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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Waldfried + A Novel + +Author: Berthold Auerbach + +Translator: Simon Adler Stern + +Release Date: May 20, 2010 [EBook #32446] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WALDFRIED *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: +1. Page scan source: + http://www.archive.org/details/waldfriednovel00auerrich +2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + + BY THE SAME AUTHOR. + + _Authorized Editions._ + +WALDFRIED. A Novel. Translated by SIMON ADLER STERN, 12mo, cloth, +$2.00. + +THE VILLA ON THE RHINE. A Romance. Translated by JAMES DAVIS. With a +portrait of the author. 16mo. Leisure Hour Series. 2 vols., $1.25 per +vol.; Pocket Edition, four parts, paper, uniform with the Tauchnitz +books, 40 cents per part, or $1.50 complete. + +BLACK FOREST VILLAGE STORIES. Translated by CHARLES GOEPP. Illustrated +with fac-similies of the original German wood-cuts. 16mo, Leisure Hour +Series, $1.25. + +THE LITTLE BAREFOOT. A Tale. Translated by ELIZA BUCKMINSTER LEE. +Illustrated, 16mo, Leisure Hour Series, $1.25. + +JOSEPH IN THE SNOW. A Tale. Illustrated, 16mo. Leisure Hour Series, +$1.25. + + _HENRY HOLT & CO._, + 25 Bond Street, New York. + + + + + + + W A L D F R I E D + + A N O V E L + + BY + + BERTHOLD AUERBACH + + + + _T R A N S L A T E D_ + + BY + + SIMON ADLER STERN + + + + _AUTHOR'S EDITION_ + + + + + NEW YORK + HENRY HOLT AND COMPANY + 1874 + + + + + + + Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1874, by + HENRY HOLT, + In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. + + + + + + Maclauchlan, + Stereotyper and Printer, 56, 58 and 60 Park Street, New York. + + + + + + + WALDFRIED. + + + + + + BOOK FIRST. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + +In a letter bringing me his greetings for the New Year, 1870, my eldest +son thus wrote to me from America: + + +"We have been sorely tried of late. Wolfgang, our only remaining child, +lay for weeks at death's door. I avoided mentioning this to you before; +but now he is out of danger. + +"'Take me to your father in the forest,' were the first distinct words +he uttered after his illness. He is a lusty youth, and inherits his +mother's hardy Westphalian constitution. + +"In his feverish wanderings, he often spoke of you, and also of a great +fire, in strange phrases, none of which he can now recall. + +"He has awakened my own heartfelt desire to return, and now we shall +come. We have fully determined to leave in the spring. I lose no time +in writing to you of this, because I feel that the daily thought of our +meeting again will be fraught with pleasure for both of us. + +"Ah, if mother were still alive! Oh, that I had returned in time to +have seen her! + +"Telegraph to me as soon as you receive tidings of brother Ernst. I am +anxious once again to behold Germany, which is at last becoming a real +nation. We who are out here in America are beginning to feel proud of +our Fatherland. + +"We are surely coming! Pray send word to my brothers and sisters. + + "YOUR SON LUDWIG." + +The postscript was as follows: + +"DEAR FATHER,--I shall soon be able to utter those dear words to you in +person. + + "YOUR DAUGHTER CONSTANCE." + + +"DEAR GRANDFATHER,--I can now write again, and my first words are to +you. We shall soon join you at 'grandfather's home.' + + "YOUR GRANDSON WOLFGANG." + + * * * * * + +I had not seen Ludwig since the summer of 1849, and now I was to see +him, his wife, and his son. I instructed Martella to send the news to +my children and sons-in-law; and to my sister who lives in the Hagenau +forest I wrote in person. + +Joyous answers were returned from every quarter. But the happiest of +all was Rothfuss, our head servant. And well he might be, for no one +had loved and suffered so much for Ludwig's sake as he had done. + +Rothfuss is my oldest companion. We have known each other so long that, +last spring, we might have celebrated the fiftieth anniversary of our +first meeting. When that occurred, we were both of the same age--he a +soldier in the fortress in which I was confined as a political +prisoner. For one hour every day I was permitted to leave my cell for a +short walk on the parapet. On those occasions a soldier with loaded +musket walked behind me; and it often happened that this duty was +assigned to Rothfuss. His orders were not to speak to me; but he did +so, nevertheless. He was constantly muttering to himself in an +indistinct manner. This habit of talking to himself has clung to him +through life, and I doubt if any human being has a greater fund of +curses than he. + +One day, while he was thus walking behind me, I heard him say quite +distinctly: "Now I know who you are! Oh!"--and then came fearful +oaths--"O! to imprison such a man! You are the son of the forest-keeper +of our district! Why, we are from the very same part of the country! I +have often worked with your father. He was a hard man, but a just one; +a German of the old sort." + +"I am not allowed to accept money from you, but if you were to happen +to lose some, there would be no harm in my finding it." + +"Of course you smoke? I shall buy a pipe, tobacco, and a tinder-box for +you, and what you give me over the amount will not be too much for me." + +From that day, Rothfuss did me many a service. He knew how to +circumvent the jailer,--a point on which we easily silenced our +scruples. Five years later I regained my freedom, and when I settled on +this estate, Rothfuss, as if anticipating my wishes, was at my side. +Since that time he has been with us constantly, and has proved a +faithful servant to me, as well as the favorite of my children. + +I had inherited the estate and the grand house upon it from my +father-in-law. As I was a forester's son, I found but few difficulties +in attending to the timber land, but the two saw-mills and the farm +that belonged to the estate gave me much trouble. For this reason, so +faithful and expert an assistant as Rothfuss was doubly welcome to me. + +He is a wheelwright by trade, and can attend to anything that requires +to be done about the house. Near the shed, he built a little smithy, +and my boys were his faithful apprentices. They never asked for toys, +for they were always helping him in making some article of use. But my +son Richard had no liking for manual labor. He was a dreamy youth, and +at an early age manifested a great love of study. + +Of my daughters, Bertha was Rothfuss' favorite. Johanna avoided him. +She had a horror of his oaths, which, after all, were not so seriously +meant. + +While quite young she evinced much religious enthusiasm, and Rothfuss +used to call her "The little nun," at which she was always very angry, +for she was quite proud of her Protestantism. While preparing for +confirmation she even went so far as to make repeated attempts to +convert both myself and my wife. + +While Richard was yet a mere student at the Gymnasium of our capital, +Rothfuss dubbed him "The Professor;" but when Ludwig came home from the +Polytechnic School to spend his holidays with us, he and Rothfuss were +inseparable companions. He taught Rothfuss all of the students' songs, +and insisted that this servant of ours was the greatest philosopher of +our century. + +Ludwig had settled in the chief town as a master builder. He was also +known as "The King of the Turners." He was President of his section, +and his great agility and strength gained him many a prize. He was of a +proud disposition, and followed his convictions, regardless of +consequences. Older persons remarked that in appearance and bearing he +was the very picture of what I had been in my youth. + +I am glad that all of my children are of a large build. Ludwig +resembles me most of all. Fortunately his nose is not so large as mine, +but more like the finely chiselled nose of his mother. His eloquence, +however, is not inherited. His oratorical efforts were powerful and +convincing, and his voice was so agreeable that it was a pleasure to +listen to it. He had very decided musical talent, but not enough to +justify him in adopting music as his profession. In spite of the advice +of his music teachers, he determined on a more practical calling. His +refined and easy manner soon won all hearts; and he was beloved by +those who were high in station as well as by the lowly laborers. + +In the year 1849, Ludwig was laying out a portion of the great road +which was being built along the low land beyond the mountain. He was +the idol of his workmen, and always said, "For me they will climb about +the rocks that are to be blasted, like so many lizards, just because I +can myself show them how it is done." The road was divided into many +so-called tasks, each of which was assigned to a separate group of +workmen who had agreed to finish it by a certain day. As one of these +gangs was unfortunate enough to chance upon springs at every few steps, +the soft soil gave it much trouble, and greatly prolonged its labors. + +The other engineers avoided the soft places when making their surveys. +But Ludwig, with his high boots, stepped right into the midst of the +laborers, and helped those who were working with their shovels and +spades. + +He had also arranged the fire service of the whole valley, and had so +distinguished himself at the fire in the little town that he received a +medal in recognition of his having saved a life. The more excited +members of our political party were of the opinion that he ought to +refuse it, alleging that it was wrong for him to receive so princely a +decoration; but he replied: "For the present the Prince is the +representative of the popular voice." He accepted the badge, but +fastened it to the fireman's banner. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +I had been elected a member of the Frankfort Parliament. + +September's days of terror were doubly terrible to me. I had been told +that my son Ludwig was leading a body of Turners who had joined the +malcontents, and that they had determined to reverse the decision of +the majority of the popular delegates, and to break up the Parliament. + +At the imminent peril of my life, I climbed from barricade to +barricade, hoping to be able to induce the Turners to retreat, and +perhaps to find my son. + +One of the leaders, who accompanied me as a herald, called out at the +top of his voice, "Safe-conduct for the father of Ludwig Waldfried!" + +My son's fair fame was my best protection; but T could not find Ludwig. + +I have suffered much, but those hours when, with my wife and my next +son Ernst, then six years old, I heard the rattling of muskets without +the door, were the most wretched that I can now recollect. + +In the following spring, when the Parliament was dissolved, the +revolution had already begun with our neighbors in the next state. + +For a long time the fortunes of battle seemed doubtful. I never +believed that the uprising would succeed; but yet I could not recall my +son. At that time we no longer heard the rattling of musketry, and I +can hardly bear to think of how we sat at home in sad but fearful +suspense. One thing, however, I would not efface from my memory. My +wife said, "We cannot ask for miracles. When the hailstorm descends +upon the whole land, our well-tilled fields must suffer with the rest." +Oh, that I could recall more of the sayings of that wise and pure +hearted being! + +The uprising had been quelled; but of Ludwig we had no tidings. We knew +not whether he was lost, had been taken prisoner, or had escaped into +Switzerland. + +One day a messenger came to me with a letter from my wife's nephew, who +was the director of the prison in the low country. He wrote to me to +come to him at once, to bring Rothfuss also, and not to omit bringing +passports for both of us. He could tell me no more by letter, and +cautioned me to burn his epistle as soon as I had read it. + +"It is about our Ludwig: he lives!" said my wife. The event proved that +she was right. She induced me to take my daughter Bertha with me. She +was then but sixteen years old--a determined, courageous girl, and as +discreet withal as her mother. For to a woman paths often become smooth +which to men present insurmountable obstacles. Bertha was glad to go; +and when in the cool of the morning she stood at the door ready to +depart, with her mother's warm hood on her head, and her face all aglow +with health and youth, she said to me roguishly: "Father, why do you +look at me so strangely?" + +"Because you look just as your mother did when she was a bride." + +Her bright merry laughter at these words served in a measure to raise +our depressed spirits. + +Terror and excitement reigned on every hand. When we reached the first +village of the next state, we found that the side nearest the river +bank had been destroyed by artillery. I learned that Ludwig had been in +command there, and had shown great bravery. + +On the way, Bertha's constant cheerfulness lightened our sorrow. To +know a child thoroughly, you must travel with one alone. When Bertha +saw that I sat brooding in silence, she knew how to cheer me up with +her childish stories, and by engaging me in memories of an innocent +past, to dispel my sad thoughts. At that early day she gave an earnest +of what she was so well able to accomplish later in life. + +In spite of our having the proper passports, we were everywhere +regarded with suspicion, until I at last fortunately met the son of the +commandant of our fortress. While he was yet a lad, and I a prisoner at +the fortress, I had been his teacher, and he had remained faithful and +attached to me. I met him at an outlying village where he was stationed +with a portion of his regiment. + +He recognized me at once, and exclaimed, "I am doubly glad to see you +again. So you were not with the volunteers? I heard your name mentioned +as one of the leaders." + +I was about to reply, "That was my son;" but Bertha quickly anticipated +me, and said, "That was not my father." + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +After that the young officer bestowed but little attention upon me; his +glances were now all for Bertha, to whom he addressed most of his +remarks. + +Who can foretell what germs may awaken into life in the midst of the +storm? My young pupil, who had but the day before been appointed first +lieutenant, gravely delivered himself of the opinion that there was no +real military glory in conquering volunteers. When speaking of me to +Bertha, he was profuse in his assurances of gratitude and esteem. + +Bertha, generally so talkative, was now silent. The young officer +procured a safe-conduct for us, and we continued on our journey. + +I have never yet seen the ocean, but the country, as it then appeared +to me, awakened impressions similar to those which must be aroused when +the tide has ebbed and the objects which before that dwelt in the +depths of the sea are left lying upon the strand. + +At last we reached my nephew's. He conducted me to his official +residence, where I followed him through numerous apartments, until I at +last reached his room, where we were closeted under lock and key. + +He then told me that, while walking through the town the day but one +before, he had met a young peasant with a rake on his shoulder, who, +while passing, had hurriedly said to him, "Follow me, cousin; I have +something to tell you." + +The director followed, but not without first making sure of his +revolver. + +When they had got into the thicket, the peasant suddenly turned about +and said to him, while he removed his hat, "Don't you know me? I am +Ludwig Waldfried." The director's heart was filled with terror. Ludwig +continued, "You, and you alone, can save me. Put me in prison until I +have a chance to run away. Our cause is lost; but for my parents' sake +as well as my own, I must escape." + +The cousin was not unwilling to assist Ludwig, but was at a loss how to +go about it. Ludwig, however, had studied strategy. He had carefully +considered every step in advance, and now caused the director to enter +him on the list of prisoners under the name of Rothfuss. + +A state of siege, dissolving as it does all forms of civil procedure, +made it possible to carry out so irregular a proceeding; aside from +which there was the inspiring effect of being engaged in a task that +required shrewd and delicate man[oe]uvring. It was this, too, that +helped to relieve my meeting with Ludwig of much of its sadness. + +Still it could not but pain me to find that in order to save one person +it was necessary to victimize others. Ludwig guessed my thoughts, and +said to me, "I am sorry, father, that I am obliged to drag you into +this trouble. I know that such affairs are not to your taste; but there +is no help for it." + +Rothfuss looked upon the whole affair as a merry farce. He did not see +the least harm in outwitting and deceiving the officers and the state. +And in those days there were many thousands who felt just as he did. It +is a fit subject for congratulation, and perhaps an evidence of the +indestructible virtue of the German people, that in spite of +Metternich's soul-corrupting teachings there is yet so much +righteousness left in our land. + +When Ludwig had donned the Rothfuss' clothes, one could hardly +recognize him. The transformation afforded Rothfuss great delight. + +"They can do no more than lock me up by myself, and I have always said +that 'he who is wet to the skin need not dread the rain.'" + +This was a favorite saying of his. He had but one regret, and that was +that he would not be allowed to smoke in the prison; but, for Ludwig's +sake, he would gladly make that sacrifice. + +We departed, taking Ludwig with us. My heart trembled with fear. The +knowledge that I was committing a breach of the law, even though it was +only caused by necessity and for the sake of rescuing my son, filled me +with alarm. I felt as if every one knew what I was doing; but it seemed +as if the people we met along the road did not care to interfere. + +Here again Bertha proved a great treasure to us. She had a wonderfully +cheerful flow of spirits; and perhaps, after all, women are greater +adepts in the arts of self-control and deception than we are. + +When we arrived near the borders of the Palatinate, Ludwig met a +companion who had been hiding there. He was a man of about my age. It +now became my turn to take part in the dangerous game. I was obliged to +remain behind and allow the fugitive to take my place at Bertha's side. +Bertha was equal to the situation, and at once addressed the stranger +as "father." + +I followed on foot, imagining that every step would be my last. + +I passed the border without mishap, and in the first village found the +rescued ones awaiting me. As our old comrade had already become drunk +on French wine, we left him behind at the village and took up our +journey to my sister, the wife of the forester at Hagenau. + +The most difficult task of all was to endure the vainglorious boasting +of the Frenchmen. My brother-in-law treated us as if he were a gracious +nobleman, who had taken us under his protection. His neighbors soon +joined the party, and proud words were heard on every hand: the French +were the great nation--theirs was the republic--their country the +refuge of the oppressed and persecuted. And we--what were we? Rent +asunder and bound down, while our Rhine provinces were happy in the +faith that they would soon become a portion of proud and beautiful +France. Another brother-in-law, the pastor of Hünfeld, who had studied +at Erlangen, gave us some little consolation, for he said that in +science the Germans were the greatest of nations. + +"Father," said Ludwig, "I cannot endure this; I shall not remain here +another day." + +I felt as he did, and we took our departure for Strasburg. At the +Gutenberg Platz we were obliged to halt our horses, for the guard were +just marching by. All seemed as happy if a piece of good fortune had +just befallen them. All was as merry as a wedding-feast, while with our +neighbors beyond the line there was funereal sadness. + +Strasburg was crowded with fugitives, by some of whom Ludwig was at +once recognized. We went with a party of them to the Grape Vine Tavern, +and whom should we meet at the door but the very comrade we had left +behind. + +He had a curious contrivance about his throat. It was a simple rope +with a knot tied in it; and he called out to Ludwig that he too was +entitled to wear this grand cordon. He conducted us into the room +where, at a table apart from the rest, were seated young men and old, +all of whom had ropes around their necks. + +"Ah! here comes the father of 'the King of the Turners'!" were the +words with which a large and powerfully built man welcomed me. I +recognized him as the man who had been my guide during the September +riots. "Hurrah, comrades! Here comes another companion. This way, +Ludwig; this is the seat of honor. All who are seated here are under +sentence of death, and as a badge we wear this rope about our necks." +And they sang: + + Should princes ask: "Where's Absalom?" + And seek to learn his plight-- + Just tell them he is hanging high; + The poor, unlucky wight. + And though he's dead, he hangeth not + From tree, nor yet from beam. + He dreamt that he could Germans free + And 'twas a fatal dream. + +Their ribald jokes disgusted me, and I was therefore glad to chance +upon one who had been a fellow-member of the Frankfort Parliament, and +who shared my feelings at such distorted views of an unsuccessful +attempt at revolution. + +I have known many pure-hearted, unselfish men, but never have I met +with one whose love of freedom was greater than that of our friend +Wilhelmi. Over and above that, he had a genuine love for his +fellow-men. There are, unfortunately, many lovers of freedom who are +not lovers of mankind, a contradiction which I have never been able to +understand. + +Friend Wilhelmi gave me an insight as to the character of the old +refugee, who was by nature of a peaceable disposition, but, giving way +to the frenzy which in those days seemed to fill the very air, had lost +all self-control. He was unable to endure the sufferings of exile. A +deep longing for home preyed upon his spirits. To drown his grief, he +indulged in wine, and the result of his copious draughts was that he +became bold and noisy. This seemed to be his daily experience. In his +sober moments he sat brooding in silence, and was often seen to weep. +Wilhelmi had of course painted his picture in mild colors. + +I must add that the refugee at last died in a mad-house in America. It +is sad to think of the many noble beings who were ruined and sacrificed +during those terrible days. + +There was something inspiring in the words and thoughts of Doctor +Wilhelmi. When I heard his voice I felt as if in a temple. And at this +very moment memory revives the impression then made upon me. + +Meanness and detraction were without any effect upon him; for he could +look over and beyond them. He had determined to emigrate to America +with his wife, who was his equal in courage and confidence. Bertha, who +found but little to her fancy in the rude and dreary life that here +environed us, and who was especially indignant that the soldiers who +had simply done their duty were referred to so contemptuously, spent +most of her time in Madame Wilhelmi's room. She was constantly urging +our speedy return. And Wilhelmi could endure neither the mockery of one +class of Frenchmen nor the pity of the others. Ludwig determined to +join his friend. Wilhelmi had a serious task with his comrades, for +nearly all of them were firmly convinced that the troubles in Germany +would be renewed with the morrow, and that it was their duty to remain +on the borders so that they might be at hand when needed. Wilhelmi, on +the other hand, warned them against such self-deception, which, if +persisted in, would only lead to the destruction of the mere handful +that was left of them. He often declared to me that he at last +acknowledged that our German nation is not fitted for revolution. It +has too many genial traits, and is devoid of the passion of hate. He +felt assured that, when the crisis arrived, the German monarchs would +of themselves see that, both for their own sakes and that of their +people, it would be necessary to introduce an entire change in our +political system. But when and how this was to be done (whether in our +lifetime or afterwards), who could foretell? + +"We should not forget," said Wilhelmi, "the significance of the fact +that the German people, so long bound down by a system of police +espionage, has at last become aroused; nor will its oppressors forget +it. Now they are furious against the evil-doers; but a second +generation will not find so much to blame in their deeds, and, as you +well know, my dear friend, for you are a forester, there is an old +proverb which tells us that 'vermin cannot destroy a healthy tree.' The +May beetles would rather prey on the oak than on any other tree, but +although they destroy every leaf, and cause the tree to look like a dry +broom, it renews its leaves with the following year." + +In olden times when men swore eternal friendship, a man would sometimes +say, "This is my friend, and without knowing what he intends to say, I +will swear that it is the truth, for he cannot tell a lie." In my own +heart I had just such faith in Wilhelmi. + +I found it as sad to part from him as from Ludwig, and this +circumstance overshadowed the grief I felt when saying "farewell" to my +son. + +"What does fate intend by driving such men away from home, and far +beyond the seas?" These were the parting words of my friend Wilhelmi. +They moved me deeply; but I could not answer his question. + +I felt as if beholding a hail-storm beating down a field of ripened +grain. How many a full ear must have fallen to the ground? + +I also met a young schoolmaster by the name of Funk. Although there had +been no real reason for his leaving home, he had fled with the rest. I +easily persuaded him to return with me. + +He was full of gratitude and submissiveness. In spite of this, however, +my daughter even then, with true foresight, concluded that he was +deceitful. I was for a long while unwilling to believe this, but was at +last forced to do so. + +Funk had done nothing more than attend to some of the writing in the +ducal palace which the revolutionists had taken possession of. But it +was with great self-complacency that he spoke of his having dwelt in +the very palace which, during his student years, he had never passed +without a feeling of awe. + +I often thought of my son, but quite as frequently of that good old +fellow, Rothfuss. Ludwig is free, but how does Rothfuss endure his +captivity? And as it was just harvest time, it was doubly inconvenient +to be without him. + +We were bringing home our early barley. I had walked on ahead and the +loaded wagon was to follow. I opened the barn door, the wagon +approached, and on it was seated Rothfuss, who call out at the top of +his voice, "Here I am on a wagon full of beer. So far it is only in the +shape of barley. Hurrah for freedom!" + +As Rothfuss had been imprisoned by mistake, he was soon set at liberty, +and it was both affecting and diverting to listen to his accounts of +his experience as a prisoner. + +He told us how good it is to be in jail and yet innocent. While he was +there, he was reminded of all the sins he had ever committed, and he at +last began to believe that he deserved to be locked up. + +"By rights," said he, "every one ought to spend a couple of years in +jail, just because of what he has done. When we meet a man who has just +got out of prison we ought to say to ourselves: 'Be kind to him for it +is mere luck that you have not been there yourself.'" Thus spoke +Rothfuss. He had thought he would find it pleasant to be sitting in his +cell while the other folks were hard at work with the harvest, but it +had proved terribly monotonous. The meals were not to his taste, nor +could he enjoy his sleep. He could not endure such idleness, and after +the second day, he begged the inspector to set him at chopping wood; a +request which was not granted. + +And was not Rothfuss the happiest fellow in the world, when he heard +the news of Ludwig's return? + +He complained that it was rather hard to know of a thing so long +beforehand. Impatience at the delay would make one angry at every day +that intervened. + +When I consoled him with the idea that the chief part of enjoyment lies +in anticipation, his face lighted up with smiles, and he said, "He is +right." When he praises me, he always turns away from me as if talking +to some one in the distance, and as if determined to tell the whole +world how wise I am. "He is perfectly right. It is just so. It is a +pleasant thirst when you know that there are just so many steps to the +next inn, and that the cooling drink which is to wash your insides and +make you jolly, lies in the cellar there, waiting for you." + +Rothfuss had already started for the village, when he came running up +the steps and called out: "I have found another nest; the locksmith's +Lisbeth and our three Americans will be happiest of all when they hear +the news. It is well to drink, but if one can first pour out a joyous +cup for another, it is still better. I shall be back soon," he called +out as he hurried up the road. + +The widow of Blum the locksmith lived in the back street. Her husband +had settled in the village, intending to follow his trade, and also to +till a small piece of land. Partly by his own fault, and partly through +misfortune, he had not succeeded. + +He then desired to emigrate to America. His wife, however, had been +unwilling to do so until she could feel assured of their being able to +get along in the new world. + +At home she had her own little house and her three children. For some +time the locksmith worked at the factory in the neighboring town, +returning to his home only on Sundays. His idea of emigrating had, +however, not been given up, and at last he departed for America with +the hope of mending his fortunes, and then sending for his wife and +children. + +When he arrived there, the war between the North and the South was at +its height. He heard my son's name mentioned as that of one of the +leaders, and at once enlisted under him. Ludwig was delighted to have +one at his side who was both a countryman of his and a good +artilleryman. + +It was not until after the locksmith had enlisted that he spoke of his +having left a family at home. At the battle of Bull Run he lost his +life, and his wife and children, who are still living down in the +village, are in regular receipt of the pension which Ludwig secured for +them. + +When the widow heard the news, she came to me at once, and told me with +tears in her eyes, that she could hardly await Ludwig's return. She +speedily acquainted the whole village with the event that was to prove +a festival to my household, and when I went out of doors every one whom +I met wished me joy; especially happy was one of the villagers who had +been among Ludwig's volunteers in 1848, and was quite proud of his +having been able to lie himself out of that scrape. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +Before I proceed further, I must tell you of Martella. + +It were of course better if I could let her speak for herself; for her +voice, though firm, has an indescribably mellow and touching tone, and +seems to hold the listener as if spell-bound. She had thick, +unmanageable brown hair, and brown eyes in which there was hardly any +white to be seen. She was not slender, but rather short, although there +were moments when she would suddenly seem as if quite tall. Her manner +was not gentle, but rather domineering, as if she would say, "Get out +of the way there! I am coming!" In disposition she was wayward and +passionate, vain and conceited. It was only in our house that she +became pliant and yielding, and acquired mild and modest ways. I do not +mean _modest_ in the current acceptation of the word; she had genuine +respect for those who were higher and better than she. My wife effected +a miraculous change in her without ever attempting to instruct, but +simply by commanding her. She was the betrothed of my son Ernst, who, +as I have already mentioned, was with us at Frankfort in the year 1848. + +It is difficult, and to us of an older generation perhaps impossible, +to discover what impression the events of 1848 must have made on a +child's mind. + +For my part, I have learned through this son, that failure on the part +of the parents induces in their offspring a feeling which can best be +described as pity mingled with a want of respect. Like William Tell, we +had long carried the arrow of revolution in our bosoms, but when _we_ +sent it forth it missed the mark. + +In the autumn of 1848 my wife came to visit me at Frankfort and brought +Ernst with her. + +Old Arndt was particularly fond of the lad, and often took him on his +knee and called him his "little pine-tree." When the Regent, on the day +after his triumphal entry, appeared in public, he met Ernst and kissed +him. + +During the summer Ernst attended a preparatory school in the +neighboring town. But he seemed to have no real love for study, while +the teachers were over-indulgent with the handsome lad, who was always +ready with his bold glances and saucy remarks. + +When I asked him what he intended to become, he would always answer me, +"Chief forester of the state." + +To my great horror, I learned that he often repeated the party cries +with which members of the different factions taunted each other. I sent +him home after September, for I saw that his intercourse with those who +were high in station was making him haughty and disrespectful. + +I am unable to judge as to the proper period at which a youthful mind +should be induced to interest itself in political questions. I am sure, +however, that if such participation in the affairs of the country be +chiefly in the way of opposition, it must prove injurious, for its +immediate effect is to destroy every feeling of veneration. + +Years passed on, Ernst was educated at the house of my wife's nephew, +who was a professor at the Gymnasium at the capital. He also spent much +of his time with his sister Bertha, who had married Captain Von +Carsten. + +I must here remark that my son-in-law, in spite of the obstinate +opposition of his haughty family, and the strongly marked disapproval +of all of his superiors, up to the Prince himself, had married +the daughter of a member of the opposition, and had become the +brother-in-law of a refugee who was under sentence of death. He is a +man of sterling character. + +When it was time for Ernst to leave for the university, or, as he had +always desired, to attend the forester's school, he declared quite +positively that it was his wish to enter the army. He remained there +but one year. "The army of the lesser states," he said, "is either mere +child's play, or else all the horrors of civil war lurk behind it." He +visited the university only to remain there two terms, after which he +entered himself with Hartriegel, the district forester. + +Ernst's unsteadiness gave us much concern, and I was especially shocked +by the sarcastic, mocking manner, in which he spoke of those objects +which we of the older generation held in reverence. + +He was disputatious, and maintained that it was one's duty to doubt +everything. Indeed he did not even spare his parents in that regard, +and was bold enough to tell me and my wife which of our qualities he +most admired. + +He once uttered these wicked words: "The present generation does not +look upon the fifth commandment as really a command: but I have a +reason for honoring my parents; and I am especially grateful to you, +father, for the good constitution I have inherited from you." + +My hand itched when I heard Ernst's words; but a glance from my wife +pacified me, and I shall forever be grateful to her that I succeeded in +controlling myself. Had I given way to my just anger, I would have had +myself to blame for Ernst's desperate course and his lost life. That +would have been adding guilt to misfortune, and would have been +insupportable. + +I had yet much to learn. As a father I was sadly deficient in many +respects. But, with every desire to improve herself, my wife was +already a perfect being, and could therefore be more to the children +than I was. I was disposed to neglect my family on account of what was +due my office. She was vigilant and severe, and supplied what was +lacking on my part. But although she was sterner than I was, the +children were more attached to her than to me. + +Although Ernst's views of life gave me deep concern, he was often kind +and affectionate; for his good-nature was, at times, stronger than his +so-called principles. + +I sought consolation in the thought that children will always see the +world in a different light from that in which it appears to their +parents. Even that which is ideal is subject to constant change, and we +should therefore be careful not to imagine that the form which is +pleasing to us, and to which we have accustomed ourselves, will endure +forever. And, moreover, was it not our wish to educate our children as +free moral agents, and was it not our duty to accord full liberty even +to those who differed with us? + +I have often seen it verified that a perfect development cannot take +place with those who, either through birth or adverse circumstances, +are deficient in any important moral faculty. With all of Ernst's love +of freedom, he was entirely wanting in respect or regard for the +feelings of others. Piety, in its widest sense, he was utterly devoid +of. From his stand-point, his actions were perfectly just; as to their +effects upon others, he was indifferent. + +On the Wiesenplatz in Frankfort, during the autumn of 1848, I had gone +through a heart-rending experience. And now, after many years, I +returned to the same spot only to be reminded of my former grief by +painful and conflicting emotions. I had gone to Frankfort to attend the +Schützenfest. The city was alive with joy; a spirit of unity had for +the first time become manifest. I was standing close by the temple for +the distribution of the prizes. Although surrounded by a gay and +laughing crowd, I was quite absorbed in my own reflections, when +suddenly a voice thus addressed me: + +"Ah, father! Are you here, too?" I looked around to see who it was, and +beheld my son Ernst. He carried his rifle on his shoulder, and the +rewards for his well-aimed shots were fastened under the green ribbon +of his hat. Before I could get a chance to congratulate him, he had +said to me, "Father, you should not have come; I am sorry that I meet +you here." + +"Why so?" + +"Why! Because this is for us young lads. We are here for the purpose of +gaining prize-goblets by our lucky shots; and the great speeches that +are being held in yonder hall are nothing more than a mere flash in the +pan. They are trying to persuade each other that they are all heroes +and willing to bear arms for their Fatherland, and their talk is, after +all, a mere sham. The good marksmen have not come here for the sake of +their Fatherland and such stuff: all they desire is simply to gain the +prize--that, and nothing more." + +"Do you not know that I, too, made a speech in there yesterday?" + +"No. I was informed that some one named Waldfried had been speaking; +but I could not imagine it was you. One should have nothing to do with +such inflammable thoughts when fire-arms are at hand. If we were to +govern ourselves by your speeches, our brotherly-feeling would very +soon be at an end, and there would be naught but violence and murder +among us riflemen." + +I tried to explain to him that our hope lay in our able-bodied youth, +and that we would not rest content until we had a real, united +Fatherland. To which he answered: + +"Ah, yes. The students, those of brother Richard's sort, live on +yesterday: the politicians live on to-morrow: we live in the present." + +His features trembled, and it was with an effort that he added, +"Forgive me, father; perhaps I, too, will have as much confidence in +mankind as you have, when I am as old as you are." + +What could I answer to this? While all about me was loud with joy, my +soul was filled with sorrow. My youngest son denied the gods to whom I +offered up my prayers. + +And yet, when I saw him among a group of riflemen, my fatherly pride +was aroused. His proud, lithe form towered above the rest. New-comers +saluted him, and the eyes of all seemed to rest upon Ernst with serene +satisfaction. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +One day Ernst visited us and went about for a long while in +silence,--now going out to Rothfuss in the stable, and then again +joining us in the room; but here again he uttered no word. Although I +could see that he was agitated, I did not ask him the reason. I had +been obliged to accustom myself to allow him to speak when it suited +him, and to avoid any advances on my part until it pleased him to seek +them. + +We were just about to rise from the dinner-table when he said to us in +a hurried manner, "Before you hear it from others, I must announce it +to you myself:--I am engaged to be married." + +We looked at each other in silence. Not a sound was heard, save the +ticking of the two Black Forest clocks in our room. At last my wife +asked: "And with whom?" + +I could tell by the tone of her voice how many heavy thoughts had +preceded these words. + +"With a healthy girl. I--I know all about selection in breeding," +answered Ernst, while he lit his cigar. + +I reprimanded him severely for his tone. Without changing a feature, he +allowed me to finish my remarks. After that he arose, threw his rifle +over his shoulder, put on his green hat, and left the house. I wanted +to call him back, but my wife prevented me. I reproached myself for the +violent manner in which I had spoken to him. Now he will rush into +misfortune--who knows what he may do next? With mild words, I might +have been able to direct him on the right path; but now he may, +perhaps, not return, and will even persuade himself to hate me. + +My wife consoled me with the words: "He will return before nightfall." + +And it was so. In the evening he returned, and addressing me with a +voice full of emotion, said: "Father, forgive me!" + +Rothfuss was in the room at the time, and I beckoned to him to leave; +but Ernst requested that he should remain, and continued: + +"I have done wrong. I am heartily sorry for it. I have also done wrong +to Martella. I should not have acted as I have done, but ought to +have brought her to you first of all. She deserves quite different +treatment--better indeed than I do. I beg of you, give back the words +that I uttered! Forgive me! and, above all things, do not make Martella +suffer for what I have said." + +He uttered these words with a trembling voice. Rothfuss had left the +room. I held out my hand to Ernst, and he continued firmly: + +"You have so often told me, and as I am always forgetting it, you will +have to tell it to me many a time again, that there is something in me +which causes me at times to express myself quite differently from the +way in which I intended to. I also know, dear father, that such a word +lingers in your memory like a smouldering spark, especially when the +word is uttered by your own child; and that in your grief you picture +to yourself the utter ruin of a character that can indulge in such +expressions. I understand you, do I not? Trust in me: I am not so bad, +after all. + +"I do not believe in the possessed; and yet there must be something of +that kind. Enough on that point, however. Though I seemed cheerful, I +had a heavy heart; but now I am one of the happiest beings alive; and +if I were obliged to be a wood-cutter for the rest of my days, I could +still content myself. O mother, I would not have believed that I could +have found such a creature in a world in which all others are mere +pretence and _rouge_, lies and deceit. + +"She is in perfect health, and as pure and as fresh as a dewdrop. +Although she has learned nothing, she knows everything. She cannot +couch it in words, but her eyes speak it. Her heart is so thoroughly +good,--so strong,--so pure,--indeed, I cannot find the right word for +it. She has no parents, no brothers or sisters. She is a child of the +woods, and as pure and as holy as the primeval forest itself. + +"O, forgive me all! I cannot describe my emotions. Now I understand and +believe everything. They tell us that in the olden time, a Prince once +lost his way while hunting in the forest, and that he found a maiden +whom he placed upon his horse and led to his castle and then made her +his queen. Those stories are all true. I cannot make a queen of +Martella, but through her I am ennobled; and it grieves me that it will +not do to have our wedding at once. But I will wait. I can wait. Or, if +you like it better, we will wander forth to America, and, far from the +world, shall live there as our first parents did in Paradise. Believe +me, there is indeed a paradise. + +"O mother! You are certainly all that a human being can be, but still +you have one fault;--yes, yes; you have wept--and the first commandment +should be, 'Man, thou shalt not weep.' And, just think of it, mother, +Martella has never yet wept! She is as healthy as a doe, and I swear it +to you, she shall never know what it is to weep. O mother! O father! in +the depths of the forest I have found this pure, innocent child, so +wise and clever, so strong and brave. This flower has blossomed in the +hidden depths of the forest; no human eye had ever seen her before. I +am not worthy of her, but I will try to become so." + +His voice became thick. He beat his breast with both hands, and drew a +long deep breath. I have never yet seen a being so refulgent with +happiness. Thus, in the olden time, must they have looked who thought +they were beholding a miracle; and even now, when I write of these +things, feeble as my words seem, I tremble with emotion. + +And could this be my child, my son, my madcap, who now felt so humble +and contrite. I had lost all memory of his former rudeness and sarcasm. +It was some time before we could answer his words. + +The sun was going down in the west, its last broad rays fell into the +room, shedding a glow of light over all, and as we sat we heard the +evening chimes. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +"I believe in your love," said my wife at last. + +"O mother!" cried Ernst, throwing himself at her feet; and then kissing +her hands, he wept and sobbed while he rested his head on her knee. + +I lifted him up and said, "We are independent enough not to ask where +our daughter-in-law comes from, so that she be but good and will make +our child happy." + +Ernst grasped both of my hands and said, "I knew it. I do not deserve +your love, but now I shall try to be worthy of it." + +"But where have you been since dinner-time?" said my wife, trying to +change the conversation. + +Ernst replied that he had left the road and had wandered far into the +forest, where he had lain down and fallen asleep; and that within him +two sorts of spirits had been battling. The spiteful spirit had urged +him not to take back the rude words, and desired him, without heeding +father or mother, to wander forth into the wide world with his +Martella; she would follow him wherever he led. + +The humble spirit had, however, warned him to return and undo the harm +he had done. The conflict had been a long one. At last he rose to his +feet and ran home as if sent by a messenger of happiness. + +My wife listened attentively, and regarded him with that glance of hers +which seemed to penetrate the deepest recesses of the soul. No other +being can listen so attentively as she could, and no glance is as +soothing as hers was. She would not attempt to assist you when at a +loss for words, or by her manner imply that she knew what you meant. +She patiently permitted you to explain yourself, to stop or to +continue; and when she was listening, you could not but feel wiser than +you really were. Her glance illumined your very soul. + +When Ernst had finished she said to him: "You are on the right path at +last. I know that you think you have already reached the goal, and that +all is done. But, believe me, and do not forget what I now tell +you,--the spiteful spirit will return again; now he only feigns death. +But rest content, for from this day you will be his master. I see this +as clearly as I see your very eyes. The best possession in the world is +now yours--pure, righteous love. Yes, you may well laugh, for now it is +your goodness that laughs." + +Rothfuss came to tell me that the Alsatian cattle-dealer who wanted to +purchase our fat oxen, wished to see me. I was about to send word to +him to wait or to come some other time, but I understood my wife's +glance, which told me that I had better leave her alone with Ernst. + +I left the room, and, while going, I heard her say, "Ernst, you must +now eat and drink something; such emotions as you have felt awaken +hunger and thirst." + +When I returned, Ernst sat at the table eating his supper. He called +out to me, "Father, mother has arranged everything nicely, and if you +are satisfied, why--" + +"Eat now, and let me speak," said my wife. And then she continued: + +"From all that Ernst has told me--and we depend upon his +truthfulness--I am convinced that Martella is a real treasure-trove. No +one but such a girl could banish this spirit of unrest. We are, thank +God, so circumstanced that besides a good family name we can also +bestow worldly goods upon our children. Ernst and his bride[1] are both +young and can work for themselves. He loves in her the child of nature; +but he understands that there is much of good which she can and must +yet take up into this pure nature of hers. He used to say that he could +never be happy except with a woman who sang beautifully, but now he no +longer finds singing a necessity. But he cannot do without spiritual +sympathy and harmony in his higher life. She need not learn French; I +have forgotten what I once knew of it. But Ernst is accustomed to a +refined home; and when he goes home to his wife in his forest house, he +should be able to find refreshment and rest in noble and elevating +thoughts. + +"If a forester is denied the proper delights of home and married life, +there is nothing left him but the pleasures of the tavern; and they +will certainly ruin him. + +"Martella must not be confused or taught in school-girl fashion. That +which is noble and refined in life cannot be imparted by precept or +command. It must become a necessity to her, just as it has become to +our own son, and not until then can they both be happy. + +"Neither will the world be satisfied with mere nature and forest +manners. Does it not seem the very thing that she of her own accord has +said to Ernst, 'Let me spend a year as a servant to your sister, the +captain's wife, or what would be still better, with your mother, and +then come for me? If you do not object, I think we had better do this. +Early to-morrow morning I shall drive over into the valley with Ernst, +and in the evening I shall return with Martella, who will remain with +us until all is arranged and she has become used to our ways and +customs, so that Ernst may live happily with her, not only in his +youth, but until his eighty-third year--for my father lived to that +age." + +I do not know which to admire most in my wife--her shrewdness or her +kindness. She always had the right word at the right time. + +I, of course, approved of her plan, and on the morrow she started off +with Ernst in the wagon. Rothfuss drove the two bays. + +Towards evening, I walked down the road to meet them on their return. + +The sun was going down behind the Vosges Mountains. The rosy sunset +shed its glow over the rocks and the waters of the brook. + +The Englishman stood at the bank angling. He never saluted those whom +he met, but lived entirely for himself. Every year, as soon as the +snows began to melt, he came to our valley, and remained until the +winter returned. He dwelt with Lerz the baker, and was always fishing +up and down the valley. He gathered up his complicated fishing-tackle +and departed, followed by a day laborer carrying a fish basket. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +I waited down by the village saw-mill, where they already knew that +Ernst's bride was coming to live with us. With all his gentleness and +candor, Ernst had announced this in order that we should be bound by +it. I met Rautenkron the forester, who was known in the whole +neighborhood as "The wild huntsman." + +He was the best of shots, and could endure no living object. The people +thought he merely avoided men, but I knew that he hated them. He always +considered it a piece of good fortune when he heard bad news of any +one. He lived in solitude, for whenever he had been seduced into +helping some one he had always repented of it afterward. A ball had +once passed through his hat, and, during the examination, the +magistrate had said to the officer, "If he should ever be killed by a +shot, you had better examine the whole village, for we shall all have +had a share in it." He lived strictly within the law, however. He did +not want to be beloved: it was his boast that every one could say, "He +is severe, but just." He had no consideration either for rich or poor. + +He was in the vigor of life, with a gray beard, aquiline nose, and +wondrously clear liquid blue eyes, of a piercing brilliancy. + +He came up to me with a friendly air, that was quite unusual on his +part, and told me that Ernst had been with him that day. + +Ernst had said nothing to me of this. Rautenkron declared that he did +not concern himself about other people, but that he was really sorry +that Ernst was about to throw himself away. Here was another young man +who was fit for heroic deeds, but was ruined in this good-for-nothing +age, and was about to sacrifice his life to a coquettish forest girl. +It was unpardonable that we should countenance him in this, and consent +to take a creature from out of the thicket into a house which had +always borne so honorable a name. + +"Mark my words! She will be just like a young fox that is caught before +he has finished his growth,--he will never be perfectly tamed, but will +run away to his home when you least expect it, and be right in doing +so." + +It is always galling to hear pure affection thus abused and +misconstrued. + +I endeavored to change the subject, but Rautenkron affected not to hear +me, and indulged in the most violent language against the stranger. +Indeed, he prophesied that our thoughtless conduct would drag us into +misfortune, and called the miller to bear witness to what he thus told +me. + +I abruptly refused to continue the subject, and now Rautenkron called +out to me, his eyes beaming with joy, "Enough. Let us speak of +something else. I have to-day done one of the prettiest deeds of my +life. Shall I tell you what? All right! You know Wollkopf the wood +dealer. He has such a mild, insinuating way about him, but always eyed +me as the usurer does a suspicious-looking pledge. He did not trust me. +'But,' thought I to myself, 'just wait! I will bide my time; he will +come yet.' And he has come at last, within shooting distance too. At +the last sale of wood in my district, he had bought a large lot of +logs, and then came up to me and said that he wanted to speak plain +German with me. Now listen to what the honored town-councillor--you +know that is his position--the acknowledged man of honor, calls plain +speaking! He offered me a bribe if I would keep such and such logs out +of his lot. Of course I agreed. Smoking our cigars, we went on walking +through the woods. I quickly cut down an oak sapling, pulled the +branches from it, and with the green wood beat the lean man of honor to +my heart's content. He cried out with all his might, but no one heard +him save the cuckoo, and I enjoyed beating him until he was black and +blue; just as the cuckoo enjoys swallowing the caterpillar which +poisons the fingers of your soft-skinned gentry. I tell you there is no +greater pleasure than administering personal chastisement to a sharper. +Men say that the kiss of the beloved one is good; perhaps it is, but +this is better. + +"And when I was satisfied, and he too, I suppose, had enough, I let him +run, and said to him, 'Now, my sweet gentleman, you may sue me if you +choose; but, if you do, it will be my turn to tell my story.'" + +While Rautenkron told his story, his features acquired an uncanny +expression of glee. I must admit that I did not begrudge the sharper +the beating he had received; and besides that, the recital had engaged +my attention, and thus had relieved me from the sad thoughts which had +before that filled my mind. + +It was already dusk when the wagon arrived. It halted. My wife said to +the girl who was sitting at her side, "This is father. Speak to him." + +"I hope you are well, father!" exclaimed the girl. + +I heard Rautenkron beside me muttering angrily. His words, however, +were unintelligible. Without saying more he hurried off into the +forest. + +"What ails the misanthrope now?" said my wife. "But why need that +trouble us? My child, you had better get out here and follow with +father." + +I helped the child to alight. She seemed loth to obey. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +I was obliged to halt. I felt as if trying to drag a heavily laden +wagon up the hill. + +But let me proceed. I have many a steep path yet to climb. + +I stood with the girl on the highway. I extended my hand and uttered a +few words of welcome, but they did not come from the heart. Our wayward +son had imposed a great burden on us. The young maiden appeared to pay +no attention to what I was saying, but looked about in every direction. +As it was dusk, I could not see her distinctly. I could perceive, +however, that she was a powerful creature. She did not regulate her +step by mine, but I was forced to keep step with her unless I wished to +be left behind. + +"What dog is this running after us?" said I. + +"It is my dog. Isn't it so, Pincher? Aren't you my dog?" + +The dog answered with a bark, and kept running back and forth, now up +the road and now down. When she whistled to him, in huntsman's style, +he obeyed. + +"Master," asked she, without resting a moment while speaking, "and does +all as far as the eye can reach belong to you?" + +"Why do you inquire?" + +"Why? because I want to know. It must be jolly here in the daytime." + +"Indeed it is." + +"Is that the graveyard where I see the crosses and the white stones?" + +"Yes." + +"Can it be seen from your house?" + +"It can." + +"Too bad! that will never do. I can't bear to look out of the window. I +can't stay there, I won't stay; you must take away that graveyard; how +can one laugh or sing with that constantly before one's eyes? Or how +could I eat or drink? I once found a dead man in the forest. He had +been lying there ever so long, and was quite eaten away. I can't bear +to have Death always staring me in the face. I won't stay here." + +I was obliged to stop. I felt so oppressed that I could not move from +the spot. + +The oxen that I had sold the day before were just being led down the +hill. When Martella saw them she cried out, "Oh what splendid beasts! +are they yours?" + +"They are no longer mine. I sold them yesterday, and they are to be led +to France." + +"A pleasant meal to you, France!" said Martella, laughing boisterously. +I could not help noticing her hearty laughter, for I felt quite shocked +by it. What can this child be, thought I? What will become of our +tranquil household? + +We arrived at the house. The room seemed lighted up more brilliantly +than usual. We ascended the steps, Martella preceding me. My wife was +waiting for us on the threshold, and taking both of Martella's hands in +hers, said, "Now, child, thou art at last at home." + +"I am at home everywhere. And so is my dog. Isn't it so, Pincher?" said +Martella in a bold tone. + +We entered the room. There were three lights on the table. My wife's +eloquent glance told me to have patience, and when I saw her lay her +hand on her heart I felt that she was confident that she could direct +everything for the best. + +I now, for the first time, had a good look at Martella. In carriage and +feature she seemed as wild and defiant as a gypsy. Her face was full of +an expression of boldness. But she was indeed beautiful and fascinating +when she spoke, and even more so when she laughed. + +"Why do you have three lamps on the table?" said she. + +"That is the custom," answered my wife, "when a bride comes to the +house." + +"How lovely!" exclaimed Martella. "The one light stands for us who are +as one. The other two lights represent the parents." And she laughed +most heartily. Her next question was, "Why do you have two clocks in +your room?" + +"You ask a great many questions," I could not avoid answering. But my +wife said, "That is right. Always ask questions, and you will soon +learn all that you need know." + +Martella may have imagined that she had been too precipitate, for she +soon said: + +"To-morrow is yet another day. I am so tired. I would like to go to +sleep now. But I must have my dog with me, or else I cannot rest." + +Indeed, her gentle good-night and her curtsey seemed strangely at +variance with her usually bold and defiant manner. + +When she had left us, my wife said to me, "Do not take this affair to +heart. It is indeed no trifle. But remember that Ernst might have made +a much more serious mistake. He loves the wild creature, and our duty +is to help him as best we can. Let Rothfuss and me take charge of the +girl. For the present, you had better treat her with an air of reserve. +We two will attend to all. You may be glad that we have so faithful a +servant as Rothfuss. They are friends already, and he says, 'By the +time the potatoes are brought home, she will lay aside her red +stockings.' I was wishing for that on our way here. But she refused so +positively, that I desisted from my endeavors to persuade her." + +After a little while, she continued: + +"A voice in the forest helped me to bring all things about as they +should be. I heard the cuckoo's cry, and was reminded by that, that he +would leave his young in a strange nest, and that other birds would +patiently and affectionately nurture the strange birdling. We are +something like these cuckoo parents. What they do without thought, we +do consciously." + +When at early dawn on the following day, I looked out of my window, I +saw Martella and her dog at the fountain in front of the house. Seen by +day, and in her light attire, she seemed wondrously beautiful and +fascinating. + +She washed her face and plaited her thick brown hair. Her every +movement seemed free and noble, and almost graceful enough to please an +artist's eye. + +She sang in a low voice, and would from time to time exclaim, "Cuckoo!" + +Rothfuss, who saw that she was washing herself, called out to her that +she must not do that again. "The cows drink there, and if you wash +yourself in that basin, they will never go there again." + +"I have already noticed," she replied, "that the cattle have the first +place in this house." + +When she saw me, she called out in a clear, ringing voice: + +"Good-morning, master. Ernst was certainly right when he told me that +it is lovely here. One can see so far in every direction. I shall yet +climb every one of those hills. How good the water is! Do you, too, +hear the cuckoo? He is already awake, and has bid me good-morning. Old +Jaegerlies[2] has often told me that I was the cuckoo's child. And do +you know that the cow got a calf during the night? A spotted cow-calf? +We have already given the cow something warm to drink. The calf drank +milk when it was hardly two minutes old. Rothfuss said it would be a +pity to kill the calf. I am going to drive out into the fields with +Rothfuss to get some clover. Yes, a cow has a good time of it in your +house. But look! the cuckoo is flying over your house! That is an +omen!" + +She went to the stable, and I followed her a short time afterwards. She +looked on dreamily while the cow was licking the new-born calf, and +said at last, + +"That is what you folks call kissing." + +Rothfuss asked her: + +"Are you fond of cows?" + +"I don't know; I never had one." + +He showed her our best cow and said, + +"Three years ago, when she was a calf, she got the first prize at the +agricultural exhibition. She puts food to the best use. Everything that +she eats turns either to meat or to milk." + +Rothfuss told Martella to put on a little jacket. They soon drove out +to the fields, and when she held up the scythe, she exclaimed, +"Cuckoo!" It seemed to me as if I were dreaming, and yet I remembered +quite distinctly that my wife had spoken to me on the previous night of +the cuckoo's young ones. + +What a strange coincidence it seemed! + +Martella returned from the fields in good spirits, and during the +morning lunch was quite cheerful. She was constantly talking of the +daughter-in-law, and the cow-calf that had come into the family during +the night before. + +I then said to her, "I will give you the cow-calf. It is yours." + +She made no answer, but looked at me with an air of surprise. + +Rothfuss told me that when in the stable, she had said to the calf: +"You belong to me. But of course, you know nothing of it. You really +belong to your mother. But your mother belongs to the master, the +master belongs to Ernst, and Ernst belongs to me; and that is how it +is." + +When evening came, Rothfuss expressed his opinion in the following +words: + +"If her inside is like her outside, she need not be made any better +than she already is." + +Our oldest maid-servant, Balbina, seemed quite kindly disposed to the +new arrival, and Martella said that Balbina had told her something with +the air of imparting a secret of which she was the only possessor. And +what was it? "Why, nothing more than that it is sinful to lie and +steal." + +I have given the story of this first day in its smallest details. It is +only for the first green leaves of spring that we have an attentive +eye. They go on, silently increasing, until they become so numerous +that they excite no comment. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +Martella did not become attached to any one in the house except +Rothfuss, whom she was constantly plying with questions about Ernst's +childhood. When in pleasant evenings during the week, and on Sunday +afternoons in clear weather, the youths and maidens would march through +the village, with their merry songs, she would sit with Rothfuss on the +bench by the stable, or, unattended by any companion save her dog, +would be up in the woods that lay back of our house. + +When she had any special request, she would communicate it through +Rothfuss. + +Among other things, she wanted to go out into the forest with the +wood-cutters. From her thirteenth year she had wielded the axe, and +could use it as cleverly as the men. We did not grant this wish of +hers. + +Her craving for knowledge was insatiable, and I marvelled at the +patience and equanimity with which my wife told her everything she +wanted to know. + +Things to which we had become accustomed were to her occasions of the +liveliest surprise. This did not seem to change, for she never could +get used to what with us had, through daily habit, become a matter of +course. To her all seemed a marvel. + +Her glance was full of courage. Her voice seemed so full of sincerity, +that her strangest utterances required no added assurance of their +truthfulness. Her laughter was so hearty that it seemed contagious. + +Rothfuss was quite proud that he could control Martella, just as he did +the two bays that he had raised from the time they were foals, and +delighted to speak of the fact, that our youngest--as he called +Ernst--was the best of marksmen. He had secured the best prize. For +there could be no other girl so wise and merry as Martella. And she was +so full of merry capers that the very cows looked around and lowed, as +if to say, "We, too, would be glad to laugh with you, if we only could. +But, alas! we cannot. We have not the bellows to do it with." + +She had named her calf "Muscat." She would nurse it as if it were a +younger sister. She maintained that it was a perfect marvel of health +and wisdom, and that the old cow was jealous, and tried to butt her +because she had noticed that the calf had greater love for Martella +than for its own mother. + +There was one point on which she and Rothfuss always quarrelled. She +had an inexplicable aversion to America, of which Rothfuss always spoke +as if it were Paradise itself. The manner in which Lisbeth, the +locksmith's widow, had been provided for, was his chief argument in its +favor. "None but a free state would provide so well for the families of +the men killed in battle. How different our Germans are about that." + +Towards my wife and myself, Martella was respectful, but diffident. + +Ernst came to us but twice during the summer, remaining but a few hours +each time. + +He wanted Martella to walk or drive around the neighborhood with him, +but she refused, saying "that she would not leave home. She had been +away long enough." + +Ernst was evidently provoked that Martella refused to go with him, but +kept his anger to himself. + +In that summer, 1865, we had charming harvest weather, and I shall +never forget Martella's saying, "I shall help gather the harvest. I was +a gleaner once, and know that this is good weather for the farmers. To +cut the ears in the morning and carry home the rich sheaves in the +evening, without having had a storm during the day, is good for the +farmer, but not so pleasant for the poor gleaner. Storms during the +harvest time scatter the grain for the poor; for the farmers give +nothing away of their own accord." + +Rothfuss looked towards me, and nodded approval of her words. + +Towards the end of summer, Richard paid us a visit. + +Richard had written to us some time before, and had referred to Ernst's +conduct in indignant terms. He felt shocked that one who had not yet +secured a livelihood for himself, had already linked the fate of +another with his own, and had inflicted her presence upon the +household. But from the first moment that he saw Martella, he admired +her more than any of us had done. + +When he offered her his first brotherly greeting, she gazed at him with +her brilliant eyes, and said, + +"I can see ten years ahead." + +"Have you the gift of prophecy?" + +"Oh pshaw! I don't mean that. What I mean is that in ten years from now +Ernst will look as you now do. But I hope that when that time comes, he +will not have to use spectacles." + +Richard laughed, and so did Martella quite heartily. + +There is nothing better than when two people laugh together at their +first meeting. + +Later in the season, my daughter Johanna, who is the wife of a pastor +in the Oberland who had once been Ludwig's teacher, came with her +grown-up daughter to pay us a visit. Johanna's object in coming was to +receive the benefit of the milk cure. + +At their very first meeting, she unintentionally affronted Martella. +Johanna always wore black silk netted gloves, and when, with too +evident an air of assumed kindness, she offered her hand to Martella, +the latter said to her: + +"There is no need for a fly-net on your hand. I do not sting." + +After this trifling circumstance, there was many a heart-burning +between Martella and Johanna. They were always at cross purposes. +Rothfuss was provoked, as he was unable to satisfy Martella that the +pastor's wife had not intended to affront her. Martella refused to be +convinced, and persisted in calling Johanna a "fly-net." + +When she had once conceived an aversion for any one, she was immovable. +And when Johanna came to the cow stables, which she did twice every day +at milking-time, she would always in an ironical tone say, "Good-day, +madam sister-in-law." + +Johanna found in this a cause for continued ill-feeling, to which, in +her discontented and susceptible condition, she readily gave way. + +Johanna imagined that she had found the way to Martella's heart, by +assuring her how much she pitied her. But that only served to make +matters worse; for Martella resented any manifestation of pity. + +As our household was conducted on a generous scale, there was much +that, in Johanna's eyes, contrasted unpleasantly with her own home. She +frequently alluded to the small pay her husband was earning, and often +gave us cause to remember that he would have been advanced much more +rapidly, if he had not been the son-in-law of a member of the party in +opposition to the government. She, in fact, made no concealment of her +belief that I was the cause of her husband's and her daughter's infirm +health. If it were not that I was in such great disfavor with the +government, they would long ago have been stationed in a more genial +climate, and would thus have recovered their health. + +She maintained that our mode of living was not pious enough, and +thought it most atrocious that we indulged Martella in her heathenish +ways. + +She did not care to go to the village pastor, with whom we had but +little intercourse, for she was angry at him. His position brought him +little work but generous pay, and she therefore coveted it for her own +husband. But then, the wife of our pastor happened to be the daughter +of a member of the consistory, which, of course, explains the whole +matter. + +One peculiarity of Martella's afforded Johanna many an opportunity to +read us homilies on our neglect of the child. No matter whether you did +her a service or gave her a present, Martella never uttered a word of +thanks. + +I am unable to explain the trait. It may have been the result of the +simple life of nature in which she had been reared. + +My son Richard, who passed a portion of the autumn holidays with us, +was of that opinion. + +Richard had a way of laying aside his spectacles after he had been with +us for a day or two, and getting along without them until the day of +his departure. He thus, with every succeeding year, did much to +strengthen his overtasked eyes. I think he used to put his spectacles +in the keeping of Rothfuss, who would return them to him on the day he +left home. + +On this occasion, however, he retained his spectacles, and spent less +of his time with Rothfuss than with Martella, who seemed to have become +fonder of him than of any of us. In the evenings and on Sundays, she +would take long walks with him in the woods, and would talk +unceasingly. + +One evening Richard said: + +"I received the great academical prize to-day. Martella said to me: 'I +can hardly believe that you are a professor; you are so--so wise, and +have so much common-sense, and can talk like--like a wood-keeper's +servant.' Can you imagine greater praise than that? + +"And let me tell you, moreover, that Martella is full of wisdom. She +knows every creature, the beasts of the field and the birds of the air. +And besides that, she can read the human heart thoroughly. I could not +repeat some of her opinions to you without committing a breach of +confidence. But I can tell you that she has split many a log, and knows +how to swing her axe to the right spot. + +"Yes, Ernst is a lucky fellow; I am only fearful that he may not +understand her simple nature. She is too wayward. I trust that he may +learn to see in her a real incarnation of undefiled holiness and +majesty. It is true that in her case they manifest themselves in the +form of a girl not given to blissful tears, but the very embodiment of +joy itself. + +"While walking along the road, she was chewing twigs of pine, and +handed a few to me, with the words: 'Taste them; there is nothing half +so good as these.' + +"When I told her that, as she could get better and more regular fare, +she had better give up this habit of chewing pine needles, especially +as it excited her nerves, she answered: 'I think you are right. They +always excite me terribly.' + +"We were about to cross a meadow. I was afraid of the wet places. +'Follow me,' said she, 'and be careful to look out for the molehills, +for there is always dry soil underneath them.'" + +While Richard was thus discoursing with unwonted enthusiasm, Johanna +had risen from the table and had beckoned to her daughter to follow +her. + +Richard and my wife had noticed this as well as I had done. They did +not allude to it, however, but continued their conversation, agreeing +that it was best for the present to let Martella have her own way. They +thought that she would in due time undoubtedly awaken to a longing for +life's nobler forms, and the deeper meaning that lay beneath them. + +My wife had no set plan on which to educate Martella. + +"She is to live with us, and that of itself will educate her. She sees +every one of us attending to his appointed labor. That will, of itself, +soon teach her where her duty lies, and will help to make her orderly +and methodical. She sees that our lives are sincere, and that, too, +must do her good." + +My wife was careful to caution Richard against teaching her any +generalities, as they could be of no use to her. + +Martella was not gentle in her disposition. She was severe towards +herself as well as towards others. She had no compassion for the +sufferings of others. Her idea was that every one should help himself +as best he could. + +She had never cared or toiled for another being. Like the stag in the +forest, she lived for herself alone. My wife nodded silent approval +when Richard observed, "In a state of nature, all is egotism; +gentleness, industry, and the disposition to assist others are results +of culture." + +On the very day on which Richard had to leave us, the Major arrived at +our house. He was on a tour of inspection, and had been examining the +horses which the law required the farmers to hold ready for government +uses. + +Our village was not included in his district, and he had gone out of +his way to pay us this visit. He was in full uniform. His athletic, +hardy figure presented quite a stately appearance, and his honest, +cheerful manner was quite refreshing. + +He was glad to be able to inform us that the ill-will of his superior +officers, in which even the minister of war had participated, had not +injured him with the Prince. Although there had been three competitors +for the position, the Prince had selected him, and had personally +informed him of his promotion with the words, "I have great respect for +your father-in-law, and believe that he is a true friend of the state." + +The Major was not wanting in respect and affection for me, and his +behavior to my wife was marked by a knightly grace, and filial +veneration. When Richard told him how Martella had in himself seen her +own betrothed with ten years added to his real age, he replied: "I have +never said so, but it has often occurred to me that, when she is older, +Bertha will be the very picture of her mother as we now see her." + +Richard was an excellent go-between for Martella and the Major, who had +brought a necklace of red beads which Bertha had sent to the new +sister-in-law. + +Although Martella's face became flushed with emotion, she did not +utter one word of thanks. She pressed the beads to her lips, and then +stepped to the mirror and fastened the necklace on. Then she turned +towards us, while she counted us off on her fingers and said, "I am a +sister-in-law. Now I know everything, and have everything. I have a +pastor, a professor, a major, a forester, a great farmer, and--what +else is there? Ah, yes, now I know--a builder." + +"Yes, we have one; but he is in America." + +"I will have nothing to do with America," said Martella. + +The Major ventured the remark that Ernst had acted unwisely in leaving +the service; he seemed made for a soldier, and the best thing he could +do would be to return to the army. But in that case he would have, for +a while at least, to postpone all thoughts of marrying. + +"He need not hurry on my account," interrupted Martella; "I am sure I +shall put nothing in his way. I, too, shall need some time to make +myself fit. I shall have to put many a thing in here," pointing to her +forehead, "before I shall deserve to be a member of this family. Now I +have the necklace that my sister-in-law sent me, around my neck, and do +not mind being tied, and--Good-night!" + +She reached out her hand to my wife, and then to each one of us. After +which she again grasped my wife's hand, and then retired. + +Richard explained Martella's peculiar characteristics to the Major. +Both in thought and in action she was a strange compound of gentleness +and rudeness. + +The Major asked whether we knew anything about her parents. Richard +replied that she had imparted facts to him that bore on the subject, +but that they were as yet disconnected and unsatisfactory, and that he +had given her his word of honor that he would reveal naught, until she +herself thought that the proper time had come. + +We kept up our cheerful conversation for some time longer. Suddenly it +occurred to the Major to observe that the dispute between Prussia and +Austria was taking a dangerous shape, and that, according to his views, +Prussia was in the right. The military system of the confederation +could not last long in its present condition. + +Thus we were brought face to face with serious questions. + +Of what import was the transformation of a child of the forest, when +such weighty matters were on the carpet. + +But while the clouds pass by over our heads, and the seasons depart, +the little plant quietly and steadily keeps on growing. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +In the winter of 1865 I left home to attend a session of the +Parliament. + +My neighbor Funk, who was also a delegate, accompanied me. + +It grieves me to be obliged to describe this man or even to mention +him. + +He caused me much sorrow. He humiliated me more than any other man has +ever done, for he proved to me that I have neither worldly wisdom nor +knowledge of men. How could I have so egregiously deceived myself in +him? I am too hasty in determining as to the character of a man, and +when I afterwards find that his actions are not in keeping with my +conception of what they should be, the inconsistency torments me as if +it were an unsolved enigma. In one word, I have suffered much because +of a lack of reserve. Unfortunately I must give all or nothing. Even +now I cannot help thinking that he must be better, after all, than he +seems. I find, on comparing myself with him, that he has many an +advantage over me. He is twenty years younger than I am, and yet he +seems as if he had matured long ago. I shall never be that way, no +matter how long I live. I am always growing. + +He had failed in the examination for a degree, and, disappointed and +vexed, had entered the teachers' seminary. He afterward actually became +a schoolmaster, but never forgot that he had once aspired to enter a +higher sphere of life. + +When the revolution broke out he had hoped to find his reckoning in it. +He speedily found himself in a high position, and had no trouble in +accustoming himself to the princely palace in which the provisional +government had located itself. + +I have already mentioned that I had brought Funk home from Strasburg +with me. I felt so firmly convinced of his innocence that I used all my +influence in his behalf, and even deposited a considerable sum as his +bondsman, in order that he might be tried without having to surrender +his liberty. He was pronounced innocent. + +He made me shudder one day when he told me that the judges had +evidently imbibed my belief in his innocence. + +Funk was a handsome man, and still retains his good looks. Annette, the +friend of my daughter Bertha, called him a perfect type of lackey +beauty. She was sure, she said, that he was born to wear a livery. +There was something so abject and cringing about him. She was not a +little proud of her discernment, when, some time after, I confirmed her +judgment by the announcement that Funk was actually a son of the Duke's +valet. + +Funk did not resume his former position as a teacher. He became an +emigration agent. For during the first years of the reaction there was +a great increase in the number of emigrants from this country to +America. + +Besides this, he had also become an agent for Insurances of all sorts +Fire, Life, Hail, and Cattle. His window-shutters were so covered with +signs that they presented quite a gay appearance. + +He was chosen as one of the town-council, but the government did not +confirm him in office, which action of theirs gained him much credit +with the people. Two years after that, when he was elected burgomaster, +he knew how to bring it about that a deputation should wait upon the +Prince in person to urge his confirmation. + +Funk induced his wife always to wear the old-time costumes of the +country people. + +"That, you must know," he said to me one day, "awakens the confidence +of the country people." When I reproved him for this trick, he laughed +and showed his pretty teeth. There was, to me at least, always +something insincere and repulsive in his laugh, and in the fact +that he never wearied of repeating certain high-sounding phrases. But +what was there to draw me towards this man? I will honestly admit +that I have a certain admiration for combativeness, courage, and +shrewdness--qualities in which I am deficient. + +My unsuspecting confidence in others is a mistake. But I have been thus +for seventy years, and when I reckon up results, I find that I am none +the worse for it. Although over-confidence in others has brought me +many a sorrow, it has also given me many a joy. + +I have suffered much through others, and through Funk especially; but I +still believe that there are no thoroughly bad men, but that there are +thoroughly egotistical ones, and that the pushing of egotism beyond its +due bounds is the source of all evil. + +If I had not helped him with all my influence, Funk would not have been +chosen a delegate to the Parliament. When he visited me, on the day +following the election, he addressed me in a tone of unwonted and +unlooked-for familiarity, much to the disgust of my wife. + +After he had left she said to me, "I cannot understand you. I did not +interfere when I saw that you were trying to gain votes for Funk; that, +I presume, is a part of politics, and perhaps the party needs voters, +and just such bold and irreverent people. They can say things that a +man of honor would not permit himself to utter. But I cannot conceive +how you can allow yourself to be on so familiar a footing with that +man." + +I assured her that the first advances had been made by him, and that +although they were undesired by me I did not choose to appear proud. + +She said no more. But there was yet another reproof in store for me. + +When I entered the stable Rothfuss said to me, "Why did you let that +grinning fellow get so near to you? Is he still calling out, 'God be +with thee, Waldfried! You will come to see me soon, will you not?' Such +talk from that quarter is no compliment." + +I did not suffer him to go on with his remarks. My weak fear of hurting +the feelings of others had already worked its own punishment on myself. + +When I left home for the session of 1865, Funk was waiting for me down +by the saw-mill. I found him with a young man, the son of a +schoolmaster who lived in the neighborhood. He took leave of his +companion, and turning to me exclaimed with a triumphant air, "I have +already saved one poor creature to-day. The simple-minded fellow wanted +to become a teacher. A mere teacher in a public school! A position +which is ideally elevated, but financially quite low. I convinced him +that he would be happier breaking stone on the road. We ought to make +it impossible for the Government to get teachers for its public +schools." + +When I answered that he was wantonly trifling with the education of our +people, he replied, "From your point of view, perhaps you are quite +right." It was in this way that I first got the idea that Funk thought +he was controlling me. His subordination was a mere sham, and we were +really at heart opposed to each other. + +He voted as I did in the Parliament, but not for the same reasons. + +If Funk had been insincere towards me, it was now my turn--and that was +the worst of it--to be insincere towards him. + +I was determined to break off my relations with him, and only awaited a +favorable opportunity for so doing. And yet while awaiting that +opportunity I kept up my usual relations with him. + +It is x indeed sad, that intercourse with those who are insincere +begets insincerity in ourselves. + +We reached the railway station, where we found numerous delegates, and +indeed two of our own party, who were cordially disliked by Funk. One +of them was a manufacturer who lived near the borders of Switzerland. +He was a strict devotee, but was really sincere in his religious +professions, which he illustrated by his pure and unselfish conduct. We +were on the friendliest footing, although he could not avoid from time +to time expressing a regret that I did not occupy the same religious +stand-point that he did. + +The other delegate was a proud and haughty country magistrate--a man of +large possessions, who imagined it was his especial prerogative to lead +in matters affecting the welfare of the state. He had been opposed to +Funk during the election, and had ill-naturedly said, "Beggars should +have nothing to say." Funk had not forgotten this, but nevertheless +forced him, as it were, into a display of civility. + +The two companions were quite reserved in their manner towards Funk, +and before we had accomplished our journey I could not help observing +that there was a pressure which would induce a clashing and a +subsequent separation of these discordant elements. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +During the winter session of the Parliament I did not reside with my +daughter Bertha. + +At a future day it will be difficult to realize what a separation there +then was between the different classes of our people. + +There was a feeling of restraint and ill-will between those who wore +the dress of the citizen and that of the soldier. The Prince was, above +all things, a soldier, and when in public always appeared in uniform. + +We delegates, who could not approve of all that the Government required +of us, were regarded as the sworn enemies of the state, both by court +circles and by the army, to whom we were nevertheless obliged to grant +supplies. + +An officer who would suffer himself to be seen walking in the street +with a citizen who was suspected of harboring liberal opinions, or with +one of the delegates of our party, might rely upon being reported at +head-quarters. + +Although he did not say anything about it, my son-in-law was much +grieved by this condition of affairs. Whenever I visited him he treated +me with respect and affection, as if he thus meant to thank me for the +reserve I had maintained when we met in public, and desired to +apologize for the rigid discipline he was obliged to observe. + +We had a long session, full of fury and bitterness on the part of the +ministers and officers of the Government, and of the depressing +consciousness of wasted effort on ours. The morning began with public +debate; after that came committee-meetings, and in the evenings our +party caucuses, which sometimes lasted quite late. And all of these +sacrifices of strength were made with the discouraging prospect that +the fate of our Fatherland still hung in doubt, that our labors would +prove fruitless, and that our vain protest against the demands of our +rulers would be all that we could contribute to history. + +The air seemed thick as if with a coming storm. We felt that our party +was on the eve of breaking up into opposing fragments. There was no +longer the same confidence among its members, and here and there one +could hear it said: "Yes, indeed, you are honest enough, and have no +ambitious or selfish views to subserve." + +Funk was one of the most zealous of all in the attempt to break up the +party. + +For a while he had undoubtedly aspired to the leadership. But when it +was confided to a gifted man who had availed himself of the declaration +of amnesty and had returned to his Fatherland some years before, Funk +acted as if he had never thought of the position. + +Who can recall all of the changes in the weather that help to ripen the +crop! + +A spirit of fellowship is praised both in war and in voyages of +adventure. The life of a delegate, it seems to me, combines the +peculiar features of both of those conditions. It is no trifling matter +to leave a pleasant home and to bid adieu to wife and children, and to +stand shoulder to shoulder, laboring faithfully day and night for the +common weal. + +I have had the good fortune to gain the friendship of man. It differs +somewhat from the love of woman, but is none the less blessed. + +I was not only a delegate from our district but also a member of the +German Parliament. I was in accord with the best men of my country, and +we were true to one another at our posts. May those who in a happier +period replace us act as faithfully and unselfishly as we did! + +During the winter session my wife's letters were a source of great +enjoyment to me. She kept me fully informed of all that happened at +home, and especially in regard to Martella. + +On the morning that I left home she came to my wife and said, +"Mother--I may call you so, may I not?--and I shall try to be worthy of +it; and when master returns, I shall call him father." + +She pointed to her feet. My wife did not know what she meant by that, +until she at last said, "Rothfuss said that if I were to lay aside my +red stockings, I would be making a good beginning." + +And after this she began again: "I shall learn all that you tell me, +but not from the schoolmaster's assistant. When he was alone with me +the other day, he stroked my cheeks and I slapped him for his +impertinence. I shall gladly learn all that you wish me to learn." + +She remained with my wife, and appeared quite pliant and docile. My +wife had her sleep in her own bedchamber, and on the first night she +exclaimed, with a voice full of emotion, "I have a mother at last? O +Ernst, you ought to know where I am! How happy you have been to have +had a mother all your life!" + +I took these letters to my daughter Bertha, who thoroughly appreciated +and loved Martella. She said that her own experience had been somewhat +similar; for her marriage had introduced her to an aristocratic and +military circle, in which she was at first considered as an interloper, +and where it took some time before she could acquire the position due +her. For even to this day the aristocracy retain the advantage that +those who are well born can enter good society, even though they be +utterly devoid of culture. + +Annette, who had also married an officer, had become quite attached to +her, and the result of their combined efforts was that they at last +achieved quite a distinguished position. Annette, who was a Jewess by +birth, and very wealthy, had at first attempted to conquer her way into +society by dress and show. Yielding, however, to the counsels of +Bertha, she took the better course; and by adopting a simple and +dignified manner, free from any craving for admiration, the recognition +she merited was accorded her. + +This friend of Bertha was, I confess, not at all to my liking. She had +received a good education, and even had a cultivated judgment; but she +was fain to mistake these gifts for genius, and imagined herself a +thoroughly superior woman--a piece of self-deception in which +flatterers encouraged her. + +Her husband regarded her as a woman of superior gifts, and succeeded in +this way in consoling himself for the inconvenient fact of her being of +Jewish descent. His faith in her genius seemed to increase rather than +diminish, and it was his constant delight to sound its praises to +others. + +Annette treated me with exceptional admiration, but she always seemed +desirous of making a parade of her appreciation of me, or in other +words, having it minister to her own glory. Mere possession or +undemonstrative emotion afforded her no pleasure. Her talents and her +reflections afforded her great enjoyment, and it was her constant +desire that others should have the benefit of it. She was always +inviting you to dine with her; and if you accepted her invitations, she +was never satisfied until you had praised the dishes which she could so +skilfully prepare. She sang with a powerful voice and drew very +cleverly, but wanted the world to know it, and to pay her homage +accordingly. + +She always addressed me as "patriarch," until I at last forbade her +doing so. I was, however, obliged to submit to some of the other +elegant phrases in which she was wont to indulge. She had no children, +and often spent the whole day in the private gallery of the House of +Parliament, where she would not cease nodding to me until I at last +returned her salute. + +One evening there was a party at Bertha's. The wife of the +Intendant-in-chief was among the guests. She was a beautiful creature, +slender and undulating in form, of majestic carriage, and yet withal +simple and unaffected. She had a charming voice, and sang many pretty +songs for us. She was so obliging too, that, yielding to the repeated +requests of her delighted auditors, she sang song after song. + +I had known her as a young girl. She was the daughter of the chief +forester, and seemed to retain the woodland freshness of her childhood +days. But she had always been ambitious, and had thirsted for the +pleasures of city life, with which she had become acquainted while +going to the school which was patronized by the reigning Princess. + +At one of the public examinations she had sung so delightfully that the +Princess had praised her performance; and I believe that her desire for +a brilliant life dated from that incident. + +She was fond of dress and show, and had married the Intendant, who was +a dried-up, conceited fellow. + +Her marriage had not been a happy one; and now she sang love-songs full +of glowing passion, of sobs and tears. + +I was thinking of this, and asking myself how it could be possible, +when Annette sat down by my side and softly whispered to me: + +"Do explain, if you can, how this woman, after singing such songs, can +leave the company and ride home with her disagreeable husband? I could +not sing a note if I had such a husband." + +Annette cannot conceive of her ever having been in love. All her +singing of the pleasures and the pains of love is nothing more than +poetical or musical affectation. "But how did she thus learn to +simulate emotion. If she really felt all this she would either die or +become crazed on her way home." + +From that moment I began to like Annette. She had gone much further +than I had dared even in my thoughts, and proved, at the same time, +that her heart was true, and that she could not separate her feeling +for art from the rest of her life. + +Bertha showed my wife's letters to her friend, who conceived the most +enthusiastic affection for Martella. She often inquired whether there +was anything she could do for the charcoal-burner's daughter. + +There was danger of offending her by refusing her gifts. Even a virtue +may at times assume a repulsive form. Annette's complaint--I cannot +express it otherwise--was a passion for helping others. + +My wife wrote that Martella was like a fresh bubbling spring, which +only needed to be kept within bounds to become a refreshing brook; but +that this must be carefully done, for inconsiderate attempts to deepen +the channel or divert its course might ruin the spring itself. + +My wife also informed us that Ernst had been home to pay a short visit. +He seemed quite pensive, and expressed his dissatisfaction with the +fact that Martella was looking so pale. He approved of the education +which she was receiving, but thought that her freshness and strength +should not be sacrificed. He said he had formed a plan to live with +Rautenkron, with whom he intended to practice, and also said that when +once in the quiet forest he would study industriously. + +My wife strenuously objected to this course. She maintained that where +there was a will, one could attend to his duty in any position; and +moreover, that at the present time it was not well for Ernst and +Martella to see each other so often. + +Martella was of the same opinion; and my wife could hardly find words +to express her delight that Martella was constantly acquiring +gentleness and consideration for others. Although at first she had been +loud and noisy, there was now something graceful and soothing in her +manner. She would arise early in the morning and dress herself in +silence, while my wife would feign sleep in order that Martella might +become confirmed in her gentle manners. + +One evening, when Martella had been the subject of protracted +conversation, I returned to my room, and for the first time noticed a +colored lithographic print that had been hanging there. It was the +picture of a danseuse who had been quite famous some years before. It +represented her in a difficult pose, and with long, flowing hair. The +print startled me. + +It was wonderfully like Martella; or was it simply self-deception +caused by her having been in our thoughts during the whole evening? + +I felt so agitated that I lit the lamp again and took another look at +the picture. The likeness seemed to have vanished. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +Towards the end of November, my wife wrote to me that Ernst had been at +home again, and that, several hours after his arrival, he had, in the +most casual manner, mentioned that he had successfully passed his +examination as forester. When my wife and Martella signified their +pleasure at this piece of news, he declared that he had only passed his +examination in order to prove to us and the rest of his acquaintance, +that he, too, had learned something, but that he was not made to be put +just where the state desired to place him, and that, in the spring, he +and Martella would emigrate to America, as he had already come to an +understanding with Funk in regard to the passage. + +When he asked Martella why she had nothing to say on the subject, she +replied: + +"You know that I would go to the end of the world with you. But we are +not alone. If we go, your parents and your brothers and sisters must +give us their blessing at parting." + +"Oh! that they will." + +"I think so too. But just consider, Ernst! We are both of us quite +young, and I have just begun to live. Do not look so fierce; when you +do that, you do not look half so handsome as you really are. And +besides, there is something yet on my mind which I must tell you, and +in which I am fully resolved." + +"I cannot imagine what you mean; it seems, at times, that I really do +not know you as I once did." + +"You do know me, and it grieves me to be obliged to tell you so." + +"What is it? What can it be? You have become quite serious all at +once." + +"I am glad that you can say so much in my praise, for I have need of +it; and I feel quite sure that you will approve of what I am going to +say. + +"Just see, Ernst! I won't speak of anything else--but with mother's aid +I have begun so much that is good, that I cannot bear to think of +hurrying away while the work is half finished. You have passed your +examination; let me pass mine too. First let mother tell me that my +apprenticeship is at an end, and then I will wander with you; and we +shall be two jolly gadabouts, and have lots of money for travelling +expenses. Isn't it so? You will let me stay here ever so long; won't +you? + +"Ah, that is right. You are laughing again, and I see that you approve +of what I have said. If you had not done so you should have had no +peace, for my mind is made up. + +"The canopied bed next to your mother's is now mine; and indeed it is a +heavenly canopy that one must be slow to leave. And, as I told you +before, I have just begun to live." + +Ernst looked towards my wife. It seemed as if doubt and pride were +struggling within him. When Martella had left the room and my wife +urged him to remain with us and to afford us the joy of having such a +daughter-in-law in our home, he was vanquished, and exclaimed: + +"Yes, I am indeed proud of her! I must admit I never expected so much +of her. If she only does not grow over my head." + +My wife wrote me that she only remembered a portion of what had +happened. The wisdom and feeling evinced by the child had surprised +her; and the subdued, heartfelt voice in which she had spoken had been +as delightful as the loveliest music. She had been obliged to ask +herself if this really was the wild creature who had entered the house +but three-quarters of a year ago. The change that she had devoutly +wished for had been brought about with surprising rapidity. Martella +had awakened to a sense of the duties life imposes on all of us. + +Nothing can be more gratifying than to find that a just course of +action has produced its logical results. + +Thus all was well. Ernst went out hunting with Rautenkron, and once +even prevailed on him to visit our house. + +Rautenkron had but little to say to Martella. He would knit his heavy +eyebrows, and cast searching side-glances on the child. This was his +custom with all strangers. When taking leave of my wife, he inquired +whether we knew anything of Martella's parentage. All that we knew was +that she had been found in the forest when four years old. Jaegerlies +had cared for her until Ernst brought her to our house. Martella had +told more than that to Richard, but he had firmly refused to tell us +what it was. When Rautenkron had left, Martella said: + +"He looks like a hedgehog, and I really believe that he could eat +mice." + +In the last letter that I received before returning to my home, my wife +wrote me that Martella had displayed a very singular trait. + +Rothfuss had become sick, and Martella, who was as much attached to him +as if she were his own child, could neither visit nor nurse him. She +had an unconquerable aversion to sick people. She would stand by the +door and talk to Rothfuss, but she would not enter his room. She was +quite angry at herself because of this, but could not act differently. + +"I cannot help it--I cannot help it," she said. "I cannot go near a +sick person." He begged her to procure some wine for him; some of the +red wine down in the glass house. He knew that would make him well +again. Rothfuss found as much pleasure in deceiving the doctor as he +usually did in outwitting the officers. + +Martella cheerfully entered into his plan; she got the wine for him, +and from that day he gradually improved in health. + +It was quite refreshing to me to have my thoughts recalled to our life +at home. While the most difficult political questions and a struggle +against a system of police espionage were engaging us, a concordat with +the Pope had been submitted for our approval. It was the result of deep +and long-protracted intrigues, and was full of carefully veiled and +delicately woven fetters. I had been appointed as one of the committee +to whom the matter was referred, and after a heated debate, we +succeeded in securing its abrogation. The minister who had made the +treaty was disgraced. His accomplices allowed him to fall while they +saved themselves. Funk, in his own name and that of two associates, +gave his reasons for declining to vote on the question. They demanded +perfect freedom for every religions sect, and the abandonment on the +part of the state of its right to interfere with matters of faith. + +It had been proposed that my son Richard, who was Professor of History +at the University, should be appointed as Minister of Education. + +He had published a powerful work on this topic. My son-in-law informed +me that he had heard Richard's name mentioned in Court circles. In a +few days, however, the rumor proved to be an ill-founded one. A +declamatory counsellor received the appointment. + +Although encouraged by my success, it was with a sense of overpowering +fatigue that I returned home at Christmastime. I felt as though I had +not been able to enjoy a night's sleep while at the capital: it was +only at home that I could breathe freely again and enjoy real repose. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +At home I found everything in excellent order. Rothfuss was still +complaining, and was not allowed to leave his bed; but he was mending, +and had naught to complain of but _ennui_ and thirst. + +I cannot remember a merrier Christmas than that of 1865. We could +quietly think of our children we knew how they lived. Every Christmas +we would receive a long letter from Ludwig; and Johanna wrote us that +affairs were improving with her husband. + +On the day before Christmas, Ernst arrived. He carried a roebuck on his +shoulder, and stood in front of the house shouting joyously. He waited +there until Martella went out to meet him. He reached out his arms to +embrace her, but she said, "Come into the house. When you get in there, +I will give you an honest kiss." + +When I congratulated Ernst on his success in his examination, he +replied, "No thanks, father; I was lucky; that is all. I really know +very little about the subjects they examined me upon. I know more about +other things. But I passed nevertheless." It was delightful to listen +to Richard's sensible remarks; Ernst's conversation, however, was so +persuasive and so varied as to prove even more interesting than that of +Richard. He expressed himself quite happily in regard to the manner in +which one should, by stealth as it were, learn the laws of the forest +by careful observation, and referred to a point which is even yet in +dispute among foresters--whether a fertile soil or a large return in +lumber is most to be desired. I began to feel assured that my son, who +had so often gone astray, would yet be able to erect a life-fabric that +would afford happiness both to himself and to others. + +Towards evening, when we were about to light the lamps, the Professor +arrived, to Martella's great delight. + +"I knew you would be glad to see me," said Richard, "and I must confess +I like to come to my parents; but I have come more for the sake of +seeing you than any one else." + +Richard congratulated Ernst, and promised to prepare a grand poem for +the wedding day. + +The lights shone brightly, and joy beamed from every eye. + +The Professor had brought some books for Martella, but had not been +fortunate in his selections. There were children's books among them, +and these Martella quietly laid aside. + +Bertha had sent her a dress, Annette had contributed some furs, and +Johanna had sent her an elegantly bound Bible. + +"I see already," said Martella, "that naught but good things are +showered down on me. Let them come. God grant that the day may arrive +when I, too, can bestow gifts. But now let us be happy," she said, +turning to Ernst. "When we are alone together in the wild-woods, let us +remember how lovely it is here. Look at the Christmas-tree. It was out +in the cold and was freezing; but now they have brought it into the +warm room, and decked it with lights and all sorts of pretty gifts. And +thus was I, too, out of doors and forgotten; but now I am better off; +the tree is dead, but I--" Richard grasped my hand in silence, and +softly whispered: + +"Don't interrupt her. Always let her finish what she has begun this +way. When the bird singing on the tree observes that the wanderer is +looking up to it with grateful eyes, it flies away." + +Martella tried on her furs, stroked them with her hand, and then lit +the lights on a little Christmas-tree on which were hanging some large +stockings--the first she had ever knit. + +"Come along," she said to Ernst, "let us go to Rothfuss; and, Richard, +you had better come with us, too, and help us sing." + +Carrying the burning tree in her hand, and accompanied by Ernst and +Richard, she went, singing on her way, to the room in which Rothfuss +lay. + +"You are the first person," she said to Rothfuss, "to whom I can give +something. I only knit them; the wool was given me by my mother." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Rothfuss, "no wizard can do what is impossible. Our +Lord makes the wool grow on the sheep; but shearing the sheep, spinning +the wool, and knitting the stockings we have to do for ourselves." + +On the next day, while we were seated at table, Rothfuss entered, +crying, "A proverb, and a true one; she has put me on my feet again. I +have got well." + +I cannot recall a merrier Christmas than the one we then enjoyed. There +were no more like it, for in the following year the crown had departed. + +My wife's father had, after withdrawing from his position as a teacher, +employed himself in translating Göethe's Iphigenia into Greek. He had +left his task incomplete. As a Christmas present for mother, Richard +had brought lovely pictures to illustrate the poem, and in the antique +room of our house, in which we had casts of the best Greek and Roman +statues, Richard would read aloud to my wife. + +Martella always had an aversion to this large room, and when she was +called in there would look around for a while, as if lost, and then +with scarcely audible steps leave the apartment. + +My wife loved all her children, but she was happiest of all with +Richard. He seemed to have succeeded to her father's unfinished labors, +and when he was in her presence she always seemed as if in a higher +sphere. Richard had a thoroughly noble disposition and dignified +bearing. + +Mother repeatedly read Ludwig's letter, and said: + +"The Free-thinkers could not bring about what we are now experiencing: +that on a certain evening and at an appointed hour all mankind are +united in the same feeling. Do you believe, Richard, that you +philosophers could bring about such a result?" + +Richard thought not; but added that the forms assumed by higher +intellectual truth were constantly changing, and that just as they had +given the church in heathen ages a different character, so they might +at some future time effect changes in later forms of religious belief. + +Martella entered the room at that moment, and my wife's significant +glance reminded Richard that he had better not prolong the discussion. +We were a happy circle, and Richard was especially so because he had +made common cause with me in the last exciting question. The future of +our Fatherland, however, did not afford him a pleasant outlook. He +believed that the great powers were playing a false game and were only +feigning to quarrel in order that they might the more successfully +divide up the lesser states among themselves. He felt sure that their +plan was to divide up all the rest of Germany between Prussia and +Austria. I, too, had sad thoughts in this connection, but could not +picture the future to myself. This alone was certain: our present +condition could not last. In the meanwhile we awaited Napoleon's New +Year's speech. His words would inform the world what was to become of +it. + +In our happy family circle we forgot for a little while the feeling of +deep humiliation that hung over all, and the doubts that always caused +us to ask ourselves, "To whom will we belong?" + +It is indeed sad when one is forced to say to himself, "To-morrow you +and your country may be handed over to some King." + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +Whenever I returned from Parliament, it seemed as if I had left a +strange world. Although my labors there were in behalf of those dearest +to me, I was too far removed from them to have them constantly in my +mind. And for many a morning after my return the force of habit made me +wonder why the usual amount of printed matter that had been handed me +while at the capital was not forthcoming. + +I found the affairs of the village in good order. + +That was the only time that I can write about--the time when my wife +was still ... + +I have been gazing out over the mountain and into the dark wood, that +I, or rather she, planted, and then I lifted my eyes up to heaven. The +stars are shining, and it is said that light from stars that have +already perished is still travelling towards us. May the light that was +once mine thus flow unto you when I am no longer here. But to proceed. + +For three-and-twenty years I filled the office of burgomaster, and was +of great use to our parish. Above all things, I built up its credit. To +accomplish this I was obliged to be severe and persistent in +prosecuting the suit. But now things have so far improved that the +people at Basle regret that no one in our village desires to borrow +money from them. + +The two chief benefits that I have procured for our village are good +credit and pure water. + +Just as credit is the true measure of economical condition, so is water +the measure of physical well-being. + +I converted the heath into a woodland. It was twenty-three years ago, +and I was the youngest member of the town council; but, aided by my +cousin Linker, I induced the people of our parish to plant trees in the +old meadow, and to this day every one of our people derives a moderate +profit from the little piece of woodland that we now have there. Its +value increases from year to year. + +My cousin Linker had been a book-keeper in the glass-house down in the +valley. He married a daughter of the richest farmer in the village, and +became quite a farmer himself. + +I learnt a great deal from him. In business matters he was greatly my +superior, for he was shrewder, or in other words, more distrustful, +than I. + +Until about five years ago, we were partners in an extensive lumber +business. We built the first large saw-mill in the valley. It had three +saws, and all the new appliances, and a part of our business was to saw +up logs and beams. I also built a saw-mill, which is conducted on the +co-operative system, for the benefit of the villagers. + +When the Parliament had determined upon having a fortress erected +in our neighborhood, our business friends offered us their +congratulations. They well knew that this would require so much lumber +as to give rise to a profitable business. And this, I must confess, is +a point which I would like to forget. But who, after all, leads a life +which is entirely pure, and without being in the slightest spoiled with +intercourse with the world. + +Cousin Linker conducted a large business in his name and mine. I did +not take any active part in the negotiations, although I was +responsible for what was done. He would often say, "You are absurdly +virtuous. One like you will never get on in the world." + +Joseph, my cousin's only son, and of the same age as our Ludwig, had +married my daughter Martina, who died shortly after the birth of their +first child. Her son Julius was a forester's apprentice. Joseph married +again, but he is still faithful to me and mine, while we are quite +attached to his second wife and her three daughters. + +Joseph is now burgomaster, and I hope he will one day occupy my +position as a member of the Parliament. He works zealously for the +public good, and has one great advantage that did not exist in my time. +For nowadays there are numerous good burgomasters in the neighborhood, +and it is therefore easier to carry out desirable measures. + +Last winter, Joseph induced the people of Brauneck, the next village, +to combine with ours in laying out a road through the common woods, and +the wood taken out was worth more than twice the cost of the labor. + +Joseph inherited my cousin's shrewd business notions. He caused +hundreds of little branches to be gathered up and prepared for +Christmas-trees, and at the proper time would send them to the railway, +and have them sent down the country. I did my share in building the +road, for it passes right by my land, and is of great use to me. I do +not think of cutting down any of the lumber. The red pine may stand for +another twenty years. I could almost wish that this wood might remain +forever, for it is _hers_! + +In the following spring, a gust of wind tore away some of the finest +branches, and the first planks made of them were used to construct a +coffin. + +But I will not anticipate. It was in the third year after our marriage +that I returned home one evening with a large load of red-pine +saplings. I was sitting on the balcony with my wife, later in the +evening, and was telling her that I intended to set the five-year-old +shoots down by the stone wall, and that I had therefore chosen hardy +plants, in which the root was in proper proportion to the crown, but +that it was always difficult to find conscientious workmen, who would +look out for one's interest while attending to the matter. + +My wife listened patiently while I explained the manner in which the +shoots should be planted. + +"Let me attend to this work," said she. "It is well that forest-trees +do not require the same care as animals, or fruit-trees. Rude nature +protects itself. But it will afford me pleasure to tend the shoots with +great care." + +"But it is fatiguing." + +"I know that, but I can do something for the forest that brings us so +many blessings." + +I gladly consented. And thus we have a fine grove down by the stone +wall. + +While the children were growing up, my wife knew how to invest the +planting of trees with a festive character. Richard and Johanna soon +grew tired of it. But Bertha, Ludwig, Martella, and at a later day +Ernst, were full of zeal, and had an especial affection for the trees +which they had planted with their own hands. + +My wife was perfectly familiar with every nook in the woods, and when +the new road was laid out she pointed out to Joseph a clear and fresh +spring which had remained undisturbed, while we in the village were +often poorly supplied with good drinking water. She persuaded him to +alter its course so that it would flow towards the village; and now, +thanks to her, we have a splendid spring which even in the heat of +summer furnishes us with an abundance of cool and pure water. + +To this day we call it the Gustava spring. + +Every year, at my wife's birthday, it is decorated by the youth of the +village. + +She seemed to live with the woods that she had planted. Without a trace +of sentimentality, I mean exaggerated susceptibility, she rejoiced in +the sunshine and the rain, the mists and the snow, because they helped +the plants, and this state of mind contributed to the quiet grace and +dignity which so well became her. + +On Christmas afternoon we could, in our sleighs, ride as far as the +wood and the village beyond it. + +Martella told us that she, too, had planted thousands of white and red +pines, but that there was not a tree that she could call her own. + +She called out unto the snow-covered plantation: "Say: Mother." + +"Mother," answered the distant echo. + +"And now say: Waldfried." + +"Waldfried" was the answer. We returned home, happy and light-hearted. +Ernst remained with us until New Year's Day, and seemed to have +regained his wonted cheerfulness. + +It was with pleasure not unmixed with jealousy, that Ernst saw how +Martella hung on Richard's lips while listening to his calm and clear +remarks on the topics that arose from day to day. His explanations were +such that the simplest intellect could comprehend them. I cannot help +thinking that Ernst's glances at Martella often were intended to convey +some such words as these: "Oh, I know all that, too, but I am not +always talking about it!" + +"I did not know that you could talk so well," said Martella on one +occasion. At times we had quite heated discussions. + +With my sons it cost me quite an effort to defend my faith in the +people. + +Ernst and Richard, who rarely agreed on any question, united in their +low opinion of the people. + +Ernst despised the farmers, and said he would not confide the charge of +the woods to them, as they would inconsiderately destroy the whole +forest if they had the chance. + +Richard adduced this as a proof that it would always be necessary to +teach the people what, for their own good, should be done as well as +left undone. + +He dwelt particularly on that severe sentence, _terrent nisi metuant_. +The mass of the people is terrible unless held in subjection by fear. +History, which was his special science, furnished him with potent +proofs, that the people should always be ruled with a firm hand. + +Joseph listened silently to the discussions carried on by the brothers. +He was always glad to hear what those who were educated had to say. He +never took part when generalities were discussed. It was not until they +began to conjecture as to what Napoleon, the ruler of the world, might +say in his next New Year's address, that his anger found vent in sharp +words. + +Later generations will hardly be able to understand this. These men +were seated together in a well-ordered house in the depths of the +forest; and even there the spirit of doubt and questioning, that could +not be banished, was constantly at their side, and pouring wormwood +into their wine. + +There was no unalloyed happiness left us--no freedom from care. Will +not the Emperor of the French hurl his bottles at us in the morning! +What will he not attempt for the sake of securing his dynasty and +gratifying the theatrical cravings of his people! The whole world was +in terror. Everything was in a state of morbid excitement, and, as +Ernst said, "watching like a dog for the morsel that the great Parisian +theatrical manager might throw to it;" and here Richard interrupted +him. + +Richard had a great love for established forms. He always expressed +himself with moderation. Ernst, however, would allow his feelings to +run away with him, and would often find that he had gone too far. + +Richard, who had had his younger brother at his side during the years +spent at the Gymnasium, still regarded himself as a sort of teacher and +guide to Ernst, and could hardly realize how that youth could have been +so self-reliant as to get himself a bride under such peculiar +circumstances. + +Richard confessed that he desired to achieve a career. "My time will +come. Perhaps I may have to wait until I have gray hairs, or none at +all; but I shall, at all events, not allow love to interfere with my +plans. I shall not marry, unless under circumstances that will help to +secure the end I have in view." + +I had accustomed myself to leave both sons undisturbed in their views +of life. They both agreed in regarding me as an idealist, although +their reasons for reaching this conclusion were dissimilar. + +I love to recall the passage in Plutarch's Lycurgus. The old men are +singing, "We were once powerful youths;" the men sing, "But we are now +strong;" and the youths sing, "But we will be still stronger than you +are!" + +The world progresses, and every new generation must develop the old +ideas and introduce new ones. It will go hard with us old folks to +admit that these are better than ours; but they are so, nevertheless. + +When Richard was alone with me, he expressed his great delight in +regard to his youngest brother; and as the journals of that day +contained a call for participants in the German Expedition to the North +Pole, Richard would gladly have seen Ernst take a part in the +enterprise. He maintained that Ernst was endowed with qualities that +would gain him distinction as a student of nature, and that a voyage of +discovery would make a hero of him. For he had invincible courage, +fertility of invention, fine perception, and much general knowledge, +combined with the ability to see things as they are. + +Ernst was full of youthful buoyancy, just as he had been in the +earliest years of his student life. He was the life of the house, +constantly singing and yodling; and his special enthusiastic friend, +Rothfuss, one day said to me while in the stable, "I knew it. I knew +all about it. Our Ernst cannot come to harm. Why, just listen to his +singing. A tree where a bird builds its nest is in no danger from +vermin." + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +At a meeting of the burgomasters of the neighborhood, held on New +Year's day, it was determined to call a general meeting of electors, to +assemble in the chief town of the district, and to receive a report in +regard to the last session of the Parliament. + +On New Year's Day Ernst left us, as the Prince and his ministers +intended to hunt during the next few days in the district which was in +charge of his chief. + +When he was about to leave, Martella said to him, "You have good reason +to feel happy. The walls have heard you with joy, and every being in +there thinks well of you and me." + +"And you?" asked he. + +"I need not be thinking of you. For you are my other self." + +It was a clear, mild, winter day when, accompanied by Joseph and +Richard, I drove to the neighboring town in which the meeting was to be +held. It was Richard's intention to return to the University at the +close of the meeting. + +Rothfuss had fully recovered. Displaying his new stockings, and wearing +his forester's coat, he sat up on the driver's box, while he managed +the bays. Although he entertained a deep contempt for mankind in +general, and for that portion of it that lived in our neighborhood in +particular, he was always willing to take part in anything that was +done in my honor. + +He often remarked that the people did not deserve that one should walk +three steps for their sake. He would never forget the way in which they +had treated the chieftains of 1848; or that a man like Ludwig, to whom +he always accorded most generous praise, was obliged to leave his home, +while no one had a thought for him, or for the one who had suffered +himself to be imprisoned for his sake. + +The road led through the valley, and was cheerful with the sound of the +sleigh-bells. Rothfuss cracked his whip, and soon distanced all the +other drivers. + +Here and there, sleighs might be seen coming down the hillside. At the +village taverns, teams were resting, and from every window, as well as +from passers on the highway, came respectful greetings, and at times +even enthusiastic cheers. + +In token of his thanks, Rothfuss cracked his whip still more loudly. + +He would look around from time to time, as if noting how much pleasure +these tokens of respect afforded me. But once he said to Richard, "It +is all very well, Mr. Professor; but if the weather were to change, all +these cheers would freeze in the mouths that are now uttering them. We +have known something of that kind already." + +I must admit, however, that these attentions did my heart good. There +is nothing in the associations of home that is more grateful than to be +able to say to one's self, "I live in the midst of my voters. I do my +duty without fear or favor, and without my asking for office, my +fellow-citizens select me as their representative in the councils of +the nation." + +Like the breath of the woods such homage has a fragrance peculiarly +its own. I cannot believe in the sincerity of one who, from so-called +modesty, or affected indifference to the opinions of his +fellow-citizens, would refuse office when thus offered to him. I +frankly admit that it is not so unpleasant to me to find that others +think at least as well, or even better of me, than I do. + +This of course brings to mind Rautenkron the forester, who would +stoutly combat my opinion in this matter, for he thinks that a love of +such honors is the worst sort of dependence. + +When I arrived at the meeting, I made my report in a quiet +matter-of-fact manner. It is time for our people to learn that the +affairs of the state should have a higher use than merely to serve as +the occasion for fine speeches. Funk was sitting on the front bench, +with a follower of his on either side of him. One of them was known as +Schweitzer-Schmalz. He was a fat, puffed up farmer, who, to use his own +words, took great delight in "trumping" the students and public +officials. + +But a few words as to Schmalz. A man of his dimensions requires more +space than I have just given him. He was one of those men who, when +prosperous, continually eat and drink of the best. A red vest decked +with silver buttons covered his fat paunch, and was generally +unbuttoned. + +His name was Schmalz, but he had been dubbed Schweitzer-Schmalz, +because of his having once said, "I do not see why we should not be as +good as our neighbors the Swiss." + +He hated the Prussians; first and foremost, for the reason that one +ought to hate them. This is the first article of faith in the catechism +of the popular journals. And although questions as to the religious +catechism might be tolerated, this article must be received without a +murmur. Besides, they were impertinent enough to speak high German; and +he knew, moreover, that abuse of the Prussians was relished in certain +high quarters. + +He attempted by his boasting to provoke every one, and was himself at +last provoked to find that the whole world laughed at him. He had a +habit of rattling the silver coins in his pocket while uttering his +unwelcome remarks. + +Funk aided and encouraged him in his swaggering ways. Funk's other +follower was a lawyer of extremely radical views. Funk always acted as +if he were their servant, although, as he himself said, he was the +bear-leader. + +In his confidential moments, he would often say: "The people is really +a stupid bear; fasten a ring in its nose, and you can lead it about as +you would a sheep, and the best nose-ring for your purpose is the +church." + +The question of extending a branch of the valley road into the +neighboring state, gave rise to a lively debate. I declared that no +private association would undertake the enterprise, unless interest on +the investment were guaranteed, and that I would oppose it, because its +promised advantages were not sufficient to justify us in voting the +money of the state for the purpose, instead of spending our own. + +The effect of this was a very perceptible diminution of the favor with +which I had been regarded. And when, afterward, a vote of thanks to me +was proposed, it was coldly received. + +I was just about to descend from the tribune, when I heard Funk say to +Schmalz, who was sitting by his side, "Speak out! It is your own +affair." Schmalz now asked me why I had voted for the abolition of the +freedom of the woods, or, in other words, the privilege of gathering up +the moss, and the small sticks of wood with which to cover the floor of +the stables. To him personally it was a matter of little concern, but +humbler and poorer people could not so well afford to do without it. + +This gave rise to much loud talk. All seemed to be speaking at once, +and saying, "Such things should not be tolerated." + +When I at last obtained an opportunity to make myself heard, I told +them that the community had an interest in the preservation of the +forests, and suggested that it was necessary to seek other means of +gaining the object to be attained, in order that the forests need not +suffer. + +And when I went on to tell them that we would be unable to take proper +care of our forests until we had a general law on the subject applying +to the whole empire, and that the lines separating our different states +ran through the midst of our woods, I heard some one call out, "Of +course! He owns forests on both sides of the line." And Schmalz laughed +out at the top of his voice, holding his fat paunch the while. "What a +fuss the man is making about a few little sticks!" he said. + +I descended from the tribune, feeling that I had not convinced my +constituents. + +At the banquet all was life again. Herr Von Rontheim was among the +guests. He had courage enough to confess to being one of the +opposition, of which he had become a member against his will. He was an +impoverished member of the old nobility. In figure and in education he +seemed intended for a courtier. But now he was filling an office that +entailed much labor upon him. He attended to his duties punctually and +carefully, but in a perfunctory manner. He had given in his adhesion to +the late liberal ministry. In view of his position at Court, this was +an ill-considered step; for, when the ministers were removed, he was at +once ordered to the capital, and assigned to official duties that he +found it hard to do justice to, for his education had better fitted him +for the life of a courtier than for that of a painstaking government +deputy. + +Rontheim sat beside me, and assured me that the fall of the one man who +had been appointed minister to the federation would soon draw that of +the rest after him. + +He spoke as if he knew all about the matter, and merely wanted to find +out how much I knew on the subject. The artifice was too apparent, +however; he knew just as little as I did. In the course of +conversation, he asserted that the existence of the lesser German +States does not find its justification in greater privileges than are +accorded by the general government, but because they can thus secure a +more perfect administration of the minor details of government--a view +on which I had touched in my report. + +I was not a little astonished when he told me, in the strictest +confidence, that I had been mentioned at Court with special approval. +He assured me that he knew this, for he had lots of relatives there. He +had indeed once been called upon to furnish information in regard to +myself and my family; and he felt assured that his report had reached +the ears of the Prince. He felt convinced that, with the next decided +turn in affairs, it would not be my son Richard, but myself, to whom an +exalted position would be offered. He said that he intended to report +my behavior of that very day, in a quarter where the courage which can +face popular disfavor would be appreciated. He treated me more +cordially than ever, and plainly signified that he felt assured of my +good-will. + +I had never given him an occasion to joke with me, and when I replied +that what he had told me was so great a surprise that I did not know +how to answer him, he said that he fully appreciated my feelings. He +furnished me with another bit of information, which was a much greater +surprise. He told me that my son Ernst had, but a short time before +that, applied at the office of the kreis-director[3] for permission to +emigrate to America, and had requested them to furnish him with the +requisite documents, at the earliest possible moment. + +Ernst still owed two years of military service, and his release could +only be effected as an act of grace on the part of the government. +This, the director added, presented no difficulty, if I chose to exert +my influence. The whole affair seemed a riddle to me. + +Ernst had, in all likelihood, committed this hasty action during a +sudden fit of impatience, and I determined to reprove him at the first +opportunity. It seemed very strange that he should be so careful to +prevent me from knowing of an undertaking which he would be unable to +accomplish without my assistance. + +I must have looked very serious, for several old friends of mine +approached me and assured me that in spite of the popular opposition +they still were true and faithful to me. + +I feel tempted to give the names of a large number of wealthy +farmers and magistrates, who are of much more consequence than +Schweitzer-Schmalz, and who represent the very backbone of our country +life. But when I have said that they are conscientious in public +affairs and just and honorable in private ones, I have told all that is +necessary. + +Among the guests there was the so-called "peace captain," a tall and +well-dressed wealthy young dealer in timber. While still an officer, he +had fallen in love with a daughter of the richest saw-mill owner in the +valley. The father refused his consent to the marriage unless the +lieutenant would give him a written promise to resign from the army as +soon as a war should break out. The lieutenant did not care to do this +and preferred resigning at once, which he did with the rank of captain. +He had become quite conversant with his business, although there was +something in his manner that made it seem as if he had just laid off +his uniform. + +He still retained one trait of his military life, and that was an utter +indifference to politics. It was merely to honor me that he attended +the banquet; and besides, was I not the father-in-law of an officer in +active service? The captain, whose name was Rimminger, seated himself +at my side. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + +The banquet seemed to be drawing to a close, and conversation had +become loud and general, when we were suddenly called to order and told +that Funk was about to address us. I ought to mention, in passing, that +Funk belonged to the next district, and was therefore not one of our +voters. He ascended the platform. He generally seemed loth to ascend +the tribune; but when there, his fluent discourse and ready wit enabled +him to control the most obstinate audience. + +He began, as usual, by saying that it hardly became him to speak on +this occasion. He was not a voter, and if he were to express the praise +and the thanks due me, to whom he owed his present position, it might +appear as if he were endeavoring to make his private feelings the +sentiment of the audience. + +He repeatedly referred to me as the "estimable noble patriarch," and +inveighed in fierce terms against those who would, by a vote of want of +confidence, express their disapproval of the actions of their +representative, who had followed his honest convictions instead of the +opinions of this or that constituent. + +He then indulged in an explanation of his reasons for having voted with +the opposition. He possessed the art of repeating the speeches of +others as if they were his own. He repeatedly used the expression "a +free church in a free state," and several times used the word +"republic," when he would immediately correct himself in an ironical +manner, and to the great delight of many of his auditors. + +Funk's words filled me with indignation. + +When I beheld him standing up before this audience and expressing such +sentiments, I felt as if it were a punishment that I had richly +deserved; for in his case I had assisted a man in whom I had not full +confidence, to a position of honor and importance. I was so occupied +with thoughts of the speaker that I hardly noticed what he was saying, +until I was aroused by hearing him defend me against the charge of +being a Prussian. + +"And even if he were a Prussian, we should not forget that the +Prussians are Germans as well as the rest of us. We are far ahead of +them, and for that very reason it is our duty to help them." And then +he began to praise me again, and told them what a noble action it was +that a man who had a pastor for one son-in-law, and one of the first +nobles in the land for another, whose son was to-day a professor, and +might to-morrow be a minister, to receive into his house a girl who had +come to him naked and destitute. + +Uproarious laughter followed these words, and Funk exclaimed: + +"O you rogues! you know well enough that when I said 'naked and +destitute,' I only meant _poor and without family connections_." + +He described me and my wife as the noblest of beings, and repeatedly +referred to Martella. + +I asked myself what could have been his reason for introducing +Martella's name before this audience; and then it occurred to me that +he had cherished hopes that my son Ernst would have married his +daughter, who was at that time receiving her education at a school in +Strasburg. + +He closed by proposing cheers in my honor. They were immediately +followed by cries of "Hurrah for citizen Funk!" + +Funk was impudent enough to walk up to me afterwards and offer me his +hand, while he assured me that he had put a quietus on the opposition +of the stupid bushmen, a term which he was fond of using when referring +to the farmers. + +I declined to shake hands, and ascended the tribune without looking at +him. "We have had enough speeches," cried several of the audience, +while others began to stamp their feet and thus prevent me from +speaking. Silence was at last restored, and I began. I am naturally of +a timid disposition, but when in danger, I am insensible to fear, and +quietly and firmly do that which is needed. + +I told them that Herr Funk had spoken as if he were a friend of mine, +but that I here publicly declared that he was not my friend, and that I +was no friend of his; and that if he and his consorts really believed +the opinions that they professed, I had nothing in common with them. +For reasons best known to himself, Herr Funk had dragged my family +affairs before the assembly. I was happy to say that I had done nothing +which I need conceal. And further, as Herr Funk had found it proper to +defend me against the charge of being a friend of Prussia, I wished it +known that I was a friend of Prussia, on whose future course I based +all my hopes for the welfare of Germany. + +I should not give up my office until the term for which I was elected +expired: when that time came they might reelect me, or replace me by +another, as they thought best. + +Virtuous indignation aided me in my effort, and when I finished my +remarks, Richard told me that he had never heard me speak so well. I am +by nature soft-hearted, perhaps indeed too much so; but I can deal +unmerciful blows when they are needed. There is an old saying that a +rider should alight and kill the mole-cricket that he sees while on his +way, for it destroys the roots of the grass. It was a similar feeling +that made me refer to Funk in the way I had done. + +To the best of my knowledge, I had never before that had an enemy; now +I knew that I had one. And an enemy may be likened to a swamp with its +miasmatic vapors and noisome vermin. It had been reserved for my later +years to teach me what it is to have enemies and how to meet their +works. + +The worst of all is, that a fear of committing injustice makes us +insincere. And when at last this fear gives way to one's horror of +wickedness, they say, "He was not truthful; he was hypocritical, and +simulated friendship for one whom he despised." + +Be that as it may, I was, at all events, glad that I would not again +have to take Funk by the hand. It has been my great fault and +misfortune that I could never learn to believe in the utility of +falsehood. Perhaps it was nothing more than a love of comfort that +actuated me; for it is very troublesome to be always on one's guard. +Where I might have done myself good through shrewdness and foresight, I +had simply made myself an object of pity. + +It seemed that the affair was not to pass over without a fracas. The +anger which I had controlled found vent through another channel, none +other than Rothfuss. + +I saw him standing in the midst of a crowd, and heard Schmalz cry out, +"Let me talk; I would not soil my hands to beat the servant of that +man!" + +"What?" cried Rothfuss; "I want nothing to do with the 'fat Switzer,' +for wherever his shadow falls you can find a grease-spot." + +Uproarious laughter followed this sally. Funk forced himself into the +midst of the crowd, and placing himself before Schmalz called out, "You +had better hold your tongue, Rothfuss, or you will have to deal with +me." + +"With you?" said Rothfuss, "with you? I have but one word to tell you." + +"Out with it!" + +"Yes," said Rothfuss, "I will tell you something that no human being +has ever yet said to you." + +"Out with it!" + +"What I mean to tell you has never before been said to you--_You are an +honest man._" + +Contemptuous laughter and wild shouts followed this sally, and, when it +looked as if blows were about to fall, and the kreis-director +approached and ordered them to desist, Rothfuss called out, "Herr +Director, would you call that an insult? I said Herr Funk was an honest +man. Is that an insult?" + +The officer succeeded in restoring order and we departed, taking +Rothfuss with us. + +I had paid the full penalty of my acquaintance with Funk, but felt so +much freer and purer than when I entered the banqueting room, that I +did not regret what had occurred. + +Richard wanted to meet his train, and Joseph left for a point down the +Rhine in order to close a contract for railroad ties. I went to the +station with them, and when the train had left, I accepted the +invitation of Rontheim, who had walked down to the railroad with us, +and went home with him. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + + +There are houses in which you never hear a loud word, not because of +any previous agreement on the part of its inmates, but as a natural +result of their character. He who enters there is at once affected, +both in mood and in the tones of his voice, by his surroundings. Such +is the peaceful household in which kind and gentle aspirations fill all +hearts and where every one works faithfully in his own allotted sphere. + +I felt as if entering a new and strange phase of life when Rontheim +ushered me into the richly carpeted and tastefully furnished +drawing-room. I was cordially received by his wife, a graceful and +charming woman, and his two beautiful and distinguished-looking +daughters. + +Although in exile, as it were, the mother and the daughters had +succeeded in creating a pure and lovely home, and had held aloof from +the petty jealousies and small doings of the little town in which they +were residing. Although they saw but little company, they exchanged +visits with some of the so-called gentry. They had paid several visits +to our village, and a friendly intimacy with my wife had been the +result. She did not allow this, however, to induce her to visit the +town more frequently than had been her wont. She carefully avoided +excursions of any kind, from a fear that they might interrupt the quiet +tenor of her life or render society a necessity. + +Rontheim's wife and daughters had been used to the life of a court, and +even now acted as if with the morrow they might be recalled to court. +When they accompanied the director, on his frequent official journeys, +they would discover every spot in which there were natural beauties. +Scenes that we had become indifferent to, through habit, or in which we +saw nothing but the uses to which they might be put, had in their eyes +quite a different meaning. They would spend whole days in the valleys +where no one resorted but the harvesters, or on the mountains where +they would meet no one but the foresters. They sketched and gathered +flowers and mosses, and their tables and consoles were decorated with +lovely wreaths of dried leaves and wild flowers. They would often +assist the poor children who were gathering wild berries, and show them +how to weave pretty baskets out of pine twigs. They were in frequent +intercourse with our schoolmaster's wife, who was quite a botanist. + +The second daughter, who was interested in drawing, asked me about the +new paintings in the Parliament House; and the elder daughter jokingly +declared that it was a pity that one could never find out what had been +played at the theatre until the day after the performance. + +I was forcibly impressed by the evident effort with which Herr Von +Rontheim endeavored to suppress any sign of a consciousness of superior +birth. He showed me a recently restored picture of one of his +ancestors, who had been a comrade of Ulrich Von Hutten, and had +distinguished himself during the Reformation. He intimated that +although the noble families had built up the state, he cheerfully +admitted that its preservation had fallen into other hands. + +His kind manner did not quite serve to veil a certain air of +condescension. + +During the course of our rather desultory conversation, Madame Rontheim +had rung for the servant, and had given her orders to him in a whisper, +of which I heard the last words, "Please tell Herr Ernst to come in." + +The words startled me. Could she have meant my son? + +A few moments afterward, a bright-cheeked and erect-looking ensign +entered the room, and saluted us in military fashion. I had forgotten +that Rontheim's only son was also named Ernst, and I now recalled the +fact of his being in my son-in-law's regiment. The ensign referred to +the fact, and also told me that all of his comrades had regretted my +son's leaving the army. His constant flow of spirits and fertility of +invention, had won him the admiration of all of his companions. + +Madame Rontheim spoke of my daughter Bertha in the kindest terms, and +praised the tact she had displayed in introducing a new element into +their circle. + +The eldest daughter ventured to speak in disparagement of Bertha's +friend, Annette, but the mother adroitly changed the subject, and began +talking about Martella. + +As I felt that, in all probability, there had been all sorts of false +tales in regard to Martella, I told them her story. When I ended, +Madame Rontheim said to me, "In taking such a child of nature into a +well-ordered and cultured home, you have pursued the very best plan. I +feel assured that the result of your wife's quiet and sensible course +will both surprise and delight you. Pray tell your wife that I have for +some time intended to visit her, but have concluded to wait until it +may be convenient to her and her charge to receive me." + +While seated with this charming circle at their tea-table--an +institution which this family had introduced in our forest +neighborhood--I had quite forgotten that Rothfuss was outside taking +charge of the sleigh. But now I heard the loud crack of his whip, and +bade my hosts a hasty farewell. + +When I got into the sleigh, Rothfuss said, "Madame, the baroness, has +sent out a hot jug as a foot-warmer for you." + +On our way down the hill, Rothfuss walked at the side of the sleigh, +and said to me, "She sent me some tea: it is by no means a cooling +drink, but does not taste so bad after all; it warmed me thoroughly. +Before I drank it, I felt as wet as a drenched goat. Ah, yes! One of +your people of rank is worth more than seventy-seven of your stupid +voters. In all of the crowd that we met to-day there were not a dozen +people with whom I would care to drink a glass of wine." + +Rothfuss judged of all persons by their fitness as boon companions. He +would drink gladly with this one, but would not care to drink with the +next; and he would often say that there were some whose very company +sours the wine they pay for. + +I felt sure that he had heard some one abusing me. + +When I left home in the morning, I felt as if supported by the +consciousness of the respect and confidence of my fellow-citizens, but +now-- + +Suddenly the remarks of the kreis-director recurred to me. + +Had the confidence of one party been withdrawn from me, because it was +suspected that the others were trying to lure me to their side? I have +neither the desire nor the proper qualifications for a more exalted +position in the service of the State. + +And what could Ernst's notion of emigrating have meant? "Who knows," +thought I to myself, "what I may yet have to witness on the part of +this son who is always flying the track?" + +The night was bitter cold; the snow which had melted during the day had +frozen hard, and our sleigh creaked and rattled as we hurried along the +road. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + + +I have always discouraged a belief in omens, and yet when I saw the +strange cloud-forms that floated before the face of the moon that +night, shadowy forebodings filled my soul. The ringing of the +sleigh-bells was full of a strange melody, and, down in the valley, I +could hear the raging of the torrent which seemed as if angered at the +thought that the frost king would soon again bind it with his fetters. + +The sleigh halted at the saw-mill. When I looked up towards the house I +saw that there was a light in the room. + +"What are you doing?" I asked Rothfuss. + +"I am taking the bells off, so that the mistress may not hear us." + +Although we had supposed that no one had noticed our coining, we heard +soft steps advancing to meet us when we reached the house. Martella +opened the door for us. + +I entered the room. It was nicely warmed and lighted. The meal which +had been prepared for me was still on the table. + +Rothfuss drew off his boots and went off to his room on tiptoe. + +"Do you not want to go to bed, Martella? Have you been sitting up all +this time?" + +"Indeed I have; and oh, do take it from me!" + +"What ails you?" + +"Oh, what a night I have passed! I do not know how it all came about; +but mother had gone to bed, and I sat here quite alone in this great, +big house. I looked at the meal that was waiting for our master; at the +bread that had once been grain, the meat that had once been alive, and +the wine that had once been grapes in the vineyard. + +"It seemed to me as if the fields and the beasts all came up to me and +asked, 'Where are you? What has become of you?' And then I could not +help thinking to myself, 'You have so many people here--a father, a +mother, one brother who is so learned, and another who is in another +world, a sister who is a major's wife, and one who is a pastor's, and +besides this, my own Ernst; and all these say: "We are yours and you +are ours."' When I thought of that, I felt so happy and yet so sad. And +then the two clocks kept up their incessant ticking. It seemed as if +they were talking to me all the time. The fast one said to me, 'How did +you get here, you simple, forlorn child, whom they found behind the +hedge? Run away as fast as you can! Run away! you cannot stay here; you +must go off. All these people about you have made a prisoner of you; +they feel kindly towards you, but you cannot stay. Run, run away! Run, +child, run!' + +"But the other clock, with its quiet and steady tick, would always say, +'Be thankful, be thankful, be thankful! You are snugly housed with +kindly hearts; do what you can to earn their kindness by your +goodness.' + +"They kept it up all the time. All at once I heard the cry of an owl. I +had often heard them in the forest, and I am not afraid of any of the +birds or beasts. Then the owl went away and all was still. I don't know +how it happened, but all at once I thought of summer and cried out +'Cuckoo!' quite loud. I was frightened at the sound of my own voice, +for fear that I might wake up the mistress; and when I thought of that +I felt as if I could die for grief. And then again I felt so happy to +think that the heart that was sleeping there was one that had taken me +up as its own. When the large clock would say 'Quite right, quite +right,' the busy little one would interrupt with 'Stupid stuff, stupid +stuff; run away, run away!' + +"When the hour struck midnight, I opened the window and looked out +towards the graveyard. I am no longer afraid of it; the dead lie there; +they are now resting and were once just as happy and just as sad as I +now am. + +"I do not know how all these things should have come into my mind. I +felt cheered up at last, and closed the window. Everything seemed so +lovely in the room, and I felt as if I were at home. At home in +eternity, and could now die. I did not fear death. I had fared so well +in the world--better than millions--and master," said she, kneeling +down before me and clasping my knee, "I will surely do all in my power +to deserve this happiness. If I only knew of something good and hard +that I might do. Tell me if there is such a thing; I will do it +gladly." + +It seemed that night as if an inexhaustible spring had begun to bubble +up in the heart of the child. + +She sat down quite near me and told me, with a pleased smile, that +mother had bidden her to go to bed; but that she had stealthily gotten +up, had sent Balbina, the servant, to bed, and had herself watched for +me; and that she now felt as if she did not care to sleep again. + +"I am living in eternity, and in eternity there is no sleep," she +repeated several times. + +The child was so excited that I thought it best to engage her mind in +some other direction. I asked her about Ernst's plan of emigration. She +told me that he had had that in view some time ago, but had now given +up the idea. + +We remained together for some time longer, and when I told her that she +should always call me father now, she cried out with a happy voice: + +"That fills my cup of joy! Now I shall go to bed. He whom you have once +addressed as 'father' can never find it in his heart to send you out +into the world. I shall stay here until they carry me over to the +graveyard yonder; but may it be a long while before that happens! +Father, good night!" + +How strange things seem linked together! On the very day that Funk had +so unfeelingly dragged the child's name before the public, her heart +had awakened to a grateful sense of the world's kindness. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + + +Nothing so nerves a man for the battle with the outer world as the +consciousness of his having a pleasant home, not merely a large and +finely arranged household, but a home in which there reigns an +atmosphere of hope and affection, and where, in days of sorrow, that +which is best in us is met by the sympathy of those who surround us. +Through Gustava, all this fell to my lot. Although the battle with the +world would, at times, almost render me distracted, she would again +restore my wonted spirits; and it is to her faithful and affectionate +care that I ascribe the fact that the long struggle did not exhaust me. +She judged of men and actions with never-failing equanimity, and her +very glances seemed to beautify what they rested upon. Where I could +see naught but spite or malice, she only beheld the natural selfishness +of beings in whom education and morals had not yet gained complete +ascendancy. + +She judged everything by her own lofty standard, but strange to say, +instead of belittling men, this seemed to make them appear better. When +she found that she could not avoid assenting to evil report in regard +to any one, she did so with an humble air that plainly signified how +grieved she was that men could be thus. + +Speaking of Funk, she would say, "I have no desire to hurt any one's +feelings. In nature there is nothing that can properly be called +aristocratic. In botany the nettle is related to hemp and to hops; and +if Funk seems to have somewhat of the nettle in his composition, one +should be careful to handle him tenderly, and thus avoid pricking one's +fingers." + +It was during that very winter, in 1866, that the purity and dignity +that were inborn with her seemed more than ever infused with new and +added grace. She always lived as if in a higher presence. + +It soon proved that my anticipations of evil were overwrought. My +compatriots were, for the greater part, in accord with me. On every +hand I received assurances of that fact; and, above all, Joseph omitted +no opportunity of repeating to me the respectful terms in which he had +heard my name mentioned among the people. I really think that he was +instrumental in causing others to bring these good reports to my +notice. Martella had become the blessing, the life and the light, I may +say, of our house. Her readiness to oblige, her adaptability and her +desire for self-improvement, had so increased that we felt called upon +to restrain rather than to urge their exercise. + +My wife had learned of Funk's attempt to injure us by dragging the +child's name into publicity. Perhaps the news had been carried even +further; for a letter reached us from my daughter, the pastor's wife, +in which she informed us that the illness of her husband made such +demands upon her time that she required an assistant about the house, +and desired us to send Martella to her. She added that her husband +joined her in this wish, because it seemed improper that Martella +should remain in our house any longer. My wife was not unwilling to +send Martella to her for a while; but I insisted that she should stay +with us in spite of all idle talk. + +About that time we received letters from the major and from Richard, +both of whom wrote without the other's knowledge, and to the effect +that Prussia's proposal to the German Diet might lead to a conflict, +the consequences of which it was impossible to foretell. Thus public +and private affairs kept us in unusual excitement, when an unexpected +event claimed our attention. + +A rumor had long been current in our family that we had relatives of +high rank living in Vienna. Up to the year 1805, our village and the +whole district had belonged to Austria. All of the more ambitious and +talented among our people had been drawn to Vienna, either by their own +desire to advance themselves, or by the inducements the government held +out to them; for it was the constant aim of Austria to gain the +attachment of the landed interests. + +At the beginning of the last century, an uncle of my father had moved +to the Imperial city, where he attained a high position. He had +embraced the Catholic religion, and had been ennobled. Ernst, who +always called that branch of the family "the root brood," had long +cherished the plan of hunting up our relatives, in the hope of thus +finding a better opening for himself. + +Towards spring we received a visit from our neighbor, Baron Arven. He +was accompanied by a young bridal couple. He introduced the husband, +who was an officer at the garrison of Mayence, as a relative of mine. +The wife belonged to the family of the Baroness Arven, and was from +Bohemia. They seemed sociable and charming people, and both sides were +inclined to make friends with each other, but without success. Our +thoughts and feelings were pitched in different keys. + +The young couple left us in order to repair to the capital. On their +departure, I gave them a letter to Bertha, and the Major. They wrote to +me in the kindest manner, and remarked that they would be pleased if +Ernst could assume the charge of the forests on their estate in +Moravia. + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + +Spring had come, and the air was filled with the resinous odor of the +pines. I was sitting by the open window, and reading in a newspaper +that Bismarck had asked the Diet for a constituent national assembly, +to be voted for directly by the people. Could it be possible? I took up +the country journals: they reviled this proposal, and could not conceal +their fear that the most powerful weapon of the revolutionary party had +been destroyed. + +While I was sitting there, buried in thought, I heard a rider rapidly +approaching. It was Ernst. He hurriedly greeted us, and showed us an +order recalling him to his regiment. + +Martella cried out aloud. Ernst pacified her. He told us that he was no +longer a subject of this country. He had given notice of his intention +to emigrate, and that would protect him. It was spring-time, and the +best season of the year to go forth into the wide world. I could only +tell him that I doubted whether he would be allowed to leave the +confederation. + +"Confederation!" he exclaimed; "what a glorious name!" + +He gave me a look that I shall, alas! never forget. He seemed to be +collecting his senses, and as if struggling with his thoughts, and then +said: "As far as I am concerned, my life is of no consequence to me. +But, father, there will be war, in which what the books call Germans +will be fighting against Germans. Have you raised me for this? Is this +all that you are in the world for--that your son should perish, or even +conquer, in a war between brethren? Either issue is equally +disgraceful. I do not know what I would not rather do than take part in +that." + +I endeavored to pacify Ernst, and told him that these were diplomatic +quarrels, that would not lead so far after all. I could not conceive of +the possibility of war. However, I consented to Ernst's request to +accompany him to the borough town, in order to confer with the +kreis-director in regard to the steps that were necessary. I sincerely +hoped to obtain further particulars there, and felt that all would +again be peacefully arranged. + +My wife had sent for Joseph and had asked him to accompany us, for she +saw how fearfully excited Ernst was, and desired us to have a mediator +with us. She judged wisely. + +"I shall return to-morrow," said Ernst to Martella, when all was ready +for our departure. + +"And if you do not return to-morrow," she answered, "and even if you +must go to war at once, nothing will happen to you. You are the +cleverest of all; and if you care to become a major, do so; and I shall +learn how to be a major's wife--for I can learn anything." + +She was wondrously cheerful; she seemed to have vanquished her fears, +and thus, both for herself and Ernst, lightened the pain of parting. + +Joseph informed me that Funk was everywhere joyously proclaiming that +now at last the crash must come, and that proud Prussia with its +Junkers would be cut to pieces, or, to use his own words, demolished. +Ernst beat the bays so unmercifully and drove so furiously, that I +ordered him to halt, and insisted on Joseph's taking the reins. Ernst, +in a sullen mood, seated himself beside me. + +In the valley we a saw lumber wagon halting on the road, and from afar +recognized the horses as Joseph's. + +Carl, a servant of Joseph's, and son to the spinner who lived up on the +rock, was surrounded by a group of raftsmen, woodsmen, and teamsters, +who were all gesticulating in the wildest manner. + +We halted as soon as we reached the team. Carl, a handsome, +light-haired fellow, with a cheerful face and good-natured eyes, came +up to us and told us that this would be his last load; he had been +summoned as a conscript, and would have to leave that very evening and +walk all night, in order to reach the barracks in time. + +The old meadow farmer, who had joined the crowd exclaimed, "Yes, +Napoleon is master. When he fiddles, Prussia and Austria must dance as +he chooses, and the small folk will soon follow suit. Yes, there is a +Napoleon in the world again. I knew the old one." + +We did not think it necessary to answer the man. While Joseph was +giving his servant money to use by the way, others approached and +declared that they, too, had been conscripted, and requested us to tell +them why there was war. + +"You simple rogues," cried out Ernst, "that is none of your business! +If you didn't wish it, there could be no war. You are fools, fearful +fools, if you obey the conscription!" + +I snatched the whip from Joseph's hand, and beat the horses furiously +while I called out to the crowd: + +"He was only joking!" + +Joseph assumed the task of bringing Ernst to reason. He declared that +if I had not been present, he would have written the answer that Ernst +deserved in his face. + +"Do so, you trusty Teuton!" replied Ernst. + +Speedily controlling himself, Joseph added, "Forgive me; but you are +most exasperating. How can you bear to drag yourself and your father to +the very brink of ruin with such idle speeches? You are unworthy of +such a father." + +"Or of such a Fatherland," answered Ernst. + +I felt so oppressed that I could hardly breathe. + +We rode on for a little while, and at last Ernst inquired, in a +submissive tone, "Will you permit me to smoke a cigar?" I nodded +approval, and from that time until we reached the town, not a word was +uttered. + +On the road that led up to the kreis-director's house, we saw the young +iron merchant, Edward Levi, an honorable and well-educated young man. +He was standing at the door of his warehouse, and saluted us in +military fashion. + +Ernst beckoned to him to approach. + +"Have you not already received your discharge?" + +"I have; and you, I suppose, will now soon be an officer?" + +"So I have heard." + +We reached the director's house. The director could of course only +confirm the fact that Ernst's notice of his intention to emigrate was +as yet without legal effect. He furnished us with a certified copy of +it, and added that he might be able to procure Ernst's discharge; but +that, at all events, Ernst would be obliged for the present to join the +troops. + +Rontheim believed that war was imminent, and I could not help noticing +an expression of deep emotion in the features of the man whose face was +always veiled in diplomatic serenity. In those days I heard the sad +question which so often afterward would seem to rend our hearts: + +"What will become of Germany--what will become of the world--if Austria +be successful?" + +I could easily see that it was as painful to him as it was to me to +have a son go forth to war. + +On our way down the steps we met the director's daughter. + +She extended her hand to Ernst, while she said, "I congratulate you." + +"For what, may I inquire?" + +"Your betrothal." + +"Ah, yes; I thank you." + +"I presume your intended is full of sad thoughts now." + +"She does not do much thinking on the subject." + +"Is your nephew obliged to join the army?" + +"My nephew! Who can you mean?" + +"Julius Linker," blushingly answered the young girl. + +"No; he is not yet liable to military duty." + +"Will you be good enough to give my kindest greetings to my brother?" + +"With pleasure." + +On our way Ernst seemed quite amused, and indulged in jokes at the +thought of Julius' being such a child of fortune. His life was +evidently moving in a smooth current, for the half-fledged youth had +already been lucky enough to win the love of so charming a girl. + +I felt quite reassured to find that Ernst's thoughts had taken another +direction. He emphatically declared himself ready to join his regiment, +and asked me to let him have some money. He thought there was no need +of my accompanying him to the capital, but I felt loth to leave him, +and, although I should not have done so, I promised to endeavor to +procure his discharge. + +We again met Joseph, who expressed his regret that the conscription of +his valuable servant Carl would oblige him to return to his home, for +he had intended to accompany us to the capital. + +It was necessary for him, however, to go to the fortress, for he had +accepted a contract to furnish fence rails. + +Joseph is a very active patriot, but he is quite as active as a +business man. He has the art of combining both functions, and Richard +once said of him with justice: "With Joseph, everything is a stepping +stone, and all events contribute to the success of his business plans." + +We were seated in the garden of the Wild Man Tavern, when we heard a +great uproar in front of the house of Krummkopf, the lumber merchant. + +A company of conscripts had marched up before the house, in which there +resided a young man who had purchased his discharge from military +service, and they cursed and swore that they who were poor were obliged +to go to war, while the rich ones could remain at home. + +Joseph, who recognized many of his workmen among the young folks, +succeeded in pacifying them. + +We accompanied Ernst to the railway. At the depot I found Captain +Rimminger, the lumber merchant, who was just superintending the loading +of some planks. When I told him that he ought to feel glad that he was +no longer a soldier, he silently nodded assent. He did not utter a +word, for he was always exceedingly careful to avoid committing +himself. + +At the depot we saw conscripts who were shouting and cheering, mothers +who were weeping, and fathers who bit their lips to control their +emotion. + +At every station where Ernst left the train, I feared that he would not +come back; but he did return and sat by my side quietly, speaking only +in reply to my questions. For a while he would sit absorbed in thought, +and then he would stand up and lean against the side of the railway +coach, in which position he would remain immovable. I felt much grieved +that the heart of this child had become a mystery to me. + +We arrived at the capital. I had lost sight of Ernst in the crowd, but +afterwards found him talking with the ensign, the director's son. Ernst +desired to go to the barracks at once. I accompanied him to the gate, +which he entered without once turning to look back. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + +I remained standing near the gate and saw constant arrivals of more +young men. Men and women desired to accompany them inside the barracks, +but were always ordered back by the guard. + +Carl, the son of the spinner who lived on the rock, was also among the +arrivals. Without any solicitation on my part, he promised to keep an +eye on Ernst. + +It had become night; the gas-lamps were lit, and yet I stood there so +buried in thought, that the lamp-lighter was obliged to tell me to move +on. + +There I was, in the capital in which there lived so many of my friends, +and my own child; indeed, two of my children. + +Where should I go first? Our club-house was in the vicinity, and I went +there. They praised me for having come so soon, for while I had been at +the borough town they had telegraphed for me. + +They were in hourly expectation of a government order, convoking the +Parliament. What we were expected to discuss no one knew; but every one +felt that it was necessary for us to assemble. I could not bring myself +to believe that war was really possible, and there were many who shared +my opinion. + +Funk was there also. He offered me his hand in a careless manner, and, +feeling that in such times enmity should be at an end, I shook hands +with him. + +Funk rejoiced that the grand crash was at last to come. Prussia would +have to be beaten to pieces, and a federation founded; for the present, +with a monarchical head. + +The minister, who was well known as an arch-enemy of Prussia, had sent +word to the committee of our party that he would come to us that same +evening, and bring the order convoking us with him. He did not come in +person, but contented himself with sending the written order. Of what +use could we be when the harm had already been done. What were we? +Nothing but a flock without any will of our own. + +I went to Bertha's house. I found her alone; her husband was at his +post, busy day and night. It had suddenly been discovered that the +troops were not fully prepared. + +I had not been there long, before her friend Annette entered, from +whom as usual I was obliged to endure much praise. Annette found it +quite--she was about to say "patriarchal," but checked herself in +time--that I had come to assist Bertha. + +"Only think of it," she continued, putting all her remarks in the form +of questions, as was her wont: "Would you have thought that Bertha +would be much less resigned than I? I have always wished that I might +be so gentle and self-controlled as Bertha; and now I am the quieter of +the two. Have I not as much love for my husband as any woman can have +for hers? Have I not given up everything for his sake? Now I say to +myself, 'Did you not know what you were doing when you married a +soldier? Is the uniform merely for the parade and the court ball? +Therefore, rest content. In this world everything must be paid for. It +is necessary to accept the consequences of one's actions.' Am I right +or wrong?" + +Annette always closed with a note of interrogation, and of course I was +obliged to respond affirmatively. + +Bertha smiled sadly, and said in a weary voice: "Yes, father, I must +admit it; I have always thought that war was one of those things of +which one only learned in the hour devoted at school to history. I only +knew of the Punic wars and the Peloponnesian war--for we never got as +far as modern history--and thought of these things as of what had once +been. But I honestly admit that I did not think they would come to pass +again in our time." + +"Just think of it, Bertha," said Annette, while she drew a thick volume +from her satchel, "this is the Bible. You know that I never take +quotations at second-hand, but prefer looking them up myself. This +morning while the hairdresser was with me, it occurred to me that the +Bible says the wife should leave her father and her mother for his +sake. So I sent for the Bible, the very one that the dowager princess +presented me with when I was christened. I hunted up the passage, but +what did I find? Why, that for this the 'man would leave his father and +mother,'--the man. Now just look, it says the man; and why should it +say _the man_? He is not a domestic plant, like us girls!" + +The vivacity of the pretty and graceful woman cheered me, and I must +admit that from that time my opinion of Annette changed. She seems +imbued with much of that power of self-reliance which is a peculiar +characteristic of the Jews; they are nothing by inheritence, and are +obliged to make themselves what they are. + +But Annette seemed to guess at my silent thoughts, and continued, "Do +not praise me, I beg of you! I do not deserve it. I am quite different +when I am alone; then I am tormented with horrible fancies. And let me +tell you, Bertha, when our husbands leave, you must keep me with you. I +cannot be alone. I am beginning to hate my piano already. I do not go +into the room in which it stands. Ah, here come our husbands!" + +We heard advancing steps. The Major entered, and greeted me politely, +but seemed quite gloomy. + +I told him that I had brought Ernst. + +"I hope he will do himself credit," said the Major in a hard voice. + +I told him that the Parliament was about to reassemble, whereupon the +Major with great emphasis said, "Dear father, I beg of you do not let +us talk politics now. I have the greatest respect for your patriotism, +your liberalism, and for all your opinions. But now it is my uniform +alone that speaks; what is inside of it has not a word to say." + +He pressed both hands to his heart, and continued: + +"Pshaw! I, too, once believed in 'German unity,' as they are fond of +calling it,.... and even had hopes of Prussia. But now we will show +these impudent, mustachioed Prussian gentlemen what we are made of." + +I was careful not to reply to his remarks, in which I could easily +notice the struggle that was going on within him. He was on duty; and +it is wrong to talk to a man who is at his post. + +What sort of a war is it in which they know no other cry but "Let us +show them what we are made of!" + +And if the victory is achieved, what then? An invisible demon sat +crouching on the knapsack of every soldier, making his load heavier by +a hundred-fold. + +We seated ourselves at the table. The Major seemed to feel that he had +been harsh towards me, and was now particularly polite. He asked about +mother, Martella, and Rothfuss. He told us that he had that day heard +from our newly discovered cousin, in a letter from Mayence, in which he +had expressed the hope that they might stand side by side on the +battle-field, and thus again become bound to each other. + +The Major had nothing more to say. He poured out a glass of wine for +me, and drank my health in silence. Annette used every exertion to +dispel the dark cloud under which we were laboring. + +She asserted that her saddle horse seemed to know that it would soon be +led forth to battle, and told us a number of marvellous stories about +that clever animal. She was very fond of telling anecdotes, and had +considerable dramatic talent. + +"Dear father," said the Major, "I believe I have not yet acquainted you +with my darling wish." + +"I do not remember your having done so." + +"My request is, that when we leave, Bertha and the children should +remain with you until the end of the campaign, which from present +indications will not extend to your neighborhood. + +"They are now, at last, constructing a telegraph line through your +valley--it has been deemed a military necessity, and that will enable +us to hear from each other with dispatch." + +"And will you accept an unbidden guest?" interposed Annette. "I know +that you will say 'yes,' and I promise you that I will be quite good +and docile." + +I extended my hand to her, while she continued: + +"You know that it has for a long while been my wish to be permitted to +spend some time with your wife. Iphigenia in the forest, in the German +pine forest! Oh, how charming it was of your father-in-law to name his +daughter so! Are pretty names only intended for books? Of course, +Grecian Iphigenia should not knit stockings. Did not your father-in-law +begin to translate Goethe's 'Iphigenia' into Greek, but fail to +complete it? Is not Iphigenia too long a name for daily use? How do you +address your wife?" + +"By her middle name, Gustava." + +"Ah, how lovely! 'Madame Gustava.' And the forest child? I presume she +is still with you? And now I shall at last become acquainted with your +noble and faithful servant, Rothfuss, who said that 'one who is +drenched to the skin need not dread the rain.'" + +As far as our all-engrossing anxiety would permit it, Annette's +volubility and liveliness contributed greatly to our relief. + +We had just left the table when Rolunt, the Major's most intimate +friend, entered. He had at one time been an officer in the service of +the Duke of Augustenberg, and had thence returned to his home, where he +was now professor at the military school. + +Now political conversation could not be restrained, although the Major +refrained from taking part in it. + +Rolunt was furious that, no matter how the war might end, Germany would +be obliged to give an indemnity, in the shape of Nice, to France. + +We had the galling consciousness that one nation presumed to decide the +affairs of another, with as much freedom as it would regulate the taxes +or the actions of its own citizens. + +We remained together until it was quite late, and when we separated, it +was with crushed hearts. + +The Major insisted on my staying at his house; the war, he said, had +done away with all minor considerations. + +On the following day there was another session of the Parliament. The +government demanded an extraordinary credit, which was accorded, +although it was hoped that we might escape being drawn into war; for +both the government and the legislature fondly expected that our +troubles might be arranged by diplomacy. + +Who, after all, was the enemy that we were fighting against? + +I went to the barracks. I was refused admission. Fortunately, I saw the +ensign approaching, and, under his protection, I was allowed to enter. +Ernst, who had already donned the uniform, was lying on a bench. He +seemed surprised to see me. + +"Pray do not say a word until we get outside." + +He received permission to go out for half an hour, and soon stood +before me in his smart attire. There was something graceful and yet +determined in his bearing. + +When we gained the street, he asked me whether there was any chance of +his discharge. + +I was in a sad dilemma. I had taken no steps, because it was only too +evident that my efforts would have been of no avail. + +It was this that made me hesitate in answering him, and Ernst +exclaimed, "All right. I know all about it." + +My very heart bled, pierced as it was by the same sword that rent my +Fatherland in twain. + +I endeavored to persuade my son that there are times when our own wills +and thoughts are of no avail against the great current of Fate. + +"Thanks, father, thanks," answered Ernst, in a strangely significant +tone. + +I could only add, "I feel assured that you will do your duty. Do not +forget that you have parents and a bride." + +He seemed to pay but little attention to my words. + +He took off his helmet, and said, "This presses me so: I am unused to +it. It seems to crush my brain." + +He looked very handsome, but very sad. We were standing before the +office of the State Gazette, when suddenly the street seemed filled +with groups of excited people, listening to a man who had climbed to +the top of a wagon and was reading off a dispatch just received from +Berlin, to the effect that there had been an attempt to shoot Bismarck, +but that the ball had missed aim. + +"Curse him!" cried Ernst; "I would not have missed aim." + +I reproved him with great severity, but he insisted that one had a +right to commit murder. I replied that no one would ever have that +right, and that this deed had been as culpable as the assassination of +Abraham Lincoln; for if any one man has the right to be both the judge +and the executioner of his enemies, you will have to accord the +privilege to the democrat as well as to the aristocrat. + +"Let us cease this quarrelling," he answered; "I have no desire to +dispute with you. I am firm in my belief that one is justified in doing +wrong for the sake of bringing about a good result. But, I beg of you, +father, let us now and forever cease this quarrelling." + +His face showed his conflicting emotions, and he kissed my hand when I +gently stroked his face. + +The crowd had dispersed in the meanwhile, and we proceeded on our way. + +Ernst suddenly stopped and said to me: "Farewell, father. Give my love +to mother and Martella." + +He held on to my hand quite firmly for a moment or two longer, and then +said, "I must go to the barracks." + +His eyes plainly told me that he would like to say more that he could +not express; but he merely nodded, and then turning on his heel, +departed. + +"Write to us often!" I called out to him. He did not look back. + +I followed after him for a while, keeping near enough to hear his firm +step and the rattling of his spurs. I fondly hoped that he would yet +return to me, and tell me of the thoughts that oppressed his heart. + +I met many acquaintances on the way, who saluted me and extended their +hands. They wanted me to stop and talk with them, but I merely nodded +and passed on. + +In my eager haste I ran against many people, for I did not want to lose +sight of my son. There he goes! Now he stands still--now he turns. +Surely-- At that moment a company of soldiers marched down the street +to the sound of lively music; we were now separated. I could not see my +son again. I returned to Bertha and the Major, and the latter promised +me to keep a watchful eye on Ernst, and to send us frequent tidings in +regard to him, in case he should neglect to write. + +I rode to the depot. I was fearfully tired, and felt as if I could not +walk another step. + +As the trains were quite irregular, I was obliged to wait there for a +long while. + +I felt--no, I cannot--I dare not--revive the painful emotions that rent +my bosom. Of what avail would it be? My son was going forth to war, and +I had brought him here, myself. + +"Brother fighting against brother." I fancied that I had been talking +to myself and had uttered these words; but I found that they were +frequently repeated by the excited groups that were scattered about the +depot. All about me there was ceaseless turmoil. People were rushing to +and fro, yelling, shouting, cursing, and laughing. I sat there absorbed +in thought, not caring to see or hear anything more of the world, when +a familiar voice said to me, "How charming, father, that I should meet +you here!" + +My son Richard stood before me; he had finished his lectures and was +about to return home. + +Accompanied by him, I started for home. + +Richard informed me of the political divisions among the professors, +and thus afforded me a glimpse of a sphere of life entirely different +from my own. Even the immovable altars of science were now trembling, +and personal feeling had become so violent that the friends of Prussia, +of whom Richard was one, could not appear in public without being +subjected to insults. On our way home, we stopped for dinner at the +garrison town, where we heard the most contemptuous allusions to the +"Prussian braggarts," as they were termed. + +It was said that they had no officers who had ever smelt powder. That +what had been done in Schleswig-Holstein had been achieved by the +Austrians; and that if they ever dared go so far as to fight, they +would be sent home in disgrace. + +I do not know whether they really believed what they said, or whether +they were simply trying to keep up their courage. But, on every hand, +one could hear them say, "They will not let matters proceed so far; +they are loud talkers and nothing else." + +I was quite beside myself; but Richard begged me to remain silent. He +thought it was well that matters had come to this pass. + +Whoever had brought on this war had assumed a great, but perhaps +unavoidable, responsibility. It was the sad fiat of fate, and none +could foretell where the sacrifice and suffering would end. History +would march on in its appointed path, even though sin and suffering be +its steppingstones. + +And then he pointed to our surroundings, and added, "Such fellows as +these will never be converted by speeches; nothing but a thorough +beating will teach them reason." + +I have found that sober history tells us very little of all those +things. She brings the harvest under shelter and enters the result; but +who stops to ask how the weather may have changed while the grain was +ripening? + +But to us who live in the present, such things are not trifles; and I +cannot help maintaining that the war of 1866 was forced on the people +against their will, as far as I can judge, and I have spoken to many on +the subject. The Prussians did not desire war; the conservatives did +certainly not wish for it, for Austria was, spite of all, the bulwark +of their principles. The liberals did not want it; nor did the soldiers +go forth with cheerful hearts. But necessity had become incarnate in +the brain of a single statesman: separation from Austria was the end to +be gained, and though it went hard, that result must be achieved. + +But the operation was a difficult and a painful one. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + +Before the train left the station, the newsboys were running about +offering copies of extra issues of the journals, with news that the +Diet had raised the German colors: black, red, gold. + +And thus the Diet dared to unfurl the flag which we had always regarded +with devotion,--for the sake of which we had been persecuted, +imprisoned, or exiled. It seemed as if the holiest of holies had been +denied and dishonored. + +"It is the death-bed repentance of a sinner who has not enough time +left to do good in," said Richard, who divined the thoughts that were +passing through my mind. + +A large company of soldiers was on the train, and went as far as the +next garrison town. + +But how could they have found it in their hearts to sing? + +Haymaking had begun, the cars were filled with the fragrant odor of the +newly mown grass. The laborers in the fields would look up from their +work, and raise their scythes on high when they saw us pass. + +And now, when it seemed as if my Fatherland was to be laid waste and +destroyed, I became more than ever sensible of my great affection for +it. + +These woods, these fields and villages, were all to be laid waste, and +shrieks of woe would resound from the flames. I felt it as keenly, as +if beholding a beloved relative in the grasp of death. + +The train was just moving away from the station when I heard a soldier +call out to me, "Grandfather!" + +I recognized him: it was my grandson Martin, the son of my daughter +Johanna. He nodded to me, and when I turned to look at him, I saw the +lieutenant collaring and buffeting him for speaking without orders +while in the ranks. + +We had proceeded but a short distance when I observed that Funk was on +the train. He kept at a distance from us. He had bought a large bundle +of extra newspapers, which he distributed to the people at the +different stations. + +When we reached our circuit town we repaired to the Wild Man Tavern, +where, while waiting for a conveyance, we seated ourselves under the +newly planted lindens. While sitting there, engrossed by thoughts of +the country's troubles, I learned of another trouble nearer home. + +I am old enough to know something of human wickedness, but I admit that +I am, even to this day, frequently surprised by the shape that human +meanness will sometimes take. + +At a side table was seated Funk's special satellite--the baker Lerz, +of Hollerberg. He was accompanied by his wife, and both looked about +them with an air of serene contentment. The baker was a sensual, +self-complacent man, who had a habit of smiling and moving his lips, as +if he were smacking them at the thoughts of a feast he had just been +enjoying. He had just been involved in an unclean piece of business, in +which he had sworn that he was innocent, although, according to my +conviction and the general belief, he had perjured himself in so doing. +But what does such an unconscionable voluptuary care for that? When the +peril was passed, all care was at an end. + +The baker approached me and inquired if I would like to ride home with +him; for the government levies had rendered it difficult to obtain a +conveyance. I declined; Fortunately, my neighbor, the young meadow +farmer, who had been taking hay over to the railway station, was +passing by at the time, and so I rode home with him. + +A little way out of the town, we came up with a young woman who was +walking along the road. She had covered her head with a large white +kerchief, and was carrying an infant in her arms. + +Her head was bent forward; and it is generally a sign of deep thought +if one who is walking along a road does not look around at the rapid +approach of a vehicle. And this woman was Lerz's victim. + +The meadow farmer, who was, usually, a man of few words, leaned back +from his seat on the front bench, and whispered to me, "Such a fellow +as Lerz ought not to be permitted to take an oath." + +The meadow farmer had for a long while been my worst enemy, simply +because I had deprived him of his greatest enjoyment--venting his spite +on others. + +Although it may, in these pages, seem as if I had cherished too high an +ideal of the people, I desire right here to say that I have found among +the lower classes that which is noblest and highest in man. But I have +also found much that is mean and revolting. Envy and malice are +characteristics almost peculiar to the farmer, and are especially shown +about the time of irrigating the meadows. It affords him peculiar +pleasure to wait until a neighbor has set his water-traps, and to sneak +out and reverse them so as to make the water flow on to his own +meadows. + +The authorities had forbidden the watering of meadows after two o'clock +on Sunday morning, but it availed nothing. I appointed a servant who +was to have the sole right of setting the water-gates and opening them +again; and the meadow farmer could not forgive me for this. I had +robbed him of the pleasure of wreaking his spite on others. + +It was not so much on account of the advantage he had gained thereby; +but, like the rest of them, he had found it great sport to outwit the +"gentleman farmer," as they called me. + +The meadow farmer really hated me and Joseph; for if it had not been +for us he would have been the first man in the village. Wherever he +went, they inquired, "How goes it with Waldfried?" or "How is Joseph +Linker?" It annoyed him that they did not ask after him first of all. + +He would have been glad to take a share in politics, but was too mean +to bestow the requisite amount of time upon such matters; and then he +would say, "Such folks as Funk should not be permitted to put in their +say; there is nothing behind him." + +We had just reached the saw-mill, down in the valley, when we saw a +large hay-wagon coming along the road in the direction of the meadow. +Martella sat on top: Rothfuss was walking beside the horses. + +Martella alighted. She looked quite troubled. She welcomed Richard, and +asked me, "Where have you left Ernst?" + +"He is not with us." + +"Where then?" + +We had no time to reply before Martella called out, "So he must go to +war after all!" + +"Of course." + +"Of course? Of course?" Martella asked repeatedly. She stopped for a +moment, and removing the rake from her shoulder rested herself upon it. + +I told her that in all likelihood there would be no war, and that all +the clamor was nothing more than angry threatening on both sides. + +"That is not true!" cried Martella; "you should not tell me an +untruth!" + +"Martella, this is my father!" cried Richard. + +"And mine too," she interrupted; "forgive me! Because you are my father +you should forgive me; if you did not you would not and could not be my +father. Forgive me! Oh! they will shoot my good, kind Ernst!" + +She sat down by the roadside and covered her face with both her hands. +In a little while, however, she yielded to our entreaties, and +accompanied us to the house, but without speaking a word on the way. As +soon as we arrived there, she hurriedly left us and hastened to the +barn. In a few moments she returned and cried out with a loud voice, +"Mother, Richard is here!" + +The child's temperament was strangely variable. + +My wife was especially delighted at Richard's return. "With one +exception," she said, smiling (for she could not reconcile herself to +Richard's remaining unmarried), "you always did the right thing at the +right time. We need both a son and a Professor. Perhaps you will be +able to make Martella understand what is meant by the words State and +Fatherland." + +She told us that Martella, who was generally so quick of apprehension, +found it impossible to form any conception of those ideas, and that, +naturally enough, in her present troubles, this was doubly difficult. +For, even in our eyes, the events as well as the duties of that sad +period seemed like a horrible enigma. + +It seemed as if thinking of Martella had relieved my wife from the +weight of her own trouble. When I informed her of the expected arrival +of Bertha and the children, her face beamed with joy. She at once +repaired to the rooms that they were to occupy, and seemed, in +anticipation, to enjoy the thought of entertaining those who were +dearest to her. + +I had told my wife nothing of Annette's coming. She was, however, +gifted with a prophetic insight that bordered on the marvellous. +Results which to others were yet invisible were, by her, discerned with +unerring foresight. She at once devoted two large rooms opening on the +garden to Annette. + +Martella hurried about, helping to get the house in order, and seemed +as if there was nothing to depress her spirits. + +Rothfuss complained to me that the "forest imp," as he at times called +Martella, left him no peace, day or night. She wanted him to tell her +why people had to be soldiers, and why there was such a thing as war; +and she had abused the Prince in terms that would secure her seven +years in the fortress of Illenberg, if her remarks were reported to the +authorities. + +She had once even wanted to run off to the Prince and tell him how +wicked it was to command human beings to shoot one another, and that he +should, at all events, give her lover back again, for the war was +nothing to Ernst or to her. + +Rothfuss called the professor to his assistance. + +Richard declined the commission, remarking that it was not necessary +for every maiden to know why her lover was forced to go to the wars, +and that, in the present instance, he hardly knew the reason himself. + +Notwithstanding this remark, he essayed to speak with Martella on the +subject, and I have never seen him so nervous and confused as on that +occasion; for Martella called out to him, "Do not say a word: it is all +of no use." Then she embraced him, and kissed him, and pressed him to +her heart. + +Martella's ardent kisses had so surprised and confused him that it was +some time before he could collect himself. I had never seen him so +unnerved before. I believed that I understood the cause of his emotion. + +Martella was a riddle which to Richard seemed more difficult of +solution than to any of us. + +What we had all failed to accomplish was brought about by the +simple-minded Spinner. + +Had she been told that she could be of use, or had she divined it? She +came up to Martella and said, "Child, your lot is a hard one; but look +at me: mine is still harder. My best child, indeed my only one,--for +the others had left me to starve,--has also gone to the war; and though +a lover be ever so dear, he is not a son, as you will sometime know +when you have a son of your own." + +After that, Martella was quite resigned. She had, of course, not +acquired any idea of the significance of the word "State;" but she now +felt that the fate of all beings was ordained by a great overruling +power. + +Joseph kept us constantly informed of the excitement that reigned +through the neighborhood. Funk was the chief spokesman. He announced +that the time was about to arrive when Germany would become a free +confederation like our neighbor Switzerland. + +I do not think that one of those loud talkers believed in the +fulfilment of such hopes; but, for the time being, it afforded them an +opportunity of indulging in high-sounding phrases. On the other hand, +we knew that to "abolish Prussia," as their phrase ran, would simply be +the first step towards preparing for Germany the fate of Poland. +And yet my own kindred--my son, my son-in-law, and Martin, my +grandson--were fighting to accomplish that very object. + + + + + + BOOK SECOND. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +We were seated on the balcony when we saw Bertha and her children +coming up the hill towards the house. My wife at once arose, and opened +the two folding-doors, as if with that action she were opening wide our +hearts to receive them. + +Realizing the fact that there was no escaping from our troubles, Bertha +had conquered her sorrow, and now appeared as fresh and cheerful as if +she had just been drinking at the fountain of youth. + +As soon as the first greetings were over, my wife inquired about Ernst. + +Bertha had seen him but once, as his captain had sent him up the +country to get transportation for horses. + +"That is bad; they should not have sent him there. O Ernst, poor, dear +Ernst!" suddenly shrieked my wife. + +She grew pale and fell back on a chair. We feared that she would faint. +Bertha rushed to her aid, but she speedily recovered herself, and her +trembling lips were the only sign, of the emotion she had passed +through. She did not tell us why she had found it so wrong of them to +send Ernst on that errand. She accompanied Bertha to her room, and +stroking the light locks of little Victor, whom she had taken on her +lap, said, "He looked just as you do when he was a little boy, except +that he had blue eyes." + +"Yes," said Bertha, "my husband has often noticed that Victor bears +great resemblance to Ernst." + +"And Uncle Ernst promised me a horse," said Victor. + +"Did he?" said my wife, with pleased looks: "If he did that, it is all +right, but sad enough for all. Still, others have their burdens to bear +as well as we." + +Martella's first meeting with Bertha as well as with Annette, resulted +in mutual attraction. + +Bertha was obliged to tell Martella all that she knew about Ernst, and +while she was holding the hand of the strange child, the latter must +have felt a consciousness of the candor and straightforwardness of +Bertha's character, for she looked into her face with sparkling eyes. + +Martella asked Bertha whether Ernst had sent the broken ring by her. + +Bertha said he had not. + +She removed a ring from her finger and offered it to Martella, who +declined it. + +When Annette offered both her hands to Martella, and said that she had +for a long while been anxious to make her acquaintance, Martella was +quite confused, and looked down towards the ground. When she raised her +head, her eyes fell on a light green necktie which Annette wore. + +"How pretty it is!" were her first words. + +Annette immediately removed the tie, and fastened it about Martella's +neck. + +"It is quite warm, yet," said Martella; and Annette replied, "How +lovely! Let us regard that as a good omen." + +When Bertha, who rarely gave way to sentiment, returned and joined us +again, she said, "Let us now be thrice as kind and loving to one +another as we have been, and be indulgent with each other's moods. It +is only by such means that we can manage to live through these terrible +times." + +Bertha and her daughter Clotilde, a charming, graceful child about nine +years of age, were so clever in anticipating every wish of my wife's, +that, although it had always been her wont to be serving others and +providing for their comfort, she was now obliged to let them have their +own way. + +Martella seemed almost inseparable from Rothfuss, and Victor was always +with the two. He accompanied them out to the fields and into the woods; +and it was difficult to say which of the two was the happier, Rothfuss +the old, or Victor the young, child. + +It would have been difficult also to say which of the two, Victor or +Martella, cut wilder capers, for the young play-fellow with the soldier +cap seemed to make her forget all her trouble. She was quite proud of +her skill in leaping, and loved to display it. + +Bertha maintained that, in spite of rough manners, many of Martella's +movements were full of wondrous grace; and when she would turn around +five or six times on one foot, Victor could never imitate her. + +On the very day of her arrival, Annette awakened great interest in the +village. + +She ascended to the top of the church steeple, where none of us had +ever been. She waved her handkerchief from the little window in the +belfry, until we took notice of her and returned her salute. All of the +villagers who were not engaged in the fields had gathered in groups, +and were looking up at the church steeple. + +When she joined us at dinner, she told us that she had already found +out everything. The school-master had told her of the woods that had +been planted by my wife, that she had already been at the Gustava +Spring, and that the water had tasted as if it were pure dew. + +"Ah, how fortunate you are to own all this! The very air you breathe is +your own." + +She talked incessantly, and many of her remarks were quite +entertaining. She plied Richard with so many questions that he looked +quite displeased, and soon left the table. + +"I can tell by the professor's looks that he is musical; is he not?" + +"Indeed he is; he is esteemed an excellent violincello player." + +"I can assure you that I asked no one, and I am so glad that my +intuitions did not deceive me." + +While Annette was paying a visit to the school-mistress, Richard gave +vent to his anger at her; but my wife pacified him. Annette could not +enjoy the quiet possession of anything, and was always anxious to +impart what she knew and felt to others. She was evidently of a very +hospitable nature, and would, in good time, acquire repose of manner. + +During the first few days, while we were yet without news of any kind, +and before the journals had given us any information as to the +movements of the troops, Annette did not allow us to get a moment's +rest. + +The way she worried us all, and Richard in particular, was quite +provoking; and yet this lesser trouble made us forget the greater one. + +My father-in-law had converted the large corner room on the ground +floor of our house into a veritable temple of beauty. He had, from time +to time, purchased casts of the best antique statues, and had carefully +arranged them along the walls and on pedestals, placing beautiful +engravings between them. + +He had thus brought the immortal types of beauty into the depths of the +forest. The room in which he had placed the statues, and which Richard +jokingly entitled "Athens," was a favorite haunt of ours. + +Annette was greatly surprised to find such treasures with us, and said +to Richard, "These undying types of a past great civilization are at +home everywhere. It is because they no longer have, and indeed never +did have, anything in common with the life of fashion, that they are +thus immortal. Do you not agree with me?" + +She always insisted on having an answer to her questions. Then she +would briskly add: "Now I understand the meaning of the Niobe; she is +the old spinner who lives out on the rock." When we laughed at this +conceit of hers, she told us, "Oh! I beg your pardon, I mean that she +is the embodiment of a mother's grief in time of war." + +Pointing to a statue of Iphigenia, she inquired, "Herr Professor, can +you tell me how the Grecian priestesses spent their time? Do you think +it possible to be constantly offering sacrifices and uttering lofty +thoughts?" + +Richard admitted that he could not give her the desired information; +and Annette was quite delighted that she had posed the professor. She +did not give up troubling him, however. + +All her notions of life in the country had been derived from books, and +she was quite shocked to find that the mere money value or utility of +trees was the only point of view in which they were regarded. + +Notwithstanding her overflowing, emotional temperament, she had quite a +taste for details, and even for figures. At the first sight of a +prettily situated village, she would always make inquiries in regard to +the number of its inhabitants, their means, and manner of living. I was +obliged to tell her all about my own household--how many acres of +timber there were ready to cut, and how much was young timber; the +amount of our annual production, how much live-stock my meadows would +support, how much fruit my orchards gave me, and also how the work was +divided amongst the four men-servants and three maids that we employed. + +She examined the whole establishment, from the stable to the loft. She +seemed to take especial delight in the happy combination we had +effected between the fruits of culture and the pursuit of husbandry. +There was a certain air of solid comfort and good taste in our home. It +had descended from the times of my father-in-law, and had been kept up +by us. + +With good judgment, Annette thought that the very best site had been +selected for our house. The hill beyond the hollow at the back of the +house protected us on three sides, but was not near enough to deprive +us of fresh air, or to keep out the gentle breezes that would come up +from the valley after sunset and carry away the miasmatic vapors, thus +affording us healthful and refreshing sleep during the night. A barn, +which the meadow farmer had so placed that it destroyed part of the +view down the valley, was a great eyesore to Annette. + +She asked Richard why the air with us was so cool and invigorating, and +was very grateful when he explained the theory of the dew-fall to her. + +She was full of charming ingenuousness, for she once said. "I do not +doubt that you enjoy the singing of the birds, but I honestly confess +that I do not. It is pleasant to know that the little animal up in the +trees is so joyful; but, nevertheless, there is no beauty in tones +without connection or expression. I find that there are no more tones +in the scale of the finch than in that of the barn-yard rooster; and +why do we prefer the notes of the finch?" + +Richard often felt annoyed that Annette was constantly keeping every +one about her on pins and needles, and seemed to desire his special +approval of all that she did. He maintained that she was entirely +deficient in mental balance. + +The temperaments of Annette and Bertha were in marked contrast to each +other. + +When they were seated opposite each other and engaged in conversation, +Bertha would bend forward, while Annette would lean back in her chair, +as if immovable. + +Bertha's mere presence exerted a grateful influence, while Annette felt +that she must always be doing something, in order to inspire others +with an interest in her. + +Bertha, with all her affection for Martella, remained somewhat reserved +towards her, while Annette was open and confiding, as with a sister. +She was incapable of any other relations than those of perfect intimacy +or absolute indifference. + +Richard noticed all these peculiarities, and when he mentioned them to +me, I was almost startled to find how carefully he had been observing +Annette. + +He was obliged, however, to agree with my wife when she said, +"Annette's habit of requiring her friends to interest themselves in +whatever engages her attention, is both innocent and childlike. A child +will always think that its whip or its ball is of as much importance to +others as to itself. Bear in mind, moreover, that Annette takes a +lively interest in all that others do, and naturally enough supposes +that they resemble her in that respect." + +Annette had gone from the school-house one day, to pay a visit to my +nephew Joseph, who was a friend of her brother, the lawyer, who resided +in the capital. She found that there were well-furnished rooms in his +house, and a few days later removed there. She frankly admitted that +she was too noisy for our home, and that it were better that she should +visit us for a few hours at a time, instead of living with us. + +She at once set about rearranging the furniture and removing +unnecessary decorations in her new quarters; and, on the next day, +while the carpenters were busily engaged in making the changes she +had ordered, she drove over to the city to visit the family of the +kreis-director, with whom she had formerly been intimate. + +She returned in the evening, bringing their eldest daughter, whom she +intended to keep with her as a companion. A large wagon carrying sofas, +rocking-chairs, and all sorts of furniture followed. + +Although Annette had intended to lead a quiet and contemplative life, +she might have been seen in the village at any hour of the day. She +speedily acquainted herself with all of its features. She had, by +rearranging the furniture in her own rooms, made them habitable and +tasteful, and she now desired to effect a corresponding transformation +in the houses of the wood-cutters; but the wives of the well-to-do +farmers looked askance. Whenever she met one of the villagers, she +would greet him or her politely, and would ask both old and young what +they had had for dinner. She insisted that this was the most important +of all questions. The people, however, found it great sport to answer +her with lies. + +She had speedily become attached to the wife of the school-master, but +disliked to go to the clergyman's house. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +Our clergyman was the son of poor parents. His father had been a +beadle. He is without a single spark of genius, but is said to have +distinguished himself by great application. He attends to his duties +methodically, but in a cold and perfunctory manner. During the summer, +he spends much of his time fishing; in the winter, he is almost always +at home. He is well-skilled in that game of chess which requires but +one player. He lost his father while he was quite young, and in order +to be able to aid his mother and his many brothers and sisters, he +married a wealthy, but half-witted girl, whom he never cared to take +into society. Politics had no attractions for him. + +Formerly, if a beggar applied to him for alms he would have him sent up +into his room, and would ask him, "What good will it do if I give you +that which will only help you for a moment or so? Come and listen"--and +he would then read the beggar a sermon, or a chapter out of the Bible. +But, of late years, the beggars had piously avoided his house. + +Our school-master, on the other hand, is a clever and wide-awake man. +He, too, had taken part in the political movements of 1848, but when +placed on trial was acquitted. Ever since that time, he has held aloof +from political affairs. He married a woman who is exceedingly clever, +and who brought him some money besides. + +The clergyman has no children: the school-master has three--two sons, +one of whom is a merchant down by the fortress; the other is a +machinist, and resides in America. He is said to have quite a large +business. The daughter is the wife of the inspector of roads. The +school-master is quite proud that he can say, "If I were to give up my +position to-morrow, I could afford to live without work"--a state of +affairs to which the skill and economy of his wife has greatly +contributed. The couple lead a loving and tranquil life. They are hale +and hearty, and, as it often happens when two persons have lived +together many years, they have grown to look very much alike. Their +garden was filled with teeming flower-beds. Florists from the +neighboring watering-places would come daily to purchase flowers, and +thus the garden had become a source of considerable profit. + +But now that the war had emptied the watering-places, the flowers were +left to perish for want of purchasers. + +Annette instructed the school-master's wife in the art of drying +flowers, and making pretty bouquets of them. + +Carl's mother, who lived in a little house out by the rock, worked +every day in the garden of the school-master's wife. + +Annette was attracted by the woman. She was short and thin, old and +stooping, but had wonderfully clear and sparkling eyes, and Annette +felt quite happy to think that this old woman, who was almost deaf, +could by means of her eyes still have so much enjoyment. + +During the summer, the spinner, as had been her wont every year, would +scrape off the bark from the branches of the elderberry tree, and +afterward tie up the branches in bundles. Annette did great damage by +explaining to her--she had only learned it herself the day before--that +they would be used to make gunpowder. When the old woman heard that, +she felt as if she could not bear to touch the wood; but, as she had +undertaken the task, she was obliged to finish it, and so went on with +her work, although it was not without murmuring. + +Through Annette's insinuating herself into the intimacy of others, much +that happened in our village acquired clearer colors, and greater +importance in my eyes. + +I told her the history of the spinner. She had had a husband, a tall, +handsome man. He had been employed as a laborer on the road, but had +wasted all his earnings at the tavern. + +Besides that, he had been a sportsman, and had loved, above all things, +to roam through the woods with the forester and his attendants, in +search of game. + +While these things were going on, the wife had, with her own earnings, +reared four children, who were always among the tidiest in the village. +Whenever anyone expressed pity that she had so thoughtless and +inconsiderate a husband, she would say, "Oh, that's all right. If he +were not so shiftless a fellow, he would never have married me; he +would have gone and married some woman better, handsomer, and richer +than I was." + +When the building of the railway was begun, he gave up his situation +and went to work in the valley; but he would never bring home a +groschen of money. Indeed, on one occasion, when he received a larger +sum than usual, he drove up in a carriage with two comrades, and the +three were not content until the last kreutzer had been spent. + +But yet with all this no word of complaint ever fell from the lips of +his wife; and when, at last, her husband lost his life while blasting a +rock, she bewailed his death, saying that he was the best man in the +world. + +Two of her sons and one daughter were employed at Mulhausen; but they +would not help the mother. Carl, who had been Joseph's servant, and was +now with the troops, gave all his earnings to her, and would not suffer +her to accept a gift from any one. + +When Annette knew this, she was all attention to the spinner; but it +required much clever management to be able to do her a service. Besides +that, it was awkward that the spinner was so indistinct of speech, that +with the exception of her son Carl and the school-master's wife, there +was hardly any one who could understand her. + +Richard and Bertha shook their heads while watching Annette's +movements, and could not refrain from commenting on them. But my wife +would always tell them that Annette was of an active temperament, and +was only happy when assisting others. She also told them that Annette +had interested herself for the baker Lerz's victim and her child, and +that she had given the clergymen of the neighboring villages +considerable sums to be distributed among the poor. And, further, that +it was much to her credit that she would not allow herself to be driven +away from her work by rudeness on the part of those whom she was trying +to benefit. + +We soon had an amusing instance of this. + +One Sunday afternoon, while we were up in the arbor, Annette had seated +herself with Rothfuss and Martella on a bench in front of the house. +She was trying to find out from Rothfuss how much he loved his horses +and cattle. + +Rothfuss knew nothing about loving them. All he said was, "Feed them +well, and they will work for you." + +She was quite provoked that the tinkling of the bells of the cows that +were grazing on the mountain patches was inharmonious. She said that +she would buy bells that were in accord with each other, and present +them to the owners of the cows. + +She conversed quite familiarly with Rothfuss and Martella, and asked +them to look upon her as their companion. + +To which Rothfuss replied, "I have nothing against the Jews--they are +all the same to me. In the place where I was born, there were lots of +Jews, and I was on good terms with all of them. Two of them served in +the same regiment with me; and in my village there was a splendid girl +whom they called 'the little beauty;' she was strong and healthy and +jolly. She loved to dance with me; and, if I could only have afforded +to marry, I would have been bound to have her. And you may take my word +for it, she would not have refused me. + +"You are a sensible woman; one can talk to you about all sorts of +things. You are not like Baroness Arven, who once ordered me to take my +cap in my hand while I was speaking to her. You are better than she is. + +"Yes, indeed; my first love was a Jewess. + +"And then there was Myerle the horse-dealer, who often came to see us. +He looks just like you;--are you related to him? I know him intimately; +he is a sharp fellow, and a man of his word, and always gives two crown +thalers drink-money. Of late he has been trying to make it Prussian +thalers, but that won't go down. + +"The Jews are just like us in everything. There is only one thing that +they cannot do--they don't know how to drink; and they don't try it, +either. But in all other respects they are just like us. 'He who is wet +to the skin need not dread the rain.'" + +"And you, Martella," asked Annette, "what do you think of the Jews?" + +"I? I don't think of them at all. I want nothing to do with them. In +the forest they always told me that my mother must have been a Jewess; +but it is not true." + +"Who is your mother, then?" + +"Who? Why, Madame Cuckoo;--just ask her." + +Martella walked away. + +Annette joined us and told us all that had happened, adding: "One is +always getting new and interesting ideas. Rothfuss and Martella, +comparing their religion with mine, look upon themselves as nobles who +vouchsafe me their favor. I accept it with thanks." + +My wife, however, looked over to us with a significant glance that +seemed quite distinctly to say, "There, you can see now that she is +free from prejudice, and full of imperturbable kindness." + +Notwithstanding her love and respect for us, Annette found great +pleasure in her intimate relations with the neighboring family of Baron +Arven. This may have been the result of her having formerly been kept +in the background. + +Her constant journeyings to and fro were the occasion of our making +some delightful acquaintances. + +Just beyond the boundary line, where I owned a large piece of woodland, +there resided a young forester, who was of noble birth, and a relative +of Annette's husband. We had before that been strangers to each other; +but Annette knew how to draw him and his wife into our circle, and we +were charmed by the simple manners of these highly cultivated people. + +Our family was so widely extended that we found it quite easy to trace +a distant relationship to our newly discovered friends. The young wife +was the daughter of a high official. Though living in the woods, she +did not neglect her intellectual life, and found good music of great +assistance in that regard. She had also been able to bring up sturdy +boys; and we were quite pleased to learn that her only rule with them +had been _truthfulness and obedience_. These two requisites had been +firmly and inexorably insisted upon, and as a result the boys did their +parents great credit. + +The new element that Annette had thus introduced into our circle often +caused us to forget that the very next hour might bring us the saddest +news. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +It was eventide. The clear tones of the village bell filled the valley +and were echoed back from the mountains opposite. The young woods down +by the stone wall seemed transparent with the reflection of the rosy +sunset, and all looked as if bathed in golden clouds. + +We were sitting in the arbor, and every one was probably thinking to +himself, "Perhaps at this very moment men of the same nation--yea, +brothers--may be murdering one another on the battle-field." + +In a low voice, and with an absence of all that resembled her usual +excessive excitability, Annette remarked that my wife ought to feel +very happy to think that she had planted yonder wood. + +At that moment we saw a carriage coming up the hill. + +"It is father!" exclaimed the daughter of the kreis-director, and ran +to meet him. + +We observed that he opened the carriage door for her, and that she +entered it and remained with him. + +Annette remarked that she had given orders that all telegrams should be +sent to Herr Von Rontheim, who would forward them to us as speedily as +possible. This must be a matter of importance, however, as he had come +in person. But let his tidings be what they may, we would stand by and +support one another. + +Rontheim entered. + +He brought us the news of a great victory gained by the Austrians, who +were said to have penetrated into Silesia. His manner of imparting this +was in accord with our feelings, and was quite free from any spirit of +rejoicing. A brief telegram had brought the news. + +Rontheim seemed quite ill at ease and soon left, taking his daughter +and Annette with him. A little while after that, Joseph arrived, and +told me privately that he wished that Richard and I would come over to +his house. + +I was struck with fear, and felt that there was bad news in store for +me. + +Without knowing why, I felt alarmed. + +When I entered Annette's apartment, Rontheim was seated at a table on +which there was a lighted lamp. In his hand there was a newspaper. He +did not rise to receive me, but requested me to be seated. + +He grasped my hand firmly while he said, "You are a strong man, a just +father--no father can be blamed for what his child may do.--Your son +Ernst has deserted." + +Those were his words: I have written them down with my own hand. Could +I, at that time, have believed that I would ever be able to do this! +But to this day, I cannot tell what rent my heart and crazed my brain. +All that I can recollect is that I felt as if a bullet were piercing my +brain, and found it strange that I knew even that much of what was +going on. I remember Richard's throwing his arms about my neck, and +crying, "Father! Dear father!" and all was over. + +When I recovered consciousness my first thought was, "Why live again? +Death has been conquered." + +The next thought that flashed upon me was, "But my wife!--She foresaw +it all, yet how will she bear this burden?" + +Annette came up to me and seemed to guess at my thoughts, for with a +voice choked with tears she said: + +"Do not tell your wife of this to-night. In the morning, when day +approaches, if you wish me to tell her of this, I am at your service. +But how cold your hands are!" + +She knelt down and kissed my hands. + +The director handed the newspaper to Richard. I noticed how his hand +trembled while he held it. I asked to have it handed to me, and read +the proclamation of my son's dishonor and the order for his arrest. + +When I at last started to return home, I was obliged, for the first +time in my life, to lean on my son Richard for support. Annette had +asked permission to accompany me. We declined her proffered aid. The +kind-hearted, impulsive creature was all gentleness and desire to +assist me. + +I arrived in front of the house. There stands the large and +well-ordered house,--but no joy will ever enter there again. + +The wind from the valley was swaying the red beech to and fro; the +fountain swelled and roared while its waters glistened in the broad +moonlight. All this to be seen again and again, and yet--"daily +suicide"-- + +"What are you saying, father? What do you mean by those words?" asked +Richard. + +It was not until then that I became aware of my having uttered them. + +For Ernst, for my poor child, no day would ever more begin with the +love of life. "Daily suicide"--in this phrase his deed and its +consequences seemed to concentrate themselves. I was obliged to sit +clown on the steps, and not until then was I able to shed tears. + +How often Ernst had run up and down there! I could yet remember the +first time that he climbed those steps on all fours, turning his pretty +head with its light curls towards me when I called out to him, and +waiting quietly until I would come and take him up in my arms! + +But now he had conjured up a restless demon whom no cry or supplication +could exorcise. + +At this very moment I can distinctly remember how I wished that all the +sorrow and pain might descend on my own head and be gathered up into my +own heart, in order that I might bear them for others. + +"Master, why are you sitting at your own threshold like a strange +beggar?" were the words with which Rothfuss surprised me. "I have +already heard what our madcap Ernst has done; do not let that grieve +you to death--that will do you no good. In this world, every one must +carry his own hide to market. It is bad enough in all conscience, but +there is courage in it for all. There are hundreds and thousands of +them who would like to do what he has done; but they follow the drum +with its rat-tat-tat, and put on airs into the bargain. Do you know +what I think of this matter?--Do not interrupt me, Heir Professor; I +know what I am talking about--I say that every large family must +have its black sheep, and I would rather a thousand times have a +good-for-nothing than an idiot, the very sight of whom makes one's hair +stand on end. + +"Yes, indeed; my mother was right. Her favorite maxim was: 'Better sour +than rotten,' and 'To be hard of hearing is not half so bad as to have +poor eyes.' + +"In every family there is something; or, as the poor woman once said: +'There is something everywhere,--except in my lard-pot, where there is +nothing at all.'" + +Rothfuss would not rest until I got up again. + +I went up the steps with him and into the room. He drew off my boots, +and was full of kind attentions. + +Addressing me in a whisper, he offered to tell the news to his mistress +in the morning, as he thought that he was best fitted for the task. + +He meant to speak of it in such a way that she would take it as his +stupid talk and give him a thorough scolding, and thus wreak her anger +on him. He thought that would be the best way, because that would help +to break the first shock of the news, and then it would be easier to +endure the rest. + +The only other thing that troubled Rothfuss was how he might stop +Funk's evil tongue. He felt sure that with the exception of Funk, +others would be as much grieved as we were. + +That was the trouble. The news would enlist the attention of the busy +world, those who pitied as well as those who rejoiced in the sufferings +of others. + +But what matters the world: it can neither help nor hinder our griefs. + +I have experienced much bitter suffering:--I have gazed into the grave +that had received all that had been dearest to me on earth, but no pain +can be compared to that of grief for a son, who, though living, is +lost. + +Morning had already dawned. The birds were singing in the trees; the +sun had returned; all life seemed to awake anew; and at last I found an +hour's sleep. + +"Destroyer of sleep!" were the first words I uttered when I awoke. + +How can he enjoy a moment's rest, or swallow a morsel of food while he +knows that his parents are sorrowing for him. + +I have often been advised--it is easy enough to say the words--"Make up +your mind to blot his name from your memory." But it is not so easy to +follow such counsel. + +My wife softly slumbered through the whole night. Will she ever again +have so refreshing a sleep? + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +The morning was bright and clear. We were seated around the breakfast +table, every one of us doubly oppressed. We were grieved on our own +account, and troubled by the thought that the mother's heart was soon +to become rent by the sad tidings. + +Richard had told the news to Bertha. + +My wife seemed to be watching Bertha, and at last reproved her for +having been weeping again. "It is our duty," said she, "to accept the +inevitable with resignation. Mankind might well be likened to the +plants in the field, which are obliged quietly to submit to the storm +that descends on their heads." + +We exchanged hurried glances, but Bertha did not reply. + +"Will my wife be as strong in a few moments from now?" was the question +I inwardly asked myself. + +Rothfuss was heard cracking his whip in front of the house. He was +about to drive out into the fields, taking Martella with him. + +His intention was to tell her all that had happened as soon as he +reached the fields, so that she might there spend her rage, and not +annoy the household by her noise. + +Victor rode along with them. + +My wife inquired whether the newspaper had not yet come, or why I was +not reading it, and wished to know what was the matter. + +The moment had arrived. I gathered up all the courage that was yet left +me, and said, "We will take you at your word--'It is our duty to accept +the inevitable with resignation.'" + +"What is it? Tell me." + +"Our son Ernst has--deserted!" + +"After all!" exclaimed my wife, while she laid her clinched fists on +her heart, as if to prevent it from bursting, and with compressed lips +stared into vacancy. + +Fearing that she would faint, the children and I rushed to her +assistance. + +"Never mind; all will be over in a moment. I can now breathe again. And +now, I beg of you all, be silent." She closed her eyes. We remained +standing around her in silence. Not a sound was heard, save the rapid +ticking of the clocks and the innocent singing of the thistle-finch. + +At last, she removed her hands from her face and gave way to a torrent +of tears. With her hands folded on her breast, and softly, without a +loud sign of pain, she thus lamented: + +"O my son! My poor son! My poor, unhappy child! You are now a fugitive +in the wide world, and without a home--lost and distracted--a wandering +proof of the confusion of our broken household, now rent in twain and +bereft of peace. His heart is a wayward one. It is easier to spoil a +human being than to improve one. Let him who believes that this war is +just before God rise up and plunge his sword into my son's heart!" + +She had raised herself while uttering the last sentence; when she +finished, she fell back in her seat again. She then suddenly and +energetically sat up again, and asked, "Does Martella know of this?" + +I replied that Rothfuss had taken her out into the fields with him in +order to tell her all. + +"It is well," she answered. "Give me the newspaper, that I may read the +letter of arrest. This was the reason the director came to us yesterday +and departed without saying good-by. Give me the advertisement which +thousands are now reading--I am his mother." + +I was obliged to tell her that I had given the paper to Rothfuss, who +had asked for it in order that he might show it as a proof to Martella. + +My wife nodded approvingly, and said, "Yes, Martella. Listen to what I +am about to say. Ernst has run away because he was unwilling to fight +in this fratricidal war. That is true enough, as far as it goes; I +feel assured of that. But let me tell you something more--he is +unfaithful--unfaithful to his parents, his brothers and sisters, and +his betrothed. I beg of you, Henry, do not contradict me! Promise me +one thing." + +"Whatever you wish." + +"You, my husband, and you, my children, faithfully promise me that, +when I am no longer with you, you will firmly and inviolably cherish +Martella as a child of the house and as one of the family." + +We promised all that she asked. + +"I have one other request to make. Whatever may happen, do not for a +moment conceal aught from me; do no violence to yourselves for my sake. +I can support everything as long as I know all." + +Her next wish was that we should all go out into the fields, for she +felt sure that Rothfuss would not be able to control Martella, who, she +feared, might run away and rush into suffering or death. + +Richard said that he would be able to assist Rothfuss, and that he knew +the direction in which they had gone. + +He hurried away to meet them. + +"You had better go in and join them," we heard Richard say as he left +the house, and then he ran off on his errand. + +A moment later, Annette joined us. Although usually quite courtly in +her manner, she was now diffident and timid, and in heartfelt tones +begged us to consider her as one of us, and permit her to assist in +bearing our affliction. + +My wife extended her arms towards her, and for the first time embraced +and kissed Annette. + +"I have brought smelling-salts and other restoratives," said Annette in +a cheerful tone, while the thick tears were running down her cheeks. +"But, dear Madame Gustava, you need nothing of that kind; you are as +firm as a forest-tree." + +"Ernst will never again return to his forest," complained my wife. + +Neither Bertha nor I were able to utter a word, but Annette said to my +wife, "You have a right to indulge in the deepest grief. I shall never +attempt to persuade you otherwise. I know how galling it is when +friends come and imagine that they can console us by smoothing over or +belittling our griefs. It is well, after all, that I am with you. It is +indeed true that I only feel your sorrows through sympathy, while the +blow itself has descended on your heads. With all my sincere sympathy, +there are hours when I can forget your sorrows, and am thus better able +to be of use to you." + +My wife again took Annette's hand and pressed it to her own forehead. + +"Do you believe," said my wife, addressing Annette; "do you believe +that Ernst sees his actions in their true colors?" + +"I do not." + +"I hope that it is so. Indeed, I really trust that my child does not +reason clearly on this subject. I would rather have him think himself +right in what he is doing; for he will then be able to endure his days, +and to sleep peacefully at night." + +"How happy one is to watch the growth of bright, youthful memories in a +child's soul; but after such a deed, it were kindest to wish that he +might forget everything." And then turning towards me, she added, "I +feel so badly to think that my favorite maxim is now dead." + +"Which?" + +"When I was asked how one could best bring up children, I would always +answer, 'Let your married life be pure, for thus alone can you have +good, righteous children.' But it seems that even this is no longer the +case." + +No one replied. Annette told us that she had just received a dispatch. +The tidings of victory were false, and the very reverse of the first +news was the true report, for the Prussians had penetrated into +Bohemia. + +"Ah, how soon there will be more grieving mothers! If the woful cries +of all these mothers could be concentrated into one utterance, who is +there that could hear it, and still live?" + +Thus lamented my wife. We sat in silence. + +Richard entered, saying, "Mother is right; she looks far ahead." He +told us that Martella had shouted with joy when Rothfuss had told her +of Ernst's flight; she had praised his adroitness. + +And Victor called out, "For shame! Uncle Ernst is a coward! For shame! +Uncle Ernst is a bad man!" + +Martella raised the scythe and was about to hurl it at Victor, but +Rothfuss fortunately parried the stroke. Martella now wrestled with +Rothfuss, and called out to Victor, "You soldier's child! Keep quiet, +you soldier's child!" She seemed to use the words reproachfully. + +Suddenly she exclaimed, "I know where Ernst is! I am going to +him--away, away from all of you!" + +She started on a brisk run, but was caught in the arms of Richard, who +was just coming up. + +When Richard told us all this, his voice seemed broken, and, for some +time, he stood with his eyes cast on the ground. Then he went on to +tell us that Martella had become quiet and gentle, and had willingly +consented to ride home again, when he told her that mother wanted to +see her; and that now she was down in the barn, and was sitting on the +clover, waiting until she was sent for. + +Martella was called up to the house. When she entered the room, my wife +requested us to leave. I have never learned what passed between them. + +I was quite surprised at what Rothfuss told me. + +When Richard caught Martella in his arms, she cried out, "No, no; you +shall not kiss me!" and pushed him from her with such force, that he +would have been thrown to the ground if Rothfuss had not come to his +assistance. + +Richard had told us nothing of that. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +When Edward Levi, the iron merchant, came to out village, he cautiously +went, first of all, to my nephew Joseph; he then sent for me, and +handed me a letter from Ernst. It was written in a firm hand, and read +as follows: + + +"To my parents I say farewell. I leave my so-called Fatherland forever. + +"It grieves me to know that I must grieve you, but I cannot help it. + +"If thousands had done what I did, it would have been praised as a +noble deed. Must we sacrifice ourselves to this degenerate Fatherland? + +"I cannot murder my compatriots, nor do I care to allow them to murder +me. + +"Take care of Martella for my sake. I will write to her myself. + + "YOUR LOST SON." + + +"You must pluck such a child from your heart--you must forget him +entirely." + +These were Joseph's words after he had read the letter. Many others +spoke just as he did. But he who has ever heard the word "father" from +the lips of his child, knows that this is impossible. From that time I +always said to myself, "No day without sorrow." Do you know what it +means never to have a pure, bright, happy day?--"no day without +sorrow?" And yet, I admit it, I was not without hope. I felt a quiet +assurance that Ernst would be all right in the end. How it was to be +brought about, I did not know; but I felt that the seeds of +indestructible virtue and purity were yet lurking amidst this mass of +ruin and rottenness. There might yet be a turn in the tide of affairs, +that would draw the current of my son's life into the proper channel. +My wife mentioned his name only once after that. But her love for the +child was stronger and firmer than her resolution. + +She took pains to be about and to keep up an interest in all that was +going on: but, from the moment that she was shocked by the news of +Ernst's desertion, it was evident that it cost her an effort to control +her will. + +She seemed constantly tired. She rarely went out--hardly ever as far as +the garden, where she would walk but a short distance before sitting +down on a bench. She would often sit in an absent manner, gazing into +vacancy, and when addressed would seem as if hurriedly collecting her +thoughts. + +Martella had also received a letter. It contained a ring; but she would +not show any one, not even my wife, what Ernst had written. Edward +Levi, the iron merchant, acted with great good sense and delicacy. He +attempted neither to explain things nor to console us; but gave us the +simple account of how the affair had happened. If it had not related to +my own son, and had not been so full of sadness, Ernst's ingenuity in +the matter would even have afforded us amusement. + +It was late in the evening when he arrived at the town in which Levi +resided. He went to the police-office at once, and ordered a forester +whom he found there to produce Edward Levi, who arrived shortly +afterward, and to whom Ernst used these words: + +"You have been a soldier and can be trusted. I shall confide my secret +to you." + +He then informed him, with an air of great secrecy, that he had been +ordered to enter the Prussian lines as a spy, and requested him to +provide him at once with some French money and the dress of a Jewish +cattle-dealer; and also to bring to him a cattle-dealer provided with a +correct passport. + +After all this had been successfully accomplished, Ernst wrote the two +letters and handed them to Levi, with instructions not to deliver them +until three days had elapsed. + +He started off with his companion. On the way, he asked him to show him +his passport: it was handed to him but not returned. He carefully +instructed the cattle-dealer to address him by the name of Rothfuss. + +"Why, that is the name of the old servant that your father thinks so +much of!" + +"That is the very reason I have chosen it; you will have no difficulty +in remembering it. What is my name? + +"The same as the servant's." + +"No--but what is it?" + +"Rothfuss. Why, every child knows the name. Might I inquire--" + +"No; you need ask no questions." + +They journeyed on together as far as Kehl, where Ernst suddenly +disappeared. The drover waited all day, in the vain hope of seeing him +again, and at last returned home. + +Ernst had in all likelihood gone to my sister, who lives in the Hagenau +forest, or to my brother-in-law, the director of the water-works on the +Upper Rhine. Before leaving, he handed a bag of money that belonged to +the state to Edward Levi, for safe-keeping. + +Joseph, who was always ready to assist others, at once offered to +journey after Ernst, in the hope of overtaking him and consulting with +him as to his future. + +I had instructed Rothfuss to make up a package of the clothes that +Ernst had left behind him, and I was at Joseph's house when he brought +the bundle there. + +Martella wanted to accompany Joseph; but, finding that he would not +consent, she turned around to her dog, and said: "Pincher, go with +Joseph and hunt your master!" + +The dog looked up at her, as if knowing what she said, and then ran +after Joseph. + +While I was yet with Joseph, a copy of our newspaper came to hand; it +had been sent to me marked. + +The marked passages read as follows: + +"Father Noah, the Prussian lickspittle"--I recognized Funk by these +very words--"has allowed a dove to desert from his ark. + +"We cannot but regard the rumor that the father had urged his son to +take this step, because of his own aversion to fighting against the +beloved Prussians, as a malicious invention. + +"We do not believe the party of these beggarly Prussians, or this +weak-minded old gray-beard, endowed with the requisite firmness. + +"But the noble Caffre's pride in his virtue must have received a +fearful blow." + +I must admit that this low personal attack gave me much pain. I was, +however, more grieved to think that party hatred could induce men to +indulge in such abuse. + +Joseph remarked, "One should indeed always have an enemy, in order to +find out what criticism and explanation our deeds may be subjected to." + +Joseph was a burgomaster. The game-keeper came to report to him. + +My very heart trembled with fear, and I felt ashamed of myself in the +presence of the game-keeper. + +He had the description and order of arrest for my son in his pocket. + +One does not find how far and how deep honor has spread its roots, +until it is lost. + +Unrest, the most hateful demon in the world, had been conjured up in +our house. + +Now that our pride was broken, we at last noticed how proud we had +been. + +One day, when walking through the village, I met the perjured baker, +Lerz of Hollerberg. He extended his hand to me in a friendly manner. +Did he regard me as one of his equals? I withdrew my hand. + +He shrugged his shoulders contemptuously and went on his way. + +The first neighbor who visited me was Baron Arven, who lives about a +mile and a half from our house. + +I believe I have not yet referred to this man. His dignified and quiet +demeanor betokened a really brave and noble character. He was just what +he seemed to be--free from all pretence or deceit. + +I must add a few words in regard to his family. Following the bent of +most of the dwellers in our part of the country, he had gone down the +Danube and had entered the Austrian army. He afterward left the service +and returned to the family estate, bringing with him a wife who was a +native of Bohemia, and who held but little intercourse with the +neighborhood. Her only familiar companions were the clergy. + +The Bishop had stopped there on two occasions while making his pastoral +journeys. + +She led a life of seclusion in the castle, or rather the convent; for +the estate on which they lived had, at one time, belonged to a +religious order. + +The Baron had two sons, splendid fellows, who were serving in the +cavalry. He is a member of our upper chamber. He is a man of but few +words, but always votes with the moderate liberals. + +He has no respect for the people; their coarse morals and manners are +repugnant to him. He does not deny that mankind in general have equal +rights; but, as individuals, he would only accord them such +consideration as their education, their means, or their social position +would entitle them to. In this respect he is a thorough aristocrat. + +The farmers speak of him with love and veneration, although he is never +friendly towards them. He is very active as the President of our +Agricultural Association. He has the finest cattle and the best +machines, and his special hobby is to stock the many woodland streams +and lakes of our vicinity with fish. + +He is passionately fond of the chase and of fishing, and possesses the +art of getting through with his day in the most approved and knightly +manner. Rautenkron acts as his forest-keeper. + +That very day, the Baron came riding along, followed by his two fine, +large dogs. He alighted at Joseph's house and saluted Annette, with +whom he had become acquainted at the capital, for he spent several +months there with his family every winter. The family of Von Arven +owned an old mansion in the city. + +He came up to me, offered me his hand in silence, and seated himself. + +I could not help thinking of some words from the Book of Job, that had +always so deeply affected me: "And none spake a word unto him, for they +saw that his grief was very great." + +"My dear neighbor," he at last said, "I see that you, too, have been +highly assessed in the impost of misfortune that every one of us must +pay. I shall spare you any words of attempted consolation, and only add +that there are thousands who would like to do just as your son has +done." + +And then, in his calm and collected tone, he spoke of this horrid war, +in which Germans were fighting against each other. Napoleon's darling +hope was that Austria and Prussia might mutually weaken each other, so +that he might be the master and the arbiter of peace, and could then +dictate his own terms. Arven had at one time been an Austrian officer, +and was naturally not partial to Prussia. He had an inborn aversion to +Northern harshness; but with his knowledge of the organization of the +Austrian armies, he felt free to say that Prussia would be victorious. +Although both of his sons were in our army, he said this with great +calmness. + +The Baron's presence exerted a gentle, soothing influence on our +household. When I told my wife that he had expressed a wish to speak +with her, she came into the room; and when the two were conversing with +each other, it was like a beautiful song of mourning. + +The Baron's presence always produced a subdued tone, an atmosphere of +quiet refinement--an influence like a subtile, pleasing perfume +lingered in the room long after he had taken his departure. + +And now, when he was conversing with my wife, she gave utterance to +thoughts that otherwise we might never have become acquainted with. +When conversing with strangers, she revealed far more of her pure and +elevated views of the world than when she was with us alone. + +Shortly after the Baron's departure, we were visited by Counsellor +Reckingen, who came over from the city to see us. He usually lived in +strict seclusion from the world. While sailing on Lake Constance, he +had lost his young wife. He had plunged in after her, and had succeeded +in reaching the bank with her, only to find that life had fled. Since +that time, he had lived in solitude, devoting himself to the education +of the little daughter who was left to him. + +Under these circumstances, I could not but appreciate his kindness in +paying me this visit. + +He seemed to have become quite unused to conversation. He said but +little, and soon went out into the garden in front of our house, in +order to plant some rose-slips that he had brought with him. + +I was greatly gratified by the visit of a deputation of my +constituents. It consisted of three esteemed farmer-burgomasters of the +neighborhood. They made no allusion to the grief which had befallen me; +our conversation referred only to the war; and when Martella brought in +wine, they looked at the child with curious eyes. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +Ought we to bear the blame of our son Ernst's having wandered from the +right path? + +By our example and precept we have guided our children in the path of +virtue, but who can control their souls? I have caused many a fallow +soil to bear fruit, and up on the bleak hills have raised sturdy trees. +Nature's law is unchanging; but if not even a tree can mature without +harm coming to it, how much less can a human soul be expected to do so. +We have lived to see naught but what is good and proper in our son +Richard. His development is so natural and consistent. In his earliest +youth, he decided to devote himself to science. He has steadily +advanced, swerving neither to the right nor the left, and has always +been full of the conscious power of the clear and temperate mind that +grasps the laws underlying the phenomena presented by the world of +thought and of action. + +We can neither take credit to ourselves, in the one instance, nor +acknowledge that we were in fault in the other. + +My wife had been true to herself, and yet full of resignation in the +first shock of this bitter grief; but now there came an insurmountable +desire to quarrel with her lot, and the puzzling question, "Why should +this happen just to us?" was again awakened. + +I dislike to admit it, but truth forces me to say that this was brought +about by the arrival of my daughter Johanna. + +Johanna also had her troubles. Her husband was sickly, her son was in +the army, and she seemed chosen for suffering; but chosen by reason of +a higher faith. With inconsiderate zeal, she attempted to awaken the +same faith in us. At that very moment, she thought, when we were +crushed and bowed down by sorrow, our redemption should take place. She +assigned the impiety of our household as the cause of our son's +disobedience. + +The education which my wife had received from her father was, as some +would call it, a heathen one; for she had received more instruction +from the classics than from the Bible. + +We were seated in our statue gallery. The door that led to the garden +was open; my wife had been eagerly reading from a book, which she now +laid aside with the remark, "That does one good." + +"What were you reading?" inquired Johanna. + +My wife made no answer, and Johanna repeated her question, when she +said, "I have been reading the Antigone of Sophocles, and I find that I +am right." + +"In what respect?" + +"It has renewed my recollection of an idea of my father's. When I was +reading the Antigone aloud to him for the first time, he said, If a +woman acted in this way, she would be doing right; but a brother should +not have done so. With a sister, or with a mother, the natural law of +love of kindred is above that of the state, which would have treated +the brother as a traitor to his country. And in this lies the deeply +tragic element--that innocence and guilt are so closely interwoven, and +that two considerations are battling with each other. You men may pass +judgment on Ernst; you require unconditional submission to the lawful +authorities. You are right, because you are men of the law. But, with +Antigone, I rest myself upon that higher law which is far above all +laws that states may frame! + + "'It lives neither for to-day nor for yesterday, but for all time, + And none can know since when.' + +"This book is to me a sacred one." + +"Mother!" cried Johanna, with a voice trembling with emotion, "mother, +how can you say that, while I here have the only sacred book in my +hand?" + +"In its own sense, that, too, is sacred; but it teaches me nothing of +the deep struggles between the human heart and the laws of the state." + +"Mother," cried Johanna, kneeling before her; "here is the Bible. I +implore you to give up those profane books; they cannot help you. +Listen to the Word of God!" + +"To me he speaks through these books," answered my wife. + +"Mother, we are mourning for the lost son." + +"Our son is not lost; he is a sad sacrifice." + +Richard entered. Mother said to him, "Read me the story from the +Gospel." + +"What do you refer to?" inquired Richard. + +"Mother means the Parable of the Prodigal Son," interrupted Johanna; +and holding the Bible on high, she continued: "Here it is: Gospel of +St. Luke, fifteenth chapter, eleventh verse." + +"Not you, but Richard, shall read it." + +"But, mother--" + +"Richard, I wish you to read it." + +He had just taken the book, when Annette entered. She asked whether she +was disturbing them. + +My wife said that she was not, and requested her to sit down at her +side. + +In a calm and full voice Richard read: + +"'And he said, A certain man had two sons: + +"'And the younger of them said to his father, Father, give me the +portion of goods that falleth to me. And he divided unto them his +living. + +"'And not many days after, the younger son gathered all together, and +took his journey into a far country, and there wasted his substance +with riotous living. + +"'And when he had spent all, there arose a mighty famine in that land; +and he began to be in want. + +"'And he went and joined himself to a citizen of that country; and he +sent him into his fields to feed swine. + +"'And he would fain have filled his belly with the husks that the swine +did eat; and no man gave unto him. + +"'And when he came to himself, he said, How many hired servants of my +father's have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger! + +"'I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I +have sinned against heaven, and before thee. + +"'And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy +hired servants. + +"'And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way +off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his +neck, and kissed him. + +"'And the son said unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and +in thy sight, and am no more worthy to be called thy son. + +"'But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and +put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet: + +"'And bring hither the fatted calf, and kill it; and let us eat, and be +merry: + +"'For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is +found. And they began to be merry. + +"'Now his elder son was in the field: and as he came and drew nigh to +the house, he heard music and dancing. + +"'And he called one of the servants, and asked what these things meant. + +"'And he said unto him, Thy brother is come; and thy father hath killed +the fatted calf, because he hath received him safe and sound. + +"'And he was angry, and would not go in: therefore came his father out +and entreated him. + +"'And he answering said to his father, Lo, these many years do I serve +thee, neither transgressed I at any time thy commandments; and yet thou +never gavest me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends. + +"'But as soon as this thy son was come, which hath devoured thy living +with harlots, thou hast killed for him the fatted calf. + +"'And he said unto him, Son, thou art ever with me, and all that I have +is thine. + +"'It was meet that we should make merry, and be glad: for this thy +brother was dead, and is alive again; and was lost, and is found.'" + +When Richard had finished, he placed his hand on the open book and +said, "This story has much dramatic interest. The father, the two sons, +the servant, are clearly and strikingly drawn; and with correct +judgment; the mother is not mentioned, for here it would not do to have +double notes--a variation of emotion on the part of the father and one +on the part of the mother. I might, indeed, say that a mother would +have dwelt on the appearance her son presented on his return; while +here it is left unnoticed. Further--" + +"What do you mean? You are not among your students," angrily +interrupted Johanna. + +"You are right," continued Richard, with a quiet smile; "my students +are polite enough to permit me to finish a sentence without +interrupting me. I will also state, first of all, that this ingenious +parable makes no mention of the sister. I do not know what a sister +would have said in that affair." + +Johanna jumped from her seat in anger; her features seemed distorted +with passion. She opened her mouth to answer him, but could not utter a +word. + +"Shall I go on, mother?" asked Richard. + +"Of course; speak on." + +"In the first place, the pure spirit which here reveals itself is as +fully acknowledged by us as by the pious believers. + +"To me the all-important point is, that it illustrates a view of the +relation between parents and children, which is completely the reverse +of that fostered by the ancient civilization, in which the children +suffer for the sins of their parents. Just think of the curse of the +Atrides. In our days, it is quite different, and the fate of the +parents--their happiness as well as their sorrow--depends upon the +conduct of their children. + +"The individual to whom such affliction comes is subject to the great +and universal law of the newer life." + +"Is there anything else you would like to say?" inquired Johanna, in an +angry voice. She had some time before that snatched the Bible out of +Richard's hands, and had been reading in it ever since, as if she +thought that the best way to counteract the influence of the heresies +he had been uttering. With all that, she seemed to hear every word that +was said. + +"I certainly have, if you will permit me. To me this story seems a +repetition, in a new shape, of a subject already treated in the same +book. The story of Joseph in Egypt is a family history that borders on +the region of fable, narrated without any regard to the moral that +underlies it, and yet representing to us the reward of innocence. This +story which tells of a son who had been a real sinner, and for that +reason was not permitted to return as a viceroy amid joy and splendor, +but in the garb of a beggar, has another lesson for us. Viewed from the +stand-point of the Old or New Testament, or even by our own feelings, +it tells the story of redemption. Yes, every human being who falls into +sinful ways, shall be obliged to eat the husks;.... but he is not lost. +When through self-knowledge his soul has been humbled in the dust, He +who never fails will lift him up again, for it is far easier to avoid +sin than, before God and one's own soul, to confess having sinned." + +After a pause of a few moments, Richard continued: "There is an +excellent painting of the Prodigal's Return. It is by Führich. The +artist has chosen the moment when the father is embracing his long-lost +son, now kneeling at his feet; the son, however, dares not venture to +embrace his father; bent down towards the earth, he folds his hands +upon his breast in humble, silent gratitude." + +Johanna seemed to think that she might as well abandon all attempts to +change our views of religious matters. She arose from her seat and, +pressing the Bible to her bosom, left the room without uttering another +word. + +"Come into the garden with me," said my wife to Richard. I was left +alone with Annette. Great tears were rolling down her cheeks. After a +little while she said that now she was at last really converted, but +not in the way that the church would wish her to be. She could at last +understand that the best consolation and the most elevating reflection, +in time of sorrow, is to consider individual suffering a part of a +great whole, and as a phase of the soul-experience of advancing +humanity. + +She regretted that Bertha had not been with us. She felt sure, also, +that her husband would have been a delighted listener. He had always +felt attracted to Richard, although he had never become intimate with +him. + +She hurried home in order, as I fancy, to write out for her husband's +benefit her impressions of what she had just heard. + +Johanna left us that very day. She said that she now felt as a stranger +in our home, and consoled herself with the thought that she could feel +at home in the house of a Father whom we, alas! did not know. + +We were neither anxious nor able to prevent her departure. And why +should I not confess it?--we felt more at our ease without her. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +As far as she could, Bertha led a self-contained and secluded life. She +frankly admitted that she was not in the mood to worry about her lost +brother; her heart was filled with thoughts of her husband, the father +of her children. + +When haymaking began on the mountain meadows, Bertha would go out and +assist in scattering the newly mown grass. She hoped that physical +exercise would enable her again to enjoy the refreshing sleep of her +childhood, and was quite happy when, in the morning, she found herself +able to tell us that she had passed a night in dreamless sleep. + +Annette suffered greatly from the heat. Bertha, however, said that it +was best to expose one's self to the sun, because the heat would then +be less oppressive. She was quite delighted to see how the sun browned +her own children. + +Annette again introduced the subject of the parable of the Prodigal +Son, when Richard, with an ironical smile, replied, "I am glad to see +that you can dwell on a subject and again return to it; and I shall +only add, that in the Old Testament the history of a nation is +conceived in a popular manner, while the New Testament is a history in +which one exalted and idealized man serves as the sole and central +figure. The real life of the family, the relations of parents and +kindred, is not emphasized in the latter. Life, there, is isolated, and +looks only towards heaven. + +"In the Old Testament, the life of the family is in constant action, +and superfluous figures which serve no moral in themselves are also +introduced. + +"To express myself symbolically, I should say Moses has a brother and a +sister who are also important figures. Jesus, on the other hand, stands +alone against the golden background, and no relationship of His is +mentioned except that to His mother, which was afterward poetically +invested with a higher significance." + +"Accept my thanks; I believe I understand you. If one were able always +to regard individual suffering as merely part of the world's +development, one would be saved from all pain," said Annette. + +Richard's look was one of surprise, almost of anger, at these words. + +When we were together, most of his attentions were for the daughter of +the kreis-director. Her calm and gentle manner seemed to him the very +opposite of Annette's; and it may have been his desire to let Annette +see that cultivated womanhood consists of something more than +incessantly propounding questions, or in keeping a man in a constant +trot to prove his gallantry by providing for the intellectual +requirements of the ladies. + +"I greatly fear," said Richard to my wife, "that Annette is one of that +class of beings with whom everything resolves itself into talk, and of +whom one might well say that what to us is a church, is to them a +concert." And he went on to complain that, in the strict sense of the +word, Annette did not have a nice ear; that where she thought she fully +understood one's meaning, she usually misconceived it. When he had +finished, my wife answered with a quiet smile: + +"Be careful: the professor is again showing himself in you. It seems to +me that the professor finds it annoying to have listeners who are not +all attention." + +Richard was a severe judge of his own motives and actions, and frankly +confessed that he deserved the reproach. Nevertheless ne could not +accustom himself to Annette's presence. + +He had much knowledge of men, and constantly lived in a certain equable +atmosphere of his own; and the impulsive, changeable traits of Annette +were therefore repugnant to him. + +She, too, felt the antagonism, and one day said to him, quite +roguishly, "The forester is the type of many men. I had always thought +that he found it refreshing to breathe the pure air of the woods; but I +find that he is constantly smoking his vile tobacco." + +The petty war between Richard and Annette enabled us, for many an hour, +to forget the greater war that was raging out of doors. Annette was +quite anxious in her care for my wife, and could never fully gratify +her desire to be with her always. + +Although Richard attempted to conceal it, it was quite evident that he +had a decided aversion to Annette. + +He would sometimes spend whole days with Rautenkron the forester, and +was more frequent in his visits to Baron Arven than he had formerly +been. + +But in the evenings, when we were all together, Annette seemed to +possess the art of drawing him out in spite of himself. + +And thus we led a simple and yet intellectual life, while, without +doors, armies speaking the same language were arrayed against each +other with deadly intent. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +"Pincher is here again; he could not find him," said Martella one +morning. Her dog had returned during the night. + +At noon, Joseph returned from Alsace. He had not succeeded in finding +Ernst, who had remained at my sister's house but one day, and had +seemed excited and troubled while there. + +He had understood that Ernst had met some one at the railway station, +as if by appointment. + +Joseph, who was always so cool and collected, seemed remarkably nervous +and excited. + +I thought that he had perhaps seen Ernst after all, and was not telling +us all that he knew; but he assured me, in a somewhat confused manner, +that he had concealed nothing. He told me that he was out of sorts, +simply because of the triumphant and malicious airs that the Alsatians +had displayed. Business friends of his, among whom there was a deputy +who seemed to be well posted, insisted upon it as a fact that the +Prussian statesman had offered the French Emperor a considerable +portion, if not all, of the left bank of the Rhine, on condition that +the Emperor would not prevent him from using his own pleasure towards +Germany, if conquered. + +The left bank of the Rhine! How often I, too, while in Alsace had heard +it said that France must take possession of this left bank, as a matter +of course; for the Frenchmen thought themselves the lords of creation, +with whom it was only necessary to express a wish in order to have it +gratified. + +Would I yet live to see the ruin of my Fatherland? At that very moment, +Germans were battling against Germans, in order that the aims of France +might be served. + +I asked Joseph and Richard whether they could conceive of such a thing +as a German selling and betraying his Fatherland. + +We had no assurance of this, and thought it best to encourage each +other's faith in humanity. + +The failure of Joseph's mission had only served to arouse my own deep +sorrow anew. + +My son lost! When night came, I could not make up my mind to retire. +For a long while, I sat gazing at the starry heavens, and the dark +forest-covered mountains. Where is he now? Can it be possible that he +is not thinking of us? He is in danger, and may work his own ruin. How +gladly would I fly to his help, if I only knew how! + +At last one goes to his couch, thinking: "To-morrow something definite +must be done." But the morning comes, and the deed is left undone. Thou +hast waited this long, and shalt wait still longer. And thus the days +pass by, while naught is accomplished. When I lay awake at nights, +thinking of my son, I felt as if with him; and when, by chance, other +thoughts arose in my mind, the one great grief would thrust them aside. +It seemed as if my soul had for a time left the body and had now +returned to it again. + +The fear of sleeplessness is almost worse than the reality; but one +falls asleep at last without knowing how, and so it shall some day be +with our final sleep. + +And, often, when the tired body had fallen asleep, the troubled soul +would awaken it again. + +At these moments I would say to myself, "Life is a solemn charge." It +went hard with me to renounce perfect happiness. + +One morning, when I was just about to go out into the fields, Martella +came running towards me. She was almost out of breath, and told me that +the captain's wife was over in the garden of the school-master's wife, +and had fainted. She had received a letter with bad news. Her husband +had been shot in the forehead, and was dead. + +My wife hurried on ahead of me, and stepped as quickly as in the days +of her youth. + +When I reached the garden gate, Annette was already sitting on a bench. +She had her arms around Gustava's neck, and had buried her face in my +wife's bosom. + +She raised her head and said, "The flowers still bloom." Then she +covered her face with her hands, and sobbed bitterly. + +My wife placed her hand on Annette's head, and said, "Weep on. You have +a right to lament. Let them not dare come and say, 'Conquer your pain, +for hundreds suffer just as you do.' Were there thousands to suffer +this same grief, every one must suffer it for himself, and through life +carry a wounded heart. You are very, very unhappy. You were life and +joy itself: you must now know what it is to be sad. It is a hard +lesson, and although I bear my burden, that will not lighten yours. +That you must bear for yourself, as none besides you can." + +Annette raised her head, and when she saw me, extended her hand, saying +at the same time: + +"You knew him well; but no one knew him as I did. He was a hero, with a +soul as pure as a child's. Can it be? Can it be possible that he lives +no more? Can a mere bullet put in end to so much beauty, so much +happiness? Surely it cannot be! Why should it have been he? Why should +this stroke fall on me? Forgive me, Bertha, you were stronger and more +determined than I. And how your husband will mourn him! Victor, do you +know what has happened? Uncle Hugo is dead! And in the very hour of his +death I may have been laughing. Alas, alas! Forgive me for making you +all so sad. I cannot help myself." + +We had not yet left the garden, when the kreis-director entered. He was +accompanied by a tall gentleman who was a stranger to us. + +"Max, you here!" exclaimed Annette. "While I was happy, you did not +come to me, but now you do come. How kind!" + +She threw her arms around his neck, and I then learned that he was her +brother. + +We retired, leaving them together. + +I had known that Annette was an orphan. I now learned that her brother, +who was a lawyer of renown, had given up all intercourse with his +sister, because of her having embraced Christianity. He had wished her +to remain true to the faith of her ancestors, and to contract only a +civil marriage. For her husband's sake, however, she had embraced the +Catholic religion. This was the first intimation I had of her being a +Catholic. + +A sudden shower forced us to withdraw into the house. + +It is depressing to think that while we were absorbed by the deepest +despair, a petty annoyance could cause us to flee. We entered the +school-room. + +"There it is!" exclaimed Annette, pointing to the blackboard; "there it +stands!" + +On the blackboard were the words, "War, Victory, Fatherland, Germany," +as a writing-copy for the children. + +"Children are taught to write it," said Annette, "but where is it? All +life is a blackboard, and on it are written the words, '_Death_, +_Grief_, _Tears_.'" + +The old spinner entered. She walked up to Annette, took her by the +hand, and uttered a few words which none of us could understand. + +Annette called upon us all to bear witness, that from that very hour +she would give the spinner a considerable annuity in case her son +should lose his life; but that, even if he were to return in safety, +she would nevertheless make her a yearly allowance. + +Her brother objected that at such a time it were wrong to make a vow. +She could, from year to year, give the old woman as much as she thought +proper; but that she ought not, at this moment, to make a promise which +would be irrevocable, and for life. + +We all looked at him with surprise. + +He added that he, too would be happy to contribute a generous sum to +the annuity. + +Annette returned to her dwelling, in order to prepare for her +departure. Her orders were, that her rooms should remain in the same +condition as she left them, as it was her intention to return. + +"Your master is dead," she said to the brown spaniel; "your eye tells +me that you understand my words. You must remain here; I shall return +again. He loved you, too; but rest quiet: we can neither of us die yet. +You are well off--you can neither wish for death for yourself, nor seek +it: you cannot think of these things. Yes, you are well off." + +I can hardly find room to mention all the strange images that were +called up by Annette's words. Her richly endowed and many-sided mind +was in unwonted commotion. + +The shower had passed away; the grass and the trees were radiant with +the sunlight, and the lines of the opposite hills were clear and +distinct. + +Annette stood at her window gazing into the distance, while she uttered +the words: + +"While the earth decks itself with verdure and brings forth new life, +it receives the dead. Let no one dare come to me again and say that he +understands the world and life! + +"Where is the professor?" + +My wife was the only one who could quiet Annette, and she said, "If I +could only go with you!" + +"You will be with me in spirit, I am sure," replied Annette. + +She extended her hand to my wife, saying, "I can assure you of this: I +will so conduct myself, that you could at any moment say to me, 'This +is right.'--I have been wild and wayward; I am so no longer; hereafter, +I will be strong and gentle." + +The carriage drove up and we accompanied Annette down the hill as far +as the saw-mill. + +There was a rainbow over our heads; it reached from our mountains to +the Vosges. + +Annette held a handkerchief to her eyes. My wife and Bertha were +walking on either side of her. + +The only time I heard her speak was when she said to Bertha: + +"Your husband has lost his best comrade. The Major will live; there +shall yet be some happy ones on earth. I shall write you from the +camp." + +Rothfuss was ploughing the potato field. He was walking with his back +towards us. + +Annette called to him. He came out into the road and inquired what was +the matter. + +"My husband is dead. I am going to bring him and lay him in the earth +which you are now ploughing," said Annette in a firm voice. + +Rothfuss extended his hand to her. He seemed unable to utter a word, +and was excitedly swinging his cap about with his left hand. + +At last, in a loud voice, and stopping after every word, he exclaimed: + +"I would--rather--not--be--King--or Emperor--than have--that--rest--on +me." + +He returned to the field and continued his work. + +When we reached the valley, Annette said, "I shall not say 'good by;' I +shall need all my strength for the other sad affair." + +She quickly stepped into the carriage; her brother, Rontheim, and the +daughter of the latter following her. + +The carriage rolled away. + +On our way back to the house, my wife was several times obliged to sit +down by the roadside. The sad events of this day had deeply affected +her. + +We were seated under an apple-tree, when my wife, taking me by the +hand, said, "Yes, Henry, how full of blossoms that tree once was; but +May-bugs and caterpillars and frost and hail have destroyed it. And +thus it is with him, too." + +She was not as demonstrative as I was; she could bear her sorrow +silently; but the thought of Ernst did not leave her for a moment. + +When we got back to the house she fell asleep in the armchair, and did +not awaken until sunset, when Richard, whom we had not seen all day, +returned. + +He admitted that he had heard of Annette's bereavement, but had kept +out in the woods to be out of the way, as he thought there were enough +sympathizers without him, and that he could not have been of any +service. + +My wife looked at him with surprise. + +Richard told us that during the rain-storm, which had been quite heavy +in the woods, he had been with Rautenkron. + +The gloomy man had spoken of Ernst with great interest, and had +incidentally inquired in regard to Martella. He was quite enraged that +he, who never read a newspaper and did not want to have anything to do +with the world, was obliged to know of this war, as one of his +assistants and a forest laborer had been conscripted. He felt quite +convinced, too, that Prussia would be victorious. + +For a long while there was no news from the seat of war, except reports +of marching and countermarching. + +After that, there came a letter from the Major, who lamented the death +of the Captain, and wrote in terms of admiration of the noble and +composed bearing of Annette. + +Richard, who, during Annette's presence, had, as far as possible, +affected solitude, was now again with us almost constantly. + +He spoke quite harshly of Annette, and said that she was always +expressing a desire for repose and a quiet life, while at the same time +she was constantly disturbing every one. She would allow no one to live +in his own thoughts; her only desire was, that the thoughts and +feelings of others should be the reflection of her evanescent emotions. + +He thought it likely, however, that she might emerge from the refining +fire of a great grief, purer and firmer than she had ever been. + +"I know now," said my wife to me one evening, "why Richard went out +into the woods. It was well of him." + +I did not understand it, and she, in order to tease me, refused to +explain. She seemed quite pleased with her secret, and I was only too +happy to see her smile once again. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +"Thank God, they have beaten us!" were the words with which Joseph +entered our house the next morning, carrying an extra paper in his +hand. In those words was concentrated the whole misery of those days. +"If Prussia would only march into the South German palaces! That is the +only way to bring about a proper understanding." + +This was the second idea that Joseph expressed. + +An armistice was concluded. Bertha wished to return home at once. A +letter from her husband was received, requesting her to remain at our +house, and informing her that he would join her there immediately after +the return of the troops. + +He also informed us that he had received a letter from the widow of our +Austrian cousin; her husband had lost his life at Königgratz. + +We also received news from Annette. In a few short words she informed +us of her wretched journey with the corpse of him who had been all her +joy, and had been sacrificed to no purpose. + +The postscript contained special greetings for Richard, both from her +and from his friend, a medical professor, who had introduced himself to +Annette as a friend of ours, and had been of great service to her. + +Sad tidings threw the village into excitement. + +Carl, who had been the favorite of the whole village, had fallen. It +was both sad and gratifying to hear how every one praised him. Even the +taciturn meadow farmer stopped me on my way to the spinner's cottage, +and said, "He was a steady young fellow." + +If I had replied by asking him to contribute a stated sum for the +support of the destitute widow, he would have looked at me as if I were +crazy, to think of making such a suggestion to him. According to his +views of life, poor people were sent into the world to starve, and the +rich in order that they might eat to their heart's content and fill +their iron cooking-pots with gold. + +The meadow farmer was accompanied by a peasant-prince from the valley +on the other side of the mountains, where the succession falls to the +minor, the youngest son inheriting the estate. + +It was said that the only daughter of the meadow farmer had been +determined on as the wife of this young peasant. He had inherited a +considerable sum in securities, and now sought a wife. Love did not +enter into the question; all that was required was to keep up the name +and the honor of the peasant-court; and, while a noble life cannot +result from such a union, it generally proves a respectable and +contented marriage. + +I remembered that there had been a rumor in the village that Marie, the +daughter of the meadow farmer, loved Carl. + +When I drew near to the house of the spinner, I saw Funk coming out, +Lerz the baker following him. I think Funk must have seen me; otherwise +there could have been no reason for his remarking to his companion in +quite a loud voice, "What do you think of your beggarly Prussians now? +This is their work--to kill the son of a poor widow. If he had been a +prince, they would have gone into mourning, and for seven weeks would +have eaten out of black bowls and with black spoons!" + +It went hard with me to enter the widow's cottage, after hearing those +words. The old woman, who had always been so quiet and contented, and +who had never left her dwelling, unless it was to go earn her daily +bread, was now quite urgent in her demands. She asked for money, so +that she might go and witness the burial of her son, and know where +they laid his body. She also wanted to go to the Prince, for whom her +son had lost his life. She knew that she, a poor woman, had a better +right to a good pension than the Captain's widow, who was a great lady. + +When my wife came, the old woman said, "You are better off than I am. +Your son still lives, but mine is dead. They told me that you once said +your son was more than dead. But, tell me, what does it mean to be more +than dead? Ah, you do not know. The Prussian sought out the best heart +of them all. He knew what he was about. Of all the thousands who say +'mother,' there was no better child than my Carl. Your Ernst is also a +good lad. They were born on the same day. Don't you remember? My +husband was quite tipsy when he came home that evening. He was +gloriously full, and so jolly! He must have known that he was soon to +be the father of such a splendid boy. + +"Oh, my poor Carl! You may hunt the land through, but you will never +find so handsome a lad as my Carl. He did not get his good looks from +me; but his father was just as good-looking as he--nay, almost more so. + +"Ah, it will be a long while before you find so pretty a fellow as +Carl--one who will sit down beside his mother of a Sunday afternoon and +tell her merry jokes, so that her heart may be gladdened, although his +own be sad. + +"Yes, go and seek another such as he! + +"Don't go away, Waldfried! There is no one left with whom I can talk. +Or send Martella--to me she will do." + +On our way home, my wife gently said, "His regiment was not once in +battle." + +This was the first intimation I had received of her careful reading of +the newspapers. Ernst's regiment had not fired a single shot, and all +our suffering had been to no purpose. + +We sent Martella over to the spinner's cottage, where she remained all +night. + +On the following morning, Martella returned. She was quite joyful, and +maintained that Ernst had been saved and would soon return to us. + +She had arranged everything with the old spinner. The two of them would +go to the Prince, and the spinner would say to him, "My son is dead! +but give me the one who was born on the same day, and wipe out all that +stands against him!" Or else the spinner would say, "My tears shall +wash away all the charges that stand written against him on the slate." + +It went hard to make Martella understand that this plan was nothing +more than an idle dream. + +The battle was over, and peace had been concluded. + +Although Austria was separated from Germany, there was, as yet, no real +Germany. While the high contracting parties were framing the chief +clauses of their treaty, the Frenchman who was looking over their +shoulders took the pen in his own hand and drew a black mark across the +page, and called it "the line of the Main." + +The Major came home, and the joy of Bertha and her children knew no +bounds. The Major, however, seemed unable to shake off a deep fit of +melancholy. + +He was a strict disciplinarian. He never allowed himself to say aught +against his superiors or their orders; but now, he could not keep down +his indignation at the manner in which the war had been conducted. When +a nation really goes to war it should be in greater earnest about its +work. + +There was much distrust, both as to the courage and the loyalty and +firmness of the leaders. While the Major's feelings as a soldier had +been outraged, there were many other thoughts which suggested +themselves to him as a lover of his country, and in regard to which he +maintained silence. + +He told us that Annette had behaved with dignity and composure when she +went to receive the body of her husband. But now it was evident that +she had attempted too much; that she was unwell, and would be obliged +until autumn to repair to the sea-side, where her mother-in-law would +be with her. + +When the Major remarked that he had heard it said that in this war even +slight wounds might prove fatal, because every one was so filled with +mortification, on account of this unholy strife, that the very idea +itself would serve to aggravate even the slightest wound, my wife +exclaimed, "Yes, it is indeed so. There are wounds which are made fatal +by the thoughts of those who receive them." + +We all felt that she was thinking of Ernst, and remained silent. + +The Major did not mention Ernst's name, nor did he inquire whether we +had heard from him. + +He had heard of the death of Carl, and was just about to pay a visit to +his mother, when Rothfuss came rushing into the room in breathless +haste, and told us that Carl was down in the stable, and begged that we +would go to his mother and gently break the news of his safe return to +her. + +We had Carl come up to us, and learned from him that he had been cut +off from his companions during a reconnoissance, and taken prisoner, +and had thus by mistake been entered in the list of the killed. + +When he heard this, the Major inveighed furiously at the want of system +that obtained everywhere. + +I decided that I would go to his mother, and that Carl and the Major +should follow me a little while later. + +I went to the spinner's cottage. She sat at her spinning-wheel; and I +could not help believing myself the witness of a miracle, for as soon +as she saw me, the old woman called out, "Will he come soon?" + +She then told me that she had awakened during the night--she was quite +sure it was not a dream--and had heard the voice of her son saying +quite distinctly, "Mother, I am not dead--I will soon be with you. I am +coming--I am coming!" And she had heard his very footsteps. + +"I went to the pastor's," she said, taking off one spindle and putting +on a new one; "the pastor had given orders to have the church-bell +tolled on account of Carl's death; but I will not allow it--my Carl is +alive, and I do not want to hear the bells tolling for his death." + +I told her that in time of war there was necessarily much confusion, +and that I, too, believed that her son was still alive, and would +return again. I was just about to say that I had already seen Carl, +when he stepped out from behind the wood-pile, and called out, +"Mother!" + +The spinner remained seated, but threw her spindle to the far end of +the room. + +Carl fell on his knees before her and wept. + +"You need not weep--I have done enough of it myself, already," said +she. "But I knew it--you are a good child, and you would not be so +cruel as to die before me. Get up and pick up my spindle. Have you +eaten anything, Carl? You must be hungry." + +When Carl told her that he did not wish for anything, she replied, +"Indeed, I have nothing but cold boiled potatoes. Now, do tell me, how +did it seem when you were dead? You surely thought of me at the last +moment? Tell me, did you not last night at three o'clock, wherever you +were, say to yourself, 'Mother, I am not dead: I shall soon be with +you--I will come soon--I will come soon?" + +Carl answered that he had really uttered those very words at the time +mentioned. + +"That is right," said the old woman. + +She arose from her seat, took her son by the hand, and went on to say, +"Now, come up into the village with me. Let us go with these gentlemen. +Major, I thank you for the honor of your visit. I suppose I may go +along with you?" + +We returned homewards. + +It was already known through the whole village, that the young man who +had been lost and so sincerely deplored had returned. Friends poured +forth from every doorway, while from the windows cries of "Welcome +Carl!" were heard. + +On our way we met Marie, carrying a bundle of clover on her head. She +threw her bundle away and hurried towards Carl; but when she came up to +him she suddenly stopped, as if frightened. + +"Good-day, Marie. I am glad that you, too, have come to bid me +welcome," said Carl. + +He extended both his hands to her, and she took hold of them, but did +not utter a word. + +We walked on, and when I turned to look back, I saw Marie sitting on +the bundle of clover, with her face buried in her hands. + +Rothfuss was the jolliest in the party. + +"Now one can see how untruthful the world is," he exclaimed. "Did not +every one say how much he would give if only Carl were alive! He is +here, now, and is alive again, and what do they give? Nothing. One +ought not to do people the favor to die; anything in the world but +death." + +We reached the house. Carl's mother walked up to my wife and said, +"Madame Waldfried, here he is--my son Carl. Just as he has come back to +all that is good, so will Ernst surely return. They were born on the +same day--do you remember? There was a great storm at the time; and the +nurse came directly from your house to mine. And at that very moment +the lightning struck the tree that stands behind my house and tore it +to pieces; and then the nurse said, 'This boy will see something of +war.' + +"You did not believe in it, but it came to pass, nevertheless. Down in +the valley there is a spring, and a mother's heart is like a spring, +for it flows by day and night. Your Ernst--my Ernst--will return +again." + +No one dared reply, but with Ernst everything was different. + +The old woman now begged that we would inform "the great lady," as she +always called Annette, of Carl's return. The Major promised to do so; +and when he and I were alone together, he mentioned Ernst's name for +the first time, and informed me that the commander of his division had, +in the presence of the entire corps of officers, expressed his great +regret that his brother-in-law had deserted. + +Ernst had brought pain and disgrace on us all; but there was still +another trouble in store for us. + +A letter reached us from Johanna, in which she informed us in short, +hard sentences that her son Martin had died of the wound he had +received; and that her husband, who had been an invalid for many +months, could not long survive him. I told the Major of this, but kept +the news from the rest of the family. + +On the day before the Major left us, we had received a letter from +Ludwig in America. He was delighted to know that the Diet had been +dissolved, and thought that he now saw the dawning of a great era for +our Fatherland. The Americans already spoke with great respect of +Germany, and of the power of Prussia and its leaders. + +There was a bitter tone in the remarks of the Major when he said, "Ah, +yes; thus things seem to those who are far away, and get all their +information from newspaper reports. If I only knew how I could turn my +talents to use in the New World, I would ask for my discharge and +emigrate to America." + +This man, who had never known anything of discord or dissension, was +now, like many others, torn by conflicting doubts. + +The children had left; the house was quiet again, and winter +approached. + +Martella seemed filled with new life, and was glad that she could be +alone with my wife again. When Annette wrote to us that she would spend +the whole or a part of the winter in the village, Martella said, "That +is well, too: she is so entertaining to mother." + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +The Diet was again convoked; and I can hardly describe how hard I found +it to leave my home and resume the disagreeable and exhausting +occupations that now devolved on me. + +In company with Joseph, I drove into town, on my way to the capital, +when Annette called to me from the warehouse of Edward Levi. Her +mourning attire invested her with an air of majestic gloom; but her +brilliant glance and her clear complexion prevented her black habit +from looking too sombre. She must have noticed that I was pleased with +this, for she said, "I am trying to recover my health, and avail myself +of the two greatest remedies; I have just left the ocean, and shall now +go into the woods. My mother-in-law has gone to Paris to join her +daughter, who is the wife of our minister. She has an idea that one +cannot exist, save in Paris. I shall come and see you; you and your +wife can do me much good, and I may perhaps be of some use to you. I +have never learned how to lead a life of repose. I shall now learn it; +in your house I shall find the best school, and your wife will have +patience with a sad, yet wayward pupil." + +She bought an ingeniously constructed stove with all sorts of cooking +utensils belonging to it, and presented it to Carl's mother. Besides +this, she had bought all sorts of new furniture for herself, as she +intended to spend the winter at the village. She was so glad to see +Rothfuss again that she left her carriage and got into ours, so that he +might tell her of all that had happened during her absence. Her driver +had been instructed to take all her new purchases up to Joseph's house +and deliver them to her maid. + +I went on towards the capital, and Annette towards the village. + +On the way, Joseph told me that he had done very well by the war. The +South Germans, he told me, had been such violent partisans of Austria +because the greater portion of the proprietors in the neighborhood had +invested their money in Austrian securities. + +Annette's brother had, however, in good season, called his attention to +the fact that a great change was taking place in financial affairs. +America had already successfully passed through a great war, and the +current of capital was now tending in the direction of the United +States, where its investment was both safe and profitable. + +Joseph's object in visiting the city was to dispose of his American +bonds, which were then commanding a very high price. + +It has always been, and will ever remain, a marvel to me how Joseph, +with all his real interest in public life, could at the same time +manage to reap a profit from the movements of capital. + +I had the good fortune to travel in company with Baron Arven, who was a +member of the Upper Chamber, and was also on his way to the capital. He +seemed greatly depressed, and admitted that the realization of hopes +one could not help entertaining sometimes produced new and unforeseen +griefs. + +Thus it had been, he said, with the separation of Austria from the rest +of Germany. It had long been recognized as necessary to the proper +development of our own political life, and as an advantage to Austria; +and yet, when it was brought about, it seemed more like a death that +one had felt it his duty to wish for. + +From many hints that he threw out, I could not but feel assured that +the painful political dissensions had been deeply felt by the Arvens, +who were connected with the empire through so many family ties. + +The Baron invited me to take up my quarters, while in the capital, in +his mansion, as his wife did not intend going there during that winter. +I declined with thanks, as I had promised Annette to make use of the +vacant dwelling that belonged to her. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +The deputies were all in a state of great excitement. There is no +greater test of accord among a body of men than a sudden calamity. Just +as, with an individual, a lazy resignation will, in times of doubt and +indecision, alternate with vehement energy, and self-distrust succeed +overconfidence, so did it happen with this large assembly. All felt +that a bold operation was necessary, but who was to be the surgeon, and +whence was he to come. It was necessary to wait for the hour of danger, +and even then there was great reason to fear that when the treatment +had been decided on, our cousin on the other side of the Rhine, who had +been praised as the great saviour, might interpose his objections. + +In a secret session, we were informed of the stipulations that had been +determined on by the North German Confederation in regard to a union of +German forces, in case of coming danger. We were sworn to secrecy, for +all were afraid of our neighbor in the west. + +My son-in-law, the Major, left on a long furlough. I have never yet +been able to discover whether he passed his time in Paris or in Berlin. + +The work and the angry debates in Parliament taxed our patience and +endurance to the utmost. + +When I returned to my home, I was frightened by my wife's appearance; +her face showed the traces of great suffering. Although I took all +pains to prevent her from seeing that I noticed it, she discovered my +concern, and assured me that she was feeling quite well, but was +sometimes weak; and that all would be right again in the summer, when +she would accompany Annette to the springs. She was so active and +cheerful that I silenced my fears. She had already learned of the death +of our grandson Martin, and spoke of it with calmness. + +She informed me of Martella's kind and considerate behavior. Rothfuss +had been sick again, and even now was only able, with great exertion, +to drag himself about the house. Martella took charge of all his +duties, and, what with this and her instructions from mother and +Annette, was kept quite busy; but she was never so happy and cheerful +as when full of work. + +My wife took great pleasure in explaining to me what strange +counterparts Annette and Martella were. + +Annette was endeavoring to free herself from the effects of overwrought +culture and to get back to simplicity. Martella, who had become +conscious of her own simplicity, was vexed thereat, and with iron +industry sought to acquire the rudiments of an education. Annette had +always lived out of herself; Martella had always lived within herself. +Annette had always tried to subject everything to critical analysis: +Martella was merely artless impressibility. + +It was certainly a strange pair that my wife was teaching to keep step +with each other. + +With great self-control Annette had accustomed herself to the quiet +winter life of the village. She often said that she would leave in a +few days. She seemed determined not to commit herself by any promise, +in order that she might from day to day make new resolutions. When I +told her that she was thus making both herself and us uncomfortable, +she promised to remain until I should advise her to leave. She admitted +that it was pleasant to her to be guided by another's will. She spun +assiduously, and, like a diligent child, showed me the result of her +labor. + +The old spinner maintained that Annette was learning all the secrets of +her art. In spite of this, she was at times unable to control her +restless spirits. She had the snow cleared away from the pond, and went +skating on the ice, while half of the village stood around looking at +her. My sons had sometimes skated on this pond; but it was quite a +different sight to see the tall, handsome lady, with the black feather +in her hat and the closely fitting pelisse trimmed with fur. She +ordered a pair of skates for Martella, but could never induce the child +to try them. + +Annette left us occasionally in order to spend a few days with Baroness +Arven. On her return it would always seem as if a wondrous change had +come over her. + +One day she came back in great excitement and exclaimed: + +"Oh, if I could only have faith! I think I shall have to administer +chloroform to my soul." + +We could make no reply to this, and she soon again adapted herself to +the quiet tenor of our life. + +I was obliged to introduce a change that gave me almost as much trouble +as my opponents in the House of Delegates had done. It was necessary to +engage some one to replace or assist Rothfuss. I could do nothing +without his consent; several whom I had proposed he had rejected, and +when I at last obtained Joseph's consent to engage Carl, Rothfuss was +scarcely pleased, although he interposed no objections. + +Rothfuss always insisted that Carl, while a soldier, had behaved in the +same way as the girl who said, "Catch me: I'll hold still." + +He had allowed himself to be caught. If Ernst had only been smart +enough to do likewise! + +For the sake of his affection for Ernst, Carl submitted to this unjust +reproach. He was indeed a brave and daring soldier, and felt provoked +that during the whole war there had been nothing but marching hither +and thither, back and forth, without once meeting the foe. + +Rothfuss and Martella had much to say to each other about Ernst, to +whom Martella clung with unshaken confidence. + +Whenever the letter-carrier came, she was all anxious expectation, but +had enough self-control to conceal her feelings for my wife's sake. + +My wife never mentioned Ernst's name, but ever since the day on which +news had come from him, her sleep had been restless. + +When I returned from the session she said to me, "I am sure you have no +news that you are concealing from me?" + +I could truthfully assure her that I had none, and after that she +seemed as tranquil as if she had been speaking of an indifferent +subject. And yet this grief preyed on her incessantly. + +Annette received many letters; and, as she could have nothing to +do with any one without feeling a personal interest in him, she +would always have something to eat and drink ready for the country +letter-carrier. She soon knew all about the toil and trouble +inseparable from his work, and also inquired in regard to his family +circumstances, and assisted him as well as she could. + +She ordered a sheep-skin coat for him, but he was obliged to decline +it, because in his walks over hill and dale the weight of it would have +been insupportable. She presented the skin to a poor old man; and, +indeed, tried to do good to every one in the village and neighborhood. +The oldest house in the neighborhood is yet standing down in the +valley. It is built of logs, and is known as _the hut_. The smoke fills +the whole house and forces its way out through the crevices. + +Annette found this smoky atmosphere particularly grateful. She often +went down to the hut, and the people would come from the houses near by +and listen to her stories and her strange jokes. She was always in good +spirits on her return. + +Annette had once encountered Rautenkron. She attempted to engage him in +conversation, but he rudely turned on his heel; and when she was +telling us of the manhater, my wife made a remark which I shall never +forget: + +"This man must have come from a respected and well-to-do family, for +the child of poor parents can never become a misanthrope." + +Although Annette kindly cared for the poor and did not permit herself +to be repelled by any rudeness or vulgarity on their part, she was both +severe and void of pity with the faults of those who were in better +circumstances. + +Rimminger, who had taken his discharge and had married the only +daughter of the rich owner of the saw-mill, endeavored, as an old +comrade of her deceased husband, to bring about friendly relations +between Annette and his household. She kept him at a distance, however, +and expressed herself quite forcibly on the subject. She maintained +that the young wife always looked like an _ennuied_ duchess, and was +constantly trying to show that she had been educated in Paris. + +My wife said that she disapproved of such personalities. Annette looked +at her with surprise and then cast her eyes to the ground. + +Our days were full of work, our evenings all leisure; and Annette +called our attention to something that had never occurred to us. She +found it very strange that there were no playing-cards in our house. +She could not conceive how, living in the country, we could have +overlooked this pastime. But we had never felt the want of it. + +Annette had a rich, musical voice, and would often read aloud to us. + +Joseph and his wife would come and listen, while Martella would spin so +softly that one could not hear her wheel. + +Rothfuss would sit on the bench near the stove, and would artfully +prevent us from noticing when he fell asleep. When the reading was +over, he was always wide-awake, and would insist on being permitted to +light the way to Joseph's house for Annette. + +In her letters to Richard, my wife described our pleasant genial life; +and yet, for the first time, Richard did not visit us once during the +whole winter. He regretted that he had an extensive work in hand which +could not be laid aside, and believed that he was about to finish a +novel and important contribution to his favorite science. + +Annette had procured various fugitive articles of Richard's that had +been published in scientific journals, and during the winter had read +all of his books, as well as an essay of his on the "Origin of +Language." + +She once said: "I do not consider it vanity when a writer asks me, +'Have you read such and such work of mine?' How can he believe that one +faithfully listens to his words if one does not care to become +acquainted with the best that he has done--the fruit of the deepest +labors of his calmer hours? + +"I read the Professor's writings, and find much in them that I cannot +understand; but he wrote them, and I read them for that reason, if for +no other. And then again, I often chance on passages which are quite +clear to me." + +My wife looked at me with a significant glance, and for the first time +it occurred to me that it might be possible that Richard was in love +with Annette, and for that reason held himself aloof from her. + +It was towards the end of February. There was grief among our nearest +friends. Joseph's father died. On the day that he was buried, Annette +received a letter informing her of the illness of her mother-in-law in +Paris. + +I, of course, advised her to depart at once; and thus we were again +left to ourselves. We all felt the void that Annette's departure had +made, but soon after new and heavy troubles fell upon us. