long ache when away from home?" + +"You had your art to sustain you. She had but one thought--and that +of you." + +"She has done me a cruel wrong," said he, irritably. + +"She has never done anything to you but good, and out of love," +answered the girl vehemently. + +"To me; that is not it." + +Mehetabel raised her eyes and looked at him. He was gazing moodily +at the fire. + +"She has stabbed me through you," exclaimed Iver, with a sudden +outburst of passion. "Why do you plead my mother's cause, when +it was she--I know it was she, and none but she--who thrust you +into this hateful, this accursed marriage." + +"No, Iver, no!" cried Mehetabel in alarm. "Do not say this. Iver! +talk of something else." + +"Of what?" + +"Of anything." + +"Very well," said he, relapsing into his dissatisfied mood. "You +asked me once what my dream had been, that I dreamt that first +night under your roof. I will tell you this now. I thought that +you and I had been married, not you and Jonas, you and I, as it +should have been. And I thought that I looked at you, and your +face was deadly pale, and the hand I held was clay cold." + +A chill ran through Mehetabel's veins. She said, "There is some +truth in it, Iver. You hold a dead girl by the hand. To you, I am, +I must be, forever--dead." + +"Nonsense. All will come right somehow." + +"Yes, Iver," she said; "it will so. You are free and will go +about, and will see and love and marry a girl worthy of you in +every way. As for me, my lot is cast in the Punch-Bowl. No power +on earth can separate me from Bideabout. I have made my bed and +must lie on it, though it be one of thorns. There is but one +thing for us both--we must part and meet no more." + +"Matabel," he put forth his hand in protest. + +"I have spoken plainly," she said, "because there is no good in +not doing so. Do not make my part more difficult. Be a man--go." + +"Matabel! It shall not be, it cannot be! My love! My only one." + +He tried to grasp her. + +She sprang from the settle. A mist formed before her eyes. She +groped for something by which to stay herself. + +He seized her by the waist. She wrenched herself free. + +"Let me go!" she cried. "Let me go!" + +She spoke hoarsely. Her eyes were staring as if she saw a spirit. +She staggered back beyond his reach, touched the jambs of the +door, grasped them with a grasp of relief. Then, actuated by a +sudden thought, turned and fled from the room, from the house. + +Iver stood for a minute bewildered. Her action had been so +unexpected that he did not know what to think, what to do. + +He went to the porch and looked up the road, then down it, and did +not see her. + +Mrs. Verstage, came out. "Where is Matabel?" she asked, uneasily. + +"Gone!" said Iver. "Mother--gone!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +THOR'S STONE. + + +Mehetabel ran, neither along the way that led in the direction of +Portsmouth, nor along that to Godalming, but to the Moor. + +"The Moor," is the marsh land that lies at the roots of the +sandstone heights that culminate in Hind Head, Leith Hill, and +the Devil's Jumps. As already said, the great mass of Bagshot sand +lies upon a substratum of clay. The sand drinks in every drop of +rain that falls on the surface. This percolates through it till +it reaches the clay, which refuses to absorb it, or let it sink +through to other beds. Thereupon the accumulated water breaks +forth in springs at the base of the hills, and forms a wide tract +of morass, interspersed with lagoons that teem with fish and wild +fowl. This region is locally known as "Moor," in contradistinction +to the commons or downs, which are the dry sandy upland. + +"The Moor" is in many places impassable, but the blown sand has +fallen upon it, and has formed slight elevations, has drifted +into undulations, and these strips of rising ground, kept moist +by the water they absorb, have become covered with vegetation. It +is, moreover, possible by their means to penetrate to the heart +of, and even thread, the intricacies, and traverse the entire +region of the Moor. + +But it is, at best, a wild and lonesome district, to be explored +with caution, a labyrinth, the way through which is known only to +the natives of the sandhills that dominate the marshy plain. + +About thirty years ago a benevolent and beneficent landlord, in a +time of agricultural distress, gave employment to a large number +of men out of work in the construction of a causeway across the +Thursley "Moor." + +But the work was of no real utility, and it is now overgrown with +weeds, and only trodden by the sportsman in pursuit of game and +the naturalist in quest of rare insects and water plants. + +A considerable lake, Pudmere, or Pug--Puckmere, lies in the +Thursley marsh land, surrounded with dwarf willows and scattered +pines. These latter have sprung from the wind-blown seeds of the +plantations on higher ground. Throughout this part of the country +an autumn gale always results in the upspringing of a forest of +young pines, next year, to leeward of a clump of cone-bearing +trees. In the Moor such self-sown woods come to no ripeness. The +pines are unhealthy and stunted, hung with gray moss, and eaten +out with canker. The excessive moisture and the impenetrable +subsoil, and the shallowness of the congenial sand that encouraged +them to root make the young trees decay in adolescence. + +An abundant and varied insect world has its home in the Moor. The +large brown hawkmoth darts about like an arrow. Dragon flies of +metallic blue, or striped yellow and brown, hover above the lanes +of water, lost in admiration of their own gorgeous selves reflected +in the still surface. The great water-beetle booms against the head +of the intruder, and then drops as a stone into the pool at his +feet. Effets, saffron yellow bellied, with striped backs, swim in +the ponds or crawl at their bottom. The natterjack, so rare +elsewhere, differing from a toad in that it has a yellow band down +its back, has here a paradise. It may be seen at eve perched on +a stock of willow herb, or running--it does not hop--round the +sundew, clearing the glutinous stamens of the flies that have been +caught by them, and calling in a tone like the warning note of +the nightingale. Sleeping on the surface the carp lies, and will +not be scared save by a stone thrown into the still water in which +it dreams away its life. + +The sandy elevations are golden with tormintilla; a richer gold is +that which lies below, where the marsh glows with bog asphodel. +The flowering rush spreads its pale pink blossoms; a deeper crimson +is the marsh orchis showing its spires among the drooping clusters +of the waxy-pink, cross-leaved heath, and the green or pale and +rosy-tinted bog-mosses. + +Near Pudmoor Pool stands a gray block of ironstone, a solitary +portion of the superincumbent bed that has been washed away. It +resembles a gigantic anvil, and it goes by the name of Thor's +Stone. The slopes that dip towards it are the Thor's-lea, and give +their name to the parish that includes it and them. + +At one time there was a similar mass of iron at the summit of +Borough Hill, that looks down upon the morasses. + +To this many went who were in trouble or necessity, and knocking +on the stone made known their requirements to the Pucksies, and +it was asserted, and generally believed, that such applicants had +not gone away unanswered, nor unrelieved. + +It was told of a certain woman who one evening sought to be freed +by this means from the husband who had made her life unendurable, +that that same night--so ran the tale--he was returning from the +tavern, drunk, and stumbling over the edge of a quarry fell and +broke his neck. Thereupon certain high moralists and busybodies +had the mass of stone broken up and carted away to mend the roads, +with the expectation thereby of putting an end to what they were +pleased to term "a degrading superstition." + +To some extent the destruction of the Wishing Block did check the +practice. But there continued to be persons in distress, and women +plagued with drunken husbands, and men afflicted with scolding +wives. And when the pilgrimage of such to Borough Hill ceased, +because of the destruction of the stone on it, then was it diverted, +and the current flowed instead to Thor's Stone--a stone that had +long been regarded with awe, and which now became an object of +resort, as it was held to have acquired the merits of the block +so wantonly demolished on Borough Hill. + +Nevertheless, the object of the high moralists and busybodies was +partially attained, inasmuch as the difficulties and dangers +attending a visit to Thor's Stone reduced the number of those +seeking superhuman assistance in their difficulties. Courage was +requisite in one who ventured to the Moor at night, and made a +way to the iron-stone block, over tracts of spongy morass, among +lines of stagnant ooze, through coppices of water-loving willows +and straggling brier. This, which was difficult by day, was +dangerous in a threefold degree at night. Moreover, the Moor was +reputed to be haunted by spirits, shadows that ran and leaped, +and peered and jabbered; and Puck wi' the lantern flickered over +the surface of the festering bog. + +If, then, the visits to Thor's Stone were not so many as to +the stone on Borough Hill, this was due less to the waning of +superstition than to the difficulties attending an expedition +to the former. Without considering what she was doing, moved by +a blind impulse, Mehetabel ran in the direction of Puck's Moor. + +And yet the impulse was explicable. She had often thought over +the tales told of visits to the habitation of the "Good Folk" +on Borough Hill, and the transfer of the pilgrimage to Thor's +Stone. She had, of late, repeatedly asked herself whether, by a +visit thither, she might not gain what lay at her heart--an +innocent desire--none other than that Iver should depart. + +Now that he had made open show of his passion, that all concealment +was over between them, every veil and disguise plucked away--now +she felt that her strength was failing her, and it would fail +completely if subjected to further trial. + +One idea, like a spark of fire shooting through her brain, alone +possessed her at this moment. Her safety depended on one thing--the +removal of Iver. Let him go! Let him go! then she could bear her +lot. Let her see him no more! then she would be able to bring +her truant heart under discipline. Otherwise her life would be +unendurable, her tortured brain would give way, her overtaxed +heart would break. + +She found no stay for her soul in the knowledge where was situated +the country of the Gergesenes, no succor in being well drilled +in the number of chapters in Genesis. She turned desperately, in +her necessity, to Thor's Stone, to the spirits--what they were +she knew not--who aided those in need, and answered petitions +addressed to them. + +The night had already set in, but a full golden moon hung in the +sky, and the night was in no way dark and dreadful. + +When she reached the Moor, Mehetabel ran among sheets of gold, +leaped ribbons of shining metal, danced among golden filagree--the +reflection of the orb in the patches, channels, frets of water. +She sprang from one dark tuft of rushes to another; she ran +along the ridges of the sand. She skipped where the surface +was treacherous. What mattered it to her if she missed her footing, +sank, and the ooze closed over her? As well end so a life that +could never be other than long drawn agony. + +Before leaving the heath, she had stooped and picked up a stone. +It was a piece of hematite iron, such as frequently occurs in the +sand, liver-shaped, and of the color of liver. + +She required a hammer, wherewith to knock on Thor's anvil, and +make her necessities known, and this piece of iron would serve +her purpose. + +Frogs were croaking, a thousand natterjacks were whirring like +the nightjar. Strange birds screamed and rushed out of the trees +as she sped along. White moths, ghostlike, wavered about her, +mosquitoes piped. Water-rats plunged into the pools. + +As a child she had been familiar with Pudmoor, and instinctively +she walked, ran, only where her foot could rest securely. + +A special Providence, it is thought, watches over children and +drunkards. It watches also over such as are drunk with trouble, +it holds them up when unable to think for themselves, it holds +them back when they court destruction. + +To this morass, Mehetabel had come frequently with Iver, in days +long gone by, to hunt the natterjack and the dragon-fly, to look +for the eggs of water fowl, and to pick marsh flowers. + +As she pushed on, a thin mist spread over portions of the "Moor." +It did not lie everywhere, it spared the sand, it lay above the +water, but in so delicate a film as to be all but imperceptible. +It served to diffuse the moonlight, to make a halo of silver +about the face of the orb, when looked up to by one within the +haze, otherwise it was scarcely noticeable. + +Mehetabel ran with heart bounding and with fevered brain, and yet +with her mind holding tenaciously to one idea. + +After a while, and after deviations from the direct course, rendered +necessary by the nature of the country she traversed, Mehetabel +reached Thor's Stone, that gleamed white in the moonbeam beside a +sheet of water, the Mere of the Pucksies. This mere had the mist +lying on it more dense than elsewhere. The vapor rested on the +surface as a fine gossamer veil, not raised above a couple of feet, +hardly ruffled by a passing sigh of air. A large bird floated over +it on expanded wings, it looked white as a swan in the moonlight, +but cast a shadow black as pitch on the vaporous sheet that covered +the face of the pool. + +It was as though, like Dinorah, this bird were dancing to its own +shadow. But unlike Dinorah, it was silent. It uttered no song, +there was even no sound of the rush of air from its broad wings. +When Mehetabel reached the stone she stood for a moment palpitating, +gasping for breath, and her breath passing from her lips in white +puffs of steam. + +The haze from the mere seemed to rise and fling its long streamers +about her head and blindfold her eyes, so that she could see neither +the lake nor the trees, not even the anvil-stone. Only was there +about her a general silvery glitter, and a sense of oppression lay +upon her. + +Mehetabel had escaped from the inn, as she was, with bare arms, her +skirt looped up. + +She stood thus, with the lump of ironstone resting on the block, +the full flood of moonlight upon her, blinding her eyes, but +revealing her against a background of foliage, like a statue of +alabaster. Startled by a rustle in the bulrushes and willow growth +behind her, Mehetabel turned and looked, but her eyes were not +clear enough for her to discern anything, and as the sound ceased, +she recovered from her momentary alarm. + +She had heard that a deer was in Pudmoor that was supposed to have +escaped from the park at Peperharow. Possibly the creature was +there. It was harmless. There were no noxious beasts there. It was +too damp for vipers, nothing in Pudmoor was hurtful save the gnats +that there abounded. Then, with her face turned to the north, away +from the dazzling glory of the moon, Mehetabel swung the lump of +kidney iron she had taken as hammer, once from east to west, and +once from west to east. With a third sweep she brought it down upon +Thor's Stone and cried: + +"Take him away! Take him away!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +IVER! COME. + + +She paused, drew a long breath. + +Again she swung the hammer-stone. And now she turned round, and +passed the piece of iron into her left hand. She raised it and +struck on the anvil, and cried: "Save me from him. Take him away." +A rush, all the leaves of the trees behind seemed to be stirring, +and all the foliage falling about her. + +A hand was laid on her shoulder roughly, and the stone dropped +from her fingers on the anvil. Mehetabel shrank, froze, as struck +with a sudden icy blast, and cried out with fear. + +Then said a voice: "So! you seek the Devil's aid to rid you of me." + +At once she knew that she was in the presence of her husband, but +so dazzled was she that she could not discern him. + +His fingers closed on her arm, as though each were an iron screw. + +"So!" said he, in a low tone, his voice quivering with rage, "like +Karon Wyeth, you ask the Devil to break my neck." + +"No," gasped Mehetabel. + +"Yes, Matabel. I heard you. 'Save me from him. Take him away.'" + +"No--no--Jonas." + +She could not speak more in her alarm and confusion. + +"Take him away. Snap his spine--send a bullet through his skull; +cast him into Pug's mere and drown him; do what you will, only +rid me of Bideabout Kink, whom I swore to love, honor, and to obey." + +He spoke with bitterness and wrath, sprinkled over, nay, permeated, +with fear; for, with all his professed rationalism, Jonas +entertained some ancestral superstitions--and belief in the +efficacy of the spirits that haunted Thor's Stone was one. + +"No, Jonas, no. I did not ask it." + +"I heard you." + +"Not you." + +"What," sneered he; "are not these ears mine?" + +"I mean--I did not ask to have you taken away." + +"Then whom?" + +She was silent. She trembled. She could not answer his question. + +If her husband had been at all other than he was, Mehetabel would +have taken him into her confidence. But there are certain persons +to whom to commit a confidence is to expose yourself to insult and +outrage. Mehetabel knew this. Such a confidence as she would have +given would be turned by him into a means of torture and humiliation. + +"Now listen to me," said Jonas, in quivering tones of a voice that +was suppressed. "I know all now. I did not. I trusted you. I was +perhaps a fool. I believed in you. But Sarah has told me all--how +he--that painting ape--has been at my house, meeting you, befooling +you, pouring his love-tales into your ears, and watching till my +back was turned to kiss you." + +She was unable to speak. Her knees smote together. + +"You cannot answer," he continued. "You are unable to deny that it +was so. Sarah has kept an eye on you both. She should have spoken +before. I am sorry she did not. But better late than never. You +encouraged him to come to you. You drew him to the house." + +"No, Jonas, no. It was you who invited him." + +"Ah! for me he would not come. Little he cared for my society. The +picture-making was but an excuse, and you all have been in a league +against me." + +"Who--Jonas?" + +"Who? Why, Sanna Verstage and all. Did not she ask to have you at +the Ship, and say that the painting fellow was going or gone? And +is he not there still? She said it to get you and him together +there, away from me, out of the reach of Sarah's eyes." + +"It is false, Jonas!" exclaimed Mehetabel with indignation, that +for a while overcame her fear. + +"False!" cried Bideabout. "Who is false but you? What is false but +every word you speak? False in heart, false in word, and false in +act." He had laid hold of the bit of ironstone, and he struck the +anvil with it at every charge of falsehood. + +"Jonas," said Mehetabel, recovering self-control under the +resentment she felt at being misunderstood, and her action +misinterpreted. "Jonas, I have done you no injury. I was weak. +God in heaven knows my integrity. I have never wronged you; but +I was weak, and in deadly fear." + +"In fear of whom?" + +"Of myself--my own weakness." + +"You weak!" he sneered. "You--strong as any woman." + +"I do not speak of my arms, Jonas--my heart--my spirit--" + +"Weak!" he scoffed. "A woman with a weak and timorous soul would +not come to Thor's Stone at night. No--strong you are--in evil, in +wickedness, from which no tears will withhold you. And--that +fellow--that daub-paint--" + +Mehetabel did not speak. She was trembling. + +"I ask--what of him? Was not he in your thoughts when you asked +the Devil to rid you of me--your husband?" + +"I did not ask that, Jonas." + +"What of him? He has not gone away. He has been with you. You knew +he was not going. You wanted to be with him. Where is he--this +dauber of canvas--now?" + +Then, through the fine gauze of condensing haze, came a call from +a distance--"Matabel! Where are you?" + +"Oh, ho!" exclaimed the Broom-Squire. "Here he comes. By appointment +you meet him here, where you least expected that I would be." + +"It is false, Jonas. I came here to escape." + +"And pray for my death?" + +"No, Jonas, to be rid of him." + +Bideabout chuckled, with a sarcastic sneer in the side of his face. + +"Come now," said he; "I should dearly like to witness this meeting. +If true to me, as you pretend, then obey me, summon him here, and +let me be present, unobserved, when you meet. If your wish be, as +you say, to be rid of him, I will help you to its fulfilment." + +"Jonas!" + +"I will it. So alone can you convince me." + +She hesitated. She had not the power to gather her thoughts together, +to judge what she should do, what under the circumstances would be +best to be done. + +"Come now," repeated Jonas. "If you are true and honest, as you +say, call him." + +She put her trembling hand to her head, wiped the drops from her +brow, the tears from her eyes, the dew from her quivering lips. + +Her brain was reeling, her power of will was paralyzed. + +"Come, now," said Jonas once more, "answer him--here am I." + +Then Mehetabel cried, "Iver, here am I!" + +"Where are you, Mehetabel?" came the question through the silvery +haze and the twinkling willow-shoots. + +"Answer him, by Thor's Stone," said Jonas. + +Again she hesitated and passed her hand over her face. + +"Answer him," whispered Jonas. "If you are true, do as I say. If +false, be silent." + +"By Thor's Stone," called Mehetabel. + +Then all the sound heard was that of the young man brushing his +way through the rushes and willow boughs. + +In the terror, the agony overmastering her, she had lost all +independent power of will. She was as a piece of mechanism in the +hands of Jonas. His strong, masterful mind dominated her, beat +down for a time all opposition. She knew that to summon Iver was +to call him to a fearful struggle, perhaps to his death, and yet +the faculty of resistance was momentarily gone from her. She tried +to collect her thoughts. She could not. She strove to think what +she ought to do, she was unable to frame a thought in her mind +that whirled and reeled. + +Bideabout stooped and picked up a gun he had been carrying, and +had dropped on the turf when he laid hold of his wife. + +Now he placed the barrel across the anvil stone, with the muzzle +directed whence came the sound of the advance of Iver. + +Jonas went behind the stone and bent one knee to the ground. + +Mehetabel heard the click as he spanned the trigger. + +"Stand on one side," said Jonas, in a low tone, in which were +mingled rage and exultation. "Call him again." + +She was silent. Lest she should speak she pressed both her hands +to her mouth. + +"Call him again," said Jonas. "I will receive him with a dab of +lead in his heart." + +She would not call. + +"On your obedience and truth, of which you vaunt," persisted Jonas. + +Should she utter a cry of warning? Would he comprehend? Would that +arrest him, make him retrace his steps, escape what menaced? + +Whether she cried or not he would come on. He knew Thor's Stone +as well as she. They had often visited it together as children. + +"If false, keep silence," said Jonas, looking up at her from where +he knelt. "If true, bid him come--to his death, that I may carry +out your wish, and rid you of him. If the spirits won't help you, +I will." + +Then she shrilly cried, "Iver, come!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +A SHOT. + + +After Bideabout had done his business in Godalming he had returned +to the Punch-Bowl. + +The news had reached his ears that a deer had been seen on the +Moor, and he knew that on the following day many guns would be out, +as every man in Thursley was a sportsman. With characteristic +cunning he resolved to forestall his fellows, go forth at night, +which he might well do when the moon was full, and secure the deer +for himself. + +As he left the house, he encountered his sister. + +"Where are you going off to?" she inquired. "And got a gun too." + +He informed her of his intention. + +"Ah! you'll give us some of the venison," said she. + +"I'm not so sure of that," answered the Broom-Squire, churlishly. + +"So you are going stag-hunting? That's purely," laughed she. + +"Why not?" + +"I should have thought you'd best a' gone after your own wife, and +brought her home." + +"She is all right--at the Ship." + +"I know she is at the Ship--just where she ought not to be; just +where you should not let her be." + +"She'll earn a little money." + +"Oh, money!" scoffed Sarah Rocliffe. "What fools men be, and set +themselves up as wiser than all the world of women. You've had +Iver Verstage here; you've invited him over to paint your Matabel; +and here he has been, admiring her, saying soft things to her, and +turnin' her head. Sometimes you've been present. Most times you've +been away. And now you've sent her to the Ship, and you are off +stag huntin'." Then with strident voice, the woman sang, and looked +maliciously at her brother. + + "Oh, it blew a pleasant gale, + As a frite under sail, + Came a-bearing to the south along the strand. + With her swelling canvas spread. + But without an ounce of lead, + And a signalling, alack t she was ill-manned." + +With a laugh, and a snap of her fingers in Bideabout's face, she +repeated tauntingly:-- + + "And a-signalling, alack I she was ill-manned." + +Then she burst forth again:-- + + "She was named the Virgin Dove, + With a lading, all of love. + And she signalled, that for Venus (Venice) she was bound. + But a pilot who could steer. + She required, for sore her fear, + Lest without one she should chance to run aground." + +"Be silent, you croaking raven," shouted the Broom-Squire. "If you +think to mock me, you are wrong. I know well enough what I am about. +As for that painting chap, he is gone--gone to Guildford." + +"How do you know that?" + +"Because the landlady said as much." + +"What--to you?" + +"Yes, to me." + +Mrs. Rocliffe laughed mockingly. + +"Oh, Bideabout," she said, "did not that open your eyes? What did +Sanna Verstage mean when she asked you to allow your wife to go to +the inn! What did she mean but this?" she mimicked the mistress, +"'Please, Master Bideabout, may Matabel come to me for a day or +two--that naughty boy of mine is away now. So don't be frightened. +I know very well that if he were at the Ship you might hesitate to +send Matabel there.'" Then in her own tones Sarah Rocliffe said. +"That is the meaning of it. But I don't believe that he is gone." + +"Sanna Verstage don't tell lies." + +"If he were gone, Matabel would not be so keen to go there." + +"Matabel was not keen. She did not wish to go." + +"She did wish it; but she made a pretence before you that she did +not." + +"Hold your slanderous tongue," shouted Jonas. "I'll not hear another +word." + +"Then you must shut your ears to what all the parish is saying." + +Thereupon she told him what she had seen, with amplifications of +her own. She was glad to have the opportunity of angering or +wounding her brother; of sowing discord between him and his wife. + +When he parted from her, she cast after him the remark--"I believe +he is still at the Ship." + +In a mood the reverse of cheerful, angry with Mehetabel, raging +against Iver, cursing himself, and overflowing with spite against +his sister Jonas went to the Moor in quest of the strayed deer. He +knew very well that his sister bore Mehetabel a grudge; he was +sufficiently acquainted with her rancorous humor and unscrupulous +tongue to know that what she said was not to be relied on, yet +discount as he might what she had told him, he was assured that a +substratum of truth lay at the bottom. + +Before entering the morass Jonas halted, and leaning on his gun, +considered whether he should not go to the tavern, reclaim his +wife and reconduct her home, instead of going after game. But he +thought that such a proceeding might be animadverted upon; he +relied upon Mrs. Verstage's words, that Iver was departing to his +professional work, and he was eager to secure the game for himself. + +Accordingly he directed his course to the Moor, and stole along +softly, listening for the least sound of the deer, and keeping his +eye on the alert to observe her. + +He had been crouching in a bush near the pool when he was startled +by the apparition of Mehetabel. + +At first he had supposed that the sound of steps proceeded from the +advancing deer, for which he was on the watch, and he lay close, +with his barrel loaded, and his finger on the trigger. But in place +of the deer his own wife approached, indistinctly seen in the +moonlight, so that he did not recognize her. And his heart stood +still, numbed by panic, for he thought he saw a spirit. But as the +form drew near he knew Mehetabel. + +Perplexed, he remained still, to observe her further movements. +Then he saw her approach the stone of Thor, strike on it with an +extemporized hammer, and cry, "Save me from him! Take him away!" + +Perhaps it was not unreasonable that he at once concluded that she +referred to himself. + +He knew that she did not love him. Instead of each day of married +life drawing more closely the bonds that bound them together, it +really seemed to relax such as did exist. She became colder, +withdrew more into herself, shrank from his clumsy amiabilities, and +kept the door of her heart resolutely shut against all intrusion. +She went through her household duties perfunctorily, as might a +slave for a hated master. + +If she did not love him, if her married life was becoming +intolerable, then it was obvious that she sought relief from it, +and the only means of relief open to her lay through his death. + +But there was something more that urged her on to desire this. She +not merely disliked him, but loved another, and over his coffin she +would leap into that other man's arms. As Karon Wyeth had aimed at +and secured the death of her husband, so did Mehetabel seek +deliverance from him. + +Bideabout sprang from his lurking-place to check her in the midst +of her invocation, and to avert the danger that menaced himself. +And now he saw the very man draw nigh who had withdrawn the heart +of his wife from him, and had made his home miserable; the man on +behalf of whom Mehetabel had summoned supernatural aid to rid her +of himself. + +Kneeling behind Thor's Stone, with the steel barrel of his gun laid +on the anvil, and pointed in the direction whence came Iver's +voice, he waited till his rival should appear, and draw within +range, that he might shoot him through the heart. + +"Summon him again," he whispered. + +"Iver come!" called Mehetabel. + +Then through the illuminated haze, like an atmosphere of glow-worm's +light, himself black against a background of shining water, appeared +the young man. + +Jonas had his teeth clenched; his breath hissed like the threat of +a serpent, as he drew a long inspiration through them. + +"You are there!" shouted Iver, joyously, and ran forward. + +She felt a thrill run through the barrel, on which she had laid +her hand; she saw a movement of the shoulder of Jonas, and was +aware that he was preparing to fire. + +Instantly she snatched the gun to her, laid the muzzle against her +own side, and said: "Fire!" She spoke again. "So all will be well." + +Then she cried in piercing tones, "Iver! run! run! he is here, and +he seeks to kill you." + +Jonas sprang to his feet with a curse, and endeavored to wrest the +gun from Mehetabel's hand. But she held it fast. She clung to it +with tenacity, with the whole of her strength, so that he was unable +to pluck it away. + +And still she cried, "Run, Iver, run; he will kill you!" + +"Let go!" yelled Bideabout. He set his foot against Thor's Stone; +he twisted the gun about, he turned it this way, that way, to +wrench it out of her hands. + +"I will not!" she gasped. + +"It is loaded! It will go off!" + +"I care not." + +"Oh, no! so long as it shoots me." + +"Send the lead into my heart!" + +"Then let go. But no! the bullet is not for you. Let go, I say, or +I will brain you with the butt end, and then shoot him!" + +"I will not! Kill me if you will!" + +Strong, athletic, lithe in her movements, Mehetabel was a match for +the small muscular Jonas. If he succeeded for a moment in twisting +the gun out of her hands it was but for an instant. She had caught +the barrel again at another point. + +He strove to beat her knuckles against Thor's Stone, but she was +too dexterous for him. By a twist she brought his hand against the +block instead of her own. + +With an oath he cast himself upon her, by the impact, by the weight, +to throw her down. Under the burden she fell on her knees, but did +not relinquish her hold on the gun. On the contrary she obtained +greater power over it, and held the barrel athwart her bosom, and +wove her arms around it. + +Iver was hastening to her assistance. He saw that some contest was +going on, but was not able to discern either with whom Mehetabel +was grappling nor what was the meaning of the struggle. + +In his attempt to approach, Iver was regardless where he trod. He +sank over his knees in the mire, and was obliged to extricate +himself before he could advance. + +With difficulty, by means of oziers, he succeeded in reaching firm +soil, and then, with more circumspection, he sought a way by which +he might come to the help of Mehetabel. + +Meanwhile, regardless of the contest of human passion, raging close +by, the great bird swung like a pendulum above the mere, and its +shadow swayed below it. + +"Let go! I will murder you, if you do not!" hissed Jonas. "You +think I will kill him. So I will, but I will kill you first." + +"Iver! help!" cried Mehetabel; her strength was abandoning her. + +The Broom-Squire dragged his kneeling wife forward, and then thrust +her back. He held the gun by the stock and the end of the barrel. +The rest was grappled by her, close to her bosom. + +He sought to throw her on her face, then on her back. So only could +he wrench the gun away. + +"Ah, ah!" with a shout of triumph. + +He had disengaged the barrel from her arm. He turned it sharply +upward, to twist it out of her hold she had with the other arm. + +Then--suddenly--an explosion, a flash, a report, a cry; and +Bideabout staggered back and fell. + +A rush of wings. + +The large bird that had vibrated above the water had been alarmed, +and now flew away. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE IRON-STONE HAMMER. + + +For a couple of minutes complete, death-like silence ensued. + +Mehetabel, panting, everything swimming, turning before her eyes, +remained motionless on her knees, but rested her hands on Thor's +Stone, to save herself from falling on her face. + +What had happened she hardly knew. The gun had been discharged, and +then had fallen before her knees. Whom had it injured? What was +the injury done? + +She was unable to see, through the veil of tears that covered her +eyes. She had not voice wherewith to speak. + +Iver, moreover, stood motionless, holding to a willow. He also was +ignorant of what had occurred. Was the shot aimed at him, or at +Mehetabel? Who had fired? + +Crouching against a bush, into which he had staggered and then +collapsed, was the Broom-Squire. A sudden spasm of pain had shot +through him at the flash of the gun. That he was struck he knew, +to what extent injured he could not guess. + +As he endeavored to raise one hand, the left, in which was the seat +of pain, he became aware that his arm was stiff and powerless. He +could not move his fingers. + +The blood was coursing over his hand in a warm stream. + +A horrible thought rushed through his brain. He was at the mercy of +that woman who had invoked the Devil against him, and of the lover +on whose account she had desired his death. She had called, and in +part had been answered. He was wounded, and incapable of defending +himself. This guilty pair would complete the work, kill him; blow +out his brains, beat his head with the stock of the gun, and cast +his body into the marsh. + +Who would know how he came by his death? His sister was aware that +he had gone to the moor to stalk deer. What evidence would be +producible against this couple should they complete the work and +dispose of him? + +Strangely unaccountable as it may seem, yet it was so, that at the +moment, rage at the thought that, should they kill him, Mehetabel +and Iver would escape punishment, was the prevailing thought and +predominant passion in Jonas's mind, and not by any means fear for +himself. This made him disregard his pain, indifferent to his fate. + +"I have still my right hand and my teeth," he said. "I will beat +and tear that they may bear marks that shall awake suspicion." + +But his head swam, he turned sick and faint, and became insensible. + +When Jonas recovered consciousness he lay on his back, and saw faces +bowed over him--that of his wife and that of Iver, the two he hated +most cordially in the world, the two at least he hated to see +together. + +He struggled to rise and bite, like a wild beast, but was held down +by Iver. + +"Curse you! will you kill me so?" he yelled, snapping with his +great jaws, trying to reach and rend the hands that restrained him. + +"Lie still, Bideabout," said the young painter, "are you crazed? +We will do you no harm. Mehetabel is binding up your arm. As far +as I can make out the shot has run up it and is lodged in the +shoulder." + +"I care not. Let me go. You will murder me." Mehetabel had torn a +strip from her skirt and was making a bandage of it. + +"Jonas," she said, "pray lie quiet, or sit up and be reasonable. +I must do what I can to stay the blood." + +As he began to realize that he was being attended to, and that +Iver and Mehetabel had no intention to hurt him, the Broom-Squire +became more composed and patient. + +His brows were knit and his teeth set. He avoided looking into the +faces of those who attended to him. + +Presently the young painter helped him to rise, and offered his +arm. This Jonas refused. + +"I can walk by myself," said he, churlishly; then turning to +Mehetabel, he said, with a sneer, "The devil never does aught but +by halves." + +"What do you mean?" + +"The bullet has entered my arm and not my heart, as you desired." + +"Go," she said to the young artist; "I pray you go and leave me +with him. I will take him home." + +Iver demurred. + +"I entreat you to go," she urged. "Go to your mother. Tell her that +my husband has met with an accident, and that I am called away to +attend him. That is to serve as an excuse. I must, I verily must +go with him. Do not say more. Do not say where this happened." + +"Why not?" + +She did not answer. He considered for a moment and then dimly saw +that she was right. + +"Iver," she said in a low tone, so that Jonas might not hear, "you +should not have followed me; then this would never have happened." + +"If I had not followed you he would have been your murderer, +Matabel." + +Then, reluctantly, he went. But ever and anon turned to listen or +to look. + +When he was out of sight, then Mehetabel said to her husband, "Lean +on me, and let me help you along." + +"I can go by myself," he said bitterly. "I would not have his arm. +I will have none of yours. Give me my gun." + +"No, Jonas, I will carry that for you." + +Then he put forth his uninjured right hand, and took the kidney-iron +stone from the anvil block, on which Mehetabel had left it. + +"What do you want with that?" she asked. + +"I may have to knock also," he answered. "Is it you alone who are +allowed to have wishes?" + +She said no more, but stepped along, not swiftly, cautiously, and +turning at every step, to see that he was following, and that he +had put his foot on substance that would support his weight. + +"Why do you look at me?" he asked captiously. + +"Jonas, you are in pain, and giddy with pain. You may lose your +footing, and go into the water." + +"So--that now is your desire?" + +"I pray you," she answered, in distress, "Jonas, do not entertain +such evil thoughts." + +They attained a ridge of sand. She fell back and paced at his side. + +Bideabout observed her out of the corners of his eyes. By the +moonlight he could see how finely, nobly cut was her profile; he +could see the glancing of the moon in the tears that suffused her +cheeks. + +"You know who shot me?" he inquired, in a low tone. + +"I know nothing, Jonas, but that there was a struggle, and that +during this struggle, by accident--" + +"You did it." + +"No, Jonas. I cannot think it." + +"It was so. You touched the trigger. You knew that the piece was +on full cock." + +"It was altogether an accident. I knew nothing. I was conscious of +nothing, save that I was trying to prevent you from committing a +great crime." + +"A great crime!" jeered he. "You thought only how you might save +the life of your love." + +Mehetabel stood still and turned to him. + +"Jonas, do not say that. You cruelly, you wrongfully misjudge me +I will tell you all, if you will I never would have hidden anything +from you if I had not known how you would take and use what I said. +Iver and I were child friends, almost brother and sister. I always +cared for him, and I think he liked me. He went away and I saw +nothing of him. Then, at our wedding, he returned home; and since +then I have seen him a good many times--you, yourself asked him to +the Punch-Bowl, and bade me stand for him to paint. I cannot deny +that I care for him, and that he likes me." + +"As brother and sister?" + +"No--not as brother and sister. We are children no longer. But, +Jonas, I have no wish, no thought other than that he should leave +Thursley, and that I should never, never, never see his face again. +Of thought, of word, of act against my duty to you I am guiltless. +Of thoughts, as far as I have been able to hold my thoughts in +chains, of words, of acts I have nothing to reproach myself with, +there have been none but what might be known to you, in a light +clearer than that poured down by this moon. You will believe me, +Jonas." + +He looked searchingly into her beautiful, pale face--now white as +snow in the moonlight. After a long pause, he answered, "I do not +believe you." + +"I can say no more," she spoke and sighed, and went forward. + +He now lagged behind. + +They stepped off the sand ridge, and were again in treacherous +soil, neither land nor water, but land and water tossed together +in strips and tags and tatters. + +"Go on," he said. "I will step after you." + +Presently she looked behind her, and saw him swinging his right +hand, in which was the lump of ironstone. + +"Why do you turn your head?" he asked. + +"I look for you." + +"Are you afraid of me?" + +"I am sorry for you, Jonas." + +"Sorry--because of my arm?" + +"Because you are unable to believe a true woman's word." + +"I do not understand you." + +"No--I do not suppose you can." + +Then he screamed, "No, I do not believe." He leaped forward, and +struck her on the head with the nodule of iron, and felled her at +his feet. + +"There," said he; "with this stone you sought my death, and with +it I cause yours." + +Then he knelt where she lay motionless, extended, in the marsh, +half out of the water, half submerged. + +He gripped her by the throat, and by sheer force, with his one +available arm, thrust her head under water. + +The moonlight played in the ripples as they closed over her face; +it surely was not water, but liquid silver, fluid diamond. + +He endeavored to hold her head under the surface. She did not +struggle. She did not even move. But suddenly a pang shot through +him, as though he had been pierced by another bullet. The bandage +about his wound gave way, and the hot blood broke forth again. + +Jonas reeled back in terror, lest his consciousness should desert +him, and he sank for an instant insensible, face foremost, into +the water. + +As it was, where he knelt, among the water-plants, they were +yielding under his weight. + +He scrambled away, and clung to a distorted pine on the summit of +a sand-knoll. + +Giddy and faint, he laid his head against the bush, and inhaled +the invigorating odor of the turpentine. Gradually he recovered, +and was able to stand unsupported. + +Then he looked in the direction where Mehetabel lay. She had not +stirred. The bare white arms were exposed and gleaming in the +moonlight. The face he did not see. He shrank from looking towards +it. + +Then he slunk away, homewards. