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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/34270-8.txt b/34270-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..22c2a71 --- /dev/null +++ b/34270-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9853 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Barbara Ladd, by Charles G. D. Roberts + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Barbara Ladd + +Author: Charles G. D. Roberts + +Illustrator: Frank Verbeck + +Release Date: November 10, 2010 [EBook #34270] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BARBARA LADD *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + + +[Illustration: Cover art] + + + + + +[Frontispiece: _Leaning over the edge of the porch she dropped the +bundle soundlessly into a bed of marigolds_. (_Page_ 13)] + + + + + +BARBARA LADD + + +BY + +CHARLES G. D. ROBERTS + + + + AUTHOR OF + + THE KINDRED OF THE WILD, THE HEART OF THE + ANCIENT WOOD, A SISTER TO EVANGELINE, + POEMS, ETC. + + + + +ILLUSTRATED BY + +FRANK VERBECK + + + + +NEW YORK + +GROSSET & DUNLAP + +PUBLISHERS + + + + +Copyright, 1902, + +BY L. C. PAGE & COMPANY + (Incorporated). + +All Rights Reserved. + + + +Published October, 1902 + + +Eighth Impression, April, 1908. + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS + + +"LEANING OVER THE EDGE OF THE PORCH SHE DROPPED THE BUNDLE + SOUNDLESSLY INTO A BED OF MARIGOLDS" (_See page 13_) . . . _Frontispiece_ + +"'WHAT A NICE-LOOKING BOY YOU ARE!' SHE SAID" + +"'O MEHITABLE--DEMORALISED--BY BARBARA!' VOWED DOCTOR JOHN" + +"HE SANK OFF AGAIN, FALLING BACK INTO BARBARA'S SUPPORTING ARMS" + + + + +BARBARA LADD + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +She knew very well that she should have started earlier; but if there +was one thing that could daunt her wayward and daring little spirit, it +was the dark. Now, as she stood, wide-eyed and breathless with +suspense, beside her open window, the face of the dark began to change. +A gray pallor came over it, and on a sudden she was aware of a black +horizon line, ghostly, lonely beyond words, far to the eastward over +the yet invisible tree-tops. With this pallor came a chill which +Barbara felt on her little, trembling hands, on her eyes, and in her +heart: as if the night, in going, had laid aside its benignity and +touched the world in farewell with a cold hand of warning and menace. +Then, here and there a leaf stood out, palely distinct, upon the thick +frondage of the apple-tree whose nearest branches crowded the roof of +the porch below her window. There was a faint chirping from the heart +of the syringa thicket; and Barbara's ears were so attentive that she +caught the drowsy, awakening flutter of small wings down below in the +dewy gloom. With the sound came a cool and delicate pungency from the +wet currant bushes, puffed upward to her as if the garden world beneath +the leaves had drawn a long breath in getting ready to awake. This +tonic scent, which nostrils less keen than Barbara's would scarcely +have discerned, came to the child as a signal for action. Peculiarly +sensitive to the message and influence of odours, she felt this sudden +fragrance in her nerves as a summons, a promise, and a challenge, all +in one. Noiselessly she pushed the two diamond-paned leaves of her +window open to their widest. How the grayness was spreading! A pang +of apprehension seized her, lest she had delayed too long. She turned +impulsively, and stepped into the darkness of her room. + +In a moment her slim little figure reappeared at the window, this time +heavily encumbered. In one hand was a round, soft bundle, in the other +a square wicker basket with a white cloth tied over the top. The white +cloth glimmered conspicuously, but the light was not yet strong enough +to reveal the colour of the bundle. Setting both the burdens out upon +the roof of the porch, she turned, glanced in at the window, and said, +softly: + +"Good-bye, little room! I haven't been happy with you. But I hope you +won't be lonely when I'm gone!" + +Leaning over the edge of the porch, she dropped the bundle soundlessly +into a bed of marigolds. The basket, on the other hand, she took up +with care. Thrusting her left arm through the handle, she swung +herself nimbly into the apple-tree, and thence to the ground; while the +basket tipped and slewed as if it were alive. + +"Be still, my babies!" she whispered; and then, picking up the bundle +from the crushed marigolds, and never turning her head to look up at +the stately old house which she was leaving, she fled down the walk +between the currant and gooseberry bushes, the thyme, the sage, and +summer savoury beds,--through a narrow wicket gate half-hidden in +larkspur and honeysuckle,--along the foot-path through the rank and +dripping burdocks back of the barn, where she felt a little qualm of +homesickness at the sound of her dear horses breathing deeply and +contentedly in the stalls,--and thence, letting down one of the bars +and crawling through with her burdens, out into the graying, hillocky +open of the cow-pasture. + +By this time a cool and luminous wave of pink, changing to pale saffron +at its northeastern edges, had crept up over the far-off hilltops. +Faint tinges of colour, of a strange and unusual transparency, began to +reveal themselves all over the expanse of pasture. As the miracle of +dawn thus overtook her, a sense of unreality came upon Barbara's soul. +She felt as if this were not she, this little girl so adventurously +running away--but rather some impossible child in a story-book, who had +so engaged her sympathies for the moment that she could not be sure +which was make-believe and which herself. With a chill of lonesome +dread she slipped a hand under the cloth and into the basket. The +touch of warm, live, cuddling fur reassured her, and brought her back +to her own identity. But stranger and stranger grew the mystical +transparency, only made the more startling by a fleece of vapour here +and there curling up from between the hillocks. Stumps, weed-tops, +patches of juniper, tufts of blueberry bush, wisps of coarse grass left +uncropped, seemed to detach themselves, lift, and float in the solvent +clarity of that new-born air, that new-born light. Surely, this was +not her old, familiar world! Barbara stood still, her great eyes +dilating, her lips parted in a kind of ecstasy, as sense and spirit +alike drank in the marvel of the dawn. It seemed to her as if she +discovered, in that moment, that the world was made anew with every +morning,--and with the discovery she became aware, dimly but securely, +that she was herself a part of the imperishable, ever-renewing life. + +She was brought back to more instant considerations by the sudden +appearance of a red-and-white cow, which got up with a great, windy, +grunting breath, and came toward her out of a misty hollow. With all +the cows of the herd Barbara was in high favour, but just now the sight +alarmed her. + +"Gracious!" she exclaimed to herself, "Abby will be out to milk in +another minute!"--and she broke into a run at the best speed that her +burdens would permit, making for the maple woods which lay to the north +of the pasture. The cow looked and mooed after her wistfully, +wondering at her flight, and aching for the relief of the milker's +hand. But Barbara paid no heed to her, nor to the others of the herd, +who now came into view from corners of the pasture as the enchanted +light grew and spread. She darted on, vanishing in the hollows, +flitting over the hillocks, fleetly threading the crooked and slender +path,--a wisp-like, dark little figure. Her bundle, now seen to be +tied up in a silk shawl of flamelike scarlet, and the snow-white +covering of her basket, flickered across the mystical transparency of +the landscape like bubbles of intense light blown far in advance of the +morning. + +Not till she came to the other side of the pasture and plunged into the +obscurity of the woods did Barbara check her speed. Here the dawn was +but beginning to penetrate, thrusting thin shafts of pink-amber light +here and there through the leafage, and touching the eastward sides of +trunk and branch with elusive glories. Breathing quickly, Barbara set +down the bundle and the precious basket; but she snatched them up again +as she caught a sound of panting and running behind her. On the +instant, however, the alarm faded from her face. + +"Down, Keep!" she commanded, sharply, as the gaunt gray form of a +mastiff leaped upon her, almost carrying her off her feet. Fawning, +and giving little yelps of joy, the huge animal crouched before her, +pounding the sward with ecstatic tail, and implored to lick her hands. +She threw both arms about the dog's head, murmuring to him, poignantly +impetuous, her voice tearful with self-reproach: + +"Was his best friend going away, without ever saying good-bye to him? +Well, she was bad, she was very, very bad!" And she wiped away several +large, surreptitious tears upon the furry folds of his neck. Then she +sprang up and renewed her journey resolutely; while the mastiff, +bounding in front of her, showed his plain conviction that some fine, +audacious adventure was afoot, and that it would be his great luck to +have a part in it. + +For more than a mile Barbara followed the wood-path, the fresh, wet +gloom lightening about her as she went. Where the maples thinned away, +and the slenderer ash and birch took their place, she got glimpses of a +pale sky overhead, dappled with streamers of a fiery violet. Here and +there a dripping leaf had caught the colours from above and flashed +elusive jewels upon her vision. Here and there the dewy thickets of +witch-hazel and viburnum crowded so close about the path that her +skirts and shoulders were drenched with their scented largess. Here +and there in her path rose suddenly a cluster of night-born +toadstools--squat, yellow, and fat-fleshed, or tall, shadowy-hooded, +and whitely venomous--over which she stepped with wary aversion. And +once, eager as was her haste, she stopped to pick a great, lucent, +yellow orchid, which seemed to beam like a sacred lamp in its dark +green shrine beneath the alders. + +At length the path dipped sharply between rocks overgrown with poison +ivy. Then the trees thinned away before her, and the day grew at once +full of light; and the mirror-surface of a little lake, shining with +palest crocus-tint and violet and silvery rose, obscured with patches +of dissolving mist, flashed upon her eyes. She ran down to the very +edge, where the water seemed to breathe among its fringing pebbles, and +there set down the bundle and the basket; while the dog, yelping +joyously, bounded and splashed in the shallows. + +When, however, Barbara stepped up the bank to a thicket of Indian +willow, and proceeded, by dint of carefully calculated lifting and +pulling, to drag forth from its hiding-place a ruddy canoe of +birch-bark, the dog's spirits and his flaunting tail fell together. If +Barbara's venture was to be in the canoe, he knew he should have no +part in it; and his big, doggish heart was dejected. With his tongue +hanging from his jaws, he sat up on his brindled haunches and looked +on, while slowly and laboriously Barbara worked the frail craft down to +the water. When it was afloat, and the resined prow pulled up into a +tuft of weeds to keep it from drifting away, Barbara fetched two +paddles from the same hiding-place. In the bow of the canoe she stowed +her bundle and her basket. In the stern she arranged a pile of ferns +as a cushion for her knees. Once more she flung her arms around Keep's +massive neck, kissed his silky ears, wept violently for the smallest +fraction of a minute; and then, stepping into the canoe with the light +precision of one skilled with the birch-bark, she pushed off, and with +quick, vigorous strokes headed straight across the lake. The dog ran +uneasily up and down the water's edge, whining and fretting after her. +When she was a little way out he made a sudden resolution, plunged into +the water, and swam eagerly after the fugitive. But Barbara heard the +splash, and understood. She realised that he would surely upset the +canoe in trying to get into it, and this was the time when she must +seem hard, however her heart was melting. She looked back over her +shoulder. + +"Go home, Keep! Go home!" she commanded. + +The dog turned obediently and made for shore. And Barbara, her lips +set and the big tears rolling down her cheeks, continued her journey +out across the lake. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +It was now clear day. The ample spaces of blue between the thin clouds +overhead grew pure, as if new bathed. The sun was not yet visible over +the woods, but sent level shafts of radiance through the sparser +leafage. Barbara's face was westward, and her prow, as the nervous +cunning of her paddle urged it forward, threw off the water on either +side in long, polished, fluted furrows, dazzlingly bright at the top of +the curve and steel-dark in the depression. Child as she was, and of a +fairy slightness, Barbara's wrists were strong and she was master of +her paddle. Her tears presently dried themselves as she noted with +exultation, by the growing depth and abruptness of these furrows from +her prow, that she was making a speed that did credit to her +canoe-craft. In a few minutes her parting pangs were all forgotten, +and she was absorbed in racing, as it were, against herself. She knelt +low, working her shoulders freely like a squaw, and bent every energy +to making the passage of the open before a wind out of the morning +should awake to hinder her progress. + +A low, green point, deep-plumed with sedge, thrust out from the nearing +shore to meet her. At its tip, motionless, and eloquent of ancient +mystery, poised the dream-like shape of a blue heron. Nearer and +nearer slipped the canoe, till Barbara could discern the round, +unwinking jewel of the great bird's eye, watching her inscrutably. +Then, with leisurely spread of spacious wings, it rose and flapped +away, to renew its not wholly disinterested contemplations in a further +reed-bed. + +Behind the point of sedges Barbara swept the canoe on a fine curve, and +into the channel of a little river, the quiet outlet of the lake. +Alders, osiers, and thick-starred draperies of clematis came down over +either bank. The stream was not twenty paces wide, and its deep +current was so gentle that the long weeds on the bottom were hardly +under compulsion to show which way it flowed. + +The ancient wood at this place gave back several hundred yards from the +lake, save for scattered outposts and thickets. Rounding the first +curve of the stream,--which, indeed, seemed all curves in its +reluctance to forsake the parent water,--the canoe ran into a flock of +gray-and-white geese dabbling along the weedy margin. The birds were +not alarmed, but they lifted their heads and clamoured a sonorous +warning; and straightway from behind the screen of leafage came a +quacking of ducks, a cackling of hens, and the excited barking of a +puppy. Then a cock crowed shrilly. The stream rounded to a wider +stretch, and its western bank, flooded with sunshine, showed a grassy +clearing of perhaps two acres in extent, at the back of which, close +against the primeval trees, huddled a low, gray cabin, with wide eaves +and a red door. A hop-vine covered one end of the cabin and sprawled +over the roof. Along the base ran a "banking" about two feet high, of +rough boards with the bark on, supported by stakes and filled in with +earth--a protection to the cellar against winter frosts. Leaned up to +the sun, along the banking, stood wooden tubs and an iron pot; and on a +bench beside the door another tub. In front of the door was a space of +chips, littered with axe, buck-saw, feed-troughs, parts of a broken +hand-sled, a large wicker basket with the bottom gone, and +indeterminate waifs and strays of human use. From this space of débris +a foot-path ran down through short grass to the waterside, where a +clumsy punt was hauled up. The place was alive with ducks and +chickens; and as Barbara came in view a stately turkey-cock swelled, +strutted, and gobbled defiance to her intrusion. + +Sitting on the door-step in the sun was a sturdy old woman in greenish +homespun petticoat and bodice, with a dull red kerchief crossed upon +her shoulders and a cap of greenish-yellow linen on her head,--the soft +dye of the "yaller-weed" juice. She was busy cutting coloured rags +into strips for mat-hooking. At her side sat a small yellow puppy, +with head cocked and one ear alertly lifted, curious but doubtful as to +the visitor. + +Barbara turned her birchen prow to the landing-place, and ran it gently +ashore in the soft mud beside the punt. At the same moment Mrs. +Deborah Blue--known to Barbara and to all the village of Second +Westings as 'old Debby'--dropped her knitting on the stoop, snatched up +a stout stick that leaned against the door-post, and hobbled with a +heavy briskness down the path to meet the visitor. The yellow pup +frisked interestedly at her heels. + +Barbara had indeed run her prow ashore, but that was for the sake of +stability merely. She was in haste, and had no idea of stopping now to +indulge her inclination for a gossip with old Debby. She rested in +silence, one brown hand on the gunwale of the punt, her full, young, +wilful lips very scarlet, her gray-green eyes asparkle with mystery and +excitement, as the old woman hobbled down to greet her. + +"Ain't ye comin' in to set awhile, an' eat a cooky, Miss Barby?" +inquired Mrs. Blue, wondering at the child's inscrutable look. The old +dame's face was red and harsh and strongly lined. Her chin was square +and thrust forward aggressively, with a gray-bristled wart at one side +of its obtrusive vigour. A lean and iron-gray wisp of hair, escaped +from under her hat, straggled down upon her red neck. But her shrewd, +hard, pale-blue, dauntless old eyes beamed upon the child with +unfeigned welcome. She spoke a little wheezingly, being out of breath +from haste; and Barbara was the only soul in all the township of Second +Westings for whom old Debby would condescend to hasten. + +"No, Debby dear, I can't stop one minute. I'm not coming ashore. I'm +running away from Aunt Hitty, and I'm going down the river to Uncle +Bob. I just stopped to say good-bye to you, you old dear, and to ask +you to take this letter for me to Aunt Hitty. I didn't dare to leave +it in my room, for fear she'd find it and know where I'd gone, and send +after me before I'd got a good start. I don't like Aunt Hitty, you +know, Debby, but she's been good to me in her way, and I don't want her +to be worrying!" She held out a folded paper for the old dame to take; +but she held it tentatively, as if she did not want to surrender it at +once. + +Knowing Barbara as no one else in the township of Second Westings knew +her, old Debby betrayed neither surprise nor disapproval. She nodded +several times, as if running away were the most reasonable, and indeed +the most ordinary, thing in the world for a little girl of fourteen +years to do when she found aunts and environments uncongenial. Old +Debby's smile, at this moment, had just the right degree of sympathy. +Had ever so little of amusement glimmered through its weather-beaten +creases, she knew that the sensitive and wilful girl before her would +have been off in a second with her venture all unexplained. + +"I'd take it fer ye, my sweeting, ef I'd got to crawl on my knees all +the way 'round the lake," the old dame answered promptly; but at the +same time, scheming to prolong the interview, and knowing that if once +Barbara started off again there would be no such thing as luring her +back, she kept both hands clasped on top of her stick and made no move +to accept the missive. + +"Ain't ye goin' to read it to me?" she went on, coaxingly. "I'd give a +sight to hear what ye're sayin' to yer Aunt Hitty." + +Now this was just what Barbara wanted, in spite of her haste. She +wanted to hear how her letter would sound. She wanted to try it on old +Debby, in whom she felt sure of a eulogistic critic. Without a word +she untied the yellow ribbon, opened the packet, and began to read, +with a weighty impressiveness in her childish voice: + + +"MY DEAR AUNT HITTY:--This is to say farewell for ever, for I have run +away. I do not think it would be good for me to live with you any +longer, so I am going to Uncle Bob. He loves me, and does not think I +am bad. And I think he needs me, too, because I understand him. I +know I have often been bad, and have made you unhappy very often, Aunt +Hitty. But I don't think you ever understand me--and I don't +understand you--and so we cannot be happy together. But don't be +worried about me, for I will be all right. And I thank you for all the +trouble you have taken about me. I don't want any of my old clothes +except what I have brought with me, so please give them to Mercy +Chapman, because she is poor and just about my size, and always kind to +animals, and I like her. I have taken your nice basket you got from +the squaw last Saturday, to carry my kittens in; but I know you won't +mind, because you offered to give it to me when I did not know I was +going to need it. I have taken the canoe, too, but I want to pay for +it, of course, Aunt Hitty. Please keep enough to get a new one, and +paddles, out of the money you are taking care of for me, and send the +rest right away to Uncle Bob, because I'll need some new frocks when I +get to the city, and I don't know whether Uncle Bob has any money or +not. Good-bye, Aunt Hitty, and I am so sorry that we could not +understand each other. + +"Your niece, + "BARBARA LADD." + + +She looked up, proud, but a little anxious, and eager for commendation. +Old Debby rose to the circumstances. + +"Law, how you kin write, Miss Barby," she said, with a nod and chuckle. +"The parson nor Doctor Jim couldn't 'a' done no better. I reckon Aunt +Hitty'll understand ye now, a sight better'n she's given to understand +folks as don't jest think as she do. Give me the letter!" + +Barbara's face flashed radiantly. With a sudden impulse she sprang up, +skipped ashore, thrust the letter into the old woman's hand, and cried +in a high key: + +"Oh, I'm so hungry, Debby! I can't stop a minute, but do give me some +breakfast, there's a dear. I was too excited to eat before I left. +And do give my kittens a drop of milk. I've got nothing but cold meat +for them to eat on the journey, poor babies!" + +Without waiting for a reply, she skipped back to the canoe, grabbed up +the covered basket, and flew up the path to the cottage; while the old +woman limped after her with astonishing speed, chuckling and wheezing +out a disjointed invitation. She followed Barbara into the cabin, +shutting the door to keep out the puppy, who whined in an injured voice +upon the stoop. Then, thinking of the kittens first,--and thereby +showing her deep knowledge of the kittens' mistress,--she set down a +bowl of milk in the middle of the floor; and Barbara, uncovering the +basket, lovingly lifted out three plump, moon-faced little cats, a +yellow-and-white, a black-and-white, and a gray-and-white. While the +three, with happy tails erect, lapped at the milk, Barbara made haste +to devour thick slices of brown bread and butter, spread to a luscious +depth with moist, sweet-scented maple sugar. She had no time to talk. +She sat on the edge of the big four-post bed, swinging her slim legs, +and kicking her heels against the dingy, gay patchwork quilt whose +ample folds hung to the floor. The hidden space under the bed was a +place of piquant mystery to Barbara, containing, as it did, boxes on +boxes of many-coloured rags, out of which, earlier in the season, old +Debby would bring forth precious goose-eggs, duck-eggs, turkey-eggs, +and the specially prized eggs of certain pet and prolific hens, +gathered against the time of setting. While Barbara broke her fast, +old Debby refrained from questions, having shrewdly grasped the whole +situation. She knew that Mr. Robert Glenowen, Barbara's uncle, had +lately come north on an errand which nobody seemed to understand, and +had taken a house at Stratford. Of a nomadic spirit in her younger +days, Debby had moved much here and there throughout her native +Connecticut, and over the bordering counties of New York and +Massachusetts; and she had not only a rough idea of the distance from +Second Westings to Stratford, but a very vivid realisation of the +perils of the journey which Barbara, in her innocence, had so +confidently undertaken. Till she saw that the appetites of Barbara and +the kittens were nearing satisfaction, she talked with a sort of casual +enthusiasm of her luck with the chickens, the goslings, the young +turkeys, and depicted the prowess of an old speckled hen which had +engaged and defeated a marauding hawk. Then, when at last Barbara +sprang up, bundled the satiated kittens into the basket, and turned to +her for a fond and final good-bye, the crafty old dame broke into +passionate farewells. She kissed the child, and even wept over her, +till Barbara's self-centred exaltation was very near collapse. + +"_You_ love me, don't you, Debby dear?" she exclaimed, with a +wistfulness in her voice, searching the old woman's face with her +great, eager, strangely alien eyes. Barbara was one of those who +colour the moods of others by their own, and who are therefore apt to +be at fault in their interpretation of another's motives. This gave +her, even in childhood, a strangeness, an aloneness of personality, +which she, as well as those who loved her, could seldom break down. It +was with a kind of heart-break that she now and again, for an instant, +became dimly aware of this alien fibre in her temperament. It made her +both misunderstanding and misunderstood. + +"I can trust you, can't I?" she went on, leaning childishly for a +moment upon the old woman's comfortable breast. + +"Trust old Debby, my sweeting!" cried the old dame, in tones which +carried conviction. "Ye hain't got no lovinger nor faithfuller friend +alive than me. Don't ye never forgit that, Miss Barby." + +For answer Barbara clutched her fiercely around the neck, sobbed and +clung to her for a moment, cried extravagantly, "Yes, you are the best +friend I've got in all the world!" then gathered up her basket of +kittens and fled wildly down the path to the canoe. Impetuously she +pushed off, the world a golden blur before her eyes; and without once +looking back, she disappeared around the next winding of the stream. +Old Debby stood for some minutes gazing after this meteor-like--and +very Barbara-like--exit. There was amusement now, unhindered, on her +hard old face, but a kind of fierce devotion withal. When the stern of +the canoe had vanished behind the leafage, she muttered to herself: +"Well! Well! Well! was ever sech a child! When ye set yer finger +onto her, she ain't there! I reckon that mincing-mouthed Aunt Kitty's +hed her bad times, too. But the sooner I git 'round to see Doctor Jim +the better it's goin' to be fer the little wild witch. Land's sakes +alive! But 'twon't be 'Debby dear' to me agin fer awhile. How them +eyes'll blaze! I'll not go nigh her till she's hed time to git over it +an' to know who's really her friends. No, Pippin, ye can't come with +me! Go 'way!" + +Turning into the long lean-to of a shed which stretched behind the +cabin, she brought out two stumpy oars. These under her left arm, her +stalwart stick in her right hand, she limped with massive alertness +down to the waterside, shoved off the punt, climbed into it with a +nicety of balance remarkable in one of her weight, clicked the oars +into the rowlocks, and pulled up-stream toward the lake whence Barbara +had come. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +The child who set forth so fearlessly, on so audacious and +ill-regulated a venture, that midsummer morning of the year 1769,--in a +time when audacity on the part of small girls was apt to meet the +discouragement of a peculiarly strenuous discipline,--was an accident +in her period, an irreconcilable alien to her environment. In her +intense individuality, and in the confident freedom with which she +claimed the right to express that individuality, she belonged to an +earlier or a later day, but not to a New England of the eighteenth +century. Two years before, at the age of twelve, an age when other +children's personalities were colourless to the eyes of their elders, +she had been projected into the tranquil routine of the little world of +Second Westings. It was an established, crystallised, unchanging life +there in the back country of Connecticut, where hours, seasons, +actions, habits, revolved in so orderly a fashion as to have worn +themselves grooves out of which they could hardly even look, still less +achieve to deviate. Into this rigid placidity the dark child came like +a grain of ferment; and presently, no one could tell just how, the mass +began to work. Barbara was everywhere discussed. She was rather +unanimously disapproved of. And, nevertheless, as it were in the teeth +of all probability, she won to herself here and there a friend. + +At the time of Barbara's transplanting from the cordial soil of +Maryland to the austere uplands of Connecticut, her father, the +Reverend Winthrop Hopkins Ladd, clergyman of the Established Church, +had been dead over two years, and the child's hurt, as such things +will, had outwardly healed; though the hidden wounds would agonise in +her heart at unexpected times, set vibrating to some poignant touch of +scent or sound or colour. The child had adored her father with a +tempestuous and jealous devotion, which, however, had not prevented her +waywardness from diversifying his repose with many a wakeful night. +Her mother, who had died when Barbara was scarce out of arms, had been +a bewildering birth from the kiss of North Wales on the warm south of +Spanish passion. The son of an old Welsh family, adventuring to the +New World to capture himself a fortune, had captured himself also a +wife to beggar envy. Where or how he got the fortune, no man knew and +few presumed to wonder; but where and how he got the wife was matter of +noonday knowledge. He saw her at church in New Orleans. There were +looks that burn and live. Through that emotional spring Glenowen +sniffed the incense of more masses than he had thought to attend in a +lifetime. Once there was a stolen word behind a pillar, eyes warily +averted. Twice notes passed from hand to hand. Then a girl, the +daughter of one of the haughtiest houses of Colonial Spain, was +audaciously carried off by night from a convent school in the safe +heart of the city. When next seen of the world, she was Glenowen's +wife, most radiantly and graciously dispensing an accepted hospitality +in Baltimore. + +The result that in particular pertains to this history was a small, +flame-like, imperious girl, one Mistress Mercedes Glenowen, who, from +the night of ceremony when she first made her bow to the governor and +joyously turned her disastrous eyes upon the society of Baltimore, for +the space of some three years dispersed vain heartache throughout the +colony. Into the remotest plantations went the name of her and the +fame of her--and too often, also, the sickness of a hopeless desire of +her. There were duels, too, discreetly laid to other cause; and old +friendships changed to hate; and wild oaths made perjury. But the +heart of Mistress Mercedes went free. A quiet young clergyman, a +kinsman to the governor, came to Baltimore from Boston, on his way to a +country parish on the Pawtuxet, to which he had just been appointed. +Dining at Government House, he met Mistress Mercedes, but his eyes, +being at that moment immersed in dreams, looked not upon but through +and beyond her. Mercedes could not rest an instant until those +far-wandering, Northern eyes were ensnared, imprisoned, and denied a +range beyond the boundaries of her heart. But the capture was not a +quick one, and in the interest of it she had the accident to become +herself entangled, to such a degree that she had no longer any use for +freedom. And so it came about, to the wrathful amaze of her retinue, +but the unspeakable content of the Reverend Winthrop Ladd, that the +dark rose of Maryland was on a sudden removed from Baltimore to bloom +on a churchly plantation by the pale waters of the Pawtuxet. + +Mr. Ladd, though a dreamer so far as consisted with outdoor life and +sanity of brain and muscle, was a strong man, one of those who have the +force to rule when they must, and the gentleness to yield when they +may. In the passionate completeness of her love, Mercedes sloughed the +caprices that would have pained and puzzled him, forgot the very echoes +of the acclamations of her court, and lived in the sanctuary of her +husband's devotion. For nearly three years the strangely assorted +lovers dwelt in their dream, while the world passed by them like a +pageant viewed through a glory of coloured glass. Then a sudden +sickness tore them apart; and when the dazed man came slowly back to +the realisation that he had been left to live, all his love, with all +the illusion of it, centred itself fixedly upon the little one, +Barbara, whom Mercedes had left to him. + +As Barbara grew more and more like her mother, her ascendency over her +father grew more and more complete. Tenderly but firmly he ruled his +parish and his plantation. But he gradually forgot to rule Barbara. +Too nearly did she represent to him all that he had lost in his +worshipped Mercedes; and he could not bring himself to see anything but +freshness of character and vigour of personality in the child's very +faults. Hence he evolved, to suit her particular case, a theory very +much out of harmony with his time, to the effect that a child--or +rather, perhaps, such a child as this of Mercedes--should not be +governed or disciplined, but guided merely, and fostered in the finding +of her own untrammelled individuality. This plan worked, for the time, +to Barbara's unqualified approval, but she was destined to pay for it, +in later years, a heavy price in tears, and misunderstandings, and +repentance. With the growth of her intense and confident personality +there grew no balancing strength of self-control. Unacquainted with +discipline, she was without the safeguard of self-discipline. Before +she was eight years old she held sway over every one on the plantation +but herself,--and her rule, though pretty and bewitching, was not +invariably gentle. As for her father, though ostensively her comrade +and mentor, he was by this time in reality her slave. He rode with +her; he read with her; he taught her,--but such studies only as +ensnared her wayward inclination, and with such regularity only as fell +in with her variable mood. The hour for a lesson on the spinet would +go by unheeded, if Barbara chanced to be interested in the more +absorbing occupation of climbing a tree; and the time for reciting +Latin syntax was lightly forgotten if berries were a-ripening in the +pasture. Under such auspices, however, Barbara did assuredly grow +straight-limbed and active, slight and small indeed, by heritage from +her mother, but strong and of marvellous endurance, with the clear +blood red under her dark skin, her great gray-green eyes luminous with +health. Her father devoted to her every hour of the day that he could +spare from the claims of his parish. In a sunny and sandy cove near +the house he taught her to swim. Rowing and canoeing on the Pawtuxet +were mysteries of outdoor craft into which he initiated her as soon as +her little hands could pull an oar or swing a paddle. A certain strain +of wildness in her temperament attuned her to a peculiar sympathy with +the canoe, and won her a swift mastery of its furtive spirit. In the +woods, and in the seclusion of remote creeks and backwaters, her +waywardness would vanish till she became silent and elusive as the wild +things whose confidence she was for ever striving to gain. Her +advances being suspiciously repelled by the squirrels, the 'coons, and +the chipmunks, her passion was fain to expend itself upon the domestic +animals of the plantation. The horses, cattle, dogs, and cats, all +loved her, and she understood them as she never understood the nearest +and best-beloved of her own kind. With the animals her patience was +untiring, her gentleness unfailing, while her thoughtless selfishness +melted into a devotion for which no sacrifice seemed too great. + +The negroes of the plantation, who seemed to Barbara akin to the +animals, came next to these in her regard, and indeed were treated with +an indulgence which made them almost literally lay their black necks in +the dust for her little feet to step on. But with people of her own +class she was apt to be hasty and ungracious. _Their_ feelings were of +small account in her eyes--certainly not to be weighed for a moment +against those of a colt or a kitten. There was one sweet-eyed and +lumbering half-grown puppy which Barbara's father--not for an instant, +indeed, believing anything of the sort--used to declare was more +precious to her than himself. But her old black "Mammy" 'Lize used to +vow there was more truth than he guessed in "Marse Ladd's foolin'." + +However, when a fever snatched the gentle priest away from the scene of +his love and kindly ministrations, the child's true self emerged +through its crust of whim and extravagance. Stricken beyond a child's +usual capacity to feel or realise such a blow, she was herself seized +with a serious illness, after which she fell into a dejection which +lasted for the better part of a year. In her desolation she turned to +her animals rather than to her human companions, and found the more of +healing in their wordless sympathy. + +At last, youth and health asserted themselves, and once more Barbara +rode, paddled, swam, tyrannised, and ran wild over the plantation, +while relatives from Maine to Maryland wrangled over her future. + +There was one young uncle, her mother's only brother, whom Barbara +decided to adopt as her sole guardian. But other guardians came to +another decision. Uncle Bob Glenowen was an uncle after Barbara's own +heart, but a little more disciplined and reasonable than herself. The +two would have got on delightfully together--together careering over +the country on high-mettled horses, together swimming and canoeing at +the most irregular hours, together lauding and loving their four-foot +kindred and laughing to scorn the general stupidity of mankind. But +Uncle Glenowen had little of gold or gear, and his local habitation was +mutable. He loved Barbara too well not to recognise that she should +grow up under the guidance of steadier hands than his. It was finally +settled--Barbara's fiery indignation being quite disregarded--that she +should go to her father's younger sister, Mistress Mehitable Ladd, in +Second Westings. + +Mistress Ladd was a self-possessed, fair-faced, aristocratic little +lady, with large blue eyes and a very firm, small mouth. She was +conscientious to a point that was wont to bring her kindness, at times, +into painful conflict with her sense of duty. The Puritan fibre ran in +unimpaired vitality through the texture of her being, with the result +that whenever her heart was so rash as to join issue with her +conscience, then prompt and disastrous overthrow was the least her +heart could expect for such presumption. In the matter of Barbara's +future, however, Distress Mehitable felt that duty and inclination ran +together. She had loved her brother Winthrop with unselfish and +admiring devotion, and had grieved in secret for years over his +defection from the austere fold of the Congregationalists to what she +regarded as the perilously carnal form and ceremony of the Church of +England. Her hampered spirit, her uncompleted womanhood, yearned +toward Barbara, and she shuddered at the idea of Winthrop's child +growing up untaught, unmothered, uncontrolled. She made up her mind +that Barbara should come to Second Westings, become a daughter to her, +and be reared in the purity of unsullied Congregationalism. With a +sigh of concordant relief it was recognised by the other relatives that +Mehitable was right. They washed their hands of the child, and forgot +her, and were thankful--all but Uncle Bob. And so Barbara went to +Second Westings. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Little enough, indeed, would Second Westings ever have seen of the +heartsore and rebellious child, but for this Uncle Bob. Searching his +own spirit, he understood hers; and maintaining a discreet silence as +to the chief points of his discovery, he set himself the duty of +accompanying Barbara on the long, complicated journey to Connecticut. +Not content with delivering his charge into the hands of Mistress +Mehitable,--whom he liked despite her uneasy half-disapproval of +himself,--he stayed long summer weeks at Second Westings, thus bridging +over for Barbara the terrible chasm between the old life and the new, +and by his tactful conciliation on every side making the new life look +a little less hatefully alien to her. He took her riding all over the +township; he took her canoeing on the lake, and down the outlet to its +junction with the river; and so not only won her a freedom of movement +hitherto unheard-of among the maidens of Second Westings, but also +showed her that the solace of wild woods and sweet waters was to be +found no less in Connecticut than in her longed-for Maryland. +Moreover, Uncle Bob had "a presence." Second Westings scrutinised him +severely, all ready to condemn the stranger folk to whom Winthrop Ladd +had turned in his marrying. But Second Westings felt constrained to +acknowledge at once that Winthrop Ladd had married within his class. +To high and low alike--and the line between high and low was sharply +drawn at Second Westings--it was obvious that the sister of Mr. Robert +Glenowen must have been gently born. Those who would not let +themselves be warmed by Uncle Bob's bright heartsomeness were unable to +withhold acknowledgment of his good breeding. Mistress Mehitable, +though antagonised by vague gossip as to his "wildness," nevertheless +recognised with serious relief that no common blood had been suffered +to obscure the clear blue stream whose purity the Ladds held precious. +"Light, I fear--if not, in other surroundings, ungodly; but beyond all +cavil a gentleman!" pronounced the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, flicking +snuff from his sleeve with white, scholarly fingers. He was not so +innocent as to attach too much importance to Uncle Bob's devout +attitude through those interminable services which made a weekly +nightmare of the Connecticut Sabbath; but he had found a reserved +satisfaction in the young man's company over a seemly glass and a pipe +of bright Virginia. He had a feeling that the visitor's charm was more +or less subversive of discipline, and that it would be, on the whole, +for the spiritual welfare of Second Westings if the visit should be +brief; but meanwhile he took what he could of Uncle Bob's society. +Class against creed, and a fair field, and it's long odds on class. + +But in the minds of Doctor John and Doctor Jim Pigeon--physicians, +brothers, comrades, fierce professional rivals, justices of the peace, +and divinely self-appointed guardians of the sanctity of caste for all +the neighbourhood--there were no misgivings. Their instincts accepted +Bob Glenowen at first glance. Their great, rugged faces and mighty +shoulders towering over him,--and Uncle Bob himself was nowise scant of +stature,--they looked at him and then into each other's eyes; and +agreed, as they did on most subjects outside the theory and practice of +medicine. + +"You are right welcome to Second Westings, Mr. Glenowen!" exclaimed +Doctor Jim, in a big, impetuous voice, grasping his hand heartily. + +"And we trust that you may be slow to leave us, Mr. Glenowen!" added +Doctor John, in a voice which any competent jury, blindfolded, would +have pronounced identical. + +Recognising the true fibre and the fineness of these two big, gentle +autocrats, Uncle Bob made a special point of commending Barbara to +their hearts--in which commending he so well sped, and indeed was so +well seconded by Barbara herself, who loved them from the moment when +her eyes first fell upon them, that they presently constituted +themselves special guardians to the little maid, and indulgent +mitigators of Mistress Mehitable's conscience. The manner in which +they fulfilled the sometimes conflicting duties of these offices will +appear pretty persistently in the sequel. + +It was to Uncle Bob, also, that Barbara owed the somewhat disreputable +friendship of old Debby. The very first day that he and Barbara went +canoeing on the lake, they explored the outlet, discovered old Debby's +cabin, paid an uninvited call, and captivated the old dame's crusty +heart. Glenowen knew human nature. He had the knack of going straight +to the quintessential core of it, and pinning his faith to that in +spite of all unpromising externals. He decided at once that Debby +would be a good diversion for Barbara after he was gone; and when, +later in the day, he learned that the old woman was universally but +vaguely reprobated by the prim folk of Second Westings, he was more +than ever assured that she would be a comfort to Barbara through many a +dark hour of strangerhood and virtuous misunderstanding. + +But Uncle Bob's visit had to end. He went away with misgivings, +leaving Barbara to pit her careless candour, her thoughtless +self-absorption, her scorn of all opinions that differed from her own, +her caprices, her passionate enthusiasms, her fierce intolerance of +criticism or control, against the granitic conventions of an old New +England village. The half guilty, half amused support of Doctor John +and Doctor Jim gave importance to her revolt, and so lightened the rod +of Aunt Kitty's discipline as to save Barbara from the more ignominious +of the penalties which her impetuous wilfulness would otherwise have +incurred. The complete, though forbidden, sympathy of old Debby, +affording the one safe outlet to her tumultuous resentments and +passionate despairs, saved the child from brain-sickness; and once, +indeed, on a particularly black day of humiliation, from suicide. +Barbara had shaken the very foundations of law, order, and religion, by +riding at a wild gallop, one Sunday afternoon, down the wide main +street of Second Westings just as the good folk were coming out of +meeting. Her rebellious waves of dark hair streamed out behind her +little head. Her white teeth flashed wickedly between her parted +scarlet lips, her big eyes flamed with the intoxication of liberty and +protest--to these good folk it seemed an unholy light. Barbara ought +to have been at meeting, but had been left at home, reluctantly, by +Aunt Hitty, because she had seemed too sick to get out of bed. In very +truth she had been sick beyond all feigning. Then one of those violent +reactions of recovery which sometimes cause the nervous temperament to +be miserably misunderstood had seized her at an inauspicious moment. +As the tide of young vitality surged back to brain and vein and nerve, +she had felt that she must let herself loose in wild action, or die. +All unrealising the enormity of the offence, she had flung down her mad +defiance to the sanctified and iron-bound repose of the New England +Sabbath. + +Such a sacrilege could not be overlooked or condoned. The congregation +was appalled. Long upper lips were drawn down ominously, as austere +eyes followed the vision of the fleeing child on the great black horse. +Could it be that she was possessed of a devil? Pitying eyes were +turned upon Aunt Hitty; and triumphant eyes of gratified grudge, +moreover, for Aunt Hitty was proud, and had virtuous ill-wishers in the +village. But Mistress Mehitable Ladd was equal to the occasion. With +a level stare of her blue eyes, a cold tranquillity upon her small, +fine mouth, she froze comment and forestalled suggestion. The feeling +went abroad, in a subtle way, that the case would be dealt with and the +piety of Second Westings vindicated in the eyes of Heaven. Doctor John +and Doctor Jim looked grave, and said not a word. This was a time when +Mistress Mehitable, they well knew, would brook no interference. + +Of course there could be no question of such correction as would have +fallen to the lot of any ordinary offender. There could be no such +thing as putting a _Ladd_ in the stocks. The regular machinery of +village law rested quiescent. Equally of course, Mistress Mehitable +would do nothing in anger. She was humiliated before the whole +village, in a manner that could never be forgotten or wiped out. But +her first feeling and her last feeling were alike of sorrow only. She +would do her duty because Winthrop's child must be saved. But she had +no proud consciousness of virtue in doing it. First, she attempted to +explain to Barbara the depth, quality, and significance of her sin, its +possible influence upon the ethics of Second Westings if allowed to go +unpunished, the special variety of inherited evil which it revealed in +her nature, and her stupendous need of having this evil eradicated by +devotedly merciless correction. After the first few words of this +exhortation, Barbara heard no more. She was at all times fiercely +impatient of criticism, and now, being determined not to fly into a +fury and further complicate her predicament, she shut her eyes, +inwardly closed her ears, and concentrated her imagination on memories +of the longed-for plantation by the Pawtuxet. This concentration gave +her vivid little face an air of quietude, subjection, and voiceless +sorrow, which Aunt Hitty was glad to construe as repentance. But it +earned no mitigation of punishment. For one whole week Barbara was a +prisoner in her room, eating her heart out in hatred of the stupidity +and injustice of life. Then came around, at last, another Sabbath. +Barbara was taken to church. There her proud soul was affronted by a +public rebuke from the pastor, who exhorted her from the pulpit, +contented the congregation by a rehearsal of her punishment, and held +her up as an example to the other children of the village. Barbara +listened with shut eyes and white lips, her heart bursting with rage. +She ached to kill him, to kill her aunt, to annihilate Second +Westings--saving only the animals, old Debby, Mercy Chapman, Doctor +John and Doctor Jim. But when the good divine went on to say that her +discipline would be concluded with a wholesome chastisement on the +morrow, in the privacy of the house to which her sinful conduct had +brought grief,--then, indeed, her heart stood still. She felt a great +calmness come over her. She made up her mind to escape by her window +that very evening and drown herself in the lake. If life contained +such horrors she would have done with it. + +She did not go that night, however, because she feared the dark. It +was gray dawn when she climbed from her window. Blind, resolved, +swift-footed, she fled through the woods. Old Debby, resting in her +punt by the lake's edge, not far from the Ladd landing-place, was +pulling some sweet-rooted water-plants of a virtue known only to +herself, when she was startled by a heavy splash and a little gasping +cry which came from the other side of a steep point some four or five +rods distant. Her vigorous old arms drove the punt through the water +in mad haste--for there was something in the cry that wrenched at her +heart. Rounding the point, she stood close in to the foot of a rock +which jutted out into five or six feet of water. Peering down over the +side of the punt, she saw lying on the bottom a slim, small body. A +groan burst from her lips, for Barbara's face was half visible; and the +old woman understood at once. She had heard the village gossip, and +she had feared a tragedy. She knew that Barbara could swim,--but there +was her long scarf of red silk twisted about the little arms lest +resolution should falter in the face of the last great demand. + +For a second old Debby was at fault. She could not swim. Then her +brain worked. Reaching down with one of the oars, she twisted the +blade tightly into the skirt of the child's gown, pulled her up, and +snatched her into the boat. Experienced and ready in emergency, the +old woman thrust ashore, laid the moveless little figure down upon a +mossy hillock, and in a very few minutes succeeded in bringing it back +to conscious life. She asked no questions, while Barbara clung to her, +sobbing spasmodically at long intervals. She murmured pet names to +her, caressed and soothed her, told her she was safe and no one should +abuse her, and finally, lifting her into the punt and laying her gently +on an armful of sweet bracken in the stern, rowed over the lake to her +cabin. Throughout the journey Barbara lay with closed eyes, while the +young life, slowly but obstinately reasserting itself, brought back the +colour to cheeks and lips. Only once did she speak. Lifting her lids, +she gazed fixedly at the hard-lined old face that bent over the swaying +oars. + +"Oh, why did you do it, Debby dear?" she asked, weakly. "If you knew +how I hate to live!" + +"Tut! tut! honey!" answered the old woman, with a cheerful positiveness +that made her despair suddenly seem to Barbara unreasonable and unreal. +"Ye don't want to die yet awhile. An' whatever ye want, ye cain't die +yet awhile, fer I've seen it in yer blessed little hands that ye've got +a long life afore ye. Moresoever, I read it that life's got a heap of +happiness in store fer ye. So you be brave, Miss Barby, an' think how +Uncle Bob would 'a' broke his poor heart if ye'd got yer own way an' +drownded yerself." + +"Yes," murmured Barbara, drowsily, sinking away into peace after her +long pain, "Uncle Bob would have been sorry!" Then, after a pause, she +added softly under her breath: "I'll run away and go to Uncle Bob some +day!" + +Old Debby heard the words, but made no comment. She stored them in her +memory, and afterward kept crafty watch whenever she saw, by Barbara's +mood, that a crisis was on at Aunt Kitty's. For the time, however, she +felt no great anxiety, it being very plain to her that this present +crisis was past, and that Barbara was no longer strung up to the pitch +of violent action or any course that would require initiative. Nerve +and will alike relaxed, the child was submissive through exhaustion. +At the cabin Debby first made her eat some breakfast, and then got her +interested in a brood of chickens just one day out of the shell. The +mother hen ruffled her feathers, scolded in shrill protest, and pecked +angrily, but Barbara reached under the brooding wings and drew out a +bead-eyed, golden-yellow, downy ball. Her face lightened tenderly as +she felt the tiny bill and fragile baby claws snuggling against her +enclosing palms. + +"She's all right now!" said old Debby to herself, nodding her head in +satisfaction. Aloud she said,--as she got a clean white sunbonnet out +of the chest, adjusted it on her sparse locks, and tied its strings +beneath her grim chin,--"I'm goin' to leave ye a bit, honey, to mind +the chickens fer me an' look after the place while I go in to Second +Westings to hev a bit o' talk with Doctor Jim. Promise me not to quit +the place while I'm gone?" + +"I'll take good care of everything till you get back, Debby," answered +Barbara, abstractedly, without turning her head. She had relinquished +the downy chicken, and was busy conciliating the ruffled hen with +crumbs. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +It was without misgiving that old Debby left the child to the healing +of the solitude and the sun, the little wholesome responsibility, the +unexacting companionship of the cat and the fowls. (This was before +the day of the yellow pup, which did not come upon the scene until the +following summer.) She had already learned that Barbara's promise was +a thing to depend upon; and she felt that Barbara's heart would now be +medicined more sweetly by silence than by words. + +The problem to whose solution the dauntless old woman had set herself +was that of getting Barbara back to her aunt's house on terms that +should ward off any further discipline. With this end in view she +turned, as a matter of course, to Doctor Jim Pigeon. Debby's position +in Second Westings was theoretically that of an outlaw. She had a +mysterious past. She was obstinately refractory about going to +meeting. Without actually defying the authorities, she would quietly +and unobtrusively go her own way in regard to many matters which Second +Westings accounted momentous. Moreover, she was lamentably lacking in +that subservience to her betters which the aristocracy of Second +Westings held becoming. And she had knowledge that savoured of +witchcraft. She would certainly have felt the heavy hand of correction +more than once, and probably have been driven to seek a more humane +environment, but for the staunch befriending of Doctor Jim. Something +in the old woman's fearless independence appealed to both the big, +loud-voiced, soft-hearted brothers--but to Doctor Jim in particular. +He in particular came to perceive her clear common sense, to appreciate +the loyal and humane heart that lurked within her acrid personality. +He openly showed his favour, and stood between her and persecution, +till Second Westings taught itself to regard her offences as +privileged. So, though an outlaw, she became a useful and tolerated +one. She served surpassingly to point a moral in family admonitions. +She was much in favour as a bogy to frighten crying children into +silence. And furthermore, when deadly sickness chanced to fall upon a +household, and skilled help was lacking, and self-righteous prejudice +melted away in the crucible of anguish, then old Debby was wont to +appear unsummoned and work marvels by the magic of her nursing. Doctor +Jim had been known to declare defiantly that Debby Blue's nursing had +saved patients whom all his medicines could not cure,--whereto Doctor +John had retorted, with brotherly sarcasm, "In spite of your medicines, +Jim--in spite of them! Debby is the shield and buckler of your medical +reputation." + +So it was of course that the old woman turned to Doctor Jim in her +difficulty. She knew that both brothers loved Barbara, and that both, +individually and collectively, had more influence with Mistress +Mehitable Ladd than any other living mortal could boast. She would +talk to Doctor Jim. Doctor Jim would talk to Doctor John. Doctor John +and Doctor Jim would together talk to Mistress Mehitable. And Barbara +would be taken back without penalty of further exhortation or +discipline. If not--well, old Debby's mind was made up as to what she +would do in such a distressing contingency. She would herself run away +with Barbara that same night, in cunning disguise and by devious ways, +and travel to find Uncle Bob. + +But there was to be no need of such audacious adventuring. When Doctor +Jim heard what Barbara had done, he was sorely wrought up. He glared +fiercely and wonderingly; his shaggy eyebrows knitted and knotted as he +listened; he dashed his hands through his hair till the well dressed +locks were sadly disarranged. When Debby ceased speaking he sprang up +with an inarticulate roar, knocking over two chairs and one of the +andirons. + +"They have gone too far with the child," he cried out at last, +mastering his ebullient emotions. "She is too high-strung for our rude +handling. I swear she shall not be persecuted any longer--not if I +have to take her away myself. No--not a word, not a word, Debby! Not +another word! I'll just step across the yard and speak to Doctor John. +Be good enough to wait here till I return." + +Without hat or stick he ramped tempestuously across to his brother's +office, in the opposite wing of the big, white-porticoed, red-doored +house which they occupied together. He left old Debby well content +with the first step in her undertaking. She had but a little to wait +ere he returned, noisy, hurried, and decisive. + +"Now, my good Debby," he shouted, "I'm ready to accompany you. I will +fetch Barbara myself. Doctor John is going over to lay our views +before Mistress Ladd, and I'll warrant that wise and gentle lady will +see the matter clearly, just as we do. Yes, yes, my good Debby, we +have all been forgetting that the little wild rose of Maryland cannot +be at once inured to the rigours of our New England air. Eh, what?" + +When Doctor Jim and the old woman reached the cabin they found Barbara +sound asleep, curled up in the sun beside the stoop, one arm around the +gray-and-white cat, which lay, fast asleep also, against her breast. +There was a darkness about her eyes, a hurt droop at the corners of her +full red mouth, but the colour came wholesomely under the transparent +tan of her cheeks. The picture stirred a great ache in Doctor Jim's +childless heart, and with a tender growl he strode forward to snatch +her up from her hard couch. + +"S't! Don't ye frighten the poor baby!" said old Debby. Whereupon +Doctor Jim went softly, mincing his big steps, and knelt down, and +gathered the little figure in his arms. Waking slowly, Barbara slipped +her arms around his neck, thrust her face under his chin, drew a long +sigh of satisfaction; and so, the revolt and cruel indignation for the +time all quenched in her wild spirit, she was carried down to the punt. +Everything seemed settled without explanation or argument or promise. +The trouble was all shifted to Doctor Jim's broad shoulders. + +"Good-bye, Debby dear!" she murmured to the old woman, reaching down a +caressing hand; "I'll come to see you in a few days, as soon as Aunt +Hitty will let me!" + +During the journey homeward Barbara threw off her languor, and became +animated as the punt surged ahead under Doctor Jim's huge strokes. The +conversation grew brisk, touching briefly such diverse topics as the +new bay mare which the doctor had just purchased from Squire Hopgood of +Westings Centre, and the latest point of exasperation between the +merchants of Boston and the officers of the king's customs at that +unruly port. This latter subject was one on which Doctor Jim and +Barbara had already learned to disagree with a kind of affectionate +ferocity. The child was a rebel in every fibre, while Doctor Jim had a +vigorous Tory prejudice which kept his power of polemic well occupied +in Second Westings. The two were presently so absorbed in controversy +that the rocky point of the morning's attempted tragedy was passed +without the tribute of a shudder or even a recognition. At last, with +a mighty, half wrathful surge upon the oars, Doctor Jim beached the +punt at the landing-place. As the distracted wave of his violence +seethed hissing up the gravel and set the neighbour sedges a-swinging, +he leaned forward and fixed the eager girl with a glare from under the +penthouse of his eyebrows. Open-mouthed and intent, Barbara waited for +his pronouncement. + +"Child!" said he, waving a large, but white and fine forefinger for +emphasis, "Don't you let that amiable and disreputable old vagabond, +Debby Blue, or that pestilent rebel, Doctor John Pigeon, stuff your +little head with notions. It's _your_ place to stand by the _Crown_, +right or wrong. Remember your blood. You know right well which side +your father would have stood upon! Eh, what?" + +The disputatious confidence died out of Barbara's face. For a moment +her head drooped, for she knew in her heart how thoroughly that +worshipped father would have identified himself with the king's party +as soon as occasion arose. Then she looked up, and a mocking light +danced in her gray eyes, while her mouth drew itself into lines of +solemnity. + +"I promise," she exclaimed, leaning forward and laying a thin little +gipsy hand on Doctor Jim's knee, as if registering a vow, "that I won't +harm your dear King George!" + +"Baggage!" shouted Doctor Jim, snatching her from her seat and stalking +up the beach with her. + +Arriving at the Ladd place from the rear, by way of the pasture and the +barnyard, they found Doctor John awaiting them. He was leaning over +the little wicket gate at the back of the garden, eating a handful of +plump gooseberries. With affected sternness he eyed their approach, +not uttering a word till Barbara violently pushed the gate open and +rushed at him. Then, straightening himself to his full height,--he had +a half-head to the good of even the towering Doctor Jim,--he extended +his hand to her, and said, civilly: + +"Do have a gooseberry!" + +At this Barbara shrieked with laughter. Doctor John always seemed to +her the very funniest thing in the world, and his humour, in season and +out of season, quite irresistible. At the same time she pounded him +impatiently with her fists, and tried to pull him down to her. + +"I don't want a gooseberry," she cried. "I want you to kiss me. I +haven't seen you for more than a week, and you go and act just as if I +had seen you every day!" + +Doctor John stooped, but held her at arm's length, and gazed at her +with preternatural gravity. + +"Tell me one thing," he said. + +"What?" whispered Barbara, impressed. + +"Have you been taking any of Jim Pigeon's physic since I saw you?" + +"No!" shrieked Barbara, with another wild peal of laughter. "Doctor +Jim's a Tory. He might poison me!" + +"Then you shall have one kiss--no, two!" said Doctor John, picking her +up. + +"Ten--twenty--a hundred!" insisted the child, hugging him violently. + +"There! there! Enough is as good as a feast!" interrupted Doctor John, +presently, untwining her arms and setting her down. Then, Doctor Jim +holding one of her hands and Doctor John the other, she skipped gaily +up the path toward the house, like a wisp of light dancing between +their giant bulks. + +At this moment the figure of Mistress Mehitable appeared on the porch; +and Barbara felt suddenly abashed. A realisation of all that had +occurred, all she had done, all she had suffered, rushed over her. Her +little fingers shut like steel upon the great, comforting hands that +held them, and the colour for a moment faded out of her cheeks. Doctor +John and Doctor Jim both felt the pang of emotion that darted through +her. She felt, rather than saw, that their big faces leaned above her +tenderly. But she did not want them to speak. She was afraid they +might not say the right thing. She felt that _she_ must say something +at once, to divert their attention from her plight. She looked around +desperately and caught sight, in the barnyard behind her, of the hired +man milking the vicious red 'mooley' cow that would not let Abby milk +her. + +"Why!" she exclaimed, with a vast show of interest and surprise, +"there's Amos milking Mooley!" + +On the instant she recognised the bald irrelevancy of the remark, and +wished she had not spoken. But Doctor John turned his head, eyed Amos +with critical consideration, and said: + +"Goodness gracious! why, so it is! Now, do you know, _I_ should have +expected to see the parson, or Squire Gillig, milking Mooley. Dear me, +dear me!" + +At this, though the deeper half of her heart was sick with apprehensive +emotion, the other half was irresistibly titillated, and she laughed +hysterically; while Doctor Jim emitted a vast, appreciative guffaw. +Before anything more could be said, the voice of Mistress Mehitable +came from the porch, kindly sweet, familiar, and cadenced as if no +cataclysms whatever had lately shaken the world. + +"Supper is waiting," she said, and smiled upon them gently as they +approached. + +"We come, fair mistress!" responded Doctor Jim, modulating his voice to +a deferential softness. + +"We come--and here we are," broke out Doctor John, snatching up +Barbara, dashing forward, and thrusting her into her aunt's not +unwilling arms. + +It was a wise device to surmount the difficulty of the meeting. + +"I am truly most glad to see you, my dear child," said Mistress +Mehitable, earnestly, pressing Barbara to her heart and kissing her on +the forehead. Barbara looked up, searched her aunt's face piercingly +for a second, saw that the gentle blue eyes were something red and +swollen with weeping, and impulsively lifted her lips to be kissed. + +"I am sorry I grieved you, Aunt Hitty," she whispered, "I'll try hard +not to." + +Mistress Mehitable kissed her again, almost impetuously, gave her a +squeeze of understanding, and with her arm over the child's shoulder +led the way in to supper. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +After this upheaval there was better understanding for a time between +Barbara and Mistress Mehitable. The lady made an honest effort to +allow for some of the differences in the point of view of a child +brought up on a Maryland plantation, under another creed, and spoiled +from the cradle. She tried, also, to allow for the volcanic and alien +strain which mingled in Barbara's veins with the well-ordered blood of +the Ladds. But this alien strain was something she instinctively +resented and instinctively longed to subdue. Moreover, she lacked +imagination; and therefore, with the most sincere good purpose on both +sides, the peace between herself and Barbara was but superficial, +demanding the price of ceaseless vigilance. Barbara, on her part, +strove to be more diligent with her tasks, and greatly conciliated +Mistress Mehitable by her swift progress in plain sewing, penmanship, +and playing on the harpsichord; and she quickly learned to read aloud +with a charm and a justness of emphasis which her aunt never wearied of +commending. But with the elaborate Dresden embroidery and intricate +lace-making, and the flummery art of "papyrotamia"--a cutting of paper +flowers--which then occupied the leisure of young maids of gentle +breeding, Barbara had no patience at all. She scorned and hated +them--and she purchased her release from them by electing rather the +rigid and exacting pursuit of Latin grammar, which only masculine +intellects were considered competent to acquire. In this she had had +some grounding from her father; and now, under the sympathetic tuition +of Doctor John, she found its strenuous intricacies a satisfaction to +her restless brain, and made such progress as to compel the reluctant +commendation of the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer himself. + +Meanwhile, seeing the restraint under which the child was holding +herself, Mistress Mehitable tried to moderate to some degree her +disapproval of Barbara's vagaries and impetuosities, so that sometimes +her wild rides, her canoeings at unseemly hours, her consortings with +old Debby, her incorrigible absences from the noonday board, were +suffered to go almost unrebuked. But it was a perennial vexation to +Mistress Mehitable to observe Barbara's haughty indifference to the +other young girls of her own class in the township, who were her +fitting associates and might have redeemed her from her wildness; +while, on the other hand, she insisted on making an intimate of Mercy +Chapman, the daughter of Doctor John's hired man. Barbara found all +the girls whom her aunt approved hopelessly uninteresting--prim, +docile, pious, uninformed, addicted to tatting, excited over +feather-work. But Mercy Chapman was fearless, adventurous within her +limits, protectingly acquainted with all the birds' nests in the +neighbourhood, and passionately fond of animals, especially horses and +cats. Mercy Chapman, therefore, was admitted very cordially to certain +outer chambers of Barbara's heart; while the daughters of Squire +Grannis and Lawyer Perley were treated to a blank indifference which +amounted to incivility, and excited the excoriating comment of their +mammas. + +Another severe trial to Mistress Mehitable's patience was Barbara's +unhousewifely aversion to the kitchen. She vowed she could not abide +the smell of cooking in her hair, averring that all cooks carried the +savour of the frying-pan. When her aunt pointed out how humiliated she +would be when she came to have a house of her own, she declared there +would be time enough to learn when that day threatened; and she stoutly +asseverated, moreover, that she could cook without learning. Upon this +rash claim Mistress Mehitable pinned her to a test, being minded to +abase her for her soul's good; but she emerged from the trial with vast +accession of prestige, doing up sundry tasty desserts with a readiness +born of past interest in the arcana of her father's kitchen by the +Pawtuxet. But for all her aunt's exhortations she would explore no +further in the domain of bake-pan and skillet. There was antagonism, +moreover, between Barbara and Abby, to the point that if Mistress +Mehitable had prevailed with her niece in this matter, she would have +found herself obliged to change her cook. + +There was one department of the household economy, however, in which +Barbara was ever ready to meet her aunt half-way. It furnished a +common ground, whereon many a threatened rupture was averted, or at +least postponed. This was the still-room. + +Barbara adored cleanliness and sweet smells. The clean, fragrant +place, wherein bundles of herbs whose odours spoke to her of the South, +and of strange lands, and of longed-for, half-forgotten dreams, and of +desires which she could not understand, was to her a temple of +enchanting mysteries. + +Now Mistress Mehitable was a cunning distiller of the waters of +bergamot, rosemary, mint, thyme, and egrimony; but Barbara developed a +subtlety in the combining of herbs and simples which resulted in +perfumes hitherto unknown. One essence, indeed, which she compounded, +proved so penetrating, lasting, and exquisite, that her aunt, in a +burst of staid enthusiasm, suggested that she should name it and write +down the formula for security. This was done, to Barbara's great +pride; and thereafter the "Water of Maryland Memories" became the +proper thing to use in Second Westings. Nothing, perhaps, did more to +make Barbara a personage in the township than this highly approved +"Water of Maryland Memories." + +In this way the days passed, so that at times Mistress Mehitable had +hopes that the child was going to assimilate herself, and cease to pine +for her plantation in the South. In reality, the rebellion in +Barbara's soul but grew the stronger as her nature deepened and +matured. Throughout her second spring at Second Westings,--when the +mounting sap set her veins athrill in unison, and she saw the violets +come back to the greening meadows, the quaker-ladies and the +windflowers to the little glades of the wood; and the wild ducks +returned from the south to nest by the lake, and the blackbirds chirred +again in the swaying tops of the pine-trees,--her spirit chafed more +fiercely at every bar. The maddest rides over upland field and pasture +lot at dawn, the fiercest paddlings up and down the lake when the wind +was driving and the chop sea tried her skill, were insufficient vent to +her restlessness. Her thoughts kept reverting, in spite of herself, to +the idea of seeking her uncle. Misunderstandings with Mistress +Mehitable grew more frequent and more perilous. But just as she was +beginning to feel that something desperate must happen at once, there +came to her a responsibility which for a time diverted her thoughts. + +The kitchen cat presented the household with four kittens. Having a +well-grounded suspicion that kittens were a superfluity in Second +Westings, the mother hid her furry miracles in the recesses of a loft +in the barn. Not until their eyes were well open were they discovered; +and it was Barbara who discovered them. With joyous indiscretion, all +undreaming of the consequences, she proclaimed her discovery in the +house. Then the customary stern decree went forth--but in this case +tempered with fractional mercy, seeing that Mistress Mehitable was a +just woman. One was spared to console the mother, and three were +doomed to death. + +Barbara, all undreaming of the decree, chanced to come upon Amos in the +cow-shed, standing over a tub of water. She saw him drop a kitten into +the tub, and pick up the next. She heard the faint mewing of the +victims. For one instant her heart stood still with pain and fury. +Then, speechless, but with face and eyes ablaze, she swooped down and +sprang upon him with such impetuous violence that, bending over as he +was, he lost his balance and sprawled headlong, upsetting the tub as he +fell. As the flood went all abroad, sousing Amos effectually, Barbara +snatched up the dripping and struggling mewer, clutched it to her +bosom, seized the basket containing the other two, burst into wild +tears, fled to the house, and shut herself into her room with her +treasures. Straightway realising, however, that they would not be safe +even there, she darted forth again, defying her aunt's efforts to stop +her, ran to the woods, and hid them in the secret hollow of an old +tree. Knowing that Amos would never have committed the enormity at his +own instance, she hastened to make her peace with him,--which was easy, +Amos being at heart her slave,--with a view to getting plenty of milk +for the tiny prisoners; but against Mistress Mehitable her wrath burned +hotly. She stayed out till long past supper, and crept to bed without +speaking to any one--hungry save for warm milk supplied by Amos. + +This was an open subversion of authority, and Mistress Mehitable was +moved. In the morning she demanded the surrender of the kittens. +Barbara fiercely refused. Then discipline was threatened--a whipping, +perhaps, since duty must be done, however hard--or imprisonment in her +room for a week. Barbara had a vision of the kittens slowly starving +in their hollow tree, and her face set itself in a way that gave +Mistress Mehitable pause, suggesting tragedies. The next moment +Barbara rushed from the room, flew bareheaded down the street, burst +into Doctor Jim's office, and announced that she would kill herself +rather than go back to her Aunt Hitty. Past events precluding the +possibility of this being disregarded as an idle threat, it was +perforce taken seriously. Doctor John was summoned. The situation was +thrashed out in all its bearings; and finally, while Barbara curled +herself up in a tired heap on the lounge and went to sleep, her two +champions went to confer with Mistress Mehitable. Hard in this case +was the task, for the little lady considered a principle at stake; but +they came back at last triumphant. Barbara was to be allowed to retain +the kittens, on the pledge that she would keep them from becoming in +any way a nuisance to the rest of the house, and that she would, as +soon as possible, find homes elsewhere for at least two of them. This +last condition might have troubled her, but that Doctor John and Doctor +Jim both winked as they announced it, which she properly interpreted to +mean that they, being catless and mouse-ridden, would help her. + +So Barbara went back to Aunt Hitty--who received her gravely; and the +kittens came back from their hollow tree; and the shock of clashing +spheres was averted. But the peace was a hollow and precarious one--an +armistice, rather than a peace. For about a week Barbara's heart and +hands were pretty well occupied by her little charges, and Mistress +Mehitable found her conciliatory. But one day there came a letter from +Uncle Bob, accompanied by a box which contained macaroons and +marchpanes, candied angelica, a brooch of garnets, and a piece of +watchet-blue paduasoy sufficient to make Barbara a dress. The letter +announced that Uncle Bob was at Bridgeport, and about to sojourn for a +time at the adjoining village of Stratford. Why, Stratford was in +Connecticut--it could not be very far from Second Westings! Barbara's +heart throbbed with excitement. The very next day she made excuse to +visit Lawyer Perley, and consult a map of the Connecticut colony which +she had once observed in his office. She noted the way the rivers +ran--and her heart beat more wildly than ever. Just at this point +conscience awoke. She put the dangerous thought away vehemently, and +for a whole week was most studious to please. But Mistress Mehitable +was still austere, still troubled in her heart as to whether she had +done right about the kittens. One morning just after breakfast Barbara +was set to hemming a fine linen napkin, at a time when she was in haste +to be at something else more interesting. She scamped the uncongenial +task--in very truth, the stitches were shocking. Hence came an +unpleasantness. Barbara was sent to her room to meditate for an hour. +She was now all on fire with revolt. Escape seemed within reach. She +meditated to such purpose that when her hour was past she came forth +smiling, and went about her affairs with gay diligence. + +It was on the following morning that, when the first pallor of dawn +touched the tree-tops, she climbed out of the window, down the +apple-tree, and fled with her bundle and her kittens. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +After her breakfast at old Debby's, Barbara urged forward her canoe +with keen exhilaration. Now was she really free, really advanced in +her great adventure. A load of anxiety was lifted from her mind. She +had succeeded in arranging so that the letter would be delivered to her +aunt--a matter which had been fretting at her conscience. Moreover, +old Debby had shown no surprise or disapproval on hearing of her rash +venture. It nettled Barbara, indeed, to have so heroic an enterprise +taken so lightly; but she augured therefrom that it was more feasible +than she had dared to hope, and already she saw herself installed as +mistress of Uncle Bob's home in Stratford. + +"He'll love us, my babies!" she cried to the kittens in the basket, and +forthwith plied her paddle so feverishly that in a few minutes she had +to stop and take breath. + +The river at this point wound through low meadows, sparsely treed with +the towering, majestic water poplar, sycamore, and arching elm, with +here and there a graceful river birch leaning pensively to contemplate +its reflection in the stream. The trees and flowers were personal to +Barbara, her quick senses differentiating them unerringly. The low +meadow, swampy in spots, was a mass of herbs, shrubs, and rank grasses, +for the most part now in full flower; and the sun was busy distilling +from them all their perfumes, which came to Barbara's nostrils in warm, +fitful, varying puffs. She noted the tenderly flushing feathery masses +of meadowsweet, which she could never quite forgive for its lack of the +perfume promised by its name. From the dry knolls came the heavy scent +of the tall, bold umbels of the wild parsnip, at which she sniffed with +passing resentment. Another breath of wind, and a turn of the stream +into a somewhat less open neighbourhood, brought her a sweet and +well-loved savour, and she half rose in her place to greet the presence +of a thicket of swamp honeysuckle. She noted, as she went, pale +crimson colonies of the swamp rose, hummed over softly by the bees and +flies. Purple Jacob's-ladder draped the bushes luxuriantly, with wild +clematis in lavish banks, and aerial stretches of the roseate +monkey-flower on its almost invisible stems. Her heart went out to a +cluster of scented snakemouth under the rim of the bank. She was about +to turn her prow shoreward and gather the modest pinkish blossoms for +their enchanting fragrance, when she observed leaning above them her +mortal enemy among the tree-folk, the virulent poison sumac. She +swerved sharply to the other side of the stream to avoid its hostile +exhalations. + +The little river now widened out and became still more sluggish. A +narrow meadow island in mid-stream intoxicated Barbara's eyes with +colour, being fringed with rank on rank of purple flag-flower, and its +grassy heart flame-spotted with the blooms of the wild lily. The still +water along the shores was crowded with floating-heart, and +pale-blossomed arrowhead, and blue, rank pickerel-weed; and Barbara, +who did not mind the heat, but revelled in the carnival of colour, drew +a deep breath and declared to herself (giving the flat lie to ten +thousand former assertions of the like intimacy) that the world was a +beautiful place to live in. No sooner had she said it than her heart +sank under a flood of bitter memories. She seemed once more to feel +the water singing in her ears, to see its golden blur filling her eyes, +as on that morning when she lay drowning in the lake. The glory of the +summer day lost something of its brightness, and she paddled on +doggedly, looking neither to the right hand nor to the left. + +But this was a mood that could not long hold dominion over Barbara's +spirit on this day of days, when she was journeying to freedom. It +took no more than the scarlet flash of a tanager across her bow, the +flapping of a startled brood of ducks from their covert in the sedge, +to lure her back to gladness and the seeing eye. At last the river +carried her into quite different surroundings. Still slow, and smooth, +and deep, it entered the neighbourhood of great trees growing close, +the ancient and unviolated forest. The day grew cool and solemn, the +diffused light floating hushed under the great arches of brown and gray +and green. By contrast it seemed dark, but the air was of a wonderful +transparency, and Barbara's eyes, opening wide in delicious awe, saw +everything more distinctly than in the open. She whispered to the +yellow birch, the paper birch, the beech, the maple, and the chestnut, +each by name lovingly, as she slipped past their soaring trunks, +knowing them by the texture and the features of their bark though their +leaves hung far overhead. Her paddle dipped without noise, lest the +mysteries of the forest conclave should be disturbed by her intrusion. +So keen and so initiated were her young eyes that she discerned the +sleeping nighthawk on his branch, where his likeness to a knotted +excrescence of the bark made him feel secure from the most +discriminating vision. Passing a dead pine with a small, neatly +rounded hole about ten feet up the trunk, she heard, or thought she +heard, the safe conferring of the nest full of young woodpeckers in its +hollow depth--which, indeed, was probably but the stirring of her own +blood-currents within her over-attentive little ears. Suddenly the +vast stillness appeared to close down upon her, not with oppression, +but with a calm that was half fearful, half delicious; and it seemed as +if the fever of her veins was being slowly drawn away. The mystic +shores slipped by with speed, though she hardly knew she was paddling. +And when, suddenly, a great brown owl dropped from a beech limb and +went winnowing soundlessly down the stream ahead of her, she caught her +breath, feeling as if the soul of the silence had taken palpable shape +before her eyes. + +Now, as it seemed to Barbara, life and movement began to appear, at the +summons of those shadowy wings. A little troop of pale-winged moths +drifted, circling lightly, over the stream; and a fly-catcher, with +thin, cheeping cries, dropped some twenty feet straight downward from +an overhanging limb, fluttered and zigzagged for a moment in mid-air, +capturing some small insect darters which Barbara could not see, then +shot back into the leafage. Then upon a massive, sloping maple-branch +close to the bank, she saw a stocky black-and-white shape slowly +crawling. The head was small and flattened, the bright little eyes +glittered upon her in defiance, and a formidable ridge of pointed +quills erected itself angrily along the back. The animal uttered a +low, squeaking grunt, and Barbara, with prompt discretion, steered as +close as possible to the opposite bank, glancing apprehensively over +her shoulder as she passed. She was strongly inclined to like the +porcupine; but his ill-temper was manifest, and she had faith in the +superstition that he could shoot his needle-like quills to a distance +and pierce the object of his dislike. Barbara could not contemplate +the possibility of appearing before her uncle like a pin-cushion, stuck +full of porcupine quills. + +Barely had she left the resentful porcupine behind, safely out of +quill-flinging distance, when she observed a small, ruddy head cleaving +the water in mid-channel. A pair of prominent eyes met hers +apprehensively. Two smooth ripples curved away from the throat of the +small swimmer. It was a red squirrel whom unwonted affairs had +summoned to the other side of the river. Whatever the affairs, Barbara +was determined to expedite them as far as she could. Overtaking the +swimmer with a couple of smart strokes, she politely held out to him +the blade of the paddle. The invitation was not to be resisted. With +a scramble and a leap he came aboard, skipped along the gunwale, and +perched himself, jaunty and chipper for all his bedragglement of tail, +on the extreme tip of the bow. There he twitched and chattered +eagerly, while Barbara headed toward the shore where he would be. +While he was yet a wide space distant from it, he sprang into the air. +Barbara held her breath--but the little traveller knew his powers. He +landed safely on a projecting root, flicked off behind a tree, and was +gone. In a few seconds there came echoing from a tree-top far back in +the shadows a loud, shrill chattering, which Barbara took for an +expression of either gratitude or impudence. Caring not which it was, +she smiled indulgently and paddled on. + +And now to her sensitive nostrils there came suddenly an elusive +wafture of wintergreen, and she looked around for the gray birch whose +message she recognised. The homely, familiar smell reclaimed her from +her mood of exaltation, and she realised that she was hungry. Just +ahead was a grassy glade, whereinto the sun streamed broadly. She saw +that it was far past noon. With a leap of the heart she realised that +she must be nearing the point where the stream would join the great +river which was to bear her, her kittens, and her fortunes, down to the +sea and Uncle Bob. Yes, she recognised this same open glade, with the +giant willow projecting over the water at its farther end. She and +Uncle Bob had both remarked upon its fairy beauty as they passed it +going and coming, when they had explored the stream. She had but two +or three miles farther to go, and her paddle would greet the waters of +the great river. This was fitting place to halt and renew her strength. + +Pulling up the prow of the canoe upon a tuft of sedge, she took out the +basket and the bundle. From the heart of the bundle she drew a small +leather bag, containing barley cakes, gingerbread, a tiny parcel of +cold meat done up in oiled paper, a wooden saucer, and a little wooden +bottle which she had filled with fresh milk at old Debby's. Having +poured some of the milk into the saucer, and laid three or four shreds +of the meat around its edges, she released the kittens from their +basket. For two or three minutes, glad of freedom, the fat, furry +things frisked and stretched and tumbled hither and thither, while +Barbara kept watch upon them with solicitous eyes. But soon they grew +afraid of the great spaces and the woods, being accustomed to an +environment more straitened. They came back mewing to Barbara's feet, +and she turned their attention to their dinner. While they lapped the +milk, and daintily chewed the unaccustomed meat, she dined heartily but +abstractedly on the barley cakes and gingerbread. Then, having +satisfied her thirst by lying flat on the wet, grassy brink of the +stream and lowering her lips to the water, she decided to rest a few +minutes before resuming her voyage. Close by was a beech-tree, around +whose trunk the moss looked tempting. Seating herself with her back +against the tree, and the kittens curled up in her lap, she looked out +dreamily over the hot grasses--and presently fell asleep. + +She had slept perhaps half an hour when a crow, alighting on a low +branch some half score paces distant, peered into the shade of the +beech-tree and discovered the sweet picture. To him it was not sweet +in the least, but indubitably interesting. "Cah--ah!" he exclaimed +loudly, hopping up and down in his astonishment. The sharp voice awoke +Barbara, and she rubbed her eyes. + +"Gracious!" she exclaimed to the kittens, "what sleepyheads we are! +Come, come, we must hurry up, or we'll never get to Uncle Bob!" + +Before she was really well awake, the kittens were in the basket, the +canoe was loaded and shoved off, and the adventurers were once more +afloat upon their quest. Then only did Barbara give herself time to +stretch and rub her eyes. After a few strokes she let the canoe drift +with the current, while she laid down the paddle, and cooled her wrists +and refreshed her face with handfuls of water. + +As she straightened her brave little shoulders again to her labour, she +was arrested by a strange sound as of the ripping of bark. It was an +ominous kind of noise in the lonely stillness, and apprehensively she +peered in the direction whence it came. Then she grew afraid. On the +other shore, about a couple of rods back from the water, she saw a +large black bear sitting upon its haunches beside a fallen and rotten +tree. As she stared, wide-eyed and trembling, he lifted his great paw +and laid hold of the dead bark. Again came the ripping, tearing noise, +and off peeled a huge brown slab. To the exposed surface he applied a +nimble tongue--and Barbara's terror subsided. She saw that he was +quite too absorbed in the delights of an ant-log to pay any attention +to a mere girl; and she remembered, too, that the black bear was a +rather inoffensive soul so long as he was not treated contumeliously. +For all this, however, she made as much haste from the spot as was +consistent with a noiseless paddle--and kept furtive watch over her +shoulder until she had put a good half-mile between the canoe and the +ant-log. + +By the time her concern about the bear had begun to flag she found that +the current was quickening its pace. The trees slipped by more +swiftly, and the shores grew bolder. A mellow, roaring clamour came to +her ears, and with delicious trepidation she remembered a little rapid +through which she must pass. Around a turn of the stream it came into +view, its small waves sparkling where the forest gave back and admitted +the afternoon sun. Her experience in running rapids had been slight, +but she remembered the course which Uncle Bob had taken, between two +large rocks where the water ran deep and smooth; and she called to +mind, the further to brace her confidence, that Uncle Bob had +stigmatised this particular rapid as mere child's play. Her heart beat +rather wildly as she entered the broken water, and the currents gripped +her, and the banks began to flee upward past her view. But her eye +held true and her wrist firm. The clamour filled her ears, but she +laid her course with precision and fetched the very centre of the +channel between the big rocks. From that point all was clear. The +canoe went racing through the last ripple, which splashed her lightly +as she passed; and in a reach of quiet water, foam-flecked and shining, +she drew a deep breath of triumph. This, indeed, was to live. Never +had she experienced a keener consciousness of power. She felt her +enterprise already successful. The ancient woods, with their bears, +their porcupines, their wide-winged brown owls, lay behind her. Second +Westings was incalculably far away. There in plain view, rising over +its comfortable orchard trees, not half a mile distant, were the roofs +and chimneys of Gault House, overlooking, as she had heard, the waters +of the great river. And beyond the next turn, as she thought with a +thrill, she would see the great river itself. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Barbara rounded the next turn. There before her, widely gleaming, +spread the waters of the great river itself. She cried out in her joy, +and paddled madly--then paused, abashed, perceiving that she was the +object of a critical but frankly admiring scrutiny. Her attention was +diverted from the great river. Here was a tall boy--of her own caste +unmistakably--poling himself out on a precarious little raft to meet +her. Her flush of confusion passed as quickly as it had come, and +laying her paddle across the gunwale, she waited with interest to +discover what he might have to say. + +Barbara had met but few boys of her own class, and those few had +seemed, under her merciless analysis, uniformly uninteresting. Their +salient characteristics, to her mind, were freckles, rudeness, +ignorance, and a disposition to tease cats. But this youth was +obviously different. Apparently about seventeen years of age, he was +tall and graceful, and the way the clumsy log-raft on which he stood +surged forward under the thrusts of his pole revealed his strength. +Barbara loved strength, so long as delicacy saved it from coarseness. +The boy was in his shirt sleeves, which were of spotless cambric, and +Barbara noted, with approbation, the ample ruffles turned back, for +convenience, from his sinewy brown hands. She observed that his brown, +long-fronted, flowered vest was of silk, and his lighter brown +small-clothes of a fine cloth worn only by the gentry; that his +stockings were of black silk, and his shoes, drenched most of the time +in the water that lapped over the raft, were adorned with large buckles +of silver. She admired the formal fashion in which his black hair was +tied back in a small and very precise queue. But most of all she liked +his face, which was even darker than her own--lean, somewhat square in +the jaw, with a broad forehead, and gray-blue, thoughtful eyes, set +wide apart. + +Now, Barbara's fearless scorn of conventions was equalled only by her +ignorance of them. This boy pleased her, so why should she hesitate to +show it? When the raft ranged up alongside the canoe, she laid hold +upon it for anchorage and the greater convenience in conversation, and +flashed upon the stranger the full dazzle of her scarlet lips, white +teeth, and bewildering radiance of green eyes. The boy straightened +himself from the pole in order to bow with the more ceremony--which he +accomplished to Barbara's complete satisfaction in spite of the +unsteadiness of the raft. + +"What a nice-looking boy you are!" she said, frankly condescending. +"What is your name?" + +[Illustration: "_What a nice-looking boy you are!" she said._] + +"Robert Gault, your very humble servant!" he replied, bowing again, and +smiling. The smile was altogether to Barbara's fancy, and showed even, +strong, white teeth, another most uncommon merit in a boy. "And I am +sure," he went on, "that this is Mistress Barbara Ladd whom I have the +honour to address." + +"Why, how do you know me?" exclaimed Barbara, highly pleased. Then, +quickly apprehensive, she added, "What makes you think I am Barbara +Ladd?" + +The boy noted the change in her countenance, and wondered at it. But +he replied at once: + +"Of course the name of Mistress Barbara Ladd, and her daring, and her +canoe-craft, and her beauty" (this he added out of his own instant +conviction), "have spread far down the river. When I came up here the +other day to visit my grandmother" (he indicated slightly the distant +roofs of Gault House), "I came with a great hope of being permitted to +meet you!" + +Evidently he knew nothing of her flight. Her uneasiness vanished. But +she had never had a compliment before--a personal compliment, such as +is dear to every wise feminine heart--and that word "beauty" was most +melodious to her ears. As a matter of fact, she did not herself admire +her own appearance at all, and even had an aversion to the mirror--but +it occurred to her now, for the first time, that this was a point upon +which it was not needful that every one should agree with her. It was +practically her first real lesson in tolerance toward an opinion that +differed from her own. + +"I'll warrant you heard no good of that same Barbara Ladd, more's the +pity!" she answered, coquettishly tossing her dark little head and +shooting at him a distracting sidelong glance from narrowed lids. +"Anyhow, if you are Lady Gault's grandson, I am most happy to meet you." + +She stretched out to him her brown little hand, just now none too +immaculate, indeed, but with breeding stamped on every slim line of it, +and eloquent from the polished, well-trimmed, long, oval nails. +Instantly, careless of the water and his fine cloth breeches, Robert +went down upon one knee and gallantly kissed the proffered hand. + +Barbara was just at an age when, for girls with Southern blood in their +veins, womanhood and childhood lie so close entwined in their +personalities that it is impossible to disentangle the golden and the +silver threads. Never before had any one kissed her hand. She was +surprised at the pleasant thrill it gave her; and she was surprised, +too, at her sudden, inexplicable impulse to draw the hand away. It was +a silly impulse, she told herself; so she controlled it, and accepted +the kiss with the composure of a damsel well used to such ceremonious +homage. But she did not like such a nice boy to be kneeling in the +water. + +"Why did you come out on that rickety thing?" she asked. "Why haven't +you a boat or a canoe?" + +"This was the only thing within reach," he explained, respectfully +relinquishing her hand. "I saw you coming; and I knew it must be you, +because no other girl could handle a canoe so beautifully; and I was +afraid of losing you if I waited." + +"That was civil of you. But aren't you getting very wet there? Won't +you come into the canoe?" + +"Really?" he exclaimed, lifting his chin with a quick gesture of +eagerness. "Are you going to be so good to me? Then I must push this +old raft ashore first and secure it. I don't know whom it belongs to." + +As he poled to land in too much haste for any further conversation, +Barbara paddled silently alongside and admired his skill. When the +raft was tied up, and the pole tossed into the bushes, he took his +place in the bow and knelt so as to face her. + +"You must turn the other way," laughed Barbara. + +"No, I was proposing, by your leave, to make this the stern, and ask +you to let me paddle," he answered. "Won't you let me? You really +look a little bit tired, and I want you to talk to me, if you will be +so condescending. How can I turn my back to you?" + +"I am not the least, leastest bit tired," protested Barbara, a little +doubtfully. "But I don't mind letting you paddle for awhile, if you'll +paddle hard and go the way I want you to." And with that she seated +herself flat on the bottom of the canoe, with an air of relief that +rather contradicted her protestation. + +The boy laughed, as he turned the canoe with powerful, sweeping strokes. + +"Surely I will paddle hard, and in whatsoever direction you command me. +Am I not the most obedient of your slaves?" + +This pleased Barbara. She loved slaves. She accepted his servitude at +once and fully. + +"Paddle straight out into the river, and then down!" she commanded. + +At the imperious note in her voice, the boy looked both amused and +pleased. Obeying without a word of question, he sent the canoe leaping +forward under his deep, rhythmical strokes at a speed that filled +Barbara with admiration. + +"Oh, _how_ strong you are and _how_ well you paddle!" she cried, her +eyes wide and sparkling, her lips parted, the crisp, rebellious curls +blowing about her face. Never had Robert seen so bewitching a picture +as this small figure curled up happily in the bow of the canoe, her +little shoes of red leather and her black-stockinged ankles sticking +out demurely from under her short blue striped skirt, her nut-brown, +slender, finely modelled arms emerging from short loose sleeves. He +was proud of her praise. He was partly engrossed in displaying his +skill and strength to the very best advantage. But above all he was +thinking of this picture, which was destined to flash back into his +memory many a time in after days, with a poignancy of vividness that +affected his action like a summons or an appeal. + +In a few minutes the canoe was fairly out upon the bosom of the main +stream, and headed downward with the strongly flowing current. Barbara +clasped her hands with a movement which expressed such rapture and +relief that the boy's curiosity was excited. He began to feel that +there was some mystery in the affair. Slackening his pace ever so +slightly, he remarked: + +"I suppose you are staying with friends somewhere in this +neighbourhood. How fortunate I am--that is, if you will graciously +permit me to go canoeing with you often while you are here." + +But even as he spoke, his eyes took in, for the first time, the +significance of the bundle and the basket, which he had been so far too +occupied to notice. His wonder came forward and spoke plainly from his +frank eyes, and Barbara was at a loss to explain. + +"No," she said, "I am not staying anywhere in this neighbourhood. I +don't know a soul in this neighbourhood but you." + +"Then--you've come right from Second Westings!" he exclaimed. + +"Right from Second Westings." + +"All that distance since this morning?" he persisted. + +She nodded impatiently. + +"Through those woods--through the rapids--all alone?" + +"Yes, all alone!" she answered, a little crisply. She was annoyed. + +In his astonishment he laid down his paddle and leaned forward, +scanning her face. + +"But--" said he, embarrassed, "forgive me! I know it is none of my +business,--but what does it mean?" + +"Go on paddling," commanded Barbara. "Did you not promise you would +obey me? _I_ know what it means!" And she laughed, half maliciously. +The boy looked worried,--and it was great fun to bring that worried +look to his face. + +He resumed his paddling, though much less vigorously, while she evaded +his gaze, and a wilful smile clung about her lips. The current was +swift, and they had soon left the imposing white columns of Gault House +far behind. A tremendous sense of responsibility came over the boy, +and again he stopped paddling. + +"Oh, perhaps you are tired!" suggested Barbara, coolly. "Give me the +paddle, and I'll set you ashore right here." + +"I said just now it was none of my business," said he, gravely, +appealingly, "but, do you know, I think perhaps it ought to be my +business! I ought to ask!" + +He retained the paddle, but turned the canoe's head up-stream and held +it steady. + +"What do you mean?" demanded Barbara, angrily. "Give me the paddle at +once!" + +Still he made no motion to obey. + +"Do you realise," he asked, "that it's now near sundown,--that it will +take till dark to work back against the current to where I met +you,--that there's no place near here where a lady can rest for the +night--" + +"I don't care," interrupted Barbara hotly, ready to cry with anger and +anxiety; "I'm going to travel all night. I'm going to the sea--to my +uncle at Stratford! I just don't want you to interfere. Let me put +you ashore at once!" + +Robert was struck dumb with amazement. To the sea! This small girl, +all alone! And evidently quite unacquainted with the perils of the +river. It was superb pluck,--but it was wild, impossible folly. He +did not know what to do. He turned the canoe toward shore, and +presently found himself in quieter water, out of the current. + +Observing his ready obedience, Barbara was mollified; but at the same +time she was conscious of a sinking of the heart because he was going +to leave her alone, when it would soon be dark. She had not +considered, hitherto, this necessity of travelling in the dark. She +made up her mind to tell the nice boy everything, and get him to advise +her as to where she could stay for the night. + +"I'm running away, you know, Master Gault," she said, sweetly, as if it +were the most ordinary thing in the world. + +"Are you at all acquainted with the river?" he asked, gently, without a +trace of resentment for the way she had spoken to him a moment before. + +"No!" confessed Barbara, in a very small voice, deprecatingly. + +"A few miles farther down there is a stretch of very bad water," said +the boy. "Clever canoeist as you are, you would find it hard enough +work going through in broad daylight. At night you would just be +dashed to pieces in a minute." + +"Oh, what shall I do?" cried Barbara, the perils of her adventure just +beginning to touch her imagination. + +"Let me take you to my grandmother's," he pleaded. "And we will paddle +back to Second Westings to-morrow." + +Barbara burst into a storm of tears. + +"Never! never! never!" she sobbed. "I'll die in the rapids before I'll +ever go back to Aunt Hitty! Oh, why did I like you? Why did I trust +you? Oh, I don't know what to do!" + +The boy's heart came into his throat and ached at the sight of her +trouble. He longed desperately to help her. He had a wild impulse to +swear that he would follow her and protect her, wherever she wanted to +go, however impossible her undertaking. Instead of that, however, he +kept silence and paddled forward resolutely for two or three minutes, +while Barbara, her face buried in her hands, shook with sobs. At last +he ran the canoe into a shadowy cove, where lily leaves floated on the +unruffled water. Then he laid down his paddle. + +"Tell me all about it, won't you, please?" he petitioned. "I do want +so much to help you. And perhaps I can. And you _shall not_ be sorry +for trusting me!" + +How very comforting his voice was! So tender, and kind, and with a +faithful ring in its tenderness. Barbara suffered it to comfort her. +Surely he would understand, if old Debby could! In a few moments she +lifted her wet little face, flashed a smile at him through her tears, +and said: + +"How good and kind you are! Forgive me if I was bad to you. Yes, I'll +tell you all about it, and then you can see for yourself why I had to +come away." + +Barbara's exposition was vivid and convincing. Her emotion, her utter +sincerity, fused everything, and she had the gift of the telling +phrase. What wonder if the serious, idealistic, chivalrous boy, upon +whose nerves her fire and her alien, elusive beauty thrilled like +wizard music, saw all the situation through her eyes. Her faults were +invisible to him ere he had listened a minute to her narrative. She +was right to run away. The venture, of course, was a mad one, but with +his help it might well be carried through to success. As she talked +on, an intoxication of enthusiasm and sympathy tingled along his blood +and rose to his brain. Difficulties vanished, or displayed themselves +to his deluded imagination only as obstacles which it would be splendid +to overcome. In the ordinary affairs of life the boy was cool, +judicious, reasonable, to a degree immeasurably beyond his years; but +Barbara's strange magnetism had called forth the dreamer and the poet +lurking at the foundations of his character; and his judgment, for the +time, was overwhelmed. When Barbara's piercing eloquence ceased, and +she paused breathless, eyes wide and lips parted in expectation, he +said, solemnly: + +"I will help you! To the utmost of my power I will help you!" + +The words had the weight and significance of a consecration. + +Barbara clapped her hands. + +"Oh!" she cried, "How can I ever thank you for being so lovely to me? +But I knew you were nice the moment I looked at you!" And a load +rolled off her mind. With such a helper, already was her enterprise +accomplished. + +"I will try hard to be worthy of your favour," said Robert, with deep +gravity, feeling that now indeed was boyhood put away and full manhood +descended upon his shoulders. His brain was racked with the terrific +problem of finding Barbara fit lodging for the night; but meantime he +turned the canoe and paddled swiftly out into the current. Hardly had +he changed his course when he noticed a light rowboat creeping up along +the shore. But boats were no unusual sight on the river, and he paid +no heed to it. As for Barbara, she was so absorbed in watching his +great strokes, and in thinking how delightful it was to have found such +an ally, that the sound of the oars passed her ears unheeded, and she +did not turn her head. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +At length, however, the boy noticed with a tinge of surprise that the +boat was steering as if to intercept his course. He was about to pass +greeting to its occupants when something in the face of the big man +sitting in the stern arrested his words. At the same moment the sound +of the oars caught Barbara's attention, and she turned her head. + +"Oh!" she cried, shrilly. "Doctor Jim!--and Doctor John!" she added, +as one of the two rowers looked around and grinned at her in humourous +triumph. Then, her visions of life at Stratford with Uncle Bob falling +to ruin about her, she wept aloud in her disappointment. + +Robert understood, and quick as thought swerved in his course, making a +dart for the swifter water of mid-channel. His heart swelled with +exultation. + +"They can't catch us!" he declared to Barbara. + +"Stop! you young rascal!" thundered the mighty voice of Doctor Jim. "I +know you, Bobby Gault. Don't I know your father's son? Stop this +instant!" + +"Quit this tomfoolery, Bobby!" roared Doctor John, albeit a little +breathless from his labour. Barbara lifted her face and stared through +her tears. But the boy paid no heed, paddling mightily, and the +distance between boat and canoe was surely widening. + +But Doctor Jim knew Barbara. + +"Very well!" he said, grimly, in a loud voice. "I'm sorry to do bodily +hurt to the son of my old friend Richard, but it can't be helped." + +He drew a long-barrelled pistol from under the flap of his green coat. + +"I'll have to wing you, my boy!" he said, taking careful aim, while one +eyelid quivered in the direction of Doctor John. + +The boy's face paled a little, but his jaw set firmly, and he kept +right on. + +"Stop! stop! stop!" screamed Barbara, but with no result. She half +arose in the canoe, glancing with horror from the boy's resolute face +to the muzzle of the pistol. + +"If you don't stop, Robert, I will throw myself overboard this minute!" +she vowed. + +The terror in her face convinced him. He sullenly drew in his paddle, +laid it down in the canoe, folded his arms, and looked off over the +western hills, as if scornful of all that might take place. + +In a few seconds the boat came up alongside of the drifting canoe, the +oars were drawn in, and strong hands laid hold upon the gunwale. There +were some awful moments of silence, broken only by Barbara's sobbing +and the splashing of waves on the boat and the canoe. The owner of the +boat, a gaunt farmer from Westings Landing, a few miles down the river, +who had not been initiated into the mystery, looked on in discreet +astonishment. This was indeed a strange situation in which to see the +grandson of Lady Gault. At last Barbara, to whom suspense was hideous, +broke out. + +"Oh, do say something!" she wailed. Indeed, neither Doctor John nor +Doctor Jim knew just what to say. They were embarrassed. But the +child was right. Somebody had to say something. By interchange of +quick glances the lot fell to Doctor John. + +"Well, this is pretty gallivanting, running away with a young +man,--carrying him off in your aunt's canoe!" said Doctor John. + +Barbara's eyes opened very wide. + +"I never!" she cried, indignantly. + +"As for you, Bobby Gault," interposed Doctor Jim, severely, and in a +tone that made Robert feel himself hatefully young, "I cannot +comprehend how _you_ should come to be mixed up in this affair. I know +well what my friend, Richard Gault, your lamented father, with his nice +notions of honour, would have thought of such an escapade." (Robert's +father and mother had died within a few days of each other, by an +epidemic of typhus, when the boy was only five years old.) "But I +shall lay the matter before your good grandmother, and your uncle, who +will doubtless deal with you as you deserve." + +Robert shut his lips tight and eyed the speaker proudly; but Barbara +made reply in her vehement way. + +"It is not Robert's fault at all, I tell you, Doctor Jim!" she cried, +forgetting that she had said nothing whatever on the subject. "I just +met him, an hour or two ago, on an old raft; and he knew who I was; and +because he was getting his feet wet on the raft, I invited him to get +into the canoe; and I made him promise to paddle me just wherever I +wanted to go. So there! And it is not his fault one bit! And you may +do what you like to me, but I won't have him punished when he has not +done anything at all!" + +Doctor John tried to look quite grave; and Doctor Jim, who was really +annoyed, succeeded. + +"Oh, ho! young man!" he remarked, sarcastically, "it appears that you +have a champion. Now, what have you to say for yourself?" + +"Mistress Barbara has neglected to add," said he, with all the dignity +that he could assume, "that I insisted upon her narrating to me all the +unhappy circumstances of her life in Second Westings. The story +commanded my fullest sympathy, and I had just given her my word that I +would aid her in escaping to her uncle, Mr. Glenowen, where she would +be happy, when you came and violently interfered with her purpose. I +ask you, sir, to consider. Are you not ashamed to be instrumental in +restoring a young lady to conditions where she has been made to suffer +so cruelly?" + +In spite of his indignation, Robert could not help feeling proud of +this effort. In his own ears it sounded imposing, unanswerable, and +altogether grown up. Barbara thought it was a miracle of eloquence, +and cast him a grateful look. But Doctor John could not conceal his +delight in the stilted periods. He burst into a huge guffaw, at which +Barbara's eyes snapped and Robert's dark skin reddened angrily. But +Doctor Jim exclaimed, hotly: + +"Hoity-toity! How big we do feel! To think how often I dandled you on +my knee when you were a mewling baby. If I had but known enough to +spank you once in awhile, you might not have grown up to be such a +priggish young coxcomb. Richard's son! Who would have thought it? +Eh, what?" + +Meanwhile the boat and canoe were drifting rapidly down-stream. Doctor +John looked at the sun, now touching the horizon. + +"Don't you think, Master Gault," said he, drily, "that unless you +propose to honour us with your company to Second Westings, we had +better set you ashore hereabouts, that you may stretch your legs in the +direction of Gault House?" + +"Thank you!" said Robert, stiffly, his heart bursting with humiliation +and the longing to strangle his huge, supercilious antagonist. But +Barbara interrupted. + +"I'm not going back to Second Westings!" she declared obstinately, +trying hard to set her full red lips together in the resolute way that +Robert's had. "I will never go back to live with Aunt Hitty. I'll +drown myself first. I'm going to Uncle Bob, at Stratford." + +The threat, once so effective, seemed now to have lost its potency. No +one appeared impressed but Robert,--and perhaps the stranger-man who +owned the boat. + +"My dear child," said Doctor John, eying her indulgently, "among the +more or less serious obstacles to your plan is one of which I believe +that even you will see the magnitude. Mr. Glenowen is no longer at +Stratford." + +"Uncle Bob not at Stratford?" wailed Barbara, overwhelmed, subjugated +in an instant. Robert started aghast. + +Doctor John paused dramatically, while the full effect of the news +worked upon his victims in the canoe. Then he said, coolly: + +"Mr. Glenowen is just now at Hartford, or has lately left that town. +Mistress Ladd had a letter from him to-day, saying he expected to +arrive at Second Westings not later than the end of next week, I think, +moreover, that I saw a packet on the mantel-shelf addressed to Mistress +Barbara Ladd!" + +With one bound Barbara's heart passed from despair to ecstasy. +Everything else was forgotten. She was as eager now to get back to +Second Westings as she had been to escape from it. All she knew or +cared for was that Uncle Bob would be there. He would make everything +right. Her face was all radiance, as it turned to Doctor John, then to +Doctor Jim, then to Robert,--who eyed her gloomily, feeling himself now +cast out into the cold. But in her joy Barbara did not forget him +after all. + +"Just think, Robert," she cried, "Uncle Bob so near, and we would have +missed him if Doctor John and Doctor Jim, the dears, had not come and +caught us. They are always _angels_ to me, you know. Now we will put +you ashore right here. And you must be sure to come over to Second +Westings and see me,--won't you?--while Uncle Bob is there. Come next +week." + +"I thank you for the gracious invitation," answered the boy, bowing a +little stiffly. "But I think I had better wait for Mr. Glenowen's +permission, as these gentlemen are not likely to present me to him in a +very favourable light." + +"Don't be silly and disagreeable, Robert," said Barbara, impatiently. +"Uncle Bob will think of you just as I do. We always agree about +people. Now you must hurry!" + +"I think, however," persisted Robert, "I ought to wait for Mr. +Glenowen's invitation." + +"Right, my lad!" exclaimed Doctor Jim, much mollified by this attitude. +"That's my old friend Richard's son speaking now. And I doubt not that +our little mistress here will see to it that the invitation is +forthcoming in good season,--eh, what?" + +There was a doubtful expression on Barbara's face, over the lack of +instantaneous obedience to her will on the part of her champion; but +Robert, encouraged by Doctor Jim's commendation, now made a bold +proposal. + +"If you would be so kind, sir," he suggested, diffidently, "I should +like to go down with you to the Landing, where I can lodge very well +for the night at the house of an old servant of my grandmother's. It +will be a long and difficult tramp for me up the shore now, in the +dark, and with no road through the woods. By going with you to the +Landing I might be of some service, to paddle the canoe. She will be +an awkward craft to tow; and Mistress Barbara is very tired, I +perceive." + +"Sly young dog!" growled Doctor John. "But, seeing that he is +Richard's son, we'll have to take him along with us as far as the +Landing, eh, Jim?" + +"Let him work his passage, then!" roared Doctor Jim. "Let him paddle +the canoe, and Barbara, and her kittens, and all her contraptions,--and +we'll see about not being too hard on him when we come to tell his +grandmother!" + +This arrangement was highly satisfactory to all concerned. The gloom +fell from Robert's face, and his mouth grew boyish and happy as he +paddled on in musing silence. He kept the canoe alongside of the boat, +just out of reach of the oars, so that Barbara could talk conveniently +with Doctor John and Doctor Jim, which she did in the most usual manner +in the world, as if nothing out of the ordinary had happened. But +presently, upon a lull in the conversation came the voice of Robert, +who had been thinking about Barbara's life at Second Westings. + +"Is not Mistress Ladd a very harsh, tyrannical sort of woman?" he +inquired, solicitously. + +There was a huge roar from Doctor Jim, which made even Barbara jump, +inured though she was to these explosions. + +"I'd have you remember, young sir, that you are speaking of the +gentlest, sweetest, truest, most gracious lady that ever lived, for +whose little shoes you are not worthy to sweep the ground!" + +Robert stared in confusion, too astonished to be at once ready with an +apology. Before he could gather his wits, Doctor John spoke up, more +gently. He was no less loyal a champion to Mistress Mehitable than was +Doctor Jim, but with him his humour was ever at hand to assuage his +wrath. Subduing his great tones to a quizzical and confidential +half-whisper, that feigned itself not meant for Barbara's ears, he +said, amiably: + +"My son, when you come to know well this little firebrand of ours, whom +we have just plucked from a watery burning, this sower of dissension in +our good village of Second Westings, I doubt not that you will spare a +moiety of your sympathies for that very noble lady, Mistress Ladd. In +truth, for all her tears and anxiety on this mad little maid's account, +I have a misgiving that we are doing the sweet lady no great kindness +in taking Mistress Barbara back to her. A pretty gallant you are, to +undertake to carry a lady off, and then make a mess of it, and leave +her embarrassed friends to straighten out the snarl!" + +Under this daunting blend of rebuke and raillery, Robert fell into a +deeper confusion. He floundered through a few awkward phrases of +deprecation and apology, but Barbara cut in upon his struggles without +mercy. The gibes of Doctor John troubled her not a whit, but one thing +which he had said captured her interest. + +"_Did_ Aunt Hitty _really_ cry when she found I had gone away? Did she +really feel so badly about it? I thought she would be rather glad!" + +"She was in great grief, bitter grief, Barbara. Do you think no one +has feelings but yourself?" answered Doctor Jim, with some severity. + +This pertinent question Barbara ignored. She turned to Robert. + +"You must understand, Robert," she explained with care, "that Aunt +Hitty is not really cruel to me,--at least she never intends to be. +But she and I do not understand each other, and so we can't get on!" + +"You will simply have to learn some of the rudiments of obedience and +self-control, Barbara," said Doctor Jim. Never had he spoken to her so +severely before, and she was amazed. But she saw that this time she +had gone very near to forfeiting the sympathy of her most faithful +allies. Perhaps, after all, she _was_ in the wrong to run away. The +suspicion only made her the more obstinate. + +"I don't think one ought to obey any one, except one's father and +mother," she proclaimed rebelliously. "One's father and mother, if +they are good, and wise, and kind," she added, still further enlarging +her freedom. + +"And the king!" added Robert, sententiously. He flung out the word as +a shibboleth. + +There was a moment of silence. Barbara darted upon him a glance of +petulant disappointment. Doctor John laughed hugely. But as for +Doctor Jim, his face underwent a swift change, as he scanned the boy +with new interest. + +"Well said, well said; spoken as Richard's boy should speak, as a Gault +should ever speak!" he thundered, in high approval. "I am sorry if I +seemed abrupt a moment ago, Robert. Pardon my quick temper. I see +your heart is in the right place, and you have not let them stuff your +head with pestilent and plebeian heresies. Yes, yes, you must +certainly come to Second Westings. I shall be honoured if my old +friend's son will be my guest!" + +From that moment dated a friendship between Robert and Doctor Jim which +no after vicissitude was ever able to disturb. + +But Barbara was of another mind. + +"King George is just a stupid old tyrant, and I hate him!" she +exclaimed. "I'm sorry, Robert, you have not quite so much sense as I +thought you had. I'm really disappointed in you. But there are _some_ +nice Tories! You know even dear Doctor Jim is a Tory, though we can't +see why, and he's just as lovely as if he were on the right side. So +you may come to Second Westings,--though you must promise not to argue +with me. But I know, Robert, I sha'n't like you now so well as I +thought I was going to!" + +"Let the young people fight it out, eh, Jim?" said Doctor John, greatly +amused. "Let them fight it out between them!" Then, suddenly grave, +he added, "God grant the differences now distracting our colonies grow +not beyond the point of children's quarrels!" + +Doctor Jim shook his head sorrowfully. + +"There's trouble ahead, John. I feel it coming. This is a +stiff-necked and disloyal people, and I have a foreboding. There's a +sword in the air, John!" + +"It's surely a stiff-necked king, Jim," muttered Doctor John. + +"The sword of a Gault will ever leap from its scabbard to serve the +king!" said Robert, loftily, his grave eyes aglow with exaltation. + +As he made this proclamation of his faith, devoting himself to a cause +of which she disapproved, and quite ignoring her feelings in the +matter, Barbara felt a sudden pang of loneliness. She seemed +forgotten, or, at least, grown secondary and trivial. + +"Do let us hurry home to Uncle Bob!" she pleaded, her voice pathetic, +her eyes tired and dissatisfied. + +Then silence, with the twilight, descended upon the voyaging company; +and in a little while, coming noiselessly to the landing-place, they +stepped ashore into the dewy, sweet-smelling weeds and the evening +peace. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A green lane, little used, but deeply rutted, led up from the wharf to +the main street of Westings Landing. The village was silent, with no +sign of life, except here and there a glimmer from a candle-lit window. +From the pale sky overhead came the strange twang of swooping +night-hawks, as of harp-strings suddenly but firmly plucked. In the +intervals between these irregular and always unexpected notes was heard +the persistent rhythm of a whippoorwill, softly threshing the dusk with +his phantom song. Barbara felt the whole scene to be unreal, her +companions unreal, herself most unreal of all. Could it be that she +was the girl who had that same morning run away, that same morning made +so brave and triumphant a start upon so splendid a venture? Now, +somehow, she felt rather than understood the folly of it. The fact +that she would have missed her Uncle Bob if she had succeeded in her +plan took out of it all the zest, and it became to her a very +ridiculous plan indeed. But her change of attitude was emotional +rather than intellectual. She was convinced in mood, not in mind. +Only she felt herself on the sudden a very small, tired girl, who +deserved to be punished, and wanted to go to bed. Her conviction of +childishness was heightened by the fact that Robert, who was walking +just ahead with Doctor Jim, in grave discussion, seemed not only to +have suddenly grown up, but to have quite forgotten her once imperious +but now discredited existence. Her exhaustion, her reaction, her +defeat, her disappointment in Robert, these all at once translated +themselves into a sense of hopeless loneliness. She seized the large, +kind hand of Doctor John, who walked in silence by her side, and clung +to him. + +Presently Doctor John felt hot tears streaming copiously down his +fingers. Without a word, he snatched her up into his arms, carrying +her as if she were a baby; and shaking with voiceless sobs, she buried +her small, wet face in his comforting neck. She felt as if she wanted +to cry wildly, deliciously, for hours and hours. But she managed to +remember that even a very small girl may be heavy to carry over a rough +road in the dusk, when the man who carries her has had a hard day's +work chasing her. And, furthermore, she thought how very, very little, +how poor and pitiful a heroine she would seem in Robert's eyes if he +should chance to remember her existence and look back! She pulled +herself together with a fierce effort, and choked down her sobs. + +"Thank you so much, dear Doctor John!" she whispered in his ear. "I'm +better now, and you must put me down. I'm too heavy." + +"Tut, tut, sweetheart!" growled Doctor John, softly; "you bide where +you are, and rest. _You_ heavy!" + +"But,"--she persisted, with a little earthward wriggle to show she +meant it,--"I want to get down now, please! I don't want to look like +quite such a baby. Doctor John!" + +"Tut, tut!" but he set her down, nevertheless, and kept comforting hold +of one cold little hand. Doctor John was quick in his sympathetic +comprehension of women and children, and tolerant of what most men +would account mere whim. In a moment he leaned down close to her ear, +and whispered: + +"What are you but a baby, after all,--a tired out, bad baby, +sweetheart? But we'll just keep that a secret between you and me, and +not let Jim Pigeon or Master Robert even guess at it!" And Barbara +squeezed his hand violently in both of hers by way of answer. + +At this moment, Doctor Jim and Robert, reaching the corner of the +street, turned and waited for them to come up. Doctor Jim had +Barbara's precious basket of kittens on his arm, while Robert was +carrying her little red bundle, which he now handed over to Doctor +John. A certain reluctance with which he gave it up was quite lost +upon Barbara in her unwonted humility and depression; and it was a very +white, wistful little face which she turned glimmeringly upon him as he +bowed over her hand. + +"Why are you leaving us here, Robert?" she asked, in a small voice, +most unlike the wilful tone with which she had talked to him in the +canoe. + +"My way lies down the street, sweet mistress," said the boy. "Your +horses, Doctor Jim tells me, are waiting for you at the Blue Boar +yonder. This has been a wonderful day for me. When you think of it, +will you try to remember me kindly as one who would ever be your most +devoted, humble servant?" + +Delighted by this elaborate courtesy, so rehabilitating to her +self-esteem, Barbara began to feel herself almost herself again. She +thought, with a sudden prickling heat of shame, of how childish she had +been during all the past year,--and she almost fifteen! And here was +Robert, who was certainly very grown-up, treating her with a deference +which he would never dream of paying to a mere little girl! She +resolved to justify his deference, to conceal her pet childishnesses +till time should mature them away; yet even as she registered this +resolve, she registered a vague but deeper one, that she would cling +for ever to every childish taste and pleasure in spite of the very +utmost that time could do. But the feeling that came uppermost and +found expression was a sharp little pang at something in his words +which sounded as if he were bidding farewell for a long, indefinite +time. + +"But I shall see you again soon, sha'n't I, Robert?" she exclaimed, +impulsively. "You'll come over to Second Westings right away, won't +you, and meet Uncle Bob?" + +"Yes," said the boy, bowing low again, and speaking with a mixture of +hesitation and triumph, "I am promising myself that pleasure, Mistress +Barbara, within a very few days. You see--Doctor Jim--he has been so +kind--" + +"To be sure," broke in Doctor Jim, with an emphasis to preclude any +discussion of consistency,--"I've asked the lad over to visit us, John. +Richard's son!-- And his heart's in the right place,--and his head, +too,--eh, what? We'll see that Mistress Mehitable is not too hard on +him,--eh, what? You know you're not going to be too hard on the boy +yourself, John Pigeon, for all you've been so uncommonly unpleasant to +him!" + +Doctor John chuckled softly, and squeezed Barbara's left hand, which he +had retained while she was receiving Robert's adieux. + +"Tut, tut, Jim! You know well enough we've got to pardon anything in +breeches, young or old, that gets led into mischief by this little limb +o' darkness here. It's a peck of trouble she's been getting you and me +into, time and time again. You needn't make excuses for Robert to me, +Jim Pigeon. At least, not yet!" + +"Thank you, sir," said Robert, a little stiffly, not relishing a +pleasantry at Barbara's expense, though Barbara herself had broken into +a peal of gay laughter, flattered at Doctor John's implications, and +comforted to know that Robert was not slipping beyond her reach. +"Thank you, indeed, sir; but I have no excuse; I was fully committed to +Mistress Barbara's venture, and I'm just as much to blame as she is!" + +Barbara's heart glowed. This was the kind of unreasonable championship +she adored. But truth compelled her to protest. + +"Oh, no, no, Robert, not at all! It wasn't you that ran away from Aunt +Hitty, and took the canoe, and persuaded a nice, civil gentleman whom +you'd never seen before in your life to do a perfectly crazy thing like +you read of in story-books--" But, as she paused for breath, Doctor +Jim, too impatient to be amused, interrupted her: + +"Well, well, Robert, you and Barbara can settle all that between you +some other time. We must get away. Good night--good night. My best +compliments to your honoured grandmother! And ride over the first day +you can, lad!" + +And Doctor John, shaking his head sorrowfully, exclaimed: + +"Tut, tut, tut! How small a petticoat can turn how great a brain! I +see trouble ahead for you, Bobby!" + +"I shall be so glad to see you at my aunt's, Robert!" cried Barbara, +over her shoulder, as they moved up the street toward the Blue Boar and +the waiting horses. Robert, standing hat in hand, gazed after them +till they were swallowed up in the shadows. Still he waited, till a +pulse of light across the gloom and the sound of the inn door closing +told him that he was alone under the night. Then, suddenly, he became +conscious of the lonely, wonderful night sounds, and suddenly the night +perfumes sank into his heart. The spicy breaths from the clover field +and blossoming thicket, cooled with dew, gave him a strange +intoxication as he drew them into the depths of his lungs. The pulsing +rhythm of the whippoorwill seemed to time itself to the pulsing of his +heart and translate it to the terms of an impassioned, inarticulate +chant. The plucked harp-strings sounding from time to time in the +hidden heights of the sky set all his nerves vibrating mystically. +Walking as if in a dream, he came to the door of the cottage where he +had planned to stay the night. Then he turned on a swift impulse, +hurried back to the landing, launched Barbara's canoe, and, without +consciousness of weariness or hunger, paddled all the way back to Gault +House against the current. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +From Second Westings that morning, after old Debby's alarm, Doctor John +and Doctor Jim had came posthaste on horseback to Westings Landing. +Now, however, it was found that Barbara was quite too worn out by the +fatigues of her long, strenuous day to sit a horse for a ten mile's +ride over rough roads in the dark. Priding herself not less on her +endurance than on her horsemanship, she vehemently repudiated the +charge that she was done up, and was determined to ride back on the +liveliest of the Blue Boar's horses. But Doctor John and Doctor Jim, +scanning critically her white face and the dark rims coming about her +eyes, for once agreed in a professional judgment. They ordered the +horses hitched to the roomy old chaise, which was one of the landlord's +most cherished possessions; and Barbara had to accept, rebelliously +enough, the supineness of a cushioned seat for the free lift and swing +of the saddle. Before the lighted doorway of the inn was out of sight, +however, she was glad of the decision. Her overwrought nerves began to +relax under the soothing of the wood scents and the tender summer dark. +In a little while she was asleep in the strong curve of Doctor Jim's +right arm,--so deep asleep that all the ruts and jolts and corduroy +bridges of an old Connecticut back-country road were powerless to +disturb her peace. When they woke her up, at her aunt's door, she was +so drenched with sleep that she forgot to dread the reckoning. With +drowsy, dark eyes, and red mouth softly trustful as a baby's, she +bewildered Mistress Ladd by a warm kiss and "I'm sorry, Aunt Hitty!" +and went stumbling off to bed with her basket of sleeping kittens, +oblivious and irresponsible as they. + +Mistress Mehitable looked after her with small, stern mouth, but +troubled eyes. Then she turned half helplessly to her friends, as if +to say, "What can I--what ought I to do?" + +Doctor John threw up both big, white hands in mock despair, and his +sympathetic laugh said, "What do you expect?" But Doctor Jim, more +direct and positive, said, "Best leave her alone till to-morrow, +Mehitable; and then talk to her with no talk of punishing. She's not +the breed that punishing's good for." + +Mistress Mehitable looked sorrowful, but resolute. + +"I fear that would not be right, Jim!" she said. But there was a note +of deep anxiety in her voice. "People who do wrong ought to be +punished. Barbara has done very, very wrong!" + +Doctor Jim was as near feeling impatient as he could dare to imagine +himself with Mistress Mehitable. + +"Nonsense--I mean, dear lady, punishment's not in itself one of our +numerous unpleasant duties. It's a means to an end, that's all. In +this case, it just defeats your end. It's the wrong means altogether. +Therefore--pardon me for saying it to you, Mehitable--it's wrong. It's +hard enough to manage Barbara, I know, but to punish her, or talk to +her of punishing, makes it harder still, eh, what?" + +"Don't let your conscience trouble you, Mehitable," said Doctor John. +"I'm thinking the little maid will manage to get for herself, full +measure and running over, all the punishment that's coming to her. +She's not the kind that punishment overlooks." + +Was there a suspicion of criticism in all this? Could it be that John +Pigeon and Jim Pigeon, her lifelong cavaliers, in whose sight all she +did was wont to seem perfection, whose unswerving homage had been her +stay through many an hour of faintness and misgiving, were now, at +last, beginning to admit doubts? Two large tears gathered slowly in +the corners of Mistress Mehitable's blue eyes, the resolution fled from +her mouth, and her fine lips quivered girlishly. She twisted her +shapely little hands in her apron, then regained her self-control with +an effort. + +"Dear friends," said she, "I fear I have made a sad failure of the duty +which I so confidently undertook. I thought I could surely do so much +for her,--could so thoroughly understand Winthrop's child. But that +foreign woman--that strange blood! There is the trouble. That is what +baffles all my efforts. Oh, perhaps it is partly my fault, too. +Perhaps the child was right in the very singular letter she left for +me, saying--just as if she were a grown woman and had the same rights +as I had--that the trouble was that we could not understand each other! +Oh, I fear I am not the right woman to have the care of Barbara!" + +"You are the rightest woman in the world, Mehitable!" thundered Doctor +Jim, in explosive protest against this self-accusation. "The rightest +woman in the world to have the care of any man, woman, or child that +ever lived." + +"Jim Pigeon's right, Mehitable, as he usually is, outside of medicine +and politics," declared Doctor John. "The little maid will be ready +enough some day, I'll warrant, to acknowledge how lucky she was in +having her Aunt Hitty to care for her. But here in Second Westings we +are not just at the centre of things exactly, and it may be we get into +ruts, thinking our ways are the only ways. Shall we try new ways with +this very difficult little maid, Hitty?" + +Mistress Mehitable brushed off the tears which had overflowed, and held +out a hand to each of the big brothers. + +"You are the best friends a woman ever had," she averred with +conviction; "and if you both disagree with me, I must be wrong. It +shall be your way to the best of my power. After you've had the horses +put up, come back here and I'll have a hot bite ready for you. +But--oh, I do wish Winthrop had married among his own people!" + +"It is late, dear lady, and you are tired after your anxieties," said +Doctor Jim. "But, nevertheless, since you are so gracious, we will +soon return,--eh, what, John?--for a bowl of that hot sangaree which +Mehitable's fair hands know how to brew so delicately." + +"Don't misunderstand Jim, Mehitable," said Doctor John, as the two +withdrew. "The comfort of your punch is nothing to us as the comfort +of your presence. Had you ever consented to make one man happy, how +miserable would you have made others, Mehitable!" + +There was deep meaning and an old reproach under Doctor John's tender +raillery; and Mistress Ladd's cheeks flushed as she stood a few moments +motionless, alone in her low-ceiled, wide parlour. She was convicted +of failure at every point. Well she knew how happy she might have made +either one of the big-limbed, big-hearted brothers, had she not shrunk +from making the other miserable. And she had never been able to decide +which was the dearer to her heart; for, though she was apt to turn +first to Jim in any need, or any joy, the thought of pain for John was +ever hard for her to endure. Her heart was very full as she set about +preparing the brew which they both loved: and before they came she +stole noiselessly up-stairs to the room over the porch, and softly +kissed the dark, unrepentant waves of the sleeping Barbara's hair. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +It was late morning when Barbara awoke--so late that she saw, by the +position of the square of sunshine on the wall beyond her bed, that the +hour for breakfast was over. Her first vague waking sense was one of +joy to come, which she presently caught and fixed as the knowledge that +her Uncle Bob would soon be with her. Then a great flood of depression +rolled over her, blotting out the joy, as she remembered that she had +Aunt Hitty yet to reckon with. To make matters worse, she had slept +past breakfast time,--which was almost an immorality in that punctual +household. A lump came up in her throat, and tears ached behind her +eyes, for she had meant to try so hard to make up,--and now she had +gone and sinned again. She shut her eyes tight, and made a determined +effort to regain hold of the sleepiness which still drenched and +clouded her brain. This effort was too much, and on the instant the +last vestige of her drowsiness cleared away, and her brain grew keen as +flame. She sat up, determined to face the conflict and get it over. + +As she sat up, her eyes fell upon the little table by her bedside, +whereon she was wont to keep her candle, her filagreed bottle of +lavender water, her much marked copy of Sir Philip Sidney's sonnets, +and her Bible, which was thumbed chiefly at Isaiah, Ecclesiastes, and +the Song of Solomon. Her eyes opened very wide as she saw there +now,--event unprecedented and unbelievable,--a little tray with white +linen napkin. On the tray were a glass and a jug of milk, a plate of +the seed-cakes which she particularly loved, a big slice of barley +bread, and a bowl of yellow raspberries. She stared for half a minute, +and rubbed her eyes, and thought. Abby, certainly, could not have done +it. She would neither have dared nor cared to. Then--it was Aunt +Hitty,--and after the way she had treated her,--and after that cold, +hateful letter! She reached out a doubtful hand and touched the bread +and berries. She started to eat a seed-cake, but it stuck in her +throat, quite unable to get past a certain strange, aching obstruction, +which had gathered there all at once. Tears suddenly streamed down her +face; and springing impulsively out of bed, she ran, barefooted and in +her white nightgown, straight to the little bow-windowed sewing-room, +where she knew that at this hour her aunt would be busy with the needle. + +Mistress Mehitable had just time to thrust aside her needle and the +fine fabric she was fashioning before Barbara flung herself into her +arms, sobbing passionately. The good lady's heart warmed in response +to this outburst, and she held Barbara close to her breast, whispering, +"There, there, dearie, we just won't talk about it at all! We'll just +try hard to understand each other better in the future!" + +At the same moment, while her eyes were filling with tears, she could +not help a whimsical thought of what Doctor John would say. "He would +say,"--she said to herself at the back of her brain,--"'Seed-cakes may +save a soul quicker than switchings, Mehitable!'" Mistress Mehitable's +earnest mind had no apprehension of humour save as it reached her by +reflection from Doctor John or Doctor Jim. + +Presently Barbara found her voice. + +"Forgive me, Aunt Hitty, forgive me!" she sobbed. + +Mistress Mehitable held her a little closer by way of reply. + +"I'm not worth your while, Aunt Hitty--I'm not one bit worth all the +trouble you take for me--I'm nothing but a wretched little reptile, +Aunt Hitty,--and I just wonder you don't hate and despise me!" + +"There, there, dear," murmured Mistress Mehitable, patting her hair. +She was sure of her feelings, but could not be quite sure that words +would rightly express them at this crisis. If she talked, she knew she +might say the wrong thing. She'd leave it all to Barbara, and be safe +at least for the moment. + +"I knew how bad I was," continued Barbara, justifying the statement by +remembrance of some brief and scattered moments of self-questioning. +"I knew how bad I was, but I couldn't say so, and I never, never knew +how lovely you could be, Aunt Hitty! I was so dreading to see you this +morning,--and then, oh, you just brought me the seed-cakes, and the +yellow raspberries, and never said one word!" + +As she dwelt on this magnanimity, Barbara's sobs broke forth afresh. + +"There, there, dear," murmured Mistress Mehitable again, and kissed her +tenderly, still refusing to be drawn from her intrenchments, but deeply +rejoicing in the triumph of her new strategy. + +"To think--why, I never really knew you till now, Aunt Hitty!" and +Barbara hugged her with swift vehemence. "When I saw the things by my +bed, and thought of you stealing in and putting them there, and +stealing out without waking me,--oh, Aunt Hitty, I thought such a lot +all in one instant, and I knew you couldn't have done that, after me +being so bad, unless you loved me,--could you?" + +"Indeed I couldn't!" answered Mistress Ladd, with conviction. + +"And you will really and truly forgive me?" persisted Barbara. + +This was a direct challenge, and Mistress Mehitable was too honest not +to come forth and meet it. She gently pushed Barbara off, and held her +so she could look straight into her fearless young eyes. + +"I really and truly forgive you--and love you, Barbara!" she said. +"And"--she continued, with a slight hesitancy, in an instant's resolve +achieving a resolution,--"I ask you to forgive me for my +misunderstandings of you, and all my many mistakes." + +"Why, Aunt Hitty!" exclaimed Barbara, too tender in her mood to agree +with these self-accusations, but too honest to contradict. + +"I have failed to realise how, being so different from other girls, you +required different treatment from other girls," went on Mistress +Mehitable, firmly abasing herself. "I thought there was only one right +mould, and I must try to force you into it, however much the effort +should hurt us both, dear. I have been blind, very blind, and wrong. +In this remote little world of ours, Barbara, we get into ruts, and +come to think that the only way is our way." + +Barbara's eyes were glowing with enthusiasm. She had discovered Aunt +Kitty's heart,--and now she was discovering a breadth and insight which +she could never have believed possible in that competent but seemingly +restricted brain. If Aunt Hitty could thus lift herself to look beyond +the atmosphere of Second Westings, and to understand people different +from those she had always been used to, she must be a very great woman. +Barbara's eyes flamed with the ardour of her appreciation. She did not +know what to say, but her expression was eloquent. + +"That's a quotation from Doctor John," said the conscientious Mistress +Mehitable, suddenly afraid from Barbara's glowing look that she was +getting more credit than her due. "But I have become convinced of its +truth." + +"How wise and good you are, Aunt Hitty! I'll never, never +misunderstand you again!" cried Barbara, rashly, breaking down Mistress +Mehitable's guard, and once more hugging her with vehemence. + +Mistress Mehitable smiled, gratified but doubtful. She was surprised +at her own unexpected appreciation of Barbara's demonstrativeness and +warmth, so unlike anything that had ever before invaded the cool sphere +of her experience. She felt it her duty, however, to qualify Barbara's +extravagant expectations, not realising that what the impetuous girl +intended to express was rather a hope than a conviction. + +"We hardly dare expect quite that, dear," she said, gently. "But at +least we can agree to trust each other's good intentions. We can +promise that, can't we?" + +"Of course, I'll always trust you now, Aunt Hitty, since I've seen your +lovely heart!" exclaimed Barbara, with flattering fervour. + +"I have failed to realise," continued Mistress Mehitable, "that you are +no longer a little girl, but very nearly a grown woman. Many girls are +grown women at your age, Barbara, so that I have decided on something +that will surprise you. From this time forward, I shift my +responsibility for you largely to your own shoulders, and shall hope to +be more your friend than your guardian. I hand you over to yourself, +Barbara. You must learn to discipline yourself!" + +Barbara slipped down to the floor, and leaned against her aunt's knee, +her dark, small face grown very thoughtful. + +"All I dare say, Aunt Hitty," she said, slowly, weighing her words with +unwonted care, "is that I'll try with all my might. But I warn you +that you are leaving me in very bad hands. I want to be good, but +sometimes I can't help being bad!" + +"Well," said Mistress Mehitable, with a curious reflex of Doctor John's +humour, "you'll have to punish yourself after this. I warn you that +you must not look to me for punishment after this!" + +Barbara's eyes got very wide, and danced; and she gave a little shriek +of delight, such as that with which she was wont to greet Doctor John's +whimsical sallies. + +"Why, Aunt Hitty," she cried, clapping her hands, "you said that just +like Doctor John!" + +Mistress Mehitable flushed faintly, and laughed like a girl. She +stooped over and kissed Barbara fairly on the mouth. Then she arose +rather hurriedly. + +"I have often wished I could make myself in many ways more like those +two great-hearted gentlemen!" she said. + +Barbara remained sitting upon the floor. Her eyes narrowed +thoughtfully as she stared out of the window. + +"They are perfectly dear," she agreed, without reservation, "Isn't it +splendid that they love us so, Aunt Hitty?" + +"I'm going to the still-room now," said Mistress Mehitable, moving +toward the door. "I put in the bergamot just before breakfast." + +"I'll come and help you in a little while,--dear!" said Barbara, +suddenly realising the changed relations, and suddenly making practical +application of it. That caressing, equal, half-protecting "dear" +sounded strange to Mistress Mehitable. It gave her something of a +shock, yet she was not sure she didn't like it. It made her feel less +alone than of old. She appeared not to notice it, however, merely +saying before she vanished: + +"If I'm not in the still-room, I'll be down the back garden, gathering +herbs. The lemon-thyme's in flower, if you're going to distill any +more of your 'Maryland Memories.' Uncle Robert might like a flask of +it." + +"Lovely," said Barbara, dreamily. "We will make him some. I'll hurry." + +But for a few minutes she did not hurry at all. Her rich, rebellious +hair all down about her vivid face, her thin little shapely feet +peeping out from under the frills of her white nightgown, she sat in +the square of sunshine and pondered. Since she fled away yesterday +morning, what a change had come about! She felt as if that wild and +foolish adventure was years behind her. A certain vague sense of +responsibility oppressed her, a responsibility to herself hitherto +unacknowledged. She made the momentous resolve that she would learn to +know herself a little, as a step to enabling other people, Robert Gault +and Aunt Hitty in particular, to understand her. She got up and +scrutinised herself keenly in the glass. + +"You didn't know you were getting so grown up, did you, you ugly, +skinny, little black thing!" she muttered. + +Then she flitted back to her own room, poured out a dish of milk for +the hungry kittens, and snatched at her breakfast by mouthfuls, while +she made her toilet and dressed. Last of all, before going to join +Mistress Mehitable, she sat down on the edge of her bed, and took the +kittens into her lap. One by one she held up their round, pinky-nosed +faces, and gazed seriously into their enigmatic young eyes. + +"I want you to remember, now, my babies," said she, insisting upon +their unwilling attention, "that your missis is now most grow'd +up--she's grow'd up in one night, like old Mr. Jonah's gourd. I want +you to remember that we mustn't be silly and childish any more, except +just in private, and where we can't help it. And I want you to +remember that you mustn't try to coax your missis into mischief any +more like you did yesterday, going and helping her run off with the +canoe, and such foolishnesses. And I want you to remember that after +this, if we can think of it, it isn't going to be 'Aunt Hitty' this, +and 'Aunt Hitty' that, all the time,--but 'dear,' and 'honey' (as we +used to say in Maryland), and 'blue-eyed lady,' and 'small person,' +because we're just as tall as she is,--and we're too big to be punished +any more, if we are bad,--and Uncle Bob's coming next week,--and Robert +Gault may come any day, if he's impatient!" + +With a face of unwonted sobriety, but dancing lights in her eyes, she +went to the door. With her hand on the latch she changed her mind. +Rushing to her glass, with a few deft touches she changed the +arrangement of her hair, heaping it over her ears, and leaving just one +crinkly curl to hang down over her left shoulder. + +The change added years to her appearance. Then, snatching up a pair of +scissors, she swiftly ripped out a deep tuck in her frock, letting the +skirt down a good three inches. With vigorous brushings and assiduous +pattings she smoothed out the crease so that it was not obtrusive; and +severely checking her wonted rush and skip, she went to join Aunt Hitty +in the fragrant mysteries of the still-room. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +To both Mistress Mehitable and Barbara the new order of things proved +itself, all through that first day, supremely satisfactory; and each +vowed most solemnly in her heart that she, at least, would not be the +one to blame if it did not last. During the afternoon, when Doctor +John and Doctor Jim were drinking a pot of tea with them, and wondering +delightedly at the unexpected atmosphere of peace, Barbara asked, +suddenly: + +"How did you ever manage, Aunt Hitty, to get Doctor John and Doctor Jim +off after me so quickly. I thought I had _such_ a good start! And how +_did_ you know which way I was going?" + +Both men looked meaningly at Mistress Mehitable, but failed to catch +her eye. Doctor Jim began to shake his head violently, but stopped in +confusion under Barbara's look of questioning astonishment. But +Mistress Mehitable, serenely unconscious, answered at once: + +"Old Debby Blue," said she, "with whom you breakfasted, rode over as +fast as she could to Doctor Jim with the news. The poor old woman was +nearly dead from her exertions, I think you told me, Jim. She has a +good heart, and truly loves you, Barbara. I am sorry if I have seemed +harsh to her at times." + +Barbara's eyes grew wide, her face darkened ominously, and her full, +bowed lips drew together to a straight line of scarlet. Doctor John +sat up straight, with twinkling eyes, expecting the outbreak of a +characteristic Barbara storm, such as he always enjoyed in his big, dry +way. But Doctor Jim made haste to interpose. + +"You mustn't be too hard on Debby, Barbara, because she told what she +had promised not to tell. What else _could_ she do? You know well +enough she couldn't stop you herself, you headstrong baggage. I won't +have you unfair to Debby. She loves you, and nearly killed herself to +save you!" + +Barbara's look of anger changed to a sort of obstinate sullenness for +an instant. Then with an effort she forced herself to smile, while +tears sprang into her eyes. + +"Of course, Debby was right," she acknowledged. "But I wish she'd done +it some other way. She shouldn't have let me trust her. She _fooled_ +me when I trusted her. Oh, I'll _forgive_ her, of course," she +continued, bitterly, "but never, never, will I _trust_ her again!" +Then she sprang up impetuously, and ran and flung both arms around +Mistress Mehitable. "_Of course_ I'd forgive her, anyway, because if +she hadn't fooled me I might have never found out how lovely you +were,--honey!" + +Both Doctor John and Doctor Jim were breathless with amazement for a +moment. What was this miracle? Whence came this understanding and +this sympathy, all in a night? They saw a new glad warmth in Mistress +Mehitable's eyes. They exchanged significant glances. + +"All I can say, Barbara," growled Doctor Jim, at length, "is that +you've been a long while finding out what ought to have been as plain +as the nose on your face,--eh, what?" + +"For a young lady who was able to discern at first glance the +fascinations of Jim Pigeon," chimed in Doctor John, "I think you have +been rather undiscriminating, Barbara!" + +"She could see two battered old tallow dips, when she couldn't see the +moon!" added Doctor Jim, solemnly. + +There was always a relish of peril in rallying Barbara, whose audacity +in retort was one of the scandals of Second Westings. She flashed her +white teeth upon them in a naughty smile, and her eyes danced as she +kissed Mistress Mehitable on both cheeks. + +"Of _course_," she cried. "Nobody knows better than you two great big +dears what a perfect little fool I've been, not to be in love with Aunt +Hitty all this time." + +"Barbara!" protested Mistress Mehitable, in a tone of rebuke,--and then +again, bethinking herself, "Barbara, child!" in a tone of appeal. + +"But now, you can tell a hawk from a handsaw, eh, baggage?" chuckled +Doctor John; while Doctor Jim exploded noisily, and then, checking +himself, cast upon Mistress Mehitable a glance of apprehension. + +But Barbara had heeded neither the rebuke nor the appeal. + +"I know, I know," she went on, clapping her hands with delight. "You +didn't _want_ me to find her out,--you didn't want me to know how +lovely she is! Conspirators! I won't love you any more, either of +you. And I'm going to keep Aunt Hitty all to myself here; and not let +you even _see_ her; and make you both so jealous you'll wish you had +let me run away in the canoe and get drowned in the rapids." + +"Barbara, Barbara," murmured Mehitable. + +Doctor Jim wagged his great head, and growled inarticulately. + +"It's we who are the victims of conspiracy, John," said he. "If +Mehitable and Barbara have discovered each other, what becomes of us, +I'd like to know! But it sha'n't last. We'll sow seeds of dissension +presently,--eh, what?" + +"Just let us wait till Bobby Gault comes!" suggested Doctor John, with +gentle malice. + +Barbara's face grew grave on the instant. + +"Of course, Aunt Hitty, they have told you all about Robert," she said, +earnestly, "but all they know about his reasons is what he told them +himself, you know. And he was determined to shield me, of course. But +it was _all_ my fault. How could he know how bad and foolish I was? I +just mixed him all up; and it makes me ashamed to think how horrid I +was; and I will never forgive myself. But you mustn't let them +prejudice you against Robert, honey,--but just wait and see what you +think of him yourself, won't you, please?" + +Mistress Mehitable smiled, and exchanged looks with Doctor John and +Doctor Jim. + +"Really, dear," said she, "they have not given me any very bad +impressions of Robert. I think both Doctor John and Doctor Jim knew +where to put the blame. And _I_ know, too!" + +Barbara looked at her doubtfully. Such complete acceptance of her +position almost seemed unkind and critical. But her aunt's smile +reassured her. This was not criticism, but something as near raillery +as Mistress Mehitable would permit herself. + +"I believe they have been abusing me behind my back,--and they +pretending to love me!" cried Barbara, tossing her head in saucy +challenge. + +"Never, child; we hug our delusions, Jim Pigeon and I," said Doctor +John. + +"No, hug me," laughed Barbara, darting around the tea-table and seating +herself on his lap. + +"You are our worst delusion, baggage!" said Doctor Jim, shaking a large +finger at her. "And now I see you're setting out to delude your poor +aunt, after making life a burden to her for two years. And poor Bobby +Gault,--he'll find you a delusion and a snare!" + +"I think you are unkind, even if you are just in fun," protested +Barbara, half offended, half amused. But at this moment both men rose +to go. Doctor John, as he raised his towering bulk from the chair, +lifted Barbara with him as if she had been a baby, held her in his arms +for a moment while he peered lovingly and quizzically into her swiftly +clearing face, gave her a resounding kiss, and set her on her feet. + +"Bless the child!" said Doctor Jim, noticing now for the first time the +change in appearance. "What's become of our little Barbara? How she's +grown up over night!" + +"And how her petticoats have grown down!" added Doctor John, backing +off to survey her critically. "Tut, tut, the wanton hussy! How did +she dare to kiss me! Goodness gracious! To think I had a young woman +like that sitting on my lap!" + +"You had better be careful what you say, Doctor John," retorted +Barbara, firmly, "or I _will_ be grown up, and never kiss you or let +you hold me on your lap any more!" + +"I humbly crave your pardon, gracious fair. I am your most devoted, +humble servant!" said Doctor John, setting his heels together at a +precise right angle, and bowing profoundly over her hand till his +brocaded coat-tails stuck out stiffly behind him. + +Barbara rather liked this hand-kissing, after Robert's initiation, and +took it with composure as her due. Why should she not have her hand +kissed, as well as Aunt Hitty? But Doctor Jim made his farewell in +different fashion. + +"I won't have her grow up this way!" he growled, snatching her up and +holding her as if he feared she would be taken away from him. "She's +just our little Barby, our little, thorny brier-rose! Eh--what?" + +"Our _barby_ brier-rose, you mean!" interjected Doctor John, with a +chuckle. + +But every one ignored this poor witticism, and Doctor Jim continued, +while Barbara softly kicked her toes against his waistcoat. "It would +break my heart to have her grown up, and young missish, and prim. What +have you done to her, Mehitable?" + +Mistress Mehitable gave a clear little ripple of laughter, flute-like +and fresh. She was feeling younger and gayer than she had felt for +years. + +"I have just tried to carry out your own suggestion, Jim!" said she, +cheerfully. "I must say, I think it was a very wise suggestion. I +have handed Barbara over to her own care, that's all. I am sorry you +don't like the results!" + +"Don't worry, Doctor Jim!" cried Barbara, purchasing her release by +kissing him hard on both cheeks. "Don't worry about me being changed. +I was _born_ bad, you know. And I'm afraid I'll be just as bad as ever +by to-morrow--except to Aunt Hitty! If I'm bad to you any more, +dear,"--and she turned impetuously to Mistress Mehitable, +"I'll--I'll--" and feeling a sudden imperious threat of tears, she fled +away to her own room. It had been a wonderful, wonderful day for her, +and she felt that she must have a little cry at once. On her white bed +she wept deliciously. Then she thought, and thought, and thought, and +made resolves, in sympathetic communion with her pillow. + +In the parlour below, Doctor Jim had said, before leaving: + +"I think you are going to get a lot of comfort out of her now, +Mehitable, eh, what?" + +And Doctor John, troubled by a maudlin kind of moisture about his eyes, +had said nothing. + +And Mistress Mehitable had said, fervently: + +"I hope she is going to get a lot of comfort out of me, Jim. I see +that I have been greatly in the wrong!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +All the next morning Mistress Mehitable and Barbara were busy +overhauling Barbara's frocks. Such as would admit of it were let down +some three or four inches. Of the others, two of rich material were +laid away in Mistress Mehitable's huge carved oak chest lined with +cedar, a repository of varied treasures of the loom. The rest, three +in number and plain of weave, were set aside to be given to Mercy +Chapman. There was much important planning, much interesting +consultation; and in this feminine intimacy they grew ever closer to +each other, throwing off the watchful self-consciousness, the sense of +admiring and reciprocal discovery, which made them more happy than at +ease in each other's company. + +Early in the afternoon Barbara decided she would go out to her +favourite apple-tree in the back garden and read. She openly took down +the second volume of "Clarissa Harlowe,"--having already got through +the first volume in surreptitious moments. Mistress Mehitable +discreetly, but with difficulty and some soul-questioning, refrained +from admonition. Barbara felt in her heart a faint quaver of +trepidation, as she thus frankly assumed her independence; but she had +the full courage of her convictions, and outwardly she was calm. + +"Mr. Richardson does not seem to me a very strong writer," she remarked +at the door,--"especially after one has read those wonderful plays of +Mr. Shakespeare and Mr. Ben Jonson, as I did at home in Maryland! But +every one should know 'Clarissa,' shouldn't they, dear?" + +Mistress Mehitable gasped. She, too, had read those wonderful plays of +Mr. Shakespeare and Mr. Ben Jonson. But she was thoroughbred, and gave +no sign of her dismay. + +"I never liked the lady, myself, dear," she answered, casually. "She +always seemed to me rather silly." + +This was Barbara's own judgment, and confirmed her new appreciation of +her aunt's intelligence. At the same time, this apparently easy +acceptance, on Mistress Mehitable's part, of Barbara's emancipation, +seemed almost too good to be true. Her heart swelled passionately +toward this blue-eyed, calm, patrician little woman, whom she had so +long misunderstood. She came back, put a caressing arm around Mistress +Mehitable's waist, kissed her fervently, and looked deep into her eyes. +Mistress Mehitable actually trembled in the recesses of her soul lest +that searching gaze should discover what she had nearly said about +young girls and novel-reading! But she kept the blue deeps of her eyes +clear and tranquil, and her lips smiled frank response. + +"Oh, you are so good and wonderful and wise, honey," Barbara said, at +length. "What a foolish, foolish child I've been,--and you, my dear, +dear father's sister! Why, just to look at you ought to have brought +me to my senses. So _many_ ways you look like him!" + +Then a thing very remarkable indeed took place. Mistress Mehitable's +fine poise wavered and vanished. She almost clutched Barbara to her +breast, then buried her head on the firm young shoulders and cried a +little quite unrestrainedly, feeling a great ache in her heart for her +dead brother Winthrop, and a great love in her heart for her dead +brother's child. Barbara was surprised, but greatly touched by this +outburst. She held her close, and patted her hair, and called her soft +names suddenly remembered from the soft-voiced endearments of +plantation days; till presently Mistress Mehitable recovered, and +laughed gently through her tears. + +"Don't think me silly, dear," she pleaded, "but I've just realised for +the first time that you have your dear father's wonderful eyes. Your +colouring, and your hair, and your mouth, are all very different from +his. But your eyes,--they are his _exactly_. Such wonderful, deep, +clear, _true_ eyes, Barbara, sometimes sea-gray, sometimes sea-green. +Where have my eyes been all this time?" + +Barbara sighed happily. "Isn't it lovely we have found each other at +last, Aunt Hitty? I don't think it will be so hard now for me to be +good!" + +Then she picked up "Clarissa" again, and ran gaily out to the garden. + +Barbara's apple-tree had three great limbs branching out at about five +feet from the ground, forming a most luxurious crotch in which to sit +and read. Smaller apple-trees, interspersed with tangled shrubbery and +some trellised vines, almost surrounded it, so that on three sides it +afforded perfect seclusion. Sweet airs breathed through it, from the +neighbouring thyme and mint beds; and sunshine sifted down through its +leaves in an intricate and exquisite pattern; and a pair of catbirds, +nesting in the shrubs close by, made it their haunt without regard to +Barbara's presence. As she looked at this dear nook, with all its +memories of intimate hours and dreams, Barbara thought to herself how +glad she was that she had not succeeded in running away from Second +Westings. She clambered cleverly into the tree, settled herself with a +long breath of satisfaction, swung her little scarlet-shod feet idly +too and fro, and made a long, absorbing survey of her green realm. +Then, locking her ankles lithely as only a slim girl can, she opened +her book, and was soon engrossed in the fortunes of Lovelace and +Clarissa. + +About the time that Barbara was settling herself in the apple-tree, +Robert Gault was triumphantly pushing Barbara's canoe to land through +the gold-green sedges on the Second Westings shore of the little lake. +With pole and paddle he had made the ascent of the stream from Gault +House, having been seized that morning with a violent conviction that +it was his duty to return the canoe without delay. He had poled +through the rapids, and paddled eagerly through the silent solemnities +of the woods, too intent upon his purpose to be alive to their mystic +influences. The furtive eyes that watched him from pine-tree boll and +ironwood bush, from skyey branch or moss-veiled root, touched not his +consciousness. To his self-centred mood the peopled stillness was +empty as a desert. His eyes, at other times alert and not uninitiated, +were turned inward upon his own dreams. He emerged from the great +shadows, paddled through the meadowy windings with their iris-beds and +lilies, and passed at length old Debby's clamorous dooryard, giving +hardly a glance to the green slope with its ducks and fowls, the little +red-doored cabin against its trees, or old Debby herself, with the +cock-eared yellow pup beside her, sitting on the stoop. He was in a +hurry, and had caught glimpses of the open waters of the lake beyond; +and he knew from Barbara's description that Mistress Mehitable's +landing-place was straight across the lake. + +But old Debby, sitting knitting in the sun with the cock-eared yellow +pup beside her, saw him, and chuckled at his haste. She had been over +to Second Westings the day before, and had got the whole story from +Doctor Jim. She had made up her mind to keep well out of the way, till +Barbara's indignation should have time to cool; but she was mightily +interested in the youth who had been so readily persuaded to the +backing of Barbara's mad venture. A moment later she made up her mind +that she must have a good look at him, a word with him if possible. +She got up and hobbled actively down to the shore; but Robert's haste +had carried him already beyond earshot. + +Following the path up from the lake-shore, Robert crossed the +cow-pasture and climbed the bars back of the barn. Here he was met and +challenged by Keep, the mastiff, who, with the discernment of a +well-bred dog, appreciated Robert's good clothes, nosed his hand +cordially, and let him pass without protest. Keep knew a gentleman at +a glance, and was convinced that good manners meant good morals. He +had no fear of Robert setting fire to the barn. + +Seeking a way to the front of the house, Robert passed through the +wicket leading into the back garden. Suddenly, between the tall clumps +of hollyhocks, he stopped short, and his heart gave a queer little +sliding leap. His breath came quick and light, in a way that greatly +perplexed him. What he saw to so disturb him was a pair of little +scarlet shoes, two small ankles, and a few inches of slim, shapely silk +stockings, lithely intertwined, and vividly in evidence beneath a +screen of apple-leaves. + +Robert did not need any one to tell him that the rest of the +bewildering picture, hidden behind the screen of apple-leaves, was the +small, inspiring lady, Mistress Barbara Ladd. He hesitated, and was +almost on the point of slipping away,--he knew not why, for the life of +him. Then, recovering a part of his composure, he stepped forward in +trepidation, hat in hand, forgot the graceful speeches on which he was +wont to pride himself, and stammered--"Mistress Barbara!--I beg your +pardon!" + +The slim ankles unlocked, "Clarissa" fell upon the grass, and lightly +as a bird Barbara sprang down from her perch, unconscious, +unembarrassed, gracious in her greetings. She smiled him radiant +welcome, frankly pleased, and held out her hand to be kissed. + +"Why, how did you come?" she cried, gaily, "stealing in this way +through the back premises?" + +"By water, dear lady," he answered, still stammering. "I brought back +the canoe, you know!" + +"By my dear river, and through the great, still woods!" she exclaimed, +looking him over with clear eyes of approval. "How lovely! I wish I'd +been with you!" + +"I wish you had!" said Robert, with devout conviction. + +"But how tired you must be, all that journey against the current. +Really, Robert, it was _very_ nice of you to come so soon!" + +Now Robert was in a sad state of bewilderment, dazzled by eyes and lips +and scarlet shoes. And he was further shaken from his customary poise +by his perception of Barbara's change in the arrangement of her hair, +and by what seemed a sudden increase in her stature through the +lengthening of her frocks. Otherwise he would not have been so stupid +as to imagine that the promptitude of his coming called for any apology +in Barbara's eyes, whatever might be the opinion of Doctor John, or +Doctor Jim, or Mistress Mehitable Ladd! + +"I thought I ought to come at once, you know," he explained, "to bring +back the canoe! Otherwise I should have waited, as I ought, for Mr. +Glenowen's coming, and an invitation from him." + +"Oh!" said Barbara, her face changing slightly, her voice growing a +little cooler. "That was very thoughtful of you. I couldn't sleep for +thinking of the canoe!" + +Robert looked at her doubtfully, wondering if that were sarcasm in her +voice. + +"It's a dear canoe. I love it!" said he. + +"I wonder you did not want to keep it a little longer, then,--at least, +till Uncle Bob could come and send you a proper, formal invitation to +bring it back!" said Barbara. + +"But I wanted to bring it back now,--I thought it was such a good +excuse for coming at once, though I knew I _ought_ to have waited for +the invitation, of course," persisted Robert, vaguely worried. + +"Oh!" exclaimed Barbara, again, allowing herself to be mollified in +part, but still feeling a shade of disappointment. She was too +inexperienced to appreciate the tribute of Robert's confusion and +unexpected awkwardness. She liked him so much better in his grand, +elaborate, self-possessed manner, paying stately compliments, making +her feel important and grown-up by formal homage. However, he +certainly was very nice, and he certainly looked very distinguished; +and she realised that, for all his apparent solicitude about returning +the canoe, the canoe was not his reason for coming so soon. She would +forgive him,--but she would punish him! In fact, she was making +progress in the arts of the imperishable feminine. + +"Well, we shall _all_ be glad to see you, Robert," she said. "And now +you must go straight to Doctor Jim, who did invite you, as you seem to +have forgotten! You go through that white gate, over there, and turn +to the left, and then the first turn to the right puts you right on the +main street. You're almost at Doctor Jim's then,--any one will point +it out to you." + +"But,--I didn't come to see Doctor Jim," protested Robert, much taken +aback. "I came to bring back the canoe, you know!" + +"Of course, I understand!" said Barbara, sweetly. "Tell Doctor Jim and +Doctor John that I want them to bring you back here presently, in an +hour or two, to present you to Aunt Hitty, and have tea with us!" + +"But can't I stay a _little_ while _now_,--while no one knows I am here +at all?" pleaded Robert. + +Ordinarily, this was just what would have seemed reasonable and +delightful to Barbara. But just now it pleased her to discipline the +boy. + +"Decidedly _not_, Robert!" said she. "You know how careful you are +about etiquette,--so troubled over the idea of coming here at all on +the mere invitation of mere me! You shall not talk to me any more till +you have been properly presented to Aunt Hitty! Besides, I am just at +a _most_ interesting place in this lovely book,"--and she snatched +'Clarissa' up from the grass, where it had lain forgotten since +Robert's appearance,--"and I can't really take my mind off it till I +find out what is going to happen. I will see you in the house, with +Aunt Hitty, in--let me see--about an hour and a half! Now go right +away!" + +Robert looked very miserable, but bowed submission, and backed off. + +"How will Mistress Ladd receive me?" he asked, doubtfully. + +"Oh," replied Barbara, one small brown hand on the apple-tree as she +waited for Robert to depart ere she climbed back to her nook, "Aunt +Hitty is just perfect. She will be very nice to you, and will quite +approve of you, I know. Since everything has turned out for the best, +she has already forgiven you for leading her young niece into mischief +the way you did!" + +Robert stared at her in speechless amazement. But Barbara would not +let him ask any more questions. With a mocking little grimace at his +confusion, she pointed to the white gate. + +"Go away immediately!" she commanded. "And be sure you come back in an +hour and a half!" + +Robert turned and strode off with an aggrieved air, between the +hollyhock rows. When he was half way to the gate, Barbara, who had +stood looking after him with a smile on her lips, called imperiously: + +"Robert!" + +He turned quickly, and snatched off his hat. + +"What is it, my lady?" + +"You forgot to help me into my tree!" said Barbara. + +He was beside her in an instant, his face brightening. He knelt on one +knee, and held out his two hands firmly locked, to form a sort of +stirrup. Setting one light foot into this support, Barbara sprang up +and in a flash was perched gracefully in her niche. It was done with +such swiftness that Robert had hardly time to realise her foot had +touched him. She laughed down upon him with gay commendation. + +"That was very handsomely done, indeed, Robert!" she declared. "Now +hurry right away to Doctor Jim, or you'll never manage to get back in +one hour and a half!" And she buried her eyes in the first page at +which "Clarissa" chanced to open. + +Robert hesitated, opened his lips as if to speak, and went without a +word. Barbara, watching him from the corner of her eye, was puzzled at +the look upon his face, but felt satisfied that it was not displeasure. +About half-way up the walk toward the gate, when he believed himself +unobserved, Robert gazed curiously at the palms wherein the little foot +had rested for that fraction of a heart-beat. Light as was the touch, +it had left a subtle tingling behind it. He pressed the place to his +lips. This action astonished Barbara, but greatly interested her, and +gave her, at the same time, an inexplicable thrill. Her heart +understood it, indeed, while it remained an enigma to her brain. And +purposeless, profitless, absurd though it seemed to her, that Robert +should kiss his own hand, she decided nevertheless that in some way the +action had expressed a more fervent homage to her than when the hand +that he kissed was hers. She forgot to go on reading the excellent Mr. +Richardson's romance. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +Mistress Mehitable liked Robert, whose bearing and breeding were in all +ways much to her taste. She had seen him when a babe in arms, just +before his father and mother had taken him away from Gault House to New +York. So gracious was she, that Robert was filled with wonder as he +thought of the piteous story which Barbara had told him in the canoe. +But this wonder was as nothing, compared to the amazement with which he +viewed the warm affection between Barbara and her aunt. What could it +all mean? It was plain that they two understood each other, trusted +each other, admired each other, loved each other. He had an uneasy +feeling that Barbara had made a fool of him. Then, as his dignity was +beginning to feel ruffled, and his grave young face to darken, he would +remember other details of that eventful afternoon which forbade him to +question the girl's sincerity. At this the cloud would lift. There +was a mystery behind it all, of course, which he would doubtless, in +his determined fashion, succeed in penetrating. Meanwhile, every one +seemed extremely happy,--Barbara gaily, whimsically gracious, Mistress +Mehitable composedly glad, Doctor Jim as boisterous in his joy as good +manners would permit, Doctor John quizzically approving, and filled +with mellow mirth. Robert was made to feel himself an honoured guest, +for his own sake as well as for the sake of his parents; and in this +cordial atmosphere he soon justified all good opinions. Barbara was +intensely gratified with him. She audaciously claimed credit for +having discovered him, and rescued him from the barbaric wilderness +that lay beyond Second Westings. She began to plan expeditions and +amusements to make his visit memorable; and when he announced his +intention of returning to Gault House on the morrow, there was a +unanimous protest. Mistress Mehitable said it was not to be heard of, +for one moment. Doctor Jim growled that his hospitality was not to be +flouted in any such fashion. Doctor John levelled bushy eyebrows at +him, and suggested that no true Gault would run away in the hour of +triumph. + +"You will do nothing of the kind, Robert," decreed Barbara, with +finality. "We want you here. I wonder you are not ashamed, after all +the trouble you made for us so lately, when you were old enough and big +enough to know better!" + +Robert's face flushed with pleasure at all this warmth; and he hugely +wanted to stay. But with astonishing discretion he refused to be +persuaded. Some intuition taught him the wisdom of timely reserve. +Without at all formulating any theory on the subject, which would have +been impossible to such inexperience as his, he felt instinctively that +at this moment, when she was most gracious to him, a judicious absence +would best fix him in Barbara's interest. He said there were matters +to be attended to for his grandmother which would not well bear delay. +At this unexpected firmness on the part of her cavalier, Barbara was so +annoyed that for nearly an hour she seemed to forget his existence; but +Robert hid his discomfort under an easy cheerfulness, and no one else +seemed to notice the passing shadow. Mistress Mehitable insisted that +the guests should stay to sup with her and Barbara; and the boy's +coming was made a little festival. Mistress Mehitable was one of those +notable housekeepers who seem to accomplish great things with little +effort by being craftily forehanded. Before anything was said of +supper she had vanished for a few minutes to the kitchen; and in those +few minutes she had planned with Abby for a repast worthy the event. +The larder of the Ladd homestead was kept victualled beyond peril of +any surprise; and Mistress Mehitable, for all her ethereal mould and +mien, believed in the efficacy of good eating and good drinking. Well +regulated lives, she held, should also be well nourished, and her +Puritan conscience was not illiberal in regard to the seemly pleasures +of the board. + +Both Doctor John and Doctor Jim, as befitted their stature, were +valiant trenchermen; and Robert was a boy; and the lavish delicacies of +Abby's serving met with that reception which was the best tribute to +their worth. Gaiety made herself handmaid to appetite; and the ale was +nutty-mellow from last October; and Mistress Mehitable's old Madeira +wine, of which herself partook but sparingly, was fiery-pungent on the +tongue. As she toasted him, and her blue eyes sparkled upon him over +the glass, Robert wondered anew how Barbara could have wanted to run +away from so admirable an aunt. As for Barbara, reduced for a little +to silence by supreme content, she sipped at her Angelica cordial, +surveyed Mistress Mehitable with grateful ardour, and took it all as +largess to herself. + +At last, with a happy sigh, she cried, "Oh, if only Uncle Bob could +have come in time for this!" And so electric with sympathy was the air +that on the word every eye turned and glanced at the door, as if +expecting that a wish so well-timed might bring fruition on the +instant. There was silence for some seconds. + +Then Mistress Mehitable said, "He will be here in a very few days, +dear! And then you, Robert, must come to us again without delay. I +agree with Barbara that nothing I can think of except Mr. Glenowen's +presence could add to our happiness to-night!" + +After supper there was music in the candle-lit drawing-room, Mistress +Mehitable having a rare gift for the harpsichord, and Doctor Jim a nice +art in the rendering of certain old English ballads of the robuster +sort. Where they might have seemed to the ladies' ears a trifle more +robust than nice, Doctor Jim had fined them down to a fitting delicacy. +But they suited his rolling bass, and he loved them because, being +Cavalier-born, they appealed to his king-loving sympathies. Doctor Jim +was an exemplary Congregationalist, but solely by force of environment, +Congregationalism being the creed of all the gentry of that region. +Episcopalianism he looked upon with a distrust mingled with affection; +but in all other respects he was a king's man, through and through, an +aristocrat, and a good-natured scorner of the masses. It was a +stupendous triumph for accident and atmosphere to have succeeded in +fitting Doctor Jim to his inherited environment of Second Westings. +His Congregationalism was a thing that might conceivably be changed to +meet changed conditions; while his Toryism was bred in the bone. With +Mistress Mehitable, on the other hand, her Congregationalism was +deep-rooted, a matter of conscience. It was by conscience, too, no +less than by blood, that she was an aristocrat. She was a royalist, a +Tory, no less unquestioning than Doctor Jim, but this by a chance +election of that strenuous conscience which, by a different chance +twist, would have made her an equally sincere Whig. + +When Doctor Jim had sung till Doctor John told him he was getting +hoarse and spoiling his voice, Barbara, in a burst of daring, started +up a wild plantation song, patting her accompaniment. To Mistress +Mehitable, as to Robert, this was an undreamed novelty, and their eyes +opened wide in wonder. At first they thought it barbarous, but in a +few minutes the piquing rhythms and irresponsible cadences caught them, +and they listened in rapture. Barbara's store of these songs was a +rich one, and she had perfected the rendering in many a secret +performance to the audience of Doctor John and Doctor Jim. When she +was quite sure of the effect she was producing, she sprang to her feet, +flung her hair loose by a quick movement of both hands, and began to +dance as she sang. And now, to the ever-growing amazement of Mistress +Mehitable, Doctor Jim took up the patting, while Doctor John, seating +himself at the harpsichord, began a strange staccato picking of the +keys. Then Barbara stopped singing, and gave herself up wholly to the +dance. She danced with arms and hands and head and feet, and every +slender curve of her young body. She moved like flames. Her eyes and +lips and teeth were a radiance through the live, streaming darknesses +of her hair. Light, swift, unerring, ecstatic, it was like the most +impassioned of bird-songs translated into terms of pure motion. Doctor +John played faster and faster his wild, monotonous melody. Doctor Jim +patted harder and harder. Barbara's dance grew madder and stranger, +till at last, with a little breathless cry that was half a sob, she +stopped, darted across the room, flung herself down, and buried her +dishevelled head in Mistress Mehitable's lap. + +On ordinary occasions Mistress Mehitable would have felt inclined to +hold that anything so extraordinary, so utterly outside the range of +all conceptions, and at the same time so very beautiful, must be wrong. +Now, however, she was under the spell of Barbara and under the spell of +the whole situation. "I cannot see any possible harm in it!" she said +to herself. And to Barbara she said, tenderly and deftly arranging the +disordered locks: + +"Most beautiful, and most singular, dear. I suppose that is your +_dance_ of 'Maryland Memories,' is it not? It seems to me not only +amazingly beautiful, but as if it might be the most wholesome and +desirable of exercises." + +Barbara gurgled a gasping laugh from the depths of Mistress Mehitable's +taffeta. It had never occurred to her that these mad negro dances, in +which she found expression for so much in herself which she did not +understand, could be regarded in the light of exercise. But she was +glad indeed if they could be so regarded by Aunt Hitty. + +"Oh, yes, honey," she agreed, in haste. "I'm _sure_ it's wholesome; +and I _know_ it's _desirable_,--isn't it?" + +This appeal was to every one, but it was Robert, at last awaking from +his rapture and finding breath, who answered: + +"There was never anything else so wonderful in all the world," he said, +solemnly. + +Doctor John and Doctor Jim, with one impulse, jumped up, each seized +one of Barbara's hands, and plucked her to her feet. They then stood +hand in hand in a row before Mistress Mehitable and Robert, bowing +their thanks for such appreciation of their poor efforts to please. + +"We are going to London to perform before the king!" declared Doctor +Jim. + +Mistress Mehitable gravely took a shilling from her purse, and bestowed +it upon Doctor John because he was the tallest. He pretended to spit +on it, for luck, but kissed it instead, and slipped it into the bosom +of his ruffled shirt. When the approving laughter had subsided, +Mistress Mehitable said, musingly: + +"I see now how you have been teaching Barbara her Latin. It was that +peculiar dialect of Latin that prevails in Maryland!" + +After this a sack posset was mixed by Mistress Mehitable, with the +eager assistance of every one but Robert, who was still too much +possessed by Barbara's dancing to do more than stand about and get in +the way, and smile a gravely fatuous smile whenever spoken to. + +When the posset began to go around, calling forth encomiums at every +sip, Doctor Jim demanded the cards. There was silence. To Robert, +just from the Tory circles of New York, it seemed the most natural +thing in the world. To Barbara it seemed natural, but foreign to +Mistress Mehitable and Second Westings. To Doctor John it seemed right +and desirable, but he chuckled and said nothing, being aware of +Mistress Mehitable's views. And this time Mistress Mehitable was firm. + +"No, Jim," said she, "we won't play. I know good people do +play,--people who know just as well as I do what is right and what is +wrong. But for some reason card-playing does not seem right to me. +You know Doctor Sawyer would strongly disapprove!" + +"Officially, that's all, dear lady!" corrected Doctor John. + +"But you have them in the house,--yonder in that very drawer, most +gracious mistress!" persisted Doctor Jim. + +"My dear father used them," confessed Mistress Mehitable. "Therefore I +would not for a moment think of refusing to have them in my house. But +I think it is better not to play, Jim." + +And though Mistress Mehitable spoke with appeal and apology rather than +with decision, the matter was plainly settled. There was nothing to do +but tell riddles and drink up the rest of the posset. The pervading +satisfaction was in no way checked by Doctor Jim's failure, for all +agreed that cards were stupid anyway. Barbara, in spite of her +excitement, and to her intense self-disgust, began to grow sleepy. She +was horribly afraid she might show it, which, for one but forty-eight +hours grown-up, would have been humiliating beyond words. She felt +herself divided between a fear lest so perfect an evening should end +too soon, and an equally harassing fear lest it should end not soon +enough. At length the keen and loving eyes of Doctor John discerned +her trouble; and at the dissolute hour of half-past ten he broke up the +party. Adieux were made with a warmth, an abandon of homage held in +fetters of elaborate courtliness, which might have seemed excessive at +a less propitious conjunction of time and sentiment. At last the +three, Doctor John, Doctor Jim, and Robert, found themselves arm-in-arm +on the street, and all talking at once, overbrimming with happiness and +reciprocal congratulations, as they took their discreet way homeward. + +Barbara and Mistress Mehitable, left alone, silently put out the +lights. Then, each lighting her candle, they paused at the head of the +stairs to say good night. Each set down her candle on the little +mahogany table under the clock, and looked into the other's eyes. +Barbara was first to break the sweet but too searching scrutiny. She +flung both arms around Mistress Mehitable's neck, and kissed her with a +tremulous fervour that told much. Mistress Mehitable, whose eyes were +brighter than Barbara had ever guessed that they could be, pressed her +in a close embrace which concealed much, even from Mistress Mehitable +herself. Then Barbara, after whispering something to the kittens, went +straight to bed, and straight to sleep. But Mistress Mehitable sat +looking out of her window. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +It had been arranged that Robert should borrow a horse from Doctor +John's stables, ride it over to Gault House, and keep it there till his +return to Second Westings. But as he was strolling down the village +street before breakfast, he saw, in a paddock beside an unpretentious +cottage, a splendid Narragansett pacer, a dark sorrel, one of the +handsomest of the breed that he had ever seen. He had long coveted one +of these horses, famous in all the thirteen colonies for their easy +gait, speed over rough country, and unparalleled endurance. With +characteristic promptness in getting to his point, he went in, +interviewed the owner, tried the horse, loved it, and asked the price. +The owner was not anxious to sell; but when he found out who the +would-be purchaser was, and the liberal price he was ready to pay, the +prospect of an immediate draft on the bank at Hartford proved +irresistible, and Robert rode off with his prize. He knew horse-flesh, +and did not grudge the price; and both Doctor John and Doctor Jim, who +knew this sorrel pacer well, were constrained to commend the purchase, +though to them it seemed that so weighty an action demanded, if but for +form's sake, the tribute of delay and pondering. + +"Buy a horse like that, Robert, in three shakes of a ram's tail? It's +undignified!" roared Doctor Jim, eyeing the beast with unmixed +approbation. "It's an insult to the horse. And it's a slight upon the +value of our assistance, you cock-sure young rascal. But it's just the +mulish way your father would have gone and done it, so I suppose we +must forgive you." + +Doctor John, meanwhile, had been handling the beast critically, and +looking at its teeth. + +"Worth all you gave for him, Bobby; and not a day over five years old!" +was the verdict. "I see you're old enough to go about alone. Don't +you mind what Jim Pigeon says. He'd have had you run to him and ask if +you might have a horse of your own, and then get him and me to go down +and look at the beast, and come back here and talk it all over in +council, and then go back and bully Enoch Barnes some more about the +price, and then all three of us ride the beast up to Mistress +Mehitable's, to ask the opinion of her and Barbara on the subject, and +then--" + +But Robert interrupted at this point in the tirade. + +"That _would_ have been a good idea," he asserted, regretfully. "I +wish I had thought to consult the ladies. But, you know, I _knew_ that +horse was just the one I'd so long been wanting the moment I set eyes +on him. So I didn't dare wait, lest some one else should come along +and snap him up. Of course you both know a thousand times more about +horses than I do,--but I knew enough to know I wanted this one!" + +"You _generally_ seem to know what you want, Master Gault!" said Doctor +Jim. "And you seem like to get it, generally, if I don't mistake the +cut of you,--eh, what?" + +"Tut, tut," said Doctor John, scowling upon him quizzically. "That's +all very well as far as horses are concerned, and men! But wait till +it comes to women, Robert. You've a lot to learn, my son. If I'm not +much mistaken, you'll be taught a lot, and not spared in the teaching!" + +"I'm always anxious to learn," answered Robert, modestly. + +"You will! You will!" said Doctor John. + +Breakfast was a substantial meal of boiled "Yokeag" with molasses, and +broiled salmon, and venison cutlets, and fried ham, and rich guava +jelly from the West Indies. Robert was surprised to see each of his +friends preface the repast with a quart mug of the hardest and headiest +old cider, he himself being accustomed to a small cup of light ale +merely, or a sip of claret, at this hour. Both Doctor John and Doctor +Jim assured him that there was nothing like sound cider to tone up the +stomach for its day's adventures; and on their advice he tried it, +though sparingly, and therefore with no tragic results. + +After breakfast, he was so obviously restless that the big-hearted +brothers made no effort to detain him. With heavy hands upon his +shoulders, they told him to make the least possible delay in his +return, and to bear in mind how warm the welcome ever awaiting him at +Second Westings. + +"How like to Richard in the saddle!" exclaimed Doctor John, when Robert +had mounted the sorrel pacer. + +"And that's a compliment not many a lad of your age could win, my son!" +said Doctor John. + +Robert's dark face flushed with pleasure. + +"I try hard to be as like my father as possible," said he. "Don't you +think I might properly ride around and pay my respects to the ladies +before I leave?" + +"Unquestionably you might! 'Pon my word a capital idea!" laughed +Doctor Jim, with huge derision. + +"Unquestionably, my boy, you would find yourself in hot water if you +didn't!" said Doctor John. + +So Robert, without more ado, turned the head of his Narragansett pacer +toward Westings House, whose wide white gables were partly visible +through the trees. + +A very erect, graceful, and masterful young figure he made, as he +reined in his tall sorrel before Mistress Mehitable's porch. Mistress +Mehitable from her window above had seen him coming, and was on the +steps to greet him. He flung himself from the saddle, kissed her hand +deferentially, thanked her with fervour for her delightful +hospitality,--and at the same time cast a solicitous eye about the +walks and windows, wondering where Barbara could be. Mistress +Mehitable had an amused smile, but would not help him. She said polite +things, and assured him of the pleasure with which she would look +forward to his next visit,--and even added that he had better not +postpone that next visit beyond five or six days, or a week at most, as +Mr. Glenowen was expected at once, and might not be able to stay long +at Second Westings. But of Barbara she said not a word. Robert showed +her, with pride, his sorrel pacer, related with an abstracted air the +circumstances of its purchase, and enlarged upon the special merits of +the breed, while Mistress Mehitable patted the silky white nose, and +murmured boundless admiration. But still no sign, no word, of Barbara. + +At last Robert could contain himself no longer. + +"I ought to be on the road," he stammered, "but I should be sorry to +leave without making my adieux to Mistress Barbara. Is she within?" + +"She went out about half an hour ago!" said Mistress Mehitable, "and +did not say where she was going!" + +Robert's face fell so pathetically that Mistress Mehitable felt a +little flush of resentment against Barbara for her cruelty. + +"She left kindest messages for you," she continued, hastily. "She told +me to say how sorry she was not to see you this morning, and that she +would never forgive you if you did not come again to Second Westings +very soon. And I was to say good-bye to you for her!" + +"I thank you," said Robert, heavily. "Pray you give her my devotions, +and tell her how grieved I am to be denied the privilege of paying them +in person. I kiss your hand again, dear Mistress Ladd!" And with that +he rode off musingly, through a morning whose sunlight had on the +sudden lost its sparkle, whose spicy airs had all at once lost their +zest. His pride in the new pacer, which he had hoped to show off to +Barbara, was all fallen flat. He forced the restive beast to walk +soberly for some moments. Then a swift heat of anger, a sense of +undeserved injury, went over him. He swore he would come no more to +Second Westings all that summer; and setting spurs to the willing +sorrel, he tore away down the road at a pounding gallop. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +The road toward Westings Landing, which was the shortest way to Gault +House, was joined about a mile out by another, equally rough and +unfriendly to travel, coming from Westings Centre. Robert had passed +this junction at full gallop, but a few rods beyond a stretch of mire +compelled him to rein in and pick his way. As he did so he caught a +sound of beating hoofs behind him, and turned in the saddle to see who +came. + +Careering recklessly down the road from Westings Centre, her black +curls flying from beneath the rim of her little white beaver, came a +slim figure in a black habit on a great black horse. She burst into a +peal of laughter as Robert turned, and cried, gaily: + +"I'm coming. Wait for me, Robert!" + +Robert wheeled his horse as if on a pivot, fairly lifted him with voice +and spur, and was with her in a few great strides. + +"You!" was all his voice could say; but his face said so much more that +the greeting did not seem curt to Barbara. Her small face was radiant +with excitement, audacity, and delight. At the beginning of the miry +ground she reined in, patted her beast's wet neck, and said, +breathlessly: + +"I thought you might like me to ride a little way with you, Robert, to +make sure of your getting the right road. Wasn't it very nice of +me,--when you don't one bit deserve any such attention?" + +"You are an angel!" cried Robert, in an ecstasy. + +Barbara laughed clear and high at this. + +"_Oh!_" she shrilled, melodiously derisive, "that's what _I_ think I +am, of course. But no one has ever agreed with me after knowing me +more than three days. This is your third day, Robert. It's well for +me you're going while you labour under this flattering delusion." + +"It's no delusion," averred Robert, stoutly, far past wit, and with no +weapon left but bluntness. "You are the loveliest thing in the world." + +This, in Barbara's own opinion, was nonsense. But she liked to hear +him say it, nonsense or not. She pondered for a moment, her face +turned away indifferently, that he might not see she was pleased. + +"You contradict yourself," she retorted. "You know angels are not in +the world!" + +"One is!" said Robert. + +"I like you so much better, Robert, when you're saying clever things +like that," said Barbara, patronisingly, "than when you are just +stupid, and don't do anything but just look at me, as you do sometimes!" + +She was too young to know that when a man can be witty with a woman he +is not, at the moment, so engrossed in her but that he is able to think +of himself. + +Before Robert could reply they were past the miry ground, and Barbara +had once more set her black horse at the gallop. The sorrel needed no +urging to follow,--and indeed, for a few minutes both riders were fully +occupied in preventing the ride from degenerating into a headlong race, +so emulous were the two horses. The road was still very bad, broken +with ruts, holes, and boulders, and the pace was therefore full of +peril. The black just escaped plunging his fore legs into a bog-hole, +and the narrowness of the escape seemed to make him lose nerve. Robert +saw with anxiety that Barbara, though her horsemanship equalled her +canoeing, was just now in a far too reckless mood. + +"Wait, please, my dear lady," he begged. "This is no road for fast +riding. That good beast of yours just escaped a bad fall, and he's a +bit nervous. Let's walk them till we get to better ground." + +But Barbara had not noticed her escape, and she was thrilling with +exhilaration. She did not know how beside herself she was. + +"If you're afraid, follow at your own pace!" she cried, mockingly. +"_I_ came out to _ride_!" And with a wild word of encouragement to the +black, and a throwing forward of the reins upon his neck, she shot on +at full speed. + +"I _beg_ you don't be so reckless!" cried Robert. "You will get a bad +fall riding this way on such a road!" There was intensest anxiety in +his voice, but the faintest tinge of reproof went with it, as Barbara's +sensitive pride was quick to discern. + +"I shall ride as recklessly as I please," said she. "But don't let +that trouble you. Be careful if you like. Ride like an old woman if +you like!" + +This taunt did not touch Robert, as he knew the quality of his own +horsemanship,--which, indeed, Barbara's attentive eyes had been quick +to note. But the mood it betrayed alarmed and half angered him. He +saw in fancy that fleeing, daring, wayward little figure stretched +lifeless on the roadside, the radiant face white and still. His own +face paled and his jaw set obstinately as he urged forward his big +sorrel in silence. + +The new horse proved worthy of Narragansett fame. Over the worst +ground his peculiar pace carried him with an ease which the big black's +heavy tread could not match. And when the ground was firmer, and he +could stretch out at full run, he soon closed up the gap between +himself and his rival. This nettled Barbara, who thought her Black +Prince a record-breaker; and she even went so far as to wave her +riding-crop, as if she might be inclined to use it on this beast, which +had never felt the whip. Nevertheless, the heavy hoof-beats behind +crept closer; and soon the sorrel's nose was at her stirrup; and then +Robert's stirrup and his knee were level with her own,--and with a +quick sidelong glance she caught the grim resolve on his dark face. +She was feeling by this time the least bit ashamed of herself, and +awaking to the risks of the road, so she said, sweetly: + +"That's a _splendid_ horse of yours, Robert. And you can ride!" + +"Thank you, Mistress Barbara!" said Robert, unmollified. And just then +the road straightened out, a stretch of hard, dry level, inviting to +the loose rein and the unchecked run. + +"There's no danger _here_, Master Careful!" cried Barbara. + +"No, not here,--except branches!" acknowledged Robert, drawing a deep +breath of relief. + +And now for more than a mile the road was good. It wound in slow +curves, the high-branched ash and white maple meeting over it in +stately arches. Under foot it was hard and fairly even, with a thin +turf between the shallow ruts. Sunlight and shadow flecked it in vivid +patches; and the summer winds, which were blowing briskly in the open, +breathed down this sheltered corridor only as half-stirred exhalations +of faint perfume. Neck by neck the horses galloped, their riders +silent, looking straight ahead, but thrillingly conscious of each +other's nearness. And the strong rhythm of the hoof-beats beneath them +seemed to time itself to the rushing of their blood. It was now no +longer with vexation, but with a sort of half pride, that Barbara +realised the superiority of the sorrel over her own mount. She saw +that only Robert's firm hand on the rein kept his beast from forging +ahead. Thus they rushed along through the vast solitudes,--really +alone together, although those solitudes were populous with the furtive +kindreds of fur and feather. For the sound of their coming travelled +far before them, and gave the shy folk time to withdraw from such +unwelcome intrusion. Even the big black bear,--he whom Barbara had +seen tearing the ant-log,--now withdrew as noiselessly and shyly as the +wood-mouse, not delaying for even a glance at the two wild riders. +Only the red squirrel, inquisitive, daring, and impudent, stuck to his +vantage-post on a high-arched limb and jabbered shrill derision at them +as they raced by. + +At length, just as the intoxication of the ride and the companionship +were beginning to bewilder his brain, a turn of the road showed Robert +a stretch of very bad ground right ahead. The careless roadmakers had +tried, in a half-hearted way, to fill up a long bog with brush and +poles. Had the attempt been fully carried out, the result would have +been a rough but thoroughly passable piece of "corduroy road." As it +was, however, the brush and poles together had in spots sunk a foot +below the surface, at one side or the other, and in other spots had +been quite engulfed by the hungry black mire, making that stretch the +curse of wheel-travellers, and perilous enough to any but the most +cautious horsemen. + +The sight cooled Robert's nerves. Instead of reining in, however, he +let his beast push a half-length to the front, that he might the better +control the situation if need should arise. Then he said, resolutely: + +"If you have no care for your own life, dear lady, I beg you to think +of that good beast of yours. He will break a leg in yon bog-holes, and +then he will have to be shot!" + +Barbara had been fully prepared, by now, to listen to reason and check +the pace. She knew she had been unreasoning in her excitement. But +the fact that Robert knew she had been unreasonable, and dared to show, +by his tone as well as by his argument, that he knew it, stirred a hot +resentment in her heart. In a flash she forgot that she had ever been +unreasonable at all. Her first impulse was to spur on with added +speed. Had it been her own neck, merely, that she would risk, she +would not have hesitated. But Robert had hit on the one compelling +plea. She could not face the risk of hurt to her horse, or to any +kindly beast whatever. She reined in sharply, therefore, without a +word; and at a walk the two horses began to pick their wary way over +the corduroy. + +"There's danger to the good beasts, even at this pace," remarked +Robert, with more truthfulness than tact. + +"Did you suppose," retorted Barbara, in a voice of withering scorn, +"that I was going to ride my Black Prince at a gallop over such a piece +of road as this?" + +This was exactly what Robert had supposed, of course. But a sudden ray +of insight entering his candid brain in time, he refrained from saying +so. He was on the point of saying, however, by way of explanation, +that the ground which Barbara had already insisted upon traversing at +full speed was but little better than this; but here, too, a sharpening +perception checked him. He kept silence, seemingly absorbed in guiding +his horse between the miry pitfalls, until they found themselves once +again on firm ground,--firm but rough. The horses, still apprehensive, +showed no disposition to resume their vehement gait. + +"It's an outrage," cried Robert, "that the township should permit such +a piece of road as this. I shall have a voice in affairs here in three +or four years, and then I'll see that the road-work is properly done. +I'll have no traps in this township to break good horses' legs!" + +This sentiment was so much to Barbara's taste that she found it an +excuse for being mollified. + +"That's right, Robert!" she answered, very graciously. "Now, be sure +you remember that when the time comes!" + +"I'll remember it," cried Robert, with cheerful confidence. + +By this time, when the leisurely walking of the horses offered no +affront to the forest quiet, the birds were resuming their busy calls +and the bustle of their intimate affairs; and the less shy members of +the furry fellowship went once more about their business in the busy +precincts of the road. Barbara's sympathetic and unerring vision +singled them out, differentiating them from their harmonious +surroundings, when Robert's eye, as a rule, could not without help see +anything but lichened stumps and stones, or bunches of brown weed, or +odd-shaped excrescences on the trees. Yet Robert's eye was the eye of +the hunter, skilled in the ruses of all quarry. Barbara's woodcraft +went immeasurably beyond his,--and perceiving this, her last resentment +faded out and she began to initiate him. She named and distinguished +for him birds of which he had never even heard, and corrected him with +gleeful pride when he innocently mistook the cry of a woodpecker for +that of a jay. As for Robert, his delight in this initiation was +second only to his delight in his wilful initiator, who was now all +earnestness and to him a marvel of abstruse erudition. He learned very +quickly, however, and so Barbara was pleased not less by his +comparative ignorance than by his superlative aptitude, which was an +incense of flattery to his instructress. Only on the subject of deer +and grouse Barbara could teach him nothing. + +"You know all about those," she cried, reproachfully, "because you have +taken the trouble to learn about them, so you can kill them!" + +"It does seem a pity to kill such lovely, interesting creatures," +acknowledged the lad, thoughtfully. "But what can we do? Surely they +were given to us for our use. Providence intended them for our food. +It must be right for us to kill them!" + +"Of course," assented Barbara, unequipped with any philosophy which +might have enabled her to combat this argument. "Of course, it is +right for us to _eat_ them. But you, Robert, you _take pleasure_ in +_killing_ them. I don't quite like you for that!" + +Robert's face grew more and more thoughtful, for this was to him a hard +saying, indeed, and he had no answer ready. He was a skilled shot and +a keen huntsman. + +"I could not understand a man not taking pleasure in the chase," said +he, "but I suppose if he got to know the wild things intimately, and +love them, as you do, he could no longer bear to kill them, sweet lady!" + +"I'm going to teach you to love them all, Robert," said Barbara, easily +confident in her powers. + +"I am taught already," he began, with the little elaborate air which +Barbara liked. Then he changed his mind quickly. "No, I don't mean +that at all! I shall need a great many lessons; but I shall learn at +last, if you teach me faithfully!" + +Barbara laughed, a clear, ringing laugh, that astonished the lurking +weasel and made the red squirrel highly indignant. + +"You don't mean anything at all you say, Robert. You just like to say +pretty things!" + +Which was wantonly unjust, as Barbara knew, and as her very gracious +glance acknowledged. + +A few rods farther on, Barbara suddenly drew rein, wheeled her horse +about, and held out her hand. + +"Now I must go home, Robert. I think I can trust you to find the rest +of the way alone! Don't forget what I've told you. And don't forget +to come and see Uncle Bob, the very first of next week. And thank you +so much for bringing back the canoe." + +Robert had promptly taken the little brown hand, and kissed it with +somewhat more fervour than form required, till Barbara, without any +sign of displeasure, snatched it away. Then, instead of saying +good-bye, he wheeled his big sorrel. "You must allow me the honour of +riding back with you, Mistress Barbara," said he. + +"No, indeed!" cried the girl. "I cannot think of letting you do any +such thing. It will be late enough as it is when you get to Gault +House!" + +Robert's mind was quite made up, but he scanned her face anxiously to +see if she really meant her inhibition. Her dancing eyes and laughing +mouth convinced him that she did not mean it with any serious +conviction, so his obstinate jaw relaxed. + +"Allow you to ride back through these woods alone, my lady?" he +protested, gaily. "Do you think the wood spirits would let slip such +an opportunity to carry off their queen? You are theirs, by rights, I +know. But I must see you back safely into the hands of Mistress +Mehitable." + +So it came about that, in spite of his exigencies, Robert dined at +Mistress Mehitable's, and did not start for Gault House till long past +noon. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +Two days later Mr. Robert Glenowen arrived at Second Westings by the +Hartford coach, alighting to be publicly kissed and embraced with a +heedless fervour which would have been a scandal to the community, had +not the community by this time grown accustomed to Barbara's joyous +flouting of its conventions. Barbara had established for herself a +general privilege, and Second Westings had ceased to do more than lift +its eyebrows. + +"It's the same Barbara, the same naughty little baggage of mine I left +two years ago, for all that her petticoats are longer, and her +lovelocks shorter, and she takes the trouble to powder her saucy little +nose!" said Mr. Glenowen, presently, holding her at arms' length, and +eyeing her with critical approval. + +Barbara endured the scrutiny for a moment or two, then her dark cheeks +flushed, her lips pouted, and she impetuously thrust herself again into +his arms. + +"I have grown up since you saw me, Uncle Bob!" she cried, kissing him +on both cheeks. + +"Whose fault is that?" he asked, again pushing her away that he might +search her eyes. + +"Aunt Kitty's!" answered Barbara, innocently, her eyes as clear as a +child's. + +Mr. Glenowen laughed, held her with his left arm about her slim waist, +and stepped up toward the inn door to greet Doctor John and Doctor Jim, +who had held themselves in the background that Barbara might have the +first greetings uninterrupted. + +A few minutes later the four were on the way to Mistress Mehitable's, +walking up the middle of the street. Barbara and her uncle, arm in +arm, walked between, with the great bulks of Doctor John and Doctor Jim +on either side, seeming to overshadow them; while a little way behind +trudged Amos, in his blue duffle shirt and leather breeches, carrying +the baggage. + +In this position, framed as it were and set off by Doctor John and +Doctor Jim, the likeness between Barbara and her uncle came out as +never before, so that both the brothers exclaimed at it together. +Glenowen was a shade above middle height, with square, athletic +shoulders, and no suggestion of leanness; but he had the same +indescribable lightness, swiftness, fineness of bearing, which +characterised Barbara. Under his very smart three-cornered hat of +black beaver with its fashionable rosette, his thick, bronze-black, +vigorous hair, which was worn in a queue and tied with an ample ribbon, +had the same rebellious wave in it that Barbara's had. His face, like +Barbara's, was short, with slightly rounded forehead, rounded chin, +firm jaw, cheeks somewhat thin, lips full and passionate. But +Barbara's mouth was sad, while Glenowen's was laughing, daring, tender; +and Barbara's eyes were of a transparent, fathomless, gray-green, +sometimes flaming, sometimes darkly inscrutable, while Glenowen's were +of a sunny, merry brown, darkening and growing keen as steel when he +was intent. As he was carrying his gauntlet gloves of light, +American-made goat-leather, the further likeness to Barbara came out in +his bare hands, which were dark and slender and fine like hers, with +long-oval, polished, aristocratic nails. Barbara herself would never +wear gloves about Second Westings in summer, save at meeting, or when +riding, or in pulling herbs or cutting flowers. She loved nice gloves, +as a dainty and suggestive article of toilet; but she loved the freedom +of her little, sensitive fingers, and felt that Second Westings had no +atmosphere to fit the suggestion of gloved hands. It was manifest that +Barbara was chiefly a Glenowen,--but it was equally manifest that her +eyes were the eyes of the Ladds; for they were profoundly different +from those of her Uncle Bob, and so far as enigmatic gray-green could +resemble untroubled sky-blue, they were like to the deep, transparent +eyes of Mistress Mehitable. + +Mr. Glenowen brought to Second Westings a lot of presents for Barbara, +a whiff of freshness from the outside world, and an indefinable sense +of ferment and change. It was as if the far-off tales of strife +between king and colonies ceased on the sudden to be like the affairs +of story-books, and became crystallised, by the visitor's mere +presence, into matters of vital import. A premonition of vast events +flashed through the quiet heart of the village; and from the day of the +arrival of Mr. Robert Glenowen by the Hartford coach, the repose of +Second Westings was never again quite the same. + +Yet Glenowen at this time was no partisan. He was merely in active +touch with the troubles of the time, and vexatiously divided within +himself. By sentiment, taste, and tradition a Tory, and by +intellectual conviction a Whig, he shunned rather than courted argument +in which he could heartily support neither side. Nevertheless, before +dinner was over, all the company, save Barbara, were at him,--Mistress +Mehitable and Doctor Jim on the one side, and Doctor John, with +whimsical insinuations and Parthian shafts, on the other. As for +Barbara, she was too happy to care whether kings thwarted colonies or +colonies thwarted kings, so long as she might sit in unwonted and +radiant silence and beam upon her Uncle Bob. + +But Mr. Glenowen was not to be entrapped into any serious discussions +so soon after his journey. He showed an unmistakable and determined +desire to play. Barbara's one curl, where he had been wont to see +many, was of concern to him. Her one kitten--now admitted to the +dignified precincts of the dining-room since the other two had been +given away, the day before, to Doctor Jim and Mercy Chapman +respectively--appeared to him of more concern than Mr. Adams or Lord +North. He was brimful of appreciative merriment over the story of +Barbara's adventurous voyage, and troublesomely interrogative as to the +various attributes of Robert. He had attentive inquiries for old +Debby, and Mercy Chapman, and Keep, and the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, +and Black Prince, and many others whom none would have dreamed he could +remember after two years of well-occupied absence. By the time dinner +was over none had achieved to know whether Uncle Bob would call himself +Tory or Whig. Barbara, of course, felt confident that he was a +joyously established rebel; while Doctor Jim was equally sure he was a +king's man through and through. The others were in doubt. + +Nor was Mr. Glenowen more communicative when the meal was done. He was +then too impatient even to smoke his pipe, for haste to get at his +travelling-bags and show Barbara what he had brought for her. As he +pulled out these treasures one by one, Barbara forgot all the dignity +of her lengthened frocks, and screamed with delight, and kissed him +spasmodically, and exhausted her rich vocabulary of endearments in the +vain effort to give her rapture words; till Doctor John and Doctor Jim +vowed they would have to go a journey themselves ere long, if only to +bring Barbara presents and find out in person how sweet she could be. +While Mistress Mehitable remarked demurely that "such knowledge of what +would please a woman could only have been attained by more assiduity in +effort than was quite becoming, surely, in a bachelor!" + +"I hope, dear mistress," retorted Uncle Bob, with laughing eyes, "that +the discernment with which you so generously credit me did not fail +when I was selecting this little gift, unmeet as it is to adorn your +charms." And on one knee he presented to her a bundle in green tissue, +tied delicately with gilt cord. + +All crowded about Mistress Mehitable while she undid the cord, and +unfolded, with blushes, and with little breathless exclamations not +unworthy of Barbara herself, an elaborately ruffled and laced French +night-rail, embroidered heavily with silk, and lettered in gold thread +with her initials. + +It was such a gown as often served to make bedroom receptions popular. +And Mistress Mehitable, though she held those customs in scorn as +indolent and frivolous, had a healthy feminine delight in such sweet +fripperies of apparel as this creation of French art. Amid the clamour +of applause it was some moments before she could word her +acknowledgments. At last she said: + +"I shall perhaps thank you less fervently than I do now, Mr. Glenowen, +for this delightful present, when its fascinations keep me from +sleeping. I'm afraid I shall lie awake just to appreciate it!" + +"Sleep, rather, I beg you, fair mistress, and honour me with some small +place in your dreams!" cried Uncle Bob, gallantly. + +"Fie! Fie! Fie!" said Mistress Mehitable, shaking at him a slim, +reproving finger. "You must not put such gallantries into these young +people's heads. Doctor Jim is steady enough, but such notions are very +upsetting to John and Barbara!" + +"Glenowen, you young scoundrel, sir!" roared Doctor Jim, "what do you +mean by coming in here and turning our girls' heads with your bold +compliments and French night-rails? I marvel at your devilish +audacity, sir! You'll have trouble on your hands before you know what +you're about,--eh, what?" + +Uncle Bob was darting around the room like a pleased boy, delighted +with the effect he had produced, delighted with his success in pleasing +Mistress Mehitable, and in bringing out the gayer, brighter side of her +conscience-burdened spirit. + +"Pistols, Pigeon! Pistols let it be, this very night after moonset, +under Mistress Mehitable's window!" he cried, slapping Doctor Jim's +great shoulders. "I give you fair warning I shall bring the dear lady +a far handsomer one the next time I come!" + +Barbara, meanwhile, and Mistress Mehitable, and Doctor John, had their +heads close together over the intricate and beautiful embroidery, +admiring each fine detail in careful succession. + +"It is _perfectly beautiful_!" pronounced Barbara, at length, with a +deep breath of satisfaction and a consciousness of duty loyally done. +There were several of her own presents which she admired more +fervently, and she already had five, with the possibility of more yet +to come from Uncle Bob's wonderful bag. But she felt it would not be +playing fair if she failed to give full measure of time and fervour to +sympathising with Aunt Hitty in her good fortune. At the same time, +she felt that in her aunt's frank delight in such a frivolous and quite +unnecessarily beautiful garment she had found a new bond of +understanding with that long-misunderstood lady. + +But Mistress Mehitable had yet one more word to say before she was +ready, in turn, to give undivided attention to Barbara's fortunes. + +"I am going to confess, Mr. Glenowen," said she, with a smiling, +half-shamefaced glance, as she held up the dainty creation of lawn and +lace and silk, caressing her smooth pink and white cheek with it, "I am +going to confess that this lovely garment is just such a thing as I +have longed to have, yet should have considered it wicked +self-indulgence to purchase. Even so sober and prosy a dame as I may +dearly love the uselessly beautiful. I'm beginning to doubt whether I +really want to be quite so useful and competent as I am thought to be. +You, Mr. Glenowen, a comparative stranger, and with but a casual, +courteous regard for me, have read my heart as these my dearest and +lifelong friends, who would, I believe, give their right hands to serve +me, could not do." + +"Glenowen, you die to-night!" roared Doctor Jim, knitting his great +brows. + +But Doctor John was on one knee at Mistress Mehitable's +black-satin-shod small feet, one hand upon his breast. + +"Nothing more utilitarian than silk stockings, most dear and +unexpectedly frivolous lady," he vowed, "shall be my tributes of +devotion to you henceforth!" + +"And mine shall be garters, fickle Mehitable!" cried Doctor Jim, +dropping on his knee beside Doctor John, and swearing with like +solemnity. "Silk garters,--and such buckles for silk garters!" + +"And little silk shoes, and such big buckles for little silk shoes!" +said Doctor John. + +"And silk petticoats!" went on Doctor Jim, antiphonally. "Brocaded +silk, flowered silk, watered silk, painted silk, corded silk, tabby +silk, paduasoy silk, alamode silk, taffety silk, charrydarry--" till +Mistress Mehitable put her hand over his mouth and stopped the stream +of his eruditions. + +"And silk--and silk--" broke in Doctor John, once more, but +stammeringly, because his knowledge of the feminine wardrobe was +failing him. "Tut, tut, silk night-rails, indeed! The scoundrel! The +vagabond Welshman! May I die of Jim Pigeon's physic if I don't make +shift--make silk shift--" + +"John!" cried Mistress Mehitable, in tone of rebuke, and pushing them +both away from her. "Get up at once, both of you, and don't be so +silly!" + +Her eyes shone, and her cheeks were flushed with mingled pleasure and +embarrassment, and Glenowen realised that she was much younger and +prettier than he had been wont to think. + +"O Mehitable-demoralised-by-Barbara!" vowed Doctor John, towering over +her. "Your sweet and now perverted soul shall be satisfied with +gewgaws! I, John Pigeon, swear it!" + +[Illustration: "_O Mehitable-demoralised-by-Barbara!" vowed Doctor +John._] + +"Then I want a bosom-bottle, of Venice glass and gold filigree, to keep +my nosegays from withering!" retorted Mistress Mehitable, flashing up +at him a look of her blue eyes. "I've never had such a chance as this +in all my life!" + +"There now, hussy!" growled Doctor Jim, turning upon Barbara. "See +what you have done. In three days you have demoralised her completely. +And I see the ruin of John and Jim Pigeon, buying her things!" + +But Barbara was by this time too absorbed in her own things to heed the +catastrophe thus impending. It was plain that Uncle Bob had been +prosperous these past two years,--and equally plain that he was in full +sympathy with Barbara's tastes. First of all, there were books,--a +handsomely bound copy of Sir Philip Sidney's "Arcadia," an old, +time-stained copy of "England's Helicon," a copy in boards of the +admired "Odes" of Mr. Gray, and a copy of Mr. Thompson's "The Castle of +Indolence." With these, in strange companionship, a white silk +mask,--a black velvet mask with silver buttons on silver cord behind +the mouth, to enable the wearer to hold it in place with her lips, when +both hands might chance to be occupied,--and a small pistol, inlaid +with silver and mother-of-pearl. This seductive little weapon Barbara +hugged rapturously to her breast. Though she would not kill anything +for the world, she loved to feel she could be slaughterous an she +wished! + +Then came wonders of the wardrobe. Barbara hungered to try them on all +at once, and in truth made marvellous efforts toward that unachievable +end. There were kerchiefs of sheerest lawn and lace, and of +embroidered silk. There were two pairs of silk garters, three pairs of +silk stockings, and six pairs of fine thread stockings. She loved the +silk stockings as she did the pistol and Sir Philip Sidney. There were +shoes, low, shapely, thin-soled shoes of red morocco, and black +chamois, and black satin, and a pair of daintiest slippers of white +satin, all with buckles satisfyingly resplendent. + +"I knew your feet would never be any larger than they are now," +explained Uncle Bob, "so having the opportunity to get some uncommon +fine shoes at a price uncommon reasonable, I thought it just as well to +embrace occasion boldly!" + +"But how _did_ you _ever_ guess the right size, Uncle Bob?" cried +Barbara, in ecstasy, trying on a black satin one with supreme +forgetfulness of company manners, and poking out ingenuously the most +bewitching foot in the thirteen colonies. "Do just look. It fits like +a glove!" + +Stooping quickly as if to examine it, Doctor Jim engulfed it in one +large, white hand; and kissed it just above the glittering buckle. + +"There, Bob Glenowen," he growled, as he straightened himself, "is that +the proper civility to show a lady when she pokes out her foot at you? +I suppose you would pocket the shoe and carry off the lady! Eh, what?" + +"How dare you kiss my niece without my leave?" demanded Mr. Glenowen. + +"He shall kiss me just whenever he likes, and no one in the world shall +interfere!" declared Barbara, springing up, and pulling Doctor Jim's +neck down to be swiftly hugged. "But--how _did_ you know the right +size, Uncle Bob?" + +A look passed between Mistress Mehitable and Glenowen; and Barbara, +intercepting it, understood in a flash. + +"Oh! Oh! Aunt Hitty! _You_ did it!" she shrieked, clapping her +hands. "You sent him my green silk slipper for a pattern! And I've +been thinking I had lost it! And I was ashamed to tell you! Oh, how +dear, and deceitful of you, honey!" + +"Here, indeed, is the delinquent slipper!" acknowledged Uncle Bob, +drawing the green silk toy from his bag. He handed it over to Mistress +Mehitable, for Barbara was again absorbed, her glowing face, with one +massive black curl hanging straight past her cheek, bent low over her +spoils, among which were lengths of silk,--a rich brocade, a taffeta, +and a silk Damascus, out of which her quick fancy conjured up a dream +of petticoats, panniers, and bodices that should appear most +sumptuously grown-up. There were gloves, too, and mitts; and a mighty +handsome little "equipage" of silver-gilt, containing scissors, +thimble, nail-trimmer, tweezers, and such small needments, to hang at +the left side of her bodice. There was a flimsy affair of a +"lovehood," silk and gauze and mystery, from which Barbara's vivid, +petulant, dark little face flashed forth with indescribable +bewitchment. This love-hood, swore Doctor John, should never be worn +by Barbara on the streets of Second Westings, for reasons affecting the +public weal, as it would bedevil the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer himself +in the very sanctuary of his pulpit. Barbara suddenly looked forward +with interest to going to meeting on the following Sunday, bedecked in +the disastrous love-hood. + +Last, but not least in Barbara's eyes, there was an exceedingly +delicate frivolity in the shape of a carven gilt patch-box, about an +inch and a half in length. In the top was set a painted china +medallion, representing a richly dressed shepherdess enwreathed in +roses, with the appropriate posy: + + "My love in her attire doth show her wit, + It doth so well become her!" + +On the inside of the cover was a tiny mirror. When Barbara, silent +with delight, peered into this mirror, she caught a vision of herself +in a gay ballroom, patched and powdered and furbelowed, shattering the +hearts of a host of cavaliers, who every one of them looked like a +relative of Robert Gault. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +That night, when she was going to bed, came Barbara's really deep +reaction from the exaltation and excitement which had possessed her +since the morning with Mistress Mehitable. The joy of her uncle's +coming, the whirl of childish delight over the presents he had brought +her, had swept her spirits to a pinnacle which could not be maintained. +She slipped, and fell down on the other side. + +First she lighted the four candles that stood, two on each side of the +mirror, on her shining mahogany dressing-table. Then she undressed, +put on her long, white nightgown, and said her prayers with a troubled +alternation of fervour and forgetfulness. She was slipping. Then, one +by one, she looked her presents well over again, noted that each was +just as perfect as it had seemed to her every other one of the dozen +times she had examined it, and wondered with a pang what had become of +all their magic. Her scintillant delight in them had faded to a mere +dull drab perception of their merits. Her eyes filled, and a lump rose +in her throat. She was far over the crest of the pinnacle, on the +cold, enshadowed side of the steep. + +The one kitten, whom she had named "Mr. Grim,"--a round-faced, +round-eyed gray and white furred baby, not yet accustomed to the loss +of his two saucer mates,--crept snuggling against her bare ankles and +mewed mildly, begging to be noticed. Barbara picked it up, fondled it +in her bosom, threw herself down on the bed with it, and burst into a +passion of tears. She felt as if she had been long, long away. She +was poignantly homesick for her old self, her old childishness. The +burden of being grown-up suddenly arose, thrust itself upon her, and +grew great and terrifying and not to be borne. She was oppressed, too, +with self-reproach. Absorbed in vivid and novel sensations, during the +past few eventful days she had not thought as much as usual about her +old comrades,--the kittens, Keep, Black Prince, and Mercy Chapman. And +now in her weakness she thought they had suffered from her neglect. As +a matter of fact, the difference had been purely in her own mind. The +kittens, who were quite dependent upon her, had been as tenderly cared +for as ever, but while caring for them she had thought of other things +more novel and significant. In giving away two of them she had done +just what she had planned and promised from the first. But now she +scourged herself for heartlessness and inconstancy, pretending she had +sent them away just because she was tired of taking care of them and +wanted to be free for new interests. + +"Did its missis forget all about the poor little lonely baby, and send +away her other babies, and get cruel and hard-hearted, just because she +thought she was grown-up, and a new friend came along?" she murmured, +after the first tempest was over, to the gray and white kitten now +purring comfortably against her soft throat. She sat up in bed with it +to caress it more effectively. + +"She is a bad missis, and perfectly horrid!" she went on, between sobs; +and the kitten, who did not mind damp, was highly pleased. "She has +been perfectly horrid. But to-morrow she's going to be just her old +self again, and take up the tuck in her petticoats, and fix her hair +like it was before we ran away. And we'll go to Doctor Jim and Mercy +Chapman and just _snatch_ back those other poor babies; and we'll all +go off together down into the back garden, by our apple-tree, and have +a lovely time. And--and--yes, we _will_ forgive old Debby, and go and +see her to-morrow. We'll take Uncle Bob, and then there won't be any +bother about explanations." + +Then her tears flowed forth anew, till the kitten was quite +uncomfortably wet; and, with fresh resolves to be all child again on +the morrow, she sobbed herself to sleep, with the thick hair tangled +over her eyes and grieving lips. + +But the long, sweet sleep brought complete renewal to Barbara's spent +forces, and waking found her composedly happy, with a blessed sense of +problems solved and desired things coming to pass. Her heart was +a-brim with sunshine, but the only sunshine in the room was that she +held in her heart, for the light that came through the diamond panes +was gray, and the sky behind the leafy branch was gray, and, as she +looked, the first of the rain came, blown in streaming gusts against +the glass, and shedding a narrow line of drops across the polished +floor. One leaf of the window was open, and Barbara sprang from bed to +shut it, laughing as the cold drops spattered her feet. She had no +quarrel with the rain that day, there being enough pleasures indoors to +keep any maid's mind busy. + +After breakfast, however, when she found that Uncle Bob was going down +into the village to call on the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, to drink a +glass with Squire Gillig in his snug office behind the store, and to +pay his respects to Doctor John and Doctor Jim, then Barbara felt the +lure of the rain, and said she would go with him. + +"I _love_ the rain," she explained,--"and it's so nice for the +complexion, too! I'll go and tell Mercy Chapman about my presents, and +take some jellies to her poor sick mother, while you are talking +politics in the squire's back office, Uncle Bob. Then I'll meet you at +Doctor John's office, and we'll step into Doctor Jim's, and bring both +of them up to dinner with us, so we'll all be together as much as +possible. Won't we, dear?" And she paused in the task of strapping on +her goloshes, to appeal to Mistress Mehitable. + +"You are proposing to make a lot of trouble for your aunt!" protested +Glenowen. + +"Indeed she is not," began Mistress Mehitable, warm to second Barbara's +proposal. But before she could say more, there was a wilder gust among +the trees outside, a fiercer burst of rain against the windows, and, +with a huge stamping in the vestibule, came Doctor Jim, as if blown in +by storm. All hurried to meet him, where he stood dripping in the hall +door, and the expedition to the village was postponed. An hour later +came Doctor John, even wetter and more dishevelled than his brother, +from the bedside of a patient at the opposite end of the village. The +two had planned that theirs should be the hospitality of that day, but +the storm and Mistress Mehitable together triumphed. The old house was +merry all day long with gay voices, its maiden fragrances of lavender +and rose touched genially with breaths of the mild Virginia weed. And +Barbara forgot, completely and for ever, how near she had been to +drowning the furry "Mr. Grim" in the tears of her regret for her lost +childishness. + +Toward sunset the rain stopped, and a copper flame was reflected up +from the windows of a cottage visible to the eastward through the +trees; and the western sky, opening along the horizon under great +smoky-purple battlements of cloud, revealed unspeakable glories of +clear gold. Throughout the rare hour, till dusk fell, the thrushes +sang ecstatically, so unusual an outburst that Barbara dragged every +one out upon the wet porch to listen to the thrilling, cloistral-pure +cadences, the infinite tranquillities of tone. So inspiring was that +hour in the front of twilight that even the catbird down in the back +garden forgot that he had been for days too busy to sing, and mounted +the topmost bough of a tall cherry, and eased his soul in a chaos of +golden phrases. + +Very early the next morning,--the kind of morning when the sunlight +itself seems as if it were just sparkling from a bath in cold +fountains,--Barbara and Glenowen started out for a paddle across the +lake to visit old Debby. They went through the barn-yard, through the +bars, through the pasture, and through the wood; and in response to his +bounding and wagging appeals, they took Keep, the mastiff, with them. +They went early, in order to be back in time for the dinner with Doctor +John and Doctor Jim. And Barbara insisted on letting Keep go in the +canoe, that she might erase from his generous heart the memory of her +harshness on the morning of her great adventure. At her command, the +dog stepped in so circumspectly, and lay down with so nice a balance, +that Uncle Bob was impressed. + +"The dog's a born canoeist, Barb," he declared, as he headed up the +shore instead of straight out across the lake. "I wonder you ever had +the heart to leave him behind,--and to take those kittens, who couldn't +tell a canoe from a horse-trough." + +Barbara would have answered that the kittens needed her more than Keep +did, who had all the world for his friend; but her thoughts were +diverted by the direction in which her uncle was steering. + +"Why do you go this way, Uncle Bob?" she demanded, looking at him over +her shoulder while her dripping paddle-blade rested on the gunwale. + +"I want to examine a certain big rock, where a certain small girl did +certain strange things!" replied Glenowen, gravely. + +Barbara flushed, and drooped her head. + +"I didn't know you knew about that, Uncle Bob!" she said, in a low +voice. "Don't let's go there!" + +"All right!" assented Glenowen, cheerfully. He had recalled the old +tragedy of deliberate purpose, because, being of Welsh blood, and +superstitious, he was afraid Barbara's unparalleled high spirits might +bring her some keen disappointment. He had purposed to discipline her +with a dash of bitter memories, that he might avert the envy of the +gods; and when her head drooped he had accomplished his purpose. But +Barbara had changed her mind. + +"No!" she said. "Let's go close to the rock, and look right down into +the water, just where I was lying when old Debby pulled me out!" + +And they did so. The sand was clear gold down there, but as they +looked a huge eel wriggled over it. Barbara shuddered, and seized her +paddle once more to get away. + +"It's good for me to be reminded, Uncle Bob," she said. "I forget, +when I am happy, how wicked and foolish I can be when things go wrong! +But oh, you can never know how unhappy I used to be! You'd have come +to me if you had known, Uncle Bob!" + +"Poor little girlie!" murmured Glenowen, his kind brown eyes moistening +at the corners. + +"But I was crazy, both naughty and crazy, and it was all my fault!" +went on Barbara, resting her paddle again as the canoe skimmed fleetly +out across the water, away from the sorrowful spot. "It's all so +different now! And it's always going to be different!" + +Glenowen smiled to himself, as he was apt to do when confronted with +any of the pathetic ironies of life. Barbara would not have liked him +to smile, for to her a smile meant amusement or mirth, and she could +never learn to appreciate the depth of tenderness that might lurk +beneath a ripple of laughter. But she was looking straight ahead. In +his heart and behind his smile, Glenowen said, "Child, dear child, is +it all so securely different now, and just eight days gone since you +climbed out of your window before daybreak?" But aloud he said, after +a silence: + +"It is indeed most different, Barb, old girl? Some of your troubles +are really done now, thrown into the dark corner with the discarded +dollies. The others will keep bobbing up now and then, claiming old +acquaintance. But just you cut them dead. They are in sober truth not +the same, now that you are older and more responsible. Well I know, +what so many forget, that childish sorrows, while they last, are the +most bitter and hopeless of sorrows. The wall that a man steps over +blots out a child's view of heaven." + +"How wonderfully you understand, Uncle Bob!" cried Barbara, with ardent +appreciation. + +As they neared the other side of the lake, a kingfisher dropped like an +azure wedge into the ripples, missed his prey, and flew off down to the +outlet clattering harshly in his throat. From the deep reeds of the +point above the outlet a wide-winged bird got up heavily as the canoe +drew near. + +"There goes my old blue heron!" shouted Barbara, gleefully. "You +should have seen the way he fixed me with his glassy eyes as I passed, +the morning I ran away!" + +"He is very old, and very wise, and thinks of lots of things besides +frogs!" said Glenowen. + +They entered the outlet, and met old Debby's geese. The big gray and +white gander, in the pride of many goslings, hissed fiercely at them as +they paddled past, so that Keep raised his head and gave him a look of +admonition over the gunwale. The next turn brought them out in full +view of Debby's cabin, and straightway rose a clamorous outcry from +watchful drakes and challenging chanticleers. The yellow pup ran +barking down from the steps, and Keep cocked a sympathetic ear. + +"Lie down, sir!" commanded Barbara, and Keep meekly suppressed his +budding interest. + +Mrs. Debby Blue was spinning flax, on the hard-beaten clean earth some +paces in front of her threshold, when she saw and recognised her +approaching visitors. In the presence of Mr. Glenowen she read peace, +for her shrewd perception of Barbara's character told her that the girl +would never have permitted her a glimpse of the cherished uncle except +as a sign of favour. Nevertheless the grim old woman was conscious of +a sinking qualm at thought of the first straight look of Barbara's +eyes. She knew she had betrayed her; and that knowledge was not wholly +mended by the fact that she knew she had done right to betray. Her +lonely old heart so yearned to the child that she feared her reproach +as she feared no other thing in life. She stopped her wheel, dropped +her roll of flax, picked up her stick, and limped sturdily down toward +the landing. + +Before she had got half-way the canoe came to land, and Barbara +unceremoniously skipped ashore. + +"Lie down, Keep!" she ordered again, and then, leaving Glenowen to land +and follow at leisure, she ran up the path to greet old Debby. + +"This does my old eyes good, Miss Barby!" exclaimed the old woman, her +voice a trifle unsteady. + +Barbara seized her, and kissed her heartily on both cheeks. + +"You were very bad to me, Debby," she cried, cheerfully, "but you'd +have been worse to me if you hadn't been bad to me! So I forgive you, +and love you just the same, you old dear. The most _dreadful_ things +might have happened to me if it hadn't been for you!" + +Mrs. Blue heaved a huge sigh of relief; but the subject was too +difficult and delicate a one for her to expand upon. She gave Barbara +a vehement squeeze, looked her up and down, and exclaimed: + +"Land sakes alive, Miss Barby, why, if you hain't been an' growed up +over night. What've they been doin' to you over there?" + +"It was _you_ did it, Debby, much as anybody!" And Barbara flicked her +petticoats audaciously before the old woman's eyes, to emphasise their +added length. "Such lovely things have happened; and Aunt Hitty and I +have made up; and I've so much to tell you, that I must come over some +day and spend the whole day with you, after Uncle Bob goes away. And +here's Uncle Bob himself, who only came day before yesterday, and has +come to see you, Debby dear, before any one else in Second Westings." + +As Barbara stopped breathless, Glenowen came up and grasped the old +dame warmly by the hand. + +"You're looking ten years younger than when I saw you two years ago, +Debby!" he declared, sweetly and transparently mendacious. + +"'Tain't so much my youth, as my beauty, that I set store by, Mr. +Glenowen, thankin' you jest the same!" retorted the old woman, as she +led them into her cabin for refreshment. She was a cunning cook, if +somewhat unconventional in her recipes, and she remembered with +satisfaction that Barbara's uncle had seemed to share Barbara's +weakness for her concoctions. Eight days ago she would have offered +Barbara milk to drink; but now she brought out only a strong root wine +for which she was famous, a beverage which was extolled throughout the +township as a most efficacious preventative of all disorders. + +"It's a wonder how letting down one's petticoats seems to destroy one's +fondness for milk!" said Barbara. + +Instead of sitting on the edge of the high bed and swinging her legs, +as she would have done eight days ago, she sat on a bench and kept her +feet on the floor. And from this old Debby realised, with a pang, that +the child had truly grown to womanhood. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +Returning about noon to Westings House, early that they might have time +to dress for dinner, Glenowen started to let down the pasture bars. +But Barbara, in high spirits, went over them like a cat, forgetful of +her new dignity. So Glenowen vaulted after her. As they rounded the +end of the barn, Amos came leading a tall sorrel across the yard; and +straightway Barbara assumed a more stately air, while a quick radiance +went over her face. + +"That's Robert Gault's horse!" she explained. "I want you to be very +lovely to him, Uncle Bob, for he's such a nice boy, and was so very +civil to me when I made him help me run away. I gave him a terrible +lot of anxiety, you know!" + +Glenowen laughed uproariously. + +"I don't doubt you did, dear heart!" he agreed. "But Lord, oh, Lord, +what a way of commending a young man to a young lady's doting uncle, to +say he mighty civilly helped her to run away!" + +"Now, Uncle Bob, I won't like you if you talk nonsense! You know very +well what I mean. And you are to be nice to Robert!" retorted Barbara, +crisply. + +As they went up the long, box-bordered path, Mistress Mehitable and +Robert came strolling down to meet them; and the warmth of Glenowen's +greetings to Robert fulfilled Barbara's utmost demands. For her own +part, however, under the sway of a sudden whim, she chose to be by no +means extraordinarily civil. And Robert's contentment was dashed by a +chilly doubt as to whether or no he had chosen the right day for his +visit. Before they went to their rooms to dress, however, Barbara +relented. + +"You should have come last night, Robert," she said, turning to him +graciously at the foot of the stairs. "Then Uncle Bob and I would have +taken you over the lake with us this morning, in _the_ canoe, to see +old Debby!" + +She threw an intimate emphasis on the "the,"--and watched with a +curious sense of triumph the swift fading of the cloud from Robert's +face. + +For this dinner Barbara dressed with unwonted care. Her plain white +silk petticoat, duly lengthened, worn under her cream brocaded satin +panniers, with buff satin bodice, and white lace short sleeves, gave +her, as she could not but think, a most genteel appearance. With her +new white silk stockings and white satin shoes, two large red roses in +her bosom, and one in the dark mass of her hair just where the curl +hung down, a tiny patch from the adorable new patch-box discreetly +fixed near the corner of her mouth, and the new love-hood to be thrown +carelessly over her head in due time, she felt herself equipped to be +as imperious and unpleasant to Robert as the caprice of the moment +might suggest. When she went down-stairs she found Mistress Mehitable +waiting in the hall, in a gayer gown than she had ever before seen her +wear. It was a silk polonaise, of a tender, gris-de-lin shade, which +became her fair colouring to a marvel; and Barbara was astonished to +see how young and pretty she looked. + +"How _perfectly lovely_ you look, dear!" she cried, turning Mistress +Mehitable twice around, and putting a deft touch to the light, +abundant, simply coiffured hair. "No one will give one look at me +to-day!" + +Her aunt flung an arm about her, smiling, then tripped away girlishly, +flushed a pretty pink, lifted the edge of her petticoat, and displayed +a slender ankle encased in embroidered sky-blue silk. Barbara clapped +her hands with approval. + +"It is five years since I have worn them," said Mistress Mehitable. +"Seeing that I failed so, child, in my efforts to lead you along the +paths of gravity, I have concluded to try and let you lead me along the +paths of frivolity--a little! So I got out my blue silk stockings!" +And spreading her skirts, she was in the act of making Barbara an +elaborate curtsey, when Glenowen, coming up quickly behind her, caught +her and kissed her lightly on the cheek. + +Mistress Mehitable, startled and taken aback, blushed furiously, and +stood for a second or two in confusion. Then she recovered herself. +She made another stately curtsey, and saying, demurely, "Let me turn +the other cheek also, Mr. Glenowen," presented her face again for a +more formal and less hasty salute. + +Barbara clapped her hands with gleeful approbation, but her comment +brought a new rose to Mistress Mehitable's face. + +"If I didn't love you so much, Uncle Bob," said she, "I'd tell Doctor +John and Doctor Jim." And from the fact that she felt embarrassed by +this raillery, the conscientious Mistress Mehitable was almost ready to +believe she had done wrong. + +The dinner was at two o'clock--an extremely formal hour for Second +Westings; and a further element of formality was added by the presence +of the Reverend Jonathan and Mrs. Sawyer, which effectually removed it +from the category of family affairs. These outsiders, however, were a +kindly pair, and cast no serious shadow upon the gathering. The +Reverend Jonathan kept his austerity pretty strictly for the Sabbath; +and being both well-bred and well educated, knew how on occasion to lay +aside his cloth without sacrifice of dignity or prestige. He was +something of a _bon vivant_, too, in his scholarly way, and among folk +who were unimpeachably of his own class. And his judgment on a butt of +Madeira or a hogshead of old West India rum was accounted second to +none in Second Westings. His hands were long and white, and he used +them with impressive pulpit-gestures to point his carefully constructed +witticisms. His presence was favourably regarded even by Barbara, who +appreciated his brains and breeding in spite of certain disastrous +associations which she could never quite erase from her memory. His +wife was a non-significant, abundant, gently acquiescent pudding of a +woman, not without her utility as a background; and no one but Barbara +had the slightest objection to her presence. But Barbara, having a +fierce impatience of nonentities in general unless they chanced to be +animals instead of human beings, felt critical when her eyes fell upon +the good lady's expansive red bosom. She could not refrain from a +private grimace at Doctor John, and from whispering in his ear an acrid +comment on the inviting of a feather-bed to dinner. She was greatly +disconcerted, however, when Doctor John roared aloud; and, crediting +the good lady with an intuition quite foreign to her placid substance, +her conscience smote her smartly for the unkind comment. By calculated +chance she managed to let herself drift into the scant, unoccupied +corner of the sofa on which Mrs. Sawyer was sitting; and for the long +half-hour before dinner was served she beguiled the good lady most +successfully with thrilling descriptions of the presents which Glenowen +had brought. Mistress Sawyer was dearly fond of dining; but so +enthralled did she become in the description of Mistress Mehitable's +French night-rail that she did not hear when dinner was announced. +Then Barbara escaped, with an appetite and a proud conscience; and +proceeded to deal Robert a cruel blow by seating herself as far away +from him as possible, between Glenowen and Doctor Jim, who wisely +avoided trouble by avoiding interference on the dejected youth's behalf. + +Doctor John and Doctor Jim being both tenacious of old Connecticut +customs, the dinner began with a pudding of boiled Yokeag, or maize +meal, stuffed with raisins and suet, and eaten with a rich sauce. Then +came fish and meats in lavish variety, with ripe old ale, followed by +elaborate confections, nuts and fruits, and a fiery, high-flavoured +Madeira. With the Madeira came eloquence in conversation, and the +elaborate interchange of repartee and compliment deepened into a +discussion of the great matters which at that hour filled men's minds. +Barbara tried by daring gaieties to stem the tide of seriousness, which +seemed to her incongruous with the nuts and wine. But she was swept +away, at first reluctantly, then willingly; for, during the past two +years, in the intervals of fighting her aunt and loving her cats, dogs, +and horses, she had studied history, both colonial and English, with a +characteristic, avid zeal, and now had a pretty foundation of theory +under her seemingly reckless conclusions. + +In response to many interrogations, Glenowen had given at some length +and with temperate fairness an account of the latest difference in +Virginia between the royal governor and the stiff-necked House of +Burgesses. As the result of this lamentable clash of authorities, the +House had been dissolved, the Old Dominion was being governed in a +fashion contrary to the terms of her long-cherished charter, and the +trade of the colony was disastrously shrunken, because her people were +refusing to import goods subject to duties which they had not +themselves imposed. "When men and women begin to deny themselves +voluntarily for the sake of a principle, whether it be right or wrong," +continued Glenowen, "it is time for those at the helm to consider +clearly the course on which they are steering the ship of state!" + +"When kings lay hands on charters, free men rise up armed," said the +Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, rolling the polished phrase with a relish. +The sentiment sounded so at variance with those which he was commonly +held to cherish, that every one looked at him for a moment in silent +question. + +"I speak but in the abstract," he explained, waving a white hand +airily. "In the concrete the question baffles me, and I wait for +light!" + +"I confess I am astounded at Virginia," said Doctor Jim, in a great +voice, solemn with reprobation. "Virginia, colony of gentlemen, siding +with the rabble against the king! Where are Virginia's aristocrats?" + +"Would you impugn the gentility of Mr. Washington?" inquired Doctor +John, mildly. + +"Yes, I would, John Pigeon," snapped Doctor Jim, "or of any one else +who did not show his gentility by his deeds. And so would you, if you +were not a bit tarred with the same dirty brush as Mr. Washington." + +"Don't you think," ventured Robert, with diffidence, "that our +grievance--for, of course, there is a grievance, Doctor Jim--is against +the English Parliament? What is Parliament to us, that we should bow +down to it, when we have always had parliaments of our own? What's +sacred in Parliament? But the king,--that's a question of loyalty. +What's a gentleman without loyalty? Surely the gentry must stand or +fall with the king! Surely--" + +"What nonsense, Robert!" interrupted Barbara, severely scornful, +indignant at him for his views, but grateful to him for the opportunity +to express her own with point. "Who was it that whipped King John into +submission, and made him sign Magna Charta? Was it the riffraff or the +gentry, I'd like to know? Where there is a real aristocracy, Robert, +there is no need of kings!" + +"Barbara, dear!" cried Mistress Mehitable, appalled at this sweeping +heterodoxy. But the others laughed, with varying degrees of sympathy +or dissent. Doctor Jim wagged his head. + +"That's right, Robert, my boy," said he, sympathetically. "You draw +her fire, and let me skirmish around. That's the kind of thing I get +continually!" + +"Is it true," inquired Doctor John, "that that clear and capacious +intellect, James Otis, is permanently clouded since the wound he got in +the affair with the king's officers?" + +"''Tis true, 'tis pity; and pity 'tis, 'tis true!'" quoted Glenowen. +"A fine brain wasted in a smuggler's brawl. I take it there's no +wisdom to waste, among either Tories or Whigs, these days,--for these +days are big with Fate!" + +"Uncle Bob!" said Barbara, fixing him with a wide, level look, "what +are you, Whig or Tory? You seem so careful!" + +Glenowen laughed. + +"You insist on pinning me down to it, do you, saucy hussy? Well, I +wish I knew! I think there are some hundred thousand or more of honest +men in these colonies who are trying to find out which they really are, +right to the bone. But I can tell you in part. For one thing, I am an +Englishman, just as much an Englishman here as if I lived in England! +Do you know what that means?" + +"No!" said Barbara, bluntly, dissatisfied at this caution when she +counted on a hot partisanship. + +"It means that I will not be taxed save by my own consent! I am too +good an Englishman to let Englishmen in England treat me as less than +an Englishman because I am a colonist. But I am no leveller. I have +no patience with the doctrine of those sentimental Frenchmen who +promulgate the palpable folly that all men are born equal. I am loyal +to the king,--or, perhaps, rather, I should say, to the throne, which +seems to me just now unfortunate in its occupant. But I will not pay a +tax imposed by those who have no right to tax me! I would fight first. +I stand on Magna Charta." + +"Then you are a patriot now, Uncle Bob," said Barbara, fairly +satisfied, "and before long you will be a rebel! You wait and see! +You're all afraid to say it, but before long the colonies will be +fighting King George!" + +There were exclamations of protest from every one, even Doctor John, +the avowed and consistent Whig,--every one but Glenowen, who smiled +thoughtfully at Barbara's rashness. + +"Tut! Tut! You little fire-eater!" exclaimed Doctor John. "You +mustn't bring discredit on your party! We will fight with +constitutional weapons for our just rights, and bring that pig-headed +George to his senses. We must teach him to reign properly, and not to +meddle, that's all. No throat-cuttings in the English family!" + +"It would break my heart to fight against my countrymen," said Robert, +earnestly. "But if they should be so misguided as to take up arms +against the king, I should have no doubt as to my duty. The king may +be unjust; but if so, the injustice will doubtless be remedied by and +by. But better, surely, suffer some injustice than be traitor to your +king." This speech took courage on Robert's part, with Barbara's eyes +blazing scorn upon him. But he looked into vacancy, and made his +confession of faith regardless of consequence. + +"You fatigue me, Robert!" said Barbara. "Would you rather betray your +country than your king? Was the country made for the king? What's a +king? Greece and Rome did pretty well without them!" + +"What's this stuff and nonsense about fighting?" broke in Doctor Jim, +ignoring Barbara's argument as the chatter of a child. "Stuff and +nonsense! The notion of our clodhoppers standing up to the king's +soldiers, who have whipped the armies of the world! It is easy for +demagogues to rant, but they'd find it still easier to run!" + +"I fear you all underrate the peril--except this sauce-box here!" said +Glenowen, soberly. "And you, Pigeon, are like the king's purblind +advisers in underrating the spirit of the people. It is not a noisy, +but a sullen temper that seems to be spreading. And clodhoppers are +not all cowards! And those who call themselves patriots are not all +clodhoppers." + +"But who among our people can be so suicidal as to think of war?" asked +the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, taking a contemplative pinch of snuff. +"To fight a hopeless battle, and in inevitable defeat lose all!" + +"It is not the people who think of war as yet!" said Glenowen. "But +the arrogant soldiery, the blindly self-confident officials, the +insolent English officers, who seem chosen not to conciliate but to +enrage. So many of the officers sent out here do dishonour to the +repute of English gentlemen. They seem to look on colonists as a +subject race. I have seen them, in New York and in Boston, treat our +ladies with an insufferable condescension, such as they would never +have dared to show toward the same ladies in England. And I have seen +them studiously insolent to colonial gentlemen of birth and breeding +far above their own, as if the accident of being born in the mother +country instead of in America made them another race. Such conduct, +while unimportant in itself, rankles deeply, and sets the two branches +of the race in antagonism. Personal affront is mightier than argument, +and men cannot overlook a slight to their women." + +"I should think not!" cried Robert, loftily. "I would shed the last +drop of my blood for the king, but I should not let the king himself +put slight upon one of our ladies! I wonder you could endure to see +such things, Mr. Glenowen!" + +"I did not!" confessed Glenowen. "I have had several differences of +late!" + +Barbara's eyes sparkled, and her lips parted eagerly over her white +teeth. + +"You fought them, Uncle Bob! You fought them!" she cried. "Real +duels! How many did you fight? Oh, how lovely!" + +"Two, sweetheart, I'm sorry to say!" replied Glenowen, modestly. "It +was very inconvenient and annoying, because I have so many +responsibilities and could not afford to be skewered." + +"And how did you come off?" asked Doctor John, leaning far over the +table in his eagerness. + +"Nothing but a scratch or two, thanks to the righteousness of my +cause!" said Glenowen. + +"And the other chaps?" inquired Doctor Jim. "Doubtless they were +low-bred scoundrels, whom London would have none of! I hope you +pricked 'em!" + +"I wish I could feel sure that their manners had mended as well as +their wounds!" laughed Glenowen, gaily. + +Then, to Barbara's ill-concealed disgust, Mistress Mehitable led the +way into the drawing-room, leaving the men to smoke long pipes and +thrash out problems of constitutional law to the accompaniment of the +fiery old Madeira. In the drawing-room she was moody and silent, +grudging all the arguments that were going on without her. And when +Robert, who felt himself too unseasoned to stay with his elders beyond +one pipe and an extra glass, followed the ladies at a decent interval, +Barbara received him far from graciously. His last speech, in comment +on the insolence of the officers, had mollified her a little, but she +felt a smart resentment at his presumption in maintaining views so +opposite to hers. + +"I should think you would stay with the other men," she said, tartly. + +"I couldn't stay a moment longer," said Robert, gallantly, "for longing +to be with the most fair if _not_ the most gracious of ladies!" + +"You had better go back and learn something about your duty to your +country, by listening to Doctor John and Uncle Bob!" she counselled, +rudely. + +Robert bowed low, having himself just now well in hand, though his +heart was sore. + +"I take great pleasure in listening to them, as well as to Doctor Jim, +who also seems intelligent!" said he. + +"Oh," exclaimed Barbara, much nettled. "Doctor Jim talks a lot of +nonsense just to tease me; but he doesn't mean it,--at least, not all +of it. Besides, he is always interesting. But you, with your pedantic +stuff about loyalty and kings and treason, I don't find you interesting +at all! Please go and talk to Aunt Hitty and Mrs. Sawyer, and let me +read. Perhaps I'll be able to forget what you said at dinner!" + +"It is my pleasure to obey your lightest wish, fair mistress!" said +Robert, inwardly indignant, but outwardly amused at her ill-humour. He +went at once to the other side of the room, and exerted himself to such +good purpose that soon Mistress Mehitable's rare and silvery laughter +grew frequent, against an almost ceaseless gurgle of content from Mrs. +Sawyer. Robert was completely absorbed, while Barbara's interest in +her book was vexatiously divided. After half an hour she got up and +left the room, but he never noticed her going. Fifteen minutes later +she came back, with the gray and white "Mr. Grim" on her shoulder; and +he never noticed her coming, so intent he was, and so successful, in +his task of amusing Aunt Hitty and Mrs. Sawyer. This was carrying +obedience a little too far, and it fretted Barbara. Then the men came +in from the dining-room, smoky, and a little more fluent than ordinary, +and Robert was ousted from his post by Glenowen and Doctor John. But +instead of returning now to Barbara, he attached himself with an +engrossed air to Doctor Jim; and Barbara found herself established in +her nook with the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer. To be sure, his Reverence +made himself most agreeable, flattering her by the attention he would +have paid to a grown woman whom he considered intelligent. He +appreciated her brains, and acknowledged the lengthening of her +petticoats; and his attitude was a gratifying proof to her that she +really had grown to be a personage, rather than a child, within the +past few days. But she found herself unable to concentrate her wits on +what he was saying, and passed a rather grievous hour trying to look +the attention which her brain was not giving. When, at last, Doctor +Sawyer arose to go, she felt that he must think her the most stupid +girl in the world. Doctor Sawyer, on the contrary, enchanted by the +rapt silence and appreciation with which apparently she had hung upon +his words, went away with the conviction that she was a young woman of +astonishing intellect, whom they had, indeed, wronged greatly in +striving to force her into the narrow Second Westings mould. From that +hour, when she had watched him with glowing eyes, but hearing scarce a +word of all his wit, the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer was one of Barbara's +staunchest champions. + +When she turned from saying good-bye to Mrs. Sawyer, Barbara found +Robert standing close beside her in the hall door, apparently absorbed +in contemplation of Mrs. Sawyer's billowy, retreating figure. Barbara +touched him on the arm, and he turned to her with a quick apologetic +courtesy, as if his thoughts had been far off. + +"What were you thinking of, so far, far away?" she asked, feeling +somewhat left out and forlorn. + +"Why--why--I was thinking--" he stammered, as if unwilling to say, yet +unready with an evasion. + +"Oh, you needn't tell me, if it is so embarrassing as all that!" said +Barbara, tossing her head. "I was going to say, that after all the +talk and the excitement, I think the loveliest thing would be some +fresh, sweet air, and the smell of the woods!" + +"It would be, indeed--with you!" said Robert. + +"Then we will ride till supper-time. No,--there is a moon. We will +ride after supper. You may escort me if you want to! Do you?" + +Robert drew a long breath before he answered--and to Barbara the answer +was sufficient. + +"Yes, I want to!" he said, simply. "I was afraid I was to go away +without really seeing you at all!" + +"Go away!" exclaimed Barbara, lifting her brows in sharp displeasure. +"What do you mean, Robert?" + +"I must go back to Gault House to-morrow morning, without fail, for I +start for New York the day following, to be gone all winter." + +"Oh!" said Barbara; and turned and led the way back into the +drawing-room, leaving Robert completely mystified as to the meaning of +that noncommittal interjection. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +After supper, when Barbara came down dressed for riding and calmly told +Robert she was ready, Mistress Mehitable gasped, and looked at +Glenowen, expecting that he would meet the emergency by making a third. +As he seemed unconscious of the need of action, she shot an appealing +glance at Doctor Jim and Doctor John in turn. But they only grinned +inscrutably. Then she lifted her hands slightly and let them drop into +her lap, as if to say, "Bear witness, Heaven, that I am helpless!" and +thus she stifled the voice of protest in her bosom. She had given +Barbara freedom, and the responsibility that goes with freedom; and she +would not take back the gift. But it was one of the notable victories +of Mistress Mehitable's career, when she forced herself to sit in +smiling acquiescence while Barbara flew full in the face of all +convention. Amos, meanwhile, had brought the horses to the door; and +when the two young riders were gone, the hoof-beats sounding in slow +cadence down the drive, Glenowen said to her, with an understanding +smile, "You did right, sweet lady. 'Tis a filly, that, to be ridden +without the curb. Give her her head, and you'll have no great trouble!" + +"I feel sure you are right, Mr. Glenowen," said Mistress Mehitable, +sweetly. "But you may well believe it was a hard lesson for me, a Ladd +of Connecticut, to learn. And I fear I have not more than half learned +it yet!" + +"You can learn anything you have a mind to, Mehitable," said Doctor +Jim, with emphasis, "in the time it would take another woman to learn +the A, B, C of it!" + + +Neither Barbara nor Robert spoke till the horses emerged upon the +highway. Then Barbara cried: + +"Quick! Quick! I want the wind in my face!" + +With two miles of good road before them, they set their faces to the +night breeze and their horses to the run, and raced madly down the +moonlight, their shadows dancing long and black before them. The +saddle-leathers creaked a low, exhilarating music, and the galloping +swung like a pulse, and the roadside fence and shrubs fled by, and the +world was white in the moonlight. And still there was no speech, save +a soft word now and then to the rejoicing horses, whose ears turned +back for it sympathetically from time to time. + +At length they came to rougher ground, and slowed to a gentle canter. +Then Robert noticed a narrow wood-road turning off to the right, +vaulted over with lofty trees, and mystical with moon-shadows. + +"Where does that road go, my lady?" he inquired. + +"Where we are going!" answered Barbara, turning into it at a walk. +Then, as if she thought the answer too whimsical, she continued, "It +will take us back to the village by a longer and more beautiful way!" + +"Any longer way would be the more beautiful way!" said Robert. + +The reply interested Barbara, and in musing over it she forgot to say +anything more. + +The wood-road, thick-carpeted with turf and moss, muffled the horses' +hoofs, and an enchanted silence sank into the hearts of the young +riders. Here and there the woods gave back for a little clearing with +a lonely cabin; and the moonlight flooded in; and around the edges of +the clearing the thick-leaved branches seemed afloat, bubbles of glass +and silver on a sea of dream. Then, again, the fairy-lit glooms, +haunted but unterrifying! And Barbara began to think repentantly of +her harshness toward Robert. Soon the road dipped sharply, and crossed +a wide, shallow brook, upon whose pebbles the horses' hoofs splashed a +light music. Here they let the horses drink a mouthful, because +Barbara said the waters of that brook were especially sweet. When they +emerged on the other side, Barbara discovered she wanted a drink of it +herself, so sovereign were the virtues of that water. + +"How shall I bring it to you?" asked Robert, instantly dismounting, and +casting a hasty glance about him in quest of a birch-tree, from whose +bark to make a cup. + +"Make me a cup of your hands, of course!" said Barbara. "Give me your +reins. I must have the water, at once!" + +Robert removed his leather gloves, rinsed his hands in the sliding +sand, and then, with mighty painstaking care, got at least two +mouthfuls of the crystal uplifted to Barbara's lips. As she sipped, +and light as a moth her lips touched his hands, his heart seemed to +turn over in his breast, and he could not find voice for a word. +Silently he remounted, and in silence they ascended the slope from the +brook. His apparent unresponsiveness puzzled Barbara; but an awakening +intuition suggested to her that it was perhaps not so uncomplimentary +as it might seem; and she was not displeased. + +For half an hour they walked their horses thus, Robert sometimes laying +a light hand on Black Prince's shoulder or satiny flank, but never +daring to touch so much as Barbara's skirt. Then they saw the highway +opening ahead of them, a ribbon of moonlit road. Barbara reined up. + +"I think my saddle is slipping a little," said she. "I don't believe +Amos can have girt it tight enough!" + +"Why, I--" began Robert, about to remind her that, like a good +horseman, he had himself looked well to the girth before letting her +mount. But he cut the words short on his tongue, sprang from his +saddle, and busied himself intently with Black Prince's straps. When +he raised his head, Barbara smiled down upon him, and reached him her +left hand, saying sweetly: + +"Thank you, Robert. You are really very nice, you know!" + +Whereupon Robert bent abruptly, kissed the instep of the little +riding-boot which stuck out from under her skirt, and swung into his +saddle. + +The action thrilled Barbara somewhat, but at the same time piqued her +interest; and the interest dominated. + +"Why did you do that, Robert?" she asked, curiously, looking at him +with wide, frank eyes. "I didn't mind it a bit, you know! But it's +funny, to kiss my old shoe!" + +Robert gave a little unsteady laugh. + +"It was homage, my lady," said he. "Just my pledge of fealty, before I +go. You forget--I have the misfortune to displease you by being a +monarchist!" + +Barbara was silent a moment. She was sorry he had reminded her of +their differences of opinion. But, on the other hand, homage was not +unpleasant; and her scorn of kings did not of necessity extend to +queens. + +"_Why_ do you go?" she asked. + +"My grandmother is sending me at a moment's notice, to represent her in +a law-scrape which some property of hers--of ours--in New York has +suddenly got into. You know that, now that I am through college, I +have to get down to work at once in New York, and fit myself to look +after our estates. But I didn't dream I should have to go so soon!" + +"I am sorry!" said Barbara, simply. "We were having such a pleasant +time together!" + +"Were we, dear lady?" asked Robert. + +"_Weren't_ we?" demanded Barbara. + +"I am broken-hearted at going. I dare not tell you how +broken-hearted!" replied Robert, gravely. "But until this ride I have +been rather unhappy to-day, for you have several times made me feel +that you were displeased at my coming!" + +Now Barbara hated explanations, and she hated still more to be accused +justly. Urging Black Prince to a canter, she retorted: + +"I have no patience with you, Robert. I have been an angel to you. +Didn't I ride almost half-way home with you, when you were here before? +And now, haven't I let you come this _perfect_ ride with me,--when I +know Aunt Hitty thought I oughtn't? And you don't _deserve_ that I +should even let you talk to me one minute, when you are such a stupid, +bigoted Tory." + +Robert thought of many things to say in answer to this dashing flank +attack; but each answer seemed to carry unknown perils, so he kept a +prudent silence. After some time Barbara spoke again, mistaking his +silence for contrition. + +"Robert," she began, in a voice of thrilling persuasion, "won't you do +something I very much want you to do?" + +"I can think of no other pleasure to compare with the pleasure of +pleasing you, my lady!" he answered, ardently. + +"Then, will you not _really study_, without prejudice, the things that +are at the bottom of the trouble between us and King George? You have +such a good brain, Robert, I cannot think you will be on the side of a +king against your own country, when you have fully informed yourself!" + +Robert looked troubled. + +"I can honestly promise," said he, "to study the question still more +carefully than I have already. But I fear you will still consider me +obstinate, even then. If I could imagine myself disloyal to the king, +I should not consider myself worthy to profess myself your ever loyal +and devoted servant, fair mistress!" + +"To serve me, Robert, you must serve your country!" + +"And to serve my country, most dear lady, I must serve the king!" +persisted Robert. + +Barbara set her lips tight together, and galloped on. + +"I wish you better wisdom as you grow older!" she said, coldly, after +some minutes. + +"The best wisdom I may ever hope to attain will be all too little to +serve you with, my lady!" answered Robert, half gallantly, yet all in +earnest. And Barbara could not but vouchsafe a reluctant smile in +acknowledgment of so handsome a compliment. Thereafter there was +little more said. They rode through the village, past the lighted inn, +up the dim moonlit road to the porch of Westings House. But when +Robert, with a sort of bold deference, lifted her from her saddle, +holding her, perhaps, just a shade more closely than was requisite, she +felt in a forgiving mood. She knew that she liked him, she knew she +had been unpleasant to him, she was most sorry he was going away; and +what were old kings anyway that friends should be at loggerheads about +them? Answering her own thought, she impulsively pulled off her glove, +and gave Robert her bare hand. + +"We will be friends, won't we, king or no king?" + +And the radiance of the smile she lifted to him, as he held her thin +little hand in both his own, nearly turned the poor boy's head. He +bent over her--and just saved himself, with a gasp, from kissing the +ignorantly provocative mouth so rashly upraised. But he recovered his +balance, in part, and compensated himself by kissing the hand +passionately,--fingers and soft palm, and rosy oval nails, and +wrist,--in a fashion that seemed to Barbara very singular. At length +she withdrew the hand with a soft laugh, saying, composedly: + +"There, don't you think that will do, Robert? You did not kiss Mrs. +Sawyer's hand like that, did you?" + +"Of course I did!" declared Robert. "There was more of it to kiss, so +I kissed it more!" + +"Now you are horrid!" she cried, and ran past him into the house. + +But when he said good-bye to them all on the porch the next morning, +and set forth on his long ride back to Gault House, Robert carried with +him in the pocket over his heart what Barbara considered the highest +token of her favour, her well-studied, intimately marked, +oft-slept-with copy of Sir Philip Sidney's sonnets. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +The life of the individual, within its limits, is apt to present a sort +of microcosmic image of the life of the nation. There comes a period +of stress, when the germs of change and growth are sown. Then, +apparently without reason, time drags. The seasons roll apathetically +in their rut, and all is done as it was done last year. But in the +deeps the great impulses are maturing, the great forces are gathering. +The hour comes that looses them. Then in an instant, it seems almost +without warning, the quiet heart is in an insurrection, the people of +ploughshares is become a people of swords. With a life, or with a +nation, the events of a day may crowd ten volumes, or the annals of ten +years leave a page but meanly filled. Significance is all. We live in +our great moments. The rest is a making ready. + +That blue and yellow morning of sweet winds, when Robert rode away from +Second Westings, and Barbara, looking after him, felt three-fourths +regretful for his going and one-fourth for her dear copy of Sir Philip +Sidney's sonnets, was a morning in the late summer of 1769. He was to +have returned the following June. But neither that June nor the next, +nor the next following nor the one thereafter, did he return to the +quiet villages of Connecticut and the banks of the great river that had +given him birth. From year's end to year's end he found himself tied +to the desk in his mother's brother's office, the office with the coat +of arms over the door, and the diamond windows looking out on Bowling +Green. He worked faithfully; but, being of the king's party yet +sturdily American, a loyalist yet alive to the grievances of the +people, a Tory yet not intolerant of views hostile to his own, an +aristocrat, yet unfettered by the traditions of his clique and clan, he +had all the social diversion that the gay, extravagant, rich, and +foppish little city in the toe of Manhattan Island could afford. +Wealthy, well-born, courtly, and kindly, the garlanded snares of the +mammas of Manhattan were laid thickly but vainly for his feet. He was +squire to all the fair; but not one, unless by some of those thrilling +fictions with which maids triumph over their rivals, could claim aught +of him that was exclusive or committal. And he knew Sir Philip +Sidney's sonnets by heart. + +About once in two months, or thereabouts, went a letter to Second +Westings, full of coloured comment on the doings of the city,--of +remarks sometimes stilted and sometimes illuminating on the latest +books from London,--of elaborate compliments that concealed rather than +revealed the emotion glowing behind them,--but of the questions of the +day, of Penal Acts, Port Bills, Tea Duties, Coercion, and Continental +Congresses, no word. Robert had fulfilled to the letter and the spirit +Barbara's demand that he study minutely the points at issue between the +colonies and the king. He had realised the blindness and folly of the +king, he had acknowledged that the colonies were right to resist, by +every constitutional means, taxation by a parliament in which they were +not represented. But his loyalty to the throne was unshaken by his +regret that the king should be unjust. He tried to believe that the +counsels of the great Englishmen whom he adored,--Pitt and Burke, the +friends of America,--would open the eyes of George III. in time to +prevent the cruel arbitrament of war. But--should it be war,--well, +his ancestors had bled cheerfully for Charles Stuart when they knew he +was in the wrong, and Robert felt that he would maintain, at whatever +cost, the tradition of his ancestors. To be loyal to a good king, a +king in the right, where was the distinguishing merit of that? But to +be loyal to king in the wrong, and at great cost,--that, to Robert, +seemed loyalty worth the name. + +Meanwhile to Barbara, in her green world of Second Westings, life +seemed to have got caught in a drowsy eddy. The months went by in +uneventful circuit, for all the echoes of great doings that came up +from time to time and stirred the tranquil air. She rode, canoed, +read, studied spasmodically, bullied Amos, loved the animals, distilled +strange essences, repudiated the needle and the crochet-hook, as of +old. As of old, she had wild whims, repentances, indignations, dreams, +and ardours born of dreams. But all these things had grown paler, in a +way, had lost something of their bite and vividness. It was as if Fate +had turned a screw and changed the focus. Moreover, she could no +longer, as before, believe each mood eternal and all-important. She +had a consciousness that there were other interests lurking in life, +and this kept her in an attitude of waiting. But the love between her +and Doctor John and Doctor Jim lost nothing in this waiting time, but +grew as Barbara grew in stature and self-knowledge; and she lost +nothing of her delight in the friendship of Mrs. Debby Blue, to whose +cabin she would flee about once a month, when the vagrant blood, +growing riotous in her breast, would make her tolerant of no company +but that of the shrewd old outlaw dame. As for her aunt, Barbara's +love for the blue-eyed little Puritan spinster, born that crucial +morning of Mistress Mehitable's unexpected forbearance and seed-cakes, +flourished and ripened with not one serious setback. Of course, a +complete understanding between two such opposite tempers could not +spring up in a day; but Mistress Mehitable was nothing less than heroic +in the consistency with which she held herself to her new policy; and +Barbara, having been astonished into an incongruous devotion, was ready +enough to make sacrifices on the new altar. Whenever the atmosphere +began to feel overcharged between them, they would say the nicest +things they could think of to each other, and then, with much ingenuity +of chance, keep apart for two or three days. In this way new +misunderstandings were avoided; till gradually the natural love between +them set deep root into their hearts, and grew strong enough to dare +such tempestuous flurries of the mood as cannot but blow up once in +awhile when two women are living alone together. + +But while her own life had seemed to have grown so tranquil that she +wondered if things had forgotten to happen, Barbara knew that in the +outside world it was different, so different as to make her stillness +seem like sleep. In the outside world she knew events were crowding +and clamouring upon one another's heels, under a sky of strange +portent. She kept herself informed. She wrangled lovingly with Doctor +Jim; she argued tactfully, though hopelessly, with Mistress Mehitable; +she debated academically with the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer; she ranted +joyously with Doctor John, and Squire Gillig, and Lawyer Perley, and +old Debby, all four patriots, and the last two frank rebels. For the +sake of finding out the drift of Second Westings sentiment, she once in +awhile emerged from her prickly exclusiveness to smile upon her fellows +of quality, and was surprised to find them mostly patriots in their +way, with souls that strove to rise above embroidery and tatting. As +for the common people, the workmen and apprentices and their kind, she +got at their hearts easily in her impulsive fashion, and found the +majority of them slowly heating to rebellion. In Amos, her devoted +Amos, however, she unearthed a fiery royalist, ready to out-thunder +Doctor Jim himself; so she ceased to do Amos the favour of bullying +him, and Amos grew at times too dejected to care much about King +George. The results of these observations she conveyed minutely in +frequent letters to her Uncle Bob, who was now committed to the +so-called 'Continental' side. To Robert Gault, also, in his office +looking out on Bowling Green, Barbara would write about once in three +months. But in these letters she wrote of the woods and the winds, of +what blooms were out in the river-meadows, of what birds were nesting +or winging,--and never a word of what was in all men's mouths. She was +waiting for Robert to declare himself converted to her views, after +digesting the course of study to which she had set him. And she +refused to admit the possibility of a clear-headed gentleman, as she +knew him to be, being so misguided as to cling to opinions different +from her own. To her mind Truth was a crystal of which but one facet +could be lighted at a time. One side of a question was apt to present +itself to her with such brilliancy that all the other sides were thrown +into obscurity together. As for the flamboyant Toryism of Doctor Jim, +she regarded it with an invincible indulgence, as one of those things +preordained from the first,--a thing which she could not even regret, +because without it Doctor Jim, who was in every way adorable, would be +so much the less himself. Who cared for an eccentricity or two in a +being so big of body and soul as Doctor Jim? But she could not help +being glad that Doctor John's eccentricity, to which she would have +been equally indulgent in case of need, took a different form from +Doctor Jim's. The Toryism of her Aunt Hitty she regarded as a part of +the lady's religion, and with that Barbara would never dream of +meddling. By an unspoken understanding, she and Mistress Mehitable had +agreed to leave each other's sanctuaries unprofaned. + +By the time of the "Boston Tea-Party," a little before Christmas in +1773, Second Westings was so established in its stiff-necked, though +indolent, Whiggery, that Doctor Jim and Mistress Mehitable sat +enthroned, as it were, in the lonely isolation of their Toryism, with +Amos proudly humble at their feet. The Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, whose +interest in the controversy had been almost wholly academic from the +first, and who cultivated on all matters outside his creed a breadth of +mind to compensate for his narrowness within it, had judged it right to +follow his flock where he could not lead it, and had amused himself by +letting Barbara--of whose conquest he was genuinely proud--convert him +to her doctrines. He was now a constitutional patriot, a temperate and +conservative champion of colonial privilege, as opposed to kingly +prerogative. When came the soul-stirring news of how the valiant men +of Boston Town had confronted the dread tea-chests in their harbour, +and torn them piecemeal, and cast their fragrant contents into the +tide, then no soul in Second Westings but Doctor Jim, Mistress +Mehitable, and Amos, would drink a drop of tea--except in private. +Certain compromising spirits, anxious to be both patriotic and +comfortable, had laid in a supply betimes, and so without public +scandal could dally in secret with the uninebriating cup. But Barbara +despised the alien leaf at all times; and Doctor John preferred hard +cider or New England rum; and old Debby had a potent concoction of +"yarbs" which made the Chinese visitor insipid; so Mistress Mehitable +and Doctor Jim were free to victual their strongholds with nearly all +the tea in Second Westings. Over the achievement of the Boston heroes +Mistress Mehitable was gently sarcastic and Doctor Jim boisterously +derisive; while Doctor John exclaimed, "Tut! Tut! such child's play +does no good! Such mummery! Tut! Tut!" and Squire Gillig, ardent +"Continental" but cautious merchant, said, "Such wicked waste! There's +a lot of good money gone! They should have confiscated the stuff, an' +hid it, an' sold it by an' by cheap, along through the back townships!" + +But to Barbara it seemed that the act was one shrewdly devised and +likely to bring matters to a head. Her reading of it seemed justified +a few months later, when the port of Boston was closed, as a punishment +for rebellious contumacy,--and the charter of Massachusetts +abrogated,---and a military governor, with four English regiments, +established in the haughty city by the Charles,--and the capital of the +province removed to its ancient rival, Salem. + +The news of the billeting of the troops on Boston, and the removal of +the capital to Salem, came with a shock to Westings House. It came in +a copy of the _Connecticut Gazette_, delivered at Mistress Mehitable's +dinner-table while she and Barbara were entertaining Doctor John and +Doctor Jim, Squire Gillig, and the Reverend Jonathan and Mrs. Sawyer. +It had been a gay repast, but when Mistress Mehitable, craving +indulgence by reason of the times, read out the Boston news, a cloud +descended upon the company. Squire Gillig began to say something +bitter, forgetful of Mistress Mehitable's sentiments, but was stopped +by a level stare from the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer's authoritative +eyes. Then Doctor John spoke--no longer droll and jibing, but with the +gravity of prescience, and turning by instinct to his brother. + +"Jim! Jim!" said he, "this is going to mean _war_. I see it! I see +it! The people will not stand much more,--and more is coming, as sure +as my name's John Pigeon. Your precious king's gone mad. He's going +to force it on us!" + +Doctor Jim shook his great head sorrowfully. "I am sorry for this, +John. I think the king is not well advised in this--on my word I do. +It is too harsh, too sudden. But the people won't fight. They may +riot, and talk,--but they won't fight. We are too strong for you, +John. There will be no war. That would be absurd!" + +"There will be war!" repeated Doctor John, still looking into his +brother's eyes. The two men had forgotten every one else. "There will +be war, if not this year, the next. The people will fight,--and that +soon!" + +"Then the people will be beaten, and that soon, John!" retorted Doctor +Jim, firmly, but in a low voice. + +"The king's armies will be beaten, Jim! You mark my words! But it is +going to be a terrible thing! A horrible and unrighteous thing! There +will be dividing of houses, Jim!" + +There were several seconds of silence, a heavy, momentous silence, and +Barbara held her breath, a strange ache at her throat. Then Doctor Jim +brought down his fist upon the table, and cried in his full voice: + +"A dividing of houses, maybe,--but not a dividing of hearts, John +Pigeon, never a dividing of hearts, eh, what? eh, what?" + +He reached out his hand across the table, and Doctor John seized it in +a mighty grip. The long years of love and trust between them spoke +suddenly in their strong, large faces. + +"No, never a dividing of hearts, Jim, in the days that are to come, +when our swords go different ways, and we see each other not for a +time!" + +Then their hands dropped apart, and both laughed uneasily, as they +glanced with a shamefaced air about the table. + +"Tut! Tut!" said Doctor John. "That precious king of yours bids fair +to make life damnably serious, Jim. Send him away from the table at +once!" + +But the diversion came too late; for Barbara was weeping heedlessly, +and Mistress Mehitable, with her white chin quivering, was dabbing her +handkerchief to her eyes with an air of vexation at her own weakness; +while good Mrs. Sawyer gazed at them both in wide-eyed, uncomprehending +wonder. + +"If there's a war," sobbed Barbara, "_you sha'nt_ go to it, either of +you! We need you, _here_. And--and--you'd both get killed, I know! +You're both so splendid and big and tall,--and you wouldn't--take care +of yourselves, and the bullets _couldn't_ miss you!" + +At this picture Mistress Mehitable grew pale, where she had been red, +and cast a frightened look at Doctor Jim, then at Doctor John,--then +back at Doctor Jim. + +"Barbara's right, I think," she said, with an air of having weighed the +question quite dispassionately. "You should not leave your patients, +on any account. There are so many men who can destroy life, so few who +can save it. Physicians have no right to go soldiering." + +"That's just it, honey!" cried Barbara, flashing radiant eyes through +her tears. "Oh, what a wise little Aunt Hitty you are! What would we +ever do without you!" And her apprehensions laid themselves obediently +to rest. + +"Well, well!" cried Doctor Jim. "What are two graceless old dogs like +us, that the dear eyes of the fairest of their sex should shed tears on +our account? We should go and kick each other up and down the length +of Second Westings for the rest of the afternoon, for causing such +precious tears,--eh, what, John Pigeon?" + +"'Tis the least we can do, Jim!" said Doctor John. "But now I come to +think of it, we needn't arrange to go to the war before there's a war +to go to, after all." + +"And when the war does come, you'll both stay right here, where you +belong!" decreed Barbara, holding the question well settled. + +"Who knows what may happen?" cried Doctor Jim. "You stiff-necked +rebels may experience a change of heart, and then where's your war?" + +"Barbara, sweet baggage," said Doctor John, wagging his forefinger at +her in the way that even now, at her nineteen years, seemed to her as +irresistibly funny as she had thought it when a child, "I cannot let +this anxiety oppress your tender young spirit. Set your heart at rest. +If there be war, Jim Pigeon may go a-soldiering and get shot as full of +holes as a colander, and I'll do my duty by staying at home and looking +after his patients. There'll be a chance of some of them getting well, +then! I've never yet had a fair chance to save Jim Pigeon's patients. +_I_ won't desert a lovely maiden in distress, to seek the bubble +reputation at the cannon's mouth!" + +"How can you lie so shamelessly, John Pigeon?" demanded Doctor Jim. +"I'll lay you a barrel of Madeira you'll be leaning against the butt of +a musket before I am!" + +"Done!" said Doctor John. + +"I think you are both perfectly horrid!" cried Barbara. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +That day of the news was a boundary day. It set sharp limit to +Barbara's years of calm. From that day events came quickly, change +pressed hard on change, and no day, for her, was quite like its +predecessor. A veering of the current had snatched her from her +shining eddy, and swept her forth into the tide of life. + +On the morning following the dinner, while still alive to a sense of +menace in the air, Barbara received a letter from her uncle. As she +read it, her eyes sparkled, her heart bounded. Then, as she passed it +to Mistress Mehitable, and Mistress Mehitable took it with cheerful +interest, her heart sank. She felt a pang of self-reproach, because +she found herself willing to go away and leave her aunt uncompanioned +in the solitude of Westings House. Glenowen had undertaken certain +business, in the way of searching records and examining titles, which +was driving him at once to New York, and bade fair, he said, to keep +him there for upwards of a year. He wanted Barbara to go with him. +And Barbara's pulses bounded. There, she thought, were the lights and +the dances, the maskings and the music, the crossing of swords and +wits, the gallants and the compliments and the triumphs, which she was +longing to taste. Mistress Mehitable's face grew grave as she read the +letter. It grew pale as she looked up and saw by Barbara's face the +hunger in her heart. Mistress Mehitable had a vision of what Westings +House would be, emptied of the wilful, flashing, vivid, restless spirit +which for the past few years had been its life. But she was unselfish. +She would not say a word to lessen Barbara's delight. + +"It will be lovely for you, dear!" said she, with hearty sympathy. +"You are just at the age, too, when it will mean most to you, and be of +most value to you. I am so glad, dear!" + +But Barbara had seen the look in her face, and gave no heed to her +brave words. + +"I _can't_ go, honey, and leave you here alone!" she cried, +impetuously, jumping up and hugging the little lady with a vehemence +born of the effort to convince herself that what she said was true. +She felt that she could and must go; but that the joy of going would be +more than damped--drenched, indeed, with tears--at the thought of how +much Mistress Mehitable would miss her, of how empty Westings House +would be without her, of the scar her absence would leave in their +little world. With her intense individuality, her lively +self-concentration, it almost seemed to her as if their little world +could not even attempt to go on without her, but must sleep dully +through her absence. + +"Of course you will go, Barbara dear!" said Mistress Mehitable, +decidedly. "It is only natural and right you should want to go, and +go. I cannot pretend that it makes me very happy to think of doing +without you for a whole year. No words can tell you how I shall miss +you, dear child. But I should be a thousand times more unhappy if I +were to feel myself standing in the way of your happiness. No, no, +indeed, don't talk any nonsense about not going. Besides, your Uncle +Bob has the right to have you with him for a while." + +"Oh, I wish you could go, too!" sighed Barbara. "_Can't_ you? _Then_ +it _would_ be lovely!" + +Mistress Mehitable laughed softly. "Not very well just now, child!" +she answered, assuming a gaiety. "Perhaps some other time it might be +managed. Now, we'll have to plan about getting you ready,--and your +uncle has only left us a wretched little week to do it in!" + +So it was settled, without any stress or argument whatever, that +Barbara should go to New York with Uncle Bob just eight days from that +day; and so was decreed, with such effort as it might take to order a +breakfast, nothing less than a revolution in Barbara's life. + +While the two women were discussing weighty problems of dressmaking, +lingerie, and equipment various,--what should be made at Second +Westings, and what should be left to New York shops and the tried taste +of Uncle Bob,--Doctor Jim came in, less robustious and breezy than his +wont, his eyes big with momentous tidings. He kissed the ladies' +hands, and sat down thoughtfully opposite, scanning their faces from +under bushy, drawn brows. They both looked at him with expectant +inquiry. + +"You were most intent on whatever you were talking about!" said he, +presently. "I hope I don't interrupt! May I hear all about it? Or +should I run away, eh, what?" + +"You never interrupt,--or if you do, you are forgiven beforehand, Jim!" +said Mistress Mehitable. + +"What we were talking about will interest _you_, Doctor Jim, you +naughty old thing!" cried Barbara, saucily. "It was petticoats, +bodices, and silk stockings, and such like feminine frivolities! But +what have _you_ got to tell _us_? You are just _bursting_, you know +you are. Tell us, and we'll tell you something!" + +"John Pigeon's going away to-morrow!" said Doctor Jim, and then shut +his mouth hard. + +"What? Going away?" cried both women at once, scarce crediting their +ears. + +"Going away to Hartford, to-morrow, to take a hand in organising some +of their rebellious militia!" continued Doctor Jim. "I'm ashamed to +tell you. But he was ashamed to tell you himself, thinking you would +not like it, so he sent me ahead to make his peace for him. It doesn't +mean anything, you know. Just a sort of bragging counterblast to those +four regiments of ours at Boston. I wouldn't be down on John for it, +eh, what, Mehitable?" + +"When will he return?" asked Mehitable, feeling that her world was +being emptied. + +"Down on him!" exclaimed Barbara. "Why, it's _noble_ of him. Think +how it will encourage all the patriots of our township!" Since she was +going away herself, Doctor John's going was easy enough to bear. + +"I wasn't talking to you, you saucy rebel!" retorted Doctor Jim. +"We'll have that crazy little black head of yours chopped off for high +treason, one of these days, if you don't mend your naughty manners. +'Patriots,' indeed! Addle-pated bumpkins! But"--and he turned to +Mistress Mehitable, "you asked me, dear lady, when John Pigeon would +return. Within a month, I think. He will tell you more precisely for +himself!" + +"Jim," said Mistress Mehitable, gravely, "we are going to be lonely for +awhile, you and I." + +"Lonely!" exclaimed Doctor Jim. "That's not what bothers me. It's the +pestilent, low, vulgar business that's taking him!" + +"Yes, of course," assented Mistress Mehitable, "but 'tis not Doctor +John only that purposes to forsake us, Jim. Barbara is going to New +York, to stay a year." + +Doctor Jim's face fell. He glared at Barbara for half a minute, his +shaggy eyebrows working. + +"Nonsense, child!" he cried, wilfully incredulous. "What cock-and-bull +story's this? I won't have my feelings worked upon!" + +"It's true, Doctor Jim. I'm to go with Uncle Bob, next week!" said +Barbara, very soberly. + +"But you sha'n't go! We can't spare our bad little girl. You're too +young, Barby, for that wicked city down there. We _need_ you here, to +keep us from getting too _good_. You sha'n't go, that's all! You see +what John Pigeon'll have to say about it, eh, what?" + +"I must, Doctor Jim!" answered Barbara. "Aunt Hitty and Uncle Bob have +both decided on that. I feel homesick, sort of, already, at the +thought of it. And I know I shall miss you all just horribly. But, +oh, I do want to go, after all. It's all so gay and mysterious to me, +and I know I'll have such fun. And it will be so lovely, when I'm +tired of it, to come back and tell you all about it! Won't it?" + +"Well! Well! I suppose we'll have to let her go," sighed Doctor Jim. +"Thank Heaven, _you're_ not going, Mehitable, dear lady!" + +"I'm glad _you're_ not going, Jim,--either to New York or to Hartford!" +said Mistress Mehitable, with a little laugh. Then she held out her +hand to him, flushing softly. + +"It would be hard indeed for me to go anywhere, Mehitable, were you to +bid me stay!" said Doctor Jim, kissing very reverently the hand she had +held out. Then, without waiting for an answer to this, he hastily +turned again to Barbara, saying: + +"By the way, sweetheart, Bobby Gault is in New York, is he not,--eh, +what? He will be glad to see you again, perhaps! It is possible he +may help make things pleasant for you, eh, you baggage?" + +But Barbara was not in a mood to repay his raillery in kind. + +"I don't know that I'll make things pleasant for Robert," she answered, +thoughtfully, "if he still clings to his ridiculous views about kings +and things!" + +"Tell that to the marines, you sly hussy!" exclaimed Doctor Jim, +regaining mysteriously his wonted large good humour. "Don't tell me +this isn't all made up between you and Robert!" + +Barbara looked at him soberly for a moment. Then the old audacious +light laughed over her face, her eyes danced perilously,--and Mistress +Mehitable felt a tremor of apprehension. She always felt nervous when +Doctor Jim had the hardihood to draw Barbara's fire. + +"Do you know, Doctor Jim, I don't feel quite so badly as I did about +leaving you and Aunt Hitty! I think, you know, you will be quite a +comfort to each other, won't you, even if Doctor John should have to +stay longer than he expects in Hartford!" + +At this moment Doctor John himself came in, to Mistress Mehitable's +infinite relief. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +When Glenowen came to Second Westings he was in such haste that Barbara +concluded he had other duties in New York than the searching of records +and verification of titles; but with unwonted discretion she asked no +questions. Affairs of state, it seemed to her, were the more +mysterious and important the less she knew about them; and it pleased +her to feel that the fate of commonwealths, perchance, was carried +secretly within the ruffled cambric of her debonair and brown-eyed +uncle. From Second Westings they journeyed by coach to New Haven, and +from that city voyaged by packet down the Sound to New York. Arrived +in New York, they went straight into lodgings which Glenowen had +already engaged, in an old, high-stooped Dutch house on State Street. + +From the moment of her landing on the wharf, Barbara was in a state of +high exhilaration. The thronging wharves, the high, black, +far-travelled hulls, the foreign-smelling freights, all thrilled her +imagination, and made her feel that now at last unexpected things might +happen to her and story-books come true. Then the busy, bustling +streets, where men jostled each other abstractedly, intent each on his +own affairs, how different from Second Westings, where three passers-by +and a man on horseback would serve to bring faces to the windows, and +where the grass on each side of the street was an item of no small +consequence to the village cows! And then the houses--huddled +together, as if there was not space a-plenty in the world for houses! +It was all very stirring. She felt that it was what she wanted, at the +moment,--a piquant sauce to the plain wholesomeness of her past. But +she felt, too, that it would never be able to hold her long from the +woods and fields and wild waters. + +Of her arrival Barbara sent no word to Robert, though she knew by +somewhat careful calculation that his office was but a stone's throw +away from her lodging. She looked forward to some kind of a dramatic +meeting, and would not let her impatience--which she scarcely +acknowledged--risk the marring of a picturesque adventure. When +Glenowen, the morning after their arrival, gave her the superfluous +information that Robert's office was close by, right among the +fashionable houses of Bowling Green, and proposed that they should +begin their exploration of the city by strolling past his window, +Barbara demurred with emphasis. + +"Well," said Glenowen, thinking he understood what no man ever has a +right to think he understands, "just as you like, mistress mine. I'll +drop in on him myself, and let him know where we are, so he can call +with all due and fitting ceremony!" + +"Oh, Uncle Bob!" she cried, laughing at his density, "don't you know +yet how little _I_ care for ceremony? 'Tis not that--by any manner of +means. But I want to surprise Robert,--I want to meet him at some fine +function, in all my fine feathers, and see if he'll know me! You know, +it is five years, nearly, since we saw him. Have I changed much, Uncle +Bob?" + +"Precious little have you changed, sweet minx!" answered Glenowen. +"You're just the same small, peppery, saucy, unmanageable, thin brown +witch that you were then, only a _little_ taller, a _little_ more +good-looking, a little--a very little--more dignified. No fear but +he'd know you, though he saw you not for a score of years. 'Twere as +easy perhaps for a man to hate you as love you, my Barbe! But forget +you! Oh, no!" + +So it was that in the walks which they took about the point of +Manhattan Island, during the first three or four days after their +coming, they avoided Bowling Green, save in the dim hours of twilight; +and Glenowen, prone to humour Barbara in everything, had a care to shun +the resorts which Robert Gault affected. He learned, by no means to +his surprise, that Robert was uncompromisingly committed to the Tory +party, but this he did not feel called upon to tell Barbara. + +"Time enough! Time enough!" said he to himself, half whimsical, half +sorrowful. "Let the child have her little play with all the mirth +that's in it! Let hearts not bleed until they must! She won't forgive +him,--and he won't yield,--or I'm not Bob Glenowen!" + +In New York, where most of his life had been spent, Glenowen knew +everybody; and he was _persona grata_ to almost everybody of +consequence. His standing was so impregnable, his antecedents so +unimpeachable, his social talents so in demand, that even the most +arrogant of the old Tory aristocrats--the Delanceys, the Philipses, the +Beverley Robinsons--were not disposed to let their hostility to his +views hamper their hospitality to his person. + +It followed, therefore, as a matter of course, that almost before she +had gathered her wits after the excitement of the journey and the +changed surroundings, Barbara found herself afloat upon the whirl of +New York gaieties. Every night, in the solitude of her bedroom in the +old Dutch house, in the discreet confidence of her pillow, she was +homesick, very homesick, and a child again. She would sob for Aunt +Hitty, and Doctor John, and Doctor Jim,--and for big, round-faced, +furry "Mr. Grim," whom she had so tearfully left behind,--and for Black +Prince, who, she felt sure, would let no one else ride him in her +absence,--and for dear old Debby in her lonely cabin. She would think +very tenderly of Amos,--and then, with a very passion of tenderness, of +her own little room over the porch, now silent and deserted. With +great surges of pathos she would picture Mistress Mehitable going into +the little room every day, and dusting it a bit, and then sitting down +by the bed and wishing Barbara would come back. In such a melting mood +Barbara would resolve not to be horrid any more, but to send for Robert +the first thing in the morning, and tell him just how glad she was to +see him. + +But when morning came, she would be no more the homesick child, but a +very gay, petulant, spoiled, and sparkling young woman, her head full +of excitements and conquests to come. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +To her first ball Barbara went in a chair, just five days after her +arrival in New York. The method of locomotion appealed greatly to her +mood; and as the bearers jogged her gently along, she kept her piquant +face at the window and felt as if she were playing one of the pictures +of court ladies on their way to St. James's,--ladies such as she had +often dreamed over in the London prints. For this ball, given at the +Van Griff house, just a few blocks from her own lodgings, she was +dressed in the very height of the mode, as to all save her hair. She +was obstinate in her aversion to the high, elaborate coiffure,--in her +adherence to the simple fashion and the single massive curl which she +had decided upon, after many experiments, as best becoming her face. +She liked her hair, accounting it her only beauty, and rather than +disguise it she would let the mode go hang. For the rest, her attire +met the severest demands of Uncle Bob, who was even won, at the last, +to approve what he called her eccentricity in the matter of hair. He +decided that her very precise modishness in other respects would prove +her title to independence in the one respect; and it was with +unqualified satisfaction that he contemplated the effect she would +produce on the New York fashionables. + +"Are you sure I look fit to be seen with you, Uncle Bob?" she had +inquired, anxiously, the last thing before they set out. "You are such +a beau, you dear; and so distinguished-looking!" + +"I shall take no discredit by reason of you, I think!" answered +Glenowen, dryly. "Unless, indeed, by reason of the slayings of your +eyes! But slay the gallants, slay them, sweetheart! They be king's +men, mostly,--and there'll be so many the less to fight, by and by, for +the king!" + +"I'll do what such a homely little brown thing can!" laughed Barbara, +blithely, an excited thrill in her voice. But even at the moment her +heart misgave her, at the thought that, more than likely, Robert was +one of these same "king's men!" + +This first ball, at the Van Griffs', was to Barbara a whirl of lights, +and colours, and flowers, and bowing, promenading, pirouetting forms. +The spacious rooms and shining floors and smiling faces and stirring +music intoxicated her. The variety and brightness of the costumes +astonished her, the women's dresses being fairly outshone by the strong +colours of the uniforms worn by the English officers, and by the even +more dazzling garb affected by the civilians. Yet if all this +bewildered her heart, outwardly she was at ease, composed, and ready; +and Glenowen, across the room, watching her the centre of a group of +eager gallants,--fop, officer, and functionary alike clamouring for her +hand in the dance,--wondered if this could be the headlong, hard-riding +little hussy whom he had brought from the wilds of Second Westings. +The stately belles of Manhattan, beauties serene or beauties gay, +sisters to the lily or sisters to the poppy and the tulip, eyed with +critical half-disfavour this wilding rose from the backwoods, agreed +that she was queer-looking if not ugly, and resented her independence +in wearing her hair so as to display its beauties to full advantage. +That she was well gowned and danced well, they were in general fair +enough to acknowledge; but they could not see why so many men found her +interesting to talk to. In a word, she was a success from the start. +She went home at last, very wide-eyed, tired, triumphant, excited--and +disappointed. She had not seen Robert. She had just once heard his +name, spoken casually, as that of one whose absence seemed a thing +unusual, whose presence seemed a thing to be desired. She knew that +she had made an impression. She knew, even, that she had made herself +popular, at least with the men. With her accustomed candour she had +proclaimed herself a rebel, in response to some jest at the expense of +Boston, and had settled the score thrice over by her witty jibes at +King George. But even in that royalist circle her audacity had done +her no harm. The English officers themselves, carried away by her +brilliance and amused by her daring, were loudest in their applause. +They not unreasonably agreed in their hearts that it could do the king +no harm, while it undoubtedly would be a great satisfaction to +themselves, if they could win some favour in the eyes of this most +bewildering and provocative little rebel. Perceiving this, Barbara had +not spared her shafts; and the most deeply wounded of her victims had +been the most assiduous of her admirers. But of all the men who had +been presented to her, danced with her, paid court to her, of all the +women whom she had met, favoured, or in clash of glances subtly defied, +she retained but a bright jumble of unassorted names and faces. One +only had gained a foothold in her remembrance. A certain young officer +in the colonial militia, one Cary Patten by name, had been presented to +her by her uncle with particular commendation, as being altogether of +his own way of thought; and him, for his laughing blue eyes, his frank +mouth, his broad shoulders, and his boyish swagger, she had liked so +well that he stood out among her impressions, and she felt it would be +pleasant to meet him again. In fact, to his open and immense elation, +she had told him so. + +"Well, mistress mine, how did you like it?" asked Glenowen, as, candle +in one hand and skirts in the other, she held up her face to be kissed +good-night. + +"Oh, I loved it, Uncle Bob!" she answered, with conviction. + +"Well, it loved you!" said Uncle Bob. + +But as he turned away to his own room, he wondered if Barbara was +really quite as satisfied as she professed, or whether her failure to +meet Robert, and include him among the numbers of her slain, had +clouded at all the splendour of her triumph. + +Two evenings later there was another ball, an altogether bigger and +more imposing function, at the house of the Surveyor-General half a +mile out of town. At this, as she was told, every one would be +present, and therefore, she agreed, Robert would certainly appear. +With a view to circumstances which might conceivably arise in the event +of Robert's appearance, she had with great difficulty kept a number of +dances free, when her admiring cavaliers at the Van Griffs' were +striving to fill her cards in advance. If he should fail to +come,--well, she had reason to think that she would not be left to +languish unattended. + +Meanwhile, however, she little knew how violently her pretty scheme was +being brought to nought, she little knew how emphatically Robert was +being enlightened as to her presence in New York. She should, indeed, +have thought that the story of her triumphs at the Van Griffs' would +reach his ears, for on the day following that event, her maid, a +garrulous West Indian mulatto whom Glenowen had engaged immediately on +their arrival, had told her over her toilet that her name was already +the toast of the finest gentlemen in town. But somehow it never +occurred to her that Robert would hear anything. She thought of him +only as riding, or paddling a canoe, or sitting at his desk, or going +to balls and wandering about alone, thinking of her, gravely smiling +now and then, courteous, and silent. As a vital factor in this +glittering life he had never presented himself to her imagination,--or +it is possible she might have written to him from Second Westings more +often than twice or thrice in the year! + +The house of the Surveyor-General stood behind its trees far back from +the road, on a series of terraces set with walks, parterres, trimmed +hedges, statuary, and secret arbours. The house was a blaze of light. +The terraces were lighted with a gay discretion, here shining, there +enshadowed. As she drove up with her uncle in the coach, a little +late, and heard the music and the musical babble of voices, Barbara +thrilled deliciously, with a prescience that this was to be an eventful +night. She was no longer dazzled,--only strung to the highest tension. +She realised that all this was her birthright, to be used, played with, +thrown aside when tired of, but meanwhile enjoyed to the topmost pitch +of relish,--hers just as much as the buttercup fields, the thrush-sweet +orchards, the ancient woods of Connecticut. She felt herself mistress +of the situation. + +"Oh, Uncle Bob," she whispered, drawing a quick breath of anticipation, +as she gave him her hand and stepped daintily from the coach, her +high-buckled, high-heeled white satin slippers and little white silken +ankles glimmering for an instant to the ensnaring of the favoured +eye,--"oh, Uncle Bob, isn't it lovely?" + +"You are, my Barbe!" he answered, peering down with high content upon +the small disastrous face half-hidden in the hood of her scarlet +cardinal. + +"Let me tell you, Uncle Bob, you look extremely nice yourself!" she +responded, squeezing his hand hard. "I didn't see one other man at Mr. +Van Griff's so handsome and distinguished-looking as you!" + +"Dear me!" retorted Glenowen, musingly, "what is the baggage going to +ask me for to-morrow? Whatever it be, she must have it!" + +Barbara reached her hostess with difficulty, and was given small time +for her greetings. All through her first dance she was so absorbed in +looking for Robert that she paid scant attention to her partner's +compliments, though she realised that they contained imcomprehensible +veiled reference to something which she was supposed to know all about. +To her partner, one Jerry Waite by name, her ignorance seemed assumed, +and vastly well assumed; and presently with his growing admiration for +her cleverness came a dread lest he should transgress, so he +diplomatically shifted to new ground. But had she not been quite +absorbed in her quest, Barbara's most lively curiosity would have been +awakened by his meaning words. + +At last she sat down by a curtained doorway and sent Mr. Waite to get +her fan, that she might make up her mind as to the advisability of +inquiring frankly about Robert. Her scheme was working too slowly for +her impatient spirit; and, moreover, it was beginning to dawn upon her +that Robert might not unnaturally feel aggrieved, and perhaps even +prove difficult and exasperating, if she did not see him soon. She had +about concluded to invoke the aid of Uncle Bob,--with whom she was by +and by to dance the minuet,--when a word behind the curtain caught her +ear. + +"La! Mr. Gault!" cried a pretty, affected, high-pitched voice. "Who +thought we should be so favoured as to see you here to-night! Not +dancing, surely! But 'twere less cruel to us poor maids to stay away +entirely, than to come and let us look and pine in vain. But you are +very white,--sit down by me and tell me all about it. La, there's +nothing I so love!" + +It was Robert's voice that answered,--Robert's voice, but grown deeper, +stronger, more assured, than as Barbara thought she remembered it. + +"It was nothing at all, dear Miss Betty,--a mere scratch!" he answered. +"'Tis but the loss of a little blood makes me paler than ordinary, I +suppose. But the doctor said there was no reason in the world I should +not look in on the gaieties for a minute or two,--and see what new +wonder of a gown Miss Betty was wearing,--provided I gave my word not +to dance." + +Barbara was conscious of the rustle of Miss Betty's flirtatious fan. + +"La, sir!" cried the pretty, high voice again, "you make light, of it; +but they tell me it was very handsome done. And is it true that poor +Carberry is in a bad way? Fie upon you, Mr. Gault, to spit an officer +of the king and so strengthen the hands of the enemy." + +Barbara's heart was beating very fast. So Robert had been fighting a +duel, had he! And been wounded,--but slightly! And the quarrel with +an officer of the king! This looked as if her anxieties were +unfounded. But on the other hand, this loquacious girl--whom Barbara +despised instantly and honestly--seemed to claim him as belonging to +the king's party. Barbara trembled with excitement, and with fear lest +her absent escort should come back too soon. He did come back, at that +moment; but with a ravishing look that turned his brain she sent off +again for an ice and a glass of punch. Meanwhile her alert ears had +heard Robert replying cheerfully to Miss Betty. + +"Oh, Carberry will be all right in a week or two," said he. "'Twould +much hasten his recovery were one to send him word of Miss Betty's +solicitude. A three weeks at most will take him off my conscience and +the doctor's hands!" + +Here another voice intervened. + +"Traitress!" it exclaimed, "I have been seeking you this half-hour!" + +"Let me talk to Mr. Gault one moment more, Jack!" pleaded Miss Betty. +"He was just going to tell me all about it,--weren't you, Mr. Gault?" + +"Not if I know Bob Gault," retorted the voice. "Nay, nay, dear lady, I +will yield you not one minute more to Gault, on any pretext. Shall I +court disaster by leaving the most fickle as the fairest of her sex to +the wiles of this pale hero, this wounded champion of dames!" + +"You're right, Jack!" cried Miss Betty. "I see he's dying with +impatience to go and find her, and claim a champion's reward! She's +here, Mr. Gault. I saw her but a moment back. Go wherever you see the +men a-crowding fiercest!" + +So Robert had fought for some woman, had he? He had a tie, then! +Barbara felt a tightening about her heart, an impulse to rush from the +room. Then she said to herself, "What more natural? What are we but +the best of friends? And have I ever been really nice to him?" +Promptly anger took the place of the unreasonable hurt; and the anger +made her cool upon the surface, so that she had herself well gathered +in hand when the curtain was pushed aside, and Robert came +through--just at the same moment that her partner came up with the +punch. + +Robert sprang forward with face transfigured. But to Barbara's chagrin +he did not seem at all surprised. + +"I am glad to see you, Robert!" she said, gravely, holding out her hand. + +Robert bent over it and kissed it in silence, unable, for the moment, +to find his voice. + +"Are you not glad to see me--to see an old friend out of the old days?" +asked Barbara. + +"I have no words to tell you how glad I am, my dear lady!" he answered, +in a low voice, wishing that Jerry Waite would have sense enough to go +away, instead of standing there in that idiotic fashion with the punch. + +"But aren't you _surprised_ to see me, Robert?" Barbara went on, +forgetful of Mr. Waite and the punch. + +"I suppose I ought to be surprised, my lady," answered Robert, with +some bitterness in his tone, "surprised that you have condescended to +see me at all, in view of the length of time you have been here without +letting me know! I learned yesterday of your coming--after every one +in town apparently knew of it!" + +To Jerry Waite the scene was utterly incomprehensible. Oblivious to +all good manners, he was staring open-mouthed. Barbara saw the +astonishment in his face, quite naturally misunderstood it, and flushed +angrily. The pain and wrath which she had by such an effort of will +crushed down in her heart crept up again stealthily, and began to +mingle unrecognised with this superficial annoyance. + +"I had thought to surprise you,--a harmless little play, Robert, to see +if you would recognise an old, old friend grown up!" she said, in a +cool voice. "But since you are so dissatisfied, we had better not talk +about it. You may call and see me some day soon, if you like. I am +just around the corner, on State Street. Uncle Bob will give you the +address. Will you take me back to my seat, Mr. Waite? Thank you so +much for the punch." + +Robert could not believe his ears. Was he dismissed for the evening? +The blood began to beat fiercely in his head. + +"But, Barbara," he exclaimed, "aren't you going to give me at least +_one_ dance?-- Hold on, Waite, just a minute, will you!-- You can't +be engaged for all so early in the evening. I came at the very first, +in hopes of catching you and getting several." + +Barbara paused. By this time the thought of that other woman, for whom +he had fought,--for whom he was wounded,--for whom he carried now this +pallor,--for whom he had been too impatient to talk to Miss Betty +behind the curtain,--the thought of that other woman was gnawing at her +brain in a way to confuse her judgment. She was not exactly in love +with Robert, but she was intensely interested, and in the course of the +years a sense of proprietorship had grown up. The idea of another +woman, with a prior claim, outraged her pride at the same time that it +wrenched her heart with a sense of irremediable loss. + +"You are not dancing, I understand, Robert," she said, looking coldly +into his eyes. + +Robert's heart gave an exultant leap. She knew about the duel, then! + +"I had thought, my lady," said he, softly, "that you might, under the +circumstances, consent to forego a dance or two, and talk with me about +old times." + +The circumstances, indeed! Barbara's eyes blazed in spite of all her +efforts at self-control. This was insolence. Yet she could in no way +show she recognised it. For a second or two she held her tongue. + +"I hear you have been greatly distinguishing yourself, Robert," she +answered, in a voice of somewhat artificial sweetness, "and have taken +some hurt in the affair, and really should not be here at all!" She +looked at her tablets with hypocritical care. "You should have found +me earlier. I shall not be free to give you a dance for _hours_ +yet,--not till quite near the last. You will probably not be able to +stay so long!" + +Robert grew tenfold whiter than before, and his mouth set itself like +iron. She knew,--it was clear she knew,--and yet she could act in this +hopelessly light, cruel, merciless way. It was inhuman. Had she no +spark of womanly tenderness? He would trouble her no more. + +"No, I shall not stay," he said, quietly. "Good-night, Mistress Ladd! +Good-night, Waite!" He took her outstretched hand so lightly that she +saw rather than felt that he had taken it; bowed over it, so low that +he seemed to kiss it, yet did not actually touch it with his lips; then +nodded civilly to Waite, strode off down the side of the room, through +the door, and was gone. Barbara little guessed the many eyes that had +watched and wondered at the episode. She imagined that all were quite +engrossed in the dancing. + +"Now please take me to the other room, Mr. Waite!" she commanded. "I +fear I was engaged for this very dance, and my partner will think me +rude!" + +Waite was in hopeless bewilderment. He particularly liked and admired +Robert Gault. He was silent for a few moments, and then exclaimed with +seeming irrelevance: "Women do beat me!" + +Barbara looked up at him quickly, as she took her seat. + +"What do you mean?" she asked. + +"I beg your pardon, most fair and inexplicable Mistress Ladd," replied +Waite, who had been puzzled almost out of his manners, "but,--if you +will permit me to say it,--if this be the fate of your friends, what, +oh, what must be the fate of your enemies!" + +"I don't understand you!" said Barbara, haughtily. "Pray explain +yourself!" But just then a young scarlet-coated officer, Nevil Paget, +came up, claiming the hand of Mistress Ladd; and Jerry Waite, who had +begun to realise that he was in deep water, hailed the rescue gladly. + +"I shall have the honour to claim you again, gracious mistress," said +he, "and I shall explain myself then, if you bid me. Meanwhile, I make +way for those more fortunate than I." + +And now, in her bitterness and disappointment, Barbara flung herself +heart and soul into the folly. When the young Englishman started to +speak of a duel, she shut him up so mercilessly that for five minutes +he durst not open his mouth. But she proceeded to flirt and bedazzle +him, half flouting, half flattering, till in five minutes more he was +nigh ready to fling all the pedigree of all the Pagets at her small, +light-dancing feet and beg her to dance upon it her whole life long. +She danced everything, and between the dances held a court more crowded +and more devoted than that which had paid her homage at the Van +Griffs'. She was deaf to all attempts to lure her out upon the fairy +terraces, because when she first saw them she had decided that Robert +should take her out there to tell her what a wonderful surprise she had +given him. But the men whom she refused were not driven away by her +denial. She mixed bitter and sweet for them all so cunningly that none +could tell in which of the twain lay the magic that held them thrall. +And all the while her heart smouldered in her breast like a hot coal in +the ash. + +At length came her minuet with Glenowen; and after it her uncle, who +thought he detected something feverish in her gaiety, and felt moved to +cool it a little if he might without damage, asked her if she had seen +Robert. + +"For a moment or two," she answered, with an indifference beyond reason. + +Glenowen had heard all the story of the duel, and wondered what had +gone wrong. + +"Why did he go home, sweetheart, so soon after our coming?" he inquired. + +"Did he go home?" she queried, casually. "You know he was hardly fit +to be out. Even heroes can't stand the loss of blood!" + +"What did you do to him, child?" persisted Glenowen. + +This questioning chafed on Barbara's raw and bleeding nerves. + +"Robert made himself very disagreeable," she replied, crisply. "I +showed that I was disappointed in him, and he seems to have got angry +and gone home!" + +"Disappointed in him!" exclaimed Glenowen. Then he hesitated, and went +on: "Really, Barbara, are you quite human? Forgive me if I--" + +Barbara faced him squarely, and he felt, though he could not see, the +flood of tears pent up behind her shining eyes. + +"Uncle Bob!" she whispered, in a tense voice, "if you are going to +criticise, take me home _right away_. I can't stand one thing more!" + +Glenowen knew her better than any one else ever could, and his +displeasure melted as he caught signal of a distress which he did not +understand. Yet he knew better than to be too sympathetic, having more +than once experienced the perilous relaxing powers of sympathy. + +"Well, well, sweetheart," he laughed, lightly, "forgive me. I've no +doubt it would seem all right if I knew. And what does it matter to me +about Bobby Gault, anyhow, so long as my little girl is happy?" + +"She isn't happy, Uncle Bob! But that isn't _your_ fault, you dear, +not ever in the world!" + +As they moved apart from the promenading throng, and paused at an open +window overlooking the terraces, Barbara's ears, acute as those of the +furtive kindred in Westings forest, again caught a word that was not +intended for them. She saw two painted and tower-headed dames, sitting +not far from the window, point her out to another who had just taken a +seat beside them; and she heard the newcomer remark, behind her fan: + +"That ugly little rebel! Insult an officer of the king's troops for +her!" + +Barbara's face flushed scarlet, and she looked at her uncle. But he +had heard nothing,--and she remembered that her ears were keener than +those of other people. The remark, however, puzzled her, and started a +vague, troublesome misgiving. Thereafter she found it difficult to +resume the spontaneous fervour of her gaiety. Fits of abstraction +would take her unawares; but her courtiers thought them merely another +touch of art, effective as they were unexpected. She was now looking +forward to the dance with Jerry Waite, and the explanation which he had +so rashly promised. She had intended to snub him severely, but when he +came for her at last he found her altogether gracious. + +"Would you mind very much if we sat somewhere and talked, instead of +dancing?" she asked. And Waite, nothing loth, led her to a seat just +beyond the long windows,--nearer to the terrace than any other man had +succeeded in getting her to go. This filled him with elation, and he +was glad, rather than otherwise, that she had refused to go out among +the walks and arbours. Here his triumph was visible every moment to +his disappointed rivals. He was, of course, like the rest, half +infatuated with Barbara; but being a sane youth, with a sense of +humour, he knew the difference between infatuation and half +infatuation. He imagined there was more between Barbara and Robert +than there really was; and he did not hold himself any match for Robert +in a race for hearts. Therefore, he was capable of thinking of his own +prestige. And to heighten that he had an inspiration. When, after +waiting till she could wait no longer, for him to bring up the subject, +Barbara asked him to give her the promised explanation of his remark, +he fenced cleverly till the time was close at hand when he knew she +would be claimed by another partner. He saw this prospective partner, +Cary Patten, eyeing her hungrily, ready to swoop down and take +possession at the first permissible moment. Then he said: "In very +truth, fair mistress, the explanation necessitates a long story. To +tell you a little would leave me in a worse light than I could endure +you to behold me in. The story comes first,--and then the explanation +follows with ease!" + +"When will you explain? My curiosity has been most artistically +aroused!" said Barbara, maintaining with an effort her tone of +sprightly merriment. + +"If I might have the honour of waiting upon you to-morrow, I am bold to +hope I might succeed in interesting you!" suggested Waite. + +"You may come in the morning," answered Barbara, promptly. "Say about +eleven o'clock." + +The delighted Jerry was ceremoniously bowing his gratitude for this +command, conscious that it would make him the envied of all the +gallants of Manhattan, when Cary Patten came up and carried Barbara off +with rather more eagerness than ceremony. He had been most hard hit of +all her victims at the Van Griffs' ball, and had experienced deep +dejection over the rumour which had that day associated her name with +Robert Gault's. Robert's early departure from the ball had somewhat +cheered him, however; and now, with that simplicity, not unlike +Barbara's own, born of secure family position and careless disregard of +convention, he determined to find out if the field were open. He saw +that Barbara was distinctly friendly to him,--whether for his own sake +or for what Glenowen had told her of his sympathies,--and he trusted to +his directness to disarm her possible resentment of his questioning. + +"If you will pardon me, gracious lady," he began, after the customary +interchange of compliment, "I am going to ask you something about our +friend Gault. Carberry was accounted till to-day the best sword in the +colony. Now he stands second best! It took uncommon high courage or +uncommon deep interest in the quarrel, to cross swords with such a +master,--but, of course--" + +Barbara's face changed, and she interrupted him crisply. His first +phrases had been interesting enough, but at the words "uncommon deep +interest in the quarrel," the vision of that unknown woman floated up +and laughed in her face. + +"I am weary of the subject, Captain Patten. It seems to me it should +be possible to talk of something else. If not, let us listen to the +music, please!" + +Never before had Cary Patten been so snubbed. The experience was novel +to him, and he did not like it. But he found more than ample +compensation in the thought that Barbara's words showed no impassioned +interest in Robert Gault! If such a fight, and in such a cause, left +her indifferent, then surely he need have no great fear of Robert as a +rival. To be sure, he thought Barbara's indifference a little cruel, a +little heartless,--but so much the greater the reward if he could +awaken heart in this flashing, audacious, irresistible little witch. +Cary Patten had small knowledge of the feminine heart, being much +absorbed in his boyish ambitions, his dreams of splendid daring; and he +had a healthy, well-founded faith in his own powers. His bright, +handsome face looked glum for a moment or two; then he laughed frankly +and cried: + +"Served me just right, for being so bold, sweet mistress. I implore +you forgive me, and be friends! On bended knee I sue--to speak +figuratively. I dare not do it in fact, you know, else all the men in +the room would be on their knees about you, which would look singular!" + +Yes, he was a nice boy, and Barbara not only forgave him, but tried to +resume her old gaiety for his pleasure. So far as his pleasure was +concerned, she succeeded; though older and keener eyes than Cary +Patten's would have seen that her mirth was forced. He left her +feeling that he had made no small progress; and he trod on air in his +elation because she had promised him no less than three dances at the +very next ball at which they should meet. His succeeding partners +found him tender but absent-minded,--a combination which they +interpreted to their advantage or otherwise, according to their +knowledge of men's hearts. + +But as for Barbara's heart, it was now yielding to the strain, and she +felt that she could keep up the play no longer. Her anger had given +out before the need of it, as a stimulant to flirtation, was past. +Only pain, humiliation, disappointment, remained to her, and she felt +that if she did not get away at once something would happen. With all +the obstinate force of her will she kept a hold upon her imperious +vivacity, and would hear no appeals when her next partner was bidden to +fetch her uncle and call her coach. + +"Take me home, _please_, Uncle Bob!" she pleaded; and he, after a +glance into her eyes, yielded comprehendingly. Her reason for going, +indeed, he did not comprehend; but her need of going he comprehended +instantly. Till the very last moment she kept herself at pitch, +laughing, sweetly jibing, taunting, provoking, inviting, so that the +men who insisted on helping Glenowen escort her to her coach felt that +the glitter had gone from the dance with her departure. But once safe +inside the coach, and beyond the lights, she flung herself upon Uncle +Bob's neck and broke into a storm of sobbing. She vouchsafed no +explanation, and the sagacious Glenowen asked no questions; and she +wept, intermittently, all the way to the high-stooped old Dutch house +on State Street. To such a bitter end had come the evening, the +wondrous evening, of which she had hoped, expected, claimed so much! + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +Barbara slept little, but lay late, and Glenowen was away about +business ere she appeared. By the time her caller arrived she was +fairly herself, only subdued in spirit, sorrowful, and homesick. She +had taken pains, however, that her morning toilet should be becoming; +and Jerry Waite thought her pallor, the shadows about her great grave +eyes, the wistfulness of her scarlet mouth, even more enchanting than +her radiance and sparkle of the night before. + +"This is most gracious of you, fair lady, to let me come so soon!" he +murmured ecstatically, over the rosy brown tips of her slim fingers. +"Did the other men but know of it, I should have feared for my life to +come without a guard!" + +Barbara smiled faintly, willing to appreciate his flatteries, but in no +mood for badinage and quip. + +"Nay, sir!" she answered, "do not lay it to my graciousness, which is +scant to even so charming a gentleman as Mr. Waite, but to my +curiosity, which I acknowledge to be great and insistent. Tell me this +wonderful thing you promised to tell me!" + +Jerry Waite assumed an air of mock supplication. + +"I implore you, dear lady, suffer me for one moment to delude myself +with the ravishing dream that 'twas for my company, no less than for my +story, that you permitted me to come.-- What, no, not for one moment +the sweet delusion?" + +Barbara shook her head resolutely. + +"No, first deserve favour, before you presume to claim it, sir!" she +retorted. "Earn my grace by a story as interesting as you have led me +to expect. Then, perhaps, I may like you well enough to let you stay +awhile, for the sake of your company!" + +"So be it, if so the queen decrees!" said Waite. "My little story is +about a duel, of which, as I gathered last night, the fairest +but--pardon me--not always the most gracious of her sex knows a little, +but not the most interesting details!" + +"I have heard too much already of this duel!" interrupted Barbara. "I +do not understand how it concerns me!" + +"Oh, lady, this impatience of yours!" said Waite, watching her keenly. +"How can you expect to understand the manner in which it concerns you, +if you will not let any one tell you the story? I stand pledged to +make the story interesting on pain of forfeiting your good will!" + +"Well," agreed Barbara, with seeming reluctance. In very truth she was +trembling with eagerness for him to go on. "But, I pray you, be as +brief as is consistent with justice to your claim as a narrator!" + +"I will be most brief!" said Waite. "For the merit lies in the story +itself, not in the fashion of the telling. Yesterday, a little after +the noon hour, some half-score gentlemen were gathered by chance in +Pym's Ordinary, where many of us frequent for the latest bit of gossip. +There was talk of this, that, and the other, but most of the charms of +a lady whom we know and reverence--" + +"Who was she?" asked Barbara. + +But Waite, intent upon his story, paid no heed. + +"The praises, the compliments, the eulogiums," he went on, "that were +heaped upon this magical name seemed to show that every man was at her +feet. All but Carberry. Captain Carberry is a chill-souled, carping, +sarcastical fellow, and arrogant withal, by reason of the unmatched +agility of his blade. It had pleased him to be displeased by certain +sweet, if a trifle pungent, sprightlinesses of the lady in question; +and now his comments ran sharply counter to those of the rest of the +company. He did not admire her at all,--which was, of course, within +his undoubted rights, however it discredited his taste. But presently +his criticisms became a trifle harsher than was fitting; and there was +a moment of uneasy silence. Then, clear upon the silence, Gault +spoke,--Gault, who had hitherto been listening without a word. + +"'Carberry,' said he, quietly, 'you have said just enough. One word +more will be too much!' + +"Every one held his breath. There was an ugly look about Gault's +mouth, and we trembled for him. He is liked, you know; while Carberry, +a man ten years older, is feared. Carberry looked Bob over, with a +supercilious smile, which meant mischief, as we knew, and then drawled +slowly: + +"'I shall say whatever it may please me to say about that damned +little--' But no one was to hear the sentence finished. We can never +have our curiosity certainly satisfied as to that word, which just then +got smashed beyond recognition behind Carberry's teeth. It was +probably not so very bad a word, if the truth were known. Bob was +taking no risks on that score. His blow was straight as a bullet; and +Carberry went sprawling over two chairs and a table. + +"When he picked himself up he was quite cool,--collected and +businesslike. That we knew to be his deadly way, and we trembled for +Bob. Bob, however, seemed as easy in his mind as Carberry. The two of +them, indeed, were so deuced civil you might have thought they were +arranging to marry each other's sisters. There was no time lost, you +may be sure. Seconds were chosen, terms agreed upon, a doctor sent +for, and we promptly made up a little pleasure party to the woods. + +"As for the fight, dear lady, I spare your gentle soul the details. It +lacked just one element of interest to the connoisseur,--both +combatants fought in one fashion. There was no contrast, such as one +might have expected between a boy of twenty-three and a veteran of +thirty-six. At the very first Carberry had attacked with fury,--but +when he felt the quality of Bob's wrist he saw it was not a case for +bluster, and settled down to business. Both fought smiling, alike +cool, wary, dangerous, sure of the result. Where and when Bob learned +it, we none of us knew. He is a queer, reticent chap in some ways. +But learned it he had,--and I, who like to study faces, saw the tinge +of surprise in Carberry's face pass to admiration. His rage was +forgotten in the exhilaration of his favourite game. I never again +expect to see two blades so nicely matched. The excitement to us +watchers grew intense, till our knees felt weak. But they two seemed +as fresh as when they started. + +"At last--'a touch!" said Carberry,--and then, by the slight hissing of +the words between his teeth I realised the strain. + +"'Not at all!' answered Robert,--and his words, too, came hissingly, +for all the easy smile upon his lips. Then both grew white. And for a +few minutes there was no change. And it seemed to us that our eyes +could follow the blades no longer. And then--for the life of me I +could not see how it happened--a red stain came on the shoulder of +Bob's shirt; and in the next second Carberry, letting his sword fall, +dropped in a heap. + +"Before we could recover our astonishment, Robert and the doctor +together were bending over the wounded man, and had his shirt ripped +open. 'I've got it, eh?' said Carberry, faintly. 'A fair, clean +thrust, an' served me damn well right!' And he held out his hand to +Bob,--who grasped it with both his, and looked now, all of a sudden, +like a boy ready to cry. + +"'Stuff and nonsense, Captain!' exclaimed the doctor. 'You've not got +your quietus with _this_ bare bodkin. You'll be all right, sound as +ever, in a month, a fortnight maybe!' + +"'Thank God!' cried Robert. + +"'My sentiments exactly!' said Carberry, his voice stronger with the +knowledge that he was not dying. 'Gault, my compliments, with my best +apologies! Great sword, my boy, great--' and with that he swooned from +the pain and loss of blood. And we, very happy that all had ended so +happily, got him to the coach, and so home. And the rest, dear +Mistress Ladd, you know!" + +"A mighty interesting story, I admit!" said Barbara. "But still I ask, +of what especial, immediate interest to me?" + +Waite looked at her curiously. Was it possible she could be so blind? +But her wide eyes were innocent of all comprehension. It suddenly +occurred to him that, new come to town as she was, she found it +impossible to imagine _her_ name the theme of tongues. He began to +understand. + +"You know the lady," said he, and paused. + +"Well, sir, 'tis possible. I have met many in the few days that I have +been in New York. What is her name--since you seem to hold it an +important matter." + +"Her name, dear lady--her name is one that stirs a thrill of admiring +homage in all our hearts. It is--_Mistress Barbara Ladd_!" + +Barbara caught her breath, and her eyes dilated. + +"What?" she cried, though she had heard quite clearly. + +"Her name is Mistress Barbara Ladd!" repeated Jerry Waite. + +"Oh, Mr. Waite. No! No! Don't tell me it was on my account that +Robert fought. Impossible! He might have been killed! And I +thought--" but she stopped herself in time, without saying what it was +she had thought. + +Jerry Waite became serious. + +"It seems to me, dear lady, that your thought, whatever it was, did +Gault an injustice," said he, gently. "And that is my explanation. Am +I forgiven?" + +Barbara conquered her distress. This was the easier--after the first +pang of remorse--because the fact that Robert had not failed her soon +overtopped in her mind the fact that she had failed Robert. That +unknown woman--the hateful vision vanished in a burst of light. The +ache of loss was healed in her heart. She was reinstated, too, in her +self-esteem. New York grew bright again. Her conquests were once more +worth while. Robert should behold them all,--and be one of them,--the +most subjugated of them all. At last her face grew radiant,--her eyes +dancing, her teeth flashing, her mouth the reddest rose, her clear +brown cheeks softly aflush. + +"Yes, indeed, Mr. Waite," she cried, holding out her hand. "It is a +beautiful story, and wins you a very high place in my regard. You may +stay and talk to me till dinner-time, if you like; and then my uncle +will be glad to have you dine with us!" + +The first part of the invitation Waite accepted with alacrity, and +cursed himself bitterly that he had an engagement to prevent him +staying for dinner. In the conversation that followed Barbara gained +him and chained him fast, not as a mad, intoxicated lover, but as one +of the best and most loyal of her friends. But the moment he was gone +she rushed to her scrutoir and in fierce haste scribbled a note. It +ran: + + +"DEAR ROBERT:--I did not understand at all. I thought something quite +different from the truth. I have just found out about things. Please +come and talk to me till dinner-time, if you like; and then let me tell +you how perfectly horrid I think myself. + +"BARBARA." + + +This she sealed with a care that contrasted curiously with the haste +with which she had written it. Then she called her maid and sent it +around to the stately-doorwayed office on Bowling Green. + +The answer that came was merely a bunch of dark red roses, with never a +written word; but Barbara found it quite satisfactory. To Robert it +would have seemed superfluous to have said he would come. Barbara made +her toilet with especial care, selecting everything with a view to +making herself look as nearly as possible like the Barbara of the old +Second Westings days. As she surveyed herself in the glass, she was +astonished at the result. Had she really put the hands of time back +five years? As she remembered, she had looked just so on the afternoon +when Robert came, and found her in the apple-tree reading "Clarissa." +It was three o'clock already,--and Robert had been waiting already half +an hour in the drawing-room below,--but she took yet a few minutes more +for a finishing touch. She basted up a deep tuck in her +petticoat,--about half an inch off for each year blotted from her +calendar,--and then, with flaming eyes and mouth wreathed in laughter, +she ran down to receive her guest. It was the direct obverse of the +meeting she had planned. + +"Did you ride over, Robert? Or did you come in the canoe?" she asked, +as if she had but that moment jumped down out of the apple-tree. + +"Barbara!" he cried, and seized and kissed both hands. + +"I was beginning to fear that you had forgotten the way to Second +Westings!" she went on, in gay reproach. "Why, it is _weeks_ since you +were over; and the young catbirds in the currant bush have grown their +wings and flown; and the goldenrod's in flower; and the 'Early +Harvests' are beginning to turn red on the old apple-tree over by the +gate; and how will you explain your long absence, sir, to Aunt Hitty, +and Doctor John, and Doctor Jim, I'd like to know!" + +Robert was devouring her with his eyes as she spoke. "Oh, you do +indeed look just as you did that day I found you in the apple-tree!" he +cried, at last. "So weary long ago,--yet now, sweet lady, it seems but +now!" + +"Let us play it is but now," laughed Barbara. + +"Yes," said Robert,--"but _please_ don't send me right away to Doctor +Jim, as you did that morning! I will try not to incur your +displeasure. And don't be in such a hurry to get back to 'Clarissa' as +you were then!" + +So all the afternoon they talked the language and the themes of Second +Westings, with the difference that Barbara was all graciousness, +instead of her old mixture of acid and sweet. And when Glenowen came +in to supper he was admitted to the game, and played it with a relish. +And when, after supper, the three went riding, they took what they +swore to be the Westings Landing Road,--though certain of the +landmarks, as they could not but agree, looked unfamiliar. Almost they +persuaded themselves that on their return they might entreat Mistress +Mehitable to brew them a sack posset. + +It was not till three days later, when Robert was begging more than his +share of dances for a ball to be given that night at Government House, +that Barbara explained--lightly and laughingly, but in a way that +suffered Robert to understand--her quite inadequate reasons for having +treated him so cavalierly on the evening after his duel. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +For the next few weeks Barbara enjoyed herself without stint, and found +New York quite all that she had painted it. To Robert she now +vouchsafed sufficient favour to keep him fairly happy and good +company,--or, at least, to enable him to make himself good company by +an effort of will. Yet she held him on the chilly side of that +frontier which separates the lover from the comrade. He was her +favoured escort, but not so favoured that other admirers could fancy +themselves warned from the field. And he was kept restless, tormented, +jealous. He was made to feel--as others were allowed to think--that +his primacy in privilege was based solely upon old friendship and +familiar memories. But the moment he attempted to crowd aside the new +friends,--among whom Cary Patten, Jerry Waite, and young Paget caused +him especial worry,--Barbara would seem to forget all their intimacy +and relegate him to a position somewhat more remote than that of the +merest acquaintance. The utmost that he durst claim at any time was a +certain slight precedence in her train of devoted cavaliers. She +danced, rode, flirted, with something so near approaching impartiality +that she let no moth quite feel itself a fool in scorching its wings at +her eyes. Yet no one could presume upon her graciousness; and no one +but Cary Patten had the temerity to push his suit to the point where +she was put on the defensive. Cary Patten was promptly dismissed. But +when he as promptly came back on the very first occasion, she had +forgotten the matter, and remembered only how she liked his honest +boyishness, his sanguine boldness. Cary, applying one of those general +rules which were apt to be so inapplicable in the special case of +Barbara, decided that not one, nor indeed a dozen, refusals need reduce +him to despair! And Barbara, when afterward she came to think of it, +liked Cary Patten the better because he had not sulked over his defeat. + +Meanwhile Barbara was exercising a restraint upon one point, which was +in flat contradiction to her wonted directness. She was carefully +avoiding, in Robert's presence, a discussion of those political +questions with which the whole country, from Maine to Georgia, was then +seething. This was easier than it would have been even a few weeks +before, for the reason that as the differences grew more deadly society +grew more cautious about letting them intrude themselves among its +smooth observances. Barbara, in fact, had come to fear the inevitable +discussion with Robert. She knew he was identified with the Tory +party, but she did not know how far. And she feared her own heat of +partisanship not less than his resolution--which she called obstinacy. +So, by tacit consent, she and Robert gave wide berth to the perilous +theme; till at length their avoidance of it, when it was thrilling on +the very air they breathed, made it begin to loom all the larger and +darker between them. Presently the apprehension that it was an +impending peril to their relation drove Robert to speak, precipitately, +on the subject that was bursting his heart night and day. + +They had just come in from an afternoon ride, and were alone in the +drawing-room. Barbara was in high good humour; and Robert seized the +moment to ask leave to return that same evening. + +"I'm sorry, Robert! I'd love to have you come," she replied. "But +I've promised the evening to Cary Patten. He wants to bring his fiddle +and try over some new music with me." + +Robert's face darkened. + +"Cary Patten seems to be here all the time!" he exclaimed, with natural +exaggeration. + +"What nonsense! You know that's not true, Robert. He's not here +_half_ as much as you are. But if he were, what of it? He's very +good-looking, and Uncle Bob and I both like him, and, indeed, he's +_much_ more _entertaining_ than you, Robert!" + +Robert walked quickly across the room and back, then seized both her +slim brown wrists in a grip whose severity she rather liked. She felt +that something disturbing was at hand, however, and she braced her wits +to manage it. + +"Barbara,--my lady,--my lady,--I love you!" he said, very quietly. + +"Of course, Robert! I know that," she answered, with composure, +smiling up at him, and making no effort to free her wrists. Yet in +some way her smile checked him, as he was about to crush her in his +arms. His breast ached fiercely so to crush her, yet it was impossible. + +"With all my heart and soul, my lady," he went on, his voice on the +dead level of intense emotion, "with every drop of blood in my body, I +love you, I have loved you, ever since the old child days in Second +Westings!" + +"That is very dear of you, Robert," she responded, her voice and eyes +showing nothing but frank pleasure at his words. "But, of course, I +have always known that," which was not quite true, though it seemed +true to her at the moment. + +He could not tell what there was in this answer to hold him back, or if +it was the frankness of her eyes that daunted him, but he began to feel +that, so far from clasping her to his heart and satisfying his lips +upon her eyes, her hair, her mouth, he had no right even to be holding +her wrists as he was. He flung them from him, drew back a step, and +searched her face with a desperate look. + +"And you--you do not love me at all!" + +Barbara looked thoughtful, regretful. + +"No, Robert, I don't _love_ you--not in the way you mean. I'm not in +love with you, you know. But I do care a lot for you, more than for +_almost_ any one else!" + +They had both forgotten--for it was weeks away--how Barbara had felt +about the imaginary unknown lady. + +That "almost" was, to Robert, the end of all things. He thought at +once of Cary Patten. Pain and jealous madness struggled together in +his breast, strangling him. + +"Good-bye!" he said at last, finding his voice, and turning to the +door. "I shall leave to-night!" + +"Robert!" cried Barbara, sharply. "Come back at once!" + +He paused near the door, half turned, as if compelled by mere civility, +but showed no sign of obeying. + +"Come back to me!" she commanded. And he, being a courteous gentleman, +obeyed. + +"What is it, lady?" + +"What on earth do you mean by being so crazy?" she demanded. + +No answer occurred to him as necessary. He looked at her inquiringly, +his face very white, his eyes deep sunken, his lips straight and hard. +Barbara began to regret that she had not managed in some other way. +She certainly could not let him go. Yet she certainly did not love him +enough to give up her freedom for him,--to sacrifice all the enchanting +experience of which she had not yet begun to tire, to dismiss all the +interesting men, whose homage was so sweet to her young, unsatiated +vanity. + +"Don't you know, Robert," she went on, beguilingly, "that I _couldn't +possibly_ get along without you? I don't love you, but I do love you +to love me, you know. I couldn't bear to have you go away and forget +me, and love some other woman,--some kind, sweet, beautiful woman who +could love you and make you happy. I need you to love me. Though I +know there is no earthly reason why you should, and I think you are a +crazy goose to do it, and I believe you only think you do, anyhow!" + +Robert stood motionless. The storm raging up and down within him +turned him to steel on the surface. From a dry throat he tried to +speak clearly and with moderation. + +"You said--'almost!' Who is it--you care more for?