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +Days have passed in which I did not once take my pen in hand; I could +not. Must I indeed write of this? What forces me to do so? + +"Above all things, leave nothing unfinished that you have once begun," +was a maxim of hers; and I must therefore tell of her death. When the +fogs of autumn and the frosts of winter scatter the foliage of the +trees, a branch may here and there be seen to which a few leaves are +still clinging. Why should those alone have remained? + +My memory has remained true to me; but of that grief which seemed to +divide my life I have but little recollection. I constantly thought of +the saying of Carl's mother, "You are a good child: you cannot be so +cruel as to die before me." From the garret, I looked on while they +were filling up her grave. The spade shone in the sunshine. No one knew +that I was looking on. Shall I again renew the feelings that then +passed through my soul? Let it be so. + +My wife was ill. She uttered no complaint, but she was feeble, and took +no interest in what was going on about her. During the day, she would +sleep for hours; and at night, when she awoke, would seem surprised by +the surrounding objects. During her sleeping hours, she may have dwelt +in quite a different region; but she never alluded to it. The physician +gave her but little medicine, and consoled us with the hope that the +return of summer, and a visit to a watering-place, with cheerful +companions, would help her. + +Annette soon returned to us. She was followed by my daughter Johanna, +who had, in the meanwhile, lost her husband, and was accompanied by her +daughter Christiane. She took up her abode with us. Her only son was +living as a vicar in the Unterland. + +Assisted by Balbina, Johanna took charge of our entire household. When +my wife told Martella that she had better submit to Johanna in all +things, she replied, "I shall gladly do so; this was her home before it +was mine; and I shall thus be better able to spend all of my time with +mother." My wife indeed preferred to have this stranger-child about +her; for Johanna could not help treating us in a patronizing, pitying +manner, because we were not as pious as she would have us be. + +Spring returned, and my wife's health seemed to improve. I was quite +happy again. At that time, I did not understand what the prudent and +sensible physician meant, when he told me that it would be better for +me to moderate my joy. + +All preparations for a journey to the springs had been made. Bertha had +promised to join us there, and bring her daughter with her. + +Suddenly the physician decided that it would be better if my wife would +remain yet awhile among the surroundings she was accustomed to. He was +a young and kind-hearted man, constantly endeavoring to improve himself +by study; full of love for his calling, and beloved by all throughout +the valley. His visits now became longer than they had been. He would, +at times, acquaint me with the details of his own life, and tell me +that, although he had lost his wife while quite young, he endeavored to +console himself by the remembrance of the happy days he had passed in +her society. I listened to his words without giving them further +thought; but afterwards it became clear to me why he had spoken so +impressively on the subject. + +The days passed on. I gradually accustomed myself to the thought of my +wife's illness; but when out in the fields, I would suddenly become +alarmed, and imagine that something terrible must have taken place at +the house. I would hurry home and find that all was going on as usual. + +Back of my house, where the road makes a descent, the young teamsters +would crack their whips quite loudly. I observed that this startled +Gustava, and she overheard me telling Rothfuss to ask the young fellows +not to make so great a noise. + +"Do not interfere with them," said she. "A man who saunters along the +road and has an instrument that is capable of making a noise, finds +pleasure in using it. Do not stop him." + +I had never, before that, seen Rothfuss in tears; but when he heard +those words, he wept, and that evening he said to me, "The angels who +look down from heaven to see what we human beings on earth are doing, +must be just as she is. She is no longer human--she will not stay with +us. Pardon me: I am a stupid fellow to be talking this way. You know I +am a simpleton, and do not understand such things. She is right, +though; stupid people must always make a noise, be it with their mouths +or with their whips." + +He had, however, in the meanwhile persuaded the youths not to crack +their whips. + +My wife was determined that Annette and Bertha should go to the springs +without her; and, as she would listen to no refusal, they were obliged +to comply with her desire. + +Several weeks had gone by, when, one evening, the physician told me +that she could last but a few days longer. I cannot describe my +feelings at that moment. + +Joseph telegraphed for the children. They came. + +Strangely enough, my wife was not surprised by their speedy return. She +conversed with them as if they had not been away more than an hour. + +The physician said that perhaps there might still be a chance to save +my wife by injecting another's blood into her veins, and that, at all +events, the attempt should be made. Johanna immediately declared her +readiness, and though her offer was well meant, the manner in which it +was made jarred on my feelings. She said that, as a daughter, she had +the first right; but, if they did not want her blood her child must be +willing. + +The physician declared that neither her blood nor that of her child +would serve the purpose. + +The choice now lay between Martella and Annette, and when the physician +decided in favor of Martella, her face brightened, and she exclaimed: + +"Take my blood--every drop of it--all that I have." + +Some of Martella's blood was injected into my wife's veins, and during +the night, she gained in strength. But it was very sad to find that she +had almost lost her hearing, and that the only medium of pleasure yet +left her was the sense of sight. + +Martha, the eldest daughter of the kreis-director, had painted a +picture of the view from our balcony, looking towards the woods down by +the stone wall, and now brought it to my wife, who was delighted with +it. The only figure was a hunter coming out of the woods. + +Martha told us that she could not draw figures, and that Annette had +been kind enough to sketch the huntsman for her; and she kissed my +wife's hands on hearing her say, "I think the hunter looks like our +grandson, Julius." + +It was on the 22d of July, when she said, "Have a little pine-tree +brought for me, from my woods, and placed here beside my bed." + +I sent Rothfuss out to the woods; he brought a little pine, placed it +in a flower-pot, and I observed, while he was leaning over it, how his +tears dropped upon the branches. + +He turned around to me and said, "I hope that will not harm the little +tree." + +When I placed the tree at her bedside, she smiled and moved her left +hand among its branches, but the hand soon fell down by her side. + +What wonderful powers of memory lie in a mother's heart! She would tell +us of a thousand and one little stories and sayings of Ernst, and of +his bright, clever freaks, with as much detail as if they had happened +but the moment before; but, strangely enough, she did all this without +mentioning his name. She praised his flaxen hair, and moved her hand as +if passing it through his locks. + +"Do you not recollect how he once said, 'Mother, I cannot imagine how +you could have been in the world without me: of course I have never +been in the world without you'?" + +She repeated the words, "without you--without me," perhaps a hundred +times during the night: and she was almost constantly humming snatches +of old songs. + +In the morning, just as day was breaking, she turned around to me, and +said with a smile, "This is his birthday." And that was her last smile. +"This is Ernst's birthday." + +And when the lost son returned, there was no mother to receive him. + +Her silent thoughts had always been of him, but now they were deeper +than ever. + +She had lost her hearing. Suddenly she exclaimed in a loud voice, "God +be praised; Richard will marry her after all!" and then--I cannot go on +with the story--I must stop. + +It was eleven o'clock (I do not know why I was always looking towards +the clock that day) when she said, "Water from my spring." + +Richard hurried to bring it. + +What must his thoughts have been while on his way there and back! + +He soon returned, bringing the water with him, but she seemed to have +forgotten that she had asked for it. When Richard lifted her up in bed, +and placed the glass to her lips, she motioned him away. + +I heard a voice from without the house. A cold shudder came over me; my +hair stood on end. + +It is the voice of our son Ernst! + +If Ernst were to come at this time! Could he have been drawn here by a +presentiment of what is happening? And if he were here, what power +could dare take him away from us, at this moment--and how will he enter +his mother's presence? + +I hurried out. It was Julius--his voice is just like Ernst's. He +brought a letter that Edward Levi had handed to him. It was from Ernst, +and was dated at Algiers. + +I could not stop to read the letter. I could not remain away from the +bedside--every moment was yet a drop of blood to me, and everything +glimmered before my eyes. I hurried back to the sick-room; my wife +looked at me with strangely bright eyes. + +"There is a letter here from Ernst!" I called out. + +I do not know whether she understood me, but she reached for the sheet +that was in my hand, and held it with a convulsive grasp. + +I lifted her head, and moved it towards the cooler side of the pillow; +she opened her eyes, and tried to raise her arms; I bent towards her +and she kissed me. + +It was just striking the hour of noon, when she breathed her last. + +I tottered to her room at last; it seemed to me as if I must still find +her alive; and when I was in her chair, I could not realize that I was +seated there, and that she lay so near me, while I could do nothing for +her. + +I do not know how it was, but I felt awed by the very silence of the +place. + +Martella said, "I have stopped the clock; it, too, shall stand still." + +They had withdrawn the letter from her convulsively closed hand, and I +read it. It has since disappeared--whither, I know not. I remember only +this--that it contained news from Algiers, and that Ernst said in it +that if Martella and Richard were fond of one another, he was quite +ready to release her from any promise to him. + +With the exception of Ernst and Ludwig, all of my children were +present. Many friends, too, were there. I recollect that I grasped the +hands of many of them; but what avails that? They all have their own +life left them--I have none. + +All arose to attend to the funeral. They set down the coffin in front +of the house, and not far from the spring. They told me that my +grandson, the vicar, delivered an impressive address in the name of the +family. I heard nothing but the rushing of the water. + +How I reached her grave, or who led me, I know not. + +This alone do I know. I saw how Martella kissed the handful of earth +that she threw into the empty grave, and when I returned homeward, the +waters were still roaring in our fountain. It roars and roars. + +I felt borne down as if by a load of lead. Tears were not vouchsafed +me. I could not realize that my hands could move, my eyes see--in fact +that I was still alive. + +When I looked out again over the valley and towards the hills, it +suddenly seemed as if my eyes had become covered with a film, and then +all--the forest, the meadows, and the houses seemed of a blood-red +color, as if steeped in the dark glow of evening. + +I closed my eyes for a long while, and when I opened them again, I saw +that the meadows and the woods were green, and everything had its +natural color. + +The water flows over the weir and bubbles and rushes and sparkles +to-day, just as it did yesterday, and as it will tomorrow. How can it +be possible that all continues to live on, and she not here. Do not +tell me that nature can comfort us against real grief. Against a loss +for aye she availeth nothing. + +If, in your closet, you have grieved because of insult and falsehood +and meanness, do but go out into the fields or woods. While gazing upon +the bright and kindly face of nature, or inhaling the sweet perfume of +the trees and flowers, you will soon learn to forget such troubles. How +weak is all the world's wickedness, when compared with such undying +grandeur? That which is best on earth is still yours, if these things +but preserve their sway over you. But, if your wife has been torn away +from you, neither tree, nor stream, nor the blue heavens, nor the +flowers, nor the singing birds will help you. All nature lives a life +of its own, and unto itself, and of what avail is it all, when she no +longer shares it with me? + +The first thing that recalled me to myself, was hearing the old spinner +say to Carl, "Why am I yet here? She was so good and so useful, and I +am nothing but a burden to you and to the world. Why must I stay +behind? I would so gladly have gone in her stead." + +The poor people were gathered all about the house, and one old woman +cried out, through her tears, "The bread she gave us was doubly +welcome, for it was given cheerfully." + +I felt that my energies would never again arouse themselves. I cannot +say that the thought alarmed me; I merely felt conscious that my mental +powers were either failing or torpid. For days I could not collect my +thoughts, and led a dull, listless, inanimate life. My children were +about me, but their sympathy did not help me. Ernst's evil letter was +the only thing that had any effect on me. + +I could not realize that what had once been life, was now nothing more +than a thought, a memory. + +When I heard some one coming up the steps, I always thought it must be +she returning and saying, "I could not stay away; I must return to you, +you are so lonely. The children are good and kind, but we two cannot +remain apart." And then I would start with affright, when I noticed how +my thoughts had been wandering. + +When I walked in the street, I felt as if I were but half of myself. As +long as she was with me I had always felt myself rich, for my home +contained her who was best of all. + +No one can know what a wealth of soul had been mine; through her, and +with her, I had felt myself moving in a higher spiritual sphere. But +now I felt so broken, so bereft, as if my entire intellectual +possessions had gone to naught. The children are yet here; but they are +for themselves. My wife alone was here for me--was indeed my other +self. + +Before that, when I awakened of a morning it was always a pleasure to +feel conscious of life itself; but now with every morrow I had to begin +anew and try to learn how to reconcile myself to my loss. But that is a +lesson I shall never learn. My sun had gone down; I did not care to +live any longer, because all that I experienced seemed to come in +between her and me, and I did not wish to live but in thoughts of her. + +I looked at her lamp, her table, her work-basket--all these had +survived her, are still here, and will remain. The one clock was never +wound up afterward. From that day, there was but one clock heard in our +room. + +I can now understand why the ancients buried the working implements +with their dead. + +I looked out of the window. The neighbors' children were in the street; +their noise grated on my ears. I could not but think how she once said +to me, "Why should it annoy us? Is it anything more than the singing of +the birds? The children are like so many innocent birds." + +All things remind me of her. I could sit by the window for hours and +look at the chickens running back and forth, picking up crumbs, and +watching the strutting cock. + +I must have been like a little child that, for the first time, begins +to take notice of the objects that surround it. + +I seemed as if awaking from darkness, as if dreaming with my eyes +open. Everything seemed new and strangely mysterious to me, although I +had nearly attained my seventieth year. + +When, after many weeks, I again saw my face in the mirror, I was +surprised at the saddened, sunken features of the old man. Could that +be I! + +I had gone to the neighboring village to order a gravestone. On my way +home, night overtook me. Suddenly a storm burst upon the valley. Like a +child, I counted the interval between the lightning and the thunder. At +first I could count up to thirty-two, afterwards only to seven; and +then I stopped counting. I saw the houses by the roadside, and knew who +lived in them here and there, I might have found shelter, but what +should I do in a strange house, wet to the skin as I was? I kept in the +middle of the road, on the broken stone. When I came to where the +little bridge was, I had to wade through the water. + +I noticed that I was in the midst of the storm-cloud. How glorious it +would have been to die at that moment--to be struck dead by lightning! + +"But my children, my children!" I uttered the words in a loud voice, +but the thunder drowned my cries. + +The flashes of lightning succeeded each other so rapidly that they +blinded me; I could see nothing more. I closed my eyes and held fast to +a rock by the wayside. I had never heard such fearful roaring of the +thunder, or seen such uninterrupted flashes of lightning. I stood still +and concluded to wait there, while I thought of the many other beings +who were also exposed to this storm; and at last, I could weep. I had +not wept since her death, and now it did me good. The hail beat into my +face, already wet with tears. + +Suddenly Rothfuss appears and exclaims: "Martella sends me. Oh, God be +praised! there is a good bed waiting for you at home." + +Guided by Rothfuss, I reached the house. Although my family were +greatly concerned as to the effect it might have, the shock that I had +undergone had really benefited me. I slept until noon, and when I arose +I felt as if breathing a new life. + +I must stop here. I cannot go on. I was obliged to learn how to begin +life anew. When one has buried his dearest love in the earth, the earth +itself becomes a changed world, and one's step upon it a different one. +I trust that I shall not be obliged hereafter to repeat my lamentations +for my own life. The first tranquillizing influence I found was in the +statue gallery, with its figures from another world, so silent, so +unchanging. We can offer them nothing, and yet they give us so much: +they are without life or color, but they represent life in its +imperishable beauty. + +Rothfuss offered me a strange solace. He said, "Master, there must be +another woman somewhere in this world just as she was." + +"Why?" + +"I always thought that God only suffered the sun to shine because she +was here, but I see that the sun still shines, and so there must be +others like her." + +Martella, however, could not realize that she was dead. + +"It cannot be: it is not true: she is not dead. She is surely coming up +the steps now. How is it possible that a being can remain away from +those who love her so? I have one request to make. I wish you would +give the pretty dresses to Madame Johanna and Fraulein Christiane; a +few of the work-day clothes you can give to me, and the good woollen +dress you can give to Carl's mother. Let no one else have any of her +clothes. It would grieve me to the heart to know that a strange person +was wearing anything that she had worn. Whoever wears a dress of hers +can neither think an evil thought nor do an evil deed." + +My son Ludwig wrote a letter, in which he lamented my wife's death with +all the feeling of which a son is capable, and yet spoke of death as a +wise man should. My daughter Johanna lost the letter. I think she must +have destroyed it on account of the heresies it contained. + +My consolation is that I have been found worthy of the perfect love of +so pure a being; that, of itself, is worth all the troubles of life. +Let what may come hereafter, what I have experienced cannot be taken +from me. + +I have had a tomb-stone placed at her grave. It has two tablets on one +are the words: + + "HERE LIES + IPHIGENIA GUSTAVA WALDFRIED, + _Born December 15th, 1807_, + _Died July 23d, 1867_." + +On the other, my name shall one day be placed. + + + + + + BOOK THIRD. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +Life is indeed a sacred trust. I now began to feel that great and noble +duties yet claimed me. + +I had become dull and listless. I had taken life as it came, resigning +my will to outer influences, just as one without appetite sits down to +a meal, merely to gain nourishment. + +I had become morbidly sensitive; every effort that was made to +alleviate my sufferings and restore my accustomed spirits only served +to pain me anew. + +I was now experiencing the worst effect of grief--indifference to the +world. + +My path seemed to lie through dismal darkness; but at last I stepped +out into the bright light of day and into the busy haunts of men. + +The village street leads into the highway; the forest-brooks flow on +until they reach the river that empties itself into the ocean. + +Thus too has it been with my life. + +Yielding to Joseph's earnest wishes, I had made a collection of +specimens illustrating every stage in the cultivation and growth of the +white pine. When the collection was complete, I sent it to the great +Paris Exposition. + +I received a medal of honor. I did not really deserve it; it should in +justice have gone to Ernst, who had acquainted me with the results of +his careful study of the subject. + +I have the diploma, and the medal bearing the effigy of Napoleon. I +looked at them but once, and then enclosed them under seal. They will +be found in the little casket that contains my discharge from the +fortress and other strange mementoes of the past. + +Joseph asked me to accompany him to Paris, and would listen to no +refusal. He wanted to acquaint himself with the new methods of +kyanizing railroad ties, and insisted that he could not get along +without my aid. + +I had not yet escaped from that condition in which it is well to resign +one's self to the guidance of others. + +I saw Paris for the second time. My first visit was in 1832 or 1833, +and was undertaken with the object of making the acquaintance of La +Fayette. In those days we fondly believed that Paris was to save the +world. + +Compared with what I now saw, all that had been done in the Parliament +that was held in the High street of our little capital seemed petty and +trifling. + +Though storms were gathering, Jupiter Napoleon sat enthroned over all +Europe, and ruled the thunder and the lightning. + +I saw him surrounded by all the European monarchs, and often asked +myself whether the world's life is, after all, anything but mummery. + +One day, while I was sitting on a bench in the Champs Elysées, and +gazing at the lively, bustling throng that passed before me, I was +approached by a Turco, who said to me: + +"Are you not Herr Waldfried?" + +My heart trembled with emotion. + +Was it not Ernst's voice? Before I could collect my thoughts, the +stranger had vanished in the great crowd that followed in the wake of +the Emperor, who was just passing by. + +I caught another glimpse of the man with the red fez and called out to +him; but he had vanished. + +Had I been awake or dreaming? + +It could not have been Ernst. He would not have left me after thus +addressing me. And if it were he after all! I felt sure that he would +return; so I waited in the hope of again seeing the stranger. The +people who passed me seemed like so many shadows, and I felt as if +withdrawn from the world. + +Night approached, and I was obliged to go to my lodgings. I told Joseph +of all that had happened. He stoutly maintained that I must have been +dreaming; but nevertheless went with me the next day to the Champs +Elysées where, seated on a bench, we waited for hours without seeing +any sign of the stranger. + +On my journey homeward, I spent a whole week with my sister who lives +in the forest of Hagenau. She can cheer me up better than any of my +children can. Her excellent memory enabled her to remind me of many +little incidents connected with our childhood and our parental home. In +her house, I was, for the first time since my affliction, able to +indulge in a hearty laugh. + +In the eyes of my brother-in-law, the medal awarded me at the +Exposition invested me with new importance; he never omitted to allude +to this mark of distinction, when introducing me to his acquaintances. +On the 15th of August, Napoleon's _fête_ day, he actually wanted me to +wear the medal on my coat. He could not understand why I would not +carry it about with me constantly, so as to make a show of my medal of +honor, notwithstanding the fact that the French consider their whole +nation as the world's legion of honor. Every individual among them +seems anxious to thrust himself forward at the expense of the rest. + +My sister privately informed me that the young sergeant whom I met at +her house was a suitor for the hand of her eldest daughter, and was +only awaiting the satisfactory settlement of the proper dowry on his +future wife. He was a young man of limited information, but was very +polite and respectful towards me. He hoped to win his epaulets in an +early war with Prussia, which had been so bold as to gain Sadowa and +conclude a peace without paying France the tribute of a portion of her +territory. + +The young man evidently thought himself vastly my superior, and spoke +of the future of the South German States in a patronizing and pitying +tone. As I did not think it worth while to contradict him, he fondly +thought that he was instructing me. + +As a German, I found the Hagenau Forest of especial interest, from the +fact that a part of it had been presented to the town of Hagenau by the +Emperor Frederick Barbarossa. + +I gave my brother-in-law many councils in regard to arboriculture; but, +as the new ideas entailed work, he declined making use of them. He was +very proud of his epaulets which were displayed in a little frame that +hung on the wall; but he was devoid of all love for the forest, and +indifferent to anything that helped the State without at the same time +contributing to his personal advancement. + +I passed a delightful day with my brother-in-law the pastor. + +I accompanied him to church, and was greatly moved to once again hear +German preaching and German hymns. The organist was one of the most +respected men of the neighborhood, and was the owner of a large forge. + +I was introduced to him after the service. In the presence of others, +he was quite reserved towards me; but during the afternoon, he visited +the pastor, and, while we were seated in the arbor under the +walnut-tree, we conversed freely in regard to the dangers that, in +Alsace, menaced the last remnant of German institutions and the +Evangelical Church. + +"France was happiest under Louis Philippe," said the pastor; and when +the manufacturer ventured to inveigh against the Emperor, he replied +that Napoleon was not so bad a man after all, but that the Empress was +spoiling everything; that she was a friend of the Pope, and was +endeavoring, at one and the same time, to destroy Protestantism and +increase luxury. + +I returned home. Johanna superintended my household affairs, and also +the farm, with great judgment. + +During the whole winter I was in delicate health, and in the following +year I was obliged to visit the springs of Tarasp. Richard accompanied +me. + +I was indeed unwell, for when I rode through the Prattigau and the wild +waters of the Land-quart roared at the side of the road, it seemed to +me as if the stream were a living monster that was climbing up and +seeking to devour me. + +When on Fluella, I plucked the first Alpine rose. I wept. There was no +one left to whom I could carry the flower that bloomed by the wayside. + +Richard regarded me for a long while in silence, and at last said, +"Father, I know what it is that moves your soul. Let it content you +that you did so much to make her life a lovely one." + +On those heights, where no plant can live, where no bird sings, where +nothing can be heard but the rushing of the snow currents, where the +fragments of rocks lay bare and bleak, and eternal snows fill the +ravines, I felt as if I were floating in eternity--released from all +that belonged to earth--and I called out her name--"Gustava!" + +Ah, if one could wait until death should overtake him in this cold, +bleak region, where naught that has life can endure. + +I went on, and met people who had pitched their dwellings in lofty +spots, in order to shelter and entertain tourists. My heart seemed +congealed; but I can yet remember where I was when it again thawed into +life. Neither the lofty mountains nor the mighty landscape helped me. I +sat by the roadside and saw a little bush growing from among the +rubble-stones and bearing the blue flowers called snakeweed. And it was +there that I became myself again. + +But look! A bee comes flying towards the bush. She bends down into the +open blossoms; she overlooks none of them, from the top to the bottom +of the bush, but seems to find nothing, and flies off to another +flower. On the next branch she sucks for a long while from every +flower-cup. + +A second bee, apparently a younger one, approaches. She, too, tries +flower after flower, and does not know that some one has been there +before her. At last, however, she seems to become aware of the fact, +and skips two or three of the blossoms until she at last finds one that +contains nourishment for her. + +Here by the wayside, just as up above where human footsteps do not +reach, there grows a flower that blooms for itself, and yet bears +within it nourishment for another. + +I do not know how long I may have been seated there, but when I arose I +felt that life had returned to me, and that I was in full sympathy with +all that was firmly rooted in the earth or freely moving upon its +surface. + +My soul had been closed to the world, but was now again open to the air +and the sunshine of existence. From that moment, I felt the spell of +the lofty peaks and lovely scenery, and, yielding to it, at last became +absorbed in self-communion. + +I was again living in unconstrained and cheerful intercourse with human +beings; and indeed I could not, at times, refrain from showing some of +the well-informed Swiss that I met how carelessly and sinfully their +countrymen were treating the forests. They complained that the +independence of the cantons and the unrestrained liberty of individuals +rendered it useless to make any attempt to protect the forests. + +I made the acquaintance of many worthy men, and that, after all, is +always the greatest acquisition. + +We met the widow of our cousin who had fallen at Königgratz. She was +exceedingly gay, was surrounded by a train of admirers, and flaunted in +elegant attire. She nodded to us formally and seemed to take no pride +in her citizen relatives. + +I must report another occurrence. + +On the very last morning, Richard had succeeded in plucking a large +bunch of edelweiss. He was coming down the mountain where the wagon was +waiting for us. Just then another wagon arrived, and in it was Annette +with her maid. + +Richard offered the flowers to Annette. + +"Were you thinking of me when you plucked them?" she asked. + +"To be truthful, I was not." + +"Thanks for the flowers--and for your honesty." + +"I did not know, when plucking them, for whom they were; but I am glad +to know that now they are yours." + +"Thanks; you are always candid." + +We continued our journey. On the way, Richard said, "Our cousin, the +Baroness, is quite a new character; she ought to be called 'the +watering-place widow.' She travels from one watering-place to another, +wears mourning or half-mourning, is quite interesting, and always has a +crowd buzzing around her. It were a great pity if Annette were to turn +out in the same way." + +I replied, "If she were to marry, which indeed, were greatly to be +desired, she would no longer be 'the watering-place widow.'" + +He made no answer, but bit off the end of a cigar which he had been +holding in his hand for some time. + +On our way home, we rested in the shadow of a rock on a high Alpine +peak, and there I found a symbol of what was passing between Annette +and Richard--a forget-me-not growing among nettles. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +I reached home refreshed and invigorated. The china-asters that she had +planted were blooming. Martella had decorated her grave with the +loveliest flowers, and maintained that the wild bees affected that spot +more than any other. Her memory gradually began to present itself to me +as overgrown with flowers. + +I went to attend the winter session of the Parliament, and Martella +accompanied me. We lived with Annette--she would take no refusal, and +we were both at ease in her beautiful house. + +Annette always wanted to have Martella about her, but Martella had an +unconquerable--I cannot say aversion, but, rather, dread of Annette; +for Annette had an unpleasant habit of calling attention to every +remark of Martella's, and had even quoted several of them in society. + +Richard, who, as the representative of the University, had become a +member of the Upper Chamber, seemed provoked; not on account of my +having brought Martella with me, but because I had allowed myself to be +induced to stay at Annette's house. + +He hinted that Annette's marked hospitality was not caused by regard +for me; and it really seemed as if she desired to see much of Richard +at her house, although he had been cold and distant, and, at times, +even scornful towards her. Nevertheless, he often visited us and +allowed Annette to draw him into all sorts of discussions. + +One evening when we three were alone,--Annette had been invited to the +house of a friend,--Martella said: + +"Richard, do you know what Madame Annette admires most in you?" + +"No." + +"Your fine teeth. She lets you use your good teeth to crack her hard +nuts." + +Richard jumped up from his seat embraced Martella, and kissed her. + +Martella blushed crimson and called out, "Richard, you are so polite +and yet so rude! Is that proper?" + +But Richard was quite happy to know that Martella had guessed at what +had so often displeased him. + +Martella, who never wanted to leave me, one day suddenly expressed a +wish to return home. Annette had on the previous evening taken her to +the theatre, where a ballet had been produced in addition to the drama. +A little child, representing a winged spirit, had descended from above, +and Martella had called out in a loud voice, "That hurts!" + +All eyes were turned to Annette's box, in which Martella sat with her +eyes wide open and looking towards the stage as if oblivious of aught +else. + +Annette left the theatre with her. Martella could not be induced to +utter a single word in explanation of her sudden fright. I was +surprised to find how Annette bore this mishap, in which she herself +had been subjected to the unkind glances of all the audience. "How +strange," said she; "we are all, unconsciously, slaves of ceremony. +There seems to be a tacit understanding that every member of a theatre +audience or art-gathering must either remain silent or confine himself +to one of two childish expressions--clapping the hands and hissing. And +here this child is perfectly innocent, and I thank her for having +solved another problem for me." + +In the morning, Martella wanted to go home. We accompanied her to the +depot, and I telegraphed to Rothfuss to meet her at the station. + +My active labors for the Fatherland had restored me. In my solitary +walks, my mind was now occupied by something besides constant thoughts +of myself. + +Spring was with us again, and the wondrous power that revives the human +soul had its influence on me. + +I was often invited to consultations in regard to matters affecting the +common weal, and it seemed as if my little world was extending its +area, when I made the acquaintance of many brave men, who lived in a +neighboring district, and who kept alive their hopes for the future of +our Fatherland. + +During the summer holidays, Richard paid us a visit. He and Baron Arven +had stocked the forest-streams with choice varieties of fish. In some +instances they had not succeeded in getting a pure breed; there were +pikes among their fish. + +He was fortunate enough with several of the streams, but was greatly +provoked to find that the farmers of the neighboring villages would not +wait until the young brood had grown, and had already begun to catch +the fish. He induced the authorities to threaten the farmers with a +fine, but on the next day found the notice floating on the stream. + +He appointed a forester as watchman, and spent the night in a log cabin +hastily built near by. Once they were fortunate enough to catch the +thief. + +Richard and the forester brought the culprit before the authorities, +and he was sentenced to six weeks' imprisonment. While we were seated +at table, Richard expressed his satisfaction at the punishment which +had been meted out to the offender. This made Martella as angry as I +have ever seen her, and she became the more provoked when Richard +quickly took down the mirror and held it up to her, saying: + +"Here, look at yourself; you are prettiest when you are angry." + +"It is nothing to you, how I look!" cried Martella. "Tell such things +to your Madame Annette, but not to me." + +The color left Richard's cheeks. + +Annette had for several weeks been living in the neighborhood, with +Baroness Arven, and Martella had hardly finished speaking, when we +heard the clatter of horses' hoofs in front of the house. Annette and +Baron Arven came riding up the road. The Baron congratulated Richard on +having caught the first of the pirates, and Annette was in quite a +merry mood. + +The Baron also brought us a piece of news that he had just received +from his brother, the forester-in-chief, to the effect that my grandson +Julius had been appointed assistant forester, and that the next +official gazette would announce the appointment. + +We sent for Joseph. We were all very happy at the news, and Martella +exclaimed, "That is the position Ernst wished for. But I congratulate +Miss Martha with all my heart she will make a handsome young wife for +the town forester." + +We had always avoided alluding to this connection, but now that it had +been openly mentioned, we made no concealment of our joy. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +Richard and the Baron rode over to the Wild Lake which they had +intended to stock. Annette accompanied them. + +It was already night, but Richard had not returned; I was seated alone +at the table, and waiting for him. It had always been his habit to tell +us when he intended to remain out longer than the usual time. + +Martella entered. Her cheeks were flushed, and she said, "Father, send +me away--wherever it be. I cannot remain here. It shall not be my fault +if any one is bad." + +Trembling, and covering her face with her hands, she declared that +Richard had told her that Ernst was unworthy of her, even if he were +yet living, and that he would never return again. And after that he +said--it was some time before she would tell what it was, and at last +she exclaimed: "that he loves me with all his heart, and wanted to make +me his wife! He! His brother! I would rather he should tie a stone +about my neck, and throw me into the lake where his young fishes are! I +could hardly believe at first, that he had said it, and answered him: +'That is a poor joke: just think of how your mother would feel if she +knew that you would joke in this way!' and then he swore that mother +had said Ernst was untrue to me, and had for that very reason gone out +into the wide world. Can mother have said that? My eyes would start +from their sockets, before Ernst would forsake me. But let me never see +Richard again. Never! Let me go away. You can send me away, but Richard +cannot cease to be your son. Nor can I cease to be your child, but I +can go away." + +It is impossible to find words for all that bubbled forth from +Martella's soul. I pacified her, and she promised to remain until the +next day. + +I sat up alone to await Richard's return. He did not come until near +midnight. + +He wanted to bid me a short "good-night," but I detained him. He sat +down and told me that the Baron and Annette had met Rautenkron down by +the lake, and that he had ridiculed their undertaking. He had said, and +rightly too: "Where there are no frogs, there is no stork; where there +are no flies and worms, there are no birds or fishes. In what was +called 'all-bountiful nature' one beast used the other for its blessed +meal; and, besides that, the lake was entirely frozen over every +winter, and had no outlet that was open through the whole year. If +fishes were in it, they would become suffocated for want of air." + +Rautenkron had displayed much knowledge in the matter, but he would not +consent to assist them. He was delighted, moreover, that nature +contained much that was egotistic and was of no use to mankind. Thus +spoke Richard. + +I was indignant. I could hardly conceive how Richard could talk about +such subjects, and not make the slightest allusion to what had happened +between him and Martella. I thought of Ernst's letter that I had +received on the day of my wife's death. No one had seen it but I; for +why should I have cared to spread the knowledge of Ernst's wickedness +in offering his betrothed to another? Could it be that an open rupture +with Annette had urged Richard to this unheard-of deed? + +I endeavored to stifle my indignation, and said, "You talk of the Wild +Lake--Wild Lake, indeed; you have an unfathomable one in yourself." + +He looked at me with surprise. + +"What do you mean, father?" + +"How can you ask? You dare to touch that which should be holy in your +eyes--the betrothed of your brother!" + +"Father, did she tell you herself?" he said hesitatingly. + +And I replied: + +"What matters that? Until now, I had always thought that you were even +a better man than I was at your age; do not undeceive me." + +I said nothing more, and that was enough. + +On the following morning, Richard announced that he was about to +depart, and it cost me a great effort to induce Martella to permit him +to take leave of her. At last she came, on condition that I would +remain present while Richard bade her farewell. + +Richard said: + +"Martella, you have a right to be angry with me, but I am angrier at +myself than you can possibly be. I make no protestations, no oaths; but +I pledge my honor as a man, that you will nevermore hear a wrong word +or receive a wrong glance from me. Farewell." + +Thus, this trouble was arranged; but it seemed as if there could be +nothing perfect in this world. + +I do not know whether Johanna had been eavesdropping, or how she +happened to find it out; but, at dinner, she spitefully hinted at what +had happened, for when we were talking of the imprisoned fish poacher, +she said, "People who are without religion are capable of anything, and +the irreligious ones who catch a thief are no better than the thief +himself. They stretch forth their hands to grasp things that ought to +be sacred in their eyes." + +During the whole of that winter I saw nothing of Richard, and received +but one letter from him, in which he informed me that he had been +offered an appointment at a distant university, and that, for many +reasons, he would gladly have accepted it, but that the Prince had +requested him to remain in the country. He added that he was now again +able to say that his only happiness lay in the pursuit of science. + +It was a great pleasure to me to have Julius stationed in our +neighborhood. He was so pure, so fresh, and so bright, that whenever he +came to our house, his presence seemed like the odor of flowers. + +I am indebted to Julius for joys which even transcend those my children +have given me, and my pride in my eldest grandson was now about to be +mingled with that I cherished for my eldest son. + +My joy was fully shared by Rothfuss. He counted how many days it would +be before Ludwig arrived, and said: + +"There are but seven steps yet--right foot, sleep; left foot, get up; +or, taking it the other way, the two together make one step." + +The last days of waiting seemed long, even to me. Ludwig had +particularly requested that I should not go to meet him. + +On the night before his arrival, I suddenly felt so oppressed that I +thought I should die. + +I heard footsteps on the stairs, and, afterward, the breathing of some +one in front of my door. Assuredly, he has wished to prevent my +worrying--he is here already. + +"Who is there?" + +"It is I,--Rothfuss. I thought to myself that you would not be able to +sleep, and then it suddenly occurred to me that everybody says I am so +entertaining that I can put any one to sleep, and so I thought--" + +Rothfuss' allusion to this peculiar art made me laugh so heartily that +I felt quite well again. After he left the room, I was obliged to laugh +again at the thought of what he had said; and then I fell asleep, and +did not awake until the bright daylight shone into my room. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + + _May_ 28, 1870. + +"Good-morning, dear Henry," she said to herself, this day forty-six +years ago, when she awoke on the last morning she spent in her own +chamber. + +"Good-morning, Gustava," said I, opening my eyes. It was the +anniversary of our wedding-day, and every year while we were together, +these were the first accents from her lips and mine--in joy and in +sorrow, always the same. + +And this very morning, when awakening, I heard her quite distinctly in +my dream saying, "Good-morning, Henry." But I am alone. She has been +snatched away from me. + +On this day our first-born returns from the new world. I am writing +these words in the early dawn, as it will be a long while before I +again have a chance quietly to set down my recollections. I will now +prepare myself to go forth and meet my son. + + _June_, 1870. + +Ludwig and Richard have gone to the capital, and I have at last quiet +and time to note down his arrival and his presence with us. + +I had just finished writing the above lines, on the twenty-eighth of +May, when I heard Rothfuss drawing the chaise up from the barn to the +front of the house. He then placed the jack-screw under the frame and +took off one wheel after the other and greased the axles, singing and +whistling while at his work. + +He saw me seated at the window, and called out in a joyful voice: + +"One waits ever so long for the Kirchweih,[4] but it comes at last. +Martella is up already, and has been fixing up the beehives with red +ribbons; the bees, too, are to know that joy comes to this house +to-day. While busy at her work, she called out Ernst's name, as if she +could drag him here that way. But to-day we must not let ourselves +remember that any one is missing." + +There it was again. No cup of joy without its drop of gall. + +But the mind has great power, and one can force himself to forget +things. + +It would be wrong towards my son Ludwig, if I were to mix other +feelings with joy at his return; and it is also wrong towards myself +not to permit a single pleasure to be without alloy. + +My spirits were, however, not a little checked on my being reminded of +Ernst. Every nerve in me trembled, so that I began to believe that I +would not be able to survive the hour in which I should again see +Ludwig. But now the sad thought that had floated across my mental +horizon soothed my excited nerves. + +Ludwig had sent me his photograph from Paris, in order that I might +recognize him at once. + +He had placed the pictures of his wife and of his son in the same +package. + +I read over his last two letters again. + +In a letter from Paris, dated Sunday, April 24th, he wrote: + +"Here I am in the midst of the hubbub in which the 'saviour of the +world' is permitting the people to vote. It is truly a demoniac art, +this power of counterfeiting the last word of truthfulness. In order +that nothing may remain uncorrupted, the ministers declare that the +question of the day is to secure tranquillity to the land for the +future, so that, both on the throne and in the cottage, the son may +peacefully succeed his father. The last lingering traces of modesty and +purity are being destroyed; the last remnant of piety is appealed to in +order to carry out the deceit. + +"How glad I should be, on the other hand, to bathe my soul in the pure +waves of great harmonies. The thought that I shall enter my Fatherland +in time to assist in celebrating the Centennary of Beethoven's birth is +an inspiring and an impressive one to me." + +Joseph was at Bonn, awaiting the expected guests. He was again +successful in combining high objects with business profits; he +concluded a contract to build the festival building out of trees from +the Black Forest. + +I looked at Ludwig's picture, and it seemed to me, indeed, as if I were +looking at my father in his youth. All generations seemed to be +combined in one, as if there were no such thing as time. + +Martella came into the room, dressed in her Sunday attire. + +"Good-morning, father," said she. "To-day you will hear somebody else +say, 'Good-morning, father.'" + +I could not help wondering how Martella would appear to Ludwig. She +seemed new to me. It seemed as if during the four years that she had +been with us she had become taller and more slender. She wore the +pearl-colored silk dress that had been my wife's, and had about her +throat the red coral necklace that Bertha had sent her. Her +unmanageable brown hair was arranged in the form of a coronet; and her +walk and carriage were full of grace and refinement. Her face seemed +lengthened, instead of being as round as it had once been; and her old +defiant expression had given way to one of gentleness. Indeed, since +the death of Gustava, a certain look of pain seemed to have impressed +itself on her features, her large eyes had become more lustrous, and +seemed full of unsatisfied longing. + +Johanna and her daughter had also arrayed themselves in their best +clothes; at least, as far as that was possible with Johanna, for, since +the death of her husband, she had always worn mourning. + +I rode off in the chaise with Rothfuss; Julius, with Johanna and her +daughter, followed us. + +Martella remained in the house with Carl; and the schoolmaster's wife +had come to assist in baking and cooking. + +When we reached the saw-mill, the miller said, "I have heard the news +already--this is Ludwig's day." + +We drove on, and after a while Rothfuss said, "It seems to me that the +trees are stretching and straightening themselves in order to appear at +their best when our Ludwig goes by." + +When we arrived at the top of the last hill, Gaudens, who was breaking +stones on the road, said: "Ludwig will have to own that the roads are +not kept better in America than here." It was strange how the news of +his return had been noised about. + +At the last village before reaching the station, Funk came out of the +tavern and called out, "Rothfuss! Stop!" + +Rothfuss turned towards me with an inquiring look, and I told him to +stop. + +Funk now informed me that he had succeeded in inducing the members of +Ludwig's party to refrain from receiving him at the railroad station +with a festive procession. He did not wish to interfere with the family +festivities; but on the following Sunday, the friends of freedom would +take the liberty of greeting Ludwig as one who belonged to mankind. + +I could only reply that I could decide nothing for my son,--that he was +free and would act for himself. + +Funk went back into the tavern. We drove on. Rothfuss remarked, "That +fellow is like a salamander; when he tries to climb a rock and falls on +his back, he turns about and is on his feet again quicker than +thought." + +We were much too early when we got into town, and I walked about the +streets as if I had never been there before, and as if there were +nowhere a chair on which one might rest. + +It suddenly occurred to me that I ought to have sent my picture to +Ludwig, so that he might know me; I had grown a full beard since his +departure, and it would grieve me if he did not at once recognize me. + +I decided at once. There was yet time enough to have my beard removed; +and when I returned, Johanna and Rothfuss were greatly astonished by +the change in my appearance. But I did not tell them my reason for +removing my beard. + +I had a presentiment that Ludwig would bring Ernst with him. I note +this down, because we frequently speak of fulfilled presentiments, but +never of those which are not fulfilled. + +At the depot, there were numbers of emigrants who were about to leave +the valley. I knew many of them, and they guessed at my innermost +thought; for now one, and then another, would come to me and say, "If I +learn anything about Ernst, I will write to you immediately." + +The locksmith's widow was there, with her three children. The children +had bouquets in their hands, and I begged them to stand aside until the +first meeting was over. + +A young stone-cutter who lived at a village in our neighborhood, and +was employed in the shops at the depot, greeted the locksmith's widow +in the most friendly manner. He held her hand in his for some time, and +she seemed pleased thereat. How strange that at such moments one can +see more than is transpiring about him! It suddenly occurred to me, +"Who knows--they may yet be a couple." + +The Inspector invited me to his dwelling; I accompanied him. A short +time afterward, he returned and told me that the train had been +signalled. He led me down the steps and remained at my side. Now we +hear the whistle;--now the train is coming round the curve; now it is +slacking its speed. No one is beckoning to me from the car windows. Can +he have failed to come? Many passengers alight; but I see no sign of my +son. + +Suddenly a guard calls out to me, "Herr Waldfried, you are to come this +way!" He opens the door of the car and I am lifted up into it. + +I hear a voice exclaim, "Father!" and I know nothing of what happened +for some time afterward. + +"Grandfather, give me your hand," says another voice. But, before that, +I am embraced by a lovely woman, who sheds tears of joy. + +Leading my son with my right hand and my grandson with the left, I +walked out as if marching in triumph. My daughter-in-law was escorted +by Johanna and her daughter. + +Suddenly Ludwig dropped my hand and called out, "You here, Ernst?" + +"I am not your brother Ernst; I am Julius, the son of your sister +Martina." + +"Where is Rothfuss?" inquired Joseph, who had also come on the train +with Ludwig. + +I had already seen him. He stood aside, lighting one match after +another, and seemed to be waiting for Ludwig to come to him to get a +light for his cigar. + +At last he threw the match away and called out, "Hurrah! Shout till you +burst your throats!" + +They all shouted "hurrah," and when Ludwig and his son had shaken hands +with Rothfuss, and the wife had taken him by the hand, Rothfuss said, +"She has a firm hand; you have done this thing well, Ludwig." + +A middle-aged man, erect in figure, and with a red mustache, was +looking after Ludwig's luggage. Ludwig now called to him, "Willem, just +leave those things and come here. Here, Rothfuss, let me recommend to +you my servant and friend, Willem. Shake hands with each other, and be +good friends." + +Rothfuss extended his hand, and asked, with an air of doubt: + +"He speaks German, of course--does he not?" + +"Yours to command; I know nothing else." + +It was on a Saturday, and the Jews of the little town were accustomed +on that day to loiter about the station. We were just about to leave, +when the Jewish teacher came up to me and said, "Herr Waldfried, the +verse in the Bible which tells of Jacob again seeing his son Joseph, +applies to you. It says, 'And Israel said unto Joseph, Now let me die, +since I have seen thy face, because thou art yet alive.'" +The words of the little old man did me much good. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +Funk had been unable to deny himself the pleasure of being on hand. + +When we passed the garden of the "Wild Man" tavern he stood at the +fence, surrounded by several of his companions. They lifted their +foaming beer-glasses on high, and cried, "Long live Ludwig, the +republican!" Ludwig merely nodded his thanks, and then said to me: + +"Father, let us get in and ride home." + +The carriages were awaiting us. + +I wanted my daughter-in-law to sit with me, but she insisted that +Ludwig and Wolfgang should do so, while she joined Johanna and the rest +of the party. + +Rothfuss, who at other times took so great a pleasure in cracking his +whip, now sounded it but lightly. + +"Rothfuss, how long have you been with us?" asked Ludwig. + +"Longer than you have been in this world," was the answer. + +My grandson, Wolfgang, laughed out loud, and told us that his father +had prophesied that very answer. + +As we drove through the village, every one came to the windows to greet +us. + +We were passing the house of the kreis-director. The family were seated +in the garden, and we were obliged to stop with them for a little +while. The roses were lovely, and the faces of our friends were bright +with kindness. + +The husband, the wife, and the daughters welcomed the new-comers most +cordially, and the wife handed my daughter-in-law a bouquet of roses. + +Their son was also present. He had become a lieutenant, and his +countenance seemed to combine the clear, bright expression of the +mother, with the sternness of the father. + +Julius and Martha were standing a little way off, beside a blooming +rose-bush, and when I said to Ludwig, "Behold your future niece," they +were both so suffused with blushes, that they resembled the roses. My +daughter-in-law embraced Martha, and was afterward embraced by the +Privy Councillor's wife. + +Ludwig urged our departure for home, and the charming woman thanked us +heartily for the short visit we had paid her. In the meantime, Rontheim +had opened a bottle of wine and filled our glasses. + +Our glasses clinked; we emptied them, and started on our way; and +Rothfuss said, "The Privy Councillor did the right thing in pouring out +some wine; eating and drinking is the best half of nourishment." Ludwig +laughed heartily. + +Ludwig held me by the hand while we drove along the valley road. + +"The houses have been rebuilt," he said, pointing towards the right +bank of the stream. It was there that, during the uprising of 1848, he +had been in command, and where the houses had been burned to the +ground. + +"We have him in a sack; if we could only keep him there for ourselves +for a couple of weeks," called out Rothfuss. + +My grandson did not understand him, and I was obliged to explain how +Rothfuss always managed to catch my very thought. + +I had wished to be able to have Ludwig's society for myself, and to +give no one a part of him, except of course his brothers and sisters. +From a few remarks of Ludwig's, I gathered that he was aware of my +thoughts, and the first thing he said to me was a text for all that +followed. + +"I have not forgotten mother's saying, and it has often been a guide +for me: 'We have part in the world, and the world ought to have part in +us.'" + +It seemed to me that Rothfuss was laughing to himself. I had been +mistaken, however, for Wolfgang, who was seated on the box with +Rothfuss, now called out, "Father, Rothfuss is crying!" + +"Is there anything that such an American wouldn't notice?" replied +Rothfuss, sitting upright on the box, and cracking his whip with all +his might. + +"And so the new road through the valley is finished," said Ludwig; "I +suppose Antonin built that. It would have been better, though, if they +had carried it along the other bank." + +The new road had, however, only been laid out as far as the boundary +line; from there unto my dwelling, which was fully two hours distant, +there was only the old road, which was in a horrible condition. + +"Father," exclaimed Wolfgang, "here are the boundary posts that you +told me of." + +"Yes," said Ludwig; "this is yet old Germany. Here, there is still +separation." + +I believe that I have not yet mentioned that I live near the border. +Our village is the last point in our territory, and further down the +valley is the beginning of the neighboring principality. + +How strange! There was so much that we wished to speak of to one +another, and the first subject of conversation was the laying out of +the new road. + +And it is well that it is so; for this helps one over the heart-throbs +that otherwise would be almost insupportable. + +Ludwig had mentioned mother, and for the present she was not referred +to again. + +He had a quick glance, and always thought of what might benefit the +community; and when Wolfgang expressed his delight at the wild, rushing +valley stream, Ludwig said to me, "That stream could do much more work. +There is a fortune floating there, thrown into the water, as it were, +and flowing away from our valley out into the ocean." + +"To whom does water-power belong?" inquired Wolfgang. + +We gave him the desired information, and this question was a happy +proof of his active, inquiring mind. + +"Over yonder," said Rothfuss, "there is a miller who has his +water-power direct from the heavens." He pointed to the house of the +so-called "thunder miller," who had built his mill in such a way that +its wheel would only go after there had been a storm. + +The ground for some distance before we reached the tunnel, was covered +with cherry-trees with straight trunks, the branches of which looked +like a well-arranged bouquet; and on the heights were the beech-trees +with their red buds, and one could follow the gradual development of +the foliage. + +"Look, Wolfgang," said Ludwig, "you can see here how spring gradually +climbs up the mountain side." + +"Father," exclaimed Wolfgang, "the people in the fields are all looking +up at us." + +"They all know grandfather," replied Ludwig; and, turning to me, he +explained: "It seems strange to the boy, for the American never looks +up from his work, even if seven trains of cars rush by within ten paces +of him." + +At the boundary line, Gaudens greeted us. + +We halted there for a while. He came up to the carriage, stretched out +his hand, and exclaimed, "Do you know me yet?" + +"Certainly I do; you are Gaudens." + +"Yes, it is easy to find me; from here around the corner, down to the +Maiengrund is my district. I was in the revolution too, but I lied my +way out. Yes, Ludwig, you have wandered about a great deal in the wide +world. It is best at home, after all; isn't it? Is this your son?" + +"It is." + +"God bless him. And what a splendid wife you have!--What a pity about +Ernst; he has such a good heart and is such a sensible fellow, and yet +commits such wicked and foolish tricks. All I wish for is to have a +place where I might have some little extra profits from fruit and grass +by the road; nothing ripens here but pine cones." + +When Wolfgang shook hands with him at parting, he said, "He has a soft +hand; he cannot swing the pickaxe as you did when you were building +your first road." + +"How lovely it is here," said Wolfgang. "Here you know every one, and +every one knows you; you cannot meet a stranger." + +He was right; it is so; and this makes a full life, but a hard one too. + +We left the forester's house, where the forester's pretty wife, holding +a child on her arm, greeted us. Our way lay along the crest of the +mountain, and looked down into the valley, where the haystacks were +scattered about the meadow, in the hollow, and along the hillside. +Ludwig said: + +"Whenever I thought of home, this view of the valley always came back +to me. I was walking here once with Ernst, while he was yet quite a +little fellow, and he said to me, 'Ludwig, look at the haystacks. Don't +they look like a scattered herd of cows on the meadow?'" + +He must have noticed that his allusion to Ernst had agitated me, and he +added, "Father, we must be strong enough to think calmly of the dead +and of the lost ones." + +When we passed the woods that belonged to Uncle Linker and me, Ludwig +was delighted to find how nicely they had been kept. + +He then inquired about Martella, and when I said that she had a strange +aversion to America, and disliked to hear it mentioned, he replied: + +"Do you not believe, father, that she has an unexplained, and perhaps +sad, past, which is in some way associated with America?" I was +startled;--the case seemed to present new and puzzling difficulties. + +Ludwig was pleased with the meadow-valley where he had arranged the +trench with sluices. In very good seasons, there were four crops; but +one was always sure of at least three. The value of the meadow-farmer's +property had in this way been doubled. + +Down by the saw-mill, we met Carl, who was just using the windlass to +drag a large beam from the wagon. + +He turned around as we approached and saluted us, and Ludwig's wife +said, "What a handsome fellow! He is just as I have imagined all your +countrymen to be." + +We alighted, and walked up the hill and on towards the village. + +When Ludwig saw the churchyard, he removed his hat from his head, +remained standing for a moment in silence, and then walked on briskly. + +At the steps of the house he extended his hand to his wife and said, +"Welcome to the house of my parents!" + +Martella was standing on the piazza: she stood there immovable, holding +herself by the railing. + +"That pretty girl there, with large staring eyes, is Ernst's betrothed, +I presume?" said Ludwig. + +I said, "Yes." + +We went up the steps and entered the room. Without speaking a word, +Martella offered her hand to every one of the new arrivals. She seemed +absent minded and was silent. + +My daughter-in-law and Wolfgang were surprised to find that we still +had fires in our stoves. + +A little pleasantry at once made us all feel at home with one another. +I told my new daughter-in-law how happily I had lived with my wife, but +that even we had been obliged to adapt ourselves to each other's ways. + +From the earliest days in autumn until far into the summer, it had been +our custom to have our sitting-room heated every morning and evening. +At first it went hard with me, but after a while we accustomed +ourselves to the same outer temperature, and the nicely warmed room at +last became a great comfort to me, whenever I returned from the fields. + +"I understand perfectly, and thank you for telling me of mother first +of all," said my daughter-in-law. + +Martella remained silent and reserved towards the newcomers, and, for +the rest of the evening, we did not see her again. She remained in the +kitchen and instructed one of the servants to serve the meal. With the +help of the schoolmaster's wife she had prepared us a fine feast. + +Wolfgang suddenly asked to see the family woods, and as it was still +broad daylight, Ludwig took him out to gratify his curiosity. + +I was left alone with my daughter-in-law, and when I conducted her +through the house and showed her, above all things, the apartment with +the plaster casts, her pure and tranquil nature became revealed to me +for the first time. + +When Ludwig returned, he expressed great pleasure with the fountain +that mother had ordered to be repaired at the time the new forest path +was laid out. He promised to send to the iron foundry at once, and +order a pretty column with a pipe through it. + +"Mother inspired me with an affection for this spring," said he. "While +building the aqueduct, I thought of her almost every day; and along the +space where the pipes were running under ground, I planted pines, in +order that pretty woods might grow there, and the temperature of the +water always remain the same. Of all the great and impressive things I +beheld in America, one little monument impressed me most of all; it was +that to Fredrick Graff, who built the waterworks of Philadelphia." + +Night approached. We were seated in the arbor, and Wolfgang exclaimed, +"The stars shine more brightly here than elsewhere." + +"The dark woods make it appear so," said Ludwig. And just over the +family woods, seeming to touch the tops of the trees as if fixed there, +a star glistened and shone with a brightness that was marvellous even +to me. + +Ludwig conducted himself with great self-control and moderation. He +spoke slowly and in a low voice, in order to keep down all agitation. + +Long after the new-comers had retired to rest, Rothfuss and I were +still sitting in front of the house. + +Rothfuss could not come to an understanding with himself. He said, "Our +Ludwig is still the same, and is changed for all; he has not grown, and +yet he is larger." + +He told me that Ludwig had come out into the stable to him, and when he +had told Ludwig that the sorrel horse was the son of our gray stud, he +had taken the horse firmly by the mane and said, "Rothfuss, you have +been faithful to my father; I cannot fully recompense you for it, but +express a wish and I will do what I can for you." + +Rothfuss had heard no more of what was said. + +He could not help crying like a child; and now he would like to know +what he ought to wish for. He said that he wanted no one to advise him; +he must find it out himself. For a long while, neither of us spoke a +word. There was not a sound to be heard, save the bubbling of the +fountain in front of the house. + +I retired to my room, but could find no rest, and sat by the window for +a long while. + +It seemed to me as if an invisible and inaudible spirit was wandering +through the house and bestowing upon it peace and quiet, above all +other spots upon this earth. + +Just then the watchman called the hour of midnight; the window of +Ludwig's chamber opened, and Ludwig called out, "Tobias, come and see +me to-morrow: I have something for you." + +"Are you still awake?" cried I. + +"Yes, father; and when I heard the watchman I knew for sure that I am +at home. Now I understand the proverb, 'He who does not wander, does +not return.' It is only among strangers that one learns to appreciate +his home. + +"But now go to sleep. Good-night, father." + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +"The Herr Professor has arrived," were the words with which Martella +greeted me early the next morning. I must observe that Martella now +always spoke of Richard as "Herr Professor." The meeting of the +brothers was a most affectionate one. + +Ludwig's wife and Richard were friends at once. She introduced herself +to him as the daughter of a professor, and Richard's impressive manner +seemed to please her greatly. + +Wolfgang was greatly moved, and whispered to me: + +"I can now for the first time, say the best words: 'grandfather,' +'uncle;' and"--turning quickly to Johanna--"'aunt;' to Julius I have +already said 'cousin,' and I shall soon have more cousins." + +The brothers were soon involved in a most zealous discussion of the +great questions of the day. Richard warned Ludwig against permitting +the demagogues to make use of him, as their only aim was to foment +disturbance, and to abuse all existing institutions. They were wholly +without lofty or honest aims of their own. When he warned him to be on +his guard and not to permit this or that one to influence his views of +affairs in the Fatherland, Ludwig replied: "With your permission, I +shall begin with you." Richard observed that, just as time helps to +correct our judgments, in regard to past events, so does distance aid +us in criticising contemporary history. It may take ten years before we +can see the Europe of the present in the light in which it appears to +the unprejudiced American of to-day; and when he asked Ludwig whether +we might not cherish the hope that he would now remain in the old +world, Ludwig answered that, with all his love of home, he did not +believe he would be able to give up the perfect independence of +American life. + +"And what do you think on the subject, my dear sister-in-law?" + +"I am of the same opinion as my husband." + +Richard expressed a wish that Ludwig might, at some future day, take +charge of the family estate, as there was no one else who could do it. +It seemed to me, indeed, that, in all that he said, Richard was trying +to determine Ludwig to unite his fortunes with those of the Fatherland. + +Ludwig, who had come by way of France, could tell us much of the great +excitement that had been produced there by the _plebiscite_. + +The brothers were agreed that the expression of the popular will had +been accompanied by fearful deceit on the part of the authorities; but +they did not agree as to the object contemplated by that deceit. + +"I was often obliged," said Ludwig, "to think of our old schoolmaster, +who explained the philosophic beauty of the Latin language to us by the +fact that _volo_ has no imperative; but the author of the 'Life of +Cĉsar' has shown us, by means of the _plebiscite_, that _volo_ has an +imperative." + +Ludwig asserted that the majority of educated Frenchmen hated and +despised Napoleon; for all the large cities, with the exception of +Strasburg, which gave a small majority on the other side, had voted +_no_. At the same time, what they hated and despised in him was just +what they themselves were; for every individual Frenchman really +desires to be a Napoleon; and the _no_ that a portion of the army had +voted, simply meant, "We want war." Napoleon had undermined every sense +of duty, and the misfortune of France was that no one there believed in +the honesty or the unselfishness of another creature. + +"I have also made the acquaintance of French emigrants in America. It +is, of course, unfair to judge of a nation by its emigrants; but I +could not help being struck by the fact that those whom I met had no +confidence in any one." + +Richard, on the other hand, had a very good opinion of the French. He +told us that about the time he was working in the library at Paris, he +had travelled much through France, and had made the acquaintance of +Frenchmen of every station in life. + +"The French are industrious and temperate, and a people of whom that +can be said, has a noble destiny awaiting it. They have a great desire +to please, which makes them agreeable, and gives all their work the +impress of good taste. They are fond of all that partakes of the +decorative, whether it be a glittering phrase or a badge. If that +which, from its very nature, ought to be general, could gain +distinction for them--if there could be an aristocracy in republican +virtue, I cannot help believing that the Frenchmen would be unbending +republicans." + +"Yes," said Ludwig; "and they are humane, also. The vain and conceited +man is usually generous and communicative: he thinks he has so many +advantages that he is glad to bestow a share on others, and is annoyed +and almost angry if they do not care to accept his bounty; for he +considers their declining it as a want of belief in his superiority, +and is surprised to find that others do not hunger and thirst for the +things that he regards as delicacies." + +The brothers became involved in all sorts of discussions, and, although +Richard was the younger of the two, he showed, in a certain patronizing +way, how pleased he was to find that the school of experience had +moderated Ludwig's views. For the brothers agreed on one point--that, +as there was no one church which could alone save mankind, so there was +no one form of government which could alone make all men free. After +all, everything depended on the honesty and the morality of the +citizen, and, for that reason, it could not be maintained that the +republican form of government was a guarantee of freedom, or that a +monarchy necessarily implied a condition of servitude. + +The brothers now understood each other better than they had done in +former times. + +Richard always occupied himself with general principles, while I can +only interest myself in particulars. The first question that I ask +myself is, How does the rule apply to this or that one? Richard is +different. He has no eye for isolated cases, but a far-seeing glance +where general principles are concerned. He looks upon everything from a +certain lofty historical point of view. He regards the hilly region in +which we live with the eye of an artist and a scientist, noticing the +elevations and the depressions, without giving a thought to the people +who dwell among them. He does not see the villages, much less a single +villager. + +My experience with Richard solved a question which had always been a +riddle to me. He has no love for the people, and is, nevertheless, an +advocate of liberty. Until now, I could not understand how it was +possible; now it is clear to me. + +Advocates of liberty are of two classes. The one class ask for it as a +logical necessity; the other are disappointed when the people, or +portions thereof, become obstinate or prove themselves unworthy of +freedom. The former have nothing to do with mankind, but simply busy +themselves with the idea of liberty, and are, for that reason, more +positive and exacting and less given to fine talk. + +Formerly, Richard had been dissatisfied with all of Ludwig's actions +and opinions. He was opposed to all that was violent; but now Richard +had become the more liberal, and Ludwig the more conservative, of the +two. It was in America, where the tendency seemed towards a loosening +of all restraint, that Ludwig had for the first time learned to attach +importance to the preservation of established institutions. While they +were yet children under the instructions of Pastor Genser, who +afterward became my son-in-law, the two boys had given much of their +time to music. To listen to Richard playing the violincello and Ludwig +playing the piano, was one of the greatest pleasures that our household +afforded Gustava and myself. + +Ludwig has given up music, and they can now no longer play together. +But when I heard them talking in unrestrained converse, and observed +how the one transposed the mood and the thoughts of the other into his +own key, and developed it, adding new combinations of ideas; and when I +noticed how the eye of either speaker would, from time to time, rest +upon the other with a joyful expression, it seemed yet more beautiful +and more grateful to my heart than any music could be. And withal, each +temperament preserved its own melody. Richard looked forward for some +event that would mark a turning-point in the affairs of men, or for the +advent of some great man, to utter the command, "Come, and follow me." +Ludwig added that liberation could only be brought about by one who +possessed a cool head and a firm hand, so that, without swerving a +hair's breadth to either side, he could put in the knife where it was +needed. + +Richard, with more than his wonted animation, spoke joyfully of being +released from the opposition party, and when Ludwig approvingly said +that the time was now coming for Germany in which those who were +dissatisfied with its laws and institutions would not be the only free +ones, Richard again urged him to consider how hard it would be if no +one of us should take charge of the estate, and it should thus at some +day fall into the hands of strangers. + +"That is no misfortune," replied Ludwig. "Our posterity may again +become poor, just as our ancestors were; all property must change hands +at some time or other. To encourage the fond desire of retaining +possession of a so called family estate, savors of aristocratic +feeling." + +Richard was struck by this reply, and said: "You are more familiar with +the history of the Indians than I am; but do you recollect the reply of +the chief whom they were endeavoring to persuade to move off with those +who belonged to him, into another territory--'Give us the graves of our +ancestors to take with us?' And, Ludwig, over there is the grave of our +mother." + +There was a long silence after that, and Ludwig merely replied, "You do +wrong to urge me so." + +Martella had been sitting near by while the two had been carrying on +their familiar conversation. In all likelihood, she had understood but +little of what was said, for, while discussing the improvement of the +whole world, they indulged themselves in vistas of the distant future. +But Martella would look first at one and then at the other, and then at +me, nodding approval each time. And afterward, when she and I were +alone together, she said, "Father, your eyes told me how happy you +were, and you must have thought just as I did; did you not? Ah, if +Ernst only knew how his brothers are here talking with each other from +their very hearts! Indeed, if he were here he would be the most +sensible of all, for there is no one like Ernst." + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +Ludwig's servant entered and inquired whether he might accompany +"madame" (meaning Johanna) to church. + +"You may go," replied Ludwig to the servant, who saluted in curt +military style and left the room. + +Richard inquired where the man was from, for his pronunciation would +prove him a North German. + +Ludwig replied, "Yes, he is a specimen of North German discipline and +reliability. + +"Although he was willing to work at anything, he was almost perishing +with want when I made his acquaintance. I took him into my service, and +every order I gave was executed by him as implicitly as if he were +obeying an imperative law of nature. + +"One evening I had an appointment to meet several persons at the town +hall; I took him with me, and said to him, 'Willem, wait here for me.' + +"I entered and had a lengthy interview--forgot Willem, and left through +another door. + +"The next morning I came back to the town hall, and there stood Willem. + +"'What are you doing there?' I asked. + +"'_Ik warte_.'[5] said he. + +"He had waited there all night, and would probably have waited the +whole of that day, if I had not by chance come there. + +"After that, we always called him 'Ik-warte.'" + +We were so happy together. It was one of those moments that one wishes +might be prolonged forever, and in which one dreads to move from his +seat for fear of breaking the spell. Our happiness was, however, not to +be of long duration. + +The locksmith's widow came, bringing her children with her. They +brought a pot of fine honey, and fresh garlands of daisies and violets. + +Ludwig advised the children--they were two girls and a boy--above all +things not to consider themselves Americans; for if Germans would work +as they do in America, they could do just as well as the Americans. + +The widow said that she would like to have a talk with Ludwig alone, +for she looked upon him as the guardian of her children. Ludwig +promised to pay her a visit at an early day. + +She was about leaving when new guests arrived. + +Funk called, but he had discreetly sent in advance his parade horse, +Schweitzer-Schmalz, who was attired in the national costume she was so +fond of, with large, round, silver buttons. He walked along with an air +of great importance, with his bull neck, his face shining with good +living, and his thick eyelids, from beneath which his little eyes cast +their contemptuous glances. He was followed by the village lawyer, a +man of pleasing appearance, and, indeed, a noble being who had but one +fixed idea, and that was that the world was to be protected against all +corporalism. + +Funk followed after these two fit companions of his. He had not been in +my house for four years. + +Schweitzer-Schmalz was the first to speak, and uttered a short, hearty, +"Welcome, Ludwig!" + +For the first time, he avoided his haughty manner of treating every one +as "little fellow." The tall, commanding appearance of Ludwig awed him. + +After that, the lawyer delivered a somewhat longer and quite fervent +speech, and I was obliged to beg Richard to keep quiet, for he +whispered to me, "All this so early in the morning, and without an +audience of empty bottles!" + +Funk extended his hand in silence and nodded significantly, as if he +meant to say, "You know already what I mean." + +Martella brought wine and glasses. It hurt me to feel that she was in +the presence of Funk, who had, years ago, so maliciously dragged her +name before the political meeting. + +I had told Ludwig nothing of my rupture with Funk. + +Funk inquired about several who had been their companions in revolution +and who had emigrated. Of many, Ludwig could give no information, while +of some he could give us good report, and of many others, sad news. + +Ludwig disapproved of the emigration fever. + +The turn that the conversation had taken did not seem to Funk's taste; +but Ludwig was able to direct it as he desired, and, addressing himself +more especially to the lawyer, he spoke of the intimate relations that +existed between our country--South Germany in particular--and America. + +Owing to their innate energy, and in spite of want, misery and +ignorance of the language, the proportion who succeed in attaining +wealth, position, and honors is much larger with the first generation +of emigrants than with their children who are born in America. + +Statistics had proven that, in spite of want and temptation, the first +generation offered far fewer objects for the jails than did the second. +On the other hand, the former were more largely represented in the +insane asylums. + +Funk was evidently displeased, and emptied his glass at one draught. +Although he laughed, he seemed ill at ease when Schweitzer-Schmalz +said, "There you have it. I have always told you little folk may +emigrate; but the right sort of a man," he said, stroking his fat belly +at the same time, "knows where he is best off, and keeps at home." + +"I believe that you are also one of the deceived ones," said Ludwig, +supplementing his remarks. "You cannot know, or, at all events, only +know it superficially, that the projectors of new railroads attempt to +help the price of their shares by encouraging emigration into the +territory traversed by their road, and that many who get gratuities by +them do not even know this." + +Funk suggested that a festive gathering of people from the village and +surrounding country should take place on any Sunday that Ludwig might +fix upon. The meeting was to be in honor of his arrival. At this time +he was doubly welcome, for he would assist in dispelling the Prussian +pestilence. + +"I see you are still fond of set phrases," replied Ludwig, and added: +"How strange it is since the congress of Vienna, all friends of the +Fatherland have been clamoring for a man who, with firm hand and shrewd +judgment, would, regardless of consequences, force Germany into unity; +and now that he is with us, they hurl stones at him. And do you know, +Professor, what it is that particularly pleases me in Bismarck?" he +exclaimed roguishly. + +"How should I know?" + +"He has fortunately one of those rare names that can be pronounced the +same in all languages." + +"We had thought we should meet an old republican--an enemy of tyrants!" +exclaimed Funk. + +"I have not changed in that respect," answered Ludwig. "The question +whether a republic or a monarchy should be preferred, is about the same +as if one were to ask which is better, meat or farinaceous food? All +depends upon the manner in which the food is prepared, and upon the +digestive powers of the stomach. But don't let us dispute now. I trust +we shall have a chance yet to discuss these matters more calmly." + +"What day have you determined on?" inquired Funk. + +Ludwig said that he desired no such compliment. He preferred to renew +his acquaintance with the people and their circumstances in a quiet, +unobtrusive manner. + +The church bells began tolling, and Funk said: "Perhaps you wish to go +to church? You have probably grown religious, too?" + +"Thanks for catechizing me," said Ludwig. + +"Ah, I forgot to address you as 'Colonel,'" said Funk. + +"That makes no difference, although my rank is that of colonel. I was +promoted at the front, and it is the greatest pride of my life that I +did my duty in the war for wiping out slavery." + +I do not know whether it was shrewdness or arrogance towards his +companion or ourselves, that induced Schweitzer-Schmalz to assume his +wonderfully self-complacent air. + +"Yes, Colonel," said he, "another American war would not be so +unpleasant to us after all?" + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"Why, that we gained one great advantage from it, or, as my student +says, 'pitch.'" + +"I do not understand you." + +"Yes," began Schweitzer-Schmalz, after emptying his glass, "your father +doesn't like rosin; but, for the little farmers, the pine-trees which +give rosin are just like so many milchcows. I have a piece of woodland +that I milked hard, because, so long as the war lasted, no rosin came +from America, and the price of ours went up very much." + +Richard could not refrain from remarking on the wonderful connection +that made changes in one country affect the most distant portions of +the globe. And thus the visit, which had promised to be so +disagreeable, ended quite pleasantly. + +Funk and his companions left, and when Richard was about to speak of +Funk's emptiness, Ludwig replied: + +"You are deceived in him. He is full of what we, in America, call +'steam.' He has a restless spirit of enterprise." + +My daughter-in-law and Johanna went to church together, and Ikwarte +followed after them. + +The watchman came, and Ludwig gave him a considerable present. + +After that, Ludwig requested me to accompany him to the statue gallery, +where he said: "Father, I have brought nothing for you; but I know that +your greatest pleasure is to do acts of beneficence; let me, therefore, +place this sum of money in your hands, so that you may distribute it +according to your best judgment. If I can do good through you, I shall +be doing good to myself; and, as mother is no longer living, I must ask +you to attend to this for me." + +I doubt whether in yonder church there was one heart more piously +inclined than ours were on that day. + +But it seems that nothing in life can remain perfectly pure and +undisturbed. + +We were just about sitting down to dinner, when a wretched-looking +creature, called Wacker, entered. He lived in the neighboring valley, +and had once been a comrade of Ludwig's at the Polytechnic school. He +had left school at an early day, in order to take charge of a beer +brewery, and had become a drunkard. His place had been sold out, and he +now wandered about from one little tavern to another, where he would +spend the day between maudlin curses and drunken slumbers. When he +entered the house, it was only noon, and he was already intoxicated. + +"Brother," he exclaimed, "give me one of your California lumps of gold; +or, if that is asking too much, see that I have free tap for one year +at the 'Lamb.' Here is my hand. If the war begins again, I will help. +Give me hand-money--throat-money--throat-money!" + +He offered his hand to Ludwig, who declined it. I saw his indignation; +his glance fell on Ludwig's wife and on Wolfgang, for the latter seemed +surprised that the degraded creature should address his father in such +familiar terms. Wacker begged for a gift, but Ludwig refused it with +the words, "Get some employment, and then I will help you, but not +before." + +Wacker replied in vile, abusive terms. + +Ludwig instantly collared him and led him from the room. + +We could hear him cursing, after he got out into the road; and then he +staggered down the hillside. + +There was something cold and hard as iron in Ludwig's manner towards +all except his nearest kindred, to whom he was kind and gentle. + +This interruption was a shrill dissonance in our Sunday's pleasure. We +soon forgot it, however. + + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + +In the afternoon, Julius and his betrothed visited us, and, in a little +while, letters containing uniform messages were sent in all directions. +The Professor, my daughter-in-law, Wolfgang, Johanna and her daughter, +Julius and his intended, all wrote; for every one was to have a +separate invitation to the great family gathering on the following +Sunday. At Ludwig's request, all of our relatives were informed that he +insisted on their making the journey at his charge. Those who did not +need it should state the amount, nevertheless, and if they so wished +might give it to the poor. In this way, no one who could not afford the +expense would be prevented from undertaking the journey. + +Rothfuss and Ikwarte walked off to town to mail the letters, of which +there were nearly fifty. To my sister who lived in the Hagenau forest, +I wrote in person. + +Rothfuss had told Ikwarte all that he had done for Ludwig, and was not +a little surprised to receive, instead of praise, a nod of disapproval +and the reproach, "It was not right, after all." He told me of it, and +could not understand how that "up there in Prussia," they were not all +opposed to the government and glad to deceive it. He seemed to think +that Ikwarte, and all like him, were exceedingly simple. + +Rothfuss was as jealous of Carl as a reigning prince of the heir +apparent. He noticed that Ikwarte was well inclined toward Carl, whose +good looks and military air were much in his favor, and he went so far +as to confide to Ikwarte that Carl had suffered himself to be taken +prisoner in order to avoid fighting. + +After that Rothfuss was the sole favorite of Ikwarte, who hardly +bestowed a glance on Carl, and barely answered his questions. + +A soldier who voluntarily allows himself to be captured! He could not +understand how such a man could walk erect, and on Sundays wear his +soldier's cap with the red pompon. + +"He knows nothing about oxen, but he is a first-rate judge of horses," +said Rothfuss, speaking of Ikwarte; "and he holds the plough as if he +were screwed fast to it. And he can work, too; that's certain. And he +is modest. Instead of saying 'No,' he always says, 'I am not sure;' and +instead of saying 'Yes,' he says, 'It is so.' He can't sing, nor even +_yodel_; and the greatest praise he gives any one is to say, 'He is a +steady fellow.' And when he wishes to say that you are right, he says, +'It agrees.' And he is not at all inquisitive; he never asks who any +one is." + +Willem was just as sparing of words as Rothfuss was lavish of them; and +it was a droll sight to watch the two sitting together. I think that +each one considered himself the superior of the other and patronized +him accordingly. Rothfuss did it with words, Ikwarte with glances. He +evidently regarded Rothfuss as an old child; and Rothfuss, in turn, +looked upon him as a poor awkward being who had not learned how to +express himself properly. When they spoke to each other, they always +screamed at the top of their voices; each only understood about half of +what was said by the other, and they thought they might help matters by +screaming. + +Rothfuss could hardly be brought to believe that Ikwarte had not +emigrated on account of his being unable to endure German oppression; +but Ikwarte was without a trace of political opinion. All that he knew +of the state was that one should serve it as a soldier and pay taxes. +Of Ludwig, he said, "My master is a man, and a man of his word at +that." + +Towards his master, he had a certain feeling of implicit and dutiful +obedience; he was fond of saying, "Let everything be well grounded." + +Rothfuss consoled him with the words: "Don't mind it, if they try to +tease and worry you here. If you plant a strange tree in the forest, +the stags will rub their horns against it and tear the bark, but the +tree is not harmed, after all." + +Rothfuss was quite beside himself with laughter when Ikwarte asked him +what bodily infirmity had prevented my two servants, who had not been +soldiers, from entering the army. He could not understand that we still +drew lots in our neighborhood. + +Ludwig had gone to the capital to make various arrangements for the +family meeting, and I remained at home working in the forest with Carl +and Ikwarte, whose clever ways and even temper greatly pleased me. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +The schoolmaster's wife and Martella had decorated our steps and the +doorway with flowers and garlands, to the great delight of all of us, +and Ludwig in particular. But on the second day, Ludwig said to +Rothfuss: + +"Take down the wreaths; nothing is uglier than to let flowers hang +until they wilt." + +"He is right," said Rothfuss, smiling. "My mother always said that +Sunday clothes should not be worn on week days. Ludwig's mother had +good sense, and so had mine." + +On the third day, Ludwig said, "Father, I shall now leave my wife and +son with you for a few days." + +He sent his little trunk ahead, and, throwing his plaid over his +shoulder, took up his walk through the valley and over the mountains. +Richard, who was obliged to examine several candidates for the doctor's +degree, accompanied him. + +I felt surprised that Ludwig should leave me so soon, but by noon it +was clear to me that he had acted wisely. His wife and son were much +more at their ease when they found themselves alone with me; for, with +all his kindness, there was something commanding in Ludwig's manner +which made every one feel as if under restraint while in his presence. + +His wife was quiet and self-contained, and, seeing that I noticed this, +told me that she had been living on a lonely farm with her father, who +was very sparing of his words, and that she had thus acquired a habit +of silence. After her marriage and her father's death, which soon +followed it, Ludwig had been obliged, by his engagements as constructor +of water-works, to spend days and weeks away from home. It was not +until the last year, when they had moved into a city, that he was more +at home; but, even then, public affairs claimed a great share of his +time. During the war, he had been in the field with the army for at +least two years. + +She had seen much trouble. She was but twelve years old when the family +emigrated to America. During the first few years, her parents employed +themselves as teachers; and when, in rapid succession, the mother and +her brother and sister died, she and her father moved to the farm. +Assisted by a couple of free negroes who helped in the field, she was +obliged to conduct the whole household. The two children she had lost +had died because medical assistance could not be obtained in time, and, +for that reason, they had moved to the city. Their eldest son had died +while Ludwig was in the army, fighting against the secessionists. + +She gently hinted that it was her wish to remain in Europe, but that +she would not urge this, as she feared Ludwig would not find a large +enough field for his energy. She said that he was accustomed to +constant and varied activity, and stood very high at home. + +It was with some hesitation that she asked me whether I objected to the +fact of her having only been married by civil process, and that +Wolfgang belonged to no church. I reassured her, for I felt well +satisfied that Johanna had already made persistent attempts at +conversion in this quarter. My daughter-in-law became much attached to +Joseph's wife and the school-master's. She was very fond of raising +flowers, and determined to take many different kinds of seeds back to +America with her. + +While the presence of my newly found daughter was a quiet pleasure, my +grandson was an incomparable joy to me. He was at my side from morning +till night. I think he must have asked Martella to tell him what +pleased me, for he seemed to anticipate my every wish. + +I showed him our own saw-mill, and also the one that belonged to the +village. He readily understood the principle of the machinery, and +seemed to have quite a store of general information. + +I had a little nursery of forest-trees; it was well situated. Martella +was always my best assistant: she knew all about planting and how to +care for the plants that had been raised from the seed, and, morever, +had a watchful eye for the grubworm. Since she came to us there had not +been one of these to destroy the seed. + +I now went there with Wolfgang, and his first question, on seeing the +thriving bed, was whether it were still early enough in the year to sow +seeds of forest-trees. + +We had some soaked one-year-old seeds. We marked his name in the +ground, and he laid the seeds in the furrow, after the subsoil had been +trodden down so that the seeds might at once have firm soil in which to +take root. After that, we placed loose and fertile earth on top. + +I explained to him our manner of working: how we mixed lime with the +barren soil of the heath, and thus produced the best and most +nourishing soil for the young shoots; how the seed should be sown after +spring had fairly set in, and how, after the tender plants had reached +the age of two years, they should be transferred to the nursery, there +to remain until their fifth year, when they were to be set out in the +place they were finally to occupy; how the new nursery should not face +directly towards the north, on account of the absence of light, and +because the plants could not then be transplanted to land exposed to +direct rays of the sun, on account of their not being accustomed to +such intense light. + +"Grandfather, how long does it take, after planting the seeds, before +the plant shows itself through the soil?" + +"Two, or, at the most, three weeks; it generally shows before that +time." + +I shall never forget the look that Wolfgang then gave me, and it moved +my heart to think that my grandson, who was born in America, had +planted his name in German soil. + +I asked Wolfgang if he did not wish to accompany me up into the woods +where my wood-cutters were at work. He took my hand in silence. + +I took my gun with me, for I was on the lookout for a fox which had its +cave a short distance from the road; but it had slipped out with its +young ones. I handed my second gun to Wolfgang; we shot wild pigeons, +and my setter brought them to us, laid them down before Wolfgang, and +looked up into his face. + +I must be brief, however. I have always been fortunate enough to see +something more in the forest than merely so many cords of wood. But how +weakly words describe the sunshine, the forest-breezes, the singing of +the birds, or cheerful walks through shady groves, with resting-places +on heights where the lovely valley is spread before one's eyes. It had +never been so charming as on that very day. + +We met Rautenkron, and he was carrying two young does whose mother had +been driven away by a strange hound. I introduced Wolfgang to him; but +he shook his head and made no reply. + +"What a sullen, gloomy man," said Wolfgang. "Can one become so in these +lovely woods, so full of sunshine and the songs of birds? But yet he +must be good, for all that; he carried the does." + +I felt obliged to explain how that might have come about. The roe lures +the dogs on false scents, in order to save its young ones. + +We heard sounds of a church-bell coming up from the valley, and met +Rautenkron's laborers carrying their caps in their hands; they passed +us in silence. + +I explained to Wolfgang that these were Catholics, and that they were +praying. + +I grasped his hand, and said, "Since you confess no especial form of +religion, it is doubly your duty, both for your own sake and for that +of freedom, always to remain brave and steadfast, so that people shall +not be able to say--" + +"I know already, grandfather, what you wish to say. You can depend upon +me." + +We continued our walk up the mountain, which was known as Silvertop. +From its peak one can see far over the mountain-peaks, with their +dark-green mantle, in which the ravines form majestic folds. There were +remnants of a fire at which the forest-laborers had prepared their +noonday meal. I threw a few handfuls of brushwood on the fire; the +flames arose on high. Wolfgang exclaimed: "Grandfather, it was just +like this! It was just so that I saw you in my dreams. And now I can +remember what you said. It often annoyed me to think that I had +forgotten it; the voice was powerful, and said, 'The water nourishes +the tree, and the fire destroys it; the water roars, and the fire +gently sleeps.' Thus ... and so on." + +Wolfgang's eye glowed with a strange expression, and I had just opened +my lips to address him, when he vehemently motioned me away with both +hands, and, gazing into the distance, said in an impressive tone, "Yes, +I hear the sound; it came from the blazing fire." + + Far above us, + In the heavens, + Hovers now + The darkening cloud. + Still united, + Soon divided; + Now creating, + Now destroying: + Joined divinely, + Fire and water + In its bosom, + Peaceful, dwell. + +The youth looked about him as if in ecstasy, and then grasping my hand +in both of his, he said: "Yes, grandfather; daring my illness I saw you +standing in the forest at such a fire. You can ask father--but you +believe me, don't you?" + +"Of course." + +The countenance of the youth seemed illumined with joy. + +We seated ourselves on a bench, and silently gazed at the distant +prospect. + +At last Wolfgang spoke. "Grandfather, now I have it. In your forest +garden are your grandson trees. The seed comes from the trees that you +planted. And now I know something. I know it quite positively, but I +can keep it to myself. Father always says that one should not be too +hasty in talking of important things that one intends to do; it is best +to sleep on them first. If one is of the same mind the next morning, it +is all right. I shall tell it you tomorrow, but not to-day. My idea is +a good one, and I think it will please you as much as it does me." + +We took up our path, and stopped where some woodcutters were rolling +the trunk of a tree down the mountainside; it bounded over young trees +in its way, and Wolfgang said. "Won't it crush them?" + +"Oh, pshaw!" said a wood-cutter, "They'll straighten themselves again. +We have to do the same thing ourselves." + +We reached the spot where my woodmen were at work. Wolfgang at once +took hold of an axe and helped them lustily. But here, too, he showed +his good judgment. He was not hasty, as novices usually are, and soon +succeeded in copying the manner of the workmen. + +We kept up our walk until we reached the mountain lake. The last time I +had been in this spot was twenty years ago, with Gustava; and now it +seemed as if I were there for the first time in my life. + +There lay the lake, surrounded by steep, pine-covered walls; not a +sound was heard, save at times the roaring of the trees, and the solemn +beating of the waves against the shore. The sun shone on the water, and +its ripples sparkled like so many glittering diamonds. + +"Do you come here often?" asked Wolfgang. + +"No; the last time I was here was with grandmother, twenty years ago." + +It went hard with me to leave the lake. Who knows whether I shall live +to return there again? It will ever remain unchanged; for generation +after generation shall come here, as to a shrine, and yield itself up +to the mysterious influence of the place. + +When we at last started to leave, I was often obliged to turn and look +back. I constantly felt that now it must be full of its awful beauty, +and that I had seen it for the last time. + +It was towards evening when I reached the house. I had not been so +tired for a long time; for climbing forest-clad mountains, while +excited by emotions, be they ever so joyous, is apt to exhaust one. But +I was looking forward into a happy future. + +When I awoke on the following morning, Wolfgang stood at my bedside, +and said: "Grandfather, it has rained during the night; our plants are +thriving beautifully. Now I can tell you--I have determined to become a +forester." + +I had, on the previous day, explained to Wolfgang a beautiful provision +of nature; how, when, through accident, the growth of the main trunk of +the pine-tree is interfered with, a side branch becomes converted into +the main trunk. None of my sons had become foresters, and now Julius +and Wolfgang were side-branches that made up for it. + +I believe it was fortunate that Wolfgang's resolve to become a forester +sprang from his affection for the forest, and not from his love of the +hunting. + +Unfortunately, the other motive had been Ernst's. I had often warned +him, but in vain. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +A few days after that, I was surprised by a newspaper article, which +had been written by my son Ludwig. + +I have preserved it. It read as follows: + + "THREE QUESTIONS AND THREE ANSWERS. + +"All hail to the friends of my youth, and of my Fatherland! + +"Every one has a right to address three questions to me; and, as it is +not one of the pleasures of life to repeat the same thing a hundred +times, I hope I may be permitted to answer in this public manner. + +"_First_: How goes it with you, and do you intend to remain with us? + +"It goes well with me. For the first few years I spent in America, I +had hard times; but I worked my way through. I am not rich, but have +enough. I married a German, the daughter of Professor Uhlenkemp. I lost +my eldest son during the war with the South, and have another son +sixteen years of age, who belongs to no religious denomination. + +"As to my remaining here, or leaving, I am for the present, unable to +answer. + +"_Second_: What do you think of emigration to America? + +"_Answer_: The United States afford elbow-room and freedom, and are a +good refuge for people who are willing to work hard in order to achieve +independence. But he who emigrates must make up his mind to forego many +pleasures, with which we at home are so familiarized that we do not +know that we are enjoying them; just as we do not miss the drink of +fresh, pure water, until it can no longer be had, and do not think of +the pure air while it is ours to breathe. + +"_Third_: How do you find Germany? + +"I find only halves of Germany; but they must and will--who knows how +soon--become a whole Germany. + +"The German people have become more practical and well-to-do than they +were formerly. As far as I have been able to observe, there is an +abundance of well-directed energy; great activity in all that pertains +to the trades, to science or to art, and enough liberty to achieve what +is still needed to make a complete whole. Let all remain strong and +firm, and, without faltering, faithfully labor for the common weal. + +"These are my answers; and to every one whom I meet and find true to +the Fatherland and to liberty, I shall cordially extend the hand of +fellowship. + + "LUDWIG WALDFRIED, + + "Hydraulic and Civil Engineer, + + "Chicago." + +This explanation of Ludwig's naturally caused me some surprise. But it +was practical, at all events, although the reference to Wolfgang seemed +unnecessary, and calculated to provoke unpleasant comment. + +I soon became aware of its effect, in a manner which, at first, +promised to be unpleasant, but afterward proved for the best. + +Although Annette was still living in our neighborhood, I have not +mentioned her for some time. She would ride over to see us, but paid us +only short visits, and would occasionally inquire about the Professor, +as she, too, now termed Richard. + +She seemed provoked at him, and probably felt resentment that the +friendship, and, perhaps, affection, which she had offered him were not +returned. + +She visited the spinner and the schoolmaster's wife; she greeted +Martella and Rothfuss, but her whole manner seemed strange and +constrained. I soon knew the reason for this; for Johanna expressed her +satisfaction that Annette, who had been so worldly, had at last been +saved; "for," as she said, "safety can be found even in the Catholic +faith." + +The Baroness and her clerical assistants had succeeded in drawing +Annette into their toils. + +One day, Annette came to us looking pale and greatly excited. She said +that, although I had so many guests, she begged me to permit her to +stay with us for a few days. She frankly confessed that she had, now +and forever, broken with the Baroness and all her adherents. The +Baroness had endeavored to bind all who were in the faith to break off +intercourse with our family; for it is written, "woe to that man by +whom the offense cometh," and the worst offense had issued from our +house. The fact that my daughter-in-law considered herself a wife, +although her marriage had not been solemnized by a clergyman, might +have been passed over in silence; but the public proclamation of the +grandson's want of religion was exasperating. + +Annette had determined to flee from such fanatical surroundings. + +I told her of Wolfgang's power of self-control, and how he had held +back a resolution which illumined his whole being until he had quietly +matured it; and Annette exclaimed, "Yes; that is the best religion; +that is a holy spirit." + +I was obliged to restrain her from expressing herself thus to Wolfgang. +On the following day, Ludwig returned; and this afforded her an +opportunity to unbosom herself to him. At their first meeting, he +conceived a great liking for her. + +He told her of the great family gathering that was to be held. + +As she was not related by ties of kindred, she did not wish to remain +with us. + +But Ludwig induced her to stay; and when he and I were alone, he said, +"I cannot understand why Richard does not sue for her hand; she seems +to be made for him." + +I told him that, on her deathbed, mother had said, "He will marry her +for all." + +I now felt satisfied that Gustava had, in all likelihood, referred to +Annette. Ludwig felt sure of it; but, as if at the same time marking +out his own course, he said, "Father, do not let Richard notice our +feelings in this matter, or we may frighten him away." + +Wolfgang's desire to become a forester met with the glad approval of +his father, who said: "It will soon turn out with the American forests +just as it does with the fishes of the sea. One cannot always be +harvesting and preying on others; it is necessary to plant and to +cultivate as well." + +He requested Annette, who was very much interested in Wolfgang, and +spent much time with him, not to interfere with his wonted equanimity; +for she was constantly trying to discover how Wolfgang felt when he saw +a church-steeple, or heard the church-bells. She had just emerged from +an atmosphere which was religious to the exclusion of all other +considerations, and the youth was therefore a mysterious and marvellous +contrast to all that she had left behind her. He seemed to her the +representative being of later centuries; and she tried to discover how +things would be after our generation. She was pleased to call Wolfgang +'Emile, and reminded us of Rousseau's work of the name. + +Ludwig's wife avoided Annette, who, in her impulsive way, had at once +desired to cultivate intimate relations with her. Conny, who was quiet +and reserved, had a dread of the restless fluttering of such a being as +Annette. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + +One evening, Martella came to me, and, with a timid manner to which I +was quite unused in her, asked me to allow her to return to Jaegerlies, +with whom she had formerly lived. She had heard that the old woman was +sick, and at the point of death. She had left her quite suddenly, and +now wanted to return; and thought it would be far better if she were +not to come back until our guests had left. + +She extended her hand to me, and said, "I promise you that I will +surely return." + +Her behavior puzzled me; and when I endeavored to find out why she +really wished to leave, she said that it might be a stupid feeling, but +she had a constant presentiment of some great misfortune near at hand. + +I tried to persuade her that there were no grounds for this uneasy +feeling, as Ludwig, his wife, and Wolfgang all treated her as one of +the family. She persisted in her determination; and I at last reminded +her that she had promised my wife never to leave me. + +"I did not think you would remind me of that," she said; "but, of +course, if you fall back on that, I shall remain here even if they try +to drive me away." + +Martella might well feel anxious, for she was a living proof that our +family was incomplete; she, too, had been obliged to accustom herself +to constant sorrow, and to learn to lead a life tranquil and resigned. + +Nearly all to whom invitations had been sent, promptly answered that +they would come. My sister wrote that she would bring her daughter, and +her future son-in-law; but, that, on account of his duties, her husband +would be unable to leave home. My brother-in-law, the pastor, who lived +in Alsace, was also unable to come. + +With every letter that came, I felt as if I must read it to my wife. +Who could so help me to celebrate such a day, as she would have done? +The life of the best of children is really for themselves. It is only +the wife who lives entirely for and with her husband--one life +consisting of two lives inseparably united. Inseparably! They have been +separated, and a portion yet lives, leading a fragmentary existence. + +I succeeded in repressing my emotions, and prepared myself for the +great joy which was yet vouchsafed me. + +On his return from his short trip, Ludwig had much to tell us, giving +us quite a medley of merry and sad experiences. He had met many of his +old comrades; and, among others, had visited his most intimate friend, +a Professor at the teachers' seminary, in a town of the Oberland. The +Professor was a model of quiet unobtrusive learning. + +"I am shaping my block of stone," were the Professor's words: "what +place it may occupy in the great Pantheon I do not know; but, +nevertheless, I fulfil my little task as well as I know how." + +He felt quite sad to find one of his old comrades in the very position +he had occupied twenty-five years before. He might have become one of +the best of men, for he has a good wife, and fine children; but he is +the slave of drink, and is intoxicated from morning till night. Indeed, +in the country one must constantly renew his intellectual life, or +there is danger of giving way to drunkenness. + +Ludwig had also visited his uncle, the Inspector of the water-works at +the Upper Rhine, under whom he had worked for a year. He regretted his +inability to attend our festival, but promised to send his son; and +Ludwig was quite pleased when he told us how his uncle had said: + +"The Rhine seems as if lost, and does not know whither it should flow. +It is against nature that one bank of a stream should belong to one +country, and the opposite bank to another." + +Sister Babette and her family were the first to arrive; and, shortly +after their first greeting of Ludwig and his family, they inquired for +Martella. She was delighted to find that they were so much interested +in her, and also to obtain from them some little news in relation to +Ernst's short stay with them. Even Pincher recognized the Alsatians. + +The bridegroom-elect, who was now an officer of the customs, had come +in his uniform, and was quite condescending in his manner, as if he +intended, with every word, to say, "I am superior to you all, for I am +a Frenchman." And yet, in spite of this, he had the very German name of +Kräutle. + +Annette did him the favor to speak French with him. He was quite +delighted, and Annette asserted that he and his bride were ashamed of +the Alsatian language; when speaking French, they evidently felt that +they appeared at their best, and to ask them to forego that pleasure +would be much the same as requiring one never to wear his Sunday +clothes. + +Annette was embroidering a silk ribbon; and Richard picked up the end +of it and held it in his hands. But she generally managed to spoil the +effect of her pretty speeches, and added that people could talk French +without having ideas; but that, when speaking German, they noticed the +absence of costume, and were ashamed thereat. When she uttered these +last words, Richard dropped the ribbon he had been holding, and walked +away. + +Annette was happy whenever she could express her pleasure with any one, +and Ludwig was not wrong in saying: + +"She will be one of the best of wives when she is once a mother. Now +she is fluttering about, hither and thither; is herself restless, and +disturbs others." + +With every hour, new guests arrived, and Martella said: "It was stupid +of me to have wanted to go away; I am needed here, where there are so +many strangers--no, not strangers--O dear Lord, so many beings who +belong to one! If mother were only living yet, she could help me love +them. O dear father, when we step over into eternity, and meet all the +beings who belong to us--so many! so many! Indeed, father, you are now +experiencing a part of eternity." + +And it was so. + +But I felt that age was coming on me. I could not walk about much, and +was obliged almost constantly to remain seated in my room, where they +all came to me. To see Wolfgang and Victor together, was to me joy +unutterable. My sister asserted that, when a child, I had looked just +as these two now did. I cannot imagine that I ever looked so elegant +and distinguished-looking. + +After the Major joined us, the customs officer became much quieter in +his manner; for the Major had come in full uniform. + +Johanna, who, since Ludwig's arrival, had become even more reserved and +austere, seemed to find the meeting with her son, the vicar, a pleasant +change. Nothing daunted by my presence, she complained to him that, +with a sister-in-law who had only been married by a civil magistrate, +and with a nephew who had not even been christened, she felt as if +living among heathens. + +The vicar, who was more liberal in his views, and yet felt quite at +home in his vocation, pacified his mother, and she concluded to take +part in the family festival. + +The eldest son of the inspector of the water-works came with his two +sisters, and the Major was delighted to find that this young man, my +godson, had determined to follow the sea. + +Ludwig told us that a sea-captain had assured him that the naval cadets +were principally recruited from the inland provinces, while the sailors +naturally came from among the dwellers along the sea-coast. + +The medical counsellor, who had formerly been director of the jail in +which Ludwig and Rothfuss had been imprisoned, but who had now retired +on a pension, was also among the guests, and Rothfuss was delighted +beyond measure to meet him again. + +Baron Arven did not fail to offer his congratulations. He seemed quite +surprised to find Annette dressed in colors. He cordially greeted us +all, and constantly addressed Ludwig as "Colonel." He remained but a +short time, and had probably only visited us in order to show that it +was his desire to keep on good terms with us, and that he wished to +have nothing to do with any enmities or unpleasant feelings which other +members of his household might cherish towards us. + +Ah, I thought I could have given the names of them all, but I find it +impossible. The hearty greetings of so many guests had so fatigued me, +that I slept until late on Sunday morning. When I awoke, I heard a +lovely chorus, accompanied by an harmonium; and, after that, a +quartette of female voices. + +This was the first intimation we had of Conny's powerful and +sympathetic contralto voice. + +The other voices I recognized at once. They were Bertha's, Annette's, +and Martha's. + +If it was pleasant to see Wolfgang and Victor together, it was, +perhaps, yet more lovely to see the sympathy between Conny and Bertha; +and Martella expressed my own feelings, when she said, "Dear sister +Conny, you did not have the happiness to know mother, but Bertha is +very much like her." + +When I at last joined all my kindred, there was a new surprise in store +for me. Before retiring, I had inquired about Julius. I do not know +whether you have already observed it, but he is a special favorite of +mine. He is well-off in every respect--well provided for, both +intellectually and in regard to the world's goods, though without great +riches or luxury. He is like a healthy forest-tree; without bright +blossoms, but silently thriving, nevertheless. I shall not indulge in +further praise of him, for he dislikes praise. + +And now Julius came and told me that Ludwig had obtained a dispensation +for the marriage of the young people without the delay of publishing +the banns. Rontheim and his wife had at first been disinclined to +consent to such haste, but Ludwig had persistently urged them. And now +it was determined that the wedding should take place to-day, and that +his cousin, the vicar, should marry them, for Martha had insisted that +they should be married by a clergyman. Whereupon Ludwig said: "We are +certainly very tolerant towards these believers." + +I had ceased to be surprised by anything. + +We marched towards the church to the sound of music, the ringing of +bells, and the noise of cannon, which the mountains re-echoed. But when +we reached the spring, which, as I afterwards learned, had been +decorated by Martella, I felt a pang. Why could Gustava not have lived +to enjoy this? And then, repressing the sad thought, I let joy descend +upon me, and said to myself, "Keep thyself erect, and in health, so +that thou mayest not disturb the happiness of the many who belong to +thee." + +When we reached the spring at the edge of the woods, we halted. What to +us had seemed impossible, Ludwig had already accomplished. The iron +column was already there, and around it were stone seats, and also a +high bench, where people might lay aside their burdens. + +"One learns these things in America," said Ludwig. "There they do not +care for yesterday, and do not console themselves with the hope of +to-morrow: all must live in the present." + +After leaving the church, where the wedding was celebrated in a simple +manner, we marched in procession to the family woods, where, by +Ludwig's orders, great tables had been erected; and on our way there he +told me how clever Ikwarte had been in the work. + +I cannot find words to speak of the great table in the woods. + +Before we seated ourselves, we were all obliged to remain perfectly +still for a short time. Ludwig had made arrangements to have the whole +group photographed. They all say that I look very sad in the picture; +it may be so, for I could not help thinking, "Where is Ernst now? Does +the sun that now shines on us, shine on him too?" It is especially +pleasant to see Martella and Rothfuss in the background, holding each +other's hands. Annette is also in the family picture; her eyes are +downcast, while Richard is looking towards her. Since the loss of her +husband, she had never laid aside her mourning, but to-day she wore +colors. + +The Major's speech at the dinner was even better than the vicar's in +the church. + +Martella's best and only treasure was Ernst's prize cup. She had placed +it before me on the table, and Annette had wound a garland of flowers +around it. + +After the Major's speech, the wine-cup travelled the rounds of the +whole table. + +After the clinking of glasses, and the drinking of healths, the +conversation had become loud and excited; after that, all became as +noiseless as in a church during silent prayer. It was one of those +pauses that ensue after the soul has unburdened itself, and when, for a +moment, there is nothing new to engage it. + +And during that pause I could hear Annette saying to Conny, "Yes, dear +Conny, I, as a stranger, beloved and loving in return, can speak more +impartially than relatives can. I cannot describe the mother to you; +and yet I have seen her to-day, or at least her counterpart. When +Julius was standing at the altar, he had her very expression. He +resembles her more than any one--he has her eyes. + +"Ah, what a pity that you did not know her! She was full of life, and +yet gentle withal; and when she spoke with you, she never looked to +right or left. She never tried to create an impression, and yet in her +presence one always felt exalted; and while her glance rested on one, +it was impossible to indulge in vile or ignoble thoughts. What to +others seemed exalted and great, was with her a matter of course. She +practised and expressed all that is highest as easily as others say +'Good-morning.' In her hands, even the common-place became invested +with beauty. She judged of people with love, and yet with freedom. + +"Thus, she once said, 'I felt inclined to be angry with Baroness +Arven, because she does not understand her excellent husband; but he, +on the other hand, does not do his wife justice. She is created for +society--for interesting, witty small talk--and he desires to feed her +soul with thoughts of nature and Fatherland. Fanaticism, in every one +of its thousand shapes, endeavors to force its own convictions on +others, and this is both good and evil at the same time.' + +"She said something to me which I have worn as an amulet, and it is, +after all, but a simple maxim. + +"When I complained to her that it was so difficult with me to fix the +proper relation towards others, she replied: + +"'Child, you do not maintain the right distance between yourself and +others. With every one, even though it be a Rothfuss, you move into +most familiar contiguity.' Her words impressed me deeply, and were of +great help to me. + +"She understood herself, and that made every one else feel on sure +ground. When one felt depressed or sad, without hardly knowing why, the +mere fact that you were suffering was enough to arouse her sympathy: +and that would always cure the pain. + +"But what avails it to speak of separate disconnected traits. I might +as well try to give you an idea of a glorious symphony by singing a few +bars of one of its melodies. When with her I felt in a higher world." + +Thus spoke Annette. She did not seem to notice that all were silent +while she was talking. + +And then Bertha and Conny arose from their seats and covered her with +their caresses. + +I could not move from the spot. I saw Richard rising, but he sat down +again at once. + +Ludwig turned to him and said: "Her mind and her exterior correspond. +At first she does not impress one as wondrously beautiful; but, day by +day, she grows in loveliness." + +This invocation of my wife had, for the time being, invested the +festival with a certain solemn impressiveness; but soon mirth burst all +bounds, and the young couple again became the centre of joy. + +Rontheim was so happy that he drank fellowship with the Major, with +Ludwig, and with Richard. A blissful feeling of brotherly affection +seemed to unite all. + +Rothfuss afforded us great amusement. He wore a bouquet in his hunter's +coat, and another, with a red ribbon streaming from it, in his hat. +"Colonel," he called out to Ludwig, "may I be permitted to say one +word?" + +"Have you made up your mind what to wish for?" + +"No; this is something else. All I wish is that you shall say 'Yes,' +and that will do." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Listen. You are Colonel of the negroes--of the blacks--and there are +people who say that negroes are not human beings. Now listen! What is +it that man alone can do, and that neither horse nor ox nor stag can do +like him?" + +"Why, _speak_, to be sure." + +"Wrong: The beasts do speak; but we are too stupid to understand them. +No; I mean something quite different: _man alone can drink wine_. If +the negroes can drink wine, they are men just as we are. Tell me, can +negroes drink wine?" + +"Yes." + +"All right, then. Here's to the health of our black brethren." + +He emptied his glass and was about to walk away, when Richard called +out: "Stop! I ask all to join me in drinking the health of the great +man who has solved the question of slavery, in wine. Long live our +great philosopher--Rothfuss!" + +It seemed as if the cheers would never end, and Rothfuss called out, +"To-day I will get jolly drunk seven times at least--no, seven times is +not enough!" + +When we at last arose from the table, I inquired for Rothfuss. I was +concerned about him, for he had been acting like a crazy man. + +Ikwarte said that, although Rothfuss showed signs of having drunk too +much, he had gone up into the woods and had taken a bottle of champagne +with him. + +They hunted and hunted, and at last found him. He was asleep, and the +empty bottle was lying on the ground by his side. + +"Oh," he complained, "why did you wake me? I died so happy. To die +drunk is the best way, after all; now, I've got to die over again. No +matter; I'll wait for master, and then we will ride to heaven in double +harness; or, if the parson is right in what he says, to hell. It's all +the same to me; I shall stay with master." + +Then he embraced Ludwig, and repeatedly said to him; "Let me go to jail +once more for you." They managed to get him home without further +trouble. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +The newly married couple left; but the young people were averse to +breaking up, and kept up the dance until long after nightfall. A little +circumstance occurred which greatly excited Martella. + +Julius's friends had come in their smart hunter's suits; even +Rautenkron had overcome his scruples, and attended the festival, +although he did not join us at table. + +We were told that Rautenkron had always been angry that Martella was +permitted to keep her own dog, and Pincher, moreover, had a special +aversion to Rautenkron. + +At the same time that Rothfuss was being looked up, a terrible barking +and yelling arose. The strange dogs had fallen upon Pincher, and it was +even said that Rautenkron had called out to his dog, "At him, Turenne! +Break his neck for him!" + +When they at last succeeded in separating the dogs, Pincher was dead, +and Martella's lamentations were heart-rending. She indulged in +expressions that I would not have expected of her: "It was the only +living thing that belonged to me, and that Ernst had left me. Now I am +all alone in the wide world!" + +When I spoke to her, she hastily said, "Forgive me; I am sometimes very +silly." + +She could not bear the sight of the dead dog, and begged that he might +be buried in the woods. + +In the meantime, Rautenkron was explaining to Wolfgang that his +ambition to become a forester was based on a false ideal; that dealing +in rags was a much prettier occupation. For then one need know nothing +of the people who once wore the rags; but that the forest people were +all cheats, and, if they could, would convert the trees into as great +cheats as they were. + +We were still engaged watching the dancers, and it was a great pleasure +to see Wolfgang dance with Clotilde, the Major's daughter. Wolfgang +arranged an American dance, which was so wild that it evidently +originated with the Indians. + +The young Alsatian couple also joined in the dance. + +Carl had allowed Marie to dance with another one of the village lads, +and stood holding the hand of Martella, whom he had led to the dancing +floor. She said that she did not wish to dance, and that for tenfold +reasons she ought not to, especially as her betrothed was far away. But +all persuaded her. Rothfuss--who, having been aroused by the music, had +gathered himself up again, and was now seated at the table by the side +of Ikwarte--was especially anxious that she should dance. + +When Martella began to dance, a great change seemed to come over her. +There was something uncanny in her features and in her eyes. + +Nearly all of us left the dancing floor, and Annette requested Martella +to go with us. + +"Oh, no," she exclaimed, while her eyes rolled and her lips quivered; +"I have now begun, and I cannot stop so soon. Good-night, my lady." + +She remained, and all were filled with admiration of her light +movements and her wonderful _tours de force_. + +"Why, you can jump about like a squirrel, and fly like a bird," said +Rothfuss. + +"So I can," cried Martella. "Do you know how it is when one of the +cuckoo's brood leaves its nest in which the simple tomtits have fed it? +None of you have ever seen it, but I have. I, too, am one of the +cuckoo's brood. It flies away it flies away. Play on, fiddlers. Let us +have the cuckoo's song. Keep quiet, all of you; I will dance for you." + +And then she began to dance, raising herself and bending towards the +ground again as if she really had wings; and all were delighted. + +When she stopped all cried out, "Again! again!" and the Alsatian +exclaimed, "_Da-capo!_" + +Ikwarte arose and said, "Miss, do not let them abuse your good-nature; +do not let them make a fool of you. There is enough of it." + +"This is not your affair," exclaimed Carl, "you Prussian!--you +starveling!" + +"I have nothing to say to you," answered Ikwarte; "you are not worth +answering." + +Martella danced again, to the great delight of all. + +But while she was dancing, one could see that it took several of the +lads to hold Carl. + +When the dance was over, Carl rushed up to Ikwarte, and cried: + +"You cursed Prussian! why do you think that I am not worthy of being +answered?" + +"I have no respect for a man who would put himself in the way of being +captured." + +"Is that it?" + +"Carl, take none of the Prussian's impudence," called out Martella. "It +is the Prussians' fault that my Ernst had to go forth into misery. Pay +him up for it!" + +And then followed terrible scuffling and fighting. + +Ikwarte seemed, at first, unable to realize that he was actually +involved in a fight; but when he saw that matters were in earnest, he +seized Carl, and held him as firmly as in a vise. Rothfuss urged them +on, for fighting was his delight. They were at last separated, and then +Martella threw herself on the ground, tore her hair, and cried out, "It +is all my fault! It is my fault! I am ruined!" + +Rothfuss succeeded in leading her away. She tried to escape from him +and to run out into the woods, saying, "Anything rather than go back +home, for I don't deserve to go there." + +He succeeded, at last, in inducing her to enter the house of Carl's +mother. Accompanied by Annette and Conny, I went there to bring her +home, and was startled when I saw what a change had come over the poor +child. Nevertheless, her agitation had not disfigured her; she seemed +more lovely than ever--almost supernaturally beautiful. + +"O father!" she cried. "Indeed, I have no longer the right to use those +words. I knew it; I felt a presentiment of it all, and I wanted to go +away. Why didn't you let me go? I don't belong here, and now less than +ever. The worst that could have happened to me has happened. I have +relapsed into savage folly. And yet she who is up there said, 'Do not +lose faith in yourself and in your goodness, and you can accomplish +everything.' The worst punishment is mine, for I have lost faith in +myself. I may become crazed again any moment; I no longer believe in +myself." + +When Conny and Annette spoke to her in their kind way, she exclaimed, +"Every kind word of yours gives me new pain. Scold me, beat me, kick +me--I deserve such treatment, and shall find it less painful than kind +words that I do not deserve. I was so happy in thinking that I had +accomplished all, but it is not so. Now I see how much love and respect +you all had for me; and when Ernst returns I shall tell him everything. +He may scold me heartily, for I have deserved it." + +We conducted her to the house, where we found Ikwarte, whose appearance +seemed the very opposite of what it usually was. He seemed as if +crushed, and continually said, "Colonel, I admit that it was highly +improper on my part, especially as it happened in a strange land." + +Ludwig took it all in good part, and laughingly remarked that North and +South Germany had again been scuffling with each other. Then he +apologized for Ikwarte, by saying that he could not stand wine; that, +except when taking communion, he had not tasted a drop of wine up to +his twentieth year. + +Ikwarte stood by, nodding his assent and pulling his red mustache. +After that, he went off with Rothfuss. + +In the meanwhile, Martella sat crouching on the floor in a corner of +the room. + +Ludwig softly said to me, "Now is the time to let Martella tell us who +and whence she is." + +I thought that as the child was overmuch agitated, it might be better +to wait until the next day; but he insisted that this was the proper +time. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +Ludwig went up to Martella and said, "Martella, there is a woman in +America who knows you." + +Martella jumped to her feet and, brushing her hair from her face with +both hands, asked, "How do you know that?" + +"I will tell you how, when you have told your history. Will you do so?" + +"I will. It is well and proper that I should. But no one shall be +present but you and father. Forgive me, kind ladies," she said, +addressing Conny and Annette in an unwonted tone. "I can only tell this +to father and to brother." + +She drank a few drops of water, and then, seating herself behind the +table that was next to the wall, began: + +"I can only remember as far back as my sixth year. I have no distinct +recollection of anything that happened before that time. We lived in a +city on the Rhine,--I believe it is called Mayence. There are two sorts +of soldiers there--Prussians and Austrians. The Austrians have white +coats, like the cousin who once visited us with Baron Arven. Under the +small golden mirror in my mother's room on the opposite wall, there was +quite a large glass that reached from the ceiling to the floor there +was a portrait of a handsome officer, whom I believe I have already +seen. My mother always addressed him as 'Prince,' and he laughed when +she did so. His eyes were of a light blue; I cannot recall any of his +other features. My mother would often say to me, while she pointed to +the picture, 'Martella, do not forget, this is your father. He has +great love for me, and for you too.' It was a long while before I knew +how my mother gained her living. She would sleep until near mid-day, +and would often stand on her toes, or walk on them around the room. +Then she would suddenly let herself fall to the ground, spring up again +and take long steps. Then she would place herself before the mirror, +and bow and kiss her hands to herself. Once she looked so lovely, with +a thin gauze-like robe about her body, and various kinds of gauze over +that. She looked just like a beautiful bird, and almost like the +peacock down in the garden. And I was prettily dressed also. I had +wings on my shoulders, and they had two mirrors for me, so that I might +see how I looked in front, and in the back. And I had golden shoes on, +and had to learn how to spread out my hands and then bring them +together quite slowly. With a girdle around my waist--it was golden, +and studded with diamonds--I floated in the air, and could hear the +people screaming with delight and clapping their hands; but I could not +see where I was, or how many people were there. We rode home in a +carriage--I can recollect that, but cannot remember what happened for +some time afterward. One day, my mother showed me a man who wore a +green dressing-gown and had curled hair; then she said to me: 'My +child, this is your father now--you must say "father" to him.' + +"He spoke to me, but I could not understand what he said; and mother +said, 'The child is worth ten thousand florins, and can earn a great +deal of money.' + +"About that time, I often heard the word 'America,' and, as I was told +to call everybody 'uncle,' I once inquired where 'Uncle America lived?' +whereupon they laughed very loud, and the man with the curled hair, +whom I had to call father, kissed me. + +"There was a maid living with us, who would always say, 'You poor +child, you must go to America, among the savages. O you poor child!' + +"And one morning, I heard them say that we would go to America that +day. Down by the Rhine there was a great crowd and noise, and when we +were on the vessel, some one said, 'Keep your seat here, or you will be +left behind?' And when all was confusion on shipboard, I stealthily +crept on shore, and hid myself behind some hogsheads in which the bees +were humming; they did not trouble me. I heard the ringing of the bell, +and the paddling of the wheels--but did not move. I had a little +satchel full of cakes, which I ate. + +"The embroidered satchel had been presented to me by the Prince, whose +picture hung under the mirror. I still own it; it is the only memento I +have of that time. And we had a dog whose name was Pincher, and for +that reason I called my poor departed dog by the same name. + +"When at last evening came, I crept out of my hiding-place, and saw a +great crowd gathered about an old woman who was sitting on the ground +and lamenting: They have purposely left me behind; they did not want to +take me with them!' + +"The people told her they would help her, and would give her money that +she might follow her relatives. But she always replied, 'No, I will not +do that; they do not want me.' And they gave the old woman money and +went on their way. And when they had all gone, I said to her, 'Take me +with you; I am worth ten thousand florins.' + +"Then she laughed and said, 'Indeed you are!' And then I told her that +I had secretly remained behind--that I did not want to go to America. + +"She laughed again, and took me on her lap, saying: 'That is right. We +two will stay together.' + +"And we wandered far and near, and she told every one that I was her +granddaughter. We received many gifts, and every one told me that I was +so pretty; and I told the old woman--her name was Jaegerlies--that I +had wings, and she said, 'I believe it: they will grow again when I am +dead.' But I am telling you silly stuff--am I not?" + +"No, no; go on." + +"At last we reached yonder forest, and then Jaegerlies said, 'Let us +stay here.' She had acquaintances who lived in the neighborhood, but +she had no desire to meet any one, as they always laughed at her +because her folks had left her behind when they emigrated to America. + +"The gifts that we had received, had enabled us to buy cooking +utensils, coverings for our moss beds, and a goat; and of food we could +always have plenty. + +"The summers were pleasant, but the winters were not so. We caught many +birds, which served as food. + +"I was also sent to school, and it was quite humiliating to me to be +always told that I was a 'Jew girl.' I did not know what was meant by +Jew, but I knew, that it was intended as a term of disgrace. I am not +sure, but I think my mother was a Catholic. + +"And thus I grew up and could wield the axe as well as the strongest +wood-cutter; and no one dared to lay a finger on me. + +"You might blind-fold me, and I could, by my sense of smell, recognize +trees or their leaves. I carried a serpent's egg on my person; I had +found it one morning between eleven and twelve, and had pocketed it. I +had also a gift of finding wild honey, and the bees never harmed me +when I took the combs. I was once employed that way, when Ernst came up +to me. He acted as if he were about to punish me for what I had done; +but I told him that this was not breaking of the laws of the forest, +and that it was not poaching. And then he said to me, 'You are wild +honey yourself.' + +"Thus Ernst found me and brought me here, where I now am. But I do not +deserve it. They say that Ernst is in Algiers, with the wild Turks. +Give me some money that I may go to him--I can find him. + +"But tell me now, Ludwig, how do you know that my mother is in +America?" + +"I know nothing of it; I simply guessed so, because you always have +such a fear of America." + +"So you are the son of such parents--and yet can lie? Your mother in +heaven will never forgive you for that." + +Ludwig was moved by this apostrophe, and asked Martella to forgive him. +She nodded assent and shook hands with him and with me, saying at the +same time: "Father, I shall do nothing more but what you tell me to do. +I shall never again act of my own free will." + +"Were you always called Martella?" inquired Ludwig. + +"No." + +"How, then?" + +"Conradine." + +"Who gave you the name of Martella?" + +"Jaegerlies." + +"Why?" + +"Because, she said, 'No one will know you by that name, and if they +seek you they cannot find you.'" + +"But how did she chance on that name?" + +"That you ought to have asked her. And that is enough. Good-night." + +Martella walked away. + +Ludwig afterward told me that he had been making inquiries over in the +valley where Jaegerlies had been living. He could not understand why we +had not done so long before. Now it might be very difficult to discover +anything, as Jaegerlies had died a few days before. + +He had learned, from the neighbors, that she often spoke of America in +a mysterious and indistinct manner, and that, together with Martella's +aversion to the very mention of America, caused him to question her in +the way he had done. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +In spite of Martella's and Ikwarte's trouble, the great feast was +pleasantly remembered in our house and throughout the village. Annette +said: "Whenever I gave a large entertainment, it always grieved me to +see the many people, who had just been together so cheerful and so +lively, suddenly disappear. And it was always especially agreeable to +me when several of my more intimate friends would remain. We would then +gather together for a little quiet enjoyment, and so a smaller and more +congenial circle succeeded the larger one; for that reason, I think +some of us ought to remain here." + +I saw Richard looking at Annette, and it was the first contented, happy +glance I had ever seen him direct towards her. He had intended to +leave, but now concluded to stay. It seemed as if, in spite of +themselves, they had always chanced on points on which they could not +agree, but now at last, and to their great delight, found themselves in +accord. + +Annette had greatly changed. She would no longer suddenly bound from +one subject to another. Her manner had become calmer. She had learned +how to put her questions modestly and yet firmly, and also how to be +quiet. + +Once she said, "Martella has told us what is the severest punishment. +It is this: to lose faith in one's self, and to learn that excitement +and weakness place us in the hands of chance or of strangers, and cause +us to express the very things that we have desired most of all to keep +within ourselves." + +The festival brought painful consequences to Rothfuss, Ikwarte, and +Carl, as well as to Martella. They went about without saying a word, +and Annette, who was anxious to help, and quick to sympathize with +others, tried her best to cheer them up. + +One morning, we were sitting in the garden. Richard and Conny had gone +over to the village, and Ludwig said to Annette, "We do not know how to +thank you for having given my wife so true and feeling a description of +mother." + +Annette now expressed her delight with Conny, and when she asked Ludwig +how he had made her acquaintance, he said, + +"If father does not object to hear the story over again, I will tell +you." + +I consented, and Ludwig went on: + +"The Americans have one thing in common with the old Romans; whenever +they found a city, they provide, above all things, for pure water. +There happened at the time to be a lively discussion in regard to the +building of water-works. I hoped that the contract would be assigned to +me, and travelled about for some distance through the neighboring +country, in order to find the best springs. A mountain brook whose +stream could easily be led into another, seemed to me best adapted for +the purpose. + +"I followed it up to its source, and was fortunate enough to find rich +and copious springs. I had been wandering all day, when, towards +evening, I saw a log-cabin half-way down the hillside. I walked up to +it, and at last reached the house. The doors were open, and a dog, that +seemed to be the only guardian of the place, jumped towards me as if +glad to welcome me. I went into the entry and called out, but no one +answered. I opened the door, and found a cosy, pretty room. + +"Mother always used to say that the walls of a room are an index of the +culture of its inmates. There were two engravings, copied from the +paintings of the great masters, an open piano, and above it a bust of +Mozart. I ventured to approach the piano. Mozart's G minor symphony lay +open on the music-desk. + +"Although I had not touched an instrument for a great while, I felt a +great longing to touch the keys. + +"I began to play, and felt as happy as a skilful swimmer breasting the +waves. I played on and on, forgetting where I was; and when I stopped +and looked around, I saw a fine-looking old man and a lovely, blooming +maiden standing in the doorway. + +"I suppose I need not tell you more. + +"I remained in the hospitable house over-night, and soon discovered +that my host was a refugee, and had been a comrade of father's. +Constance, or, as she was familiarly called, Conny, became my +betrothed, and afterwards my wife; and our son, who was born on the +anniversary of Mozart's birthday, received his name. + +"Our marriage is a happy one, blest with perfect harmony in thought and +feeling. + +"When I entered the army my wife merely said, 'You are doing right.' + +"When my eldest son died, she was deeply afflicted, but soon resigned +herself to the thought that all must make sacrifices. + +"I was not a good commander--not that I was deficient in courage or +endurance; but soldiering must be studied just like other things. My +long experience in topographical studies, was, however, of great use to +me. I had a quick eye for the advantages and the disadvantages of +positions on our side, or that of the enemy. On the other hand, the +Southerners had much better leaders than myself and many others who, +like me, had not studied the art of war. + +"Now you know the most important facts; and I must stop, for I see +Conny and Richard coming." + +They came, and Annette had enough self-command not to betray what she +had just heard. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +Richard and Ludwig left with the intention of entering Wolfgang at the +forester's school. Richard and Annette now understood one another, and +Richard's parting words were: "I think you will do well to remain here +for some time. Your stay will be of benefit to yourself as well as to +others." + +Annette made no answer, but I could not help observing how her breast +heaved with emotion. + +She and Conny seemed also to be on excellent terms with each other. + +Annette now understood how the intellectual life can be kept up, and +even developed, in solitude, and, as usual, she was always delighted to +find words in which to couch a new impression. She said to me, "There +are hermits of education as well as of religion, and they attain the +highest degree of development." + +She often expressed her admiration of Conny's light hair, and +endeavored to persuade her that it might be dressed in a far more +effective style than the braids in which she wore it. Conny, however, +did not care to act on this suggestion of Annette's. + +On his return, Ludwig told me that he would not be able to remain +through the summer, unless he had some fixed occupation. He was anxious +to carry out a plan for a new and large builder's mill. He would be +willing to superintend the erection of the building, but did not have +enough ready money to undertake the enterprise. When I told him that I +was no better off than he, Annette asked that she might be permitted to +advance the sum. I declined, but, as Ludwig at once accepted her offer, +I could make no further objection. + +"Father," exclaimed Ludwig, with unwonted enthusiasm, "I firmly believe +that water-power will assist us to solve the great labor question. + +"What we are about to undertake makes me, in many respects, feel both +free and happy. I hope to be able to set the two great levers of our +age--enterprise and economy--in operation. I felt the so-called social +question as a personal affront. I asked myself, 'Are you so old that +you need fear a great change? In your younger years, you felt offended +when you heard the old ones say, that is overdone, or utopian or +demagogical, or whatever it might be, but now you use these very terms +yourself.' I honestly examined myself in this, and felt obliged to act +as I have done. + +"If we domesticate industry, and open new sources of profit to those +who dwell in the neighborhood, we are strengthening the best possession +we have in this woodland region--our love of home. + +"Love of home is a life artery, which, if not killed, is at least +compressed by emigration. + +"The old maxim advises us to remain at home and gain a living among +those whom we know best. We extend its application by enabling others +to do as we would do. We must learn how to keep up with the progress of +the age. At first, we sent rough logs down the stream, towards Holland; +now we send planks; and after this we must send them doors and +window-frames and steps." + +It was a pleasure to hear him explain his plans. He was determined that +the people hereabouts should have better doors and windows, steps and +flooring, than ever before. Besides that, he would see that there +should be pretty designs for balconies. "The result of all which will +be, that both we and our countrymen will make lots of money. Actions +which are for the benefit of the general public will, if managed +rightly, turn out to the profit of the individual." + +Annette wanted to know whether he would not destroy all individuality, +by attempting to provide people with ready-made houses just as they +could buy ready-made clothes. + +"That is what I propose to do," exclaimed Ludwig, cheerfully. "All +should be uniform, for, after all, every one wears his coat in his own +peculiar way. And I think I can anticipate another objection you are +about to make--that the machines will disturb the landscape." + +"That is my meaning exactly." + +"And there are thousands who think just as you do. But mankind must +accustom themselves to new ideas. It is the question of spinning-wheel +or sewing-machine over again. Just as, in old times, the spinning-wheel +occupied the most exalted station in the household, so does the +sewing-machine now occupy the place of honor; and the spirit of beauty +and the force of custom will soon adorn the latter as it once did the +former--although that was a simple machine, while this is a complicated +one." + +"Thanks," said Annette, extending her hand to Ludwig; "you are really a +citizen of the new world." + +Ludwig's plan was to connect an island which lay in the valley-stream +with the mainland, by blasting out and turning in some rocks from +shore. He would thus be able to turn what had heretofore been useless, +to good account, and at the same time increase the water-power. He went +to work in true American style, and was delighted when I told him that +the raftsmen were not allowed to pass down the stream except during two +hours of the day, and that we could thus arrange our time in such a way +that they would not interfere with us. He felt pleased that the people +were no longer allowed to dilly-dally about their work, but were +obliged to make use of an appointed time. He decided that the time for +floating the rafts past the island should be fixed for the dinner hour, +when the workmen in the mill were taking their rest. + +"Ah," said he at last, "I can remember the very minute when mother +explained to me what work really is. We were standing at the +blacksmith's shop when she said to me, 'Look, Ludwig, this pound of +iron is worth but a few _groschen_, but a pound of watch-springs is +worth many hundred _thalers_. This shows you what labor is.' The +recollection of that moment at the blacksmith's shop has remained alive +in my memory ever since. I can yet see the blacksmith's journeyman at +his work, forging the spikes with which the rafts were held together, +and while he was shaping one spike the other was heating in the fire. I +have always worked on the same principle." + +We were visited by Annette's brother, who was just from Wildbad, and +told us that on the day previous the French Ambassador had left there +under instructions to visit the King of Prussia; and, it was further +rumored, to bring it about that no German Prince should ascend the +Spanish throne. There was great excitement everywhere, and he thought +it hazardous to invest large sums in new enterprises; especially so for +those who were near the French borders. The air seemed heavy as with an +impending storm, and no one could tell how soon the cloud might burst. + +Napoleon would be obliged to justify the new lease of power that the +_plebiscite_ had given him; he would find it necessary to furnish +amusement for the French, who looked upon a war with us as a most +agreeable diversion. Anything would serve him as an excuse. + +For this reason, he thought it his duty to dissuade Annette from +joining in our enterprise. He was willing, however, to advance the +required sum out of his own funds, for, after all, there must be peace +at last; and, if the undertaking should prove successful, it was his +intention to transfer either the whole or a half of his share to +Annette. + +Ludwig wanted to employ none but discharged soldiers. He had no +confidence in workmen who had not served in the army; and, as the +stonecutter had been a soldier, he appointed him as chief of the +stone-masons. He engaged an older man to superintend the erection of +the building, who had been recommended as thoroughly honest; and it was +Ludwig's intention to take him back to America with him. + +We learned that this man had formerly been an officer of engineers. He +had been obliged to resign, and now led a simple and industrious life, +eating and sleeping with the quarry-men. It was only when at work, that +one could notice that he was of a higher caste. But he seemed to have +no judgment of his own, and always required instructions; when he +received these he would execute them with care and precision. He was a +man of very few words, and always seemed as if seeking something which +he either could not or dared not name. + +And then Ludwig sent for Wacker, the dissipated fellow who lived in the +valley beyond the mountains. He was only slightly intoxicated when he +arrived, and Ludwig said to him, "Wacker, I will give you a good +situation on one condition: you may get drunk three times; but after +the third, you will be summarily discharged. If you are agreed, all +right; and I shall only add, beware of the first time: it will not cost +you your situation, but it will make an inroad on your capital." + +For a while, Wacker conducted himself properly; but he gave way at +last. He had his three drunks, and was consequently discharged. + +It was now time to begin measuring and other preparations, and to +employ the laborers; for the first thing in order was to regulate the +bed of the stream. + +Annette found great pleasure in watching the progress of the building. + +Ludwig had ascertained where the stream had the greatest fall. He had +an instrument, by means of which one can, while on land, quickly +ascertain the descent of the current; and this, too, afforded Annette +much amusement. She was anxious to know whether the power of water was +measured by so many horse-power. In her desire for information, she was +constantly asking questions. Ludwig, being more practical than Richard, +was naturally more indulgent with Annette's questionings. Annette had, +moreover, ceased to speak as if she felt herself a privileged person; +she had become more simple and retiring in her ways. + +One day when Annette exclaimed, "Ah, what a pity to make the pure water +work so!" Ludwig imitated her voice, and replied, "Ah, what a pity that +the beautiful horses must draw Madame Annette's carriage!" + +Annette blushed crimson; but she controlled herself, and said, "You are +right; I spoke quite childishly." + +"Oh, you angel!" cried Ludwig; "a woman who can say, 'You are right; I +have been wrong,' really is a marvel." + +We received permission to carry the road farther down the mountain, and +in that way secured the best place to store our material. + +There was another obstacle which we were obliged to overcome, and one +of which we had never thought. The Englishman had leased the right to +fish in the valley, from the villagers and farmers along the banks of +the stream; and he now attempted, through the courts, to enjoin us from +blasting the rocks; for just there was the best spot for trout. + +Ludwig went before the court in person, and he succeeded in having the +injunction set aside. + +Before that, the Englishman had been a mere stranger to us; but now he +was our enemy, and would not deign to bestow a glance on us. When any +one of us walked or drove by, he would turn his back on us. + +In all this trouble, Ludwig was calm and kind; but careless work made +him so indignant that he characterized it as crime and villany. He was +dissatisfied, because, in their own home, he found that the German +workmen had two great faults--they were awkward, and wasted too much +time. In the new world, these very people would act quite differently. + +Annette wanted to erect kitchens down by the banks of the stream +for the workmen. She had already discussed the matter with the +schoolmaster's wife, and the locksmith's widow was ready to assist; but +the people took no interest in the affair. + +Although she had already made up her mind, the locksmith's widow +considered it her duty to consult Ludwig in regard to her marrying +again. She had chosen the young stone-mason, who was hardly as old as +she. + +The wedding took place on a Sunday; and Annette busied herself +conjecturing how the three children must have felt at their mother's +marriage. + +We were obliged, out of compliment, to be present at the marriage +feast; and Schweitzer-Schmalz, who was a relative of the bridegroom, +called out, at the top of his voice, that the bridegroom had not needed +to marry so soon for fear of being obliged to go to war again. The +blatant Prussian would not venture to try conclusions with France; and +if he did really attempt it, the real Germans, that is, the South +Germans, would not assist. + +In a loud voice, he retailed the wisdom of the popular journals; and I +verily believe that he did it with the intention of drawing us out. + +Ludwig whispered to me, "It is not worth while trying to convert this +man; events will teach him." + +Although I did not believe there would be war, Ludwig looked forward to +it with great certainty, and only feared that we might neglect the +proper moment to let the whole world see that it was France that was +wantonly and impiously forcing war upon us. + +We went down to the valley stream in order to see that no accident +should happen while the rocks were being blasted. + +Ludwig superintended the blasting in person. With Annette and Conny, I +was stationed down the road, while Rothfuss and Martella were on the +other side, in order that all might be warned of the danger. + +Suddenly there was a loud report which reverberated through the valleys +and the forests; the blasting was a complete success. + +Soon after, we were assembled on the road, and even the quarry-men were +with us, when Ikwarte, accompanied by one of the forester's men, came +running up to us, out of breath, exclaiming, before he reached us: + +"War has been declared!" + +The forester brought me a message informing me that France had declared +war, and calling on me to repair to the meeting of the Parliament at +once. + +Ludwig gave instructions that the work should be continued without +interruption, and placed the completion of the new building in charge +of the engineer. That very evening he accompanied me to the capital, +Martella going with us. + +The Englishman stood by the bank, angling. + +It was not until after I had left home, that I began to realize what +was in store for us. + + + + + + BOOK FOURTH. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +The great crisis which we have dreaded and yet hoped for has at last +arrived. We are again obliged to contend with our hectoring neighbor, +whose lust of power goads him to trample on our rights. We must fight, +if we wish to endure; and will all Germany be united? If in this +juncture we are not as one, our ruin is assured, and will be richly +deserved. + +To know that the decisive moment is at hand, and that you cannot +actively participate--that you are only a single wave in the current, +is at once an oppressive and an exalting thought. + +In my mind, I go over the list of my fellow-members in the Parliament. +The decision seems to hang in doubt. Eccentricity is still rampant, and +decks itself with all sorts of revolutionary ideas. + +And how is the Prince inclined? Were it better if it rested with one +man to decide whether we should have war or peace? + +And there is another bitter experience that is forced upon us in +periods of doubt and indecision; namely, that fixed principles begin to +waver. + +I found it a great comfort to have Ludwig with me. He was so thoroughly +in sympathy with me, and yet, at the same time, a foreigner. He had +become a citizen of the New World, in which he had lived over twenty +years, and his views were freer from prejudice than ours could be. + +In spite of the declaration of war on the part of the French +government, the ravings in the French Legislative Chambers, and the +outcry in the streets of Paris, I yet encouraged a hope that war might +be averted. But Ludwig thought--and I was obliged to agree with +him--that it were both treachery and folly now, when the right was on +our side, not to accept the battle which would thus only be postponed. +For this constant waiting and watching for what others may do, is a +painful state of dependence. + +Ludwig was younger; his pulse was steadier. He had already fought in +this country with undisciplined crowds, and, in the United States, had +taken part in the great war. + +He said in confidence that if he had known that the decision was so +near at hand, he would have kept on better terms with Funk; because, at +that moment, the great object was to gain his allegiance and that of +his party, in which there was no lack of noble enthusiasts. Ludwig held +that, in politics, it was not alone permissible, but even necessary, to +use strategy and double-dealing. + +Martella so urgently entreated me to permit her to accompany us, that, +for her sake, Ludwig's wife remained at home. + +At the village down by the railway station, and at nearly every +station on the road, I was asked whether I believed there would be war, +and whether I would advise the people to drive their cattle into +out-of-the-way ravines and valleys, and to hide their household goods, +on account of the threatened invasion of the French hordes. + +I took great pains to explain my views; but, at the second station, +Ludwig said: "Father, you are giving yourself unnecessary trouble. The +people do not wish to learn anything. They think that you cannot know +any more about it than they do. They simply ask you idle and anxious +questions, just as they would at other times, 'What kind of weather do +you think we will have?' Father, do not pour out the deepest feelings +of your heart." + +After that, I replied that one could not say much upon the subject; and +I observed that the people, were more respectful because I was so +reserved. They assumed that, as I was a delegate, I was fully informed +on all subjects, and neither dared nor desired to unbosom myself. + +It was rather late, but not too late. From that day, I learned that it +is not best to open one's soul to another and reveal all that is within +it; and for that reason, it is said of me that, since the beginning of +the war, I am a changed man. In those days, I learned things that never +were suffered to pass my lips. + +The first one whom we met at the capital was my son-in-law, the Major. + +"What is the opinion in the army?" inquired Ludwig. + +The Major looked at him steadily, and, after a pause, answered, +"Opinion? In the army there is obedience." With forced composure, he +added, "As far as I know, the army neither debates nor votes." + +He turned to me and said that this time we were better prepared than +four years ago. + +I asked whether the army orders had already been promulgated. + +He shrugged his shoulders, and evidently did not care to divulge +anything. He told me, though, that since the evening previous, he had +been advanced to the rank of colonel, and had been placed in command of +a regiment. When I spoke of this, as indicating that the Prince had +decided for war, he lapsed into silence. + +We soon parted, regretting that we could not go to his house, for +Annette had already prepared quarters for our reception. + +I then went to our club-house and learned that our party was already +broken up. The Funk faction--I must give it this name, although he was +not its leader--held separate meetings. + +Ludwig determined logo at once to the meeting of Funk's party, because +it was important above all things to know what was being done there. + +"I believe in Lincoln's maxim," said he, "that 'it will never do to +swap horses while crossing streams.'" + +In little more than an hour, he returned and told us that he had been +coldly received, although the leadership was shared with Funk by two +members who had once been among his most intimate friends. He was now, +however, able to tell that their plan was to insist on neutrality. They +did not dare to think, much less to speak, of an alliance with France. +Their intention, however, was to call together a large meeting of the +popular party, in order to exert a moral influence on Parliament, and +perhaps to overawe it. + +At our meeting, we were expecting the arrival of the prime minister; +the right wing of our party sided with the ministry. + +The minister did not come; but sent one of his councillors, who +informed me that the session would not be opened unless a quorum of +delegates was present. + +He told us that there was great disorder among the telegraphs. + +After the councillor had left, Loedinger, my old associate and +prison-mate, told me in confidence, that he expected a _coup d'etat_. +He felt that the Prince had no desire to take counsel with the country, +and had determined that his glory as a warrior should be shared by no +one. + +Loedinger was one of those imaginative persons who, whenever they form +suspicions against any one, carry them to their extremest consequences. + +The President, who was a member of our party, told us under the seal of +secrecy, that the reason for delaying the opening of our session was +that they might first ascertain what action the delegates in the next +state would decide upon. + +We were thus held in anxious suspense. + +During the night, I found it impossible to sleep; and Ludwig, who was +in the next room, called out to me: "Father, you must sleep; to-morrow +will be a trying day. Just think of it!--the Emperor of Germany--I +should say, the King of Prussia--must also sleep to-night, and he is +three years older than you are." + +Yes, it was on that night, the 16th of July, that my son announced the +German Emperor to me. I could not help smiling with joy, and at last +fell asleep. And, strange to say, I dreamed that I was again at Jena, +and that the fantastic mummery of those days was being renewed. Because +I had a round head and a ruddy complexion, I was termed the "Imperial +Globe," and they maintained that, with my large stature and broad +shoulders, the imperial mantle would fit me best of all. They placed it +on me, and I was obliged forthwith to distribute offices. And suddenly, +I was no longer the Emperor, but Rothfuss, who laughed most terribly. +I, too, was obliged to laugh--and, laughing, I awoke. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +When I opened my eyes, Ludwig stood at my bedside and said, "You have +slept well, father, and it is well that you did. You will need all your +strength to-day; for to-day it will be--Good-morning, Germany." + +I cannot describe how my son's presence helped to strengthen me. I felt +that, with his power added to mine, I was doubly prepared for all that +might happen. + +There is nothing more encouraging, in troubled times, than to have a +faithful friend at one's side,--a truth which was proved to me on that +day and many a time since. + +I could not help recounting my strange dream, and when I added that it +gave me incomparable joy to think that the day had at last arrived in +which one might say the hearts of all Germans throbbed in unison, +Ludwig begged me not to talk so much. He said that he could sympathize +with me, and feel what a satisfaction it must be to me, after having +fought and suffered for fifty years, at last to witness the fruition of +my hopes, even though the price paid be war and bloodshed. + +He was indeed right. He responded to all my feelings; I may indeed say +that he anticipated them. + +When I reached the street, the throng was such that it seemed as if all +the houses had been emptied of their inhabitants. Here and there, were +groups talking aloud, and before the printing-office of the principal +newspaper, it was almost impossible to work one's way through the +crowd. + +It was there that I met an old friend, the incorruptible Mölder. In +1866 he had resigned a high position under the state, in order, +thenceforth, to devote himself to his Fatherland, and, above all, to +the cause of German unity. + +"It is well that I meet you," he said; "we have war now, and have +stolen a march on the French. Here, in the capital, the majority of the +citizens are on our side, but in the country, as you well know, the +so-called popular party is to a certain extent in the majority. The +common people are not so willing to follow our advice, for they are in +the hands of the clergy and the demagogues, who, for a little while +longer, will travel together on the same road. For this reason, we have +issued the call for a mass meeting at the Turners' Hall for this +evening." + +"Would it not be best for us delegates to hold aloof from it?" I +inquired. + +"No; it is too late for that. You will have to speak there, and so will +your son from America. We did not care to arouse you so late last +night, and I have, therefore, on my own responsibility, signed your +name to the call. But look!" + +I saw crowds standing at the street corners, and reading a large +placard, calling on all whose hearts beat with love of Germany to meet +together--and I really found my name at the foot of it. + +I could not object; our actions were no longer at our own disposal. + +Excited crowds filled the streets during the whole day. The whole +population seemed like one restless being in anxious suspense. It was +said that the telegraph wires had been connected with the palace, and +as the people knew nothing of this before, the information caused great +surprise. The afternoon paper brought the official news that they had +wanted the King of Prussia to address the French Emperor in an humble +letter, in which he was particularly forbidden to refer to the +relationship existing between the French Emperor and the Prince of +Hohenzollern, who had been elected King of Spain--a pleasant +preparation for what was to ensue in the evening. + +I did not see the Colonel during the whole day, but his friend, +Professor Rolunt, hunted me up; and, from the manner in which he spoke +of our project, it seemed to me that my son-in-law approved of it, and +that the popular movement about to be set on foot, was not looked upon +with disfavor by the government. Moreover, the Professor had become +very cautious, and was known to stand well with government circles. He +was believed to be an anonymous contributor to the official organ. + +In the evening, we repaired to the place of meeting. + +Mölder arrived, and with pale and trembling lips, told us: + +"It is rumored that the friends of the French will attempt to break up +the meeting. But I have called on the Turners. They are all on our +side, and your son stands as well with them as he once did." + +The proceedings began. + +Mölder was the first speaker. I have never seen any one more excited +than he was. His lips trembled, and he held fast to the rail with a +convulsive grasp, while he began: + +"We do not desire to become Prussians; but we wish to be Germans, as we +must and shall be. Is there one among you who would dare to utter the +accursed words, 'Rather French than Prussian!' If there be one who +dares to think it, let him dare to say it." + +He paused for a while, and then exclaimed: + +"Is there such a one among you? Answer me! Yes or no!" + +"No!" resounded from a thousand throats, and he responded with joyous +voice, "Then we are all friends." He then concluded his address, +eloquently maintaining that to attempt to remain neutral were both +treachery and folly. + +A young advocate who had been defeated in the recent elections, by one +of the clerical party, followed. He spoke with that studied eloquence +which talks glibly and in nicely rounded phrases. He concluded by +demanding that the whole meeting should proceed to the palace and +request the Prince to discharge his hesitating ministry; or, at all +events, the one minister who seemed to be unpatriotically inclined. + +Enthusiastic and joyous shouts of approval were showered upon him. + +I saw the danger that threatened, and asked for the floor. + +"There has been enough talking; it is time now for deeds!" cried a +voice in the assembly, and it seemed as if the crowd were already on +the move. + +My heart stood still. We were no longer masters of our own actions. + +Then Ludwig cried out, in a voice so powerful that the very walls +seemed to tremble, "If you are men, listen! My father wishes to speak." + +"Hurrah for the King of the Turners! Let old Waldfried speak! Silence! +Order! Let old Waldfried speak!" + +It was a long while before the shouting and the cheering ceased, and I +think I spoke the right word at the right time. + +I had a right to refer to my past, and to explain to them that it would +only create disturbance and confusion to adopt such violent measures +before anything had really been decided upon. If I were the Prince, I +would not yield to their wishes until the voice of the representatives +of the people had been heard. + +The temper of the meeting changed, and I received many signs of +approval. + +When I had finished, there were shouts of, "We want to hear the King of +the Turners speak!" + +Ludwig mounted the rostrum; but so great was the applause, that it was +several minutes before he could speak. + +At last he began, in a cheerful tone, saying that we Germans were still +full of the haughty arrogance of youth, and that this very meeting was +a proof of it. + +Then, with words that carried conviction to all who listened, he told +them how the events of the last year had been a blessing to the +emigrants in America; a blessing, indeed, which could not thoroughly be +appreciated by those who were yet at home. The German had been +respected, if he could call himself a Prussian; but now the time had +come when the word _German_ must be an honored name. And if, as some +maintained, the South Germans are the real Germans, let them prove it. + +If the Prussians are not yet Germans, they shall, and must, and will +become so. They delivered us from the real Napoleon; they will also be +able to free us from the counterfeit one. The first was not made of +gold, but this one is mere pinchbeck. + +"I have fought against negro slavery; now the battle is against the +slavery that French ambition would submit us to." + +While Ludwig was speaking, the chairman handed me a little slip of +paper, on which were written the words, "Your son knows how to allow +the heated steed to cool off before tying him." + +Ludwig could, indeed, direct the mood of the meeting at will. + +To the great amusement of his audience, he said that he had the rare +good fortune of having been born near the boundary line, and that, +consequently, the first object he had become sensible of, were the two +brightly painted posts which stood side by side on the road; and that, +while yet a child, he had often looked up to the trees in the woods, to +see whether they knew to which of the posts they belonged. + +"And when I returned, the abject life that we had been leading was +again brought to my mind. On the one side marked by the bright post, +all is Catholic, and on the other side all is Protestant, because in +those times the people were obliged to accept their so-called religion +from their masters. + +"Allow me to take a comparison from my own trade. It requires many +strong posts to make the scaffolding of a building. The departed +martyrs for German unity were the scaffolding. It has been torn down, +and now we behold the building, pure and simple, firmly and regularly +built, and appropriately adorned. + +"Or another simile: Have you ever observed a raft in the valley stream? +It floats along slowly and lazily, but when it reaches the weir it +hurries; and then is the time to find out whether the withes are strong +and hold the planks firmly together. + +"The German logs must now pass through the weir. There is a cracking +and a straining, but they hold fast to each other, and right merrily do +they float down into the Rhine and out into the ocean. + +"The bells in the neighboring state have a different tone from ours; +but if the two are in accord, the effect is so much the more beautiful. +And from this moment let all bells chime in harmony." + +Ludwig had the rare faculty of introducing apt illustrations while his +audience was all aglow with enthusiasm, and thus kept the meeting in +the best of humor and ready to agree with him when he concluded by +saying: "We have been patient so long--for more than half a century: +indeed, ever since the battle of Leipzig--that we can well afford to be +patient for a few days, perhaps only a few hours longer." + +The meeting which had been so excited closed with singing. It was on +that evening that I heard "Die Wacht am Rhein," for the first time. It +must, before that, have been slumbering on every lip, and had now at +last awakened. + +The young advocate who had proposed the immediate removal of the +minister, whispered to me, "I thank you for having defeated my motion." + +I looked at him with surprise, and he continued: "I do, indeed, thank +you. The only object was to show the friends of the French that even +though it might require extreme measures, no demand that liberalism +could make would surprise us." + +That sort of worldly wisdom was not to my taste. + +The chairman then put the following resolution to a vote: + +That we would remain true to the articles of confederation and to the +German cause, with all our means and at every sacrifice. + +They shouted their approval with one voice; and now he closed the +meeting with a few cheerful remarks, announcing that we would adjourn +to the garden, where the beer was very good, and where there would be +no more speeches except the clinking of the mugs. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +"Father, you had better go home; you need sleep. I will accompany you +to our quarters, but I must return again, as they all insist upon my +doing so." + +Ludwig and I took our way through the streets. They were still filled +with a surging crowd, and in front of the palace the entire guard was +under arms. They had evidently made preparations against a popular +disturbance. + +When I arrived at the dwelling, Ludwig left me. + +Annette was still awake, and informed me, as soon as I entered, that a +member of the cabinet had been there, had left word that I should come +to the palace that evening, and that if I would mention my name at the +left entrance I would be admitted. He had also said that, no matter how +late it was when I returned, I should not fail to come. I said that +there must have been some mistake--that they probably meant my son +Richard, or Ludwig; but Annette repeated that "Father Waldfried" had +been especially mentioned. + +I replied that I was so tired that I would have to leave it until the +next day, but Annette thought that such a command must be implicitly +obeyed, and believed that the Prince himself desired to speak with me. + +I repaired to the palace. The whole of the left wing was illuminated. + +When I gave my name to the lackey at the foot of the staircase, he +called it out, and a secretary appeared and said, in a respectful +voice; "The Prince awaits you." + +I pointed to my workday dress, but was assured that that made no +matter. + +I ascended the staircase. On every hand there were guards. I was +conducted into a large saloon, where the secretary left me. He soon +reappeared, holding the door open and saying, "Please enter." + +I went in. The Prince advanced to meet me, and took me by the hand, +saying: "I thank you sincerely for having come. I would gladly have +allowed you to rest overnight, but these times do not permit us to +rest. Pray be seated." + +It was well that I was allowed to take a seat. + +The Prince must have observed that I was almost out of breath, and +said: "Do not speak; you are quite exhausted. Permit me to tell you +that, in this trying hour, I repose full confidence in you. I have, for +a long while, desired to make your acquaintance. I have known your son, +the Professor, ever since he was at the university." + +He added other highly complimentary remarks. + +A pause ensued, during which I noticed, on the opposite wall, a picture +of the deceased Princess, who, as I had often heard, had been a great +benefactress to the country during the famine of 1817. This picture +revived my recollections of Gustava, and I felt as if I were not alone, +but as if she were with me. + +All this passed through my mind during the few moments of silence. + +The Prince went on to say that he had been informed of what I had said +an hour ago at the popular meeting. It had, for several days, been his +desire to act in union with me, but that he had entertained doubts on +various points,--among others as to whether I could attach myself to +him; and that the information he had just received had at last aided +him to form his conclusion. + +"Excuse the question, but are you a republican?" + +"I have sworn to support the government," was my answer. + +"Are you a republican in theory?" + +"In theory? The days of Pericles and Scipio are reflected in the soul +of every German who has received a classical education, and, logically +considered, a republic is the only form of free government. But neither +the life of nature, nor that of human history, is absolutely logical, +for actual necessity sets aside the systems erected by abstract +reason." + +"That is well, and we shall, therefore, no doubt agree on all that +follows. But let me ask you one other question: Do you candidly and +heartily desire the continued existence of my sovereign dynasty?" + +"Sovereign--no; dynasty--yes." + +At these words the Prince arose from his seat, and hurriedly walked +across the floor. It seemed as if he involuntarily placed a distance +between himself and me. He remained standing in a dark corner of the +room. + +There was a long pause, during which nothing broke the silence except +the ticking of the little clock on his table. + +Such words had never been uttered in those halls. I had done my duty; +but I distrusted the Prince. Although suspicion is foreign to my +nature, his entire behavior aroused it in me. The Prince returned, +and stood opposite me, while he rested his clenched fist on his +writing-desk. The full light was streaming on his face. + +"Explain yourself more fully," he said. + +"Your Highness," I replied, "what I said to you was said after full +reflection." + +"I feel assured of that; but speak out fearlessly." + +"I have fought, thought, and lived for this during my whole lifetime. +If we are to gain a real Fatherland, the princes must relinquish their +claim to sovereignty: that belongs only to the whole. + +"The growth of the idea of German unity has been in geometrical +progression. During the period of the rotten restoration, from the +battle of Leipzig down to 1830, those who entertained it might have +been counted by hundreds, or, at most, thousands, and they were to be +found only among the cultured or learned classes. After 1830, they were +counted by hundreds of thousands, and after 1848, by millions; and +to-day the thought of German unity is alive in all who know that they +are Germans. + +"One system of laws within our borders, a united army, and united +representation in foreign lands. But the league of the states, that +through joy and sorrow have achieved unity for themselves, should be +faithfully preserved. The forest is one united whole, and yet every +tree has its individual life. + +"Your Highness, I live near the borders. The obstinacy of the Vienna +congress has so cut up the country that we are obliged to go out of our +state to get salt. I have fields and woods beyond the boundary post, +and this has given rise to a thousand and one annoyances. Even the +protection of the forests, on which depends the life of our landed +interests, is obstructed by the diversity of laws. The hailstorm we had +last week paid no regard to boundary posts." + +From the depths of my heart, I said: "Your dynasty, you and your house, +should remain our chief; but they should be subject to the greater +commonwealth." + +"Subject?" said the Prince. He evidently expected that I would withdraw +or modify the word; but I felt that I could not do so. + +And then he took my hand in his and said: + +"I knew that these were your thoughts; I assumed as much. But I feel +grateful that you have allowed me to hear them from your own lips. Do +you believe that the majority of my--or our--people feel as you do?" + +"No, I do not believe so. That is, they do not feel so to-day, but they +will to-morrow. Deeds--deeds of sacrifice--are the most powerful +instructors; they teach men what they should think, and even find a +voice for what has been slumbering in their souls, but which--through +pride and anger, or through want of courage--they have not even dared +to think of." + +"You are not an enthusiast." + +"I do not believe I am one. The people love the princes from force of +habit, and will be none the less glad to love them when reflection and +reason permit them to do so." + +"Have you ever had the desire to occupy a position of authority under +the government?" + +"Certainly; it was my greatest desire, and I believe--" + +"You ought to be President of the ministry." + +I replied that I was a practical farmer, and had never been in the +government service. + +"Tell me how you have become what you are," said the Prince, taking a +seat opposite me. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +"I shall gladly tell you all." + +"The less reserve on your part, the greater my thanks." + +"I was one of those who were persecuted on account of what at that time +was called demagogism. + +"The soldier who guarded me--he is now a servant in my employ--informed +me that I had been sentenced to death, and offered to change clothes +with me, in order that I might escape. I refused the offer and +remained. We were not sentenced to death, but to imprisonment for ten +years. Ten years! A long, long night stared us in the face. + +"Your Highness has taken me by the hand. Your father declared that he +would never voluntarily offer his hand to me or my confederates, +although it were necessary to do so if we meant to give him a pledge of +our allegiance. + +"You cannot remember the circumstance. + +"After being imprisoned for five years, we were pardoned, and I and two +of my prison-mates were elected members of the Parliament. + +"The Jurists objected to our assuming the privileges of citizenship. + +"The House which acknowledged our election was dissolved, naturally +enough, by Metternich's order. A new one met, and, as we had in the +meanwhile been re-elected, it confirmed the validity of our election. +Your father--I fully acknowledge his many acts of benevolence--was +obliged to extend his hand to us in order that we might take the oath. + +"There are no words that fitly describe the wicked man who lived in the +imperial city, and to whom the sovereign German princes were obedient +subjects. In future days it will seem incredible, that, in obedience to +orders from Vienna, the German princes ordered our youth, under heavy +penalties, to desist from improving their physical strength by +gymnastic exercises. + +"Perhaps you never knew that even singing clubs were forbidden, and +that officials who had been connected with them were regarded with +suspicion. + +"Is it conceivable that a government which forbids physical development +by means of gymnastics, and spiritual elevation by means of song, can +for a moment have faith in its own stability? + +"I am not easily moved to hatred; but, even now, the name of that man +fills me with indignation. + +"What crime had we been guilty of? Why, only this: with a youthful +confidence in solemn promises, we had simply held fast to the idea that +Germany had freed itself from the Corsican yoke in order to become a +free, united empire. + +"You cannot conceive, your Highness, how many noble-hearted men were +thrown into dungeons, or driven into exile in those days. Who can +measure what noble gifts ran to waste. + +"When I think of these things, a sad picture presents itself to my +mind's eye. + +"Among our fellow-prisoners at the fortress, there was a young man who +had already begun to lecture at the university. + +"His father was an eminent philologist, and had been removed from his +professorship for permitting himself, while lecturing, to indulge in +expressions in favor of liberty. In a material sense, he was, +fortunately, well-to-do. His family owned a large estate in the forest +country, whither he repaired, taking with him his collections of +antiques and his books. + +"The son sickened while in prison, and a wasting fever undermined his +youthful strength; and, as his days were numbered, the physician at the +fortress requested the authorities to release him. + +"I have positive information--as the sister of that young man afterward +became my wife--that our Prince, your father, was willing to grant the +discharge. But, before it could be carried into effect, it was +necessary to ask for Metternich's permission--and Metternich refused +it. + +"The commandant of the fortress held me in great esteem, and permitted +me, on his own responsibility, to be placed in the same cell with the +sick prisoner. + +"I nursed him faithfully, and watched his every movement. I shall never +care to recall the thoughts that passed through my mind during the long +days, and still longer nights, that I passed at his bedside. He was +slowly sinking; for confinement was killing him, and yet no word of +complaint ever fell from his lips. + +"His father came and--could you imagine it?--was not allowed to +converse with his son except in the presence of a guard. + +"Then came his sister, only fifteen years old--but of that no matter at +present. + +"The noble martyr died. He was buried in the village at the foot of the +fortress. + +"While these things were going on, there was dancing and dining at +Court, and Metternich was writing witty _billet-doux_. + +"You, of course, have never heard of these things. + +"Through the bars of our prison, we could look out into the +fortress-yard and see the coffin placed on the wagon that was to carry +it to the grave. But why should I revive the anger and sense of +disgrace that filled our hearts at that moment? And who, on the other +hand, would have the right to condemn us prisoners if, when at last +free, we should indulge in deeds of vengeance? + +"Your Highness will understand that I am only telling you of these +matters so that you may have an idea of the sacrifices that were made +to bring about the result which is now to be consummated through a +struggle of life and death." + +"I know it--I know it well; pray go on." + +I plucked up my courage and continued: "My parents died while I was a +prisoner. When I was at last discharged, I had lost all taste for a +clerical calling. I was down in the village standing by the smithy, saw +the blazing fire and watched the heavy hammers, and I yearned for just +such hard manual labor. I begged the smith to take me as his +apprentice, and he at once handed me a hammer. I was there but a week, +when the father of the young man who had died in prison came and took +me to his estate." + +"And you married his daughter?" + +"Yes." + +"And does she still live?" + +"No; she died, as I am unfortunately forced to believe, through grief +on account of the desertion of our youngest son just before the war of +1866." + +"I know it, I know it. I hear that your son is serving in the French +army in Algiers? I know," he said, interrupting himself when he saw my +painful agitation, "what grief this son has caused you. If it were in +your power to send him word, he might, if he would deliver himself up +of his own will, be received back into the army with some trifling +punishment, and might afterward by his bravery distinguish himself, and +all would be well again. But, of course, at present, communication is +impossible either through diplomatic or private channels." + +I was obliged to admit that I did not know of Ernst's whereabouts. + +Strange it is how a poet's words will suddenly come to one's aid. + +"My son is like a different man,'" said I, with the words taken from +the history of my friend; and I was myself astonished by the tone in +which I spoke. I had enough self-command to say that our present +troubles required that all should be united, and, that we should, +therefore, not complicate them by introducing our own personal +interests; nor did I conceal the fact that I had lived down my sorrow +on account of Ernst, and had almost ceased to be haunted by the thought +of him. It pained me, nevertheless, to listen to the well-rounded, +sentences in which the Prince praised the Roman virtue that indulged my +love of country at the expense of my feelings as a father. He seemed +pleased with this conceit of his, and repeated it frequently. I felt +quite disenchanted. + +Thoughts of Ernst almost made me forget where I was, or what I was +saying, until the Prince requested me to resume my story, unless I +found it too fatiguing. + +I continued: + +"When I think of the times before 1830, I see opposed to each other +extravagant enthusiasm and impotence, courageous virtue and cowardly +vice, chaste and devoted faith in the ideal, and mockery, ridicule, and +frivolous disbelief in all that was noble--the one side cherishing +righteousness, the other scoffing at it. In other words, on the one +side, Uhland; on the other, Metternich. + +"My relations with my family, with the community in which I lived, and +even in a wider circle, were happy enough. But the thought of my +distracted Fatherland remained, and filled my heart with grief that +could not be assuaged. I lived and suffered for the general good, and +my associates did the like; but the storm-cloud was always impending +over us, and we were obliged to learn how to go about our daily work +with fresh and cheerful hearts, although danger threatened; to be +patient for the sake of the people, and to look into our own hearts for +strength. + +"The best men of our Fatherland were deeply anxious to be up and doing, +but we were condemned to the worst lot of all: a life-long opposition. + +"While we were languishing for healthy political action, our minds were +filled with a bitter and consuming protest against the miserable +condition of our affairs. + +"It is hard when one's whole being is in conflict with his +surroundings." + +I went on to tell him of the great hopes that the spring of 1848 had +inspired us with, and that I, too, had had the good fortune to be +permitted to assist in building up the great Fatherland, and to have +been in the confidence of the best men of my time. I told him of the +sad days when our so-called "Rump Parliament" was dispersed by the +soldiers, and also spoke of my son Ludwig. + +"I understand that your son has become a man of great ability and force +of character, and that he distinguished himself in the war with the +slave States?" said the Prince. + +I was surprised to find how well he was informed. + +And then the Prince added, in an animated voice: "You are an +enthusiastic friend of Prussia?" + +"I am; for in Prussia I recognize the backbone of our national +existence; she is not prepossessing, but steadfast and reliable. + +"I lived at the time of the war of liberation; many who were of my age +took part in the war that saved us. Our section stood with Napoleon, +but Prussia saved Germany. She has dallied a great while before +claiming her reward for that service; but at last she receives it." + +The Prince arose, and, resting both hands on his writing-table, said, +"That is the very reason I sent for you. Both they and we--both high +and low--must extinguish the memories of 1866. We have all much to +forgive, and much to learn." + +And then the Prince asked me whether I believed that the majority of +the House of Delegates agreed with us? + +I was obliged to express my doubts on that head. + +"I have made up my mind, however," exclaimed the Prince, "whether the +delegates agree with me, or otherwise. You are an old, tried soldier. +Are you ready to ally yourself with me--no, not with me--with the +Fatherland?" + +"How?" + +"Call it a _coup d'etat_, if you choose--we dare not let names frighten +us--these are times in which legal forms must be disregarded. Are you +willing to accept the presidency of my cabinet, so that your fair name +may lend its lustre to my actions? You shall bear testimony to my love +of country." + +"I am willing, your Highness, to sacrifice the short span of life that +is yet left me; but I am not an adept in state affairs." + +"That is no matter; others will attend to that. What I require is the +moral influence of your presence. Your son-in-law, Colonel Karsten, is +willing to accept the portfolio of Secretary of War." + +I informed the Prince that I would be obliged to insist on important +conditions: not from distrust of him, but of his noble associates who +had deserted us in 1848, and had used us liberals as cat's-paws. + +I told him that, in my opinion, Germany would either emerge from this +war as a great power, or disappear from the roll of nations. + +"We hope for the best, and we must conquer, for defeat would be +destruction." + +As a first condition, I requested the Prince to give me a written +assurance that he resigned all privileges which would interfere with +German unity. + +He smiled. I do not know whether it was in scorn, or whether he had not +heard my last words. He rose, placed his hand on my shoulder, and said, +"You are a good man." + +I, too, was obliged to smile, and answered, "What else should I be, +your Highness?" + +"Is not what you demand of me equivalent to an abdication?" + +"No; it is nothing more than retiring to the position held by the +princes before domestic dissensions enabled Louis XIV. to wrest Alsace +and Lorraine from the German Empire." + +It was with an air of embarrassment that the Prince said: + +"Here is my hand. I have a right to do this, and desire to be the first +to hail the victorious King of Prussia as Emperor." + +The Prince touched a bell, and a lackey entered, whom he told to bid +Colonel Karsten come. + +My son-in-law Minister of War, and I president of the cabinet! Was it +all a dream? My eye fell on the picture of the deceased Princess, and +it seemed to resemble Gustava and to smile upon me. + +The Colonel entered. He remained standing, in the erect attitude of a +soldier. + +The Prince informed him, in a few words, that we agreed with each +other, and submitted a proclamation with which the Chamber was to be +dissolved, in case the majority should decide for neutrality. For the +present, this was to be kept a secret. + +The Prince then withdrew. + +Arm in arm with my son-in-law, I returned to my dwelling. + +To think of all that had happened to me during that one day + +Could this be myself? I could scarcely collect my senses. + +Ludwig had not returned, and I was almost glad that it was so, for I +was not permitted to reveal what had been secretly determined on. + +Martella was still awake. She came to meet me with the words: + +"Father, you have heard news of Ernst. Did the Prince give you his +pardon?" + +I could not conceive how the child could have had this presentiment, +and when I asked her, she told me that a brother of the porter at +Annette's house had returned from Algiers and had told her about Ernst. + +I could not enter into Martella's plans. What mattered the life of a +son, or the yearning affection of a girl? I scarcely heard what she +said--my heart was filled to overflowing; there was no room left for +other cares. + +One memory was revived. Years ago, the Privy Councillor had told me +that I was well thought of at court. At that time it was scarcely +probable. But could it have been true, after all? + +Morning was dawning when I reached my bed. I felt that I would never +again be able to sleep, and only wished that I might live a few days +longer, so that, if nothing else was left, I might plunge myself into +the yawning abyss for the sake of my country. + +It was fortunate that the session was not to begin until noon. I slept +until I was called. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +The Colonel came and told me that the troops were under orders. + +I was startled. I shuddered at the idea of using force against our +fellow-citizens, and felt as if I could by my own strength, oppose and +conquer the demon of dissension. I felt assured that I must succeed, +and as confident as if success had already been achieved. + +Ludwig accompanied me through the streets; they were even more crowded +than on the day before. + +Annette and Martella had preceded us, in order to secure good seats. It +was with difficulty that we forced our way through the crowd. Ludwig +was obliged to shake hands with many whom we met, and was often greeted +by men whom he did not recognize, and who seemed annoyed that, in spite +of the changes that twenty-one years had made in them, he did not at +once address them by their names. + +A company of soldiers were mounting guard before, the House of +Parliament. Ernst Rontheim, son of the Privy Councillor, was in +command. He saluted me in military fashion. + +I gazed upon the vigorous youth, with his ruddy face and bright eyes, +and asked myself: "Will he this very day be forced to command his +troops to fire upon his fellow-citizens?" Did he know how full of +danger his post was? It required a great effort, on my part, to refrain +from speaking to him. At that moment, the minister of war arrived, and +the young officer called out, "Present arms!" + +In the ante-chamber, and in the restaurant attached to the House, there +were many groups engaged in lively and animated discussions, in which +the speakers accompanied their remarks by forcible gesticulations. + +The three members who had been fellow-prisoners o f mine at the +fortress, were still faithfully attached to me. The one whom we had +termed "The Philosopher" had distinguished himself by new theories in +political science, and the other two were eminent lawyers. + +Only one of the members of the old student corps had gone over to the +radicals, but he was recognized as the most independent and the purest +of men, and was everywhere spoken of as "Cato." + +The others had remained true to our colors; and one who was known as +Baribal called out "What! Bismarck? If that black devil will bring +about union, I shall sell my soul to him!" + +I spoke with "Cato," when no others were by, and he frankly confessed +that he feared that this war would strengthen monarchism, and that, +therefore, he still was, and ever would be, a republican. + +"We have, thus far, been forced to act against our wishes, and have +complained in secret," he said, "but if we conquer in this war, we +shall have voluntarily become subjects, and be happy in the favor of +their high mightinesses. I am not a subject, and do not wish to become +one." + +He gave me a fierce look, and I felt obliged to tell him that he could +not be at his ease while receiving honors from people whom he despised. + +He did not feel that war was inevitable, but was inclined to favor it, +if the German princes would promise that the constitution of the German +Empire, as proposed in the Frankfort Parliament, would be adopted in +the event of our success. + +"Cato" assured me that even if we were to bring about a union, it would +be such only in name. Organic life cannot become a harmonious whole +unless there is freedom of action; and therefore, we must, first of +all, insist on guarantees for freedom. + +"Why do you," said he in conclusion, "who aided and abetted the +Frankfort Parliament, never mention it?" + +When I told him that this was political orthodoxy, he paid no regard to +what I said. + +Funk once furtively looked towards me, and then turned to his neighbor, +with whom he conversed in a low voice. + +Various members who, it was evident, desired to take the lead, were +walking up and down absorbed in thought. + +I heard that telegrams had been received to the effect that France +would not consent to further delay, and insisted that all must be +absolutely neutral or else avowedly take sides. + +Loedinger, my former prison-mate, approached me and said that it would +be necessary to prevent any conclusion being reached on that day, and +that we should govern ourselves by the course that the neighboring +state decided upon. + +I asked him whether the party had determined on this. He said, "No," +and told me that his only object was to bring about a postponement in +case the probable issue seemed adverse to us. + +I felt that this would be impossible. I entered the chamber more +agitated than I have ever been. I had never in all my life been obliged +to conceal anything, and now I had to face my associates with a weighty +secret on my mind. I saw the ministers enter and take their seats, and +could not help thinking, "You will soon be seated there." + +One minister whom we knew to be of our party came down to where I was +sitting and shook hands with me. He spoke with confidence and +hopefulness. + +I noticed Funk pointing at me, and could hear the loud laughter that +followed on the part of the group that surrounded him. + +The President took his seat; the ringing of the bell agitated me; the +decisive moment approached. + +I looked up. Annette nodded to me. Richard was seated at her side. + +I was obliged to drive out all roving thoughts, for it was now +necessary to concentrate all my energies on one object. + +The proceedings began. My friend Loedinger, who had been seated at my +side, was the first speaker, and supported the motion in favor of +taking the field. He spoke with great fervor, and invoked the spirits +of those who had gone before us. + +"Would that the mighty spirits of the past could descend to us this +day," were his words, while his own utterances were those of a spirit +pure and beyond reproach. When he finished his remarks, a storm of +applause followed. I grasped his hand; it was cold as ice. + +Funk requested the President to preserve order in the galleries, and +said that this was not a Turners' festival. + +The President reminded him that he knew his duty, and meant to perform +it, and that Funk, in his eagerness, had only anticipated him. + +The next speaker was "Cato." He unearthed all the grievances that +Prussia had inflicted on the patriots. He called on the spirits of +those who had fallen during the war of 1866, and said they might well +ask those who now counselled aiding Prussia, "Are you willing to stand +side by side with those who murdered us in a fratricidal war?" + +When he closed, it was evident that his words had deeply moved the +assembly. + +I was the next to have the floor, and explained that, although brothers +may quarrel among themselves, they are brethren nevertheless, and that, +when an insolent neighbor endeavors to invade and destroy their home, +they must unite to defend it. Addressing my opponents, I exclaimed, +"You know full well what the decision will be, and I am loth to believe +that you desire to embarrass or disgrace it by opposition and +dissension." + +Great excitement followed this remark, and prevented me from going on. +I was called to order, but the President decided that my remarks had +not been personal. + +I endeavored to keep calm, and to weigh every word before uttering it. + +In spite of this resolution, I forgot myself, and aroused a perfect +storm of anger, when I expressed my deepest convictions in the +following words: + +"You who are seated on the other side do not believe in neutrality. Ask +yourselves whether this be an honest game that you are playing. +Neutrality is a hypocritical word which, translated into honest German, +means willingness to aid France, a Rhenish confederation, and treason +to the Fatherland!" + +I was called to order and was obliged to admit that I had gone a little +too far. + +The President interrupted the debate, and inquired whether the Chamber +would permit him to read a telegram which had just been received, and +was of some importance in relation to the subject under consideration. + +"No! No!" "We are debating this among ourselves!" "Our deliberations +must be free and untrammelled!" "No outside parties have a right to +interfere!" cried the one side. + +"Yes! Yes!" "Let us have it!" "Read it to us!" cried the others, and +all was confusion. + +The President at last restored order, and then informed us that the +telegram was from the House of Parliament of the neighboring state. He +desired to know whether he might read it to the assembly. He would +permit no debate on the subject; those who were in favor of the +reading, would simply rise. + +The majority arose, and Loedinger was almost trembling with emotion +when he grasped my hand and said, "Brother, the day is ours!" + +The President read the telegram. It was to the effect that a small +though decided majority of the Parliament of the next state had +determined that their forces should take the field. + +Then followed, both on the floor and in the galleries, a few moments of +terrible confusion and excitement. + +Order was at last restored, and the President announced that the +business would now be proceeded with. + +I had the floor. + +"Make no speech--ask for a vote at once," said Loedinger, as I arose. I +acted on his advice. + +The vote was taken; the majority was ours. + +Loud shouts of joy filled the air, but I felt happier than all the +rest. I had been saved from a fearful danger. + +Annette's carriage stood in a by-street, awaiting us. We rode to our +dwelling, and, when I reached there, I felt like one who, after long +and weary wandering over hill and dale, can at last sit down and +rest. And while I sat there, with myriad thoughts passing through my +brain, I could not help thinking, "The dream of my youth has repeated +itself--they only tried the mantle on me." + +Shortly after that, Ludwig returned home to join his wife and to look +after his workmen. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +How often we had yearned for unity of feeling, and an interchange of +sympathy with our compatriots! How sad it was to keep in our path with +the knowledge that the feelings and aspirations of those whom we met +had nothing in common with our own! + +The unity of feeling had at last been brought about. Every street had +become as a hall of the great temple in which love of country testified +its readiness to sacrifice itself. Every valley resounded with the +joyful message, "Awake! Our Fatherland has arisen in its might! Hasten! +for the battle is not yet over. The soul of him who falls will live on +in the comrade who marched at his side. Now none can live for himself +alone, but for the one great cause." + +After my sad bereavement, life had ceased to be aught but duty, and I +would have been ready, at any time, calmly to leave the world. But now +my only desire was to live long enough to witness the fruition of the +hopes which, during my whole life, had filled my soul. + +My children and grandchildren, each in his own way, showed their love +of country. + +Society at large was now like one great family, united in sentiment. + +The vicar was the first of my family to visit me. He came to offer his +services as chaplain to the troops. Julius followed soon after. It had +gone hard with him to leave his wife, but he was happy to know that he +could at last serve his country. It moved me deeply when he told me of +the courage and resignation his wife had shown at parting. He was +accompanied by his brother-in-law, the lieutenant, who joyously +confessed that he was filled with hopes of glory and rapid advancement. +He drew his sword a few inches from its scabbard, and said, "This blade +has lost patience--it is all athirst." + +My grandson Wolfgang returned from the forester's school. + +"Grandfather, have my pine-seeds sprouted?" was his first question. + +"They do not grow so fast, my child; the bed is still covered with +brushwood." + +He wanted to enter the army as a volunteer, and was quite sad when we +told him that foreigners would not be accepted, and that it would, +moreover, take a good while before he could learn the drill. He could +with difficulty reconcile himself to the fact that he was not permitted +to take part in the war, and with a voice full of emotion, exclaimed, +"Although my name is growing on its soil, I am not allowed to fight for +Germany!" + +Wolfgang was accompanied by Annette's nephew, the son of Offenheimer +the lawyer. He desired to offer his services as a volunteer. He was a +comrade of Wolfgang's, and a student in the agricultural department of +the forester's school. His face was marked by several scars, and +although he was not of a quarrelsome disposition, he had been in +several duels. He had served in the Young Guard, which, during the past +few years, had been recruited from the students of Gymnasiums and +polytechnic schools. + +I inquired whether his father consented to his entering the service, +and he answered me in the affirmative. + +Shortly afterward, his father entered the room. In a few words he told +us that he had expected this war, and then, turning to his sister, he +remarked that his son Alfred had entered the regiment which had +formerly been the Captain's, as Colonel Karsten could not take him in +his regiment. He also told me that he had fully determined, in case the +war resulted in our favor, to withdraw from practice, and to devote +himself to public affairs. + +Offenheimer was an able, clear-minded man, of liberal opinions, and +free from prejudice; and yet it seemed as if this vow of his had been +made in order to assure himself of the success of our cause and the +preservation of his only son. + +Annette had always observed a certain distance with her kindred, and +was, indeed, kinder to Martella than to her own nephew. But now, the +war and the unanimity of feeling which it had induced, seemed, even in +her case, to awaken new sympathies. + +On the following morning, when I was preparing for my journey homeward, +a messenger came from the palace to inform me that the Prince required +my presence. And now I went, in bright daylight and with a peaceful +soul, to the same place that I had approached during the night, +ignorant of what was in store for me. I was happy to know that the +serious charge, which I was hardly fitted to undertake, had not been +imposed on me, and I was, at the same time, encouraged by the feeling +that I had shown my willingness to do all in my power. + +On the staircase, I met the French ambassador, who had just received +his parting audience; and thus I saw the last French ambassador who +witnessed our dissensions. + +The antechamber of the Prince's apartments was full of life and bustle. +Adjutants and orderlies were constantly coming and going. + +I saw my son-in-law, but only for a few moments. He shook me by the +hand, and said, "My regiment marches through your valley; I shall see +you again at home." + +I was called into the Prince's presence. His cheeks were flushed and +his eye sparkled. He took me by the hand and said: "I can only briefly +thank you. I shall never forget your fidelity and your candor. +Unfortunately, I can be of no service to you, for you need no favors; +but my heart shall ever be filled with gratitude to you." + +His kind words so moved me that I was unable to utter a word in reply, +and the Prince continued: "Like you, I am forced to remain at home. It +is well and proper that princely rank does not require its possessor to +command his armies. Leaders have been selected, from whom we have a +right to look for the greatest results with the least bloodshed. Excuse +me; I regret that I cannot speak with you any longer. I shall be glad +to have you visit me soon again." + +He shook hands with me again, and I was about to withdraw in silence, +when a lackey entered and said that a daughter of mine had requested to +see the Prince, and begged that she might speak with me in his +presence. + +"Let her enter. You had better remain here, Herr Waldfried." + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +The door was opened and in rushed Martella, who threw herself on her +knees at the Prince's feet and exclaimed: "Your Highness, Prince by the +grace of God, be gracious and merciful! Give me my betrothed, my Ernst! +I shall not rise from this spot until you have restored him to me +again!" + +The Prince gazed at me in surprise, and I told him that this was +Ernst's betrothed. + +The Prince extended his hand to Martella. She kissed it and covered it +with tears, when he said to her: + +"I shall do all that I can." + +"Oh, God is gracious to you! you are all-powerful. O how happy you are +that you can do all these things! I knew it!" + +The Prince said that he was occupied at the moment; that she might go, +and he would attend to all that was necessary afterwards. + +"No, no!" cried Martella; "not so. I shall not leave in that way. Now +is the right time. Let the whole world wait until this is done." + +"I have already informed his father that the deserter will receive but +a mild punishment, if he now returns and helps us to fight for our +Fatherland." + +"Yes, yes; I believe all that; but I must have it in writing, with a +great seal under it, or else it is of no avail, and your subordinates +will not respect it. + +"O Prince! the winter before the fearful war you were hunting in the +district to which my Ernst belonged, and he had much to tell me about +you; and he said that, if one considered how you had been spoiled, it +was wonderful to find our Prince so well behaved, so just and upright a +man. + +"And Rothfuss said, 'In such a war as that of 1866, the Prince would +have been just as willing to desert as Ernst was, if he only could have +done so; but he could not get away.'" + +The Prince gave me a look full of meaning, while a sad smile played on +his lips. Suddenly he turned to Martella and asked, "And do you know +where your lover is?" + +"Yes; he is with the savages in Algiers. He, too, was a savage, but, by +this time, he must have become tamed. O Prince! give me the writing, +and what you write will be set down to your credit in heaven!" + +The Prince seated himself, and then looked up from his desk and asked, +"But what will you do with this letter of pardon?" + +"Let your gracious Highness leave that to me. Just you write--and +blessed be the pen and the ink and your hand--" + +I implored her to remain quiet, so that the Prince could write, and she +grasped my hand with one of hers, and with her other pointed towards +the Prince's pen and moved her finger as if following its every stroke. + +When the Prince bad finished writing, he lit a lamp, and Martella +exclaimed: "Oh, if Ernst were only here, that he might thank you! But +mother, who is above, knows of this already, and joins me in thanking +you." + +Her vigor and beauty, her touching voice, the powerful and dazzling +brilliancy of her eyes, all seemed as if increased by an irresistible +charm. + +The Prince attached the seal to the document and handed it to her with +the words, "I wish you success;" and, turning to me, added, "I am glad, +at all events, that I have been able to be of some service to you." + +Martella was about to kneel to him again, but he begged her to +withdraw. + +We went through the antechamber and down the steps, and, when we +reached the foot of the staircase, Martella suddenly stopped and said: +"I have something in which I can keep the letter of pardon. I still +have the embroidered satchel, but now I will put in it something better +and sweeter than the cake it once held." + +When we left, the guard was just marching up to the palace, and the +band was playing "Die Wacht am Rhein." A crowd extending farther than +the eye could reach joined in the song, and Martella exclaimed, "The +whole world is singing while--" and then her clear voice helped to +swell the chorus. + +No one was happier at Martella's good fortune than Annette, who, to +give vent to her joy, overwhelmed Martella with presents. + +Richard rushed into the room, exclaiming, "The Crown-Prince of Prussia +has been appointed commander of the South German forces!" His face +beamed with emotion, and he triumphantly declared that this would seal +the union of North and South Germany. + +Although the younger members of my family were full of ardent courage, +Richard had more determination and elasticity of spirit than any of +them. We had at one time mockingly called him "Old Negligence." But he +was no longer the man who procrastinated in all things, and who, while +conscientious withal, was nevertheless so swayed by a thousand +imaginary obstacles that it was difficult for him to make up his mind +on any subject. He told us that he had offered to accompany the +commander of our army; he had written enough of history in dead +letters, and now he was anxious to witness living history, and perhaps +to assist in making it. + +Annette had ordered the servant to bring wine, and Richard exclaimed: +"O father! it has come at last. Self-reliance now fills every heart, +and that is the rock of safety for the whole nation. I see it now; a +new element has entered our German world--a feeling that we are all +one. It is not a mere conglomerate of many thousand individuals; it is +something quite new and exalted--a divine revelation--the fire of pure +patriotism. We stand in the midst of a pillar of fire; every individual +is a spark; of no value by itself, but only as a portion of the pillar +of fire." + +Richard's tall and commanding form trembled with emotion. + +Annette placed her hand upon her heart and exclaimed, "And I too--I +too." + +She had stretched forth her hand, but suddenly cast her eyes upon the +picture of her dead husband, and buried her face in her hands. + +After a short pause, she said to Richard: + +"Your mother announced this to me. 'He will live to see the day,' she +said, 'on which great things will happen to the world and to you all.' +I did not understand her words then, but now I believe I understand +them." + +Richard replied, "How strange it is that you should be thinking of +mother at this moment; for I was thinking of her at the same time. + +"Ah, father, when mother asked for water from her spring, and I ran +through the village down into the valley, and was nothing but a child +running to fetch a draught that would cool her parched lips and, +perhaps, save her, I could not, at times, help thinking of the story +told by Apuleius--how Psyche was obliged to bring water from the rocky +springs of the Styx. + +"And, father, hard and puzzling as it then was to understand how trees +and houses could exist, and that men were working in the fields, while +the breath of life was flickering and expiring--now, all is clear +to my vision. I shall go off with the army; and if I can do nothing +more, I will, at all events, endeavor to refresh the spiritual and +physical wants of the children of the Fatherland for the sake of our +mother--unity. It would be glorious and happy to die when filled with +such emotions; but it is more genuine and more brave to persevere in +small services and sacrifices." + +Annette, with her hands clasped upon her breast, gazed at Richard. +Bertha entered the room at that moment, and, by her presence, brought +about a calmer and serener atmosphere than we had just been moving in. + +Bertha, four years before, had been full of unrest; but now, her calm, +equable disposition manifested itself in all its beauty. + +"That war," she said, "was an unnatural one, but this contest is waged +in a holy and just cause, and its consequences must therefore be calmly +accepted. And things, too, have changed with my husband; for now +fortune smiles upon him." + +She told us that an association had been formed under the auspices of +the Princess, for the purpose of aiding the families of those who were +obliged to go to the war, and to prepare aid for the sick and wounded. + +"I shall be one of you," exclaimed Annette. "I, too, wish to do my +share in the good work. And, Professor, I shall remember your words, +'It is braver to persevere in small services and sacrifices.'" + +Richard soon left for the university town, where he had yet to make +some preparations before starting with the army. He grasped Annette's +hand, and it seemed to me as if he held it longer than usual; but he +only said, "We shall meet again." + +His long face, with its large, full brown beard, bright blue eyes, and +arched forehead, seemed more beautiful than ever, and his splendid, +powerful form seemed almost heroic. + +In the evening I was crossing our principal street, and met Annette +carrying several packages under her arm. + +War kills one weakness which in men is insufferable, and in women +difficult to bear; namely, false pride. + +In such times, who can stop to think how he may appear to others? You +are nothing more than a wonderfully small fraction of a great and +complete whole. And it is this idea which makes you great, and lifts +you above all petty thoughts. + +How absurd we had grown to be. It had come to be regarded as improper +for a well-dressed man or woman to carry a package while in the street; +the dress of the ladies was so fashioned that they were obliged to use +their hands to prevent it from dragging, and thus it was impossible for +them to carry even the smallest package; but now all that was changed. + +Annette told me that she and some other ladies were about to take a +course of instruction from a surgeon, in the art of dressing wounds. +She said this simply and unostentatiously. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +While Martella and I were on our way to the depot, in order to return +to our home, we were encountered by a dense and impenetrable crowd. + +What could be the matter? + +"The Crown-Prince of Prussia is coming." + +We stopped. + +The sounds of distant music were heard mingling with the joyous shouts +of thousands of voices. It was the cry with which a race welcomed its +brothers from whom it had long been estranged, and who were now +advancing to save it. How this must have stirred the heart of the +Crown-Prince! + +I was so wedged in by the crowd, that I could see nothing. Martella had +ascended some steps back of me, and called me to follow her; but it was +impossible to do so. + +I heard a carriage approach; the men who were in front of me spoke of +the splendid appearance, and the calm, yet determined expression of the +Prince. + +"Father!" exclaimed Martella, "he looks just like him--indeed, more +like Richard." + +The crowd at last scattered, and cheers were still heard in the +distance. + +We started for home. The railway on the other side, which for some +distance ran into our valley, was obstructed. They were momentarily +expecting an invasion of the French, and, after that day, the other +line was only to be used for military trains. + +We rode on for a part of the way, and, at the intersection, met a large +crowd of persons from the watering-places. They had suddenly been +obliged to give up the springs and the amusements that had there been +at their disposal. + +The gambling banks are closed, it was said. I hoped that they might +never again be reopened. + +Ludwig and his servants were there awaiting me. I also met Carl, who +had been conscripted, and with him were two of the meadow-farmer's +servants. + +Carl laughed while he told us how the meadow-farmer grumbled that he +was now obliged to harness and feed his oxen himself. He cheerfully +added that Marie could do the service of two laborers. + +His joyous face made it plain that before leaving home he had come to +an understanding with Marie. When he spoke of her he pressed his left +hand to his heart. I think he must have had a keepsake there. + +When Carl saw Ikwarte, he went up to him and extended his hand saying: +"I forgive you. I cannot remain at enmity with any one whom I leave +behind when I go forth to battle. Forgive me, too." + +Ludwig asked Ikwarte, "Willem, would you like to go?" + +"I am waiting until the Colonel gives me leave." + +"You have never asked my permission." + +"I have waited until the Colonel would speak of it himself." + +"Pray speak a few kind words to my mother, for my sake," said Carl; and +I saw the old spinner sitting on the lower step of the depot. She gazed +into vacancy as if she were dreaming with open eyes. + +"This gentleman will take you home with him," said Carl to his mother. + +"Then you will not take me along? I must go home--home--home," said the +old woman; and Carl told me that Rothfuss had brought the conscripts to +this spot, and was in a neighboring inn where he was feeding the +horses. + +I endeavored to persuade the spinner to control her feelings. She +murmured a few words that I could not understand, and which Carl +explained to me. She had, by hard savings, gotten seven thalers +together, and wanted Carl to take them with him, because he would need +them while away; and that now she was quite inconsolable, because he +wanted to leave the money at home with her. + +I took the money from her, and promised to send it to Carl whenever he +should need it, through my son-in-law the Colonel. + +"And how is the great lady?" said the old spinner. "She ought to have +married my Carl--she always looked at him with so much favor; and if he +were now married, he would not have to go to war." + +His mother's words were unintelligible to me, and it was with a sad +smile that Carl interpreted them. + +"Why have you not told her about Marie?" + +"I have done so, but she wishes to know nothing about her." + +Ludwig, accompanied by Ikwarte, started towards the Rhine. He said that +he did not yet know how he could take part in the war, as he was an +American citizen; but he was resolved not to remain a quiet spectator. + +Carl's parting from his mother was heart-rending. She refused to get on +our wagon, and Carl, with tears in his eyes, lifted her in his arms and +placed her there. During the greater part of our journey home, she +bewailed the loss of her son, and we drove on in silence, for we felt +so sad that we could not utter a word. + +Martella was the first to speak, saying, "It is, after all, the +greatest happiness to have a mother." + +I could well understand what it was that agitated her. + +Up at the top of the mountain, where we always stopped to rest our +horses, there is a large and shady beech-tree, to which was fastened +the image of a saint. + +While at a distance I could see a white object on the tree, and when I +drew near, I recognized it. It was the proclamation of the King of +Prussia, in which, in simple but well-considered words, he declared +that he was forced into waging this war. + +Soon after that, I met Joseph, who was delighted to see me again. He +had engaged the guard of the stage-coach that passed by there every day +to fasten the "extra" papers to the tree, so that the forest laborers, +who at this point separated in order to repair to their different +villages, could know what was going on. + +On the following day, the young Catholic pastor of the village had the +words of the heretical king removed from the tree on which the holy +image had been placed, and was about to lodge a complaint against +Joseph for his sacrilegious conduct. But, on the advice of a lawyer who +belonged to his own party, he desisted, and the tree, to this day, is +known as "the newspaper tree." + +I crossed the boundary line and was in our own territory. The people +were busily employed in changing the bed of the stream; and the newly +married stone-mason asked me whether work would be continued during the +war. I told him that it would be, and that we intended to give +employment to the people as long as possible. + +Shortly after that, I even employed the old spinner's two sons who had +been ordered out of Mühlhausen; and it was a very happy thought to do +so, as the younger of the two was an excellent cabinet-maker. + +I walked on. All along the roadside I had planted pear-trees; they were +laden with fruit. Will the enemy pluck the fruit or destroy the trees? + +I saw the young meadow-farmer. He was setting his water-gates, and +appeared as unconcerned as if we were living in peaceful times. When I +passed, he looked up from his work, and said, "The war does not affect +me, thank God. None of my kindred are in it." + +The first house in the village belongs to the meadow-farmer. He had +relinquished the farm to his son, and was now living on a pension which +the latter had settled on him. When he saw me, he called out, "Now you +have it! The accursed Prussian is at the root of the whole affair; but +the Frenchman will give him a beating, for he has caught hold of the +wrong fellow this time." + +At home all were in good spirits, and for the first time in a long +while, I found myself in some sort of sympathy with Johanna. + +"It will soon be seen," she said, "whether the godless Frenchmen are as +willing to sacrifice themselves for their country as we are." + +She praised the King as a God-fearing man; but to me he was simply a +righteous German. + +A happy change had taken place with Johanna's daughter. She had always +been sickly, and had thought herself of no use in this world; but now +she knew nothing more of sickness. She had determined to join a society +which had just been organized by the wife of the Privy Councillor, in +order to obtain instruction in the art of nursing the sick and wounded. + +I was now again in my own calm and peaceful home. Rothfuss informed +me that during my absence parties had been there to buy up oats and +hay,--we still had a good supply left from last year,--and Rothfuss had +promised the refusal of it to Kuhherschel, whom he always favored. + +The old hay was sent off, and the new was brought in. In Carl's place +we engaged a Tyrolese farmer. The early barley was harvested, the +ground was ploughed over again, and the potatoes were dug up. How long +would affairs remain thus? The enemy might break in on us the very next +day, as we were very near the border. Our enemies claimed that they +were fighting in the interests of civilization, but sent Asiatic hordes +against us. + +The schoolmaster's wife told us that Baroness Arven had left for +Switzerland, taking a great amount of luggage with her. + +I was determined to await the enemy in my own home, and when Johanna +asked me whether she, too, could go to the city and try to be of some +use, I consented. + +"But you will remain with me, Martella, for you do not fear the +French?" + +"Oh, I am not afraid of them," answered Martella. + +She had only answered the latter portion of my question, but I did not +think of that until afterwards. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +My solitude was soon broken in upon by a visit from Baron Arven. I was +astonished to find him looking so sad. "Is there still so much of the +old Austrian officer left in him?" I asked myself. He soon relieved me +of all doubts on that head, and, in a tone which showed how he had +struggled with and conquered his grief, told me that in many things, +and especially in religious matters, he and his wife had not agreed. He +had, at last, conquered himself, and had determined to let her have her +own way; but now--he said it with apparent reluctance--the long-impending +rupture had occurred, under circumstances almost too terrible to bear. +Although he knew that, as a Czech and a Catholic, his wife hated Prussia, +he could hardly believe his ears when she said, "All saints be praised! +The French are coming! Our deliverance is at hand!" Her words had +provoked him into unpardonable vehemence of language. + +He hardly dared say it, but she had actually made a French flag, with +the intention of displaying it as soon as the enemy should arrive,--an +event of which she had felt perfectly assured. He never thought that +his wife had political opinions of any kind, because mere abuse of +Prussia does not argue the presence of political convictions. He had +carefully avoided affronting her feelings as a Czech; for he well knew +how the Czechs resent the fact of their being dependent on German +culture. But he could never have believed that her hatred of Germany +could have carried her so far as to allow her to connive at the +correspondence with France, which was carried on under cover of her +address, and with complete ignorance, on her part, of its origin. + +The village clergyman had been to see her, and must have given her +strange information, for she now insisted on leaving for Switzerland at +once. + +"God be praised!" said I, "let her go." I told him that her intended +departure was already the topic of common talk. + +The Baron, however, feared that her course might be fraught with evil +consequences to the whole neighborhood, as he thought that her fleeing +to Switzerland might awaken a panic. + +To me, it seemed as if he were trying to justify his course in allowing +her to leave. I assured him that no one doubted his patriotism, and he +begged me not to divulge what he had told me. + +I succeeded in reassuring him, and he seemed to recover from his +depression. He felt that I fully sympathized with him. And can anything +be sadder than to find that one's love of country is opposed and +ridiculed in his own home? The antagonism which had so long been veiled +under courteous forms, now broke forth with redoubled venom and fury. + +"Your hearty sympathy does me good," said the Baron; "and I feel like a +changed being since I have unbosomed myself to you--just as if I had +withdrawn my hand from a bleeding wound, which can now flow freely." + +I understood him. Grief which has been long repressed, and at last +finds vent in words, renews itself while the sufferer speaks of it. + +When I mentioned this to him, he took my hand and held it in his for a +long while. + +"But we must not think of our own little lives," he added; "great +questions now claim us. If France should fail of success, she is still +France; but if we meet with defeat, we shall become the prey of +others." + +I learned from him, for the first time, that the opposing bishops had +handed in a protest against the promulgation of the doctrine of Papal +infallibility, and that, as the measure had been determined on, in +spite of their protest, they had left Rome. + +When I told him of what had happened in the city--omitting, of course, +all mention of my interviews with the Prince--his features assumed an +expression of cheerfulness. + +He was about to leave, when Martella entered, and asked, "May I show it +to the Baron?" + +Before I could answer her question, she took the letter of pardon from +her satchel and spread it out on the table, at the same time saying +that Rothfuss and Ikwarte were foolish enough to think that it was of +no account, because it came from so petty a prince. + +Baron Arven assured her that the paper would be of immense importance, +if Ernst could be found again. + +"Now I shall not ask another person," joyfully exclaimed Martella; +"that seals it doubly--and just see how nicely it fits into my little +satchel!" + +She replaced it in the satchel and rubbed her hands over the +embroidery, which represented a dog carrying a bird between his teeth. + +The Baron rode off just as the letter-carrier arrived. He brought me a +letter from my sister-in-law, who lives in the forest of Hagenau. She +wrote to tell me that, on account of the war, her daughter's marriage +had been hastened, and that, as there was danger that the incendiaries +might come, she had instructed her daughter to remain at Strasburg, to +which place she had sent all her stores of linen and other valuables. +In case any of our ladies were alarmed, she would be willing, she +wrote, to place them under protection at Strasburg. + +About that time, we had sorrow in our house on account of the death of +old Balbina. She had been our faithful servant for thirty years. When +we attempted to console her by saying that she would recover from her +illness, she would answer, "Don't mind me; I shall go to my good +mistress, and she will give me the best place." + +It was not until after my wife's death that I learned how much she had +done for this servant, for then Balbina said to me: + +"I was very wicked, but she converted me." + +"Wicked? why, what could you have done?" + +"I committed a theft when I had only been in the house a week. She +caught me and spoke to me in private, saying: 'Balbina, I dare not send +you off; for then you will steal from others, just as you have done +here. I must keep you with us until you conquer this habit.' And it +turned out just as she said, for during the thirty years I've lived in +this house, my hands and lips have never touched a morsel that was not +mine." + +Balbina died without receiving extreme unction. She regarded her +confession to my wife as having fully absolved her. + +We never interfered with the religious opinions of our servants, but +when the priest told Balbina that Protestants would not go to heaven, +she answered, "I don't want to go to any other heaven but the one where +my mistress is." + +We were now on the high road towards political unity, but was not the +antagonism in religious matters greater than ever before? + +Ludwig wrote to Conny, informing her that he would soon return. She +often told me that her father, had, until his dying hour, cherished a +love of the Fatherland, and that no two men had ever had more beautiful +and affectionate relations with each other than Ludwig and her father. + +Their projected journey to Italy was out of the question. How could +they now find pleasure in works of art? Ludwig would not rest content +until he could, in some way, be of service to his country. + +Suddenly, there was great commotion in the village and cries of "The +French are coming!" were heard. + +Lerz the baker had been driving along the valley-road at full tilt, and +had called out to the people who were working in the fields, "Unhitch +your horses! the French are coming!" They took the animals from their +wagons and ploughs and hurried homeward. But it soon turned out that +the news was false. + +I do not think that this was wanton spite on the part of Lerz. He +swore--although his oath was of but little value--that a farmer from +down the valley had told him that he had seen the French. The rumor had +indeed been spread far and near, but no one could tell who had started +it. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +What could it have been that made me feel so proud when my +fellow-citizens elected me as their delegate? I was still full of +self-love, for, when I searched in my own heart, for the real cause, it +lay in a self-complacent satisfaction in the fact of my being the +chosen representative of many others. + +All this was now changed. Now none were chosen, but all were called. +The whole people had become freed from egotism, and no one was +isolated. Of course the sacrifice was not made without a pang. All +thoughts were no longer centred on one man, but were directed towards a +great invisible object which was cherished by the whole people. + +Sunbeams seemed to light up every tree and house, and the whole world +seemed to have undergone a change. + +And how all felt drawn towards each other; they had ceased to be +strangers--we could not have enemies in our own land. + +I met Funk and could not avoid shaking hands with him and saying, "I +admit that you thought you were acting for the best, in all you have +done." + +"Thanks for your good opinion," answered Funk, while he barely +returned the pressure of my hand. I made no reply. I had followed my +own convictions, and that is always well, even though others do not +approve of one's course. + +I drove to town with Joseph, in order to attend the weekly market. It +had never been so numerously attended, for every one that could manage +to procure a vehicle, or get away from home, hurried to town in order +to learn what was going on in the world. And, besides that, all wanted +to assure themselves whether it would be best to sell supplies to the +dealers at present prices, or, to wait for an advance, and run the risk +of being plundered by the French in the meanwhile. + +It was soon seen who believed that the Germans would succeed, and who +believed in the French. Schweitzer-Schmalz, and a large number who +followed his example, sold their hay, their oats, and their bacon. + +Joseph speedily became the centre of a large crowd. He excels us all in +knowing how to adapt himself to people of every kind. His fine, large +figure and cordial manner make him a universal favorite, while his +well-known riches are not without weight. + +The crowd were impatient, and complained that we had not yet heard of +any actual hostilities. He asked them: + +"Have you never been in a saw-mill?" + +"Certainly we have." + +"Well, how do they manage there? They set the wheel and let the water +run until the log is in the proper position; then they go ahead and saw +it right through. Have a care. The Prussian, or, as we had better say, +the German, waits until the log is in the proper position, and then he +goes to work with seven saws at once." + +Joseph understood the feelings of the people, and felt especial +satisfaction that Schweitzer-Schmalz seemed quite lonely and deserted +in the midst of the crowd. He simply smiled, when Schweitzer-Schmalz +said, "This little fellow. Joseph is all talk, like the Prussians." + +Joseph and I called on Martha, for I had promised Julius to visit his +wife as soon as possible. + +We found her and the rest of the family calm and resigned, although the +son and the son-in-law were in the field. + +For the first time since I had known him, the Privy Councillor revealed +a sense of his noble birth. He dwelt on the fact that, as a member of +one of the oldest families in the land, he belonged to the order of St. +John, and that he and Baron Arven would soon enter on their duties as +members. He explained to me that it was an old order, but that a man +like myself might also become a member. I had never thought of that +before, but now it struck me forcibly. + +The ladies requested me to accompany them to the courthouse, where the +Sanitary Commission was to assemble. On the steps, I met Remminger, the +so-called "peace-lieutenant." + +He seemed quite agitated, and urgently requested me to accompany him to +the house of his father-in-law, where he wanted me to act as umpire. He +gave me no further information, but said that I should find out all +about it when we arrived there. + +I found the family in great distress. The lieutenant, who had left +the army on account of marrying the daughter of Blank, the rich +lumber-merchant, had become quite an adept in his new calling, but had +been even more devoted to the pleasures of the chase. He had just +announced his intention to enter the army again; in justice to himself, +he could not remain a mere looker-on in the moment of danger. + +Old Blank maintained that this was a breach of promise, and I saw how +the lieutenant clenched his fists when he heard that expression; but he +controlled himself and calmly explained the matter, stating, at the +same time, that he asked me to decide between them. + +I knew all about Blank. He was one of those men of whom one can say +nothing evil, and nothing good. All that he asked of the world was to +be left undisturbed while attending to his business and adding to his +wealth. He was a zealous reader of the newspapers, and would smoke his +good cigar while enjoying them. It suited him best when there was lots +of news. Others might act for the state, the district, and even for the +community, so that he might read about what they had done. He could not +realize that one who belonged to his family could care to exert himself +for the general good. I saw this in every word that he uttered. I +allowed him to speak for some time without replying. + +"And what is your opinion?" I said, addressing the lieutenant's wife, +who stood by the window, plucking dead leaves from the plants that were +placed there. + +"Shall I call in our three children, so that you can ask them?" she +answered, in a harsh voice. + +"Little children have no opinions as yet; but their parents ought to +think for them." + +I asked old Blank whether he would be satisfied with my decision. + +"Since you ask in that way, you are, of course, opposed to me, and for +that reason I say no." + +I saw that I could be of no use, declared that I would not attempt to +decide, and left the family to settle their dispute among themselves. + +When I left there, I was the more pleased to meet the Councillor +Reckingen, who lived in the town, and who had visited me shortly after +Ernst's flight. He had conquered his feeling of loneliness and grief at +the shocking death of his wife. He lived alone with his only daughter, +and had devoted all his time to her education. She was just budding +into womanhood. + +This man, who had always seemed troubled and absentminded, now +approached me with a cheerful smile, and said that he had the good +fortune to be again permitted to enter on his calling; and that, as a +result, his child, who had been so constantly with him that he had +begun to be alarmed for her future, would now be obliged to accustom +herself to a life of self-reliance and activity; for the wife of the +Privy Councillor had already expressed her willingness to have his +daughter stay with her during the campaign. + +We were standing by the stream, where the water rushes over the dam +with a mighty roar, and he said: + +"You are like me; in great times all little troubles disappear, just as +the thundering of these falling waters drowns all other sounds." + +I passed a delightful hour with the Councillor in his lovely garden, +which was carefully and tastefully kept. He had been very fortunate in +cultivating roses, and I was obliged to permit him to pluck a lovely +one for me from every bush. + +"She loved roses, and cared for them above all things," were his words +while he handed me the nosegay. + +According to promise, Ludwig returned, bringing Ikwarte with him. He +had written to Conny and Wolfgang to come to town. He told us that he +had caused his name, and also Wolfgang's and Ikwarte's, to be entered +with the Sanitary Corps. They wore the white band with the red cross on +their arms, and soon started in the direction of the Rhine to join the +main army. + +Conny went home with me. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +When we reached the saw-mill, a wood-cutter was waiting for me, and +told me that Rautenkron, the forester, urgently requested that I would +come to him at the bone-mill which lay in the adjacent Ilgen valley. + +The wood-cutter told me that one could hardly recognize +Rautenkron--something horrible must have happened to him. + +I found Rautenkron seated in the bone-miller's room. He said to the +miller, "Put enough bones into your kiln, old Adam, so that you may +keep away for an hour, and then go and leave us by ourselves." + +The miller left. + +"Take a seat," he said, in a tone to which I was unused in him; his +features and his manner seemed changed. + +After a forced laugh, he thus began: "I have bought my bones back from +this man--I had sold them to him for a bottle of gentian; and it used +to amuse me to think how my noble self would, at some future time, be +converted into grass and flowers on the hillside, and perhaps furnish +food for cattle. + +"But, pardon me," he said, interrupting himself; "forgive me, I beg of +you; I ought not to address you in that tone. Forget this, and listen +to me with patience. I will confide my last will to you; you have often +provoked me, but now I am glad that you are here. The thought of you +followed me in the woods, sat by me at my bedside, and has deprived me +of rest. I have always wanted to learn what your weak side was, and now +I have found it out. + +"My father was a worldly-wise man. He divided mankind into two +classes--charlatans and weaklings. He maintained that in all that is +termed love, be it love of woman or love of the people, there is a +large portion of charlatanry, which at first consciously, and afterward +without our knowing it, deceives both ourselves and others. You are not +a charlatan--but you are vain. + +"Do not shake your head, for it is so. Of course, vanity is not a vice; +but it is a weakness, for it shows dependence on others. You offered +your hand to Funk, because you felt too weak to have an enemy running +about in this world. Since I have made that discovery and convinced +myself on that point, you no longer worry me. You too have your share +in the misery that belongs to the species of vermin that terms itself +man. It is out at last--now I have nothing more against you. Indeed, I +cannot better prove this than by the fact of my asking you to help me. +Usually, I have not required the assistance of others, but now I need +yours; and I think that is enough to make you feel that you must aid +me." + +I consented, but in my own mind I felt a dread of this man, who, in his +bitter candor, seemed much more terrible than when taciturn. + +"I request, nay I demand--" he continued--"do not interrupt me; let me +speak for myself. + +"Do you know who I am? For years, I have been called by a strange name. +You cannot imagine how pleasant it is to be so constantly a masker, in +the mummery known as life. I shall not, at present, mention my true +name, but you may rest assured it is an old and a noble one, and +related to that of Johannisberg. + +"My father--he was indeed my father--had become reduced, and he led a +merry life, although I did not know where the means came from. At a +later day, I discovered all. He purchased a captaincy for me. +'Purchased,' he said, but it had really, so to say, been presented to +him. He had carried others' hides to market; perhaps a couple of human +skins to be tanned. His master had many of these tanners in the state +_vade mecums_ known as prisons. + +"I was, as I have told you, a captain at Mayence, and my father lived +near there, at Wiesbaden. He was known as Hofrath. + +"I do not know whether what people call conscience ever pricked him, +but he was always merry and fond of good living, and enjoyed it as much +as the stupidest monk might do. He would always say to me, 'Conrad, +life is a comedy; he who does not take it in that light, but looks upon +it in a serious manner, spoils his own game.' + +"I thought I had much to tell you, but I have not. My story is simply +this: + +"My father had a habit of asking me about my comrades,--what they were +doing, what they were thinking of, and to whom they wrote; and I +faithfully told him all I knew. You may believe me! I, too, was once +open-hearted. But, one day, two of my comrades were suddenly cashiered. +Letters of theirs had been found--not found, but sought--which, it was +said, contained treasonable expressions. All of us at the garrison were +beside ourselves with surprise, and I suspected nothing. + +"Until the year 1848, our regiments had recruiting stations where +soldiers were enlisted and received a good bounty. In a Gallician +regiment which formed part of the garrison of the fortress--there were +also Italian regiments in it--a very clever young Pole had been +enlisted. He learned the drill, was a good horseman, and his captain +wished that he would study German, in order that he might become an +officer; but he did not care to do so, and said that he could not +write. One day we learned that he had deserted. They found a letter +from him, although he had said that he could not write. It was in +choice French, thanked the captain for his kind treatment, and added +that he had come and gone by the command of others, high in station. +For some days they spoke of the fact that the Russians were even more +successful than we as spies. For this man had evidently joined us only +in order to inform himself as to the disposition of the Gallicians. It +did not strike me at first, but afterward I could not but notice the +fact that they always talked to me about spies. + +"A young Prince joined our regiment. He became an intimate associate of +mine, and seemed to take a special liking to me. My father seemed much +pleased with this, but gave me less money than he had formerly done. I +was obliged to borrow from the young Prince and to ask favors at his +hands. Yes, the world is wise, if one only knew it at the right time. I +found it out too late. Is it not ingenious, and does it not do all +honor to the human intellect, to discover that it is well to incur an +obligation in order to acquire more perfect confidence on the part of +those to whom we owe a debt? Although the lynx out there is ever so +cunning, it cannot do such work; that is reserved for the image of God. + +"One day my father said to me--yes, my father--'Conrad, (that is my +baptismal name), 'you are now employed at the officers' quarters; the +adjutant of the post cannot be trusted; be careful that you get hold of +something that involves him; but let it be in writing. That aroused my +suspicions that something was wrong. One day, a fellow-officer said to +me, 'There is a spy in our regiment,' and all the other comrades +laughed. I challenged the one who had thus spoken to me, and--shot him. + +"But I am anticipating--I must first tell you of another matter. I +always had a great desire to be a forester. I often begged my father to +permit me to leave the army, but he would not consent. And I would have +been so glad to marry and live quietly in the woods; for I had a child, +a lovely, beautiful child. + +"And then, on account of the duel, I was imprisoned in the citadel. No +comrade visited me. + +"When I left the prison, my child and the mother had vanished. She had +received a letter, in my handwriting--my father knew how to imitate the +writing of others--in which was contained a considerable sum, to enable +her to emigrate--and she had left. A companion of hers in the ballet, +who had been a suitor for her affection, and had, heretofore, been +rejected, had accompanied her. + +"My papers had been confiscated, and I feel quite sure that it was done +at my father's instance, for he distrusted me, and wished to get me out +of harm's way. + +"Among them there was also a memento of my beloved; it was a little +narrow red ribbon tied in a knot and torn off at both ends. She had +given it to me in a happy moment, and I had fastened it on a sheet of +paper and had written under it 'talisman.' + +"All of my papers were returned to me, but not the ribbon. My father +had sent it in the letter to my beloved, and had, moreover, written, in +my name, 'By this sign I request you to obey the bearer of this in all +that he may require of you.' + +"My father said to me: 'She whom you call your wife has left by my +orders.' Through a former friend of hers, I received a letter in which +she asked me whether I had caused the child to be taken from her; +because it had suddenly vanished about the time the vessel was +leaving." + +"What ails you? What alarms you?" suddenly exclaimed Rautenkron. + +I controlled myself and begged him to go on with his story. + +"I left my father and led an adventurous life. Pshaw! I have even been +croupier at a gaming-table. And there I heard that my father was dead. +On the day before, I had seen him staking rouleaus of gold--he had not +recognized me. + +"By chance I made the acquaintance of Baron Arven, and through him I +received the appointment of forester in his woods, after having, as +assistant-forester, learned my profession from Hartriegel. + +"I bear a strange name, and shall die with it. But, before I die, I +shall put my living bones to use. + +"I could not make up my mind, but now something has helped me to +decide. The engineer whom you are employing down by the new mill which +you are building is one of my victims. I recognized him at once, +although he has changed greatly. I do not know whether he remembered +me, but I almost believe that he did. He looked at me carelessly and +then turned away. It is well that I have had a look at one of my +victims. That destroyed the last traces of indolence and the desire to +hide myself from the world. I must and will live. The French are +coming. They have made all preparations to burn our woods. The little +spectacled forest Junker--you know that I dislike him; he still acts, +the proud and overbearing corps student, and, besides that, is happily +married, has a fine hearty wife and boys like young wolves. I have +always avoided him; but I met him to-day and he handed me the French +newspaper, in which it is joyfully proclaimed that our woods will soon +be in flames. When I read that, I fled. That was enough for me. I am a +good shot. If they wish me to, I can single out my man among the enemy +and bring him down at the first fire. The little forest Junker has +promised to look after my duties as forester. He said that would be the +same as helping in the war, as he could not leave home. Let him make a +virtue of it if he chooses. My woods are in safe hands, and I can go." + +He now requested me to use my influence with my son-in-law, the +Colonel, and I faithfully promised that I would. + +I asked him whether he had no memento of the mother and the child. He +said that he had none. + +"And has the child, perhaps, a keepsake from you?" + +"I can remember none. But, yes! When I saw it for the last time, I +brought it cakes in a satchel on which was embroidery representing a +dog holding a bird between his teeth." + +My hair stood on end. + +"What was the name of your child?" + +"Conradine." + +"Then all agrees--Martella is your child." + +And the man seized my arm as if he would break it, and gave a cry like +a felled ox. + +After a while, he regained his self-control. We hurried to the village. +On the way, he told me that he would now confess to me that he had had +a letter from Ernst. He was in Algiers; had entered the army there and +had become an officer. He had told me nothing about it, because he had +thought it was of no use. Ernst had also given him messages for his +betrothed: but he had always kept them to himself. "Spare me all +reproaches," he concluded; "I am punished bitterly enough. Oh, if they +had only been united! How shall I utter the word 'child,' and how can I +listen to the word 'father'?" + +When, after leaving the saw-mill, we began to ascend the hill, he +called out in a hoarse voice: "It was here, in this spot, that she +stepped down from the wagon in the twilight. Here, by this very tree, I +heard her voice. It was that of her mother--I could not believe it at +the time. Here, by this very tree." + +Rothfuss came towards us. "Have you seen her--is she with you?" + +"Whom do you mean?" + +"She is gone off with Lerz the baker, who has become a sutler. Oh, the +damned hound!" + +"Who?" + +"Martella is gone!" + +Rautenkron grasped a young tree by the roadside, and broke it in two; +then he sank on his knees. We lifted him up. + +"It is right thus. So it should be," he said. "Here, on this very +spot--do you remember?--I warned you when your wife went to bring her +home. Tell me, wise man, what was that? I heard something in her voice, +and did not wish to believe it. Turenne," he said, turning to his dog, +"you killed her dog. Be quiet; I told you to do it." + +He followed us to the house, but did not utter a word on the way. + +We went to her room. She had taken nothing with her but the embroidered +satchel, which, before that, had always hung over the mirror; and also +Ernst's prize cup. The clothes that she had inherited from my wife she +had carefully arranged and placed to one side. + +We asked Rothfuss how long it was since she had disappeared. + +They had been hunting for her ever since the morning of the day before, +but in vain. No sign of where she had gone could be found. + +Rautenkron left the room and went out into the garden. He sat there for +a long while, holding his rifle between his knees. I begged him to +return to the house with me. He was looking on the ground, and did not +raise his head. I asked him to give me his rifle. He looked up towards +me, and, with a strange smile, said: "Don't be alarmed; I am not such a +fool as to shoot myself." + +I walked away. A little while afterward, I heard a shot, and hurried +out again. Rautenkron sat there, holding his gun with both hands, but +his beautiful brown spaniel lay dead at his feet. + +When he saw me, he exclaimed: + +"Now I am quite alone. I had intended to give Turenne to you, but it is +better thus. The beast might have been stupid enough to long for me." + +The sound of drums was heard from over the hills. The Colonel arrived +with his regiment, and all hurried out to meet him. + +And the Englishman stood at the brook, angling. + + + + + + BOOK FIFTH. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +Trumpets sounded, drums rolled, and songs from thousands of voices were +heard in the valley and on the hills. All was joyous commotion. Thus, +singing, does a nation take the field for its protection and salvation. + +In the midst of anxiety for great things, for one's country, we ought +to be troubled by no mere personal cares. But who can avoid them? The +general sorrow is infinitely divided, and every one must bear his +share. + +That my son-in-law, two grandchildren, and a faithful servant had gone +to face the dangers of the battlefield, was a sorrow like that which +many thousands besides myself had to bear. What a heavy burden is that +borne by the lonely widow down by the rock! But the knowledge that one +child is already in the whirlpool of trouble, and is dragging another +after him--that has been given to me alone. How often it occurred to me +at that time: had my wife but lived to see the uprising of our +Fatherland! It was better thus. She was spared the sight of our +youngest son enrolled in the enemy's ranks. That phrase from the Bible, +which, when thinking of her, I had so often consoled myself with, +remained true: "But for the elect those days shall be shortened." Why +had Rautenkron, after keeping his story so long to himself, now +divulged it? Had the secret become too burdensome? And why did he cast +the load on me? Enough, I had to overcome it. + +The presence of my son-in-law had given me new courage, and I agreed +with Rothfuss, who said, "When the Colonel is about, every one is more +erect in his movements. Yes, he commands even when he says nothing." + +I had never seen the Colonel thus. Such joviality beamed from his face +that a glance from him was strengthening and reassuring. His only fear +was that a premature peace might be concluded with the insolent +successor of the tyrant, before all was decided by battle! + +Our village and the entire neighborhood were in commotion while the +regiment was quartered there. They even constructed a redoubt on +Silvertop. + +My son-in-law confided to me that the redoubt was perhaps unnecessary, +but that his men would lose their good qualities if allowed to lounge +about idly; he also hoped that the news of their doings would spread +across the Rhine. + +The peasants became refractory, and appointed a deputation, and among +them was their ruler, the meadow farmer. They said that they had not +forgotten how dreadfully the French had behaved in 1796, on account of +the building of a fortification in the neighborhood. But the Colonel +announced that whoever opposed any military ordinance, would be +brought before a court-martial and shot forthwith. From that moment my +son-in-law received the name of "Colonel Forthwith." Several of the +most notable farmers from the neighboring valley, earnest, patriotic +men, led by the burgomaster of Kalkenbach, wanted me to help them to an +interview with the colonel. They complained that a young lieutenant +wanted to destroy the bridges over the creek, and that he was about to +cast burning rosin and tar-barrels into the stream, without reflecting +that he thereby ran the risk of setting fire to the whole valley. + +The Colonel countermanded this at once. He sent small detachments +hither and thither in all directions to build camp-fires on all the +hills, leaving often only men enough about them to keep up the fires, +which were visible from across the Rhine. + +People were to be made to believe that a large army was collected here, +and he therefore notified all the towns and villages lying far beyond +our valley, of the fact that large numbers of soldiers would be +quartered there. On the houses they would chalk the number of men and +of horses that were to be provided for. To judge by appearances, it +seemed as if hundreds of thousands were at hand. + +The Colonel asked Rothfuss if he knew any French sympathizers. He +evidently wished that the French should get the most alarming news from +us. Rothfuss thought that Funk would be his man; but when my son-in-law +consulted me about Funk, I dissuaded him from employing such an +instrument. Rothfuss then brought us the news that a journeyman baker +from Alsace, who had worked for Lerz, was prowling around and preparing +to return home. + +The Colonel got Rothfuss to carry the news to this journeyman, that +more than a hundred thousand men were encamped in the forest. The few +pieces of artillery under his command were constantly moved from place +to place, so that all were led to suppose that he had a large number of +guns. + +The Colonel had orders, in case the enemy should advance on us, to +destroy the roads; we supposed that Napoleon's plan must be to separate +North and South Germany by a sudden invasion. This was no small matter: +we were the first who would have to resist the shock of the enemy's +advance, and, so far as I could learn, I felt that the main forces of +Germany could not furnish us with immediate protection. We would be +sacrificed first, and afterwards would be helped by an offensive +movement from the Middle Rhine region. + +Rautenkron received, provisionally, the uniform of a hospital steward; +for the Colonel was waiting for permission to enroll him. I was present +when he asked Rautenkron: + +"Do you speak French well?" + +"Perfectly." + +The Colonel whispered something to him; but Rautenkron with burning +cheeks, cried: + +"I can never do that; never!" + +He then talked confidentially and excitedly to the Colonel; I believe +he imparted to him his real name. + +The Colonel then ordered him, as he was so well acquainted with the +wooded heights, to attend to the further extension of the camp-fires on +their tops. + +Conny carefully helped in attending to the wants of the numerous +garrison. The soldiers were treated in the best manner by the +villagers, all of whom were anxious to do their share in the good work. + +The old meadow farmer was the only one who did not show himself. He, +who was always either at his door or window, and who stopped every +passer-by to have a chat which should drive dull care away, lay in his +little back room and declared that he was ill. + +Carl's mother, on the contrary, did not stay in her house for a minute. +She would approach one group of soldiers after another, and ask each +man if he had a mother at home. And then she would begin to talk of her +Carl, how he was in the lancers, and how they could hunt through every +regiment and not find a better or a handsomer fellow. The two sons, who +were working as carpenters, had estranged themselves from their mother. +They lived down in the valley, and did not even visit her on Sundays. +They boasted in the taverns that they could sing French songs. + +While all this bustle was going on, I was constantly searching for +Martella. + +Rothfuss was of opinion that she had escaped in male attire; for, +wherever he asked after Lerz, the baker,--he had quickly lost all +traces of him, however,--he was told of a young man that had been in +his company, and who would never enter the room with him. + +The Colonel had, of course, no time to sympathize with my concern about +Martella, and once when I spoke of her he said: + +"We should be glad to be thus rid of her. Such a creature does not, +after all, belong in our family. You and mother have very likely been +wasting all your kindness on an unworthy person." + +I did not agree with him. Yes, now at last I could understand many +things in Martella' s disposition that had heretofore been mysteries to +me. But I dared not talk about them, and the time to mourn for a single +grief had not arrived. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +On the evening of the last day of July, the Colonel returned, heated +from the effects of a long ride. A sharpshooter brought in a despatch. +He opened it, and forthwith sent his adjutant off; then he asked me to +have a good bottle of wine brought up, and to sit down beside him. He +confided to me that his detachment was getting ready to march, that he +would move off by daylight, and that he would leave but a few men +behind to attend to the campfires. I became much moved on Bertha's +account, and asked the Colonel whether he had any wishes which he +desired to have attended to. + +"No," answered he, "my will is in the hands of Herr Offenheimer, the +lawyer. But the time is come for me to speak to you, dear father, of +myself. Perhaps we shall never be together again. I do not wish to +leave the world and not be really understood by you." + +And so, leaning back in the large chair, he began in his peculiarly +sonorous, firm voice: "I do not like to speak of myself. I have learned +to move through life with closed lips. You are my father, and were my +comrade in a bold and hazardous undertaking. I am your pupil, although +you have shown great discretion in keeping everything from me which +might interfere with the profession I was to follow. Without your +knowing it, I developed at an early age. When crossing the prison yard +as a boy, I often saw the brother of Bertha's mother leaning against +the iron bars; The picture of this refined man, with his delicate +features, his large eye, his white brow, and light beard, haunted me in +my dreams. Do criminals look like that? I do not know whether my +childish heart put that question, but I believe it did. I stood on the +balcony as they carried his body away. I saw it placed on the wagon. At +that moment a feeling awoke in me that there are other and higher +objects in this world than princes, discipline, parole, epaulettes, and +orders. + +"On that same day, I heard, for the first time, the words, _German +unity_. It became a sort of secret watchword for me; of that I am sure. +My father spoke of the noble enthusiast; the post-adjutant called him a +demagogue. I looked the word up in my Greek dictionary. + +"I entered the military school. I learned about the Greek and Roman +heroes; I heard of Socrates, and always pictured him to myself like the +pale man behind the prison bars. I soon became reserved, and kept my +thoughts to myself; outwardly I was obedient and punctilious. My father +became commandant of the capital; as ensign, I was appointed as page to +our Prince. I was present at the great festivities in honor of the sons +of Louis Philippe, who were visiting our Court. I heard some one in the +crowd say they were only princes of the revolution. I studied modern +history in secret. The Opposition in our Parliament was also often +discussed. I heard some names mentioned with derision and hate--yes, +with scorn. These men were pointed out to me in the street. I did not +understand how they could thus walk the streets, since they were in +opposition to our Prince. + +"The year 1848 came. The men that had been named with scorn became +ministers of state; they were entitled the saviours of the Fatherland. + +"On that 6th of August, on which we did homage to the regent Archduke +John, I was as in a dream. The face of that man behind the prison bars +accompanied me everywhere. That for which he suffered and died--had it +not come? What are we soldiers? Are we nothing but the body-guard of +the Prince? Against whom are we fighting? + +"Soldiering does not allow of much thinking. In the spring of 1849 we +took the field. The first order I gave was directed against the +revolutionary volunteers; the first man I killed looked wonderfully +like him who had been behind the bars. I tried to forget all this, and +succeeded. Then I met you and Bertha. + +"What has happened since, you know; what went on within me I will not +bring to light. + +"For a long time I have lived quietly, and have worked industriously. I +desired, above all things, to be a good soldier; to be well grounded in +my profession. + +"I had asked for leave of absence to fight the Circassians; I wanted to +see real war. Leave was not granted me, but I was appointed as teacher +in the school for non-commissioned officers. I studied many things +there, and worked earnestly with my friend, Professor Rolunt. + +"In 1859 I felt our alienation most bitterly. We were not allowed to +join in the Schiller festival. What would our civilization be without +our poets? Whole dynasties of princes can be wiped away, and no one +misses them; but just think of Schiller's name and works being +obliterated! And why should we soldiers not join in the festivities? +Has he not elevated our Fatherland and all of us? But he who would have +dared to give utterance to such thoughts at that time would have been +cashiered. + +"In the year 1866, I had the good fortune to fight against a foreign +foe in Schleswig-Holstein, and while at the front was promoted to a +captaincy. I had a major who was, now that I consider it, merely +stupid, and who was, therefore, of most revolting military orthodoxy. +Had he not been of noble birth, he would scarcely have been made a +woodcutter. As it was, he barely managed to get himself advanced in +grade. As long as I was a lieutenant, it was easier to bear; but when I +was made a company commander, I was inwardly rebellious and had to +remain silent. Yes, you political gentlemen complain of tyranny, but we +suffer far more from it than you do. Discipline is necessary, but to +bear with such blockheads who disgrace you, and can do nothing but +curse and swear--and this fellow did not even understand his duties--is +harder than you think. + +"The year 1866 came. No one, not even you, could see what was going on +within me. My misery began. What are we? Were we to have a different +commander every day? We were--now I can utter the word--prĉtorians, +nothing else; and Prussia is quite right in altering our military +system. We must know who our chief is. Up to now, we merely fought as +soldiers, and dared not ask what the end would be. Everything was +discipline; we partook of the Lord's Supper on account of discipline, +and as an example for the troops. + +"When Annette's husband fell, I thought him lucky; I had a wife and +child, and yet wished for death. That fratricidal war was fortunately +soon over. I can see now that it was necessary for our preparation. My +feelings always revolted at the recollection of it, but now events are +at hand which will remove those memories. I shuddered when I learned +that monuments were being raised to those who had fallen in 1866. Now I +can see that they have died twice over for their Fatherland; they had +already sacrificed their hearts while living. Our profession is now at +last in entire sympathy with the nation's wishes, and it is revolting +that those who call themselves 'liberals' refuse to acknowledge the +'casus belli.'" + +"Is the Prince aware of the patriotic ideas which you have kept to +yourself for so long a time?" I asked as the Colonel paused. + +"No! at least I do not think so! He merely knows that I sometimes write +for our Military Journal, and that I am a good soldier. I never dreamt +that I would be appointed Minister of War. And on that night I knew +that we were simply to act as a reserve, and to be a sort of target for +the enemy's bullets. You must surely have been of the same opinion." + +I could not boast of having been so wise. + +But the time had not come to think of the past. The Colonel gave me a +copy of his will, which I was to deposit with the recorder. He did this +calmly, without showing the slightest emotion. A few hours later we +went to bed. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +The _reveille_ was sounded. The soldiers marched off, and nearly the +whole town, young and old, followed them on their way. When I saw these +merry men, and thought in how short a time so many of them would lie +down in death, I became oppressed with the thought that I had raised my +voice for war. But this feeling soon passed away. We are acting in +self-defence, and this will bring about a happy ending, for we shall no +longer have to live in dread of the insolence and presumption of our +neighbors. + +The soldiers sang as they marched along, and up by the newspaper-tree +sat Carl's mother, looking at them passing by. Marie stood at her side, +but the old woman motioned her away, and when I asked her to return +home with us, she said: + +"I have seen the thousands and thousands of mothers, who bore them all +in pain, and have cared for and raised them, floating in the air over +their heads. O my Carl! Have you heard nothing of him yet?" + +We found it difficult to get her back to the village. Marie walked +along at her side, and said: + +"Do you know what I should like to be?" + +"What?" + +"Do you hear the hawk that is circling in the air over the hill-top? +Alas, you cannot hear him, but you can see him. Like him, I should wish +to fly, and I would fly to Charles and back again, and tell you +everything." + +The village and the country round about had been in an uproar; but now +that the troops had left, everything was wonderfully quiet. Rothfuss +was right; for if we had not seen the occasional remains of a +camp-fire, we would not have known that the soldiers had been there. +The old meadow farmer, who had been pensioned off by his son, and whom +the departure of the troops had aroused, sat at his door, and seemed to +enjoy watching the little pigs that were disporting themselves in the +gutter. + +A little coach stood before him, in which lay a child that he had to +feed with milk; for his son wanted to get all he could from his father. +He thought of nothing but the increase of his property, and acted +meanly towards his father. He made him presents of the cheapest kind of +tobacco, so that he should not buy an expensive sort; but the old man +saw through the trick, and gave the tobacco money away, so that his son +should not inherit it. + +I gladly avoided all intercourse with these people. + +As I approached the house, the old man beckoned to me to come to him, +and, like a child, told me of his latest pleasure. + +"I kept them locked up in my room as long as the soldiers were here. +Soldiers have a great liking for such tender morsels. I used to be so +myself." + +I knew, of course, that he was talking about his pigs, and he added as +a sort of consolation: + +"Yes, yes, Mr. Ex-Burgomaster"--he gave me my title--"yes, yes, you are +also retired at last, and squat by the stove. Yes, yes, we are old +fellows and must stick at home, while the young ones are out yonder, +fighting the enemy." + +The old man kept on steadily smoking his pipe, and talked of war times, +and particularly of the Russian campaign, of which he was a survivor. +But on this day I could not listen to him, and while walking home I +began thinking, am I really fit for nothing but to observe from afar +the great deeds that are now being wrought? + +Just as I was turning away from the old man, his son, the meadow +farmer, came along with a large load of hay, and said in a mocking +manner, "The French let us gather our hay; our houses will burn so much +the better when they come to set them on fire." Then he added with +malicious pleasure, "Your house is insured, but there is no insurance +on your woods." Here he laughed aloud. When troubles are on us, a man's +true nature shows itself. + +After telling me his fears, he repeated them more fully to Rothfuss. +The latter shifted his pipe from one side of his mouth to the other, +and asked, "What would you give not to suffer any damage?" + +"How? what do you mean? + +"They won't hurt my house; my father has the cross of St. Helena. And I +have no cash. I can swear that I haven't a farthing in the house." + +He spoke the truth, for he had buried his money. + +"You need no money; it's something else. Do you know the story of the +dragon of Rockesberg?" + +"What do you want? What do you mean?" + +"Why, to quiet the dragon, they had to sacrifice a maiden." + +"Those are old tales. Don't try to make a fool of me. If you want a +fool, whittle one for yourself." + +"Stay! I know how you can buy yourself free. You needn't deliver your +daughter Marie to the dragon. Will you promise to give her to Carl in +case everything should turn out well?" + +"Ho! he'll never come back." + +"But in case he should?" + +"Well--do you think that will be of any use?" + +"Certainly. Such a promise will save you." + +"You ought to be ashamed of yourself for being so superstitious. You +are a fool," said the meadow farmer, and went off. + +The exciting events of the last few days had so entirely exhausted me +that I could not keep my eyes open in the day-time, if I sat down; and +I was so tired. I still refused to believe that I was growing old. But +I was strongly reminded of it, for I feared to die. Formerly, since I +stood alone, I thought death an easy matter; now I wanted to live long +enough to be laid in the soil of a united Fatherland. + +I was much refreshed by the arrival of Julius's wife. When I awoke from +my afternoon nap and saw her standing before me, it seemed as if it +were my wife in her youth. She had a most charming presence, and the +resignation with which she bore her separation from husband and brother +gave great impressiveness to her manner. Every movement of hers had a +quiet grace. She lived in entire harmony with my daughter-in-law Conny; +and these two children, who had now become mine, petted and caressed me +with such kindness and consideration, and listened so attentively to +all I said, that I could speak to them of things which I usually kept +to myself. Martha was an adept in making remarkably beautiful bouquets +out of grasses and wild flowers, and when I entered the room in the +morning, I always found a fresh nosegay on the table. She was such a +pleasant table companion that the dishes tasted twice as good, and I +soon regained my strength. + +Marie often came to visit me. Martha felt very kindly towards the girl; +besides, there was a bond of union between them, for each had her +greatest treasure in the field. + +Marie had hitherto confided in no one in the village; for it would be +contrary to the peasant's standard of honor to tell any one how she +loved, and what her father made her suffer. Her grandfather +strengthened her in her love, and when I said that the old fellow did +it merely to hurt his son's feelings, Martha declared I was wronging +him. + +Martha, like my wife, embellished what she looked upon. The light of +her eyes made all things radiant with light, and as a happy young wife +she was particularly inclined to favor and give consolation in an +unhappy love affair. Forgetting all her own troubles, she gave me a +lively account of the patience and energy with which Marie worked, +while her father would go about the house, scolding and cursing, +because he now was forced to do things which his servants had formerly +attended to. Yesterday, while she was engaged in stacking some green +clover, the father called out in the direction of the shed behind the +cattle-rack. "To whom are you talking there?" + +"To him." + +"To whom?" + +Marie shoved the clover aside, and said, "Father, look at me! Can you +not see that it is written here that Carl loves me? There is not a spot +in my face that he has not kissed. See here, father, look at this +half-ducat. We chopped one in two; Charles has the other half. There!" + +Then she piled the clover up again so that her father should not see +her. He kept on cursing and swearing. She was glad, however, that she +had spoken out at last. Still, Marie was greatly embarrassed. The +little circle in which she moved was her world, and she could not bear +being talked about by the world, for preferring the son of the poorest +cottager to the son of the rich miller. + +On the other hand, she took great pleasure in hearing Carl discussed. +He had always said, "I don't like it that Marie is so rich. I don't +need much. If I have enough to eat and drink and my clothes, I am +satisfied; and if I have any children, they shall be like me in this +respect. I do not care to be like the great farmers, and have money in +the funds. I do not find that they are happier, more jovial, and +healthier than their servants." + +The schoolmaster also spoke of Carl: "He was my best pupil, and learnt +the most; and when, as a soldier, he received his first furlough, he +came to visit me first of all. He waited before the door until the +school was dismissed, when he accompanied me home and thanked me. Yes, +he will succeed in life." + +In short, Carl has the qualities which we wish the people to possess: +he is bright, clever, and active; is not dissatisfied with his lot, and +is modest and frugal. + +Martha did not merely place the flowers from the meadow before me, she +also brought blossoms from the kind hearts of our villagers; for, as +beautiful flowers grow among nettles, so can genuine feeling be found +coupled with rudeness. We had to return to our quiet life, for, in +spite of our heavy thoughts which were far away, the present demanded +our attention. + +In irrigating our meadows, we were frequently forced to protect +ourselves against the tricks of the meadow farmer. The traps are set in +the evening, and at night or early in the morning they are drawn up; +for the meadows need cool water, that which the sun has warmed being +injurious. + +As the meadow farmer did not sleep well, he used to go out to the ditch +and turn our water into his meadows. + +Rothfuss found this out, and I caught the meadow farmer stealing the +water. He feared the French, and yet he tried to rob his neighbors. + +Martha, when she heard of this, thought that his love for his meadows +might excuse this wickedness; but my daughter-in-law reproved her with +a severity which I had never observed before. She looked upon such +trespassing as being a most serious matter; for the growth of all that +belongs to us out of doors depends on public confidence. + +Alas! how we cared for such little matters, while such great affairs +were being settled yonder. The French might come upon us at any moment. +But it is always thus. You stoop to pick a strawberry, and do not +notice the mountain range. Why, as I was walking through the woods I +was delighted at the prospect of a good crop of huckleberries. This is +of importance to the poor people; for the productions which those who +are better off do not care to cultivate, furnish food for the poor. + +On the evening of the 1st of August, I was again on top of the +Hochspitz Mountain, where Wolfgang had been with me the last time. The +whole valley of the Rhine was bathed in the glow of the setting sun, +which filled the air like a golden stream, and beyond lay the blue +Vosges Mountains. + +What is going on there? Will the French soon be here, killing and +burning as they go? + +To protect the pine-tree seeds against the birds, Wolfgang had placed +brushwood over the spot on which he had sowed them. This had already +become dry, and the leaves, therefore, covered the ground from which +the young plants were starting. + +On my way home I could hear the murmur of the brook below; and +everything was so still, that I could even hear the noise made by the +fountain in front of my house. Sometimes the shrill sound of the +saw-mill would be carried up to me by the breeze. The grain-fields were +in bloom; a nourishing haze lay upon them; the forest-trees were +silently growing; the sun shone so clear by day; the moon was so bright +by night. We seemed to be separated from that world in which a dreadful +slaughter was just beginning. + +The next morning I looked from out my quiet home, into the far +distance. It had rained during the night. Everything was cooled off, +the sun shone brightly, and the air from the fields was most +refreshing. We had brought in our hay the day before, and the +thunder-storm during the night had nourished the meadows. It seemed as +if the myriads of refreshed plants joyfully gave token of new vigor. I +said to myself: Thus may it be with our country and our people; +perhaps, while you slept, a dreadful storm--and, let us hope, a +beneficent one--may have passed over us. + +Just then Joseph brought the news: "Fighting has begun. We have been +beaten at Saarbrücken." + +"None of our people are there: only Prussians are there," cried +Rothfuss. + +Joseph saw how angry these words made me, and, to turn away my wrath, +he begun to tell about Funk, who was down in the tavern boasting of his +knowledge of French, and saying that he would get along with the +Frenchmen. He also had several little books for sale, from which the +ordinary French phrases could be learnt. + +Funk went about in jack-boots, carrying on a heavy business in grain, +butter, and bacon with the army. Schweitzer-Schmalz had advanced him +money for the purpose. He boasted of his generosity in putting the poor +fellow on his feet, but at the same time had wisely bargained for the +lion's share of the profits. + +An hour afterwards, the wife of the councillor sent word that the news +of our defeat was false. + +That afternoon a message came from Hartriegel, informing us that, from +the top of a hill in his neighborhood, a great movement of the opposing +armies could be seen. I hurried up there with Joseph, Martha, and +Conny. The engineer, who had been engaged at a neighboring stone-quarry +while the troops had been stationed about us, reappeared and +accompanied us. + +We stood on the top of the tower of the ruined castle and gazed over +into Alsace, where we could see the movements of the battle. + +It was going on near Weissenburg, the region which was so familiar to +me. Looking on thus from a distance, with fear and trembling as we saw +the sudden flashes, the clouds of smoke, the burning villages, and +hearing, occasionally, the sound of the guns which the echo from the +hills brought us--all this oppressed me so much that Martha persuaded +me to take some wine. It went hard with me to do so, for I first had to +drown the thought of the many men yonder who might be restored to life +if we could but wet their lips. + +Martha prayed; I could only think of the new epoch that was just +beginning. Happiness and victory must be the share of those who desire +their own good and that of others. One great step was already gained, +for the war had been carried into the enemy's country. + +We did not return before nightfall. Joseph drove to town to bring the +latest news. The morrow came, so calm and clear. What has been the +result? + +At noon a shot was fired down at the saw-mill; this was the signal that +Joseph was to give in case we had triumphed. He came and brought the +news of the glorious victory at Wörth. + +"We have beaten the French on their own ground," he cried; "it _was_ +their own ground, but it must be ours again. Our boys were there," he +added, after a pause. "Father! sisters! let us be prepared for +everything." + +Our resolve was a timely one. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +Martha, who had hitherto shown such self-possession, was now seized +with the greatest anxiety. She changed color constantly. She tried in +vain to control her feelings, but at last her anxiety as well as mine +became so great that we drove to the city. The crops were being already +gathered from such fields as lay facing the south; nearly all the +reapers were women. + +While driving up the hill towards the court-house, I saw Edward Levi, +the iron merchant, turn about suddenly as he caught sight of us and go +towards his house. That was not the way he usually received us; so at +once I feared that there was some bad news awaiting us, and that he did +not wish to be the first one to tell it to us. + +We halted before the court-house, but no one came to the windows; no +one came to meet us. We went upstairs into the hall. The councillor's +wife stood by the round table in the centre. She kept her hand on the +table for a moment; then advancing towards Martha, and taking her hand, +she said, "I awaited you here; I did not wish to cause you any emotion +on the stairs, much less in the street. Your brother--dear Martha--your +brother--died--an heroic death." + +She said this with a firm voice; but when she had finished, she sobbed +aloud and embraced Martha. The latter sank down beside her. We raised +her; her faintness was of short duration, and her mother whispered, +"Don't be alarmed! the shock will not harm her." + +"My brother!" cried Martha, "I shall never see you more; never call you +brother again. Pardon me, mother, I distress you instead of helping +you. Where is father?" + +"He is gone to the battle-field with Baron Arven. He has telegraphed +that he is bringing the body with him. Ludwig, Wolfgang, and that +sturdy Ikwarte are of the greatest assistance to him." + +"Where is my sister?" + +"She is at work in the town-hall. That is the best, the only thing to +do--to care for others while you are bowed down with grief. As soon as +you are restored, we will go to work together. Only do not idly mourn +now! I have had your brother's room put in order; we will take charge +of some wounded man and nurse him." + +Martha looked wonderingly at her mother. How was such self-control +possible! That is the blessing which long and careful culture brings, +while it, at the same time, strengthens the moral sense. Her mother was +dressed with care; she looked as she did in more peaceful days, and +displayed no emotion, deeply as her heart was torn by the loss of her +dearly beloved son. She told me that a messenger had come after +bandages and to get help for the battle-field, and that her husband had +sent word by him that the young lieutenant had been the first officer +that had fallen. He had not been rash, but had moved forward at the +head of his men with steadfast courage, had broken the ranks of the +enemy, and, while crying, "The day is ours! the day is ours!" he had +fallen with a bullet in his heart. + +Martha was now restored, and a half hour after our arrival we were on +our way to the town-hall. Her sister, who was engaged in cutting out +garments, came towards us, gave Martha her hand, and repressed the +rising tears. She spoke softly to Martha: she evidently begged her not +to give vent to her grief before those who were present. Martha +accompanied her quietly to the table, and helped to spread out the +linen. + +The daughter of Councillor Reckingen, who was just budding into +womanhood, and who had hitherto been a stubborn, proud girl, lording it +over every one, sat among the workers and was in entire harmony with +them, while her father had cast aside his grief and joined his comrades +in the field. She was placed specially in Christiane's charge. + +The children, who were making lint in the basement, were singing the +song of "The Good Comrade"--in the hall upstairs everything was still. +Orders were given quietly, and the women and maidens passed silently to +and fro. It seemed as if some one was lying dead in the adjoining room; +but, above all this affliction and sorrow, there was a spirit which had +never before shown itself among those present. All class distinctions +had ceased, for all were united in their sympathy for their fellow-men. + +Why does this spirit of friendship, this unanimity, appear only in +times of trouble and sorrow; why not in every-day life? + +I felt sure that this union of hearts would remain with us and beautify +our lives, and this thought was strengthened by the remark of the lady +at whose side I sat, who said, "You see,--this activity is the +salvation of many, as you can perceive in your grand-daughter +Christiane. She is untiring, and the dissatisfied air her face used to +wear is gone. We are now all united. It will not last; but hereafter +the thought that there once was a time when the children of the poorer +and of the upper classes did not ask 'Who are you, after all?' will +greatly benefit us." + +I stayed in the city. The next evening, just as it was growing dark, +the councillor arrived with his son's body. The whole town, young and +old, was collected at the railway station. The children carried wreaths +and flowers, the bells were ringing, and thus was the body taken from +the station to the churchyard. After a hymn was sung, the clergyman +delivered his address. What could he say? He explained in few words +that this was not an ordinary funeral, but that we were now parts of +one great whole, even in death. + +The father, mother, and sisters cast the first clods of earth on the +young hero's coffin; the grave was then filled in and covered with +flowers. + +We had buried the first one who had died for the union and independence +of our Fatherland. I was staying with the family which had thus lost +its only son. They sat at home in silence; indeed, what could be said? + +The parson had added a text from the Bible, and had made some earnest +remarks thereon; yet I thought, and am sure that these stricken ones +thought as I did, that all political feeling is foreign to that holy +book. Patient endurance here, and the hope of better things beyond, +suit a nation that is kept in subjection, but not one that is gladly +battling and sacrificing itself for its existence. What an entirely +different comprehension the Greeks had of exertion carried to its +utmost limit. I remembered how, while in prison, the speech of +Pericles, delivered at the funeral rites in Athens, had illumined and +elevated my soul; and I could almost see the words, for they seemed to +have been hewn out of stone, like a finely chiselled piece of +sculpture. I found the book in the house, and read the address to the +parents and children. I had to stop frequently, for sometimes the +father and sometimes the mother would exclaim: "That is intended for +us, for to-day." + +"No enemy has ever seen our entire forces," says Pericles, and so say +we. + +"Bold, daring, and calm consideration of what we undertake, are united +in us. He among us who does not concern himself about matters of state, +is not regarded as a peaceable, but as a useless, man." Pericles shows +that he possesses the true religion when he cries: "You must constantly +keep before your eyes the powers of the state, and must love them. Seek +for happiness in liberty, and for liberty in your own courage." + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +"A Prussian doesn't let go his grip from anything he holds," said +Ikwarte to the councillor, when the latter called to him not to let a +badly wounded man, who was being carefully carried by, drop. This was, +in a certain sense, a motto for us all. + +Prussia has the Frenchman in her grip, and will not let him go; and our +troops have gone bravely on. The blood of the South and North German +has been shed together. Grief for the individual was assuaged by the +thought of the result which would be achieved. + +The union of the German people is now indissoluble. + +The councillor returned to the army. + +I was greatly grieved that I could not also lend a hand, and that I was +forced to return home, there to watch and wait. But the councillor +assured me, and I dare say he was right, that I would be unable to +stand the sights of the battle-field. On the first day, he himself, +even before he knew of his son's fate, had become so crushed and dazed +that he could hardly keep his feet. Now he no longer thought of the +misery itself, but solely of the means of remedying it. + +Rontheim related, to our momentary amusement, how the vicar had lost +the trunk containing his robes of office, and how he therefore had to +perform his duties without his distinctive dress: a circumstance which +worked no harm, as he was of great service at any rate. Martha took a +quantity of goods along, which she wanted either to finish up at home, +or to use as a means of instructing the children of our village. We +drove home. It seemed like a dream to me that the saw-mill was running, +that wagons loaded with wood met us, and that people were at work in +the fields. Everything goes its gait, and yonder rages the battle. + +At the newspaper-tree we met Carl's mother and Marie, and she +called out to me, "Do you see the flock of hungry crows! They are +flying beyond the Rhine, to where the boys who used to sing are lying +dead--and each of them had a mother." + +"Your Carl has written that he is safe and sound." + +"Yes, yes, until to-morrow. Come! We'll go home." + +The two boundary posts were united by means of a black, red, and gold +flag, which had been wound around them. Joseph, whom we met there, had +done it. He was greatly shocked at the sight of Martha in mourning, +although he had already heard that her brother had fallen; but all life +was now so uncertain, that he feared she might also be mourning for +Julius. She gave him a letter which her father had brought from Julius. +It was full of sadness, but at the same time he wrote with pride of his +dead brother-in-law, and expressed himself as being convinced that he +would return from the war uninjured. + +The days passed by quietly. The school-master reported that the +children had become so inattentive that he did not know what to do, for +they would not study their lessons, and talked of nothing but the war. +He determined to let the children read the newspapers aloud, and copy +the reports from the seat of war. + +The game-keeper who reported to Joseph told us that fewer crimes were +being committed than usual, although the taverns were constantly full. +There was a good deal of trespassing on the woods; but that was none of +his business. + +Short and precise letters came from Carl, and he never forgot to +mention that he had enough to eat and drink, for he knew that such news +would gladden his mother's heart. + +Martha reported that Marie and Carl's mother had stopped going to the +newspaper-tree. Marie had learned, to her astonishment, that you could +buy your own newspapers, and so she procured one daily. Living in +constant dread of her father, she subscribed for it in the name of the +schoolmaster, and receiving it every evening, she undertook the +troublesome task of reading it aloud to the old woman at night. The +worst part of it was that the latter insisted on having the lists of +the dead and wounded read to her. She did not know what she should do +in case the awful news were to come. + +I live among peasants, and see a great deal of rudeness, as well as +good feeling; but the greatest affection I ever saw lay in the conduct +of Marie towards Carl's mother. + +The wagons of our district were ordered to Alsace, and my wagon and +team of bays had to go along. I wanted to employ one of the workmen +engaged in regulating the course of the river to drive them, but +Rothfuss insisted on taking charge of the team himself, so I had to let +him go. He was in great spirits, and declared that he would return with +the wagon wreathed in flowers, and that Martella and Ernst would sit in +it. + +Our house became still more quiet now, and when our horses were gone, +we felt as if we were cut off from the world. + +The nights were so calm and peaceful, the moon shone so clear; no leaf +stirred, and even the brook ran dreamily along. And yet, at this time, +there were thousands attempting to kill each other. + +Martha was often busy looking at the pages of an album through a +magnifying glass. This book contained a collection of mosses and ferns, +which Julius had arranged for her. Underneath each specimen was noted +the place from which it came and when it had been gathered; and there +were always added the words "for Martha." + +We were in almost daily receipt of postal cards from Julius, and with +the same minuteness which he had shown in the album, he gave us the +day, hour, and place of writing. Sometimes a sealed letter from him +would also reach us. Martha let me read them, and only once did she +blushingly cover a postscript with her hand. Conny called my attention +to Martha; what a touching and hallowed vision she seemed to be, and +how humbly and modestly she bore her life's great secret! + +While I was examining the mosses, Martha told me, with radiant face and +sparkling eyes, how she had become acquainted with Julius. She had +danced with him at a country ball, but they had seen no more of each +other. + +On the next morning, as she and her sister were walking in the +"Rockenthal" and were passing through the shrubbery, they suddenly came +to a large pine-tree under which a hunter was sleeping. His dog sat at +his side, and they motioned to him to remain quiet, while they both +stood there examining the man's youthful, browned features and white +brow. Martha summoned up her courage, seized his hat and took out the +feathers, replacing them with a bunch of freshly gathered flowers. +After this bold deed, the sisters fled to the shrubbery; but the dog +barked, and the hunter awoke. He stared about him, seized his gun and +hat, apparently puzzled to find the alteration that had been made, and +uttered an energetic oath. He just caught sight of the two sisters in +their light-blue summer dresses, as they disappeared in the shrubbery. +He called after them, and they ran, until Martha stumbled over the root +of a tree and fell. "Your voice is too good to swear with," said the +sister who had remained standing, and then the young hunter pulled off +his hat, and looked confused. Recovering himself immediately, he said, +"It was not you, but your sister, who played the robber. She has the +feathers yet. I--I thank you for the exchange." Then, as Martha handed +him the feathers, and as he held his hat out towards her, he succeeded +in touching her hand with his lips. He escorted the two girls through +the woods, and starting with the joke of having caught them +trespassing, they ended by having a merry talk. He soon begged Martha +to sing, for he said that he could see that she, like him, was in the +humor of singing. So these two began to sing their favorite songs, +which, strangely enough, were the same; and when they reached the road, +both of the sisters stretched out their hands to Julius. He held +Martha's hand in his the longest, and from that moment their fate was +fixed, and became more blissful every day. + +He arranged the album while they were engaged. It was filled with the +fondest memories, and even I learned much from it that was new to me. +Each tree showed me new forms of existence, and in a little while I was +able to forget, while contemplating these minute products of nature, +the great commotion that was raging so near us. A bird is perched on +the telegraph wire, while beneath it the most stirring news is passing +silently and invisibly. I often regarded the wires that were stretched +in front of my woods. Who knows the news that is flashing through them? +We were soon to hear it. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + +"It thunders, booms, tumbles, and crashes; the mountains are falling, +the world is coming to an end!"--thus did Carl's mother cry out in the +village street. She refused to be comforted, and when she saw Martha in +mourning, she began to shriek out: "Black! black! We shall all be +charred to death!" + +We succeeded at last in calming her, and then led her home, while round +about us a noise like thunder seemed to come from the hills; although +not a cloud was visible in the sky. + +We knew that Strasburg was being bombarded. The fact was, that the +sound of the cannonade struck against the rock behind the spinner's +cottage, and rolled thence along the little valleys between the hills. + +This lone woman, who could scarcely hear a man's voice, could +distinctly perceive the roar of the artillery which shook her cottage. + +"My boy is there, my good, my brave son," she cried, when she was told +that Strasburg was being bombarded. Then she broke out into a sort of +chant: "In Strasburg is the minster; I was in service for five years in +the Blauwolken Street; in Strasburg, in Strasburg, in Strasburg,"--it +sounded like a doleful song. We wanted to induce her to come to us; +even Marie wanted to take charge of her; but she caught hold of her +table, crying, "No, no! I shall not go from here until I am carried +out." + +That evening Joseph came for me, saying, that from the top of the +stone-wall, the shells could be seen flying through the air. We +accompanied him to the spot, and could see the shells rising, then +falling and disappearing in little clouds of smoke. The stone-cutter, +who had seen service as a soldier, pointed out to us the shells that +exploded harmlessly in the air, and those which spread destruction as +they burst. + +How is it with the people over there on whom this rain of fire is +falling? What are they doing at home? What do they say, and think, and +what consolation and support do they bring each other? I imagined +myself among them, living with them. And my niece was there, too. She +had thought to find protection there, and now she was in the greatest +danger. And how must my sister, yonder in the forest of Hagenau, be +wringing her hands at these sounds and sights! And we are sending death +and destruction among those to whom we want to cry, "Come to us, stay +with us." The language the cannon speak is a dreadful one. + +We had to return home at last. I was so confused and shocked, that +Joseph had to lead me. I could hear the guns as I lay in bed; but after +a while sleep comes to you in spite of noise and sorrow. + +Marie told me the next morning that the spinner had counted the shots +by the hour during the night. When she had reached one hundred, beyond +which she could not count, she buried her head in the pillow, crying, +"I can count no further; I cannot; it is enough!" and had then fallen +asleep. Marie asked our aid, for the spinner had said that, when +daylight came, she would stand it no longer; she would go to her son. + +However, when the next day came she had forgotten her intention. She +sat in her room, spinning, and whenever she heard the sound of a gun, +would merely open her mouth, but say nothing. Not a word passed her +lips for days. + +Joseph wanted to visit the besiegers, but I asked him to remain with +us, as I wanted to have one of my men about the house. + +Every evening the young folks from the village would climb to +the top of the hill behind the little stone wall, and, with the +light-heartedness of youth, would enjoy themselves in spite of the +destruction that was going on before their very eyes. + +My sister and her daughter surprised us. The former had visited the +camp; had luckily found Julius, and through him had obtained permission +for her daughter to leave the fortress. She had left all her property +at the mercy of the shells and of the plundering soldiers; for the +opinion of the citizens was, that the German soldiers would sack the +city. As Germans, they had been regarded with aversion by their +neighbors and acquaintances. She left us soon again, so as to be with +her husband; but her daughter, who was greatly overcome, remained with +us. + +Martha and Conny nursed the young wife carefully; and Martha spoke +French to her, so as to please her. + +A large detachment of captured and wounded French and Algerians came +through our valley. The people from all the villages flocked to the +high-road to see them pass. I feared that the people would show their +irritation, and jeer these unfortunates: but, as if by a tacit +agreement, every one kept aloof, and only words of sympathy were heard. +It was only when the fantastic, and sometimes terrible-looking Africans +appeared, that the dismay of the people showed itself, as they called +out, "There they are, the men that were going to burn our towns and +forests, the cannibals!" + +Rothfuss, with my team of bays, was also in the procession. He halted a +moment at the saw-mill near the bridge, and gave a merry account of the +kind of load he was carrying. It consisted of wounded Turcos, and he +laid great stress on the fact that the French would have nothing in +common with these wicked apes. He had to keep on his way. + +Great excitement was caused in the village when it was reported that +Carl had returned. We all accompanied his mother and Marie down the +valley, where he had halted with a squad of prisoners. Marie embraced +him before us all, and the prisoners smiled, and imitated the sound of +their smacking lips. + +Carl had much to tell me, and could not find words to say all he wanted +to, particularly in praise of the Pomeranian lancers. He said they were +the right sort of fellows--as quiet and strong as the pine-trees; and +it was strange to see, when they first saw the Rhine, about which so +much had been sung and said, how, in their enthusiasm, they wanted to +ride directly into the stream. + +His mother and sweetheart accompanied him for some distance on the +road, and when they turned to come back the old woman said, "Now I am +satisfied; now no one shall hear me complain; I am sure that nothing +will happen to him in this war." + +We harvested our crops; we placed the green bough on the top of the new +mill down in the valley; we began to cut wood in the forest; yet still +the thunder of the bombardment of Strasburg continued. + +The old meadow farmer lay at home very ill, and often said, "I shall be +buried like a soldier; they will fire over my grave." + +We buried the old fellow on the morning of September 2d. He had given +orders that his St. Helena medal should be buried with him; but his son +did not see fit to let this be done. He looked upon this so-called mark +of distinction as a means of preservation, in case the French should +come after all. + +While we were standing at the open grave, Joseph came riding up the +hill, his horse very much blown, and cried, "Napoleon is a prisoner!" +We all hurried to the road where Joseph, still on horseback, read the +extra aloud. It was the account of the capture of Napoleon at Sedan. + +What strange coincidences occur in life! We had just buried the last +man in our village who wore on his breast the badge of the infamy of +our alliance with Napoleon; and now we had his successor and heir a +prisoner in our hands. + +As if by a preconcerted signal, the young people of the village struck +up, "Die Wacht am Rhein." + +Without awaiting the parson's permission--very likely he wouldn't have +given it--the church-bells were rung, and the German flag was thrown to +the breeze from the top of the church spire. We returned home as if in +a dream. + +When my niece, the Alsacienne, heard the news, she shook her head, and +refused to be convinced of its truth. + +She had been always accustomed to hear the lying despatches of her +countrymen. + +After the Sedan campaign, we all thought that the war was ended; but +the French people, in their overweening confidence, still insisted on +retaining the first place among nations, and resented the idea of their +giving up the German provinces, of which in former days they had robbed +us. + +The war went on without ceasing. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +We cannot be astonished anew every day at the phenomena of existence: +how the sun rises, how the plants grow and bloom. We must accustom +ourselves to the homely changes that are being wrought; to life and +death among us, to love and hate, to union and discord. + +We ended by becoming accustomed to the fact that the war was raging, +and as surely as the sun rose we expected news of another victory; for +that we should ever be beaten seemed, to judge from what had happened, +impossible. + +The daily question was, "Has Strasburg surrendered yet?" + +On the morning of the 29th of September, I attended the weekly market +to sell my grain. It was the crop of 1870. + +Everything went on as usual; there was the same chaffering, bargaining, +and cheating, and occasionally the war was discussed. + +Suddenly I heard a noise of shouting and rejoicing, and saw flags hung +out of the windows. "Strasburg has fallen," was the cry. + +People called to each other, "Strasburg has fallen at last," as if some +one who had been long lost had returned at last. + +Joseph brought the Alsacienne to town. We made up a store of food and +clothing for her, and accompanied by Christiane, who had been +despatched to the afflicted city by the Aid Society, she returned to +Alsace. Every one went over to Strasburg, partly from curiosity, and +partly out of pity. I refused to go. + +Then came letters from Alsace for Martha and me. + +I did not know the handwriting of the one for me. It turned out to be +from Baron Arven. He wrote that he had had frequent conferences with +those high in office on the importance of quieting the minds of the +Alsatians, and of coming to an understanding with them. Unfortunately +they had been forced to take sharp measures against those who were +untractable and traitorous, and now they desired to take such measures +as would stop any further sacrifices. There were other nurses required +besides those who attended the wounded, and he believed I would suit +his purpose. + +The following sentence in his letter pierced my heart like a dagger: +"Your family ties make it your duty to aid the lost son to return to +his father's house." + +How? Has Ernst been found, and is the preceding portion of the letter +simply written to prepare me for the shock? + +I read on, and found I was mistaken. A troubled mind interprets +everything in its interest. Arven simply meant that I should aid in the +work of attaching Alsace to Germany; for he informed me that men of all +classes, who were known to have friends and relatives in Alsace, had +been requested to visit those sections of the country with which they +were acquainted, there to work in the interest of union. Those who had +been in opposition to the government were especially wanted, for the +reason that their conduct would be regarded as being founded on a pure +love for the Fatherland. + +He asked me to visit the villages in the forest of Hagenau, with which +I was acquainted through my relations, and see what I could do towards +furthering the good work. + +I had to laugh when he added: "Your presence and your white hair will +do much, I think, to create confidence in you." + +The Baron was in the confidence of the government. It seemed, +therefore, to be decided that we should take back the provinces of +which we had been robbed. Yes, I am ready to do what I can. It is true, +I doubted my capacity; but a love of the cause and encouraging +hopefulness strengthened me. Arven's letter gave me courage. He had +never praised me to my face, but he displayed the best feeling in his +letter. + +"I am going to Alsace," said I to Martha. + +"Oh, that is splendid, and you can take me along." + +She showed me a letter from Julius, in which he asked her to visit him +in Strasburg for a short time, until he should march off again. + +He wrote: "We will meet among saddening ruins, but we shall remain +erect, and while we help rebuild the great fabric of the state, shall +also strengthen our own life-fabric." + +We journeyed to Strasburg. Julius met us in Kehl. What a meeting +between the young couple! + +"I have also seen Martella," Julius said. "I wanted her to enter a +hospital as nurse, but she has retained her old dislikes, and refuses +to have anything to do with the sick. She was engaged with a number of +other women in distributing supplies, but I don't know whether she is +near here now. I have been told that she has gone to Lorraine with +another detachment of the supply commission. She parted from Lerz, the +baker, after a few days. The Prince's letter of pardon has passed her +everywhere, and she is now with Ikwarte and Wolfgang, who will protect +her." + +I shall not speak of the effect the appearance of the bombarded city +produced on me. I had been in Strasburg frequently, and knew many there +who could not forget the ties which bound them to Germany. Forty years +ago I was here with Buchmaier, and at that time this great broad fellow +planted himself before the Cathedral, and called out, "I say, tumble +down, or turn German." + +Now it stood there, a German monument. It had been, unfortunately, +struck by our shot, but had been only slightly injured; and from far +and near one could behold this edifice, every stone and ornament of +which is German. + +Martha could look on nothing but the face of her Julius, and on one +other thing--the iron cross on his breast. She asked why he had not +written about having received it; and Julius confessed that he had not +done so because a promise that was not yet binding, but which required +him to arrive at some conclusion, was connected with it. + +He related that the commanding general, while fastening the cross on +his breast, had said, "You intend remaining in the service?" to which +he had not answered, but believed that he had nodded "yes," although he +was not sure. + +And now he wanted to learn from Martha's lips whether he had nodded or +shaken his head. + +Martha looked at me and said, "What do you say, grandfather?" + +I said, of course, that this could be decided on when the war was over, +and that meanwhile Julius could consider himself a professional +soldier. I thought him too tenderhearted for a soldier, for he had said +to me, "Grandfather! the worst feature about war, is not the fighting, +but the foraging. It is heart-rending to force people to deliver up +everything, yet it must be done." + +The thought that Julius would remain a soldier was painful to me, for I +had cherished the hope that, at some time or other, he would take +charge of his patrimonial estate. I could not agree with Ludwig's +American ideas, that all property should be personal. But what matters +all that at present? + +I hunted up Baron Arven. Although he had written such hearty letters to +me, I found that he had again become formal and brusque. I had to learn +that in war times small matters can receive but little attention. + +The Baron directed a servant to accompany me to the provisional +governor of the province. Although I had been sent for, I found myself +treated as if I were a suitor. I had to accustom myself to the +North-German manner, which regards every sacrifice you may bring as a +mere matter of duty. + +The governor remembered that Arven had spoken of me. He begged me to +take a look, for the present, at the part of the country with which I +was acquainted, and then to report to him. + +This interview sobered me. Was this the frame of mind in which a part +of our country was to be regained? I decided to visit my sister, and +then to return home. That evening Arven changed my resolution. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +Arven lived in the hospital, and on my arrival there I was welcomed by +a tall, fine-looking woman in a white cap and white apron. It was +Annette, and I was not a little astonished to meet her there; but even +she had no time to spare, for she said she had to return to her +patients, and that Arven was waiting for me in his room. + +This was really the case. Arven gave me a hearty welcome, and said that +he had given orders that he was not to be disturbed excepting in case +something of great importance needed his attention, and that, for this +evening, he would be a thorough egotist. + +When I told him how repellent the angularity and coldness of the +Prussians had appeared to me, he said that this was just what he wanted +to talk to me about. + +He had been exceedingly provoked at their cold-blooded manner. He had +already determined to leave them; but after a while he had made up his +mind that this sharpness, bitterness, and decision were the forces that +made them the men they were. Obedience is with them a habit that can be +depended on. We South Germans are too soft and easygoing, and we ought +to breathe some of the salt-sea air that blows across that northern +country. This want of attention towards others, this disregard of +people's feelings, lay in the fact that they had no consideration for +themselves. The French, who, whatever they do, want to be observed and +applauded, will be beaten by these men, whose whole power rests in +their self-respect. We used to think the Prussians were braggarts; but +now we found no trace of boastfulness, and in spite of their constant +victories, they took every precaution as they advanced, and were +prepared for defeat. Yes, orders describing the manner of retreat were +issued before every battle. + +He could not cease praising them, and only stopped when he added that +he thought their self-esteem was a result of Protestantism. The Baron +stopped when he had said this, and, after we had eaten and drunk to our +hearts' content, he said that, although he was a Catholic, he would +never confess to a priest again, but that he would confess to me; and +in case he should not return from the war, he would have the +satisfaction of feeling that his inner life had been laid before +another, for an hour at least. + +He confessed to me that his desire had been to die in this campaign, +and it was for this reason that he had exposed himself so recklessly +when collecting the wounded. It seemed strange to him that people +should praise his courage, while he was engaged in seeking death. He +thought it would be the best thing for himself and his children, if the +great sorrows that had come upon them, and which might come again, +could be buried with him. + +He then groaned aloud, saying, "I do not want to die before their +eyes." + +I saw before me a life that had been most cruelly broken. The Baron had +once been in the Austrian army. He had never expected to find himself +at the head of his family, for he belonged to the younger branch. + +In Bohemia he made the acquaintance of a girl belonging to a noble +family, and was subdued by her. + +Feodora was tall and majestic, of a warm, sensual nature, but +cold-hearted. Persuaded by his sister, he became engaged to her; but +felt that he would have to stand alone in life, with her as his spouse. + +On the day after his engagement, he suddenly awoke to a horror of what +he had done. He was visiting the large estate of her father. He walked +through the park, wrestling with the resolve to drown himself in the +pond; but he did not do so, because he considered it his duty to keep +his plighted word; and besides, the hope arose in his breast that, at +some future time, a closer sympathy would be brought about. Her beauty +fettered him; in short, the marriage was celebrated, and he lived for +thirty-one years married, but lonely. One by one, his hopes had all +been shattered. He had persuaded himself that congeniality was not +necessary to happiness. + +But after awhile he discovered what it was to be united to some one, +and at the same time to be alone. The sudden death of the last of the +main line of his family placed him at the head of the house. He +resigned his position in the army, and devoted himself to agriculture. +He had no control over his children--scarcely any influence in fact, +but as his sons grew up, they espoused the cause of Germany, and would +have nothing to do with the conflict which their mother and her ghostly +advisers tried to stir up. + +In the campaign of 1866, the Baron suffered unspeakably. He was +homeless in his own house. But when the present war began, and he +discovered plots that he would never have suspected, the conflict broke +out openly. The two sons joined the German army, and did not, or would +not, know of what was going on at home. I dare not speak of the +bitterness, hate, and despair that filled the soul of this naturally +good-hearted man, and appeared in the course of his story. "I had to +confess to you some time," said he finally, "and I chose the best time. + +"I believe that your wife intuitively knew everything that I have told +you." + +The deep misery of his life seemed again renewed when he cried, "I do +not wish to die before their eyes." + +He mentioned Rautenkron, and said that their cases were similar. Their +devotion in the present great movement was not a joyful sacrifice, but +indifference and contempt for life; they wanted to die. + +I was deeply pained, and also gratified, when he took my hand at last, +saying that my wife and I had kept him up in the faith that happiness +was yet to be found on earth. "And now I must make a further +confession. It was a great sacrifice on my part, considering the +comfort I enjoyed in your house, and the deep sympathy your wife showed +me, to deny myself frequent, yea, daily visits, whenever I felt like a +stranger in my house; and as one banished from home, I would ride +across the hills, and down into the valley towards you and your wife; +but when I had reached the saw-mill, I would turn back. It was better +thus. I felt that your wife knew everything. Though I was a man who had +sons in the army, I was again tossed hither and thither by youthful +feelings; but I overcame them. I think I ought to tell you this too; it +relieves me, and cannot oppress you. Of all men who were affected by +her sterling qualities, there is no one who worshipped her more +profoundly than I did," said the Baron finally, again taking my hand. + +We sat there in silence for some time, and I was made happy by the +thought that her spirit was hovering over us, bringing us peace. The +Baron then arose and said, "Now I have unburdened myself, and am free. +I thank you for your share in this relief. And now, no more of this. +Now duty calls." + +He again told me how much good I could accomplish, by going from +village to village, and from house to house, in the region in which I +had long been known, there to teach the Alsatians what they ought to +learn. + +"You may depend on one thing," said he: "you will have bitter +experiences. You will be looked upon as a spy. But do you remember what +your wife once called you?" + +I did not know what he meant. + +"She called you the spy of what was good, because you always discover +the good qualities in every one. Well, be one again." + +I made up my mind to cope willingly with everything, and went to my +sister's the next day. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +We of the mountains had heard the cannonading; but how differently had +it affected those of the neighborhood, whose homes and whose all were +at stake. We could see the destruction that had been wrought on the +houses, but not that which had wasted the nerves of the people. +Wherever I went, I found every one feeling restless and homeless, like +the swallows that flew about, settling here and there; but only for a +moment, for their nests had been destroyed, along with the houses and +towers and fortifications. + +Every one I met had a puzzled look: the alarm and fear caused by the +incredible disasters that had overwhelmed them, had dazed them, and +they seemed hurt by friendly greetings--yes, even by offers of +assistance. + +My brother-in-law, the forester, a man who ordinarily bore himself +well, seemed entirely broken down. He stared at me in silence as I +entered his house, and scarcely answered my greeting with a slight nod. + +My sister told me that, since the siege of Strasburg, he had suffered +from asthma, and that he constantly repeated, "General Werder's shots +have taken my breath away." + +On looking at the pictures hanging on the wall, I could see plainly +what these people would have to thrust aside. The pictures on the +walls, as well as those that dwelt in their memory, were to be changed. +In our every-day life, we soon forget what the ornaments on the wall +are like. But if they are not in accord with the times, then we find +out what was once ours, but has now ceased to belong to us. On my +hinting that Germany would adopt the regained provinces with increased +affection, my brother-in-law sprang up, rolling his eyes and striking +the table with his fist, and swore that he would emigrate. My sister +then said that an oath at such a time was worthless; but he answered in +bitter scorn--he could speak nothing but French--"And if no one will +accompany me--I cannot force the trees in the forest to go along--my +dog, at least, will be my companion. What do you say, Fidele--you'll go +with me? You won't take bread from a German; you will rather starve +with me?" The dog barked and licked his master's hand. + +I could see what a difficult task I had before me, but I did not give +it up. In the village, in the houses, and before the court-house, +wherever the people were gathered together, I spoke words of peace and +encouragement to them. They would listen to me as if they were forced +to do so; and once I heard a man behind me say, "The whole thing is a +lie, white hairs and all; he is some young fellow in disguise." I +seldom received a straightforward answer; the nearest approach to a +reply was, "What are we to do?" "What are we to learn." The feeling at +the bottom of all this was,--to-morrow the French will be back, and +drive the Germans away. It is impossible to conquer the French. + +I then visited my brother-in-law, the parson, who lived a few miles +further on. He spoke of nothing but the excellent behavior of the +soldiers that had been quartered on them. They went to church on +Sundays and joined in the singing; and officers of high rank had +been there, too. He seemed nervous, and did not dare to express his +joy--either because he feared the maid-servant who was going in and +out, or else because he disliked to lay bare his thoughts. It was only +while walking in the woods that he unbosomed himself. I do not like to +repeat what he related, as I preferred not to believe his story. He +told me that the French government had received the assurance from the +priesthood, that the South Germans would not take the field against +France. I do not believe this, but it is the current opinion, and so I +feel forced to repeat it. + +He also said that the beggars from the Catholic villages of the +vicinity had, for some time past, ceased asking for alms. They had +walked around boldly in his village, selecting the houses they intended +to occupy as soon as the Protestants had been exterminated. + +Thus wickedly had religion been mixed up with this war. + +"The thought of Germany," said the parson, "always seemed to me like a +silent, yea, a criminal dream. Now I see it realized in broad daylight. +We are like the prodigal son of Scripture, but the truant in Alsace is +this time not in fault, and it is that which makes his return to his +home so painful. I have often thought that the father of the prodigal +must have offended against his son, although the Scriptures do not say +so, otherwise he would not have been thus afflicted." + +He was merely drawing a parallel, yet he made my heart beat with the +thought of Ernst. + +The father of the prodigal son is also at fault. What had I been guilty +of? + +When we returned from our walk, we were told that a French soldier, who +had served his time, had called to see me; he had not given his name, +and would return. + +Who can he be? I must wait to find out. But I met a man in the village +whom I had forgotten. + +The advocate Offenheimer, Annette's brother, met me, and his first +words were, "You are a great consolation to me. Come with me and give +my son an escort." + +I now perceived that his only son had fallen, and that the father +desired him to be buried in the Jewish cemetery here. + +As he divined my thoughts, he said, "It is true, I could not allow them +to bury my son out there with the others; but it is, perhaps, well if +there is some sign here of our having fairly and joyfully taken our +part in the fight. Perhaps it will have a mollifying effect upon our +new countrymen of the Jewish faith, who were particularly +contumacious." + +I was astounded to find the man so placid. But, as if guessing my +thoughts, he said he had no more strength for complaints and tears, and +that a fact must at last be accepted. + +I thought of the handsome, spirited lad, that had one time come to me +with Wolfgang. But I greatly desired to find a favorable opportunity +for addressing the Jewish inhabitants of the village. They had an +especial fear of the Germans, and were proud of French equality. + +The advocate's son was buried with all the ceremonies of his church. +Two slightly wounded South German officers, who were lying in the +village, acted as the escort. They recognized in me the Colonel's +father-in-law, and had much to tell me in his praise. + +"He shows that we are not inferior to the Prussians." Such appeared to +be the highest compliment they could bestow upon him. + +Upon our return from the cemetery, to which the Jews here in Alsace +give the peculiar name of the "good place,"[6] the advocate leaned upon +my arm, and, as I sat next to him in the little room, after quietly +meditating for a long while, he exclaimed, "In my youth I had willingly +died for the true Fatherland; now, my son has been permitted to die for +it." + +For years had I been in constant intercourse with this man; now, in his +grief and in the hour of civil commotion, I first learned to know him; +and to learn to know an upright man is to learn to love him. + +I have, like suffering Odysseus, participated in the experiences of +many men; Rautenkron, the Colonel, and Arven have revealed to me their +life-secrets. Now I was to hear still another's: the history of a +step-child in his step-fatherland, who still longed for affection, for +the closest friendship, and who, though repulsed and oppressed by the +laws and his fellow-men, had not yet lost his love for them. + +As Offenheimer recounted the grievances he had suffered in the schools, +and the incivilities and insults of later years, it seemed to me that I +should ask his forgiveness for all this suffering and uncharitableness, +of which, because of what we had done to him, and of what our ancestors +had done to his, we were to-day guilty. Those who style themselves +believers in the religion of love, would be much astonished at the +strength of this man's affections, who, though repulsed and scorned; +still preserved them pure. We live a whole human life and know nothing +of the inward emotions of many of our contemporaries. Offenheimer spoke +with great severity concerning the attempt to obtain recognition by +means of extravagant display, that caused many Jews to appear +unpatriotic and presumptuous. He explained this, indeed, as arising +from the necessity, imposed by the prejudice against his race, of +proving its claim to respectability, and was frank enough to refer to +the early conduct of his sister as an example. + +Offenheimer then told me how happy it had made him to find his son +growing up in comparative ignorance of such persecutions--he had thus +developed naturally. He smiled sadly, as he added that he, though he +had grown physically larger and more active, had acquired a lightness +of heart which the man who is obliged to win his freedom before +enjoying it, never acquires. + +"I do not mourn for my son," were his words: "he had reached the most +beautiful period of life, and it is all the same, whether a man lives +seventeen years or seventy. No man liveth to himself, and no one dieth +to himself, says the apostle; and that is true. I understand it to be +true in another sense as well. Each of us dies only to his connections +and his posterity." + +It was a novelty to me to hear Holy Writ referred to as simply the +teachings of wisdom. I have since then often found educated Israelites +are not so much Jews, as simply not Christians. + +Offenheimer thanked me with great tenderness for the wonders that we +had accomplished with Annette. She had been proud and selfish; now she +had become humble, and lived for others. + +As I sat with him, the Rabbi of the place came and expressed his thanks +for the generous subscription that had been made in memory of the +fallen. + +One word, which the priest then uttered, went straight to my heart. He +said the bereaved father would find consolation; for the Talmud +declared that the patriarch Jacob could not suppress his sufferings and +his tears for his lost son Joseph, because he felt within himself that +his son still lived. Grief for one who is dead vanishes when the corpse +becomes clay; for a living lost one, the grief endures. + +Oh! my lost son Ernst! + +Upon my return home, I found, awaiting me in the village, a man in a +blue blouse, with a short pipe in his mouth, and wearing his cap awry. +He approached me with a military salute, and said, "Yes, it is you." + +"Who am I?" + +"His father." + +"Whose father?" + +"Our sergeant's, Ernst Tännling." + +"That is not my name." + +"Of course! But he has confided to me--he took me, indeed, for a +German--that his name was Waldfried. Do you remember that I met you in +Paris during the World's Exposition. Your son deserted in 1866, and has +a bride. Have I the correct signs now?" + +Alas! he had them, and again I heard that Ernst had entered the service +in Algiers, and now, probably, was in the onward movement against +Germany. + +The veteran allowed me no time for reflection. He confided to me, with +great urgency and secrecy, that he could be of great service. He knew +that I had great influence, and wanted me to conduct him to some +officer of high rank; he could be of great service, but must receive +liberal pay. + +I had learned much in life, but for the first time there stood before +me a man who offered me his services as a spy. He had seized my hand, +and it seemed as if his touch had soiled it. + +I sought further intelligence from him concerning Ernst, but he knew +nothing more. I took him with me and handed him over to an officer that +lay here. I considered it to be my duty not to discard the dirty, but +perhaps useful, tool. + +With thoughts of Ernst in my breast, with the consciousness that my +only son was in arms against the Fatherland, I was not in the mood to +unburden my heart to others; and besides, it was evidently too early. +Now, since force yet speaks, the good-will of the oppressed cannot be +won. + +I turned back to my sister's, and was much delighted to meet +Hartriegel, the so-called forest professor, who had been sent by the +administration to inspect the forests. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +With Hartriegel and my brother-in-law, who had again in a measure +regained his composure, I roamed through the great forest district; and +this refreshed my soul, though the terrible thoughts about Ernst +accompanied me by day and by night like a restless ghost. + +It was the night of the twenty-sixth of October. Hartriegel remained in +the town. I had stayed with my sister; a storm was raging that seemed +to portend the destruction of the world. Dogs howled, the cattle in the +stalls bellowed unceasingly; there seemed a fearful wailing in the +rattling of the thunder, and the turmoil and uproar of the elements. We +heard sounds like the splitting of trees, continually nearer and +nearer. We all sat together in the room, keeping watch, and my +brother-in-law exclaimed, "It is just so! The trees even will clear out +forthwith. They will not be German." + +As he said this, a tree behind the house cracked and fell over on the +roof: the slates rattled, the timbers bent, and the storm now raged +through the house, which we could not forsake; for out of doors the +tempest raged so wildly, that it seemed as if everything that stood +upright would be stricken to the ground. We waited until daylight, and +at early morning a messenger arrived who came to tell me that Julius +must depart, and to ask whether I would not bring Martha home with me. +The messenger also showed us an "extra," that announced the capture of +Metz, and the capitulation of 173,000 men. + +When my brother-in-law heard this, he exclaimed, "We are betrayed!" +tore down the epaulettes, and the portrait of Bazaine, under whom he +had served, from the wall, threw them on the floor, and trampled them +under his feet. + +The messenger told us the roads were impassable; every where there lay +trunks of trees, and near the house a slain stag. He, a very credulous +man, had spent the night at the Oak of Saint Arbogast, and with pious +fervor praised the saint who had protected him. + +After he had partaken of refreshments, he escorted my brother-in-law, +who soon came back with the dead stag. + +We were separated from the world, and my sister rejoiced that she still +had something for us to eat. + +At noon there came a neighboring forester with his men, and everybody +was called upon, and worked through the entire night to make the roads +again passable. Soldiers were also ordered from Hagenau to assist, and +soon I heard the singing of German songs in the woods. + +The next morning Joseph arrived with his companion. He had been ordered +by the chief forester to buy wood here, and had now decided, since it +was so conveniently arranged, to purchase the greater portion of the +windfall. What terrified us, awakened in him a speculation. + +"In the forest of Hagenau," said he, "there's also oak wood for +Ludwig's mill." + +It was, and remained so; everything served as a stepping-stone to +Joseph. + +He gave us further particulars of the capture of Metz, and of the march +towards Paris. At the name of Paris, my brother-in-law's face became +flushed and excited. "That you will never get, never!" he said; "the +world will go to pieces, first! But Metz, indeed! And 173,000 men! +believe in nothing after this!" + +I told Joseph of Ernst; I must impart it to some one. But Joseph +urgently implored me to eradicate every thought of the lost one from my +breast. + +I went to Strasburg, but the governor there had nothing to tell me. I +was so weak that I longed for home again; there I hoped to regain my +strength. I journeyed homewards with Martha. + +At the last railway station I met a large force of Tyrolese woodsmen +that, upon Joseph's order, had been sent to work for him in Alsace, and +as I neared home, I saw, here and there, clearings in the woods. The +tempest had also raged here, and the newspapers brought the +intelligence that over the whole continent great devastation had been +occasioned by it. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + +We had much to do to set up trees that had been prostrated by the wind; +for dead trees, because of their harboring all sorts of noxious +insects, imperil the existence of a whole forest. + +There came good letters from Julius, Richard, and the vicar, and we saw +war life from three quite different aspects. Bertha sent us letters +from the Colonel. He wrote but briefly. He must have been suffering +great hardships, especially in the protracted rains; but he wrote, +"when one feels inspired, he can endure much." + +They tell me of the noble courage of the olden time. When man fights +with man, he receives invigorating impulse from the personal struggle. +But to stand under a shower of fire, then advance on the enemy and be +struck by far-carrying bullets, without firing a shot until one is at +the right distance--all that is much more. + +Away off, the cannon thundered; we at home heard nothing but the +measured beat of the thrasher, and that lasted a long while, for we +lacked men at home. + +When it rained and snowed, and we sat sheltered in the room, we +naturally fell to thinking of those who, for nights and weeks, fought +on the now thoroughly drenched soil, and for their brief rest had no +couch but the wet or icy earth. + +Ludwig wrote from Hamburg that he was about going to America. He was to +make the journey with the secret approval and authority of an officer +of high rank, in order to prevent the transmission of arms and +ammunition to our foes. + +How much war demands of human nature! + +Snow had fallen; it snowed again and again, and we knew that what here +was snow, up there was cold rain. + +I sat in the large arm-chair, and read the gazette. Here stands in few +words, in peaceful paragraphs, what up there is blood and mangling of +human bodies. It is indeed grand and sublime how the French, after the +annihilation of their forces, again quickly gather together, and +venture everything. A nation cannot surrender, and a nation that is so +consciously proud and all-powerful cannot easily acknowledge, "I am +conquered, and am wrong." + +They would not give us security for our boundary, and so the fighting +and the devastation must still go on. + +While I thus sat quietly thinking, a telegram from the cabinet of the +Prince was brought to me; I must forthwith hasten to the capital, and +upon my arrival at the palace should cause myself to be immediately +announced, be it night or day. + +What could be the matter? why was I so urgently summoned? Was it on +Ernst's account? or Richard's, or the Colonel's? It seemed to me a +great injustice that not a word of explanation accompanied the message, +yet I equipped myself immediately for my departure. The stonecutter +conducted me to the railway station. Joseph was not there; he had gone +on to Lorraine. I was not familiar with his business enterprises. + +That--it was indeed, strange--kept my thoughts busy during the journey, +and yet was I much oppressed by suspense as to the reason of my being +called away. But happily the human mind can engage itself with new +problems, and thus, for a while at least, forget the care and vexation +that lie near at hand. + +I reached the capital, and found it as I had expected. What was snow +with us in the mountains, was here a penetrating rain. + +On my way to the palace, I passed a brilliantly lighted theatre, and +heard from within the sounds of music. Ah, that men should sing and +juggle at such a time! But is not life a mighty aggregation of many +incongruous individual activities? + +I reached the castle; the great entrance hall was lighted up and +thoroughly warmed; I was obliged to wait a long time. When, at last, I +saw the Prince, I found him unusually distressed or disturbed. He began +by observing how different times were when we last had met; he said how +deeply it pained him that so much blood must be shed--so much noble +blood. He said this with deep emotion, and finally added, he had faith +in me as a man of stout heart; I had so nobly borne so much suffering, +that he had courage to tell me that the Colonel had been wounded by a +shot through the breast. He was still living, but quite unconscious, +when the bearer of the news left, and perhaps we had already a dead one +to mourn. + +I could not utter a word; what was there to say? + +The Prince continued to speak of his grief at the shedding of so much +blood, and expressed his dissatisfaction that his countrymen should +have placed themselves in alliance with foreigners. + +I had no time nor mind for such discussions. I asked if the news had +been sent to my daughter. He appeared disturbed by my question, and +somewhat unwillingly answered, "I considered that a father's right and +duty." + +He added, that this evening a sanitary commission would depart, with +whom I and the Colonel's wife could go to the front. + +I know not what suggested the thought, but suddenly it occurred to me: +The Prince would never make a minister of you; you were only a clever +story-teller, who drove away the recollections of his own sufferings by +the recital of your life-history. And of that was I thinking all the +while I was talking to the Prince of other things. + +The demeanor of the Prince towards me seemed cold and distant. He +called after me without extending his hand, "Adieu, Herr Waldfried!" + +Formerly, I had been called "dear Waldfried;" yes, at times, "dear +friend." + +I mention this here, although it first struck me like a waking dream, +during the journey. I was glad to be independent, and to be relieved +from rendering homage to princes, and troubling myself as to whether I +was addressed in one way or another. Although in my inmost heart I +believe in a constitutional monarchy, I tell you, keep yourself free, +and be dependent on no stranger's favor, or else you will be the most +degraded of slaves. + +But now I must tell of my sad journey; and I think of the saying of the +Colonel's: Human nature in its elevated moods can endure much. + +I came to Bertha's house. My heart beat wildly at the thought of the +news I should bring to her. But as I ascended the steps, Professor +Rolunt, the Colonel's friend, approached me, and said, "After the first +dreadful shock, you were your daughter's first thought. She has asked +for you." + +"And so she knows of it?" + +"Yes! I have told her, and we are off in an hour." + +"We!" + +"Yes! I go with her; and keep up Bertha's spirits. Should the worst +have happened, we must bear it all." + +I went to Bertha. Speechless, she threw herself upon my neck, clasped +me to her bosom, and wept and sobbed; nor could I utter one word. + +"Father!" she said, at last, "you will remain here with the +children--or will you take them home with you?" + +"No, I will go with you. Don't refuse me. Don't let us waste useless +words. I will go with you." + +We departed in the evening. We rested in beds, upon which soon should +lie the sorely wounded. But, indeed, we, too, bore painful wounds in +our hearts. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +It was well that Rolunt accompanied us; for I had not the strength to +support Bertha in this wearisome journey, and to distract and lead her +away from her quiet, noiseless brooding, and her counting the minutes +as they slowly passed. + +The Professor had continually something to tell us, either of the +points that we hurriedly passed, or of the sanitary aids who were with +us. He told us of this and that one who had been a spoiled child--the +pet of some fond mother--and now was suffering great hardships. This +was the second supply train that he had accompanied; he had been the +chief of the first one, and had much that was moving to tell us of the +self-sacrificing conduct of the non-combatants. The employés of the +post-office and the railroads were specially endeared to him, and he +related wonderful instances of their activity and endurance. + +Bertha scarcely uttered a word; for the most part she only quietly held +my hand. At times, she said, "Ah! the locomotive might be urged to move +faster; it seems to me that it goes much too slowly." + +The Professor assured her that we should esteem ourselves lucky to +reach our destination. Who knows how soon we should hear, "Halt, we go +no further." + +Once Bertha arose; her face had in it something mysterious and strange, +and she cried out, "Father, hold me!" + +"What is the matter? What is it?" + +"I think I must escape from myself. I will not live if he is dead. Oh! +pardon me," she again exclaimed, sinking back into her seat, "I cannot +endure the torment of my thoughts. How is it possible--how can it agree +with any order in human affairs, that a piece of lead can destroy a +full, rich, noble, human life!" + +She gazed at me with a peculiarly alarming expression; it was as if +pale, pulsating strands were tightly drawn under the surface of her +skin. Then she seized my hand and said, "Pardon me for inflicting all +this upon you. I dare not now waste my strength in suffering; it is +sinful, it is selfish, and it is terrible to wish for death. All my +strength belongs to him. I will no longer complain, and will no longer +give up to despair. Oh! if I could only sleep! One can give to another +the sleep of death, but--I will be very quiet; indeed, I will not think +any more." + +She leaned back and closed her eyes. + +While Bertha appeared to sleep, I told Rolunt of the last interview +with the Prince. He explained matters to me. He said the Prince had +believed that I knew all, and merely feigned ignorance for his sake. It +was no secret that the Prince was beside himself with rage, because the +general commanding had telegraphed the news not only to him, but also +to the Prussian embassy. The latter made no secret of it, and the +Prince saw in this an attempt to obtain popularity and favor at his +expense. He hated the ambassador, as a legalized superintendent over +him, who left him daily conscious that he no longer possessed his +former sovereignty. + +It was fortunate that the Professor had prepared us; for--I cannot give +the name of our halting place--we suddenly came to a stop. We had to +wait an entire day, and it was only a day's journey to where the +Colonel lay. + +Rolunt tried negotiations here and there; he had become hoarse from +much talking. At last he came to us with a cheerful countenance. A +shrewd, energetic man, he had succeeded in obtaining a wagon, and we +travelled through the country. During the entire night we drove over +torn-up roads. In the distance we saw burning villages. How many +hundreds of peaceful homes were there destroyed. We turned our eyes +from the sight. We went through villages riddled with shot and shell, +and through others, in which here and there a light shone, and where we +halted to feed the horses, we were observed with ugly, threatening +glances. But the country was safe; for it was everywhere occupied by +detachments of our troops. + +We reached the village where the Colonel was reported to be lying. We +inquired here and there, but found him not: he must be in the next +village. Thither we now journeyed. + +We met an artillery corps, and had to move into a field and await its +passing. This took a terribly long while. They mocked us and cried at +us in sport as they passed, and we were almost beside ourselves with +impatience. And still we sat there protected from the drizzling rain, +while our soldiers were steaming like horses. + +Rolunt got out. He asked the officers of the column after the Colonel. +They knew nothing of him; they had only just arrived from a long march. + +At last we were permitted to proceed. + +At the entrance of the next village, Bertha recognized a soldier of her +husband's regiment. + +"Is your Colonel living?" she asked. + +"Yes, yesterday he was still alive." + +"And to-day?" + +"Don't know. Haven't heard anything about him." + +I felt confident that he was yet living. I could not think that the +strong, powerful man could be dead, and my hopefulness helped to +support Bertha. We reached the house from which the white flag with the +red cross was floating. I commanded my daughter to remain seated in the +wagon, and to inquire of no one until I returned. She gave me her +promise, but she could not keep her word, and it was indeed requiring +too much of her. She saw her husband's servant, and called to him, and +the lad said, "The Colonel is living, but--" + +"But what?" + +"He is very low." + +We entered the house, and the first one we met was Annette. + +"Be composed, Bertha! he lives. I came here immediately on receiving +the intelligence of his being wounded, that I might do all that was +possible for him," she said. She embraced her friend, and added, that +we could not see him: he could not bear the shock. + +The Professor begged that he, at least, might be admitted. Annette +called the doctor, and he gave permission to the Professor to see the +wounded man. + +Annette remained with us, and said, "The bullet has not yet been +found." The shot had entered the breast just above the heart, only +escaping it by a hair's-breadth. + +The Colonel led his regiment independently and separated from the +Prussians, and it was a piece of jealousy, and the ambition to +distinguish himself, that caused him to press forward so recklessly and +thrust himself in danger's way. He had to march over a plain, to take a +battery planted on a height, and it was there that he was struck. + +When he had fallen, and saw death before him, he exclaimed, "The Romans +were right; it is glorious to die for one's country. I want no other +grave; let me be buried with my soldiers." Then for a long while he was +unconscious. + +After a little while Rolunt came to us, and said that the Colonel was +unable to speak, but by his glances had shown that he recognized him. + +Bertha begged for the dress of a nurse, so that she could at least +venture into the sick-room. She promised not to go near her sick +husband. But the doctor emphatically forbade it. There was no certainty +that the wounded man would not recognize her, if only by her step or +carriage. He almost feared that the sick man might suspect something +from the presence of the Professor; for he opened and shut his eyes so +quickly. And so we had to wait and listen, and were condemned to +inactivity. + +We met still another friend: Baron Arven. He had forgotten his own +griefs, was restlessly active and appeared wondrously rejuvenated. In +an hour he had to go to another hospital, and transferred to us his +quarters, in which we could rest. + +Bertha said she could not sleep; but consented to lie down and rest +herself, in order to gather strength for what might be in store for +her. She lay down and was soon fast asleep. She often moved +convulsively, as if troubled with fearful dreams, but still continued +to slumber. I at last also fell asleep. Towards morning, I was awakened +by a loud voice: + +"I must see him; I have found him." + +Is not that the voice of Rothfuss? Yes, it was. + +Bertha also awoke, and asked, "Where are we? Has the train stopped?" I +explained to her where we were. With difficulty, she collected herself. +She went directly with us to the house where the Colonel lay, and +remained with Annette. She heard that the Colonel had also slept, and +Annette, who had sat with him, remarked, he had lightly whispered, +"Bertha;" he must suspect that she is here. + +Rothfuss took me aside and said, "We have him and her also." + +"Yes, the Colonel and Bertha." + +"No, no! Ernst and Martella. 'The Lord God is the best child's nurse +for wild lads,' my mother has often said." + +I felt as if reason had forsaken me. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +Only gradually did I clearly comprehend all that had happened to me. + +I can no longer count the shots, nor specify whence or by whom they +were discharged against me, and how it was that I remained unharmed. +But I have passed through it all, and must also permit you to +experience it. + +Rothfuss related to me, very composedly, that he had done Carl +injustice; one might be imprisoned, although innocent, and it happened +to him with horse and wagon. He and the bays had been captured by the +wild Turcos, and he had almost fancied himself in hell while with those +savages, who did not even know how to talk intelligibly. + +"Sir! they would have shot me for a spy. They placed me against the +wall. And there I stand and they aim at me. I take a last look at the +sky and the trees, something dims my sight, and I think to myself, if +it were only over! Then some one calls out, 'Halt!' And I think I +recognize the voice. He talks gibberish, of which I do not comprehend a +word, but they don't shoot. He orders me to be tied tighter. And there +I lie in a miserable stall and can't stir. And then comes some one +sneaking along, and whispers, 'Keep yourself quiet, Rothfuss.' And who +do you think it is? Our Ernst. And then we cried together, like little +children, and Ernst said, 'Keep yourself quiet! What I have been +through, couldn't be told in a thousand years. Now come with me!' And +for a long while there we were, creeping along the ground like frogs, +until we reached the horses, which were fastened outside. To unloose +them, spring upon them, and gallop away, took but a moment. The French +fired at us, but they didn't hit us, and away we went until we reached +our lines, and there Ernst said to me, 'You once passed for my brother +Ludwig; now do as much for me! Give me your clothes!'" + +Rothfuss had to give him his blue blouse. Then Ernst transferred his +horse to him, and said, "Leave me now! we will soon meet again." + +Rothfuss was about relating how he had found Martella, when she +entered. She had become very thin, but otherwise unchanged; was gayly +attired, and cried out as she perceived me: "Oh! father, happily met +again! To-day is Ernst's wedding-day, and my Sunday, my greatest +holiday, my ascension-day." + +She offered no excuse for having run away; she made no mention of her +recent experiences, and as I could not avoid telling her what pain and +anxiety she had occasioned me, she exclaimed, "I know it better than +you can tell me; but indulge me for to-day: to-morrow, when I have +Ernst by the hand, we will set everything straight. He rescued Carl, +who would have bled to death, if he had not found him. + +"Ernst carried him; yes, he is strong; he brought him all the way here. +His face, his hands, his clothes, were all full of blood. But that +doesn't hurt; it can all be washed off. Everything can be washed away +if one is sound within; and now everything, everything will be washed +away. + +"Now I heard that Ernst had come to the regiment in which Carl was. He +introduced himself as a German with the name of Frohn." Martella added, +"That is the name of a comrade, who on the voyage threw himself in +despair into the sea." + +Ernst had declared that he would not fight against his countrymen, but +with them against the French. What proofs of loyalty he was submitted +to have never been made known to me. He was uniformed and placed at a +post of danger, where a strict watch could be kept upon him. He +conducted himself bravely, and when Carl was struck, he rescued him at +the risk of his own life. But he was never recognized, and none but +Carl, Martella, and Rothfuss knew who he was. + +They had, during the night, heard of my arrival, and Ernst had stood +guard before the house for hours. Martella had shown him the letter of +pardon; but he exclaimed that he wished no pardon, and would not +examine the letter. + +Martella begged him to show himself to me. But he said, "I know of how +many nights of rest I have robbed my father; I will not now disturb his +slumbers, and will for the first time appear before him, and clasp his +knees, when by I have done something to show him what I am at heart. +When I come out of the battle, I will go to my father: then I can look +him in the face." + +"Right, right," said Martella; "if you go into the fight with such +thoughts, you will surely come out of it safe and sound, and your +mother in heaven will stretch her hands in blessings over you." + +"My mother in heaven? Is she dead?" + +"Didn't you know it? Alas! already over three years; she died upon your +birth-day." + +"On my birth-day!" He said this, and was then for a long time silent. +Then again he said, "I think I dare not kiss you again to-day." + +"Your mother loved you to her latest breath, and she kissed me just +before she died." + +"He sighed heavily and then kissed me," said Martella, "Only once +again; for the last time. No, not for the last time! he must live!" + +Just as Ernst had again gone away, there came the order to march +immediately without baggage. The people never knew beforehand when +there was to be a battle; but such a command naturally gave rise to +anticipations of a fight. + +As Martella turned away, while Ernst prepared for his departure, she +heard the voice of Rothfuss, who told the baker Lerz that his bays were +ruined, but that he had received two fine Burgundians in exchange. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +It was now highly important to find Ernst. We left the house before +day-break; Bertha was still sleeping. + +I permitted Martella and Rothfuss to conduct me to the hospital in +which the Colonel was lying. I was scarcely conscious where I was, or +whither I was going; I felt as if there was a heavy burden upon my +shoulders, and could not help looking to the right and left, as if +something was threatening me. But I could endure it and could proceed +without assistance. + +Rolunt seemed to have expected me. He said the Colonel was in about the +same condition, neither better nor worse. I bade him send one of the +female attendants to Bertha; I could not tell him who it was I sought. + +When we left the house, my grandson, the vicar, approached me. +"Grandfather, I know all," said he, "but at such a time one can bear +manifold troubles. I also endure them; I have just come from my sad +duties at a deathbed." + +I told him that we were seeking Ernst, and we thought he might be with +those with whom, just before the march, he had held a brief divine +service. We went with him. The day began to dawn. + +The graceful figure of Martella seemed to hover in the gray twilight, +and as she turned and looked upon me, it seemed to me that the +extraordinary depth of the sockets of her eyes was greater than ever. +There was something sadly brilliant in her glance, and it seemed +directed to a distance. + +Before the village, on a plain in front of a small hill, the regiments +were formed in deep squares, presenting masses that looked like church +walls. + +We searched around. Martella went to the left, Rothfuss to the right. +They came back; they had not found Ernst, and yet he must be there. +Martella stood quietly near me; only once did she look up at me, and +her eye was piercingly brilliant. She folded her hands together +convulsively, apparently, also, to conceal her trepidation. + +A chorale was performed by the band, in which all the troops present +joined, while the heavens reddened as the vicar, with steady steps, +descended the hill, and wended his way towards us. Every one held his +breath; perhaps Ernst is down there among them. + +The vicar spoke with a clear voice. He had pleased by his written +words, but when he spoke, it was still better and more inspiring. + +"See here!" he exclaimed. "I have come here without any Bible. Holy is +the Book of Revelation, thrice holy. With it the world has learned to +comprehend itself and God, and will gather instruction from it to all +eternity. + +"I carry it in my heart, and from my heart I call out to you in the +words of the Apostle Paul (Romans xiv. 7): 'For none of us liveth to +himself, and no man dieth to himself.' That should be in your soul, in +your memory, should your soul be in a struggle, and, if it must be so, +in death. Thou art not for thyself in this world, and goest not for +thyself from this world. Thou art called, thou art mustered for the +great universal battle for the holy kingdom of the spirit, of honor, of +freedom, of unity. + +"Just imagine, ye who have achieved the victory and must again win it, +how it would be if all these things were reversed. + +"The spirit of darkness hovers in the air like millions of black +ravens, hiding the sun and blighting everything that hath life. Through +the streets of thy native villages rage the wild hordes of Asia, and +murder, robbery, outrage, and fire prevail everywhere. + +"Thou who mournest thy brother, or thy fallen comrade, thou that liest +wounded, forget thy pain. Open thine eyes! Through thee, through thy +comrades, the light of the world is rescued: knowledge, justice, +decency, honor, integrity. I say it to you and you may say it to each +other; for thus has God willed it. + +"And thou who still holdest the weapon in thy firm grasp, be of +cheerful heart! The saints hover over the banners that you shall +victoriously bring home; and when the bloody, cruel, terrible work is +done, then you will permit no other pride to possess you, than that you +were summoned to labor for the kingdom of freedom and unity, for the +kingdom of the spirit, in which there is no enemy to be conquered, but +in which each shall be a moving temple of the Holy Spirit. Keep +yourselves firm: for none of us liveth to himself, and no man dieth to +himself. Amen!" + +A quiet prayer was offered up; then the regiments moved into column, +and the whole army set itself in motion. + +The vicar came to me, and for a long while held me by the hand. We +uttered no word. Then he followed the army, and I went with Rothfuss +and Martella back to the hospital. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +We met Annette, whose presence had greatly improved Bertha's spirits. + +Annette took us into an out-of-the-way room, and there said, "I have +for a long time called you father from mere sentiment. You allowed me, +but now I dare to do so because it is my right." + +She gave me a letter from Richard, from head quarters, and the letter +was addressed, "My beloved bride." + +Annette kissed my trembling hands, and she kissed me again and again, +when I told her that my wife in her dying hour had called out, "Richard +will marry her after all." + +Annette added that they did not intend to get married until peace was +concluded. + +"Of course," said Bertha, as if addressing me, "you will understand +that we can give no expression to our joy just now." + +Annette, indeed, did not permit us to linger long over this joyful +message. She said that her patients now claimed all her time, and only +while we were descending the steps, she once stopped and quietly +related to us how her old custom of pouring out her feelings with every +new experience had suddenly opened the hearts that had so long been as +if sealed towards each other. She had said to Richard, who recently +passed through here, "So long as men are well, they are all alike. When +they are wounded or sick, each one displays the traits that are +peculiar to him." Then Richard replied, "You speak from my mother's +soul;" and on that day they were betrothed. + +"Now I no more need," said Annette, as we went on, "to chloroform my +soul with religion. I have learned to apply the real chloroform, and in +helping others we help ourselves also." + +Annette invited us to go with her to the patients; she might thereby +make the tedious hours of watching more easy for Bertha. She first +conducted us to a handsome young man with a full, blond beard, whose +thigh had been fractured. Her mere appearance seemed to revive the sick +man. + +It was a pathetic look with which he gazed upon her, and stretched his +thin hand towards her. + +Annette introduced him to us as an artist of great repute, and, +assuming a merry tone of voice, she said, "He has painted me in other +colors. He does not like the dull and sombre black; indeed, the +silver-gray dress with the white apron is much more cheerful. And why +should we not be cheerful?" + +The face of the young man brightened, and Annette bade Bertha to read +something to him. In going the rounds, she made us acquainted with a +wounded German officer, who never ceased heaping extravagant praises +upon his nurse. Annette bade me to come quickly to a man from my +village, for whom I could perhaps do something, and, with a trembling +voice, mentioned Carl's name to me. + +We approached his bed. He gazed upon me with staring eyes, and cried, +in heart-rending tones, "Mother, mother!" I spoke to him; I asked him +if he knew me. But he continually exclaimed, "Mother, mother, mother!" + +The surgeon came and bade us leave the patient. Then he said to +Annette, "Have a screen placed here. This young man may die at any +moment, and the others should neither see nor know of it." + +Just as the screen was put in its place, the door opened, and a voice +was heard, "My child! my child! Carl! my child! Carl!" + +"Mother, mother!" cried the wounded man, and he raised himself up, and +mother and son were folded in each other's arms. Then Carl cried out, +"Marie! you too! you too, there! Come!" + +He then fell back. + +The surgeon then approached and said, "He is extremely weak, and in a +critical condition!" Restoratives were applied and he opened his eyes. + +After a while he said, "How did you know that I--" + +"Be quiet! don't speak so much! Don't exert yourself too much. Your +eyes have already told me everything. And now, yes, it was the vicar, +Waldfried's grandson, who wrote me where you were." + +"I am hungry. Give me something to eat!" + +"I have brought you one of our hens; I brought it all the way from +home," said the old woman. + +"I must eat, I must eat!" exclaimed Carl. His strength, wasted and +exhausted through loss of blood, appeared to return, and he seemed +rescued by the magic of love. + +His mother ought to have left him, but she would not obey the surgeon. +She obeyed me, however. When she saw Bertha, she cried out, "My son, +my Carl, my child lives! Bertha! I tell you, your husband who lies +there--Bertha, your husband is saved too: he will be saved." + +"Bertha!" We heard a call from the adjoining room; it was the voice of +the colonel. + +Bertha almost swooned; I caught her in my arms. She collected herself +and hurried towards the door; it was closed. Annette called to us from +within, that we should wait quietly, for it was a critical moment. + +What anxious moments were those, while we stood at the door listening +to the movements and groans within. + +After a while, the surgeon hastily opened the door, and said, "Now go +away softly! There has been a hemorrhage, and the ball has come with +it. There is now a chance of his recovery, but I must insist on perfect +quiet!" + +Bertha sank to the floor, while she placed her finger on her lips, and +motioned me to be silent. They say that we were only waiting a quarter +of an hour. But oh! how long it seemed! Then the surgeon opened the +door again, and, seeing Bertha on the floor, said, "You may go in now +and shake hands with the Colonel, but do not say anything to him, as he +is not allowed to speak for the present." + +Bertha went in. She reached her hand to her husband. He moved his eyes +in recognition; then the surgeon motioned us to depart. + +We went away. From afar, we could hear the rattle of musketry and the +roar of artillery, and the reports constantly became louder and more +frequent. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + +Evening was approaching, when the surgeon sent us word that his patient +had been sleeping. He had awakened and asked for Bertha and me. + +We went to him. He could only recognize us by glances, and a wonderful +smile overspread his features. He turned his eyes to the surgeon, who +understood him, and said, "Yes, your wife may sit here for a quarter of +an hour. But you must both be perfectly quiet." + +And so we sat there speechless, and heard the din of battle gradually +cease; only occasional shots were now fired. + +I was called to the front of the house. Martella and Rothfuss stood +before me. Martella, breathless, told me that Ernst's company had again +been in the fight, many were missing, and, among them, Ernst; he ought +to be hunted up. + +Rothfuss desired that I should stay behind; but Martella exclaimed, +seizing my arm, "What do you mean? Father goes with us!" + +She had made a wreath to take to Ernst, and she held it in her +trembling hands. She carried Ernst's prize-cup and a bottle of wine in +a basket on her arm. + +We went through the village towards the hill. Four men approached with +a litter. + +"Ernst! Ernst!" cried Martella. + +The two men stopped, and one asked, "Who's there? Who calls?" It was +Ikwarte's voice. + +"Set it down!" commanded the other. "Isn't that Martella?" It was +Wolfgang who spoke. + +We stepped nearer. They carried a man who had been shot in the leg. The +man raised his head, and said, "That is his father." It was the son of +the owner of the saw-mill down in the valley. "He commissioned me to +carry his love to you. He made himself known to me." + +"Where is he? Is he dead?" + +"He must be lying up there. Oh! he has done great things." + +"What has he done? Where is he?" anxiously inquired Martella. "Speak! +be quick! listen, father!" + +The wounded man raised himself with difficulty and spoke: + +"We stood within range of the enemy's batteries. Shot after shot tore +through our ranks. Many were falling. Everybody sheltered himself. +Ernst stood upright, and said in a clear voice, 'Stand firm! Face the +bullets! That's the way to be brave.' Finally, we advanced, when a +lieutenant was shot in the forehead; our sergeant stepped into his +place, and he also fell. Then Ernst took command, and marched along by +the drummer. Bang! then the drummer was shot. Ernst unloosened the drum +from his body, and drummed for us. He beat a powerful flourish, and +cried out, 'Give it to them!' Then there came a shell, and I lay on the +ground and saw nothing more. When I came to myself, I still heard +drumming. But all at once there was a report, a cry--and the drumming +ceased." + +Martella tore up the wreath; but she quickly seized the grasses and +flowers and held them with a convulsive grasp. + +"Away! away! we must find him!" she exclaimed. "We must find him! He is +living!" + +Ikwarte and Wolfgang hastened with the wounded man into a neighboring +house. Not far off, a wagon stopped. They returned with it, and +Wolfgang and Martella sat in it with me. So we drove on through the +entire night. Ikwarte knew where the miller's son was sheltered. We +were silent; only Martella murmured to herself, "Keep up, Ernst; keep +up! We are coming! Oh! mother in heaven, look down upon him!" + +We were obliged to get out--the road crossed the fields. I went a +little distance, but could go no farther. Both of the faithful servants +begged that Wolfgang would stay with me. We sat down by the roadside, +and noticed a moving object quite near us. It was a wounded horse, that +raised its head, and then, with a rattle in its throat, fell back dead. + +We heard Martella, across the field, calling, "Ernst! Ernst! my Ernst! +where are you! Ernst! we are here, your father and I!" Then we heard +nothing more. + +A chill seized me. The ground was damp, and Wolfgang insisted that I +should sit upon the dead horse, whose body was still warm. We quietly +waited. In the heavens the clouds were scudding by, and here and there +the stars sparkled. In the village a clock commenced striking. Wolfgang +counted aloud: it struck eleven. + +Now some one approached; my name was called. It was Ikwarte. + +"We have found him," he joyfully exclaimed. "Come quickly!" + +"Is he living?" + +"Yes." + +Accompanied by Ikwarte and Wolfgang, I went along. Oh! I cannot tell +the horrors I then saw and heard. + +"There, by the torch, there he is!" + +My knees shook under me. Then a man came again towards us, and cried +out, "Grandfather, come! There is yet time!" + +It was my grandson, the vicar. We reached the place. There lay Martella +on the ground bending over a figure. Rothfuss stood by her with the +torch, and Martella cried, "Ernst, wake up! Your father is here!" + +I kneeled down by him. I saw his face. His eyes were closed, but his +breast rose and fell quickly. + +"Ernst! my beloved child! my long-lost child! Ernst! your father calls +you! Your mother calls you from eternity! Ernst, you shall live! you +have repented; you have atoned! Ernst, Ernst! my son, my son!" + +He opened his eyes and moved his hand towards me. I seized it; it was +stiff. + +"Father, forgive!" he moaned. "Martella, pardon! Oh! mother--father!" + +He breathed his last breath. I just saw Martella throw herself upon +him, with an agonizing cry; then I saw and heard nothing more. + + + + + + BOOK SIXTH. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +"Stand firm! Face the bullets!" With these words, Ernst had encouraged +his men to the last. My own experience illustrated them. + +For a considerable time, I did not know what had happened, either to me +or to those about me. I only knew that I lay behind a white curtain +with blue flowers, and could not keep my eyes open for any length of +time. The flowers assumed all sorts of odd shapes, and the fantastic +figures seemed to be ever changing and rushing towards me. + +I think I was not really sick, only inexpressibly weak; and the fatigue +and exhaustion prevented me from directing my thoughts at will. I was +childishly grateful for everything. I looked at the wood in the door +and rejoiced that it was firm; I heard the fire in the stove and was +delighted that it warmed me; I was grateful to the bed that supported +me, so that I did not need to do it myself. + +I remember that Bertha and Annette would occasionally visit me; but my +grandson Wolfgang stayed with me nearly all the time. Through the +hardships of war and constant exposure, Wolfgang had almost ripened +into manhood. He had become stronger and stouter than of old, and his +voice was now more manly. + +"I am so glad, grandfather, to hear you call me by my own name again; +you always used to call me Ernst," said Wolfgang one day, and from that +hour I felt that the heavy clouds were slowly clearing away; and when +they had disappeared, I saw everything around me distinctly, and by +degrees I remembered what had happened. + +"Is Ernst--buried?" + +"Yes, grandfather." + +I now asked Wolfgang to inform me what had occurred while I was +unconscious, and what had become of Martella. + +"Grandfather," said Wolfgang, "I must tell you the truth. Martella is +no longer separated from Ernst. She has reached the goal." + +I felt as if the clouds were again gathering before my eyes, but, +through the mists, I met Gustava's lustrous eyes, saying, "She was true +till death." + +Wolfgang took my hand in his, and the youth's firm grasp gave me +renewed strength. I begged him to tell me all, and he began: + +"We brought you down to Aunt Annette, who, foreboding evil, had met us +half-way. It then suddenly occurred to us that in our dreadful +excitement and anxiety about you, no one had taken care of Martella, +and that she had not followed us. Rothfuss said he was completely worn +out, and must stay with his master. Ikwarte has nerves and muscles of +steel. I felt as if my eyes burnt in their sockets; never before +had I been so tired; but I returned with him, nevertheless, to the +battle-field, half dead with sleep and fatigue." Wolfgang shivered, +stopped awhile, and then continued: "We knew the place where Ernst lay, +and soon found him. The moon lit up his face wonderfully. Beside him +lay Martella, motionless; she clung to him in a close embrace, cheek to +cheek, hand in hand. Is she dead, too? It were best! I bent down to +her; she breathed heavily. I called her name. How she stared at me +wildly and vacantly! Then she motioned us to be quiet, and whispered, +'He will soon be warm again; soon, very soon.' I tried to persuade her +to follow us; she answered, 'O Wolfgang! you are so good; bring some +wild honey. Oh, wait, Ernst! your nephew is coming with wild honey, and +here I have your cup, your hunting cup.' I tried to persuade her, and +she answered, 'Oh, you have mother's voice. Mother, tell him, oh, tell +him to rise again.' She threw herself beside the corpse, and when I +cried, 'Martella, get up; come with us,' she answered, 'You see he +cannot move now, but I will follow you; you have my mother's voice.' +She did not then seem to remember the dead. She went with me and let me +lead her by the hand; but suddenly she tore away and returned, crying, +'They leave him lying alone on the cold ground, in the dark night.' + +"She broke down. We tried to administer some restorative, but her mouth +was firmly closed, and her breast was heaving violently. At last +Ikwarte succeeded in administering the draught. We brought her to a +ruined house in the vicinity. The doors had all been taken off--I had +helped at the work myself; they had done service as litters. + +"We placed Martella on a seat by the hearth, and I succeeded in +gathering some wood and starting a fire. 'Oh, how good! Oh, how warm!' +said she to the flickering flames. Her teeth chattered. We hoped that, +after she was well warmed, she would be able to go farther with us. She +sat there quietly, her elbows resting on her knees, her face covered +with both her hands. + +"'Wolfgang, keep me with you,' she said suddenly. 'Be good to me; you +are his brother's child; keep me with you--do not leave me. Tell me how +many years it is since he died? O Ernst, you are so happy that I cannot +weep. Why are you glad? Oh, if I could but weep! You have been away so +long, and why do you not return? What shall I do in this world without +you! Mother, Ernst is with you; you do not need him; send him to me--he +is mine. I have nothing more in this world. My dog is dead, too. My +little red stockings--oh, I was so happy. Martella is lost. Hunt for +her in the woods where the wild honey grows. Do you hear the cuckoo? +Cuckoo!' + +"She stared vacantly into the flames; then she cried: 'My eyes burn +like fire! I cannot weep. O Ernst! Ernst!' + +"She tore the satchel from her girdle, tore the letter of pardon into +fragments, and cried: 'Everything shall burn just as my eyes do. Come +here, your Highness, and see how your handwriting burns.' + +"Dawn was breaking. Through the open door, we saw some men approaching +with a litter. + +"'Here is Herr Rautenkron,' said Ikwarte. Martella rushed out and saw +the men carrying Ernst's body. She rushed towards them, sank beside the +litter and cried: 'My Ernst! You are not dead!' + +"A fearful shriek, which rang out far over the barren fields, was +forced from her tortured breast. She clasped her hand to her heart +while a flood of tears streamed over her cheeks. Suddenly she broke +down and sank on the body of Ernst. A physician, who had come with the +men, laid his hand on her heart. It was still: he listened for her +breathing; it had ceased. + +"'My child! my child!' cried Rautenkron; she heard nothing more." + +So ended Wolfgang's story. His firm hand clasped mine, and I felt as if +that alone held me there among the living. + +"And what became of Rautenkron?" I was able to ask after a long +interval. + +"He had suddenly become an old man, with hollow cheeks and lustreless +eyes. He sat on the ground, stared at the corpse, and did not speak a +word. It rained in torrents. Every one endeavored to induce Rautenkron +to seek the shelter of the hut, but he did not answer. At last he +arose, pulled the hood of his cloak over his head, lit a cigar, and +said to me, 'Stay here; I shall come back presently.' After a while, he +returned with axe and spade. Alone, he dug the grave in which Ernst and +Martella were laid." + +Wolfgang paused, and I remembered the sacred verses from the lament of +David for Jonathan: + + "In death they were not divided." + +"Where is Rautenkron?" I asked at last. + +"When the grave was filled up, he disappeared. Later, we learned his +fate. You remember that our men had taken the city near by and occupied +it; but the French had so strengthened the castle which commanded it, +that it seemed impossible to drive them out. Rautenkron volunteered to +discover the mines which doubtless were under it. No one knows how he +gained an entrance, but on the following day the powder-magazines in +the cellars of the castle exploded and destroyed part of the castle, +which was then stormed. Great numbers of the enemy were killed. Careful +search was made for Rautenkron, but no trace of him was discovered, and +as, up to this time, nothing has been heard of him, it seems sure that +he was buried beneath the ruins." + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +Bertha informed me that the Colonel was out of danger, and was staying +in the city during his convalescence. The physician thought he would be +able to lead his regiment within a few weeks. The old spinner had +returned homewards with Carl. He had been taken to the hospital of our +capital. + +"And Anton, of the saw-mill--is he dead?" + +"Father, I am telling you the whole truth; but I beg of you, do not +seek to learn all these things to-day. Take care of yourself, for our +sakes." + +I was soon again able to be up, and Bertha could not say enough in +praise of the kindness and sympathy of the French people, in whose +house I lay. + +The housewife now wanted to speak to me, too. + +She came, and was quite delighted to receive my heartfelt thanks. + +A few days later, I was permitted to visit the Colonel, and the first +words he uttered were, "Bertha, now I firmly believe in my recovery. +You wear your hair in curls again." + +He informed me that he had considered it an ill omen, when Bertha had +worn her hair plain. Now that he was out of danger, the curls and +happiness were back again. + +Then he recounted everything, from the first moment of his being +wounded, when he seemed to realize what death is. It seemed like a +stroke of lightning; then all was night and utter darkness. His +adjutant stepped to his couch, grasped his hand, kissed it, and wept +over it. He felt the kisses and the tears, but was unable to give a +sign of consciousness, either by a pressure of the hand or by a word; +within him, all was life, like a subterranean stream. + +I did not long have the pleasure of listening to the reminiscences of +the convalescent Colonel. I longed to return home. When the next train +started for Germany, it was in charge of Professor Rolunt, who had +nursed the Colonel like a brother; they yielded to my entreaties, and, +in a well-heated car, I journeyed homewards. + +Wolfgang accompanied me to the State capital, and then, in company with +Christiane, returned with a load of medicines and delicacies to the +theatre of war. + +I felt as if I could not get thoroughly well again except at home, and +so it proved. When I inhaled the air of our forest-covered mountains, +it gave me new life. + +The Privy Councillor's wife insisted on my resting at her house for a +few days, and by the careful nursing of our physician as well as his +confident manner, which of itself was a remedy, I soon gained fresh +vigor. It did me good to hear Lady Von Rontheim entwine the memories of +our fallen sons. She informed me, briefly and clearly, of what had +happened during my illness; for now, when I could again read and +understand the papers, I noticed many lapses in my knowledge of events. + +While I was living in the little town, Ludwig came. I did not +comprehend how I could have omitted to inquire about him; and now he +brought with him a refreshing breeze from another hemisphere. As he had +previously informed me by letter, he had journeyed to England and then +to America, to prevent shipments of arms for the French. He had not had +much success, although he offered, through the newspapers, a large +reward for any information regarding such shipments. + +I felt pained when he said, "We Germans have no friends abroad, because +we have not hitherto presented to the world an imposing front. During +the last half-century, the German nation was like a man who has the +consciousness of honest intentions, and who counts on the recognition +of them by others. But neither an individual nor a people obtains +recognition gratuitously. They must wrest it from the world; and the +best and the easiest way is not to wait for it, but to put your +shoulder to the wheel. Now the nations speak in another key; but they +would all have rejoiced if the brilliant Frenchman had overpowered us." + +This pained me, and I did not wish to believe it. Ludwig proved to me +that, in England and America, some of the more far-sighted favored our +cause, and that the governments could have easily prevented the +shipment of arms and much useless carnage, had they seriously desired +it. He considered it infinitely better that we did not need to ask, as +we had hitherto done, "What do other nations think of us? How are they +inclined towards us?" but that in future others would have to ask, +"What do the Germans think of us? How are they inclined?" Ludwig, while +abroad, had, with delight, perceived the general curiosity and +amazement, in regard to the newly discovered wonder-land--Germany. He +declared that we had no idea of the effect our wonderful achievements +had had upon the people of all lands. He had everywhere announced the +German Emperor, before he even was proclaimed at home. + +We at home scarcely know how much we have gained in the esteem of +others, and how gigantically our future looms up before the eyes of +astonished mankind. They see a thousand different effects flow from +this new birth; and I believe they are in the right. + +Conny came to town, and, with her and Ludwig, I returned home. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +When I rode along the forest road, I saw Gaudens at his work. He wore a +soldier-cap, and whistled "Die Wacht am Rhein," while clearing up the +ditch beside the footpath. + +The valley stream was frozen tight, the trees were heavily laden with +snow. Ludwig reported that he had purchased machines in America and +England for our mill. With the aid of these, the winter would, in +future, not prevent operations. Finished work could be set up, except +when the orders were to ship the articles in separate parts. It seemed +as if he contemplated remaining with us, as he had settled up much of +his business in America. Besides, on his way home, he had taken some +large contracts from building associations. When I expressed surprise +at the varied fields of his activity, he said, "Father, I have +remembered this from what I have learned of music; you may play a +different air with each hand, and still both must be in harmony. My +right hand plays the melody 'personal advantage,' my left, the melody +'public weal;' sometimes they change about, too. I have built +water-works, that were for the good of many; but they were good for me, +too, and I do not think that without this I would have built them so +cheerfully. Just now a great mania for building prevails among the +people, and we shall be able to give employment to many good laborers +who have been driven out of France." + +We came to the saw-mill near the bridge. Here, on the same day that the +news arrived of Anton's death, a workman had lost three of his ringers +by the circular saw. Ludwig went to the man and engaged him as sorter +of the different kinds of timber. + +The saw-mill was stopped, and all the shutters were closed. Here we met +Joseph, who informed us that since the death of his son, the owner of +the mill had lost all energy and pleasure in his business. He had +removed to a daughter of his in the opposite valley, and wanted to sell +the property. "You must buy this, and work for us," cried Ludwig. + +Joseph answered sadly that he could not; he said he was in danger of +losing everything. He had invested almost his entire property in wood +in the Hagenau forest, and if Bourbaki and his army should force their +way through, all would be lost over there as well as here. + +These were certainly very gloomy prospects, and we could not get any +comfort at home; we daily expected the advance of Bourbaki's army, and +it was said that preparations were being made to lay the whole country +waste. + +My sister wrote that in Alsace it was the general belief that there +would now be a change. Bourbaki would strike down Germany. Her husband +had hung up the pictures and epaulettes again; but with this proviso, +that if the French would not deliver them this time, he would have +nothing further to do with them, and would become a forester in +Germany. + +Bertha had returned to the capital, and wrote that the Colonel, with +whom Rothfuss had remained, was again at the head of his regiment in +the division that opposed Bourbaki's advance towards the Rhine. + +At home, I found another cause for deep emotion; it was a letter for me +from Ernst. It had been forwarded from the field by the army post. The +paper showed the traces of many tears. I was so much overcome, every +time I read the letter, that my children took it away from me; but I +asked them to return it, and here it is: + + +"DEAR FATHER AND MOTHER:--See me prostrate at your feet; what I desired +to do a thousand times, and again and again postponed, I must now +finish. + +"I know that, both for you and for me, my deeds have filled many days +and nights--nay, whole years--with sadness. I cannot express in words +what I have thought and felt while on the march in the hot sun, or at +night when I looked up to the stars that shone also on my paternal +home. And, oh! how, when on the march and parched with thirst, I longed +for a drop of water from our fountain. I write with burning tears, but +they cannot blot out the past, nor recall a single wasted hour. Lost! +lost! I repent, I suffer deeply. You often told me, mother, 'You must +curb your spirit.' I could not succeed in my peaceful home, although I +had so many to help me you, father, Martella, my brothers and sisters. +From afar, the sound of ardent prayer swells into an eager wail for +redemption. I have wasted all. Am I a sacrifice to my country's misery? +And now comes the most dreadful consequence of my misdeeds. We have +received orders to take ship to fight against Germany. No, not against +Germany. The old misery is here again with redoubled force. An officer +has confided to me, that several of the lesser German states had called +upon France to release them from the tyranny of Prussia. + +"I had loaded my gun and pointed it at my head, but, thinking of you, I +fired into the air. + +"Is it my guilt, or am I but a drop in the stream that overflows its +bed? + +"O my parents! He who leaves his country is suspended in mid-air, and +has no ground to stand upon. It is well that the end is near; but I +wish you to know that my soul is with you at home. At this moment, I +feel your hands on my head, blessing me. + +"May Martella remain forever true! I can say nothing to her. Oh, +Richard was in the right. How dared I, who was nothing for myself, bind +another life to mine? + +"I thank you a thousand times for all the kindness, all the love you +bestowed upon me who am unworthy of it, and upon Martella who deserves +it. + +"I beg forgiveness of my brothers and sisters for the wrongs I have +done them. + +"Do not mourn for me; I shall find the way to atonement. Console and +comfort yourselves with the thought of one who will remember you till +death. + + "ERNST." + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +"Father, I did not hitherto wish to speak of it, but now I must tell +you," said Ludwig, one day. + +"For God's sake, what can have happened?" + +"Nothing bad, quite the contrary; I am resolved to remain here. I did +not wish to tell you until peace was restored, but I think that this is +the time when the news will do you most good." + +I deemed it my duty to advise him to delay before making up his mind, +but he replied, "I have considered everything. Whatever a man may +achieve in this world, be it ever so great or important, if he has not +done his whole duty to his parents, all else is vain. I remain with +you, and to public duties I will devote as much of my life as can be +spared from you." + +Thus spoke my son, whose roving life in America we thought had made him +harsh and cold. + +I inquired whether he had already consulted his wife. He replied that +there was no doubt of her consent, because she would simply and gladly +consent as soon as he should tell her that it was for the best. + +Conny at once consented. She mentioned that her father had always +prophesied that she would some time return to Europe. She now felt +particularly happy, because, if it should turn out that a German +confederation with an emperor at its head would be established, the +ideal of her father's life, and for the sake of which he went into +exile, would be realized. + +While our eyes were wandering from the warlike past to a peaceful +future, we were thrilled over and over again by the thought that our +army stood like a gigantic wall in the path of the advancing Bourbaki. + +Ludwig told me that, in connection with some friends, he intended to +start a new building association for the public benefit. He had found +the starting point with some former friends from the gymnasium. Their +object was to locate some grand industrial establishments in the +country, in order to avert the threatened overcrowding of the large +cities, by giving profitable employment to the dwellers in the rural +districts. He intended to transfer his mill to the company, and also to +enlarge it. + +Martha, who had remained with her mother in the city, sent us a letter +from Julius. He wrote about the great sortie from Paris, and what heavy +sacrifices it had cost us. He was very happy to have been able to give +proofs of his valor, and he had received the Iron Cross of the first +class on the field of battle. + +Madam Von Rontheim begged me to hold myself in readiness to return to +the city within a few days. + +It was towards evening when the sounds of great rejoicing were heard in +the village. All flocked together, and we heard loud cries, "Rothfuss +is here again!" Rothfuss came with two horses harnessed to his vehicle, +and two following in the rear. + +"I bring four captured Frenchmen," he cried: "I have bought them +honestly. Of course I paid only for their hides. They are not much more +than skin and bone anyway, but in a week I shall feed four new horses +into their skins. When they taste the fodder from our mountain forests, +they will think, 'What a fine country Germany is; there they feed +horses on sweet herbs.'" + +Rothfuss also brought the great news that our German troops had pushed +Bourbaki and his men to the wall; just as might have been done in a +tavern fight. + +We did not quite understand what he really meant. Then Joseph brought +the newspaper. Alsace was free; and his joy over the victory was +enhanced by the certainty that his timber in the Hagenau forest was now +all safe. + +We read about the three days' battle before Belfort; and as long as +valor and endurance are remembered, history will have a glorious page +to unfold there. + +My daughter Johanna came down to enjoy a few days' rest with us. In +spite of the great hardships she had undergone, she had become +stronger, and looked more cheerful. She wanted to deliver her good news +in person. Her daughter had become engaged to a man who had lost his +right arm. Christiane had nursed him faithfully, and fallen in love +with him, and Johanna is right in saying, "She will always love him the +more because of her having to take care of him; she is just the wife +for an invalid." + +On the very next day, we had a triumphal entry in our village. Carl was +well again, but carried his left arm in a sling. Rothfuss harnessed his +four "Bourbakis" (they were lean as yet, but lively) and drove Carl and +his mother, four-in-hand. Down at the saw-mill, Marie mounted beside +Carl and rode along into the village. + +Rothfuss stopped before the house of the meadow-farmer. Nobody was to +be seen there, but all cried, "Hurrah for the meadow-farmer!" + +"You must say the old farmer," commanded Rothfuss, "because Carl is now +the young meadow farmer. Come out, old fellow; Napoleon had to +abdicate, too. Give up your flail to Carl, the conqueror." + +At last the door opened. The old meadow farmer came out and welcomed +Carl. It seemed as if the cheering would never end. Carl becomes the +meadow farmer! After this everything is possible. + +"Have you any news of my faithful nurse, the Captain's wife?" asked +Carl, when he entered our room; and the old woman, who had not heard a +word, also asked, "How is the worthy lady?" + +Just then, as it happened, a letter arrived from her. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +Annette wrote: + +"What happiness it is to write to you! This is the first time that I +address you as your real and true daughter. Do you remember how ill you +took it when I once called you Patriarch? You were right, because +bandying sharp speeches was a great fault of mine. Too much of the +intellectual was my misfortune and that of all of us. Now I am nothing +but a quiet ant, crawling up a tree and bearing my tiny mite; to be one +ant amongst a thousand is now my only ambition. I do not wish to be +anything for myself. I must give you an extract from Richard's letter. +What is dearest and most beautiful in it, I cannot, of course, repeat +to you. He writes: + + +"'Hitherto, our happiness consisted in the general belief that every +one was a nobody, unless he was something quite apart, because the +people as a whole were held in but little esteem. Germany was like the +educated Jew, who is always intent on hearing from others, "How do they +regard me?" "What do they think of me?" You yourself,'--but here he +begins praising me--enough of that. + +"'It gave me great pleasure to have Johanna with us in the hospital for +a few days, which enabled us, by working together, to gain a better +appreciation of each other. She has gathered experience and insight +from other sources than myself, and she insists that nature is better +than what we call principle. We can afford to let the latter pass, here +and there. She acknowledges that unbelievers, as she calls us, are +capable of virtuous actions. This war has taught all of us not to ask +for dogmas, but for deeds. + +"'I am scarcely able to-day, to write a letter in my own name. It was +general mail-day, and I sat for hours at the bedside of the sick, +writing word for word as they dictated. I am glad to have learnt enough +French to be able to write for the officer whom you may remember. How +manifold are the relations of life with which I have become +familiarized! There is much wonderful beauty hidden in the world, and +every people and every station in life has its share. + +"'I had to add postscripts to two letters announcing the death of those +in whose name they were written. One was the son of honored parents, +and the other was himself the head of a family, and leaves four +children. + +"'_Midnight_.--I could not write further. Now all is hushed; and I do +not wish to sleep before fulfilling my duty towards you. I find it +hateful, when in full health, to say, "I cannot," and, therefore, +continue writing. I feel as if mother were sitting beside me and +saying, "Tell my husband everything. The best remedy against fear is to +know the whole truth." But I must inform you about Martella. + +"'_The next day_.--Last night, while I was writing the last sentence, +Wolfgang came. He informed me that he had told you all. I may then +speak of ourselves again.' + +"Richard has written me: 'Remember that you once told me you would go +through the wide world with me. That may now come to pass. Through +varied labors which have given entire satisfaction, I have received an +offer of employment in the foreign service, and it may happen that we +shall have to begin our married life in the new world. I leave my quiet +study, or rather I shall not return to it. I may be able to influence +the living present, and you, my good and lovely wife, shall win +admiration and respect in the highest circles. I am proud to place you +in life's highest stations, and for this reason I joyfully surrender my +solitary, peaceful studies and long-cherished plans of scientific +investigation.' + +"How I replied to Richard you will see by these lines, which I copy for +you without conventional modesty; they are from a second letter, in +answer to mine: + + +"'A thousand times, I kiss your hands and press you to my heart. You +are my good genius. Pardon every unpleasant thought which, in the +erring past, I may have harbored against you. Even then, despite +myself, my mother knew you better than I did; her blessing rests upon +your head. You have liberated me and brought me back to myself; I +receive all willingly from your hands. + +"'How clever and how pointed are your accounts of the nothings of +diplomatic life which you noticed in Paris at the house of your +sister-in-law, the wife of our ambassador. + +"'Pardon me that I was just a little jealous of the title of nobility, +and that I thought you might regret having to change it for a plain +civilian name. I thank you for scolding me so merrily about it; but I +reproach myself very seriously that I could entertain such a thought +for a single instant. + +"'How much you are in the right! I dare not abandon my innermost +convictions. Your Christian admonition has gone right to my heart: yes, +I would have been doing violence to my soul. + +"'Now all is bright and free within and around me. It is settled. I +shall keep on the straight line marked out for me; I am born and bred a +man of letters. _You_ see clearly what I could not confess to you or +myself. For your sake the glitter of life allured, and attracted me. I +fondly imagined your queenly form moving among those the world call +noblest; but you, my lovely wife, are greater, purer, and freer than I +am. You do not wish to shine; you will live for me, and I am to live +for my ideal. It is decided; I am fortified against all temptation. I +shall remain true to my calling, to you, and to myself.' + + * * * * * + +"I have told you all. I hope the time is not far off when this horrible +war, this killing and dying, will be but as a shadowy dream in our +memories. There must be peace at last, and peace will bring home to you + + "Your happy daughter, + + "ANNETTE." + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +The very same day, a messenger arrived from the Counciller's wife, to +call me, and I drove to the city with Joseph and Ludwig. From afar, we +heard the booming of cannon, and at the new saw-mill the lumber +merchant Schwarzenberg, an ever-faithful patriot, told me: "We have an +Emperor; he has been proclaimed at Versailles." This was as it should +be. Our great achievements in war were consecrated by the establishment +of the German Empire. + +Ludwig was dissatisfied because the celebration was held on a Prussian +anniversary. He had to acknowledge, however, that the history of +Prussia now glided into that of Germany, and that it was not improper +thus to exalt a family festival. + +O fortunate posterity! you can never know or appreciate our feelings +during those days. We had long cherished these aspirations for our +country, for a United Germany; the less we could hope for their +realization, the deeper they lay in our hearts. Patriotism was like +religious martrydom. Our country did not return our love. On the +contrary, it was requited by hate and persecution from those high in +station, and by neglect and ridicule from the lowly. And, in spite of +all, for more than fifty years we stood firm and true, without hope of +reward. + +In the city, the bells were ringing and all the houses were decorated +with flags. The Councillor's wife received us on the stairs and said, +"Welcome, great-grandfather! Martha has given birth to a son." + +How can I express the emotions that filled my heart! My country +united under a powerful, victorious chief, and on the same day a +great-grandchild born to me. How can I deserve such unspeakable bliss! + +I was allowed to speak to Martha for a minute, and to take my +great-grandson in my arms. He opened his eyes, and Martha cried, "He +has his grandmother's eyes. When at Strasburg, Julius asked that his +name should be Erwin." + +The Councillor's wife ordered her to be quiet, adding: "You can now be +perfectly happy; the conflict is over, and your husband returns full of +honors. You are blessed indeed, and we are blessed through you. Sleep +now; when you really want to sleep, you can do so." + +I had to leave the room; and, after a while, the new grandmother came +to tell me that Martha was sleeping quietly. + +I remained in the city. The grandfather came for a day, and told me +that he agreed with Julius, who, as he had so greatly distinguished +himself, wished to remain in the military service. + +My eyes have looked upon the third generation; I was also to see the +dream of my youth realized in the establishment of the German Empire, +and my family had fairly done their share towards it. But our joys are +never unalloyed. No tree in the forest has an uninterrupted growth. A +raven comes, rests on its top, and bends and blights the tender +sapling. + +Yes, a raven of misfortune came. A letter from Annette reported, in a +few hasty words, that Richard had disappeared, and that he had probably +fallen into the hands of the _franc tireurs_. There was still some hope +of his life. She had started out with Wolfgang to hunt him up. +Wolfgang, being an American citizen, could get through the lines. She +asked us to move heaven and earth to save Richard. In a postscript, she +reminded me of the wounded French officer whom she was nursing when I +searched for the Colonel. How wonderful! every good deed meets its +reward. The officer had given her a pass, from which she promised +herself the best results. + +Ludwig was not for a moment alarmed by the danger into which his only +son had ventured. He had full confidence in Wolfgang's discretion, and +his words were full of assurance that he would not be found wanting. + +I believe that this confidence was genuine, but I also believe that he +tried, for my sake, to mitigate the shock which the news about Richard +had given me. + +It puzzled me how Richard, who did not belong to the combatants, could +be captured by the enemy; but Ludwig stopped all brooding over it by +saying: "Father, will you accompany me to the capital? I wish to see +our ambassador; he must give me all possible assistance." + +In the capital, all the bells were ringing, and at the railroad station +"extras" were announced with the Emperor's proclamation. In the midst +of a group of people in the street stood a man reading the words of the +Emperor. I knew him; it was Loedinger. His voice trembled; and when he +had finished, and the joyful crowd marched through the streets, he saw +me and embraced me heartily. + +"What have we lived to see?" he cried. "Now we can die in peace. But +what is the matter with you? Why do you not cheer with us?" + +I told him, in a few words, of the capture of my son, and the worst +fears which it justified. + +Ludwig went at once to his ambassador, and I to the palace to see the +Prince, who would doubtless use his influence for the rescue of my son. +In the palace, there was great commotion. They said that no message +could be taken to the Prince now, as he was presiding at a session of +the Privy Council. I had to wait a long while. In the streets, the +rejoicing went on; it could be faintly heard from afar. The whole city +was illuminated. + +At last I was told that the Prince could not see me today; I must leave +my petition with the chief of the Cabinet. He was a relative of my +son-in-law, and was favorably inclined towards me. He said that from +there no effective steps could be taken; that it was the business of +the Imperial government, and that I should address myself to the +Prussian ambassador, to whom he gave me a few lines. I felt like a +beggar who is sent from house to house. + +At the Prussian Embassy, I was informed that the American Minister was +attending a conference, and that there was a stranger with him. + +I was called in, and found Ludwig with the two ambassadors. All +necessary steps had already been agreed upon, and dispatches were at +once forwarded to Versailles. + +We drove to the station in the American Minister's coach, and Ludwig +started for France, at once. + +I went to Bertha, and, in spite of the new trouble that poured in upon +me, I felt somewhat relieved when with my daughter and her children. +Victor looked splendidly in his cadet uniform. Bertha met me with +outstretched arms, saying, "Father, we shall soon have peace, and he is +now almost a general." + +It was not the least part of my sorrow that I had to inform Bertha of +our deep anxiety for Richard. In the gladness of her heart, she +ascribed it all to the exaggerated fears of Annette. The human heart is +selfish; in moments of great happiness it wants to hear nothing of the +sorrows of others, and refuses to believe them. + +I was compelled to mar the joy of the proud, loving wife; and when +Bertha too was filled with alarm, she pitied Annette even more than her +brother. She thought it particularly hard that Annette, who was so good +and self-sacrificing, should again and again be overwhelmed with +sorrow. She believed that Richard had loved Annette before the death of +her husband, and that his repentance and severity towards himself +caused him to be so bitter to her. He struggled with his love for the +woman on whom his eyes had rested with admiration at a time when such +admiration was sinful. + +On the other hand her natural good humor and buoyancy of spirits made +her confident that Richard would surely soon be saved. Richard always +was a lucky fellow. She remembered, from childhood, that once while I +was coming down the river on a raft with my raftsmen, Richard stood on +shore, and, crying "Father!" rushed out into the stream till the water +came up to his chin. Balbina ran to the rescue, and, when he was safely +ashore he laughed heartily. He had not been conscious of danger or +fear. + +While Bertha recalled all this, I became more tranquil, and when she +expressed her confident hope that we would not live to see another war, +I heartily agreed with her. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +It was well that I had come up to the capital, for Parliament had been +convoked, in order to consider the new constitution, or rather, the +question of giving in our adhesion to the North German Confederation. + +I scarcely heard the speeches, and did not have the strength to take +the floor myself. + +When a vote was at last reached, it went hard with me to vote "aye." In +spite of my joy that there was now a United Germany, I had labored too +long for the establishment of German landed rights, to content myself +without their being embodied in laws. + +I was deeply moved by a remark of my old and faithful colleague, +Loedinger: "I fear that in the new German constitution, it will only be +too evident that the movement which brought it about, was not initiated +by the people." + +We heard from Annette and Wolfgang, who wrote that they had at last +obtained a clue to aid them in the search for Richard. He had, for a +long time, been dragged about the country, and had then been sent to +the Isles d'Hyéres. + +Now, for the first time, I learned the details of his capture. Richard +had crossed our lines into the enemy's country, being tempted to do so +by a desire to investigate certain points of local history. He was +arrested by the _franc tireurs_, who took him for a spy and wanted to +shoot him. It was only through the interference of a man who was able +to read Richard's journal that he was saved from instant death. + +This was all they had been able to discover, up to the arrival of +Ludwig, who sent Wolfgang home, and continued the search with Annette. + +They were often led astray, and shown prisoners whom they did not know. +They would have liked to console and encourage them by the news of the +progress of our victorious armies and the certainty of a speedy peace, +but they dared not risk it. + +Ludwig added to his letter minute directions concerning the mill. + +We were now perfectly safe in pushing the enterprise forward, as +Bourbaki's forces had been driven into Switzerland and disarmed. + +I could not content myself at the capital, and journeyed homewards. On +the way, I met Baron Arven, who had returned from the field seriously +ill, and who hoped to regain his health at home. I accompanied him, and +found some pleasure in bearing him company in his deserted mansion--his +wife was in Rome, both his sons still in the field. "I shall die at +home after all," was his invariable answer whenever we attempted to +console him. Our excellent physician prepared me for the worst. I was +with Arven in his last hour, and was present when his remains were +deposited in the family vault. + +Joseph came to take me home. + +In war times, one's feelings at last become familiarized with death +scenes. + +I soon again was called upon to take a part in public life. + +The election campaign opened. Remminger, who had returned from the +field to get cured of severe rheumatism, brought me the paper which +represented our party. In it, he was recommended as delegate to the +Reichstag from our district, as a man of merit, and of experience in +military matters. I did not begrudge him the honor, nor the office. It +gave his life a greater value, though I did not know that he ever took +any part in political matters, or even showed any desire in that +direction. + +I thought it remarkable that in the article, particular stress was laid +on the fact, that he was a friend and former comrade of my son-in-law, +who had so greatly distinguished himself in the three days' battle +against Bourbaki. + +What motive could there have been for referring to that fact? However, +if it could be of any use to the man, I was content. + +He asked me whether I had had any hand in the publication of the +article. He had never thought of taking part in politics, but if the +place were offered him, he would not shirk the duty. I heard that the +article was supposed to have emanated either from Joseph or myself. + +We inquired at the office, and were informed that the nomination had +been sent in with the stamp of our nearest post-office, and with a +rather indistinct signature, which might well be Joseph's. + +Joseph asserted that Funk was the author. I did not believe it, because +the entire article did not contain a single superlative. He never +could, even while writing, restrain his peculiar talent for screaming. + +Great thoughts stirred the hearts of men, but littleness, cunning, and +mischief-making had not ceased either. But what matters it? A tree +grows all the same, whether ants and beetles crawl upon it or not. + +A second article shortly afterward appeared in the country papers, in +which it was said that military despotism had unmasked its batteries. +But the people were awake; the people, who did not pray to the god +whose name is Success; but were true to their own eternal aims and +ideas. The clamor of victory must not drown the cries for liberty. We +still had approved champions in our midst; our district still owned an +independent man of large landed property; he should be deputy; they +should be made to see at Berlin what plain, strong men tilled our land. + +Joseph asserted that the papers of the popular party wanted to draw me +to their side. There were inquiries in the journals from different +quarters as to who was meant by "the firm man of solid worth," until he +was named at last. It was Schweitzer-Schmalz. As usual, it was claimed +that South Germany was the only real Germany, just as peasants were +said to be the only genuine people. To-day, the peasants; to-morrow, +perhaps the so-called laborer. The red waistcoat of Schweitzer-Schmalz +was to do service as the popular flag. + +Joseph was filled with anger and disgust, and I urged him to accept the +nomination himself. He had much influence, and there were few other men +in the district so well thought of as he. + +I can say much in Joseph's favor; he wishes to see the state honestly +served; but he also likes to attend to his business. Just then, Joseph +had indeed a heavy load to carry. He had brought a large squad of +foresters from the Tyrol, and had to provide several new teams. + +We heard that Schweitzer-Schmalz had, at first, declined the proffered +offer; but when he found the election was not to cost him any money, +only some little condescension towards the poorer people, a few casks +of beer, and, more than all else, strong language against military +dictation, he declared his readiness. He was plain spoken, and yet +cunning enough to declare, at the valley tavern, that, if he should be +defeated it would be more of an honor than a disgrace to him. People +would then always say, "Here is the man who ought to have been our +deputy at the Reichstag. He is a man of the right sort." + +The movement continued. It was a sorrowful spectacle for me, to see how +the domestic enemies of the Empire inscribed our Frankfort Constitution +on their flag, and cried that it must be accepted without debate. What +should be done in case it was not accepted, they would not say; they +knew as well as we did, that the adoption of the constitution of 1848 +was an impossibility. But they wanted to start an opposition, and to +surround it with a halo of glory. + +On the last day of February, we received the news that the +preliminaries of peace were agreed upon, and our German Emperor +announced, "We have arrived at the end of the glorious but bloody war +which was so wantonly and wickedly forced upon us." + +We who lived on the borders were delighted beyond measure to know that +Alsace-Lorraine had been brought home to us again; and when I was +speaking with my folks about it, Rothfuss remarked: + +"Now I know how it worked. Those who live along the Rhine, from Basle +downward, felt the way you do, when you lie abed in winter time and +have too narrow a blanket. Whenever you move, you are uncovered and get +cold. Now we have a good double bed; now we can stretch ourselves, and, +over there, stand the Vosges mountains; that is a good solid wall; no +draft gets through that." + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +The ides of March had returned as they had twenty-three years before, +but how different now! We stood on a basis of real power, which had +been wrested in battle from our restless neighbor. + +The armistice with the enemy without was concluded, but at the polls we +had to struggle against adversaries within. + +The best men of our district came and explained to me how false a game +was being played. "They are electioneering for Schweitzer-Schmalz, who +would not be so bad a man, but, at the last moment, they mean to drop +him and transfer the votes to Funk, who has acquired a considerable +fortune by the war." + +The men urged me, and Schwarzenberg, the lumber merchant, was not the +least among them, to allow myself to be put up as a candidate, both as +a matter of right and duty. He claimed that I, who had assisted at the +vexatious and fruitless labors at Frankfort, should have the +nomination. Only in that way, could the defeat of the Funk party be +assured. + +I told them what trouble I had, and that I was too old, and unequal to +the duties the office would impose upon me. + +Then the burgomaster of Kaltenbach, a quiet, worthy man, reminded me +that I had often said one should drown domestic griefs in active labors +for the Fatherland. He bade me consider what would become of us +Germans, if we should fail to secure true unity. + +Those who had fallen in France, would, in that case, be disgraced and +dishonored by the result. + +I could not yield, in spite of all that was said; and Joseph asked me, +"If Richard is saved, will you consent?" + +"I do not make vows!" + +"I did not mean it in that way; but would your mind be sufficiently at +ease?" + +I asked for time to consider the matter. + +There was to be a meeting of electors on the next evening. I was alone, +buried in thought; but soon a true and encouraging companion arrived. +It was a letter, the handwriting of which I did not recognize; but when +I had broken the seal and read the signature, I seemed to hear the +voice of sincerity itself--it was a letter from Doctor Wilhelmi, of +Berlin. + +Ludwig had already informed me that Wilhelmi had returned years ago, +and I had heard of his labors with genuine delight. I had often wished +to send him a word of cheer, but had not found the opportunity. Now he +wrote: + + +"All hail! thus do I salute you in your forest home. And now let me +tell you all about ourselves. My wife and other ladies are at work day +and night at the railroad depots, providing the troops, and +particularly the sick and wounded ones, with refreshments. One day, a +large body of prisoners arrived in charge of one of your country +people. My wife observed this as soon as he opened his mouth, and asked +him about you. The man had been servant to a sullen and ill-natured +forester in your neighborhood, and you may imagine how glad we were to +hear of you. For years I have often read your name, and often intended +to write to you; now, a messenger had come to us from you. + +"We provided him with quarters. He is really becoming spoiled by our +friends, for the Berlin folks find the Suabian dialect 'charming, +delightful,' and your countryman is a rogue. + +"He outherods Herod; speaks the dialect more emphatically than ever +Suabian did before, and, when his bravery is praised (he has received +many orders) is condescending enough to confess, 'We did not do +everything; the Prussians too behaved quite decently.' + +"'Quite decently,' is the highest compliment your countrymen ever +bestow on any one. When the man gets home he will tell you that the +Berlinese are all angels. I sincerely trust that you, too, will soon +make their acquaintance. + +"How are your children? above all, the daughter who was with you in +Strasburg years ago. + +"I hear that Ludwig is with you. Tell him to remain; we need men like +him. + +"What has become of the handsome boy, Arndt's favorite, who was with us +in Frankfort? And what of the young student who came to visit us there? + +"Write to me, or, what would be better still, come here soon. We need +old masons to build up the new state." + +His wife had added a postscript saying: "When you come to Berlin, you +must stay with us." + + +Joseph thought the best way to keep Ludwig at home would be to elect +him a member of the Reichstag. He had made inquiries of an attorney in +the little neighboring town, and had been told that Ludwig had not +resided long enough in Germany to be eligible; but that as these were +extraordinary times, the Reichstag would probably admit him. + +The matter was brought before the election committee, but was not +carried, as we should not be so sure of our voters if we had to go +before the county a second time. The country people could with +difficulty be induced to lose a work-day; the high pitch of patriotic +sentiment that now obtained might not last long. + +I accepted the nomination. + +I have nothing to report in regard to the election campaign, except +this; it was the first time we had been obliged to fight the new +clerical party. + +I do not like to speak of clerical machinations. France was conquered, +and France was the last stay of the Papal power. Our victories had +enabled the King of Italy to enter Rome. There was now an attempt to +set on foot a carefully disguised opposition in our own country. A +prebendary belonging to the diocese, travelled through our district, +and held secret conferences with the pastors, to induce them to +influence votes for a champion who had made himself notorious, by the +strong language he had used. + +Joseph finds out everything, and thus he soon learned that the lower +clergy leaned towards the patriotic side, but that they would not risk +open opposition. And, apropos of that, an amusing story was in +circulation. + +The prebendary asked the sleek and wily pastor of Rottenhoch, "And how +do matters stand in your village? What are you able and willing to do?" + +"Whatever the Right Reverend Bishop commands, shall be done." + +The Right Reverend turned and twisted as best he might: but the priest +could not be made to understand that his superiors desired to avoid +giving explicit orders; and the others, who saw that the attempts to +secure his compliance always elicited the same reply, bit their tongues +to keep from laughing outright. + +It was the first Sunday after Easter, on a bright spring day, when my +friends came to take me to the meeting of the voters. + +Rothfuss went with Carl, the young meadow-farmer, and said, "Yes, Carl, +you are lucky; you begin in your young days. This is the first chance I +have ever had to tell our man what he should say to the Emperor for me. +But it is a good thing after all; and mind what I tell you--before the +election we will only take one drink; not a drop more." + +At the same time, he swore at the workmen at the mill, who had allowed +themselves to be influenced by Funk. He declared that they were even +capable of voting against me. Carl said that, as far as his two +brothers were concerned, it was true. They had been expelled from +Alsace, had received employment in Ludwig's mill, and now publicly said +that they would give their votes to Funk. + +At the meeting, it happened just as Joseph had predicted. +Schweitzer-Schmalz stepped forward and declared that a man like himself +could not leave his large estate and go to Berlin; they should, +therefore, give the votes intended for him, to that intrepid man of the +people--Funk. + +But now something happened that took us all by surprise. Funk mounted +the rostrum. He laid it down that a constitution without fundamental +rights was a farce, and it cut me to the quick when he dared to add, +"We uphold the old German flag--the sacred flag of freedom--immaculate, +and shall not desert our colors." + +In conclusion, he said. "I implore you not to call on me now. The time +will come when they must call us to save our liberties; that time has +not yet arrived. + +"For the present, we will leave the pseudo-Prussian to the undisturbed +enjoyment of the national beggars' broth filled with imperial +dumplings, which is being served up in the famous spiked helmet. + +"I thank you," he cried, when the yelling which followed this speech +had somewhat abated, "for the votes with which you honor me. I esteem +them highly, but we must wait. So let us bide our time." + +Joseph prevented me from answering. He mounted the stand, and said that +Herr Funk deserved all possible praise for his shrewdness. He knew that +he could not be successful, and had therefore declined, in order to try +his chances at some future time. "Herr Funk waits; we, too, can wait." + +I was elected by a large majority; and the walk homeward, surrounded by +my electors, was one of the happiest hours of my life. It was even more +joyful than when, twenty-three years earlier, I was elected a delegate +to Frankfort. I forgot my anxiety about Richard. + +When I took leave of Rothfuss at the railway station, he held me by the +hand, a long while, and said: "Oh master, if it was only not so far to +Berlin, you should have taken me along, anyhow. Keep yourself well, +right well; and don't drink any water; Willem says there is good wine +to be had at Berlin, too." + +A tear glistened in his eye, and the leave-taking from this faithful +companion moved me deeply. He had never before been so anxious and +concerned about me. + +Many friends told me, "This new labor will wear you out." + +Be it so, I am here to be of use. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +THE old Burschenschafter[7]! Yes, treasured in secret and worn like an +amulet of magic power, for the sake of which we suffered, are the +colors of the new confederation. At first, the thought pained me; but +perhaps it is all for the best. The Empire which is now being +established, is not quite the one of which we sang and dreamed, or for +the love of which we were thrown into dungeons. But it is full of a new +and vigorous life, and instead of the golden glitter of poesy, we have +the simple white of prose. + +I am not of a combative disposition, and have always longed for a +condition of affairs to which I could heartily assent. And now my +greatest happiness is to know that I am no longer condemned to what I +had feared would prove a life-long opposition to the powers that be. + +The newly elected members had their rendezvous at the railroad +junction. A majority were faithful to the Empire. The few who belonged +to the progressives, or to the ultramontanes, were loud in their +protestation of love for our newly-cemented union. + +My friend Loedinger, that true old soul, was also elected. He studied +with me at Jena, was with me in prison, and, for many years, sat near +me in the Parliament. "We two have by this time become quite used to +each other," were his words, as he took the seat next to me. And, as if +by previous agreement, we were always together during the whole +journey. + +The days were fresh and spring-like, and, although our hearts were +filled with solemn thoughts, nothing but jokes were heard. Next to +Baribal, the gayest was Professor Rolunt, who, before he entered the +military service, had studied in Berlin, and had here received the +so-called finishing touch. On the way, there was much cheerful +discussion of the peculiarities that distinguish various sections of +our country and the fanaticism with which every district believes that +its customs and modes of expression alone represent the real German +mind. + +Offenheimer, the lawyer, who had also been elected a member of the +Reichstag, spoke quite forcibly on this subject, by demonstrating that +we South Germans believed ours to be the veritable language of the +soul. When there is a prejudice to combat, Offenheimer always is +particularly eloquent. He knows Berlin, and lives here with relatives +of his. + +Cato Debold, the inveterate South German, thought it hard that the +rough North German manner should now gain the supremacy. When he saw +the first windmills, he scoffed at North German windbags; and when the +Professor added that in North Germany there were no running springs, +but only pumps, he was quite happy, and vaunted the number of springs +we possessed at home. + +Rolunt allowed him to finish his harangue, and then replied that the +North Germans, finding themselves without fast flowing streams, had +made an invisible power, the winds, work for them; and that pump water +was as refreshing as that from fountains. + +But, against that, Debold showed that the portion of Germany, that lay +on the other side of the Thuringian Mountains had, through being +divided into small farms, become quite different, and far advanced in +comparison with the North. And in municipal liberty, we also stand far +ahead of North Germany; and shall we now submit to have that encroached +upon? + +"That will regulate itself. The others will become more agreeable, and +we will get sharper," said the Professor. + +At many stations we heard the people say: "Here are the South German +Representatives." + +Our reception was not so stormy and excited as the one accorded us +twenty-three years before when we went to Frankfort. The public mood +was now calm and earnest. + +On the road, one of the members said, "If your Richard had returned, he +would doubtless have been elected." Ah! when one has a sorrow, he +expects others to have some consideration, and not touch upon it, even +though it be in the way of kindness. + +At Gotha, where many new delegates joined us, we all received bouquets, +and the principal of the gymnasium cleverly said that we should adorn +ourselves with wedding favors, as we were going to the wedding of North +and South Germany. + +At Eisenach, my granddaughter Christiane and her affianced awaited me. +He was still walking on crutches, but hoped to lay them aside in a few +months, and to depend upon his wife's arm for support. Christiane had +become quite youthful in appearance. She fairly beamed with happiness, +as she looked now at me, and now at her betrothed. + +The others continued on their journey, but Loedinger and I remained +behind to visit a hallowed shrine. I spent the evening with Christiane +and her betrothed. I promised to attend the wedding on my return from +the Reichstag. + +At early dawn, Loedinger and I ascended the Wartburg. We knew that each +other's thoughts wandered back to the companions who, more than half a +century ago, had come here, filled with the enthusiasm of youth. An +invisible band of warriors marched at our side. + +Silently, we walked through the halls of the castle. When we looked out +over the country, far and wide, Loedinger grasped my hand and said: "It +is hard, after all, that our flag, with its sacred colors, does not +float here in the morning breeze. They should have left us that. There +is great danger in the fact that it is now the banner of the +opposition, and is raised by the hands of those who are against us and +the unity we have labored so hard to win." + +While trying to console him, I consoled myself, and the ardor of youth +seemed to return to us. + +Descending the mountain, we sang our old student songs, and felt young +again. + +Yes, this mountain is the altar of all that is great and pure and +beautiful in our united Fatherland. + +When we passed Weimar, where the creators of the unity of German +thought had dwelt and labored, Loedinger said, "We might well cry out: +'Hearken, ye heroes of the mind, your words have become deeds.'" + +Doctor Wilhelmi and his wife received me at the railroad depot. + +Friend Wilhelmi, once a handsome, slender man, has grown stout, but the +sound of his hearty, musical voice, the warm and kindly glance, the +grasp of his hand, are all unchanged. + +Loedinger was lodged with a friend of his, who lived in the +neighborhood, and I soon felt at home with my old friends. The best +people of the city, yes of the whole country, made their house a +rendezvous. I have here made the acquaintance of a great number of men +of distinguished merit. We are well supplied in that respect. + +I also made the nearer acquaintance of some of those sharp Prussians. I +felt at first as if they were setting my teeth on edge. But, after +awhile, I recognized their good traits. + +Doctor Wilhelmi still has an album of the members of the Frankfort +Reichstag. We renewed our memories of olden days while looking at the +pictures, and supplemented each other's information with what we knew +of this or that old friend. + +In every word that Wilhelmi speaks, I recognize his lofty ideality; but +life in America has made him more practical than he once was. + +The hospitality of the Greeks is vaunted. We possess it in a new shape; +for a whole city considers itself our host. + +I had to tell my friend Wilhelmi of my troubles; of my grief for Ernst, +of my deep anxiety about Richard, and the thought struck me: "Must the +old friend, whom we meet after long absence, have his heart saddened by +the recital of our woes." + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +I make no mention of the proceedings of the Reichstag; you can read all +about them in the newspapers. + +I did not once take the floor. + +In committee, I protested energetically, when we understood that some +of the states were to be rewarded for their share in our triumph, by +having certain portions of Alsace assigned to them. This plan was +barely alluded to in the public meetings, and I am inclined to think +that the rumor was merely a piece of diplomatic finesse. + +I cannot avoid repeating the words addressed to me by the Emperor, when +I was presented at the palace. "I have a son and you have a grandson in +the field, and they have, both of them, proved their courage." + +His voice betokened sincerity; his countenance was kind and gentle. + +I was surprised; even if the Emperor had informed himself beforehand, +it was so kind of him to speak thus of Julius. + +In replying I told him that, during the absence of my grandson in the +field, a son had been born to him. + +The Emperor congratulated me. He took me by the hand! For a second, I +held the palm of my beloved Emperor in warm, living embrace. He must +have felt my glance following him when he walked away. For the great +and glorious monarch turned again and nodded to me. + + + + (THE NIGHT BEFORE THE TRIUMPHAL ENTRY.) + +The festivities have been gloriously ushered in. The bells were +ringing, and the streets were alive with a gay and bustling throng. + +I roamed about alone, admiring all that was beautiful and enjoyable in +the streets that had been transformed by the beautiful festal +decorations. A bit of Olympian life had descended upon our homes. + +We sometimes persuade ourselves that we have often thought of, or +wished for, something that suddenly comes to pass: the rapidity with +which our ideas succeed each other is apt to deceive us. But I am sure +that while looking at the Academy of Arts, decorated as it was with the +portraits of heroes, I involuntarily thought, "If I only had one of my +own family with me now; I am so lonely in this surging crowd." + +All at once, I heard a clear, ringing voice exclaim, "Good evening, +grandfather." + +My grandson Julius stands before me, sunburnt, and with several orders +glistening on his breast. He belongs to the combined South German Corps +that is detailed here to take part in the triumphal entry. His quarters +are in a neighboring village, and he must return early. + +Julius asked me whom his son resembled, and when I told him that little +Erwin had the eyes of his grandmother, his face was radiant with joy. + +Taking his arm in mine, I went as far as the city gate with him. I had +to tell him all about Richard, but my pride in this noble, happy +grandson, in a great measure thrust aside my grief for my son. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + (_June 18th._) + + +And now I write of the great day, the greatest known to me and to all +men living. + +It was the morning of the triumphal entry. I went out early and +wandered through the joyous streets. I saw, beneath the chain of gay +triumphal arches, the long row of conquered cannon, and, behind them, +the seats for the wounded, the convalescents and their nurses. Music +resounded from all the side streets. It was the great jubilant +heart-throb of a whole people. + +For a long time, I sat on a chair, which had been placed there for some +invalid. My heart was so full when I thought that I had lived to see +this day; and, amidst this high swelling tide of joy, I could not help +looking into my own heart, and asking myself how I had met the duties +that life imposed upon me. + +Were I to die now--this very day--I have served the truth to the best +of my ability; I have intentionally offended no one, and have loved +mankind and my country with all my soul. I was often weak, but my +weakness has harmed no one but myself. + +As this was passing through my mind, I had to stop suddenly. My friend +Wilhelmi said to me in the heartiest manner, and without sarcasm, "You +have within you an overflowing fountain of sentimentality." It is true; +it has brought me much sorrow, but it has afforded my soul many pure +and tranquil experiences, and I said to myself, "This is not the time +for tender sensibility. To be strong is now the word. Look at the +Emperor! What must this man who, to-day, bears the impress and the +majesty of great historical memories, feel in his innermost soul; and +yet he stands erect and firm." And as I thought this, I, too, walked +along more firmly than before. + +I went to the stand which had been erected for the deputies. It was, as +yet, almost empty; gradually, it filled up. My early walk, my deep +emotions, and, more than all, the heat and strained expectation had +thoroughly fatigued me. + +Then came my friend Wilhelmi. He motioned to me from afar and waved his +hat. "Waldfried, I bring you glorious news!" he cried. "Just read this; +you had gone out so early; we hunted everywhere, but could not find +you. A telegram for you has arrived; your children are coming." + +"My children!" + +"Yes. Richard and Ludwig and their wives, and your grandson Wolfgang." + +I read the telegram; there it was--they were all coming. Richard was +saved. At Bertha's house, he was married to Annette. + +Wilhelmi saw me turning pale, and called to a stately Rhenish deputy +behind us, one who had brought some good wine of his own raising: +"Westerwalder, give us a glass of your best Rüdesheimer." + +O how the drink refreshed me! Then Wilhelmi continued: "I have more to +tell you, for now you are strong enough to bear the joyful news. Your +children are already here. The telegram had been delayed, and they +arrived half an hour in advance of it. They could not push through to +this place, and so they went to the house of one of Annette's +relations, with whom Offenheimer lives. That is what I am to tell you. +After the procession we will meet them there." + +Wilhelmi had to tell me, first of all, how my children looked. He said +that Richard still bore traces of his recent sufferings, but that his +eyes would brighten and his whole face light up, whenever he looked at +his wife. Wilhelmi regretted that he did not have a son to bring him +such a daughter-in-law. + +He evidently wanted to cheer me up, for he bade me review in memory the +triumphal march of my joys,--my children, my grandchildren, my sons and +daughters-in-law, and my great-grandson. + +During the last words of Wilhelmi, we heard from afar, a noise as of +the roaring sea--a wave of history came rolling onward. + +Cannon thundered, bells rang, and on came the great procession; and +when the French flags were carried by and fluttered in the gentle +breeze, I felt that I had seen the world wing itself for a new flight. + +From among the South German troops, a young officer nodded to me. It +was Julius. My grandson was among the marching conquerors. + +The Emperor comes, and with him, all the heroes. The Emperor steps to +the statue of his father, and the old man so greatly exalted by +fortune, now becomes an humble son, and lays the captured flags at the +feet of his father. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +Led by Wilhelmi, I went to the house of our friends. Ikwarte stood in +the door; he saluted me silently. I asked him whether my family were +above. + +"Yes, sir." + +As we go up the stairs, we hear, behind us, hasty footsteps and a +clattering sabre. It is Julius, his helmet adorned with a wreath of oak +leaves. + +"Grandfather, have you seen them?" + +"Whom?" + +"Martha and Erwin." + +"Are they here, too?" + +"Julius" is called from above, and, the next moment, he is in Martha's +arms. Then he embraces his father. + +"Come in; he sleeps," said Martha. "Come in all, fathers three." + +We walked through a glass-covered entry, then across a wide floor to +the quietly-situated back-building, where the noise of the street could +not penetrate. + +In the silent room, Julius knelt beside the cradle. Gently he raised +the curtain; the boy awoke, and, for the first time, the eyes of father +and son met. + +"Erwin, my son!" cried Julius, and kissed the child, who stared at him, +and tried to clutch his eyes with his hands. + +Martha, too, knelt beside the cradle. She laid her hand on the +husband's forehead, and said, "And at this head hostile bullets were +aimed!" + +"Oh don't let us give way to our feelings," said Julius, rising. + +Martha took the wreath from her husband's helmet, and wanted to +place it on my head. I seized it and laid it on the cradle of my +great-grandson. After that, we left the young couple, and hunted up the +other returned wanderers. + +Our hosts resigned their house to us, and saved us from all restraint +by kindly keeping themselves in the background. + +Richard and Annette, Ludwig, Conny, and Wolfgang, by turns clasped me +in their arms. O how many good, true hearts beat against mine to-day! +How many lives I could call my own! + +Richard was still somewhat pale. Annette was radiant with glorious +beauty, and her modest, gentle demeanor was the more attractive because +she had the appearance of one born to command. + +When the first emotions awakened by the overwhelming fulness of my joy +had subsided, I had a wonderful vision. I saw great tables loaded with +meat and drink and fragrant flowers, and from the streets resounded +cheering and song. One of those wonderful visions, or phantasms, as +you may call it, that supplement our life and withdraw us from the +actual world, seized me. The beaming faces, the brilliant lights +reflected again and again in the mirrors and the wine-glasses, the +sumptuous table, and the lovely flowers,--methought I had seen them +all before.--I felt as if in the midst of one of those wonderful, +color-steeped groups of Paul Veronese, and, like soft music, or an +apparition gently gliding through the air, memories of Gustava filled +my soul. + +"You seem so happy," said Annette; and I could only tell her this: "The +dreams of former days, and the loftiest impressions that our souls have +taken up from art, are now our actual life; our highest ideal has been +attained." + +Joseph informed me that the army corps consisting of the troops from +our State, would make its entry into our capital under the Crown +Prince, who had commanded it during the war, and that the Colonel, who +was now a General, would take part in the ceremony. Bertha expected +that we would all be with her on that day of honor. + +Richard told us of his experiences while with the French, and we could +not help asking ourselves: "Shall we ever be at peace with these +neighbors of ours?" + +"I have learned to know the French," said Richard, "and suffered much +at their hands. The people amused themselves by insulting me while I +was being led through the streets; I had to march in chains for a whole +day; and still, through all the ravings of this sanguine people, I +could see its mighty soul." + +At these words, Offenheimer rushed up to Richard, and, embracing him, +said, "A wounded enemy is an enemy no longer, and thus we have ceased +to be enemies of suffering France." + +He begged Richard to tell him more, and so he continued: "In spite of +their impassioned feelings, and of the fact, utterly incomprehensible +to them, that we were impolite enough not to let them whip us, there is +a real elevation of soul in them, although it is obscured by their +theatrical phrases. But their belief in themselves is something grand. +They cling to it, even now, when they are sorely beaten. I am confident +that the French will, in time, become honestly tolerant, and not in the +sham sense that makes its professors say: 'You, poor fellow, have a +false belief, but I do not attack it.' The French have a beautiful +faith in themselves, but they must acquire faith in others, and not +consider themselves the whole of humanity." + +Nations have much the same ideas as individuals. After a silent combat, +they can scarcely believe that it arose from a trifling cause, and now +the French will not remember what a trivial pretext they had for this +war. + +The Chinese self-sufficiency of the French, who believed themselves to +be the sole representatives of civilization, is now broken down. Their +morbid desire for revenge can only be temporary. The people, deeply +wounded in its vanity, and swindled out of its love of truth by +sycophantic word-mongers, will come to reason. + +Wilhelmi based great hopes on the projected university of Strasburg. It +was to form an intellectual bond of union. With great warmth of +feeling, he demonstrated that it was typical of the real character of +our people, that, first of all, an institution of learning was +established in the newly recovered province. + +Then Ludwig rose, and with an enthusiasm in which all the fervor of his +youth broke forth, again said: "And something more is in store for us, +and, for that reason, I wish to remain an American citizen. You, +Wilhelmi, and I have learned to know America. We love our old home, but +we also love the New World, which is the land to initiate great +thoughts, the land in which humanity, through untrammelled liberty, +cannot but reach great results. It is pitiful and, at the same time, +sad, that the American who has made money, and wishes to do something +for the public good, knows of nothing better than to build a church. + +"My idea--and I have distinguished friends who agree with me--is +to establish, as our celebration of the centennial of American +independence, a German University in America; an International +High-School. I need not point out to you, how great a significance such +an institution would possess for the New World, as well as for the Old. +After our German students have studied for a year at the American +Athens, how much wider their range of vision will be, and how much +greater their knowledge of the world! In this way, a cable of quite a +different kind would be laid; an intellectual electric current, binding +the Old World to the New." + +Richard took Ludwig's hand, and congratulated him on having conceived +this grand idea. + +"Thus should it be," he cried; "let Germany be fully and entirely its +own, and then send the messengers of its intellectual life to all the +world. The ancients carried their gods of marble and bronze, wherever +they went; we carry divine thoughts over the whole inhabited globe." + +Offenheimer whispered something to Richard, who pressed his hand +gratefully. + +I sat there quietly and felt unutterably happy, because my children +possessed new ideals so different from our own. Their clear, organizing +minds stretched into the far distance, and their schemes embraced the +welfare of all mankind. + +When in Strasburg, I felt deeply pained that such men as Ludwig and +Wilhelmi should be driven into exile. Not always does our life give an +answer to such questions. I received one now. + +We were interrupted by Ikwarte, who begged to be excused. He had +noticed his brother among the marching soldiers. He was sergeant and +had received the Iron Cross; he had recognized him, and called out to +him from the procession. Ikwarte now asked permission to go and seek +his brother. + +Ludwig granted it of course. We were all pleased with Ikwarte's firm +sense of duty, to which even his brotherly love had to yield. + +As Ikwarte was leaving the room, Julius entered with his wife. She +carried my great-grandson on her arm. + +For a while, every one turned to them. Then Ludwig began: + +"It is well that you have come, Julius! We are here among friends; are +you ready to answer a question regarding your future?" + +In a quiet tone, Julius answered, he would first have to know what it +was all about. + +Smiling, Ludwig said: "Allow me to tell you that I am a Colonel." + +Julius bowed, and Ludwig continued: "How grand it was that the American +officers, at the end of their war, returned to civil life, while here +in Germany a standing army draws our best energies away from productive +labor." + +Quietly but not without confidence, Julius replied: "It seems to me +that Uncle Ludwig is still thinking of the revolutionary times, of the +long forgotten stone age of German history. There is no separation now +between soldier and citizen, and it is very questionable whether any +one has the right to call us soldiers unproductive laborers. Our work +creates a race of men who give firmness and character to our political +life. What the schools are unable to finish, we perfect. To cultivate +the great forest of men, is a higher aim than to reclaim a forest of +trees." + +"Oh," interrupted Wolfgang, and Julius turned to him and said: "Dear +Wolfgang, I do not think meanly of that either; it is also a part of +the work that society has before it. But each one must choose his post +and guard it faithfully." + +Ludwig insisted to the contrary, and squarely put it to Julius that he +should leave the army, and take charge of his grandfather's estate. He +could, if his country called him, always return to his duty. He hinted, +and not very delicately, that one should not allow one's self to be +seduced by the outward glitter of the soldier's life. + +Without any irritation, but in determined language, Julius declared +that he fully recognized how great a spectacle it was to see a +victorious army return home in triumph, and lay down its arms; that it +would have been desirable that the conclusion of peace should produce +the disarmament of Europe. Such a disarmament, however, is only +possible in America, where there is but one powerful nation. In +conclusion, he eulogized the high mission of the soldier's life as a +school for men. + +Ludwig rose and said: "Here is my hand; I am converted. Father, I have +now decided. I shall accept the estate." + +I do not know how it came to pass, but Martha had laid my +great-grandson in my arms, and when the boy raised his eyes to mine, I +felt as if I was looking forward into the future. + +You, my child, rested beside a mother's heart during the battles; you +slept during the triumphant march, and now, around you, great words and +thoughts wander forth into the world. When, at some future time, you +shall learn how your father fought and suffered for home and country, +may it sound to you like a fable from the old, dark days, that, long +ago, we had to fight the monsters who despised the people. Stand firm +and pure in the new life of nations, amongst whom the battle will only +be for the possession of the noblest treasures of the intellectual +world. + + + AT HOME, _July_ 22. + +I did not find my comrade Rothfuss. He died full of happiness and +peace. On the last morning, he said to Johanna: "The German Empire is +not the right thing after all. One must die in it, just as before. Our +Emperor should order a different state of things, but never mind. 'He +who is wet to the skin, need not dread the rain.' If I could only lie +down in my grave for my master, as I once had myself locked up for +Ludwig." + +My grandson the vicar, who is chaplain at the neighboring fortress, was +with him in his last hours. + +Ludwig has taken the family estate for his son Wolfgang; not, as is +customary, at the family valuation, but at its full market value. + +I shall resign my post. + + * * * * * + +So far, the memoirs up to the evening before the anniversary of +Gustava's death. They were written in the afternoon, with a firm hand. +After that, he walked out into the forest. Carl, who was in the fields, +saw him drinking from the Gustava fountain, and rejoiced to see the +master walking so sturdily. + +He was found in the woods he had planted, beneath a white pine tree, +stretched out in death. His face was toward the earth, and rested on +the wild thyme. + +The second tablet of the grave-stone bears the following inscription: + + HERE RESTS, + IN THE SOIL OF OUR UNITED COUNTRY, + HEINRICH WALDFRIED, + BORN MAY THE 10TH, 1800; + DIED JULY THE 22D, 1871. + + + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: Throughout, the translator will, according to the German +custom, use the word "bride" to designate a woman who is only +betrothed.] + +[Footnote 2: This name means: Lizzy, the huntress.] + +[Footnote 3: Director or governor of the district or department.] + +[Footnote 4: Feast commemorative of the dedication of a church.] + +[Footnote 5: I am waiting (dialect).] + +[Footnote 6: _Guten Ort._] + +[Footnote 7: A member of the Burschenschaft, the name of an association +of the students of Germany, formed in 1815, and having for its object +the political regeneration of their Fatherland.] + + + + THE END. + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Waldfried, by Berthold Auerbach + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WALDFRIED *** + +***** This file should be named 32446-8.txt or 32446-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/2/4/4/32446/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Waldfried + A Novel + +Author: Berthold Auerbach + +Translator: Simon Adler Stern + +Release Date: May 20, 2010 [EBook #32446] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WALDFRIED *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + + + + + +</pre> + + +<p class="continue">Transcriber's Notes:</p> +<p class="hang1">1. Page scan source:<br> +http://www.archive.org/details/waldfriednovel00auerrich</p> + + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>BY THE SAME AUTHOR.</h2> + +<h3><i>Authorized Editions.</i></h3> + +<p class="hang1">WALDFRIED. A Novel. Translated by <span class="sc">Simon Adler Stern</span>, 12mo, +cloth, +$2.00.</p> + +<p class="hang1">THE VILLA ON THE RHINE. A Romance. 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Wolfgang, our only +remaining child, +lay for weeks at death's door. I avoided mentioning this to you before; +but now he is out of danger.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Take me to your father in the forest,' were the first +distinct words +he uttered after his illness. He is a lusty youth, and inherits his +mother's hardy Westphalian constitution.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In his feverish wanderings, he often spoke of you, and also +of a great +fire, in strange phrases, none of which he can now recall.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has awakened my own heartfelt desire to return, and now we +shall +come. We have fully determined to leave in the spring. I lose no time +in writing to you of this, because I feel that the daily thought of our +meeting again will be fraught with pleasure for both of us.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, if mother were still alive! Oh, that I had returned in +time to +have seen her!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Telegraph to me as soon as you receive tidings of brother +Ernst. I am +anxious once again to behold Germany, which is at last becoming a real +nation. We who are out here in America are beginning to feel proud of +our Fatherland.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We are surely coming! Pray send word to my brothers and +sisters.</p> + +<p class="right">"<span class="sc">Your Son Ludwig</span>."</p> + +<p class="normal">The postscript was as follows:</p> + +<p class="normal">"<span class="sc">Dear Father</span>,--I shall soon be able to utter those dear words +to you in +person.</p> + +<p class="right">"<span class="sc">Your Daughter Constance</span>."</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">"<span class="sc">Dear Grandfather</span>,--I can now write again, and my first words +are to +you. We shall soon join you at 'grandfather's home.'</p> + +<p class="right">"<span class="sc">Your Grandson Wolfgang</span>."</p> + +<p class="space">* * * * *</p> + +<p class="normal">I had not seen Ludwig since the summer of 1849, and now I was +to see +him, his wife, and his son. I instructed Martella to send the news to +my children and sons-in-law; and to my sister who lives in the Hagenau +forest I wrote in person.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joyous answers were returned from every quarter. But the +happiest of +all was Rothfuss, our head servant. And well he might be, for no one +had loved and suffered so much for Ludwig's sake as he had done.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss is my oldest companion. We have known each other so +long that, +last spring, we might have celebrated the fiftieth anniversary of our +first meeting. When that occurred, we were both of the same age--he a +soldier in the fortress in which I was confined as a political +prisoner. For one hour every day I was permitted to leave my cell for a +short walk on the parapet. On those occasions a soldier with loaded +musket walked behind me; and it often happened that this duty was +assigned to Rothfuss. His orders were not to speak to me; but he did +so, nevertheless. He was constantly muttering to himself in an +indistinct manner. This habit of talking to himself has clung to him +through life, and I doubt if any human being has a greater fund of +curses than he.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day, while he was thus walking behind me, I heard him say +quite +distinctly: "Now I know who you are! Oh!"--and then came fearful +oaths--"O! to imprison such a man! You are the son of the forest-keeper +of our district! Why, we are from the very same part of the country! I +have often worked with your father. He was a hard man, but a just one; +a German of the old sort."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not allowed to accept money from you, but if you were to +happen +to lose some, there would be no harm in my finding it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course you smoke? I shall buy a pipe, tobacco, and a +tinder-box for +you, and what you give me over the amount will not be too much for me."</p> + +<p class="normal">From that day, Rothfuss did me many a service. He knew how to +circumvent the jailer,--a point on which we easily silenced our +scruples. Five years later I regained my freedom, and when I settled on +this estate, Rothfuss, as if anticipating my wishes, was at my side. +Since that time he has been with us constantly, and has proved a +faithful servant to me, as well as the favorite of my children.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had inherited the estate and the grand house upon it from my +father-in-law. As I was a forester's son, I found but few difficulties +in attending to the timber land, but the two saw-mills and the farm +that belonged to the estate gave me much trouble. For this reason, so +faithful and expert an assistant as Rothfuss was doubly welcome to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">He is a wheelwright by trade, and can attend to anything that +requires +to be done about the house. Near the shed, he built a little smithy, +and my boys were his faithful apprentices. They never asked for toys, +for they were always helping him in making some article of use. But my +son Richard had no liking for manual labor. He was a dreamy youth, and +at an early age manifested a great love of study.</p> + +<p class="normal">Of my daughters, Bertha was Rothfuss' favorite. Johanna +avoided him. +She had a horror of his oaths, which, after all, were not so seriously +meant.</p> + +<p class="normal">While quite young she evinced much religious enthusiasm, and +Rothfuss +used to call her "The little nun," at which she was always very angry, +for she was quite proud of her Protestantism. While preparing for +confirmation she even went so far as to make repeated attempts to +convert both myself and my wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">While Richard was yet a mere student at the Gymnasium of our +capital, +Rothfuss dubbed him "The Professor;" but when Ludwig came home from the +Polytechnic School to spend his holidays with us, he and Rothfuss were +inseparable companions. He taught Rothfuss all of the students' songs, +and insisted that this servant of ours was the greatest philosopher of +our century.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig had settled in the chief town as a master builder. He +was also +known as "The King of the Turners." He was President of his section, +and his great agility and strength gained him many a prize. He was of a +proud disposition, and followed his convictions, regardless of +consequences. Older persons remarked that in appearance and bearing he +was the very picture of what I had been in my youth.</p> + +<p class="normal">I am glad that all of my children are of a large build. Ludwig +resembles me most of all. Fortunately his nose is not so large as mine, +but more like the finely chiselled nose of his mother. His eloquence, +however, is not inherited. His oratorical efforts were powerful and +convincing, and his voice was so agreeable that it was a pleasure to +listen to it. He had very decided musical talent, but not enough to +justify him in adopting music as his profession. In spite of the advice +of his music teachers, he determined on a more practical calling. His +refined and easy manner soon won all hearts; and he was beloved by +those who were high in station as well as by the lowly laborers.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the year 1849, Ludwig was laying out a portion of the great +road +which was being built along the low land beyond the mountain. He was +the idol of his workmen, and always said, "For me they will climb about +the rocks that are to be blasted, like so many lizards, just because I +can myself show them how it is done." The road was divided into many +so-called tasks, each of which was assigned to a separate group of +workmen who had agreed to finish it by a certain day. As one of these +gangs was unfortunate enough to chance upon springs at every few steps, +the soft soil gave it much trouble, and greatly prolonged its labors.</p> + +<p class="normal">The other engineers avoided the soft places when making their +surveys. +But Ludwig, with his high boots, stepped right into the midst of the +laborers, and helped those who were working with their shovels and +spades.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had also arranged the fire service of the whole valley, and +had so +distinguished himself at the fire in the little town that he received a +medal in recognition of his having saved a life. The more excited +members of our political party were of the opinion that he ought to +refuse it, alleging that it was wrong for him to receive so princely a +decoration; but he replied: "For the present the Prince is the +representative of the popular voice." He accepted the badge, but +fastened it to the fireman's banner.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p class="continue">I had been elected a member of the Frankfort Parliament.</p> + +<p class="normal">September's days of terror were doubly terrible to me. I had +been told +that my son Ludwig was leading a body of Turners who had joined the +malcontents, and that they had determined to reverse the decision of +the majority of the popular delegates, and to break up the Parliament.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the imminent peril of my life, I climbed from barricade to +barricade, hoping to be able to induce the Turners to retreat, and +perhaps to find my son.</p> + +<p class="normal">One of the leaders, who accompanied me as a herald, called out +at the +top of his voice, "Safe-conduct for the father of Ludwig Waldfried!"</p> + +<p class="normal">My son's fair fame was my best protection; but T could not +find Ludwig.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have suffered much, but those hours when, with my wife and +my next +son Ernst, then six years old, I heard the rattling of muskets without +the door, were the most wretched that I can now recollect.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the following spring, when the Parliament was dissolved, +the +revolution had already begun with our neighbors in the next state.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a long time the fortunes of battle seemed doubtful. I +never +believed that the uprising would succeed; but yet I could not recall my +son. At that time we no longer heard the rattling of musketry, and I +can hardly bear to think of how we sat at home in sad but fearful +suspense. One thing, however, I would not efface from my memory. My +wife said, "We cannot ask for miracles. When the hailstorm descends +upon the whole land, our well-tilled fields must suffer with the rest." +Oh, that I could recall more of the sayings of that wise and pure +hearted being!</p> + +<p class="normal">The uprising had been quelled; but of Ludwig we had no +tidings. We knew +not whether he was lost, had been taken prisoner, or had escaped into +Switzerland.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day a messenger came to me with a letter from my wife's +nephew, who +was the director of the prison in the low country. He wrote to me to +come to him at once, to bring Rothfuss also, and not to omit bringing +passports for both of us. He could tell me no more by letter, and +cautioned me to burn his epistle as soon as I had read it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is about our Ludwig: he lives!" said my wife. The event +proved that +she was right. She induced me to take my daughter Bertha with me. She +was then but sixteen years old--a determined, courageous girl, and as +discreet withal as her mother. For to a woman paths often become smooth +which to men present insurmountable obstacles. Bertha was glad to go; +and when in the cool of the morning she stood at the door ready to +depart, with her mother's warm hood on her head, and her face all aglow +with health and youth, she said to me roguishly: "Father, why do you +look at me so strangely?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because you look just as your mother did when she was a +bride."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her bright merry laughter at these words served in a measure +to raise +our depressed spirits.</p> + +<p class="normal">Terror and excitement reigned on every hand. When we reached +the first +village of the next state, we found that the side nearest the river +bank had been destroyed by artillery. I learned that Ludwig had been in +command there, and had shown great bravery.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the way, Bertha's constant cheerfulness lightened our +sorrow. To +know a child thoroughly, you must travel with one alone. When Bertha +saw that I sat brooding in silence, she knew how to cheer me up with +her childish stories, and by engaging me in memories of an innocent +past, to dispel my sad thoughts. At that early day she gave an earnest +of what she was so well able to accomplish later in life.</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of our having the proper passports, we were +everywhere +regarded with suspicion, until I at last fortunately met the son of the +commandant of our fortress. While he was yet a lad, and I a prisoner at +the fortress, I had been his teacher, and he had remained faithful and +attached to me. I met him at an outlying village where he was stationed +with a portion of his regiment.</p> + +<p class="normal">He recognized me at once, and exclaimed, "I am doubly glad to +see you +again. So you were not with the volunteers? I heard your name mentioned +as one of the leaders."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was about to reply, "That was my son;" but Bertha quickly +anticipated +me, and said, "That was not my father."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p class="continue">After that the young officer bestowed but little attention +upon me; his +glances were now all for Bertha, to whom he addressed most of his +remarks.</p> + +<p class="normal">Who can foretell what germs may awaken into life in the midst +of the +storm? My young pupil, who had but the day before been appointed first +lieutenant, gravely delivered himself of the opinion that there was no +real military glory in conquering volunteers. When speaking of me to +Bertha, he was profuse in his assurances of gratitude and esteem.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha, generally so talkative, was now silent. The young +officer +procured a safe-conduct for us, and we continued on our journey.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have never yet seen the ocean, but the country, as it then +appeared +to me, awakened impressions similar to those which must be aroused when +the tide has ebbed and the objects which before that dwelt in the +depths of the sea are left lying upon the strand.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last we reached my nephew's. He conducted me to his +official +residence, where I followed him through numerous apartments, until I at +last reached his room, where we were closeted under lock and key.</p> + +<p class="normal">He then told me that, while walking through the town the day +but one +before, he had met a young peasant with a rake on his shoulder, who, +while passing, had hurriedly said to him, "Follow me, cousin; I have +something to tell you."</p> + +<p class="normal">The director followed, but not without first making sure of +his +revolver.</p> + +<p class="normal">When they had got into the thicket, the peasant suddenly +turned about +and said to him, while he removed his hat, "Don't you know me? I am +Ludwig Waldfried." The director's heart was filled with terror. Ludwig +continued, "You, and you alone, can save me. Put me in prison until I +have a chance to run away. Our cause is lost; but for my parents' sake +as well as my own, I must escape."</p> + +<p class="normal">The cousin was not unwilling to assist Ludwig, but was at a +loss how to +go about it. Ludwig, however, had studied strategy. He had carefully +considered every step in advance, and now caused the director to enter +him on the list of prisoners under the name of Rothfuss.</p> + +<p class="normal">A state of siege, dissolving as it does all forms of civil +procedure, +made it possible to carry out so irregular a proceeding; aside from +which there was the inspiring effect of being engaged in a task that +required shrewd and delicate manœuvring. It was this, too, that +helped to relieve my meeting with Ludwig of much of its sadness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still it could not but pain me to find that in order to save +one person +it was necessary to victimize others. Ludwig guessed my thoughts, and +said to me, "I am sorry, father, that I am obliged to drag you into +this trouble. I know that such affairs are not to your taste; but there +is no help for it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss looked upon the whole affair as a merry farce. He did +not see +the least harm in outwitting and deceiving the officers and the state. +And in those days there were many thousands who felt just as he did. It +is a fit subject for congratulation, and perhaps an evidence of the +indestructible virtue of the German people, that in spite of +Metternich's soul-corrupting teachings there is yet so much +righteousness left in our land.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Ludwig had donned the Rothfuss' clothes, one could hardly +recognize him. The transformation afforded Rothfuss great delight.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They can do no more than lock me up by myself, and I have +always said +that 'he who is wet to the skin need not dread the rain.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">This was a favorite saying of his. He had but one regret, and +that was +that he would not be allowed to smoke in the prison; but, for Ludwig's +sake, he would gladly make that sacrifice.</p> + +<p class="normal">We departed, taking Ludwig with us. My heart trembled with +fear. The +knowledge that I was committing a breach of the law, even though it was +only caused by necessity and for the sake of rescuing my son, filled me +with alarm. I felt as if every one knew what I was doing; but it seemed +as if the people we met along the road did not care to interfere.</p> + +<p class="normal">Here again Bertha proved a great treasure to us. She had a +wonderfully +cheerful flow of spirits; and perhaps, after all, women are greater +adepts in the arts of self-control and deception than we are.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we arrived near the borders of the Palatinate, Ludwig met +a +companion who had been hiding there. He was a man of about my age. It +now became my turn to take part in the dangerous game. I was obliged to +remain behind and allow the fugitive to take my place at Bertha's side. +Bertha was equal to the situation, and at once addressed the stranger +as "father."</p> + +<p class="normal">I followed on foot, imagining that every step would be my +last.</p> + +<p class="normal">I passed the border without mishap, and in the first village +found the +rescued ones awaiting me. As our old comrade had already become drunk +on French wine, we left him behind at the village and took up our +journey to my sister, the wife of the forester at Hagenau.</p> + +<p class="normal">The most difficult task of all was to endure the vainglorious +boasting +of the Frenchmen. My brother-in-law treated us as if he were a gracious +nobleman, who had taken us under his protection. His neighbors soon +joined the party, and proud words were heard on every hand: the French +were the great nation--theirs was the republic--their country the +refuge of the oppressed and persecuted. And we--what were we? Rent +asunder and bound down, while our Rhine provinces were happy in the +faith that they would soon become a portion of proud and beautiful +France. Another brother-in-law, the pastor of Hünfeld, who had studied +at Erlangen, gave us some little consolation, for he said that in +science the Germans were the greatest of nations.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father," said Ludwig, "I cannot endure this; I shall not +remain here +another day."</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt as he did, and we took our departure for Strasburg. At +the +Gutenberg Platz we were obliged to halt our horses, for the guard were +just marching by. All seemed as happy if a piece of good fortune had +just befallen them. All was as merry as a wedding-feast, while with our +neighbors beyond the line there was funereal sadness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Strasburg was crowded with fugitives, by some of whom Ludwig +was at +once recognized. We went with a party of them to the Grape Vine Tavern, +and whom should we meet at the door but the very comrade we had left +behind.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had a curious contrivance about his throat. It was a simple +rope +with a knot tied in it; and he called out to Ludwig that he too was +entitled to wear this grand cordon. He conducted us into the room +where, at a table apart from the rest, were seated young men and old, +all of whom had ropes around their necks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! here comes the father of 'the King of the Turners'!" were +the +words with which a large and powerfully built man welcomed me. I +recognized him as the man who had been my guide during the September +riots. "Hurrah, comrades! Here comes another companion. This way, +Ludwig; this is the seat of honor. All who are seated here are under +sentence of death, and as a badge we wear this rope about our necks." +And they sang:</p> + +<p class="text20">Should princes ask: "Where's Absalom?"<br> +And seek to learn his plight--<br> +Just tell them he is hanging high;<br> +The poor, unlucky wight.<br> +And though he's dead, he hangeth not<br> +From tree, nor yet from beam.<br> +He dreamt that he could Germans free<br> +And 'twas a fatal dream.</p> + +<p class="normal">Their ribald jokes disgusted me, and I was therefore glad to +chance +upon one who had been a fellow-member of the Frankfort Parliament, and +who shared my feelings at such distorted views of an unsuccessful +attempt at revolution.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have known many pure-hearted, unselfish men, but never have +I met +with one whose love of freedom was greater than that of our friend +Wilhelmi. Over and above that, he had a genuine love for his +fellow-men. There are, unfortunately, many lovers of freedom who are +not lovers of mankind, a contradiction which I have never been able to +understand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Friend Wilhelmi gave me an insight as to the character of the +old +refugee, who was by nature of a peaceable disposition, but, giving way +to the frenzy which in those days seemed to fill the very air, had lost +all self-control. He was unable to endure the sufferings of exile. A +deep longing for home preyed upon his spirits. To drown his grief, he +indulged in wine, and the result of his copious draughts was that he +became bold and noisy. This seemed to be his daily experience. In his +sober moments he sat brooding in silence, and was often seen to weep. +Wilhelmi had of course painted his picture in mild colors.</p> + +<p class="normal">I must add that the refugee at last died in a mad-house in +America. It +is sad to think of the many noble beings who were ruined and sacrificed +during those terrible days.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was something inspiring in the words and thoughts of +Doctor +Wilhelmi. When I heard his voice I felt as if in a temple. And at this +very moment memory revives the impression then made upon me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanness and detraction were without any effect upon him; for +he could +look over and beyond them. He had determined to emigrate to America +with his wife, who was his equal in courage and confidence. Bertha, who +found but little to her fancy in the rude and dreary life that here +environed us, and who was especially indignant that the soldiers who +had simply done their duty were referred to so contemptuously, spent +most of her time in Madame Wilhelmi's room. She was constantly urging +our speedy return. And Wilhelmi could endure neither the mockery of one +class of Frenchmen nor the pity of the others. Ludwig determined to +join his friend. Wilhelmi had a serious task with his comrades, for +nearly all of them were firmly convinced that the troubles in Germany +would be renewed with the morrow, and that it was their duty to remain +on the borders so that they might be at hand when needed. Wilhelmi, on +the other hand, warned them against such self-deception, which, if +persisted in, would only lead to the destruction of the mere handful +that was left of them. He often declared to me that he at last +acknowledged that our German nation is not fitted for revolution. It +has too many genial traits, and is devoid of the passion of hate. He +felt assured that, when the crisis arrived, the German monarchs would +of themselves see that, both for their own sakes and that of their +people, it would be necessary to introduce an entire change in our +political system. But when and how this was to be done (whether in our +lifetime or afterwards), who could foretell?</p> + +<p class="normal">"We should not forget," said Wilhelmi, "the significance of +the fact +that the German people, so long bound down by a system of police +espionage, has at last become aroused; nor will its oppressors forget +it. Now they are furious against the evil-doers; but a second +generation will not find so much to blame in their deeds, and, as you +well know, my dear friend, for you are a forester, there is an old +proverb which tells us that 'vermin cannot destroy a healthy tree.' The +May beetles would rather prey on the oak than on any other tree, but +although they destroy every leaf, and cause the tree to look like a dry +broom, it renews its leaves with the following year."</p> + +<p class="normal">In olden times when men swore eternal friendship, a man would +sometimes +say, "This is my friend, and without knowing what he intends to say, I +will swear that it is the truth, for he cannot tell a lie." In my own +heart I had just such faith in Wilhelmi.</p> + +<p class="normal">I found it as sad to part from him as from Ludwig, and this +circumstance overshadowed the grief I felt when saying "farewell" to my +son.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What does fate intend by driving such men away from home, and +far +beyond the seas?" These were the parting words of my friend Wilhelmi. +They moved me deeply; but I could not answer his question.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt as if beholding a hail-storm beating down a field of +ripened +grain. How many a full ear must have fallen to the ground?</p> + +<p class="normal">I also met a young schoolmaster by the name of Funk. Although +there had +been no real reason for his leaving home, he had fled with the rest. I +easily persuaded him to return with me.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was full of gratitude and submissiveness. In spite of this, +however, +my daughter even then, with true foresight, concluded that he was +deceitful. I was for a long while unwilling to believe this, but was at +last forced to do so.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk had done nothing more than attend to some of the writing +in the +ducal palace which the revolutionists had taken possession of. But it +was with great self-complacency that he spoke of his having dwelt in +the very palace which, during his student years, he had never passed +without a feeling of awe.</p> + +<p class="normal">I often thought of my son, but quite as frequently of that +good old +fellow, Rothfuss. Ludwig is free, but how does Rothfuss endure his +captivity? And as it was just harvest time, it was doubly inconvenient +to be without him.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were bringing home our early barley. I had walked on ahead +and the +loaded wagon was to follow. I opened the barn door, the wagon +approached, and on it was seated Rothfuss, who call out at the top of +his voice, "Here I am on a wagon full of beer. So far it is only in the +shape of barley. Hurrah for freedom!"</p> + +<p class="normal">As Rothfuss had been imprisoned by mistake, he was soon set at +liberty, +and it was both affecting and diverting to listen to his accounts of +his experience as a prisoner.</p> + +<p class="normal">He told us how good it is to be in jail and yet innocent. +While he was +there, he was reminded of all the sins he had ever committed, and he at +last began to believe that he deserved to be locked up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By rights," said he, "every one ought to spend a couple of +years in +jail, just because of what he has done. When we meet a man who has just +got out of prison we ought to say to ourselves: 'Be kind to him for it +is mere luck that you have not been there yourself.'" Thus spoke +Rothfuss. He had thought he would find it pleasant to be sitting in his +cell while the other folks were hard at work with the harvest, but it +had proved terribly monotonous. The meals were not to his taste, nor +could he enjoy his sleep. He could not endure such idleness, and after +the second day, he begged the inspector to set him at chopping wood; a +request which was not granted.</p> + +<p class="normal">And was not Rothfuss the happiest fellow in the world, when he +heard +the news of Ludwig's return?</p> + +<p class="normal">He complained that it was rather hard to know of a thing so +long +beforehand. Impatience at the delay would make one angry at every day +that intervened.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I consoled him with the idea that the chief part of +enjoyment lies +in anticipation, his face lighted up with smiles, and he said, "He is +right." When he praises me, he always turns away from me as if talking +to some one in the distance, and as if determined to tell the whole +world how wise I am. "He is perfectly right. It is just so. It is a +pleasant thirst when you know that there are just so many steps to the +next inn, and that the cooling drink which is to wash your insides and +make you jolly, lies in the cellar there, waiting for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss had already started for the village, when he came +running up +the steps and called out: "I have found another nest; the locksmith's +Lisbeth and our three Americans will be happiest of all when they hear +the news. It is well to drink, but if one can first pour out a joyous +cup for another, it is still better. I shall be back soon," he called +out as he hurried up the road.</p> + +<p class="normal">The widow of Blum the locksmith lived in the back street. Her +husband +had settled in the village, intending to follow his trade, and also to +till a small piece of land. Partly by his own fault, and partly through +misfortune, he had not succeeded.</p> + +<p class="normal">He then desired to emigrate to America. His wife, however, had +been +unwilling to do so until she could feel assured of their being able to +get along in the new world.</p> + +<p class="normal">At home she had her own little house and her three children. +For some +time the locksmith worked at the factory in the neighboring town, +returning to his home only on Sundays. His idea of emigrating had, +however, not been given up, and at last he departed for America with +the hope of mending his fortunes, and then sending for his wife and +children.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he arrived there, the war between the North and the South +was at +its height. He heard my son's name mentioned as that of one of the +leaders, and at once enlisted under him. Ludwig was delighted to have +one at his side who was both a countryman of his and a good +artilleryman.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not until after the locksmith had enlisted that he +spoke of his +having left a family at home. At the battle of Bull Run he lost his +life, and his wife and children, who are still living down in the +village, are in regular receipt of the pension which Ludwig secured for +them.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the widow heard the news, she came to me at once, and +told me with +tears in her eyes, that she could hardly await Ludwig's return. She +speedily acquainted the whole village with the event that was to prove +a festival to my household, and when I went out of doors every one whom +I met wished me joy; especially happy was one of the villagers who had +been among Ludwig's volunteers in 1848, and was quite proud of his +having been able to lie himself out of that scrape.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Before I proceed further, I must tell you of Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">It were of course better if I could let her speak for herself; +for her +voice, though firm, has an indescribably mellow and touching tone, and +seems to hold the listener as if spell-bound. She had thick, +unmanageable brown hair, and brown eyes in which there was hardly any +white to be seen. She was not slender, but rather short, although there +were moments when she would suddenly seem as if quite tall. Her manner +was not gentle, but rather domineering, as if she would say, "Get out +of the way there! I am coming!" In disposition she was wayward and +passionate, vain and conceited. It was only in our house that she +became pliant and yielding, and acquired mild and modest ways. I do not +mean <i>modest</i> in the current acceptation of the word; she had genuine +respect for those who were higher and better than she. My wife effected +a miraculous change in her without ever attempting to instruct, but +simply by commanding her. She was the betrothed of my son Ernst, who, +as I have already mentioned, was with us at Frankfort in the year 1848.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is difficult, and to us of an older generation perhaps +impossible, +to discover what impression the events of 1848 must have made on a +child's mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">For my part, I have learned through this son, that failure on +the part +of the parents induces in their offspring a feeling which can best be +described as pity mingled with a want of respect. Like William Tell, we +had long carried the arrow of revolution in our bosoms, but when <i>we</i> +sent it forth it missed the mark.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the autumn of 1848 my wife came to visit me at Frankfort +and brought +Ernst with her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Old Arndt was particularly fond of the lad, and often took him +on his +knee and called him his "little pine-tree." When the Regent, on the day +after his triumphal entry, appeared in public, he met Ernst and kissed +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the summer Ernst attended a preparatory school in the +neighboring town. But he seemed to have no real love for study, while +the teachers were over-indulgent with the handsome lad, who was always +ready with his bold glances and saucy remarks.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I asked him what he intended to become, he would always +answer me, +"Chief forester of the state."</p> + +<p class="normal">To my great horror, I learned that he often repeated the party +cries +with which members of the different factions taunted each other. I sent +him home after September, for I saw that his intercourse with those who +were high in station was making him haughty and disrespectful.</p> + +<p class="normal">I am unable to judge as to the proper period at which a +youthful mind +should be induced to interest itself in political questions. I am sure, +however, that if such participation in the affairs of the country be +chiefly in the way of opposition, it must prove injurious, for its +immediate effect is to destroy every feeling of veneration.</p> + +<p class="normal">Years passed on, Ernst was educated at the house of my wife's +nephew, +who was a professor at the Gymnasium at the capital. He also spent much +of his time with his sister Bertha, who had married Captain Von +Carsten.</p> + +<p class="normal">I must here remark that my son-in-law, in spite of the +obstinate +opposition of his haughty family, and the strongly marked disapproval +of all of his superiors, up to the Prince himself, had married +the daughter of a member of the opposition, and had become the +brother-in-law of a refugee who was under sentence of death. He is a +man of sterling character.</p> + +<p class="normal">When it was time for Ernst to leave for the university, or, as +he had +always desired, to attend the forester's school, he declared quite +positively that it was his wish to enter the army. He remained there +but one year. "The army of the lesser states," he said, "is either mere +child's play, or else all the horrors of civil war lurk behind it." He +visited the university only to remain there two terms, after which he +entered himself with Hartriegel, the district forester.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst's unsteadiness gave us much concern, and I was +especially shocked +by the sarcastic, mocking manner, in which he spoke of those objects +which we of the older generation held in reverence.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was disputatious, and maintained that it was one's duty to +doubt +everything. Indeed he did not even spare his parents in that regard, +and was bold enough to tell me and my wife which of our qualities he +most admired.</p> + +<p class="normal">He once uttered these wicked words: "The present generation +does not +look upon the fifth commandment as really a command: but I have a +reason for honoring my parents; and I am especially grateful to you, +father, for the good constitution I have inherited from you."</p> + +<p class="normal">My hand itched when I heard Ernst's words; but a glance from +my wife +pacified me, and I shall forever be grateful to her that I succeeded in +controlling myself. Had I given way to my just anger, I would have had +myself to blame for Ernst's desperate course and his lost life. That +would have been adding guilt to misfortune, and would have been +insupportable.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had yet much to learn. As a father I was sadly deficient in +many +respects. But, with every desire to improve herself, my wife was +already a perfect being, and could therefore be more to the children +than I was. I was disposed to neglect my family on account of what was +due my office. She was vigilant and severe, and supplied what was +lacking on my part. But although she was sterner than I was, the +children were more attached to her than to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although Ernst's views of life gave me deep concern, he was +often kind +and affectionate; for his good-nature was, at times, stronger than his +so-called principles.</p> + +<p class="normal">I sought consolation in the thought that children will always +see the +world in a different light from that in which it appears to their +parents. Even that which is ideal is subject to constant change, and we +should therefore be careful not to imagine that the form which is +pleasing to us, and to which we have accustomed ourselves, will endure +forever. And, moreover, was it not our wish to educate our children as +free moral agents, and was it not our duty to accord full liberty even +to those who differed with us?</p> + +<p class="normal">I have often seen it verified that a perfect development +cannot take +place with those who, either through birth or adverse circumstances, +are deficient in any important moral faculty. With all of Ernst's love +of freedom, he was entirely wanting in respect or regard for the +feelings of others. Piety, in its widest sense, he was utterly devoid +of. From his stand-point, his actions were perfectly just; as to their +effects upon others, he was indifferent.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the Wiesenplatz in Frankfort, during the autumn of 1848, I +had gone +through a heart-rending experience. And now, after many years, I +returned to the same spot only to be reminded of my former grief by +painful and conflicting emotions. I had gone to Frankfort to attend the +Schützenfest. The city was alive with joy; a spirit of unity had for +the first time become manifest. I was standing close by the temple for +the distribution of the prizes. Although surrounded by a gay and +laughing crowd, I was quite absorbed in my own reflections, when +suddenly a voice thus addressed me:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, father! Are you here, too?" I looked around to see who it +was, and +beheld my son Ernst. He carried his rifle on his shoulder, and the +rewards for his well-aimed shots were fastened under the green ribbon +of his hat. Before I could get a chance to congratulate him, he had +said to me, "Father, you should not have come; I am sorry that I meet +you here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why! Because this is for us young lads. We are here for the +purpose of +gaining prize-goblets by our lucky shots; and the great speeches that +are being held in yonder hall are nothing more than a mere flash in the +pan. They are trying to persuade each other that they are all heroes +and willing to bear arms for their Fatherland, and their talk is, after +all, a mere sham. The good marksmen have not come here for the sake of +their Fatherland and such stuff: all they desire is simply to gain the +prize--that, and nothing more."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you not know that I, too, made a speech in there +yesterday?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. I was informed that some one named Waldfried had been +speaking; +but I could not imagine it was you. One should have nothing to do with +such inflammable thoughts when fire-arms are at hand. If we were to +govern ourselves by your speeches, our brotherly-feeling would very +soon be at an end, and there would be naught but violence and murder +among us riflemen."</p> + +<p class="normal">I tried to explain to him that our hope lay in our able-bodied +youth, +and that we would not rest content until we had a real, united +Fatherland. To which he answered:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, yes. The students, those of brother Richard's sort, live +on +yesterday: the politicians live on to-morrow: we live in the present."</p> + +<p class="normal">His features trembled, and it was with an effort that he +added, +"Forgive me, father; perhaps I, too, will have as much confidence in +mankind as you have, when I am as old as you are."</p> + +<p class="normal">What could I answer to this? While all about me was loud with +joy, my +soul was filled with sorrow. My youngest son denied the gods to whom I +offered up my prayers.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet, when I saw him among a group of riflemen, my fatherly +pride +was aroused. His proud, lithe form towered above the rest. New-comers +saluted him, and the eyes of all seemed to rest upon Ernst with serene +satisfaction.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p class="continue">One day Ernst visited us and went about for a long while in +silence,--now going out to Rothfuss in the stable, and then again +joining us in the room; but here again he uttered no word. Although I +could see that he was agitated, I did not ask him the reason. I had +been obliged to accustom myself to allow him to speak when it suited +him, and to avoid any advances on my part until it pleased him to seek +them.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were just about to rise from the dinner-table when he said +to us in +a hurried manner, "Before you hear it from others, I must announce it +to you myself:--I am engaged to be married."</p> + +<p class="normal">We looked at each other in silence. Not a sound was heard, +save the +ticking of the two Black Forest clocks in our room. At last my wife +asked: "And with whom?"</p> + +<p class="normal">I could tell by the tone of her voice how many heavy thoughts +had +preceded these words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"With a healthy girl. I--I know all about selection in +breeding," +answered Ernst, while he lit his cigar.</p> + +<p class="normal">I reprimanded him severely for his tone. Without changing a +feature, he +allowed me to finish my remarks. After that he arose, threw his rifle +over his shoulder, put on his green hat, and left the house. I wanted +to call him back, but my wife prevented me. I reproached myself for the +violent manner in which I had spoken to him. Now he will rush into +misfortune--who knows what he may do next? With mild words, I might +have been able to direct him on the right path; but now he may, +perhaps, not return, and will even persuade himself to hate me.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife consoled me with the words: "He will return before +nightfall."</p> + +<p class="normal">And it was so. In the evening he returned, and addressing me +with a +voice full of emotion, said: "Father, forgive me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss was in the room at the time, and I beckoned to him to +leave; +but Ernst requested that he should remain, and continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have done wrong. I am heartily sorry for it. I have also +done wrong +to Martella. I should not have acted as I have done, but ought to +have brought her to you first of all. She deserves quite different +treatment--better indeed than I do. I beg of you, give back the words +that I uttered! Forgive me! and, above all things, do not make Martella +suffer for what I have said."</p> + +<p class="normal">He uttered these words with a trembling voice. Rothfuss had +left the +room. I held out my hand to Ernst, and he continued firmly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have so often told me, and as I am always forgetting it, +you will +have to tell it to me many a time again, that there is something in me +which causes me at times to express myself quite differently from the +way in which I intended to. I also know, dear father, that such a word +lingers in your memory like a smouldering spark, especially when the +word is uttered by your own child; and that in your grief you picture +to yourself the utter ruin of a character that can indulge in such +expressions. I understand you, do I not? Trust in me: I am not so bad, +after all.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not believe in the possessed; and yet there must be +something of +that kind. Enough on that point, however. Though I seemed cheerful, I +had a heavy heart; but now I am one of the happiest beings alive; and +if I were obliged to be a wood-cutter for the rest of my days, I could +still content myself. O mother, I would not have believed that I could +have found such a creature in a world in which all others are mere +pretence and <i>rouge</i>, lies and deceit.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is in perfect health, and as pure and as fresh as a +dewdrop. +Although she has learned nothing, she knows everything. She cannot +couch it in words, but her eyes speak it. Her heart is so thoroughly +good,--so strong,--so pure,--indeed, I cannot find the right word for +it. She has no parents, no brothers or sisters. She is a child of the +woods, and as pure and as holy as the primeval forest itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"O, forgive me all! I cannot describe my emotions. Now I +understand and +believe everything. They tell us that in the olden time, a Prince once +lost his way while hunting in the forest, and that he found a maiden +whom he placed upon his horse and led to his castle and then made her +his queen. Those stories are all true. I cannot make a queen of +Martella, but through her I am ennobled; and it grieves me that it will +not do to have our wedding at once. But I will wait. I can wait. Or, if +you like it better, we will wander forth to America, and, far from the +world, shall live there as our first parents did in Paradise. Believe +me, there is indeed a paradise.</p> + +<p class="normal">"O mother! You are certainly all that a human being can be, +but still +you have one fault;--yes, yes; you have wept--and the first commandment +should be, 'Man, thou shalt not weep.' And, just think of it, mother, +Martella has never yet wept! She is as healthy as a doe, and I swear it +to you, she shall never know what it is to weep. O mother! O father! in +the depths of the forest I have found this pure, innocent child, so +wise and clever, so strong and brave. This flower has blossomed in the +hidden depths of the forest; no human eye had ever seen her before. I +am not worthy of her, but I will try to become so."</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice became thick. He beat his breast with both hands, +and drew a +long deep breath. I have never yet seen a being so refulgent with +happiness. Thus, in the olden time, must they have looked who thought +they were beholding a miracle; and even now, when I write of these +things, feeble as my words seem, I tremble with emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">And could this be my child, my son, my madcap, who now felt so +humble +and contrite. I had lost all memory of his former rudeness and sarcasm. +It was some time before we could answer his words.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sun was going down in the west, its last broad rays fell +into the +room, shedding a glow of light over all, and as we sat we heard the +evening chimes.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"I believe in your love," said my wife at last.</p> + +<p class="normal">"O mother!" cried Ernst, throwing himself at her feet; and +then kissing +her hands, he wept and sobbed while he rested his head on her knee.</p> + +<p class="normal">I lifted him up and said, "We are independent enough not to +ask where +our daughter-in-law comes from, so that she be but good and will make +our child happy."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst grasped both of my hands and said, "I knew it. I do not +deserve +your love, but now I shall try to be worthy of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But where have you been since dinner-time?" said my wife, +trying to +change the conversation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst replied that he had left the road and had wandered far +into the +forest, where he had lain down and fallen asleep; and that within him +two sorts of spirits had been battling. The spiteful spirit had urged +him not to take back the rude words, and desired him, without heeding +father or mother, to wander forth into the wide world with his +Martella; she would follow him wherever he led.</p> + +<p class="normal">The humble spirit had, however, warned him to return and undo +the harm +he had done. The conflict had been a long one. At last he rose to his +feet and ran home as if sent by a messenger of happiness.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife listened attentively, and regarded him with that +glance of hers +which seemed to penetrate the deepest recesses of the soul. No other +being can listen so attentively as she could, and no glance is as +soothing as hers was. She would not attempt to assist you when at a +loss for words, or by her manner imply that she knew what you meant. +She patiently permitted you to explain yourself, to stop or to +continue; and when she was listening, you could not but feel wiser than +you really were. Her glance illumined your very soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Ernst had finished she said to him: "You are on the right +path at +last. I know that you think you have already reached the goal, and that +all is done. But, believe me, and do not forget what I now tell +you,--the spiteful spirit will return again; now he only feigns death. +But rest content, for from this day you will be his master. I see this +as clearly as I see your very eyes. The best possession in the world is +now yours--pure, righteous love. Yes, you may well laugh, for now it is +your goodness that laughs."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss came to tell me that the Alsatian cattle-dealer who +wanted to +purchase our fat oxen, wished to see me. I was about to send word to +him to wait or to come some other time, but I understood my wife's +glance, which told me that I had better leave her alone with Ernst.</p> + +<p class="normal">I left the room, and, while going, I heard her say, "Ernst, +you must +now eat and drink something; such emotions as you have felt awaken +hunger and thirst."</p> + +<p class="normal">When I returned, Ernst sat at the table eating his supper. He +called +out to me, "Father, mother has arranged everything nicely, and if you +are satisfied, why--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Eat now, and let me speak," said my wife. And then she +continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"From all that Ernst has told me--and we depend upon his +truthfulness--I am convinced that Martella is a real treasure-trove. No +one but such a girl could banish this spirit of unrest. We are, thank +God, so circumstanced that besides a good family name we can also +bestow worldly goods upon our children. Ernst and his bride<a name="div2Ref_note01" href="#div2_note01"><sup>1</sup></a> are both +young and can work for themselves. He loves in her the child of nature; +but he understands that there is much of good which she can and must +yet take up into this pure nature of hers. He used to say that he could +never be happy except with a woman who sang beautifully, but now he no +longer finds singing a necessity. But he cannot do without spiritual +sympathy and harmony in his higher life. She need not learn French; I +have forgotten what I once knew of it. But Ernst is accustomed to a +refined home; and when he goes home to his wife in his forest house, he +should be able to find refreshment and rest in noble and elevating +thoughts.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If a forester is denied the proper delights of home and +married life, +there is nothing left him but the pleasures of the tavern; and they +will certainly ruin him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Martella must not be confused or taught in school-girl +fashion. That +which is noble and refined in life cannot be imparted by precept or +command. It must become a necessity to her, just as it has become to +our own son, and not until then can they both be happy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Neither will the world be satisfied with mere nature and +forest +manners. Does it not seem the very thing that she of her own accord has +said to Ernst, 'Let me spend a year as a servant to your sister, the +captain's wife, or what would be still better, with your mother, and +then come for me? If you do not object, I think we had better do this. +Early to-morrow morning I shall drive over into the valley with Ernst, +and in the evening I shall return with Martella, who will remain with +us until all is arranged and she has become used to our ways and +customs, so that Ernst may live happily with her, not only in his +youth, but until his eighty-third year--for my father lived to that +age."</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not know which to admire most in my wife--her shrewdness +or her +kindness. She always had the right word at the right time.</p> + +<p class="normal">I, of course, approved of her plan, and on the morrow she +started off +with Ernst in the wagon. Rothfuss drove the two bays.</p> + +<p class="normal">Towards evening, I walked down the road to meet them on their +return.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sun was going down behind the Vosges Mountains. The rosy +sunset +shed its glow over the rocks and the waters of the brook.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Englishman stood at the bank angling. He never saluted +those whom +he met, but lived entirely for himself. Every year, as soon as the +snows began to melt, he came to our valley, and remained until the +winter returned. He dwelt with Lerz the baker, and was always fishing +up and down the valley. He gathered up his complicated fishing-tackle +and departed, followed by a day laborer carrying a fish basket.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">I waited down by the village saw-mill, where they already knew +that +Ernst's bride was coming to live with us. With all his gentleness and +candor, Ernst had announced this in order that we should be bound by +it. I met Rautenkron the forester, who was known in the whole +neighborhood as "The wild huntsman."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was the best of shots, and could endure no living object. +The people +thought he merely avoided men, but I knew that he hated them. He always +considered it a piece of good fortune when he heard bad news of any +one. He lived in solitude, for whenever he had been seduced into +helping some one he had always repented of it afterward. A ball had +once passed through his hat, and, during the examination, the +magistrate had said to the officer, "If he should ever be killed by a +shot, you had better examine the whole village, for we shall all have +had a share in it." He lived strictly within the law, however. He did +not want to be beloved: it was his boast that every one could say, "He +is severe, but just." He had no consideration either for rich or poor.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was in the vigor of life, with a gray beard, aquiline nose, +and +wondrously clear liquid blue eyes, of a piercing brilliancy.</p> + +<p class="normal">He came up to me with a friendly air, that was quite unusual +on his +part, and told me that Ernst had been with him that day.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst had said nothing to me of this. Rautenkron declared that +he did +not concern himself about other people, but that he was really sorry +that Ernst was about to throw himself away. Here was another young man +who was fit for heroic deeds, but was ruined in this good-for-nothing +age, and was about to sacrifice his life to a coquettish forest girl. +It was unpardonable that we should countenance him in this, and consent +to take a creature from out of the thicket into a house which had +always borne so honorable a name.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mark my words! She will be just like a young fox that is +caught before +he has finished his growth,--he will never be perfectly tamed, but will +run away to his home when you least expect it, and be right in doing +so."</p> + +<p class="normal">It is always galling to hear pure affection thus abused and +misconstrued.</p> + +<p class="normal">I endeavored to change the subject, but Rautenkron affected +not to hear +me, and indulged in the most violent language against the stranger. +Indeed, he prophesied that our thoughtless conduct would drag us into +misfortune, and called the miller to bear witness to what he thus told +me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I abruptly refused to continue the subject, and now Rautenkron +called +out to me, his eyes beaming with joy, "Enough. Let us speak of +something else. I have to-day done one of the prettiest deeds of my +life. Shall I tell you what? All right! You know Wollkopf the wood +dealer. He has such a mild, insinuating way about him, but always eyed +me as the usurer does a suspicious-looking pledge. He did not trust me. +'But,' thought I to myself, 'just wait! I will bide my time; he will +come yet.' And he has come at last, within shooting distance too. At +the last sale of wood in my district, he had bought a large lot of +logs, and then came up to me and said that he wanted to speak plain +German with me. Now listen to what the honored town-councillor--you +know that is his position--the acknowledged man of honor, calls plain +speaking! He offered me a bribe if I would keep such and such logs out +of his lot. Of course I agreed. Smoking our cigars, we went on walking +through the woods. I quickly cut down an oak sapling, pulled the +branches from it, and with the green wood beat the lean man of honor to +my heart's content. He cried out with all his might, but no one heard +him save the cuckoo, and I enjoyed beating him until he was black and +blue; just as the cuckoo enjoys swallowing the caterpillar which +poisons the fingers of your soft-skinned gentry. I tell you there is no +greater pleasure than administering personal chastisement to a sharper. +Men say that the kiss of the beloved one is good; perhaps it is, but +this is better.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And when I was satisfied, and he too, I suppose, had enough, +I let him +run, and said to him, 'Now, my sweet gentleman, you may sue me if you +choose; but, if you do, it will be my turn to tell my story.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">While Rautenkron told his story, his features acquired an +uncanny +expression of glee. I must admit that I did not begrudge the sharper +the beating he had received; and besides that, the recital had engaged +my attention, and thus had relieved me from the sad thoughts which had +before that filled my mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was already dusk when the wagon arrived. It halted. My wife +said to +the girl who was sitting at her side, "This is father. Speak to him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope you are well, father!" exclaimed the girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">I heard Rautenkron beside me muttering angrily. His words, +however, +were unintelligible. Without saying more he hurried off into the +forest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What ails the misanthrope now?" said my wife. "But why need +that +trouble us? My child, you had better get out here and follow with +father."</p> + +<p class="normal">I helped the child to alight. She seemed loth to obey.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">I was obliged to halt. I felt as if trying to drag a heavily +laden +wagon up the hill.</p> + +<p class="normal">But let me proceed. I have many a steep path yet to climb.</p> + +<p class="normal">I stood with the girl on the highway. I extended my hand and +uttered a +few words of welcome, but they did not come from the heart. Our wayward +son had imposed a great burden on us. The young maiden appeared to pay +no attention to what I was saying, but looked about in every direction. +As it was dusk, I could not see her distinctly. I could perceive, +however, that she was a powerful creature. She did not regulate her +step by mine, but I was forced to keep step with her unless I wished to +be left behind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What dog is this running after us?" said I.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is my dog. Isn't it so, Pincher? Aren't you my dog?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The dog answered with a bark, and kept running back and forth, +now up +the road and now down. When she whistled to him, in huntsman's style, +he obeyed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Master," asked she, without resting a moment while speaking, +"and does +all as far as the eye can reach belong to you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why do you inquire?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why? because I want to know. It must be jolly here in the +daytime."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed it is."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that the graveyard where I see the crosses and the white +stones?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Can it be seen from your house?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It can."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Too bad! that will never do. I can't bear to look out of the +window. I +can't stay there, I won't stay; you must take away that graveyard; how +can one laugh or sing with that constantly before one's eyes? Or how +could I eat or drink? I once found a dead man in the forest. He had +been lying there ever so long, and was quite eaten away. I can't bear +to have Death always staring me in the face. I won't stay here."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was obliged to stop. I felt so oppressed that I could not +move from +the spot.</p> + +<p class="normal">The oxen that I had sold the day before were just being led +down the +hill. When Martella saw them she cried out, "Oh what splendid beasts! +are they yours?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are no longer mine. I sold them yesterday, and they are +to be led +to France."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A pleasant meal to you, France!" said Martella, laughing +boisterously. +I could not help noticing her hearty laughter, for I felt quite shocked +by it. What can this child be, thought I? What will become of our +tranquil household?</p> + +<p class="normal">We arrived at the house. The room seemed lighted up more +brilliantly +than usual. We ascended the steps, Martella preceding me. My wife was +waiting for us on the threshold, and taking both of Martella's hands in +hers, said, "Now, child, thou art at last at home."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am at home everywhere. And so is my dog. Isn't it so, +Pincher?" said +Martella in a bold tone.</p> + +<p class="normal">We entered the room. There were three lights on the table. My +wife's +eloquent glance told me to have patience, and when I saw her lay her +hand on her heart I felt that she was confident that she could direct +everything for the best.</p> + +<p class="normal">I now, for the first time, had a good look at Martella. In +carriage and +feature she seemed as wild and defiant as a gypsy. Her face was full of +an expression of boldness. But she was indeed beautiful and fascinating +when she spoke, and even more so when she laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why do you have three lamps on the table?" said she.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is the custom," answered my wife, "when a bride comes to +the +house."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How lovely!" exclaimed Martella. "The one light stands for us +who are +as one. The other two lights represent the parents." And she laughed +most heartily. Her next question was, "Why do you have two clocks in +your room?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You ask a great many questions," I could not avoid answering. +But my +wife said, "That is right. Always ask questions, and you will soon +learn all that you need know."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella may have imagined that she had been too precipitate, +for she +soon said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"To-morrow is yet another day. I am so tired. I would like to +go to +sleep now. But I must have my dog with me, or else I cannot rest."</p> + +<p class="normal">Indeed, her gentle good-night and her curtsey seemed strangely +at +variance with her usually bold and defiant manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">When she had left us, my wife said to me, "Do not take this +affair to +heart. It is indeed no trifle. But remember that Ernst might have made +a much more serious mistake. He loves the wild creature, and our duty +is to help him as best we can. Let Rothfuss and me take charge of the +girl. For the present, you had better treat her with an air of reserve. +We two will attend to all. You may be glad that we have so faithful a +servant as Rothfuss. They are friends already, and he says, 'By the +time the potatoes are brought home, she will lay aside her red +stockings.' I was wishing for that on our way here. But she refused so +positively, that I desisted from my endeavors to persuade her."</p> + +<p class="normal">After a little while, she continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"A voice in the forest helped me to bring all things about as +they +should be. I heard the cuckoo's cry, and was reminded by that, that he +would leave his young in a strange nest, and that other birds would +patiently and affectionately nurture the strange birdling. We are +something like these cuckoo parents. What they do without thought, we +do consciously."</p> + +<p class="normal">When at early dawn on the following day, I looked out of my +window, I +saw Martella and her dog at the fountain in front of the house. Seen by +day, and in her light attire, she seemed wondrously beautiful and +fascinating.</p> + +<p class="normal">She washed her face and plaited her thick brown hair. Her +every +movement seemed free and noble, and almost graceful enough to please an +artist's eye.</p> + +<p class="normal">She sang in a low voice, and would from time to time exclaim, +"Cuckoo!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss, who saw that she was washing herself, called out to +her that +she must not do that again. "The cows drink there, and if you wash +yourself in that basin, they will never go there again."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have already noticed," she replied, "that the cattle have +the first +place in this house."</p> + +<p class="normal">When she saw me, she called out in a clear, ringing voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-morning, master. Ernst was certainly right when he told +me that +it is lovely here. One can see so far in every direction. I shall yet +climb every one of those hills. How good the water is! Do you, too, +hear the cuckoo? He is already awake, and has bid me good-morning. Old +Jaegerlies<a name="div2Ref_note02" href="#div2_note02"><sup>2</sup></a> has often told me that I was the cuckoo's child. And do +you know that the cow got a calf during the night? A spotted cow-calf? +We have already given the cow something warm to drink. The calf drank +milk when it was hardly two minutes old. Rothfuss said it would be a +pity to kill the calf. I am going to drive out into the fields with +Rothfuss to get some clover. Yes, a cow has a good time of it in your +house. But look! the cuckoo is flying over your house! That is an +omen!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She went to the stable, and I followed her a short time +afterwards. She +looked on dreamily while the cow was licking the new-born calf, and +said at last,</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is what you folks call kissing."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss asked her:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you fond of cows?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know; I never had one."</p> + +<p class="normal">He showed her our best cow and said,</p> + +<p class="normal">"Three years ago, when she was a calf, she got the first prize +at the +agricultural exhibition. She puts food to the best use. Everything that +she eats turns either to meat or to milk."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss told Martella to put on a little jacket. They soon +drove out +to the fields, and when she held up the scythe, she exclaimed, +"Cuckoo!" It seemed to me as if I were dreaming, and yet I remembered +quite distinctly that my wife had spoken to me on the previous night of +the cuckoo's young ones.</p> + +<p class="normal">What a strange coincidence it seemed!</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella returned from the fields in good spirits, and during +the +morning lunch was quite cheerful. She was constantly talking of the +daughter-in-law, and the cow-calf that had come into the family during +the night before.</p> + +<p class="normal">I then said to her, "I will give you the cow-calf. It is +yours."</p> + +<p class="normal">She made no answer, but looked at me with an air of surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss told me that when in the stable, she had said to the +calf: +"You belong to me. But of course, you know nothing of it. You really +belong to your mother. But your mother belongs to the master, the +master belongs to Ernst, and Ernst belongs to me; and that is how it +is."</p> + +<p class="normal">When evening came, Rothfuss expressed his opinion in the +following +words:</p> + +<p class="normal">"If her inside is like her outside, she need not be made any +better +than she already is."</p> + +<p class="normal">Our oldest maid-servant, Balbina, seemed quite kindly disposed +to the +new arrival, and Martella said that Balbina had told her something with +the air of imparting a secret of which she was the only possessor. And +what was it? "Why, nothing more than that it is sinful to lie and +steal."</p> + +<p class="normal">I have given the story of this first day in its smallest +details. It is +only for the first green leaves of spring that we have an attentive +eye. They go on, silently increasing, until they become so numerous +that they excite no comment.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Martella did not become attached to any one in the house +except +Rothfuss, whom she was constantly plying with questions about Ernst's +childhood. When in pleasant evenings during the week, and on Sunday +afternoons in clear weather, the youths and maidens would march through +the village, with their merry songs, she would sit with Rothfuss on the +bench by the stable, or, unattended by any companion save her dog, +would be up in the woods that lay back of our house.</p> + +<p class="normal">When she had any special request, she would communicate it +through +Rothfuss.</p> + +<p class="normal">Among other things, she wanted to go out into the forest with +the +wood-cutters. From her thirteenth year she had wielded the axe, and +could use it as cleverly as the men. We did not grant this wish of +hers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her craving for knowledge was insatiable, and I marvelled at +the +patience and equanimity with which my wife told her everything she +wanted to know.</p> + +<p class="normal">Things to which we had become accustomed were to her occasions +of the +liveliest surprise. This did not seem to change, for she never could +get used to what with us had, through daily habit, become a matter of +course. To her all seemed a marvel.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her glance was full of courage. Her voice seemed so full of +sincerity, +that her strangest utterances required no added assurance of their +truthfulness. Her laughter was so hearty that it seemed contagious.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss was quite proud that he could control Martella, just +as he did +the two bays that he had raised from the time they were foals, and +delighted to speak of the fact, that our youngest--as he called +Ernst--was the best of marksmen. He had secured the best prize. For +there could be no other girl so wise and merry as Martella. And she was +so full of merry capers that the very cows looked around and lowed, as +if to say, "We, too, would be glad to laugh with you, if we only could. +But, alas! we cannot. We have not the bellows to do it with."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had named her calf "Muscat." She would nurse it as if it +were a +younger sister. She maintained that it was a perfect marvel of health +and wisdom, and that the old cow was jealous, and tried to butt her +because she had noticed that the calf had greater love for Martella +than for its own mother.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was one point on which she and Rothfuss always +quarrelled. She +had an inexplicable aversion to America, of which Rothfuss always spoke +as if it were Paradise itself. The manner in which Lisbeth, the +locksmith's widow, had been provided for, was his chief argument in its +favor. "None but a free state would provide so well for the families of +the men killed in battle. How different our Germans are about that."</p> + +<p class="normal">Towards my wife and myself, Martella was respectful, but +diffident.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst came to us but twice during the summer, remaining but a +few hours +each time.</p> + +<p class="normal">He wanted Martella to walk or drive around the neighborhood +with him, +but she refused, saying "that she would not leave home. She had been +away long enough."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst was evidently provoked that Martella refused to go with +him, but +kept his anger to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">In that summer, 1865, we had charming harvest weather, and I +shall +never forget Martella's saying, "I shall help gather the harvest. I was +a gleaner once, and know that this is good weather for the farmers. To +cut the ears in the morning and carry home the rich sheaves in the +evening, without having had a storm during the day, is good for the +farmer, but not so pleasant for the poor gleaner. Storms during the +harvest time scatter the grain for the poor; for the farmers give +nothing away of their own accord."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss looked towards me, and nodded approval of her words.</p> + +<p class="normal">Towards the end of summer, Richard paid us a visit.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard had written to us some time before, and had referred +to Ernst's +conduct in indignant terms. He felt shocked that one who had not yet +secured a livelihood for himself, had already linked the fate of +another with his own, and had inflicted her presence upon the +household. But from the first moment that he saw Martella, he admired +her more than any of us had done.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he offered her his first brotherly greeting, she gazed at +him with +her brilliant eyes, and said,</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can see ten years ahead."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you the gift of prophecy?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh pshaw! I don't mean that. What I mean is that in ten years +from now +Ernst will look as you now do. But I hope that when that time comes, he +will not have to use spectacles."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard laughed, and so did Martella quite heartily.</p> + +<p class="normal">There is nothing better than when two people laugh together at +their +first meeting.</p> + +<p class="normal">Later in the season, my daughter Johanna, who is the wife of a +pastor +in the Oberland who had once been Ludwig's teacher, came with her +grown-up daughter to pay us a visit. Johanna's object in coming was to +receive the benefit of the milk cure.</p> + +<p class="normal">At their very first meeting, she unintentionally affronted +Martella. +Johanna always wore black silk netted gloves, and when, with too +evident an air of assumed kindness, she offered her hand to Martella, +the latter said to her:</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is no need for a fly-net on your hand. I do not sting."</p> + +<p class="normal">After this trifling circumstance, there was many a +heart-burning +between Martella and Johanna. They were always at cross purposes. +Rothfuss was provoked, as he was unable to satisfy Martella that the +pastor's wife had not intended to affront her. Martella refused to be +convinced, and persisted in calling Johanna a "fly-net."</p> + +<p class="normal">When she had once conceived an aversion for any one, she was +immovable. +And when Johanna came to the cow stables, which she did twice every day +at milking-time, she would always in an ironical tone say, "Good-day, +madam sister-in-law."</p> + +<p class="normal">Johanna found in this a cause for continued ill-feeling, to +which, in +her discontented and susceptible condition, she readily gave way.</p> + +<p class="normal">Johanna imagined that she had found the way to Martella's +heart, by +assuring her how much she pitied her. But that only served to make +matters worse; for Martella resented any manifestation of pity.</p> + +<p class="normal">As our household was conducted on a generous scale, there was +much +that, in Johanna's eyes, contrasted unpleasantly with her own home. She +frequently alluded to the small pay her husband was earning, and often +gave us cause to remember that he would have been advanced much more +rapidly, if he had not been the son-in-law of a member of the party in +opposition to the government. She, in fact, made no concealment of her +belief that I was the cause of her husband's and her daughter's infirm +health. If it were not that I was in such great disfavor with the +government, they would long ago have been stationed in a more genial +climate, and would thus have recovered their health.</p> + +<p class="normal">She maintained that our mode of living was not pious enough, +and +thought it most atrocious that we indulged Martella in her heathenish +ways.</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not care to go to the village pastor, with whom we had +but +little intercourse, for she was angry at him. His position brought him +little work but generous pay, and she therefore coveted it for her own +husband. But then, the wife of our pastor happened to be the daughter +of a member of the consistory, which, of course, explains the whole +matter.</p> + +<p class="normal">One peculiarity of Martella's afforded Johanna many an +opportunity to +read us homilies on our neglect of the child. No matter whether you did +her a service or gave her a present, Martella never uttered a word of +thanks.</p> + +<p class="normal">I am unable to explain the trait. It may have been the result +of the +simple life of nature in which she had been reared.</p> + +<p class="normal">My son Richard, who passed a portion of the autumn holidays +with us, +was of that opinion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard had a way of laying aside his spectacles after he had +been with +us for a day or two, and getting along without them until the day of +his departure. He thus, with every succeeding year, did much to +strengthen his overtasked eyes. I think he used to put his spectacles +in the keeping of Rothfuss, who would return them to him on the day he +left home.</p> + +<p class="normal">On this occasion, however, he retained his spectacles, and +spent less +of his time with Rothfuss than with Martella, who seemed to have become +fonder of him than of any of us. In the evenings and on Sundays, she +would take long walks with him in the woods, and would talk +unceasingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">One evening Richard said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I received the great academical prize to-day. Martella said +to me: 'I +can hardly believe that you are a professor; you are so--so wise, and +have so much common-sense, and can talk like--like a wood-keeper's +servant.' Can you imagine greater praise than that?</p> + +<p class="normal">"And let me tell you, moreover, that Martella is full of +wisdom. She +knows every creature, the beasts of the field and the birds of the air. +And besides that, she can read the human heart thoroughly. I could not +repeat some of her opinions to you without committing a breach of +confidence. But I can tell you that she has split many a log, and knows +how to swing her axe to the right spot.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, Ernst is a lucky fellow; I am only fearful that he may +not +understand her simple nature. She is too wayward. I trust that he may +learn to see in her a real incarnation of undefiled holiness and +majesty. It is true that in her case they manifest themselves in the +form of a girl not given to blissful tears, but the very embodiment of +joy itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"While walking along the road, she was chewing twigs of pine, +and +handed a few to me, with the words: 'Taste them; there is nothing half +so good as these.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I told her that, as she could get better and more +regular fare, +she had better give up this habit of chewing pine needles, especially +as it excited her nerves, she answered: 'I think you are right. They +always excite me terribly.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"We were about to cross a meadow. I was afraid of the wet +places. +'Follow me,' said she, 'and be careful to look out for the molehills, +for there is always dry soil underneath them.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">While Richard was thus discoursing with unwonted enthusiasm, +Johanna +had risen from the table and had beckoned to her daughter to follow +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard and my wife had noticed this as well as I had done. +They did +not allude to it, however, but continued their conversation, agreeing +that it was best for the present to let Martella have her own way. They +thought that she would in due time undoubtedly awaken to a longing for +life's nobler forms, and the deeper meaning that lay beneath them.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife had no set plan on which to educate Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is to live with us, and that of itself will educate her. +She sees +every one of us attending to his appointed labor. That will, of itself, +soon teach her where her duty lies, and will help to make her orderly +and methodical. She sees that our lives are sincere, and that, too, +must do her good."</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife was careful to caution Richard against teaching her +any +generalities, as they could be of no use to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella was not gentle in her disposition. She was severe +towards +herself as well as towards others. She had no compassion for the +sufferings of others. Her idea was that every one should help himself +as best he could.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had never cared or toiled for another being. Like the stag +in the +forest, she lived for herself alone. My wife nodded silent approval +when Richard observed, "In a state of nature, all is egotism; +gentleness, industry, and the disposition to assist others are results +of culture."</p> + +<p class="normal">On the very day on which Richard had to leave us, the Major +arrived at +our house. He was on a tour of inspection, and had been examining the +horses which the law required the farmers to hold ready for government +uses.</p> + +<p class="normal">Our village was not included in his district, and he had gone +out of +his way to pay us this visit. He was in full uniform. His athletic, +hardy figure presented quite a stately appearance, and his honest, +cheerful manner was quite refreshing.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was glad to be able to inform us that the ill-will of his +superior +officers, in which even the minister of war had participated, had not +injured him with the Prince. Although there had been three competitors +for the position, the Prince had selected him, and had personally +informed him of his promotion with the words, "I have great respect for +your father-in-law, and believe that he is a true friend of the state."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Major was not wanting in respect and affection for me, and +his +behavior to my wife was marked by a knightly grace, and filial +veneration. When Richard told him how Martella had in himself seen her +own betrothed with ten years added to his real age, he replied: "I have +never said so, but it has often occurred to me that, when she is older, +Bertha will be the very picture of her mother as we now see her."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard was an excellent go-between for Martella and the +Major, who had +brought a necklace of red beads which Bertha had sent to the new +sister-in-law.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although Martella's face became flushed with emotion, she did +not +utter one word of thanks. She pressed the beads to her lips, and then +stepped to the mirror and fastened the necklace on. Then she turned +towards us, while she counted us off on her fingers and said, "I am a +sister-in-law. Now I know everything, and have everything. I have a +pastor, a professor, a major, a forester, a great farmer, and--what +else is there? Ah, yes, now I know--a builder."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, we have one; but he is in America."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will have nothing to do with America," said Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Major ventured the remark that Ernst had acted unwisely in +leaving +the service; he seemed made for a soldier, and the best thing he could +do would be to return to the army. But in that case he would have, for +a while at least, to postpone all thoughts of marrying.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He need not hurry on my account," interrupted Martella; "I am +sure I +shall put nothing in his way. I, too, shall need some time to make +myself fit. I shall have to put many a thing in here," pointing to her +forehead, "before I shall deserve to be a member of this family. Now I +have the necklace that my sister-in-law sent me, around my neck, and do +not mind being tied, and--Good-night!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She reached out her hand to my wife, and then to each one of +us. After +which she again grasped my wife's hand, and then retired.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard explained Martella's peculiar characteristics to the +Major. +Both in thought and in action she was a strange compound of gentleness +and rudeness.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Major asked whether we knew anything about her parents. +Richard +replied that she had imparted facts to him that bore on the subject, +but that they were as yet disconnected and unsatisfactory, and that he +had given her his word of honor that he would reveal naught, until she +herself thought that the proper time had come.</p> + +<p class="normal">We kept up our cheerful conversation for some time longer. +Suddenly it +occurred to the Major to observe that the dispute between Prussia and +Austria was taking a dangerous shape, and that, according to his views, +Prussia was in the right. The military system of the confederation +could not last long in its present condition.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus we were brought face to face with serious questions.</p> + +<p class="normal">Of what import was the transformation of a child of the +forest, when +such weighty matters were on the carpet.</p> + +<p class="normal">But while the clouds pass by over our heads, and the seasons +depart, +the little plant quietly and steadily keeps on growing.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p class="continue">In the winter of 1865 I left home to attend a session of the +Parliament.</p> + +<p class="normal">My neighbor Funk, who was also a delegate, accompanied me.</p> + +<p class="normal">It grieves me to be obliged to describe this man or even to +mention +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He caused me much sorrow. He humiliated me more than any other +man has +ever done, for he proved to me that I have neither worldly wisdom nor +knowledge of men. How could I have so egregiously deceived myself in +him? I am too hasty in determining as to the character of a man, and +when I afterwards find that his actions are not in keeping with my +conception of what they should be, the inconsistency torments me as if +it were an unsolved enigma. In one word, I have suffered much because +of a lack of reserve. Unfortunately I must give all or nothing. Even +now I cannot help thinking that he must be better, after all, than he +seems. I find, on comparing myself with him, that he has many an +advantage over me. He is twenty years younger than I am, and yet he +seems as if he had matured long ago. I shall never be that way, no +matter how long I live. I am always growing.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had failed in the examination for a degree, and, +disappointed and +vexed, had entered the teachers' seminary. He afterward actually became +a schoolmaster, but never forgot that he had once aspired to enter a +higher sphere of life.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the revolution broke out he had hoped to find his +reckoning in it. +He speedily found himself in a high position, and had no trouble in +accustoming himself to the princely palace in which the provisional +government had located itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have already mentioned that I had brought Funk home from +Strasburg +with me. I felt so firmly convinced of his innocence that I used all my +influence in his behalf, and even deposited a considerable sum as his +bondsman, in order that he might be tried without having to surrender +his liberty. He was pronounced innocent.</p> + +<p class="normal">He made me shudder one day when he told me that the judges had +evidently imbibed my belief in his innocence.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk was a handsome man, and still retains his good looks. +Annette, the +friend of my daughter Bertha, called him a perfect type of lackey +beauty. She was sure, she said, that he was born to wear a livery. +There was something so abject and cringing about him. She was not a +little proud of her discernment, when, some time after, I confirmed her +judgment by the announcement that Funk was actually a son of the Duke's +valet.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk did not resume his former position as a teacher. He +became an +emigration agent. For during the first years of the reaction there was +a great increase in the number of emigrants from this country to +America.</p> + +<p class="normal">Besides this, he had also become an agent for Insurances of +all sorts +Fire, Life, Hail, and Cattle. His window-shutters were so covered with +signs that they presented quite a gay appearance.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was chosen as one of the town-council, but the government +did not +confirm him in office, which action of theirs gained him much credit +with the people. Two years after that, when he was elected burgomaster, +he knew how to bring it about that a deputation should wait upon the +Prince in person to urge his confirmation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk induced his wife always to wear the old-time costumes of +the +country people.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That, you must know," he said to me one day, "awakens the +confidence +of the country people." When I reproved him for this trick, he laughed +and showed his pretty teeth. There was, to me at least, always +something insincere and repulsive in his laugh, and in the fact +that he never wearied of repeating certain high-sounding phrases. But +what was there to draw me towards this man? I will honestly admit +that I have a certain admiration for combativeness, courage, and +shrewdness--qualities in which I am deficient.</p> + +<p class="normal">My unsuspecting confidence in others is a mistake. But I have +been thus +for seventy years, and when I reckon up results, I find that I am none +the worse for it. Although over-confidence in others has brought me +many a sorrow, it has also given me many a joy.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have suffered much through others, and through Funk +especially; but I +still believe that there are no thoroughly bad men, but that there are +thoroughly egotistical ones, and that the pushing of egotism beyond its +due bounds is the source of all evil.</p> + +<p class="normal">If I had not helped him with all my influence, Funk would not +have been +chosen a delegate to the Parliament. When he visited me, on the day +following the election, he addressed me in a tone of unwonted and +unlooked-for familiarity, much to the disgust of my wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">After he had left she said to me, "I cannot understand you. I +did not +interfere when I saw that you were trying to gain votes for Funk; that, +I presume, is a part of politics, and perhaps the party needs voters, +and just such bold and irreverent people. They can say things that a +man of honor would not permit himself to utter. But I cannot conceive +how you can allow yourself to be on so familiar a footing with that +man."</p> + +<p class="normal">I assured her that the first advances had been made by him, +and that +although they were undesired by me I did not choose to appear proud.</p> + +<p class="normal">She said no more. But there was yet another reproof in store +for me.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I entered the stable Rothfuss said to me, "Why did you +let that +grinning fellow get so near to you? Is he still calling out, 'God be +with thee, Waldfried! You will come to see me soon, will you not?' Such +talk from that quarter is no compliment."</p> + +<p class="normal">I did not suffer him to go on with his remarks. My weak fear +of hurting +the feelings of others had already worked its own punishment on myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I left home for the session of 1865, Funk was waiting for +me down +by the saw-mill. I found him with a young man, the son of a +schoolmaster who lived in the neighborhood. He took leave of his +companion, and turning to me exclaimed with a triumphant air, "I have +already saved one poor creature to-day. The simple-minded fellow wanted +to become a teacher. A mere teacher in a public school! A position +which is ideally elevated, but financially quite low. I convinced him +that he would be happier breaking stone on the road. We ought to make +it impossible for the Government to get teachers for its public +schools."</p> + +<p class="normal">When I answered that he was wantonly trifling with the +education of our +people, he replied, "From your point of view, perhaps you are quite +right." It was in this way that I first got the idea that Funk thought +he was controlling me. His subordination was a mere sham, and we were +really at heart opposed to each other.</p> + +<p class="normal">He voted as I did in the Parliament, but not for the same +reasons.</p> + +<p class="normal">If Funk had been insincere towards me, it was now my turn--and +that was +the worst of it--to be insincere towards him.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was determined to break off my relations with him, and only +awaited a +favorable opportunity for so doing. And yet while awaiting that +opportunity I kept up my usual relations with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is x indeed sad, that intercourse with those who are +insincere +begets insincerity in ourselves.</p> + +<p class="normal">We reached the railway station, where we found numerous +delegates, and +indeed two of our own party, who were cordially disliked by Funk. One +of them was a manufacturer who lived near the borders of Switzerland. +He was a strict devotee, but was really sincere in his religious +professions, which he illustrated by his pure and unselfish conduct. We +were on the friendliest footing, although he could not avoid from time +to time expressing a regret that I did not occupy the same religious +stand-point that he did.</p> + +<p class="normal">The other delegate was a proud and haughty country +magistrate--a man of +large possessions, who imagined it was his especial prerogative to lead +in matters affecting the welfare of the state. He had been opposed to +Funk during the election, and had ill-naturedly said, "Beggars should +have nothing to say." Funk had not forgotten this, but nevertheless +forced him, as it were, into a display of civility.</p> + +<p class="normal">The two companions were quite reserved in their manner towards +Funk, +and before we had accomplished our journey I could not help observing +that there was a pressure which would induce a clashing and a +subsequent separation of these discordant elements.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">During the winter session of the Parliament I did not reside +with my +daughter Bertha.</p> + +<p class="normal">At a future day it will be difficult to realize what a +separation there +then was between the different classes of our people.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a feeling of restraint and ill-will between those +who wore +the dress of the citizen and that of the soldier. The Prince was, above +all things, a soldier, and when in public always appeared in uniform.</p> + +<p class="normal">We delegates, who could not approve of all that the Government +required +of us, were regarded as the sworn enemies of the state, both by court +circles and by the army, to whom we were nevertheless obliged to grant +supplies.</p> + +<p class="normal">An officer who would suffer himself to be seen walking in the +street +with a citizen who was suspected of harboring liberal opinions, or with +one of the delegates of our party, might rely upon being reported at +head-quarters.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although he did not say anything about it, my son-in-law was +much +grieved by this condition of affairs. Whenever I visited him he treated +me with respect and affection, as if he thus meant to thank me for the +reserve I had maintained when we met in public, and desired to +apologize for the rigid discipline he was obliged to observe.</p> + +<p class="normal">We had a long session, full of fury and bitterness on the part +of the +ministers and officers of the Government, and of the depressing +consciousness of wasted effort on ours. The morning began with public +debate; after that came committee-meetings, and in the evenings our +party caucuses, which sometimes lasted quite late. And all of these +sacrifices of strength were made with the discouraging prospect that +the fate of our Fatherland still hung in doubt, that our labors would +prove fruitless, and that our vain protest against the demands of our +rulers would be all that we could contribute to history.</p> + +<p class="normal">The air seemed thick as if with a coming storm. We felt that +our party +was on the eve of breaking up into opposing fragments. There was no +longer the same confidence among its members, and here and there one +could hear it said: "Yes, indeed, you are honest enough, and have no +ambitious or selfish views to subserve."</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk was one of the most zealous of all in the attempt to +break up the +party.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a while he had undoubtedly aspired to the leadership. But +when it +was confided to a gifted man who had availed himself of the declaration +of amnesty and had returned to his Fatherland some years before, Funk +acted as if he had never thought of the position.</p> + +<p class="normal">Who can recall all of the changes in the weather that help to +ripen the +crop!</p> + +<p class="normal">A spirit of fellowship is praised both in war and in voyages +of +adventure. The life of a delegate, it seems to me, combines the +peculiar features of both of those conditions. It is no trifling matter +to leave a pleasant home and to bid adieu to wife and children, and to +stand shoulder to shoulder, laboring faithfully day and night for the +common weal.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have had the good fortune to gain the friendship of man. It +differs +somewhat from the love of woman, but is none the less blessed.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was not only a delegate from our district but also a member +of the +German Parliament. I was in accord with the best men of my country, and +we were true to one another at our posts. May those who in a happier +period replace us act as faithfully and unselfishly as we did!</p> + +<p class="normal">During the winter session my wife's letters were a source of +great +enjoyment to me. She kept me fully informed of all that happened at +home, and especially in regard to Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the morning that I left home she came to my wife and said, +"Mother--I may call you so, may I not?--and I shall try to be worthy of +it; and when master returns, I shall call him father."</p> + +<p class="normal">She pointed to her feet. My wife did not know what she meant +by that, +until she at last said, "Rothfuss said that if I were to lay aside my +red stockings, I would be making a good beginning."</p> + +<p class="normal">And after this she began again: "I shall learn all that you +tell me, +but not from the schoolmaster's assistant. When he was alone with me +the other day, he stroked my cheeks and I slapped him for his +impertinence. I shall gladly learn all that you wish me to learn."</p> + +<p class="normal">She remained with my wife, and appeared quite pliant and +docile. My +wife had her sleep in her own bedchamber, and on the first night she +exclaimed, with a voice full of emotion, "I have a mother at last? O +Ernst, you ought to know where I am! How happy you have been to have +had a mother all your life!"</p> + +<p class="normal">I took these letters to my daughter Bertha, who thoroughly +appreciated +and loved Martella. She said that her own experience had been somewhat +similar; for her marriage had introduced her to an aristocratic and +military circle, in which she was at first considered as an interloper, +and where it took some time before she could acquire the position due +her. For even to this day the aristocracy retain the advantage that +those who are well born can enter good society, even though they be +utterly devoid of culture.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette, who had also married an officer, had become quite +attached to +her, and the result of their combined efforts was that they at last +achieved quite a distinguished position. Annette, who was a Jewess by +birth, and very wealthy, had at first attempted to conquer her way into +society by dress and show. Yielding, however, to the counsels of +Bertha, she took the better course; and by adopting a simple and +dignified manner, free from any craving for admiration, the recognition +she merited was accorded her.</p> + +<p class="normal">This friend of Bertha was, I confess, not at all to my liking. +She had +received a good education, and even had a cultivated judgment; but she +was fain to mistake these gifts for genius, and imagined herself a +thoroughly superior woman--a piece of self-deception in which +flatterers encouraged her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her husband regarded her as a woman of superior gifts, and +succeeded in +this way in consoling himself for the inconvenient fact of her being of +Jewish descent. His faith in her genius seemed to increase rather than +diminish, and it was his constant delight to sound its praises to +others.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette treated me with exceptional admiration, but she always +seemed +desirous of making a parade of her appreciation of me, or in other +words, having it minister to her own glory. Mere possession or +undemonstrative emotion afforded her no pleasure. Her talents and her +reflections afforded her great enjoyment, and it was her constant +desire that others should have the benefit of it. She was always +inviting you to dine with her; and if you accepted her invitations, she +was never satisfied until you had praised the dishes which she could so +skilfully prepare. She sang with a powerful voice and drew very +cleverly, but wanted the world to know it, and to pay her homage +accordingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">She always addressed me as "patriarch," until I at last +forbade her +doing so. I was, however, obliged to submit to some of the other +elegant phrases in which she was wont to indulge. She had no children, +and often spent the whole day in the private gallery of the House of +Parliament, where she would not cease nodding to me until I at last +returned her salute.</p> + +<p class="normal">One evening there was a party at Bertha's. The wife of the +Intendant-in-chief was among the guests. She was a beautiful creature, +slender and undulating in form, of majestic carriage, and yet withal +simple and unaffected. She had a charming voice, and sang many pretty +songs for us. She was so obliging too, that, yielding to the repeated +requests of her delighted auditors, she sang song after song.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had known her as a young girl. She was the daughter of the +chief +forester, and seemed to retain the woodland freshness of her childhood +days. But she had always been ambitious, and had thirsted for the +pleasures of city life, with which she had become acquainted while +going to the school which was patronized by the reigning Princess.</p> + +<p class="normal">At one of the public examinations she had sung so delightfully +that the +Princess had praised her performance; and I believe that her desire for +a brilliant life dated from that incident.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was fond of dress and show, and had married the Intendant, +who was +a dried-up, conceited fellow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her marriage had not been a happy one; and now she sang +love-songs full +of glowing passion, of sobs and tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was thinking of this, and asking myself how it could be +possible, +when Annette sat down by my side and softly whispered to me:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do explain, if you can, how this woman, after singing such +songs, can +leave the company and ride home with her disagreeable husband? I could +not sing a note if I had such a husband."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette cannot conceive of her ever having been in love. All +her +singing of the pleasures and the pains of love is nothing more than +poetical or musical affectation. "But how did she thus learn to +simulate emotion. If she really felt all this she would either die or +become crazed on her way home."</p> + +<p class="normal">From that moment I began to like Annette. She had gone much +further +than I had dared even in my thoughts, and proved, at the same time, +that her heart was true, and that she could not separate her feeling +for art from the rest of her life.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha showed my wife's letters to her friend, who conceived +the most +enthusiastic affection for Martella. She often inquired whether there +was anything she could do for the charcoal-burner's daughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was danger of offending her by refusing her gifts. Even +a virtue +may at times assume a repulsive form. Annette's complaint--I cannot +express it otherwise--was a passion for helping others.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife wrote that Martella was like a fresh bubbling spring, +which +only needed to be kept within bounds to become a refreshing brook; but +that this must be carefully done, for inconsiderate attempts to deepen +the channel or divert its course might ruin the spring itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife also informed us that Ernst had been home to pay a +short visit. +He seemed quite pensive, and expressed his dissatisfaction with the +fact that Martella was looking so pale. He approved of the education +which she was receiving, but thought that her freshness and strength +should not be sacrificed. He said he had formed a plan to live with +Rautenkron, with whom he intended to practice, and also said that when +once in the quiet forest he would study industriously.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife strenuously objected to this course. She maintained +that where +there was a will, one could attend to his duty in any position; and +moreover, that at the present time it was not well for Ernst and +Martella to see each other so often.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella was of the same opinion; and my wife could hardly +find words +to express her delight that Martella was constantly acquiring +gentleness and consideration for others. Although at first she had been +loud and noisy, there was now something graceful and soothing in her +manner. She would arise early in the morning and dress herself in +silence, while my wife would feign sleep in order that Martella might +become confirmed in her gentle manners.</p> + +<p class="normal">One evening, when Martella had been the subject of protracted +conversation, I returned to my room, and for the first time noticed a +colored lithographic print that had been hanging there. It was the +picture of a danseuse who had been quite famous some years before. It +represented her in a difficult pose, and with long, flowing hair. The +print startled me.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was wonderfully like Martella; or was it simply +self-deception +caused by her having been in our thoughts during the whole evening?</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt so agitated that I lit the lamp again and took another +look at +the picture. The likeness seemed to have vanished.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Towards the end of November, my wife wrote to me that Ernst +had been at +home again, and that, several hours after his arrival, he had, in the +most casual manner, mentioned that he had successfully passed his +examination as forester. When my wife and Martella signified their +pleasure at this piece of news, he declared that he had only passed his +examination in order to prove to us and the rest of his acquaintance, +that he, too, had learned something, but that he was not made to be put +just where the state desired to place him, and that, in the spring, he +and Martella would emigrate to America, as he had already come to an +understanding with Funk in regard to the passage.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he asked Martella why she had nothing to say on the +subject, she +replied:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know that I would go to the end of the world with you. +But we are +not alone. If we go, your parents and your brothers and sisters must +give us their blessing at parting."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! that they will."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think so too. But just consider, Ernst! We are both of us +quite +young, and I have just begun to live. Do not look so fierce; when you +do that, you do not look half so handsome as you really are. And +besides, there is something yet on my mind which I must tell you, and +in which I am fully resolved."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I cannot imagine what you mean; it seems, at times, that I +really do +not know you as I once did."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You do know me, and it grieves me to be obliged to tell you +so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is it? What can it be? You have become quite serious all +at +once."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am glad that you can say so much in my praise, for I have +need of +it; and I feel quite sure that you will approve of what I am going to +say.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just see, Ernst! I won't speak of anything else--but with +mother's aid +I have begun so much that is good, that I cannot bear to think of +hurrying away while the work is half finished. You have passed your +examination; let me pass mine too. First let mother tell me that my +apprenticeship is at an end, and then I will wander with you; and we +shall be two jolly gadabouts, and have lots of money for travelling +expenses. Isn't it so? You will let me stay here ever so long; won't +you?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, that is right. You are laughing again, and I see that you +approve +of what I have said. If you had not done so you should have had no +peace, for my mind is made up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The canopied bed next to your mother's is now mine; and +indeed it is a +heavenly canopy that one must be slow to leave. And, as I told you +before, I have just begun to live."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst looked towards my wife. It seemed as if doubt and pride +were +struggling within him. When Martella had left the room and my wife +urged him to remain with us and to afford us the joy of having such a +daughter-in-law in our home, he was vanquished, and exclaimed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I am indeed proud of her! I must admit I never expected +so much +of her. If she only does not grow over my head."</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife wrote me that she only remembered a portion of what +had +happened. The wisdom and feeling evinced by the child had surprised +her; and the subdued, heartfelt voice in which she had spoken had been +as delightful as the loveliest music. She had been obliged to ask +herself if this really was the wild creature who had entered the house +but three-quarters of a year ago. The change that she had devoutly +wished for had been brought about with surprising rapidity. Martella +had awakened to a sense of the duties life imposes on all of us.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nothing can be more gratifying than to find that a just course +of +action has produced its logical results.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus all was well. Ernst went out hunting with Rautenkron, and +once +even prevailed on him to visit our house.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rautenkron had but little to say to Martella. He would knit +his heavy +eyebrows, and cast searching side-glances on the child. This was his +custom with all strangers. When taking leave of my wife, he inquired +whether we knew anything of Martella's parentage. All that we knew was +that she had been found in the forest when four years old. Jaegerlies +had cared for her until Ernst brought her to our house. Martella had +told more than that to Richard, but he had firmly refused to tell us +what it was. When Rautenkron had left, Martella said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"He looks like a hedgehog, and I really believe that he could +eat +mice."</p> + +<p class="normal">In the last letter that I received before returning to my +home, my wife +wrote me that Martella had displayed a very singular trait.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss had become sick, and Martella, who was as much +attached to him +as if she were his own child, could neither visit nor nurse him. She +had an unconquerable aversion to sick people. She would stand by the +door and talk to Rothfuss, but she would not enter his room. She was +quite angry at herself because of this, but could not act differently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I cannot help it--I cannot help it," she said. "I cannot go +near a +sick person." He begged her to procure some wine for him; some of the +red wine down in the glass house. He knew that would make him well +again. Rothfuss found as much pleasure in deceiving the doctor as he +usually did in outwitting the officers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella cheerfully entered into his plan; she got the wine +for him, +and from that day he gradually improved in health.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was quite refreshing to me to have my thoughts recalled to +our life +at home. While the most difficult political questions and a struggle +against a system of police espionage were engaging us, a concordat with +the Pope had been submitted for our approval. It was the result of deep +and long-protracted intrigues, and was full of carefully veiled and +delicately woven fetters. I had been appointed as one of the committee +to whom the matter was referred, and after a heated debate, we +succeeded in securing its abrogation. The minister who had made the +treaty was disgraced. His accomplices allowed him to fall while they +saved themselves. Funk, in his own name and that of two associates, +gave his reasons for declining to vote on the question. They demanded +perfect freedom for every religions sect, and the abandonment on the +part of the state of its right to interfere with matters of faith.</p> + +<p class="normal">It had been proposed that my son Richard, who was Professor of +History +at the University, should be appointed as Minister of Education.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had published a powerful work on this topic. My son-in-law +informed +me that he had heard Richard's name mentioned in Court circles. In a +few days, however, the rumor proved to be an ill-founded one. A +declamatory counsellor received the appointment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although encouraged by my success, it was with a sense of +overpowering +fatigue that I returned home at Christmastime. I felt as though I had +not been able to enjoy a night's sleep while at the capital: it was +only at home that I could breathe freely again and enjoy real repose.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">At home I found everything in excellent order. Rothfuss was +still +complaining, and was not allowed to leave his bed; but he was mending, +and had naught to complain of but <i>ennui</i> and thirst.</p> + +<p class="normal">I cannot remember a merrier Christmas than that of 1865. We +could +quietly think of our children we knew how they lived. Every Christmas +we would receive a long letter from Ludwig; and Johanna wrote us that +affairs were improving with her husband.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the day before Christmas, Ernst arrived. He carried a +roebuck on his +shoulder, and stood in front of the house shouting joyously. He waited +there until Martella went out to meet him. He reached out his arms to +embrace her, but she said, "Come into the house. When you get in there, +I will give you an honest kiss."</p> + +<p class="normal">When I congratulated Ernst on his success in his examination, +he +replied, "No thanks, father; I was lucky; that is all. I really know +very little about the subjects they examined me upon. I know more about +other things. But I passed nevertheless." It was delightful to listen +to Richard's sensible remarks; Ernst's conversation, however, was so +persuasive and so varied as to prove even more interesting than that of +Richard. He expressed himself quite happily in regard to the manner in +which one should, by stealth as it were, learn the laws of the forest +by careful observation, and referred to a point which is even yet in +dispute among foresters--whether a fertile soil or a large return in +lumber is most to be desired. I began to feel assured that my son, who +had so often gone astray, would yet be able to erect a life-fabric that +would afford happiness both to himself and to others.</p> + +<p class="normal">Towards evening, when we were about to light the lamps, the +Professor +arrived, to Martella's great delight.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I knew you would be glad to see me," said Richard, "and I +must confess +I like to come to my parents; but I have come more for the sake of +seeing you than any one else."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard congratulated Ernst, and promised to prepare a grand +poem for +the wedding day.</p> + +<p class="normal">The lights shone brightly, and joy beamed from every eye.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Professor had brought some books for Martella, but had not +been +fortunate in his selections. There were children's books among them, +and these Martella quietly laid aside.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha had sent her a dress, Annette had contributed some +furs, and +Johanna had sent her an elegantly bound Bible.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I see already," said Martella, "that naught but good things +are +showered down on me. Let them come. God grant that the day may arrive +when I, too, can bestow gifts. But now let us be happy," she said, +turning to Ernst. "When we are alone together in the wild-woods, let us +remember how lovely it is here. Look at the Christmas-tree. It was out +in the cold and was freezing; but now they have brought it into the +warm room, and decked it with lights and all sorts of pretty gifts. And +thus was I, too, out of doors and forgotten; but now I am better off; +the tree is dead, but I--" Richard grasped my hand in silence, and +softly whispered:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't interrupt her. Always let her finish what she has begun +this +way. When the bird singing on the tree observes that the wanderer is +looking up to it with grateful eyes, it flies away."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella tried on her furs, stroked them with her hand, and +then lit +the lights on a little Christmas-tree on which were hanging some large +stockings--the first she had ever knit.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come along," she said to Ernst, "let us go to Rothfuss; and, +Richard, +you had better come with us, too, and help us sing."</p> + +<p class="normal">Carrying the burning tree in her hand, and accompanied by +Ernst and +Richard, she went, singing on her way, to the room in which Rothfuss +lay.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are the first person," she said to Rothfuss, "to whom I +can give +something. I only knit them; the wool was given me by my mother."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh!" exclaimed Rothfuss, "no wizard can do what is +impossible. Our +Lord makes the wool grow on the sheep; but shearing the sheep, spinning +the wool, and knitting the stockings we have to do for ourselves."</p> + +<p class="normal">On the next day, while we were seated at table, Rothfuss +entered, +crying, "A proverb, and a true one; she has put me on my feet again. I +have got well."</p> + +<p class="normal">I cannot recall a merrier Christmas than the one we then +enjoyed. There +were no more like it, for in the following year the crown had departed.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife's father had, after withdrawing from his position as a +teacher, +employed himself in translating Göethe's Iphigenia into Greek. He had +left his task incomplete. As a Christmas present for mother, Richard +had brought lovely pictures to illustrate the poem, and in the antique +room of our house, in which we had casts of the best Greek and Roman +statues, Richard would read aloud to my wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella always had an aversion to this large room, and when +she was +called in there would look around for a while, as if lost, and then +with scarcely audible steps leave the apartment.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife loved all her children, but she was happiest of all +with +Richard. He seemed to have succeeded to her father's unfinished labors, +and when he was in her presence she always seemed as if in a higher +sphere. Richard had a thoroughly noble disposition and dignified +bearing.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mother repeatedly read Ludwig's letter, and said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Free-thinkers could not bring about what we are now +experiencing: +that on a certain evening and at an appointed hour all mankind are +united in the same feeling. Do you believe, Richard, that you +philosophers could bring about such a result?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard thought not; but added that the forms assumed by +higher +intellectual truth were constantly changing, and that just as they had +given the church in heathen ages a different character, so they might +at some future time effect changes in later forms of religious belief.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella entered the room at that moment, and my wife's +significant +glance reminded Richard that he had better not prolong the discussion. +We were a happy circle, and Richard was especially so because he had +made common cause with me in the last exciting question. The future of +our Fatherland, however, did not afford him a pleasant outlook. He +believed that the great powers were playing a false game and were only +feigning to quarrel in order that they might the more successfully +divide up the lesser states among themselves. He felt sure that their +plan was to divide up all the rest of Germany between Prussia and +Austria. I, too, had sad thoughts in this connection, but could not +picture the future to myself. This alone was certain: our present +condition could not last. In the meanwhile we awaited Napoleon's New +Year's speech. His words would inform the world what was to become of +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">In our happy family circle we forgot for a little while the +feeling of +deep humiliation that hung over all, and the doubts that always caused +us to ask ourselves, "To whom will we belong?"</p> + +<p class="normal">It is indeed sad when one is forced to say to himself, +"To-morrow you +and your country may be handed over to some King."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Whenever I returned from Parliament, it seemed as if I had +left a +strange world. Although my labors there were in behalf of those dearest +to me, I was too far removed from them to have them constantly in my +mind. And for many a morning after my return the force of habit made me +wonder why the usual amount of printed matter that had been handed me +while at the capital was not forthcoming.</p> + +<p class="normal">I found the affairs of the village in good order.</p> + +<p class="normal">That was the only time that I can write about--the time when +my wife +was still ...</p> + +<p class="normal">I have been gazing out over the mountain and into the dark +wood, that +I, or rather she, planted, and then I lifted my eyes up to heaven. The +stars are shining, and it is said that light from stars that have +already perished is still travelling towards us. May the light that was +once mine thus flow unto you when I am no longer here. But to proceed.</p> + +<p class="normal">For three-and-twenty years I filled the office of burgomaster, +and was +of great use to our parish. Above all things, I built up its credit. To +accomplish this I was obliged to be severe and persistent in +prosecuting the suit. But now things have so far improved that the +people at Basle regret that no one in our village desires to borrow +money from them.</p> + +<p class="normal">The two chief benefits that I have procured for our village +are good +credit and pure water.</p> + +<p class="normal">Just as credit is the true measure of economical condition, so +is water +the measure of physical well-being.</p> + +<p class="normal">I converted the heath into a woodland. It was twenty-three +years ago, +and I was the youngest member of the town council; but, aided by my +cousin Linker, I induced the people of our parish to plant trees in the +old meadow, and to this day every one of our people derives a moderate +profit from the little piece of woodland that we now have there. Its +value increases from year to year.</p> + +<p class="normal">My cousin Linker had been a book-keeper in the glass-house +down in the +valley. He married a daughter of the richest farmer in the village, and +became quite a farmer himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">I learnt a great deal from him. In business matters he was +greatly my +superior, for he was shrewder, or in other words, more distrustful, +than I.</p> + +<p class="normal">Until about five years ago, we were partners in an extensive +lumber +business. We built the first large saw-mill in the valley. It had three +saws, and all the new appliances, and a part of our business was to saw +up logs and beams. I also built a saw-mill, which is conducted on the +co-operative system, for the benefit of the villagers.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the Parliament had determined upon having a fortress +erected +in our neighborhood, our business friends offered us their +congratulations. They well knew that this would require so much lumber +as to give rise to a profitable business. And this, I must confess, is +a point which I would like to forget. But who, after all, leads a life +which is entirely pure, and without being in the slightest spoiled with +intercourse with the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cousin Linker conducted a large business in his name and mine. +I did +not take any active part in the negotiations, although I was +responsible for what was done. He would often say, "You are absurdly +virtuous. One like you will never get on in the world."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph, my cousin's only son, and of the same age as our +Ludwig, had +married my daughter Martina, who died shortly after the birth of their +first child. Her son Julius was a forester's apprentice. Joseph married +again, but he is still faithful to me and mine, while we are quite +attached to his second wife and her three daughters.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph is now burgomaster, and I hope he will one day occupy +my +position as a member of the Parliament. He works zealously for the +public good, and has one great advantage that did not exist in my time. +For nowadays there are numerous good burgomasters in the neighborhood, +and it is therefore easier to carry out desirable measures.</p> + +<p class="normal">Last winter, Joseph induced the people of Brauneck, the next +village, +to combine with ours in laying out a road through the common woods, and +the wood taken out was worth more than twice the cost of the labor.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph inherited my cousin's shrewd business notions. He +caused +hundreds of little branches to be gathered up and prepared for +Christmas-trees, and at the proper time would send them to the railway, +and have them sent down the country. I did my share in building the +road, for it passes right by my land, and is of great use to me. I do +not think of cutting down any of the lumber. The red pine may stand for +another twenty years. I could almost wish that this wood might remain +forever, for it is <i>hers</i>!</p> + +<p class="normal">In the following spring, a gust of wind tore away some of the +finest +branches, and the first planks made of them were used to construct a +coffin.</p> + +<p class="normal">But I will not anticipate. It was in the third year after our +marriage +that I returned home one evening with a large load of red-pine +saplings. I was sitting on the balcony with my wife, later in the +evening, and was telling her that I intended to set the five-year-old +shoots down by the stone wall, and that I had therefore chosen hardy +plants, in which the root was in proper proportion to the crown, but +that it was always difficult to find conscientious workmen, who would +look out for one's interest while attending to the matter.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife listened patiently while I explained the manner in +which the +shoots should be planted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me attend to this work," said she. "It is well that +forest-trees +do not require the same care as animals, or fruit-trees. Rude nature +protects itself. But it will afford me pleasure to tend the shoots with +great care."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it is fatiguing."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know that, but I can do something for the forest that +brings us so +many blessings."</p> + +<p class="normal">I gladly consented. And thus we have a fine grove down by the +stone +wall.</p> + +<p class="normal">While the children were growing up, my wife knew how to invest +the +planting of trees with a festive character. Richard and Johanna soon +grew tired of it. But Bertha, Ludwig, Martella, and at a later day +Ernst, were full of zeal, and had an especial affection for the trees +which they had planted with their own hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife was perfectly familiar with every nook in the woods, +and when +the new road was laid out she pointed out to Joseph a clear and fresh +spring which had remained undisturbed, while we in the village were +often poorly supplied with good drinking water. She persuaded him to +alter its course so that it would flow towards the village; and now, +thanks to her, we have a splendid spring which even in the heat of +summer furnishes us with an abundance of cool and pure water.</p> + +<p class="normal">To this day we call it the Gustava spring.</p> + +<p class="normal">Every year, at my wife's birthday, it is decorated by the +youth of the +village.</p> + +<p class="normal">She seemed to live with the woods that she had planted. +Without a trace +of sentimentality, I mean exaggerated susceptibility, she rejoiced in +the sunshine and the rain, the mists and the snow, because they helped +the plants, and this state of mind contributed to the quiet grace and +dignity which so well became her.</p> + +<p class="normal">On Christmas afternoon we could, in our sleighs, ride as far +as the +wood and the village beyond it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella told us that she, too, had planted thousands of white +and red +pines, but that there was not a tree that she could call her own.</p> + +<p class="normal">She called out unto the snow-covered plantation: "Say: +Mother."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mother," answered the distant echo.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And now say: Waldfried."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Waldfried" was the answer. We returned home, happy and +light-hearted. +Ernst remained with us until New Year's Day, and seemed to have +regained his wonted cheerfulness.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was with pleasure not unmixed with jealousy, that Ernst saw +how +Martella hung on Richard's lips while listening to his calm and clear +remarks on the topics that arose from day to day. His explanations were +such that the simplest intellect could comprehend them. I cannot help +thinking that Ernst's glances at Martella often were intended to convey +some such words as these: "Oh, I know all that, too, but I am not +always talking about it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did not know that you could talk so well," said Martella on +one +occasion. At times we had quite heated discussions.</p> + +<p class="normal">With my sons it cost me quite an effort to defend my faith in +the +people.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst and Richard, who rarely agreed on any question, united +in their +low opinion of the people.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst despised the farmers, and said he would not confide the +charge of +the woods to them, as they would inconsiderately destroy the whole +forest if they had the chance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard adduced this as a proof that it would always be +necessary to +teach the people what, for their own good, should be done as well as +left undone.</p> + +<p class="normal">He dwelt particularly on that severe sentence, <i>terrent nisi +metuant</i>. +The mass of the people is terrible unless held in subjection by fear. +History, which was his special science, furnished him with potent +proofs, that the people should always be ruled with a firm hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph listened silently to the discussions carried on by the +brothers. +He was always glad to hear what those who were educated had to say. He +never took part when generalities were discussed. It was not until they +began to conjecture as to what Napoleon, the ruler of the world, might +say in his next New Year's address, that his anger found vent in sharp +words.</p> + +<p class="normal">Later generations will hardly be able to understand this. +These men +were seated together in a well-ordered house in the depths of the +forest; and even there the spirit of doubt and questioning, that could +not be banished, was constantly at their side, and pouring wormwood +into their wine.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no unalloyed happiness left us--no freedom from +care. Will +not the Emperor of the French hurl his bottles at us in the morning! +What will he not attempt for the sake of securing his dynasty and +gratifying the theatrical cravings of his people! The whole world was +in terror. Everything was in a state of morbid excitement, and, as +Ernst said, "watching like a dog for the morsel that the great Parisian +theatrical manager might throw to it;" and here Richard interrupted +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard had a great love for established forms. He always +expressed +himself with moderation. Ernst, however, would allow his feelings to +run away with him, and would often find that he had gone too far.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard, who had had his younger brother at his side during +the years +spent at the Gymnasium, still regarded himself as a sort of teacher and +guide to Ernst, and could hardly realize how that youth could have been +so self-reliant as to get himself a bride under such peculiar +circumstances.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard confessed that he desired to achieve a career. "My +time will +come. Perhaps I may have to wait until I have gray hairs, or none at +all; but I shall, at all events, not allow love to interfere with my +plans. I shall not marry, unless under circumstances that will help to +secure the end I have in view."</p> + +<p class="normal">I had accustomed myself to leave both sons undisturbed in +their views +of life. They both agreed in regarding me as an idealist, although +their reasons for reaching this conclusion were dissimilar.</p> + +<p class="normal">I love to recall the passage in Plutarch's Lycurgus. The old +men are +singing, "We were once powerful youths;" the men sing, "But we are now +strong;" and the youths sing, "But we will be still stronger than you +are!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The world progresses, and every new generation must develop +the old +ideas and introduce new ones. It will go hard with us old folks to +admit that these are better than ours; but they are so, nevertheless.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Richard was alone with me, he expressed his great delight +in +regard to his youngest brother; and as the journals of that day +contained a call for participants in the German Expedition to the North +Pole, Richard would gladly have seen Ernst take a part in the +enterprise. He maintained that Ernst was endowed with qualities that +would gain him distinction as a student of nature, and that a voyage of +discovery would make a hero of him. For he had invincible courage, +fertility of invention, fine perception, and much general knowledge, +combined with the ability to see things as they are.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst was full of youthful buoyancy, just as he had been in +the +earliest years of his student life. He was the life of the house, +constantly singing and yodling; and his special enthusiastic friend, +Rothfuss, one day said to me while in the stable, "I knew it. I knew +all about it. Our Ernst cannot come to harm. Why, just listen to his +singing. A tree where a bird builds its nest is in no danger from +vermin."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">At a meeting of the burgomasters of the neighborhood, held on +New +Year's day, it was determined to call a general meeting of electors, to +assemble in the chief town of the district, and to receive a report in +regard to the last session of the Parliament.</p> + +<p class="normal">On New Year's Day Ernst left us, as the Prince and his +ministers +intended to hunt during the next few days in the district which was in +charge of his chief.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he was about to leave, Martella said to him, "You have +good reason +to feel happy. The walls have heard you with joy, and every being in +there thinks well of you and me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you?" asked he.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I need not be thinking of you. For you are my other self."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a clear, mild, winter day when, accompanied by Joseph +and +Richard, I drove to the neighboring town in which the meeting was to be +held. It was Richard's intention to return to the University at the +close of the meeting.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss had fully recovered. Displaying his new stockings, +and wearing +his forester's coat, he sat up on the driver's box, while he managed +the bays. Although he entertained a deep contempt for mankind in +general, and for that portion of it that lived in our neighborhood in +particular, he was always willing to take part in anything that was +done in my honor.