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +AN APPARITION. + + +When Bideabout arrived in the Punch-Bowl, as he passed the house +of the Rocliffes, he saw his sister, with a pail, coming from the +cow-house. One of the cattle was ill, and she had been carrying +it a bran-mash. + +He went to her, and said, "Sally!" + +"Here I be, Jonas, what now?" + +"I want you badly at my place. There's been an accident." + +"What? To whom? Not to old Clutch?" + +"Old Clutch be bothered. It is I be hurted terr'ble bad. In my arm. +If it weren't dark here, under the trees, you'd see the blood." + +"I'll come direct. That's just about it. When she's wanted, your +wife is elsewhere. When she ain't, she's all over the shop. I'll +clap down the pail inside. You go on and I'll follow." + +Jonas unlocked his house, and entered. He groped about for the +tinder-box, but when he had found it was unable to strike a light +with one hand only. He seated himself in the dark, and fell into +a cold sweat. + +Not only was he in great pain, but his mind was ill at ease, full +of vague terrors. There was something in the corner that he could +see, slightly stirring. A little moonlight entered, and a fold +flickered in the ray, then disappeared again. Again something came +within the light. Was it a foot? Was it the bottom of a skirt? He +shrank back against the wall, as far as possible from this +mysterious, restless form. + +He looked round to see that the scullery door was open, through +which to escape, should this thing move towards him. + +The sow was grunting and squealing in her stye, Jonas hailed the +sound; there was nothing alarming in that. Had all been still in +and about the house, there might have come from that undefined +shadow in the comer a voice, a groan, a sigh--he knew not what. +With an exclamation of relief he saw the flash of Sally Rocliffe's +lantern pass the window. + +Next moment she stood in the doorway. + +"Where are you, Jonas?" + +"I am here. Hold up the lantern, Sarah. What's that in the corner +there, movin'?" + +"Where, Jonas?" + +"There--you are almost touchin it. Turn the light." + +"That," said his sister; "why don'ty know your own old oilcloth +overcoat as was father's, don'ty know that when you see it?" + +"I didn't see it, but indistinct like," answered Jonas. + +His courage, his strength, his insolence were gone out of him. + +"Now, what's up?" asked Sarah. "How have you been hurted?" + +Jonas told a rambling story. He had been in the Marsh. He had +seen the deer, but in his haste to get within range he had run, +caught his foot in a bramble, had stumbled, and the gun had been +discharged, and the bullet had entered his arm. + +Mrs. Rocliffe at once came to him to examine the wound. + +"Why, Jonas, you never did this up yourself. There's some one been +at your arm already. Here's this band be off Matabel's petticoat. +How came you by that?" + +He was confounded, and remained silent. + +"And where is the gun, Jonas?" + +"The gun!" + +He had forgotten all about it in his panic. Mehetabel had been +carrying it when he beat her down. He had thought of it no more. +He had thought of nothing after the deed, but how to escape from +the spot as speedily as possible. + +"I suppose I've lost it," he said. "Somewhere in the Moor. You see +when I was wounded, I hadn't the head to think of anything else." + +Mrs. Rocliffe was examining his arm. The sleeve of his coat had +been cut. + +"I don't understand your tale a scrap, Jonas," she said. "Who used +his knife to slit up your sleeve? And how comes your arm to be +bandaged with this bit of Matabel's dress?" + +Bideabout was uneasy. The tale he had told was untenable. There +was a necessity for it to be supplemented. But his condition of +alarm and pain made him unable readily to frame a story that would +account for all, and satisfy his sister. + +"Jonas," said Sarah, "I'm sure you have seen Matabel, and she did +this for you. Where is she?" + +Bideabout trembled. He thrust his sister from him, saying, +irritably, "Why do you worrit me with questions? My arm wants +attendin' to." + +"I can't do much to that," answered the woman. "A doctor should +look to that. I'll go and call Samuel, and bid him ride away after +one." + +"I won't be left alone!" exclaimed the Broom-Squire, in a sudden +access of terror. + +Sarah Rocliffe deliberately took the lantern and held it to his face. + +"Jonas," she said, "I'll do nuthin' more for you till I know the +whole truth. You've seen your wife and there's somethin' passed +between you. I see by your manner that all is not right. Where is +Matabel? You haven't been after the deer on the Moor. You have been +to the Ship." + +"That is a lie," answered Bideabout. "I have been on the Moor. 'Tis +there I got shot, and, if you will have it all out, it was Matabel +who shot me." + +"Matabel shot you?" + +"Yes, it was. She shot me to prevent me from killin' him." + +"Whom?" + +"You know--that painter fellow." + +"So that is the truth? Then where is she?" + +The Broom-Squire hesitated and moved his feet uneasily. + +"Jonas," said his sister, "I will know all." + +"Then know it," he answered angrily. "Somehow, as she was helpin' +me along, her foot slipped and she fell into the water. I had but +one arm, and I were stiff wi' pains. What could I do? I did what +I could, but that weren't much. I couldn't draw her out o' the +mire. That would take a man wi' two good arms, and she was able +to scramble out if she liked. But she's that perverse, there's no +knowing, she might drown herself just to spite me." + +"Why did you not speak of that at once?" + +"Arn't I hurted terr'ble bad? Arn't I got a broken arm or somethin' +like it? When a chap is in racks o' pain he han't got all his wits +about him. I know I wanted help, for myself, first, and next, for +her; and now I've told you that she's in the Moor somewhere. She +may ha' crawled out, or she may be lyin' there. I run on, so fast +as possible, in my condition, to call for help." + +"Where is she? Where did you leave her?" + +"Right along between here and Thor's Stone. There's an old twisted +Scotch pine with magpies' nests in it--I reckon more nests than +there be green stuff on the tree. It's just about there." + +"Jonas," said the sister, who had turned deadly white, and who +lowered the lantern, unable longer to hold it to her brother's face +with steady hand, "Jonas, you never ort to ha' married into a +gallus family; you've ketched the complaint. It's bad enough to +have men hanged on top o' Hind Head. We don't want another gibbet +down at the bottom of the Punch-Bowl, and that for one of ourselves." + +Then voices were audible outside, and a light flickered through +the window. + +In abject terror the Broom-Squire screamed "Sally, save me, hide +me; it's the constables!" + +He cowered into a corner, then darted into the back kitchen, and +groped for some place of concealment. + +He heard thence the voices more distinctly. There was a tramp of +feet in his kitchen; a flare of fuller light than that afforded by +Mrs. Rocliffe's lantern ran in through the door he had left ajar. + +The sweat poured over his face and blinded his eyes. + +Bideabout's anxiety was by no means diminished when he recognized +one of the voices in his front kitchen as that of Iver. + +Had Iver watched him instead of returning to the Ship? Had he +followed in his track, spying what he did? Had he seen what had +taken place by the twisted pine with the magpies' nests in it? +And if so, had he hasted to Thursley to call out the constable, and +to arrest him as the murderer of his wife. + +Trembling, gnawing the nails of his right hand, cowering behind +the copper, he waited, not knowing whither to fly. + +Then the door was thrust open, and Sally Rocliffe came in and called +to him: "Jonas! here is Master Iver Verstage--very good he is to +you--he has brought a doctor to attend to your arm." + +The wretched man grasped his sister by the wrist, drew her to him, +and whispered--"That is not true; it is the constable." + +"No, Jonas. Do not be a fool. Do not make folk suspect evil," she +answered in an undertone. "There is a surgeon staying at the Ship, +and this is the gentleman who has come to assist you." + +Mistrustfully, reluctantly, Jonas crept from his hiding place, and +came behind his sister to the doorway, where he touched his +forelock, looked about him suspiciously, and said--"Your servant, +gentlemen. Sorry to trouble you; but I've met with an accident. The +gun went off and sent a bullet into my arm. Be you a doctor, sir?" +he asked, eyeing a stranger, who accompanied Iver. + +"I am a surgeon; happily, now lodging at the Ship, and Mr. Verstage +informed me of what had occurred, so I have come to offer my +assistance." + +Jonas was somewhat reassured, but his cunning eyes fixed on Iver +observed that the young painter was looking around, in quest, +doubtless, of Mehetabel. + +"I must have hot water. Who will attend to me?" asked the surgeon. + +"I will do what is necessary," said Mrs. Rocliffe. + +"Will you go to bed?" asked the surgeon, "I can best look to you +then." + +Jonas shook his head. He would have the wound examined there, as +he sat in his arm-chair. + +Then came the inquiry from Iver--"Where is your wife, Jonas? I +thought she had returned with you." + +"My wife? She has lagged behind." + +"Not possible. She was to assist you home." + +"I needed no assistance." + +"She ought to be here to receive instructions from the doctor." + +"These can be given to my sister." + +"But, Bideabout, where is she?" + +Jonas was silent, confused, alarmed. + +Iver became uneasy. + +"Bideabout, where is Matabel. She must be summoned." + +"It's nort to you where she be," answered the Broom-Squire savagely. + +Then Mrs. Rocliffe stepped forward. + +"I will tell you," she said. "My brother is that mad wi' pain, he +don't know what to think, and say, and do. As they was coming +along together, loving-like, as man and wife, she chanced to slip +and fall into the water, and Jonas, having his arm bad, couldn't +help her out, as he was a-minded, and he runned accordin' here, to +tell me, and I was just about sendin' my Samuel to find and help +her." + +"Matabel in the water--drowned!" + +"Jonas did not say that. She falled in." + +"Matabel--fell in!" + +Iver looked from Mrs. Rocliffe towards Jonas. There was something +in the Broom-Squire's look that did not satisfy him. It was not +pain alone that so disturbed his face, and gave it such ghastly +whiteness. + +"Bideabout," said he, gravely, "I must and will have a proper +explanation. I cannot take your sister's story. Speak to me +yourself. After what I had seen between you and Matabel, I must +necessarily feel uneasy. I must have a plain explanation from your +own lips." + +Jonas was silent; he looked furtively from side to side. + +"I will be answered," said Iver, with vehemence. + +"Who is to force me to speak?" asked the Broom-Squire, surlily. + +"If I cannot, I shall fetch the constable. I say--where did you +leave Mehetabel?" + +"My sister told you--under the tree." + +"What--not in the water?" + +"She may have fallen in. I had but one arm, and that hurting +terrible." + +"Good heavens!" exclaimed Iver. "You came home whining over your +arm--leaving her in the marsh!" + +"You don't suppose I threw her in?" sneered Jonas. "Me--bad of an +arm." + +"I don't know what to think," retorted Iver. "But I will know where +Mehetabel is." + +In the doorway, with her back to the moonlight, stood a female +figure. + +The first to see it was Jonas, and he uttered a gasp--he thought he +saw a spirit. + +The figure entered, without a word, and all saw that it was +Mehetabel. + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +A SECRET. + + +It was indeed Mehetabel. + +She entered quietly, without a word, carrying Bideabout's gun, which +she placed in the corner, by the fireplace. + +Jonas and his sister looked at her, at first terror-struck, as +though they beheld a ghost, then with unrest, for they knew not +what she would say. + +She said nothing. + +She was deadly pale, and Iver, looking at her, was reminded of the +Mehetabel he had seen in his dream. + +At once she recognized that her husband's arm was being dressed, +and leisurely, composedly, she came forward to hold the basin of +water, and do whatever was required of her by the surgeon. + +The first to speak was Iver, who said, "Matabel! We have just been +told you had fallen into the water." + +"Yes. My dress is soaked." + +"And you managed to get out?" + +"Yes, when I fell I had hold of my husband's gun and that was +caught in a bush; it held me up." + +"But how came you to fall?" + +"I believe I was unconscious perhaps a faint." + +Nothing further could be elicited from her, then or later. Had she +any suspicion that she had been struck down? This was a question +that, later, Jonas asked himself. But he never knew till--, but we +must not anticipate. + +A day or two after that eventful night he made some allusion to a +blow on her head, when she appeared with a bandage round it. + +"Yes," she said: "I fell, and hurt myself." + +For some days Bideabout was in much pain and discomfort. His left +shoulder had been injured by the ball that had lodged in it, and +it was probable that he would always be stiff in that arm, and be +unable to raise it above the breast. He was irritable and morose. + +He watched Mehetabel suspiciously and with mistrust of her +intentions. What did she know? What did she surmise? If she +thought that he had attempted to put an end to her life, would she +retaliate? In his suspicion he preferred to have his sister attend +to him, and Sarah consented to do for him, in his sickness, what +he required, not out of fraternal affection, but as a means of +slighting the young wife, and of observing the relations that +subsisted between her and Jonas. + +Sarah Rocliffe was much puzzled by what had taken place. Her +brother's manner had roused her alarm. She knew that he had gone +forth with his jealousy lashed to fury. She had herself kindled the +fire. Then he had come upon Mehetabel and Iver on the Moor, she +could not doubt. How otherwise explain the knowledge of the +accident which led Iver to bring the surgeon to the assistance of +her brother? + +But the manner in which the accident had occurred and the occasion +of it, all of this was dark to her. Then the arrival of Jonas alone, +and his reticence relative to his wife, till she had asked about +her; also his extraordinary statement, his manifest terror; and the +silence of Mehetabel on her reappearance, all this proved a mystery +involving the events of the night, that Sarah Rocliffe was desirous +to unravel. + +She found that her every effort met with a rebuff from Jonas, +and elicited nothing from Mehetabel, who left her in the same +uncertainty as was Bideabout, whether she knew anything, or +suspected anything beyond the fact that she had fallen insensible +into the water. She had fallen grasping the gun, which had become +entangled in some bushes, and this together with the water weeds +had sustained her. When she recovered consciousness she had drawn +herself out of the marsh by means of the gun, and had seated +herself under an old pine tree, till her senses were sufficiently +clear. Thereupon she had made the best of her way homeward. + +What did she think of Jonas for having left her in the water? asked +Mrs. Rocliffe. + +Mehetabel answered, simply, that she had not thought about it. Wet, +cold, and faint, she had possessed no idea save how to reach home. + +There was much talk in the Punch-Bowl as well as throughout the +neighborhood relative to what had taken place, and many forms were +assumed by the rumor as it circulated. Most men understood well +enough that Jonas had gone after the Peperharow deer, and was +attempting to forestall others--therefore, serve him right, was +their judgment, however he came by his accident. + +Iver left Thursley on the day following and returned to Guildford. +The surgeon staying at the Ship Inn continued his visits to the +Punch-Bowl, as long as he was there, and then handed his patient +over to the local practitioner. + +Mrs. Verstage was little better informed than the rest of the +inhabitants of Thursley, for her son had not told her anything +about the accident to Jonas, more than was absolutely necessary; +and to all her inquiries returned a laughing answer that as he had +not shot the Broom-Squire he could not inform her how the thing +was done. + +She was too much engaged so long as the visitors were in the +house, to be able to leave it; and Mehetabel did not come near her. + +As soon, however, as she was more free, she started in her little +trap for the Punch-Bowl, and arrived at a time when Jonas was not +at home. + +This exactly suited her. She had Mehetabel to herself, and could +ask her any questions she liked without restraint. + +"My dear Matabel," she said, "I've had a trying time of it, with +the house full, and only Polly to look to for everything. Will you +believe me--on Sunday I said I would give the gentlemen a little +plum-pudding. I mixed it myself, and told Polly to boil it, whilst +I went to church. Of course, I supposed she would do it properly, +but with those kind of people one must take nothing for granted." + +"Did she spoil the pudding, mother?" + +"Oh, no--the pudding was all right." + +"Then what harm was done?" + +"She spoiled my best nightcap." + +"How so?" + +"Boiled the puddin' in it, because she couldn't find a bag. I'll +never get it proper white again, nor the frills starched and made +up. And there is the canary bird, too." + +"What of that, mother?" + +"My dear, I told Polly to clean out the cage." + +"And did she not do it?" + +"Oh, yes--only too well. She dipped it in a pan of hot water and +soda--and the bird in it." + +"What--the canary--is it dead?" + +"Of course it is, and bleached white too. That girl makes the water +so thick wi' soda you could stand a spoon up in it. She used five +pounds in two days." + +"Oh, the poor canary!" Mehetabel was greatly troubled for her pet. + +"I don't quite understand the ways o' Providence," said Mrs. +Verstage. "I don't suppose I shall till the veil be lifted. I +understand right enough why oysters ain't given eyes--lest they +should see those who are opening their mouths to eat 'em. And if +geese were given wings like swallows, they wouldn't bide with us +over Michaelmas. But why Providence should ha' denied domestic +servants the gift of intelligence wherewith we, their masters and +mistresses, be so largely endowed--that beats me. Well," in a tone +of resignation, "one will know that some day, doubtless." + +After a bit of conversation about the progress of Jonas to +convalescence, and the chance of his being able to use his arm, +Mrs. Verstage approached the topic uppermost in her mind. + +"I should like to hear all about it, from your own mouth, Matabel. +There is such a number of wonderful tales going round, all +contradictory, and so, of course, all can't be true. Some even +tell that you fired the gun and wounded Jonas. But that is +ridiculous, as I said to Maria Entiknap. And actually one story +is that my Iver was in it somehow. Of course, I knew he heard +there was an accident. You told him when you was fetched away. +Who fetched you from the Ship? I left you in the kitchen." + +"Oh, mother," said Mehetabel, "all the events of that terrible +night are confused in my head, and I don't know where to begin--nor +what is true and what fancy, so I'd as lief say nothing about it." + +"If you can't trust me--" said Mrs. Verstage, somewhat offended. + +"I could trust you with anything," answered Mehetabel hastily. +"Indeed, it is not that, but somehow I fell, and I suppose with +fright, and a blow I got in falling, every event got so mixed with +fancies and follies that I don't know where truth begins and fancy +ends. For that reason I do not wish to speak." + +"Now look here," said Mrs. Verstage, "I've brought you a present +such as I wouldn't give to any one. It's a cookery book, as was +given me. See what I have wrote, or got Simon to write for me, +on the fly-leaf. + + "'Susanna Verstage, her book, + Give me grace therein to look. + Not only to look, but to understand, + For learning is better than houses and land. + When land is gone, and money is spent, + Then learning is most excellent.' + +"And the reason why I part with this Matabel, is because of that +little conversation we had together the other day at the Ship. +I don't believe as how you and Bideabout get along together first +rate. Now I know men, their ins and outs, pretty completely, and +I know that the royal road to their affections is through their +stomachs. You use this book of receipts, they're not extravagant +ones, but they are all good, and in six months Jonas will just +about worship you." + +"Mother," said Mehetabel, after thanking her, "you are very kind." + +"Not at all. I've had experience in husbands, and you're, so to +speak, raw to it. They are humorous persons, are men, you have to +give in a little here and take a good slice there. If you give up +to them there's an end to all peace and quietness. If you don't +give in enough the result is the same. What all men want is to make +their wives their slaves. You know, I suppose, how Gilly Cheel, +the younger, got his name of Jamaica?" + +"I do not think I do." + +"Why he and his Bessy are always quarrelling! Neither will yield +to the other. At last, by some means, Gilly got wind that in West +Indies, there are slaves, and he thought, if he could only get +out there with Bess that he'd be able to enslave her and make her +do what he wished. So he pretended that he'd got a little money +left him in Jamaica, and must needs go out there and settle. She +said she wouldn't go, and he had no call to go there, except just +for the sake of getting her under control. Then he talked big of +the beautiful climate, and all the cooking done by the sun, and no +washing needed, because clothing are unnecessary, and not only +no washing, but no mending neither, no stockings to knit, no buttons +to put on--a Paradise for wimen, said Gilly--but still he couldn't +get Bessy to hear of going out to the West Indies. At last, how it +was, I can't say, but she got wind of the institootion of slavery +there, and then she guessed at once what was working in Gilly's +mind. Since that day he's always gone by the name of Jamaica, and +fellows that want to tease him shout, 'Taken your passage yet for +you and Bessy to Jamaica?'" + +"My dear mother," said Mehetabel, "I should not mind being a slave +in my husband's house, and to him, if there were love to beautify +and sanctify it. But it would not be slavery then, and now I am +afraid that you, mother, have perhaps took it unkind that I did not +tell you more about that shot. If so, let me make all good again +between us by telling you a real secret. There's no one else knows +it." + +"What is that?" asked the hostess eagerly. + +Mehetabel was nervous and colored. + +"May I tell you in your ear?" + +Mrs. Verstage extended an ear to her, she would have applied both +to Mehetabel's mouth had that been feasible. + +The young wife, with diffidence, whispered something. + +A beam of satisfaction lit up the old woman's face. + +"That's famous. That's just as it ort. With that and with the +cookery book, Jonas'll just adore you. There's nuthin' like that +for makin' a home homely." + +"And you'll come to me?" + +"My dear, if alive and well, without fail." + + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +POISON. + + +The Broom-Squire did not recover from his wound with the rapidity +that might have been expected. His blood was fevered, his head in +a whirl. He could not forget what his sister had said to him +relative to Mehetabel and Iver. Jealousy gnawed in his heart like +a worm. That the painter should admire her for her beauty--that +was nothing--who did not admire her? Had she not been an object +of wonder and praise ever since she had bloomed into womanhood at +the Ship? That he was envied his beautiful wife did not surprise +him. He valued her because begrudged him by others. + +He looked at himself in a broken glass he had, and sneered and +laughed when he saw his own haggard face, and contrasted it with +that of the artist. It was true that he had seen nothing to render +him suspicious, when Iver came to his house, but he had not always +been present. He had actually forced his wife against her wishes +to go to the tavern where Iver was, had thrust her, so to speak, +into his arms. + +He remembered her call in the Marsh to the spirits to rid her of +some one, and he could not believe her explanation. He remembered +how that to save Iver, she had thrust the muzzle of the gun against +her own side, and had done battle with him for mastery over the +weapon. Incapable of conceiving of honor, right feeling, in any +breast, he attributed the worst motives to Mehetabel--he held her +to be sly, treacherous, and false. + +Jonas had never suffered from any illness, and he made a bad +patient now. He was irritable, and he spared neither his wife, +who attended to him with self-denying patience, nor his sister, +who came in occasionally. Mehetabel hoped that his pain and +dependence on her might soften his rancorous spirit, and break +down his antagonism towards her and every one. The longer his +recovery was delayed, the more unrestrained became his temper. +He spared no one. It seemed as though his wife's patience and +attention provoked into virulent activity all that was most venomous +and vicious in his nature. Possibly he was aware that he was +unworthy of her, but could not or would not admit this to himself. +His hatred of Iver grew to frenzy. He felt that he was morally the +inferior of both the artist and of his own wife. When he was at +their mercy they had spared his life, and that life of his lay +between them and happiness. Had he not sought both theirs? Would +he have scrupled to kill either had one of them been in the same +helpless position at his feet? + +He had come forth in sorry plight from that struggle, and now he +was weakened by his accident, and unable to watch Mehetabel as +fully as he would have wished. + +The caution spoken by the surgeon that he should not retard his +recovery by impatience and restlessness was unheeded. + +He was wakeful at night, tossing on his bed from side to side. He +complained of this to the surgeon, who, on his next visit, brought +him a bottle of laudanum. + +"Now look here," said he; "I will not put this in your hands. You +are too hasty and unreliable to be entrusted with it. Your wife +shall have it. It is useful, if taken in small quantities, just a +drop or two, but if too much be taken by accident, then you will +fall into a sleep from which there is no awaking. I can quite +fancy that you in your irritable mood, because you could not sleep, +would give yourself an overdose, and then--there would be the +deuce to pay." + +"And suppose that my wife were to overdose me?" asked the sick man +suspiciously. + +"That is not a suspicion I can entertain," said the surgeon, with +a bow of his head in the direction of Mehetabel, "I have found her +thoughtful, exact, and trustworthy. And so you have found her, I +will swear, Mr. Kink, in all your domestic life?" + +The Broom-Squire muttered something unintelligible, and turned a +way. + +When the laudanum arrived, he took the bottle and examined it. A +death's head and crossbones were on the label. He took out the +cork, and smelt the contents of the phial. + +Though worn out with want of sleep he refused to touch any of the +sedative. He was afraid to trust Mehetabel with the bottle, and +afraid to mix his own portion lest in his nervous excitement he +might overdo the dose. + +Neither would he suffer the laudanum to be administered to him by +his sister. As he said to her with a sneer, "A drop too much would +give you a chance of my farm, which you won't have so long as I +live." + +"How can you talk like that?" said Sally. "Haven't you got a wife? +Wouldn't the land go to her?" + +The land, the house--to Mehetabel, and with his removal, then the +way would be opened for Iver as well. + +The thought was too much for Jonas. He left his bed, and carried +the phial of opium to a little cupboard he had in the wall, that +he kept constantly locked. This he now opened, and within it he +placed the bottle. "Better endure my sleepless nights than be +rocked to sleep by those who have no wish to bid me a good morrow." + +Seeing that Mehetabel observed him he said, "The key I never let +from my hands." + +He would not empty the phial out of the window, because--he thought +on the next visit of the surgeon he might get him to administer +the dose himself, and he would have to pay for the laudanum, +consequently to waste it would be to throw away two shillings. + +It chanced one day, when the Broom-Squire was somewhat better, and +had begun to go about, that old Clutch was taken ill. The venerable +horse was off his feed, and breathed heavily. He stood with head +down, looking sulky. + +Bideabout was uneasy. He was attached to the horse, even though +he beat it without mercy. Perhaps this attachment was mainly +selfish. He knew that if old Clutch died he would have to replace +him, and the purchase of a horse would be a serious expense. +Accordingly he did all in his power to recover his steed, short +of sending for a veterinary surgeon. He hastened to his cupboard +in the upper chamber, and unlocked it, to find a draught that he +might administer. When he had got the bottle, in his haste, being +one-handed, he forgot to re-lock and remove the key. Possibly he +did not observe that his wife was seated in the window, engaged in +needlework. Indeed, for some time she had been very busily engaged +in the making of certain garments, not intended for herself nor +for her husband. She worked at these in the upper chamber, where +there was more light than below in the kitchen, where, owing to +the shade of the trees, the room was somewhat dark, and where, +moreover, she was open to interruption. + +When Bideabout left the room, Mehetabel looked up, and saw that he +had not fastened the cupboard. The door swung open, and exposed +the contents. She rose, laid the linen she was hemming on the +chair, and went to the open press, not out of inquisitiveness, +but in order to fasten the door. + +She stood before the place where he kept his articles of value, +and mustered them, without much interest. There were bottles of +drenches for cattle, and pots of ointment for rubbing on sprains, +and some account books. That was all. + +But among the bottles was one that was small, of dark color, with +an orange label on it marked with a boldly drawn skull and +crossbones, and the letters printed on it, "Poison." + +This was the phial containing the medicine, the name of which she +could not recall, that the doctor had given to her husband to take +in the event of his sleeplessness continuing to trouble him. The +word "poison" was frightening, and the death's head still more so. +But she recalled what the surgeon had said, that the result of +taking a small dose would be to encourage sleep, and of an overdose +to send into a sleep from which there would be no awaking. + +Mehetabel could hardly repress a smile, though it was a sad one, +as she thought of her husband's suspicions lest she should misuse +the draught on him. But her bosom heaved, and her heart beat as +she continued to look at it. + +She needed but to extend her hand and she had the means whereby +all her sorrows and aches of heart would be brought to an end. +It was not as if there were any prospect before her of better +times. If sickness had failed to soften and sweeten the temper of +the Broom-Squire, then nothing would do it. Before her lay a hideous +future of self-abnegation, or daily, hourly misery, under his +ill-nature; of continuous torture caused by his cruel tongue. And +her heart was not whole. She still thought of Iver, recalled his +words, his look, the clasp of his arm, his kiss on her lips. + +Would the time ever arrive when she could think of him without her +pulse bounding, and a film forming over her eyes? + +Would it not be well to end this now? She had but to sip a few +drops from this bottle and then lay her weary head, and still more +weary heart, on the bed, and sleep away into the vast oblivion! + +She uncorked the bottle and smelt the laudanum. The odor was +peculiar, it was unlike any other with which she was acquainted. +She even touched the cork with her tongue. The taste was not +unpleasant. + +Not a single drop had been taken from the phial. It was precisely +in the condition in which it had arrived. + +If she did not yield to the temptation, what was it that stayed +her? Not the knowledge that the country of the Gergesenes lay +southeast of the Lake of Tiberias, otherwise called the Sea of +Galilee; nor that the "lily of the field" was the Scarlet Martagon; +nor that the latitude and longitude of Jerusalem were 31 deg. 47 +min. by 53 deg. 15 min., all which facts had been acquired by her +in the Sunday-school; but that which arrested her hand and made +her replace the cork and bottle was the sight of a little white +garment lying on the chair from which she had risen. + +Just then she heard her husband's voice, and startled and confused +by what had passed through her mind, she locked the cupboard, and +without consideration slipped the key into her pocket. Then +gathering up the little garment she went into another room. + +Bideabout did not miss the key, or remember that he had not locked +up the cupboard, for three days. The bottle with drench he had +retained in the stable. + +When the old horse recovered, or showed signs of convalescence, +then Bideabout took the bottle, went to his room, and thrust his +hand into his pocket for the key that he might open the closet and +replace the drench. + +Then, for the first time, did he discover his loss. He made no +great disturbance about it when he found out that the key was gone, +as he took for granted that it had slipped from his pocket in the +stable, or on his way through the yard to it. In fact, he discovered +that there was a hole in his pocket, through which it might easily +have worked its way. + +As he was unable to find any other key that would fit the lock, he +set to work to file an odd key down and adapt it to his purpose. +Living as did the squatters, away from a town, or even a large +village, they had learned to be independent of tradesmen, and to +do most things for themselves. + +Nor did Mehetabel discover that she was in possession of the key +till after her husband had made another that would fit. She had +entirely forgotten having pocketed the original key. Indeed she +never was conscious that she had done it. It was only when she +saw him unlock the closet to put away the bottle of horse medicine +that she asked herself what had been done with the key. Then she +hastily put her hand into her pocket and found it. + +As Jonas had another, she did not think it necessary for her to +produce the original and call down thereby on herself a torrent +of abuse. + +She retained it, and thus access to the poison was possible to +those two individuals under one roof. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +A THREAT. + + +One Sunday, the first snow had fallen in large flakes, and as +there had been no wind it had covered all things pretty evenly--it +had laden the trees, many of which had not as yet shed their leaves. +Mehetabel had not gone to church because of this snow; and Jonas +had been detained at home for the same reason, though not from +church. If he had gone anywhere it would have been to look for +holly trees full of berries which he might cut for the Christmas +sale of evergreens. + +Towards noon the sun suddenly broke out and revealed a world of +marvellous beauty. Every bush and tree twinkled, and as the rays +melted the snow the boughs stooped and shed their burdens in shining +avalanches. + +Blackbirds were hopping in the snow, and the track of hares was +distinguishable everywhere. + +As the sun burst in at the little window it illumined the beautiful +face of Mehetabel and showed the delicate rose in her cheeks, and +shone in her rich dark hair, bringing out a chestnut glow not +usually visible in it. + +Jonas, who had been sitting at his table working at his accounts, +looked up and saw his wife at the window contemplating the beauty +of the scene. She had her hands clasped, and her thoughts seemed +to be far away, though her eyes rested on the twinkling white world +before her. + +Jonas, though ill-natured and captious, was fond of his wife, in +his low, animal fashion, and had a coarse appreciation of her +beauty. He was so far recovered from his accident that he could +sleep and eat heartily, and his blood coursed as usual through +his veins. + +The very jealousy that worked in him, and his hatred of Iver, and +envy of his advantages of youth, good looks, and ease of manner, +made him eager to assert his proprietorship over his wife. + +He stepped up to her, without her noticing his approach, put his +right arm round her waist and kissed her. + +She started, and thrust him back. She was far away in thought, +and the action was unintentional. In very truth she had been +dreaming of Iver, and the embrace chimed in with her dream, and +the action of shrinking and repulsion was occasioned by the recoil +of her moral nature from any undue familiarity attempted by Iver. + +But the Broom-Squire entirely misconceived her action. With +quivering voice and flashing eyes, he said-- + +"Oh, if this had been Iver, the daub-paint, you would not have +pushed me away." + +Her eyebrows contracted, and a slight start did not pass unnoticed. + +"I know very well," he said, "of whom you were thinking. Deny it +if you can? Your mind was with Iver Verstage." + +She was silent. The blood rushed foaming through her head; but she +looked Bideabout steadily in the face. + +"It is guilt which keeps you silent," he said, bitterly. + +"If you are so sure that I thought of him, why did you ask?" she +replied, and now the color faded out of her face. + +Jonas laughed mockingly. + +"It serves me right," he said in a tone of resentment against +himself. "I always knew what women were; that they were treacherous +and untrue; and the worst of all are those who think themselves +handsome; and the most false and vicious of all are such as have +been reared in public-houses, the toast of drunken sots." + +"Why, then, did you take me?" + +"Because I was a fool. Every man commits a folly once in his life. +Even Solomon, the wisest of men, committed that folly; aye, and +many a time, too, for of wives he had plenty. But then he was a +king, and folly such as that mattered not to him. He could cut +off the head of, or shoot down any man who even looked at or spoke +a word to any of his wives. And if one of these were untrue to him, +he would put her in a sack and sink her in the Dead Sea, and--served +her right. To think that I--that I--the shrewd Broom-Squire, should +have been so bewitched and bedeviled as to be led into the bog of +marriage! Now I suffer for it." He turned savagely on his wife, and +said: "Have you forgotten that you vowed fidelity to me?" + +"And you did you not swear to show me love?" + +He broke into a harsh laugh. + +"Love! That is purely! And just now, when I attempted to snatch a +kiss, you struck me and thrust me off, because I was Jonas Kink, +and not the lover you looked for?" + +"Jonas!" said Mehetabel, and a flame of indignation started into +her cheek, and burnt there on each cheek-bone. "Jonas, you are +unjust. I swore to love you, and Heaven can answer for me that I +have striven hard to force the love to come where it does not exist +naturally. Can you sink a well in the sand-hill, and compel the +water to bubble up? Can you drain away the moor and bid it blossom +like a garden? I cannot love you--when you do everything to make me +shrink from you. You esteem nothing, no one, that is good. You +sneer at everything that is holy; you disbelieve in everything that +is honest; you value not the true, and you have no respect for +suffering. I do not deny that I have no love for you--that there is +much in you that makes me draw away--as from something hideous. +Why do not you try on your part to seek my love? Instead of that, +you take an ingenious pleasure in stamping out every spark of +affection, in driving away every atom of regard, that I am trying +so hard to acquire for you. Is all the strivin' to be on my +side?--all the thought and care to be with me? A very little pains +on your part, some small self-control, and we should get to find +common ground on which we could meet and be happy. As to Iver +Verstage, both he and I know well enough that we can never belong +to each other." + +"Oh, I stand between you?" + +"Yes you and my duty." + +"Much you value either." + +"I know my duty and will do it. Iver Verstage and I can never +belong to each other. We know it, and we have parted forever. I +have not desired to be untrue to you in heart; but I did not know +what was possible and what impossible in this poor, unhappy heart +of mine when I promised to love you. I did not know what love +meant at the time. Mother told me it grew as a matter of course +in married life, like chickweed in a garden." + +"Am I gone crazed, or have you?" exclaimed Bideabout, snorting +with passion. "You have parted with Iver quite so but only till +after my death, which you will compass between you. I know that +well enough. It was because I knew that, that I would not suffer +you to give me doses of laudanum. A couple of drops, where one +would suffice, and this obstruction to your loves was removed." + +"No, never!" exclaimed Mehetabel, with flashing eye. + +"You women are like the glassy pools in the Moor. There is a smooth +face, and fair flowers floating thereon, and underneath the toad +and the effect, the water-rat and festering poison. I shall know +how to drive out of you the devil that possesses you this spirit +of rebellion and passion for Iver Verstage." + +"You may do that," said Mehetabel, recovering her self-mastery, "if +you will be kind, forbearing, and gentle." + +"It is not with kindness and gentleness that I shall do it," +scoffed the Broom-Squire. "The woman that will not bend must be +broken. It is not I who will have to yield in this house I, who +have been master here these twenty years. I shall know how to bring +you to your senses." + +He was in foaming fury. He shook his fist, and his short hair +bristled. + +Mehetabel shrank from him as from a maniac. + +"You have no need to threaten," she said, with sadness in her tone. +"I am prepared for anything. Life is not so precious to me that I +care for it." + +"Then why did you crawl out of the marsh?" + +She looked at him with wide-open eyes. + +"Make an end of my wretchedness if you will. Take a knife, and +drive it into my heart. Go to your closet, and bring me that poison +you have there, and pour it between my lips. Thrust me, if you +will, into the Marsh. It is all one to me. I cannot love you unless +you change your manners of thought and act and speech altogether." + +"Bah!" sneered he, "I shall not kill you. But I shall make you +understand to fear me, if you cannot love me." He gripped her +wrist. "Whether alive or dead, there will be no escape from me. I +will follow you, track you in all you do, and if I go underground +shall fasten on you, in spirit, and drag you underground as well. +When you married me you became mine forever." + +A little noise made both turn. + +At the door was Sally Rocliffe, her malevolent face on the watch, +observing all that passed. + +"What do you want here?" asked the Broom-Squire. + +"Nuthin', Jonas, but to know what time it is. Our clock is all +wrong when it does go, and now, with the cold and snow, I suppose, +it has stopped altogether." + +Sally looked at the clock that stood in the comer, Jonas turned +sharply on his heel, took his hat, and went forth into the backyard +of his farm. + +"So," said Mrs. Rocliffe, "my brother is in fear of his life of +you. I know very well how he got the shot in his elbow. It was not +your fault that it did not lodge in his head. And now he dare not +take his medicine from your hands lest you should put poison into +it. That comes of marrying into a gallows family." + +Then slowly she walked away. + +Mehetabel sank into the window seat. + +However glorious the snow-clad, sunlit world might be without it +was nothing to her. Within her was darkness and despair. + +She looked at her wrist, marked with the pressure of her husband's +fingers. No tears quenched the fire in her eyes. She sat and gazed +stonily before her, and thought on nothing. It was as though her +heart was frozen and buried under snow; as though her eyes looked +over the moor, also frozen and white, but without the sun flooding +it. Above hung gray and threatening clouds. + +Thus she sat for many minutes, almost without breathing, almost +without pulsation. + +Then she sprang to her feet with a sob in her throat, and hastened +about the house to her work. There was, as it were, a dark sea +tumbling, foaming, clashing within her, and horrible thoughts +rose up out of this sea and looked at her in ghostly fashion and +filled her with terror. Chief among these was the thought that +the death of Jonas could and would free her from this hopeless +wretchedness. Had the bullet indeed entered his head then now she +would have been enduring none of this insult, none of these +indignities, none of this daily torture springing out of his +jealousy, his suspicion, and his resentfulness. + +And at the same time appeared the vision of Iver Verstage. She +could measure Jonas by him. How infinitely inferior in every +particular was Jonas to the young painter, the friend of her +childhood. + +But Mehetabel knew that such thoughts could but breed mischief. +They were poison germs that would infect her own life, and make +her not only infinitely wretched but degrade her in her own eyes. +She fought against them. She beat them down as though she were +battling with serpents that rose up out of the dust to lash +themselves around her and sting her. The look at them had an +almost paralyzing effect. If she did not use great effort they +would fascinate her, and draw her on till they filled her whole +mind and lured her from thought to act. + +She had not been instructed in much that was of spiritual advantage +when a child in the Sunday-school. The Rector, as has already been +intimated, had been an excellent and kindly man, who desired to +stand well with everybody, and who was always taking up one nostrum +after another as a panacea for every spiritual ill. And at the time +when Matabel was under instruction the nostrum was the physical +geography of the Holy Land. The only thing the parson did not teach +was a definite Christian belief, because he had entered into a +compromise with a couple of Dissenting farmers not to do so, and to +confine the instruction to such matters as could not be disputed. +Moreover, he was, himself, mentally averse to everything that +savored of dogma in religion. He would not give his parishioners +the Bread of Life, but would supply them with any amount of stones +geographically tabulated according to their strata. + +However, Matabel had acquired a clear sense of right and wrong, at +a little dame's school she had attended, as also from Mrs. Verstage; +and now this definite knowledge of right and wrong stood her in +good stead. She saw that the harboring of such thoughts was wrong, +and she therefore resolutely resisted them. "He said," she sighed, +when the battle was over, "that he would follow me through life and +death, and finally drag me underground. But, can he be as bad as +his word?" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +A HERALD OF STRIFE. + + +The winter passed without any change in the situation. Iver did not +come home for Christmas, although he heard that his mother was +failing in health and strength. There was much amusement in +Guildford, and he reasoned that it would be advantageous to his +business to take part in all the entertainments, and accept every +invitation made him to the house of a pupil. Thursley was not so +remote but that he could go there at any time. He was establishing +himself in the place, and must strike root on all sides. + +This was a disappointment to Mrs. Verstage. Reluctantly she admitted +that her health was breaking down, and that, moreover, whilst Simon +remained tough and unshaken. The long-expected and hoped for time +when Iver should become a permanent inmate of the house, and she +would spend her declining years in love and admiration, had vanished +to the region of hopes impossible of fulfilment. + +Simon Verstage took the decline of his wife's powers very +philosophically. He had been so accustomed to her prognostications +of evil, and harangues on her difficulties, that he was case-hardened, +and did not realize that there was actual imminence of a separation +by death. + +"It's all her talk," he would say to a confidential friend; "she's +eighteen years younger nor me, and so has eighteen to live after +I'm gone. There ain't been much took out of her: she's not one as +has had a large family. There was Iver, no more; and women are +longer-lived than men. She talks, but it's all along of Polly that +worrits her. Let Polly alone and she'll get into the ways of the +house in time; but Sanna be always at her about this and about that, +and it kinder bewilders the wench, and she don't know whether to +think wi' her toes, and walk wi' her head." + +In the Punch-Bowl the relations that subsisted between the +Broom-Squire and his wife were not more cordial than before. They +lived in separate worlds. He was greatly occupied with his solicitor +in Godalming, to whom he was constantly driving over. He saw little +of Mehetabel, save at his meals, and then conversation was limited +on his part to recrimination and sarcastic remarks that cut as a +razor. She made no reply, and spoke only of matters necessary. To +his abusive remarks she had no answer, a deepening color, a +clouding eye showed that she felt what he said. And it irritated +the man that she bore his insolence meekly. He would have preferred +that she should have retorted. As it was, so quiet was the house +that Sally Rocliffe sneered at her brother for living in it with +Mehetabel, "just like two turtle doves,--never heard in the +Punch-Bowl of such a tender couple. Since that little visit to +the Moor you've been doin' nothin' but billin and cooin'." Then +she burst into a verse of an old folks song, singing in harsh +tones-- + + "A woman that hath a bad husband, I find + By scolding won't make him the better. + So let him be easy, contented in mind, + Nor suffer his foibles to fret her. + Let every good woman her husband adore, + Then happy her lot, though t be humble and poor. + We live like two turtles, no sorrows we know, + And, fair girl! mind this when you marry." + +"What happens, in my house is no concern of yours, Sally," Jonas +would answer sharply. "If some folk would mind their own affairs +they wouldn't be all to sixes and sevens. You look out that you +don't get into trouble yet over that foolish affair of Thomas and +the Countess. I don't fancy you've come to the end of that yet." + +So the winter passed, and spring as well, and then came summer, +and just before the scythe cut the green swath, for the hay harvest, +Mehetabel became a mother. + +The child that was born to her was small and delicate, it lacked the +sturdiness of its father and of the mother. So frail, indeed, did +the little life seem at first, that grave doubts were entertained +whether the babe would live to be taken to church to be baptized. + +Mehetabel did not have the comfort of the presence of Mrs. Verstage. + +During the winter that good woman's malady advanced with rapid +strides, and by summer she was confined to her room, and very +generally to her bed. + +To Mehetabel it was not only a grief that she was deprived of the +assistance of her "mother," but also that, owing to her own +condition, she was unable to attend on the failing woman. Deprived +of the help of Mrs. Verstage, Mehetabel was thrown on that of her +sister-in-law, Sally Rocliffe. Occasions of this sort call forth +all that is good and tender in woman, and Sally was not at bottom +either a bad or heartless woman. She had been embittered by a +struggle with poverty that had been incessant, and had been allowed +free use of her tongue by a husband, all whose self-esteem had been +taken out of him by his adventure with the "Countess Charlotte," +and the derision which had rained on him since. She was an envious +and a spiteful woman, and bore a bitter grudge against Mehetabel +for disappointing her ambition of getting her brother's farm +for her own son Samuel. But on the occasion when called to the +assistance of her sister-in-law, she laid aside her malevolence, +and the true humanity in the depths of her nature woke up. She +showed Mehetabel kindness, though in ungracious manner. + +Jonas exhibited no interest in the accession to his family, he +would hardly look at the babe, and refused to kiss it. + +At Mehetabel's request he came up to see her, in her room; he stood +aloof, and showed no token of kindliness and consideration. Sarah +went downstairs. + +"Jonas," said the young mother, "I have wished to have a word with +you. You have been very much engaged, I suppose, and could not well +spare time to see me before." + +"Well, what have you to say? Come to the point." + +"That is easily done. Let all be well between us. Let the past be +forgotten, with its differences and misunderstandings. And now +that this little baby is given to us, let it be a bond of love +and reconciliation, and a promise of happiness to us both." + +The Broom-Squire looked sideways at his wife, and said, sulkily, +"You remind one of Sanna Verstage's story of Gilly Cheel. He'd +been drinking and making a racket in the house, and was so +troublesome that she had to turn him out into the street by the +shoulders. What did he do, but set his back to the door, and kick +with his heels till he'd stove in some of the panels. Then he went +to the windows, and beat in the panes, and when he'd made a fine +wreck of it all, he stuck in his head, and said, 'This is to tell +you, Sanna Verstage, as how I forgive you in a Christian spirit.'" + +"Bideabout! What has that to do with me?" + +"Everything. Have you not wronged me, sought to compass my death, +given your love away from me to another, crossed me in all my +wishes?" + +"No, Jonas; I have done none of this. I never sought your death, +only the removal of one who made happiness to me in my home +impossible. It was for you, because of you, that I desired his +removal. As for my love, I have tried to give it all to you, but +you must not forget that already from infancy, from the first +moment that I can remember anything, Iver was my companion, that +I was taught to look up to him, and to love him. But, indeed, I +needed no teachin' in that. It came naturally, just as the +buttercups in the meadow in spring, and the blush on the heather +in July. I had not seen him for many years, and I did not forget +him for all that. But I never had a thought of him other than as +an old playmate. He returned home, the very day we were married, +Jonas, as you remember. And since then, he often came to the +Punch-Bowl. You had nothin' against that. I began to feel like the +meadow when the fresh spring sun shines on it, that all the dead +or sleepin' roots woke up, and are strong again, or as the heather, +that seemed dry and lifeless, the buds come once more. But I knew +it must not be, and I fought against it; and I went to Thor's Stone +for that reason, and for none other." + +"A likely tale," sneered Jonas. + +"Yes, Bideabout, it is a likely tale; it is the only tale at all +likely concerning an honest heart such as mine. If there be truth +and uprightness in you, you will believe me. That I have gone +through a great fight I do not deny. That I have been driven almost +to despair, is also true. That I have cried out for help--that you +know, for you heard me, and I was heard." + +"Yes--in that a lump of lead was sent into my shoulder." + +"No, Jonas, in that this little innocent was given to my arms. You +need doubt me no more: you need fear for me and yourself no longer. +I have no mistrust in myself at all now that I have this." Lovingly, +with full eyes, the mother held up the child, then clasped it to +her bosom, and covered the little head and tiny hands with kisses. + +"What has that to do with all that has been between us?" asked +Bideabout, sneeringly. + +"It has everything to do," answered Mehetabel. "It is a little +physician to heal all our wounds with its gentle hand. It is a +tiny sower to strew love and the seeds of happiness in our united +lives. It is a little herald angel that appears to announce to us +peace and goodwill." + +"I dun know," muttered Jonas. "It don't seem like to be any of +that." + +"You have not looked in the little face, felt the little hands, +as I have. Why, if I had any ache and pain, those wee fingers +would with their touch drive all away. But indeed, Jonas, since +it came I have had no ache, no pain at all. All looks to me like +sunshine and sweet summer weather. Do you know what mother said to +me, many months ago, when first I told her what I was expecting?" + +"Dun know that I care to hear." + +"She gave me a cookery book, and she said to me that when the +little golden beam shone into this dark house it would fill it +with light, and that, with the baby and me--cooking you nice +things to eat, as wouldn't cost much, but still nice, then all +would be right and happy, and after all--Paradise, Jonas." + +"It seems to me as Sanna Verstage knows nuthin about it." + +"Jonas," pleaded Mehetabel, "give the little one a kiss. Take it +in your arms." + +He turned away. + +"Jonas," she said, in a tone of discouragement, after a pause, and +after having held out the child to him in vain, and then taken it +back to her bosom, "what are you stampin' for?" + +He was beating his foot on the flooring. + +"I want Sally to come up. I thought you had something to say, and +it seems there is nuthin'." + +"Nothing, Jonas? Do not go. Do not leave me thus. This is the first +time you have been here since this little herald of goodwill +appeared in my sky. Do not go! Come to me. Put your hand in mine, +say that all is love and peace between us, and there will be no +more mistrust and hard words. I will do my duty by you to the very +best of my power, but, oh, Jonas, this will be a light thing to +accomplish if there be love. Without--it will be heavy indeed." + +He continued stamping. "Will Sally never come?" + +"Jonas! there is one thing more I desired to say, What is the name +to be given to the little fellow? It is right you should give him +one." + +"I!" exclaimed the Broom-Squire, making for the stairs. "I! Call +him any name you will, but not mine. Call him," he turned his mean +face round, full of rancor, and with his lip drawn up on one side, +"as you like--call him, if it please you--Iver." + +He went down the stairs muttering. What words more he said were +lost in the noise of his feet. + +"Oh, my babe! my babe!" sobbed Mehetabel; "a herald not of goodwill +but of wicked strife!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +A BEQUEST. + + +As Mehetabel became strong, the better feeling towards her in the +heart of Sally Rocliffe sank out of sight, and the old ill-humor +and jealousy took the upper hand once more. It was but too obvious +to the young mother that the woman would have been well content +had the feeble flame of life in the child been extinguished. This +little life stood between her son Samuel and the inheritance of the +Kink's farm. + +Whatever was necessary for the child was done, but done grudgingly, +and Mehetabel soon learned that the little being that clung to +her, and drew the milk of life from her bosom, was without a +friend except herself, in the Punch-Bowl. Jonas maintained a cold +estrangement from both her and the babe, its aunt would have +welcomed its death. + +The knowledge of this rendered her infant only more dear to +Mehetabel. Hers was a loving nature, one that hungered and panted +for love. She had clung as much as was allowed to the hostess at +the inn. She had been prepared with all her heart to love the man +to whom she had promised love. But this had been rendered difficult, +if not impossible, by his conduct. She would have forgiven whatever +wrong he had done her, had he shown the smallest token of affection +for his child. Now that he refused the poor, helpless creature the +least particle of the love that was its due, her heart that had +expanded towards him, turned away and poured all its warmth on the +child. + +And in love for it she was satisfied. She could dispense with the +love of others. She thought, cared for, lived but for this one +little object which engrossed her entire horizon, filled every +corner of her heart. + +Marvellous is maternal love above every other love on earth, +the most complete reflex of the love of the Creator for His +creatures. In connubial love there is something selfish. It +insists on reciprocity. In filial love there is an admixture +of gratitude for treatment in the past. In maternal love there +is nothing self-seeking, it is pure benevolence, giving, continuous +giving, of time, of thought, of body labor, of sleep, of everything. +It asks for nothing in return, it expects nothing. + +Under the power of this mighty love Mehetabel rapidly became strong, +and bloomed. The color returned to her cheek, the brightness to her +eye, the smile to her lips, and mirth to her heart. + +Whatever seeds of love for Iver had sprung up in her were smothered +under the luxuriance of this new love that left in her soul no +space for any other. She thought no more of Iver, for she had no +thought for any one other than her child. + +She who had never had any one of her own round whom to throw her +arms, and to clasp to her heart, had now this frail infant; and +the love that might have been dispersed among many recipients was +given entire to the child--a love without stint, a love without +bounds, a love infinitely pure and holy as the love that reigns +in Heaven. So completely absorbed was Mehetabel in her love of the +child, that the ill-humors of Sarah Rocliffe affected her not, nor +did the callousness of her husband deeply wound her. So absorbed +was she, that she hardly gave a thought to Simon Verstage and +Susanna, and it was with a pang of self-reproach that she received +an urgent appeal from the latter to visit her, sent through a +messenger, along with a request that she would bring her infant +with her in the conveyance sent from the Ship Inn for the purpose. + +With readiness and at once Mehetabel obeyed the summons. There was +a bright flush of pleasure in her cheek as she mounted to her place +in the little cart, assisted by Joe Filmer, the ostler at the Ship, +and folded her shawl about the living morsel that was all the world +to her. + +"Well, upon my word," said Joe, "I think, Matabel, you've grown +prettier than ever, and if Bideabout bain't a happy man, he's +different constituted from most of us." + +Joe might well express his admiration. The young mother was +singularly lovely now, with sufficient of the delicacy of her +late confinement still on her, and with the glow of love and pride +glorifying her face. + +She was very pleased to go to the Ship, not so much because she +wanted to see the hostess, as because she desired to show her the +babe. + +"How is mother?" she asked of Joe Filmer. + +The ostler shook his head. + +"I should say she hain't long to live. She changed terrible last +week. If it weren't for her stories about Gilly Cheel, and one or +another, one wouldn't believe it was the same woman. And the master, +he is that composed over it all--it is wonderful, wonderful." + +Mehetabel was shocked. She was not prepared for this news, and the +brightness went out of her face. She was even more alarmed and +troubled when she saw Mrs. Verstage, on whose countenance the +shadow of approaching death was plainly lying. + +But the hostess had lost none of the energy and directness of her +character. + +"My dear Matabel," she said, "it's no use you wishin' an' hopin'. +Wishin' an' hopin' never made puff paste without lard. I haven't +got in me the one thing which could raise me up again--the power +to shake off my complaint. That is gone from me. I thought for +long I could fight it, and by not givin' way tire it out. You can +do that with a stubborn horse, but not with a complaint such as +mine. But there--no more about me, show me the young Broom-Squire." + +After the usual scene incident on the exhibition of a babe that is +its mother's pride, a scene that every woman can fill in for +herself, and which every man would ask to be excused to witness, +Mrs. Verstage said: "Matabel, let there be no disguise between us. +How do you and your husband stand to each other now?" + +"I would rather you did not ask me," was the young wife's answer, +after some hesitation. + +"That tells me all," said the hostess. "I did hope that the birth +of a little son or daughter would have made all right, assisted by +the cookery book, but I see plainly that it has not. I have heard +some sort of talks about it. Matabel, now that I stand, not with +one, but with two feet on the brink of my grave, I view matters in +a very different light from what I did before, and I do not mind +tellin' you that I have come to the conclusion that I did a wrong +thing in persuadin' you to take Bideabout. I have had this troublin' +me for a long time, and it has not allowed me rest. I have not had +much sleep of late, because of the pain, and because I always have +been an active woman, and it puts me out to be a prisoner in my own +room, and not able to get about. Well, Matabel, I have fretted a +good deal over this, and have not been able to set my conscience at +ease. When Polly knocked off the spout of my china teapot, I said +to her, 'You must buy me another out of your wages.' She got one, +but 'twasn't the same. It couldn't be the same. The fashion is gone +out, and they don't make 'em as they did. It is the same with your +marriage with Bideabout. The thing is done and can't be undone. So +I need only consider how I can make it up in some other way." + +"Mother, pray say nothing more about this. God has given me my +baby, and I am happy." + +"God has given you that," said Mrs. Verstage, "but I have given you +nothing. I have done nothin' to make amends for the great wrong I +did you, and which was the spoiling of your life. It is not much I +can do, but do somethin' I must, and I will, or I shall not die +happy. Now, my plan is this. I have saved some money. I have for +many years been puttin' away for Iver, but he does not want it +greatly. I intend to leave to you a hundred pounds." + +"Mother, I pray you do nothing of the kind. + +"I must do it, Matabel, to ease my mind." + +"Mother, it will make me miserable." + +"Why so?" + +Mehetabel did not answer. + +"I intend this hundred pounds to be your own, and I shall so leave +it that it shall be yours, and yours only." + +"Mother, it will make matters worse." After some hesitation, and +with a heightened color, she told Mrs. Verstage about the fifteen +pounds given her on the wedding day by Simon. She told it in such +a manner as to screen her husband to the utmost. "You know, mother, +Jonas has high notions about duty, and thinks it not well that we +should have separate purses. Of course he must judge in these +matters, and he is, no doubt, right, whereas I am wrong. But, as he +does hold this opinion, it would anger him were I to have this +money, and I know what the end would be, that I should have to give +it all up to him, so that there might be peace between us. I dare +say he is right." + +"I have heard folks say that man should do the courtin' before +marriage, and the woman after, but I don't hold with it. You may +give way to them too much. There was Betsy Chivers was that mild +and humoring to her husband that at last he made her do everything, +even clean his teeth for him. The hundred pounds is for you, whether +you wish to have it or not. It is of no use your sayin' another +word." + +"Do you mind, if it were given instead to the baby? May it be left +to him instead of me? Then there would not be the same difficulty?" + +"Certainly, if you like it; but you don't want me to leave him the +use of it in his present condition. Why, he'd put it into his mouth +for certain. There must be some one to look after it for him till +he come of age, and take it upon himself, as the baptism service +says." + +"There must, of course," said Mehetabel, meditatively. + +"Money, edged tools, and fire--these are the three things children +mustn't meddle with. But it isn't children only as must be kept +off money. Men are just as bad. They have a way of getting rid of +it is just astonishin' to us females. They be just like jackdaws. +I know them creeturs--I mean jackdaws, not men, come in at the +winder and pull all the pins out of the cushion, and carry 'em off +to line their nest with 'em. And men--they are terrible secretive +with money. They can't leave a lump sum alone, but must be pickin +at it, for all the world like Polly and currant cake, or raisin +puddin'. As for men, they've exactly the same itchin after money. +If I leave the hundred pounds to your little mite, and I'm willin' +to do it, I must make some one trustee, and I don't fancy putting +that upon Bideabout." + +"Of course Jonas would look to his own child's interests, yet--" + +"I know. There's a complaint some folks have, they're always eatin' +and you can never see as their food has profited them. It's so +with Bideabout--he is ever picking up money, but it don't seem to +do him a scrap of good. What has he done with his money that he +has saved?" + +"I do not know." + +"And I don't suppose he does himself. No, if you wish me to leave +the hundred pounds to the child instead of to yourself then I will +do so, heartily, and look about for some one in whom I can place +confidence to undertake to be trustee. Simon is too old and he is +getting foolish. My word, if, after I'm dead and gone, Simon +should take it into his stupid head to marry Polly--I'd rise out +of my grave to forbid the banns." + +"You need have no fear of that, mother." + +"If you had been in the house you could have kept an eye on him. +There, again, my wrong deed finds me out. Matabel, it's my +solemn conviction that there's no foolishness men won't be up +to, especially widowers. They've been kept in order so long +that they break out when their wives are dead. Have you ever seen +a horse as has been clipped and kept all winter on hay in the +stables when he chances to get out into a meadow, up go his heels, +he turns frisky, gallops about, and there's no catching him +again--not even with oats. He prefers the fresh grass and his +freedom. That's just like widowers; or they're ginger beer +bottles, very much up, wi' their corks out. What a pity it is +Providence has given men so little common sense! Well, I'll see +to that matter of the trusteeship, and the little man shall have +a hundred pounds as a stand-by in the chance his father may have +fooled away his own money." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +SURPRISES. + + +Jonas Kink not only raised no objection to having an entertainment +at the baptism of his child, but he expressed his hearty desire +that nothing should be spared to repay the gossips for what they +had done to assist the infant into the Christian Church, by feeding +them well, and giving them what they valued more highly, something +to drink. + +Mehetabel was gratified, and hoped that this was a token that, +rude as his manner was, he would gradually unbend and become +amiable. On the day of the christening, Bideabout was in a bustle, +he passed from one room to another to see that all was in order; +he rubbed his palms and laughed to himself. Occasionally his eyes +rested on Sally Rocliffe, and then there was a malicious twinkle +in them. There was little affection lost between the two. Neither +took pains to conciliate the other. Each commented freely on +those characteristics of the other which were in fact common to +both. + +In his ambition to make a man of comparative substance of his son +Jonas, the father had not dealt liberally by his daughter, and +this had rankled in Sarah's heart. She had irritated her brother +by continually raking up this grievance, and assuring him that a +brother with natural feeling would, out of generosity of his heart, +make amends for the injustice of the father. + +Jonas had not the slightest intention of doing anything of the +sort, and this he conveyed to Sarah in the most bald and offensive +manner possible. For twenty years, ever since the father's death, +these miserable bickerings had gone on. Sally had not the sense to +desist, where the pursuit of the topic could avail nothing, nor +Jonas the kindliness to make her a present which might moderate her +sense of having been unjustly treated. + +He had been obliged to employ his sister, and yet he suspected, not +without cause, that she took away from his house such scraps of +food and pots and pipkins as were not likely to be missed. The +woman justified her conduct to herself by the argument that she was +inadequately paid in coin, and that she was forced to pilfer in +order to recoup herself for the outlay of time and muscle in her +brother's habitation. Thomas Rocliffe was a quiet, harmless old +man, crushed not only by the derision which had clung to him like a +robe of Nessus ever since his escapade with the Countess Charlotte, +but also by the weight of his wife's tongue. He had sought peace +by non-resistance, and this had encouraged her to violence, and had +removed the only possible check to her temper. He was not a clever +man. Most people thought him soft. His son Samuel was stupid and +sullen, rendered both by his mother's treatment from infancy. +Thomas had not sufficient intelligence and spontaneity to make a +struggle to overcome his embarrassments, and force himself a way +out of his difficulties. Instead of the debt that hampered him +being gradually reduced, as it might have been by a man with +energy, it had increased. Nothing had been spent on the house since +the debt had been first contracted, and it was not water-tight. +Nothing had been done to the land to dress it, to increase the +stock, to open up another spring of revenue. When a bad year came +the family fell into actual distress. When a good year ensued no +margin was left to serve as a provision for one less favorable. + +Mehetabel, pleased that her husband had put no hindrance in the +way of a christening feast, had begrudged none of the necessary +expense, was active and skilful in the preparation of cakes and +pies. + +To the church she had to go, so as to be churched immediately +before the baptism, and Jonas remained at home, as he said, to +see that no one broke in and carried off the good things. Never, +within the memory of the oldest inhabitant of the Punch-Bowl; +never, it may safely be asserted, since the Punch-Bowl had been +formed, had there been seen a table so spread as that in the Kink's +farmhouse on the day of the christening, and whilst the party was +at the church. In the first place the table had on it a clean +linen cover, not riddled with holes nor spotted with iron mould. +It was exceptional for any table in the Punch-Bowl to be spread +with linen. There stood on it plated and red earthenware dishes, +and on the latter many good things. At one end was a cold rabbit +pie. Rabbits were, indeed, a glut in Thursley, but such a pie +was a phenomenon. + +Bideabout's mind was exercised over it. He was curious to know +whether the interior corresponded to the promise without. He +inserted a knife and lifted the crust just sufficiently to allow +him to project his nose to the edge of the dish and inhale the +savor of the contents. "My word!" said he, "there's stuffin'. +Rabbit and stuffin'. Wot next--and egg. I can see the glimmer +of the white and yaller." + +He rose from his stooping posture and saw Samuel Rocliffe at the +window. + +He beckoned to him to enter, and then showed him the table. "Did +you ever see the likes?" he asked. "You ain't invited, Sam, but +you can look over it all. There's a posy of flowers in the middle +of the table, genteel like, as if it were a public house dinner +to a club, and look at this pie. Do you see how crinkled it is +all round, like the frill of your mother's nightcap? That was done +with the scissors, and there's a gloss over the top. That were +effected with white o' egg. Just think of that! using white o' egg +when eggs is eighteen a shilling, for making the pie shine like +your face o' Sundays after you've yaller-soaped it. There's stuffin' +inside." + +"I wish there were in my inside," said Samuel, surlily. + +"You ain't invited. Do you see that thing all of a trimble over +there, a sort of pale ornamental cooriosity? That's called a +blue-mange. It's made of isinglass and milk and rice flour. It's +not for ornament, but to be eaten, by such as is invited. There +they come! You cut away. If you was a few years older, we might +have invited you. But there ain't room for boys." + +The unfortunate Samuel sulkily retired, casting envious eyes at +the more favored denizens of the Punch-Bowl who were arriving to +partake of the viands only shown to him. + +The guests streamed in and took their places. They enjoyed the +feast prepared, and passed encomiums on their hostess for her +cookery. All fought shy at first of the blanc-mange. None had seen +such a confection previously, and each desired that his fellow +should taste before committing himself to a helping. + +Mrs. Verstage had sent a present of half-a-dozen bottles of currant +wine, and these were attacked without any hesitation. + +All the males at the table were in their shirt-sleeves. No man +thought of risking his Sunday coat by wearing it, even though the +viands were cold. + +Jonas seemed to thoroughly enjoy himself. He looked about and +laughed, and rubbed his hands together under the table. + +"Beware!" whispered Sally to her husband. "I can't understand +Bideabout. There's some joke as tickles his in'ards tremendous. Wot +it is, I don't see." + +"He'll let it out presently," said Thomas. + +As soon as every appetite was satisfied, and the guests had thrust +their plates from them into the midst of the table, Giles Cheel +stood up, and looking round cleared his throat, and said, "Ladies +and gem'men, neighbors all. I s'pose on such an occasion as this, +and after such a feed, it's the dooty of one of us to make a +speech. And as I'm the oldest and most respected of the Broom-Squires +of the Bowl, I think it proves as I should express the gen'ral +feelin' of satisfaction we all have. That there rabbit pie might +ha' been proud to call itself hare. The currant wine was comfortin', +especially to such as, like myself, has a touch of a chill below +the ribs, and it helps digestion. There be some new-fangled notions +comin' up about taytotallin. I don't hold by 'em. The world was +once drownded with water, and I don't see why we should have Noah's +Floods in our insides. The world had quite enough taytotallin' +then." + +Giles was pulled backwards by the hand of his wife, which grasped +the strap of his waistcoat. + +"Sit down, you're ramblin' from the p'int." + +"Betsy, let go. I be ramblin' up to it." + +"Sit down, they've had enough o' yer." + +"They've hardly had a taste." + +"Everyone be laughin' at yer." + +"I'm just about bringin' tears into their eyes." + +"If you go on, I'll clap my hand over yer mouth." + +"And then I'll punch yer head." + +The daily broil in the Cheel house was about to be produced in +public. It was stopped by Jonas, who rose to his feet, and with a +leer and chuckle round, he said, "Neighbors and friends and all. +Very much obliged for the complerment. But don't think it is all +about a baby. Nothin' of the kind. It is becos I wanted all, +neighbors and friends, to be together whilst I made an announcement +which will be pleasant hearin' to some parties, and astonishin' to +all. I ain't goin' to detain you very long, for what I've got to +say might be packed in a nutshell and carried away in the stomick +of a tomtit. You all of you know, neighbors and friends all, as +how my brother-in-law made a fool of himself, and was made a fool +of through the Countess Charlotte. And how that his farm got +mortgaged; and since then, with lawyers, got more charged; and the +family have led a strugglin' life since to keep their heads above +water. Well, I've got all their mortgage and debts into my hands, +and intend--" + +He looked round with a malicious laugh. He saw a flutter of +expectation in his sister's eyes. + +"No, Sally. I ain't going to give 'em up. I hold em, and ain't +goin' to stand no shilly-shally about payments when due. You may +be sure of that. And wot is more, I won't stand no nonsense from +you or Thomas or Samuel, but I expect you to be my very humble +servants, or I'll sell you up." + +A look of blank consternation fell on the faces of the Rocliffes. +Others looked uneasy. Not the Rocliffes only were partially +submerged. + +"I've somethin' also to say to Gilly Cheel. I ain't goin' to have +the Punch-Bowl made a Devil's cauldron of wi' his quarrels--" + +"Hear, hear," from Betsy Cheel. + +"And unless he lives peaceable, and don't trouble me wi' his noise +and she wi' her cattewawlin'." + +"That's for you," said Jamaica, and nudged his wife. + +"I'll turn 'em both out," proceeded Jonas. "For I've been gettin' +his papers into my hands also. And then, as to the Boxalls--" + +The members of that clan now looked blank. Consternation was +spreading to all at table. + +"As to the Boxalls," continued Jonas, "if their time hasn't come +just yet, it's comin'. I hope, neighbors and friends all, you've +enjyed the dessert." + +A dead silence ensued. Every one felt that it would be better to +be in the power of a lawyer than of Bideabout. + +Tears of mortification and resentment rose in the eyes of Sally +Rocliffe. Mehetabel hung her head in shame. + +Then Thomas, stolid and surly, flung a letter across the table to +the Broom-Squire. "Take that," he said, "I don't wan't to be +burdened with nothin' of your'n. 'Tis a letter been lyin' at the +post for you, and Mistress Chivers gave it me. Wish I wos rid of +everything atwixt us as I be of that there letter now." + +Jonas took the missive, turned it about, then carelessly opened it. + +As he read his color faded, and he had hardly read to the end +before he sank back in his chair with a cry of rage and despair; +"The Wealden bank be broke. I'm a ruined man." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +ANOTHER SURPRISE. + + +Among those present the only one who came to the assistance of Jonas +Kink was his brother-in-law, Thomas Rocliffe, who, thinking that +Bideabout was going to have a fit, ran to him and unloosed his +black satin cravat. + +The revulsion of feeling in the rest was so sudden that it produced +a laugh. He who had been exulting in having put their necks under +his foot had been himself struck down in the moment of his triumph. +He had sought to humble them in a manner peculiarly mean, and no +compassion was felt for him now in his distress. + +The guests filed out without a word of thanks for the meal of which +they had partaken, or an expression of pity for the downcast man. + +For some while Bideabout remained motionless, looking at the letter +before him on the table. Mehetabel did not venture to approach or +address him. She watched him with anxiety, not knowing in which +direction the brooding rage within him would break forth. He was +now like a thunder-cloud charged with electricity and threatening +all with whom he came in contact. + +Hearing the wail of her child, she was glad noiselessly to leave +the room and hasten to comfort it. Presently Jonas rose, and in a +half stupefied condition went to the stable and saddled old Clutch +that he might ride to Godalming and learn whether things were as +bad as represented. + +In his impatience to announce to his guests that he had them under +his control he had been somewhat premature. It was true that the +negotiations were complete whereby their mortgages and obligations +were transferred to him, but the money that he was to pay therefor +had not been made over. Now it would not be possible for him to +complete the transaction. Not only so, but he had incurred expenses +by his employment of a solicitor to carry out his design which it +would be extremely difficult for him to meet, if the bank had +actually failed. + +He alone of all the squires in the Punch-Bowl had put his savings +into a bank, and he had done this because he was so frequently +and so long from home that he did not dare to leave them anywhere +in his house, lest it should be broken into during his absence. + +As the Broom-Squire approached Thursley village his horse cast a +shoe, and he was obliged to stop at the farrier's to have old +Clutch shod. + +"How do'y do, Squire?" said the blacksmith. "Been christenin' your +baby, I hear." + +Bideabout grunted in reply. + +"One comes and another goes," said the farrier. "S'pose you've +heard the news?" + +"Think I have," retorted Jonas, irritably. "It's them banks is +broke." + +"I don't mean no banks," said the blacksmith. "But Susanna Verstage. +I s'pose you've heard she's gone?" + +"Gone, where to?" + +"That's not for me to say. She's been ailin' some time and now has +gone off, sudden like. O' course we knowed it must come, but nobody +didn't think it would ha' come so sudden--and she seemed such a +hearty woman, only a few months ago. Well, I s'pose it's ordained." + +The Broom-Squire did not ask questions. He took very little +interest in the matter of the death of the hostess of the Ship. +His mind was engrossed in his own troubles. + +As soon as old Clutch had his shoe fitted on, and the other shoes +looked to, Bideabout pursued his way. + +His progress was not fast. Clutch was personally unaffected by the +failure of the bank, and could not be induced to accelerate his +speed. Beating only made him more stubborn, and when Bideabout +stretched his legs out to the furthest possible extent apart +that was possible, and then brought them together with a sudden +contraction so as to dig his heels into the horse's ribs, that +brought Clutch to an absolute standstill. + +On reaching Godalming, the worst anticipations of Jonas were +confirmed. The bank was closed; his savings were lost. Nothing +had been withdrawn in time to secure them by giving him a hold +on the squatter settlements of his neighbors. And he himself had +incurred liabilities that might bring him into the same pit that +he had digged for his fellows. + +He turned homewards in great discouragement and acridity of +heart. His fellows in the Punch-Bowl had never regarded him with +cordiality; now they would be his combined enemies. The thoughts +of his heart were gloomy. In no direction could he see light. He +now did not urge Clutch along beyond the pace at which the old +horse had made up his mind to go; it was immaterial to Jonas +whether he were on the road or at home. Nowhere would he be free +from his trouble. + +He would, perhaps, have turned into the Ship for a glass of spirits +but, remembering that he had been told the hostess was dead, he +did not feel inclined to enter a house where he would be still +further depressed. He had not, however, gone far out of the +village, before he heard his name called from behind, and on +turning his head saw Joe Filmer in pursuit. + +The ostler came up to him, panting and said-- + +"Ter'rible news, ain't it? The old lady gone. But that ain't why +I've stopped you. 'Tis she bade me give your missus a message--as +she hadn't forgot the bequest of money. But we're that muddled and +busy at the Ship, I can't go to the Punch-Bowl, so I just runned +after you. You'll take the message for me, won't you?" + +"Money!" exclaimed Bideabout, reining in old Clutch, who now +objected to be stayed on his way to the familiar stable. "Money!" +repeated Bideatout, and then lugged at old Clutch's rein till he +had turned the brute about. + +The horse had sufficient obstinacy in him to persist in his +intentions of not being stopped on the high-road, and though +turned round he continued to scramble along in the reverse direction +to his home. + +"Hang you, you old toad!" exclaimed Jonas. "If you will, I don't +care. Be it so. We will go to the Ship. I say, Joe! What was that +about money?" + +"It was that the missus made me promise to inform your missus, +that she'd not forgotten her undertakin', but had made provision +that she should have the money as she wished." + +"The money--how much?"' + +"I do not know. She did not say." + +"And she has left money to Matabel?" + +"I suppose so. She was always amazin' fond of her. She was a savin' +woman, and had put away something of her own." + +"I'll go to the Ship. I will, certainly. I ought not to have passed +without a word with Simon on his loss. I suppose he's sure to know +how much it is?" + +"I suppose so. Missus would consult him. She made a show o' that +always, but nevertheless followed her own head." + +"And Simon is terrible cut up?" + +"Bears it like a man." + +"Here, take old Clutch; give him some oats, and kick him, he +deserves it, he's been so unruly. But, stay--no. Hold his head, +and I'll kick him, afore he's had his oats. He's a darned malicious +old Radical. Put in some pepper to his nose when he's done his +oats." + +Bideabout went into the house, through the porch, and entered the +bar. + +Simon was seated there smoking a long clay, with his feet on the +fender, before a glowing fire, and with a stiff glass of hot punch +on the table at his side. + +"Sorry for you," was Jonas's brief address of salutation and +condolence. + +Mr. Verstage shook his head. "That's what my old woman said." + +Seeing an expression of surprise and query in the Broom-Squire's +face, he explained: "Not after, afore, in course. She said, 'Very +sorry for you, Simon, very. It's wus for you than for me, I shall +die--you'll make yourself ridic'lous.'" + +"What did she mean?" + +"Can't think," answered Simon, with great solemnity. "Will you have +a drop of something? In this vale of tears we want consolation." +Then, in a loud voice, "Polly--another glass." + +After looking steadily and sadly into the embers, Mr. Verstage +said: "I don't believe that woman ever made a mistake in her +life--but once." + +"When was that?" + +"When she gave Matabel to you. We wanted her in this house. Her +proper place was here. It all comes wi' meddlin' wi' what ort to +be let alone--and that is Providence. There's never no sayin' but +Iver--" + +Dimly the old host saw that he was floundering upon delicate +ground. "My doctrine is," said he, "let things alone and they'll +come right in the end." + +Bideabout moved uneasily. He winced at the reference to Iver. But +what he now really was anxious to arrive at was the matter of money +left by Mrs. Verstage to Mehetabel. + +"Now," said Simon, looking after the serving-maid, as she left the +bar, when she had deposited the tumbler beside Bideabout. "Now, my +old woman was amazin' set against that girl. Why--I can't think. +She's a good girl when let alone. But Sanna never would let her +alone. She were ever naggin' at her; so that she upset the poor +thing's nerve. She broke the taypot and chucked the beer to the +pigs, but that was because she were flummeried wi' my old woman +going on at her so. She said to me she really couldn't bear to +think how I'd go on after she were gone. I sed, to comfort her, +that I knowed Polly would do her best. 'She'll do the best she can +for herself,' answered Sanna, as sharp as she said 'Yes, I will,' +when we was married. I don't know what her meanin' was. You won't +believe it, but it's true what I'm going to tell you. She said to +me, did Susanna, 'Simon there was Mary Toft, couldn't die, because +there were wild-fowl feathers in her bed. They had to take her off +the four-poster and get another feather-bed, before she could die +right off. Now,' said Sanna, 'it's somethin' like that with me. I +ain't got wild-bird feathers under me, but there's a wild fowl in +the house, and that's Polly. So long as she's here die I can't, +and die I won't.' 