</p> + +<p class="normal">He often remarked that the people did not deserve that one +should walk +three steps for their sake. He would never forget the way in which they +had treated the chieftains of 1848; or that a man like Ludwig, to whom +he always accorded most generous praise, was obliged to leave his home, +while no one had a thought for him, or for the one who had suffered +himself to be imprisoned for his sake.</p> + +<p class="normal">The road led through the valley, and was cheerful with the +sound of the +sleigh-bells. Rothfuss cracked his whip, and soon distanced all the +other drivers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Here and there, sleighs might be seen coming down the +hillside. At the +village taverns, teams were resting, and from every window, as well as +from passers on the highway, came respectful greetings, and at times +even enthusiastic cheers.</p> + +<p class="normal">In token of his thanks, Rothfuss cracked his whip still more +loudly.</p> + +<p class="normal">He would look around from time to time, as if noting how much +pleasure +these tokens of respect afforded me. But once he said to Richard, "It +is all very well, Mr. Professor; but if the weather were to change, all +these cheers would freeze in the mouths that are now uttering them. We +have known something of that kind already."</p> + +<p class="normal">I must admit, however, that these attentions did my heart +good. There +is nothing in the associations of home that is more grateful than to be +able to say to one's self, "I live in the midst of my voters. I do my +duty without fear or favor, and without my asking for office, my +fellow-citizens select me as their representative in the councils of +the nation."</p> + +<p class="normal">Like the breath of the woods such homage has a fragrance +peculiarly +its own. I cannot believe in the sincerity of one who, from so-called +modesty, or affected indifference to the opinions of his +fellow-citizens, would refuse office when thus offered to him. I +frankly admit that it is not so unpleasant to me to find that others +think at least as well, or even better of me, than I do.</p> + +<p class="normal">This of course brings to mind Rautenkron the forester, who +would +stoutly combat my opinion in this matter, for he thinks that a love of +such honors is the worst sort of dependence.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I arrived at the meeting, I made my report in a quiet +matter-of-fact manner. It is time for our people to learn that the +affairs of the state should have a higher use than merely to serve as +the occasion for fine speeches. Funk was sitting on the front bench, +with a follower of his on either side of him. One of them was known as +Schweitzer-Schmalz. He was a fat, puffed up farmer, who, to use his own +words, took great delight in "trumping" the students and public +officials.</p> + +<p class="normal">But a few words as to Schmalz. A man of his dimensions +requires more +space than I have just given him. He was one of those men who, when +prosperous, continually eat and drink of the best. A red vest decked +with silver buttons covered his fat paunch, and was generally +unbuttoned.</p> + +<p class="normal">His name was Schmalz, but he had been dubbed +Schweitzer-Schmalz, +because of his having once said, "I do not see why we should not be as +good as our neighbors the Swiss."</p> + +<p class="normal">He hated the Prussians; first and foremost, for the reason +that one +ought to hate them. This is the first article of faith in the catechism +of the popular journals. And although questions as to the religious +catechism might be tolerated, this article must be received without a +murmur. Besides, they were impertinent enough to speak high German; and +he knew, moreover, that abuse of the Prussians was relished in certain +high quarters.</p> + +<p class="normal">He attempted by his boasting to provoke every one, and was +himself at +last provoked to find that the whole world laughed at him. He had a +habit of rattling the silver coins in his pocket while uttering his +unwelcome remarks.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk aided and encouraged him in his swaggering ways. Funk's +other +follower was a lawyer of extremely radical views. Funk always acted as +if he were their servant, although, as he himself said, he was the +bear-leader.</p> + +<p class="normal">In his confidential moments, he would often say: "The people +is really +a stupid bear; fasten a ring in its nose, and you can lead it about as +you would a sheep, and the best nose-ring for your purpose is the +church."</p> + +<p class="normal">The question of extending a branch of the valley road into the +neighboring state, gave rise to a lively debate. I declared that no +private association would undertake the enterprise, unless interest on +the investment were guaranteed, and that I would oppose it, because its +promised advantages were not sufficient to justify us in voting the +money of the state for the purpose, instead of spending our own.</p> + +<p class="normal">The effect of this was a very perceptible diminution of the +favor with +which I had been regarded. And when, afterward, a vote of thanks to me +was proposed, it was coldly received.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was just about to descend from the tribune, when I heard +Funk say to +Schmalz, who was sitting by his side, "Speak out! It is your own +affair." Schmalz now asked me why I had voted for the abolition of the +freedom of the woods, or, in other words, the privilege of gathering up +the moss, and the small sticks of wood with which to cover the floor of +the stables. To him personally it was a matter of little concern, but +humbler and poorer people could not so well afford to do without it.</p> + +<p class="normal">This gave rise to much loud talk. All seemed to be speaking at +once, +and saying, "Such things should not be tolerated."</p> + +<p class="normal">When I at last obtained an opportunity to make myself heard, I +told +them that the community had an interest in the preservation of the +forests, and suggested that it was necessary to seek other means of +gaining the object to be attained, in order that the forests need not +suffer.</p> + +<p class="normal">And when I went on to tell them that we would be unable to +take proper +care of our forests until we had a general law on the subject applying +to the whole empire, and that the lines separating our different states +ran through the midst of our woods, I heard some one call out, "Of +course! He owns forests on both sides of the line." And Schmalz laughed +out at the top of his voice, holding his fat paunch the while. "What a +fuss the man is making about a few little sticks!" he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">I descended from the tribune, feeling that I had not convinced +my +constituents.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the banquet all was life again. Herr Von Rontheim was among +the +guests. He had courage enough to confess to being one of the +opposition, of which he had become a member against his will. He was an +impoverished member of the old nobility. In figure and in education he +seemed intended for a courtier. But now he was filling an office that +entailed much labor upon him. He attended to his duties punctually and +carefully, but in a perfunctory manner. He had given in his adhesion to +the late liberal ministry. In view of his position at Court, this was +an ill-considered step; for, when the ministers were removed, he was at +once ordered to the capital, and assigned to official duties that he +found it hard to do justice to, for his education had better fitted him +for the life of a courtier than for that of a painstaking government +deputy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rontheim sat beside me, and assured me that the fall of the +one man who +had been appointed minister to the federation would soon draw that of +the rest after him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke as if he knew all about the matter, and merely wanted +to find +out how much I knew on the subject. The artifice was too apparent, +however; he knew just as little as I did. In the course of +conversation, he asserted that the existence of the lesser German +States does not find its justification in greater privileges than are +accorded by the general government, but because they can thus secure a +more perfect administration of the minor details of government--a view +on which I had touched in my report.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was not a little astonished when he told me, in the +strictest +confidence, that I had been mentioned at Court with special approval. +He assured me that he knew this, for he had lots of relatives there. He +had indeed once been called upon to furnish information in regard to +myself and my family; and he felt assured that his report had reached +the ears of the Prince. He felt convinced that, with the next decided +turn in affairs, it would not be my son Richard, but myself, to whom an +exalted position would be offered. He said that he intended to report +my behavior of that very day, in a quarter where the courage which can +face popular disfavor would be appreciated. He treated me more +cordially than ever, and plainly signified that he felt assured of my +good-will.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had never given him an occasion to joke with me, and when I +replied +that what he had told me was so great a surprise that I did not know +how to answer him, he said that he fully appreciated my feelings. He +furnished me with another bit of information, which was a much greater +surprise. He told me that my son Ernst had, but a short time before +that, applied at the office of the kreis-director<a name="div2Ref_note03" href="#div2_note03"><sup>3</sup></a> for permission to +emigrate to America, and had requested them to furnish him with the +requisite documents, at the earliest possible moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst still owed two years of military service, and his +release could +only be effected as an act of grace on the part of the government. +This, the director added, presented no difficulty, if I chose to exert +my influence. The whole affair seemed a riddle to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst had, in all likelihood, committed this hasty action +during a +sudden fit of impatience, and I determined to reprove him at the first +opportunity. It seemed very strange that he should be so careful to +prevent me from knowing of an undertaking which he would be unable to +accomplish without my assistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">I must have looked very serious, for several old friends of +mine +approached me and assured me that in spite of the popular opposition +they still were true and faithful to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I feel tempted to give the names of a large number of wealthy +farmers and magistrates, who are of much more consequence than +Schweitzer-Schmalz, and who represent the very backbone of our country +life. But when I have said that they are conscientious in public +affairs and just and honorable in private ones, I have told all that is +necessary.</p> + +<p class="normal">Among the guests there was the so-called "peace captain," a +tall and +well-dressed wealthy young dealer in timber. While still an officer, he +had fallen in love with a daughter of the richest saw-mill owner in the +valley. The father refused his consent to the marriage unless the +lieutenant would give him a written promise to resign from the army as +soon as a war should break out. The lieutenant did not care to do this +and preferred resigning at once, which he did with the rank of captain. +He had become quite conversant with his business, although there was +something in his manner that made it seem as if he had just laid off +his uniform.</p> + +<p class="normal">He still retained one trait of his military life, and that was +an utter +indifference to politics. It was merely to honor me that he attended +the banquet; and besides, was I not the father-in-law of an officer in +active service? The captain, whose name was Rimminger, seated himself +at my side.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The banquet seemed to be drawing to a close, and conversation +had +become loud and general, when we were suddenly called to order and told +that Funk was about to address us. I ought to mention, in passing, that +Funk belonged to the next district, and was therefore not one of our +voters. He ascended the platform. He generally seemed loth to ascend +the tribune; but when there, his fluent discourse and ready wit enabled +him to control the most obstinate audience.</p> + +<p class="normal">He began, as usual, by saying that it hardly became him to +speak on +this occasion. He was not a voter, and if he were to express the praise +and the thanks due me, to whom he owed his present position, it might +appear as if he were endeavoring to make his private feelings the +sentiment of the audience.</p> + +<p class="normal">He repeatedly referred to me as the "estimable noble +patriarch," and +inveighed in fierce terms against those who would, by a vote of want of +confidence, express their disapproval of the actions of their +representative, who had followed his honest convictions instead of the +opinions of this or that constituent.</p> + +<p class="normal">He then indulged in an explanation of his reasons for having +voted with +the opposition. He possessed the art of repeating the speeches of +others as if they were his own. He repeatedly used the expression "a +free church in a free state," and several times used the word +"republic," when he would immediately correct himself in an ironical +manner, and to the great delight of many of his auditors.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk's words filled me with indignation.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I beheld him standing up before this audience and +expressing such +sentiments, I felt as if it were a punishment that I had richly +deserved; for in his case I had assisted a man in whom I had not full +confidence, to a position of honor and importance. I was so occupied +with thoughts of the speaker that I hardly noticed what he was saying, +until I was aroused by hearing him defend me against the charge of +being a Prussian.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And even if he were a Prussian, we should not forget that the +Prussians are Germans as well as the rest of us. We are far ahead of +them, and for that very reason it is our duty to help them." And then +he began to praise me again, and told them what a noble action it was +that a man who had a pastor for one son-in-law, and one of the first +nobles in the land for another, whose son was to-day a professor, and +might to-morrow be a minister, to receive into his house a girl who had +come to him naked and destitute.</p> + +<p class="normal">Uproarious laughter followed these words, and Funk exclaimed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"O you rogues! you know well enough that when I said 'naked +and +destitute,' I only meant <i>poor and without family connections</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">He described me and my wife as the noblest of beings, and +repeatedly +referred to Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">I asked myself what could have been his reason for introducing +Martella's name before this audience; and then it occurred to me that +he had cherished hopes that my son Ernst would have married his +daughter, who was at that time receiving her education at a school in +Strasburg.</p> + +<p class="normal">He closed by proposing cheers in my honor. They were +immediately +followed by cries of "Hurrah for citizen Funk!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk was impudent enough to walk up to me afterwards and offer +me his +hand, while he assured me that he had put a quietus on the opposition +of the stupid bushmen, a term which he was fond of using when referring +to the farmers.</p> + +<p class="normal">I declined to shake hands, and ascended the tribune without +looking at +him. "We have had enough speeches," cried several of the audience, +while others began to stamp their feet and thus prevent me from +speaking. Silence was at last restored, and I began. I am naturally of +a timid disposition, but when in danger, I am insensible to fear, and +quietly and firmly do that which is needed.</p> + +<p class="normal">I told them that Herr Funk had spoken as if he were a friend +of mine, +but that I here publicly declared that he was not my friend, and that I +was no friend of his; and that if he and his consorts really believed +the opinions that they professed, I had nothing in common with them. +For reasons best known to himself, Herr Funk had dragged my family +affairs before the assembly. I was happy to say that I had done nothing +which I need conceal. And further, as Herr Funk had found it proper to +defend me against the charge of being a friend of Prussia, I wished it +known that I was a friend of Prussia, on whose future course I based +all my hopes for the welfare of Germany.</p> + +<p class="normal">I should not give up my office until the term for which I was +elected +expired: when that time came they might reelect me, or replace me by +another, as they thought best.</p> + +<p class="normal">Virtuous indignation aided me in my effort, and when I +finished my +remarks, Richard told me that he had never heard me speak so well. I am +by nature soft-hearted, perhaps indeed too much so; but I can deal +unmerciful blows when they are needed. There is an old saying that a +rider should alight and kill the mole-cricket that he sees while on his +way, for it destroys the roots of the grass. It was a similar feeling +that made me refer to Funk in the way I had done.</p> + +<p class="normal">To the best of my knowledge, I had never before that had an +enemy; now +I knew that I had one. And an enemy may be likened to a swamp with its +miasmatic vapors and noisome vermin. It had been reserved for my later +years to teach me what it is to have enemies and how to meet their +works.</p> + +<p class="normal">The worst of all is, that a fear of committing injustice makes +us +insincere. And when at last this fear gives way to one's horror of +wickedness, they say, "He was not truthful; he was hypocritical, and +simulated friendship for one whom he despised."</p> + +<p class="normal">Be that as it may, I was, at all events, glad that I would not +again +have to take Funk by the hand. It has been my great fault and +misfortune that I could never learn to believe in the utility of +falsehood. Perhaps it was nothing more than a love of comfort that +actuated me; for it is very troublesome to be always on one's guard. +Where I might have done myself good through shrewdness and foresight, I +had simply made myself an object of pity.</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed that the affair was not to pass over without a +fracas. The +anger which I had controlled found vent through another channel, none +other than Rothfuss.</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw him standing in the midst of a crowd, and heard Schmalz +cry out, +"Let me talk; I would not soil my hands to beat the servant of that +man!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What?" cried Rothfuss; "I want nothing to do with the 'fat +Switzer,' +for wherever his shadow falls you can find a grease-spot."</p> + +<p class="normal">Uproarious laughter followed this sally. Funk forced himself +into the +midst of the crowd, and placing himself before Schmalz called out, "You +had better hold your tongue, Rothfuss, or you will have to deal with +me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"With you?" said Rothfuss, "with you? I have but one word to +tell you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Out with it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Rothfuss, "I will tell you something that no human +being +has ever yet said to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Out with it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What I mean to tell you has never before been said to you--<i>You +are an +honest man.</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">Contemptuous laughter and wild shouts followed this sally, +and, when it +looked as if blows were about to fall, and the kreis-director +approached and ordered them to desist, Rothfuss called out, "Herr +Director, would you call that an insult? I said Herr Funk was an honest +man. Is that an insult?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The officer succeeded in restoring order and we departed, +taking +Rothfuss with us.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had paid the full penalty of my acquaintance with Funk, but +felt so +much freer and purer than when I entered the banqueting room, that I +did not regret what had occurred.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard wanted to meet his train, and Joseph left for a point +down the +Rhine in order to close a contract for railroad ties. I went to the +station with them, and when the train had left, I accepted the +invitation of Rontheim, who had walked down to the railroad with us, +and went home with him.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">There are houses in which you never hear a loud word, not +because of +any previous agreement on the part of its inmates, but as a natural +result of their character. He who enters there is at once affected, +both in mood and in the tones of his voice, by his surroundings. Such +is the peaceful household in which kind and gentle aspirations fill all +hearts and where every one works faithfully in his own allotted sphere.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt as if entering a new and strange phase of life when +Rontheim +ushered me into the richly carpeted and tastefully furnished +drawing-room. I was cordially received by his wife, a graceful and +charming woman, and his two beautiful and distinguished-looking +daughters.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although in exile, as it were, the mother and the daughters +had +succeeded in creating a pure and lovely home, and had held aloof from +the petty jealousies and small doings of the little town in which they +were residing. Although they saw but little company, they exchanged +visits with some of the so-called gentry. They had paid several visits +to our village, and a friendly intimacy with my wife had been the +result. She did not allow this, however, to induce her to visit the +town more frequently than had been her wont. She carefully avoided +excursions of any kind, from a fear that they might interrupt the quiet +tenor of her life or render society a necessity.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rontheim's wife and daughters had been used to the life of a +court, and +even now acted as if with the morrow they might be recalled to court. +When they accompanied the director, on his frequent official journeys, +they would discover every spot in which there were natural beauties. +Scenes that we had become indifferent to, through habit, or in which we +saw nothing but the uses to which they might be put, had in their eyes +quite a different meaning. They would spend whole days in the valleys +where no one resorted but the harvesters, or on the mountains where +they would meet no one but the foresters. They sketched and gathered +flowers and mosses, and their tables and consoles were decorated with +lovely wreaths of dried leaves and wild flowers. They would often +assist the poor children who were gathering wild berries, and show them +how to weave pretty baskets out of pine twigs. They were in frequent +intercourse with our schoolmaster's wife, who was quite a botanist.</p> + +<p class="normal">The second daughter, who was interested in drawing, asked me +about the +new paintings in the Parliament House; and the elder daughter jokingly +declared that it was a pity that one could never find out what had been +played at the theatre until the day after the performance.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was forcibly impressed by the evident effort with which Herr +Von +Rontheim endeavored to suppress any sign of a consciousness of superior +birth. He showed me a recently restored picture of one of his +ancestors, who had been a comrade of Ulrich Von Hutten, and had +distinguished himself during the Reformation. He intimated that +although the noble families had built up the state, he cheerfully +admitted that its preservation had fallen into other hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">His kind manner did not quite serve to veil a certain air of +condescension.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the course of our rather desultory conversation, Madame +Rontheim +had rung for the servant, and had given her orders to him in a whisper, +of which I heard the last words, "Please tell Herr Ernst to come in."</p> + +<p class="normal">The words startled me. Could she have meant my son?</p> + +<p class="normal">A few moments afterward, a bright-cheeked and erect-looking +ensign +entered the room, and saluted us in military fashion. I had forgotten +that Rontheim's only son was also named Ernst, and I now recalled the +fact of his being in my son-in-law's regiment. The ensign referred to +the fact, and also told me that all of his comrades had regretted my +son's leaving the army. His constant flow of spirits and fertility of +invention, had won him the admiration of all of his companions.</p> + +<p class="normal">Madame Rontheim spoke of my daughter Bertha in the kindest +terms, and +praised the tact she had displayed in introducing a new element into +their circle.</p> + +<p class="normal">The eldest daughter ventured to speak in disparagement of +Bertha's +friend, Annette, but the mother adroitly changed the subject, and began +talking about Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">As I felt that, in all probability, there had been all sorts +of false +tales in regard to Martella, I told them her story. When I ended, +Madame Rontheim said to me, "In taking such a child of nature into a +well-ordered and cultured home, you have pursued the very best plan. I +feel assured that the result of your wife's quiet and sensible course +will both surprise and delight you. Pray tell your wife that I have for +some time intended to visit her, but have concluded to wait until it +may be convenient to her and her charge to receive me."</p> + +<p class="normal">While seated with this charming circle at their tea-table--an +institution which this family had introduced in our forest +neighborhood--I had quite forgotten that Rothfuss was outside taking +charge of the sleigh. But now I heard the loud crack of his whip, and +bade my hosts a hasty farewell.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I got into the sleigh, Rothfuss said, "Madame, the +baroness, has +sent out a hot jug as a foot-warmer for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">On our way down the hill, Rothfuss walked at the side of the +sleigh, +and said to me, "She sent me some tea: it is by no means a cooling +drink, but does not taste so bad after all; it warmed me thoroughly. +Before I drank it, I felt as wet as a drenched goat. Ah, yes! One of +your people of rank is worth more than seventy-seven of your stupid +voters. In all of the crowd that we met to-day there were not a dozen +people with whom I would care to drink a glass of wine."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss judged of all persons by their fitness as boon +companions. He +would drink gladly with this one, but would not care to drink with the +next; and he would often say that there were some whose very company +sours the wine they pay for.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt sure that he had heard some one abusing me.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I left home in the morning, I felt as if supported by the +consciousness of the respect and confidence of my fellow-citizens, but +now--</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly the remarks of the kreis-director recurred to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Had the confidence of one party been withdrawn from me, +because it was +suspected that the others were trying to lure me to their side? I have +neither the desire nor the proper qualifications for a more exalted +position in the service of the State.</p> + +<p class="normal">And what could Ernst's notion of emigrating have meant? "Who +knows," +thought I to myself, "what I may yet have to witness on the part of +this son who is always flying the track?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The night was bitter cold; the snow which had melted during +the day had +frozen hard, and our sleigh creaked and rattled as we hurried along the +road.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">I have always discouraged a belief in omens, and yet when I +saw the +strange cloud-forms that floated before the face of the moon that +night, shadowy forebodings filled my soul. The ringing of the +sleigh-bells was full of a strange melody, and, down in the valley, I +could hear the raging of the torrent which seemed as if angered at the +thought that the frost king would soon again bind it with his fetters.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sleigh halted at the saw-mill. When I looked up towards +the house I +saw that there was a light in the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What are you doing?" I asked Rothfuss.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am taking the bells off, so that the mistress may not hear +us."</p> + +<p class="normal">Although we had supposed that no one had noticed our coining, +we heard +soft steps advancing to meet us when we reached the house. Martella +opened the door for us.</p> + +<p class="normal">I entered the room. It was nicely warmed and lighted. The meal +which +had been prepared for me was still on the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss drew off his boots and went off to his room on +tiptoe.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you not want to go to bed, Martella? Have you been sitting +up all +this time?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed I have; and oh, do take it from me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What ails you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, what a night I have passed! I do not know how it all came +about; +but mother had gone to bed, and I sat here quite alone in this great, +big house. I looked at the meal that was waiting for our master; at the +bread that had once been grain, the meat that had once been alive, and +the wine that had once been grapes in the vineyard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It seemed to me as if the fields and the beasts all came up +to me and +asked, 'Where are you? What has become of you?' And then I could not +help thinking to myself, 'You have so many people here--a father, a +mother, one brother who is so learned, and another who is in another +world, a sister who is a major's wife, and one who is a pastor's, and +besides this, my own Ernst; and all these say: "We are yours and you +are ours."' When I thought of that, I felt so happy and yet so sad. And +then the two clocks kept up their incessant ticking. It seemed as if +they were talking to me all the time. The fast one said to me, 'How did +you get here, you simple, forlorn child, whom they found behind the +hedge? Run away as fast as you can! Run away! you cannot stay here; you +must go off. All these people about you have made a prisoner of you; +they feel kindly towards you, but you cannot stay. Run, run away! Run, +child, run!'</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the other clock, with its quiet and steady tick, would +always say, +'Be thankful, be thankful, be thankful! You are snugly housed with +kindly hearts; do what you can to earn their kindness by your +goodness.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"They kept it up all the time. All at once I heard the cry of +an owl. I +had often heard them in the forest, and I am not afraid of any of the +birds or beasts. Then the owl went away and all was still. I don't know +how it happened, but all at once I thought of summer and cried out +'Cuckoo!' quite loud. I was frightened at the sound of my own voice, +for fear that I might wake up the mistress; and when I thought of that +I felt as if I could die for grief. And then again I felt so happy to +think that the heart that was sleeping there was one that had taken me +up as its own. When the large clock would say 'Quite right, quite +right,' the busy little one would interrupt with 'Stupid stuff, stupid +stuff; run away, run away!'</p> + +<p class="normal">"When the hour struck midnight, I opened the window and looked +out +towards the graveyard. I am no longer afraid of it; the dead lie there; +they are now resting and were once just as happy and just as sad as I +now am.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not know how all these things should have come into my +mind. I +felt cheered up at last, and closed the window. Everything seemed so +lovely in the room, and I felt as if I were at home. At home in +eternity, and could now die. I did not fear death. I had fared so well +in the world--better than millions--and master," said she, kneeling +down before me and clasping my knee, "I will surely do all in my power +to deserve this happiness. If I only knew of something good and hard +that I might do. Tell me if there is such a thing; I will do it +gladly."</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed that night as if an inexhaustible spring had begun +to bubble +up in the heart of the child.</p> + +<p class="normal">She sat down quite near me and told me, with a pleased smile, +that +mother had bidden her to go to bed; but that she had stealthily gotten +up, had sent Balbina, the servant, to bed, and had herself watched for +me; and that she now felt as if she did not care to sleep again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am living in eternity, and in eternity there is no sleep," +she +repeated several times.</p> + +<p class="normal">The child was so excited that I thought it best to engage her +mind in +some other direction. I asked her about Ernst's plan of emigration. She +told me that he had had that in view some time ago, but had now given +up the idea.</p> + +<p class="normal">We remained together for some time longer, and when I told her +that she +should always call me father now, she cried out with a happy voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"That fills my cup of joy! Now I shall go to bed. He whom you +have once +addressed as 'father' can never find it in his heart to send you out +into the world. I shall stay here until they carry me over to the +graveyard yonder; but may it be a long while before that happens! +Father, good night!"</p> + +<p class="normal">How strange things seem linked together! On the very day that +Funk had +so unfeelingly dragged the child's name before the public, her heart +had awakened to a grateful sense of the world's kindness.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Nothing so nerves a man for the battle with the outer world as +the +consciousness of his having a pleasant home, not merely a large and +finely arranged household, but a home in which there reigns an +atmosphere of hope and affection, and where, in days of sorrow, that +which is best in us is met by the sympathy of those who surround us. +Through Gustava, all this fell to my lot. Although the battle with the +world would, at times, almost render me distracted, she would again +restore my wonted spirits; and it is to her faithful and affectionate +care that I ascribe the fact that the long struggle did not exhaust me. +She judged of men and actions with never-failing equanimity, and her +very glances seemed to beautify what they rested upon. Where I could +see naught but spite or malice, she only beheld the natural selfishness +of beings in whom education and morals had not yet gained complete +ascendancy.</p> + +<p class="normal">She judged everything by her own lofty standard, but strange +to say, +instead of belittling men, this seemed to make them appear better. When +she found that she could not avoid assenting to evil report in regard +to any one, she did so with an humble air that plainly signified how +grieved she was that men could be thus.</p> + +<p class="normal">Speaking of Funk, she would say, "I have no desire to hurt any +one's +feelings. In nature there is nothing that can properly be called +aristocratic. In botany the nettle is related to hemp and to hops; and +if Funk seems to have somewhat of the nettle in his composition, one +should be careful to handle him tenderly, and thus avoid pricking one's +fingers."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was during that very winter, in 1866, that the purity and +dignity +that were inborn with her seemed more than ever infused with new and +added grace. She always lived as if in a higher presence.</p> + +<p class="normal">It soon proved that my anticipations of evil were overwrought. +My +compatriots were, for the greater part, in accord with me. On every +hand I received assurances of that fact; and, above all, Joseph omitted +no opportunity of repeating to me the respectful terms in which he had +heard my name mentioned among the people. I really think that he was +instrumental in causing others to bring these good reports to my +notice. Martella had become the blessing, the life and the light, I may +say, of our house. Her readiness to oblige, her adaptability and her +desire for self-improvement, had so increased that we felt called upon +to restrain rather than to urge their exercise.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife had learned of Funk's attempt to injure us by dragging +the +child's name into publicity. Perhaps the news had been carried even +further; for a letter reached us from my daughter, the pastor's wife, +in which she informed us that the illness of her husband made such +demands upon her time that she required an assistant about the house, +and desired us to send Martella to her. She added that her husband +joined her in this wish, because it seemed improper that Martella +should remain in our house any longer. My wife was not unwilling to +send Martella to her for a while; but I insisted that she should stay +with us in spite of all idle talk.</p> + +<p class="normal">About that time we received letters from the major and from +Richard, +both of whom wrote without the other's knowledge, and to the effect +that Prussia's proposal to the German Diet might lead to a conflict, +the consequences of which it was impossible to foretell. Thus public +and private affairs kept us in unusual excitement, when an unexpected +event claimed our attention.</p> + +<p class="normal">A rumor had long been current in our family that we had +relatives of +high rank living in Vienna. Up to the year 1805, our village and the +whole district had belonged to Austria. All of the more ambitious and +talented among our people had been drawn to Vienna, either by their own +desire to advance themselves, or by the inducements the government held +out to them; for it was the constant aim of Austria to gain the +attachment of the landed interests.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the beginning of the last century, an uncle of my father +had moved +to the Imperial city, where he attained a high position. He had +embraced the Catholic religion, and had been ennobled. Ernst, who +always called that branch of the family "the root brood," had long +cherished the plan of hunting up our relatives, in the hope of thus +finding a better opening for himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Towards spring we received a visit from our neighbor, Baron +Arven. He +was accompanied by a young bridal couple. He introduced the husband, +who was an officer at the garrison of Mayence, as a relative of mine. +The wife belonged to the family of the Baroness Arven, and was from +Bohemia. They seemed sociable and charming people, and both sides were +inclined to make friends with each other, but without success. Our +thoughts and feelings were pitched in different keys.</p> + +<p class="normal">The young couple left us in order to repair to the capital. On +their +departure, I gave them a letter to Bertha, and the Major. They wrote to +me in the kindest manner, and remarked that they would be pleased if +Ernst could assume the charge of the forests on their estate in +Moravia.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Spring had come, and the air was filled with the resinous odor +of the +pines. I was sitting by the open window, and reading in a newspaper +that Bismarck had asked the Diet for a constituent national assembly, +to be voted for directly by the people. Could it be possible? I took up +the country journals: they reviled this proposal, and could not conceal +their fear that the most powerful weapon of the revolutionary party had +been destroyed.</p> + +<p class="normal">While I was sitting there, buried in thought, I heard a rider +rapidly +approaching. It was Ernst. He hurriedly greeted us, and showed us an +order recalling him to his regiment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella cried out aloud. Ernst pacified her. He told us that +he was no +longer a subject of this country. He had given notice of his intention +to emigrate, and that would protect him. It was spring-time, and the +best season of the year to go forth into the wide world. I could only +tell him that I doubted whether he would be allowed to leave the +confederation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Confederation!" he exclaimed; "what a glorious name!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave me a look that I shall, alas! never forget. He seemed +to be +collecting his senses, and as if struggling with his thoughts, and then +said: "As far as I am concerned, my life is of no consequence to me. +But, father, there will be war, in which what the books call Germans +will be fighting against Germans. Have you raised me for this? Is this +all that you are in the world for--that your son should perish, or even +conquer, in a war between brethren? Either issue is equally +disgraceful. I do not know what I would not rather do than take part in +that."</p> + +<p class="normal">I endeavored to pacify Ernst, and told him that these were +diplomatic +quarrels, that would not lead so far after all. I could not conceive of +the possibility of war. However, I consented to Ernst's request to +accompany him to the borough town, in order to confer with the +kreis-director in regard to the steps that were necessary. I sincerely +hoped to obtain further particulars there, and felt that all would +again be peacefully arranged.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife had sent for Joseph and had asked him to accompany us, +for she +saw how fearfully excited Ernst was, and desired us to have a mediator +with us. She judged wisely.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall return to-morrow," said Ernst to Martella, when all +was ready +for our departure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if you do not return to-morrow," she answered, "and even +if you +must go to war at once, nothing will happen to you. You are the +cleverest of all; and if you care to become a major, do so; and I shall +learn how to be a major's wife--for I can learn anything."</p> + +<p class="normal">She was wondrously cheerful; she seemed to have vanquished her +fears, +and thus, both for herself and Ernst, lightened the pain of parting.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph informed me that Funk was everywhere joyously +proclaiming that +now at last the crash must come, and that proud Prussia with its +Junkers would be cut to pieces, or, to use his own words, demolished. +Ernst beat the bays so unmercifully and drove so furiously, that I +ordered him to halt, and insisted on Joseph's taking the reins. Ernst, +in a sullen mood, seated himself beside me.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the valley we a saw lumber wagon halting on the road, and +from afar +recognized the horses as Joseph's.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl, a servant of Joseph's, and son to the spinner who lived +up on the +rock, was surrounded by a group of raftsmen, woodsmen, and teamsters, +who were all gesticulating in the wildest manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">We halted as soon as we reached the team. Carl, a handsome, +light-haired fellow, with a cheerful face and good-natured eyes, came +up to us and told us that this would be his last load; he had been +summoned as a conscript, and would have to leave that very evening and +walk all night, in order to reach the barracks in time.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old meadow farmer, who had joined the crowd exclaimed, +"Yes, +Napoleon is master. When he fiddles, Prussia and Austria must dance as +he chooses, and the small folk will soon follow suit. Yes, there is a +Napoleon in the world again. I knew the old one."</p> + +<p class="normal">We did not think it necessary to answer the man. While Joseph +was +giving his servant money to use by the way, others approached and +declared that they, too, had been conscripted, and requested us to tell +them why there was war.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You simple rogues," cried out Ernst, "that is none of your +business! +If you didn't wish it, there could be no war. You are fools, fearful +fools, if you obey the conscription!"</p> + +<p class="normal">I snatched the whip from Joseph's hand, and beat the horses +furiously +while I called out to the crowd:</p> + +<p class="normal">"He was only joking!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph assumed the task of bringing Ernst to reason. He +declared that +if I had not been present, he would have written the answer that Ernst +deserved in his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do so, you trusty Teuton!" replied Ernst.</p> + +<p class="normal">Speedily controlling himself, Joseph added, "Forgive me; but +you are +most exasperating. How can you bear to drag yourself and your father to +the very brink of ruin with such idle speeches? You are unworthy of +such a father."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or of such a Fatherland," answered Ernst.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt so oppressed that I could hardly breathe.</p> + +<p class="normal">We rode on for a little while, and at last Ernst inquired, in +a +submissive tone, "Will you permit me to smoke a cigar?" I nodded +approval, and from that time until we reached the town, not a word was +uttered.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the road that led up to the kreis-director's house, we saw +the young +iron merchant, Edward Levi, an honorable and well-educated young man. +He was standing at the door of his warehouse, and saluted us in +military fashion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst beckoned to him to approach.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you not already received your discharge?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have; and you, I suppose, will now soon be an officer?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"So I have heard."</p> + +<p class="normal">We reached the director's house. The director could of course +only +confirm the fact that Ernst's notice of his intention to emigrate was +as yet without legal effect. He furnished us with a certified copy of +it, and added that he might be able to procure Ernst's discharge; but +that, at all events, Ernst would be obliged for the present to join the +troops.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rontheim believed that war was imminent, and I could not help +noticing +an expression of deep emotion in the features of the man whose face was +always veiled in diplomatic serenity. In those days I heard the sad +question which so often afterward would seem to rend our hearts:</p> + +<p class="normal">"What will become of Germany--what will become of the +world--if Austria +be successful?"</p> + +<p class="normal">I could easily see that it was as painful to him as it was to +me to +have a son go forth to war.</p> + +<p class="normal">On our way down the steps we met the director's daughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">She extended her hand to Ernst, while she said, "I +congratulate you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"For what, may I inquire?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your betrothal."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, yes; I thank you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I presume your intended is full of sad thoughts now."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She does not do much thinking on the subject."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is your nephew obliged to join the army?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My nephew! Who can you mean?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Julius Linker," blushingly answered the young girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; he is not yet liable to military duty."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you be good enough to give my kindest greetings to my +brother?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"With pleasure."</p> + +<p class="normal">On our way Ernst seemed quite amused, and indulged in jokes at +the +thought of Julius' being such a child of fortune. His life was +evidently moving in a smooth current, for the half-fledged youth had +already been lucky enough to win the love of so charming a girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt quite reassured to find that Ernst's thoughts had taken +another +direction. He emphatically declared himself ready to join his regiment, +and asked me to let him have some money. He thought there was no need +of my accompanying him to the capital, but I felt loth to leave him, +and, although I should not have done so, I promised to endeavor to +procure his discharge.</p> + +<p class="normal">We again met Joseph, who expressed his regret that the +conscription of +his valuable servant Carl would oblige him to return to his home, for +he had intended to accompany us to the capital.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was necessary for him, however, to go to the fortress, for +he had +accepted a contract to furnish fence rails.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph is a very active patriot, but he is quite as active as +a +business man. He has the art of combining both functions, and Richard +once said of him with justice: "With Joseph, everything is a stepping +stone, and all events contribute to the success of his business plans."</p> + +<p class="normal">We were seated in the garden of the Wild Man Tavern, when we +heard a +great uproar in front of the house of Krummkopf, the lumber merchant.</p> + +<p class="normal">A company of conscripts had marched up before the house, in +which there +resided a young man who had purchased his discharge from military +service, and they cursed and swore that they who were poor were obliged +to go to war, while the rich ones could remain at home.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph, who recognized many of his workmen among the young +folks, +succeeded in pacifying them.</p> + +<p class="normal">We accompanied Ernst to the railway. At the depot I found +Captain +Rimminger, the lumber merchant, who was just superintending the loading +of some planks. When I told him that he ought to feel glad that he was +no longer a soldier, he silently nodded assent. He did not utter a +word, for he was always exceedingly careful to avoid committing +himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the depot we saw conscripts who were shouting and cheering, +mothers +who were weeping, and fathers who bit their lips to control their +emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">At every station where Ernst left the train, I feared that he +would not +come back; but he did return and sat by my side quietly, speaking only +in reply to my questions. For a while he would sit absorbed in thought, +and then he would stand up and lean against the side of the railway +coach, in which position he would remain immovable. I felt much grieved +that the heart of this child had become a mystery to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">We arrived at the capital. I had lost sight of Ernst in the +crowd, but +afterwards found him talking with the ensign, the director's son. Ernst +desired to go to the barracks at once. I accompanied him to the gate, +which he entered without once turning to look back.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">I remained standing near the gate and saw constant arrivals of +more +young men. Men and women desired to accompany them inside the barracks, +but were always ordered back by the guard.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl, the son of the spinner who lived on the rock, was also +among the +arrivals. Without any solicitation on my part, he promised to keep an +eye on Ernst.</p> + +<p class="normal">It had become night; the gas-lamps were lit, and yet I stood +there so +buried in thought, that the lamp-lighter was obliged to tell me to move +on.</p> + +<p class="normal">There I was, in the capital in which there lived so many of my +friends, +and my own child; indeed, two of my children.</p> + +<p class="normal">Where should I go first? Our club-house was in the vicinity, +and I went +there. They praised me for having come so soon, for while I had been at +the borough town they had telegraphed for me.</p> + +<p class="normal">They were in hourly expectation of a government order, +convoking the +Parliament. What we were expected to discuss no one knew; but every one +felt that it was necessary for us to assemble. I could not bring myself +to believe that war was really possible, and there were many who shared +my opinion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk was there also. He offered me his hand in a careless +manner, and, +feeling that in such times enmity should be at an end, I shook hands +with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk rejoiced that the grand crash was at last to come. +Prussia would +have to be beaten to pieces, and a federation founded; for the present, +with a monarchical head.</p> + +<p class="normal">The minister, who was well known as an arch-enemy of Prussia, +had sent +word to the committee of our party that he would come to us that same +evening, and bring the order convoking us with him. He did not come in +person, but contented himself with sending the written order. Of what +use could we be when the harm had already been done. What were we? +Nothing but a flock without any will of our own.</p> + +<p class="normal">I went to Bertha's house. I found her alone; her husband was +at his +post, busy day and night. It had suddenly been discovered that the +troops were not fully prepared.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had not been there long, before her friend Annette entered, +from +whom as usual I was obliged to endure much praise. Annette found it +quite--she was about to say "patriarchal," but checked herself in +time--that I had come to assist Bertha.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only think of it," she continued, putting all her remarks in +the form +of questions, as was her wont: "Would you have thought that Bertha +would be much less resigned than I? I have always wished that I might +be so gentle and self-controlled as Bertha; and now I am the quieter of +the two. Have I not as much love for my husband as any woman can have +for hers? Have I not given up everything for his sake? Now I say to +myself, 'Did you not know what you were doing when you married a +soldier? Is the uniform merely for the parade and the court ball? +Therefore, rest content. In this world everything must be paid for. It +is necessary to accept the consequences of one's actions.' Am I right +or wrong?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette always closed with a note of interrogation, and of +course I was +obliged to respond affirmatively.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha smiled sadly, and said in a weary voice: "Yes, father, +I must +admit it; I have always thought that war was one of those things of +which one only learned in the hour devoted at school to history. I only +knew of the Punic wars and the Peloponnesian war--for we never got as +far as modern history--and thought of these things as of what had once +been. But I honestly admit that I did not think they would come to pass +again in our time."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just think of it, Bertha," said Annette, while she drew a +thick volume +from her satchel, "this is the Bible. You know that I never take +quotations at second-hand, but prefer looking them up myself. This +morning while the hairdresser was with me, it occurred to me that the +Bible says the wife should leave her father and her mother for his +sake. So I sent for the Bible, the very one that the dowager princess +presented me with when I was christened. I hunted up the passage, but +what did I find? Why, that for this the 'man would leave his father and +mother,'--the man. Now just look, it says the man; and why should it +say <i>the man</i>? He is not a domestic plant, like us girls!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The vivacity of the pretty and graceful woman cheered me, and +I must +admit that from that time my opinion of Annette changed. She seems +imbued with much of that power of self-reliance which is a peculiar +characteristic of the Jews; they are nothing by inheritence, and are +obliged to make themselves what they are.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Annette seemed to guess at my silent thoughts, and +continued, "Do +not praise me, I beg of you! I do not deserve it. I am quite different +when I am alone; then I am tormented with horrible fancies. And let me +tell you, Bertha, when our husbands leave, you must keep me with you. I +cannot be alone. I am beginning to hate my piano already. I do not go +into the room in which it stands. Ah, here come our husbands!"</p> + +<p class="normal">We heard advancing steps. The Major entered, and greeted me +politely, +but seemed quite gloomy.</p> + +<p class="normal">I told him that I had brought Ernst.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope he will do himself credit," said the Major in a hard +voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">I told him that the Parliament was about to reassemble, +whereupon the +Major with great emphasis said, "Dear father, I beg of you do not let +us talk politics now. I have the greatest respect for your patriotism, +your liberalism, and for all your opinions. But now it is my uniform +alone that speaks; what is inside of it has not a word to say."</p> + +<p class="normal">He pressed both hands to his heart, and continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pshaw! I, too, once believed in 'German unity,' as they are +fond of +calling it,.... and even had hopes of Prussia. But now we will show +these impudent, mustachioed Prussian gentlemen what we are made of."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was careful not to reply to his remarks, in which I could +easily +notice the struggle that was going on within him. He was on duty; and +it is wrong to talk to a man who is at his post.</p> + +<p class="normal">What sort of a war is it in which they know no other cry but +"Let us +show them what we are made of!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And if the victory is achieved, what then? An invisible demon +sat +crouching on the knapsack of every soldier, making his load heavier by +a hundred-fold.</p> + +<p class="normal">We seated ourselves at the table. The Major seemed to feel +that he had +been harsh towards me, and was now particularly polite. He asked about +mother, Martella, and Rothfuss. He told us that he had that day heard +from our newly discovered cousin, in a letter from Mayence, in which he +had expressed the hope that they might stand side by side on the +battle-field, and thus again become bound to each other.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Major had nothing more to say. He poured out a glass of +wine for +me, and drank my health in silence. Annette used every exertion to +dispel the dark cloud under which we were laboring.</p> + +<p class="normal">She asserted that her saddle horse seemed to know that it +would soon be +led forth to battle, and told us a number of marvellous stories about +that clever animal. She was very fond of telling anecdotes, and had +considerable dramatic talent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dear father," said the Major, "I believe I have not yet +acquainted you +with my darling wish."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not remember your having done so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My request is, that when we leave, Bertha and the children +should +remain with you until the end of the campaign, which from present +indications will not extend to your neighborhood.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are now, at last, constructing a telegraph line through +your +valley--it has been deemed a military necessity, and that will enable +us to hear from each other with dispatch."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And will you accept an unbidden guest?" interposed Annette. +"I know +that you will say 'yes,' and I promise you that I will be quite good +and docile."</p> + +<p class="normal">I extended my hand to her, while she continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know that it has for a long while been my wish to be +permitted to +spend some time with your wife. Iphigenia in the forest, in the German +pine forest! Oh, how charming it was of your father-in-law to name his +daughter so! Are pretty names only intended for books? Of course, +Grecian Iphigenia should not knit stockings. Did not your father-in-law +begin to translate Goethe's 'Iphigenia' into Greek, but fail to +complete it? Is not Iphigenia too long a name for daily use? How do you +address your wife?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"By her middle name, Gustava."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, how lovely! 'Madame Gustava.' And the forest child? I +presume she +is still with you? And now I shall at last become acquainted with your +noble and faithful servant, Rothfuss, who said that 'one who is +drenched to the skin need not dread the rain.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">As far as our all-engrossing anxiety would permit it, +Annette's +volubility and liveliness contributed greatly to our relief.</p> + +<p class="normal">We had just left the table when Rolunt, the Major's most +intimate +friend, entered. He had at one time been an officer in the service of +the Duke of Augustenberg, and had thence returned to his home, where he +was now professor at the military school.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now political conversation could not be restrained, although +the Major +refrained from taking part in it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rolunt was furious that, no matter how the war might end, +Germany would +be obliged to give an indemnity, in the shape of Nice, to France.</p> + +<p class="normal">We had the galling consciousness that one nation presumed to +decide the +affairs of another, with as much freedom as it would regulate the taxes +or the actions of its own citizens.</p> + +<p class="normal">We remained together until it was quite late, and when we +separated, it +was with crushed hearts.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Major insisted on my staying at his house; the war, he +said, had +done away with all minor considerations.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the following day there was another session of the +Parliament. The +government demanded an extraordinary credit, which was accorded, +although it was hoped that we might escape being drawn into war; for +both the government and the legislature fondly expected that our +troubles might be arranged by diplomacy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Who, after all, was the enemy that we were fighting against?</p> + +<p class="normal">I went to the barracks. I was refused admission. Fortunately, +I saw the +ensign approaching, and, under his protection, I was allowed to enter. +Ernst, who had already donned the uniform, was lying on a bench. He +seemed surprised to see me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pray do not say a word until we get outside."</p> + +<p class="normal">He received permission to go out for half an hour, and soon +stood +before me in his smart attire. There was something graceful and yet +determined in his bearing.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we gained the street, he asked me whether there was any +chance of +his discharge.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was in a sad dilemma. I had taken no steps, because it was +only too +evident that my efforts would have been of no avail.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was this that made me hesitate in answering him, and Ernst +exclaimed, "All right. I know all about it."</p> + +<p class="normal">My very heart bled, pierced as it was by the same sword that +rent my +Fatherland in twain.</p> + +<p class="normal">I endeavored to persuade my son that there are times when our +own wills +and thoughts are of no avail against the great current of Fate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks, father, thanks," answered Ernst, in a strangely +significant +tone.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could only add, "I feel assured that you will do your duty. +Do not +forget that you have parents and a bride."</p> + +<p class="normal">He seemed to pay but little attention to my words.</p> + +<p class="normal">He took off his helmet, and said, "This presses me so: I am +unused to +it. It seems to crush my brain."</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked very handsome, but very sad. We were standing before +the +office of the State Gazette, when suddenly the street seemed filled +with groups of excited people, listening to a man who had climbed to +the top of a wagon and was reading off a dispatch just received from +Berlin, to the effect that there had been an attempt to shoot Bismarck, +but that the ball had missed aim.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Curse him!" cried Ernst; "I would not have missed aim."</p> + +<p class="normal">I reproved him with great severity, but he insisted that one +had a +right to commit murder. I replied that no one would ever have that +right, and that this deed had been as culpable as the assassination of +Abraham Lincoln; for if any one man has the right to be both the judge +and the executioner of his enemies, you will have to accord the +privilege to the democrat as well as to the aristocrat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us cease this quarrelling," he answered; "I have no +desire to +dispute with you. I am firm in my belief that one is justified in doing +wrong for the sake of bringing about a good result. But, I beg of you, +father, let us now and forever cease this quarrelling."</p> + +<p class="normal">His face showed his conflicting emotions, and he kissed my +hand when I +gently stroked his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">The crowd had dispersed in the meanwhile, and we proceeded on +our way.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst suddenly stopped and said to me: "Farewell, father. Give +my love +to mother and Martella."</p> + +<p class="normal">He held on to my hand quite firmly for a moment or two longer, +and then +said, "I must go to the barracks."</p> + +<p class="normal">His eyes plainly told me that he would like to say more that +he could +not express; but he merely nodded, and then turning on his heel, +departed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Write to us often!" I called out to him. He did not look +back.</p> + +<p class="normal">I followed after him for a while, keeping near enough to hear +his firm +step and the rattling of his spurs. I fondly hoped that he would yet +return to me, and tell me of the thoughts that oppressed his heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">I met many acquaintances on the way, who saluted me and +extended their +hands. They wanted me to stop and talk with them, but I merely nodded +and passed on.</p> + +<p class="normal">In my eager haste I ran against many people, for I did not +want to lose +sight of my son. There he goes! Now he stands still--now he turns. +Surely-- At that moment a company of soldiers marched down the street +to the sound of lively music; we were now separated. I could not see my +son again. I returned to Bertha and the Major, and the latter promised +me to keep a watchful eye on Ernst, and to send us frequent tidings in +regard to him, in case he should neglect to write.</p> + +<p class="normal">I rode to the depot. I was fearfully tired, and felt as if I +could not +walk another step.</p> + +<p class="normal">As the trains were quite irregular, I was obliged to wait +there for a +long while.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt--no, I cannot--I dare not--revive the painful emotions +that rent +my bosom. Of what avail would it be? My son was going forth to war, and +I had brought him here, myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brother fighting against brother." I fancied that I had been +talking +to myself and had uttered these words; but I found that they were +frequently repeated by the excited groups that were scattered about the +depot. All about me there was ceaseless turmoil. People were rushing to +and fro, yelling, shouting, cursing, and laughing. I sat there absorbed +in thought, not caring to see or hear anything more of the world, when +a familiar voice said to me, "How charming, father, that I should meet +you here!"</p> + +<p class="normal">My son Richard stood before me; he had finished his lectures +and was +about to return home.</p> + +<p class="normal">Accompanied by him, I started for home.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard informed me of the political divisions among the +professors, +and thus afforded me a glimpse of a sphere of life entirely different +from my own. Even the immovable altars of science were now trembling, +and personal feeling had become so violent that the friends of Prussia, +of whom Richard was one, could not appear in public without being +subjected to insults. On our way home, we stopped for dinner at the +garrison town, where we heard the most contemptuous allusions to the +"Prussian braggarts," as they were termed.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was said that they had no officers who had ever smelt +powder. That +what had been done in Schleswig-Holstein had been achieved by the +Austrians; and that if they ever dared go so far as to fight, they +would be sent home in disgrace.</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not know whether they really believed what they said, or +whether +they were simply trying to keep up their courage. But, on every hand, +one could hear them say, "They will not let matters proceed so far; +they are loud talkers and nothing else."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was quite beside myself; but Richard begged me to remain +silent. He +thought it was well that matters had come to this pass.</p> + +<p class="normal">Whoever had brought on this war had assumed a great, but +perhaps +unavoidable, responsibility. It was the sad fiat of fate, and none +could foretell where the sacrifice and suffering would end. History +would march on in its appointed path, even though sin and suffering be +its steppingstones.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then he pointed to our surroundings, and added, "Such +fellows as +these will never be converted by speeches; nothing but a thorough +beating will teach them reason."</p> + +<p class="normal">I have found that sober history tells us very little of all +those +things. She brings the harvest under shelter and enters the result; but +who stops to ask how the weather may have changed while the grain was +ripening?</p> + +<p class="normal">But to us who live in the present, such things are not +trifles; and I +cannot help maintaining that the war of 1866 was forced on the people +against their will, as far as I can judge, and I have spoken to many on +the subject. The Prussians did not desire war; the conservatives did +certainly not wish for it, for Austria was, spite of all, the bulwark +of their principles. The liberals did not want it; nor did the soldiers +go forth with cheerful hearts. But necessity had become incarnate in +the brain of a single statesman: separation from Austria was the end to +be gained, and though it went hard, that result must be achieved.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the operation was a difficult and a painful one.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Before the train left the station, the newsboys were running +about +offering copies of extra issues of the journals, with news that the +Diet had raised the German colors: black, red, gold.</p> + +<p class="normal">And thus the Diet dared to unfurl the flag which we had always +regarded +with devotion,--for the sake of which we had been persecuted, +imprisoned, or exiled. It seemed as if the holiest of holies had been +denied and dishonored.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is the death-bed repentance of a sinner who has not enough +time +left to do good in," said Richard, who divined the thoughts that were +passing through my mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">A large company of soldiers was on the train, and went as far +as the +next garrison town.</p> + +<p class="normal">But how could they have found it in their hearts to sing?</p> + +<p class="normal">Haymaking had begun, the cars were filled with the fragrant +odor of the +newly mown grass. The laborers in the fields would look up from their +work, and raise their scythes on high when they saw us pass.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now, when it seemed as if my Fatherland was to be laid +waste and +destroyed, I became more than ever sensible of my great affection for +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">These woods, these fields and villages, were all to be laid +waste, and +shrieks of woe would resound from the flames. I felt it as keenly, as +if beholding a beloved relative in the grasp of death.</p> + +<p class="normal">The train was just moving away from the station when I heard a +soldier +call out to me, "Grandfather!"</p> + +<p class="normal">I recognized him: it was my grandson Martin, the son of my +daughter +Johanna. He nodded to me, and when I turned to look at him, I saw the +lieutenant collaring and buffeting him for speaking without orders +while in the ranks.</p> + +<p class="normal">We had proceeded but a short distance when I observed that +Funk was on +the train. He kept at a distance from us. He had bought a large bundle +of extra newspapers, which he distributed to the people at the +different stations.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we reached our circuit town we repaired to the Wild Man +Tavern, +where, while waiting for a conveyance, we seated ourselves under the +newly planted lindens. While sitting there, engrossed by thoughts of +the country's troubles, I learned of another trouble nearer home.</p> + +<p class="normal">I am old enough to know something of human wickedness, but I +admit that +I am, even to this day, frequently surprised by the shape that human +meanness will sometimes take.</p> + +<p class="normal">At a side table was seated Funk's special satellite--the baker +Lerz, +of Hollerberg. He was accompanied by his wife, and both looked about +them with an air of serene contentment. The baker was a sensual, +self-complacent man, who had a habit of smiling and moving his lips, as +if he were smacking them at the thoughts of a feast he had just been +enjoying. He had just been involved in an unclean piece of business, in +which he had sworn that he was innocent, although, according to my +conviction and the general belief, he had perjured himself in so doing. +But what does such an unconscionable voluptuary care for that? When the +peril was passed, all care was at an end.</p> + +<p class="normal">The baker approached me and inquired if I would like to ride +home with +him; for the government levies had rendered it difficult to obtain a +conveyance. I declined; Fortunately, my neighbor, the young meadow +farmer, who had been taking hay over to the railway station, was +passing by at the time, and so I rode home with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">A little way out of the town, we came up with a young woman +who was +walking along the road. She had covered her head with a large white +kerchief, and was carrying an infant in her arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her head was bent forward; and it is generally a sign of deep +thought +if one who is walking along a road does not look around at the rapid +approach of a vehicle. And this woman was Lerz's victim.</p> + +<p class="normal">The meadow farmer, who was, usually, a man of few words, +leaned back +from his seat on the front bench, and whispered to me, "Such a fellow +as Lerz ought not to be permitted to take an oath."</p> + +<p class="normal">The meadow farmer had for a long while been my worst enemy, +simply +because I had deprived him of his greatest enjoyment--venting his spite +on others.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although it may, in these pages, seem as if I had cherished +too high an +ideal of the people, I desire right here to say that I have found among +the lower classes that which is noblest and highest in man. But I have +also found much that is mean and revolting. Envy and malice are +characteristics almost peculiar to the farmer, and are especially shown +about the time of irrigating the meadows. It affords him peculiar +pleasure to wait until a neighbor has set his water-traps, and to sneak +out and reverse them so as to make the water flow on to his own +meadows.</p> + +<p class="normal">The authorities had forbidden the watering of meadows after +two o'clock +on Sunday morning, but it availed nothing. I appointed a servant who +was to have the sole right of setting the water-gates and opening them +again; and the meadow farmer could not forgive me for this. I had +robbed him of the pleasure of wreaking his spite on others.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not so much on account of the advantage he had gained +thereby; +but, like the rest of them, he had found it great sport to outwit the +"gentleman farmer," as they called me.</p> + +<p class="normal">The meadow farmer really hated me and Joseph; for if it had +not been +for us he would have been the first man in the village. Wherever he +went, they inquired, "How goes it with Waldfried?" or "How is Joseph +Linker?" It annoyed him that they did not ask after him first of all.</p> + +<p class="normal">He would have been glad to take a share in politics, but was +too mean +to bestow the requisite amount of time upon such matters; and then he +would say, "Such folks as Funk should not be permitted to put in their +say; there is nothing behind him."</p> + +<p class="normal">We had just reached the saw-mill, down in the valley, when we +saw a +large hay-wagon coming along the road in the direction of the meadow. +Martella sat on top: Rothfuss was walking beside the horses.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella alighted. She looked quite troubled. She welcomed +Richard, and +asked me, "Where have you left Ernst?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is not with us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where then?"</p> + +<p class="normal">We had no time to reply before Martella called out, "So he +must go to +war after all!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course? Of course?" Martella asked repeatedly. She stopped +for a +moment, and removing the rake from her shoulder rested herself upon it.</p> + +<p class="normal">I told her that in all likelihood there would be no war, and +that all +the clamor was nothing more than angry threatening on both sides.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is not true!" cried Martella; "you should not tell me an +untruth!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Martella, this is my father!" cried Richard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And mine too," she interrupted; "forgive me! Because you are +my father +you should forgive me; if you did not you would not and could not be my +father. Forgive me! Oh! they will shoot my good, kind Ernst!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She sat down by the roadside and covered her face with both +her hands. +In a little while, however, she yielded to our entreaties, and +accompanied us to the house, but without speaking a word on the way. As +soon as we arrived there, she hurriedly left us and hastened to the +barn. In a few moments she returned and cried out with a loud voice, +"Mother, Richard is here!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The child's temperament was strangely variable.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife was especially delighted at Richard's return. "With +one +exception," she said, smiling (for she could not reconcile herself to +Richard's remaining unmarried), "you always did the right thing at the +right time. We need both a son and a Professor. Perhaps you will be +able to make Martella understand what is meant by the words State and +Fatherland."</p> + +<p class="normal">She told us that Martella, who was generally so quick of +apprehension, +found it impossible to form any conception of those ideas, and that, +naturally enough, in her present troubles, this was doubly difficult. +For, even in our eyes, the events as well as the duties of that sad +period seemed like a horrible enigma.</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed as if thinking of Martella had relieved my wife from +the +weight of her own trouble. When I informed her of the expected arrival +of Bertha and the children, her face beamed with joy. She at once +repaired to the rooms that they were to occupy, and seemed, in +anticipation, to enjoy the thought of entertaining those who were +dearest to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had told my wife nothing of Annette's coming. She was, +however, +gifted with a prophetic insight that bordered on the marvellous. +Results which to others were yet invisible were, by her, discerned with +unerring foresight. She at once devoted two large rooms opening on the +garden to Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella hurried about, helping to get the house in order, and +seemed +as if there was nothing to depress her spirits.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss complained to me that the "forest imp," as he at +times called +Martella, left him no peace, day or night. She wanted him to tell her +why people had to be soldiers, and why there was such a thing as war; +and she had abused the Prince in terms that would secure her seven +years in the fortress of Illenberg, if her remarks were reported to the +authorities.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had once even wanted to run off to the Prince and tell him +how +wicked it was to command human beings to shoot one another, and that he +should, at all events, give her lover back again, for the war was +nothing to Ernst or to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss called the professor to his assistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard declined the commission, remarking that it was not +necessary +for every maiden to know why her lover was forced to go to the wars, +and that, in the present instance, he hardly knew the reason himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Notwithstanding this remark, he essayed to speak with Martella +on the +subject, and I have never seen him so nervous and confused as on that +occasion; for Martella called out to him, "Do not say a word: it is all +of no use." Then she embraced him, and kissed him, and pressed him to +her heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella's ardent kisses had so surprised and confused him +that it was +some time before he could collect himself. I had never seen him so +unnerved before. I believed that I understood the cause of his emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella was a riddle which to Richard seemed more difficult +of +solution than to any of us.</p> + +<p class="normal">What we had all failed to accomplish was brought about by the +simple-minded Spinner.</p> + +<p class="normal">Had she been told that she could be of use, or had she divined +it? She +came up to Martella and said, "Child, your lot is a hard one; but look +at me: mine is still harder. My best child, indeed my only one,--for +the others had left me to starve,--has also gone to the war; and though +a lover be ever so dear, he is not a son, as you will sometime know +when you have a son of your own."</p> + +<p class="normal">After that, Martella was quite resigned. She had, of course, +not +acquired any idea of the significance of the word "State;" but she now +felt that the fate of all beings was ordained by a great overruling +power.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph kept us constantly informed of the excitement that +reigned +through the neighborhood. Funk was the chief spokesman. He announced +that the time was about to arrive when Germany would become a free +confederation like our neighbor Switzerland.</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not think that one of those loud talkers believed in the +fulfilment of such hopes; but, for the time being, it afforded them an +opportunity of indulging in high-sounding phrases. On the other hand, +we knew that to "abolish Prussia," as their phrase ran, would simply be +the first step towards preparing for Germany the fate of Poland. +And yet my own kindred--my son, my son-in-law, and Martin, my +grandson--were fighting to accomplish that very object.</p> + +<br> + +<br> +<hr class="W10"> +<h2>BOOK SECOND.</h2> +<hr class="W10"> +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<p class="continue">We were seated on the balcony when we saw Bertha and her +children +coming up the hill towards the house. My wife at once arose, and opened +the two folding-doors, as if with that action she were opening wide our +hearts to receive them.</p> + +<p class="normal">Realizing the fact that there was no escaping from our +troubles, Bertha +had conquered her sorrow, and now appeared as fresh and cheerful as if +she had just been drinking at the fountain of youth.</p> + +<p class="normal">As soon as the first greetings were over, my wife inquired +about Ernst.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha had seen him but once, as his captain had sent him up +the +country to get transportation for horses.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is bad; they should not have sent him there. O Ernst, +poor, dear +Ernst!" suddenly shrieked my wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">She grew pale and fell back on a chair. We feared that she +would faint. +Bertha rushed to her aid, but she speedily recovered herself, and her +trembling lips were the only sign, of the emotion she had passed +through. She did not tell us why she had found it so wrong of them to +send Ernst on that errand. She accompanied Bertha to her room, and +stroking the light locks of little Victor, whom she had taken on her +lap, said, "He looked just as you do when he was a little boy, except +that he had blue eyes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Bertha, "my husband has often noticed that Victor +bears +great resemblance to Ernst."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And Uncle Ernst promised me a horse," said Victor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did he?" said my wife, with pleased looks: "If he did that, +it is all +right, but sad enough for all. Still, others have their burdens to bear +as well as we."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella's first meeting with Bertha as well as with Annette, +resulted +in mutual attraction.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha was obliged to tell Martella all that she knew about +Ernst, and +while she was holding the hand of the strange child, the latter must +have felt a consciousness of the candor and straightforwardness of +Bertha's character, for she looked into her face with sparkling eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella asked Bertha whether Ernst had sent the broken ring +by her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha said he had not.</p> + +<p class="normal">She removed a ring from her finger and offered it to Martella, +who +declined it.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Annette offered both her hands to Martella, and said that +she had +for a long while been anxious to make her acquaintance, Martella was +quite confused, and looked down towards the ground. When she raised her +head, her eyes fell on a light green necktie which Annette wore.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How pretty it is!" were her first words.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette immediately removed the tie, and fastened it about +Martella's +neck.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is quite warm, yet," said Martella; and Annette replied, +"How +lovely! Let us regard that as a good omen."</p> + +<p class="normal">When Bertha, who rarely gave way to sentiment, returned and +joined us +again, she said, "Let us now be thrice as kind and loving to one +another as we have been, and be indulgent with each other's moods. It +is only by such means that we can manage to live through these terrible +times."</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha and her daughter Clotilde, a charming, graceful child +about nine +years of age, were so clever in anticipating every wish of my wife's, +that, although it had always been her wont to be serving others and +providing for their comfort, she was now obliged to let them have their +own way.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella seemed almost inseparable from Rothfuss, and Victor +was always +with the two. He accompanied them out to the fields and into the woods; +and it was difficult to say which of the two was the happier, Rothfuss +the old, or Victor the young, child.</p> + +<p class="normal">It would have been difficult also to say which of the two, +Victor or +Martella, cut wilder capers, for the young play-fellow with the soldier +cap seemed to make her forget all her trouble. She was quite proud of +her skill in leaping, and loved to display it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha maintained that, in spite of rough manners, many of +Martella's +movements were full of wondrous grace; and when she would turn around +five or six times on one foot, Victor could never imitate her.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the very day of her arrival, Annette awakened great +interest in the +village.</p> + +<p class="normal">She ascended to the top of the church steeple, where none of +us had +ever been. She waved her handkerchief from the little window in the +belfry, until we took notice of her and returned her salute. All of the +villagers who were not engaged in the fields had gathered in groups, +and were looking up at the church steeple.</p> + +<p class="normal">When she joined us at dinner, she told us that she had already +found +out everything. The school-master had told her of the woods that had +been planted by my wife, that she had already been at the Gustava +Spring, and that the water had tasted as if it were pure dew.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, how fortunate you are to own all this! The very air you +breathe is +your own."</p> + +<p class="normal">She talked incessantly, and many of her remarks were quite +entertaining. She plied Richard with so many questions that he looked +quite displeased, and soon left the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can tell by the professor's looks that he is musical; is he +not?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed he is; he is esteemed an excellent violincello +player."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can assure you that I asked no one, and I am so glad that +my +intuitions did not deceive me."</p> + +<p class="normal">While Annette was paying a visit to the school-mistress, +Richard gave +vent to his anger at her; but my wife pacified him. Annette could not +enjoy the quiet possession of anything, and was always anxious to +impart what she knew and felt to others. She was evidently of a very +hospitable nature, and would, in good time, acquire repose of manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the first few days, while we were yet without news of +any kind, +and before the journals had given us any information as to the +movements of the troops, Annette did not allow us to get a moment's +rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">The way she worried us all, and Richard in particular, was +quite +provoking; and yet this lesser trouble made us forget the greater one.</p> + +<p class="normal">My father-in-law had converted the large corner room on the +ground +floor of our house into a veritable temple of beauty. He had, from time +to time, purchased casts of the best antique statues, and had carefully +arranged them along the walls and on pedestals, placing beautiful +engravings between them.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had thus brought the immortal types of beauty into the +depths of the +forest. The room in which he had placed the statues, and which Richard +jokingly entitled "Athens," was a favorite haunt of ours.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette was greatly surprised to find such treasures with us, +and said +to Richard, "These undying types of a past great civilization are at +home everywhere. It is because they no longer have, and indeed never +did have, anything in common with the life of fashion, that they are +thus immortal. Do you not agree with me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She always insisted on having an answer to her questions. Then +she +would briskly add: "Now I understand the meaning of the Niobe; she is +the old spinner who lives out on the rock." When we laughed at this +conceit of hers, she told us, "Oh! I beg your pardon, I mean that she +is the embodiment of a mother's grief in time of war."</p> + +<p class="normal">Pointing to a statue of Iphigenia, she inquired, "Herr +Professor, can +you tell me how the Grecian priestesses spent their time? Do you think +it possible to be constantly offering sacrifices and uttering lofty +thoughts?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard admitted that he could not give her the desired +information; +and Annette was quite delighted that she had posed the professor. She +did not give up troubling him, however.</p> + +<p class="normal">All her notions of life in the country had been derived from +books, and +she was quite shocked to find that the mere money value or utility of +trees was the only point of view in which they were regarded.</p> + +<p class="normal">Notwithstanding her overflowing, emotional temperament, she +had quite a +taste for details, and even for figures. At the first sight of a +prettily situated village, she would always make inquiries in regard to +the number of its inhabitants, their means, and manner of living. I was +obliged to tell her all about my own household--how many acres of +timber there were ready to cut, and how much was young timber; the +amount of our annual production, how much live-stock my meadows would +support, how much fruit my orchards gave me, and also how the work was +divided amongst the four men-servants and three maids that we employed.</p> + +<p class="normal">She examined the whole establishment, from the stable to the +loft. She +seemed to take especial delight in the happy combination we had +effected between the fruits of culture and the pursuit of husbandry. +There was a certain air of solid comfort and good taste in our home. It +had descended from the times of my father-in-law, and had been kept up +by us.</p> + +<p class="normal">With good judgment, Annette thought that the very best site +had been +selected for our house. The hill beyond the hollow at the back of the +house protected us on three sides, but was not near enough to deprive +us of fresh air, or to keep out the gentle breezes that would come up +from the valley after sunset and carry away the miasmatic vapors, thus +affording us healthful and refreshing sleep during the night. A barn, +which the meadow farmer had so placed that it destroyed part of the +view down the valley, was a great eyesore to Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">She asked Richard why the air with us was so cool and +invigorating, and +was very grateful when he explained the theory of the dew-fall to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was full of charming ingenuousness, for she once said. "I +do not +doubt that you enjoy the singing of the birds, but I honestly confess +that I do not. It is pleasant to know that the little animal up in the +trees is so joyful; but, nevertheless, there is no beauty in tones +without connection or expression. I find that there are no more tones +in the scale of the finch than in that of the barn-yard rooster; and +why do we prefer the notes of the finch?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard often felt annoyed that Annette was constantly keeping +every +one about her on pins and needles, and seemed to desire his special +approval of all that she did. He maintained that she was entirely +deficient in mental balance.</p> + +<p class="normal">The temperaments of Annette and Bertha were in marked contrast +to each +other.</p> + +<p class="normal">When they were seated opposite each other and engaged in +conversation, +Bertha would bend forward, while Annette would lean back in her chair, +as if immovable.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha's mere presence exerted a grateful influence, while +Annette felt +that she must always be doing something, in order to inspire others +with an interest in her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha, with all her affection for Martella, remained somewhat +reserved +towards her, while Annette was open and confiding, as with a sister. +She was incapable of any other relations than those of perfect intimacy +or absolute indifference.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard noticed all these peculiarities, and when he mentioned +them to +me, I was almost startled to find how carefully he had been observing +Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was obliged, however, to agree with my wife when she said, +"Annette's habit of requiring her friends to interest themselves in +whatever engages her attention, is both innocent and childlike. A child +will always think that its whip or its ball is of as much importance to +others as to itself. Bear in mind, moreover, that Annette takes a +lively interest in all that others do, and naturally enough supposes +that they resemble her in that respect."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette had gone from the school-house one day, to pay a visit +to my +nephew Joseph, who was a friend of her brother, the lawyer, who resided +in the capital. She found that there were well-furnished rooms in his +house, and a few days later removed there. She frankly admitted that +she was too noisy for our home, and that it were better that she should +visit us for a few hours at a time, instead of living with us.</p> + +<p class="normal">She at once set about rearranging the furniture and removing +unnecessary decorations in her new quarters; and, on the next day, +while the carpenters were busily engaged in making the changes she +had ordered, she drove over to the city to visit the family of the +kreis-director, with whom she had formerly been intimate.</p> + +<p class="normal">She returned in the evening, bringing their eldest daughter, +whom she +intended to keep with her as a companion. A large wagon carrying sofas, +rocking-chairs, and all sorts of furniture followed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although Annette had intended to lead a quiet and +contemplative life, +she might have been seen in the village at any hour of the day. She +speedily acquainted herself with all of its features. She had, by +rearranging the furniture in her own rooms, made them habitable and +tasteful, and she now desired to effect a corresponding transformation +in the houses of the wood-cutters; but the wives of the well-to-do +farmers looked askance. Whenever she met one of the villagers, she +would greet him or her politely, and would ask both old and young what +they had had for dinner. She insisted that this was the most important +of all questions. The people, however, found it great sport to answer +her with lies.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had speedily become attached to the wife of the +school-master, but +disliked to go to the clergyman's house.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Our clergyman was the son of poor parents. His father had been +a +beadle. He is without a single spark of genius, but is said to have +distinguished himself by great application. He attends to his duties +methodically, but in a cold and perfunctory manner. During the summer, +he spends much of his time fishing; in the winter, he is almost always +at home. He is well-skilled in that game of chess which requires but +one player. He lost his father while he was quite young, and in order +to be able to aid his mother and his many brothers and sisters, he +married a wealthy, but half-witted girl, whom he never cared to take +into society. Politics had no attractions for him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Formerly, if a beggar applied to him for alms he would have +him sent up +into his room, and would ask him, "What good will it do if I give you +that which will only help you for a moment or so? Come and listen"--and +he would then read the beggar a sermon, or a chapter out of the Bible. +But, of late years, the beggars had piously avoided his house.</p> + +<p class="normal">Our school-master, on the other hand, is a clever and +wide-awake man. +He, too, had taken part in the political movements of 1848, but when +placed on trial was acquitted. Ever since that time, he has held aloof +from political affairs. He married a woman who is exceedingly clever, +and who brought him some money besides.</p> + +<p class="normal">The clergyman has no children: the school-master has +three--two sons, +one of whom is a merchant down by the fortress; the other is a +machinist, and resides in America. He is said to have quite a large +business. The daughter is the wife of the inspector of roads. The +school-master is quite proud that he can say, "If I were to give up my +position to-morrow, I could afford to live without work"--a state of +affairs to which the skill and economy of his wife has greatly +contributed. The couple lead a loving and tranquil life. They are hale +and hearty, and, as it often happens when two persons have lived +together many years, they have grown to look very much alike. Their +garden was filled with teeming flower-beds. Florists from the +neighboring watering-places would come daily to purchase flowers, and +thus the garden had become a source of considerable profit.</p> + +<p class="normal">But now that the war had emptied the watering-places, the +flowers were +left to perish for want of purchasers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette instructed the school-master's wife in the art of +drying +flowers, and making pretty bouquets of them.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl's mother, who lived in a little house out by the rock, +worked +every day in the garden of the school-master's wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette was attracted by the woman. She was short and thin, +old and +stooping, but had wonderfully clear and sparkling eyes, and Annette +felt quite happy to think that this old woman, who was almost deaf, +could by means of her eyes still have so much enjoyment.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the summer, the spinner, as had been her wont every +year, would +scrape off the bark from the branches of the elderberry tree, and +afterward tie up the branches in bundles. Annette did great damage by +explaining to her--she had only learned it herself the day before--that +they would be used to make gunpowder. When the old woman heard that, +she felt as if she could not bear to touch the wood; but, as she had +undertaken the task, she was obliged to finish it, and so went on with +her work, although it was not without murmuring.</p> + +<p class="normal">Through Annette's insinuating herself into the intimacy of +others, much +that happened in our village acquired clearer colors, and greater +importance in my eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">I told her the history of the spinner. She had had a husband, +a tall, +handsome man. He had been employed as a laborer on the road, but had +wasted all his earnings at the tavern.</p> + +<p class="normal">Besides that, he had been a sportsman, and had loved, above +all things, +to roam through the woods with the forester and his attendants, in +search of game.</p> + +<p class="normal">While these things were going on, the wife had, with her own +earnings, +reared four children, who were always among the tidiest in the village. +Whenever anyone expressed pity that she had so thoughtless and +inconsiderate a husband, she would say, "Oh, that's all right. If he +were not so shiftless a fellow, he would never have married me; he +would have gone and married some woman better, handsomer, and richer +than I was."</p> + +<p class="normal">When the building of the railway was begun, he gave up his +situation +and went to work in the valley; but he would never bring home a +groschen of money. Indeed, on one occasion, when he received a larger +sum than usual, he drove up in a carriage with two comrades, and the +three were not content until the last kreutzer had been spent.</p> + +<p class="normal">But yet with all this no word of complaint ever fell from the +lips of +his wife; and when, at last, her husband lost his life while blasting a +rock, she bewailed his death, saying that he was the best man in the +world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Two of her sons and one daughter were employed at Mulhausen; +but they +would not help the mother. Carl, who had been Joseph's servant, and was +now with the troops, gave all his earnings to her, and would not suffer +her to accept a gift from any one.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Annette knew this, she was all attention to the spinner; +but it +required much clever management to be able to do her a service. Besides +that, it was awkward that the spinner was so indistinct of speech, that +with the exception of her son Carl and the school-master's wife, there +was hardly any one who could understand her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard and Bertha shook their heads while watching Annette's +movements, and could not refrain from commenting on them. But my wife +would always tell them that Annette was of an active temperament, and +was only happy when assisting others. She also told them that Annette +had interested herself for the baker Lerz's victim and her child, and +that she had given the clergymen of the neighboring villages +considerable sums to be distributed among the poor. And, further, that +it was much to her credit that she would not allow herself to be driven +away from her work by rudeness on the part of those whom she was trying +to benefit.</p> + +<p class="normal">We soon had an amusing instance of this.</p> + +<p class="normal">One Sunday afternoon, while we were up in the arbor, Annette +had seated +herself with Rothfuss and Martella on a bench in front of the house. +She was trying to find out from Rothfuss how much he loved his horses +and cattle.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss knew nothing about loving them. All he said was, +"Feed them +well, and they will work for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">She was quite provoked that the tinkling of the bells of the +cows that +were grazing on the mountain patches was inharmonious. She said that +she would buy bells that were in accord with each other, and present +them to the owners of the cows.</p> + +<p class="normal">She conversed quite familiarly with Rothfuss and Martella, and +asked +them to look upon her as their companion.</p> + +<p class="normal">To which Rothfuss replied, "I have nothing against the +Jews--they are +all the same to me. In the place where I was born, there were lots of +Jews, and I was on good terms with all of them. Two of them served in +the same regiment with me; and in my village there was a splendid girl +whom they called 'the little beauty;' she was strong and healthy and +jolly. She loved to dance with me; and, if I could only have afforded +to marry, I would have been bound to have her. And you may take my word +for it, she would not have refused me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are a sensible woman; one can talk to you about all sorts +of +things. You are not like Baroness Arven, who once ordered me to take my +cap in my hand while I was speaking to her. You are better than she is.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, indeed; my first love was a Jewess.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And then there was Myerle the horse-dealer, who often came to +see us. +He looks just like you;--are you related to him? I know him intimately; +he is a sharp fellow, and a man of his word, and always gives two crown +thalers drink-money. Of late he has been trying to make it Prussian +thalers, but that won't go down.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Jews are just like us in everything. There is only one +thing that +they cannot do--they don't know how to drink; and they don't try it, +either. But in all other respects they are just like us. 'He who is wet +to the skin need not dread the rain.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you, Martella," asked Annette, "what do you think of the +Jews?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I? I don't think of them at all. I want nothing to do with +them. In +the forest they always told me that my mother must have been a Jewess; +but it is not true."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is your mother, then?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who? Why, Madame Cuckoo;--just ask her."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella walked away.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette joined us and told us all that had happened, adding: +"One is +always getting new and interesting ideas. Rothfuss and Martella, +comparing their religion with mine, look upon themselves as nobles who +vouchsafe me their favor. I accept it with thanks."</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife, however, looked over to us with a significant glance +that +seemed quite distinctly to say, "There, you can see now that she is +free from prejudice, and full of imperturbable kindness."</p> + +<p class="normal">Notwithstanding her love and respect for us, Annette found +great +pleasure in her intimate relations with the neighboring family of Baron +Arven. This may have been the result of her having formerly been kept +in the background.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her constant journeyings to and fro were the occasion of our +making +some delightful acquaintances.</p> + +<p class="normal">Just beyond the boundary line, where I owned a large piece of +woodland, +there resided a young forester, who was of noble birth, and a relative +of Annette's husband. We had before that been strangers to each other; +but Annette knew how to draw him and his wife into our circle, and we +were charmed by the simple manners of these highly cultivated people.</p> + +<p class="normal">Our family was so widely extended that we found it quite easy +to trace +a distant relationship to our newly discovered friends. The young wife +was the daughter of a high official. Though living in the woods, she +did not neglect her intellectual life, and found good music of great +assistance in that regard. She had also been able to bring up sturdy +boys; and we were quite pleased to learn that her only rule with them +had been <i>truthfulness and obedience</i>. These two requisites had been +firmly and inexorably insisted upon, and as a result the boys did their +parents great credit.</p> + +<p class="normal">The new element that Annette had thus introduced into our +circle often +caused us to forget that the very next hour might bring us the saddest +news.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p class="continue">It was eventide. The clear tones of the village bell filled +the valley +and were echoed back from the mountains opposite. The young woods down +by the stone wall seemed transparent with the reflection of the rosy +sunset, and all looked as if bathed in golden clouds.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were sitting in the arbor, and every one was probably +thinking to +himself, "Perhaps at this very moment men of the same nation--yea, +brothers--may be murdering one another on the battle-field."</p> + +<p class="normal">In a low voice, and with an absence of all that resembled her +usual +excessive excitability, Annette remarked that my wife ought to feel +very happy to think that she had planted yonder wood.</p> + +<p class="normal">At that moment we saw a carriage coming up the hill.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is father!" exclaimed the daughter of the kreis-director, +and ran +to meet him.</p> + +<p class="normal">We observed that he opened the carriage door for her, and that +she +entered it and remained with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette remarked that she had given orders that all telegrams +should be +sent to Herr Von Rontheim, who would forward them to us as speedily as +possible. This must be a matter of importance, however, as he had come +in person. But let his tidings be what they may, we would stand by and +support one another.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rontheim entered.</p> + +<p class="normal">He brought us the news of a great victory gained by the +Austrians, who +were said to have penetrated into Silesia. His manner of imparting this +was in accord with our feelings, and was quite free from any spirit of +rejoicing. A brief telegram had brought the news.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rontheim seemed quite ill at ease and soon left, taking his +daughter +and Annette with him. A little while after that, Joseph arrived, and +told me privately that he wished that Richard and I would come over to +his house.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was struck with fear, and felt that there was bad news in +store for +me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Without knowing why, I felt alarmed.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I entered Annette's apartment, Rontheim was seated at a +table on +which there was a lighted lamp. In his hand there was a newspaper. He +did not rise to receive me, but requested me to be seated.</p> + +<p class="normal">He grasped my hand firmly while he said, "You are a strong +man, a just +father--no father can be blamed for what his child may do.--Your son +Ernst has deserted."</p> + +<p class="normal">Those were his words: I have written them down with my own +hand. Could +I, at that time, have believed that I would ever be able to do this! +But to this day, I cannot tell what rent my heart and crazed my brain. +All that I can recollect is that I felt as if a bullet were piercing my +brain, and found it strange that I knew even that much of what was +going on. I remember Richard's throwing his arms about my neck, and +crying, "Father! Dear father!" and all was over.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I recovered consciousness my first thought was, "Why live +again? +Death has been conquered."</p> + +<p class="normal">The next thought that flashed upon me was, "But my wife!--She +foresaw +it all, yet how will she bear this burden?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette came up to me and seemed to guess at my thoughts, for +with a +voice choked with tears she said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not tell your wife of this to-night. In the morning, when +day +approaches, if you wish me to tell her of this, I am at your service. +But how cold your hands are!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She knelt down and kissed my hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">The director handed the newspaper to Richard. I noticed how +his hand +trembled while he held it. I asked to have it handed to me, and read +the proclamation of my son's dishonor and the order for his arrest.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I at last started to return home, I was obliged, for the +first +time in my life, to lean on my son Richard for support. Annette had +asked permission to accompany me. We declined her proffered aid. The +kind-hearted, impulsive creature was all gentleness and desire to +assist me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I arrived in front of the house. There stands the large and +well-ordered house,--but no joy will ever enter there again.</p> + +<p class="normal">The wind from the valley was swaying the red beech to and fro; +the +fountain swelled and roared while its waters glistened in the broad +moonlight. All this to be seen again and again, and yet--"daily +suicide"--</p> + +<p class="normal">"What are you saying, father? What do you mean by those +words?" asked +Richard.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not until then that I became aware of my having uttered +them.</p> + +<p class="normal">For Ernst, for my poor child, no day would ever more begin +with the +love of life. "Daily suicide"--in this phrase his deed and its +consequences seemed to concentrate themselves. I was obliged to sit +clown on the steps, and not until then was I able to shed tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">How often Ernst had run up and down there! I could yet +remember the +first time that he climbed those steps on all fours, turning his pretty +head with its light curls towards me when I called out to him, and +waiting quietly until I would come and take him up in my arms!</p> + +<p class="normal">But now he had conjured up a restless demon whom no cry or +supplication +could exorcise.</p> + +<p class="normal">At this very moment I can distinctly remember how I wished +that all the +sorrow and pain might descend on my own head and be gathered up into my +own heart, in order that I might bear them for others.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Master, why are you sitting at your own threshold like a +strange +beggar?" were the words with which Rothfuss surprised me. "I have +already heard what our madcap Ernst has done; do not let that grieve +you to death--that will do you no good. In this world, every one must +carry his own hide to market. It is bad enough in all conscience, but +there is courage in it for all. There are hundreds and thousands of +them who would like to do what he has done; but they follow the drum +with its rat-tat-tat, and put on airs into the bargain. Do you know +what I think of this matter?--Do not interrupt me, Heir Professor; I +know what I am talking about--I say that every large family must +have its black sheep, and I would rather a thousand times have a +good-for-nothing than an idiot, the very sight of whom makes one's hair +stand on end.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, indeed; my mother was right. Her favorite maxim was: +'Better sour +than rotten,' and 'To be hard of hearing is not half so bad as to have +poor eyes.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"In every family there is something; or, as the poor woman +once said: +'There is something everywhere,--except in my lard-pot, where there is +nothing at all.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss would not rest until I got up again.</p> + +<p class="normal">I went up the steps with him and into the room. He drew off my +boots, +and was full of kind attentions.</p> + +<p class="normal">Addressing me in a whisper, he offered to tell the news to his +mistress +in the morning, as he thought that he was best fitted for the task.</p> + +<p class="normal">He meant to speak of it in such a way that she would take it +as his +stupid talk and give him a thorough scolding, and thus wreak her anger +on him. He thought that would be the best way, because that would help +to break the first shock of the news, and then it would be easier to +endure the rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">The only other thing that troubled Rothfuss was how he might +stop +Funk's evil tongue. He felt sure that with the exception of Funk, +others would be as much grieved as we were.</p> + +<p class="normal">That was the trouble. The news would enlist the attention of +the busy +world, those who pitied as well as those who rejoiced in the sufferings +of others.</p> + +<p class="normal">But what matters the world: it can neither help nor hinder our +griefs.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have experienced much bitter suffering:--I have gazed into +the grave +that had received all that had been dearest to me on earth, but no pain +can be compared to that of grief for a son, who, though living, is +lost.</p> + +<p class="normal">Morning had already dawned. The birds were singing in the +trees; the +sun had returned; all life seemed to awake anew; and at last I found an +hour's sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Destroyer of sleep!" were the first words I uttered when I +awoke.</p> + +<p class="normal">How can he enjoy a moment's rest, or swallow a morsel of food +while he +knows that his parents are sorrowing for him.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have often been advised--it is easy enough to say the +words--"Make up +your mind to blot his name from your memory." But it is not so easy to +follow such counsel.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife softly slumbered through the whole night. Will she +ever again +have so refreshing a sleep?</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The morning was bright and clear. We were seated around the +breakfast +table, every one of us doubly oppressed. We were grieved on our own +account, and troubled by the thought that the mother's heart was soon +to become rent by the sad tidings.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard had told the news to Bertha.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife seemed to be watching Bertha, and at last reproved her +for +having been weeping again. "It is our duty," said she, "to accept the +inevitable with resignation. Mankind might well be likened to the +plants in the field, which are obliged quietly to submit to the storm +that descends on their heads."</p> + +<p class="normal">We exchanged hurried glances, but Bertha did not reply.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will my wife be as strong in a few moments from now?" was the +question +I inwardly asked myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss was heard cracking his whip in front of the house. He +was +about to drive out into the fields, taking Martella with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">His intention was to tell her all that had happened as soon as +he +reached the fields, so that she might there spend her rage, and not +annoy the household by her noise.</p> + +<p class="normal">Victor rode along with them.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife inquired whether the newspaper had not yet come, or +why I was +not reading it, and wished to know what was the matter.</p> + +<p class="normal">The moment had arrived. I gathered up all the courage that was +yet left +me, and said, "We will take you at your word--'It is our duty to accept +the inevitable with resignation.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is it? Tell me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Our son Ernst has--deserted!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"After all!" exclaimed my wife, while she laid her clinched +fists on +her heart, as if to prevent it from bursting, and with compressed lips +stared into vacancy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Fearing that she would faint, the children and I rushed to her +assistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never mind; all will be over in a moment. I can now breathe +again. And +now, I beg of you all, be silent." She closed her eyes. We remained +standing around her in silence. Not a sound was heard, save the rapid +ticking of the clocks and the innocent singing of the thistle-finch.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last, she removed her hands from her face and gave way to a +torrent +of tears. With her hands folded on her breast, and softly, without a +loud sign of pain, she thus lamented:</p> + +<p class="normal">"O my son! My poor son! My poor, unhappy child! You are now a +fugitive +in the wide world, and without a home--lost and distracted--a wandering +proof of the confusion of our broken household, now rent in twain and +bereft of peace. His heart is a wayward one. It is easier to spoil a +human being than to improve one. Let him who believes that this war is +just before God rise up and plunge his sword into my son's heart!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had raised herself while uttering the last sentence; when +she +finished, she fell back in her seat again. She then suddenly and +energetically sat up again, and asked, "Does Martella know of this?"</p> + +<p class="normal">I replied that Rothfuss had taken her out into the fields with +him in +order to tell her all.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is well," she answered. "Give me the newspaper, that I may +read the +letter of arrest. This was the reason the director came to us yesterday +and departed without saying good-by. Give me the advertisement which +thousands are now reading--I am his mother."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was obliged to tell her that I had given the paper to +Rothfuss, who +had asked for it in order that he might show it as a proof to Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife nodded approvingly, and said, "Yes, Martella. Listen +to what I +am about to say. Ernst has run away because he was unwilling to fight +in this fratricidal war. That is true enough, as far as it goes; I +feel assured of that. But let me tell you something more--he is +unfaithful--unfaithful to his parents, his brothers and sisters, and +his betrothed. I beg of you, Henry, do not contradict me! Promise me +one thing."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whatever you wish."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You, my husband, and you, my children, faithfully promise me +that, +when I am no longer with you, you will firmly and inviolably cherish +Martella as a child of the house and as one of the family."</p> + +<p class="normal">We promised all that she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have one other request to make. Whatever may happen, do not +for a +moment conceal aught from me; do no violence to yourselves for my sake. +I can support everything as long as I know all."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her next wish was that we should all go out into the fields, +for she +felt sure that Rothfuss would not be able to control Martella, who, she +feared, might run away and rush into suffering or death.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard said that he would be able to assist Rothfuss, and +that he knew +the direction in which they had gone.</p> + +<p class="normal">He hurried away to meet them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You had better go in and join them," we heard Richard say as +he left +the house, and then he ran off on his errand.</p> + +<p class="normal">A moment later, Annette joined us. Although usually quite +courtly in +her manner, she was now diffident and timid, and in heartfelt tones +begged us to consider her as one of us, and permit her to assist in +bearing our affliction.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife extended her arms towards her, and for the first time +embraced +and kissed Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have brought smelling-salts and other restoratives," said +Annette in +a cheerful tone, while the thick tears were running down her cheeks. +"But, dear Madame Gustava, you need nothing of that kind; you are as +firm as a forest-tree."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ernst will never again return to his forest," complained my +wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">Neither Bertha nor I were able to utter a word, but Annette +said to my +wife, "You have a right to indulge in the deepest grief. I shall never +attempt to persuade you otherwise. I know how galling it is when +friends come and imagine that they can console us by smoothing over or +belittling our griefs. It is well, after all, that I am with you. It is +indeed true that I only feel your sorrows through sympathy, while the +blow itself has descended on your heads. With all my sincere sympathy, +there are hours when I can forget your sorrows, and am thus better able +to be of use to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife again took Annette's hand and pressed it to her own +forehead.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you believe," said my wife, addressing Annette; "do you +believe +that Ernst sees his actions in their true colors?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope that it is so. Indeed, I really trust that my child +does not +reason clearly on this subject. I would rather have him think himself +right in what he is doing; for he will then be able to endure his days, +and to sleep peacefully at night."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How happy one is to watch the growth of bright, youthful +memories in a +child's soul; but after such a deed, it were kindest to wish that he +might forget everything." And then turning towards me, she added, "I +feel so badly to think that my favorite maxim is now dead."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Which?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I was asked how one could best bring up children, I +would always +answer, 'Let your married life be pure, for thus alone can you have +good, righteous children.' But it seems that even this is no longer the +case."</p> + +<p class="normal">No one replied. Annette told us that she had just received a +dispatch. +The tidings of victory were false, and the very reverse of the first +news was the true report, for the Prussians had penetrated into +Bohemia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, how soon there will be more grieving mothers! If the +woful cries +of all these mothers could be concentrated into one utterance, who is +there that could hear it, and still live?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus lamented my wife. We sat in silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard entered, saying, "Mother is right; she looks far +ahead." He +told us that Martella had shouted with joy when Rothfuss had told her +of Ernst's flight; she had praised his adroitness.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Victor called out, "For shame! Uncle Ernst is a coward! +For shame! +Uncle Ernst is a bad man!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella raised the scythe and was about to hurl it at Victor, +but +Rothfuss fortunately parried the stroke. Martella now wrestled with +Rothfuss, and called out to Victor, "You soldier's child! Keep quiet, +you soldier's child!" She seemed to use the words reproachfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly she exclaimed, "I know where Ernst is! I am going to +him--away, away from all of you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She started on a brisk run, but was caught in the arms of +Richard, who +was just coming up.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Richard told us all this, his voice seemed broken, and, +for some +time, he stood with his eyes cast on the ground. Then he went on to +tell us that Martella had become quiet and gentle, and had willingly +consented to ride home again, when he told her that mother wanted to +see her; and that now she was down in the barn, and was sitting on the +clover, waiting until she was sent for.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella was called up to the house. When she entered the +room, my wife +requested us to leave. I have never learned what passed between them.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was quite surprised at what Rothfuss told me.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Richard caught Martella in his arms, she cried out, "No, +no; you +shall not kiss me!" and pushed him from her with such force, that he +would have been thrown to the ground if Rothfuss had not come to his +assistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard had told us nothing of that.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p class="continue">When Edward Levi, the iron merchant, came to out village, he +cautiously +went, first of all, to my nephew Joseph; he then sent for me, and +handed me a letter from Ernst. It was written in a firm hand, and read +as follows:</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">"To my parents I say farewell. I leave my so-called Fatherland +forever.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It grieves me to know that I must grieve you, but I cannot +help it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If thousands had done what I did, it would have been praised +as a +noble deed. Must we sacrifice ourselves to this degenerate Fatherland?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I cannot murder my compatriots, nor do I care to allow them +to murder +me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Take care of Martella for my sake. I will write to her +myself.</p> + +<p class="right">"<span class="sc">Your Lost Son</span>."</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">"You must pluck such a child from your heart--you must forget +him +entirely."</p> + +<p class="normal">These were Joseph's words after he had read the letter. Many +others +spoke just as he did. But he who has ever heard the word "father" from +the lips of his child, knows that this is impossible. From that time I +always said to myself, "No day without sorrow." Do you know what it +means never to have a pure, bright, happy day?--"no day without +sorrow?" And yet, I admit it, I was not without hope. I felt a quiet +assurance that Ernst would be all right in the end. How it was to be +brought about, I did not know; but I felt that the seeds of +indestructible virtue and purity were yet lurking amidst this mass of +ruin and rottenness. There might yet be a turn in the tide of affairs, +that would draw the current of my son's life into the proper channel. +My wife mentioned his name only once after that. But her love for the +child was stronger and firmer than her resolution.</p> + +<p class="normal">She took pains to be about and to keep up an interest in all +that was +going on: but, from the moment that she was shocked by the news of +Ernst's desertion, it was evident that it cost her an effort to control +her will.</p> + +<p class="normal">She seemed constantly tired. She rarely went out--hardly ever +as far as +the garden, where she would walk but a short distance before sitting +down on a bench. She would often sit in an absent manner, gazing into +vacancy, and when addressed would seem as if hurriedly collecting her +thoughts.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella had also received a letter. It contained a ring; but +she would +not show any one, not even my wife, what Ernst had written. Edward +Levi, the iron merchant, acted with great good sense and delicacy. He +attempted neither to explain things nor to console us; but gave us the +simple account of how the affair had happened. If it had not related to +my own son, and had not been so full of sadness, Ernst's ingenuity in +the matter would even have afforded us amusement.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was late in the evening when he arrived at the town in +which Levi +resided. He went to the police-office at once, and ordered a forester +whom he found there to produce Edward Levi, who arrived shortly +afterward, and to whom Ernst used these words:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have been a soldier and can be trusted. I shall confide +my secret +to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">He then informed him, with an air of great secrecy, that he +had been +ordered to enter the Prussian lines as a spy, and requested him to +provide him at once with some French money and the dress of a Jewish +cattle-dealer; and also to bring to him a cattle-dealer provided with a +correct passport.</p> + +<p class="normal">After all this had been successfully accomplished, Ernst wrote +the two +letters and handed them to Levi, with instructions not to deliver them +until three days had elapsed.</p> + +<p class="normal">He started off with his companion. On the way, he asked him to +show him +his passport: it was handed to him but not returned. He carefully +instructed the cattle-dealer to address him by the name of Rothfuss.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, that is the name of the old servant that your father +thinks so +much of!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is the very reason I have chosen it; you will have no +difficulty +in remembering it. What is my name?</p> + +<p class="normal">"The same as the servant's."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No--but what is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rothfuss. Why, every child knows the name. Might I inquire--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; you need ask no questions."</p> + +<p class="normal">They journeyed on together as far as Kehl, where Ernst +suddenly +disappeared. The drover waited all day, in the vain hope of seeing him +again, and at last returned home.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst had in all likelihood gone to my sister, who lives in +the Hagenau +forest, or to my brother-in-law, the director of the water-works on the +Upper Rhine. Before leaving, he handed a bag of money that belonged to +the state to Edward Levi, for safe-keeping.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph, who was always ready to assist others, at once offered +to +journey after Ernst, in the hope of overtaking him and consulting with +him as to his future.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had instructed Rothfuss to make up a package of the clothes +that +Ernst had left behind him, and I was at Joseph's house when he brought +the bundle there.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella wanted to accompany Joseph; but, finding that he +would not +consent, she turned around to her dog, and said: "Pincher, go with +Joseph and hunt your master!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The dog looked up at her, as if knowing what she said, and +then ran +after Joseph.</p> + +<p class="normal">While I was yet with Joseph, a copy of our newspaper came to +hand; it +had been sent to me marked.</p> + +<p class="normal">The marked passages read as follows:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father Noah, the Prussian lickspittle"--I recognized Funk by +these +very words--"has allowed a dove to desert from his ark.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We cannot but regard the rumor that the father had urged his +son to +take this step, because of his own aversion to fighting against the +beloved Prussians, as a malicious invention.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We do not believe the party of these beggarly Prussians, or +this +weak-minded old gray-beard, endowed with the requisite firmness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the noble Caffre's pride in his virtue must have received +a +fearful blow."</p> + +<p class="normal">I must admit that this low personal attack gave me much pain. +I was, +however, more grieved to think that party hatred could induce men to +indulge in such abuse.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph remarked, "One should indeed always have an enemy, in +order to +find out what criticism and explanation our deeds may be subjected to."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph was a burgomaster. The game-keeper came to report to +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">My very heart trembled with fear, and I felt ashamed of myself +in the +presence of the game-keeper.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had the description and order of arrest for my son in his +pocket.</p> + +<p class="normal">One does not find how far and how deep honor has spread its +roots, +until it is lost.</p> + +<p class="normal">Unrest, the most hateful demon in the world, had been conjured +up in +our house.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now that our pride was broken, we at last noticed how proud we +had +been.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day, when walking through the village, I met the perjured +baker, +Lerz of Hollerberg. He extended his hand to me in a friendly manner. +Did he regard me as one of his equals? I withdrew my hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">He shrugged his shoulders contemptuously and went on his way.</p> + +<p class="normal">The first neighbor who visited me was Baron Arven, who lives +about a +mile and a half from our house.</p> + +<p class="normal">I believe I have not yet referred to this man. His dignified +and quiet +demeanor betokened a really brave and noble character. He was just what +he seemed to be--free from all pretence or deceit.</p> + +<p class="normal">I must add a few words in regard to his family. Following the +bent of +most of the dwellers in our part of the country, he had gone down the +Danube and had entered the Austrian army. He afterward left the service +and returned to the family estate, bringing with him a wife who was a +native of Bohemia, and who held but little intercourse with the +neighborhood. Her only familiar companions were the clergy.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Bishop had stopped there on two occasions while making his +pastoral +journeys.</p> + +<p class="normal">She led a life of seclusion in the castle, or rather the +convent; for +the estate on which they lived had, at one time, belonged to a +religious order.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron had two sons, splendid fellows, who were serving in +the +cavalry. He is a member of our upper chamber. He is a man of but few +words, but always votes with the moderate liberals.</p> + +<p class="normal">He has no respect for the people; their coarse morals and +manners are +repugnant to him. He does not deny that mankind in general have equal +rights; but, as individuals, he would only accord them such +consideration as their education, their means, or their social position +would entitle them to. In this respect he is a thorough aristocrat.</p> + +<p class="normal">The farmers speak of him with love and veneration, although he +is never +friendly towards them. He is very active as the President of our +Agricultural Association. He has the finest cattle and the best +machines, and his special hobby is to stock the many woodland streams +and lakes of our vicinity with fish.</p> + +<p class="normal">He is passionately fond of the chase and of fishing, and +possesses the +art of getting through with his day in the most approved and knightly +manner. Rautenkron acts as his forest-keeper.</p> + +<p class="normal">That very day, the Baron came riding along, followed by his +two fine, +large dogs. He alighted at Joseph's house and saluted Annette, with +whom he had become acquainted at the capital, for he spent several +months there with his family every winter. The family of Von Arven +owned an old mansion in the city.</p> + +<p class="normal">He came up to me, offered me his hand in silence, and seated +himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not help thinking of some words from the Book of Job, +that had +always so deeply affected me: "And none spake a word unto him, for they +saw that his grief was very great."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear neighbor," he at last said, "I see that you, too, +have been +highly assessed in the impost of misfortune that every one of us must +pay. I shall spare you any words of attempted consolation, and only add +that there are thousands who would like to do just as your son has +done."</p> + +<p class="normal">And then, in his calm and collected tone, he spoke of this +horrid war, +in which Germans were fighting against each other. Napoleon's darling +hope was that Austria and Prussia might mutually weaken each other, so +that he might be the master and the arbiter of peace, and could then +dictate his own terms. Arven had at one time been an Austrian officer, +and was naturally not partial to Prussia. He had an inborn aversion to +Northern harshness; but with his knowledge of the organization of the +Austrian armies, he felt free to say that Prussia would be victorious. +Although both of his sons were in our army, he said this with great +calmness.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron's presence exerted a gentle, soothing influence on +our +household. When I told my wife that he had expressed a wish to speak +with her, she came into the room; and when the two were conversing with +each other, it was like a beautiful song of mourning.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron's presence always produced a subdued tone, an +atmosphere of +quiet refinement--an influence like a subtile, pleasing perfume +lingered in the room long after he had taken his departure.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now, when he was conversing with my wife, she gave +utterance to +thoughts that otherwise we might never have become acquainted with. +When conversing with strangers, she revealed far more of her pure and +elevated views of the world than when she was with us alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">Shortly after the Baron's departure, we were visited by +Counsellor +Reckingen, who came over from the city to see us. He usually lived in +strict seclusion from the world. While sailing on Lake Constance, he +had lost his young wife. He had plunged in after her, and had succeeded +in reaching the bank with her, only to find that life had fled. Since +that time, he had lived in solitude, devoting himself to the education +of the little daughter who was left to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Under these circumstances, I could not but appreciate his +kindness in +paying me this visit.</p> + +<p class="normal">He seemed to have become quite unused to conversation. He said +but +little, and soon went out into the garden in front of our house, in +order to plant some rose-slips that he had brought with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was greatly gratified by the visit of a deputation of my +constituents. It consisted of three esteemed farmer-burgomasters of the +neighborhood. They made no allusion to the grief which had befallen me; +our conversation referred only to the war; and when Martella brought in +wine, they looked at the child with curious eyes.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Ought we to bear the blame of our son Ernst's having wandered +from the +right path?</p> + +<p class="normal">By our example and precept we have guided our children in the +path of +virtue, but who can control their souls? I have caused many a fallow +soil to bear fruit, and up on the bleak hills have raised sturdy trees. +Nature's law is unchanging; but if not even a tree can mature without +harm coming to it, how much less can a human soul be expected to do so. +We have lived to see naught but what is good and proper in our son +Richard. His development is so natural and consistent. In his earliest +youth, he decided to devote himself to science. He has steadily +advanced, swerving neither to the right nor the left, and has always +been full of the conscious power of the clear and temperate mind that +grasps the laws underlying the phenomena presented by the world of +thought and of action.</p> + +<p class="normal">We can neither take credit to ourselves, in the one instance, +nor +acknowledge that we were in fault in the other.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife had been true to herself, and yet full of resignation +in the +first shock of this bitter grief; but now there came an insurmountable +desire to quarrel with her lot, and the puzzling question, "Why should +this happen just to us?" was again awakened.</p> + +<p class="normal">I dislike to admit it, but truth forces me to say that this +was brought +about by the arrival of my daughter Johanna.</p> + +<p class="normal">Johanna also had her troubles. Her husband was sickly, her son +was in +the army, and she seemed chosen for suffering; but chosen by reason of +a higher faith. With inconsiderate zeal, she attempted to awaken the +same faith in us. At that very moment, she thought, when we were +crushed and bowed down by sorrow, our redemption should take place. She +assigned the impiety of our household as the cause of our son's +disobedience.</p> + +<p class="normal">The education which my wife had received from her father was, +as some +would call it, a heathen one; for she had received more instruction +from the classics than from the Bible.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were seated in our statue gallery. The door that led to the +garden +was open; my wife had been eagerly reading from a book, which she now +laid aside with the remark, "That does one good."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What were you reading?" inquired Johanna.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife made no answer, and Johanna repeated her question, +when she +said, "I have been reading the Antigone of Sophocles, and I find that I +am right."</p> + +<p class="normal">"In what respect?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It has renewed my recollection of an idea of my father's. +When I was +reading the Antigone aloud to him for the first time, he said, If a +woman acted in this way, she would be doing right; but a brother should +not have done so. With a sister, or with a mother, the natural law of +love of kindred is above that of the state, which would have treated +the brother as a traitor to his country. And in this lies the deeply +tragic element--that innocence and guilt are so closely interwoven, and +that two considerations are battling with each other. You men may pass +judgment on Ernst; you require unconditional submission to the lawful +authorities. You are right, because you are men of the law. But, with +Antigone, I rest myself upon that higher law which is far above all +laws that states may frame!</p> +<div class="stanza"> +<p class="t6">"'It lives neither for to-day nor for yesterday, but for all +time,</p> +<p class="t8">And none can know since when.'</p> +</div> +<p class="hang1">"This book is to me a sacred one."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mother!" cried Johanna, with a voice trembling with emotion, +"mother, +how can you say that, while I here have the only sacred book in my +hand?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In its own sense, that, too, is sacred; but it teaches me +nothing of +the deep struggles between the human heart and the laws of the state."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mother," cried Johanna, kneeling before her; "here is the +Bible. I +implore you to give up those profane books; they cannot help you. +Listen to the Word of God!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"To me he speaks through these books," answered my wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mother, we are mourning for the lost son."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Our son is not lost; he is a sad sacrifice."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard entered. Mother said to him, "Read me the story from +the +Gospel."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you refer to?" inquired Richard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mother means the Parable of the Prodigal Son," interrupted +Johanna; +and holding the Bible on high, she continued: "Here it is: Gospel of +St. Luke, fifteenth chapter, eleventh verse."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not you, but Richard, shall read it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But, mother--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Richard, I wish you to read it."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had just taken the book, when Annette entered. She asked +whether she +was disturbing them.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife said that she was not, and requested her to sit down +at her +side.</p> + +<p class="normal">In a calm and full voice Richard read:</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And he said, A certain man had two sons:</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And the younger of them said to his father, Father, give me +the +portion of goods that falleth to me. And he divided unto them his +living.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And not many days after, the younger son gathered all +together, and +took his journey into a far country, and there wasted his substance +with riotous living.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And when he had spent all, there arose a mighty famine in +that land; +and he began to be in want.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And he went and joined himself to a citizen of that country; +and he +sent him into his fields to feed swine.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And he would fain have filled his belly with the husks that +the swine +did eat; and no man gave unto him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And when he came to himself, he said, How many hired +servants of my +father's have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger!</p> + +<p class="normal">"'I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, +Father, I +have sinned against heaven, and before thee.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one +of thy +hired servants.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a +great way +off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his +neck, and kissed him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And the son said unto him, Father, I have sinned against +heaven, and +in thy sight, and am no more worthy to be called thy son.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best +robe, and +put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And bring hither the fatted calf, and kill it; and let us +eat, and be +merry:</p> + +<p class="normal">"'For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, +and is +found. And they began to be merry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Now his elder son was in the field: and as he came and drew +nigh to +the house, he heard music and dancing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And he called one of the servants, and asked what these +things meant.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And he said unto him, Thy brother is come; and thy father +hath killed +the fatted calf, because he hath received him safe and sound.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And he was angry, and would not go in: therefore came his +father out +and entreated him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And he answering said to his father, Lo, these many years do +I serve +thee, neither transgressed I at any time thy commandments; and yet thou +never gavest me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'But as soon as this thy son was come, which hath devoured +thy living +with harlots, thou hast killed for him the fatted calf.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And he said unto him, Son, thou art ever with me, and all +that I have +is thine.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'It was meet that we should make merry, and be glad: for this +thy +brother was dead, and is alive again; and was lost, and is found.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">When Richard had finished, he placed his hand on the open book +and +said, "This story has much dramatic interest. The father, the two sons, +the servant, are clearly and strikingly drawn; and with correct +judgment; the mother is not mentioned, for here it would not do to have +double notes--a variation of emotion on the part of the father and one +on the part of the mother. I might, indeed, say that a mother would +have dwelt on the appearance her son presented on his return; while +here it is left unnoticed. Further--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you mean? You are not among your students," angrily +interrupted Johanna.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are right," continued Richard, with a quiet smile; "my +students +are polite enough to permit me to finish a sentence without +interrupting me. I will also state, first of all, that this ingenious +parable makes no mention of the sister. I do not know what a sister +would have said in that affair."</p> + +<p class="normal">Johanna jumped from her seat in anger; her features seemed +distorted +with passion. She opened her mouth to answer him, but could not utter a +word.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shall I go on, mother?" asked Richard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course; speak on."</p> + +<p class="normal">"In the first place, the pure spirit which here reveals itself +is as +fully acknowledged by us as by the pious believers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To me the all-important point is, that it illustrates a view +of the +relation between parents and children, which is completely the reverse +of that fostered by the ancient civilization, in which the children +suffer for the sins of their parents. Just think of the curse of the +Atrides. In our days, it is quite different, and the fate of the +parents--their happiness as well as their sorrow--depends upon the +conduct of their children.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The individual to whom such affliction comes is subject to +the great +and universal law of the newer life."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is there anything else you would like to say?" inquired +Johanna, in an +angry voice. She had some time before that snatched the Bible out of +Richard's hands, and had been reading in it ever since, as if she +thought that the best way to counteract the influence of the heresies +he had been uttering. With all that, she seemed to hear every word that +was said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I certainly have, if you will permit me. To me this story +seems a +repetition, in a new shape, of a subject already treated in the same +book. The story of Joseph in Egypt is a family history that borders on +the region of fable, narrated without any regard to the moral that +underlies it, and yet representing to us the reward of innocence. This +story which tells of a son who had been a real sinner, and for that +reason was not permitted to return as a viceroy amid joy and splendor, +but in the garb of a beggar, has another lesson for us. Viewed from the +stand-point of the Old or New Testament, or even by our own feelings, +it tells the story of redemption. Yes, every human being who falls into +sinful ways, shall be obliged to eat the husks;.... but he is not lost. +When through self-knowledge his soul has been humbled in the dust, He +who never fails will lift him up again, for it is far easier to avoid +sin than, before God and one's own soul, to confess having sinned."</p> + +<p class="normal">After a pause of a few moments, Richard continued: "There is +an +excellent painting of the Prodigal's Return. It is by Führich. The +artist has chosen the moment when the father is embracing his long-lost +son, now kneeling at his feet; the son, however, dares not venture to +embrace his father; bent down towards the earth, he folds his hands +upon his breast in humble, silent gratitude."</p> + +<p class="normal">Johanna seemed to think that she might as well abandon all +attempts to +change our views of religious matters. She arose from her seat and, +pressing the Bible to her bosom, left the room without uttering another +word.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come into the garden with me," said my wife to Richard. I was +left +alone with Annette. Great tears were rolling down her cheeks. After a +little while she said that now she was at last really converted, but +not in the way that the church would wish her to be. She could at last +understand that the best consolation and the most elevating reflection, +in time of sorrow, is to consider individual suffering a part of a +great whole, and as a phase of the soul-experience of advancing +humanity.</p> + +<p class="normal">She regretted that Bertha had not been with us. She felt sure, +also, +that her husband would have been a delighted listener. He had always +felt attracted to Richard, although he had never become intimate with +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">She hurried home in order, as I fancy, to write out for her +husband's +benefit her impressions of what she had just heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">Johanna left us that very day. She said that she now felt as a +stranger +in our home, and consoled herself with the thought that she could feel +at home in the house of a Father whom we, alas! did not know.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were neither anxious nor able to prevent her departure. And +why +should I not confess it?--we felt more at our ease without her.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">As far as she could, Bertha led a self-contained and secluded +life. She +frankly admitted that she was not in the mood to worry about her lost +brother; her heart was filled with thoughts of her husband, the father +of her children.</p> + +<p class="normal">When haymaking began on the mountain meadows, Bertha would go +out and +assist in scattering the newly mown grass. She hoped that physical +exercise would enable her again to enjoy the refreshing sleep of her +childhood, and was quite happy when, in the morning, she found herself +able to tell us that she had passed a night in dreamless sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette suffered greatly from the heat. Bertha, however, said +that it +was best to expose one's self to the sun, because the heat would then +be less oppressive. She was quite delighted to see how the sun browned +her own children.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette again introduced the subject of the parable of the +Prodigal +Son, when Richard, with an ironical smile, replied, "I am glad to see +that you can dwell on a subject and again return to it; and I shall +only add, that in the Old Testament the history of a nation is +conceived in a popular manner, while the New Testament is a history in +which one exalted and idealized man serves as the sole and central +figure. The real life of the family, the relations of parents and +kindred, is not emphasized in the latter. Life, there, is isolated, and +looks only towards heaven.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In the Old Testament, the life of the family is in constant +action, +and superfluous figures which serve no moral in themselves are also +introduced.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To express myself symbolically, I should say Moses has a +brother and a +sister who are also important figures. Jesus, on the other hand, stands +alone against the golden background, and no relationship of His is +mentioned except that to His mother, which was afterward poetically +invested with a higher significance."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Accept my thanks; I believe I understand you. If one were +able always +to regard individual suffering as merely part of the world's +development, one would be saved from all pain," said Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard's look was one of surprise, almost of anger, at these +words.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we were together, most of his attentions were for the +daughter of +the kreis-director. Her calm and gentle manner seemed to him the very +opposite of Annette's; and it may have been his desire to let Annette +see that cultivated womanhood consists of something more than +incessantly propounding questions, or in keeping a man in a constant +trot to prove his gallantry by providing for the intellectual +requirements of the ladies.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I greatly fear," said Richard to my wife, "that Annette is +one of that +class of beings with whom everything resolves itself into talk, and of +whom one might well say that what to us is a church, is to them a +concert." And he went on to complain that, in the strict sense of the +word, Annette did not have a nice ear; that where she thought she fully +understood one's meaning, she usually misconceived it. When he had +finished, my wife answered with a quiet smile:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be careful: the professor is again showing himself in you. It +seems to +me that the professor finds it annoying to have listeners who are not +all attention."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard was a severe judge of his own motives and actions, and +frankly +confessed that he deserved the reproach. Nevertheless ne could not +accustom himself to Annette's presence.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had much knowledge of men, and constantly lived in a +certain equable +atmosphere of his own; and the impulsive, changeable traits of Annette +were therefore repugnant to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">She, too, felt the antagonism, and one day said to him, quite +roguishly, "The forester is the type of many men. I had always thought +that he found it refreshing to breathe the pure air of the woods; but I +find that he is constantly smoking his vile tobacco."</p> + +<p class="normal">The petty war between Richard and Annette enabled us, for many +an hour, +to forget the greater war that was raging out of doors. Annette was +quite anxious in her care for my wife, and could never fully gratify +her desire to be with her always.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although Richard attempted to conceal it, it was quite evident +that he +had a decided aversion to Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">He would sometimes spend whole days with Rautenkron the +forester, and +was more frequent in his visits to Baron Arven than he had formerly +been.</p> + +<p class="normal">But in the evenings, when we were all together, Annette seemed +to +possess the art of drawing him out in spite of himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">And thus we led a simple and yet intellectual life, while, +without +doors, armies speaking the same language were arrayed against each +other with deadly intent.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"Pincher is here again; he could not find him," said Martella +one +morning. Her dog had returned during the night.</p> + +<p class="normal">At noon, Joseph returned from Alsace. He had not succeeded in +finding +Ernst, who had remained at my sister's house but one day, and had +seemed excited and troubled while there.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had understood that Ernst had met some one at the railway +station, +as if by appointment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph, who was always so cool and collected, seemed +remarkably nervous +and excited.</p> + +<p class="normal">I thought that he had perhaps seen Ernst after all, and was +not telling +us all that he knew; but he assured me, in a somewhat confused manner, +that he had concealed nothing. He told me that he was out of sorts, +simply because of the triumphant and malicious airs that the Alsatians +had displayed. Business friends of his, among whom there was a deputy +who seemed to be well posted, insisted upon it as a fact that the +Prussian statesman had offered the French Emperor a considerable +portion, if not all, of the left bank of the Rhine, on condition that +the Emperor would not prevent him from using his own pleasure towards +Germany, if conquered.</p> + +<p class="normal">The left bank of the Rhine! How often I, too, while in Alsace +had heard +it said that France must take possession of this left bank, as a matter +of course; for the Frenchmen thought themselves the lords of creation, +with whom it was only necessary to express a wish in order to have it +gratified.</p> + +<p class="normal">Would I yet live to see the ruin of my Fatherland? At that +very moment, +Germans were battling against Germans, in order that the aims of France +might be served.</p> + +<p class="normal">I asked Joseph and Richard whether they could conceive of such +a thing +as a German selling and betraying his Fatherland.</p> + +<p class="normal">We had no assurance of this, and thought it best to encourage +each +other's faith in humanity.</p> + +<p class="normal">The failure of Joseph's mission had only served to arouse my +own deep +sorrow anew.</p> + +<p class="normal">My son lost! When night came, I could not make up my mind to +retire. +For a long while, I sat gazing at the starry heavens, and the dark +forest-covered mountains. Where is he now? Can it be possible that he +is not thinking of us? He is in danger, and may work his own ruin. How +gladly would I fly to his help, if I only knew how!</p> + +<p class="normal">At last one goes to his couch, thinking: "To-morrow something +definite +must be done." But the morning comes, and the deed is left undone. Thou +hast waited this long, and shalt wait still longer. And thus the days +pass by, while naught is accomplished. When I lay awake at nights, +thinking of my son, I felt as if with him; and when, by chance, other +thoughts arose in my mind, the one great grief would thrust them aside. +It seemed as if my soul had for a time left the body and had now +returned to it again.</p> + +<p class="normal">The fear of sleeplessness is almost worse than the reality; +but one +falls asleep at last without knowing how, and so it shall some day be +with our final sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">And, often, when the tired body had fallen asleep, the +troubled soul +would awaken it again.</p> + +<p class="normal">At these moments I would say to myself, "Life is a solemn +charge." It +went hard with me to renounce perfect happiness.</p> + +<p class="normal">One morning, when I was just about to go out into the fields, +Martella +came running towards me. She was almost out of breath, and told me that +the captain's wife was over in the garden of the school-master's wife, +and had fainted. She had received a letter with bad news. Her husband +had been shot in the forehead, and was dead.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife hurried on ahead of me, and stepped as quickly as in +the days +of her youth.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I reached the garden gate, Annette was already sitting on +a bench. +She had her arms around Gustava's neck, and had buried her face in my +wife's bosom.</p> + +<p class="normal">She raised her head and said, "The flowers still bloom." Then +she +covered her face with her hands, and sobbed bitterly.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife placed her hand on Annette's head, and said, "Weep on. +You have +a right to lament. Let them not dare come and say, 'Conquer your pain, +for hundreds suffer just as you do.' Were there thousands to suffer +this same grief, every one must suffer it for himself, and through life +carry a wounded heart. You are very, very unhappy. You were life and +joy itself: you must now know what it is to be sad. It is a hard +lesson, and although I bear my burden, that will not lighten yours. +That you must bear for yourself, as none besides you can."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette raised her head, and when she saw me, extended her +hand, saying +at the same time:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You knew him well; but no one knew him as I did. He was a +hero, with a +soul as pure as a child's. Can it be? Can it be possible that he lives +no more? Can a mere bullet put in end to so much beauty, so much +happiness? Surely it cannot be! Why should it have been he? Why should +this stroke fall on me? Forgive me, Bertha, you were stronger and more +determined than I. And how your husband will mourn him! Victor, do you +know what has happened? Uncle Hugo is dead! And in the very hour of his +death I may have been laughing. Alas, alas! Forgive me for making you +all so sad. I cannot help myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">We had not yet left the garden, when the kreis-director +entered. He was +accompanied by a tall gentleman who was a stranger to us.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Max, you here!" exclaimed Annette. "While I was happy, you +did not +come to me, but now you do come. How kind!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She threw her arms around his neck, and I then learned that he +was her +brother.</p> + +<p class="normal">We retired, leaving them together.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had known that Annette was an orphan. I now learned that her +brother, +who was a lawyer of renown, had given up all intercourse with his +sister, because of her having embraced Christianity. He had wished her +to remain true to the faith of her ancestors, and to contract only a +civil marriage. For her husband's sake, however, she had embraced the +Catholic religion. This was the first intimation I had of her being a +Catholic.</p> + +<p class="normal">A sudden shower forced us to withdraw into the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is depressing to think that while we were absorbed by the +deepest +despair, a petty annoyance could cause us to flee. We entered the +school-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There it is!" exclaimed Annette, pointing to the blackboard; +"there it +stands!"</p> + +<p class="normal">On the blackboard were the words, "War, Victory, Fatherland, +Germany," +as a writing-copy for the children.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Children are taught to write it," said Annette, "but where is +it? All +life is a blackboard, and on it are written the words, '<i>Death</i>, +<i>Grief</i>, <i>Tears</i>.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">The old spinner entered. She walked up to Annette, took her by +the +hand, and uttered a few words which none of us could understand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette called upon us all to bear witness, that from that +very hour +she would give the spinner a considerable annuity in case her son +should lose his life; but that, even if he were to return in safety, +she would nevertheless make her a yearly allowance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her brother objected that at such a time it were wrong to make +a vow. +She could, from year to year, give the old woman as much as she thought +proper; but that she ought not, at this moment, to make a promise which +would be irrevocable, and for life.</p> + +<p class="normal">We all looked at him with surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">He added that he, too would be happy to contribute a generous +sum to +the annuity.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette returned to her dwelling, in order to prepare for her +departure. Her orders were, that her rooms should remain in the same +condition as she left them, as it was her intention to return.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your master is dead," she said to the brown spaniel; "your +eye tells +me that you understand my words. You must remain here; I shall return +again. He loved you, too; but rest quiet: we can neither of us die yet. +You are well off--you can neither wish for death for yourself, nor seek +it: you cannot think of these things. Yes, you are well off."</p> + +<p class="normal">I can hardly find room to mention all the strange images that +were +called up by Annette's words. Her richly endowed and many-sided mind +was in unwonted commotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">The shower had passed away; the grass and the trees were +radiant with +the sunlight, and the lines of the opposite hills were clear and +distinct.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette stood at her window gazing into the distance, while +she uttered +the words:</p> + +<p class="normal">"While the earth decks itself with verdure and brings forth +new life, +it receives the dead. Let no one dare come to me again and say that he +understands the world and life!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is the professor?"</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife was the only one who could quiet Annette, and she +said, "If I +could only go with you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will be with me in spirit, I am sure," replied Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">She extended her hand to my wife, saying, "I can assure you of +this: I +will so conduct myself, that you could at any moment say to me, 'This +is right.'--I have been wild and wayward; I am so no longer; hereafter, +I will be strong and gentle."</p> + +<p class="normal">The carriage drove up and we accompanied Annette down the hill +as far +as the saw-mill.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a rainbow over our heads; it reached from our +mountains to +the Vosges.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette held a handkerchief to her eyes. My wife and Bertha +were +walking on either side of her.</p> + +<p class="normal">The only time I heard her speak was when she said to Bertha:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your husband has lost his best comrade. The Major will live; +there +shall yet be some happy ones on earth. I shall write you from the +camp."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss was ploughing the potato field. He was walking with +his back +towards us.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette called to him. He came out into the road and inquired +what was +the matter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My husband is dead. I am going to bring him and lay him in +the earth +which you are now ploughing," said Annette in a firm voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss extended his hand to her. He seemed unable to utter a +word, +and was excitedly swinging his cap about with his left hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last, in a loud voice, and stopping after every word, he +exclaimed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I would--rather--not--be--King--or Emperor--than +have--that--rest--on +me."</p> + +<p class="normal">He returned to the field and continued his work.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we reached the valley, Annette said, "I shall not say +'good by;' I +shall need all my strength for the other sad affair."</p> + +<p class="normal">She quickly stepped into the carriage; her brother, Rontheim, +and the +daughter of the latter following her.</p> + +<p class="normal">The carriage rolled away.</p> + +<p class="normal">On our way back to the house, my wife was several times +obliged to sit +down by the roadside. The sad events of this day had deeply affected +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were seated under an apple-tree, when my wife, taking me by +the +hand, said, "Yes, Henry, how full of blossoms that tree once was; but +May-bugs and caterpillars and frost and hail have destroyed it. And +thus it is with him, too."</p> + +<p class="normal">She was not as demonstrative as I was; she could bear her +sorrow +silently; but the thought of Ernst did not leave her for a moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we got back to the house she fell asleep in the armchair, +and did +not awaken until sunset, when Richard, whom we had not seen all day, +returned.</p> + +<p class="normal">He admitted that he had heard of Annette's bereavement, but +had kept +out in the woods to be out of the way, as he thought there were enough +sympathizers without him, and that he could not have been of any +service.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife looked at him with surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard told us that during the rain-storm, which had been +quite heavy +in the woods, he had been with Rautenkron.</p> + +<p class="normal">The gloomy man had spoken of Ernst with great interest, and +had +incidentally inquired in regard to Martella. He was quite enraged that +he, who never read a newspaper and did not want to have anything to do +with the world, was obliged to know of this war, as one of his +assistants and a forest laborer had been conscripted. He felt quite +convinced, too, that Prussia would be victorious.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a long while there was no news from the seat of war, +except reports +of marching and countermarching.</p> + +<p class="normal">After that, there came a letter from the Major, who lamented +the death +of the Captain, and wrote in terms of admiration of the noble and +composed bearing of Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard, who, during Annette's presence, had, as far as +possible, +affected solitude, was now again with us almost constantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke quite harshly of Annette, and said that she was +always +expressing a desire for repose and a quiet life, while at the same time +she was constantly disturbing every one. She would allow no one to live +in his own thoughts; her only desire was, that the thoughts and +feelings of others should be the reflection of her evanescent emotions.</p> + +<p class="normal">He thought it likely, however, that she might emerge from the +refining +fire of a great grief, purer and firmer than she had ever been.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know now," said my wife to me one evening, "why Richard +went out +into the woods. It was well of him."</p> + +<p class="normal">I did not understand it, and she, in order to tease me, +refused to +explain. She seemed quite pleased with her secret, and I was only too +happy to see her smile once again.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"Thank God, they have beaten us!" were the words with which +Joseph +entered our house the next morning, carrying an extra paper in his +hand. In those words was concentrated the whole misery of those days. +"If Prussia would only march into the South German palaces! That is the +only way to bring about a proper understanding."</p> + +<p class="normal">This was the second idea that Joseph expressed.</p> + +<p class="normal">An armistice was concluded. Bertha wished to return home at +once. A +letter from her husband was received, requesting her to remain at our +house, and informing her that he would join her there immediately after +the return of the troops.</p> + +<p class="normal">He also informed us that he had received a letter from the +widow of our +Austrian cousin; her husband had lost his life at Königgratz.</p> + +<p class="normal">We also received news from Annette. In a few short words she +informed +us of her wretched journey with the corpse of him who had been all her +joy, and had been sacrificed to no purpose.</p> + +<p class="normal">The postscript contained special greetings for Richard, both +from her +and from his friend, a medical professor, who had introduced himself to +Annette as a friend of ours, and had been of great service to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Sad tidings threw the village into excitement.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl, who had been the favorite of the whole village, had +fallen. It +was both sad and gratifying to hear how every one praised him. Even the +taciturn meadow farmer stopped me on my way to the spinner's cottage, +and said, "He was a steady young fellow."</p> + +<p class="normal">If I had replied by asking him to contribute a stated sum for +the +support of the destitute widow, he would have looked at me as if I were +crazy, to think of making such a suggestion to him. According to his +views of life, poor people were sent into the world to starve, and the +rich in order that they might eat to their heart's content and fill +their iron cooking-pots with gold.</p> + +<p class="normal">The meadow farmer was accompanied by a peasant-prince from the +valley +on the other side of the mountains, where the succession falls to the +minor, the youngest son inheriting the estate.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was said that the only daughter of the meadow farmer had +been +determined on as the wife of this young peasant. He had inherited a +considerable sum in securities, and now sought a wife. Love did not +enter into the question; all that was required was to keep up the name +and the honor of the peasant-court; and, while a noble life cannot +result from such a union, it generally proves a respectable and +contented marriage.</p> + +<p class="normal">I remembered that there had been a rumor in the village that +Marie, the +daughter of the meadow farmer, loved Carl.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I drew near to the house of the spinner, I saw Funk +coming out, +Lerz the baker following him. I think Funk must have seen me; otherwise +there could have been no reason for his remarking to his companion in +quite a loud voice, "What do you think of your beggarly Prussians now? +This is their work--to kill the son of a poor widow. If he had been a +prince, they would have gone into mourning, and for seven weeks would +have eaten out of black bowls and with black spoons!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It went hard with me to enter the widow's cottage, after +hearing those +words. The old woman, who had always been so quiet and contented, and +who had never left her dwelling, unless it was to go earn her daily +bread, was now quite urgent in her demands. She asked for money, so +that she might go and witness the burial of her son, and know where +they laid his body. She also wanted to go to the Prince, for whom her +son had lost his life. She knew that she, a poor woman, had a better +right to a good pension than the Captain's widow, who was a great lady.</p> + +<p class="normal">When my wife came, the old woman said, "You are better off +than I am. +Your son still lives, but mine is dead. They told me that you once said +your son was more than dead. But, tell me, what does it mean to be more +than dead? Ah, you do not know. The Prussian sought out the best heart +of them all. He knew what he was about. Of all the thousands who say +'mother,' there was no better child than my Carl. Your Ernst is also a +good lad. They were born on the same day. Don't you remember? My +husband was quite tipsy when he came home that evening. He was +gloriously full, and so jolly! He must have known that he was soon to +be the father of such a splendid boy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, my poor Carl! You may hunt the land through, but you will +never +find so handsome a lad as my Carl. He did not get his good looks from +me; but his father was just as good-looking as he--nay, almost more so.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, it will be a long while before you find so pretty a +fellow as +Carl--one who will sit down beside his mother of a Sunday afternoon and +tell her merry jokes, so that her heart may be gladdened, although his +own be sad.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, go and seek another such as he!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't go away, Waldfried! There is no one left with whom I +can talk. +Or send Martella--to me she will do."</p> + +<p class="normal">On our way home, my wife gently said, "His regiment was not +once in +battle."</p> + +<p class="normal">This was the first intimation I had received of her careful +reading of +the newspapers. Ernst's regiment had not fired a single shot, and all +our suffering had been to no purpose.</p> + +<p class="normal">We sent Martella over to the spinner's cottage, where she +remained all +night.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the following morning, Martella returned. She was quite +joyful, and +maintained that Ernst had been saved and would soon return to us.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had arranged everything with the old spinner. The two of +them would +go to the Prince, and the spinner would say to him, "My son is dead! +but give me the one who was born on the same day, and wipe out all that +stands against him!" Or else the spinner would say, "My tears shall +wash away all the charges that stand written against him on the slate."</p> + +<p class="normal">It went hard to make Martella understand that this plan was +nothing +more than an idle dream.</p> + +<p class="normal">The battle was over, and peace had been concluded.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although Austria was separated from Germany, there was, as +yet, no real +Germany. While the high contracting parties were framing the chief +clauses of their treaty, the Frenchman who was looking over their +shoulders took the pen in his own hand and drew a black mark across the +page, and called it "the line of the Main."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Major came home, and the joy of Bertha and her children +knew no +bounds. The Major, however, seemed unable to shake off a deep fit of +melancholy.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was a strict disciplinarian. He never allowed himself to +say aught +against his superiors or their orders; but now, he could not keep down +his indignation at the manner in which the war had been conducted. When +a nation really goes to war it should be in greater earnest about its +work.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was much distrust, both as to the courage and the +loyalty and +firmness of the leaders. While the Major's feelings as a soldier had +been outraged, there were many other thoughts which suggested +themselves to him as a lover of his country, and in regard to which he +maintained silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">He told us that Annette had behaved with dignity and composure +when she +went to receive the body of her husband. But now it was evident that +she had attempted too much; that she was unwell, and would be obliged +until autumn to repair to the sea-side, where her mother-in-law would +be with her.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the Major remarked that he had heard it said that in this +war even +slight wounds might prove fatal, because every one was so filled with +mortification, on account of this unholy strife, that the very idea +itself would serve to aggravate even the slightest wound, my wife +exclaimed, "Yes, it is indeed so. There are wounds which are made fatal +by the thoughts of those who receive them."</p> + +<p class="normal">We all felt that she was thinking of Ernst, and remained +silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Major did not mention Ernst's name, nor did he inquire +whether we +had heard from him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had heard of the death of Carl, and was just about to pay a +visit to +his mother, when Rothfuss came rushing into the room in breathless +haste, and told us that Carl was down in the stable, and begged that we +would go to his mother and gently break the news of his safe return to +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">We had Carl come up to us, and learned from him that he had +been cut +off from his companions during a reconnoissance, and taken prisoner, +and had thus by mistake been entered in the list of the killed.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he heard this, the Major inveighed furiously at the want +of system +that obtained everywhere.</p> + +<p class="normal">I decided that I would go to his mother, and that Carl and the +Major +should follow me a little while later.</p> + +<p class="normal">I went to the spinner's cottage. She sat at her +spinning-wheel; and I +could not help believing myself the witness of a miracle, for as soon +as she saw me, the old woman called out, "Will he come soon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She then told me that she had awakened during the night--she +was quite +sure it was not a dream--and had heard the voice of her son saying +quite distinctly, "Mother, I am not dead--I will soon be with you. I am +coming--I am coming!" And she had heard his very footsteps.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I went to the pastor's," she said, taking off one spindle and +putting +on a new one; "the pastor had given orders to have the church-bell +tolled on account of Carl's death; but I will not allow it--my Carl is +alive, and I do not want to hear the bells tolling for his death."</p> + +<p class="normal">I told her that in time of war there was necessarily much +confusion, +and that I, too, believed that her son was still alive, and would +return again. I was just about to say that I had already seen Carl, +when he stepped out from behind the wood-pile, and called out, +"Mother!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The spinner remained seated, but threw her spindle to the far +end of +the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl fell on his knees before her and wept.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You need not weep--I have done enough of it myself, already," +said +she. "But I knew it--you are a good child, and you would not be so +cruel as to die before me. Get up and pick up my spindle. Have you +eaten anything, Carl? You must be hungry."</p> + +<p class="normal">When Carl told her that he did not wish for anything, she +replied, +"Indeed, I have nothing but cold boiled potatoes. Now, do tell me, how +did it seem when you were dead? You surely thought of me at the last +moment? Tell me, did you not last night at three o'clock, wherever you +were, say to yourself, 'Mother, I am not dead: I shall soon be with +you--I will come soon--I will come soon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl answered that he had really uttered those very words at +the time +mentioned.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is right," said the old woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">She arose from her seat, took her son by the hand, and went on +to say, +"Now, come up into the village with me. Let us go with these gentlemen. +Major, I thank you for the honor of your visit. I suppose I may go +along with you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">We returned homewards.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was already known through the whole village, that the young +man who +had been lost and so sincerely deplored had returned. Friends poured +forth from every doorway, while from the windows cries of "Welcome +Carl!" were heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">On our way we met Marie, carrying a bundle of clover on her +head. She +threw her bundle away and hurried towards Carl; but when she came up to +him she suddenly stopped, as if frightened.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-day, Marie. I am glad that you, too, have come to bid me +welcome," said Carl.</p> + +<p class="normal">He extended both his hands to her, and she took hold of them, +but did +not utter a word.</p> + +<p class="normal">We walked on, and when I turned to look back, I saw Marie +sitting on +the bundle of clover, with her face buried in her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss was the jolliest in the party.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now one can see how untruthful the world is," he exclaimed. +"Did not +every one say how much he would give if only Carl were alive! He is +here, now, and is alive again, and what do they give? Nothing. One +ought not to do people the favor to die; anything in the world but +death."</p> + +<p class="normal">We reached the house. Carl's mother walked up to my wife and +said, +"Madame Waldfried, here he is--my son Carl. Just as he has come back to +all that is good, so will Ernst surely return. They were born on the +same day--do you remember? There was a great storm at the time; and the +nurse came directly from your house to mine. And at that very moment +the lightning struck the tree that stands behind my house and tore it +to pieces; and then the nurse said, 'This boy will see something of +war.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"You did not believe in it, but it came to pass, nevertheless. +Down in +the valley there is a spring, and a mother's heart is like a spring, +for it flows by day and night. Your Ernst--my Ernst--will return +again."</p> + +<p class="normal">No one dared reply, but with Ernst everything was different.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old woman now begged that we would inform "the great +lady," as she +always called Annette, of Carl's return. The Major promised to do so; +and when he and I were alone together, he mentioned Ernst's name for +the first time, and informed me that the commander of his division had, +in the presence of the entire corps of officers, expressed his great +regret that his brother-in-law had deserted.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst had brought pain and disgrace on us all; but there was +still +another trouble in store for us.</p> + +<p class="normal">A letter reached us from Johanna, in which she informed us in +short, +hard sentences that her son Martin had died of the wound he had +received; and that her husband, who had been an invalid for many +months, could not long survive him. I told the Major of this, but kept +the news from the rest of the family.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the day before the Major left us, we had received a letter +from +Ludwig in America. He was delighted to know that the Diet had been +dissolved, and thought that he now saw the dawning of a great era for +our Fatherland. The Americans already spoke with great respect of +Germany, and of the power of Prussia and its leaders.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a bitter tone in the remarks of the Major when he +said, "Ah, +yes; thus things seem to those who are far away, and get all their +information from newspaper reports. If I only knew how I could turn my +talents to use in the New World, I would ask for my discharge and +emigrate to America."</p> + +<p class="normal">This man, who had never known anything of discord or +dissension, was +now, like many others, torn by conflicting doubts.</p> + +<p class="normal">The children had left; the house was quiet again, and winter +approached.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella seemed filled with new life, and was glad that she +could be +alone with my wife again. When Annette wrote to us that she would spend +the whole or a part of the winter in the village, Martella said, "That +is well, too: she is so entertaining to mother."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The Diet was again convoked; and I can hardly describe how +hard I found +it to leave my home and resume the disagreeable and exhausting +occupations that now devolved on me.</p> + +<p class="normal">In company with Joseph, I drove into town, on my way to the +capital, +when Annette called to me from the warehouse of Edward Levi. Her +mourning attire invested her with an air of majestic gloom; but her +brilliant glance and her clear complexion prevented her black habit +from looking too sombre. She must have noticed that I was pleased with +this, for she said, "I am trying to recover my health, and avail myself +of the two greatest remedies; I have just left the ocean, and shall now +go into the woods. My mother-in-law has gone to Paris to join her +daughter, who is the wife of our minister. She has an idea that one +cannot exist, save in Paris. I shall come and see you; you and your +wife can do me much good, and I may perhaps be of some use to you. I +have never learned how to lead a life of repose. I shall now learn it; +in your house I shall find the best school, and your wife will have +patience with a sad, yet wayward pupil."</p> + +<p class="normal">She bought an ingeniously constructed stove with all sorts of +cooking +utensils belonging to it, and presented it to Carl's mother. Besides +this, she had bought all sorts of new furniture for herself, as she +intended to spend the winter at the village. She was so glad to see +Rothfuss again that she left her carriage and got into ours, so that he +might tell her of all that had happened during her absence. Her driver +had been instructed to take all her new purchases up to Joseph's house +and deliver them to her maid.</p> + +<p class="normal">I went on towards the capital, and Annette towards the +village.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the way, Joseph told me that he had done very well by the +war. The +South Germans, he told me, had been such violent partisans of Austria +because the greater portion of the proprietors in the neighborhood had +invested their money in Austrian securities.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette's brother had, however, in good season, called his +attention to +the fact that a great change was taking place in financial affairs. +America had already successfully passed through a great war, and the +current of capital was now tending in the direction of the United +States, where its investment was both safe and profitable.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph's object in visiting the city was to dispose of his +American +bonds, which were then commanding a very high price.</p> + +<p class="normal">It has always been, and will ever remain, a marvel to me how +Joseph, +with all his real interest in public life, could at the same time +manage to reap a profit from the movements of capital.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had the good fortune to travel in company with Baron Arven, +who was a +member of the Upper Chamber, and was also on his way to the capital. He +seemed greatly depressed, and admitted that the realization of hopes +one could not help entertaining sometimes produced new and unforeseen +griefs.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus it had been, he said, with the separation of Austria from +the rest +of Germany. It had long been recognized as necessary to the proper +development of our own political life, and as an advantage to Austria; +and yet, when it was brought about, it seemed more like a death that +one had felt it his duty to wish for.</p> + +<p class="normal">From many hints that he threw out, I could not but feel +assured that +the painful political dissensions had been deeply felt by the Arvens, +who were connected with the empire through so many family ties.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron invited me to take up my quarters, while in the +capital, in +his mansion, as his wife did not intend going there during that winter. +I declined with thanks, as I had promised Annette to make use of the +vacant dwelling that belonged to her.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The deputies were all in a state of great excitement. There is +no +greater test of accord among a body of men than a sudden calamity. Just +as, with an individual, a lazy resignation will, in times of doubt and +indecision, alternate with vehement energy, and self-distrust succeed +overconfidence, so did it happen with this large assembly. All felt +that a bold operation was necessary, but who was to be the surgeon, and +whence was he to come. It was necessary to wait for the hour of danger, +and even then there was great reason to fear that when the treatment +had been decided on, our cousin on the other side of the Rhine, who had +been praised as the great saviour, might interpose his objections.</p> + +<p class="normal">In a secret session, we were informed of the stipulations that +had been +determined on by the North German Confederation in regard to a union of +German forces, in case of coming danger. We were sworn to secrecy, for +all were afraid of our neighbor in the west.</p> + +<p class="normal">My son-in-law, the Major, left on a long furlough. I have +never yet +been able to discover whether he passed his time in Paris or in Berlin.</p> + +<p class="normal">The work and the angry debates in Parliament taxed our +patience and +endurance to the utmost.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I returned to my home, I was frightened by my wife's +appearance; +her face showed the traces of great suffering. Although I took all +pains to prevent her from seeing that I noticed it, she discovered my +concern, and assured me that she was feeling quite well, but was +sometimes weak; and that all would be right again in the summer, when +she would accompany Annette to the springs. She was so active and +cheerful that I silenced my fears. She had already learned of the death +of our grandson Martin, and spoke of it with calmness.</p> + +<p class="normal">She informed me of Martella's kind and considerate behavior. +Rothfuss +had been sick again, and even now was only able, with great exertion, +to drag himself about the house. Martella took charge of all his +duties, and, what with this and her instructions from mother and +Annette, was kept quite busy; but she was never so happy and cheerful +as when full of work.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife took great pleasure in explaining to me what strange +counterparts Annette and Martella were.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette was endeavoring to free herself from the effects of +overwrought +culture and to get back to simplicity. Martella, who had become +conscious of her own simplicity, was vexed thereat, and with iron +industry sought to acquire the rudiments of an education. Annette had +always lived out of herself; Martella had always lived within herself. +Annette had always tried to subject everything to critical analysis: +Martella was merely artless impressibility.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was certainly a strange pair that my wife was teaching to +keep step +with each other.</p> + +<p class="normal">With great self-control Annette had accustomed herself to the +quiet +winter life of the village. She often said that she would leave in a +few days. She seemed determined not to commit herself by any promise, +in order that she might from day to day make new resolutions. When I +told her that she was thus making both herself and us uncomfortable, +she promised to remain until I should advise her to leave. She admitted +that it was pleasant to her to be guided by another's will. She spun +assiduously, and, like a diligent child, showed me the result of her +labor.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old spinner maintained that Annette was learning all the +secrets of +her art. In spite of this, she was at times unable to control her +restless spirits. She had the snow cleared away from the pond, and went +skating on the ice, while half of the village stood around looking at +her. My sons had sometimes skated on this pond; but it was quite a +different sight to see the tall, handsome lady, with the black feather +in her hat and the closely fitting pelisse trimmed with fur. She +ordered a pair of skates for Martella, but could never induce the child +to try them.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette left us occasionally in order to spend a few days with +Baroness +Arven. On her return it would always seem as if a wondrous change had +come over her.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day she came back in great excitement and exclaimed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, if I could only have faith! I think I shall have to +administer +chloroform to my soul."</p> + +<p class="normal">We could make no reply to this, and she soon again adapted +herself to +the quiet tenor of our life.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was obliged to introduce a change that gave me almost as +much trouble +as my opponents in the House of Delegates had done. It was necessary to +engage some one to replace or assist Rothfuss. I could do nothing +without his consent; several whom I had proposed he had rejected, and +when I at last obtained Joseph's consent to engage Carl, Rothfuss was +scarcely pleased, although he interposed no objections.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss always insisted that Carl, while a soldier, had +behaved in the +same way as the girl who said, "Catch me: I'll hold still."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had allowed himself to be caught. If Ernst had only been +smart +enough to do likewise!</p> + +<p class="normal">For the sake of his affection for Ernst, Carl submitted to +this unjust +reproach. He was indeed a brave and daring soldier, and felt provoked +that during the whole war there had been nothing but marching hither +and thither, back and forth, without once meeting the foe.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss and Martella had much to say to each other about +Ernst, to +whom Martella clung with unshaken confidence.</p> + +<p class="normal">Whenever the letter-carrier came, she was all anxious +expectation, but +had enough self-control to conceal her feelings for my wife's sake.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife never mentioned Ernst's name, but ever since the day +on which +news had come from him, her sleep had been restless.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I returned from the session she said to me, "I am sure +you have no +news that you are concealing from me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">I could truthfully assure her that I had none, and after that +she +seemed as tranquil as if she had been speaking of an indifferent +subject. And yet this grief preyed on her incessantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette received many letters; and, as she could have nothing +to +do with any one without feeling a personal interest in him, she +would always have something to eat and drink ready for the country +letter-carrier. She soon knew all about the toil and trouble +inseparable from his work, and also inquired in regard to his family +circumstances, and assisted him as well as she could.</p> + +<p class="normal">She ordered a sheep-skin coat for him, but he was obliged to +decline +it, because in his walks over hill and dale the weight of it would have +been insupportable. She presented the skin to a poor old man; and, +indeed, tried to do good to every one in the village and neighborhood. +The oldest house in the neighborhood is yet standing down in the +valley. It is built of logs, and is known as <i>the hut</i>. The smoke fills +the whole house and forces its way out through the crevices.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette found this smoky atmosphere particularly grateful. She +often +went down to the hut, and the people would come from the houses near by +and listen to her stories and her strange jokes. She was always in good +spirits on her return.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette had once encountered Rautenkron. She attempted to +engage him in +conversation, but he rudely turned on his heel; and when she was +telling us of the manhater, my wife made a remark which I shall never +forget:</p> + +<p class="normal">"This man must have come from a respected and well-to-do +family, for +the child of poor parents can never become a misanthrope."</p> + +<p class="normal">Although Annette kindly cared for the poor and did not permit +herself +to be repelled by any rudeness or vulgarity on their part, she was both +severe and void of pity with the faults of those who were in better +circumstances.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rimminger, who had taken his discharge and had married the +only +daughter of the rich owner of the saw-mill, endeavored, as an old +comrade of her deceased husband, to bring about friendly relations +between Annette and his household. She kept him at a distance, however, +and expressed herself quite forcibly on the subject. She maintained +that the young wife always looked like an <i>ennuied</i> duchess, and was +constantly trying to show that she had been educated in Paris.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife said that she disapproved of such personalities. +Annette looked +at her with surprise and then cast her eyes to the ground.</p> + +<p class="normal">Our days were full of work, our evenings all leisure; and +Annette +called our attention to something that had never occurred to us. She +found it very strange that there were no playing-cards in our house. +She could not conceive how, living in the country, we could have +overlooked this pastime. But we had never felt the want of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette had a rich, musical voice, and would often read aloud +to us.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph and his wife would come and listen, while Martella +would spin so +softly that one could not hear her wheel.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss would sit on the bench near the stove, and would +artfully +prevent us from noticing when he fell asleep. When the reading was +over, he was always wide-awake, and would insist on being permitted to +light the way to Joseph's house for Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">In her letters to Richard, my wife described our pleasant +genial life; +and yet, for the first time, Richard did not visit us once during the +whole winter. He regretted that he had an extensive work in hand which +could not be laid aside, and believed that he was about to finish a +novel and important contribution to his favorite science.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette had procured various fugitive articles of Richard's +that had +been published in scientific journals, and during the winter had read +all of his books, as well as an essay of his on the "Origin of +Language."</p> + +<p class="normal">She once said: "I do not consider it vanity when a writer asks +me, +'Have you read such and such work of mine?' How can he believe that one +faithfully listens to his words if one does not care to become +acquainted with the best that he has done--the fruit of the deepest +labors of his calmer hours?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I read the Professor's writings, and find much in them that I +cannot +understand; but he wrote them, and I read them for that reason, if for +no other. And then again, I often chance on passages which are quite +clear to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife looked at me with a significant glance, and for the +first time +it occurred to me that it might be possible that Richard was in love +with Annette, and for that reason held himself aloof from her.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was towards the end of February. There was grief among our +nearest +friends. Joseph's father died. On the day that he was buried, Annette +received a letter informing her of the illness of her mother-in-law in +Paris.</p> + +<p class="normal">I, of course, advised her to depart at once; and thus we were +again +left to ourselves. We all felt the void that Annette's departure had +made, but soon after new and heavy troubles fell upon us.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Days have passed in which I did not once take my pen in hand; +I could +not. Must I indeed write of this? What forces me to do so?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Above all things, leave nothing unfinished that you have once +begun," +was a maxim of hers; and I must therefore tell of her death. When the +fogs of autumn and the frosts of winter scatter the foliage of the +trees, a branch may here and there be seen to which a few leaves are +still clinging. Why should those alone have remained?</p> + +<p class="normal">My memory has remained true to me; but of that grief which +seemed to +divide my life I have but little recollection. I constantly thought of +the saying of Carl's mother, "You are a good child: you cannot be so +cruel as to die before me." From the garret, I looked on while they +were filling up her grave. The spade shone in the sunshine. No one knew +that I was looking on. Shall I again renew the feelings that then +passed through my soul? Let it be so.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife was ill. She uttered no complaint, but she was feeble, +and took +no interest in what was going on about her. During the day, she would +sleep for hours; and at night, when she awoke, would seem surprised by +the surrounding objects. During her sleeping hours, she may have dwelt +in quite a different region; but she never alluded to it. The physician +gave her but little medicine, and consoled us with the hope that the +return of summer, and a visit to a watering-place, with cheerful +companions, would help her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette soon returned to us. She was followed by my daughter +Johanna, +who had, in the meanwhile, lost her husband, and was accompanied by her +daughter Christiane. She took up her abode with us. Her only son was +living as a vicar in the Unterland.</p> + +<p class="normal">Assisted by Balbina, Johanna took charge of our entire +household. When +my wife told Martella that she had better submit to Johanna in all +things, she replied, "I shall gladly do so; this was her home before it +was mine; and I shall thus be better able to spend all of my time with +mother." My wife indeed preferred to have this stranger-child about +her; for Johanna could not help treating us in a patronizing, pitying +manner, because we were not as pious as she would have us be.</p> + +<p class="normal">Spring returned, and my wife's health seemed to improve. I was +quite +happy again. At that time, I did not understand what the prudent and +sensible physician meant, when he told me that it would be better for +me to moderate my joy.</p> + +<p class="normal">All preparations for a journey to the springs had been made. +Bertha had +promised to join us there, and bring her daughter with her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly the physician decided that it would be better if my +wife would +remain yet awhile among the surroundings she was accustomed to. He was +a young and kind-hearted man, constantly endeavoring to improve himself +by study; full of love for his calling, and beloved by all throughout +the valley. His visits now became longer than they had been. He would, +at times, acquaint me with the details of his own life, and tell me +that, although he had lost his wife while quite young, he endeavored to +console himself by the remembrance of the happy days he had passed in +her society. I listened to his words without giving them further +thought; but afterwards it became clear to me why he had spoken so +impressively on the subject.</p> + +<p class="normal">The days passed on. I gradually accustomed myself to the +thought of my +wife's illness; but when out in the fields, I would suddenly become +alarmed, and imagine that something terrible must have taken place at +the house. I would hurry home and find that all was going on as usual.</p> + +<p class="normal">Back of my house, where the road makes a descent, the young +teamsters +would crack their whips quite loudly. I observed that this startled +Gustava, and she overheard me telling Rothfuss to ask the young fellows +not to make so great a noise.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not interfere with them," said she. "A man who saunters +along the +road and has an instrument that is capable of making a noise, finds +pleasure in using it. Do not stop him."</p> + +<p class="normal">I had never, before that, seen Rothfuss in tears; but when he +heard +those words, he wept, and that evening he said to me, "The angels who +look down from heaven to see what we human beings on earth are doing, +must be just as she is. She is no longer human--she will not stay with +us. Pardon me: I am a stupid fellow to be talking this way. You know I +am a simpleton, and do not understand such things. She is right, +though; stupid people must always make a noise, be it with their mouths +or with their whips."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had, however, in the meanwhile persuaded the youths not to +crack +their whips.</p> + +<p class="normal">My wife was determined that Annette and Bertha should go to +the springs +without her; and, as she would listen to no refusal, they were obliged +to comply with her desire.</p> + +<p class="normal">Several weeks had gone by, when, one evening, the physician +told me +that she could last but a few days longer. I cannot describe my +feelings at that moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph telegraphed for the children. They came.</p> + +<p class="normal">Strangely enough, my wife was not surprised by their speedy +return. She +conversed with them as if they had not been away more than an hour.</p> + +<p class="normal">The physician said that perhaps there might still be a chance +to save +my wife by injecting another's blood into her veins, and that, at all +events, the attempt should be made. Johanna immediately declared her +readiness, and though her offer was well meant, the manner in which it +was made jarred on my feelings. She said that, as a daughter, she had +the first right; but, if they did not want her blood her child must be +willing.</p> + +<p class="normal">The physician declared that neither her blood nor that of her +child +would serve the purpose.</p> + +<p class="normal">The choice now lay between Martella and Annette, and when the +physician +decided in favor of Martella, her face brightened, and she exclaimed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Take my blood--every drop of it--all that I have."</p> + +<p class="normal">Some of Martella's blood was injected into my wife's veins, +and during +the night, she gained in strength. But it was very sad to find that she +had almost lost her hearing, and that the only medium of pleasure yet +left her was the sense of sight.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha, the eldest daughter of the kreis-director, had painted +a +picture of the view from our balcony, looking towards the woods down by +the stone wall, and now brought it to my wife, who was delighted with +it. The only figure was a hunter coming out of the woods.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha told us that she could not draw figures, and that +Annette had +been kind enough to sketch the huntsman for her; and she kissed my +wife's hands on hearing her say, "I think the hunter looks like our +grandson, Julius."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was on the 22d of July, when she said, "Have a little +pine-tree +brought for me, from my woods, and placed here beside my bed."</p> + +<p class="normal">I sent Rothfuss out to the woods; he brought a little pine, +placed it +in a flower-pot, and I observed, while he was leaning over it, how his +tears dropped upon the branches.</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned around to me and said, "I hope that will not harm +the little +tree."</p> + +<p class="normal">When I placed the tree at her bedside, she smiled and moved +her left +hand among its branches, but the hand soon fell down by her side.</p> + +<p class="normal">What wonderful powers of memory lie in a mother's heart! She +would tell +us of a thousand and one little stories and sayings of Ernst, and of +his bright, clever freaks, with as much detail as if they had happened +but the moment before; but, strangely enough, she did all this without +mentioning his name. She praised his flaxen hair, and moved her hand as +if passing it through his locks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you not recollect how he once said, 'Mother, I cannot +imagine how +you could have been in the world without me: of course I have never +been in the world without you'?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She repeated the words, "without you--without me," perhaps a +hundred +times during the night: and she was almost constantly humming snatches +of old songs.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the morning, just as day was breaking, she turned around to +me, and +said with a smile, "This is his birthday." And that was her last smile. +"This is Ernst's birthday."</p> + +<p class="normal">And when the lost son returned, there was no mother to receive +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her silent thoughts had always been of him, but now they were +deeper +than ever.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had lost her hearing. Suddenly she exclaimed in a loud +voice, "God +be praised; Richard will marry her after all!" and then--I cannot go on +with the story--I must stop.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was eleven o'clock (I do not know why I was always looking +towards +the clock that day) when she said, "Water from my spring."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard hurried to bring it.</p> + +<p class="normal">What must his thoughts have been while on his way there and +back!</p> + +<p class="normal">He soon returned, bringing the water with him, but she seemed +to have +forgotten that she had asked for it. When Richard lifted her up in bed, +and placed the glass to her lips, she motioned him away.</p> + +<p class="normal">I heard a voice from without the house. A cold shudder came +over me; my +hair stood on end.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is the voice of our son Ernst!</p> + +<p class="normal">If Ernst were to come at this time! Could he have been drawn +here by a +presentiment of what is happening? And if he were here, what power +could dare take him away from us, at this moment--and how will he enter +his mother's presence?</p> + +<p class="normal">I hurried out. It was Julius--his voice is just like Ernst's. +He +brought a letter that Edward Levi had handed to him. It was from Ernst, +and was dated at Algiers.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not stop to read the letter. I could not remain away +from the +bedside--every moment was yet a drop of blood to me, and everything +glimmered before my eyes. I hurried back to the sick-room; my wife +looked at me with strangely bright eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is a letter here from Ernst!" I called out.</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not know whether she understood me, but she reached for +the sheet +that was in my hand, and held it with a convulsive grasp.</p> + +<p class="normal">I lifted her head, and moved it towards the cooler side of the +pillow; +she opened her eyes, and tried to raise her arms; I bent towards her +and she kissed me.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was just striking the hour of noon, when she breathed her +last.</p> + +<p class="normal">I tottered to her room at last; it seemed to me as if I must +still find +her alive; and when I was in her chair, I could not realize that I was +seated there, and that she lay so near me, while I could do nothing for +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not know how it was, but I felt awed by the very silence +of the +place.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella said, "I have stopped the clock; it, too, shall stand +still."</p> + +<p class="normal">They had withdrawn the letter from her convulsively closed +hand, and I +read it. It has since disappeared--whither, I know not. I remember only +this--that it contained news from Algiers, and that Ernst said in it +that if Martella and Richard were fond of one another, he was quite +ready to release her from any promise to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">With the exception of Ernst and Ludwig, all of my children +were +present. Many friends, too, were there. I recollect that I grasped the +hands of many of them; but what avails that? They all have their own +life left them--I have none.</p> + +<p class="normal">All arose to attend to the funeral. They set down the coffin +in front +of the house, and not far from the spring. They told me that my +grandson, the vicar, delivered an impressive address in the name of the +family. I heard nothing but the rushing of the water.</p> + +<p class="normal">How I reached her grave, or who led me, I know not.</p> + +<p class="normal">This alone do I know. I saw how Martella kissed the handful of +earth +that she threw into the empty grave, and when I returned homeward, the +waters were still roaring in our fountain. It roars and roars.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt borne down as if by a load of lead. Tears were not +vouchsafed +me. I could not realize that my hands could move, my eyes see--in fact +that I was still alive.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I looked out again over the valley and towards the hills, +it +suddenly seemed as if my eyes had become covered with a film, and then +all--the forest, the meadows, and the houses seemed of a blood-red +color, as if steeped in the dark glow of evening.</p> + +<p class="normal">I closed my eyes for a long while, and when I opened them +again, I saw +that the meadows and the woods were green, and everything had its +natural color.</p> + +<p class="normal">The water flows over the weir and bubbles and rushes and +sparkles +to-day, just as it did yesterday, and as it will tomorrow. How can it +be possible that all continues to live on, and she not here. Do not +tell me that nature can comfort us against real grief. Against a loss +for aye she availeth nothing.</p> + +<p class="normal">If, in your closet, you have grieved because of insult and +falsehood +and meanness, do but go out into the fields or woods. While gazing upon +the bright and kindly face of nature, or inhaling the sweet perfume of +the trees and flowers, you will soon learn to forget such troubles. How +weak is all the world's wickedness, when compared with such undying +grandeur? That which is best on earth is still yours, if these things +but preserve their sway over you. But, if your wife has been torn away +from you, neither tree, nor stream, nor the blue heavens, nor the +flowers, nor the singing birds will help you. All nature lives a life +of its own, and unto itself, and of what avail is it all, when she no +longer shares it with me?</p> + +<p class="normal">The first thing that recalled me to myself, was hearing the +old spinner +say to Carl, "Why am I yet here? She was so good and so useful, and I +am nothing but a burden to you and to the world. Why must I stay +behind? I would so gladly have gone in her stead."</p> + +<p class="normal">The poor people were gathered all about the house, and one old +woman +cried out, through her tears, "The bread she gave us was doubly +welcome, for it was given cheerfully."</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt that my energies would never again arouse themselves. I +cannot +say that the thought alarmed me; I merely felt conscious that my mental +powers were either failing or torpid. For days I could not collect my +thoughts, and led a dull, listless, inanimate life. My children were +about me, but their sympathy did not help me. Ernst's evil letter was +the only thing that had any effect on me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not realize that what had once been life, was now +nothing more +than a thought, a memory.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I heard some one coming up the steps, I always thought it +must be +she returning and saying, "I could not stay away; I must return to you, +you are so lonely. The children are good and kind, but we two cannot +remain apart." And then I would start with affright, when I noticed how +my thoughts had been wandering.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I walked in the street, I felt as if I were but half of +myself. As +long as she was with me I had always felt myself rich, for my home +contained her who was best of all.</p> + +<p class="normal">No one can know what a wealth of soul had been mine; through +her, and +with her, I had felt myself moving in a higher spiritual sphere. But +now I felt so broken, so bereft, as if my entire intellectual +possessions had gone to naught. The children are yet here; but they are +for themselves. My wife alone was here for me--was indeed my other +self.</p> + +<p class="normal">Before that, when I awakened of a morning it was always a +pleasure to +feel conscious of life itself; but now with every morrow I had to begin +anew and try to learn how to reconcile myself to my loss. But that is a +lesson I shall never learn. My sun had gone down; I did not care to +live any longer, because all that I experienced seemed to come in +between her and me, and I did not wish to live but in thoughts of her.</p> + +<p class="normal">I looked at her lamp, her table, her work-basket--all these +had +survived her, are still here, and will remain. The one clock was never +wound up afterward. From that day, there was but one clock heard in our +room.</p> + +<p class="normal">I can now understand why the ancients buried the working +implements +with their dead.</p> + +<p class="normal">I looked out of the window. The neighbors' children were in +the street; +their noise grated on my ears. I could not but think how she once said +to me, "Why should it annoy us? Is it anything more than the singing of +the birds? The children are like so many innocent birds."</p> + +<p class="normal">All things remind me of her. I could sit by the window for +hours and +look at the chickens running back and forth, picking up crumbs, and +watching the strutting cock.</p> + +<p class="normal">I must have been like a little child that, for the first time, +begins +to take notice of the objects that surround it.</p> + +<p class="normal">I seemed as if awaking from darkness, as if dreaming with my +eyes +open. Everything seemed new and strangely mysterious to me, although I +had nearly attained my seventieth year.</p> + +<p class="normal">When, after many weeks, I again saw my face in the mirror, I +was +surprised at the saddened, sunken features of the old man. Could that +be I!</p> + +<p class="normal">I had gone to the neighboring village to order a gravestone. +On my way +home, night overtook me. Suddenly a storm burst upon the valley. Like a +child, I counted the interval between the lightning and the thunder. At +first I could count up to thirty-two, afterwards only to seven; and +then I stopped counting. I saw the houses by the roadside, and knew who +lived in them here and there, I might have found shelter, but what +should I do in a strange house, wet to the skin as I was? I kept in the +middle of the road, on the broken stone. When I came to where the +little bridge was, I had to wade through the water.</p> + +<p class="normal">I noticed that I was in the midst of the storm-cloud. How +glorious it +would have been to die at that moment--to be struck dead by lightning!</p> + +<p class="normal">"But my children, my children!" I uttered the words in a loud +voice, +but the thunder drowned my cries.</p> + +<p class="normal">The flashes of lightning succeeded each other so rapidly that +they +blinded me; I could see nothing more. I closed my eyes and held fast to +a rock by the wayside. I had never heard such fearful roaring of the +thunder, or seen such uninterrupted flashes of lightning. I stood still +and concluded to wait there, while I thought of the many other beings +who were also exposed to this storm; and at last, I could weep. I had +not wept since her death, and now it did me good. The hail beat into my +face, already wet with tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly Rothfuss appears and exclaims: "Martella sends me. +Oh, God be +praised! there is a good bed waiting for you at home."</p> + +<p class="normal">Guided by Rothfuss, I reached the house. Although my family +were +greatly concerned as to the effect it might have, the shock that I had +undergone had really benefited me. I slept until noon, and when I arose +I felt as if breathing a new life.</p> + +<p class="normal">I must stop here. I cannot go on. I was obliged to learn how +to begin +life anew. When one has buried his dearest love in the earth, the earth +itself becomes a changed world, and one's step upon it a different one. +I trust that I shall not be obliged hereafter to repeat my lamentations +for my own life. The first tranquillizing influence I found was in the +statue gallery, with its figures from another world, so silent, so +unchanging. We can offer them nothing, and yet they give us so much: +they are without life or color, but they represent life in its +imperishable beauty.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss offered me a strange solace. He said, "Master, there +must be +another woman somewhere in this world just as she was."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I always thought that God only suffered the sun to shine +because she +was here, but I see that the sun still shines, and so there must be +others like her."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella, however, could not realize that she was dead.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It cannot be: it is not true: she is not dead. She is surely +coming up +the steps now. How is it possible that a being can remain away from +those who love her so? I have one request to make. I wish you would +give the pretty dresses to Madame Johanna and Fraulein Christiane; a +few of the work-day clothes you can give to me, and the good woollen +dress you can give to Carl's mother. Let no one else have any of her +clothes. It would grieve me to the heart to know that a strange person +was wearing anything that she had worn. Whoever wears a dress of hers +can neither think an evil thought nor do an evil deed."</p> + +<p class="normal">My son Ludwig wrote a letter, in which he lamented my wife's +death with +all the feeling of which a son is capable, and yet spoke of death as a +wise man should. My daughter Johanna lost the letter. I think she must +have destroyed it on account of the heresies it contained.</p> + +<p class="normal">My consolation is that I have been found worthy of the perfect +love of +so pure a being; that, of itself, is worth all the troubles of life. +Let what may come hereafter, what I have experienced cannot be taken +from me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have had a tomb-stone placed at her grave. It has two +tablets on one +are the words:</p> + +<p class="center">"HERE LIES<br> +IPHIGENIA GUSTAVA WALDFRIED,<br> +<i>Born December 15th, 1807</i>,<br> +<i>Died July 23d, 1867</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">On the other, my name shall one day be placed.</p> + +<br> + +<br> +<hr class="W10"> +<h2>BOOK THIRD.</h2> +<hr class="W10"> +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Life is indeed a sacred trust. I now began to feel that great +and noble +duties yet claimed me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had become dull and listless. I had taken life as it came, +resigning +my will to outer influences, just as one without appetite sits down to +a meal, merely to gain nourishment.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had become morbidly sensitive; every effort that was made to +alleviate my sufferings and restore my accustomed spirits only served +to pain me anew.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was now experiencing the worst effect of grief--indifference +to the +world.</p> + +<p class="normal">My path seemed to lie through dismal darkness; but at last I +stepped +out into the bright light of day and into the busy haunts of men.</p> + +<p class="normal">The village street leads into the highway; the forest-brooks +flow on +until they reach the river that empties itself into the ocean.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus too has it been with my life.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yielding to Joseph's earnest wishes, I had made a collection +of +specimens illustrating every stage in the cultivation and growth of the +white pine. When the collection was complete, I sent it to the great +Paris Exposition.</p> + +<p class="normal">I received a medal of honor. I did not really deserve it; it +should in +justice have gone to Ernst, who had acquainted me with the results of +his careful study of the subject.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have the diploma, and the medal bearing the effigy of +Napoleon. I +looked at them but once, and then enclosed them under seal. They will +be found in the little casket that contains my discharge from the +fortress and other strange mementoes of the past.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph asked me to accompany him to Paris, and would listen to +no +refusal. He wanted to acquaint himself with the new methods of +kyanizing railroad ties, and insisted that he could not get along +without my aid.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had not yet escaped from that condition in which it is well +to resign +one's self to the guidance of others.</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw Paris for the second time. My first visit was in 1832 or +1833, +and was undertaken with the object of making the acquaintance of La +Fayette. In those days we fondly believed that Paris was to save the +world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Compared with what I now saw, all that had been done in the +Parliament +that was held in the High street of our little capital seemed petty and +trifling.</p> + +<p class="normal">Though storms were gathering, Jupiter Napoleon sat enthroned +over all +Europe, and ruled the thunder and the lightning.</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw him surrounded by all the European monarchs, and often +asked +myself whether the world's life is, after all, anything but mummery.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day, while I was sitting on a bench in the Champs Elysées, +and +gazing at the lively, bustling throng that passed before me, I was +approached by a Turco, who said to me:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you not Herr Waldfried?"</p> + +<p class="normal">My heart trembled with emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Was it not Ernst's voice? Before I could collect my thoughts, +the +stranger had vanished in the great crowd that followed in the wake of +the Emperor, who was just passing by.</p> + +<p class="normal">I caught another glimpse of the man with the red fez and +called out to +him; but he had vanished.</p> + +<p class="normal">Had I been awake or dreaming?</p> + +<p class="normal">It could not have been Ernst. He would not have left me after +thus +addressing me. And if it were he after all! I felt sure that he would +return; so I waited in the hope of again seeing the stranger. The +people who passed me seemed like so many shadows, and I felt as if +withdrawn from the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Night approached, and I was obliged to go to my lodgings. I +told Joseph +of all that had happened. He stoutly maintained that I must have been +dreaming; but nevertheless went with me the next day to the Champs +Elysées where, seated on a bench, we waited for hours without seeing +any sign of the stranger.</p> + +<p class="normal">On my journey homeward, I spent a whole week with my sister +who lives +in the forest of Hagenau. She can cheer me up better than any of my +children can. Her excellent memory enabled her to remind me of many +little incidents connected with our childhood and our parental home. In +her house, I was, for the first time since my affliction, able to +indulge in a hearty laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the eyes of my brother-in-law, the medal awarded me at the +Exposition invested me with new importance; he never omitted to allude +to this mark of distinction, when introducing me to his acquaintances. +On the 15th of August, Napoleon's <i>fête</i> day, he actually wanted me to +wear the medal on my coat. He could not understand why I would not +carry it about with me constantly, so as to make a show of my medal of +honor, notwithstanding the fact that the French consider their whole +nation as the world's legion of honor. Every individual among them +seems anxious to thrust himself forward at the expense of the rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">My sister privately informed me that the young sergeant whom I +met at +her house was a suitor for the hand of her eldest daughter, and was +only awaiting the satisfactory settlement of the proper dowry on his +future wife. He was a young man of limited information, but was very +polite and respectful towards me. He hoped to win his epaulets in an +early war with Prussia, which had been so bold as to gain Sadowa and +conclude a peace without paying France the tribute of a portion of her +territory.</p> + +<p class="normal">The young man evidently thought himself vastly my superior, +and spoke +of the future of the South German States in a patronizing and pitying +tone. As I did not think it worth while to contradict him, he fondly +thought that he was instructing me.</p> + +<p class="normal">As a German, I found the Hagenau Forest of especial interest, +from the +fact that a part of it had been presented to the town of Hagenau by the +Emperor Frederick Barbarossa.</p> + +<p class="normal">I gave my brother-in-law many councils in regard to +arboriculture; but, +as the new ideas entailed work, he declined making use of them. He was +very proud of his epaulets which were displayed in a little frame that +hung on the wall; but he was devoid of all love for the forest, and +indifferent to anything that helped the State without at the same time +contributing to his personal advancement.</p> + +<p class="normal">I passed a delightful day with my brother-in-law the pastor.</p> + +<p class="normal">I accompanied him to church, and was greatly moved to once +again hear +German preaching and German hymns. The organist was one of the most +respected men of the neighborhood, and was the owner of a large forge.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was introduced to him after the service. In the presence of +others, +he was quite reserved towards me; but during the afternoon, he visited +the pastor, and, while we were seated in the arbor under the +walnut-tree, we conversed freely in regard to the dangers that, in +Alsace, menaced the last remnant of German institutions and the +Evangelical Church.</p> + +<p class="normal">"France was happiest under Louis Philippe," said the pastor; +and when +the manufacturer ventured to inveigh against the Emperor, he replied +that Napoleon was not so bad a man after all, but that the Empress was +spoiling everything; that she was a friend of the Pope, and was +endeavoring, at one and the same time, to destroy Protestantism and +increase luxury.</p> + +<p class="normal">I returned home. Johanna superintended my household affairs, +and also +the farm, with great judgment.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the whole winter I was in delicate health, and in the +following +year I was obliged to visit the springs of Tarasp. Richard accompanied +me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was indeed unwell, for when I rode through the Prattigau and +the wild +waters of the Land-quart roared at the side of the road, it seemed to +me as if the stream were a living monster that was climbing up and +seeking to devour me.</p> + +<p class="normal">When on Fluella, I plucked the first Alpine rose. I wept. +There was no +one left to whom I could carry the flower that bloomed by the wayside.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard regarded me for a long while in silence, and at last +said, +"Father, I know what it is that moves your soul. Let it content you +that you did so much to make her life a lovely one."</p> + +<p class="normal">On those heights, where no plant can live, where no bird +sings, where +nothing can be heard but the rushing of the snow currents, where the +fragments of rocks lay bare and bleak, and eternal snows fill the +ravines, I felt as if I were floating in eternity--released from all +that belonged to earth--and I called out her name--"Gustava!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Ah, if one could wait until death should overtake him in this +cold, +bleak region, where naught that has life can endure.</p> + +<p class="normal">I went on, and met people who had pitched their dwellings in +lofty +spots, in order to shelter and entertain tourists. My heart seemed +congealed; but I can yet remember where I was when it again thawed into +life. Neither the lofty mountains nor the mighty landscape helped me. I +sat by the roadside and saw a little bush growing from among the +rubble-stones and bearing the blue flowers called snakeweed. And it was +there that I became myself again.</p> + +<p class="normal">But look! A bee comes flying towards the bush. She bends down +into the +open blossoms; she overlooks none of them, from the top to the bottom +of the bush, but seems to find nothing, and flies off to another +flower. On the next branch she sucks for a long while from every +flower-cup.</p> + +<p class="normal">A second bee, apparently a younger one, approaches. She, too, +tries +flower after flower, and does not know that some one has been there +before her. At last, however, she seems to become aware of the fact, +and skips two or three of the blossoms until she at last finds one that +contains nourishment for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Here by the wayside, just as up above where human footsteps do +not +reach, there grows a flower that blooms for itself, and yet bears +within it nourishment for another.</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not know how long I may have been seated there, but when +I arose I +felt that life had returned to me, and that I was in full sympathy with +all that was firmly rooted in the earth or freely moving upon its +surface.</p> + +<p class="normal">My soul had been closed to the world, but was now again open +to the air +and the sunshine of existence. From that moment, I felt the spell of +the lofty peaks and lovely scenery, and, yielding to it, at last became +absorbed in self-communion.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was again living in unconstrained and cheerful intercourse +with human +beings; and indeed I could not, at times, refrain from showing some of +the well-informed Swiss that I met how carelessly and sinfully their +countrymen were treating the forests. They complained that the +independence of the cantons and the unrestrained liberty of individuals +rendered it useless to make any attempt to protect the forests.</p> + +<p class="normal">I made the acquaintance of many worthy men, and that, after +all, is +always the greatest acquisition.</p> + +<p class="normal">We met the widow of our cousin who had fallen at Königgratz. +She was +exceedingly gay, was surrounded by a train of admirers, and flaunted in +elegant attire. She nodded to us formally and seemed to take no pride +in her citizen relatives.</p> + +<p class="normal">I must report another occurrence.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the very last morning, Richard had succeeded in plucking a +large +bunch of edelweiss. He was coming down the mountain where the wagon was +waiting for us. Just then another wagon arrived, and in it was Annette +with her maid.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard offered the flowers to Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Were you thinking of me when you plucked them?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To be truthful, I was not."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks for the flowers--and for your honesty."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did not know, when plucking them, for whom they were; but I +am glad +to know that now they are yours."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks; you are always candid."</p> + +<p class="normal">We continued our journey. On the way, Richard said, "Our +cousin, the +Baroness, is quite a new character; she ought to be called 'the +watering-place widow.' She travels from one watering-place to another, +wears mourning or half-mourning, is quite interesting, and always has a +crowd buzzing around her. It were a great pity if Annette were to turn +out in the same way."</p> + +<p class="normal">I replied, "If she were to marry, which indeed, were greatly +to be +desired, she would no longer be 'the watering-place widow.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">He made no answer, but bit off the end of a cigar which he had +been +holding in his hand for some time.</p> + +<p class="normal">On our way home, we rested in the shadow of a rock on a high +Alpine +peak, and there I found a symbol of what was passing between Annette +and Richard--a forget-me-not growing among nettles.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p class="continue">I reached home refreshed and invigorated. The china-asters +that she had +planted were blooming. Martella had decorated her grave with the +loveliest flowers, and maintained that the wild bees affected that spot +more than any other. Her memory gradually began to present itself to me +as overgrown with flowers.</p> + +<p class="normal">I went to attend the winter session of the Parliament, and +Martella +accompanied me. We lived with Annette--she would take no refusal, and +we were both at ease in her beautiful house.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette always wanted to have Martella about her, but Martella +had an +unconquerable--I cannot say aversion, but, rather, dread of Annette; +for Annette had an unpleasant habit of calling attention to every +remark of Martella's, and had even quoted several of them in society.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard, who, as the representative of the University, had +become a +member of the Upper Chamber, seemed provoked; not on account of my +having brought Martella with me, but because I had allowed myself to be +induced to stay at Annette's house.</p> + +<p class="normal">He hinted that Annette's marked hospitality was not caused by +regard +for me; and it really seemed as if she desired to see much of Richard +at her house, although he had been cold and distant, and, at times, +even scornful towards her. Nevertheless, he often visited us and +allowed Annette to draw him into all sorts of discussions.</p> + +<p class="normal">One evening when we three were alone,--Annette had been +invited to the +house of a friend,--Martella said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Richard, do you know what Madame Annette admires most in +you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your fine teeth. She lets you use your good teeth to crack +her hard +nuts."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard jumped up from his seat embraced Martella, and kissed +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella blushed crimson and called out, "Richard, you are so +polite +and yet so rude! Is that proper?"</p> + +<p class="normal">But Richard was quite happy to know that Martella had guessed +at what +had so often displeased him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella, who never wanted to leave me, one day suddenly +expressed a +wish to return home. Annette had on the previous evening taken her to +the theatre, where a ballet had been produced in addition to the drama. +A little child, representing a winged spirit, had descended from above, +and Martella had called out in a loud voice, "That hurts!"</p> + +<p class="normal">All eyes were turned to Annette's box, in which Martella sat +with her +eyes wide open and looking towards the stage as if oblivious of aught +else.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette left the theatre with her. Martella could not be +induced to +utter a single word in explanation of her sudden fright. I was +surprised to find how Annette bore this mishap, in which she herself +had been subjected to the unkind glances of all the audience. "How +strange," said she; "we are all, unconsciously, slaves of ceremony. +There seems to be a tacit understanding that every member of a theatre +audience or art-gathering must either remain silent or confine himself +to one of two childish expressions--clapping the hands and hissing. And +here this child is perfectly innocent, and I thank her for having +solved another problem for me."</p> + +<p class="normal">In the morning, Martella wanted to go home. We accompanied her +to the +depot, and I telegraphed to Rothfuss to meet her at the station.</p> + +<p class="normal">My active labors for the Fatherland had restored me. In my +solitary +walks, my mind was now occupied by something besides constant thoughts +of myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Spring was with us again, and the wondrous power that revives +the human +soul had its influence on me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was often invited to consultations in regard to matters +affecting the +common weal, and it seemed as if my little world was extending its +area, when I made the acquaintance of many brave men, who lived in a +neighboring district, and who kept alive their hopes for the future of +our Fatherland.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the summer holidays, Richard paid us a visit. He and +Baron Arven +had stocked the forest-streams with choice varieties of fish. In some +instances they had not succeeded in getting a pure breed; there were +pikes among their fish.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was fortunate enough with several of the streams, but was +greatly +provoked to find that the farmers of the neighboring villages would not +wait until the young brood had grown, and had already begun to catch +the fish. He induced the authorities to threaten the farmers with a +fine, but on the next day found the notice floating on the stream.</p> + +<p class="normal">He appointed a forester as watchman, and spent the night in a +log cabin +hastily built near by. Once they were fortunate enough to catch the +thief.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard and the forester brought the culprit before the +authorities, +and he was sentenced to six weeks' imprisonment. While we were seated +at table, Richard expressed his satisfaction at the punishment which +had been meted out to the offender. This made Martella as angry as I +have ever seen her, and she became the more provoked when Richard +quickly took down the mirror and held it up to her, saying:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here, look at yourself; you are prettiest when you are +angry."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is nothing to you, how I look!" cried Martella. "Tell such +things +to your Madame Annette, but not to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">The color left Richard's cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette had for several weeks been living in the neighborhood, +with +Baroness Arven, and Martella had hardly finished speaking, when we +heard the clatter of horses' hoofs in front of the house. Annette and +Baron Arven came riding up the road. The Baron congratulated Richard on +having caught the first of the pirates, and Annette was in quite a +merry mood.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron also brought us a piece of news that he had just +received +from his brother, the forester-in-chief, to the effect that my grandson +Julius had been appointed assistant forester, and that the next +official gazette would announce the appointment.</p> + +<p class="normal">We sent for Joseph. We were all very happy at the news, and +Martella +exclaimed, "That is the position Ernst wished for. But I congratulate +Miss Martha with all my heart she will make a handsome young wife for +the town forester."</p> + +<p class="normal">We had always avoided alluding to this connection, but now +that it had +been openly mentioned, we made no concealment of our joy.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Richard and the Baron rode over to the Wild Lake which they +had +intended to stock. Annette accompanied them.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was already night, but Richard had not returned; I was +seated alone +at the table, and waiting for him. It had always been his habit to tell +us when he intended to remain out longer than the usual time.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella entered. Her cheeks were flushed, and she said, +"Father, send +me away--wherever it be. I cannot remain here. It shall not be my fault +if any one is bad."</p> + +<p class="normal">Trembling, and covering her face with her hands, she declared +that +Richard had told her that Ernst was unworthy of her, even if he were +yet living, and that he would never return again. And after that he +said--it was some time before she would tell what it was, and at last +she exclaimed: "that he loves me with all his heart, and wanted to make +me his wife! He! His brother! I would rather he should tie a stone +about my neck, and throw me into the lake where his young fishes are! I +could hardly believe at first, that he had said it, and answered him: +'That is a poor joke: just think of how your mother would feel if she +knew that you would joke in this way!' and then he swore that mother +had said Ernst was untrue to me, and had for that very reason gone out +into the wide world. Can mother have said that? My eyes would start +from their sockets, before Ernst would forsake me. But let me never see +Richard again. Never! Let me go away. You can send me away, but Richard +cannot cease to be your son. Nor can I cease to be your child, but I +can go away."</p> + +<p class="normal">It is impossible to find words for all that bubbled forth from +Martella's soul. I pacified her, and she promised to remain until the +next day.</p> + +<p class="normal">I sat up alone to await Richard's return. He did not come +until near +midnight.</p> + +<p class="normal">He wanted to bid me a short "good-night," but I detained him. +He sat +down and told me that the Baron and Annette had met Rautenkron down by +the lake, and that he had ridiculed their undertaking. He had said, and +rightly too: "Where there are no frogs, there is no stork; where there +are no flies and worms, there are no birds or fishes. In what was +called 'all-bountiful nature' one beast used the other for its blessed +meal; and, besides that, the lake was entirely frozen over every +winter, and had no outlet that was open through the whole year. If +fishes were in it, they would become suffocated for want of air."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rautenkron had displayed much knowledge in the matter, but he +would not +consent to assist them. He was delighted, moreover, that nature +contained much that was egotistic and was of no use to mankind. Thus +spoke Richard.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was indignant. I could hardly conceive how Richard could +talk about +such subjects, and not make the slightest allusion to what had happened +between him and Martella. I thought of Ernst's letter that I had +received on the day of my wife's death. No one had seen it but I; for +why should I have cared to spread the knowledge of Ernst's wickedness +in offering his betrothed to another? Could it be that an open rupture +with Annette had urged Richard to this unheard-of deed?</p> + +<p class="normal">I endeavored to stifle my indignation, and said, "You talk of +the Wild +Lake--Wild Lake, indeed; you have an unfathomable one in yourself."</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked at me with surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you mean, father?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How can you ask? You dare to touch that which should be holy +in your +eyes--the betrothed of your brother!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father, did she tell you herself?" he said hesitatingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">And I replied:</p> + +<p class="normal">"What matters that? Until now, I had always thought that you +were even +a better man than I was at your age; do not undeceive me."</p> + +<p class="normal">I said nothing more, and that was enough.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the following morning, Richard announced that he was about +to +depart, and it cost me a great effort to induce Martella to permit him +to take leave of her. At last she came, on condition that I would +remain present while Richard bade her farewell.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Martella, you have a right to be angry with me, but I am +angrier at +myself than you can possibly be. I make no protestations, no oaths; but +I pledge my honor as a man, that you will nevermore hear a wrong word +or receive a wrong glance from me. Farewell."</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus, this trouble was arranged; but it seemed as if there +could be +nothing perfect in this world.</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not know whether Johanna had been eavesdropping, or how +she +happened to find it out; but, at dinner, she spitefully hinted at what +had happened, for when we were talking of the imprisoned fish poacher, +she said, "People who are without religion are capable of anything, and +the irreligious ones who catch a thief are no better than the thief +himself. They stretch forth their hands to grasp things that ought to +be sacred in their eyes."</p> + +<p class="normal">During the whole of that winter I saw nothing of Richard, and +received +but one letter from him, in which he informed me that he had been +offered an appointment at a distant university, and that, for many +reasons, he would gladly have accepted it, but that the Prince had +requested him to remain in the country. He added that he was now again +able to say that his only happiness lay in the pursuit of science.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a great pleasure to me to have Julius stationed in our +neighborhood. He was so pure, so fresh, and so bright, that whenever he +came to our house, his presence seemed like the odor of flowers.</p> + +<p class="normal">I am indebted to Julius for joys which even transcend those my +children +have given me, and my pride in my eldest grandson was now about to be +mingled with that I cherished for my eldest son.</p> + +<p class="normal">My joy was fully shared by Rothfuss. He counted how many days +it would +be before Ludwig arrived, and said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are but seven steps yet--right foot, sleep; left foot, +get up; +or, taking it the other way, the two together make one step."</p> + +<p class="normal">The last days of waiting seemed long, even to me. Ludwig had +particularly requested that I should not go to meet him.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the night before his arrival, I suddenly felt so oppressed +that I +thought I should die.</p> + +<p class="normal">I heard footsteps on the stairs, and, afterward, the breathing +of some +one in front of my door. Assuredly, he has wished to prevent my +worrying--he is here already.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is there?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is I,--Rothfuss. I thought to myself that you would not be +able to +sleep, and then it suddenly occurred to me that everybody says I am so +entertaining that I can put any one to sleep, and so I thought--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss' allusion to this peculiar art made me laugh so +heartily that +I felt quite well again. After he left the room, I was obliged to laugh +again at the thought of what he had said; and then I fell asleep, and +did not awake until the bright daylight shone into my room.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p class="right"><i>May</i> 28, 1870.</p> + +<p class="continue">"Good-morning, dear Henry," she said to herself, this day +forty-six +years ago, when she awoke on the last morning she spent in her own +chamber.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-morning, Gustava," said I, opening my eyes. It was the +anniversary of our wedding-day, and every year while we were together, +these were the first accents from her lips and mine--in joy and in +sorrow, always the same.</p> + +<p class="normal">And this very morning, when awakening, I heard her quite +distinctly in +my dream saying, "Good-morning, Henry." But I am alone. She has been +snatched away from me.</p> + +<p class="normal">On this day our first-born returns from the new world. I am +writing +these words in the early dawn, as it will be a long while before I +again have a chance quietly to set down my recollections. I will now +prepare myself to go forth and meet my son.</p> + +<p class="right"><i>June</i>, 1870.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig and Richard have gone to the capital, and I have at +last quiet +and time to note down his arrival and his presence with us.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had just finished writing the above lines, on the +twenty-eighth of +May, when I heard Rothfuss drawing the chaise up from the barn to the +front of the house. He then placed the jack-screw under the frame and +took off one wheel after the other and greased the axles, singing and +whistling while at his work.</p> + +<p class="normal">He saw me seated at the window, and called out in a joyful +voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"One waits ever so long for the Kirchweih,<a name="div2Ref_note04" href="#div2_note04"><sup>4</sup></a> but it comes at +last. +Martella is up already, and has been fixing up the beehives with red +ribbons; the bees, too, are to know that joy comes to this house +to-day. While busy at her work, she called out Ernst's name, as if she +could drag him here that way. But to-day we must not let ourselves +remember that any one is missing."</p> + +<p class="normal">There it was again. No cup of joy without its drop of gall.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the mind has great power, and one can force himself to +forget +things.</p> + +<p class="normal">It would be wrong towards my son Ludwig, if I were to mix +other +feelings with joy at his return; and it is also wrong towards myself +not to permit a single pleasure to be without alloy.</p> + +<p class="normal">My spirits were, however, not a little checked on my being +reminded of +Ernst. Every nerve in me trembled, so that I began to believe that I +would not be able to survive the hour in which I should again see +Ludwig. But now the sad thought that had floated across my mental +horizon soothed my excited nerves.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig had sent me his photograph from Paris, in order that I +might +recognize him at once.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had placed the pictures of his wife and of his son in the +same +package.</p> + +<p class="normal">I read over his last two letters again.</p> + +<p class="normal">In a letter from Paris, dated Sunday, April 24th, he wrote:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here I am in the midst of the hubbub in which the 'saviour of +the +world' is permitting the people to vote. It is truly a demoniac art, +this power of counterfeiting the last word of truthfulness. In order +that nothing may remain uncorrupted, the ministers declare that the +question of the day is to secure tranquillity to the land for the +future, so that, both on the throne and in the cottage, the son may +peacefully succeed his father. The last lingering traces of modesty and +purity are being destroyed; the last remnant of piety is appealed to in +order to carry out the deceit.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How glad I should be, on the other hand, to bathe my soul in +the pure +waves of great harmonies. The thought that I shall enter my Fatherland +in time to assist in celebrating the Centennary of Beethoven's birth is +an inspiring and an impressive one to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph was at Bonn, awaiting the expected guests. He was again +successful in combining high objects with business profits; he +concluded a contract to build the festival building out of trees from +the Black Forest.</p> + +<p class="normal">I looked at Ludwig's picture, and it seemed to me, indeed, as +if I were +looking at my father in his youth. All generations seemed to be +combined in one, as if there were no such thing as time.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella came into the room, dressed in her Sunday attire.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-morning, father," said she. "To-day you will hear +somebody else +say, 'Good-morning, father.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not help wondering how Martella would appear to +Ludwig. She +seemed new to me. It seemed as if during the four years that she had +been with us she had become taller and more slender. She wore the +pearl-colored silk dress that had been my wife's, and had about her +throat the red coral necklace that Bertha had sent her. Her +unmanageable brown hair was arranged in the form of a coronet; and her +walk and carriage were full of grace and refinement. Her face seemed +lengthened, instead of being as round as it had once been; and her old +defiant expression had given way to one of gentleness. Indeed, since +the death of Gustava, a certain look of pain seemed to have impressed +itself on her features, her large eyes had become more lustrous, and +seemed full of unsatisfied longing.</p> + +<p class="normal">Johanna and her daughter had also arrayed themselves in their +best +clothes; at least, as far as that was possible with Johanna, for, since +the death of her husband, she had always worn mourning.</p> + +<p class="normal">I rode off in the chaise with Rothfuss; Julius, with Johanna +and her +daughter, followed us.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella remained in the house with Carl; and the +schoolmaster's wife +had come to assist in baking and cooking.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we reached the saw-mill, the miller said, "I have heard +the news +already--this is Ludwig's day."</p> + +<p class="normal">We drove on, and after a while Rothfuss said, "It seems to me +that the +trees are stretching and straightening themselves in order to appear at +their best when our Ludwig goes by."</p> + +<p class="normal">When we arrived at the top of the last hill, Gaudens, who was +breaking +stones on the road, said: "Ludwig will have to own that the roads are +not kept better in America than here." It was strange how the news of +his return had been noised about.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the last village before reaching the station, Funk came out +of the +tavern and called out, "Rothfuss! Stop!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss turned towards me with an inquiring look, and I told +him to +stop.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk now informed me that he had succeeded in inducing the +members of +Ludwig's party to refrain from receiving him at the railroad station +with a festive procession. He did not wish to interfere with the family +festivities; but on the following Sunday, the friends of freedom would +take the liberty of greeting Ludwig as one who belonged to mankind.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could only reply that I could decide nothing for my +son,--that he was +free and would act for himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk went back into the tavern. We drove on. Rothfuss +remarked, "That +fellow is like a salamander; when he tries to climb a rock and falls on +his back, he turns about and is on his feet again quicker than +thought."</p> + +<p class="normal">We were much too early when we got into town, and I walked +about the +streets as if I had never been there before, and as if there were +nowhere a chair on which one might rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">It suddenly occurred to me that I ought to have sent my +picture to +Ludwig, so that he might know me; I had grown a full beard since his +departure, and it would grieve me if he did not at once recognize me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I decided at once. There was yet time enough to have my beard +removed; +and when I returned, Johanna and Rothfuss were greatly astonished by +the change in my appearance. But I did not tell them my reason for +removing my beard.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had a presentiment that Ludwig would bring Ernst with him. I +note +this down, because we frequently speak of fulfilled presentiments, but +never of those which are not fulfilled.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the depot, there were numbers of emigrants who were about +to leave +the valley. I knew many of them, and they guessed at my innermost +thought; for now one, and then another, would come to me and say, "If I +learn anything about Ernst, I will write to you immediately."</p> + +<p class="normal">The locksmith's widow was there, with her three children. The +children +had bouquets in their hands, and I begged them to stand aside until the +first meeting was over.</p> + +<p class="normal">A young stone-cutter who lived at a village in our +neighborhood, and +was employed in the shops at the depot, greeted the locksmith's widow +in the most friendly manner. He held her hand in his for some time, and +she seemed pleased thereat. How strange that at such moments one can +see more than is transpiring about him! It suddenly occurred to me, +"Who knows--they may yet be a couple."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Inspector invited me to his dwelling; I accompanied him. A +short +time afterward, he returned and told me that the train had been +signalled. He led me down the steps and remained at my side. Now we +hear the whistle;--now the train is coming round the curve; now it is +slacking its speed. No one is beckoning to me from the car windows. Can +he have failed to come? Many passengers alight; but I see no sign of my +son.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly a guard calls out to me, "Herr Waldfried, you are to +come this +way!" He opens the door of the car and I am lifted up into it.</p> + +<p class="normal">I hear a voice exclaim, "Father!" and I know nothing of what +happened +for some time afterward.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Grandfather, give me your hand," says another voice. But, +before that, +I am embraced by a lovely woman, who sheds tears of joy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Leading my son with my right hand and my grandson with the +left, I +walked out as if marching in triumph. My daughter-in-law was escorted +by Johanna and her daughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly Ludwig dropped my hand and called out, "You here, +Ernst?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not your brother Ernst; I am Julius, the son of your +sister +Martina."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is Rothfuss?" inquired Joseph, who had also come on the +train +with Ludwig.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had already seen him. He stood aside, lighting one match +after +another, and seemed to be waiting for Ludwig to come to him to get a +light for his cigar.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last he threw the match away and called out, "Hurrah! Shout +till you +burst your throats!"</p> + +<p class="normal">They all shouted "hurrah," and when Ludwig and his son had +shaken hands +with Rothfuss, and the wife had taken him by the hand, Rothfuss said, +"She has a firm hand; you have done this thing well, Ludwig."</p> + +<p class="normal">A middle-aged man, erect in figure, and with a red mustache, +was +looking after Ludwig's luggage. Ludwig now called to him, "Willem, just +leave those things and come here. Here, Rothfuss, let me recommend to +you my servant and friend, Willem. Shake hands with each other, and be +good friends."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss extended his hand, and asked, with an air of doubt:</p> + +<p class="normal">"He speaks German, of course--does he not?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yours to command; I know nothing else."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was on a Saturday, and the Jews of the little town were +accustomed +on that day to loiter about the station. We were just about to leave, +when the Jewish teacher came up to me and said, "Herr Waldfried, the +verse in the Bible which tells of Jacob again seeing his son Joseph, +applies to you. It says, 'And Israel said unto Joseph, Now let me die, +since I have seen thy face, because thou art yet alive.'" +The words of the little old man did me much good.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Funk had been unable to deny himself the pleasure of being on +hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we passed the garden of the "Wild Man" tavern he stood at +the +fence, surrounded by several of his companions. They lifted their +foaming beer-glasses on high, and cried, "Long live Ludwig, the +republican!" Ludwig merely nodded his thanks, and then said to me:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father, let us get in and ride home."</p> + +<p class="normal">The carriages were awaiting us.</p> + +<p class="normal">I wanted my daughter-in-law to sit with me, but she insisted +that +Ludwig and Wolfgang should do so, while she joined Johanna and the rest +of the party.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss, who at other times took so great a pleasure in +cracking his +whip, now sounded it but lightly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rothfuss, how long have you been with us?" asked Ludwig.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Longer than you have been in this world," was the answer.</p> + +<p class="normal">My grandson, Wolfgang, laughed out loud, and told us that his +father +had prophesied that very answer.</p> + +<p class="normal">As we drove through the village, every one came to the windows +to greet +us.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were passing the house of the kreis-director. The family +were seated +in the garden, and we were obliged to stop with them for a little +while. The roses were lovely, and the faces of our friends were bright +with kindness.</p> + +<p class="normal">The husband, the wife, and the daughters welcomed the +new-comers most +cordially, and the wife handed my daughter-in-law a bouquet of roses.</p> + +<p class="normal">Their son was also present. He had become a lieutenant, and +his +countenance seemed to combine the clear, bright expression of the +mother, with the sternness of the father.</p> + +<p class="normal">Julius and Martha were standing a little way off, beside a +blooming +rose-bush, and when I said to Ludwig, "Behold your future niece," they +were both so suffused with blushes, that they resembled the roses. My +daughter-in-law embraced Martha, and was afterward embraced by the +Privy Councillor's wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig urged our departure for home, and the charming woman +thanked us +heartily for the short visit we had paid her. In the meantime, Rontheim +had opened a bottle of wine and filled our glasses.</p> + +<p class="normal">Our glasses clinked; we emptied them, and started on our way; +and +Rothfuss said, "The Privy Councillor did the right thing in pouring out +some wine; eating and drinking is the best half of nourishment." Ludwig +laughed heartily.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig held me by the hand while we drove along the valley +road.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The houses have been rebuilt," he said, pointing towards the +right +bank of the stream. It was there that, during the uprising of 1848, he +had been in command, and where the houses had been burned to the +ground.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have him in a sack; if we could only keep him there for +ourselves +for a couple of weeks," called out Rothfuss.</p> + +<p class="normal">My grandson did not understand him, and I was obliged to +explain how +Rothfuss always managed to catch my very thought.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had wished to be able to have Ludwig's society for myself, +and to +give no one a part of him, except of course his brothers and sisters. +From a few remarks of Ludwig's, I gathered that he was aware of my +thoughts, and the first thing he said to me was a text for all that +followed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have not forgotten mother's saying, and it has often been a +guide +for me: 'We have part in the world, and the world ought to have part in +us.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to me that Rothfuss was laughing to himself. I had +been +mistaken, however, for Wolfgang, who was seated on the box with +Rothfuss, now called out, "Father, Rothfuss is crying!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is there anything that such an American wouldn't notice?" +replied +Rothfuss, sitting upright on the box, and cracking his whip with all +his might.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And so the new road through the valley is finished," said +Ludwig; "I +suppose Antonin built that. It would have been better, though, if they +had carried it along the other bank."</p> + +<p class="normal">The new road had, however, only been laid out as far as the +boundary +line; from there unto my dwelling, which was fully two hours distant, +there was only the old road, which was in a horrible condition.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father," exclaimed Wolfgang, "here are the boundary posts +that you +told me of."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Ludwig; "this is yet old Germany. Here, there is +still +separation."</p> + +<p class="normal">I believe that I have not yet mentioned that I live near the +border. +Our village is the last point in our territory, and further down the +valley is the beginning of the neighboring principality.</p> + +<p class="normal">How strange! There was so much that we wished to speak of to +one +another, and the first subject of conversation was the laying out of +the new road.</p> + +<p class="normal">And it is well that it is so; for this helps one over the +heart-throbs +that otherwise would be almost insupportable.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig had mentioned mother, and for the present she was not +referred +to again.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had a quick glance, and always thought of what might +benefit the +community; and when Wolfgang expressed his delight at the wild, rushing +valley stream, Ludwig said to me, "That stream could do much more work. +There is a fortune floating there, thrown into the water, as it were, +and flowing away from our valley out into the ocean."</p> + +<p class="normal">"To whom does water-power belong?" inquired Wolfgang.</p> + +<p class="normal">We gave him the desired information, and this question was a +happy +proof of his active, inquiring mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Over yonder," said Rothfuss, "there is a miller who has his +water-power direct from the heavens." He pointed to the house of the +so-called "thunder miller," who had built his mill in such a way that +its wheel would only go after there had been a storm.</p> + +<p class="normal">The ground for some distance before we reached the tunnel, was +covered +with cherry-trees with straight trunks, the branches of which looked +like a well-arranged bouquet; and on the heights were the beech-trees +with their red buds, and one could follow the gradual development of +the foliage.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Look, Wolfgang," said Ludwig, "you can see here how spring +gradually +climbs up the mountain side."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father," exclaimed Wolfgang, "the people in the fields are +all looking +up at us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"They all know grandfather," replied Ludwig; and, turning to +me, he +explained: "It seems strange to the boy, for the American never looks +up from his work, even if seven trains of cars rush by within ten paces +of him."</p> + +<p class="normal">At the boundary line, Gaudens greeted us.</p> + +<p class="normal">We halted there for a while. He came up to the carriage, +stretched out +his hand, and exclaimed, "Do you know me yet?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly I do; you are Gaudens."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, it is easy to find me; from here around the corner, down +to the +Maiengrund is my district. I was in the revolution too, but I lied my +way out. Yes, Ludwig, you have wandered about a great deal in the wide +world. It is best at home, after all; isn't it? Is this your son?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is."</p> + +<p class="normal">"God bless him. And what a splendid wife you have!--What a +pity about +Ernst; he has such a good heart and is such a sensible fellow, and yet +commits such wicked and foolish tricks. All I wish for is to have a +place where I might have some little extra profits from fruit and grass +by the road; nothing ripens here but pine cones."</p> + +<p class="normal">When Wolfgang shook hands with him at parting, he said, "He +has a soft +hand; he cannot swing the pickaxe as you did when you were building +your first road."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How lovely it is here," said Wolfgang. "Here you know every +one, and +every one knows you; you cannot meet a stranger."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was right; it is so; and this makes a full life, but a hard +one too.</p> + +<p class="normal">We left the forester's house, where the forester's pretty +wife, holding +a child on her arm, greeted us. Our way lay along the crest of the +mountain, and looked down into the valley, where the haystacks were +scattered about the meadow, in the hollow, and along the hillside. +Ludwig said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whenever I thought of home, this view of the valley always +came back +to me. I was walking here once with Ernst, while he was yet quite a +little fellow, and he said to me, 'Ludwig, look at the haystacks. Don't +they look like a scattered herd of cows on the meadow?'"</p> + +<p class="normal">He must have noticed that his allusion to Ernst had agitated +me, and he +added, "Father, we must be strong enough to think calmly of the dead +and of the lost ones."</p> + +<p class="normal">When we passed the woods that belonged to Uncle Linker and me, +Ludwig +was delighted to find how nicely they had been kept.</p> + +<p class="normal">He then inquired about Martella, and when I said that she had +a strange +aversion to America, and disliked to hear it mentioned, he replied:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you not believe, father, that she has an unexplained, and +perhaps +sad, past, which is in some way associated with America?" I was +startled;--the case seemed to present new and puzzling difficulties.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig was pleased with the meadow-valley where he had +arranged the +trench with sluices. In very good seasons, there were four crops; but +one was always sure of at least three. The value of the meadow-farmer's +property had in this way been doubled.</p> + +<p class="normal">Down by the saw-mill, we met Carl, who was just using the +windlass to +drag a large beam from the wagon.</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned around as we approached and saluted us, and Ludwig's +wife +said, "What a handsome fellow! He is just as I have imagined all your +countrymen to be."</p> + +<p class="normal">We alighted, and walked up the hill and on towards the +village.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Ludwig saw the churchyard, he removed his hat from his +head, +remained standing for a moment in silence, and then walked on briskly.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the steps of the house he extended his hand to his wife and +said, +"Welcome to the house of my parents!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella was standing on the piazza: she stood there +immovable, holding +herself by the railing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That pretty girl there, with large staring eyes, is Ernst's +betrothed, +I presume?" said Ludwig.</p> + +<p class="normal">I said, "Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">We went up the steps and entered the room. Without speaking a +word, +Martella offered her hand to every one of the new arrivals. She seemed +absent minded and was silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">My daughter-in-law and Wolfgang were surprised to find that we +still +had fires in our stoves.</p> + +<p class="normal">A little pleasantry at once made us all feel at home with one +another. +I told my new daughter-in-law how happily I had lived with my wife, but +that even we had been obliged to adapt ourselves to each other's ways.</p> + +<p class="normal">From the earliest days in autumn until far into the summer, it +had been +our custom to have our sitting-room heated every morning and evening. +At first it went hard with me, but after a while we accustomed +ourselves to the same outer temperature, and the nicely warmed room at +last became a great comfort to me, whenever I returned from the fields.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I understand perfectly, and thank you for telling me of +mother first +of all," said my daughter-in-law.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella remained silent and reserved towards the newcomers, +and, for +the rest of the evening, we did not see her again. She remained in the +kitchen and instructed one of the servants to serve the meal. With the +help of the schoolmaster's wife she had prepared us a fine feast.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wolfgang suddenly asked to see the family woods, and as it was +still +broad daylight, Ludwig took him out to gratify his curiosity.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was left alone with my daughter-in-law, and when I conducted +her +through the house and showed her, above all things, the apartment with +the plaster casts, her pure and tranquil nature became revealed to me +for the first time.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Ludwig returned, he expressed great pleasure with the +fountain +that mother had ordered to be repaired at the time the new forest path +was laid out. He promised to send to the iron foundry at once, and +order a pretty column with a pipe through it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mother inspired me with an affection for this spring," said +he. "While +building the aqueduct, I thought of her almost every day; and along the +space where the pipes were running under ground, I planted pines, in +order that pretty woods might grow there, and the temperature of the +water always remain the same. Of all the great and impressive things I +beheld in America, one little monument impressed me most of all; it was +that to Fredrick Graff, who built the waterworks of Philadelphia."</p> + +<p class="normal">Night approached. We were seated in the arbor, and Wolfgang +exclaimed, +"The stars shine more brightly here than elsewhere."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The dark woods make it appear so," said Ludwig. And just over +the +family woods, seeming to touch the tops of the trees as if fixed there, +a star glistened and shone with a brightness that was marvellous even +to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig conducted himself with great self-control and +moderation. He +spoke slowly and in a low voice, in order to keep down all agitation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Long after the new-comers had retired to rest, Rothfuss and I +were +still sitting in front of the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss could not come to an understanding with himself. He +said, "Our +Ludwig is still the same, and is changed for all; he has not grown, and +yet he is larger."</p> + +<p class="normal">He told me that Ludwig had come out into the stable to him, +and when he +had told Ludwig that the sorrel horse was the son of our gray stud, he +had taken the horse firmly by the mane and said, "Rothfuss, you have +been faithful to my father; I cannot fully recompense you for it, but +express a wish and I will do what I can for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss had heard no more of what was said.</p> + +<p class="normal">He could not help crying like a child; and now he would like +to know +what he ought to wish for. He said that he wanted no one to advise him; +he must find it out himself. For a long while, neither of us spoke a +word. There was not a sound to be heard, save the bubbling of the +fountain in front of the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">I retired to my room, but could find no rest, and sat by the +window for +a long while.</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to me as if an invisible and inaudible spirit was +wandering +through the house and bestowing upon it peace and quiet, above all +other spots upon this earth.</p> + +<p class="normal">Just then the watchman called the hour of midnight; the window +of +Ludwig's chamber opened, and Ludwig called out, "Tobias, come and see +me to-morrow: I have something for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you still awake?" cried I.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, father; and when I heard the watchman I knew for sure +that I am +at home. Now I understand the proverb, 'He who does not wander, does +not return.' It is only among strangers that one learns to appreciate +his home.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But now go to sleep. Good-night, father."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"The Herr Professor has arrived," were the words with which +Martella +greeted me early the next morning. I must observe that Martella now +always spoke of Richard as "Herr Professor." The meeting of the +brothers was a most affectionate one.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig's wife and Richard were friends at once. She introduced +herself +to him as the daughter of a professor, and Richard's impressive manner +seemed to please her greatly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wolfgang was greatly moved, and whispered to me:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can now for the first time, say the best words: +'grandfather,' +'uncle;' and"--turning quickly to Johanna--"'aunt;' to Julius I have +already said 'cousin,' and I shall soon have more cousins."</p> + +<p class="normal">The brothers were soon involved in a most zealous discussion +of the +great questions of the day. Richard warned Ludwig against permitting +the demagogues to make use of him, as their only aim was to foment +disturbance, and to abuse all existing institutions. They were wholly +without lofty or honest aims of their own. When he warned him to be on +his guard and not to permit this or that one to influence his views of +affairs in the Fatherland, Ludwig replied: "With your permission, I +shall begin with you." Richard observed that, just as time helps to +correct our judgments, in regard to past events, so does distance aid +us in criticising contemporary history. It may take ten years before we +can see the Europe of the present in the light in which it appears to +the unprejudiced American of to-day; and when he asked Ludwig whether +we might not cherish the hope that he would now remain in the old +world, Ludwig answered that, with all his love of home, he did not +believe he would be able to give up the perfect independence of +American life.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what do you think on the subject, my dear sister-in-law?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am of the same opinion as my husband."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard expressed a wish that Ludwig might, at some future +day, take +charge of the family estate, as there was no one else who could do it. +It seemed to me, indeed, that, in all that he said, Richard was trying +to determine Ludwig to unite his fortunes with those of the Fatherland.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig, who had come by way of France, could tell us much of +the great +excitement that had been produced there by the <i>plebiscite</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">The brothers were agreed that the expression of the popular +will had +been accompanied by fearful deceit on the part of the authorities; but +they did not agree as to the object contemplated by that deceit.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was often obliged," said Ludwig, "to think of our old +schoolmaster, +who explained the philosophic beauty of the Latin language to us by the +fact that <i>volo</i> has no imperative; but the author of the 'Life of +Cĉsar' has shown us, by means of the <i>plebiscite</i>, that <i>volo</i> has an +imperative."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig asserted that the majority of educated Frenchmen hated +and +despised Napoleon; for all the large cities, with the exception of +Strasburg, which gave a small majority on the other side, had voted +<i>no</i>. At the same time, what they hated and despised in him was just +what they themselves were; for every individual Frenchman really +desires to be a Napoleon; and the <i>no</i> that a portion of the army had +voted, simply meant, "We want war." Napoleon had undermined every sense +of duty, and the misfortune of France was that no one there believed in +the honesty or the unselfishness of another creature.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have also made the acquaintance of French emigrants in +America. It +is, of course, unfair to judge of a nation by its emigrants; but I +could not help being struck by the fact that those whom I met had no +confidence in any one."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard, on the other hand, had a very good opinion of the +French. He +told us that about the time he was working in the library at Paris, he +had travelled much through France, and had made the acquaintance of +Frenchmen of every station in life.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The French are industrious and temperate, and a people of +whom that +can be said, has a noble destiny awaiting it. They have a great desire +to please, which makes them agreeable, and gives all their work the +impress of good taste. They are fond of all that partakes of the +decorative, whether it be a glittering phrase or a badge. If that +which, from its very nature, ought to be general, could gain +distinction for them--if there could be an aristocracy in republican +virtue, I cannot help believing that the Frenchmen would be unbending +republicans."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Ludwig; "and they are humane, also. The vain and +conceited +man is usually generous and communicative: he thinks he has so many +advantages that he is glad to bestow a share on others, and is annoyed +and almost angry if they do not care to accept his bounty; for he +considers their declining it as a want of belief in his superiority, +and is surprised to find that others do not hunger and thirst for the +things that he regards as delicacies."</p> + +<p class="normal">The brothers became involved in all sorts of discussions, and, +although +Richard was the younger of the two, he showed, in a certain patronizing +way, how pleased he was to find that the school of experience had +moderated Ludwig's views. For the brothers agreed on one point--that, +as there was no one church which could alone save mankind, so there was +no one form of government which could alone make all men free. After +all, everything depended on the honesty and the morality of the +citizen, and, for that reason, it could not be maintained that the +republican form of government was a guarantee of freedom, or that a +monarchy necessarily implied a condition of servitude.</p> + +<p class="normal">The brothers now understood each other better than they had +done in +former times.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard always occupied himself with general principles, while +I can +only interest myself in particulars. The first question that I ask +myself is, How does the rule apply to this or that one? Richard is +different. He has no eye for isolated cases, but a far-seeing glance +where general principles are concerned. He looks upon everything from a +certain lofty historical point of view. He regards the hilly region in +which we live with the eye of an artist and a scientist, noticing the +elevations and the depressions, without giving a thought to the people +who dwell among them. He does not see the villages, much less a single +villager.</p> + +<p class="normal">My experience with Richard solved a question which had always +been a +riddle to me. He has no love for the people, and is, nevertheless, an +advocate of liberty. Until now, I could not understand how it was +possible; now it is clear to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Advocates of liberty are of two classes. The one class ask for +it as a +logical necessity; the other are disappointed when the people, or +portions thereof, become obstinate or prove themselves unworthy of +freedom. The former have nothing to do with mankind, but simply busy +themselves with the idea of liberty, and are, for that reason, more +positive and exacting and less given to fine talk.</p> + +<p class="normal">Formerly, Richard had been dissatisfied with all of Ludwig's +actions +and opinions. He was opposed to all that was violent; but now Richard +had become the more liberal, and Ludwig the more conservative, of the +two. It was in America, where the tendency seemed towards a loosening +of all restraint, that Ludwig had for the first time learned to attach +importance to the preservation of established institutions. While they +were yet children under the instructions of Pastor Genser, who +afterward became my son-in-law, the two boys had given much of their +time to music. To listen to Richard playing the violincello and Ludwig +playing the piano, was one of the greatest pleasures that our household +afforded Gustava and myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig has given up music, and they can now no longer play +together. +But when I heard them talking in unrestrained converse, and observed +how the one transposed the mood and the thoughts of the other into his +own key, and developed it, adding new combinations of ideas; and when I +noticed how the eye of either speaker would, from time to time, rest +upon the other with a joyful expression, it seemed yet more beautiful +and more grateful to my heart than any music could be. And withal, each +temperament preserved its own melody. Richard looked forward for some +event that would mark a turning-point in the affairs of men, or for the +advent of some great man, to utter the command, "Come, and follow me." +Ludwig added that liberation could only be brought about by one who +possessed a cool head and a firm hand, so that, without swerving a +hair's breadth to either side, he could put in the knife where it was +needed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard, with more than his wonted animation, spoke joyfully +of being +released from the opposition party, and when Ludwig approvingly said +that the time was now coming for Germany in which those who were +dissatisfied with its laws and institutions would not be the only free +ones, Richard again urged him to consider how hard it would be if no +one of us should take charge of the estate, and it should thus at some +day fall into the hands of strangers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is no misfortune," replied Ludwig. "Our posterity may +again +become poor, just as our ancestors were; all property must change hands +at some time or other. To encourage the fond desire of retaining +possession of a so called family estate, savors of aristocratic +feeling."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard was struck by this reply, and said: "You are more +familiar with +the history of the Indians than I am; but do you recollect the reply of +the chief whom they were endeavoring to persuade to move off with those +who belonged to him, into another territory--'Give us the graves of our +ancestors to take with us?' And, Ludwig, over there is the grave of our +mother."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a long silence after that, and Ludwig merely +replied, "You do +wrong to urge me so."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella had been sitting near by while the two had been +carrying on +their familiar conversation. In all likelihood, she had understood but +little of what was said, for, while discussing the improvement of the +whole world, they indulged themselves in vistas of the distant future. +But Martella would look first at one and then at the other, and then at +me, nodding approval each time. And afterward, when she and I were +alone together, she said, "Father, your eyes told me how happy you +were, and you must have thought just as I did; did you not? Ah, if +Ernst only knew how his brothers are here talking with each other from +their very hearts! Indeed, if he were here he would be the most +sensible of all, for there is no one like Ernst."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Ludwig's servant entered and inquired whether he might +accompany +"madame" (meaning Johanna) to church.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You may go," replied Ludwig to the servant, who saluted in +curt +military style and left the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard inquired where the man was from, for his pronunciation +would +prove him a North German.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig replied, "Yes, he is a specimen of North German +discipline and +reliability.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Although he was willing to work at anything, he was almost +perishing +with want when I made his acquaintance. I took him into my service, and +every order I gave was executed by him as implicitly as if he were +obeying an imperative law of nature.