'Well, old woman,' sed I, if that's all, to +accommodate you, I'll send Polly to her mother,' and so I did--and +she died right on end, peaceable." + +"But Polly is here." + +"Oh, yes--when Sanna were gone--we couldn't do wi'out her. She +knowed that well enough and came back--runnin' like a long dog, +and very good and thoughtful it was of her. Most young wimen ain't +considerate like that." + +This was all wide of the subject that engrossed the interest of +Bideabout, and had induced him to revisit the Ship. As the host +made no allusion to the topic, the Broom-Squire plunged into the +matter, headforemost. + +"Joe Filmer," said he, "called me back. I didn't wish to come in +and trouble you now. But Joe said as how you wanted to speak to me +about some money as your wife had left with you for my Matabel; +and I thought it might be botherin' your mind when you wanted to +turn it to religious thought, and so I came back to say I'd +relieve you of it and take it at once." + +"Money! Oh!" Mr. Verstage was a little difficult to turn from one +line of thought to another. "Polly never stood out for higher +wages. Not like some who, when they've been with you just long +enough to learn the ways of the house, and to make themselves +useful, and not to break everything they handle, and spoil +everything they touch, ask, 'Please will you advance my wages?' +Polly never did that." + +"I am not speakin' of Polly," said Jonas, peevishly, "but of some +money that Joe Filmer told me you wanted to tell me about. Something +that your poor wife desired you to give to Matabel." + +"Oh, you mean that hundred pounds. I wasn't against it. On the +contrary, I said I'd add fifty to it. I always said Sanna did wrong +in giving Matabel to--I mean flying in the face of Providence." + +"I shall be very glad to take it, and thus relieve your mind of +all care." + +"Oh, it's no care at all." + +"It must be, and besides--it must interfere with your turning your +mind to serious thoughts." + +"Oh, not at all. I can't give you the money. It is not for you." + +"No; but it is for Matabel, and we are one." + +"Oh, no; it's not for Matabel." + +"The hundred and fifty pounds is not for Matabel? And yet you said +it was intended to make up to her for something you did not exactly +explain." + +"No, it is not for Matabel. Matabel might have had it, I daresay, +but my old woman said she was set against that." + +"Then we are to be deprived of it by her folly?" The Broom-Squire +flushed purple. + +"Oh, no. It is all right. It is for the child." + +"For the child! That is all the same. I am the father, and will +take care of the money." + +"But I can't give it you." + +"Have you not got it?" + +"The money is all right. Sanna's hundred pounds--I know where that +is, and my fifty shall go along with it. I was always fond of +Matabel. But the child was only baptized to-day, and won't be old +enough to enjoy it for many years." + +"In the meantime it can be laid out to its advantage," urged +Bideabout. + +"I daresay," said Simon, "but I've nothin' to do with that, and +you've nothin' to do with that." + +"Then who has?" + +"Iver, of course." + +"Iver!" The Broom-Squire turned livid as a corpse. + +"You see," pursued the host, "Sanna said as how she wouldn't make +me trustee, I was too old, and I might be dead, or done something +terrible foolish, before the child came of age to take it on itself, +to use her very words. So she wouldn't make me trustee, but she +put it all into Iver's hands to hold for the little chap. She were +a won'erful shrewd woman were Sanna, and I've no doubt she was +right." + +"Iver trustee--for my child!" + +"Yes--why not?" + +The Broom-Squire stood up, and without tasting the glass of punch +mixed for him, without a farewell to the landlord, went forth. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +MARKHAM. + + +The funeral of Mrs. Verstage was conducted with all the pomp and +circumstance that delight the rustic mind. Bideabout attended, and +his hat was adorned with a black silk weeper that was speedily +converted by Mehetabel, at his desire, into a Sunday waistcoat. + +In this silk waistcoat he started on old Clutch one day for +Guildford, without informing his wife or sister whither he was bound. + +The child was delicate and fretful, engaging most of its mother's +time and engrossing all her thought. + +She had found an old cradle of oak, with a hood to it, the whole +quaintly and rudely carved, the rockers ending in snakes' heads, +in which several generations of Kinks had lain; in which, indeed, +Jonas had spent his early infancy, and had pleaded for his mother's +love and clamored for her attention. Whether with the thought of +amusing the child, or merely out of the overflow of motherly love +that seeks to adorn and glorify the babe, Mehetabel had picked the +few late flowers that lingered on in spite of frost, some pinched +chrysanthemums, a red robin that had withstood the cold, some twigs +of butcher's broom with blood-red berries that had defied it, and +these she had stuck about the cradle in little gimlet holes that +had been drilled round the edge, probably to contain pegs that might +hold down a cover, to screen out glaring sun or cutting draught. + +Now, as Mehetabel rocked the cradle and knitted, singing to the +sobbing child, the flowers wavered about the infant, forming a +wreath of color, and freshening the air with their pure fragrance. +Each flower in itself was without much perceptible savor, yet the +whole combined exhaled a healthy, clean, and invigorating waft as +of summer air over a meadow. + +The wreath that surrounded the child was not circular but oblong, +almost as though engirding a tiny grave, but this Mehetabel did not +see. + +Playing the cradle with her foot, with the sun shining in at the +window and streaking the foot, she sang-- + + "My heart is like a fountain true + That flows and flows with love to you; + As chirps the lark unto the tree, + So chirps my pretty babe to me. + And it's O! sweet, sweet! and a lullaby." + +But the answer was a peevish moan from the bed. The young mother +stooped over the cradle. + + "Oh, little lark! little lark! this is no chirp, + Would you were as glad and as gay as the lark!" + +Then, resuming her rocking, she sang, + + "There's not a rose where'er I seek + As comely as my baby's cheek. + There's not a comb of honey bee, + So full of sweets as babe to me. + And it's O! sweet, sweet! and a lullaby." + +Again she bowed over the crib, and all the rocking flowers quivered +and stood still. + +"Baby, darling! Why are there such poor roses in your little cheek? +I would value them above all the China roses ever grown! Look at +the Red Robin, my sweet, my sweet, and become as pink as is that." + + "There's not a star that shines on high + Is brighter than my baby's eye. + There's not a boat upon the sea + Can dance as baby does to me. + And it's O! sweet, sweet, and a lullaby." + + "No silk was ever spun so fine + As is the hair of baby mine. + My baby smells more sweet to me + Than smells in spring the elder tree. + And it's O! sweet, sweet, and a lullaby!" + +The child would not sleep. + +Again the mother stayed the rocking of the cradle, and the swaying +of the flowers. + +She lifted the little creature from its bed carefully lest the +sharp-leafed butcher's broom should scratch it. How surrounded was +that crib with spikes, and they poisonous! And the red berries oozed +out of the ribs of the cruel needle-armed leaves, like drops of +heart's blood. + +Mehetabel took her child to her bosom, and rocked her own chair, +and as she rocked, the sunbeam flashed across her face, and then +she was in shadow, then another flash, and again shadow, and from +her face, when sunlit, a reflection of light flooded the little +white dress of the babe, and illumined the tiny arm, and restless +fingers laid against her bosom. + + "A little fish swims in the well, + So in my heart does baby dwell. + A little flower blows on the tree, + My baby is the flower to me. + And It's O! sweet, sweet! and a lullaby!" + +A wondrous expression of peace and contentment was on Mehetabel's +face. None of the care and pain that had lined it, none of the gloom +of hopelessness that had lain on it, had left now thereon a trace. +In her child all her hope was centred, all her love culminated. + + "The King has sceptre, crown and ball. + You are my sceptre, crown and all, + For all his robes of royal silk. + More fair your skin, as white as milk. + And it's O! sweet, sweet, and a lullaby! + + "Ten thousand parks where deer may run, + Ten thousand roses in the sun. + Ten thousand pearls beneath the sea. + My babe, more precious is to me. + And it's O! sweet, sweet, and a lullaby!" + +Presently gentle sleep descended on the head of the child, the +pink eyelids closed, the restless hand ceased to grope and clutch, +and the breath came evenly. Mehetabel laid her little one again in +its cradle, and recommenced the rocking with the accompanying +swaying of the flowers. + +Now that the child was asleep Mehetabel sat lightly swinging the +cradle, afraid to leave it at rest lest that of her infant should +again be broken. + +She thought of the death of her almost mother Susanna Verstage, +the only woman that had shown her kindness, except the dame of the +school she had attended as a child. + +Mehetabel's heart overflowed with tender love towards the deceased, +she fully, frankly forgave her the cruel blow whereby she had +wounded her, and had driven her out of her house and into that of +Jonas. And yet it was a deadly wrong: a wrong that could never be +redressed. The wound dealt her would canker her heart away; it was +of such a nature that nothing could heal it. Mehetabel was well +aware of this. She could see brightness before her in one direction +only. From her child alone could she derive hope and joy in +the future. And yet she forgave Mrs. Verstage with a generous +forgiveness which was part of her nature. She would forgive Jonas +anything, everything, if he would but acknowledge his wrong, and +turn to her in love. + +And now she found that she could think of Iver without a quickening +of her pulses. + +In her love for her babe all other loves had been swallowed up, +refined, reduced in force. She loved Iver still, but only as a +friend, a brother. Her breast had room for one prevailing love +only--that of her child. + +As she sat, slightly rocking the cradle, and with a smile dimpling +her cheek, a knock sounded at the door, and at her call there +entered a young man whom she had seen during the winter with Jonas. +He was a gentleman, and she had been told that he had lodged at the +Huts, and she knew that he had engaged the Broom-Squire to attend +him, when duck-shooting, at the Fransham ponds. + +Mehetabel apologized for not rising as he entered, and pointed to +the cradle. + +"My name is Markham," said the young man, "I have come to see Mr. +Kink. This is his house, I believe?" + +"Yes, sir; but he is not at home." + +"Will he be long absent?" + +"I do not know. Will you please to take a chair?" + +"Thank you." The young gentleman seated himself, wiped his brow, +and threw his cap on the floor. + +"I want some fishing. I made Mr. Kink's acquaintance, shooting, +during the winter. Excuse me, are you his sister or his wife?" + +"His wife, sir." + +"You are very young." + +To this Mehetabel made no reply. + +"And uncommonly pretty," pursued Mr. Markham, looking at her with +admiration. "Where the deuce did the Broom-Squire pick you up?" + +The young mother was annoyed--a little color formed in her cheek. +"Can I give a message to Jonas?" she asked. + +"A message? Tell him he's a lucky dog. By heaven! I had no idea +that a pearl lay at the bottom of the Punch-Bowl. And that is your +baby?" + +"Yes, sir." + +Mehetabel lightly raised the sheet that covered the child's head. + +The stranger stooped and looked at the sleeping child, that seemed +to be made uneasy by his glance, and turned moaning away. + +"It looks as if it were for another world--not this," said the +gentleman. + +The flush spread over Mehetabel's brow. "Sir," she said in a +fluttering voice, "You are not a doctor, are you?" + +"Oh, dear, no!--a barrister." + +"Then," said she, in a tone of relief, "you do not know. The child +is very well, but young." + +"That may be." + +The young man returned to his seat. + +"I have left a fishing-rod outside," he said. "I wanted Kink to +accompany me on one of the ponds where there is a punt. There must +be plenty of fish in these sheets of water?" + +"I believe there are, sir. As Jonas is away, perhaps Samuel Rocliffe +can help you. He is my husband's nephew, and lives in the cottage, +a little further down." + +"Thank you, I'll look him up. But, hang me, if I like to leave--with +such attractions here I do not care to leave." + +After standing, considering a moment, hardly taking his eyes off +Mehetabel, he said--"My pretty little hostess, if ever I begrudged +a man in my life, I begrudge Jonas Kink--his wife. Come and tell me +when you find him intolerable, and see if I cannot professionally +help you to be rid of such a curmudgeon. Who knows?--the time may +come! My name is Markham." + +Then he departed. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +THE PICTURE. + + +Meanwhile Bideabout was on his way to the town of Guildford. He +made slow progress, for old Clutch had no mind for speed. The horse +was mistrustful as to whither he was going, and how he would be +treated on reaching his destination. No amount of beating availed. +He had laid on his winter growth of hair, which served as a mat, +breaking the force of the strokes administered. He was proof against +kicks, for whenever Jonas extended his legs for the purpose of +bringing his heels sharply against the sides of Clutch, the old +horse drew a deep inspiration and blew himself out; thus blunting +the force of the heels driven into him. + +At length, however, Jonas and old Clutch did reach Guildford. To +old Clutch's great astonishment he found himself in a town new to +him, more populous than Godalming; and being strongly convinced +that he had done enough, and that every house was an inn open to +receive him, and being eager to make himself comfortable, he +endeavored to carry his master into a china-shop, then into a +linen-draper's shop, and next into a green-grocer's. + +Jonas was constrained to stable his obstinate steed in the first +tavern he came to, and to make the rest of his way on foot. + +Guildford is, to this day, a picturesque old town, dominated by +the ruins of a fine royal castle, and with a quaint Grammar School +and hospital. At the present time it is going through immense +transformation. It has become a favorite retiring place for old +officers of the army, supplanting in this respect Cheltenham. But +at the period of this tale it was a sleepy, ancient, county town +that woke to life on market days, and rested through the remainder +of the week. It did not work six days and keep one Sabbath, but +held the Sabbath for six days and woke to activity on one only. + +Now nobody quite knows who are all the new people that flow into +the villas, and flood the suburbs. At the period whereof we tell +there were no invaders of the place. Everybody knew every one else +in his own clique, and knew of and looked down on every one else in +the clique below him, and thanked God that he only knew of him, +and did not know him; and looked up at and slandered every one +else in the clique above him. + +At the time of which we tell there was no greater joy to those in +each of the many cliques than to be able to stare at those who +belonged to a clique esteemed lower, and to ask who those people +were, and profess never to have heard their names, and to wonder +out of what dungheap they had sprung. + +At that time the quintessence of society in the town consisted of +such as were called upon and returned the calls of the county +families. Now, alas, almost every country gentleman's house in the +neighborhood is no longer occupied by its ancient proprietors, and +is sold or let to successful tradespeople, so that the quintessence +of society in the town plumes itself on not knowing the occupants +of these stately mansions. + +At that time the family that inhabited a house which had been +built fifty years before regarded with contempt those who occupied +one built only thirty years before. At that time those who had a +remote connection by cousinship twice removed with an Honorable, +deemed themselves justified in considering every one else, not so +privileged, as dishonorable. + +Now all this is past, or is in process of passing away, and in +Guildford and its suburbs, as elsewhere, the old order changeth, +and the poll of a Parish Council teaches men their levels in the +general estimation. + +Without much difficulty, Jonas Kink was able to discover where the +artist, Iver Verstage, had his house and his studio. The house was +small, in a side street, and the name was on the door. + +Jonas was ushered into the workshop by an elderly maid, and then +saw Iver in a blouse with his arms tied about with string; a +mahl-stick in one hand and a brush in the other. + +Iver was surprised to see the Broom-Squire, and indisposed to +welcome him. He purposely retained stick and brush in his hands, +so as not to be able to strike palms with the man who had deprived +him of the woman he admired and loved best in the world; and whom +he suspected of misusing her. + +Jonas looked about the studio, and his eye was caught by a picture +of Mehetabel at the well head. The young artist had devoted his +best efforts to finishing his study, and working it up into an +effective and altogether charming painting. + +The Broom-Squire held in the right hand the stick wherewith he had +thrashed old Clutch, and this he now transferred to the left, +whilst extending his right hand and forcing a smile on his leathery +face. The artist made a pretence of seeking out some place where +he could put down the articles encumbering his hands, but finding +none, he was unable to return the salutation. + +"Let bygones be bygones," said Jonas, and he dropped his hand. +"Fine pictur' that, very like my wife. What, now, have you sold +that for?" + +"It is not sold at all. I do not think I shall part with the +painting." + +"Why not?" asked Jonas, with a malevolent twinkle in his eyes and +a flush on his cheek-bones. + +"Because it is a good sample of my ability which I can show to +such as come as customers, and also because it reminds me of an +old friend." + +"Then you may take my portrait," said Jonas, "and sell this. Mine +will do as well, and you knowed me afore you did Matabel." + +"That is true," laughed Iver, "but I am not sure that you would +make so striking subject, so inspiring to the artist. Did you +come all the way from the Punch-Bowl to see the painting?" + +"No, I didn't," answered Jonas. + +"Then had you business in the town?" + +"None particular." + +"Was it to give me the pleasure of seeing you and asking after +old friends at Thursley?" + +"Old friends," sneered Bideabout; "much the like o' you cares for +them as is old. It's the young and the bloomin' as is to your +fancy. And I reckon it ain't friends as you would ask about, but +a friend, and that's Matabel. Well, I don't mind tellin' of yer +that she's got a baby, but I s'pose you've heard that, and the +child ain't over strong and healthy, such as ort to be in the +Punch-Bowl, where we're all hard as nails." + +"Aye, not in physique only?" + +"I don't know nothin about physic. I didn't take it when I were +poorly, and nobody ever did in the Punch-Bowl as I've heard tell +on. I sent once to Gorlmyn (Godalming) for a sleepin' draught, +when I were bad wi' that shot in my shoulder as you knows of. But +I never took it, not I." + +"So you've come to see me?" + +"Oh, yes, I've come, civil and neighbor-like, to see you." + +"What about? Will you sit down?" + +"Thanky, I just about like to stand. Yes, I've come to see you--on +business." + +"On business!" + +"Yes, on business. You're trustee, I hear, for the child." + +"To be sure I am. Mother put away a hundred pounds, and father has +added fifty to it--and it is for your little one, some day." + +"Well," said Jonas, "what I've come about is I wants it now." + +"What, the hundred and fifty pounds?" + +"Aye, I reckon the hundred and fifty pounds." + +"But the money is not left to you." + +"I know it b'aint; I want it for the child." + +"You are not going to have it." + +"Look here. Master Iver Verstage, you never ort to ha' been made +trustee for my child. It's so much as puttin' a slight and an +insult on me. If that child be mine then I'm the one as should +have the trust. Don't I know best what the child wants? Don't I +know best how to lay it out for its advantage? The money ort to +ha' been put in my hands and in none other. That's my opinion." + +"Bideabout!" answered Iver, "it is not a question as to what my +father and mother should have done. I did not seek to be made +trustee. It was a freak on the part of my dear mother. As she has +done it, there it is; neither you nor I can alter that." + +"Yes. You can renounce trusteeship." + +"That will not help. Then I suppose the money would go into +Chancery, and would be consumed there without any of it reaching +the child." + +Jonas considered, and then shook his head. + +"You can hand it over to me." + +"Then I should be held responsible and have to refund when the +little fellow comes of age." + +"He may never come of age." + +"That neither you nor I can tell." + +"Now look here," said the Broom-Squire, assuming an air of +confidence, "between you and me, as old acquaintances, and +me as gave you the feathers out o' a snipe's wing to make your +first brush--and, so to speak, launched you in your career of +greatness--between you and me I'm in an awkward perdic'ment. +Through the failure of the Wealden Bank, of which you've heard +tell, I've lost pretty much everything as I had managed to save +through years of toil and frugality. And now I'm menaced in my +little property. I don't know as I shall be able to hold it, +unless some friend comes to the help. Well, now, who'll that +little property go to but my son--that there precious darlin' +baby as we're talkin' about. He'll grow out o' his squawlin', +and he'll want his property unincumbered and clear, as it came +to me. That I can't give him unless helped. I don't ask that +there hundred and fifty pounds for myself. I know very well that +I can't have it for myself. But I demand it for the child; it is +now or never can the little estate in the Punch-Bowl be saved +from fallin' into the hands of them darned lawyers. A stitch in +time saves nine, and a little help now may be all that is wanted +to keep the property clean and clear and unembarrassed wi' debt. +If once we get our heads under water we'll all get drowned, me +and Matabel and the kid--sure as crabs ain't garden apples." + +"That may be very true, Bideabout," answered Iver, "but for all +that I cannot let the money out of my control." + +"Ain't you bound to spend it on the child?" + +"I am bound to reserve it whole and intact for the child." + +"But can you not see," persisted Jonas, "that you are doing that +for the child, it would wish above all, when come to years of +discretion." + +"That is possible, but my hands are tied." + +"In truth you will not." + +"I cannot." + +"I don't believe you. It is because you want to spite me that you +will not help." + +"Not at all, Bideabout. I wish well to the child and its mother, +and, of course, to you. But I cannot break a trust." + +"You will not?" + +"If no other word will suit you--be it so--I will not." + +Jonas Kink fumed blood red. + +"You think to have me there. I shouldn't be surprised but it's you +who are at the bottom of all--and will buy me up and buy me out, +that you and Matabel may have the place to yourselves. It shall +never be. I know what was meant when Sanna Verstage made you +trustee. I am to be reckoned with. I can assure you of that. I +shall find means to keep my property from you and my wife also." + +He raised his stick and fell to beating the picture of Mehetabel +with it; till it was rent to rags. + +"Not even her picture shall you have--and I would it were her I +were slashin' and breakin' to pieces as I've done to this picture. +It may come to that in the end--but out of my power and into your +hands she shall never go." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +THE ONLY CHANGE + + +Jonas Kink, after much objurgation and persuasion, had induced +old Clutch to leave his stable at Guildford, and return home by +way of Godalming. + +But the horse was unfamiliar with the road. He had been ridden +along it in reverse direction in the morning, but, as every +one knows, a way wears quite a different aspect under such +circumstances. Old Clutch was mistrustful. Having been taken such +an unprecedentedly long journey, he was without confidence that his +master might not prolong the expedition to a still further distance. +Accordingly he was exceedingly troublesome and unmanageable on the +road from Guildford, and his behavior served to work the temper of +Jonas to the extremity of irritability. + +The horse, on approaching Godalming, began to limp. Bideabout +descended, and examined each hoof. He could see no stone there, +nothing to account for the lameness of old Clutch, which, however, +became so pronounced as he entered the street of the little town +that he was obliged to stable the beast, and rest it. + +Then he went direct to the offices of a small attorney of the name +of Barelegs, who had been engaged on his business. + +As he entered the office, Mr. Barelegs looked up from a deed he +was reading, turned his head, and contemplated his client. + +There was something in his manner that angered Jonas, already +excited and inclined to be annoyed at trifles, and he said +irritably,-- + +"You look at me. Mister Barelegs, just as does old Clutch when I +come into the stable, expectin' a feed of corn, he does." + +"And no doubt he deserves it." + +"He thinks he does, but he don't." + +"And no doubt he gets his feed." + +"There is doubt about it. He gets it when I choose to give it, +not when he glowers at me--that way, he's wonderful artificial is +old Clutch." + +"I dare be sworn, Mr. Kink, if he has served you well, he expects +to be paid for it." + +"He's an owdacious old Radical," observed Jonas. "Just now he's +shamming lame, becos I rode him into Guildford, and he likes the +inn here. There's an old broken-winded, galled gray mare, I reckon +he's set his fancy on in the same yard, and I'm pretty sure this +lameness means nothin' more nor less than that he wants to be +a-courtin'. To see them two hosses, when they meet, rubbin' heads, +is enough to make a fellow sick. And Clutch, at his age too--when +he ort to be thinkin' of his latter end!" + +"We've all our little weaknesses, Mr. Kink, man and beast alike. +You courted--not so long ago." + +"I never courted in the ridic'lous fashion of other folks. I'd +none of your yardin', and aiblen' to aiblen', and waistin'." + +"What do you mean, Mr. Kink?" + +"Don't you know the three stages o' courtin here? Fust o' all, +the young pair walks each other about a yard apart--that's yardin'. +Then they gits more familiar, and takes each other's arms. That's +wot we calls in these parts aiblen' to aiblen', and last, when +they curls their arms round each other, won'erful familiar, that's +called waistin'. No, I never went through none o' them courses in +my courtship. I weren't such a fool. But I was tellin' you about +old Clutch." + +"I want to hear about that party. What if he does not receive his +feed. Doesn't he kick?" + +Jonas laughed ironically. + +"He tried that on once. But I got a halter, and fastened it to +his tail by the roots, and made a loop t'other end, and when he +put up his heels I slipped one into the loop, and he nigh pulled +his tail off at the stump." + +"Then, perhaps he bites." + +"He did try that on," Jonas admitted, "but he won't try that on +again." + +"How did you cure him of biting?" asked the solicitor. + +"I saw what he was up to, when I was a-grooming of him. He tried +to get hold of my arm. I was prepared for him. I'd slipped my arm +out o' my sleeve and stuffed the sleeve with knee-holm (butcher's +broom), and when he bit he got the prickles into his mouth so as +he couldn't shut it again, but stood yawnin' as if sleepy till I +pulled 'em out. Clutch and I has our little games together--the +teasy old brute--but I'm generally too much for him." After a +little consideration Bideabout added, "It's only on the road I +find him a little too cunnin' for me. Now he's pretendin to be +lame, all 'long of his little love-affair with that gray hoss. +Sometimes he lies down in the middle of the road. If I had my +fowlin' piece I'd shoot off blank cartridge under his belly, and +wouldn't old Clutch go up all fours into the air; but he knows well +enough the gun is at home. Let old Clutch alone for wickedness." + +"Well, Mr. Kink, you haven't come here to get my assistance against +old Clutch, have you?" + +"No," said Bideabout. "That's gospel. I ain't come here to +tell about old Clutch; and it ain't against him as I want your +assistance. It is against Iver Verstage, the painter chap at +Guildford." + +"What has he been doing?" + +"Nuthin'! that's just it. He's made treasurer, trustee, or whatever +you're pleased to call it, for my baby; and I want the money out." + +"Out of his pocket and into yours?" + +"Exactly. I don't see why I'm to have all the nussin' and feedin' + and clothin' of the young twoad, and me in difficulties for money, +and he all the while coaxing up a hundred and fifty pounds, and +laying of it out, and pocketin' the interest, and I who have all +the yowls by night, and the washin' and dressin' and feedin' and +all that, not a ha'penny the better." + +"How does this person you name come to be trustee for the child?" + +"Becos his mother made him so; and that old idjot of a Simon +Verstage, his father, goes and makes the sum bigger by addin' +fifty pounds to her hundred, so now there's this tidy little sum +lies doin no good to nobody." + +"I cannot help you. You cannot touch the principal till the child +is of age, and then it will go to the child, and not you." + +"Why! that's twenty-one years hence. That's what I call reg'lar +foreright (awkward); and worse than foreright, it's unreasonable. +The child is that owdacious in the cradle, I shouldn't be surprised +when he's of age he would deny me the money." + +"The interest will be paid to you." + +"What is that--perhaps sixpence in the year. Better than nuthin', +but I want the lot of it. Look you here, Master Barelegs, I know +very well that I owe you money. I know very well that unless I can +raise two hundred pounds, and that pretty smart, I shall have to +mortgage my little bit of land to you. I don't forget that. But +I daresay you'd rather have the money down than my poor little +bit of lean and ribby take out o' the common. You shall have the +money if you'll help me to get it. If I can't get that money into +my fingers--I'm a done man. But it's not only that as troubles me. +It is that the Rocliffes, and the Snellings, and the Boxalls, and +Jamaica Cheel will make my life miserable. They'll mock at me, and +I shall be to them just as ridic'lous an object as was Thomas +Rocliffe after he'd lost his Countess. That's twenty-three years +agone, and he can't get over it. Up comes the Countess Charlotte +on every occasion, whenever any one gets across with him. It will +be the same with me. I told 'em all to their faces that I had got +them into my power, and just as the net was about to snap--then +the breaking of the bank upset all my reckonings, and spoiled the +little game--and what is worse, has made me their sport. But I +won't stand no nonsense from old Clutch, nor will I from them." + +"I confess I do not quite understand about this money. Was it left +by will?" + +"Left by will right enough," answered Bideabout. "You see the old +woman, Sanna Verstage, had a bit of property of her own when she +married, and then, when it came to her dyin', she set to write a +will, and wanted to leave a hundred pounds to the little twoad. +But she called up and consulted Simon, and he sed, 'Put on another +fifty, Sanna, and I'll make that up. I always had a likin' for +Matabel.' So that is how it came about as I've heard, and a +hundred pound came out of her estate, and Simon made up the other +fifty. And for why--but to spite me, I dun know, but they appointed +Iver to be trustee. Now, I'm in difficulties about the land. I +reckon when I'm dead it will go to the little chap, and go wi' all +the goodness drained out of it--acause I have had to mortgage it. +Whereas, if I could touch that money now, there'd be nothing of +the kind happen." + +"I am very sorry for you," remarked the lawyer. "But that bequest +is beyond your reach so long as the child lives." + +"What's that you say?" + +"I say that unless the poor little creature should die, you cannot +finger the money." + +"And if it did die, would it be mine?" + +"Of course it would. By no other way can you get it, but, please +Heaven, the child may grow to be a strong man and outlive you." + +"It's wonderful weakly," said Jonas, meditatively. + +"Weakly in the cradle is sturdy at the table," answered the +solicitor, slightly altering a popular maxim. + +"It's that peevish and perverse--" + +"Then it takes after its father," laughed Mr. Barelegs. "You can't +complain of that, Kink." + +The Broom-Squire took his hat and stick and rose to leave. + +Mr. Barelegs stayed him with a wave of the hand, and, "A word with +you further, Mr. Kink. You gracefully likened me, just now, to +your horse Clutch expecting his feed of oats after having served +you well. Now I admit that, like Clutch, I have spent time and +thought and energy in your service, and, like Clutch, I expect my +feed of oats. I think we must have all clear and straight between +us, and that at once. I have made out my little account with you, +and here it is. You will remember that, acting on your instructions, +I have advanced money in certain transactions that have broken down +through the unfortunate turn in your affairs caused by the failure +of the Wealden Bank. There is a matter of two hundred, and something +you owe me for payments made and for services. I daresay you are a +little put about now, but it will be useful to you to know all your +liabilities so as to make provision for meeting them. I will not be +hard on you as a client, but, of course, you do not expect me to +make you a present of my money, and my professional service." + +Jonas took the account reluctantly, and his jaw fell. + +"I dare say," pursued the solicitor, "that among your neighbors +you may be able to borrow sufficient. The Rocliffes, your own +kinsmen, are, I fear, not very flush with money." + +"Ain't got any to bless themselves with," said Jonas. + +"But the Boxalls are numerous, and fairly flourishing. They have +probably put away something, and as neighbors and friends--" + +"I've quarrelled with them. I can't borrow of them," growled +Bideabout. + +"Then there are the Snellings--" + +"I've offended them as well." + +"But you have other friends." + +"I haven't one." + +"There is Simon Verstage, a warm man; he could help you in an +emergency." + +"He's never been the same with me since I married Matabel, his +adopted daughter. He had other ideas for her, I fancy, and he is +short and nasty wi' me now. I can't ask him." + +"Have you then, really, no friends?" + +"Not one." + +"Then there must be some fault in you, Kink. A man who goes through +life without making friends, and quarrels even with the horse that +carries him, is not one who will leave a gap when he passes out of +the world. I shall expect my money. If you see no other way of +satisfying me, I must have a mortgage on your holding. I'll not +press you at once--but, like Clutch, I shall want my feed of oats." + +"Then," said Jonas, surlily, as he turned his hat about, and +looked down into it, "I don't see no other chance of gettin the +money than--" + +"Than what?" + +"That's my concern," retorted the Broom-Squire. "Now I'm goin' to +see whether old Clutch is ready--or whether he be shammin' still." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +THE SLEEPING DRAUGHT. + + +Jonas found that old Clutch was not lavishing endearments on the +gray mare over the intervening partition of stalls, but was lying +down on the straw. Nothing said or done would induce the horse to +rise, and the hostler told Bideabout that he believed the beast +was really lame. It had been overworked at its advanced age, and +must be afforded rest. + +"He's a Radical," said the Broom-Squire. "You move that gray into +another stable and Clutch will forget about his lameness, I dare +swear. He's twenty-five and has a liquorish eye, still--it's +shameful." + +Bideabout was constrained to walk from Godalming to the Punch-Bowl, +and this did not serve to mend his humor. He reached home late at +night, when the basin was full of darkness, and the only light +that showed came from the chamber where Mehetabel sat with her baby. + +When Jonas entered, he saw by the rushlight that she was not +undressed, and heard by her voice that she was anxious. + +"The baby is very unwell, Jonas," she said, and extending her hand, +lit a tallow candle at the meagre flame of the rushlight. + +As the wick flared, so did something flare up in the face of the +Broom-Squire. + +"Why do you look like that?" asked Mehetabel, for the look did not +escape her. + +"Main't I look as I choose?" he inquired surlily. + +"It almost seemed as if you were glad to hear that my poor darling +is ill," complained she. + +"Ain't I glad to be home after bein' abroad all day a-wackin', and +abusin' of old Clutch, and then had to walk from Gorlmyn (Godalming), +and the aggravation of knowin' how as the hoss be shakin' his sides +laughin' at me for doin of it. Wot's up with the kid?" + +"I really cannot tell, Jonas; he's been restless and moaning all +day. I have not been able to get him to sleep, and I am sure he +has had one or two fits. He became white and stiff. I thought he'd +a-died, and then my heartstrings were like breaking." + +"Oh, drat your heartstrings, I don't care to hear of them. So, you +thort he was dyin'. Perhaps he may. More wun'erful things happen +than that. It's the way of half the babies as is born." + +"It will kill me if mine is taken from me!" cried Mehetabel, and +cast herself on her knees and embraced the cradle, regardless of +the sprigs of spiked leaves she had stuck round it, and burst into +an agony of tears. + +"Now look here," said Jonas; "I've been tried enough wi' old Clutch +to-day, and I don't want to be worreted at night wi' you. Let the +baby sleep if it is sleepin', and get me my vittles. There's others +to attend to in the world than squawlin' brats. It's spoilin' the +child you are. That's what is the meanin' of its goings-on. Leave +it alone, and take no notice, and it'll find out quick enough that +squeals don't pay. I want my supper. Go after the vittles." + +Mehetabel lay in her clothes that night. The child continued to be +restless and fretted. Jonas was angry. If he was out all day he +expected to rest well at night; and she carried the cradle in her +arms into the spare room, where the peevishness of the child, and +the rocking and her lullaby could not disturb her husband. As she +bore the cradle, the sprigs of butcher's broom and withered +chrysanthemums fell and strewed her path, leaving behind her a +trail of dying flowers, and of piercing thorns, and berries like +blood-drops. No word of sympathy had the Broom-Squire uttered; no +token had he shown that he regarded her woes and was solicitous +for the welfare of his child. Mehetabel asked for neither. She had +learned to expect nothing from him, and she had ceased to demand +of him what he was incapable of giving, or unwilling to show. + +Next morning Mehetabel was prompt to prepare breakfast for her +husband. The day was fine, but the light streaming in through the +window served to show how jaded she was with long watching, with +constant attention, and with harrowing care. + +Always punctilious to be neat, she had smoothed her hair, tidied +her dress, and washed the tears from her face, but she could not +give brightness to the dulled eye or bloom to the worn cheek. + +For a while the child was quiet, stupefied with weariness and long +crying. By the early light Mehetabel had studied the little face, +hungering after tokens of recovering powers, glad that the drawn +features were relaxed temporarily. + +"Where are you going to-day, Bideabout?" she asked, timidly, +expecting a rebuff. + +"Why do you ask?' was his churlish answer. + +"Because--oh! if I might have a doctor for baby!" + +"A doctor!" he retorted. "Are we princes and princesses, that we +can afford that? There's no doctor nigher than Hazelmere, and I +ain't goin' there. I suppose cos you wos given the name of a +Duchess of Edom, you've got these expensive ideas in your head. +Wot's the good of doctors to babies? Babies can't say what ails +them." + +"If--if--" began Mehetabel, kindly, "if I might have a doctor, and +pay for it out of that fifteen pound that father let me have." + +"That fifteen pound ain't no longer yours. And this be fine game, +throwin' money away on doctors when we're on the brink of ruin. +Don't you know as how the bank has failed, and all my money gone? +The fifteen pound is gone with the rest." + +"If you had but allowed me to keep it, it would not have been lost +now," said Mehetabel. + +"I ain't goin' to have no doctors here," said Bideabout, positively, +"but I'll tell you what I'll do, and that's about as much as can be +expected in reason. I'm goin' to Gorlmyn to fetch old Clutch; and +I'll see a surgeon there and tell him whatever you like--and get +a mixture for the child. But I won't pay more than half-a-crown, +and that's wasted. I don't believe in doctors and their paint and +water, as they gives us." + +Jonas departed, and then the tired and anxious mother again turned +to her child. The face was white spotted with crimson, the closed +lids blue. + +There was no certainty when Bideabout would return, but assuredly +not before evening, as he walked to Godalming, and if he rode home +on the lame horse, the pace would be slower than a walk. + +Surely she could obtain advice and help from some of the mothers +in the Punch-Bowl. Sally Rocliffe she would not consult. The gleam +of kindness that had shone out of her when Mehetabel was in her +trouble had long ago been quenched. + +When the babe woke she muffled it in her shawl and carried the +mite to the cottage of the Boxalls. The woman of that family, +dark-skinned and gypsy-like, with keen black eyes, was within, and +received the young mother graciously. Mehetabel unfolded her +treasure and laid it on her knees--the child was now quiet, through +exhaustion. + +"I'll tell y' what I think," said Karon Boxall, "that child has +been overlooked--ill-wished." + +Mehetabel opened her eyes wide with terror. + +"That's just about the long and short of it," continued Mrs. Boxall. +"Do you see that little vein there, the color of 'urts. That's a +sure sign. Some one bears the poor creature no love, and has cast +an evil eye on it." + +The unhappy mother's blood ran chill. This, which to us seems +ridiculous and empty, was a grave and terrible reality to her mind. + +"Who has done it?" she asked below her breath. + +"That's not for me to say," answered the woman. "It is some one +who doesn't love the babe, that's sure." + +"A man or a woman?" + +Mrs. Boxall stooped over the infant. + +"A woman," she said, with assurance. "The dark vein be on the left +han' side." + +Mehetabel's thoughts ran to Sally Rocliffe. There was no other +woman who could have felt ill-feeling against the hapless infant, +now on her lap. + +"What can I do?" she asked. + +"There's nothin'. Misfortune and wastin' away will be to the +child--though they do say, if you was to take it to Thor's Stone, +and carry it thrice round, way of the sun, you might cast off the +ill-wish. But I can't say. I never tried it." + +"I cannot take it there," cried Mehetabel, despairingly, "the +weather is too cold, baby too ill." + +Then clasping the child to her bosom, and swaying herself, she +sobbed forth-- + + "A little fish swims in the well. + So in my heart does baby dwell, + The king has sceptre, crown and ball, + You are my sceptre, crown and all." + +She went home sobbing, and hugging her child, holding it away from +the house of Sarah Rocliffe, lest that woman might be looking forth +at her window, and deepen by her glance the spell that held and +broke down her child. + +Towards evening fall Jonas returned. + +Directly he crossed the threshold, with palpitating eagerness +Mehetabel asked-- + +"Have you seen the doctor?" + +"Yes," he answered curtly. + +"What did he say?" + +"He'd got a pass'l o' learned names of maladies--I can't recollect +them all. Tain't like as I should." + +"But--did he give you any medicine?" + +"Yes, I had to pay for it too." + +"Oh, Jonas, do give it me, and tell me, are you quite sure you +explained to him exactly what ailed baby?" + +"I reckon I did." + +"And the bottle, Jonas?" + +"Don't be in such a won'erful hurry. I've other things to do than +get that put yet. How is the child?" + +"Rather better." + +"Better!" he echoed, and Mehetabel, who looked intently in his +face, saw no sign of satisfaction, rather of disappointment. + +"Oh, Jonas!" she cried, "is it naught to you that baby is so ill? +You surely don't want him to die?" + +He turned fiercely on her, his face hard and gray, and his teeth +shining-- + +"What makes you say that--you?" + +"Oh, nothin', Jonas, only you don't seem to care a bit about baby, +and rather to have a delight in his bein' so ill." + +"He's better, you say?" + +"Yes--I really do think it." + +There was an unpleasant expression in his face that frightened her. +Was it the eye of Jonas that had blighted the child? But no--Karon +Boxall had said that it was ill-wished by a woman. Jonas left the +room, ascended the stairs, and strode about in the chamber overhead. + +Swaying in her chair, holding the infant to her heart, the sole +heart that loved it, but loved it with a love ineffable, she heard +her husband open the window, and then hastily shut it again. Then +there was a pause in his movement overhead, and he came shortly +after down the stairs. He held a phial in his hand--and without +looking at Mehetabel, thrust it towards her, with the curt +injunction, "Take." + +"Perhaps," said the young mother, "as my darling is better, I need +not give him the medicine." + +"That's just like your ways," exclaimed the Broom-Squire, savagely. +"Fust I get no rest till I promise to go to the doctor, and then +when I've put myself about to go, and bring the bottle as has cost +me half-a-crown, you won't have it." + +"Indeed--it is only----" + +"Oh, yes--only--to annoy me. The child is ill. I told the doctor +all, and he said, that this would set it to rights and give it +sleep, and rest to all of us." He was in a bad temper. Mehetabel +did not venture to say more. She took the phial and placed it on +the table. It was not wrapped up in paper. + +Then Jonas hastily went forth. He had old Clutch to attend to. + +Mehetabel remained alone, and looked at the medicine bottle; then +she laid the infant on her knees and studied the little face, so +blanched with dark rings round the eyes. The tiny hands were drawn +up on the breast and clasped; she unfolded and kissed them. + +Then she looked again at the phial. + +There was something strange about it. The contents did not appear +to have been well mixed, the upper portion of the fluid was dark, +the lower portion white. How came this about? Jonas had ridden old +Clutch home, and the movements of the horse were not smooth. The +bottle in the pocket of Bideabout must have undergone such shaking +as would have made the fluid contents homogeneous and of one hue. +She held the bottle between herself and the light. There was no +doubt about it, either the liquid separated rapidly, or had never +been mixed. + +She withdrew the cork and applied the mouth of the phial to her +nose. + +The scent of the medicine was familiar. It was peculiar. When had +she smelt that odor before. Then she started. She remembered the +little bottle containing laudanum, with the death's head on it, in +the closet upstairs. + +Hastily, her heart beating with apprehension, she laid her babe in +the cradle, and taking the light, mounted to the upper chamber. She +possessed the key of the cabinet in the wall. She had retained it +because afraid to give it up, and Jonas had manufactured for +himself a fresh key. + +Now she unlocked the closet, and at once discovered the laudanum +bottle. + +It was half empty. + +Some of it had been used. + +How had it been used? Of that she had little doubt. The dangerous, +sleep-bringing laudanum had been put into the medicine for the +child. It was to make room for that that Jonas had opened the +window and poured forth some of the contents. + +A drop still hung on the top of the phial. + +She shut and relocked the cupboard, descended, with dismay, despair +in her heart, and taking the bottle from the table, dashed it into +the fire upon the hearth. Then she caught her babe to her, and +through floods of tears, sobbed: "There is none love thee but +I--but I--but only I! O, my babe, my babe! My sceptre, crown, and +all!" + +In the blinding rain of tears, in the tumult of passion that +obscured her eyes, that confused her brain, Mehetabel saw, heard +nothing. She had but one sense--that of feeling, that thrilled +through one fibre only attached to the helpless, suffering morsel +in her arms--the infant she held to her breast, and which she would +have liked to bury in her heart away from all danger, concealed +from the malevolent eye, and the murderous hand. + +All the mother's nature in her was roused and flared into madness. +She alone loved this little creature, she alone stood between it +and destruction. She would fight for it, defend it to her last +breath, with every weapon wherewith she was endowed by nature. + +After the first paroxysm of passion was passed, and a lull of +exhaustion ensued, she looked up, and saw Bideabout enter, and +as he entered he cast a furtive glance at the table, then at the +child. + +In a moment she resolved on the course she should adopt. + +"Have you given the babe the draught?" he asked, with averted face. + +"Not all." + +"Of course, not all." + +"Will it make baby sleep?" asked Mehetabel. + +"O, sleep--sleep! yes--we shall have rest for one night--for many, +I trust. O, do not doubt. It will make it sleep!