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One evening I had an appointment to meet several persons at +the town +hall; I took him with me, and said to him, 'Willem, wait here for me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"I entered and had a lengthy interview--forgot Willem, and +left through +another door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The next morning I came back to the town hall, and there +stood Willem.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'What are you doing there?' I asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'<i>Ik warte</i>.'<a name="div2Ref_note05" href="#div2_note05"><sup>5</sup></a> said he.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He had waited there all night, and would probably have waited +the +whole of that day, if I had not by chance come there.</p> + +<p class="normal">"After that, we always called him 'Ik-warte.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">We were so happy together. It was one of those moments that +one wishes +might be prolonged forever, and in which one dreads to move from his +seat for fear of breaking the spell. Our happiness was, however, not to +be of long duration.</p> + +<p class="normal">The locksmith's widow came, bringing her children with her. +They +brought a pot of fine honey, and fresh garlands of daisies and violets.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig advised the children--they were two girls and a +boy--above all +things not to consider themselves Americans; for if Germans would work +as they do in America, they could do just as well as the Americans.</p> + +<p class="normal">The widow said that she would like to have a talk with Ludwig +alone, +for she looked upon him as the guardian of her children. Ludwig +promised to pay her a visit at an early day.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was about leaving when new guests arrived.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk called, but he had discreetly sent in advance his parade +horse, +Schweitzer-Schmalz, who was attired in the national costume she was so +fond of, with large, round, silver buttons. He walked along with an air +of great importance, with his bull neck, his face shining with good +living, and his thick eyelids, from beneath which his little eyes cast +their contemptuous glances. He was followed by the village lawyer, a +man of pleasing appearance, and, indeed, a noble being who had but one +fixed idea, and that was that the world was to be protected against all +corporalism.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk followed after these two fit companions of his. He had +not been in +my house for four years.</p> + +<p class="normal">Schweitzer-Schmalz was the first to speak, and uttered a +short, hearty, +"Welcome, Ludwig!"</p> + +<p class="normal">For the first time, he avoided his haughty manner of treating +every one +as "little fellow." The tall, commanding appearance of Ludwig awed him.</p> + +<p class="normal">After that, the lawyer delivered a somewhat longer and quite +fervent +speech, and I was obliged to beg Richard to keep quiet, for he +whispered to me, "All this so early in the morning, and without an +audience of empty bottles!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk extended his hand in silence and nodded significantly, as +if he +meant to say, "You know already what I mean."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella brought wine and glasses. It hurt me to feel that she +was in +the presence of Funk, who had, years ago, so maliciously dragged her +name before the political meeting.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had told Ludwig nothing of my rupture with Funk.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk inquired about several who had been their companions in +revolution +and who had emigrated. Of many, Ludwig could give no information, while +of some he could give us good report, and of many others, sad news.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig disapproved of the emigration fever.</p> + +<p class="normal">The turn that the conversation had taken did not seem to +Funk's taste; +but Ludwig was able to direct it as he desired, and, addressing himself +more especially to the lawyer, he spoke of the intimate relations that +existed between our country--South Germany in particular--and America.</p> + +<p class="normal">Owing to their innate energy, and in spite of want, misery and +ignorance of the language, the proportion who succeed in attaining +wealth, position, and honors is much larger with the first generation +of emigrants than with their children who are born in America.</p> + +<p class="normal">Statistics had proven that, in spite of want and temptation, +the first +generation offered far fewer objects for the jails than did the second. +On the other hand, the former were more largely represented in the +insane asylums.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk was evidently displeased, and emptied his glass at one +draught. +Although he laughed, he seemed ill at ease when Schweitzer-Schmalz +said, "There you have it. I have always told you little folk may +emigrate; but the right sort of a man," he said, stroking his fat belly +at the same time, "knows where he is best off, and keeps at home."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe that you are also one of the deceived ones," said +Ludwig, +supplementing his remarks. "You cannot know, or, at all events, only +know it superficially, that the projectors of new railroads attempt to +help the price of their shares by encouraging emigration into the +territory traversed by their road, and that many who get gratuities by +them do not even know this."</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk suggested that a festive gathering of people from the +village and +surrounding country should take place on any Sunday that Ludwig might +fix upon. The meeting was to be in honor of his arrival. At this time +he was doubly welcome, for he would assist in dispelling the Prussian +pestilence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I see you are still fond of set phrases," replied Ludwig, and +added: +"How strange it is since the congress of Vienna, all friends of the +Fatherland have been clamoring for a man who, with firm hand and shrewd +judgment, would, regardless of consequences, force Germany into unity; +and now that he is with us, they hurl stones at him. And do you know, +Professor, what it is that particularly pleases me in Bismarck?" he +exclaimed roguishly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How should I know?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has fortunately one of those rare names that can be +pronounced the +same in all languages."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We had thought we should meet an old republican--an enemy of +tyrants!" +exclaimed Funk.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have not changed in that respect," answered Ludwig. "The +question +whether a republic or a monarchy should be preferred, is about the same +as if one were to ask which is better, meat or farinaceous food? All +depends upon the manner in which the food is prepared, and upon the +digestive powers of the stomach. But don't let us dispute now. I trust +we shall have a chance yet to discuss these matters more calmly."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What day have you determined on?" inquired Funk.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig said that he desired no such compliment. He preferred +to renew +his acquaintance with the people and their circumstances in a quiet, +unobtrusive manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">The church bells began tolling, and Funk said: "Perhaps you +wish to go +to church? You have probably grown religious, too?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks for catechizing me," said Ludwig.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, I forgot to address you as 'Colonel,'" said Funk.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That makes no difference, although my rank is that of +colonel. I was +promoted at the front, and it is the greatest pride of my life that I +did my duty in the war for wiping out slavery."</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not know whether it was shrewdness or arrogance towards +his +companion or ourselves, that induced Schweitzer-Schmalz to assume his +wonderfully self-complacent air.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, Colonel," said he, "another American war would not be so +unpleasant to us after all?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you mean by that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, that we gained one great advantage from it, or, as my +student +says, 'pitch.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not understand you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," began Schweitzer-Schmalz, after emptying his glass, +"your father +doesn't like rosin; but, for the little farmers, the pine-trees which +give rosin are just like so many milchcows. I have a piece of woodland +that I milked hard, because, so long as the war lasted, no rosin came +from America, and the price of ours went up very much."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard could not refrain from remarking on the wonderful +connection +that made changes in one country affect the most distant portions of +the globe. And thus the visit, which had promised to be so +disagreeable, ended quite pleasantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk and his companions left, and when Richard was about to +speak of +Funk's emptiness, Ludwig replied:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are deceived in him. He is full of what we, in America, +call +'steam.' He has a restless spirit of enterprise."</p> + +<p class="normal">My daughter-in-law and Johanna went to church together, and +Ikwarte +followed after them.</p> + +<p class="normal">The watchman came, and Ludwig gave him a considerable present.</p> + +<p class="normal">After that, Ludwig requested me to accompany him to the statue +gallery, +where he said: "Father, I have brought nothing for you; but I know that +your greatest pleasure is to do acts of beneficence; let me, therefore, +place this sum of money in your hands, so that you may distribute it +according to your best judgment. If I can do good through you, I shall +be doing good to myself; and, as mother is no longer living, I must ask +you to attend to this for me."</p> + +<p class="normal">I doubt whether in yonder church there was one heart more +piously +inclined than ours were on that day.</p> + +<p class="normal">But it seems that nothing in life can remain perfectly pure +and +undisturbed.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were just about sitting down to dinner, when a +wretched-looking +creature, called Wacker, entered. He lived in the neighboring valley, +and had once been a comrade of Ludwig's at the Polytechnic school. He +had left school at an early day, in order to take charge of a beer +brewery, and had become a drunkard. His place had been sold out, and he +now wandered about from one little tavern to another, where he would +spend the day between maudlin curses and drunken slumbers. When he +entered the house, it was only noon, and he was already intoxicated.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Brother," he exclaimed, "give me one of your California lumps +of gold; +or, if that is asking too much, see that I have free tap for one year +at the 'Lamb.' Here is my hand. If the war begins again, I will help. +Give me hand-money--throat-money--throat-money!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He offered his hand to Ludwig, who declined it. I saw his +indignation; +his glance fell on Ludwig's wife and on Wolfgang, for the latter seemed +surprised that the degraded creature should address his father in such +familiar terms. Wacker begged for a gift, but Ludwig refused it with +the words, "Get some employment, and then I will help you, but not +before."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wacker replied in vile, abusive terms.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig instantly collared him and led him from the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">We could hear him cursing, after he got out into the road; and +then he +staggered down the hillside.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was something cold and hard as iron in Ludwig's manner +towards +all except his nearest kindred, to whom he was kind and gentle.</p> + +<p class="normal">This interruption was a shrill dissonance in our Sunday's +pleasure. We +soon forgot it, however.</p> + +<br> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">In the afternoon, Julius and his betrothed visited us, and, in +a little +while, letters containing uniform messages were sent in all directions. +The Professor, my daughter-in-law, Wolfgang, Johanna and her daughter, +Julius and his intended, all wrote; for every one was to have a +separate invitation to the great family gathering on the following +Sunday. At Ludwig's request, all of our relatives were informed that he +insisted on their making the journey at his charge. Those who did not +need it should state the amount, nevertheless, and if they so wished +might give it to the poor. In this way, no one who could not afford the +expense would be prevented from undertaking the journey.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss and Ikwarte walked off to town to mail the letters, +of which +there were nearly fifty. To my sister who lived in the Hagenau forest, +I wrote in person.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss had told Ikwarte all that he had done for Ludwig, and +was not +a little surprised to receive, instead of praise, a nod of disapproval +and the reproach, "It was not right, after all." He told me of it, and +could not understand how that "up there in Prussia," they were not all +opposed to the government and glad to deceive it. He seemed to think +that Ikwarte, and all like him, were exceedingly simple.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss was as jealous of Carl as a reigning prince of the +heir +apparent. He noticed that Ikwarte was well inclined toward Carl, whose +good looks and military air were much in his favor, and he went so far +as to confide to Ikwarte that Carl had suffered himself to be taken +prisoner in order to avoid fighting.</p> + +<p class="normal">After that Rothfuss was the sole favorite of Ikwarte, who +hardly +bestowed a glance on Carl, and barely answered his questions.</p> + +<p class="normal">A soldier who voluntarily allows himself to be captured! He +could not +understand how such a man could walk erect, and on Sundays wear his +soldier's cap with the red pompon.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He knows nothing about oxen, but he is a first-rate judge of +horses," +said Rothfuss, speaking of Ikwarte; "and he holds the plough as if he +were screwed fast to it. And he can work, too; that's certain. And he +is modest. Instead of saying 'No,' he always says, 'I am not sure;' and +instead of saying 'Yes,' he says, 'It is so.' He can't sing, nor even +<i>yodel</i>; and the greatest praise he gives any one is to say, 'He is a +steady fellow.' And when he wishes to say that you are right, he says, +'It agrees.' And he is not at all inquisitive; he never asks who any +one is."</p> + +<p class="normal">Willem was just as sparing of words as Rothfuss was lavish of +them; and +it was a droll sight to watch the two sitting together. I think that +each one considered himself the superior of the other and patronized +him accordingly. Rothfuss did it with words, Ikwarte with glances. He +evidently regarded Rothfuss as an old child; and Rothfuss, in turn, +looked upon him as a poor awkward being who had not learned how to +express himself properly. When they spoke to each other, they always +screamed at the top of their voices; each only understood about half of +what was said by the other, and they thought they might help matters by +screaming.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss could hardly be brought to believe that Ikwarte had +not +emigrated on account of his being unable to endure German oppression; +but Ikwarte was without a trace of political opinion. All that he knew +of the state was that one should serve it as a soldier and pay taxes. +Of Ludwig, he said, "My master is a man, and a man of his word at +that."</p> + +<p class="normal">Towards his master, he had a certain feeling of implicit and +dutiful +obedience; he was fond of saying, "Let everything be well grounded."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss consoled him with the words: "Don't mind it, if they +try to +tease and worry you here. If you plant a strange tree in the forest, +the stags will rub their horns against it and tear the bark, but the +tree is not harmed, after all."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss was quite beside himself with laughter when Ikwarte +asked him +what bodily infirmity had prevented my two servants, who had not been +soldiers, from entering the army. He could not understand that we still +drew lots in our neighborhood.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig had gone to the capital to make various arrangements +for the +family meeting, and I remained at home working in the forest with Carl +and Ikwarte, whose clever ways and even temper greatly pleased me.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The schoolmaster's wife and Martella had decorated our steps +and the +doorway with flowers and garlands, to the great delight of all of us, +and Ludwig in particular. But on the second day, Ludwig said to +Rothfuss:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Take down the wreaths; nothing is uglier than to let flowers +hang +until they wilt."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is right," said Rothfuss, smiling. "My mother always said +that +Sunday clothes should not be worn on week days. Ludwig's mother had +good sense, and so had mine."</p> + +<p class="normal">On the third day, Ludwig said, "Father, I shall now leave my +wife and +son with you for a few days."</p> + +<p class="normal">He sent his little trunk ahead, and, throwing his plaid over +his +shoulder, took up his walk through the valley and over the mountains. +Richard, who was obliged to examine several candidates for the doctor's +degree, accompanied him.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt surprised that Ludwig should leave me so soon, but by +noon it +was clear to me that he had acted wisely. His wife and son were much +more at their ease when they found themselves alone with me; for, with +all his kindness, there was something commanding in Ludwig's manner +which made every one feel as if under restraint while in his presence.</p> + +<p class="normal">His wife was quiet and self-contained, and, seeing that I +noticed this, +told me that she had been living on a lonely farm with her father, who +was very sparing of his words, and that she had thus acquired a habit +of silence. After her marriage and her father's death, which soon +followed it, Ludwig had been obliged, by his engagements as constructor +of water-works, to spend days and weeks away from home. It was not +until the last year, when they had moved into a city, that he was more +at home; but, even then, public affairs claimed a great share of his +time. During the war, he had been in the field with the army for at +least two years.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had seen much trouble. She was but twelve years old when +the family +emigrated to America. During the first few years, her parents employed +themselves as teachers; and when, in rapid succession, the mother and +her brother and sister died, she and her father moved to the farm. +Assisted by a couple of free negroes who helped in the field, she was +obliged to conduct the whole household. The two children she had lost +had died because medical assistance could not be obtained in time, and, +for that reason, they had moved to the city. Their eldest son had died +while Ludwig was in the army, fighting against the secessionists.</p> + +<p class="normal">She gently hinted that it was her wish to remain in Europe, +but that +she would not urge this, as she feared Ludwig would not find a large +enough field for his energy. She said that he was accustomed to +constant and varied activity, and stood very high at home.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was with some hesitation that she asked me whether I +objected to the +fact of her having only been married by civil process, and that +Wolfgang belonged to no church. I reassured her, for I felt well +satisfied that Johanna had already made persistent attempts at +conversion in this quarter. My daughter-in-law became much attached to +Joseph's wife and the school-master's. She was very fond of raising +flowers, and determined to take many different kinds of seeds back to +America with her.</p> + +<p class="normal">While the presence of my newly found daughter was a quiet +pleasure, my +grandson was an incomparable joy to me. He was at my side from morning +till night. I think he must have asked Martella to tell him what +pleased me, for he seemed to anticipate my every wish.</p> + +<p class="normal">I showed him our own saw-mill, and also the one that belonged +to the +village. He readily understood the principle of the machinery, and +seemed to have quite a store of general information.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had a little nursery of forest-trees; it was well situated. +Martella +was always my best assistant: she knew all about planting and how to +care for the plants that had been raised from the seed, and, morever, +had a watchful eye for the grubworm. Since she came to us there had not +been one of these to destroy the seed.</p> + +<p class="normal">I now went there with Wolfgang, and his first question, on +seeing the +thriving bed, was whether it were still early enough in the year to sow +seeds of forest-trees.</p> + +<p class="normal">We had some soaked one-year-old seeds. We marked his name in +the +ground, and he laid the seeds in the furrow, after the subsoil had been +trodden down so that the seeds might at once have firm soil in which to +take root. After that, we placed loose and fertile earth on top.</p> + +<p class="normal">I explained to him our manner of working: how we mixed lime +with the +barren soil of the heath, and thus produced the best and most +nourishing soil for the young shoots; how the seed should be sown after +spring had fairly set in, and how, after the tender plants had reached +the age of two years, they should be transferred to the nursery, there +to remain until their fifth year, when they were to be set out in the +place they were finally to occupy; how the new nursery should not face +directly towards the north, on account of the absence of light, and +because the plants could not then be transplanted to land exposed to +direct rays of the sun, on account of their not being accustomed to +such intense light.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Grandfather, how long does it take, after planting the seeds, +before +the plant shows itself through the soil?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Two, or, at the most, three weeks; it generally shows before +that +time."</p> + +<p class="normal">I shall never forget the look that Wolfgang then gave me, and +it moved +my heart to think that my grandson, who was born in America, had +planted his name in German soil.</p> + +<p class="normal">I asked Wolfgang if he did not wish to accompany me up into +the woods +where my wood-cutters were at work. He took my hand in silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">I took my gun with me, for I was on the lookout for a fox +which had its +cave a short distance from the road; but it had slipped out with its +young ones. I handed my second gun to Wolfgang; we shot wild pigeons, +and my setter brought them to us, laid them down before Wolfgang, and +looked up into his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">I must be brief, however. I have always been fortunate enough +to see +something more in the forest than merely so many cords of wood. But how +weakly words describe the sunshine, the forest-breezes, the singing of +the birds, or cheerful walks through shady groves, with resting-places +on heights where the lovely valley is spread before one's eyes. It had +never been so charming as on that very day.</p> + +<p class="normal">We met Rautenkron, and he was carrying two young does whose +mother had +been driven away by a strange hound. I introduced Wolfgang to him; but +he shook his head and made no reply.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What a sullen, gloomy man," said Wolfgang. "Can one become so +in these +lovely woods, so full of sunshine and the songs of birds? But yet he +must be good, for all that; he carried the does."</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt obliged to explain how that might have come about. The +roe lures +the dogs on false scents, in order to save its young ones.</p> + +<p class="normal">We heard sounds of a church-bell coming up from the valley, +and met +Rautenkron's laborers carrying their caps in their hands; they passed +us in silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">I explained to Wolfgang that these were Catholics, and that +they were +praying.</p> + +<p class="normal">I grasped his hand, and said, "Since you confess no especial +form of +religion, it is doubly your duty, both for your own sake and for that +of freedom, always to remain brave and steadfast, so that people shall +not be able to say--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know already, grandfather, what you wish to say. You can +depend upon +me."</p> + +<p class="normal">We continued our walk up the mountain, which was known as +Silvertop. +From its peak one can see far over the mountain-peaks, with their +dark-green mantle, in which the ravines form majestic folds. There were +remnants of a fire at which the forest-laborers had prepared their +noonday meal. I threw a few handfuls of brushwood on the fire; the +flames arose on high. Wolfgang exclaimed: "Grandfather, it was just +like this! It was just so that I saw you in my dreams. And now I can +remember what you said. It often annoyed me to think that I had +forgotten it; the voice was powerful, and said, 'The water nourishes +the tree, and the fire destroys it; the water roars, and the fire +gently sleeps.' Thus ... and so on."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wolfgang's eye glowed with a strange expression, and I had +just opened +my lips to address him, when he vehemently motioned me away with both +hands, and, gazing into the distance, said in an impressive tone, "Yes, +I hear the sound; it came from the blazing fire."</p> + +<p class="text20">Far above us,<br> +In the heavens,<br> +Hovers now<br> +The darkening cloud.<br> +Still united,<br> +Soon divided;<br> +Now creating,<br> +Now destroying:<br> +Joined divinely,<br> +Fire and water<br> +In its bosom,<br> +Peaceful, dwell.</p> + +<p class="normal">The youth looked about him as if in ecstasy, and then grasping +my hand +in both of his, he said: "Yes, grandfather; daring my illness I saw you +standing in the forest at such a fire. You can ask father--but you +believe me, don't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">The countenance of the youth seemed illumined with joy.</p> + +<p class="normal">We seated ourselves on a bench, and silently gazed at the +distant +prospect.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last Wolfgang spoke. "Grandfather, now I have it. In your +forest +garden are your grandson trees. The seed comes from the trees that you +planted. And now I know something. I know it quite positively, but I +can keep it to myself. Father always says that one should not be too +hasty in talking of important things that one intends to do; it is best +to sleep on them first. If one is of the same mind the next morning, it +is all right. I shall tell it you tomorrow, but not to-day. My idea is +a good one, and I think it will please you as much as it does me."</p> + +<p class="normal">We took up our path, and stopped where some woodcutters were +rolling +the trunk of a tree down the mountainside; it bounded over young trees +in its way, and Wolfgang said. "Won't it crush them?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, pshaw!" said a wood-cutter, "They'll straighten +themselves again. +We have to do the same thing ourselves."</p> + +<p class="normal">We reached the spot where my woodmen were at work. Wolfgang at +once +took hold of an axe and helped them lustily. But here, too, he showed +his good judgment. He was not hasty, as novices usually are, and soon +succeeded in copying the manner of the workmen.</p> + +<p class="normal">We kept up our walk until we reached the mountain lake. The +last time I +had been in this spot was twenty years ago, with Gustava; and now it +seemed as if I were there for the first time in my life.</p> + +<p class="normal">There lay the lake, surrounded by steep, pine-covered walls; +not a +sound was heard, save at times the roaring of the trees, and the solemn +beating of the waves against the shore. The sun shone on the water, and +its ripples sparkled like so many glittering diamonds.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you come here often?" asked Wolfgang.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; the last time I was here was with grandmother, twenty +years ago."</p> + +<p class="normal">It went hard with me to leave the lake. Who knows whether I +shall live +to return there again? It will ever remain unchanged; for generation +after generation shall come here, as to a shrine, and yield itself up +to the mysterious influence of the place.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we at last started to leave, I was often obliged to turn +and look +back. I constantly felt that now it must be full of its awful beauty, +and that I had seen it for the last time.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was towards evening when I reached the house. I had not +been so +tired for a long time; for climbing forest-clad mountains, while +excited by emotions, be they ever so joyous, is apt to exhaust one. But +I was looking forward into a happy future.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I awoke on the following morning, Wolfgang stood at my +bedside, +and said: "Grandfather, it has rained during the night; our plants are +thriving beautifully. Now I can tell you--I have determined to become a +forester."</p> + +<p class="normal">I had, on the previous day, explained to Wolfgang a beautiful +provision +of nature; how, when, through accident, the growth of the main trunk of +the pine-tree is interfered with, a side branch becomes converted into +the main trunk. None of my sons had become foresters, and now Julius +and Wolfgang were side-branches that made up for it.</p> + +<p class="normal">I believe it was fortunate that Wolfgang's resolve to become a +forester +sprang from his affection for the forest, and not from his love of the +hunting.</p> + +<p class="normal">Unfortunately, the other motive had been Ernst's. I had often +warned +him, but in vain.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p class="continue">A few days after that, I was surprised by a newspaper article, +which +had been written by my son Ludwig.</p> +<p class="normal">I have preserved it. It read as +follows:</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="center">"THREE QUESTIONS AND THREE ANSWERS.</p> + +<p class="normal">"All hail to the friends of my youth, and of my Fatherland!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Every one has a right to address three questions to me; and, +as it is +not one of the pleasures of life to repeat the same thing a hundred +times, I hope I may be permitted to answer in this public manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>First</i>: How goes it with you, and do you intend to +remain with us?</p> + +<p class="normal">"It goes well with me. For the first few years I spent in +America, I +had hard times; but I worked my way through. I am not rich, but have +enough. I married a German, the daughter of Professor Uhlenkemp. I lost +my eldest son during the war with the South, and have another son +sixteen years of age, who belongs to no religious denomination.</p> + +<p class="normal">"As to my remaining here, or leaving, I am for the present, +unable to +answer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Second</i>: What do you think of emigration to America?</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Answer</i>: The United States afford elbow-room and +freedom, and are a +good refuge for people who are willing to work hard in order to achieve +independence. But he who emigrates must make up his mind to forego many +pleasures, with which we at home are so familiarized that we do not +know that we are enjoying them; just as we do not miss the drink of +fresh, pure water, until it can no longer be had, and do not think of +the pure air while it is ours to breathe.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Third</i>: How do you find Germany?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I find only halves of Germany; but they must and will--who +knows how +soon--become a whole Germany.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The German people have become more practical and well-to-do +than they +were formerly. As far as I have been able to observe, there is an +abundance of well-directed energy; great activity in all that pertains +to the trades, to science or to art, and enough liberty to achieve what +is still needed to make a complete whole. Let all remain strong and +firm, and, without faltering, faithfully labor for the common weal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"These are my answers; and to every one whom I meet and find +true to +the Fatherland and to liberty, I shall cordially extend the hand of +fellowship.</p> + +<p style="margin-left:40%">"LUDWIG WALDFRIED,</p> + +<p style="margin-left:45%">"Hydraulic and Civil Engineer,</p> + +<p class="right">"Chicago."</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">This explanation of Ludwig's naturally caused me some +surprise. But it +was practical, at all events, although the reference to Wolfgang seemed +unnecessary, and calculated to provoke unpleasant comment.</p> + +<p class="normal">I soon became aware of its effect, in a manner which, at +first, +promised to be unpleasant, but afterward proved for the best.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although Annette was still living in our neighborhood, I have +not +mentioned her for some time. She would ride over to see us, but paid us +only short visits, and would occasionally inquire about the Professor, +as she, too, now termed Richard.</p> + +<p class="normal">She seemed provoked at him, and probably felt resentment that +the +friendship, and, perhaps, affection, which she had offered him were not +returned.</p> + +<p class="normal">She visited the spinner and the schoolmaster's wife; she +greeted +Martella and Rothfuss, but her whole manner seemed strange and +constrained. I soon knew the reason for this; for Johanna expressed her +satisfaction that Annette, who had been so worldly, had at last been +saved; "for," as she said, "safety can be found even in the Catholic +faith."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baroness and her clerical assistants had succeeded in +drawing +Annette into their toils.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day, Annette came to us looking pale and greatly excited. +She said +that, although I had so many guests, she begged me to permit her to +stay with us for a few days. She frankly confessed that she had, now +and forever, broken with the Baroness and all her adherents. The +Baroness had endeavored to bind all who were in the faith to break off +intercourse with our family; for it is written, "woe to that man by +whom the offense cometh," and the worst offense had issued from our +house. The fact that my daughter-in-law considered herself a wife, +although her marriage had not been solemnized by a clergyman, might +have been passed over in silence; but the public proclamation of the +grandson's want of religion was exasperating.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette had determined to flee from such fanatical +surroundings.</p> + +<p class="normal">I told her of Wolfgang's power of self-control, and how he had +held +back a resolution which illumined his whole being until he had quietly +matured it; and Annette exclaimed, "Yes; that is the best religion; +that is a holy spirit."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was obliged to restrain her from expressing herself thus to +Wolfgang. +On the following day, Ludwig returned; and this afforded her an +opportunity to unbosom herself to him. At their first meeting, he +conceived a great liking for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">He told her of the great family gathering that was to be held.</p> + +<p class="normal">As she was not related by ties of kindred, she did not wish to +remain +with us.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Ludwig induced her to stay; and when he and I were alone, +he said, +"I cannot understand why Richard does not sue for her hand; she seems +to be made for him."</p> + +<p class="normal">I told him that, on her deathbed, mother had said, "He will +marry her +for all."</p> + +<p class="normal">I now felt satisfied that Gustava had, in all likelihood, +referred to +Annette. Ludwig felt sure of it; but, as if at the same time marking +out his own course, he said, "Father, do not let Richard notice our +feelings in this matter, or we may frighten him away."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wolfgang's desire to become a forester met with the glad +approval of +his father, who said: "It will soon turn out with the American forests +just as it does with the fishes of the sea. One cannot always be +harvesting and preying on others; it is necessary to plant and to +cultivate as well."</p> + +<p class="normal">He requested Annette, who was very much interested in +Wolfgang, and +spent much time with him, not to interfere with his wonted equanimity; +for she was constantly trying to discover how Wolfgang felt when he saw +a church-steeple, or heard the church-bells. She had just emerged from +an atmosphere which was religious to the exclusion of all other +considerations, and the youth was therefore a mysterious and marvellous +contrast to all that she had left behind her. He seemed to her the +representative being of later centuries; and she tried to discover how +things would be after our generation. She was pleased to call Wolfgang +'Emile, and reminded us of Rousseau's work of the name.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig's wife avoided Annette, who, in her impulsive way, had +at once +desired to cultivate intimate relations with her. Conny, who was quiet +and reserved, had a dread of the restless fluttering of such a being as +Annette.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">One evening, Martella came to me, and, with a timid manner to +which I +was quite unused in her, asked me to allow her to return to Jaegerlies, +with whom she had formerly lived. She had heard that the old woman was +sick, and at the point of death. She had left her quite suddenly, and +now wanted to return; and thought it would be far better if she were +not to come back until our guests had left.</p> + +<p class="normal">She extended her hand to me, and said, "I promise you that I +will +surely return."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her behavior puzzled me; and when I endeavored to find out why +she +really wished to leave, she said that it might be a stupid feeling, but +she had a constant presentiment of some great misfortune near at hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">I tried to persuade her that there were no grounds for this +uneasy +feeling, as Ludwig, his wife, and Wolfgang all treated her as one of +the family. She persisted in her determination; and I at last reminded +her that she had promised my wife never to leave me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did not think you would remind me of that," she said; "but, +of +course, if you fall back on that, I shall remain here even if they try +to drive me away."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella might well feel anxious, for she was a living proof +that our +family was incomplete; she, too, had been obliged to accustom herself +to constant sorrow, and to learn to lead a life tranquil and resigned.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nearly all to whom invitations had been sent, promptly +answered that +they would come. My sister wrote that she would bring her daughter, and +her future son-in-law; but, that, on account of his duties, her husband +would be unable to leave home. My brother-in-law, the pastor, who lived +in Alsace, was also unable to come.</p> + +<p class="normal">With every letter that came, I felt as if I must read it to my +wife. +Who could so help me to celebrate such a day, as she would have done? +The life of the best of children is really for themselves. It is only +the wife who lives entirely for and with her husband--one life +consisting of two lives inseparably united. Inseparably! They have been +separated, and a portion yet lives, leading a fragmentary existence.</p> + +<p class="normal">I succeeded in repressing my emotions, and prepared myself for +the +great joy which was yet vouchsafed me.</p> + +<p class="normal">On his return from his short trip, Ludwig had much to tell us, +giving +us quite a medley of merry and sad experiences. He had met many of his +old comrades; and, among others, had visited his most intimate friend, +a Professor at the teachers' seminary, in a town of the Oberland. The +Professor was a model of quiet unobtrusive learning.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am shaping my block of stone," were the Professor's words: +"what +place it may occupy in the great Pantheon I do not know; but, +nevertheless, I fulfil my little task as well as I know how."</p> + +<p class="normal">He felt quite sad to find one of his old comrades in the very +position +he had occupied twenty-five years before. He might have become one of +the best of men, for he has a good wife, and fine children; but he is +the slave of drink, and is intoxicated from morning till night. Indeed, +in the country one must constantly renew his intellectual life, or +there is danger of giving way to drunkenness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig had also visited his uncle, the Inspector of the +water-works at +the Upper Rhine, under whom he had worked for a year. He regretted his +inability to attend our festival, but promised to send his son; and +Ludwig was quite pleased when he told us how his uncle had said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Rhine seems as if lost, and does not know whither it +should flow. +It is against nature that one bank of a stream should belong to one +country, and the opposite bank to another."</p> + +<p class="normal">Sister Babette and her family were the first to arrive; and, +shortly +after their first greeting of Ludwig and his family, they inquired for +Martella. She was delighted to find that they were so much interested +in her, and also to obtain from them some little news in relation to +Ernst's short stay with them. Even Pincher recognized the Alsatians.</p> + +<p class="normal">The bridegroom-elect, who was now an officer of the customs, +had come +in his uniform, and was quite condescending in his manner, as if he +intended, with every word, to say, "I am superior to you all, for I am +a Frenchman." And yet, in spite of this, he had the very German name of +Kräutle.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette did him the favor to speak French with him. He was +quite +delighted, and Annette asserted that he and his bride were ashamed of +the Alsatian language; when speaking French, they evidently felt that +they appeared at their best, and to ask them to forego that pleasure +would be much the same as requiring one never to wear his Sunday +clothes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette was embroidering a silk ribbon; and Richard picked up +the end +of it and held it in his hands. But she generally managed to spoil the +effect of her pretty speeches, and added that people could talk French +without having ideas; but that, when speaking German, they noticed the +absence of costume, and were ashamed thereat. When she uttered these +last words, Richard dropped the ribbon he had been holding, and walked +away.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette was happy whenever she could express her pleasure with +any one, +and Ludwig was not wrong in saying:</p> + +<p class="normal">"She will be one of the best of wives when she is once a +mother. Now +she is fluttering about, hither and thither; is herself restless, and +disturbs others."</p> + +<p class="normal">With every hour, new guests arrived, and Martella said: "It +was stupid +of me to have wanted to go away; I am needed here, where there are so +many strangers--no, not strangers--O dear Lord, so many beings who +belong to one! If mother were only living yet, she could help me love +them. O dear father, when we step over into eternity, and meet all the +beings who belong to us--so many! so many! Indeed, father, you are now +experiencing a part of eternity."</p> + +<p class="normal">And it was so.</p> + +<p class="normal">But I felt that age was coming on me. I could not walk about +much, and +was obliged almost constantly to remain seated in my room, where they +all came to me. To see Wolfgang and Victor together, was to me joy +unutterable. My sister asserted that, when a child, I had looked just +as these two now did. I cannot imagine that I ever looked so elegant +and distinguished-looking.</p> + +<p class="normal">After the Major joined us, the customs officer became much +quieter in +his manner; for the Major had come in full uniform.</p> + +<p class="normal">Johanna, who, since Ludwig's arrival, had become even more +reserved and +austere, seemed to find the meeting with her son, the vicar, a pleasant +change. Nothing daunted by my presence, she complained to him that, +with a sister-in-law who had only been married by a civil magistrate, +and with a nephew who had not even been christened, she felt as if +living among heathens.</p> + +<p class="normal">The vicar, who was more liberal in his views, and yet felt +quite at +home in his vocation, pacified his mother, and she concluded to take +part in the family festival.</p> + +<p class="normal">The eldest son of the inspector of the water-works came with +his two +sisters, and the Major was delighted to find that this young man, my +godson, had determined to follow the sea.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig told us that a sea-captain had assured him that the +naval cadets +were principally recruited from the inland provinces, while the sailors +naturally came from among the dwellers along the sea-coast.</p> + +<p class="normal">The medical counsellor, who had formerly been director of the +jail in +which Ludwig and Rothfuss had been imprisoned, but who had now retired +on a pension, was also among the guests, and Rothfuss was delighted +beyond measure to meet him again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Baron Arven did not fail to offer his congratulations. He +seemed quite +surprised to find Annette dressed in colors. He cordially greeted us +all, and constantly addressed Ludwig as "Colonel." He remained but a +short time, and had probably only visited us in order to show that it +was his desire to keep on good terms with us, and that he wished to +have nothing to do with any enmities or unpleasant feelings which other +members of his household might cherish towards us.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ah, I thought I could have given the names of them all, but I +find it +impossible. The hearty greetings of so many guests had so fatigued me, +that I slept until late on Sunday morning. When I awoke, I heard a +lovely chorus, accompanied by an harmonium; and, after that, a +quartette of female voices.</p> + +<p class="normal">This was the first intimation we had of Conny's powerful and +sympathetic contralto voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">The other voices I recognized at once. They were Bertha's, +Annette's, +and Martha's.</p> + +<p class="normal">If it was pleasant to see Wolfgang and Victor together, it +was, +perhaps, yet more lovely to see the sympathy between Conny and Bertha; +and Martella expressed my own feelings, when she said, "Dear sister +Conny, you did not have the happiness to know mother, but Bertha is +very much like her."</p> + +<p class="normal">When I at last joined all my kindred, there was a new surprise +in store +for me. Before retiring, I had inquired about Julius. I do not know +whether you have already observed it, but he is a special favorite of +mine. He is well-off in every respect--well provided for, both +intellectually and in regard to the world's goods, though without great +riches or luxury. He is like a healthy forest-tree; without bright +blossoms, but silently thriving, nevertheless. I shall not indulge in +further praise of him, for he dislikes praise.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now Julius came and told me that Ludwig had obtained a +dispensation +for the marriage of the young people without the delay of publishing +the banns. Rontheim and his wife had at first been disinclined to +consent to such haste, but Ludwig had persistently urged them. And now +it was determined that the wedding should take place to-day, and that +his cousin, the vicar, should marry them, for Martha had insisted that +they should be married by a clergyman. Whereupon Ludwig said: "We are +certainly very tolerant towards these believers."</p> + +<p class="normal">I had ceased to be surprised by anything.</p> + +<p class="normal">We marched towards the church to the sound of music, the +ringing of +bells, and the noise of cannon, which the mountains re-echoed. But when +we reached the spring, which, as I afterwards learned, had been +decorated by Martella, I felt a pang. Why could Gustava not have lived +to enjoy this? And then, repressing the sad thought, I let joy descend +upon me, and said to myself, "Keep thyself erect, and in health, so +that thou mayest not disturb the happiness of the many who belong to +thee."</p> + +<p class="normal">When we reached the spring at the edge of the woods, we +halted. What to +us had seemed impossible, Ludwig had already accomplished. The iron +column was already there, and around it were stone seats, and also a +high bench, where people might lay aside their burdens.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One learns these things in America," said Ludwig. "There they +do not +care for yesterday, and do not console themselves with the hope of +to-morrow: all must live in the present."</p> + +<p class="normal">After leaving the church, where the wedding was celebrated in +a simple +manner, we marched in procession to the family woods, where, by +Ludwig's orders, great tables had been erected; and on our way there he +told me how clever Ikwarte had been in the work.</p> + +<p class="normal">I cannot find words to speak of the great table in the woods.</p> + +<p class="normal">Before we seated ourselves, we were all obliged to remain +perfectly +still for a short time. Ludwig had made arrangements to have the whole +group photographed. They all say that I look very sad in the picture; +it may be so, for I could not help thinking, "Where is Ernst now? Does +the sun that now shines on us, shine on him too?" It is especially +pleasant to see Martella and Rothfuss in the background, holding each +other's hands. Annette is also in the family picture; her eyes are +downcast, while Richard is looking towards her. Since the loss of her +husband, she had never laid aside her mourning, but to-day she wore +colors.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Major's speech at the dinner was even better than the +vicar's in +the church.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella's best and only treasure was Ernst's prize cup. She +had placed +it before me on the table, and Annette had wound a garland of flowers +around it.</p> + +<p class="normal">After the Major's speech, the wine-cup travelled the rounds of +the +whole table.</p> + +<p class="normal">After the clinking of glasses, and the drinking of healths, +the +conversation had become loud and excited; after that, all became as +noiseless as in a church during silent prayer. It was one of those +pauses that ensue after the soul has unburdened itself, and when, for a +moment, there is nothing new to engage it.</p> + +<p class="normal">And during that pause I could hear Annette saying to Conny, +"Yes, dear +Conny, I, as a stranger, beloved and loving in return, can speak more +impartially than relatives can. I cannot describe the mother to you; +and yet I have seen her to-day, or at least her counterpart. When +Julius was standing at the altar, he had her very expression. He +resembles her more than any one--he has her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, what a pity that you did not know her! She was full of +life, and +yet gentle withal; and when she spoke with you, she never looked to +right or left. She never tried to create an impression, and yet in her +presence one always felt exalted; and while her glance rested on one, +it was impossible to indulge in vile or ignoble thoughts. What to +others seemed exalted and great, was with her a matter of course. She +practised and expressed all that is highest as easily as others say +'Good-morning.' In her hands, even the common-place became invested +with beauty. She judged of people with love, and yet with freedom.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thus, she once said, 'I felt inclined to be angry with +Baroness +Arven, because she does not understand her excellent husband; but he, +on the other hand, does not do his wife justice. She is created for +society--for interesting, witty small talk--and he desires to feed her +soul with thoughts of nature and Fatherland. Fanaticism, in every one +of its thousand shapes, endeavors to force its own convictions on +others, and this is both good and evil at the same time.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"She said something to me which I have worn as an amulet, and +it is, +after all, but a simple maxim.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I complained to her that it was so difficult with me to +fix the +proper relation towards others, she replied:</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Child, you do not maintain the right distance between +yourself and +others. With every one, even though it be a Rothfuss, you move into +most familiar contiguity.' Her words impressed me deeply, and were of +great help to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She understood herself, and that made every one else feel on +sure +ground. When one felt depressed or sad, without hardly knowing why, the +mere fact that you were suffering was enough to arouse her sympathy: +and that would always cure the pain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But what avails it to speak of separate disconnected traits. +I might +as well try to give you an idea of a glorious symphony by singing a few +bars of one of its melodies. When with her I felt in a higher world."</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus spoke Annette. She did not seem to notice that all were +silent +while she was talking.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then Bertha and Conny arose from their seats and covered +her with +their caresses.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not move from the spot. I saw Richard rising, but he +sat down +again at once.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig turned to him and said: "Her mind and her exterior +correspond. +At first she does not impress one as wondrously beautiful; but, day by +day, she grows in loveliness."</p> + +<p class="normal">This invocation of my wife had, for the time being, invested +the +festival with a certain solemn impressiveness; but soon mirth burst all +bounds, and the young couple again became the centre of joy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rontheim was so happy that he drank fellowship with the Major, +with +Ludwig, and with Richard. A blissful feeling of brotherly affection +seemed to unite all.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss afforded us great amusement. He wore a bouquet in his +hunter's +coat, and another, with a red ribbon streaming from it, in his hat. +"Colonel," he called out to Ludwig, "may I be permitted to say one +word?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you made up your mind what to wish for?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; this is something else. All I wish is that you shall say +'Yes,' +and that will do."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Listen. You are Colonel of the negroes--of the blacks--and +there are +people who say that negroes are not human beings. Now listen! What is +it that man alone can do, and that neither horse nor ox nor stag can do +like him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, <i>speak</i>, to be sure."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wrong: The beasts do speak; but we are too stupid to +understand them. +No; I mean something quite different: <i>man alone can drink wine</i>. If +the negroes can drink wine, they are men just as we are. Tell me, can +negroes drink wine?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"All right, then. Here's to the health of our black brethren."</p> + +<p class="normal">He emptied his glass and was about to walk away, when Richard +called +out: "Stop! I ask all to join me in drinking the health of the great +man who has solved the question of slavery, in wine. Long live our +great philosopher--Rothfuss!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed as if the cheers would never end, and Rothfuss +called out, +"To-day I will get jolly drunk seven times at least--no, seven times is +not enough!"</p> + +<p class="normal">When we at last arose from the table, I inquired for Rothfuss. +I was +concerned about him, for he had been acting like a crazy man.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ikwarte said that, although Rothfuss showed signs of having +drunk too +much, he had gone up into the woods and had taken a bottle of champagne +with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">They hunted and hunted, and at last found him. He was asleep, +and the +empty bottle was lying on the ground by his side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh," he complained, "why did you wake me? I died so happy. To +die +drunk is the best way, after all; now, I've got to die over again. No +matter; I'll wait for master, and then we will ride to heaven in double +harness; or, if the parson is right in what he says, to hell. It's all +the same to me; I shall stay with master."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he embraced Ludwig, and repeatedly said to him; "Let me +go to jail +once more for you." They managed to get him home without further +trouble.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The newly married couple left; but the young people were +averse to +breaking up, and kept up the dance until long after nightfall. A little +circumstance occurred which greatly excited Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">Julius's friends had come in their smart hunter's suits; even +Rautenkron had overcome his scruples, and attended the festival, +although he did not join us at table.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were told that Rautenkron had always been angry that +Martella was +permitted to keep her own dog, and Pincher, moreover, had a special +aversion to Rautenkron.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the same time that Rothfuss was being looked up, a terrible +barking +and yelling arose. The strange dogs had fallen upon Pincher, and it was +even said that Rautenkron had called out to his dog, "At him, Turenne! +Break his neck for him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">When they at last succeeded in separating the dogs, Pincher +was dead, +and Martella's lamentations were heart-rending. She indulged in +expressions that I would not have expected of her: "It was the only +living thing that belonged to me, and that Ernst had left me. Now I am +all alone in the wide world!"</p> + +<p class="normal">When I spoke to her, she hastily said, "Forgive me; I am +sometimes very +silly."</p> + +<p class="normal">She could not bear the sight of the dead dog, and begged that +he might +be buried in the woods.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the meantime, Rautenkron was explaining to Wolfgang that +his +ambition to become a forester was based on a false ideal; that dealing +in rags was a much prettier occupation. For then one need know nothing +of the people who once wore the rags; but that the forest people were +all cheats, and, if they could, would convert the trees into as great +cheats as they were.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were still engaged watching the dancers, and it was a great +pleasure +to see Wolfgang dance with Clotilde, the Major's daughter. Wolfgang +arranged an American dance, which was so wild that it evidently +originated with the Indians.</p> + +<p class="normal">The young Alsatian couple also joined in the dance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl had allowed Marie to dance with another one of the +village lads, +and stood holding the hand of Martella, whom he had led to the dancing +floor. She said that she did not wish to dance, and that for tenfold +reasons she ought not to, especially as her betrothed was far away. But +all persuaded her. Rothfuss--who, having been aroused by the music, had +gathered himself up again, and was now seated at the table by the side +of Ikwarte--was especially anxious that she should dance.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Martella began to dance, a great change seemed to come +over her. +There was something uncanny in her features and in her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nearly all of us left the dancing floor, and Annette requested +Martella +to go with us.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, no," she exclaimed, while her eyes rolled and her lips +quivered; +"I have now begun, and I cannot stop so soon. Good-night, my lady."</p> + +<p class="normal">She remained, and all were filled with admiration of her light +movements and her wonderful <i>tours de force</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, you can jump about like a squirrel, and fly like a +bird," said +Rothfuss.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So I can," cried Martella. "Do you know how it is when one of +the +cuckoo's brood leaves its nest in which the simple tomtits have fed it? +None of you have ever seen it, but I have. I, too, am one of the +cuckoo's brood. It flies away it flies away. Play on, fiddlers. Let us +have the cuckoo's song. Keep quiet, all of you; I will dance for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">And then she began to dance, raising herself and bending +towards the +ground again as if she really had wings; and all were delighted.</p> + +<p class="normal">When she stopped all cried out, "Again! again!" and the +Alsatian +exclaimed, "<i>Da-capo!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">Ikwarte arose and said, "Miss, do not let them abuse your +good-nature; +do not let them make a fool of you. There is enough of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"This is not your affair," exclaimed Carl, "you Prussian!--you +starveling!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have nothing to say to you," answered Ikwarte; "you are not +worth +answering."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella danced again, to the great delight of all.</p> + +<p class="normal">But while she was dancing, one could see that it took several +of the +lads to hold Carl.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the dance was over, Carl rushed up to Ikwarte, and cried:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You cursed Prussian! why do you think that I am not worthy of +being +answered?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have no respect for a man who would put himself in the way +of being +captured."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Carl, take none of the Prussian's impudence," called out +Martella. "It +is the Prussians' fault that my Ernst had to go forth into misery. Pay +him up for it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And then followed terrible scuffling and fighting.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ikwarte seemed, at first, unable to realize that he was +actually +involved in a fight; but when he saw that matters were in earnest, he +seized Carl, and held him as firmly as in a vise. Rothfuss urged them +on, for fighting was his delight. They were at last separated, and then +Martella threw herself on the ground, tore her hair, and cried out, "It +is all my fault! It is my fault! I am ruined!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss succeeded in leading her away. She tried to escape +from him +and to run out into the woods, saying, "Anything rather than go back +home, for I don't deserve to go there."</p> + +<p class="normal">He succeeded, at last, in inducing her to enter the house of +Carl's +mother. Accompanied by Annette and Conny, I went there to bring her +home, and was startled when I saw what a change had come over the poor +child. Nevertheless, her agitation had not disfigured her; she seemed +more lovely than ever--almost supernaturally beautiful.</p> + +<p class="normal">"O father!" she cried. "Indeed, I have no longer the right to +use those +words. I knew it; I felt a presentiment of it all, and I wanted to go +away. Why didn't you let me go? I don't belong here, and now less than +ever. The worst that could have happened to me has happened. I have +relapsed into savage folly. And yet she who is up there said, 'Do not +lose faith in yourself and in your goodness, and you can accomplish +everything.' The worst punishment is mine, for I have lost faith in +myself. I may become crazed again any moment; I no longer believe in +myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">When Conny and Annette spoke to her in their kind way, she +exclaimed, +"Every kind word of yours gives me new pain. Scold me, beat me, kick +me--I deserve such treatment, and shall find it less painful than kind +words that I do not deserve. I was so happy in thinking that I had +accomplished all, but it is not so. Now I see how much love and respect +you all had for me; and when Ernst returns I shall tell him everything. +He may scold me heartily, for I have deserved it."</p> + +<p class="normal">We conducted her to the house, where we found Ikwarte, whose +appearance +seemed the very opposite of what it usually was. He seemed as if +crushed, and continually said, "Colonel, I admit that it was highly +improper on my part, especially as it happened in a strange land."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig took it all in good part, and laughingly remarked that +North and +South Germany had again been scuffling with each other. Then he +apologized for Ikwarte, by saying that he could not stand wine; that, +except when taking communion, he had not tasted a drop of wine up to +his twentieth year.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ikwarte stood by, nodding his assent and pulling his red +mustache. +After that, he went off with Rothfuss.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the meanwhile, Martella sat crouching on the floor in a +corner of +the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig softly said to me, "Now is the time to let Martella +tell us who +and whence she is."</p> + +<p class="normal">I thought that as the child was overmuch agitated, it might be +better +to wait until the next day; but he insisted that this was the proper +time.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Ludwig went up to Martella and said, "Martella, there is a +woman in +America who knows you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella jumped to her feet and, brushing her hair from her +face with +both hands, asked, "How do you know that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will tell you how, when you have told your history. Will +you do so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will. It is well and proper that I should. But no one shall +be +present but you and father. Forgive me, kind ladies," she said, +addressing Conny and Annette in an unwonted tone. "I can only tell this +to father and to brother."</p> + +<p class="normal">She drank a few drops of water, and then, seating herself +behind the +table that was next to the wall, began:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can only remember as far back as my sixth year. I have no +distinct +recollection of anything that happened before that time. We lived in a +city on the Rhine,--I believe it is called Mayence. There are two sorts +of soldiers there--Prussians and Austrians. The Austrians have white +coats, like the cousin who once visited us with Baron Arven. Under the +small golden mirror in my mother's room on the opposite wall, there was +quite a large glass that reached from the ceiling to the floor there +was a portrait of a handsome officer, whom I believe I have already +seen. My mother always addressed him as 'Prince,' and he laughed when +she did so. His eyes were of a light blue; I cannot recall any of his +other features. My mother would often say to me, while she pointed to +the picture, 'Martella, do not forget, this is your father. He has +great love for me, and for you too.' It was a long while before I knew +how my mother gained her living. She would sleep until near mid-day, +and would often stand on her toes, or walk on them around the room. +Then she would suddenly let herself fall to the ground, spring up again +and take long steps. Then she would place herself before the mirror, +and bow and kiss her hands to herself. Once she looked so lovely, with +a thin gauze-like robe about her body, and various kinds of gauze over +that. She looked just like a beautiful bird, and almost like the +peacock down in the garden. And I was prettily dressed also. I had +wings on my shoulders, and they had two mirrors for me, so that I might +see how I looked in front, and in the back. And I had golden shoes on, +and had to learn how to spread out my hands and then bring them +together quite slowly. With a girdle around my waist--it was golden, +and studded with diamonds--I floated in the air, and could hear the +people screaming with delight and clapping their hands; but I could not +see where I was, or how many people were there. We rode home in a +carriage--I can recollect that, but cannot remember what happened for +some time afterward. One day, my mother showed me a man who wore a +green dressing-gown and had curled hair; then she said to me: 'My +child, this is your father now--you must say "father" to him.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"He spoke to me, but I could not understand what he said; and +mother +said, 'The child is worth ten thousand florins, and can earn a great +deal of money.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"About that time, I often heard the word 'America,' and, as I +was told +to call everybody 'uncle,' I once inquired where 'Uncle America lived?' +whereupon they laughed very loud, and the man with the curled hair, +whom I had to call father, kissed me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There was a maid living with us, who would always say, 'You +poor +child, you must go to America, among the savages. O you poor child!'</p> + +<p class="normal">"And one morning, I heard them say that we would go to America +that +day. Down by the Rhine there was a great crowd and noise, and when we +were on the vessel, some one said, 'Keep your seat here, or you will be +left behind?' And when all was confusion on shipboard, I stealthily +crept on shore, and hid myself behind some hogsheads in which the bees +were humming; they did not trouble me. I heard the ringing of the bell, +and the paddling of the wheels--but did not move. I had a little +satchel full of cakes, which I ate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The embroidered satchel had been presented to me by the +Prince, whose +picture hung under the mirror. I still own it; it is the only memento I +have of that time. And we had a dog whose name was Pincher, and for +that reason I called my poor departed dog by the same name.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When at last evening came, I crept out of my hiding-place, +and saw a +great crowd gathered about an old woman who was sitting on the ground +and lamenting: They have purposely left me behind; they did not want to +take me with them!'</p> + +<p class="normal">"The people told her they would help her, and would give her +money that +she might follow her relatives. But she always replied, 'No, I will not +do that; they do not want me.' And they gave the old woman money and +went on their way. And when they had all gone, I said to her, 'Take me +with you; I am worth ten thousand florins.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then she laughed and said, 'Indeed you are!' And then I told +her that +I had secretly remained behind--that I did not want to go to America.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She laughed again, and took me on her lap, saying: 'That is +right. We +two will stay together.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"And we wandered far and near, and she told every one that I +was her +granddaughter. We received many gifts, and every one told me that I was +so pretty; and I told the old woman--her name was Jaegerlies--that I +had wings, and she said, 'I believe it: they will grow again when I am +dead.' But I am telling you silly stuff--am I not?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no; go on."</p> + +<p class="normal">"At last we reached yonder forest, and then Jaegerlies said, +'Let us +stay here.' She had acquaintances who lived in the neighborhood, but +she had no desire to meet any one, as they always laughed at her +because her folks had left her behind when they emigrated to America.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The gifts that we had received, had enabled us to buy cooking +utensils, coverings for our moss beds, and a goat; and of food we could +always have plenty.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The summers were pleasant, but the winters were not so. We +caught many +birds, which served as food.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was also sent to school, and it was quite humiliating to me +to be +always told that I was a 'Jew girl.' I did not know what was meant by +Jew, but I knew, that it was intended as a term of disgrace. I am not +sure, but I think my mother was a Catholic.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And thus I grew up and could wield the axe as well as the +strongest +wood-cutter; and no one dared to lay a finger on me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You might blind-fold me, and I could, by my sense of smell, +recognize +trees or their leaves. I carried a serpent's egg on my person; I had +found it one morning between eleven and twelve, and had pocketed it. I +had also a gift of finding wild honey, and the bees never harmed me +when I took the combs. I was once employed that way, when Ernst came up +to me. He acted as if he were about to punish me for what I had done; +but I told him that this was not breaking of the laws of the forest, +and that it was not poaching. And then he said to me, 'You are wild +honey yourself.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thus Ernst found me and brought me here, where I now am. But +I do not +deserve it. They say that Ernst is in Algiers, with the wild Turks. +Give me some money that I may go to him--I can find him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But tell me now, Ludwig, how do you know that my mother is in +America?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know nothing of it; I simply guessed so, because you always +have +such a fear of America."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So you are the son of such parents--and yet can lie? Your +mother in +heaven will never forgive you for that."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig was moved by this apostrophe, and asked Martella to +forgive him. +She nodded assent and shook hands with him and with me, saying at the +same time: "Father, I shall do nothing more but what you tell me to do. +I shall never again act of my own free will."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Were you always called Martella?" inquired Ludwig.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How, then?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Conradine."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who gave you the name of Martella?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Jaegerlies."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because, she said, 'No one will know you by that name, and if +they +seek you they cannot find you.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But how did she chance on that name?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That you ought to have asked her. And that is enough. +Good-night."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella walked away.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig afterward told me that he had been making inquiries +over in the +valley where Jaegerlies had been living. He could not understand why we +had not done so long before. Now it might be very difficult to discover +anything, as Jaegerlies had died a few days before.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had learned, from the neighbors, that she often spoke of +America in +a mysterious and indistinct manner, and that, together with Martella's +aversion to the very mention of America, caused him to question her in +the way he had done.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">In spite of Martella's and Ikwarte's trouble, the great feast +was +pleasantly remembered in our house and throughout the village. Annette +said: "Whenever I gave a large entertainment, it always grieved me to +see the many people, who had just been together so cheerful and so +lively, suddenly disappear. And it was always especially agreeable to +me when several of my more intimate friends would remain. We would then +gather together for a little quiet enjoyment, and so a smaller and more +congenial circle succeeded the larger one; for that reason, I think +some of us ought to remain here."</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw Richard looking at Annette, and it was the first +contented, happy +glance I had ever seen him direct towards her. He had intended to +leave, but now concluded to stay. It seemed as if, in spite of +themselves, they had always chanced on points on which they could not +agree, but now at last, and to their great delight, found themselves in +accord.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette had greatly changed. She would no longer suddenly +bound from +one subject to another. Her manner had become calmer. She had learned +how to put her questions modestly and yet firmly, and also how to be +quiet.</p> + +<p class="normal">Once she said, "Martella has told us what is the severest +punishment. +It is this: to lose faith in one's self, and to learn that excitement +and weakness place us in the hands of chance or of strangers, and cause +us to express the very things that we have desired most of all to keep +within ourselves."</p> + +<p class="normal">The festival brought painful consequences to Rothfuss, +Ikwarte, and +Carl, as well as to Martella. They went about without saying a word, +and Annette, who was anxious to help, and quick to sympathize with +others, tried her best to cheer them up.</p> + +<p class="normal">One morning, we were sitting in the garden. Richard and Conny +had gone +over to the village, and Ludwig said to Annette, "We do not know how to +thank you for having given my wife so true and feeling a description of +mother."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette now expressed her delight with Conny, and when she +asked Ludwig +how he had made her acquaintance, he said,</p> + +<p class="normal">"If father does not object to hear the story over again, I +will tell +you."</p> + +<p class="normal">I consented, and Ludwig went on:</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Americans have one thing in common with the old Romans; +whenever +they found a city, they provide, above all things, for pure water. +There happened at the time to be a lively discussion in regard to the +building of water-works. I hoped that the contract would be assigned to +me, and travelled about for some distance through the neighboring +country, in order to find the best springs. A mountain brook whose +stream could easily be led into another, seemed to me best adapted for +the purpose.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I followed it up to its source, and was fortunate enough to +find rich +and copious springs. I had been wandering all day, when, towards +evening, I saw a log-cabin half-way down the hillside. I walked up to +it, and at last reached the house. The doors were open, and a dog, that +seemed to be the only guardian of the place, jumped towards me as if +glad to welcome me. I went into the entry and called out, but no one +answered. I opened the door, and found a cosy, pretty room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mother always used to say that the walls of a room are an +index of the +culture of its inmates. There were two engravings, copied from the +paintings of the great masters, an open piano, and above it a bust of +Mozart. I ventured to approach the piano. Mozart's G minor symphony lay +open on the music-desk.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Although I had not touched an instrument for a great while, I +felt a +great longing to touch the keys.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I began to play, and felt as happy as a skilful swimmer +breasting the +waves. I played on and on, forgetting where I was; and when I stopped +and looked around, I saw a fine-looking old man and a lovely, blooming +maiden standing in the doorway.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose I need not tell you more.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I remained in the hospitable house over-night, and soon +discovered +that my host was a refugee, and had been a comrade of father's. +Constance, or, as she was familiarly called, Conny, became my +betrothed, and afterwards my wife; and our son, who was born on the +anniversary of Mozart's birthday, received his name.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Our marriage is a happy one, blest with perfect harmony in +thought and +feeling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I entered the army my wife merely said, 'You are doing +right.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"When my eldest son died, she was deeply afflicted, but soon +resigned +herself to the thought that all must make sacrifices.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was not a good commander--not that I was deficient in +courage or +endurance; but soldiering must be studied just like other things. My +long experience in topographical studies, was, however, of great use to +me. I had a quick eye for the advantages and the disadvantages of +positions on our side, or that of the enemy. On the other hand, the +Southerners had much better leaders than myself and many others who, +like me, had not studied the art of war.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now you know the most important facts; and I must stop, for I +see +Conny and Richard coming."</p> + +<p class="normal">They came, and Annette had enough self-command not to betray +what she +had just heard.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Richard and Ludwig left with the intention of entering +Wolfgang at the +forester's school. Richard and Annette now understood one another, and +Richard's parting words were: "I think you will do well to remain here +for some time. Your stay will be of benefit to yourself as well as to +others."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette made no answer, but I could not help observing how her +breast +heaved with emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">She and Conny seemed also to be on excellent terms with each +other.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette now understood how the intellectual life can be kept +up, and +even developed, in solitude, and, as usual, she was always delighted to +find words in which to couch a new impression. She said to me, "There +are hermits of education as well as of religion, and they attain the +highest degree of development."</p> + +<p class="normal">She often expressed her admiration of Conny's light hair, and +endeavored to persuade her that it might be dressed in a far more +effective style than the braids in which she wore it. Conny, however, +did not care to act on this suggestion of Annette's.</p> + +<p class="normal">On his return, Ludwig told me that he would not be able to +remain +through the summer, unless he had some fixed occupation. He was anxious +to carry out a plan for a new and large builder's mill. He would be +willing to superintend the erection of the building, but did not have +enough ready money to undertake the enterprise. When I told him that I +was no better off than he, Annette asked that she might be permitted to +advance the sum. I declined, but, as Ludwig at once accepted her offer, +I could make no further objection.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father," exclaimed Ludwig, with unwonted enthusiasm, "I +firmly believe +that water-power will assist us to solve the great labor question.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What we are about to undertake makes me, in many respects, +feel both +free and happy. I hope to be able to set the two great levers of our +age--enterprise and economy--in operation. I felt the so-called social +question as a personal affront. I asked myself, 'Are you so old that +you need fear a great change? In your younger years, you felt offended +when you heard the old ones say, that is overdone, or utopian or +demagogical, or whatever it might be, but now you use these very terms +yourself.' I honestly examined myself in this, and felt obliged to act +as I have done.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If we domesticate industry, and open new sources of profit to +those +who dwell in the neighborhood, we are strengthening the best possession +we have in this woodland region--our love of home.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Love of home is a life artery, which, if not killed, is at +least +compressed by emigration.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The old maxim advises us to remain at home and gain a living +among +those whom we know best. We extend its application by enabling others +to do as we would do. We must learn how to keep up with the progress of +the age. At first, we sent rough logs down the stream, towards Holland; +now we send planks; and after this we must send them doors and +window-frames and steps."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a pleasure to hear him explain his plans. He was +determined that +the people hereabouts should have better doors and windows, steps and +flooring, than ever before. Besides that, he would see that there +should be pretty designs for balconies. "The result of all which will +be, that both we and our countrymen will make lots of money. Actions +which are for the benefit of the general public will, if managed +rightly, turn out to the profit of the individual."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette wanted to know whether he would not destroy all +individuality, +by attempting to provide people with ready-made houses just as they +could buy ready-made clothes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is what I propose to do," exclaimed Ludwig, cheerfully. +"All +should be uniform, for, after all, every one wears his coat in his own +peculiar way. And I think I can anticipate another objection you are +about to make--that the machines will disturb the landscape."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is my meaning exactly."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And there are thousands who think just as you do. But mankind +must +accustom themselves to new ideas. It is the question of spinning-wheel +or sewing-machine over again. Just as, in old times, the spinning-wheel +occupied the most exalted station in the household, so does the +sewing-machine now occupy the place of honor; and the spirit of beauty +and the force of custom will soon adorn the latter as it once did the +former--although that was a simple machine, while this is a complicated +one."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks," said Annette, extending her hand to Ludwig; "you are +really a +citizen of the new world."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig's plan was to connect an island which lay in the +valley-stream +with the mainland, by blasting out and turning in some rocks from +shore. He would thus be able to turn what had heretofore been useless, +to good account, and at the same time increase the water-power. He went +to work in true American style, and was delighted when I told him that +the raftsmen were not allowed to pass down the stream except during two +hours of the day, and that we could thus arrange our time in such a way +that they would not interfere with us. He felt pleased that the people +were no longer allowed to dilly-dally about their work, but were +obliged to make use of an appointed time. He decided that the time for +floating the rafts past the island should be fixed for the dinner hour, +when the workmen in the mill were taking their rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah," said he at last, "I can remember the very minute when +mother +explained to me what work really is. We were standing at the +blacksmith's shop when she said to me, 'Look, Ludwig, this pound of +iron is worth but a few <i>groschen</i>, but a pound of watch-springs is +worth many hundred <i>thalers</i>. This shows you what labor is.' The +recollection of that moment at the blacksmith's shop has remained alive +in my memory ever since. I can yet see the blacksmith's journeyman at +his work, forging the spikes with which the rafts were held together, +and while he was shaping one spike the other was heating in the fire. I +have always worked on the same principle."</p> + +<p class="normal">We were visited by Annette's brother, who was just from +Wildbad, and +told us that on the day previous the French Ambassador had left there +under instructions to visit the King of Prussia; and, it was further +rumored, to bring it about that no German Prince should ascend the +Spanish throne. There was great excitement everywhere, and he thought +it hazardous to invest large sums in new enterprises; especially so for +those who were near the French borders. The air seemed heavy as with an +impending storm, and no one could tell how soon the cloud might burst.</p> + +<p class="normal">Napoleon would be obliged to justify the new lease of power +that the +<i>plebiscite</i> had given him; he would find it necessary to furnish +amusement for the French, who looked upon a war with us as a most +agreeable diversion. Anything would serve him as an excuse.</p> + +<p class="normal">For this reason, he thought it his duty to dissuade Annette +from +joining in our enterprise. He was willing, however, to advance the +required sum out of his own funds, for, after all, there must be peace +at last; and, if the undertaking should prove successful, it was his +intention to transfer either the whole or a half of his share to +Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig wanted to employ none but discharged soldiers. He had +no +confidence in workmen who had not served in the army; and, as the +stonecutter had been a soldier, he appointed him as chief of the +stone-masons. He engaged an older man to superintend the erection of +the building, who had been recommended as thoroughly honest; and it was +Ludwig's intention to take him back to America with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">We learned that this man had formerly been an officer of +engineers. He +had been obliged to resign, and now led a simple and industrious life, +eating and sleeping with the quarry-men. It was only when at work, that +one could notice that he was of a higher caste. But he seemed to have +no judgment of his own, and always required instructions; when he +received these he would execute them with care and precision. He was a +man of very few words, and always seemed as if seeking something which +he either could not or dared not name.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then Ludwig sent for Wacker, the dissipated fellow who +lived in the +valley beyond the mountains. He was only slightly intoxicated when he +arrived, and Ludwig said to him, "Wacker, I will give you a good +situation on one condition: you may get drunk three times; but after +the third, you will be summarily discharged. If you are agreed, all +right; and I shall only add, beware of the first time: it will not cost +you your situation, but it will make an inroad on your capital."</p> + +<p class="normal">For a while, Wacker conducted himself properly; but he gave +way at +last. He had his three drunks, and was consequently discharged.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was now time to begin measuring and other preparations, and +to +employ the laborers; for the first thing in order was to regulate the +bed of the stream.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette found great pleasure in watching the progress of the +building.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig had ascertained where the stream had the greatest fall. +He had +an instrument, by means of which one can, while on land, quickly +ascertain the descent of the current; and this, too, afforded Annette +much amusement. She was anxious to know whether the power of water was +measured by so many horse-power. In her desire for information, she was +constantly asking questions. Ludwig, being more practical than Richard, +was naturally more indulgent with Annette's questionings. Annette had, +moreover, ceased to speak as if she felt herself a privileged person; +she had become more simple and retiring in her ways.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day when Annette exclaimed, "Ah, what a pity to make the +pure water +work so!" Ludwig imitated her voice, and replied, "Ah, what a pity that +the beautiful horses must draw Madame Annette's carriage!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette blushed crimson; but she controlled herself, and said, +"You are +right; I spoke quite childishly."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, you angel!" cried Ludwig; "a woman who can say, 'You are +right; I +have been wrong,' really is a marvel."</p> + +<p class="normal">We received permission to carry the road farther down the +mountain, and +in that way secured the best place to store our material.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was another obstacle which we were obliged to overcome, +and one +of which we had never thought. The Englishman had leased the right to +fish in the valley, from the villagers and farmers along the banks of +the stream; and he now attempted, through the courts, to enjoin us from +blasting the rocks; for just there was the best spot for trout.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig went before the court in person, and he succeeded in +having the +injunction set aside.</p> + +<p class="normal">Before that, the Englishman had been a mere stranger to us; +but now he +was our enemy, and would not deign to bestow a glance on us. When any +one of us walked or drove by, he would turn his back on us.</p> + +<p class="normal">In all this trouble, Ludwig was calm and kind; but careless +work made +him so indignant that he characterized it as crime and villany. He was +dissatisfied, because, in their own home, he found that the German +workmen had two great faults--they were awkward, and wasted too much +time. In the new world, these very people would act quite differently.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette wanted to erect kitchens down by the banks of the +stream +for the workmen. She had already discussed the matter with the +schoolmaster's wife, and the locksmith's widow was ready to assist; but +the people took no interest in the affair.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although she had already made up her mind, the locksmith's +widow +considered it her duty to consult Ludwig in regard to her marrying +again. She had chosen the young stone-mason, who was hardly as old as +she.</p> + +<p class="normal">The wedding took place on a Sunday; and Annette busied herself +conjecturing how the three children must have felt at their mother's +marriage.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were obliged, out of compliment, to be present at the +marriage +feast; and Schweitzer-Schmalz, who was a relative of the bridegroom, +called out, at the top of his voice, that the bridegroom had not needed +to marry so soon for fear of being obliged to go to war again. The +blatant Prussian would not venture to try conclusions with France; and +if he did really attempt it, the real Germans, that is, the South +Germans, would not assist.</p> + +<p class="normal">In a loud voice, he retailed the wisdom of the popular +journals; and I +verily believe that he did it with the intention of drawing us out.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig whispered to me, "It is not worth while trying to +convert this +man; events will teach him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Although I did not believe there would be war, Ludwig looked +forward to +it with great certainty, and only feared that we might neglect the +proper moment to let the whole world see that it was France that was +wantonly and impiously forcing war upon us.</p> + +<p class="normal">We went down to the valley stream in order to see that no +accident +should happen while the rocks were being blasted.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig superintended the blasting in person. With Annette and +Conny, I +was stationed down the road, while Rothfuss and Martella were on the +other side, in order that all might be warned of the danger.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly there was a loud report which reverberated through +the valleys +and the forests; the blasting was a complete success.</p> + +<p class="normal">Soon after, we were assembled on the road, and even the +quarry-men were +with us, when Ikwarte, accompanied by one of the forester's men, came +running up to us, out of breath, exclaiming, before he reached us:</p> + +<p class="normal">"War has been declared!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The forester brought me a message informing me that France had +declared +war, and calling on me to repair to the meeting of the Parliament at +once.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig gave instructions that the work should be continued +without +interruption, and placed the completion of the new building in charge +of the engineer. That very evening he accompanied me to the capital, +Martella going with us.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Englishman stood by the bank, angling.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not until after I had left home, that I began to +realize what +was in store for us.</p> + +<br> + +<br> +<hr class="W10"> +<h2>BOOK FOURTH.</h2> +<hr class="W10"> +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The great crisis which we have dreaded and yet hoped for has +at last +arrived. We are again obliged to contend with our hectoring neighbor, +whose lust of power goads him to trample on our rights. We must fight, +if we wish to endure; and will all Germany be united? If in this +juncture we are not as one, our ruin is assured, and will be richly +deserved.</p> + +<p class="normal">To know that the decisive moment is at hand, and that you +cannot +actively participate--that you are only a single wave in the current, +is at once an oppressive and an exalting thought.</p> + +<p class="normal">In my mind, I go over the list of my fellow-members in the +Parliament. +The decision seems to hang in doubt. Eccentricity is still rampant, and +decks itself with all sorts of revolutionary ideas.</p> + +<p class="normal">And how is the Prince inclined? Were it better if it rested +with one +man to decide whether we should have war or peace?</p> + +<p class="normal">And there is another bitter experience that is forced upon us +in +periods of doubt and indecision; namely, that fixed principles begin to +waver.</p> + +<p class="normal">I found it a great comfort to have Ludwig with me. He was so +thoroughly +in sympathy with me, and yet, at the same time, a foreigner. He had +become a citizen of the New World, in which he had lived over twenty +years, and his views were freer from prejudice than ours could be.</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of the declaration of war on the part of the French +government, the ravings in the French Legislative Chambers, and the +outcry in the streets of Paris, I yet encouraged a hope that war might +be averted. But Ludwig thought--and I was obliged to agree with +him--that it were both treachery and folly now, when the right was on +our side, not to accept the battle which would thus only be postponed. +For this constant waiting and watching for what others may do, is a +painful state of dependence.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig was younger; his pulse was steadier. He had already +fought in +this country with undisciplined crowds, and, in the United States, had +taken part in the great war.</p> + +<p class="normal">He said in confidence that if he had known that the decision +was so +near at hand, he would have kept on better terms with Funk; because, at +that moment, the great object was to gain his allegiance and that of +his party, in which there was no lack of noble enthusiasts. Ludwig held +that, in politics, it was not alone permissible, but even necessary, to +use strategy and double-dealing.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella so urgently entreated me to permit her to accompany +us, that, +for her sake, Ludwig's wife remained at home.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the village down by the railway station, and at nearly +every +station on the road, I was asked whether I believed there would be war, +and whether I would advise the people to drive their cattle into +out-of-the-way ravines and valleys, and to hide their household goods, +on account of the threatened invasion of the French hordes.</p> + +<p class="normal">I took great pains to explain my views; but, at the second +station, +Ludwig said: "Father, you are giving yourself unnecessary trouble. The +people do not wish to learn anything. They think that you cannot know +any more about it than they do. They simply ask you idle and anxious +questions, just as they would at other times, 'What kind of weather do +you think we will have?' Father, do not pour out the deepest feelings +of your heart."</p> + +<p class="normal">After that, I replied that one could not say much upon the +subject; and +I observed that the people, were more respectful because I was so +reserved. They assumed that, as I was a delegate, I was fully informed +on all subjects, and neither dared nor desired to unbosom myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was rather late, but not too late. From that day, I learned +that it +is not best to open one's soul to another and reveal all that is within +it; and for that reason, it is said of me that, since the beginning of +the war, I am a changed man. In those days, I learned things that never +were suffered to pass my lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">The first one whom we met at the capital was my son-in-law, +the Major.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the opinion in the army?" inquired Ludwig.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Major looked at him steadily, and, after a pause, +answered, +"Opinion? In the army there is obedience." With forced composure, he +added, "As far as I know, the army neither debates nor votes."</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned to me and said that this time we were better +prepared than +four years ago.</p> + +<p class="normal">I asked whether the army orders had already been promulgated.</p> + +<p class="normal">He shrugged his shoulders, and evidently did not care to +divulge +anything. He told me, though, that since the evening previous, he had +been advanced to the rank of colonel, and had been placed in command of +a regiment. When I spoke of this, as indicating that the Prince had +decided for war, he lapsed into silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">We soon parted, regretting that we could not go to his house, +for +Annette had already prepared quarters for our reception.</p> + +<p class="normal">I then went to our club-house and learned that our party was +already +broken up. The Funk faction--I must give it this name, although he was +not its leader--held separate meetings.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig determined logo at once to the meeting of Funk's party, +because +it was important above all things to know what was being done there.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe in Lincoln's maxim," said he, "that 'it will never +do to +swap horses while crossing streams.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">In little more than an hour, he returned and told us that he +had been +coldly received, although the leadership was shared with Funk by two +members who had once been among his most intimate friends. He was now, +however, able to tell that their plan was to insist on neutrality. They +did not dare to think, much less to speak, of an alliance with France. +Their intention, however, was to call together a large meeting of the +popular party, in order to exert a moral influence on Parliament, and +perhaps to overawe it.</p> + +<p class="normal">At our meeting, we were expecting the arrival of the prime +minister; +the right wing of our party sided with the ministry.</p> + +<p class="normal">The minister did not come; but sent one of his councillors, +who +informed me that the session would not be opened unless a quorum of +delegates was present.</p> + +<p class="normal">He told us that there was great disorder among the telegraphs.</p> + +<p class="normal">After the councillor had left, Loedinger, my old associate and +prison-mate, told me in confidence, that he expected a <i>coup d'etat</i>. +He felt that the Prince had no desire to take counsel with the country, +and had determined that his glory as a warrior should be shared by no +one.</p> + +<p class="normal">Loedinger was one of those imaginative persons who, whenever +they form +suspicions against any one, carry them to their extremest consequences.</p> + +<p class="normal">The President, who was a member of our party, told us under +the seal of +secrecy, that the reason for delaying the opening of our session was +that they might first ascertain what action the delegates in the next +state would decide upon.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were thus held in anxious suspense.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the night, I found it impossible to sleep; and Ludwig, +who was +in the next room, called out to me: "Father, you must sleep; to-morrow +will be a trying day. Just think of it!--the Emperor of Germany--I +should say, the King of Prussia--must also sleep to-night, and he is +three years older than you are."</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, it was on that night, the 16th of July, that my son +announced the +German Emperor to me. I could not help smiling with joy, and at last +fell asleep. And, strange to say, I dreamed that I was again at Jena, +and that the fantastic mummery of those days was being renewed. Because +I had a round head and a ruddy complexion, I was termed the "Imperial +Globe," and they maintained that, with my large stature and broad +shoulders, the imperial mantle would fit me best of all. They placed it +on me, and I was obliged forthwith to distribute offices. And suddenly, +I was no longer the Emperor, but Rothfuss, who laughed most terribly. +I, too, was obliged to laugh--and, laughing, I awoke.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p class="continue">When I opened my eyes, Ludwig stood at my bedside and said, +"You have +slept well, father, and it is well that you did. You will need all your +strength to-day; for to-day it will be--Good-morning, Germany."</p> + +<p class="normal">I cannot describe how my son's presence helped to strengthen +me. I felt +that, with his power added to mine, I was doubly prepared for all that +might happen.</p> + +<p class="normal">There is nothing more encouraging, in troubled times, than to +have a +faithful friend at one's side,--a truth which was proved to me on that +day and many a time since.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not help recounting my strange dream, and when I added +that it +gave me incomparable joy to think that the day had at last arrived in +which one might say the hearts of all Germans throbbed in unison, +Ludwig begged me not to talk so much. He said that he could sympathize +with me, and feel what a satisfaction it must be to me, after having +fought and suffered for fifty years, at last to witness the fruition of +my hopes, even though the price paid be war and bloodshed.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was indeed right. He responded to all my feelings; I may +indeed say +that he anticipated them.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I reached the street, the throng was such that it seemed +as if all +the houses had been emptied of their inhabitants. Here and there, were +groups talking aloud, and before the printing-office of the principal +newspaper, it was almost impossible to work one's way through the +crowd.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was there that I met an old friend, the incorruptible +Mölder. In +1866 he had resigned a high position under the state, in order, +thenceforth, to devote himself to his Fatherland, and, above all, to +the cause of German unity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is well that I meet you," he said; "we have war now, and +have +stolen a march on the French. Here, in the capital, the majority of the +citizens are on our side, but in the country, as you well know, the +so-called popular party is to a certain extent in the majority. The +common people are not so willing to follow our advice, for they are in +the hands of the clergy and the demagogues, who, for a little while +longer, will travel together on the same road. For this reason, we have +issued the call for a mass meeting at the Turners' Hall for this +evening."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Would it not be best for us delegates to hold aloof from it?" +I +inquired.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; it is too late for that. You will have to speak there, +and so will +your son from America. We did not care to arouse you so late last +night, and I have, therefore, on my own responsibility, signed your +name to the call. But look!"</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw crowds standing at the street corners, and reading a +large +placard, calling on all whose hearts beat with love of Germany to meet +together--and I really found my name at the foot of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not object; our actions were no longer at our own +disposal.</p> + +<p class="normal">Excited crowds filled the streets during the whole day. The +whole +population seemed like one restless being in anxious suspense. It was +said that the telegraph wires had been connected with the palace, and +as the people knew nothing of this before, the information caused great +surprise. The afternoon paper brought the official news that they had +wanted the King of Prussia to address the French Emperor in an humble +letter, in which he was particularly forbidden to refer to the +relationship existing between the French Emperor and the Prince of +Hohenzollern, who had been elected King of Spain--a pleasant +preparation for what was to ensue in the evening.</p> + +<p class="normal">I did not see the Colonel during the whole day, but his +friend, +Professor Rolunt, hunted me up; and, from the manner in which he spoke +of our project, it seemed to me that my son-in-law approved of it, and +that the popular movement about to be set on foot, was not looked upon +with disfavor by the government. Moreover, the Professor had become +very cautious, and was known to stand well with government circles. He +was believed to be an anonymous contributor to the official organ.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the evening, we repaired to the place of meeting.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mölder arrived, and with pale and trembling lips, told us:</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is rumored that the friends of the French will attempt to +break up +the meeting. But I have called on the Turners. They are all on our +side, and your son stands as well with them as he once did."</p> + +<p class="normal">The proceedings began.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mölder was the first speaker. I have never seen any one more +excited +than he was. His lips trembled, and he held fast to the rail with a +convulsive grasp, while he began:</p> + +<p class="normal">"We do not desire to become Prussians; but we wish to be +Germans, as we +must and shall be. Is there one among you who would dare to utter the +accursed words, 'Rather French than Prussian!' If there be one who +dares to think it, let him dare to say it."</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused for a while, and then exclaimed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is there such a one among you? Answer me! Yes or no!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No!" resounded from a thousand throats, and he responded with +joyous +voice, "Then we are all friends." He then concluded his address, +eloquently maintaining that to attempt to remain neutral were both +treachery and folly.</p> + +<p class="normal">A young advocate who had been defeated in the recent +elections, by one +of the clerical party, followed. He spoke with that studied eloquence +which talks glibly and in nicely rounded phrases. He concluded by +demanding that the whole meeting should proceed to the palace and +request the Prince to discharge his hesitating ministry; or, at all +events, the one minister who seemed to be unpatriotically inclined.</p> + +<p class="normal">Enthusiastic and joyous shouts of approval were showered upon +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw the danger that threatened, and asked for the floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There has been enough talking; it is time now for deeds!" +cried a +voice in the assembly, and it seemed as if the crowd were already on +the move.</p> + +<p class="normal">My heart stood still. We were no longer masters of our own +actions.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Ludwig cried out, in a voice so powerful that the very +walls +seemed to tremble, "If you are men, listen! My father wishes to speak."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hurrah for the King of the Turners! Let old Waldfried speak! +Silence! +Order! Let old Waldfried speak!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a long while before the shouting and the cheering +ceased, and I +think I spoke the right word at the right time.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had a right to refer to my past, and to explain to them that +it would +only create disturbance and confusion to adopt such violent measures +before anything had really been decided upon. If I were the Prince, I +would not yield to their wishes until the voice of the representatives +of the people had been heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">The temper of the meeting changed, and I received many signs +of +approval.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I had finished, there were shouts of, "We want to hear +the King of +the Turners speak!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig mounted the rostrum; but so great was the applause, +that it was +several minutes before he could speak.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last he began, in a cheerful tone, saying that we Germans +were still +full of the haughty arrogance of youth, and that this very meeting was +a proof of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, with words that carried conviction to all who listened, +he told +them how the events of the last year had been a blessing to the +emigrants in America; a blessing, indeed, which could not thoroughly be +appreciated by those who were yet at home. The German had been +respected, if he could call himself a Prussian; but now the time had +come when the word <i>German</i> must be an honored name. And if, as some +maintained, the South Germans are the real Germans, let them prove it.</p> + +<p class="normal">If the Prussians are not yet Germans, they shall, and must, +and will +become so. They delivered us from the real Napoleon; they will also be +able to free us from the counterfeit one. The first was not made of +gold, but this one is mere pinchbeck.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have fought against negro slavery; now the battle is +against the +slavery that French ambition would submit us to."</p> + +<p class="normal">While Ludwig was speaking, the chairman handed me a little +slip of +paper, on which were written the words, "Your son knows how to allow +the heated steed to cool off before tying him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig could, indeed, direct the mood of the meeting at will.</p> + +<p class="normal">To the great amusement of his audience, he said that he had +the rare +good fortune of having been born near the boundary line, and that, +consequently, the first object he had become sensible of, were the two +brightly painted posts which stood side by side on the road; and that, +while yet a child, he had often looked up to the trees in the woods, to +see whether they knew to which of the posts they belonged.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And when I returned, the abject life that we had been leading +was +again brought to my mind. On the one side marked by the bright post, +all is Catholic, and on the other side all is Protestant, because in +those times the people were obliged to accept their so-called religion +from their masters.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Allow me to take a comparison from my own trade. It requires +many +strong posts to make the scaffolding of a building. The departed +martyrs for German unity were the scaffolding. It has been torn down, +and now we behold the building, pure and simple, firmly and regularly +built, and appropriately adorned.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or another simile: Have you ever observed a raft in the +valley stream? +It floats along slowly and lazily, but when it reaches the weir it +hurries; and then is the time to find out whether the withes are strong +and hold the planks firmly together.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The German logs must now pass through the weir. There is a +cracking +and a straining, but they hold fast to each other, and right merrily do +they float down into the Rhine and out into the ocean.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The bells in the neighboring state have a different tone from +ours; +but if the two are in accord, the effect is so much the more beautiful. +And from this moment let all bells chime in harmony."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig had the rare faculty of introducing apt illustrations +while his +audience was all aglow with enthusiasm, and thus kept the meeting in +the best of humor and ready to agree with him when he concluded by +saying: "We have been patient so long--for more than half a century: +indeed, ever since the battle of Leipzig--that we can well afford to be +patient for a few days, perhaps only a few hours longer."</p> + +<p class="normal">The meeting which had been so excited closed with singing. It +was on +that evening that I heard "Die Wacht am Rhein," for the first time. It +must, before that, have been slumbering on every lip, and had now at +last awakened.</p> + +<p class="normal">The young advocate who had proposed the immediate removal of +the +minister, whispered to me, "I thank you for having defeated my motion."</p> + +<p class="normal">I looked at him with surprise, and he continued: "I do, +indeed, thank +you. The only object was to show the friends of the French that even +though it might require extreme measures, no demand that liberalism +could make would surprise us."</p> + +<p class="normal">That sort of worldly wisdom was not to my taste.</p> + +<p class="normal">The chairman then put the following resolution to a vote:</p> + +<p class="normal">That we would remain true to the articles of confederation and +to the +German cause, with all our means and at every sacrifice.</p> + +<p class="normal">They shouted their approval with one voice; and now he closed +the +meeting with a few cheerful remarks, announcing that we would adjourn +to the garden, where the beer was very good, and where there would be +no more speeches except the clinking of the mugs.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"Father, you had better go home; you need sleep. I will +accompany you +to our quarters, but I must return again, as they all insist upon my +doing so."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig and I took our way through the streets. They were still +filled +with a surging crowd, and in front of the palace the entire guard was +under arms. They had evidently made preparations against a popular +disturbance.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I arrived at the dwelling, Ludwig left me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette was still awake, and informed me, as soon as I +entered, that a +member of the cabinet had been there, had left word that I should come +to the palace that evening, and that if I would mention my name at the +left entrance I would be admitted. He had also said that, no matter how +late it was when I returned, I should not fail to come. I said that +there must have been some mistake--that they probably meant my son +Richard, or Ludwig; but Annette repeated that "Father Waldfried" had +been especially mentioned.</p> + +<p class="normal">I replied that I was so tired that I would have to leave it +until the +next day, but Annette thought that such a command must be implicitly +obeyed, and believed that the Prince himself desired to speak with me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I repaired to the palace. The whole of the left wing was +illuminated.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I gave my name to the lackey at the foot of the +staircase, he +called it out, and a secretary appeared and said, in a respectful +voice; "The Prince awaits you."</p> + +<p class="normal">I pointed to my workday dress, but was assured that that made +no +matter.</p> + +<p class="normal">I ascended the staircase. On every hand there were guards. I +was +conducted into a large saloon, where the secretary left me. He soon +reappeared, holding the door open and saying, "Please enter."</p> + +<p class="normal">I went in. The Prince advanced to meet me, and took me by the +hand, +saying: "I thank you sincerely for having come. I would gladly have +allowed you to rest overnight, but these times do not permit us to +rest. Pray be seated."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was well that I was allowed to take a seat.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince must have observed that I was almost out of breath, +and +said: "Do not speak; you are quite exhausted. Permit me to tell you +that, in this trying hour, I repose full confidence in you. I have, for +a long while, desired to make your acquaintance. I have known your son, +the Professor, ever since he was at the university."</p> + +<p class="normal">He added other highly complimentary remarks.</p> + +<p class="normal">A pause ensued, during which I noticed, on the opposite wall, +a picture +of the deceased Princess, who, as I had often heard, had been a great +benefactress to the country during the famine of 1817. This picture +revived my recollections of Gustava, and I felt as if I were not alone, +but as if she were with me.</p> + +<p class="normal">All this passed through my mind during the few moments of +silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince went on to say that he had been informed of what I +had said +an hour ago at the popular meeting. It had, for several days, been his +desire to act in union with me, but that he had entertained doubts on +various points,--among others as to whether I could attach myself to +him; and that the information he had just received had at last aided +him to form his conclusion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Excuse the question, but are you a republican?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have sworn to support the government," was my answer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you a republican in theory?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In theory? The days of Pericles and Scipio are reflected in +the soul +of every German who has received a classical education, and, logically +considered, a republic is the only form of free government. But neither +the life of nature, nor that of human history, is absolutely logical, +for actual necessity sets aside the systems erected by abstract +reason."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is well, and we shall, therefore, no doubt agree on all +that +follows. But let me ask you one other question: Do you candidly and +heartily desire the continued existence of my sovereign dynasty?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sovereign--no; dynasty--yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">At these words the Prince arose from his seat, and hurriedly +walked +across the floor. It seemed as if he involuntarily placed a distance +between himself and me. He remained standing in a dark corner of the +room.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a long pause, during which nothing broke the silence +except +the ticking of the little clock on his table.</p> + +<p class="normal">Such words had never been uttered in those halls. I had done +my duty; +but I distrusted the Prince. Although suspicion is foreign to my +nature, his entire behavior aroused it in me. The Prince returned, +and stood opposite me, while he rested his clenched fist on his +writing-desk. The full light was streaming on his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Explain yourself more fully," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your Highness," I replied, "what I said to you was said after +full +reflection."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I feel assured of that; but speak out fearlessly."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have fought, thought, and lived for this during my whole +lifetime. +If we are to gain a real Fatherland, the princes must relinquish their +claim to sovereignty: that belongs only to the whole.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The growth of the idea of German unity has been in +geometrical +progression. During the period of the rotten restoration, from the +battle of Leipzig down to 1830, those who entertained it might have +been counted by hundreds, or, at most, thousands, and they were to be +found only among the cultured or learned classes. After 1830, they were +counted by hundreds of thousands, and after 1848, by millions; and +to-day the thought of German unity is alive in all who know that they +are Germans.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One system of laws within our borders, a united army, and +united +representation in foreign lands. But the league of the states, that +through joy and sorrow have achieved unity for themselves, should be +faithfully preserved. The forest is one united whole, and yet every +tree has its individual life.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your Highness, I live near the borders. The obstinacy of the +Vienna +congress has so cut up the country that we are obliged to go out of our +state to get salt. I have fields and woods beyond the boundary post, +and this has given rise to a thousand and one annoyances. Even the +protection of the forests, on which depends the life of our landed +interests, is obstructed by the diversity of laws. The hailstorm we had +last week paid no regard to boundary posts."</p> + +<p class="normal">From the depths of my heart, I said: "Your dynasty, you and +your house, +should remain our chief; but they should be subject to the greater +commonwealth."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Subject?" said the Prince. He evidently expected that I would +withdraw +or modify the word; but I felt that I could not do so.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then he took my hand in his and said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I knew that these were your thoughts; I assumed as much. But +I feel +grateful that you have allowed me to hear them from your own lips. Do +you believe that the majority of my--or our--people feel as you do?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, I do not believe so. That is, they do not feel so to-day, +but they +will to-morrow. Deeds--deeds of sacrifice--are the most powerful +instructors; they teach men what they should think, and even find a +voice for what has been slumbering in their souls, but which--through +pride and anger, or through want of courage--they have not even dared +to think of."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are not an enthusiast."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not believe I am one. The people love the princes from +force of +habit, and will be none the less glad to love them when reflection and +reason permit them to do so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you ever had the desire to occupy a position of +authority under +the government?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly; it was my greatest desire, and I believe--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You ought to be President of the ministry."</p> + +<p class="normal">I replied that I was a practical farmer, and had never been in +the +government service.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me how you have become what you are," said the Prince, +taking a +seat opposite me.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"I shall gladly tell you all."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The less reserve on your part, the greater my thanks."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was one of those who were persecuted on account of what at +that time +was called demagogism.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The soldier who guarded me--he is now a servant in my +employ--informed +me that I had been sentenced to death, and offered to change clothes +with me, in order that I might escape. I refused the offer and +remained. We were not sentenced to death, but to imprisonment for ten +years. Ten years! A long, long night stared us in the face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your Highness has taken me by the hand. Your father declared +that he +would never voluntarily offer his hand to me or my confederates, +although it were necessary to do so if we meant to give him a pledge of +our allegiance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You cannot remember the circumstance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"After being imprisoned for five years, we were pardoned, and +I and two +of my prison-mates were elected members of the Parliament.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Jurists objected to our assuming the privileges of +citizenship.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The House which acknowledged our election was dissolved, +naturally +enough, by Metternich's order. A new one met, and, as we had in the +meanwhile been re-elected, it confirmed the validity of our election. +Your father--I fully acknowledge his many acts of benevolence--was +obliged to extend his hand to us in order that we might take the oath.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are no words that fitly describe the wicked man who +lived in the +imperial city, and to whom the sovereign German princes were obedient +subjects. In future days it will seem incredible, that, in obedience to +orders from Vienna, the German princes ordered our youth, under heavy +penalties, to desist from improving their physical strength by +gymnastic exercises.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you never knew that even singing clubs were +forbidden, and +that officials who had been connected with them were regarded with +suspicion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it conceivable that a government which forbids physical +development +by means of gymnastics, and spiritual elevation by means of song, can +for a moment have faith in its own stability?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not easily moved to hatred; but, even now, the name of +that man +fills me with indignation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What crime had we been guilty of? Why, only this: with a +youthful +confidence in solemn promises, we had simply held fast to the idea that +Germany had freed itself from the Corsican yoke in order to become a +free, united empire.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You cannot conceive, your Highness, how many noble-hearted +men were +thrown into dungeons, or driven into exile in those days. Who can +measure what noble gifts ran to waste.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I think of these things, a sad picture presents itself +to my +mind's eye.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Among our fellow-prisoners at the fortress, there was a young +man who +had already begun to lecture at the university.</p> + +<p class="normal">"His father was an eminent philologist, and had been removed +from his +professorship for permitting himself, while lecturing, to indulge in +expressions in favor of liberty. In a material sense, he was, +fortunately, well-to-do. His family owned a large estate in the forest +country, whither he repaired, taking with him his collections of +antiques and his books.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The son sickened while in prison, and a wasting fever +undermined his +youthful strength; and, as his days were numbered, the physician at the +fortress requested the authorities to release him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have positive information--as the sister of that young man +afterward +became my wife--that our Prince, your father, was willing to grant the +discharge. But, before it could be carried into effect, it was +necessary to ask for Metternich's permission--and Metternich refused +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The commandant of the fortress held me in great esteem, and +permitted +me, on his own responsibility, to be placed in the same cell with the +sick prisoner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I nursed him faithfully, and watched his every movement. I +shall never +care to recall the thoughts that passed through my mind during the long +days, and still longer nights, that I passed at his bedside. He was +slowly sinking; for confinement was killing him, and yet no word of +complaint ever fell from his lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"His father came and--could you imagine it?--was not allowed +to +converse with his son except in the presence of a guard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then came his sister, only fifteen years old--but of that no +matter at +present.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The noble martyr died. He was buried in the village at the +foot of the +fortress.</p> + +<p class="normal">"While these things were going on, there was dancing and +dining at +Court, and Metternich was writing witty <i>billet-doux</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You, of course, have never heard of these things.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Through the bars of our prison, we could look out into the +fortress-yard and see the coffin placed on the wagon that was to carry +it to the grave. But why should I revive the anger and sense of +disgrace that filled our hearts at that moment? And who, on the other +hand, would have the right to condemn us prisoners if, when at last +free, we should indulge in deeds of vengeance?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your Highness will understand that I am only telling you of +these +matters so that you may have an idea of the sacrifices that were made +to bring about the result which is now to be consummated through a +struggle of life and death."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know it--I know it well; pray go on."</p> + +<p class="normal">I plucked up my courage and continued: "My parents died while +I was a +prisoner. When I was at last discharged, I had lost all taste for a +clerical calling. I was down in the village standing by the smithy, saw +the blazing fire and watched the heavy hammers, and I yearned for just +such hard manual labor. I begged the smith to take me as his +apprentice, and he at once handed me a hammer. I was there but a week, +when the father of the young man who had died in prison came and took +me to his estate."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you married his daughter?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And does she still live?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; she died, as I am unfortunately forced to believe, +through grief +on account of the desertion of our youngest son just before the war of +1866."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know it, I know it. I hear that your son is serving in the +French +army in Algiers? I know," he said, interrupting himself when he saw my +painful agitation, "what grief this son has caused you. If it were in +your power to send him word, he might, if he would deliver himself up +of his own will, be received back into the army with some trifling +punishment, and might afterward by his bravery distinguish himself, and +all would be well again. But, of course, at present, communication is +impossible either through diplomatic or private channels."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was obliged to admit that I did not know of Ernst's +whereabouts.</p> + +<p class="normal">Strange it is how a poet's words will suddenly come to one's +aid.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My son is like a different man,'" said I, with the words +taken from +the history of my friend; and I was myself astonished by the tone in +which I spoke. I had enough self-command to say that our present +troubles required that all should be united, and, that we should, +therefore, not complicate them by introducing our own personal +interests; nor did I conceal the fact that I had lived down my sorrow +on account of Ernst, and had almost ceased to be haunted by the thought +of him. It pained me, nevertheless, to listen to the well-rounded, +sentences in which the Prince praised the Roman virtue that indulged my +love of country at the expense of my feelings as a father. He seemed +pleased with this conceit of his, and repeated it frequently. I felt +quite disenchanted.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thoughts of Ernst almost made me forget where I was, or what I +was +saying, until the Prince requested me to resume my story, unless I +found it too fatiguing.</p> + +<p class="normal">I continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I think of the times before 1830, I see opposed to each +other +extravagant enthusiasm and impotence, courageous virtue and cowardly +vice, chaste and devoted faith in the ideal, and mockery, ridicule, and +frivolous disbelief in all that was noble--the one side cherishing +righteousness, the other scoffing at it. In other words, on the one +side, Uhland; on the other, Metternich.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My relations with my family, with the community in which I +lived, and +even in a wider circle, were happy enough. But the thought of my +distracted Fatherland remained, and filled my heart with grief that +could not be assuaged. I lived and suffered for the general good, and +my associates did the like; but the storm-cloud was always impending +over us, and we were obliged to learn how to go about our daily work +with fresh and cheerful hearts, although danger threatened; to be +patient for the sake of the people, and to look into our own hearts for +strength.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The best men of our Fatherland were deeply anxious to be up +and doing, +but we were condemned to the worst lot of all: a life-long opposition.</p> + +<p class="normal">"While we were languishing for healthy political action, our +minds were +filled with a bitter and consuming protest against the miserable +condition of our affairs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is hard when one's whole being is in conflict with his +surroundings."</p> + +<p class="normal">I went on to tell him of the great hopes that the spring of +1848 had +inspired us with, and that I, too, had had the good fortune to be +permitted to assist in building up the great Fatherland, and to have +been in the confidence of the best men of my time. I told him of the +sad days when our so-called "Rump Parliament" was dispersed by the +soldiers, and also spoke of my son Ludwig.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I understand that your son has become a man of great ability +and force +of character, and that he distinguished himself in the war with the +slave States?" said the Prince.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was surprised to find how well he was informed.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then the Prince added, in an animated voice: "You are an +enthusiastic friend of Prussia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am; for in Prussia I recognize the backbone of our national +existence; she is not prepossessing, but steadfast and reliable.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I lived at the time of the war of liberation; many who were +of my age +took part in the war that saved us. Our section stood with Napoleon, +but Prussia saved Germany. She has dallied a great while before +claiming her reward for that service; but at last she receives it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince arose, and, resting both hands on his +writing-table, said, +"That is the very reason I sent for you. Both they and we--both high +and low--must extinguish the memories of 1866. We have all much to +forgive, and much to learn."</p> + +<p class="normal">And then the Prince asked me whether I believed that the +majority of +the House of Delegates agreed with us?</p> + +<p class="normal">I was obliged to express my doubts on that head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have made up my mind, however," exclaimed the Prince, +"whether the +delegates agree with me, or otherwise. You are an old, tried soldier. +Are you ready to ally yourself with me--no, not with me--with the +Fatherland?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Call it a <i>coup d'etat</i>, if you choose--we dare not let +names frighten +us--these are times in which legal forms must be disregarded. Are you +willing to accept the presidency of my cabinet, so that your fair name +may lend its lustre to my actions? You shall bear testimony to my love +of country."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am willing, your Highness, to sacrifice the short span of +life that +is yet left me; but I am not an adept in state affairs."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is no matter; others will attend to that. What I require +is the +moral influence of your presence. Your son-in-law, Colonel Karsten, is +willing to accept the portfolio of Secretary of War."</p> + +<p class="normal">I informed the Prince that I would be obliged to insist on +important +conditions: not from distrust of him, but of his noble associates who +had deserted us in 1848, and had used us liberals as cat's-paws.</p> + +<p class="normal">I told him that, in my opinion, Germany would either emerge +from this +war as a great power, or disappear from the roll of nations.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We hope for the best, and we must conquer, for defeat would +be +destruction."</p> + +<p class="normal">As a first condition, I requested the Prince to give me a +written +assurance that he resigned all privileges which would interfere with +German unity.</p> + +<p class="normal">He smiled. I do not know whether it was in scorn, or whether +he had not +heard my last words. He rose, placed his hand on my shoulder, and said, +"You are a good man."</p> + +<p class="normal">I, too, was obliged to smile, and answered, "What else should +I be, +your Highness?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is not what you demand of me equivalent to an abdication?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; it is nothing more than retiring to the position held by +the +princes before domestic dissensions enabled Louis XIV. to wrest Alsace +and Lorraine from the German Empire."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was with an air of embarrassment that the Prince said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here is my hand. I have a right to do this, and desire to be +the first +to hail the victorious King of Prussia as Emperor."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince touched a bell, and a lackey entered, whom he told +to bid +Colonel Karsten come.</p> + +<p class="normal">My son-in-law Minister of War, and I president of the cabinet! +Was it +all a dream? My eye fell on the picture of the deceased Princess, and +it seemed to resemble Gustava and to smile upon me.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel entered. He remained standing, in the erect +attitude of a +soldier.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince informed him, in a few words, that we agreed with +each +other, and submitted a proclamation with which the Chamber was to be +dissolved, in case the majority should decide for neutrality. For the +present, this was to be kept a secret.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince then withdrew.</p> + +<p class="normal">Arm in arm with my son-in-law, I returned to my dwelling.</p> + +<p class="normal">To think of all that had happened to me during that one day</p> + +<p class="normal">Could this be myself? I could scarcely collect my senses.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig had not returned, and I was almost glad that it was so, +for I +was not permitted to reveal what had been secretly determined on.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella was still awake. She came to meet me with the words:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father, you have heard news of Ernst. Did the Prince give you +his +pardon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not conceive how the child could have had this +presentiment, +and when I asked her, she told me that a brother of the porter at +Annette's house had returned from Algiers and had told her about Ernst.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not enter into Martella's plans. What mattered the +life of a +son, or the yearning affection of a girl? I scarcely heard what she +said--my heart was filled to overflowing; there was no room left for +other cares.</p> + +<p class="normal">One memory was revived. Years ago, the Privy Councillor had +told me +that I was well thought of at court. At that time it was scarcely +probable. But could it have been true, after all?</p> + +<p class="normal">Morning was dawning when I reached my bed. I felt that I would +never +again be able to sleep, and only wished that I might live a few days +longer, so that, if nothing else was left, I might plunge myself into +the yawning abyss for the sake of my country.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was fortunate that the session was not to begin until noon. +I slept +until I was called.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The Colonel came and told me that the troops were under +orders.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was startled. I shuddered at the idea of using force against +our +fellow-citizens, and felt as if I could by my own strength, oppose and +conquer the demon of dissension. I felt assured that I must succeed, +and as confident as if success had already been achieved.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig accompanied me through the streets; they were even more +crowded +than on the day before.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette and Martella had preceded us, in order to secure good +seats. It +was with difficulty that we forced our way through the crowd. Ludwig +was obliged to shake hands with many whom we met, and was often greeted +by men whom he did not recognize, and who seemed annoyed that, in spite +of the changes that twenty-one years had made in them, he did not at +once address them by their names.</p> + +<p class="normal">A company of soldiers were mounting guard before, the House of +Parliament. Ernst Rontheim, son of the Privy Councillor, was in +command. He saluted me in military fashion.</p> + +<p class="normal">I gazed upon the vigorous youth, with his ruddy face and +bright eyes, +and asked myself: "Will he this very day be forced to command his +troops to fire upon his fellow-citizens?" Did he know how full of +danger his post was? It required a great effort, on my part, to refrain +from speaking to him. At that moment, the minister of war arrived, and +the young officer called out, "Present arms!"</p> + +<p class="normal">In the ante-chamber, and in the restaurant attached to the +House, there +were many groups engaged in lively and animated discussions, in which +the speakers accompanied their remarks by forcible gesticulations.</p> + +<p class="normal">The three members who had been fellow-prisoners o f mine at +the +fortress, were still faithfully attached to me. The one whom we had +termed "The Philosopher" had distinguished himself by new theories in +political science, and the other two were eminent lawyers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Only one of the members of the old student corps had gone over +to the +radicals, but he was recognized as the most independent and the purest +of men, and was everywhere spoken of as "Cato."</p> + +<p class="normal">The others had remained true to our colors; and one who was +known as +Baribal called out "What! Bismarck? If that black devil will bring +about union, I shall sell my soul to him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">I spoke with "Cato," when no others were by, and he frankly +confessed +that he feared that this war would strengthen monarchism, and that, +therefore, he still was, and ever would be, a republican.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have, thus far, been forced to act against our wishes, and +have +complained in secret," he said, "but if we conquer in this war, we +shall have voluntarily become subjects, and be happy in the favor of +their high mightinesses. I am not a subject, and do not wish to become +one."</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave me a fierce look, and I felt obliged to tell him that +he could +not be at his ease while receiving honors from people whom he despised.</p> + +<p class="normal">He did not feel that war was inevitable, but was inclined to +favor it, +if the German princes would promise that the constitution of the German +Empire, as proposed in the Frankfort Parliament, would be adopted in +the event of our success.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cato" assured me that even if we were to bring about a union, +it would +be such only in name. Organic life cannot become a harmonious whole +unless there is freedom of action; and therefore, we must, first of +all, insist on guarantees for freedom.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why do you," said he in conclusion, "who aided and abetted +the +Frankfort Parliament, never mention it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">When I told him that this was political orthodoxy, he paid no +regard to +what I said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk once furtively looked towards me, and then turned to his +neighbor, +with whom he conversed in a low voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">Various members who, it was evident, desired to take the lead, +were +walking up and down absorbed in thought.</p> + +<p class="normal">I heard that telegrams had been received to the effect that +France +would not consent to further delay, and insisted that all must be +absolutely neutral or else avowedly take sides.</p> + +<p class="normal">Loedinger, my former prison-mate, approached me and said that +it would +be necessary to prevent any conclusion being reached on that day, and +that we should govern ourselves by the course that the neighboring +state decided upon.</p> + +<p class="normal">I asked him whether the party had determined on this. He said, +"No," +and told me that his only object was to bring about a postponement in +case the probable issue seemed adverse to us.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt that this would be impossible. I entered the chamber +more +agitated than I have ever been. I had never in all my life been obliged +to conceal anything, and now I had to face my associates with a weighty +secret on my mind. I saw the ministers enter and take their seats, and +could not help thinking, "You will soon be seated there."</p> + +<p class="normal">One minister whom we knew to be of our party came down to +where I was +sitting and shook hands with me. He spoke with confidence and +hopefulness.</p> + +<p class="normal">I noticed Funk pointing at me, and could hear the loud +laughter that +followed on the part of the group that surrounded him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The President took his seat; the ringing of the bell agitated +me; the +decisive moment approached.</p> + +<p class="normal">I looked up. Annette nodded to me. Richard was seated at her +side.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was obliged to drive out all roving thoughts, for it was now +necessary to concentrate all my energies on one object.</p> + +<p class="normal">The proceedings began. My friend Loedinger, who had been +seated at my +side, was the first speaker, and supported the motion in favor of +taking the field. He spoke with great fervor, and invoked the spirits +of those who had gone before us.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Would that the mighty spirits of the past could descend to us +this +day," were his words, while his own utterances were those of a spirit +pure and beyond reproach. When he finished his remarks, a storm of +applause followed. I grasped his hand; it was cold as ice.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk requested the President to preserve order in the +galleries, and +said that this was not a Turners' festival.</p> + +<p class="normal">The President reminded him that he knew his duty, and meant to +perform +it, and that Funk, in his eagerness, had only anticipated him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next speaker was "Cato." He unearthed all the grievances +that +Prussia had inflicted on the patriots. He called on the spirits of +those who had fallen during the war of 1866, and said they might well +ask those who now counselled aiding Prussia, "Are you willing to stand +side by side with those who murdered us in a fratricidal war?"</p> + +<p class="normal">When he closed, it was evident that his words had deeply moved +the +assembly.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was the next to have the floor, and explained that, although +brothers +may quarrel among themselves, they are brethren nevertheless, and that, +when an insolent neighbor endeavors to invade and destroy their home, +they must unite to defend it. Addressing my opponents, I exclaimed, +"You know full well what the decision will be, and I am loth to believe +that you desire to embarrass or disgrace it by opposition and +dissension."</p> + +<p class="normal">Great excitement followed this remark, and prevented me from +going on. +I was called to order, but the President decided that my remarks had +not been personal.</p> + +<p class="normal">I endeavored to keep calm, and to weigh every word before +uttering it.</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of this resolution, I forgot myself, and aroused a +perfect +storm of anger, when I expressed my deepest convictions in the +following words:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You who are seated on the other side do not believe in +neutrality. Ask +yourselves whether this be an honest game that you are playing. +Neutrality is a hypocritical word which, translated into honest German, +means willingness to aid France, a Rhenish confederation, and treason +to the Fatherland!"</p> + +<p class="normal">I was called to order and was obliged to admit that I had gone +a little +too far.</p> + +<p class="normal">The President interrupted the debate, and inquired whether the +Chamber +would permit him to read a telegram which had just been received, and +was of some importance in relation to the subject under consideration.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No! No!" "We are debating this among ourselves!" "Our +deliberations +must be free and untrammelled!" "No outside parties have a right to +interfere!" cried the one side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! Yes!" "Let us have it!" "Read it to us!" cried the +others, and +all was confusion.</p> + +<p class="normal">The President at last restored order, and then informed us +that the +telegram was from the House of Parliament of the neighboring state. He +desired to know whether he might read it to the assembly. He would +permit no debate on the subject; those who were in favor of the +reading, would simply rise.</p> + +<p class="normal">The majority arose, and Loedinger was almost trembling with +emotion +when he grasped my hand and said, "Brother, the day is ours!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The President read the telegram. It was to the effect that a +small +though decided majority of the Parliament of the next state had +determined that their forces should take the field.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then followed, both on the floor and in the galleries, a few +moments of +terrible confusion and excitement.</p> + +<p class="normal">Order was at last restored, and the President announced that +the +business would now be proceeded with.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had the floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Make no speech--ask for a vote at once," said Loedinger, as I +arose. I +acted on his advice.</p> + +<p class="normal">The vote was taken; the majority was ours.</p> + +<p class="normal">Loud shouts of joy filled the air, but I felt happier than all +the +rest. I had been saved from a fearful danger.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette's carriage stood in a by-street, awaiting us. We rode +to our +dwelling, and, when I reached there, I felt like one who, after long +and weary wandering over hill and dale, can at last sit down and +rest. And while I sat there, with myriad thoughts passing through my +brain, I could not help thinking, "The dream of my youth has repeated +itself--they only tried the mantle on me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Shortly after that, Ludwig returned home to join his wife and +to look +after his workmen.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">How often we had yearned for unity of feeling, and an +interchange of +sympathy with our compatriots! How sad it was to keep in our path with +the knowledge that the feelings and aspirations of those whom we met +had nothing in common with our own!</p> + +<p class="normal">The unity of feeling had at last been brought about. Every +street had +become as a hall of the great temple in which love of country testified +its readiness to sacrifice itself. Every valley resounded with the +joyful message, "Awake! Our Fatherland has arisen in its might! Hasten! +for the battle is not yet over. The soul of him who falls will live on +in the comrade who marched at his side. Now none can live for himself +alone, but for the one great cause."</p> + +<p class="normal">After my sad bereavement, life had ceased to be aught but +duty, and I +would have been ready, at any time, calmly to leave the world. But now +my only desire was to live long enough to witness the fruition of the +hopes which, during my whole life, had filled my soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">My children and grandchildren, each in his own way, showed +their love +of country.</p> + +<p class="normal">Society at large was now like one great family, united in +sentiment.</p> + +<p class="normal">The vicar was the first of my family to visit me. He came to +offer his +services as chaplain to the troops. Julius followed soon after. It had +gone hard with him to leave his wife, but he was happy to know that he +could at last serve his country. It moved me deeply when he told me of +the courage and resignation his wife had shown at parting. He was +accompanied by his brother-in-law, the lieutenant, who joyously +confessed that he was filled with hopes of glory and rapid advancement. +He drew his sword a few inches from its scabbard, and said, "This blade +has lost patience--it is all athirst."</p> + +<p class="normal">My grandson Wolfgang returned from the forester's school.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Grandfather, have my pine-seeds sprouted?" was his first +question.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They do not grow so fast, my child; the bed is still covered +with +brushwood."</p> + +<p class="normal">He wanted to enter the army as a volunteer, and was quite sad +when we +told him that foreigners would not be accepted, and that it would, +moreover, take a good while before he could learn the drill. He could +with difficulty reconcile himself to the fact that he was not permitted +to take part in the war, and with a voice full of emotion, exclaimed, +"Although my name is growing on its soil, I am not allowed to fight for +Germany!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Wolfgang was accompanied by Annette's nephew, the son of +Offenheimer +the lawyer. He desired to offer his services as a volunteer. He was a +comrade of Wolfgang's, and a student in the agricultural department of +the forester's school. His face was marked by several scars, and +although he was not of a quarrelsome disposition, he had been in +several duels. He had served in the Young Guard, which, during the past +few years, had been recruited from the students of Gymnasiums and +polytechnic schools.</p> + +<p class="normal">I inquired whether his father consented to his entering the +service, +and he answered me in the affirmative.</p> + +<p class="normal">Shortly afterward, his father entered the room. In a few words +he told +us that he had expected this war, and then, turning to his sister, he +remarked that his son Alfred had entered the regiment which had +formerly been the Captain's, as Colonel Karsten could not take him in +his regiment. He also told me that he had fully determined, in case the +war resulted in our favor, to withdraw from practice, and to devote +himself to public affairs.</p> + +<p class="normal">Offenheimer was an able, clear-minded man, of liberal +opinions, and +free from prejudice; and yet it seemed as if this vow of his had been +made in order to assure himself of the success of our cause and the +preservation of his only son.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette had always observed a certain distance with her +kindred, and +was, indeed, kinder to Martella than to her own nephew. But now, the +war and the unanimity of feeling which it had induced, seemed, even in +her case, to awaken new sympathies.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the following morning, when I was preparing for my journey +homeward, +a messenger came from the palace to inform me that the Prince required +my presence. And now I went, in bright daylight and with a peaceful +soul, to the same place that I had approached during the night, +ignorant of what was in store for me. I was happy to know that the +serious charge, which I was hardly fitted to undertake, had not been +imposed on me, and I was, at the same time, encouraged by the feeling +that I had shown my willingness to do all in my power.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the staircase, I met the French ambassador, who had just +received +his parting audience; and thus I saw the last French ambassador who +witnessed our dissensions.</p> + +<p class="normal">The antechamber of the Prince's apartments was full of life +and bustle. +Adjutants and orderlies were constantly coming and going.</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw my son-in-law, but only for a few moments. He shook me +by the +hand, and said, "My regiment marches through your valley; I shall see +you again at home."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was called into the Prince's presence. His cheeks were +flushed and +his eye sparkled. He took me by the hand and said: "I can only briefly +thank you. I shall never forget your fidelity and your candor. +Unfortunately, I can be of no service to you, for you need no favors; +but my heart shall ever be filled with gratitude to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">His kind words so moved me that I was unable to utter a word +in reply, +and the Prince continued: "Like you, I am forced to remain at home. It +is well and proper that princely rank does not require its possessor to +command his armies. Leaders have been selected, from whom we have a +right to look for the greatest results with the least bloodshed. Excuse +me; I regret that I cannot speak with you any longer. I shall be glad +to have you visit me soon again."</p> + +<p class="normal">He shook hands with me again, and I was about to withdraw in +silence, +when a lackey entered and said that a daughter of mine had requested to +see the Prince, and begged that she might speak with me in his +presence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let her enter. You had better remain here, Herr Waldfried."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The door was opened and in rushed Martella, who threw herself +on her +knees at the Prince's feet and exclaimed: "Your Highness, Prince by the +grace of God, be gracious and merciful! Give me my betrothed, my Ernst! +I shall not rise from this spot until you have restored him to me +again!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince gazed at me in surprise, and I told him that this +was +Ernst's betrothed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince extended his hand to Martella. She kissed it and +covered it +with tears, when he said to her:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall do all that I can."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, God is gracious to you! you are all-powerful. O how happy +you are +that you can do all these things! I knew it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince said that he was occupied at the moment; that she +might go, +and he would attend to all that was necessary afterwards.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no!" cried Martella; "not so. I shall not leave in that +way. Now +is the right time. Let the whole world wait until this is done."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have already informed his father that the deserter will +receive but +a mild punishment, if he now returns and helps us to fight for our +Fatherland."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes; I believe all that; but I must have it in writing, +with a +great seal under it, or else it is of no avail, and your subordinates +will not respect it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"O Prince! the winter before the fearful war you were hunting +in the +district to which my Ernst belonged, and he had much to tell me about +you; and he said that, if one considered how you had been spoiled, it +was wonderful to find our Prince so well behaved, so just and upright a +man.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And Rothfuss said, 'In such a war as that of 1866, the Prince +would +have been just as willing to desert as Ernst was, if he only could have +done so; but he could not get away.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince gave me a look full of meaning, while a sad smile +played on +his lips. Suddenly he turned to Martella and asked, "And do you know +where your lover is?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes; he is with the savages in Algiers. He, too, was a +savage, but, by +this time, he must have become tamed. O Prince! give me the writing, +and what you write will be set down to your credit in heaven!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince seated himself, and then looked up from his desk +and asked, +"But what will you do with this letter of pardon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let your gracious Highness leave that to me. Just you +write--and +blessed be the pen and the ink and your hand--"</p> + +<p class="normal">I implored her to remain quiet, so that the Prince could +write, and she +grasped my hand with one of hers, and with her other pointed towards +the Prince's pen and moved her finger as if following its every stroke.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the Prince bad finished writing, he lit a lamp, and +Martella +exclaimed: "Oh, if Ernst were only here, that he might thank you! But +mother, who is above, knows of this already, and joins me in thanking +you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her vigor and beauty, her touching voice, the powerful and +dazzling +brilliancy of her eyes, all seemed as if increased by an irresistible +charm.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince attached the seal to the document and handed it to +her with +the words, "I wish you success;" and, turning to me, added, "I am glad, +at all events, that I have been able to be of some service to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella was about to kneel to him again, but he begged her to +withdraw.</p> + +<p class="normal">We went through the antechamber and down the steps, and, when +we +reached the foot of the staircase, Martella suddenly stopped and said: +"I have something in which I can keep the letter of pardon. I still +have the embroidered satchel, but now I will put in it something better +and sweeter than the cake it once held."</p> + +<p class="normal">When we left, the guard was just marching up to the palace, +and the +band was playing "Die Wacht am Rhein." A crowd extending farther than +the eye could reach joined in the song, and Martella exclaimed, "The +whole world is singing while--" and then her clear voice helped to +swell the chorus.</p> + +<p class="normal">No one was happier at Martella's good fortune than Annette, +who, to +give vent to her joy, overwhelmed Martella with presents.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard rushed into the room, exclaiming, "The Crown-Prince of +Prussia +has been appointed commander of the South German forces!" His face +beamed with emotion, and he triumphantly declared that this would seal +the union of North and South Germany.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although the younger members of my family were full of ardent +courage, +Richard had more determination and elasticity of spirit than any of +them. We had at one time mockingly called him "Old Negligence." But he +was no longer the man who procrastinated in all things, and who, while +conscientious withal, was nevertheless so swayed by a thousand +imaginary obstacles that it was difficult for him to make up his mind +on any subject. He told us that he had offered to accompany the +commander of our army; he had written enough of history in dead +letters, and now he was anxious to witness living history, and perhaps +to assist in making it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette had ordered the servant to bring wine, and Richard +exclaimed: +"O father! it has come at last. Self-reliance now fills every heart, +and that is the rock of safety for the whole nation. I see it now; a +new element has entered our German world--a feeling that we are all +one. It is not a mere conglomerate of many thousand individuals; it is +something quite new and exalted--a divine revelation--the fire of pure +patriotism. We stand in the midst of a pillar of fire; every individual +is a spark; of no value by itself, but only as a portion of the pillar +of fire."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard's tall and commanding form trembled with emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette placed her hand upon her heart and exclaimed, "And I +too--I +too."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had stretched forth her hand, but suddenly cast her eyes +upon the +picture of her dead husband, and buried her face in her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a short pause, she said to Richard:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your mother announced this to me. 'He will live to see the +day,' she +said, 'on which great things will happen to the world and to you all.' +I did not understand her words then, but now I believe I understand +them."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard replied, "How strange it is that you should be +thinking of +mother at this moment; for I was thinking of her at the same time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, father, when mother asked for water from her spring, and +I ran +through the village down into the valley, and was nothing but a child +running to fetch a draught that would cool her parched lips and, +perhaps, save her, I could not, at times, help thinking of the story +told by Apuleius--how Psyche was obliged to bring water from the rocky +springs of the Styx.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And, father, hard and puzzling as it then was to understand +how trees +and houses could exist, and that men were working in the fields, while +the breath of life was flickering and expiring--now, all is clear +to my vision. I shall go off with the army; and if I can do nothing +more, I will, at all events, endeavor to refresh the spiritual and +physical wants of the children of the Fatherland for the sake of our +mother--unity. It would be glorious and happy to die when filled with +such emotions; but it is more genuine and more brave to persevere in +small services and sacrifices."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette, with her hands clasped upon her breast, gazed at +Richard. +Bertha entered the room at that moment, and, by her presence, brought +about a calmer and serener atmosphere than we had just been moving in.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha, four years before, had been full of unrest; but now, +her calm, +equable disposition manifested itself in all its beauty.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That war," she said, "was an unnatural one, but this contest +is waged +in a holy and just cause, and its consequences must therefore be calmly +accepted. And things, too, have changed with my husband; for now +fortune smiles upon him."</p> + +<p class="normal">She told us that an association had been formed under the +auspices of +the Princess, for the purpose of aiding the families of those who were +obliged to go to the war, and to prepare aid for the sick and wounded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall be one of you," exclaimed Annette. "I, too, wish to +do my +share in the good work. And, Professor, I shall remember your words, +'It is braver to persevere in small services and sacrifices.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard soon left for the university town, where he had yet to +make +some preparations before starting with the army. He grasped Annette's +hand, and it seemed to me as if he held it longer than usual; but he +only said, "We shall meet again."</p> + +<p class="normal">His long face, with its large, full brown beard, bright blue +eyes, and +arched forehead, seemed more beautiful than ever, and his splendid, +powerful form seemed almost heroic.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the evening I was crossing our principal street, and met +Annette +carrying several packages under her arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">War kills one weakness which in men is insufferable, and in +women +difficult to bear; namely, false pride.</p> + +<p class="normal">In such times, who can stop to think how he may appear to +others? You +are nothing more than a wonderfully small fraction of a great and +complete whole. And it is this idea which makes you great, and lifts +you above all petty thoughts.</p> + +<p class="normal">How absurd we had grown to be. It had come to be regarded as +improper +for a well-dressed man or woman to carry a package while in the street; +the dress of the ladies was so fashioned that they were obliged to use +their hands to prevent it from dragging, and thus it was impossible for +them to carry even the smallest package; but now all that was changed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette told me that she and some other ladies were about to +take a +course of instruction from a surgeon, in the art of dressing wounds. +She said this simply and unostentatiously.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">While Martella and I were on our way to the depot, in order to +return +to our home, we were encountered by a dense and impenetrable crowd.</p> + +<p class="normal">What could be the matter?</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Crown-Prince of Prussia is coming."</p> + +<p class="normal">We stopped.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sounds of distant music were heard mingling with the +joyous shouts +of thousands of voices. It was the cry with which a race welcomed its +brothers from whom it had long been estranged, and who were now +advancing to save it. How this must have stirred the heart of the +Crown-Prince!</p> + +<p class="normal">I was so wedged in by the crowd, that I could see nothing. +Martella had +ascended some steps back of me, and called me to follow her; but it was +impossible to do so.</p> + +<p class="normal">I heard a carriage approach; the men who were in front of me +spoke of +the splendid appearance, and the calm, yet determined expression of the +Prince.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father!" exclaimed Martella, "he looks just like him--indeed, +more +like Richard."</p> + +<p class="normal">The crowd at last scattered, and cheers were still heard in +the +distance.</p> + +<p class="normal">We started for home. The railway on the other side, which for +some +distance ran into our valley, was obstructed. They were momentarily +expecting an invasion of the French, and, after that day, the other +line was only to be used for military trains.</p> + +<p class="normal">We rode on for a part of the way, and, at the intersection, +met a large +crowd of persons from the watering-places. They had suddenly been +obliged to give up the springs and the amusements that had there been +at their disposal.</p> + +<p class="normal">The gambling banks are closed, it was said. I hoped that they +might +never again be reopened.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig and his servants were there awaiting me. I also met +Carl, who +had been conscripted, and with him were two of the meadow-farmer's +servants.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl laughed while he told us how the meadow-farmer grumbled +that he +was now obliged to harness and feed his oxen himself. He cheerfully +added that Marie could do the service of two laborers.</p> + +<p class="normal">His joyous face made it plain that before leaving home he had +come to +an understanding with Marie. When he spoke of her he pressed his left +hand to his heart. I think he must have had a keepsake there.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Carl saw Ikwarte, he went up to him and extended his hand +saying: +"I forgive you. I cannot remain at enmity with any one whom I leave +behind when I go forth to battle. Forgive me, too."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig asked Ikwarte, "Willem, would you like to go?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am waiting until the Colonel gives me leave."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have never asked my permission."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have waited until the Colonel would speak of it himself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pray speak a few kind words to my mother, for my sake," said +Carl; and +I saw the old spinner sitting on the lower step of the depot. She gazed +into vacancy as if she were dreaming with open eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This gentleman will take you home with him," said Carl to his +mother.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then you will not take me along? I must go home--home--home," +said the +old woman; and Carl told me that Rothfuss had brought the conscripts to +this spot, and was in a neighboring inn where he was feeding the +horses.</p> + +<p class="normal">I endeavored to persuade the spinner to control her feelings. +She +murmured a few words that I could not understand, and which Carl +explained to me. She had, by hard savings, gotten seven thalers +together, and wanted Carl to take them with him, because he would need +them while away; and that now she was quite inconsolable, because he +wanted to leave the money at home with her.</p> + +<p class="normal">I took the money from her, and promised to send it to Carl +whenever he +should need it, through my son-in-law the Colonel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And how is the great lady?" said the old spinner. "She ought +to have +married my Carl--she always looked at him with so much favor; and if he +were now married, he would not have to go to war."</p> + +<p class="normal">His mother's words were unintelligible to me, and it was with +a sad +smile that Carl interpreted them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why have you not told her about Marie?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have done so, but she wishes to know nothing about her."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig, accompanied by Ikwarte, started towards the Rhine. He +said that +he did not yet know how he could take part in the war, as he was an +American citizen; but he was resolved not to remain a quiet spectator.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl's parting from his mother was heart-rending. She refused +to get on +our wagon, and Carl, with tears in his eyes, lifted her in his arms and +placed her there. During the greater part of our journey home, she +bewailed the loss of her son, and we drove on in silence, for we felt +so sad that we could not utter a word.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella was the first to speak, saying, "It is, after all, +the +greatest happiness to have a mother."</p> + +<p class="normal">I could well understand what it was that agitated her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Up at the top of the mountain, where we always stopped to rest +our +horses, there is a large and shady beech-tree, to which was fastened +the image of a saint.</p> + +<p class="normal">While at a distance I could see a white object on the tree, +and when I +drew near, I recognized it. It was the proclamation of the King of +Prussia, in which, in simple but well-considered words, he declared +that he was forced into waging this war.</p> + +<p class="normal">Soon after that, I met Joseph, who was delighted to see me +again. He +had engaged the guard of the stage-coach that passed by there every day +to fasten the "extra" papers to the tree, so that the forest laborers, +who at this point separated in order to repair to their different +villages, could know what was going on.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the following day, the young Catholic pastor of the village +had the +words of the heretical king removed from the tree on which the holy +image had been placed, and was about to lodge a complaint against +Joseph for his sacrilegious conduct. But, on the advice of a lawyer who +belonged to his own party, he desisted, and the tree, to this day, is +known as "the newspaper tree."</p> + +<p class="normal">I crossed the boundary line and was in our own territory. The +people +were busily employed in changing the bed of the stream; and the newly +married stone-mason asked me whether work would be continued during the +war. I told him that it would be, and that we intended to give +employment to the people as long as possible.</p> + +<p class="normal">Shortly after that, I even employed the old spinner's two sons +who had +been ordered out of Mühlhausen; and it was a very happy thought to do +so, as the younger of the two was an excellent cabinet-maker.</p> + +<p class="normal">I walked on. All along the roadside I had planted pear-trees; +they were +laden with fruit. Will the enemy pluck the fruit or destroy the trees?</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw the young meadow-farmer. He was setting his water-gates, +and +appeared as unconcerned as if we were living in peaceful times. When I +passed, he looked up from his work, and said, "The war does not affect +me, thank God. None of my kindred are in it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The first house in the village belongs to the meadow-farmer. +He had +relinquished the farm to his son, and was now living on a pension which +the latter had settled on him. When he saw me, he called out, "Now you +have it! The accursed Prussian is at the root of the whole affair; but +the Frenchman will give him a beating, for he has caught hold of the +wrong fellow this time."</p> + +<p class="normal">At home all were in good spirits, and for the first time in a +long +while, I found myself in some sort of sympathy with Johanna.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It will soon be seen," she said, "whether the godless +Frenchmen are as +willing to sacrifice themselves for their country as we are."</p> + +<p class="normal">She praised the King as a God-fearing man; but to me he was +simply a +righteous German.</p> + +<p class="normal">A happy change had taken place with Johanna's daughter. She +had always +been sickly, and had thought herself of no use in this world; but now +she knew nothing more of sickness. She had determined to join a society +which had just been organized by the wife of the Privy Councillor, in +order to obtain instruction in the art of nursing the sick and wounded.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was now again in my own calm and peaceful home. Rothfuss +informed +me that during my absence parties had been there to buy up oats and +hay,--we still had a good supply left from last year,--and Rothfuss had +promised the refusal of it to Kuhherschel, whom he always favored.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old hay was sent off, and the new was brought in. In +Carl's place +we engaged a Tyrolese farmer. The early barley was harvested, the +ground was ploughed over again, and the potatoes were dug up. How long +would affairs remain thus? The enemy might break in on us the very next +day, as we were very near the border. Our enemies claimed that they +were fighting in the interests of civilization, but sent Asiatic hordes +against us.</p> + +<p class="normal">The schoolmaster's wife told us that Baroness Arven had left +for +Switzerland, taking a great amount of luggage with her.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was determined to await the enemy in my own home, and when +Johanna +asked me whether she, too, could go to the city and try to be of some +use, I consented.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you will remain with me, Martella, for you do not fear +the +French?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I am not afraid of them," answered Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had only answered the latter portion of my question, but I +did not +think of that until afterwards.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p class="continue">My solitude was soon broken in upon by a visit from Baron +Arven. I was +astonished to find him looking so sad. "Is there still so much of the +old Austrian officer left in him?" I asked myself. He soon relieved me +of all doubts on that head, and, in a tone which showed how he had +struggled with and conquered his grief, told me that in many things, +and especially in religious matters, he and his wife had not agreed. He +had, at last, conquered himself, and had determined to let her have her +own way; but now--he said it with apparent reluctance--the long-impending +rupture had occurred, under circumstances almost too terrible to bear. +Although he knew that, as a Czech and a Catholic, his wife hated Prussia, +he could hardly believe his ears when she said, "All saints be praised! +The French are coming! Our deliverance is at hand!" Her words had +provoked him into unpardonable vehemence of language.</p> + +<p class="normal">He hardly dared say it, but she had actually made a French +flag, with +the intention of displaying it as soon as the enemy should arrive,--an +event of which she had felt perfectly assured. He never thought that +his wife had political opinions of any kind, because mere abuse of +Prussia does not argue the presence of political convictions. He had +carefully avoided affronting her feelings as a Czech; for he well knew +how the Czechs resent the fact of their being dependent on German +culture. But he could never have believed that her hatred of Germany +could have carried her so far as to allow her to connive at the +correspondence with France, which was carried on under cover of her +address, and with complete ignorance, on her part, of its origin.</p> + +<p class="normal">The village clergyman had been to see her, and must have given +her +strange information, for she now insisted on leaving for Switzerland at +once.</p> + +<p class="normal">"God be praised!" said I, "let her go." I told him that her +intended +departure was already the topic of common talk.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron, however, feared that her course might be fraught +with evil +consequences to the whole neighborhood, as he thought that her fleeing +to Switzerland might awaken a panic.</p> + +<p class="normal">To me, it seemed as if he were trying to justify his course in +allowing +her to leave. I assured him that no one doubted his patriotism, and he +begged me not to divulge what he had told me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I succeeded in reassuring him, and he seemed to recover from +his +depression. He felt that I fully sympathized with him. And can anything +be sadder than to find that one's love of country is opposed and +ridiculed in his own home? The antagonism which had so long been veiled +under courteous forms, now broke forth with redoubled venom and fury.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your hearty sympathy does me good," said the Baron; "and I +feel like a +changed being since I have unbosomed myself to you--just as if I had +withdrawn my hand from a bleeding wound, which can now flow freely."</p> + +<p class="normal">I understood him. Grief which has been long repressed, and at +last +finds vent in words, renews itself while the sufferer speaks of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I mentioned this to him, he took my hand and held it in +his for a +long while.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But we must not think of our own little lives," he added; +"great +questions now claim us. If France should fail of success, she is still +France; but if we meet with defeat, we shall become the prey of +others."</p> + +<p class="normal">I learned from him, for the first time, that the opposing +bishops had +handed in a protest against the promulgation of the doctrine of Papal +infallibility, and that, as the measure had been determined on, in +spite of their protest, they had left Rome.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I told him of what had happened in the city--omitting, of +course, +all mention of my interviews with the Prince--his features assumed an +expression of cheerfulness.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was about to leave, when Martella entered, and asked, "May +I show it +to the Baron?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Before I could answer her question, she took the letter of +pardon from +her satchel and spread it out on the table, at the same time saying +that Rothfuss and Ikwarte were foolish enough to think that it was of +no account, because it came from so petty a prince.</p> + +<p class="normal">Baron Arven assured her that the paper would be of immense +importance, +if Ernst could be found again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now I shall not ask another person," joyfully exclaimed +Martella; +"that seals it doubly--and just see how nicely it fits into my little +satchel!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She replaced it in the satchel and rubbed her hands over the +embroidery, which represented a dog carrying a bird between his teeth.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron rode off just as the letter-carrier arrived. He +brought me a +letter from my sister-in-law, who lives in the forest of Hagenau. She +wrote to tell me that, on account of the war, her daughter's marriage +had been hastened, and that, as there was danger that the incendiaries +might come, she had instructed her daughter to remain at Strasburg, to +which place she had sent all her stores of linen and other valuables. +In case any of our ladies were alarmed, she would be willing, she +wrote, to place them under protection at Strasburg.</p> + +<p class="normal">About that time, we had sorrow in our house on account of the +death of +old Balbina. She had been our faithful servant for thirty years. When +we attempted to console her by saying that she would recover from her +illness, she would answer, "Don't mind me; I shall go to my good +mistress, and she will give me the best place."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not until after my wife's death that I learned how much +she had +done for this servant, for then Balbina said to me:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was very wicked, but she converted me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wicked? why, what could you have done?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I committed a theft when I had only been in the house a week. +She +caught me and spoke to me in private, saying: 'Balbina, I dare not send +you off; for then you will steal from others, just as you have done +here. I must keep you with us until you conquer this habit.' And it +turned out just as she said, for during the thirty years I've lived in +this house, my hands and lips have never touched a morsel that was not +mine."</p> + +<p class="normal">Balbina died without receiving extreme unction. She regarded +her +confession to my wife as having fully absolved her.</p> + +<p class="normal">We never interfered with the religious opinions of our +servants, but +when the priest told Balbina that Protestants would not go to heaven, +she answered, "I don't want to go to any other heaven but the one where +my mistress is."</p> + +<p class="normal">We were now on the high road towards political unity, but was +not the +antagonism in religious matters greater than ever before?</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig wrote to Conny, informing her that he would soon +return. She +often told me that her father, had, until his dying hour, cherished a +love of the Fatherland, and that no two men had ever had more beautiful +and affectionate relations with each other than Ludwig and her father.</p> + +<p class="normal">Their projected journey to Italy was out of the question. How +could +they now find pleasure in works of art? Ludwig would not rest content +until he could, in some way, be of service to his country.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly, there was great commotion in the village and cries +of "The +French are coming!" were heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lerz the baker had been driving along the valley-road at full +tilt, and +had called out to the people who were working in the fields, "Unhitch +your horses! the French are coming!" They took the animals from their +wagons and ploughs and hurried homeward. But it soon turned out that +the news was false.</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not think that this was wanton spite on the part of Lerz. +He +swore--although his oath was of but little value--that a farmer from +down the valley had told him that he had seen the French. The rumor had +indeed been spread far and near, but no one could tell who had started +it.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p class="continue">What could it have been that made me feel so proud when my +fellow-citizens elected me as their delegate? I was still full of +self-love, for, when I searched in my own heart, for the real cause, it +lay in a self-complacent satisfaction in the fact of my being the +chosen representative of many others.</p> + +<p class="normal">All this was now changed. Now none were chosen, but all were +called. +The whole people had become freed from egotism, and no one was +isolated. Of course the sacrifice was not made without a pang. All +thoughts were no longer centred on one man, but were directed towards a +great invisible object which was cherished by the whole people.</p> + +<p class="normal">Sunbeams seemed to light up every tree and house, and the +whole world +seemed to have undergone a change.</p> + +<p class="normal">And how all felt drawn towards each other; they had ceased to +be +strangers--we could not have enemies in our own land.</p> + +<p class="normal">I met Funk and could not avoid shaking hands with him and +saying, "I +admit that you thought you were acting for the best, in all you have +done."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks for your good opinion," answered Funk, while he barely +returned the pressure of my hand. I made no reply. I had followed my +own convictions, and that is always well, even though others do not +approve of one's course.</p> + +<p class="normal">I drove to town with Joseph, in order to attend the weekly +market. It +had never been so numerously attended, for every one that could manage +to procure a vehicle, or get away from home, hurried to town in order +to learn what was going on in the world. And, besides that, all wanted +to assure themselves whether it would be best to sell supplies to the +dealers at present prices, or, to wait for an advance, and run the risk +of being plundered by the French in the meanwhile.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was soon seen who believed that the Germans would succeed, +and who +believed in the French. Schweitzer-Schmalz, and a large number who +followed his example, sold their hay, their oats, and their bacon.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph speedily became the centre of a large crowd. He excels +us all in +knowing how to adapt himself to people of every kind. His fine, large +figure and cordial manner make him a universal favorite, while his +well-known riches are not without weight.</p> + +<p class="normal">The crowd were impatient, and complained that we had not yet +heard of +any actual hostilities. He asked them:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you never been in a saw-mill?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly we have."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, how do they manage there? They set the wheel and let +the water +run until the log is in the proper position; then they go ahead and saw +it right through. Have a care. The Prussian, or, as we had better say, +the German, waits until the log is in the proper position, and then he +goes to work with seven saws at once."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph understood the feelings of the people, and felt +especial +satisfaction that Schweitzer-Schmalz seemed quite lonely and deserted +in the midst of the crowd. He simply smiled, when Schweitzer-Schmalz +said, "This little fellow. Joseph is all talk, like the Prussians."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph and I called on Martha, for I had promised Julius to +visit his +wife as soon as possible.</p> + +<p class="normal">We found her and the rest of the family calm and resigned, +although the +son and the son-in-law were in the field.</p> + +<p class="normal">For the first time since I had known him, the Privy Councillor +revealed +a sense of his noble birth. He dwelt on the fact that, as a member of +one of the oldest families in the land, he belonged to the order of St. +John, and that he and Baron Arven would soon enter on their duties as +members. He explained to me that it was an old order, but that a man +like myself might also become a member. I had never thought of that +before, but now it struck me forcibly.</p> + +<p class="normal">The ladies requested me to accompany them to the courthouse, +where the +Sanitary Commission was to assemble. On the steps, I met Remminger, the +so-called "peace-lieutenant."</p> + +<p class="normal">He seemed quite agitated, and urgently requested me to +accompany him to +the house of his father-in-law, where he wanted me to act as umpire. He +gave me no further information, but said that I should find out all +about it when we arrived there.</p> + +<p class="normal">I found the family in great distress. The lieutenant, who had +left +the army on account of marrying the daughter of Blank, the rich +lumber-merchant, had become quite an adept in his new calling, but had +been even more devoted to the pleasures of the chase. He had just +announced his intention to enter the army again; in justice to himself, +he could not remain a mere looker-on in the moment of danger.</p> + +<p class="normal">Old Blank maintained that this was a breach of promise, and I +saw how +the lieutenant clenched his fists when he heard that expression; but he +controlled himself and calmly explained the matter, stating, at the +same time, that he asked me to decide between them.</p> + +<p class="normal">I knew all about Blank. He was one of those men of whom one +can say +nothing evil, and nothing good. All that he asked of the world was to +be left undisturbed while attending to his business and adding to his +wealth. He was a zealous reader of the newspapers, and would smoke his +good cigar while enjoying them. It suited him best when there was lots +of news. Others might act for the state, the district, and even for the +community, so that he might read about what they had done. He could not +realize that one who belonged to his family could care to exert himself +for the general good. I saw this in every word that he uttered. I +allowed him to speak for some time without replying.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what is your opinion?" I said, addressing the +lieutenant's wife, +who stood by the window, plucking dead leaves from the plants that were +placed there.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shall I call in our three children, so that you can ask +them?" she +answered, in a harsh voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Little children have no opinions as yet; but their parents +ought to +think for them."</p> + +<p class="normal">I asked old Blank whether he would be satisfied with my +decision.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Since you ask in that way, you are, of course, opposed to me, +and for +that reason I say no."</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw that I could be of no use, declared that I would not +attempt to +decide, and left the family to settle their dispute among themselves.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I left there, I was the more pleased to meet the +Councillor +Reckingen, who lived in the town, and who had visited me shortly after +Ernst's flight. He had conquered his feeling of loneliness and grief at +the shocking death of his wife. He lived alone with his only daughter, +and had devoted all his time to her education. She was just budding +into womanhood.</p> + +<p class="normal">This man, who had always seemed troubled and absentminded, now +approached me with a cheerful smile, and said that he had the good +fortune to be again permitted to enter on his calling; and that, as a +result, his child, who had been so constantly with him that he had +begun to be alarmed for her future, would now be obliged to accustom +herself to a life of self-reliance and activity; for the wife of the +Privy Councillor had already expressed her willingness to have his +daughter stay with her during the campaign.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were standing by the stream, where the water rushes over +the dam +with a mighty roar, and he said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are like me; in great times all little troubles +disappear, just as +the thundering of these falling waters drowns all other sounds."</p> + +<p class="normal">I passed a delightful hour with the Councillor in his lovely +garden, +which was carefully and tastefully kept. He had been very fortunate in +cultivating roses, and I was obliged to permit him to pluck a lovely +one for me from every bush.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She loved roses, and cared for them above all things," were +his words +while he handed me the nosegay.</p> + +<p class="normal">According to promise, Ludwig returned, bringing Ikwarte with +him. He +had written to Conny and Wolfgang to come to town. He told us that he +had caused his name, and also Wolfgang's and Ikwarte's, to be entered +with the Sanitary Corps. They wore the white band with the red cross on +their arms, and soon started in the direction of the Rhine to join the +main army.</p> + +<p class="normal">Conny went home with me.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">When we reached the saw-mill, a wood-cutter was waiting for +me, and +told me that Rautenkron, the forester, urgently requested that I would +come to him at the bone-mill which lay in the adjacent Ilgen valley.</p> + +<p class="normal">The wood-cutter told me that one could hardly recognize +Rautenkron--something horrible must have happened to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">I found Rautenkron seated in the bone-miller's room. He said +to the +miller, "Put enough bones into your kiln, old Adam, so that you may +keep away for an hour, and then go and leave us by ourselves."</p> + +<p class="normal">The miller left.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Take a seat," he said, in a tone to which I was unused in +him; his +features and his manner seemed changed.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a forced laugh, he thus began: "I have bought my bones +back from +this man--I had sold them to him for a bottle of gentian; and it used +to amuse me to think how my noble self would, at some future time, be +converted into grass and flowers on the hillside, and perhaps furnish +food for cattle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But, pardon me," he said, interrupting himself; "forgive me, +I beg of +you; I ought not to address you in that tone. Forget this, and listen +to me with patience. I will confide my last will to you; you have often +provoked me, but now I am glad that you are here. The thought of you +followed me in the woods, sat by me at my bedside, and has deprived me +of rest. I have always wanted to learn what your weak side was, and now +I have found it out.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My father was a worldly-wise man. He divided mankind into two +classes--charlatans and weaklings. He maintained that in all that is +termed love, be it love of woman or love of the people, there is a +large portion of charlatanry, which at first consciously, and afterward +without our knowing it, deceives both ourselves and others. You are not +a charlatan--but you are vain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not shake your head, for it is so. Of course, vanity is +not a vice; +but it is a weakness, for it shows dependence on others. You offered +your hand to Funk, because you felt too weak to have an enemy running +about in this world. Since I have made that discovery and convinced +myself on that point, you no longer worry me. You too have your share +in the misery that belongs to the species of vermin that terms itself +man. It is out at last--now I have nothing more against you. Indeed, I +cannot better prove this than by the fact of my asking you to help me. +Usually, I have not required the assistance of others, but now I need +yours; and I think that is enough to make you feel that you must aid +me."</p> + +<p class="normal">I consented, but in my own mind I felt a dread of this man, +who, in his +bitter candor, seemed much more terrible than when taciturn.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I request, nay I demand--" he continued--"do not interrupt +me; let me +speak for myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you know who I am? For years, I have been called by a +strange name. +You cannot imagine how pleasant it is to be so constantly a masker, in +the mummery known as life. I shall not, at present, mention my true +name, but you may rest assured it is an old and a noble one, and +related to that of Johannisberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My father--he was indeed my father--had become reduced, and +he led a +merry life, although I did not know where the means came from. At a +later day, I discovered all. He purchased a captaincy for me. +'Purchased,' he said, but it had really, so to say, been presented to +him. He had carried others' hides to market; perhaps a couple of human +skins to be tanned. His master had many of these tanners in the state +<i>vade mecums</i> known as prisons.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was, as I have told you, a captain at Mayence, and my +father lived +near there, at Wiesbaden. He was known as Hofrath.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not know whether what people call conscience ever +pricked him, +but he was always merry and fond of good living, and enjoyed it as much +as the stupidest monk might do. He would always say to me, 'Conrad, +life is a comedy; he who does not take it in that light, but looks upon +it in a serious manner, spoils his own game.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought I had much to tell you, but I have not. My story is +simply +this:</p> + +<p class="normal">"My father had a habit of asking me about my comrades,--what +they were +doing, what they were thinking of, and to whom they wrote; and I +faithfully told him all I knew. You may believe me! I, too, was once +open-hearted. But, one day, two of my comrades were suddenly cashiered. +Letters of theirs had been found--not found, but sought--which, it was +said, contained treasonable expressions. All of us at the garrison were +beside ourselves with surprise, and I suspected nothing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Until the year 1848, our regiments had recruiting stations +where +soldiers were enlisted and received a good bounty. In a Gallician +regiment which formed part of the garrison of the fortress--there were +also Italian regiments in it--a very clever young Pole had been +enlisted. He learned the drill, was a good horseman, and his captain +wished that he would study German, in order that he might become an +officer; but he did not care to do so, and said that he could not +write. One day we learned that he had deserted. They found a letter +from him, although he had said that he could not write. It was in +choice French, thanked the captain for his kind treatment, and added +that he had come and gone by the command of others, high in station. +For some days they spoke of the fact that the Russians were even more +successful than we as spies. For this man had evidently joined us only +in order to inform himself as to the disposition of the Gallicians. It +did not strike me at first, but afterward I could not but notice the +fact that they always talked to me about spies.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A young Prince joined our regiment. He became an intimate +associate of +mine, and seemed to take a special liking to me. My father seemed much +pleased with this, but gave me less money than he had formerly done. I +was obliged to borrow from the young Prince and to ask favors at his +hands. Yes, the world is wise, if one only knew it at the right time. I +found it out too late. Is it not ingenious, and does it not do all +honor to the human intellect, to discover that it is well to incur an +obligation in order to acquire more perfect confidence on the part of +those to whom we owe a debt? Although the lynx out there is ever so +cunning, it cannot do such work; that is reserved for the image of God.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One day my father said to me--yes, my father--'Conrad, (that +is my +baptismal name), 'you are now employed at the officers' quarters; the +adjutant of the post cannot be trusted; be careful that you get hold of +something that involves him; but let it be in writing. That aroused my +suspicions that something was wrong. One day, a fellow-officer said to +me, 'There is a spy in our regiment,' and all the other comrades +laughed. I challenged the one who had thus spoken to me, and--shot him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I am anticipating--I must first tell you of another +matter. I +always had a great desire to be a forester. I often begged my father to +permit me to leave the army, but he would not consent. And I would have +been so glad to marry and live quietly in the woods; for I had a child, +a lovely, beautiful child.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And then, on account of the duel, I was imprisoned in the +citadel. No +comrade visited me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I left the prison, my child and the mother had vanished. +She had +received a letter, in my handwriting--my father knew how to imitate the +writing of others--in which was contained a considerable sum, to enable +her to emigrate--and she had left. A companion of hers in the ballet, +who had been a suitor for her affection, and had, heretofore, been +rejected, had accompanied her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My papers had been confiscated, and I feel quite sure that it +was done +at my father's instance, for he distrusted me, and wished to get me out +of harm's way.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Among them there was also a memento of my beloved; it was a +little +narrow red ribbon tied in a knot and torn off at both ends. She had +given it to me in a happy moment, and I had fastened it on a sheet of +paper and had written under it 'talisman.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"All of my papers were returned to me, but not the ribbon. My +father +had sent it in the letter to my beloved, and had, moreover, written, in +my name, 'By this sign I request you to obey the bearer of this in all +that he may require of you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"My father said to me: 'She whom you call your wife has left +by my +orders.' Through a former friend of hers, I received a letter in which +she asked me whether I had caused the child to be taken from her; +because it had suddenly vanished about the time the vessel was +leaving."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What ails you? What alarms you?" suddenly exclaimed +Rautenkron.</p> + +<p class="normal">I controlled myself and begged him to go on with his story.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I left my father and led an adventurous life. Pshaw! I have +even been +croupier at a gaming-table. And there I heard that my father was dead. +On the day before, I had seen him staking rouleaus of gold--he had not +recognized me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By chance I made the acquaintance of Baron Arven, and through +him I +received the appointment of forester in his woods, after having, as +assistant-forester, learned my profession from Hartriegel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I bear a strange name, and shall die with it. But, before I +die, I +shall put my living bones to use.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could not make up my mind, but now something has helped me +to +decide. The engineer whom you are employing down by the new mill which +you are building is one of my victims. I recognized him at once, +although he has changed greatly. I do not know whether he remembered +me, but I almost believe that he did. He looked at me carelessly and +then turned away. It is well that I have had a look at one of my +victims. That destroyed the last traces of indolence and the desire to +hide myself from the world. I must and will live. The French are +coming. They have made all preparations to burn our woods. The little +spectacled forest Junker--you know that I dislike him; he still acts, +the proud and overbearing corps student, and, besides that, is happily +married, has a fine hearty wife and boys like young wolves. I have +always avoided him; but I met him to-day and he handed me the French +newspaper, in which it is joyfully proclaimed that our woods will soon +be in flames. When I read that, I fled. That was enough for me. I am a +good shot. If they wish me to, I can single out my man among the enemy +and bring him down at the first fire. The little forest Junker has +promised to look after my duties as forester. He said that would be the +same as helping in the war, as he could not leave home. Let him make a +virtue of it if he chooses. My woods are in safe hands, and I can go."</p> + +<p class="normal">He now requested me to use my influence with my son-in-law, +the +Colonel, and I faithfully promised that I would.</p> + +<p class="normal">I asked him whether he had no memento of the mother and the +child. He +said that he had none.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And has the child, perhaps, a keepsake from you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can remember none. But, yes! When I saw it for the last +time, I +brought it cakes in a satchel on which was embroidery representing a +dog holding a bird between his teeth."</p> + +<p class="normal">My hair stood on end.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What was the name of your child?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Conradine."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then all agrees--Martella is your child."</p> + +<p class="normal">And the man seized my arm as if he would break it, and gave a +cry like +a felled ox.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a while, he regained his self-control. We hurried to the +village. +On the way, he told me that he would now confess to me that he had had +a letter from Ernst. He was in Algiers; had entered the army there and +had become an officer. He had told me nothing about it, because he had +thought it was of no use. Ernst had also given him messages for his +betrothed: but he had always kept them to himself. "Spare me all +reproaches," he concluded; "I am punished bitterly enough. Oh, if they +had only been united! How shall I utter the word 'child,' and how can I +listen to the word 'father'?"</p> + +<p class="normal">When, after leaving the saw-mill, we began to ascend the hill, +he +called out in a hoarse voice: "It was here, in this spot, that she +stepped down from the wagon in the twilight. Here, by this very tree, I +heard her voice. It was that of her mother--I could not believe it at +the time. Here, by this very tree."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss came towards us. "Have you seen her--is she with +you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whom do you mean?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is gone off with Lerz the baker, who has become a sutler. +Oh, the +damned hound!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Martella is gone!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rautenkron grasped a young tree by the roadside, and broke it +in two; +then he sank on his knees. We lifted him up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is right thus. So it should be," he said. "Here, on this +very +spot--do you remember?--I warned you when your wife went to bring her +home. Tell me, wise man, what was that? I heard something in her voice, +and did not wish to believe it. Turenne," he said, turning to his dog, +"you killed her dog. Be quiet; I told you to do it."</p> + +<p class="normal">He followed us to the house, but did not utter a word on the +way.</p> + +<p class="normal">We went to her room. She had taken nothing with her but the +embroidered +satchel, which, before that, had always hung over the mirror; and also +Ernst's prize cup. The clothes that she had inherited from my wife she +had carefully arranged and placed to one side.</p> + +<p class="normal">We asked Rothfuss how long it was since she had disappeared.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had been hunting for her ever since the morning of the +day before, +but in vain. No sign of where she had gone could be found.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rautenkron left the room and went out into the garden. He sat +there for +a long while, holding his rifle between his knees. I begged him to +return to the house with me. He was looking on the ground, and did not +raise his head. I asked him to give me his rifle. He looked up towards +me, and, with a strange smile, said: "Don't be alarmed; I am not such a +fool as to shoot myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">I walked away. A little while afterward, I heard a shot, and +hurried +out again. Rautenkron sat there, holding his gun with both hands, but +his beautiful brown spaniel lay dead at his feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he saw me, he exclaimed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now I am quite alone. I had intended to give Turenne to you, +but it is +better thus. The beast might have been stupid enough to long for me."</p> + +<p class="normal">The sound of drums was heard from over the hills. The Colonel +arrived +with his regiment, and all hurried out to meet him.</p> + +<p class="normal">And the Englishman stood at the brook, angling.</p> + +<br> + +<br> +<hr class="W10"> +<h2>BOOK FIFTH.</h2> +<hr class="W10"> +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Trumpets sounded, drums rolled, and songs from thousands of +voices were +heard in the valley and on the hills. All was joyous commotion. Thus, +singing, does a nation take the field for its protection and salvation.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the midst of anxiety for great things, for one's country, +we ought +to be troubled by no mere personal cares. But who can avoid them? The +general sorrow is infinitely divided, and every one must bear his +share.</p> + +<p class="normal">That my son-in-law, two grandchildren, and a faithful servant +had gone +to face the dangers of the battlefield, was a sorrow like that which +many thousands besides myself had to bear. What a heavy burden is that +borne by the lonely widow down by the rock! But the knowledge that one +child is already in the whirlpool of trouble, and is dragging another +after him--that has been given to me alone. How often it occurred to me +at that time: had my wife but lived to see the uprising of our +Fatherland! It was better thus. She was spared the sight of our +youngest son enrolled in the enemy's ranks. That phrase from the Bible, +which, when thinking of her, I had so often consoled myself with, +remained true: "But for the elect those days shall be shortened." Why +had Rautenkron, after keeping his story so long to himself, now +divulged it? Had the secret become too burdensome? And why did he cast +the load on me? Enough, I had to overcome it.</p> + +<p class="normal">The presence of my son-in-law had given me new courage, and I +agreed +with Rothfuss, who said, "When the Colonel is about, every one is more +erect in his movements. Yes, he commands even when he says nothing."</p> + +<p class="normal">I had never seen the Colonel thus. Such joviality beamed from +his face +that a glance from him was strengthening and reassuring. His only fear +was that a premature peace might be concluded with the insolent +successor of the tyrant, before all was decided by battle!</p> + +<p class="normal">Our village and the entire neighborhood were in commotion +while the +regiment was quartered there. They even constructed a redoubt on +Silvertop.</p> + +<p class="normal">My son-in-law confided to me that the redoubt was perhaps +unnecessary, +but that his men would lose their good qualities if allowed to lounge +about idly; he also hoped that the news of their doings would spread +across the Rhine.</p> + +<p class="normal">The peasants became refractory, and appointed a deputation, +and among +them was their ruler, the meadow farmer. They said that they had not +forgotten how dreadfully the French had behaved in 1796, on account of +the building of a fortification in the neighborhood. But the Colonel +announced that whoever opposed any military ordinance, would be +brought before a court-martial and shot forthwith. From that moment my +son-in-law received the name of "Colonel Forthwith." Several of the +most notable farmers from the neighboring valley, earnest, patriotic +men, led by the burgomaster of Kalkenbach, wanted me to help them to an +interview with the colonel. They complained that a young lieutenant +wanted to destroy the bridges over the creek, and that he was about to +cast burning rosin and tar-barrels into the stream, without reflecting +that he thereby ran the risk of setting fire to the whole valley.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel countermanded this at once. He sent small +detachments +hither and thither in all directions to build camp-fires on all the +hills, leaving often only men enough about them to keep up the fires, +which were visible from across the Rhine.</p> + +<p class="normal">People were to be made to believe that a large army was +collected here, +and he therefore notified all the towns and villages lying far beyond +our valley, of the fact that large numbers of soldiers would be +quartered there. On the houses they would chalk the number of men and +of horses that were to be provided for. To judge by appearances, it +seemed as if hundreds of thousands were at hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel asked Rothfuss if he knew any French sympathizers. +He +evidently wished that the French should get the most alarming news from +us. Rothfuss thought that Funk would be his man; but when my son-in-law +consulted me about Funk, I dissuaded him from employing such an +instrument. Rothfuss then brought us the news that a journeyman baker +from Alsace, who had worked for Lerz, was prowling around and preparing +to return home.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel got Rothfuss to carry the news to this journeyman, +that +more than a hundred thousand men were encamped in the forest. The few +pieces of artillery under his command were constantly moved from place +to place, so that all were led to suppose that he had a large number of +guns.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel had orders, in case the enemy should advance on +us, to +destroy the roads; we supposed that Napoleon's plan must be to separate +North and South Germany by a sudden invasion. This was no small matter: +we were the first who would have to resist the shock of the enemy's +advance, and, so far as I could learn, I felt that the main forces of +Germany could not furnish us with immediate protection. We would be +sacrificed first, and afterwards would be helped by an offensive +movement from the Middle Rhine region.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rautenkron received, provisionally, the uniform of a hospital +steward; +for the Colonel was waiting for permission to enroll him. I was present +when he asked Rautenkron:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you speak French well?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perfectly."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel whispered something to him; but Rautenkron with +burning +cheeks, cried:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can never do that; never!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He then talked confidentially and excitedly to the Colonel; I +believe +he imparted to him his real name.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel then ordered him, as he was so well acquainted +with the +wooded heights, to attend to the further extension of the camp-fires on +their tops.</p> + +<p class="normal">Conny carefully helped in attending to the wants of the +numerous +garrison. The soldiers were treated in the best manner by the +villagers, all of whom were anxious to do their share in the good work.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old meadow farmer was the only one who did not show +himself. He, +who was always either at his door or window, and who stopped every +passer-by to have a chat which should drive dull care away, lay in his +little back room and declared that he was ill.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl's mother, on the contrary, did not stay in her house for +a minute. +She would approach one group of soldiers after another, and ask each +man if he had a mother at home. And then she would begin to talk of her +Carl, how he was in the lancers, and how they could hunt through every +regiment and not find a better or a handsomer fellow. The two sons, who +were working as carpenters, had estranged themselves from their mother. +They lived down in the valley, and did not even visit her on Sundays. +They boasted in the taverns that they could sing French songs.</p> + +<p class="normal">While all this bustle was going on, I was constantly searching +for +Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss was of opinion that she had escaped in male attire; +for, +wherever he asked after Lerz, the baker,--he had quickly lost all +traces of him, however,--he was told of a young man that had been in +his company, and who would never enter the room with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel had, of course, no time to sympathize with my +concern about +Martella, and once when I spoke of her he said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"We should be glad to be thus rid of her. Such a creature does +not, +after all, belong in our family. You and mother have very likely been +wasting all your kindness on an unworthy person."</p> + +<p class="normal">I did not agree with him. Yes, now at last I could understand +many +things in Martella' s disposition that had heretofore been mysteries to +me. But I dared not talk about them, and the time to mourn for a single +grief had not arrived.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p class="continue">On the evening of the last day of July, the Colonel returned, +heated +from the effects of a long ride. A sharpshooter brought in a despatch. +He opened it, and forthwith sent his adjutant off; then he asked me to +have a good bottle of wine brought up, and to sit down beside him. He +confided to me that his detachment was getting ready to march, that he +would move off by daylight, and that he would leave but a few men +behind to attend to the campfires. I became much moved on Bertha's +account, and asked the Colonel whether he had any wishes which he +desired to have attended to.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," answered he, "my will is in the hands of Herr +Offenheimer, the +lawyer. But the time is come for me to speak to you, dear father, of +myself. Perhaps we shall never be together again. I do not wish to +leave the world and not be really understood by you."</p> + +<p class="normal">And so, leaning back in the large chair, he began in his +peculiarly +sonorous, firm voice: "I do not like to speak of myself. I have learned +to move through life with closed lips. You are my father, and were my +comrade in a bold and hazardous undertaking. I am your pupil, although +you have shown great discretion in keeping everything from me which +might interfere with the profession I was to follow. Without your +knowing it, I developed at an early age. When crossing the prison yard +as a boy, I often saw the brother of Bertha's mother leaning against +the iron bars; The picture of this refined man, with his delicate +features, his large eye, his white brow, and light beard, haunted me in +my dreams. Do criminals look like that? I do not know whether my +childish heart put that question, but I believe it did. I stood on the +balcony as they carried his body away. I saw it placed on the wagon. At +that moment a feeling awoke in me that there are other and higher +objects in this world than princes, discipline, parole, epaulettes, and +orders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"On that same day, I heard, for the first time, the words, <i> +German +unity</i>. It became a sort of secret watchword for me; of that I am sure. +My father spoke of the noble enthusiast; the post-adjutant called him a +demagogue. I looked the word up in my Greek dictionary.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I entered the military school. I learned about the Greek and +Roman +heroes; I heard of Socrates, and always pictured him to myself like the +pale man behind the prison bars. I soon became reserved, and kept my +thoughts to myself; outwardly I was obedient and punctilious. My father +became commandant of the capital; as ensign, I was appointed as page to +our Prince. I was present at the great festivities in honor of the sons +of Louis Philippe, who were visiting our Court. I heard some one in the +crowd say they were only princes of the revolution. I studied modern +history in secret. The Opposition in our Parliament was also often +discussed. I heard some names mentioned with derision and hate--yes, +with scorn. These men were pointed out to me in the street. I did not +understand how they could thus walk the streets, since they were in +opposition to our Prince.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The year 1848 came. The men that had been named with scorn +became +ministers of state; they were entitled the saviours of the Fatherland.</p> + +<p class="normal">"On that 6th of August, on which we did homage to the regent +Archduke +John, I was as in a dream. The face of that man behind the prison bars +accompanied me everywhere. That for which he suffered and died--had it +not come? What are we soldiers? Are we nothing but the body-guard of +the Prince? Against whom are we fighting?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Soldiering does not allow of much thinking. In the spring of +1849 we +took the field. The first order I gave was directed against the +revolutionary volunteers; the first man I killed looked wonderfully +like him who had been behind the bars. I tried to forget all this, and +succeeded. Then I met you and Bertha.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What has happened since, you know; what went on within me I +will not +bring to light.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For a long time I have lived quietly, and have worked +industriously. I +desired, above all things, to be a good soldier; to be well grounded in +my profession.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I had asked for leave of absence to fight the Circassians; I +wanted to +see real war. Leave was not granted me, but I was appointed as teacher +in the school for non-commissioned officers. I studied many things +there, and worked earnestly with my friend, Professor Rolunt.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In 1859 I felt our alienation most bitterly. We were not +allowed to +join in the Schiller festival. What would our civilization be without +our poets? Whole dynasties of princes can be wiped away, and no one +misses them; but just think of Schiller's name and works being +obliterated! And why should we soldiers not join in the festivities? +Has he not elevated our Fatherland and all of us? But he who would have +dared to give utterance to such thoughts at that time would have been +cashiered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In the year 1866, I had the good fortune to fight against a +foreign +foe in Schleswig-Holstein, and while at the front was promoted to a +captaincy. I had a major who was, now that I consider it, merely +stupid, and who was, therefore, of most revolting military orthodoxy. +Had he not been of noble birth, he would scarcely have been made a +woodcutter. As it was, he barely managed to get himself advanced in +grade. As long as I was a lieutenant, it was easier to bear; but when I +was made a company commander, I was inwardly rebellious and had to +remain silent. Yes, you political gentlemen complain of tyranny, but we +suffer far more from it than you do. Discipline is necessary, but to +bear with such blockheads who disgrace you, and can do nothing but +curse and swear--and this fellow did not even understand his duties--is +harder than you think.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The year 1866 came. No one, not even you, could see what was +going on +within me. My misery began. What are we? Were we to have a different +commander every day? We were--now I can utter the word--prĉtorians, +nothing else; and Prussia is quite right in altering our military +system. We must know who our chief is. Up to now, we merely fought as +soldiers, and dared not ask what the end would be. Everything was +discipline; we partook of the Lord's Supper on account of discipline, +and as an example for the troops.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When Annette's husband fell, I thought him lucky; I had a +wife and +child, and yet wished for death. That fratricidal war was fortunately +soon over. I can see now that it was necessary for our preparation. My +feelings always revolted at the recollection of it, but now events are +at hand which will remove those memories. I shuddered when I learned +that monuments were being raised to those who had fallen in 1866. Now I +can see that they have died twice over for their Fatherland; they had +already sacrificed their hearts while living. Our profession is now at +last in entire sympathy with the nation's wishes, and it is revolting +that those who call themselves 'liberals' refuse to acknowledge the +'casus belli.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is the Prince aware of the patriotic ideas which you have +kept to +yourself for so long a time?" I asked as the Colonel paused.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No! at least I do not think so! He merely knows that I +sometimes write +for our Military Journal, and that I am a good soldier. I never dreamt +that I would be appointed Minister of War. And on that night I knew +that we were simply to act as a reserve, and to be a sort of target for +the enemy's bullets. You must surely have been of the same opinion."</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not boast of having been so wise.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the time had not come to think of the past. The Colonel +gave me a +copy of his will, which I was to deposit with the recorder. He did this +calmly, without showing the slightest emotion. A few hours later we +went to bed.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The <i>reveille</i> was sounded. The soldiers marched off, and +nearly the +whole town, young and old, followed them on their way. When I saw these +merry men, and thought in how short a time so many of them would lie +down in death, I became oppressed with the thought that I had raised my +voice for war. But this feeling soon passed away. We are acting in +self-defence, and this will bring about a happy ending, for we shall no +longer have to live in dread of the insolence and presumption of our +neighbors.</p> + +<p class="normal">The soldiers sang as they marched along, and up by the +newspaper-tree +sat Carl's mother, looking at them passing by. Marie stood at her side, +but the old woman motioned her away, and when I asked her to return +home with us, she said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have seen the thousands and thousands of mothers, who bore +them all +in pain, and have cared for and raised them, floating in the air over +their heads. O my Carl! Have you heard nothing of him yet?"</p> + +<p class="normal">We found it difficult to get her back to the village. Marie +walked +along at her side, and said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you know what I should like to be?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you hear the hawk that is circling in the air over the +hill-top? +Alas, you cannot hear him, but you can see him. Like him, I should wish +to fly, and I would fly to Charles and back again, and tell you +everything."</p> + +<p class="normal">The village and the country round about had been in an uproar; +but now +that the troops had left, everything was wonderfully quiet. Rothfuss +was right; for if we had not seen the occasional remains of a +camp-fire, we would not have known that the soldiers had been there. +The old meadow farmer, who had been pensioned off by his son, and whom +the departure of the troops had aroused, sat at his door, and seemed to +enjoy watching the little pigs that were disporting themselves in the +gutter.</p> + +<p class="normal">A little coach stood before him, in which lay a child that he +had to +feed with milk; for his son wanted to get all he could from his father. +He thought of nothing but the increase of his property, and acted +meanly towards his father. He made him presents of the cheapest kind of +tobacco, so that he should not buy an expensive sort; but the old man +saw through the trick, and gave the tobacco money away, so that his son +should not inherit it.</p> + +<p class="normal">I gladly avoided all intercourse with these people.</p> + +<p class="normal">As I approached the house, the old man beckoned to me to come +to him, +and, like a child, told me of his latest pleasure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I kept them locked up in my room as long as the soldiers were +here. +Soldiers have a great liking for such tender morsels. I used to be so +myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">I knew, of course, that he was talking about his pigs, and he +added as +a sort of consolation:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes, Mr. Ex-Burgomaster"--he gave me my title--"yes, +yes, you are +also retired at last, and squat by the stove. Yes, yes, we are old +fellows and must stick at home, while the young ones are out yonder, +fighting the enemy."</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man kept on steadily smoking his pipe, and talked of +war times, +and particularly of the Russian campaign, of which he was a survivor. +But on this day I could not listen to him, and while walking home I +began thinking, am I really fit for nothing but to observe from afar +the great deeds that are now being wrought?</p> + +<p class="normal">Just as I was turning away from the old man, his son, the +meadow +farmer, came along with a large load of hay, and said in a mocking +manner, "The French let us gather our hay; our houses will burn so much +the better when they come to set them on fire." Then he added with +malicious pleasure, "Your house is insured, but there is no insurance +on your woods." Here he laughed aloud. When troubles are on us, a man's +true nature shows itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">After telling me his fears, he repeated them more fully to +Rothfuss. +The latter shifted his pipe from one side of his mouth to the other, +and asked, "What would you give not to suffer any damage?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How? what do you mean?</p> + +<p class="normal">"They won't hurt my house; my father has the cross of St. +Helena. And I +have no cash. I can swear that I haven't a farthing in the house."</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke the truth, for he had buried his money.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You need no money; it's something else. Do you know the story +of the +dragon of Rockesberg?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you want? What do you mean?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, to quiet the dragon, they had to sacrifice a maiden."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Those are old tales. Don't try to make a fool of me. If you +want a +fool, whittle one for yourself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stay! I know how you can buy yourself free. You needn't +deliver your +daughter Marie to the dragon. Will you promise to give her to Carl in +case everything should turn out well?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ho! he'll never come back."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But in case he should?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well--do you think that will be of any use?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly. Such a promise will save you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You ought to be ashamed of yourself for being so +superstitious. You +are a fool," said the meadow farmer, and went off.</p> + +<p class="normal">The exciting events of the last few days had so entirely +exhausted me +that I could not keep my eyes open in the day-time, if I sat down; and +I was so tired. I still refused to believe that I was growing old. But +I was strongly reminded of it, for I feared to die. Formerly, since I +stood alone, I thought death an easy matter; now I wanted to live long +enough to be laid in the soil of a united Fatherland.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was much refreshed by the arrival of Julius's wife. When I +awoke from +my afternoon nap and saw her standing before me, it seemed as if it +were my wife in her youth. She had a most charming presence, and the +resignation with which she bore her separation from husband and brother +gave great impressiveness to her manner. Every movement of hers had a +quiet grace. She lived in entire harmony with my daughter-in-law Conny; +and these two children, who had now become mine, petted and caressed me +with such kindness and consideration, and listened so attentively to +all I said, that I could speak to them of things which I usually kept +to myself. Martha was an adept in making remarkably beautiful bouquets +out of grasses and wild flowers, and when I entered the room in the +morning, I always found a fresh nosegay on the table. She was such a +pleasant table companion that the dishes tasted twice as good, and I +soon regained my strength.</p> + +<p class="normal">Marie often came to visit me. Martha felt very kindly towards +the girl; +besides, there was a bond of union between them, for each had her +greatest treasure in the field.</p> + +<p class="normal">Marie had hitherto confided in no one in the village; for it +would be +contrary to the peasant's standard of honor to tell any one how she +loved, and what her father made her suffer. Her grandfather +strengthened her in her love, and when I said that the old fellow did +it merely to hurt his son's feelings, Martha declared I was wronging +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha, like my wife, embellished what she looked upon. The +light of +her eyes made all things radiant with light, and as a happy young wife +she was particularly inclined to favor and give consolation in an +unhappy love affair. Forgetting all her own troubles, she gave me a +lively account of the patience and energy with which Marie worked, +while her father would go about the house, scolding and cursing, +because he now was forced to do things which his servants had formerly +attended to. Yesterday, while she was engaged in stacking some green +clover, the father called out in the direction of the shed behind the +cattle-rack. "To whom are you talking there?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"To him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"To whom?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Marie shoved the clover aside, and said, "Father, look at me! +Can you +not see that it is written here that Carl loves me? There is not a spot +in my face that he has not kissed. See here, father, look at this +half-ducat. We chopped one in two; Charles has the other half. There!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she piled the clover up again so that her father should +not see +her. He kept on cursing and swearing. She was glad, however, that she +had spoken out at last. Still, Marie was greatly embarrassed. The +little circle in which she moved was her world, and she could not bear +being talked about by the world, for preferring the son of the poorest +cottager to the son of the rich miller.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the other hand, she took great pleasure in hearing Carl +discussed. +He had always said, "I don't like it that Marie is so rich. I don't +need much. If I have enough to eat and drink and my clothes, I am +satisfied; and if I have any children, they shall be like me in this +respect. I do not care to be like the great farmers, and have money in +the funds. I do not find that they are happier, more jovial, and +healthier than their servants."</p> + +<p class="normal">The schoolmaster also spoke of Carl: "He was my best pupil, +and learnt +the most; and when, as a soldier, he received his first furlough, he +came to visit me first of all. He waited before the door until the +school was dismissed, when he accompanied me home and thanked me. Yes, +he will succeed in life."</p> + +<p class="normal">In short, Carl has the qualities which we wish the people to +possess: +he is bright, clever, and active; is not dissatisfied with his lot, and +is modest and frugal.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha did not merely place the flowers from the meadow before +me, she +also brought blossoms from the kind hearts of our villagers; for, as +beautiful flowers grow among nettles, so can genuine feeling be found +coupled with rudeness. We had to return to our quiet life, for, in +spite of our heavy thoughts which were far away, the present demanded +our attention.</p> + +<p class="normal">In irrigating our meadows, we were frequently forced to +protect +ourselves against the tricks of the meadow farmer. The traps are set in +the evening, and at night or early in the morning they are drawn up; +for the meadows need cool water, that which the sun has warmed being +injurious.</p> + +<p class="normal">As the meadow farmer did not sleep well, he used to go out to +the ditch +and turn our water into his meadows.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss found this out, and I caught the meadow farmer +stealing the +water. He feared the French, and yet he tried to rob his neighbors.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha, when she heard of this, thought that his love for his +meadows +might excuse this wickedness; but my daughter-in-law reproved her with +a severity which I had never observed before. She looked upon such +trespassing as being a most serious matter; for the growth of all that +belongs to us out of doors depends on public confidence.</p> + +<p class="normal">Alas! how we cared for such little matters, while such great +affairs +were being settled yonder. The French might come upon us at any moment. +But it is always thus. You stoop to pick a strawberry, and do not +notice the mountain range. Why, as I was walking through the woods I +was delighted at the prospect of a good crop of huckleberries. This is +of importance to the poor people; for the productions which those who +are better off do not care to cultivate, furnish food for the poor.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the evening of the 1st of August, I was again on top of the +Hochspitz Mountain, where Wolfgang had been with me the last time. The +whole valley of the Rhine was bathed in the glow of the setting sun, +which filled the air like a golden stream, and beyond lay the blue +Vosges Mountains.</p> + +<p class="normal">What is going on there? Will the French soon be here, killing +and +burning as they go?</p> + +<p class="normal">To protect the pine-tree seeds against the birds, Wolfgang had +placed +brushwood over the spot on which he had sowed them. This had already +become dry, and the leaves, therefore, covered the ground from which +the young plants were starting.</p> + +<p class="normal">On my way home I could hear the murmur of the brook below; and +everything was so still, that I could even hear the noise made by the +fountain in front of my house. Sometimes the shrill sound of the +saw-mill would be carried up to me by the breeze. The grain-fields were +in bloom; a nourishing haze lay upon them; the forest-trees were +silently growing; the sun shone so clear by day; the moon was so bright +by night. We seemed to be separated from that world in which a dreadful +slaughter was just beginning.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next morning I looked from out my quiet home, into the far +distance. It had rained during the night. Everything was cooled off, +the sun shone brightly, and the air from the fields was most +refreshing. We had brought in our hay the day before, and the +thunder-storm during the night had nourished the meadows. It seemed as +if the myriads of refreshed plants joyfully gave token of new vigor. I +said to myself: Thus may it be with our country and our people; +perhaps, while you slept, a dreadful storm--and, let us hope, a +beneficent one--may have passed over us.</p> + +<p class="normal">Just then Joseph brought the news: "Fighting has begun. We +have been +beaten at Saarbrücken."</p> + +<p class="normal">"None of our people are there: only Prussians are there," +cried +Rothfuss.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph saw how angry these words made me, and, to turn away my +wrath, +he begun to tell about Funk, who was down in the tavern boasting of his +knowledge of French, and saying that he would get along with the +Frenchmen. He also had several little books for sale, from which the +ordinary French phrases could be learnt.</p> + +<p class="normal">Funk went about in jack-boots, carrying on a heavy business in +grain, +butter, and bacon with the army. Schweitzer-Schmalz had advanced him +money for the purpose. He boasted of his generosity in putting the poor +fellow on his feet, but at the same time had wisely bargained for the +lion's share of the profits.</p> + +<p class="normal">An hour afterwards, the wife of the councillor sent word that +the news +of our defeat was false.</p> + +<p class="normal">That afternoon a message came from Hartriegel, informing us +that, from +the top of a hill in his neighborhood, a great movement of the opposing +armies could be seen. I hurried up there with Joseph, Martha, and +Conny. The engineer, who had been engaged at a neighboring stone-quarry +while the troops had been stationed about us, reappeared and +accompanied us.</p> + +<p class="normal">We stood on the top of the tower of the ruined castle and +gazed over +into Alsace, where we could see the movements of the battle.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was going on near Weissenburg, the region which was so +familiar to +me. Looking on thus from a distance, with fear and trembling as we saw +the sudden flashes, the clouds of smoke, the burning villages, and +hearing, occasionally, the sound of the guns which the echo from the +hills brought us--all this oppressed me so much that Martha persuaded +me to take some wine. It went hard with me to do so, for I first had to +drown the thought of the many men yonder who might be restored to life +if we could but wet their lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha prayed; I could only think of the new epoch that was +just +beginning. Happiness and victory must be the share of those who desire +their own good and that of others. One great step was already gained, +for the war had been carried into the enemy's country.</p> + +<p class="normal">We did not return before nightfall. Joseph drove to town to +bring the +latest news. The morrow came, so calm and clear. What has been the +result?</p> + +<p class="normal">At noon a shot was fired down at the saw-mill; this was the +signal that +Joseph was to give in case we had triumphed. He came and brought the +news of the glorious victory at Wörth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have beaten the French on their own ground," he cried; "it <i> +was</i> +their own ground, but it must be ours again. Our boys were there," he +added, after a pause. "Father! sisters! let us be prepared for +everything."</p> + +<p class="normal">Our resolve was a timely one.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Martha, who had hitherto shown such self-possession, was now +seized +with the greatest anxiety. She changed color constantly. She tried in +vain to control her feelings, but at last her anxiety as well as mine +became so great that we drove to the city. The crops were being already +gathered from such fields as lay facing the south; nearly all the +reapers were women.</p> + +<p class="normal">While driving up the hill towards the court-house, I saw +Edward Levi, +the iron merchant, turn about suddenly as he caught sight of us and go +towards his house. That was not the way he usually received us; so at +once I feared that there was some bad news awaiting us, and that he did +not wish to be the first one to tell it to us.</p> + +<p class="normal">We halted before the court-house, but no one came to the +windows; no +one came to meet us. We went upstairs into the hall. The councillor's +wife stood by the round table in the centre. She kept her hand on the +table for a moment; then advancing towards Martha, and taking her hand, +she said, "I awaited you here; I did not wish to cause you any emotion +on the stairs, much less in the street. Your brother--dear Martha--your +brother--died--an heroic death."</p> + +<p class="normal">She said this with a firm voice; but when she had finished, +she sobbed +aloud and embraced Martha. The latter sank down beside her. We raised +her; her faintness was of short duration, and her mother whispered, +"Don't be alarmed! the shock will not harm her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My brother!" cried Martha, "I shall never see you more; never +call you +brother again. Pardon me, mother, I distress you instead of helping +you. Where is father?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is gone to the battle-field with Baron Arven. He has +telegraphed +that he is bringing the body with him. Ludwig, Wolfgang, and that +sturdy Ikwarte are of the greatest assistance to him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is my sister?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is at work in the town-hall. That is the best, the only +thing to +do--to care for others while you are bowed down with grief. As soon as +you are restored, we will go to work together. Only do not idly mourn +now! I have had your brother's room put in order; we will take charge +of some wounded man and nurse him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha looked wonderingly at her mother. How was such +self-control +possible! That is the blessing which long and careful culture brings, +while it, at the same time, strengthens the moral sense. Her mother was +dressed with care; she looked as she did in more peaceful days, and +displayed no emotion, deeply as her heart was torn by the loss of her +dearly beloved son. She told me that a messenger had come after +bandages and to get help for the battle-field, and that her husband had +sent word by him that the young lieutenant had been the first officer +that had fallen. He had not been rash, but had moved forward at the +head of his men with steadfast courage, had broken the ranks of the +enemy, and, while crying, "The day is ours! the day is ours!" he had +fallen with a bullet in his heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha was now restored, and a half hour after our arrival we +were on +our way to the town-hall. Her sister, who was engaged in cutting out +garments, came towards us, gave Martha her hand, and repressed the +rising tears. She spoke softly to Martha: she evidently begged her not +to give vent to her grief before those who were present. Martha +accompanied her quietly to the table, and helped to spread out the +linen.</p> + +<p class="normal">The daughter of Councillor Reckingen, who was just budding +into +womanhood, and who had hitherto been a stubborn, proud girl, lording it +over every one, sat among the workers and was in entire harmony with +them, while her father had cast aside his grief and joined his comrades +in the field. She was placed specially in Christiane's charge.</p> + +<p class="normal">The children, who were making lint in the basement, were +singing the +song of "The Good Comrade"--in the hall upstairs everything was still. +Orders were given quietly, and the women and maidens passed silently to +and fro. It seemed as if some one was lying dead in the adjoining room; +but, above all this affliction and sorrow, there was a spirit which had +never before shown itself among those present. All class distinctions +had ceased, for all were united in their sympathy for their fellow-men.</p> + +<p class="normal">Why does this spirit of friendship, this unanimity, appear +only in +times of trouble and sorrow; why not in every-day life?</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt sure that this union of hearts would remain with us and +beautify +our lives, and this thought was strengthened by the remark of the lady +at whose side I sat, who said, "You see,--this activity is the +salvation of many, as you can perceive in your grand-daughter +Christiane. She is untiring, and the dissatisfied air her face used to +wear is gone. We are now all united. It will not last; but hereafter +the thought that there once was a time when the children of the poorer +and of the upper classes did not ask 'Who are you, after all?' will +greatly benefit us."</p> + +<p class="normal">I stayed in the city. The next evening, just as it was growing +dark, +the councillor arrived with his son's body. The whole town, young and +old, was collected at the railway station. The children carried wreaths +and flowers, the bells were ringing, and thus was the body taken from +the station to the churchyard. After a hymn was sung, the clergyman +delivered his address. What could he say? He explained in few words +that this was not an ordinary funeral, but that we were now parts of +one great whole, even in death.</p> + +<p class="normal">The father, mother, and sisters cast the first clods of earth +on the +young hero's coffin; the grave was then filled in and covered with +flowers.</p> + +<p class="normal">We had buried the first one who had died for the union and +independence +of our Fatherland. I was staying with the family which had thus lost +its only son. They sat at home in silence; indeed, what could be said?</p> + +<p class="normal">The parson had added a text from the Bible, and had made some +earnest +remarks thereon; yet I thought, and am sure that these stricken ones +thought as I did, that all political feeling is foreign to that holy +book. Patient endurance here, and the hope of better things beyond, +suit a nation that is kept in subjection, but not one that is gladly +battling and sacrificing itself for its existence. What an entirely +different comprehension the Greeks had of exertion carried to its +utmost limit. I remembered how, while in prison, the speech of +Pericles, delivered at the funeral rites in Athens, had illumined and +elevated my soul; and I could almost see the words, for they seemed to +have been hewn out of stone, like a finely chiselled piece of +sculpture. I found the book in the house, and read the address to the +parents and children. I had to stop frequently, for sometimes the +father and sometimes the mother would exclaim: "That is intended for +us, for to-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No enemy has ever seen our entire forces," says Pericles, and +so say +we.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bold, daring, and calm consideration of what we undertake, +are united +in us. He among us who does not concern himself about matters of state, +is not regarded as a peaceable, but as a useless, man." Pericles shows +that he possesses the true religion when he cries: "You must constantly +keep before your eyes the powers of the state, and must love them. Seek +for happiness in liberty, and for liberty in your own courage."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"A Prussian doesn't let go his grip from anything he holds," +said +Ikwarte to the councillor, when the latter called to him not to let a +badly wounded man, who was being carefully carried by, drop. This was, +in a certain sense, a motto for us all.</p> + +<p class="normal">Prussia has the Frenchman in her grip, and will not let him +go; and our +troops have gone bravely on. The blood of the South and North German +has been shed together. Grief for the individual was assuaged by the +thought of the result which would be achieved.</p> + +<p class="normal">The union of the German people is now indissoluble.</p> + +<p class="normal">The councillor returned to the army.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was greatly grieved that I could not also lend a hand, and +that I was +forced to return home, there to watch and wait. But the councillor +assured me, and I dare say he was right, that I would be unable to +stand the sights of the battle-field. On the first day, he himself, +even before he knew of his son's fate, had become so crushed and dazed +that he could hardly keep his feet. Now he no longer thought of the +misery itself, but solely of the means of remedying it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rontheim related, to our momentary amusement, how the vicar +had lost +the trunk containing his robes of office, and how he therefore had to +perform his duties without his distinctive dress: a circumstance which +worked no harm, as he was of great service at any rate. Martha took a +quantity of goods along, which she wanted either to finish up at home, +or to use as a means of instructing the children of our village. We +drove home. It seemed like a dream to me that the saw-mill was running, +that wagons loaded with wood met us, and that people were at work in +the fields. Everything goes its gait, and yonder rages the battle.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the newspaper-tree we met Carl's mother and Marie, and she +called out to me, "Do you see the flock of hungry crows! They are +flying beyond the Rhine, to where the boys who used to sing are lying +dead--and each of them had a mother."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your Carl has written that he is safe and sound."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes, until to-morrow. Come! We'll go home."</p> + +<p class="normal">The two boundary posts were united by means of a black, red, +and gold +flag, which had been wound around them. Joseph, whom we met there, had +done it. He was greatly shocked at the sight of Martha in mourning, +although he had already heard that her brother had fallen; but all life +was now so uncertain, that he feared she might also be mourning for +Julius. She gave him a letter which her father had brought from Julius. +It was full of sadness, but at the same time he wrote with pride of his +dead brother-in-law, and expressed himself as being convinced that he +would return from the war uninjured.</p> + +<p class="normal">The days passed by quietly. The school-master reported that +the +children had become so inattentive that he did not know what to do, for +they would not study their lessons, and talked of nothing but the war. +He determined to let the children read the newspapers aloud, and copy +the reports from the seat of war.</p> + +<p class="normal">The game-keeper who reported to Joseph told us that fewer +crimes were +being committed than usual, although the taverns were constantly full. +There was a good deal of trespassing on the woods; but that was none of +his business.</p> + +<p class="normal">Short and precise letters came from Carl, and he never forgot +to +mention that he had enough to eat and drink, for he knew that such news +would gladden his mother's heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha reported that Marie and Carl's mother had stopped going +to the +newspaper-tree. Marie had learned, to her astonishment, that you could +buy your own newspapers, and so she procured one daily. Living in +constant dread of her father, she subscribed for it in the name of the +schoolmaster, and receiving it every evening, she undertook the +troublesome task of reading it aloud to the old woman at night. The +worst part of it was that the latter insisted on having the lists of +the dead and wounded read to her. She did not know what she should do +in case the awful news were to come.</p> + +<p class="normal">I live among peasants, and see a great deal of rudeness, as +well as +good feeling; but the greatest affection I ever saw lay in the conduct +of Marie towards Carl's mother.</p> + +<p class="normal">The wagons of our district were ordered to Alsace, and my +wagon and +team of bays had to go along. I wanted to employ one of the workmen +engaged in regulating the course of the river to drive them, but +Rothfuss insisted on taking charge of the team himself, so I had to let +him go. He was in great spirits, and declared that he would return with +the wagon wreathed in flowers, and that Martella and Ernst would sit in +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Our house became still more quiet now, and when our horses +were gone, +we felt as if we were cut off from the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">The nights were so calm and peaceful, the moon shone so clear; +no leaf +stirred, and even the brook ran dreamily along. And yet, at this time, +there were thousands attempting to kill each other.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha was often busy looking at the pages of an album through +a +magnifying glass. This book contained a collection of mosses and ferns, +which Julius had arranged for her. Underneath each specimen was noted +the place from which it came and when it had been gathered; and there +were always added the words "for Martha."</p> + +<p class="normal">We were in almost daily receipt of postal cards from Julius, +and with +the same minuteness which he had shown in the album, he gave us the +day, hour, and place of writing. Sometimes a sealed letter from him +would also reach us. Martha let me read them, and only once did she +blushingly cover a postscript with her hand. Conny called my attention +to Martha; what a touching and hallowed vision she seemed to be, and +how humbly and modestly she bore her life's great secret!</p> + +<p class="normal">While I was examining the mosses, Martha told me, with radiant +face and +sparkling eyes, how she had become acquainted with Julius. She had +danced with him at a country ball, but they had seen no more of each +other.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the next morning, as she and her sister were walking in the +"Rockenthal" and were passing through the shrubbery, they suddenly came +to a large pine-tree under which a hunter was sleeping. His dog sat at +his side, and they motioned to him to remain quiet, while they both +stood there examining the man's youthful, browned features and white +brow. Martha summoned up her courage, seized his hat and took out the +feathers, replacing them with a bunch of freshly gathered flowers. +After this bold deed, the sisters fled to the shrubbery; but the dog +barked, and the hunter awoke. He stared about him, seized his gun and +hat, apparently puzzled to find the alteration that had been made, and +uttered an energetic oath. He just caught sight of the two sisters in +their light-blue summer dresses, as they disappeared in the shrubbery. +He called after them, and they ran, until Martha stumbled over the root +of a tree and fell. "Your voice is too good to swear with," said the +sister who had remained standing, and then the young hunter pulled off +his hat, and looked confused. Recovering himself immediately, he said, +"It was not you, but your sister, who played the robber. She has the +feathers yet. I--I thank you for the exchange." Then, as Martha handed +him the feathers, and as he held his hat out towards her, he succeeded +in touching her hand with his lips. He escorted the two girls through +the woods, and starting with the joke of having caught them +trespassing, they ended by having a merry talk. He soon begged Martha +to sing, for he said that he could see that she, like him, was in the +humor of singing. So these two began to sing their favorite songs, +which, strangely enough, were the same; and when they reached the road, +both of the sisters stretched out their hands to Julius. He held +Martha's hand in his the longest, and from that moment their fate was +fixed, and became more blissful every day.</p> + +<p class="normal">He arranged the album while they were engaged. It was filled +with the +fondest memories, and even I learned much from it that was new to me. +Each tree showed me new forms of existence, and in a little while I was +able to forget, while contemplating these minute products of nature, +the great commotion that was raging so near us. A bird is perched on +the telegraph wire, while beneath it the most stirring news is passing +silently and invisibly. I often regarded the wires that were stretched +in front of my woods. Who knows the news that is flashing through them? +We were soon to hear it.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"It thunders, booms, tumbles, and crashes; the mountains are +falling, +the world is coming to an end!"--thus did Carl's mother cry out in the +village street. She refused to be comforted, and when she saw Martha in +mourning, she began to shriek out: "Black! black! We shall all be +charred to death!"</p> + +<p class="normal">We succeeded at last in calming her, and then led her home, +while round +about us a noise like thunder seemed to come from the hills; although +not a cloud was visible in the sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">We knew that Strasburg was being bombarded. The fact was, that +the +sound of the cannonade struck against the rock behind the spinner's +cottage, and rolled thence along the little valleys between the hills.</p> + +<p class="normal">This lone woman, who could scarcely hear a man's voice, could +distinctly perceive the roar of the artillery which shook her cottage.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My boy is there, my good, my brave son," she cried, when she +was told +that Strasburg was being bombarded. Then she broke out into a sort of +chant: "In Strasburg is the minster; I was in service for five years in +the Blauwolken Street; in Strasburg, in Strasburg, in Strasburg,"--it +sounded like a doleful song. We wanted to induce her to come to us; +even Marie wanted to take charge of her; but she caught hold of her +table, crying, "No, no! I shall not go from here until I am carried +out."</p> + +<p class="normal">That evening Joseph came for me, saying, that from the top of +the +stone-wall, the shells could be seen flying through the air. We +accompanied him to the spot, and could see the shells rising, then +falling and disappearing in little clouds of smoke. The stone-cutter, +who had seen service as a soldier, pointed out to us the shells that +exploded harmlessly in the air, and those which spread destruction as +they burst.</p> + +<p class="normal">How is it with the people over there on whom this rain of fire +is +falling? What are they doing at home? What do they say, and think, and +what consolation and support do they bring each other? I imagined +myself among them, living with them. And my niece was there, too. She +had thought to find protection there, and now she was in the greatest +danger. And how must my sister, yonder in the forest of Hagenau, be +wringing her hands at these sounds and sights! And we are sending death +and destruction among those to whom we want to cry, "Come to us, stay +with us." The language the cannon speak is a dreadful one.</p> + +<p class="normal">We had to return home at last. I was so confused and shocked, +that +Joseph had to lead me. I could hear the guns as I lay in bed; but after +a while sleep comes to you in spite of noise and sorrow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Marie told me the next morning that the spinner had counted +the shots +by the hour during the night. When she had reached one hundred, beyond +which she could not count, she buried her head in the pillow, crying, +"I can count no further; I cannot; it is enough!" and had then fallen +asleep. Marie asked our aid, for the spinner had said that, when +daylight came, she would stand it no longer; she would go to her son.</p> + +<p class="normal">However, when the next day came she had forgotten her +intention. She +sat in her room, spinning, and whenever she heard the sound of a gun, +would merely open her mouth, but say nothing. Not a word passed her +lips for days.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph wanted to visit the besiegers, but I asked him to +remain with +us, as I wanted to have one of my men about the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">Every evening the young folks from the village would climb to +the top of the hill behind the little stone wall, and, with the +light-heartedness of youth, would enjoy themselves in spite of the +destruction that was going on before their very eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">My sister and her daughter surprised us. The former had +visited the +camp; had luckily found Julius, and through him had obtained permission +for her daughter to leave the fortress. She had left all her property +at the mercy of the shells and of the plundering soldiers; for the +opinion of the citizens was, that the German soldiers would sack the +city. As Germans, they had been regarded with aversion by their +neighbors and acquaintances. She left us soon again, so as to be with +her husband; but her daughter, who was greatly overcome, remained with +us.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha and Conny nursed the young wife carefully; and Martha +spoke +French to her, so as to please her.</p> + +<p class="normal">A large detachment of captured and wounded French and +Algerians came +through our valley. The people from all the villages flocked to the +high-road to see them pass. I feared that the people would show their +irritation, and jeer these unfortunates: but, as if by a tacit +agreement, every one kept aloof, and only words of sympathy were heard. +It was only when the fantastic, and sometimes terrible-looking Africans +appeared, that the dismay of the people showed itself, as they called +out, "There they are, the men that were going to burn our towns and +forests, the cannibals!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss, with my team of bays, was also in the procession. He +halted a +moment at the saw-mill near the bridge, and gave a merry account of the +kind of load he was carrying. It consisted of wounded Turcos, and he +laid great stress on the fact that the French would have nothing in +common with these wicked apes. He had to keep on his way.</p> + +<p class="normal">Great excitement was caused in the village when it was +reported that +Carl had returned. We all accompanied his mother and Marie down the +valley, where he had halted with a squad of prisoners. Marie embraced +him before us all, and the prisoners smiled, and imitated the sound of +their smacking lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">Carl had much to tell me, and could not find words to say all +he wanted +to, particularly in praise of the Pomeranian lancers. He said they were +the right sort of fellows--as quiet and strong as the pine-trees; and +it was strange to see, when they first saw the Rhine, about which so +much had been sung and said, how, in their enthusiasm, they wanted to +ride directly into the stream.</p> + +<p class="normal">His mother and sweetheart accompanied him for some distance on +the +road, and when they turned to come back the old woman said, "Now I am +satisfied; now no one shall hear me complain; I am sure that nothing +will happen to him in this war."</p> + +<p class="normal">We harvested our crops; we placed the green bough on the top +of the new +mill down in the valley; we began to cut wood in the forest; yet still +the thunder of the bombardment of Strasburg continued.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old meadow farmer lay at home very ill, and often said, "I +shall be +buried like a soldier; they will fire over my grave."</p> + +<p class="normal">We buried the old fellow on the morning of September 2d. He +had given +orders that his St. Helena medal should be buried with him; but his son +did not see fit to let this be done. He looked upon this so-called mark +of distinction as a means of preservation, in case the French should +come after all.</p> + +<p class="normal">While we were standing at the open grave, Joseph came riding +up the +hill, his horse very much blown, and cried, "Napoleon is a prisoner!" +We all hurried to the road where Joseph, still on horseback, read the +extra aloud. It was the account of the capture of Napoleon at Sedan.</p> + +<p class="normal">What strange coincidences occur in life! We had just buried +the last +man in our village who wore on his breast the badge of the infamy of +our alliance with Napoleon; and now we had his successor and heir a +prisoner in our hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">As if by a preconcerted signal, the young people of the +village struck +up, "Die Wacht am Rhein."</p> + +<p class="normal">Without awaiting the parson's permission--very likely he +wouldn't have +given it--the church-bells were rung, and the German flag was thrown to +the breeze from the top of the church spire. We returned home as if in +a dream.</p> + +<p class="normal">When my niece, the Alsacienne, heard the news, she shook her +head, and +refused to be convinced of its truth.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had been always accustomed to hear the lying despatches of +her +countrymen.</p> + +<p class="normal">After the Sedan campaign, we all thought that the war was +ended; but +the French people, in their overweening confidence, still insisted on +retaining the first place among nations, and resented the idea of their +giving up the German provinces, of which in former days they had robbed +us.</p> + +<p class="normal">The war went on without ceasing.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">We cannot be astonished anew every day at the phenomena of +existence: +how the sun rises, how the plants grow and bloom. We must accustom +ourselves to the homely changes that are being wrought; to life and +death among us, to love and hate, to union and discord.</p> + +<p class="normal">We ended by becoming accustomed to the fact that the war was +raging, +and as surely as the sun rose we expected news of another victory; for +that we should ever be beaten seemed, to judge from what had happened, +impossible.</p> + +<p class="normal">The daily question was, "Has Strasburg surrendered yet?"</p> + +<p class="normal">On the morning of the 29th of September, I attended the weekly +market +to sell my grain. It was the crop of 1870.</p> + +<p class="normal">Everything went on as usual; there was the same chaffering, +bargaining, +and cheating, and occasionally the war was discussed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly I heard a noise of shouting and rejoicing, and saw +flags hung +out of the windows. "Strasburg has fallen," was the cry.</p> + +<p class="normal">People called to each other, "Strasburg has fallen at last," +as if some +one who had been long lost had returned at last.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph brought the Alsacienne to town. We made up a store of +food and +clothing for her, and accompanied by Christiane, who had been +despatched to the afflicted city by the Aid Society, she returned to +Alsace. Every one went over to Strasburg, partly from curiosity, and +partly out of pity. I refused to go.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then came letters from Alsace for Martha and me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I did not know the handwriting of the one for me. It turned +out to be +from Baron Arven. He wrote that he had had frequent conferences with +those high in office on the importance of quieting the minds of the +Alsatians, and of coming to an understanding with them. Unfortunately +they had been forced to take sharp measures against those who were +untractable and traitorous, and now they desired to take such measures +as would stop any further sacrifices. There were other nurses required +besides those who attended the wounded, and he believed I would suit +his purpose.</p> + +<p class="normal">The following sentence in his letter pierced my heart like a +dagger: +"Your family ties make it your duty to aid the lost son to return to +his father's house."</p> + +<p class="normal">How? Has Ernst been found, and is the preceding portion of the +letter +simply written to prepare me for the shock?</p> + +<p class="normal">I read on, and found I was mistaken. A troubled mind +interprets +everything in its interest. Arven simply meant that I should aid in the +work of attaching Alsace to Germany; for he informed me that men of all +classes, who were known to have friends and relatives in Alsace, had +been requested to visit those sections of the country with which they +were acquainted, there to work in the interest of union. Those who had +been in opposition to the government were especially wanted, for the +reason that their conduct would be regarded as being founded on a pure +love for the Fatherland.</p> + +<p class="normal">He asked me to visit the villages in the forest of Hagenau, +with which +I was acquainted through my relations, and see what I could do towards +furthering the good work.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had to laugh when he added: "Your presence and your white +hair will +do much, I think, to create confidence in you."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron was in the confidence of the government. It seemed, +therefore, to be decided that we should take back the provinces of +which we had been robbed. Yes, I am ready to do what I can. It is true, +I doubted my capacity; but a love of the cause and encouraging +hopefulness strengthened me. Arven's letter gave me courage. He had +never praised me to my face, but he displayed the best feeling in his +letter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am going to Alsace," said I to Martha.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, that is splendid, and you can take me along."</p> + +<p class="normal">She showed me a letter from Julius, in which he asked her to +visit him +in Strasburg for a short time, until he should march off again.</p> + +<p class="normal">He wrote: "We will meet among saddening ruins, but we shall +remain +erect, and while we help rebuild the great fabric of the state, shall +also strengthen our own life-fabric."</p> + +<p class="normal">We journeyed to Strasburg. Julius met us in Kehl. What a +meeting +between the young couple!</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have also seen Martella," Julius said. "I wanted her to +enter a +hospital as nurse, but she has retained her old dislikes, and refuses +to have anything to do with the sick. She was engaged with a number of +other women in distributing supplies, but I don't know whether she is +near here now. I have been told that she has gone to Lorraine with +another detachment of the supply commission. She parted from Lerz, the +baker, after a few days. The Prince's letter of pardon has passed her +everywhere, and she is now with Ikwarte and Wolfgang, who will protect +her."</p> + +<p class="normal">I shall not speak of the effect the appearance of the +bombarded city +produced on me. I had been in Strasburg frequently, and knew many there +who could not forget the ties which bound them to Germany. Forty years +ago I was here with Buchmaier, and at that time this great broad fellow +planted himself before the Cathedral, and called out, "I say, tumble +down, or turn German."</p> + +<p class="normal">Now it stood there, a German monument. It had been, +unfortunately, +struck by our shot, but had been only slightly injured; and from far +and near one could behold this edifice, every stone and ornament of +which is German.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha could look on nothing but the face of her Julius, and +on one +other thing--the iron cross on his breast. She asked why he had not +written about having received it; and Julius confessed that he had not +done so because a promise that was not yet binding, but which required +him to arrive at some conclusion, was connected with it.</p> + +<p class="normal">He related that the commanding general, while fastening the +cross on +his breast, had said, "You intend remaining in the service?" to which +he had not answered, but believed that he had nodded "yes," although he +was not sure.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now he wanted to learn from Martha's lips whether he had +nodded or +shaken his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha looked at me and said, "What do you say, grandfather?"</p> + +<p class="normal">I said, of course, that this could be decided on when the war +was over, +and that meanwhile Julius could consider himself a professional +soldier. I thought him too tenderhearted for a soldier, for he had said +to me, "Grandfather! the worst feature about war, is not the fighting, +but the foraging. It is heart-rending to force people to deliver up +everything, yet it must be done."</p> + +<p class="normal">The thought that Julius would remain a soldier was painful to +me, for I +had cherished the hope that, at some time or other, he would take +charge of his patrimonial estate. I could not agree with Ludwig's +American ideas, that all property should be personal. But what matters +all that at present?</p> + +<p class="normal">I hunted up Baron Arven. Although he had written such hearty +letters to +me, I found that he had again become formal and brusque. I had to learn +that in war times small matters can receive but little attention.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron directed a servant to accompany me to the +provisional +governor of the province. Although I had been sent for, I found myself +treated as if I were a suitor. I had to accustom myself to the +North-German manner, which regards every sacrifice you may bring as a +mere matter of duty.</p> + +<p class="normal">The governor remembered that Arven had spoken of me. He begged +me to +take a look, for the present, at the part of the country with which I +was acquainted, and then to report to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">This interview sobered me. Was this the frame of mind in which +a part +of our country was to be regained? I decided to visit my sister, and +then to return home. That evening Arven changed my resolution.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Arven lived in the hospital, and on my arrival there I was +welcomed by +a tall, fine-looking woman in a white cap and white apron. It was +Annette, and I was not a little astonished to meet her there; but even +she had no time to spare, for she said she had to return to her +patients, and that Arven was waiting for me in his room.</p> + +<p class="normal">This was really the case. Arven gave me a hearty welcome, and +said that +he had given orders that he was not to be disturbed excepting in case +something of great importance needed his attention, and that, for this +evening, he would be a thorough egotist.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I told him how repellent the angularity and coldness of +the +Prussians had appeared to me, he said that this was just what he wanted +to talk to me about.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had been exceedingly provoked at their cold-blooded manner. +He had +already determined to leave them; but after a while he had made up his +mind that this sharpness, bitterness, and decision were the forces that +made them the men they were. Obedience is with them a habit that can be +depended on. We South Germans are too soft and easygoing, and we ought +to breathe some of the salt-sea air that blows across that northern +country. This want of attention towards others, this disregard of +people's feelings, lay in the fact that they had no consideration for +themselves. The French, who, whatever they do, want to be observed and +applauded, will be beaten by these men, whose whole power rests in +their self-respect. We used to think the Prussians were braggarts; but +now we found no trace of boastfulness, and in spite of their constant +victories, they took every precaution as they advanced, and were +prepared for defeat. Yes, orders describing the manner of retreat were +issued before every battle.</p> + +<p class="normal">He could not cease praising them, and only stopped when he +added that +he thought their self-esteem was a result of Protestantism. The Baron +stopped when he had said this, and, after we had eaten and drunk to our +hearts' content, he said that, although he was a Catholic, he would +never confess to a priest again, but that he would confess to me; and +in case he should not return from the war, he would have the +satisfaction of feeling that his inner life had been laid before +another, for an hour at least.</p> + +<p class="normal">He confessed to me that his desire had been to die in this +campaign, +and it was for this reason that he had exposed himself so recklessly +when collecting the wounded. It seemed strange to him that people +should praise his courage, while he was engaged in seeking death. He +thought it would be the best thing for himself and his children, if the +great sorrows that had come upon them, and which might come again, +could be buried with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He then groaned aloud, saying, "I do not want to die before +their +eyes."</p> + +<p class="normal">I saw before me a life that had been most cruelly broken. The +Baron had +once been in the Austrian army. He had never expected to find himself +at the head of his family, for he belonged to the younger branch.</p> + +<p class="normal">In Bohemia he made the acquaintance of a girl belonging to a +noble +family, and was subdued by her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Feodora was tall and majestic, of a warm, sensual nature, but +cold-hearted. Persuaded by his sister, he became engaged to her; but +felt that he would have to stand alone in life, with her as his spouse.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the day after his engagement, he suddenly awoke to a horror +of what +he had done. He was visiting the large estate of her father. He walked +through the park, wrestling with the resolve to drown himself in the +pond; but he did not do so, because he considered it his duty to keep +his plighted word; and besides, the hope arose in his breast that, at +some future time, a closer sympathy would be brought about. Her beauty +fettered him; in short, the marriage was celebrated, and he lived for +thirty-one years married, but lonely. One by one, his hopes had all +been shattered. He had persuaded himself that congeniality was not +necessary to happiness.</p> + +<p class="normal">But after awhile he discovered what it was to be united to +some one, +and at the same time to be alone. The sudden death of the last of the +main line of his family placed him at the head of the house. He +resigned his position in the army, and devoted himself to agriculture. +He had no control over his children--scarcely any influence in fact, +but as his sons grew up, they espoused the cause of Germany, and would +have nothing to do with the conflict which their mother and her ghostly +advisers tried to stir up.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the campaign of 1866, the Baron suffered unspeakably. He +was +homeless in his own house. But when the present war began, and he +discovered plots that he would never have suspected, the conflict broke +out openly. The two sons joined the German army, and did not, or would +not, know of what was going on at home. I dare not speak of the +bitterness, hate, and despair that filled the soul of this naturally +good-hearted man, and appeared in the course of his story. "I had to +confess to you some time," said he finally, "and I chose the best time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe that your wife intuitively knew everything that I +have told +you."</p> + +<p class="normal">The deep misery of his life seemed again renewed when he +cried, "I do +not wish to die before their eyes."</p> + +<p class="normal">He mentioned Rautenkron, and said that their cases were +similar. Their +devotion in the present great movement was not a joyful sacrifice, but +indifference and contempt for life; they wanted to die.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was deeply pained, and also gratified, when he took my hand +at last, +saying that my wife and I had kept him up in the faith that happiness +was yet to be found on earth. "And now I must make a further +confession. It was a great sacrifice on my part, considering the +comfort I enjoyed in your house, and the deep sympathy your wife showed +me, to deny myself frequent, yea, daily visits, whenever I felt like a +stranger in my house; and as one banished from home, I would ride +across the hills, and down into the valley towards you and your wife; +but when I had reached the saw-mill, I would turn back. It was better +thus. I felt that your wife knew everything. Though I was a man who had +sons in the army, I was again tossed hither and thither by youthful +feelings; but I overcame them. I think I ought to tell you this too; it +relieves me, and cannot oppress you. Of all men who were affected by +her sterling qualities, there is no one who worshipped her more +profoundly than I did," said the Baron finally, again taking my hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">We sat there in silence for some time, and I was made happy by +the +thought that her spirit was hovering over us, bringing us peace. The +Baron then arose and said, "Now I have unburdened myself, and am free. +I thank you for your share in this relief. And now, no more of this. +Now duty calls."</p> + +<p class="normal">He again told me how much good I could accomplish, by going +from +village to village, and from house to house, in the region in which I +had long been known, there to teach the Alsatians what they ought to +learn.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You may depend on one thing," said he: "you will have bitter +experiences. You will be looked upon as a spy. But do you remember what +your wife once called you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">I did not know what he meant.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She called you the spy of what was good, because you always +discover +the good qualities in every one. Well, be one again."</p> + +<p class="normal">I made up my mind to cope willingly with everything, and went +to my +sister's the next day.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p class="continue">We of the mountains had heard the cannonading; but how +differently had +it affected those of the neighborhood, whose homes and whose all were +at stake. We could see the destruction that had been wrought on the +houses, but not that which had wasted the nerves of the people. +Wherever I went, I found every one feeling restless and homeless, like +the swallows that flew about, settling here and there; but only for a +moment, for their nests had been destroyed, along with the houses and +towers and fortifications.</p> + +<p class="normal">Every one I met had a puzzled look: the alarm and fear caused +by the +incredible disasters that had overwhelmed them, had dazed them, and +they seemed hurt by friendly greetings--yes, even by offers of +assistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">My brother-in-law, the forester, a man who ordinarily bore +himself +well, seemed entirely broken down. He stared at me in silence as I +entered his house, and scarcely answered my greeting with a slight nod.</p> + +<p class="normal">My sister told me that, since the siege of Strasburg, he had +suffered +from asthma, and that he constantly repeated, "General Werder's shots +have taken my breath away."</p> + +<p class="normal">On looking at the pictures hanging on the wall, I could see +plainly +what these people would have to thrust aside. The pictures on the +walls, as well as those that dwelt in their memory, were to be changed. +In our every-day life, we soon forget what the ornaments on the wall +are like. But if they are not in accord with the times, then we find +out what was once ours, but has now ceased to belong to us. On my +hinting that Germany would adopt the regained provinces with increased +affection, my brother-in-law sprang up, rolling his eyes and striking +the table with his fist, and swore that he would emigrate. My sister +then said that an oath at such a time was worthless; but he answered in +bitter scorn--he could speak nothing but French--"And if no one will +accompany me--I cannot force the trees in the forest to go along--my +dog, at least, will be my companion. What do you say, Fidele--you'll go +with me? You won't take bread from a German; you will rather starve +with me?" The dog barked and licked his master's hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could see what a difficult task I had before me, but I did +not give +it up. In the village, in the houses, and before the court-house, +wherever the people were gathered together, I spoke words of peace and +encouragement to them. They would listen to me as if they were forced +to do so; and once I heard a man behind me say, "The whole thing is a +lie, white hairs and all; he is some young fellow in disguise." I +seldom received a straightforward answer; the nearest approach to a +reply was, "What are we to do?" "What are we to learn." The feeling at +the bottom of all this was,--to-morrow the French will be back, and +drive the Germans away. It is impossible to conquer the French.</p> + +<p class="normal">I then visited my brother-in-law, the parson, who lived a few +miles +further on. He spoke of nothing but the excellent behavior of the +soldiers that had been quartered on them. They went to church on +Sundays and joined in the singing; and officers of high rank had +been there, too. He seemed nervous, and did not dare to express his +joy--either because he feared the maid-servant who was going in and +out, or else because he disliked to lay bare his thoughts. It was only +while walking in the woods that he unbosomed himself. I do not like to +repeat what he related, as I preferred not to believe his story. He +told me that the French government had received the assurance from the +priesthood, that the South Germans would not take the field against +France. I do not believe this, but it is the current opinion, and so I +feel forced to repeat it.</p> + +<p class="normal">He also said that the beggars from the Catholic villages of +the +vicinity had, for some time past, ceased asking for alms. They had +walked around boldly in his village, selecting the houses they intended +to occupy as soon as the Protestants had been exterminated.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus wickedly had religion been mixed up with this war.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The thought of Germany," said the parson, "always seemed to +me like a +silent, yea, a criminal dream. Now I see it realized in broad daylight. +We are like the prodigal son of Scripture, but the truant in Alsace is +this time not in fault, and it is that which makes his return to his +home so painful. I have often thought that the father of the prodigal +must have offended against his son, although the Scriptures do not say +so, otherwise he would not have been thus afflicted."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was merely drawing a parallel, yet he made my heart beat +with the +thought of Ernst.</p> + +<p class="normal">The father of the prodigal son is also at fault. What had I +been guilty +of?</p> + +<p class="normal">When we returned from our walk, we were told that a French +soldier, who +had served his time, had called to see me; he had not given his name, +and would return.</p> + +<p class="normal">Who can he be? I must wait to find out. But I met a man in the +village +whom I had forgotten.</p> + +<p class="normal">The advocate Offenheimer, Annette's brother, met me, and his +first +words were, "You are a great consolation to me. Come with me and give +my son an escort."</p> + +<p class="normal">I now perceived that his only son had fallen, and that the +father +desired him to be buried in the Jewish cemetery here.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he divined my thoughts, he said, "It is true, I could not +allow them +to bury my son out there with the others; but it is, perhaps, well if +there is some sign here of our having fairly and joyfully taken our +part in the fight. Perhaps it will have a mollifying effect upon our +new countrymen of the Jewish faith, who were particularly +contumacious."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was astounded to find the man so placid. But, as if guessing +my +thoughts, he said he had no more strength for complaints and tears, and +that a fact must at last be accepted.</p> + +<p class="normal">I thought of the handsome, spirited lad, that had one time +come to me +with Wolfgang. But I greatly desired to find a favorable opportunity +for addressing the Jewish inhabitants of the village. They had an +especial fear of the Germans, and were proud of French equality.</p> + +<p class="normal">The advocate's son was buried with all the ceremonies of his +church. +Two slightly wounded South German officers, who were lying in the +village, acted as the escort. They recognized in me the Colonel's +father-in-law, and had much to tell me in his praise.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He shows that we are not inferior to the Prussians." Such +appeared to +be the highest compliment they could bestow upon him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Upon our return from the cemetery, to which the Jews here in +Alsace +give the peculiar name of the "good place,"<a name="div2Ref_note06" href="#div2_note06"><sup>6</sup></a> the advocate leaned upon +my arm, and, as I sat next to him in the little room, after quietly +meditating for a long while, he exclaimed, "In my youth I had willingly +died for the true Fatherland; now, my son has been permitted to die for +it."</p> + +<p class="normal">For years had I been in constant intercourse with this man; +now, in his +grief and in the hour of civil commotion, I first learned to know him; +and to learn to know an upright man is to learn to love him.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have, like suffering Odysseus, participated in the +experiences of +many men; Rautenkron, the Colonel, and Arven have revealed to me their +life-secrets. Now I was to hear still another's: the history of a +step-child in his step-fatherland, who still longed for affection, for +the closest friendship, and who, though repulsed and oppressed by the +laws and his fellow-men, had not yet lost his love for them.</p> + +<p class="normal">As Offenheimer recounted the grievances he had suffered in the +schools, +and the incivilities and insults of later years, it seemed to me that I +should ask his forgiveness for all this suffering and uncharitableness, +of which, because of what we had done to him, and of what our ancestors +had done to his, we were to-day guilty. Those who style themselves +believers in the religion of love, would be much astonished at the +strength of this man's affections, who, though repulsed and scorned; +still preserved them pure. We live a whole human life and know nothing +of the inward emotions of many of our contemporaries. Offenheimer spoke +with great severity concerning the attempt to obtain recognition by +means of extravagant display, that caused many Jews to appear +unpatriotic and presumptuous. He explained this, indeed, as arising +from the necessity, imposed by the prejudice against his race, of +proving its claim to respectability, and was frank enough to refer to +the early conduct of his sister as an example.</p> + +<p class="normal">Offenheimer then told me how happy it had made him to find his +son +growing up in comparative ignorance of such persecutions--he had thus +developed naturally. He smiled sadly, as he added that he, though he +had grown physically larger and more active, had acquired a lightness +of heart which the man who is obliged to win his freedom before +enjoying it, never acquires.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not mourn for my son," were his words: "he had reached +the most +beautiful period of life, and it is all the same, whether a man lives +seventeen years or seventy. No man liveth to himself, and no one dieth +to himself, says the apostle; and that is true. I understand it to be +true in another sense as well. Each of us dies only to his connections +and his posterity."