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +A MENACED LIFE. + + +As soon as the Broom-Squire had gone out again to the "hog-pen," as a +pigstye is called in Surrey, to give the pig its "randams and +crammins," because Mehetabel was unable to do this because unable +to leave the child, then she knelt by the hearth, put aside the +turves, and, regardless of the fire, groped for the fragments of +the broken phial, that nothing might betray to Bideabout her +having rejected the medicine with which he had tampered. + +She cut and burnt her fingers, but in the excitement of her +feelings, was insensible to pain. + +She had removed and secreted the glass before he returned. The babe +was sleeping heavily, and snoring. + +When Jonas came in and heard the sound from the cradle, a look of +expectation came over his face. + +"The child's burrin' like a puckeridge (night-jar)," he said. +"Shouldn't wonder if the medicine ain't done him a lot o' good. It +don't need a doctor to come and see to prescribe for a baby. All +that little ones want is good sleep, and natur' does the rest." + +Owing to the annoyance caused to Bideabout by the child's +fretfulness during the night, Mehetabel occupied a separate +chamber, the spare bedroom, along with her babe, and spent her +broken nights under the great blue and white striped tent that +covered the bed. + +She had enjoyed but little sleep for several nights, and her days +had been occupied by the necessary attention to the suffering child +and the cares of the household. Because the babe was ill, that was +no reason why his father's meals should be neglected, and because +the mother was overwrought, he was not disposed to relieve her of +the duties to the pigs and cows save on this one occasion. + +That the poor little infant was really more at ease was obvious to +the mother's watchful eye and anxious heart, but whether this were +due to its malady, whatever that was, having taken a felicitous +turn, or to mere exhaustion of powers, she was unable to decide, +and her fears almost overbalanced her hopes. + +She retired to sleep that night without much expectation of being +able to obtain sleep. Her nerves were overstrung, and at times +thought in her mind came to a standstill; it was as though a +sudden hush came on all within her, so that neither did heart +beat nor breath come. But for these pauses, her mind might have +given way, a string have snapped, and her faculties have fallen +into disorder. + +It is said of Talleyrand that he needed no sleep, as his pulse +ceased to beat after a certain number of strokes, for a brief +space, and then resumed pulsation. During that pause, his physical +and mental powers had time for recuperation. Be that as it may, it +is certain that to some persons whose minds and feelings are put +to extraordinary tension, greatly prolonged, there do come these +halts in which all is blank, the brain ceases to think, and the +heart to feel, and such gaps in the sequence of thought and emotion +have a salutary effect. + +Mehetabel did not undress. She had not put off her clothing for +several nights. The night was cold, and she would probably have +to be incessantly on the move, to meet the little sufferer's +necessities, as they arose, and to watch it, whenever her fears +prevailed over her hopes, and made her think that a protracted +quiet was ominous. + +The only light in the room emanated from a smouldering rush, +sustained in a tall iron holder, the lower end of which was planted +in a block of oak, and stood on the floor. Such holders, now +become very scarce, were furnished with snuffers, so contrived +that the rushlight had to be taken out of its socket and snuffed +by them, instead of their being brought to the rush. + +Of rushlights there were two kinds, one, the simplest, consisted +of a dry rush dipped in a little grease. The light emitted from +such a candle was feeble in the extreme. The second, a superior +rushlight, had the rush pealed of its bark with the exception of +one small strip which held the pith from breaking. This pith was +dipped in boiling fat, and when the tallow had condensed it was +dipped again, and the candle given as many coats as was desired. +Such a rushlight was a far more useful candle, and if it did not +emit as large a flame and give forth so much light as a dip which +had a cotton wick it was sufficient to serve most purposes for +which in a farmhouse artificial illumination was required. + +The first and inferior sort of rushlight was that which Matabel +allowed herself for the sick-room. + +When she laid her head on the pillow and threw the patched-work +quilt over her shoulders the cool of the pillow struck through +her head and relieved the fire that had raged therein. + +She could not sleep. + +She thought over what had happened. She considered Bideabout's +action as calmly as possible. Was it conceivable that he should +seek the life of his own child? He had shown it no love, but it +was a far cry from lack of parental affection to deliberate +attempt at murder. + +What gain would there be to him in the death of his child? She +was too innocent and simple to think of Mrs. Verstage's bequest +as supplying the motive. As far as she could find there was nothing +to account for Jonas' desire to hasten the child's death save +weariness at its cries which distressed him at night, and this +was no adequate reason. There was another, but that she put from +her in disgust. Bad as Bideabout might be she could not credit him +with that. + +What was that bottle which Jonas had been given by the doctor when +his arm was bound up? Of laudanum she knew nothing, but remembered +that it had been recommended as a means for giving him the rest he +so required. It was a medicine intended to produce sleep. He had +refused it because afraid lest he should administer to himself, +or have administered to him, an overdose which would cause him to +sleep too soundly, and slide away into the slumber of death. + +It was possible that the surgeon at Godalming knew that Jonas +possessed this phial, and had given him the medicine for the child +along with instructions as to how many drops of the laudanum he +was to add to the mixture, to make it serve its proper purpose. + +If that were so, then the Broom-Squire had acted as directed by a +competent person and for the good of his child, and she, his wife, +had cruelly, wickedly, misjudged him. Gentle, generous, incapable +of harboring an evil thought, Matabel at once and with avidity +seized on this solution, and applied it to her heart to ease its +pain and relieve the pressure that weighed on it. + +Under the lightening of her anxiety caused by this Mehetabel fell +asleep, for how long she was unable to guess. When she awoke it was +not that she heard the cry of her child, but that she was aware of +a tread on the floor that made the bed vibrate. + +Instead of starting up, she unclosed her eyes, and saw in the +room a figure that she at once knew was that of Jonas. He was +barefooted, and but partially dressed. He had softly unhasped the +door and stolen in on tip-toe. Mehetabel was surprised. It was +not his wont to leave his bed at night, certainly not for any +concern he felt relative to the child; yet now he was by the +cradle, and was stooping over it with his head turned, so that +his ear was applied in a manner that showed he was listening to +the child's breathing. As his face was turned the feeble light of +the smouldering rushlight was on it. + +Mehetabel did not stir. It was a pleasing revelation to her that +the father's heart had warmed to his child, and that he was +sufficiently solicitous for the feeble life to be disturbed +thereby at night. + +Jonas remained listening for a minute, then he rose erect and +retreated from the chamber on tiptoe and closed the door noiselessly +behind him. + +A smile of pleasure came on Mehetabel's lips, the first that had +creamed them for many a week, and she slipped away again into +sleep, to be aroused after a brief period by the restlessness and +exclamations of the child that woke with hunger. + +Then promptly she rose up, went to the cradle, and lifted the +child out, coaxed it and sang to the infant as she seated herself +on the bedside nursing it. + +As she swayed herself, holding the child, the door that was ajar +opened slightly, and by the feeble light of the rush she could +discern something without, and the flame was reflected in human +eyes. + +"Is that you, Jonas?" she called. + +There was no reply, but she could hear soft steps withdrawing in +the direction of his room. + +"He is ashamed of letting me see how anxious he is, how really +fond of the poor pet he is in heart." As the child's hands relaxed, +and it sobbed off to sleep, Mehetabel laid it again in the cradle. +It was abundantly evident that the infant was getting better. In a +couple of days, doubtless, it would be well. + +Glad of this, relieved of the care that had gnawed at her heart, she +now slipped between the sheets of the bed. The babe would probably +sleep on till dawn, and she could herself enjoy much-needed rest. + +Then she dreamt that she and her little one were in a fair garden +full of flowers; the child had grown somewhat and could enjoy play. +She thought that she was plucking violets and making a crown for +her baby's head, and then a little staff covered with the same +purple, fragrant flowers, to serve as sceptre, and that she +approached her little one on her knees, and bent to it, and sang:-- + + "The king has sceptre, crown and ball, + You are my sceptre, crown, and all!" + +But then there fell a shadow on them, and this shadow cut off all +light from her and from her child. She looked and saw Jonas. He +said nothing, but stood where the sun shone and he could obscure it. + +She lifted her babe and moved it away from the blighting shadow +into warmth and brightness once more. Yet was this but for a +moment, as again the shadow of Jonas fell over them. Once more +she moved the child, but with like result. Then with a great effort +she rose from her knees, carrying the child to go away with it, +far, far from Jonas--and in her effort to do so woke. + +She woke to see by the expiring rush-candle and the raw light of +early dawn, that the Broom-Squire was in the room, and was stooping +over the cradle. Still drunk with sleep, she did not stir, did not +rally her senses at once. + +Then she beheld how he lifted the pillow from under the infants +head, went down on his knees, and thrust the pillow in upon the +child's face, holding it down resolutely with a hand on each side. + +With a shriek of horror, Mehetabel sprang out of bed and rushed +at him, stayed his arms, and unable to thrust them back, caught +the cradle and plucked it to her, and released the babe, that +gasped--seized it in her arms, glued it to her bosom, and dashing +past Jonas before he had risen to his feet, ran down the stairs, +and left the house--never to enter it again. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +SHUT OUT. + + +A raw gray morning. + +Mehetabel had run forth into it with nothing over her head, no +shawl about her shoulders, with hair tangled, and eyes dazed, +holding her child to her heart, with full resolve never again to +set foot across the threshold of the farmhouse of Jonas Kink. + +No doubt whatever remained now in her mind that the Broom-Squire +had endeavored to compass the death of his child, first by means +of poison, and then by suffocation. + +Nothing would ever induce her again to risk the precious life of +her child at his hands. She had no thought whither she should go, +how she should live--her sole thought was to escape from Jonas, +and by putting a distance between herself and him, place the infant +beyond danger. + +As she ran up the lane from the house she encountered Sally Rocliffe +at the well head. + +"Where be you goyne to, like that; and with the child, too?" asked +the woman. + +Mehetabel drew the little face of the babe to her, lest the eye of +its aunt should light on it. She could not speak, palpitating with +fear, as she was. + +"What be you runnin' out for this time o' the mornin'?" asked Mrs. +Rocliffe again. + +"I cannot tell you," gasped the mother. + +"But I will know." + +"I shall never, never go back again," cried Mehetabel. + +"Oh! he's kicked you out, has he? That's like Jonas." + +"I'm runnin' away. + +"And where be yo goyne to?" + +"I don't know." + +"But I do," said Mrs. Rocliffe with a chuckle. + +Mehetabel gave no thought to her words. She thrust past her, and +ran on. + +Fear, love, gave strength to her limbs. She had no consideration +for herself, that she was dishevelled and incompletely clad, that +she had eaten nothing; she sped up the side of the Common, to +escape from the Punch-Bowl, the place where she had weltered in +misery. There was no hope for her and her child till she had +escaped from that. + +In the cold air, charged with moisture, the larks were singing. +A ploughboy was driving his horses to the field that was to be +turned up by the share. + +As she passed him he stared at her with surprise. She reached the +village. The blacksmith was up and about; he was preparing to put +a tire on a cart-wheel. For this purpose he had just kindled a +fire of turf "bats," that were heaped round the fire on the ground +outside the forge. He looked up with astonishment as Mehetabel +sped past, and cast to her the question, "Wot's up?" which, +however, she did not stay to answer. + +She made no tarry till she reached the Ship Inn. There she entered +the porch, and would have gone through the door into the house, +had she not been confronted by Polly, the maid, who at that moment +was coming up the passage from the bar. + +Polly made no attempt to give room for Mehetabel to pass; she +saluted her with a stare and a look at her from head to feet, full +of insolence. + +"Wot do you want?" asked the girl. + +"I wish to see and speak to father," answered Mehetabel. + +"I always heard as your father lies in Thursley Churchyard," +answered the servant. + +"I mean I should like to speak with Mr. Verstage." + +"Oh! the landlord?" + +"Yes; the landlord. Where is he?" + +"Don' know. Somewhere about, I reckon." + +"It is cold, and my child is ill. I would go into the kitchen, by +the fire." + +"Why don't you then go home?" + +"I have no home." + +"Oh! it's come to that, is it?" + +"Yes. Let me in." + +"No, indeed. This ain't the place for you. If you think you're +goyne to be mistress and order about here you're mistaken. You go +along; I'm goyne to shut the door." + +Mehetabel had not the spirit to resent this insolence. + +She turned in the porch and left the inn, that had once been her +home, and the only home in which she had found happiness. + +She made her way to the fields that belonged to Simon Verstage, +and after wandering through a ploughed glebe she found him. + +"Ah, Matabel!" said he, "glad to see you. What brings you here so +early in the day?" + +"Dear father, I cannot tell you all, but I have left Bideabout. +I can stay with him no longer, something has happened. Do not +press me to tell--at least not now. I can never return to the +Punch-Bowl. Will you take me in?" + +The old man mused. + +"I'll consult Polly. I don't know what she'll say to it. I'm rather +dependent on her now. You see, I know nothing of the house, I +always put that into Susanna's charge, and now poor Sanna is gone, +Polly has taken the management. Of course, she makes mistakes, but +wun'erfully few. In fact, it is wun'erful how she fits into Sanna's +place, and manages the house and all--just as if she had been +brought up to it. I'll go and ask her. I couldn't say yes without, +much as I might wish." + +Mehetabel shook her head. + +The old man was become feeble and dependent. He had no longer a +will of his own: + +"I will not trouble you, dear father, to ask Polly. I am quite +sure what her answer will be. I must go further. Who is Guardian?" + +"That's Timothy Puttenham, the wheelwright." + +Then Mehetabel turned back in the direction of the village and +came in front of the shop. Puttenham and his apprentice were +engaged on the fire, and Mehetabel stood, with the babe folded +in her arms, watching them at work. They might not be disturbed +at the critical period when the tire was red hot and had to be +fitted to the wheel. + +A circle of flame and glowing ashes and red-hot iron was on the +ground. At a little distance lay a flat iron disc, called the +"platform"; with a pole in the centre through which ran a spindle. +On this metal plate lay a new cast wheel, and the wright with a +bar screwed a nut so as to hold the cart-wheel down firmly on the +"platform." + +"Now, boy, the pincers!" + +Then he, grasping a long pair of forceps, his apprentice with +another, laid hold of the glowing tire, and raising it from the +fire carried it scintillating to the wheel, lifted it over the +spindle, and dropped it about the woodwork. Then, at once, they +seized huge hammers and began to belabor the tire, to drive it +on to the wheel, which smoked and flamed. + +"Water, boy, water!" + +The apprentice threw water from a pitcher over the tire throughout +its circumference, dulling its fire, and producing clouds of steam. + +Mehetabel, well aware that at this juncture the wright must not be +interfered with, drew close to the fire, and kneeling by it warmed +herself and the sleeping child, whilst she watched the sturdy men +whirling their hammers and beating the tire down into place around +the wheel. + +At length the wright desisted. He leaned on his great hammer; and +then Mehetabel timidly addressed him. + +"Please, Mr. Puttenham, are you not Guardian of the Poor?" + +"Certainly, Mrs. Kink." + +"May I be put in the Poors' House?" + +"You!" + +The wheelwright opened his eyes very wide. + +"Yes, Mr. Puttenham, I have no home." + +"Why, Matabel! What is the sense of this? Your home is in the +Punch-Bowl." + +"I have left it." + +"Then you must return to it again." + +"I cannot. Take me into the Poors' House." + +"My good girl, this is rank nonsense. The Poor House is not for +you, or such as you." + +"I need its shelter more than most. I have no home." + +"Are you gone off your head?" + +"No, sir. My mind is sound, but to the Punch-Bowl I cannot, and +will not, return. No, never!" + +"Matabel," said the wheelwright, "I suppose you and Jonas have had +a quarrel. Bless you! Such things happen in married life, over and +over again, and you'll come together and love each other all the +better for these tiffs. I know it by experience." + +"I cannot go back! I will not go back!" + +"It is not cannot or will not--it is a case of must. That is your +home. But this I will do for you. Go in and ask my old woman to +let you have some breakfast, and I'll send Jack"--he signed to his +apprentice--"and bid him tell Bideabout where you are, and let +him fetch you. We mustn't have a scandal." + +"If Jonas comes, I shall run away." + +"Whither?" + +That Mehetabel could not say. + +"Where can you go? Nowhere, save to your husband's house. For +God's sake!" he suddenly exclaimed, knocking his hammer on the +tire, "don't say you are going to Guildford--to Iver Verstage." + +Mehetabel raised her heavy eyes, and looked the wheelwright +frankly in the face. "I would rather throw myself and baby into +one of the Hammer Ponds than do that." + +"Right! You're a good gal. But there was no knowing. Folks talk. +Come in! You shall have something--and rest a while." + +The kind, well-intentioned man laid his large hand on her shoulder +and almost forced her, but gently, towards the house. She would +not enter the door till he had promised not to send for Jonas. + +Selena Puttenham, the wright's wife, was a loquacious and inquisitive +woman, and she allowed Mehetabel no rest. She gave her bread and +milk with readiness, and probed her with questions which Mehetabel +could not answer without relating the whole horrible truth, and +this she was resolved not to do. + +The wright was busy, and could not remain in his cottage. The wife, +with the kindest intentions, was unable to restrain herself from +putting her guest on the rack. The condition of Mehetabel was one +to rouse curiosity. Why was she there, with her baby, in the early +morning? Without having even covered her head; fasted and jaded? +Had there been a quarrel. If so--about what? Had Bideabout beaten +her? Had he thrust her out and locked the door? If so, in what had +she offended him? Had she been guilty of some grievous misdemeanor? + +At length, unable further to endure the torture to which she was +subjected, Mehetabel sprang up, and insisted on leaving the cottage. + +Without answering Mrs. Puttenham's question as to whither she was +going, what were her intentions, the unhappy girl hastened out of +the village clasping in her arms the child, which had begun to sob. + +And now she made her way towards Witley, of which Thursley was a +daughter parish. She would find the Vicar, who had always treated +her with consideration, and even affection. The distance was +considerable, in her weary condition, but she plodded on in hopes. +He was a man of position and authority, and she could trust him to +protect her and the child. To him she would tell all, in confidence +that he would not betray her secret. + +At length, so fagged that she could hardly walk, her arms cramped +and aching, her nerves thrilling, because the child was crying, +and would not be comforted, she reached the Vicarage, and rang at +the back door bell. Some time elapsed before the door was opened; +and then the babe was screaming so vociferously, and struggling in +her arms with such energy, that she was not able to make herself +heard when she asked for the Parson. + +The woman who had answered the summons was a stranger, consequently +did not know Mehetabel. She made signs to her to go away. + +The cries of the child became more violent, and the mother's +efforts were directed towards pacifying it. "Let me come in, I +pray! I pray!" she asked with a brow, in spite of the cold, bathed +in perspiration. + +"I cannot! I must not!" answered the woman. She caught her by the +arm, drew her aside, and said--"Do you not know? Look! the blinds +are all down. He died in the night!" + +"Dead!" cried Mehetabel, reeling back. "My God! whither shall I go?" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +AT THE SILK MILL. + + +Mehetabel sank on the grass by the drive. + +"I am worn out. I can go no further," she said, and bowed her head +over the child. + +"You cannot remain here. It is not seemly--a house of mourning," +said the woman. + +"He would not mind, were he alive," sobbed Mehetabel. "He would +have cared for me and my babe; he was always kind." + +"But he is not alive; that makes the difference," said the servant. +"You really must still the child or go away." + +"I cannot go another step," answered Mehetabel, raising her head +and sinking it again, after she had spoken. + +"I don't know what to do. This is unreasonable; I'll go call the +gardener. If you won't go when asked you must be removed by force." + +The woman retired, and presently the gardener came up. He knew +Mehetabel--that is to say, knew who she was. + +"Come," said he, "my cottage is just yonder. You must not remain +here on the green, and in the cold. No wonder the child screams. +There is a fire in my house, and you can have what you like for a +while, till you are rested. Give me your hand." + +Mehetabel allowed him to raise her, and she followed him mechanically +from the drive into the cottage, that was warm and pleasant. + +"There now, missus," said the man; "make yourself comfortable for +an hour or two." + +The rest, the warmth, were grateful to Mehetabel. She was almost +too weary to thank the man with words, but she looked at him with +gratitude, and he felt that her heart was over full for her to +speak. He returned to his work, and left her to herself. There was +no one else in the cottage, as he was a widower, and had no family. + +After a considerable time, when Mehetabel had had time to recruit +her strength, he reappeared. The short winter day was already +closing in. The cold black vapors rose over the sky, obscuring the +little light, as though grudging the earth its brief period of +illumination. + +"I thought I'd best come, you know," said the man, "just to tell +you that I'm sorry, but I can't receive you here for the night. +I'm a widower, and folk might talk. Why are you from home?" + +"I ran away. I cannot return to the Punch-Bowl." + +"Well, now. That's curious!" said the gardener. "Time out of mind +I've had it in my head to run away when my old woman was rampageous. +I've knowed a man who actually did run to Americay becos his wife +laid on him so. But I never, in my experience, heard of a woman +runnin' away from her husband, that is to say--alone. You ain't +got no one with you, now?" + +"Yes, my baby." + +"I don't mean that. Well, it is coorious, a woman runnin' away +with her baby. I'm terrible sorry, but I can't take you in above +another half-hour. Where are you thinking of goyne to?" + +"I know of no where and no one." + +"Why not try Missus Chivers at Thursley. You was at her school, I +suppose?" + +"Yes, I was there." + +"Try her, and all will come right in the end." + +Mehetabel rose; her child was now asleep. + +"Look here," said the gardener. "Here's a nice plaid shawl, as +belonged to my missus, and a wun'erful old bonnet of hers--as the +cat has had kittens in since she went to her rest--and left me to +mine. You are heartily welcome. I can't let you turn out in the +cold with nothing on your head nor over your shoulders." + +Mehetabel gladly accepted the articles of clothing offered her. +She had already eaten of what the man had placed on the table for +her, when he left the house. She could not burden him longer with +her presence, as he was obviously nervous about his character, +lest it should suffer should he harbor her. Thanking him, she +departed, and walked back to Thursley through the gathering gloom. + +Betty Chivers kept a dame's school, in which she had instructed +the children of Thursley in the alphabet, simple summing, and in +the knowledge and fear of God. With the march of the times we have +abolished dames schools, and cut away thereby a means of livelihood +from many a worthy woman; but what is worse, have driven the little +ones into board schools, that are godless, where they are taught +to despise manual labor, and to grow up without moral principle. +Our schools are like dockyards, whence expensively-equipped vessels +are launched provided with everything except ballast, which will +prevent their capsizing in the first squall. The Vicar of Witley +had been one of those men, in advance of his time, who had initiated +this system. + +Whatever of knowledge of good, and of discipline of conscience +Mehetabel possessed, was obtained from Mrs. Susanna Verstage, or +from old Betty Chivers. + +We are told that if we cast our bread on the waters, we shall find +it after many days. But simple souls are too humble to recognize +it. + +So was it with Goodie Chivers. + +That Mehetabel, through all her trials, acted as a woman of +principle, clung to what she knew to be right, was due very largely +to the old dame's instructions, but Betty was too lowly-minded for +one instant to allow this, even to suspect it. + +Our Board School masters and mistresses have quite as little +suspicion that they have sowed the seed which sprung up in the +youths who are dismissed from offices for defalcation, and the +girls who leave menial service to walk the streets. + +Mrs. Chivers was glad to see Mehetabel when she entered. She had +heard talk about her--that she had run away from her husband, and +was wandering through the country with her babe; and having a +tender heart, and a care for all her old pupils, she had felt +anxious concerning her. + +Mehetabel pleaded to be taken in for the night, and to this Mrs. +Chivers readily consented. She would share her bed with the mother +and the child, as well as her crust of bread and cup of thin tea. +Of milk, in her poverty, the old woman allowed herself but a few +drops, and of butter with her bread none at all. + +Yet what she had, that she cheerfully divided with Mehetabel. + +On the morrow, after a restful sleep, the young wife started for a +silk mill on one of those Hammer ponds that occupied a depression +in the Common. These ponds were formed at the time when iron was +worked in the district, and the ponds, as their name implies, were +for the storage of water to beat out the iron by means of large +hammers, set in motion by a wheel. When these ponds were constructed +is not known. The trees growing on the embankments that hold back +the water are of great size and advanced age. + +One of these ponds, at the time of our tale, was utilized for a +silk mill. + +On reaching the silk mill, she timidly asked for the manufacturer. +She knew him slightly, as he had been occasionally to the "Ship," +where he had lodged a guest at one time when his house was full, +and at another to call on a fisherman who was an acquaintance, and +who was staying there. He was a blunt man, with a very round head +and a very flat face. His name was Lilliwhite. He had exchanged +words with Mehetabel when she was at the inn, and had always been +kindly in his address. + +When she was shown into his office, as ill-luck would have it at +once the child became fretful and cried. + +"I beg your pardon," said Mehetabel. "I am sorry to trouble you, +but I wish you would be so good, sir, as to let me do some work +for you in the mill." + +"You, Mehetabel! Why, what do you mean?" + +"Please, sir, I have left the Punch-Bowl. I cannot stay there any +longer. Do not ask me the reasons. They are good ones, but I had +rather not tell them. I must now earn my own livelihood, and--" +She was unable to proceed owing to the wailing of the infant. + +"Look here, my dear," said the silk weaver, "I cannot hear you on +account of the noise, and as I have something to attend to, I will +leave you here alone for a few minutes, whilst I look to my +business. I will return shortly, when the young dragon has ceased +rampaging. I dare say it is hungry." + +Then the good-natured man departed, and Mehetabel used her best +endeavors to reduce her child to quiet. It was not hungry, it was +not cold. It was in pain. She could feed it, she could warm it, but +she knew not how to give it that repose which it so much needed. + +After some minutes had elapsed, Mr. Lilliwhite looked in again, +but as the child was still far from pacified, he retired once more. + +Twenty minutes to half-an-hour had passed before the feeble wails +of the infant had decreased in force, and had died away wholly, +and then the manufacturer returned, smiling, to his office. + +"'Pon my soul," said he, "I believe this is the first time my +shop has been turned into a nursery. Come now, before the Dragon +of Wantley is awake and roaring, tell me what you want." + +Mehetabel repeated her request. + +"There is no one I would more willingly oblige," said he. "You +have ever conducted yourself well, and have been industrious. But +there are difficulties in the way. First and foremost, the Dragon +of Wantley." + +"I beg your pardon, sir." + +"I mean the child. What will you do with it? If you come here, +engaged by me, you must be at the mill at seven o'clock in the +morning. There is an hour for dinner at noon, and the mill hands +are released at five o'clock in the afternoon in winter and six in +summer. What will the Dragon do all the time its mother is spinning +silk? You cannot have the creature here--and away, who will care +for it? Who feed it?" + +"I had thought of leaving my baby at Mrs. Chivers'." + +"That is nonsense," said the silk weaver. "The Dragon won't be +spoon-fed. Its life depends on its getting its proper, natural +nourishment. So that won't do. As for having it here--that's an +impossibility. Much you would attend to the spindles when the +Dragon was bellowing. Besides, it would distract the other girls. +So you see, this won't do. And there are other reasons. I couldn't +receive you without your husband's consent. But the Dragon remains +as the insuperable difficulty. Fiddle-de-dee, Matabel! Don't think +of it. For your own sake, for the Dragon's sake, I say it won't do." + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +BY THE HAMMER POND. + + +Discouraged at her lack of success, Mehetabel now turned her steps +towards Thursley. She was sick at heart. It seemed to her as if +every door of escape from her wretched condition was shut against +her. + +She ascended the dip in the Common through which the stream ran +that fed the Hammer ponds, and after leaving the sheet of water +that supplied the silk mill, reached a brake of willow and bramble, +through which the stream made its way from the upper pond. + +The soil was resolved into mud, and oozed with springs; at the +sides broke out veins of red chalybeate water, of the color of +brick. + +She started teal, that went away with a rush and frightened her +child, which cried out, and fell into sobs. + +Then before her rose a huge embankment; with a sluice at the top +over which the pond decanted and the overflow was carried a little +way through a culvert, beneath a mound on which once had stood the +smelting furnace, and which now dribbled forth rust-stained springs. + +The bank had to be surmounted, and in Mehetabel's condition it +taxed her powers, and when she reached the top she sank out of +breath on a fallen bole of a tree. Here she rested, with the child +in her lap, and her head in her hand. Whither should she go? To +whom betake herself? She had not a friend in the world save Iver, +and it was not possible for her to appeal to him. + +Now, in her desolation, she understood what it was to be without a +relative. Every one else had some one tied by blood to whom to +apply, who would counsel, assist, afford a refuge. A nameless girl, +brought up by the parish, with--as far as she was aware--but one +relative in the world, her mother's sister, whose name she knew +not, and whose existence she could not be sure of--she was indeed +alone as no other could be. + +The lake lay before her steely and cold. + +The chill wind hissed and sobbed among the bulrushes, and in the +coarse marsh grass that fringed the water on all sides except that +of the dam. + +The stunted willows shed their broad-shaped leaves that sailed and +drifted, formed fleets, and clustered together against the bank. + +The tree bole on which she was seated was rotting away; a huge +fleshy fungus had formed on it, and the decaying timber emitted a +charnel-house smell. + +Now the babe in Mehetabel's arms was quiet. It was asleep. She +herself was weary, and quivering in all her limbs, hot and yet +cold, with an aguish feeling. Her strength of purpose was failing +her. She was verging on despair. + +She could not remain with Betty Chivers without paying for her +lodging and for her food. The woman did but just maintain herself +out of the little school and the post-office. She was generous and +kind, but she had not the means to support Mehetabel, nor could +Mehetabel ask it of her. + +What should she do? What the silk manufacturer had said was quite +true. The babe stood in her way of getting employment, and the +babe she must not leave. That little life depended on her, and +her time, care, thought must be devoted to it. + +Oh, if now she could but have had that fifteen pounds which Simon +Verstage in his providence had given her on her wedding day! With +that she would have been easy, independent. + +When Jonas robbed her of the sum he cut away from her the chance +of subsistence elsewhere save in his house--at all events at such +a time as this. + +She looked dreamily at the water, that like an eye exercised a +fascination on her. + +Would it not be well to cast herself into this pool, with her +babe, and then both would be together at rest, and away from the +cruel world that wanted them not, that rejected them, that had +no love, no pity for them? + +But she put the thought resolutely from her. + +Presently she noticed the flat-bottomed boat usually kept on the +pond for the convenience of fishers; it was being propelled over +the stream in her direction. A minute later, a man seated in the +boat ran it against the bank and stepped out, fastened the point +to a willow stump, and came towards her. + +"What--is this the Squiress?" + +She looked up and recognized him. + +The man who came to her and addressed her was Mr. Markham, the +young barrister, who had been to the Punch-Bowl to obtain the +assistance of Jonas in wild-duck shooting. + +She recalled his offensively familiar manner, and was troubled to +see him again. And yet she remembered his last remark on leaving, +when he had offered his services to help her to free herself from +her bondage to Jonas. The words might have been spoken in jest, +yet now, she caught at them. + +He stood looking at her, and he saw both how pale she was, with a +hectic flame in her cheek, and a feverish glitter in her eye, and +also how beautiful she thus was. + +"Why," said he, "what brings you here?" + +"I have been to the silk mill in quest of work." + +"Work! Broom-Squiress, one such as you should not work. You missed +your vocation altogether when you left the Ship. Jonas told me you +had been there." + +"I was happy then." + +"But are you not so in the Punch-Bowl?" + +"No. I am very miserable. But I will not return there again." + +"What! fallen out with the Squire?" + +"He has made it impossible for me to go back." + +"Then whither are you bound?" + +"I do not know." + +He looked at her intently. + +"Now, see here," said he. "Sit down on that log again from which +you have risen and tell me all. I am a lawyer and can help you, I +daresay." + +"I have not much to tell," she answered, and sank on the tree bole. +He seated himself beside her. + +"There are things that have happened which have made me resolve to +go anywhere, do anything, rather than return to Jonas. I promised +what I could not keep when I said I would love, honor, and obey him." + +Then she began to sob. It touched her that this young man should +express sympathy, offer his help. + +"Now listen to me," said Mr. Markham; "I am a barrister. I know the +law, I have it at my ringers' ends, and I place myself, my knowledge +and my abilities at your disposal. I shall feel proud, flattered to +do so. Your beauty and your distress appeal to me irresistibly. +Has the Squire been beating you?" + +"Oh, no, not that." + +"Then what has he done?" + +"There are things worse to bear than a stick." + +"What! Oh, the gay Lothario! He has been casting his eye about and +has lost his leathery heart to some less well-favored wench than +yourself." + +Mehetabel moved further from him on the tree-bole. + +He began picking at the great lichen that grew out of the decaying +tree, and laughed. + +"Have I hit it? Jealous, eh? Jealousy is at the bottom of it all. +By Jove, the Broom-Squire isn't worth expending a jealous thought +on. He's a poor sordid creature. Not worthy of you. So jealous, my +little woman, eh?" + +Mehetabel turned and looked steadily at him. + +"You do not understand me," she said. "No Jonas has not sunk so +low as that." + +"He would have been a fool to have cast aside a jewel for the sake +of quartz crystal," laughed Markham. "But, come. A lawyer is a +confessor. Tell me everything. Make no reservations. Open your +heart to me, and see if the law, or myself--between us we cannot +assist you." + +Mehetabel hesitated. The manner in which the man offered his +services was offensive, and yet in her innocent mind she thought +that perhaps the fault lay in herself in not understanding and +receiving his address in the way in which it was intended. Besides, +in what other manner could she obtain relief? Every other means was +taken from her. + +Slowly, reluctantly, she told him much that she had not told to any +one else--only not that Jonas had endeavored to kill the child. +That she would not relate. + +When she had finished her tale, he said, "What you have told me is +a very sad story, and makes my heart ache for you. You can rely on +me, I will be your friend and protector. We have had a case on +lately, of a woman who was equally unhappy in her married life; her +name was Jane Summers. You may have seen it in the papers." + +"I'll never see the papers. How did Jane Summers manage?" + +"She had a crabbed, ill-conditioned husband, and she was a fine, +handsome, lusty woman. He fell ill, and she did not afford him all +that care and attention which was requisite in his condition. She +went out amusing herself, and left him at home with no one to see +to his necessities. The consequence was that he died, and she was +tried for it, but the case against her broke down. It could not be +proved that had she been devoted to him in his sickness he would +have recovered. The law takes cognizance of commission of a crime, +and not of neglect of duty." + +Mehetabel opened her eyes. "If Jonas were ill I would attend him +day and night," she said. "But he is not ill--never was, till the +shot entered his arm, and then I was with him all day and all +night." + +"How did he receive your ministry?" + +"He was very irritable. I suppose the pain made him so." + +"You got no thanks for your trouble?" + +"None at all. I thought he would have been kinder when he recovered." + +"Then," said the young man, laughing; "the man is not to be cured. +You must leave him." + +"I have done so." + +"And you are seeking a home and a protector?" + +"I want to earn my living somewhere." + +"A pretty young thing like you," said the stranger, "cannot fail +to make her way. Come! I have offered you my aid," he put his arm +round her and attempted to snatch a kiss. + +"So!" exclaimed Mehetabel, starting to her feet. "This is the +friend and protector you would be! I trusted you with my troubles, +and you have taken advantage of my trust. Let me alone! Wherever +I turn there hell hath opened her mouth! A moment ago I thought of +ending all my troubles in this pond--that a thousand times before +trusting you further." + +With beating heart--beating with anger--proudly raising her weary +head, she walked away. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +WANDERERS. + + +It occurred to Mehetabel that the rector of Milford had been over +at Thursley several times to do duty when the vicar of Witley was +ill, and she thought that perhaps she might obtain advice from him. + +Accordingly she turned in the direction of that village as soon as +she had reached the road. She walked wearily along till she arrived +in this, the adjoining parish, separated from Thursley by a tract +of healthy common. At her request, she was shown into the library, +and she told the parson of her trouble. + +He shrugged his shoulders, and read her a lecture on the duties of +wife to husband; and, taking his Bible, provided her with texts to +corroborate what he said. + +"Please, sir," she said, "I was married when I did not wish it, +and when I did not know what I could do, and what was impossible. +As the Church married me, can it not undo the marriage, and set me +free again?" + +"Certainly not. What has been joined together cannot be put +asunder. It is not impossible to obtain a separation, legally, but +you will have to go before lawyers for that." + +Mehetabel flushed. "I will have nothing to do with lawyers," she +said hastily. + +"You would be required to show good cause why you desire a +separation, and then it would be expensive. Have you money?" + +"Not a penny." + +"The law in England--everywhere--is only for the rich." + +"Then is there nothing you can advise?" + +"Only that you should go home again, and bear what you have to +bear as a cross laid on you." + +"I will never go back." + +"It is your duty to do so." + +"I cannot, and will not." + +"Then, Mrs. Kink, I am afraid the blame of this domestic broil +lies on your shoulders quite as much as on those of your husband. +Woman is the weaker vessel. Her duty is to endure." + +"And a separation--" + +"That is legal only, and unless you can show very good cause why +it should be granted, it may be refused. Has your husband beaten +you?" + +"No, but he has spoken to me--" + +"Words break no bones. I don't think words would be considered. I +can't say; I'm no lawyer. But remember--even if separated by law, +in the sight of God you would still be one." + +Mehetabel left, little cheered. + +As she walked slowly back along the high-road, she was caught up +by Betsy Cheel. + +"Halloo!" said this woman; "where have you been?" + +Mehetabel told her. + +"Want to be separated from Jonas, do you? I'm not surprised. I +always thought him a bad fellow, but I doubt if he's worse than my +man, Jamaica." + +After a while she said: "We'll walk together. Then we can chat. +It's dull going over the Common alone. I've been selling eggs in +Milford. They're won'erful dear now; nine a shillin'; but the hens +feel the cold, and don't lay this time of the year much. How's +the child? You didn't ort to be carryin' it about in this weather +and at this time o' the year." + +"I have nowhere that I can leave it, and its only home is against +my heart, in my arms." + +"You've run away?" + +"Yes; I shall not go back to Jonas." + +"I don't call that sense," said Bessy. "If you run away, run away +with some one who'll take care of you. That's what I did. My first +husband--well, I don't know as he was a proper husband. He called +me names, and took the stick to me when drunk; so I went off with +Jamaica. That I call reasonable. Ain't you got no one to run away +with?" + +Mehetabel did not answer. She hastened her pace--she did not +relish association with the woman. "I'd have run away from Jamaica +scores o' times," continued Mrs. Cheel, "only I ain't so young as +I once as, and so the opportunities don't come. There's the pity. I +didn't start and leave him when I was good-looking and fresh. I +might have done better then. If you think a bad, cross-crabbed man +will mend as he grows older, you make a mistake. They grow wusser. +So you're right to leave Jonas. Only you've gone about in the wrong +way. There's Iver Verstage. I've heard talk about him and you. He +don't live such a terrible distance off. I hear he's doin' purty +well for himself at Guildford. Why don't you go to him? He's more +suitable in age, and he's a nice-lookin' young fellow." + +"Mrs. Cheel," said Mehetabel, standing still, "will you go forward +a little faster? I cannot walk with you. I do not ask you for any +advice. I do not want to hear what you have to say. I have been to +the parson. It seems to me that I can get no help from heaven, but +that hell is holding out hands on all sides, offering assistance. +Go on your way. I shall sit here for half an hour. I am too weary +to walk at your pace." + +"As you will," said Bessy Cheel. "I spoke out of good will, +and told what would be the best for you. If you won't take my +opinion--that's no odds to me, and it may turn out wuss for you." + +Mehetabel drew aside, to a nodule of ironstone rock that capped the +first elevation of the Common, the first stage of the terraces +that rise to Hind Head. + +Here she remained till all chance of association with Mrs. Cheel +was over. Then she went on to Thursley village, to find the Widow +Chivers in great excitement. Jonas Kink had been in the village +inquiring for his wife and child; and had learned that both had +been given shelter by the dame. + +He had come to the school, and had demanded his wife and his little +son. Betty had taken charge of the infant and laid it to sleep in +her own bed and happily at this time it was asleep. When she told +Bideabout that Mehetabel had left the house in quest of work, he +had happily concluded that she had carried the child with her, and +had asked no further questions; but he had been violent and +menacing. He had threatened to fetch the constable and recover his +child, even if he let the mother go where she liked. + +Mehetabel was greatly alarmed. + +"I cannot stay here," she said, "in no case will I give up the babe. +When Iver Verstage baptized me it was lest I should become a +wanderer. I suppose the christening was a poor one--for my +wandering is begun, and it is not I only who am condemned to +wander, but my little child also." + +With a heavy heart she left the dame's school. Had she been alone +she would have run to Godalming or Hazelmere, and sought a situation +as a domestic servant, but that was not possible to her now, +cumbered with the child. + +Watching her opportunity, that none of the villagers might observe +her leaving the school and note the direction she took, she ran out +upon the heath, and turned away from the high-road. + +On all sides, as already intimated at the opening of this tale, the +sandy commons near Thursley are furrowed as though a giant plough +had been drawn along them, but at so remote a period that since the +soil was turned the heather had been able to cast its deep brown +mantle of velvet pile over every irregularity, and to veil the scars +made in the surface. + +These gullies or furrows vary in depth from ten to forty feet, and +run to various lengths. They were the subaerial excavations and +open adits made by miners in quest of iron ore. They are probably +of all dates from prehistoric antiquity to the reign of the Tudors, +after which the iron smelting of the weald came to an end. The +magnificent oaks of the forest of Anderida that stretched from +Winchelsea, in Kent, a hundred and twenty miles west, with a breadth +of thirty miles between the northern and southern chalk downs--these +oaks had been hewn down and used as fuel, in the fabrication of +military armor and weapons, and just as the wood was exhausted, +coal was discovered in the north, and the entire industry of iron +in the weald came to an end. + +Mehetabel had often run up these gullies when a child, playing on +the commons with Iver, or with other scholars of Dame Chivers +school. + +She remembered now that in one of these she and Iver had discovered +a cave, scooped out in the sandrock, possibly the beginning of an +adit, probably a place for storing smuggled goods. On a very small +scale it resembled the extraordinary labyrinth of subterranean +passages at Puttenham, that may be explored at the present day. +During the preceding century and the beginning of that in which we +live, an extensive business in smuggled spirits, tea, and tobacco +was carried on from the coast to the Thames; and there were certain +store places, well-known to the smugglers in the line of trade. In +Thursley parish is a farm that is built over vast vaults, carefully +constructed, with the entrance of them artfully disguised. The +Puttenham labyrinth has its openings in a dense coppice; and it had +this advantage, that with a few strokes of the pick a passage could +be blocked with sand from the roof. + +The cave that Mehetabel had discovered, and in which she had spent +many a summer hour, opened out of the side of one of the most +profound of the trenches cut in the surface after ore. The entrance +was beneath a projecting slab of ironstone, and was concealed by +bushes of furze and bramble. It did not penetrate beyond thirty +feet into the sand rock, or if it had done so formerly, it was +choked when known to Mehetabel, with the falling in of the roof. +These sandstone caves are very dry, and the temperature within +agreeable. + +Here Mehetabel resolved to bide for a while, till she had found +some place of greater security for herself and the child. + +She did not leave Mrs. Chivers without having arranged with her for +the conveyance of food to a place agreed on between them. + +With the shawl so kindly given her by the gardener, Mehetabel +could exclude all wintry air from her habitation, and abundance of +fuel was at hand in the gully, so that she could make and maintain +a fire that would be unnoticed, because invisible except to such as +happened to enter the ravine. + +Mehetabel left the village and emerged on the path bearing that +precious but woeful burden, her little babe, in her arms folded +about it. Then, all at once, before her she saw that same young +lawyer who had insulted her at the Hammer Pond. He recognized her +at once, as she did him. She drew back and her heart beat furiously. + +"What, Queen of the heath?" said he, "still about with your baby?" + +She would not answer him. She stepped back. + +"Do not be afraid; I wish you well--you and your little one. Come, +for the sake of that mite, accept my offer. What will you say to +yourself--how excuse yourself if it die through exposure, and +because of your silly scruples?" + +She would not listen to him. She darted past, and fled over the +down. + +She roamed about, lost, distracted. In her confusion she missed +the way to the cave, and the darkness was gathering. The moaning +little morsel of her flesh could not be comforted. She rocked it +violently, then gently. In neither way could she give it relief. +She knew not which direction she had taken, on what part of the +heath she was straying. + +And now rain began to fall, and Mehetabel had to protect her child +from being drenched. For herself she had no thought. The rain came +down first in a slight sprinkle, and then in large drops, and a cold +wind swashed the drops into her face, blinding her. + +All at once, in the uncertain light, she saw some dark gap open +before her as a grave. She would have fallen headlong into it had +she not arrested her foot in time. Then, with a gasp of relief she +recognized where she was. + +She stood at the edge of the old mining ravine. This trench, cut in +the sandy down, had looked like a little bit of Paradise to the +child-eyes of the pupils of Betty Chivers in summer, when the air +was honey-sweet with the fragrance of the flowering furze, and +musical with the humming of bees; and the earth was clotted with +spilt raspberry cream--the many-tinged blossom of the heather--alas! +it was now sad, colorless, dripping, cold, and repellent. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +THE CAVE. + + +Mehetabel made her way down the steep side of the gully, and to the +cave, burdened with the babe she carried in her arms. She bore a +sack over her back that contained some dry turves, shavings, and a +few potatoes, given her by the school-dame. The place of refuge had +obviously been frequented by children long after the time when +Mehetabel and Iver had retired to it on hot summer days. The sides +of the entrance had been built up with stones, with moss driven +into their interstices. Within, the floor was littered with dry +fern, and in one place was a rude hearth, where fires had been +kindled; this was immediately under a vertical opening that served +as chimney, and prevented the smoke of a fire from filling the cave. + +The young mother laid her child on the shawl she spread over the +bracken, and proceeded to kindle a fire with a tinder-box lent her +by Mrs. Chivers. It amused the babe to watch the sparks as they +flew about, and when the pile of turves and sticks and heather was +in combustion, to listen to the crackle, and watch the play and +leap of the flames. + +As the fire burnt up, and the blue smoke stole through the natural +chimney, the whole cave glowed orange. + +The air was not cold within, and in the radiation from the fire, +the place promised to be warm and comfortable. + +The child crowed and stretched its feet out to the blaze. + +She looked attentively at the babe. + +What did that wicked young lawyer mean by saying that it would die +through exposure? It had cried and moaned. All children cry and +moan. They have no other means of making their wants known. Wet the +little creature was not; she had taken every precaution against +that, but her own garments steamed in the heat of the fire she had +kindled, and leaving the babe to watch the dancing flames, she +dried her wet gown and stockings in the glow. + +Then by the reflection Mehetabel could see on the nether surface of +the sandstone slab at the entrance the initials of herself and Iver +that had been cut by the latter many years ago, with a true-lover's +knot uniting them. And there on that knot, lost in dream, was a +peacock butterfly that had retired to hibernate. The light from the +fire glowed in its purple and gold eyes, and the warm ascending air +fluttered the wings, but did not restore animation to the drowsy +insect. In corners were snails at the limit of their glazed tracks, +also in retreat before winter. They had sealed themselves up in +their houses against cold. + +Mehetabel was constrained to pass in and out of her habitation +repeatedly so as to accumulate fuel that might serve through the +night. Happily, on her way she had noticed a little shelter hut, +probably constructed by a village sportsman, under which he might +conceal himself with his gun and await the game. This was made of +dry heather, and branches of fir and chestnut. She had no scruple +in pulling this to pieces, and conveying as much as she could carry +at a time to her cave. + +The child, amused by the fire, did not object to her temporary +desertion, and it was too feeble and young to crawl near to the +flames. + +After several journeys to and fro Mehetabel had contrived to form a +goodly pile of dry fuel at the back of her habitation, and now that +a sufficiency of ash had been formed proceeded to embed in it the +potatoes that Betty Chivers had given her. + +How often had she and Iver, as children, talked of being savages +and living in wigwams and caves, and now she was driven to a life +of savagery in the midst of civilization. It would not, however, +be for long. She would search the neighborhood round for work, and +when she had got it move away from this den in the Common. + +A stoat ran in, raised its head, looked at the fire, then at her, +with glistening eyes devoid of fear, but at a movement of the +child darted away and disappeared. + +A Sabbath sense of repose came over Mehetabel. The babe was content +and crooning itself to sleep. Her nerves in tension all day were +now relaxed; her wearied body rested. She had no inquisitive +companion to worry her with questions, none overkind to try her +with injudicious attentions. She could sit on the fragrant fern +leaves, extend her feet, lean her head against the sandstone, and +watch the firelight play over the face of her child. + +A slight sound attracted her attention. It was caused by a bramble +leaf caught in a cobweb, drawn in by the draught produced by the +fire, and it tapped at and scratched the covering stone. Mehetabel, +roused from her languor, saw what occasioned the sound, and lost +all concern about it. There were particles in the sand that +sparkled. It afforded her a childish pleasure to see the twinkles +on every side in the rise and fall of the flames. It was no exertion +to cast on another branch of heather, or even a bough of pine. It +was real pleasure to listen to the crackle and to see the sparks +shoot like rockets from the burning wood. The cave was a fairy +palace. The warmth was grateful. The potatoes were hissing in the +embers. Then Mehetabel dreamily noticed a black shadow stealing +along the lower surface of the roof stone. At first she saw it +without interest, without inquiry in her mind, but little by little +her interest came, and her attention centred itself on the dark +object. + +It was a spider, a hairy insect with a monstrous egglike belly, +and it was creeping slowly and with caution towards the hibernating +butterfly. Perhaps its limbs were stiff with inaction, its blood +congealed; perhaps it dreaded lest by precipitation it might alarm +its prey and lose it. + +Mehetabel put out her hand, picked up a piece of furze, and cast +it at the spider, which fell. + +Then she was uneasy lest it would crawl along the ground and come +to her baby, and sting it. She inherited the common superstition +that spiders are poisonous insects. + +She must look for it. + +Only now, as she tried to raise herself, did she discover how stiff +her joints had become. She rose to her knees, and raked out some of +the potatoes from the ashes, and swept the floor where the spider +had dropped with a brush of Scottish pine twigs. + +Then, all at once, she remained motionless. She heard steps and +voices outside, the latter in low converse. Next a face looked in, +and an exclamation followed, "Jamaica! There, sure enough, she be!" + +The voice, the face--there was no mistaking either. They belonged +to Sally Rocliffe. + +The power to cry out failed in Mehetabel. She hastily thrust her +child behind her, into the depths of the cave, and interposed +herself between it and the glittering eyes of the woman. + +"Come on, Jamaica, we'll see how she has made herself comfortable," +said Mrs. Rocliffe, and she entered, followed by Giles Cheel. Both +had to stoop at the opening, but when they were a few feet within, +could stand upright. + +"Well, now, I call this coorious," said Sarah; "don't you, Jamaica? +Here's all the Punch-Bowl turned out. Some runnin' one way, some +another, all about Matabel. Some sez she's off her head; some +thinks she has drownded herself and the child. And there's Jonas +stormin', and in a purty takein'. There is my Thomas--gone with +him--and Jamaica and I come this way over the Common. But I had a +fancy you might be at the bottom o' one of them Hammer Ponds. I +was told you'd been to the silk mill." + +"What be you run away for? What be you a hidin' for--just like a +wild beast?" asked Giles Cheel. + +Mehetabel could not answer. How could she declare her reason? That +the life of the child was menaced by its own father. + +"Now come back with us," said Jamaica, in a persuasive tone. + +"I will not. I never will return," exclaimed Mehetabel with energy. +She was kneeling, with her hands extended to screen her child from +the eye of Sally Rocliffe. + +"I told you so, did I not?" asked the woman. + +"She sed as much to me yesterday mornin when I saw her run away." + +"I will not go back. I will never go back," repeated Mehetabel + +"Where is the child?" asked Sally. + +"It is behind me." + +"How is it?" + +"It is well now, now we are out of the Punch-Bowl, where all hate +it and wish it dead." + +"Now, look here, Matabel," said Cheel, "you be reasonable, and come +peaceably." + +"I will not go back; I never will!" she answered with increased +vehemence. + +"That's all very fine sayin'," pursued Giles Cheel. "But go back +you must when Jonas fetches you." + +"I will not go back! Never! never!" + +"He'll make you." + +"Not if I will not go." + +"Aye, but he can. If you won't go when he axes, he can get the +constable to force you to go home. The law of the land can help +him thereto." + +"I will not go back! Never!" + +"Where he is just now, I can't say," pursued Cheel. "But I have a +notion he's prowlin' about the moor, thinkin' you may have gone to +Thor's Stone. Come he will, and he'll take you and the baby, and +you may squeal and scratch, go back with him you must and will. So +I say go peaceable." + +"I will not go back!" cried Mehetabel. She picked up a lump of +ironstone and said, passionately, "I will defend myself. I am as +strong as he. I am stronger, for I will fight for my child. I will +kill him rather than let him take my baby from me." + +"Hear her!" exclaimed Sally Rocliffe. "She threatens she'll do +for Jonas. Every one knows she tried that on once afore, wi' his +gun." + +"Yes," said Mehetabel, fiercely, "I will even do that. Rather than +go back and have my baby in that hated place again, I will fight +and kill him. Let him come here and try." + +She set her teeth, her eyes glared, her breath came snorting +through her nostrils. + +"I say, Gilly, I'll go back. It ain't safe here. She's possessed +with seven devils." + +"I am not possessed, save with mother's love. I will never, never +go back and take my babe to the Punch-Bowl. Never, never, allow +you, Sally, to look at its innocent face again, nor Jonas to touch +it. There is no one cares for it, no one loves it, no one who does +not wish its death, but me, and I will fight, and never--" + +Her strength gave way, her hands sank in the sand, and her hair +fell over her face, as she broke into a storm of sobs and tears. + +"I say, Jamaica, come out," whispered Mrs. Rocliffe. "We'll talk +over wot's to be done." + +Giles Cheel and Sally Rocliffe crept out of the cave backwards. +They did so, facing Mehetabel, with mistrust. Each believed that +she was mad. + +When the two were outside, then Jonas's sister said to her companion +"I'll tell you what, Jamaica, I won't have nuthin' more to do with +this. There's somethin' queer; and whether Jonas has been doin' +what he ort not, or whether Matabel be gone rampagin' mad, that's +not for me to say. Let Jonas manage his own affairs, and don't let +us meddle no more." + +"I am sure it's 'as nuthin' to me," said Cheel. "But this is a fine +thing. At the christenin' of that there baby he had words to say +about me and my Betsy, as if we was a disgrace to the Punch-Bowl, +becos we didn't always agree. But my Betsy and me never came to +such a pass as this. I'm willin'. Let's go back and have our +suppers, and let her be where she is." + +"You need not tell Jonas that we have found her." + +"No; not if you wishes." + +"Let the matter alone altogether; I reckon she's in a dangerous +mood, and so is Jonas. Something may come of it, and I'd as lief +be out of it altogether." + +"That's my doctrine, too," said Giles. + +Then he put his head in at the cave door, and said "Good-night, +missus!" + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +AT COLPUS'S. + + +On the morrow Mehetabel, carrying her babe, revisited the +schoolmistress, at an early hour, before the children assembled. + +Betty Chivers received her with joy. + +"Matabel," she said, "I've been thinking about you. There's James +Colpus and his daughter are in want of a woman. That girl, Julia +Caesar, as has been with them, got at the barrels of ale, and has +been givin' drink all round to the men, just when they liked. She'd +got a key to the cellar unbeknown to Master Colpus; so she has had +to walk off. Polly Colpus, she knows you well enough, and what a +managing girl you are. They couldn't do better than take you--that +is, if they can arrange with Bideabout, and don't object to the +baby." + +Accordingly, somewhat later, Mehetabel departed for the farm of +James Colpus, that adjoined the land occupied by old Simon +Verstage. + +James Colpus was preparing to go out fox-hunting when Mehetabel +arrived. He wore a tight, dark-colored suit, that made his red +face look the redder, and his foxy hair the foxier. His daughter +had a face like a full moon, flat and eminently livid;' fair, +almost white eyebrows, and an unmistakable moustache. She was +extraordinarily plain, but good-natured. She was pouring out +currant brandy for her father when Mehetabel arrived. + +"Well!" exclaimed Colpus. "Here is the runaway wife. Tally-ho! +Tally-ho! We've got her. All the parish has been out after you, +and you run to earth here, do you?" + +"If you please," said Mehetabel, "I have come to offer my services +in the place of Julia Caesar, who has been sent away. You know I +can work. You know I won't let nobody have the tap o' the beer--and +as for wages, I'll take what you are willing to give." + +"That's all very fine, Miss Runaway, but what will Bideabout say +to that?" + +"I am not going back to Bideabout," answered Mehetabel. "If you +cannot take me, I shall go to every farm and offer myself, and if +none in Thursley or Witley will have me, I'll beg my bread from +door to door, till I do find a house where I may honestly earn it. +Go back to the Punch-Bowl I will not." + +"I'd like to take you," said Colpus. "Glad to have you. Never a +better girl anywhere, of that I am quite certain--only, how about +the Broom-Squire? I'm constable, and it must not be said that the +constable is keeping a man's wife away from him." + +"You will not keep me from him. Nothing in the world will make me +go back to him." + +"Then--what about the baby? Can you let Bideabout have that?" + +Mehetabel flushed almost as red as Colpus and his daughter. + +"Never!" she said, firmly. + +"But, look here," said the farmer, "if I did agree to take you, +why, after a day or two, you'd be homesick, and wantin' to be back +in the arms of Jonas. It's always so with women." + +"I shall never go back," persisted Mehetabel. + +"So you say. But before the week is out you'll be piping another +song." + +"You may bind me to stay--three months--six--a year," + +"That is all very well to say. Bind me, but how? What bind will +hold--when the marriage tie does not?" + +"The marriage tie would have held me till death," answered +Mehetabel gravely, "if Jonas had not done that which makes it +impossible for me to remain. It is not for my sake that I am away. +Had I been alone I would have borne all till I died. But I have +other duties now. I am a mother. Here is my darling, a charge from +God. I owe it to God to do what I am here for--to find another +home, a place away from the Punch-Bowl." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I cannot explain." + +"Is the Punch-Bowl unhealthy for the child?" + +"Yes, it would die there." + +"Who told you so?" + +"I know it. My heart says so." + +"Now look here," said Colpus, getting red as a poppy, "there's a +lot of talk in the place about you. Some say that Bideabout is in +the wrong, some say that the wrong lies with you. It is reported +that he beat you, and there are folks that tell as how you gave him +occasion. You must let me know the right of it all, or I can't take +you." + +"Then I must go," said Mehetabel, "I cannot tell you all. You may +think ill of me if you choose, I cannot help that." + +Colpus rubbed his foxy whiskers and head. + +"You're a won'erful active woman, and do more work than three +ordinary gals. I'd like to have you in the house. But then--what +am I to say if Kink comes to claim you?" + +"Say you will not give me up." + +"But I ain't so sure but what he can force me to surrender you." + +"You are the strongest man in Thursley." + +"'Tain't that," said Colpus, gratified by the compliment. "'Tis he +might bring the law against me. I don't know nuthin' about law, +though I'm constable, but I reckon, if I was to keep a cow of his +as had strayed and refused to give her up, he could compel me. And +what's true of a cow is true of a wife. If I could be punished for +stealin' his goose I might be summonsed all on account of you. Then +there's the babe--that might be brought in as kidnappin'! I daren't +risk it." + +"But, father," put in Polly. "How would it do for a time, just to +try." + +"There's something in that, Polly. + +"And Julia Caesar have left things in a terrible mess. We must have +all cleared up before another comes in. What if we take Matabel by +the day to clear up?" + +"Look here, Polly," said Colpus, who visibly oscillated in mind +between his wishes to engage Mehetabel and his fears as to what the +consequences might be. "It's this," he touched his forehead, and +made a sign towards the applicant. "Folk do say it." + +"Matabel," said the good-natured farmer's daughter, "you go along +to Thursley, and father and I will talk it over. If we think we +can take you--where shall we send to find you?" + +"To Betty Chivers' house." + +"Well, in half an hour I trust we shall have decided. Now go." + +As Mehetabel withdrew, Polly said, "It's all gammon, father, about +her not being right in her head. Her eye is as steady as the +evenin' star. And it's all lies about there bein' any fault in her. +Matabel is as honest and true as sunlight." + +Then old Colpus shouted after Mehetabel, who was departing by the +lane. "Don't go that way, over the field is the path--by the stile. +There's a lot o' water in the lane." + +The young mother turned, thanked him with an inclination of the +head, and pressing her cheek to the child she bore, she took the +path that crossed a meadow, and which led to a tuft of holly, near +which was the stile, into the lane. She walked on, with her cheek +resting on the child's head, and her eyes on the trodden, cropped +wintry grass, with a flutter of hope in her bosom; for she was +almost certain that with the influence of Polly engaged on her +side, old Colpus would agree to receive her. + +She did not walk swiftly. She had no occasion for haste. She hoped +that the objections of the farmer would give way before she had +reached the hedge, and that he would recall her. + +She had almost arrived t the turf of holly, singing in a low tone +to the child in her arms, when, a voice made her start and cry out. + +She looked up. Jonas was before her. + +Unobserved by her he had entered the field. From the lane he had +seen her, and he had crossed the stile and come upon her. + +She stood frozen to the spot. Each muscle became rigid; the blood +in her arteries tingled as though bees were making their way through +every vein. Her brows met in a black band across her face. She +trembled for a moment, and then was firm. A supreme moment, the +supreme moment in her life was come. + +"So I have found you at last," sneered Jonas. Hatred, fury, were +in him and sent a quiver through the tones of his voice. + +"Yes, you have found me," she answered with composure. + +"You--do you know what you have done? Made me a derision and a talk +to all Thursley, a jest in every pot-house." + +"I have not done this. It is your doing." + +"Is it not enough that I have lost my money, but must I have this +scandal and outrage in my home?" + +She did not answer him. She looked steadily at him, and he dared +not meet her eyes. + +"You must come with me at once," he said. + +"I will not go with you." + +"I will make you." + +"That you cannot." + +"You are mad. You must be put under restraint." + +"I will go to the madhouse, but not to the Punch-Bowl." + +"You shall be forced to return." + +"How?" + +"I will have you tied. I will swear you are crazed. I will have you +locked up, and I will beat you till you learn to obey and behave as +I would have you." + +"Jonas," said Mehetabel, "this is idle talk. Never, never will I go +back to you." + +"Never!" + +He approached, his eyes glaring, his white fangs showing, like +those of a dog about to bite. + +Instinctively she put her hand into her pocket and drew forth a +lump of ironstone, that she had brandished the previous evening +before Sally Rocliffe and Giles Cheel; and which she carried with +her as her only weapon of defence. + +"Jonas," said Mehetabel. "You may threaten, but your threats do not +move me. I can defend myself." + +"Oh, with a stone? he scoffed. + +"Yes, if need be with a stone. But I have better protection than +that." + +"Indeed--let me hear it." + +"If you venture to touch me--venture to threaten any more--then I +shall appeal for protection." + +"To whom--to Iver?" + +"Not to Iver," her heart boiled up, and was still again. + +"To whom--to Farmer Colpus?" + +"To the law." + +"The law!" jeered Jonas. "It is the law that will send you back to +me." + +"It is the law which will protect me from you," answered Mehetabel. + +"I am fain to learn how." + +"How! I have but to go before a magistrate and tell how you tried +to poison your own child--how, when that failed, you tried to +smother it. And, Jonas," she added--as she saw his face grow ashen, +and a foam bubble form on his lips--"and, Jonas," she stepped +forward, and he backed--his glassy eyes on her face, "and, Jonas," +she said, "look here, I have this stone. With the like of this you +sought to kill me in the moor." She raised it above her head, "you +would-be murderer of your wife and your child--I am free from you." +She took another step forward--he reeled back and vanished--disappeared +instantly from her sight with a scream--instantly and absolutely, +as when the earth opened its mouth at the word of Moses and swallowed +up Korah. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +AGAIN: IRONSTONE. + + +Mehetabel heard shouts, exclamations, and saw Thomas Rocliffe and +his son, Samuel, come up over the stile from the lane, and James +Colpus running towards her. + +What had happened? Whither had Jonas vanished? She drew back and +passed her hand, still holding the ironstone, over her face. + +Then she saw Thomas and Samuel stoop, kneel, and Thomas swing +himself down and also disappear; thereupon up came the farmer. + +"What is it? Has he fallen in--into the kiln?" + +That the reader may understand what had occurred, it is necessary +that a few words of explanation should be given. + +At the time when the country was densely wooded with oaks, then the +farmers were wont annually to draw chalk from the quarries in the +flank of the Hog's Back, that singular ridge, steep as a Gothic +roof, running east and west from Guildford, and to cart this to +their farms. On each of these was a small brick kiln, constructed +in a sand-bank beside a lane, so that the chalk and fuel might be +thrown in from above, where the top of the kiln was level with the +field, and the burnt quicklime drawn out below and shovelled into a +cart that would convey it by the road to whatever field was thought +to require such a dressing. + +But fuel became scarce, and when the trees had vanished, then sea +coal was introduced. Thereupon the farmers found it more convenient +to purchase quicklime at the kiln mouth near the chalk quarry, than +to cart the chalk and burn it themselves. + +The private kilns were accordingly abandoned and allowed to fall to +ruin. Some were prudently filled in with earth and sand, but this +was exceptional. The majority were allowed to crumble in slowly; +and at the present day such abandoned kilns may be found on all +sides, in various stages of decay. + +Into such a kiln, that had not been filled in, Jonas had fallen, +when he stepped backwards, unconscious of its existence. + +Polly Colpus had followed her father, but kept in the rear, alarmed, +and dreading a ghastly sight. The farmer bent with hands on his +knees over the hole. Samuel knelt. + +"Have you got him?" asked Colpus. + +"Lend a hand," called Thomas from below, and with the assistance of +those above the body of Jonas Kink was lifted on to the bank. + +"He's dead," said the farmer. + +Then Mehetabel laughed. + +The three men and Polly Colpus turned and looked at her with +estrangement. + +They did not understand that there was neither mockery nor frivolity +in the laugh, that it proceeded involuntarily from the sudden +relaxation of overstrained nerves. At the moment Mehetabel was +aware of one thing only, that she had nothing more to fear, that +her baby was safe from pursuit. It was this thought that dominated +her and caused the laugh of relief. She had not in the smallest +degree realized how it was that this relief was obtained. + +"Fetch a hurdle," said Colpus, "and, Polly, run in and send a couple +of men. We must carry him to the Punch-Bowl. I reckon he's pretty +well done for. I don't see a sign of life in him." + +The Broom-Squire was laid on the gass. + +Strange is the effect of death on a man's clothes. The moment the +vital spark has left the body, the garments hang about him as though +never made to fit him. They take none of the usual folds; they lose +their gloss--it is as though life had departed out of them as well. + +Mehetabel seated herself on a bit of swelling ground and looked on, +without understanding what she saw; seeing, hearing, as in a dream; +and after the first spasm of relief, as if what was being done in +no way concerned her, belonged to another world to her own. It was +as though she were in the moon and saw what men were doing on the +earth. + +When the Broom-Squire had been lifted upon a hurdle, then Polly +Colpus thought right to touch Mehetabel, and say in a low tone: +"You will follow him and go to the Punch-Bowl?" + +"I will never, never go there again. I have said so," answered +Mehetabel. + +Then to avoid being pressed further, she stood up and went away, +bearing her child in her arms. + +The men looked after her and shook their heads. + +"Bideabout has had a blow on the forehead," said Colpus. + +Mehetabel returned to the school, entered without a word, and seated +herself by the fire. + +"Have you succeeded?" asked the widow. + +"How?" + +"Will Farmer Colpus take you?" + +"I don't know." + +"What have you in your hand?" + +Mehetabel opened her fingers and allowed Betty Chivers to remove +from her hand a lump of ironstone. + +"What are you carrying this for, Matabel?" + +"I defend baby with it," she answered. + +"Well, you do not need it in my house," said the dame, and placed +the liver-colored lump on the table. + +"How hot your hand is," she continued. "Here, let me feel again. It +is burning. And your forehead is the same. Are you unwell, Matabel?" + +"I am cold," she answered dreamily. + +"You have been over-worried and worked," said the kind old woman. +"I will get you a cup of tea." + +"He won't follow me any more and try to take my baby away," said +Mehetabel. + +"I am glad of that." + +"And I also." + +Then she moved her seat, winding and bending on one side. + +"What is it, my dear?" asked Betty. + +"His shadow. It will follow me and fall over baby." + +"What do you mean?" + +Mehetabel made no reply, and the widow buried herself in preparation +for the midday meal, a very humble one of bread and weak tea. + +"There's drippin' in the bowl," she said, "you can put some o' that +on the bread. And now, give me the little chap. You are not afraid +of trusting him to me?" + +"Oh, no!" + +The mother at once surrendered the child, and Mrs. Chivers sat by +the fire with the infant in her lap. + +"He's very like you," she said. + +"I couldn't love him if he were like him," said Mehetabel. + +"You must not say that." + +"He is a bad man." + +"Leave God to judge him." + +"He has judged him," answered the girl, looking vacantly into the +fire, and then passed her hand over her eyes and pressed her brow. + +"Have you a headache, dear?" + +"Yes--bad. It is his shadow has got in there--rolled up, and I can't +shake it out." + +"Matabel--you must go to bed. You are not well." + +"No--I am not well. But my baby?" + +"He is safe with me." + +"I am glad of that, you will teach him A B C, and the Creed, and to +pray to and fear God. But you needn't teach him to find Abelmeholah +on the map, nor how many gallons of water the Jordan carries into +the Dead Sea every minute, nor how many generations there are in +Matthew. That is all no good at all. Nor does it matter where is +the country of the Gergesenes. I have tried it. The Vicar was a +good man, was he not, Betty?" + +"Yes, very good." + +"He would give the coat off his back, and the bread out of his +mouth to the poor. He gave beef and plum pudding all around at +Christmas, and lent out blankets in winter. But he never gave +anything to the soul, did he, Betty? Never made the heart warm. I +found it so. What I got of good for that was from you." + +"My dear," said the old woman, starting up. "I insist on your going +to bed at once. I see by your eye, by the fire in your cheek, that +you are ill." + +"I will go to bed; I do not want anything to eat, only to lay my +head down, and then the shadow will run out at my ear--only I fear +it may stain the pillow. When I'm rich I will buy you another. Baby +is rich; he has got a hundred and fifty pounds. What is his is +mine, and what is mine is his. He will not grudge you a new +pillow-case." + +Mehetabel, usually reserved and silent, had become loquacious and +rambling in her talk. It was but too obvious, that she was in a +fever, and wandering. Mrs. Chivers insisted on her taking some tea, +and then she helped her upstairs to the little bedroom, and did not +leave her till she was asleep. The school children, who came in +after their dinner hour, were dismissed, so that Mrs. Chivers had +the afternoon to devote to the care of the child and of the sick +mother, who was in high fever. + +She was in the bedroom when she heard a knock at the door, and +then a heavy foot below. She descended the rickety stairs as gently +as possible, and found Farmer Colpus in the schoolroom. + +"How do you do, Mrs. Chivers? Can you tell me, is Matabel Kink +here?" + +"Yes--if you do not mind, Mr. Colpus, to speak a little lower. She +is in bed and asleep." + +"Asleep?" + +"She came in at noon, rather excited and queer, and her hand +burnin' like a hot chestnut, so I gave her a dish o' tea and sent +her upstairs. I thought it might be fever--and her eyes were that +strange and unsteady--" + +"It is rather odd," said the constable, "but my daughter observed +how calm and clear her eye was--only an hour before." + +"Maybe," said Mrs. Chivers, "and yet she was that won'erful +wanderin' in her speech--" + +"You don't think she was shamming?" + +"Shammin'! Lord, sir--that Matabel never did, and I've knowed her +since she was two-year old. At three and a half she comed to my +school." + +"By the way, what is that stone on your table?" asked Colpus. + +"That, sir? Matabel had it in her hand when she comed in. I took +it away, and then I felt how burnin' she was, like a fire." + +"Oh! she was still holding that stone. Did she say anything about +it?" + +"Yes, sir, she said that she used it to defend herself and baby." + +"From whom?" + +"She didn't say--but you know, sir, there has been a bit of tiff +between her and the Broom-Squire, and she won't hear of goin back +to the Punch-Bowl, and she has a fancy he wants to take the baby +away from her. That's ridic'lous, of course. But there is no getting +the idea out of her head." + +"I must see her." + +"You can't speak to her, sir. She is asleep still." Colpus +considered. + +"I'll ask you to allow me to take this stone away, Betty. And I +must immediately send for the doctor. He has been sent for to the +Punch-Bowl, and I'll stop him on the way back to Godalming. I must +be assured that Matabel is in a fit state to be removed." + +"Removed, whither?" + +"To the lock-up." + +"The lock-up, sir?" + +"To the lock-up. Do you know, Mrs. Chivers, that Jonas Kink is +dead, and that very strong suspicions attach to Matabel, that she +killed him?" + +"Matabel killed him!" + +"Yes, with that very stone." + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +IN HOPE. + + +When the surgeon, on his return from the Punch-Bowl was called in +to see Mehetabel, he at once certified that she was not in a +condition to be removed, and that she would require every possible +attention for several days. + +Accordingly, James Colpus allowed her to remain at the Dame's School, +but cautioned Betty Chivers that he should hold her responsible for +the appearance of Mehetabel when required. + +Jonas Kink was not dead, as Colpus thought when lifted out of the +kiln into which he had been precipitated backwards, but he had +received several blows on the head which had broken in the skull +and stunned him. Had there been a surgeon at hand to relieve the +pressure on the brain, he might perhaps have recovered, but there +was none nearer than Godalming; the surgeon was out when the +messenger arrived, and did not return till late, then he was +obliged to get a meal, and hire a horse, as his own was tired, and +by the time he arrived at the Punch-Bowl Jonas had ceased to +breathe, and all he could do was to certify his death and the +cause thereof. + +Mehetabel's nature was vigorous and elastic with youth. She +recovered rapidly, more so, indeed than Mrs. Chivers would allow +to James Colpus, as she was alarmed at the prospect of having to +break to her that a warrant was issued against her on the charge +of murder. + +When she did inform her, Mehetabel could not believe what she was +told. + +"That is purely," she said. "I kill Jonas! If he had touched me and +tried to take baby away I might have done it. I would have fought +him like a tiger, as I did before." + +"When did you fight him?" + +"In the Moor, by Thor's Stone, over the gun--there when the shot +went off into his arm." + +"I never knew much of that, though there was at the time some talk." + +"Yes. I need say nothing of that now. But as to hurting Jonas, I +never hurted nobody in my life save myself, and that was when I +married him. I don't believe I could kill a fly--and then only if +it were teasin' baby." + +"There is Joe Filmer downstairs, has somethin' to say. Can he come +up?" + +"Yes," answered Mehetabel. "He was always kind to me." + +The ostler of the Ship stumbled up the stairs and saluted the sick +girl with cordiality and respect. + +"Very sorry about this little affair. 'Tis a pity, I sez, that such +a fuss be made over trifles. There's been the crownin' of the body, +and now there's to be the hearin' of you afore the magistrates, and +then they say you'll have to go to the 'sizez, and there'll come +the hangin'. 'Tis terrible lot o' fuss all about Jonas as wasn't +worth it. No one'll miss him and if you did kill him, well, there +was cause, and I don't think the wuss o' you for it." + +"Thank you, Joe, but I did not kill him." + +"Well--you know--it's right for you to say so, 'cos you'll have to +plead not guilty. Polly, at our place never allows she's broke +nothin', but the chinay and the pipkins have got a terrible way of +committin' felo de se since she came to the Ship. She always sez +she didn't do it--and right enough. No one in this free country +is obliged to incriminate hisself. That's one of our glorious +institootions." + +"I really am guiltless," urged Mehetabel. + +"Quite right you should say so. Pleased to hear it. But I don't +know what the magistrates will say. Most folks here sez you did, +and all the Punch-Bowl will swear it. They sez you tried to kill +him wi' his own gun, but didn't succeed as you wished, so now you +knocked him on the head effectual like, and tippled his dead body +down into the kiln. He was an aggravatin' chap, was Bideabout, and +deserved it. But that is not what I come here to say." + +"And that was--" + +"Well, now, I mustn't say it too loud. I just slipped in when +nobody was about, as I don't want it to be known as I am here. The +master and I settled it between us." + +"Settled what, Joe?" + +"You see he always had a wonderful liking for you, and so had I. +He was agin you marryin' the Broom-Squire, but the missus would +have it so. Now he's goyne to send me with the trap to Portsmouth. +He's had orders for it from a gent as be comin' wild fowl shootin' +in the Moor. So my notion is I'll drive by here in the dark, and +you'll be ready, and come along wi' me, takin' the baby with you, +and I'll whip you off to Portsmouth, and nobody a penny the wiser. +I've got a married sister there--got a bit o' a shop, and I'll take +you to her, and if you don't mind a bit o' nonsense, I'll say you're +my wife and that's my baby. Then you can stay there till all is +quiet. I've a notion as Master Colpus be comin' to arrest you +to-morrow, and that would be comical games. If you will come along +wi' me, and let me pass you off as I sed, then you can lie hid till +the wind has changed. It's a beautiful plan. I talked it over with +the master, and he's agreeable; and as to money--well, he put ten +pound into my hand for you, and there's ten pound of my wages I've +saved and hid in the thatchin' of the cow-stall, and have no use +for; that's twenty pound, and will keep you and the baby goin' for +a while, and when that's done I daresay there'll be more to be had." + +"I thank you, Joe," began Mehetabel, the tears rising in her eyes. + +He cut her short. "The master don't want Polly to know nothin' of +it. Polly's been able to get the mastery in the house. She's got +the keys, and she's a'most got the old chap under lock. But it's +my experience as fellows when they get old get won'erful artful, +and master may be under her thumb in most things, but not all. And +he don't fancy the notion of your bein' hanged. So he gave me that +ten pound, and when I sed I'd drive you away afore the constable +had you--why, he just about jumped out o' his breeches wi' joy. +Only the first thing he said then was--'Not a word to Polly.'" + +"Indeed, Joe, you are good, but I cannot go." + +"You must go either to Portsmouth or to Gorlmyn. You may be a free +woman, but in hidin', or go to prison. There's the choice before +you. And if you b'ain't a fool, I know what you will take." + +"I do not think it right to run away." + +"Of course if you killed him deliberate, then you may go cheerful +like and be hanged for it. But wot I sez and most sez, but they in +the Punch-Bowl, is that it worn't deliberate. It were done under +aggravatin' sarcumstances. The squatters in the Bowl, they have +another tale. They say you tried to shoot him, and then to poison +him, and he lived in fear of his life of you, and then you knocked +him head over heels into the kiln, and served him right is my +doctrine, and I respect you for it. But then--wot our people in +Thursley sez is that it'll give the place a bad name if you're hung +on Hind Head. They've had three hangin' there already, along of wot +they did to your father. And to have another might damage the +character of the place. I don't fancy myself that farmer Colpus is +mighty keen on havin' you hanged." + +"I shall not be hanged when I am guiltless," said Mehetabel. + +"My dear," answered the hostler, "it all depends not on what you +are but on what the judge and jury think, and that depends on the +lawyers what they say in their harangues. There's chances in all +these things, and the chance may be as you does get found guilty +and be sentenced to the gallows. It might cause an unpleasantness +here, and that you would wish to avoid I don't say as even Sally +Rocliffe and Thomas would like it, for you're related to them +somehow, and I'm quite sure as Thursley villagers won't like it, +cos we've all respected you and have held Jonas cheap. And why we +should have you hanged becos he's dead--that's unanswerable I say. +So I'll be round after dark and drive you to Portsmouth." + +"No, indeed, I cannot go." + +"You can think it over. What about the little chap, the baby? If +they hang you, that'll be wuss for him than it was for you. For you +it were bad enough, because you had three men hanged all along of +your father, but for he it'll be far more serious when he goes +about the world as the chap as had his mother hanged." + +"Joe, you insist on imagining the worst. It cannot, it will not, be +that I shall be condemned when guiltless." + +"If I was you I'd make sure I wasn't ketched," urged the hostler. +"You may be quite certain that the master will do what he can for +you; but I must say this, he is that under Polly that you can't +depend on him. There was old Clutch on the day when Bideabout was +killed. The doctor came from Gorlmyn on a hired hoss, and it was +the gray mare from the inn there. Well, old Clutch seems to have +found it out, and with his nose he lifted the latch of the +stable-door and got out, and trotted away after the doctor or the +old mare all the road to Gorlmyn; and he's there now in a field +with the mare, as affable as can be with her. It's the way of old +horses--and what, then, can you expect of old men? Polly can lead +the master where she pleases." + +"Joe," said Mehetabel, "I cannot accept your kind offer. Do not +think me ungrateful. I am touched to the heart. But I will not +attempt to run away; that would at once be taken as a token that I +was guilty and was afraid of the consequences. I will not do +anything to give occasion for such a thought. I am not guilty, +and will act as an innocent person would." + +"You may please yourself," answered Filmer; "but if you don't go, I +shall think you what I never thought you before--a fool." + +"I cannot help it; I must do what is right," said Mehetabel. "But I +shall never forget your kindness, Joe, at a time when there are +very few who are friends to me." + +The period of Mehetabel's illness had been a trying one for the +infant, and its health, never strong, had suffered. Happily, the +little children who came to the Dame's school were ready and +suitable nurses for it. A child can amuse and distract a babe from +its woes in an exceptional manner, and all the little pupils were +eager to escape A B C by acting as nurses. + +When the mother was better, the babe also recovered; but it was, at +best, a puny, frail creature. + +Mehetabel was aware how feeble a life was that which depended on +her, but would not admit it to herself. She could not endure to +have the delicacy of the child animadverted upon. She found excuses +for its tears, explanations of its diminutive size, a reason for +every doubtful sign--only not the right one. She knew she was +deceiving herself, but clung to the one hope that filled her--that +she might live for her child, and her child might live for her. + +The human heart must have hope. That is as necessary to its +thriving as sun is to the flowers. If it were not for the spring +before it, the flower-root would rot in the ground, the tree canker +at the core; the bird would speed south never to return; the insect +would not retreat under shelter in the rain; the dormouse would not +hibernate, the ant collect its stores, the bee its honey. There +could be no life without expectation; and a life without hope in +man or woman is that of a machine--not even that of an animal. Hope +is the mainspring of every activity; it is the spur to all +undertakings; it is the buttress to every building; it runs in all +youthful blood; it gives buoyancy to every young heart and vivacity +to every brain. Mehetabel had hope in her now. She had no thought +for herself save how it concerned her child. In that child her hope +was incorporate. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +A TROUBLED HOPE. + + +On the following morning Mehetabel was conveyed to Godalming, and +was brought before the magistrates, assembled in Petty Sessions. + +She was in no great anxiety. She knew that she was innocent, and +had a childlike, childish confidence that innocence must come out +clear of stain, and then only guilt suffered punishment. + +Before the magistrates this confidence of hers was rudely shaken. +The evidence that would be produced against her at the Assizes was +gone through in rough, as is always done in these cases, and the +charge assumed a gravity of complexion that astonished and abashed +her. That she and her husband had not lived in harmony was shown; +also that he had asserted that she had attempted his life with his +gun; that he was afraid she would poison him if trusted with the +opiate prescribed for him when suffering from a wound. It was +further shown by Giles Cheel and Sarah Rocliffe that she had +threatened to kill her husband with a stone, if not that actually +used by her, and then on the table, by one so like it as to be +hardly distinguishable from it. This threat had been made on the +night previous to the death of Jonas Kink. On the morning she had +encountered her husband in a field belonging to Mr. James Colpus, +and this meeting had been witnessed by the owner of the field, his +daughter, and by Thomas Rocliffe and his son Samuel. + +Colpus and his daughter had been at some distance in the rear, but +Thomas and Samuel Rocliffe had been close by, in a sunken lane; +they had witnessed the meeting from a distance of under thirty +feet, and were so concealed by the hedge of holly and the bank as +to render it improbable that they were visible to the accused. + +James Colpus had seen that an altercation took place between +Mehetabel and the deceased, but was at too great a distance to +hear what was said. He had seen Mehetabel raise her hand, holding +something--what he could not say--and threaten Jonas with it; but +he did not actually see her strike him, because at that moment he +turned to say something to his daughter. + +The evidence of Mary Colpus was to much the same effect. The +accused had come to her to ask for a situation vacant in the house, +through the dismissal of Julia Caesar, her former servant, and +some difficulty had been raised as to her reception, on account +of the doubt whether Jonas would allow his wife to go out into +service, and leave her home. She and her father had promised to +consider the matter, and with this understanding Mehetabel had +left, carrying her babe. + +Just as she reached the further extremity of the field, she met +her husband, Jonas Kink, who came up over the stile, out of the +lane, apparently unobserved by Mehetabel; for, when he addressed +her, she started, drew back, and thrust her hand into her pocket +and pulled out a stone. With this she threatened to strike him; but +whether she carried her threat into execution, or what occasioned +his fall, she could not say, owing to her father having spoken to +her at that moment, and she had diverted her eyes from the two in +the field to him. When next she looked Jonas had disappeared, and +she heard the shouts, and saw the faces of Thomas and Samuel +Rocliffe, as they came through the hedge. + +Then her father said, "Something has happened!" and started +running. She had followed at a distance, and seen the Rocliffes +pull the body of Jonas Kink out of the kiln and lay it on the grass. + +Thomas Rocliffe was a stupid man, and the magistrates had difficulty +with him. They managed, however, to extract from him the following +statement on oath: + +He and Samuel had been out the previous day along with Jonas Kink, +his brother-in-law, looking for Mehetabel. Jonas thought she had +gone to the Moor and had drowned herself, and he had said he did +not care "such a won'erful sight whether she had." + +On the morning of the event of his death Jonas had come to them, +and asked them to attend him again, and from what he, Thomas, had +heard from Sally, he said that they had been on the wrong scent +the night before, and that they must look for Matabel nigher, in +or about the village. + +They had gone together, he and Jonas and his son Samuel, along the +lane that led out of the Punch-Bowl towards Thursley by the +Colpus's farm, and as they went along, in the deep lane, Jonas +shouted out that he saw his wife coming along. Then he, Thomas +and Samuel looked, and they also saw her. She was walking very +slow, and "was cuddlin' the baby," and did not seem to know where +she was going, for she went wide of the stile. Then Jonas got up +over the stile, and told Thomas and Samuel to bide where they +were till he called them. They did so, and saw him address +Mehetabel, who was surprised when he spoke to her, and then +something was said between them, and she pulled a big stone out +of her pocket and raised it over her head, stepped forward, +"sharp-like," and knocked him with it, on the head, so that he +fell like one struck with a thunderbolt, backward into the kiln. +Thereupon he and Samuel came up over the hedge, and he jumped +into the kiln, and found his brother-in-law there, huddled up +in a heap at the bottom. He managed with difficulty to heave +him out, and with the assistance of Samuel and Farmer Colpus, to +lay him on the grass, when all three supposed he was dead. + +When they said that he was dead, then Mehetabel laughed. + +This statement produced a commotion in court. Then they got a +hurdle or gate, he couldn't say which, and lifted the deceased +on to it and carried him home to the Punch-Bowl. It was only when +they laid him on the bed that they saw he still breathed. They +heard him groan, and he moved one hand--the right. He was rather +stiff and awkward with his left since his accident. + +This evidence was corroborated at every point by the testimony of +Samuel, who was quite positive that Mehetabel had struck Jonas on +the head. Like all stupid people, the two Rocliffes were ready to +swear to and maintain with tenacity those points which were false +or inaccurate, and to hesitate about asserting with confidence such +as were true, and could not be other than true. It is not always +in the power of a wise and observant man to discriminate between +facts and imagination, and a dull and undeveloped intelligence is +absolutely incapable of distinguishing between them. + +The evidence of the surgeon was to the effect that Jonas Kink had +died from the consequences of fracture of the skull, but whether +caused by a blow from a stone or from a fall he was unable to +state. There were contusions on his person. He probably struck +his head against the bricks of the kiln as he fell or was thrown +into it. Abrasions of the skin were certainly so caused. When he, +the witness, arrived at the Punch-Bowl, Kink was already dead. He +might have been dead an hour, the body was not absolutely cold. +When asked whether the piece of ironstone on the table might have +dealt the blow which had broken in the skull of Jonas, he replied, +that it might have done so certainly, and the fracture of the skull +was quite compatible with the charge advanced that it had been so +caused. + +The next witness summoned was Betty Chivers, who gave her evidence +with great reluctance, and with many tears. It was true that the +stone produced in court had been taken by her from the hand of the +accused, and that immediately on her return from the farm of Mr. +Colpus. Mehetabel had not told her that she had met her husband, +had not said that he was dead, but had admitted that she had armed +herself with the stone for the purpose of self-defence against +Jonas, her husband, who, she believed, desired to take the child +from her. + +Mehetabel was asked if she had anything to say, and when she +declined to say anything, was committed for trial at the ensuing +assizes at Kingston. + +Throughout the hearing she had been uneasy. The cell where she had +been confined was close to the court, and she had been obliged to +leave her child with a woman who had attended to her; and with this +person the infant would not be at rest. Faintly, and whenever there +was a lull in the court, she could hear the wail of her child, the +little voice rising and falling, and she was impatient to be back +with it, to still its cries and console the little heart, that was +frightened at the presence of strangers and separation from its +mother. + +Through all the time that she was in court, Mehetabel was listening +for the voice of the little one, and paying far more attention to +that, than to the evidence produced against her. + +It was not till Mehetabel was removed to Kingston on Thames and put +in the prison to await her trial, that the full danger that menaced +was realized by her, and then it was mainly as it affected her +child, that it alarmed her. Life had not been so precious, that +she valued it, save for the sake of this feeble child so dependent +on her for everything. + +Her confidence in justice was no longer great. Ever since her +marriage--indeed, ever since Mrs. Verstage had turned against her, +she had been buffeted by Fortune, devoid of friends. Why should a +Court of Justice treat her otherwise than had the little world +with which she had been brought in contact. + +In Kingston prison the wife of the jailer was kind, and took a +fancy to the unhappy young mother. She sat with and talked to her. + +"If they hang me," said Mehetabel, "what will become of my baby?" + +"It will go to a relation." + +"It has no relations but Sally Rocliffe, and she has ill-wished it. +She will be unkind to it, she wants it to die; and if it lives, +she will speak to my child unkindly of me." + +She wiped her eyes. "I cannot bear to think of that. I might make +up my mind to die, if I knew my baby would be kindly cared for and +loved--though none could love it and care for it as I do. But I +could not die thinking it was taught that I was a bad woman, and +heard untrue things said of me every day. I know Sally, she would +do that. I had rather my child went on the parish, as I did, than +that Sally Rocliffe should have it. I was a charity girl, and I +was well cared for by Susanna Verstage, but that was a chance, or +rather a Providence, and I know very well there are not many +Susanna Verstages in the world. There is not another in Thursley, +no, nor in Witley either." + +"Your child could not go on the parish. Your husband, as I have +been told, had a freehold of his own and some money." + +"He lost all his money." + +"But the farm was his, and that must be worth a few hundred pounds, +so that it would not be possible for the child to go on the parish." + +"Then it must go to Sally Rocliffe. There is no other relation." + +This was now the great trouble of Mehetabel. She had accepted the +inevitable, that wrong judgment would be pronounced, and that she +would be hung. Then the thought that her little darling would be +placed under the charge of the woman who had embittered her married +life, the woman who believed her to be guilty of murder,--this +was more than she could endure. + +She had passed completely from confidence that her innocence would +be acknowledged and that she would at once be released, a condition +in which she had rested previous to her appearance before the +magistrates at Godalming, into the reverse state, she accepted, +now that she was in prison, awaiting her trial, as a certainty that +she would be condemned and sentenced to the gallows. + +This frame of mind in which she was affected the jailer's wife, and +made her suppose that Mehetabel was guilty of the crime wherewith +she was charged. + +All Mehetabel's thoughts and schemings were directed towards the +disposal of her child and its welfare after she was taken from it. +All the struggle within her torn heart was to reconcile herself to +the parting, and to have faith in Providence that her child would +be cared for when she was removed. + +How that could be she saw not; and she came at length to hope that +when she was taken away the poor little orphan babe would follow +her. In that thought she found more comfort than in the anticipation +of its living, ill-treated by its aunt, and brought up to be +ashamed of its mother. + +"You say," said Mehetabel to the jaileress, "that they don't hang +women in chains now. I am glad of that. But where will I be buried? +Do you think it could be contrived that if my baby were to die at +some time after me it might be laid at my side? That is the only +thing I now desire--and that--oh! I think I could be happy if I +were promised that." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +BEFORE THE JUDGE. + + +Previous to the Assizes, Joe Filmer arrived in Kingston in a trap +drawn by old Clutch. He was admitted into the prison on his +expressing his desire to see Mehetabel. + +After the first salutations were passed, Joe proceeded to business. +"You see, Matabel," said he, "the master don't want you to think +he won't help you out o' this little mess you've got into. But he +don't want Polly to know it. The master, he's won'erful under that +young woman's--I can't say thumb, but say her big toe. So if he +does wot he does about you, it's through me, and he'll sit +innercent like by the fire twiddlin' of his thumbs, and talkin' +of the weather. Master would be crafty as an old fox if he weren't +stupid as an owl. I can't think how he can have allowed himself to +get so much into Polly's power. It is so; and when he wants to do +a thing without her knowin', he has to do it underhand ways. Well, +he thort if he let our 'oss and trap go, as Polly'd be suspectin' +something, and Polly's terrible set against you. So he told me to +take a holiday and visit a dyin' aunt, and borrow old Clutch and a +trap from the Angel at Gorlmyn. Clutch have been there all along, +ever since your affair. There's no keepin' him away. So I came +here; and won'erful slow Clutch was. When I came to Kingston I put +up at the Sun, and sez I to the ostler: Be there a good lawyer +hereabouts, think you? 'Well,' sez he, 'I'm a stranger to Kingston. +I were born and bred at Cheam, but I was ostler first in Chertsey, +and then for six months at Twickenham. But there's a young woman +I'm courtin', I think she does the washin' for a soort of a lawyer +chap, and I'll ax she at my dinner time.' So he did, and he came +back and told me as the gal sed her master was a lawyer. She didn't +think much of the missus, she was mean about perquisates, but the +master was decent enough, and never came pokin into the kitchen +except when he wanted to have his socks dried. So I reckon he'll do +the job for you. Well, I gave that there ostler threepence, and +axed him to do me the favor of tellin' that there lawyer that I'd +be glad to stand him a glass o' ale if he'd step over to the bar +of the Angel. I'd got a bit of business I wanted to consult him +about. Well, he came, affable enough, and I told him all--as how I +wanted him to defend you, and get you out of this tidy hobble you +was in, and wot it 'ud cost. Then he thought a bit, and said that +he could get up the case, but must engage counsel. He was only a +turnkey, or some name like that; I sed, sed I, he was to manage +all, and he might take it or lump it on these terms: Five and +twenty pounds if he got you off clear, and if he didn't, and you +was hanged, then nuthin'." + +Joe smiled and rubbed his hands in self-satisfaction. Then he +continued: "You know the master stands behind me. He'll find the +money, so long as Polly don't know; but he thort, and so does I, +as it could be done cheapest if I took it on me. So I sed to the +lawyer chap, who was makin' faces as if he'd got a herrin' bone in +his teeth, sez I, 'I'm nort but an ostler in a little country inn, +and it's not to be supposed I've much savin's. Nor is Matabel any +relation, only she wos maid in the inn whilst I wos ostlin', so I +feels a sort o' a likin' for the girl, and I don't mind standin' +five and twenty pound to get her off. More I can't give.' That, +Matabel, was gammon. The master wouldn't stick at five and twenty, +but he told me to try on this little game. He's deep is the master, +for, all the innercence he puts on. I said to the ostler I'd give +him half-a-crown for the gal as washes, as she introduced me to the +lawyer. That there turnkey, as he calls himself, he sez he must get +the counsel, and I sez, that, of course, and it comes out of the +five and twenty. Then he made more faces, but I stuck to it, and I +believe he'll do it. He axed me about particulars, and I sed he wos +to consult you. The master sed that durin' the trial I wos to be +nigh the lawyer, and if he seemed to flag at all I wos to say, +'Another five pound, old ginger, if you gets her off.' So I think +we shall manage it, and Polly be never the wiser." + +The Assizes began. Mehetabel, in her prison, could hear the church +bells ring merry peals to welcome the judge. She was in sore anxiety +about the child, that had failed greatly of late. The trouble in +which its mother had been involved had told on its never strong +constitution. Even had she been occupied with her own defence and +ultimate fate, the condition of the babe imperiously demanded that +the main solicitude of its mother should be devoted to it, to still +its cries, to relieve its pains, to lull it to necessary sleep. + +When Mahetabel knew that she was in a few minutes to be summoned to +answer in court for her life, she hung over the little sufferer, +clasped it and its crib in her arms, and laid her cheek beside its +fevered face on the pillow. She could rest in no other position. If +she left the child, it was to pace the cell--if she turned her +thoughts to her defence, she was called back by a peevish cry to +consider the infant. + +When finally summoned to the court she committed the babe to the +friendly and worthy jaileress, who undertook to care for it to the +best of her abilities. The appearance of Mehetabel in the court +produced at once a favorable impression. Her beauty, her youth, the +sweetness and pathos of expression in her intelligent face, and the +modesty with which she bore the stare of the crowd, sent a wave of +sympathy through all present, and stirred pity in every heart. When +Mehetabel had recovered the confusion and alarm into which she was +thrown by finding herself in the dock with heads all about her, eyes +fixed upon her, and mouths whispering comments, she timidly looked +up and around. + +She saw the judge in his robes under the Royal arms, the barristers, +in gowns and wigs, she looked in the direction of the jury, +and with a start recognized one amongst them. By a strange chance +Iver Verstage had been chosen as one of the petty jury, and the +prosecution not suspecting that he was in any way mixed up in the +matter before the court, not knowing that he was acquainted with +the prisoner, that he came from the neighborhood of the scene of +the murder, suffered him to pass unchallenged. Iver did not turn +his face her way, and avoided meeting her eye. + +Then she saw Joe Filmer's honest countenance; he sought what Iver +avoided, and greeted her with a smile and a nod. + +There was one more present whom Mehetabel recognized, and that in +spite of his wig. She saw in the barrister who was to act as +counsel in the prosecution that same young man who had insulted +her on the dam of the Hammer Pond. + +There was little fresh evidence produced beyond that elicited +before the magistrates. Almost the only new matter was what was +drawn from the two Rocliffes relative to the conversation that +had passed between the prisoner and the deceased previous to his +death. But neither father nor son could give a clear account, and +they contradicted each other and themselves. But both were confident +as to Mehetabel having struck Jonas on the head. + +The counsel for the defence was able to make a point here. According +to their account they were in a lane, the level of which was +considerably lower than that of the field in which the altercation +took place. There was a hedge of holly intervening. Now holly does +not lose its leaves in winter. Holly does not grow in straggling +fashion, but densely. How were these two men able to see through +so close a screen? Moreover, if they could see the prisoner then +it was obvious she could see them, and was it likely that she would +strike her husband before their eyes. Neither Samuel nor Thomas +Rocliffe was able to explain how he saw through a hedge of holly, +but he had no hesitation in saying that see he did. They were both +looking and had chosen a spot where a view was possible, and that +Mehetabel did not know they were present was almost certain, as +she was looking at Jonas all the while and not in their direction. +The counsel was disappointed, he had hoped to make much of this +point. + +Mehetabel was uneasy when she noticed now that the bewigged young +man who had spoken with her at the Hammer Pond labored to bring +out from the witnesses' admissions that would tell against her. +He was not content with the particulars of the death of Jonas, he +went back to the marriage of Mehetabel, and to her early history. +He forced from the Rocliffes, father and son, and also from Colpus +and his daughter the statement that when Mehetabel had been told +her husband was dead she had laughed. + +Up to this the feeling of all in court had been unmistakably in her +favor, but now, as in the petty sessions, the knowledge that she +had laughed turned the current of sympathy from her. + +When all the evidence had been produced, then the counsel for the +prosecution stood up and addressed the court. The case, said he, +was a peculiarly painful one, for it exhibited the blackest +ingratitude in one who owed, he might say, everything to the +deceased. As the court had heard--the accused had been brought +up in a small wayside tavern, the resort of sailors on their way +between London and Portsmouth, where she had served in the capacity +of barmaid, giving drink to the low fellows who frequented the +public-house, and he need hardly say that such a bringing up must +kill all the modesty, morality, sense of self-respect and common +decency out of a young girl's mind. She was good-looking, and had +been the object of familiarities from the drunken vagabonds who +passed and repassed along the road, and stayed to slake their +thirst, and bandy jokes with the pretty barmaid. From this situation +she had been rescued by Jonas Kink, a substantial farmer. Having +been a foundling she had no name. She had been brought up at the +parish expense, and had no relatives either to curb her propensities +for evil, or to withdraw her from a situation in which no young +woman, he ventured to say, could spend her early years without +moral degradation. It might almost be asserted that Jonas Kink, +the deceased, had lifted this unfortunate creature from the gutter. +He had given her his name, he had given her a home. He had treated +her with uniform kindness--no evidence had been produced that he +had ever maltreated her. On the contrary, as the widow Chivers had +admitted--the prisoner said herself that the deceased had never +struck her with a stick. That there had been quarrels he freely +admitted, that the deceased had spoken sharply was not to be +denied. But he asked: What husband would endure that the young +wife who was indebted to him for everything, should resume her +light and reprehensible conduct, or should show inclination to +do so, after he had made her his own? No doubt whatever that the +prisoner at the bar felt the monotony of a farmhouse irksome +after the lively existence in a public house. No doubt she missed +the society of topers, and their tipsy familiarities. But was +that reason why she should kill her husband? + +He believed that he had been able to show that this murder had +been planned; that the prisoner had provided herself with the +implement wherewith it was her purpose to rid herself of the +husband who was distasteful to her. With deliberate intention to +free herself, she had waited to catch him alone, and where she +believed she was unobserved. The jury must consider how utterly +degraded a woman must be to compass the death of the man to whom +she had sworn eternal fidelity and love. A woman who could do this +was not one who should be suffered to live; she was a scandal to +her sex; she dishonored humanity. + +The counsel proceeded to say: "Gentlemen of the jury, I have +anxiously looked about for some excuses, something that might +extenuate the atrocity of this crime. I have found none. The man +who steals bread to support his starving children must suffer +under the law for what he has done. Can you allow to go free a +woman, because young, who has wilfully, wantonly, and deliberately +compassed the murder of her husband, merely, as far as we can +judge, because he stood in her way pointing the direction to +morality and happiness. Whatever may be said in defence of this +unfortunate prisoner now on her trial, gentlemen of the jury, do +not mistake your office. You are not here to excuse crime and to +forgive criminals, but to judge them with justice. Do not be +swayed by any false feeling of commiseration because of the sex +and youth of the accused. Remember that a wife guilty of the +murder of her husband, who is allowed to run free, encourages +all others, possibly even your own, to rid themselves of their +husbands, whenever they resent a look or a word of reproach. I +will lose no more words, but demand a sentence of guilty against +Mehetabel Kink." + +The young mother had hardly been able to endure the sense of shame +that overwhelmed her during the progress of the speech of the +counsel. Flushes of crimson swept through her face, at his +insinuations and statements affecting her character, and then the +color faded leaving her deadly white. This was an agony of death +worse than the gallows. She could have cried out, "Take my life--but +spare me this dishonor." + +Joe Filmer looked troubled and alarmed; he worked his way to the +back of the bench, where sat the counsel for the defence, and +said: "Old Crock, five guineas--ten, if you'll get her off. Five +from the master, and five from me. And I'll kick that rascal who +has just spoken, as he comes out; I will, be Jiggers!" + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +THE VERDICT. + + +When the counsel for the defense stood up, Mehetabel raised her +shame-stricken face. This man, she knew, would speak a good word +for her--had he not done so already? Had not all his efforts been +directed towards getting out of the witnesses something favorable +to her, and to showing contradictions in their statements which +told against her? + +But she looked timidly towards him, and dared not meet the glances +of the crowd in the court. What must they think of her--that she +was an abandoned woman without self-restraint; a disgrace to her +sex, as that young barrister had said. + +Again, it must be said, she was accustomed to injustice. She had +been unfairly treated by Susanna Verstage. She had met with cruel +wrong from her husband. By the whole of the Punch-Bowl she had been +received without generosity, without that openness of mind which +should have been manifested towards a stranger claiming its +hospitality. She had not received the kindness that was her due +from her sister-in-law. Even the well-disposed Joe Filmer believed +her to be guilty of murder. But perhaps she could have borne all +this better than the wounding insults offered her by the counsel +for the prosecution, blasting her character before the world. + +The barrister engaged to defend her did his utmost, and did it with +ability. He charged the jury not to be deceived into believing that +this was a case of premeditated murder, even if they were satisfied +that Jonas had been killed by the stone carried by the defendant. + +As he had brought out by the evidence of the widow Betty Chivers, +and by that of the surgeon, the prisoner had been off her head, +and was not responsible for what she said or did. What more likely +then that she raved in delirium when she asserted that she would +kill her husband, and what more evident token of having her brain +overbalanced than that she should be running about the country +hiding in caves, carrying her child with her, under the impression +that her husband desired to take it from her, and perhaps do it an +injury. That was not the conduct of a sane woman. Why should a +father seek to rob her of her child? Could he suckle it? Did he +want to be encumbered with an unweaned infant? Then as to the +alleged murder. Was the testimony of the two men, Thomas and Samuel +Rocliffe, worth a rush? Was not this Thomas a fool, who had been +enveigled into a marriage with a tramp who called herself a +countess? Did he not show when under cross-examination that he was +a man of limited intelligence? And was his son Samuel much better? +There was a dense holly hedge betwixt them and the prisoner. He +put it to any candid person, who can see so clearly through a +holly bush as to be able to distinguish the action of parties on +the further side? These two witnesses had fallen into contradiction +as to what they had heard said, through the holly hedge, and it was +much easier to hear than to see athwart such an obstruction. + +There was enough to account for the death of Jonas Kink without +having recourse to the theory of murder. He had received a blow +on his head, but he had received more blows than one; when a man +falls backwards and falls down into a kiln that yawns behind him +he would strike his head against the side more than once, and with +sufficient force to break in his skull and kill him. How could they +be sure that he was not killed by a blow against the bricks of the +kiln edge? The accused had charged the deceased with having tried +to murder her baby. That was what both the witnesses had agreed +in, though one would have it she had asserted he tried to poison +it, and the other that he had endeavored to strangle it. Such a +charge was enough to surprise a father, and no wonder that he +started back, and in starting back fell into the kiln, the existence +of which he had forgotten if he ever knew of it. He the counsel, +entreated the jury not to be led away by appearances, but to weigh +the evidence and to pronounce as their verdict not guilty. + +No sooner had he seated himself than he was nudged in the back, +and Joe Filmer said, in a loud whisper, "Famous! Shake hands, and +have a drop o' Hollands." Then the ostler thrust forward a bottle +that had been in his pocket. "It's first-rate stuff," he said. "The +master gave it me." + +The Judge summed up and charged the jury. As Joe Filmer described +his address afterwards, "He said that there were six things again' +her, and about a half-a-dozen for her; there was evidence as went +one road and evidence as went t'other way. That she was either +guilty or not guilty, and the gem'men of the jury was to please +themselves and say wot they liked." + +Thereupon the jury withdrew. + +Now when the twelve men were in the room to which they had retired, +then the foreman said:--"Well, gents, what do you think now? You +give us your opinion, Mr. Quittenden." + +"Then, sir," answered the gentleman addressed, an upholsterer. "I +should say 'ang 'er. It won't do, in my opinion, to let wives think +they can play old Harry with their 'usbands. What the gentleman +said as acted in the prosecution was true as gospel. It won't do +for us to be soft heads and let our wives think they can massacre +us with impunity. Women ain't reasonin' creatures, they're hanimals +of impulse, and if one of us comes 'ome with a drop too much, or +grumbles at the children bein' spoiled, then, I say, if our wives +think they can do it and get let off they'll up wi' the flat iron +and brain us. I say guilty. Ang 'er." + +"Well, sir," said the foreman, "that's your judgment. Now let us +hear what Josias Kingerle has to say." + +"Sir," said the gentleman addressed, who was in the tannery +business, "if she weren't so good-lookin' I'd say let her off." + +As an expression of surprise found utterance Mr. Kingerle proceeded +to explain. + +"You see, gentlemen of the jury, and you, Mr. Foreman, I have a +wife, and that good lady was in court, an' kept her eye on me all +the time like a rattlesnake. I couldn't steal a peep at the prisoner +but she was shakin' of her parasol handle at me, and though she +didn't say it with words yet I read it in her eye, 'Now then, Josiah, +none o' your games and gushes of pity over pretty gals.' It's as +much as my domestic felicity is worth, gentlemen, to say not guilty. +My wife would say, and your wives would all say, 'O yes! very fine. +Because she was 'andsome you have acquitted her. Had we--' I'm +speakin' as if it was our wives addressin' of us, gentlemen--'Had +we been in the dock, or had there been an ugly woman, you would +have said guilty at once.' So for peace and quietness I say guilty. +'Ang 'er." + +"Well, Mr. Kingerle," said the foreman, "that is your opinion; you +agree with Mr. Quittenden. Now then, what say you, Mr. Wrist?" + +The juryman addressed was a stout and heavy man. He stretched his +short legs, seated himself in his chair, and after a long pause +said, "I don't know as I care particular, as far as I'm concerned. +But it's better in my opinion to hang her, even if innocent, than +let her off. It's setting an example, a fine one, to the wimen. I +agree with Mr. Quittenden, and say--guilty. 'Ang 'er.' + +"Now then, Mr. Sanson." + +"I," answered a timid little apothecary, "I wouldn't wish to differ +from any one. I had rather you passed me over now, and just asked +the rest. Then I'll fall in with the general division." + +"Very well, then--and you, Mr. Sniggins." + +"I am rayther hard of hearing," answered that gentleman, "and I +didn't catch all that was said in evidence, and then I had a bad +night. I'd taken some lobster last evening, and it didn't agree +with me, and I couldn't sleep, and it was rayther hot in the court, +and I just closed my eyes now and again, and what with being hard +of hearing and closing my eyes, I'm not very well up in the case, +but I say--guilty. 'Ang 'er." + +"And you, Mr.