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a novelty to me to hear Holy Writ referred to as simply +the +teachings of wisdom. I have since then often found educated Israelites +are not so much Jews, as simply not Christians.</p> + +<p class="normal">Offenheimer thanked me with great tenderness for the wonders +that we +had accomplished with Annette. She had been proud and selfish; now she +had become humble, and lived for others.</p> + +<p class="normal">As I sat with him, the Rabbi of the place came and expressed +his thanks +for the generous subscription that had been made in memory of the +fallen.</p> + +<p class="normal">One word, which the priest then uttered, went straight to my +heart. He +said the bereaved father would find consolation; for the Talmud +declared that the patriarch Jacob could not suppress his sufferings and +his tears for his lost son Joseph, because he felt within himself that +his son still lived. Grief for one who is dead vanishes when the corpse +becomes clay; for a living lost one, the grief endures.</p> + +<p class="normal">Oh! my lost son Ernst!</p> + +<p class="normal">Upon my return home, I found, awaiting me in the village, a +man in a +blue blouse, with a short pipe in his mouth, and wearing his cap awry. +He approached me with a military salute, and said, "Yes, it is you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who am I?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"His father."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whose father?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Our sergeant's, Ernst Tännling."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is not my name."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course! But he has confided to me--he took me, indeed, for +a +German--that his name was Waldfried. Do you remember that I met you in +Paris during the World's Exposition. Your son deserted in 1866, and has +a bride. Have I the correct signs now?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Alas! he had them, and again I heard that Ernst had entered +the service +in Algiers, and now, probably, was in the onward movement against +Germany.</p> + +<p class="normal">The veteran allowed me no time for reflection. He confided to +me, with +great urgency and secrecy, that he could be of great service. He knew +that I had great influence, and wanted me to conduct him to some +officer of high rank; he could be of great service, but must receive +liberal pay.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had learned much in life, but for the first time there stood +before +me a man who offered me his services as a spy. He had seized my hand, +and it seemed as if his touch had soiled it.</p> + +<p class="normal">I sought further intelligence from him concerning Ernst, but +he knew +nothing more. I took him with me and handed him over to an officer that +lay here. I considered it to be my duty not to discard the dirty, but +perhaps useful, tool.</p> + +<p class="normal">With thoughts of Ernst in my breast, with the consciousness +that my +only son was in arms against the Fatherland, I was not in the mood to +unburden my heart to others; and besides, it was evidently too early. +Now, since force yet speaks, the good-will of the oppressed cannot be +won.</p> + +<p class="normal">I turned back to my sister's, and was much delighted to meet +Hartriegel, the so-called forest professor, who had been sent by the +administration to inspect the forests.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p class="continue">With Hartriegel and my brother-in-law, who had again in a +measure +regained his composure, I roamed through the great forest district; and +this refreshed my soul, though the terrible thoughts about Ernst +accompanied me by day and by night like a restless ghost.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the night of the twenty-sixth of October. Hartriegel +remained in +the town. I had stayed with my sister; a storm was raging that seemed +to portend the destruction of the world. Dogs howled, the cattle in the +stalls bellowed unceasingly; there seemed a fearful wailing in the +rattling of the thunder, and the turmoil and uproar of the elements. We +heard sounds like the splitting of trees, continually nearer and +nearer. We all sat together in the room, keeping watch, and my +brother-in-law exclaimed, "It is just so! The trees even will clear out +forthwith. They will not be German."</p> + +<p class="normal">As he said this, a tree behind the house cracked and fell over +on the +roof: the slates rattled, the timbers bent, and the storm now raged +through the house, which we could not forsake; for out of doors the +tempest raged so wildly, that it seemed as if everything that stood +upright would be stricken to the ground. We waited until daylight, and +at early morning a messenger arrived who came to tell me that Julius +must depart, and to ask whether I would not bring Martha home with me. +The messenger also showed us an "extra," that announced the capture of +Metz, and the capitulation of 173,000 men.</p> + +<p class="normal">When my brother-in-law heard this, he exclaimed, "We are +betrayed!" +tore down the epaulettes, and the portrait of Bazaine, under whom he +had served, from the wall, threw them on the floor, and trampled them +under his feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">The messenger told us the roads were impassable; every where +there lay +trunks of trees, and near the house a slain stag. He, a very credulous +man, had spent the night at the Oak of Saint Arbogast, and with pious +fervor praised the saint who had protected him.</p> + +<p class="normal">After he had partaken of refreshments, he escorted my +brother-in-law, +who soon came back with the dead stag.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were separated from the world, and my sister rejoiced that +she still +had something for us to eat.</p> + +<p class="normal">At noon there came a neighboring forester with his men, and +everybody +was called upon, and worked through the entire night to make the roads +again passable. Soldiers were also ordered from Hagenau to assist, and +soon I heard the singing of German songs in the woods.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next morning Joseph arrived with his companion. He had +been ordered +by the chief forester to buy wood here, and had now decided, since it +was so conveniently arranged, to purchase the greater portion of the +windfall. What terrified us, awakened in him a speculation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In the forest of Hagenau," said he, "there's also oak wood +for +Ludwig's mill."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was, and remained so; everything served as a stepping-stone +to +Joseph.</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave us further particulars of the capture of Metz, and of +the march +towards Paris. At the name of Paris, my brother-in-law's face became +flushed and excited. "That you will never get, never!" he said; "the +world will go to pieces, first! But Metz, indeed! And 173,000 men! +believe in nothing after this!"</p> + +<p class="normal">I told Joseph of Ernst; I must impart it to some one. But +Joseph +urgently implored me to eradicate every thought of the lost one from my +breast.</p> + +<p class="normal">I went to Strasburg, but the governor there had nothing to +tell me. I +was so weak that I longed for home again; there I hoped to regain my +strength. I journeyed homewards with Martha.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the last railway station I met a large force of Tyrolese +woodsmen +that, upon Joseph's order, had been sent to work for him in Alsace, and +as I neared home, I saw, here and there, clearings in the woods. The +tempest had also raged here, and the newspapers brought the +intelligence that over the whole continent great devastation had been +occasioned by it.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">We had much to do to set up trees that had been prostrated by +the wind; +for dead trees, because of their harboring all sorts of noxious +insects, imperil the existence of a whole forest.</p> + +<p class="normal">There came good letters from Julius, Richard, and the vicar, +and we saw +war life from three quite different aspects. Bertha sent us letters +from the Colonel. He wrote but briefly. He must have been suffering +great hardships, especially in the protracted rains; but he wrote, +"when one feels inspired, he can endure much."</p> + +<p class="normal">They tell me of the noble courage of the olden time. When man +fights +with man, he receives invigorating impulse from the personal struggle. +But to stand under a shower of fire, then advance on the enemy and be +struck by far-carrying bullets, without firing a shot until one is at +the right distance--all that is much more.</p> + +<p class="normal">Away off, the cannon thundered; we at home heard nothing but +the +measured beat of the thrasher, and that lasted a long while, for we +lacked men at home.</p> + +<p class="normal">When it rained and snowed, and we sat sheltered in the room, +we +naturally fell to thinking of those who, for nights and weeks, fought +on the now thoroughly drenched soil, and for their brief rest had no +couch but the wet or icy earth.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig wrote from Hamburg that he was about going to America. +He was to +make the journey with the secret approval and authority of an officer +of high rank, in order to prevent the transmission of arms and +ammunition to our foes.</p> + +<p class="normal">How much war demands of human nature!</p> + +<p class="normal">Snow had fallen; it snowed again and again, and we knew that +what here +was snow, up there was cold rain.</p> + +<p class="normal">I sat in the large arm-chair, and read the gazette. Here +stands in few +words, in peaceful paragraphs, what up there is blood and mangling of +human bodies. It is indeed grand and sublime how the French, after the +annihilation of their forces, again quickly gather together, and +venture everything. A nation cannot surrender, and a nation that is so +consciously proud and all-powerful cannot easily acknowledge, "I am +conquered, and am wrong."</p> + +<p class="normal">They would not give us security for our boundary, and so the +fighting +and the devastation must still go on.</p> + +<p class="normal">While I thus sat quietly thinking, a telegram from the cabinet +of the +Prince was brought to me; I must forthwith hasten to the capital, and +upon my arrival at the palace should cause myself to be immediately +announced, be it night or day.</p> + +<p class="normal">What could be the matter? why was I so urgently summoned? Was +it on +Ernst's account? or Richard's, or the Colonel's? It seemed to me a +great injustice that not a word of explanation accompanied the message, +yet I equipped myself immediately for my departure. The stonecutter +conducted me to the railway station. Joseph was not there; he had gone +on to Lorraine. I was not familiar with his business enterprises.</p> + +<p class="normal">That--it was indeed, strange--kept my thoughts busy during the +journey, +and yet was I much oppressed by suspense as to the reason of my being +called away. But happily the human mind can engage itself with new +problems, and thus, for a while at least, forget the care and vexation +that lie near at hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">I reached the capital, and found it as I had expected. What +was snow +with us in the mountains, was here a penetrating rain.</p> + +<p class="normal">On my way to the palace, I passed a brilliantly lighted +theatre, and +heard from within the sounds of music. Ah, that men should sing and +juggle at such a time! But is not life a mighty aggregation of many +incongruous individual activities?</p> + +<p class="normal">I reached the castle; the great entrance hall was lighted up +and +thoroughly warmed; I was obliged to wait a long time. When, at last, I +saw the Prince, I found him unusually distressed or disturbed. He began +by observing how different times were when we last had met; he said how +deeply it pained him that so much blood must be shed--so much noble +blood. He said this with deep emotion, and finally added, he had faith +in me as a man of stout heart; I had so nobly borne so much suffering, +that he had courage to tell me that the Colonel had been wounded by a +shot through the breast. He was still living, but quite unconscious, +when the bearer of the news left, and perhaps we had already a dead one +to mourn.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not utter a word; what was there to say?</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prince continued to speak of his grief at the shedding of +so much +blood, and expressed his dissatisfaction that his countrymen should +have placed themselves in alliance with foreigners.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had no time nor mind for such discussions. I asked if the +news had +been sent to my daughter. He appeared disturbed by my question, and +somewhat unwillingly answered, "I considered that a father's right and +duty."</p> + +<p class="normal">He added, that this evening a sanitary commission would +depart, with +whom I and the Colonel's wife could go to the front.</p> + +<p class="normal">I know not what suggested the thought, but suddenly it +occurred to me: +The Prince would never make a minister of you; you were only a clever +story-teller, who drove away the recollections of his own sufferings by +the recital of your life-history. And of that was I thinking all the +while I was talking to the Prince of other things.</p> + +<p class="normal">The demeanor of the Prince towards me seemed cold and distant. +He +called after me without extending his hand, "Adieu, Herr Waldfried!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Formerly, I had been called "dear Waldfried;" yes, at times, +"dear +friend."</p> + +<p class="normal">I mention this here, although it first struck me like a waking +dream, +during the journey. I was glad to be independent, and to be relieved +from rendering homage to princes, and troubling myself as to whether I +was addressed in one way or another. Although in my inmost heart I +believe in a constitutional monarchy, I tell you, keep yourself free, +and be dependent on no stranger's favor, or else you will be the most +degraded of slaves.</p> + +<p class="normal">But now I must tell of my sad journey; and I think of the +saying of the +Colonel's: Human nature in its elevated moods can endure much.</p> + +<p class="normal">I came to Bertha's house. My heart beat wildly at the thought +of the +news I should bring to her. But as I ascended the steps, Professor +Rolunt, the Colonel's friend, approached me, and said, "After the first +dreadful shock, you were your daughter's first thought. She has asked +for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And so she knows of it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! I have told her, and we are off in an hour."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! I go with her; and keep up Bertha's spirits. Should the +worst +have happened, we must bear it all."</p> + +<p class="normal">I went to Bertha. Speechless, she threw herself upon my neck, +clasped +me to her bosom, and wept and sobbed; nor could I utter one word.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father!" she said, at last, "you will remain here with the +children--or will you take them home with you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, I will go with you. Don't refuse me. Don't let us waste +useless +words. I will go with you."</p> + +<p class="normal">We departed in the evening. We rested in beds, upon which soon +should +lie the sorely wounded. But, indeed, we, too, bore painful wounds in +our hearts.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">It was well that Rolunt accompanied us; for I had not the +strength to +support Bertha in this wearisome journey, and to distract and lead her +away from her quiet, noiseless brooding, and her counting the minutes +as they slowly passed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Professor had continually something to tell us, either of +the +points that we hurriedly passed, or of the sanitary aids who were with +us. He told us of this and that one who had been a spoiled child--the +pet of some fond mother--and now was suffering great hardships. This +was the second supply train that he had accompanied; he had been the +chief of the first one, and had much that was moving to tell us of the +self-sacrificing conduct of the non-combatants. The employés of the +post-office and the railroads were specially endeared to him, and he +related wonderful instances of their activity and endurance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha scarcely uttered a word; for the most part she only +quietly held +my hand. At times, she said, "Ah! the locomotive might be urged to move +faster; it seems to me that it goes much too slowly."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Professor assured her that we should esteem ourselves +lucky to +reach our destination. Who knows how soon we should hear, "Halt, we go +no further."</p> + +<p class="normal">Once Bertha arose; her face had in it something mysterious and +strange, +and she cried out, "Father, hold me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter? What is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think I must escape from myself. I will not live if he is +dead. Oh! +pardon me," she again exclaimed, sinking back into her seat, "I cannot +endure the torment of my thoughts. How is it possible--how can it agree +with any order in human affairs, that a piece of lead can destroy a +full, rich, noble, human life!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She gazed at me with a peculiarly alarming expression; it was +as if +pale, pulsating strands were tightly drawn under the surface of her +skin. Then she seized my hand and said, "Pardon me for inflicting all +this upon you. I dare not now waste my strength in suffering; it is +sinful, it is selfish, and it is terrible to wish for death. All my +strength belongs to him. I will no longer complain, and will no longer +give up to despair. Oh! if I could only sleep! One can give to another +the sleep of death, but--I will be very quiet; indeed, I will not think +any more."</p> + +<p class="normal">She leaned back and closed her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">While Bertha appeared to sleep, I told Rolunt of the last +interview +with the Prince. He explained matters to me. He said the Prince had +believed that I knew all, and merely feigned ignorance for his sake. It +was no secret that the Prince was beside himself with rage, because the +general commanding had telegraphed the news not only to him, but also +to the Prussian embassy. The latter made no secret of it, and the +Prince saw in this an attempt to obtain popularity and favor at his +expense. He hated the ambassador, as a legalized superintendent over +him, who left him daily conscious that he no longer possessed his +former sovereignty.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was fortunate that the Professor had prepared us; for--I +cannot give +the name of our halting place--we suddenly came to a stop. We had to +wait an entire day, and it was only a day's journey to where the +Colonel lay.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rolunt tried negotiations here and there; he had become hoarse +from +much talking. At last he came to us with a cheerful countenance. A +shrewd, energetic man, he had succeeded in obtaining a wagon, and we +travelled through the country. During the entire night we drove over +torn-up roads. In the distance we saw burning villages. How many +hundreds of peaceful homes were there destroyed. We turned our eyes +from the sight. We went through villages riddled with shot and shell, +and through others, in which here and there a light shone, and where we +halted to feed the horses, we were observed with ugly, threatening +glances. But the country was safe; for it was everywhere occupied by +detachments of our troops.</p> + +<p class="normal">We reached the village where the Colonel was reported to be +lying. We +inquired here and there, but found him not: he must be in the next +village. Thither we now journeyed.</p> + +<p class="normal">We met an artillery corps, and had to move into a field and +await its +passing. This took a terribly long while. They mocked us and cried at +us in sport as they passed, and we were almost beside ourselves with +impatience. And still we sat there protected from the drizzling rain, +while our soldiers were steaming like horses.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rolunt got out. He asked the officers of the column after the +Colonel. +They knew nothing of him; they had only just arrived from a long march.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last we were permitted to proceed.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the entrance of the next village, Bertha recognized a +soldier of her +husband's regiment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is your Colonel living?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yesterday he was still alive."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And to-day?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't know. Haven't heard anything about him."</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt confident that he was yet living. I could not think +that the +strong, powerful man could be dead, and my hopefulness helped to +support Bertha. We reached the house from which the white flag with the +red cross was floating. I commanded my daughter to remain seated in the +wagon, and to inquire of no one until I returned. She gave me her +promise, but she could not keep her word, and it was indeed requiring +too much of her. She saw her husband's servant, and called to him, and +the lad said, "The Colonel is living, but--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But what?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is very low."</p> + +<p class="normal">We entered the house, and the first one we met was Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be composed, Bertha! he lives. I came here immediately on +receiving +the intelligence of his being wounded, that I might do all that was +possible for him," she said. She embraced her friend, and added, that +we could not see him: he could not bear the shock.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Professor begged that he, at least, might be admitted. +Annette +called the doctor, and he gave permission to the Professor to see the +wounded man.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette remained with us, and said, "The bullet has not yet +been +found." The shot had entered the breast just above the heart, only +escaping it by a hair's-breadth.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel led his regiment independently and separated from +the +Prussians, and it was a piece of jealousy, and the ambition to +distinguish himself, that caused him to press forward so recklessly and +thrust himself in danger's way. He had to march over a plain, to take a +battery planted on a height, and it was there that he was struck.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he had fallen, and saw death before him, he exclaimed, +"The Romans +were right; it is glorious to die for one's country. I want no other +grave; let me be buried with my soldiers." Then for a long while he was +unconscious.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a little while Rolunt came to us, and said that the +Colonel was +unable to speak, but by his glances had shown that he recognized him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha begged for the dress of a nurse, so that she could at +least +venture into the sick-room. She promised not to go near her sick +husband. But the doctor emphatically forbade it. There was no certainty +that the wounded man would not recognize her, if only by her step or +carriage. He almost feared that the sick man might suspect something +from the presence of the Professor; for he opened and shut his eyes so +quickly. And so we had to wait and listen, and were condemned to +inactivity.</p> + +<p class="normal">We met still another friend: Baron Arven. He had forgotten his +own +griefs, was restlessly active and appeared wondrously rejuvenated. In +an hour he had to go to another hospital, and transferred to us his +quarters, in which we could rest.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha said she could not sleep; but consented to lie down and +rest +herself, in order to gather strength for what might be in store for +her. She lay down and was soon fast asleep. She often moved +convulsively, as if troubled with fearful dreams, but still continued +to slumber. I at last also fell asleep. Towards morning, I was awakened +by a loud voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I must see him; I have found him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Is not that the voice of Rothfuss? Yes, it was.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha also awoke, and asked, "Where are we? Has the train +stopped?" I +explained to her where we were. With difficulty, she collected herself. +She went directly with us to the house where the Colonel lay, and +remained with Annette. She heard that the Colonel had also slept, and +Annette, who had sat with him, remarked, he had lightly whispered, +"Bertha;" he must suspect that she is here.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss took me aside and said, "We have him and her also."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, the Colonel and Bertha."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no! Ernst and Martella. 'The Lord God is the best child's +nurse +for wild lads,' my mother has often said."</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt as if reason had forsaken me.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Only gradually did I clearly comprehend all that had happened +to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I can no longer count the shots, nor specify whence or by whom +they +were discharged against me, and how it was that I remained unharmed. +But I have passed through it all, and must also permit you to +experience it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss related to me, very composedly, that he had done Carl +injustice; one might be imprisoned, although innocent, and it happened +to him with horse and wagon. He and the bays had been captured by the +wild Turcos, and he had almost fancied himself in hell while with those +savages, who did not even know how to talk intelligibly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sir! they would have shot me for a spy. They placed me +against the +wall. And there I stand and they aim at me. I take a last look at the +sky and the trees, something dims my sight, and I think to myself, if +it were only over! Then some one calls out, 'Halt!' And I think I +recognize the voice. He talks gibberish, of which I do not comprehend a +word, but they don't shoot. He orders me to be tied tighter. And there +I lie in a miserable stall and can't stir. And then comes some one +sneaking along, and whispers, 'Keep yourself quiet, Rothfuss.' And who +do you think it is? Our Ernst. And then we cried together, like little +children, and Ernst said, 'Keep yourself quiet! What I have been +through, couldn't be told in a thousand years. Now come with me!' And +for a long while there we were, creeping along the ground like frogs, +until we reached the horses, which were fastened outside. To unloose +them, spring upon them, and gallop away, took but a moment. The French +fired at us, but they didn't hit us, and away we went until we reached +our lines, and there Ernst said to me, 'You once passed for my brother +Ludwig; now do as much for me! Give me your clothes!'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss had to give him his blue blouse. Then Ernst +transferred his +horse to him, and said, "Leave me now! we will soon meet again."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss was about relating how he had found Martella, when +she +entered. She had become very thin, but otherwise unchanged; was gayly +attired, and cried out as she perceived me: "Oh! father, happily met +again! To-day is Ernst's wedding-day, and my Sunday, my greatest +holiday, my ascension-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">She offered no excuse for having run away; she made no mention +of her +recent experiences, and as I could not avoid telling her what pain and +anxiety she had occasioned me, she exclaimed, "I know it better than +you can tell me; but indulge me for to-day: to-morrow, when I have +Ernst by the hand, we will set everything straight. He rescued Carl, +who would have bled to death, if he had not found him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ernst carried him; yes, he is strong; he brought him all the +way here. +His face, his hands, his clothes, were all full of blood. But that +doesn't hurt; it can all be washed off. Everything can be washed away +if one is sound within; and now everything, everything will be washed +away.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now I heard that Ernst had come to the regiment in which Carl +was. He +introduced himself as a German with the name of Frohn." Martella added, +"That is the name of a comrade, who on the voyage threw himself in +despair into the sea."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ernst had declared that he would not fight against his +countrymen, but +with them against the French. What proofs of loyalty he was submitted +to have never been made known to me. He was uniformed and placed at a +post of danger, where a strict watch could be kept upon him. He +conducted himself bravely, and when Carl was struck, he rescued him at +the risk of his own life. But he was never recognized, and none but +Carl, Martella, and Rothfuss knew who he was.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had, during the night, heard of my arrival, and Ernst had +stood +guard before the house for hours. Martella had shown him the letter of +pardon; but he exclaimed that he wished no pardon, and would not +examine the letter.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella begged him to show himself to me. But he said, "I +know of how +many nights of rest I have robbed my father; I will not now disturb his +slumbers, and will for the first time appear before him, and clasp his +knees, when by I have done something to show him what I am at heart. +When I come out of the battle, I will go to my father: then I can look +him in the face."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Right, right," said Martella; "if you go into the fight with +such +thoughts, you will surely come out of it safe and sound, and your +mother in heaven will stretch her hands in blessings over you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My mother in heaven? Is she dead?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Didn't you know it? Alas! already over three years; she died +upon your +birth-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"On my birth-day!" He said this, and was then for a long time +silent. +Then again he said, "I think I dare not kiss you again to-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your mother loved you to her latest breath, and she kissed me +just +before she died."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He sighed heavily and then kissed me," said Martella, "Only +once +again; for the last time. No, not for the last time! he must live!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Just as Ernst had again gone away, there came the order to +march +immediately without baggage. The people never knew beforehand when +there was to be a battle; but such a command naturally gave rise to +anticipations of a fight.</p> + +<p class="normal">As Martella turned away, while Ernst prepared for his +departure, she +heard the voice of Rothfuss, who told the baker Lerz that his bays were +ruined, but that he had received two fine Burgundians in exchange.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">It was now highly important to find Ernst. We left the house +before +day-break; Bertha was still sleeping.</p> + +<p class="normal">I permitted Martella and Rothfuss to conduct me to the +hospital in +which the Colonel was lying. I was scarcely conscious where I was, or +whither I was going; I felt as if there was a heavy burden upon my +shoulders, and could not help looking to the right and left, as if +something was threatening me. But I could endure it and could proceed +without assistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rolunt seemed to have expected me. He said the Colonel was in +about the +same condition, neither better nor worse. I bade him send one of the +female attendants to Bertha; I could not tell him who it was I sought.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we left the house, my grandson, the vicar, approached me. +"Grandfather, I know all," said he, "but at such a time one can bear +manifold troubles. I also endure them; I have just come from my sad +duties at a deathbed."</p> + +<p class="normal">I told him that we were seeking Ernst, and we thought he might +be with +those with whom, just before the march, he had held a brief divine +service. We went with him. The day began to dawn.</p> + +<p class="normal">The graceful figure of Martella seemed to hover in the gray +twilight, +and as she turned and looked upon me, it seemed to me that the +extraordinary depth of the sockets of her eyes was greater than ever. +There was something sadly brilliant in her glance, and it seemed +directed to a distance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Before the village, on a plain in front of a small hill, the +regiments +were formed in deep squares, presenting masses that looked like church +walls.</p> + +<p class="normal">We searched around. Martella went to the left, Rothfuss to the +right. +They came back; they had not found Ernst, and yet he must be there. +Martella stood quietly near me; only once did she look up at me, and +her eye was piercingly brilliant. She folded her hands together +convulsively, apparently, also, to conceal her trepidation.</p> + +<p class="normal">A chorale was performed by the band, in which all the troops +present +joined, while the heavens reddened as the vicar, with steady steps, +descended the hill, and wended his way towards us. Every one held his +breath; perhaps Ernst is down there among them.</p> + +<p class="normal">The vicar spoke with a clear voice. He had pleased by his +written +words, but when he spoke, it was still better and more inspiring.</p> + +<p class="normal">"See here!" he exclaimed. "I have come here without any Bible. +Holy is +the Book of Revelation, thrice holy. With it the world has learned to +comprehend itself and God, and will gather instruction from it to all +eternity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I carry it in my heart, and from my heart I call out to you +in the +words of the Apostle Paul (Romans xiv. 7): 'For none of us liveth to +himself, and no man dieth to himself.' That should be in your soul, in +your memory, should your soul be in a struggle, and, if it must be so, +in death. Thou art not for thyself in this world, and goest not for +thyself from this world. Thou art called, thou art mustered for the +great universal battle for the holy kingdom of the spirit, of honor, of +freedom, of unity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just imagine, ye who have achieved the victory and must again +win it, +how it would be if all these things were reversed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The spirit of darkness hovers in the air like millions of +black +ravens, hiding the sun and blighting everything that hath life. Through +the streets of thy native villages rage the wild hordes of Asia, and +murder, robbery, outrage, and fire prevail everywhere.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thou who mournest thy brother, or thy fallen comrade, thou +that liest +wounded, forget thy pain. Open thine eyes! Through thee, through thy +comrades, the light of the world is rescued: knowledge, justice, +decency, honor, integrity. I say it to you and you may say it to each +other; for thus has God willed it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And thou who still holdest the weapon in thy firm grasp, be +of +cheerful heart! The saints hover over the banners that you shall +victoriously bring home; and when the bloody, cruel, terrible work is +done, then you will permit no other pride to possess you, than that you +were summoned to labor for the kingdom of freedom and unity, for the +kingdom of the spirit, in which there is no enemy to be conquered, but +in which each shall be a moving temple of the Holy Spirit. Keep +yourselves firm: for none of us liveth to himself, and no man dieth to +himself. Amen!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A quiet prayer was offered up; then the regiments moved into +column, +and the whole army set itself in motion.</p> + +<p class="normal">The vicar came to me, and for a long while held me by the +hand. We +uttered no word. Then he followed the army, and I went with Rothfuss +and Martella back to the hospital.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">We met Annette, whose presence had greatly improved Bertha's +spirits.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette took us into an out-of-the-way room, and there said, +"I have +for a long time called you father from mere sentiment. You allowed me, +but now I dare to do so because it is my right."</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave me a letter from Richard, from head quarters, and the +letter +was addressed, "My beloved bride."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette kissed my trembling hands, and she kissed me again and +again, +when I told her that my wife in her dying hour had called out, "Richard +will marry her after all."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette added that they did not intend to get married until +peace was +concluded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," said Bertha, as if addressing me, "you will +understand +that we can give no expression to our joy just now."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette, indeed, did not permit us to linger long over this +joyful +message. She said that her patients now claimed all her time, and only +while we were descending the steps, she once stopped and quietly +related to us how her old custom of pouring out her feelings with every +new experience had suddenly opened the hearts that had so long been as +if sealed towards each other. She had said to Richard, who recently +passed through here, "So long as men are well, they are all alike. When +they are wounded or sick, each one displays the traits that are +peculiar to him." Then Richard replied, "You speak from my mother's +soul;" and on that day they were betrothed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now I no more need," said Annette, as we went on, "to +chloroform my +soul with religion. I have learned to apply the real chloroform, and in +helping others we help ourselves also."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette invited us to go with her to the patients; she might +thereby +make the tedious hours of watching more easy for Bertha. She first +conducted us to a handsome young man with a full, blond beard, whose +thigh had been fractured. Her mere appearance seemed to revive the sick +man.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a pathetic look with which he gazed upon her, and +stretched his +thin hand towards her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Annette introduced him to us as an artist of great repute, +and, +assuming a merry tone of voice, she said, "He has painted me in other +colors. He does not like the dull and sombre black; indeed, the +silver-gray dress with the white apron is much more cheerful. And why +should we not be cheerful?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The face of the young man brightened, and Annette bade Bertha +to read +something to him. In going the rounds, she made us acquainted with a +wounded German officer, who never ceased heaping extravagant praises +upon his nurse. Annette bade me to come quickly to a man from my +village, for whom I could perhaps do something, and, with a trembling +voice, mentioned Carl's name to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">We approached his bed. He gazed upon me with staring eyes, and +cried, +in heart-rending tones, "Mother, mother!" I spoke to him; I asked him +if he knew me. But he continually exclaimed, "Mother, mother, mother!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The surgeon came and bade us leave the patient. Then he said +to +Annette, "Have a screen placed here. This young man may die at any +moment, and the others should neither see nor know of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Just as the screen was put in its place, the door opened, and +a voice +was heard, "My child! my child! Carl! my child! Carl!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mother, mother!" cried the wounded man, and he raised himself +up, and +mother and son were folded in each other's arms. Then Carl cried out, +"Marie! you too! you too, there! Come!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He then fell back.</p> + +<p class="normal">The surgeon then approached and said, "He is extremely weak, +and in a +critical condition!" Restoratives were applied and he opened his eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a while he said, "How did you know that I--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be quiet! don't speak so much! Don't exert yourself too much. +Your +eyes have already told me everything. And now, yes, it was the vicar, +Waldfried's grandson, who wrote me where you were."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am hungry. Give me something to eat!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have brought you one of our hens; I brought it all the way +from +home," said the old woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I must eat, I must eat!" exclaimed Carl. His strength, wasted +and +exhausted through loss of blood, appeared to return, and he seemed +rescued by the magic of love.</p> + +<p class="normal">His mother ought to have left him, but she would not obey the +surgeon. +She obeyed me, however. When she saw Bertha, she cried out, "My son, +my Carl, my child lives! Bertha! I tell you, your husband who lies +there--Bertha, your husband is saved too: he will be saved."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bertha!" We heard a call from the adjoining room; it was the +voice of +the colonel.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha almost swooned; I caught her in my arms. She collected +herself +and hurried towards the door; it was closed. Annette called to us from +within, that we should wait quietly, for it was a critical moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">What anxious moments were those, while we stood at the door +listening +to the movements and groans within.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a while, the surgeon hastily opened the door, and said, +"Now go +away softly! There has been a hemorrhage, and the ball has come with +it. There is now a chance of his recovery, but I must insist on perfect +quiet!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha sank to the floor, while she placed her finger on her +lips, and +motioned me to be silent. They say that we were only waiting a quarter +of an hour. But oh! how long it seemed! Then the surgeon opened the +door again, and, seeing Bertha on the floor, said, "You may go in now +and shake hands with the Colonel, but do not say anything to him, as he +is not allowed to speak for the present."</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha went in. She reached her hand to her husband. He moved +his eyes +in recognition; then the surgeon motioned us to depart.</p> + +<p class="normal">We went away. From afar, we could hear the rattle of musketry +and the +roar of artillery, and the reports constantly became louder and more +frequent.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Evening was approaching, when the surgeon sent us word that +his patient +had been sleeping. He had awakened and asked for Bertha and me.</p> + +<p class="normal">We went to him. He could only recognize us by glances, and a +wonderful +smile overspread his features. He turned his eyes to the surgeon, who +understood him, and said, "Yes, your wife may sit here for a quarter of +an hour. But you must both be perfectly quiet."</p> + +<p class="normal">And so we sat there speechless, and heard the din of battle +gradually +cease; only occasional shots were now fired.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was called to the front of the house. Martella and Rothfuss +stood +before me. Martella, breathless, told me that Ernst's company had again +been in the fight, many were missing, and, among them, Ernst; he ought +to be hunted up.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss desired that I should stay behind; but Martella +exclaimed, +seizing my arm, "What do you mean? Father goes with us!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She had made a wreath to take to Ernst, and she held it in her +trembling hands. She carried Ernst's prize-cup and a bottle of wine in +a basket on her arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">We went through the village towards the hill. Four men +approached with +a litter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ernst! Ernst!" cried Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">The two men stopped, and one asked, "Who's there? Who calls?" +It was +Ikwarte's voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Set it down!" commanded the other. "Isn't that Martella?" It +was +Wolfgang who spoke.</p> + +<p class="normal">We stepped nearer. They carried a man who had been shot in the +leg. The +man raised his head, and said, "That is his father." It was the son of +the owner of the saw-mill down in the valley. "He commissioned me to +carry his love to you. He made himself known to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is he? Is he dead?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He must be lying up there. Oh! he has done great things."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What has he done? Where is he?" anxiously inquired Martella. +"Speak! +be quick! listen, father!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The wounded man raised himself with difficulty and spoke:</p> + +<p class="normal">"We stood within range of the enemy's batteries. Shot after +shot tore +through our ranks. Many were falling. Everybody sheltered himself. +Ernst stood upright, and said in a clear voice, 'Stand firm! Face the +bullets! That's the way to be brave.' Finally, we advanced, when a +lieutenant was shot in the forehead; our sergeant stepped into his +place, and he also fell. Then Ernst took command, and marched along by +the drummer. Bang! then the drummer was shot. Ernst unloosened the drum +from his body, and drummed for us. He beat a powerful flourish, and +cried out, 'Give it to them!' Then there came a shell, and I lay on the +ground and saw nothing more. When I came to myself, I still heard +drumming. But all at once there was a report, a cry--and the drumming +ceased."</p> + +<p class="normal">Martella tore up the wreath; but she quickly seized the +grasses and +flowers and held them with a convulsive grasp.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Away! away! we must find him!" she exclaimed. "We must find +him! He is +living!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Ikwarte and Wolfgang hastened with the wounded man into a +neighboring +house. Not far off, a wagon stopped. They returned with it, and +Wolfgang and Martella sat in it with me. So we drove on through the +entire night. Ikwarte knew where the miller's son was sheltered. We +were silent; only Martella murmured to herself, "Keep up, Ernst; keep +up! We are coming! Oh! mother in heaven, look down upon him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">We were obliged to get out--the road crossed the fields. I +went a +little distance, but could go no farther. Both of the faithful servants +begged that Wolfgang would stay with me. We sat down by the roadside, +and noticed a moving object quite near us. It was a wounded horse, that +raised its head, and then, with a rattle in its throat, fell back dead.</p> + +<p class="normal">We heard Martella, across the field, calling, "Ernst! Ernst! +my Ernst! +where are you! Ernst! we are here, your father and I!" Then we heard +nothing more.</p> + +<p class="normal">A chill seized me. The ground was damp, and Wolfgang insisted +that I +should sit upon the dead horse, whose body was still warm. We quietly +waited. In the heavens the clouds were scudding by, and here and there +the stars sparkled. In the village a clock commenced striking. Wolfgang +counted aloud: it struck eleven.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now some one approached; my name was called. It was Ikwarte.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have found him," he joyfully exclaimed. "Come quickly!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is he living?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">Accompanied by Ikwarte and Wolfgang, I went along. Oh! I +cannot tell +the horrors I then saw and heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There, by the torch, there he is!"</p> + +<p class="normal">My knees shook under me. Then a man came again towards us, and +cried +out, "Grandfather, come! There is yet time!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was my grandson, the vicar. We reached the place. There lay +Martella +on the ground bending over a figure. Rothfuss stood by her with the +torch, and Martella cried, "Ernst, wake up! Your father is here!"</p> + +<p class="normal">I kneeled down by him. I saw his face. His eyes were closed, +but his +breast rose and fell quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ernst! my beloved child! my long-lost child! Ernst! your +father calls +you! Your mother calls you from eternity! Ernst, you shall live! you +have repented; you have atoned! Ernst, Ernst! my son, my son!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He opened his eyes and moved his hand towards me. I seized it; +it was +stiff.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father, forgive!" he moaned. "Martella, pardon! Oh! +mother--father!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He breathed his last breath. I just saw Martella throw herself +upon +him, with an agonizing cry; then I saw and heard nothing more.</p> + +<br> + +<br> +<hr class="W10"> +<h2>BOOK SIXTH.</h2> +<hr class="W10"> +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"Stand firm! Face the bullets!" With these words, Ernst had +encouraged +his men to the last. My own experience illustrated them.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a considerable time, I did not know what had happened, +either to me +or to those about me. I only knew that I lay behind a white curtain +with blue flowers, and could not keep my eyes open for any length of +time. The flowers assumed all sorts of odd shapes, and the fantastic +figures seemed to be ever changing and rushing towards me.</p> + +<p class="normal">I think I was not really sick, only inexpressibly weak; and +the fatigue +and exhaustion prevented me from directing my thoughts at will. I was +childishly grateful for everything. I looked at the wood in the door +and rejoiced that it was firm; I heard the fire in the stove and was +delighted that it warmed me; I was grateful to the bed that supported +me, so that I did not need to do it myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">I remember that Bertha and Annette would occasionally visit +me; but my +grandson Wolfgang stayed with me nearly all the time. Through the +hardships of war and constant exposure, Wolfgang had almost ripened +into manhood. He had become stronger and stouter than of old, and his +voice was now more manly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am so glad, grandfather, to hear you call me by my own name +again; +you always used to call me Ernst," said Wolfgang one day, and from that +hour I felt that the heavy clouds were slowly clearing away; and when +they had disappeared, I saw everything around me distinctly, and by +degrees I remembered what had happened.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is Ernst--buried?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, grandfather."</p> + +<p class="normal">I now asked Wolfgang to inform me what had occurred while I +was +unconscious, and what had become of Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Grandfather," said Wolfgang, "I must tell you the truth. +Martella is +no longer separated from Ernst. She has reached the goal."</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt as if the clouds were again gathering before my eyes, +but, +through the mists, I met Gustava's lustrous eyes, saying, "She was true +till death."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wolfgang took my hand in his, and the youth's firm grasp gave +me +renewed strength. I begged him to tell me all, and he began:</p> + +<p class="normal">"We brought you down to Aunt Annette, who, foreboding evil, +had met us +half-way. It then suddenly occurred to us that in our dreadful +excitement and anxiety about you, no one had taken care of Martella, +and that she had not followed us. Rothfuss said he was completely worn +out, and must stay with his master. Ikwarte has nerves and muscles of +steel. I felt as if my eyes burnt in their sockets; never before +had I been so tired; but I returned with him, nevertheless, to the +battle-field, half dead with sleep and fatigue." Wolfgang shivered, +stopped awhile, and then continued: "We knew the place where Ernst lay, +and soon found him. The moon lit up his face wonderfully. Beside him +lay Martella, motionless; she clung to him in a close embrace, cheek to +cheek, hand in hand. Is she dead, too? It were best! I bent down to +her; she breathed heavily. I called her name. How she stared at me +wildly and vacantly! Then she motioned us to be quiet, and whispered, +'He will soon be warm again; soon, very soon.' I tried to persuade her +to follow us; she answered, 'O Wolfgang! you are so good; bring some +wild honey. Oh, wait, Ernst! your nephew is coming with wild honey, and +here I have your cup, your hunting cup.' I tried to persuade her, and +she answered, 'Oh, you have mother's voice. Mother, tell him, oh, tell +him to rise again.' She threw herself beside the corpse, and when I +cried, 'Martella, get up; come with us,' she answered, 'You see he +cannot move now, but I will follow you; you have my mother's voice.' +She did not then seem to remember the dead. She went with me and let me +lead her by the hand; but suddenly she tore away and returned, crying, +'They leave him lying alone on the cold ground, in the dark night.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"She broke down. We tried to administer some restorative, but +her mouth +was firmly closed, and her breast was heaving violently. At last +Ikwarte succeeded in administering the draught. We brought her to a +ruined house in the vicinity. The doors had all been taken off--I had +helped at the work myself; they had done service as litters.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We placed Martella on a seat by the hearth, and I succeeded +in +gathering some wood and starting a fire. 'Oh, how good! Oh, how warm!' +said she to the flickering flames. Her teeth chattered. We hoped that, +after she was well warmed, she would be able to go farther with us. She +sat there quietly, her elbows resting on her knees, her face covered +with both her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Wolfgang, keep me with you,' she said suddenly. 'Be good to +me; you +are his brother's child; keep me with you--do not leave me. Tell me how +many years it is since he died? O Ernst, you are so happy that I cannot +weep. Why are you glad? Oh, if I could but weep! You have been away so +long, and why do you not return? What shall I do in this world without +you! Mother, Ernst is with you; you do not need him; send him to me--he +is mine. I have nothing more in this world. My dog is dead, too. My +little red stockings--oh, I was so happy. Martella is lost. Hunt for +her in the woods where the wild honey grows. Do you hear the cuckoo? +Cuckoo!'</p> + +<p class="normal">"She stared vacantly into the flames; then she cried: 'My eyes +burn +like fire! I cannot weep. O Ernst! Ernst!'</p> + +<p class="normal">"She tore the satchel from her girdle, tore the letter of +pardon into +fragments, and cried: 'Everything shall burn just as my eyes do. Come +here, your Highness, and see how your handwriting burns.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dawn was breaking. Through the open door, we saw some men +approaching +with a litter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Here is Herr Rautenkron,' said Ikwarte. Martella rushed out +and saw +the men carrying Ernst's body. She rushed towards them, sank beside the +litter and cried: 'My Ernst! You are not dead!'</p> + +<p class="normal">"A fearful shriek, which rang out far over the barren fields, +was +forced from her tortured breast. She clasped her hand to her heart +while a flood of tears streamed over her cheeks. Suddenly she broke +down and sank on the body of Ernst. A physician, who had come with the +men, laid his hand on her heart. It was still: he listened for her +breathing; it had ceased.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'My child! my child!' cried Rautenkron; she heard nothing +more."</p> + +<p class="normal">So ended Wolfgang's story. His firm hand clasped mine, and I +felt as if +that alone held me there among the living.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what became of Rautenkron?" I was able to ask after a +long +interval.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He had suddenly become an old man, with hollow cheeks and +lustreless +eyes. He sat on the ground, stared at the corpse, and did not speak a +word. It rained in torrents. Every one endeavored to induce Rautenkron +to seek the shelter of the hut, but he did not answer. At last he +arose, pulled the hood of his cloak over his head, lit a cigar, and +said to me, 'Stay here; I shall come back presently.' After a while, he +returned with axe and spade. Alone, he dug the grave in which Ernst and +Martella were laid."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wolfgang paused, and I remembered the sacred verses from the +lament of +David for Jonathan:</p> + +<p class="center">"In death they were not divided."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is Rautenkron?" I asked at last.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When the grave was filled up, he disappeared. Later, we +learned his +fate. You remember that our men had taken the city near by and occupied +it; but the French had so strengthened the castle which commanded it, +that it seemed impossible to drive them out. Rautenkron volunteered to +discover the mines which doubtless were under it. No one knows how he +gained an entrance, but on the following day the powder-magazines in +the cellars of the castle exploded and destroyed part of the castle, +which was then stormed. Great numbers of the enemy were killed. Careful +search was made for Rautenkron, but no trace of him was discovered, and +as, up to this time, nothing has been heard of him, it seems sure that +he was buried beneath the ruins."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Bertha informed me that the Colonel was out of danger, and was +staying +in the city during his convalescence. The physician thought he would be +able to lead his regiment within a few weeks. The old spinner had +returned homewards with Carl. He had been taken to the hospital of our +capital.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And Anton, of the saw-mill--is he dead?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Father, I am telling you the whole truth; but I beg of you, +do not +seek to learn all these things to-day. Take care of yourself, for our +sakes."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was soon again able to be up, and Bertha could not say +enough in +praise of the kindness and sympathy of the French people, in whose +house I lay.</p> + +<p class="normal">The housewife now wanted to speak to me, too.</p> + +<p class="normal">She came, and was quite delighted to receive my heartfelt +thanks.</p> + +<p class="normal">A few days later, I was permitted to visit the Colonel, and +the first +words he uttered were, "Bertha, now I firmly believe in my recovery. +You wear your hair in curls again."</p> + +<p class="normal">He informed me that he had considered it an ill omen, when +Bertha had +worn her hair plain. Now that he was out of danger, the curls and +happiness were back again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he recounted everything, from the first moment of his +being +wounded, when he seemed to realize what death is. It seemed like a +stroke of lightning; then all was night and utter darkness. His +adjutant stepped to his couch, grasped his hand, kissed it, and wept +over it. He felt the kisses and the tears, but was unable to give a +sign of consciousness, either by a pressure of the hand or by a word; +within him, all was life, like a subterranean stream.</p> + +<p class="normal">I did not long have the pleasure of listening to the +reminiscences of +the convalescent Colonel. I longed to return home. When the next train +started for Germany, it was in charge of Professor Rolunt, who had +nursed the Colonel like a brother; they yielded to my entreaties, and, +in a well-heated car, I journeyed homewards.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wolfgang accompanied me to the State capital, and then, in +company with +Christiane, returned with a load of medicines and delicacies to the +theatre of war.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt as if I could not get thoroughly well again except at +home, and +so it proved. When I inhaled the air of our forest-covered mountains, +it gave me new life.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Privy Councillor's wife insisted on my resting at her +house for a +few days, and by the careful nursing of our physician as well as his +confident manner, which of itself was a remedy, I soon gained fresh +vigor. It did me good to hear Lady Von Rontheim entwine the memories of +our fallen sons. She informed me, briefly and clearly, of what had +happened during my illness; for now, when I could again read and +understand the papers, I noticed many lapses in my knowledge of events.</p> + +<p class="normal">While I was living in the little town, Ludwig came. I did not +comprehend how I could have omitted to inquire about him; and now he +brought with him a refreshing breeze from another hemisphere. As he had +previously informed me by letter, he had journeyed to England and then +to America, to prevent shipments of arms for the French. He had not had +much success, although he offered, through the newspapers, a large +reward for any information regarding such shipments.</p> + +<p class="normal">I felt pained when he said, "We Germans have no friends +abroad, because +we have not hitherto presented to the world an imposing front. During +the last half-century, the German nation was like a man who has the +consciousness of honest intentions, and who counts on the recognition +of them by others. But neither an individual nor a people obtains +recognition gratuitously. They must wrest it from the world; and the +best and the easiest way is not to wait for it, but to put your +shoulder to the wheel. Now the nations speak in another key; but they +would all have rejoiced if the brilliant Frenchman had overpowered us."</p> + +<p class="normal">This pained me, and I did not wish to believe it. Ludwig +proved to me +that, in England and America, some of the more far-sighted favored our +cause, and that the governments could have easily prevented the +shipment of arms and much useless carnage, had they seriously desired +it. He considered it infinitely better that we did not need to ask, as +we had hitherto done, "What do other nations think of us? How are they +inclined towards us?" but that in future others would have to ask, +"What do the Germans think of us? How are they inclined?" Ludwig, while +abroad, had, with delight, perceived the general curiosity and +amazement, in regard to the newly discovered wonder-land--Germany. He +declared that we had no idea of the effect our wonderful achievements +had had upon the people of all lands. He had everywhere announced the +German Emperor, before he even was proclaimed at home.</p> + +<p class="normal">We at home scarcely know how much we have gained in the esteem +of +others, and how gigantically our future looms up before the eyes of +astonished mankind. They see a thousand different effects flow from +this new birth; and I believe they are in the right.</p> + +<p class="normal">Conny came to town, and, with her and Ludwig, I returned home.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p class="continue">When I rode along the forest road, I saw Gaudens at his work. +He wore a +soldier-cap, and whistled "Die Wacht am Rhein," while clearing up the +ditch beside the footpath.</p> + +<p class="normal">The valley stream was frozen tight, the trees were heavily +laden with +snow. Ludwig reported that he had purchased machines in America and +England for our mill. With the aid of these, the winter would, in +future, not prevent operations. Finished work could be set up, except +when the orders were to ship the articles in separate parts. It seemed +as if he contemplated remaining with us, as he had settled up much of +his business in America. Besides, on his way home, he had taken some +large contracts from building associations. When I expressed surprise +at the varied fields of his activity, he said, "Father, I have +remembered this from what I have learned of music; you may play a +different air with each hand, and still both must be in harmony. My +right hand plays the melody 'personal advantage,' my left, the melody +'public weal;' sometimes they change about, too. I have built +water-works, that were for the good of many; but they were good for me, +too, and I do not think that without this I would have built them so +cheerfully. Just now a great mania for building prevails among the +people, and we shall be able to give employment to many good laborers +who have been driven out of France."</p> + +<p class="normal">We came to the saw-mill near the bridge. Here, on the same day +that the +news arrived of Anton's death, a workman had lost three of his ringers +by the circular saw. Ludwig went to the man and engaged him as sorter +of the different kinds of timber.</p> + +<p class="normal">The saw-mill was stopped, and all the shutters were closed. +Here we met +Joseph, who informed us that since the death of his son, the owner of +the mill had lost all energy and pleasure in his business. He had +removed to a daughter of his in the opposite valley, and wanted to sell +the property. "You must buy this, and work for us," cried Ludwig.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph answered sadly that he could not; he said he was in +danger of +losing everything. He had invested almost his entire property in wood +in the Hagenau forest, and if Bourbaki and his army should force their +way through, all would be lost over there as well as here.</p> + +<p class="normal">These were certainly very gloomy prospects, and we could not +get any +comfort at home; we daily expected the advance of Bourbaki's army, and +it was said that preparations were being made to lay the whole country +waste.</p> + +<p class="normal">My sister wrote that in Alsace it was the general belief that +there +would now be a change. Bourbaki would strike down Germany. Her husband +had hung up the pictures and epaulettes again; but with this proviso, +that if the French would not deliver them this time, he would have +nothing further to do with them, and would become a forester in +Germany.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bertha had returned to the capital, and wrote that the +Colonel, with +whom Rothfuss had remained, was again at the head of his regiment in +the division that opposed Bourbaki's advance towards the Rhine.</p> + +<p class="normal">At home, I found another cause for deep emotion; it was a +letter for me +from Ernst. It had been forwarded from the field by the army post. The +paper showed the traces of many tears. I was so much overcome, every +time I read the letter, that my children took it away from me; but I +asked them to return it, and here it is:</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">"<span class="sc">Dear Father and Mother</span>:--See me prostrate at your feet; what +I desired +to do a thousand times, and again and again postponed, I must now +finish.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know that, both for you and for me, my deeds have filled +many days +and nights--nay, whole years--with sadness. I cannot express in words +what I have thought and felt while on the march in the hot sun, or at +night when I looked up to the stars that shone also on my paternal +home. And, oh! how, when on the march and parched with thirst, I longed +for a drop of water from our fountain. I write with burning tears, but +they cannot blot out the past, nor recall a single wasted hour. Lost! +lost! I repent, I suffer deeply. You often told me, mother, 'You must +curb your spirit.' I could not succeed in my peaceful home, although I +had so many to help me you, father, Martella, my brothers and sisters. +From afar, the sound of ardent prayer swells into an eager wail for +redemption. I have wasted all. Am I a sacrifice to my country's misery? +And now comes the most dreadful consequence of my misdeeds. We have +received orders to take ship to fight against Germany. No, not against +Germany. The old misery is here again with redoubled force. An officer +has confided to me, that several of the lesser German states had called +upon France to release them from the tyranny of Prussia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I had loaded my gun and pointed it at my head, but, thinking +of you, I +fired into the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it my guilt, or am I but a drop in the stream that +overflows its +bed?</p> + +<p class="normal">"O my parents! He who leaves his country is suspended in +mid-air, and +has no ground to stand upon. It is well that the end is near; but I +wish you to know that my soul is with you at home. At this moment, I +feel your hands on my head, blessing me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"May Martella remain forever true! I can say nothing to her. +Oh, +Richard was in the right. How dared I, who was nothing for myself, bind +another life to mine?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thank you a thousand times for all the kindness, all the +love you +bestowed upon me who am unworthy of it, and upon Martella who deserves +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg forgiveness of my brothers and sisters for the wrongs I +have +done them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not mourn for me; I shall find the way to atonement. +Console and +comfort yourselves with the thought of one who will remember you till +death.</p> + +<p class="right">"ERNST."</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p class="continue">"Father, I did not hitherto wish to speak of it, but now I +must tell +you," said Ludwig, one day.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For God's sake, what can have happened?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing bad, quite the contrary; I am resolved to remain +here. I did +not wish to tell you until peace was restored, but I think that this is +the time when the news will do you most good."</p> + +<p class="normal">I deemed it my duty to advise him to delay before making up +his mind, +but he replied, "I have considered everything. Whatever a man may +achieve in this world, be it ever so great or important, if he has not +done his whole duty to his parents, all else is vain. I remain with +you, and to public duties I will devote as much of my life as can be +spared from you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus spoke my son, whose roving life in America we thought had +made him +harsh and cold.</p> + +<p class="normal">I inquired whether he had already consulted his wife. He +replied that +there was no doubt of her consent, because she would simply and gladly +consent as soon as he should tell her that it was for the best.</p> + +<p class="normal">Conny at once consented. She mentioned that her father had +always +prophesied that she would some time return to Europe. She now felt +particularly happy, because, if it should turn out that a German +confederation with an emperor at its head would be established, the +ideal of her father's life, and for the sake of which he went into +exile, would be realized.</p> + +<p class="normal">While our eyes were wandering from the warlike past to a +peaceful +future, we were thrilled over and over again by the thought that our +army stood like a gigantic wall in the path of the advancing Bourbaki.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig told me that, in connection with some friends, he +intended to +start a new building association for the public benefit. He had found +the starting point with some former friends from the gymnasium. Their +object was to locate some grand industrial establishments in the +country, in order to avert the threatened overcrowding of the large +cities, by giving profitable employment to the dwellers in the rural +districts. He intended to transfer his mill to the company, and also to +enlarge it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha, who had remained with her mother in the city, sent us +a letter +from Julius. He wrote about the great sortie from Paris, and what heavy +sacrifices it had cost us. He was very happy to have been able to give +proofs of his valor, and he had received the Iron Cross of the first +class on the field of battle.</p> + +<p class="normal">Madam Von Rontheim begged me to hold myself in readiness to +return to +the city within a few days.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was towards evening when the sounds of great rejoicing were +heard in +the village. All flocked together, and we heard loud cries, "Rothfuss +is here again!" Rothfuss came with two horses harnessed to his vehicle, +and two following in the rear.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I bring four captured Frenchmen," he cried: "I have bought +them +honestly. Of course I paid only for their hides. They are not much more +than skin and bone anyway, but in a week I shall feed four new horses +into their skins. When they taste the fodder from our mountain forests, +they will think, 'What a fine country Germany is; there they feed +horses on sweet herbs.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss also brought the great news that our German troops +had pushed +Bourbaki and his men to the wall; just as might have been done in a +tavern fight.</p> + +<p class="normal">We did not quite understand what he really meant. Then Joseph +brought +the newspaper. Alsace was free; and his joy over the victory was +enhanced by the certainty that his timber in the Hagenau forest was now +all safe.</p> + +<p class="normal">We read about the three days' battle before Belfort; and as +long as +valor and endurance are remembered, history will have a glorious page +to unfold there.</p> + +<p class="normal">My daughter Johanna came down to enjoy a few days' rest with +us. In +spite of the great hardships she had undergone, she had become +stronger, and looked more cheerful. She wanted to deliver her good news +in person. Her daughter had become engaged to a man who had lost his +right arm. Christiane had nursed him faithfully, and fallen in love +with him, and Johanna is right in saying, "She will always love him the +more because of her having to take care of him; she is just the wife +for an invalid."</p> + +<p class="normal">On the very next day, we had a triumphal entry in our village. +Carl was +well again, but carried his left arm in a sling. Rothfuss harnessed his +four "Bourbakis" (they were lean as yet, but lively) and drove Carl and +his mother, four-in-hand. Down at the saw-mill, Marie mounted beside +Carl and rode along into the village.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss stopped before the house of the meadow-farmer. Nobody +was to +be seen there, but all cried, "Hurrah for the meadow-farmer!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You must say the old farmer," commanded Rothfuss, "because +Carl is now +the young meadow farmer. Come out, old fellow; Napoleon had to +abdicate, too. Give up your flail to Carl, the conqueror."</p> + +<p class="normal">At last the door opened. The old meadow farmer came out and +welcomed +Carl. It seemed as if the cheering would never end. Carl becomes the +meadow farmer! After this everything is possible.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you any news of my faithful nurse, the Captain's wife?" +asked +Carl, when he entered our room; and the old woman, who had not heard a +word, also asked, "How is the worthy lady?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Just then, as it happened, a letter arrived from her.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Annette wrote:</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">"What happiness it is to write to you! This is the first time +that I +address you as your real and true daughter. Do you remember how ill you +took it when I once called you Patriarch? You were right, because +bandying sharp speeches was a great fault of mine. Too much of the +intellectual was my misfortune and that of all of us. Now I am nothing +but a quiet ant, crawling up a tree and bearing my tiny mite; to be one +ant amongst a thousand is now my only ambition. I do not wish to be +anything for myself. I must give you an extract from Richard's letter. +What is dearest and most beautiful in it, I cannot, of course, repeat +to you. He writes:</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">"'Hitherto, our happiness consisted in the general belief that +every +one was a nobody, unless he was something quite apart, because the +people as a whole were held in but little esteem. Germany was like the +educated Jew, who is always intent on hearing from others, "How do they +regard me?" "What do they think of me?" You yourself,'--but here he +begins praising me--enough of that.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'It gave me great pleasure to have Johanna with us in the +hospital for +a few days, which enabled us, by working together, to gain a better +appreciation of each other. She has gathered experience and insight +from other sources than myself, and she insists that nature is better +than what we call principle. We can afford to let the latter pass, here +and there. She acknowledges that unbelievers, as she calls us, are +capable of virtuous actions. This war has taught all of us not to ask +for dogmas, but for deeds.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'I am scarcely able to-day, to write a letter in my own name. +It was +general mail-day, and I sat for hours at the bedside of the sick, +writing word for word as they dictated. I am glad to have learnt enough +French to be able to write for the officer whom you may remember. How +manifold are the relations of life with which I have become +familiarized! There is much wonderful beauty hidden in the world, and +every people and every station in life has its share.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'I had to add postscripts to two letters announcing the death +of those +in whose name they were written. One was the son of honored parents, +and the other was himself the head of a family, and leaves four +children.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'<i>Midnight</i>.--I could not write further. Now all is +hushed; and I do +not wish to sleep before fulfilling my duty towards you. I find it +hateful, when in full health, to say, "I cannot," and, therefore, +continue writing. I feel as if mother were sitting beside me and +saying, "Tell my husband everything. The best remedy against fear is to +know the whole truth." But I must inform you about Martella.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'<i>The next day</i>.--Last night, while I was writing the +last sentence, +Wolfgang came. He informed me that he had told you all. I may then +speak of ourselves again.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"Richard has written me: 'Remember that you once told me you +would go +through the wide world with me. That may now come to pass. Through +varied labors which have given entire satisfaction, I have received an +offer of employment in the foreign service, and it may happen that we +shall have to begin our married life in the new world. I leave my quiet +study, or rather I shall not return to it. I may be able to influence +the living present, and you, my good and lovely wife, shall win +admiration and respect in the highest circles. I am proud to place you +in life's highest stations, and for this reason I joyfully surrender my +solitary, peaceful studies and long-cherished plans of scientific +investigation.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"How I replied to Richard you will see by these lines, which I +copy for +you without conventional modesty; they are from a second letter, in +answer to mine:</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">"'A thousand times, I kiss your hands and press you to my +heart. You +are my good genius. Pardon every unpleasant thought which, in the +erring past, I may have harbored against you. Even then, despite +myself, my mother knew you better than I did; her blessing rests upon +your head. You have liberated me and brought me back to myself; I +receive all willingly from your hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'How clever and how pointed are your accounts of the nothings +of +diplomatic life which you noticed in Paris at the house of your +sister-in-law, the wife of our ambassador.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Pardon me that I was just a little jealous of the title of +nobility, +and that I thought you might regret having to change it for a plain +civilian name. I thank you for scolding me so merrily about it; but I +reproach myself very seriously that I could entertain such a thought +for a single instant.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'How much you are in the right! I dare not abandon my +innermost +convictions. Your Christian admonition has gone right to my heart: yes, +I would have been doing violence to my soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Now all is bright and free within and around me. It is +settled. I +shall keep on the straight line marked out for me; I am born and bred a +man of letters. <i>You</i> see clearly what I could not confess to you or +myself. For your sake the glitter of life allured, and attracted me. I +fondly imagined your queenly form moving among those the world call +noblest; but you, my lovely wife, are greater, purer, and freer than I +am. You do not wish to shine; you will live for me, and I am to live +for my ideal. It is decided; I am fortified against all temptation. I +shall remain true to my calling, to you, and to myself.'</p> + +<hr class="W10"> + +<p class="normal">"I have told you all. I hope the time is not far off when this +horrible +war, this killing and dying, will be but as a shadowy dream in our +memories. There must be peace at last, and peace will bring home to you</p> + +<p style="margin-left:50%">"Your happy daughter,</p> + +<p class="right">"<span class="sc">Annette</span>."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The very same day, a messenger arrived from the Counciller's +wife, to +call me, and I drove to the city with Joseph and Ludwig. From afar, we +heard the booming of cannon, and at the new saw-mill the lumber +merchant Schwarzenberg, an ever-faithful patriot, told me: "We have an +Emperor; he has been proclaimed at Versailles." This was as it should +be. Our great achievements in war were consecrated by the establishment +of the German Empire.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig was dissatisfied because the celebration was held on a +Prussian +anniversary. He had to acknowledge, however, that the history of +Prussia now glided into that of Germany, and that it was not improper +thus to exalt a family festival.</p> + +<p class="normal">O fortunate posterity! you can never know or appreciate our +feelings +during those days. We had long cherished these aspirations for our +country, for a United Germany; the less we could hope for their +realization, the deeper they lay in our hearts. Patriotism was like +religious martrydom. Our country did not return our love. On the +contrary, it was requited by hate and persecution from those high in +station, and by neglect and ridicule from the lowly. And, in spite of +all, for more than fifty years we stood firm and true, without hope of +reward.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the city, the bells were ringing and all the houses were +decorated +with flags. The Councillor's wife received us on the stairs and said, +"Welcome, great-grandfather! Martha has given birth to a son."</p> + +<p class="normal">How can I express the emotions that filled my heart! My +country +united under a powerful, victorious chief, and on the same day a +great-grandchild born to me. How can I deserve such unspeakable bliss!</p> + +<p class="normal">I was allowed to speak to Martha for a minute, and to take my +great-grandson in my arms. He opened his eyes, and Martha cried, "He +has his grandmother's eyes. When at Strasburg, Julius asked that his +name should be Erwin."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Councillor's wife ordered her to be quiet, adding: "You +can now be +perfectly happy; the conflict is over, and your husband returns full of +honors. You are blessed indeed, and we are blessed through you. Sleep +now; when you really want to sleep, you can do so."</p> + +<p class="normal">I had to leave the room; and, after a while, the new +grandmother came +to tell me that Martha was sleeping quietly.</p> + +<p class="normal">I remained in the city. The grandfather came for a day, and +told me +that he agreed with Julius, who, as he had so greatly distinguished +himself, wished to remain in the military service.</p> + +<p class="normal">My eyes have looked upon the third generation; I was also to +see the +dream of my youth realized in the establishment of the German Empire, +and my family had fairly done their share towards it. But our joys are +never unalloyed. No tree in the forest has an uninterrupted growth. A +raven comes, rests on its top, and bends and blights the tender +sapling.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, a raven of misfortune came. A letter from Annette +reported, in a +few hasty words, that Richard had disappeared, and that he had probably +fallen into the hands of the <i>franc tireurs</i>. There was still some hope +of his life. She had started out with Wolfgang to hunt him up. +Wolfgang, being an American citizen, could get through the lines. She +asked us to move heaven and earth to save Richard. In a postscript, she +reminded me of the wounded French officer whom she was nursing when I +searched for the Colonel. How wonderful! every good deed meets its +reward. The officer had given her a pass, from which she promised +herself the best results.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig was not for a moment alarmed by the danger into which +his only +son had ventured. He had full confidence in Wolfgang's discretion, and +his words were full of assurance that he would not be found wanting.</p> + +<p class="normal">I believe that this confidence was genuine, but I also believe +that he +tried, for my sake, to mitigate the shock which the news about Richard +had given me.</p> + +<p class="normal">It puzzled me how Richard, who did not belong to the +combatants, could +be captured by the enemy; but Ludwig stopped all brooding over it by +saying: "Father, will you accompany me to the capital? I wish to see +our ambassador; he must give me all possible assistance."</p> + +<p class="normal">In the capital, all the bells were ringing, and at the +railroad station +"extras" were announced with the Emperor's proclamation. In the midst +of a group of people in the street stood a man reading the words of the +Emperor. I knew him; it was Loedinger. His voice trembled; and when he +had finished, and the joyful crowd marched through the streets, he saw +me and embraced me heartily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What have we lived to see?" he cried. "Now we can die in +peace. But +what is the matter with you? Why do you not cheer with us?"</p> + +<p class="normal">I told him, in a few words, of the capture of my son, and the +worst +fears which it justified.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig went at once to his ambassador, and I to the palace to +see the +Prince, who would doubtless use his influence for the rescue of my son. +In the palace, there was great commotion. They said that no message +could be taken to the Prince now, as he was presiding at a session of +the Privy Council. I had to wait a long while. In the streets, the +rejoicing went on; it could be faintly heard from afar. The whole city +was illuminated.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last I was told that the Prince could not see me today; I +must leave +my petition with the chief of the Cabinet. He was a relative of my +son-in-law, and was favorably inclined towards me. He said that from +there no effective steps could be taken; that it was the business of +the Imperial government, and that I should address myself to the +Prussian ambassador, to whom he gave me a few lines. I felt like a +beggar who is sent from house to house.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the Prussian Embassy, I was informed that the American +Minister was +attending a conference, and that there was a stranger with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was called in, and found Ludwig with the two ambassadors. +All +necessary steps had already been agreed upon, and dispatches were at +once forwarded to Versailles.</p> + +<p class="normal">We drove to the station in the American Minister's coach, and +Ludwig +started for France, at once.</p> + +<p class="normal">I went to Bertha, and, in spite of the new trouble that poured +in upon +me, I felt somewhat relieved when with my daughter and her children. +Victor looked splendidly in his cadet uniform. Bertha met me with +outstretched arms, saying, "Father, we shall soon have peace, and he is +now almost a general."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not the least part of my sorrow that I had to inform +Bertha of +our deep anxiety for Richard. In the gladness of her heart, she +ascribed it all to the exaggerated fears of Annette. The human heart is +selfish; in moments of great happiness it wants to hear nothing of the +sorrows of others, and refuses to believe them.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was compelled to mar the joy of the proud, loving wife; and +when +Bertha too was filled with alarm, she pitied Annette even more than her +brother. She thought it particularly hard that Annette, who was so good +and self-sacrificing, should again and again be overwhelmed with +sorrow. She believed that Richard had loved Annette before the death of +her husband, and that his repentance and severity towards himself +caused him to be so bitter to her. He struggled with his love for the +woman on whom his eyes had rested with admiration at a time when such +admiration was sinful.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the other hand her natural good humor and buoyancy of +spirits made +her confident that Richard would surely soon be saved. Richard always +was a lucky fellow. She remembered, from childhood, that once while I +was coming down the river on a raft with my raftsmen, Richard stood on +shore, and, crying "Father!" rushed out into the stream till the water +came up to his chin. Balbina ran to the rescue, and, when he was safely +ashore he laughed heartily. He had not been conscious of danger or +fear.</p> + +<p class="normal">While Bertha recalled all this, I became more tranquil, and +when she +expressed her confident hope that we would not live to see another war, +I heartily agreed with her.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">It was well that I had come up to the capital, for Parliament +had been +convoked, in order to consider the new constitution, or rather, the +question of giving in our adhesion to the North German Confederation.</p> + +<p class="normal">I scarcely heard the speeches, and did not have the strength +to take +the floor myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">When a vote was at last reached, it went hard with me to vote +"aye." In +spite of my joy that there was now a United Germany, I had labored too +long for the establishment of German landed rights, to content myself +without their being embodied in laws.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was deeply moved by a remark of my old and faithful +colleague, +Loedinger: "I fear that in the new German constitution, it will only be +too evident that the movement which brought it about, was not initiated +by the people."</p> + +<p class="normal">We heard from Annette and Wolfgang, who wrote that they had at +last +obtained a clue to aid them in the search for Richard. He had, for a +long time, been dragged about the country, and had then been sent to +the Isles d'Hyéres.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now, for the first time, I learned the details of his capture. +Richard +had crossed our lines into the enemy's country, being tempted to do so +by a desire to investigate certain points of local history. He was +arrested by the <i>franc tireurs</i>, who took him for a spy and wanted to +shoot him. It was only through the interference of a man who was able +to read Richard's journal that he was saved from instant death.</p> + +<p class="normal">This was all they had been able to discover, up to the arrival +of +Ludwig, who sent Wolfgang home, and continued the search with Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">They were often led astray, and shown prisoners whom they did +not know. +They would have liked to console and encourage them by the news of the +progress of our victorious armies and the certainty of a speedy peace, +but they dared not risk it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig added to his letter minute directions concerning the +mill.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were now perfectly safe in pushing the enterprise forward, +as +Bourbaki's forces had been driven into Switzerland and disarmed.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not content myself at the capital, and journeyed +homewards. On +the way, I met Baron Arven, who had returned from the field seriously +ill, and who hoped to regain his health at home. I accompanied him, and +found some pleasure in bearing him company in his deserted mansion--his +wife was in Rome, both his sons still in the field. "I shall die at +home after all," was his invariable answer whenever we attempted to +console him. Our excellent physician prepared me for the worst. I was +with Arven in his last hour, and was present when his remains were +deposited in the family vault.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph came to take me home.</p> + +<p class="normal">In war times, one's feelings at last become familiarized with +death +scenes.</p> + +<p class="normal">I soon again was called upon to take a part in public life.</p> + +<p class="normal">The election campaign opened. Remminger, who had returned from +the +field to get cured of severe rheumatism, brought me the paper which +represented our party. In it, he was recommended as delegate to the +Reichstag from our district, as a man of merit, and of experience in +military matters. I did not begrudge him the honor, nor the office. It +gave his life a greater value, though I did not know that he ever took +any part in political matters, or even showed any desire in that +direction.</p> + +<p class="normal">I thought it remarkable that in the article, particular stress +was laid +on the fact, that he was a friend and former comrade of my son-in-law, +who had so greatly distinguished himself in the three days' battle +against Bourbaki.</p> + +<p class="normal">What motive could there have been for referring to that fact? +However, +if it could be of any use to the man, I was content.</p> + +<p class="normal">He asked me whether I had had any hand in the publication of +the +article. He had never thought of taking part in politics, but if the +place were offered him, he would not shirk the duty. I heard that the +article was supposed to have emanated either from Joseph or myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">We inquired at the office, and were informed that the +nomination had +been sent in with the stamp of our nearest post-office, and with a +rather indistinct signature, which might well be Joseph's.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph asserted that Funk was the author. I did not believe +it, because +the entire article did not contain a single superlative. He never +could, even while writing, restrain his peculiar talent for screaming.</p> + +<p class="normal">Great thoughts stirred the hearts of men, but littleness, +cunning, and +mischief-making had not ceased either. But what matters it? A tree +grows all the same, whether ants and beetles crawl upon it or not.</p> + +<p class="normal">A second article shortly afterward appeared in the country +papers, in +which it was said that military despotism had unmasked its batteries. +But the people were awake; the people, who did not pray to the god +whose name is Success; but were true to their own eternal aims and +ideas. The clamor of victory must not drown the cries for liberty. We +still had approved champions in our midst; our district still owned an +independent man of large landed property; he should be deputy; they +should be made to see at Berlin what plain, strong men tilled our land.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph asserted that the papers of the popular party wanted to +draw me +to their side. There were inquiries in the journals from different +quarters as to who was meant by "the firm man of solid worth," until he +was named at last. It was Schweitzer-Schmalz. As usual, it was claimed +that South Germany was the only real Germany, just as peasants were +said to be the only genuine people. To-day, the peasants; to-morrow, +perhaps the so-called laborer. The red waistcoat of Schweitzer-Schmalz +was to do service as the popular flag.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph was filled with anger and disgust, and I urged him to +accept the +nomination himself. He had much influence, and there were few other men +in the district so well thought of as he.</p> + +<p class="normal">I can say much in Joseph's favor; he wishes to see the state +honestly +served; but he also likes to attend to his business. Just then, Joseph +had indeed a heavy load to carry. He had brought a large squad of +foresters from the Tyrol, and had to provide several new teams.</p> + +<p class="normal">We heard that Schweitzer-Schmalz had, at first, declined the +proffered +offer; but when he found the election was not to cost him any money, +only some little condescension towards the poorer people, a few casks +of beer, and, more than all else, strong language against military +dictation, he declared his readiness. He was plain spoken, and yet +cunning enough to declare, at the valley tavern, that, if he should be +defeated it would be more of an honor than a disgrace to him. People +would then always say, "Here is the man who ought to have been our +deputy at the Reichstag. He is a man of the right sort."</p> + +<p class="normal">The movement continued. It was a sorrowful spectacle for me, +to see how +the domestic enemies of the Empire inscribed our Frankfort Constitution +on their flag, and cried that it must be accepted without debate. What +should be done in case it was not accepted, they would not say; they +knew as well as we did, that the adoption of the constitution of 1848 +was an impossibility. But they wanted to start an opposition, and to +surround it with a halo of glory.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the last day of February, we received the news that the +preliminaries of peace were agreed upon, and our German Emperor +announced, "We have arrived at the end of the glorious but bloody war +which was so wantonly and wickedly forced upon us."</p> + +<p class="normal">We who lived on the borders were delighted beyond measure to +know that +Alsace-Lorraine had been brought home to us again; and when I was +speaking with my folks about it, Rothfuss remarked:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now I know how it worked. Those who live along the Rhine, +from Basle +downward, felt the way you do, when you lie abed in winter time and +have too narrow a blanket. Whenever you move, you are uncovered and get +cold. Now we have a good double bed; now we can stretch ourselves, and, +over there, stand the Vosges mountains; that is a good solid wall; no +draft gets through that."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">The ides of March had returned as they had twenty-three years +before, +but how different now! We stood on a basis of real power, which had +been wrested in battle from our restless neighbor.</p> + +<p class="normal">The armistice with the enemy without was concluded, but at the +polls we +had to struggle against adversaries within.</p> + +<p class="normal">The best men of our district came and explained to me how +false a game +was being played. "They are electioneering for Schweitzer-Schmalz, who +would not be so bad a man, but, at the last moment, they mean to drop +him and transfer the votes to Funk, who has acquired a considerable +fortune by the war."</p> + +<p class="normal">The men urged me, and Schwarzenberg, the lumber merchant, was +not the +least among them, to allow myself to be put up as a candidate, both as +a matter of right and duty. He claimed that I, who had assisted at the +vexatious and fruitless labors at Frankfort, should have the +nomination. Only in that way, could the defeat of the Funk party be +assured.</p> + +<p class="normal">I told them what trouble I had, and that I was too old, and +unequal to +the duties the office would impose upon me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the burgomaster of Kaltenbach, a quiet, worthy man, +reminded me +that I had often said one should drown domestic griefs in active labors +for the Fatherland. He bade me consider what would become of us +Germans, if we should fail to secure true unity.</p> + +<p class="normal">Those who had fallen in France, would, in that case, be +disgraced and +dishonored by the result.</p> + +<p class="normal">I could not yield, in spite of all that was said; and Joseph +asked me, +"If Richard is saved, will you consent?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not make vows!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did not mean it in that way; but would your mind be +sufficiently at +ease?"</p> + +<p class="normal">I asked for time to consider the matter.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was to be a meeting of electors on the next evening. I +was alone, +buried in thought; but soon a true and encouraging companion arrived. +It was a letter, the handwriting of which I did not recognize; but when +I had broken the seal and read the signature, I seemed to hear the +voice of sincerity itself--it was a letter from Doctor Wilhelmi, of +Berlin.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig had already informed me that Wilhelmi had returned +years ago, +and I had heard of his labors with genuine delight. I had often wished +to send him a word of cheer, but had not found the opportunity. Now he +wrote:</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">"All hail! thus do I salute you in your forest home. And now +let me +tell you all about ourselves. My wife and other ladies are at work day +and night at the railroad depots, providing the troops, and +particularly the sick and wounded ones, with refreshments. One day, a +large body of prisoners arrived in charge of one of your country +people. My wife observed this as soon as he opened his mouth, and asked +him about you. The man had been servant to a sullen and ill-natured +forester in your neighborhood, and you may imagine how glad we were to +hear of you. For years I have often read your name, and often intended +to write to you; now, a messenger had come to us from you.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We provided him with quarters. He is really becoming spoiled +by our +friends, for the Berlin folks find the Suabian dialect 'charming, +delightful,' and your countryman is a rogue.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He outherods Herod; speaks the dialect more emphatically than +ever +Suabian did before, and, when his bravery is praised (he has received +many orders) is condescending enough to confess, 'We did not do +everything; the Prussians too behaved quite decently.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Quite decently,' is the highest compliment your countrymen +ever +bestow on any one. When the man gets home he will tell you that the +Berlinese are all angels. I sincerely trust that you, too, will soon +make their acquaintance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How are your children? above all, the daughter who was with +you in +Strasburg years ago.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hear that Ludwig is with you. Tell him to remain; we need +men like +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What has become of the handsome boy, Arndt's favorite, who +was with us +in Frankfort? And what of the young student who came to visit us there?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Write to me, or, what would be better still, come here soon. +We need +old masons to build up the new state."</p> + +<p class="normal">His wife had added a postscript saying: "When you come to +Berlin, you +must stay with us."</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="normal">Joseph thought the best way to keep Ludwig at home would be to +elect +him a member of the Reichstag. He had made inquiries of an attorney in +the little neighboring town, and had been told that Ludwig had not +resided long enough in Germany to be eligible; but that as these were +extraordinary times, the Reichstag would probably admit him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The matter was brought before the election committee, but was +not +carried, as we should not be so sure of our voters if we had to go +before the county a second time. The country people could with +difficulty be induced to lose a work-day; the high pitch of patriotic +sentiment that now obtained might not last long.</p> + +<p class="normal">I accepted the nomination.</p> + +<p class="normal">I have nothing to report in regard to the election campaign, +except +this; it was the first time we had been obliged to fight the new +clerical party.</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not like to speak of clerical machinations. France was +conquered, +and France was the last stay of the Papal power. Our victories had +enabled the King of Italy to enter Rome. There was now an attempt to +set on foot a carefully disguised opposition in our own country. A +prebendary belonging to the diocese, travelled through our district, +and held secret conferences with the pastors, to induce them to +influence votes for a champion who had made himself notorious, by the +strong language he had used.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph finds out everything, and thus he soon learned that the +lower +clergy leaned towards the patriotic side, but that they would not risk +open opposition. And, apropos of that, an amusing story was in +circulation.</p> + +<p class="normal">The prebendary asked the sleek and wily pastor of Rottenhoch, +"And how +do matters stand in your village? What are you able and willing to do?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whatever the Right Reverend Bishop commands, shall be done."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Right Reverend turned and twisted as best he might: but +the priest +could not be made to understand that his superiors desired to avoid +giving explicit orders; and the others, who saw that the attempts to +secure his compliance always elicited the same reply, bit their tongues +to keep from laughing outright.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the first Sunday after Easter, on a bright spring day, +when my +friends came to take me to the meeting of the voters.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rothfuss went with Carl, the young meadow-farmer, and said, +"Yes, Carl, +you are lucky; you begin in your young days. This is the first chance I +have ever had to tell our man what he should say to the Emperor for me. +But it is a good thing after all; and mind what I tell you--before the +election we will only take one drink; not a drop more."</p> + +<p class="normal">At the same time, he swore at the workmen at the mill, who had +allowed +themselves to be influenced by Funk. He declared that they were even +capable of voting against me. Carl said that, as far as his two +brothers were concerned, it was true. They had been expelled from +Alsace, had received employment in Ludwig's mill, and now publicly said +that they would give their votes to Funk.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the meeting, it happened just as Joseph had predicted. +Schweitzer-Schmalz stepped forward and declared that a man like himself +could not leave his large estate and go to Berlin; they should, +therefore, give the votes intended for him, to that intrepid man of the +people--Funk.</p> + +<p class="normal">But now something happened that took us all by surprise. Funk +mounted +the rostrum. He laid it down that a constitution without fundamental +rights was a farce, and it cut me to the quick when he dared to add, +"We uphold the old German flag--the sacred flag of freedom--immaculate, +and shall not desert our colors."</p> + +<p class="normal">In conclusion, he said. "I implore you not to call on me now. +The time +will come when they must call us to save our liberties; that time has +not yet arrived.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For the present, we will leave the pseudo-Prussian to the +undisturbed +enjoyment of the national beggars' broth filled with imperial +dumplings, which is being served up in the famous spiked helmet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thank you," he cried, when the yelling which followed this +speech +had somewhat abated, "for the votes with which you honor me. I esteem +them highly, but we must wait. So let us bide our time."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph prevented me from answering. He mounted the stand, and +said that +Herr Funk deserved all possible praise for his shrewdness. He knew that +he could not be successful, and had therefore declined, in order to try +his chances at some future time. "Herr Funk waits; we, too, can wait."</p> + +<p class="normal">I was elected by a large majority; and the walk homeward, +surrounded by +my electors, was one of the happiest hours of my life. It was even more +joyful than when, twenty-three years earlier, I was elected a delegate +to Frankfort. I forgot my anxiety about Richard.</p> + +<p class="normal">When I took leave of Rothfuss at the railway station, he held +me by the +hand, a long while, and said: "Oh master, if it was only not so far to +Berlin, you should have taken me along, anyhow. Keep yourself well, +right well; and don't drink any water; Willem says there is good wine +to be had at Berlin, too."</p> + +<p class="normal">A tear glistened in his eye, and the leave-taking from this +faithful +companion moved me deeply. He had never before been so anxious and +concerned about me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Many friends told me, "This new labor will wear you out."</p> + +<p class="normal">Be it so, I am here to be of use.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p class="continue">THE old Burschenschafter<a name="div2Ref_note07" href="#div2_note07"><sup>7</sup></a>! Yes, treasured in secret and worn +like an +amulet of magic power, for the sake of which we suffered, are the +colors of the new confederation. At first, the thought pained me; but +perhaps it is all for the best. The Empire which is now being +established, is not quite the one of which we sang and dreamed, or for +the love of which we were thrown into dungeons. But it is full of a new +and vigorous life, and instead of the golden glitter of poesy, we have +the simple white of prose.</p> + +<p class="normal">I am not of a combative disposition, and have always longed +for a +condition of affairs to which I could heartily assent. And now my +greatest happiness is to know that I am no longer condemned to what I +had feared would prove a life-long opposition to the powers that be.</p> + +<p class="normal">The newly elected members had their rendezvous at the railroad +junction. A majority were faithful to the Empire. The few who belonged +to the progressives, or to the ultramontanes, were loud in their +protestation of love for our newly-cemented union.</p> + +<p class="normal">My friend Loedinger, that true old soul, was also elected. He +studied +with me at Jena, was with me in prison, and, for many years, sat near +me in the Parliament. "We two have by this time become quite used to +each other," were his words, as he took the seat next to me. And, as if +by previous agreement, we were always together during the whole +journey.</p> + +<p class="normal">The days were fresh and spring-like, and, although our hearts +were +filled with solemn thoughts, nothing but jokes were heard. Next to +Baribal, the gayest was Professor Rolunt, who, before he entered the +military service, had studied in Berlin, and had here received the +so-called finishing touch. On the way, there was much cheerful +discussion of the peculiarities that distinguish various sections of +our country and the fanaticism with which every district believes that +its customs and modes of expression alone represent the real German +mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">Offenheimer, the lawyer, who had also been elected a member of +the +Reichstag, spoke quite forcibly on this subject, by demonstrating that +we South Germans believed ours to be the veritable language of the +soul. When there is a prejudice to combat, Offenheimer always is +particularly eloquent. He knows Berlin, and lives here with relatives +of his.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cato Debold, the inveterate South German, thought it hard that +the +rough North German manner should now gain the supremacy. When he saw +the first windmills, he scoffed at North German windbags; and when the +Professor added that in North Germany there were no running springs, +but only pumps, he was quite happy, and vaunted the number of springs +we possessed at home.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rolunt allowed him to finish his harangue, and then replied +that the +North Germans, finding themselves without fast flowing streams, had +made an invisible power, the winds, work for them; and that pump water +was as refreshing as that from fountains.</p> + +<p class="normal">But, against that, Debold showed that the portion of Germany, +that lay +on the other side of the Thuringian Mountains had, through being +divided into small farms, become quite different, and far advanced in +comparison with the North. And in municipal liberty, we also stand far +ahead of North Germany; and shall we now submit to have that encroached +upon?</p> + +<p class="normal">"That will regulate itself. The others will become more +agreeable, and +we will get sharper," said the Professor.</p> + +<p class="normal">At many stations we heard the people say: "Here are the South +German +Representatives."</p> + +<p class="normal">Our reception was not so stormy and excited as the one +accorded us +twenty-three years before when we went to Frankfort. The public mood +was now calm and earnest.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the road, one of the members said, "If your Richard had +returned, he +would doubtless have been elected." Ah! when one has a sorrow, he +expects others to have some consideration, and not touch upon it, even +though it be in the way of kindness.</p> + +<p class="normal">At Gotha, where many new delegates joined us, we all received +bouquets, +and the principal of the gymnasium cleverly said that we should adorn +ourselves with wedding favors, as we were going to the wedding of North +and South Germany.</p> + +<p class="normal">At Eisenach, my granddaughter Christiane and her affianced +awaited me. +He was still walking on crutches, but hoped to lay them aside in a few +months, and to depend upon his wife's arm for support. Christiane had +become quite youthful in appearance. She fairly beamed with happiness, +as she looked now at me, and now at her betrothed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The others continued on their journey, but Loedinger and I +remained +behind to visit a hallowed shrine. I spent the evening with Christiane +and her betrothed. I promised to attend the wedding on my return from +the Reichstag.</p> + +<p class="normal">At early dawn, Loedinger and I ascended the Wartburg. We knew +that each +other's thoughts wandered back to the companions who, more than half a +century ago, had come here, filled with the enthusiasm of youth. An +invisible band of warriors marched at our side.</p> + +<p class="normal">Silently, we walked through the halls of the castle. When we +looked out +over the country, far and wide, Loedinger grasped my hand and said: "It +is hard, after all, that our flag, with its sacred colors, does not +float here in the morning breeze. They should have left us that. There +is great danger in the fact that it is now the banner of the +opposition, and is raised by the hands of those who are against us and +the unity we have labored so hard to win."</p> + +<p class="normal">While trying to console him, I consoled myself, and the ardor +of youth +seemed to return to us.</p> + +<p class="normal">Descending the mountain, we sang our old student songs, and +felt young +again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, this mountain is the altar of all that is great and pure +and +beautiful in our united Fatherland.</p> + +<p class="normal">When we passed Weimar, where the creators of the unity of +German +thought had dwelt and labored, Loedinger said, "We might well cry out: +'Hearken, ye heroes of the mind, your words have become deeds.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Doctor Wilhelmi and his wife received me at the railroad +depot.</p> + +<p class="normal">Friend Wilhelmi, once a handsome, slender man, has grown +stout, but the +sound of his hearty, musical voice, the warm and kindly glance, the +grasp of his hand, are all unchanged.</p> + +<p class="normal">Loedinger was lodged with a friend of his, who lived in the +neighborhood, and I soon felt at home with my old friends. The best +people of the city, yes of the whole country, made their house a +rendezvous. I have here made the acquaintance of a great number of men +of distinguished merit. We are well supplied in that respect.</p> + +<p class="normal">I also made the nearer acquaintance of some of those sharp +Prussians. I +felt at first as if they were setting my teeth on edge. But, after +awhile, I recognized their good traits.</p> + +<p class="normal">Doctor Wilhelmi still has an album of the members of the +Frankfort +Reichstag. We renewed our memories of olden days while looking at the +pictures, and supplemented each other's information with what we knew +of this or that old friend.</p> + +<p class="normal">In every word that Wilhelmi speaks, I recognize his lofty +ideality; but +life in America has made him more practical than he once was.</p> + +<p class="normal">The hospitality of the Greeks is vaunted. We possess it in a +new shape; +for a whole city considers itself our host.</p> + +<p class="normal">I had to tell my friend Wilhelmi of my troubles; of my grief +for Ernst, +of my deep anxiety about Richard, and the thought struck me: "Must the +old friend, whom we meet after long absence, have his heart saddened by +the recital of our woes."</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p class="continue">I make no mention of the proceedings of the Reichstag; you can +read all +about them in the newspapers.</p> + +<p class="normal">I did not once take the floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">In committee, I protested energetically, when we understood +that some +of the states were to be rewarded for their share in our triumph, by +having certain portions of Alsace assigned to them. This plan was +barely alluded to in the public meetings, and I am inclined to think +that the rumor was merely a piece of diplomatic finesse.</p> + +<p class="normal">I cannot avoid repeating the words addressed to me by the +Emperor, when +I was presented at the palace. "I have a son and you have a grandson in +the field, and they have, both of them, proved their courage."</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice betokened sincerity; his countenance was kind and +gentle.</p> + +<p class="normal">I was surprised; even if the Emperor had informed himself +beforehand, +it was so kind of him to speak thus of Julius.</p> + +<p class="normal">In replying I told him that, during the absence of my grandson +in the +field, a son had been born to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Emperor congratulated me. He took me by the hand! For a +second, I +held the palm of my beloved Emperor in warm, living embrace. He must +have felt my glance following him when he walked away. For the great +and glorious monarch turned again and nodded to me.</p> + +<br> + +<p class="center">(THE NIGHT BEFORE THE TRIUMPHAL ENTRY.)</p> + +<p class="normal">The festivities have been gloriously ushered in. The bells +were +ringing, and the streets were alive with a gay and bustling throng.</p> + +<p class="normal">I roamed about alone, admiring all that was beautiful and +enjoyable in +the streets that had been transformed by the beautiful festal +decorations. A bit of Olympian life had descended upon our homes.</p> + +<p class="normal">We sometimes persuade ourselves that we have often thought of, +or +wished for, something that suddenly comes to pass: the rapidity with +which our ideas succeed each other is apt to deceive us. But I am sure +that while looking at the Academy of Arts, decorated as it was with the +portraits of heroes, I involuntarily thought, "If I only had one of my +own family with me now; I am so lonely in this surging crowd."</p> + +<p class="normal">All at once, I heard a clear, ringing voice exclaim, "Good +evening, +grandfather."</p> + +<p class="normal">My grandson Julius stands before me, sunburnt, and with +several orders +glistening on his breast. He belongs to the combined South German Corps +that is detailed here to take part in the triumphal entry. His quarters +are in a neighboring village, and he must return early.</p> + +<p class="normal">Julius asked me whom his son resembled, and when I told him +that little +Erwin had the eyes of his grandmother, his face was radiant with joy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Taking his arm in mine, I went as far as the city gate with +him. I had +to tell him all about Richard, but my pride in this noble, happy +grandson, in a great measure thrust aside my grief for my son.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</H2> +<h3>(<i>June 18th.</i>)</h3> + +<p class="continue">And now I write of the great day, the greatest known to me and +to all +men living.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the morning of the triumphal entry. I went out early +and +wandered through the joyous streets. I saw, beneath the chain of gay +triumphal arches, the long row of conquered cannon, and, behind them, +the seats for the wounded, the convalescents and their nurses. Music +resounded from all the side streets. It was the great jubilant +heart-throb of a whole people.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a long time, I sat on a chair, which had been placed there +for some +invalid. My heart was so full when I thought that I had lived to see +this day; and, amidst this high swelling tide of joy, I could not help +looking into my own heart, and asking myself how I had met the duties +that life imposed upon me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Were I to die now--this very day--I have served the truth to +the best +of my ability; I have intentionally offended no one, and have loved +mankind and my country with all my soul. I was often weak, but my +weakness has harmed no one but myself.</p> + +<p class="normal">As this was passing through my mind, I had to stop suddenly. +My friend +Wilhelmi said to me in the heartiest manner, and without sarcasm, "You +have within you an overflowing fountain of sentimentality." It is true; +it has brought me much sorrow, but it has afforded my soul many pure +and tranquil experiences, and I said to myself, "This is not the time +for tender sensibility. To be strong is now the word. Look at the +Emperor! What must this man who, to-day, bears the impress and the +majesty of great historical memories, feel in his innermost soul; and +yet he stands erect and firm." And as I thought this, I, too, walked +along more firmly than before.</p> + +<p class="normal">I went to the stand which had been erected for the deputies. +It was, as +yet, almost empty; gradually, it filled up. My early walk, my deep +emotions, and, more than all, the heat and strained expectation had +thoroughly fatigued me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then came my friend Wilhelmi. He motioned to me from afar and +waved his +hat. "Waldfried, I bring you glorious news!" he cried. "Just read this; +you had gone out so early; we hunted everywhere, but could not find +you. A telegram for you has arrived; your children are coming."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My children!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. Richard and Ludwig and their wives, and your grandson +Wolfgang."</p> + +<p class="normal">I read the telegram; there it was--they were all coming. +Richard was +saved. At Bertha's house, he was married to Annette.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wilhelmi saw me turning pale, and called to a stately Rhenish +deputy +behind us, one who had brought some good wine of his own raising: +"Westerwalder, give us a glass of your best Rüdesheimer."</p> + +<p class="normal">O how the drink refreshed me! Then Wilhelmi continued: "I have +more to +tell you, for now you are strong enough to bear the joyful news. Your +children are already here. The telegram had been delayed, and they +arrived half an hour in advance of it. They could not push through to +this place, and so they went to the house of one of Annette's +relations, with whom Offenheimer lives. That is what I am to tell you. +After the procession we will meet them there."</p> + +<p class="normal">Wilhelmi had to tell me, first of all, how my children looked. +He said +that Richard still bore traces of his recent sufferings, but that his +eyes would brighten and his whole face light up, whenever he looked at +his wife. Wilhelmi regretted that he did not have a son to bring him +such a daughter-in-law.</p> + +<p class="normal">He evidently wanted to cheer me up, for he bade me review in +memory the +triumphal march of my joys,--my children, my grandchildren, my sons and +daughters-in-law, and my great-grandson.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the last words of Wilhelmi, we heard from afar, a noise +as of +the roaring sea--a wave of history came rolling onward.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cannon thundered, bells rang, and on came the great +procession; and +when the French flags were carried by and fluttered in the gentle +breeze, I felt that I had seen the world wing itself for a new flight.</p> + +<p class="normal">From among the South German troops, a young officer nodded to +me. It +was Julius. My grandson was among the marching conquerors.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Emperor comes, and with him, all the heroes. The Emperor +steps to +the statue of his father, and the old man so greatly exalted by +fortune, now becomes an humble son, and lays the captured flags at the +feet of his father.</p> + +<br> + +<h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<p class="continue">Led by Wilhelmi, I went to the house of our friends. Ikwarte +stood in +the door; he saluted me silently. I asked him whether my family were +above.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p class="normal">As we go up the stairs, we hear, behind us, hasty footsteps +and a +clattering sabre. It is Julius, his helmet adorned with a wreath of oak +leaves.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Grandfather, have you seen them?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whom?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Martha and Erwin."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are they here, too?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Julius" is called from above, and, the next moment, he is in +Martha's +arms. Then he embraces his father.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come in; he sleeps," said Martha. "Come in all, fathers +three."</p> + +<p class="normal">We walked through a glass-covered entry, then across a wide +floor to +the quietly-situated back-building, where the noise of the street could +not penetrate.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the silent room, Julius knelt beside the cradle. Gently he +raised +the curtain; the boy awoke, and, for the first time, the eyes of father +and son met.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Erwin, my son!" cried Julius, and kissed the child, who +stared at him, +and tried to clutch his eyes with his hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha, too, knelt beside the cradle. She laid her hand on the +husband's forehead, and said, "And at this head hostile bullets were +aimed!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh don't let us give way to our feelings," said Julius, +rising.</p> + +<p class="normal">Martha took the wreath from her husband's helmet, and wanted +to +place it on my head. I seized it and laid it on the cradle of my +great-grandson. After that, we left the young couple, and hunted up the +other returned wanderers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Our hosts resigned their house to us, and saved us from all +restraint +by kindly keeping themselves in the background.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard and Annette, Ludwig, Conny, and Wolfgang, by turns +clasped me +in their arms. O how many good, true hearts beat against mine to-day! +How many lives I could call my own!</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard was still somewhat pale. Annette was radiant with +glorious +beauty, and her modest, gentle demeanor was the more attractive because +she had the appearance of one born to command.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the first emotions awakened by the overwhelming fulness +of my joy +had subsided, I had a wonderful vision. I saw great tables loaded with +meat and drink and fragrant flowers, and from the streets resounded +cheering and song. One of those wonderful visions, or phantasms, as +you may call it, that supplement our life and withdraw us from the +actual world, seized me. The beaming faces, the brilliant lights +reflected again and again in the mirrors and the wine-glasses, the +sumptuous table, and the lovely flowers,--methought I had seen them +all before.--I felt as if in the midst of one of those wonderful, +color-steeped groups of Paul Veronese, and, like soft music, or an +apparition gently gliding through the air, memories of Gustava filled +my soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You seem so happy," said Annette; and I could only tell her +this: "The +dreams of former days, and the loftiest impressions that our souls have +taken up from art, are now our actual life; our highest ideal has been +attained."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joseph informed me that the army corps consisting of the +troops from +our State, would make its entry into our capital under the Crown +Prince, who had commanded it during the war, and that the Colonel, who +was now a General, would take part in the ceremony. Bertha expected +that we would all be with her on that day of honor.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard told us of his experiences while with the French, and +we could +not help asking ourselves: "Shall we ever be at peace with these +neighbors of ours?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have learned to know the French," said Richard, "and +suffered much +at their hands. The people amused themselves by insulting me while I +was being led through the streets; I had to march in chains for a whole +day; and still, through all the ravings of this sanguine people, I +could see its mighty soul."</p> + +<p class="normal">At these words, Offenheimer rushed up to Richard, and, +embracing him, +said, "A wounded enemy is an enemy no longer, and thus we have ceased +to be enemies of suffering France."</p> + +<p class="normal">He begged Richard to tell him more, and so he continued: "In +spite of +their impassioned feelings, and of the fact, utterly incomprehensible +to them, that we were impolite enough not to let them whip us, there is +a real elevation of soul in them, although it is obscured by their +theatrical phrases. But their belief in themselves is something grand. +They cling to it, even now, when they are sorely beaten. I am confident +that the French will, in time, become honestly tolerant, and not in the +sham sense that makes its professors say: 'You, poor fellow, have a +false belief, but I do not attack it.' The French have a beautiful +faith in themselves, but they must acquire faith in others, and not +consider themselves the whole of humanity."</p> + +<p class="normal">Nations have much the same ideas as individuals. After a +silent combat, +they can scarcely believe that it arose from a trifling cause, and now +the French will not remember what a trivial pretext they had for this +war.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Chinese self-sufficiency of the French, who believed +themselves to +be the sole representatives of civilization, is now broken down. Their +morbid desire for revenge can only be temporary. The people, deeply +wounded in its vanity, and swindled out of its love of truth by +sycophantic word-mongers, will come to reason.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wilhelmi based great hopes on the projected university of +Strasburg. It +was to form an intellectual bond of union. With great warmth of +feeling, he demonstrated that it was typical of the real character of +our people, that, first of all, an institution of learning was +established in the newly recovered province.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Ludwig rose, and with an enthusiasm in which all the +fervor of his +youth broke forth, again said: "And something more is in store for us, +and, for that reason, I wish to remain an American citizen. You, +Wilhelmi, and I have learned to know America. We love our old home, but +we also love the New World, which is the land to initiate great +thoughts, the land in which humanity, through untrammelled liberty, +cannot but reach great results. It is pitiful and, at the same time, +sad, that the American who has made money, and wishes to do something +for the public good, knows of nothing better than to build a church.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My idea--and I have distinguished friends who agree with +me--is +to establish, as our celebration of the centennial of American +independence, a German University in America; an International +High-School. I need not point out to you, how great a significance such +an institution would possess for the New World, as well as for the Old. +After our German students have studied for a year at the American +Athens, how much wider their range of vision will be, and how much +greater their knowledge of the world! In this way, a cable of quite a +different kind would be laid; an intellectual electric current, binding +the Old World to the New."</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard took Ludwig's hand, and congratulated him on having +conceived +this grand idea.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thus should it be," he cried; "let Germany be fully and +entirely its +own, and then send the messengers of its intellectual life to all the +world. The ancients carried their gods of marble and bronze, wherever +they went; we carry divine thoughts over the whole inhabited globe."</p> + +<p class="normal">Offenheimer whispered something to Richard, who pressed his +hand +gratefully.</p> + +<p class="normal">I sat there quietly and felt unutterably happy, because my +children +possessed new ideals so different from our own. Their clear, organizing +minds stretched into the far distance, and their schemes embraced the +welfare of all mankind.</p> + +<p class="normal">When in Strasburg, I felt deeply pained that such men as +Ludwig and +Wilhelmi should be driven into exile. Not always does our life give an +answer to such questions. I received one now.</p> + +<p class="normal">We were interrupted by Ikwarte, who begged to be excused. He +had +noticed his brother among the marching soldiers. He was sergeant and +had received the Iron Cross; he had recognized him, and called out to +him from the procession. Ikwarte now asked permission to go and seek +his brother.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig granted it of course. We were all pleased with +Ikwarte's firm +sense of duty, to which even his brotherly love had to yield.</p> + +<p class="normal">As Ikwarte was leaving the room, Julius entered with his wife. +She +carried my great-grandson on her arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a while, every one turned to them. Then Ludwig began:</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is well that you have come, Julius! We are here among +friends; are +you ready to answer a question regarding your future?"</p> + +<p class="normal">In a quiet tone, Julius answered, he would first have to know +what it +was all about.</p> + +<p class="normal">Smiling, Ludwig said: "Allow me to tell you that I am a +Colonel."</p> + +<p class="normal">Julius bowed, and Ludwig continued: "How grand it was that the +American +officers, at the end of their war, returned to civil life, while here +in Germany a standing army draws our best energies away from productive +labor."</p> + +<p class="normal">Quietly but not without confidence, Julius replied: "It seems +to me +that Uncle Ludwig is still thinking of the revolutionary times, of the +long forgotten stone age of German history. There is no separation now +between soldier and citizen, and it is very questionable whether any +one has the right to call us soldiers unproductive laborers. Our work +creates a race of men who give firmness and character to our political +life. What the schools are unable to finish, we perfect. To cultivate +the great forest of men, is a higher aim than to reclaim a forest of +trees."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh," interrupted Wolfgang, and Julius turned to him and said: +"Dear +Wolfgang, I do not think meanly of that either; it is also a part of +the work that society has before it. But each one must choose his post +and guard it faithfully."</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig insisted to the contrary, and squarely put it to Julius +that he +should leave the army, and take charge of his grandfather's estate. He +could, if his country called him, always return to his duty. He hinted, +and not very delicately, that one should not allow one's self to be +seduced by the outward glitter of the soldier's life.</p> + +<p class="normal">Without any irritation, but in determined language, Julius +declared +that he fully recognized how great a spectacle it was to see a +victorious army return home in triumph, and lay down its arms; that it +would have been desirable that the conclusion of peace should produce +the disarmament of Europe. Such a disarmament, however, is only +possible in America, where there is but one powerful nation. In +conclusion, he eulogized the high mission of the soldier's life as a +school for men.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig rose and said: "Here is my hand; I am converted. +Father, I have +now decided. I shall accept the estate."</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not know how it came to pass, but Martha had laid my +great-grandson in my arms, and when the boy raised his eyes to mine, I +felt as if I was looking forward into the future.</p> + +<p class="normal">You, my child, rested beside a mother's heart during the +battles; you +slept during the triumphant march, and now, around you, great words and +thoughts wander forth into the world. When, at some future time, you +shall learn how your father fought and suffered for home and country, +may it sound to you like a fable from the old, dark days, that, long +ago, we had to fight the monsters who despised the people. Stand firm +and pure in the new life of nations, amongst whom the battle will only +be for the possession of the noblest treasures of the intellectual +world.</p> +<p class="space"></p> +<p class="right">AT HOME, <i>July</i> 22.</p> + +<p class="normal">I did not find my comrade Rothfuss. He died full of happiness +and +peace. On the last morning, he said to Johanna: "The German Empire is +not the right thing after all. One must die in it, just as before. Our +Emperor should order a different state of things, but never mind. 'He +who is wet to the skin, need not dread the rain.' If I could only lie +down in my grave for my master, as I once had myself locked up for +Ludwig."</p> + +<p class="normal">My grandson the vicar, who is chaplain at the neighboring +fortress, was +with him in his last hours.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ludwig has taken the family estate for his son Wolfgang; not, +as is +customary, at the family valuation, but at its full market value.</p> + +<p class="normal">I shall resign my post.</p> + +<hr class="W10"> + +<p class="normal">So far, the memoirs up to the evening before the anniversary +of +Gustava's death. They were written in the afternoon, with a firm hand. +After that, he walked out into the forest. Carl, who was in the fields, +saw him drinking from the Gustava fountain, and rejoiced to see the +master walking so sturdily.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was found in the woods he had planted, beneath a white pine +tree, +stretched out in death. His face was toward the earth, and rested on +the wild thyme.</p> + +<p class="normal">The second tablet of the grave-stone bears the following +inscription:</p> + +<p class="center"><span class="sc">HERE RESTS,<br> +IN THE SOIL OF OUR UNITED COUNTRY,<br> +Heinrich Waldfried,<br> +BORN MAY THE 10TH, 1800;<br> +DIED JULY THE 22D, 1871</span>.</p> + +<br> +<br> +<h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_note01" href="#div2Ref_note01">Footnote 1</a>: Throughout, the translator will, according to the German +custom, use the word "bride" to designate a woman who is only +betrothed.</p> + +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_note02" href="#div2Ref_note02">Footnote 2</a>: This name means: Lizzy, the huntress.</p> + +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_note03" href="#div2Ref_note03">Footnote 3</a>: Director or governor of the district or +department.</p> + +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_note04" href="#div2Ref_note04">Footnote 4</a>: Feast commemorative of the dedication of a +church.</p> + +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_note05" href="#div2Ref_note05">Footnote 5</a>: I am waiting (dialect).</p> + +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_note06" href="#div2Ref_note06">Footnote 6</a>: <i>Guten Ort.</i></p> + +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_note07" href="#div2Ref_note07">Footnote 7</a>: A member of the Burschenschaft, the name of an +association +of the students of Germany, formed in 1815, and having for its object +the political regeneration of their Fatherland.</p> + +<br> + +<h3>THE END.</h3> + +<br> + +<br> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Waldfried, by Berthold Auerbach + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WALDFRIED *** + +***** This file should be named 32446-h.htm or 32446-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/2/4/4/32446/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Waldfried + A Novel + +Author: Berthold Auerbach + +Translator: Simon Adler Stern + +Release Date: May 20, 2010 [EBook #32446] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WALDFRIED *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: +1. Page scan source: + http://www.archive.org/details/waldfriednovel00auerrich +2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + + BY THE SAME AUTHOR. + + _Authorized Editions._ + +WALDFRIED. A Novel. Translated by SIMON ADLER STERN, 12mo, cloth, +$2.00. + +THE VILLA ON THE RHINE. A Romance. Translated by JAMES DAVIS. With a +portrait of the author. 16mo. Leisure Hour Series. 2 vols., $1.25 per +vol.; Pocket Edition, four parts, paper, uniform with the Tauchnitz +books, 40 cents per part, or $1.50 complete. + +BLACK FOREST VILLAGE STORIES. Translated by CHARLES GOEPP. Illustrated +with fac-similies of the original German wood-cuts. 16mo, Leisure Hour +Series, $1.25. + +THE LITTLE BAREFOOT. A Tale. Translated by ELIZA BUCKMINSTER LEE. +Illustrated, 16mo, Leisure Hour Series, $1.25. + +JOSEPH IN THE SNOW. A Tale. Illustrated, 16mo. Leisure Hour Series, +$1.25. + + _HENRY HOLT & CO._, + 25 Bond Street, New York. + + + + + + + W A L D F R I E D + + A N O V E L + + BY + + BERTHOLD AUERBACH + + + + _T R A N S L A T E D_ + + BY + + SIMON ADLER STERN + + + + _AUTHOR'S EDITION_ + + + + + NEW YORK + HENRY HOLT AND COMPANY + 1874 + + + + + + + Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1874, by + HENRY HOLT, + In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. + + + + + + Maclauchlan, + Stereotyper and Printer, 56, 58 and 60 Park Street, New York. + + + + + + + WALDFRIED. + + + + + + BOOK FIRST. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + +In a letter bringing me his greetings for the New Year, 1870, my eldest +son thus wrote to me from America: + + +"We have been sorely tried of late. Wolfgang, our only remaining child, +lay for weeks at death's door. I avoided mentioning this to you before; +but now he is out of danger. + +"'Take me to your father in the forest,' were the first distinct words +he uttered after his illness. He is a lusty youth, and inherits his +mother's hardy Westphalian constitution. + +"In his feverish wanderings, he often spoke of you, and also of a great +fire, in strange phrases, none of which he can now recall. + +"He has awakened my own heartfelt desire to return, and now we shall +come. We have fully determined to leave in the spring. I lose no time +in writing to you of this, because I feel that the daily thought of our +meeting again will be fraught with pleasure for both of us. + +"Ah, if mother were still alive! Oh, that I had returned in time to +have seen her! + +"Telegraph to me as soon as you receive tidings of brother Ernst. I am +anxious once again to behold Germany, which is at last becoming a real +nation. We who are out here in America are beginning to feel proud of +our Fatherland. + +"We are surely coming! Pray send word to my brothers and sisters. + + "YOUR SON LUDWIG." + +The postscript was as follows: + +"DEAR FATHER,--I shall soon be able to utter those dear words to you in +person. + + "YOUR DAUGHTER CONSTANCE." + + +"DEAR GRANDFATHER,--I can now write again, and my first words are to +you. We shall soon join you at 'grandfather's home.' + + "YOUR GRANDSON WOLFGANG." + + * * * * * + +I had not seen Ludwig since the summer of 1849, and now I was to see +him, his wife, and his son. I instructed Martella to send the news to +my children and sons-in-law; and to my sister who lives in the Hagenau +forest I wrote in person. + +Joyous answers were returned from every quarter. But the happiest of +all was Rothfuss, our head servant. And well he might be, for no one +had loved and suffered so much for Ludwig's sake as he had done. + +Rothfuss is my oldest companion. We have known each other so long that, +last spring, we might have celebrated the fiftieth anniversary of our +first meeting. When that occurred, we were both of the same age--he a +soldier in the fortress in which I was confined as a political +prisoner. For one hour every day I was permitted to leave my cell for a +short walk on the parapet. On those occasions a soldier with loaded +musket walked behind me; and it often happened that this duty was +assigned to Rothfuss. His orders were not to speak to me; but he did +so, nevertheless. He was constantly muttering to himself in an +indistinct manner. This habit of talking to himself has clung to him +through life, and I doubt if any human being has a greater fund of +curses than he. + +One day, while he was thus walking behind me, I heard him say quite +distinctly: "Now I know who you are! Oh!"--and then came fearful +oaths--"O! to imprison such a man! You are the son of the forest-keeper +of our district! Why, we are from the very same part of the country! I +have often worked with your father. He was a hard man, but a just one; +a German of the old sort." + +"I am not allowed to accept money from you, but if you were to happen +to lose some, there would be no harm in my finding it." + +"Of course you smoke? I shall buy a pipe, tobacco, and a tinder-box for +you, and what you give me over the amount will not be too much for me." + +From that day, Rothfuss did me many a service. He knew how to +circumvent the jailer,--a point on which we easily silenced our +scruples. Five years later I regained my freedom, and when I settled on +this estate, Rothfuss, as if anticipating my wishes, was at my side. +Since that time he has been with us constantly, and has proved a +faithful servant to me, as well as the favorite of my children. + +I had inherited the estate and the grand house upon it from my +father-in-law. As I was a forester's son, I found but few difficulties +in attending to the timber land, but the two saw-mills and the farm +that belonged to the estate gave me much trouble. For this reason, so +faithful and expert an assistant as Rothfuss was doubly welcome to me. + +He is a wheelwright by trade, and can attend to anything that requires +to be done about the house. Near the shed, he built a little smithy, +and my boys were his faithful apprentices. They never asked for toys, +for they were always helping him in making some article of use. But my +son Richard had no liking for manual labor. He was a dreamy youth, and +at an early age manifested a great love of study. + +Of my daughters, Bertha was Rothfuss' favorite. Johanna avoided him. +She had a horror of his oaths, which, after all, were not so seriously +meant. + +While quite young she evinced much religious enthusiasm, and Rothfuss +used to call her "The little nun," at which she was always very angry, +for she was quite proud of her Protestantism. While preparing for +confirmation she even went so far as to make repeated attempts to +convert both myself and my wife. + +While Richard was yet a mere student at the Gymnasium of our capital, +Rothfuss dubbed him "The Professor;" but when Ludwig came home from the +Polytechnic School to spend his holidays with us, he and Rothfuss were +inseparable companions. He taught Rothfuss all of the students' songs, +and insisted that this servant of ours was the greatest philosopher of +our century. + +Ludwig had settled in the chief town as a master builder. He was also +known as "The King of the Turners." He was President of his section, +and his great agility and strength gained him many a prize. He was of a +proud disposition, and followed his convictions, regardless of +consequences. Older persons remarked that in appearance and bearing he +was the very picture of what I had been in my youth. + +I am glad that all of my children are of a large build. Ludwig +resembles me most of all. Fortunately his nose is not so large as mine, +but more like the finely chiselled nose of his mother. His eloquence, +however, is not inherited. His oratorical efforts were powerful and +convincing, and his voice was so agreeable that it was a pleasure to +listen to it. He had very decided musical talent, but not enough to +justify him in adopting music as his profession. In spite of the advice +of his music teachers, he determined on a more practical calling. His +refined and easy manner soon won all hearts; and he was beloved by +those who were high in station as well as by the lowly laborers. + +In the year 1849, Ludwig was laying out a portion of the great road +which was being built along the low land beyond the mountain. He was +the idol of his workmen, and always said, "For me they will climb about +the rocks that are to be blasted, like so many lizards, just because I +can myself show them how it is done." The road was divided into many +so-called tasks, each of which was assigned to a separate group of +workmen who had agreed to finish it by a certain day. As one of these +gangs was unfortunate enough to chance upon springs at every few steps, +the soft soil gave it much trouble, and greatly prolonged its labors. + +The other engineers avoided the soft places when making their surveys. +But Ludwig, with his high boots, stepped right into the midst of the +laborers, and helped those who were working with their shovels and +spades. + +He had also arranged the fire service of the whole valley, and had so +distinguished himself at the fire in the little town that he received a +medal in recognition of his having saved a life. The more excited +members of our political party were of the opinion that he ought to +refuse it, alleging that it was wrong for him to receive so princely a +decoration; but he replied: "For the present the Prince is the +representative of the popular voice." He accepted the badge, but +fastened it to the fireman's banner. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +I had been elected a member of the Frankfort Parliament. + +September's days of terror were doubly terrible to me. I had been told +that my son Ludwig was leading a body of Turners who had joined the +malcontents, and that they had determined to reverse the decision of +the majority of the popular delegates, and to break up the Parliament. + +At the imminent peril of my life, I climbed from barricade to +barricade, hoping to be able to induce the Turners to retreat, and +perhaps to find my son. + +One of the leaders, who accompanied me as a herald, called out at the +top of his voice, "Safe-conduct for the father of Ludwig Waldfried!" + +My son's fair fame was my best protection; but T could not find Ludwig. + +I have suffered much, but those hours when, with my wife and my next +son Ernst, then six years old, I heard the rattling of muskets without +the door, were the most wretched that I can now recollect. + +In the following spring, when the Parliament was dissolved, the +revolution had already begun with our neighbors in the next state. + +For a long time the fortunes of battle seemed doubtful. I never +believed that the uprising would succeed; but yet I could not recall my +son. At that time we no longer heard the rattling of musketry, and I +can hardly bear to think of how we sat at home in sad but fearful +suspense. One thing, however, I would not efface from my memory. My +wife said, "We cannot ask for miracles. When the hailstorm descends +upon the whole land, our well-tilled fields must suffer with the rest." +Oh, that I could recall more of the sayings of that wise and pure +hearted being! + +The uprising had been quelled; but of Ludwig we had no tidings. We knew +not whether he was lost, had been taken prisoner, or had escaped into +Switzerland. + +One day a messenger came to me with a letter from my wife's nephew, who +was the director of the prison in the low country. He wrote to me to +come to him at once, to bring Rothfuss also, and not to omit bringing +passports for both of us. He could tell me no more by letter, and +cautioned me to burn his epistle as soon as I had read it. + +"It is about our Ludwig: he lives!" said my wife. The event proved that +she was right. She induced me to take my daughter Bertha with me. She +was then but sixteen years old--a determined, courageous girl, and as +discreet withal as her mother. For to a woman paths often become smooth +which to men present insurmountable obstacles. Bertha was glad to go; +and when in the cool of the morning she stood at the door ready to +depart, with her mother's warm hood on her head, and her face all aglow +with health and youth, she said to me roguishly: "Father, why do you +look at me so strangely?" + +"Because you look just as your mother did when she was a bride." + +Her bright merry laughter at these words served in a measure to raise +our depressed spirits. + +Terror and excitement reigned on every hand. When we reached the first +village of the next state, we found that the side nearest the river +bank had been destroyed by artillery. I learned that Ludwig had been in +command there, and had shown great bravery. + +On the way, Bertha's constant cheerfulness lightened our sorrow. To +know a child thoroughly, you must travel with one alone. When Bertha +saw that I sat brooding in silence, she knew how to cheer me up with +her childish stories, and by engaging me in memories of an innocent +past, to dispel my sad thoughts. At that early day she gave an earnest +of what she was so well able to accomplish later in life. + +In spite of our having the proper passports, we were everywhere +regarded with suspicion, until I at last fortunately met the son of the +commandant of our fortress. While he was yet a lad, and I a prisoner at +the fortress, I had been his teacher, and he had remained faithful and +attached to me. I met him at an outlying village where he was stationed +with a portion of his regiment. + +He recognized me at once, and exclaimed, "I am doubly glad to see you +again. So you were not with the volunteers? I heard your name mentioned +as one of the leaders." + +I was about to reply, "That was my son;" but Bertha quickly anticipated +me, and said, "That was not my father." + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +After that the young officer bestowed but little attention upon me; his +glances were now all for Bertha, to whom he addressed most of his +remarks. + +Who can foretell what germs may awaken into life in the midst of the +storm? My young pupil, who had but the day before been appointed first +lieutenant, gravely delivered himself of the opinion that there was no +real military glory in conquering volunteers. When speaking of me to +Bertha, he was profuse in his assurances of gratitude and esteem. + +Bertha, generally so talkative, was now silent. The young officer +procured a safe-conduct for us, and we continued on our journey. + +I have never yet seen the ocean, but the country, as it then appeared +to me, awakened impressions similar to those which must be aroused when +the tide has ebbed and the objects which before that dwelt in the +depths of the sea are left lying upon the strand. + +At last we reached my nephew's. He conducted me to his official +residence, where I followed him through numerous apartments, until I at +last reached his room, where we were closeted under lock and key. + +He then told me that, while walking through the town the day but one +before, he had met a young peasant with a rake on his shoulder, who, +while passing, had hurriedly said to him, "Follow me, cousin; I have +something to tell you." + +The director followed, but not without first making sure of his +revolver. + +When they had got into the thicket, the peasant suddenly turned about +and said to him, while he removed his hat, "Don't you know me? I am +Ludwig Waldfried." The director's heart was filled with terror. Ludwig +continued, "You, and you alone, can save me. Put me in prison until I +have a chance to run away. Our cause is lost; but for my parents' sake +as well as my own, I must escape." + +The cousin was not unwilling to assist Ludwig, but was at a loss how to +go about it. Ludwig, however, had studied strategy. He had carefully +considered every step in advance, and now caused the director to enter +him on the list of prisoners under the name of Rothfuss. + +A state of siege, dissolving as it does all forms of civil procedure, +made it possible to carry out so irregular a proceeding; aside from +which there was the inspiring effect of being engaged in a task that +required shrewd and delicate man[oe]uvring. It was this, too, that +helped to relieve my meeting with Ludwig of much of its sadness. + +Still it could not but pain me to find that in order to save one person +it was necessary to victimize others. Ludwig guessed my thoughts, and +said to me, "I am sorry, father, that I am obliged to drag you into +this trouble. I know that such affairs are not to your taste; but there +is no help for it." + +Rothfuss looked upon the whole affair as a merry farce. He did not see +the least harm in outwitting and deceiving the officers and the state. +And in those days there were many thousands who felt just as he did. It +is a fit subject for congratulation, and perhaps an evidence of the +indestructible virtue of the German people, that in spite of +Metternich's soul-corrupting teachings there is yet so much +righteousness left in our land. + +When Ludwig had donned the Rothfuss' clothes, one could hardly +recognize him. The transformation afforded Rothfuss great delight. + +"They can do no more than lock me up by myself, and I have always said +that 'he who is wet to the skin need not dread the rain.'" + +This was a favorite saying of his. He had but one regret, and that was +that he would not be allowed to smoke in the prison; but, for Ludwig's +sake, he would gladly make that sacrifice. + +We departed, taking Ludwig with us. My heart trembled with fear. The +knowledge that I was committing a breach of the law, even though it was +only caused by necessity and for the sake of rescuing my son, filled me +with alarm. I felt as if every one knew what I was doing; but it seemed +as if the people we met along the road did not care to interfere. + +Here again Bertha proved a great treasure to us. She had a wonderfully +cheerful flow of spirits; and perhaps, after all, women are greater +adepts in the arts of self-control and deception than we are. + +When we arrived near the borders of the Palatinate, Ludwig met a +companion who had been hiding there. He was a man of about my age. It +now became my turn to take part in the dangerous game. I was obliged to +remain behind and allow the fugitive to take my place at Bertha's side. +Bertha was equal to the situation, and at once addressed the stranger +as "father." + +I followed on foot, imagining that every step would be my last. + +I passed the border without mishap, and in the first village found the +rescued ones awaiting me. As our old comrade had already become drunk +on French wine, we left him behind at the village and took up our +journey to my sister, the wife of the forester at Hagenau. + +The most difficult task of all was to endure the vainglorious boasting +of the Frenchmen. My brother-in-law treated us as if he were a gracious +nobleman, who had taken us under his protection. His neighbors soon +joined the party, and proud words were heard on every hand: the French +were the great nation--theirs was the republic--their country the +refuge of the oppressed and persecuted. And we--what were we? Rent +asunder and bound down, while our Rhine provinces were happy in the +faith that they would soon become a portion of proud and beautiful +France. Another brother-in-law, the pastor of Huenfeld, who had studied +at Erlangen, gave us some little consolation, for he said that in +science the Germans were the greatest of nations. + +"Father," said Ludwig, "I cannot endure this; I shall not remain here +another day." + +I felt as he did, and we took our departure for Strasburg. At the +Gutenberg Platz we were obliged to halt our horses, for the guard were +just marching by. All seemed as happy if a piece of good fortune had +just befallen them. All was as merry as a wedding-feast, while with our +neighbors beyond the line there was funereal sadness. + +Strasburg was crowded with fugitives, by some of whom Ludwig was at +once recognized. We went with a party of them to the Grape Vine Tavern, +and whom should we meet at the door but the very comrade we had left +behind. + +He had a curious contrivance about his throat. It was a simple rope +with a knot tied in it; and he called out to Ludwig that he too was +entitled to wear this grand cordon. He conducted us into the room +where, at a table apart from the rest, were seated young men and old, +all of whom had ropes around their necks. + +"Ah! here comes the father of 'the King of the Turners'!" were the +words with which a large and powerfully built man welcomed me. I +recognized him as the man who had been my guide during the September +riots. "Hurrah, comrades! Here comes another companion. This way, +Ludwig; this is the seat of honor. All who are seated here are under +sentence of death, and as a badge we wear this rope about our necks." +And they sang: + + Should princes ask: "Where's Absalom?" + And seek to learn his plight-- + Just tell them he is hanging high; + The poor, unlucky wight. + And though he's dead, he hangeth not + From tree, nor yet from beam. + He dreamt that he could Germans free + And 'twas a fatal dream. + +Their ribald jokes disgusted me, and I was therefore glad to chance +upon one who had been a fellow-member of the Frankfort Parliament, and +who shared my feelings at such distorted views of an unsuccessful +attempt at revolution. + +I have known many pure-hearted, unselfish men, but never have I met +with one whose love of freedom was greater than that of our friend +Wilhelmi. Over and above that, he had a genuine love for his +fellow-men. There are, unfortunately, many lovers of freedom who are +not lovers of mankind, a contradiction which I have never been able to +understand. + +Friend Wilhelmi gave me an insight as to the character of the old +refugee, who was by nature of a peaceable disposition, but, giving way +to the frenzy which in those days seemed to fill the very air, had lost +all self-control. He was unable to endure the sufferings of exile. A +deep longing for home preyed upon his spirits. To drown his grief, he +indulged in wine, and the result of his copious draughts was that he +became bold and noisy. This seemed to be his daily experience. In his +sober moments he sat brooding in silence, and was often seen to weep. +Wilhelmi had of course painted his picture in mild colors. + +I must add that the refugee at last died in a mad-house in America. It +is sad to think of the many noble beings who were ruined and sacrificed +during those terrible days. + +There was something inspiring in the words and thoughts of Doctor +Wilhelmi. When I heard his voice I felt as if in a temple. And at this +very moment memory revives the impression then made upon me. + +Meanness and detraction were without any effect upon him; for he could +look over and beyond them. He had determined to emigrate to America +with his wife, who was his equal in courage and confidence. Bertha, who +found but little to her fancy in the rude and dreary life that here +environed us, and who was especially indignant that the soldiers who +had simply done their duty were referred to so contemptuously, spent +most of her time in Madame Wilhelmi's room. She was constantly urging +our speedy return. And Wilhelmi could endure neither the mockery of one +class of Frenchmen nor the pity of the others. Ludwig determined to +join his friend. Wilhelmi had a serious task with his comrades, for +nearly all of them were firmly convinced that the troubles in Germany +would be renewed with the morrow, and that it was their duty to remain +on the borders so that they might be at hand when needed. Wilhelmi, on +the other hand, warned them against such self-deception, which, if +persisted in, would only lead to the destruction of the mere handful +that was left of them. He often declared to me that he at last +acknowledged that our German nation is not fitted for revolution. It +has too many genial traits, and is devoid of the passion of hate. He +felt assured that, when the crisis arrived, the German monarchs would +of themselves see that, both for their own sakes and that of their +people, it would be necessary to introduce an entire change in our +political system. But when and how this was to be done (whether in our +lifetime or afterwards), who could foretell? + +"We should not forget," said Wilhelmi, "the significance of the fact +that the German people, so long bound down by a system of police +espionage, has at last become aroused; nor will its oppressors forget +it. Now they are furious against the evil-doers; but a second +generation will not find so much to blame in their deeds, and, as you +well know, my dear friend, for you are a forester, there is an old +proverb which tells us that 'vermin cannot destroy a healthy tree.' The +May beetles would rather prey on the oak than on any other tree, but +although they destroy every leaf, and cause the tree to look like a dry +broom, it renews its leaves with the following year." + +In olden times when men swore eternal friendship, a man would sometimes +say, "This is my friend, and without knowing what he intends to say, I +will swear that it is the truth, for he cannot tell a lie." In my own +heart I had just such faith in Wilhelmi. + +I found it as sad to part from him as from Ludwig, and this +circumstance overshadowed the grief I felt when saying "farewell" to my +son. + +"What does fate intend by driving such men away from home, and far +beyond the seas?" These were the parting words of my friend Wilhelmi. +They moved me deeply; but I could not answer his question. + +I felt as if beholding a hail-storm beating down a field of ripened +grain. How many a full ear must have fallen to the ground? + +I also met a young schoolmaster by the name of Funk. Although there had +been no real reason for his leaving home, he had fled with the rest. I +easily persuaded him to return with me. + +He was full of gratitude and submissiveness. In spite of this, however, +my daughter even then, with true foresight, concluded that he was +deceitful. I was for a long while unwilling to believe this, but was at +last forced to do so. + +Funk had done nothing more than attend to some of the writing in the +ducal palace which the revolutionists had taken possession of. But it +was with great self-complacency that he spoke of his having dwelt in +the very palace which, during his student years, he had never passed +without a feeling of awe. + +I often thought of my son, but quite as frequently of that good old +fellow, Rothfuss. Ludwig is free, but how does Rothfuss endure his +captivity? And as it was just harvest time, it was doubly inconvenient +to be without him. + +We were bringing home our early barley. I had walked on ahead and the +loaded wagon was to follow. I opened the barn door, the wagon +approached, and on it was seated Rothfuss, who call out at the top of +his voice, "Here I am on a wagon full of beer. So far it is only in the +shape of barley. Hurrah for freedom!" + +As Rothfuss had been imprisoned by mistake, he was soon set at liberty, +and it was both affecting and diverting to listen to his accounts of +his experience as a prisoner. + +He told us how good it is to be in jail and yet innocent. While he was +there, he was reminded of all the sins he had ever committed, and he at +last began to believe that he deserved to be locked up. + +"By rights," said he, "every one ought to spend a couple of years in +jail, just because of what he has done. When we meet a man who has just +got out of prison we ought to say to ourselves: 'Be kind to him for it +is mere luck that you have not been there yourself.'" Thus spoke +Rothfuss. He had thought he would find it pleasant to be sitting in his +cell while the other folks were hard at work with the harvest, but it +had proved terribly monotonous. The meals were not to his taste, nor +could he enjoy his sleep. He could not endure such idleness, and after +the second day, he begged the inspector to set him at chopping wood; a +request which was not granted. + +And was not Rothfuss the happiest fellow in the world, when he heard +the news of Ludwig's return? + +He complained that it was rather hard to know of a thing so long +beforehand. Impatience at the delay would make one angry at every day +that intervened. + +When I consoled him with the idea that the chief part of enjoyment lies +in anticipation, his face lighted up with smiles, and he said, "He is +right." When he praises me, he always turns away from me as if talking +to some one in the distance, and as if determined to tell the whole +world how wise I am. "He is perfectly right. It is just so. It is a +pleasant thirst when you know that there are just so many steps to the +next inn, and that the cooling drink which is to wash your insides and +make you jolly, lies in the cellar there, waiting for you." + +Rothfuss had already started for the village, when he came running up +the steps and called out: "I have found another nest; the locksmith's +Lisbeth and our three Americans will be happiest of all when they hear +the news. It is well to drink, but if one can first pour out a joyous +cup for another, it is still better. I shall be back soon," he called +out as he hurried up the road. + +The widow of Blum the locksmith lived in the back street. Her husband +had settled in the village, intending to follow his trade, and also to +till a small piece of land. Partly by his own fault, and partly through +misfortune, he had not succeeded. + +He then desired to emigrate to America. His wife, however, had been +unwilling to do so until she could feel assured of their being able to +get along in the new world. + +At home she had her own little house and her three children. For some +time the locksmith worked at the factory in the neighboring town, +returning to his home only on Sundays. His idea of emigrating had, +however, not been given up, and at last he departed for America with +the hope of mending his fortunes, and then sending for his wife and +children. + +When he arrived there, the war between the North and the South was at +its height. He heard my son's name mentioned as that of one of the +leaders, and at once enlisted under him. Ludwig was delighted to have +one at his side who was both a countryman of his and a good +artilleryman. + +It was not until after the locksmith had enlisted that he spoke of his +having left a family at home. At the battle of Bull Run he lost his +life, and his wife and children, who are still living down in the +village, are in regular receipt of the pension which Ludwig secured for +them. + +When the widow heard the news, she came to me at once, and told me with +tears in her eyes, that she could hardly await Ludwig's return. She +speedily acquainted the whole village with the event that was to prove +a festival to my household, and when I went out of doors every one whom +I met wished me joy; especially happy was one of the villagers who had +been among Ludwig's volunteers in 1848, and was quite proud of his +having been able to lie himself out of that scrape. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +Before I proceed further, I must tell you of Martella. + +It were of course better if I could let her speak for herself; for her +voice, though firm, has an indescribably mellow and touching tone, and +seems to hold the listener as if spell-bound. She had thick, +unmanageable brown hair, and brown eyes in which there was hardly any +white to be seen. She was not slender, but rather short, although there +were moments when she would suddenly seem as if quite tall. Her manner +was not gentle, but rather domineering, as if she would say, "Get out +of the way there! I am coming!" In disposition she was wayward and +passionate, vain and conceited. It was only in our house that she +became pliant and yielding, and acquired mild and modest ways. I do not +mean _modest_ in the current acceptation of the word; she had genuine +respect for those who were higher and better than she. My wife effected +a miraculous change in her without ever attempting to instruct, but +simply by commanding her. She was the betrothed of my son Ernst, who, +as I have already mentioned, was with us at Frankfort in the year 1848. + +It is difficult, and to us of an older generation perhaps impossible, +to discover what impression the events of 1848 must have made on a +child's mind. + +For my part, I have learned through this son, that failure on the part +of the parents induces in their offspring a feeling which can best be +described as pity mingled with a want of respect. Like William Tell, we +had long carried the arrow of revolution in our bosoms, but when _we_ +sent it forth it missed the mark. + +In the autumn of 1848 my wife came to visit me at Frankfort and brought +Ernst with her. + +Old Arndt was particularly fond of the lad, and often took him on his +knee and called him his "little pine-tree." When the Regent, on the day +after his triumphal entry, appeared in public, he met Ernst and kissed +him. + +During the summer Ernst attended a preparatory school in the +neighboring town. But he seemed to have no real love for study, while +the teachers were over-indulgent with the handsome lad, who was always +ready with his bold glances and saucy remarks. + +When I asked him what he intended to become, he would always answer me, +"Chief forester of the state." + +To my great horror, I learned that he often repeated the party cries +with which members of the different factions taunted each other. I sent +him home after September, for I saw that his intercourse with those who +were high in station was making him haughty and disrespectful. + +I am unable to judge as to the proper period at which a youthful mind +should be induced to interest itself in political questions. I am sure, +however, that if such participation in the affairs of the country be +chiefly in the way of opposition, it must prove injurious, for its +immediate effect is to destroy every feeling of veneration. + +Years passed on, Ernst was educated at the house of my wife's nephew, +who was a professor at the Gymnasium at the capital. He also spent much +of his time with his sister Bertha, who had married Captain Von +Carsten. + +I must here remark that my son-in-law, in spite of the obstinate +opposition of his haughty family, and the strongly marked disapproval +of all of his superiors, up to the Prince himself, had married +the daughter of a member of the opposition, and had become the +brother-in-law of a refugee who was under sentence of death. He is a +man of sterling character. + +When it was time for Ernst to leave for the university, or, as he had +always desired, to attend the forester's school, he declared quite +positively that it was his wish to enter the army. He remained there +but one year. "The army of the lesser states," he said, "is either mere +child's play, or else all the horrors of civil war lurk behind it." He +visited the university only to remain there two terms, after which he +entered himself with Hartriegel, the district forester. + +Ernst's unsteadiness gave us much concern, and I was especially shocked +by the sarcastic, mocking manner, in which he spoke of those objects +which we of the older generation held in reverence. + +He was disputatious, and maintained that it was one's duty to doubt +everything. Indeed he did not even spare his parents in that regard, +and was bold enough to tell me and my wife which of our qualities he +most admired. + +He once uttered these wicked words: "The present generation does not +look upon the fifth commandment as really a command: but I have a +reason for honoring my parents; and I am especially grateful to you, +father, for the good constitution I have inherited from you." + +My hand itched when I heard Ernst's words; but a glance from my wife +pacified me, and I shall forever be grateful to her that I succeeded in +controlling myself. Had I given way to my just anger, I would have had +myself to blame for Ernst's desperate course and his lost life. That +would have been adding guilt to misfortune, and would have been +insupportable. + +I had yet much to learn. As a father I was sadly deficient in many +respects. But, with every desire to improve herself, my wife was +already a perfect being, and could therefore be more to the children +than I was. I was disposed to neglect my family on account of what was +due my office. She was vigilant and severe, and supplied what was +lacking on my part. But although she was sterner than I was, the +children were more attached to her than to me. + +Although Ernst's views of life gave me deep concern, he was often kind +and affectionate; for his good-nature was, at times, stronger than his +so-called principles. + +I sought consolation in the thought that children will always see the +world in a different light from that in which it appears to their +parents. Even that which is ideal is subject to constant change, and we +should therefore be careful not to imagine that the form which is +pleasing to us, and to which we have accustomed ourselves, will endure +forever. And, moreover, was it not our wish to educate our children as +free moral agents, and was it not our duty to accord full liberty even +to those who differed with us? + +I have often seen it verified that a perfect development cannot take +place with those who, either through birth or adverse circumstances, +are deficient in any important moral faculty. With all of Ernst's love +of freedom, he was entirely wanting in respect or regard for the +feelings of others. Piety, in its widest sense, he was utterly devoid +of. From his stand-point, his actions were perfectly just; as to their +effects upon others, he was indifferent. + +On the Wiesenplatz in Frankfort, during the autumn of 1848, I had gone +through a heart-rending experience. And now, after many years, I +returned to the same spot only to be reminded of my former grief by +painful and conflicting emotions. I had gone to Frankfort to attend the +Schuetzenfest. The city was alive with joy; a spirit of unity had for +the first time become manifest. I was standing close by the temple for +the distribution of the prizes. Although surrounded by a gay and +laughing crowd, I was quite absorbed in my own reflections, when +suddenly a voice thus addressed me: + +"Ah, father! Are you here, too?" I looked around to see who it was, and +beheld my son Ernst. He carried his rifle on his shoulder, and the +rewards for his well-aimed shots were fastened under the green ribbon +of his hat. Before I could get a chance to congratulate him, he had +said to me, "Father, you should not have come; I am sorry that I meet +you here." + +"Why so?" + +"Why! Because this is for us young lads. We are here for the purpose of +gaining prize-goblets by our lucky shots; and the great speeches that +are being held in yonder hall are nothing more than a mere flash in the +pan. They are trying to persuade each other that they are all heroes +and willing to bear arms for their Fatherland, and their talk is, after +all, a mere sham. The good marksmen have not come here for the sake of +their Fatherland and such stuff: all they desire is simply to gain the +prize--that, and nothing more." + +"Do you not know that I, too, made a speech in there yesterday?" + +"No. I was informed that some one named Waldfried had been speaking; +but I could not imagine it was you. One should have nothing to do with +such inflammable thoughts when fire-arms are at hand. If we were to +govern ourselves by your speeches, our brotherly-feeling would very +soon be at an end, and there would be naught but violence and murder +among us riflemen." + +I tried to explain to him that our hope lay in our able-bodied youth, +and that we would not rest content until we had a real, united +Fatherland. To which he answered: + +"Ah, yes. The students, those of brother Richard's sort, live on +yesterday: the politicians live on to-morrow: we live in the present." + +His features trembled, and it was with an effort that he added, +"Forgive me, father; perhaps I, too, will have as much confidence in +mankind as you have, when I am as old as you are." + +What could I answer to this? While all about me was loud with joy, my +soul was filled with sorrow. My youngest son denied the gods to whom I +offered up my prayers. + +And yet, when I saw him among a group of riflemen, my fatherly pride +was aroused. His proud, lithe form towered above the rest. New-comers +saluted him, and the eyes of all seemed to rest upon Ernst with serene +satisfaction. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +One day Ernst visited us and went about for a long while in +silence,--now going out to Rothfuss in the stable, and then again +joining us in the room; but here again he uttered no word. Although I +could see that he was agitated, I did not ask him the reason. I had +been obliged to accustom myself to allow him to speak when it suited +him, and to avoid any advances on my part until it pleased him to seek +them. + +We were just about to rise from the dinner-table when he said to us in +a hurried manner, "Before you hear it from others, I must announce it +to you myself:--I am engaged to be married." + +We looked at each other in silence. Not a sound was heard, save the +ticking of the two Black Forest clocks in our room. At last my wife +asked: "And with whom?" + +I could tell by the tone of her voice how many heavy thoughts had +preceded these words. + +"With a healthy girl. I--I know all about selection in breeding," +answered Ernst, while he lit his cigar. + +I reprimanded him severely for his tone. Without changing a feature, he +allowed me to finish my remarks. After that he arose, threw his rifle +over his shoulder, put on his green hat, and left the house. I wanted +to call him back, but my wife prevented me. I reproached myself for the +violent manner in which I had spoken to him. Now he will rush into +misfortune--who knows what he may do next? With mild words, I might +have been able to direct him on the right path; but now he may, +perhaps, not return, and will even persuade himself to hate me. + +My wife consoled me with the words: "He will return before nightfall." + +And it was so. In the evening he returned, and addressing me with a +voice full of emotion, said: "Father, forgive me!" + +Rothfuss was in the room at the time, and I beckoned to him to leave; +but Ernst requested that he should remain, and continued: + +"I have done wrong. I am heartily sorry for it. I have also done wrong +to Martella. I should not have acted as I have done, but ought to +have brought her to you first of all. She deserves quite different +treatment--better indeed than I do. I beg of you, give back the words +that I uttered! Forgive me! and, above all things, do not make Martella +suffer for what I have said." + +He uttered these words with a trembling voice. Rothfuss had left the +room. I held out my hand to Ernst, and he continued firmly: + +"You have so often told me, and as I am always forgetting it, you will +have to tell it to me many a time again, that there is something in me +which causes me at times to express myself quite differently from the +way in which I intended to. I also know, dear father, that such a word +lingers in your memory like a smouldering spark, especially when the +word is uttered by your own child; and that in your grief you picture +to yourself the utter ruin of a character that can indulge in such +expressions. I understand you, do I not? Trust in me: I am not so bad, +after all. + +"I do not believe in the possessed; and yet there must be something of +that kind. Enough on that point, however. Though I seemed cheerful, I +had a heavy heart; but now I am one of the happiest beings alive; and +if I were obliged to be a wood-cutter for the rest of my days, I could +still content myself. O mother, I would not have believed that I could +have found such a creature in a world in which all others are mere +pretence and _rouge_, lies and deceit. + +"She is in perfect health, and as pure and as fresh as a dewdrop. +Although she has learned nothing, she knows everything. She cannot +couch it in words, but her eyes speak it. Her heart is so thoroughly +good,--so strong,--so pure,--indeed, I cannot find the right word for +it. She has no parents, no brothers or sisters. She is a child of the +woods, and as pure and as holy as the primeval forest itself. + +"O, forgive me all! I cannot describe my emotions. Now I understand and +believe everything. They tell us that in the olden time, a Prince once +lost his way while hunting in the forest, and that he found a maiden +whom he placed upon his horse and led to his castle and then made her +his queen. Those stories are all true. I cannot make a queen of +Martella, but through her I am ennobled; and it grieves me that it will +not do to have our wedding at once. But I will wait. I can wait. Or, if +you like it better, we will wander forth to America, and, far from the +world, shall live there as our first parents did in Paradise. Believe +me, there is indeed a paradise. + +"O mother! You are certainly all that a human being can be, but still +you have one fault;--yes, yes; you have wept--and the first commandment +should be, 'Man, thou shalt not weep.' And, just think of it, mother, +Martella has never yet wept! She is as healthy as a doe, and I swear it +to you, she shall never know what it is to weep. O mother! O father! in +the depths of the forest I have found this pure, innocent child, so +wise and clever, so strong and brave. This flower has blossomed in the +hidden depths of the forest; no human eye had ever seen her before. I +am not worthy of her, but I will try to become so." + +His voice became thick. He beat his breast with both hands, and drew a +long deep breath. I have never yet seen a being so refulgent with +happiness. Thus, in the olden time, must they have looked who thought +they were beholding a miracle; and even now, when I write of these +things, feeble as my words seem, I tremble with emotion. + +And could this be my child, my son, my madcap, who now felt so humble +and contrite. I had lost all memory of his former rudeness and sarcasm. +It was some time before we could answer his words. + +The sun was going down in the west, its last broad rays fell into the +room, shedding a glow of light over all, and as we sat we heard the +evening chimes. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +"I believe in your love," said my wife at last. + +"O mother!" cried Ernst, throwing himself at her feet; and then kissing +her hands, he wept and sobbed while he rested his head on her knee. + +I lifted him up and said, "We are independent enough not to ask where +our daughter-in-law comes from, so that she be but good and will make +our child happy." + +Ernst grasped both of my hands and said, "I knew it. I do not deserve +your love, but now I shall try to be worthy of it." + +"But where have you been since dinner-time?" said my wife, trying to +change the conversation. + +Ernst replied that he had left the road and had wandered far into the +forest, where he had lain down and fallen asleep; and that within him +two sorts of spirits had been battling. The spiteful spirit had urged +him not to take back the rude words, and desired him, without heeding +father or mother, to wander forth into the wide world with his +Martella; she would follow him wherever he led. + +The humble spirit had, however, warned him to return and undo the harm +he had done. The conflict had been a long one. At last he rose to his +feet and ran home as if sent by a messenger of happiness. + +My wife listened attentively, and regarded him with that glance of hers +which seemed to penetrate the deepest recesses of the soul. No other +being can listen so attentively as she could, and no glance is as +soothing as hers was. She would not attempt to assist you when at a +loss for words, or by her manner imply that she knew what you meant. +She patiently permitted you to explain yourself, to stop or to +continue; and when she was listening, you could not but feel wiser than +you really were. Her glance illumined your very soul. + +When Ernst had finished she said to him: "You are on the right path at +last. I know that you think you have already reached the goal, and that +all is done. But, believe me, and do not forget what I now tell +you,--the spiteful spirit will return again; now he only feigns death. +But rest content, for from this day you will be his master. I see this +as clearly as I see your very eyes. The best possession in the world is +now yours--pure, righteous love. Yes, you may well laugh, for now it is +your goodness that laughs." + +Rothfuss came to tell me that the Alsatian cattle-dealer who wanted to +purchase our fat oxen, wished to see me. I was about to send word to +him to wait or to come some other time, but I understood my wife's +glance, which told me that I had better leave her alone with Ernst. + +I left the room, and, while going, I heard her say, "Ernst, you must +now eat and drink something; such emotions as you have felt awaken +hunger and thirst." + +When I returned, Ernst sat at the table eating his supper. He called +out to me, "Father, mother has arranged everything nicely, and if you +are satisfied, why--" + +"Eat now, and let me speak," said my wife. And then she continued: + +"From all that Ernst has told me--and we depend upon his +truthfulness--I am convinced that Martella is a real treasure-trove. No +one but such a girl could banish this spirit of unrest. We are, thank +God, so circumstanced that besides a good family name we can also +bestow worldly goods upon our children. Ernst and his bride[1] are both +young and can work for themselves. He loves in her the child of nature; +but he understands that there is much of good which she can and must +yet take up into this pure nature of hers. He used to say that he could +never be happy except with a woman who sang beautifully, but now he no +longer finds singing a necessity. But he cannot do without spiritual +sympathy and harmony in his higher life. She need not learn French; I +have forgotten what I once knew of it. But Ernst is accustomed to a +refined home; and when he goes home to his wife in his forest house, he +should be able to find refreshment and rest in noble and elevating +thoughts. + +"If a forester is denied the proper delights of home and married life, +there is nothing left him but the pleasures of the tavern; and they +will certainly ruin him. + +"Martella must not be confused or taught in school-girl fashion. That +which is noble and refined in life cannot be imparted by precept or +command. It must become a necessity to her, just as it has become to +our own son, and not until then can they both be happy. + +"Neither will the world be satisfied with mere nature and forest +manners. Does it not seem the very thing that she of her own accord has +said to Ernst, 'Let me spend a year as a servant to your sister, the +captain's wife, or what would be still better, with your mother, and +then come for me? If you do not object, I think we had better do this. +Early to-morrow morning I shall drive over into the valley with Ernst, +and in the evening I shall return with Martella, who will remain with +us until all is arranged and she has become used to our ways and +customs, so that Ernst may live happily with her, not only in his +youth, but until his eighty-third year--for my father lived to that +age." + +I do not know which to admire most in my wife--her shrewdness or her +kindness. She always had the right word at the right time. + +I, of course, approved of her plan, and on the morrow she started off +with Ernst in the wagon. Rothfuss drove the two bays. + +Towards evening, I walked down the road to meet them on their return. + +The sun was going down behind the Vosges Mountains. The rosy sunset +shed its glow over the rocks and the waters of the brook. + +The Englishman stood at the bank angling. He never saluted those whom +he met, but lived entirely for himself. Every year, as soon as the +snows began to melt, he came to our valley, and remained until the +winter returned. He dwelt with Lerz the baker, and was always fishing +up and down the valley. He gathered up his complicated fishing-tackle +and departed, followed by a day laborer carrying a fish basket. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +I waited down by the village saw-mill, where they already knew that +Ernst's bride was coming to live with us. With all his gentleness and +candor, Ernst had announced this in order that we should be bound by +it. I met Rautenkron the forester, who was known in the whole +neighborhood as "The wild huntsman." + +He was the best of shots, and could endure no living object. The people +thought he merely avoided men, but I knew that he hated them. He always +considered it a piece of good fortune when he heard bad news of any +one. He lived in solitude, for whenever he had been seduced into +helping some one he had always repented of it afterward. A ball had +once passed through his hat, and, during the examination, the +magistrate had said to the officer, "If he should ever be killed by a +shot, you had better examine the whole village, for we shall all have +had a share in it." He lived strictly within the law, however. He did +not want to be beloved: it was his boast that every one could say, "He +is severe, but just." He had no consideration either for rich or poor. + +He was in the vigor of life, with a gray beard, aquiline nose, and +wondrously clear liquid blue eyes, of a piercing brilliancy. + +He came up to me with a friendly air, that was quite unusual on his +part, and told me that Ernst had been with him that day. + +Ernst had said nothing to me of this. Rautenkron declared that he did +not concern himself about other people, but that he was really sorry +that Ernst was about to throw himself away. Here was another young man +who was fit for heroic deeds, but was ruined in this good-for-nothing +age, and was about to sacrifice his life to a coquettish forest girl. +It was unpardonable that we should countenance him in this, and consent +to take a creature from out of the thicket into a house which had +always borne so honorable a name. + +"Mark my words! She will be just like a young fox that is caught before +he has finished his growth,--he will never be perfectly tamed, but will +run away to his home when you least expect it, and be right in doing +so." + +It is always galling to hear pure affection thus abused and +misconstrued. + +I endeavored to change the subject, but Rautenkron affected not to hear +me, and indulged in the most violent language against the stranger. +Indeed, he prophesied that our thoughtless conduct would drag us into +misfortune, and called the miller to bear witness to what he thus told +me. + +I abruptly refused to continue the subject, and now Rautenkron called +out to me, his eyes beaming with joy, "Enough. Let us speak of +something else. I have to-day done one of the prettiest deeds of my +life. Shall I tell you what? All right! You know Wollkopf the wood +dealer. He has such a mild, insinuating way about him, but always eyed +me as the usurer does a suspicious-looking pledge. He did not trust me. +'But,' thought I to myself, 'just wait! I will bide my time; he will +come yet.' And he has come at last, within shooting distance too. At +the last sale of wood in my district, he had bought a large lot of +logs, and then came up to me and said that he wanted to speak plain +German with me. Now listen to what the honored town-councillor--you +know that is his position--the acknowledged man of honor, calls plain +speaking! He offered me a bribe if I would keep such and such logs out +of his lot. Of course I agreed. Smoking our cigars, we went on walking +through the woods. I quickly cut down an oak sapling, pulled the +branches from it, and with the green wood beat the lean man of honor to +my heart's content. He cried out with all his might, but no one heard +him save the cuckoo, and I enjoyed beating him until he was black and +blue; just as the cuckoo enjoys swallowing the caterpillar which +poisons the fingers of your soft-skinned gentry. I tell you there is no +greater pleasure than administering personal chastisement to a sharper. +Men say that the kiss of the beloved one is good; perhaps it is, but +this is better. + +"And when I was satisfied, and he too, I suppose, had enough, I let him +run, and said to him, 'Now, my sweet gentleman, you may sue me if you +choose; but, if you do, it will be my turn to tell my story.'" + +While Rautenkron told his story, his features acquired an uncanny +expression of glee. I must admit that I did not begrudge the sharper +the beating he had received; and besides that, the recital had engaged +my attention, and thus had relieved me from the sad thoughts which had +before that filled my mind. + +It was already dusk when the wagon arrived. It halted. My wife said to +the girl who was sitting at her side, "This is father. Speak to him." + +"I hope you are well, father!" exclaimed the girl. + +I heard Rautenkron beside me muttering angrily. His words, however, +were unintelligible. Without saying more he hurried off into the +forest. + +"What ails the misanthrope now?" said my wife. "But why need that +trouble us? My child, you had better get out here and follow with +father." + +I helped the child to alight. She seemed loth to obey. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +I was obliged to halt. I felt as if trying to drag a heavily laden +wagon up the hill. + +But let me proceed. I have many a steep path yet to climb. + +I stood with the girl on the highway. I extended my hand and uttered a +few words of welcome, but they did not come from the heart. Our wayward +son had imposed a great burden on us. The young maiden appeared to pay +no attention to what I was saying, but looked about in every direction. +As it was dusk, I could not see her distinctly. I could perceive, +however, that she was a powerful creature. She did not regulate her +step by mine, but I was forced to keep step with her unless I wished to +be left behind. + +"What dog is this running after us?" said I. + +"It is my dog. Isn't it so, Pincher? Aren't you my dog?" + +The dog answered with a bark, and kept running back and forth, now up +the road and now down. When she whistled to him, in huntsman's style, +he obeyed. + +"Master," asked she, without resting a moment while speaking, "and does +all as far as the eye can reach belong to you?" + +"Why do you inquire?" + +"Why? because I want to know. It must be jolly here in the daytime." + +"Indeed it is." + +"Is that the graveyard where I see the crosses and the white stones?" + +"Yes." + +"Can it be seen from your house?" + +"It can." + +"Too bad! that will never do. I can't bear to look out of the window. I +can't stay there, I won't stay; you must take away that graveyard; how +can one laugh or sing with that constantly before one's eyes? Or how +could I eat or drink? I once found a dead man in the forest. He had +been lying there ever so long, and was quite eaten away. I can't bear +to have Death always staring me in the face. I won't stay here." + +I was obliged to stop. I felt so oppressed that I could not move from +the spot. + +The oxen that I had sold the day before were just being led down the +hill. When Martella saw them she cried out, "Oh what splendid beasts! +are they yours?" + +"They are no longer mine. I sold them yesterday, and they are to be led +to France." + +"A pleasant meal to you, France!" said Martella, laughing boisterously. +I could not help noticing her hearty laughter, for I felt quite shocked +by it. What can this child be, thought I? What will become of our +tranquil household? + +We arrived at the house. The room seemed lighted up more brilliantly +than usual. We ascended the steps, Martella preceding me. My wife was +waiting for us on the threshold, and taking both of Martella's hands in +hers, said, "Now, child, thou art at last at home." + +"I am at home everywhere. And so is my dog. Isn't it so, Pincher?" said +Martella in a bold tone. + +We entered the room. There were three lights on the table. My wife's +eloquent glance told me to have patience, and when I saw her lay her +hand on her heart I felt that she was confident that she could direct +everything for the best. + +I now, for the first time, had a good look at Martella. In carriage and +feature she seemed as wild and defiant as a gypsy. Her face was full of +an expression of boldness. But she was indeed beautiful and fascinating +when she spoke, and even more so when she laughed. + +"Why do you have three lamps on the table?" said she. + +"That is the custom," answered my wife, "when a bride comes to the +house." + +"How lovely!" exclaimed Martella. "The one light stands for us who are +as one. The other two lights represent the parents." And she laughed +most heartily. Her next question was, "Why do you have two clocks in +your room?" + +"You ask a great many questions," I could not avoid answering. But my +wife said, "That is right. Always ask questions, and you will soon +learn all that you need know." + +Martella may have imagined that she had been too precipitate, for she +soon said: + +"To-morrow is yet another day. I am so tired. I would like to go to +sleep now. But I must have my dog with me, or else I cannot rest." + +Indeed, her gentle good-night and her curtsey seemed strangely at +variance with her usually bold and defiant manner. + +When she had left us, my wife said to me, "Do not take this affair to +heart. It is indeed no trifle. But remember that Ernst might have made +a much more serious mistake. He loves the wild creature, and our duty +is to help him as best we can. Let Rothfuss and me take charge of the +girl. For the present, you had better treat her with an air of reserve. +We two will attend to all. You may be glad that we have so faithful a +servant as Rothfuss. They are friends already, and he says, 'By the +time the potatoes are brought home, she will lay aside her red +stockings.' I was wishing for that on our way here. But she refused so +positively, that I desisted from my endeavors to persuade her." + +After a little while, she continued: + +"A voice in the forest helped me to bring all things about as they +should be. I heard the cuckoo's cry, and was reminded by that, that he +would leave his young in a strange nest, and that other birds would +patiently and affectionately nurture the strange birdling. We are +something like these cuckoo parents. What they do without thought, we +do consciously." + +When at early dawn on the following day, I looked out of my window, I +saw Martella and her dog at the fountain in front of the house. Seen by +day, and in her light attire, she seemed wondrously beautiful and +fascinating. + +She washed her face and plaited her thick brown hair. Her every +movement seemed free and noble, and almost graceful enough to please an +artist's eye. + +She sang in a low voice, and would from time to time exclaim, "Cuckoo!" + +Rothfuss, who saw that she was washing herself, called out to her that +she must not do that again. "The cows drink there, and if you wash +yourself in that basin, they will never go there again." + +"I have already noticed," she replied, "that the cattle have the first +place in this house." + +When she saw me, she called out in a clear, ringing voice: + +"Good-morning, master. Ernst was certainly right when he told me that +it is lovely here. One can see so far in every direction. I shall yet +climb every one of those hills. How good the water is! Do you, too, +hear the cuckoo? He is already awake, and has bid me good-morning. Old +Jaegerlies[2] has often told me that I was the cuckoo's child. And do +you know that the cow got a calf during the night? A spotted cow-calf? +We have already given the cow something warm to drink. The calf drank +milk when it was hardly two minutes old. Rothfuss said it would be a +pity to kill the calf. I am going to drive out into the fields with +Rothfuss to get some clover. Yes, a cow has a good time of it in your +house. But look! the cuckoo is flying over your house! That is an +omen!" + +She went to the stable, and I followed her a short time afterwards. She +looked on dreamily while the cow was licking the new-born calf, and +said at last, + +"That is what you folks call kissing." + +Rothfuss asked her: + +"Are you fond of cows?" + +"I don't know; I never had one." + +He showed her our best cow and said, + +"Three years ago, when she was a calf, she got the first prize at the +agricultural exhibition. She puts food to the best use. Everything that +she eats turns either to meat or to milk." + +Rothfuss told Martella to put on a little jacket. They soon drove out +to the fields, and when she held up the scythe, she exclaimed, +"Cuckoo!" It seemed to me as if I were dreaming, and yet I remembered +quite distinctly that my wife had spoken to me on the previous night of +the cuckoo's young ones. + +What a strange coincidence it seemed! + +Martella returned from the fields in good spirits, and during the +morning lunch was quite cheerful. She was constantly talking of the +daughter-in-law, and the cow-calf that had come into the family during +the night before. + +I then said to her, "I will give you the cow-calf. It is yours." + +She made no answer, but looked at me with an air of surprise. + +Rothfuss told me that when in the stable, she had said to the calf: +"You belong to me. But of course, you know nothing of it. You really +belong to your mother. But your mother belongs to the master, the +master belongs to Ernst, and Ernst belongs to me; and that is how it +is." + +When evening came, Rothfuss expressed his opinion in the following +words: + +"If her inside is like her outside, she need not be made any better +than she already is." + +Our oldest maid-servant, Balbina, seemed quite kindly disposed to the +new arrival, and Martella said that Balbina had told her something with +the air of imparting a secret of which she was the only possessor. And +what was it? "Why, nothing more than that it is sinful to lie and +steal." + +I have given the story of this first day in its smallest details. It is +only for the first green leaves of spring that we have an attentive +eye. They go on, silently increasing, until they become so numerous +that they excite no comment. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +Martella did not become attached to any one in the house except +Rothfuss, whom she was constantly plying with questions about Ernst's +childhood. When in pleasant evenings during the week, and on Sunday +afternoons in clear weather, the youths and maidens would march through +the village, with their merry songs, she would sit with Rothfuss on the +bench by the stable, or, unattended by any companion save her dog, +would be up in the woods that lay back of our house. + +When she had any special request, she would communicate it through +Rothfuss. + +Among other things, she wanted to go out into the forest with the +wood-cutters. From her thirteenth year she had wielded the axe, and +could use it as cleverly as the men. We did not grant this wish of +hers. + +Her craving for knowledge was insatiable, and I marvelled at the +patience and equanimity with which my wife told her everything she +wanted to know. + +Things to which we had become accustomed were to her occasions of the +liveliest surprise. This did not seem to change, for she never could +get used to what with us had, through daily habit, become a matter of +course. To her all seemed a marvel. + +Her glance was full of courage. Her voice seemed so full of sincerity, +that her strangest utterances required no added assurance of their +truthfulness. Her laughter was so hearty that it seemed contagious. + +Rothfuss was quite proud that he could control Martella, just as he did +the two bays that he had raised from the time they were foals, and +delighted to speak of the fact, that our youngest--as he called +Ernst--was the best of marksmen. He had secured the best prize. For +there could be no other girl so wise and merry as Martella. And she was +so full of merry capers that the very cows looked around and lowed, as +if to say, "We, too, would be glad to laugh with you, if we only could. +But, alas! we cannot. We have not the bellows to do it with." + +She had named her calf "Muscat." She would nurse it as if it were a +younger sister. She maintained that it was a perfect marvel of health +and wisdom, and that the old cow was jealous, and tried to butt her +because she had noticed that the calf had greater love for Martella +than for its own mother. + +There was one point on which she and Rothfuss always quarrelled. She +had an inexplicable aversion to America, of which Rothfuss always spoke +as if it were Paradise itself. The manner in which Lisbeth, the +locksmith's widow, had been provided for, was his chief argument in its +favor. "None but a free state would provide so well for the families of +the men killed in battle. How different our Germans are about that." + +Towards my wife and myself, Martella was respectful, but diffident. + +Ernst came to us but twice during the summer, remaining but a few hours +each time. + +He wanted Martella to walk or drive around the neighborhood with him, +but she refused, saying "that she would not leave home. She had been +away long enough." + +Ernst was evidently provoked that Martella refused to go with him, but +kept his anger to himself. + +In that summer, 1865, we had charming harvest weather, and I shall +never forget Martella's saying, "I shall help gather the harvest. I was +a gleaner once, and know that this is good weather for the farmers. To +cut the ears in the morning and carry home the rich sheaves in the +evening, without having had a storm during the day, is good for the +farmer, but not so pleasant for the poor gleaner. Storms during the +harvest time scatter the grain for the poor; for the farmers give +nothing away of their own accord." + +Rothfuss looked towards me, and nodded approval of her words. + +Towards the end of summer, Richard paid us a visit. + +Richard had written to us some time before, and had referred to Ernst's +conduct in indignant terms. He felt shocked that one who had not yet +secured a livelihood for himself, had already linked the fate of +another with his own, and had inflicted her presence upon the +household. But from the first moment that he saw Martella, he admired +her more than any of us had done. + +When he offered her his first brotherly greeting, she gazed at him with +her brilliant eyes, and said, + +"I can see ten years ahead." + +"Have you the gift of prophecy?" + +"Oh pshaw! I don't mean that. What I mean is that in ten years from now +Ernst will look as you now do. But I hope that when that time comes, he +will not have to use spectacles." + +Richard laughed, and so did Martella quite heartily. + +There is nothing better than when two people laugh together at their +first meeting. + +Later in the season, my daughter Johanna, who is the wife of a pastor +in the Oberland who had once been Ludwig's teacher, came with her +grown-up daughter to pay us a visit. Johanna's object in coming was to +receive the benefit of the milk cure. + +At their very first meeting, she unintentionally affronted Martella. +Johanna always wore black silk netted gloves, and when, with too +evident an air of assumed kindness, she offered her hand to Martella, +the latter said to her: + +"There is no need for a fly-net on your hand. I do not sting." + +After this trifling circumstance, there was many a heart-burning +between Martella and Johanna. They were always at cross purposes. +Rothfuss was provoked, as he was unable to satisfy Martella that the +pastor's wife had not intended to affront her. Martella refused to be +convinced, and persisted in calling Johanna a "fly-net." + +When she had once conceived an aversion for any one, she was immovable. +And when Johanna came to the cow stables, which she did twice every day +at milking-time, she would always in an ironical tone say, "Good-day, +madam sister-in-law." + +Johanna found in this a cause for continued ill-feeling, to which, in +her discontented and susceptible condition, she readily gave way. + +Johanna imagined that she had found the way to Martella's heart, by +assuring her how much she pitied her. But that only served to make +matters worse; for Martella resented any manifestation of pity. + +As our household was conducted on a generous scale, there was much +that, in Johanna's eyes, contrasted unpleasantly with her own home. She +frequently alluded to the small pay her husband was earning, and often +gave us cause to remember that he would have been advanced much more +rapidly, if he had not been the son-in-law of a member of the party in +opposition to the government. She, in fact, made no concealment of her +belief that I was the cause of her husband's and her daughter's infirm +health. If it were not that I was in such great disfavor with the +government, they would long ago have been stationed in a more genial +climate, and would thus have recovered their health. + +She maintained that our mode of living was not pious enough, and +thought it most atrocious that we indulged Martella in her heathenish +ways. + +She did not care to go to the village pastor, with whom we had but +little intercourse, for she was angry at him. His position brought him +little work but generous pay, and she therefore coveted it for her own +husband. But then, the wife of our pastor happened to be the daughter +of a member of the consistory, which, of course, explains the whole +matter. + +One peculiarity of Martella's afforded Johanna many an opportunity to +read us homilies on our neglect of the child. No matter whether you did +her a service or gave her a present, Martella never uttered a word of +thanks. + +I am unable to explain the trait. It may have been the result of the +simple life of nature in which she had been reared. + +My son Richard, who passed a portion of the autumn holidays with us, +was of that opinion. + +Richard had a way of laying aside his spectacles after he had been with +us for a day or two, and getting along without them until the day of +his departure. He thus, with every succeeding year, did much to +strengthen his overtasked eyes. I think he used to put his spectacles +in the keeping of Rothfuss, who would return them to him on the day he +left home. + +On this occasion, however, he retained his spectacles, and spent less +of his time with Rothfuss than with Martella, who seemed to have become +fonder of him than of any of us. In the evenings and on Sundays, she +would take long walks with him in the woods, and would talk +unceasingly. + +One evening Richard said: + +"I received the great academical prize to-day. Martella said to me: 'I +can hardly believe that you are a professor; you are so--so wise, and +have so much common-sense, and can talk like--like a wood-keeper's +servant.' Can you imagine greater praise than that? + +"And let me tell you, moreover, that Martella is full of wisdom. She +knows every creature, the beasts of the field and the birds of the air. +And besides that, she can read the human heart thoroughly. I could not +repeat some of her opinions to you without committing a breach of +confidence. But I can tell you that she has split many a log, and knows +how to swing her axe to the right spot. + +"Yes, Ernst is a lucky fellow; I am only fearful that he may not +understand her simple nature. She is too wayward. I trust that he may +learn to see in her a real incarnation of undefiled holiness and +majesty. It is true that in her case they manifest themselves in the +form of a girl not given to blissful tears, but the very embodiment of +joy itself. + +"While walking along the road, she was chewing twigs of pine, and +handed a few to me, with the words: 'Taste them; there is nothing half +so good as these.' + +"When I told her that, as she could get better and more regular fare, +she had better give up this habit of chewing pine needles, especially +as it excited her nerves, she answered: 'I think you are right. They +always excite me terribly.' + +"We were about to cross a meadow. I was afraid of the wet places. +'Follow me,' said she, 'and be careful to look out for the molehills, +for there is always dry soil underneath them.'" + +While Richard was thus discoursing with unwonted enthusiasm, Johanna +had risen from the table and had beckoned to her daughter to follow +her. + +Richard and my wife had noticed this as well as I had done. They did +not allude to it, however, but continued their conversation, agreeing +that it was best for the present to let Martella have her own way. They +thought that she would in due time undoubtedly awaken to a longing for +life's nobler forms, and the deeper meaning that lay beneath them. + +My wife had no set plan on which to educate Martella. + +"She is to live with us, and that of itself will educate her. She sees +every one of us attending to his appointed labor. That will, of itself, +soon teach her where her duty lies, and will help to make her orderly +and methodical. She sees that our lives are sincere, and that, too, +must do her good." + +My wife was careful to caution Richard against teaching her any +generalities, as they could be of no use to her. + +Martella was not gentle in her disposition. She was severe towards +herself as well as towards others. She had no compassion for the +sufferings of others. Her idea was that every one should help himself +as best he could. + +She had never cared or toiled for another being. Like the stag in the +forest, she lived for herself alone. My wife nodded silent approval +when Richard observed, "In a state of nature, all is egotism; +gentleness, industry, and the disposition to assist others are results +of culture." + +On the very day on which Richard had to leave us, the Major arrived at +our house. He was on a tour of inspection, and had been examining the +horses which the law required the farmers to hold ready for government +uses. + +Our village was not included in his district, and he had gone out of +his way to pay us this visit. He was in full uniform. His athletic, +hardy figure presented quite a stately appearance, and his honest, +cheerful manner was quite refreshing. + +He was glad to be able to inform us that the ill-will of his superior +officers, in which even the minister of war had participated, had not +injured him with the Prince. Although there had been three competitors +for the position, the Prince had selected him, and had personally +informed him of his promotion with the words, "I have great respect for +your father-in-law, and believe that he is a true friend of the state." + +The Major was not wanting in respect and affection for me, and his +behavior to my wife was marked by a knightly grace, and filial +veneration. When Richard told him how Martella had in himself seen her +own betrothed with ten years added to his real age, he replied: "I have +never said so, but it has often occurred to me that, when she is older, +Bertha will be the very picture of her mother as we now see her." + +Richard was an excellent go-between for Martella and the Major, who had +brought a necklace of red beads which Bertha had sent to the new +sister-in-law. + +Although Martella's face became flushed with emotion, she did not +utter one word of thanks. She pressed the beads to her lips, and then +stepped to the mirror and fastened the necklace on. Then she turned +towards us, while she counted us off on her fingers and said, "I am a +sister-in-law. Now I know everything, and have everything. I have a +pastor, a professor, a major, a forester, a great farmer, and--what +else is there? Ah, yes, now I know--a builder." + +"Yes, we have one; but he is in America." + +"I will have nothing to do with America," said Martella. + +The Major ventured the remark that Ernst had acted unwisely in leaving +the service; he seemed made for a soldier, and the best thing he could +do would be to return to the army. But in that case he would have, for +a while at least, to postpone all thoughts of marrying. + +"He need not hurry on my account," interrupted Martella; "I am sure I +shall put nothing in his way. I, too, shall need some time to make +myself fit. I shall have to put many a thing in here," pointing to her +forehead, "before I shall deserve to be a member of this family. Now I +have the necklace that my sister-in-law sent me, around my neck, and do +not mind being tied, and--Good-night!" + +She reached out her hand to my wife, and then to each one of us. After +which she again grasped my wife's hand, and then retired. + +Richard explained Martella's peculiar characteristics to the Major. +Both in thought and in action she was a strange compound of gentleness +and rudeness. + +The Major asked whether we knew anything about her parents. Richard +replied that she had imparted facts to him that bore on the subject, +but that they were as yet disconnected and unsatisfactory, and that he +had given her his word of honor that he would reveal naught, until she +herself thought that the proper time had come. + +We kept up our cheerful conversation for some time longer. Suddenly it +occurred to the Major to observe that the dispute between Prussia and +Austria was taking a dangerous shape, and that, according to his views, +Prussia was in the right. The military system of the confederation +could not last long in its present condition. + +Thus we were brought face to face with serious questions. + +Of what import was the transformation of a child of the forest, when +such weighty matters were on the carpet. + +But while the clouds pass by over our heads, and the seasons depart, +the little plant quietly and steadily keeps on growing. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +In the winter of 1865 I left home to attend a session of the +Parliament. + +My neighbor Funk, who was also a delegate, accompanied me. + +It grieves me to be obliged to describe this man or even to mention +him. + +He caused me much sorrow. He humiliated me more than any other man has +ever done, for he proved to me that I have neither worldly wisdom nor +knowledge of men. How could I have so egregiously deceived myself in +him? I am too hasty in determining as to the character of a man, and +when I afterwards find that his actions are not in keeping with my +conception of what they should be, the inconsistency torments me as if +it were an unsolved enigma. In one word, I have suffered much because +of a lack of reserve. Unfortunately I must give all or nothing. Even +now I cannot help thinking that he must be better, after all, than he +seems. I find, on comparing myself with him, that he has many an +advantage over me. He is twenty years younger than I am, and yet he +seems as if he had matured long ago. I shall never be that way, no +matter how long I live. I am always growing. + +He had failed in the examination for a degree, and, disappointed and +vexed, had entered the teachers' seminary. He afterward actually became +a schoolmaster, but never forgot that he had once aspired to enter a +higher sphere of life. + +When the revolution broke out he had hoped to find his reckoning in it. +He speedily found himself in a high position, and had no trouble in +accustoming himself to the princely palace in which the provisional +government had located itself. + +I have already mentioned that I had brought Funk home from Strasburg +with me. I felt so firmly convinced of his innocence that I used all my +influence in his behalf, and even deposited a considerable sum as his +bondsman, in order that he might be tried without having to surrender +his liberty. He was pronounced innocent. + +He made me shudder one day when he told me that the judges had +evidently imbibed my belief in his innocence. + +Funk was a handsome man, and still retains his good looks. Annette, the +friend of my daughter Bertha, called him a perfect type of lackey +beauty. She was sure, she said, that he was born to wear a livery. +There was something so abject and cringing about him. She was not a +little proud of her discernment, when, some time after, I confirmed her +judgment by the announcement that Funk was actually a son of the Duke's +valet. + +Funk did not resume his former position as a teacher. He became an +emigration agent. For during the first years of the reaction there was +a great increase in the number of emigrants from this country to +America. + +Besides this, he had also become an agent for Insurances of all sorts +Fire, Life, Hail, and Cattle. His window-shutters were so covered with +signs that they presented quite a gay appearance. + +He was chosen as one of the town-council, but the government did not +confirm him in office, which action of theirs gained him much credit +with the people. Two years after that, when he was elected burgomaster, +he knew how to bring it about that a deputation should wait upon the +Prince in person to urge his confirmation. + +Funk induced his wife always to wear the old-time costumes of the +country people. + +"That, you must know," he said to me one day, "awakens the confidence +of the country people." When I reproved him for this trick, he laughed +and showed his pretty teeth. There was, to me at least, always +something insincere and repulsive in his laugh, and in the fact +that he never wearied of repeating certain high-sounding phrases. But +what was there to draw me towards this man? I will honestly admit +that I have a certain admiration for combativeness, courage, and +shrewdness--qualities in which I am deficient. + +My unsuspecting confidence in others is a mistake. But I have been thus +for seventy years, and when I reckon up results, I find that I am none +the worse for it. Although over-confidence in others has brought me +many a sorrow, it has also given me many a joy. + +I have suffered much through others, and through Funk especially; but I +still believe that there are no thoroughly bad men, but that there are +thoroughly egotistical ones, and that the pushing of egotism beyond its +due bounds is the source of all evil. + +If I had not helped him with all my influence, Funk would not have been +chosen a delegate to the Parliament. When he visited me, on the day +following the election, he addressed me in a tone of unwonted and +unlooked-for familiarity, much to the disgust of my wife. + +After he had left she said to me, "I cannot understand you. I did not +interfere when I saw that you were trying to gain votes for Funk; that, +I presume, is a part of politics, and perhaps the party needs voters, +and just such bold and irreverent people. They can say things that a +man of honor would not permit himself to utter. But I cannot conceive +how you can allow yourself to be on so familiar a footing with that +man." + +I assured her that the first advances had been made by him, and that +although they were undesired by me I did not choose to appear proud. + +She said no more. But there was yet another reproof in store for me. + +When I entered the stable Rothfuss said to me, "Why did you let that +grinning fellow get so near to you? Is he still calling out, 'God be +with thee, Waldfried! You will come to see me soon, will you not?' Such +talk from that quarter is no compliment." + +I did not suffer him to go on with his remarks. My weak fear of hurting +the feelings of others had already worked its own punishment on myself. + +When I left home for the session of 1865, Funk was waiting for me down +by the saw-mill. I found him with a young man, the son of a +schoolmaster who lived in the neighborhood. He took leave of his +companion, and turning to me exclaimed with a triumphant air, "I have +already saved one poor creature to-day. The simple-minded fellow wanted +to become a teacher. A mere teacher in a public school! A position +which is ideally elevated, but financially quite low. I convinced him +that he would be happier breaking stone on the road. We ought to make +it impossible for the Government to get teachers for its public +schools." + +When I answered that he was wantonly trifling with the education of our +people, he replied, "From your point of view, perhaps you are quite +right." It was in this way that I first got the idea that Funk thought +he was controlling me. His subordination was a mere sham, and we were +really at heart opposed to each other. + +He voted as I did in the Parliament, but not for the same reasons. + +If Funk had been insincere towards me, it was now my turn--and that was +the worst of it--to be insincere towards him. + +I was determined to break off my relations with him, and only awaited a +favorable opportunity for so doing. And yet while awaiting that +opportunity I kept up my usual relations with him. + +It is x indeed sad, that intercourse with those who are insincere +begets insincerity in ourselves. + +We reached the railway station, where we found numerous delegates, and +indeed two of our own party, who were cordially disliked by Funk. One +of them was a manufacturer who lived near the borders of Switzerland. +He was a strict devotee, but was really sincere in his religious +professions, which he illustrated by his pure and unselfish conduct. We +were on the friendliest footing, although he could not avoid from time +to time expressing a regret that I did not occupy the same religious +stand-point that he did. + +The other delegate was a proud and haughty country magistrate--a man of +large possessions, who imagined it was his especial prerogative to lead +in matters affecting the welfare of the state. He had been opposed to +Funk during the election, and had ill-naturedly said, "Beggars should +have nothing to say." Funk had not forgotten this, but nevertheless +forced him, as it were, into a display of civility. + +The two companions were quite reserved in their manner towards Funk, +and before we had accomplished our journey I could not help observing +that there was a pressure which would induce a clashing and a +subsequent separation of these discordant elements. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +During the winter session of the Parliament I did not reside with my +daughter Bertha. + +At a future day it will be difficult to realize what a separation there +then was between the different classes of our people. + +There was a feeling of restraint and ill-will between those who wore +the dress of the citizen and that of the soldier. The Prince was, above +all things, a soldier, and when in public always appeared in uniform. + +We delegates, who could not approve of all that the Government required +of us, were regarded as the sworn enemies of the state, both by court +circles and by the army, to whom we were nevertheless obliged to grant +supplies. + +An officer who would suffer himself to be seen walking in the street +with a citizen who was suspected of harboring liberal opinions, or with +one of the delegates of our party, might rely upon being reported at +head-quarters. + +Although he did not say anything about it, my son-in-law was much +grieved by this condition of affairs. Whenever I visited him he treated +me with respect and affection, as if he thus meant to thank me for the +reserve I had maintained when we met in public, and desired to +apologize for the rigid discipline he was obliged to observe. + +We had a long session, full of fury and bitterness on the part of the +ministers and officers of the Government, and of the depressing +consciousness of wasted effort on ours. The morning began with public +debate; after that came committee-meetings, and in the evenings our +party caucuses, which sometimes lasted quite late. And all of these +sacrifices of strength were made with the discouraging prospect that +the fate of our Fatherland still hung in doubt, that our labors would +prove fruitless, and that our vain protest against the demands of our +rulers would be all that we could contribute to history. + +The air seemed thick as if with a coming storm. We felt that our party +was on the eve of breaking up into opposing fragments. There was no +longer the same confidence among its members, and here and there one +could hear it said: "Yes, indeed, you are honest enough, and have no +ambitious or selfish views to subserve." + +Funk was one of the most zealous of all in the attempt to break up the +party. + +For a while he had undoubtedly aspired to the leadership. But when it +was confided to a gifted man who had availed himself of the declaration +of amnesty and had returned to his Fatherland some years before, Funk +acted as if he had never thought of the position. + +Who can recall all of the changes in the weather that help to ripen the +crop! + +A spirit of fellowship is praised both in war and in voyages of +adventure. The life of a delegate, it seems to me, combines the +peculiar features of both of those conditions. It is no trifling matter +to leave a pleasant home and to bid adieu to wife and children, and to +stand shoulder to shoulder, laboring faithfully day and night for the +common weal. + +I have had the good fortune to gain the friendship of man. It differs +somewhat from the love of woman, but is none the less blessed. + +I was not only a delegate from our district but also a member of the +German Parliament. I was in accord with the best men of my country, and +we were true to one another at our posts. May those who in a happier +period replace us act as faithfully and unselfishly as we did! + +During the winter session my wife's letters were a source of great +enjoyment to me. She kept me fully informed of all that happened at +home, and especially in regard to Martella. + +On the morning that I left home she came to my wife and said, +"Mother--I may call you so, may I not?--and I shall try to be worthy of +it; and when master returns, I shall call him father." + +She pointed to her feet. My wife did not know what she meant by that, +until she at last said, "Rothfuss said that if I were to lay aside my +red stockings, I would be making a good beginning." + +And after this she began again: "I shall learn all that you tell me, +but not from the schoolmaster's assistant. When he was alone with me +the other day, he stroked my cheeks and I slapped him for his +impertinence. I shall gladly learn all that you wish me to learn." + +She remained with my wife, and appeared quite pliant and docile. My +wife had her sleep in her own bedchamber, and on the first night she +exclaimed, with a voice full of emotion, "I have a mother at last? O +Ernst, you ought to know where I am! How happy you have been to have +had a mother all your life!" + +I took these letters to my daughter Bertha, who thoroughly appreciated +and loved Martella. She said that her own experience had been somewhat +similar; for her marriage had introduced her to an aristocratic and +military circle, in which she was at first considered as an interloper, +and where it took some time before she could acquire the position due +her. For even to this day the aristocracy retain the advantage that +those who are well born can enter good society, even though they be +utterly devoid of culture. + +Annette, who had also married an officer, had become quite attached to +her, and the result of their combined efforts was that they at last +achieved quite a distinguished position. Annette, who was a Jewess by +birth, and very wealthy, had at first attempted to conquer her way into +society by dress and show. Yielding, however, to the counsels of +Bertha, she took the better course; and by adopting a simple and +dignified manner, free from any craving for admiration, the recognition +she merited was accorded her. + +This friend of Bertha was, I confess, not at all to my liking. She had +received a good education, and even had a cultivated judgment; but she +was fain to mistake these gifts for genius, and imagined herself a +thoroughly superior woman--a piece of self-deception in which +flatterers encouraged her. + +Her husband regarded her as a woman of superior gifts, and succeeded in +this way in consoling himself for the inconvenient fact of her being of +Jewish descent. His faith in her genius seemed to increase rather than +diminish, and it was his constant delight to sound its praises to +others. + +Annette treated me with exceptional admiration, but she always seemed +desirous of making a parade of her appreciation of me, or in other +words, having it minister to her own glory. Mere possession or +undemonstrative emotion afforded her no pleasure. Her talents and her +reflections afforded her great enjoyment, and it was her constant +desire that others should have the benefit of it. She was always +inviting you to dine with her; and if you accepted her invitations, she +was never satisfied until you had praised the dishes which she could so +skilfully prepare. She sang with a powerful voice and drew very +cleverly, but wanted the world to know it, and to pay her homage +accordingly. + +She always addressed me as "patriarch," until I at last forbade her +doing so. I was, however, obliged to submit to some of the other +elegant phrases in which she was wont to indulge. She had no children, +and often spent the whole day in the private gallery of the House of +Parliament, where she would not cease nodding to me until I at last +returned her salute. + +One evening there was a party at Bertha's. The wife of the +Intendant-in-chief was among the guests. She was a beautiful creature, +slender and undulating in form, of majestic carriage, and yet withal +simple and unaffected. She had a charming voice, and sang many pretty +songs for us. She was so obliging too, that, yielding to the repeated +requests of her delighted auditors, she sang song after song. + +I had known her as a young girl. She was the daughter of the chief +forester, and seemed to retain the woodland freshness of her childhood +days. But she had always been ambitious, and had thirsted for the +pleasures of city life, with which she had become acquainted while +going to the school which was patronized by the reigning Princess. + +At one of the public examinations she had sung so delightfully that the +Princess had praised her performance; and I believe that her desire for +a brilliant life dated from that incident. + +She was fond of dress and show, and had married the Intendant, who was +a dried-up, conceited fellow. + +Her marriage had not been a happy one; and now she sang love-songs full +of glowing passion, of sobs and tears. + +I was thinking of this, and asking myself how it could be possible, +when Annette sat down by my side and softly whispered to me: + +"Do explain, if you can, how this woman, after singing such songs, can +leave the company and ride home with her disagreeable husband? I could +not sing a note if I had such a husband." + +Annette cannot conceive of her ever having been in love. All her +singing of the pleasures and the pains of love is nothing more than +poetical or musical affectation. "But how did she thus learn to +simulate emotion. If she really felt all this she would either die or +become crazed on her way home." + +From that moment I began to like Annette. She had gone much further +than I had dared even in my thoughts, and proved, at the same time, +that her heart was true, and that she could not separate her feeling +for art from the rest of her life. + +Bertha showed my wife's letters to her friend, who conceived the most +enthusiastic affection for Martella. She often inquired whether there +was anything she could do for the charcoal-burner's daughter. + +There was danger of offending her by refusing her gifts. Even a virtue +may at times assume a repulsive form. Annette's complaint--I cannot +express it otherwise--was a passion for helping others. + +My wife wrote that Martella was like a fresh bubbling spring, which +only needed to be kept within bounds to become a refreshing brook; but +that this must be carefully done, for inconsiderate attempts to deepen +the channel or divert its course might ruin the spring itself. + +My wife also informed us that Ernst had been home to pay a short visit. +He seemed quite pensive, and expressed his dissatisfaction with the +fact that Martella was looking so pale. He approved of the education +which she was receiving, but thought that her freshness and strength +should not be sacrificed. He said he had formed a plan to live with +Rautenkron, with whom he intended to practice, and also said that when +once in the quiet forest he would study industriously. + +My wife strenuously objected to this course. She maintained that where +there was a will, one could attend to his duty in any position; and +moreover, that at the present time it was not well for Ernst and +Martella to see each other so often. + +Martella was of the same opinion; and my wife could hardly find words +to express her delight that Martella was constantly acquiring +gentleness and consideration for others. Although at first she had been +loud and noisy, there was now something graceful and soothing in her +manner. She would arise early in the morning and dress herself in +silence, while my wife would feign sleep in order that Martella might +become confirmed in her gentle manners. + +One evening, when Martella had been the subject of protracted +conversation, I returned to my room, and for the first time noticed a +colored lithographic print that had been hanging there. It was the +picture of a danseuse who had been quite famous some years before. It +represented her in a difficult pose, and with long, flowing hair. The +print startled me. + +It was wonderfully like Martella; or was it simply self-deception +caused by her having been in our thoughts during the whole evening? + +I felt so agitated that I lit the lamp again and took another look at +the picture. The likeness seemed to have vanished. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +Towards the end of November, my wife wrote to me that Ernst had been at +home again, and that, several hours after his arrival, he had, in the +most casual manner, mentioned that he had successfully passed his +examination as forester. When my wife and Martella signified their +pleasure at this piece of news, he declared that he had only passed his +examination in order to prove to us and the rest of his acquaintance, +that he, too, had learned something, but that he was not made to be put +just where the state desired to place him, and that, in the spring, he +and Martella would emigrate to America, as he had already come to an +understanding with Funk in regard to the passage. + +When he asked Martella why she had nothing to say on the subject, she +replied: + +"You know that I would go to the end of the world with you. But we are +not alone. If we go, your parents and your brothers and sisters must +give us their blessing at parting." + +"Oh! that they will." + +"I think so too. But just consider, Ernst! We are both of us quite +young, and I have just begun to live. Do not look so fierce; when you +do that, you do not look half so handsome as you really are. And +besides, there is something yet on my mind which I must tell you, and +in which I am fully resolved." + +"I cannot imagine what you mean; it seems, at times, that I really do +not know you as I once did." + +"You do know me, and it grieves me to be obliged to tell you so." + +"What is it? What can it be? You have become quite serious all at +once." + +"I am glad that you can say so much in my praise, for I have need of +it; and I feel quite sure that you will approve of what I am going to +say. + +"Just see, Ernst! I won't speak of anything else--but with mother's aid +I have begun so much that is good, that I cannot bear to think of +hurrying away while the work is half finished. You have passed your +examination; let me pass mine too. First let mother tell me that my +apprenticeship is at an end, and then I will wander with you; and we +shall be two jolly gadabouts, and have lots of money for travelling +expenses. Isn't it so? You will let me stay here ever so long; won't +you? + +"Ah, that is right. You are laughing again, and I see that you approve +of what I have said. If you had not done so you should have had no +peace, for my mind is made up. + +"The canopied bed next to your mother's is now mine; and indeed it is a +heavenly canopy that one must be slow to leave. And, as I told you +before, I have just begun to live." + +Ernst looked towards my wife. It seemed as if doubt and pride were +struggling within him. When Martella had left the room and my wife +urged him to remain with us and to afford us the joy of having such a +daughter-in-law in our home, he was vanquished, and exclaimed: + +"Yes, I am indeed proud of her! I must admit I never expected so much +of her. If she only does not grow over my head." + +My wife wrote me that she only remembered a portion of what had +happened. The wisdom and feeling evinced by the child had surprised +her; and the subdued, heartfelt voice in which she had spoken had been +as delightful as the loveliest music. She had been obliged to ask +herself if this really was the wild creature who had entered the house +but three-quarters of a year ago. The change that she had devoutly +wished for had been brought about with surprising rapidity. Martella +had awakened to a sense of the duties life imposes on all of us. + +Nothing can be more gratifying than to find that a just course of +action has produced its logical results. + +Thus all was well. Ernst went out hunting with Rautenkron, and once +even prevailed on him to visit our house. + +Rautenkron had but little to say to Martella. He would knit his heavy +eyebrows, and cast searching side-glances on the child. This was his +custom with all strangers. When taking leave of my wife, he inquired +whether we knew anything of Martella's parentage. All that we knew was +that she had been found in the forest when four years old. Jaegerlies +had cared for her until Ernst brought her to our house. Martella had +told more than that to Richard, but he had firmly refused to tell us +what it was. When Rautenkron had left, Martella said: + +"He looks like a hedgehog, and I really believe that he could eat +mice." + +In the last letter that I received before returning to my home, my wife +wrote me that Martella had displayed a very singular trait. + +Rothfuss had become sick, and Martella, who was as much attached to him +as if she were his own child, could neither visit nor nurse him. She +had an unconquerable aversion to sick people. She would stand by the +door and talk to Rothfuss, but she would not enter his room. She was +quite angry at herself because of this, but could not act differently. + +"I cannot help it--I cannot help it," she said. "I cannot go near a +sick person." He begged her to procure some wine for him; some of the +red wine down in the glass house. He knew that would make him well +again. Rothfuss found as much pleasure in deceiving the doctor as he +usually did in outwitting the officers. + +Martella cheerfully entered into his plan; she got the wine for him, +and from that day he gradually improved in health. + +It was quite refreshing to me to have my thoughts recalled to our life +at home. While the most difficult political questions and a struggle +against a system of police espionage were engaging us, a concordat with +the Pope had been submitted for our approval. It was the result of deep +and long-protracted intrigues, and was full of carefully veiled and +delicately woven fetters. I had been appointed as one of the committee +to whom the matter was referred, and after a heated debate, we +succeeded in securing its abrogation. The minister who had made the +treaty was disgraced. His accomplices allowed him to fall while they +saved themselves. Funk, in his own name and that of two associates, +gave his reasons for declining to vote on the question. They demanded +perfect freedom for every religions sect, and the abandonment on the +part of the state of its right to interfere with matters of faith. + +It had been proposed that my son Richard, who was Professor of History +at the University, should be appointed as Minister of Education. + +He had published a powerful work on this topic. My son-in-law informed +me that he had heard Richard's name mentioned in Court circles. In a +few days, however, the rumor proved to be an ill-founded one. A +declamatory counsellor received the appointment. + +Although encouraged by my success, it was with a sense of overpowering +fatigue that I returned home at Christmastime. I felt as though I had +not been able to enjoy a night's sleep while at the capital: it was +only at home that I could breathe freely again and enjoy real repose. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +At home I found everything in excellent order. Rothfuss was still +complaining, and was not allowed to leave his bed; but he was mending, +and had naught to complain of but _ennui_ and thirst. + +I cannot remember a merrier Christmas than that of 1865. We could +quietly think of our children we knew how they lived. Every Christmas +we would receive a long letter from Ludwig; and Johanna wrote us that +affairs were improving with her husband. + +On the day before Christmas, Ernst arrived. He carried a roebuck on his +shoulder, and stood in front of the house shouting joyously. He waited +there until Martella went out to meet him. He reached out his arms to +embrace her, but she said, "Come into the house. When you get in there, +I will give you an honest kiss." + +When I congratulated Ernst on his success in his examination, he +replied, "No thanks, father; I was lucky; that is all. I really know +very little about the subjects they examined me upon. I know more about +other things. But I passed nevertheless." It was delightful to listen +to Richard's sensible remarks; Ernst's conversation, however, was so +persuasive and so varied as to prove even more interesting than that of +Richard. He expressed himself quite happily in regard to the manner in +which one should, by stealth as it were, learn the laws of the forest +by careful observation, and referred to a point which is even yet in +dispute among foresters--whether a fertile soil or a large return in +lumber is most to be desired. I began to feel assured that my son, who +had so often gone astray, would yet be able to erect a life-fabric that +would afford happiness both to himself and to others. + +Towards evening, when we were about to light the lamps, the Professor +arrived, to Martella's great delight. + +"I knew you would be glad to see me," said Richard, "and I must confess +I like to come to my parents; but I have come more for the sake of +seeing you than any one else." + +Richard congratulated Ernst, and promised to prepare a grand poem for +the wedding day. + +The lights shone brightly, and joy beamed from every eye. + +The Professor had brought some books for Martella, but had not been +fortunate in his selections. There were children's books among them, +and these Martella quietly laid aside. + +Bertha had sent her a dress, Annette had contributed some furs, and +Johanna had sent her an elegantly bound Bible. + +"I see already," said Martella, "that naught but good things are +showered down on me. Let them come. God grant that the day may arrive +when I, too, can bestow gifts. But now let us be happy," she said, +turning to Ernst. "When we are alone together in the wild-woods, let us +remember how lovely it is here. Look at the Christmas-tree. It was out +in the cold and was freezing; but now they have brought it into the +warm room, and decked it with lights and all sorts of pretty gifts. And +thus was I, too, out of doors and forgotten; but now I am better off; +the tree is dead, but I--" Richard grasped my hand in silence, and +softly whispered: + +"Don't interrupt her. Always let her finish what she has begun this +way. When the bird singing on the tree observes that the wanderer is +looking up to it with grateful eyes, it flies away." + +Martella tried on her furs, stroked them with her hand, and then lit +the lights on a little Christmas-tree on which were hanging some large +stockings--the first she had ever knit. + +"Come along," she said to Ernst, "let us go to Rothfuss; and, Richard, +you had better come with us, too, and help us sing." + +Carrying the burning tree in her hand, and accompanied by Ernst and +Richard, she went, singing on her way, to the room in which Rothfuss +lay. + +"You are the first person," she said to Rothfuss, "to whom I can give +something. I only knit them; the wool was given me by my mother." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Rothfuss, "no wizard can do what is impossible. Our +Lord makes the wool grow on the sheep; but shearing the sheep, spinning +the wool, and knitting the stockings we have to do for ourselves." + +On the next day, while we were seated at table, Rothfuss entered, +crying, "A proverb, and a true one; she has put me on my feet again. I +have got well." + +I cannot recall a merrier Christmas than the one we then enjoyed. There +were no more like it, for in the following year the crown had departed. + +My wife's father had, after withdrawing from his position as a teacher, +employed himself in translating Goeethe's Iphigenia into Greek. He had +left his task incomplete. As a Christmas present for mother, Richard +had brought lovely pictures to illustrate the poem, and in the antique +room of our house, in which we had casts of the best Greek and Roman +statues, Richard would read aloud to my wife. + +Martella always had an aversion to this large room, and when she was +called in there would look around for a while, as if lost, and then +with scarcely audible steps leave the apartment. + +My wife loved all her children, but she was happiest of all with +Richard. He seemed to have succeeded to her father's unfinished labors, +and when he was in her presence she always seemed as if in a higher +sphere. Richard had a thoroughly noble disposition and dignified +bearing. + +Mother repeatedly read Ludwig's letter, and said: + +"The Free-thinkers could not bring about what we are now experiencing: +that on a certain evening and at an appointed hour all mankind are +united in the same feeling. Do you believe, Richard, that you +philosophers could bring about such a result?" + +Richard thought not; but added that the forms assumed by higher +intellectual truth were constantly changing, and that just as they had +given the church in heathen ages a different character, so they might +at some future time effect changes in later forms of religious belief. + +Martella entered the room at that moment, and my wife's significant +glance reminded Richard that he had better not prolong the discussion. +We were a happy circle, and Richard was especially so because he had +made common cause with me in the last exciting question. The future of +our Fatherland, however, did not afford him a pleasant outlook. He +believed that the great powers were playing a false game and were only +feigning to quarrel in order that they might the more successfully +divide up the lesser states among themselves. He felt sure that their +plan was to divide up all the rest of Germany between Prussia and +Austria. I, too, had sad thoughts in this connection, but could not +picture the future to myself. This alone was certain: our present +condition could not last. In the meanwhile we awaited Napoleon's New +Year's speech. His words would inform the world what was to become of +it. + +In our happy family circle we forgot for a little while the feeling of +deep humiliation that hung over all, and the doubts that always caused +us to ask ourselves, "To whom will we belong?" + +It is indeed sad when one is forced to say to himself, "To-morrow you +and your country may be handed over to some King." + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +Whenever I returned from Parliament, it seemed as if I had left a +strange world. Although my labors there were in behalf of those dearest +to me, I was too far removed from them to have them constantly in my +mind. And for many a morning after my return the force of habit made me +wonder why the usual amount of printed matter that had been handed me +while at the capital was not forthcoming. + +I found the affairs of the village in good order. + +That was the only time that I can write about--the time when my wife +was still ... + +I have been gazing out over the mountain and into the dark wood, that +I, or rather she, planted, and then I lifted my eyes up to heaven. The +stars are shining, and it is said that light from stars that have +already perished is still travelling towards us. May the light that was +once mine thus flow unto you when I am no longer here. But to proceed. + +For three-and-twenty years I filled the office of burgomaster, and was +of great use to our parish. Above all things, I built up its credit. To +accomplish this I was obliged to be severe and persistent in +prosecuting the suit. But now things have so far improved that the +people at Basle regret that no one in our village desires to borrow +money from them. + +The two chief benefits that I have procured for our village are good +credit and pure water. + +Just as credit is the true measure of economical condition, so is water +the measure of physical well-being. + +I converted the heath into a woodland. It was twenty-three years ago, +and I was the youngest member of the town council; but, aided by my +cousin Linker, I induced the people of our parish to plant trees in the +old meadow, and to this day every one of our people derives a moderate +profit from the little piece of woodland that we now have there. Its +value increases from year to year. + +My cousin Linker had been a book-keeper in the glass-house down in the +valley. He married a daughter of the richest farmer in the village, and +became quite a farmer himself. + +I learnt a great deal from him. In business matters he was greatly my +superior, for he was shrewder, or in other words, more distrustful, +than I. + +Until about five years ago, we were partners in an extensive lumber +business. We built the first large saw-mill in the valley. It had three +saws, and all the new appliances, and a part of our business was to saw +up logs and beams. I also built a saw-mill, which is conducted on the +co-operative system, for the benefit of the villagers. + +When the Parliament had determined upon having a fortress erected +in our neighborhood, our business friends offered us their +congratulations. They well knew that this would require so much lumber +as to give rise to a profitable business. And this, I must confess, is +a point which I would like to forget. But who, after all, leads a life +which is entirely pure, and without being in the slightest spoiled with +intercourse with the world. + +Cousin Linker conducted a large business in his name and mine. I did +not take any active part in the negotiations, although I was +responsible for what was done. He would often say, "You are absurdly +virtuous. One like you will never get on in the world." + +Joseph, my cousin's only son, and of the same age as our Ludwig, had +married my daughter Martina, who died shortly after the birth of their +first child. Her son Julius was a forester's apprentice. Joseph married +again, but he is still faithful to me and mine, while we are quite +attached to his second wife and her three daughters. + +Joseph is now burgomaster, and I hope he will one day occupy my +position as a member of the Parliament. He works zealously for the +public good, and has one great advantage that did not exist in my time. +For nowadays there are numerous good burgomasters in the neighborhood, +and it is therefore easier to carry out desirable measures. + +Last winter, Joseph induced the people of Brauneck, the next village, +to combine with ours in laying out a road through the common woods, and +the wood taken out was worth more than twice the cost of the labor. + +Joseph inherited my cousin's shrewd business notions. He caused +hundreds of little branches to be gathered up and prepared for +Christmas-trees, and at the proper time would send them to the railway, +and have them sent down the country. I did my share in building the +road, for it passes right by my land, and is of great use to me. I do +not think of cutting down any of the lumber. The red pine may stand for +another twenty years. I could almost wish that this wood might remain +forever, for it is _hers_! + +In the following spring, a gust of wind tore away some of the finest +branches, and the first planks made of them were used to construct a +coffin. + +But I will not anticipate. It was in the third year after our marriage +that I returned home one evening with a large load of red-pine +saplings. I was sitting on the balcony with my wife, later in the +evening, and was telling her that I intended to set the five-year-old +shoots down by the stone wall, and that I had therefore chosen hardy +plants, in which the root was in proper proportion to the crown, but +that it was always difficult to find conscientious workmen, who would +look out for one's interest while attending to the matter. + +My wife listened patiently while I explained the manner in which the +shoots should be planted. + +"Let me attend to this work," said she. "It is well that forest-trees +do not require the same care as animals, or fruit-trees. Rude nature +protects itself. But it will afford me pleasure to tend the shoots with +great care." + +"But it is fatiguing." + +"I know that, but I can do something for the forest that brings us so +many blessings." + +I gladly consented. And thus we have a fine grove down by the stone +wall. + +While the children were growing up, my wife knew how to invest the +planting of trees with a festive character. Richard and Johanna soon +grew tired of it. But Bertha, Ludwig, Martella, and at a later day +Ernst, were full of zeal, and had an especial affection for the trees +which they had planted with their own hands. + +My wife was perfectly familiar with every nook in the woods, and when +the new road was laid out she pointed out to Joseph a clear and fresh +spring which had remained undisturbed, while we in the village were +often poorly supplied with good drinking water. She persuaded him to +alter its course so that it would flow towards the village; and now, +thanks to her, we have a splendid spring which even in the heat of +summer furnishes us with an abundance of cool and pure water. + +To this day we call it the Gustava spring. + +Every year, at my wife's birthday, it is decorated by the youth of the +village. + +She seemed to live with the woods that she had planted. Without a trace +of sentimentality, I mean exaggerated susceptibility, she rejoiced in +the sunshine and the rain, the mists and the snow, because they helped +the plants, and this state of mind contributed to the quiet grace and +dignity which so well became her. + +On Christmas afternoon we could, in our sleighs, ride as far as the +wood and the village beyond it. + +Martella told us that she, too, had planted thousands of white and red +pines, but that there was not a tree that she could call her own. + +She called out unto the snow-covered plantation: "Say: Mother." + +"Mother," answered the distant echo. + +"And now say: Waldfried." + +"Waldfried" was the answer. We returned home, happy and light-hearted. +Ernst remained with us until New Year's Day, and seemed to have +regained his wonted cheerfulness. + +It was with pleasure not unmixed with jealousy, that Ernst saw how +Martella hung on Richard's lips while listening to his calm and clear +remarks on the topics that arose from day to day. His explanations were +such that the simplest intellect could comprehend them. I cannot help +thinking that Ernst's glances at Martella often were intended to convey +some such words as these: "Oh, I know all that, too, but I am not +always talking about it!" + +"I did not know that you could talk so well," said Martella on one +occasion. At times we had quite heated discussions. + +With my sons it cost me quite an effort to defend my faith in the +people. + +Ernst and Richard, who rarely agreed on any question, united in their +low opinion of the people. + +Ernst despised the farmers, and said he would not confide the charge of +the woods to them, as they would inconsiderately destroy the whole +forest if they had the chance. + +Richard adduced this as a proof that it would always be necessary to +teach the people what, for their own good, should be done as well as +left undone. + +He dwelt particularly on that severe sentence, _terrent nisi metuant_. +The mass of the people is terrible unless held in subjection by fear. +History, which was his special science, furnished him with potent +proofs, that the people should always be ruled with a firm hand. + +Joseph listened silently to the discussions carried on by the brothers. +He was always glad to hear what those who were educated had to say. He +never took part when generalities were discussed. It was not until they +began to conjecture as to what Napoleon, the ruler of the world, might +say in his next New Year's address, that his anger found vent in sharp +words. + +Later generations will hardly be able to understand this. These men +were seated together in a well-ordered house in the depths of the +forest; and even there the spirit of doubt and questioning, that could +not be banished, was constantly at their side, and pouring wormwood +into their wine. + +There was no unalloyed happiness left us--no freedom from care. Will +not the Emperor of the French hurl his bottles at us in the morning! +What will he not attempt for the sake of securing his dynasty and +gratifying the theatrical cravings of his people! The whole world was +in terror. Everything was in a state of morbid excitement, and, as +Ernst said, "watching like a dog for the morsel that the great Parisian +theatrical manager might throw to it;" and here Richard interrupted +him. + +Richard had a great love for established forms. He always expressed +himself with moderation. Ernst, however, would allow his feelings to +run away with him, and would often find that he had gone too far. + +Richard, who had had his younger brother at his side during the years +spent at the Gymnasium, still regarded himself as a sort of teacher and +guide to Ernst, and could hardly realize how that youth could have been +so self-reliant as to get himself a bride under such peculiar +circumstances. + +Richard confessed that he desired to achieve a career. "My time will +come. Perhaps I may have to wait until I have gray hairs, or none at +all; but I shall, at all events, not allow love to interfere with my +plans. I shall not marry, unless under circumstances that will help to +secure the end I have in view." + +I had accustomed myself to leave both sons undisturbed in their views +of life. They both agreed in regarding me as an idealist, although +their reasons for reaching this conclusion were dissimilar. + +I love to recall the passage in Plutarch's Lycurgus. The old men are +singing, "We were once powerful youths;" the men sing, "But we are now +strong;" and the youths sing, "But we will be still stronger than you +are!" + +The world progresses, and every new generation must develop the old +ideas and introduce new ones. It will go hard with us old folks to +admit that these are better than ours; but they are so, nevertheless. + +When Richard was alone with me, he expressed his great delight in +regard to his youngest brother; and as the journals of that day +contained a call for participants in the German Expedition to the North +Pole, Richard would gladly have seen Ernst take a part in the +enterprise. He maintained that Ernst was endowed with qualities that +would gain him distinction as a student of nature, and that a voyage of +discovery would make a hero of him. For he had invincible courage, +fertility of invention, fine perception, and much general knowledge, +combined with the ability to see things as they are. + +Ernst was full of youthful buoyancy, just as he had been in the +earliest years of his student life. He was the life of the house, +constantly singing and yodling; and his special enthusiastic friend, +Rothfuss, one day said to me while in the stable, "I knew it. I knew +all about it. Our Ernst cannot come to harm. Why, just listen to his +singing. A tree where a bird builds its nest is in no danger from +vermin." + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +At a meeting of the burgomasters of the neighborhood, held on New +Year's day, it was determined to call a general meeting of electors, to +assemble in the chief town of the district, and to receive a report in +regard to the last session of the Parliament. + +On New Year's Day Ernst left us, as the Prince and his ministers +intended to hunt during the next few days in the district which was in +charge of his chief. + +When he was about to leave, Martella said to him, "You have good reason +to feel happy. The walls have heard you with joy, and every being in +there thinks well of you and me." + +"And you?" asked he. + +"I need not be thinking of you. For you are my other self." + +It was a clear, mild, winter day when, accompanied by Joseph and +Richard, I drove to the neighboring town in which the meeting was to be +held. It was Richard's intention to return to the University at the +close of the meeting. + +Rothfuss had fully recovered. Displaying his new stockings, and wearing +his forester's coat, he sat up on the driver's box, while he managed +the bays. Although he entertained a deep contempt for mankind in +general, and for that portion of it that lived in our neighborhood in +particular, he was always willing to take part in anything that was +done in my honor. + +He often remarked that the people did not deserve that one should walk +three steps for their sake. He would never forget the way in which they +had treated the chieftains of 1848; or that a man like Ludwig, to whom +he always accorded most generous praise, was obliged to leave his home, +while no one had a thought for him, or for the one who had suffered +himself to be imprisoned for his sake. + +The road led through the valley, and was cheerful with the sound of the +sleigh-bells. Rothfuss cracked his whip, and soon distanced all the +other drivers. + +Here and there, sleighs might be seen coming down the hillside. At the +village taverns, teams were resting, and from every window, as well as +from passers on the highway, came respectful greetings, and at times +even enthusiastic cheers. + +In token of his thanks, Rothfuss cracked his whip still more loudly. + +He would look around from time to time, as if noting how much pleasure +these tokens of respect afforded me. But once he said to Richard, "It +is all very well, Mr. Professor; but if the weather were to change, all +these cheers would freeze in the mouths that are now uttering them. We +have known something of that kind already." + +I must admit, however, that these attentions did my heart good. There +is nothing in the associations of home that is more grateful than to be +able to say to one's self, "I live in the midst of my voters. I do my +duty without fear or favor, and without my asking for office, my +fellow-citizens select me as their representative in the councils of +the nation." + +Like the breath of the woods such homage has a fragrance peculiarly +its own. I cannot believe in the sincerity of one who, from so-called +modesty, or affected indifference to the opinions of his +fellow-citizens, would refuse office when thus offered to him. I +frankly admit that it is not so unpleasant to me to find that others +think at least as well, or even better of me, than I do. + +This of course brings to mind Rautenkron the forester, who would +stoutly combat my opinion in this matter, for he thinks that a love of +such honors is the worst sort of dependence. + +When I arrived at the meeting, I made my report in a quiet +matter-of-fact manner. It is time for our people to learn that the +affairs of the state should have a higher use than merely to serve as +the occasion for fine speeches. Funk was sitting on the front bench, +with a follower of his on either side of him. One of them was known as +Schweitzer-Schmalz. He was a fat, puffed up farmer, who, to use his own +words, took great delight in "trumping" the students and public +officials. + +But a few words as to Schmalz. A man of his dimensions requires more +space than I have just given him. He was one of those men who, when +prosperous, continually eat and drink of the best. A red vest decked +with silver buttons covered his fat paunch, and was generally +unbuttoned. + +His name was Schmalz, but he had been dubbed Schweitzer-Schmalz, +because of his having once said, "I do not see why we should not be as +good as our neighbors the Swiss." + +He hated the Prussians; first and foremost, for the reason that one +ought to hate them. This is the first article of faith in the catechism +of the popular journals. And although questions as to the religious +catechism might be tolerated, this article must be received without a +murmur. Besides, they were impertinent enough to speak high German; and +he knew, moreover, that abuse of the Prussians was relished in certain +high quarters. + +He attempted by his boasting to provoke every one, and was himself at +last provoked to find that the whole world laughed at him. He had a +habit of rattling the silver coins in his pocket while uttering his +unwelcome remarks. + +Funk aided and encouraged him in his swaggering ways. Funk's other +follower was a lawyer of extremely radical views. Funk always acted as +if he were their servant, although, as he himself said, he was the +bear-leader. + +In his confidential moments, he would often say: "The people is really +a stupid bear; fasten a ring in its nose, and you can lead it about as +you would a sheep, and the best nose-ring for your purpose is the +church." + +The question of extending a branch of the valley road into the +neighboring state, gave rise to a lively debate. I declared that no +private association would undertake the enterprise, unless interest on +the investment were guaranteed, and that I would oppose it, because its +promised advantages were not sufficient to justify us in voting the +money of the state for the purpose, instead of spending our own. + +The effect of this was a very perceptible diminution of the favor with +which I had been regarded. And when, afterward, a vote of thanks to me +was proposed, it was coldly received. + +I was just about to descend from the tribune, when I heard Funk say to +Schmalz, who was sitting by his side, "Speak out! It is your own +affair." Schmalz now asked me why I had voted for the abolition of the +freedom of the woods, or, in other words, the privilege of gathering up +the moss, and the small sticks of wood with which to cover the floor of +the stables. To him personally it was a matter of little concern, but +humbler and poorer people could not so well afford to do without it. + +This gave rise to much loud talk. All seemed to be speaking at once, +and saying, "Such things should not be tolerated." + +When I at last obtained an opportunity to make myself heard, I told +them that the community had an interest in the preservation of the +forests, and suggested that it was necessary to seek other means of +gaining the object to be attained, in order that the forests need not +suffer. + +And when I went on to tell them that we would be unable to take proper +care of our forests until we had a general law on the subject applying +to the whole empire, and that the lines separating our different states +ran through the midst of our woods, I heard some one call out, "Of +course! He owns forests on both sides of the line." And Schmalz laughed +out at the top of his voice, holding his fat paunch the while. "What a +fuss the man is making about a few little sticks!" he said. + +I descended from the tribune, feeling that I had not convinced my +constituents. + +At the banquet all was life again. Herr Von Rontheim was among the +guests. He had courage enough to confess to being one of the +opposition, of which he had become a member against his will. He was an +impoverished member of the old nobility. In figure and in education he +seemed intended for a courtier. But now he was filling an office that +entailed much labor upon him. He attended to his duties punctually and +carefully, but in a perfunctory manner. He had given in his adhesion to +the late liberal ministry. In view of his position at Court, this was +an ill-considered step; for, when the ministers were removed, he was at +once ordered to the capital, and assigned to official duties that he +found it hard to do justice to, for his education had better fitted him +for the life of a courtier than for that of a painstaking government +deputy. + +Rontheim sat beside me, and assured me that the fall of the one man who +had been appointed minister to the federation would soon draw that of +the rest after him. + +He spoke as if he knew all about the matter, and merely wanted to find +out how much I knew on the subject. The artifice was too apparent, +however; he knew just as little as I did. In the course of +conversation, he asserted that the existence of the lesser German +States does not find its justification in greater privileges than are +accorded by the general government, but because they can thus secure a +more perfect administration of the minor details of government--a view +on which I had touched in my report. + +I was not a little astonished when he told me, in the strictest +confidence, that I had been mentioned at Court with special approval. +He assured me that he knew this, for he had lots of relatives there. He +had indeed once been called upon to furnish information in regard to +myself and my family; and he felt assured that his report had reached +the ears of the Prince. He felt convinced that, with the next decided +turn in affairs, it would not be my son Richard, but myself, to whom an +exalted position would be offered. He said that he intended to report +my behavior of that very day, in a quarter where the courage which can +face popular disfavor would be appreciated. He treated me more +cordially than ever, and plainly signified that he felt assured of my +good-will. + +I had never given him an occasion to joke with me, and when I replied +that what he had told me was so great a surprise that I did not know +how to answer him, he said that he fully appreciated my feelings. He +furnished me with another bit of information, which was a much greater +surprise. He told me that my son Ernst had, but a short time before +that, applied at the office of the kreis-director[3] for permission to +emigrate to America, and had requested them to furnish him with the +requisite documents, at the earliest possible moment. + +Ernst still owed two years of military service, and his release could +only be effected as an act of grace on the part of the government. +This, the director added, presented no difficulty, if I chose to exert +my influence. The whole affair seemed a riddle to me. + +Ernst had, in all likelihood, committed this hasty action during a +sudden fit of impatience, and I determined to reprove him at the first +opportunity. It seemed very strange that he should be so careful to +prevent me from knowing of an undertaking which he would be unable to +accomplish without my assistance. + +I must have looked very serious, for several old friends of mine +approached me and assured me that in spite of the popular opposition +they still were true and faithful to me. + +I feel tempted to give the names of a large number of wealthy +farmers and magistrates, who are of much more consequence than +Schweitzer-Schmalz, and who represent the very backbone of our country +life. But when I have said that they are conscientious in public +affairs and just and honorable in private ones, I have told all that is +necessary. + +Among the guests there was the so-called "peace captain," a tall and +well-dressed wealthy young dealer in timber. While still an officer, he +had fallen in love with a daughter of the richest saw-mill owner in the +valley. The father refused his consent to the marriage unless the +lieutenant would give him a written promise to resign from the army as +soon as a war should break out. The lieutenant did not care to do this +and preferred resigning at once, which he did with the rank of captain. +He had become quite conversant with his business, although there was +something in his manner that made it seem as if he had just laid off +his uniform. + +He still retained one trait of his military life, and that was an utter +indifference to politics. It was merely to honor me that he attended +the banquet; and besides, was I not the father-in-law of an officer in +active service? The captain, whose name was Rimminger, seated himself +at my side. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + +The banquet seemed to be drawing to a close, and conversation had +become loud and general, when we were suddenly called to order and told +that Funk was about to address us. I ought to mention, in passing, that +Funk belonged to the next district, and was therefore not one of our +voters. He ascended the platform. He generally seemed loth to ascend +the tribune; but when there, his fluent discourse and ready wit enabled +him to control the most obstinate audience. + +He began, as usual, by saying that it hardly became him to speak on +this occasion. He was not a voter, and if he were to express the praise +and the thanks due me, to whom he owed his present position, it might +appear as if he were endeavoring to make his private feelings the +sentiment of the audience. + +He repeatedly referred to me as the "estimable noble patriarch," and +inveighed in fierce terms against those who would, by a vote of want of +confidence, express their disapproval of the actions of their +representative, who had followed his honest convictions instead of the +opinions of this or that constituent. + +He then indulged in an explanation of his reasons for having voted with +the opposition. He possessed the art of repeating the speeches of +others as if they were his own. He repeatedly used the expression "a +free church in a free state," and several times used the word +"republic," when he would immediately correct himself in an ironical +manner, and to the great delight of many of his auditors. + +Funk's words filled me with indignation. + +When I beheld him standing up before this audience and expressing such +sentiments, I felt as if it were a punishment that I had richly +deserved; for in his case I had assisted a man in whom I had not full +confidence, to a position of honor and importance. I was so occupied +with thoughts of the speaker that I hardly noticed what he was saying, +until I was aroused by hearing him defend me against the charge of +being a Prussian. + +"And even if he were a Prussian, we should not forget that the +Prussians are Germans as well as the rest of us. We are far ahead of +them, and for that very reason it is our duty to help them." And then +he began to praise me again, and told them what a noble action it was +that a man who had a pastor for one son-in-law, and one of the first +nobles in the land for another, whose son was to-day a professor, and +might to-morrow be a minister, to receive into his house a girl who had +come to him naked and destitute. + +Uproarious laughter followed these words, and Funk exclaimed: + +"O you rogues! you know well enough that when I said 'naked and +destitute,' I only meant _poor and without family connections_." + +He described me and my wife as the noblest of beings, and repeatedly +referred to Martella. + +I asked myself what could have been his reason for introducing +Martella's name before this audience; and then it occurred to me that +he had cherished hopes that my son Ernst would have married his +daughter, who was at that time receiving her education at a school in +Strasburg. + +He closed by proposing cheers in my honor. They were immediately +followed by cries of "Hurrah for citizen Funk!" + +Funk was impudent enough to walk up to me afterwards and offer me his +hand, while he assured me that he had put a quietus on the opposition +of the stupid bushmen, a term which he was fond of using when referring +to the farmers. + +I declined to shake hands, and ascended the tribune without looking at +him. "We have had enough speeches," cried several of the audience, +while others began to stamp their feet and thus prevent me from +speaking. Silence was at last restored, and I began. I am naturally of +a timid disposition, but when in danger, I am insensible to fear, and +quietly and firmly do that which is needed. + +I told them that Herr Funk had spoken as if he were a friend of mine, +but that I here publicly declared that he was not my friend, and that I +was no friend of his; and that if he and his consorts really believed +the opinions that they professed, I had nothing in common with them. +For reasons best known to himself, Herr Funk had dragged my family +affairs before the assembly. I was happy to say that I had done nothing +which I need conceal. And further, as Herr Funk had found it proper to +defend me against the charge of being a friend of Prussia, I wished it +known that I was a friend of Prussia, on whose future course I based +all my hopes for the welfare of Germany. + +I should not give up my office until the term for which I was elected +expired: when that time came they might reelect me, or replace me by +another, as they thought best. + +Virtuous indignation aided me in my effort, and when I finished my +remarks, Richard told me that he had never heard me speak so well. I am +by nature soft-hearted, perhaps indeed too much so; but I can deal +unmerciful blows when they are needed. There is an old saying that a +rider should alight and kill the mole-cricket that he sees while on his +way, for it destroys the roots of the grass. It was a similar feeling +that made me refer to Funk in the way I had done. + +To the best of my knowledge, I had never before that had an enemy; now +I knew that I had one. And an enemy may be likened to a swamp with its +miasmatic vapors and noisome vermin. It had been reserved for my later +years to teach me what it is to have enemies and how to meet their +works. + +The worst of all is, that a fear of committing injustice makes us +insincere. And when at last this fear gives way to one's horror of +wickedness, they say, "He was not truthful; he was hypocritical, and +simulated friendship for one whom he despised." + +Be that as it may, I was, at all events, glad that I would not again +have to take Funk by the hand. It has been my great fault and +misfortune that I could never learn to believe in the utility of +falsehood. Perhaps it was nothing more than a love of comfort that +actuated me; for it is very troublesome to be always on one's guard. +Where I might have done myself good through shrewdness and foresight, I +had simply made myself an object of pity. + +It seemed that the affair was not to pass over without a fracas. The +anger which I had controlled found vent through another channel, none +other than Rothfuss. + +I saw him standing in the midst of a crowd, and heard Schmalz cry out, +"Let me talk; I would not soil my hands to beat the servant of that +man!" + +"What?" cried Rothfuss; "I want nothing to do with the 'fat Switzer,' +for wherever his shadow falls you can find a grease-spot." + +Uproarious laughter followed this sally. Funk forced himself into the +midst of the crowd, and placing himself before Schmalz called out, "You +had better hold your tongue, Rothfuss, or you will have to deal with +me." + +"With you?" said Rothfuss, "with you? I have but one word to tell you." + +"Out with it!" + +"Yes," said Rothfuss, "I will tell you something that no human being +has ever yet said to you." + +"Out with it!" + +"What I mean to tell you has never before been said to you--_You are an +honest man._" + +Contemptuous laughter and wild shouts followed this sally, and, when it +looked as if blows were about to fall, and the kreis-director +approached and ordered them to desist, Rothfuss called out, "Herr +Director, would you call that an insult? I said Herr Funk was an honest +man. Is that an insult?" + +The officer succeeded in restoring order and we departed, taking +Rothfuss with us. + +I had paid the full penalty of my acquaintance with Funk, but felt so +much freer and purer than when I entered the banqueting room, that I +did not regret what had occurred. + +Richard wanted to meet his train, and Joseph left for a point down the +Rhine in order to close a contract for railroad ties. I went to the +station with them, and when the train had left, I accepted the +invitation of Rontheim, who had walked down to the railroad with us, +and went home with him. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + + +There are houses in which you never hear a loud word, not because of +any previous agreement on the part of its inmates, but as a natural +result of their character. He who enters there is at once affected, +both in mood and in the tones of his voice, by his surroundings. Such +is the peaceful household in which kind and gentle aspirations fill all +hearts and where every one works faithfully in his own allotted sphere. + +I felt as if entering a new and strange phase of life when Rontheim +ushered me into the richly carpeted and tastefully furnished +drawing-room. I was cordially received by his wife, a graceful and +charming woman, and his two beautiful and distinguished-looking +daughters. + +Although in exile, as it were, the mother and the daughters had +succeeded in creating a pure and lovely home, and had held aloof from +the petty jealousies and small doings of the little town in which they +were residing. Although they saw but little company, they exchanged +visits with some of the so-called gentry. They had paid several visits +to our village, and a friendly intimacy with my wife had been the +result. She did not allow this, however, to induce her to visit the +town more frequently than had been her wont. She carefully avoided +excursions of any kind, from a fear that they might interrupt the quiet +tenor of her life or render society a necessity. + +Rontheim's wife and daughters had been used to the life of a court, and +even now acted as if with the morrow they might be recalled to court. +When they accompanied the director, on his frequent official journeys, +they would discover every spot in which there were natural beauties. +Scenes that we had become indifferent to, through habit, or in which we +saw nothing but the uses to which they might be put, had in their eyes +quite a different meaning. They would spend whole days in the valleys +where no one resorted but the harvesters, or on the mountains where +they would meet no one but the foresters. They sketched and gathered +flowers and mosses, and their tables and consoles were decorated with +lovely wreaths of dried leaves and wild flowers. They would often +assist the poor children who were gathering wild berries, and show them +how to weave pretty baskets out of pine twigs. They were in frequent +intercourse with our schoolmaster's wife, who was quite a botanist. + +The second daughter, who was interested in drawing, asked me about the +new paintings in the Parliament House; and the elder daughter jokingly +declared that it was a pity that one could never find out what had been +played at the theatre until the day after the performance. + +I was forcibly impressed by the evident effort with which Herr Von +Rontheim endeavored to suppress any sign of a consciousness of superior +birth. He showed me a recently restored picture of one of his +ancestors, who had been a comrade of Ulrich Von Hutten, and had +distinguished himself during the Reformation. He intimated that +although the noble families had built up the state, he cheerfully +admitted that its preservation had fallen into other hands. + +His kind manner did not quite serve to veil a certain air of +condescension. + +During the course of our rather desultory conversation, Madame Rontheim +had rung for the servant, and had given her orders to him in a whisper, +of which I heard the last words, "Please tell Herr Ernst to come in." + +The words startled me. Could she have meant my son? + +A few moments afterward, a bright-cheeked and erect-looking ensign +entered the room, and saluted us in military fashion. I had forgotten +that Rontheim's only son was also named Ernst, and I now recalled the +fact of his being in my son-in-law's regiment. The ensign referred to +the fact, and also told me that all of his comrades had regretted my +son's leaving the army. His constant flow of spirits and fertility of +invention, had won him the admiration of all of his companions. + +Madame Rontheim spoke of my daughter Bertha in the kindest terms, and +praised the tact she had displayed in introducing a new element into +their circle. + +The eldest daughter ventured to speak in disparagement of Bertha's +friend, Annette, but the mother adroitly changed the subject, and began +talking about Martella. + +As I felt that, in all probability, there had been all sorts of false +tales in regard to Martella, I told them her story. When I ended, +Madame Rontheim said to me, "In taking such a child of nature into a +well-ordered and cultured home, you have pursued the very best plan. I +feel assured that the result of your wife's quiet and sensible course +will both surprise and delight you. Pray tell your wife that I have for +some time intended to visit her, but have concluded to wait until it +may be convenient to her and her charge to receive me." + +While seated with this charming circle at their tea-table--an +institution which this family had introduced in our forest +neighborhood--I had quite forgotten that Rothfuss was outside taking +charge of the sleigh. But now I heard the loud crack of his whip, and +bade my hosts a hasty farewell. + +When I got into the sleigh, Rothfuss said, "Madame, the baroness, has +sent out a hot jug as a foot-warmer for you." + +On our way down the hill, Rothfuss walked at the side of the sleigh, +and said to me, "She sent me some tea: it is by no means a cooling +drink, but does not taste so bad after all; it warmed me thoroughly. +Before I drank it, I felt as wet as a drenched goat. Ah, yes! One of +your people of rank is worth more than seventy-seven of your stupid +voters. In all of the crowd that we met to-day there were not a dozen +people with whom I would care to drink a glass of wine." + +Rothfuss judged of all persons by their fitness as boon companions. He +would drink gladly with this one, but would not care to drink with the +next; and he would often say that there were some whose very company +sours the wine they pay for. + +I felt sure that he had heard some one abusing me. + +When I left home in the morning, I felt as if supported by the +consciousness of the respect and confidence of my fellow-citizens, but +now-- + +Suddenly the remarks of the kreis-director recurred to me. + +Had the confidence of one party been withdrawn from me, because it was +suspected that the others were trying to lure me to their side? I have +neither the desire nor the proper qualifications for a more exalted +position in the service of the State. + +And what could Ernst's notion of emigrating have meant? "Who knows," +thought I to myself, "what I may yet have to witness on the part of +this son who is always flying the track?" + +The night was bitter cold; the snow which had melted during the day had +frozen hard, and our sleigh creaked and rattled as we hurried along the +road. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + + +I have always discouraged a belief in omens, and yet when I saw the +strange cloud-forms that floated before the face of the moon that +night, shadowy forebodings filled my soul. The ringing of the +sleigh-bells was full of a strange melody, and, down in the valley, I +could hear the raging of the torrent which seemed as if angered at the +thought that the frost king would soon again bind it with his fetters. + +The sleigh halted at the saw-mill. When I looked up towards the house I +saw that there was a light in the room. + +"What are you doing?" I asked Rothfuss. + +"I am taking the bells off, so that the mistress may not hear us." + +Although we had supposed that no one had noticed our coining, we heard +soft steps advancing to meet us when we reached the house. Martella +opened the door for us. + +I entered the room. It was nicely warmed and lighted. The meal which +had been prepared for me was still on the table. + +Rothfuss drew off his boots and went off to his room on tiptoe. + +"Do you not want to go to bed, Martella? Have you been sitting up all +this time?" + +"Indeed I have; and oh, do take it from me!" + +"What ails you?" + +"Oh, what a night I have passed! I do not know how it all came about; +but mother had gone to bed, and I sat here quite alone in this great, +big house. I looked at the meal that was waiting for our master; at the +bread that had once been grain, the meat that had once been alive, and +the wine that had once been grapes in the vineyard. + +"It seemed to me as if the fields and the beasts all came up to me and +asked, 'Where are you? What has become of you?' And then I could not +help thinking to myself, 'You have so many people here--a father, a +mother, one brother who is so learned, and another who is in another +world, a sister who is a major's wife, and one who is a pastor's, and +besides this, my own Ernst; and all these say: "We are yours and you +are ours."' When I thought of that, I felt so happy and yet so sad. And +then the two clocks kept up their incessant ticking. It seemed as if +they were talking to me all the time. The fast one said to me, 'How did +you get here, you simple, forlorn child, whom they found behind the +hedge? Run away as fast as you can! Run away! you cannot stay here; you +must go off. All these people about you have made a prisoner of you; +they feel kindly towards you, but you cannot stay. Run, run away! Run, +child, run!' + +"But the other clock, with its quiet and steady tick, would always say, +'Be thankful, be thankful, be thankful! You are snugly housed with +kindly hearts; do what you can to earn their kindness by your +goodness.' + +"They kept it up all the time. All at once I heard the cry of an owl. I +had often heard them in the forest, and I am not afraid of any of the +birds or beasts. Then the owl went away and all was still. I don't know +how it happened, but all at once I thought of summer and cried out +'Cuckoo!' quite loud. I was frightened at the sound of my own voice, +for fear that I might wake up the mistress; and when I thought of that +I felt as if I could die for grief. And then again I felt so happy to +think that the heart that was sleeping there was one that had taken me +up as its own. When the large clock would say 'Quite right, quite +right,' the busy little one would interrupt with 'Stupid stuff, stupid +stuff; run away, run away!' + +"When the hour struck midnight, I opened the window and looked out +towards the graveyard. I am no longer afraid of it; the dead lie there; +they are now resting and were once just as happy and just as sad as I +now am. + +"I do not know how all these things should have come into my mind. I +felt cheered up at last, and closed the window. Everything seemed so +lovely in the room, and I felt as if I were at home. At home in +eternity, and could now die. I did not fear death. I had fared so well +in the world--better than millions--and master," said she, kneeling +down before me and clasping my knee, "I will surely do all in my power +to deserve this happiness. If I only knew of something good and hard +that I might do. Tell me if there is such a thing; I will do it +gladly." + +It seemed that night as if an inexhaustible spring had begun to bubble +up in the heart of the child. + +She sat down quite near me and told me, with a pleased smile, that +mother had bidden her to go to bed; but that she had stealthily gotten +up, had sent Balbina, the servant, to bed, and had herself watched for +me; and that she now felt as if she did not care to sleep again. + +"I am living in eternity, and in eternity there is no sleep," she +repeated several times. + +The child was so excited that I thought it best to engage her mind in +some other direction. I asked her about Ernst's plan of emigration. She +told me that he had had that in view some time ago, but had now given +up the idea. + +We remained together for some time longer, and when I told her that she +should always call me father now, she cried out with a happy voice: + +"That fills my cup of joy! Now I shall go to bed. He whom you have once +addressed as 'father' can never find it in his heart to send you out +into the world. I shall stay here until they carry me over to the +graveyard yonder; but may it be a long while before that happens! +Father, good night!" + +How strange things seem linked together! On the very day that Funk had +so unfeelingly dragged the child's name before the public, her heart +had awakened to a grateful sense of the world's kindness. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + + +Nothing so nerves a man for the battle with the outer world as the +consciousness of his having a pleasant home, not merely a large and +finely arranged household, but a home in which there reigns an +atmosphere of hope and affection, and where, in days of sorrow, that +which is best in us is met by the sympathy of those who surround us. +Through Gustava, all this fell to my lot. Although the battle with the +world would, at times, almost render me distracted, she would again +restore my wonted spirits; and it is to her faithful and affectionate +care that I ascribe the fact that the long struggle did not exhaust me. +She judged of men and actions with never-failing equanimity, and her +very glances seemed to beautify what they rested upon. Where I could +see naught but spite or malice, she only beheld the natural selfishness +of beings in whom education and morals had not yet gained complete +ascendancy. + +She judged everything by her own lofty standard, but strange to say, +instead of belittling men, this seemed to make them appear better. When +she found that she could not avoid assenting to evil report in regard +to any one, she did so with an humble air that plainly signified how +grieved she was that men could be thus. + +Speaking of Funk, she would say, "I have no desire to hurt any one's +feelings. In nature there is nothing that can properly be called +aristocratic. In botany the nettle is related to hemp and to hops; and +if Funk seems to have somewhat of the nettle in his composition, one +should be careful to handle him tenderly, and thus avoid pricking one's +fingers." + +It was during that very winter, in 1866, that the purity and dignity +that were inborn with her seemed more than ever infused with new and +added grace. She always lived as if in a higher presence. + +It soon proved that my anticipations of evil were overwrought. My +compatriots were, for the greater part, in accord with me. On every +hand I received assurances of that fact; and, above all, Joseph omitted +no opportunity of repeating to me the respectful terms in which he had +heard my name mentioned among the people. I really think that he was +instrumental in causing others to bring these good reports to my +notice. Martella had become the blessing, the life and the light, I may +say, of our house. Her readiness to oblige, her adaptability and her +desire for self-improvement, had so increased that we felt called upon +to restrain rather than to urge their exercise. + +My wife had learned of Funk's attempt to injure us by dragging the +child's name into publicity. Perhaps the news had been carried even +further; for a letter reached us from my daughter, the pastor's wife, +in which she informed us that the illness of her husband made such +demands upon her time that she required an assistant about the house, +and desired us to send Martella to her. She added that her husband +joined her in this wish, because it seemed improper that Martella +should remain in our house any longer. My wife was not unwilling to +send Martella to her for a while; but I insisted that she should stay +with us in spite of all idle talk. + +About that time we received letters from the major and from Richard, +both of whom wrote without the other's knowledge, and to the effect +that Prussia's proposal to the German Diet might lead to a conflict, +the consequences of which it was impossible to foretell. Thus public +and private affairs kept us in unusual excitement, when an unexpected +event claimed our attention. + +A rumor had long been current in our family that we had relatives of +high rank living in Vienna. Up to the year 1805, our village and the +whole district had belonged to Austria. All of the more ambitious and +talented among our people had been drawn to Vienna, either by their own +desire to advance themselves, or by the inducements the government held +out to them; for it was the constant aim of Austria to gain the +attachment of the landed interests. + +At the beginning of the last century, an uncle of my father had moved +to the Imperial city, where he attained a high position. He had +embraced the Catholic religion, and had been ennobled. Ernst, who +always called that branch of the family "the root brood," had long +cherished the plan of hunting up our relatives, in the hope of thus +finding a better opening for himself. + +Towards spring we received a visit from our neighbor, Baron Arven. He +was accompanied by a young bridal couple. He introduced the husband, +who was an officer at the garrison of Mayence, as a relative of mine. +The wife belonged to the family of the Baroness Arven, and was from +Bohemia. They seemed sociable and charming people, and both sides were +inclined to make friends with each other, but without success. Our +thoughts and feelings were pitched in different keys. + +The young couple left us in order to repair to the capital. On their +departure, I gave them a letter to Bertha, and the Major. They wrote to +me in the kindest manner, and remarked that they would be pleased if +Ernst could assume the charge of the forests on their estate in +Moravia. + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + +Spring had come, and the air was filled with the resinous odor of the +pines. I was sitting by the open window, and reading in a newspaper +that Bismarck had asked the Diet for a constituent national assembly, +to be voted for directly by the people. Could it be possible? I took up +the country journals: they reviled this proposal, and could not conceal +their fear that the most powerful weapon of the revolutionary party had +been destroyed. + +While I was sitting there, buried in thought, I heard a rider rapidly +approaching. It was Ernst. He hurriedly greeted us, and showed us an +order recalling him to his regiment. + +Martella cried out aloud. Ernst pacified her. He told us that he was no +longer a subject of this country. He had given notice of his intention +to emigrate, and that would protect him. It was spring-time, and the +best season of the year to go forth into the wide world. I could only +tell him that I doubted whether he would be allowed to leave the +confederation. + +"Confederation!" he exclaimed; "what a glorious name!" + +He gave me a look that I shall, alas! never forget. He seemed to be +collecting his senses, and as if struggling with his thoughts, and then +said: "As far as I am concerned, my life is of no consequence to me. +But, father, there will be war, in which what the books call Germans +will be fighting against Germans. Have you raised me for this? Is this +all that you are in the world for--that your son should perish, or even +conquer, in a war between brethren? Either issue is equally +disgraceful. I do not know what I would not rather do than take part in +that." + +I endeavored to pacify Ernst, and told him that these were diplomatic +quarrels, that would not lead so far after all. I could not conceive of +the possibility of war. However, I consented to Ernst's request to +accompany him to the borough town, in order to confer with the +kreis-director in regard to the steps that were necessary. I sincerely +hoped to obtain further particulars there, and felt that all would +again be peacefully arranged. + +My wife had sent for Joseph and had asked him to accompany us, for she +saw how fearfully excited Ernst was, and desired us to have a mediator +with us. She judged wisely. + +"I shall return to-morrow," said Ernst to Martella, when all was ready +for our departure. + +"And if you do not return to-morrow," she answered, "and even if you +must go to war at once, nothing will happen to you. You are the +cleverest of all; and if you care to become a major, do so; and I shall +learn how to be a major's wife--for I can learn anything." + +She was wondrously cheerful; she seemed to have vanquished her fears, +and thus, both for herself and Ernst, lightened the pain of parting. + +Joseph informed me that Funk was everywhere joyously proclaiming that +now at last the crash must come, and that proud Prussia with its +Junkers would be cut to pieces, or, to use his own words, demolished. +Ernst beat the bays so unmercifully and drove so furiously, that I +ordered him to halt, and insisted on Joseph's taking the reins. Ernst, +in a sullen mood, seated himself beside me. + +In the valley we a saw lumber wagon halting on the road, and from afar +recognized the horses as Joseph's. + +Carl, a servant of Joseph's, and son to the spinner who lived up on the +rock, was surrounded by a group of raftsmen, woodsmen, and teamsters, +who were all gesticulating in the wildest manner. + +We halted as soon as we reached the team. Carl, a handsome, +light-haired fellow, with a cheerful face and good-natured eyes, came +up to us and told us that this would be his last load; he had been +summoned as a conscript, and would have to leave that very evening and +walk all night, in order to reach the barracks in time. + +The old meadow farmer, who had joined the crowd exclaimed, "Yes, +Napoleon is master. When he fiddles, Prussia and Austria must dance as +he chooses, and the small folk will soon follow suit. Yes, there is a +Napoleon in the world again. I knew the old one." + +We did not think it necessary to answer the man. While Joseph was +giving his servant money to use by the way, others approached and +declared that they, too, had been conscripted, and requested us to tell +them why there was war. + +"You simple rogues," cried out Ernst, "that is none of your business! +If you didn't wish it, there could be no war. You are fools, fearful +fools, if you obey the conscription!" + +I snatched the whip from Joseph's hand, and beat the horses furiously +while I called out to the crowd: + +"He was only joking!" + +Joseph assumed the task of bringing Ernst to reason. He declared that +if I had not been present, he would have written the answer that Ernst +deserved in his face. + +"Do so, you trusty Teuton!" replied Ernst. + +Speedily controlling himself, Joseph added, "Forgive me; but you are +most exasperating. How can you bear to drag yourself and your father to +the very brink of ruin with such idle speeches? You are unworthy of +such a father." + +"Or of such a Fatherland," answered Ernst. + +I felt so oppressed that I could hardly breathe. + +We rode on for a little while, and at last Ernst inquired, in a +submissive tone, "Will you permit me to smoke a cigar?" I nodded +approval, and from that time until we reached the town, not a word was +uttered. + +On the road that led up to the kreis-director's house, we saw the young +iron merchant, Edward Levi, an honorable and well-educated young man. +He was standing at the door of his warehouse, and saluted us in +military fashion. + +Ernst beckoned to him to approach. + +"Have you not already received your discharge?" + +"I have; and you, I suppose, will now soon be an officer?" + +"So I have heard." + +We reached the director's house. The director could of course only +confirm the fact that Ernst's notice of his intention to emigrate was +as yet without legal effect. He furnished us with a certified copy of +it, and added that he might be able to procure Ernst's discharge; but +that, at all events, Ernst would be obliged for the present to join the +troops. + +Rontheim believed that war was imminent, and I could not help noticing +an expression of deep emotion in the features of the man whose face was +always veiled in diplomatic serenity. In those days I heard the sad +question which so often afterward would seem to rend our hearts: + +"What will become of Germany--what will become of the world--if Austria +be successful?" + +I could easily see that it was as painful to him as it was to me to +have a son go forth to war. + +On our way down the steps we met the director's daughter. + +She extended her hand to Ernst, while she said, "I congratulate you." + +"For what, may I inquire?" + +"Your betrothal." + +"Ah, yes; I thank you." + +"I presume your intended is full of sad thoughts now." + +"She does not do much thinking on the subject." + +"Is your nephew obliged to join the army?" + +"My nephew! Who can you mean?" + +"Julius Linker," blushingly answered the young girl. + +"No; he is not yet liable to military duty." + +"Will you be good enough to give my kindest greetings to my brother?" + +"With pleasure." + +On our way Ernst seemed quite amused, and indulged in jokes at the +thought of Julius' being such a child of fortune. His life was +evidently moving in a smooth current, for the half-fledged youth had +already been lucky enough to win the love of so charming a girl. + +I felt quite reassured to find that Ernst's thoughts had taken another +direction. He emphatically declared himself ready to join his regiment, +and asked me to let him have some money. He thought there was no need +of my accompanying him to the capital, but I felt loth to leave him, +and, although I should not have done so, I promised to endeavor to +procure his discharge. + +We again met Joseph, who expressed his regret that the conscription of +his valuable servant Carl would oblige him to return to his home, for +he had intended to accompany us to the capital. + +It was necessary for him, however, to go to the fortress, for he had +accepted a contract to furnish fence rails. + +Joseph is a very active patriot, but he is quite as active as a +business man. He has the art of combining both functions, and Richard +once said of him with justice: "With Joseph, everything is a stepping +stone, and all events contribute to the success of his business plans." + +We were seated in the garden of the Wild Man Tavern, when we heard a +great uproar in front of the house of Krummkopf, the lumber merchant. + +A company of conscripts had marched up before the house, in which there +resided a young man who had purchased his discharge from military +service, and they cursed and swore that they who were poor were obliged +to go to war, while the rich ones could remain at home. + +Joseph, who recognized many of his workmen among the young folks, +succeeded in pacifying them. + +We accompanied Ernst to the railway. At the depot I found Captain +Rimminger, the lumber merchant, who was just superintending the loading +of some planks. When I told him that he ought to feel glad that he was +no longer a soldier, he silently nodded assent. He did not utter a +word, for he was always exceedingly careful to avoid committing +himself. + +At the depot we saw conscripts who were shouting and cheering, mothers +who were weeping, and fathers who bit their lips to control their +emotion. + +At every station where Ernst left the train, I feared that he would not +come back; but he did return and sat by my side quietly, speaking only +in reply to my questions. For a while he would sit absorbed in thought, +and then he would stand up and lean against the side of the railway +coach, in which position he would remain immovable. I felt much grieved +that the heart of this child had become a mystery to me. + +We arrived at the capital. I had lost sight of Ernst in the crowd, but +afterwards found him talking with the ensign, the director's son. Ernst +desired to go to the barracks at once. I accompanied him to the gate, +which he entered without once turning to look back. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + +I remained standing near the gate and saw constant arrivals of more +young men. Men and women desired to accompany them inside the barracks, +but were always ordered back by the guard. + +Carl, the son of the spinner who lived on the rock, was also among the +arrivals. Without any solicitation on my part, he promised to keep an +eye on Ernst. + +It had become night; the gas-lamps were lit, and yet I stood there so +buried in thought, that the lamp-lighter was obliged to tell me to move +on. + +There I was, in the capital in which there lived so many of my friends, +and my own child; indeed, two of my children. + +Where should I go first? Our club-house was in the vicinity, and I went +there. They praised me for having come so soon, for while I had been at +the borough town they had telegraphed for me. + +They were in hourly expectation of a government order, convoking the +Parliament. What we were expected to discuss no one knew; but every one +felt that it was necessary for us to assemble. I could not bring myself +to believe that war was really possible, and there were many who shared +my opinion. + +Funk was there also. He offered me his hand in a careless manner, and, +feeling that in such times enmity should be at an end, I shook hands +with him. + +Funk rejoiced that the grand crash was at last to come. Prussia would +have to be beaten to pieces, and a federation founded; for the present, +with a monarchical head. + +The minister, who was well known as an arch-enemy of Prussia, had sent +word to the committee of our party that he would come to us that same +evening, and bring the order convoking us with him. He did not come in +person, but contented himself with sending the written order. Of what +use could we be when the harm had already been done. What were we? +Nothing but a flock without any will of our own. + +I went to Bertha's house. I found her alone; her husband was at his +post, busy day and night. It had suddenly been discovered that the +troops were not fully prepared. + +I had not been there long, before her friend Annette entered, from +whom as usual I was obliged to endure much praise. Annette found it +quite--she was about to say "patriarchal," but checked herself in +time--that I had come to assist Bertha. + +"Only think of it," she continued, putting all her remarks in the form +of questions, as was her wont: "Would you have thought that Bertha +would be much less resigned than I? I have always wished that I might +be so gentle and self-controlled as Bertha; and now I am the quieter of +the two. Have I not as much love for my husband as any woman can have +for hers? Have I not given up everything for his sake? Now I say to +myself, 'Did you not know what you were doing when you married a +soldier? Is the uniform merely for the parade and the court ball? +Therefore, rest content. In this world everything must be paid for. It +is necessary to accept the consequences of one's actions.' Am I right +or wrong?" + +Annette always closed with a note of interrogation, and of course I was +obliged to respond affirmatively. + +Bertha smiled sadly, and said in a weary voice: "Yes, father, I must +admit it; I have always thought that war was one of those things of +which one only learned in the hour devoted at school to history. I only +knew of the Punic wars and the Peloponnesian war--for we never got as +far as modern history--and thought of these things as of what had once +been. But I honestly admit that I did not think they would come to pass +again in our time." + +"Just think of it, Bertha," said Annette, while she drew a thick volume +from her satchel, "this is the Bible. You know that I never take +quotations at second-hand, but prefer looking them up myself. This +morning while the hairdresser was with me, it occurred to me that the +Bible says the wife should leave her father and her mother for his +sake. So I sent for the Bible, the very one that the dowager princess +presented me with when I was christened. I hunted up the passage, but +what did I find? Why, that for this the 'man would leave his father and +mother,'--the man. Now just look, it says the man; and why should it +say _the man_? He is not a domestic plant, like us girls!" + +The vivacity of the pretty and graceful woman cheered me, and I must +admit that from that time my opinion of Annette changed. She seems +imbued with much of that power of self-reliance which is a peculiar +characteristic of the Jews; they are nothing by inheritence, and are +obliged to make themselves what they are. + +But Annette seemed to guess at my silent thoughts, and continued, "Do +not praise me, I beg of you! I do not deserve it. I am quite different +when I am alone; then I am tormented with horrible fancies. And let me +tell you, Bertha, when our husbands leave, you must keep me with you. I +cannot be alone. I am beginning to hate my piano already. I do not go +into the room in which it stands. Ah, here come our husbands!" + +We heard advancing steps. The Major entered, and greeted me politely, +but seemed quite gloomy. + +I told him that I had brought Ernst. + +"I hope he will do himself credit," said the Major in a hard voice. + +I told him that the Parliament was about to reassemble, whereupon the +Major with great emphasis said, "Dear father, I beg of you do not let +us talk politics now. I have the greatest respect for your patriotism, +your liberalism, and for all your opinions. But now it is my uniform +alone that speaks; what is inside of it has not a word to say." + +He pressed both hands to his heart, and continued: + +"Pshaw! I, too, once believed in 'German unity,' as they are fond of +calling it,.... and even had hopes of Prussia. But now we will show +these impudent, mustachioed Prussian gentlemen what we are made of." + +I was careful not to reply to his remarks, in which I could easily +notice the struggle that was going on within him. He was on duty; and +it is wrong to talk to a man who is at his post. + +What sort of a war is it in which they know no other cry but "Let us +show them what we are made of!" + +And if the victory is achieved, what then? An invisible demon sat +crouching on the knapsack of every soldier, making his load heavier by +a hundred-fold. + +We seated ourselves at the table. The Major seemed to feel that he had +been harsh towards me, and was now particularly polite. He asked about +mother, Martella, and Rothfuss. He told us that he had that day heard +from our newly discovered cousin, in a letter from Mayence, in which he +had expressed the hope that they might stand side by side on the +battle-field, and thus again become bound to each other. + +The Major had nothing more to say. He poured out a glass of wine for +me, and drank my health in silence. Annette used every exertion to +dispel the dark cloud under which we were laboring. + +She asserted that her saddle horse seemed to know that it would soon be +led forth to battle, and told us a number of marvellous stories about +that clever animal. She was very fond of telling anecdotes, and had +considerable dramatic talent. + +"Dear father," said the Major, "I believe I have not yet acquainted you +with my darling wish." + +"I do not remember your having done so." + +"My request is, that when we leave, Bertha and the children should +remain with you until the end of the campaign, which from present +indications will not extend to your neighborhood. + +"They are now, at last, constructing a telegraph line through your +valley--it has been deemed a military necessity, and that will enable +us to hear from each other with dispatch." + +"And will you accept an unbidden guest?" interposed Annette. "I know +that you will say 'yes,' and I promise you that I will be quite good +and docile." + +I extended my hand to her, while she continued: + +"You know that it has for a long while been my wish to be permitted to +spend some time with your wife. Iphigenia in the forest, in the German +pine forest! Oh, how charming it was of your father-in-law to name his +daughter so! Are pretty names only intended for books? Of course, +Grecian Iphigenia should not knit stockings. Did not your father-in-law +begin to translate Goethe's 'Iphigenia' into Greek, but fail to +complete it? Is not Iphigenia too long a name for daily use? How do you +address your wife?" + +"By her middle name, Gustava." + +"Ah, how lovely! 'Madame Gustava.' And the forest child? I presume she +is still with you? And now I shall at last become acquainted with your +noble and faithful servant, Rothfuss, who said that 'one who is +drenched to the skin need not dread the rain.'" + +As far as our all-engrossing anxiety would permit it, Annette's +volubility and liveliness contributed greatly to our relief. + +We had just left the table when Rolunt, the Major's most intimate +friend, entered. He had at one time been an officer in the service of +the Duke of Augustenberg, and had thence returned to his home, where he +was now professor at the military school. + +Now political conversation could not be restrained, although the Major +refrained from taking part in it. + +Rolunt was furious that, no matter how the war might end, Germany would +be obliged to give an indemnity, in the shape of Nice, to France. + +We had the galling consciousness that one nation presumed to decide the +affairs of another, with as much freedom as it would regulate the taxes +or the actions of its own citizens. + +We remained together until it was quite late, and when we separated, it +was with crushed hearts. + +The Major insisted on my staying at his house; the war, he said, had +done away with all minor considerations. + +On the following day there was another session of the Parliament. The +government demanded an extraordinary credit, which was accorded, +although it was hoped that we might escape being drawn into war; for +both the government and the legislature fondly expected that our +troubles might be arranged by diplomacy. + +Who, after all, was the enemy that we were fighting against? + +I went to the barracks. I was refused admission. Fortunately, I saw the +ensign approaching, and, under his protection, I was allowed to enter. +Ernst, who had already donned the uniform, was lying on a bench. He +seemed surprised to see me. + +"Pray do not say a word until we get outside." + +He received permission to go out for half an hour, and soon stood +before me in his smart attire. There was something graceful and yet +determined in his bearing. + +When we gained the street, he asked me whether there was any chance of +his discharge. + +I was in a sad dilemma. I had taken no steps, because it was only too +evident that my efforts would have been of no avail. + +It was this that made me hesitate in answering him, and Ernst +exclaimed, "All right. I know all about it." + +My very heart bled, pierced as it was by the same sword that rent my +Fatherland in twain. + +I endeavored to persuade my son that there are times when our own wills +and thoughts are of no avail against the great current of Fate. + +"Thanks, father, thanks," answered Ernst, in a strangely significant +tone. + +I could only add, "I feel assured that you will do your duty. Do not +forget that you have parents and a bride." + +He seemed to pay but little attention to my words. + +He took off his helmet, and said, "This presses me so: I am unused to +it. It seems to crush my brain." + +He looked very handsome, but very sad. We were standing before the +office of the State Gazette, when suddenly the street seemed filled +with groups of excited people, listening to a man who had climbed to +the top of a wagon and was reading off a dispatch just received from +Berlin, to the effect that there had been an attempt to shoot Bismarck, +but that the ball had missed aim. + +"Curse him!" cried Ernst; "I would not have missed aim." + +I reproved him with great severity, but he insisted that one had a +right to commit murder. I replied that no one would ever have that +right, and that this deed had been as culpable as the assassination of +Abraham Lincoln; for if any one man has the right to be both the judge +and the executioner of his enemies, you will have to accord the +privilege to the democrat as well as to the aristocrat. + +"Let us cease this quarrelling," he answered; "I have no desire to +dispute with you. I am firm in my belief that one is justified in doing +wrong for the sake of bringing about a good result. But, I beg of you, +father, let us now and forever cease this quarrelling." + +His face showed his conflicting emotions, and he kissed my hand when I +gently stroked his face. + +The crowd had dispersed in the meanwhile, and we proceeded on our way. + +Ernst suddenly stopped and said to me: "Farewell, father. Give my love +to mother and Martella." + +He held on to my hand quite firmly for a moment or two longer, and then +said, "I must go to the barracks." + +His eyes plainly told me that he would like to say more that he could +not express; but he merely nodded, and then turning on his heel, +departed. + +"Write to us often!" I called out to him. He did not look back. + +I followed after him for a while, keeping near enough to hear his firm +step and the rattling of his spurs. I fondly hoped that he would yet +return to me, and tell me of the thoughts that oppressed his heart. + +I met many acquaintances on the way, who saluted me and extended their +hands. They wanted me to stop and talk with them, but I merely nodded +and passed on. + +In my eager haste I ran against many people, for I did not want to lose +sight of my son. There he goes! Now he stands still--now he turns. +Surely-- At that moment a company of soldiers marched down the street +to the sound of lively music; we were now separated. I could not see my +son again. I returned to Bertha and the Major, and the latter promised +me to keep a watchful eye on Ernst, and to send us frequent tidings in +regard to him, in case he should neglect to write. + +I rode to the depot. I was fearfully tired, and felt as if I could not +walk another step. + +As the trains were quite irregular, I was obliged to wait there for a +long while. + +I felt--no, I cannot--I dare not--revive the painful emotions that rent +my bosom. Of what avail would it be? My son was going forth to war, and +I had brought him here, myself. + +"Brother fighting against brother." I fancied that I had been talking +to myself and had uttered these words; but I found that they were +frequently repeated by the excited groups that were scattered about the +depot. All about me there was ceaseless turmoil. People were rushing to +and fro, yelling, shouting, cursing, and laughing. I sat there absorbed +in thought, not caring to see or hear anything more of the world, when +a familiar voice said to me, "How charming, father, that I should meet +you here!" + +My son Richard stood before me; he had finished his lectures and was +about to return home. + +Accompanied by him, I started for home. + +Richard informed me of the political divisions among the professors, +and thus afforded me a glimpse of a sphere of life entirely different +from my own. Even the immovable altars of science were now trembling, +and personal feeling had become so violent that the friends of Prussia, +of whom Richard was one, could not appear in public without being +subjected to insults. On our way home, we stopped for dinner at the +garrison town, where we heard the most contemptuous allusions to the +"Prussian braggarts," as they were termed. + +It was said that they had no officers who had ever smelt powder. That +what had been done in Schleswig-Holstein had been achieved by the +Austrians; and that if they ever dared go so far as to fight, they +would be sent home in disgrace. + +I do not know whether they really believed what they said, or whether +they were simply trying to keep up their courage. But, on every hand, +one could hear them say, "They will not let matters proceed so far; +they are loud talkers and nothing else." + +I was quite beside myself; but Richard begged me to remain silent. He +thought it was well that matters had come to this pass. + +Whoever had brought on this war had assumed a great, but perhaps +unavoidable, responsibility. It was the sad fiat of fate, and none +could foretell where the sacrifice and suffering would end. History +would march on in its appointed path, even though sin and suffering be +its steppingstones. + +And then he pointed to our surroundings, and added, "Such fellows as +these will never be converted by speeches; nothing but a thorough +beating will teach them reason." + +I have found that sober history tells us very little of all those +things. She brings the harvest under shelter and enters the result; but +who stops to ask how the weather may have changed while the grain was +ripening? + +But to us who live in the present, such things are not trifles; and I +cannot help maintaining that the war of 1866 was forced on the people +against their will, as far as I can judge, and I have spoken to many on +the subject. The Prussians did not desire war; the conservatives did +certainly not wish for it, for Austria was, spite of all, the bulwark +of their principles. The liberals did not want it; nor did the soldiers +go forth with cheerful hearts. But necessity had become incarnate in +the brain of a single statesman: separation from Austria was the end to +be gained, and though it went hard, that result must be achieved. + +But the operation was a difficult and a painful one. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + +Before the train left the station, the newsboys were running about +offering copies of extra issues of the journals, with news that the +Diet had raised the German colors: black, red, gold. + +And thus the Diet dared to unfurl the flag which we had always regarded +with devotion,--for the sake of which we had been persecuted, +imprisoned, or exiled. It seemed as if the holiest of holies had been +denied and dishonored. + +"It is the death-bed repentance of a sinner who has not enough time +left to do good in," said Richard, who divined the thoughts that were +passing through my mind. + +A large company of soldiers was on the train, and went as far as the +next garrison town. + +But how could they have found it in their hearts to sing? + +Haymaking had begun, the cars were filled with the fragrant odor of the +newly mown grass. The laborers in the fields would look up from their +work, and raise their scythes on high when they saw us pass. + +And now, when it seemed as if my Fatherland was to be laid waste and +destroyed, I became more than ever sensible of my great affection for +it. + +These woods, these fields and villages, were all to be laid waste, and +shrieks of woe would resound from the flames. I felt it as keenly, as +if beholding a beloved relative in the grasp of death. + +The train was just moving away from the station when I heard a soldier +call out to me, "Grandfather!" + +I recognized him: it was my grandson Martin, the son of my daughter +Johanna. He nodded to me, and when I turned to look at him, I saw the +lieutenant collaring and buffeting him for speaking without orders +while in the ranks. + +We had proceeded but a short distance when I observed that Funk was on +the train. He kept at a distance from us. He had bought a large bundle +of extra newspapers, which he distributed to the people at the +different stations. + +When we reached our circuit town we repaired to the Wild Man Tavern, +where, while waiting for a conveyance, we seated ourselves under the +newly planted lindens. While sitting there, engrossed by thoughts of +the country's troubles, I learned of another trouble nearer home. + +I am old enough to know something of human wickedness, but I admit that +I am, even to this day, frequently surprised by the shape that human +meanness will sometimes take. + +At a side table was seated Funk's special satellite--the baker Lerz, +of Hollerberg. He was accompanied by his wife, and both looked about +them with an air of serene contentment. The baker was a sensual, +self-complacent man, who had a habit of smiling and moving his lips, as +if he were smacking them at the thoughts of a feast he had just been +enjoying. He had just been involved in an unclean piece of business, in +which he had sworn that he was innocent, although, according to my +conviction and the general belief, he had perjured himself in so doing. +But what does such an unconscionable voluptuary care for that? When the +peril was passed, all care was at an end. + +The baker approached me and inquired if I would like to ride home with +him; for the government levies had rendered it difficult to obtain a +conveyance. I declined; Fortunately, my neighbor, the young meadow +farmer, who had been taking hay over to the railway station, was +passing by at the time, and so I rode home with him. + +A little way out of the town, we came up with a young woman who was +walking along the road. She had covered her head with a large white +kerchief, and was carrying an infant in her arms. + +Her head was bent forward; and it is generally a sign of deep thought +if one who is walking along a road does not look around at the rapid +approach of a vehicle. And this woman was Lerz's victim. + +The meadow farmer, who was, usually, a man of few words, leaned back +from his seat on the front bench, and whispered to me, "Such a fellow +as Lerz ought not to be permitted to take an oath." + +The meadow farmer had for a long while been my worst enemy, simply +because I had deprived him of his greatest enjoyment--venting his spite +on others. + +Although it may, in these pages, seem as if I had cherished too high an +ideal of the people, I desire right here to say that I have found among +the lower classes that which is noblest and highest in man. But I have +also found much that is mean and revolting. Envy and malice are +characteristics almost peculiar to the farmer, and are especially shown +about the time of irrigating the meadows. It affords him peculiar +pleasure to wait until a neighbor has set his water-traps, and to sneak +out and reverse them so as to make the water flow on to his own +meadows. + +The authorities had forbidden the watering of meadows after two o'clock +on Sunday morning, but it availed nothing. I appointed a servant who +was to have the sole right of setting the water-gates and opening them +again; and the meadow farmer could not forgive me for this. I had +robbed him of the pleasure of wreaking his spite on others. + +It was not so much on account of the advantage he had gained thereby; +but, like the rest of them, he had found it great sport to outwit the +"gentleman farmer," as they called me. + +The meadow farmer really hated me and Joseph; for if it had not been +for us he would have been the first man in the village. Wherever he +went, they inquired, "How goes it with Waldfried?" or "How is Joseph +Linker?" It annoyed him that they did not ask after him first of all. + +He would have been glad to take a share in politics, but was too mean +to bestow the requisite amount of time upon such matters; and then he +would say, "Such folks as Funk should not be permitted to put in their +say; there is nothing behind him." + +We had just reached the saw-mill, down in the valley, when we saw a +large hay-wagon coming along the road in the direction of the meadow. +Martella sat on top: Rothfuss was walking beside the horses. + +Martella alighted. She looked quite troubled. She welcomed Richard, and +asked me, "Where have you left Ernst?" + +"He is not with us." + +"Where then?" + +We had no time to reply before Martella called out, "So he must go to +war after all!" + +"Of course." + +"Of course? Of course?" Martella asked repeatedly. She stopped for a +moment, and removing the rake from her shoulder rested herself upon it. + +I told her that in all likelihood there would be no war, and that all +the clamor was nothing more than angry threatening on both sides. + +"That is not true!" cried Martella; "you should not tell me an +untruth!" + +"Martella, this is my father!" cried Richard. + +"And mine too," she interrupted; "forgive me! Because you are my father +you should forgive me; if you did not you would not and could not be my +father. Forgive me! Oh! they will shoot my good, kind Ernst!" + +She sat down by the roadside and covered her face with both her hands. +In a little while, however, she yielded to our entreaties, and +accompanied us to the house, but without speaking a word on the way. As +soon as we arrived there, she hurriedly left us and hastened to the +barn. In a few moments she returned and cried out with a loud voice, +"Mother, Richard is here!" + +The child's temperament was strangely variable. + +My wife was especially delighted at Richard's return. "With one +exception," she said, smiling (for she could not reconcile herself to +Richard's remaining unmarried), "you always did the right thing at the +right time. We need both a son and a Professor. Perhaps you will be +able to make Martella understand what is meant by the words State and +Fatherland." + +She told us that Martella, who was generally so quick of apprehension, +found it impossible to form any conception of those ideas, and that, +naturally enough, in her present troubles, this was doubly difficult. +For, even in our eyes, the events as well as the duties of that sad +period seemed like a horrible enigma. + +It seemed as if thinking of Martella had relieved my wife from the +weight of her own trouble. When I informed her of the expected arrival +of Bertha and the children, her face beamed with joy. She at once +repaired to the rooms that they were to occupy, and seemed, in +anticipation, to enjoy the thought of entertaining those who were +dearest to her. + +I had told my wife nothing of Annette's coming. She was, however, +gifted with a prophetic insight that bordered on the marvellous. +Results which to others were yet invisible were, by her, discerned with +unerring foresight. She at once devoted two large rooms opening on the +garden to Annette. + +Martella hurried about, helping to get the house in order, and seemed +as if there was nothing to depress her spirits. + +Rothfuss complained to me that the "forest imp," as he at times called +Martella, left him no peace, day or night. She wanted him to tell her +why people had to be soldiers, and why there was such a thing as war; +and she had abused the Prince in terms that would secure her seven +years in the fortress of Illenberg, if her remarks were reported to the +authorities. + +She had once even wanted to run off to the Prince and tell him how +wicked it was to command human beings to shoot one another, and that he +should, at all events, give her lover back again, for the war was +nothing to Ernst or to her. + +Rothfuss called the professor to his assistance. + +Richard declined the commission, remarking that it was not necessary +for every maiden to know why her lover was forced to go to the wars, +and that, in the present instance, he hardly knew the reason himself. + +Notwithstanding this remark, he essayed to speak with Martella on the +subject, and I have never seen him so nervous and confused as on that +occasion; for Martella called out to him, "Do not say a word: it is all +of no use." Then she embraced him, and kissed him, and pressed him to +her heart. + +Martella's ardent kisses had so surprised and confused him that it was +some time before he could collect himself. I had never seen him so +unnerved before. I believed that I understood the cause of his emotion. + +Martella was a riddle which to Richard seemed more difficult of +solution than to any of us. + +What we had all failed to accomplish was brought about by the +simple-minded Spinner. + +Had she been told that she could be of use, or had she divined it? She +came up to Martella and said, "Child, your lot is a hard one; but look +at me: mine is still harder. My best child, indeed my only one,--for +the others had left me to starve,--has also gone to the war; and though +a lover be ever so dear, he is not a son, as you will sometime know +when you have a son of your own." + +After that, Martella was quite resigned. She had, of course, not +acquired any idea of the significance of the word "State;" but she now +felt that the fate of all beings was ordained by a great overruling +power. + +Joseph kept us constantly informed of the excitement that reigned +through the neighborhood. Funk was the chief spokesman. He announced +that the time was about to arrive when Germany would become a free +confederation like our neighbor Switzerland. + +I do not think that one of those loud talkers believed in the +fulfilment of such hopes; but, for the time being, it afforded them an +opportunity of indulging in high-sounding phrases. On the other hand, +we knew that to "abolish Prussia," as their phrase ran, would simply be +the first step towards preparing for Germany the fate of Poland. +And yet my own kindred--my son, my son-in-law, and Martin, my +grandson--were fighting to accomplish that very object. + + + + + + BOOK SECOND. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +We were seated on the balcony when we saw Bertha and her children +coming up the hill towards the house. My wife at once arose, and opened +the two folding-doors, as if with that action she were opening wide our +hearts to receive them. + +Realizing the fact that there was no escaping from our troubles, Bertha +had conquered her sorrow, and now appeared as fresh and cheerful as if +she had just been drinking at the fountain of youth. + +As soon as the first greetings were over, my wife inquired about Ernst. + +Bertha had seen him but once, as his captain had sent him up the +country to get transportation for horses. + +"That is bad; they should not have sent him there. O Ernst, poor, dear +Ernst!" suddenly shrieked my wife. + +She grew pale and fell back on a chair. We feared that she would faint. +Bertha rushed to her aid, but she speedily recovered herself, and her +trembling lips were the only sign, of the emotion she had passed +through. She did not tell us why she had found it so wrong of them to +send Ernst on that errand. She accompanied Bertha to her room, and +stroking the light locks of little Victor, whom she had taken on her +lap, said, "He looked just as you do when he was a little boy, except +that he had blue eyes." + +"Yes," said Bertha, "my husband has often noticed that Victor bears +great resemblance to Ernst." + +"And Uncle Ernst promised me a horse," said Victor. + +"Did he?" said my wife, with pleased looks: "If he did that, it is all +right, but sad enough for all. Still, others have their burdens to bear +as well as we." + +Martella's first meeting with Bertha as well as with Annette, resulted +in mutual attraction. + +Bertha was obliged to tell Martella all that she knew about Ernst, and +while she was holding the hand of the strange child, the latter must +have felt a consciousness of the candor and straightforwardness of +Bertha's character, for she looked into her face with sparkling eyes. + +Martella asked Bertha whether Ernst had sent the broken ring by her. + +Bertha said he had not. + +She removed a ring from her finger and offered it to Martella, who +declined it. + +When Annette offered both her hands to Martella, and said that she had +for a long while been anxious to make her acquaintance, Martella was +quite confused, and looked down towards the ground. When she raised her +head, her eyes fell on a light green necktie which Annette wore. + +"How pretty it is!" were her first words. + +Annette immediately removed the tie, and fastened it about Martella's +neck. + +"It is quite warm, yet," said Martella; and Annette replied, "How +lovely! Let us regard that as a good omen." + +When Bertha, who rarely gave way to sentiment, returned and joined us +again, she said, "Let us now be thrice as kind and loving to one +another as we have been, and be indulgent with each other's moods. It +is only by such means that we can manage to live through these terrible +times." + +Bertha and her daughter Clotilde, a charming, graceful child about nine +years of age, were so clever in anticipating every wish of my wife's, +that, although it had always been her wont to be serving others and +providing for their comfort, she was now obliged to let them have their +own way. + +Martella seemed almost inseparable from Rothfuss, and Victor was always +with the two. He accompanied them out to the fields and into the woods; +and it was difficult to say which of the two was the happier, Rothfuss +the old, or Victor the young, child. + +It would have been difficult also to say which of the two, Victor or +Martella, cut wilder capers, for the young play-fellow with the soldier +cap seemed to make her forget all her trouble. She was quite proud of +her skill in leaping, and loved to display it. + +Bertha maintained that, in spite of rough manners, many of Martella's +movements were full of wondrous grace; and when she would turn around +five or six times on one foot, Victor could never imitate her. + +On the very day of her arrival, Annette awakened great interest in the +village. + +She ascended to the top of the church steeple, where none of us had +ever been. She waved her handkerchief from the little window in the +belfry, until we took notice of her and returned her salute. All of the +villagers who were not engaged in the fields had gathered in groups, +and were looking up at the church steeple. + +When she joined us at dinner, she told us that she had already found +out everything. The school-master had told her of the woods that had +been planted by my wife, that she had already been at the Gustava +Spring, and that the water had tasted as if it were pure dew. + +"Ah, how fortunate you are to own all this! The very air you breathe is +your own." + +She talked incessantly, and many of her remarks were quite +entertaining. She plied Richard with so many questions that he looked +quite displeased, and soon left the table. + +"I can tell by the professor's looks that he is musical; is he not?" + +"Indeed he is; he is esteemed an excellent violincello player." + +"I can assure you that I asked no one, and I am so glad that my +intuitions did not deceive me." + +While Annette was paying a visit to the school-mistress, Richard gave +vent to his anger at her; but my wife pacified him. Annette could not +enjoy the quiet possession of anything, and was always anxious to +impart what she knew and felt to others. She was evidently of a very +hospitable nature, and would, in good time, acquire repose of manner. + +During the first few days, while we were yet without news of any kind, +and before the journals had given us any information as to the +movements of the troops, Annette did not allow us to get a moment's +rest. + +The way she worried us all, and Richard in particular, was quite +provoking; and yet this lesser trouble made us forget the greater one. + +My father-in-law had converted the large corner room on the ground +floor of our house into a veritable temple of beauty. He had, from time +to time, purchased casts of the best antique statues, and had carefully +arranged them along the walls and on pedestals, placing beautiful +engravings between them. + +He had thus brought the immortal types of beauty into the depths of the +forest. The room in which he had placed the statues, and which Richard +jokingly entitled "Athens," was a favorite haunt of ours. + +Annette was greatly surprised to find such treasures with us, and said +to Richard, "These undying types of a past great civilization are at +home everywhere. It is because they no longer have, and indeed never +did have, anything in common with the life of fashion, that they are +thus immortal. Do you not agree with me?" + +She always insisted on having an answer to her questions. Then she +would briskly add: "Now I understand the meaning of the Niobe; she is +the old spinner who lives out on the rock." When we laughed at this +conceit of hers, she told us, "Oh! I beg your pardon, I mean that she +is the embodiment of a mother's grief in time of war." + +Pointing to a statue of Iphigenia, she inquired, "Herr Professor, can +you tell me how the Grecian priestesses spent their time? Do you think +it possible to be constantly offering sacrifices and uttering lofty +thoughts?" + +Richard admitted that he could not give her the desired information; +and Annette was quite delighted that she had posed the professor. She +did not give up troubling him, however. + +All her notions of life in the country had been derived from books, and +she was quite shocked to find that the mere money value or utility of +trees was the only point of view in which they were regarded. + +Notwithstanding her overflowing, emotional temperament, she had quite a +taste for details, and even for figures. At the first sight of a +prettily situated village, she would always make inquiries in regard to +the number of its inhabitants, their means, and manner of living. I was +obliged to tell her all about my own household--how many acres of +timber there were ready to cut, and how much was young timber; the +amount of our annual production, how much live-stock my meadows would +support, how much fruit my orchards gave me, and also how the work was +divided amongst the four men-servants and three maids that we employed. + +She examined the whole establishment, from the stable to the loft. She +seemed to take especial delight in the happy combination we had +effected between the fruits of culture and the pursuit of husbandry. +There was a certain air of solid comfort and good taste in our home. It +had descended from the times of my father-in-law, and had been kept up +by us. + +With good judgment, Annette thought that the very best site had been +selected for our house. The hill beyond the hollow at the back of the +house protected us on three sides, but was not near enough to deprive +us of fresh air, or to keep out the gentle breezes that would come up +from the valley after sunset and carry away the miasmatic vapors, thus +affording us healthful and refreshing sleep during the night. A barn, +which the meadow farmer had so placed that it destroyed part of the +view down the valley, was a great eyesore to Annette. + +She asked Richard why the air with us was so cool and invigorating, and +was very grateful when he explained the theory of the dew-fall to her. + +She was full of charming ingenuousness, for she once said. "I do not +doubt that you enjoy the singing of the birds, but I honestly confess +that I do not. It is pleasant to know that the little animal up in the +trees is so joyful; but, nevertheless, there is no beauty in tones +without connection or expression. I find that there are no more tones +in the scale of the finch than in that of the barn-yard rooster; and +why do we prefer the notes of the finch?" + +Richard often felt annoyed that Annette was constantly keeping every +one about her on pins and needles, and seemed to desire his special +approval of all that she did. He maintained that she was entirely +deficient in mental balance. + +The temperaments of Annette and Bertha were in marked contrast to each +other. + +When they were seated opposite each other and engaged in conversation, +Bertha would bend forward, while Annette would lean back in her chair, +as if immovable. + +Bertha's mere presence exerted a grateful influence, while Annette felt +that she must always be doing something, in order to inspire others +with an interest in her. + +Bertha, with all her affection for Martella, remained somewhat reserved +towards her, while Annette was open and confiding, as with a sister. +She was incapable of any other relations than those of perfect intimacy +or absolute indifference. + +Richard noticed all these peculiarities, and when he mentioned them to +me, I was almost startled to find how carefully he had been observing +Annette. + +He was obliged, however, to agree with my wife when she said, +"Annette's habit of requiring her friends to interest themselves in +whatever engages her attention, is both innocent and childlike. A child +will always think that its whip or its ball is of as much importance to +others as to itself. Bear in mind, moreover, that Annette takes a +lively interest in all that others do, and naturally enough supposes +that they resemble her in that respect." + +Annette had gone from the school-house one day, to pay a visit to my +nephew Joseph, who was a friend of her brother, the lawyer, who resided +in the capital. She found that there were well-furnished rooms in his +house, and a few days later removed there. She frankly admitted that +she was too noisy for our home, and that it were better that she should +visit us for a few hours at a time, instead of living with us. + +She at once set about rearranging the furniture and removing +unnecessary decorations in her new quarters; and, on the next day, +while the carpenters were busily engaged in making the changes she +had ordered, she drove over to the city to visit the family of the +kreis-director, with whom she had formerly been intimate. + +She returned in the evening, bringing their eldest daughter, whom she +intended to keep with her as a companion. A large wagon carrying sofas, +rocking-chairs, and all sorts of furniture followed. + +Although Annette had intended to lead a quiet and contemplative life, +she might have been seen in the village at any hour of the day. She +speedily acquainted herself with all of its features. She had, by +rearranging the furniture in her own rooms, made them habitable and +tasteful, and she now desired to effect a corresponding transformation +in the houses of the wood-cutters; but the wives of the well-to-do +farmers looked askance. Whenever she met one of the villagers, she +would greet him or her politely, and would ask both old and young what +they had had for dinner. She insisted that this was the most important +of all questions. The people, however, found it great sport to answer +her with lies. + +She had speedily become attached to the wife of the school-master, but +disliked to go to the clergyman's house. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +Our clergyman was the son of poor parents. His father had been a +beadle. He is without a single spark of genius, but is said to have +distinguished himself by great application. He attends to his duties +methodically, but in a cold and perfunctory manner. During the summer, +he spends much of his time fishing; in the winter, he is almost always +at home. He is well-skilled in that game of chess which requires but +one player. He lost his father while he was quite young, and in order +to be able to aid his mother and his many brothers and sisters, he +married a wealthy, but half-witted girl, whom he never cared to take +into society. Politics had no attractions for him. + +Formerly, if a beggar applied to him for alms he would have him sent up +into his room, and would ask him, "What good will it do if I give you +that which will only help you for a moment or so? Come and listen"--and +he would then read the beggar a sermon, or a chapter out of the Bible. +But, of late years, the beggars had piously avoided his house. + +Our school-master, on the other hand, is a clever and wide-awake man. +He, too, had taken part in the political movements of 1848, but when +placed on trial was acquitted. Ever since that time, he has held aloof +from political affairs. He married a woman who is exceedingly clever, +and who brought him some money besides. + +The clergyman has no children: the school-master has three--two sons, +one of whom is a merchant down by the fortress; the other is a +machinist, and resides in America. He is said to have quite a large +business. The daughter is the wife of the inspector of roads. The +school-master is quite proud that he can say, "If I were to give up my +position to-morrow, I could afford to live without work"--a state of +affairs to which the skill and economy of his wife has greatly +contributed. The couple lead a loving and tranquil life. They are hale +and hearty, and, as it often happens when two persons have lived +together many years, they have grown to look very much alike. Their +garden was filled with teeming flower-beds. Florists from the +neighboring watering-places would come daily to purchase flowers, and +thus the garden had become a source of considerable profit. + +But now that the war had emptied the watering-places, the flowers were +left to perish for want of purchasers. + +Annette instructed the school-master's wife in the art of drying +flowers, and making pretty bouquets of them. + +Carl's mother, who lived in a little house out by the rock, worked +every day in the garden of the school-master's wife. + +Annette was attracted by the woman. She was short and thin, old and +stooping, but had wonderfully clear and sparkling eyes, and Annette +felt quite happy to think that this old woman, who was almost deaf, +could by means of her eyes still have so much enjoyment. + +During the summer, the spinner, as had been her wont every year, would +scrape off the bark from the branches of the elderberry tree, and +afterward tie up the branches in bundles. Annette did great damage by +explaining to her--she had only learned it herself the day before--that +they would be used to make gunpowder. When the old woman heard that, +she felt as if she could not bear to touch the wood; but, as she had +undertaken the task, she was obliged to finish it, and so went on with +her work, although it was not without murmuring. + +Through Annette's insinuating herself into the intimacy of others, much +that happened in our village acquired clearer colors, and greater +importance in my eyes. + +I told her the history of the spinner. She had had a husband, a tall, +handsome man. He had been employed as a laborer on the road, but had +wasted all his earnings at the tavern. + +Besides that, he had been a sportsman, and had loved, above all things, +to roam through the woods with the forester and his attendants, in +search of game. + +While these things were going on, the wife had, with her own earnings, +reared four children, who were always among the tidiest in the village. +Whenever anyone expressed pity that she had so thoughtless and +inconsiderate a husband, she would say, "Oh, that's all right. If he +were not so shiftless a fellow, he would never have married me; he +would have gone and married some woman better, handsomer, and richer +than I was." + +When the building of the railway was begun, he gave up his situation +and went to work in the valley; but he would never bring home a +groschen of money. Indeed, on one occasion, when he received a larger +sum than usual, he drove up in a carriage with two comrades, and the +three were not content until the last kreutzer had been spent. + +But yet with all this no word of complaint ever fell from the lips of +his wife; and when, at last, her husband lost his life while blasting a +rock, she bewailed his death, saying that he was the best man in the +world. + +Two of her sons and one daughter were employed at Mulhausen; but they +would not help the mother. Carl, who had been Joseph's servant, and was +now with the troops, gave all his earnings to her, and would not suffer +her to accept a gift from any one. + +When Annette knew this, she was all attention to the spinner; but it +required much clever management to be able to do her a service. Besides +that, it was awkward that the spinner was so indistinct of speech, that +with the exception of her son Carl and the school-master's wife, there +was hardly any one who could understand her. + +Richard and Bertha shook their heads while watching Annette's +movements, and could not refrain from commenting on them. But my wife +would always tell them that Annette was of an active temperament, and +was only happy when assisting others. She also told them that Annette +had interested herself for the baker Lerz's victim and her child, and +that she had given the clergymen of the neighboring villages +considerable sums to be distributed among the poor. And, further, that +it was much to her credit that she would not allow herself to be driven +away from her work by rudeness on the part of those whom she was trying +to benefit. + +We soon had an amusing instance of this. + +One Sunday afternoon, while we were up in the arbor, Annette had seated +herself with Rothfuss and Martella on a bench in front of the house. +She was trying to find out from Rothfuss how much he loved his horses +and cattle. + +Rothfuss knew nothing about loving them. All he said was, "Feed them +well, and they will work for you." + +She was quite provoked that the tinkling of the bells of the cows that +were grazing on the mountain patches was inharmonious. She said that +she would buy bells that were in accord with each other, and present +them to the owners of the cows. + +She conversed quite familiarly with Rothfuss and Martella, and asked +them to look upon her as their companion. + +To which Rothfuss replied, "I have nothing against the Jews--they are +all the same to me. In the place where I was born, there were lots of +Jews, and I was on good terms with all of them. Two of them served in +the same regiment with me; and in my village there was a splendid girl +whom they called 'the little beauty;' she was strong and healthy and +jolly. She loved to dance with me; and, if I could only have afforded +to marry, I would have been bound to have her. And you may take my word +for it, she would not have refused me. + +"You are a sensible woman; one can talk to you about all sorts of +things. You are not like Baroness Arven, who once ordered me to take my +cap in my hand while I was speaking to her. You are better than she is. + +"Yes, indeed; my first love was a Jewess. + +"And then there was Myerle the horse-dealer, who often came to see us. +He looks just like you;--are you related to him? I know him intimately; +he is a sharp fellow, and a man of his word, and always gives two crown +thalers drink-money. Of late he has been trying to make it Prussian +thalers, but that won't go down. + +"The Jews are just like us in everything. There is only one thing that +they cannot do--they don't know how to drink; and they don't try it, +either. But in all other respects they are just like us. 'He who is wet +to the skin need not dread the rain.'" + +"And you, Martella," asked Annette, "what do you think of the Jews?" + +"I? I don't think of them at all. I want nothing to do with them. In +the forest they always told me that my mother must have been a Jewess; +but it is not true." + +"Who is your mother, then?" + +"Who? Why, Madame Cuckoo;--just ask her." + +Martella walked away. + +Annette joined us and told us all that had happened, adding: "One is +always getting new and interesting ideas. Rothfuss and Martella, +comparing their religion with mine, look upon themselves as nobles who +vouchsafe me their favor. I accept it with thanks." + +My wife, however, looked over to us with a significant glance that +seemed quite distinctly to say, "There, you can see now that she is +free from prejudice, and full of imperturbable kindness." + +Notwithstanding her love and respect for us, Annette found great +pleasure in her intimate relations with the neighboring family of Baron +Arven. This may have been the result of her having formerly been kept +in the background. + +Her constant journeyings to and fro were the occasion of our making +some delightful acquaintances. + +Just beyond the boundary line, where I owned a large piece of woodland, +there resided a young forester, who was of noble birth, and a relative +of Annette's husband. We had before that been strangers to each other; +but Annette knew how to draw him and his wife into our circle, and we +were charmed by the simple manners of these highly cultivated people. + +Our family was so widely extended that we found it quite easy to trace +a distant relationship to our newly discovered friends. The young wife +was the daughter of a high official. Though living in the woods, she +did not neglect her intellectual life, and found good music of great +assistance in that regard. She had also been able to bring up sturdy +boys; and we were quite pleased to learn that her only rule with them +had been _truthfulness and obedience_. These two requisites had been +firmly and inexorably insisted upon, and as a result the boys did their +parents great credit. + +The new element that Annette had thus introduced into our circle often +caused us to forget that the very next hour might bring us the saddest +news. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +It was eventide. The clear tones of the village bell filled the valley +and were echoed back from the mountains opposite. The young woods down +by the stone wall seemed transparent with the reflection of the rosy +sunset, and all looked as if bathed in golden clouds. + +We were sitting in the arbor, and every one was probably thinking to +himself, "Perhaps at this very moment men of the same nation--yea, +brothers--may be murdering one another on the battle-field." + +In a low voice, and with an absence of all that resembled her usual +excessive excitability, Annette remarked that my wife ought to feel +very happy to think that she had planted yonder wood. + +At that moment we saw a carriage coming up the hill. + +"It is father!" exclaimed the daughter of the kreis-director, and ran +to meet him. + +We observed that he opened the carriage door for her, and that she +entered it and remained with him. + +Annette remarked that she had given orders that all telegrams should be +sent to Herr Von Rontheim, who would forward them to us as speedily as +possible. This must be a matter of importance, however, as he had come +in person. But let his tidings be what they may, we would stand by and +support one another. + +Rontheim entered. + +He brought us the news of a great victory gained by the Austrians, who +were said to have penetrated into Silesia. His manner of imparting this +was in accord with our feelings, and was quite free from any spirit of +rejoicing. A brief telegram had brought the news. + +Rontheim seemed quite ill at ease and soon left, taking his daughter +and Annette with him. A little while after that, Joseph arrived, and +told me privately that he wished that Richard and I would come over to +his house. + +I was struck with fear, and felt that there was bad news in store for +me. + +Without knowing why, I felt alarmed. + +When I entered Annette's apartment, Rontheim was seated at a table on +which there was a lighted lamp. In his hand there was a newspaper. He +did not rise to receive me, but requested me to be seated. + +He grasped my hand firmly while he said, "You are a strong man, a just +father--no father can be blamed for what his child may do.--Your son +Ernst has deserted." + +Those were his words: I have written them down with my own hand. Could +I, at that time, have believed that I would ever be able to do this! +But to this day, I cannot tell what rent my heart and crazed my brain. +All that I can recollect is that I felt as if a bullet were piercing my +brain, and found it strange that I knew even that much of what was +going on. I remember Richard's throwing his arms about my neck, and +crying, "Father! Dear father!" and all was over. + +When I recovered consciousness my first thought was, "Why live again? +Death has been conquered." + +The next thought that flashed upon me was, "But my wife!--She foresaw +it all, yet how will she bear this burden?" + +Annette came up to me and seemed to guess at my thoughts, for with a +voice choked with tears she said: + +"Do not tell your wife of this to-night. In the morning, when day +approaches, if you wish me to tell her of this, I am at your service. +But how cold your hands are!" + +She knelt down and kissed my hands. + +The director handed the newspaper to Richard. I noticed how his hand +trembled while he held it. I asked to have it handed to me, and read +the proclamation of my son's dishonor and the order for his arrest. + +When I at last started to return home, I was obliged, for the first +time in my life, to lean on my son Richard for support. Annette had +asked permission to accompany me. We declined her proffered aid. The +kind-hearted, impulsive creature was all gentleness and desire to +assist me. + +I arrived in front of the house. There stands the large and +well-ordered house,--but no joy will ever enter there again. + +The wind from the valley was swaying the red beech to and fro; the +fountain swelled and roared while its waters glistened in the broad +moonlight. All this to be seen again and again, and yet--"daily +suicide"-- + +"What are you saying, father? What do you mean by those words?" asked +Richard. + +It was not until then that I became aware of my having uttered them. + +For Ernst, for my poor child, no day would ever more begin with the +love of life. "Daily suicide"--in this phrase his deed and its +consequences seemed to concentrate themselves. I was obliged to sit +clown on the steps, and not until then was I able to shed tears. + +How often Ernst had run up and down there! I could yet remember the +first time that he climbed those steps on all fours, turning his pretty +head with its light curls towards me when I called out to him, and +waiting quietly until I would come and take him up in my arms! + +But now he had conjured up a restless demon whom no cry or supplication +could exorcise. + +At this very moment I can distinctly remember how I wished that all the +sorrow and pain might descend on my own head and be gathered up into my +own heart, in order that I might bear them for others. + +"Master, why are you sitting at your own threshold like a strange +beggar?" were the words with which Rothfuss surprised me. "I have +already heard what our madcap Ernst has done; do not let that grieve +you to death--that will do you no good. In this world, every one must +carry his own hide to market. It is bad enough in all conscience, but +there is courage in it for all. There are hundreds and thousands of +them who would like to do what he has done; but they follow the drum +with its rat-tat-tat, and put on airs into the bargain. Do you know +what I think of this matter?--Do not interrupt me, Heir Professor; I +know what I am talking about--I say that every large family must +have its black sheep, and I would rather a thousand times have a +good-for-nothing than an idiot, the very sight of whom makes one's hair +stand on end. + +"Yes, indeed; my mother was right. Her favorite maxim was: 'Better sour +than rotten,' and 'To be hard of hearing is not half so bad as to have +poor eyes.' + +"In every family there is something; or, as the poor woman once said: +'There is something everywhere,--except in my lard-pot, where there is +nothing at all.'" + +Rothfuss would not rest until I got up again. + +I went up the steps with him and into the room. He drew off my boots, +and was full of kind attentions. + +Addressing me in a whisper, he offered to tell the news to his mistress +in the morning, as he thought that he was best fitted for the task. + +He meant to speak of it in such a way that she would take it as his +stupid talk and give him a thorough scolding, and thus wreak her anger +on him. He thought that would be the best way, because that would help +to break the first shock of the news, and then it would be easier to +endure the rest. + +The only other thing that troubled Rothfuss was how he might stop +Funk's evil tongue. He felt sure that with the exception of Funk, +others would be as much grieved as we were. + +That was the trouble. The news would enlist the attention of the busy +world, those who pitied as well as those who rejoiced in the sufferings +of others. + +But what matters the world: it can neither help nor hinder our griefs. + +I have experienced much bitter suffering:--I have gazed into the grave +that had received all that had been dearest to me on earth, but no pain +can be compared to that of grief for a son, who, though living, is +lost. + +Morning had already dawned. The birds were singing in the trees; the +sun had returned; all life seemed to awake anew; and at last I found an +hour's sleep. + +"Destroyer of sleep!" were the first words I uttered when I awoke. + +How can he enjoy a moment's rest, or swallow a morsel of food while he +knows that his parents are sorrowing for him. + +I have often been advised--it is easy enough to say the words--"Make up +your mind to blot his name from your memory." But it is not so easy to +follow such counsel. + +My wife softly slumbered through the whole night. Will she ever again +have so refreshing a sleep? + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +The morning was bright and clear. We were seated around the breakfast +table, every one of us doubly oppressed. We were grieved on our own +account, and troubled by the thought that the mother's heart was soon +to become rent by the sad tidings. + +Richard had told the news to Bertha. + +My wife seemed to be watching Bertha, and at last reproved her for +having been weeping again. "It is our duty," said she, "to accept the +inevitable with resignation. Mankind might well be likened to the +plants in the field, which are obliged quietly to submit to the storm +that descends on their heads." + +We exchanged hurried glances, but Bertha did not reply. + +"Will my wife be as strong in a few moments from now?" was the question +I inwardly asked myself. + +Rothfuss was heard cracking his whip in front of the house. He was +about to drive out into the fields, taking Martella with him. + +His intention was to tell her all that had happened as soon as he +reached the fields, so that she might there spend her rage, and not +annoy the household by her noise. + +Victor rode along with them. + +My wife inquired whether the newspaper had not yet come, or why I was +not reading it, and wished to know what was the matter. + +The moment had arrived. I gathered up all the courage that was yet left +me, and said, "We will take you at your word--'It is our duty to accept +the inevitable with resignation.'" + +"What is it? Tell me." + +"Our son Ernst has--deserted!" + +"After all!" exclaimed my wife, while she laid her clinched fists on +her heart, as if to prevent it from bursting, and with compressed lips +stared into vacancy. + +Fearing that she would faint, the children and I rushed to her +assistance. + +"Never mind; all will be over in a moment. I can now breathe again. And +now, I beg of you all, be silent." She closed her eyes. We remained +standing around her in silence. Not a sound was heard, save the rapid +ticking of the clocks and the innocent singing of the thistle-finch. + +At last, she removed her hands from her face and gave way to a torrent +of tears. With her hands folded on her breast, and softly, without a +loud sign of pain, she thus lamented: + +"O my son! My poor son! My poor, unhappy child! You are now a fugitive +in the wide world, and without a home--lost and distracted--a wandering +proof of the confusion of our broken household, now rent in twain and +bereft of peace. His heart is a wayward one. It is easier to spoil a +human being than to improve one. Let him who believes that this war is +just before God rise up and plunge his sword into my son's heart!" + +She had raised herself while uttering the last sentence; when she +finished, she fell back in her seat again. She then suddenly and +energetically sat up again, and asked, "Does Martella know of this?" + +I replied that Rothfuss had taken her out into the fields with him in +order to tell her all. + +"It is well," she answered. "Give me the newspaper, that I may read the +letter of arrest. This was the reason the director came to us yesterday +and departed without saying good-by. Give me the advertisement which +thousands are now reading--I am his mother." + +I was obliged to tell her that I had given the paper to Rothfuss, who +had asked for it in order that he might show it as a proof to Martella. + +My wife nodded approvingly, and said, "Yes, Martella. Listen to what I +am about to say. Ernst has run away because he was unwilling to fight +in this fratricidal war. That is true enough, as far as it goes; I +feel assured of that. But let me tell you something more--he is +unfaithful--unfaithful to his parents, his brothers and sisters, and +his betrothed. I beg of you, Henry, do not contradict me! Promise me +one thing." + +"Whatever you wish." + +"You, my husband, and you, my children, faithfully promise me that, +when I am no longer with you, you will firmly and inviolably cherish +Martella as a child of the house and as one of the family." + +We promised all that she asked. + +"I have one other request to make. Whatever may happen, do not for a +moment conceal aught from me; do no violence to yourselves for my sake. +I can support everything as long as I know all." + +Her next wish was that we should all go out into the fields, for she +felt sure that Rothfuss would not be able to control Martella, who, she +feared, might run away and rush into suffering or death. + +Richard said that he would be able to assist Rothfuss, and that he knew +the direction in which they had gone. + +He hurried away to meet them. + +"You had better go in and join them," we heard Richard say as he left +the house, and then he ran off on his errand. + +A moment later, Annette joined us. Although usually quite courtly in +her manner, she was now diffident and timid, and in heartfelt tones +begged us to consider her as one of us, and permit her to assist in +bearing our affliction. + +My wife extended her arms towards her, and for the first time embraced +and kissed Annette. + +"I have brought smelling-salts and other restoratives," said Annette in +a cheerful tone, while the thick tears were running down her cheeks. +"But, dear Madame Gustava, you need nothing of that kind; you are as +firm as a forest-tree." + +"Ernst will never again return to his forest," complained my wife. + +Neither Bertha nor I were able to utter a word, but Annette said to my +wife, "You have a right to indulge in the deepest grief. I shall never +attempt to persuade you otherwise. I know how galling it is when +friends come and imagine that they can console us by smoothing over or +belittling our griefs. It is well, after all, that I am with you. It is +indeed true that I only feel your sorrows through sympathy, while the +blow itself has descended on your heads. With all my sincere sympathy, +there are hours when I can forget your sorrows, and am thus better able +to be of use to you." + +My wife again took Annette's hand and pressed it to her own forehead. + +"Do you believe," said my wife, addressing Annette; "do you believe +that Ernst sees his actions in their true colors?" + +"I do not." + +"I hope that it is so. Indeed, I really trust that my child does not +reason clearly on this subject. I would rather have him think himself +right in what he is doing; for he will then be able to endure his days, +and to sleep peacefully at night." + +"How happy one is to watch the growth of bright, youthful memories in a +child's soul; but after such a deed, it were kindest to wish that he +might forget everything." And then turning towards me, she added, "I +feel so badly to think that my favorite maxim is now dead." + +"Which?" + +"When I was asked how one could best bring up children, I would always +answer, 'Let your married life be pure, for thus alone can you have +good, righteous children.' But it seems that even this is no longer the +case." + +No one replied. Annette told us that she had just received a dispatch. +The tidings of victory were false, and the very reverse of the first +news was the true report, for the Prussians had penetrated into +Bohemia. + +"Ah, how soon there will be more grieving mothers! If the woful cries +of all these mothers could be concentrated into one utterance, who is +there that could hear it, and still live?" + +Thus lamented my wife. We sat in silence. + +Richard entered, saying, "Mother is right; she looks far ahead." He +told us that Martella had shouted with joy when Rothfuss had told her +of Ernst's flight; she had praised his adroitness. + +And Victor called out, "For shame! Uncle Ernst is a coward! For shame! +Uncle Ernst is a bad man!" + +Martella raised the scythe and was about to hurl it at Victor, but +Rothfuss fortunately parried the stroke. Martella now wrestled with +Rothfuss, and called out to Victor, "You soldier's child! Keep quiet, +you soldier's child!" She seemed to use the words reproachfully. + +Suddenly she exclaimed, "I know where Ernst is! I am going to +him--away, away from all of you!" + +She started on a brisk run, but was caught in the arms of Richard, who +was just coming up. + +When Richard told us all this, his voice seemed broken, and, for some +time, he stood with his eyes cast on the ground. Then he went on to +tell us that Martella had become quiet and gentle, and had willingly +consented to ride home again, when he told her that mother wanted to +see her; and that now she was down in the barn, and was sitting on the +clover, waiting until she was sent for. + +Martella was called up to the house. When she entered the room, my wife +requested us to leave. I have never learned what passed between them. + +I was quite surprised at what Rothfuss told me. + +When Richard caught Martella in his arms, she cried out, "No, no; you +shall not kiss me!" and pushed him from her with such force, that he +would have been thrown to the ground if Rothfuss had not come to his +assistance. + +Richard had told us nothing of that. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +When Edward Levi, the iron merchant, came to out village, he cautiously +went, first of all, to my nephew Joseph; he then sent for me, and +handed me a letter from Ernst. It was written in a firm hand, and read +as follows: + + +"To my parents I say farewell. I leave my so-called Fatherland forever. + +"It grieves me to know that I must grieve you, but I cannot help it. + +"If thousands had done what I did, it would have been praised as a +noble deed. Must we sacrifice ourselves to this degenerate Fatherland? + +"I cannot murder my compatriots, nor do I care to allow them to murder +me. + +"Take care of Martella for my sake. I will write to her myself. + + "YOUR LOST SON." + + +"You must pluck such a child from your heart--you must forget him +entirely." + +These were Joseph's words after he had read the letter. Many others +spoke just as he did. But he who has ever heard the word "father" from +the lips of his child, knows that this is impossible. From that time I +always said to myself, "No day without sorrow." Do you know what it +means never to have a pure, bright, happy day?--"no day without +sorrow?" And yet, I admit it, I was not without hope. I felt a quiet +assurance that Ernst would be all right in the end. How it was to be +brought about, I did not know; but I felt that the seeds of +indestructible virtue and purity were yet lurking amidst this mass of +ruin and rottenness. There might yet be a turn in the tide of affairs, +that would draw the current of my son's life into the proper channel. +My wife mentioned his name only once after that. But her love for the +child was stronger and firmer than her resolution. + +She took pains to be about and to keep up an interest in all that was +going on: but, from the moment that she was shocked by the news of +Ernst's desertion, it was evident that it cost her an effort to control +her will. + +She seemed constantly tired. She rarely went out--hardly ever as far as +the garden, where she would walk but a short distance before sitting +down on a bench. She would often sit in an absent manner, gazing into +vacancy, and when addressed would seem as if hurriedly collecting her +thoughts. + +Martella had also received a letter. It contained a ring; but she would +not show any one, not even my wife, what Ernst had written. Edward +Levi, the iron merchant, acted with great good sense and delicacy. He +attempted neither to explain things nor to console us; but gave us the +simple account of how the affair had happened. If it had not related to +my own son, and had not been so full of sadness, Ernst's ingenuity in +the matter would even have afforded us amusement. + +It was late in the evening when he arrived at the town in which Levi +resided. He went to the police-office at once, and ordered a forester +whom he found there to produce Edward Levi, who arrived shortly +afterward, and to whom Ernst used these words: + +"You have been a soldier and can be trusted. I shall confide my secret +to you." + +He then informed him, with an air of great secrecy, that he had been +ordered to enter the Prussian lines as a spy, and requested him to +provide him at once with some French money and the dress of a Jewish +cattle-dealer; and also to bring to him a cattle-dealer provided with a +correct passport. + +After all this had been successfully accomplished, Ernst wrote the two +letters and handed them to Levi, with instructions not to deliver them +until three days had elapsed. + +He started off with his companion. On the way, he asked him to show him +his passport: it was handed to him but not returned. He carefully +instructed the cattle-dealer to address him by the name of Rothfuss. + +"Why, that is the name of the old servant that your father thinks so +much of!" + +"That is the very reason I have chosen it; you will have no difficulty +in remembering it. What is my name? + +"The same as the servant's." + +"No--but what is it?" + +"Rothfuss. Why, every child knows the name. Might I inquire--" + +"No; you need ask no questions." + +They journeyed on together as far as Kehl, where Ernst suddenly +disappeared. The drover waited all day, in the vain hope of seeing him +again, and at last returned home. + +Ernst had in all likelihood gone to my sister, who lives in the Hagenau +forest, or to my brother-in-law, the director of the water-works on the +Upper Rhine. Before leaving, he handed a bag of money that belonged to +the state to Edward Levi, for safe-keeping. + +Joseph, who was always ready to assist others, at once offered to +journey after Ernst, in the hope of overtaking him and consulting with +him as to his future. + +I had instructed Rothfuss to make up a package of the clothes that +Ernst had left behind him, and I was at Joseph's house when he brought +the bundle there. + +Martella wanted to accompany Joseph; but, finding that he would not +consent, she turned around to her dog, and said: "Pincher, go with +Joseph and hunt your master!" + +The dog looked up at her, as if knowing what she said, and then ran +after Joseph. + +While I was yet with Joseph, a copy of our newspaper came to hand; it +had been sent to me marked. + +The marked passages read as follows: + +"Father Noah, the Prussian lickspittle"--I recognized Funk by these +very words--"has allowed a dove to desert from his ark. + +"We cannot but regard the rumor that the father had urged his son to +take this step, because of his own aversion to fighting against the +beloved Prussians, as a malicious invention. + +"We do not believe the party of these beggarly Prussians, or this +weak-minded old gray-beard, endowed with the requisite firmness. + +"But the noble Caffre's pride in his virtue must have received a +fearful blow." + +I must admit that this low personal attack gave me much pain. I was, +however, more grieved to think that party hatred could induce men to +indulge in such abuse. + +Joseph remarked, "One should indeed always have an enemy, in order to +find out what criticism and explanation our deeds may be subjected to." + +Joseph was a burgomaster. The game-keeper came to report to him. + +My very heart trembled with fear, and I felt ashamed of myself in the +presence of the game-keeper. + +He had the description and order of arrest for my son in his pocket. + +One does not find how far and how deep honor has spread its roots, +until it is lost. + +Unrest, the most hateful demon in the world, had been conjured up in +our house. + +Now that our pride was broken, we at last noticed how proud we had +been. + +One day, when walking through the village, I met the perjured baker, +Lerz of Hollerberg. He extended his hand to me in a friendly manner. +Did he regard me as one of his equals? I withdrew my hand. + +He shrugged his shoulders contemptuously and went on his way. + +The first neighbor who visited me was Baron Arven, who lives about a +mile and a half from our house. + +I believe I have not yet referred to this man. His dignified and quiet +demeanor betokened a really brave and noble character. He was just what +he seemed to be--free from all pretence or deceit. + +I must add a few words in regard to his family. Following the bent of +most of the dwellers in our part of the country, he had gone down the +Danube and had entered the Austrian army. He afterward left the service +and returned to the family estate, bringing with him a wife who was a +native of Bohemia, and who held but little intercourse with the +neighborhood. Her only familiar companions were the clergy. + +The Bishop had stopped there on two occasions while making his pastoral +journeys. + +She led a life of seclusion in the castle, or rather the convent; for +the estate on which they lived had, at one time, belonged to a +religious order. + +The Baron had two sons, splendid fellows, who were serving in the +cavalry. He is a member of our upper chamber. He is a man of but few +words, but always votes with the moderate liberals. + +He has no respect for the people; their coarse morals and manners are +repugnant to him. He does not deny that mankind in general have equal +rights; but, as individuals, he would only accord them such +consideration as their education, their means, or their social position +would entitle them to. In this respect he is a thorough aristocrat. + +The farmers speak of him with love and veneration, although he is never +friendly towards them. He is very active as the President of our +Agricultural Association. He has the finest cattle and the best +machines, and his special hobby is to stock the many woodland streams +and lakes of our vicinity with fish. + +He is passionately fond of the chase and of fishing, and possesses the +art of getting through with his day in the most approved and knightly +manner. Rautenkron acts as his forest-keeper. + +That very day, the Baron came riding along, followed by his two fine, +large dogs. He alighted at Joseph's house and saluted Annette, with +whom he had become acquainted at the capital, for he spent several +months there with his family every winter. The family of Von Arven +owned an old mansion in the city. + +He came up to me, offered me his hand in silence, and seated himself. + +I could not help thinking of some words from the Book of Job, that had +always so deeply affected me: "And none spake a word unto him, for they +saw that his grief was very great." + +"My dear neighbor," he at last said, "I see that you, too, have been +highly assessed in the impost of misfortune that every one of us must +pay. I shall spare you any words of attempted consolation, and only add +that there are thousands who would like to do just as your son has +done." + +And then, in his calm and collected tone, he spoke of this horrid war, +in which Germans were fighting against each other. Napoleon's darling +hope was that Austria and Prussia might mutually weaken each other, so +that he might be the master and the arbiter of peace, and could then +dictate his own terms. Arven had at one time been an Austrian officer, +and was naturally not partial to Prussia. He had an inborn aversion to +Northern harshness; but with his knowledge of the organization of the +Austrian armies, he felt free to say that Prussia would be victorious. +Although both of his sons were in our army, he said this with great +calmness. + +The Baron's presence exerted a gentle, soothing influence on our +household. When I told my wife that he had expressed a wish to speak +with her, she came into the room; and when the two were conversing with +each other, it was like a beautiful song of mourning. + +The Baron's presence always produced a subdued tone, an atmosphere of +quiet refinement--an influence like a subtile, pleasing perfume +lingered in the room long after he had taken his departure. + +And now, when he was conversing with my wife, she gave utterance to +thoughts that otherwise we might never have become acquainted with. +When conversing with strangers, she revealed far more of her pure and +elevated views of the world than when she was with us alone. + +Shortly after the Baron's departure, we were visited by Counsellor +Reckingen, who came over from the city to see us. He usually lived in +strict seclusion from the world. While sailing on Lake Constance, he +had lost his young wife. He had plunged in after her, and had succeeded +in reaching the bank with her, only to find that life had fled. Since +that time, he had lived in solitude, devoting himself to the education +of the little daughter who was left to him. + +Under these circumstances, I could not but appreciate his kindness in +paying me this visit. + +He seemed to have become quite unused to conversation. He said but +little, and soon went out into the garden in front of our house, in +order to plant some rose-slips that he had brought with him. + +I was greatly gratified by the visit of a deputation of my +constituents. It consisted of three esteemed farmer-burgomasters of the +neighborhood. They made no allusion to the grief which had befallen me; +our conversation referred only to the war; and when Martella brought in +wine, they looked at the child with curious eyes. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +Ought we to bear the blame of our son Ernst's having wandered from the +right path? + +By our example and precept we have guided our children in the path of +virtue, but who can control their souls? I have caused many a fallow +soil to bear fruit, and up on the bleak hills have raised sturdy trees. +Nature's law is unchanging; but if not even a tree can mature without +harm coming to it, how much less can a human soul be expected to do so. +We have lived to see naught but what is good and proper in our son +Richard. His development is so natural and consistent. In his earliest +youth, he decided to devote himself to science. He has steadily +advanced, swerving neither to the right nor the left, and has always +been full of the conscious power of the clear and temperate mind that +grasps the laws underlying the phenomena presented by the world of +thought and of action. + +We can neither take credit to ourselves, in the one instance, nor +acknowledge that we were in fault in the other. + +My wife had been true to herself, and yet full of resignation in the +first shock of this bitter grief; but now there came an insurmountable +desire to quarrel with her lot, and the puzzling question, "Why should +this happen just to us?" was again awakened. + +I dislike to admit it, but truth forces me to say that this was brought +about by the arrival of my daughter Johanna. + +Johanna also had her troubles. Her husband was sickly, her son was in +the army, and she seemed chosen for suffering; but chosen by reason of +a higher faith. With inconsiderate zeal, she attempted to awaken the +same faith in us. At that very moment, she thought, when we were +crushed and bowed down by sorrow, our redemption should take place. She +assigned the impiety of our household as the cause of our son's +disobedience. + +The education which my wife had received from her father was, as some +would call it, a heathen one; for she had received more instruction +from the classics than from the Bible. + +We were seated in our statue gallery. The door that led to the garden +was open; my wife had been eagerly reading from a book, which she now +laid aside with the remark, "That does one good." + +"What were you reading?" inquired Johanna. + +My wife made no answer, and Johanna repeated her question, when she +said, "I have been reading the Antigone of Sophocles, and I find that I +am right." + +"In what respect?" + +"It has renewed my recollection of an idea of my father's. When I was +reading the Antigone aloud to him for the first time, he said, If a +woman acted in this way, she would be doing right; but a brother should +not have done so. With a sister, or with a mother, the natural law of +love of kindred is above that of the state, which would have treated +the brother as a traitor to his country. And in this lies the deeply +tragic element--that innocence and guilt are so closely interwoven, and +that two considerations are battling with each other. You men may pass +judgment on Ernst; you require unconditional submission to the lawful +authorities. You are right, because you are men of the law. But, with +Antigone, I rest myself upon that higher law which is far above all +laws that states may frame! + + "'It lives neither for to-day nor for yesterday, but for all time, + And none can know since when.' + +"This book is to me a sacred one." + +"Mother!" cried Johanna, with a voice trembling with emotion, "mother, +how can you say that, while I here have the only sacred book in my +hand?" + +"In its own sense, that, too, is sacred; but it teaches me nothing of +the deep struggles between the human heart and the laws of the state." + +"Mother," cried Johanna, kneeling before her; "here is the Bible. I +implore you to give up those profane books; they cannot help you. +Listen to the Word of God!" + +"To me he speaks through these books," answered my wife. + +"Mother, we are mourning for the lost son." + +"Our son is not lost; he is a sad sacrifice." + +Richard entered. Mother said to him, "Read me the story from the +Gospel." + +"What do you refer to?" inquired Richard. + +"Mother means the Parable of the Prodigal Son," interrupted Johanna; +and holding the Bible on high, she continued: "Here it is: Gospel of +St. Luke, fifteenth chapter, eleventh verse." + +"Not you, but Richard, shall read it." + +"But, mother--" + +"Richard, I wish you to read it." + +He had just taken the book, when Annette entered. She asked whether she +was disturbing them. + +My wife said that she was not, and requested her to sit down at her +side. + +In a calm and full voice Richard read: + +"'And he said, A certain man had two sons: + +"'And the younger of them said to his father, Father, give me the +portion of goods that falleth to me. And he divided unto them his +living. + +"'And not many days after, the younger son gathered all together, and +took his journey into a far country, and there wasted his substance +with riotous living. + +"'And when he had spent all, there arose a mighty famine in that land; +and he began to be in want. + +"'And he went and joined himself to a citizen of that country; and he +sent him into his fields to feed swine. + +"'And he would fain have filled his belly with the husks that the swine +did eat; and no man gave unto him. + +"'And when he came to himself, he said, How many hired servants of my +father's have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger! + +"'I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I +have sinned against heaven, and before thee. + +"'And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy +hired servants. + +"'And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way +off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his +neck, and kissed him. + +"'And the son said unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and +in thy sight, and am no more worthy to be called thy son. + +"'But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and +put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet: + +"'And bring hither the fatted calf, and kill it; and let us eat, and be +merry: + +"'For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is +found. And they began to be merry. + +"'Now his elder son was in the field: and as he came and drew nigh to +the house, he heard music and dancing. + +"'And he called one of the servants, and asked what these things meant. + +"'And he said unto him, Thy brother is come; and thy father hath killed +the fatted calf, because he hath received him safe and sound. + +"'And he was angry, and would not go in: therefore came his father out +and entreated him. + +"'And he answering said to his father, Lo, these many years do I serve +thee, neither transgressed I at any time thy commandments; and yet thou +never gavest me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends. + +"'But as soon as this thy son was come, which hath devoured thy living +with harlots, thou hast killed for him the fatted calf. + +"'And he said unto him, Son, thou art ever with me, and all that I have +is thine. + +"'It was meet that we should make merry, and be glad: for this thy +brother was dead, and is alive again; and was lost, and is found.'" + +When Richard had finished, he placed his hand on the open book and +said, "This story has much dramatic interest. The father, the two sons, +the servant, are clearly and strikingly drawn; and with correct +judgment; the mother is not mentioned, for here it would not do to have +double notes--a variation of emotion on the part of the father and one +on the part of the mother. I might, indeed, say that a mother would +have dwelt on the appearance her son presented on his return; while +here it is left unnoticed. Further--" + +"What do you mean? You are not among your students," angrily +interrupted Johanna. + +"You are right," continued Richard, with a quiet smile; "my students +are polite enough to permit me to finish a sentence without +interrupting me. I will also state, first of all, that this ingenious +parable makes no mention of the sister. I do not know what a sister +would have said in that affair." + +Johanna jumped from her seat in anger; her features seemed distorted +with passion. She opened her mouth to answer him, but could not utter a +word. + +"Shall I go on, mother?" asked Richard. + +"Of course; speak on." + +"In the first place, the pure spirit which here reveals itself is as +fully acknowledged by us as by the pious believers. + +"To me the all-important point is, that it illustrates a view of the +relation between parents and children, which is completely the reverse +of that fostered by the ancient civilization, in which the children +suffer for the sins of their parents. Just think of the curse of the +Atrides. In our days, it is quite different, and the fate of the +parents--their happiness as well as their sorrow--depends upon the +conduct of their children. + +"The individual to whom such affliction comes is subject to the great +and universal law of the newer life." + +"Is there anything else you would like to say?" inquired Johanna, in an +angry voice. She had some time before that snatched the Bible out of +Richard's hands, and had been reading in it ever since, as if she +thought that the best way to counteract the influence of the heresies +he had been uttering. With all that, she seemed to hear every word that +was said. + +"I certainly have, if you will permit me. To me this story seems a +repetition, in a new shape, of a subject already treated in the same +book. The story of Joseph in Egypt is a family history that borders on +the region of fable, narrated without any regard to the moral that +underlies it, and yet representing to us the reward of innocence. This +story which tells of a son who had been a real sinner, and for that +reason was not permitted to return as a viceroy amid joy and splendor, +but in the garb of a beggar, has another lesson for us. Viewed from the +stand-point of the Old or New Testament, or even by our own feelings, +it tells the story of redemption. Yes, every human being who falls into +sinful ways, shall be obliged to eat the husks;.... but he is not lost. +When through self-knowledge his soul has been humbled in the dust, He +who never fails will lift him up again, for it is far easier to avoid +sin than, before God and one's own soul, to confess having sinned." + +After a pause of a few moments, Richard continued: "There is an +excellent painting of the Prodigal's Return. It is by Fuehrich. The +artist has chosen the moment when the father is embracing his long-lost +son, now kneeling at his feet; the son, however, dares not venture to +embrace his father; bent down towards the earth, he folds his hands +upon his breast in humble, silent gratitude." + +Johanna seemed to think that she might as well abandon all attempts to +change our views of religious matters. She arose from her seat and, +pressing the Bible to her bosom, left the room without uttering another +word. + +"Come into the garden with me," said my wife to Richard. I was left +alone with Annette. Great tears were rolling down her cheeks. After a +little while she said that now she was at last really converted, but +not in the way that the church would wish her to be. She could at last +understand that the best consolation and the most elevating reflection, +in time of sorrow, is to consider individual suffering a part of a +great whole, and as a phase of the soul-experience of advancing +humanity. + +She regretted that Bertha had not been with us. She felt sure, also, +that her husband would have been a delighted listener. He had always +felt attracted to Richard, although he had never become intimate with +him. + +She hurried home in order, as I fancy, to write out for her husband's +benefit her impressions of what she had just heard. + +Johanna left us that very day. She said that she now felt as a stranger +in our home, and consoled herself with the thought that she could feel +at home in the house of a Father whom we, alas! did not know. + +We were neither anxious nor able to prevent her departure. And why +should I not confess it?--we felt more at our ease without her. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +As far as she could, Bertha led a self-contained and secluded life. She +frankly admitted that she was not in the mood to worry about her lost +brother; her heart was filled with thoughts of her husband, the father +of her children. + +When haymaking began on the mountain meadows, Bertha would go out and +assist in scattering the newly mown grass. She hoped that physical +exercise would enable her again to enjoy the refreshing sleep of her +childhood, and was quite happy when, in the morning, she found herself +able to tell us that she had passed a night in dreamless sleep. + +Annette suffered greatly from the heat. Bertha, however, said that it +was best to expose one's self to the sun, because the heat would then +be less oppressive. She was quite delighted to see how the sun browned +her own children. + +Annette again introduced the subject of the parable of the Prodigal +Son, when Richard, with an ironical smile, replied, "I am glad to see +that you can dwell on a subject and again return to it; and I shall +only add, that in the Old Testament the history of a nation is +conceived in a popular manner, while the New Testament is a history in +which one exalted and idealized man serves as the sole and central +figure. The real life of the family, the relations of parents and +kindred, is not emphasized in the latter. Life, there, is isolated, and +looks only towards heaven. + +"In the Old Testament, the life of the family is in constant action, +and superfluous figures which serve no moral in themselves are also +introduced. + +"To express myself symbolically, I should say Moses has a brother and a +sister who are also important figures. Jesus, on the other hand, stands +alone against the golden background, and no relationship of His is +mentioned except that to His mother, which was afterward poetically +invested with a higher significance." + +"Accept my thanks; I believe I understand you. If one were able always +to regard individual suffering as merely part of the world's +development, one would be saved from all pain," said Annette. + +Richard's look was one of surprise, almost of anger, at these words. + +When we were together, most of his attentions were for the daughter of +the kreis-director. Her calm and gentle manner seemed to him the very +opposite of Annette's; and it may have been his desire to let Annette +see that cultivated womanhood consists of something more than +incessantly propounding questions, or in keeping a man in a constant +trot to prove his gallantry by providing for the intellectual +requirements of the ladies. + +"I greatly fear," said Richard to my wife, "that Annette is one of that +class of beings with whom everything resolves itself into talk, and of +whom one might well say that what to us is a church, is to them a +concert." And he went on to complain that, in the strict sense of the +word, Annette did not have a nice ear; that where she thought she fully +understood one's meaning, she usually misconceived it. When he had +finished, my wife answered with a quiet smile: + +"Be careful: the professor is again showing himself in you. It seems to +me that the professor finds it annoying to have listeners who are not +all attention." + +Richard was a severe judge of his own motives and actions, and frankly +confessed that he deserved the reproach. Nevertheless ne could not +accustom himself to Annette's presence. + +He had much knowledge of men, and constantly lived in a certain equable +atmosphere of his own; and the impulsive, changeable traits of Annette +were therefore repugnant to him. + +She, too, felt the antagonism, and one day said to him, quite +roguishly, "The forester is the type of many men. I had always thought +that he found it refreshing to breathe the pure air of the woods; but I +find that he is constantly smoking his vile tobacco." + +The petty war between Richard and Annette enabled us, for many an hour, +to forget the greater war that was raging out of doors. Annette was +quite anxious in her care for my wife, and could never fully gratify +her desire to be with her always. + +Although Richard attempted to conceal it, it was quite evident that he +had a decided aversion to Annette. + +He would sometimes spend whole days with Rautenkron the forester, and +was more frequent in his visits to Baron Arven than he had formerly +been. + +But in the evenings, when we were all together, Annette seemed to +possess the art of drawing him out in spite of himself. + +And thus we led a simple and yet intellectual life, while, without +doors, armies speaking the same language were arrayed against each +other with deadly intent. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +"Pincher is here again; he could not find him," said Martella one +morning. Her dog had returned during the night. + +At noon, Joseph returned from Alsace. He had not succeeded in finding +Ernst, who had remained at my sister's house but one day, and had +seemed excited and troubled while there. + +He had understood that Ernst had met some one at the railway station, +as if by appointment. + +Joseph, who was always so cool and collected, seemed remarkably nervous +and excited. + +I thought that he had perhaps seen Ernst after all, and was not telling +us all that he knew; but he assured me, in a somewhat confused manner, +that he had concealed nothing. He told me that he was out of sorts, +simply because of the triumphant and malicious airs that the Alsatians +had displayed. Business friends of his, among whom there was a deputy +who seemed to be well posted, insisted upon it as a fact that the +Prussian statesman had offered the French Emperor a considerable +portion, if not all, of the left bank of the Rhine, on condition that +the Emperor would not prevent him from using his own pleasure towards +Germany, if conquered. + +The left bank of the Rhine! How often I, too, while in Alsace had heard +it said that France must take possession of this left bank, as a matter +of course; for the Frenchmen thought themselves the lords of creation, +with whom it was only necessary to express a wish in order to have it +gratified. + +Would I yet live to see the ruin of my Fatherland? At that very moment, +Germans were battling against Germans, in order that the aims of France +might be served. + +I asked Joseph and Richard whether they could conceive of such a thing +as a German selling and betraying his Fatherland. + +We had no assurance of this, and thought it best to encourage each +other's faith in humanity. + +The failure of Joseph's mission had only served to arouse my own deep +sorrow anew. + +My son lost! When night came, I could not make up my mind to retire. +For a long while, I sat gazing at the starry heavens, and the dark +forest-covered mountains. Where is he now? Can it be possible that he +is not thinking of us? He is in danger, and may work his own ruin. How +gladly would I fly to his help, if I only knew how! + +At last one goes to his couch, thinking: "To-morrow something definite +must be done." But the morning comes, and the deed is left undone. Thou +hast waited this long, and shalt wait still longer. And thus the days +pass by, while naught is accomplished. When I lay awake at nights, +thinking of my son, I felt as if with him; and when, by chance, other +thoughts arose in my mind, the one great grief would thrust them aside. +It seemed as if my soul had for a time left the body and had now +returned to it again. + +The fear of sleeplessness is almost worse than the reality; but one +falls asleep at last without knowing how, and so it shall some day be +with our final sleep. + +And, often, when the tired body had fallen asleep, the troubled soul +would awaken it again. + +At these moments I would say to myself, "Life is a solemn charge." It +went hard with me to renounce perfect happiness. + +One morning, when I was just about to go out into the fields, Martella +came running towards me. She was almost out of breath, and told me that +the captain's wife was over in the garden of the school-master's wife, +and had fainted. She had received a letter with bad news. Her husband +had been shot in the forehead, and was dead. + +My wife hurried on ahead of me, and stepped as quickly as in the days +of her youth. + +When I reached the garden gate, Annette was already sitting on a bench. +She had her arms around Gustava's neck, and had buried her face in my +wife's bosom. + +She raised her head and said, "The flowers still bloom." Then she +covered her face with her hands, and sobbed bitterly. + +My wife placed her hand on Annette's head, and said, "Weep on. You have +a right to lament. Let them not dare come and say, 'Conquer your pain, +for hundreds suffer just as you do.' Were there thousands to suffer +this same grief, every one must suffer it for himself, and through life +carry a wounded heart. You are very, very unhappy. You were life and +joy itself: you must now know what it is to be sad. It is a hard +lesson, and although I bear my burden, that will not lighten yours. +That you must bear for yourself, as none besides you can." + +Annette raised her head, and when she saw me, extended her hand, saying +at the same time: + +"You knew him well; but no one knew him as I did. He was a hero, with a +soul as pure as a child's. Can it be? Can it be possible that he lives +no more? Can a mere bullet put in end to so much beauty, so much +happiness? Surely it cannot be! Why should it have been he? Why should +this stroke fall on me? Forgive me, Bertha, you were stronger and more +determined than I. And how your husband will mourn him! Victor, do you +know what has happened? Uncle Hugo is dead! And in the very hour of his +death I may have been laughing. Alas, alas! Forgive me for making you +all so sad. I cannot help myself." + +We had not yet left the garden, when the kreis-director entered. He was +accompanied by a tall gentleman who was a stranger to us. + +"Max, you here!" exclaimed Annette. "While I was happy, you did not +come to me, but now you do come. How kind!" + +She threw her arms around his neck, and I then learned that he was her +brother. + +We retired, leaving them together. + +I had known that Annette was an orphan. I now learned that her brother, +who was a lawyer of renown, had given up all intercourse with his +sister, because of her having embraced Christianity. He had wished her +to remain true to the faith of her ancestors, and to contract only a +civil marriage. For her husband's sake, however, she had embraced the +Catholic religion. This was the first intimation I had of her being a +Catholic. + +A sudden shower forced us to withdraw into the house. + +It is depressing to think that while we were absorbed by the deepest +despair, a petty annoyance could cause us to flee. We entered the +school-room. + +"There it is!" exclaimed Annette, pointing to the blackboard; "there it +stands!" + +On the blackboard were the words, "War, Victory, Fatherland, Germany," +as a writing-copy for the children. + +"Children are taught to write it," said Annette, "but where is it? All +life is a blackboard, and on it are written the words, '_Death_, +_Grief_, _Tears_.'" + +The old spinner entered. She walked up to Annette, took her by the +hand, and uttered a few words which none of us could understand. + +Annette called upon us all to bear witness, that from that very hour +she would give the spinner a considerable annuity in case her son +should lose his life; but that, even if he were to return in safety, +she would nevertheless make her a yearly allowance. + +Her brother objected that at such a time it were wrong to make a vow. +She could, from year to year, give the old woman as much as she thought +proper; but that she ought not, at this moment, to make a promise which +would be irrevocable, and for life. + +We all looked at him with surprise. + +He added that he, too would be happy to contribute a generous sum to +the annuity. + +Annette returned to her dwelling, in order to prepare for her +departure. Her orders were, that her rooms should remain in the same +condition as she left them, as it was her intention to return. + +"Your master is dead," she said to the brown spaniel; "your eye tells +me that you understand my words. You must remain here; I shall return +again. He loved you, too; but rest quiet: we can neither of us die yet. +You are well off--you can neither wish for death for yourself, nor seek +it: you cannot think of these things. Yes, you are well off." + +I can hardly find room to mention all the strange images that were +called up by Annette's words. Her richly endowed and many-sided mind +was in unwonted commotion. + +The shower had passed away; the grass and the trees were radiant with +the sunlight, and the lines of the opposite hills were clear and +distinct. + +Annette stood at her window gazing into the distance, while she uttered +the words: + +"While the earth decks itself with verdure and brings forth new life, +it receives the dead. Let no one dare come to me again and say that he +understands the world and life! + +"Where is the professor?" + +My wife was the only one who could quiet Annette, and she said, "If I +could only go with you!" + +"You will be with me in spirit, I am sure," replied Annette. + +She extended her hand to my wife, saying, "I can assure you of this: I +will so conduct myself, that you could at any moment say to me, 'This +is right.'--I have been wild and wayward; I am so no longer; hereafter, +I will be strong and gentle." + +The carriage drove up and we accompanied Annette down the hill as far +as the saw-mill. + +There was a rainbow over our heads; it reached from our mountains to +the Vosges. + +Annette held a handkerchief to her eyes. My wife and Bertha were +walking on either side of her. + +The only time I heard her speak was when she said to Bertha: + +"Your husband has lost his best comrade. The Major will live; there +shall yet be some happy ones on earth. I shall write you from the +camp." + +Rothfuss was ploughing the potato field. He was walking with his back +towards us. + +Annette called to him. He came out into the road and inquired what was +the matter. + +"My husband is dead. I am going to bring him and lay him in the earth +which you are now ploughing," said Annette in a firm voice. + +Rothfuss extended his hand to her. He seemed unable to utter a word, +and was excitedly swinging his cap about with his left hand. + +At last, in a loud voice, and stopping after every word, he exclaimed: + +"I would--rather--not--be--King--or Emperor--than have--that--rest--on +me." + +He returned to the field and continued his work. + +When we reached the valley, Annette said, "I shall not say 'good by;' I +shall need all my strength for the other sad affair." + +She quickly stepped into the carriage; her brother, Rontheim, and the +daughter of the latter following her. + +The carriage rolled away. + +On our way back to the house, my wife was several times obliged to sit +down by the roadside. The sad events of this day had deeply affected +her. + +We were seated under an apple-tree, when my wife, taking me by the +hand, said, "Yes, Henry, how full of blossoms that tree once was; but +May-bugs and caterpillars and frost and hail have destroyed it. And +thus it is with him, too." + +She was not as demonstrative as I was; she could bear her sorrow +silently; but the thought of Ernst did not leave her for a moment. + +When we got back to the house she fell asleep in the armchair, and did +not awaken until sunset, when Richard, whom we had not seen all day, +returned. + +He admitted that he had heard of Annette's bereavement, but had kept +out in the woods to be out of the way, as he thought there were enough +sympathizers without him, and that he could not have been of any +service. + +My wife looked at him with surprise. + +Richard told us that during the rain-storm, which had been quite heavy +in the woods, he had been with Rautenkron. + +The gloomy man had spoken of Ernst with great interest, and had +incidentally inquired in regard to Martella. He was quite enraged that +he, who never read a newspaper and did not want to have anything to do +with the world, was obliged to know of this war, as one of his +assistants and a forest laborer had been conscripted. He felt quite +convinced, too, that Prussia would be victorious. + +For a long while there was no news from the seat of war, except reports +of marching and countermarching. + +After that, there came a letter from the Major, who lamented the death +of the Captain, and wrote in terms of admiration of the noble and +composed bearing of Annette. + +Richard, who, during Annette's presence, had, as far as possible, +affected solitude, was now again with us almost constantly. + +He spoke quite harshly of Annette, and said that she was always +expressing a desire for repose and a quiet life, while at the same time +she was constantly disturbing every one. She would allow no one to live +in his own thoughts; her only desire was, that the thoughts and +feelings of others should be the reflection of her evanescent emotions. + +He thought it likely, however, that she might emerge from the refining +fire of a great grief, purer and firmer than she had ever been. + +"I know now," said my wife to me one evening, "why Richard went out +into the woods. It was well of him." + +I did not understand it, and she, in order to tease me, refused to +explain. She seemed quite pleased with her secret, and I was only too +happy to see her smile once again. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +"Thank God, they have beaten us!" were the words with which Joseph +entered our house the next morning, carrying an extra paper in his +hand. In those words was concentrated the whole misery of those days. +"If Prussia would only march into the South German palaces! That is the +only way to bring about a proper understanding." + +This was the second idea that Joseph expressed. + +An armistice was concluded. Bertha wished to return home at once. A +letter from her husband was received, requesting her to remain at our +house, and informing her that he would join her there immediately after +the return of the troops. + +He also informed us that he had received a letter from the widow of our +Austrian cousin; her husband had lost his life at Koeniggratz. + +We also received news from Annette. In a few short words she informed +us of her wretched journey with the corpse of him who had been all her +joy, and had been sacrificed to no purpose. + +The postscript contained special greetings for Richard, both from her +and from his friend, a medical professor, who had introduced himself to +Annette as a friend of ours, and had been of great service to her. + +Sad tidings threw the village into excitement. + +Carl, who had been the favorite of the whole village, had fallen. It +was both sad and gratifying to hear how every one praised him. Even the +taciturn meadow farmer stopped me on my way to the spinner's cottage, +and said, "He was a steady young fellow." + +If I had replied by asking him to contribute a stated sum for the +support of the destitute widow, he would have looked at me as if I were +crazy, to think of making such a suggestion to him. According to his +views of life, poor people were sent into the world to starve, and the +rich in order that they might eat to their heart's content and fill +their iron cooking-pots with gold. + +The meadow farmer was accompanied by a peasant-prince from the valley +on the other side of the mountains, where the succession falls to the +minor, the youngest son inheriting the estate. + +It was said that the only daughter of the meadow farmer had been +determined on as the wife of this young peasant. He had inherited a +considerable sum in securities, and now sought a wife. Love did not +enter into the question; all that was required was to keep up the name +and the honor of the peasant-court; and, while a noble life cannot +result from such a union, it generally proves a respectable and +contented marriage. + +I remembered that there had been a rumor in the village that Marie, the +daughter of the meadow farmer, loved Carl. + +When I drew near to the house of the spinner, I saw Funk coming out, +Lerz the baker following him. I think Funk must have seen me; otherwise +there could have been no reason for his remarking to his companion in +quite a loud voice, "What do you think of your beggarly Prussians now? +This is their work--to kill the son of a poor widow. If he had been a +prince, they would have gone into mourning, and for seven weeks would +have eaten out of black bowls and with black spoons!" + +It went hard with me to enter the widow's cottage, after hearing those +words. The old woman, who had always been so quiet and contented, and +who had never left her dwelling, unless it was to go earn her daily +bread, was now quite urgent in her demands. She asked for money, so +that she might go and witness the burial of her son, and know where +they laid his body. She also wanted to go to the Prince, for whom her +son had lost his life. She knew that she, a poor woman, had a better +right to a good pension than the Captain's widow, who was a great lady. + +When my wife came, the old woman said, "You are better off than I am. +Your son still lives, but mine is dead. They told me that you once said +your son was more than dead. But, tell me, what does it mean to be more +than dead? Ah, you do not know. The Prussian sought out the best heart +of them all. He knew what he was about. Of all the thousands who say +'mother,' there was no better child than my Carl. Your Ernst is also a +good lad. They were born on the same day. Don't you remember? My +husband was quite tipsy when he came home that evening. He was +gloriously full, and so jolly! He must have known that he was soon to +be the father of such a splendid boy. + +"Oh, my poor Carl! You may hunt the land through, but you will never +find so handsome a lad as my Carl. He did not get his good looks from +me; but his father was just as good-looking as he--nay, almost more so. + +"Ah, it will be a long while before you find so pretty a fellow as +Carl--one who will sit down beside his mother of a Sunday afternoon and +tell her merry jokes, so that her heart may be gladdened, although his +own be sad. + +"Yes, go and seek another such as he! + +"Don't go away, Waldfried! There is no one left with whom I can talk. +Or send Martella--to me she will do." + +On our way home, my wife gently said, "His regiment was not once in +battle." + +This was the first intimation I had received of her careful reading of +the newspapers. Ernst's regiment had not fired a single shot, and all +our suffering had been to no purpose. + +We sent Martella over to the spinner's cottage, where she remained all +night. + +On the following morning, Martella returned. She was quite joyful, and +maintained that Ernst had been saved and would soon return to us. + +She had arranged everything with the old spinner. The two of them would +go to the Prince, and the spinner would say to him, "My son is dead! +but give me the one who was born on the same day, and wipe out all that +stands against him!" Or else the spinner would say, "My tears shall +wash away all the charges that stand written against him on the slate." + +It went hard to make Martella understand that this plan was nothing +more than an idle dream. + +The battle was over, and peace had been concluded. + +Although Austria was separated from Germany, there was, as yet, no real +Germany. While the high contracting parties were framing the chief +clauses of their treaty, the Frenchman who was looking over their +shoulders took the pen in his own hand and drew a black mark across the +page, and called it "the line of the Main." + +The Major came home, and the joy of Bertha and her children knew no +bounds. The Major, however, seemed unable to shake off a deep fit of +melancholy. + +He was a strict disciplinarian. He never allowed himself to say aught +against his superiors or their orders; but now, he could not keep down +his indignation at the manner in which the war had been conducted. When +a nation really goes to war it should be in greater earnest about its +work. + +There was much distrust, both as to the courage and the loyalty and +firmness of the leaders. While the Major's feelings as a soldier had +been outraged, there were many other thoughts which suggested +themselves to him as a lover of his country, and in regard to which he +maintained silence. + +He told us that Annette had behaved with dignity and composure when she +went to receive the body of her husband. But now it was evident that +she had attempted too much; that she was unwell, and would be obliged +until autumn to repair to the sea-side, where her mother-in-law would +be with her. + +When the Major remarked that he had heard it said that in this war even +slight wounds might prove fatal, because every one was so filled with +mortification, on account of this unholy strife, that the very idea +itself would serve to aggravate even the slightest wound, my wife +exclaimed, "Yes, it is indeed so. There are wounds which are made fatal +by the thoughts of those who receive them." + +We all felt that she was thinking of Ernst, and remained silent. + +The Major did not mention Ernst's name, nor did he inquire whether we +had heard from him. + +He had heard of the death of Carl, and was just about to pay a visit to +his mother, when Rothfuss came rushing into the room in breathless +haste, and told us that Carl was down in the stable, and begged that we +would go to his mother and gently break the news of his safe return to +her. + +We had Carl come up to us, and learned from him that he had been cut +off from his companions during a reconnoissance, and taken prisoner, +and had thus by mistake been entered in the list of the killed. + +When he heard this, the Major inveighed furiously at the want of system +that obtained everywhere. + +I decided that I would go to his mother, and that Carl and the Major +should follow me a little while later. + +I went to the spinner's cottage. She sat at her spinning-wheel; and I +could not help believing myself the witness of a miracle, for as soon +as she saw me, the old woman called out, "Will he come soon?" + +She then told me that she had awakened during the night--she was quite +sure it was not a dream--and had heard the voice of her son saying +quite distinctly, "Mother, I am not dead--I will soon be with you. I am +coming--I am coming!" And she had heard his very footsteps. + +"I went to the pastor's," she said, taking off one spindle and putting +on a new one; "the pastor had given orders to have the church-bell +tolled on account of Carl's death; but I will not allow it--my Carl is +alive, and I do not want to hear the bells tolling for his death." + +I told her that in time of war there was necessarily much confusion, +and that I, too, believed that her son was still alive, and would +return again. I was just about to say that I had already seen Carl, +when he stepped out from behind the wood-pile, and called out, +"Mother!" + +The spinner remained seated, but threw her spindle to the far end of +the room. + +Carl fell on his knees before her and wept. + +"You need not weep--I have done enough of it myself, already," said +she. "But I knew it--you are a good child, and you would not be so +cruel as to die before me. Get up and pick up my spindle. Have you +eaten anything, Carl? You must be hungry." + +When Carl told her that he did not wish for anything, she replied, +"Indeed, I have nothing but cold boiled potatoes. Now, do tell me, how +did it seem when you were dead? You surely thought of me at the last +moment? Tell me, did you not last night at three o'clock, wherever you +were, say to yourself, 'Mother, I am not dead: I shall soon be with +you--I will come soon--I will come soon?" + +Carl answered that he had really uttered those very words at the time +mentioned. + +"That is right," said the old woman. + +She arose from her seat, took her son by the hand, and went on to say, +"Now, come up into the village with me. Let us go with these gentlemen. +Major, I thank you for the honor of your visit. I suppose I may go +along with you?" + +We returned homewards. + +It was already known through the whole village, that the young man who +had been lost and so sincerely deplored had returned. Friends poured +forth from every doorway, while from the windows cries of "Welcome +Carl!" were heard. + +On our way we met Marie, carrying a bundle of clover on her head. She +threw her bundle away and hurried towards Carl; but when she came up to +him she suddenly stopped, as if frightened. + +"Good-day, Marie. I am glad that you, too, have come to bid me +welcome," said Carl. + +He extended both his hands to her, and she took hold of them, but did +not utter a word. + +We walked on, and when I turned to look back, I saw Marie sitting on +the bundle of clover, with her face buried in her hands. + +Rothfuss was the jolliest in the party. + +"Now one can see how untruthful the world is," he exclaimed. "Did not +every one say how much he would give if only Carl were alive! He is +here, now, and is alive again, and what do they give? Nothing. One +ought not to do people the favor to die; anything in the world but +death." + +We reached the house. Carl's mother walked up to my wife and said, +"Madame Waldfried, here he is--my son Carl. Just as he has come back to +all that is good, so will Ernst surely return. They were born on the +same day--do you remember? There was a great storm at the time; and the +nurse came directly from your house to mine. And at that very moment +the lightning struck the tree that stands behind my house and tore it +to pieces; and then the nurse said, 'This boy will see something of +war.' + +"You did not believe in it, but it came to pass, nevertheless. Down in +the valley there is a spring, and a mother's heart is like a spring, +for it flows by day and night. Your Ernst--my Ernst--will return +again." + +No one dared reply, but with Ernst everything was different. + +The old woman now begged that we would inform "the great lady," as she +always called Annette, of Carl's return. The Major promised to do so; +and when he and I were alone together, he mentioned Ernst's name for +the first time, and informed me that the commander of his division had, +in the presence of the entire corps of officers, expressed his great +regret that his brother-in-law had deserted. + +Ernst had brought pain and disgrace on us all; but there was still +another trouble in store for us. + +A letter reached us from Johanna, in which she informed us in short, +hard sentences that her son Martin had died of the wound he had +received; and that her husband, who had been an invalid for many +months, could not long survive him. I told the Major of this, but kept +the news from the rest of the family. + +On the day before the Major left us, we had received a letter from +Ludwig in America. He was delighted to know that the Diet had been +dissolved, and thought that he now saw the dawning of a great era for +our Fatherland. The Americans already spoke with great respect of +Germany, and of the power of Prussia and its leaders. + +There was a bitter tone in the remarks of the Major when he said, "Ah, +yes; thus things seem to those who are far away, and get all their +information from newspaper reports. If I only knew how I could turn my +talents to use in the New World, I would ask for my discharge and +emigrate to America." + +This man, who had never known anything of discord or dissension, was +now, like many others, torn by conflicting doubts. + +The children had left; the house was quiet again, and winter +approached. + +Martella seemed filled with new life, and was glad that she could be +alone with my wife again. When Annette wrote to us that she would spend +the whole or a part of the winter in the village, Martella said, "That +is well, too: she is so entertaining to mother." + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +The Diet was again convoked; and I can hardly describe how hard I found +it to leave my home and resume the disagreeable and exhausting +occupations that now devolved on me. + +In company with Joseph, I drove into town, on my way to the capital, +when Annette called to me from the warehouse of Edward Levi. Her +mourning attire invested her with an air of majestic gloom; but her +brilliant glance and her clear complexion prevented her black habit +from looking too sombre. She must have noticed that I was pleased with +this, for she said, "I am trying to recover my health, and avail myself +of the two greatest remedies; I have just left the ocean, and shall now +go into the woods. My mother-in-law has gone to Paris to join her +daughter, who is the wife of our minister. She has an idea that one +cannot exist, save in Paris. I shall come and see you; you and your +wife can do me much good, and I may perhaps be of some use to you. I +have never learned how to lead a life of repose. I shall now learn it; +in your house I shall find the best school, and your wife will have +patience with a sad, yet wayward pupil." + +She bought an ingeniously constructed stove with all sorts of cooking +utensils belonging to it, and presented it to Carl's mother. Besides +this, she had bought all sorts of new furniture for herself, as she +intended to spend the winter at the village. She was so glad to see +Rothfuss again that she left her carriage and got into ours, so that he +might tell her of all that had happened during her absence. Her driver +had been instructed to take all her new purchases up to Joseph's house +and deliver them to her maid. + +I went on towards the capital, and Annette towards the village. + +On the way, Joseph told me that he had done very well by the war. The +South Germans, he told me, had been such violent partisans of Austria +because the greater portion of the proprietors in the neighborhood had +invested their money in Austrian securities. + +Annette's brother had, however, in good season, called his attention to +the fact that a great change was taking place in financial affairs. +America had already successfully passed through a great war, and the +current of capital was now tending in the direction of the United +States, where its investment was both safe and profitable. + +Joseph's object in visiting the city was to dispose of his American +bonds, which were then commanding a very high price. + +It has always been, and will ever remain, a marvel to me how Joseph, +with all his real interest in public life, could at the same time +manage to reap a profit from the movements of capital. + +I had the good fortune to travel in company with Baron Arven, who was a +member of the Upper Chamber, and was also on his way to the capital. He +seemed greatly depressed, and admitted that the realization of hopes +one could not help entertaining sometimes produced new and unforeseen +griefs. + +Thus it had been, he said, with the separation of Austria from the rest +of Germany. It had long been recognized as necessary to the proper +development of our own political life, and as an advantage to Austria; +and yet, when it was brought about, it seemed more like a death that +one had felt it his duty to wish for. + +From many hints that he threw out, I could not but feel assured that +the painful political dissensions had been deeply felt by the Arvens, +who were connected with the empire through so many family ties. + +The Baron invited me to take up my quarters, while in the capital, in +his mansion, as his wife did not intend going there during that winter. +I declined with thanks, as I had promised Annette to make use of the +vacant dwelling that belonged to her. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +The deputies were all in a state of great excitement. There is no +greater test of accord among a body of men than a sudden calamity. Just +as, with an individual, a lazy resignation will, in times of doubt and +indecision, alternate with vehement energy, and self-distrust succeed +overconfidence, so did it happen with this large assembly. All felt +that a bold operation was necessary, but who was to be the surgeon, and +whence was he to come. It was necessary to wait for the hour of danger, +and even then there was great reason to fear that when the treatment +had been decided on, our cousin on the other side of the Rhine, who had +been praised as the great saviour, might interpose his objections. + +In a secret session, we were informed of the stipulations that had been +determined on by the North German Confederation in regard to a union of +German forces, in case of coming danger. We were sworn to secrecy, for +all were afraid of our neighbor in the west. + +My son-in-law, the Major, left on a long furlough. I have never yet +been able to discover whether he passed his time in Paris or in Berlin. + +The work and the angry debates in Parliament taxed our patience and +endurance to the utmost. + +When I returned to my home, I was frightened by my wife's appearance; +her face showed the traces of great suffering. Although I took all +pains to prevent her from seeing that I noticed it, she discovered my +concern, and assured me that she was feeling quite well, but was +sometimes weak; and that all would be right again in the summer, when +she would accompany Annette to the springs. She was so active and +cheerful that I silenced my fears. She had already learned of the death +of our grandson Martin, and spoke of it with calmness. + +She informed me of Martella's kind and considerate behavior. Rothfuss +had been sick again, and even now was only able, with great exertion, +to drag himself about the house. Martella took charge of all his +duties, and, what with this and her instructions from mother and +Annette, was kept quite busy; but she was never so happy and cheerful +as when full of work. + +My wife took great pleasure in explaining to me what strange +counterparts Annette and Martella were. + +Annette was endeavoring to free herself from the effects of overwrought +culture and to get back to simplicity. Martella, who had become +conscious of her own simplicity, was vexed thereat, and with iron +industry sought to acquire the rudiments of an education. Annette had +always lived out of herself; Martella had always lived within herself. +Annette had always tried to subject everything to critical analysis: +Martella was merely artless impressibility. + +It was certainly a strange pair that my wife was teaching to keep step +with each other. + +With great self-control Annette had accustomed herself to the quiet +winter life of the village. She often said that she would leave in a +few days. She seemed determined not to commit herself by any promise, +in order that she might from day to day make new resolutions. When I +told her that she was thus making both herself and us uncomfortable, +she promised to remain until I should advise her to leave. She admitted +that it was pleasant to her to be guided by another's will. She spun +assiduously, and, like a diligent child, showed me the result of her +labor. + +The old spinner maintained that Annette was learning all the secrets of +her art. In spite of this, she was at times unable to control her +restless spirits. She had the snow cleared away from the pond, and went +skating on the ice, while half of the village stood around looking at +her. My sons had sometimes skated on this pond; but it was quite a +different sight to see the tall, handsome lady, with the black feather +in her hat and the closely fitting pelisse trimmed with fur. She +ordered a pair of skates for Martella, but could never induce the child +to try them. + +Annette left us occasionally in order to spend a few days with Baroness +Arven. On her return it would always seem as if a wondrous change had +come over her. + +One day she came back in great excitement and exclaimed: + +"Oh, if I could only have faith! I think I shall have to administer +chloroform to my soul." + +We could make no reply to this, and she soon again adapted herself to +the quiet tenor of our life. + +I was obliged to introduce a change that gave me almost as much trouble +as my opponents in the House of Delegates had done. It was necessary to +engage some one to replace or assist Rothfuss. I could do nothing +without his consent; several whom I had proposed he had rejected, and +when I at last obtained Joseph's consent to engage Carl, Rothfuss was +scarcely pleased, although he interposed no objections. + +Rothfuss always insisted that Carl, while a soldier, had behaved in the +same way as the girl who said, "Catch me: I'll hold still." + +He had allowed himself to be caught. If Ernst had only been smart +enough to do likewise! + +For the sake of his affection for Ernst, Carl submitted to this unjust +reproach. He was indeed a brave and daring soldier, and felt provoked +that during the whole war there had been nothing but marching hither +and thither, back and forth, without once meeting the foe. + +Rothfuss and Martella had much to say to each other about Ernst, to +whom Martella clung with unshaken confidence. + +Whenever the letter-carrier came, she was all anxious expectation, but +had enough self-control to conceal her feelings for my wife's sake. + +My wife never mentioned Ernst's name, but ever since the day on which +news had come from him, her sleep had been restless. + +When I returned from the session she said to me, "I am sure you have no +news that you are concealing from me?" + +I could truthfully assure her that I had none, and after that she +seemed as tranquil as if she had been speaking of an indifferent +subject. And yet this grief preyed on her incessantly. + +Annette received many letters; and, as she could have nothing to +do with any one without feeling a personal interest in him, she +would always have something to eat and drink ready for the country +letter-carrier. She soon knew all about the toil and trouble +inseparable from his work, and also inquired in regard to his family +circumstances, and assisted him as well as she could. + +She ordered a sheep-skin coat for him, but he was obliged to decline +it, because in his walks over hill and dale the weight of it would have +been insupportable. She presented the skin to a poor old man; and, +indeed, tried to do good to every one in the village and neighborhood. +The oldest house in the neighborhood is yet standing down in the +valley. It is built of logs, and is known as _the hut_. The smoke fills +the whole house and forces its way out through the crevices. + +Annette found this smoky atmosphere particularly grateful. She often +went down to the hut, and the people would come from the houses near by +and listen to her stories and her strange jokes. She was always in good +spirits on her return. + +Annette had once encountered Rautenkron. She attempted to engage him in +conversation, but he rudely turned on his heel; and when she was +telling us of the manhater, my wife made a remark which I shall never +forget: + +"This man must have come from a respected and well-to-do family, for +the child of poor parents can never become a misanthrope." + +Although Annette kindly cared for the poor and did not permit herself +to be repelled by any rudeness or vulgarity on their part, she was both +severe and void of pity with the faults of those who were in better +circumstances. + +Rimminger, who had taken his discharge and had married the only +daughter of the rich owner of the saw-mill, endeavored, as an old +comrade of her deceased husband, to bring about friendly relations +between Annette and his household. She kept him at a distance, however, +and expressed herself quite forcibly on the subject. She maintained +that the young wife always looked like an _ennuied_ duchess, and was +constantly trying to show that she had been educated in Paris. + +My wife said that she disapproved of such personalities. Annette looked +at her with surprise and then cast her eyes to the ground. + +Our days were full of work, our evenings all leisure; and Annette +called our attention to something that had never occurred to us. She +found it very strange that there were no playing-cards in our house. +She could not conceive how, living in the country, we could have +overlooked this pastime. But we had never felt the want of it. + +Annette had a rich, musical voice, and would often read aloud to us. + +Joseph and his wife would come and listen, while Martella would spin so +softly that one could not hear her wheel. + +Rothfuss would sit on the bench near the stove, and would artfully +prevent us from noticing when he fell asleep. When the reading was +over, he was always wide-awake, and would insist on being permitted to +light the way to Joseph's house for Annette. + +In her letters to Richard, my wife described our pleasant genial life; +and yet, for the first time, Richard did not visit us once during the +whole winter. He regretted that he had an extensive work in hand which +could not be laid aside, and believed that he was about to finish a +novel and important contribution to his favorite science. + +Annette had procured various fugitive articles of Richard's that had +been published in scientific journals, and during the winter had read +all of his books, as well as an essay of his on the "Origin of +Language." + +She once said: "I do not consider it vanity when a writer asks me, +'Have you read such and such work of mine?' How can he believe that one +faithfully listens to his words if one does not care to become +acquainted with the best that he has done--the fruit of the deepest +labors of his calmer hours? + +"I read the Professor's writings, and find much in them that I cannot +understand; but he wrote them, and I read them for that reason, if for +no other. And then again, I often chance on passages which are quite +clear to me." + +My wife looked at me with a significant glance, and for the first time +it occurred to me that it might be possible that Richard was in love +with Annette, and for that reason held himself aloof from her. + +It was towards the end of February. There was grief among our nearest +friends. Joseph's father died. On the day that he was buried, Annette +received a letter informing her of the illness of her mother-in-law in +Paris. + +I, of course, advised her to depart at once; and thus we were again +left to ourselves. We all felt the void that Annette's departure had +made, but soon after new and heavy troubles fell upon us. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +Days have passed in which I did not once take my pen in hand; I could +not. Must I indeed write of this? What forces me to do so? + +"Above all things, leave nothing unfinished that you have once begun," +was a maxim of hers; and I must therefore tell of her death. When the +fogs of autumn and the frosts of winter scatter the foliage of the +trees, a branch may here and there be seen to which a few leaves are +still clinging. Why should those alone have remained? + +My memory has remained true to me; but of that grief which seemed to +divide my life I have but little recollection. I constantly thought of +the saying of Carl's mother, "You are a good child: you cannot be so +cruel as to die before me." From the garret, I looked on while they +were filling up her grave. The spade shone in the sunshine. No one knew +that I was looking on. Shall I again renew the feelings that then +passed through my soul? Let it be so. + +My wife was ill. She uttered no complaint, but she was feeble, and took +no interest in what was going on about her. During the day, she would +sleep for hours; and at night, when she awoke, would seem surprised by +the surrounding objects. During her sleeping hours, she may have dwelt +in quite a different region; but she never alluded to it. The physician +gave her but little medicine, and consoled us with the hope that the +return of summer, and a visit to a watering-place, with cheerful +companions, would help her. + +Annette soon returned to us. She was followed by my daughter Johanna, +who had, in the meanwhile, lost her husband, and was accompanied by her +daughter Christiane. She took up her abode with us. Her only son was +living as a vicar in the Unterland. + +Assisted by Balbina, Johanna took charge of our entire household. When +my wife told Martella that she had better submit to Johanna in all +things, she replied, "I shall gladly do so; this was her home before it +was mine; and I shall thus be better able to spend all of my time with +mother." My wife indeed preferred to have this stranger-child about +her; for Johanna could not help treating us in a patronizing, pitying +manner, because we were not as pious as she would have us be. + +Spring returned, and my wife's health seemed to improve. I was quite +happy again. At that time, I did not understand what the prudent and +sensible physician meant, when he told me that it would be better for +me to moderate my joy. + +All preparations for a journey to the springs had been made. Bertha had +promised to join us there, and bring her daughter with her. + +Suddenly the physician decided that it would be better if my wife would +remain yet awhile among the surroundings she was accustomed to. He was +a young and kind-hearted man, constantly endeavoring to improve himself +by study; full of love for his calling, and beloved by all throughout +the valley. His visits now became longer than they had been. He would, +at times, acquaint me with the details of his own life, and tell me +that, although he had lost his wife while quite young, he endeavored to +console himself by the remembrance of the happy days he had passed in +her society. I listened to his words without giving them further +thought; but afterwards it became clear to me why he had spoken so +impressively on the subject. + +The days passed on. I gradually accustomed myself to the thought of my +wife's illness; but when out in the fields, I would suddenly become +alarmed, and imagine that something terrible must have taken place at +the house. I would hurry home and find that all was going on as usual. + +Back of my house, where the road makes a descent, the young teamsters +would crack their whips quite loudly. I observed that this startled +Gustava, and she overheard me telling Rothfuss to ask the young fellows +not to make so great a noise. + +"Do not interfere with them," said she. "A man who saunters along the +road and has an instrument that is capable of making a noise, finds +pleasure in using it. Do not stop him." + +I had never, before that, seen Rothfuss in tears; but when he heard +those words, he wept, and that evening he said to me, "The angels who +look down from heaven to see what we human beings on earth are doing, +must be just as she is. She is no longer human--she will not stay with +us. Pardon me: I am a stupid fellow to be talking this way. You know I +am a simpleton, and do not understand such things. She is right, +though; stupid people must always make a noise, be it with their mouths +or with their whips." + +He had, however, in the meanwhile persuaded the youths not to crack +their whips. + +My wife was determined that Annette and Bertha should go to the springs +without her; and, as she would listen to no refusal, they were obliged +to comply with her desire. + +Several weeks had gone by, when, one evening, the physician told me +that she could last but a few days longer. I cannot describe my +feelings at that moment. + +Joseph telegraphed for the children. They came. + +Strangely enough, my wife was not surprised by their speedy return. She +conversed with them as if they had not been away more than an hour. + +The physician said that perhaps there might still be a chance to save +my wife by injecting another's blood into her veins, and that, at all +events, the attempt should be made. Johanna immediately declared her +readiness, and though her offer was well meant, the manner in which it +was made jarred on my feelings. She said that, as a daughter, she had +the first right; but, if they did not want her blood her child must be +willing. + +The physician declared that neither her blood nor that of her child +would serve the purpose. + +The choice now lay between Martella and Annette, and when the physician +decided in favor of Martella, her face brightened, and she exclaimed: + +"Take my blood--every drop of it--all that I have." + +Some of Martella's blood was injected into my wife's veins, and during +the night, she gained in strength. But it was very sad to find that she +had almost lost her hearing, and that the only medium of pleasure yet +left her was the sense of sight. + +Martha, the eldest daughter of the kreis-director, had painted a +picture of the view from our balcony, looking towards the woods down by +the stone wall, and now brought it to my wife, who was delighted with +it. The only figure was a hunter coming out of the woods. + +Martha told us that she could not draw figures, and that Annette had +been kind enough to sketch the huntsman for her; and she kissed my +wife's hands on hearing her say, "I think the hunter looks like our +grandson, Julius." + +It was on the 22d of July, when she said, "Have a little pine-tree +brought for me, from my woods, and placed here beside my bed." + +I sent Rothfuss out to the woods; he brought a little pine, placed it +in a flower-pot, and I observed, while he was leaning over it, how his +tears dropped upon the branches. + +He turned around to me and said, "I hope that will not harm the little +tree." + +When I placed the tree at her bedside, she smiled and moved her left +hand among its branches, but the hand soon fell down by her side. + +What wonderful powers of memory lie in a mother's heart! She would tell +us of a thousand and one little stories and sayings of Ernst, and of +his bright, clever freaks, with as much detail as if they had happened +but the moment before; but, strangely enough, she did all this without +mentioning his name. She praised his flaxen hair, and moved her hand as +if passing it through his locks. + +"Do you not recollect how he once said, 'Mother, I cannot imagine how +you could have been in the world without me: of course I have never +been in the world without you'?" + +She repeated the words, "without you--without me," perhaps a hundred +times during the night: and she was almost constantly humming snatches +of old songs. + +In the morning, just as day was breaking, she turned around to me, and +said with a smile, "This is his birthday." And that was her last smile. +"This is Ernst's birthday." + +And when the lost son returned, there was no mother to receive him. + +Her silent thoughts had always been of him, but now they were deeper +than ever. + +She had lost her hearing. Suddenly she exclaimed in a loud voice, "God +be praised; Richard will marry her after all!" and then--I cannot go on +with the story--I must stop. + +It was eleven o'clock (I do not know why I was always looking towards +the clock that day) when she said, "Water from my spring." + +Richard hurried to bring it. + +What must his thoughts have been while on his way there and back! + +He soon returned, bringing the water with him, but she seemed to have +forgotten that she had asked for it. When Richard lifted her up in bed, +and placed the glass to her lips, she motioned him away. + +I heard a voice from without the house. A cold shudder came over me; my +hair stood on end. + +It is the voice of our son Ernst! + +If Ernst were to come at this time! Could he have been drawn here by a +presentiment of what is happening? And if he were here, what power +could dare take him away from us, at this moment--and how will he enter +his mother's presence? + +I hurried out. It was Julius--his voice is just like Ernst's. He +brought a letter that Edward Levi had handed to him. It was from Ernst, +and was dated at Algiers. + +I could not stop to read the letter. I could not remain away from the +bedside--every moment was yet a drop of blood to me, and everything +glimmered before my eyes. I hurried back to the sick-room; my wife +looked at me with strangely bright eyes. + +"There is a letter here from Ernst!" I called out. + +I do not know whether she understood me, but she reached for the sheet +that was in my hand, and held it with a convulsive grasp. + +I lifted her head, and moved it towards the cooler side of the pillow; +she opened her eyes, and tried to raise her arms; I bent towards her +and she kissed me. + +It was just striking the hour of noon, when she breathed her last. + +I tottered to her room at last; it seemed to me as if I must still find +her alive; and when I was in her chair, I could not realize that I was +seated there, and that she lay so near me, while I could do nothing for +her. + +I do not know how it was, but I felt awed by the very silence of the +place. + +Martella said, "I have stopped the clock; it, too, shall stand still." + +They had withdrawn the letter from her convulsively closed hand, and I +read it. It has since disappeared--whither, I know not. I remember only +this--that it contained news from Algiers, and that Ernst said in it +that if Martella and Richard were fond of one another, he was quite +ready to release her from any promise to him. + +With the exception of Ernst and Ludwig, all of my children were +present. Many friends, too, were there. I recollect that I grasped the +hands of many of them; but what avails that? They all have their own +life left them--I have none. + +All arose to attend to the funeral. They set down the coffin in front +of the house, and not far from the spring. They told me that my +grandson, the vicar, delivered an impressive address in the name of the +family. I heard nothing but the rushing of the water. + +How I reached her grave, or who led me, I know not. + +This alone do I know. I saw how Martella kissed the handful of earth +that she threw into the empty grave, and when I returned homeward, the +waters were still roaring in our fountain. It roars and roars. + +I felt borne down as if by a load of lead. Tears were not vouchsafed +me. I could not realize that my hands could move, my eyes see--in fact +that I was still alive. + +When I looked out again over the valley and towards the hills, it +suddenly seemed as if my eyes had become covered with a film, and then +all--the forest, the meadows, and the houses seemed of a blood-red +color, as if steeped in the dark glow of evening. + +I closed my eyes for a long while, and when I opened them again, I saw +that the meadows and the woods were green, and everything had its +natural color. + +The water flows over the weir and bubbles and rushes and sparkles +to-day, just as it did yesterday, and as it will tomorrow. How can it +be possible that all continues to live on, and she not here. Do not +tell me that nature can comfort us against real grief. Against a loss +for aye she availeth nothing. + +If, in your closet, you have grieved because of insult and falsehood +and meanness, do but go out into the fields or woods. While gazing upon +the bright and kindly face of nature, or inhaling the sweet perfume of +the trees and flowers, you will soon learn to forget such troubles. How +weak is all the world's wickedness, when compared with such undying +grandeur? That which is best on earth is still yours, if these things +but preserve their sway over you. But, if your wife has been torn away +from you, neither tree, nor stream, nor the blue heavens, nor the +flowers, nor the singing birds will help you. All nature lives a life +of its own, and unto itself, and of what avail is it all, when she no +longer shares it with me? + +The first thing that recalled me to myself, was hearing the old spinner +say to Carl, "Why am I yet here? She was so good and so useful, and I +am nothing but a burden to you and to the world. Why must I stay +behind? I would so gladly have gone in her stead." + +The poor people were gathered all about the house, and one old woman +cried out, through her tears, "The bread she gave us was doubly +welcome, for it was given cheerfully." + +I felt that my energies would never again arouse themselves. I cannot +say that the thought alarmed me; I merely felt conscious that my mental +powers were either failing or torpid. For days I could not collect my +thoughts, and led a dull, listless, inanimate life. My children were +about me, but their sympathy did not help me. Ernst's evil letter was +the only thing that had any effect on me. + +I could not realize that what had once been life, was now nothing more +than a thought, a memory. + +When I heard some one coming up the steps, I always thought it must be +she returning and saying, "I could not stay away; I must return to you, +you are so lonely. The children are good and kind, but we two cannot +remain apart." And then I would start with affright, when I noticed how +my thoughts had been wandering. + +When I walked in the street, I felt as if I were but half of myself. As +long as she was with me I had always felt myself rich, for my home +contained her who was best of all. + +No one can know what a wealth of soul had been mine; through her, and +with her, I had felt myself moving in a higher spiritual sphere. But +now I felt so broken, so bereft, as if my entire intellectual +possessions had gone to naught. The children are yet here; but they are +for themselves. My wife alone was here for me--was indeed my other +self. + +Before that, when I awakened of a morning it was always a pleasure to +feel conscious of life itself; but now with every morrow I had to begin +anew and try to learn how to reconcile myself to my loss. But that is a +lesson I shall never learn. My sun had gone down; I did not care to +live any longer, because all that I experienced seemed to come in +between her and me, and I did not wish to live but in thoughts of her. + +I looked at her lamp, her table, her work-basket--all these had +survived her, are still here, and will remain. The one clock was never +wound up afterward. From that day, there was but one clock heard in our +room. + +I can now understand why the ancients buried the working implements +with their dead. + +I looked out of the window. The neighbors' children were in the street; +their noise grated on my ears. I could not but think how she once said +to me, "Why should it annoy us? Is it anything more than the singing of +the birds? The children are like so many innocent birds." + +All things remind me of her. I could sit by the window for hours and +look at the chickens running back and forth, picking up crumbs, and +watching the strutting cock. + +I must have been like a little child that, for the first time, begins +to take notice of the objects that surround it. + +I seemed as if awaking from darkness, as if dreaming with my eyes +open. Everything seemed new and strangely mysterious to me, although I +had nearly attained my seventieth year. + +When, after many weeks, I again saw my face in the mirror, I was +surprised at the saddened, sunken features of the old man. Could that +be I! + +I had gone to the neighboring village to order a gravestone. On my way +home, night overtook me. Suddenly a storm burst upon the valley. Like a +child, I counted the interval between the lightning and the thunder. At +first I could count up to thirty-two, afterwards only to seven; and +then I stopped counting. I saw the houses by the roadside, and knew who +lived in them here and there, I might have found shelter, but what +should I do in a strange house, wet to the skin as I was? I kept in the +middle of the road, on the broken stone. When I came to where the +little bridge was, I had to wade through the water. + +I noticed that I was in the midst of the storm-cloud. How glorious it +would have been to die at that moment--to be struck dead by lightning! + +"But my children, my children!" I uttered the words in a loud voice, +but the thunder drowned my cries. + +The flashes of lightning succeeded each other so rapidly that they +blinded me; I could see nothing more. I closed my eyes and held fast to +a rock by the wayside. I had never heard such fearful roaring of the +thunder, or seen such uninterrupted flashes of lightning. I stood still +and concluded to wait there, while I thought of the many other beings +who were also exposed to this storm; and at last, I could weep. I had +not wept since her death, and now it did me good. The hail beat into my +face, already wet with tears. + +Suddenly Rothfuss appears and exclaims: "Martella sends me. Oh, God be +praised! there is a good bed waiting for you at home." + +Guided by Rothfuss, I reached the house. Although my family were +greatly concerned as to the effect it might have, the shock that I had +undergone had really benefited me. I slept until noon, and when I arose +I felt as if breathing a new life. + +I must stop here. I cannot go on. I was obliged to learn how to begin +life anew. When one has buried his dearest love in the earth, the earth +itself becomes a changed world, and one's step upon it a different one. +I trust that I shall not be obliged hereafter to repeat my lamentations +for my own life. The first tranquillizing influence I found was in the +statue gallery, with its figures from another world, so silent, so +unchanging. We can offer them nothing, and yet they give us so much: +they are without life or color, but they represent life in its +imperishable beauty. + +Rothfuss offered me a strange solace. He said, "Master, there must be +another woman somewhere in this world just as she was." + +"Why?" + +"I always thought that God only suffered the sun to shine because she +was here, but I see that the sun still shines, and so there must be +others like her." + +Martella, however, could not realize that she was dead. + +"It cannot be: it is not true: she is not dead. She is surely coming up +the steps now. How is it possible that a being can remain away from +those who love her so? I have one request to make. I wish you would +give the pretty dresses to Madame Johanna and Fraulein Christiane; a +few of the work-day clothes you can give to me, and the good woollen +dress you can give to Carl's mother. Let no one else have any of her +clothes. It would grieve me to the heart to know that a strange person +was wearing anything that she had worn. Whoever wears a dress of hers +can neither think an evil thought nor do an evil deed." + +My son Ludwig wrote a letter, in which he lamented my wife's death with +all the feeling of which a son is capable, and yet spoke of death as a +wise man should. My daughter Johanna lost the letter. I think she must +have destroyed it on account of the heresies it contained. + +My consolation is that I have been found worthy of the perfect love of +so pure a being; that, of itself, is worth all the troubles of life. +Let what may come hereafter, what I have experienced cannot be taken +from me. + +I have had a tomb-stone placed at her grave. It has two tablets on one +are the words: + + "HERE LIES + IPHIGENIA GUSTAVA WALDFRIED, + _Born December 15th, 1807_, + _Died July 23d, 1867_." + +On the other, my name shall one day be placed. + + + + + + BOOK THIRD. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +Life is indeed a sacred trust. I now began to feel that great and noble +duties yet claimed me. + +I had become dull and listless. I had taken life as it came, resigning +my will to outer influences, just as one without appetite sits down to +a meal, merely to gain nourishment. + +I had become morbidly sensitive; every effort that was made to +alleviate my sufferings and restore my accustomed spirits only served +to pain me anew. + +I was now experiencing the worst effect of grief--indifference to the +world. + +My path seemed to lie through dismal darkness; but at last I stepped +out into the bright light of day and into the busy haunts of men. + +The village street leads into the highway; the forest-brooks flow on +until they reach the river that empties itself into the ocean. + +Thus too has it been with my life. + +Yielding to Joseph's earnest wishes, I had made a collection of +specimens illustrating every stage in the cultivation and growth of the +white pine. When the collection was complete, I sent it to the great +Paris Exposition. + +I received a medal of honor. I did not really deserve it; it should in +justice have gone to Ernst, who had acquainted me with the results of +his careful study of the subject. + +I have the diploma, and the medal bearing the effigy of Napoleon. I +looked at them but once, and then enclosed them under seal. They will +be found in the little casket that contains my discharge from the +fortress and other strange mementoes of the past. + +Joseph asked me to accompany him to Paris, and would listen to no +refusal. He wanted to acquaint himself with the new methods of +kyanizing railroad ties, and insisted that he could not get along +without my aid. + +I had not yet escaped from that condition in which it is well to resign +one's self to the guidance of others. + +I saw Paris for the second time. My first visit was in 1832 or 1833, +and was undertaken with the object of making the acquaintance of La +Fayette. In those days we fondly believed that Paris was to save the +world. + +Compared with what I now saw, all that had been done in the Parliament +that was held in the High street of our little capital seemed petty and +trifling. + +Though storms were gathering, Jupiter Napoleon sat enthroned over all +Europe, and ruled the thunder and the lightning. + +I saw him surrounded by all the European monarchs, and often asked +myself whether the world's life is, after all, anything but mummery. + +One day, while I was sitting on a bench in the Champs Elysees, and +gazing at the lively, bustling throng that passed before me, I was +approached by a Turco, who said to me: + +"Are you not Herr Waldfried?" + +My heart trembled with emotion. + +Was it not Ernst's voice? Before I could collect my thoughts, the +stranger had vanished in the great crowd that followed in the wake of +the Emperor, who was just passing by. + +I caught another glimpse of the man with the red fez and called out to +him; but he had vanished. + +Had I been awake or dreaming? + +It could not have been Ernst. He would not have left me after thus +addressing me. And if it were he after all! I felt sure that he would +return; so I waited in the hope of again seeing the stranger. The +people who passed me seemed like so many shadows, and I felt as if +withdrawn from the world. + +Night approached, and I was obliged to go to my lodgings. I told Joseph +of all that had happened. He stoutly maintained that I must have been +dreaming; but nevertheless went with me the next day to the Champs +Elysees where, seated on a bench, we waited for hours without seeing +any sign of the stranger. + +On my journey homeward, I spent a whole week with my sister who lives +in the forest of Hagenau. She can cheer me up better than any of my +children can. Her excellent memory enabled her to remind me of many +little incidents connected with our childhood and our parental home. In +her house, I was, for the first time since my affliction, able to +indulge in a hearty laugh. + +In the eyes of my brother-in-law, the medal awarded me at the +Exposition invested me with new importance; he never omitted to allude +to this mark of distinction, when introducing me to his acquaintances. +On the 15th of August, Napoleon's _fete_ day, he actually wanted me to +wear the medal on my coat. He could not understand why I would not +carry it about with me constantly, so as to make a show of my medal of +honor, notwithstanding the fact that the French consider their whole +nation as the world's legion of honor. Every individual among them +seems anxious to thrust himself forward at the expense of the rest. + +My sister privately informed me that the young sergeant whom I met at +her house was a suitor for the hand of her eldest daughter, and was +only awaiting the satisfactory settlement of the proper dowry on his +future wife. He was a young man of limited information, but was very +polite and respectful towards me. He hoped to win his epaulets in an +early war with Prussia, which had been so bold as to gain Sadowa and +conclude a peace without paying France the tribute of a portion of her +territory. + +The young man evidently thought himself vastly my superior, and spoke +of the future of the South German States in a patronizing and pitying +tone. As I did not think it worth while to contradict him, he fondly +thought that he was instructing me. + +As a German, I found the Hagenau Forest of especial interest, from the +fact that a part of it had been presented to the town of Hagenau by the +Emperor Frederick Barbarossa. + +I gave my brother-in-law many councils in regard to arboriculture; but, +as the new ideas entailed work, he declined making use of them. He was +very proud of his epaulets which were displayed in a little frame that +hung on the wall; but he was devoid of all love for the forest, and +indifferent to anything that helped the State without at the same time +contributing to his personal advancement. + +I passed a delightful day with my brother-in-law the pastor. + +I accompanied him to church, and was greatly moved to once again hear +German preaching and German hymns. The organist was one of the most +respected men of the neighborhood, and was the owner of a large forge. + +I was introduced to him after the service. In the presence of others, +he was quite reserved towards me; but during the afternoon, he visited +the pastor, and, while we were seated in the arbor under the +walnut-tree, we conversed freely in regard to the dangers that, in +Alsace, menaced the last remnant of German institutions and the +Evangelical Church. + +"France was happiest under Louis Philippe," said the pastor; and when +the manufacturer ventured to inveigh against the Emperor, he replied +that Napoleon was not so bad a man after all, but that the Empress was +spoiling everything; that she was a friend of the Pope, and was +endeavoring, at one and the same time, to destroy Protestantism and +increase luxury. + +I returned home. Johanna superintended my household affairs, and also +the farm, with great judgment. + +During the whole winter I was in delicate health, and in the following +year I was obliged to visit the springs of Tarasp. Richard accompanied +me. + +I was indeed unwell, for when I rode through the Prattigau and the wild +waters of the Land-quart roared at the side of the road, it seemed to +me as if the stream were a living monster that was climbing up and +seeking to devour me. + +When on Fluella, I plucked the first Alpine rose. I wept. There was no +one left to whom I could carry the flower that bloomed by the wayside. + +Richard regarded me for a long while in silence, and at last said, +"Father, I know what it is that moves your soul. Let it content you +that you did so much to make her life a lovely one." + +On those heights, where no plant can live, where no bird sings, where +nothing can be heard but the rushing of the snow currents, where the +fragments of rocks lay bare and bleak, and eternal snows fill the +ravines, I felt as if I were floating in eternity--released from all +that belonged to earth--and I called out her name--"Gustava!" + +Ah, if one could wait until death should overtake him in this cold, +bleak region, where naught that has life can endure. + +I went on, and met people who had pitched their dwellings in lofty +spots, in order to shelter and entertain tourists. My heart seemed +congealed; but I can yet remember where I was when it again thawed into +life. Neither the lofty mountains nor the mighty landscape helped me. I +sat by the roadside and saw a little bush growing from among the +rubble-stones and bearing the blue flowers called snakeweed. And it was +there that I became myself again. + +But look! A bee comes flying towards the bush. She bends down into the +open blossoms; she overlooks none of them, from the top to the bottom +of the bush, but seems to find nothing, and flies off to another +flower. On the next branch she sucks for a long while from every +flower-cup. + +A second bee, apparently a younger one, approaches. She, too, tries +flower after flower, and does not know that some one has been there +before her. At last, however, she seems to become aware of the fact, +and skips two or three of the blossoms until she at last finds one that +contains nourishment for her. + +Here by the wayside, just as up above where human footsteps do not +reach, there grows a flower that blooms for itself, and yet bears +within it nourishment for another. + +I do not know how long I may have been seated there, but when I arose I +felt that life had returned to me, and that I was in full sympathy with +all that was firmly rooted in the earth or freely moving upon its +surface. + +My soul had been closed to the world, but was now again open to the air +and the sunshine of existence. From that moment, I felt the spell of +the lofty peaks and lovely scenery, and, yielding to it, at last became +absorbed in self-communion. + +I was again living in unconstrained and cheerful intercourse with human +beings; and indeed I could not, at times, refrain from showing some of +the well-informed Swiss that I met how carelessly and sinfully their +countrymen were treating the forests. They complained that the +independence of the cantons and the unrestrained liberty of individuals +rendered it useless to make any attempt to protect the forests. + +I made the acquaintance of many worthy men, and that, after all, is +always the greatest acquisition. + +We met the widow of our cousin who had fallen at Koeniggratz. She was +exceedingly gay, was surrounded by a train of admirers, and flaunted in +elegant attire. She nodded to us formally and seemed to take no pride +in her citizen relatives. + +I must report another occurrence. + +On the very last morning, Richard had succeeded in plucking a large +bunch of edelweiss. He was coming down the mountain where the wagon was +waiting for us. Just then another wagon arrived, and in it was Annette +with her maid. + +Richard offered the flowers to Annette. + +"Were you thinking of me when you plucked them?" she asked. + +"To be truthful, I was not." + +"Thanks for the flowers--and for your honesty." + +"I did not know, when plucking them, for whom they were; but I am glad +to know that now they are yours." + +"Thanks; you are always candid." + +We continued our journey. On the way, Richard said, "Our cousin, the +Baroness, is quite a new character; she ought to be called 'the +watering-place widow.' She travels from one watering-place to another, +wears mourning or half-mourning, is quite interesting, and always has a +crowd buzzing around her. It were a great pity if Annette were to turn +out in the same way." + +I replied, "If she were to marry, which indeed, were greatly to be +desired, she would no longer be 'the watering-place widow.'" + +He made no answer, but bit off the end of a cigar which he had been +holding in his hand for some time. + +On our way home, we rested in the shadow of a rock on a high Alpine +peak, and there I found a symbol of what was passing between Annette +and Richard--a forget-me-not growing among nettles. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +I reached home refreshed and invigorated. The china-asters that she had +planted were blooming. Martella had decorated her grave with the +loveliest flowers, and maintained that the wild bees affected that spot +more than any other. Her memory gradually began to present itself to me +as overgrown with flowers. + +I went to attend the winter session of the Parliament, and Martella +accompanied me. We lived with Annette--she would take no refusal, and +we were both at ease in her beautiful house. + +Annette always wanted to have Martella about her, but Martella had an +unconquerable--I cannot say aversion, but, rather, dread of Annette; +for Annette had an unpleasant habit of calling attention to every +remark of Martella's, and had even quoted several of them in society. + +Richard, who, as the representative of the University, had become a +member of the Upper Chamber, seemed provoked; not on account of my +having brought Martella with me, but because I had allowed myself to be +induced to stay at Annette's house. + +He hinted that Annette's marked hospitality was not caused by regard +for me; and it really seemed as if she desired to see much of Richard +at her house, although he had been cold and distant, and, at times, +even scornful towards her. Nevertheless, he often visited us and +allowed Annette to draw him into all sorts of discussions. + +One evening when we three were alone,--Annette had been invited to the +house of a friend,--Martella said: + +"Richard, do you know what Madame Annette admires most in you?" + +"No." + +"Your fine teeth. She lets you use your good teeth to crack her hard +nuts." + +Richard jumped up from his seat embraced Martella, and kissed her. + +Martella blushed crimson and called out, "Richard, you are so polite +and yet so rude! Is that proper?" + +But Richard was quite happy to know that Martella had guessed at what +had so often displeased him. + +Martella, who never wanted to leave me, one day suddenly expressed a +wish to return home. Annette had on the previous evening taken her to +the theatre, where a ballet had been produced in addition to the drama. +A little child, representing a winged spirit, had descended from above, +and Martella had called out in a loud voice, "That hurts!" + +All eyes were turned to Annette's box, in which Martella sat with her +eyes wide open and looking towards the stage as if oblivious of aught +else. + +Annette left the theatre with her. Martella could not be induced to +utter a single word in explanation of her sudden fright. I was +surprised to find how Annette bore this mishap, in which she herself +had been subjected to the unkind glances of all the audience. "How +strange," said she; "we are all, unconsciously, slaves of ceremony. +There seems to be a tacit understanding that every member of a theatre +audience or art-gathering must either remain silent or confine himself +to one of two childish expressions--clapping the hands and hissing. And +here this child is perfectly innocent, and I thank her for having +solved another problem for me." + +In the morning, Martella wanted to go home. We accompanied her to the +depot, and I telegraphed to Rothfuss to meet her at the station. + +My active labors for the Fatherland had restored me. In my solitary +walks, my mind was now occupied by something besides constant thoughts +of myself. + +Spring was with us again, and the wondrous power that revives the human +soul had its influence on me. + +I was often invited to consultations in regard to matters affecting the +common weal, and it seemed as if my little world was extending its +area, when I made the acquaintance of many brave men, who lived in a +neighboring district, and who kept alive their hopes for the future of +our Fatherland. + +During the summer holidays, Richard paid us a visit. He and Baron Arven +had stocked the forest-streams with choice varieties of fish. In some +instances they had not succeeded in getting a pure breed; there were +pikes among their fish. + +He was fortunate enough with several of the streams, but was greatly +provoked to find that the farmers of the neighboring villages would not +wait until the young brood had grown, and had already begun to catch +the fish. He induced the authorities to threaten the farmers with a +fine, but on the next day found the notice floating on the stream. + +He appointed a forester as watchman, and spent the night in a log cabin +hastily built near by. Once they were fortunate enough to catch the +thief. + +Richard and the forester brought the culprit before the authorities, +and he was sentenced to six weeks' imprisonment. While we were seated +at table, Richard expressed his satisfaction at the punishment which +had been meted out to the offender. This made Martella as angry as I +have ever seen her, and she became the more provoked when Richard +quickly took down the mirror and held it up to her, saying: + +"Here, look at yourself; you are prettiest when you are angry." + +"It is nothing to you, how I look!" cried Martella. "Tell such things +to your Madame Annette, but not to me." + +The color left Richard's cheeks. + +Annette had for several weeks been living in the neighborhood, with +Baroness Arven, and Martella had hardly finished speaking, when we +heard the clatter of horses' hoofs in front of the house. Annette and +Baron Arven came riding up the road. The Baron congratulated Richard on +having caught the first of the pirates, and Annette was in quite a +merry mood. + +The Baron also brought us a piece of news that he had just received +from his brother, the forester-in-chief, to the effect that my grandson +Julius had been appointed assistant forester, and that the next +official gazette would announce the appointment. + +We sent for Joseph. We were all very happy at the news, and Martella +exclaimed, "That is the position Ernst wished for. But I congratulate +Miss Martha with all my heart she will make a handsome young wife for +the town forester." + +We had always avoided alluding to this connection, but now that it had +been openly mentioned, we made no concealment of our joy. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +Richard and the Baron rode over to the Wild Lake which they had +intended to stock. Annette accompanied them. + +It was already night, but Richard had not returned; I was seated alone +at the table, and waiting for him. It had always been his habit to tell +us when he intended to remain out longer than the usual time. + +Martella entered. Her cheeks were flushed, and she said, "Father, send +me away--wherever it be. I cannot remain here. It shall not be my fault +if any one is bad." + +Trembling, and covering her face with her hands, she declared that +Richard had told her that Ernst was unworthy of her, even if he were +yet living, and that he would never return again. And after that he +said--it was some time before she would tell what it was, and at last +she exclaimed: "that he loves me with all his heart, and wanted to make +me his wife! He! His brother! I would rather he should tie a stone +about my neck, and throw me into the lake where his young fishes are! I +could hardly believe at first, that he had said it, and answered him: +'That is a poor joke: just think of how your mother would feel if she +knew that you would joke in this way!' and then he swore that mother +had said Ernst was untrue to me, and had for that very reason gone out +into the wide world. Can mother have said that? My eyes would start +from their sockets, before Ernst would forsake me. But let me never see +Richard again. Never! Let me go away. You can send me away, but Richard +cannot cease to be your son. Nor can I cease to be your child, but I +can go away." + +It is impossible to find words for all that bubbled forth from +Martella's soul. I pacified her, and she promised to remain until the +next day. + +I sat up alone to await Richard's return. He did not come until near +midnight. + +He wanted to bid me a short "good-night," but I detained him. He sat +down and told me that the Baron and Annette had met Rautenkron down by +the lake, and that he had ridiculed their undertaking. He had said, and +rightly too: "Where there are no frogs, there is no stork; where there +are no flies and worms, there are no birds or fishes. In what was +called 'all-bountiful nature' one beast used the other for its blessed +meal; and, besides that, the lake was entirely frozen over every +winter, and had no outlet that was open through the whole year. If +fishes were in it, they would become suffocated for want of air." + +Rautenkron had displayed much knowledge in the matter, but he would not +consent to assist them. He was delighted, moreover, that nature +contained much that was egotistic and was of no use to mankind. Thus +spoke Richard. + +I was indignant. I could hardly conceive how Richard could talk about +such subjects, and not make the slightest allusion to what had happened +between him and Martella. I thought of Ernst's letter that I had +received on the day of my wife's death. No one had seen it but I; for +why should I have cared to spread the knowledge of Ernst's wickedness +in offering his betrothed to another? Could it be that an open rupture +with Annette had urged Richard to this unheard-of deed? + +I endeavored to stifle my indignation, and said, "You talk of the Wild +Lake--Wild Lake, indeed; you have an unfathomable one in yourself." + +He looked at me with surprise. + +"What do you mean, father?" + +"How can you ask? You dare to touch that which should be holy in your +eyes--the betrothed of your brother!" + +"Father, did she tell you herself?" he said hesitatingly. + +And I replied: + +"What matters that? Until now, I had always thought that you were even +a better man than I was at your age; do not undeceive me." + +I said nothing more, and that was enough. + +On the following morning, Richard announced that he was about to +depart, and it cost me a great effort to induce Martella to permit him +to take leave of her. At last she came, on condition that I would +remain present while Richard bade her farewell. + +Richard said: + +"Martella, you have a right to be angry with me, but I am angrier at +myself than you can possibly be. I make no protestations, no oaths; but +I pledge my honor as a man, that you will nevermore hear a wrong word +or receive a wrong glance from me. Farewell." + +Thus, this trouble was arranged; but it seemed as if there could be +nothing perfect in this world. + +I do not know whether Johanna had been eavesdropping, or how she +happened to find it out; but, at dinner, she spitefully hinted at what +had happened, for when we were talking of the imprisoned fish poacher, +she said, "People who are without religion are capable of anything, and +the irreligious ones who catch a thief are no better than the thief +himself. They stretch forth their hands to grasp things that ought to +be sacred in their eyes." + +During the whole of that winter I saw nothing of Richard, and received +but one letter from him, in which he informed me that he had been +offered an appointment at a distant university, and that, for many +reasons, he would gladly have accepted it, but that the Prince had +requested him to remain in the country. He added that he was now again +able to say that his only happiness lay in the pursuit of science. + +It was a great pleasure to me to have Julius stationed in our +neighborhood. He was so pure, so fresh, and so bright, that whenever he +came to our house, his presence seemed like the odor of flowers. + +I am indebted to Julius for joys which even transcend those my children +have given me, and my pride in my eldest grandson was now about to be +mingled with that I cherished for my eldest son. + +My joy was fully shared by Rothfuss. He counted how many days it would +be before Ludwig arrived, and said: + +"There are but seven steps yet--right foot, sleep; left foot, get up; +or, taking it the other way, the two together make one step." + +The last days of waiting seemed long, even to me. Ludwig had +particularly requested that I should not go to meet him. + +On the night before his arrival, I suddenly felt so oppressed that I +thought I should die. + +I heard footsteps on the stairs, and, afterward, the breathing of some +one in front of my door. Assuredly, he has wished to prevent my +worrying--he is here already. + +"Who is there?" + +"It is I,--Rothfuss. I thought to myself that you would not be able to +sleep, and then it suddenly occurred to me that everybody says I am so +entertaining that I can put any one to sleep, and so I thought--" + +Rothfuss' allusion to this peculiar art made me laugh so heartily that +I felt quite well again. After he left the room, I was obliged to laugh +again at the thought of what he had said; and then I fell asleep, and +did not awake until the bright daylight shone into my room. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + + _May_ 28, 1870. + +"Good-morning, dear Henry," she said to herself, this day forty-six +years ago, when she awoke on the last morning she spent in her own +chamber. + +"Good-morning, Gustava," said I, opening my eyes. It was the +anniversary of our wedding-day, and every year while we were together, +these were the first accents from her lips and mine--in joy and in +sorrow, always the same. + +And this very morning, when awakening, I heard her quite distinctly in +my dream saying, "Good-morning, Henry." But I am alone. She has been +snatched away from me. + +On this day our first-born returns from the new world. I am writing +these words in the early dawn, as it will be a long while before I +again have a chance quietly to set down my recollections. I will now +prepare myself to go forth and meet my son. + + _June_, 1870. + +Ludwig and Richard have gone to the capital, and I have at last quiet +and time to note down his arrival and his presence with us. + +I had just finished writing the above lines, on the twenty-eighth of +May, when I heard Rothfuss drawing the chaise up from the barn to the +front of the house. He then placed the jack-screw under the frame and +took off one wheel after the other and greased the axles, singing and +whistling while at his work. + +He saw me seated at the window, and called out in a joyful voice: + +"One waits ever so long for the Kirchweih,[4] but it comes at last. +Martella is up already, and has been fixing up the beehives with red +ribbons; the bees, too, are to know that joy comes to this house +to-day. While busy at her work, she called out Ernst's name, as if she +could drag him here that way. But to-day we must not let ourselves +remember that any one is missing." + +There it was again. No cup of joy without its drop of gall. + +But the mind has great power, and one can force himself to forget +things. + +It would be wrong towards my son Ludwig, if I were to mix other +feelings with joy at his return; and it is also wrong towards myself +not to permit a single pleasure to be without alloy. + +My spirits were, however, not a little checked on my being reminded of +Ernst. Every nerve in me trembled, so that I began to believe that I +would not be able to survive the hour in which I should again see +Ludwig. But now the sad thought that had floated across my mental +horizon soothed my excited nerves. + +Ludwig had sent me his photograph from Paris, in order that I might +recognize him at once. + +He had placed the pictures of his wife and of his son in the same +package. + +I read over his last two letters again. + +In a letter from Paris, dated Sunday, April 24th, he wrote: + +"Here I am in the midst of the hubbub in which the 'saviour of the +world' is permitting the people to vote. It is truly a demoniac art, +this power of counterfeiting the last word of truthfulness. In order +that nothing may remain uncorrupted, the ministers declare that the +question of the day is to secure tranquillity to the land for the +future, so that, both on the throne and in the cottage, the son may +peacefully succeed his father. The last lingering traces of modesty and +purity are being destroyed; the last remnant of piety is appealed to in +order to carry out the deceit. + +"How glad I should be, on the other hand, to bathe my soul in the pure +waves of great harmonies. The thought that I shall enter my Fatherland +in time to assist in celebrating the Centennary of Beethoven's birth is +an inspiring and an impressive one to me." + +Joseph was at Bonn, awaiting the expected guests. He was again +successful in combining high objects with business profits; he +concluded a contract to build the festival building out of trees from +the Black Forest. + +I looked at Ludwig's picture, and it seemed to me, indeed, as if I were +looking at my father in his youth. All generations seemed to be +combined in one, as if there were no such thing as time. + +Martella came into the room, dressed in her Sunday attire. + +"Good-morning, father," said she. "To-day you will hear somebody else +say, 'Good-morning, father.'" + +I could not help wondering how Martella would appear to Ludwig. She +seemed new to me. It seemed as if during the four years that she had +been with us she had become taller and more slender. She wore the +pearl-colored silk dress that had been my wife's, and had about her +throat the red coral necklace that Bertha had sent her. Her +unmanageable brown hair was arranged in the form of a coronet; and her +walk and carriage were full of grace and refinement. Her face seemed +lengthened, instead of being as round as it had once been; and her old +defiant expression had given way to one of gentleness. Indeed, since +the death of Gustava, a certain look of pain seemed to have impressed +itself on her features, her large eyes had become more lustrous, and +seemed full of unsatisfied longing. + +Johanna and her daughter had also arrayed themselves in their best +clothes; at least, as far as that was possible with Johanna, for, since +the death of her husband, she had always worn mourning. + +I rode off in the chaise with Rothfuss; Julius, with Johanna and her +daughter, followed us. + +Martella remained in the house with Carl; and the schoolmaster's wife +had come to assist in baking and cooking. + +When we reached the saw-mill, the miller said, "I have heard the news +already--this is Ludwig's day." + +We drove on, and after a while Rothfuss said, "It seems to me that the +trees are stretching and straightening themselves in order to appear at +their best when our Ludwig goes by." + +When we arrived at the top of the last hill, Gaudens, who was breaking +stones on the road, said: "Ludwig will have to own that the roads are +not kept better in America than here." It was strange how the news of +his return had been noised about. + +At the last village before reaching the station, Funk came out of the +tavern and called out, "Rothfuss! Stop!" + +Rothfuss turned towards me with an inquiring look, and I told him to +stop. + +Funk now informed me that he had succeeded in inducing the members of +Ludwig's party to refrain from receiving him at the railroad station +with a festive procession. He did not wish to interfere with the family +festivities; but on the following Sunday, the friends of freedom would +take the liberty of greeting Ludwig as one who belonged to mankind. + +I could only reply that I could decide nothing for my son,--that he was +free and would act for himself. + +Funk went back into the tavern. We drove on. Rothfuss remarked, "That +fellow is like a salamander; when he tries to climb a rock and falls on +his back, he turns about and is on his feet again quicker than +thought." + +We were much too early when we got into town, and I walked about the +streets as if I had never been there before, and as if there were +nowhere a chair on which one might rest. + +It suddenly occurred to me that I ought to have sent my picture to +Ludwig, so that he might know me; I had grown a full beard since his +departure, and it would grieve me if he did not at once recognize me. + +I decided at once. There was yet time enough to have my beard removed; +and when I returned, Johanna and Rothfuss were greatly astonished by +the change in my appearance. But I did not tell them my reason for +removing my beard. + +I had a presentiment that Ludwig would bring Ernst with him. I note +this down, because we frequently speak of fulfilled presentiments, but +never of those which are not fulfilled. + +At the depot, there were numbers of emigrants who were about to leave +the valley. I knew many of them, and they guessed at my innermost +thought; for now one, and then another, would come to me and say, "If I +learn anything about Ernst, I will write to you immediately." + +The locksmith's widow was there, with her three children. The children +had bouquets in their hands, and I begged them to stand aside until the +first meeting was over. + +A young stone-cutter who lived at a village in our neighborhood, and +was employed in the shops at the depot, greeted the locksmith's widow +in the most friendly manner. He held her hand in his for some time, and +she seemed pleased thereat. How strange that at such moments one can +see more than is transpiring about him! It suddenly occurred to me, +"Who knows--they may yet be a couple." + +The Inspector invited me to his dwelling; I accompanied him. A short +time afterward, he returned and told me that the train had been +signalled. He led me down the steps and remained at my side. Now we +hear the whistle;--now the train is coming round the curve; now it is +slacking its speed. No one is beckoning to me from the car windows. Can +he have failed to come? Many passengers alight; but I see no sign of my +son. + +Suddenly a guard calls out to me, "Herr Waldfried, you are to come this +way!" He opens the door of the car and I am lifted up into it. + +I hear a voice exclaim, "Father!" and I know nothing of what happened +for some time afterward. + +"Grandfather, give me your hand," says another voice. But, before that, +I am embraced by a lovely woman, who sheds tears of joy. + +Leading my son with my right hand and my grandson with the left, I +walked out as if marching in triumph. My daughter-in-law was escorted +by Johanna and her daughter. + +Suddenly Ludwig dropped my hand and called out, "You here, Ernst?" + +"I am not your brother Ernst; I am Julius, the son of your sister +Martina." + +"Where is Rothfuss?" inquired Joseph, who had also come on the train +with Ludwig. + +I had already seen him. He stood aside, lighting one match after +another, and seemed to be waiting for Ludwig to come to him to get a +light for his cigar. + +At last he threw the match away and called out, "Hurrah! Shout till you +burst your throats!" + +They all shouted "hurrah," and when Ludwig and his son had shaken hands +with Rothfuss, and the wife had taken him by the hand, Rothfuss said, +"She has a firm hand; you have done this thing well, Ludwig." + +A middle-aged man, erect in figure, and with a red mustache, was +looking after Ludwig's luggage. Ludwig now called to him, "Willem, just +leave those things and come here. Here, Rothfuss, let me recommend to +you my servant and friend, Willem. Shake hands with each other, and be +good friends." + +Rothfuss extended his hand, and asked, with an air of doubt: + +"He speaks German, of course--does he not?" + +"Yours to command; I know nothing else." + +It was on a Saturday, and the Jews of the little town were accustomed +on that day to loiter about the station. We were just about to leave, +when the Jewish teacher came up to me and said, "Herr Waldfried, the +verse in the Bible which tells of Jacob again seeing his son Joseph, +applies to you. It says, 'And Israel said unto Joseph, Now let me die, +since I have seen thy face, because thou art yet alive.'" +The words of the little old man did me much good. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +Funk had been unable to deny himself the pleasure of being on hand. + +When we passed the garden of the "Wild Man" tavern he stood at the +fence, surrounded by several of his companions. They lifted their +foaming beer-glasses on high, and cried, "Long live Ludwig, the +republican!" Ludwig merely nodded his thanks, and then said to me: + +"Father, let us get in and ride home." + +The carriages were awaiting us. + +I wanted my daughter-in-law to sit with me, but she insisted that +Ludwig and Wolfgang should do so, while she joined Johanna and the rest +of the party. + +Rothfuss, who at other times took so great a pleasure in cracking his +whip, now sounded it but lightly. + +"Rothfuss, how long have you been with us?" asked Ludwig. + +"Longer than you have been in this world," was the answer. + +My grandson, Wolfgang, laughed out loud, and told us that his father +had prophesied that very answer. + +As we drove through the village, every one came to the windows to greet +us. + +We were passing the house of the kreis-director. The family were seated +in the garden, and we were obliged to stop with them for a little +while. The roses were lovely, and the faces of our friends were bright +with kindness. + +The husband, the wife, and the daughters welcomed the new-comers most +cordially, and the wife handed my daughter-in-law a bouquet of roses. + +Their son was also present. He had become a lieutenant, and his +countenance seemed to combine the clear, bright expression of the +mother, with the sternness of the father. + +Julius and Martha were standing a little way off, beside a blooming +rose-bush, and when I said to Ludwig, "Behold your future niece," they +were both so suffused with blushes, that they resembled the roses. My +daughter-in-law embraced Martha, and was afterward embraced by the +Privy Councillor's wife. + +Ludwig urged our departure for home, and the charming woman thanked us +heartily for the short visit we had paid her. In the meantime, Rontheim +had opened a bottle of wine and filled our glasses. + +Our glasses clinked; we emptied them, and started on our way; and +Rothfuss said, "The Privy Councillor did the right thing in pouring out +some wine; eating and drinking is the best half of nourishment." Ludwig +laughed heartily. + +Ludwig held me by the hand while we drove along the valley road. + +"The houses have been rebuilt," he said, pointing towards the right +bank of the stream. It was there that, during the uprising of 1848, he +had been in command, and where the houses had been burned to the +ground. + +"We have him in a sack; if we could only keep him there for ourselves +for a couple of weeks," called out Rothfuss. + +My grandson did not understand him, and I was obliged to explain how +Rothfuss always managed to catch my very thought. + +I had wished to be able to have Ludwig's society for myself, and to +give no one a part of him, except of course his brothers and sisters. +From a few remarks of Ludwig's, I gathered that he was aware of my +thoughts, and the first thing he said to me was a text for all that +followed. + +"I have not forgotten mother's saying, and it has often been a guide +for me: 'We have part in the world, and the world ought to have part in +us.'" + +It seemed to me that Rothfuss was laughing to himself. I had been +mistaken, however, for Wolfgang, who was seated on the box with +Rothfuss, now called out, "Father, Rothfuss is crying!" + +"Is there anything that such an American wouldn't notice?" replied +Rothfuss, sitting upright on the box, and cracking his whip with all +his might. + +"And so the new road through the valley is finished," said Ludwig; "I +suppose Antonin built that. It would have been better, though, if they +had carried it along the other bank." + +The new road had, however, only been laid out as far as the boundary +line; from there unto my dwelling, which was fully two hours distant, +there was only the old road, which was in a horrible condition. + +"Father," exclaimed Wolfgang, "here are the boundary posts that you +told me of." + +"Yes," said Ludwig; "this is yet old Germany. Here, there is still +separation." + +I believe that I have not yet mentioned that I live near the border. +Our village is the last point in our territory, and further down the +valley is the beginning of the neighboring principality. + +How strange! There was so much that we wished to speak of to one +another, and the first subject of conversation was the laying out of +the new road. + +And it is well that it is so; for this helps one over the heart-throbs +that otherwise would be almost insupportable. + +Ludwig had mentioned mother, and for the present she was not referred +to again. + +He had a quick glance, and always thought of what might benefit the +community; and when Wolfgang expressed his delight at the wild, rushing +valley stream, Ludwig said to me, "That stream could do much more work. +There is a fortune floating there, thrown into the water, as it were, +and flowing away from our valley out into the ocean." + +"To whom does water-power belong?" inquired Wolfgang. + +We gave him the desired information, and this question was a happy +proof of his active, inquiring mind. + +"Over yonder," said Rothfuss, "there is a miller who has his +water-power direct from the heavens." He pointed to the house of the +so-called "thunder miller," who had built his mill in such a way that +its wheel would only go after there had been a storm. + +The ground for some distance before we reached the tunnel, was covered +with cherry-trees with straight trunks, the branches of which looked +like a well-arranged bouquet; and on the heights were the beech-trees +with their red buds, and one could follow the gradual development of +the foliage. + +"Look, Wolfgang," said Ludwig, "you can see here how spring gradually +climbs up the mountain side." + +"Father," exclaimed Wolfgang, "the people in the fields are all looking +up at us." + +"They all know grandfather," replied Ludwig; and, turning to me, he +explained: "It seems strange to the boy, for the American never looks +up from his work, even if seven trains of cars rush by within ten paces +of him." + +At the boundary line, Gaudens greeted us. + +We halted there for a while. He came up to the carriage, stretched out +his hand, and exclaimed, "Do you know me yet?" + +"Certainly I do; you are Gaudens." + +"Yes, it is easy to find me; from here around the corner, down to the +Maiengrund is my district. I was in the revolution too, but I lied my +way out. Yes, Ludwig, you have wandered about a great deal in the wide +world. It is best at home, after all; isn't it? Is this your son?" + +"It is." + +"God bless him. And what a splendid wife you have!--What a pity about +Ernst; he has such a good heart and is such a sensible fellow, and yet +commits such wicked and foolish tricks. All I wish for is to have a +place where I might have some little extra profits from fruit and grass +by the road; nothing ripens here but pine cones." + +When Wolfgang shook hands with him at parting, he said, "He has a soft +hand; he cannot swing the pickaxe as you did when you were building +your first road." + +"How lovely it is here," said Wolfgang. "Here you know every one, and +every one knows you; you cannot meet a stranger." + +He was right; it is so; and this makes a full life, but a hard one too. + +We left the forester's house, where the forester's pretty wife, holding +a child on her arm, greeted us. Our way lay along the crest of the +mountain, and looked down into the valley, where the haystacks were +scattered about the meadow, in the hollow, and along the hillside. +Ludwig said: + +"Whenever I thought of home, this view of the valley always came back +to me. I was walking here once with Ernst, while he was yet quite a +little fellow, and he said to me, 'Ludwig, look at the haystacks. Don't +they look like a scattered herd of cows on the meadow?'" + +He must have noticed that his allusion to Ernst had agitated me, and he +added, "Father, we must be strong enough to think calmly of the dead +and of the lost ones." + +When we passed the woods that belonged to Uncle Linker and me, Ludwig +was delighted to find how nicely they had been kept. + +He then inquired about Martella, and when I said that she had a strange +aversion to America, and disliked to hear it mentioned, he replied: + +"Do you not believe, father, that she has an unexplained, and perhaps +sad, past, which is in some way associated with America?" I was +startled;--the case seemed to present new and puzzling difficulties. + +Ludwig was pleased with the meadow-valley where he had arranged the +trench with sluices. In very good seasons, there were four crops; but +one was always sure of at least three. The value of the meadow-farmer's +property had in this way been doubled. + +Down by the saw-mill, we met Carl, who was just using the windlass to +drag a large beam from the wagon. + +He turned around as we approached and saluted us, and Ludwig's wife +said, "What a handsome fellow! He is just as I have imagined all your +countrymen to be." + +We alighted, and walked up the hill and on towards the village. + +When Ludwig saw the churchyard, he removed his hat from his head, +remained standing for a moment in silence, and then walked on briskly. + +At the steps of the house he extended his hand to his wife and said, +"Welcome to the house of my parents!" + +Martella was standing on the piazza: she stood there immovable, holding +herself by the railing. + +"That pretty girl there, with large staring eyes, is Ernst's betrothed, +I presume?" said Ludwig. + +I said, "Yes." + +We went up the steps and entered the room. Without speaking a word, +Martella offered her hand to every one of the new arrivals. She seemed +absent minded and was silent. + +My daughter-in-law and Wolfgang were surprised to find that we still +had fires in our stoves. + +A little pleasantry at once made us all feel at home with one another. +I told my new daughter-in-law how happily I had lived with my wife, but +that even we had been obliged to adapt ourselves to each other's ways. + +From the earliest days in autumn until far into the summer, it had been +our custom to have our sitting-room heated every morning and evening. +At first it went hard with me, but after a while we accustomed +ourselves to the same outer temperature, and the nicely warmed room at +last became a great comfort to me, whenever I returned from the fields. + +"I understand perfectly, and thank you for telling me of mother first +of all," said my daughter-in-law. + +Martella remained silent and reserved towards the newcomers, and, for +the rest of the evening, we did not see her again. She remained in the +kitchen and instructed one of the servants to serve the meal. With the +help of the schoolmaster's wife she had prepared us a fine feast. + +Wolfgang suddenly asked to see the family woods, and as it was still +broad daylight, Ludwig took him out to gratify his curiosity. + +I was left alone with my daughter-in-law, and when I conducted her +through the house and showed her, above all things, the apartment with +the plaster casts, her pure and tranquil nature became revealed to me +for the first time. + +When Ludwig returned, he expressed great pleasure with the fountain +that mother had ordered to be repaired at the time the new forest path +was laid out. He promised to send to the iron foundry at once, and +order a pretty column with a pipe through it. + +"Mother inspired me with an affection for this spring," said he. "While +building the aqueduct, I thought of her almost every day; and along the +space where the pipes were running under ground, I planted pines, in +order that pretty woods might grow there, and the temperature of the +water always remain the same. Of all the great and impressive things I +beheld in America, one little monument impressed me most of all; it was +that to Fredrick Graff, who built the waterworks of Philadelphia." + +Night approached. We were seated in the arbor, and Wolfgang exclaimed, +"The stars shine more brightly here than elsewhere." + +"The dark woods make it appear so," said Ludwig. And just over the +family woods, seeming to touch the tops of the trees as if fixed there, +a star glistened and shone with a brightness that was marvellous even +to me. + +Ludwig conducted himself with great self-control and moderation. He +spoke slowly and in a low voice, in order to keep down all agitation. + +Long after the new-comers had retired to rest, Rothfuss and I were +still sitting in front of the house. + +Rothfuss could not come to an understanding with himself. He said, "Our +Ludwig is still the same, and is changed for all; he has not grown, and +yet he is larger." + +He told me that Ludwig had come out into the stable to him, and when he +had told Ludwig that the sorrel horse was the son of our gray stud, he +had taken the horse firmly by the mane and said, "Rothfuss, you have +been faithful to my father; I cannot fully recompense you for it, but +express a wish and I will do what I can for you." + +Rothfuss had heard no more of what was said. + +He could not help crying like a child; and now he would like to know +what he ought to wish for. He said that he wanted no one to advise him; +he must find it out himself. For a long while, neither of us spoke a +word. There was not a sound to be heard, save the bubbling of the +fountain in front of the house. + +I retired to my room, but could find no rest, and sat by the window for +a long while. + +It seemed to me as if an invisible and inaudible spirit was wandering +through the house and bestowing upon it peace and quiet, above all +other spots upon this earth. + +Just then the watchman called the hour of midnight; the window of +Ludwig's chamber opened, and Ludwig called out, "Tobias, come and see +me to-morrow: I have something for you." + +"Are you still awake?" cried I. + +"Yes, father; and when I heard the watchman I knew for sure that I am +at home. Now I understand the proverb, 'He who does not wander, does +not return.' It is only among strangers that one learns to appreciate +his home. + +"But now go to sleep. Good-night, father." + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +"The Herr Professor has arrived," were the words with which Martella +greeted me early the next morning. I must observe that Martella now +always spoke of Richard as "Herr Professor." The meeting of the +brothers was a most affectionate one. + +Ludwig's wife and Richard were friends at once. She introduced herself +to him as the daughter of a professor, and Richard's impressive manner +seemed to please her greatly. + +Wolfgang was greatly moved, and whispered to me: + +"I can now for the first time, say the best words: 'grandfather,' +'uncle;' and"--turning quickly to Johanna--"'aunt;' to Julius I have +already said 'cousin,' and I shall soon have more cousins." + +The brothers were soon involved in a most zealous discussion of the +great questions of the day. Richard warned Ludwig against permitting +the demagogues to make use of him, as their only aim was to foment +disturbance, and to abuse all existing institutions. They were wholly +without lofty or honest aims of their own. When he warned him to be on +his guard and not to permit this or that one to influence his views of +affairs in the Fatherland, Ludwig replied: "With your permission, I +shall begin with you." Richard observed that, just as time helps to +correct our judgments, in regard to past events, so does distance aid +us in criticising contemporary history. It may take ten years before we +can see the Europe of the present in the light in which it appears to +the unprejudiced American of to-day; and when he asked Ludwig whether +we might not cherish the hope that he would now remain in the old +world, Ludwig answered that, with all his love of home, he did not +believe he would be able to give up the perfect independence of +American life. + +"And what do you think on the subject, my dear sister-in-law?" + +"I am of the same opinion as my husband." + +Richard expressed a wish that Ludwig might, at some future day, take +charge of the family estate, as there was no one else who could do it. +It seemed to me, indeed, that, in all that he said, Richard was trying +to determine Ludwig to unite his fortunes with those of the Fatherland. + +Ludwig, who had come by way of France, could tell us much of the great +excitement that had been produced there by the _plebiscite_. + +The brothers were agreed that the expression of the popular will had +been accompanied by fearful deceit on the part of the authorities; but +they did not agree as to the object contemplated by that deceit. + +"I was often obliged," said Ludwig, "to think of our old schoolmaster, +who explained the philosophic beauty of the Latin language to us by the +fact that _volo_ has no imperative; but the author of the 'Life of +Caesar' has shown us, by means of the _plebiscite_, that _volo_ has an +imperative." + +Ludwig asserted that the majority of educated Frenchmen hated and +despised Napoleon; for all the large cities, with the exception of +Strasburg, which gave a small majority on the other side, had voted +_no_. At the same time, what they hated and despised in him was just +what they themselves were; for every individual Frenchman really +desires to be a Napoleon; and the _no_ that a portion of the army had +voted, simply meant, "We want war." Napoleon had undermined every sense +of duty, and the misfortune of France was that no one there believed in +the honesty or the unselfishness of another creature. + +"I have also made the acquaintance of French emigrants in America. It +is, of course, unfair to judge of a nation by its emigrants; but I +could not help being struck by the fact that those whom I met had no +confidence in any one." + +Richard, on the other hand, had a very good opinion of the French. He +told us that about the time he was working in the library at Paris, he +had travelled much through France, and had made the acquaintance of +Frenchmen of every station in life. + +"The French are industrious and temperate, and a people of whom that +can be said, has a noble destiny awaiting it. They have a great desire +to please, which makes them agreeable, and gives all their work the +impress of good taste. They are fond of all that partakes of the +decorative, whether it be a glittering phrase or a badge. If that +which, from its very nature, ought to be general, could gain +distinction for them--if there could be an aristocracy in republican +virtue, I cannot help believing that the Frenchmen would be unbending +republicans." + +"Yes," said Ludwig; "and they are humane, also. The vain and conceited +man is usually generous and communicative: he thinks he has so many +advantages that he is glad to bestow a share on others, and is annoyed +and almost angry if they do not care to accept his bounty; for he +considers their declining it as a want of belief in his superiority, +and is surprised to find that others do not hunger and thirst for the +things that he regards as delicacies." + +The brothers became involved in all sorts of discussions, and, although +Richard was the younger of the two, he showed, in a certain patronizing +way, how pleased he was to find that the school of experience had +moderated Ludwig's views. For the brothers agreed on one point--that, +as there was no one church which could alone save mankind, so there was +no one form of government which could alone make all men free. After +all, everything depended on the honesty and the morality of the +citizen, and, for that reason, it could not be maintained that the +republican form of government was a guarantee of freedom, or that a +monarchy necessarily implied a condition of servitude. + +The brothers now understood each other better than they had done in +former times. + +Richard always occupied himself with general principles, while I can +only interest myself in particulars. The first question that I ask +myself is, How does the rule apply to this or that one? Richard is +different. He has no eye for isolated cases, but a far-seeing glance +where general principles are concerned. He looks upon everything from a +certain lofty historical point of view. He regards the hilly region in +which we live with the eye of an artist and a scientist, noticing the +elevations and the depressions, without giving a thought to the people +who dwell among them. He does not see the villages, much less a single +villager. + +My experience with Richard solved a question which had always been a +riddle to me. He has no love for the people, and is, nevertheless, an +advocate of liberty. Until now, I could not understand how it was +possible; now it is clear to me. + +Advocates of liberty are of two classes. The one class ask for it as a +logical necessity; the other are disappointed when the people, or +portions thereof, become obstinate or prove themselves unworthy of +freedom. The former have nothing to do with mankind, but simply busy +themselves with the idea of liberty, and are, for that reason, more +positive and exacting and less given to fine talk. + +Formerly, Richard had been dissatisfied with all of Ludwig's actions +and opinions. He was opposed to all that was violent; but now Richard +had become the more liberal, and Ludwig the more conservative, of the +two. It was in America, where the tendency seemed towards a loosening +of all restraint, that Ludwig had for the first time learned to attach +importance to the preservation of established institutions. While they +were yet children under the instructions of Pastor Genser, who +afterward became my son-in-law, the two boys had given much of their +time to music. To listen to Richard playing the violincello and Ludwig +playing the piano, was one of the greatest pleasures that our household +afforded Gustava and myself. + +Ludwig has given up music, and they can now no longer play together. +But when I heard them talking in unrestrained converse, and observed +how the one transposed the mood and the thoughts of the other into his +own key, and developed it, adding new combinations of ideas; and when I +noticed how the eye of either speaker would, from time to time, rest +upon the other with a joyful expression, it seemed yet more beautiful +and more grateful to my heart than any music could be. And withal, each +temperament preserved its own melody. Richard looked forward for some +event that would mark a turning-point in the affairs of men, or for the +advent of some great man, to utter the command, "Come, and follow me." +Ludwig added that liberation could only be brought about by one who +possessed a cool head and a firm hand, so that, without swerving a +hair's breadth to either side, he could put in the knife where it was +needed. + +Richard, with more than his wonted animation, spoke joyfully of being +released from the opposition party, and when Ludwig approvingly said +that the time was now coming for Germany in which those who were +dissatisfied with its laws and institutions would not be the only free +ones, Richard again urged him to consider how hard it would be if no +one of us should take charge of the estate, and it should thus at some +day fall into the hands of strangers. + +"That is no misfortune," replied Ludwig. "Our posterity may again +become poor, just as our ancestors were; all property must change hands +at some time or other. To encourage the fond desire of retaining +possession of a so called family estate, savors of aristocratic +feeling." + +Richard was struck by this reply, and said: "You are more familiar with +the history of the Indians than I am; but do you recollect the reply of +the chief whom they were endeavoring to persuade to move off with those +who belonged to him, into another territory--'Give us the graves of our +ancestors to take with us?' And, Ludwig, over there is the grave of our +mother." + +There was a long silence after that, and Ludwig merely replied, "You do +wrong to urge me so." + +Martella had been sitting near by while the two had been carrying on +their familiar conversation. In all likelihood, she had understood but +little of what was said, for, while discussing the improvement of the +whole world, they indulged themselves in vistas of the distant future. +But Martella would look first at one and then at the other, and then at +me, nodding approval each time. And afterward, when she and I were +alone together, she said, "Father, your eyes told me how happy you +were, and you must have thought just as I did; did you not? Ah, if +Ernst only knew how his brothers are here talking with each other from +their very hearts! Indeed, if he were here he would be the most +sensible of all, for there is no one like Ernst." + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +Ludwig's servant entered and inquired whether he might accompany +"madame" (meaning Johanna) to church. + +"You may go," replied Ludwig to the servant, who saluted in curt +military style and left the room. + +Richard inquired where the man was from, for his pronunciation would +prove him a North German. + +Ludwig replied, "Yes, he is a specimen of North German discipline and +reliability. + +"Although he was willing to work at anything, he was almost perishing +with want when I made his acquaintance. I took him into my service, and +every order I gave was executed by him as implicitly as if he were +obeying an imperative law of nature. + +"One evening I had an appointment to meet several persons at the town +hall; I took him with me, and said to him, 'Willem, wait here for me.' + +"I entered and had a lengthy interview--forgot Willem, and left through +another door. + +"The next morning I came back to the town hall, and there stood Willem. + +"'What are you doing there?' I asked. + +"'_Ik warte_.'[5] said he. + +"He had waited there all night, and would probably have waited the +whole of that day, if I had not by chance come there. + +"After that, we always called him 'Ik-warte.'" + +We were so happy together. It was one of those moments that one wishes +might be prolonged forever, and in which one dreads to move from his +seat for fear of breaking the spell. Our happiness was, however, not to +be of long duration. + +The locksmith's widow came, bringing her children with her. They +brought a pot of fine honey, and fresh garlands of daisies and violets. + +Ludwig advised the children--they were two girls and a boy--above all +things not to consider themselves Americans; for if Germans would work +as they do in America, they could do just as well as the Americans. + +The widow said that she would like to have a talk with Ludwig alone, +for she looked upon him as the guardian of her children. Ludwig +promised to pay her a visit at an early day. + +She was about leaving when new guests arrived. + +Funk called, but he had discreetly sent in advance his parade horse, +Schweitzer-Schmalz, who was attired in the national costume she was so +fond of, with large, round, silver buttons. He walked along with an air +of great importance, with his bull neck, his face shining with good +living, and his thick eyelids, from beneath which his little eyes cast +their contemptuous glances. He was followed by the village lawyer, a +man of pleasing appearance, and, indeed, a noble being who had but one +fixed idea, and that was that the world was to be protected against all +corporalism. + +Funk followed after these two fit companions of his. He had not been in +my house for four years. + +Schweitzer-Schmalz was the first to speak, and uttered a short, hearty, +"Welcome, Ludwig!" + +For the first time, he avoided his haughty manner of treating every one +as "little fellow." The tall, commanding appearance of Ludwig awed him. + +After that, the lawyer delivered a somewhat longer and quite fervent +speech, and I was obliged to beg Richard to keep quiet, for he +whispered to me, "All this so early in the morning, and without an +audience of empty bottles!" + +Funk extended his hand in silence and nodded significantly, as if he +meant to say, "You know already what I mean." + +Martella brought wine and glasses. It hurt me to feel that she was in +the presence of Funk, who had, years ago, so maliciously dragged her +name before the political meeting. + +I had told Ludwig nothing of my rupture with Funk. + +Funk inquired about several who had been their companions in revolution +and who had emigrated. Of many, Ludwig could give no information, while +of some he could give us good report, and of many others, sad news. + +Ludwig disapproved of the emigration fever. + +The turn that the conversation had taken did not seem to Funk's taste; +but Ludwig was able to direct it as he desired, and, addressing himself +more especially to the lawyer, he spoke of the intimate relations that +existed between our country--South Germany in particular--and America. + +Owing to their innate energy, and in spite of want, misery and +ignorance of the language, the proportion who succeed in attaining +wealth, position, and honors is much larger with the first generation +of emigrants than with their children who are born in America. + +Statistics had proven that, in spite of want and temptation, the first +generation offered far fewer objects for the jails than did the second. +On the other hand, the former were more largely represented in the +insane asylums. + +Funk was evidently displeased, and emptied his glass at one draught. +Although he laughed, he seemed ill at ease when Schweitzer-Schmalz +said, "There you have it. I have always told you little folk may +emigrate; but the right sort of a man," he said, stroking his fat belly +at the same time, "knows where he is best off, and keeps at home." + +"I believe that you are also one of the deceived ones," said Ludwig, +supplementing his remarks. "You cannot know, or, at all events, only +know it superficially, that the projectors of new railroads attempt to +help the price of their shares by encouraging emigration into the +territory traversed by their road, and that many who get gratuities by +them do not even know this." + +Funk suggested that a festive gathering of people from the village and +surrounding country should take place on any Sunday that Ludwig might +fix upon. The meeting was to be in honor of his arrival. At this time +he was doubly welcome, for he would assist in dispelling the Prussian +pestilence. + +"I see you are still fond of set phrases," replied Ludwig, and added: +"How strange it is since the congress of Vienna, all friends of the +Fatherland have been clamoring for a man who, with firm hand and shrewd +judgment, would, regardless of consequences, force Germany into unity; +and now that he is with us, they hurl stones at him. And do you know, +Professor, what it is that particularly pleases me in Bismarck?" he +exclaimed roguishly. + +"How should I know?" + +"He has fortunately one of those rare names that can be pronounced the +same in all languages." + +"We had thought we should meet an old republican--an enemy of tyrants!" +exclaimed Funk. + +"I have not changed in that respect," answered Ludwig. "The question +whether a republic or a monarchy should be preferred, is about the same +as if one were to ask which is better, meat or farinaceous food? All +depends upon the manner in which the food is prepared, and upon the +digestive powers of the stomach. But don't let us dispute now. I trust +we shall have a chance yet to discuss these matters more calmly." + +"What day have you determined on?" inquired Funk. + +Ludwig said that he desired no such compliment. He preferred to renew +his acquaintance with the people and their circumstances in a quiet, +unobtrusive manner. + +The church bells began tolling, and Funk said: "Perhaps you wish to go +to church? You have probably grown religious, too?" + +"Thanks for catechizing me," said Ludwig. + +"Ah, I forgot to address you as 'Colonel,'" said Funk. + +"That makes no difference, although my rank is that of colonel. I was +promoted at the front, and it is the greatest pride of my life that I +did my duty in the war for wiping out slavery." + +I do not know whether it was shrewdness or arrogance towards his +companion or ourselves, that induced Schweitzer-Schmalz to assume his +wonderfully self-complacent air. + +"Yes, Colonel," said he, "another American war would not be so +unpleasant to us after all?" + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"Why, that we gained one great advantage from it, or, as my student +says, 'pitch.'" + +"I do not understand you." + +"Yes," began Schweitzer-Schmalz, after emptying his glass, "your father +doesn't like rosin; but, for the little farmers, the pine-trees which +give rosin are just like so many milchcows. I have a piece of woodland +that I milked hard, because, so long as the war lasted, no rosin came +from America, and the price of ours went up very much." + +Richard could not refrain from remarking on the wonderful connection +that made changes in one country affect the most distant portions of +the globe. And thus the visit, which had promised to be so +disagreeable, ended quite pleasantly. + +Funk and his companions left, and when Richard was about to speak of +Funk's emptiness, Ludwig replied: + +"You are deceived in him. He is full of what we, in America, call +'steam.' He has a restless spirit of enterprise." + +My daughter-in-law and Johanna went to church together, and Ikwarte +followed after them. + +The watchman came, and Ludwig gave him a considerable present. + +After that, Ludwig requested me to accompany him to the statue gallery, +where he said: "Father, I have brought nothing for you; but I know that +your greatest pleasure is to do acts of beneficence; let me, therefore, +place this sum of money in your hands, so that you may distribute it +according to your best judgment. If I can do good through you, I shall +be doing good to myself; and, as mother is no longer living, I must ask +you to attend to this for me." + +I doubt whether in yonder church there was one heart more piously +inclined than ours were on that day. + +But it seems that nothing in life can remain perfectly pure and +undisturbed. + +We were just about sitting down to dinner, when a wretched-looking +creature, called Wacker, entered. He lived in the neighboring valley, +and had once been a comrade of Ludwig's at the Polytechnic school. He +had left school at an early day, in order to take charge of a beer +brewery, and had become a drunkard. His place had been sold out, and he +now wandered about from one little tavern to another, where he would +spend the day between maudlin curses and drunken slumbers. When he +entered the house, it was only noon, and he was already intoxicated. + +"Brother," he exclaimed, "give me one of your California lumps of gold; +or, if that is asking too much, see that I have free tap for one year +at the 'Lamb.' Here is my hand. If the war begins again, I will help. +Give me hand-money--throat-money--throat-money!" + +He offered his hand to Ludwig, who declined it. I saw his indignation; +his glance fell on Ludwig's wife and on Wolfgang, for the latter seemed +surprised that the degraded creature should address his father in such +familiar terms. Wacker begged for a gift, but Ludwig refused it with +the words, "Get some employment, and then I will help you, but not +before." + +Wacker replied in vile, abusive terms. + +Ludwig instantly collared him and led him from the room. + +We could hear him cursing, after he got out into the road; and then he +staggered down the hillside. + +There was something cold and hard as iron in Ludwig's manner towards +all except his nearest kindred, to whom he was kind and gentle. + +This interruption was a shrill dissonance in our Sunday's pleasure. We +soon forgot it, however. + + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + +In the afternoon, Julius and his betrothed visited us, and, in a little +while, letters containing uniform messages were sent in all directions. +The Professor, my daughter-in-law, Wolfgang, Johanna and her daughter, +Julius and his intended, all wrote; for every one was to have a +separate invitation to the great family gathering on the following +Sunday. At Ludwig's request, all of our relatives were informed that he +insisted on their making the journey at his charge. Those who did not +need it should state the amount, nevertheless, and if they so wished +might give it to the poor. In this way, no one who could not afford the +expense would be prevented from undertaking the journey. + +Rothfuss and Ikwarte walked off to town to mail the letters, of which +there were nearly fifty. To my sister who lived in the Hagenau forest, +I wrote in person. + +Rothfuss had told Ikwarte all that he had done for Ludwig, and was not +a little surprised to receive, instead of praise, a nod of disapproval +and the reproach, "It was not right, after all." He told me of it, and +could not understand how that "up there in Prussia," they were not all +opposed to the government and glad to deceive it. He seemed to think +that Ikwarte, and all like him, were exceedingly simple. + +Rothfuss was as jealous of Carl as a reigning prince of the heir +apparent. He noticed that Ikwarte was well inclined toward Carl, whose +good looks and military air were much in his favor, and he went so far +as to confide to Ikwarte that Carl had suffered himself to be taken +prisoner in order to avoid fighting. + +After that Rothfuss was the sole favorite of Ikwarte, who hardly +bestowed a glance on Carl, and barely answered his questions. + +A soldier who voluntarily allows himself to be captured! He could not +understand how such a man could walk erect, and on Sundays wear his +soldier's cap with the red pompon. + +"He knows nothing about oxen, but he is a first-rate judge of horses," +said Rothfuss, speaking of Ikwarte; "and he holds the plough as if he +were screwed fast to it. And he can work, too; that's certain. And he +is modest. Instead of saying 'No,' he always says, 'I am not sure;' and +instead of saying 'Yes,' he says, 'It is so.' He can't sing, nor even +_yodel_; and the greatest praise he gives any one is to say, 'He is a +steady fellow.' And when he wishes to say that you are right, he says, +'It agrees.' And he is not at all inquisitive; he never asks who any +one is." + +Willem was just as sparing of words as Rothfuss was lavish of them; and +it was a droll sight to watch the two sitting together. I think that +each one considered himself the superior of the other and patronized +him accordingly. Rothfuss did it with words, Ikwarte with glances. He +evidently regarded Rothfuss as an old child; and Rothfuss, in turn, +looked upon him as a poor awkward being who had not learned how to +express himself properly. When they spoke to each other, they always +screamed at the top of their voices; each only understood about half of +what was said by the other, and they thought they might help matters by +screaming. + +Rothfuss could hardly be brought to believe that Ikwarte had not +emigrated on account of his being unable to endure German oppression; +but Ikwarte was without a trace of political opinion. All that he knew +of the state was that one should serve it as a soldier and pay taxes. +Of Ludwig, he said, "My master is a man, and a man of his word at +that." + +Towards his master, he had a certain feeling of implicit and dutiful +obedience; he was fond of saying, "Let everything be well grounded." + +Rothfuss consoled him with the words: "Don't mind it, if they try to +tease and worry you here. If you plant a strange tree in the forest, +the stags will rub their horns against it and tear the bark, but the +tree is not harmed, after all." + +Rothfuss was quite beside himself with laughter when Ikwarte asked him +what bodily infirmity had prevented my two servants, who had not been +soldiers, from entering the army. He could not understand that we still +drew lots in our neighborhood. + +Ludwig had gone to the capital to make various arrangements for the +family meeting, and I remained at home working in the forest with Carl +and Ikwarte, whose clever ways and even temper greatly pleased me. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +The schoolmaster's wife and Martella had decorated our steps and the +doorway with flowers and garlands, to the great delight of all of us, +and Ludwig in particular. But on the second day, Ludwig said to +Rothfuss: + +"Take down the wreaths; nothing is uglier than to let flowers hang +until they wilt." + +"He is right," said Rothfuss, smiling. "My mother always said that +Sunday clothes should not be worn on week days. Ludwig's mother had +good sense, and so had mine." + +On the third day, Ludwig said, "Father, I shall now leave my wife and +son with you for a few days." + +He sent his little trunk ahead, and, throwing his plaid over his +shoulder, took up his walk through the valley and over the mountains. +Richard, who was obliged to examine several candidates for the doctor's +degree, accompanied him. + +I felt surprised that Ludwig should leave me so soon, but by noon it +was clear to me that he had acted wisely. His wife and son were much +more at their ease when they found themselves alone with me; for, with +all his kindness, there was something commanding in Ludwig's manner +which made every one feel as if under restraint while in his presence. + +His wife was quiet and self-contained, and, seeing that I noticed this, +told me that she had been living on a lonely farm with her father, who +was very sparing of his words, and that she had thus acquired a habit +of silence. After her marriage and her father's death, which soon +followed it, Ludwig had been obliged, by his engagements as constructor +of water-works, to spend days and weeks away from home. It was not +until the last year, when they had moved into a city, that he was more +at home; but, even then, public affairs claimed a great share of his +time. During the war, he had been in the field with the army for at +least two years. + +She had seen much trouble. She was but twelve years old when the family +emigrated to America. During the first few years, her parents employed +themselves as teachers; and when, in rapid succession, the mother and +her brother and sister died, she and her father moved to the farm. +Assisted by a couple of free negroes who helped in the field, she was +obliged to conduct the whole household. The two children she had lost +had died because medical assistance could not be obtained in time, and, +for that reason, they had moved to the city. Their eldest son had died +while Ludwig was in the army, fighting against the secessionists. + +She gently hinted that it was her wish to remain in Europe, but that +she would not urge this, as she feared Ludwig would not find a large +enough field for his energy. She said that he was accustomed to +constant and varied activity, and stood very high at home. + +It was with some hesitation that she asked me whether I objected to the +fact of her having only been married by civil process, and that +Wolfgang belonged to no church. I reassured her, for I felt well +satisfied that Johanna had already made persistent attempts at +conversion in this quarter. My daughter-in-law became much attached to +Joseph's wife and the school-master's. She was very fond of raising +flowers, and determined to take many different kinds of seeds back to +America with her. + +While the presence of my newly found daughter was a quiet pleasure, my +grandson was an incomparable joy to me. He was at my side from morning +till night. I think he must have asked Martella to tell him what +pleased me, for he seemed to anticipate my every wish. + +I showed him our own saw-mill, and also the one that belonged to the +village. He readily understood the principle of the machinery, and +seemed to have quite a store of general information. + +I had a little nursery of forest-trees; it was well situated. Martella +was always my best assistant: she knew all about planting and how to +care for the plants that had been raised from the seed, and, morever, +had a watchful eye for the grubworm. Since she came to us there had not +been one of these to destroy the seed. + +I now went there with Wolfgang, and his first question, on seeing the +thriving bed, was whether it were still early enough in the year to sow +seeds of forest-trees. + +We had some soaked one-year-old seeds. We marked his name in the +ground, and he laid the seeds in the furrow, after the subsoil had been +trodden down so that the seeds might at once have firm soil in which to +take root. After that, we placed loose and fertile earth on top. + +I explained to him our manner of working: how we mixed lime with the +barren soil of the heath, and thus produced the best and most +nourishing soil for the young shoots; how the seed should be sown after +spring had fairly set in, and how, after the tender plants had reached +the age of two years, they should be transferred to the nursery, there +to remain until their fifth year, when they were to be set out in the +place they were finally to occupy; how the new nursery should not face +directly towards the north, on account of the absence of light, and +because the plants could not then be transplanted to land exposed to +direct rays of the sun, on account of their not being accustomed to +such intense light. + +"Grandfather, how long does it take, after planting the seeds, before +the plant shows itself through the soil?" + +"Two, or, at the most, three weeks; it generally shows before that +time." + +I shall never forget the look that Wolfgang then gave me, and it moved +my heart to think that my grandson, who was born in America, had +planted his name in German soil. + +I asked Wolfgang if he did not wish to accompany me up into the woods +where my wood-cutters were at work. He took my hand in silence. + +I took my gun with me, for I was on the lookout for a fox which had its +cave a short distance from the road; but it had slipped out with its +young ones. I handed my second gun to Wolfgang; we shot wild pigeons, +and my setter brought them to us, laid them down before Wolfgang, and +looked up into his face. + +I must be brief, however. I have always been fortunate enough to see +something more in the forest than merely so many cords of wood. But how +weakly words describe the sunshine, the forest-breezes, the singing of +the birds, or cheerful walks through shady groves, with resting-places +on heights where the lovely valley is spread before one's eyes. It had +never been so charming as on that very day. + +We met Rautenkron, and he was carrying two young does whose mother had +been driven away by a strange hound. I introduced Wolfgang to him; but +he shook his head and made no reply. + +"What a sullen, gloomy man," said Wolfgang. "Can one become so in these +lovely woods, so full of sunshine and the songs of birds? But yet he +must be good, for all that; he carried the does." + +I felt obliged to explain how that might have come about. The roe lures +the dogs on false scents, in order to save its young ones. + +We heard sounds of a church-bell coming up from the valley, and met +Rautenkron's laborers carrying their caps in their hands; they passed +us in silence. + +I explained to Wolfgang that these were Catholics, and that they were +praying. + +I grasped his hand, and said, "Since you confess no especial form of +religion, it is doubly your duty, both for your own sake and for that +of freedom, always to remain brave and steadfast, so that people shall +not be able to say--" + +"I know already, grandfather, what you wish to say. You can depend upon +me." + +We continued our walk up the mountain, which was known as Silvertop. +From its peak one can see far over the mountain-peaks, with their +dark-green mantle, in which the ravines form majestic folds. There were +remnants of a fire at which the forest-laborers had prepared their +noonday meal. I threw a few handfuls of brushwood on the fire; the +flames arose on high. Wolfgang exclaimed: "Grandfather, it was just +like this! It was just so that I saw you in my dreams. And now I can +remember what you said. It often annoyed me to think that I had +forgotten it; the voice was powerful, and said, 'The water nourishes +the tree, and the fire destroys it; the water roars, and the fire +gently sleeps.' Thus ... and so on." + +Wolfgang's eye glowed with a strange expression, and I had just opened +my lips to address him, when he vehemently motioned me away with both +hands, and, gazing into the distance, said in an impressive tone, "Yes, +I hear the sound; it came from the blazing fire." + + Far above us, + In the heavens, + Hovers now + The darkening cloud. + Still united, + Soon divided; + Now creating, + Now destroying: + Joined divinely, + Fire and water + In its bosom, + Peaceful, dwell. + +The youth looked about him as if in ecstasy, and then grasping my hand +in both of his, he said: "Yes, grandfather; daring my illness I saw you +standing in the forest at such a fire. You can ask father--but you +believe me, don't you?" + +"Of course." + +The countenance of the youth seemed illumined with joy. + +We seated ourselves on a bench, and silently gazed at the distant +prospect. + +At last Wolfgang spoke. "Grandfather, now I have it. In your forest +garden are your grandson trees. The seed comes from the trees that you +planted. And now I know something. I know it quite positively, but I +can keep it to myself. Father always says that one should not be too +hasty in talking of important things that one intends to do; it is best +to sleep on them first. If one is of the same mind the next morning, it +is all right. I shall tell it you tomorrow, but not to-day. My idea is +a good one, and I think it will please you as much as it does me." + +We took up our path, and stopped where some woodcutters were rolling +the trunk of a tree down the mountainside; it bounded over young trees +in its way, and Wolfgang said. "Won't it crush them?" + +"Oh, pshaw!" said a wood-cutter, "They'll straighten themselves again. +We have to do the same thing ourselves." + +We reached the spot where my woodmen were at work. Wolfgang at once +took hold of an axe and helped them lustily. But here, too, he showed +his good judgment. He was not hasty, as novices usually are, and soon +succeeded in copying the manner of the workmen. + +We kept up our walk until we reached the mountain lake. The last time I +had been in this spot was twenty years ago, with Gustava; and now it +seemed as if I were there for the first time in my life. + +There lay the lake, surrounded by steep, pine-covered walls; not a +sound was heard, save at times the roaring of the trees, and the solemn +beating of the waves against the shore. The sun shone on the water, and +its ripples sparkled like so many glittering diamonds. + +"Do you come here often?" asked Wolfgang. + +"No; the last time I was here was with grandmother, twenty years ago." + +It went hard with me to leave the lake. Who knows whether I shall live +to return there again? It will ever remain unchanged; for generation +after generation shall come here, as to a shrine, and yield itself up +to the mysterious influence of the place. + +When we at last started to leave, I was often obliged to turn and look +back. I constantly felt that now it must be full of its awful beauty, +and that I had seen it for the last time. + +It was towards evening when I reached the house. I had not been so +tired for a long time; for climbing forest-clad mountains, while +excited by emotions, be they ever so joyous, is apt to exhaust one. But +I was looking forward into a happy future. + +When I awoke on the following morning, Wolfgang stood at my bedside, +and said: "Grandfather, it has rained during the night; our plants are +thriving beautifully. Now I can tell you--I have determined to become a +forester." + +I had, on the previous day, explained to Wolfgang a beautiful provision +of nature; how, when, through accident, the growth of the main trunk of +the pine-tree is interfered with, a side branch becomes converted into +the main trunk. None of my sons had become foresters, and now Julius +and Wolfgang were side-branches that made up for it. + +I believe it was fortunate that Wolfgang's resolve to become a forester +sprang from his affection for the forest, and not from his love of the +hunting. + +Unfortunately, the other motive had been Ernst's. I had often warned +him, but in vain. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +A few days after that, I was surprised by a newspaper article, which +had been written by my son Ludwig. + +I have preserved it. It read as follows: + + "THREE QUESTIONS AND THREE ANSWERS. + +"All hail to the friends of my youth, and of my Fatherland! + +"Every one has a right to address three questions to me; and, as it is +not one of the pleasures of life to repeat the same thing a hundred +times, I hope I may be permitted to answer in this public manner. + +"_First_: How goes it with you, and do you intend to remain with us? + +"It goes well with me. For the first few years I spent in America, I +had hard times; but I worked my way through. I am not rich, but have +enough. I married a German, the daughter of Professor Uhlenkemp. I lost +my eldest son during the war with the South, and have another son +sixteen years of age, who belongs to no religious denomination. + +"As to my remaining here, or leaving, I am for the present, unable to +answer. + +"_Second_: What do you think of emigration to America? + +"_Answer_: The United States afford elbow-room and freedom, and are a +good refuge for people who are willing to work hard in order to achieve +independence. But he who emigrates must make up his mind to forego many +pleasures, with which we at home are so familiarized that we do not +know that we are enjoying them; just as we do not miss the drink of +fresh, pure water, until it can no longer be had, and do not think of +the pure air while it is ours to breathe. + +"_Third_: How do you find Germany? + +"I find only halves of Germany; but they must and will--who knows how +soon--become a whole Germany. + +"The German people have become more practical and well-to-do than they +were formerly. As far as I have been able to observe, there is an +abundance of well-directed energy; great activity in all that pertains +to the trades, to science or to art, and enough liberty to achieve what +is still needed to make a complete whole. Let all remain strong and +firm, and, without faltering, faithfully labor for the common weal. + +"These are my answers; and to every one whom I meet and find true to +the Fatherland and to liberty, I shall cordially extend the hand of +fellowship. + + "LUDWIG WALDFRIED, + + "Hydraulic and Civil Engineer, + + "Chicago." + +This explanation of Ludwig's naturally caused me some surprise. But it +was practical, at all events, although the reference to Wolfgang seemed +unnecessary, and calculated to provoke unpleasant comment. + +I soon became aware of its effect, in a manner which, at first, +promised to be unpleasant, but afterward proved for the best. + +Although Annette was still living in our neighborhood, I have not +mentioned her for some time. She would ride over to see us, but paid us +only short visits, and would occasionally inquire about the Professor, +as she, too, now termed Richard. + +She seemed provoked at him, and probably felt resentment that the +friendship, and, perhaps, affection, which she had offered him were not +returned. + +She visited the spinner and the schoolmaster's wife; she greeted +Martella and Rothfuss, but her whole manner seemed strange and +constrained. I soon knew the reason for this; for Johanna expressed her +satisfaction that Annette, who had been so worldly, had at last been +saved; "for," as she said, "safety can be found even in the Catholic +faith." + +The Baroness and her clerical assistants had succeeded in drawing +Annette into their toils. + +One day, Annette came to us looking pale and greatly excited. She said +that, although I had so many guests, she begged me to permit her to +stay with us for a few days. She frankly confessed that she had, now +and forever, broken with the Baroness and all her adherents. The +Baroness had endeavored to bind all who were in the faith to break off +intercourse with our family; for it is written, "woe to that man by +whom the offense cometh," and the worst offense had issued from our +house. The fact that my daughter-in-law considered herself a wife, +although her marriage had not been solemnized by a clergyman, might +have been passed over in silence; but the public proclamation of the +grandson's want of religion was exasperating. + +Annette had determined to flee from such fanatical surroundings. + +I told her of Wolfgang's power of self-control, and how he had held +back a resolution which illumined his whole being until he had quietly +matured it; and Annette exclaimed, "Yes; that is the best religion; +that is a holy spirit." + +I was obliged to restrain her from expressing herself thus to Wolfgang. +On the following day, Ludwig returned; and this afforded her an +opportunity to unbosom herself to him. At their first meeting, he +conceived a great liking for her. + +He told her of the great family gathering that was to be held. + +As she was not related by ties of kindred, she did not wish to remain +with us. + +But Ludwig induced her to stay; and when he and I were alone, he said, +"I cannot understand why Richard does not sue for her hand; she seems +to be made for him." + +I told him that, on her deathbed, mother had said, "He will marry her +for all." + +I now felt satisfied that Gustava had, in all likelihood, referred to +Annette. Ludwig felt sure of it; but, as if at the same time marking +out his own course, he said, "Father, do not let Richard notice our +feelings in this matter, or we may frighten him away." + +Wolfgang's desire to become a forester met with the glad approval of +his father, who said: "It will soon turn out with the American forests +just as it does with the fishes of the sea. One cannot always be +harvesting and preying on others; it is necessary to plant and to +cultivate as well." + +He requested Annette, who was very much interested in Wolfgang, and +spent much time with him, not to interfere with his wonted equanimity; +for she was constantly trying to discover how Wolfgang felt when he saw +a church-steeple, or heard the church-bells. She had just emerged from +an atmosphere which was religious to the exclusion of all other +considerations, and the youth was therefore a mysterious and marvellous +contrast to all that she had left behind her. He seemed to her the +representative being of later centuries; and she tried to discover how +things would be after our generation. She was pleased to call Wolfgang +'Emile, and reminded us of Rousseau's work of the name. + +Ludwig's wife avoided Annette, who, in her impulsive way, had at once +desired to cultivate intimate relations with her. Conny, who was quiet +and reserved, had a dread of the restless fluttering of such a being as +Annette. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + +One evening, Martella came to me, and, with a timid manner to which I +was quite unused in her, asked me to allow her to return to Jaegerlies, +with whom she had formerly lived. She had heard that the old woman was +sick, and at the point of death. She had left her quite suddenly, and +now wanted to return; and thought it would be far better if she were +not to come back until our guests had left. + +She extended her hand to me, and said, "I promise you that I will +surely return." + +Her behavior puzzled me; and when I endeavored to find out why she +really wished to leave, she said that it might be a stupid feeling, but +she had a constant presentiment of some great misfortune near at hand. + +I tried to persuade her that there were no grounds for this uneasy +feeling, as Ludwig, his wife, and Wolfgang all treated her as one of +the family. She persisted in her determination; and I at last reminded +her that she had promised my wife never to leave me. + +"I did not think you would remind me of that," she said; "but, of +course, if you fall back on that, I shall remain here even if they try +to drive me away." + +Martella might well feel anxious, for she was a living proof that our +family was incomplete; she, too, had been obliged to accustom herself +to constant sorrow, and to learn to lead a life tranquil and resigned. + +Nearly all to whom invitations had been sent, promptly answered that +they would come. My sister wrote that she would bring her daughter, and +her future son-in-law; but, that, on account of his duties, her husband +would be unable to leave home. My brother-in-law, the pastor, who lived +in Alsace, was also unable to come. + +With every letter that came, I felt as if I must read it to my wife. +Who could so help me to celebrate such a day, as she would have done? +The life of the best of children is really for themselves. It is only +the wife who lives entirely for and with her husband--one life +consisting of two lives inseparably united. Inseparably! They have been +separated, and a portion yet lives, leading a fragmentary existence. + +I succeeded in repressing my emotions, and prepared myself for the +great joy which was yet vouchsafed me. + +On his return from his short trip, Ludwig had much to tell us, giving +us quite a medley of merry and sad experiences. He had met many of his +old comrades; and, among others, had visited his most intimate friend, +a Professor at the teachers' seminary, in a town of the Oberland. The +Professor was a model of quiet unobtrusive learning. + +"I am shaping my block of stone," were the Professor's words: "what +place it may occupy in the great Pantheon I do not know; but, +nevertheless, I fulfil my little task as well as I know how." + +He felt quite sad to find one of his old comrades in the very position +he had occupied twenty-five years before. He might have become one of +the best of men, for he has a good wife, and fine children; but he is +the slave of drink, and is intoxicated from morning till night. Indeed, +in the country one must constantly renew his intellectual life, or +there is danger of giving way to drunkenness. + +Ludwig had also visited his uncle, the Inspector of the water-works at +the Upper Rhine, under whom he had worked for a year. He regretted his +inability to attend our festival, but promised to send his son; and +Ludwig was quite pleased when he told us how his uncle had said: + +"The Rhine seems as if lost, and does not know whither it should flow. +It is against nature that one bank of a stream should belong to one +country, and the opposite bank to another." + +Sister Babette and her family were the first to arrive; and, shortly +after their first greeting of Ludwig and his family, they inquired for +Martella. She was delighted to find that they were so much interested +in her, and also to obtain from them some little news in relation to +Ernst's short stay with them. Even Pincher recognized the Alsatians. + +The bridegroom-elect, who was now an officer of the customs, had come +in his uniform, and was quite condescending in his manner, as if he +intended, with every word, to say, "I am superior to you all, for I am +a Frenchman." And yet, in spite of this, he had the very German name of +Kraeutle. + +Annette did him the favor to speak French with him. He was quite +delighted, and Annette asserted that he and his bride were ashamed of +the Alsatian language; when speaking French, they evidently felt that +they appeared at their best, and to ask them to forego that pleasure +would be much the same as requiring one never to wear his Sunday +clothes. + +Annette was embroidering a silk ribbon; and Richard picked up the end +of it and held it in his hands. But she generally managed to spoil the +effect of her pretty speeches, and added that people could talk French +without having ideas; but that, when speaking German, they noticed the +absence of costume, and were ashamed thereat. When she uttered these +last words, Richard dropped the ribbon he had been holding, and walked +away. + +Annette was happy whenever she could express her pleasure with any one, +and Ludwig was not wrong in saying: + +"She will be one of the best of wives when she is once a mother. Now +she is fluttering about, hither and thither; is herself restless, and +disturbs others." + +With every hour, new guests arrived, and Martella said: "It was stupid +of me to have wanted to go away; I am needed here, where there are so +many strangers--no, not strangers--O dear Lord, so many beings who +belong to one! If mother were only living yet, she could help me love +them. O dear father, when we step over into eternity, and meet all the +beings who belong to us--so many! so many! Indeed, father, you are now +experiencing a part of eternity." + +And it was so. + +But I felt that age was coming on me. I could not walk about much, and +was obliged almost constantly to remain seated in my room, where they +all came to me. To see Wolfgang and Victor together, was to me joy +unutterable. My sister asserted that, when a child, I had looked just +as these two now did. I cannot imagine that I ever looked so elegant +and distinguished-looking. + +After the Major joined us, the customs officer became much quieter in +his manner; for the Major had come in full uniform. + +Johanna, who, since Ludwig's arrival, had become even more reserved and +austere, seemed to find the meeting with her son, the vicar, a pleasant +change. Nothing daunted by my presence, she complained to him that, +with a sister-in-law who had only been married by a civil magistrate, +and with a nephew who had not even been christened, she felt as if +living among heathens. + +The vicar, who was more liberal in his views, and yet felt quite at +home in his vocation, pacified his mother, and she concluded to take +part in the family festival. + +The eldest son of the inspector of the water-works came with his two +sisters, and the Major was delighted to find that this young man, my +godson, had determined to follow the sea. + +Ludwig told us that a sea-captain had assured him that the naval cadets +were principally recruited from the inland provinces, while the sailors +naturally came from among the dwellers along the sea-coast. + +The medical counsellor, who had formerly been director of the jail in +which Ludwig and Rothfuss had been imprisoned, but who had now retired +on a pension, was also among the guests, and Rothfuss was delighted +beyond measure to meet him again. + +Baron Arven did not fail to offer his congratulations. He seemed quite +surprised to find Annette dressed in colors. He cordially greeted us +all, and constantly addressed Ludwig as "Colonel." He remained but a +short time, and had probably only visited us in order to show that it +was his desire to keep on good terms with us, and that he wished to +have nothing to do with any enmities or unpleasant feelings which other +members of his household might cherish towards us. + +Ah, I thought I could have given the names of them all, but I find it +impossible. The hearty greetings of so many guests had so fatigued me, +that I slept until late on Sunday morning. When I awoke, I heard a +lovely chorus, accompanied by an harmonium; and, after that, a +quartette of female voices. + +This was the first intimation we had of Conny's powerful and +sympathetic contralto voice. + +The other voices I recognized at once. They were Bertha's, Annette's, +and Martha's. + +If it was pleasant to see Wolfgang and Victor together, it was, +perhaps, yet more lovely to see the sympathy between Conny and Bertha; +and Martella expressed my own feelings, when she said, "Dear sister +Conny, you did not have the happiness to know mother, but Bertha is +very much like her." + +When I at last joined all my kindred, there was a new surprise in store +for me. Before retiring, I had inquired about Julius. I do not know +whether you have already observed it, but he is a special favorite of +mine. He is well-off in every respect--well provided for, both +intellectually and in regard to the world's goods, though without great +riches or luxury. He is like a healthy forest-tree; without bright +blossoms, but silently thriving, nevertheless. I shall not indulge in +further praise of him, for he dislikes praise. + +And now Julius came and told me that Ludwig had obtained a dispensation +for the marriage of the young people without the delay of publishing +the banns. Rontheim and his wife had at first been disinclined to +consent to such haste, but Ludwig had persistently urged them. And now +it was determined that the wedding should take place to-day, and that +his cousin, the vicar, should marry them, for Martha had insisted that +they should be married by a clergyman. Whereupon Ludwig said: "We are +certainly very tolerant towards these believers." + +I had ceased to be surprised by anything. + +We marched towards the church to the sound of music, the ringing of +bells, and the noise of cannon, which the mountains re-echoed. But when +we reached the spring, which, as I afterwards learned, had been +decorated by Martella, I felt a pang. Why could Gustava not have lived +to enjoy this? And then, repressing the sad thought, I let joy descend +upon me, and said to myself, "Keep thyself erect, and in health, so +that thou mayest not disturb the happiness of the many who belong to +thee." + +When we reached the spring at the edge of the woods, we halted. What to +us had seemed impossible, Ludwig had already accomplished. The iron +column was already there, and around it were stone seats, and also a +high bench, where people might lay aside their burdens. + +"One learns these things in America," said Ludwig. "There they do not +care for yesterday, and do not console themselves with the hope of +to-morrow: all must live in the present." + +After leaving the church, where the wedding was celebrated in a simple +manner, we marched in procession to the family woods, where, by +Ludwig's orders, great tables had been erected; and on our way there he +told me how clever Ikwarte had been in the work. + +I cannot find words to speak of the great table in the woods. + +Before we seated ourselves, we were all obliged to remain perfectly +still for a short time. Ludwig had made arrangements to have the whole +group photographed. They all say that I look very sad in the picture; +it may be so, for I could not help thinking, "Where is Ernst now? Does +the sun that now shines on us, shine on him too?" It is especially +pleasant to see Martella and Rothfuss in the background, holding each +other's hands. Annette is also in the family picture; her eyes are +downcast, while Richard is looking towards her. Since the loss of her +husband, she had never laid aside her mourning, but to-day she wore +colors. + +The Major's speech at the dinner was even better than the vicar's in +the church. + +Martella's best and only treasure was Ernst's prize cup. She had placed +it before me on the table, and Annette had wound a garland of flowers +around it. + +After the Major's speech, the wine-cup travelled the rounds of the +whole table. + +After the clinking of glasses, and the drinking of healths, the +conversation had become loud and excited; after that, all became as +noiseless as in a church during silent prayer. It was one of those +pauses that ensue after the soul has unburdened itself, and when, for a +moment, there is nothing new to engage it. + +And during that pause I could hear Annette saying to Conny, "Yes, dear +Conny, I, as a stranger, beloved and loving in return, can speak more +impartially than relatives can. I cannot describe the mother to you; +and yet I have seen her to-day, or at least her counterpart. When +Julius was standing at the altar, he had her very expression. He +resembles her more than any one--he has her eyes. + +"Ah, what a pity that you did not know her! She was full of life, and +yet gentle withal; and when she spoke with you, she never looked to +right or left. She never tried to create an impression, and yet in her +presence one always felt exalted; and while her glance rested on one, +it was impossible to indulge in vile or ignoble thoughts. What to +others seemed exalted and great, was with her a matter of course. She +practised and expressed all that is highest as easily as others say +'Good-morning.' In her hands, even the common-place became invested +with beauty. She judged of people with love, and yet with freedom. + +"Thus, she once said, 'I felt inclined to be angry with Baroness +Arven, because she does not understand her excellent husband; but he, +on the other hand, does not do his wife justice. She is created for +society--for interesting, witty small talk--and he desires to feed her +soul with thoughts of nature and Fatherland. Fanaticism, in every one +of its thousand shapes, endeavors to force its own convictions on +others, and this is both good and evil at the same time.' + +"She said something to me which I have worn as an amulet, and it is, +after all, but a simple maxim. + +"When I complained to her that it was so difficult with me to fix the +proper relation towards others, she replied: + +"'Child, you do not maintain the right distance between yourself and +others. With every one, even though it be a Rothfuss, you move into +most familiar contiguity.' Her words impressed me deeply, and were of +great help to me. + +"She understood herself, and that made every one else feel on sure +ground. When one felt depressed or sad, without hardly knowing why, the +mere fact that you were suffering was enough to arouse her sympathy: +and that would always cure the pain. + +"But what avails it to speak of separate disconnected traits. I might +as well try to give you an idea of a glorious symphony by singing a few +bars of one of its melodies. When with her I felt in a higher world." + +Thus spoke Annette. She did not seem to notice that all were silent +while she was talking. + +And then Bertha and Conny arose from their seats and covered her with +their caresses. + +I could not move from the spot. I saw Richard rising, but he sat down +again at once. + +Ludwig turned to him and said: "Her mind and her exterior correspond. +At first she does not impress one as wondrously beautiful; but, day by +day, she grows in loveliness." + +This invocation of my wife had, for the time being, invested the +festival with a certain solemn impressiveness; but soon mirth burst all +bounds, and the young couple again became the centre of joy. + +Rontheim was so happy that he drank fellowship with the Major, with +Ludwig, and with Richard. A blissful feeling of brotherly affection +seemed to unite all. + +Rothfuss afforded us great amusement. He wore a bouquet in his hunter's +coat, and another, with a red ribbon streaming from it, in his hat. +"Colonel," he called out to Ludwig, "may I be permitted to say one +word?" + +"Have you made up your mind what to wish for?" + +"No; this is something else. All I wish is that you shall say 'Yes,' +and that will do." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Listen. You are Colonel of the negroes--of the blacks--and there are +people who say that negroes are not human beings. Now listen! What is +it that man alone can do, and that neither horse nor ox nor stag can do +like him?" + +"Why, _speak_, to be sure." + +"Wrong: The beasts do speak; but we are too stupid to understand them. +No; I mean something quite different: _man alone can drink wine_. If +the negroes can drink wine, they are men just as we are. Tell me, can +negroes drink wine?" + +"Yes." + +"All right, then. Here's to the health of our black brethren." + +He emptied his glass and was about to walk away, when Richard called +out: "Stop! I ask all to join me in drinking the health of the great +man who has solved the question of slavery, in wine. Long live our +great philosopher--Rothfuss!" + +It seemed as if the cheers would never end, and Rothfuss called out, +"To-day I will get jolly drunk seven times at least--no, seven times is +not enough!" + +When we at last arose from the table, I inquired for Rothfuss. I was +concerned about him, for he had been acting like a crazy man. + +Ikwarte said that, although Rothfuss showed signs of having drunk too +much, he had gone up into the woods and had taken a bottle of champagne +with him. + +They hunted and hunted, and at last found him. He was asleep, and the +empty bottle was lying on the ground by his side. + +"Oh," he complained, "why did you wake me? I died so happy. To die +drunk is the best way, after all; now, I've got to die over again. No +matter; I'll wait for master, and then we will ride to heaven in double +harness; or, if the parson is right in what he says, to hell. It's all +the same to me; I shall stay with master." + +Then he embraced Ludwig, and repeatedly said to him; "Let me go to jail +once more for you." They managed to get him home without further +trouble. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +The newly married couple left; but the young people were averse to +breaking up, and kept up the dance until long after nightfall. A little +circumstance occurred which greatly excited Martella. + +Julius's friends had come in their smart hunter's suits; even +Rautenkron had overcome his scruples, and attended the festival, +although he did not join us at table. + +We were told that Rautenkron had always been angry that Martella was +permitted to keep her own dog, and Pincher, moreover, had a special +aversion to Rautenkron. + +At the same time that Rothfuss was being looked up, a terrible barking +and yelling arose. The strange dogs had fallen upon Pincher, and it was +even said that Rautenkron had called out to his dog, "At him, Turenne! +Break his neck for him!" + +When they at last succeeded in separating the dogs, Pincher was dead, +and Martella's lamentations were heart-rending. She indulged in +expressions that I would not have expected of her: "It was the only +living thing that belonged to me, and that Ernst had left me. Now I am +all alone in the wide world!" + +When I spoke to her, she hastily said, "Forgive me; I am sometimes very +silly." + +She could not bear the sight of the dead dog, and begged that he might +be buried in the woods. + +In the meantime, Rautenkron was explaining to Wolfgang that his +ambition to become a forester was based on a false ideal; that dealing +in rags was a much prettier occupation. For then one need know nothing +of the people who once wore the rags; but that the forest people were +all cheats, and, if they could, would convert the trees into as great +cheats as they were. + +We were still engaged watching the dancers, and it was a great pleasure +to see Wolfgang dance with Clotilde, the Major's daughter. Wolfgang +arranged an American dance, which was so wild that it evidently +originated with the Indians. + +The young Alsatian couple also joined in the dance. + +Carl had allowed Marie to dance with another one of the village lads, +and stood holding the hand of Martella, whom he had led to the dancing +floor. She said that she did not wish to dance, and that for tenfold +reasons she ought not to, especially as her betrothed was far away. But +all persuaded her. Rothfuss--who, having been aroused by the music, had +gathered himself up again, and was now seated at the table by the side +of Ikwarte--was especially anxious that she should dance. + +When Martella began to dance, a great change seemed to come over her. +There was something uncanny in her features and in her eyes. + +Nearly all of us left the dancing floor, and Annette requested Martella +to go with us. + +"Oh, no," she exclaimed, while her eyes rolled and her lips quivered; +"I have now begun, and I cannot stop so soon. Good-night, my lady." + +She remained, and all were filled with admiration of her light +movements and her wonderful _tours de force_. + +"Why, you can jump about like a squirrel, and fly like a bird," said +Rothfuss. + +"So I can," cried Martella. "Do you know how it is when one of the +cuckoo's brood leaves its nest in which the simple tomtits have fed it? +None of you have ever seen it, but I have. I, too, am one of the +cuckoo's brood. It flies away it flies away. Play on, fiddlers. Let us +have the cuckoo's song. Keep quiet, all of you; I will dance for you." + +And then she began to dance, raising herself and bending towards the +ground again as if she really had wings; and all were delighted. + +When she stopped all cried out, "Again! again!" and the Alsatian +exclaimed, "_Da-capo!_" + +Ikwarte arose and said, "Miss, do not let them abuse your good-nature; +do not let them make a fool of you. There is enough of it." + +"This is not your affair," exclaimed Carl, "you Prussian!--you +starveling!" + +"I have nothing to say to you," answered Ikwarte; "you are not worth +answering." + +Martella danced again, to the great delight of all. + +But while she was dancing, one could see that it took several of the +lads to hold Carl. + +When the dance was over, Carl rushed up to Ikwarte, and cried: + +"You cursed Prussian! why do you think that I am not worthy of being +answered?" + +"I have no respect for a man who would put himself in the way of being +captured." + +"Is that it?" + +"Carl, take none of the Prussian's impudence," called out Martella. "It +is the Prussians' fault that my Ernst had to go forth into misery. Pay +him up for it!" + +And then followed terrible scuffling and fighting. + +Ikwarte seemed, at first, unable to realize that he was actually +involved in a fight; but when he saw that matters were in earnest, he +seized Carl, and held him as firmly as in a vise. Rothfuss urged them +on, for fighting was his delight. They were at last separated, and then +Martella threw herself on the ground, tore her hair, and cried out, "It +is all my fault! It is my fault! I am ruined!" + +Rothfuss succeeded in leading her away. She tried to escape from him +and to run out into the woods, saying, "Anything rather than go back +home, for I don't deserve to go there." + +He succeeded, at last, in inducing her to enter the house of Carl's +mother. Accompanied by Annette and Conny, I went there to bring her +home, and was startled when I saw what a change had come over the poor +child. Nevertheless, her agitation had not disfigured her; she seemed +more lovely than ever--almost supernaturally beautiful. + +"O father!" she cried. "Indeed, I have no longer the right to use those +words. I knew it; I felt a presentiment of it all, and I wanted to go +away. Why didn't you let me go? I don't belong here, and now less than +ever. The worst that could have happened to me has happened. I have +relapsed into savage folly. And yet she who is up there said, 'Do not +lose faith in yourself and in your goodness, and you can accomplish +everything.' The worst punishment is mine, for I have lost faith in +myself. I may become crazed again any moment; I no longer believe in +myself." + +When Conny and Annette spoke to her in their kind way, she exclaimed, +"Every kind word of yours gives me new pain. Scold me, beat me, kick +me--I deserve such treatment, and shall find it less painful than kind +words that I do not deserve. I was so happy in thinking that I had +accomplished all, but it is not so. Now I see how much love and respect +you all had for me; and when Ernst returns I shall tell him everything. +He may scold me heartily, for I have deserved it." + +We conducted her to the house, where we found Ikwarte, whose appearance +seemed the very opposite of what it usually was. He seemed as if +crushed, and continually said, "Colonel, I admit that it was highly +improper on my part, especially as it happened in a strange land." + +Ludwig took it all in good part, and laughingly remarked that North and +South Germany had again been scuffling with each other. Then he +apologized for Ikwarte, by saying that he could not stand wine; that, +except when taking communion, he had not tasted a drop of wine up to +his twentieth year. + +Ikwarte stood by, nodding his assent and pulling his red mustache. +After that, he went off with Rothfuss. + +In the meanwhile, Martella sat crouching on the floor in a corner of +the room. + +Ludwig softly said to me, "Now is the time to let Martella tell us who +and whence she is." + +I thought that as the child was overmuch agitated, it might be better +to wait until the next day; but he insisted that this was the proper +time. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +Ludwig went up to Martella and said, "Martella, there is a woman in +America who knows you." + +Martella jumped to her feet and, brushing her hair from her face with +both hands, asked, "How do you know that?" + +"I will tell you how, when you have told your history. Will you do so?" + +"I will. It is well and proper that I should. But no one shall be +present but you and father. Forgive me, kind ladies," she said, +addressing Conny and Annette in an unwonted tone. "I can only tell this +to father and to brother." + +She drank a few drops of water, and then, seating herself behind the +table that was next to the wall, began: + +"I can only remember as far back as my sixth year. I have no distinct +recollection of anything that happened before that time. We lived in a +city on the Rhine,--I believe it is called Mayence. There are two sorts +of soldiers there--Prussians and Austrians. The Austrians have white +coats, like the cousin who once visited us with Baron Arven. Under the +small golden mirror in my mother's room on the opposite wall, there was +quite a large glass that reached from the ceiling to the floor there +was a portrait of a handsome officer, whom I believe I have already +seen. My mother always addressed him as 'Prince,' and he laughed when +she did so. His eyes were of a light blue; I cannot recall any of his +other features. My mother would often say to me, while she pointed to +the picture, 'Martella, do not forget, this is your father. He has +great love for me, and for you too.' It was a long while before I knew +how my mother gained her living. She would sleep until near mid-day, +and would often stand on her toes, or walk on them around the room. +Then she would suddenly let herself fall to the ground, spring up again +and take long steps. Then she would place herself before the mirror, +and bow and kiss her hands to herself. Once she looked so lovely, with +a thin gauze-like robe about her body, and various kinds of gauze over +that. She looked just like a beautiful bird, and almost like the +peacock down in the garden. And I was prettily dressed also. I had +wings on my shoulders, and they had two mirrors for me, so that I might +see how I looked in front, and in the back. And I had golden shoes on, +and had to learn how to spread out my hands and then bring them +together quite slowly. With a girdle around my waist--it was golden, +and studded with diamonds--I floated in the air, and could hear the +people screaming with delight and clapping their hands; but I could not +see where I was, or how many people were there. We rode home in a +carriage--I can recollect that, but cannot remember what happened for +some time afterward. One day, my mother showed me a man who wore a +green dressing-gown and had curled hair; then she said to me: 'My +child, this is your father now--you must say "father" to him.' + +"He spoke to me, but I could not understand what he said; and mother +said, 'The child is worth ten thousand florins, and can earn a great +deal of money.' + +"About that time, I often heard the word 'America,' and, as I was told +to call everybody 'uncle,' I once inquired where 'Uncle America lived?' +whereupon they laughed very loud, and the man with the curled hair, +whom I had to call father, kissed me. + +"There was a maid living with us, who would always say, 'You poor +child, you must go to America, among the savages. O you poor child!' + +"And one morning, I heard them say that we would go to America that +day. Down by the Rhine there was a great crowd and noise, and when we +were on the vessel, some one said, 'Keep your seat here, or you will be +left behind?' And when all was confusion on shipboard, I stealthily +crept on shore, and hid myself behind some hogsheads in which the bees +were humming; they did not trouble me. I heard the ringing of the bell, +and the paddling of the wheels--but did not move. I had a little +satchel full of cakes, which I ate. + +"The embroidered satchel had been presented to me by the Prince, whose +picture hung under the mirror. I still own it; it is the only memento I +have of that time. And we had a dog whose name was Pincher, and for +that reason I called my poor departed dog by the same name. + +"When at last evening came, I crept out of my hiding-place, and saw a +great crowd gathered about an old woman who was sitting on the ground +and lamenting: They have purposely left me behind; they did not want to +take me with them!' + +"The people told her they would help her, and would give her money that +she might follow her relatives. But she always replied, 'No, I will not +do that; they do not want me.' And they gave the old woman money and +went on their way. And when they had all gone, I said to her, 'Take me +with you; I am worth ten thousand florins.' + +"Then she laughed and said, 'Indeed you are!' And then I told her that +I had secretly remained behind--that I did not want to go to America. + +"She laughed again, and took me on her lap, saying: 'That is right. We +two will stay together.' + +"And we wandered far and near, and she told every one that I was her +granddaughter. We received many gifts, and every one told me that I was +so pretty; and I told the old woman--her name was Jaegerlies--that I +had wings, and she said, 'I believe it: they will grow again when I am +dead.' But I am telling you silly stuff--am I not?" + +"No, no; go on." + +"At last we reached yonder forest, and then Jaegerlies said, 'Let us +stay here.' She had acquaintances who lived in the neighborhood, but +she had no desire to meet any one, as they always laughed at her +because her folks had left her behind when they emigrated to America. + +"The gifts that we had received, had enabled us to buy cooking +utensils, coverings for our moss beds, and a goat; and of food we could +always have plenty. + +"The summers were pleasant, but the winters were not so. We caught many +birds, which served as food. + +"I was also sent to school, and it was quite humiliating to me to be +always told that I was a 'Jew girl.' I did not know what was meant by +Jew, but I knew, that it was intended as a term of disgrace. I am not +sure, but I think my mother was a Catholic. + +"And thus I grew up and could wield the axe as well as the strongest +wood-cutter; and no one dared to lay a finger on me. + +"You might blind-fold me, and I could, by my sense of smell, recognize +trees or their leaves. I carried a serpent's egg on my person; I had +found it one morning between eleven and twelve, and had pocketed it. I +had also a gift of finding wild honey, and the bees never harmed me +when I took the combs. I was once employed that way, when Ernst came up +to me. He acted as if he were about to punish me for what I had done; +but I told him that this was not breaking of the laws of the forest, +and that it was not poaching. And then he said to me, 'You are wild +honey yourself.' + +"Thus Ernst found me and brought me here, where I now am. But I do not +deserve it. They say that Ernst is in Algiers, with the wild Turks. +Give me some money that I may go to him--I can find him. + +"But tell me now, Ludwig, how do you know that my mother is in +America?" + +"I know nothing of it; I simply guessed so, because you always have +such a fear of America." + +"So you are the son of such parents--and yet can lie? Your mother in +heaven will never forgive you for that." + +Ludwig was moved by this apostrophe, and asked Martella to forgive him. +She nodded assent and shook hands with him and with me, saying at the +same time: "Father, I shall do nothing more but what you tell me to do. +I shall never again act of my own free will." + +"Were you always called Martella?" inquired Ludwig. + +"No." + +"How, then?" + +"Conradine." + +"Who gave you the name of Martella?" + +"Jaegerlies." + +"Why?" + +"Because, she said, 'No one will know you by that name, and if they +seek you they cannot find you.'" + +"But how did she chance on that name?" + +"That you ought to have asked her. And that is enough. Good-night." + +Martella walked away. + +Ludwig afterward told me that he had been making inquiries over in the +valley where Jaegerlies had been living. He could not understand why we +had not done so long before. Now it might be very difficult to discover +anything, as Jaegerlies had died a few days before. + +He had learned, from the neighbors, that she often spoke of America in +a mysterious and indistinct manner, and that, together with Martella's +aversion to the very mention of America, caused him to question her in +the way he had done. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +In spite of Martella's and Ikwarte's trouble, the great feast was +pleasantly remembered in our house and throughout the village. Annette +said: "Whenever I gave a large entertainment, it always grieved me to +see the many people, who had just been together so cheerful and so +lively, suddenly disappear. And it was always especially agreeable to +me when several of my more intimate friends would remain. We would then +gather together for a little quiet enjoyment, and so a smaller and more +congenial circle succeeded the larger one; for that reason, I think +some of us ought to remain here." + +I saw Richard looking at Annette, and it was the first contented, happy +glance I had ever seen him direct towards her. He had intended to +leave, but now concluded to stay. It seemed as if, in spite of +themselves, they had always chanced on points on which they could not +agree, but now at last, and to their great delight, found themselves in +accord. + +Annette had greatly changed. She would no longer suddenly bound from +one subject to another. Her manner had become calmer. She had learned +how to put her questions modestly and yet firmly, and also how to be +quiet. + +Once she said, "Martella has told us what is the severest punishment. +It is this: to lose faith in one's self, and to learn that excitement +and weakness place us in the hands of chance or of strangers, and cause +us to express the very things that we have desired most of all to keep +within ourselves." + +The festival brought painful consequences to Rothfuss, Ikwarte, and +Carl, as well as to Martella. They went about without saying a word, +and Annette, who was anxious to help, and quick to sympathize with +others, tried her best to cheer them up. + +One morning, we were sitting in the garden. Richard and Conny had gone +over to the village, and Ludwig said to Annette, "We do not know how to +thank you for having given my wife so true and feeling a description of +mother." + +Annette now expressed her delight with Conny, and when she asked Ludwig +how he had made her acquaintance, he said, + +"If father does not object to hear the story over again, I will tell +you." + +I consented, and Ludwig went on: + +"The Americans have one thing in common with the old Romans; whenever +they found a city, they provide, above all things, for pure water. +There happened at the time to be a lively discussion in regard to the +building of water-works. I hoped that the contract would be assigned to +me, and travelled about for some distance through the neighboring +country, in order to find the best springs. A mountain brook whose +stream could easily be led into another, seemed to me best adapted for +the purpose. + +"I followed it up to its source, and was fortunate enough to find rich +and copious springs. I had been wandering all day, when, towards +evening, I saw a log-cabin half-way down the hillside. I walked up to +it, and at last reached the house. The doors were open, and a dog, that +seemed to be the only guardian of the place, jumped towards me as if +glad to welcome me. I went into the entry and called out, but no one +answered. I opened the door, and found a cosy, pretty room. + +"Mother always used to say that the walls of a room are an index of the +culture of its inmates. There were two engravings, copied from the +paintings of the great masters, an open piano, and above it a bust of +Mozart. I ventured to approach the piano. Mozart's G minor symphony lay +open on the music-desk. + +"Although I had not touched an instrument for a great while, I felt a +great longing to touch the keys. + +"I began to play, and felt as happy as a skilful swimmer breasting the +waves. I played on and on, forgetting where I was; and when I stopped +and looked around, I saw a fine-looking old man and a lovely, blooming +maiden standing in the doorway. + +"I suppose I need not tell you more. + +"I remained in the hospitable house over-night, and soon discovered +that my host was a refugee, and had been a comrade of father's. +Constance, or, as she was familiarly called, Conny, became my +betrothed, and afterwards my wife; and our son, who was born on the +anniversary of Mozart's birthday, received his name. + +"Our marriage is a happy one, blest with perfect harmony in thought and +feeling. + +"When I entered the army my wife merely said, 'You are doing right.' + +"When my eldest son died, she was deeply afflicted, but soon resigned +herself to the thought that all must make sacrifices. + +"I was not a good commander--not that I was deficient in courage or +endurance; but soldiering must be studied just like other things. My +long experience in topographical studies, was, however, of great use to +me. I had a quick eye for the advantages and the disadvantages of +positions on our side, or that of the enemy. On the other hand, the +Southerners had much better leaders than myself and many others who, +like me, had not studied the art of war. + +"Now you know the most important facts; and I must stop, for I see +Conny and Richard coming." + +They came, and Annette had enough self-command not to betray what she +had just heard. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +Richard and Ludwig left with the intention of entering Wolfgang at the +forester's school. Richard and Annette now understood one another, and +Richard's parting words were: "I think you will do well to remain here +for some time. Your stay will be of benefit to yourself as well as to +others." + +Annette made no answer, but I could not help observing how her breast +heaved with emotion. + +She and Conny seemed also to be on excellent terms with each other. + +Annette now understood how the intellectual life can be kept up, and +even developed, in solitude, and, as usual, she was always delighted to +find words in which to couch a new impression. She said to me, "There +are hermits of education as well as of religion, and they attain the +highest degree of development." + +She often expressed her admiration of Conny's light hair, and +endeavored to persuade her that it might be dressed in a far more +effective style than the braids in which she wore it. Conny, however, +did not care to act on this suggestion of Annette's. + +On his return, Ludwig told me that he would not be able to remain +through the summer, unless he had some fixed occupation. He was anxious +to carry out a plan for a new and large builder's mill. He would be +willing to superintend the erection of the building, but did not have +enough ready money to undertake the enterprise. When I told him that I +was no better off than he, Annette asked that she might be permitted to +advance the sum. I declined, but, as Ludwig at once accepted her offer, +I could make no further objection. + +"Father," exclaimed Ludwig, with unwonted enthusiasm, "I firmly believe +that water-power will assist us to solve the great labor question. + +"What we are about to undertake makes me, in many respects, feel both +free and happy. I hope to be able to set the two great levers of our +age--enterprise and economy--in operation. I felt the so-called social +question as a personal affront. I asked myself, 'Are you so old that +you need fear a great change? In your younger years, you felt offended +when you heard the old ones say, that is overdone, or utopian or +demagogical, or whatever it might be, but now you use these very terms +yourself.' I honestly examined myself in this, and felt obliged to act +as I have done. + +"If we domesticate industry, and open new sources of profit to those +who dwell in the neighborhood, we are strengthening the best possession +we have in this woodland region--our love of home. + +"Love of home is a life artery, which, if not killed, is at least +compressed by emigration. + +"The old maxim advises us to remain at home and gain a living among +those whom we know best. We extend its application by enabling others +to do as we would do. We must learn how to keep up with the progress of +the age. At first, we sent rough logs down the stream, towards Holland; +now we send planks; and after this we must send them doors and +window-frames and steps." + +It was a pleasure to hear him explain his plans. He was determined that +the people hereabouts should have better doors and windows, steps and +flooring, than ever before. Besides that, he would see that there +should be pretty designs for balconies. "The result of all which will +be, that both we and our countrymen will make lots of money. Actions +which are for the benefit of the general public will, if managed +rightly, turn out to the profit of the individual." + +Annette wanted to know whether he would not destroy all individuality, +by attempting to provide people with ready-made houses just as they +could buy ready-made clothes. + +"That is what I propose to do," exclaimed Ludwig, cheerfully. "All +should be uniform, for, after all, every one wears his coat in his own +peculiar way. And I think I can anticipate another objection you are +about to make--that the machines will disturb the landscape." + +"That is my meaning exactly." + +"And there are thousands who think just as you do. But mankind must +accustom themselves to new ideas. It is the question of spinning-wheel +or sewing-machine over again. Just as, in old times, the spinning-wheel +occupied the most exalted station in the household, so does the +sewing-machine now occupy the place of honor; and the spirit of beauty +and the force of custom will soon adorn the latter as it once did the +former--although that was a simple machine, while this is a complicated +one." + +"Thanks," said Annette, extending her hand to Ludwig; "you are really a +citizen of the new world." + +Ludwig's plan was to connect an island which lay in the valley-stream +with the mainland, by blasting out and turning in some rocks from +shore. He would thus be able to turn what had heretofore been useless, +to good account, and at the same time increase the water-power. He went +to work in true American style, and was delighted when I told him that +the raftsmen were not allowed to pass down the stream except during two +hours of the day, and that we could thus arrange our time in such a way +that they would not interfere with us. He felt pleased that the people +were no longer allowed to dilly-dally about their work, but were +obliged to make use of an appointed time. He decided that the time for +floating the rafts past the island should be fixed for the dinner hour, +when the workmen in the mill were taking their rest. + +"Ah," said he at last, "I can remember the very minute when mother +explained to me what work really is. We were standing at the +blacksmith's shop when she said to me, 'Look, Ludwig, this pound of +iron is worth but a few _groschen_, but a pound of watch-springs is +worth many hundred _thalers_. This shows you what labor is.' The +recollection of that moment at the blacksmith's shop has remained alive +in my memory ever since. I can yet see the blacksmith's journeyman at +his work, forging the spikes with which the rafts were held together, +and while he was shaping one spike the other was heating in the fire. I +have always worked on the same principle." + +We were visited by Annette's brother, who was just from Wildbad, and +told us that on the day previous the French Ambassador had left there +under instructions to visit the King of Prussia; and, it was further +rumored, to bring it about that no German Prince should ascend the +Spanish throne. There was great excitement everywhere, and he thought +it hazardous to invest large sums in new enterprises; especially so for +those who were near the French borders. The air seemed heavy as with an +impending storm, and no one could tell how soon the cloud might burst. + +Napoleon would be obliged to justify the new lease of power that the +_plebiscite_ had given him; he would find it necessary to furnish +amusement for the French, who looked upon a war with us as a most +agreeable diversion. Anything would serve him as an excuse. + +For this reason, he thought it his duty to dissuade Annette from +joining in our enterprise. He was willing, however, to advance the +required sum out of his own funds, for, after all, there must be peace +at last; and, if the undertaking should prove successful, it was his +intention to transfer either the whole or a half of his share to +Annette. + +Ludwig wanted to employ none but discharged soldiers. He had no +confidence in workmen who had not served in the army; and, as the +stonecutter had been a soldier, he appointed him as chief of the +stone-masons. He engaged an older man to superintend the erection of +the building, who had been recommended as thoroughly honest; and it was +Ludwig's intention to take him back to America with him. + +We learned that this man had formerly been an officer of engineers. He +had been obliged to resign, and now led a simple and industrious life, +eating and sleeping with the quarry-men. It was only when at work, that +one could notice that he was of a higher caste. But he seemed to have +no judgment of his own, and always required instructions; when he +received these he would execute them with care and precision. He was a +man of very few words, and always seemed as if seeking something which +he either could not or dared not name. + +And then Ludwig sent for Wacker, the dissipated fellow who lived in the +valley beyond the mountains. He was only slightly intoxicated when he +arrived, and Ludwig said to him, "Wacker, I will give you a good +situation on one condition: you may get drunk three times; but after +the third, you will be summarily discharged. If you are agreed, all +right; and I shall only add, beware of the first time: it will not cost +you your situation, but it will make an inroad on your capital." + +For a while, Wacker conducted himself properly; but he gave way at +last. He had his three drunks, and was consequently discharged. + +It was now time to begin measuring and other preparations, and to +employ the laborers; for the first thing in order was to regulate the +bed of the stream. + +Annette found great pleasure in watching the progress of the building. + +Ludwig had ascertained where the stream had the greatest fall. He had +an instrument, by means of which one can, while on land, quickly +ascertain the descent of the current; and this, too, afforded Annette +much amusement. She was anxious to know whether the power of water was +measured by so many horse-power. In her desire for information, she was +constantly asking questions. Ludwig, being more practical than Richard, +was naturally more indulgent with Annette's questionings. Annette had, +moreover, ceased to speak as if she felt herself a privileged person; +she had become more simple and retiring in her ways. + +One day when Annette exclaimed, "Ah, what a pity to make the pure water +work so!" Ludwig imitated her voice, and replied, "Ah, what a pity that +the beautiful horses must draw Madame Annette's carriage!" + +Annette blushed crimson; but she controlled herself, and said, "You are +right; I spoke quite childishly." + +"Oh, you angel!" cried Ludwig; "a woman who can say, 'You are right; I +have been wrong,' really is a marvel." + +We received permission to carry the road farther down the mountain, and +in that way secured the best place to store our material. + +There was another obstacle which we were obliged to overcome, and one +of which we had never thought. The Englishman had leased the right to +fish in the valley, from the villagers and farmers along the banks of +the stream; and he now attempted, through the courts, to enjoin us from +blasting the rocks; for just there was the best spot for trout. + +Ludwig went before the court in person, and he succeeded in having the +injunction set aside. + +Before that, the Englishman had been a mere stranger to us; but now he +was our enemy, and would not deign to bestow a glance on us. When any +one of us walked or drove by, he would turn his back on us. + +In all this trouble, Ludwig was calm and kind; but careless work made +him so indignant that he characterized it as crime and villany. He was +dissatisfied, because, in their own home, he found that the German +workmen had two great faults--they were awkward, and wasted too much +time. In the new world, these very people would act quite differently. + +Annette wanted to erect kitchens down by the banks of the stream +for the workmen. She had already discussed the matter with the +schoolmaster's wife, and the locksmith's widow was ready to assist; but +the people took no interest in the affair. + +Although she had already made up her mind, the locksmith's widow +considered it her duty to consult Ludwig in regard to her marrying +again. She had chosen the young stone-mason, who was hardly as old as +she. + +The wedding took place on a Sunday; and Annette busied herself +conjecturing how the three children must have felt at their mother's +marriage. + +We were obliged, out of compliment, to be present at the marriage +feast; and Schweitzer-Schmalz, who was a relative of the bridegroom, +called out, at the top of his voice, that the bridegroom had not needed +to marry so soon for fear of being obliged to go to war again. The +blatant Prussian would not venture to try conclusions with France; and +if he did really attempt it, the real Germans, that is, the South +Germans, would not assist. + +In a loud voice, he retailed the wisdom of the popular journals; and I +verily believe that he did it with the intention of drawing us out. + +Ludwig whispered to me, "It is not worth while trying to convert this +man; events will teach him." + +Although I did not believe there would be war, Ludwig looked forward to +it with great certainty, and only feared that we might neglect the +proper moment to let the whole world see that it was France that was +wantonly and impiously forcing war upon us. + +We went down to the valley stream in order to see that no accident +should happen while the rocks were being blasted. + +Ludwig superintended the blasting in person. With Annette and Conny, I +was stationed down the road, while Rothfuss and Martella were on the +other side, in order that all might be warned of the danger. + +Suddenly there was a loud report which reverberated through the valleys +and the forests; the blasting was a complete success. + +Soon after, we were assembled on the road, and even the quarry-men were +with us, when Ikwarte, accompanied by one of the forester's men, came +running up to us, out of breath, exclaiming, before he reached us: + +"War has been declared!" + +The forester brought me a message informing me that France had declared +war, and calling on me to repair to the meeting of the Parliament at +once. + +Ludwig gave instructions that the work should be continued without +interruption, and placed the completion of the new building in charge +of the engineer. That very evening he accompanied me to the capital, +Martella going with us. + +The Englishman stood by the bank, angling. + +It was not until after I had left home, that I began to realize what +was in store for us. + + + + + + BOOK FOURTH. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +The great crisis which we have dreaded and yet hoped for has at last +arrived. We are again obliged to contend with our hectoring neighbor, +whose lust of power goads him to trample on our rights. We must fight, +if we wish to endure; and will all Germany be united? If in this +juncture we are not as one, our ruin is assured, and will be richly +deserved. + +To know that the decisive moment is at hand, and that you cannot +actively participate--that you are only a single wave in the current, +is at once an oppressive and an exalting thought. + +In my mind, I go over the list of my fellow-members in the Parliament. +The decision seems to hang in doubt. Eccentricity is still rampant, and +decks itself with all sorts of revolutionary ideas. + +And how is the Prince inclined? Were it better if it rested with one +man to decide whether we should have war or peace? + +And there is another bitter experience that is forced upon us in +periods of doubt and indecision; namely, that fixed principles begin to +waver. + +I found it a great comfort to have Ludwig with me. He was so thoroughly +in sympathy with me, and yet, at the same time, a foreigner. He had +become a citizen of the New World, in which he had lived over twenty +years, and his views were freer from prejudice than ours could be. + +In spite of the declaration of war on the part of the French +government, the ravings in the French Legislative Chambers, and the +outcry in the streets of Paris, I yet encouraged a hope that war might +be averted. But Ludwig thought--and I was obliged to agree with +him--that it were both treachery and folly now, when the right was on +our side, not to accept the battle which would thus only be postponed. +For this constant waiting and watching for what others may do, is a +painful state of dependence. + +Ludwig was younger; his pulse was steadier. He had already fought in +this country with undisciplined crowds, and, in the United States, had +taken part in the great war. + +He said in confidence that if he had known that the decision was so +near at hand, he would have kept on better terms with Funk; because, at +that moment, the great object was to gain his allegiance and that of +his party, in which there was no lack of noble enthusiasts. Ludwig held +that, in politics, it was not alone permissible, but even necessary, to +use strategy and double-dealing. + +Martella so urgently entreated me to permit her to accompany us, that, +for her sake, Ludwig's wife remained at home. + +At the village down by the railway station, and at nearly every +station on the road, I was asked whether I believed there would be war, +and whether I would advise the people to drive their cattle into +out-of-the-way ravines and valleys, and to hide their household goods, +on account of the threatened invasion of the French hordes. + +I took great pains to explain my views; but, at the second station, +Ludwig said: "Father, you are giving yourself unnecessary trouble. The +people do not wish to learn anything. They think that you cannot know +any more about it than they do. They simply ask you idle and anxious +questions, just as they would at other times, 'What kind of weather do +you think we will have?' Father, do not pour out the deepest feelings +of your heart." + +After that, I replied that one could not say much upon the subject; and +I observed that the people, were more respectful because I was so +reserved. They assumed that, as I was a delegate, I was fully informed +on all subjects, and neither dared nor desired to unbosom myself. + +It was rather late, but not too late. From that day, I learned that it +is not best to open one's soul to another and reveal all that is within +it; and for that reason, it is said of me that, since the beginning of +the war, I am a changed man. In those days, I learned things that never +were suffered to pass my lips. + +The first one whom we met at the capital was my son-in-law, the Major. + +"What is the opinion in the army?" inquired Ludwig. + +The Major looked at him steadily, and, after a pause, answered, +"Opinion? In the army there is obedience." With forced composure, he +added, "As far as I know, the army neither debates nor votes." + +He turned to me and said that this time we were better prepared than +four years ago. + +I asked whether the army orders had already been promulgated. + +He shrugged his shoulders, and evidently did not care to divulge +anything. He told me, though, that since the evening previous, he had +been advanced to the rank of colonel, and had been placed in command of +a regiment. When I spoke of this, as indicating that the Prince had +decided for war, he lapsed into silence. + +We soon parted, regretting that we could not go to his house, for +Annette had already prepared quarters for our reception. + +I then went to our club-house and learned that our party was already +broken up. The Funk faction--I must give it this name, although he was +not its leader--held separate meetings. + +Ludwig determined logo at once to the meeting of Funk's party, because +it was important above all things to know what was being done there. + +"I believe in Lincoln's maxim," said he, "that 'it will never do to +swap horses while crossing streams.'" + +In little more than an hour, he returned and told us that he had been +coldly received, although the leadership was shared with Funk by two +members who had once been among his most intimate friends. He was now, +however, able to tell that their plan was to insist on neutrality. They +did not dare to think, much less to speak, of an alliance with France. +Their intention, however, was to call together a large meeting of the +popular party, in order to exert a moral influence on Parliament, and +perhaps to overawe it. + +At our meeting, we were expecting the arrival of the prime minister; +the right wing of our party sided with the ministry. + +The minister did not come; but sent one of his councillors, who +informed me that the session would not be opened unless a quorum of +delegates was present. + +He told us that there was great disorder among the telegraphs. + +After the councillor had left, Loedinger, my old associate and +prison-mate, told me in confidence, that he expected a _coup d'etat_. +He felt that the Prince had no desire to take counsel with the country, +and had determined that his glory as a warrior should be shared by no +one. + +Loedinger was one of those imaginative persons who, whenever they form +suspicions against any one, carry them to their extremest consequences. + +The President, who was a member of our party, told us under the seal of +secrecy, that the reason for delaying the opening of our session was +that they might first ascertain what action the delegates in the next +state would decide upon. + +We were thus held in anxious suspense. + +During the night, I found it impossible to sleep; and Ludwig, who was +in the next room, called out to me: "Father, you must sleep; to-morrow +will be a trying day. Just think of it!--the Emperor of Germany--I +should say, the King of Prussia--must also sleep to-night, and he is +three years older than you are." + +Yes, it was on that night, the 16th of July, that my son announced the +German Emperor to me. I could not help smiling with joy, and at last +fell asleep. And, strange to say, I dreamed that I was again at Jena, +and that the fantastic mummery of those days was being renewed. Because +I had a round head and a ruddy complexion, I was termed the "Imperial +Globe," and they maintained that, with my large stature and broad +shoulders, the imperial mantle would fit me best of all. They placed it +on me, and I was obliged forthwith to distribute offices. And suddenly, +I was no longer the Emperor, but Rothfuss, who laughed most terribly. +I, too, was obliged to laugh--and, laughing, I awoke. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +When I opened my eyes, Ludwig stood at my bedside and said, "You have +slept well, father, and it is well that you did. You will need all your +strength to-day; for to-day it will be--Good-morning, Germany." + +I cannot describe how my son's presence helped to strengthen me. I felt +that, with his power added to mine, I was doubly prepared for all that +might happen. + +There is nothing more encouraging, in troubled times, than to have a +faithful friend at one's side,--a truth which was proved to me on that +day and many a time since. + +I could not help recounting my strange dream, and when I added that it +gave me incomparable joy to think that the day had at last arrived in +which one might say the hearts of all Germans throbbed in unison, +Ludwig begged me not to talk so much. He said that he could sympathize +with me, and feel what a satisfaction it must be to me, after having +fought and suffered for fifty years, at last to witness the fruition of +my hopes, even though the price paid be war and bloodshed. + +He was indeed right. He responded to all my feelings; I may indeed say +that he anticipated them. + +When I reached the street, the throng was such that it seemed as if all +the houses had been emptied of their inhabitants. Here and there, were +groups talking aloud, and before the printing-office of the principal +newspaper, it was almost impossible to work one's way through the +crowd. + +It was there that I met an old friend, the incorruptible Moelder. In +1866 he had resigned a high position under the state, in order, +thenceforth, to devote himself to his Fatherland, and, above all, to +the cause of German unity. + +"It is well that I meet you," he said; "we have war now, and have +stolen a march on the French. Here, in the capital, the majority of the +citizens are on our side, but in the country, as you well know, the +so-called popular party is to a certain extent in the majority. The +common people are not so willing to follow our advice, for they are in +the hands of the clergy and the demagogues, who, for a little while +longer, will travel together on the same road. For this reason, we have +issued the call for a mass meeting at the Turners' Hall for this +evening." + +"Would it not be best for us delegates to hold aloof from it?" I +inquired. + +"No; it is too late for that. You will have to speak there, and so will +your son from America. We did not care to arouse you so late last +night, and I have, therefore, on my own responsibility, signed your +name to the call. But look!" + +I saw crowds standing at the street corners, and reading a large +placard, calling on all whose hearts beat with love of Germany to meet +together--and I really found my name at the foot of it. + +I could not object; our actions were no longer at our own disposal. + +Excited crowds filled the streets during the whole day. The whole +population seemed like one restless being in anxious suspense. It was +said that the telegraph wires had been connected with the palace, and +as the people knew nothing of this before, the information caused great +surprise. The afternoon paper brought the official news that they had +wanted the King of Prussia to address the French Emperor in an humble +letter, in which he was particularly forbidden to refer to the +relationship existing between the French Emperor and the Prince of +Hohenzollern, who had been elected King of Spain--a pleasant +preparation for what was to ensue in the evening. + +I did not see the Colonel during the whole day, but his friend, +Professor Rolunt, hunted me up; and, from the manner in which he spoke +of our project, it seemed to me that my son-in-law approved of it, and +that the popular movement about to be set on foot, was not looked upon +with disfavor by the government. Moreover, the Professor had become +very cautious, and was known to stand well with government circles. He +was believed to be an anonymous contributor to the official organ. + +In the evening, we repaired to the place of meeting. + +Moelder arrived, and with pale and trembling lips, told us: + +"It is rumored that the friends of the French will attempt to break up +the meeting. But I have called on the Turners. They are all on our +side, and your son stands as well with them as he once did." + +The proceedings began. + +Moelder was the first speaker. I have never seen any one more excited +than he was. His lips trembled, and he held fast to the rail with a +convulsive grasp, while he began: + +"We do not desire to become Prussians; but we wish to be Germans, as we +must and shall be. Is there one among you who would dare to utter the +accursed words, 'Rather French than Prussian!' If there be one who +dares to think it, let him dare to say it." + +He paused for a while, and then exclaimed: + +"Is there such a one among you? Answer me! Yes or no!" + +"No!" resounded from a thousand throats, and he responded with joyous +voice, "Then we are all friends." He then concluded his address, +eloquently maintaining that to attempt to remain neutral were both +treachery and folly. + +A young advocate who had been defeated in the recent elections, by one +of the clerical party, followed. He spoke with that studied eloquence +which talks glibly and in nicely rounded phrases. He concluded by +demanding that the whole meeting should proceed to the palace and +request the Prince to discharge his hesitating ministry; or, at all +events, the one minister who seemed to be unpatriotically inclined. + +Enthusiastic and joyous shouts of approval were showered upon him. + +I saw the danger that threatened, and asked for the floor. + +"There has been enough talking; it is time now for deeds!" cried a +voice in the assembly, and it seemed as if the crowd were already on +the move. + +My heart stood still. We were no longer masters of our own actions. + +Then Ludwig cried out, in a voice so powerful that the very walls +seemed to tremble, "If you are men, listen! My father wishes to speak." + +"Hurrah for the King of the Turners! Let old Waldfried speak! Silence! +Order! Let old Waldfried speak!" + +It was a long while before the shouting and the cheering ceased, and I +think I spoke the right word at the right time. + +I had a right to refer to my past, and to explain to them that it would +only create disturbance and confusion to adopt such violent measures +before anything had really been decided upon. If I were the Prince, I +would not yield to their wishes until the voice of the representatives +of the people had been heard. + +The temper of the meeting changed, and I received many signs of +approval. + +When I had finished, there were shouts of, "We want to hear the King of +the Turners speak!" + +Ludwig mounted the rostrum; but so great was the applause, that it was +several minutes before he could speak. + +At last he began, in a cheerful tone, saying that we Germans were still +full of the haughty arrogance of youth, and that this very meeting was +a proof of it. + +Then, with words that carried conviction to all who listened, he told +them how the events of the last year had been a blessing to the +emigrants in America; a blessing, indeed, which could not thoroughly be +appreciated by those who were yet at home. The German had been +respected, if he could call himself a Prussian; but now the time had +come when the word _German_ must be an honored name. And if, as some +maintained, the South Germans are the real Germans, let them prove it. + +If the Prussians are not yet Germans, they shall, and must, and will +become so. They delivered us from the real Napoleon; they will also be +able to free us from the counterfeit one. The first was not made of +gold, but this one is mere pinchbeck. + +"I have fought against negro slavery; now the battle is against the +slavery that French ambition would submit us to." + +While Ludwig was speaking, the chairman handed me a little slip of +paper, on which were written the words, "Your son knows how to allow +the heated steed to cool off before tying him." + +Ludwig could, indeed, direct the mood of the meeting at will. + +To the great amusement of his audience, he said that he had the rare +good fortune of having been born near the boundary line, and that, +consequently, the first object he had become sensible of, were the two +brightly painted posts which stood side by side on the road; and that, +while yet a child, he had often looked up to the trees in the woods, to +see whether they knew to which of the posts they belonged. + +"And when I returned, the abject life that we had been leading was +again brought to my mind. On the one side marked by the bright post, +all is Catholic, and on the other side all is Protestant, because in +those times the people were obliged to accept their so-called religion +from their masters. + +"Allow me to take a comparison from my own trade. It requires many +strong posts to make the scaffolding of a building. The departed +martyrs for German unity were the scaffolding. It has been torn down, +and now we behold the building, pure and simple, firmly and regularly +built, and appropriately adorned. + +"Or another simile: Have you ever observed a raft in the valley stream? +It floats along slowly and lazily, but when it reaches the weir it +hurries; and then is the time to find out whether the withes are strong +and hold the planks firmly together. + +"The German logs must now pass through the weir. There is a cracking +and a straining, but they hold fast to each other, and right merrily do +they float down into the Rhine and out into the ocean. + +"The bells in the neighboring state have a different tone from ours; +but if the two are in accord, the effect is so much the more beautiful. +And from this moment let all bells chime in harmony." + +Ludwig had the rare faculty of introducing apt illustrations while his +audience was all aglow with enthusiasm, and thus kept the meeting in +the best of humor and ready to agree with him when he concluded by +saying: "We have been patient so long--for more than half a century: +indeed, ever since the battle of Leipzig--that we can well afford to be +patient for a few days, perhaps only a few hours longer." + +The meeting which had been so excited closed with singing. It was on +that evening that I heard "Die Wacht am Rhein," for the first time. It +must, before that, have been slumbering on every lip, and had now at +last awakened. + +The young advocate who had proposed the immediate removal of the +minister, whispered to me, "I thank you for having defeated my motion." + +I looked at him with surprise, and he continued: "I do, indeed, thank +you. The only object was to show the friends of the French that even +though it might require extreme measures, no demand that liberalism +could make would surprise us." + +That sort of worldly wisdom was not to my taste. + +The chairman then put the following resolution to a vote: + +That we would remain true to the articles of confederation and to the +German cause, with all our means and at every sacrifice. + +They shouted their approval with one voice; and now he closed the +meeting with a few cheerful remarks, announcing that we would adjourn +to the garden, where the beer was very good, and where there would be +no more speeches except the clinking of the mugs. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +"Father, you had better go home; you need sleep. I will accompany you +to our quarters, but I must return again, as they all insist upon my +doing so." + +Ludwig and I took our way through the streets. They were still filled +with a surging crowd, and in front of the palace the entire guard was +under arms. They had evidently made preparations against a popular +disturbance. + +When I arrived at the dwelling, Ludwig left me. + +Annette was still awake, and informed me, as soon as I entered, that a +member of the cabinet had been there, had left word that I should come +to the palace that evening, and that if I would mention my name at the +left entrance I would be admitted. He had also said that, no matter how +late it was when I returned, I should not fail to come. I said that +there must have been some mistake--that they probably meant my son +Richard, or Ludwig; but Annette repeated that "Father Waldfried" had +been especially mentioned. + +I replied that I was so tired that I would have to leave it until the +next day, but Annette thought that such a command must be implicitly +obeyed, and believed that the Prince himself desired to speak with me. + +I repaired to the palace. The whole of the left wing was illuminated. + +When I gave my name to the lackey at the foot of the staircase, he +called it out, and a secretary appeared and said, in a respectful +voice; "The Prince awaits you." + +I pointed to my workday dress, but was assured that that made no +matter. + +I ascended the staircase. On every hand there were guards. I was +conducted into a large saloon, where the secretary left me. He soon +reappeared, holding the door open and saying, "Please enter." + +I went in. The Prince advanced to meet me, and took me by the hand, +saying: "I thank you sincerely for having come. I would gladly have +allowed you to rest overnight, but these times do not permit us to +rest. Pray be seated." + +It was well that I was allowed to take a seat. + +The Prince must have observed that I was almost out of breath, and +said: "Do not speak; you are quite exhausted. Permit me to tell you +that, in this trying hour, I repose full confidence in you. I have, for +a long while, desired to make your acquaintance. I have known your son, +the Professor, ever since he was at the university." + +He added other highly complimentary remarks. + +A pause ensued, during which I noticed, on the opposite wall, a picture +of the deceased Princess, who, as I had often heard, had been a great +benefactress to the country during the famine of 1817. This picture +revived my recollections of Gustava, and I felt as if I were not alone, +but as if she were with me. + +All this passed through my mind during the few moments of silence. + +The Prince went on to say that he had been informed of what I had said +an hour ago at the popular meeting. It had, for several days, been his +desire to act in union with me, but that he had entertained doubts on +various points,--among others as to whether I could attach myself to +him; and that the information he had just received had at last aided +him to form his conclusion. + +"Excuse the question, but are you a republican?" + +"I have sworn to support the government," was my answer. + +"Are you a republican in theory?" + +"In theory? The days of Pericles and Scipio are reflected in the soul +of every German who has received a classical education, and, logically +considered, a republic is the only form of free government. But neither +the life of nature, nor that of human history, is absolutely logical, +for actual necessity sets aside the systems erected by abstract +reason." + +"That is well, and we shall, therefore, no doubt agree on all that +follows. But let me ask you one other question: Do you candidly and +heartily desire the continued existence of my sovereign dynasty?" + +"Sovereign--no; dynasty--yes." + +At these words the Prince arose from his seat, and hurriedly walked +across the floor. It seemed as if he involuntarily placed a distance +between himself and me. He remained standing in a dark corner of the +room. + +There was a long pause, during which nothing broke the silence except +the ticking of the little clock on his table. + +Such words had never been uttered in those halls. I had done my duty; +but I distrusted the Prince. Although suspicion is foreign to my +nature, his entire behavior aroused it in me. The Prince returned, +and stood opposite me, while he rested his clenched fist on his +writing-desk. The full light was streaming on his face. + +"Explain yourself more fully," he said. + +"Your Highness," I replied, "what I said to you was said after full +reflection." + +"I feel assured of that; but speak out fearlessly." + +"I have fought, thought, and lived for this during my whole lifetime. +If we are to gain a real Fatherland, the princes must relinquish their +claim to sovereignty: that belongs only to the whole. + +"The growth of the idea of German unity has been in geometrical +progression. During the period of the rotten restoration, from the +battle of Leipzig down to 1830, those who entertained it might have +been counted by hundreds, or, at most, thousands, and they were to be +found only among the cultured or learned classes. After 1830, they were +counted by hundreds of thousands, and after 1848, by millions; and +to-day the thought of German unity is alive in all who know that they +are Germans. + +"One system of laws within our borders, a united army, and united +representation in foreign lands. But the league of the states, that +through joy and sorrow have achieved unity for themselves, should be +faithfully preserved. The forest is one united whole, and yet every +tree has its individual life. + +"Your Highness, I live near the borders. The obstinacy of the Vienna +congress has so cut up the country that we are obliged to go out of our +state to get salt. I have fields and woods beyond the boundary post, +and this has given rise to a thousand and one annoyances. Even the +protection of the forests, on which depends the life of our landed +interests, is obstructed by the diversity of laws. The hailstorm we had +last week paid no regard to boundary posts." + +From the depths of my heart, I said: "Your dynasty, you and your house, +should remain our chief; but they should be subject to the greater +commonwealth." + +"Subject?" said the Prince. He evidently expected that I would withdraw +or modify the word; but I felt that I could not do so. + +And then he took my hand in his and said: + +"I knew that these were your thoughts; I assumed as much. But I feel +grateful that you have allowed me to hear them from your own lips. Do +you believe that the majority of my--or our--people feel as you do?" + +"No, I do not believe so. That is, they do not feel so to-day, but they +will to-morrow. Deeds--deeds of sacrifice--are the most powerful +instructors; they teach men what they should think, and even find a +voice for what has been slumbering in their souls, but which--through +pride and anger, or through want of courage--they have not even dared +to think of." + +"You are not an enthusiast." + +"I do not believe I am one. The people love the princes from force of +habit, and will be none the less glad to love them when reflection and +reason permit them to do so." + +"Have you ever had the desire to occupy a position of authority under +the government?" + +"Certainly; it was my greatest desire, and I believe--" + +"You ought to be President of the ministry." + +I replied that I was a practical farmer, and had never been in the +government service. + +"Tell me how you have become what you are," said the Prince, taking a +seat opposite me. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +"I shall gladly tell you all." + +"The less reserve on your part, the greater my thanks." + +"I was one of those who were persecuted on account of what at that time +was called demagogism. + +"The soldier who guarded me--he is now a servant in my employ--informed +me that I had been sentenced to death, and offered to change clothes +with me, in order that I might escape. I refused the offer and +remained. We were not sentenced to death, but to imprisonment for ten +years. Ten years! A long, long night stared us in the face. + +"Your Highness has taken me by the hand. Your father declared that he +would never voluntarily offer his hand to me or my confederates, +although it were necessary to do so if we meant to give him a pledge of +our allegiance. + +"You cannot remember the circumstance. + +"After being imprisoned for five years, we were pardoned, and I and two +of my prison-mates were elected members of the Parliament. + +"The Jurists objected to our assuming the privileges of citizenship. + +"The House which acknowledged our election was dissolved, naturally +enough, by Metternich's order. A new one met, and, as we had in the +meanwhile been re-elected, it confirmed the validity of our election. +Your father--I fully acknowledge his many acts of benevolence--was +obliged to extend his hand to us in order that we might take the oath. + +"There are no words that fitly describe the wicked man who lived in the +imperial city, and to whom the sovereign German princes were obedient +subjects. In future days it will seem incredible, that, in obedience to +orders from Vienna, the German princes ordered our youth, under heavy +penalties, to desist from improving their physical strength by +gymnastic exercises. + +"Perhaps you never knew that even singing clubs were forbidden, and +that officials who had been connected with them were regarded with +suspicion. + +"Is it conceivable that a government which forbids physical development +by means of gymnastics, and spiritual elevation by means of song, can +for a moment have faith in its own stability? + +"I am not easily moved to hatred; but, even now, the name of that man +fills me with indignation. + +"What crime had we been guilty of? Why, only this: with a youthful +confidence in solemn promises, we had simply held fast to the idea that +Germany had freed itself from the Corsican yoke in order to become a +free, united empire. + +"You cannot conceive, your Highness, how many noble-hearted men were +thrown into dungeons, or driven into exile in those days. Who can +measure what noble gifts ran to waste. + +"When I think of these things, a sad picture presents itself to my +mind's eye. + +"Among our fellow-prisoners at the fortress, there was a young man who +had already begun to lecture at the university. + +"His father was an eminent philologist, and had been removed from his +professorship for permitting himself, while lecturing, to indulge in +expressions in favor of liberty. In a material sense, he was, +fortunately, well-to-do. His family owned a large estate in the forest +country, whither he repaired, taking with him his collections of +antiques and his books. + +"The son sickened while in prison, and a wasting fever undermined his +youthful strength; and, as his days were numbered, the physician at the +fortress requested the authorities to release him. + +"I have positive information--as the sister of that young man afterward +became my wife--that our Prince, your father, was willing to grant the +discharge. But, before it could be carried into effect, it was +necessary to ask for Metternich's permission--and Metternich refused +it. + +"The commandant of the fortress held me in great esteem, and permitted +me, on his own responsibility, to be placed in the same cell with the +sick prisoner. + +"I nursed him faithfully, and watched his every movement. I shall never +care to recall the thoughts that passed through my mind during the long +days, and still longer nights, that I passed at his bedside. He was +slowly sinking; for confinement was killing him, and yet no word of +complaint ever fell from his lips. + +"His father came and--could you imagine it?--was not allowed to +converse with his son except in the presence of a guard. + +"Then came his sister, only fifteen years old--but of that no matter at +present. + +"The noble martyr died. He was buried in the village at the foot of the +fortress. + +"While these things were going on, there was dancing and dining at +Court, and Metternich was writing witty _billet-doux_. + +"You, of course, have never heard of these things. + +"Through the bars of our prison, we could look out into the +fortress-yard and see the coffin placed on the wagon that was to carry +it to the grave. But why should I revive the anger and sense of +disgrace that filled our hearts at that moment? And who, on the other +hand, would have the right to condemn us prisoners if, when at last +free, we should indulge in deeds of vengeance? + +"Your Highness will understand that I am only telling you of these +matters so that you may have an idea of the sacrifices that were made +to bring about the result which is now to be consummated through a +struggle of life and death." + +"I know it--I know it well; pray go on." + +I plucked up my courage and continued: "My parents died while I was a +prisoner. When I was at last discharged, I had lost all taste for a +clerical calling. I was down in the village standing by the smithy, saw +the blazing fire and watched the heavy hammers, and I yearned for just +such hard manual labor. I begged the smith to take me as his +apprentice, and he at once handed me a hammer. I was there but a week, +when the father of the young man who had died in prison came and took +me to his estate." + +"And you married his daughter?" + +"Yes." + +"And does she still live?" + +"No; she died, as I am unfortunately forced to believe, through grief +on account of the desertion of our youngest son just before the war of +1866." + +"I know it, I know it. I hear that your son is serving in the French +army in Algiers? I know," he said, interrupting himself when he saw my +painful agitation, "what grief this son has caused you. If it were in +your power to send him word, he might, if he would deliver himself up +of his own will, be received back into the army with some trifling +punishment, and might afterward by his bravery distinguish himself, and +all would be well again. But, of course, at present, communication is +impossible either through diplomatic or private channels." + +I was obliged to admit that I did not know of Ernst's whereabouts. + +Strange it is how a poet's words will suddenly come to one's aid. + +"My son is like a different man,'" said I, with the words taken from +the history of my friend; and I was myself astonished by the tone in +which I spoke. I had enough self-command to say that our present +troubles required that all should be united, and, that we should, +therefore, not complicate them by introducing our own personal +interests; nor did I conceal the fact that I had lived down my sorrow +on account of Ernst, and had almost ceased to be haunted by the thought +of him. It pained me, nevertheless, to listen to the well-rounded, +sentences in which the Prince praised the Roman virtue that indulged my +love of country at the expense of my feelings as a father. He seemed +pleased with this conceit of his, and repeated it frequently. I felt +quite disenchanted. + +Thoughts of Ernst almost made me forget where I was, or what I was +saying, until the Prince requested me to resume my story, unless I +found it too fatiguing. + +I continued: + +"When I think of the times before 1830, I see opposed to each other +extravagant enthusiasm and impotence, courageous virtue and cowardly +vice, chaste and devoted faith in the ideal, and mockery, ridicule, and +frivolous disbelief in all that was noble--the one side cherishing +righteousness, the other scoffing at it. In other words, on the one +side, Uhland; on the other, Metternich. + +"My relations with my family, with the community in which I lived, and +even in a wider circle, were happy enough. But the thought of my +distracted Fatherland remained, and filled my heart with grief that +could not be assuaged. I lived and suffered for the general good, and +my associates did the like; but the storm-cloud was always impending +over us, and we were obliged to learn how to go about our daily work +with fresh and cheerful hearts, although danger threatened; to be +patient for the sake of the people, and to look into our own hearts for +strength. + +"The best men of our Fatherland were deeply anxious to be up and doing, +but we were condemned to the worst lot of all: a life-long opposition. + +"While we were languishing for healthy political action, our minds were +filled with a bitter and consuming protest against the miserable +condition of our affairs. + +"It is hard when one's whole being is in conflict with his +surroundings." + +I went on to tell him of the great hopes that the spring of 1848 had +inspired us with, and that I, too, had had the good fortune to be +permitted to assist in building up the great Fatherland, and to have +been in the confidence of the best men of my time. I told him of the +sad days when our so-called "Rump Parliament" was dispersed by the +soldiers, and also spoke of my son Ludwig. + +"I understand that your son has become a man of great ability and force +of character, and that he distinguished himself in the war with the +slave States?" said the Prince. + +I was surprised to find how well he was informed. + +And then the Prince added, in an animated voice: "You are an +enthusiastic friend of Prussia?" + +"I am; for in Prussia I recognize the backbone of our national +existence; she is not prepossessing, but steadfast and reliable. + +"I lived at the time of the war of liberation; many who were of my age +took part in the war that saved us. Our section stood with Napoleon, +but Prussia saved Germany. She has dallied a great while before +claiming her reward for that service; but at last she receives it." + +The Prince arose, and, resting both hands on his writing-table, said, +"That is the very reason I sent for you. Both they and we--both high +and low--must extinguish the memories of 1866. We have all much to +forgive, and much to learn." + +And then the Prince asked me whether I believed that the majority of +the House of Delegates agreed with us? + +I was obliged to express my doubts on that head. + +"I have made up my mind, however," exclaimed the Prince, "whether the +delegates agree with me, or otherwise. You are an old, tried soldier. +Are you ready to ally yourself with me--no, not with me--with the +Fatherland?" + +"How?" + +"Call it a _coup d'etat_, if you choose--we dare not let names frighten +us--these are times in which legal forms must be disregarded. Are you +willing to accept the presidency of my cabinet, so that your fair name +may lend its lustre to my actions? You shall bear testimony to my love +of country." + +"I am willing, your Highness, to sacrifice the short span of life that +is yet left me; but I am not an adept in state affairs." + +"That is no matter; others will attend to that. What I require is the +moral influence of your presence. Your son-in-law, Colonel Karsten, is +willing to accept the portfolio of Secretary of War." + +I informed the Prince that I would be obliged to insist on important +conditions: not from distrust of him, but of his noble associates who +had deserted us in 1848, and had used us liberals as cat's-paws. + +I told him that, in my opinion, Germany would either emerge from this +war as a great power, or disappear from the roll of nations. + +"We hope for the best, and we must conquer, for defeat would be +destruction." + +As a first condition, I requested the Prince to give me a written +assurance that he resigned all privileges which would interfere with +German unity. + +He smiled. I do not know whether it was in scorn, or whether he had not +heard my last words. He rose, placed his hand on my shoulder, and said, +"You are a good man." + +I, too, was obliged to smile, and answered, "What else should I be, +your Highness?" + +"Is not what you demand of me equivalent to an abdication?" + +"No; it is nothing more than retiring to the position held by the +princes before domestic dissensions enabled Louis XIV. to wrest Alsace +and Lorraine from the German Empire." + +It was with an air of embarrassment that the Prince said: + +"Here is my hand. I have a right to do this, and desire to be the first +to hail the victorious King of Prussia as Emperor." + +The Prince touched a bell, and a lackey entered, whom he told to bid +Colonel Karsten come. + +My son-in-law Minister of War, and I president of the cabinet! Was it +all a dream? My eye fell on the picture of the deceased Princess, and +it seemed to resemble Gustava and to smile upon me. + +The Colonel entered. He remained standing, in the erect attitude of a +soldier. + +The Prince informed him, in a few words, that we agreed with each +other, and submitted a proclamation with which the Chamber was to be +dissolved, in case the majority should decide for neutrality. For the +present, this was to be kept a secret. + +The Prince then withdrew. + +Arm in arm with my son-in-law, I returned to my dwelling. + +To think of all that had happened to me during that one day + +Could this be myself? I could scarcely collect my senses. + +Ludwig had not returned, and I was almost glad that it was so, for I +was not permitted to reveal what had been secretly determined on. + +Martella was still awake. She came to meet me with the words: + +"Father, you have heard news of Ernst. Did the Prince give you his +pardon?" + +I could not conceive how the child could have had this presentiment, +and when I asked her, she told me that a brother of the porter at +Annette's house had returned from Algiers and had told her about Ernst. + +I could not enter into Martella's plans. What mattered the life of a +son, or the yearning affection of a girl? I scarcely heard what she +said--my heart was filled to overflowing; there was no room left for +other cares. + +One memory was revived. Years ago, the Privy Councillor had told me +that I was well thought of at court. At that time it was scarcely +probable. But could it have been true, after all? + +Morning was dawning when I reached my bed. I felt that I would never +again be able to sleep, and only wished that I might live a few days +longer, so that, if nothing else was left, I might plunge myself into +the yawning abyss for the sake of my country. + +It was fortunate that the session was not to begin until noon. I slept +until I was called. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +The Colonel came and told me that the troops were under orders. + +I was startled. I shuddered at the idea of using force against our +fellow-citizens, and felt as if I could by my own strength, oppose and +conquer the demon of dissension. I felt assured that I must succeed, +and as confident as if success had already been achieved. + +Ludwig accompanied me through the streets; they were even more crowded +than on the day before. + +Annette and Martella had preceded us, in order to secure good seats. It +was with difficulty that we forced our way through the crowd. Ludwig +was obliged to shake hands with many whom we met, and was often greeted +by men whom he did not recognize, and who seemed annoyed that, in spite +of the changes that twenty-one years had made in them, he did not at +once address them by their names. + +A company of soldiers were mounting guard before, the House of +Parliament. Ernst Rontheim, son of the Privy Councillor, was in +command. He saluted me in military fashion. + +I gazed upon the vigorous youth, with his ruddy face and bright eyes, +and asked myself: "Will he this very day be forced to command his +troops to fire upon his fellow-citizens?" Did he know how full of +danger his post was? It required a great effort, on my part, to refrain +from speaking to him. At that moment, the minister of war arrived, and +the young officer called out, "Present arms!" + +In the ante-chamber, and in the restaurant attached to the House, there +were many groups engaged in lively and animated discussions, in which +the speakers accompanied their remarks by forcible gesticulations. + +The three members who had been fellow-prisoners o f mine at the +fortress, were still faithfully attached to me. The one whom we had +termed "The Philosopher" had distinguished himself by new theories in +political science, and the other two were eminent lawyers. + +Only one of the members of the old student corps had gone over to the +radicals, but he was recognized as the most independent and the purest +of men, and was everywhere spoken of as "Cato." + +The others had remained true to our colors; and one who was known as +Baribal called out "What! Bismarck? If that black devil will bring +about union, I shall sell my soul to him!" + +I spoke with "Cato," when no others were by, and he frankly confessed +that he feared that this war would strengthen monarchism, and that, +therefore, he still was, and ever would be, a republican. + +"We have, thus far, been forced to act against our wishes, and have +complained in secret," he said, "but if we conquer in this war, we +shall have voluntarily become subjects, and be happy in the favor of +their high mightinesses. I am not a subject, and do not wish to become +one." + +He gave me a fierce look, and I felt obliged to tell him that he could +not be at his ease while receiving honors from people whom he despised. + +He did not feel that war was inevitable, but was inclined to favor it, +if the German princes would promise that the constitution of the German +Empire, as proposed in the Frankfort Parliament, would be adopted in +the event of our success. + +"Cato" assured me that even if we were to bring about a union, it would +be such only in name. Organic life cannot become a harmonious whole +unless there is freedom of action; and therefore, we must, first of +all, insist on guarantees for freedom. + +"Why do you," said he in conclusion, "who aided and abetted the +Frankfort Parliament, never mention it?" + +When I told him that this was political orthodoxy, he paid no regard to +what I said. + +Funk once furtively looked towards me, and then turned to his neighbor, +with whom he conversed in a low voice. + +Various members who, it was evident, desired to take the lead, were +walking up and down absorbed in thought. + +I heard that telegrams had been received to the effect that France +would not consent to further delay, and insisted that all must be +absolutely neutral or else avowedly take sides. + +Loedinger, my former prison-mate, approached me and said that it would +be necessary to prevent any conclusion being reached on that day, and +that we should govern ourselves by the course that the neighboring +state decided upon. + +I asked him whether the party had determined on this. He said, "No," +and told me that his only object was to bring about a postponement in +case the probable issue seemed adverse to us. + +I felt that this would be impossible. I entered the chamber more +agitated than I have ever been. I had never in all my life been obliged +to conceal anything, and now I had to face my associates with a weighty +secret on my mind. I saw the ministers enter and take their seats, and +could not help thinking, "You will soon be seated there." + +One minister whom we knew to be of our party came down to where I was +sitting and shook hands with me. He spoke with confidence and +hopefulness. + +I noticed Funk pointing at me, and could hear the loud laughter that +followed on the part of the group that surrounded him. + +The President took his seat; the ringing of the bell agitated me; the +decisive moment approached. + +I looked up. Annette nodded to me. Richard was seated at her side. + +I was obliged to drive out all roving thoughts, for it was now +necessary to concentrate all my energies on one object. + +The proceedings began. My friend Loedinger, who had been seated at my +side, was the first speaker, and supported the motion in favor of +taking the field. He spoke with great fervor, and invoked the spirits +of those who had gone before us. + +"Would that the mighty spirits of the past could descend to us this +day," were his words, while his own utterances were those of a spirit +pure and beyond reproach. When he finished his remarks, a storm of +applause followed. I grasped his hand; it was cold as ice. + +Funk requested the President to preserve order in the galleries, and +said that this was not a Turners' festival. + +The President reminded him that he knew his duty, and meant to perform +it, and that Funk, in his eagerness, had only anticipated him. + +The next speaker was "Cato." He unearthed all the grievances that +Prussia had inflicted on the patriots. He called on the spirits of +those who had fallen during the war of 1866, and said they might well +ask those who now counselled aiding Prussia, "Are you willing to stand +side by side with those who murdered us in a fratricidal war?" + +When he closed, it was evident that his words had deeply moved the +assembly. + +I was the next to have the floor, and explained that, although brothers +may quarrel among themselves, they are brethren nevertheless, and that, +when an insolent neighbor endeavors to invade and destroy their home, +they must unite to defend it. Addressing my opponents, I exclaimed, +"You know full well what the decision will be, and I am loth to believe +that you desire to embarrass or disgrace it by opposition and +dissension." + +Great excitement followed this remark, and prevented me from going on. +I was called to order, but the President decided that my remarks had +not been personal. + +I endeavored to keep calm, and to weigh every word before uttering it. + +In spite of this resolution, I forgot myself, and aroused a perfect +storm of anger, when I expressed my deepest convictions in the +following words: + +"You who are seated on the other side do not believe in neutrality. Ask +yourselves whether this be an honest game that you are playing. +Neutrality is a hypocritical word which, translated into honest German, +means willingness to aid France, a Rhenish confederation, and treason +to the Fatherland!" + +I was called to order and was obliged to admit that I had gone a little +too far. + +The President interrupted the debate, and inquired whether the Chamber +would permit him to read a telegram which had just been received, and +was of some importance in relation to the subject under consideration. + +"No! No!" "We are debating this among ourselves!" "Our deliberations +must be free and untrammelled!" "No outside parties have a right to +interfere!" cried the one side. + +"Yes! Yes!" "Let us have it!" "Read it to us!" cried the others, and +all was confusion. + +The President at last restored order, and then informed us that the +telegram was from the House of Parliament of the neighboring state. He +desired to know whether he might read it to the assembly. He would +permit no debate on the subject; those who were in favor of the +reading, would simply rise. + +The majority arose, and Loedinger was almost trembling with emotion +when he grasped my hand and said, "Brother, the day is ours!" + +The President read the telegram. It was to the effect that a small +though decided majority of the Parliament of the next state had +determined that their forces should take the field. + +Then followed, both on the floor and in the galleries, a few moments of +terrible confusion and excitement. + +Order was at last restored, and the President announced that the +business would now be proceeded with. + +I had the floor. + +"Make no speech--ask for a vote at once," said Loedinger, as I arose. I +acted on his advice. + +The vote was taken; the majority was ours. + +Loud shouts of joy filled the air, but I felt happier than all the +rest. I had been saved from a fearful danger. + +Annette's carriage stood in a by-street, awaiting us. We rode to our +dwelling, and, when I reached there, I felt like one who, after long +and weary wandering over hill and dale, can at last sit down and +rest. And while I sat there, with myriad thoughts passing through my +brain, I could not help thinking, "The dream of my youth has repeated +itself--they only tried the mantle on me." + +Shortly after that, Ludwig returned home to join his wife and to look +after his workmen. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +How often we had yearned for unity of feeling, and an interchange of +sympathy with our compatriots! How sad it was to keep in our path with +the knowledge that the feelings and aspirations of those whom we met +had nothing in common with our own! + +The unity of feeling had at last been brought about. Every street had +become as a hall of the great temple in which love of country testified +its readiness to sacrifice itself. Every valley resounded with the +joyful message, "Awake! Our Fatherland has arisen in its might! Hasten! +for the battle is not yet over. The soul of him who falls will live on +in the comrade who marched at his side. Now none can live for himself +alone, but for the one great cause." + +After my sad bereavement, life had ceased to be aught but duty, and I +would have been ready, at any time, calmly to leave the world. But now +my only desire was to live long enough to witness the fruition of the +hopes which, during my whole life, had filled my soul. + +My children and grandchildren, each in his own way, showed their love +of country. + +Society at large was now like one great family, united in sentiment. + +The vicar was the first of my family to visit me. He came to offer his +services as chaplain to the troops. Julius followed soon after. It had +gone hard with him to leave his wife, but he was happy to know that he +could at last serve his country. It moved me deeply when he told me of +the courage and resignation his wife had shown at parting. He was +accompanied by his brother-in-law, the lieutenant, who joyously +confessed that he was filled with hopes of glory and rapid advancement. +He drew his sword a few inches from its scabbard, and said, "This blade +has lost patience--it is all athirst." + +My grandson Wolfgang returned from the forester's school. + +"Grandfather, have my pine-seeds sprouted?" was his first question. + +"They do not grow so fast, my child; the bed is still covered with +brushwood." + +He wanted to enter the army as a volunteer, and was quite sad when we +told him that foreigners would not be accepted, and that it would, +moreover, take a good while before he could learn the drill. He could +with difficulty reconcile himself to the fact that he was not permitted +to take part in the war, and with a voice full of emotion, exclaimed, +"Although my name is growing on its soil, I am not allowed to fight for +Germany!" + +Wolfgang was accompanied by Annette's nephew, the son of Offenheimer +the lawyer. He desired to offer his services as a volunteer. He was a +comrade of Wolfgang's, and a student in the agricultural department of +the forester's school. His face was marked by several scars, and +although he was not of a quarrelsome disposition, he had been in +several duels. He had served in the Young Guard, which, during the past +few years, had been recruited from the students of Gymnasiums and +polytechnic schools. + +I inquired whether his father consented to his entering the service, +and he answered me in the affirmative. + +Shortly afterward, his father entered the room. In a few words he told +us that he had expected this war, and then, turning to his sister, he +remarked that his son Alfred had entered the regiment which had +formerly been the Captain's, as Colonel Karsten could not take him in +his regiment. He also told me that he had fully determined, in case the +war resulted in our favor, to withdraw from practice, and to devote +himself to public affairs. + +Offenheimer was an able, clear-minded man, of liberal opinions, and +free from prejudice; and yet it seemed as if this vow of his had been +made in order to assure himself of the success of our cause and the +preservation of his only son. + +Annette had always observed a certain distance with her kindred, and +was, indeed, kinder to Martella than to her own nephew. But now, the +war and the unanimity of feeling which it had induced, seemed, even in +her case, to awaken new sympathies. + +On the following morning, when I was preparing for my journey homeward, +a messenger came from the palace to inform me that the Prince required +my presence. And now I went, in bright daylight and with a peaceful +soul, to the same place that I had approached during the night, +ignorant of what was in store for me. I was happy to know that the +serious charge, which I was hardly fitted to undertake, had not been +imposed on me, and I was, at the same time, encouraged by the feeling +that I had shown my willingness to do all in my power. + +On the staircase, I met the French ambassador, who had just received +his parting audience; and thus I saw the last French ambassador who +witnessed our dissensions. + +The antechamber of the Prince's apartments was full of life and bustle. +Adjutants and orderlies were constantly coming and going. + +I saw my son-in-law, but only for a few moments. He shook me by the +hand, and said, "My regiment marches through your valley; I shall see +you again at home." + +I was called into the Prince's presence. His cheeks were flushed and +his eye sparkled. He took me by the hand and said: "I can only briefly +thank you. I shall never forget your fidelity and your candor. +Unfortunately, I can be of no service to you, for you need no favors; +but my heart shall ever be filled with gratitude to you." + +His kind words so moved me that I was unable to utter a word in reply, +and the Prince continued: "Like you, I am forced to remain at home. It +is well and proper that princely rank does not require its possessor to +command his armies. Leaders have been selected, from whom we have a +right to look for the greatest results with the least bloodshed. Excuse +me; I regret that I cannot speak with you any longer. I shall be glad +to have you visit me soon again." + +He shook hands with me again, and I was about to withdraw in silence, +when a lackey entered and said that a daughter of mine had requested to +see the Prince, and begged that she might speak with me in his +presence. + +"Let her enter. You had better remain here, Herr Waldfried." + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +The door was opened and in rushed Martella, who threw herself on her +knees at the Prince's feet and exclaimed: "Your Highness, Prince by the +grace of God, be gracious and merciful! Give me my betrothed, my Ernst! +I shall not rise from this spot until you have restored him to me +again!" + +The Prince gazed at me in surprise, and I told him that this was +Ernst's betrothed. + +The Prince extended his hand to Martella. She kissed it and covered it +with tears, when he said to her: + +"I shall do all that I can." + +"Oh, God is gracious to you! you are all-powerful. O how happy you are +that you can do all these things! I knew it!" + +The Prince said that he was occupied at the moment; that she might go, +and he would attend to all that was necessary afterwards. + +"No, no!" cried Martella; "not so. I shall not leave in that way. Now +is the right time. Let the whole world wait until this is done." + +"I have already informed his father that the deserter will receive but +a mild punishment, if he now returns and helps us to fight for our +Fatherland." + +"Yes, yes; I believe all that; but I must have it in writing, with a +great seal under it, or else it is of no avail, and your subordinates +will not respect it. + +"O Prince! the winter before the fearful war you were hunting in the +district to which my Ernst belonged, and he had much to tell me about +you; and he said that, if one considered how you had been spoiled, it +was wonderful to find our Prince so well behaved, so just and upright a +man. + +"And Rothfuss said, 'In such a war as that of 1866, the Prince would +have been just as willing to desert as Ernst was, if he only could have +done so; but he could not get away.'" + +The Prince gave me a look full of meaning, while a sad smile played on +his lips. Suddenly he turned to Martella and asked, "And do you know +where your lover is?" + +"Yes; he is with the savages in Algiers. He, too, was a savage, but, by +this time, he must have become tamed. O Prince! give me the writing, +and what you write will be set down to your credit in heaven!" + +The Prince seated himself, and then looked up from his desk and asked, +"But what will you do with this letter of pardon?" + +"Let your gracious Highness leave that to me. Just you write--and +blessed be the pen and the ink and your hand--" + +I implored her to remain quiet, so that the Prince could write, and she +grasped my hand with one of hers, and with her other pointed towards +the Prince's pen and moved her finger as if following its every stroke. + +When the Prince bad finished writing, he lit a lamp, and Martella +exclaimed: "Oh, if Ernst were only here, that he might thank you! But +mother, who is above, knows of this already, and joins me in thanking +you." + +Her vigor and beauty, her touching voice, the powerful and dazzling +brilliancy of her eyes, all seemed as if increased by an irresistible +charm. + +The Prince attached the seal to the document and handed it to her with +the words, "I wish you success;" and, turning to me, added, "I am glad, +at all events, that I have been able to be of some service to you." + +Martella was about to kneel to him again, but he begged her to +withdraw. + +We went through the antechamber and down the steps, and, when we +reached the foot of the staircase, Martella suddenly stopped and said: +"I have something in which I can keep the letter of pardon. I still +have the embroidered satchel, but now I will put in it something better +and sweeter than the cake it once held." + +When we left, the guard was just marching up to the palace, and the +band was playing "Die Wacht am Rhein." A crowd extending farther than +the eye could reach joined in the song, and Martella exclaimed, "The +whole world is singing while--" and then her clear voice helped to +swell the chorus. + +No one was happier at Martella's good fortune than Annette, who, to +give vent to her joy, overwhelmed Martella with presents. + +Richard rushed into the room, exclaiming, "The Crown-Prince of Prussia +has been appointed commander of the South German forces!" His face +beamed with emotion, and he triumphantly declared that this would seal +the union of North and South Germany. + +Although the younger members of my family were full of ardent courage, +Richard had more determination and elasticity of spirit than any of +them. We had at one time mockingly called him "Old Negligence." But he +was no longer the man who procrastinated in all things, and who, while +conscientious withal, was nevertheless so swayed by a thousand +imaginary obstacles that it was difficult for him to make up his mind +on any subject. He told us that he had offered to accompany the +commander of our army; he had written enough of history in dead +letters, and now he was anxious to witness living history, and perhaps +to assist in making it. + +Annette had ordered the servant to bring wine, and Richard exclaimed: +"O father! it has come at last. Self-reliance now fills every heart, +and that is the rock of safety for the whole nation. I see it now; a +new element has entered our German world--a feeling that we are all +one. It is not a mere conglomerate of many thousand individuals; it is +something quite new and exalted--a divine revelation--the fire of pure +patriotism. We stand in the midst of a pillar of fire; every individual +is a spark; of no value by itself, but only as a portion of the pillar +of fire." + +Richard's tall and commanding form trembled with emotion. + +Annette placed her hand upon her heart and exclaimed, "And I too--I +too." + +She had stretched forth her hand, but suddenly cast her eyes upon the +picture of her dead husband, and buried her face in her hands. + +After a short pause, she said to Richard: + +"Your mother announced this to me. 'He will live to see the day,' she +said, 'on which great things will happen to the world and to you all.' +I did not understand her words then, but now I believe I understand +them." + +Richard replied, "How strange it is that you should be thinking of +mother at this moment; for I was thinking of her at the same time. + +"Ah, father, when mother asked for water from her spring, and I ran +through the village down into the valley, and was nothing but a child +running to fetch a draught that would cool her parched lips and, +perhaps, save her, I could not, at times, help thinking of the story +told by Apuleius--how Psyche was obliged to bring water from the rocky +springs of the Styx. + +"And, father, hard and puzzling as it then was to understand how trees +and houses could exist, and that men were working in the fields, while +the breath of life was flickering and expiring--now, all is clear +to my vision. I shall go off with the army; and if I can do nothing +more, I will, at all events, endeavor to refresh the spiritual and +physical wants of the children of the Fatherland for the sake of our +mother--unity. It would be glorious and happy to die when filled with +such emotions; but it is more genuine and more brave to persevere in +small services and sacrifices." + +Annette, with her hands clasped upon her breast, gazed at Richard. +Bertha entered the room at that moment, and, by her presence, brought +about a calmer and serener atmosphere than we had just been moving in. + +Bertha, four years before, had been full of unrest; but now, her calm, +equable disposition manifested itself in all its beauty. + +"That war," she said, "was an unnatural one, but this contest is waged +in a holy and just cause, and its consequences must therefore be calmly +accepted. And things, too, have changed with my husband; for now +fortune smiles upon him." + +She told us that an association had been formed under the auspices of +the Princess, for the purpose of aiding the families of those who were +obliged to go to the war, and to prepare aid for the sick and wounded. + +"I shall be one of you," exclaimed Annette. "I, too, wish to do my +share in the good work. And, Professor, I shall remember your words, +'It is braver to persevere in small services and sacrifices.'" + +Richard soon left for the university town, where he had yet to make +some preparations before starting with the army. He grasped Annette's +hand, and it seemed to me as if he held it longer than usual; but he +only said, "We shall meet again." + +His long face, with its large, full brown beard, bright blue eyes, and +arched forehead, seemed more beautiful than ever, and his splendid, +powerful form seemed almost heroic. + +In the evening I was crossing our principal street, and met Annette +carrying several packages under her arm. + +War kills one weakness which in men is insufferable, and in women +difficult to bear; namely, false pride. + +In such times, who can stop to think how he may appear to others? You +are nothing more than a wonderfully small fraction of a great and +complete whole. And it is this idea which makes you great, and lifts +you above all petty thoughts. + +How absurd we had grown to be. It had come to be regarded as improper +for a well-dressed man or woman to carry a package while in the street; +the dress of the ladies was so fashioned that they were obliged to use +their hands to prevent it from dragging, and thus it was impossible for +them to carry even the smallest package; but now all that was changed. + +Annette told me that she and some other ladies were about to take a +course of instruction from a surgeon, in the art of dressing wounds. +She said this simply and unostentatiously. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +While Martella and I were on our way to the depot, in order to return +to our home, we were encountered by a dense and impenetrable crowd. + +What could be the matter? + +"The Crown-Prince of Prussia is coming." + +We stopped. + +The sounds of distant music were heard mingling with the joyous shouts +of thousands of voices. It was the cry with which a race welcomed its +brothers from whom it had long been estranged, and who were now +advancing to save it. How this must have stirred the heart of the +Crown-Prince! + +I was so wedged in by the crowd, that I could see nothing. Martella had +ascended some steps back of me, and called me to follow her; but it was +impossible to do so. + +I heard a carriage approach; the men who were in front of me spoke of +the splendid appearance, and the calm, yet determined expression of the +Prince. + +"Father!" exclaimed Martella, "he looks just like him--indeed, more +like Richard." + +The crowd at last scattered, and cheers were still heard in the +distance. + +We started for home. The railway on the other side, which for some +distance ran into our valley, was obstructed. They were momentarily +expecting an invasion of the French, and, after that day, the other +line was only to be used for military trains. + +We rode on for a part of the way, and, at the intersection, met a large +crowd of persons from the watering-places. They had suddenly been +obliged to give up the springs and the amusements that had there been +at their disposal. + +The gambling banks are closed, it was said. I hoped that they might +never again be reopened. + +Ludwig and his servants were there awaiting me. I also met Carl, who +had been conscripted, and with him were two of the meadow-farmer's +servants. + +Carl laughed while he told us how the meadow-farmer grumbled that he +was now obliged to harness and feed his oxen himself. He cheerfully +added that Marie could do the service of two laborers. + +His joyous face made it plain that before leaving home he had come to +an understanding with Marie. When he spoke of her he pressed his left +hand to his heart. I think he must have had a keepsake there. + +When Carl saw Ikwarte, he went up to him and extended his hand saying: +"I forgive you. I cannot remain at enmity with any one whom I leave +behind when I go forth to battle. Forgive me, too." + +Ludwig asked Ikwarte, "Willem, would you like to go?" + +"I am waiting until the Colonel gives me leave." + +"You have never asked my permission." + +"I have waited until the Colonel would speak of it himself." + +"Pray speak a few kind words to my mother, for my sake," said Carl; and +I saw the old spinner sitting on the lower step of the depot. She gazed +into vacancy as if she were dreaming with open eyes. + +"This gentleman will take you home with him," said Carl to his mother. + +"Then you will not take me along? I must go home--home--home," said the +old woman; and Carl told me that Rothfuss had brought the conscripts to +this spot, and was in a neighboring inn where he was feeding the +horses. + +I endeavored to persuade the spinner to control her feelings. She +murmured a few words that I could not understand, and which Carl +explained to me. She had, by hard savings, gotten seven thalers +together, and wanted Carl to take them with him, because he would need +them while away; and that now she was quite inconsolable, because he +wanted to leave the money at home with her. + +I took the money from her, and promised to send it to Carl whenever he +should need it, through my son-in-law the Colonel. + +"And how is the great lady?" said the old spinner. "She ought to have +married my Carl--she always looked at him with so much favor; and if he +were now married, he would not have to go to war." + +His mother's words were unintelligible to me, and it was with a sad +smile that Carl interpreted them. + +"Why have you not told her about Marie?" + +"I have done so, but she wishes to know nothing about her." + +Ludwig, accompanied by Ikwarte, started towards the Rhine. He said that +he did not yet know how he could take part in the war, as he was an +American citizen; but he was resolved not to remain a quiet spectator. + +Carl's parting from his mother was heart-rending. She refused to get on +our wagon, and Carl, with tears in his eyes, lifted her in his arms and +placed her there. During the greater part of our journey home, she +bewailed the loss of her son, and we drove on in silence, for we felt +so sad that we could not utter a word. + +Martella was the first to speak, saying, "It is, after all, the +greatest happiness to have a mother." + +I could well understand what it was that agitated her. + +Up at the top of the mountain, where we always stopped to rest our +horses, there is a large and shady beech-tree, to which was fastened +the image of a saint. + +While at a distance I could see a white object on the tree, and when I +drew near, I recognized it. It was the proclamation of the King of +Prussia, in which, in simple but well-considered words, he declared +that he was forced into waging this war. + +Soon after that, I met Joseph, who was delighted to see me again. He +had engaged the guard of the stage-coach that passed by there every day +to fasten the "extra" papers to the tree, so that the forest laborers, +who at this point separated in order to repair to their different +villages, could know what was going on. + +On the following day, the young Catholic pastor of the village had the +words of the heretical king removed from the tree on which the holy +image had been placed, and was about to lodge a complaint against +Joseph for his sacrilegious conduct. But, on the advice of a lawyer who +belonged to his own party, he desisted, and the tree, to this day, is +known as "the newspaper tree." + +I crossed the boundary line and was in our own territory. The people +were busily employed in changing the bed of the stream; and the newly +married stone-mason asked me whether work would be continued during the +war. I told him that it would be, and that we intended to give +employment to the people as long as possible. + +Shortly after that, I even employed the old spinner's two sons who had +been ordered out of Muehlhausen; and it was a very happy thought to do +so, as the younger of the two was an excellent cabinet-maker. + +I walked on. All along the roadside I had planted pear-trees; they were +laden with fruit. Will the enemy pluck the fruit or destroy the trees? + +I saw the young meadow-farmer. He was setting his water-gates, and +appeared as unconcerned as if we were living in peaceful times. When I +passed, he looked up from his work, and said, "The war does not affect +me, thank God. None of my kindred are in it." + +The first house in the village belongs to the meadow-farmer. He had +relinquished the farm to his son, and was now living on a pension which +the latter had settled on him. When he saw me, he called out, "Now you +have it! The accursed Prussian is at the root of the whole affair; but +the Frenchman will give him a beating, for he has caught hold of the +wrong fellow this time." + +At home all were in good spirits, and for the first time in a long +while, I found myself in some sort of sympathy with Johanna. + +"It will soon be seen," she said, "whether the godless Frenchmen are as +willing to sacrifice themselves for their country as we are." + +She praised the King as a God-fearing man; but to me he was simply a +righteous German. + +A happy change had taken place with Johanna's daughter. She had always +been sickly, and had thought herself of no use in this world; but now +she knew nothing more of sickness. She had determined to join a society +which had just been organized by the wife of the Privy Councillor, in +order to obtain instruction in the art of nursing the sick and wounded. + +I was now again in my own calm and peaceful home. Rothfuss informed +me that during my absence parties had been there to buy up oats and +hay,--we still had a good supply left from last year,--and Rothfuss had +promised the refusal of it to Kuhherschel, whom he always favored. + +The old hay was sent off, and the new was brought in. In Carl's place +we engaged a Tyrolese farmer. The early barley was harvested, the +ground was ploughed over again, and the potatoes were dug up. How long +would affairs remain thus? The enemy might break in on us the very next +day, as we were very near the border. Our enemies claimed that they +were fighting in the interests of civilization, but sent Asiatic hordes +against us. + +The schoolmaster's wife told us that Baroness Arven had left for +Switzerland, taking a great amount of luggage with her. + +I was determined to await the enemy in my own home, and when Johanna +asked me whether she, too, could go to the city and try to be of some +use, I consented. + +"But you will remain with me, Martella, for you do not fear the +French?" + +"Oh, I am not afraid of them," answered Martella. + +She had only answered the latter portion of my question, but I did not +think of that until afterwards. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +My solitude was soon broken in upon by a visit from Baron Arven. I was +astonished to find him looking so sad. "Is there still so much of the +old Austrian officer left in him?" I asked myself. He soon relieved me +of all doubts on that head, and, in a tone which showed how he had +struggled with and conquered his grief, told me that in many things, +and especially in religious matters, he and his wife had not agreed. He +had, at last, conquered himself, and had determined to let her have her +own way; but now--he said it with apparent reluctance--the long-impending +rupture had occurred, under circumstances almost too terrible to bear. +Although he knew that, as a Czech and a Catholic, his wife hated Prussia, +he could hardly believe his ears when she said, "All saints be praised! +The French are coming! Our deliverance is at hand!" Her words had +provoked him into unpardonable vehemence of language. + +He hardly dared say it, but she had actually made a French flag, with +the intention of displaying it as soon as the enemy should arrive,--an +event of which she had felt perfectly assured. He never thought that +his wife had political opinions of any kind, because mere abuse of +Prussia does not argue the presence of political convictions. He had +carefully avoided affronting her feelings as a Czech; for he well knew +how the Czechs resent the fact of their being dependent on German +culture. But he could never have believed that her hatred of Germany +could have carried her so far as to allow her to connive at the +correspondence with France, which was carried on under cover of her +address, and with complete ignorance, on her part, of its origin. + +The village clergyman had been to see her, and must have given her +strange information, for she now insisted on leaving for Switzerland at +once. + +"God be praised!" said I, "let her go." I told him that her intended +departure was already the topic of common talk. + +The Baron, however, feared that her course might be fraught with evil +consequences to the whole neighborhood, as he thought that her fleeing +to Switzerland might awaken a panic. + +To me, it seemed as if he were trying to justify his course in allowing +her to leave. I assured him that no one doubted his patriotism, and he +begged me not to divulge what he had told me. + +I succeeded in reassuring him, and he seemed to recover from his +depression. He felt that I fully sympathized with him. And can anything +be sadder than to find that one's love of country is opposed and +ridiculed in his own home? The antagonism which had so long been veiled +under courteous forms, now broke forth with redoubled venom and fury. + +"Your hearty sympathy does me good," said the Baron; "and I feel like a +changed being since I have unbosomed myself to you--just as if I had +withdrawn my hand from a bleeding wound, which can now flow freely." + +I understood him. Grief which has been long repressed, and at last +finds vent in words, renews itself while the sufferer speaks of it. + +When I mentioned this to him, he took my hand and held it in his for a +long while. + +"But we must not think of our own little lives," he added; "great +questions now claim us. If France should fail of success, she is still +France; but if we meet with defeat, we shall become the prey of +others." + +I learned from him, for the first time, that the opposing bishops had +handed in a protest against the promulgation of the doctrine of Papal +infallibility, and that, as the measure had been determined on, in +spite of their protest, they had left Rome. + +When I told him of what had happened in the city--omitting, of course, +all mention of my interviews with the Prince--his features assumed an +expression of cheerfulness. + +He was about to leave, when Martella entered, and asked, "May I show it +to the Baron?" + +Before I could answer her question, she took the letter of pardon from +her satchel and spread it out on the table, at the same time saying +that Rothfuss and Ikwarte were foolish enough to think that it was of +no account, because it came from so petty a prince. + +Baron Arven assured her that the paper would be of immense importance, +if Ernst could be found again. + +"Now I shall not ask another person," joyfully exclaimed Martella; +"that seals it doubly--and just see how nicely it fits into my little +satchel!" + +She replaced it in the satchel and rubbed her hands over the +embroidery, which represented a dog carrying a bird between his teeth. + +The Baron rode off just as the letter-carrier arrived. He brought me a +letter from my sister-in-law, who lives in the forest of Hagenau. She +wrote to tell me that, on account of the war, her daughter's marriage +had been hastened, and that, as there was danger that the incendiaries +might come, she had instructed her daughter to remain at Strasburg, to +which place she had sent all her stores of linen and other valuables. +In case any of our ladies were alarmed, she would be willing, she +wrote, to place them under protection at Strasburg. + +About that time, we had sorrow in our house on account of the death of +old Balbina. She had been our faithful servant for thirty years. When +we attempted to console her by saying that she would recover from her +illness, she would answer, "Don't mind me; I shall go to my good +mistress, and she will give me the best place." + +It was not until after my wife's death that I learned how much she had +done for this servant, for then Balbina said to me: + +"I was very wicked, but she converted me." + +"Wicked? why, what could you have done?" + +"I committed a theft when I had only been in the house a week. She +caught me and spoke to me in private, saying: 'Balbina, I dare not send +you off; for then you will steal from others, just as you have done +here. I must keep you with us until you conquer this habit.' And it +turned out just as she said, for during the thirty years I've lived in +this house, my hands and lips have never touched a morsel that was not +mine." + +Balbina died without receiving extreme unction. She regarded her +confession to my wife as having fully absolved her. + +We never interfered with the religious opinions of our servants, but +when the priest told Balbina that Protestants would not go to heaven, +she answered, "I don't want to go to any other heaven but the one where +my mistress is." + +We were now on the high road towards political unity, but was not the +antagonism in religious matters greater than ever before? + +Ludwig wrote to Conny, informing her that he would soon return. She +often told me that her father, had, until his dying hour, cherished a +love of the Fatherland, and that no two men had ever had more beautiful +and affectionate relations with each other than Ludwig and her father. + +Their projected journey to Italy was out of the question. How could +they now find pleasure in works of art? Ludwig would not rest content +until he could, in some way, be of service to his country. + +Suddenly, there was great commotion in the village and cries of "The +French are coming!" were heard. + +Lerz the baker had been driving along the valley-road at full tilt, and +had called out to the people who were working in the fields, "Unhitch +your horses! the French are coming!" They took the animals from their +wagons and ploughs and hurried homeward. But it soon turned out that +the news was false. + +I do not think that this was wanton spite on the part of Lerz. He +swore--although his oath was of but little value--that a farmer from +down the valley had told him that he had seen the French. The rumor had +indeed been spread far and near, but no one could tell who had started +it. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +What could it have been that made me feel so proud when my +fellow-citizens elected me as their delegate? I was still full of +self-love, for, when I searched in my own heart, for the real cause, it +lay in a self-complacent satisfaction in the fact of my being the +chosen representative of many others. + +All this was now changed. Now none were chosen, but all were called. +The whole people had become freed from egotism, and no one was +isolated. Of course the sacrifice was not made without a pang. All +thoughts were no longer centred on one man, but were directed towards a +great invisible object which was cherished by the whole people. + +Sunbeams seemed to light up every tree and house, and the whole world +seemed to have undergone a change. + +And how all felt drawn towards each other; they had ceased to be +strangers--we could not have enemies in our own land. + +I met Funk and could not avoid shaking hands with him and saying, "I +admit that you thought you were acting for the best, in all you have +done." + +"Thanks for your good opinion," answered Funk, while he barely +returned the pressure of my hand. I made no reply. I had followed my +own convictions, and that is always well, even though others do not +approve of one's course. + +I drove to town with Joseph, in order to attend the weekly market. It +had never been so numerously attended, for every one that could manage +to procure a vehicle, or get away from home, hurried to town in order +to learn what was going on in the world. And, besides that, all wanted +to assure themselves whether it would be best to sell supplies to the +dealers at present prices, or, to wait for an advance, and run the risk +of being plundered by the French in the meanwhile. + +It was soon seen who believed that the Germans would succeed, and who +believed in the French. Schweitzer-Schmalz, and a large number who +followed his example, sold their hay, their oats, and their bacon. + +Joseph speedily became the centre of a large crowd. He excels us all in +knowing how to adapt himself to people of every kind. His fine, large +figure and cordial manner make him a universal favorite, while his +well-known riches are not without weight. + +The crowd were impatient, and complained that we had not yet heard of +any actual hostilities. He asked them: + +"Have you never been in a saw-mill?" + +"Certainly we have." + +"Well, how do they manage there? They set the wheel and let the water +run until the log is in the proper position; then they go ahead and saw +it right through. Have a care. The Prussian, or, as we had better say, +the German, waits until the log is in the proper position, and then he +goes to work with seven saws at once." + +Joseph understood the feelings of the people, and felt especial +satisfaction that Schweitzer-Schmalz seemed quite lonely and deserted +in the midst of the crowd. He simply smiled, when Schweitzer-Schmalz +said, "This little fellow. Joseph is all talk, like the Prussians." + +Joseph and I called on Martha, for I had promised Julius to visit his +wife as soon as possible. + +We found her and the rest of the family calm and resigned, although the +son and the son-in-law were in the field. + +For the first time since I had known him, the Privy Councillor revealed +a sense of his noble birth. He dwelt on the fact that, as a member of +one of the oldest families in the land, he belonged to the order of St. +John, and that he and Baron Arven would soon enter on their duties as +members. He explained to me that it was an old order, but that a man +like myself might also become a member. I had never thought of that +before, but now it struck me forcibly. + +The ladies requested me to accompany them to the courthouse, where the +Sanitary Commission was to assemble. On the steps, I met Remminger, the +so-called "peace-lieutenant." + +He seemed quite agitated, and urgently requested me to accompany him to +the house of his father-in-law, where he wanted me to act as umpire. He +gave me no further information, but said that I should find out all +about it when we arrived there. + +I found the family in great distress. The lieutenant, who had left +the army on account of marrying the daughter of Blank, the rich +lumber-merchant, had become quite an adept in his new calling, but had +been even more devoted to the pleasures of the chase. He had just +announced his intention to enter the army again; in justice to himself, +he could not remain a mere looker-on in the moment of danger. + +Old Blank maintained that this was a breach of promise, and I saw how +the lieutenant clenched his fists when he heard that expression; but he +controlled himself and calmly explained the matter, stating, at the +same time, that he asked me to decide between them. + +I knew all about Blank. He was one of those men of whom one can say +nothing evil, and nothing good. All that he asked of the world was to +be left undisturbed while attending to his business and adding to his +wealth. He was a zealous reader of the newspapers, and would smoke his +good cigar while enjoying them. It suited him best when there was lots +of news. Others might act for the state, the district, and even for the +community, so that he might read about what they had done. He could not +realize that one who belonged to his family could care to exert himself +for the general good. I saw this in every word that he uttered. I +allowed him to speak for some time without replying. + +"And what is your opinion?" I said, addressing the lieutenant's wife, +who stood by the window, plucking dead leaves from the plants that were +placed there. + +"Shall I call in our three children, so that you can ask them?" she +answered, in a harsh voice. + +"Little children have no opinions as yet; but their parents ought to +think for them." + +I asked old Blank whether he would be satisfied with my decision. + +"Since you ask in that way, you are, of course, opposed to me, and for +that reason I say no." + +I saw that I could be of no use, declared that I would not attempt to +decide, and left the family to settle their dispute among themselves. + +When I left there, I was the more pleased to meet the Councillor +Reckingen, who lived in the town, and who had visited me shortly after +Ernst's flight. He had conquered his feeling of loneliness and grief at +the shocking death of his wife. He lived alone with his only daughter, +and had devoted all his time to her education. She was just budding +into womanhood. + +This man, who had always seemed troubled and absentminded, now +approached me with a cheerful smile, and said that he had the good +fortune to be again permitted to enter on his calling; and that, as a +result, his child, who had been so constantly with him that he had +begun to be alarmed for her future, would now be obliged to accustom +herself to a life of self-reliance and activity; for the wife of the +Privy Councillor had already expressed her willingness to have his +daughter stay with her during the campaign. + +We were standing by the stream, where the water rushes over the dam +with a mighty roar, and he said: + +"You are like me; in great times all little troubles disappear, just as +the thundering of these falling waters drowns all other sounds." + +I passed a delightful hour with the Councillor in his lovely garden, +which was carefully and tastefully kept. He had been very fortunate in +cultivating roses, and I was obliged to permit him to pluck a lovely +one for me from every bush. + +"She loved roses, and cared for them above all things," were his words +while he handed me the nosegay. + +According to promise, Ludwig returned, bringing Ikwarte with him. He +had written to Conny and Wolfgang to come to town. He told us that he +had caused his name, and also Wolfgang's and Ikwarte's, to be entered +with the Sanitary Corps. They wore the white band with the red cross on +their arms, and soon started in the direction of the Rhine to join the +main army. + +Conny went home with me. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +When we reached the saw-mill, a wood-cutter was waiting for me, and +told me that Rautenkron, the forester, urgently requested that I would +come to him at the bone-mill which lay in the adjacent Ilgen valley. + +The wood-cutter told me that one could hardly recognize +Rautenkron--something horrible must have happened to him. + +I found Rautenkron seated in the bone-miller's room. He said to the +miller, "Put enough bones into your kiln, old Adam, so that you may +keep away for an hour, and then go and leave us by ourselves." + +The miller left. + +"Take a seat," he said, in a tone to which I was unused in him; his +features and his manner seemed changed. + +After a forced laugh, he thus began: "I have bought my bones back from +this man--I had sold them to him for a bottle of gentian; and it used +to amuse me to think how my noble self would, at some future time, be +converted into grass and flowers on the hillside, and perhaps furnish +food for cattle. + +"But, pardon me," he said, interrupting himself; "forgive me, I beg of +you; I ought not to address you in that tone. Forget this, and listen +to me with patience. I will confide my last will to you; you have often +provoked me, but now I am glad that you are here. The thought of you +followed me in the woods, sat by me at my bedside, and has deprived me +of rest. I have always wanted to learn what your weak side was, and now +I have found it out. + +"My father was a worldly-wise man. He divided mankind into two +classes--charlatans and weaklings. He maintained that in all that is +termed love, be it love of woman or love of the people, there is a +large portion of charlatanry, which at first consciously, and afterward +without our knowing it, deceives both ourselves and others. You are not +a charlatan--but you are vain. + +"Do not shake your head, for it is so. Of course, vanity is not a vice; +but it is a weakness, for it shows dependence on others. You offered +your hand to Funk, because you felt too weak to have an enemy running +about in this world. Since I have made that discovery and convinced +myself on that point, you no longer worry me. You too have your share +in the misery that belongs to the species of vermin that terms itself +man. It is out at last--now I have nothing more against you. Indeed, I +cannot better prove this than by the fact of my asking you to help me. +Usually, I have not required the assistance of others, but now I need +yours; and I think that is enough to make you feel that you must aid +me." + +I consented, but in my own mind I felt a dread of this man, who, in his +bitter candor, seemed much more terrible than when taciturn. + +"I request, nay I demand--" he continued--"do not interrupt me; let me +speak for myself. + +"Do you know who I am? For years, I have been called by a strange name. +You cannot imagine how pleasant it is to be so constantly a masker, in +the mummery known as life. I shall not, at present, mention my true +name, but you may rest assured it is an old and a noble one, and +related to that of Johannisberg. + +"My father--he was indeed my father--had become reduced, and he led a +merry life, although I did not know where the means came from. At a +later day, I discovered all. He purchased a captaincy for me. +'Purchased,' he said, but it had really, so to say, been presented to +him. He had carried others' hides to market; perhaps a couple of human +skins to be tanned. His master had many of these tanners in the state +_vade mecums_ known as prisons. + +"I was, as I have told you, a captain at Mayence, and my father lived +near there, at Wiesbaden. He was known as Hofrath. + +"I do not know whether what people call conscience ever pricked him, +but he was always merry and fond of good living, and enjoyed it as much +as the stupidest monk might do. He would always say to me, 'Conrad, +life is a comedy; he who does not take it in that light, but looks upon +it in a serious manner, spoils his own game.' + +"I thought I had much to tell you, but I have not. My story is simply +this: + +"My father had a habit of asking me about my comrades,--what they were +doing, what they were thinking of, and to whom they wrote; and I +faithfully told him all I knew. You may believe me! I, too, was once +open-hearted. But, one day, two of my comrades were suddenly cashiered. +Letters of theirs had been found--not found, but sought--which, it was +said, contained treasonable expressions. All of us at the garrison were +beside ourselves with surprise, and I suspected nothing. + +"Until the year 1848, our regiments had recruiting stations where +soldiers were enlisted and received a good bounty. In a Gallician +regiment which formed part of the garrison of the fortress--there were +also Italian regiments in it--a very clever young Pole had been +enlisted. He learned the drill, was a good horseman, and his captain +wished that he would study German, in order that he might become an +officer; but he did not care to do so, and said that he could not +write. One day we learned that he had deserted. They found a letter +from him, although he had said that he could not write. It was in +choice French, thanked the captain for his kind treatment, and added +that he had come and gone by the command of others, high in station. +For some days they spoke of the fact that the Russians were even more +successful than we as spies. For this man had evidently joined us only +in order to inform himself as to the disposition of the Gallicians. It +did not strike me at first, but afterward I could not but notice the +fact that they always talked to me about spies. + +"A young Prince joined our regiment. He became an intimate associate of +mine, and seemed to take a special liking to me. My father seemed much +pleased with this, but gave me less money than he had formerly done. I +was obliged to borrow from the young Prince and to ask favors at his +hands. Yes, the world is wise, if one only knew it at the right time. I +found it out too late. Is it not ingenious, and does it not do all +honor to the human intellect, to discover that it is well to incur an +obligation in order to acquire more perfect confidence on the part of +those to whom we owe a debt? Although the lynx out there is ever so +cunning, it cannot do such work; that is reserved for the image of God. + +"One day my father said to me--yes, my father--'Conrad, (that is my +baptismal name), 'you are now employed at the officers' quarters; the +adjutant of the post cannot be trusted; be careful that you get hold of +something that involves him; but let it be in writing. That aroused my +suspicions that something was wrong. One day, a fellow-officer said to +me, 'There is a spy in our regiment,' and all the other comrades +laughed. I challenged the one who had thus spoken to me, and--shot him. + +"But I am anticipating--I must first tell you of another matter. I +always had a great desire to be a forester. I often begged my father to +permit me to leave the army, but he would not consent. And I would have +been so glad to marry and live quietly in the woods; for I had a child, +a lovely, beautiful child. + +"And then, on account of the duel, I was imprisoned in the citadel. No +comrade visited me. + +"When I left the prison, my child and the mother had vanished. She had +received a letter, in my handwriting--my father knew how to imitate the +writing of others--in which was contained a considerable sum, to enable +her to emigrate--and she had left. A companion of hers in the ballet, +who had been a suitor for her affection, and had, heretofore, been +rejected, had accompanied her. + +"My papers had been confiscated, and I feel quite sure that it was done +at my father's instance, for he distrusted me, and wished to get me out +of harm's way. + +"Among them there was also a memento of my beloved; it was a little +narrow red ribbon tied in a knot and torn off at both ends. She had +given it to me in a happy moment, and I had fastened it on a sheet of +paper and had written under it 'talisman.' + +"All of my papers were returned to me, but not the ribbon. My father +had sent it in the letter to my beloved, and had, moreover, written, in +my name, 'By this sign I request you to obey the bearer of this in all +that he may require of you.' + +"My father said to me: 'She whom you call your wife has left by my +orders.' Through a former friend of hers, I received a letter in which +she asked me whether I had caused the child to be taken from her; +because it had suddenly vanished about the time the vessel was +leaving." + +"What ails you? What alarms you?" suddenly exclaimed Rautenkron. + +I controlled myself and begged him to go on with his story. + +"I left my father and led an adventurous life. Pshaw! I have even been +croupier at a gaming-table. And there I heard that my father was dead. +On the day before, I had seen him staking rouleaus of gold--he had not +recognized me. + +"By chance I made the acquaintance of Baron Arven, and through him I +received the appointment of forester in his woods, after having, as +assistant-forester, learned my profession from Hartriegel. + +"I bear a strange name, and shall die with it. But, before I die, I +shall put my living bones to use. + +"I could not make up my mind, but now something has helped me to +decide. The engineer whom you are employing down by the new mill which +you are building is one of my victims. I recognized him at once, +although he has changed greatly. I do not know whether he remembered +me, but I almost believe that he did. He looked at me carelessly and +then turned away. It is well that I have had a look at one of my +victims. That destroyed the last traces of indolence and the desire to +hide myself from the world. I must and will live. The French are +coming. They have made all preparations to burn our woods. The little +spectacled forest Junker--you know that I dislike him; he still acts, +the proud and overbearing corps student, and, besides that, is happily +married, has a fine hearty wife and boys like young wolves. I have +always avoided him; but I met him to-day and he handed me the French +newspaper, in which it is joyfully proclaimed that our woods will soon +be in flames. When I read that, I fled. That was enough for me. I am a +good shot. If they wish me to, I can single out my man among the enemy +and bring him down at the first fire. The little forest Junker has +promised to look after my duties as forester. He said that would be the +same as helping in the war, as he could not leave home. Let him make a +virtue of it if he chooses. My woods are in safe hands, and I can go." + +He now requested me to use my influence with my son-in-law, the +Colonel, and I faithfully promised that I would. + +I asked him whether he had no memento of the mother and the child. He +said that he had none. + +"And has the child, perhaps, a keepsake from you?" + +"I can remember none. But, yes! When I saw it for the last time, I +brought it cakes in a satchel on which was embroidery representing a +dog holding a bird between his teeth." + +My hair stood on end. + +"What was the name of your child?" + +"Conradine." + +"Then all agrees--Martella is your child." + +And the man seized my arm as if he would break it, and gave a cry like +a felled ox. + +After a while, he regained his self-control. We hurried to the village. +On the way, he told me that he would now confess to me that he had had +a letter from Ernst. He was in Algiers; had entered the army there and +had become an officer. He had told me nothing about it, because he had +thought it was of no use. Ernst had also given him messages for his +betrothed: but he had always kept them to himself. "Spare me all +reproaches," he concluded; "I am punished bitterly enough. Oh, if they +had only been united! How shall I utter the word 'child,' and how can I +listen to the word 'father'?" + +When, after leaving the saw-mill, we began to ascend the hill, he +called out in a hoarse voice: "It was here, in this spot, that she +stepped down from the wagon in the twilight. Here, by this very tree, I +heard her voice. It was that of her mother--I could not believe it at +the time. Here, by this very tree." + +Rothfuss came towards us. "Have you seen her--is she with you?" + +"Whom do you mean?" + +"She is gone off with Lerz the baker, who has become a sutler. Oh, the +damned hound!" + +"Who?" + +"Martella is gone!" + +Rautenkron grasped a young tree by the roadside, and broke it in two; +then he sank on his knees. We lifted him up. + +"It is right thus. So it should be," he said. "Here, on this very +spot--do you remember?--I warned you when your wife went to bring her +home. Tell me, wise man, what was that? I heard something in her voice, +and did not wish to believe it. Turenne," he said, turning to his dog, +"you killed her dog. Be quiet; I told you to do it." + +He followed us to the house, but did not utter a word on the way. + +We went to her room. She had taken nothing with her but the embroidered +satchel, which, before that, had always hung over the mirror; and also +Ernst's prize cup. The clothes that she had inherited from my wife she +had carefully arranged and placed to one side. + +We asked Rothfuss how long it was since she had disappeared. + +They had been hunting for her ever since the morning of the day before, +but in vain. No sign of where she had gone could be found. + +Rautenkron left the room and went out into the garden. He sat there for +a long while, holding his rifle between his knees. I begged him to +return to the house with me. He was looking on the ground, and did not +raise his head. I asked him to give me his rifle. He looked up towards +me, and, with a strange smile, said: "Don't be alarmed; I am not such a +fool as to shoot myself." + +I walked away. A little while afterward, I heard a shot, and hurried +out again. Rautenkron sat there, holding his gun with both hands, but +his beautiful brown spaniel lay dead at his feet. + +When he saw me, he exclaimed: + +"Now I am quite alone. I had intended to give Turenne to you, but it is +better thus. The beast might have been stupid enough to long for me." + +The sound of drums was heard from over the hills. The Colonel arrived +with his regiment, and all hurried out to meet him. + +And the Englishman stood at the brook, angling. + + + + + + BOOK FIFTH. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +Trumpets sounded, drums rolled, and songs from thousands of voices were +heard in the valley and on the hills. All was joyous commotion. Thus, +singing, does a nation take the field for its protection and salvation. + +In the midst of anxiety for great things, for one's country, we ought +to be troubled by no mere personal cares. But who can avoid them? The +general sorrow is infinitely divided, and every one must bear his +share. + +That my son-in-law, two grandchildren, and a faithful servant had gone +to face the dangers of the battlefield, was a sorrow like that which +many thousands besides myself had to bear. What a heavy burden is that +borne by the lonely widow down by the rock! But the knowledge that one +child is already in the whirlpool of trouble, and is dragging another +after him--that has been given to me alone. How often it occurred to me +at that time: had my wife but lived to see the uprising of our +Fatherland! It was better thus. She was spared the sight of our +youngest son enrolled in the enemy's ranks. That phrase from the Bible, +which, when thinking of her, I had so often consoled myself with, +remained true: "But for the elect those days shall be shortened." Why +had Rautenkron, after keeping his story so long to himself, now +divulged it? Had the secret become too burdensome? And why did he cast +the load on me? Enough, I had to overcome it. + +The presence of my son-in-law had given me new courage, and I agreed +with Rothfuss, who said, "When the Colonel is about, every one is more +erect in his movements. Yes, he commands even when he says nothing." + +I had never seen the Colonel thus. Such joviality beamed from his face +that a glance from him was strengthening and reassuring. His only fear +was that a premature peace might be concluded with the insolent +successor of the tyrant, before all was decided by battle! + +Our village and the entire neighborhood were in commotion while the +regiment was quartered there. They even constructed a redoubt on +Silvertop. + +My son-in-law confided to me that the redoubt was perhaps unnecessary, +but that his men would lose their good qualities if allowed to lounge +about idly; he also hoped that the news of their doings would spread +across the Rhine. + +The peasants became refractory, and appointed a deputation, and among +them was their ruler, the meadow farmer. They said that they had not +forgotten how dreadfully the French had behaved in 1796, on account of +the building of a fortification in the neighborhood. But the Colonel +announced that whoever opposed any military ordinance, would be +brought before a court-martial and shot forthwith. From that moment my +son-in-law received the name of "Colonel Forthwith." Several of the +most notable farmers from the neighboring valley, earnest, patriotic +men, led by the burgomaster of Kalkenbach, wanted me to help them to an +interview with the colonel. They complained that a young lieutenant +wanted to destroy the bridges over the creek, and that he was about to +cast burning rosin and tar-barrels into the stream, without reflecting +that he thereby ran the risk of setting fire to the whole valley. + +The Colonel countermanded this at once. He sent small detachments +hither and thither in all directions to build camp-fires on all the +hills, leaving often only men enough about them to keep up the fires, +which were visible from across the Rhine. + +People were to be made to believe that a large army was collected here, +and he therefore notified all the towns and villages lying far beyond +our valley, of the fact that large numbers of soldiers would be +quartered there. On the houses they would chalk the number of men and +of horses that were to be provided for. To judge by appearances, it +seemed as if hundreds of thousands were at hand. + +The Colonel asked Rothfuss if he knew any French sympathizers. He +evidently wished that the French should get the most alarming news from +us. Rothfuss thought that Funk would be his man; but when my son-in-law +consulted me about Funk, I dissuaded him from employing such an +instrument. Rothfuss then brought us the news that a journeyman baker +from Alsace, who had worked for Lerz, was prowling around and preparing +to return home. + +The Colonel got Rothfuss to carry the news to this journeyman, that +more than a hundred thousand men were encamped in the forest. The few +pieces of artillery under his command were constantly moved from place +to place, so that all were led to suppose that he had a large number of +guns. + +The Colonel had orders, in case the enemy should advance on us, to +destroy the roads; we supposed that Napoleon's plan must be to separate +North and South Germany by a sudden invasion. This was no small matter: +we were the first who would have to resist the shock of the enemy's +advance, and, so far as I could learn, I felt that the main forces of +Germany could not furnish us with immediate protection. We would be +sacrificed first, and afterwards would be helped by an offensive +movement from the Middle Rhine region. + +Rautenkron received, provisionally, the uniform of a hospital steward; +for the Colonel was waiting for permission to enroll him. I was present +when he asked Rautenkron: + +"Do you speak French well?" + +"Perfectly." + +The Colonel whispered something to him; but Rautenkron with burning +cheeks, cried: + +"I can never do that; never!" + +He then talked confidentially and excitedly to the Colonel; I believe +he imparted to him his real name. + +The Colonel then ordered him, as he was so well acquainted with the +wooded heights, to attend to the further extension of the camp-fires on +their tops. + +Conny carefully helped in attending to the wants of the numerous +garrison. The soldiers were treated in the best manner by the +villagers, all of whom were anxious to do their share in the good work. + +The old meadow farmer was the only one who did not show himself. He, +who was always either at his door or window, and who stopped every +passer-by to have a chat which should drive dull care away, lay in his +little back room and declared that he was ill. + +Carl's mother, on the contrary, did not stay in her house for a minute. +She would approach one group of soldiers after another, and ask each +man if he had a mother at home. And then she would begin to talk of her +Carl, how he was in the lancers, and how they could hunt through every +regiment and not find a better or a handsomer fellow. The two sons, who +were working as carpenters, had estranged themselves from their mother. +They lived down in the valley, and did not even visit her on Sundays. +They boasted in the taverns that they could sing French songs. + +While all this bustle was going on, I was constantly searching for +Martella. + +Rothfuss was of opinion that she had escaped in male attire; for, +wherever he asked after Lerz, the baker,--he had quickly lost all +traces of him, however,--he was told of a young man that had been in +his company, and who would never enter the room with him. + +The Colonel had, of course, no time to sympathize with my concern about +Martella, and once when I spoke of her he said: + +"We should be glad to be thus rid of her. Such a creature does not, +after all, belong in our family. You and mother have very likely been +wasting all your kindness on an unworthy person." + +I did not agree with him. Yes, now at last I could understand many +things in Martella' s disposition that had heretofore been mysteries to +me. But I dared not talk about them, and the time to mourn for a single +grief had not arrived. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +On the evening of the last day of July, the Colonel returned, heated +from the effects of a long ride. A sharpshooter brought in a despatch. +He opened it, and forthwith sent his adjutant off; then he asked me to +have a good bottle of wine brought up, and to sit down beside him. He +confided to me that his detachment was getting ready to march, that he +would move off by daylight, and that he would leave but a few men +behind to attend to the campfires. I became much moved on Bertha's +account, and asked the Colonel whether he had any wishes which he +desired to have attended to. + +"No," answered he, "my will is in the hands of Herr Offenheimer, the +lawyer. But the time is come for me to speak to you, dear father, of +myself. Perhaps we shall never be together again. I do not wish to +leave the world and not be really understood by you." + +And so, leaning back in the large chair, he began in his peculiarly +sonorous, firm voice: "I do not like to speak of myself. I have learned +to move through life with closed lips. You are my father, and were my +comrade in a bold and hazardous undertaking. I am your pupil, although +you have shown great discretion in keeping everything from me which +might interfere with the profession I was to follow. Without your +knowing it, I developed at an early age. When crossing the prison yard +as a boy, I often saw the brother of Bertha's mother leaning against +the iron bars; The picture of this refined man, with his delicate +features, his large eye, his white brow, and light beard, haunted me in +my dreams. Do criminals look like that? I do not know whether my +childish heart put that question, but I believe it did. I stood on the +balcony as they carried his body away. I saw it placed on the wagon. At +that moment a feeling awoke in me that there are other and higher +objects in this world than princes, discipline, parole, epaulettes, and +orders. + +"On that same day, I heard, for the first time, the words, _German +unity_. It became a sort of secret watchword for me; of that I am sure. +My father spoke of the noble enthusiast; the post-adjutant called him a +demagogue. I looked the word up in my Greek dictionary. + +"I entered the military school. I learned about the Greek and Roman +heroes; I heard of Socrates, and always pictured him to myself like the +pale man behind the prison bars. I soon became reserved, and kept my +thoughts to myself; outwardly I was obedient and punctilious. My father +became commandant of the capital; as ensign, I was appointed as page to +our Prince. I was present at the great festivities in honor of the sons +of Louis Philippe, who were visiting our Court. I heard some one in the +crowd say they were only princes of the revolution. I studied modern +history in secret. The Opposition in our Parliament was also often +discussed. I heard some names mentioned with derision and hate--yes, +with scorn. These men were pointed out to me in the street. I did not +understand how they could thus walk the streets, since they were in +opposition to our Prince. + +"The year 1848 came. The men that had been named with scorn became +ministers of state; they were entitled the saviours of the Fatherland. + +"On that 6th of August, on which we did homage to the regent Archduke +John, I was as in a dream. The face of that man behind the prison bars +accompanied me everywhere. That for which he suffered and died--had it +not come? What are we soldiers? Are we nothing but the body-guard of +the Prince? Against whom are we fighting? + +"Soldiering does not allow of much thinking. In the spring of 1849 we +took the field. The first order I gave was directed against the +revolutionary volunteers; the first man I killed looked wonderfully +like him who had been behind the bars. I tried to forget all this, and +succeeded. Then I met you and Bertha. + +"What has happened since, you know; what went on within me I will not +bring to light. + +"For a long time I have lived quietly, and have worked industriously. I +desired, above all things, to be a good soldier; to be well grounded in +my profession. + +"I had asked for leave of absence to fight the Circassians; I wanted to +see real war. Leave was not granted me, but I was appointed as teacher +in the school for non-commissioned officers. I studied many things +there, and worked earnestly with my friend, Professor Rolunt. + +"In 1859 I felt our alienation most bitterly. We were not allowed to +join in the Schiller festival. What would our civilization be without +our poets? Whole dynasties of princes can be wiped away, and no one +misses them; but just think of Schiller's name and works being +obliterated! And why should we soldiers not join in the festivities? +Has he not elevated our Fatherland and all of us? But he who would have +dared to give utterance to such thoughts at that time would have been +cashiered. + +"In the year 1866, I had the good fortune to fight against a foreign +foe in Schleswig-Holstein, and while at the front was promoted to a +captaincy. I had a major who was, now that I consider it, merely +stupid, and who was, therefore, of most revolting military orthodoxy. +Had he not been of noble birth, he would scarcely have been made a +woodcutter. As it was, he barely managed to get himself advanced in +grade. As long as I was a lieutenant, it was easier to bear; but when I +was made a company commander, I was inwardly rebellious and had to +remain silent. Yes, you political gentlemen complain of tyranny, but we +suffer far more from it than you do. Discipline is necessary, but to +bear with such blockheads who disgrace you, and can do nothing but +curse and swear--and this fellow did not even understand his duties--is +harder than you think. + +"The year 1866 came. No one, not even you, could see what was going on +within me. My misery began. What are we? Were we to have a different +commander every day? We were--now I can utter the word--praetorians, +nothing else; and Prussia is quite right in altering our military +system. We must know who our chief is. Up to now, we merely fought as +soldiers, and dared not ask what the end would be. Everything was +discipline; we partook of the Lord's Supper on account of discipline, +and as an example for the troops. + +"When Annette's husband fell, I thought him lucky; I had a wife and +child, and yet wished for death. That fratricidal war was fortunately +soon over. I can see now that it was necessary for our preparation. My +feelings always revolted at the recollection of it, but now events are +at hand which will remove those memories. I shuddered when I learned +that monuments were being raised to those who had fallen in 1866. Now I +can see that they have died twice over for their Fatherland; they had +already sacrificed their hearts while living. Our profession is now at +last in entire sympathy with the nation's wishes, and it is revolting +that those who call themselves 'liberals' refuse to acknowledge the +'casus belli.'" + +"Is the Prince aware of the patriotic ideas which you have kept to +yourself for so long a time?" I asked as the Colonel paused. + +"No! at least I do not think so! He merely knows that I sometimes write +for our Military Journal, and that I am a good soldier. I never dreamt +that I would be appointed Minister of War. And on that night I knew +that we were simply to act as a reserve, and to be a sort of target for +the enemy's bullets. You must surely have been of the same opinion." + +I could not boast of having been so wise. + +But the time had not come to think of the past. The Colonel gave me a +copy of his will, which I was to deposit with the recorder. He did this +calmly, without showing the slightest emotion. A few hours later we +went to bed. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +The _reveille_ was sounded. The soldiers marched off, and nearly the +whole town, young and old, followed them on their way. When I saw these +merry men, and thought in how short a time so many of them would lie +down in death, I became oppressed with the thought that I had raised my +voice for war. But this feeling soon passed away. We are acting in +self-defence, and this will bring about a happy ending, for we shall no +longer have to live in dread of the insolence and presumption of our +neighbors. + +The soldiers sang as they marched along, and up by the newspaper-tree +sat Carl's mother, looking at them passing by. Marie stood at her side, +but the old woman motioned her away, and when I asked her to return +home with us, she said: + +"I have seen the thousands and thousands of mothers, who bore them all +in pain, and have cared for and raised them, floating in the air over +their heads. O my Carl! Have you heard nothing of him yet?" + +We found it difficult to get her back to the village. Marie walked +along at her side, and said: + +"Do you know what I should like to be?" + +"What?" + +"Do you hear the hawk that is circling in the air over the hill-top? +Alas, you cannot hear him, but you can see him. Like him, I should wish +to fly, and I would fly to Charles and back again, and tell you +everything." + +The village and the country round about had been in an uproar; but now +that the troops had left, everything was wonderfully quiet. Rothfuss +was right; for if we had not seen the occasional remains of a +camp-fire, we would not have known that the soldiers had been there. +The old meadow farmer, who had been pensioned off by his son, and whom +the departure of the troops had aroused, sat at his door, and seemed to +enjoy watching the little pigs that were disporting themselves in the +gutter. + +A little coach stood before him, in which lay a child that he had to +feed with milk; for his son wanted to get all he could from his father. +He thought of nothing but the increase of his property, and acted +meanly towards his father. He made him presents of the cheapest kind of +tobacco, so that he should not buy an expensive sort; but the old man +saw through the trick, and gave the tobacco money away, so that his son +should not inherit it. + +I gladly avoided all intercourse with these people. + +As I approached the house, the old man beckoned to me to come to him, +and, like a child, told me of his latest pleasure. + +"I kept them locked up in my room as long as the soldiers were here. +Soldiers have a great liking for such tender morsels. I used to be so +myself." + +I knew, of course, that he was talking about his pigs, and he added as +a sort of consolation: + +"Yes, yes, Mr. Ex-Burgomaster"--he gave me my title--"yes, yes, you are +also retired at last, and squat by the stove. Yes, yes, we are old +fellows and must stick at home, while the young ones are out yonder, +fighting the enemy." + +The old man kept on steadily smoking his pipe, and talked of war times, +and particularly of the Russian campaign, of which he was a survivor. +But on this day I could not listen to him, and while walking home I +began thinking, am I really fit for nothing but to observe from afar +the great deeds that are now being wrought? + +Just as I was turning away from the old man, his son, the meadow +farmer, came along with a large load of hay, and said in a mocking +manner, "The French let us gather our hay; our houses will burn so much +the better when they come to set them on fire." Then he added with +malicious pleasure, "Your house is insured, but there is no insurance +on your woods." Here he laughed aloud. When troubles are on us, a man's +true nature shows itself. + +After telling me his fears, he repeated them more fully to Rothfuss. +The latter shifted his pipe from one side of his mouth to the other, +and asked, "What would you give not to suffer any damage?" + +"How? what do you mean? + +"They won't hurt my house; my father has the cross of St. Helena. And I +have no cash. I can swear that I haven't a farthing in the house." + +He spoke the truth, for he had buried his money. + +"You need no money; it's something else. Do you know the story of the +dragon of Rockesberg?" + +"What do you want? What do you mean?" + +"Why, to quiet the dragon, they had to sacrifice a maiden." + +"Those are old tales. Don't try to make a fool of me. If you want a +fool, whittle one for yourself." + +"Stay! I know how you can buy yourself free. You needn't deliver your +daughter Marie to the dragon. Will you promise to give her to Carl in +case everything should turn out well?" + +"Ho! he'll never come back." + +"But in case he should?" + +"Well--do you think that will be of any use?" + +"Certainly. Such a promise will save you." + +"You ought to be ashamed of yourself for being so superstitious. You +are a fool," said the meadow farmer, and went off. + +The exciting events of the last few days had so entirely exhausted me +that I could not keep my eyes open in the day-time, if I sat down; and +I was so tired. I still refused to believe that I was growing old. But +I was strongly reminded of it, for I feared to die. Formerly, since I +stood alone, I thought death an easy matter; now I wanted to live long +enough to be laid in the soil of a united Fatherland. + +I was much refreshed by the arrival of Julius's wife. When I awoke from +my afternoon nap and saw her standing before me, it seemed as if it +were my wife in her youth. She had a most charming presence, and the +resignation with which she bore her separation from husband and brother +gave great impressiveness to her manner. Every movement of hers had a +quiet grace. She lived in entire harmony with my daughter-in-law Conny; +and these two children, who had now become mine, petted and caressed me +with such kindness and consideration, and listened so attentively to +all I said, that I could speak to them of things which I usually kept +to myself. Martha was an adept in making remarkably beautiful bouquets +out of grasses and wild flowers, and when I entered the room in the +morning, I always found a fresh nosegay on the table. She was such a +pleasant table companion that the dishes tasted twice as good, and I +soon regained my strength. + +Marie often came to visit me. Martha felt very kindly towards the girl; +besides, there was a bond of union between them, for each had her +greatest treasure in the field. + +Marie had hitherto confided in no one in the village; for it would be +contrary to the peasant's standard of honor to tell any one how she +loved, and what her father made her suffer. Her grandfather +strengthened her in her love, and when I said that the old fellow did +it merely to hurt his son's feelings, Martha declared I was wronging +him. + +Martha, like my wife, embellished what she looked upon. The light of +her eyes made all things radiant with light, and as a happy young wife +she was particularly inclined to favor and give consolation in an +unhappy love affair. Forgetting all her own troubles, she gave me a +lively account of the patience and energy with which Marie worked, +while her father would go about the house, scolding and cursing, +because he now was forced to do things which his servants had formerly +attended to. Yesterday, while she was engaged in stacking some green +clover, the father called out in the direction of the shed behind the +cattle-rack. "To whom are you talking there?" + +"To him." + +"To whom?" + +Marie shoved the clover aside, and said, "Father, look at me! Can you +not see that it is written here that Carl loves me? There is not a spot +in my face that he has not kissed. See here, father, look at this +half-ducat. We chopped one in two; Charles has the other half. There!" + +Then she piled the clover up again so that her father should not see +her. He kept on cursing and swearing. She was glad, however, that she +had spoken out at last. Still, Marie was greatly embarrassed. The +little circle in which she moved was her world, and she could not bear +being talked about by the world, for preferring the son of the poorest +cottager to the son of the rich miller. + +On the other hand, she took great pleasure in hearing Carl discussed. +He had always said, "I don't like it that Marie is so rich. I don't +need much. If I have enough to eat and drink and my clothes, I am +satisfied; and if I have any children, they shall be like me in this +respect. I do not care to be like the great farmers, and have money in +the funds. I do not find that they are happier, more jovial, and +healthier than their servants." + +The schoolmaster also spoke of Carl: "He was my best pupil, and learnt +the most; and when, as a soldier, he received his first furlough, he +came to visit me first of all. He waited before the door until the +school was dismissed, when he accompanied me home and thanked me. Yes, +he will succeed in life." + +In short, Carl has the qualities which we wish the people to possess: +he is bright, clever, and active; is not dissatisfied with his lot, and +is modest and frugal. + +Martha did not merely place the flowers from the meadow before me, she +also brought blossoms from the kind hearts of our villagers; for, as +beautiful flowers grow among nettles, so can genuine feeling be found +coupled with rudeness. We had to return to our quiet life, for, in +spite of our heavy thoughts which were far away, the present demanded +our attention. + +In irrigating our meadows, we were frequently forced to protect +ourselves against the tricks of the meadow farmer. The traps are set in +the evening, and at night or early in the morning they are drawn up; +for the meadows need cool water, that which the sun has warmed being +injurious. + +As the meadow farmer did not sleep well, he used to go out to the ditch +and turn our water into his meadows. + +Rothfuss found this out, and I caught the meadow farmer stealing the +water. He feared the French, and yet he tried to rob his neighbors. + +Martha, when she heard of this, thought that his love for his meadows +might excuse this wickedness; but my daughter-in-law reproved her with +a severity which I had never observed before. She looked upon such +trespassing as being a most serious matter; for the growth of all that +belongs to us out of doors depends on public confidence. + +Alas! how we cared for such little matters, while such great affairs +were being settled yonder. The French might come upon us at any moment. +But it is always thus. You stoop to pick a strawberry, and do not +notice the mountain range. Why, as I was walking through the woods I +was delighted at the prospect of a good crop of huckleberries. This is +of importance to the poor people; for the productions which those who +are better off do not care to cultivate, furnish food for the poor. + +On the evening of the 1st of August, I was again on top of the +Hochspitz Mountain, where Wolfgang had been with me the last time. The +whole valley of the Rhine was bathed in the glow of the setting sun, +which filled the air like a golden stream, and beyond lay the blue +Vosges Mountains. + +What is going on there? Will the French soon be here, killing and +burning as they go? + +To protect the pine-tree seeds against the birds, Wolfgang had placed +brushwood over the spot on which he had sowed them. This had already +become dry, and the leaves, therefore, covered the ground from which +the young plants were starting. + +On my way home I could hear the murmur of the brook below; and +everything was so still, that I could even hear the noise made by the +fountain in front of my house. Sometimes the shrill sound of the +saw-mill would be carried up to me by the breeze. The grain-fields were +in bloom; a nourishing haze lay upon them; the forest-trees were +silently growing; the sun shone so clear by day; the moon was so bright +by night. We seemed to be separated from that world in which a dreadful +slaughter was just beginning. + +The next morning I looked from out my quiet home, into the far +distance. It had rained during the night. Everything was cooled off, +the sun shone brightly, and the air from the fields was most +refreshing. We had brought in our hay the day before, and the +thunder-storm during the night had nourished the meadows. It seemed as +if the myriads of refreshed plants joyfully gave token of new vigor. I +said to myself: Thus may it be with our country and our people; +perhaps, while you slept, a dreadful storm--and, let us hope, a +beneficent one--may have passed over us. + +Just then Joseph brought the news: "Fighting has begun. We have been +beaten at Saarbruecken." + +"None of our people are there: only Prussians are there," cried +Rothfuss. + +Joseph saw how angry these words made me, and, to turn away my wrath, +he begun to tell about Funk, who was down in the tavern boasting of his +knowledge of French, and saying that he would get along with the +Frenchmen. He also had several little books for sale, from which the +ordinary French phrases could be learnt. + +Funk went about in jack-boots, carrying on a heavy business in grain, +butter, and bacon with the army. Schweitzer-Schmalz had advanced him +money for the purpose. He boasted of his generosity in putting the poor +fellow on his feet, but at the same time had wisely bargained for the +lion's share of the profits. + +An hour afterwards, the wife of the councillor sent word that the news +of our defeat was false. + +That afternoon a message came from Hartriegel, informing us that, from +the top of a hill in his neighborhood, a great movement of the opposing +armies could be seen. I hurried up there with Joseph, Martha, and +Conny. The engineer, who had been engaged at a neighboring stone-quarry +while the troops had been stationed about us, reappeared and +accompanied us. + +We stood on the top of the tower of the ruined castle and gazed over +into Alsace, where we could see the movements of the battle. + +It was going on near Weissenburg, the region which was so familiar to +me. Looking on thus from a distance, with fear and trembling as we saw +the sudden flashes, the clouds of smoke, the burning villages, and +hearing, occasionally, the sound of the guns which the echo from the +hills brought us--all this oppressed me so much that Martha persuaded +me to take some wine. It went hard with me to do so, for I first had to +drown the thought of the many men yonder who might be restored to life +if we could but wet their lips. + +Martha prayed; I could only think of the new epoch that was just +beginning. Happiness and victory must be the share of those who desire +their own good and that of others. One great step was already gained, +for the war had been carried into the enemy's country. + +We did not return before nightfall. Joseph drove to town to bring the +latest news. The morrow came, so calm and clear. What has been the +result? + +At noon a shot was fired down at the saw-mill; this was the signal that +Joseph was to give in case we had triumphed. He came and brought the +news of the glorious victory at Woerth. + +"We have beaten the French on their own ground," he cried; "it _was_ +their own ground, but it must be ours again. Our boys were there," he +added, after a pause. "Father! sisters! let us be prepared for +everything." + +Our resolve was a timely one. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +Martha, who had hitherto shown such self-possession, was now seized +with the greatest anxiety. She changed color constantly. She tried in +vain to control her feelings, but at last her anxiety as well as mine +became so great that we drove to the city. The crops were being already +gathered from such fields as lay facing the south; nearly all the +reapers were women. + +While driving up the hill towards the court-house, I saw Edward Levi, +the iron merchant, turn about suddenly as he caught sight of us and go +towards his house. That was not the way he usually received us; so at +once I feared that there was some bad news awaiting us, and that he did +not wish to be the first one to tell it to us. + +We halted before the court-house, but no one came to the windows; no +one came to meet us. We went upstairs into the hall. The councillor's +wife stood by the round table in the centre. She kept her hand on the +table for a moment; then advancing towards Martha, and taking her hand, +she said, "I awaited you here; I did not wish to cause you any emotion +on the stairs, much less in the street. Your brother--dear Martha--your +brother--died--an heroic death." + +She said this with a firm voice; but when she had finished, she sobbed +aloud and embraced Martha. The latter sank down beside her. We raised +her; her faintness was of short duration, and her mother whispered, +"Don't be alarmed! the shock will not harm her." + +"My brother!" cried Martha, "I shall never see you more; never call you +brother again. Pardon me, mother, I distress you instead of helping +you. Where is father?" + +"He is gone to the battle-field with Baron Arven. He has telegraphed +that he is bringing the body with him. Ludwig, Wolfgang, and that +sturdy Ikwarte are of the greatest assistance to him." + +"Where is my sister?" + +"She is at work in the town-hall. That is the best, the only thing to +do--to care for others while you are bowed down with grief. As soon as +you are restored, we will go to work together. Only do not idly mourn +now! I have had your brother's room put in order; we will take charge +of some wounded man and nurse him." + +Martha looked wonderingly at her mother. How was such self-control +possible! That is the blessing which long and careful culture brings, +while it, at the same time, strengthens the moral sense. Her mother was +dressed with care; she looked as she did in more peaceful days, and +displayed no emotion, deeply as her heart was torn by the loss of her +dearly beloved son. She told me that a messenger had come after +bandages and to get help for the battle-field, and that her husband had +sent word by him that the young lieutenant had been the first officer +that had fallen. He had not been rash, but had moved forward at the +head of his men with steadfast courage, had broken the ranks of the +enemy, and, while crying, "The day is ours! the day is ours!" he had +fallen with a bullet in his heart. + +Martha was now restored, and a half hour after our arrival we were on +our way to the town-hall. Her sister, who was engaged in cutting out +garments, came towards us, gave Martha her hand, and repressed the +rising tears. She spoke softly to Martha: she evidently begged her not +to give vent to her grief before those who were present. Martha +accompanied her quietly to the table, and helped to spread out the +linen. + +The daughter of Councillor Reckingen, who was just budding into +womanhood, and who had hitherto been a stubborn, proud girl, lording it +over every one, sat among the workers and was in entire harmony with +them, while her father had cast aside his grief and joined his comrades +in the field. She was placed specially in Christiane's charge. + +The children, who were making lint in the basement, were singing the +song of "The Good Comrade"--in the hall upstairs everything was still. +Orders were given quietly, and the women and maidens passed silently to +and fro. It seemed as if some one was lying dead in the adjoining room; +but, above all this affliction and sorrow, there was a spirit which had +never before shown itself among those present. All class distinctions +had ceased, for all were united in their sympathy for their fellow-men. + +Why does this spirit of friendship, this unanimity, appear only in +times of trouble and sorrow; why not in every-day life? + +I felt sure that this union of hearts would remain with us and beautify +our lives, and this thought was strengthened by the remark of the lady +at whose side I sat, who said, "You see,--this activity is the +salvation of many, as you can perceive in your grand-daughter +Christiane. She is untiring, and the dissatisfied air her face used to +wear is gone. We are now all united. It will not last; but hereafter +the thought that there once was a time when the children of the poorer +and of the upper classes did not ask 'Who are you, after all?' will +greatly benefit us." + +I stayed in the city. The next evening, just as it was growing dark, +the councillor arrived with his son's body. The whole town, young and +old, was collected at the railway station. The children carried wreaths +and flowers, the bells were ringing, and thus was the body taken from +the station to the churchyard. After a hymn was sung, the clergyman +delivered his address. What could he say? He explained in few words +that this was not an ordinary funeral, but that we were now parts of +one great whole, even in death. + +The father, mother, and sisters cast the first clods of earth on the +young hero's coffin; the grave was then filled in and covered with +flowers. + +We had buried the first one who had died for the union and independence +of our Fatherland. I was staying with the family which had thus lost +its only son. They sat at home in silence; indeed, what could be said? + +The parson had added a text from the Bible, and had made some earnest +remarks thereon; yet I thought, and am sure that these stricken ones +thought as I did, that all political feeling is foreign to that holy +book. Patient endurance here, and the hope of better things beyond, +suit a nation that is kept in subjection, but not one that is gladly +battling and sacrificing itself for its existence. What an entirely +different comprehension the Greeks had of exertion carried to its +utmost limit. I remembered how, while in prison, the speech of +Pericles, delivered at the funeral rites in Athens, had illumined and +elevated my soul; and I could almost see the words, for they seemed to +have been hewn out of stone, like a finely chiselled piece of +sculpture. I found the book in the house, and read the address to the +parents and children. I had to stop frequently, for sometimes the +father and sometimes the mother would exclaim: "That is intended for +us, for to-day." + +"No enemy has ever seen our entire forces," says Pericles, and so say +we. + +"Bold, daring, and calm consideration of what we undertake, are united +in us. He among us who does not concern himself about matters of state, +is not regarded as a peaceable, but as a useless, man." Pericles shows +that he possesses the true religion when he cries: "You must constantly +keep before your eyes the powers of the state, and must love them. Seek +for happiness in liberty, and for liberty in your own courage." + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +"A Prussian doesn't let go his grip from anything he holds," said +Ikwarte to the councillor, when the latter called to him not to let a +badly wounded man, who was being carefully carried by, drop. This was, +in a certain sense, a motto for us all. + +Prussia has the Frenchman in her grip, and will not let him go; and our +troops have gone bravely on. The blood of the South and North German +has been shed together. Grief for the individual was assuaged by the +thought of the result which would be achieved. + +The union of the German people is now indissoluble. + +The councillor returned to the army. + +I was greatly grieved that I could not also lend a hand, and that I was +forced to return home, there to watch and wait. But the councillor +assured me, and I dare say he was right, that I would be unable to +stand the sights of the battle-field. On the first day, he himself, +even before he knew of his son's fate, had become so crushed and dazed +that he could hardly keep his feet. Now he no longer thought of the +misery itself, but solely of the means of remedying it. + +Rontheim related, to our momentary amusement, how the vicar had lost +the trunk containing his robes of office, and how he therefore had to +perform his duties without his distinctive dress: a circumstance which +worked no harm, as he was of great service at any rate. Martha took a +quantity of goods along, which she wanted either to finish up at home, +or to use as a means of instructing the children of our village. We +drove home. It seemed like a dream to me that the saw-mill was running, +that wagons loaded with wood met us, and that people were at work in +the fields. Everything goes its gait, and yonder rages the battle. + +At the newspaper-tree we met Carl's mother and Marie, and she +called out to me, "Do you see the flock of hungry crows! They are +flying beyond the Rhine, to where the boys who used to sing are lying +dead--and each of them had a mother." + +"Your Carl has written that he is safe and sound." + +"Yes, yes, until to-morrow. Come! We'll go home." + +The two boundary posts were united by means of a black, red, and gold +flag, which had been wound around them. Joseph, whom we met there, had +done it. He was greatly shocked at the sight of Martha in mourning, +although he had already heard that her brother had fallen; but all life +was now so uncertain, that he feared she might also be mourning for +Julius. She gave him a letter which her father had brought from Julius. +It was full of sadness, but at the same time he wrote with pride of his +dead brother-in-law, and expressed himself as being convinced that he +would return from the war uninjured. + +The days passed by quietly. The school-master reported that the +children had become so inattentive that he did not know what to do, for +they would not study their lessons, and talked of nothing but the war. +He determined to let the children read the newspapers aloud, and copy +the reports from the seat of war. + +The game-keeper who reported to Joseph told us that fewer crimes were +being committed than usual, although the taverns were constantly full. +There was a good deal of trespassing on the woods; but that was none of +his business. + +Short and precise letters came from Carl, and he never forgot to +mention that he had enough to eat and drink, for he knew that such news +would gladden his mother's heart. + +Martha reported that Marie and Carl's mother had stopped going to the +newspaper-tree. Marie had learned, to her astonishment, that you could +buy your own newspapers, and so she procured one daily. Living in +constant dread of her father, she subscribed for it in the name of the +schoolmaster, and receiving it every evening, she undertook the +troublesome task of reading it aloud to the old woman at night. The +worst part of it was that the latter insisted on having the lists of +the dead and wounded read to her. She did not know what she should do +in case the awful news were to come. + +I live among peasants, and see a great deal of rudeness, as well as +good feeling; but the greatest affection I ever saw lay in the conduct +of Marie towards Carl's mother. + +The wagons of our district were ordered to Alsace, and my wagon and +team of bays had to go along. I wanted to employ one of the workmen +engaged in regulating the course of the river to drive them, but +Rothfuss insisted on taking charge of the team himself, so I had to let +him go. He was in great spirits, and declared that he would return with +the wagon wreathed in flowers, and that Martella and Ernst would sit in +it. + +Our house became still more quiet now, and when our horses were gone, +we felt as if we were cut off from the world. + +The nights were so calm and peaceful, the moon shone so clear; no leaf +stirred, and even the brook ran dreamily along. And yet, at this time, +there were thousands attempting to kill each other. + +Martha was often busy looking at the pages of an album through a +magnifying glass. This book contained a collection of mosses and ferns, +which Julius had arranged for her. Underneath each specimen was noted +the place from which it came and when it had been gathered; and there +were always added the words "for Martha." + +We were in almost daily receipt of postal cards from Julius, and with +the same minuteness which he had shown in the album, he gave us the +day, hour, and place of writing. Sometimes a sealed letter from him +would also reach us. Martha let me read them, and only once did she +blushingly cover a postscript with her hand. Conny called my attention +to Martha; what a touching and hallowed vision she seemed to be, and +how humbly and modestly she bore her life's great secret! + +While I was examining the mosses, Martha told me, with radiant face and +sparkling eyes, how she had become acquainted with Julius. She had +danced with him at a country ball, but they had seen no more of each +other. + +On the next morning, as she and her sister were walking in the +"Rockenthal" and were passing through the shrubbery, they suddenly came +to a large pine-tree under which a hunter was sleeping. His dog sat at +his side, and they motioned to him to remain quiet, while they both +stood there examining the man's youthful, browned features and white +brow. Martha summoned up her courage, seized his hat and took out the +feathers, replacing them with a bunch of freshly gathered flowers. +After this bold deed, the sisters fled to the shrubbery; but the dog +barked, and the hunter awoke. He stared about him, seized his gun and +hat, apparently puzzled to find the alteration that had been made, and +uttered an energetic oath. He just caught sight of the two sisters in +their light-blue summer dresses, as they disappeared in the shrubbery. +He called after them, and they ran, until Martha stumbled over the root +of a tree and fell. "Your voice is too good to swear with," said the +sister who had remained standing, and then the young hunter pulled off +his hat, and looked confused. Recovering himself immediately, he said, +"It was not you, but your sister, who played the robber. She has the +feathers yet. I--I thank you for the exchange." Then, as Martha handed +him the feathers, and as he held his hat out towards her, he succeeded +in touching her hand with his lips. He escorted the two girls through +the woods, and starting with the joke of having caught them +trespassing, they ended by having a merry talk. He soon begged Martha +to sing, for he said that he could see that she, like him, was in the +humor of singing. So these two began to sing their favorite songs, +which, strangely enough, were the same; and when they reached the road, +both of the sisters stretched out their hands to Julius. He held +Martha's hand in his the longest, and from that moment their fate was +fixed, and became more blissful every day. + +He arranged the album while they were engaged. It was filled with the +fondest memories, and even I learned much from it that was new to me. +Each tree showed me new forms of existence, and in a little while I was +able to forget, while contemplating these minute products of nature, +the great commotion that was raging so near us. A bird is perched on +the telegraph wire, while beneath it the most stirring news is passing +silently and invisibly. I often regarded the wires that were stretched +in front of my woods. Who knows the news that is flashing through them? +We were soon to hear it. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + +"It thunders, booms, tumbles, and crashes; the mountains are falling, +the world is coming to an end!"--thus did Carl's mother cry out in the +village street. She refused to be comforted, and when she saw Martha in +mourning, she began to shriek out: "Black! black! We shall all be +charred to death!" + +We succeeded at last in calming her, and then led her home, while round +about us a noise like thunder seemed to come from the hills; although +not a cloud was visible in the sky. + +We knew that Strasburg was being bombarded. The fact was, that the +sound of the cannonade struck against the rock behind the spinner's +cottage, and rolled thence along the little valleys between the hills. + +This lone woman, who could scarcely hear a man's voice, could +distinctly perceive the roar of the artillery which shook her cottage. + +"My boy is there, my good, my brave son," she cried, when she was told +that Strasburg was being bombarded. Then she broke out into a sort of +chant: "In Strasburg is the minster; I was in service for five years in +the Blauwolken Street; in Strasburg, in Strasburg, in Strasburg,"--it +sounded like a doleful song. We wanted to induce her to come to us; +even Marie wanted to take charge of her; but she caught hold of her +table, crying, "No, no! I shall not go from here until I am carried +out." + +That evening Joseph came for me, saying, that from the top of the +stone-wall, the shells could be seen flying through the air. We +accompanied him to the spot, and could see the shells rising, then +falling and disappearing in little clouds of smoke. The stone-cutter, +who had seen service as a soldier, pointed out to us the shells that +exploded harmlessly in the air, and those which spread destruction as +they burst. + +How is it with the people over there on whom this rain of fire is +falling? What are they doing at home? What do they say, and think, and +what consolation and support do they bring each other? I imagined +myself among them, living with them. And my niece was there, too. She +had thought to find protection there, and now she was in the greatest +danger. And how must my sister, yonder in the forest of Hagenau, be +wringing her hands at these sounds and sights! And we are sending death +and destruction among those to whom we want to cry, "Come to us, stay +with us." The language the cannon speak is a dreadful one. + +We had to return home at last. I was so confused and shocked, that +Joseph had to lead me. I could hear the guns as I lay in bed; but after +a while sleep comes to you in spite of noise and sorrow. + +Marie told me the next morning that the spinner had counted the shots +by the hour during the night. When she had reached one hundred, beyond +which she could not count, she buried her head in the pillow, crying, +"I can count no further; I cannot; it is enough!" and had then fallen +asleep. Marie asked our aid, for the spinner had said that, when +daylight came, she would stand it no longer; she would go to her son. + +However, when the next day came she had forgotten her intention. She +sat in her room, spinning, and whenever she heard the sound of a gun, +would merely open her mouth, but say nothing. Not a word passed her +lips for days. + +Joseph wanted to visit the besiegers, but I asked him to remain with +us, as I wanted to have one of my men about the house. + +Every evening the young folks from the village would climb to +the top of the hill behind the little stone wall, and, with the +light-heartedness of youth, would enjoy themselves in spite of the +destruction that was going on before their very eyes. + +My sister and her daughter surprised us. The former had visited the +camp; had luckily found Julius, and through him had obtained permission +for her daughter to leave the fortress. She had left all her property +at the mercy of the shells and of the plundering soldiers; for the +opinion of the citizens was, that the German soldiers would sack the +city. As Germans, they had been regarded with aversion by their +neighbors and acquaintances. She left us soon again, so as to be with +her husband; but her daughter, who was greatly overcome, remained with +us. + +Martha and Conny nursed the young wife carefully; and Martha spoke +French to her, so as to please her. + +A large detachment of captured and wounded French and Algerians came +through our valley. The people from all the villages flocked to the +high-road to see them pass. I feared that the people would show their +irritation, and jeer these unfortunates: but, as if by a tacit +agreement, every one kept aloof, and only words of sympathy were heard. +It was only when the fantastic, and sometimes terrible-looking Africans +appeared, that the dismay of the people showed itself, as they called +out, "There they are, the men that were going to burn our towns and +forests, the cannibals!" + +Rothfuss, with my team of bays, was also in the procession. He halted a +moment at the saw-mill near the bridge, and gave a merry account of the +kind of load he was carrying. It consisted of wounded Turcos, and he +laid great stress on the fact that the French would have nothing in +common with these wicked apes. He had to keep on his way. + +Great excitement was caused in the village when it was reported that +Carl had returned. We all accompanied his mother and Marie down the +valley, where he had halted with a squad of prisoners. Marie embraced +him before us all, and the prisoners smiled, and imitated the sound of +their smacking lips. + +Carl had much to tell me, and could not find words to say all he wanted +to, particularly in praise of the Pomeranian lancers. He said they were +the right sort of fellows--as quiet and strong as the pine-trees; and +it was strange to see, when they first saw the Rhine, about which so +much had been sung and said, how, in their enthusiasm, they wanted to +ride directly into the stream. + +His mother and sweetheart accompanied him for some distance on the +road, and when they turned to come back the old woman said, "Now I am +satisfied; now no one shall hear me complain; I am sure that nothing +will happen to him in this war." + +We harvested our crops; we placed the green bough on the top of the new +mill down in the valley; we began to cut wood in the forest; yet still +the thunder of the bombardment of Strasburg continued. + +The old meadow farmer lay at home very ill, and often said, "I shall be +buried like a soldier; they will fire over my grave." + +We buried the old fellow on the morning of September 2d. He had given +orders that his St. Helena medal should be buried with him; but his son +did not see fit to let this be done. He looked upon this so-called mark +of distinction as a means of preservation, in case the French should +come after all. + +While we were standing at the open grave, Joseph came riding up the +hill, his horse very much blown, and cried, "Napoleon is a prisoner!" +We all hurried to the road where Joseph, still on horseback, read the +extra aloud. It was the account of the capture of Napoleon at Sedan. + +What strange coincidences occur in life! We had just buried the last +man in our village who wore on his breast the badge of the infamy of +our alliance with Napoleon; and now we had his successor and heir a +prisoner in our hands. + +As if by a preconcerted signal, the young people of the village struck +up, "Die Wacht am Rhein." + +Without awaiting the parson's permission--very likely he wouldn't have +given it--the church-bells were rung, and the German flag was thrown to +the breeze from the top of the church spire. We returned home as if in +a dream. + +When my niece, the Alsacienne, heard the news, she shook her head, and +refused to be convinced of its truth. + +She had been always accustomed to hear the lying despatches of her +countrymen. + +After the Sedan campaign, we all thought that the war was ended; but +the French people, in their overweening confidence, still insisted on +retaining the first place among nations, and resented the idea of their +giving up the German provinces, of which in former days they had robbed +us. + +The war went on without ceasing. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +We cannot be astonished anew every day at the phenomena of existence: +how the sun rises, how the plants grow and bloom. We must accustom +ourselves to the homely changes that are being wrought; to life and +death among us, to love and hate, to union and discord. + +We ended by becoming accustomed to the fact that the war was raging, +and as surely as the sun rose we expected news of another victory; for +that we should ever be beaten seemed, to judge from what had happened, +impossible. + +The daily question was, "Has Strasburg surrendered yet?" + +On the morning of the 29th of September, I attended the weekly market +to sell my grain. It was the crop of 1870. + +Everything went on as usual; there was the same chaffering, bargaining, +and cheating, and occasionally the war was discussed. + +Suddenly I heard a noise of shouting and rejoicing, and saw flags hung +out of the windows. "Strasburg has fallen," was the cry. + +People called to each other, "Strasburg has fallen at last," as if some +one who had been long lost had returned at last. + +Joseph brought the Alsacienne to town. We made up a store of food and +clothing for her, and accompanied by Christiane, who had been +despatched to the afflicted city by the Aid Society, she returned to +Alsace. Every one went over to Strasburg, partly from curiosity, and +partly out of pity. I refused to go. + +Then came letters from Alsace for Martha and me. + +I did not know the handwriting of the one for me. It turned out to be +from Baron Arven. He wrote that he had had frequent conferences with +those high in office on the importance of quieting the minds of the +Alsatians, and of coming to an understanding with them. Unfortunately +they had been forced to take sharp measures against those who were +untractable and traitorous, and now they desired to take such measures +as would stop any further sacrifices. There were other nurses required +besides those who attended the wounded, and he believed I would suit +his purpose. + +The following sentence in his letter pierced my heart like a dagger: +"Your family ties make it your duty to aid the lost son to return to +his father's house." + +How? Has Ernst been found, and is the preceding portion of the letter +simply written to prepare me for the shock? + +I read on, and found I was mistaken. A troubled mind interprets +everything in its interest. Arven simply meant that I should aid in the +work of attaching Alsace to Germany; for he informed me that men of all +classes, who were known to have friends and relatives in Alsace, had +been requested to visit those sections of the country with which they +were acquainted, there to work in the interest of union. Those who had +been in opposition to the government were especially wanted, for the +reason that their conduct would be regarded as being founded on a pure +love for the Fatherland. + +He asked me to visit the villages in the forest of Hagenau, with which +I was acquainted through my relations, and see what I could do towards +furthering the good work. + +I had to laugh when he added: "Your presence and your white hair will +do much, I think, to create confidence in you." + +The Baron was in the confidence of the government. It seemed, +therefore, to be decided that we should take back the provinces of +which we had been robbed. Yes, I am ready to do what I can. It is true, +I doubted my capacity; but a love of the cause and encouraging +hopefulness strengthened me. Arven's letter gave me courage. He had +never praised me to my face, but he displayed the best feeling in his +letter. + +"I am going to Alsace," said I to Martha. + +"Oh, that is splendid, and you can take me along." + +She showed me a letter from Julius, in which he asked her to visit him +in Strasburg for a short time, until he should march off again. + +He wrote: "We will meet among saddening ruins, but we shall remain +erect, and while we help rebuild the great fabric of the state, shall +also strengthen our own life-fabric." + +We journeyed to Strasburg. Julius met us in Kehl. What a meeting +between the young couple! + +"I have also seen Martella," Julius said. "I wanted her to enter a +hospital as nurse, but she has retained her old dislikes, and refuses +to have anything to do with the sick. She was engaged with a number of +other women in distributing supplies, but I don't know whether she is +near here now. I have been told that she has gone to Lorraine with +another detachment of the supply commission. She parted from Lerz, the +baker, after a few days. The Prince's letter of pardon has passed her +everywhere, and she is now with Ikwarte and Wolfgang, who will protect +her." + +I shall not speak of the effect the appearance of the bombarded city +produced on me. I had been in Strasburg frequently, and knew many there +who could not forget the ties which bound them to Germany. Forty years +ago I was here with Buchmaier, and at that time this great broad fellow +planted himself before the Cathedral, and called out, "I say, tumble +down, or turn German." + +Now it stood there, a German monument. It had been, unfortunately, +struck by our shot, but had been only slightly injured; and from far +and near one could behold this edifice, every stone and ornament of +which is German. + +Martha could look on nothing but the face of her Julius, and on one +other thing--the iron cross on his breast. She asked why he had not +written about having received it; and Julius confessed that he had not +done so because a promise that was not yet binding, but which required +him to arrive at some conclusion, was connected with it. + +He related that the commanding general, while fastening the cross on +his breast, had said, "You intend remaining in the service?" to which +he had not answered, but believed that he had nodded "yes," although he +was not sure. + +And now he wanted to learn from Martha's lips whether he had nodded or +shaken his head. + +Martha looked at me and said, "What do you say, grandfather?" + +I said, of course, that this could be decided on when the war was over, +and that meanwhile Julius could consider himself a professional +soldier. I thought him too tenderhearted for a soldier, for he had said +to me, "Grandfather! the worst feature about war, is not the fighting, +but the foraging. It is heart-rending to force people to deliver up +everything, yet it must be done." + +The thought that Julius would remain a soldier was painful to me, for I +had cherished the hope that, at some time or other, he would take +charge of his patrimonial estate. I could not agree with Ludwig's +American ideas, that all property should be personal. But what matters +all that at present? + +I hunted up Baron Arven. Although he had written such hearty letters to +me, I found that he had again become formal and brusque. I had to learn +that in war times small matters can receive but little attention. + +The Baron directed a servant to accompany me to the provisional +governor of the province. Although I had been sent for, I found myself +treated as if I were a suitor. I had to accustom myself to the +North-German manner, which regards every sacrifice you may bring as a +mere matter of duty. + +The governor remembered that Arven had spoken of me. He begged me to +take a look, for the present, at the part of the country with which I +was acquainted, and then to report to him. + +This interview sobered me. Was this the frame of mind in which a part +of our country was to be regained? I decided to visit my sister, and +then to return home. That evening Arven changed my resolution. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +Arven lived in the hospital, and on my arrival there I was welcomed by +a tall, fine-looking woman in a white cap and white apron. It was +Annette, and I was not a little astonished to meet her there; but even +she had no time to spare, for she said she had to return to her +patients, and that Arven was waiting for me in his room. + +This was really the case. Arven gave me a hearty welcome, and said that +he had given orders that he was not to be disturbed excepting in case +something of great importance needed his attention, and that, for this +evening, he would be a thorough egotist. + +When I told him how repellent the angularity and coldness of the +Prussians had appeared to me, he said that this was just what he wanted +to talk to me about. + +He had been exceedingly provoked at their cold-blooded manner. He had +already determined to leave them; but after a while he had made up his +mind that this sharpness, bitterness, and decision were the forces that +made them the men they were. Obedience is with them a habit that can be +depended on. We South Germans are too soft and easygoing, and we ought +to breathe some of the salt-sea air that blows across that northern +country. This want of attention towards others, this disregard of +people's feelings, lay in the fact that they had no consideration for +themselves. The French, who, whatever they do, want to be observed and +applauded, will be beaten by these men, whose whole power rests in +their self-respect. We used to think the Prussians were braggarts; but +now we found no trace of boastfulness, and in spite of their constant +victories, they took every precaution as they advanced, and were +prepared for defeat. Yes, orders describing the manner of retreat were +issued before every battle. + +He could not cease praising them, and only stopped when he added that +he thought their self-esteem was a result of Protestantism. The Baron +stopped when he had said this, and, after we had eaten and drunk to our +hearts' content, he said that, although he was a Catholic, he would +never confess to a priest again, but that he would confess to me; and +in case he should not return from the war, he would have the +satisfaction of feeling that his inner life had been laid before +another, for an hour at least. + +He confessed to me that his desire had been to die in this campaign, +and it was for this reason that he had exposed himself so recklessly +when collecting the wounded. It seemed strange to him that people +should praise his courage, while he was engaged in seeking death. He +thought it would be the best thing for himself and his children, if the +great sorrows that had come upon them, and which might come again, +could be buried with him. + +He then groaned aloud, saying, "I do not want to die before their +eyes." + +I saw before me a life that had been most cruelly broken. The Baron had +once been in the Austrian army. He had never expected to find himself +at the head of his family, for he belonged to the younger branch. + +In Bohemia he made the acquaintance of a girl belonging to a noble +family, and was subdued by her. + +Feodora was tall and majestic, of a warm, sensual nature, but +cold-hearted. Persuaded by his sister, he became engaged to her; but +felt that he would have to stand alone in life, with her as his spouse. + +On the day after his engagement, he suddenly awoke to a horror of what +he had done. He was visiting the large estate of her father. He walked +through the park, wrestling with the resolve to drown himself in the +pond; but he did not do so, because he considered it his duty to keep +his plighted word; and besides, the hope arose in his breast that, at +some future time, a closer sympathy would be brought about. Her beauty +fettered him; in short, the marriage was celebrated, and he lived for +thirty-one years married, but lonely. One by one, his hopes had all +been shattered. He had persuaded himself that congeniality was not +necessary to happiness. + +But after awhile he discovered what it was to be united to some one, +and at the same time to be alone. The sudden death of the last of the +main line of his family placed him at the head of the house. He +resigned his position in the army, and devoted himself to agriculture. +He had no control over his children--scarcely any influence in fact, +but as his sons grew up, they espoused the cause of Germany, and would +have nothing to do with the conflict which their mother and her ghostly +advisers tried to stir up. + +In the campaign of 1866, the Baron suffered unspeakably. He was +homeless in his own house. But when the present war began, and he +discovered plots that he would never have suspected, the conflict broke +out openly. The two sons joined the German army, and did not, or would +not, know of what was going on at home. I dare not speak of the +bitterness, hate, and despair that filled the soul of this naturally +good-hearted man, and appeared in the course of his story. "I had to +confess to you some time," said he finally, "and I chose the best time. + +"I believe that your wife intuitively knew everything that I have told +you." + +The deep misery of his life seemed again renewed when he cried, "I do +not wish to die before their eyes." + +He mentioned Rautenkron, and said that their cases were similar. Their +devotion in the present great movement was not a joyful sacrifice, but +indifference and contempt for life; they wanted to die. + +I was deeply pained, and also gratified, when he took my hand at last, +saying that my wife and I had kept him up in the faith that happiness +was yet to be found on earth. "And now I must make a further +confession. It was a great sacrifice on my part, considering the +comfort I enjoyed in your house, and the deep sympathy your wife showed +me, to deny myself frequent, yea, daily visits, whenever I felt like a +stranger in my house; and as one banished from home, I would ride +across the hills, and down into the valley towards you and your wife; +but when I had reached the saw-mill, I would turn back. It was better +thus. I felt that your wife knew everything. Though I was a man who had +sons in the army, I was again tossed hither and thither by youthful +feelings; but I overcame them. I think I ought to tell you this too; it +relieves me, and cannot oppress you. Of all men who were affected by +her sterling qualities, there is no one who worshipped her more +profoundly than I did," said the Baron finally, again taking my hand. + +We sat there in silence for some time, and I was made happy by the +thought that her spirit was hovering over us, bringing us peace. The +Baron then arose and said, "Now I have unburdened myself, and am free. +I thank you for your share in this relief. And now, no more of this. +Now duty calls." + +He again told me how much good I could accomplish, by going from +village to village, and from house to house, in the region in which I +had long been known, there to teach the Alsatians what they ought to +learn. + +"You may depend on one thing," said he: "you will have bitter +experiences. You will be looked upon as a spy. But do you remember what +your wife once called you?" + +I did not know what he meant. + +"She called you the spy of what was good, because you always discover +the good qualities in every one. Well, be one again." + +I made up my mind to cope willingly with everything, and went to my +sister's the next day. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +We of the mountains had heard the cannonading; but how differently had +it affected those of the neighborhood, whose homes and whose all were +at stake. We could see the destruction that had been wrought on the +houses, but not that which had wasted the nerves of the people. +Wherever I went, I found every one feeling restless and homeless, like +the swallows that flew about, settling here and there; but only for a +moment, for their nests had been destroyed, along with the houses and +towers and fortifications. + +Every one I met had a puzzled look: the alarm and fear caused by the +incredible disasters that had overwhelmed them, had dazed them, and +they seemed hurt by friendly greetings--yes, even by offers of +assistance. + +My brother-in-law, the forester, a man who ordinarily bore himself +well, seemed entirely broken down. He stared at me in silence as I +entered his house, and scarcely answered my greeting with a slight nod. + +My sister told me that, since the siege of Strasburg, he had suffered +from asthma, and that he constantly repeated, "General Werder's shots +have taken my breath away." + +On looking at the pictures hanging on the wall, I could see plainly +what these people would have to thrust aside. The pictures on the +walls, as well as those that dwelt in their memory, were to be changed. +In our every-day life, we soon forget what the ornaments on the wall +are like. But if they are not in accord with the times, then we find +out what was once ours, but has now ceased to belong to us. On my +hinting that Germany would adopt the regained provinces with increased +affection, my brother-in-law sprang up, rolling his eyes and striking +the table with his fist, and swore that he would emigrate. My sister +then said that an oath at such a time was worthless; but he answered in +bitter scorn--he could speak nothing but French--"And if no one will +accompany me--I cannot force the trees in the forest to go along--my +dog, at least, will be my companion. What do you say, Fidele--you'll go +with me? You won't take bread from a German; you will rather starve +with me?" The dog barked and licked his master's hand. + +I could see what a difficult task I had before me, but I did not give +it up. In the village, in the houses, and before the court-house, +wherever the people were gathered together, I spoke words of peace and +encouragement to them. They would listen to me as if they were forced +to do so; and once I heard a man behind me say, "The whole thing is a +lie, white hairs and all; he is some young fellow in disguise." I +seldom received a straightforward answer; the nearest approach to a +reply was, "What are we to do?" "What are we to learn." The feeling at +the bottom of all this was,--to-morrow the French will be back, and +drive the Germans away. It is impossible to conquer the French. + +I then visited my brother-in-law, the parson, who lived a few miles +further on. He spoke of nothing but the excellent behavior of the +soldiers that had been quartered on them. They went to church on +Sundays and joined in the singing; and officers of high rank had +been there, too. He seemed nervous, and did not dare to express his +joy--either because he feared the maid-servant who was going in and +out, or else because he disliked to lay bare his thoughts. It was only +while walking in the woods that he unbosomed himself. I do not like to +repeat what he related, as I preferred not to believe his story. He +told me that the French government had received the assurance from the +priesthood, that the South Germans would not take the field against +France. I do not believe this, but it is the current opinion, and so I +feel forced to repeat it. + +He also said that the beggars from the Catholic villages of the +vicinity had, for some time past, ceased asking for alms. They had +walked around boldly in his village, selecting the houses they intended +to occupy as soon as the Protestants had been exterminated. + +Thus wickedly had religion been mixed up with this war. + +"The thought of Germany," said the parson, "always seemed to me like a +silent, yea, a criminal dream. Now I see it realized in broad daylight. +We are like the prodigal son of Scripture, but the truant in Alsace is +this time not in fault, and it is that which makes his return to his +home so painful. I have often thought that the father of the prodigal +must have offended against his son, although the Scriptures do not say +so, otherwise he would not have been thus afflicted." + +He was merely drawing a parallel, yet he made my heart beat with the +thought of Ernst. + +The father of the prodigal son is also at fault. What had I been guilty +of? + +When we returned from our walk, we were told that a French soldier, who +had served his time, had called to see me; he had not given his name, +and would return. + +Who can he be? I must wait to find out. But I met a man in the village +whom I had forgotten. + +The advocate Offenheimer, Annette's brother, met me, and his first +words were, "You are a great consolation to me. Come with me and give +my son an escort." + +I now perceived that his only son had fallen, and that the father +desired him to be buried in the Jewish cemetery here. + +As he divined my thoughts, he said, "It is true, I could not allow them +to bury my son out there with the others; but it is, perhaps, well if +there is some sign here of our having fairly and joyfully taken our +part in the fight. Perhaps it will have a mollifying effect upon our +new countrymen of the Jewish faith, who were particularly +contumacious." + +I was astounded to find the man so placid. But, as if guessing my +thoughts, he said he had no more strength for complaints and tears, and +that a fact must at last be accepted. + +I thought of the handsome, spirited lad, that had one time come to me +with Wolfgang. But I greatly desired to find a favorable opportunity +for addressing the Jewish inhabitants of the village. They had an +especial fear of the Germans, and were proud of French equality. + +The advocate's son was buried with all the ceremonies of his church. +Two slightly wounded South German officers, who were lying in the +village, acted as the escort. They recognized in me the Colonel's +father-in-law, and had much to tell me in his praise. + +"He shows that we are not inferior to the Prussians." Such appeared to +be the highest compliment they could bestow upon him. + +Upon our return from the cemetery, to which the Jews here in Alsace +give the peculiar name of the "good place,"[6] the advocate leaned upon +my arm, and, as I sat next to him in the little room, after quietly +meditating for a long while, he exclaimed, "In my youth I had willingly +died for the true Fatherland; now, my son has been permitted to die for +it." + +For years had I been in constant intercourse with this man; now, in his +grief and in the hour of civil commotion, I first learned to know him; +and to learn to know an upright man is to learn to love him. + +I have, like suffering Odysseus, participated in the experiences of +many men; Rautenkron, the Colonel, and Arven have revealed to me their +life-secrets. Now I was to hear still another's: the history of a +step-child in his step-fatherland, who still longed for affection, for +the closest friendship, and who, though repulsed and oppressed by the +laws and his fellow-men, had not yet lost his love for them. + +As Offenheimer recounted the grievances he had suffered in the schools, +and the incivilities and insults of later years, it seemed to me that I +should ask his forgiveness for all this suffering and uncharitableness, +of which, because of what we had done to him, and of what our ancestors +had done to his, we were to-day guilty. Those who style themselves +believers in the religion of love, would be much astonished at the +strength of this man's affections, who, though repulsed and scorned; +still preserved them pure. We live a whole human life and know nothing +of the inward emotions of many of our contemporaries. Offenheimer spoke +with great severity concerning the attempt to obtain recognition by +means of extravagant display, that caused many Jews to appear +unpatriotic and presumptuous. He explained this, indeed, as arising +from the necessity, imposed by the prejudice against his race, of +proving its claim to respectability, and was frank enough to refer to +the early conduct of his sister as an example. + +Offenheimer then told me how happy it had made him to find his son +growing up in comparative ignorance of such persecutions--he had thus +developed naturally. He smiled sadly, as he added that he, though he +had grown physically larger and more active, had acquired a lightness +of heart which the man who is obliged to win his freedom before +enjoying it, never acquires. + +"I do not mourn for my son," were his words: "he had reached the most +beautiful period of life, and it is all the same, whether a man lives +seventeen years or seventy. No man liveth to himself, and no one dieth +to himself, says the apostle; and that is true. I understand it to be +true in another sense as well. Each of us dies only to his connections +and his posterity." + +It was a novelty to me to hear Holy Writ referred to as simply the +teachings of wisdom. I have since then often found educated Israelites +are not so much Jews, as simply not Christians. + +Offenheimer thanked me with great tenderness for the wonders that we +had accomplished with Annette. She had been proud and selfish; now she +had become humble, and lived for others. + +As I sat with him, the Rabbi of the place came and expressed his thanks +for the generous subscription that had been made in memory of the +fallen. + +One word, which the priest then uttered, went straight to my heart. He +said the bereaved father would find consolation; for the Talmud +declared that the patriarch Jacob could not suppress his sufferings and +his tears for his lost son Joseph, because he felt within himself that +his son still lived. Grief for one who is dead vanishes when the corpse +becomes clay; for a living lost one, the grief endures. + +Oh! my lost son Ernst! + +Upon my return home, I found, awaiting me in the village, a man in a +blue blouse, with a short pipe in his mouth, and wearing his cap awry. +He approached me with a military salute, and said, "Yes, it is you." + +"Who am I?" + +"His father." + +"Whose father?" + +"Our sergeant's, Ernst Taennling." + +"That is not my name." + +"Of course! But he has confided to me--he took me, indeed, for a +German--that his name was Waldfried. Do you remember that I met you in +Paris during the World's Exposition. Your son deserted in 1866, and has +a bride. Have I the correct signs now?" + +Alas! he had them, and again I heard that Ernst had entered the service +in Algiers, and now, probably, was in the onward movement against +Germany. + +The veteran allowed me no time for reflection. He confided to me, with +great urgency and secrecy, that he could be of great service. He knew +that I had great influence, and wanted me to conduct him to some +officer of high rank; he could be of great service, but must receive +liberal pay. + +I had learned much in life, but for the first time there stood before +me a man who offered me his services as a spy. He had seized my hand, +and it seemed as if his touch had soiled it. + +I sought further intelligence from him concerning Ernst, but he knew +nothing more. I took him with me and handed him over to an officer that +lay here. I considered it to be my duty not to discard the dirty, but +perhaps useful, tool. + +With thoughts of Ernst in my breast, with the consciousness that my +only son was in arms against the Fatherland, I was not in the mood to +unburden my heart to others; and besides, it was evidently too early. +Now, since force yet speaks, the good-will of the oppressed cannot be +won. + +I turned back to my sister's, and was much delighted to meet +Hartriegel, the so-called forest professor, who had been sent by the +administration to inspect the forests. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +With Hartriegel and my brother-in-law, who had again in a measure +regained his composure, I roamed through the great forest district; and +this refreshed my soul, though the terrible thoughts about Ernst +accompanied me by day and by night like a restless ghost. + +It was the night of the twenty-sixth of October. Hartriegel remained in +the town. I had stayed with my sister; a storm was raging that seemed +to portend the destruction of the world. Dogs howled, the cattle in the +stalls bellowed unceasingly; there seemed a fearful wailing in the +rattling of the thunder, and the turmoil and uproar of the elements. We +heard sounds like the splitting of trees, continually nearer and +nearer. We all sat together in the room, keeping watch, and my +brother-in-law exclaimed, "It is just so! The trees even will clear out +forthwith. They will not be German." + +As he said this, a tree behind the house cracked and fell over on the +roof: the slates rattled, the timbers bent, and the storm now raged +through the house, which we could not forsake; for out of doors the +tempest raged so wildly, that it seemed as if everything that stood +upright would be stricken to the ground. We waited until daylight, and +at early morning a messenger arrived who came to tell me that Julius +must depart, and to ask whether I would not bring Martha home with me. +The messenger also showed us an "extra," that announced the capture of +Metz, and the capitulation of 173,000 men. + +When my brother-in-law heard this, he exclaimed, "We are betrayed!" +tore down the epaulettes, and the portrait of Bazaine, under whom he +had served, from the wall, threw them on the floor, and trampled them +under his feet. + +The messenger told us the roads were impassable; every where there lay +trunks of trees, and near the house a slain stag. He, a very credulous +man, had spent the night at the Oak of Saint Arbogast, and with pious +fervor praised the saint who had protected him. + +After he had partaken of refreshments, he escorted my brother-in-law, +who soon came back with the dead stag. + +We were separated from the world, and my sister rejoiced that she still +had something for us to eat. + +At noon there came a neighboring forester with his men, and everybody +was called upon, and worked through the entire night to make the roads +again passable. Soldiers were also ordered from Hagenau to assist, and +soon I heard the singing of German songs in the woods. + +The next morning Joseph arrived with his companion. He had been ordered +by the chief forester to buy wood here, and had now decided, since it +was so conveniently arranged, to purchase the greater portion of the +windfall. What terrified us, awakened in him a speculation. + +"In the forest of Hagenau," said he, "there's also oak wood for +Ludwig's mill." + +It was, and remained so; everything served as a stepping-stone to +Joseph. + +He gave us further particulars of the capture of Metz, and of the march +towards Paris. At the name of Paris, my brother-in-law's face became +flushed and excited. "That you will never get, never!" he said; "the +world will go to pieces, first! But Metz, indeed! And 173,000 men! +believe in nothing after this!" + +I told Joseph of Ernst; I must impart it to some one. But Joseph +urgently implored me to eradicate every thought of the lost one from my +breast. + +I went to Strasburg, but the governor there had nothing to tell me. I +was so weak that I longed for home again; there I hoped to regain my +strength. I journeyed homewards with Martha. + +At the last railway station I met a large force of Tyrolese woodsmen +that, upon Joseph's order, had been sent to work for him in Alsace, and +as I neared home, I saw, here and there, clearings in the woods. The +tempest had also raged here, and the newspapers brought the +intelligence that over the whole continent great devastation had been +occasioned by it. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + +We had much to do to set up trees that had been prostrated by the wind; +for dead trees, because of their harboring all sorts of noxious +insects, imperil the existence of a whole forest. + +There came good letters from Julius, Richard, and the vicar, and we saw +war life from three quite different aspects. Bertha sent us letters +from the Colonel. He wrote but briefly. He must have been suffering +great hardships, especially in the protracted rains; but he wrote, +"when one feels inspired, he can endure much." + +They tell me of the noble courage of the olden time. When man fights +with man, he receives invigorating impulse from the personal struggle. +But to stand under a shower of fire, then advance on the enemy and be +struck by far-carrying bullets, without firing a shot until one is at +the right distance--all that is much more. + +Away off, the cannon thundered; we at home heard nothing but the +measured beat of the thrasher, and that lasted a long while, for we +lacked men at home. + +When it rained and snowed, and we sat sheltered in the room, we +naturally fell to thinking of those who, for nights and weeks, fought +on the now thoroughly drenched soil, and for their brief rest had no +couch but the wet or icy earth. + +Ludwig wrote from Hamburg that he was about going to America. He was to +make the journey with the secret approval and authority of an officer +of high rank, in order to prevent the transmission of arms and +ammunition to our foes. + +How much war demands of human nature! + +Snow had fallen; it snowed again and again, and we knew that what here +was snow, up there was cold rain. + +I sat in the large arm-chair, and read the gazette. Here stands in few +words, in peaceful paragraphs, what up there is blood and mangling of +human bodies. It is indeed grand and sublime how the French, after the +annihilation of their forces, again quickly gather together, and +venture everything. A nation cannot surrender, and a nation that is so +consciously proud and all-powerful cannot easily acknowledge, "I am +conquered, and am wrong." + +They would not give us security for our boundary, and so the fighting +and the devastation must still go on. + +While I thus sat quietly thinking, a telegram from the cabinet of the +Prince was brought to me; I must forthwith hasten to the capital, and +upon my arrival at the palace should cause myself to be immediately +announced, be it night or day. + +What could be the matter? why was I so urgently summoned? Was it on +Ernst's account? or Richard's, or the Colonel's? It seemed to me a +great injustice that not a word of explanation accompanied the message, +yet I equipped myself immediately for my departure. The stonecutter +conducted me to the railway station. Joseph was not there; he had gone +on to Lorraine. I was not familiar with his business enterprises. + +That--it was indeed, strange--kept my thoughts busy during the journey, +and yet was I much oppressed by suspense as to the reason of my being +called away. But happily the human mind can engage itself with new +problems, and thus, for a while at least, forget the care and vexation +that lie near at hand. + +I reached the capital, and found it as I had expected. What was snow +with us in the mountains, was here a penetrating rain. + +On my way to the palace, I passed a brilliantly lighted theatre, and +heard from within the sounds of music. Ah, that men should sing and +juggle at such a time! But is not life a mighty aggregation of many +incongruous individual activities? + +I reached the castle; the great entrance hall was lighted up and +thoroughly warmed; I was obliged to wait a long time. When, at last, I +saw the Prince, I found him unusually distressed or disturbed. He began +by observing how different times were when we last had met; he said how +deeply it pained him that so much blood must be shed--so much noble +blood. He said this with deep emotion, and finally added, he had faith +in me as a man of stout heart; I had so nobly borne so much suffering, +that he had courage to tell me that the Colonel had been wounded by a +shot through the breast. He was still living, but quite unconscious, +when the bearer of the news left, and perhaps we had already a dead one +to mourn. + +I could not utter a word; what was there to say? + +The Prince continued to speak of his grief at the shedding of so much +blood, and expressed his dissatisfaction that his countrymen should +have placed themselves in alliance with foreigners. + +I had no time nor mind for such discussions. I asked if the news had +been sent to my daughter. He appeared disturbed by my question, and +somewhat unwillingly answered, "I considered that a father's right and +duty." + +He added, that this evening a sanitary commission would depart, with +whom I and the Colonel's wife could go to the front. + +I know not what suggested the thought, but suddenly it occurred to me: +The Prince would never make a minister of you; you were only a clever +story-teller, who drove away the recollections of his own sufferings by +the recital of your life-history. And of that was I thinking all the +while I was talking to the Prince of other things. + +The demeanor of the Prince towards me seemed cold and distant. He +called after me without extending his hand, "Adieu, Herr Waldfried!" + +Formerly, I had been called "dear Waldfried;" yes, at times, "dear +friend." + +I mention this here, although it first struck me like a waking dream, +during the journey. I was glad to be independent, and to be relieved +from rendering homage to princes, and troubling myself as to whether I +was addressed in one way or another. Although in my inmost heart I +believe in a constitutional monarchy, I tell you, keep yourself free, +and be dependent on no stranger's favor, or else you will be the most +degraded of slaves. + +But now I must tell of my sad journey; and I think of the saying of the +Colonel's: Human nature in its elevated moods can endure much. + +I came to Bertha's house. My heart beat wildly at the thought of the +news I should bring to her. But as I ascended the steps, Professor +Rolunt, the Colonel's friend, approached me, and said, "After the first +dreadful shock, you were your daughter's first thought. She has asked +for you." + +"And so she knows of it?" + +"Yes! I have told her, and we are off in an hour." + +"We!" + +"Yes! I go with her; and keep up Bertha's spirits. Should the worst +have happened, we must bear it all." + +I went to Bertha. Speechless, she threw herself upon my neck, clasped +me to her bosom, and wept and sobbed; nor could I utter one word. + +"Father!" she said, at last, "you will remain here with the +children--or will you take them home with you?" + +"No, I will go with you. Don't refuse me. Don't let us waste useless +words. I will go with you." + +We departed in the evening. We rested in beds, upon which soon should +lie the sorely wounded. But, indeed, we, too, bore painful wounds in +our hearts. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +It was well that Rolunt accompanied us; for I had not the strength to +support Bertha in this wearisome journey, and to distract and lead her +away from her quiet, noiseless brooding, and her counting the minutes +as they slowly passed. + +The Professor had continually something to tell us, either of the +points that we hurriedly passed, or of the sanitary aids who were with +us. He told us of this and that one who had been a spoiled child--the +pet of some fond mother--and now was suffering great hardships. This +was the second supply train that he had accompanied; he had been the +chief of the first one, and had much that was moving to tell us of the +self-sacrificing conduct of the non-combatants. The employes of the +post-office and the railroads were specially endeared to him, and he +related wonderful instances of their activity and endurance. + +Bertha scarcely uttered a word; for the most part she only quietly held +my hand. At times, she said, "Ah! the locomotive might be urged to move +faster; it seems to me that it goes much too slowly." + +The Professor assured her that we should esteem ourselves lucky to +reach our destination. Who knows how soon we should hear, "Halt, we go +no further." + +Once Bertha arose; her face had in it something mysterious and strange, +and she cried out, "Father, hold me!" + +"What is the matter? What is it?" + +"I think I must escape from myself. I will not live if he is dead. Oh! +pardon me," she again exclaimed, sinking back into her seat, "I cannot +endure the torment of my thoughts. How is it possible--how can it agree +with any order in human affairs, that a piece of lead can destroy a +full, rich, noble, human life!" + +She gazed at me with a peculiarly alarming expression; it was as if +pale, pulsating strands were tightly drawn under the surface of her +skin. Then she seized my hand and said, "Pardon me for inflicting all +this upon you. I dare not now waste my strength in suffering; it is +sinful, it is selfish, and it is terrible to wish for death. All my +strength belongs to him. I will no longer complain, and will no longer +give up to despair. Oh! if I could only sleep! One can give to another +the sleep of death, but--I will be very quiet; indeed, I will not think +any more." + +She leaned back and closed her eyes. + +While Bertha appeared to sleep, I told Rolunt of the last interview +with the Prince. He explained matters to me. He said the Prince had +believed that I knew all, and merely feigned ignorance for his sake. It +was no secret that the Prince was beside himself with rage, because the +general commanding had telegraphed the news not only to him, but also +to the Prussian embassy. The latter made no secret of it, and the +Prince saw in this an attempt to obtain popularity and favor at his +expense. He hated the ambassador, as a legalized superintendent over +him, who left him daily conscious that he no longer possessed his +former sovereignty. + +It was fortunate that the Professor had prepared us; for--I cannot give +the name of our halting place--we suddenly came to a stop. We had to +wait an entire day, and it was only a day's journey to where the +Colonel lay. + +Rolunt tried negotiations here and there; he had become hoarse from +much talking. At last he came to us with a cheerful countenance. A +shrewd, energetic man, he had succeeded in obtaining a wagon, and we +travelled through the country. During the entire night we drove over +torn-up roads. In the distance we saw burning villages. How many +hundreds of peaceful homes were there destroyed. We turned our eyes +from the sight. We went through villages riddled with shot and shell, +and through others, in which here and there a light shone, and where we +halted to feed the horses, we were observed with ugly, threatening +glances. But the country was safe; for it was everywhere occupied by +detachments of our troops. + +We reached the village where the Colonel was reported to be lying. We +inquired here and there, but found him not: he must be in the next +village. Thither we now journeyed. + +We met an artillery corps, and had to move into a field and await its +passing. This took a terribly long while. They mocked us and cried at +us in sport as they passed, and we were almost beside ourselves with +impatience. And still we sat there protected from the drizzling rain, +while our soldiers were steaming like horses. + +Rolunt got out. He asked the officers of the column after the Colonel. +They knew nothing of him; they had only just arrived from a long march. + +At last we were permitted to proceed. + +At the entrance of the next village, Bertha recognized a soldier of her +husband's regiment. + +"Is your Colonel living?" she asked. + +"Yes, yesterday he was still alive." + +"And to-day?" + +"Don't know. Haven't heard anything about him." + +I felt confident that he was yet living. I could not think that the +strong, powerful man could be dead, and my hopefulness helped to +support Bertha. We reached the house from which the white flag with the +red cross was floating. I commanded my daughter to remain seated in the +wagon, and to inquire of no one until I returned. She gave me her +promise, but she could not keep her word, and it was indeed requiring +too much of her. She saw her husband's servant, and called to him, and +the lad said, "The Colonel is living, but--" + +"But what?" + +"He is very low." + +We entered the house, and the first one we met was Annette. + +"Be composed, Bertha! he lives. I came here immediately on receiving +the intelligence of his being wounded, that I might do all that was +possible for him," she said. She embraced her friend, and added, that +we could not see him: he could not bear the shock. + +The Professor begged that he, at least, might be admitted. Annette +called the doctor, and he gave permission to the Professor to see the +wounded man. + +Annette remained with us, and said, "The bullet has not yet been +found." The shot had entered the breast just above the heart, only +escaping it by a hair's-breadth. + +The Colonel led his regiment independently and separated from the +Prussians, and it was a piece of jealousy, and the ambition to +distinguish himself, that caused him to press forward so recklessly and +thrust himself in danger's way. He had to march over a plain, to take a +battery planted on a height, and it was there that he was struck. + +When he had fallen, and saw death before him, he exclaimed, "The Romans +were right; it is glorious to die for one's country. I want no other +grave; let me be buried with my soldiers." Then for a long while he was +unconscious. + +After a little while Rolunt came to us, and said that the Colonel was +unable to speak, but by his glances had shown that he recognized him. + +Bertha begged for the dress of a nurse, so that she could at least +venture into the sick-room. She promised not to go near her sick +husband. But the doctor emphatically forbade it. There was no certainty +that the wounded man would not recognize her, if only by her step or +carriage. He almost feared that the sick man might suspect something +from the presence of the Professor; for he opened and shut his eyes so +quickly. And so we had to wait and listen, and were condemned to +inactivity. + +We met still another friend: Baron Arven. He had forgotten his own +griefs, was restlessly active and appeared wondrously rejuvenated. In +an hour he had to go to another hospital, and transferred to us his +quarters, in which we could rest. + +Bertha said she could not sleep; but consented to lie down and rest +herself, in order to gather strength for what might be in store for +her. She lay down and was soon fast asleep. She often moved +convulsively, as if troubled with fearful dreams, but still continued +to slumber. I at last also fell asleep. Towards morning, I was awakened +by a loud voice: + +"I must see him; I have found him." + +Is not that the voice of Rothfuss? Yes, it was. + +Bertha also awoke, and asked, "Where are we? Has the train stopped?" I +explained to her where we were. With difficulty, she collected herself. +She went directly with us to the house where the Colonel lay, and +remained with Annette. She heard that the Colonel had also slept, and +Annette, who had sat with him, remarked, he had lightly whispered, +"Bertha;" he must suspect that she is here. + +Rothfuss took me aside and said, "We have him and her also." + +"Yes, the Colonel and Bertha." + +"No, no! Ernst and Martella. 'The Lord God is the best child's nurse +for wild lads,' my mother has often said." + +I felt as if reason had forsaken me. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +Only gradually did I clearly comprehend all that had happened to me. + +I can no longer count the shots, nor specify whence or by whom they +were discharged against me, and how it was that I remained unharmed. +But I have passed through it all, and must also permit you to +experience it. + +Rothfuss related to me, very composedly, that he had done Carl +injustice; one might be imprisoned, although innocent, and it happened +to him with horse and wagon. He and the bays had been captured by the +wild Turcos, and he had almost fancied himself in hell while with those +savages, who did not even know how to talk intelligibly. + +"Sir! they would have shot me for a spy. They placed me against the +wall. And there I stand and they aim at me. I take a last look at the +sky and the trees, something dims my sight, and I think to myself, if +it were only over! Then some one calls out, 'Halt!' And I think I +recognize the voice. He talks gibberish, of which I do not comprehend a +word, but they don't shoot. He orders me to be tied tighter. And there +I lie in a miserable stall and can't stir. And then comes some one +sneaking along, and whispers, 'Keep yourself quiet, Rothfuss.' And who +do you think it is? Our Ernst. And then we cried together, like little +children, and Ernst said, 'Keep yourself quiet! What I have been +through, couldn't be told in a thousand years. Now come with me!' And +for a long while there we were, creeping along the ground like frogs, +until we reached the horses, which were fastened outside. To unloose +them, spring upon them, and gallop away, took but a moment. The French +fired at us, but they didn't hit us, and away we went until we reached +our lines, and there Ernst said to me, 'You once passed for my brother +Ludwig; now do as much for me! Give me your clothes!'" + +Rothfuss had to give him his blue blouse. Then Ernst transferred his +horse to him, and said, "Leave me now! we will soon meet again." + +Rothfuss was about relating how he had found Martella, when she +entered. She had become very thin, but otherwise unchanged; was gayly +attired, and cried out as she perceived me: "Oh! father, happily met +again! To-day is Ernst's wedding-day, and my Sunday, my greatest +holiday, my ascension-day." + +She offered no excuse for having run away; she made no mention of her +recent experiences, and as I could not avoid telling her what pain and +anxiety she had occasioned me, she exclaimed, "I know it better than +you can tell me; but indulge me for to-day: to-morrow, when I have +Ernst by the hand, we will set everything straight. He rescued Carl, +who would have bled to death, if he had not found him. + +"Ernst carried him; yes, he is strong; he brought him all the way here. +His face, his hands, his clothes, were all full of blood. But that +doesn't hurt; it can all be washed off. Everything can be washed away +if one is sound within; and now everything, everything will be washed +away. + +"Now I heard that Ernst had come to the regiment in which Carl was. He +introduced himself as a German with the name of Frohn." Martella added, +"That is the name of a comrade, who on the voyage threw himself in +despair into the sea." + +Ernst had declared that he would not fight against his countrymen, but +with them against the French. What proofs of loyalty he was submitted +to have never been made known to me. He was uniformed and placed at a +post of danger, where a strict watch could be kept upon him. He +conducted himself bravely, and when Carl was struck, he rescued him at +the risk of his own life. But he was never recognized, and none but +Carl, Martella, and Rothfuss knew who he was. + +They had, during the night, heard of my arrival, and Ernst had stood +guard before the house for hours. Martella had shown him the letter of +pardon; but he exclaimed that he wished no pardon, and would not +examine the letter. + +Martella begged him to show himself to me. But he said, "I know of how +many nights of rest I have robbed my father; I will not now disturb his +slumbers, and will for the first time appear before him, and clasp his +knees, when by I have done something to show him what I am at heart. +When I come out of the battle, I will go to my father: then I can look +him in the face." + +"Right, right," said Martella; "if you go into the fight with such +thoughts, you will surely come out of it safe and sound, and your +mother in heaven will stretch her hands in blessings over you." + +"My mother in heaven? Is she dead?" + +"Didn't you know it? Alas! already over three years; she died upon your +birth-day." + +"On my birth-day!" He said this, and was then for a long time silent. +Then again he said, "I think I dare not kiss you again to-day." + +"Your mother loved you to her latest breath, and she kissed me just +before she died." + +"He sighed heavily and then kissed me," said Martella, "Only once +again; for the last time. No, not for the last time! he must live!" + +Just as Ernst had again gone away, there came the order to march +immediately without baggage. The people never knew beforehand when +there was to be a battle; but such a command naturally gave rise to +anticipations of a fight. + +As Martella turned away, while Ernst prepared for his departure, she +heard the voice of Rothfuss, who told the baker Lerz that his bays were +ruined, but that he had received two fine Burgundians in exchange. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +It was now highly important to find Ernst. We left the house before +day-break; Bertha was still sleeping. + +I permitted Martella and Rothfuss to conduct me to the hospital in +which the Colonel was lying. I was scarcely conscious where I was, or +whither I was going; I felt as if there was a heavy burden upon my +shoulders, and could not help looking to the right and left, as if +something was threatening me. But I could endure it and could proceed +without assistance. + +Rolunt seemed to have expected me. He said the Colonel was in about the +same condition, neither better nor worse. I bade him send one of the +female attendants to Bertha; I could not tell him who it was I sought. + +When we left the house, my grandson, the vicar, approached me. +"Grandfather, I know all," said he, "but at such a time one can bear +manifold troubles. I also endure them; I have just come from my sad +duties at a deathbed." + +I told him that we were seeking Ernst, and we thought he might be with +those with whom, just before the march, he had held a brief divine +service. We went with him. The day began to dawn. + +The graceful figure of Martella seemed to hover in the gray twilight, +and as she turned and looked upon me, it seemed to me that the +extraordinary depth of the sockets of her eyes was greater than ever. +There was something sadly brilliant in her glance, and it seemed +directed to a distance. + +Before the village, on a plain in front of a small hill, the regiments +were formed in deep squares, presenting masses that looked like church +walls. + +We searched around. Martella went to the left, Rothfuss to the right. +They came back; they had not found Ernst, and yet he must be there. +Martella stood quietly near me; only once did she look up at me, and +her eye was piercingly brilliant. She folded her hands together +convulsively, apparently, also, to conceal her trepidation. + +A chorale was performed by the band, in which all the troops present +joined, while the heavens reddened as the vicar, with steady steps, +descended the hill, and wended his way towards us. Every one held his +breath; perhaps Ernst is down there among them. + +The vicar spoke with a clear voice. He had pleased by his written +words, but when he spoke, it was still better and more inspiring. + +"See here!" he exclaimed. "I have come here without any Bible. Holy is +the Book of Revelation, thrice holy. With it the world has learned to +comprehend itself and God, and will gather instruction from it to all +eternity. + +"I carry it in my heart, and from my heart I call out to you in the +words of the Apostle Paul (Romans xiv. 7): 'For none of us liveth to +himself, and no man dieth to himself.' That should be in your soul, in +your memory, should your soul be in a struggle, and, if it must be so, +in death. Thou art not for thyself in this world, and goest not for +thyself from this world. Thou art called, thou art mustered for the +great universal battle for the holy kingdom of the spirit, of honor, of +freedom, of unity. + +"Just imagine, ye who have achieved the victory and must again win it, +how it would be if all these things were reversed. + +"The spirit of darkness hovers in the air like millions of black +ravens, hiding the sun and blighting everything that hath life. Through +the streets of thy native villages rage the wild hordes of Asia, and +murder, robbery, outrage, and fire prevail everywhere. + +"Thou who mournest thy brother, or thy fallen comrade, thou that liest +wounded, forget thy pain. Open thine eyes! Through thee, through thy +comrades, the light of the world is rescued: knowledge, justice, +decency, honor, integrity. I say it to you and you may say it to each +other; for thus has God willed it. + +"And thou who still holdest the weapon in thy firm grasp, be of +cheerful heart! The saints hover over the banners that you shall +victoriously bring home; and when the bloody, cruel, terrible work is +done, then you will permit no other pride to possess you, than that you +were summoned to labor for the kingdom of freedom and unity, for the +kingdom of the spirit, in which there is no enemy to be conquered, but +in which each shall be a moving temple of the Holy Spirit. Keep +yourselves firm: for none of us liveth to himself, and no man dieth to +himself. Amen!" + +A quiet prayer was offered up; then the regiments moved into column, +and the whole army set itself in motion. + +The vicar came to me, and for a long while held me by the hand. We +uttered no word. Then he followed the army, and I went with Rothfuss +and Martella back to the hospital. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +We met Annette, whose presence had greatly improved Bertha's spirits. + +Annette took us into an out-of-the-way room, and there said, "I have +for a long time called you father from mere sentiment. You allowed me, +but now I dare to do so because it is my right." + +She gave me a letter from Richard, from head quarters, and the letter +was addressed, "My beloved bride." + +Annette kissed my trembling hands, and she kissed me again and again, +when I told her that my wife in her dying hour had called out, "Richard +will marry her after all." + +Annette added that they did not intend to get married until peace was +concluded. + +"Of course," said Bertha, as if addressing me, "you will understand +that we can give no expression to our joy just now." + +Annette, indeed, did not permit us to linger long over this joyful +message. She said that her patients now claimed all her time, and only +while we were descending the steps, she once stopped and quietly +related to us how her old custom of pouring out her feelings with every +new experience had suddenly opened the hearts that had so long been as +if sealed towards each other. She had said to Richard, who recently +passed through here, "So long as men are well, they are all alike. When +they are wounded or sick, each one displays the traits that are +peculiar to him." Then Richard replied, "You speak from my mother's +soul;" and on that day they were betrothed. + +"Now I no more need," said Annette, as we went on, "to chloroform my +soul with religion. I have learned to apply the real chloroform, and in +helping others we help ourselves also." + +Annette invited us to go with her to the patients; she might thereby +make the tedious hours of watching more easy for Bertha. She first +conducted us to a handsome young man with a full, blond beard, whose +thigh had been fractured. Her mere appearance seemed to revive the sick +man. + +It was a pathetic look with which he gazed upon her, and stretched his +thin hand towards her. + +Annette introduced him to us as an artist of great repute, and, +assuming a merry tone of voice, she said, "He has painted me in other +colors. He does not like the dull and sombre black; indeed, the +silver-gray dress with the white apron is much more cheerful. And why +should we not be cheerful?" + +The face of the young man brightened, and Annette bade Bertha to read +something to him. In going the rounds, she made us acquainted with a +wounded German officer, who never ceased heaping extravagant praises +upon his nurse. Annette bade me to come quickly to a man from my +village, for whom I could perhaps do something, and, with a trembling +voice, mentioned Carl's name to me. + +We approached his bed. He gazed upon me with staring eyes, and cried, +in heart-rending tones, "Mother, mother!" I spoke to him; I asked him +if he knew me. But he continually exclaimed, "Mother, mother, mother!" + +The surgeon came and bade us leave the patient. Then he said to +Annette, "Have a screen placed here. This young man may die at any +moment, and the others should neither see nor know of it." + +Just as the screen was put in its place, the door opened, and a voice +was heard, "My child! my child! Carl! my child! Carl!" + +"Mother, mother!" cried the wounded man, and he raised himself up, and +mother and son were folded in each other's arms. Then Carl cried out, +"Marie! you too! you too, there! Come!" + +He then fell back. + +The surgeon then approached and said, "He is extremely weak, and in a +critical condition!" Restoratives were applied and he opened his eyes. + +After a while he said, "How did you know that I--" + +"Be quiet! don't speak so much! Don't exert yourself too much. Your +eyes have already told me everything. And now, yes, it was the vicar, +Waldfried's grandson, who wrote me where you were." + +"I am hungry. Give me something to eat!" + +"I have brought you one of our hens; I brought it all the way from +home," said the old woman. + +"I must eat, I must eat!" exclaimed Carl. His strength, wasted and +exhausted through loss of blood, appeared to return, and he seemed +rescued by the magic of love. + +His mother ought to have left him, but she would not obey the surgeon. +She obeyed me, however. When she saw Bertha, she cried out, "My son, +my Carl, my child lives! Bertha! I tell you, your husband who lies +there--Bertha, your husband is saved too: he will be saved." + +"Bertha!" We heard a call from the adjoining room; it was the voice of +the colonel. + +Bertha almost swooned; I caught her in my arms. She collected herself +and hurried towards the door; it was closed. Annette called to us from +within, that we should wait quietly, for it was a critical moment. + +What anxious moments were those, while we stood at the door listening +to the movements and groans within. + +After a while, the surgeon hastily opened the door, and said, "Now go +away softly! There has been a hemorrhage, and the ball has come with +it. There is now a chance of his recovery, but I must insist on perfect +quiet!" + +Bertha sank to the floor, while she placed her finger on her lips, and +motioned me to be silent. They say that we were only waiting a quarter +of an hour. But oh! how long it seemed! Then the surgeon opened the +door again, and, seeing Bertha on the floor, said, "You may go in now +and shake hands with the Colonel, but do not say anything to him, as he +is not allowed to speak for the present." + +Bertha went in. She reached her hand to her husband. He moved his eyes +in recognition; then the surgeon motioned us to depart. + +We went away. From afar, we could hear the rattle of musketry and the +roar of artillery, and the reports constantly became louder and more +frequent. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + +Evening was approaching, when the surgeon sent us word that his patient +had been sleeping. He had awakened and asked for Bertha and me. + +We went to him. He could only recognize us by glances, and a wonderful +smile overspread his features. He turned his eyes to the surgeon, who +understood him, and said, "Yes, your wife may sit here for a quarter of +an hour. But you must both be perfectly quiet." + +And so we sat there speechless, and heard the din of battle gradually +cease; only occasional shots were now fired. + +I was called to the front of the house. Martella and Rothfuss stood +before me. Martella, breathless, told me that Ernst's company had again +been in the fight, many were missing, and, among them, Ernst; he ought +to be hunted up. + +Rothfuss desired that I should stay behind; but Martella exclaimed, +seizing my arm, "What do you mean? Father goes with us!" + +She had made a wreath to take to Ernst, and she held it in her +trembling hands. She carried Ernst's prize-cup and a bottle of wine in +a basket on her arm. + +We went through the village towards the hill. Four men approached with +a litter. + +"Ernst! Ernst!" cried Martella. + +The two men stopped, and one asked, "Who's there? Who calls?" It was +Ikwarte's voice. + +"Set it down!" commanded the other. "Isn't that Martella?" It was +Wolfgang who spoke. + +We stepped nearer. They carried a man who had been shot in the leg. The +man raised his head, and said, "That is his father." It was the son of +the owner of the saw-mill down in the valley. "He commissioned me to +carry his love to you. He made himself known to me." + +"Where is he? Is he dead?" + +"He must be lying up there. Oh! he has done great things." + +"What has he done? Where is he?" anxiously inquired Martella. "Speak! +be quick! listen, father!" + +The wounded man raised himself with difficulty and spoke: + +"We stood within range of the enemy's batteries. Shot after shot tore +through our ranks. Many were falling. Everybody sheltered himself. +Ernst stood upright, and said in a clear voice, 'Stand firm! Face the +bullets! That's the way to be brave.' Finally, we advanced, when a +lieutenant was shot in the forehead; our sergeant stepped into his +place, and he also fell. Then Ernst took command, and marched along by +the drummer. Bang! then the drummer was shot. Ernst unloosened the drum +from his body, and drummed for us. He beat a powerful flourish, and +cried out, 'Give it to them!' Then there came a shell, and I lay on the +ground and saw nothing more. When I came to myself, I still heard +drumming. But all at once there was a report, a cry--and the drumming +ceased." + +Martella tore up the wreath; but she quickly seized the grasses and +flowers and held them with a convulsive grasp. + +"Away! away! we must find him!" she exclaimed. "We must find him! He is +living!" + +Ikwarte and Wolfgang hastened with the wounded man into a neighboring +house. Not far off, a wagon stopped. They returned with it, and +Wolfgang and Martella sat in it with me. So we drove on through the +entire night. Ikwarte knew where the miller's son was sheltered. We +were silent; only Martella murmured to herself, "Keep up, Ernst; keep +up! We are coming! Oh! mother in heaven, look down upon him!" + +We were obliged to get out--the road crossed the fields. I went a +little distance, but could go no farther. Both of the faithful servants +begged that Wolfgang would stay with me. We sat down by the roadside, +and noticed a moving object quite near us. It was a wounded horse, that +raised its head, and then, with a rattle in its throat, fell back dead. + +We heard Martella, across the field, calling, "Ernst! Ernst! my Ernst! +where are you! Ernst! we are here, your father and I!" Then we heard +nothing more. + +A chill seized me. The ground was damp, and Wolfgang insisted that I +should sit upon the dead horse, whose body was still warm. We quietly +waited. In the heavens the clouds were scudding by, and here and there +the stars sparkled. In the village a clock commenced striking. Wolfgang +counted aloud: it struck eleven. + +Now some one approached; my name was called. It was Ikwarte. + +"We have found him," he joyfully exclaimed. "Come quickly!" + +"Is he living?" + +"Yes." + +Accompanied by Ikwarte and Wolfgang, I went along. Oh! I cannot tell +the horrors I then saw and heard. + +"There, by the torch, there he is!" + +My knees shook under me. Then a man came again towards us, and cried +out, "Grandfather, come! There is yet time!" + +It was my grandson, the vicar. We reached the place. There lay Martella +on the ground bending over a figure. Rothfuss stood by her with the +torch, and Martella cried, "Ernst, wake up! Your father is here!" + +I kneeled down by him. I saw his face. His eyes were closed, but his +breast rose and fell quickly. + +"Ernst! my beloved child! my long-lost child! Ernst! your father calls +you! Your mother calls you from eternity! Ernst, you shall live! you +have repented; you have atoned! Ernst, Ernst! my son, my son!" + +He opened his eyes and moved his hand towards me. I seized it; it was +stiff. + +"Father, forgive!" he moaned. "Martella, pardon! Oh! mother--father!" + +He breathed his last breath. I just saw Martella throw herself upon +him, with an agonizing cry; then I saw and heard nothing more. + + + + + + BOOK SIXTH. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +"Stand firm! Face the bullets!" With these words, Ernst had encouraged +his men to the last. My own experience illustrated them. + +For a considerable time, I did not know what had happened, either to me +or to those about me. I only knew that I lay behind a white curtain +with blue flowers, and could not keep my eyes open for any length of +time. The flowers assumed all sorts of odd shapes, and the fantastic +figures seemed to be ever changing and rushing towards me. + +I think I was not really sick, only inexpressibly weak; and the fatigue +and exhaustion prevented me from directing my thoughts at will. I was +childishly grateful for everything. I looked at the wood in the door +and rejoiced that it was firm; I heard the fire in the stove and was +delighted that it warmed me; I was grateful to the bed that supported +me, so that I did not need to do it myself. + +I remember that Bertha and Annette would occasionally visit me; but my +grandson Wolfgang stayed with me nearly all the time. Through the +hardships of war and constant exposure, Wolfgang had almost ripened +into manhood. He had become stronger and stouter than of old, and his +voice was now more manly. + +"I am so glad, grandfather, to hear you call me by my own name again; +you always used to call me Ernst," said Wolfgang one day, and from that +hour I felt that the heavy clouds were slowly clearing away; and when +they had disappeared, I saw everything around me distinctly, and by +degrees I remembered what had happened. + +"Is Ernst--buried?" + +"Yes, grandfather." + +I now asked Wolfgang to inform me what had occurred while I was +unconscious, and what had become of Martella. + +"Grandfather," said Wolfgang, "I must tell you the truth. Martella is +no longer separated from Ernst. She has reached the goal." + +I felt as if the clouds were again gathering before my eyes, but, +through the mists, I met Gustava's lustrous eyes, saying, "She was true +till death." + +Wolfgang took my hand in his, and the youth's firm grasp gave me +renewed strength. I begged him to tell me all, and he began: + +"We brought you down to Aunt Annette, who, foreboding evil, had met us +half-way. It then suddenly occurred to us that in our dreadful +excitement and anxiety about you, no one had taken care of Martella, +and that she had not followed us. Rothfuss said he was completely worn +out, and must stay with his master. Ikwarte has nerves and muscles of +steel. I felt as if my eyes burnt in their sockets; never before +had I been so tired; but I returned with him, nevertheless, to the +battle-field, half dead with sleep and fatigue." Wolfgang shivered, +stopped awhile, and then continued: "We knew the place where Ernst lay, +and soon found him. The moon lit up his face wonderfully. Beside him +lay Martella, motionless; she clung to him in a close embrace, cheek to +cheek, hand in hand. Is she dead, too? It were best! I bent down to +her; she breathed heavily. I called her name. How she stared at me +wildly and vacantly! Then she motioned us to be quiet, and whispered, +'He will soon be warm again; soon, very soon.' I tried to persuade her +to follow us; she answered, 'O Wolfgang! you are so good; bring some +wild honey. Oh, wait, Ernst! your nephew is coming with wild honey, and +here I have your cup, your hunting cup.' I tried to persuade her, and +she answered, 'Oh, you have mother's voice. Mother, tell him, oh, tell +him to rise again.' She threw herself beside the corpse, and when I +cried, 'Martella, get up; come with us,' she answered, 'You see he +cannot move now, but I will follow you; you have my mother's voice.' +She did not then seem to remember the dead. She went with me and let me +lead her by the hand; but suddenly she tore away and returned, crying, +'They leave him lying alone on the cold ground, in the dark night.' + +"She broke down. We tried to administer some restorative, but her mouth +was firmly closed, and her breast was heaving violently. At last +Ikwarte succeeded in administering the draught. We brought her to a +ruined house in the vicinity. The doors had all been taken off--I had +helped at the work myself; they had done service as litters. + +"We placed Martella on a seat by the hearth, and I succeeded in +gathering some wood and starting a fire. 'Oh, how good! Oh, how warm!' +said she to the flickering flames. Her teeth chattered. We hoped that, +after she was well warmed, she would be able to go farther with us. She +sat there quietly, her elbows resting on her knees, her face covered +with both her hands. + +"'Wolfgang, keep me with you,' she said suddenly. 'Be good to me; you +are his brother's child; keep me with you--do not leave me. Tell me how +many years it is since he died? O Ernst, you are so happy that I cannot +weep. Why are you glad? Oh, if I could but weep! You have been away so +long, and why do you not return? What shall I do in this world without +you! Mother, Ernst is with you; you do not need him; send him to me--he +is mine. I have nothing more in this world. My dog is dead, too. My +little red stockings--oh, I was so happy. Martella is lost. Hunt for +her in the woods where the wild honey grows. Do you hear the cuckoo? +Cuckoo!' + +"She stared vacantly into the flames; then she cried: 'My eyes burn +like fire! I cannot weep. O Ernst! Ernst!' + +"She tore the satchel from her girdle, tore the letter of pardon into +fragments, and cried: 'Everything shall burn just as my eyes do. Come +here, your Highness, and see how your handwriting burns.' + +"Dawn was breaking. Through the open door, we saw some men approaching +with a litter. + +"'Here is Herr Rautenkron,' said Ikwarte. Martella rushed out and saw +the men carrying Ernst's body. She rushed towards them, sank beside the +litter and cried: 'My Ernst! You are not dead!' + +"A fearful shriek, which rang out far over the barren fields, was +forced from her tortured breast. She clasped her hand to her heart +while a flood of tears streamed over her cheeks. Suddenly she broke +down and sank on the body of Ernst. A physician, who had come with the +men, laid his hand on her heart. It was still: he listened for her +breathing; it had ceased. + +"'My child! my child!' cried Rautenkron; she heard nothing more." + +So ended Wolfgang's story. His firm hand clasped mine, and I felt as if +that alone held me there among the living. + +"And what became of Rautenkron?" I was able to ask after a long +interval. + +"He had suddenly become an old man, with hollow cheeks and lustreless +eyes. He sat on the ground, stared at the corpse, and did not speak a +word. It rained in torrents. Every one endeavored to induce Rautenkron +to seek the shelter of the hut, but he did not answer. At last he +arose, pulled the hood of his cloak over his head, lit a cigar, and +said to me, 'Stay here; I shall come back presently.' After a while, he +returned with axe and spade. Alone, he dug the grave in which Ernst and +Martella were laid." + +Wolfgang paused, and I remembered the sacred verses from the lament of +David for Jonathan: + + "In death they were not divided." + +"Where is Rautenkron?" I asked at last. + +"When the grave was filled up, he disappeared. Later, we learned his +fate. You remember that our men had taken the city near by and occupied +it; but the French had so strengthened the castle which commanded it, +that it seemed impossible to drive them out. Rautenkron volunteered to +discover the mines which doubtless were under it. No one knows how he +gained an entrance, but on the following day the powder-magazines in +the cellars of the castle exploded and destroyed part of the castle, +which was then stormed. Great numbers of the enemy were killed. Careful +search was made for Rautenkron, but no trace of him was discovered, and +as, up to this time, nothing has been heard of him, it seems sure that +he was buried beneath the ruins." + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +Bertha informed me that the Colonel was out of danger, and was staying +in the city during his convalescence. The physician thought he would be +able to lead his regiment within a few weeks. The old spinner had +returned homewards with Carl. He had been taken to the hospital of our +capital. + +"And Anton, of the saw-mill--is he dead?" + +"Father, I am telling you the whole truth; but I beg of you, do not +seek to learn all these things to-day. Take care of yourself, for our +sakes." + +I was soon again able to be up, and Bertha could not say enough in +praise of the kindness and sympathy of the French people, in whose +house I lay. + +The housewife now wanted to speak to me, too. + +She came, and was quite delighted to receive my heartfelt thanks. + +A few days later, I was permitted to visit the Colonel, and the first +words he uttered were, "Bertha, now I firmly believe in my recovery. +You wear your hair in curls again." + +He informed me that he had considered it an ill omen, when Bertha had +worn her hair plain. Now that he was out of danger, the curls and +happiness were back again. + +Then he recounted everything, from the first moment of his being +wounded, when he seemed to realize what death is. It seemed like a +stroke of lightning; then all was night and utter darkness. His +adjutant stepped to his couch, grasped his hand, kissed it, and wept +over it. He felt the kisses and the tears, but was unable to give a +sign of consciousness, either by a pressure of the hand or by a word; +within him, all was life, like a subterranean stream. + +I did not long have the pleasure of listening to the reminiscences of +the convalescent Colonel. I longed to return home. When the next train +started for Germany, it was in charge of Professor Rolunt, who had +nursed the Colonel like a brother; they yielded to my entreaties, and, +in a well-heated car, I journeyed homewards. + +Wolfgang accompanied me to the State capital, and then, in company with +Christiane, returned with a load of medicines and delicacies to the +theatre of war. + +I felt as if I could not get thoroughly well again except at home, and +so it proved. When I inhaled the air of our forest-covered mountains, +it gave me new life. + +The Privy Councillor's wife insisted on my resting at her house for a +few days, and by the careful nursing of our physician as well as his +confident manner, which of itself was a remedy, I soon gained fresh +vigor. It did me good to hear Lady Von Rontheim entwine the memories of +our fallen sons. She informed me, briefly and clearly, of what had +happened during my illness; for now, when I could again read and +understand the papers, I noticed many lapses in my knowledge of events. + +While I was living in the little town, Ludwig came. I did not +comprehend how I could have omitted to inquire about him; and now he +brought with him a refreshing breeze from another hemisphere. As he had +previously informed me by letter, he had journeyed to England and then +to America, to prevent shipments of arms for the French. He had not had +much success, although he offered, through the newspapers, a large +reward for any information regarding such shipments. + +I felt pained when he said, "We Germans have no friends abroad, because +we have not hitherto presented to the world an imposing front. During +the last half-century, the German nation was like a man who has the +consciousness of honest intentions, and who counts on the recognition +of them by others. But neither an individual nor a people obtains +recognition gratuitously. They must wrest it from the world; and the +best and the easiest way is not to wait for it, but to put your +shoulder to the wheel. Now the nations speak in another key; but they +would all have rejoiced if the brilliant Frenchman had overpowered us." + +This pained me, and I did not wish to believe it. Ludwig proved to me +that, in England and America, some of the more far-sighted favored our +cause, and that the governments could have easily prevented the +shipment of arms and much useless carnage, had they seriously desired +it. He considered it infinitely better that we did not need to ask, as +we had hitherto done, "What do other nations think of us? How are they +inclined towards us?" but that in future others would have to ask, +"What do the Germans think of us? How are they inclined?" Ludwig, while +abroad, had, with delight, perceived the general curiosity and +amazement, in regard to the newly discovered wonder-land--Germany. He +declared that we had no idea of the effect our wonderful achievements +had had upon the people of all lands. He had everywhere announced the +German Emperor, before he even was proclaimed at home. + +We at home scarcely know how much we have gained in the esteem of +others, and how gigantically our future looms up before the eyes of +astonished mankind. They see a thousand different effects flow from +this new birth; and I believe they are in the right. + +Conny came to town, and, with her and Ludwig, I returned home. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +When I rode along the forest road, I saw Gaudens at his work. He wore a +soldier-cap, and whistled "Die Wacht am Rhein," while clearing up the +ditch beside the footpath. + +The valley stream was frozen tight, the trees were heavily laden with +snow. Ludwig reported that he had purchased machines in America and +England for our mill. With the aid of these, the winter would, in +future, not prevent operations. Finished work could be set up, except +when the orders were to ship the articles in separate parts. It seemed +as if he contemplated remaining with us, as he had settled up much of +his business in America. Besides, on his way home, he had taken some +large contracts from building associations. When I expressed surprise +at the varied fields of his activity, he said, "Father, I have +remembered this from what I have learned of music; you may play a +different air with each hand, and still both must be in harmony. My +right hand plays the melody 'personal advantage,' my left, the melody +'public weal;' sometimes they change about, too. I have built +water-works, that were for the good of many; but they were good for me, +too, and I do not think that without this I would have built them so +cheerfully. Just now a great mania for building prevails among the +people, and we shall be able to give employment to many good laborers +who have been driven out of France." + +We came to the saw-mill near the bridge. Here, on the same day that the +news arrived of Anton's death, a workman had lost three of his ringers +by the circular saw. Ludwig went to the man and engaged him as sorter +of the different kinds of timber. + +The saw-mill was stopped, and all the shutters were closed. Here we met +Joseph, who informed us that since the death of his son, the owner of +the mill had lost all energy and pleasure in his business. He had +removed to a daughter of his in the opposite valley, and wanted to sell +the property. "You must buy this, and work for us," cried Ludwig. + +Joseph answered sadly that he could not; he said he was in danger of +losing everything. He had invested almost his entire property in wood +in the Hagenau forest, and if Bourbaki and his army should force their +way through, all would be lost over there as well as here. + +These were certainly very gloomy prospects, and we could not get any +comfort at home; we daily expected the advance of Bourbaki's army, and +it was said that preparations were being made to lay the whole country +waste. + +My sister wrote that in Alsace it was the general belief that there +would now be a change. Bourbaki would strike down Germany. Her husband +had hung up the pictures and epaulettes again; but with this proviso, +that if the French would not deliver them this time, he would have +nothing further to do with them, and would become a forester in +Germany. + +Bertha had returned to the capital, and wrote that the Colonel, with +whom Rothfuss had remained, was again at the head of his regiment in +the division that opposed Bourbaki's advance towards the Rhine. + +At home, I found another cause for deep emotion; it was a letter for me +from Ernst. It had been forwarded from the field by the army post. The +paper showed the traces of many tears. I was so much overcome, every +time I read the letter, that my children took it away from me; but I +asked them to return it, and here it is: + + +"DEAR FATHER AND MOTHER:--See me prostrate at your feet; what I desired +to do a thousand times, and again and again postponed, I must now +finish. + +"I know that, both for you and for me, my deeds have filled many days +and nights--nay, whole years--with sadness. I cannot express in words +what I have thought and felt while on the march in the hot sun, or at +night when I looked up to the stars that shone also on my paternal +home. And, oh! how, when on the march and parched with thirst, I longed +for a drop of water from our fountain. I write with burning tears, but +they cannot blot out the past, nor recall a single wasted hour. Lost! +lost! I repent, I suffer deeply. You often told me, mother, 'You must +curb your spirit.' I could not succeed in my peaceful home, although I +had so many to help me you, father, Martella, my brothers and sisters. +From afar, the sound of ardent prayer swells into an eager wail for +redemption. I have wasted all. Am I a sacrifice to my country's misery? +And now comes the most dreadful consequence of my misdeeds. We have +received orders to take ship to fight against Germany. No, not against +Germany. The old misery is here again with redoubled force. An officer +has confided to me, that several of the lesser German states had called +upon France to release them from the tyranny of Prussia. + +"I had loaded my gun and pointed it at my head, but, thinking of you, I +fired into the air. + +"Is it my guilt, or am I but a drop in the stream that overflows its +bed? + +"O my parents! He who leaves his country is suspended in mid-air, and +has no ground to stand upon. It is well that the end is near; but I +wish you to know that my soul is with you at home. At this moment, I +feel your hands on my head, blessing me. + +"May Martella remain forever true! I can say nothing to her. Oh, +Richard was in the right. How dared I, who was nothing for myself, bind +another life to mine? + +"I thank you a thousand times for all the kindness, all the love you +bestowed upon me who am unworthy of it, and upon Martella who deserves +it. + +"I beg forgiveness of my brothers and sisters for the wrongs I have +done them. + +"Do not mourn for me; I shall find the way to atonement. Console and +comfort yourselves with the thought of one who will remember you till +death. + + "ERNST." + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +"Father, I did not hitherto wish to speak of it, but now I must tell +you," said Ludwig, one day. + +"For God's sake, what can have happened?" + +"Nothing bad, quite the contrary; I am resolved to remain here. I did +not wish to tell you until peace was restored, but I think that this is +the time when the news will do you most good." + +I deemed it my duty to advise him to delay before making up his mind, +but he replied, "I have considered everything. Whatever a man may +achieve in this world, be it ever so great or important, if he has not +done his whole duty to his parents, all else is vain. I remain with +you, and to public duties I will devote as much of my life as can be +spared from you." + +Thus spoke my son, whose roving life in America we thought had made him +harsh and cold. + +I inquired whether he had already consulted his wife. He replied that +there was no doubt of her consent, because she would simply and gladly +consent as soon as he should tell her that it was for the best. + +Conny at once consented. She mentioned that her father had always +prophesied that she would some time return to Europe. She now felt +particularly happy, because, if it should turn out that a German +confederation with an emperor at its head would be established, the +ideal of her father's life, and for the sake of which he went into +exile, would be realized. + +While our eyes were wandering from the warlike past to a peaceful +future, we were thrilled over and over again by the thought that our +army stood like a gigantic wall in the path of the advancing Bourbaki. + +Ludwig told me that, in connection with some friends, he intended to +start a new building association for the public benefit. He had found +the starting point with some former friends from the gymnasium. Their +object was to locate some grand industrial establishments in the +country, in order to avert the threatened overcrowding of the large +cities, by giving profitable employment to the dwellers in the rural +districts. He intended to transfer his mill to the company, and also to +enlarge it. + +Martha, who had remained with her mother in the city, sent us a letter +from Julius. He wrote about the great sortie from Paris, and what heavy +sacrifices it had cost us. He was very happy to have been able to give +proofs of his valor, and he had received the Iron Cross of the first +class on the field of battle. + +Madam Von Rontheim begged me to hold myself in readiness to return to +the city within a few days. + +It was towards evening when the sounds of great rejoicing were heard in +the village. All flocked together, and we heard loud cries, "Rothfuss +is here again!" Rothfuss came with two horses harnessed to his vehicle, +and two following in the rear. + +"I bring four captured Frenchmen," he cried: "I have bought them +honestly. Of course I paid only for their hides. They are not much more +than skin and bone anyway, but in a week I shall feed four new horses +into their skins. When they taste the fodder from our mountain forests, +they will think, 'What a fine country Germany is; there they feed +horses on sweet herbs.'" + +Rothfuss also brought the great news that our German troops had pushed +Bourbaki and his men to the wall; just as might have been done in a +tavern fight. + +We did not quite understand what he really meant. Then Joseph brought +the newspaper. Alsace was free; and his joy over the victory was +enhanced by the certainty that his timber in the Hagenau forest was now +all safe. + +We read about the three days' battle before Belfort; and as long as +valor and endurance are remembered, history will have a glorious page +to unfold there. + +My daughter Johanna came down to enjoy a few days' rest with us. In +spite of the great hardships she had undergone, she had become +stronger, and looked more cheerful. She wanted to deliver her good news +in person. Her daughter had become engaged to a man who had lost his +right arm. Christiane had nursed him faithfully, and fallen in love +with him, and Johanna is right in saying, "She will always love him the +more because of her having to take care of him; she is just the wife +for an invalid." + +On the very next day, we had a triumphal entry in our village. Carl was +well again, but carried his left arm in a sling. Rothfuss harnessed his +four "Bourbakis" (they were lean as yet, but lively) and drove Carl and +his mother, four-in-hand. Down at the saw-mill, Marie mounted beside +Carl and rode along into the village. + +Rothfuss stopped before the house of the meadow-farmer. Nobody was to +be seen there, but all cried, "Hurrah for the meadow-farmer!" + +"You must say the old farmer," commanded Rothfuss, "because Carl is now +the young meadow farmer. Come out, old fellow; Napoleon had to +abdicate, too. Give up your flail to Carl, the conqueror." + +At last the door opened. The old meadow farmer came out and welcomed +Carl. It seemed as if the cheering would never end. Carl becomes the +meadow farmer! After this everything is possible. + +"Have you any news of my faithful nurse, the Captain's wife?" asked +Carl, when he entered our room; and the old woman, who had not heard a +word, also asked, "How is the worthy lady?" + +Just then, as it happened, a letter arrived from her. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +Annette wrote: + +"What happiness it is to write to you! This is the first time that I +address you as your real and true daughter. Do you remember how ill you +took it when I once called you Patriarch? You were right, because +bandying sharp speeches was a great fault of mine. Too much of the +intellectual was my misfortune and that of all of us. Now I am nothing +but a quiet ant, crawling up a tree and bearing my tiny mite; to be one +ant amongst a thousand is now my only ambition. I do not wish to be +anything for myself. I must give you an extract from Richard's letter. +What is dearest and most beautiful in it, I cannot, of course, repeat +to you. He writes: + + +"'Hitherto, our happiness consisted in the general belief that every +one was a nobody, unless he was something quite apart, because the +people as a whole were held in but little esteem. Germany was like the +educated Jew, who is always intent on hearing from others, "How do they +regard me?" "What do they think of me?" You yourself,'--but here he +begins praising me--enough of that. + +"'It gave me great pleasure to have Johanna with us in the hospital for +a few days, which enabled us, by working together, to gain a better +appreciation of each other. She has gathered experience and insight +from other sources than myself, and she insists that nature is better +than what we call principle. We can afford to let the latter pass, here +and there. She acknowledges that unbelievers, as she calls us, are +capable of virtuous actions. This war has taught all of us not to ask +for dogmas, but for deeds. + +"'I am scarcely able to-day, to write a letter in my own name. It was +general mail-day, and I sat for hours at the bedside of the sick, +writing word for word as they dictated. I am glad to have learnt enough +French to be able to write for the officer whom you may remember. How +manifold are the relations of life with which I have become +familiarized! There is much wonderful beauty hidden in the world, and +every people and every station in life has its share. + +"'I had to add postscripts to two letters announcing the death of those +in whose name they were written. One was the son of honored parents, +and the other was himself the head of a family, and leaves four +children. + +"'_Midnight_.--I could not write further. Now all is hushed; and I do +not wish to sleep before fulfilling my duty towards you. I find it +hateful, when in full health, to say, "I cannot," and, therefore, +continue writing. I feel as if mother were sitting beside me and +saying, "Tell my husband everything. The best remedy against fear is to +know the whole truth." But I must inform you about Martella. + +"'_The next day_.--Last night, while I was writing the last sentence, +Wolfgang came. He informed me that he had told you all. I may then +speak of ourselves again.' + +"Richard has written me: 'Remember that you once told me you would go +through the wide world with me. That may now come to pass. Through +varied labors which have given entire satisfaction, I have received an +offer of employment in the foreign service, and it may happen that we +shall have to begin our married life in the new world. I leave my quiet +study, or rather I shall not return to it. I may be able to influence +the living present, and you, my good and lovely wife, shall win +admiration and respect in the highest circles. I am proud to place you +in life's highest stations, and for this reason I joyfully surrender my +solitary, peaceful studies and long-cherished plans of scientific +investigation.' + +"How I replied to Richard you will see by these lines, which I copy for +you without conventional modesty; they are from a second letter, in +answer to mine: + + +"'A thousand times, I kiss your hands and press you to my heart. You +are my good genius. Pardon every unpleasant thought which, in the +erring past, I may have harbored against you. Even then, despite +myself, my mother knew you better than I did; her blessing rests upon +your head. You have liberated me and brought me back to myself; I +receive all willingly from your hands. + +"'How clever and how pointed are your accounts of the nothings of +diplomatic life which you noticed in Paris at the house of your +sister-in-law, the wife of our ambassador. + +"'Pardon me that I was just a little jealous of the title of nobility, +and that I thought you might regret having to change it for a plain +civilian name. I thank you for scolding me so merrily about it; but I +reproach myself very seriously that I could entertain such a thought +for a single instant. + +"'How much you are in the right! I dare not abandon my innermost +convictions. Your Christian admonition has gone right to my heart: yes, +I would have been doing violence to my soul. + +"'Now all is bright and free within and around me. It is settled. I +shall keep on the straight line marked out for me; I am born and bred a +man of letters. _You_ see clearly what I could not confess to you or +myself. For your sake the glitter of life allured, and attracted me. I +fondly imagined your queenly form moving among those the world call +noblest; but you, my lovely wife, are greater, purer, and freer than I +am. You do not wish to shine; you will live for me, and I am to live +for my ideal. It is decided; I am fortified against all temptation. I +shall remain true to my calling, to you, and to myself.' + + * * * * * + +"I have told you all. I hope the time is not far off when this horrible +war, this killing and dying, will be but as a shadowy dream in our +memories. There must be peace at last, and peace will bring home to you + + "Your happy daughter, + + "ANNETTE." + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +The very same day, a messenger arrived from the Counciller's wife, to +call me, and I drove to the city with Joseph and Ludwig. From afar, we +heard the booming of cannon, and at the new saw-mill the lumber +merchant Schwarzenberg, an ever-faithful patriot, told me: "We have an +Emperor; he has been proclaimed at Versailles." This was as it should +be. Our great achievements in war were consecrated by the establishment +of the German Empire. + +Ludwig was dissatisfied because the celebration was held on a Prussian +anniversary. He had to acknowledge, however, that the history of +Prussia now glided into that of Germany, and that it was not improper +thus to exalt a family festival. + +O fortunate posterity! you can never know or appreciate our feelings +during those days. We had long cherished these aspirations for our +country, for a United Germany; the less we could hope for their +realization, the deeper they lay in our hearts. Patriotism was like +religious martrydom. Our country did not return our love. On the +contrary, it was requited by hate and persecution from those high in +station, and by neglect and ridicule from the lowly. And, in spite of +all, for more than fifty years we stood firm and true, without hope of +reward. + +In the city, the bells were ringing and all the houses were decorated +with flags. The Councillor's wife received us on the stairs and said, +"Welcome, great-grandfather! Martha has given birth to a son." + +How can I express the emotions that filled my heart! My country +united under a powerful, victorious chief, and on the same day a +great-grandchild born to me. How can I deserve such unspeakable bliss! + +I was allowed to speak to Martha for a minute, and to take my +great-grandson in my arms. He opened his eyes, and Martha cried, "He +has his grandmother's eyes. When at Strasburg, Julius asked that his +name should be Erwin." + +The Councillor's wife ordered her to be quiet, adding: "You can now be +perfectly happy; the conflict is over, and your husband returns full of +honors. You are blessed indeed, and we are blessed through you. Sleep +now; when you really want to sleep, you can do so." + +I had to leave the room; and, after a while, the new grandmother came +to tell me that Martha was sleeping quietly. + +I remained in the city. The grandfather came for a day, and told me +that he agreed with Julius, who, as he had so greatly distinguished +himself, wished to remain in the military service. + +My eyes have looked upon the third generation; I was also to see the +dream of my youth realized in the establishment of the German Empire, +and my family had fairly done their share towards it. But our joys are +never unalloyed. No tree in the forest has an uninterrupted growth. A +raven comes, rests on its top, and bends and blights the tender +sapling. + +Yes, a raven of misfortune came. A letter from Annette reported, in a +few hasty words, that Richard had disappeared, and that he had probably +fallen into the hands of the _franc tireurs_. There was still some hope +of his life. She had started out with Wolfgang to hunt him up. +Wolfgang, being an American citizen, could get through the lines. She +asked us to move heaven and earth to save Richard. In a postscript, she +reminded me of the wounded French officer whom she was nursing when I +searched for the Colonel. How wonderful! every good deed meets its +reward. The officer had given her a pass, from which she promised +herself the best results. + +Ludwig was not for a moment alarmed by the danger into which his only +son had ventured. He had full confidence in Wolfgang's discretion, and +his words were full of assurance that he would not be found wanting. + +I believe that this confidence was genuine, but I also believe that he +tried, for my sake, to mitigate the shock which the news about Richard +had given me. + +It puzzled me how Richard, who did not belong to the combatants, could +be captured by the enemy; but Ludwig stopped all brooding over it by +saying: "Father, will you accompany me to the capital? I wish to see +our ambassador; he must give me all possible assistance." + +In the capital, all the bells were ringing, and at the railroad station +"extras" were announced with the Emperor's proclamation. In the midst +of a group of people in the street stood a man reading the words of the +Emperor. I knew him; it was Loedinger. His voice trembled; and when he +had finished, and the joyful crowd marched through the streets, he saw +me and embraced me heartily. + +"What have we lived to see?" he cried. "Now we can die in peace. But +what is the matter with you? Why do you not cheer with us?" + +I told him, in a few words, of the capture of my son, and the worst +fears which it justified. + +Ludwig went at once to his ambassador, and I to the palace to see the +Prince, who would doubtless use his influence for the rescue of my son. +In the palace, there was great commotion. They said that no message +could be taken to the Prince now, as he was presiding at a session of +the Privy Council. I had to wait a long while. In the streets, the +rejoicing went on; it could be faintly heard from afar. The whole city +was illuminated. + +At last I was told that the Prince could not see me today; I must leave +my petition with the chief of the Cabinet. He was a relative of my +son-in-law, and was favorably inclined towards me. He said that from +there no effective steps could be taken; that it was the business of +the Imperial government, and that I should address myself to the +Prussian ambassador, to whom he gave me a few lines. I felt like a +beggar who is sent from house to house. + +At the Prussian Embassy, I was informed that the American Minister was +attending a conference, and that there was a stranger with him. + +I was called in, and found Ludwig with the two ambassadors. All +necessary steps had already been agreed upon, and dispatches were at +once forwarded to Versailles. + +We drove to the station in the American Minister's coach, and Ludwig +started for France, at once. + +I went to Bertha, and, in spite of the new trouble that poured in upon +me, I felt somewhat relieved when with my daughter and her children. +Victor looked splendidly in his cadet uniform. Bertha met me with +outstretched arms, saying, "Father, we shall soon have peace, and he is +now almost a general." + +It was not the least part of my sorrow that I had to inform Bertha of +our deep anxiety for Richard. In the gladness of her heart, she +ascribed it all to the exaggerated fears of Annette. The human heart is +selfish; in moments of great happiness it wants to hear nothing of the +sorrows of others, and refuses to believe them. + +I was compelled to mar the joy of the proud, loving wife; and when +Bertha too was filled with alarm, she pitied Annette even more than her +brother. She thought it particularly hard that Annette, who was so good +and self-sacrificing, should again and again be overwhelmed with +sorrow. She believed that Richard had loved Annette before the death of +her husband, and that his repentance and severity towards himself +caused him to be so bitter to her. He struggled with his love for the +woman on whom his eyes had rested with admiration at a time when such +admiration was sinful. + +On the other hand her natural good humor and buoyancy of spirits made +her confident that Richard would surely soon be saved. Richard always +was a lucky fellow. She remembered, from childhood, that once while I +was coming down the river on a raft with my raftsmen, Richard stood on +shore, and, crying "Father!" rushed out into the stream till the water +came up to his chin. Balbina ran to the rescue, and, when he was safely +ashore he laughed heartily. He had not been conscious of danger or +fear. + +While Bertha recalled all this, I became more tranquil, and when she +expressed her confident hope that we would not live to see another war, +I heartily agreed with her. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +It was well that I had come up to the capital, for Parliament had been +convoked, in order to consider the new constitution, or rather, the +question of giving in our adhesion to the North German Confederation. + +I scarcely heard the speeches, and did not have the strength to take +the floor myself. + +When a vote was at last reached, it went hard with me to vote "aye." In +spite of my joy that there was now a United Germany, I had labored too +long for the establishment of German landed rights, to content myself +without their being embodied in laws. + +I was deeply moved by a remark of my old and faithful colleague, +Loedinger: "I fear that in the new German constitution, it will only be +too evident that the movement which brought it about, was not initiated +by the people." + +We heard from Annette and Wolfgang, who wrote that they had at last +obtained a clue to aid them in the search for Richard. He had, for a +long time, been dragged about the country, and had then been sent to +the Isles d'Hyeres. + +Now, for the first time, I learned the details of his capture. Richard +had crossed our lines into the enemy's country, being tempted to do so +by a desire to investigate certain points of local history. He was +arrested by the _franc tireurs_, who took him for a spy and wanted to +shoot him. It was only through the interference of a man who was able +to read Richard's journal that he was saved from instant death. + +This was all they had been able to discover, up to the arrival of +Ludwig, who sent Wolfgang home, and continued the search with Annette. + +They were often led astray, and shown prisoners whom they did not know. +They would have liked to console and encourage them by the news of the +progress of our victorious armies and the certainty of a speedy peace, +but they dared not risk it. + +Ludwig added to his letter minute directions concerning the mill. + +We were now perfectly safe in pushing the enterprise forward, as +Bourbaki's forces had been driven into Switzerland and disarmed. + +I could not content myself at the capital, and journeyed homewards. On +the way, I met Baron Arven, who had returned from the field seriously +ill, and who hoped to regain his health at home. I accompanied him, and +found some pleasure in bearing him company in his deserted mansion--his +wife was in Rome, both his sons still in the field. "I shall die at +home after all," was his invariable answer whenever we attempted to +console him. Our excellent physician prepared me for the worst. I was +with Arven in his last hour, and was present when his remains were +deposited in the family vault. + +Joseph came to take me home. + +In war times, one's feelings at last become familiarized with death +scenes. + +I soon again was called upon to take a part in public life. + +The election campaign opened. Remminger, who had returned from the +field to get cured of severe rheumatism, brought me the paper which +represented our party. In it, he was recommended as delegate to the +Reichstag from our district, as a man of merit, and of experience in +military matters. I did not begrudge him the honor, nor the office. It +gave his life a greater value, though I did not know that he ever took +any part in political matters, or even showed any desire in that +direction. + +I thought it remarkable that in the article, particular stress was laid +on the fact, that he was a friend and former comrade of my son-in-law, +who had so greatly distinguished himself in the three days' battle +against Bourbaki. + +What motive could there have been for referring to that fact? However, +if it could be of any use to the man, I was content. + +He asked me whether I had had any hand in the publication of the +article. He had never thought of taking part in politics, but if the +place were offered him, he would not shirk the duty. I heard that the +article was supposed to have emanated either from Joseph or myself. + +We inquired at the office, and were informed that the nomination had +been sent in with the stamp of our nearest post-office, and with a +rather indistinct signature, which might well be Joseph's. + +Joseph asserted that Funk was the author. I did not believe it, because +the entire article did not contain a single superlative. He never +could, even while writing, restrain his peculiar talent for screaming. + +Great thoughts stirred the hearts of men, but littleness, cunning, and +mischief-making had not ceased either. But what matters it? A tree +grows all the same, whether ants and beetles crawl upon it or not. + +A second article shortly afterward appeared in the country papers, in +which it was said that military despotism had unmasked its batteries. +But the people were awake; the people, who did not pray to the god +whose name is Success; but were true to their own eternal aims and +ideas. The clamor of victory must not drown the cries for liberty. We +still had approved champions in our midst; our district still owned an +independent man of large landed property; he should be deputy; they +should be made to see at Berlin what plain, strong men tilled our land. + +Joseph asserted that the papers of the popular party wanted to draw me +to their side. There were inquiries in the journals from different +quarters as to who was meant by "the firm man of solid worth," until he +was named at last. It was Schweitzer-Schmalz. As usual, it was claimed +that South Germany was the only real Germany, just as peasants were +said to be the only genuine people. To-day, the peasants; to-morrow, +perhaps the so-called laborer. The red waistcoat of Schweitzer-Schmalz +was to do service as the popular flag. + +Joseph was filled with anger and disgust, and I urged him to accept the +nomination himself. He had much influence, and there were few other men +in the district so well thought of as he. + +I can say much in Joseph's favor; he wishes to see the state honestly +served; but he also likes to attend to his business. Just then, Joseph +had indeed a heavy load to carry. He had brought a large squad of +foresters from the Tyrol, and had to provide several new teams. + +We heard that Schweitzer-Schmalz had, at first, declined the proffered +offer; but when he found the election was not to cost him any money, +only some little condescension towards the poorer people, a few casks +of beer, and, more than all else, strong language against military +dictation, he declared his readiness. He was plain spoken, and yet +cunning enough to declare, at the valley tavern, that, if he should be +defeated it would be more of an honor than a disgrace to him. People +would then always say, "Here is the man who ought to have been our +deputy at the Reichstag. He is a man of the right sort." + +The movement continued. It was a sorrowful spectacle for me, to see how +the domestic enemies of the Empire inscribed our Frankfort Constitution +on their flag, and cried that it must be accepted without debate. What +should be done in case it was not accepted, they would not say; they +knew as well as we did, that the adoption of the constitution of 1848 +was an impossibility. But they wanted to start an opposition, and to +surround it with a halo of glory. + +On the last day of February, we received the news that the +preliminaries of peace were agreed upon, and our German Emperor +announced, "We have arrived at the end of the glorious but bloody war +which was so wantonly and wickedly forced upon us." + +We who lived on the borders were delighted beyond measure to know that +Alsace-Lorraine had been brought home to us again; and when I was +speaking with my folks about it, Rothfuss remarked: + +"Now I know how it worked. Those who live along the Rhine, from Basle +downward, felt the way you do, when you lie abed in winter time and +have too narrow a blanket. Whenever you move, you are uncovered and get +cold. Now we have a good double bed; now we can stretch ourselves, and, +over there, stand the Vosges mountains; that is a good solid wall; no +draft gets through that." + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +The ides of March had returned as they had twenty-three years before, +but how different now! We stood on a basis of real power, which had +been wrested in battle from our restless neighbor. + +The armistice with the enemy without was concluded, but at the polls we +had to struggle against adversaries within. + +The best men of our district came and explained to me how false a game +was being played. "They are electioneering for Schweitzer-Schmalz, who +would not be so bad a man, but, at the last moment, they mean to drop +him and transfer the votes to Funk, who has acquired a considerable +fortune by the war." + +The men urged me, and Schwarzenberg, the lumber merchant, was not the +least among them, to allow myself to be put up as a candidate, both as +a matter of right and duty. He claimed that I, who had assisted at the +vexatious and fruitless labors at Frankfort, should have the +nomination. Only in that way, could the defeat of the Funk party be +assured. + +I told them what trouble I had, and that I was too old, and unequal to +the duties the office would impose upon me. + +Then the burgomaster of Kaltenbach, a quiet, worthy man, reminded me +that I had often said one should drown domestic griefs in active labors +for the Fatherland. He bade me consider what would become of us +Germans, if we should fail to secure true unity. + +Those who had fallen in France, would, in that case, be disgraced and +dishonored by the result. + +I could not yield, in spite of all that was said; and Joseph asked me, +"If Richard is saved, will you consent?" + +"I do not make vows!" + +"I did not mean it in that way; but would your mind be sufficiently at +ease?" + +I asked for time to consider the matter. + +There was to be a meeting of electors on the next evening. I was alone, +buried in thought; but soon a true and encouraging companion arrived. +It was a letter, the handwriting of which I did not recognize; but when +I had broken the seal and read the signature, I seemed to hear the +voice of sincerity itself--it was a letter from Doctor Wilhelmi, of +Berlin. + +Ludwig had already informed me that Wilhelmi had returned years ago, +and I had heard of his labors with genuine delight. I had often wished +to send him a word of cheer, but had not found the opportunity. Now he +wrote: + + +"All hail! thus do I salute you in your forest home. And now let me +tell you all about ourselves. My wife and other ladies are at work day +and night at the railroad depots, providing the troops, and +particularly the sick and wounded ones, with refreshments. One day, a +large body of prisoners arrived in charge of one of your country +people. My wife observed this as soon as he opened his mouth, and asked +him about you. The man had been servant to a sullen and ill-natured +forester in your neighborhood, and you may imagine how glad we were to +hear of you. For years I have often read your name, and often intended +to write to you; now, a messenger had come to us from you. + +"We provided him with quarters. He is really becoming spoiled by our +friends, for the Berlin folks find the Suabian dialect 'charming, +delightful,' and your countryman is a rogue. + +"He outherods Herod; speaks the dialect more emphatically than ever +Suabian did before, and, when his bravery is praised (he has received +many orders) is condescending enough to confess, 'We did not do +everything; the Prussians too behaved quite decently.' + +"'Quite decently,' is the highest compliment your countrymen ever +bestow on any one. When the man gets home he will tell you that the +Berlinese are all angels. I sincerely trust that you, too, will soon +make their acquaintance. + +"How are your children? above all, the daughter who was with you in +Strasburg years ago. + +"I hear that Ludwig is with you. Tell him to remain; we need men like +him. + +"What has become of the handsome boy, Arndt's favorite, who was with us +in Frankfort? And what of the young student who came to visit us there? + +"Write to me, or, what would be better still, come here soon. We need +old masons to build up the new state." + +His wife had added a postscript saying: "When you come to Berlin, you +must stay with us." + + +Joseph thought the best way to keep Ludwig at home would be to elect +him a member of the Reichstag. He had made inquiries of an attorney in +the little neighboring town, and had been told that Ludwig had not +resided long enough in Germany to be eligible; but that as these were +extraordinary times, the Reichstag would probably admit him. + +The matter was brought before the election committee, but was not +carried, as we should not be so sure of our voters if we had to go +before the county a second time. The country people could with +difficulty be induced to lose a work-day; the high pitch of patriotic +sentiment that now obtained might not last long. + +I accepted the nomination. + +I have nothing to report in regard to the election campaign, except +this; it was the first time we had been obliged to fight the new +clerical party. + +I do not like to speak of clerical machinations. France was conquered, +and France was the last stay of the Papal power. Our victories had +enabled the King of Italy to enter Rome. There was now an attempt to +set on foot a carefully disguised opposition in our own country. A +prebendary belonging to the diocese, travelled through our district, +and held secret conferences with the pastors, to induce them to +influence votes for a champion who had made himself notorious, by the +strong language he had used. + +Joseph finds out everything, and thus he soon learned that the lower +clergy leaned towards the patriotic side, but that they would not risk +open opposition. And, apropos of that, an amusing story was in +circulation. + +The prebendary asked the sleek and wily pastor of Rottenhoch, "And how +do matters stand in your village? What are you able and willing to do?" + +"Whatever the Right Reverend Bishop commands, shall be done." + +The Right Reverend turned and twisted as best he might: but the priest +could not be made to understand that his superiors desired to avoid +giving explicit orders; and the others, who saw that the attempts to +secure his compliance always elicited the same reply, bit their tongues +to keep from laughing outright. + +It was the first Sunday after Easter, on a bright spring day, when my +friends came to take me to the meeting of the voters. + +Rothfuss went with Carl, the young meadow-farmer, and said, "Yes, Carl, +you are lucky; you begin in your young days. This is the first chance I +have ever had to tell our man what he should say to the Emperor for me. +But it is a good thing after all; and mind what I tell you--before the +election we will only take one drink; not a drop more." + +At the same time, he swore at the workmen at the mill, who had allowed +themselves to be influenced by Funk. He declared that they were even +capable of voting against me. Carl said that, as far as his two +brothers were concerned, it was true. They had been expelled from +Alsace, had received employment in Ludwig's mill, and now publicly said +that they would give their votes to Funk. + +At the meeting, it happened just as Joseph had predicted. +Schweitzer-Schmalz stepped forward and declared that a man like himself +could not leave his large estate and go to Berlin; they should, +therefore, give the votes intended for him, to that intrepid man of the +people--Funk. + +But now something happened that took us all by surprise. Funk mounted +the rostrum. He laid it down that a constitution without fundamental +rights was a farce, and it cut me to the quick when he dared to add, +"We uphold the old German flag--the sacred flag of freedom--immaculate, +and shall not desert our colors." + +In conclusion, he said. "I implore you not to call on me now. The time +will come when they must call us to save our liberties; that time has +not yet arrived. + +"For the present, we will leave the pseudo-Prussian to the undisturbed +enjoyment of the national beggars' broth filled with imperial +dumplings, which is being served up in the famous spiked helmet. + +"I thank you," he cried, when the yelling which followed this speech +had somewhat abated, "for the votes with which you honor me. I esteem +them highly, but we must wait. So let us bide our time." + +Joseph prevented me from answering. He mounted the stand, and said that +Herr Funk deserved all possible praise for his shrewdness. He knew that +he could not be successful, and had therefore declined, in order to try +his chances at some future time. "Herr Funk waits; we, too, can wait." + +I was elected by a large majority; and the walk homeward, surrounded by +my electors, was one of the happiest hours of my life. It was even more +joyful than when, twenty-three years earlier, I was elected a delegate +to Frankfort. I forgot my anxiety about Richard. + +When I took leave of Rothfuss at the railway station, he held me by the +hand, a long while, and said: "Oh master, if it was only not so far to +Berlin, you should have taken me along, anyhow. Keep yourself well, +right well; and don't drink any water; Willem says there is good wine +to be had at Berlin, too." + +A tear glistened in his eye, and the leave-taking from this faithful +companion moved me deeply. He had never before been so anxious and +concerned about me. + +Many friends told me, "This new labor will wear you out." + +Be it so, I am here to be of use. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +THE old Burschenschafter[7]! Yes, treasured in secret and worn like an +amulet of magic power, for the sake of which we suffered, are the +colors of the new confederation. At first, the thought pained me; but +perhaps it is all for the best. The Empire which is now being +established, is not quite the one of which we sang and dreamed, or for +the love of which we were thrown into dungeons. But it is full of a new +and vigorous life, and instead of the golden glitter of poesy, we have +the simple white of prose. + +I am not of a combative disposition, and have always longed for a +condition of affairs to which I could heartily assent. And now my +greatest happiness is to know that I am no longer condemned to what I +had feared would prove a life-long opposition to the powers that be. + +The newly elected members had their rendezvous at the railroad +junction. A majority were faithful to the Empire. The few who belonged +to the progressives, or to the ultramontanes, were loud in their +protestation of love for our newly-cemented union. + +My friend Loedinger, that true old soul, was also elected. He studied +with me at Jena, was with me in prison, and, for many years, sat near +me in the Parliament. "We two have by this time become quite used to +each other," were his words, as he took the seat next to me. And, as if +by previous agreement, we were always together during the whole +journey. + +The days were fresh and spring-like, and, although our hearts were +filled with solemn thoughts, nothing but jokes were heard. Next to +Baribal, the gayest was Professor Rolunt, who, before he entered the +military service, had studied in Berlin, and had here received the +so-called finishing touch. On the way, there was much cheerful +discussion of the peculiarities that distinguish various sections of +our country and the fanaticism with which every district believes that +its customs and modes of expression alone represent the real German +mind. + +Offenheimer, the lawyer, who had also been elected a member of the +Reichstag, spoke quite forcibly on this subject, by demonstrating that +we South Germans believed ours to be the veritable language of the +soul. When there is a prejudice to combat, Offenheimer always is +particularly eloquent. He knows Berlin, and lives here with relatives +of his. + +Cato Debold, the inveterate South German, thought it hard that the +rough North German manner should now gain the supremacy. When he saw +the first windmills, he scoffed at North German windbags; and when the +Professor added that in North Germany there were no running springs, +but only pumps, he was quite happy, and vaunted the number of springs +we possessed at home. + +Rolunt allowed him to finish his harangue, and then replied that the +North Germans, finding themselves without fast flowing streams, had +made an invisible power, the winds, work for them; and that pump water +was as refreshing as that from fountains. + +But, against that, Debold showed that the portion of Germany, that lay +on the other side of the Thuringian Mountains had, through being +divided into small farms, become quite different, and far advanced in +comparison with the North. And in municipal liberty, we also stand far +ahead of North Germany; and shall we now submit to have that encroached +upon? + +"That will regulate itself. The others will become more agreeable, and +we will get sharper," said the Professor. + +At many stations we heard the people say: "Here are the South German +Representatives." + +Our reception was not so stormy and excited as the one accorded us +twenty-three years before when we went to Frankfort. The public mood +was now calm and earnest. + +On the road, one of the members said, "If your Richard had returned, he +would doubtless have been elected." Ah! when one has a sorrow, he +expects others to have some consideration, and not touch upon it, even +though it be in the way of kindness. + +At Gotha, where many new delegates joined us, we all received bouquets, +and the principal of the gymnasium cleverly said that we should adorn +ourselves with wedding favors, as we were going to the wedding of North +and South Germany. + +At Eisenach, my granddaughter Christiane and her affianced awaited me. +He was still walking on crutches, but hoped to lay them aside in a few +months, and to depend upon his wife's arm for support. Christiane had +become quite youthful in appearance. She fairly beamed with happiness, +as she looked now at me, and now at her betrothed. + +The others continued on their journey, but Loedinger and I remained +behind to visit a hallowed shrine. I spent the evening with Christiane +and her betrothed. I promised to attend the wedding on my return from +the Reichstag. + +At early dawn, Loedinger and I ascended the Wartburg. We knew that each +other's thoughts wandered back to the companions who, more than half a +century ago, had come here, filled with the enthusiasm of youth. An +invisible band of warriors marched at our side. + +Silently, we walked through the halls of the castle. When we looked out +over the country, far and wide, Loedinger grasped my hand and said: "It +is hard, after all, that our flag, with its sacred colors, does not +float here in the morning breeze. They should have left us that. There +is great danger in the fact that it is now the banner of the +opposition, and is raised by the hands of those who are against us and +the unity we have labored so hard to win." + +While trying to console him, I consoled myself, and the ardor of youth +seemed to return to us. + +Descending the mountain, we sang our old student songs, and felt young +again. + +Yes, this mountain is the altar of all that is great and pure and +beautiful in our united Fatherland. + +When we passed Weimar, where the creators of the unity of German +thought had dwelt and labored, Loedinger said, "We might well cry out: +'Hearken, ye heroes of the mind, your words have become deeds.'" + +Doctor Wilhelmi and his wife received me at the railroad depot. + +Friend Wilhelmi, once a handsome, slender man, has grown stout, but the +sound of his hearty, musical voice, the warm and kindly glance, the +grasp of his hand, are all unchanged. + +Loedinger was lodged with a friend of his, who lived in the +neighborhood, and I soon felt at home with my old friends. The best +people of the city, yes of the whole country, made their house a +rendezvous. I have here made the acquaintance of a great number of men +of distinguished merit. We are well supplied in that respect. + +I also made the nearer acquaintance of some of those sharp Prussians. I +felt at first as if they were setting my teeth on edge. But, after +awhile, I recognized their good traits. + +Doctor Wilhelmi still has an album of the members of the Frankfort +Reichstag. We renewed our memories of olden days while looking at the +pictures, and supplemented each other's information with what we knew +of this or that old friend. + +In every word that Wilhelmi speaks, I recognize his lofty ideality; but +life in America has made him more practical than he once was. + +The hospitality of the Greeks is vaunted. We possess it in a new shape; +for a whole city considers itself our host. + +I had to tell my friend Wilhelmi of my troubles; of my grief for Ernst, +of my deep anxiety about Richard, and the thought struck me: "Must the +old friend, whom we meet after long absence, have his heart saddened by +the recital of our woes." + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +I make no mention of the proceedings of the Reichstag; you can read all +about them in the newspapers. + +I did not once take the floor. + +In committee, I protested energetically, when we understood that some +of the states were to be rewarded for their share in our triumph, by +having certain portions of Alsace assigned to them. This plan was +barely alluded to in the public meetings, and I am inclined to think +that the rumor was merely a piece of diplomatic finesse. + +I cannot avoid repeating the words addressed to me by the Emperor, when +I was presented at the palace. "I have a son and you have a grandson in +the field, and they have, both of them, proved their courage." + +His voice betokened sincerity; his countenance was kind and gentle. + +I was surprised; even if the Emperor had informed himself beforehand, +it was so kind of him to speak thus of Julius. + +In replying I told him that, during the absence of my grandson in the +field, a son had been born to him. + +The Emperor congratulated me. He took me by the hand! For a second, I +held the palm of my beloved Emperor in warm, living embrace. He must +have felt my glance following him when he walked away. For the great +and glorious monarch turned again and nodded to me. + + + + (THE NIGHT BEFORE THE TRIUMPHAL ENTRY.) + +The festivities have been gloriously ushered in. The bells were +ringing, and the streets were alive with a gay and bustling throng. + +I roamed about alone, admiring all that was beautiful and enjoyable in +the streets that had been transformed by the beautiful festal +decorations. A bit of Olympian life had descended upon our homes. + +We sometimes persuade ourselves that we have often thought of, or +wished for, something that suddenly comes to pass: the rapidity with +which our ideas succeed each other is apt to deceive us. But I am sure +that while looking at the Academy of Arts, decorated as it was with the +portraits of heroes, I involuntarily thought, "If I only had one of my +own family with me now; I am so lonely in this surging crowd." + +All at once, I heard a clear, ringing voice exclaim, "Good evening, +grandfather." + +My grandson Julius stands before me, sunburnt, and with several orders +glistening on his breast. He belongs to the combined South German Corps +that is detailed here to take part in the triumphal entry. His quarters +are in a neighboring village, and he must return early. + +Julius asked me whom his son resembled, and when I told him that little +Erwin had the eyes of his grandmother, his face was radiant with joy. + +Taking his arm in mine, I went as far as the city gate with him. I had +to tell him all about Richard, but my pride in this noble, happy +grandson, in a great measure thrust aside my grief for my son. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + (_June 18th._) + + +And now I write of the great day, the greatest known to me and to all +men living. + +It was the morning of the triumphal entry. I went out early and +wandered through the joyous streets. I saw, beneath the chain of gay +triumphal arches, the long row of conquered cannon, and, behind them, +the seats for the wounded, the convalescents and their nurses. Music +resounded from all the side streets. It was the great jubilant +heart-throb of a whole people. + +For a long time, I sat on a chair, which had been placed there for some +invalid. My heart was so full when I thought that I had lived to see +this day; and, amidst this high swelling tide of joy, I could not help +looking into my own heart, and asking myself how I had met the duties +that life imposed upon me. + +Were I to die now--this very day--I have served the truth to the best +of my ability; I have intentionally offended no one, and have loved +mankind and my country with all my soul. I was often weak, but my +weakness has harmed no one but myself. + +As this was passing through my mind, I had to stop suddenly. My friend +Wilhelmi said to me in the heartiest manner, and without sarcasm, "You +have within you an overflowing fountain of sentimentality." It is true; +it has brought me much sorrow, but it has afforded my soul many pure +and tranquil experiences, and I said to myself, "This is not the time +for tender sensibility. To be strong is now the word. Look at the +Emperor! What must this man who, to-day, bears the impress and the +majesty of great historical memories, feel in his innermost soul; and +yet he stands erect and firm." And as I thought this, I, too, walked +along more firmly than before. + +I went to the stand which had been erected for the deputies. It was, as +yet, almost empty; gradually, it filled up. My early walk, my deep +emotions, and, more than all, the heat and strained expectation had +thoroughly fatigued me. + +Then came my friend Wilhelmi. He motioned to me from afar and waved his +hat. "Waldfried, I bring you glorious news!" he cried. "Just read this; +you had gone out so early; we hunted everywhere, but could not find +you. A telegram for you has arrived; your children are coming." + +"My children!" + +"Yes. Richard and Ludwig and their wives, and your grandson Wolfgang." + +I read the telegram; there it was--they were all coming. Richard was +saved. At Bertha's house, he was married to Annette. + +Wilhelmi saw me turning pale, and called to a stately Rhenish deputy +behind us, one who had brought some good wine of his own raising: +"Westerwalder, give us a glass of your best Ruedesheimer." + +O how the drink refreshed me! Then Wilhelmi continued: "I have more to +tell you, for now you are strong enough to bear the joyful news. Your +children are already here. The telegram had been delayed, and they +arrived half an hour in advance of it. They could not push through to +this place, and so they went to the house of one of Annette's +relations, with whom Offenheimer lives. That is what I am to tell you. +After the procession we will meet them there." + +Wilhelmi had to tell me, first of all, how my children looked. He said +that Richard still bore traces of his recent sufferings, but that his +eyes would brighten and his whole face light up, whenever he looked at +his wife. Wilhelmi regretted that he did not have a son to bring him +such a daughter-in-law. + +He evidently wanted to cheer me up, for he bade me review in memory the +triumphal march of my joys,--my children, my grandchildren, my sons and +daughters-in-law, and my great-grandson. + +During the last words of Wilhelmi, we heard from afar, a noise as of +the roaring sea--a wave of history came rolling onward. + +Cannon thundered, bells rang, and on came the great procession; and +when the French flags were carried by and fluttered in the gentle +breeze, I felt that I had seen the world wing itself for a new flight. + +From among the South German troops, a young officer nodded to me. It +was Julius. My grandson was among the marching conquerors. + +The Emperor comes, and with him, all the heroes. The Emperor steps to +the statue of his father, and the old man so greatly exalted by +fortune, now becomes an humble son, and lays the captured flags at the +feet of his father. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +Led by Wilhelmi, I went to the house of our friends. Ikwarte stood in +the door; he saluted me silently. I asked him whether my family were +above. + +"Yes, sir." + +As we go up the stairs, we hear, behind us, hasty footsteps and a +clattering sabre. It is Julius, his helmet adorned with a wreath of oak +leaves. + +"Grandfather, have you seen them?" + +"Whom?" + +"Martha and Erwin." + +"Are they here, too?" + +"Julius" is called from above, and, the next moment, he is in Martha's +arms. Then he embraces his father. + +"Come in; he sleeps," said Martha. "Come in all, fathers three." + +We walked through a glass-covered entry, then across a wide floor to +the quietly-situated back-building, where the noise of the street could +not penetrate. + +In the silent room, Julius knelt beside the cradle. Gently he raised +the curtain; the boy awoke, and, for the first time, the eyes of father +and son met. + +"Erwin, my son!" cried Julius, and kissed the child, who stared at him, +and tried to clutch his eyes with his hands. + +Martha, too, knelt beside the cradle. She laid her hand on the +husband's forehead, and said, "And at this head hostile bullets were +aimed!" + +"Oh don't let us give way to our feelings," said Julius, rising. + +Martha took the wreath from her husband's helmet, and wanted to +place it on my head. I seized it and laid it on the cradle of my +great-grandson. After that, we left the young couple, and hunted up the +other returned wanderers. + +Our hosts resigned their house to us, and saved us from all restraint +by kindly keeping themselves in the background. + +Richard and Annette, Ludwig, Conny, and Wolfgang, by turns clasped me +in their arms. O how many good, true hearts beat against mine to-day! +How many lives I could call my own! + +Richard was still somewhat pale. Annette was radiant with glorious +beauty, and her modest, gentle demeanor was the more attractive because +she had the appearance of one born to command. + +When the first emotions awakened by the overwhelming fulness of my joy +had subsided, I had a wonderful vision. I saw great tables loaded with +meat and drink and fragrant flowers, and from the streets resounded +cheering and song. One of those wonderful visions, or phantasms, as +you may call it, that supplement our life and withdraw us from the +actual world, seized me. The beaming faces, the brilliant lights +reflected again and again in the mirrors and the wine-glasses, the +sumptuous table, and the lovely flowers,--methought I had seen them +all before.--I felt as if in the midst of one of those wonderful, +color-steeped groups of Paul Veronese, and, like soft music, or an +apparition gently gliding through the air, memories of Gustava filled +my soul. + +"You seem so happy," said Annette; and I could only tell her this: "The +dreams of former days, and the loftiest impressions that our souls have +taken up from art, are now our actual life; our highest ideal has been +attained." + +Joseph informed me that the army corps consisting of the troops from +our State, would make its entry into our capital under the Crown +Prince, who had commanded it during the war, and that the Colonel, who +was now a General, would take part in the ceremony. Bertha expected +that we would all be with her on that day of honor. + +Richard told us of his experiences while with the French, and we could +not help asking ourselves: "Shall we ever be at peace with these +neighbors of ours?" + +"I have learned to know the French," said Richard, "and suffered much +at their hands. The people amused themselves by insulting me while I +was being led through the streets; I had to march in chains for a whole +day; and still, through all the ravings of this sanguine people, I +could see its mighty soul." + +At these words, Offenheimer rushed up to Richard, and, embracing him, +said, "A wounded enemy is an enemy no longer, and thus we have ceased +to be enemies of suffering France." + +He begged Richard to tell him more, and so he continued: "In spite of +their impassioned feelings, and of the fact, utterly incomprehensible +to them, that we were impolite enough not to let them whip us, there is +a real elevation of soul in them, although it is obscured by their +theatrical phrases. But their belief in themselves is something grand. +They cling to it, even now, when they are sorely beaten. I am confident +that the French will, in time, become honestly tolerant, and not in the +sham sense that makes its professors say: 'You, poor fellow, have a +false belief, but I do not attack it.' The French have a beautiful +faith in themselves, but they must acquire faith in others, and not +consider themselves the whole of humanity." + +Nations have much the same ideas as individuals. After a silent combat, +they can scarcely believe that it arose from a trifling cause, and now +the French will not remember what a trivial pretext they had for this +war. + +The Chinese self-sufficiency of the French, who believed themselves to +be the sole representatives of civilization, is now broken down. Their +morbid desire for revenge can only be temporary. The people, deeply +wounded in its vanity, and swindled out of its love of truth by +sycophantic word-mongers, will come to reason. + +Wilhelmi based great hopes on the projected university of Strasburg. It +was to form an intellectual bond of union. With great warmth of +feeling, he demonstrated that it was typical of the real character of +our people, that, first of all, an institution of learning was +established in the newly recovered province. + +Then Ludwig rose, and with an enthusiasm in which all the fervor of his +youth broke forth, again said: "And something more is in store for us, +and, for that reason, I wish to remain an American citizen. You, +Wilhelmi, and I have learned to know America. We love our old home, but +we also love the New World, which is the land to initiate great +thoughts, the land in which humanity, through untrammelled liberty, +cannot but reach great results. It is pitiful and, at the same time, +sad, that the American who has made money, and wishes to do something +for the public good, knows of nothing better than to build a church. + +"My idea--and I have distinguished friends who agree with me--is +to establish, as our celebration of the centennial of American +independence, a German University in America; an International +High-School. I need not point out to you, how great a significance such +an institution would possess for the New World, as well as for the Old. +After our German students have studied for a year at the American +Athens, how much wider their range of vision will be, and how much +greater their knowledge of the world! In this way, a cable of quite a +different kind would be laid; an intellectual electric current, binding +the Old World to the New." + +Richard took Ludwig's hand, and congratulated him on having conceived +this grand idea. + +"Thus should it be," he cried; "let Germany be fully and entirely its +own, and then send the messengers of its intellectual life to all the +world. The ancients carried their gods of marble and bronze, wherever +they went; we carry divine thoughts over the whole inhabited globe." + +Offenheimer whispered something to Richard, who pressed his hand +gratefully. + +I sat there quietly and felt unutterably happy, because my children +possessed new ideals so different from our own. Their clear, organizing +minds stretched into the far distance, and their schemes embraced the +welfare of all mankind. + +When in Strasburg, I felt deeply pained that such men as Ludwig and +Wilhelmi should be driven into exile. Not always does our life give an +answer to such questions. I received one now. + +We were interrupted by Ikwarte, who begged to be excused. He had +noticed his brother among the marching soldiers. He was sergeant and +had received the Iron Cross; he had recognized him, and called out to +him from the procession. Ikwarte now asked permission to go and seek +his brother. + +Ludwig granted it of course. We were all pleased with Ikwarte's firm +sense of duty, to which even his brotherly love had to yield. + +As Ikwarte was leaving the room, Julius entered with his wife. She +carried my great-grandson on her arm. + +For a while, every one turned to them. Then Ludwig began: + +"It is well that you have come, Julius! We are here among friends; are +you ready to answer a question regarding your future?" + +In a quiet tone, Julius answered, he would first have to know what it +was all about. + +Smiling, Ludwig said: "Allow me to tell you that I am a Colonel." + +Julius bowed, and Ludwig continued: "How grand it was that the American +officers, at the end of their war, returned to civil life, while here +in Germany a standing army draws our best energies away from productive +labor." + +Quietly but not without confidence, Julius replied: "It seems to me +that Uncle Ludwig is still thinking of the revolutionary times, of the +long forgotten stone age of German history. There is no separation now +between soldier and citizen, and it is very questionable whether any +one has the right to call us soldiers unproductive laborers. Our work +creates a race of men who give firmness and character to our political +life. What the schools are unable to finish, we perfect. To cultivate +the great forest of men, is a higher aim than to reclaim a forest of +trees." + +"Oh," interrupted Wolfgang, and Julius turned to him and said: "Dear +Wolfgang, I do not think meanly of that either; it is also a part of +the work that society has before it. But each one must choose his post +and guard it faithfully." + +Ludwig insisted to the contrary, and squarely put it to Julius that he +should leave the army, and take charge of his grandfather's estate. He +could, if his country called him, always return to his duty. He hinted, +and not very delicately, that one should not allow one's self to be +seduced by the outward glitter of the soldier's life. + +Without any irritation, but in determined language, Julius declared +that he fully recognized how great a spectacle it was to see a +victorious army return home in triumph, and lay down its arms; that it +would have been desirable that the conclusion of peace should produce +the disarmament of Europe. Such a disarmament, however, is only +possible in America, where there is but one powerful nation. In +conclusion, he eulogized the high mission of the soldier's life as a +school for men. + +Ludwig rose and said: "Here is my hand; I am converted. Father, I have +now decided. I shall accept the estate." + +I do not know how it came to pass, but Martha had laid my +great-grandson in my arms, and when the boy raised his eyes to mine, I +felt as if I was looking forward into the future. + +You, my child, rested beside a mother's heart during the battles; you +slept during the triumphant march, and now, around you, great words and +thoughts wander forth into the world. When, at some future time, you +shall learn how your father fought and suffered for home and country, +may it sound to you like a fable from the old, dark days, that, long +ago, we had to fight the monsters who despised the people. Stand firm +and pure in the new life of nations, amongst whom the battle will only +be for the possession of the noblest treasures of the intellectual +world. + + + AT HOME, _July_ 22. + +I did not find my comrade Rothfuss. He died full of happiness and +peace. On the last morning, he said to Johanna: "The German Empire is +not the right thing after all. One must die in it, just as before. Our +Emperor should order a different state of things, but never mind. 'He +who is wet to the skin, need not dread the rain.' If I could only lie +down in my grave for my master, as I once had myself locked up for +Ludwig." + +My grandson the vicar, who is chaplain at the neighboring fortress, was +with him in his last hours. + +Ludwig has taken the family estate for his son Wolfgang; not, as is +customary, at the family valuation, but at its full market value. + +I shall resign my post. + + * * * * * + +So far, the memoirs up to the evening before the anniversary of +Gustava's death. They were written in the afternoon, with a firm hand. +After that, he walked out into the forest. Carl, who was in the fields, +saw him drinking from the Gustava fountain, and rejoiced to see the +master walking so sturdily. + +He was found in the woods he had planted, beneath a white pine tree, +stretched out in death. His face was toward the earth, and rested on +the wild thyme. + +The second tablet of the grave-stone bears the following inscription: + + HERE RESTS, + IN THE SOIL OF OUR UNITED COUNTRY, + HEINRICH WALDFRIED, + BORN MAY THE 10TH, 1800; + DIED JULY THE 22D, 1871. + + + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: Throughout, the translator will, according to the German +custom, use the word "bride" to designate a woman who is only +betrothed.] + +[Footnote 2: This name means: Lizzy, the huntress.] + +[Footnote 3: Director or governor of the district or department.] + +[Footnote 4: Feast commemorative of the dedication of a church.] + +[Footnote 5: I am waiting (dialect).] + +[Footnote 6: _Guten Ort._] + +[Footnote 7: A member of the Burschenschaft, the name of an association +of the students of Germany, formed in 1815, and having for its object +the political regeneration of their Fatherland.] + + + + THE END. + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Waldfried, by Berthold Auerbach + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WALDFRIED *** + +***** This file should be named 32446.txt or 32446.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/2/4/4/32446/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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