--I beg your pardon, I did not catch your name." + +"Verstage." + +"Not a Kingston gent?" + +"Oh, no, from Guildford," + +"What say you, sir?" + +"I--emphatically, not guilty." Iver threw himself back in his +chair, extended his legs, and thrust his hands into his trouser +pockets. "The whole thing is rank nonsense. How could a woman with +a baby in her arms knock a man down? You try, gents, any one of +you--take your last born, and whilst nursing it, attempt to pull +your wife's nose. You can't do it. The thing is obvious." He looked +round with assurance. "The man was a curmudgeon. He misused her. +He was in bad circumstances through the failure of the Wealden +Bank. He wanted money, and the child had just had a fortune left +it--something a little under two hundred pounds." + +"How do you know that?" asked the foreman. "That didn't come out +in evidence." + +"P'raps you shut your ears, as Mr. Sniggins shut his peepers. +P'raps it came out, p'raps it didn't. But it's true all the same. +And the fellow wanted the money. Matabel--I mean the prisoner at +the bar thought--rightly or wrongly matters not--that he wished +for the death of his child, and she ran away. She was not crazy; +she was resolved to protect her child. She swore that she would +defend it. That Giles Cheel and Mrs. Rocliffe said. What mother +would not do the same? As for those two men, Thomas and Samuel +Rocliffe, they never saw her knock down Jonas Kink, for the good +reason that she was holding the baby, and couldn't do it. But +when she told him, he was seeking his child's life--all for the +money left it--then he stumbled back, and fell into the kiln--not +guilty. If I sit here till I starve you all--not guilty." + +"But, sir, what you state did not come out in the evidence." + +"Did it not? So much the worse for the case. It wasn't properly got +up. I'll tell you what, gents, if you and me can't agree, then +after a time the jury will be dismissed, and the whole case will +have to be tried again. Then the evidence will come up that you +think you haven't heard now, and she'll be acquitted, and every +one will say of this jury--that we were a parcel of noodles." + +"Well, sir, not guilty," said the foreman. "What do you say, Mr. +Lilliwhite?" + +"Sir," answered the gentleman addressed, "I'd like to know what +the cost to the county will be of an execution. I say it can't be +done under a hundred pounds, if you calculate the carpentering and +the timber, and the fees, and the payment of the constables to keep +order, and of the hangman. I say it ain't worth it. There'll be +another farthing stuck on the rates, all along of this young woman. +I'm again' it. Not guilty. Let 'er go." + +"And I," said the next juryman, "am averse to capital punishment. I +wrote a little tract on the subject. I do not know if any of you +gentlemen have seen it. I have copies in my pocket. I shall be happy +to present each of you with a copy. I couldn't possibly say guilty +and deliver her over to a violent death, without controverting my +published opinions, and, so to speak, stultifying myself. So, +really, sir, I must positively say not guilty, and would say as +much on behalf of the most ferocious murderer, of Blue Beard +himself, rather than admit anything which might lead to a sentence +of capital punishment. Not guilty." + +Nearly an hour and a half elapsed before the jury returned to the +court. It was clear that there had been differences of opinion, +and some difficulty in overcoming these, and bringing all the +twelve, if not to one mind, at all events to one voice. + +A silence fell on the whole court. + +Mehetabel who had been allowed a seat, rose, and stood pale as +death, with her eyes fixed on the jurymen, as they filed in. + +The foreman stepped forward, and said: "We find the prisoner not +guilty." + +Then, in the stillness with which the verdict was received, +Mehetabel's voice was heard, tremulous and pleading. She had +dropped a curtsey, and said, "Thank you, gentlemen." Then turning +to the judge, and again dropping a curtsey, she raised her eyes +timidly, modestly, to the judge, and said, "Please, sir, may I go +to my baby?" + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +WELCOME. + + +Mehetabel was not able to leave Kingston for several days. Her child +was too ill to bear the journey to Thursley; and the good-natured +jailer's wife kindly urged her to remain as her guest till she +thought that the little being might be removed with safety. Joe +Filmer would drive her back, and Joe consented to tarry. He had +business to discharge, the settlement of the account with the +solicitor, or turnkey as he called him, to haggle over the sum, +and try to get him to abate a sovereign because paid in ready money. +He had also to satisfy the girl who had recommended the attorney, +and the ostler who had consulted the girl, and old Clutch, who +having found his quarters agreeable at the stable of the Sun, was +disinclined to depart, and pretended that he had the strangles, and +coughed himself into convulsions. At length, towards the end of the +week, Mehetabel thought the child was easier, and Joe having +satisfied all parties to whom he was indebted, and Clutch having +been denied his food unless he came forth and allowed himself to +be harnessed, Mehetabel departed from Kingston, on her return +journey. + +The pace at which old Clutch moved was slow, the slightest elevation +in the ground gave him an excuse for a walk, and he turned his head +inquiringly from side to side as he went along, to observe the +scenery. If he passed a hedge, or a field in which was a horse, +he persisted in standing still and neighing. Whereupon the beast +addressed, perhaps at the plough, perhaps a hunter turned out to +graze, responded, and till the conversation in reciprocal neighs +had concluded to the satisfaction of the mind of Clutch, that +venerable steed refused to proceed. + +"I suppose you've heard about Betty Chivers?" said Joe. + +"About Betty! What?" + +"She got a bad chill at the trial, or maybe coming to it; and she +is not returned to Thursley. I heard she was gone to her sister, +who married a joiner at Chertsey, for a bit o' a change, and to be +nussed. Poor thing, she took on won'erful about your little affair. +So you'll not see her at Thursley." + +"I am sorry for that," said Mehetabel, "and most sorry that I have +caused her inconvenience, and that she is ill through me." + +"I heard her say it was damp sheets, and not you at all. Old wimen +are won'erful tender, more so than gals. And, of course, you've +heard about Iver." + +"Iver! What of Iver?" asked Mehetabel, with a flush in her cheek. + +"Well, Mister Colpus, he had a talk wi' Iver about matters at the +Ship. He told him that the girl Polly were gettin' the upper hand +in everythin', and that if he didn't look smart and interfere she'd +be marryin' the old chap right off on end, and gettin' him to leave +everythin' to her, farm and public house and all his savings. +Though she's an innercent lookin' wench, and wi' a head like a +suet puddin' she knows how to get to the blind side of the master, +and though she's terrible at breakages, she is that smooth-tongued +that she can get him to believe that the fault lies everywhere else +but at her door. So Iver, he said he'd go off to Thursley at once, +and send Polly to the right-abouts. And a very good thing too. I'll +be glad to see the back of her. 'Twas a queer thing now, Iver +gettin' on to jury, weren't it?" + +"Yes, Joe, I was surprised." + +"I reckon the Rocliffes didn't half like it, but they made no +complaint to the lawyer, and so he didn't think there was aught +amiss. You see, the Rocliffes be won'erful ignorant folk. If that +blackguard lawyer chap as sed what he sed about you had known who +Iver was, he'd have turned him out. That insolent rascal. I sed I'd +punish him. I will. They told me he comes fishin' to the Frensham +Ponds and Pudmoor. He stays at the Hut Inn. I'll be in waitin' for +him next time, and give him a duckin' in them ponds, see if I don't." + +The journey home was not to be made in a day when old Clutch was +concerned, and it had to be broken at Guildford. Moreover, at +Godalming it was interrupted by the obstinacy of the horse, +which--whether through revival of latent sentiment toward the +gray mare, or through conviction that he had done enough, refused +to proceed, and lay down in the shafts in the middle of the road. +Happily he did this with such deliberation, and after having +announced his intention so unequivocally, that Mehetabel was able +to escape out of the taxcart with her baby unhurt. + +"It can't be helped," said Joe Filmer, "we'll never move him out +but by levers; what will you do, Matabel? Walk on or wait?" + +Mehetabel elected to proceed on foot. The distance was five miles. +She would have to carry her child, but the babe was not a heavy +weight. Gladly would she have carried it twice the distance if +only it were more solid and a greater burden. The hands were almost +transparent, the face as wax, and the nose unduly sharp for an +infant of such a tender age. + +"I daresay," said Joe aside, "that if I can blind old Clutch and +turn him round so that he don't know his bearin's, that I may get +him up and to run along, thinkin' he's on his way back to Gorlmyn. +But he's deep--terrible deep." + +Accordingly Mehetabel walked on, and walked for nearly two hours +without being overtaken. She reached that point of the main road +whence a way diverges on the right to the village of Thursley, +whereas the Ship Inn lies a little further forward on the highway. +She purposed going to the dame's schoolhouse, to ascertain whether +Mrs. Chivers had returned. If she had not, then Mehetabel did not +know what she should do, whither she should go. Return to the +Punch-Bowl she would not. Anything was preferable to that. The +house of Jonas Kink was associated with thoughts of wretchedness, +and she could not endure to enter it again. + +She reached the cottage and found it locked. She applied at the +house of the nearest neighbor, to learn whether Betty Chivers was +expected home shortly, and also whether she had left the key. She +was told that news had reached Thursley that the schoolmistress +was still unwell, and the neighbor added, that on leaving, Betty +had carried the key of the cottage with her. + +"May I sit down?" asked Mehetabel; her brow was bathed in +perspiration, and her knees were shaking under her, whilst her +arms ached and seemed to have lost the power to hold the precious +burden any longer. "I have walked from Gorlmyn," she explained; +"and can you tell me where I can be taken in for a night or two. +I have a little money, and will pay for my lodgings." + +The woman drew her lips together and signed to a chair. Presently +she said in a restrained voice: "That there baby is feverish, and +my man has had a hard day's work and wants his rest at night, and +though 'tis true we have a spare room, yet I don't see as we can +accommodate you. So they let you off--up at Kingston?" + +"Yes, I was let off," answered Mehetabel, faintly. + +"Hardly reckoned on it, I s'pose. Most folks sed as you'd swing +for it. You mustn't try on them games again, or you won't be so +lucky next time. The carpenter, Puttenham, has a bed at liberty, +but whether he'll take you in I don't know." + +Mehetabel rose, and went to the cottage of the wheelwright. The +man himself was in his shop. She applied to his wife. + +"I don't know," said Mrs. Puttenham. "They say you was off your +head when you did it. How can I tell you're right in your intellecks +now? You see, 'twould be mighty unpleasant to have anything happen +to either Puttenham or me, if we crossed you in any way. I don't +feel inclined to risk it. I mind when owd Sammy Drewitt was daft. +They did up a sort of a black hole, and stuck he in, and fed him +through a kind of a winder in the side, and they had the place +cleaned out once a month, and fresh straw littered for him to lie +on. Folk sed he ort to ha' been chained to the wall, but they +didn't do that. He never managed to break through the door. They +found him dead there one winter mornin' when the Hammer Ponds was +froze almost a solid block. I reckon there's been nobody in that +place since. The constable might send a man, and scrape it out, +and accommodate you there. It's terrible dangerous havin' a maniac +at large. Sammy Drewitt made a won'erful great noise, howlin' when +the moon was nigh full, and folk as lived near couldn't sleep then. +But he never knocked nobody on the head, as I've heard tell. I don't +mind givin' you a cup o' tea, and some bread and butter, if you'll +be quiet, and not break out and be uproarious. If you don't fancy +the lock-up, there is a pound for strayed cattle. I reckon of that +Mister Colpus keeps the key--that is if it be locked, but mostly +it be open. But then there's no roof to that." + +Mehetabel declined the refreshment offered her so ungraciously, +and went to the cottage of Mrs. Caesar, the mother of Julia who +had been dismissed from the service of Mr. Colpus. + +Of her she made the same request as of the two last. + +"I call that pretty much like cheek, I do," replied Mrs. Caesar. +"Didn't you go and try to get into Colpus's, and oust my daughter?" + +"Indeed, indeed, I did not." + +"Indeed, you did. I heard all about it, as how you wanted to be +took in at Colpus's when Julia was out." + +"But Mrs. Caesar, that isn't ousting her. Julia was already +dismissed!" + +"Dismissed! Hoity-toity! My daughter gave notice because she was +too put upon by them Colpuses. They didn't consider their servants, +and give 'em enough to eat, and holidays when they wanted to go +out with their sweethearts. And you had the face to ax to be taken +there. No, I've no room for you;" and she shut the door of the +house in Mehetabel's face. + +The unhappy girl staggered away with her burden, and sank into a +hedge. The evening was drawing on, and she must find a house to +shelter her, or else seek out the cave where she had lodged before. + +Then she recalled what Joe Filmer had said--that Iver had returned +to the Ship. A light flashed through her soul at the thought. + +Iver would care for her. He who had been her earliest and dearest +friend; he, who through all his years of absence, had cherished +the thought of her; he who had told her that the Ship was no home +to him without her in it; that he valued Thursley only because +she lived there; he who had clasped her with his arm, called her +his own and only one; to him--to him--at last, without guilt, +without scruples; she could fly to him and say, "Iver, I am driven +from door to door; no one will receive me. Every one is suspicious +of me, thinks evil of me. But you--yourself, who have known me +from infancy--you who baptized me to save me from becoming a +wanderer--see, a wanderer, homeless, with my poor babe, I come +to you--do you provide that I may be housed and sheltered. I ask +not for myself so much as for my little one! To Iver--to Iver--as +my one refuge, my only hope!" + +Then it was as though her heart were light, and her heels winged. +She sprang up from where she had cast herself, and forgetful of +her weariness, ran, and stayed not till she had reached the familiar +porch of the dear old Ship. + +And already through the bar window a light shone. The night had +not set in, yet a light was shining forth, a ray of gold, to +welcome the wanderer, to draw her in, with promise of comfort +and of rest. + +And there--there in the porch door stood Iver. + +"What! Mehetabel! come here--here--after all! Come in at once. +Welcome! A word together we must have! My little Mehetabel! Welcome! +Welcome!" + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +MOVE ON. + + +"Come in, little friend! dear Matabel! come into the kitchen, by +the fire, and let us have a talk." His voice was cheery, his +greeting hearty, his manner frank. + +He drew her along the passage, and brought her into the little +kitchen in which that declaration had taken place, the very last +time she had been within the doors of the inn, and he seated her +in the settle, the very place she had occupied when he poured out +his heart to her. + +Mehetabel could not speak. Her bosom was too full. Tears sparkled +in her eyes, and ran down her cheeks. The glow of the peat and wood +fire was on her face, and gave to it a color it did not in reality +possess. She tried to say something, but her voice gave way. Half +laughing in the midst of tears she stammered, "You are good to me, +Iver." + +He took the stool and drew it before the fire that he might look +up into her agitated face. + +"How have you come?" asked he. + +"I walked." + +"Where from--not Kingston?" + +"Oh, no! only from Gorlmyn." + +"But that is a long way. And did you carry the child?" + +"Yes, Iver! But, oh! he is no weight. You have not seen him. Look +at him. He is quiet now, but he has been very troublesome; not +that he could help it, but he has been unwell." With the pride and +love of a mother she unfolded the wraps that concealed her sleeping +child, and laid it on her knees. The dancing light fell over it. + +Iver drew his stool near, and looked at the infant. + +"I am no judge of babies," he said, "but--it is very small." + +"It is small, that is why I can carry him. The best goods are +wrapped in the smallest parcels." + +"The child looks very delicate--ill, I should say." + +"Oh, no! it has been ill, but is much, much better now. How could +even a strong child stand all that my precious one has had to go +through without suffering? But that is over now. Now at length we +shall have rest and happiness, baby and me, in each other." Then +catching the child to her heart, she rocked herself, and with +tears of love flowing, sang-- + + "Thou art my sceptre, crown and all." + +She laid the child again on her lap and sat looking at it admiringly +in the rosy light of the fire that suffused it. As the flames had +given to her cheek a fictitious color, so did they now give to the +infant a glow as of health that it did not actually possess. + +"You must be tired," said Iver. + +"I am tired; see how my limbs shake. That is why my baby trembles; +but as for my arms, they are past tiredness, they are just one +dead ache from the shoulder to the wrist." + +"Are you hungry, Matabel?" + +"Oh, no! All I want is rest, rest. I am weary." + +Presently she asked, "Where is father?" + +"He is away. Gone to the Dye House to see a cow that is bad. They +sent for him, to have his opinion. Father is thought a great +authority on cows." + +"And Polly?" + +"Oh! Polly," laughed Iver, "she's bundled off. Father has borne it +like a philosopher. I believe in his heart he is rather pleased +that I should have turned her neck and crop off the premises. It +was high time. She had mastered the old man, and could make him +do what she pleased." + +"Whom have you got in her place?" + +"Julia Caesar. She was sent away from the Colpuses for drawing the +beer too freely. Well, here she can draw it whenever there are men +who ask for drink, so she will be in her proper element. But she +is only a stop gap. I engaged her because there really was for the +moment no one else available, but she goes as soon as we can find +a better." + +"Will you take me?" asked Mehetabel, with a smile, and with some +confidence that she would be gladly accepted. + +"We shall see--there is another place for you, Matabel," said Iver. +"Now let us talk of something else. Was it not a piece of rare good +luck that I was stuck on the jury? Do you know, I believe all would +have gone wrong but for me. I put my foot down and said, 'Not +guilty,' and would not budge. The rest were almost all inclined to +give against you, Matabel, but there was a fellow with a wist in +his stupid noddle against capital punishment. He was just as +resolute as I was, and between us, we worked the rest round to +our way of thinking. But I should like to know the truth about it +all, for it is marvellous to me." + +"There is nothing for me to say, Iver," answered Matabel, "but +that some words I uttered made Jonas spring back, and neither +he nor I knew that there was a kiln behind, it was so overgrown +with brambles, and he fell down that." + +"And you laughed." + +"Oh, Iver! I don't know what I did. I was so frightened, and my +head was so much in a whirl that I remember nothing more. You do +not really think that I laughed." + +"They all said you did." + +"Iver, you know me too well to believe that I was other than +frightened out of my wits. There are times when a laugh comes +because the tears will not break out--it is a gasp of pain, of +horror, nothing more. I remember, at my confirmation, when the +Bishop laid his hands on us, that the girl beside me laughed; but +it was only that she was feeling more than she could give token +of any other way." + +"That's like enough," said Iver, and taking the poker he put the +turf together to make it blaze; "I say, Matabel, they tell me that +Jonas was a bad loser by the smash of the Wealden Bank, and that +he was about to mortgage his little place. Of course, that is +yours now--or belongs to the young shaver. There are a hundred +pounds my mother left, and fifty given by my father, that I hold, +and I don't mind doing anything in reason with it to prevent +having the property get into the lawyer's hands. I wouldn't do +it for Jonas; but I will for you or the shaver. Shall you manage +the farm yourself? If I were you I would get Joe Filmer to do that. +He's a good chap, honest as daylight, and worships you." + +"I don't know or think anything about that," said Mehetabel. + +"But you must do so. The Rocliffes have invaded the place, so my +father says. They took possession directly Jonas was dead, and +they are treating the farm as if it were their own. You are going +to the Punch-Bowl at once, and I will assert your rights." + +"I am not going to the Punch-Bowl again," said Mehetabel, decisively. + +"You must. You have no other home." + +"That can be no home to me." + +"But--where are you going to live?" + +"I ask--" she looked at Iver with something of entreaty in her +eyes--"May I not come and be servant here? I will do my duty, you +need not doubt that." + +"I have no doubt about that," he answered. "But--but--" he hesitated, +and probed the fire again, "you see, Matabel, it wouldn't do." + +"Why not?" + +"Oh, there are three or four reasons." + +She looked steadily at him, awaiting more. + +"In the first place," he said, with a little confusion, "there has +been much chatter about me being on the jury, and some folk say +that but for me you'd have been found guilty, and--" He did not +complete the sentence. He had knocked a burning turf down on the +hearth. He took the tongs, picked it up and replaced it. "I won't +say there is not some truth in that. But that is not all, Matabel. +I'm going to give up Guildford and live here." + +"You are!" Her eyes brightened. + +"Yes, at the Ship. For one thing, I am sick of giving lessons to +noodles. More than half of those who take lessons are as incapable +of making any progress as a common duck is of soaring to the +clouds. It's drudgery giving lessons to such persons. The only +pictures they turn out that are fit to be looked at are such as +the master has drawn and corrected and finished off for them. I'll +have no more of that." + +"I am glad, Iver. Then you will be with the dear old father." + +"Yes. He wants some one here to keep an eye on him. But, just +because I shall be here, it is not possible for you to be in the +house. There has been too much talk, you know, about us. And this +matter of my being on the jury has made the talk more loud and +unpleasant for me. I shall have to be on my P's and Q's, Mattie; +and I doubt if I am acting judiciously for myself in bringing you +into the house now. However, it is only for an hour, and the maid +Julia is out, and father is at the Dye House, and no one was in +the road; so I thought I might risk it. But, of course, you can't +remain. You must go." + +"I must go! What, now?" + +"I won't hurry you for another ten minutes, but under the +circumstances I cannot allow you to remain. There is more behind, +Matabel. I have got engaged to Polly Colpus!" + +"Engaged--to Polly Colpus?" + +"Yes. You see she is the only child of James Colpus, and will have +his land, which adjoins ours, and several thousand pounds as well. +Her mother left her something, and her father has been a saving +man; so I could not do better for myself. I have got tired of +teaching imbeciles to draw and daub. You see, I knew nothing about +a farm, but father will manage that, and when he is too infirm and +old, then Mr. Colpus will work it along with his own, and save me +the trouble. Polly is clever and manages very well, and I can trust +her to govern the Ship and make money out of that. So my idea is to +be here when I like, and when tired of being in the country, to go +to London and sell my pictures, or amuse myself. With the farm and +the inn I shall be free to do that without the worry of giving +lessons. So you understand that not only must I avoid any scandal +among the neighbors by harboring you here, but I must not make +Polly Colpus jealous; and she might become that, and break off +the engagement were you taken into the house. She is a good girl, +and amiable, but might become suspicious. There are so many +busybodies in a little place, and the smaller the place is the +more meddlesome people are. It would not do for my engagement to +be broken through any such an injudicious act on my part, and I +should never forgive myself for having given occasion for the +rupture. Consequently, as is plain as a pike-staff, we cannot +possibly take you into the Ship. Not even for to-night. As for +receiving you as a servant here, that is out of the question. There +is really no place for you but the Punch-Bowl." + +"I will not go back to the Punch-Bowl," said Mehetabel, her heart +sinking. + +"That is unreasonable. It is your natural home." + +"I will not go back. I said so when I ran away. Nothing will induce +me to return." + +"Then I wash my hands of all concerning you," said Iver, irritably. +"There really seems to be ill-luck attending you, and affecting all +with whom you are brought in touch. Your husband--he is dead, and +now you try to jeopardize my fortunes. 'Pon my word, Matabel," he +stood up. "It cannot be. We are willing enough to take in most +people here, but under the circumstances cannot receive you." + +"The door," said the girl, also rising, "the door was open at one +time to all but to you. Now it is open to all but to me." + +"You must be reasonable, Matabel. I wish you every good in the +world. You can't do better than take Joe Filmer and make yourself +happy. Every one in this world must look first to himself; then to +the things of others It is a law of Nature and we can't alter it." + +Leisurely with sunk head on her bosom, Metabel moved to the door. + +"If I can assist you with money," suggested Iven + +She shook her head she could not speak. + +"Or if you want any food--" + +She shook her head again. + +But at the door she stood, leaned against the jamb turned, and +looked steadily at Iver. + +"You are going to the Punch-Bowl?" he asked. + +"No, I will not go there!" + +"Then, where do you go?" + +"I do not know, Iver--you baptized me lest I should become a +wanderer, and now you cast me out, me and my baby to become +wanderers indeed." + +"I cannot help myself, dear Matabel. It is a law of Nature, like +that of the Medes and Persians, unalterable." + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +THOR'S STONE AGAIN. + + +Stunned with the sense that her last hope was taken from her, the +cable of her one anchor cut, Mehetabel left the Ship Inn, and +turned from the village. It would be in vain for her to seek +hospitality there. Nothing was open to her save the village pound +and the cell in which the crazy man, Sammy Drewitt, had perished +of cold. There was the cave in which she had found refuge the night +before the death of Jonas. She took her way to that again, over +the heath. + +There was light in the sky, and a star was shining in the west, +above where the sun had set. + +How still her baby was in her arms! Mehetabel unfolded the shawl, +and looked at the pinched white face in the silvery light from the +sky. The infant seemed hardly to breathe. She leaned her cheek +against the tiny mouth, and the warm breath played over it. Then +the child uttered a sob, drew a long inspiration, and continued +its sleep. The fresh air on the face had induced that deep, +convulsive inhalation. + +Mehetabel again covered the child's face, and walked on to the +gully made by the ancient iron-workers, and descended into it. + +But great was her disappointment to find that the place of refuge +was destroyed. Attention had been drawn to it by the evidence of +Giles Cheel and Sally Rocliffe. The village youths had visited it, +and had amused themselves with dislodging the great capstone, and +breaking down the sandstone walls. No shelter was now obtainable +there for the homeless: it would no more become a playing place +for the little children of the Dame's school. + +She stood looking dreamily at the ruin. Even that last place of +refuge was denied her, had been taken from her in wantonness. + +Leisurely she retraced her steps; she saw again the light in the +window of the Ship, and the open door. She, however, turned away--the +welcome was not for her--and entered the village. Few were about, +and such as saw her allowed her to pass without a salutation. + +She staggered up some broken steps into the churchyard, and crossed +it, towards the church. No friendly light twinkled through the +window, giving evidence of life, occupation, within. The door was +shut and locked. She seated herself wearily in the porch. The great +building was like an empty husk, from which the spirit was passed, +and it was kept fast barred lest its emptiness should be revealed +to all. The stones under her feet struck a chill through her, the +wall against which she leaned her back froze her marrow, the bench +on which she sat was cold as well. Why had she come to the porch? +She hardly knew. The period at which Mehetabel lived was not one +in which the Church was loved as a mother, nestled into for rest +and consolation. She performed her duties in a cold, perfunctory +manner, and the late Vicar had, though an earnest man, taught +nothing save what concerned the geography of Palestine, and the +weights and measures of Scripture--enough to interest the mind, +nothing to engage the heart, to fill and stablish the soul. + +And now, as Mehetabel sat in the cold porch by the barred door, +looking out into the evening sky, she extended, opened, and closed +her right hand, as though trying to grasp, to cling to something, +in her desolation and friendlessness, and could find nothing. Again +a horror came over her, because her child lay so still. Again she +looked at it, and assured herself that it lived--but the life +seemed to be one of sleep, a prelude to the long last sleep. + +She wiped her brow. Cold drops stood on it, as she struggled with +this thought. Why was the child so quiet now, after having been so +restless? Was it that it was really better? Was this sleep the +rest of exhausted nature, recovering itself, or was it--was it--she +dared not formulate the thought, complete the question. + +Again, in the anguish of her mind, in her craving for help in this +hour of despondency, she put forth her hand in the air gropingly, +and clutched nothing. She fully opened her palm, extended it level +before her, and then, wearily let it fall. + +From where she sat she could not see even the star that had +glimmered on her as she crossed the common. + +She heard the crackling of the gravel of the path under a foot, +and a figure passed the porch door, then came back, and stood +looking at her. + +She recognized the sexton. + +"Who are you there?" he asked. + +She answered him. + +"Do you want to see where Jonas is laid? Come along with me, and +I'll show you." + +She shrank back. + +"He's where the Kinks all are. You must look and see that it is +all right. I haven't been paid my fee. Them Rocliffes buttoned up +their pockets. They sed it was for you to pay. But I hear they +have put their hands on the property. They thought you would be +hanged, but as you ain't they'll have to turn out, and you'll have +to pay me for buryin' of Jonas, I reckon." + +The old fellow was much bowed, and hard of hearing. He came into +the porch, laid hold of Mehetabel, and said, "I'm goin to lock +the gate. You must turn out; I can't let you bide in the churchyard +till you come to bide there forever. Be that your baby in your +arms?" + +"Yes, Mr. Linegar, it is." + +"It don't make much noise. Ain't a very lively young Radical." + +"Would you like to see my baby?" asked Mehetabel, timidly, and she +uncovered the sleeping child. + +The sexton bowed over the little face, and straightening himself +as much as he could, said, "It seems not unlike as that the child +be comin' to me." + +"What do you mean?" Her heart stood still. + +"If you hadn't showed it me as alive, I'd ha' sed it were dead, or +dyin'. Well, come and tell me where it's to be laid. Shall it go +beside Jonas?" + +"Mister Linegar!" Mehetabel stood still trembling. "Why do you +say that? My babe is well. He is sleeping very sound." + +"He looks won'erful white." + +"That's because of the twilight. You fancy he is white. He has +the most beautiful little color in his lips and cheeks, just like +the crimson on a daisy." + +"Well, come along, and choose a place. It'll save comin' again. +I'll let you see where Jonas lies. And if you want to put up a +monument, that's half-a-guinea to the passon and half-a-crown to +me. There, do you see that new grave? I've bound it down wi' +withies, and laid the turf nice over it. It's fine in the sun, +and a healthy situation," continued the sexton, pointing to a +new grave. "This bit of ground is pretty nigh taken up wi' the +folks of the Punch-Bowl, the Boxalls, and the Nashes, and the +Snellings, and the Kinks, and the Rocliffes. We let 'em lie to +themselves when dead, as they kep' to theirselves when livin'. +Where would you like to lie, you and the baby--you may just as +well choose now--it may save trouble. I'm gettin' old, and I don't +go about more than I can help. + +"If anything were to happen, Mr. Linegar, then let us be laid--me +and my darling--on the other side of the church, where my father's +grave is." + +"That's the north side--never gets no sun. I don't reckon it over +healthy." + +"I would rather lie there. If it gets no sun on that side, my +poor babe and I have been in shade all our lives, and so it fits +us best to be on the north side." + +"Well, there's no accountin for tastes," said the sexton. "But I've +hear you be a little troubled in the intellecks." + +"Is it strange," answered Mehetabel, "that one should wish to be +laid beside a father--my poor father, who is alone?" + +"Come, come," said the old man, "it is time for me to lock up the +churchyard gate. I only left it open because I had been doing up +Jonas Kink's grave with withies." + +He made Mehetabel precede him down the path, saw her through the +gate, and then fastened that with a padlock. + +"Even the dead have a home--a place of rest," she said. "I have +none. I am driven from theirs." + +It was not true that she had no home, for she had one, and could +claim it by indefeasible right, the farmhouse of the Kinks in the +Punch-Bowl. But her heart revolted against a return to the scene +of the greatest sorrows. Moreover, if, as it was told her, the +Rocliffes had taken possession, then she could not enter it without +a contest, and she would have perhaps to forcibly expel them. But +even if force were not required, she was quite aware that Sally +Rocliffe would make her position intolerable. She had the means, +she could enlist the other members of the squatter community on +her side, and how could she--Mehetabel--maintain herself against +such a combination? To return to the Punch-Bowl would be to enter +on ignoble broils, and to run the gauntlet of a whole clique united +to sting, wound, bruise her to death. How could she carry on the +necessary business of the farm when obstructed in every way? How +manage her domestic affairs, without some little assistance from +outside, which would be refused her? + +She entertained no resentment against Iver Verstage for having +excluded her from the inn, but a sense of humiliation at having +ventured to seek his help unsolicited. Surely she had an excuse. +He had always been to her the one to whom her thoughts turned in +confidence and in hope. It was in him and through him that all +happiness was to be found. He had professed the sincerest attachment +to her. He had sought her out at the Punch-Bowl, when she shrank +from him; and had she not been sacrificed--her whole life blighted +for his sake? Surely, if he thought anything of her, if he had +any spark of affection lingering in his heart for her, any care +for her future, he would never leave her thus desolate, friendless, +houseless! + +She wandered from the churchyard gate, aimless, and before she was +aware whither she was going, found herself in the confines of +Pudmoor. How life turns in circles! Before, when she had run from +the Ship, self-excluded, she had hasted to Pudmoor. Now, again, +excluded, but by Iver, she turned instinctively to Pudmoor. Once +before she had run to Thor's Stone, and now, when she found help +nowhere else, she again took the same direction. She had asked +assistance once before at the anvil, she would ask it there again. +Before she had asked to be freed from Iver. She had no need to ask +that now, he had freed himself from her. She would seek of the +spirits, what was denied her by her fellow-men, a home where she +might rest along with her baby. + +The first time she had sought Thor's Stone she had been alone, with +herself only to care for, though indeed for herself she had cared +nothing. Now, on this second occasion, she was burdened with the +child infinitely precious to her heart, and for the sake of which +even a stumble must be avoided. The first time she had been fresh, +in the full vigor of her strength. Now she was worn out with a +long tramp, and all the elasticity gone out of her, all the strength +of soul and body broken. + +Slowly, painfully she crept along, making sure of every step. The +full moon did not now turn the waters into gold, but the illumined +twilight sky was mirrored below--as steel. + +She feared lest her knees should fail, and she should fall. She +dared not seat herself on a ridge of sand lest she should lack +power to rise again. When she came to a crabbed fir she leaned +against it and stooped to kiss her babe. + +"Oh, my golden darling! My honeycomb! How cold you are! Cling +closer to your mother's breast. She would gladly pour all the +warmth out of her heart into your little veins." + +Then on again, amidst the trilling of the natterjacks and the +croaking of the frogs. Because of their noise she could not hear +the faint breath of her infant. Although she walked slowly, she +panted, and through panting could not distinguish the pulsation of +the little one she bore from the bounding of her own veins. At last +she saw, gleaming before her--Thor's Stone, and she hasted her +steps to reach it. + +Then she remembered that she was without a hammer. That mattered +not. She would strike on the anvil with her fingers. The +spirits--whatever they were--the good people--the country folk +called them, would hear that. She reached the stone, and sank +exhausted below it She was too weary to do more than lie, with +her child in her lap, and hold up her face bathed in sweat, for +the cool evening wind to wipe it, and at the same time feed with +fresh breath her exhausted lungs. + +Then looking up, she saw the little star again, the only one in +the light-suffused heavens, but it twinkled faintly, with a feeble +glitter, feeble as the frail life of the child on her lap. + +And now a strange thing occurred. + +As she looked aloft suddenly the vault was pervaded with a rosy +illumination, like the flushing of a coming dawn, and through this +haze of rosy light, infinitely remote, still flickered the tiny +spark of the star. + +What was this? Merely some highly uplifted vapor that caught the +sun after it had long ceased to shine on the landscape. + +There were even threads of amber traced in this remote and +attenuated glory--and, lo--in that wondrous halo, the little star +was eclipsed. + +Suddenly--with an unaccountable thrill of fear, Mehetabel bent +over her babe--and uttered a cry that rang over the Mere. + +The hand she had laid on Thor's Stone to tap struck it not. She +had nothing to ask; no wish to express. The one object for which +she lived was gone from her. + +The babe was dead in her lap. + +Her hand fell from the stone. + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +THE ROSE-CLOUD. + + +Joe Filmer, driving old Clutch, drew up at the door of the Ship +Inn. Iver Verstage came out and welcomed him. + +"I've had a trouble with Clutch," said the ostler. "He lay down as +we got out of Gorlmyn, and neither whip nor kicks 'ud make him +stir. I tried ticklin', but t'wern't no good neither. How long +this 'ud have gone on I dun know; I took him out o' th' shafts, and +got him back to Gorlmyn, because some men helped me wi' him, and +pulled at his tail, and twisted his carcass about till his nose +pointed to the stable of the Angel. Then he condescended to get up +and go to the inn. I shouldn't ha' got him away at all but that a +notion came into my head as helped. I got the ostler to saddle +and bride the gray mare, and mount her afore old Clutch's naked +eyes. And I told the ostler to ride ahead a little way. Then, my +word! what airs and jinks there were in Clutch; he gambolled and +trotted like a colt. It was all a show-off afore the gray mare. +The ostler--I knew him very well, he's called Tom Tansom, and it's +a coorious thing now, he only cut his wise teeth about three months +afore, and suffered won'erful in cutting 'em. But that's neither +here nor there. Tom Tansom, he rode ahead, and old Clutch went +after as if he were runnin' with the hounds. But I must tell you, +whilst I was in Gorlmyn, that Widow Chivers came with the carrier, +and as she was wantin' a lift, I just took her up and brought her +on. She's been ter'ible bad, she tells me, with a cold, but she's +better now--got some new kind o' lozenges, very greatly recommended. +There's a paper given along wi' 'em with printed letters from all +sorts o' people as has benefited by these lozenges. They're a +shillin' and a ha'penny a box. Betty sez they've done her a power +of good." + +"Go on with your account of old Clutch. You're almost as bad as he +with your stoppages." + +"I'm tellin' right along. Well, the ostler he trotted on till he +came to a turn in the road, and then he went down a lane out o' +sight. But old Clutch have been racin' on all the way, thinkin' +the mare had got a distance ahead. I'd a mighty difficulty to make +him stop at the corner to set down Betty Chivers, and again here. +Though he's roarin' like the roarin' of the sea, he wants to be on +again and ketch up the gray mare. It's a pleasure that I've dun +the old vagabond. Has Matabel been here?" + +"Yes, she has; and has gone." + +"Where to?" + +"Of course, home, to the Bowl." + +"Not she. She's got that screwed into her head tight as a nut, that +she'll never go there again. There was the sexton at the corner, +and he helped Betty with her bag, he said he turned Matabel out of +the church porch." + +"Then she may be in the churchyard." + +"Oh, no, he turned her out of the churchyard, and the last he seed +of her was goin' down to the Pudmoor. If she's queer in her head, +or driven distracted wi' trouble--she oughtn't to be allowed to go +there." + +"Gone to Pudmoor!" exclaimed Iver. "I shouldn't wonder if she has +sought Thor's Stone. She did that once before." + +"I'll clap old Clutch in the stable, then go and look for her. Will +you come, Mr. Iver?" + +"Well--yes--but she cannot be received in here." + +"No, there is no need. Betty Chivers will take her in as before. +Betty expects her. I told her as we comed along that Matabel were +before us, and we almost expected every minute to take her up. +Though how we should ha' managed three in the trap I don't know, +and Clutch would have been in an outrageous temper. Do you hear +him snortin' there? That's because he's angry--the Radical!" + +Beside Thor's Stone Iver and Joe Filmer found Mehetabel rocking her +child, she had bared her bosom and held the little corpse against +her palpitating heart, in the desperate hope of communicating to +it some of her own heat; and if love could have given life the baby +would have revived. + +Again, as when her husband died, her brain was for a while unhinged, +but she had the same kind and suitable nurse, the widow, Betty +Chivers. + +And now this story is all but done. Little more remains to be told. + +Never again did Mehetabel return to the Punch-Bowl--never revisit +it. The little property was sold, and after the debts of Jonas were +paid, what remained went for her sustenance, as well as the money +bequeathed by Susanna Verstage and that laid aside by Simon. + +Years passed. Betty Chivers was gathered to the dust and in her +place Mehetabel kept the Dame's school. It was thought that Joe +Filmer had his eye on her, and on more than one occasion he dressed +himself in his Sunday best and walked towards the school, but his +courage ebbed away before he reached it, and he never said that +which he had resolved to say. + +On the north side of the church, near the monument of the murdered +sailor, was a tiny mound, ever adorned with flowers, or when +flowers were unattainable, with sprigs of holly and butcher's broom +set with scarlet berries. At the beginning of the present century +the decoration of a grave was rarely if ever practised. It was +looked on as so strange in Mehetabel, and it served to foster the +notion that she was not quite right in her head. + +But in nothing else did the village schoolmistress show strangeness: +in school and out of school she was beloved by her children, and +their love was returned by her. + +We live in a new age--one removed from that of Dame schools. A few +years has transformed the system of education in the land. + +In one of the voyages of Lemuel Gulliver, he reached the island of +Lagado, where the system of construction adopted by the natives in +the erection of an edifice was to begin at the top, the apex of a +spire or roof, and to build downwards, laying the foundations last +of all, or leaving them out altogether. + +This is precisely the system of primary education adopted in our +land, and if rent and ruin result, it is possibly due to the method +being an injudicious one. + +The face of Mehetabel acquired a sweetness and repose that were new +to it, and were superadded to her natural beauty. And she was happy, +happy in the children she taught, happy in the method she pursued, +and happy in the results. + +Often did she recall that visit to Thor's Stone on the night when +her child died, and she remembered her look up into the evening +sky. "I thought all light was gone from me, when my star, my little +feeble star, was eclipsed, but instead there spread over the sky a +great shining, glorious canopy of rosy light, and it is so,"--she +looked after her dispersing school--"my light and life and joy +are there." + +The Vicar came up. + +There had been a great change in the ecclesiastical arrangements of +Thursley. It was no longer served occasionally and fitfully from +the mother church. It had a parson of its own. Moreover a change +had been effected in the church. It was no longer as a house left +desolate. + +"I have been thinking, Mrs. Kink," said the Vicar, "that I should +much like to know your system of education. I hear from all quarters +such good accounts of your children." + +"System, sir!" she answered blushing, "oh, I have none." + +"None, Mrs. Kink?" + +"I mean," she answered, "I teach just what every child ought to +know, as a matter of course." + +"And that is?" + +"To love and fear God." + +"And next?" + +With a timid smile: + +"That C A T spells cat, and D O G spells dog." + +"And next?" + +"That two and two makes four, and three times four makes twelve." + +"And next?" + +She raised her modest dark eyes to the Vicar, and answered, smiling, +"Mine is only a school for beginners. I lay the foundations. I do +not profess to finish." + +"You teach no more than these?" + +"I lay the foundations on which all the rest can be raised," she +answered. + +"And you are happy?" + +She smiled; it was as though the sun shone out of her face. + +"Happy! Oh, so happy! I could not be happier." Then, after a pause, +"Except when I and my own little one are together again, and that +would be too much happiness for my heart now. But it will be able +to bear the joy--then." + + + +THE END. + + +[1] Not really in Hants, but in Surrey, adjoining the County +demarcation. + +[2]This is the beginning of a long ballad based on the incidents +above mentioned, which is still current in the neighborhood. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BROOM-SQUIRE*** + + +******* This file should be named 30354.txt or 30354.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/3/0/3/5/30354 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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