--Cary Patten?" + +Barbara broke into a clear peal of laughter, and clapped her hands with +a fine assumption of glee. + +"Oh, you silly, silly child!" she exclaimed. "It was Uncle Bob, of +course, that I was thinking of when I said that. I love Uncle Bob +better than any one else in the world,--_far_ better than I love you, +Robert, I can tell you that. But I care for you almost as much as for +Aunt Hitty. Cary Patten! Why, he and these other nice men who are +making things so pleasant for me, they are just _new_ friends. I +_like_ them, that's all. You are altogether different, you know. But +I'm just not in love with you,--and so you talk of going away and +spoiling everything for me. I don't call that loving me, Robert,--not +as _I_ would love a girl if I were a man. But it's not my fault if I'm +not in love myself, is it? I'm sorry,--but I don't believe I _can_ +love, really, the way you mean! Cary Patten, indeed! Why, he's just a +boy,--a nice, good-looking, saucy, conceited boy!" + +"Can't you try to love me, Barbara?" pleaded Robert, his wrath all +gone. He flung himself down at her feet, and wildly kissed them. All +this she permitted smilingly, but the request seemed to her, as it was, +a very foolish one. + +"No, I can't!" she answered, with decision. "Trying wouldn't make me. +And I don't think I want to, anyhow. I want to enjoy myself here while +I can. And I want you to be nice, and help me enjoy myself, and not +bother me. Love me just as much as you like, Robert, but don't tell me +so--too often! And don't ask me to love you. And _don't_ go and be +lovely to the other girls, and make believe you are not in love with +me, for that would displease me very much, though I should know it was +making believe because you were cross at me. So, don't be horrid!" + +This seemed to Robert a somewhat one-sided arrangement. He knew he +would accept it, yet his honesty compelled him to express his sense of +its injustice. + +"I certainly would be lovely to the other girls if I wanted to, my +lady," said he, doggedly. "The trouble is, I _don't_ want to. And I +sha'n't bore myself just for the sake of trying to make you think I +don't care. I love you, that's all--better than anything else in +heaven or earth. And I shall make you love me, my lady!" + +This threat amused Barbara, but did not displease her. + +"Very well, Robert," she answered, with a teasing, alluring look that +made his heart jump. "I sha'n't try to prevent you. I'll even like +you a little better now, at once, if you will go right away this minute +and let me dress." + +"Dress for Cary Patten!" muttered Robert, kissing her hand without +enthusiasm, and retiring with sombre brow. That he should go in this +temper did not please her ladyship at all. + +"And, Robert!" she cried, when he had just reached the door. + +"Yes, my lady!" and he came back once more. + +"You said good-bye as if you were still in a nasty, black temper!" She +held out her hand to him again. This time he kissed it with what she +considered a more fitting warmth. + +"And, Robert, don't forget that I am _very, very_ good to you, far more +so than you deserve. I don't think of telling Cary Patten, or any of +the others, not to flirt with the other girls. Cary Patten may be as +lovely to them as he likes, and I sha'n't mind one bit, so long as it +does not interfere with his being as attentive as he ought to be to me! +Now, it is a great honour I do you, Robert, in not letting you flirt." + +"I appreciate it, my lady," he answered, permitting himself to smile. +"A great honour, indeed,--though a superfluous one!" + +"I have no objection to that word, 'superfluous,' in that connection," +said Barbara, thoughtfully, to herself, as Robert disappeared. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +After this Robert was careful, and so was permitted to be fairly happy +when he could keep the fires of jealousy banked down in his heart. +Once in awhile they would begin to get the better of him; and then, +after letting Barbara see just a glimpse of the flame, that she might +not forget it was there, he would leave before she could find him +troublesome and work it under by hours of furious riding. He skilfully +avoided giving her any further excuse for discipline; and was even so +cunning, at times, as to pique her by his show of self-control. In +this way he scored continually over the too confident Cary Patten, who, +after a week or two of almost daily calls at the old Dutch house on +State Street, would disappear and not be seen near Barbara for days. +At such times Robert concluded that Cary had been tempting Providence +and suffering the usual disaster of those who so presume. As for Jerry +Waite, and young Paget, and the rest of the infatuated train, Robert +thought that Barbara was quite too infernally nice to them all, and +cursed them all hotly in his heart; but he could not refrain from +admiring the neat manner in which she held them all in hand. + +Early in the autumn, however, it became still more difficult for +Barbara and Robert to keep silent on the great questions which they so +dreaded to discuss. The First Continental Congress was in session at +Philadelphia, and its deliberations formed a theme to blister men's +tongues. Made up of Tories, Radical Patriots or potential rebels, and +Moderates, in fairly even proportion, it satisfied neither Barbara nor +Robert. The latter, in spite of the fact that its New York delegates +were of his own party, viewed it with singularly clear eyes, and saw in +it not merely an instrument for the constitutional redress of just +grievances,--wherein it had his sympathy,--but a forerunner of +revolt,--wherein it called forth his passionate reprobation. To +Barbara, on the other hand, this Continental Congress, of which she had +hoped so much, seemed a mean-spirited, paltering, blear-eyed thing, +incapable of seeing what destiny had written large across the +continent, or too timorous to acknowledge what it saw. The strain was +further increased by matters which touched them both personally. With +the news that Connecticut, stirred up by false rumours of a struggle +with the royal troops in Boston, had thousands of her militia under +arms, came a letter from Mistress Mehitable, saying that Doctor John +was among them, in command of a regiment, and that Doctor Jim was +looking after his patients. At this tidings Barbara's heart swelled +with mingled pride and anxiety. She pictured the heroic figure Doctor +John would make, in his uniform, about to fight for the cause which she +held so splendid and so righteous. At the same time she saw him +already in the fight, waving his sword amid the smoke and slaughter, +and she shook with terror for him. Both Robert and Glenowen were with +her when the letter came, and as she read it out her voice broke and +the tears rolled down her cheeks. + +"Good for John Pigeon!" cried Glenowen, his eyes aglow. + +Then there was a heavy stillness on the air, such as that which +sometimes portends an earthquake, and neither looked at Robert. +Robert's face was very grave, but inspiration came to him, and he said +exactly the right thing. + +"How lonely Doctor Jim and Mistress Mehitable must be! Second Westings +must be perfectly desolate!" + +The danger was averted. He had dwelt, not upon the point of +difference, but the point of sympathy; and the difference sank again +out of sight. + +"Oh," murmured Barbara, "I almost feel as if I ought to go back to Aunt +Hitty!" + +"I know! But you can't, very well, sweetheart! For which I am most +thankful!" said Glenowen, promptly. + +"And Mistress Mehitable has Doctor Jim," said Robert. "We need you +more than she does, dearest lady!" + +With all the country seething as it was, nowhere else, perhaps, save in +New York, would it have been possible to keep up so long the pretence +of harmony between opposing factions. New York was full of +"Moderates," men no less determined to resist the tyranny of Parliament +than to retain the supremacy of the Crown. Extremes were thus held in +check; and men met in apparent social harmony whose opinions, once put +in practice, would have hurled them at one another's throats. But to +the little company resorting at the old Dutch house on State Street +there entered now a new element of disruption. + +At a dance Barbara had met a slender, dark youth, a student at King's +College, who had made himself prominent by his radical eloquence at a +great mass-meeting of the Continental party. His scholarly breadth of +thought, combined with almost fanatical zeal, delighted her. And he +had the uncommon merit of expressing unforgettably the very views she +herself had long maintained. They became too interested in +conversation to dance; and from that evening Mr. Alexander Hamilton +came often to Glenowen's lodgings. He was a mere boy in years, but +Glenowen felt his power at once,--and even Robert, who was not +unnaturally prejudiced, was too honest not to admit that Barbara's +young Mr. Hamilton was a very remarkable and accomplished youth. + +Understanding the sharp divergence of opinion in the little circle, +Hamilton kept a curb upon his tongue save at convenient seasons. But +to his eager and convicted spirit this soon became too difficult. One +evening, when there were none to hear him but Barbara, Robert, and +Glenowen, the torrent of his boyish ardour overflowed. He depicted the +momentous changes toward which each fateful hour was hurrying them. He +declared it was no more than a matter of days ere all America would be +in the throes of a righteous revolution. He prophesied the birth of a +great republic, that should establish Liberty in her New World home, +and scourge kings, thrones, and tyrannies into the sea. Glenowen had +looked at him warningly, but in vain. Barbara, troubled at first, grew +suddenly hot and resentful at the thought that Robert should be blind +to the splendid dream. She applauded aggressively. + +Robert's brows were knit, but he had no emotion save distress. + +"I pray you pardon me, dear lady, and you, Mr. Glenowen, if I take my +departure at once," said he, at the first pause. "Knowing my +sentiments as you both do, fully, you will understand that I could not +in honour stay and listen to such doctrines as these of Mr. Hamilton's +and not oppose them with all my force." + +He bent over Barbara's hand, but she petulantly snatched it away +without letting him kiss it. Then, having shaken hands heartily with +Glenowen, and bowed stiffly to Hamilton, he withdrew in great trouble +of mind, feeling that now, in truth, had come to an end the truce +between his honour and his love. He walked the streets half the night, +and in the morning, white and dejected, but determined to know the +worst at once, he went around to State Street at the earliest moment +permissible after breakfast. Barbara received him coldly. But he made +haste to face the issue. + +"Surely, dearest lady, you see that I had no alternative but to go!" he +pleaded. "I could not quarrel with him, seeing that he was your guest. +Yet I could not sit and listen to his treason!" + +"I think the same treason as he uttered, if treason it be! And utter +it, too, when I see fit!" said Barbara. + +"That's different!" said Robert, and paused. + +It was on Barbara's lips to ask, "How?--Why?" but she refrained, lest +she should complicate the discussion. + +"That's different," he repeated, "because you are a woman, and because +I love you. But indeed, my lady, I intended no discourtesy to Mr. +Hamilton. If discourtesy there were, surely it was his. I would not +have attacked what he holds sacred. Yet my sentiments are not less +well known than his. He knew that I was pledged to the king's side." + +Barbara bit her lips hard. This was just what she had taken such pains +not to know. Her heart was bitter enough against him for his views +themselves; it was still more bitter against him now for forcing her to +confess knowledge of those views. + +"A little discourtesy, one way or the other, what would that matter?" +she asked, scornfully. "There's just one thing that matters to me now, +Robert. War is coming. Have you chosen your side?" + +"My side has chosen me, dear lady!" he answered, sorrowfully. + +"Listen, Robert," she went on, "I have tried not to know that you hold +opinions which I hate, and loathe, and despise. It means everything to +me, when I say I love my country and hate the enemies of my country. I +believe in patriotism." + +"And I believe, also, in honour and loyalty, oh, my dearest lady!" + +"Your own stupid ideas of honour and loyalty!" cried Barbara, with +fierce impatience. "I tell you, Robert, the enemy of my country cannot +be my friend." + +"But if I am the enemy of your country, so is Doctor Jim!" protested +Robert. + +Barbara flushed with annoyance. She did not like an unanswerable +argument. + +"I love Doctor Jim!" she shot back at him, with cruel implication. + +"And I love you, Barbara!" answered Robert, also with meaning. She +tossed her head scornfully. + +"A fig for such love!" she cried. "Years ago, when you were just a +boy, and could not have your opinions fixed" ("About the age of your +Mr. Hamilton!" he interjected, rashly), "I remember asking you, for my +sake, to teach yourself the right things, Robert, and join our side, +and be faithful to your own country. What do you do? It's not as if +it were a mere difference of opinion,--but _I_ am _right_! I am with +all the great and wise of old, who have taught that patriotism is a +man's highest duty. Yet what have you done, Robert? You vow you love +me! Indeed! And you prefer a stupid, far-off, half-crazy tyrant, whom +you call your king, and whom you have never seen, to your country, +which has borne and cherished you--and to me!" + +"Oh, Barbara!" cried Robert, desperately. "What are king or country, +what are heaven and earth, to me, compared with you? But what would my +love be worth to you if, for the sake of my own happiness, I could be a +rebel and a traitor? Should I be worthy to love you, despising myself? +What would you think of me, if I could sell my honour at your bidding!" + +"I think our ideas of honour are different, Robert!" retorted Barbara. +"But I am not going to quarrel with you now. I am disappointed in you, +that's all. And you need not expect that after this we are going to be +such friends as we have been. Remember that. But--you may come and +see us sometimes, of course; and I will dance with you sometimes, of +course--if you ask me! Only--it is all so different!" and she could +not choke down a little weary sigh. + +Robert was on his knees in an instant, kissing her hands; but she +repulsed him resolutely. + +"No, you have chosen for yourself," she said, not unkindly. "It hurts +me, truly. But I mean what I say! Now, you must go, for I have much +to do before dinner. Good-bye!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +Barbara was as good as her word. From this time forward through that +portentous fall and disastrous winter, she never let Robert forget that +the old footing of familiar friendship was no longer his. She began to +make a difference, too,--slight but appreciable,--toward all the +declared Tories among her followers. She was bound to show some +consistency toward Robert. And moreover, her fiery and dissatisfied +heart was growing restless for the breach that all saw coming but all +strove to postpone. Oh, she thought, let the cruel line be drawn,--let +the make-believe end,--let us know our friends and enemies apart,--let +the suspense be done, be done! And--let me get back home to Second +Westings! + +Meanwhile the half-mad king went on fashioning the hooks that were to +rend the race in twain,--and an insensate Parliament lent power to his +fatal hands,--and men like Chatham and Burke, Shelburne and Rockingham, +poured out impassioned eloquence in vain, pleading for justice to the +colonies. By mid-winter (the winter of 1775) it was plain to every one +that the king meant war, if that were the only way to bring the +colonies to their knees. Ten thousand troops were ordered to Boston, +and plans were laid for organising the Indians on the frontiers. In +the colonies, though few dared say it, all were making ready for the +struggle. On every hand there was drilling of militia and gathering of +the munitions of war. Only in New York, as it seemed, things moved as +usual, and the royal government remained in full force. As a matter of +fact, there were practically two governments going on side by side; for +the various "committees of safety" went about their ominous +preparations, and the governor well knew it would be unsafe to +interfere. The air became so tense with impending storm that people +seemed to hold their breath, and when they met their eyes questioned, +"Has it come?" + +Then it came! And those who had longest and most preparedly waited +were most shocked. The bolt that fell was the news of Lexington and +Concord, of the king's troops,--disciplined, war-toughened, the bravest +in the world,--driven in wild rout before the sharp-shooting colonial +farmers. For five days of amazement men waited, expecting the bloody +vengeance that would come. But, instead of vengeance, came the word +that Boston was beleaguered, that Gage with his veteran regiments was +shut up tight in the city by ill-armed and unorganised countryside +militia. Straightway men drew breath again; and the undecided chose +their side; and masks were thrown away. Even New York, the prudent, +the divided, the long politic, proclaimed herself at last, threw off +the last empty forms of royal authority, and seized all military +supplies within her borders. + +The glittering life, which had been to Barbara so gay an intoxication +all these months, now burst like a bubble, leaving her to realise how +hollow it had been. She had no regret for it, save as a help to +forgetting regrets. She was dissatisfied, and wanted Second Westings. +When, therefore, her uncle came to her, a few days after the news of +Bunker Hill, with word that he had accepted a commission under General +Washington, the newly appointed commander-in-chief of the Continental +forces, she was not greatly surprised or shocked. She had known all +along that Glenowen would be at the front. She had faced all the fear +of it, and taught herself to think only of the honour. Now, she turned +very pale, tried to smile encouragement, but sobbed instead, ran to him +and held him and kissed him. + +"Of course, Uncle Bob! You must, I know. I will be brave about it, I +promise I will, and not worry you with any silliness!" she murmured at +last, finding her voice. "I wish _I_ were a man, so I could go with +you!" + +"And a fiery little fighter you would make, sweetheart!" said Glenowen, +cheerfully. "But the immediate point is, since you can't go +a-soldiering with your old uncle, what shall we do with you? I leave +within a week for the general's headquarters at Cambridge." + +"You will take me with you, and leave me at Second Westings, Uncle Bob, +with Aunt Hitty and Doctor Jim to keep me cheered up while you are +fighting!" + +"That's the best plan, decidedly, Barbe, for more reasons than one," he +answered, suddenly grave. "But I don't think you can depend on Doctor +Jim for very long!" + +"Why, where is he going?" queried Barbara, anxiously. + +"Well, you know, he'll _choose_ to go wherever the Royalist volunteers +may be organising their forces; but if he did not choose, he'd probably +have no choice. Our Connecticut folk left many dead on Breed's Hill, +dear, and the Royalists are beginning to find their homes too hot for +them. I'm afraid Doctor Jim will be in peril of rough handling, with +his hot temper and his fearless tongue!" + +"No one in Second Westings would _dare_ to be rude to Doctor Jim!" +cried Barbara, indignantly. + +"You don't know what they will do, sweetheart, when they are stirred +out of their accustomed frame of mind. Besides, even if the Second +Westings lads should be mindful of their manners, there are the rougher +sort from the neighbouring villages to be thought of. _They_ owe no +allegiance to a Pigeon, or a Ladd either! It may be you will find +yourself a very necessary shield to Mistress Mehitable, even!" + +"I should like to see them try to interfere with Aunt Hitty!" flamed +Barbara, setting her white teeth and flushing. "I'd shoot them, if +they _are_ patriots!" + +Glenowen nodded approval, but counselled caution. + +"You may need to be firm, girlie, but you'll need to be careful and +tactful too, or you may find yourself fighting on the wrong side!" he +laughed. + +"Do you really mean to say that our people are beginning to attack the +Tories, just because they think they ought to stick to old King +George?" queried Barbara, her thought turning to Robert, whom she had +not seen or heard of for more than a week. + +"That's inevitable," said Glenowen. "If we are to fight England, we +fight the Tories,--and the Tories with the more bitterness because we +feel that they ought to be with us. I've heard ugly talk already of +tar and feathers for some of our important men here. And they have +heard it themselves, and found that business called them urgently +elsewhere! Other of our Tory friends are getting up volunteer +companies,--a sort of counterblast to our militia battalions. I hear +talk, too, of forcibly disarming all our Tories,--especially on Long +Island, where they are as thick as hornets!" + +"I suppose that's what Robert is doing--getting up a company to fight +against us! We've not seen him for a week!" said Barbara, with a +bitterness which her affected indifference failed to disguise. + +"Exactly that! He is one of our most dangerous antagonists here!" +answered Glenowen, sadly. "He would have been seized days ago, to +prevent him doing more mischief; but he's so liked, and respected for +his fairness, by all of our party, that no one cares to take the +necessary action. He's the sort of man we want on our side!" + +"He's as pig-headed as King George himself!" cried Barbara, hotly. + +"No, he's true to his colours!" said Glenowen. "Only he can't see that +he has nailed them to the mast of the wrong ship!" + +"I have no patience with him!" muttered Barbara, bitterly, after a +moment's silence. + +"Did you ever have, dearie?" inquired Glenowen. + +"What do you mean, Uncle Bob?" + +"Forgive me, Barbe, if I speak plainly, these being times for plain +speaking!" said Glenowen. "Truly, I can't understand a man who loves +you being other than wax in your hands, you witch,--if you took the +trouble to manage him. That may sound cynical, but I hope not. It's +true. You owe Robert to our cause! We want him!" + +Barbara looked down, her face scarlet and her lips quivering. Then she +faced her uncle bravely. + +"I begin to fear I want him for myself, as much as for the cause, Uncle +Bob!" she confessed. + +"It's not Cary Patten, then?" asked Glenowen. + +Barbara smiled enigmatically. "Cary Patten is extremely charming!" she +answered. "But do you know, Uncle Bob, if Robert is still in town?" + +"I think," said Glenowen, "I can say with confidence that he will get +away from the city to-morrow or next day,---for friends who love him, +in our party, will let him know the danger of remaining! One must make +such compromises sometimes, if one is a red-blooded human being and not +a bloodless saint!" + +"Uncle Bob, I'm afraid you will never be a Lucius Junius Brutus!" said +Barbara. + +"No, thank God!" cried Glenowen, with conviction. + +"I'm so glad!" said Barbara, who was very human when she was not all +woman. "Brutus was right, I think! But I've always hated him!" + +Then she turned to her scrutoir and wrote a cool little note to Robert, +asking him to come in and speak to her a moment the next morning. + +At an hour almost unseemly Robert came, of course. And Barbara was +gracious to him. As if there had been no estrangement, she talked +frankly of Second Westings matters,--of Doctor John's service in the +siege of Boston, of Doctor Jim's danger because of his opinions, of +Mistress Mehitable's need of her presence at Westings House,--just as +if they were Robert's concern as well as hers. The gladness came back +to Robert's dark face, and for a moment he was forgetting the barrier +between them. + +"And what are you doing, Robert? Is it not becoming a little dangerous +for you in New York now?" she asked, with gentle frankness. + +"I am going away to-morrow, dearest lady," he answered, "lest your +fiery Continentals tie me up!" + +"And I go back to Second Westings next week! And you were going away +without seeing me for good-bye?" asked Barbara, reproachfully. "Is +this the Robert that used to say he loved me a little?" + +Robert looked at her in silence. "I adore the very ground that your +foot treads upon!" he said, presently, in a quiet voice. + +"You love me just as much as you used to?" she inquired, almost +wistfully. + +"As much!" he exclaimed, with scorn. "More and more, every day I +breathe. These months that you have treated me so cruelly have been +hell on earth. I don't see how I have lived through them." + +"I, too, have not been very happy, Robert!" she acknowledged, softly. +"I believe I have needed you more than I thought. Do you know, I +almost think I might learn to care a great deal--perhaps all that a +woman can--if only, if _only_, dear Robert, there were not this +dreadful barrier between us? Oh, if you knew how I long to have you in +sympathy with the cause that all my heart is given to,--to talk it all +over with you, to hope and plan and look forward with you, in +comradeship and understanding! If you knew--but there, I see by your +obstinate mouth it is no use. I might as well pour out my heart +against a stone wall. _Nothing_ will soften you! _Nothing_ will +convince you! Love me? _You_ love me? You have no heart at all in +your breast! Nothing but a priggish theory!" + +She burst into passionate, disappointed tears, flung herself down on +the sofa, and buried her face in the cushions. + +Robert was in an anguish. His mouth was drawn and white. Why should +_he_ be called upon to face so hideous an alternative? Why must _he_ +pay so appalling a price for loyalty, for fidelity, for honour? What +was this bourgeois tyrant in England, that the price of loyalty to him +should be the love of the woman who was dearer than heaven? Robert +felt a fierce hatred of the man George of England, who was so unworthy +of his kingship! He was mad to throw himself at Barbara's feet, and +tell her all his life was hers to do as she would with, to offer his +faith, loyalty, honour, a living sacrifice to her love, and bid her +send him to fight under whatever flag she called hers! But--he held +the madness in leash. The tough fibre of his will gave a little, but +would not break. The drops stood out on his forehead. But all he said +was: + +"Beloved, beloved, I worship you. You are all I can dream of +womanhood. You are all of life, all of love, all of wonder and beauty +that the world can show. There is nothing my soul can ever desire but +you, you, you, wonderful one!" And he tried to take her hands from +under her wet face. + +Through her sobs, Barbara had listened eagerly for one word that might +show a yielding. But there was no such word,--no sign that he even +realised that she had been offering her love as the incalculable price +that should purchase him to the service of his country. This +infinitely precious price,--he spurned it, then! Angry mortification +surged over her, mixed with a pain that clutched at her heart. The +humiliation of it--and the loss! She sat up suddenly. + +"Go, go, go!" she cried, pointing to the door. "I don't want to ever +see you again. I hate you. I hate you. Go--at _once_!" + +And then, as Robert made no move, and strove to plead once more, she +sprang to her feet, darted from the room, and fled up-stairs. He heard +her door close sharply,--like the cutting off of life, it seemed to +him. And he went away, walking rather blindly, and fumbling for some +moments at the hall door before he could find the latch. That same +evening he left New York. + +It was hours before Barbara was herself again, so Glenowen had to dine +alone. Late in the afternoon, after having bathed her face back to +presentability, she dressed to go out for a sharp walk. When her +toilet was almost complete, word came up that Cary Patten was in the +drawing-room. + +Now it was at least six weeks since Cary had last attempted to make +love to her, and in the meantime he had been altogether +charming,--attentive, deferential, full of enthusiastic ambition, and +vastly interesting in his large forecasts of what the thirteen colonies +would do with independence when they got it. Barbara, therefore, had +practically forgotten that he was ever in disgrace, and was unwilling +to refuse him admittance, little though it suited her mood to see him. +She went down at once and received him cordially. + +Cary was in a mood of triumphant excitement, dashed with romantic +melancholy. He looked even straighter, taller, more broad-shouldered +and high-mettled than usual. His goldy-brown short hair had a crisper +curl, his candid blue eyes sparkled with joy and importance. + +"Oh, I know! You needn't tell me!" cried Barbara, with hearty +sympathy. "Only one thing in the world could make your face shine as +it does now, Cary! You are ordered to the front!" + +"You've guessed it, sweet mistress!" he cried, in a voice whose boyish +exultation would not be kept down. "My company is one of those chosen +by the Committee of Safety to go north. We march _to-morrow_! In a +few days we will be in the field--we shall be in the thick of it!" + +"Oh, you are so fortunate, Cary!" responded Barbara. "Think what it +must be to be just a woman, and have to stay at home gnawing one's +heart, while others have the glorious joy of fighting for freedom!" + +"Only one thing I need to make me happy as I go, sweet lady!" said he, +his voice tender, passionate, caressing. "It is bitter to leave you. +But I should go thrilling with happiness, to win fame that would make +you proud, or to die willingly for my country,--if I might go wearing +your favour, if I might go as--" but here he paused. Barbara's face +was cold and discouraging. + +There was a moment of strained silence. Barbara felt a harsh +resentment at his persistence, and an added anger that it should be +thrust upon her on this day when her heart was so bitter sore. "Yet," +she was arguing with herself, "the poor boy does love me. And, unlike +some others, he is going to fight on the right side, to shed his blood, +perhaps, for the land of his birth. Why should I not be a little kind +to him,--if he does not ask too much!" On a sudden generous and +pitying, if misleading, impulse, she took a ribbon from her throat and +gave it to him. + +"There, boy," she said, gently, "take that, and don't ever say I was +not good to you! May it be a charm to ward off the bullet and the +steel!" + +A glad light flashed into the lad's face. He went down on one knee and +kissed the hem of her skirt, crying something inarticulately. Then he +sprang up and seized her in his arms, and would have kissed her but +that she wrenched herself free with some violence. + +"How dare you!" she cried, stamping her foot. + +Cary looked crestfallen and bewildered. + +"But, Barbara," he protested, blundering in his confusion, "don't you +love me? I thought--why--this dear ribbon--" and he held it out to her +appealingly. + +Barbara's anger faded on the instant. She saw that in desiring to be +kind she had misled him. She held out her hand to him, and smiled, as +she said: + +"Oh, truly, I'm sorry if I seemed rude, Cary. Forgive me. But, you +know, I _had_ to be rather hasty, or you would have kissed me. And I +couldn't let you kiss me, Cary, even though you are going to the war!" + +"Why not, dear heart?" persisted he. "Am I not going as your chosen +cavalier? Have you not given me your favour?" + +"Why, no--at least, not exactly that--" she stammered. "I thought you +_knew_, Cary, that I don't love you one bit! I've told you so over and +over again; and I've sent you away over and over again for bothering me +about it when I had told you not to! But I do like you, ever so much. +And I shall think of you, away fighting bravely--as I know you +will--for our sacred cause. And so, I gave you the +ribbon--because--because--you said it would make you a little happier +if you had something of the sort to take with you! Oh, please do try +to understand, Cary!" And she twisted her hands in distress. + +Cary Patten was too much of a boy not to show all the bitterness of his +overthrow. He had been lifted up to the crest of triumph, and hurled +down disastrously. He had believed, when Barbara gave him her token, +that the victory, which his confident spirit had never doubted would be +his at last, had come at this high moment of his career. He was not +only desperately hurt, but sorely humbled. His mind worked rapidly, +seeking explanations. One passion after another chased itself over his +transparent face; till at length Barbara saw his features grow harder +and more mature than she had ever before seen them, and the poor little +ribbon was crumpled ruthlessly in his grip. + +"I understand!" he exclaimed, fiercely, a strident tone in his voice +which was quite new to her. "It is that runaway Tory hound, that +traitor Gault, that--" and here he choked. "If he has not already run +away I shall settle the scoundrel to-night. I shall--" + +"Silence, sir!" cut in Barbara. The tone, the look in her face, +brought the mad boy to his senses like a drenching in cold water. He +could have bitten off his tongue for the outburst. + +"Mr. Gault _was_ my friend, and his name is entitled to respect in my +presence!" she went on. "And he _is_ a _gentleman_! Of you I should +have said the same thing--a few moments ago! Give me back my +ribbon--what you have left of it, Mr. Patten!" + +"Oh, no! no! Forgive me!" Cary was crying, in abject penitence, even +while she spoke, at the same time thrusting the ribbon into his breast, +as if he feared that Barbara would take it by force. "I was crazy mad, +dear heart. I didn't know what I was saying. I take it all back. It +was not so. I know he is a gentleman and a brave man, if he _is_ a +traitor Tory. Surely you will forgive me, when you have broken my +heart--Barbara." + +While he was speaking Barbara had moved away to the other side of the +table; but now, so dejected did he look, so humble, so repentant, and +withal so wholesomely boyish, that her heart softened once more, and +she came back. + +"Yes, Cary, I will overlook it, and make allowance, because I see you +are sorry. And I am still truly your friend, and will think about you +when you are away. And I am sorry I did anything to make you +misunderstand me, so you _must_ give me back the poor little ribbon +that did the mischief." + +"No, you surely can't be so cruel as that!" he pleaded. "I feel it +would be unlucky to give it back. Don't kill me, dear. Let me keep +the dear ribbon!" + +Barbara hesitated. She wanted the ribbon back. The giving had been +spoiled for her. Her impulse was to insist. But events of late had +softened her, had given her more comprehension of feelings other than +her own,--had made her, indeed, a little less self-centred. She +crushed down her vexation. + +"Well, keep it then, Cary,--and my friendship with it," she said, +gravely. "And to the blessing with which I blessed it for you, I add +many more,--that fame may come your way, and danger turn aside. +Good-bye!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +Barbara felt as if a strange great wind had blown upon New York, +scattering and changing everything. Robert was gone,--when she was +seeing little of him, and not desiring to see more, she had, +nevertheless, had a satisfaction in knowing he was within reach. Now +Cary Patten was gone, and Jerry Waite was gone, and young Paget was +gone, and the student enthusiast, young Mr. Hamilton, came no more to +the old Dutch house on State Street, being engrossed in matters of +secrecy and import. And now she herself and Uncle Bob were going. She +felt as if that separating wind would inexorably have lifted and borne +her somewhere, even if the haven of Second Westings had not been open. +Fate drove indifferently, but left her free to shape her course for +Westings House and Aunt Hitty, and her own apple-tree down in the back +garden. + +A few days later she was at home. Glenowen, resting but an hour or +two, had hastened on to his duties. Everything seemed to Barbara just +as when she went away, save that Doctor Jim was graver than of old, +seeming weighed down with care; and Doctor John's absence left a void +that ached all the time. But her little room was just as she had left +it,--fresh dusted, and with a few things lying about out of place, as +she loved to have it. The dust upon the coverlet where "Mr. Grim" +slept was there as of old. "He did not, in fact, sleep there once +during all your absence, dear," declared Mistress Mehitable, "till the +very night before your return, when he forsook me and stalked back to +his old place. Then I knew that you'd be here the next day, and we +were very happy together; and I gave him clear cream for his breakfast, +and made him very sick!" + +Within three days the old life had taken Barbara back at every point, +and she felt as if she had awakened from a brilliant but oppressive +dream. Of course it was interesting telling it all--or not quite +all--to every one; to every one the truth, yet not to each the same +story. There was one emphasis for Aunt Hitty and Doctor Jim, one for +the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, one for Mercy Chapman, and one much more +vivid and enlightening for old Debby. But even as she told it, it +began to seem unreal to herself. And soon she grew unwilling to talk +of it at all. + +As the bright Connecticut summer slipped by, Barbara could not but +notice a change of temper among the villagers of Second Westings. To +herself they were as civil, as deferential as ever, but, she thought, +with a little difference. Half a dozen families had representatives in +the army besieging Boston, and two of the village homes were in +mourning. When she was walking with Doctor Jim she noticed the +sullenness with which his hearty, kindly greetings were returned,--a +sullenness which Doctor Jim never allowed himself to observe. Then +there was difficulty in getting extra help when special needs arose at +Westings House. The people were unwilling to work for Mistress +Mehitable. They positively refused to work with Amos, who had to give +up his innocently convivial evenings at the tavern and remain sulking +in the kitchen, abused and scorned by Abby because he was always in her +way. In September, when Congress despatched the army of the north to +conquer Canada, seven more men went from Second Westings, and +enthusiasm grew. With news of the capture of Montreal came word also +that two of the Second Westings men had fallen in the battle. Then +feelings grew hot. + +One morning, when Barbara was visiting Mercy Chapman's mother,--now a +bedridden invalid,--she looked out of the window and saw Mistress +Mehitable coming down the street. As she passed his office, she was +joined by Doctor Jim, and the two strolled together toward Squire +Gillig's store. Suddenly she saw Doctor Jim leave Mistress Mehitable's +side, and stride angrily toward the tavern. She ran out at once to see +what was the matter. What she saw set her speeding after Doctor Jim in +breathless indignation. + +Amos, his arms tied behind him, was struggling and kicking in the hands +of a dozen men and youths, several of whom had bloody noses to prove +that Amos had stood to his colours. Now they were hurrying him to the +cooper shop.--where they knew there was a barrel of pitch,--amid cries +of "Ride the sneaking Tory on a rail," "Tar and feather him," "Duck +him," "Hang him." All at once they were confronted by the tall bulk of +Doctor Jim; and they stopped short. The old habit of deference was +strong upon them, and several drew away, while others, though they +doggedly maintained their grip on the furious and unterrified Amos, +dropped their eyes and hung their heads when Doctor Jim's angry gaze +fell upon them. + +"Hands off! Drop that man! You cowardly bullies, a dozen against one! +Drop him, do you hear?" And without waiting for the effect of his +words he strode into the mob, flung the fringes of it to this side and +that with no gentle hand, and reached those who had actual hold upon +the prisoner. + +When he found that they were standing their ground, daring to disobey +his orders, his wrath was tremendous. + +"You scoundrels! You dirty scum of the earth!" he roared. And with +that he plucked the nearest fellow by the scruff of the neck and the +seat of his breeches and flung him into the gutter. To the next he +gave an open-handed buffet that sent him reeling from the męlée. +Ignoring the rest, he was proceeding to unpinion Amos, when the leader +of the mob, a big blacksmith from Westings Centre, who was a famous +demagogue, confronted him. + +"Look a-here, Doctor Pigeon," he said, defiantly, "we're lettin' _you_ +be, leastways for the present! You let us be, an' jest mind yer own +business. Hands off yerself!" + +Doctor Jim, apparently, never heard him. + +The blacksmith therefore seized Amos by the waist and jerked him from +Doctor Jim's grasp. + +"Look a-here, you!" he shouted, squaring off. "You've got to fight me +afore you untie that man!" + +Fight him! Doctor Jim gave an inarticulate roar of scorn and fury at +the idea. Then his great white hands shot out like lightning. One +seized the champion's throat; the other laid terrible hold upon his +waistband, with just so much of clothing and skin and flesh as those +iron fingers could compass. One huge, dislocating shake and the +champion had no more fight in him. Doctor Jim lifted his demoralised +opponent bodily, carried him several paces, and dropped him over the +horse trough into the dirty, deep-trodden mud. Then, seeing that Amos +had got himself free, he strode back to where Mistress Mehitable was +waiting, his heavy eyebrows still working with indignation. + +Barbara, whom he had not seen, now had a word to say to the discomfited +rabble, who one and all knew her views and admired her prodigiously. +She eyed them for half a minute with slow, eviscerating scorn. Then +she said: "_You_ call yourselves patriots! You make me ashamed of the +name. If all Americans were like you they'd deserve freedom, wouldn't +they? And what is that ruffian doing here?" pointing to the +bedraggled, discredited, foaming blacksmith. "Must you go to Westings +Centre for a leader? You had better send him back where he belongs!" + +"You'd better shet your mouth, miss," sputtered the champion, "or you +may git--" but at this moment the men of Second Westings, recovering +their manhood, fell upon him with great unanimity and completed the +discipline which Doctor Jim had left unfinished. And Barbara walked +away with her head in the air. + +After this Mistress Mehitable, who was herself, and for herself, +absolutely fearless behind her quiet blue eyes, yielded to Doctor Jim's +persuasions and let it be known that Barbara, being her heir, was +partly in authority at Westings House. Whenever extra help was needed, +therefore, Amos was sent down to Doctor Jim's and Barbara hired her +helpers in her own name. To her employ the Second Westings men came +willingly enough, and showed themselves humourously tolerant of Abby's +caustic tongue, which was given full run whenever they entered the +kitchen. And the village settled back gradually into a hollow +imitation of its ancient somnolence. + +In the winter, however, not long after Christmas, there was another +stirring of the hot embers. Word came of Montgomery's death and +Arnold's repulse before the walls of Quebec. There were men of +Connecticut among those who fell that night in the northern snow. +Those at home required an outlet for their feelings. What were the +Tories for, if not to afford them a chance of evening matters up? A +rabble of the worser elements from the up-river villages, led by some +noisy fanatics, descended upon Gault House by night, and set it on fire. + +Finding old Lady Gault ill in bed, they somewhat regretted their haste, +and carried her, bed and all, with as much of her clothing as they +could conveniently save, to the house of one of the tenants on the +grounds. The leaders apologised to her, indeed, assuring her that, had +they known it would so inconvenience her to have her house burnt down +just then, they would have turned their avenging attention elsewhere +for that night and awaited her recovery. The fiery and arrogant old +lady was so overwhelmed with helpless rage, less at the destruction of +the home of the Gaults with all its treasures than at the desecration +she had suffered, that she was seized next morning with an apoplexy and +died in an hour. + +This news brought consternation to Westings House. Doctor Jim came up +to talk it over. He was too much enraged to find relief in one of his +customary large ebullitions. It reduced him to a black silence, which +Barbara found much more impressive than his wrath. + +"I feel that you ought to go away, Jim," said Mistress Mehitable, with +a tenderness that made Barbara eye them both sharply, and think of +Doctor John. "These townships are no place for a reckless partisan +like you!" + +"There is just one reason why you might urge me to go, sweet mistress!" +said he. "Lest I be prisoned here, and so lose the chance to fight for +the king! But my place is here till John comes back. You and Barbara +cannot be left alone. And the sick folks,--I cannot desert them. But +when John comes--" + +"If it be not then too late! Oh, think, Jim! Every hour now that you +stay here carries the menace of some ignominious violence! How can I +stand it?" + +"My place is here, at present, most dear lady!" answered Doctor Jim, +with a positiveness that left no room for argument. "But I think the +men of Second Westings would not quite fail Jim Pigeon, even though +they do curse him behind his back for a Tory!" + +The destruction of Gault House and the death of Lady Gault filled +Barbara's heart with pity and tenderness toward Robert. It oppressed +her with a feeling that he was left desolate, a homeless and wandering +outcast. She wondered where and when the news would reach him,--being +such evil news she felt sure it would journey fast. No word or rumour +had she heard of him since that day of their harsh parting in the old +Dutch house on State Street. + +A few days later she heard from Glenowen, who was now in command of one +of the regiments besieging Boston, that Cary Patten, after covering +himself with glory by his wild daring and desperate exploits, had +fallen with Montgomery before the walls of Quebec. This news sent +Barbara to her room for the afternoon. Besides her many tears for the +gallant boy, who had loved her gallantly and truly, she could not for +the moment rid herself of a vague remorse. Had she been quite fair to +him? Had she encouraged him even while repelling him? At first she +called herself guilty. But after some hours of this self-reproach she +came to a clearer view, and saw that it was sentimental weakness to +accuse herself. Her grief on his account, however, was deep and +sincere. "Poor, beautiful, brave boy!" she sighed, at last. "How +little good to him were my token and my blessings! I fear I am a +curse, and not a blessing, to any one who greatly cares for me!" Then +the thought flashed across her--"If it were Robert, instead of poor +Cary! How do I know that Robert, too, has not been--" and at the +thought her heart stood still. A sort of numbness came over her, and +she found herself shaking violently. She had been lying with her face +in the pillow, but now she sat up sharply, brushed the thick, dark +locks back from her eyes, went over to the dressing-table, lit two +candles, and looked at her white, frightened face in the glass. + +"I didn't know I cared--like that!" she said to herself, at last. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +In the spring, a little before the fall of Boston, Doctor John came +home. Second Westings learned then for the first time what he had so +studiously and considerately kept concealed,--the fact that he had been +wounded in a skirmish two months before. As soon as he was well enough +for the journey, he had been ordered home. He looked gaunt, and walked +with some difficulty, but otherwise seemed fairly well; and he made +haste to take back his old patients, with many expressions of amazement +that they had not died off under Jim Pigeon's treatment. + +His coming brought new cheer to Westings House; and to Barbara, +reassured by his explicit accounts of her uncle's abounding health, it +meant such stimulus and diversion as was to be had of endless, +sympathetic talks. The little group of four were as close to one +another as of old,--yet with a difference. The love and trust were as +of old, but the dividing of hopes and aims threw Barbara more and more +with Doctor John, Mistress Mehitable more and more with Doctor Jim. +This seemed perfectly natural,--yet it soon began to cause a certain +heaviness on Doctor John's part, which made his whimsical sallies grow +infrequent. It caused, at the same time, a certain uneasiness on the +part of Doctor Jim; and Mistress Mehitable was seen more than once with +tears in her eyes, when, as it seemed to Barbara, there was no very +definite reason for the phenomenon. And all these symptoms troubled +Barbara. She grew more than commonly tender of Doctor John. + +One day when she and Doctor John and Doctor Jim had strolled down to +the tavern to see the Hartford coach come in, they found a knot of +eager listeners gathered about two horsemen who were drinking a pot of +ale. As the little party approached, its members were pointed out, and +the horsemen turned to look at them with sharp interest. The two came +from up the river, in the next county, and were on their way to join +the Connecticut battalions under Putnam. They were bitter partisans, +and one of them had lost a brother in the fighting at Quebec. To them +it was of little account that Doctor John was a good rebel,--such, in +their eyes, all good men were bound to be. And they did not appreciate +the fact that he was an officer in the army they were about to join. +What they saw was simply Doctor Jim, the declared Tory, shameless and +unafraid. They eyed him with growing menace, uncertain, by reason of +the fact that he was walking between Barbara and Doctor John, just what +they wanted to do. + +Presently Doctor Jim swung away by himself to speak to a lad whose +mother he was treating. He was giving some little order, when the two +horsemen, riding up to him, thrust him against the icy watering-trough +so unexpectedly that he fell over it. Bewildered, and not +understanding that he had been deliberately attacked, he was picking +himself up in a sputter of vexation, when one of the riders, a +fierce-eyed, burly fanatic, reached over the trough and cut at him +viciously with his riding-whip, exclaiming, "Take that, you damned Tory +dog!" + +The blow missed Doctor Jim's head, but fell smartly across his +shoulders. The next moment a great hand seized the rider, tore him +from his seat, jammed him furiously against his horse's rump, and +dashed him down upon the dirty snow. Then Doctor John turned to deal +likewise with the second culprit. But he had forgotten his wound. He +grew white, reeled, and would have fallen, but that two of the Second +Westings men sprang to his aid and held him up. + +When the stroke of the whip fell on his shoulders, Doctor Jim had +understood. With one of his wordless explosive roars he had sprung +right over the trough to take Homeric vengeance. But when he saw +Doctor John he forgot all about vengeance, he forgot all about the +attack. + +"What is it, John?" he cried, picking him up as if the huge frame were +a feather, and carrying him to the settee outside the inn door. + +"Nothing, Jim, nothing! The old wound, you know, and the heart not yet +just right," muttered Doctor John, recovering quickly, but leaning on +his brother's shoulder. Barbara, meanwhile, had run to fetch brandy, +which she now brought, along with the landlord. + +The two horsemen had had their wrath for the moment diverted by the +sudden turn of events. But now--the fellow who had been so mauled in +Doctor John's grip having remounted, bursting with rage--they thought +it time to return to the attack, and made an effort to push through the +little crowd. Failing in this, they cursed Doctor Jim with varied +vigour, and told him what they intended to do when they could get at +him. In their righteous wrath they failed to notice that they were not +making themselves popular with the crowd. Neither Doctor Jim nor +Barbara paid the slightest attention to their curses, not seeming to +hear them; but Doctor John attended. + +"Lads!" he said, lifting his head with difficulty. "Lads of Second +Westings! Shall we let these insolent scoundrels talk to us that way?" + +"No, sir! No, sir! No, sir!" shouted a dozen voices,--whereupon +Barbara turned and beamed upon them unutterable favour. The landlord, +with several other stout fellows, seized the strangers' bridles and +forced the horses back toward the road. + +"Ye'd better be gettin' on!" admonished mine host, grinning but +decisive. "Ye don't rightly understand us here, I calculate! Better +get on now, for convenience!" + +The horsemen seemed to have forgotten their wrath in their astonishment. + +"Are you all Tories, too?" they found voice to demand. + +"We're as good patriots as ever you be!" rejoined mine host, crisply. +"But if we've got any Tories among us they're our own, and we'll see +about 'em ourselves, our own way. Now clear out!" And he hit the nigh +horse a smart slap on the rump, making him bound forward. + +By this time the leader and spokesman of the twain had recovered his +full head of anger. He had no quixotic notion of undertaking to +discipline Second Westings village. But he conceived a very clear +purpose. Reining his excited horse down violently, he shook his fist +at the crowd, and shouted: + +"If you choose to harbour a dirty Tory, there be men and patriots in +the other townships who'll come right soon an' teach you yer duty!" + +"Oh, you clear out!" jeered the Second Westings men. + +That evening, at Westings House, while the beginnings of a bleak March +wind storm blustered and whimpered outside, Mistress Mehitable brewed a +hot posset of uncommonly cheering quality. The cheer was needed; for +all felt that a crisis of some sort, or some grave change, was at hand. +Doctor John, who had quite recovered, tried in vain to make his fooling +sound spontaneous. The grave eyes of Destiny would persist in looking +out through the jester's-mask. At length Doctor Jim exclaimed, +abruptly: + +"I must go, now! I must take Amos and slip away in the night, and go +wherever men are gathering to fight for the king. I'm not needed here +now, John, since you are back to take care of Mehitable and Barbara!" + +It was what all had been waiting for, but it came with a shock--the +shock of conviction, not of surprise--to all. Mistress Mehitable +turned ghost pale, and unconsciously her hand went to her heart. +Doctor John noticed the action, with sad eyes that belied the humour of +his mouth. Barbara sprang up, rushed over to Doctor Jim, and flung her +arms around his neck. + +"_Please_ don't go, Doctor Jim!" she pleaded. "This is the place for +you. And here we all love you so we don't care _what_ side you're on. +And as for going to fight for your side,--of course, you want to, we +all know that,--but you _never_ can get through to the coast. You can +never get through our people. No, you can't, Doctor Jim! You must +stay here with us. Help me hold him, Aunt Hitty!" + +"Jim," said Doctor John, his voice trembling with earnestness, "I +appeal to you to stay. Don't break our hearts by going. Stay for our +sakes. I know, brother, how you feel,--and believing as you do, I +don't blame you,--I'll never blame you. But _Barbara is right_. _You +can't get through_. You can stay with a clear conscience!" + +Mistress Mehitable, since becoming assured of the attitude of the +Second Westings men, had lost all her dread of having him stay, and +gained a quivering fear of having him go. Forgetful of all else, she +now laid her slim hand on his, looked at him with her whole soul in her +eyes, and said: + +"_Must_ you? Oh, Jim, are you so sure you ought to go?" + +A faint spasm passed over Doctor John's face--Barbara alone observing +it--and seemed to leave it older and sterner. He opened his mouth to +speak, but Doctor Jim was ahead of him. + +"Yes, I know my duty. If a man sees it, he's got to do it,--eh, what, +dearest lady in the world? I wish I didn't see it so plain. Then I +might stay here with you all, you whom I love. But I see my duty, to +fight for the king, just as plain as you saw yours, John, to fight for +your damned old Congress!" + +"I'm not going to fight any more!" interrupted Doctor John, speciously. + +Doctor Jim laughed, tenderly derisive. + +"No, but you're sending, and equipping, and supporting two able-bodied +substitutes, aren't you? But another point is, my Barbara,--by staying +I should bring disaster on you all. The good folk of Second +Westings--and they _are_ good folk, though rebels, alas!--will never +stand by and see the Ladds and Pigeons, whatever their views, molested +by an outside world. When your fiery patriots from up the river come +to ride me on a rail, Second Westings will stand in the way and get its +honest head broken. _You_ wouldn't do it, John Pigeon! You'd cut off +your head, before you'd let the poor souls get their heads broken for +you in a cause that they believe all wrong. I'd be a coward to let +them, John. Would you ask me to be a coward?" + +"Wouldn't be much use asking," growled Doctor John. "But you're all +wrong, as usual, Jim!" Then he turned suddenly to Mistress Mehitable, +with a meaning look. + +"You speak, Mehitable! You _make_ him stay. Demand it of him--as your +right! Keep him!" + +Doctor Jim searched his brother's face, first with terrible question, +then with the growing light of a great joy. Barbara watched +breathless, forgetful of the fate of dynasties. Here, she felt, were +problems that had held long lives in doubt, now working to instant +solution. Mistress Mehitable turned scarlet, and she, too, questioned +the sombre, tender eyes of Doctor John. But she said, quite simply: + +"I'm afraid, John, if he thinks he ought to go he'll go. But I do ask +you to stay, Jim." + +"_Don't_, Mehitable!" groaned Doctor Jim. + +"There, what did I tell you, John?" she said. + +But now certain things, uncertain all his life till now, were quite +clear to Doctor John. Slowly, as if it hurt him, he got up. He went +over to where Mehitable was sitting, quite close to Doctor Jim. He +laid a hand on each, caressingly,--and to Mehitable that touch, +suddenly grown bold and firm, was a renunciation. He had never touched +her that way before. + +"It is all right, Jim! It is all right, Mehitable!" said he, in a very +low but quite steady voice. "I never was sure till now,--but I ought +to have understood,--for I see now it was always _yours_, Jim. Forgive +me, brother. I ought not to have stood in the way." + +"John!" cried Doctor Jim, catching the caressing hand in a fervent +clasp. "God bless you! But--on my honour I have never said a word!" + +"I know, Jim, I know. We've always played fair to each other. But now +you can speak. And now,--you don't need to speak, either of you. Your +faces speak plain enough, to the eyes of one who loves you both!" + +"Is it true, Mehitable? After all these years that I've kept +silence,--oh, is it true?" asked Doctor Jim, scarcely above a whisper, +reaching out his hands to her longingly. + +For one instant she laid hers in his. Then she withdrew them quickly, +seized Doctor John's hand in both of hers, laid her cheek against it, +and burst into tears. + +"Oh, John, dear John," she sobbed. "How can I bear that you should be +unhappy?" + +Doctor John blinked, and made a little noise in his throat. Then, with +a brave levity, he exclaimed: + +"Tut! Tut! Don't you worry about me, either of you, now. As for you, +Jim Pigeon, you Tory scoundrel, I'm getting the best of you, after all. +For I stay right here and take care of her, Lord knows how long, while +you go off, Lord knows where, and get yourself poked full of holes for +your old King George-- Eh, what, baggage? as Jim would say!" And he +turned unexpectedly toward Barbara, who had been standing by the +window, and peering diligently out into the blackness for the past ten +minutes,--and surreptitiously wiping her eyes as well as her nose. + +"Yes, indeed you _do_ get the best of the bargain," she cheerfully and +mendaciously agreed. + +Two days later, in the dark before moonrise, Doctor Jim and Amos +slipped away on horseback by the road to Westings Landing. And Doctor +John went with them as far as the Landing, to put them into trusty +hands for their night voyage down the river. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +A few days after Doctor Jim's going, came the news that Washington had +entered Boston, the troops of the king having given up the defence and +sailed away to Halifax. Soon afterward there was bustle in Second +Westings, and camp talk, and military swagger; for a portion of the +army was moving down to New York, and many men had leave to visit their +homes in passing; and some, who had enlisted for a short service, had +come home to get in the crops before reënlisting; and some, grudging +souls, had come home to stay, saying that it was now the time for +others to sweat and bleed for their country. + +Amid all this excitement, which had some effect even upon Mistress +Mehitable, antagonistic though she was to it, the palely brilliant +Connecticut spring rushed over the land with promise. Never before, it +seemed, did the vanguards of the song-sparrows and thrushes so crowd +the blowing thickets with melody; never before the bright hordes of the +dandelions so suddenly and so goldenly over-flood the meadows. But to +Barbara the iridescent glory was somehow more sad than gloom. The fact +that her cause was everywhere prospering, that success had fallen to +the Continental arms beyond anything that she had dared to hope, +brought her no elation. She felt the sorrow that had come into Doctor +John's life in spite of the big, whimsical gaiety with which he kept it +covered up. She felt the fierce tugging at Mistress Mehitable's +heart-strings, though that thoroughbred little lady never revealed, +save by the dark eye-shadows of sleepless nights, the pangs it cost her +to be deprived in a day of the lover whom she had been half a lifetime +in finding out. Barbara felt, too, the absence of Doctor Jim, who +seemed to her so big and boyish and reckless and unfit to take care of +himself that he could not fail to get into trouble if not kept at home +and mothered by small women like herself and Aunt Hitty. And most of +all she felt the crushing uncertainty as to Robert. + +When summer was approaching high tide, Second Westings grew quiet +again, the soldiers being all called back to their colours to make +ready the defences of New York. Then, by hard-riding express +messengers, the tidings flew over the country that Congress at +Philadelphia, on the fourth day of July, had declared independence, and +set up a republic to be known as the "United States of America." +Second Westings went wild with enthusiasm, and that night there was a +terrific consumption of old tar barrels and dry brush. And there was a +select little dinner at Squire Gillig's, to which Barbara and Doctor +John felt in duty bound to go,--and from which Mistress Mehitable, with +an equal devotion to duty, stayed away. She had taken the news +gracefully enough, however, merely suggesting to Barbara and Doctor +John that possibly all the rejoicing might turn out to be a little +premature. + +Thereafter it seemed to Barbara that events moved furiously, one piece +of vital news following close upon the heels of its predecessor. Early +in August came word that a great English army for the capture of New +York was landing at Staten Island. Then, the first tidings of +Robert,--reaching Barbara in a letter from her uncle, whose regiment +was holding Brooklyn. Glenowen wrote that from certain neutrals, +country-folk of Long Island, who had no party but their cabbage-patch, +he had learned of both Robert Gault and Doctor Jim. Doctor Jim, as +representing one of the oldest and most distinguished families of +Connecticut, and himself widely known, had been attached to the staff +of the English general, Sir William Howe, while Robert Gault, with the +rank of captain, was in command of a troop of irregular Loyalist Horse. +With the unspeakable relief that these tidings brought her, Barbara +regained for a few days her old vivacity, imperiousness, and daring. +She tore about the country wildly as of old, on horseback,--no longer, +as a rule, on Black Prince, who had grown too sedate to fully fall in +with her caprices, but on a fiery young sorrel which she had bought for +herself, choosing it partly for its own qualities, and partly for its +resemblance to Robert's old Narragansett pacer. She resumed her +canoeing on the lake. She sang again her old plantation songs, to +Doctor John's accompaniment and Mistress Mehitable's diversion. She +put a new and gayer ribbon on the neck of the furry "Mr. Grim." She +even remembered that the bergamot was in flower, and set herself with +interest to the distilling of her half-forgotten "Water of Maryland +Memories," laughing indulgently the while at the girlishly sentimental +name of it. Meantime she was conscious of a curiously divided interest +in the war,--conscious that her interest was divided in a fashion that +would, a year ago, have seemed to her wicked and impossible. Just as +passionately as ever was her heart set upon the triumph of her cause. +But she felt an irrational desire that Robert and Doctor Jim should win +each a splendid victory on his own account. She was full of pity that +they should be on what she held the surely losing side, and she wanted +some measure of glory to be theirs. + +But the next news that came dashed her spirits. It told of the battle +of Long Island, and the defeat of the Continentals by the ordered +British lines. It told of the panic flight of patriot regiments. It +told of General Washington's retreat from Long Island and entrenching +of the army at New York. A few days later came a letter to Barbara +from Glenowen,--whose regiment had stood firm and suffered heavily,--in +which he said that he did not think it would be possible to hold New +York with the troops at Washington's command, and that there would +doubtless soon be a further retreat to some position beyond the Harlem. +The letter made no mention of Doctor Jim,--which caused Barbara to +remind Mistress Mehitable that no news was good news,--but it spoke +with somewhat bitter praise of Robert Gault. It said that Robert's +little squadron of mad Tories had gone through the Continental ranks +like flame, irresistible and deadly, and had done more than anything +else to cause the breaking of Putnam's lines. Robert had had his horse +shot under him, and his hat shot off, but had himself, as report said, +escaped without a scratch, though with a much diminished troop. As she +was reading this out to Mistress Mehitable, all at once and to her deep +mortification her scrupulously matter-of-fact voice thrilled and broke. +Mistress Mehitable shot her a glance of swift understanding and +sympathy, and then pretended that she had noticed nothing unusual. +Barbara coughed, and went on. But her voice had become unmanageable. +With an impatient gesture and a toss of her head she handed over the +letter. + +"You'll have to read it yourself, honey! It upsets me to hear of our +poor fellows beaten like this!" she cried, hypocritically. + +"Of course, dear, I quite understand!" replied Mistress Mehitable, +keeping her eyes strictly upon the letter, that she might the more +easily seem deceived. + +A few days later, Glenowen's prediction was fulfilled, and the news +that came to Second Westings was of Washington's hasty retreat from New +York to the Harlem Heights, leaving his artillery and heavy baggage +behind. Then for a month there was expectancy, and to Barbara in her +quiet green land it seemed marvellous that the two armies could lie +facing each other in this way, day after day, and not be stirred to +decisive action. She wondered how their nerves could bear the strain +of such waiting. + +The bright September dragged by in drowsy fashion, and October ran on +in its blue and golden-brown; and then the word that came was of yet +another retreat. The British had enlarged their narrow borders, and +Washington had drawn back to the line of the Bronx, where he fortified +himself strongly so as to hold the roads leading inland. Would he +never stop retreating, questioned Barbara, anxiously, echoing the cry +that went up all over the infant Union. "I think not, dear!" responded +Mistress Mehitable, cheerfully. But Doctor John, who understood the +conditions, declared that this Fabian policy was the only sound one, +while the Continental troops were getting seasoned and learning the +arts of war. Even while this teaching was being digested, came word of +the fierce battle of White Plains, where the two armies, in numbers +closely matched, long held each other by the throat without decisive +advantage. When, two days later, the Continentals again withdrew, this +time to hasty entrenchments at New Castle, Doctor John had hard work to +convince Barbara that this long-drawn-out and bloody struggle was not +an American defeat. For days thereafter word kept coming in, telling +of the losses on both sides, and supplying vivid details; and the +blinds of mourning were drawn down in more than one modest Second +Westings home. A brief message came from Glenowen, saying that he was +safe and well. But of Doctor Jim no word; of Robert not a word. And +Barbara and Mistress Mehitable durst not meet each other's eyes lest +either should read therein, and cry aloud, the fear in the other's +heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +With the coming in of this tumultuous November, there came to Second +Westings a few days of Indian summer magic. The moveless air seemed a +distillation of dreams. The faint azure haze hung everywhere, soft yet +cool, with an elusive fragrance as of clean smoke and fading roses and +fresh earth-mould and lofts of grain. And on one of these consecrated +days Barbara set out early in the morning to paddle across the lake and +see old Debby. + +As on a morning long ago, but not so early, she ran down the back +garden path, and behind the barn, and climbed the pasture bars. This +time she called to Keep; and the big mastiff, who now slept later than +of old, came somewhat stiffly gamboling from his manger bed in the +horse stable. She tripped along the pasture path, between the +hillocks. She trod rapidly the black earth of the old wood-road, where +the shadows were lighter now, and no sound broke the stillness save the +eerie sigh and footfall of the dropping leaves. She launched the canoe +with easy vigour, motioned Keep to his place in the bow, and pushed out +with strong, leisurely strokes across the enchanted mirror. That +far-off morning of her flight came back to her with strange poignancy, +and she wondered if the blue heron would be standing at the outlet to +admonish her with his enigmatic gaze. + +As she approached the outlet, the point was vacant. But suddenly a +strange, dishevelled figure, hatless, and in a blood-stained British +uniform, emerged from the trees near by, came down amid the tall yellow +grasses, and stood staring across the lake. He stood thus with blank +eyes for a moment, apparently not seeing the canoe, then pitched +forward, and lay on his face close to the water's edge. + +With one sharp cry of his name, Barbara surged upon the paddle and shot +the canoe toward land, wasting no mare breath on words. She sprang +ashore, turned the still form over, loosened the low vest and the +throat of the shirt, and dashed water in the white, stained, deathlike +face. At first she thought he was dead, and she felt things growing +black before her eyes. Then she caught herself, and held herself +steady for the need. If she could not be strong now, what right had +she to call herself a woman, or to love a man. She felt at his heart +and found that he was alive. She saw that he was sorely wounded. She +told herself that he had swooned from loss of blood, weariness, +hunger,--but that he had lived, would live, must live. Then she +dragged him further back into the grass, where he was hidden. + +Calling Keep from the canoe, she sat down for a moment with Robert's +head in her lap, and planned what should be done. He must not be found +in Second Westings, that she knew. For an English prisoner of war it +would be all very well,--but for a Tory it might be different. She +could take no risks. In a moment or two her mind was made up. She +bent over, and kissed the unresponding mouth. Then she rose, and +turned to Keep, who had stood sniffing at Robert's clothes with +sympathetic interest. They were shocking clothes, but Keep dimly +remembered the man within them. Barbara pointed to the helpless +figure, saying: + +"Lie down, Keep!" + +And Keep lay down, with his muzzle on Robert's arm. + +"Guard, sir!" commanded Barbara. And Keep rolled upon her a +comprehending and obedient eye. Then she pushed off the canoe, and +paddled hastily down the river to fetch old Debby. + +During all these years since Barbara's interrupted flight, no one had +really read her heart, or been the unacknowledged recipient of her +confidences, so fully as Mrs. Debby Blue. Now, when Barbara arrived, +breathless, with great, strained eyes, tears in her voice, but her red +mouth sternly set, the old woman understood with few words. At another +time, Barbara would have been amazed at this swift understanding. Now, +she was only grateful for it. While she was explaining, Debby was +rummaging on shelves and in boxes, looking for sundry simples of her +cunning extraction. At last she said: + +"Don't you be worried, my sweeting. If Mr. Robert kin be cured up, old +Debby's the one that kin cure him up, well as any doctor in the land, +not even exceptin' Doctor Jim. An' I've got the place where we kin +hide him, too, an' keep him safe till he gits well. An' now, I'm after +you, Miss Barby, sweetheart!" + +"God bless your dear, true heart, Debby," cried Barbara, leading the +way in hot haste to the canoe. + +When they arrived at the point, Robert was just recovering +consciousness, in a dazed fashion. They saw him make an effort to sit +up; and they saw Keep, who was nothing if not literal in his +interpretation of Barbara's commands, put his two huge fore paws on +Robert's breast and firmly push him down again. The tears jumped to +Barbara's eyes at this, and she gave a little hysterical laugh, +exclaiming: + +"Just look at that, Debby! Good _dear_ old Keep! Even he knows that +Robert must be kept hidden!" + +When they got to him, he sat up determinedly, and recognised Barbara +with a look of utter content. + +"You, my lady! I have come a very long way to look--" and then he sank +off again, falling back into Barbara's supporting arms. + +[Illustration: _He sank off again, falling back into Barbara's +supporting arms_.] + +"Why, he's _starved_, that's what he is!" exclaimed Debby, examining +him critically and feeling his pulse. "An' he's lost pretty nigh all +the blood was ever in him. An' he's got two wounds here, either one +enough to do for a man!" + +She forced some fiery liquor down his throat, and then, as a faint +colour came back to his lips, she gave him to drink from a bottle of +milk. He drank eagerly, but automatically, without opening his eyes. + +"He's been wounded at White Plains, poor dear!" murmured Barbara, +leaning over him a face of brooding tenderness. + +"An' he's wandered all the way up here, a-lookin' for you, Miss Barby!" +responded the old woman. + +"Do you really think so?" murmured Barbara. + +"No manner of doubt!" said old Debby, positively, as she set about +dressing and binding Robert's wounds. + +In a little while Robert was able to sit up again; and then to be +helped to his feet; and then to be half guided, half carried to the +canoe. There he was placed on a bed of heaped armfuls of dry grass. +Old Debby squatted precariously in the bow,--she was more at home in a +punt than in a canoe,--and Barbara thrust out from shore, heading down +the little river. + +Robert was still too far gone in exhaustion to explain his strange +appearance at Second Westings, or to ask any questions, or to care +where he was going, so long as he was able to open his eyes every once +in awhile and look at Barbara. When he did so, Barbara would smile +back reassuringly, and lay a slim brown finger on her lips, as a sign +that he was not to talk. And happily he would close his eyes again. + +Barbara paddled down past Debby's landing, past the ducks and hens and +turkeys, now too lazy to make more than casual comment. Keep, +meanwhile, followed anxiously along the shore, close to the edge, and +now and then splashing in belly deep. + +"How far is it, Debby dear?" asked Barbara, presently. + +"Jest a little mite furder," answered the old woman, who relished the +situation immensely. "A matter of half a mile, maybe!" + +And so they slipped noiselessly on, in that enchanted light, over that +enchanted water with its reflections of amber and blue. Some crows, +grown suddenly garrulous over private matters, cawed pleasantly in the +pine-tops a little way off against the sky, and then subsided again +into silence. + +On both banks of the stream the trees held out their leaves, russet and +gold, amethyst and bronze and scarlet, like so many little elfin hands +attesting that all fair dreams come true at last for those who have the +key to the inner mysteries. + +Barbara was paddling in a dream herself, when suddenly old Debby said, +"Turn in here, my sweeting! Here to your right!" + +"But where?" asked Barbara, puzzled. "I don't see any place to turn +in!" + +"Straight through them dripping branches yonder by the water-logged +stump!" directed the old woman. "Straight on through!" + +As the prow of the canoe came up to what was seemingly the shore, old +Debby parted the branches. As the canoe pushed onward, she continued +this process,--and a few feet in from the main stream they entered a +long, narrow deadwater, deep and clear, and perfectly hidden from the +world. It was perhaps a hundred yards in length, slightly winding; and +at its head, on a gentle rise, stood a little deserted log cabin. + +"Oh, _Debby_!" cried Barbara. "How did you ever find such a place?" + +"It's been empty this ten year!" answered Debby. "An' folks has +forgotten, that ever knowed. An' I've been keepin' it to myself, when +I wanted to get away from the ducks an' hens a mite. An' I've kep' it +from fallin' to pieces. I'll nurse Master Robert here till he's able +to get away, if it takes a year. An' I'll come back and forward in my +punt. There's a bunk ready now, full of pine-needles; an' when we get +him into it we'll go back to make it all right with Aunt Hitty. +_Ain't_ I got a head on my old shoulders, now, Miss Barby?" + +Even as Debby had so swiftly and fully planned, it was done. Robert +was still so far gone in exhaustion, and so wandering in his mind, that +Barbara would not let him talk; and before they left him--with Keep an +incorruptible sentry at the door--he had fallen into a deep sleep. +When they returned a couple hours later, he was awake and quite clear, +and so determined to talk that Barbara could not but let him. He sat +up in the bunk, but Barbara, bending shining eyes down close to his, +laid him back upon the pillow. + +"Debby says you must not sit up at all, Robert!" she said. + +"And what do you say, my lady?" he asked, devouring her radiant dark +face with his eyes. + +"I say so, too!" she answered, laughing softly. + +"Why, my lady?" he persisted. + +"Because it will hinder you getting well, Silly!" she replied, touching +his hair with cool fingers. + +"What matter about a 'damned Tory' getting well?" he began, being very +weak and foolish. But the slim hand sweetly closed his mouth. + +"How did you get here--to me?" Barbara asked, changing the subject. + +He smiled up at her. + +"We charged through the rebels!" he explained, frankly. "We cut them +down, and scattered them, and chased them till we were within the +enemy's lines. Then we could not get back. They surrounded us. They +overwhelmed us. We were annihilated. I escaped, I shall never know +how, hatless and horseless, as you found me, my lady, I tried to get +back to my regiment. It was no use. Then, somehow, a spirit in my +feet led me back here, to you. I just escaped capture a score of +times. I had nothing to eat for days, save roots and leaves. I +remember coming to the shore of the dear lake, and straining my eyes +across it, to see the chimneys of the house where my love lay. Then I +saw no more, knew no more, till I saw my love herself in very truth, +leaning her face over mine. And I thought I was in heaven, my lady." + +"You still love me, Robert, after the hideous way I treated you?" +questioned Barbara, her voice a little tremulous. + +He started again to sit up; but being again suppressed, was fain to +content himself with clutching both her hands to his lips. + +"There is nothing in the world but you, Barbara," he said. "There is +nothing I want but you, wonderful one!" + +"Then--you may take me, Robert, I think!" she whispered, dropping her +face, and brushing his lips with her hair. + +"Me?" he cried, in a voice suddenly strong, glad, and incredulous. +"Me? Sick near to death, hunted near to death, a beaten and fleeing +enemy, a Tory? I may take you, my queen, my beloved?" + +"Whatever you are, dear, I have found that you are my love," she +answered. "I don't care much what you are, so long as you are mine. I +find I am just a woman, Robert--and in my conceit I thought myself +something more. I love my country, truly. But I love my lover more. +I shall not ask you whether you bow to King or to Congress,--but only +ask you to get well!" + +He reached up both arms, and slowly pulled down her still averted face +till it was close to his. Then she turned her face suddenly to him, +and her lips met his. A moment later she untwined his arms, went to +the door, and glanced unheeding down at old Debby, gathering wood. +Then, her face and eyes still glowing, she came back, smoothed his +hair, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and said, "Now you must be +quiet, dear. Debby will scold me if I let you talk any more!" + +But Robert was excited, drunk with new joy after long despair. + +"Just one word, and I will obey, dear heart! Listen, my lady. I will +draw sword no more in this quarrel. I have given my blood, my +lands,--I have given, as I thought, my love,--for a cause already lost, +for a cause that I felt to be wrong from the day of Lexington, But +whichever side wins, I will stay in my own country, if my country, when +it is all over, will let me stay. When I am well enough to go +away--love, love, will you go with me, to return, when the fighting and +the fury cease, to our own dear river and our own dear woods?" + +"Yes, you know I will, Robert," answered Barbara, kneeling down and +looking into his eyes. "You know that is what I am planning, dear one. +Now go to sleep, and get well, and take me away when you will!" And +holding her hand against his neck he forthwith went to sleep, like a +child, tired and contented. + +Barbara knelt for a long time unmoving, her hand warm in his weak +clasp, and was grateful to old Debby for staying so long away. As she +knelt, the side of her face to the door, she heard a soft _thud, thud_ +on the threshold, and looked around out of the corners of her eyes +without turning her head. She saw two wild rabbits, filled with +curiosity at finding the cabin door open. They hopped in warily, and +went bounding all about the room, sniffing with their sensitive, cleft +nostrils; waving their ears back and forth at every faint whisper; and +from time to time sitting up to ponder their discovery. One of them +bounded over Barbara's little foot, turned to examine it, and nibbled +tentatively at the heel of her shoe till she had to make the muscles +tense to keep him from pulling it off. Then, standing up together for +a moment, they seemed to take counsel and conclude that they had +business elsewhere. As they hopped lazily away from the door, Barbara +got up and followed to look after them. The wonderful day was drawing +to its close; and long, straight beams of rosy gold, enmeshed with the +haze, were streaming through the trees to her very feet. She laughed a +little happy laugh under her breath. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Barbara Ladd + +Author: Charles G. D. Roberts + +Illustrator: Frank Verbeck + +Release Date: November 10, 2010 [EBook #34270] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BARBARA LADD *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + +</pre> + + +<BR><BR> + +<A NAME="img-cover"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-cover.jpg" ALT="Cover art" BORDER="2" WIDTH="362" HEIGHT="567"> +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="img-front"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-front.jpg" ALT="<I>Leaning over the edge of the porch she dropped the bundle soundlessly into a bed of marigolds</I>. (<I>Page</I> 13)" BORDER="2" WIDTH="457" HEIGHT="722"> +<H4 CLASS="h4center" STYLE="width: 457px"> +<I>Leaning over the edge of the porch she dropped the bundle soundlessly into a bed of marigolds</I>. (<A HREF="#p13"><I>Page</I> 13</A>) +</H4> +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +BARBARA LADD +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +BY +</H4> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHARLES G. D. ROBERTS +</H3> + +<BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +AUTHOR OF<BR> +<BR> +THE KINDRED OF THE WILD, THE HEART OF THE<BR> +ANCIENT WOOD, A SISTER TO EVANGELINE,<BR> +POEMS, ETC.<BR> +</H5> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +ILLUSTRATED BY +<BR> +FRANK VERBECK +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +NEW YORK +<BR> +GROSSET & DUNLAP +<BR> +PUBLISHERS +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +Copyright, 1902, +<BR> +BY L. C. PAGE & COMPANY<BR> +(Incorporated).<BR> +<BR> +All Rights Reserved. +<BR><BR><BR> +Published October, 1902 +<BR><BR> +Eighth Impression, April, 1908. +</H5> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS +</H2> + +<H4> +<A HREF="#img-front"> +"LEANING OVER THE EDGE OF THE PORCH SHE DROPPED THE BUNDLE<BR> + SOUNDLESSLY INTO A BED OF MARIGOLDS" (<I>See page 13</I>) . . . <I>Frontispiece</I> +</A> +</H4> + +<H4> +<A HREF="#img-087"> +"'WHAT A NICE-LOOKING BOY YOU ARE!' SHE SAID" +</A> +</H4> + +<H4> +<A HREF="#img-196"> +"'O MEHITABLE—DEMORALISED—BY BARBARA!' VOWED DOCTOR JOHN" +</A> +</H4> + +<H4> +<A HREF="#img-370"> +"HE SANK OFF AGAIN, FALLING BACK INTO BARBARA'S SUPPORTING ARMS" +</A> +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap01"></A> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +BARBARA LADD +</H2> + +<BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER I. +</H3> + +<P> +She knew very well that she should have started earlier; but if there +was one thing that could daunt her wayward and daring little spirit, it +was the dark. Now, as she stood, wide-eyed and breathless with +suspense, beside her open window, the face of the dark began to change. +A gray pallor came over it, and on a sudden she was aware of a black +horizon line, ghostly, lonely beyond words, far to the eastward over +the yet invisible tree-tops. With this pallor came a chill which +Barbara felt on her little, trembling hands, on her eyes, and in her +heart: as if the night, in going, had laid aside its benignity and +touched the world in farewell with a cold hand of warning and menace. +Then, here and there a leaf stood out, palely distinct, upon the thick +frondage of the apple-tree whose nearest branches crowded the roof of +the porch below her window. There was a faint chirping from the heart +of the syringa thicket; and Barbara's ears were so attentive that she +caught the drowsy, awakening flutter of small wings down below in the +dewy gloom. With the sound came a cool and delicate pungency from the +wet currant bushes, puffed upward to her as if the garden world beneath +the leaves had drawn a long breath in getting ready to awake. This +tonic scent, which nostrils less keen than Barbara's would scarcely +have discerned, came to the child as a signal for action. Peculiarly +sensitive to the message and influence of odours, she felt this sudden +fragrance in her nerves as a summons, a promise, and a challenge, all +in one. Noiselessly she pushed the two diamond-paned leaves of her +window open to their widest. How the grayness was spreading! A pang +of apprehension seized her, lest she had delayed too long. She turned +impulsively, and stepped into the darkness of her room. +</P> + +<P> +In a moment her slim little figure reappeared at the window, this time +heavily encumbered. In one hand was a round, soft bundle, in the other +a square wicker basket with a white cloth tied over the top. The white +cloth glimmered conspicuously, but the light was not yet strong enough +to reveal the colour of the bundle. Setting both the burdens out upon +the roof of the porch, she turned, glanced in at the window, and said, +softly: +</P> + +<P> +"Good-bye, little room! I haven't been happy with you. But I hope you +won't be lonely when I'm gone!" +</P> + +<A NAME="p13"></A> + +<P> +Leaning over the edge of the porch, she dropped the bundle soundlessly +into a bed of marigolds. The basket, on the other hand, she took up +with care. Thrusting her left arm through the handle, she swung +herself nimbly into the apple-tree, and thence to the ground; while the +basket tipped and slewed as if it were alive. +</P> + +<P> +"Be still, my babies!" she whispered; and then, picking up the bundle +from the crushed marigolds, and never turning her head to look up at +the stately old house which she was leaving, she fled down the walk +between the currant and gooseberry bushes, the thyme, the sage, and +summer savoury beds,—through a narrow wicket gate half-hidden in +larkspur and honeysuckle,—along the foot-path through the rank and +dripping burdocks back of the barn, where she felt a little qualm of +homesickness at the sound of her dear horses breathing deeply and +contentedly in the stalls,—and thence, letting down one of the bars +and crawling through with her burdens, out into the graying, hillocky +open of the cow-pasture. +</P> + +<P> +By this time a cool and luminous wave of pink, changing to pale saffron +at its northeastern edges, had crept up over the far-off hilltops. +Faint tinges of colour, of a strange and unusual transparency, began to +reveal themselves all over the expanse of pasture. As the miracle of +dawn thus overtook her, a sense of unreality came upon Barbara's soul. +She felt as if this were not she, this little girl so adventurously +running away—but rather some impossible child in a story-book, who had +so engaged her sympathies for the moment that she could not be sure +which was make-believe and which herself. With a chill of lonesome +dread she slipped a hand under the cloth and into the basket. The +touch of warm, live, cuddling fur reassured her, and brought her back +to her own identity. But stranger and stranger grew the mystical +transparency, only made the more startling by a fleece of vapour here +and there curling up from between the hillocks. Stumps, weed-tops, +patches of juniper, tufts of blueberry bush, wisps of coarse grass left +uncropped, seemed to detach themselves, lift, and float in the solvent +clarity of that new-born air, that new-born light. Surely, this was +not her old, familiar world! Barbara stood still, her great eyes +dilating, her lips parted in a kind of ecstasy, as sense and spirit +alike drank in the marvel of the dawn. It seemed to her as if she +discovered, in that moment, that the world was made anew with every +morning,—and with the discovery she became aware, dimly but securely, +that she was herself a part of the imperishable, ever-renewing life. +</P> + +<P> +She was brought back to more instant considerations by the sudden +appearance of a red-and-white cow, which got up with a great, windy, +grunting breath, and came toward her out of a misty hollow. With all +the cows of the herd Barbara was in high favour, but just now the sight +alarmed her. +</P> + +<P> +"Gracious!" she exclaimed to herself, "Abby will be out to milk in +another minute!"—and she broke into a run at the best speed that her +burdens would permit, making for the maple woods which lay to the north +of the pasture. The cow looked and mooed after her wistfully, +wondering at her flight, and aching for the relief of the milker's +hand. But Barbara paid no heed to her, nor to the others of the herd, +who now came into view from corners of the pasture as the enchanted +light grew and spread. She darted on, vanishing in the hollows, +flitting over the hillocks, fleetly threading the crooked and slender +path,—a wisp-like, dark little figure. Her bundle, now seen to be +tied up in a silk shawl of flamelike scarlet, and the snow-white +covering of her basket, flickered across the mystical transparency of +the landscape like bubbles of intense light blown far in advance of the +morning. +</P> + +<P> +Not till she came to the other side of the pasture and plunged into the +obscurity of the woods did Barbara check her speed. Here the dawn was +but beginning to penetrate, thrusting thin shafts of pink-amber light +here and there through the leafage, and touching the eastward sides of +trunk and branch with elusive glories. Breathing quickly, Barbara set +down the bundle and the precious basket; but she snatched them up again +as she caught a sound of panting and running behind her. On the +instant, however, the alarm faded from her face. +</P> + +<P> +"Down, Keep!" she commanded, sharply, as the gaunt gray form of a +mastiff leaped upon her, almost carrying her off her feet. Fawning, +and giving little yelps of joy, the huge animal crouched before her, +pounding the sward with ecstatic tail, and implored to lick her hands. +She threw both arms about the dog's head, murmuring to him, poignantly +impetuous, her voice tearful with self-reproach: +</P> + +<P> +"Was his best friend going away, without ever saying good-bye to him? +Well, she was bad, she was very, very bad!" And she wiped away several +large, surreptitious tears upon the furry folds of his neck. Then she +sprang up and renewed her journey resolutely; while the mastiff, +bounding in front of her, showed his plain conviction that some fine, +audacious adventure was afoot, and that it would be his great luck to +have a part in it. +</P> + +<P> +For more than a mile Barbara followed the wood-path, the fresh, wet +gloom lightening about her as she went. Where the maples thinned away, +and the slenderer ash and birch took their place, she got glimpses of a +pale sky overhead, dappled with streamers of a fiery violet. Here and +there a dripping leaf had caught the colours from above and flashed +elusive jewels upon her vision. Here and there the dewy thickets of +witch-hazel and viburnum crowded so close about the path that her +skirts and shoulders were drenched with their scented largess. Here +and there in her path rose suddenly a cluster of night-born +toadstools—squat, yellow, and fat-fleshed, or tall, shadowy-hooded, +and whitely venomous—over which she stepped with wary aversion. And +once, eager as was her haste, she stopped to pick a great, lucent, +yellow orchid, which seemed to beam like a sacred lamp in its dark +green shrine beneath the alders. +</P> + +<P> +At length the path dipped sharply between rocks overgrown with poison +ivy. Then the trees thinned away before her, and the day grew at once +full of light; and the mirror-surface of a little lake, shining with +palest crocus-tint and violet and silvery rose, obscured with patches +of dissolving mist, flashed upon her eyes. She ran down to the very +edge, where the water seemed to breathe among its fringing pebbles, and +there set down the bundle and the basket; while the dog, yelping +joyously, bounded and splashed in the shallows. +</P> + +<P> +When, however, Barbara stepped up the bank to a thicket of Indian +willow, and proceeded, by dint of carefully calculated lifting and +pulling, to drag forth from its hiding-place a ruddy canoe of +birch-bark, the dog's spirits and his flaunting tail fell together. If +Barbara's venture was to be in the canoe, he knew he should have no +part in it; and his big, doggish heart was dejected. With his tongue +hanging from his jaws, he sat up on his brindled haunches and looked +on, while slowly and laboriously Barbara worked the frail craft down to +the water. When it was afloat, and the resined prow pulled up into a +tuft of weeds to keep it from drifting away, Barbara fetched two +paddles from the same hiding-place. In the bow of the canoe she stowed +her bundle and her basket. In the stern she arranged a pile of ferns +as a cushion for her knees. Once more she flung her arms around Keep's +massive neck, kissed his silky ears, wept violently for the smallest +fraction of a minute; and then, stepping into the canoe with the light +precision of one skilled with the birch-bark, she pushed off, and with +quick, vigorous strokes headed straight across the lake. The dog ran +uneasily up and down the water's edge, whining and fretting after her. +When she was a little way out he made a sudden resolution, plunged into +the water, and swam eagerly after the fugitive. But Barbara heard the +splash, and understood. She realised that he would surely upset the +canoe in trying to get into it, and this was the time when she must +seem hard, however her heart was melting. She looked back over her +shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +"Go home, Keep! Go home!" she commanded. +</P> + +<P> +The dog turned obediently and made for shore. And Barbara, her lips +set and the big tears rolling down her cheeks, continued her journey +out across the lake. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap02"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER II. +</H3> + +<P> +It was now clear day. The ample spaces of blue between the thin clouds +overhead grew pure, as if new bathed. The sun was not yet visible over +the woods, but sent level shafts of radiance through the sparser +leafage. Barbara's face was westward, and her prow, as the nervous +cunning of her paddle urged it forward, threw off the water on either +side in long, polished, fluted furrows, dazzlingly bright at the top of +the curve and steel-dark in the depression. Child as she was, and of a +fairy slightness, Barbara's wrists were strong and she was master of +her paddle. Her tears presently dried themselves as she noted with +exultation, by the growing depth and abruptness of these furrows from +her prow, that she was making a speed that did credit to her +canoe-craft. In a few minutes her parting pangs were all forgotten, +and she was absorbed in racing, as it were, against herself. She knelt +low, working her shoulders freely like a squaw, and bent every energy +to making the passage of the open before a wind out of the morning +should awake to hinder her progress. +</P> + +<P> +A low, green point, deep-plumed with sedge, thrust out from the nearing +shore to meet her. At its tip, motionless, and eloquent of ancient +mystery, poised the dream-like shape of a blue heron. Nearer and +nearer slipped the canoe, till Barbara could discern the round, +unwinking jewel of the great bird's eye, watching her inscrutably. +Then, with leisurely spread of spacious wings, it rose and flapped +away, to renew its not wholly disinterested contemplations in a further +reed-bed. +</P> + +<P> +Behind the point of sedges Barbara swept the canoe on a fine curve, and +into the channel of a little river, the quiet outlet of the lake. +Alders, osiers, and thick-starred draperies of clematis came down over +either bank. The stream was not twenty paces wide, and its deep +current was so gentle that the long weeds on the bottom were hardly +under compulsion to show which way it flowed. +</P> + +<P> +The ancient wood at this place gave back several hundred yards from the +lake, save for scattered outposts and thickets. Rounding the first +curve of the stream,—which, indeed, seemed all curves in its +reluctance to forsake the parent water,—the canoe ran into a flock of +gray-and-white geese dabbling along the weedy margin. The birds were +not alarmed, but they lifted their heads and clamoured a sonorous +warning; and straightway from behind the screen of leafage came a +quacking of ducks, a cackling of hens, and the excited barking of a +puppy. Then a cock crowed shrilly. The stream rounded to a wider +stretch, and its western bank, flooded with sunshine, showed a grassy +clearing of perhaps two acres in extent, at the back of which, close +against the primeval trees, huddled a low, gray cabin, with wide eaves +and a red door. A hop-vine covered one end of the cabin and sprawled +over the roof. Along the base ran a "banking" about two feet high, of +rough boards with the bark on, supported by stakes and filled in with +earth—a protection to the cellar against winter frosts. Leaned up to +the sun, along the banking, stood wooden tubs and an iron pot; and on a +bench beside the door another tub. In front of the door was a space of +chips, littered with axe, buck-saw, feed-troughs, parts of a broken +hand-sled, a large wicker basket with the bottom gone, and +indeterminate waifs and strays of human use. From this space of débris +a foot-path ran down through short grass to the waterside, where a +clumsy punt was hauled up. The place was alive with ducks and +chickens; and as Barbara came in view a stately turkey-cock swelled, +strutted, and gobbled defiance to her intrusion. +</P> + +<P> +Sitting on the door-step in the sun was a sturdy old woman in greenish +homespun petticoat and bodice, with a dull red kerchief crossed upon +her shoulders and a cap of greenish-yellow linen on her head,—the soft +dye of the "yaller-weed" juice. She was busy cutting coloured rags +into strips for mat-hooking. At her side sat a small yellow puppy, +with head cocked and one ear alertly lifted, curious but doubtful as to +the visitor. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara turned her birchen prow to the landing-place, and ran it gently +ashore in the soft mud beside the punt. At the same moment Mrs. +Deborah Blue—known to Barbara and to all the village of Second +Westings as 'old Debby'—dropped her knitting on the stoop, snatched up +a stout stick that leaned against the door-post, and hobbled with a +heavy briskness down the path to meet the visitor. The yellow pup +frisked interestedly at her heels. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara had indeed run her prow ashore, but that was for the sake of +stability merely. She was in haste, and had no idea of stopping now to +indulge her inclination for a gossip with old Debby. She rested in +silence, one brown hand on the gunwale of the punt, her full, young, +wilful lips very scarlet, her gray-green eyes asparkle with mystery and +excitement, as the old woman hobbled down to greet her. +</P> + +<P> +"Ain't ye comin' in to set awhile, an' eat a cooky, Miss Barby?" +inquired Mrs. Blue, wondering at the child's inscrutable look. The old +dame's face was red and harsh and strongly lined. Her chin was square +and thrust forward aggressively, with a gray-bristled wart at one side +of its obtrusive vigour. A lean and iron-gray wisp of hair, escaped +from under her hat, straggled down upon her red neck. But her shrewd, +hard, pale-blue, dauntless old eyes beamed upon the child with +unfeigned welcome. She spoke a little wheezingly, being out of breath +from haste; and Barbara was the only soul in all the township of Second +Westings for whom old Debby would condescend to hasten. +</P> + +<P> +"No, Debby dear, I can't stop one minute. I'm not coming ashore. I'm +running away from Aunt Hitty, and I'm going down the river to Uncle +Bob. I just stopped to say good-bye to you, you old dear, and to ask +you to take this letter for me to Aunt Hitty. I didn't dare to leave +it in my room, for fear she'd find it and know where I'd gone, and send +after me before I'd got a good start. I don't like Aunt Hitty, you +know, Debby, but she's been good to me in her way, and I don't want her +to be worrying!" She held out a folded paper for the old dame to take; +but she held it tentatively, as if she did not want to surrender it at +once. +</P> + +<P> +Knowing Barbara as no one else in the township of Second Westings knew +her, old Debby betrayed neither surprise nor disapproval. She nodded +several times, as if running away were the most reasonable, and indeed +the most ordinary, thing in the world for a little girl of fourteen +years to do when she found aunts and environments uncongenial. Old +Debby's smile, at this moment, had just the right degree of sympathy. +Had ever so little of amusement glimmered through its weather-beaten +creases, she knew that the sensitive and wilful girl before her would +have been off in a second with her venture all unexplained. +</P> + +<P> +"I'd take it fer ye, my sweeting, ef I'd got to crawl on my knees all +the way 'round the lake," the old dame answered promptly; but at the +same time, scheming to prolong the interview, and knowing that if once +Barbara started off again there would be no such thing as luring her +back, she kept both hands clasped on top of her stick and made no move +to accept the missive. +</P> + +<P> +"Ain't ye goin' to read it to me?" she went on, coaxingly. "I'd give a +sight to hear what ye're sayin' to yer Aunt Hitty." +</P> + +<P> +Now this was just what Barbara wanted, in spite of her haste. She +wanted to hear how her letter would sound. She wanted to try it on old +Debby, in whom she felt sure of a eulogistic critic. Without a word +she untied the yellow ribbon, opened the packet, and began to read, +with a weighty impressiveness in her childish voice: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"MY DEAR AUNT HITTY:—This is to say farewell for ever, for I have run +away. I do not think it would be good for me to live with you any +longer, so I am going to Uncle Bob. He loves me, and does not think I +am bad. And I think he needs me, too, because I understand him. I +know I have often been bad, and have made you unhappy very often, Aunt +Hitty. But I don't think you ever understand me—and I don't +understand you—and so we cannot be happy together. But don't be +worried about me, for I will be all right. And I thank you for all the +trouble you have taken about me. I don't want any of my old clothes +except what I have brought with me, so please give them to Mercy +Chapman, because she is poor and just about my size, and always kind to +animals, and I like her. I have taken your nice basket you got from +the squaw last Saturday, to carry my kittens in; but I know you won't +mind, because you offered to give it to me when I did not know I was +going to need it. I have taken the canoe, too, but I want to pay for +it, of course, Aunt Hitty. Please keep enough to get a new one, and +paddles, out of the money you are taking care of for me, and send the +rest right away to Uncle Bob, because I'll need some new frocks when I +get to the city, and I don't know whether Uncle Bob has any money or +not. Good-bye, Aunt Hitty, and I am so sorry that we could not +understand each other. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"Your niece,<BR> + "BARBARA LADD."<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +She looked up, proud, but a little anxious, and eager for commendation. +Old Debby rose to the circumstances. +</P> + +<P> +"Law, how you kin write, Miss Barby," she said, with a nod and chuckle. +"The parson nor Doctor Jim couldn't 'a' done no better. I reckon Aunt +Hitty'll understand ye now, a sight better'n she's given to understand +folks as don't jest think as she do. Give me the letter!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's face flashed radiantly. With a sudden impulse she sprang up, +skipped ashore, thrust the letter into the old woman's hand, and cried +in a high key: +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I'm so hungry, Debby! I can't stop a minute, but do give me some +breakfast, there's a dear. I was too excited to eat before I left. +And do give my kittens a drop of milk. I've got nothing but cold meat +for them to eat on the journey, poor babies!" +</P> + +<P> +Without waiting for a reply, she skipped back to the canoe, grabbed up +the covered basket, and flew up the path to the cottage; while the old +woman limped after her with astonishing speed, chuckling and wheezing +out a disjointed invitation. She followed Barbara into the cabin, +shutting the door to keep out the puppy, who whined in an injured voice +upon the stoop. Then, thinking of the kittens first,—and thereby +showing her deep knowledge of the kittens' mistress,—she set down a +bowl of milk in the middle of the floor; and Barbara, uncovering the +basket, lovingly lifted out three plump, moon-faced little cats, a +yellow-and-white, a black-and-white, and a gray-and-white. While the +three, with happy tails erect, lapped at the milk, Barbara made haste +to devour thick slices of brown bread and butter, spread to a luscious +depth with moist, sweet-scented maple sugar. She had no time to talk. +She sat on the edge of the big four-post bed, swinging her slim legs, +and kicking her heels against the dingy, gay patchwork quilt whose +ample folds hung to the floor. The hidden space under the bed was a +place of piquant mystery to Barbara, containing, as it did, boxes on +boxes of many-coloured rags, out of which, earlier in the season, old +Debby would bring forth precious goose-eggs, duck-eggs, turkey-eggs, +and the specially prized eggs of certain pet and prolific hens, +gathered against the time of setting. While Barbara broke her fast, +old Debby refrained from questions, having shrewdly grasped the whole +situation. She knew that Mr. Robert Glenowen, Barbara's uncle, had +lately come north on an errand which nobody seemed to understand, and +had taken a house at Stratford. Of a nomadic spirit in her younger +days, Debby had moved much here and there throughout her native +Connecticut, and over the bordering counties of New York and +Massachusetts; and she had not only a rough idea of the distance from +Second Westings to Stratford, but a very vivid realisation of the +perils of the journey which Barbara, in her innocence, had so +confidently undertaken. Till she saw that the appetites of Barbara and +the kittens were nearing satisfaction, she talked with a sort of casual +enthusiasm of her luck with the chickens, the goslings, the young +turkeys, and depicted the prowess of an old speckled hen which had +engaged and defeated a marauding hawk. Then, when at last Barbara +sprang up, bundled the satiated kittens into the basket, and turned to +her for a fond and final good-bye, the crafty old dame broke into +passionate farewells. She kissed the child, and even wept over her, +till Barbara's self-centred exaltation was very near collapse. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>You</I> love me, don't you, Debby dear?" she exclaimed, with a +wistfulness in her voice, searching the old woman's face with her +great, eager, strangely alien eyes. Barbara was one of those who +colour the moods of others by their own, and who are therefore apt to +be at fault in their interpretation of another's motives. This gave +her, even in childhood, a strangeness, an aloneness of personality, +which she, as well as those who loved her, could seldom break down. It +was with a kind of heart-break that she now and again, for an instant, +became dimly aware of this alien fibre in her temperament. It made her +both misunderstanding and misunderstood. +</P> + +<P> +"I can trust you, can't I?" she went on, leaning childishly for a +moment upon the old woman's comfortable breast. +</P> + +<P> +"Trust old Debby, my sweeting!" cried the old dame, in tones which +carried conviction. "Ye hain't got no lovinger nor faithfuller friend +alive than me. Don't ye never forgit that, Miss Barby." +</P> + +<P> +For answer Barbara clutched her fiercely around the neck, sobbed and +clung to her for a moment, cried extravagantly, "Yes, you are the best +friend I've got in all the world!" then gathered up her basket of +kittens and fled wildly down the path to the canoe. Impetuously she +pushed off, the world a golden blur before her eyes; and without once +looking back, she disappeared around the next winding of the stream. +Old Debby stood for some minutes gazing after this meteor-like—and +very Barbara-like—exit. There was amusement now, unhindered, on her +hard old face, but a kind of fierce devotion withal. When the stern of +the canoe had vanished behind the leafage, she muttered to herself: +"Well! Well! Well! was ever sech a child! When ye set yer finger +onto her, she ain't there! I reckon that mincing-mouthed Aunt Kitty's +hed her bad times, too. But the sooner I git 'round to see Doctor Jim +the better it's goin' to be fer the little wild witch. Land's sakes +alive! But 'twon't be 'Debby dear' to me agin fer awhile. How them +eyes'll blaze! I'll not go nigh her till she's hed time to git over it +an' to know who's really her friends. No, Pippin, ye can't come with +me! Go 'way!" +</P> + +<P> +Turning into the long lean-to of a shed which stretched behind the +cabin, she brought out two stumpy oars. These under her left arm, her +stalwart stick in her right hand, she limped with massive alertness +down to the waterside, shoved off the punt, climbed into it with a +nicety of balance remarkable in one of her weight, clicked the oars +into the rowlocks, and pulled up-stream toward the lake whence Barbara +had come. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap03"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER III. +</H3> + +<P> +The child who set forth so fearlessly, on so audacious and +ill-regulated a venture, that midsummer morning of the year 1769,—in a +time when audacity on the part of small girls was apt to meet the +discouragement of a peculiarly strenuous discipline,—was an accident +in her period, an irreconcilable alien to her environment. In her +intense individuality, and in the confident freedom with which she +claimed the right to express that individuality, she belonged to an +earlier or a later day, but not to a New England of the eighteenth +century. Two years before, at the age of twelve, an age when other +children's personalities were colourless to the eyes of their elders, +she had been projected into the tranquil routine of the little world of +Second Westings. It was an established, crystallised, unchanging life +there in the back country of Connecticut, where hours, seasons, +actions, habits, revolved in so orderly a fashion as to have worn +themselves grooves out of which they could hardly even look, still less +achieve to deviate. Into this rigid placidity the dark child came like +a grain of ferment; and presently, no one could tell just how, the mass +began to work. Barbara was everywhere discussed. She was rather +unanimously disapproved of. And, nevertheless, as it were in the teeth +of all probability, she won to herself here and there a friend. +</P> + +<P> +At the time of Barbara's transplanting from the cordial soil of +Maryland to the austere uplands of Connecticut, her father, the +Reverend Winthrop Hopkins Ladd, clergyman of the Established Church, +had been dead over two years, and the child's hurt, as such things +will, had outwardly healed; though the hidden wounds would agonise in +her heart at unexpected times, set vibrating to some poignant touch of +scent or sound or colour. The child had adored her father with a +tempestuous and jealous devotion, which, however, had not prevented her +waywardness from diversifying his repose with many a wakeful night. +Her mother, who had died when Barbara was scarce out of arms, had been +a bewildering birth from the kiss of North Wales on the warm south of +Spanish passion. The son of an old Welsh family, adventuring to the +New World to capture himself a fortune, had captured himself also a +wife to beggar envy. Where or how he got the fortune, no man knew and +few presumed to wonder; but where and how he got the wife was matter of +noonday knowledge. He saw her at church in New Orleans. There were +looks that burn and live. Through that emotional spring Glenowen +sniffed the incense of more masses than he had thought to attend in a +lifetime. Once there was a stolen word behind a pillar, eyes warily +averted. Twice notes passed from hand to hand. Then a girl, the +daughter of one of the haughtiest houses of Colonial Spain, was +audaciously carried off by night from a convent school in the safe +heart of the city. When next seen of the world, she was Glenowen's +wife, most radiantly and graciously dispensing an accepted hospitality +in Baltimore. +</P> + +<P> +The result that in particular pertains to this history was a small, +flame-like, imperious girl, one Mistress Mercedes Glenowen, who, from +the night of ceremony when she first made her bow to the governor and +joyously turned her disastrous eyes upon the society of Baltimore, for +the space of some three years dispersed vain heartache throughout the +colony. Into the remotest plantations went the name of her and the +fame of her—and too often, also, the sickness of a hopeless desire of +her. There were duels, too, discreetly laid to other cause; and old +friendships changed to hate; and wild oaths made perjury. But the +heart of Mistress Mercedes went free. A quiet young clergyman, a +kinsman to the governor, came to Baltimore from Boston, on his way to a +country parish on the Pawtuxet, to which he had just been appointed. +Dining at Government House, he met Mistress Mercedes, but his eyes, +being at that moment immersed in dreams, looked not upon but through +and beyond her. Mercedes could not rest an instant until those +far-wandering, Northern eyes were ensnared, imprisoned, and denied a +range beyond the boundaries of her heart. But the capture was not a +quick one, and in the interest of it she had the accident to become +herself entangled, to such a degree that she had no longer any use for +freedom. And so it came about, to the wrathful amaze of her retinue, +but the unspeakable content of the Reverend Winthrop Ladd, that the +dark rose of Maryland was on a sudden removed from Baltimore to bloom +on a churchly plantation by the pale waters of the Pawtuxet. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Ladd, though a dreamer so far as consisted with outdoor life and +sanity of brain and muscle, was a strong man, one of those who have the +force to rule when they must, and the gentleness to yield when they +may. In the passionate completeness of her love, Mercedes sloughed the +caprices that would have pained and puzzled him, forgot the very echoes +of the acclamations of her court, and lived in the sanctuary of her +husband's devotion. For nearly three years the strangely assorted +lovers dwelt in their dream, while the world passed by them like a +pageant viewed through a glory of coloured glass. Then a sudden +sickness tore them apart; and when the dazed man came slowly back to +the realisation that he had been left to live, all his love, with all +the illusion of it, centred itself fixedly upon the little one, +Barbara, whom Mercedes had left to him. +</P> + +<P> +As Barbara grew more and more like her mother, her ascendency over her +father grew more and more complete. Tenderly but firmly he ruled his +parish and his plantation. But he gradually forgot to rule Barbara. +Too nearly did she represent to him all that he had lost in his +worshipped Mercedes; and he could not bring himself to see anything but +freshness of character and vigour of personality in the child's very +faults. Hence he evolved, to suit her particular case, a theory very +much out of harmony with his time, to the effect that a child—or +rather, perhaps, such a child as this of Mercedes—should not be +governed or disciplined, but guided merely, and fostered in the finding +of her own untrammelled individuality. This plan worked, for the time, +to Barbara's unqualified approval, but she was destined to pay for it, +in later years, a heavy price in tears, and misunderstandings, and +repentance. With the growth of her intense and confident personality +there grew no balancing strength of self-control. Unacquainted with +discipline, she was without the safeguard of self-discipline. Before +she was eight years old she held sway over every one on the plantation +but herself,—and her rule, though pretty and bewitching, was not +invariably gentle. As for her father, though ostensively her comrade +and mentor, he was by this time in reality her slave. He rode with +her; he read with her; he taught her,—but such studies only as +ensnared her wayward inclination, and with such regularity only as fell +in with her variable mood. The hour for a lesson on the spinet would +go by unheeded, if Barbara chanced to be interested in the more +absorbing occupation of climbing a tree; and the time for reciting +Latin syntax was lightly forgotten if berries were a-ripening in the +pasture. Under such auspices, however, Barbara did assuredly grow +straight-limbed and active, slight and small indeed, by heritage from +her mother, but strong and of marvellous endurance, with the clear +blood red under her dark skin, her great gray-green eyes luminous with +health. Her father devoted to her every hour of the day that he could +spare from the claims of his parish. In a sunny and sandy cove near +the house he taught her to swim. Rowing and canoeing on the Pawtuxet +were mysteries of outdoor craft into which he initiated her as soon as +her little hands could pull an oar or swing a paddle. A certain strain +of wildness in her temperament attuned her to a peculiar sympathy with +the canoe, and won her a swift mastery of its furtive spirit. In the +woods, and in the seclusion of remote creeks and backwaters, her +waywardness would vanish till she became silent and elusive as the wild +things whose confidence she was for ever striving to gain. Her +advances being suspiciously repelled by the squirrels, the 'coons, and +the chipmunks, her passion was fain to expend itself upon the domestic +animals of the plantation. The horses, cattle, dogs, and cats, all +loved her, and she understood them as she never understood the nearest +and best-beloved of her own kind. With the animals her patience was +untiring, her gentleness unfailing, while her thoughtless selfishness +melted into a devotion for which no sacrifice seemed too great. +</P> + +<P> +The negroes of the plantation, who seemed to Barbara akin to the +animals, came next to these in her regard, and indeed were treated with +an indulgence which made them almost literally lay their black necks in +the dust for her little feet to step on. But with people of her own +class she was apt to be hasty and ungracious. <I>Their</I> feelings were of +small account in her eyes—certainly not to be weighed for a moment +against those of a colt or a kitten. There was one sweet-eyed and +lumbering half-grown puppy which Barbara's father—not for an instant, +indeed, believing anything of the sort—used to declare was more +precious to her than himself. But her old black "Mammy" 'Lize used to +vow there was more truth than he guessed in "Marse Ladd's foolin'." +</P> + +<P> +However, when a fever snatched the gentle priest away from the scene of +his love and kindly ministrations, the child's true self emerged +through its crust of whim and extravagance. Stricken beyond a child's +usual capacity to feel or realise such a blow, she was herself seized +with a serious illness, after which she fell into a dejection which +lasted for the better part of a year. In her desolation she turned to +her animals rather than to her human companions, and found the more of +healing in their wordless sympathy. +</P> + +<P> +At last, youth and health asserted themselves, and once more Barbara +rode, paddled, swam, tyrannised, and ran wild over the plantation, +while relatives from Maine to Maryland wrangled over her future. +</P> + +<P> +There was one young uncle, her mother's only brother, whom Barbara +decided to adopt as her sole guardian. But other guardians came to +another decision. Uncle Bob Glenowen was an uncle after Barbara's own +heart, but a little more disciplined and reasonable than herself. The +two would have got on delightfully together—together careering over +the country on high-mettled horses, together swimming and canoeing at +the most irregular hours, together lauding and loving their four-foot +kindred and laughing to scorn the general stupidity of mankind. But +Uncle Glenowen had little of gold or gear, and his local habitation was +mutable. He loved Barbara too well not to recognise that she should +grow up under the guidance of steadier hands than his. It was finally +settled—Barbara's fiery indignation being quite disregarded—that she +should go to her father's younger sister, Mistress Mehitable Ladd, in +Second Westings. +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Ladd was a self-possessed, fair-faced, aristocratic little +lady, with large blue eyes and a very firm, small mouth. She was +conscientious to a point that was wont to bring her kindness, at times, +into painful conflict with her sense of duty. The Puritan fibre ran in +unimpaired vitality through the texture of her being, with the result +that whenever her heart was so rash as to join issue with her +conscience, then prompt and disastrous overthrow was the least her +heart could expect for such presumption. In the matter of Barbara's +future, however, Distress Mehitable felt that duty and inclination ran +together. She had loved her brother Winthrop with unselfish and +admiring devotion, and had grieved in secret for years over his +defection from the austere fold of the Congregationalists to what she +regarded as the perilously carnal form and ceremony of the Church of +England. Her hampered spirit, her uncompleted womanhood, yearned +toward Barbara, and she shuddered at the idea of Winthrop's child +growing up untaught, unmothered, uncontrolled. She made up her mind +that Barbara should come to Second Westings, become a daughter to her, +and be reared in the purity of unsullied Congregationalism. With a +sigh of concordant relief it was recognised by the other relatives that +Mehitable was right. They washed their hands of the child, and forgot +her, and were thankful—all but Uncle Bob. And so Barbara went to +Second Westings. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap04"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IV. +</H3> + +<P> +Little enough, indeed, would Second Westings ever have seen of the +heartsore and rebellious child, but for this Uncle Bob. Searching his +own spirit, he understood hers; and maintaining a discreet silence as +to the chief points of his discovery, he set himself the duty of +accompanying Barbara on the long, complicated journey to Connecticut. +Not content with delivering his charge into the hands of Mistress +Mehitable,—whom he liked despite her uneasy half-disapproval of +himself,—he stayed long summer weeks at Second Westings, thus bridging +over for Barbara the terrible chasm between the old life and the new, +and by his tactful conciliation on every side making the new life look +a little less hatefully alien to her. He took her riding all over the +township; he took her canoeing on the lake, and down the outlet to its +junction with the river; and so not only won her a freedom of movement +hitherto unheard-of among the maidens of Second Westings, but also +showed her that the solace of wild woods and sweet waters was to be +found no less in Connecticut than in her longed-for Maryland. +Moreover, Uncle Bob had "a presence." Second Westings scrutinised him +severely, all ready to condemn the stranger folk to whom Winthrop Ladd +had turned in his marrying. But Second Westings felt constrained to +acknowledge at once that Winthrop Ladd had married within his class. +To high and low alike—and the line between high and low was sharply +drawn at Second Westings—it was obvious that the sister of Mr. Robert +Glenowen must have been gently born. Those who would not let +themselves be warmed by Uncle Bob's bright heartsomeness were unable to +withhold acknowledgment of his good breeding. Mistress Mehitable, +though antagonised by vague gossip as to his "wildness," nevertheless +recognised with serious relief that no common blood had been suffered +to obscure the clear blue stream whose purity the Ladds held precious. +"Light, I fear—if not, in other surroundings, ungodly; but beyond all +cavil a gentleman!" pronounced the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, flicking +snuff from his sleeve with white, scholarly fingers. He was not so +innocent as to attach too much importance to Uncle Bob's devout +attitude through those interminable services which made a weekly +nightmare of the Connecticut Sabbath; but he had found a reserved +satisfaction in the young man's company over a seemly glass and a pipe +of bright Virginia. He had a feeling that the visitor's charm was more +or less subversive of discipline, and that it would be, on the whole, +for the spiritual welfare of Second Westings if the visit should be +brief; but meanwhile he took what he could of Uncle Bob's society. +Class against creed, and a fair field, and it's long odds on class. +</P> + +<P> +But in the minds of Doctor John and Doctor Jim Pigeon—physicians, +brothers, comrades, fierce professional rivals, justices of the peace, +and divinely self-appointed guardians of the sanctity of caste for all +the neighbourhood—there were no misgivings. Their instincts accepted +Bob Glenowen at first glance. Their great, rugged faces and mighty +shoulders towering over him,—and Uncle Bob himself was nowise scant of +stature,—they looked at him and then into each other's eyes; and +agreed, as they did on most subjects outside the theory and practice of +medicine. +</P> + +<P> +"You are right welcome to Second Westings, Mr. Glenowen!" exclaimed +Doctor Jim, in a big, impetuous voice, grasping his hand heartily. +</P> + +<P> +"And we trust that you may be slow to leave us, Mr. Glenowen!" added +Doctor John, in a voice which any competent jury, blindfolded, would +have pronounced identical. +</P> + +<P> +Recognising the true fibre and the fineness of these two big, gentle +autocrats, Uncle Bob made a special point of commending Barbara to +their hearts—in which commending he so well sped, and indeed was so +well seconded by Barbara herself, who loved them from the moment when +her eyes first fell upon them, that they presently constituted +themselves special guardians to the little maid, and indulgent +mitigators of Mistress Mehitable's conscience. The manner in which +they fulfilled the sometimes conflicting duties of these offices will +appear pretty persistently in the sequel. +</P> + +<P> +It was to Uncle Bob, also, that Barbara owed the somewhat disreputable +friendship of old Debby. The very first day that he and Barbara went +canoeing on the lake, they explored the outlet, discovered old Debby's +cabin, paid an uninvited call, and captivated the old dame's crusty +heart. Glenowen knew human nature. He had the knack of going straight +to the quintessential core of it, and pinning his faith to that in +spite of all unpromising externals. He decided at once that Debby +would be a good diversion for Barbara after he was gone; and when, +later in the day, he learned that the old woman was universally but +vaguely reprobated by the prim folk of Second Westings, he was more +than ever assured that she would be a comfort to Barbara through many a +dark hour of strangerhood and virtuous misunderstanding. +</P> + +<P> +But Uncle Bob's visit had to end. He went away with misgivings, +leaving Barbara to pit her careless candour, her thoughtless +self-absorption, her scorn of all opinions that differed from her own, +her caprices, her passionate enthusiasms, her fierce intolerance of +criticism or control, against the granitic conventions of an old New +England village. The half guilty, half amused support of Doctor John +and Doctor Jim gave importance to her revolt, and so lightened the rod +of Aunt Kitty's discipline as to save Barbara from the more ignominious +of the penalties which her impetuous wilfulness would otherwise have +incurred. The complete, though forbidden, sympathy of old Debby, +affording the one safe outlet to her tumultuous resentments and +passionate despairs, saved the child from brain-sickness; and once, +indeed, on a particularly black day of humiliation, from suicide. +Barbara had shaken the very foundations of law, order, and religion, by +riding at a wild gallop, one Sunday afternoon, down the wide main +street of Second Westings just as the good folk were coming out of +meeting. Her rebellious waves of dark hair streamed out behind her +little head. Her white teeth flashed wickedly between her parted +scarlet lips, her big eyes flamed with the intoxication of liberty and +protest—to these good folk it seemed an unholy light. Barbara ought +to have been at meeting, but had been left at home, reluctantly, by +Aunt Hitty, because she had seemed too sick to get out of bed. In very +truth she had been sick beyond all feigning. Then one of those violent +reactions of recovery which sometimes cause the nervous temperament to +be miserably misunderstood had seized her at an inauspicious moment. +As the tide of young vitality surged back to brain and vein and nerve, +she had felt that she must let herself loose in wild action, or die. +All unrealising the enormity of the offence, she had flung down her mad +defiance to the sanctified and iron-bound repose of the New England +Sabbath. +</P> + +<P> +Such a sacrilege could not be overlooked or condoned. The congregation +was appalled. Long upper lips were drawn down ominously, as austere +eyes followed the vision of the fleeing child on the great black horse. +Could it be that she was possessed of a devil? Pitying eyes were +turned upon Aunt Hitty; and triumphant eyes of gratified grudge, +moreover, for Aunt Hitty was proud, and had virtuous ill-wishers in the +village. But Mistress Mehitable Ladd was equal to the occasion. With +a level stare of her blue eyes, a cold tranquillity upon her small, +fine mouth, she froze comment and forestalled suggestion. The feeling +went abroad, in a subtle way, that the case would be dealt with and the +piety of Second Westings vindicated in the eyes of Heaven. Doctor John +and Doctor Jim looked grave, and said not a word. This was a time when +Mistress Mehitable, they well knew, would brook no interference. +</P> + +<P> +Of course there could be no question of such correction as would have +fallen to the lot of any ordinary offender. There could be no such +thing as putting a <I>Ladd</I> in the stocks. The regular machinery of +village law rested quiescent. Equally of course, Mistress Mehitable +would do nothing in anger. She was humiliated before the whole +village, in a manner that could never be forgotten or wiped out. But +her first feeling and her last feeling were alike of sorrow only. She +would do her duty because Winthrop's child must be saved. But she had +no proud consciousness of virtue in doing it. First, she attempted to +explain to Barbara the depth, quality, and significance of her sin, its +possible influence upon the ethics of Second Westings if allowed to go +unpunished, the special variety of inherited evil which it revealed in +her nature, and her stupendous need of having this evil eradicated by +devotedly merciless correction. After the first few words of this +exhortation, Barbara heard no more. She was at all times fiercely +impatient of criticism, and now, being determined not to fly into a +fury and further complicate her predicament, she shut her eyes, +inwardly closed her ears, and concentrated her imagination on memories +of the longed-for plantation by the Pawtuxet. This concentration gave +her vivid little face an air of quietude, subjection, and voiceless +sorrow, which Aunt Hitty was glad to construe as repentance. But it +earned no mitigation of punishment. For one whole week Barbara was a +prisoner in her room, eating her heart out in hatred of the stupidity +and injustice of life. Then came around, at last, another Sabbath. +Barbara was taken to church. There her proud soul was affronted by a +public rebuke from the pastor, who exhorted her from the pulpit, +contented the congregation by a rehearsal of her punishment, and held +her up as an example to the other children of the village. Barbara +listened with shut eyes and white lips, her heart bursting with rage. +She ached to kill him, to kill her aunt, to annihilate Second +Westings—saving only the animals, old Debby, Mercy Chapman, Doctor +John and Doctor Jim. But when the good divine went on to say that her +discipline would be concluded with a wholesome chastisement on the +morrow, in the privacy of the house to which her sinful conduct had +brought grief,—then, indeed, her heart stood still. She felt a great +calmness come over her. She made up her mind to escape by her window +that very evening and drown herself in the lake. If life contained +such horrors she would have done with it. +</P> + +<P> +She did not go that night, however, because she feared the dark. It +was gray dawn when she climbed from her window. Blind, resolved, +swift-footed, she fled through the woods. Old Debby, resting in her +punt by the lake's edge, not far from the Ladd landing-place, was +pulling some sweet-rooted water-plants of a virtue known only to +herself, when she was startled by a heavy splash and a little gasping +cry which came from the other side of a steep point some four or five +rods distant. Her vigorous old arms drove the punt through the water +in mad haste—for there was something in the cry that wrenched at her +heart. Rounding the point, she stood close in to the foot of a rock +which jutted out into five or six feet of water. Peering down over the +side of the punt, she saw lying on the bottom a slim, small body. A +groan burst from her lips, for Barbara's face was half visible; and the +old woman understood at once. She had heard the village gossip, and +she had feared a tragedy. She knew that Barbara could swim,—but there +was her long scarf of red silk twisted about the little arms lest +resolution should falter in the face of the last great demand. +</P> + +<P> +For a second old Debby was at fault. She could not swim. Then her +brain worked. Reaching down with one of the oars, she twisted the +blade tightly into the skirt of the child's gown, pulled her up, and +snatched her into the boat. Experienced and ready in emergency, the +old woman thrust ashore, laid the moveless little figure down upon a +mossy hillock, and in a very few minutes succeeded in bringing it back +to conscious life. She asked no questions, while Barbara clung to her, +sobbing spasmodically at long intervals. She murmured pet names to +her, caressed and soothed her, told her she was safe and no one should +abuse her, and finally, lifting her into the punt and laying her gently +on an armful of sweet bracken in the stern, rowed over the lake to her +cabin. Throughout the journey Barbara lay with closed eyes, while the +young life, slowly but obstinately reasserting itself, brought back the +colour to cheeks and lips. Only once did she speak. Lifting her lids, +she gazed fixedly at the hard-lined old face that bent over the swaying +oars. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, why did you do it, Debby dear?" she asked, weakly. "If you knew +how I hate to live!" +</P> + +<P> +"Tut! tut! honey!" answered the old woman, with a cheerful positiveness +that made her despair suddenly seem to Barbara unreasonable and unreal. +"Ye don't want to die yet awhile. An' whatever ye want, ye cain't die +yet awhile, fer I've seen it in yer blessed little hands that ye've got +a long life afore ye. Moresoever, I read it that life's got a heap of +happiness in store fer ye. So you be brave, Miss Barby, an' think how +Uncle Bob would 'a' broke his poor heart if ye'd got yer own way an' +drownded yerself." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," murmured Barbara, drowsily, sinking away into peace after her +long pain, "Uncle Bob would have been sorry!" Then, after a pause, she +added softly under her breath: "I'll run away and go to Uncle Bob some +day!" +</P> + +<P> +Old Debby heard the words, but made no comment. She stored them in her +memory, and afterward kept crafty watch whenever she saw, by Barbara's +mood, that a crisis was on at Aunt Kitty's. For the time, however, she +felt no great anxiety, it being very plain to her that this present +crisis was past, and that Barbara was no longer strung up to the pitch +of violent action or any course that would require initiative. Nerve +and will alike relaxed, the child was submissive through exhaustion. +At the cabin Debby first made her eat some breakfast, and then got her +interested in a brood of chickens just one day out of the shell. The +mother hen ruffled her feathers, scolded in shrill protest, and pecked +angrily, but Barbara reached under the brooding wings and drew out a +bead-eyed, golden-yellow, downy ball. Her face lightened tenderly as +she felt the tiny bill and fragile baby claws snuggling against her +enclosing palms. +</P> + +<P> +"She's all right now!" said old Debby to herself, nodding her head in +satisfaction. Aloud she said,—as she got a clean white sunbonnet out +of the chest, adjusted it on her sparse locks, and tied its strings +beneath her grim chin,—"I'm goin' to leave ye a bit, honey, to mind +the chickens fer me an' look after the place while I go in to Second +Westings to hev a bit o' talk with Doctor Jim. Promise me not to quit +the place while I'm gone?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'll take good care of everything till you get back, Debby," answered +Barbara, abstractedly, without turning her head. She had relinquished +the downy chicken, and was busy conciliating the ruffled hen with +crumbs. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap05"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER V. +</H3> + +<P> +It was without misgiving that old Debby left the child to the healing +of the solitude and the sun, the little wholesome responsibility, the +unexacting companionship of the cat and the fowls. (This was before +the day of the yellow pup, which did not come upon the scene until the +following summer.) She had already learned that Barbara's promise was +a thing to depend upon; and she felt that Barbara's heart would now be +medicined more sweetly by silence than by words. +</P> + +<P> +The problem to whose solution the dauntless old woman had set herself +was that of getting Barbara back to her aunt's house on terms that +should ward off any further discipline. With this end in view she +turned, as a matter of course, to Doctor Jim Pigeon. Debby's position +in Second Westings was theoretically that of an outlaw. She had a +mysterious past. She was obstinately refractory about going to +meeting. Without actually defying the authorities, she would quietly +and unobtrusively go her own way in regard to many matters which Second +Westings accounted momentous. Moreover, she was lamentably lacking in +that subservience to her betters which the aristocracy of Second +Westings held becoming. And she had knowledge that savoured of +witchcraft. She would certainly have felt the heavy hand of correction +more than once, and probably have been driven to seek a more humane +environment, but for the staunch befriending of Doctor Jim. Something +in the old woman's fearless independence appealed to both the big, +loud-voiced, soft-hearted brothers—but to Doctor Jim in particular. +He in particular came to perceive her clear common sense, to appreciate +the loyal and humane heart that lurked within her acrid personality. +He openly showed his favour, and stood between her and persecution, +till Second Westings taught itself to regard her offences as +privileged. So, though an outlaw, she became a useful and tolerated +one. She served surpassingly to point a moral in family admonitions. +She was much in favour as a bogy to frighten crying children into +silence. And furthermore, when deadly sickness chanced to fall upon a +household, and skilled help was lacking, and self-righteous prejudice +melted away in the crucible of anguish, then old Debby was wont to +appear unsummoned and work marvels by the magic of her nursing. Doctor +Jim had been known to declare defiantly that Debby Blue's nursing had +saved patients whom all his medicines could not cure,—whereto Doctor +John had retorted, with brotherly sarcasm, "In spite of your medicines, +Jim—in spite of them! Debby is the shield and buckler of your medical +reputation." +</P> + +<P> +So it was of course that the old woman turned to Doctor Jim in her +difficulty. She knew that both brothers loved Barbara, and that both, +individually and collectively, had more influence with Mistress +Mehitable Ladd than any other living mortal could boast. She would +talk to Doctor Jim. Doctor Jim would talk to Doctor John. Doctor John +and Doctor Jim would together talk to Mistress Mehitable. And Barbara +would be taken back without penalty of further exhortation or +discipline. If not—well, old Debby's mind was made up as to what she +would do in such a distressing contingency. She would herself run away +with Barbara that same night, in cunning disguise and by devious ways, +and travel to find Uncle Bob. +</P> + +<P> +But there was to be no need of such audacious adventuring. When Doctor +Jim heard what Barbara had done, he was sorely wrought up. He glared +fiercely and wonderingly; his shaggy eyebrows knitted and knotted as he +listened; he dashed his hands through his hair till the well dressed +locks were sadly disarranged. When Debby ceased speaking he sprang up +with an inarticulate roar, knocking over two chairs and one of the +andirons. +</P> + +<P> +"They have gone too far with the child," he cried out at last, +mastering his ebullient emotions. "She is too high-strung for our rude +handling. I swear she shall not be persecuted any longer—not if I +have to take her away myself. No—not a word, not a word, Debby! Not +another word! I'll just step across the yard and speak to Doctor John. +Be good enough to wait here till I return." +</P> + +<P> +Without hat or stick he ramped tempestuously across to his brother's +office, in the opposite wing of the big, white-porticoed, red-doored +house which they occupied together. He left old Debby well content +with the first step in her undertaking. She had but a little to wait +ere he returned, noisy, hurried, and decisive. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, my good Debby," he shouted, "I'm ready to accompany you. I will +fetch Barbara myself. Doctor John is going over to lay our views +before Mistress Ladd, and I'll warrant that wise and gentle lady will +see the matter clearly, just as we do. Yes, yes, my good Debby, we +have all been forgetting that the little wild rose of Maryland cannot +be at once inured to the rigours of our New England air. Eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +When Doctor Jim and the old woman reached the cabin they found Barbara +sound asleep, curled up in the sun beside the stoop, one arm around the +gray-and-white cat, which lay, fast asleep also, against her breast. +There was a darkness about her eyes, a hurt droop at the corners of her +full red mouth, but the colour came wholesomely under the transparent +tan of her cheeks. The picture stirred a great ache in Doctor Jim's +childless heart, and with a tender growl he strode forward to snatch +her up from her hard couch. +</P> + +<P> +"S't! Don't ye frighten the poor baby!" said old Debby. Whereupon +Doctor Jim went softly, mincing his big steps, and knelt down, and +gathered the little figure in his arms. Waking slowly, Barbara slipped +her arms around his neck, thrust her face under his chin, drew a long +sigh of satisfaction; and so, the revolt and cruel indignation for the +time all quenched in her wild spirit, she was carried down to the punt. +Everything seemed settled without explanation or argument or promise. +The trouble was all shifted to Doctor Jim's broad shoulders. +</P> + +<P> +"Good-bye, Debby dear!" she murmured to the old woman, reaching down a +caressing hand; "I'll come to see you in a few days, as soon as Aunt +Hitty will let me!" +</P> + +<P> +During the journey homeward Barbara threw off her languor, and became +animated as the punt surged ahead under Doctor Jim's huge strokes. The +conversation grew brisk, touching briefly such diverse topics as the +new bay mare which the doctor had just purchased from Squire Hopgood of +Westings Centre, and the latest point of exasperation between the +merchants of Boston and the officers of the king's customs at that +unruly port. This latter subject was one on which Doctor Jim and +Barbara had already learned to disagree with a kind of affectionate +ferocity. The child was a rebel in every fibre, while Doctor Jim had a +vigorous Tory prejudice which kept his power of polemic well occupied +in Second Westings. The two were presently so absorbed in controversy +that the rocky point of the morning's attempted tragedy was passed +without the tribute of a shudder or even a recognition. At last, with +a mighty, half wrathful surge upon the oars, Doctor Jim beached the +punt at the landing-place. As the distracted wave of his violence +seethed hissing up the gravel and set the neighbour sedges a-swinging, +he leaned forward and fixed the eager girl with a glare from under the +penthouse of his eyebrows. Open-mouthed and intent, Barbara waited for +his pronouncement. +</P> + +<P> +"Child!" said he, waving a large, but white and fine forefinger for +emphasis, "Don't you let that amiable and disreputable old vagabond, +Debby Blue, or that pestilent rebel, Doctor John Pigeon, stuff your +little head with notions. It's <I>your</I> place to stand by the <I>Crown</I>, +right or wrong. Remember your blood. You know right well which side +your father would have stood upon! Eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +The disputatious confidence died out of Barbara's face. For a moment +her head drooped, for she knew in her heart how thoroughly that +worshipped father would have identified himself with the king's party +as soon as occasion arose. Then she looked up, and a mocking light +danced in her gray eyes, while her mouth drew itself into lines of +solemnity. +</P> + +<P> +"I promise," she exclaimed, leaning forward and laying a thin little +gipsy hand on Doctor Jim's knee, as if registering a vow, "that I won't +harm your dear King George!" +</P> + +<P> +"Baggage!" shouted Doctor Jim, snatching her from her seat and stalking +up the beach with her. +</P> + +<P> +Arriving at the Ladd place from the rear, by way of the pasture and the +barnyard, they found Doctor John awaiting them. He was leaning over +the little wicket gate at the back of the garden, eating a handful of +plump gooseberries. With affected sternness he eyed their approach, +not uttering a word till Barbara violently pushed the gate open and +rushed at him. Then, straightening himself to his full height,—he had +a half-head to the good of even the towering Doctor Jim,—he extended +his hand to her, and said, civilly: +</P> + +<P> +"Do have a gooseberry!" +</P> + +<P> +At this Barbara shrieked with laughter. Doctor John always seemed to +her the very funniest thing in the world, and his humour, in season and +out of season, quite irresistible. At the same time she pounded him +impatiently with her fists, and tried to pull him down to her. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't want a gooseberry," she cried. "I want you to kiss me. I +haven't seen you for more than a week, and you go and act just as if I +had seen you every day!" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor John stooped, but held her at arm's length, and gazed at her +with preternatural gravity. +</P> + +<P> +"Tell me one thing," he said. +</P> + +<P> +"What?" whispered Barbara, impressed. +</P> + +<P> +"Have you been taking any of Jim Pigeon's physic since I saw you?" +</P> + +<P> +"No!" shrieked Barbara, with another wild peal of laughter. "Doctor +Jim's a Tory. He might poison me!" +</P> + +<P> +"Then you shall have one kiss—no, two!" said Doctor John, picking her +up. +</P> + +<P> +"Ten—twenty—a hundred!" insisted the child, hugging him violently. +</P> + +<P> +"There! there! Enough is as good as a feast!" interrupted Doctor John, +presently, untwining her arms and setting her down. Then, Doctor Jim +holding one of her hands and Doctor John the other, she skipped gaily +up the path toward the house, like a wisp of light dancing between +their giant bulks. +</P> + +<P> +At this moment the figure of Mistress Mehitable appeared on the porch; +and Barbara felt suddenly abashed. A realisation of all that had +occurred, all she had done, all she had suffered, rushed over her. Her +little fingers shut like steel upon the great, comforting hands that +held them, and the colour for a moment faded out of her cheeks. Doctor +John and Doctor Jim both felt the pang of emotion that darted through +her. She felt, rather than saw, that their big faces leaned above her +tenderly. But she did not want them to speak. She was afraid they +might not say the right thing. She felt that <I>she</I> must say something +at once, to divert their attention from her plight. She looked around +desperately and caught sight, in the barnyard behind her, of the hired +man milking the vicious red 'mooley' cow that would not let Abby milk +her. +</P> + +<P> +"Why!" she exclaimed, with a vast show of interest and surprise, +"there's Amos milking Mooley!" +</P> + +<P> +On the instant she recognised the bald irrelevancy of the remark, and +wished she had not spoken. But Doctor John turned his head, eyed Amos +with critical consideration, and said: +</P> + +<P> +"Goodness gracious! why, so it is! Now, do you know, <I>I</I> should have +expected to see the parson, or Squire Gillig, milking Mooley. Dear me, +dear me!" +</P> + +<P> +At this, though the deeper half of her heart was sick with apprehensive +emotion, the other half was irresistibly titillated, and she laughed +hysterically; while Doctor Jim emitted a vast, appreciative guffaw. +Before anything more could be said, the voice of Mistress Mehitable +came from the porch, kindly sweet, familiar, and cadenced as if no +cataclysms whatever had lately shaken the world. +</P> + +<P> +"Supper is waiting," she said, and smiled upon them gently as they +approached. +</P> + +<P> +"We come, fair mistress!" responded Doctor Jim, modulating his voice to +a deferential softness. +</P> + +<P> +"We come—and here we are," broke out Doctor John, snatching up +Barbara, dashing forward, and thrusting her into her aunt's not +unwilling arms. +</P> + +<P> +It was a wise device to surmount the difficulty of the meeting. +</P> + +<P> +"I am truly most glad to see you, my dear child," said Mistress +Mehitable, earnestly, pressing Barbara to her heart and kissing her on +the forehead. Barbara looked up, searched her aunt's face piercingly +for a second, saw that the gentle blue eyes were something red and +swollen with weeping, and impulsively lifted her lips to be kissed. +</P> + +<P> +"I am sorry I grieved you, Aunt Hitty," she whispered, "I'll try hard +not to." +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable kissed her again, almost impetuously, gave her a +squeeze of understanding, and with her arm over the child's shoulder +led the way in to supper. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VI. +</H3> + +<P> +After this upheaval there was better understanding for a time between +Barbara and Mistress Mehitable. The lady made an honest effort to +allow for some of the differences in the point of view of a child +brought up on a Maryland plantation, under another creed, and spoiled +from the cradle. She tried, also, to allow for the volcanic and alien +strain which mingled in Barbara's veins with the well-ordered blood of +the Ladds. But this alien strain was something she instinctively +resented and instinctively longed to subdue. Moreover, she lacked +imagination; and therefore, with the most sincere good purpose on both +sides, the peace between herself and Barbara was but superficial, +demanding the price of ceaseless vigilance. Barbara, on her part, +strove to be more diligent with her tasks, and greatly conciliated +Mistress Mehitable by her swift progress in plain sewing, penmanship, +and playing on the harpsichord; and she quickly learned to read aloud +with a charm and a justness of emphasis which her aunt never wearied of +commending. But with the elaborate Dresden embroidery and intricate +lace-making, and the flummery art of "papyrotamia"—a cutting of paper +flowers—which then occupied the leisure of young maids of gentle +breeding, Barbara had no patience at all. She scorned and hated +them—and she purchased her release from them by electing rather the +rigid and exacting pursuit of Latin grammar, which only masculine +intellects were considered competent to acquire. In this she had had +some grounding from her father; and now, under the sympathetic tuition +of Doctor John, she found its strenuous intricacies a satisfaction to +her restless brain, and made such progress as to compel the reluctant +commendation of the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer himself. +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile, seeing the restraint under which the child was holding +herself, Mistress Mehitable tried to moderate to some degree her +disapproval of Barbara's vagaries and impetuosities, so that sometimes +her wild rides, her canoeings at unseemly hours, her consortings with +old Debby, her incorrigible absences from the noonday board, were +suffered to go almost unrebuked. But it was a perennial vexation to +Mistress Mehitable to observe Barbara's haughty indifference to the +other young girls of her own class in the township, who were her +fitting associates and might have redeemed her from her wildness; +while, on the other hand, she insisted on making an intimate of Mercy +Chapman, the daughter of Doctor John's hired man. Barbara found all +the girls whom her aunt approved hopelessly uninteresting—prim, +docile, pious, uninformed, addicted to tatting, excited over +feather-work. But Mercy Chapman was fearless, adventurous within her +limits, protectingly acquainted with all the birds' nests in the +neighbourhood, and passionately fond of animals, especially horses and +cats. Mercy Chapman, therefore, was admitted very cordially to certain +outer chambers of Barbara's heart; while the daughters of Squire +Grannis and Lawyer Perley were treated to a blank indifference which +amounted to incivility, and excited the excoriating comment of their +mammas. +</P> + +<P> +Another severe trial to Mistress Mehitable's patience was Barbara's +unhousewifely aversion to the kitchen. She vowed she could not abide +the smell of cooking in her hair, averring that all cooks carried the +savour of the frying-pan. When her aunt pointed out how humiliated she +would be when she came to have a house of her own, she declared there +would be time enough to learn when that day threatened; and she stoutly +asseverated, moreover, that she could cook without learning. Upon this +rash claim Mistress Mehitable pinned her to a test, being minded to +abase her for her soul's good; but she emerged from the trial with vast +accession of prestige, doing up sundry tasty desserts with a readiness +born of past interest in the arcana of her father's kitchen by the +Pawtuxet. But for all her aunt's exhortations she would explore no +further in the domain of bake-pan and skillet. There was antagonism, +moreover, between Barbara and Abby, to the point that if Mistress +Mehitable had prevailed with her niece in this matter, she would have +found herself obliged to change her cook. +</P> + +<P> +There was one department of the household economy, however, in which +Barbara was ever ready to meet her aunt half-way. It furnished a +common ground, whereon many a threatened rupture was averted, or at +least postponed. This was the still-room. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara adored cleanliness and sweet smells. The clean, fragrant +place, wherein bundles of herbs whose odours spoke to her of the South, +and of strange lands, and of longed-for, half-forgotten dreams, and of +desires which she could not understand, was to her a temple of +enchanting mysteries. +</P> + +<P> +Now Mistress Mehitable was a cunning distiller of the waters of +bergamot, rosemary, mint, thyme, and egrimony; but Barbara developed a +subtlety in the combining of herbs and simples which resulted in +perfumes hitherto unknown. One essence, indeed, which she compounded, +proved so penetrating, lasting, and exquisite, that her aunt, in a +burst of staid enthusiasm, suggested that she should name it and write +down the formula for security. This was done, to Barbara's great +pride; and thereafter the "Water of Maryland Memories" became the +proper thing to use in Second Westings. Nothing, perhaps, did more to +make Barbara a personage in the township than this highly approved +"Water of Maryland Memories." +</P> + +<P> +In this way the days passed, so that at times Mistress Mehitable had +hopes that the child was going to assimilate herself, and cease to pine +for her plantation in the South. In reality, the rebellion in +Barbara's soul but grew the stronger as her nature deepened and +matured. Throughout her second spring at Second Westings,—when the +mounting sap set her veins athrill in unison, and she saw the violets +come back to the greening meadows, the quaker-ladies and the +windflowers to the little glades of the wood; and the wild ducks +returned from the south to nest by the lake, and the blackbirds chirred +again in the swaying tops of the pine-trees,—her spirit chafed more +fiercely at every bar. The maddest rides over upland field and pasture +lot at dawn, the fiercest paddlings up and down the lake when the wind +was driving and the chop sea tried her skill, were insufficient vent to +her restlessness. Her thoughts kept reverting, in spite of herself, to +the idea of seeking her uncle. Misunderstandings with Mistress +Mehitable grew more frequent and more perilous. But just as she was +beginning to feel that something desperate must happen at once, there +came to her a responsibility which for a time diverted her thoughts. +</P> + +<P> +The kitchen cat presented the household with four kittens. Having a +well-grounded suspicion that kittens were a superfluity in Second +Westings, the mother hid her furry miracles in the recesses of a loft +in the barn. Not until their eyes were well open were they discovered; +and it was Barbara who discovered them. With joyous indiscretion, all +undreaming of the consequences, she proclaimed her discovery in the +house. Then the customary stern decree went forth—but in this case +tempered with fractional mercy, seeing that Mistress Mehitable was a +just woman. One was spared to console the mother, and three were +doomed to death. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara, all undreaming of the decree, chanced to come upon Amos in the +cow-shed, standing over a tub of water. She saw him drop a kitten into +the tub, and pick up the next. She heard the faint mewing of the +victims. For one instant her heart stood still with pain and fury. +Then, speechless, but with face and eyes ablaze, she swooped down and +sprang upon him with such impetuous violence that, bending over as he +was, he lost his balance and sprawled headlong, upsetting the tub as he +fell. As the flood went all abroad, sousing Amos effectually, Barbara +snatched up the dripping and struggling mewer, clutched it to her +bosom, seized the basket containing the other two, burst into wild +tears, fled to the house, and shut herself into her room with her +treasures. Straightway realising, however, that they would not be safe +even there, she darted forth again, defying her aunt's efforts to stop +her, ran to the woods, and hid them in the secret hollow of an old +tree. Knowing that Amos would never have committed the enormity at his +own instance, she hastened to make her peace with him,—which was easy, +Amos being at heart her slave,—with a view to getting plenty of milk +for the tiny prisoners; but against Mistress Mehitable her wrath burned +hotly. She stayed out till long past supper, and crept to bed without +speaking to any one—hungry save for warm milk supplied by Amos. +</P> + +<P> +This was an open subversion of authority, and Mistress Mehitable was +moved. In the morning she demanded the surrender of the kittens. +Barbara fiercely refused. Then discipline was threatened—a whipping, +perhaps, since duty must be done, however hard—or imprisonment in her +room for a week. Barbara had a vision of the kittens slowly starving +in their hollow tree, and her face set itself in a way that gave +Mistress Mehitable pause, suggesting tragedies. The next moment +Barbara rushed from the room, flew bareheaded down the street, burst +into Doctor Jim's office, and announced that she would kill herself +rather than go back to her Aunt Hitty. Past events precluding the +possibility of this being disregarded as an idle threat, it was +perforce taken seriously. Doctor John was summoned. The situation was +thrashed out in all its bearings; and finally, while Barbara curled +herself up in a tired heap on the lounge and went to sleep, her two +champions went to confer with Mistress Mehitable. Hard in this case +was the task, for the little lady considered a principle at stake; but +they came back at last triumphant. Barbara was to be allowed to retain +the kittens, on the pledge that she would keep them from becoming in +any way a nuisance to the rest of the house, and that she would, as +soon as possible, find homes elsewhere for at least two of them. This +last condition might have troubled her, but that Doctor John and Doctor +Jim both winked as they announced it, which she properly interpreted to +mean that they, being catless and mouse-ridden, would help her. +</P> + +<P> +So Barbara went back to Aunt Hitty—who received her gravely; and the +kittens came back from their hollow tree; and the shock of clashing +spheres was averted. But the peace was a hollow and precarious one—an +armistice, rather than a peace. For about a week Barbara's heart and +hands were pretty well occupied by her little charges, and Mistress +Mehitable found her conciliatory. But one day there came a letter from +Uncle Bob, accompanied by a box which contained macaroons and +marchpanes, candied angelica, a brooch of garnets, and a piece of +watchet-blue paduasoy sufficient to make Barbara a dress. The letter +announced that Uncle Bob was at Bridgeport, and about to sojourn for a +time at the adjoining village of Stratford. Why, Stratford was in +Connecticut—it could not be very far from Second Westings! Barbara's +heart throbbed with excitement. The very next day she made excuse to +visit Lawyer Perley, and consult a map of the Connecticut colony which +she had once observed in his office. She noted the way the rivers +ran—and her heart beat more wildly than ever. Just at this point +conscience awoke. She put the dangerous thought away vehemently, and +for a whole week was most studious to please. But Mistress Mehitable +was still austere, still troubled in her heart as to whether she had +done right about the kittens. One morning just after breakfast Barbara +was set to hemming a fine linen napkin, at a time when she was in haste +to be at something else more interesting. She scamped the uncongenial +task—in very truth, the stitches were shocking. Hence came an +unpleasantness. Barbara was sent to her room to meditate for an hour. +She was now all on fire with revolt. Escape seemed within reach. She +meditated to such purpose that when her hour was past she came forth +smiling, and went about her affairs with gay diligence. +</P> + +<P> +It was on the following morning that, when the first pallor of dawn +touched the tree-tops, she climbed out of the window, down the +apple-tree, and fled with her bundle and her kittens. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap07"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VII. +</H3> + +<P> +After her breakfast at old Debby's, Barbara urged forward her canoe +with keen exhilaration. Now was she really free, really advanced in +her great adventure. A load of anxiety was lifted from her mind. She +had succeeded in arranging so that the letter would be delivered to her +aunt—a matter which had been fretting at her conscience. Moreover, +old Debby had shown no surprise or disapproval on hearing of her rash +venture. It nettled Barbara, indeed, to have so heroic an enterprise +taken so lightly; but she augured therefrom that it was more feasible +than she had dared to hope, and already she saw herself installed as +mistress of Uncle Bob's home in Stratford. +</P> + +<P> +"He'll love us, my babies!" she cried to the kittens in the basket, and +forthwith plied her paddle so feverishly that in a few minutes she had +to stop and take breath. +</P> + +<P> +The river at this point wound through low meadows, sparsely treed with +the towering, majestic water poplar, sycamore, and arching elm, with +here and there a graceful river birch leaning pensively to contemplate +its reflection in the stream. The trees and flowers were personal to +Barbara, her quick senses differentiating them unerringly. The low +meadow, swampy in spots, was a mass of herbs, shrubs, and rank grasses, +for the most part now in full flower; and the sun was busy distilling +from them all their perfumes, which came to Barbara's nostrils in warm, +fitful, varying puffs. She noted the tenderly flushing feathery masses +of meadowsweet, which she could never quite forgive for its lack of the +perfume promised by its name. From the dry knolls came the heavy scent +of the tall, bold umbels of the wild parsnip, at which she sniffed with +passing resentment. Another breath of wind, and a turn of the stream +into a somewhat less open neighbourhood, brought her a sweet and +well-loved savour, and she half rose in her place to greet the presence +of a thicket of swamp honeysuckle. She noted, as she went, pale +crimson colonies of the swamp rose, hummed over softly by the bees and +flies. Purple Jacob's-ladder draped the bushes luxuriantly, with wild +clematis in lavish banks, and aerial stretches of the roseate +monkey-flower on its almost invisible stems. Her heart went out to a +cluster of scented snakemouth under the rim of the bank. She was about +to turn her prow shoreward and gather the modest pinkish blossoms for +their enchanting fragrance, when she observed leaning above them her +mortal enemy among the tree-folk, the virulent poison sumac. She +swerved sharply to the other side of the stream to avoid its hostile +exhalations. +</P> + +<P> +The little river now widened out and became still more sluggish. A +narrow meadow island in mid-stream intoxicated Barbara's eyes with +colour, being fringed with rank on rank of purple flag-flower, and its +grassy heart flame-spotted with the blooms of the wild lily. The still +water along the shores was crowded with floating-heart, and +pale-blossomed arrowhead, and blue, rank pickerel-weed; and Barbara, +who did not mind the heat, but revelled in the carnival of colour, drew +a deep breath and declared to herself (giving the flat lie to ten +thousand former assertions of the like intimacy) that the world was a +beautiful place to live in. No sooner had she said it than her heart +sank under a flood of bitter memories. She seemed once more to feel +the water singing in her ears, to see its golden blur filling her eyes, +as on that morning when she lay drowning in the lake. The glory of the +summer day lost something of its brightness, and she paddled on +doggedly, looking neither to the right hand nor to the left. +</P> + +<P> +But this was a mood that could not long hold dominion over Barbara's +spirit on this day of days, when she was journeying to freedom. It +took no more than the scarlet flash of a tanager across her bow, the +flapping of a startled brood of ducks from their covert in the sedge, +to lure her back to gladness and the seeing eye. At last the river +carried her into quite different surroundings. Still slow, and smooth, +and deep, it entered the neighbourhood of great trees growing close, +the ancient and unviolated forest. The day grew cool and solemn, the +diffused light floating hushed under the great arches of brown and gray +and green. By contrast it seemed dark, but the air was of a wonderful +transparency, and Barbara's eyes, opening wide in delicious awe, saw +everything more distinctly than in the open. She whispered to the +yellow birch, the paper birch, the beech, the maple, and the chestnut, +each by name lovingly, as she slipped past their soaring trunks, +knowing them by the texture and the features of their bark though their +leaves hung far overhead. Her paddle dipped without noise, lest the +mysteries of the forest conclave should be disturbed by her intrusion. +So keen and so initiated were her young eyes that she discerned the +sleeping nighthawk on his branch, where his likeness to a knotted +excrescence of the bark made him feel secure from the most +discriminating vision. Passing a dead pine with a small, neatly +rounded hole about ten feet up the trunk, she heard, or thought she +heard, the safe conferring of the nest full of young woodpeckers in its +hollow depth—which, indeed, was probably but the stirring of her own +blood-currents within her over-attentive little ears. Suddenly the +vast stillness appeared to close down upon her, not with oppression, +but with a calm that was half fearful, half delicious; and it seemed as +if the fever of her veins was being slowly drawn away. The mystic +shores slipped by with speed, though she hardly knew she was paddling. +And when, suddenly, a great brown owl dropped from a beech limb and +went winnowing soundlessly down the stream ahead of her, she caught her +breath, feeling as if the soul of the silence had taken palpable shape +before her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +Now, as it seemed to Barbara, life and movement began to appear, at the +summons of those shadowy wings. A little troop of pale-winged moths +drifted, circling lightly, over the stream; and a fly-catcher, with +thin, cheeping cries, dropped some twenty feet straight downward from +an overhanging limb, fluttered and zigzagged for a moment in mid-air, +capturing some small insect darters which Barbara could not see, then +shot back into the leafage. Then upon a massive, sloping maple-branch +close to the bank, she saw a stocky black-and-white shape slowly +crawling. The head was small and flattened, the bright little eyes +glittered upon her in defiance, and a formidable ridge of pointed +quills erected itself angrily along the back. The animal uttered a +low, squeaking grunt, and Barbara, with prompt discretion, steered as +close as possible to the opposite bank, glancing apprehensively over +her shoulder as she passed. She was strongly inclined to like the +porcupine; but his ill-temper was manifest, and she had faith in the +superstition that he could shoot his needle-like quills to a distance +and pierce the object of his dislike. Barbara could not contemplate +the possibility of appearing before her uncle like a pin-cushion, stuck +full of porcupine quills. +</P> + +<P> +Barely had she left the resentful porcupine behind, safely out of +quill-flinging distance, when she observed a small, ruddy head cleaving +the water in mid-channel. A pair of prominent eyes met hers +apprehensively. Two smooth ripples curved away from the throat of the +small swimmer. It was a red squirrel whom unwonted affairs had +summoned to the other side of the river. Whatever the affairs, Barbara +was determined to expedite them as far as she could. Overtaking the +swimmer with a couple of smart strokes, she politely held out to him +the blade of the paddle. The invitation was not to be resisted. With +a scramble and a leap he came aboard, skipped along the gunwale, and +perched himself, jaunty and chipper for all his bedragglement of tail, +on the extreme tip of the bow. There he twitched and chattered +eagerly, while Barbara headed toward the shore where he would be. +While he was yet a wide space distant from it, he sprang into the air. +Barbara held her breath—but the little traveller knew his powers. He +landed safely on a projecting root, flicked off behind a tree, and was +gone. In a few seconds there came echoing from a tree-top far back in +the shadows a loud, shrill chattering, which Barbara took for an +expression of either gratitude or impudence. Caring not which it was, +she smiled indulgently and paddled on. +</P> + +<P> +And now to her sensitive nostrils there came suddenly an elusive +wafture of wintergreen, and she looked around for the gray birch whose +message she recognised. The homely, familiar smell reclaimed her from +her mood of exaltation, and she realised that she was hungry. Just +ahead was a grassy glade, whereinto the sun streamed broadly. She saw +that it was far past noon. With a leap of the heart she realised that +she must be nearing the point where the stream would join the great +river which was to bear her, her kittens, and her fortunes, down to the +sea and Uncle Bob. Yes, she recognised this same open glade, with the +giant willow projecting over the water at its farther end. She and +Uncle Bob had both remarked upon its fairy beauty as they passed it +going and coming, when they had explored the stream. She had but two +or three miles farther to go, and her paddle would greet the waters of +the great river. This was fitting place to halt and renew her strength. +</P> + +<P> +Pulling up the prow of the canoe upon a tuft of sedge, she took out the +basket and the bundle. From the heart of the bundle she drew a small +leather bag, containing barley cakes, gingerbread, a tiny parcel of +cold meat done up in oiled paper, a wooden saucer, and a little wooden +bottle which she had filled with fresh milk at old Debby's. Having +poured some of the milk into the saucer, and laid three or four shreds +of the meat around its edges, she released the kittens from their +basket. For two or three minutes, glad of freedom, the fat, furry +things frisked and stretched and tumbled hither and thither, while +Barbara kept watch upon them with solicitous eyes. But soon they grew +afraid of the great spaces and the woods, being accustomed to an +environment more straitened. They came back mewing to Barbara's feet, +and she turned their attention to their dinner. While they lapped the +milk, and daintily chewed the unaccustomed meat, she dined heartily but +abstractedly on the barley cakes and gingerbread. Then, having +satisfied her thirst by lying flat on the wet, grassy brink of the +stream and lowering her lips to the water, she decided to rest a few +minutes before resuming her voyage. Close by was a beech-tree, around +whose trunk the moss looked tempting. Seating herself with her back +against the tree, and the kittens curled up in her lap, she looked out +dreamily over the hot grasses—and presently fell asleep. +</P> + +<P> +She had slept perhaps half an hour when a crow, alighting on a low +branch some half score paces distant, peered into the shade of the +beech-tree and discovered the sweet picture. To him it was not sweet +in the least, but indubitably interesting. "Cah—ah!" he exclaimed +loudly, hopping up and down in his astonishment. The sharp voice awoke +Barbara, and she rubbed her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Gracious!" she exclaimed to the kittens, "what sleepyheads we are! +Come, come, we must hurry up, or we'll never get to Uncle Bob!" +</P> + +<P> +Before she was really well awake, the kittens were in the basket, the +canoe was loaded and shoved off, and the adventurers were once more +afloat upon their quest. Then only did Barbara give herself time to +stretch and rub her eyes. After a few strokes she let the canoe drift +with the current, while she laid down the paddle, and cooled her wrists +and refreshed her face with handfuls of water. +</P> + +<P> +As she straightened her brave little shoulders again to her labour, she +was arrested by a strange sound as of the ripping of bark. It was an +ominous kind of noise in the lonely stillness, and apprehensively she +peered in the direction whence it came. Then she grew afraid. On the +other shore, about a couple of rods back from the water, she saw a +large black bear sitting upon its haunches beside a fallen and rotten +tree. As she stared, wide-eyed and trembling, he lifted his great paw +and laid hold of the dead bark. Again came the ripping, tearing noise, +and off peeled a huge brown slab. To the exposed surface he applied a +nimble tongue—and Barbara's terror subsided. She saw that he was +quite too absorbed in the delights of an ant-log to pay any attention +to a mere girl; and she remembered, too, that the black bear was a +rather inoffensive soul so long as he was not treated contumeliously. +For all this, however, she made as much haste from the spot as was +consistent with a noiseless paddle—and kept furtive watch over her +shoulder until she had put a good half-mile between the canoe and the +ant-log. +</P> + +<P> +By the time her concern about the bear had begun to flag she found that +the current was quickening its pace. The trees slipped by more +swiftly, and the shores grew bolder. A mellow, roaring clamour came to +her ears, and with delicious trepidation she remembered a little rapid +through which she must pass. Around a turn of the stream it came into +view, its small waves sparkling where the forest gave back and admitted +the afternoon sun. Her experience in running rapids had been slight, +but she remembered the course which Uncle Bob had taken, between two +large rocks where the water ran deep and smooth; and she called to +mind, the further to brace her confidence, that Uncle Bob had +stigmatised this particular rapid as mere child's play. Her heart beat +rather wildly as she entered the broken water, and the currents gripped +her, and the banks began to flee upward past her view. But her eye +held true and her wrist firm. The clamour filled her ears, but she +laid her course with precision and fetched the very centre of the +channel between the big rocks. From that point all was clear. The +canoe went racing through the last ripple, which splashed her lightly +as she passed; and in a reach of quiet water, foam-flecked and shining, +she drew a deep breath of triumph. This, indeed, was to live. Never +had she experienced a keener consciousness of power. She felt her +enterprise already successful. The ancient woods, with their bears, +their porcupines, their wide-winged brown owls, lay behind her. Second +Westings was incalculably far away. There in plain view, rising over +its comfortable orchard trees, not half a mile distant, were the roofs +and chimneys of Gault House, overlooking, as she had heard, the waters +of the great river. And beyond the next turn, as she thought with a +thrill, she would see the great river itself. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap08"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VIII. +</H3> + +<P> +Barbara rounded the next turn. There before her, widely gleaming, +spread the waters of the great river itself. She cried out in her joy, +and paddled madly—then paused, abashed, perceiving that she was the +object of a critical but frankly admiring scrutiny. Her attention was +diverted from the great river. Here was a tall boy—of her own caste +unmistakably—poling himself out on a precarious little raft to meet +her. Her flush of confusion passed as quickly as it had come, and +laying her paddle across the gunwale, she waited with interest to +discover what he might have to say. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara had met but few boys of her own class, and those few had +seemed, under her merciless analysis, uniformly uninteresting. Their +salient characteristics, to her mind, were freckles, rudeness, +ignorance, and a disposition to tease cats. But this youth was +obviously different. Apparently about seventeen years of age, he was +tall and graceful, and the way the clumsy log-raft on which he stood +surged forward under the thrusts of his pole revealed his strength. +Barbara loved strength, so long as delicacy saved it from coarseness. +The boy was in his shirt sleeves, which were of spotless cambric, and +Barbara noted, with approbation, the ample ruffles turned back, for +convenience, from his sinewy brown hands. She observed that his brown, +long-fronted, flowered vest was of silk, and his lighter brown +small-clothes of a fine cloth worn only by the gentry; that his +stockings were of black silk, and his shoes, drenched most of the time +in the water that lapped over the raft, were adorned with large buckles +of silver. She admired the formal fashion in which his black hair was +tied back in a small and very precise queue. But most of all she liked +his face, which was even darker than her own—lean, somewhat square in +the jaw, with a broad forehead, and gray-blue, thoughtful eyes, set +wide apart. +</P> + +<P> +Now, Barbara's fearless scorn of conventions was equalled only by her +ignorance of them. This boy pleased her, so why should she hesitate to +show it? When the raft ranged up alongside the canoe, she laid hold +upon it for anchorage and the greater convenience in conversation, and +flashed upon the stranger the full dazzle of her scarlet lips, white +teeth, and bewildering radiance of green eyes. The boy straightened +himself from the pole in order to bow with the more ceremony—which he +accomplished to Barbara's complete satisfaction in spite of the +unsteadiness of the raft. +</P> + +<P> +"What a nice-looking boy you are!" she said, frankly condescending. +"What is your name?" +</P> + +<A NAME="img-087"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-087.jpg" ALT=""<I>What a nice-looking boy you are!" she said.</I>" BORDER="2" WIDTH="448" HEIGHT="665"> +<H4 CLASS="h4center" STYLE="width: 448px"> +"<I>What a nice-looking boy you are!" she said.</I> +</H4> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Robert Gault, your very humble servant!" he replied, bowing again, and +smiling. The smile was altogether to Barbara's fancy, and showed even, +strong, white teeth, another most uncommon merit in a boy. "And I am +sure," he went on, "that this is Mistress Barbara Ladd whom I have the +honour to address." +</P> + +<P> +"Why, how do you know me?" exclaimed Barbara, highly pleased. Then, +quickly apprehensive, she added, "What makes you think I am Barbara +Ladd?" +</P> + +<P> +The boy noted the change in her countenance, and wondered at it. But +he replied at once: +</P> + +<P> +"Of course the name of Mistress Barbara Ladd, and her daring, and her +canoe-craft, and her beauty" (this he added out of his own instant +conviction), "have spread far down the river. When I came up here the +other day to visit my grandmother" (he indicated slightly the distant +roofs of Gault House), "I came with a great hope of being permitted to +meet you!" +</P> + +<P> +Evidently he knew nothing of her flight. Her uneasiness vanished. But +she had never had a compliment before—a personal compliment, such as +is dear to every wise feminine heart—and that word "beauty" was most +melodious to her ears. As a matter of fact, she did not herself admire +her own appearance at all, and even had an aversion to the mirror—but +it occurred to her now, for the first time, that this was a point upon +which it was not needful that every one should agree with her. It was +practically her first real lesson in tolerance toward an opinion that +differed from her own. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll warrant you heard no good of that same Barbara Ladd, more's the +pity!" she answered, coquettishly tossing her dark little head and +shooting at him a distracting sidelong glance from narrowed lids. +"Anyhow, if you are Lady Gault's grandson, I am most happy to meet you." +</P> + +<P> +She stretched out to him her brown little hand, just now none too +immaculate, indeed, but with breeding stamped on every slim line of it, +and eloquent from the polished, well-trimmed, long, oval nails. +Instantly, careless of the water and his fine cloth breeches, Robert +went down upon one knee and gallantly kissed the proffered hand. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara was just at an age when, for girls with Southern blood in their +veins, womanhood and childhood lie so close entwined in their +personalities that it is impossible to disentangle the golden and the +silver threads. Never before had any one kissed her hand. She was +surprised at the pleasant thrill it gave her; and she was surprised, +too, at her sudden, inexplicable impulse to draw the hand away. It was +a silly impulse, she told herself; so she controlled it, and accepted +the kiss with the composure of a damsel well used to such ceremonious +homage. But she did not like such a nice boy to be kneeling in the +water. +</P> + +<P> +"Why did you come out on that rickety thing?" she asked. "Why haven't +you a boat or a canoe?" +</P> + +<P> +"This was the only thing within reach," he explained, respectfully +relinquishing her hand. "I saw you coming; and I knew it must be you, +because no other girl could handle a canoe so beautifully; and I was +afraid of losing you if I waited." +</P> + +<P> +"That was civil of you. But aren't you getting very wet there? Won't +you come into the canoe?" +</P> + +<P> +"Really?" he exclaimed, lifting his chin with a quick gesture of +eagerness. "Are you going to be so good to me? Then I must push this +old raft ashore first and secure it. I don't know whom it belongs to." +</P> + +<P> +As he poled to land in too much haste for any further conversation, +Barbara paddled silently alongside and admired his skill. When the +raft was tied up, and the pole tossed into the bushes, he took his +place in the bow and knelt so as to face her. +</P> + +<P> +"You must turn the other way," laughed Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I was proposing, by your leave, to make this the stern, and ask +you to let me paddle," he answered. "Won't you let me? You really +look a little bit tired, and I want you to talk to me, if you will be +so condescending. How can I turn my back to you?" +</P> + +<P> +"I am not the least, leastest bit tired," protested Barbara, a little +doubtfully. "But I don't mind letting you paddle for awhile, if you'll +paddle hard and go the way I want you to." And with that she seated +herself flat on the bottom of the canoe, with an air of relief that +rather contradicted her protestation. +</P> + +<P> +The boy laughed, as he turned the canoe with powerful, sweeping strokes. +</P> + +<P> +"Surely I will paddle hard, and in whatsoever direction you command me. +Am I not the most obedient of your slaves?" +</P> + +<P> +This pleased Barbara. She loved slaves. She accepted his servitude at +once and fully. +</P> + +<P> +"Paddle straight out into the river, and then down!" she commanded. +</P> + +<P> +At the imperious note in her voice, the boy looked both amused and +pleased. Obeying without a word of question, he sent the canoe leaping +forward under his deep, rhythmical strokes at a speed that filled +Barbara with admiration. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, <I>how</I> strong you are and <I>how</I> well you paddle!" she cried, her +eyes wide and sparkling, her lips parted, the crisp, rebellious curls +blowing about her face. Never had Robert seen so bewitching a picture +as this small figure curled up happily in the bow of the canoe, her +little shoes of red leather and her black-stockinged ankles sticking +out demurely from under her short blue striped skirt, her nut-brown, +slender, finely modelled arms emerging from short loose sleeves. He +was proud of her praise. He was partly engrossed in displaying his +skill and strength to the very best advantage. But above all he was +thinking of this picture, which was destined to flash back into his +memory many a time in after days, with a poignancy of vividness that +affected his action like a summons or an appeal. +</P> + +<P> +In a few minutes the canoe was fairly out upon the bosom of the main +stream, and headed downward with the strongly flowing current. Barbara +clasped her hands with a movement which expressed such rapture and +relief that the boy's curiosity was excited. He began to feel that +there was some mystery in the affair. Slackening his pace ever so +slightly, he remarked: +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose you are staying with friends somewhere in this +neighbourhood. How fortunate I am—that is, if you will graciously +permit me to go canoeing with you often while you are here." +</P> + +<P> +But even as he spoke, his eyes took in, for the first time, the +significance of the bundle and the basket, which he had been so far too +occupied to notice. His wonder came forward and spoke plainly from his +frank eyes, and Barbara was at a loss to explain. +</P> + +<P> +"No," she said, "I am not staying anywhere in this neighbourhood. I +don't know a soul in this neighbourhood but you." +</P> + +<P> +"Then—you've come right from Second Westings!" he exclaimed. +</P> + +<P> +"Right from Second Westings." +</P> + +<P> +"All that distance since this morning?" he persisted. +</P> + +<P> +She nodded impatiently. +</P> + +<P> +"Through those woods—through the rapids—all alone?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, all alone!" she answered, a little crisply. She was annoyed. +</P> + +<P> +In his astonishment he laid down his paddle and leaned forward, +scanning her face. +</P> + +<P> +"But—" said he, embarrassed, "forgive me! I know it is none of my +business,—but what does it mean?" +</P> + +<P> +"Go on paddling," commanded Barbara. "Did you not promise you would +obey me? <I>I</I> know what it means!" And she laughed, half maliciously. +The boy looked worried,—and it was great fun to bring that worried +look to his face. +</P> + +<P> +He resumed his paddling, though much less vigorously, while she evaded +his gaze, and a wilful smile clung about her lips. The current was +swift, and they had soon left the imposing white columns of Gault House +far behind. A tremendous sense of responsibility came over the boy, +and again he stopped paddling. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, perhaps you are tired!" suggested Barbara, coolly. "Give me the +paddle, and I'll set you ashore right here." +</P> + +<P> +"I said just now it was none of my business," said he, gravely, +appealingly, "but, do you know, I think perhaps it ought to be my +business! I ought to ask!" +</P> + +<P> +He retained the paddle, but turned the canoe's head up-stream and held +it steady. +</P> + +<P> +"What do you mean?" demanded Barbara, angrily. "Give me the paddle at +once!" +</P> + +<P> +Still he made no motion to obey. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you realise," he asked, "that it's now near sundown,—that it will +take till dark to work back against the current to where I met +you,—that there's no place near here where a lady can rest for the +night—" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't care," interrupted Barbara hotly, ready to cry with anger and +anxiety; "I'm going to travel all night. I'm going to the sea—to my +uncle at Stratford! I just don't want you to interfere. Let me put +you ashore at once!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert was struck dumb with amazement. To the sea! This small girl, +all alone! And evidently quite unacquainted with the perils of the +river. It was superb pluck,—but it was wild, impossible folly. He +did not know what to do. He turned the canoe toward shore, and +presently found himself in quieter water, out of the current. +</P> + +<P> +Observing his ready obedience, Barbara was mollified; but at the same +time she was conscious of a sinking of the heart because he was going +to leave her alone, when it would soon be dark. She had not +considered, hitherto, this necessity of travelling in the dark. She +made up her mind to tell the nice boy everything, and get him to advise +her as to where she could stay for the night. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm running away, you know, Master Gault," she said, sweetly, as if it +were the most ordinary thing in the world. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you at all acquainted with the river?" he asked, gently, without a +trace of resentment for the way she had spoken to him a moment before. +</P> + +<P> +"No!" confessed Barbara, in a very small voice, deprecatingly. +</P> + +<P> +"A few miles farther down there is a stretch of very bad water," said +the boy. "Clever canoeist as you are, you would find it hard enough +work going through in broad daylight. At night you would just be +dashed to pieces in a minute." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, what shall I do?" cried Barbara, the perils of her adventure just +beginning to touch her imagination. +</P> + +<P> +"Let me take you to my grandmother's," he pleaded. "And we will paddle +back to Second Westings to-morrow." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara burst into a storm of tears. +</P> + +<P> +"Never! never! never!" she sobbed. "I'll die in the rapids before I'll +ever go back to Aunt Hitty! Oh, why did I like you? Why did I trust +you? Oh, I don't know what to do!" +</P> + +<P> +The boy's heart came into his throat and ached at the sight of her +trouble. He longed desperately to help her. He had a wild impulse to +swear that he would follow her and protect her, wherever she wanted to +go, however impossible her undertaking. Instead of that, however, he +kept silence and paddled forward resolutely for two or three minutes, +while Barbara, her face buried in her hands, shook with sobs. At last +he ran the canoe into a shadowy cove, where lily leaves floated on the +unruffled water. Then he laid down his paddle. +</P> + +<P> +"Tell me all about it, won't you, please?" he petitioned. "I do want +so much to help you. And perhaps I can. And you <I>shall not</I> be sorry +for trusting me!" +</P> + +<P> +How very comforting his voice was! So tender, and kind, and with a +faithful ring in its tenderness. Barbara suffered it to comfort her. +Surely he would understand, if old Debby could! In a few moments she +lifted her wet little face, flashed a smile at him through her tears, +and said: +</P> + +<P> +"How good and kind you are! Forgive me if I was bad to you. Yes, I'll +tell you all about it, and then you can see for yourself why I had to +come away." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's exposition was vivid and convincing. Her emotion, her utter +sincerity, fused everything, and she had the gift of the telling +phrase. What wonder if the serious, idealistic, chivalrous boy, upon +whose nerves her fire and her alien, elusive beauty thrilled like +wizard music, saw all the situation through her eyes. Her faults were +invisible to him ere he had listened a minute to her narrative. She +was right to run away. The venture, of course, was a mad one, but with +his help it might well be carried through to success. As she talked +on, an intoxication of enthusiasm and sympathy tingled along his blood +and rose to his brain. Difficulties vanished, or displayed themselves +to his deluded imagination only as obstacles which it would be splendid +to overcome. In the ordinary affairs of life the boy was cool, +judicious, reasonable, to a degree immeasurably beyond his years; but +Barbara's strange magnetism had called forth the dreamer and the poet +lurking at the foundations of his character; and his judgment, for the +time, was overwhelmed. When Barbara's piercing eloquence ceased, and +she paused breathless, eyes wide and lips parted in expectation, he +said, solemnly: +</P> + +<P> +"I will help you! To the utmost of my power I will help you!" +</P> + +<P> +The words had the weight and significance of a consecration. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara clapped her hands. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh!" she cried, "How can I ever thank you for being so lovely to me? +But I knew you were nice the moment I looked at you!" And a load +rolled off her mind. With such a helper, already was her enterprise +accomplished. +</P> + +<P> +"I will try hard to be worthy of your favour," said Robert, with deep +gravity, feeling that now indeed was boyhood put away and full manhood +descended upon his shoulders. His brain was racked with the terrific +problem of finding Barbara fit lodging for the night; but meantime he +turned the canoe and paddled swiftly out into the current. Hardly had +he changed his course when he noticed a light rowboat creeping up along +the shore. But boats were no unusual sight on the river, and he paid +no heed to it. As for Barbara, she was so absorbed in watching his +great strokes, and in thinking how delightful it was to have found such +an ally, that the sound of the oars passed her ears unheeded, and she +did not turn her head. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap09"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IX. +</H3> + +<P> +At length, however, the boy noticed with a tinge of surprise that the +boat was steering as if to intercept his course. He was about to pass +greeting to its occupants when something in the face of the big man +sitting in the stern arrested his words. At the same moment the sound +of the oars caught Barbara's attention, and she turned her head. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh!" she cried, shrilly. "Doctor Jim!—and Doctor John!" she added, +as one of the two rowers looked around and grinned at her in humourous +triumph. Then, her visions of life at Stratford with Uncle Bob falling +to ruin about her, she wept aloud in her disappointment. +</P> + +<P> +Robert understood, and quick as thought swerved in his course, making a +dart for the swifter water of mid-channel. His heart swelled with +exultation. +</P> + +<P> +"They can't catch us!" he declared to Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"Stop! you young rascal!" thundered the mighty voice of Doctor Jim. "I +know you, Bobby Gault. Don't I know your father's son? Stop this +instant!" +</P> + +<P> +"Quit this tomfoolery, Bobby!" roared Doctor John, albeit a little +breathless from his labour. Barbara lifted her face and stared through +her tears. But the boy paid no heed, paddling mightily, and the +distance between boat and canoe was surely widening. +</P> + +<P> +But Doctor Jim knew Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"Very well!" he said, grimly, in a loud voice. "I'm sorry to do bodily +hurt to the son of my old friend Richard, but it can't be helped." +</P> + +<P> +He drew a long-barrelled pistol from under the flap of his green coat. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll have to wing you, my boy!" he said, taking careful aim, while one +eyelid quivered in the direction of Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +The boy's face paled a little, but his jaw set firmly, and he kept +right on. +</P> + +<P> +"Stop! stop! stop!" screamed Barbara, but with no result. She half +arose in the canoe, glancing with horror from the boy's resolute face +to the muzzle of the pistol. +</P> + +<P> +"If you don't stop, Robert, I will throw myself overboard this minute!" +she vowed. +</P> + +<P> +The terror in her face convinced him. He sullenly drew in his paddle, +laid it down in the canoe, folded his arms, and looked off over the +western hills, as if scornful of all that might take place. +</P> + +<P> +In a few seconds the boat came up alongside of the drifting canoe, the +oars were drawn in, and strong hands laid hold upon the gunwale. There +were some awful moments of silence, broken only by Barbara's sobbing +and the splashing of waves on the boat and the canoe. The owner of the +boat, a gaunt farmer from Westings Landing, a few miles down the river, +who had not been initiated into the mystery, looked on in discreet +astonishment. This was indeed a strange situation in which to see the +grandson of Lady Gault. At last Barbara, to whom suspense was hideous, +broke out. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, do say something!" she wailed. Indeed, neither Doctor John nor +Doctor Jim knew just what to say. They were embarrassed. But the +child was right. Somebody had to say something. By interchange of +quick glances the lot fell to Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, this is pretty gallivanting, running away with a young +man,—carrying him off in your aunt's canoe!" said Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's eyes opened very wide. +</P> + +<P> +"I never!" she cried, indignantly. +</P> + +<P> +"As for you, Bobby Gault," interposed Doctor Jim, severely, and in a +tone that made Robert feel himself hatefully young, "I cannot +comprehend how <I>you</I> should come to be mixed up in this affair. I know +well what my friend, Richard Gault, your lamented father, with his nice +notions of honour, would have thought of such an escapade." (Robert's +father and mother had died within a few days of each other, by an +epidemic of typhus, when the boy was only five years old.) "But I +shall lay the matter before your good grandmother, and your uncle, who +will doubtless deal with you as you deserve." +</P> + +<P> +Robert shut his lips tight and eyed the speaker proudly; but Barbara +made reply in her vehement way. +</P> + +<P> +"It is not Robert's fault at all, I tell you, Doctor Jim!" she cried, +forgetting that she had said nothing whatever on the subject. "I just +met him, an hour or two ago, on an old raft; and he knew who I was; and +because he was getting his feet wet on the raft, I invited him to get +into the canoe; and I made him promise to paddle me just wherever I +wanted to go. So there! And it is not his fault one bit! And you may +do what you like to me, but I won't have him punished when he has not +done anything at all!" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor John tried to look quite grave; and Doctor Jim, who was really +annoyed, succeeded. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, ho! young man!" he remarked, sarcastically, "it appears that you +have a champion. Now, what have you to say for yourself?" +</P> + +<P> +"Mistress Barbara has neglected to add," said he, with all the dignity +that he could assume, "that I insisted upon her narrating to me all the +unhappy circumstances of her life in Second Westings. The story +commanded my fullest sympathy, and I had just given her my word that I +would aid her in escaping to her uncle, Mr. Glenowen, where she would +be happy, when you came and violently interfered with her purpose. I +ask you, sir, to consider. Are you not ashamed to be instrumental in +restoring a young lady to conditions where she has been made to suffer +so cruelly?" +</P> + +<P> +In spite of his indignation, Robert could not help feeling proud of +this effort. In his own ears it sounded imposing, unanswerable, and +altogether grown up. Barbara thought it was a miracle of eloquence, +and cast him a grateful look. But Doctor John could not conceal his +delight in the stilted periods. He burst into a huge guffaw, at which +Barbara's eyes snapped and Robert's dark skin reddened angrily. But +Doctor Jim exclaimed, hotly: +</P> + +<P> +"Hoity-toity! How big we do feel! To think how often I dandled you on +my knee when you were a mewling baby. If I had but known enough to +spank you once in awhile, you might not have grown up to be such a +priggish young coxcomb. Richard's son! Who would have thought it? +Eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile the boat and canoe were drifting rapidly down-stream. Doctor +John looked at the sun, now touching the horizon. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you think, Master Gault," said he, drily, "that unless you +propose to honour us with your company to Second Westings, we had +better set you ashore hereabouts, that you may stretch your legs in the +direction of Gault House?" +</P> + +<P> +"Thank you!" said Robert, stiffly, his heart bursting with humiliation +and the longing to strangle his huge, supercilious antagonist. But +Barbara interrupted. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not going back to Second Westings!" she declared obstinately, +trying hard to set her full red lips together in the resolute way that +Robert's had. "I will never go back to live with Aunt Hitty. I'll +drown myself first. I'm going to Uncle Bob, at Stratford." +</P> + +<P> +The threat, once so effective, seemed now to have lost its potency. No +one appeared impressed but Robert,—and perhaps the stranger-man who +owned the boat. +</P> + +<P> +"My dear child," said Doctor John, eying her indulgently, "among the +more or less serious obstacles to your plan is one of which I believe +that even you will see the magnitude. Mr. Glenowen is no longer at +Stratford." +</P> + +<P> +"Uncle Bob not at Stratford?" wailed Barbara, overwhelmed, subjugated +in an instant. Robert started aghast. +</P> + +<P> +Doctor John paused dramatically, while the full effect of the news +worked upon his victims in the canoe. Then he said, coolly: +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Glenowen is just now at Hartford, or has lately left that town. +Mistress Ladd had a letter from him to-day, saying he expected to +arrive at Second Westings not later than the end of next week, I think, +moreover, that I saw a packet on the mantel-shelf addressed to Mistress +Barbara Ladd!" +</P> + +<P> +With one bound Barbara's heart passed from despair to ecstasy. +Everything else was forgotten. She was as eager now to get back to +Second Westings as she had been to escape from it. All she knew or +cared for was that Uncle Bob would be there. He would make everything +right. Her face was all radiance, as it turned to Doctor John, then to +Doctor Jim, then to Robert,—who eyed her gloomily, feeling himself now +cast out into the cold. But in her joy Barbara did not forget him +after all. +</P> + +<P> +"Just think, Robert," she cried, "Uncle Bob so near, and we would have +missed him if Doctor John and Doctor Jim, the dears, had not come and +caught us. They are always <I>angels</I> to me, you know. Now we will put +you ashore right here. And you must be sure to come over to Second +Westings and see me,—won't you?—while Uncle Bob is there. Come next +week." +</P> + +<P> +"I thank you for the gracious invitation," answered the boy, bowing a +little stiffly. "But I think I had better wait for Mr. Glenowen's +permission, as these gentlemen are not likely to present me to him in a +very favourable light." +</P> + +<P> +"Don't be silly and disagreeable, Robert," said Barbara, impatiently. +"Uncle Bob will think of you just as I do. We always agree about +people. Now you must hurry!" +</P> + +<P> +"I think, however," persisted Robert, "I ought to wait for Mr. +Glenowen's invitation." +</P> + +<P> +"Right, my lad!" exclaimed Doctor Jim, much mollified by this attitude. +"That's my old friend Richard's son speaking now. And I doubt not that +our little mistress here will see to it that the invitation is +forthcoming in good season,—eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +There was a doubtful expression on Barbara's face, over the lack of +instantaneous obedience to her will on the part of her champion; but +Robert, encouraged by Doctor Jim's commendation, now made a bold +proposal. +</P> + +<P> +"If you would be so kind, sir," he suggested, diffidently, "I should +like to go down with you to the Landing, where I can lodge very well +for the night at the house of an old servant of my grandmother's. It +will be a long and difficult tramp for me up the shore now, in the +dark, and with no road through the woods. By going with you to the +Landing I might be of some service, to paddle the canoe. She will be +an awkward craft to tow; and Mistress Barbara is very tired, I +perceive." +</P> + +<P> +"Sly young dog!" growled Doctor John. "But, seeing that he is +Richard's son, we'll have to take him along with us as far as the +Landing, eh, Jim?" +</P> + +<P> +"Let him work his passage, then!" roared Doctor Jim. "Let him paddle +the canoe, and Barbara, and her kittens, and all her contraptions,—and +we'll see about not being too hard on him when we come to tell his +grandmother!" +</P> + +<P> +This arrangement was highly satisfactory to all concerned. The gloom +fell from Robert's face, and his mouth grew boyish and happy as he +paddled on in musing silence. He kept the canoe alongside of the boat, +just out of reach of the oars, so that Barbara could talk conveniently +with Doctor John and Doctor Jim, which she did in the most usual manner +in the world, as if nothing out of the ordinary had happened. But +presently, upon a lull in the conversation came the voice of Robert, +who had been thinking about Barbara's life at Second Westings. +</P> + +<P> +"Is not Mistress Ladd a very harsh, tyrannical sort of woman?" he +inquired, solicitously. +</P> + +<P> +There was a huge roar from Doctor Jim, which made even Barbara jump, +inured though she was to these explosions. +</P> + +<P> +"I'd have you remember, young sir, that you are speaking of the +gentlest, sweetest, truest, most gracious lady that ever lived, for +whose little shoes you are not worthy to sweep the ground!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert stared in confusion, too astonished to be at once ready with an +apology. Before he could gather his wits, Doctor John spoke up, more +gently. He was no less loyal a champion to Mistress Mehitable than was +Doctor Jim, but with him his humour was ever at hand to assuage his +wrath. Subduing his great tones to a quizzical and confidential +half-whisper, that feigned itself not meant for Barbara's ears, he +said, amiably: +</P> + +<P> +"My son, when you come to know well this little firebrand of ours, whom +we have just plucked from a watery burning, this sower of dissension in +our good village of Second Westings, I doubt not that you will spare a +moiety of your sympathies for that very noble lady, Mistress Ladd. In +truth, for all her tears and anxiety on this mad little maid's account, +I have a misgiving that we are doing the sweet lady no great kindness +in taking Mistress Barbara back to her. A pretty gallant you are, to +undertake to carry a lady off, and then make a mess of it, and leave +her embarrassed friends to straighten out the snarl!" +</P> + +<P> +Under this daunting blend of rebuke and raillery, Robert fell into a +deeper confusion. He floundered through a few awkward phrases of +deprecation and apology, but Barbara cut in upon his struggles without +mercy. The gibes of Doctor John troubled her not a whit, but one thing +which he had said captured her interest. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Did</I> Aunt Hitty <I>really</I> cry when she found I had gone away? Did she +really feel so badly about it? I thought she would be rather glad!" +</P> + +<P> +"She was in great grief, bitter grief, Barbara. Do you think no one +has feelings but yourself?" answered Doctor Jim, with some severity. +</P> + +<P> +This pertinent question Barbara ignored. She turned to Robert. +</P> + +<P> +"You must understand, Robert," she explained with care, "that Aunt +Hitty is not really cruel to me,—at least she never intends to be. +But she and I do not understand each other, and so we can't get on!" +</P> + +<P> +"You will simply have to learn some of the rudiments of obedience and +self-control, Barbara," said Doctor Jim. Never had he spoken to her so +severely before, and she was amazed. But she saw that this time she +had gone very near to forfeiting the sympathy of her most faithful +allies. Perhaps, after all, she <I>was</I> in the wrong to run away. The +suspicion only made her the more obstinate. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't think one ought to obey any one, except one's father and +mother," she proclaimed rebelliously. "One's father and mother, if +they are good, and wise, and kind," she added, still further enlarging +her freedom. +</P> + +<P> +"And the king!" added Robert, sententiously. He flung out the word as +a shibboleth. +</P> + +<P> +There was a moment of silence. Barbara darted upon him a glance of +petulant disappointment. Doctor John laughed hugely. But as for +Doctor Jim, his face underwent a swift change, as he scanned the boy +with new interest. +</P> + +<P> +"Well said, well said; spoken as Richard's boy should speak, as a Gault +should ever speak!" he thundered, in high approval. "I am sorry if I +seemed abrupt a moment ago, Robert. Pardon my quick temper. I see +your heart is in the right place, and you have not let them stuff your +head with pestilent and plebeian heresies. Yes, yes, you must +certainly come to Second Westings. I shall be honoured if my old +friend's son will be my guest!" +</P> + +<P> +From that moment dated a friendship between Robert and Doctor Jim which +no after vicissitude was ever able to disturb. +</P> + +<P> +But Barbara was of another mind. +</P> + +<P> +"King George is just a stupid old tyrant, and I hate him!" she +exclaimed. "I'm sorry, Robert, you have not quite so much sense as I +thought you had. I'm really disappointed in you. But there are <I>some</I> +nice Tories! You know even dear Doctor Jim is a Tory, though we can't +see why, and he's just as lovely as if he were on the right side. So +you may come to Second Westings,—though you must promise not to argue +with me. But I know, Robert, I sha'n't like you now so well as I +thought I was going to!" +</P> + +<P> +"Let the young people fight it out, eh, Jim?" said Doctor John, greatly +amused. "Let them fight it out between them!" Then, suddenly grave, +he added, "God grant the differences now distracting our colonies grow +not beyond the point of children's quarrels!" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor Jim shook his head sorrowfully. +</P> + +<P> +"There's trouble ahead, John. I feel it coming. This is a +stiff-necked and disloyal people, and I have a foreboding. There's a +sword in the air, John!" +</P> + +<P> +"It's surely a stiff-necked king, Jim," muttered Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +"The sword of a Gault will ever leap from its scabbard to serve the +king!" said Robert, loftily, his grave eyes aglow with exaltation. +</P> + +<P> +As he made this proclamation of his faith, devoting himself to a cause +of which she disapproved, and quite ignoring her feelings in the +matter, Barbara felt a sudden pang of loneliness. She seemed +forgotten, or, at least, grown secondary and trivial. +</P> + +<P> +"Do let us hurry home to Uncle Bob!" she pleaded, her voice pathetic, +her eyes tired and dissatisfied. +</P> + +<P> +Then silence, with the twilight, descended upon the voyaging company; +and in a little while, coming noiselessly to the landing-place, they +stepped ashore into the dewy, sweet-smelling weeds and the evening +peace. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap10"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER X. +</H3> + +<P> +A green lane, little used, but deeply rutted, led up from the wharf to +the main street of Westings Landing. The village was silent, with no +sign of life, except here and there a glimmer from a candle-lit window. +From the pale sky overhead came the strange twang of swooping +night-hawks, as of harp-strings suddenly but firmly plucked. In the +intervals between these irregular and always unexpected notes was heard +the persistent rhythm of a whippoorwill, softly threshing the dusk with +his phantom song. Barbara felt the whole scene to be unreal, her +companions unreal, herself most unreal of all. Could it be that she +was the girl who had that same morning run away, that same morning made +so brave and triumphant a start upon so splendid a venture? Now, +somehow, she felt rather than understood the folly of it. The fact +that she would have missed her Uncle Bob if she had succeeded in her +plan took out of it all the zest, and it became to her a very +ridiculous plan indeed. But her change of attitude was emotional +rather than intellectual. She was convinced in mood, not in mind. +Only she felt herself on the sudden a very small, tired girl, who +deserved to be punished, and wanted to go to bed. Her conviction of +childishness was heightened by the fact that Robert, who was walking +just ahead with Doctor Jim, in grave discussion, seemed not only to +have suddenly grown up, but to have quite forgotten her once imperious +but now discredited existence. Her exhaustion, her reaction, her +defeat, her disappointment in Robert, these all at once translated +themselves into a sense of hopeless loneliness. She seized the large, +kind hand of Doctor John, who walked in silence by her side, and clung +to him. +</P> + +<P> +Presently Doctor John felt hot tears streaming copiously down his +fingers. Without a word, he snatched her up into his arms, carrying +her as if she were a baby; and shaking with voiceless sobs, she buried +her small, wet face in his comforting neck. She felt as if she wanted +to cry wildly, deliciously, for hours and hours. But she managed to +remember that even a very small girl may be heavy to carry over a rough +road in the dusk, when the man who carries her has had a hard day's +work chasing her. And, furthermore, she thought how very, very little, +how poor and pitiful a heroine she would seem in Robert's eyes if he +should chance to remember her existence and look back! She pulled +herself together with a fierce effort, and choked down her sobs. +</P> + +<P> +"Thank you so much, dear Doctor John!" she whispered in his ear. "I'm +better now, and you must put me down. I'm too heavy." +</P> + +<P> +"Tut, tut, sweetheart!" growled Doctor John, softly; "you bide where +you are, and rest. <I>You</I> heavy!" +</P> + +<P> +"But,"—she persisted, with a little earthward wriggle to show she +meant it,—"I want to get down now, please! I don't want to look like +quite such a baby. Doctor John!" +</P> + +<P> +"Tut, tut!" but he set her down, nevertheless, and kept comforting hold +of one cold little hand. Doctor John was quick in his sympathetic +comprehension of women and children, and tolerant of what most men +would account mere whim. In a moment he leaned down close to her ear, +and whispered: +</P> + +<P> +"What are you but a baby, after all,—a tired out, bad baby, +sweetheart? But we'll just keep that a secret between you and me, and +not let Jim Pigeon or Master Robert even guess at it!" And Barbara +squeezed his hand violently in both of hers by way of answer. +</P> + +<P> +At this moment, Doctor Jim and Robert, reaching the corner of the +street, turned and waited for them to come up. Doctor Jim had +Barbara's precious basket of kittens on his arm, while Robert was +carrying her little red bundle, which he now handed over to Doctor +John. A certain reluctance with which he gave it up was quite lost +upon Barbara in her unwonted humility and depression; and it was a very +white, wistful little face which she turned glimmeringly upon him as he +bowed over her hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Why are you leaving us here, Robert?" she asked, in a small voice, +most unlike the wilful tone with which she had talked to him in the +canoe. +</P> + +<P> +"My way lies down the street, sweet mistress," said the boy. "Your +horses, Doctor Jim tells me, are waiting for you at the Blue Boar +yonder. This has been a wonderful day for me. When you think of it, +will you try to remember me kindly as one who would ever be your most +devoted, humble servant?" +</P> + +<P> +Delighted by this elaborate courtesy, so rehabilitating to her +self-esteem, Barbara began to feel herself almost herself again. She +thought, with a sudden prickling heat of shame, of how childish she had +been during all the past year,—and she almost fifteen! And here was +Robert, who was certainly very grown-up, treating her with a deference +which he would never dream of paying to a mere little girl! She +resolved to justify his deference, to conceal her pet childishnesses +till time should mature them away; yet even as she registered this +resolve, she registered a vague but deeper one, that she would cling +for ever to every childish taste and pleasure in spite of the very +utmost that time could do. But the feeling that came uppermost and +found expression was a sharp little pang at something in his words +which sounded as if he were bidding farewell for a long, indefinite +time. +</P> + +<P> +"But I shall see you again soon, sha'n't I, Robert?" she exclaimed, +impulsively. "You'll come over to Second Westings right away, won't +you, and meet Uncle Bob?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," said the boy, bowing low again, and speaking with a mixture of +hesitation and triumph, "I am promising myself that pleasure, Mistress +Barbara, within a very few days. You see—Doctor Jim—he has been so +kind—" +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure," broke in Doctor Jim, with an emphasis to preclude any +discussion of consistency,—"I've asked the lad over to visit us, John. +Richard's son!— And his heart's in the right place,—and his head, +too,—eh, what? We'll see that Mistress Mehitable is not too hard on +him,—eh, what? You know you're not going to be too hard on the boy +yourself, John Pigeon, for all you've been so uncommonly unpleasant to +him!" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor John chuckled softly, and squeezed Barbara's left hand, which he +had retained while she was receiving Robert's adieux. +</P> + +<P> +"Tut, tut, Jim! You know well enough we've got to pardon anything in +breeches, young or old, that gets led into mischief by this little limb +o' darkness here. It's a peck of trouble she's been getting you and me +into, time and time again. You needn't make excuses for Robert to me, +Jim Pigeon. At least, not yet!" +</P> + +<P> +"Thank you, sir," said Robert, a little stiffly, not relishing a +pleasantry at Barbara's expense, though Barbara herself had broken into +a peal of gay laughter, flattered at Doctor John's implications, and +comforted to know that Robert was not slipping beyond her reach. +"Thank you, indeed, sir; but I have no excuse; I was fully committed to +Mistress Barbara's venture, and I'm just as much to blame as she is!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's heart glowed. This was the kind of unreasonable championship +she adored. But truth compelled her to protest. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, no, no, Robert, not at all! It wasn't you that ran away from Aunt +Hitty, and took the canoe, and persuaded a nice, civil gentleman whom +you'd never seen before in your life to do a perfectly crazy thing like +you read of in story-books—" But, as she paused for breath, Doctor +Jim, too impatient to be amused, interrupted her: +</P> + +<P> +"Well, well, Robert, you and Barbara can settle all that between you +some other time. We must get away. Good night—good night. My best +compliments to your honoured grandmother! And ride over the first day +you can, lad!" +</P> + +<P> +And Doctor John, shaking his head sorrowfully, exclaimed: +</P> + +<P> +"Tut, tut, tut! How small a petticoat can turn how great a brain! I +see trouble ahead for you, Bobby!" +</P> + +<P> +"I shall be so glad to see you at my aunt's, Robert!" cried Barbara, +over her shoulder, as they moved up the street toward the Blue Boar and +the waiting horses. Robert, standing hat in hand, gazed after them +till they were swallowed up in the shadows. Still he waited, till a +pulse of light across the gloom and the sound of the inn door closing +told him that he was alone under the night. Then, suddenly, he became +conscious of the lonely, wonderful night sounds, and suddenly the night +perfumes sank into his heart. The spicy breaths from the clover field +and blossoming thicket, cooled with dew, gave him a strange +intoxication as he drew them into the depths of his lungs. The pulsing +rhythm of the whippoorwill seemed to time itself to the pulsing of his +heart and translate it to the terms of an impassioned, inarticulate +chant. The plucked harp-strings sounding from time to time in the +hidden heights of the sky set all his nerves vibrating mystically. +Walking as if in a dream, he came to the door of the cottage where he +had planned to stay the night. Then he turned on a swift impulse, +hurried back to the landing, launched Barbara's canoe, and, without +consciousness of weariness or hunger, paddled all the way back to Gault +House against the current. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap11"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XI. +</H3> + +<P> +From Second Westings that morning, after old Debby's alarm, Doctor John +and Doctor Jim had came posthaste on horseback to Westings Landing. +Now, however, it was found that Barbara was quite too worn out by the +fatigues of her long, strenuous day to sit a horse for a ten mile's +ride over rough roads in the dark. Priding herself not less on her +endurance than on her horsemanship, she vehemently repudiated the +charge that she was done up, and was determined to ride back on the +liveliest of the Blue Boar's horses. But Doctor John and Doctor Jim, +scanning critically her white face and the dark rims coming about her +eyes, for once agreed in a professional judgment. They ordered the +horses hitched to the roomy old chaise, which was one of the landlord's +most cherished possessions; and Barbara had to accept, rebelliously +enough, the supineness of a cushioned seat for the free lift and swing +of the saddle. Before the lighted doorway of the inn was out of sight, +however, she was glad of the decision. Her overwrought nerves began to +relax under the soothing of the wood scents and the tender summer dark. +In a little while she was asleep in the strong curve of Doctor Jim's +right arm,—so deep asleep that all the ruts and jolts and corduroy +bridges of an old Connecticut back-country road were powerless to +disturb her peace. When they woke her up, at her aunt's door, she was +so drenched with sleep that she forgot to dread the reckoning. With +drowsy, dark eyes, and red mouth softly trustful as a baby's, she +bewildered Mistress Ladd by a warm kiss and "I'm sorry, Aunt Hitty!" +and went stumbling off to bed with her basket of sleeping kittens, +oblivious and irresponsible as they. +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable looked after her with small, stern mouth, but +troubled eyes. Then she turned half helplessly to her friends, as if +to say, "What can I—what ought I to do?" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor John threw up both big, white hands in mock despair, and his +sympathetic laugh said, "What do you expect?" But Doctor Jim, more +direct and positive, said, "Best leave her alone till to-morrow, +Mehitable; and then talk to her with no talk of punishing. She's not +the breed that punishing's good for." +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable looked sorrowful, but resolute. +</P> + +<P> +"I fear that would not be right, Jim!" she said. But there was a note +of deep anxiety in her voice. "People who do wrong ought to be +punished. Barbara has done very, very wrong!" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor Jim was as near feeling impatient as he could dare to imagine +himself with Mistress Mehitable. +</P> + +<P> +"Nonsense—I mean, dear lady, punishment's not in itself one of our +numerous unpleasant duties. It's a means to an end, that's all. In +this case, it just defeats your end. It's the wrong means altogether. +Therefore—pardon me for saying it to you, Mehitable—it's wrong. It's +hard enough to manage Barbara, I know, but to punish her, or talk to +her of punishing, makes it harder still, eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +"Don't let your conscience trouble you, Mehitable," said Doctor John. +"I'm thinking the little maid will manage to get for herself, full +measure and running over, all the punishment that's coming to her. +She's not the kind that punishment overlooks." +</P> + +<P> +Was there a suspicion of criticism in all this? Could it be that John +Pigeon and Jim Pigeon, her lifelong cavaliers, in whose sight all she +did was wont to seem perfection, whose unswerving homage had been her +stay through many an hour of faintness and misgiving, were now, at +last, beginning to admit doubts? Two large tears gathered slowly in +the corners of Mistress Mehitable's blue eyes, the resolution fled from +her mouth, and her fine lips quivered girlishly. She twisted her +shapely little hands in her apron, then regained her self-control with +an effort. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear friends," said she, "I fear I have made a sad failure of the duty +which I so confidently undertook. I thought I could surely do so much +for her,—could so thoroughly understand Winthrop's child. But that +foreign woman—that strange blood! There is the trouble. That is what +baffles all my efforts. Oh, perhaps it is partly my fault, too. +Perhaps the child was right in the very singular letter she left for +me, saying—just as if she were a grown woman and had the same rights +as I had—that the trouble was that we could not understand each other! +Oh, I fear I am not the right woman to have the care of Barbara!" +</P> + +<P> +"You are the rightest woman in the world, Mehitable!" thundered Doctor +Jim, in explosive protest against this self-accusation. "The rightest +woman in the world to have the care of any man, woman, or child that +ever lived." +</P> + +<P> +"Jim Pigeon's right, Mehitable, as he usually is, outside of medicine +and politics," declared Doctor John. "The little maid will be ready +enough some day, I'll warrant, to acknowledge how lucky she was in +having her Aunt Hitty to care for her. But here in Second Westings we +are not just at the centre of things exactly, and it may be we get into +ruts, thinking our ways are the only ways. Shall we try new ways with +this very difficult little maid, Hitty?" +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable brushed off the tears which had overflowed, and held +out a hand to each of the big brothers. +</P> + +<P> +"You are the best friends a woman ever had," she averred with +conviction; "and if you both disagree with me, I must be wrong. It +shall be your way to the best of my power. After you've had the horses +put up, come back here and I'll have a hot bite ready for you. +But—oh, I do wish Winthrop had married among his own people!" +</P> + +<P> +"It is late, dear lady, and you are tired after your anxieties," said +Doctor Jim. "But, nevertheless, since you are so gracious, we will +soon return,—eh, what, John?—for a bowl of that hot sangaree which +Mehitable's fair hands know how to brew so delicately." +</P> + +<P> +"Don't misunderstand Jim, Mehitable," said Doctor John, as the two +withdrew. "The comfort of your punch is nothing to us as the comfort +of your presence. Had you ever consented to make one man happy, how +miserable would you have made others, Mehitable!" +</P> + +<P> +There was deep meaning and an old reproach under Doctor John's tender +raillery; and Mistress Ladd's cheeks flushed as she stood a few moments +motionless, alone in her low-ceiled, wide parlour. She was convicted +of failure at every point. Well she knew how happy she might have made +either one of the big-limbed, big-hearted brothers, had she not shrunk +from making the other miserable. And she had never been able to decide +which was the dearer to her heart; for, though she was apt to turn +first to Jim in any need, or any joy, the thought of pain for John was +ever hard for her to endure. Her heart was very full as she set about +preparing the brew which they both loved: and before they came she +stole noiselessly up-stairs to the room over the porch, and softly +kissed the dark, unrepentant waves of the sleeping Barbara's hair. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap12"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XII. +</H3> + +<P> +It was late morning when Barbara awoke—so late that she saw, by the +position of the square of sunshine on the wall beyond her bed, that the +hour for breakfast was over. Her first vague waking sense was one of +joy to come, which she presently caught and fixed as the knowledge that +her Uncle Bob would soon be with her. Then a great flood of depression +rolled over her, blotting out the joy, as she remembered that she had +Aunt Hitty yet to reckon with. To make matters worse, she had slept +past breakfast time,—which was almost an immorality in that punctual +household. A lump came up in her throat, and tears ached behind her +eyes, for she had meant to try so hard to make up,—and now she had +gone and sinned again. She shut her eyes tight, and made a determined +effort to regain hold of the sleepiness which still drenched and +clouded her brain. This effort was too much, and on the instant the +last vestige of her drowsiness cleared away, and her brain grew keen as +flame. She sat up, determined to face the conflict and get it over. +</P> + +<P> +As she sat up, her eyes fell upon the little table by her bedside, +whereon she was wont to keep her candle, her filagreed bottle of +lavender water, her much marked copy of Sir Philip Sidney's sonnets, +and her Bible, which was thumbed chiefly at Isaiah, Ecclesiastes, and +the Song of Solomon. Her eyes opened very wide as she saw there +now,—event unprecedented and unbelievable,—a little tray with white +linen napkin. On the tray were a glass and a jug of milk, a plate of +the seed-cakes which she particularly loved, a big slice of barley +bread, and a bowl of yellow raspberries. She stared for half a minute, +and rubbed her eyes, and thought. Abby, certainly, could not have done +it. She would neither have dared nor cared to. Then—it was Aunt +Hitty,—and after the way she had treated her,—and after that cold, +hateful letter! She reached out a doubtful hand and touched the bread +and berries. She started to eat a seed-cake, but it stuck in her +throat, quite unable to get past a certain strange, aching obstruction, +which had gathered there all at once. Tears suddenly streamed down her +face; and springing impulsively out of bed, she ran, barefooted and in +her white nightgown, straight to the little bow-windowed sewing-room, +where she knew that at this hour her aunt would be busy with the needle. +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable had just time to thrust aside her needle and the +fine fabric she was fashioning before Barbara flung herself into her +arms, sobbing passionately. The good lady's heart warmed in response +to this outburst, and she held Barbara close to her breast, whispering, +"There, there, dearie, we just won't talk about it at all! We'll just +try hard to understand each other better in the future!" +</P> + +<P> +At the same moment, while her eyes were filling with tears, she could +not help a whimsical thought of what Doctor John would say. "He would +say,"—she said to herself at the back of her brain,—"'Seed-cakes may +save a soul quicker than switchings, Mehitable!'" Mistress Mehitable's +earnest mind had no apprehension of humour save as it reached her by +reflection from Doctor John or Doctor Jim. +</P> + +<P> +Presently Barbara found her voice. +</P> + +<P> +"Forgive me, Aunt Hitty, forgive me!" she sobbed. +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable held her a little closer by way of reply. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not worth your while, Aunt Hitty—I'm not one bit worth all the +trouble you take for me—I'm nothing but a wretched little reptile, +Aunt Hitty,—and I just wonder you don't hate and despise me!" +</P> + +<P> +"There, there, dear," murmured Mistress Mehitable, patting her hair. +She was sure of her feelings, but could not be quite sure that words +would rightly express them at this crisis. If she talked, she knew she +might say the wrong thing. She'd leave it all to Barbara, and be safe +at least for the moment. +</P> + +<P> +"I knew how bad I was," continued Barbara, justifying the statement by +remembrance of some brief and scattered moments of self-questioning. +"I knew how bad I was, but I couldn't say so, and I never, never knew +how lovely you could be, Aunt Hitty! I was so dreading to see you this +morning,—and then, oh, you just brought me the seed-cakes, and the +yellow raspberries, and never said one word!" +</P> + +<P> +As she dwelt on this magnanimity, Barbara's sobs broke forth afresh. +</P> + +<P> +"There, there, dear," murmured Mistress Mehitable again, and kissed her +tenderly, still refusing to be drawn from her intrenchments, but deeply +rejoicing in the triumph of her new strategy. +</P> + +<P> +"To think—why, I never really knew you till now, Aunt Hitty!" and +Barbara hugged her with swift vehemence. "When I saw the things by my +bed, and thought of you stealing in and putting them there, and +stealing out without waking me,—oh, Aunt Hitty, I thought such a lot +all in one instant, and I knew you couldn't have done that, after me +being so bad, unless you loved me,—could you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Indeed I couldn't!" answered Mistress Ladd, with conviction. +</P> + +<P> +"And you will really and truly forgive me?" persisted Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +This was a direct challenge, and Mistress Mehitable was too honest not +to come forth and meet it. She gently pushed Barbara off, and held her +so she could look straight into her fearless young eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I really and truly forgive you—and love you, Barbara!" she said. +"And"—she continued, with a slight hesitancy, in an instant's resolve +achieving a resolution,—"I ask you to forgive me for my +misunderstandings of you, and all my many mistakes." +</P> + +<P> +"Why, Aunt Hitty!" exclaimed Barbara, too tender in her mood to agree +with these self-accusations, but too honest to contradict. +</P> + +<P> +"I have failed to realise how, being so different from other girls, you +required different treatment from other girls," went on Mistress +Mehitable, firmly abasing herself. "I thought there was only one right +mould, and I must try to force you into it, however much the effort +should hurt us both, dear. I have been blind, very blind, and wrong. +In this remote little world of ours, Barbara, we get into ruts, and +come to think that the only way is our way." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's eyes were glowing with enthusiasm. She had discovered Aunt +Kitty's heart,—and now she was discovering a breadth and insight which +she could never have believed possible in that competent but seemingly +restricted brain. If Aunt Hitty could thus lift herself to look beyond +the atmosphere of Second Westings, and to understand people different +from those she had always been used to, she must be a very great woman. +Barbara's eyes flamed with the ardour of her appreciation. She did not +know what to say, but her expression was eloquent. +</P> + +<P> +"That's a quotation from Doctor John," said the conscientious Mistress +Mehitable, suddenly afraid from Barbara's glowing look that she was +getting more credit than her due. "But I have become convinced of its +truth." +</P> + +<P> +"How wise and good you are, Aunt Hitty! I'll never, never +misunderstand you again!" cried Barbara, rashly, breaking down Mistress +Mehitable's guard, and once more hugging her with vehemence. +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable smiled, gratified but doubtful. She was surprised +at her own unexpected appreciation of Barbara's demonstrativeness and +warmth, so unlike anything that had ever before invaded the cool sphere +of her experience. She felt it her duty, however, to qualify Barbara's +extravagant expectations, not realising that what the impetuous girl +intended to express was rather a hope than a conviction. +</P> + +<P> +"We hardly dare expect quite that, dear," she said, gently. "But at +least we can agree to trust each other's good intentions. We can +promise that, can't we?" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, I'll always trust you now, Aunt Hitty, since I've seen your +lovely heart!" exclaimed Barbara, with flattering fervour. +</P> + +<P> +"I have failed to realise," continued Mistress Mehitable, "that you are +no longer a little girl, but very nearly a grown woman. Many girls are +grown women at your age, Barbara, so that I have decided on something +that will surprise you. From this time forward, I shift my +responsibility for you largely to your own shoulders, and shall hope to +be more your friend than your guardian. I hand you over to yourself, +Barbara. You must learn to discipline yourself!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara slipped down to the floor, and leaned against her aunt's knee, +her dark, small face grown very thoughtful. +</P> + +<P> +"All I dare say, Aunt Hitty," she said, slowly, weighing her words with +unwonted care, "is that I'll try with all my might. But I warn you +that you are leaving me in very bad hands. I want to be good, but +sometimes I can't help being bad!" +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said Mistress Mehitable, with a curious reflex of Doctor John's +humour, "you'll have to punish yourself after this. I warn you that +you must not look to me for punishment after this!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's eyes got very wide, and danced; and she gave a little shriek +of delight, such as that with which she was wont to greet Doctor John's +whimsical sallies. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, Aunt Hitty," she cried, clapping her hands, "you said that just +like Doctor John!" +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable flushed faintly, and laughed like a girl. She +stooped over and kissed Barbara fairly on the mouth. Then she arose +rather hurriedly. +</P> + +<P> +"I have often wished I could make myself in many ways more like those +two great-hearted gentlemen!" she said. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara remained sitting upon the floor. Her eyes narrowed +thoughtfully as she stared out of the window. +</P> + +<P> +"They are perfectly dear," she agreed, without reservation, "Isn't it +splendid that they love us so, Aunt Hitty?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm going to the still-room now," said Mistress Mehitable, moving +toward the door. "I put in the bergamot just before breakfast." +</P> + +<P> +"I'll come and help you in a little while,—dear!" said Barbara, +suddenly realising the changed relations, and suddenly making practical +application of it. That caressing, equal, half-protecting "dear" +sounded strange to Mistress Mehitable. It gave her something of a +shock, yet she was not sure she didn't like it. It made her feel less +alone than of old. She appeared not to notice it, however, merely +saying before she vanished: +</P> + +<P> +"If I'm not in the still-room, I'll be down the back garden, gathering +herbs. The lemon-thyme's in flower, if you're going to distill any +more of your 'Maryland Memories.' Uncle Robert might like a flask of +it." +</P> + +<P> +"Lovely," said Barbara, dreamily. "We will make him some. I'll hurry." +</P> + +<P> +But for a few minutes she did not hurry at all. Her rich, rebellious +hair all down about her vivid face, her thin little shapely feet +peeping out from under the frills of her white nightgown, she sat in +the square of sunshine and pondered. Since she fled away yesterday +morning, what a change had come about! She felt as if that wild and +foolish adventure was years behind her. A certain vague sense of +responsibility oppressed her, a responsibility to herself hitherto +unacknowledged. She made the momentous resolve that she would learn to +know herself a little, as a step to enabling other people, Robert Gault +and Aunt Hitty in particular, to understand her. She got up and +scrutinised herself keenly in the glass. +</P> + +<P> +"You didn't know you were getting so grown up, did you, you ugly, +skinny, little black thing!" she muttered. +</P> + +<P> +Then she flitted back to her own room, poured out a dish of milk for +the hungry kittens, and snatched at her breakfast by mouthfuls, while +she made her toilet and dressed. Last of all, before going to join +Mistress Mehitable, she sat down on the edge of her bed, and took the +kittens into her lap. One by one she held up their round, pinky-nosed +faces, and gazed seriously into their enigmatic young eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I want you to remember, now, my babies," said she, insisting upon +their unwilling attention, "that your missis is now most grow'd +up—she's grow'd up in one night, like old Mr. Jonah's gourd. I want +you to remember that we mustn't be silly and childish any more, except +just in private, and where we can't help it. And I want you to +remember that you mustn't try to coax your missis into mischief any +more like you did yesterday, going and helping her run off with the +canoe, and such foolishnesses. And I want you to remember that after +this, if we can think of it, it isn't going to be 'Aunt Hitty' this, +and 'Aunt Hitty' that, all the time,—but 'dear,' and 'honey' (as we +used to say in Maryland), and 'blue-eyed lady,' and 'small person,' +because we're just as tall as she is,—and we're too big to be punished +any more, if we are bad,—and Uncle Bob's coming next week,—and Robert +Gault may come any day, if he's impatient!" +</P> + +<P> +With a face of unwonted sobriety, but dancing lights in her eyes, she +went to the door. With her hand on the latch she changed her mind. +Rushing to her glass, with a few deft touches she changed the +arrangement of her hair, heaping it over her ears, and leaving just one +crinkly curl to hang down over her left shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +The change added years to her appearance. Then, snatching up a pair of +scissors, she swiftly ripped out a deep tuck in her frock, letting the +skirt down a good three inches. With vigorous brushings and assiduous +pattings she smoothed out the crease so that it was not obtrusive; and +severely checking her wonted rush and skip, she went to join Aunt Hitty +in the fragrant mysteries of the still-room. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap13"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIII. +</H3> + +<P> +To both Mistress Mehitable and Barbara the new order of things proved +itself, all through that first day, supremely satisfactory; and each +vowed most solemnly in her heart that she, at least, would not be the +one to blame if it did not last. During the afternoon, when Doctor +John and Doctor Jim were drinking a pot of tea with them, and wondering +delightedly at the unexpected atmosphere of peace, Barbara asked, +suddenly: +</P> + +<P> +"How did you ever manage, Aunt Hitty, to get Doctor John and Doctor Jim +off after me so quickly. I thought I had <I>such</I> a good start! And how +<I>did</I> you know which way I was going?" +</P> + +<P> +Both men looked meaningly at Mistress Mehitable, but failed to catch +her eye. Doctor Jim began to shake his head violently, but stopped in +confusion under Barbara's look of questioning astonishment. But +Mistress Mehitable, serenely unconscious, answered at once: +</P> + +<P> +"Old Debby Blue," said she, "with whom you breakfasted, rode over as +fast as she could to Doctor Jim with the news. The poor old woman was +nearly dead from her exertions, I think you told me, Jim. She has a +good heart, and truly loves you, Barbara. I am sorry if I have seemed +harsh to her at times." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's eyes grew wide, her face darkened ominously, and her full, +bowed lips drew together to a straight line of scarlet. Doctor John +sat up straight, with twinkling eyes, expecting the outbreak of a +characteristic Barbara storm, such as he always enjoyed in his big, dry +way. But Doctor Jim made haste to interpose. +</P> + +<P> +"You mustn't be too hard on Debby, Barbara, because she told what she +had promised not to tell. What else <I>could</I> she do? You know well +enough she couldn't stop you herself, you headstrong baggage. I won't +have you unfair to Debby. She loves you, and nearly killed herself to +save you!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's look of anger changed to a sort of obstinate sullenness for +an instant. Then with an effort she forced herself to smile, while +tears sprang into her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, Debby was right," she acknowledged. "But I wish she'd done +it some other way. She shouldn't have let me trust her. She <I>fooled</I> +me when I trusted her. Oh, I'll <I>forgive</I> her, of course," she +continued, bitterly, "but never, never, will I <I>trust</I> her again!" +Then she sprang up impetuously, and ran and flung both arms around +Mistress Mehitable. "<I>Of course</I> I'd forgive her, anyway, because if +she hadn't fooled me I might have never found out how lovely you +were,—honey!" +</P> + +<P> +Both Doctor John and Doctor Jim were breathless with amazement for a +moment. What was this miracle? Whence came this understanding and +this sympathy, all in a night? They saw a new glad warmth in Mistress +Mehitable's eyes. They exchanged significant glances. +</P> + +<P> +"All I can say, Barbara," growled Doctor Jim, at length, "is that +you've been a long while finding out what ought to have been as plain +as the nose on your face,—eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +"For a young lady who was able to discern at first glance the +fascinations of Jim Pigeon," chimed in Doctor John, "I think you have +been rather undiscriminating, Barbara!" +</P> + +<P> +"She could see two battered old tallow dips, when she couldn't see the +moon!" added Doctor Jim, solemnly. +</P> + +<P> +There was always a relish of peril in rallying Barbara, whose audacity +in retort was one of the scandals of Second Westings. She flashed her +white teeth upon them in a naughty smile, and her eyes danced as she +kissed Mistress Mehitable on both cheeks. +</P> + +<P> +"Of <I>course</I>," she cried. "Nobody knows better than you two great big +dears what a perfect little fool I've been, not to be in love with Aunt +Hitty all this time." +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara!" protested Mistress Mehitable, in a tone of rebuke,—and then +again, bethinking herself, "Barbara, child!" in a tone of appeal. +</P> + +<P> +"But now, you can tell a hawk from a handsaw, eh, baggage?" chuckled +Doctor John; while Doctor Jim exploded noisily, and then, checking +himself, cast upon Mistress Mehitable a glance of apprehension. +</P> + +<P> +But Barbara had heeded neither the rebuke nor the appeal. +</P> + +<P> +"I know, I know," she went on, clapping her hands with delight. "You +didn't <I>want</I> me to find her out,—you didn't want me to know how +lovely she is! Conspirators! I won't love you any more, either of +you. And I'm going to keep Aunt Hitty all to myself here; and not let +you even <I>see</I> her; and make you both so jealous you'll wish you had +let me run away in the canoe and get drowned in the rapids." +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara, Barbara," murmured Mehitable. +</P> + +<P> +Doctor Jim wagged his great head, and growled inarticulately. +</P> + +<P> +"It's we who are the victims of conspiracy, John," said he. "If +Mehitable and Barbara have discovered each other, what becomes of us, +I'd like to know! But it sha'n't last. We'll sow seeds of dissension +presently,—eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +"Just let us wait till Bobby Gault comes!" suggested Doctor John, with +gentle malice. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's face grew grave on the instant. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, Aunt Hitty, they have told you all about Robert," she said, +earnestly, "but all they know about his reasons is what he told them +himself, you know. And he was determined to shield me, of course. But +it was <I>all</I> my fault. How could he know how bad and foolish I was? I +just mixed him all up; and it makes me ashamed to think how horrid I +was; and I will never forgive myself. But you mustn't let them +prejudice you against Robert, honey,—but just wait and see what you +think of him yourself, won't you, please?" +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable smiled, and exchanged looks with Doctor John and +Doctor Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"Really, dear," said she, "they have not given me any very bad +impressions of Robert. I think both Doctor John and Doctor Jim knew +where to put the blame. And <I>I</I> know, too!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara looked at her doubtfully. Such complete acceptance of her +position almost seemed unkind and critical. But her aunt's smile +reassured her. This was not criticism, but something as near raillery +as Mistress Mehitable would permit herself. +</P> + +<P> +"I believe they have been abusing me behind my back,—and they +pretending to love me!" cried Barbara, tossing her head in saucy +challenge. +</P> + +<P> +"Never, child; we hug our delusions, Jim Pigeon and I," said Doctor +John. +</P> + +<P> +"No, hug me," laughed Barbara, darting around the tea-table and seating +herself on his lap. +</P> + +<P> +"You are our worst delusion, baggage!" said Doctor Jim, shaking a large +finger at her. "And now I see you're setting out to delude your poor +aunt, after making life a burden to her for two years. And poor Bobby +Gault,—he'll find you a delusion and a snare!" +</P> + +<P> +"I think you are unkind, even if you are just in fun," protested +Barbara, half offended, half amused. But at this moment both men rose +to go. Doctor John, as he raised his towering bulk from the chair, +lifted Barbara with him as if she had been a baby, held her in his arms +for a moment while he peered lovingly and quizzically into her swiftly +clearing face, gave her a resounding kiss, and set her on her feet. +</P> + +<P> +"Bless the child!" said Doctor Jim, noticing now for the first time the +change in appearance. "What's become of our little Barbara? How she's +grown up over night!" +</P> + +<P> +"And how her petticoats have grown down!" added Doctor John, backing +off to survey her critically. "Tut, tut, the wanton hussy! How did +she dare to kiss me! Goodness gracious! To think I had a young woman +like that sitting on my lap!" +</P> + +<P> +"You had better be careful what you say, Doctor John," retorted +Barbara, firmly, "or I <I>will</I> be grown up, and never kiss you or let +you hold me on your lap any more!" +</P> + +<P> +"I humbly crave your pardon, gracious fair. I am your most devoted, +humble servant!" said Doctor John, setting his heels together at a +precise right angle, and bowing profoundly over her hand till his +brocaded coat-tails stuck out stiffly behind him. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara rather liked this hand-kissing, after Robert's initiation, and +took it with composure as her due. Why should she not have her hand +kissed, as well as Aunt Hitty? But Doctor Jim made his farewell in +different fashion. +</P> + +<P> +"I won't have her grow up this way!" he growled, snatching her up and +holding her as if he feared she would be taken away from him. "She's +just our little Barby, our little, thorny brier-rose! Eh—what?" +</P> + +<P> +"Our <I>barby</I> brier-rose, you mean!" interjected Doctor John, with a +chuckle. +</P> + +<P> +But every one ignored this poor witticism, and Doctor Jim continued, +while Barbara softly kicked her toes against his waistcoat. "It would +break my heart to have her grown up, and young missish, and prim. What +have you done to her, Mehitable?" +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable gave a clear little ripple of laughter, flute-like +and fresh. She was feeling younger and gayer than she had felt for +years. +</P> + +<P> +"I have just tried to carry out your own suggestion, Jim!" said she, +cheerfully. "I must say, I think it was a very wise suggestion. I +have handed Barbara over to her own care, that's all. I am sorry you +don't like the results!" +</P> + +<P> +"Don't worry, Doctor Jim!" cried Barbara, purchasing her release by +kissing him hard on both cheeks. "Don't worry about me being changed. +I was <I>born</I> bad, you know. And I'm afraid I'll be just as bad as ever +by to-morrow—except to Aunt Hitty! If I'm bad to you any more, +dear,"—and she turned impetuously to Mistress Mehitable, +"I'll—I'll—" and feeling a sudden imperious threat of tears, she fled +away to her own room. It had been a wonderful, wonderful day for her, +and she felt that she must have a little cry at once. On her white bed +she wept deliciously. Then she thought, and thought, and thought, and +made resolves, in sympathetic communion with her pillow. +</P> + +<P> +In the parlour below, Doctor Jim had said, before leaving: +</P> + +<P> +"I think you are going to get a lot of comfort out of her now, +Mehitable, eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +And Doctor John, troubled by a maudlin kind of moisture about his eyes, +had said nothing. +</P> + +<P> +And Mistress Mehitable had said, fervently: +</P> + +<P> +"I hope she is going to get a lot of comfort out of me, Jim. I see +that I have been greatly in the wrong!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap14"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIV. +</H3> + +<P> +All the next morning Mistress Mehitable and Barbara were busy +overhauling Barbara's frocks. Such as would admit of it were let down +some three or four inches. Of the others, two of rich material were +laid away in Mistress Mehitable's huge carved oak chest lined with +cedar, a repository of varied treasures of the loom. The rest, three +in number and plain of weave, were set aside to be given to Mercy +Chapman. There was much important planning, much interesting +consultation; and in this feminine intimacy they grew ever closer to +each other, throwing off the watchful self-consciousness, the sense of +admiring and reciprocal discovery, which made them more happy than at +ease in each other's company. +</P> + +<P> +Early in the afternoon Barbara decided she would go out to her +favourite apple-tree in the back garden and read. She openly took down +the second volume of "Clarissa Harlowe,"—having already got through +the first volume in surreptitious moments. Mistress Mehitable +discreetly, but with difficulty and some soul-questioning, refrained +from admonition. Barbara felt in her heart a faint quaver of +trepidation, as she thus frankly assumed her independence; but she had +the full courage of her convictions, and outwardly she was calm. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Richardson does not seem to me a very strong writer," she remarked +at the door,—"especially after one has read those wonderful plays of +Mr. Shakespeare and Mr. Ben Jonson, as I did at home in Maryland! But +every one should know 'Clarissa,' shouldn't they, dear?" +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable gasped. She, too, had read those wonderful plays of +Mr. Shakespeare and Mr. Ben Jonson. But she was thoroughbred, and gave +no sign of her dismay. +</P> + +<P> +"I never liked the lady, myself, dear," she answered, casually. "She +always seemed to me rather silly." +</P> + +<P> +This was Barbara's own judgment, and confirmed her new appreciation of +her aunt's intelligence. At the same time, this apparently easy +acceptance, on Mistress Mehitable's part, of Barbara's emancipation, +seemed almost too good to be true. Her heart swelled passionately +toward this blue-eyed, calm, patrician little woman, whom she had so +long misunderstood. She came back, put a caressing arm around Mistress +Mehitable's waist, kissed her fervently, and looked deep into her eyes. +Mistress Mehitable actually trembled in the recesses of her soul lest +that searching gaze should discover what she had nearly said about +young girls and novel-reading! But she kept the blue deeps of her eyes +clear and tranquil, and her lips smiled frank response. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you are so good and wonderful and wise, honey," Barbara said, at +length. "What a foolish, foolish child I've been,—and you, my dear, +dear father's sister! Why, just to look at you ought to have brought +me to my senses. So <I>many</I> ways you look like him!" +</P> + +<P> +Then a thing very remarkable indeed took place. Mistress Mehitable's +fine poise wavered and vanished. She almost clutched Barbara to her +breast, then buried her head on the firm young shoulders and cried a +little quite unrestrainedly, feeling a great ache in her heart for her +dead brother Winthrop, and a great love in her heart for her dead +brother's child. Barbara was surprised, but greatly touched by this +outburst. She held her close, and patted her hair, and called her soft +names suddenly remembered from the soft-voiced endearments of +plantation days; till presently Mistress Mehitable recovered, and +laughed gently through her tears. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't think me silly, dear," she pleaded, "but I've just realised for +the first time that you have your dear father's wonderful eyes. Your +colouring, and your hair, and your mouth, are all very different from +his. But your eyes,—they are his <I>exactly</I>. Such wonderful, deep, +clear, <I>true</I> eyes, Barbara, sometimes sea-gray, sometimes sea-green. +Where have my eyes been all this time?" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara sighed happily. "Isn't it lovely we have found each other at +last, Aunt Hitty? I don't think it will be so hard now for me to be +good!" +</P> + +<P> +Then she picked up "Clarissa" again, and ran gaily out to the garden. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's apple-tree had three great limbs branching out at about five +feet from the ground, forming a most luxurious crotch in which to sit +and read. Smaller apple-trees, interspersed with tangled shrubbery and +some trellised vines, almost surrounded it, so that on three sides it +afforded perfect seclusion. Sweet airs breathed through it, from the +neighbouring thyme and mint beds; and sunshine sifted down through its +leaves in an intricate and exquisite pattern; and a pair of catbirds, +nesting in the shrubs close by, made it their haunt without regard to +Barbara's presence. As she looked at this dear nook, with all its +memories of intimate hours and dreams, Barbara thought to herself how +glad she was that she had not succeeded in running away from Second +Westings. She clambered cleverly into the tree, settled herself with a +long breath of satisfaction, swung her little scarlet-shod feet idly +too and fro, and made a long, absorbing survey of her green realm. +Then, locking her ankles lithely as only a slim girl can, she opened +her book, and was soon engrossed in the fortunes of Lovelace and +Clarissa. +</P> + +<P> +About the time that Barbara was settling herself in the apple-tree, +Robert Gault was triumphantly pushing Barbara's canoe to land through +the gold-green sedges on the Second Westings shore of the little lake. +With pole and paddle he had made the ascent of the stream from Gault +House, having been seized that morning with a violent conviction that +it was his duty to return the canoe without delay. He had poled +through the rapids, and paddled eagerly through the silent solemnities +of the woods, too intent upon his purpose to be alive to their mystic +influences. The furtive eyes that watched him from pine-tree boll and +ironwood bush, from skyey branch or moss-veiled root, touched not his +consciousness. To his self-centred mood the peopled stillness was +empty as a desert. His eyes, at other times alert and not uninitiated, +were turned inward upon his own dreams. He emerged from the great +shadows, paddled through the meadowy windings with their iris-beds and +lilies, and passed at length old Debby's clamorous dooryard, giving +hardly a glance to the green slope with its ducks and fowls, the little +red-doored cabin against its trees, or old Debby herself, with the +cock-eared yellow pup beside her, sitting on the stoop. He was in a +hurry, and had caught glimpses of the open waters of the lake beyond; +and he knew from Barbara's description that Mistress Mehitable's +landing-place was straight across the lake. +</P> + +<P> +But old Debby, sitting knitting in the sun with the cock-eared yellow +pup beside her, saw him, and chuckled at his haste. She had been over +to Second Westings the day before, and had got the whole story from +Doctor Jim. She had made up her mind to keep well out of the way, till +Barbara's indignation should have time to cool; but she was mightily +interested in the youth who had been so readily persuaded to the +backing of Barbara's mad venture. A moment later she made up her mind +that she must have a good look at him, a word with him if possible. +She got up and hobbled actively down to the shore; but Robert's haste +had carried him already beyond earshot. +</P> + +<P> +Following the path up from the lake-shore, Robert crossed the +cow-pasture and climbed the bars back of the barn. Here he was met and +challenged by Keep, the mastiff, who, with the discernment of a +well-bred dog, appreciated Robert's good clothes, nosed his hand +cordially, and let him pass without protest. Keep knew a gentleman at +a glance, and was convinced that good manners meant good morals. He +had no fear of Robert setting fire to the barn. +</P> + +<P> +Seeking a way to the front of the house, Robert passed through the +wicket leading into the back garden. Suddenly, between the tall clumps +of hollyhocks, he stopped short, and his heart gave a queer little +sliding leap. His breath came quick and light, in a way that greatly +perplexed him. What he saw to so disturb him was a pair of little +scarlet shoes, two small ankles, and a few inches of slim, shapely silk +stockings, lithely intertwined, and vividly in evidence beneath a +screen of apple-leaves. +</P> + +<P> +Robert did not need any one to tell him that the rest of the +bewildering picture, hidden behind the screen of apple-leaves, was the +small, inspiring lady, Mistress Barbara Ladd. He hesitated, and was +almost on the point of slipping away,—he knew not why, for the life of +him. Then, recovering a part of his composure, he stepped forward in +trepidation, hat in hand, forgot the graceful speeches on which he was +wont to pride himself, and stammered—"Mistress Barbara!—I beg your +pardon!" +</P> + +<P> +The slim ankles unlocked, "Clarissa" fell upon the grass, and lightly +as a bird Barbara sprang down from her perch, unconscious, +unembarrassed, gracious in her greetings. She smiled him radiant +welcome, frankly pleased, and held out her hand to be kissed. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, how did you come?" she cried, gaily, "stealing in this way +through the back premises?" +</P> + +<P> +"By water, dear lady," he answered, still stammering. "I brought back +the canoe, you know!" +</P> + +<P> +"By my dear river, and through the great, still woods!" she exclaimed, +looking him over with clear eyes of approval. "How lovely! I wish I'd +been with you!" +</P> + +<P> +"I wish you had!" said Robert, with devout conviction. +</P> + +<P> +"But how tired you must be, all that journey against the current. +Really, Robert, it was <I>very</I> nice of you to come so soon!" +</P> + +<P> +Now Robert was in a sad state of bewilderment, dazzled by eyes and lips +and scarlet shoes. And he was further shaken from his customary poise +by his perception of Barbara's change in the arrangement of her hair, +and by what seemed a sudden increase in her stature through the +lengthening of her frocks. Otherwise he would not have been so stupid +as to imagine that the promptitude of his coming called for any apology +in Barbara's eyes, whatever might be the opinion of Doctor John, or +Doctor Jim, or Mistress Mehitable Ladd! +</P> + +<P> +"I thought I ought to come at once, you know," he explained, "to bring +back the canoe! Otherwise I should have waited, as I ought, for Mr. +Glenowen's coming, and an invitation from him." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh!" said Barbara, her face changing slightly, her voice growing a +little cooler. "That was very thoughtful of you. I couldn't sleep for +thinking of the canoe!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert looked at her doubtfully, wondering if that were sarcasm in her +voice. +</P> + +<P> +"It's a dear canoe. I love it!" said he. +</P> + +<P> +"I wonder you did not want to keep it a little longer, then,—at least, +till Uncle Bob could come and send you a proper, formal invitation to +bring it back!" said Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"But I wanted to bring it back now,—I thought it was such a good +excuse for coming at once, though I knew I <I>ought</I> to have waited for +the invitation, of course," persisted Robert, vaguely worried. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh!" exclaimed Barbara, again, allowing herself to be mollified in +part, but still feeling a shade of disappointment. She was too +inexperienced to appreciate the tribute of Robert's confusion and +unexpected awkwardness. She liked him so much better in his grand, +elaborate, self-possessed manner, paying stately compliments, making +her feel important and grown-up by formal homage. However, he +certainly was very nice, and he certainly looked very distinguished; +and she realised that, for all his apparent solicitude about returning +the canoe, the canoe was not his reason for coming so soon. She would +forgive him,—but she would punish him! In fact, she was making +progress in the arts of the imperishable feminine. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, we shall <I>all</I> be glad to see you, Robert," she said. "And now +you must go straight to Doctor Jim, who did invite you, as you seem to +have forgotten! You go through that white gate, over there, and turn +to the left, and then the first turn to the right puts you right on the +main street. You're almost at Doctor Jim's then,—any one will point +it out to you." +</P> + +<P> +"But,—I didn't come to see Doctor Jim," protested Robert, much taken +aback. "I came to bring back the canoe, you know!" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, I understand!" said Barbara, sweetly. "Tell Doctor Jim and +Doctor John that I want them to bring you back here presently, in an +hour or two, to present you to Aunt Hitty, and have tea with us!" +</P> + +<P> +"But can't I stay a <I>little</I> while <I>now</I>,—while no one knows I am here +at all?" pleaded Robert. +</P> + +<P> +Ordinarily, this was just what would have seemed reasonable and +delightful to Barbara. But just now it pleased her to discipline the +boy. +</P> + +<P> +"Decidedly <I>not</I>, Robert!" said she. "You know how careful you are +about etiquette,—so troubled over the idea of coming here at all on +the mere invitation of mere me! You shall not talk to me any more till +you have been properly presented to Aunt Hitty! Besides, I am just at +a <I>most</I> interesting place in this lovely book,"—and she snatched +'Clarissa' up from the grass, where it had lain forgotten since +Robert's appearance,—"and I can't really take my mind off it till I +find out what is going to happen. I will see you in the house, with +Aunt Hitty, in—let me see—about an hour and a half! Now go right +away!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert looked very miserable, but bowed submission, and backed off. +</P> + +<P> +"How will Mistress Ladd receive me?" he asked, doubtfully. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh," replied Barbara, one small brown hand on the apple-tree as she +waited for Robert to depart ere she climbed back to her nook, "Aunt +Hitty is just perfect. She will be very nice to you, and will quite +approve of you, I know. Since everything has turned out for the best, +she has already forgiven you for leading her young niece into mischief +the way you did!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert stared at her in speechless amazement. But Barbara would not +let him ask any more questions. With a mocking little grimace at his +confusion, she pointed to the white gate. +</P> + +<P> +"Go away immediately!" she commanded. "And be sure you come back in an +hour and a half!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert turned and strode off with an aggrieved air, between the +hollyhock rows. When he was half way to the gate, Barbara, who had +stood looking after him with a smile on her lips, called imperiously: +</P> + +<P> +"Robert!" +</P> + +<P> +He turned quickly, and snatched off his hat. +</P> + +<P> +"What is it, my lady?" +</P> + +<P> +"You forgot to help me into my tree!" said Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +He was beside her in an instant, his face brightening. He knelt on one +knee, and held out his two hands firmly locked, to form a sort of +stirrup. Setting one light foot into this support, Barbara sprang up +and in a flash was perched gracefully in her niche. It was done with +such swiftness that Robert had hardly time to realise her foot had +touched him. She laughed down upon him with gay commendation. +</P> + +<P> +"That was very handsomely done, indeed, Robert!" she declared. "Now +hurry right away to Doctor Jim, or you'll never manage to get back in +one hour and a half!" And she buried her eyes in the first page at +which "Clarissa" chanced to open. +</P> + +<P> +Robert hesitated, opened his lips as if to speak, and went without a +word. Barbara, watching him from the corner of her eye, was puzzled at +the look upon his face, but felt satisfied that it was not displeasure. +About half-way up the walk toward the gate, when he believed himself +unobserved, Robert gazed curiously at the palms wherein the little foot +had rested for that fraction of a heart-beat. Light as was the touch, +it had left a subtle tingling behind it. He pressed the place to his +lips. This action astonished Barbara, but greatly interested her, and +gave her, at the same time, an inexplicable thrill. Her heart +understood it, indeed, while it remained an enigma to her brain. And +purposeless, profitless, absurd though it seemed to her, that Robert +should kiss his own hand, she decided nevertheless that in some way the +action had expressed a more fervent homage to her than when the hand +that he kissed was hers. She forgot to go on reading the excellent Mr. +Richardson's romance. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap15"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XV. +</H3> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable liked Robert, whose bearing and breeding were in all +ways much to her taste. She had seen him when a babe in arms, just +before his father and mother had taken him away from Gault House to New +York. So gracious was she, that Robert was filled with wonder as he +thought of the piteous story which Barbara had told him in the canoe. +But this wonder was as nothing, compared to the amazement with which he +viewed the warm affection between Barbara and her aunt. What could it +all mean? It was plain that they two understood each other, trusted +each other, admired each other, loved each other. He had an uneasy +feeling that Barbara had made a fool of him. Then, as his dignity was +beginning to feel ruffled, and his grave young face to darken, he would +remember other details of that eventful afternoon which forbade him to +question the girl's sincerity. At this the cloud would lift. There +was a mystery behind it all, of course, which he would doubtless, in +his determined fashion, succeed in penetrating. Meanwhile, every one +seemed extremely happy,—Barbara gaily, whimsically gracious, Mistress +Mehitable composedly glad, Doctor Jim as boisterous in his joy as good +manners would permit, Doctor John quizzically approving, and filled +with mellow mirth. Robert was made to feel himself an honoured guest, +for his own sake as well as for the sake of his parents; and in this +cordial atmosphere he soon justified all good opinions. Barbara was +intensely gratified with him. She audaciously claimed credit for +having discovered him, and rescued him from the barbaric wilderness +that lay beyond Second Westings. She began to plan expeditions and +amusements to make his visit memorable; and when he announced his +intention of returning to Gault House on the morrow, there was a +unanimous protest. Mistress Mehitable said it was not to be heard of, +for one moment. Doctor Jim growled that his hospitality was not to be +flouted in any such fashion. Doctor John levelled bushy eyebrows at +him, and suggested that no true Gault would run away in the hour of +triumph. +</P> + +<P> +"You will do nothing of the kind, Robert," decreed Barbara, with +finality. "We want you here. I wonder you are not ashamed, after all +the trouble you made for us so lately, when you were old enough and big +enough to know better!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert's face flushed with pleasure at all this warmth; and he hugely +wanted to stay. But with astonishing discretion he refused to be +persuaded. Some intuition taught him the wisdom of timely reserve. +Without at all formulating any theory on the subject, which would have +been impossible to such inexperience as his, he felt instinctively that +at this moment, when she was most gracious to him, a judicious absence +would best fix him in Barbara's interest. He said there were matters +to be attended to for his grandmother which would not well bear delay. +At this unexpected firmness on the part of her cavalier, Barbara was so +annoyed that for nearly an hour she seemed to forget his existence; but +Robert hid his discomfort under an easy cheerfulness, and no one else +seemed to notice the passing shadow. Mistress Mehitable insisted that +the guests should stay to sup with her and Barbara; and the boy's +coming was made a little festival. Mistress Mehitable was one of those +notable housekeepers who seem to accomplish great things with little +effort by being craftily forehanded. Before anything was said of +supper she had vanished for a few minutes to the kitchen; and in those +few minutes she had planned with Abby for a repast worthy the event. +The larder of the Ladd homestead was kept victualled beyond peril of +any surprise; and Mistress Mehitable, for all her ethereal mould and +mien, believed in the efficacy of good eating and good drinking. Well +regulated lives, she held, should also be well nourished, and her +Puritan conscience was not illiberal in regard to the seemly pleasures +of the board. +</P> + +<P> +Both Doctor John and Doctor Jim, as befitted their stature, were +valiant trenchermen; and Robert was a boy; and the lavish delicacies of +Abby's serving met with that reception which was the best tribute to +their worth. Gaiety made herself handmaid to appetite; and the ale was +nutty-mellow from last October; and Mistress Mehitable's old Madeira +wine, of which herself partook but sparingly, was fiery-pungent on the +tongue. As she toasted him, and her blue eyes sparkled upon him over +the glass, Robert wondered anew how Barbara could have wanted to run +away from so admirable an aunt. As for Barbara, reduced for a little +to silence by supreme content, she sipped at her Angelica cordial, +surveyed Mistress Mehitable with grateful ardour, and took it all as +largess to herself. +</P> + +<P> +At last, with a happy sigh, she cried, "Oh, if only Uncle Bob could +have come in time for this!" And so electric with sympathy was the air +that on the word every eye turned and glanced at the door, as if +expecting that a wish so well-timed might bring fruition on the +instant. There was silence for some seconds. +</P> + +<P> +Then Mistress Mehitable said, "He will be here in a very few days, +dear! And then you, Robert, must come to us again without delay. I +agree with Barbara that nothing I can think of except Mr. Glenowen's +presence could add to our happiness to-night!" +</P> + +<P> +After supper there was music in the candle-lit drawing-room, Mistress +Mehitable having a rare gift for the harpsichord, and Doctor Jim a nice +art in the rendering of certain old English ballads of the robuster +sort. Where they might have seemed to the ladies' ears a trifle more +robust than nice, Doctor Jim had fined them down to a fitting delicacy. +But they suited his rolling bass, and he loved them because, being +Cavalier-born, they appealed to his king-loving sympathies. Doctor Jim +was an exemplary Congregationalist, but solely by force of environment, +Congregationalism being the creed of all the gentry of that region. +Episcopalianism he looked upon with a distrust mingled with affection; +but in all other respects he was a king's man, through and through, an +aristocrat, and a good-natured scorner of the masses. It was a +stupendous triumph for accident and atmosphere to have succeeded in +fitting Doctor Jim to his inherited environment of Second Westings. +His Congregationalism was a thing that might conceivably be changed to +meet changed conditions; while his Toryism was bred in the bone. With +Mistress Mehitable, on the other hand, her Congregationalism was +deep-rooted, a matter of conscience. It was by conscience, too, no +less than by blood, that she was an aristocrat. She was a royalist, a +Tory, no less unquestioning than Doctor Jim, but this by a chance +election of that strenuous conscience which, by a different chance +twist, would have made her an equally sincere Whig. +</P> + +<P> +When Doctor Jim had sung till Doctor John told him he was getting +hoarse and spoiling his voice, Barbara, in a burst of daring, started +up a wild plantation song, patting her accompaniment. To Mistress +Mehitable, as to Robert, this was an undreamed novelty, and their eyes +opened wide in wonder. At first they thought it barbarous, but in a +few minutes the piquing rhythms and irresponsible cadences caught them, +and they listened in rapture. Barbara's store of these songs was a +rich one, and she had perfected the rendering in many a secret +performance to the audience of Doctor John and Doctor Jim. When she +was quite sure of the effect she was producing, she sprang to her feet, +flung her hair loose by a quick movement of both hands, and began to +dance as she sang. And now, to the ever-growing amazement of Mistress +Mehitable, Doctor Jim took up the patting, while Doctor John, seating +himself at the harpsichord, began a strange staccato picking of the +keys. Then Barbara stopped singing, and gave herself up wholly to the +dance. She danced with arms and hands and head and feet, and every +slender curve of her young body. She moved like flames. Her eyes and +lips and teeth were a radiance through the live, streaming darknesses +of her hair. Light, swift, unerring, ecstatic, it was like the most +impassioned of bird-songs translated into terms of pure motion. Doctor +John played faster and faster his wild, monotonous melody. Doctor Jim +patted harder and harder. Barbara's dance grew madder and stranger, +till at last, with a little breathless cry that was half a sob, she +stopped, darted across the room, flung herself down, and buried her +dishevelled head in Mistress Mehitable's lap. +</P> + +<P> +On ordinary occasions Mistress Mehitable would have felt inclined to +hold that anything so extraordinary, so utterly outside the range of +all conceptions, and at the same time so very beautiful, must be wrong. +Now, however, she was under the spell of Barbara and under the spell of +the whole situation. "I cannot see any possible harm in it!" she said +to herself. And to Barbara she said, tenderly and deftly arranging the +disordered locks: +</P> + +<P> +"Most beautiful, and most singular, dear. I suppose that is your +<I>dance</I> of 'Maryland Memories,' is it not? It seems to me not only +amazingly beautiful, but as if it might be the most wholesome and +desirable of exercises." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara gurgled a gasping laugh from the depths of Mistress Mehitable's +taffeta. It had never occurred to her that these mad negro dances, in +which she found expression for so much in herself which she did not +understand, could be regarded in the light of exercise. But she was +glad indeed if they could be so regarded by Aunt Hitty. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes, honey," she agreed, in haste. "I'm <I>sure</I> it's wholesome; +and I <I>know</I> it's <I>desirable</I>,—isn't it?" +</P> + +<P> +This appeal was to every one, but it was Robert, at last awaking from +his rapture and finding breath, who answered: +</P> + +<P> +"There was never anything else so wonderful in all the world," he said, +solemnly. +</P> + +<P> +Doctor John and Doctor Jim, with one impulse, jumped up, each seized +one of Barbara's hands, and plucked her to her feet. They then stood +hand in hand in a row before Mistress Mehitable and Robert, bowing +their thanks for such appreciation of their poor efforts to please. +</P> + +<P> +"We are going to London to perform before the king!" declared Doctor +Jim. +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable gravely took a shilling from her purse, and bestowed +it upon Doctor John because he was the tallest. He pretended to spit +on it, for luck, but kissed it instead, and slipped it into the bosom +of his ruffled shirt. When the approving laughter had subsided, +Mistress Mehitable said, musingly: +</P> + +<P> +"I see now how you have been teaching Barbara her Latin. It was that +peculiar dialect of Latin that prevails in Maryland!" +</P> + +<P> +After this a sack posset was mixed by Mistress Mehitable, with the +eager assistance of every one but Robert, who was still too much +possessed by Barbara's dancing to do more than stand about and get in +the way, and smile a gravely fatuous smile whenever spoken to. +</P> + +<P> +When the posset began to go around, calling forth encomiums at every +sip, Doctor Jim demanded the cards. There was silence. To Robert, +just from the Tory circles of New York, it seemed the most natural +thing in the world. To Barbara it seemed natural, but foreign to +Mistress Mehitable and Second Westings. To Doctor John it seemed right +and desirable, but he chuckled and said nothing, being aware of +Mistress Mehitable's views. And this time Mistress Mehitable was firm. +</P> + +<P> +"No, Jim," said she, "we won't play. I know good people do +play,—people who know just as well as I do what is right and what is +wrong. But for some reason card-playing does not seem right to me. +You know Doctor Sawyer would strongly disapprove!" +</P> + +<P> +"Officially, that's all, dear lady!" corrected Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +"But you have them in the house,—yonder in that very drawer, most +gracious mistress!" persisted Doctor Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"My dear father used them," confessed Mistress Mehitable. "Therefore I +would not for a moment think of refusing to have them in my house. But +I think it is better not to play, Jim." +</P> + +<P> +And though Mistress Mehitable spoke with appeal and apology rather than +with decision, the matter was plainly settled. There was nothing to do +but tell riddles and drink up the rest of the posset. The pervading +satisfaction was in no way checked by Doctor Jim's failure, for all +agreed that cards were stupid anyway. Barbara, in spite of her +excitement, and to her intense self-disgust, began to grow sleepy. She +was horribly afraid she might show it, which, for one but forty-eight +hours grown-up, would have been humiliating beyond words. She felt +herself divided between a fear lest so perfect an evening should end +too soon, and an equally harassing fear lest it should end not soon +enough. At length the keen and loving eyes of Doctor John discerned +her trouble; and at the dissolute hour of half-past ten he broke up the +party. Adieux were made with a warmth, an abandon of homage held in +fetters of elaborate courtliness, which might have seemed excessive at +a less propitious conjunction of time and sentiment. At last the +three, Doctor John, Doctor Jim, and Robert, found themselves arm-in-arm +on the street, and all talking at once, overbrimming with happiness and +reciprocal congratulations, as they took their discreet way homeward. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara and Mistress Mehitable, left alone, silently put out the +lights. Then, each lighting her candle, they paused at the head of the +stairs to say good night. Each set down her candle on the little +mahogany table under the clock, and looked into the other's eyes. +Barbara was first to break the sweet but too searching scrutiny. She +flung both arms around Mistress Mehitable's neck, and kissed her with a +tremulous fervour that told much. Mistress Mehitable, whose eyes were +brighter than Barbara had ever guessed that they could be, pressed her +in a close embrace which concealed much, even from Mistress Mehitable +herself. Then Barbara, after whispering something to the kittens, went +straight to bed, and straight to sleep. But Mistress Mehitable sat +looking out of her window. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap16"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVI. +</H3> + +<P> +It had been arranged that Robert should borrow a horse from Doctor +John's stables, ride it over to Gault House, and keep it there till his +return to Second Westings. But as he was strolling down the village +street before breakfast, he saw, in a paddock beside an unpretentious +cottage, a splendid Narragansett pacer, a dark sorrel, one of the +handsomest of the breed that he had ever seen. He had long coveted one +of these horses, famous in all the thirteen colonies for their easy +gait, speed over rough country, and unparalleled endurance. With +characteristic promptness in getting to his point, he went in, +interviewed the owner, tried the horse, loved it, and asked the price. +The owner was not anxious to sell; but when he found out who the +would-be purchaser was, and the liberal price he was ready to pay, the +prospect of an immediate draft on the bank at Hartford proved +irresistible, and Robert rode off with his prize. He knew horse-flesh, +and did not grudge the price; and both Doctor John and Doctor Jim, who +knew this sorrel pacer well, were constrained to commend the purchase, +though to them it seemed that so weighty an action demanded, if but for +form's sake, the tribute of delay and pondering. +</P> + +<P> +"Buy a horse like that, Robert, in three shakes of a ram's tail? It's +undignified!" roared Doctor Jim, eyeing the beast with unmixed +approbation. "It's an insult to the horse. And it's a slight upon the +value of our assistance, you cock-sure young rascal. But it's just the +mulish way your father would have gone and done it, so I suppose we +must forgive you." +</P> + +<P> +Doctor John, meanwhile, had been handling the beast critically, and +looking at its teeth. +</P> + +<P> +"Worth all you gave for him, Bobby; and not a day over five years old!" +was the verdict. "I see you're old enough to go about alone. Don't +you mind what Jim Pigeon says. He'd have had you run to him and ask if +you might have a horse of your own, and then get him and me to go down +and look at the beast, and come back here and talk it all over in +council, and then go back and bully Enoch Barnes some more about the +price, and then all three of us ride the beast up to Mistress +Mehitable's, to ask the opinion of her and Barbara on the subject, and +then—" +</P> + +<P> +But Robert interrupted at this point in the tirade. +</P> + +<P> +"That <I>would</I> have been a good idea," he asserted, regretfully. "I +wish I had thought to consult the ladies. But, you know, I <I>knew</I> that +horse was just the one I'd so long been wanting the moment I set eyes +on him. So I didn't dare wait, lest some one else should come along +and snap him up. Of course you both know a thousand times more about +horses than I do,—but I knew enough to know I wanted this one!" +</P> + +<P> +"You <I>generally</I> seem to know what you want, Master Gault!" said Doctor +Jim. "And you seem like to get it, generally, if I don't mistake the +cut of you,—eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +"Tut, tut," said Doctor John, scowling upon him quizzically. "That's +all very well as far as horses are concerned, and men! But wait till +it comes to women, Robert. You've a lot to learn, my son. If I'm not +much mistaken, you'll be taught a lot, and not spared in the teaching!" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm always anxious to learn," answered Robert, modestly. +</P> + +<P> +"You will! You will!" said Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +Breakfast was a substantial meal of boiled "Yokeag" with molasses, and +broiled salmon, and venison cutlets, and fried ham, and rich guava +jelly from the West Indies. Robert was surprised to see each of his +friends preface the repast with a quart mug of the hardest and headiest +old cider, he himself being accustomed to a small cup of light ale +merely, or a sip of claret, at this hour. Both Doctor John and Doctor +Jim assured him that there was nothing like sound cider to tone up the +stomach for its day's adventures; and on their advice he tried it, +though sparingly, and therefore with no tragic results. +</P> + +<P> +After breakfast, he was so obviously restless that the big-hearted +brothers made no effort to detain him. With heavy hands upon his +shoulders, they told him to make the least possible delay in his +return, and to bear in mind how warm the welcome ever awaiting him at +Second Westings. +</P> + +<P> +"How like to Richard in the saddle!" exclaimed Doctor John, when Robert +had mounted the sorrel pacer. +</P> + +<P> +"And that's a compliment not many a lad of your age could win, my son!" +said Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +Robert's dark face flushed with pleasure. +</P> + +<P> +"I try hard to be as like my father as possible," said he. "Don't you +think I might properly ride around and pay my respects to the ladies +before I leave?" +</P> + +<P> +"Unquestionably you might! 'Pon my word a capital idea!" laughed +Doctor Jim, with huge derision. +</P> + +<P> +"Unquestionably, my boy, you would find yourself in hot water if you +didn't!" said Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +So Robert, without more ado, turned the head of his Narragansett pacer +toward Westings House, whose wide white gables were partly visible +through the trees. +</P> + +<P> +A very erect, graceful, and masterful young figure he made, as he +reined in his tall sorrel before Mistress Mehitable's porch. Mistress +Mehitable from her window above had seen him coming, and was on the +steps to greet him. He flung himself from the saddle, kissed her hand +deferentially, thanked her with fervour for her delightful +hospitality,—and at the same time cast a solicitous eye about the +walks and windows, wondering where Barbara could be. Mistress +Mehitable had an amused smile, but would not help him. She said polite +things, and assured him of the pleasure with which she would look +forward to his next visit,—and even added that he had better not +postpone that next visit beyond five or six days, or a week at most, as +Mr. Glenowen was expected at once, and might not be able to stay long +at Second Westings. But of Barbara she said not a word. Robert showed +her, with pride, his sorrel pacer, related with an abstracted air the +circumstances of its purchase, and enlarged upon the special merits of +the breed, while Mistress Mehitable patted the silky white nose, and +murmured boundless admiration. But still no sign, no word, of Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +At last Robert could contain himself no longer. +</P> + +<P> +"I ought to be on the road," he stammered, "but I should be sorry to +leave without making my adieux to Mistress Barbara. Is she within?" +</P> + +<P> +"She went out about half an hour ago!" said Mistress Mehitable, "and +did not say where she was going!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert's face fell so pathetically that Mistress Mehitable felt a +little flush of resentment against Barbara for her cruelty. +</P> + +<P> +"She left kindest messages for you," she continued, hastily. "She told +me to say how sorry she was not to see you this morning, and that she +would never forgive you if you did not come again to Second Westings +very soon. And I was to say good-bye to you for her!" +</P> + +<P> +"I thank you," said Robert, heavily. "Pray you give her my devotions, +and tell her how grieved I am to be denied the privilege of paying them +in person. I kiss your hand again, dear Mistress Ladd!" And with that +he rode off musingly, through a morning whose sunlight had on the +sudden lost its sparkle, whose spicy airs had all at once lost their +zest. His pride in the new pacer, which he had hoped to show off to +Barbara, was all fallen flat. He forced the restive beast to walk +soberly for some moments. Then a swift heat of anger, a sense of +undeserved injury, went over him. He swore he would come no more to +Second Westings all that summer; and setting spurs to the willing +sorrel, he tore away down the road at a pounding gallop. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap17"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVII. +</H3> + +<P> +The road toward Westings Landing, which was the shortest way to Gault +House, was joined about a mile out by another, equally rough and +unfriendly to travel, coming from Westings Centre. Robert had passed +this junction at full gallop, but a few rods beyond a stretch of mire +compelled him to rein in and pick his way. As he did so he caught a +sound of beating hoofs behind him, and turned in the saddle to see who +came. +</P> + +<P> +Careering recklessly down the road from Westings Centre, her black +curls flying from beneath the rim of her little white beaver, came a +slim figure in a black habit on a great black horse. She burst into a +peal of laughter as Robert turned, and cried, gaily: +</P> + +<P> +"I'm coming. Wait for me, Robert!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert wheeled his horse as if on a pivot, fairly lifted him with voice +and spur, and was with her in a few great strides. +</P> + +<P> +"You!" was all his voice could say; but his face said so much more that +the greeting did not seem curt to Barbara. Her small face was radiant +with excitement, audacity, and delight. At the beginning of the miry +ground she reined in, patted her beast's wet neck, and said, +breathlessly: +</P> + +<P> +"I thought you might like me to ride a little way with you, Robert, to +make sure of your getting the right road. Wasn't it very nice of +me,—when you don't one bit deserve any such attention?" +</P> + +<P> +"You are an angel!" cried Robert, in an ecstasy. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara laughed clear and high at this. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Oh!</I>" she shrilled, melodiously derisive, "that's what <I>I</I> think I +am, of course. But no one has ever agreed with me after knowing me +more than three days. This is your third day, Robert. It's well for +me you're going while you labour under this flattering delusion." +</P> + +<P> +"It's no delusion," averred Robert, stoutly, far past wit, and with no +weapon left but bluntness. "You are the loveliest thing in the world." +</P> + +<P> +This, in Barbara's own opinion, was nonsense. But she liked to hear +him say it, nonsense or not. She pondered for a moment, her face +turned away indifferently, that he might not see she was pleased. +</P> + +<P> +"You contradict yourself," she retorted. "You know angels are not in +the world!" +</P> + +<P> +"One is!" said Robert. +</P> + +<P> +"I like you so much better, Robert, when you're saying clever things +like that," said Barbara, patronisingly, "than when you are just +stupid, and don't do anything but just look at me, as you do sometimes!" +</P> + +<P> +She was too young to know that when a man can be witty with a woman he +is not, at the moment, so engrossed in her but that he is able to think +of himself. +</P> + +<P> +Before Robert could reply they were past the miry ground, and Barbara +had once more set her black horse at the gallop. The sorrel needed no +urging to follow,—and indeed, for a few minutes both riders were fully +occupied in preventing the ride from degenerating into a headlong race, +so emulous were the two horses. The road was still very bad, broken +with ruts, holes, and boulders, and the pace was therefore full of +peril. The black just escaped plunging his fore legs into a bog-hole, +and the narrowness of the escape seemed to make him lose nerve. Robert +saw with anxiety that Barbara, though her horsemanship equalled her +canoeing, was just now in a far too reckless mood. +</P> + +<P> +"Wait, please, my dear lady," he begged. "This is no road for fast +riding. That good beast of yours just escaped a bad fall, and he's a +bit nervous. Let's walk them till we get to better ground." +</P> + +<P> +But Barbara had not noticed her escape, and she was thrilling with +exhilaration. She did not know how beside herself she was. +</P> + +<P> +"If you're afraid, follow at your own pace!" she cried, mockingly. +"<I>I</I> came out to <I>ride</I>!" And with a wild word of encouragement to the +black, and a throwing forward of the reins upon his neck, she shot on +at full speed. +</P> + +<P> +"I <I>beg</I> you don't be so reckless!" cried Robert. "You will get a bad +fall riding this way on such a road!" There was intensest anxiety in +his voice, but the faintest tinge of reproof went with it, as Barbara's +sensitive pride was quick to discern. +</P> + +<P> +"I shall ride as recklessly as I please," said she. "But don't let +that trouble you. Be careful if you like. Ride like an old woman if +you like!" +</P> + +<P> +This taunt did not touch Robert, as he knew the quality of his own +horsemanship,—which, indeed, Barbara's attentive eyes had been quick +to note. But the mood it betrayed alarmed and half angered him. He +saw in fancy that fleeing, daring, wayward little figure stretched +lifeless on the roadside, the radiant face white and still. His own +face paled and his jaw set obstinately as he urged forward his big +sorrel in silence. +</P> + +<P> +The new horse proved worthy of Narragansett fame. Over the worst +ground his peculiar pace carried him with an ease which the big black's +heavy tread could not match. And when the ground was firmer, and he +could stretch out at full run, he soon closed up the gap between +himself and his rival. This nettled Barbara, who thought her Black +Prince a record-breaker; and she even went so far as to wave her +riding-crop, as if she might be inclined to use it on this beast, which +had never felt the whip. Nevertheless, the heavy hoof-beats behind +crept closer; and soon the sorrel's nose was at her stirrup; and then +Robert's stirrup and his knee were level with her own,—and with a +quick sidelong glance she caught the grim resolve on his dark face. +She was feeling by this time the least bit ashamed of herself, and +awaking to the risks of the road, so she said, sweetly: +</P> + +<P> +"That's a <I>splendid</I> horse of yours, Robert. And you can ride!" +</P> + +<P> +"Thank you, Mistress Barbara!" said Robert, unmollified. And just then +the road straightened out, a stretch of hard, dry level, inviting to +the loose rein and the unchecked run. +</P> + +<P> +"There's no danger <I>here</I>, Master Careful!" cried Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"No, not here,—except branches!" acknowledged Robert, drawing a deep +breath of relief. +</P> + +<P> +And now for more than a mile the road was good. It wound in slow +curves, the high-branched ash and white maple meeting over it in +stately arches. Under foot it was hard and fairly even, with a thin +turf between the shallow ruts. Sunlight and shadow flecked it in vivid +patches; and the summer winds, which were blowing briskly in the open, +breathed down this sheltered corridor only as half-stirred exhalations +of faint perfume. Neck by neck the horses galloped, their riders +silent, looking straight ahead, but thrillingly conscious of each +other's nearness. And the strong rhythm of the hoof-beats beneath them +seemed to time itself to the rushing of their blood. It was now no +longer with vexation, but with a sort of half pride, that Barbara +realised the superiority of the sorrel over her own mount. She saw +that only Robert's firm hand on the rein kept his beast from forging +ahead. Thus they rushed along through the vast solitudes,—really +alone together, although those solitudes were populous with the furtive +kindreds of fur and feather. For the sound of their coming travelled +far before them, and gave the shy folk time to withdraw from such +unwelcome intrusion. Even the big black bear,—he whom Barbara had +seen tearing the ant-log,—now withdrew as noiselessly and shyly as the +wood-mouse, not delaying for even a glance at the two wild riders. +Only the red squirrel, inquisitive, daring, and impudent, stuck to his +vantage-post on a high-arched limb and jabbered shrill derision at them +as they raced by. +</P> + +<P> +At length, just as the intoxication of the ride and the companionship +were beginning to bewilder his brain, a turn of the road showed Robert +a stretch of very bad ground right ahead. The careless roadmakers had +tried, in a half-hearted way, to fill up a long bog with brush and +poles. Had the attempt been fully carried out, the result would have +been a rough but thoroughly passable piece of "corduroy road." As it +was, however, the brush and poles together had in spots sunk a foot +below the surface, at one side or the other, and in other spots had +been quite engulfed by the hungry black mire, making that stretch the +curse of wheel-travellers, and perilous enough to any but the most +cautious horsemen. +</P> + +<P> +The sight cooled Robert's nerves. Instead of reining in, however, he +let his beast push a half-length to the front, that he might the better +control the situation if need should arise. Then he said, resolutely: +</P> + +<P> +"If you have no care for your own life, dear lady, I beg you to think +of that good beast of yours. He will break a leg in yon bog-holes, and +then he will have to be shot!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara had been fully prepared, by now, to listen to reason and check +the pace. She knew she had been unreasoning in her excitement. But +the fact that Robert knew she had been unreasonable, and dared to show, +by his tone as well as by his argument, that he knew it, stirred a hot +resentment in her heart. In a flash she forgot that she had ever been +unreasonable at all. Her first impulse was to spur on with added +speed. Had it been her own neck, merely, that she would risk, she +would not have hesitated. But Robert had hit on the one compelling +plea. She could not face the risk of hurt to her horse, or to any +kindly beast whatever. She reined in sharply, therefore, without a +word; and at a walk the two horses began to pick their wary way over +the corduroy. +</P> + +<P> +"There's danger to the good beasts, even at this pace," remarked +Robert, with more truthfulness than tact. +</P> + +<P> +"Did you suppose," retorted Barbara, in a voice of withering scorn, +"that I was going to ride my Black Prince at a gallop over such a piece +of road as this?" +</P> + +<P> +This was exactly what Robert had supposed, of course. But a sudden ray +of insight entering his candid brain in time, he refrained from saying +so. He was on the point of saying, however, by way of explanation, +that the ground which Barbara had already insisted upon traversing at +full speed was but little better than this; but here, too, a sharpening +perception checked him. He kept silence, seemingly absorbed in guiding +his horse between the miry pitfalls, until they found themselves once +again on firm ground,—firm but rough. The horses, still apprehensive, +showed no disposition to resume their vehement gait. +</P> + +<P> +"It's an outrage," cried Robert, "that the township should permit such +a piece of road as this. I shall have a voice in affairs here in three +or four years, and then I'll see that the road-work is properly done. +I'll have no traps in this township to break good horses' legs!" +</P> + +<P> +This sentiment was so much to Barbara's taste that she found it an +excuse for being mollified. +</P> + +<P> +"That's right, Robert!" she answered, very graciously. "Now, be sure +you remember that when the time comes!" +</P> + +<P> +"I'll remember it," cried Robert, with cheerful confidence. +</P> + +<P> +By this time, when the leisurely walking of the horses offered no +affront to the forest quiet, the birds were resuming their busy calls +and the bustle of their intimate affairs; and the less shy members of +the furry fellowship went once more about their business in the busy +precincts of the road. Barbara's sympathetic and unerring vision +singled them out, differentiating them from their harmonious +surroundings, when Robert's eye, as a rule, could not without help see +anything but lichened stumps and stones, or bunches of brown weed, or +odd-shaped excrescences on the trees. Yet Robert's eye was the eye of +the hunter, skilled in the ruses of all quarry. Barbara's woodcraft +went immeasurably beyond his,—and perceiving this, her last resentment +faded out and she began to initiate him. She named and distinguished +for him birds of which he had never even heard, and corrected him with +gleeful pride when he innocently mistook the cry of a woodpecker for +that of a jay. As for Robert, his delight in this initiation was +second only to his delight in his wilful initiator, who was now all +earnestness and to him a marvel of abstruse erudition. He learned very +quickly, however, and so Barbara was pleased not less by his +comparative ignorance than by his superlative aptitude, which was an +incense of flattery to his instructress. Only on the subject of deer +and grouse Barbara could teach him nothing. +</P> + +<P> +"You know all about those," she cried, reproachfully, "because you have +taken the trouble to learn about them, so you can kill them!" +</P> + +<P> +"It does seem a pity to kill such lovely, interesting creatures," +acknowledged the lad, thoughtfully. "But what can we do? Surely they +were given to us for our use. Providence intended them for our food. +It must be right for us to kill them!" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course," assented Barbara, unequipped with any philosophy which +might have enabled her to combat this argument. "Of course, it is +right for us to <I>eat</I> them. But you, Robert, you <I>take pleasure</I> in +<I>killing</I> them. I don't quite like you for that!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert's face grew more and more thoughtful, for this was to him a hard +saying, indeed, and he had no answer ready. He was a skilled shot and +a keen huntsman. +</P> + +<P> +"I could not understand a man not taking pleasure in the chase," said +he, "but I suppose if he got to know the wild things intimately, and +love them, as you do, he could no longer bear to kill them, sweet lady!" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm going to teach you to love them all, Robert," said Barbara, easily +confident in her powers. +</P> + +<P> +"I am taught already," he began, with the little elaborate air which +Barbara liked. Then he changed his mind quickly. "No, I don't mean +that at all! I shall need a great many lessons; but I shall learn at +last, if you teach me faithfully!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara laughed, a clear, ringing laugh, that astonished the lurking +weasel and made the red squirrel highly indignant. +</P> + +<P> +"You don't mean anything at all you say, Robert. You just like to say +pretty things!" +</P> + +<P> +Which was wantonly unjust, as Barbara knew, and as her very gracious +glance acknowledged. +</P> + +<P> +A few rods farther on, Barbara suddenly drew rein, wheeled her horse +about, and held out her hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Now I must go home, Robert. I think I can trust you to find the rest +of the way alone! Don't forget what I've told you. And don't forget +to come and see Uncle Bob, the very first of next week. And thank you +so much for bringing back the canoe." +</P> + +<P> +Robert had promptly taken the little brown hand, and kissed it with +somewhat more fervour than form required, till Barbara, without any +sign of displeasure, snatched it away. Then, instead of saying +good-bye, he wheeled his big sorrel. "You must allow me the honour of +riding back with you, Mistress Barbara," said he. +</P> + +<P> +"No, indeed!" cried the girl. "I cannot think of letting you do any +such thing. It will be late enough as it is when you get to Gault +House!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert's mind was quite made up, but he scanned her face anxiously to +see if she really meant her inhibition. Her dancing eyes and laughing +mouth convinced him that she did not mean it with any serious +conviction, so his obstinate jaw relaxed. +</P> + +<P> +"Allow you to ride back through these woods alone, my lady?" he +protested, gaily. "Do you think the wood spirits would let slip such +an opportunity to carry off their queen? You are theirs, by rights, I +know. But I must see you back safely into the hands of Mistress +Mehitable." +</P> + +<P> +So it came about that, in spite of his exigencies, Robert dined at +Mistress Mehitable's, and did not start for Gault House till long past +noon. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap18"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVIII. +</H3> + +<P> +Two days later Mr. Robert Glenowen arrived at Second Westings by the +Hartford coach, alighting to be publicly kissed and embraced with a +heedless fervour which would have been a scandal to the community, had +not the community by this time grown accustomed to Barbara's joyous +flouting of its conventions. Barbara had established for herself a +general privilege, and Second Westings had ceased to do more than lift +its eyebrows. +</P> + +<P> +"It's the same Barbara, the same naughty little baggage of mine I left +two years ago, for all that her petticoats are longer, and her +lovelocks shorter, and she takes the trouble to powder her saucy little +nose!" said Mr. Glenowen, presently, holding her at arms' length, and +eyeing her with critical approval. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara endured the scrutiny for a moment or two, then her dark cheeks +flushed, her lips pouted, and she impetuously thrust herself again into +his arms. +</P> + +<P> +"I have grown up since you saw me, Uncle Bob!" she cried, kissing him +on both cheeks. +</P> + +<P> +"Whose fault is that?" he asked, again pushing her away that he might +search her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Aunt Kitty's!" answered Barbara, innocently, her eyes as clear as a +child's. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Glenowen laughed, held her with his left arm about her slim waist, +and stepped up toward the inn door to greet Doctor John and Doctor Jim, +who had held themselves in the background that Barbara might have the +first greetings uninterrupted. +</P> + +<P> +A few minutes later the four were on the way to Mistress Mehitable's, +walking up the middle of the street. Barbara and her uncle, arm in +arm, walked between, with the great bulks of Doctor John and Doctor Jim +on either side, seeming to overshadow them; while a little way behind +trudged Amos, in his blue duffle shirt and leather breeches, carrying +the baggage. +</P> + +<P> +In this position, framed as it were and set off by Doctor John and +Doctor Jim, the likeness between Barbara and her uncle came out as +never before, so that both the brothers exclaimed at it together. +Glenowen was a shade above middle height, with square, athletic +shoulders, and no suggestion of leanness; but he had the same +indescribable lightness, swiftness, fineness of bearing, which +characterised Barbara. Under his very smart three-cornered hat of +black beaver with its fashionable rosette, his thick, bronze-black, +vigorous hair, which was worn in a queue and tied with an ample ribbon, +had the same rebellious wave in it that Barbara's had. His face, like +Barbara's, was short, with slightly rounded forehead, rounded chin, +firm jaw, cheeks somewhat thin, lips full and passionate. But +Barbara's mouth was sad, while Glenowen's was laughing, daring, tender; +and Barbara's eyes were of a transparent, fathomless, gray-green, +sometimes flaming, sometimes darkly inscrutable, while Glenowen's were +of a sunny, merry brown, darkening and growing keen as steel when he +was intent. As he was carrying his gauntlet gloves of light, +American-made goat-leather, the further likeness to Barbara came out in +his bare hands, which were dark and slender and fine like hers, with +long-oval, polished, aristocratic nails. Barbara herself would never +wear gloves about Second Westings in summer, save at meeting, or when +riding, or in pulling herbs or cutting flowers. She loved nice gloves, +as a dainty and suggestive article of toilet; but she loved the freedom +of her little, sensitive fingers, and felt that Second Westings had no +atmosphere to fit the suggestion of gloved hands. It was manifest that +Barbara was chiefly a Glenowen,—but it was equally manifest that her +eyes were the eyes of the Ladds; for they were profoundly different +from those of her Uncle Bob, and so far as enigmatic gray-green could +resemble untroubled sky-blue, they were like to the deep, transparent +eyes of Mistress Mehitable. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Glenowen brought to Second Westings a lot of presents for Barbara, +a whiff of freshness from the outside world, and an indefinable sense +of ferment and change. It was as if the far-off tales of strife +between king and colonies ceased on the sudden to be like the affairs +of story-books, and became crystallised, by the visitor's mere +presence, into matters of vital import. A premonition of vast events +flashed through the quiet heart of the village; and from the day of the +arrival of Mr. Robert Glenowen by the Hartford coach, the repose of +Second Westings was never again quite the same. +</P> + +<P> +Yet Glenowen at this time was no partisan. He was merely in active +touch with the troubles of the time, and vexatiously divided within +himself. By sentiment, taste, and tradition a Tory, and by +intellectual conviction a Whig, he shunned rather than courted argument +in which he could heartily support neither side. Nevertheless, before +dinner was over, all the company, save Barbara, were at him,—Mistress +Mehitable and Doctor Jim on the one side, and Doctor John, with +whimsical insinuations and Parthian shafts, on the other. As for +Barbara, she was too happy to care whether kings thwarted colonies or +colonies thwarted kings, so long as she might sit in unwonted and +radiant silence and beam upon her Uncle Bob. +</P> + +<P> +But Mr. Glenowen was not to be entrapped into any serious discussions +so soon after his journey. He showed an unmistakable and determined +desire to play. Barbara's one curl, where he had been wont to see +many, was of concern to him. Her one kitten—now admitted to the +dignified precincts of the dining-room since the other two had been +given away, the day before, to Doctor Jim and Mercy Chapman +respectively—appeared to him of more concern than Mr. Adams or Lord +North. He was brimful of appreciative merriment over the story of +Barbara's adventurous voyage, and troublesomely interrogative as to the +various attributes of Robert. He had attentive inquiries for old +Debby, and Mercy Chapman, and Keep, and the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, +and Black Prince, and many others whom none would have dreamed he could +remember after two years of well-occupied absence. By the time dinner +was over none had achieved to know whether Uncle Bob would call himself +Tory or Whig. Barbara, of course, felt confident that he was a +joyously established rebel; while Doctor Jim was equally sure he was a +king's man through and through. The others were in doubt. +</P> + +<P> +Nor was Mr. Glenowen more communicative when the meal was done. He was +then too impatient even to smoke his pipe, for haste to get at his +travelling-bags and show Barbara what he had brought for her. As he +pulled out these treasures one by one, Barbara forgot all the dignity +of her lengthened frocks, and screamed with delight, and kissed him +spasmodically, and exhausted her rich vocabulary of endearments in the +vain effort to give her rapture words; till Doctor John and Doctor Jim +vowed they would have to go a journey themselves ere long, if only to +bring Barbara presents and find out in person how sweet she could be. +While Mistress Mehitable remarked demurely that "such knowledge of what +would please a woman could only have been attained by more assiduity in +effort than was quite becoming, surely, in a bachelor!" +</P> + +<P> +"I hope, dear mistress," retorted Uncle Bob, with laughing eyes, "that +the discernment with which you so generously credit me did not fail +when I was selecting this little gift, unmeet as it is to adorn your +charms." And on one knee he presented to her a bundle in green tissue, +tied delicately with gilt cord. +</P> + +<P> +All crowded about Mistress Mehitable while she undid the cord, and +unfolded, with blushes, and with little breathless exclamations not +unworthy of Barbara herself, an elaborately ruffled and laced French +night-rail, embroidered heavily with silk, and lettered in gold thread +with her initials. +</P> + +<P> +It was such a gown as often served to make bedroom receptions popular. +And Mistress Mehitable, though she held those customs in scorn as +indolent and frivolous, had a healthy feminine delight in such sweet +fripperies of apparel as this creation of French art. Amid the clamour +of applause it was some moments before she could word her +acknowledgments. At last she said: +</P> + +<P> +"I shall perhaps thank you less fervently than I do now, Mr. Glenowen, +for this delightful present, when its fascinations keep me from +sleeping. I'm afraid I shall lie awake just to appreciate it!" +</P> + +<P> +"Sleep, rather, I beg you, fair mistress, and honour me with some small +place in your dreams!" cried Uncle Bob, gallantly. +</P> + +<P> +"Fie! Fie! Fie!" said Mistress Mehitable, shaking at him a slim, +reproving finger. "You must not put such gallantries into these young +people's heads. Doctor Jim is steady enough, but such notions are very +upsetting to John and Barbara!" +</P> + +<P> +"Glenowen, you young scoundrel, sir!" roared Doctor Jim, "what do you +mean by coming in here and turning our girls' heads with your bold +compliments and French night-rails? I marvel at your devilish +audacity, sir! You'll have trouble on your hands before you know what +you're about,—eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +Uncle Bob was darting around the room like a pleased boy, delighted +with the effect he had produced, delighted with his success in pleasing +Mistress Mehitable, and in bringing out the gayer, brighter side of her +conscience-burdened spirit. +</P> + +<P> +"Pistols, Pigeon! Pistols let it be, this very night after moonset, +under Mistress Mehitable's window!" he cried, slapping Doctor Jim's +great shoulders. "I give you fair warning I shall bring the dear lady +a far handsomer one the next time I come!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara, meanwhile, and Mistress Mehitable, and Doctor John, had their +heads close together over the intricate and beautiful embroidery, +admiring each fine detail in careful succession. +</P> + +<P> +"It is <I>perfectly beautiful</I>!" pronounced Barbara, at length, with a +deep breath of satisfaction and a consciousness of duty loyally done. +There were several of her own presents which she admired more +fervently, and she already had five, with the possibility of more yet +to come from Uncle Bob's wonderful bag. But she felt it would not be +playing fair if she failed to give full measure of time and fervour to +sympathising with Aunt Hitty in her good fortune. At the same time, +she felt that in her aunt's frank delight in such a frivolous and quite +unnecessarily beautiful garment she had found a new bond of +understanding with that long-misunderstood lady. +</P> + +<P> +But Mistress Mehitable had yet one more word to say before she was +ready, in turn, to give undivided attention to Barbara's fortunes. +</P> + +<P> +"I am going to confess, Mr. Glenowen," said she, with a smiling, +half-shamefaced glance, as she held up the dainty creation of lawn and +lace and silk, caressing her smooth pink and white cheek with it, "I am +going to confess that this lovely garment is just such a thing as I +have longed to have, yet should have considered it wicked +self-indulgence to purchase. Even so sober and prosy a dame as I may +dearly love the uselessly beautiful. I'm beginning to doubt whether I +really want to be quite so useful and competent as I am thought to be. +You, Mr. Glenowen, a comparative stranger, and with but a casual, +courteous regard for me, have read my heart as these my dearest and +lifelong friends, who would, I believe, give their right hands to serve +me, could not do." +</P> + +<P> +"Glenowen, you die to-night!" roared Doctor Jim, knitting his great +brows. +</P> + +<P> +But Doctor John was on one knee at Mistress Mehitable's +black-satin-shod small feet, one hand upon his breast. +</P> + +<P> +"Nothing more utilitarian than silk stockings, most dear and +unexpectedly frivolous lady," he vowed, "shall be my tributes of +devotion to you henceforth!" +</P> + +<P> +"And mine shall be garters, fickle Mehitable!" cried Doctor Jim, +dropping on his knee beside Doctor John, and swearing with like +solemnity. "Silk garters,—and such buckles for silk garters!" +</P> + +<P> +"And little silk shoes, and such big buckles for little silk shoes!" +said Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +"And silk petticoats!" went on Doctor Jim, antiphonally. "Brocaded +silk, flowered silk, watered silk, painted silk, corded silk, tabby +silk, paduasoy silk, alamode silk, taffety silk, charrydarry—" till +Mistress Mehitable put her hand over his mouth and stopped the stream +of his eruditions. +</P> + +<P> +"And silk—and silk—" broke in Doctor John, once more, but +stammeringly, because his knowledge of the feminine wardrobe was +failing him. "Tut, tut, silk night-rails, indeed! The scoundrel! The +vagabond Welshman! May I die of Jim Pigeon's physic if I don't make +shift—make silk shift—" +</P> + +<P> +"John!" cried Mistress Mehitable, in tone of rebuke, and pushing them +both away from her. "Get up at once, both of you, and don't be so +silly!" +</P> + +<P> +Her eyes shone, and her cheeks were flushed with mingled pleasure and +embarrassment, and Glenowen realised that she was much younger and +prettier than he had been wont to think. +</P> + +<P> +"O Mehitable-demoralised-by-Barbara!" vowed Doctor John, towering over +her. "Your sweet and now perverted soul shall be satisfied with +gewgaws! I, John Pigeon, swear it!" +</P> + +<A NAME="img-196"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-196.jpg" ALT=""<I>O Mehitable-demoralised-by-Barbara!" vowed Doctor John.</I>" BORDER="2" WIDTH="488" HEIGHT="604"> +<H4 CLASS="h4center" STYLE="width: 488px"> +"<I>O Mehitable-demoralised-by-Barbara!" vowed Doctor John.</I> +</H4> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Then I want a bosom-bottle, of Venice glass and gold filigree, to keep +my nosegays from withering!" retorted Mistress Mehitable, flashing up +at him a look of her blue eyes. "I've never had such a chance as this +in all my life!" +</P> + +<P> +"There now, hussy!" growled Doctor Jim, turning upon Barbara. "See +what you have done. In three days you have demoralised her completely. +And I see the ruin of John and Jim Pigeon, buying her things!" +</P> + +<P> +But Barbara was by this time too absorbed in her own things to heed the +catastrophe thus impending. It was plain that Uncle Bob had been +prosperous these past two years,—and equally plain that he was in full +sympathy with Barbara's tastes. First of all, there were books,—a +handsomely bound copy of Sir Philip Sidney's "Arcadia," an old, +time-stained copy of "England's Helicon," a copy in boards of the +admired "Odes" of Mr. Gray, and a copy of Mr. Thompson's "The Castle of +Indolence." With these, in strange companionship, a white silk +mask,—a black velvet mask with silver buttons on silver cord behind +the mouth, to enable the wearer to hold it in place with her lips, when +both hands might chance to be occupied,—and a small pistol, inlaid +with silver and mother-of-pearl. This seductive little weapon Barbara +hugged rapturously to her breast. Though she would not kill anything +for the world, she loved to feel she could be slaughterous an she +wished! +</P> + +<P> +Then came wonders of the wardrobe. Barbara hungered to try them on all +at once, and in truth made marvellous efforts toward that unachievable +end. There were kerchiefs of sheerest lawn and lace, and of +embroidered silk. There were two pairs of silk garters, three pairs of +silk stockings, and six pairs of fine thread stockings. She loved the +silk stockings as she did the pistol and Sir Philip Sidney. There were +shoes, low, shapely, thin-soled shoes of red morocco, and black +chamois, and black satin, and a pair of daintiest slippers of white +satin, all with buckles satisfyingly resplendent. +</P> + +<P> +"I knew your feet would never be any larger than they are now," +explained Uncle Bob, "so having the opportunity to get some uncommon +fine shoes at a price uncommon reasonable, I thought it just as well to +embrace occasion boldly!" +</P> + +<P> +"But how <I>did</I> you <I>ever</I> guess the right size, Uncle Bob?" cried +Barbara, in ecstasy, trying on a black satin one with supreme +forgetfulness of company manners, and poking out ingenuously the most +bewitching foot in the thirteen colonies. "Do just look. It fits like +a glove!" +</P> + +<P> +Stooping quickly as if to examine it, Doctor Jim engulfed it in one +large, white hand; and kissed it just above the glittering buckle. +</P> + +<P> +"There, Bob Glenowen," he growled, as he straightened himself, "is that +the proper civility to show a lady when she pokes out her foot at you? +I suppose you would pocket the shoe and carry off the lady! Eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +"How dare you kiss my niece without my leave?" demanded Mr. Glenowen. +</P> + +<P> +"He shall kiss me just whenever he likes, and no one in the world shall +interfere!" declared Barbara, springing up, and pulling Doctor Jim's +neck down to be swiftly hugged. "But—how <I>did</I> you know the right +size, Uncle Bob?" +</P> + +<P> +A look passed between Mistress Mehitable and Glenowen; and Barbara, +intercepting it, understood in a flash. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh! Oh! Aunt Hitty! <I>You</I> did it!" she shrieked, clapping her +hands. "You sent him my green silk slipper for a pattern! And I've +been thinking I had lost it! And I was ashamed to tell you! Oh, how +dear, and deceitful of you, honey!" +</P> + +<P> +"Here, indeed, is the delinquent slipper!" acknowledged Uncle Bob, +drawing the green silk toy from his bag. He handed it over to Mistress +Mehitable, for Barbara was again absorbed, her glowing face, with one +massive black curl hanging straight past her cheek, bent low over her +spoils, among which were lengths of silk,—a rich brocade, a taffeta, +and a silk Damascus, out of which her quick fancy conjured up a dream +of petticoats, panniers, and bodices that should appear most +sumptuously grown-up. There were gloves, too, and mitts; and a mighty +handsome little "equipage" of silver-gilt, containing scissors, +thimble, nail-trimmer, tweezers, and such small needments, to hang at +the left side of her bodice. There was a flimsy affair of a +"lovehood," silk and gauze and mystery, from which Barbara's vivid, +petulant, dark little face flashed forth with indescribable +bewitchment. This love-hood, swore Doctor John, should never be worn +by Barbara on the streets of Second Westings, for reasons affecting the +public weal, as it would bedevil the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer himself +in the very sanctuary of his pulpit. Barbara suddenly looked forward +with interest to going to meeting on the following Sunday, bedecked in +the disastrous love-hood. +</P> + +<P> +Last, but not least in Barbara's eyes, there was an exceedingly +delicate frivolity in the shape of a carven gilt patch-box, about an +inch and a half in length. In the top was set a painted china +medallion, representing a richly dressed shepherdess enwreathed in +roses, with the appropriate posy: +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"My love in her attire doth show her wit,<BR> +It doth so well become her!"<BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +On the inside of the cover was a tiny mirror. When Barbara, silent +with delight, peered into this mirror, she caught a vision of herself +in a gay ballroom, patched and powdered and furbelowed, shattering the +hearts of a host of cavaliers, who every one of them looked like a +relative of Robert Gault. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap19"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIX. +</H3> + +<P> +That night, when she was going to bed, came Barbara's really deep +reaction from the exaltation and excitement which had possessed her +since the morning with Mistress Mehitable. The joy of her uncle's +coming, the whirl of childish delight over the presents he had brought +her, had swept her spirits to a pinnacle which could not be maintained. +She slipped, and fell down on the other side. +</P> + +<P> +First she lighted the four candles that stood, two on each side of the +mirror, on her shining mahogany dressing-table. Then she undressed, +put on her long, white nightgown, and said her prayers with a troubled +alternation of fervour and forgetfulness. She was slipping. Then, one +by one, she looked her presents well over again, noted that each was +just as perfect as it had seemed to her every other one of the dozen +times she had examined it, and wondered with a pang what had become of +all their magic. Her scintillant delight in them had faded to a mere +dull drab perception of their merits. Her eyes filled, and a lump rose +in her throat. She was far over the crest of the pinnacle, on the +cold, enshadowed side of the steep. +</P> + +<P> +The one kitten, whom she had named "Mr. Grim,"—a round-faced, +round-eyed gray and white furred baby, not yet accustomed to the loss +of his two saucer mates,—crept snuggling against her bare ankles and +mewed mildly, begging to be noticed. Barbara picked it up, fondled it +in her bosom, threw herself down on the bed with it, and burst into a +passion of tears. She felt as if she had been long, long away. She +was poignantly homesick for her old self, her old childishness. The +burden of being grown-up suddenly arose, thrust itself upon her, and +grew great and terrifying and not to be borne. She was oppressed, too, +with self-reproach. Absorbed in vivid and novel sensations, during the +past few eventful days she had not thought as much as usual about her +old comrades,—the kittens, Keep, Black Prince, and Mercy Chapman. And +now in her weakness she thought they had suffered from her neglect. As +a matter of fact, the difference had been purely in her own mind. The +kittens, who were quite dependent upon her, had been as tenderly cared +for as ever, but while caring for them she had thought of other things +more novel and significant. In giving away two of them she had done +just what she had planned and promised from the first. But now she +scourged herself for heartlessness and inconstancy, pretending she had +sent them away just because she was tired of taking care of them and +wanted to be free for new interests. +</P> + +<P> +"Did its missis forget all about the poor little lonely baby, and send +away her other babies, and get cruel and hard-hearted, just because she +thought she was grown-up, and a new friend came along?" she murmured, +after the first tempest was over, to the gray and white kitten now +purring comfortably against her soft throat. She sat up in bed with it +to caress it more effectively. +</P> + +<P> +"She is a bad missis, and perfectly horrid!" she went on, between sobs; +and the kitten, who did not mind damp, was highly pleased. "She has +been perfectly horrid. But to-morrow she's going to be just her old +self again, and take up the tuck in her petticoats, and fix her hair +like it was before we ran away. And we'll go to Doctor Jim and Mercy +Chapman and just <I>snatch</I> back those other poor babies; and we'll all +go off together down into the back garden, by our apple-tree, and have +a lovely time. And—and—yes, we <I>will</I> forgive old Debby, and go and +see her to-morrow. We'll take Uncle Bob, and then there won't be any +bother about explanations." +</P> + +<P> +Then her tears flowed forth anew, till the kitten was quite +uncomfortably wet; and, with fresh resolves to be all child again on +the morrow, she sobbed herself to sleep, with the thick hair tangled +over her eyes and grieving lips. +</P> + +<P> +But the long, sweet sleep brought complete renewal to Barbara's spent +forces, and waking found her composedly happy, with a blessed sense of +problems solved and desired things coming to pass. Her heart was +a-brim with sunshine, but the only sunshine in the room was that she +held in her heart, for the light that came through the diamond panes +was gray, and the sky behind the leafy branch was gray, and, as she +looked, the first of the rain came, blown in streaming gusts against +the glass, and shedding a narrow line of drops across the polished +floor. One leaf of the window was open, and Barbara sprang from bed to +shut it, laughing as the cold drops spattered her feet. She had no +quarrel with the rain that day, there being enough pleasures indoors to +keep any maid's mind busy. +</P> + +<P> +After breakfast, however, when she found that Uncle Bob was going down +into the village to call on the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, to drink a +glass with Squire Gillig in his snug office behind the store, and to +pay his respects to Doctor John and Doctor Jim, then Barbara felt the +lure of the rain, and said she would go with him. +</P> + +<P> +"I <I>love</I> the rain," she explained,—"and it's so nice for the +complexion, too! I'll go and tell Mercy Chapman about my presents, and +take some jellies to her poor sick mother, while you are talking +politics in the squire's back office, Uncle Bob. Then I'll meet you at +Doctor John's office, and we'll step into Doctor Jim's, and bring both +of them up to dinner with us, so we'll all be together as much as +possible. Won't we, dear?" And she paused in the task of strapping on +her goloshes, to appeal to Mistress Mehitable. +</P> + +<P> +"You are proposing to make a lot of trouble for your aunt!" protested +Glenowen. +</P> + +<P> +"Indeed she is not," began Mistress Mehitable, warm to second Barbara's +proposal. But before she could say more, there was a wilder gust among +the trees outside, a fiercer burst of rain against the windows, and, +with a huge stamping in the vestibule, came Doctor Jim, as if blown in +by storm. All hurried to meet him, where he stood dripping in the hall +door, and the expedition to the village was postponed. An hour later +came Doctor John, even wetter and more dishevelled than his brother, +from the bedside of a patient at the opposite end of the village. The +two had planned that theirs should be the hospitality of that day, but +the storm and Mistress Mehitable together triumphed. The old house was +merry all day long with gay voices, its maiden fragrances of lavender +and rose touched genially with breaths of the mild Virginia weed. And +Barbara forgot, completely and for ever, how near she had been to +drowning the furry "Mr. Grim" in the tears of her regret for her lost +childishness. +</P> + +<P> +Toward sunset the rain stopped, and a copper flame was reflected up +from the windows of a cottage visible to the eastward through the +trees; and the western sky, opening along the horizon under great +smoky-purple battlements of cloud, revealed unspeakable glories of +clear gold. Throughout the rare hour, till dusk fell, the thrushes +sang ecstatically, so unusual an outburst that Barbara dragged every +one out upon the wet porch to listen to the thrilling, cloistral-pure +cadences, the infinite tranquillities of tone. So inspiring was that +hour in the front of twilight that even the catbird down in the back +garden forgot that he had been for days too busy to sing, and mounted +the topmost bough of a tall cherry, and eased his soul in a chaos of +golden phrases. +</P> + +<P> +Very early the next morning,—the kind of morning when the sunlight +itself seems as if it were just sparkling from a bath in cold +fountains,—Barbara and Glenowen started out for a paddle across the +lake to visit old Debby. They went through the barn-yard, through the +bars, through the pasture, and through the wood; and in response to his +bounding and wagging appeals, they took Keep, the mastiff, with them. +They went early, in order to be back in time for the dinner with Doctor +John and Doctor Jim. And Barbara insisted on letting Keep go in the +canoe, that she might erase from his generous heart the memory of her +harshness on the morning of her great adventure. At her command, the +dog stepped in so circumspectly, and lay down with so nice a balance, +that Uncle Bob was impressed. +</P> + +<P> +"The dog's a born canoeist, Barb," he declared, as he headed up the +shore instead of straight out across the lake. "I wonder you ever had +the heart to leave him behind,—and to take those kittens, who couldn't +tell a canoe from a horse-trough." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara would have answered that the kittens needed her more than Keep +did, who had all the world for his friend; but her thoughts were +diverted by the direction in which her uncle was steering. +</P> + +<P> +"Why do you go this way, Uncle Bob?" she demanded, looking at him over +her shoulder while her dripping paddle-blade rested on the gunwale. +</P> + +<P> +"I want to examine a certain big rock, where a certain small girl did +certain strange things!" replied Glenowen, gravely. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara flushed, and drooped her head. +</P> + +<P> +"I didn't know you knew about that, Uncle Bob!" she said, in a low +voice. "Don't let's go there!" +</P> + +<P> +"All right!" assented Glenowen, cheerfully. He had recalled the old +tragedy of deliberate purpose, because, being of Welsh blood, and +superstitious, he was afraid Barbara's unparalleled high spirits might +bring her some keen disappointment. He had purposed to discipline her +with a dash of bitter memories, that he might avert the envy of the +gods; and when her head drooped he had accomplished his purpose. But +Barbara had changed her mind. +</P> + +<P> +"No!" she said. "Let's go close to the rock, and look right down into +the water, just where I was lying when old Debby pulled me out!" +</P> + +<P> +And they did so. The sand was clear gold down there, but as they +looked a huge eel wriggled over it. Barbara shuddered, and seized her +paddle once more to get away. +</P> + +<P> +"It's good for me to be reminded, Uncle Bob," she said. "I forget, +when I am happy, how wicked and foolish I can be when things go wrong! +But oh, you can never know how unhappy I used to be! You'd have come +to me if you had known, Uncle Bob!" +</P> + +<P> +"Poor little girlie!" murmured Glenowen, his kind brown eyes moistening +at the corners. +</P> + +<P> +"But I was crazy, both naughty and crazy, and it was all my fault!" +went on Barbara, resting her paddle again as the canoe skimmed fleetly +out across the water, away from the sorrowful spot. "It's all so +different now! And it's always going to be different!" +</P> + +<P> +Glenowen smiled to himself, as he was apt to do when confronted with +any of the pathetic ironies of life. Barbara would not have liked him +to smile, for to her a smile meant amusement or mirth, and she could +never learn to appreciate the depth of tenderness that might lurk +beneath a ripple of laughter. But she was looking straight ahead. In +his heart and behind his smile, Glenowen said, "Child, dear child, is +it all so securely different now, and just eight days gone since you +climbed out of your window before daybreak?" But aloud he said, after +a silence: +</P> + +<P> +"It is indeed most different, Barb, old girl? Some of your troubles +are really done now, thrown into the dark corner with the discarded +dollies. The others will keep bobbing up now and then, claiming old +acquaintance. But just you cut them dead. They are in sober truth not +the same, now that you are older and more responsible. Well I know, +what so many forget, that childish sorrows, while they last, are the +most bitter and hopeless of sorrows. The wall that a man steps over +blots out a child's view of heaven." +</P> + +<P> +"How wonderfully you understand, Uncle Bob!" cried Barbara, with ardent +appreciation. +</P> + +<P> +As they neared the other side of the lake, a kingfisher dropped like an +azure wedge into the ripples, missed his prey, and flew off down to the +outlet clattering harshly in his throat. From the deep reeds of the +point above the outlet a wide-winged bird got up heavily as the canoe +drew near. +</P> + +<P> +"There goes my old blue heron!" shouted Barbara, gleefully. "You +should have seen the way he fixed me with his glassy eyes as I passed, +the morning I ran away!" +</P> + +<P> +"He is very old, and very wise, and thinks of lots of things besides +frogs!" said Glenowen. +</P> + +<P> +They entered the outlet, and met old Debby's geese. The big gray and +white gander, in the pride of many goslings, hissed fiercely at them as +they paddled past, so that Keep raised his head and gave him a look of +admonition over the gunwale. The next turn brought them out in full +view of Debby's cabin, and straightway rose a clamorous outcry from +watchful drakes and challenging chanticleers. The yellow pup ran +barking down from the steps, and Keep cocked a sympathetic ear. +</P> + +<P> +"Lie down, sir!" commanded Barbara, and Keep meekly suppressed his +budding interest. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Debby Blue was spinning flax, on the hard-beaten clean earth some +paces in front of her threshold, when she saw and recognised her +approaching visitors. In the presence of Mr. Glenowen she read peace, +for her shrewd perception of Barbara's character told her that the girl +would never have permitted her a glimpse of the cherished uncle except +as a sign of favour. Nevertheless the grim old woman was conscious of +a sinking qualm at thought of the first straight look of Barbara's +eyes. She knew she had betrayed her; and that knowledge was not wholly +mended by the fact that she knew she had done right to betray. Her +lonely old heart so yearned to the child that she feared her reproach +as she feared no other thing in life. She stopped her wheel, dropped +her roll of flax, picked up her stick, and limped sturdily down toward +the landing. +</P> + +<P> +Before she had got half-way the canoe came to land, and Barbara +unceremoniously skipped ashore. +</P> + +<P> +"Lie down, Keep!" she ordered again, and then, leaving Glenowen to land +and follow at leisure, she ran up the path to greet old Debby. +</P> + +<P> +"This does my old eyes good, Miss Barby!" exclaimed the old woman, her +voice a trifle unsteady. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara seized her, and kissed her heartily on both cheeks. +</P> + +<P> +"You were very bad to me, Debby," she cried, cheerfully, "but you'd +have been worse to me if you hadn't been bad to me! So I forgive you, +and love you just the same, you old dear. The most <I>dreadful</I> things +might have happened to me if it hadn't been for you!" +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Blue heaved a huge sigh of relief; but the subject was too +difficult and delicate a one for her to expand upon. She gave Barbara +a vehement squeeze, looked her up and down, and exclaimed: +</P> + +<P> +"Land sakes alive, Miss Barby, why, if you hain't been an' growed up +over night. What've they been doin' to you over there?" +</P> + +<P> +"It was <I>you</I> did it, Debby, much as anybody!" And Barbara flicked her +petticoats audaciously before the old woman's eyes, to emphasise their +added length. "Such lovely things have happened; and Aunt Hitty and I +have made up; and I've so much to tell you, that I must come over some +day and spend the whole day with you, after Uncle Bob goes away. And +here's Uncle Bob himself, who only came day before yesterday, and has +come to see you, Debby dear, before any one else in Second Westings." +</P> + +<P> +As Barbara stopped breathless, Glenowen came up and grasped the old +dame warmly by the hand. +</P> + +<P> +"You're looking ten years younger than when I saw you two years ago, +Debby!" he declared, sweetly and transparently mendacious. +</P> + +<P> +"'Tain't so much my youth, as my beauty, that I set store by, Mr. +Glenowen, thankin' you jest the same!" retorted the old woman, as she +led them into her cabin for refreshment. She was a cunning cook, if +somewhat unconventional in her recipes, and she remembered with +satisfaction that Barbara's uncle had seemed to share Barbara's +weakness for her concoctions. Eight days ago she would have offered +Barbara milk to drink; but now she brought out only a strong root wine +for which she was famous, a beverage which was extolled throughout the +township as a most efficacious preventative of all disorders. +</P> + +<P> +"It's a wonder how letting down one's petticoats seems to destroy one's +fondness for milk!" said Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +Instead of sitting on the edge of the high bed and swinging her legs, +as she would have done eight days ago, she sat on a bench and kept her +feet on the floor. And from this old Debby realised, with a pang, that +the child had truly grown to womanhood. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap20"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XX. +</H3> + +<P> +Returning about noon to Westings House, early that they might have time +to dress for dinner, Glenowen started to let down the pasture bars. +But Barbara, in high spirits, went over them like a cat, forgetful of +her new dignity. So Glenowen vaulted after her. As they rounded the +end of the barn, Amos came leading a tall sorrel across the yard; and +straightway Barbara assumed a more stately air, while a quick radiance +went over her face. +</P> + +<P> +"That's Robert Gault's horse!" she explained. "I want you to be very +lovely to him, Uncle Bob, for he's such a nice boy, and was so very +civil to me when I made him help me run away. I gave him a terrible +lot of anxiety, you know!" +</P> + +<P> +Glenowen laughed uproariously. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't doubt you did, dear heart!" he agreed. "But Lord, oh, Lord, +what a way of commending a young man to a young lady's doting uncle, to +say he mighty civilly helped her to run away!" +</P> + +<P> +"Now, Uncle Bob, I won't like you if you talk nonsense! You know very +well what I mean. And you are to be nice to Robert!" retorted Barbara, +crisply. +</P> + +<P> +As they went up the long, box-bordered path, Mistress Mehitable and +Robert came strolling down to meet them; and the warmth of Glenowen's +greetings to Robert fulfilled Barbara's utmost demands. For her own +part, however, under the sway of a sudden whim, she chose to be by no +means extraordinarily civil. And Robert's contentment was dashed by a +chilly doubt as to whether or no he had chosen the right day for his +visit. Before they went to their rooms to dress, however, Barbara +relented. +</P> + +<P> +"You should have come last night, Robert," she said, turning to him +graciously at the foot of the stairs. "Then Uncle Bob and I would have +taken you over the lake with us this morning, in <I>the</I> canoe, to see +old Debby!" +</P> + +<P> +She threw an intimate emphasis on the "the,"—and watched with a +curious sense of triumph the swift fading of the cloud from Robert's +face. +</P> + +<P> +For this dinner Barbara dressed with unwonted care. Her plain white +silk petticoat, duly lengthened, worn under her cream brocaded satin +panniers, with buff satin bodice, and white lace short sleeves, gave +her, as she could not but think, a most genteel appearance. With her +new white silk stockings and white satin shoes, two large red roses in +her bosom, and one in the dark mass of her hair just where the curl +hung down, a tiny patch from the adorable new patch-box discreetly +fixed near the corner of her mouth, and the new love-hood to be thrown +carelessly over her head in due time, she felt herself equipped to be +as imperious and unpleasant to Robert as the caprice of the moment +might suggest. When she went down-stairs she found Mistress Mehitable +waiting in the hall, in a gayer gown than she had ever before seen her +wear. It was a silk polonaise, of a tender, gris-de-lin shade, which +became her fair colouring to a marvel; and Barbara was astonished to +see how young and pretty she looked. +</P> + +<P> +"How <I>perfectly lovely</I> you look, dear!" she cried, turning Mistress +Mehitable twice around, and putting a deft touch to the light, +abundant, simply coiffured hair. "No one will give one look at me +to-day!" +</P> + +<P> +Her aunt flung an arm about her, smiling, then tripped away girlishly, +flushed a pretty pink, lifted the edge of her petticoat, and displayed +a slender ankle encased in embroidered sky-blue silk. Barbara clapped +her hands with approval. +</P> + +<P> +"It is five years since I have worn them," said Mistress Mehitable. +"Seeing that I failed so, child, in my efforts to lead you along the +paths of gravity, I have concluded to try and let you lead me along the +paths of frivolity—a little! So I got out my blue silk stockings!" +And spreading her skirts, she was in the act of making Barbara an +elaborate curtsey, when Glenowen, coming up quickly behind her, caught +her and kissed her lightly on the cheek. +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable, startled and taken aback, blushed furiously, and +stood for a second or two in confusion. Then she recovered herself. +She made another stately curtsey, and saying, demurely, "Let me turn +the other cheek also, Mr. Glenowen," presented her face again for a +more formal and less hasty salute. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara clapped her hands with gleeful approbation, but her comment +brought a new rose to Mistress Mehitable's face. +</P> + +<P> +"If I didn't love you so much, Uncle Bob," said she, "I'd tell Doctor +John and Doctor Jim." And from the fact that she felt embarrassed by +this raillery, the conscientious Mistress Mehitable was almost ready to +believe she had done wrong. +</P> + +<P> +The dinner was at two o'clock—an extremely formal hour for Second +Westings; and a further element of formality was added by the presence +of the Reverend Jonathan and Mrs. Sawyer, which effectually removed it +from the category of family affairs. These outsiders, however, were a +kindly pair, and cast no serious shadow upon the gathering. The +Reverend Jonathan kept his austerity pretty strictly for the Sabbath; +and being both well-bred and well educated, knew how on occasion to lay +aside his cloth without sacrifice of dignity or prestige. He was +something of a <I>bon vivant</I>, too, in his scholarly way, and among folk +who were unimpeachably of his own class. And his judgment on a butt of +Madeira or a hogshead of old West India rum was accounted second to +none in Second Westings. His hands were long and white, and he used +them with impressive pulpit-gestures to point his carefully constructed +witticisms. His presence was favourably regarded even by Barbara, who +appreciated his brains and breeding in spite of certain disastrous +associations which she could never quite erase from her memory. His +wife was a non-significant, abundant, gently acquiescent pudding of a +woman, not without her utility as a background; and no one but Barbara +had the slightest objection to her presence. But Barbara, having a +fierce impatience of nonentities in general unless they chanced to be +animals instead of human beings, felt critical when her eyes fell upon +the good lady's expansive red bosom. She could not refrain from a +private grimace at Doctor John, and from whispering in his ear an acrid +comment on the inviting of a feather-bed to dinner. She was greatly +disconcerted, however, when Doctor John roared aloud; and, crediting +the good lady with an intuition quite foreign to her placid substance, +her conscience smote her smartly for the unkind comment. By calculated +chance she managed to let herself drift into the scant, unoccupied +corner of the sofa on which Mrs. Sawyer was sitting; and for the long +half-hour before dinner was served she beguiled the good lady most +successfully with thrilling descriptions of the presents which Glenowen +had brought. Mistress Sawyer was dearly fond of dining; but so +enthralled did she become in the description of Mistress Mehitable's +French night-rail that she did not hear when dinner was announced. +Then Barbara escaped, with an appetite and a proud conscience; and +proceeded to deal Robert a cruel blow by seating herself as far away +from him as possible, between Glenowen and Doctor Jim, who wisely +avoided trouble by avoiding interference on the dejected youth's behalf. +</P> + +<P> +Doctor John and Doctor Jim being both tenacious of old Connecticut +customs, the dinner began with a pudding of boiled Yokeag, or maize +meal, stuffed with raisins and suet, and eaten with a rich sauce. Then +came fish and meats in lavish variety, with ripe old ale, followed by +elaborate confections, nuts and fruits, and a fiery, high-flavoured +Madeira. With the Madeira came eloquence in conversation, and the +elaborate interchange of repartee and compliment deepened into a +discussion of the great matters which at that hour filled men's minds. +Barbara tried by daring gaieties to stem the tide of seriousness, which +seemed to her incongruous with the nuts and wine. But she was swept +away, at first reluctantly, then willingly; for, during the past two +years, in the intervals of fighting her aunt and loving her cats, dogs, +and horses, she had studied history, both colonial and English, with a +characteristic, avid zeal, and now had a pretty foundation of theory +under her seemingly reckless conclusions. +</P> + +<P> +In response to many interrogations, Glenowen had given at some length +and with temperate fairness an account of the latest difference in +Virginia between the royal governor and the stiff-necked House of +Burgesses. As the result of this lamentable clash of authorities, the +House had been dissolved, the Old Dominion was being governed in a +fashion contrary to the terms of her long-cherished charter, and the +trade of the colony was disastrously shrunken, because her people were +refusing to import goods subject to duties which they had not +themselves imposed. "When men and women begin to deny themselves +voluntarily for the sake of a principle, whether it be right or wrong," +continued Glenowen, "it is time for those at the helm to consider +clearly the course on which they are steering the ship of state!" +</P> + +<P> +"When kings lay hands on charters, free men rise up armed," said the +Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, rolling the polished phrase with a relish. +The sentiment sounded so at variance with those which he was commonly +held to cherish, that every one looked at him for a moment in silent +question. +</P> + +<P> +"I speak but in the abstract," he explained, waving a white hand +airily. "In the concrete the question baffles me, and I wait for +light!" +</P> + +<P> +"I confess I am astounded at Virginia," said Doctor Jim, in a great +voice, solemn with reprobation. "Virginia, colony of gentlemen, siding +with the rabble against the king! Where are Virginia's aristocrats?" +</P> + +<P> +"Would you impugn the gentility of Mr. Washington?" inquired Doctor +John, mildly. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I would, John Pigeon," snapped Doctor Jim, "or of any one else +who did not show his gentility by his deeds. And so would you, if you +were not a bit tarred with the same dirty brush as Mr. Washington." +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you think," ventured Robert, with diffidence, "that our +grievance—for, of course, there is a grievance, Doctor Jim—is against +the English Parliament? What is Parliament to us, that we should bow +down to it, when we have always had parliaments of our own? What's +sacred in Parliament? But the king,—that's a question of loyalty. +What's a gentleman without loyalty? Surely the gentry must stand or +fall with the king! Surely—" +</P> + +<P> +"What nonsense, Robert!" interrupted Barbara, severely scornful, +indignant at him for his views, but grateful to him for the opportunity +to express her own with point. "Who was it that whipped King John into +submission, and made him sign Magna Charta? Was it the riffraff or the +gentry, I'd like to know? Where there is a real aristocracy, Robert, +there is no need of kings!" +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara, dear!" cried Mistress Mehitable, appalled at this sweeping +heterodoxy. But the others laughed, with varying degrees of sympathy +or dissent. Doctor Jim wagged his head. +</P> + +<P> +"That's right, Robert, my boy," said he, sympathetically. "You draw +her fire, and let me skirmish around. That's the kind of thing I get +continually!" +</P> + +<P> +"Is it true," inquired Doctor John, "that that clear and capacious +intellect, James Otis, is permanently clouded since the wound he got in +the affair with the king's officers?" +</P> + +<P> +"''Tis true, 'tis pity; and pity 'tis, 'tis true!'" quoted Glenowen. +"A fine brain wasted in a smuggler's brawl. I take it there's no +wisdom to waste, among either Tories or Whigs, these days,—for these +days are big with Fate!" +</P> + +<P> +"Uncle Bob!" said Barbara, fixing him with a wide, level look, "what +are you, Whig or Tory? You seem so careful!" +</P> + +<P> +Glenowen laughed. +</P> + +<P> +"You insist on pinning me down to it, do you, saucy hussy? Well, I +wish I knew! I think there are some hundred thousand or more of honest +men in these colonies who are trying to find out which they really are, +right to the bone. But I can tell you in part. For one thing, I am an +Englishman, just as much an Englishman here as if I lived in England! +Do you know what that means?" +</P> + +<P> +"No!" said Barbara, bluntly, dissatisfied at this caution when she +counted on a hot partisanship. +</P> + +<P> +"It means that I will not be taxed save by my own consent! I am too +good an Englishman to let Englishmen in England treat me as less than +an Englishman because I am a colonist. But I am no leveller. I have +no patience with the doctrine of those sentimental Frenchmen who +promulgate the palpable folly that all men are born equal. I am loyal +to the king,—or, perhaps, rather, I should say, to the throne, which +seems to me just now unfortunate in its occupant. But I will not pay a +tax imposed by those who have no right to tax me! I would fight first. +I stand on Magna Charta." +</P> + +<P> +"Then you are a patriot now, Uncle Bob," said Barbara, fairly +satisfied, "and before long you will be a rebel! You wait and see! +You're all afraid to say it, but before long the colonies will be +fighting King George!" +</P> + +<P> +There were exclamations of protest from every one, even Doctor John, +the avowed and consistent Whig,—every one but Glenowen, who smiled +thoughtfully at Barbara's rashness. +</P> + +<P> +"Tut! Tut! You little fire-eater!" exclaimed Doctor John. "You +mustn't bring discredit on your party! We will fight with +constitutional weapons for our just rights, and bring that pig-headed +George to his senses. We must teach him to reign properly, and not to +meddle, that's all. No throat-cuttings in the English family!" +</P> + +<P> +"It would break my heart to fight against my countrymen," said Robert, +earnestly. "But if they should be so misguided as to take up arms +against the king, I should have no doubt as to my duty. The king may +be unjust; but if so, the injustice will doubtless be remedied by and +by. But better, surely, suffer some injustice than be traitor to your +king." This speech took courage on Robert's part, with Barbara's eyes +blazing scorn upon him. But he looked into vacancy, and made his +confession of faith regardless of consequence. +</P> + +<P> +"You fatigue me, Robert!" said Barbara. "Would you rather betray your +country than your king? Was the country made for the king? What's a +king? Greece and Rome did pretty well without them!" +</P> + +<P> +"What's this stuff and nonsense about fighting?" broke in Doctor Jim, +ignoring Barbara's argument as the chatter of a child. "Stuff and +nonsense! The notion of our clodhoppers standing up to the king's +soldiers, who have whipped the armies of the world! It is easy for +demagogues to rant, but they'd find it still easier to run!" +</P> + +<P> +"I fear you all underrate the peril—except this sauce-box here!" said +Glenowen, soberly. "And you, Pigeon, are like the king's purblind +advisers in underrating the spirit of the people. It is not a noisy, +but a sullen temper that seems to be spreading. And clodhoppers are +not all cowards! And those who call themselves patriots are not all +clodhoppers." +</P> + +<P> +"But who among our people can be so suicidal as to think of war?" asked +the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, taking a contemplative pinch of snuff. +"To fight a hopeless battle, and in inevitable defeat lose all!" +</P> + +<P> +"It is not the people who think of war as yet!" said Glenowen. "But +the arrogant soldiery, the blindly self-confident officials, the +insolent English officers, who seem chosen not to conciliate but to +enrage. So many of the officers sent out here do dishonour to the +repute of English gentlemen. They seem to look on colonists as a +subject race. I have seen them, in New York and in Boston, treat our +ladies with an insufferable condescension, such as they would never +have dared to show toward the same ladies in England. And I have seen +them studiously insolent to colonial gentlemen of birth and breeding +far above their own, as if the accident of being born in the mother +country instead of in America made them another race. Such conduct, +while unimportant in itself, rankles deeply, and sets the two branches +of the race in antagonism. Personal affront is mightier than argument, +and men cannot overlook a slight to their women." +</P> + +<P> +"I should think not!" cried Robert, loftily. "I would shed the last +drop of my blood for the king, but I should not let the king himself +put slight upon one of our ladies! I wonder you could endure to see +such things, Mr. Glenowen!" +</P> + +<P> +"I did not!" confessed Glenowen. "I have had several differences of +late!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's eyes sparkled, and her lips parted eagerly over her white +teeth. +</P> + +<P> +"You fought them, Uncle Bob! You fought them!" she cried. "Real +duels! How many did you fight? Oh, how lovely!" +</P> + +<P> +"Two, sweetheart, I'm sorry to say!" replied Glenowen, modestly. "It +was very inconvenient and annoying, because I have so many +responsibilities and could not afford to be skewered." +</P> + +<P> +"And how did you come off?" asked Doctor John, leaning far over the +table in his eagerness. +</P> + +<P> +"Nothing but a scratch or two, thanks to the righteousness of my +cause!" said Glenowen. +</P> + +<P> +"And the other chaps?" inquired Doctor Jim. "Doubtless they were +low-bred scoundrels, whom London would have none of! I hope you +pricked 'em!" +</P> + +<P> +"I wish I could feel sure that their manners had mended as well as +their wounds!" laughed Glenowen, gaily. +</P> + +<P> +Then, to Barbara's ill-concealed disgust, Mistress Mehitable led the +way into the drawing-room, leaving the men to smoke long pipes and +thrash out problems of constitutional law to the accompaniment of the +fiery old Madeira. In the drawing-room she was moody and silent, +grudging all the arguments that were going on without her. And when +Robert, who felt himself too unseasoned to stay with his elders beyond +one pipe and an extra glass, followed the ladies at a decent interval, +Barbara received him far from graciously. His last speech, in comment +on the insolence of the officers, had mollified her a little, but she +felt a smart resentment at his presumption in maintaining views so +opposite to hers. +</P> + +<P> +"I should think you would stay with the other men," she said, tartly. +</P> + +<P> +"I couldn't stay a moment longer," said Robert, gallantly, "for longing +to be with the most fair if <I>not</I> the most gracious of ladies!" +</P> + +<P> +"You had better go back and learn something about your duty to your +country, by listening to Doctor John and Uncle Bob!" she counselled, +rudely. +</P> + +<P> +Robert bowed low, having himself just now well in hand, though his +heart was sore. +</P> + +<P> +"I take great pleasure in listening to them, as well as to Doctor Jim, +who also seems intelligent!" said he. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh," exclaimed Barbara, much nettled. "Doctor Jim talks a lot of +nonsense just to tease me; but he doesn't mean it,—at least, not all +of it. Besides, he is always interesting. But you, with your pedantic +stuff about loyalty and kings and treason, I don't find you interesting +at all! Please go and talk to Aunt Hitty and Mrs. Sawyer, and let me +read. Perhaps I'll be able to forget what you said at dinner!" +</P> + +<P> +"It is my pleasure to obey your lightest wish, fair mistress!" said +Robert, inwardly indignant, but outwardly amused at her ill-humour. He +went at once to the other side of the room, and exerted himself to such +good purpose that soon Mistress Mehitable's rare and silvery laughter +grew frequent, against an almost ceaseless gurgle of content from Mrs. +Sawyer. Robert was completely absorbed, while Barbara's interest in +her book was vexatiously divided. After half an hour she got up and +left the room, but he never noticed her going. Fifteen minutes later +she came back, with the gray and white "Mr. Grim" on her shoulder; and +he never noticed her coming, so intent he was, and so successful, in +his task of amusing Aunt Hitty and Mrs. Sawyer. This was carrying +obedience a little too far, and it fretted Barbara. Then the men came +in from the dining-room, smoky, and a little more fluent than ordinary, +and Robert was ousted from his post by Glenowen and Doctor John. But +instead of returning now to Barbara, he attached himself with an +engrossed air to Doctor Jim; and Barbara found herself established in +her nook with the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer. To be sure, his Reverence +made himself most agreeable, flattering her by the attention he would +have paid to a grown woman whom he considered intelligent. He +appreciated her brains, and acknowledged the lengthening of her +petticoats; and his attitude was a gratifying proof to her that she +really had grown to be a personage, rather than a child, within the +past few days. But she found herself unable to concentrate her wits on +what he was saying, and passed a rather grievous hour trying to look +the attention which her brain was not giving. When, at last, Doctor +Sawyer arose to go, she felt that he must think her the most stupid +girl in the world. Doctor Sawyer, on the contrary, enchanted by the +rapt silence and appreciation with which apparently she had hung upon +his words, went away with the conviction that she was a young woman of +astonishing intellect, whom they had, indeed, wronged greatly in +striving to force her into the narrow Second Westings mould. From that +hour, when she had watched him with glowing eyes, but hearing scarce a +word of all his wit, the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer was one of Barbara's +staunchest champions. +</P> + +<P> +When she turned from saying good-bye to Mrs. Sawyer, Barbara found +Robert standing close beside her in the hall door, apparently absorbed +in contemplation of Mrs. Sawyer's billowy, retreating figure. Barbara +touched him on the arm, and he turned to her with a quick apologetic +courtesy, as if his thoughts had been far off. +</P> + +<P> +"What were you thinking of, so far, far away?" she asked, feeling +somewhat left out and forlorn. +</P> + +<P> +"Why—why—I was thinking—" he stammered, as if unwilling to say, yet +unready with an evasion. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you needn't tell me, if it is so embarrassing as all that!" said +Barbara, tossing her head. "I was going to say, that after all the +talk and the excitement, I think the loveliest thing would be some +fresh, sweet air, and the smell of the woods!" +</P> + +<P> +"It would be, indeed—with you!" said Robert. +</P> + +<P> +"Then we will ride till supper-time. No,—there is a moon. We will +ride after supper. You may escort me if you want to! Do you?" +</P> + +<P> +Robert drew a long breath before he answered—and to Barbara the answer +was sufficient. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I want to!" he said, simply. "I was afraid I was to go away +without really seeing you at all!" +</P> + +<P> +"Go away!" exclaimed Barbara, lifting her brows in sharp displeasure. +"What do you mean, Robert?" +</P> + +<P> +"I must go back to Gault House to-morrow morning, without fail, for I +start for New York the day following, to be gone all winter." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh!" said Barbara; and turned and led the way back into the +drawing-room, leaving Robert completely mystified as to the meaning of +that noncommittal interjection. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap21"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXI. +</H3> + +<P> +After supper, when Barbara came down dressed for riding and calmly told +Robert she was ready, Mistress Mehitable gasped, and looked at +Glenowen, expecting that he would meet the emergency by making a third. +As he seemed unconscious of the need of action, she shot an appealing +glance at Doctor Jim and Doctor John in turn. But they only grinned +inscrutably. Then she lifted her hands slightly and let them drop into +her lap, as if to say, "Bear witness, Heaven, that I am helpless!" and +thus she stifled the voice of protest in her bosom. She had given +Barbara freedom, and the responsibility that goes with freedom; and she +would not take back the gift. But it was one of the notable victories +of Mistress Mehitable's career, when she forced herself to sit in +smiling acquiescence while Barbara flew full in the face of all +convention. Amos, meanwhile, had brought the horses to the door; and +when the two young riders were gone, the hoof-beats sounding in slow +cadence down the drive, Glenowen said to her, with an understanding +smile, "You did right, sweet lady. 'Tis a filly, that, to be ridden +without the curb. Give her her head, and you'll have no great trouble!" +</P> + +<P> +"I feel sure you are right, Mr. Glenowen," said Mistress Mehitable, +sweetly. "But you may well believe it was a hard lesson for me, a Ladd +of Connecticut, to learn. And I fear I have not more than half learned +it yet!" +</P> + +<P> +"You can learn anything you have a mind to, Mehitable," said Doctor +Jim, with emphasis, "in the time it would take another woman to learn +the A, B, C of it!" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Neither Barbara nor Robert spoke till the horses emerged upon the +highway. Then Barbara cried: +</P> + +<P> +"Quick! Quick! I want the wind in my face!" +</P> + +<P> +With two miles of good road before them, they set their faces to the +night breeze and their horses to the run, and raced madly down the +moonlight, their shadows dancing long and black before them. The +saddle-leathers creaked a low, exhilarating music, and the galloping +swung like a pulse, and the roadside fence and shrubs fled by, and the +world was white in the moonlight. And still there was no speech, save +a soft word now and then to the rejoicing horses, whose ears turned +back for it sympathetically from time to time. +</P> + +<P> +At length they came to rougher ground, and slowed to a gentle canter. +Then Robert noticed a narrow wood-road turning off to the right, +vaulted over with lofty trees, and mystical with moon-shadows. +</P> + +<P> +"Where does that road go, my lady?" he inquired. +</P> + +<P> +"Where we are going!" answered Barbara, turning into it at a walk. +Then, as if she thought the answer too whimsical, she continued, "It +will take us back to the village by a longer and more beautiful way!" +</P> + +<P> +"Any longer way would be the more beautiful way!" said Robert. +</P> + +<P> +The reply interested Barbara, and in musing over it she forgot to say +anything more. +</P> + +<P> +The wood-road, thick-carpeted with turf and moss, muffled the horses' +hoofs, and an enchanted silence sank into the hearts of the young +riders. Here and there the woods gave back for a little clearing with +a lonely cabin; and the moonlight flooded in; and around the edges of +the clearing the thick-leaved branches seemed afloat, bubbles of glass +and silver on a sea of dream. Then, again, the fairy-lit glooms, +haunted but unterrifying! And Barbara began to think repentantly of +her harshness toward Robert. Soon the road dipped sharply, and crossed +a wide, shallow brook, upon whose pebbles the horses' hoofs splashed a +light music. Here they let the horses drink a mouthful, because +Barbara said the waters of that brook were especially sweet. When they +emerged on the other side, Barbara discovered she wanted a drink of it +herself, so sovereign were the virtues of that water. +</P> + +<P> +"How shall I bring it to you?" asked Robert, instantly dismounting, and +casting a hasty glance about him in quest of a birch-tree, from whose +bark to make a cup. +</P> + +<P> +"Make me a cup of your hands, of course!" said Barbara. "Give me your +reins. I must have the water, at once!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert removed his leather gloves, rinsed his hands in the sliding +sand, and then, with mighty painstaking care, got at least two +mouthfuls of the crystal uplifted to Barbara's lips. As she sipped, +and light as a moth her lips touched his hands, his heart seemed to +turn over in his breast, and he could not find voice for a word. +Silently he remounted, and in silence they ascended the slope from the +brook. His apparent unresponsiveness puzzled Barbara; but an awakening +intuition suggested to her that it was perhaps not so uncomplimentary +as it might seem; and she was not displeased. +</P> + +<P> +For half an hour they walked their horses thus, Robert sometimes laying +a light hand on Black Prince's shoulder or satiny flank, but never +daring to touch so much as Barbara's skirt. Then they saw the highway +opening ahead of them, a ribbon of moonlit road. Barbara reined up. +</P> + +<P> +"I think my saddle is slipping a little," said she. "I don't believe +Amos can have girt it tight enough!" +</P> + +<P> +"Why, I—" began Robert, about to remind her that, like a good +horseman, he had himself looked well to the girth before letting her +mount. But he cut the words short on his tongue, sprang from his +saddle, and busied himself intently with Black Prince's straps. When +he raised his head, Barbara smiled down upon him, and reached him her +left hand, saying sweetly: +</P> + +<P> +"Thank you, Robert. You are really very nice, you know!" +</P> + +<P> +Whereupon Robert bent abruptly, kissed the instep of the little +riding-boot which stuck out from under her skirt, and swung into his +saddle. +</P> + +<P> +The action thrilled Barbara somewhat, but at the same time piqued her +interest; and the interest dominated. +</P> + +<P> +"Why did you do that, Robert?" she asked, curiously, looking at him +with wide, frank eyes. "I didn't mind it a bit, you know! But it's +funny, to kiss my old shoe!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert gave a little unsteady laugh. +</P> + +<P> +"It was homage, my lady," said he. "Just my pledge of fealty, before I +go. You forget—I have the misfortune to displease you by being a +monarchist!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara was silent a moment. She was sorry he had reminded her of +their differences of opinion. But, on the other hand, homage was not +unpleasant; and her scorn of kings did not of necessity extend to +queens. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Why</I> do you go?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +"My grandmother is sending me at a moment's notice, to represent her in +a law-scrape which some property of hers—of ours—in New York has +suddenly got into. You know that, now that I am through college, I +have to get down to work at once in New York, and fit myself to look +after our estates. But I didn't dream I should have to go so soon!" +</P> + +<P> +"I am sorry!" said Barbara, simply. "We were having such a pleasant +time together!" +</P> + +<P> +"Were we, dear lady?" asked Robert. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Weren't</I> we?" demanded Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"I am broken-hearted at going. I dare not tell you how +broken-hearted!" replied Robert, gravely. "But until this ride I have +been rather unhappy to-day, for you have several times made me feel +that you were displeased at my coming!" +</P> + +<P> +Now Barbara hated explanations, and she hated still more to be accused +justly. Urging Black Prince to a canter, she retorted: +</P> + +<P> +"I have no patience with you, Robert. I have been an angel to you. +Didn't I ride almost half-way home with you, when you were here before? +And now, haven't I let you come this <I>perfect</I> ride with me,—when I +know Aunt Hitty thought I oughtn't? And you don't <I>deserve</I> that I +should even let you talk to me one minute, when you are such a stupid, +bigoted Tory." +</P> + +<P> +Robert thought of many things to say in answer to this dashing flank +attack; but each answer seemed to carry unknown perils, so he kept a +prudent silence. After some time Barbara spoke again, mistaking his +silence for contrition. +</P> + +<P> +"Robert," she began, in a voice of thrilling persuasion, "won't you do +something I very much want you to do?" +</P> + +<P> +"I can think of no other pleasure to compare with the pleasure of +pleasing you, my lady!" he answered, ardently. +</P> + +<P> +"Then, will you not <I>really study</I>, without prejudice, the things that +are at the bottom of the trouble between us and King George? You have +such a good brain, Robert, I cannot think you will be on the side of a +king against your own country, when you have fully informed yourself!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert looked troubled. +</P> + +<P> +"I can honestly promise," said he, "to study the question still more +carefully than I have already. But I fear you will still consider me +obstinate, even then. If I could imagine myself disloyal to the king, +I should not consider myself worthy to profess myself your ever loyal +and devoted servant, fair mistress!" +</P> + +<P> +"To serve me, Robert, you must serve your country!" +</P> + +<P> +"And to serve my country, most dear lady, I must serve the king!" +persisted Robert. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara set her lips tight together, and galloped on. +</P> + +<P> +"I wish you better wisdom as you grow older!" she said, coldly, after +some minutes. +</P> + +<P> +"The best wisdom I may ever hope to attain will be all too little to +serve you with, my lady!" answered Robert, half gallantly, yet all in +earnest. And Barbara could not but vouchsafe a reluctant smile in +acknowledgment of so handsome a compliment. Thereafter there was +little more said. They rode through the village, past the lighted inn, +up the dim moonlit road to the porch of Westings House. But when +Robert, with a sort of bold deference, lifted her from her saddle, +holding her, perhaps, just a shade more closely than was requisite, she +felt in a forgiving mood. She knew that she liked him, she knew she +had been unpleasant to him, she was most sorry he was going away; and +what were old kings anyway that friends should be at loggerheads about +them? Answering her own thought, she impulsively pulled off her glove, +and gave Robert her bare hand. +</P> + +<P> +"We will be friends, won't we, king or no king?" +</P> + +<P> +And the radiance of the smile she lifted to him, as he held her thin +little hand in both his own, nearly turned the poor boy's head. He +bent over her—and just saved himself, with a gasp, from kissing the +ignorantly provocative mouth so rashly upraised. But he recovered his +balance, in part, and compensated himself by kissing the hand +passionately,—fingers and soft palm, and rosy oval nails, and +wrist,—in a fashion that seemed to Barbara very singular. At length +she withdrew the hand with a soft laugh, saying, composedly: +</P> + +<P> +"There, don't you think that will do, Robert? You did not kiss Mrs. +Sawyer's hand like that, did you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course I did!" declared Robert. "There was more of it to kiss, so +I kissed it more!" +</P> + +<P> +"Now you are horrid!" she cried, and ran past him into the house. +</P> + +<P> +But when he said good-bye to them all on the porch the next morning, +and set forth on his long ride back to Gault House, Robert carried with +him in the pocket over his heart what Barbara considered the highest +token of her favour, her well-studied, intimately marked, +oft-slept-with copy of Sir Philip Sidney's sonnets. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap22"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXII. +</H3> + +<P> +The life of the individual, within its limits, is apt to present a sort +of microcosmic image of the life of the nation. There comes a period +of stress, when the germs of change and growth are sown. Then, +apparently without reason, time drags. The seasons roll apathetically +in their rut, and all is done as it was done last year. But in the +deeps the great impulses are maturing, the great forces are gathering. +The hour comes that looses them. Then in an instant, it seems almost +without warning, the quiet heart is in an insurrection, the people of +ploughshares is become a people of swords. With a life, or with a +nation, the events of a day may crowd ten volumes, or the annals of ten +years leave a page but meanly filled. Significance is all. We live in +our great moments. The rest is a making ready. +</P> + +<P> +That blue and yellow morning of sweet winds, when Robert rode away from +Second Westings, and Barbara, looking after him, felt three-fourths +regretful for his going and one-fourth for her dear copy of Sir Philip +Sidney's sonnets, was a morning in the late summer of 1769. He was to +have returned the following June. But neither that June nor the next, +nor the next following nor the one thereafter, did he return to the +quiet villages of Connecticut and the banks of the great river that had +given him birth. From year's end to year's end he found himself tied +to the desk in his mother's brother's office, the office with the coat +of arms over the door, and the diamond windows looking out on Bowling +Green. He worked faithfully; but, being of the king's party yet +sturdily American, a loyalist yet alive to the grievances of the +people, a Tory yet not intolerant of views hostile to his own, an +aristocrat, yet unfettered by the traditions of his clique and clan, he +had all the social diversion that the gay, extravagant, rich, and +foppish little city in the toe of Manhattan Island could afford. +Wealthy, well-born, courtly, and kindly, the garlanded snares of the +mammas of Manhattan were laid thickly but vainly for his feet. He was +squire to all the fair; but not one, unless by some of those thrilling +fictions with which maids triumph over their rivals, could claim aught +of him that was exclusive or committal. And he knew Sir Philip +Sidney's sonnets by heart. +</P> + +<P> +About once in two months, or thereabouts, went a letter to Second +Westings, full of coloured comment on the doings of the city,—of +remarks sometimes stilted and sometimes illuminating on the latest +books from London,—of elaborate compliments that concealed rather than +revealed the emotion glowing behind them,—but of the questions of the +day, of Penal Acts, Port Bills, Tea Duties, Coercion, and Continental +Congresses, no word. Robert had fulfilled to the letter and the spirit +Barbara's demand that he study minutely the points at issue between the +colonies and the king. He had realised the blindness and folly of the +king, he had acknowledged that the colonies were right to resist, by +every constitutional means, taxation by a parliament in which they were +not represented. But his loyalty to the throne was unshaken by his +regret that the king should be unjust. He tried to believe that the +counsels of the great Englishmen whom he adored,—Pitt and Burke, the +friends of America,—would open the eyes of George III. in time to +prevent the cruel arbitrament of war. But—should it be war,—well, +his ancestors had bled cheerfully for Charles Stuart when they knew he +was in the wrong, and Robert felt that he would maintain, at whatever +cost, the tradition of his ancestors. To be loyal to a good king, a +king in the right, where was the distinguishing merit of that? But to +be loyal to king in the wrong, and at great cost,—that, to Robert, +seemed loyalty worth the name. +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile to Barbara, in her green world of Second Westings, life +seemed to have got caught in a drowsy eddy. The months went by in +uneventful circuit, for all the echoes of great doings that came up +from time to time and stirred the tranquil air. She rode, canoed, +read, studied spasmodically, bullied Amos, loved the animals, distilled +strange essences, repudiated the needle and the crochet-hook, as of +old. As of old, she had wild whims, repentances, indignations, dreams, +and ardours born of dreams. But all these things had grown paler, in a +way, had lost something of their bite and vividness. It was as if Fate +had turned a screw and changed the focus. Moreover, she could no +longer, as before, believe each mood eternal and all-important. She +had a consciousness that there were other interests lurking in life, +and this kept her in an attitude of waiting. But the love between her +and Doctor John and Doctor Jim lost nothing in this waiting time, but +grew as Barbara grew in stature and self-knowledge; and she lost +nothing of her delight in the friendship of Mrs. Debby Blue, to whose +cabin she would flee about once a month, when the vagrant blood, +growing riotous in her breast, would make her tolerant of no company +but that of the shrewd old outlaw dame. As for her aunt, Barbara's +love for the blue-eyed little Puritan spinster, born that crucial +morning of Mistress Mehitable's unexpected forbearance and seed-cakes, +flourished and ripened with not one serious setback. Of course, a +complete understanding between two such opposite tempers could not +spring up in a day; but Mistress Mehitable was nothing less than heroic +in the consistency with which she held herself to her new policy; and +Barbara, having been astonished into an incongruous devotion, was ready +enough to make sacrifices on the new altar. Whenever the atmosphere +began to feel overcharged between them, they would say the nicest +things they could think of to each other, and then, with much ingenuity +of chance, keep apart for two or three days. In this way new +misunderstandings were avoided; till gradually the natural love between +them set deep root into their hearts, and grew strong enough to dare +such tempestuous flurries of the mood as cannot but blow up once in +awhile when two women are living alone together. +</P> + +<P> +But while her own life had seemed to have grown so tranquil that she +wondered if things had forgotten to happen, Barbara knew that in the +outside world it was different, so different as to make her stillness +seem like sleep. In the outside world she knew events were crowding +and clamouring upon one another's heels, under a sky of strange +portent. She kept herself informed. She wrangled lovingly with Doctor +Jim; she argued tactfully, though hopelessly, with Mistress Mehitable; +she debated academically with the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer; she ranted +joyously with Doctor John, and Squire Gillig, and Lawyer Perley, and +old Debby, all four patriots, and the last two frank rebels. For the +sake of finding out the drift of Second Westings sentiment, she once in +awhile emerged from her prickly exclusiveness to smile upon her fellows +of quality, and was surprised to find them mostly patriots in their +way, with souls that strove to rise above embroidery and tatting. As +for the common people, the workmen and apprentices and their kind, she +got at their hearts easily in her impulsive fashion, and found the +majority of them slowly heating to rebellion. In Amos, her devoted +Amos, however, she unearthed a fiery royalist, ready to out-thunder +Doctor Jim himself; so she ceased to do Amos the favour of bullying +him, and Amos grew at times too dejected to care much about King +George. The results of these observations she conveyed minutely in +frequent letters to her Uncle Bob, who was now committed to the +so-called 'Continental' side. To Robert Gault, also, in his office +looking out on Bowling Green, Barbara would write about once in three +months. But in these letters she wrote of the woods and the winds, of +what blooms were out in the river-meadows, of what birds were nesting +or winging,—and never a word of what was in all men's mouths. She was +waiting for Robert to declare himself converted to her views, after +digesting the course of study to which she had set him. And she +refused to admit the possibility of a clear-headed gentleman, as she +knew him to be, being so misguided as to cling to opinions different +from her own. To her mind Truth was a crystal of which but one facet +could be lighted at a time. One side of a question was apt to present +itself to her with such brilliancy that all the other sides were thrown +into obscurity together. As for the flamboyant Toryism of Doctor Jim, +she regarded it with an invincible indulgence, as one of those things +preordained from the first,—a thing which she could not even regret, +because without it Doctor Jim, who was in every way adorable, would be +so much the less himself. Who cared for an eccentricity or two in a +being so big of body and soul as Doctor Jim? But she could not help +being glad that Doctor John's eccentricity, to which she would have +been equally indulgent in case of need, took a different form from +Doctor Jim's. The Toryism of her Aunt Hitty she regarded as a part of +the lady's religion, and with that Barbara would never dream of +meddling. By an unspoken understanding, she and Mistress Mehitable had +agreed to leave each other's sanctuaries unprofaned. +</P> + +<P> +By the time of the "Boston Tea-Party," a little before Christmas in +1773, Second Westings was so established in its stiff-necked, though +indolent, Whiggery, that Doctor Jim and Mistress Mehitable sat +enthroned, as it were, in the lonely isolation of their Toryism, with +Amos proudly humble at their feet. The Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, whose +interest in the controversy had been almost wholly academic from the +first, and who cultivated on all matters outside his creed a breadth of +mind to compensate for his narrowness within it, had judged it right to +follow his flock where he could not lead it, and had amused himself by +letting Barbara—of whose conquest he was genuinely proud—convert him +to her doctrines. He was now a constitutional patriot, a temperate and +conservative champion of colonial privilege, as opposed to kingly +prerogative. When came the soul-stirring news of how the valiant men +of Boston Town had confronted the dread tea-chests in their harbour, +and torn them piecemeal, and cast their fragrant contents into the +tide, then no soul in Second Westings but Doctor Jim, Mistress +Mehitable, and Amos, would drink a drop of tea—except in private. +Certain compromising spirits, anxious to be both patriotic and +comfortable, had laid in a supply betimes, and so without public +scandal could dally in secret with the uninebriating cup. But Barbara +despised the alien leaf at all times; and Doctor John preferred hard +cider or New England rum; and old Debby had a potent concoction of +"yarbs" which made the Chinese visitor insipid; so Mistress Mehitable +and Doctor Jim were free to victual their strongholds with nearly all +the tea in Second Westings. Over the achievement of the Boston heroes +Mistress Mehitable was gently sarcastic and Doctor Jim boisterously +derisive; while Doctor John exclaimed, "Tut! Tut! such child's play +does no good! Such mummery! Tut! Tut!" and Squire Gillig, ardent +"Continental" but cautious merchant, said, "Such wicked waste! There's +a lot of good money gone! They should have confiscated the stuff, an' +hid it, an' sold it by an' by cheap, along through the back townships!" +</P> + +<P> +But to Barbara it seemed that the act was one shrewdly devised and +likely to bring matters to a head. Her reading of it seemed justified +a few months later, when the port of Boston was closed, as a punishment +for rebellious contumacy,—and the charter of Massachusetts +abrogated,—-and a military governor, with four English regiments, +established in the haughty city by the Charles,—and the capital of the +province removed to its ancient rival, Salem. +</P> + +<P> +The news of the billeting of the troops on Boston, and the removal of +the capital to Salem, came with a shock to Westings House. It came in +a copy of the <I>Connecticut Gazette</I>, delivered at Mistress Mehitable's +dinner-table while she and Barbara were entertaining Doctor John and +Doctor Jim, Squire Gillig, and the Reverend Jonathan and Mrs. Sawyer. +It had been a gay repast, but when Mistress Mehitable, craving +indulgence by reason of the times, read out the Boston news, a cloud +descended upon the company. Squire Gillig began to say something +bitter, forgetful of Mistress Mehitable's sentiments, but was stopped +by a level stare from the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer's authoritative +eyes. Then Doctor John spoke—no longer droll and jibing, but with the +gravity of prescience, and turning by instinct to his brother. +</P> + +<P> +"Jim! Jim!" said he, "this is going to mean <I>war</I>. I see it! I see +it! The people will not stand much more,—and more is coming, as sure +as my name's John Pigeon. Your precious king's gone mad. He's going +to force it on us!" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor Jim shook his great head sorrowfully. "I am sorry for this, +John. I think the king is not well advised in this—on my word I do. +It is too harsh, too sudden. But the people won't fight. They may +riot, and talk,—but they won't fight. We are too strong for you, +John. There will be no war. That would be absurd!" +</P> + +<P> +"There will be war!" repeated Doctor John, still looking into his +brother's eyes. The two men had forgotten every one else. "There will +be war, if not this year, the next. The people will fight,—and that +soon!" +</P> + +<P> +"Then the people will be beaten, and that soon, John!" retorted Doctor +Jim, firmly, but in a low voice. +</P> + +<P> +"The king's armies will be beaten, Jim! You mark my words! But it is +going to be a terrible thing! A horrible and unrighteous thing! There +will be dividing of houses, Jim!" +</P> + +<P> +There were several seconds of silence, a heavy, momentous silence, and +Barbara held her breath, a strange ache at her throat. Then Doctor Jim +brought down his fist upon the table, and cried in his full voice: +</P> + +<P> +"A dividing of houses, maybe,—but not a dividing of hearts, John +Pigeon, never a dividing of hearts, eh, what? eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +He reached out his hand across the table, and Doctor John seized it in +a mighty grip. The long years of love and trust between them spoke +suddenly in their strong, large faces. +</P> + +<P> +"No, never a dividing of hearts, Jim, in the days that are to come, +when our swords go different ways, and we see each other not for a +time!" +</P> + +<P> +Then their hands dropped apart, and both laughed uneasily, as they +glanced with a shamefaced air about the table. +</P> + +<P> +"Tut! Tut!" said Doctor John. "That precious king of yours bids fair +to make life damnably serious, Jim. Send him away from the table at +once!" +</P> + +<P> +But the diversion came too late; for Barbara was weeping heedlessly, +and Mistress Mehitable, with her white chin quivering, was dabbing her +handkerchief to her eyes with an air of vexation at her own weakness; +while good Mrs. Sawyer gazed at them both in wide-eyed, uncomprehending +wonder. +</P> + +<P> +"If there's a war," sobbed Barbara, "<I>you sha'nt</I> go to it, either of +you! We need you, <I>here</I>. And—and—you'd both get killed, I know! +You're both so splendid and big and tall,—and you wouldn't—take care +of yourselves, and the bullets <I>couldn't</I> miss you!" +</P> + +<P> +At this picture Mistress Mehitable grew pale, where she had been red, +and cast a frightened look at Doctor Jim, then at Doctor John,—then +back at Doctor Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara's right, I think," she said, with an air of having weighed the +question quite dispassionately. "You should not leave your patients, +on any account. There are so many men who can destroy life, so few who +can save it. Physicians have no right to go soldiering." +</P> + +<P> +"That's just it, honey!" cried Barbara, flashing radiant eyes through +her tears. "Oh, what a wise little Aunt Hitty you are! What would we +ever do without you!" And her apprehensions laid themselves obediently +to rest. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, well!" cried Doctor Jim. "What are two graceless old dogs like +us, that the dear eyes of the fairest of their sex should shed tears on +our account? We should go and kick each other up and down the length +of Second Westings for the rest of the afternoon, for causing such +precious tears,—eh, what, John Pigeon?" +</P> + +<P> +"'Tis the least we can do, Jim!" said Doctor John. "But now I come to +think of it, we needn't arrange to go to the war before there's a war +to go to, after all." +</P> + +<P> +"And when the war does come, you'll both stay right here, where you +belong!" decreed Barbara, holding the question well settled. +</P> + +<P> +"Who knows what may happen?" cried Doctor Jim. "You stiff-necked +rebels may experience a change of heart, and then where's your war?" +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara, sweet baggage," said Doctor John, wagging his forefinger at +her in the way that even now, at her nineteen years, seemed to her as +irresistibly funny as she had thought it when a child, "I cannot let +this anxiety oppress your tender young spirit. Set your heart at rest. +If there be war, Jim Pigeon may go a-soldiering and get shot as full of +holes as a colander, and I'll do my duty by staying at home and looking +after his patients. There'll be a chance of some of them getting well, +then! I've never yet had a fair chance to save Jim Pigeon's patients. +<I>I</I> won't desert a lovely maiden in distress, to seek the bubble +reputation at the cannon's mouth!" +</P> + +<P> +"How can you lie so shamelessly, John Pigeon?" demanded Doctor Jim. +"I'll lay you a barrel of Madeira you'll be leaning against the butt of +a musket before I am!" +</P> + +<P> +"Done!" said Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +"I think you are both perfectly horrid!" cried Barbara. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap23"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXIII. +</H3> + +<P> +That day of the news was a boundary day. It set sharp limit to +Barbara's years of calm. From that day events came quickly, change +pressed hard on change, and no day, for her, was quite like its +predecessor. A veering of the current had snatched her from her +shining eddy, and swept her forth into the tide of life. +</P> + +<P> +On the morning following the dinner, while still alive to a sense of +menace in the air, Barbara received a letter from her uncle. As she +read it, her eyes sparkled, her heart bounded. Then, as she passed it +to Mistress Mehitable, and Mistress Mehitable took it with cheerful +interest, her heart sank. She felt a pang of self-reproach, because +she found herself willing to go away and leave her aunt uncompanioned +in the solitude of Westings House. Glenowen had undertaken certain +business, in the way of searching records and examining titles, which +was driving him at once to New York, and bade fair, he said, to keep +him there for upwards of a year. He wanted Barbara to go with him. +And Barbara's pulses bounded. There, she thought, were the lights and +the dances, the maskings and the music, the crossing of swords and +wits, the gallants and the compliments and the triumphs, which she was +longing to taste. Mistress Mehitable's face grew grave as she read the +letter. It grew pale as she looked up and saw by Barbara's face the +hunger in her heart. Mistress Mehitable had a vision of what Westings +House would be, emptied of the wilful, flashing, vivid, restless spirit +which for the past few years had been its life. But she was unselfish. +She would not say a word to lessen Barbara's delight. +</P> + +<P> +"It will be lovely for you, dear!" said she, with hearty sympathy. +"You are just at the age, too, when it will mean most to you, and be of +most value to you. I am so glad, dear!" +</P> + +<P> +But Barbara had seen the look in her face, and gave no heed to her +brave words. +</P> + +<P> +"I <I>can't</I> go, honey, and leave you here alone!" she cried, +impetuously, jumping up and hugging the little lady with a vehemence +born of the effort to convince herself that what she said was true. +She felt that she could and must go; but that the joy of going would be +more than damped—drenched, indeed, with tears—at the thought of how +much Mistress Mehitable would miss her, of how empty Westings House +would be without her, of the scar her absence would leave in their +little world. With her intense individuality, her lively +self-concentration, it almost seemed to her as if their little world +could not even attempt to go on without her, but must sleep dully +through her absence. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course you will go, Barbara dear!" said Mistress Mehitable, +decidedly. "It is only natural and right you should want to go, and +go. I cannot pretend that it makes me very happy to think of doing +without you for a whole year. No words can tell you how I shall miss +you, dear child. But I should be a thousand times more unhappy if I +were to feel myself standing in the way of your happiness. No, no, +indeed, don't talk any nonsense about not going. Besides, your Uncle +Bob has the right to have you with him for a while." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I wish you could go, too!" sighed Barbara. "<I>Can't</I> you? <I>Then</I> +it <I>would</I> be lovely!" +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable laughed softly. "Not very well just now, child!" +she answered, assuming a gaiety. "Perhaps some other time it might be +managed. Now, we'll have to plan about getting you ready,—and your +uncle has only left us a wretched little week to do it in!" +</P> + +<P> +So it was settled, without any stress or argument whatever, that +Barbara should go to New York with Uncle Bob just eight days from that +day; and so was decreed, with such effort as it might take to order a +breakfast, nothing less than a revolution in Barbara's life. +</P> + +<P> +While the two women were discussing weighty problems of dressmaking, +lingerie, and equipment various,—what should be made at Second +Westings, and what should be left to New York shops and the tried taste +of Uncle Bob,—Doctor Jim came in, less robustious and breezy than his +wont, his eyes big with momentous tidings. He kissed the ladies' +hands, and sat down thoughtfully opposite, scanning their faces from +under bushy, drawn brows. They both looked at him with expectant +inquiry. +</P> + +<P> +"You were most intent on whatever you were talking about!" said he, +presently. "I hope I don't interrupt! May I hear all about it? Or +should I run away, eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +"You never interrupt,—or if you do, you are forgiven beforehand, Jim!" +said Mistress Mehitable. +</P> + +<P> +"What we were talking about will interest <I>you</I>, Doctor Jim, you +naughty old thing!" cried Barbara, saucily. "It was petticoats, +bodices, and silk stockings, and such like feminine frivolities! But +what have <I>you</I> got to tell <I>us</I>? You are just <I>bursting</I>, you know +you are. Tell us, and we'll tell you something!" +</P> + +<P> +"John Pigeon's going away to-morrow!" said Doctor Jim, and then shut +his mouth hard. +</P> + +<P> +"What? Going away?" cried both women at once, scarce crediting their +ears. +</P> + +<P> +"Going away to Hartford, to-morrow, to take a hand in organising some +of their rebellious militia!" continued Doctor Jim. "I'm ashamed to +tell you. But he was ashamed to tell you himself, thinking you would +not like it, so he sent me ahead to make his peace for him. It doesn't +mean anything, you know. Just a sort of bragging counterblast to those +four regiments of ours at Boston. I wouldn't be down on John for it, +eh, what, Mehitable?" +</P> + +<P> +"When will he return?" asked Mehitable, feeling that her world was +being emptied. +</P> + +<P> +"Down on him!" exclaimed Barbara. "Why, it's <I>noble</I> of him. Think +how it will encourage all the patriots of our township!" Since she was +going away herself, Doctor John's going was easy enough to bear. +</P> + +<P> +"I wasn't talking to you, you saucy rebel!" retorted Doctor Jim. +"We'll have that crazy little black head of yours chopped off for high +treason, one of these days, if you don't mend your naughty manners. +'Patriots,' indeed! Addle-pated bumpkins! But"—and he turned to +Mistress Mehitable, "you asked me, dear lady, when John Pigeon would +return. Within a month, I think. He will tell you more precisely for +himself!" +</P> + +<P> +"Jim," said Mistress Mehitable, gravely, "we are going to be lonely for +awhile, you and I." +</P> + +<P> +"Lonely!" exclaimed Doctor Jim. "That's not what bothers me. It's the +pestilent, low, vulgar business that's taking him!" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, of course," assented Mistress Mehitable, "but 'tis not Doctor +John only that purposes to forsake us, Jim. Barbara is going to New +York, to stay a year." +</P> + +<P> +Doctor Jim's face fell. He glared at Barbara for half a minute, his +shaggy eyebrows working. +</P> + +<P> +"Nonsense, child!" he cried, wilfully incredulous. "What cock-and-bull +story's this? I won't have my feelings worked upon!" +</P> + +<P> +"It's true, Doctor Jim. I'm to go with Uncle Bob, next week!" said +Barbara, very soberly. +</P> + +<P> +"But you sha'n't go! We can't spare our bad little girl. You're too +young, Barby, for that wicked city down there. We <I>need</I> you here, to +keep us from getting too <I>good</I>. You sha'n't go, that's all! You see +what John Pigeon'll have to say about it, eh, what?" +</P> + +<P> +"I must, Doctor Jim!" answered Barbara. "Aunt Hitty and Uncle Bob have +both decided on that. I feel homesick, sort of, already, at the +thought of it. And I know I shall miss you all just horribly. But, +oh, I do want to go, after all. It's all so gay and mysterious to me, +and I know I'll have such fun. And it will be so lovely, when I'm +tired of it, to come back and tell you all about it! Won't it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Well! Well! I suppose we'll have to let her go," sighed Doctor Jim. +"Thank Heaven, <I>you're</I> not going, Mehitable, dear lady!" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm glad <I>you're</I> not going, Jim,—either to New York or to Hartford!" +said Mistress Mehitable, with a little laugh. Then she held out her +hand to him, flushing softly. +</P> + +<P> +"It would be hard indeed for me to go anywhere, Mehitable, were you to +bid me stay!" said Doctor Jim, kissing very reverently the hand she had +held out. Then, without waiting for an answer to this, he hastily +turned again to Barbara, saying: +</P> + +<P> +"By the way, sweetheart, Bobby Gault is in New York, is he not,—eh, +what? He will be glad to see you again, perhaps! It is possible he +may help make things pleasant for you, eh, you baggage?" +</P> + +<P> +But Barbara was not in a mood to repay his raillery in kind. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know that I'll make things pleasant for Robert," she answered, +thoughtfully, "if he still clings to his ridiculous views about kings +and things!" +</P> + +<P> +"Tell that to the marines, you sly hussy!" exclaimed Doctor Jim, +regaining mysteriously his wonted large good humour. "Don't tell me +this isn't all made up between you and Robert!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara looked at him soberly for a moment. Then the old audacious +light laughed over her face, her eyes danced perilously,—and Mistress +Mehitable felt a tremor of apprehension. She always felt nervous when +Doctor Jim had the hardihood to draw Barbara's fire. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you know, Doctor Jim, I don't feel quite so badly as I did about +leaving you and Aunt Hitty! I think, you know, you will be quite a +comfort to each other, won't you, even if Doctor John should have to +stay longer than he expects in Hartford!" +</P> + +<P> +At this moment Doctor John himself came in, to Mistress Mehitable's +infinite relief. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap24"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXIV. +</H3> + +<P> +When Glenowen came to Second Westings he was in such haste that Barbara +concluded he had other duties in New York than the searching of records +and verification of titles; but with unwonted discretion she asked no +questions. Affairs of state, it seemed to her, were the more +mysterious and important the less she knew about them; and it pleased +her to feel that the fate of commonwealths, perchance, was carried +secretly within the ruffled cambric of her debonair and brown-eyed +uncle. From Second Westings they journeyed by coach to New Haven, and +from that city voyaged by packet down the Sound to New York. Arrived +in New York, they went straight into lodgings which Glenowen had +already engaged, in an old, high-stooped Dutch house on State Street. +</P> + +<P> +From the moment of her landing on the wharf, Barbara was in a state of +high exhilaration. The thronging wharves, the high, black, +far-travelled hulls, the foreign-smelling freights, all thrilled her +imagination, and made her feel that now at last unexpected things might +happen to her and story-books come true. Then the busy, bustling +streets, where men jostled each other abstractedly, intent each on his +own affairs, how different from Second Westings, where three passers-by +and a man on horseback would serve to bring faces to the windows, and +where the grass on each side of the street was an item of no small +consequence to the village cows! And then the houses—huddled +together, as if there was not space a-plenty in the world for houses! +It was all very stirring. She felt that it was what she wanted, at the +moment,—a piquant sauce to the plain wholesomeness of her past. But +she felt, too, that it would never be able to hold her long from the +woods and fields and wild waters. +</P> + +<P> +Of her arrival Barbara sent no word to Robert, though she knew by +somewhat careful calculation that his office was but a stone's throw +away from her lodging. She looked forward to some kind of a dramatic +meeting, and would not let her impatience—which she scarcely +acknowledged—risk the marring of a picturesque adventure. When +Glenowen, the morning after their arrival, gave her the superfluous +information that Robert's office was close by, right among the +fashionable houses of Bowling Green, and proposed that they should +begin their exploration of the city by strolling past his window, +Barbara demurred with emphasis. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said Glenowen, thinking he understood what no man ever has a +right to think he understands, "just as you like, mistress mine. I'll +drop in on him myself, and let him know where we are, so he can call +with all due and fitting ceremony!" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Uncle Bob!" she cried, laughing at his density, "don't you know +yet how little <I>I</I> care for ceremony? 'Tis not that—by any manner of +means. But I want to surprise Robert,—I want to meet him at some fine +function, in all my fine feathers, and see if he'll know me! You know, +it is five years, nearly, since we saw him. Have I changed much, Uncle +Bob?" +</P> + +<P> +"Precious little have you changed, sweet minx!" answered Glenowen. +"You're just the same small, peppery, saucy, unmanageable, thin brown +witch that you were then, only a <I>little</I> taller, a <I>little</I> more +good-looking, a little—a very little—more dignified. No fear but +he'd know you, though he saw you not for a score of years. 'Twere as +easy perhaps for a man to hate you as love you, my Barbe! But forget +you! Oh, no!" +</P> + +<P> +So it was that in the walks which they took about the point of +Manhattan Island, during the first three or four days after their +coming, they avoided Bowling Green, save in the dim hours of twilight; +and Glenowen, prone to humour Barbara in everything, had a care to shun +the resorts which Robert Gault affected. He learned, by no means to +his surprise, that Robert was uncompromisingly committed to the Tory +party, but this he did not feel called upon to tell Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"Time enough! Time enough!" said he to himself, half whimsical, half +sorrowful. "Let the child have her little play with all the mirth +that's in it! Let hearts not bleed until they must! She won't forgive +him,—and he won't yield,—or I'm not Bob Glenowen!" +</P> + +<P> +In New York, where most of his life had been spent, Glenowen knew +everybody; and he was <I>persona grata</I> to almost everybody of +consequence. His standing was so impregnable, his antecedents so +unimpeachable, his social talents so in demand, that even the most +arrogant of the old Tory aristocrats—the Delanceys, the Philipses, the +Beverley Robinsons—were not disposed to let their hostility to his +views hamper their hospitality to his person. +</P> + +<P> +It followed, therefore, as a matter of course, that almost before she +had gathered her wits after the excitement of the journey and the +changed surroundings, Barbara found herself afloat upon the whirl of +New York gaieties. Every night, in the solitude of her bedroom in the +old Dutch house, in the discreet confidence of her pillow, she was +homesick, very homesick, and a child again. She would sob for Aunt +Hitty, and Doctor John, and Doctor Jim,—and for big, round-faced, +furry "Mr. Grim," whom she had so tearfully left behind,—and for Black +Prince, who, she felt sure, would let no one else ride him in her +absence,—and for dear old Debby in her lonely cabin. She would think +very tenderly of Amos,—and then, with a very passion of tenderness, of +her own little room over the porch, now silent and deserted. With +great surges of pathos she would picture Mistress Mehitable going into +the little room every day, and dusting it a bit, and then sitting down +by the bed and wishing Barbara would come back. In such a melting mood +Barbara would resolve not to be horrid any more, but to send for Robert +the first thing in the morning, and tell him just how glad she was to +see him. +</P> + +<P> +But when morning came, she would be no more the homesick child, but a +very gay, petulant, spoiled, and sparkling young woman, her head full +of excitements and conquests to come. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap25"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXV. +</H3> + +<P> +To her first ball Barbara went in a chair, just five days after her +arrival in New York. The method of locomotion appealed greatly to her +mood; and as the bearers jogged her gently along, she kept her piquant +face at the window and felt as if she were playing one of the pictures +of court ladies on their way to St. James's,—ladies such as she had +often dreamed over in the London prints. For this ball, given at the +Van Griff house, just a few blocks from her own lodgings, she was +dressed in the very height of the mode, as to all save her hair. She +was obstinate in her aversion to the high, elaborate coiffure,—in her +adherence to the simple fashion and the single massive curl which she +had decided upon, after many experiments, as best becoming her face. +She liked her hair, accounting it her only beauty, and rather than +disguise it she would let the mode go hang. For the rest, her attire +met the severest demands of Uncle Bob, who was even won, at the last, +to approve what he called her eccentricity in the matter of hair. He +decided that her very precise modishness in other respects would prove +her title to independence in the one respect; and it was with +unqualified satisfaction that he contemplated the effect she would +produce on the New York fashionables. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you sure I look fit to be seen with you, Uncle Bob?" she had +inquired, anxiously, the last thing before they set out. "You are such +a beau, you dear; and so distinguished-looking!" +</P> + +<P> +"I shall take no discredit by reason of you, I think!" answered +Glenowen, dryly. "Unless, indeed, by reason of the slayings of your +eyes! But slay the gallants, slay them, sweetheart! They be king's +men, mostly,—and there'll be so many the less to fight, by and by, for +the king!" +</P> + +<P> +"I'll do what such a homely little brown thing can!" laughed Barbara, +blithely, an excited thrill in her voice. But even at the moment her +heart misgave her, at the thought that, more than likely, Robert was +one of these same "king's men!" +</P> + +<P> +This first ball, at the Van Griffs', was to Barbara a whirl of lights, +and colours, and flowers, and bowing, promenading, pirouetting forms. +The spacious rooms and shining floors and smiling faces and stirring +music intoxicated her. The variety and brightness of the costumes +astonished her, the women's dresses being fairly outshone by the strong +colours of the uniforms worn by the English officers, and by the even +more dazzling garb affected by the civilians. Yet if all this +bewildered her heart, outwardly she was at ease, composed, and ready; +and Glenowen, across the room, watching her the centre of a group of +eager gallants,—fop, officer, and functionary alike clamouring for her +hand in the dance,—wondered if this could be the headlong, hard-riding +little hussy whom he had brought from the wilds of Second Westings. +The stately belles of Manhattan, beauties serene or beauties gay, +sisters to the lily or sisters to the poppy and the tulip, eyed with +critical half-disfavour this wilding rose from the backwoods, agreed +that she was queer-looking if not ugly, and resented her independence +in wearing her hair so as to display its beauties to full advantage. +That she was well gowned and danced well, they were in general fair +enough to acknowledge; but they could not see why so many men found her +interesting to talk to. In a word, she was a success from the start. +She went home at last, very wide-eyed, tired, triumphant, excited—and +disappointed. She had not seen Robert. She had just once heard his +name, spoken casually, as that of one whose absence seemed a thing +unusual, whose presence seemed a thing to be desired. She knew that +she had made an impression. She knew, even, that she had made herself +popular, at least with the men. With her accustomed candour she had +proclaimed herself a rebel, in response to some jest at the expense of +Boston, and had settled the score thrice over by her witty jibes at +King George. But even in that royalist circle her audacity had done +her no harm. The English officers themselves, carried away by her +brilliance and amused by her daring, were loudest in their applause. +They not unreasonably agreed in their hearts that it could do the king +no harm, while it undoubtedly would be a great satisfaction to +themselves, if they could win some favour in the eyes of this most +bewildering and provocative little rebel. Perceiving this, Barbara had +not spared her shafts; and the most deeply wounded of her victims had +been the most assiduous of her admirers. But of all the men who had +been presented to her, danced with her, paid court to her, of all the +women whom she had met, favoured, or in clash of glances subtly defied, +she retained but a bright jumble of unassorted names and faces. One +only had gained a foothold in her remembrance. A certain young officer +in the colonial militia, one Cary Patten by name, had been presented to +her by her uncle with particular commendation, as being altogether of +his own way of thought; and him, for his laughing blue eyes, his frank +mouth, his broad shoulders, and his boyish swagger, she had liked so +well that he stood out among her impressions, and she felt it would be +pleasant to meet him again. In fact, to his open and immense elation, +she had told him so. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, mistress mine, how did you like it?" asked Glenowen, as, candle +in one hand and skirts in the other, she held up her face to be kissed +good-night. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I loved it, Uncle Bob!" she answered, with conviction. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, it loved you!" said Uncle Bob. +</P> + +<P> +But as he turned away to his own room, he wondered if Barbara was +really quite as satisfied as she professed, or whether her failure to +meet Robert, and include him among the numbers of her slain, had +clouded at all the splendour of her triumph. +</P> + +<P> +Two evenings later there was another ball, an altogether bigger and +more imposing function, at the house of the Surveyor-General half a +mile out of town. At this, as she was told, every one would be +present, and therefore, she agreed, Robert would certainly appear. +With a view to circumstances which might conceivably arise in the event +of Robert's appearance, she had with great difficulty kept a number of +dances free, when her admiring cavaliers at the Van Griffs' were +striving to fill her cards in advance. If he should fail to +come,—well, she had reason to think that she would not be left to +languish unattended. +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile, however, she little knew how violently her pretty scheme was +being brought to nought, she little knew how emphatically Robert was +being enlightened as to her presence in New York. She should, indeed, +have thought that the story of her triumphs at the Van Griffs' would +reach his ears, for on the day following that event, her maid, a +garrulous West Indian mulatto whom Glenowen had engaged immediately on +their arrival, had told her over her toilet that her name was already +the toast of the finest gentlemen in town. But somehow it never +occurred to her that Robert would hear anything. She thought of him +only as riding, or paddling a canoe, or sitting at his desk, or going +to balls and wandering about alone, thinking of her, gravely smiling +now and then, courteous, and silent. As a vital factor in this +glittering life he had never presented himself to her imagination,—or +it is possible she might have written to him from Second Westings more +often than twice or thrice in the year! +</P> + +<P> +The house of the Surveyor-General stood behind its trees far back from +the road, on a series of terraces set with walks, parterres, trimmed +hedges, statuary, and secret arbours. The house was a blaze of light. +The terraces were lighted with a gay discretion, here shining, there +enshadowed. As she drove up with her uncle in the coach, a little +late, and heard the music and the musical babble of voices, Barbara +thrilled deliciously, with a prescience that this was to be an eventful +night. She was no longer dazzled,—only strung to the highest tension. +She realised that all this was her birthright, to be used, played with, +thrown aside when tired of, but meanwhile enjoyed to the topmost pitch +of relish,—hers just as much as the buttercup fields, the thrush-sweet +orchards, the ancient woods of Connecticut. She felt herself mistress +of the situation. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Uncle Bob," she whispered, drawing a quick breath of anticipation, +as she gave him her hand and stepped daintily from the coach, her +high-buckled, high-heeled white satin slippers and little white silken +ankles glimmering for an instant to the ensnaring of the favoured +eye,—"oh, Uncle Bob, isn't it lovely?" +</P> + +<P> +"You are, my Barbe!" he answered, peering down with high content upon +the small disastrous face half-hidden in the hood of her scarlet +cardinal. +</P> + +<P> +"Let me tell you, Uncle Bob, you look extremely nice yourself!" she +responded, squeezing his hand hard. "I didn't see one other man at Mr. +Van Griff's so handsome and distinguished-looking as you!" +</P> + +<P> +"Dear me!" retorted Glenowen, musingly, "what is the baggage going to +ask me for to-morrow? Whatever it be, she must have it!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara reached her hostess with difficulty, and was given small time +for her greetings. All through her first dance she was so absorbed in +looking for Robert that she paid scant attention to her partner's +compliments, though she realised that they contained imcomprehensible +veiled reference to something which she was supposed to know all about. +To her partner, one Jerry Waite by name, her ignorance seemed assumed, +and vastly well assumed; and presently with his growing admiration for +her cleverness came a dread lest he should transgress, so he +diplomatically shifted to new ground. But had she not been quite +absorbed in her quest, Barbara's most lively curiosity would have been +awakened by his meaning words. +</P> + +<P> +At last she sat down by a curtained doorway and sent Mr. Waite to get +her fan, that she might make up her mind as to the advisability of +inquiring frankly about Robert. Her scheme was working too slowly for +her impatient spirit; and, moreover, it was beginning to dawn upon her +that Robert might not unnaturally feel aggrieved, and perhaps even +prove difficult and exasperating, if she did not see him soon. She had +about concluded to invoke the aid of Uncle Bob,—with whom she was by +and by to dance the minuet,—when a word behind the curtain caught her +ear. +</P> + +<P> +"La! Mr. Gault!" cried a pretty, affected, high-pitched voice. "Who +thought we should be so favoured as to see you here to-night! Not +dancing, surely! But 'twere less cruel to us poor maids to stay away +entirely, than to come and let us look and pine in vain. But you are +very white,—sit down by me and tell me all about it. La, there's +nothing I so love!" +</P> + +<P> +It was Robert's voice that answered,—Robert's voice, but grown deeper, +stronger, more assured, than as Barbara thought she remembered it. +</P> + +<P> +"It was nothing at all, dear Miss Betty,—a mere scratch!" he answered. +"'Tis but the loss of a little blood makes me paler than ordinary, I +suppose. But the doctor said there was no reason in the world I should +not look in on the gaieties for a minute or two,—and see what new +wonder of a gown Miss Betty was wearing,—provided I gave my word not +to dance." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara was conscious of the rustle of Miss Betty's flirtatious fan. +</P> + +<P> +"La, sir!" cried the pretty, high voice again, "you make light, of it; +but they tell me it was very handsome done. And is it true that poor +Carberry is in a bad way? Fie upon you, Mr. Gault, to spit an officer +of the king and so strengthen the hands of the enemy." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's heart was beating very fast. So Robert had been fighting a +duel, had he! And been wounded,—but slightly! And the quarrel with +an officer of the king! This looked as if her anxieties were +unfounded. But on the other hand, this loquacious girl—whom Barbara +despised instantly and honestly—seemed to claim him as belonging to +the king's party. Barbara trembled with excitement, and with fear lest +her absent escort should come back too soon. He did come back, at that +moment; but with a ravishing look that turned his brain she sent off +again for an ice and a glass of punch. Meanwhile her alert ears had +heard Robert replying cheerfully to Miss Betty. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Carberry will be all right in a week or two," said he. "'Twould +much hasten his recovery were one to send him word of Miss Betty's +solicitude. A three weeks at most will take him off my conscience and +the doctor's hands!" +</P> + +<P> +Here another voice intervened. +</P> + +<P> +"Traitress!" it exclaimed, "I have been seeking you this half-hour!" +</P> + +<P> +"Let me talk to Mr. Gault one moment more, Jack!" pleaded Miss Betty. +"He was just going to tell me all about it,—weren't you, Mr. Gault?" +</P> + +<P> +"Not if I know Bob Gault," retorted the voice. "Nay, nay, dear lady, I +will yield you not one minute more to Gault, on any pretext. Shall I +court disaster by leaving the most fickle as the fairest of her sex to +the wiles of this pale hero, this wounded champion of dames!" +</P> + +<P> +"You're right, Jack!" cried Miss Betty. "I see he's dying with +impatience to go and find her, and claim a champion's reward! She's +here, Mr. Gault. I saw her but a moment back. Go wherever you see the +men a-crowding fiercest!" +</P> + +<P> +So Robert had fought for some woman, had he? He had a tie, then! +Barbara felt a tightening about her heart, an impulse to rush from the +room. Then she said to herself, "What more natural? What are we but +the best of friends? And have I ever been really nice to him?" +Promptly anger took the place of the unreasonable hurt; and the anger +made her cool upon the surface, so that she had herself well gathered +in hand when the curtain was pushed aside, and Robert came +through—just at the same moment that her partner came up with the +punch. +</P> + +<P> +Robert sprang forward with face transfigured. But to Barbara's chagrin +he did not seem at all surprised. +</P> + +<P> +"I am glad to see you, Robert!" she said, gravely, holding out her hand. +</P> + +<P> +Robert bent over it and kissed it in silence, unable, for the moment, +to find his voice. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you not glad to see me—to see an old friend out of the old days?" +asked Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"I have no words to tell you how glad I am, my dear lady!" he answered, +in a low voice, wishing that Jerry Waite would have sense enough to go +away, instead of standing there in that idiotic fashion with the punch. +</P> + +<P> +"But aren't you <I>surprised</I> to see me, Robert?" Barbara went on, +forgetful of Mr. Waite and the punch. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose I ought to be surprised, my lady," answered Robert, with +some bitterness in his tone, "surprised that you have condescended to +see me at all, in view of the length of time you have been here without +letting me know! I learned yesterday of your coming—after every one +in town apparently knew of it!" +</P> + +<P> +To Jerry Waite the scene was utterly incomprehensible. Oblivious to +all good manners, he was staring open-mouthed. Barbara saw the +astonishment in his face, quite naturally misunderstood it, and flushed +angrily. The pain and wrath which she had by such an effort of will +crushed down in her heart crept up again stealthily, and began to +mingle unrecognised with this superficial annoyance. +</P> + +<P> +"I had thought to surprise you,—a harmless little play, Robert, to see +if you would recognise an old, old friend grown up!" she said, in a +cool voice. "But since you are so dissatisfied, we had better not talk +about it. You may call and see me some day soon, if you like. I am +just around the corner, on State Street. Uncle Bob will give you the +address. Will you take me back to my seat, Mr. Waite? Thank you so +much for the punch." +</P> + +<P> +Robert could not believe his ears. Was he dismissed for the evening? +The blood began to beat fiercely in his head. +</P> + +<P> +"But, Barbara," he exclaimed, "aren't you going to give me at least +<I>one</I> dance?— Hold on, Waite, just a minute, will you!— You can't +be engaged for all so early in the evening. I came at the very first, +in hopes of catching you and getting several." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara paused. By this time the thought of that other woman, for whom +he had fought,—for whom he was wounded,—for whom he carried now this +pallor,—for whom he had been too impatient to talk to Miss Betty +behind the curtain,—the thought of that other woman was gnawing at her +brain in a way to confuse her judgment. She was not exactly in love +with Robert, but she was intensely interested, and in the course of the +years a sense of proprietorship had grown up. The idea of another +woman, with a prior claim, outraged her pride at the same time that it +wrenched her heart with a sense of irremediable loss. +</P> + +<P> +"You are not dancing, I understand, Robert," she said, looking coldly +into his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +Robert's heart gave an exultant leap. She knew about the duel, then! +</P> + +<P> +"I had thought, my lady," said he, softly, "that you might, under the +circumstances, consent to forego a dance or two, and talk with me about +old times." +</P> + +<P> +The circumstances, indeed! Barbara's eyes blazed in spite of all her +efforts at self-control. This was insolence. Yet she could in no way +show she recognised it. For a second or two she held her tongue. +</P> + +<P> +"I hear you have been greatly distinguishing yourself, Robert," she +answered, in a voice of somewhat artificial sweetness, "and have taken +some hurt in the affair, and really should not be here at all!" She +looked at her tablets with hypocritical care. "You should have found +me earlier. I shall not be free to give you a dance for <I>hours</I> +yet,—not till quite near the last. You will probably not be able to +stay so long!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert grew tenfold whiter than before, and his mouth set itself like +iron. She knew,—it was clear she knew,—and yet she could act in this +hopelessly light, cruel, merciless way. It was inhuman. Had she no +spark of womanly tenderness? He would trouble her no more. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I shall not stay," he said, quietly. "Good-night, Mistress Ladd! +Good-night, Waite!" He took her outstretched hand so lightly that she +saw rather than felt that he had taken it; bowed over it, so low that +he seemed to kiss it, yet did not actually touch it with his lips; then +nodded civilly to Waite, strode off down the side of the room, through +the door, and was gone. Barbara little guessed the many eyes that had +watched and wondered at the episode. She imagined that all were quite +engrossed in the dancing. +</P> + +<P> +"Now please take me to the other room, Mr. Waite!" she commanded. "I +fear I was engaged for this very dance, and my partner will think me +rude!" +</P> + +<P> +Waite was in hopeless bewilderment. He particularly liked and admired +Robert Gault. He was silent for a few moments, and then exclaimed with +seeming irrelevance: "Women do beat me!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara looked up at him quickly, as she took her seat. +</P> + +<P> +"What do you mean?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +"I beg your pardon, most fair and inexplicable Mistress Ladd," replied +Waite, who had been puzzled almost out of his manners, "but,—if you +will permit me to say it,—if this be the fate of your friends, what, +oh, what must be the fate of your enemies!" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't understand you!" said Barbara, haughtily. "Pray explain +yourself!" But just then a young scarlet-coated officer, Nevil Paget, +came up, claiming the hand of Mistress Ladd; and Jerry Waite, who had +begun to realise that he was in deep water, hailed the rescue gladly. +</P> + +<P> +"I shall have the honour to claim you again, gracious mistress," said +he, "and I shall explain myself then, if you bid me. Meanwhile, I make +way for those more fortunate than I." +</P> + +<P> +And now, in her bitterness and disappointment, Barbara flung herself +heart and soul into the folly. When the young Englishman started to +speak of a duel, she shut him up so mercilessly that for five minutes +he durst not open his mouth. But she proceeded to flirt and bedazzle +him, half flouting, half flattering, till in five minutes more he was +nigh ready to fling all the pedigree of all the Pagets at her small, +light-dancing feet and beg her to dance upon it her whole life long. +She danced everything, and between the dances held a court more crowded +and more devoted than that which had paid her homage at the Van +Griffs'. She was deaf to all attempts to lure her out upon the fairy +terraces, because when she first saw them she had decided that Robert +should take her out there to tell her what a wonderful surprise she had +given him. But the men whom she refused were not driven away by her +denial. She mixed bitter and sweet for them all so cunningly that none +could tell in which of the twain lay the magic that held them thrall. +And all the while her heart smouldered in her breast like a hot coal in +the ash. +</P> + +<P> +At length came her minuet with Glenowen; and after it her uncle, who +thought he detected something feverish in her gaiety, and felt moved to +cool it a little if he might without damage, asked her if she had seen +Robert. +</P> + +<P> +"For a moment or two," she answered, with an indifference beyond reason. +</P> + +<P> +Glenowen had heard all the story of the duel, and wondered what had +gone wrong. +</P> + +<P> +"Why did he go home, sweetheart, so soon after our coming?" he inquired. +</P> + +<P> +"Did he go home?" she queried, casually. "You know he was hardly fit +to be out. Even heroes can't stand the loss of blood!" +</P> + +<P> +"What did you do to him, child?" persisted Glenowen. +</P> + +<P> +This questioning chafed on Barbara's raw and bleeding nerves. +</P> + +<P> +"Robert made himself very disagreeable," she replied, crisply. "I +showed that I was disappointed in him, and he seems to have got angry +and gone home!" +</P> + +<P> +"Disappointed in him!" exclaimed Glenowen. Then he hesitated, and went +on: "Really, Barbara, are you quite human? Forgive me if I—" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara faced him squarely, and he felt, though he could not see, the +flood of tears pent up behind her shining eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Uncle Bob!" she whispered, in a tense voice, "if you are going to +criticise, take me home <I>right away</I>. I can't stand one thing more!" +</P> + +<P> +Glenowen knew her better than any one else ever could, and his +displeasure melted as he caught signal of a distress which he did not +understand. Yet he knew better than to be too sympathetic, having more +than once experienced the perilous relaxing powers of sympathy. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, well, sweetheart," he laughed, lightly, "forgive me. I've no +doubt it would seem all right if I knew. And what does it matter to me +about Bobby Gault, anyhow, so long as my little girl is happy?" +</P> + +<P> +"She isn't happy, Uncle Bob! But that isn't <I>your</I> fault, you dear, +not ever in the world!" +</P> + +<P> +As they moved apart from the promenading throng, and paused at an open +window overlooking the terraces, Barbara's ears, acute as those of the +furtive kindred in Westings forest, again caught a word that was not +intended for them. She saw two painted and tower-headed dames, sitting +not far from the window, point her out to another who had just taken a +seat beside them; and she heard the newcomer remark, behind her fan: +</P> + +<P> +"That ugly little rebel! Insult an officer of the king's troops for +her!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's face flushed scarlet, and she looked at her uncle. But he +had heard nothing,—and she remembered that her ears were keener than +those of other people. The remark, however, puzzled her, and started a +vague, troublesome misgiving. Thereafter she found it difficult to +resume the spontaneous fervour of her gaiety. Fits of abstraction +would take her unawares; but her courtiers thought them merely another +touch of art, effective as they were unexpected. She was now looking +forward to the dance with Jerry Waite, and the explanation which he had +so rashly promised. She had intended to snub him severely, but when he +came for her at last he found her altogether gracious. +</P> + +<P> +"Would you mind very much if we sat somewhere and talked, instead of +dancing?" she asked. And Waite, nothing loth, led her to a seat just +beyond the long windows,—nearer to the terrace than any other man had +succeeded in getting her to go. This filled him with elation, and he +was glad, rather than otherwise, that she had refused to go out among +the walks and arbours. Here his triumph was visible every moment to +his disappointed rivals. He was, of course, like the rest, half +infatuated with Barbara; but being a sane youth, with a sense of +humour, he knew the difference between infatuation and half +infatuation. He imagined there was more between Barbara and Robert +than there really was; and he did not hold himself any match for Robert +in a race for hearts. Therefore, he was capable of thinking of his own +prestige. And to heighten that he had an inspiration. When, after +waiting till she could wait no longer, for him to bring up the subject, +Barbara asked him to give her the promised explanation of his remark, +he fenced cleverly till the time was close at hand when he knew she +would be claimed by another partner. He saw this prospective partner, +Cary Patten, eyeing her hungrily, ready to swoop down and take +possession at the first permissible moment. Then he said: "In very +truth, fair mistress, the explanation necessitates a long story. To +tell you a little would leave me in a worse light than I could endure +you to behold me in. The story comes first,—and then the explanation +follows with ease!" +</P> + +<P> +"When will you explain? My curiosity has been most artistically +aroused!" said Barbara, maintaining with an effort her tone of +sprightly merriment. +</P> + +<P> +"If I might have the honour of waiting upon you to-morrow, I am bold to +hope I might succeed in interesting you!" suggested Waite. +</P> + +<P> +"You may come in the morning," answered Barbara, promptly. "Say about +eleven o'clock." +</P> + +<P> +The delighted Jerry was ceremoniously bowing his gratitude for this +command, conscious that it would make him the envied of all the +gallants of Manhattan, when Cary Patten came up and carried Barbara off +with rather more eagerness than ceremony. He had been most hard hit of +all her victims at the Van Griffs' ball, and had experienced deep +dejection over the rumour which had that day associated her name with +Robert Gault's. Robert's early departure from the ball had somewhat +cheered him, however; and now, with that simplicity, not unlike +Barbara's own, born of secure family position and careless disregard of +convention, he determined to find out if the field were open. He saw +that Barbara was distinctly friendly to him,—whether for his own sake +or for what Glenowen had told her of his sympathies,—and he trusted to +his directness to disarm her possible resentment of his questioning. +</P> + +<P> +"If you will pardon me, gracious lady," he began, after the customary +interchange of compliment, "I am going to ask you something about our +friend Gault. Carberry was accounted till to-day the best sword in the +colony. Now he stands second best! It took uncommon high courage or +uncommon deep interest in the quarrel, to cross swords with such a +master,—but, of course—" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's face changed, and she interrupted him crisply. His first +phrases had been interesting enough, but at the words "uncommon deep +interest in the quarrel," the vision of that unknown woman floated up +and laughed in her face. +</P> + +<P> +"I am weary of the subject, Captain Patten. It seems to me it should +be possible to talk of something else. If not, let us listen to the +music, please!" +</P> + +<P> +Never before had Cary Patten been so snubbed. The experience was novel +to him, and he did not like it. But he found more than ample +compensation in the thought that Barbara's words showed no impassioned +interest in Robert Gault! If such a fight, and in such a cause, left +her indifferent, then surely he need have no great fear of Robert as a +rival. To be sure, he thought Barbara's indifference a little cruel, a +little heartless,—but so much the greater the reward if he could +awaken heart in this flashing, audacious, irresistible little witch. +Cary Patten had small knowledge of the feminine heart, being much +absorbed in his boyish ambitions, his dreams of splendid daring; and he +had a healthy, well-founded faith in his own powers. His bright, +handsome face looked glum for a moment or two; then he laughed frankly +and cried: +</P> + +<P> +"Served me just right, for being so bold, sweet mistress. I implore +you forgive me, and be friends! On bended knee I sue—to speak +figuratively. I dare not do it in fact, you know, else all the men in +the room would be on their knees about you, which would look singular!" +</P> + +<P> +Yes, he was a nice boy, and Barbara not only forgave him, but tried to +resume her old gaiety for his pleasure. So far as his pleasure was +concerned, she succeeded; though older and keener eyes than Cary +Patten's would have seen that her mirth was forced. He left her +feeling that he had made no small progress; and he trod on air in his +elation because she had promised him no less than three dances at the +very next ball at which they should meet. His succeeding partners +found him tender but absent-minded,—a combination which they +interpreted to their advantage or otherwise, according to their +knowledge of men's hearts. +</P> + +<P> +But as for Barbara's heart, it was now yielding to the strain, and she +felt that she could keep up the play no longer. Her anger had given +out before the need of it, as a stimulant to flirtation, was past. +Only pain, humiliation, disappointment, remained to her, and she felt +that if she did not get away at once something would happen. With all +the obstinate force of her will she kept a hold upon her imperious +vivacity, and would hear no appeals when her next partner was bidden to +fetch her uncle and call her coach. +</P> + +<P> +"Take me home, <I>please</I>, Uncle Bob!" she pleaded; and he, after a +glance into her eyes, yielded comprehendingly. Her reason for going, +indeed, he did not comprehend; but her need of going he comprehended +instantly. Till the very last moment she kept herself at pitch, +laughing, sweetly jibing, taunting, provoking, inviting, so that the +men who insisted on helping Glenowen escort her to her coach felt that +the glitter had gone from the dance with her departure. But once safe +inside the coach, and beyond the lights, she flung herself upon Uncle +Bob's neck and broke into a storm of sobbing. She vouchsafed no +explanation, and the sagacious Glenowen asked no questions; and she +wept, intermittently, all the way to the high-stooped old Dutch house +on State Street. To such a bitter end had come the evening, the +wondrous evening, of which she had hoped, expected, claimed so much! +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap26"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXVI. +</H3> + +<P> +Barbara slept little, but lay late, and Glenowen was away about +business ere she appeared. By the time her caller arrived she was +fairly herself, only subdued in spirit, sorrowful, and homesick. She +had taken pains, however, that her morning toilet should be becoming; +and Jerry Waite thought her pallor, the shadows about her great grave +eyes, the wistfulness of her scarlet mouth, even more enchanting than +her radiance and sparkle of the night before. +</P> + +<P> +"This is most gracious of you, fair lady, to let me come so soon!" he +murmured ecstatically, over the rosy brown tips of her slim fingers. +"Did the other men but know of it, I should have feared for my life to +come without a guard!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara smiled faintly, willing to appreciate his flatteries, but in no +mood for badinage and quip. +</P> + +<P> +"Nay, sir!" she answered, "do not lay it to my graciousness, which is +scant to even so charming a gentleman as Mr. Waite, but to my +curiosity, which I acknowledge to be great and insistent. Tell me this +wonderful thing you promised to tell me!" +</P> + +<P> +Jerry Waite assumed an air of mock supplication. +</P> + +<P> +"I implore you, dear lady, suffer me for one moment to delude myself +with the ravishing dream that 'twas for my company, no less than for my +story, that you permitted me to come.— What, no, not for one moment +the sweet delusion?" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara shook her head resolutely. +</P> + +<P> +"No, first deserve favour, before you presume to claim it, sir!" she +retorted. "Earn my grace by a story as interesting as you have led me +to expect. Then, perhaps, I may like you well enough to let you stay +awhile, for the sake of your company!" +</P> + +<P> +"So be it, if so the queen decrees!" said Waite. "My little story is +about a duel, of which, as I gathered last night, the fairest +but—pardon me—not always the most gracious of her sex knows a little, +but not the most interesting details!" +</P> + +<P> +"I have heard too much already of this duel!" interrupted Barbara. "I +do not understand how it concerns me!" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, lady, this impatience of yours!" said Waite, watching her keenly. +"How can you expect to understand the manner in which it concerns you, +if you will not let any one tell you the story? I stand pledged to +make the story interesting on pain of forfeiting your good will!" +</P> + +<P> +"Well," agreed Barbara, with seeming reluctance. In very truth she was +trembling with eagerness for him to go on. "But, I pray you, be as +brief as is consistent with justice to your claim as a narrator!" +</P> + +<P> +"I will be most brief!" said Waite. "For the merit lies in the story +itself, not in the fashion of the telling. Yesterday, a little after +the noon hour, some half-score gentlemen were gathered by chance in +Pym's Ordinary, where many of us frequent for the latest bit of gossip. +There was talk of this, that, and the other, but most of the charms of +a lady whom we know and reverence—" +</P> + +<P> +"Who was she?" asked Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +But Waite, intent upon his story, paid no heed. +</P> + +<P> +"The praises, the compliments, the eulogiums," he went on, "that were +heaped upon this magical name seemed to show that every man was at her +feet. All but Carberry. Captain Carberry is a chill-souled, carping, +sarcastical fellow, and arrogant withal, by reason of the unmatched +agility of his blade. It had pleased him to be displeased by certain +sweet, if a trifle pungent, sprightlinesses of the lady in question; +and now his comments ran sharply counter to those of the rest of the +company. He did not admire her at all,—which was, of course, within +his undoubted rights, however it discredited his taste. But presently +his criticisms became a trifle harsher than was fitting; and there was +a moment of uneasy silence. Then, clear upon the silence, Gault +spoke,—Gault, who had hitherto been listening without a word. +</P> + +<P> +"'Carberry,' said he, quietly, 'you have said just enough. One word +more will be too much!' +</P> + +<P> +"Every one held his breath. There was an ugly look about Gault's +mouth, and we trembled for him. He is liked, you know; while Carberry, +a man ten years older, is feared. Carberry looked Bob over, with a +supercilious smile, which meant mischief, as we knew, and then drawled +slowly: +</P> + +<P> +"'I shall say whatever it may please me to say about that damned +little—' But no one was to hear the sentence finished. We can never +have our curiosity certainly satisfied as to that word, which just then +got smashed beyond recognition behind Carberry's teeth. It was +probably not so very bad a word, if the truth were known. Bob was +taking no risks on that score. His blow was straight as a bullet; and +Carberry went sprawling over two chairs and a table. +</P> + +<P> +"When he picked himself up he was quite cool,—collected and +businesslike. That we knew to be his deadly way, and we trembled for +Bob. Bob, however, seemed as easy in his mind as Carberry. The two of +them, indeed, were so deuced civil you might have thought they were +arranging to marry each other's sisters. There was no time lost, you +may be sure. Seconds were chosen, terms agreed upon, a doctor sent +for, and we promptly made up a little pleasure party to the woods. +</P> + +<P> +"As for the fight, dear lady, I spare your gentle soul the details. It +lacked just one element of interest to the connoisseur,—both +combatants fought in one fashion. There was no contrast, such as one +might have expected between a boy of twenty-three and a veteran of +thirty-six. At the very first Carberry had attacked with fury,—but +when he felt the quality of Bob's wrist he saw it was not a case for +bluster, and settled down to business. Both fought smiling, alike +cool, wary, dangerous, sure of the result. Where and when Bob learned +it, we none of us knew. He is a queer, reticent chap in some ways. +But learned it he had,—and I, who like to study faces, saw the tinge +of surprise in Carberry's face pass to admiration. His rage was +forgotten in the exhilaration of his favourite game. I never again +expect to see two blades so nicely matched. The excitement to us +watchers grew intense, till our knees felt weak. But they two seemed +as fresh as when they started. +</P> + +<P> +"At last—'a touch!" said Carberry,—and then, by the slight hissing of +the words between his teeth I realised the strain. +</P> + +<P> +"'Not at all!' answered Robert,—and his words, too, came hissingly, +for all the easy smile upon his lips. Then both grew white. And for a +few minutes there was no change. And it seemed to us that our eyes +could follow the blades no longer. And then—for the life of me I +could not see how it happened—a red stain came on the shoulder of +Bob's shirt; and in the next second Carberry, letting his sword fall, +dropped in a heap. +</P> + +<P> +"Before we could recover our astonishment, Robert and the doctor +together were bending over the wounded man, and had his shirt ripped +open. 'I've got it, eh?' said Carberry, faintly. 'A fair, clean +thrust, an' served me damn well right!' And he held out his hand to +Bob,—who grasped it with both his, and looked now, all of a sudden, +like a boy ready to cry. +</P> + +<P> +"'Stuff and nonsense, Captain!' exclaimed the doctor. 'You've not got +your quietus with <I>this</I> bare bodkin. You'll be all right, sound as +ever, in a month, a fortnight maybe!' +</P> + +<P> +"'Thank God!' cried Robert. +</P> + +<P> +"'My sentiments exactly!' said Carberry, his voice stronger with the +knowledge that he was not dying. 'Gault, my compliments, with my best +apologies! Great sword, my boy, great—' and with that he swooned from +the pain and loss of blood. And we, very happy that all had ended so +happily, got him to the coach, and so home. And the rest, dear +Mistress Ladd, you know!" +</P> + +<P> +"A mighty interesting story, I admit!" said Barbara. "But still I ask, +of what especial, immediate interest to me?" +</P> + +<P> +Waite looked at her curiously. Was it possible she could be so blind? +But her wide eyes were innocent of all comprehension. It suddenly +occurred to him that, new come to town as she was, she found it +impossible to imagine <I>her</I> name the theme of tongues. He began to +understand. +</P> + +<P> +"You know the lady," said he, and paused. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, sir, 'tis possible. I have met many in the few days that I have +been in New York. What is her name—since you seem to hold it an +important matter." +</P> + +<P> +"Her name, dear lady—her name is one that stirs a thrill of admiring +homage in all our hearts. It is—<I>Mistress Barbara Ladd</I>!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara caught her breath, and her eyes dilated. +</P> + +<P> +"What?" she cried, though she had heard quite clearly. +</P> + +<P> +"Her name is Mistress Barbara Ladd!" repeated Jerry Waite. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Mr. Waite. No! No! Don't tell me it was on my account that +Robert fought. Impossible! He might have been killed! And I +thought—" but she stopped herself in time, without saying what it was +she had thought. +</P> + +<P> +Jerry Waite became serious. +</P> + +<P> +"It seems to me, dear lady, that your thought, whatever it was, did +Gault an injustice," said he, gently. "And that is my explanation. Am +I forgiven?" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara conquered her distress. This was the easier—after the first +pang of remorse—because the fact that Robert had not failed her soon +overtopped in her mind the fact that she had failed Robert. That +unknown woman—the hateful vision vanished in a burst of light. The +ache of loss was healed in her heart. She was reinstated, too, in her +self-esteem. New York grew bright again. Her conquests were once more +worth while. Robert should behold them all,—and be one of them,—the +most subjugated of them all. At last her face grew radiant,—her eyes +dancing, her teeth flashing, her mouth the reddest rose, her clear +brown cheeks softly aflush. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, indeed, Mr. Waite," she cried, holding out her hand. "It is a +beautiful story, and wins you a very high place in my regard. You may +stay and talk to me till dinner-time, if you like; and then my uncle +will be glad to have you dine with us!" +</P> + +<P> +The first part of the invitation Waite accepted with alacrity, and +cursed himself bitterly that he had an engagement to prevent him +staying for dinner. In the conversation that followed Barbara gained +him and chained him fast, not as a mad, intoxicated lover, but as one +of the best and most loyal of her friends. But the moment he was gone +she rushed to her scrutoir and in fierce haste scribbled a note. It +ran: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"DEAR ROBERT:—I did not understand at all. I thought something quite +different from the truth. I have just found out about things. Please +come and talk to me till dinner-time, if you like; and then let me tell +you how perfectly horrid I think myself. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"BARBARA." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +This she sealed with a care that contrasted curiously with the haste +with which she had written it. Then she called her maid and sent it +around to the stately-doorwayed office on Bowling Green. +</P> + +<P> +The answer that came was merely a bunch of dark red roses, with never a +written word; but Barbara found it quite satisfactory. To Robert it +would have seemed superfluous to have said he would come. Barbara made +her toilet with especial care, selecting everything with a view to +making herself look as nearly as possible like the Barbara of the old +Second Westings days. As she surveyed herself in the glass, she was +astonished at the result. Had she really put the hands of time back +five years? As she remembered, she had looked just so on the afternoon +when Robert came, and found her in the apple-tree reading "Clarissa." +It was three o'clock already,—and Robert had been waiting already half +an hour in the drawing-room below,—but she took yet a few minutes more +for a finishing touch. She basted up a deep tuck in her +petticoat,—about half an inch off for each year blotted from her +calendar,—and then, with flaming eyes and mouth wreathed in laughter, +she ran down to receive her guest. It was the direct obverse of the +meeting she had planned. +</P> + +<P> +"Did you ride over, Robert? Or did you come in the canoe?" she asked, +as if she had but that moment jumped down out of the apple-tree. +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara!" he cried, and seized and kissed both hands. +</P> + +<P> +"I was beginning to fear that you had forgotten the way to Second +Westings!" she went on, in gay reproach. "Why, it is <I>weeks</I> since you +were over; and the young catbirds in the currant bush have grown their +wings and flown; and the goldenrod's in flower; and the 'Early +Harvests' are beginning to turn red on the old apple-tree over by the +gate; and how will you explain your long absence, sir, to Aunt Hitty, +and Doctor John, and Doctor Jim, I'd like to know!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert was devouring her with his eyes as she spoke. "Oh, you do +indeed look just as you did that day I found you in the apple-tree!" he +cried, at last. "So weary long ago,—yet now, sweet lady, it seems but +now!" +</P> + +<P> +"Let us play it is but now," laughed Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," said Robert,—"but <I>please</I> don't send me right away to Doctor +Jim, as you did that morning! I will try not to incur your +displeasure. And don't be in such a hurry to get back to 'Clarissa' as +you were then!" +</P> + +<P> +So all the afternoon they talked the language and the themes of Second +Westings, with the difference that Barbara was all graciousness, +instead of her old mixture of acid and sweet. And when Glenowen came +in to supper he was admitted to the game, and played it with a relish. +And when, after supper, the three went riding, they took what they +swore to be the Westings Landing Road,—though certain of the +landmarks, as they could not but agree, looked unfamiliar. Almost they +persuaded themselves that on their return they might entreat Mistress +Mehitable to brew them a sack posset. +</P> + +<P> +It was not till three days later, when Robert was begging more than his +share of dances for a ball to be given that night at Government House, +that Barbara explained—lightly and laughingly, but in a way that +suffered Robert to understand—her quite inadequate reasons for having +treated him so cavalierly on the evening after his duel. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap27"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXVII. +</H3> + +<P> +For the next few weeks Barbara enjoyed herself without stint, and found +New York quite all that she had painted it. To Robert she now +vouchsafed sufficient favour to keep him fairly happy and good +company,—or, at least, to enable him to make himself good company by +an effort of will. Yet she held him on the chilly side of that +frontier which separates the lover from the comrade. He was her +favoured escort, but not so favoured that other admirers could fancy +themselves warned from the field. And he was kept restless, tormented, +jealous. He was made to feel—as others were allowed to think—that +his primacy in privilege was based solely upon old friendship and +familiar memories. But the moment he attempted to crowd aside the new +friends,—among whom Cary Patten, Jerry Waite, and young Paget caused +him especial worry,—Barbara would seem to forget all their intimacy +and relegate him to a position somewhat more remote than that of the +merest acquaintance. The utmost that he durst claim at any time was a +certain slight precedence in her train of devoted cavaliers. She +danced, rode, flirted, with something so near approaching impartiality +that she let no moth quite feel itself a fool in scorching its wings at +her eyes. Yet no one could presume upon her graciousness; and no one +but Cary Patten had the temerity to push his suit to the point where +she was put on the defensive. Cary Patten was promptly dismissed. But +when he as promptly came back on the very first occasion, she had +forgotten the matter, and remembered only how she liked his honest +boyishness, his sanguine boldness. Cary, applying one of those general +rules which were apt to be so inapplicable in the special case of +Barbara, decided that not one, nor indeed a dozen, refusals need reduce +him to despair! And Barbara, when afterward she came to think of it, +liked Cary Patten the better because he had not sulked over his defeat. +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile Barbara was exercising a restraint upon one point, which was +in flat contradiction to her wonted directness. She was carefully +avoiding, in Robert's presence, a discussion of those political +questions with which the whole country, from Maine to Georgia, was then +seething. This was easier than it would have been even a few weeks +before, for the reason that as the differences grew more deadly society +grew more cautious about letting them intrude themselves among its +smooth observances. Barbara, in fact, had come to fear the inevitable +discussion with Robert. She knew he was identified with the Tory +party, but she did not know how far. And she feared her own heat of +partisanship not less than his resolution—which she called obstinacy. +So, by tacit consent, she and Robert gave wide berth to the perilous +theme; till at length their avoidance of it, when it was thrilling on +the very air they breathed, made it begin to loom all the larger and +darker between them. Presently the apprehension that it was an +impending peril to their relation drove Robert to speak, precipitately, +on the subject that was bursting his heart night and day. +</P> + +<P> +They had just come in from an afternoon ride, and were alone in the +drawing-room. Barbara was in high good humour; and Robert seized the +moment to ask leave to return that same evening. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm sorry, Robert! I'd love to have you come," she replied. "But +I've promised the evening to Cary Patten. He wants to bring his fiddle +and try over some new music with me." +</P> + +<P> +Robert's face darkened. +</P> + +<P> +"Cary Patten seems to be here all the time!" he exclaimed, with natural +exaggeration. +</P> + +<P> +"What nonsense! You know that's not true, Robert. He's not here +<I>half</I> as much as you are. But if he were, what of it? He's very +good-looking, and Uncle Bob and I both like him, and, indeed, he's +<I>much</I> more <I>entertaining</I> than you, Robert!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert walked quickly across the room and back, then seized both her +slim brown wrists in a grip whose severity she rather liked. She felt +that something disturbing was at hand, however, and she braced her wits +to manage it. +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara,—my lady,—my lady,—I love you!" he said, very quietly. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, Robert! I know that," she answered, with composure, +smiling up at him, and making no effort to free her wrists. Yet in +some way her smile checked him, as he was about to crush her in his +arms. His breast ached fiercely so to crush her, yet it was impossible. +</P> + +<P> +"With all my heart and soul, my lady," he went on, his voice on the +dead level of intense emotion, "with every drop of blood in my body, I +love you, I have loved you, ever since the old child days in Second +Westings!" +</P> + +<P> +"That is very dear of you, Robert," she responded, her voice and eyes +showing nothing but frank pleasure at his words. "But, of course, I +have always known that," which was not quite true, though it seemed +true to her at the moment. +</P> + +<P> +He could not tell what there was in this answer to hold him back, or if +it was the frankness of her eyes that daunted him, but he began to feel +that, so far from clasping her to his heart and satisfying his lips +upon her eyes, her hair, her mouth, he had no right even to be holding +her wrists as he was. He flung them from him, drew back a step, and +searched her face with a desperate look. +</P> + +<P> +"And you—you do not love me at all!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara looked thoughtful, regretful. +</P> + +<P> +"No, Robert, I don't <I>love</I> you—not in the way you mean. I'm not in +love with you, you know. But I do care a lot for you, more than for +<I>almost</I> any one else!" +</P> + +<P> +They had both forgotten—for it was weeks away—how Barbara had felt +about the imaginary unknown lady. +</P> + +<P> +That "almost" was, to Robert, the end of all things. He thought at +once of Cary Patten. Pain and jealous madness struggled together in +his breast, strangling him. +</P> + +<P> +"Good-bye!" he said at last, finding his voice, and turning to the +door. "I shall leave to-night!" +</P> + +<P> +"Robert!" cried Barbara, sharply. "Come back at once!" +</P> + +<P> +He paused near the door, half turned, as if compelled by mere civility, +but showed no sign of obeying. +</P> + +<P> +"Come back to me!" she commanded. And he, being a courteous gentleman, +obeyed. +</P> + +<P> +"What is it, lady?" +</P> + +<P> +"What on earth do you mean by being so crazy?" she demanded. +</P> + +<P> +No answer occurred to him as necessary. He looked at her inquiringly, +his face very white, his eyes deep sunken, his lips straight and hard. +Barbara began to regret that she had not managed in some other way. +She certainly could not let him go. Yet she certainly did not love him +enough to give up her freedom for him,—to sacrifice all the enchanting +experience of which she had not yet begun to tire, to dismiss all the +interesting men, whose homage was so sweet to her young, unsatiated +vanity. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you know, Robert," she went on, beguilingly, "that I <I>couldn't +possibly</I> get along without you? I don't love you, but I do love you +to love me, you know. I couldn't bear to have you go away and forget +me, and love some other woman,—some kind, sweet, beautiful woman who +could love you and make you happy. I need you to love me. Though I +know there is no earthly reason why you should, and I think you are a +crazy goose to do it, and I believe you only think you do, anyhow!" +</P> + +<P> +Robert stood motionless. The storm raging up and down within him +turned him to steel on the surface. From a dry throat he tried to +speak clearly and with moderation. +</P> + +<P> +"You said—'almost!' Who is it—you care more for?—Cary Patten?" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara broke into a clear peal of laughter, and clapped her hands with +a fine assumption of glee. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you silly, silly child!" she exclaimed. "It was Uncle Bob, of +course, that I was thinking of when I said that. I love Uncle Bob +better than any one else in the world,—<I>far</I> better than I love you, +Robert, I can tell you that. But I care for you almost as much as for +Aunt Hitty. Cary Patten! Why, he and these other nice men who are +making things so pleasant for me, they are just <I>new</I> friends. I +<I>like</I> them, that's all. You are altogether different, you know. But +I'm just not in love with you,—and so you talk of going away and +spoiling everything for me. I don't call that loving me, Robert,—not +as <I>I</I> would love a girl if I were a man. But it's not my fault if I'm +not in love myself, is it? I'm sorry,—but I don't believe I <I>can</I> +love, really, the way you mean! Cary Patten, indeed! Why, he's just a +boy,—a nice, good-looking, saucy, conceited boy!" +</P> + +<P> +"Can't you try to love me, Barbara?" pleaded Robert, his wrath all +gone. He flung himself down at her feet, and wildly kissed them. All +this she permitted smilingly, but the request seemed to her, as it was, +a very foolish one. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I can't!" she answered, with decision. "Trying wouldn't make me. +And I don't think I want to, anyhow. I want to enjoy myself here while +I can. And I want you to be nice, and help me enjoy myself, and not +bother me. Love me just as much as you like, Robert, but don't tell me +so—too often! And don't ask me to love you. And <I>don't</I> go and be +lovely to the other girls, and make believe you are not in love with +me, for that would displease me very much, though I should know it was +making believe because you were cross at me. So, don't be horrid!" +</P> + +<P> +This seemed to Robert a somewhat one-sided arrangement. He knew he +would accept it, yet his honesty compelled him to express his sense of +its injustice. +</P> + +<P> +"I certainly would be lovely to the other girls if I wanted to, my +lady," said he, doggedly. "The trouble is, I <I>don't</I> want to. And I +sha'n't bore myself just for the sake of trying to make you think I +don't care. I love you, that's all—better than anything else in +heaven or earth. And I shall make you love me, my lady!" +</P> + +<P> +This threat amused Barbara, but did not displease her. +</P> + +<P> +"Very well, Robert," she answered, with a teasing, alluring look that +made his heart jump. "I sha'n't try to prevent you. I'll even like +you a little better now, at once, if you will go right away this minute +and let me dress." +</P> + +<P> +"Dress for Cary Patten!" muttered Robert, kissing her hand without +enthusiasm, and retiring with sombre brow. That he should go in this +temper did not please her ladyship at all. +</P> + +<P> +"And, Robert!" she cried, when he had just reached the door. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, my lady!" and he came back once more. +</P> + +<P> +"You said good-bye as if you were still in a nasty, black temper!" She +held out her hand to him again. This time he kissed it with what she +considered a more fitting warmth. +</P> + +<P> +"And, Robert, don't forget that I am <I>very, very</I> good to you, far more +so than you deserve. I don't think of telling Cary Patten, or any of +the others, not to flirt with the other girls. Cary Patten may be as +lovely to them as he likes, and I sha'n't mind one bit, so long as it +does not interfere with his being as attentive as he ought to be to me! +Now, it is a great honour I do you, Robert, in not letting you flirt." +</P> + +<P> +"I appreciate it, my lady," he answered, permitting himself to smile. +"A great honour, indeed,—though a superfluous one!" +</P> + +<P> +"I have no objection to that word, 'superfluous,' in that connection," +said Barbara, thoughtfully, to herself, as Robert disappeared. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap28"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXVIII. +</H3> + +<P> +After this Robert was careful, and so was permitted to be fairly happy +when he could keep the fires of jealousy banked down in his heart. +Once in awhile they would begin to get the better of him; and then, +after letting Barbara see just a glimpse of the flame, that she might +not forget it was there, he would leave before she could find him +troublesome and work it under by hours of furious riding. He skilfully +avoided giving her any further excuse for discipline; and was even so +cunning, at times, as to pique her by his show of self-control. In +this way he scored continually over the too confident Cary Patten, who, +after a week or two of almost daily calls at the old Dutch house on +State Street, would disappear and not be seen near Barbara for days. +At such times Robert concluded that Cary had been tempting Providence +and suffering the usual disaster of those who so presume. As for Jerry +Waite, and young Paget, and the rest of the infatuated train, Robert +thought that Barbara was quite too infernally nice to them all, and +cursed them all hotly in his heart; but he could not refrain from +admiring the neat manner in which she held them all in hand. +</P> + +<P> +Early in the autumn, however, it became still more difficult for +Barbara and Robert to keep silent on the great questions which they so +dreaded to discuss. The First Continental Congress was in session at +Philadelphia, and its deliberations formed a theme to blister men's +tongues. Made up of Tories, Radical Patriots or potential rebels, and +Moderates, in fairly even proportion, it satisfied neither Barbara nor +Robert. The latter, in spite of the fact that its New York delegates +were of his own party, viewed it with singularly clear eyes, and saw in +it not merely an instrument for the constitutional redress of just +grievances,—wherein it had his sympathy,—but a forerunner of +revolt,—wherein it called forth his passionate reprobation. To +Barbara, on the other hand, this Continental Congress, of which she had +hoped so much, seemed a mean-spirited, paltering, blear-eyed thing, +incapable of seeing what destiny had written large across the +continent, or too timorous to acknowledge what it saw. The strain was +further increased by matters which touched them both personally. With +the news that Connecticut, stirred up by false rumours of a struggle +with the royal troops in Boston, had thousands of her militia under +arms, came a letter from Mistress Mehitable, saying that Doctor John +was among them, in command of a regiment, and that Doctor Jim was +looking after his patients. At this tidings Barbara's heart swelled +with mingled pride and anxiety. She pictured the heroic figure Doctor +John would make, in his uniform, about to fight for the cause which she +held so splendid and so righteous. At the same time she saw him +already in the fight, waving his sword amid the smoke and slaughter, +and she shook with terror for him. Both Robert and Glenowen were with +her when the letter came, and as she read it out her voice broke and +the tears rolled down her cheeks. +</P> + +<P> +"Good for John Pigeon!" cried Glenowen, his eyes aglow. +</P> + +<P> +Then there was a heavy stillness on the air, such as that which +sometimes portends an earthquake, and neither looked at Robert. +Robert's face was very grave, but inspiration came to him, and he said +exactly the right thing. +</P> + +<P> +"How lonely Doctor Jim and Mistress Mehitable must be! Second Westings +must be perfectly desolate!" +</P> + +<P> +The danger was averted. He had dwelt, not upon the point of +difference, but the point of sympathy; and the difference sank again +out of sight. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh," murmured Barbara, "I almost feel as if I ought to go back to Aunt +Hitty!" +</P> + +<P> +"I know! But you can't, very well, sweetheart! For which I am most +thankful!" said Glenowen, promptly. +</P> + +<P> +"And Mistress Mehitable has Doctor Jim," said Robert. "We need you +more than she does, dearest lady!" +</P> + +<P> +With all the country seething as it was, nowhere else, perhaps, save in +New York, would it have been possible to keep up so long the pretence +of harmony between opposing factions. New York was full of +"Moderates," men no less determined to resist the tyranny of Parliament +than to retain the supremacy of the Crown. Extremes were thus held in +check; and men met in apparent social harmony whose opinions, once put +in practice, would have hurled them at one another's throats. But to +the little company resorting at the old Dutch house on State Street +there entered now a new element of disruption. +</P> + +<P> +At a dance Barbara had met a slender, dark youth, a student at King's +College, who had made himself prominent by his radical eloquence at a +great mass-meeting of the Continental party. His scholarly breadth of +thought, combined with almost fanatical zeal, delighted her. And he +had the uncommon merit of expressing unforgettably the very views she +herself had long maintained. They became too interested in +conversation to dance; and from that evening Mr. Alexander Hamilton +came often to Glenowen's lodgings. He was a mere boy in years, but +Glenowen felt his power at once,—and even Robert, who was not +unnaturally prejudiced, was too honest not to admit that Barbara's +young Mr. Hamilton was a very remarkable and accomplished youth. +</P> + +<P> +Understanding the sharp divergence of opinion in the little circle, +Hamilton kept a curb upon his tongue save at convenient seasons. But +to his eager and convicted spirit this soon became too difficult. One +evening, when there were none to hear him but Barbara, Robert, and +Glenowen, the torrent of his boyish ardour overflowed. He depicted the +momentous changes toward which each fateful hour was hurrying them. He +declared it was no more than a matter of days ere all America would be +in the throes of a righteous revolution. He prophesied the birth of a +great republic, that should establish Liberty in her New World home, +and scourge kings, thrones, and tyrannies into the sea. Glenowen had +looked at him warningly, but in vain. Barbara, troubled at first, grew +suddenly hot and resentful at the thought that Robert should be blind +to the splendid dream. She applauded aggressively. +</P> + +<P> +Robert's brows were knit, but he had no emotion save distress. +</P> + +<P> +"I pray you pardon me, dear lady, and you, Mr. Glenowen, if I take my +departure at once," said he, at the first pause. "Knowing my +sentiments as you both do, fully, you will understand that I could not +in honour stay and listen to such doctrines as these of Mr. Hamilton's +and not oppose them with all my force." +</P> + +<P> +He bent over Barbara's hand, but she petulantly snatched it away +without letting him kiss it. Then, having shaken hands heartily with +Glenowen, and bowed stiffly to Hamilton, he withdrew in great trouble +of mind, feeling that now, in truth, had come to an end the truce +between his honour and his love. He walked the streets half the night, +and in the morning, white and dejected, but determined to know the +worst at once, he went around to State Street at the earliest moment +permissible after breakfast. Barbara received him coldly. But he made +haste to face the issue. +</P> + +<P> +"Surely, dearest lady, you see that I had no alternative but to go!" he +pleaded. "I could not quarrel with him, seeing that he was your guest. +Yet I could not sit and listen to his treason!" +</P> + +<P> +"I think the same treason as he uttered, if treason it be! And utter +it, too, when I see fit!" said Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"That's different!" said Robert, and paused. +</P> + +<P> +It was on Barbara's lips to ask, "How?—Why?" but she refrained, lest +she should complicate the discussion. +</P> + +<P> +"That's different," he repeated, "because you are a woman, and because +I love you. But indeed, my lady, I intended no discourtesy to Mr. +Hamilton. If discourtesy there were, surely it was his. I would not +have attacked what he holds sacred. Yet my sentiments are not less +well known than his. He knew that I was pledged to the king's side." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara bit her lips hard. This was just what she had taken such pains +not to know. Her heart was bitter enough against him for his views +themselves; it was still more bitter against him now for forcing her to +confess knowledge of those views. +</P> + +<P> +"A little discourtesy, one way or the other, what would that matter?" +she asked, scornfully. "There's just one thing that matters to me now, +Robert. War is coming. Have you chosen your side?" +</P> + +<P> +"My side has chosen me, dear lady!" he answered, sorrowfully. +</P> + +<P> +"Listen, Robert," she went on, "I have tried not to know that you hold +opinions which I hate, and loathe, and despise. It means everything to +me, when I say I love my country and hate the enemies of my country. I +believe in patriotism." +</P> + +<P> +"And I believe, also, in honour and loyalty, oh, my dearest lady!" +</P> + +<P> +"Your own stupid ideas of honour and loyalty!" cried Barbara, with +fierce impatience. "I tell you, Robert, the enemy of my country cannot +be my friend." +</P> + +<P> +"But if I am the enemy of your country, so is Doctor Jim!" protested +Robert. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara flushed with annoyance. She did not like an unanswerable +argument. +</P> + +<P> +"I love Doctor Jim!" she shot back at him, with cruel implication. +</P> + +<P> +"And I love you, Barbara!" answered Robert, also with meaning. She +tossed her head scornfully. +</P> + +<P> +"A fig for such love!" she cried. "Years ago, when you were just a +boy, and could not have your opinions fixed" ("About the age of your +Mr. Hamilton!" he interjected, rashly), "I remember asking you, for my +sake, to teach yourself the right things, Robert, and join our side, +and be faithful to your own country. What do you do? It's not as if +it were a mere difference of opinion,—but <I>I</I> am <I>right</I>! I am with +all the great and wise of old, who have taught that patriotism is a +man's highest duty. Yet what have you done, Robert? You vow you love +me! Indeed! And you prefer a stupid, far-off, half-crazy tyrant, whom +you call your king, and whom you have never seen, to your country, +which has borne and cherished you—and to me!" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Barbara!" cried Robert, desperately. "What are king or country, +what are heaven and earth, to me, compared with you? But what would my +love be worth to you if, for the sake of my own happiness, I could be a +rebel and a traitor? Should I be worthy to love you, despising myself? +What would you think of me, if I could sell my honour at your bidding!" +</P> + +<P> +"I think our ideas of honour are different, Robert!" retorted Barbara. +"But I am not going to quarrel with you now. I am disappointed in you, +that's all. And you need not expect that after this we are going to be +such friends as we have been. Remember that. But—you may come and +see us sometimes, of course; and I will dance with you sometimes, of +course—if you ask me! Only—it is all so different!" and she could +not choke down a little weary sigh. +</P> + +<P> +Robert was on his knees in an instant, kissing her hands; but she +repulsed him resolutely. +</P> + +<P> +"No, you have chosen for yourself," she said, not unkindly. "It hurts +me, truly. But I mean what I say! Now, you must go, for I have much +to do before dinner. Good-bye!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap29"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXIX. +</H3> + +<P> +Barbara was as good as her word. From this time forward through that +portentous fall and disastrous winter, she never let Robert forget that +the old footing of familiar friendship was no longer his. She began to +make a difference, too,—slight but appreciable,—toward all the +declared Tories among her followers. She was bound to show some +consistency toward Robert. And moreover, her fiery and dissatisfied +heart was growing restless for the breach that all saw coming but all +strove to postpone. Oh, she thought, let the cruel line be drawn,—let +the make-believe end,—let us know our friends and enemies apart,—let +the suspense be done, be done! And—let me get back home to Second +Westings! +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile the half-mad king went on fashioning the hooks that were to +rend the race in twain,—and an insensate Parliament lent power to his +fatal hands,—and men like Chatham and Burke, Shelburne and Rockingham, +poured out impassioned eloquence in vain, pleading for justice to the +colonies. By mid-winter (the winter of 1775) it was plain to every one +that the king meant war, if that were the only way to bring the +colonies to their knees. Ten thousand troops were ordered to Boston, +and plans were laid for organising the Indians on the frontiers. In +the colonies, though few dared say it, all were making ready for the +struggle. On every hand there was drilling of militia and gathering of +the munitions of war. Only in New York, as it seemed, things moved as +usual, and the royal government remained in full force. As a matter of +fact, there were practically two governments going on side by side; for +the various "committees of safety" went about their ominous +preparations, and the governor well knew it would be unsafe to +interfere. The air became so tense with impending storm that people +seemed to hold their breath, and when they met their eyes questioned, +"Has it come?" +</P> + +<P> +Then it came! And those who had longest and most preparedly waited +were most shocked. The bolt that fell was the news of Lexington and +Concord, of the king's troops,—disciplined, war-toughened, the bravest +in the world,—driven in wild rout before the sharp-shooting colonial +farmers. For five days of amazement men waited, expecting the bloody +vengeance that would come. But, instead of vengeance, came the word +that Boston was beleaguered, that Gage with his veteran regiments was +shut up tight in the city by ill-armed and unorganised countryside +militia. Straightway men drew breath again; and the undecided chose +their side; and masks were thrown away. Even New York, the prudent, +the divided, the long politic, proclaimed herself at last, threw off +the last empty forms of royal authority, and seized all military +supplies within her borders. +</P> + +<P> +The glittering life, which had been to Barbara so gay an intoxication +all these months, now burst like a bubble, leaving her to realise how +hollow it had been. She had no regret for it, save as a help to +forgetting regrets. She was dissatisfied, and wanted Second Westings. +When, therefore, her uncle came to her, a few days after the news of +Bunker Hill, with word that he had accepted a commission under General +Washington, the newly appointed commander-in-chief of the Continental +forces, she was not greatly surprised or shocked. She had known all +along that Glenowen would be at the front. She had faced all the fear +of it, and taught herself to think only of the honour. Now, she turned +very pale, tried to smile encouragement, but sobbed instead, ran to him +and held him and kissed him. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, Uncle Bob! You must, I know. I will be brave about it, I +promise I will, and not worry you with any silliness!" she murmured at +last, finding her voice. "I wish <I>I</I> were a man, so I could go with +you!" +</P> + +<P> +"And a fiery little fighter you would make, sweetheart!" said Glenowen, +cheerfully. "But the immediate point is, since you can't go +a-soldiering with your old uncle, what shall we do with you? I leave +within a week for the general's headquarters at Cambridge." +</P> + +<P> +"You will take me with you, and leave me at Second Westings, Uncle Bob, +with Aunt Hitty and Doctor Jim to keep me cheered up while you are +fighting!" +</P> + +<P> +"That's the best plan, decidedly, Barbe, for more reasons than one," he +answered, suddenly grave. "But I don't think you can depend on Doctor +Jim for very long!" +</P> + +<P> +"Why, where is he going?" queried Barbara, anxiously. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, you know, he'll <I>choose</I> to go wherever the Royalist volunteers +may be organising their forces; but if he did not choose, he'd probably +have no choice. Our Connecticut folk left many dead on Breed's Hill, +dear, and the Royalists are beginning to find their homes too hot for +them. I'm afraid Doctor Jim will be in peril of rough handling, with +his hot temper and his fearless tongue!" +</P> + +<P> +"No one in Second Westings would <I>dare</I> to be rude to Doctor Jim!" +cried Barbara, indignantly. +</P> + +<P> +"You don't know what they will do, sweetheart, when they are stirred +out of their accustomed frame of mind. Besides, even if the Second +Westings lads should be mindful of their manners, there are the rougher +sort from the neighbouring villages to be thought of. <I>They</I> owe no +allegiance to a Pigeon, or a Ladd either! It may be you will find +yourself a very necessary shield to Mistress Mehitable, even!" +</P> + +<P> +"I should like to see them try to interfere with Aunt Hitty!" flamed +Barbara, setting her white teeth and flushing. "I'd shoot them, if +they <I>are</I> patriots!" +</P> + +<P> +Glenowen nodded approval, but counselled caution. +</P> + +<P> +"You may need to be firm, girlie, but you'll need to be careful and +tactful too, or you may find yourself fighting on the wrong side!" he +laughed. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you really mean to say that our people are beginning to attack the +Tories, just because they think they ought to stick to old King +George?" queried Barbara, her thought turning to Robert, whom she had +not seen or heard of for more than a week. +</P> + +<P> +"That's inevitable," said Glenowen. "If we are to fight England, we +fight the Tories,—and the Tories with the more bitterness because we +feel that they ought to be with us. I've heard ugly talk already of +tar and feathers for some of our important men here. And they have +heard it themselves, and found that business called them urgently +elsewhere! Other of our Tory friends are getting up volunteer +companies,—a sort of counterblast to our militia battalions. I hear +talk, too, of forcibly disarming all our Tories,—especially on Long +Island, where they are as thick as hornets!" +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose that's what Robert is doing—getting up a company to fight +against us! We've not seen him for a week!" said Barbara, with a +bitterness which her affected indifference failed to disguise. +</P> + +<P> +"Exactly that! He is one of our most dangerous antagonists here!" +answered Glenowen, sadly. "He would have been seized days ago, to +prevent him doing more mischief; but he's so liked, and respected for +his fairness, by all of our party, that no one cares to take the +necessary action. He's the sort of man we want on our side!" +</P> + +<P> +"He's as pig-headed as King George himself!" cried Barbara, hotly. +</P> + +<P> +"No, he's true to his colours!" said Glenowen. "Only he can't see that +he has nailed them to the mast of the wrong ship!" +</P> + +<P> +"I have no patience with him!" muttered Barbara, bitterly, after a +moment's silence. +</P> + +<P> +"Did you ever have, dearie?" inquired Glenowen. +</P> + +<P> +"What do you mean, Uncle Bob?" +</P> + +<P> +"Forgive me, Barbe, if I speak plainly, these being times for plain +speaking!" said Glenowen. "Truly, I can't understand a man who loves +you being other than wax in your hands, you witch,—if you took the +trouble to manage him. That may sound cynical, but I hope not. It's +true. You owe Robert to our cause! We want him!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara looked down, her face scarlet and her lips quivering. Then she +faced her uncle bravely. +</P> + +<P> +"I begin to fear I want him for myself, as much as for the cause, Uncle +Bob!" she confessed. +</P> + +<P> +"It's not Cary Patten, then?" asked Glenowen. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara smiled enigmatically. "Cary Patten is extremely charming!" she +answered. "But do you know, Uncle Bob, if Robert is still in town?" +</P> + +<P> +"I think," said Glenowen, "I can say with confidence that he will get +away from the city to-morrow or next day,—-for friends who love him, +in our party, will let him know the danger of remaining! One must make +such compromises sometimes, if one is a red-blooded human being and not +a bloodless saint!" +</P> + +<P> +"Uncle Bob, I'm afraid you will never be a Lucius Junius Brutus!" said +Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"No, thank God!" cried Glenowen, with conviction. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm so glad!" said Barbara, who was very human when she was not all +woman. "Brutus was right, I think! But I've always hated him!" +</P> + +<P> +Then she turned to her scrutoir and wrote a cool little note to Robert, +asking him to come in and speak to her a moment the next morning. +</P> + +<P> +At an hour almost unseemly Robert came, of course. And Barbara was +gracious to him. As if there had been no estrangement, she talked +frankly of Second Westings matters,—of Doctor John's service in the +siege of Boston, of Doctor Jim's danger because of his opinions, of +Mistress Mehitable's need of her presence at Westings House,—just as +if they were Robert's concern as well as hers. The gladness came back +to Robert's dark face, and for a moment he was forgetting the barrier +between them. +</P> + +<P> +"And what are you doing, Robert? Is it not becoming a little dangerous +for you in New York now?" she asked, with gentle frankness. +</P> + +<P> +"I am going away to-morrow, dearest lady," he answered, "lest your +fiery Continentals tie me up!" +</P> + +<P> +"And I go back to Second Westings next week! And you were going away +without seeing me for good-bye?" asked Barbara, reproachfully. "Is +this the Robert that used to say he loved me a little?" +</P> + +<P> +Robert looked at her in silence. "I adore the very ground that your +foot treads upon!" he said, presently, in a quiet voice. +</P> + +<P> +"You love me just as much as you used to?" she inquired, almost +wistfully. +</P> + +<P> +"As much!" he exclaimed, with scorn. "More and more, every day I +breathe. These months that you have treated me so cruelly have been +hell on earth. I don't see how I have lived through them." +</P> + +<P> +"I, too, have not been very happy, Robert!" she acknowledged, softly. +"I believe I have needed you more than I thought. Do you know, I +almost think I might learn to care a great deal—perhaps all that a +woman can—if only, if <I>only</I>, dear Robert, there were not this +dreadful barrier between us? Oh, if you knew how I long to have you in +sympathy with the cause that all my heart is given to,—to talk it all +over with you, to hope and plan and look forward with you, in +comradeship and understanding! If you knew—but there, I see by your +obstinate mouth it is no use. I might as well pour out my heart +against a stone wall. <I>Nothing</I> will soften you! <I>Nothing</I> will +convince you! Love me? <I>You</I> love me? You have no heart at all in +your breast! Nothing but a priggish theory!" +</P> + +<P> +She burst into passionate, disappointed tears, flung herself down on +the sofa, and buried her face in the cushions. +</P> + +<P> +Robert was in an anguish. His mouth was drawn and white. Why should +<I>he</I> be called upon to face so hideous an alternative? Why must <I>he</I> +pay so appalling a price for loyalty, for fidelity, for honour? What +was this bourgeois tyrant in England, that the price of loyalty to him +should be the love of the woman who was dearer than heaven? Robert +felt a fierce hatred of the man George of England, who was so unworthy +of his kingship! He was mad to throw himself at Barbara's feet, and +tell her all his life was hers to do as she would with, to offer his +faith, loyalty, honour, a living sacrifice to her love, and bid her +send him to fight under whatever flag she called hers! But—he held +the madness in leash. The tough fibre of his will gave a little, but +would not break. The drops stood out on his forehead. But all he said +was: +</P> + +<P> +"Beloved, beloved, I worship you. You are all I can dream of +womanhood. You are all of life, all of love, all of wonder and beauty +that the world can show. There is nothing my soul can ever desire but +you, you, you, wonderful one!" And he tried to take her hands from +under her wet face. +</P> + +<P> +Through her sobs, Barbara had listened eagerly for one word that might +show a yielding. But there was no such word,—no sign that he even +realised that she had been offering her love as the incalculable price +that should purchase him to the service of his country. This +infinitely precious price,—he spurned it, then! Angry mortification +surged over her, mixed with a pain that clutched at her heart. The +humiliation of it—and the loss! She sat up suddenly. +</P> + +<P> +"Go, go, go!" she cried, pointing to the door. "I don't want to ever +see you again. I hate you. I hate you. Go—at <I>once</I>!" +</P> + +<P> +And then, as Robert made no move, and strove to plead once more, she +sprang to her feet, darted from the room, and fled up-stairs. He heard +her door close sharply,—like the cutting off of life, it seemed to +him. And he went away, walking rather blindly, and fumbling for some +moments at the hall door before he could find the latch. That same +evening he left New York. +</P> + +<P> +It was hours before Barbara was herself again, so Glenowen had to dine +alone. Late in the afternoon, after having bathed her face back to +presentability, she dressed to go out for a sharp walk. When her +toilet was almost complete, word came up that Cary Patten was in the +drawing-room. +</P> + +<P> +Now it was at least six weeks since Cary had last attempted to make +love to her, and in the meantime he had been altogether +charming,—attentive, deferential, full of enthusiastic ambition, and +vastly interesting in his large forecasts of what the thirteen colonies +would do with independence when they got it. Barbara, therefore, had +practically forgotten that he was ever in disgrace, and was unwilling +to refuse him admittance, little though it suited her mood to see him. +She went down at once and received him cordially. +</P> + +<P> +Cary was in a mood of triumphant excitement, dashed with romantic +melancholy. He looked even straighter, taller, more broad-shouldered +and high-mettled than usual. His goldy-brown short hair had a crisper +curl, his candid blue eyes sparkled with joy and importance. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I know! You needn't tell me!" cried Barbara, with hearty +sympathy. "Only one thing in the world could make your face shine as +it does now, Cary! You are ordered to the front!" +</P> + +<P> +"You've guessed it, sweet mistress!" he cried, in a voice whose boyish +exultation would not be kept down. "My company is one of those chosen +by the Committee of Safety to go north. We march <I>to-morrow</I>! In a +few days we will be in the field—we shall be in the thick of it!" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you are so fortunate, Cary!" responded Barbara. "Think what it +must be to be just a woman, and have to stay at home gnawing one's +heart, while others have the glorious joy of fighting for freedom!" +</P> + +<P> +"Only one thing I need to make me happy as I go, sweet lady!" said he, +his voice tender, passionate, caressing. "It is bitter to leave you. +But I should go thrilling with happiness, to win fame that would make +you proud, or to die willingly for my country,—if I might go wearing +your favour, if I might go as—" but here he paused. Barbara's face +was cold and discouraging. +</P> + +<P> +There was a moment of strained silence. Barbara felt a harsh +resentment at his persistence, and an added anger that it should be +thrust upon her on this day when her heart was so bitter sore. "Yet," +she was arguing with herself, "the poor boy does love me. And, unlike +some others, he is going to fight on the right side, to shed his blood, +perhaps, for the land of his birth. Why should I not be a little kind +to him,—if he does not ask too much!" On a sudden generous and +pitying, if misleading, impulse, she took a ribbon from her throat and +gave it to him. +</P> + +<P> +"There, boy," she said, gently, "take that, and don't ever say I was +not good to you! May it be a charm to ward off the bullet and the +steel!" +</P> + +<P> +A glad light flashed into the lad's face. He went down on one knee and +kissed the hem of her skirt, crying something inarticulately. Then he +sprang up and seized her in his arms, and would have kissed her but +that she wrenched herself free with some violence. +</P> + +<P> +"How dare you!" she cried, stamping her foot. +</P> + +<P> +Cary looked crestfallen and bewildered. +</P> + +<P> +"But, Barbara," he protested, blundering in his confusion, "don't you +love me? I thought—why—this dear ribbon—" and he held it out to her +appealingly. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's anger faded on the instant. She saw that in desiring to be +kind she had misled him. She held out her hand to him, and smiled, as +she said: +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, truly, I'm sorry if I seemed rude, Cary. Forgive me. But, you +know, I <I>had</I> to be rather hasty, or you would have kissed me. And I +couldn't let you kiss me, Cary, even though you are going to the war!" +</P> + +<P> +"Why not, dear heart?" persisted he. "Am I not going as your chosen +cavalier? Have you not given me your favour?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why, no—at least, not exactly that—" she stammered. "I thought you +<I>knew</I>, Cary, that I don't love you one bit! I've told you so over and +over again; and I've sent you away over and over again for bothering me +about it when I had told you not to! But I do like you, ever so much. +And I shall think of you, away fighting bravely—as I know you +will—for our sacred cause. And so, I gave you the +ribbon—because—because—you said it would make you a little happier +if you had something of the sort to take with you! Oh, please do try +to understand, Cary!" And she twisted her hands in distress. +</P> + +<P> +Cary Patten was too much of a boy not to show all the bitterness of his +overthrow. He had been lifted up to the crest of triumph, and hurled +down disastrously. He had believed, when Barbara gave him her token, +that the victory, which his confident spirit had never doubted would be +his at last, had come at this high moment of his career. He was not +only desperately hurt, but sorely humbled. His mind worked rapidly, +seeking explanations. One passion after another chased itself over his +transparent face; till at length Barbara saw his features grow harder +and more mature than she had ever before seen them, and the poor little +ribbon was crumpled ruthlessly in his grip. +</P> + +<P> +"I understand!" he exclaimed, fiercely, a strident tone in his voice +which was quite new to her. "It is that runaway Tory hound, that +traitor Gault, that—" and here he choked. "If he has not already run +away I shall settle the scoundrel to-night. I shall—" +</P> + +<P> +"Silence, sir!" cut in Barbara. The tone, the look in her face, +brought the mad boy to his senses like a drenching in cold water. He +could have bitten off his tongue for the outburst. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Gault <I>was</I> my friend, and his name is entitled to respect in my +presence!" she went on. "And he <I>is</I> a <I>gentleman</I>! Of you I should +have said the same thing—a few moments ago! Give me back my +ribbon—what you have left of it, Mr. Patten!" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, no! no! Forgive me!" Cary was crying, in abject penitence, even +while she spoke, at the same time thrusting the ribbon into his breast, +as if he feared that Barbara would take it by force. "I was crazy mad, +dear heart. I didn't know what I was saying. I take it all back. It +was not so. I know he is a gentleman and a brave man, if he <I>is</I> a +traitor Tory. Surely you will forgive me, when you have broken my +heart—Barbara." +</P> + +<P> +While he was speaking Barbara had moved away to the other side of the +table; but now, so dejected did he look, so humble, so repentant, and +withal so wholesomely boyish, that her heart softened once more, and +she came back. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, Cary, I will overlook it, and make allowance, because I see you +are sorry. And I am still truly your friend, and will think about you +when you are away. And I am sorry I did anything to make you +misunderstand me, so you <I>must</I> give me back the poor little ribbon +that did the mischief." +</P> + +<P> +"No, you surely can't be so cruel as that!" he pleaded. "I feel it +would be unlucky to give it back. Don't kill me, dear. Let me keep +the dear ribbon!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara hesitated. She wanted the ribbon back. The giving had been +spoiled for her. Her impulse was to insist. But events of late had +softened her, had given her more comprehension of feelings other than +her own,—had made her, indeed, a little less self-centred. She +crushed down her vexation. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, keep it then, Cary,—and my friendship with it," she said, +gravely. "And to the blessing with which I blessed it for you, I add +many more,—that fame may come your way, and danger turn aside. +Good-bye!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap30"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXX. +</H3> + +<P> +Barbara felt as if a strange great wind had blown upon New York, +scattering and changing everything. Robert was gone,—when she was +seeing little of him, and not desiring to see more, she had, +nevertheless, had a satisfaction in knowing he was within reach. Now +Cary Patten was gone, and Jerry Waite was gone, and young Paget was +gone, and the student enthusiast, young Mr. Hamilton, came no more to +the old Dutch house on State Street, being engrossed in matters of +secrecy and import. And now she herself and Uncle Bob were going. She +felt as if that separating wind would inexorably have lifted and borne +her somewhere, even if the haven of Second Westings had not been open. +Fate drove indifferently, but left her free to shape her course for +Westings House and Aunt Hitty, and her own apple-tree down in the back +garden. +</P> + +<P> +A few days later she was at home. Glenowen, resting but an hour or +two, had hastened on to his duties. Everything seemed to Barbara just +as when she went away, save that Doctor Jim was graver than of old, +seeming weighed down with care; and Doctor John's absence left a void +that ached all the time. But her little room was just as she had left +it,—fresh dusted, and with a few things lying about out of place, as +she loved to have it. The dust upon the coverlet where "Mr. Grim" +slept was there as of old. "He did not, in fact, sleep there once +during all your absence, dear," declared Mistress Mehitable, "till the +very night before your return, when he forsook me and stalked back to +his old place. Then I knew that you'd be here the next day, and we +were very happy together; and I gave him clear cream for his breakfast, +and made him very sick!" +</P> + +<P> +Within three days the old life had taken Barbara back at every point, +and she felt as if she had awakened from a brilliant but oppressive +dream. Of course it was interesting telling it all—or not quite +all—to every one; to every one the truth, yet not to each the same +story. There was one emphasis for Aunt Hitty and Doctor Jim, one for +the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, one for Mercy Chapman, and one much more +vivid and enlightening for old Debby. But even as she told it, it +began to seem unreal to herself. And soon she grew unwilling to talk +of it at all. +</P> + +<P> +As the bright Connecticut summer slipped by, Barbara could not but +notice a change of temper among the villagers of Second Westings. To +herself they were as civil, as deferential as ever, but, she thought, +with a little difference. Half a dozen families had representatives in +the army besieging Boston, and two of the village homes were in +mourning. When she was walking with Doctor Jim she noticed the +sullenness with which his hearty, kindly greetings were returned,—a +sullenness which Doctor Jim never allowed himself to observe. Then +there was difficulty in getting extra help when special needs arose at +Westings House. The people were unwilling to work for Mistress +Mehitable. They positively refused to work with Amos, who had to give +up his innocently convivial evenings at the tavern and remain sulking +in the kitchen, abused and scorned by Abby because he was always in her +way. In September, when Congress despatched the army of the north to +conquer Canada, seven more men went from Second Westings, and +enthusiasm grew. With news of the capture of Montreal came word also +that two of the Second Westings men had fallen in the battle. Then +feelings grew hot. +</P> + +<P> +One morning, when Barbara was visiting Mercy Chapman's mother,—now a +bedridden invalid,—she looked out of the window and saw Mistress +Mehitable coming down the street. As she passed his office, she was +joined by Doctor Jim, and the two strolled together toward Squire +Gillig's store. Suddenly she saw Doctor Jim leave Mistress Mehitable's +side, and stride angrily toward the tavern. She ran out at once to see +what was the matter. What she saw set her speeding after Doctor Jim in +breathless indignation. +</P> + +<P> +Amos, his arms tied behind him, was struggling and kicking in the hands +of a dozen men and youths, several of whom had bloody noses to prove +that Amos had stood to his colours. Now they were hurrying him to the +cooper shop.—where they knew there was a barrel of pitch,—amid cries +of "Ride the sneaking Tory on a rail," "Tar and feather him," "Duck +him," "Hang him." All at once they were confronted by the tall bulk of +Doctor Jim; and they stopped short. The old habit of deference was +strong upon them, and several drew away, while others, though they +doggedly maintained their grip on the furious and unterrified Amos, +dropped their eyes and hung their heads when Doctor Jim's angry gaze +fell upon them. +</P> + +<P> +"Hands off! Drop that man! You cowardly bullies, a dozen against one! +Drop him, do you hear?" And without waiting for the effect of his +words he strode into the mob, flung the fringes of it to this side and +that with no gentle hand, and reached those who had actual hold upon +the prisoner. +</P> + +<P> +When he found that they were standing their ground, daring to disobey +his orders, his wrath was tremendous. +</P> + +<P> +"You scoundrels! You dirty scum of the earth!" he roared. And with +that he plucked the nearest fellow by the scruff of the neck and the +seat of his breeches and flung him into the gutter. To the next he +gave an open-handed buffet that sent him reeling from the męlée. +Ignoring the rest, he was proceeding to unpinion Amos, when the leader +of the mob, a big blacksmith from Westings Centre, who was a famous +demagogue, confronted him. +</P> + +<P> +"Look a-here, Doctor Pigeon," he said, defiantly, "we're lettin' <I>you</I> +be, leastways for the present! You let us be, an' jest mind yer own +business. Hands off yerself!" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor Jim, apparently, never heard him. +</P> + +<P> +The blacksmith therefore seized Amos by the waist and jerked him from +Doctor Jim's grasp. +</P> + +<P> +"Look a-here, you!" he shouted, squaring off. "You've got to fight me +afore you untie that man!" +</P> + +<P> +Fight him! Doctor Jim gave an inarticulate roar of scorn and fury at +the idea. Then his great white hands shot out like lightning. One +seized the champion's throat; the other laid terrible hold upon his +waistband, with just so much of clothing and skin and flesh as those +iron fingers could compass. One huge, dislocating shake and the +champion had no more fight in him. Doctor Jim lifted his demoralised +opponent bodily, carried him several paces, and dropped him over the +horse trough into the dirty, deep-trodden mud. Then, seeing that Amos +had got himself free, he strode back to where Mistress Mehitable was +waiting, his heavy eyebrows still working with indignation. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara, whom he had not seen, now had a word to say to the discomfited +rabble, who one and all knew her views and admired her prodigiously. +She eyed them for half a minute with slow, eviscerating scorn. Then +she said: "<I>You</I> call yourselves patriots! You make me ashamed of the +name. If all Americans were like you they'd deserve freedom, wouldn't +they? And what is that ruffian doing here?" pointing to the +bedraggled, discredited, foaming blacksmith. "Must you go to Westings +Centre for a leader? You had better send him back where he belongs!" +</P> + +<P> +"You'd better shet your mouth, miss," sputtered the champion, "or you +may git—" but at this moment the men of Second Westings, recovering +their manhood, fell upon him with great unanimity and completed the +discipline which Doctor Jim had left unfinished. And Barbara walked +away with her head in the air. +</P> + +<P> +After this Mistress Mehitable, who was herself, and for herself, +absolutely fearless behind her quiet blue eyes, yielded to Doctor Jim's +persuasions and let it be known that Barbara, being her heir, was +partly in authority at Westings House. Whenever extra help was needed, +therefore, Amos was sent down to Doctor Jim's and Barbara hired her +helpers in her own name. To her employ the Second Westings men came +willingly enough, and showed themselves humourously tolerant of Abby's +caustic tongue, which was given full run whenever they entered the +kitchen. And the village settled back gradually into a hollow +imitation of its ancient somnolence. +</P> + +<P> +In the winter, however, not long after Christmas, there was another +stirring of the hot embers. Word came of Montgomery's death and +Arnold's repulse before the walls of Quebec. There were men of +Connecticut among those who fell that night in the northern snow. +Those at home required an outlet for their feelings. What were the +Tories for, if not to afford them a chance of evening matters up? A +rabble of the worser elements from the up-river villages, led by some +noisy fanatics, descended upon Gault House by night, and set it on fire. +</P> + +<P> +Finding old Lady Gault ill in bed, they somewhat regretted their haste, +and carried her, bed and all, with as much of her clothing as they +could conveniently save, to the house of one of the tenants on the +grounds. The leaders apologised to her, indeed, assuring her that, had +they known it would so inconvenience her to have her house burnt down +just then, they would have turned their avenging attention elsewhere +for that night and awaited her recovery. The fiery and arrogant old +lady was so overwhelmed with helpless rage, less at the destruction of +the home of the Gaults with all its treasures than at the desecration +she had suffered, that she was seized next morning with an apoplexy and +died in an hour. +</P> + +<P> +This news brought consternation to Westings House. Doctor Jim came up +to talk it over. He was too much enraged to find relief in one of his +customary large ebullitions. It reduced him to a black silence, which +Barbara found much more impressive than his wrath. +</P> + +<P> +"I feel that you ought to go away, Jim," said Mistress Mehitable, with +a tenderness that made Barbara eye them both sharply, and think of +Doctor John. "These townships are no place for a reckless partisan +like you!" +</P> + +<P> +"There is just one reason why you might urge me to go, sweet mistress!" +said he. "Lest I be prisoned here, and so lose the chance to fight for +the king! But my place is here till John comes back. You and Barbara +cannot be left alone. And the sick folks,—I cannot desert them. But +when John comes—" +</P> + +<P> +"If it be not then too late! Oh, think, Jim! Every hour now that you +stay here carries the menace of some ignominious violence! How can I +stand it?" +</P> + +<P> +"My place is here, at present, most dear lady!" answered Doctor Jim, +with a positiveness that left no room for argument. "But I think the +men of Second Westings would not quite fail Jim Pigeon, even though +they do curse him behind his back for a Tory!" +</P> + +<P> +The destruction of Gault House and the death of Lady Gault filled +Barbara's heart with pity and tenderness toward Robert. It oppressed +her with a feeling that he was left desolate, a homeless and wandering +outcast. She wondered where and when the news would reach him,—being +such evil news she felt sure it would journey fast. No word or rumour +had she heard of him since that day of their harsh parting in the old +Dutch house on State Street. +</P> + +<P> +A few days later she heard from Glenowen, who was now in command of one +of the regiments besieging Boston, that Cary Patten, after covering +himself with glory by his wild daring and desperate exploits, had +fallen with Montgomery before the walls of Quebec. This news sent +Barbara to her room for the afternoon. Besides her many tears for the +gallant boy, who had loved her gallantly and truly, she could not for +the moment rid herself of a vague remorse. Had she been quite fair to +him? Had she encouraged him even while repelling him? At first she +called herself guilty. But after some hours of this self-reproach she +came to a clearer view, and saw that it was sentimental weakness to +accuse herself. Her grief on his account, however, was deep and +sincere. "Poor, beautiful, brave boy!" she sighed, at last. "How +little good to him were my token and my blessings! I fear I am a +curse, and not a blessing, to any one who greatly cares for me!" Then +the thought flashed across her—"If it were Robert, instead of poor +Cary! How do I know that Robert, too, has not been—" and at the +thought her heart stood still. A sort of numbness came over her, and +she found herself shaking violently. She had been lying with her face +in the pillow, but now she sat up sharply, brushed the thick, dark +locks back from her eyes, went over to the dressing-table, lit two +candles, and looked at her white, frightened face in the glass. +</P> + +<P> +"I didn't know I cared—like that!" she said to herself, at last. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap31"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXXI. +</H3> + +<P> +In the spring, a little before the fall of Boston, Doctor John came +home. Second Westings learned then for the first time what he had so +studiously and considerately kept concealed,—the fact that he had been +wounded in a skirmish two months before. As soon as he was well enough +for the journey, he had been ordered home. He looked gaunt, and walked +with some difficulty, but otherwise seemed fairly well; and he made +haste to take back his old patients, with many expressions of amazement +that they had not died off under Jim Pigeon's treatment. +</P> + +<P> +His coming brought new cheer to Westings House; and to Barbara, +reassured by his explicit accounts of her uncle's abounding health, it +meant such stimulus and diversion as was to be had of endless, +sympathetic talks. The little group of four were as close to one +another as of old,—yet with a difference. The love and trust were as +of old, but the dividing of hopes and aims threw Barbara more and more +with Doctor John, Mistress Mehitable more and more with Doctor Jim. +This seemed perfectly natural,—yet it soon began to cause a certain +heaviness on Doctor John's part, which made his whimsical sallies grow +infrequent. It caused, at the same time, a certain uneasiness on the +part of Doctor Jim; and Mistress Mehitable was seen more than once with +tears in her eyes, when, as it seemed to Barbara, there was no very +definite reason for the phenomenon. And all these symptoms troubled +Barbara. She grew more than commonly tender of Doctor John. +</P> + +<P> +One day when she and Doctor John and Doctor Jim had strolled down to +the tavern to see the Hartford coach come in, they found a knot of +eager listeners gathered about two horsemen who were drinking a pot of +ale. As the little party approached, its members were pointed out, and +the horsemen turned to look at them with sharp interest. The two came +from up the river, in the next county, and were on their way to join +the Connecticut battalions under Putnam. They were bitter partisans, +and one of them had lost a brother in the fighting at Quebec. To them +it was of little account that Doctor John was a good rebel,—such, in +their eyes, all good men were bound to be. And they did not appreciate +the fact that he was an officer in the army they were about to join. +What they saw was simply Doctor Jim, the declared Tory, shameless and +unafraid. They eyed him with growing menace, uncertain, by reason of +the fact that he was walking between Barbara and Doctor John, just what +they wanted to do. +</P> + +<P> +Presently Doctor Jim swung away by himself to speak to a lad whose +mother he was treating. He was giving some little order, when the two +horsemen, riding up to him, thrust him against the icy watering-trough +so unexpectedly that he fell over it. Bewildered, and not +understanding that he had been deliberately attacked, he was picking +himself up in a sputter of vexation, when one of the riders, a +fierce-eyed, burly fanatic, reached over the trough and cut at him +viciously with his riding-whip, exclaiming, "Take that, you damned Tory +dog!" +</P> + +<P> +The blow missed Doctor Jim's head, but fell smartly across his +shoulders. The next moment a great hand seized the rider, tore him +from his seat, jammed him furiously against his horse's rump, and +dashed him down upon the dirty snow. Then Doctor John turned to deal +likewise with the second culprit. But he had forgotten his wound. He +grew white, reeled, and would have fallen, but that two of the Second +Westings men sprang to his aid and held him up. +</P> + +<P> +When the stroke of the whip fell on his shoulders, Doctor Jim had +understood. With one of his wordless explosive roars he had sprung +right over the trough to take Homeric vengeance. But when he saw +Doctor John he forgot all about vengeance, he forgot all about the +attack. +</P> + +<P> +"What is it, John?" he cried, picking him up as if the huge frame were +a feather, and carrying him to the settee outside the inn door. +</P> + +<P> +"Nothing, Jim, nothing! The old wound, you know, and the heart not yet +just right," muttered Doctor John, recovering quickly, but leaning on +his brother's shoulder. Barbara, meanwhile, had run to fetch brandy, +which she now brought, along with the landlord. +</P> + +<P> +The two horsemen had had their wrath for the moment diverted by the +sudden turn of events. But now—the fellow who had been so mauled in +Doctor John's grip having remounted, bursting with rage—they thought +it time to return to the attack, and made an effort to push through the +little crowd. Failing in this, they cursed Doctor Jim with varied +vigour, and told him what they intended to do when they could get at +him. In their righteous wrath they failed to notice that they were not +making themselves popular with the crowd. Neither Doctor Jim nor +Barbara paid the slightest attention to their curses, not seeming to +hear them; but Doctor John attended. +</P> + +<P> +"Lads!" he said, lifting his head with difficulty. "Lads of Second +Westings! Shall we let these insolent scoundrels talk to us that way?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, sir! No, sir! No, sir!" shouted a dozen voices,—whereupon +Barbara turned and beamed upon them unutterable favour. The landlord, +with several other stout fellows, seized the strangers' bridles and +forced the horses back toward the road. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye'd better be gettin' on!" admonished mine host, grinning but +decisive. "Ye don't rightly understand us here, I calculate! Better +get on now, for convenience!" +</P> + +<P> +The horsemen seemed to have forgotten their wrath in their astonishment. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you all Tories, too?" they found voice to demand. +</P> + +<P> +"We're as good patriots as ever you be!" rejoined mine host, crisply. +"But if we've got any Tories among us they're our own, and we'll see +about 'em ourselves, our own way. Now clear out!" And he hit the nigh +horse a smart slap on the rump, making him bound forward. +</P> + +<P> +By this time the leader and spokesman of the twain had recovered his +full head of anger. He had no quixotic notion of undertaking to +discipline Second Westings village. But he conceived a very clear +purpose. Reining his excited horse down violently, he shook his fist +at the crowd, and shouted: +</P> + +<P> +"If you choose to harbour a dirty Tory, there be men and patriots in +the other townships who'll come right soon an' teach you yer duty!" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you clear out!" jeered the Second Westings men. +</P> + +<P> +That evening, at Westings House, while the beginnings of a bleak March +wind storm blustered and whimpered outside, Mistress Mehitable brewed a +hot posset of uncommonly cheering quality. The cheer was needed; for +all felt that a crisis of some sort, or some grave change, was at hand. +Doctor John, who had quite recovered, tried in vain to make his fooling +sound spontaneous. The grave eyes of Destiny would persist in looking +out through the jester's-mask. At length Doctor Jim exclaimed, +abruptly: +</P> + +<P> +"I must go, now! I must take Amos and slip away in the night, and go +wherever men are gathering to fight for the king. I'm not needed here +now, John, since you are back to take care of Mehitable and Barbara!" +</P> + +<P> +It was what all had been waiting for, but it came with a shock—the +shock of conviction, not of surprise—to all. Mistress Mehitable +turned ghost pale, and unconsciously her hand went to her heart. +Doctor John noticed the action, with sad eyes that belied the humour of +his mouth. Barbara sprang up, rushed over to Doctor Jim, and flung her +arms around his neck. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Please</I> don't go, Doctor Jim!" she pleaded. "This is the place for +you. And here we all love you so we don't care <I>what</I> side you're on. +And as for going to fight for your side,—of course, you want to, we +all know that,—but you <I>never</I> can get through to the coast. You can +never get through our people. No, you can't, Doctor Jim! You must +stay here with us. Help me hold him, Aunt Hitty!" +</P> + +<P> +"Jim," said Doctor John, his voice trembling with earnestness, "I +appeal to you to stay. Don't break our hearts by going. Stay for our +sakes. I know, brother, how you feel,—and believing as you do, I +don't blame you,—I'll never blame you. But <I>Barbara is right</I>. <I>You +can't get through</I>. You can stay with a clear conscience!" +</P> + +<P> +Mistress Mehitable, since becoming assured of the attitude of the +Second Westings men, had lost all her dread of having him stay, and +gained a quivering fear of having him go. Forgetful of all else, she +now laid her slim hand on his, looked at him with her whole soul in her +eyes, and said: +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Must</I> you? Oh, Jim, are you so sure you ought to go?" +</P> + +<P> +A faint spasm passed over Doctor John's face—Barbara alone observing +it—and seemed to leave it older and sterner. He opened his mouth to +speak, but Doctor Jim was ahead of him. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I know my duty. If a man sees it, he's got to do it,—eh, what, +dearest lady in the world? I wish I didn't see it so plain. Then I +might stay here with you all, you whom I love. But I see my duty, to +fight for the king, just as plain as you saw yours, John, to fight for +your damned old Congress!" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not going to fight any more!" interrupted Doctor John, speciously. +</P> + +<P> +Doctor Jim laughed, tenderly derisive. +</P> + +<P> +"No, but you're sending, and equipping, and supporting two able-bodied +substitutes, aren't you? But another point is, my Barbara,—by staying +I should bring disaster on you all. The good folk of Second +Westings—and they <I>are</I> good folk, though rebels, alas!—will never +stand by and see the Ladds and Pigeons, whatever their views, molested +by an outside world. When your fiery patriots from up the river come +to ride me on a rail, Second Westings will stand in the way and get its +honest head broken. <I>You</I> wouldn't do it, John Pigeon! You'd cut off +your head, before you'd let the poor souls get their heads broken for +you in a cause that they believe all wrong. I'd be a coward to let +them, John. Would you ask me to be a coward?" +</P> + +<P> +"Wouldn't be much use asking," growled Doctor John. "But you're all +wrong, as usual, Jim!" Then he turned suddenly to Mistress Mehitable, +with a meaning look. +</P> + +<P> +"You speak, Mehitable! You <I>make</I> him stay. Demand it of him—as your +right! Keep him!" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor Jim searched his brother's face, first with terrible question, +then with the growing light of a great joy. Barbara watched +breathless, forgetful of the fate of dynasties. Here, she felt, were +problems that had held long lives in doubt, now working to instant +solution. Mistress Mehitable turned scarlet, and she, too, questioned +the sombre, tender eyes of Doctor John. But she said, quite simply: +</P> + +<P> +"I'm afraid, John, if he thinks he ought to go he'll go. But I do ask +you to stay, Jim." +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Don't</I>, Mehitable!" groaned Doctor Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"There, what did I tell you, John?" she said. +</P> + +<P> +But now certain things, uncertain all his life till now, were quite +clear to Doctor John. Slowly, as if it hurt him, he got up. He went +over to where Mehitable was sitting, quite close to Doctor Jim. He +laid a hand on each, caressingly,—and to Mehitable that touch, +suddenly grown bold and firm, was a renunciation. He had never touched +her that way before. +</P> + +<P> +"It is all right, Jim! It is all right, Mehitable!" said he, in a very +low but quite steady voice. "I never was sure till now,—but I ought +to have understood,—for I see now it was always <I>yours</I>, Jim. Forgive +me, brother. I ought not to have stood in the way." +</P> + +<P> +"John!" cried Doctor Jim, catching the caressing hand in a fervent +clasp. "God bless you! But—on my honour I have never said a word!" +</P> + +<P> +"I know, Jim, I know. We've always played fair to each other. But now +you can speak. And now,—you don't need to speak, either of you. Your +faces speak plain enough, to the eyes of one who loves you both!" +</P> + +<P> +"Is it true, Mehitable? After all these years that I've kept +silence,—oh, is it true?" asked Doctor Jim, scarcely above a whisper, +reaching out his hands to her longingly. +</P> + +<P> +For one instant she laid hers in his. Then she withdrew them quickly, +seized Doctor John's hand in both of hers, laid her cheek against it, +and burst into tears. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, John, dear John," she sobbed. "How can I bear that you should be +unhappy?" +</P> + +<P> +Doctor John blinked, and made a little noise in his throat. Then, with +a brave levity, he exclaimed: +</P> + +<P> +"Tut! Tut! Don't you worry about me, either of you, now. As for you, +Jim Pigeon, you Tory scoundrel, I'm getting the best of you, after all. +For I stay right here and take care of her, Lord knows how long, while +you go off, Lord knows where, and get yourself poked full of holes for +your old King George— Eh, what, baggage? as Jim would say!" And he +turned unexpectedly toward Barbara, who had been standing by the +window, and peering diligently out into the blackness for the past ten +minutes,—and surreptitiously wiping her eyes as well as her nose. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, indeed you <I>do</I> get the best of the bargain," she cheerfully and +mendaciously agreed. +</P> + +<P> +Two days later, in the dark before moonrise, Doctor Jim and Amos +slipped away on horseback by the road to Westings Landing. And Doctor +John went with them as far as the Landing, to put them into trusty +hands for their night voyage down the river. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap32"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXXII. +</H3> + +<P> +A few days after Doctor Jim's going, came the news that Washington had +entered Boston, the troops of the king having given up the defence and +sailed away to Halifax. Soon afterward there was bustle in Second +Westings, and camp talk, and military swagger; for a portion of the +army was moving down to New York, and many men had leave to visit their +homes in passing; and some, who had enlisted for a short service, had +come home to get in the crops before reënlisting; and some, grudging +souls, had come home to stay, saying that it was now the time for +others to sweat and bleed for their country. +</P> + +<P> +Amid all this excitement, which had some effect even upon Mistress +Mehitable, antagonistic though she was to it, the palely brilliant +Connecticut spring rushed over the land with promise. Never before, it +seemed, did the vanguards of the song-sparrows and thrushes so crowd +the blowing thickets with melody; never before the bright hordes of the +dandelions so suddenly and so goldenly over-flood the meadows. But to +Barbara the iridescent glory was somehow more sad than gloom. The fact +that her cause was everywhere prospering, that success had fallen to +the Continental arms beyond anything that she had dared to hope, +brought her no elation. She felt the sorrow that had come into Doctor +John's life in spite of the big, whimsical gaiety with which he kept it +covered up. She felt the fierce tugging at Mistress Mehitable's +heart-strings, though that thoroughbred little lady never revealed, +save by the dark eye-shadows of sleepless nights, the pangs it cost her +to be deprived in a day of the lover whom she had been half a lifetime +in finding out. Barbara felt, too, the absence of Doctor Jim, who +seemed to her so big and boyish and reckless and unfit to take care of +himself that he could not fail to get into trouble if not kept at home +and mothered by small women like herself and Aunt Hitty. And most of +all she felt the crushing uncertainty as to Robert. +</P> + +<P> +When summer was approaching high tide, Second Westings grew quiet +again, the soldiers being all called back to their colours to make +ready the defences of New York. Then, by hard-riding express +messengers, the tidings flew over the country that Congress at +Philadelphia, on the fourth day of July, had declared independence, and +set up a republic to be known as the "United States of America." +Second Westings went wild with enthusiasm, and that night there was a +terrific consumption of old tar barrels and dry brush. And there was a +select little dinner at Squire Gillig's, to which Barbara and Doctor +John felt in duty bound to go,—and from which Mistress Mehitable, with +an equal devotion to duty, stayed away. She had taken the news +gracefully enough, however, merely suggesting to Barbara and Doctor +John that possibly all the rejoicing might turn out to be a little +premature. +</P> + +<P> +Thereafter it seemed to Barbara that events moved furiously, one piece +of vital news following close upon the heels of its predecessor. Early +in August came word that a great English army for the capture of New +York was landing at Staten Island. Then, the first tidings of +Robert,—reaching Barbara in a letter from her uncle, whose regiment +was holding Brooklyn. Glenowen wrote that from certain neutrals, +country-folk of Long Island, who had no party but their cabbage-patch, +he had learned of both Robert Gault and Doctor Jim. Doctor Jim, as +representing one of the oldest and most distinguished families of +Connecticut, and himself widely known, had been attached to the staff +of the English general, Sir William Howe, while Robert Gault, with the +rank of captain, was in command of a troop of irregular Loyalist Horse. +With the unspeakable relief that these tidings brought her, Barbara +regained for a few days her old vivacity, imperiousness, and daring. +She tore about the country wildly as of old, on horseback,—no longer, +as a rule, on Black Prince, who had grown too sedate to fully fall in +with her caprices, but on a fiery young sorrel which she had bought for +herself, choosing it partly for its own qualities, and partly for its +resemblance to Robert's old Narragansett pacer. She resumed her +canoeing on the lake. She sang again her old plantation songs, to +Doctor John's accompaniment and Mistress Mehitable's diversion. She +put a new and gayer ribbon on the neck of the furry "Mr. Grim." She +even remembered that the bergamot was in flower, and set herself with +interest to the distilling of her half-forgotten "Water of Maryland +Memories," laughing indulgently the while at the girlishly sentimental +name of it. Meantime she was conscious of a curiously divided interest +in the war,—conscious that her interest was divided in a fashion that +would, a year ago, have seemed to her wicked and impossible. Just as +passionately as ever was her heart set upon the triumph of her cause. +But she felt an irrational desire that Robert and Doctor Jim should win +each a splendid victory on his own account. She was full of pity that +they should be on what she held the surely losing side, and she wanted +some measure of glory to be theirs. +</P> + +<P> +But the next news that came dashed her spirits. It told of the battle +of Long Island, and the defeat of the Continentals by the ordered +British lines. It told of the panic flight of patriot regiments. It +told of General Washington's retreat from Long Island and entrenching +of the army at New York. A few days later came a letter to Barbara +from Glenowen,—whose regiment had stood firm and suffered heavily,—in +which he said that he did not think it would be possible to hold New +York with the troops at Washington's command, and that there would +doubtless soon be a further retreat to some position beyond the Harlem. +The letter made no mention of Doctor Jim,—which caused Barbara to +remind Mistress Mehitable that no news was good news,—but it spoke +with somewhat bitter praise of Robert Gault. It said that Robert's +little squadron of mad Tories had gone through the Continental ranks +like flame, irresistible and deadly, and had done more than anything +else to cause the breaking of Putnam's lines. Robert had had his horse +shot under him, and his hat shot off, but had himself, as report said, +escaped without a scratch, though with a much diminished troop. As she +was reading this out to Mistress Mehitable, all at once and to her deep +mortification her scrupulously matter-of-fact voice thrilled and broke. +Mistress Mehitable shot her a glance of swift understanding and +sympathy, and then pretended that she had noticed nothing unusual. +Barbara coughed, and went on. But her voice had become unmanageable. +With an impatient gesture and a toss of her head she handed over the +letter. +</P> + +<P> +"You'll have to read it yourself, honey! It upsets me to hear of our +poor fellows beaten like this!" she cried, hypocritically. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, dear, I quite understand!" replied Mistress Mehitable, +keeping her eyes strictly upon the letter, that she might the more +easily seem deceived. +</P> + +<P> +A few days later, Glenowen's prediction was fulfilled, and the news +that came to Second Westings was of Washington's hasty retreat from New +York to the Harlem Heights, leaving his artillery and heavy baggage +behind. Then for a month there was expectancy, and to Barbara in her +quiet green land it seemed marvellous that the two armies could lie +facing each other in this way, day after day, and not be stirred to +decisive action. She wondered how their nerves could bear the strain +of such waiting. +</P> + +<P> +The bright September dragged by in drowsy fashion, and October ran on +in its blue and golden-brown; and then the word that came was of yet +another retreat. The British had enlarged their narrow borders, and +Washington had drawn back to the line of the Bronx, where he fortified +himself strongly so as to hold the roads leading inland. Would he +never stop retreating, questioned Barbara, anxiously, echoing the cry +that went up all over the infant Union. "I think not, dear!" responded +Mistress Mehitable, cheerfully. But Doctor John, who understood the +conditions, declared that this Fabian policy was the only sound one, +while the Continental troops were getting seasoned and learning the +arts of war. Even while this teaching was being digested, came word of +the fierce battle of White Plains, where the two armies, in numbers +closely matched, long held each other by the throat without decisive +advantage. When, two days later, the Continentals again withdrew, this +time to hasty entrenchments at New Castle, Doctor John had hard work to +convince Barbara that this long-drawn-out and bloody struggle was not +an American defeat. For days thereafter word kept coming in, telling +of the losses on both sides, and supplying vivid details; and the +blinds of mourning were drawn down in more than one modest Second +Westings home. A brief message came from Glenowen, saying that he was +safe and well. But of Doctor Jim no word; of Robert not a word. And +Barbara and Mistress Mehitable durst not meet each other's eyes lest +either should read therein, and cry aloud, the fear in the other's +heart. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap33"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXXIII. +</H3> + +<P> +With the coming in of this tumultuous November, there came to Second +Westings a few days of Indian summer magic. The moveless air seemed a +distillation of dreams. The faint azure haze hung everywhere, soft yet +cool, with an elusive fragrance as of clean smoke and fading roses and +fresh earth-mould and lofts of grain. And on one of these consecrated +days Barbara set out early in the morning to paddle across the lake and +see old Debby. +</P> + +<P> +As on a morning long ago, but not so early, she ran down the back +garden path, and behind the barn, and climbed the pasture bars. This +time she called to Keep; and the big mastiff, who now slept later than +of old, came somewhat stiffly gamboling from his manger bed in the +horse stable. She tripped along the pasture path, between the +hillocks. She trod rapidly the black earth of the old wood-road, where +the shadows were lighter now, and no sound broke the stillness save the +eerie sigh and footfall of the dropping leaves. She launched the canoe +with easy vigour, motioned Keep to his place in the bow, and pushed out +with strong, leisurely strokes across the enchanted mirror. That +far-off morning of her flight came back to her with strange poignancy, +and she wondered if the blue heron would be standing at the outlet to +admonish her with his enigmatic gaze. +</P> + +<P> +As she approached the outlet, the point was vacant. But suddenly a +strange, dishevelled figure, hatless, and in a blood-stained British +uniform, emerged from the trees near by, came down amid the tall yellow +grasses, and stood staring across the lake. He stood thus with blank +eyes for a moment, apparently not seeing the canoe, then pitched +forward, and lay on his face close to the water's edge. +</P> + +<P> +With one sharp cry of his name, Barbara surged upon the paddle and shot +the canoe toward land, wasting no mare breath on words. She sprang +ashore, turned the still form over, loosened the low vest and the +throat of the shirt, and dashed water in the white, stained, deathlike +face. At first she thought he was dead, and she felt things growing +black before her eyes. Then she caught herself, and held herself +steady for the need. If she could not be strong now, what right had +she to call herself a woman, or to love a man. She felt at his heart +and found that he was alive. She saw that he was sorely wounded. She +told herself that he had swooned from loss of blood, weariness, +hunger,—but that he had lived, would live, must live. Then she +dragged him further back into the grass, where he was hidden. +</P> + +<P> +Calling Keep from the canoe, she sat down for a moment with Robert's +head in her lap, and planned what should be done. He must not be found +in Second Westings, that she knew. For an English prisoner of war it +would be all very well,—but for a Tory it might be different. She +could take no risks. In a moment or two her mind was made up. She +bent over, and kissed the unresponding mouth. Then she rose, and +turned to Keep, who had stood sniffing at Robert's clothes with +sympathetic interest. They were shocking clothes, but Keep dimly +remembered the man within them. Barbara pointed to the helpless +figure, saying: +</P> + +<P> +"Lie down, Keep!" +</P> + +<P> +And Keep lay down, with his muzzle on Robert's arm. +</P> + +<P> +"Guard, sir!" commanded Barbara. And Keep rolled upon her a +comprehending and obedient eye. Then she pushed off the canoe, and +paddled hastily down the river to fetch old Debby. +</P> + +<P> +During all these years since Barbara's interrupted flight, no one had +really read her heart, or been the unacknowledged recipient of her +confidences, so fully as Mrs. Debby Blue. Now, when Barbara arrived, +breathless, with great, strained eyes, tears in her voice, but her red +mouth sternly set, the old woman understood with few words. At another +time, Barbara would have been amazed at this swift understanding. Now, +she was only grateful for it. While she was explaining, Debby was +rummaging on shelves and in boxes, looking for sundry simples of her +cunning extraction. At last she said: +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you be worried, my sweeting. If Mr. Robert kin be cured up, old +Debby's the one that kin cure him up, well as any doctor in the land, +not even exceptin' Doctor Jim. An' I've got the place where we kin +hide him, too, an' keep him safe till he gits well. An' now, I'm after +you, Miss Barby, sweetheart!" +</P> + +<P> +"God bless your dear, true heart, Debby," cried Barbara, leading the +way in hot haste to the canoe. +</P> + +<P> +When they arrived at the point, Robert was just recovering +consciousness, in a dazed fashion. They saw him make an effort to sit +up; and they saw Keep, who was nothing if not literal in his +interpretation of Barbara's commands, put his two huge fore paws on +Robert's breast and firmly push him down again. The tears jumped to +Barbara's eyes at this, and she gave a little hysterical laugh, +exclaiming: +</P> + +<P> +"Just look at that, Debby! Good <I>dear</I> old Keep! Even he knows that +Robert must be kept hidden!" +</P> + +<P> +When they got to him, he sat up determinedly, and recognised Barbara +with a look of utter content. +</P> + +<P> +"You, my lady! I have come a very long way to look—" and then he sank +off again, falling back into Barbara's supporting arms. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-370"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-370.jpg" ALT="<I>He sank off again, falling back into Barbara's supporting arms</I>." BORDER="2" WIDTH="451" HEIGHT="668"> +<H4 CLASS="h4center" STYLE="width: 451px"> +<I>He sank off again, falling back into Barbara's supporting arms</I>. +</H4> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Why, he's <I>starved</I>, that's what he is!" exclaimed Debby, examining +him critically and feeling his pulse. "An' he's lost pretty nigh all +the blood was ever in him. An' he's got two wounds here, either one +enough to do for a man!" +</P> + +<P> +She forced some fiery liquor down his throat, and then, as a faint +colour came back to his lips, she gave him to drink from a bottle of +milk. He drank eagerly, but automatically, without opening his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"He's been wounded at White Plains, poor dear!" murmured Barbara, +leaning over him a face of brooding tenderness. +</P> + +<P> +"An' he's wandered all the way up here, a-lookin' for you, Miss Barby!" +responded the old woman. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you really think so?" murmured Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"No manner of doubt!" said old Debby, positively, as she set about +dressing and binding Robert's wounds. +</P> + +<P> +In a little while Robert was able to sit up again; and then to be +helped to his feet; and then to be half guided, half carried to the +canoe. There he was placed on a bed of heaped armfuls of dry grass. +Old Debby squatted precariously in the bow,—she was more at home in a +punt than in a canoe,—and Barbara thrust out from shore, heading down +the little river. +</P> + +<P> +Robert was still too far gone in exhaustion to explain his strange +appearance at Second Westings, or to ask any questions, or to care +where he was going, so long as he was able to open his eyes every once +in awhile and look at Barbara. When he did so, Barbara would smile +back reassuringly, and lay a slim brown finger on her lips, as a sign +that he was not to talk. And happily he would close his eyes again. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara paddled down past Debby's landing, past the ducks and hens and +turkeys, now too lazy to make more than casual comment. Keep, +meanwhile, followed anxiously along the shore, close to the edge, and +now and then splashing in belly deep. +</P> + +<P> +"How far is it, Debby dear?" asked Barbara, presently. +</P> + +<P> +"Jest a little mite furder," answered the old woman, who relished the +situation immensely. "A matter of half a mile, maybe!" +</P> + +<P> +And so they slipped noiselessly on, in that enchanted light, over that +enchanted water with its reflections of amber and blue. Some crows, +grown suddenly garrulous over private matters, cawed pleasantly in the +pine-tops a little way off against the sky, and then subsided again +into silence. +</P> + +<P> +On both banks of the stream the trees held out their leaves, russet and +gold, amethyst and bronze and scarlet, like so many little elfin hands +attesting that all fair dreams come true at last for those who have the +key to the inner mysteries. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara was paddling in a dream herself, when suddenly old Debby said, +"Turn in here, my sweeting! Here to your right!" +</P> + +<P> +"But where?" asked Barbara, puzzled. "I don't see any place to turn +in!" +</P> + +<P> +"Straight through them dripping branches yonder by the water-logged +stump!" directed the old woman. "Straight on through!" +</P> + +<P> +As the prow of the canoe came up to what was seemingly the shore, old +Debby parted the branches. As the canoe pushed onward, she continued +this process,—and a few feet in from the main stream they entered a +long, narrow deadwater, deep and clear, and perfectly hidden from the +world. It was perhaps a hundred yards in length, slightly winding; and +at its head, on a gentle rise, stood a little deserted log cabin. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, <I>Debby</I>!" cried Barbara. "How did you ever find such a place?" +</P> + +<P> +"It's been empty this ten year!" answered Debby. "An' folks has +forgotten, that ever knowed. An' I've been keepin' it to myself, when +I wanted to get away from the ducks an' hens a mite. An' I've kep' it +from fallin' to pieces. I'll nurse Master Robert here till he's able +to get away, if it takes a year. An' I'll come back and forward in my +punt. There's a bunk ready now, full of pine-needles; an' when we get +him into it we'll go back to make it all right with Aunt Hitty. +<I>Ain't</I> I got a head on my old shoulders, now, Miss Barby?" +</P> + +<P> +Even as Debby had so swiftly and fully planned, it was done. Robert +was still so far gone in exhaustion, and so wandering in his mind, that +Barbara would not let him talk; and before they left him—with Keep an +incorruptible sentry at the door—he had fallen into a deep sleep. +When they returned a couple hours later, he was awake and quite clear, +and so determined to talk that Barbara could not but let him. He sat +up in the bunk, but Barbara, bending shining eyes down close to his, +laid him back upon the pillow. +</P> + +<P> +"Debby says you must not sit up at all, Robert!" she said. +</P> + +<P> +"And what do you say, my lady?" he asked, devouring her radiant dark +face with his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I say so, too!" she answered, laughing softly. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, my lady?" he persisted. +</P> + +<P> +"Because it will hinder you getting well, Silly!" she replied, touching +his hair with cool fingers. +</P> + +<P> +"What matter about a 'damned Tory' getting well?" he began, being very +weak and foolish. But the slim hand sweetly closed his mouth. +</P> + +<P> +"How did you get here—to me?" Barbara asked, changing the subject. +</P> + +<P> +He smiled up at her. +</P> + +<P> +"We charged through the rebels!" he explained, frankly. "We cut them +down, and scattered them, and chased them till we were within the +enemy's lines. Then we could not get back. They surrounded us. They +overwhelmed us. We were annihilated. I escaped, I shall never know +how, hatless and horseless, as you found me, my lady, I tried to get +back to my regiment. It was no use. Then, somehow, a spirit in my +feet led me back here, to you. I just escaped capture a score of +times. I had nothing to eat for days, save roots and leaves. I +remember coming to the shore of the dear lake, and straining my eyes +across it, to see the chimneys of the house where my love lay. Then I +saw no more, knew no more, till I saw my love herself in very truth, +leaning her face over mine. And I thought I was in heaven, my lady." +</P> + +<P> +"You still love me, Robert, after the hideous way I treated you?" +questioned Barbara, her voice a little tremulous. +</P> + +<P> +He started again to sit up; but being again suppressed, was fain to +content himself with clutching both her hands to his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"There is nothing in the world but you, Barbara," he said. "There is +nothing I want but you, wonderful one!" +</P> + +<P> +"Then—you may take me, Robert, I think!" she whispered, dropping her +face, and brushing his lips with her hair. +</P> + +<P> +"Me?" he cried, in a voice suddenly strong, glad, and incredulous. +"Me? Sick near to death, hunted near to death, a beaten and fleeing +enemy, a Tory? I may take you, my queen, my beloved?" +</P> + +<P> +"Whatever you are, dear, I have found that you are my love," she +answered. "I don't care much what you are, so long as you are mine. I +find I am just a woman, Robert—and in my conceit I thought myself +something more. I love my country, truly. But I love my lover more. +I shall not ask you whether you bow to King or to Congress,—but only +ask you to get well!" +</P> + +<P> +He reached up both arms, and slowly pulled down her still averted face +till it was close to his. Then she turned her face suddenly to him, +and her lips met his. A moment later she untwined his arms, went to +the door, and glanced unheeding down at old Debby, gathering wood. +Then, her face and eyes still glowing, she came back, smoothed his +hair, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and said, "Now you must be +quiet, dear. Debby will scold me if I let you talk any more!" +</P> + +<P> +But Robert was excited, drunk with new joy after long despair. +</P> + +<P> +"Just one word, and I will obey, dear heart! Listen, my lady. I will +draw sword no more in this quarrel. I have given my blood, my +lands,—I have given, as I thought, my love,—for a cause already lost, +for a cause that I felt to be wrong from the day of Lexington, But +whichever side wins, I will stay in my own country, if my country, when +it is all over, will let me stay. When I am well enough to go +away—love, love, will you go with me, to return, when the fighting and +the fury cease, to our own dear river and our own dear woods?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, you know I will, Robert," answered Barbara, kneeling down and +looking into his eyes. "You know that is what I am planning, dear one. +Now go to sleep, and get well, and take me away when you will!" And +holding her hand against his neck he forthwith went to sleep, like a +child, tired and contented. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara knelt for a long time unmoving, her hand warm in his weak +clasp, and was grateful to old Debby for staying so long away. As she +knelt, the side of her face to the door, she heard a soft <I>thud, thud</I> +on the threshold, and looked around out of the corners of her eyes +without turning her head. She saw two wild rabbits, filled with +curiosity at finding the cabin door open. They hopped in warily, and +went bounding all about the room, sniffing with their sensitive, cleft +nostrils; waving their ears back and forth at every faint whisper; and +from time to time sitting up to ponder their discovery. One of them +bounded over Barbara's little foot, turned to examine it, and nibbled +tentatively at the heel of her shoe till she had to make the muscles +tense to keep him from pulling it off. Then, standing up together for +a moment, they seemed to take counsel and conclude that they had +business elsewhere. As they hopped lazily away from the door, Barbara +got up and followed to look after them. The wonderful day was drawing +to its close; and long, straight beams of rosy gold, enmeshed with the +haze, were streaming through the trees to her very feet. She laughed a +little happy laugh under her breath. Those bright paths leading to the +sun seemed a fair omen. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<P CLASS="finis"> +THE END. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<HR> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap34"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A FEW OF GROSSET & DUNLAP'S +</H3> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +Great Books at Little Prices +</H2> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +NEW, CLEVER, ENTERTAINING. +</H4> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +GRET: The Story of a Pagan. By Beatrice Mantle. Illustrated by C. M. +Relyea. +</P> + +<P> +The wild free life of an Oregon lumber camp furnishes the setting for +this strong original story. Gret is the daughter of the camp and is +utterly content with the wild life—until love comes. A fine book, +unmarred by convention. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +OLD CHESTER TALES. By Margaret Deland. Illustrated by Howard Pyle. +</P> + +<P> +A vivid yet delicate portrayal of characters in an old New England town. +</P> + +<P> +Dr. Lavendar's fine, kindly wisdom is brought to bear upon the lives of +all, permeating the whole volume like the pungent odor of pine, +healthful and life giving. "Old Chester Tales" will surely be among +the books that abide. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE MEMOIRS OF A BABY. By Josephine Daskam. Illustrated by F. Y. Cory. +</P> + +<P> +The dawning intelligence of the baby was grappled with by its great +aunt, an elderly maiden, whose book knowledge of babies was something +at which even the infant himself winked. A delicious bit of humor. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +REBECCA MARY. By Annie Hamilton Donnell. Illustrated by Elizabeth +Shippen Green. +</P> + +<P> +The heart tragedies of this little girl with no one near to share them, +are told with a delicate art, a keen appreciation of the needs of the +childish heart and a humorous knowledge of the workings of the childish +mind. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE FLY ON THE WHEEL. By Katherine Cecil Thurston. Frontispiece by +Harrison Fisher. +</P> + +<P> +An Irish story of real power, perfect in development and showing a true +conception of the spirited Hibernian character as displayed in the +tragic as well as the tender phases of life. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE MAN FROM BRODNEY'S. By George Barr McCutcheon. Illustrated by +Harrison Fisher. +</P> + +<P> +An island in the South Sea is the setting for this entertaining tale, +and an all-conquering hero and a beautiful princess figure in a most +complicated plot. One of Mr. McCutcheon's best books. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +TOLD BY UNCLE REMUS. By Joel Chandler Harris. Illustrated by A. B. +Frost, J. M. Conde and Frank Verbeck. +</P> + +<P> +Again Uncle Remus enters the fields of childhood, and leads another +little boy to that non-locatable land called "Brer Rabbit's Laughing +Place," and again the quaint animals spring into active life and play +their parts, for the edification of a small but appreciative audience. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE CLIMBER. By E. F. Benson. With frontispiece. +</P> + +<P> +An unsparing analysis of an ambitious woman's soul—a woman who +believed that in social supremacy she would find happiness, and who +finds instead the utter despair of one who has chosen the things that +pass away. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +LYNCH'S DAUGHTER. By Leonard Merrick. Illustrated by Geo. Brehm. +</P> + +<P> +A story of to-day, telling how a rich girl acquires ideals of beautiful +and simple living, and of men and love, quite apart from the teachings +of her father, "Old Man Lynch" of Wall St. True to life, clever in +treatment. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP, 526 WEST 26th ST., NEW YORK +</H4> + +<BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP'S +</H3> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +DRAMATIZED NOVELS +</H2> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +A Few that are Making Theatrical History +</H4> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +MARY JANE'S PA, By Norman Way Illustrated with scenes from the play. +</P> + +<P> +Delightful, irresponsible "Mary Jane's Pa" awakes one morning to find +himself famous, and, genius being ill adapted to domestic joys, he +wanders from home to work out his own unique destiny. One of the most +numerous bits of recent fiction. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +CHERUB DEVINE. By Sewell Ford. +</P> + +<P> +"Cherub," a good hearted but not over refined young man is brought in +touch with the aristocracy. Of sprightly wit, he is sometimes a +merciless analyst, but he proves in the end that manhood counts for +more than and? cut lineage by winning the love of the fairest girl in +the flock. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +A WOMAN'S WAY. By Charles Somerville. Illustrated with scenes from +the play. +</P> + +<P> +A story in which a woman's wit and self-sacrificing love save her +husband from the toils of an adventuress, and change an apparently +tragic situation into one of delicious comedy. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE CLIMAX. By George C. Jenks. +</P> + +<P> +With ambition luring her on, a young choir soprano leaves the little +village where she was born and the limited audience of St. Jude's to +train for the opera in New York. She leaves love behind her and meets +love more ardent but not more sincere in her new environment. How she +works, how she studies, how she suffers, are vividly portrayed. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +A FOOL THERE WAS. By Porter Emerson Browne, Illustrated by Edmund +Magrath and W. W. Fawcett. +</P> + +<P> +A relentless portrayal of the career of a man who comes under the +influence of a beautiful but evil woman; how she lures him on and on, +how he struggles, falls and rises, only to fall again into her net, +make a story of unflinching realism. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE SQUAW MAN. By Julie Opp Faversham and Edwin Milton Royle. +Illustrated with scenes from the play. +</P> + +<P> +A glowing story, rapid in action, bright in dialogue with a fine +courageous hero and a Beautiful English heroine. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE GIRL IN WAITING. By Archibald Eyre. Illustrated with scenes from +the play. +</P> + +<P> +A droll little comedy of misunderstandings, told with a light touch, a +venturesome spirit and an eye for human oddities. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE SCARLET PIMPERNEL. By Baroness Orczy. Illustrated with scenes +from the play. +</P> + +<P> +A realistic story of the days of the French Revolution, abounding in +dramatic incident, with a young English soldier of fortune, daring, +mysterious as the hero. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP, 526 WEST 26th ST., NEW YORK +</H4> + +<BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +A FEW OF +</H4> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP'S +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +Great Books at Little Prices +</H3> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +CY WHITTAKER'S PLACE. By Joseph C. Lincoln. Illustrated by Wallace +Morgan. +</P> + +<P> +A Cape Cod story describing the amusing efforts of an elderly bachelor +and his two cronies to rear and educate a little girl. Full of honest +fun—a rural drama. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE FORGE IN THE FOREST. By Charles G. D. Roberts. Illustrated by H. +Sandham. +</P> + +<P> +A story of the conflict in Acadia after its conquest by the British. A +dramatic picture that lives and shines with the indefinable charm of +poetic romance. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +A SISTER TO EVANGELINE. By Charles G. D. Roberts. Illustrated by E. +McConnell. +</P> + +<P> +Being the story of Yvonne de Lamourie, and how she went into exile with +the villagers of Grand Pré. Swift action, fresh atmosphere, wholesome +purity, deep passion and searching analysis characterize this strong +novel. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE OPENED SHUTTERS. By Clara Louise Burnham. Frontispiece by +Harrison Fisher. +</P> + +<P> +A summer haunt on an island in Casco Bay is the background for this +romance. A beautiful woman, at discord with life, is brought to +realize, by her new friends, that she may open the shutters of her soul +to the blessed sunlight of joy by casting aside vanity and self love. +A delicately humorous work with a lofty motive underlying it all. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE RIGHT PRINCESS. By Clara Louise Burnham. +</P> + +<P> +An amusing story, opening at a fashionable Long Island resort, where a +stately Englishwoman employs a forcible New England housekeeper to +serve in her interesting home. How types so widely apart react on each +others' lives, all to ultimate good, makes a story both humorous and +rich in sentiment. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE LEAVEN OF LOVE. By Clara Louise Burnham. Frontispiece by Harrison +Fisher. +</P> + +<P> +At a Southern California resort a world-weary woman, young and +beautiful but disillusioned, meets a girl who has learned the art of +living—of tasting life in all its richness, opulence and joy. The +story hinges upon the change wrought in the soul of the blasé woman by +this glimpse into a cheery life. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP, 526 WEST 26th ST., NEW YORK +</H4> + +<BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +A FEW OF +</H4> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP'S +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +Great Books at Little Prices +</H3> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE MUSIC MASTER. By Charles Klein. Illustrated by John Rae. +</P> + +<P> +This marvelously vivid narrative turns upon the search of a German +musician in New York for his little daughter. Mr. Klein has well +portrayed his pathetic struggle with poverty, his varied experiences in +endeavoring to meet the demands of a public not trained to an +appreciation of the classic, and his final great hour when, in the +rapidly shifting events of a big city, his little daughter, now a +beautiful young woman, is brought to his very door. A superb bit of +fiction, palpitating with the life or the great metropolis. The play +in which David Warfield scored his highest success. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +DR. LAVENDAR'S PEOPLE. By Margaret Deland. Illustrated by Lucius +Hitchcock. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Deland won so many friends through Old Chester Tales that this +volume needs no introduction beyond its title. The lovable doctor is +more ripened in this later book, and the simple comedies and tragedies +of the old village are told with dramatic charm. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +OLD CHESTER TALES. By Margaret Deland. Illustrated by Howard Pyle. +</P> + +<P> +Stories portraying with delightful humor and pathos a quaint people in +a sleepy old town. Dr. Lavendar, a very human and lovable "preacher," +is the connecting link between these dramatic stories from life. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +HE FELL IN LOVE WITH HIS WIFE. By E. P. Roe. With frontispiece. +</P> + +<P> +The hero is a farmer—a man with honest, sincere views of life. Bereft +of his wife, his home is cared for by a succession of domestics of +varying degrees of inefficiency until, from a most unpromising source, +comes a young woman who not only becomes his wife but commands his +respect and eventually wins his love. A bright and delicate romance, +revealing on both sides a love that surmounts all difficulties and +survives the censure of friends as well as the bitterness of enemies. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE YOKE. By Elizabeth Miller. +</P> + +<P> +Against the historical background of the days when the children of +Israel were delivered from the bondage of Egypt, the author has +sketched a romance of compelling charm. A biblical novel as great as +any since "Ben Hur." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +SAUL OF TARSUS. By Elizabeth Miller. Illustrated by André Castaigne. +</P> + +<P> +The scenes of this story are laid in Jerusalem, Alexandria, Rome and +Damascus. The Apostle Paul, the Martyr Stephen, Herod Agrippa and the +Emperors Tiberius and Caligula are among the mighty figures that move +through the pages. Wonderful descriptions, and a love story of the +purest and noblest type mark this most remarkable religious romance. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP, 526 WEST 26th ST., NEW YORK +</H4> + +<BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +A FEW OF +</H4> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP'S +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +Great Books at Little Prices +</H3> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +QUINCY ADAMS SAWYER. A Picture of New England Home Life. With +illustrations by C. W. Reed, and Scenes Reproduced from the Play. +</P> + +<P> +One of the best New England stories ever written. It is full of homely +human interest * * * there is a wealth of New England village +character, scenes and incidents * * * forcibly, vividly and truthfully +drawn. Few books have enjoyed a greater sale and popularity. +Dramatized, it made the greatest rural play of recent times. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE FURTHER ADVENTURES OF QUINCY ADAMS SAWYER. By Charles Felton +Pidgin. Illustrated by Henry Roth. +</P> + +<P> +All who love honest sentiment, quaint and sunny humor, and homespun +philosophy will find these "Further Adventures" a book after their own +heart. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +HALF A CHANCE. By Frederic S. Isham. Illustrated by Herman Pfeifer. +</P> + +<P> +The thrill of excitement will keep the reader in a state of suspense, +and he will become personally concerned from the start, as to the +central character, a very real man who suffers, dares—and achieves! +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +VIRGINIA OF THE AIR LANES. By Herbert Quick. Illustrated by William +R. Leigh. +</P> + +<P> +The author has seized the romantic moment for the airship novel, and +created the pretty story of "a lover and his lass" contending with an +elderly relative for the monopoly of the skies. An exciting tale of +adventure in midair. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE GAME AND THE CANDLE. By Eleanor M. Ingram. Illustrated by P. D. +Johnson. +</P> + +<P> +The hero is a young American, who, to save his family from poverty, +deliberately commits a felony. Then follow his capture and +imprisonment, and his rescue by a Russian Grand Duke. A stirring +story, rich in sentiment. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP, 526 WEST 26th ST., NEW YORK +</H4> + +<BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +A FEW OF +</H4> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP'S +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +Great Books at Little Prices +</H3> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +BRUVVER JIM'S BABY. By Philip Verrill Mighels. +</P> + +<P> +An uproariously funny story of a tiny mining settlement in the West, +which is shaken to the very roots by the sudden possession of a baby, +found on the plains by one of its residents. The town is as +disreputable a spot as the gold fever was ever responsible for, and the +coming of that baby causes the upheaval of every rooted tradition of +the place. Its christening, the problems of its toys and its illness +supersede in the minds of the miners all thought of earthy treasure. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE FURNACE OF GOLD. By Philip Verrill Mighels, author of "Bruvver +Jim's Baby." Illustrations by J. N. Marchand. +</P> + +<P> +An accurate and informing portrayal of scenes, types, and conditions of +the mining districts in modern Nevada. +</P> + +<P> +The book is an out-door story, clean, exciting, exemplifying nobility +and courage of character, and bravery, and heroism in the sort of men +and women we all admire and wish to know. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE MESSAGE. By Louis Tracy. Illustrations by Joseph C. Chase. +</P> + +<P> +A breezy tale of how a bit of old parchment, concealed in a figurehead +from a sunken vessel, comes into the possession of a pretty girl and an +army man during regatta week in the Isle of Wight. This is the message +and it enfolds a mystery, the development of which the reader will +follow with breathless interest. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE SCARLET EMPIRE. By David M. Parry. Illustrations by Hermann C. +Wall. +</P> + +<P> +A young socialist, weary of life, plunges into the sea and awakes in +the lost island of Atlantis, known as the Scarlet Empire, where a +social democracy is in full operation, granting every man a living but +limiting food, conversation, education and marriage. +</P> + +<P> +The hero passes through an enthralling love affair and other adventures +but finally returns to his own New York world. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE THIRD DEGREE. By Charles Klein and Arthur Hornblow. Illustrations +by Clarence Rowe. +</P> + +<P> +A novel which exposes the abuses in this country of the police system. +</P> + +<P> +The son of an aristocratic New York family marries a woman socially +beneath him, but of strong, womanly qualities that, later on, save the +man from the tragic consequences of a dissipated life. +</P> + +<P> +The wife believes in his innocence and her wit and good sense help her +to win against the tremendous odds imposed by law. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE THIRTEENTH DISTRICT. By Brand Whitlock. +</P> + +<P> +A realistic western story of love and politics and a searching study of +their influence on character. The author shows with extraordinary +vitality of treatment the tricks, the heat, the passion, the tumult of +the political arena, the triumph and strength of love. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP, 526 WEST 26th ST., NEW YORK +</H4> + +<BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +A FEW OF +</H4> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP'S +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +Great Books at Little Prices +</H3> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +HAPPY HAWKINS. By Robert Alexander Wason. Illustrated by Howard Giles. +</P> + +<P> +A ranch and cowboy novel. Happy Hawkins tells his own story with such +a fine capacity for knowing how to do it and with so much humor that +the reader's interest is held in surprise, then admiration and at last +in positive affection. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +COMRADES. By Thomas Dixon, Jr. Illustrated by C. D. Williams. +</P> + +<P> +The locale of this story is in California, where a few socialists +establish a little community. +</P> + +<P> +The author leads the little band along the path of disillusionment, and +gives some brilliant flashes of light on one side of an important +question. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +TONO-BUNGAY. By Herbert George Wells. +</P> + +<P> +The hero of this novel is a young man who, through hard work, earns a +scholarship and goes to London. +</P> + +<P> +Written with a frankness verging on Rousseau's, Mr. Wells still uses +rare discrimination and the border line of propriety is never crossed. +An entertaining book with both a story and a moral, and without a dull +page—Mr. Wells's most notable achievement. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +A HUSBAND BY PROXY. By Jack Steele. +</P> + +<P> +A young criminologist, but recently arrived in New York city, is drawn +into a mystery, partly through financial need and partly through his +interest in a beautiful woman, who seems at times the simplest child +and again a perfect mistress of intrigue. A baffling detective story. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +LIKE ANOTHER HELEN. By George Horton. Illustrated by C. M. Relyea. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Horton's powerful romance stands in a new field and brings an +almost unknown world in reality before the reader—the world of +conflict between Greek and Turk on the Island of Crete. The "Helen" of +the story is a Greek, beautiful, desolate, defiant—pure as snow. +</P> + +<P> +There is a certain new force about the story, a kind of +master-craftsmanship and mental dominance that holds the reader. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE MASTER OF APPLEBY. By Francis Lynde. Illustrated by T. de +Thulstrup. +</P> + +<P> +A novel tale concerning itself in part with the great struggle in the +two Carolinas, but chiefly with the adventures therein of two gentlemen +who loved one and the same lady. +</P> + +<P> +A strong, masculine and persuasive story. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +A MODERN MADONNA. By Caroline Abbot Stanley. +</P> + +<P> +A story of American life, founded on facts as they existed some years +ago in the District of Columbia. The theme is the maternal love and +splendid courage of a woman. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP, 526 WEST 26th ST., NEW YORK +</H4> + +<BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +A FEW OF +</H4> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP'S +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +Great Books at Little Prices +</H3> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +WHEN A MAN MARRIES. By Mary Roberts Rinehart. Illustrated by Harrison +Fisher and Mayo Bunker. +</P> + +<P> +A young artist, whose wife had recently divorced him, finds that a +visit is due from his Aunt Selina, an elderly lady having ideas about +things quite apart from the Bohemian set in which her nephew is a +shining light. The way in which matters are temporarily adjusted forms +the motif of the story. +</P> + +<P> +A farcical extravaganza, dramatized under the title of "Seven Days." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE FASHIONABLE ADVENTURES OF JOSHUA CRAIG. By David Graham Phillips. +Illustrated. +</P> + +<P> +A young westerner, uncouth and unconventional, appears in political and +social life in Washington. He attains power in politics, and a young +woman of the exclusive set becomes his wife, undertaking his education +in social amenities. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"DOC." GORDON. By Mary E. Wilkins-Freeman. Illustrated by Frank T. +Merrill. +</P> + +<P> +Against the familiar background of American town life, the author +portrays a group of people strangely involved in a mystery. "Doc." +Gordon, the one physician of the place, Dr. Elliot, his assistant, a +beautiful woman and her altogether charming daughter are all involved +in the plot. A novel of great interest. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +HOLY ORDERS. By Marie Corelli. +</P> + +<P> +A dramatic story, in which is pictured a clergyman in touch with +society people, stage favorites, simple village folk, powerful +financiers and others, each presenting vital problems to this man "in +holy orders"—problems that we are now struggling with in America. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +KATRINE. By Elinor Macartney Lane. With frontispiece. +</P> + +<P> +Katrine, the heroine of this story, is a lovely Irish girl, of lowly +birth, but gifted with a beautiful voice. +</P> + +<P> +The narrative is based on the facts of an actual singer's career, and +the viewpoint throughout is a most exalted one. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE FORTUNES OF FIFI. By Molly Elliot Seawell. Illustrated by T. de +Thulstrup. +</P> + +<P> +A story of life in France at the time of the first Napoleon. Fifi, a +glad, mad little actress of eighteen, is the star performer in a third +rate Parisian theatre. A story as dainty as a Watteau painting. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +SHE THAT HESITATES. By Harris Dickson. Illustrated by C. W. Relyea. +</P> + +<P> +The scene of this dashing romance shifts from Dresden to St. Petersburg +in the reign of Peter the Great, and then to New Orleans. +</P> + +<P> +The hero is a French Soldier of Fortune, and the princess, who +hesitates—but you must read the story to know how she that hesitates +may be lost and yet saved. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP, 526 WEST 26th ST., NEW YORK +</H4> + +<BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +BRILLIANT AND SPIRITED NOVELS +</H3> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +AGNES AND EGERTON CASTLE +</H2> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +Handsomely bound in cloth. Price, 75 cents per volume, postpaid. +</H4> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE PRIDE OF JENNICO. Being a Memoir of Captain Basil Jennico. +</P> + +<P> +"What separates it from most books of its class is its distinction of +manner, its unusual grace of diction, its delicacy of touch, and the +fervent charm of its love passages. It is a very attractive piece of +romantic fiction relying for its effect upon character rather than +incident, and upon vivid dramatic presentation."—<I>The Dial</I>. "A +stirring, brilliant and dashing story."—<I>The Outlook</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE SECRET ORCHARD. Illustrated by Charles D. Williams. +</P> + +<P> +The "Secret Orchard" is set in the midst of the ultra modern society. +The scene is in Paris, but most of the characters are English speaking. +The story was dramatized in London, and in it the Kendalls scored a +great theatrical success. +</P> + +<P> +"Artfully contrived and full of romantic charm * * * it possesses +ingenuity of incident, a figurative designation of the unhallowed +scenes in which unlicensed love accomplishes and wrecks faith and +happiness."—<I>Athenaeum</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +YOUNG APRIL. With illustrations by A. B. Wenzell. +</P> + +<P> +"It is everything that a good romance should be, and it carries about +it an air of distinction both rare and delightful."—<I>Chicago Tribune</I>. +"With regret one turns to the last page of this delightful novel, so +delicate in its romance, so brilliant in its episodes, so sparkling in +its art, and so exquisite in its diction."—<I>Worcester Spy</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +FLOWER O' THE ORANGE. With frontispiece. +</P> + +<P> +We have learned to expect from these fertile authors novels graceful in +form, brisk in movement, and romantic in conception. This carries the +reader back to the days of the bewigged and beruffled gallants of the +seventeenth century and tells him of feats of arms and adventures in +love as thrilling and picturesque, yet delicate, as the utmost seeker +of romance may ask. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +MY MERRY ROCKHURST. Illustrated by Arthur E. Becher. +</P> + +<P> +In the eight stories of a courtier of King Charles Second, which are +here gathered together, the Castles are at their best, reviving all the +fragrant charm of those books, like <I>The Pride of Jennico</I>, in which +they first showed an instinct, amounting to genius, for sunny romances. +"The book is absorbing * * * and is as spontaneous in feeling as it is +artistic in execution."—<I>New York Tribune</I>. +</P> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +GROSSET & DUNLAP, Publishers,—New York +</H4> + +<BR> + +<HR ALIGN="center" WIDTH="60%"> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE MASTERLY AND REALISTIC NOVELS OF +</H3> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +FRANK NORRIS +</H2> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +Handsomely bound in cloth. Price, 75 cents per volume, postpaid. +</H4> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE OCTOPUS. A Story of California. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Norris conceived the ambitious idea of writing a trilogy of novels +which, taken together, shall symbolize American life as a whole, with +all its hopes and aspirations and its tendencies, throughout the length +and breadth of the continent. And for the central symbol he has taken +wheat, as being quite literally the ultimate source of American power +and prosperity. <I>The Octopus</I> is a story of wheat raising and railroad +greed in California. It immediately made a place for itself. +</P> + +<P> +It is full of enthusiasm and poetry and conscious strength. One cannot +read it without a responsive thrill of sympathy for the earnestness, +the breadth of purpose, the verbal power of the man. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +THE PIT. A Story of Chicago. +</P> + +<P> +This powerful novel is the fictitious narrative of a deal in the +Chicago wheat pit and holds the reader from the beginning. In a +masterly way the author has grasped the essential spirit of the great +city by the lakes. The social existence, the gambling in stocks and +produce, the characteristic life in Chicago, form a background for an +exceedingly vigorous and human tale of modern life and love. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +A MAN'S WOMAN. +</P> + +<P> +A story which has for a heroine a girl decidedly out of the ordinary +run of fiction. It is most dramatic, containing some tremendous +pictures of the daring of the men who are trying to reach the Pole * * +* but it is at the same time essentially a <I>woman's</I> book, and the +story works itself out in the solution of a difficulty that is +continually presented in real life—the wife's attitude in relation to +her husband when both have well-defined careers. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +McTEAGUE. A Story of San Francisco. +</P> + +<P> +"Since Bret Harte and the Forty-niner no one has written of California +life with the vigor and accuracy of Mr. Norris. His 'McTeague' settled +his right to a place in American literature; and he has now presented a +third novel, 'Blix,' which is in some respects the finest and likely to +be the most popular of the three."—<I>Washington Times</I>. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +BLIX. +</P> + +<P> +"Frank Norris has written in 'Blix' just what such a woman's name would +imply—a story of a frank, fearless girl comrade to all men who are +true and honest because she is true and honest. How she saved the man +she fishes and picnics with in a spirit of outdoor platonic friendship, +makes a pleasant story, and a perfect contrast to the author's +McTeague.' 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D. Roberts + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Barbara Ladd + +Author: Charles G. D. Roberts + +Illustrator: Frank Verbeck + +Release Date: November 10, 2010 [EBook #34270] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BARBARA LADD *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + + +[Illustration: Cover art] + + + + + +[Frontispiece: _Leaning over the edge of the porch she dropped the +bundle soundlessly into a bed of marigolds_. (_Page_ 13)] + + + + + +BARBARA LADD + + +BY + +CHARLES G. D. ROBERTS + + + + AUTHOR OF + + THE KINDRED OF THE WILD, THE HEART OF THE + ANCIENT WOOD, A SISTER TO EVANGELINE, + POEMS, ETC. + + + + +ILLUSTRATED BY + +FRANK VERBECK + + + + +NEW YORK + +GROSSET & DUNLAP + +PUBLISHERS + + + + +Copyright, 1902, + +BY L. C. PAGE & COMPANY + (Incorporated). + +All Rights Reserved. + + + +Published October, 1902 + + +Eighth Impression, April, 1908. + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS + + +"LEANING OVER THE EDGE OF THE PORCH SHE DROPPED THE BUNDLE + SOUNDLESSLY INTO A BED OF MARIGOLDS" (_See page 13_) . . . _Frontispiece_ + +"'WHAT A NICE-LOOKING BOY YOU ARE!' SHE SAID" + +"'O MEHITABLE--DEMORALISED--BY BARBARA!' VOWED DOCTOR JOHN" + +"HE SANK OFF AGAIN, FALLING BACK INTO BARBARA'S SUPPORTING ARMS" + + + + +BARBARA LADD + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +She knew very well that she should have started earlier; but if there +was one thing that could daunt her wayward and daring little spirit, it +was the dark. Now, as she stood, wide-eyed and breathless with +suspense, beside her open window, the face of the dark began to change. +A gray pallor came over it, and on a sudden she was aware of a black +horizon line, ghostly, lonely beyond words, far to the eastward over +the yet invisible tree-tops. With this pallor came a chill which +Barbara felt on her little, trembling hands, on her eyes, and in her +heart: as if the night, in going, had laid aside its benignity and +touched the world in farewell with a cold hand of warning and menace. +Then, here and there a leaf stood out, palely distinct, upon the thick +frondage of the apple-tree whose nearest branches crowded the roof of +the porch below her window. There was a faint chirping from the heart +of the syringa thicket; and Barbara's ears were so attentive that she +caught the drowsy, awakening flutter of small wings down below in the +dewy gloom. With the sound came a cool and delicate pungency from the +wet currant bushes, puffed upward to her as if the garden world beneath +the leaves had drawn a long breath in getting ready to awake. This +tonic scent, which nostrils less keen than Barbara's would scarcely +have discerned, came to the child as a signal for action. Peculiarly +sensitive to the message and influence of odours, she felt this sudden +fragrance in her nerves as a summons, a promise, and a challenge, all +in one. Noiselessly she pushed the two diamond-paned leaves of her +window open to their widest. How the grayness was spreading! A pang +of apprehension seized her, lest she had delayed too long. She turned +impulsively, and stepped into the darkness of her room. + +In a moment her slim little figure reappeared at the window, this time +heavily encumbered. In one hand was a round, soft bundle, in the other +a square wicker basket with a white cloth tied over the top. The white +cloth glimmered conspicuously, but the light was not yet strong enough +to reveal the colour of the bundle. Setting both the burdens out upon +the roof of the porch, she turned, glanced in at the window, and said, +softly: + +"Good-bye, little room! I haven't been happy with you. But I hope you +won't be lonely when I'm gone!" + +Leaning over the edge of the porch, she dropped the bundle soundlessly +into a bed of marigolds. The basket, on the other hand, she took up +with care. Thrusting her left arm through the handle, she swung +herself nimbly into the apple-tree, and thence to the ground; while the +basket tipped and slewed as if it were alive. + +"Be still, my babies!" she whispered; and then, picking up the bundle +from the crushed marigolds, and never turning her head to look up at +the stately old house which she was leaving, she fled down the walk +between the currant and gooseberry bushes, the thyme, the sage, and +summer savoury beds,--through a narrow wicket gate half-hidden in +larkspur and honeysuckle,--along the foot-path through the rank and +dripping burdocks back of the barn, where she felt a little qualm of +homesickness at the sound of her dear horses breathing deeply and +contentedly in the stalls,--and thence, letting down one of the bars +and crawling through with her burdens, out into the graying, hillocky +open of the cow-pasture. + +By this time a cool and luminous wave of pink, changing to pale saffron +at its northeastern edges, had crept up over the far-off hilltops. +Faint tinges of colour, of a strange and unusual transparency, began to +reveal themselves all over the expanse of pasture. As the miracle of +dawn thus overtook her, a sense of unreality came upon Barbara's soul. +She felt as if this were not she, this little girl so adventurously +running away--but rather some impossible child in a story-book, who had +so engaged her sympathies for the moment that she could not be sure +which was make-believe and which herself. With a chill of lonesome +dread she slipped a hand under the cloth and into the basket. The +touch of warm, live, cuddling fur reassured her, and brought her back +to her own identity. But stranger and stranger grew the mystical +transparency, only made the more startling by a fleece of vapour here +and there curling up from between the hillocks. Stumps, weed-tops, +patches of juniper, tufts of blueberry bush, wisps of coarse grass left +uncropped, seemed to detach themselves, lift, and float in the solvent +clarity of that new-born air, that new-born light. Surely, this was +not her old, familiar world! Barbara stood still, her great eyes +dilating, her lips parted in a kind of ecstasy, as sense and spirit +alike drank in the marvel of the dawn. It seemed to her as if she +discovered, in that moment, that the world was made anew with every +morning,--and with the discovery she became aware, dimly but securely, +that she was herself a part of the imperishable, ever-renewing life. + +She was brought back to more instant considerations by the sudden +appearance of a red-and-white cow, which got up with a great, windy, +grunting breath, and came toward her out of a misty hollow. With all +the cows of the herd Barbara was in high favour, but just now the sight +alarmed her. + +"Gracious!" she exclaimed to herself, "Abby will be out to milk in +another minute!"--and she broke into a run at the best speed that her +burdens would permit, making for the maple woods which lay to the north +of the pasture. The cow looked and mooed after her wistfully, +wondering at her flight, and aching for the relief of the milker's +hand. But Barbara paid no heed to her, nor to the others of the herd, +who now came into view from corners of the pasture as the enchanted +light grew and spread. She darted on, vanishing in the hollows, +flitting over the hillocks, fleetly threading the crooked and slender +path,--a wisp-like, dark little figure. Her bundle, now seen to be +tied up in a silk shawl of flamelike scarlet, and the snow-white +covering of her basket, flickered across the mystical transparency of +the landscape like bubbles of intense light blown far in advance of the +morning. + +Not till she came to the other side of the pasture and plunged into the +obscurity of the woods did Barbara check her speed. Here the dawn was +but beginning to penetrate, thrusting thin shafts of pink-amber light +here and there through the leafage, and touching the eastward sides of +trunk and branch with elusive glories. Breathing quickly, Barbara set +down the bundle and the precious basket; but she snatched them up again +as she caught a sound of panting and running behind her. On the +instant, however, the alarm faded from her face. + +"Down, Keep!" she commanded, sharply, as the gaunt gray form of a +mastiff leaped upon her, almost carrying her off her feet. Fawning, +and giving little yelps of joy, the huge animal crouched before her, +pounding the sward with ecstatic tail, and implored to lick her hands. +She threw both arms about the dog's head, murmuring to him, poignantly +impetuous, her voice tearful with self-reproach: + +"Was his best friend going away, without ever saying good-bye to him? +Well, she was bad, she was very, very bad!" And she wiped away several +large, surreptitious tears upon the furry folds of his neck. Then she +sprang up and renewed her journey resolutely; while the mastiff, +bounding in front of her, showed his plain conviction that some fine, +audacious adventure was afoot, and that it would be his great luck to +have a part in it. + +For more than a mile Barbara followed the wood-path, the fresh, wet +gloom lightening about her as she went. Where the maples thinned away, +and the slenderer ash and birch took their place, she got glimpses of a +pale sky overhead, dappled with streamers of a fiery violet. Here and +there a dripping leaf had caught the colours from above and flashed +elusive jewels upon her vision. Here and there the dewy thickets of +witch-hazel and viburnum crowded so close about the path that her +skirts and shoulders were drenched with their scented largess. Here +and there in her path rose suddenly a cluster of night-born +toadstools--squat, yellow, and fat-fleshed, or tall, shadowy-hooded, +and whitely venomous--over which she stepped with wary aversion. And +once, eager as was her haste, she stopped to pick a great, lucent, +yellow orchid, which seemed to beam like a sacred lamp in its dark +green shrine beneath the alders. + +At length the path dipped sharply between rocks overgrown with poison +ivy. Then the trees thinned away before her, and the day grew at once +full of light; and the mirror-surface of a little lake, shining with +palest crocus-tint and violet and silvery rose, obscured with patches +of dissolving mist, flashed upon her eyes. She ran down to the very +edge, where the water seemed to breathe among its fringing pebbles, and +there set down the bundle and the basket; while the dog, yelping +joyously, bounded and splashed in the shallows. + +When, however, Barbara stepped up the bank to a thicket of Indian +willow, and proceeded, by dint of carefully calculated lifting and +pulling, to drag forth from its hiding-place a ruddy canoe of +birch-bark, the dog's spirits and his flaunting tail fell together. If +Barbara's venture was to be in the canoe, he knew he should have no +part in it; and his big, doggish heart was dejected. With his tongue +hanging from his jaws, he sat up on his brindled haunches and looked +on, while slowly and laboriously Barbara worked the frail craft down to +the water. When it was afloat, and the resined prow pulled up into a +tuft of weeds to keep it from drifting away, Barbara fetched two +paddles from the same hiding-place. In the bow of the canoe she stowed +her bundle and her basket. In the stern she arranged a pile of ferns +as a cushion for her knees. Once more she flung her arms around Keep's +massive neck, kissed his silky ears, wept violently for the smallest +fraction of a minute; and then, stepping into the canoe with the light +precision of one skilled with the birch-bark, she pushed off, and with +quick, vigorous strokes headed straight across the lake. The dog ran +uneasily up and down the water's edge, whining and fretting after her. +When she was a little way out he made a sudden resolution, plunged into +the water, and swam eagerly after the fugitive. But Barbara heard the +splash, and understood. She realised that he would surely upset the +canoe in trying to get into it, and this was the time when she must +seem hard, however her heart was melting. She looked back over her +shoulder. + +"Go home, Keep! Go home!" she commanded. + +The dog turned obediently and made for shore. And Barbara, her lips +set and the big tears rolling down her cheeks, continued her journey +out across the lake. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +It was now clear day. The ample spaces of blue between the thin clouds +overhead grew pure, as if new bathed. The sun was not yet visible over +the woods, but sent level shafts of radiance through the sparser +leafage. Barbara's face was westward, and her prow, as the nervous +cunning of her paddle urged it forward, threw off the water on either +side in long, polished, fluted furrows, dazzlingly bright at the top of +the curve and steel-dark in the depression. Child as she was, and of a +fairy slightness, Barbara's wrists were strong and she was master of +her paddle. Her tears presently dried themselves as she noted with +exultation, by the growing depth and abruptness of these furrows from +her prow, that she was making a speed that did credit to her +canoe-craft. In a few minutes her parting pangs were all forgotten, +and she was absorbed in racing, as it were, against herself. She knelt +low, working her shoulders freely like a squaw, and bent every energy +to making the passage of the open before a wind out of the morning +should awake to hinder her progress. + +A low, green point, deep-plumed with sedge, thrust out from the nearing +shore to meet her. At its tip, motionless, and eloquent of ancient +mystery, poised the dream-like shape of a blue heron. Nearer and +nearer slipped the canoe, till Barbara could discern the round, +unwinking jewel of the great bird's eye, watching her inscrutably. +Then, with leisurely spread of spacious wings, it rose and flapped +away, to renew its not wholly disinterested contemplations in a further +reed-bed. + +Behind the point of sedges Barbara swept the canoe on a fine curve, and +into the channel of a little river, the quiet outlet of the lake. +Alders, osiers, and thick-starred draperies of clematis came down over +either bank. The stream was not twenty paces wide, and its deep +current was so gentle that the long weeds on the bottom were hardly +under compulsion to show which way it flowed. + +The ancient wood at this place gave back several hundred yards from the +lake, save for scattered outposts and thickets. Rounding the first +curve of the stream,--which, indeed, seemed all curves in its +reluctance to forsake the parent water,--the canoe ran into a flock of +gray-and-white geese dabbling along the weedy margin. The birds were +not alarmed, but they lifted their heads and clamoured a sonorous +warning; and straightway from behind the screen of leafage came a +quacking of ducks, a cackling of hens, and the excited barking of a +puppy. Then a cock crowed shrilly. The stream rounded to a wider +stretch, and its western bank, flooded with sunshine, showed a grassy +clearing of perhaps two acres in extent, at the back of which, close +against the primeval trees, huddled a low, gray cabin, with wide eaves +and a red door. A hop-vine covered one end of the cabin and sprawled +over the roof. Along the base ran a "banking" about two feet high, of +rough boards with the bark on, supported by stakes and filled in with +earth--a protection to the cellar against winter frosts. Leaned up to +the sun, along the banking, stood wooden tubs and an iron pot; and on a +bench beside the door another tub. In front of the door was a space of +chips, littered with axe, buck-saw, feed-troughs, parts of a broken +hand-sled, a large wicker basket with the bottom gone, and +indeterminate waifs and strays of human use. From this space of debris +a foot-path ran down through short grass to the waterside, where a +clumsy punt was hauled up. The place was alive with ducks and +chickens; and as Barbara came in view a stately turkey-cock swelled, +strutted, and gobbled defiance to her intrusion. + +Sitting on the door-step in the sun was a sturdy old woman in greenish +homespun petticoat and bodice, with a dull red kerchief crossed upon +her shoulders and a cap of greenish-yellow linen on her head,--the soft +dye of the "yaller-weed" juice. She was busy cutting coloured rags +into strips for mat-hooking. At her side sat a small yellow puppy, +with head cocked and one ear alertly lifted, curious but doubtful as to +the visitor. + +Barbara turned her birchen prow to the landing-place, and ran it gently +ashore in the soft mud beside the punt. At the same moment Mrs. +Deborah Blue--known to Barbara and to all the village of Second +Westings as 'old Debby'--dropped her knitting on the stoop, snatched up +a stout stick that leaned against the door-post, and hobbled with a +heavy briskness down the path to meet the visitor. The yellow pup +frisked interestedly at her heels. + +Barbara had indeed run her prow ashore, but that was for the sake of +stability merely. She was in haste, and had no idea of stopping now to +indulge her inclination for a gossip with old Debby. She rested in +silence, one brown hand on the gunwale of the punt, her full, young, +wilful lips very scarlet, her gray-green eyes asparkle with mystery and +excitement, as the old woman hobbled down to greet her. + +"Ain't ye comin' in to set awhile, an' eat a cooky, Miss Barby?" +inquired Mrs. Blue, wondering at the child's inscrutable look. The old +dame's face was red and harsh and strongly lined. Her chin was square +and thrust forward aggressively, with a gray-bristled wart at one side +of its obtrusive vigour. A lean and iron-gray wisp of hair, escaped +from under her hat, straggled down upon her red neck. But her shrewd, +hard, pale-blue, dauntless old eyes beamed upon the child with +unfeigned welcome. She spoke a little wheezingly, being out of breath +from haste; and Barbara was the only soul in all the township of Second +Westings for whom old Debby would condescend to hasten. + +"No, Debby dear, I can't stop one minute. I'm not coming ashore. I'm +running away from Aunt Hitty, and I'm going down the river to Uncle +Bob. I just stopped to say good-bye to you, you old dear, and to ask +you to take this letter for me to Aunt Hitty. I didn't dare to leave +it in my room, for fear she'd find it and know where I'd gone, and send +after me before I'd got a good start. I don't like Aunt Hitty, you +know, Debby, but she's been good to me in her way, and I don't want her +to be worrying!" She held out a folded paper for the old dame to take; +but she held it tentatively, as if she did not want to surrender it at +once. + +Knowing Barbara as no one else in the township of Second Westings knew +her, old Debby betrayed neither surprise nor disapproval. She nodded +several times, as if running away were the most reasonable, and indeed +the most ordinary, thing in the world for a little girl of fourteen +years to do when she found aunts and environments uncongenial. Old +Debby's smile, at this moment, had just the right degree of sympathy. +Had ever so little of amusement glimmered through its weather-beaten +creases, she knew that the sensitive and wilful girl before her would +have been off in a second with her venture all unexplained. + +"I'd take it fer ye, my sweeting, ef I'd got to crawl on my knees all +the way 'round the lake," the old dame answered promptly; but at the +same time, scheming to prolong the interview, and knowing that if once +Barbara started off again there would be no such thing as luring her +back, she kept both hands clasped on top of her stick and made no move +to accept the missive. + +"Ain't ye goin' to read it to me?" she went on, coaxingly. "I'd give a +sight to hear what ye're sayin' to yer Aunt Hitty." + +Now this was just what Barbara wanted, in spite of her haste. She +wanted to hear how her letter would sound. She wanted to try it on old +Debby, in whom she felt sure of a eulogistic critic. Without a word +she untied the yellow ribbon, opened the packet, and began to read, +with a weighty impressiveness in her childish voice: + + +"MY DEAR AUNT HITTY:--This is to say farewell for ever, for I have run +away. I do not think it would be good for me to live with you any +longer, so I am going to Uncle Bob. He loves me, and does not think I +am bad. And I think he needs me, too, because I understand him. I +know I have often been bad, and have made you unhappy very often, Aunt +Hitty. But I don't think you ever understand me--and I don't +understand you--and so we cannot be happy together. But don't be +worried about me, for I will be all right. And I thank you for all the +trouble you have taken about me. I don't want any of my old clothes +except what I have brought with me, so please give them to Mercy +Chapman, because she is poor and just about my size, and always kind to +animals, and I like her. I have taken your nice basket you got from +the squaw last Saturday, to carry my kittens in; but I know you won't +mind, because you offered to give it to me when I did not know I was +going to need it. I have taken the canoe, too, but I want to pay for +it, of course, Aunt Hitty. Please keep enough to get a new one, and +paddles, out of the money you are taking care of for me, and send the +rest right away to Uncle Bob, because I'll need some new frocks when I +get to the city, and I don't know whether Uncle Bob has any money or +not. Good-bye, Aunt Hitty, and I am so sorry that we could not +understand each other. + +"Your niece, + "BARBARA LADD." + + +She looked up, proud, but a little anxious, and eager for commendation. +Old Debby rose to the circumstances. + +"Law, how you kin write, Miss Barby," she said, with a nod and chuckle. +"The parson nor Doctor Jim couldn't 'a' done no better. I reckon Aunt +Hitty'll understand ye now, a sight better'n she's given to understand +folks as don't jest think as she do. Give me the letter!" + +Barbara's face flashed radiantly. With a sudden impulse she sprang up, +skipped ashore, thrust the letter into the old woman's hand, and cried +in a high key: + +"Oh, I'm so hungry, Debby! I can't stop a minute, but do give me some +breakfast, there's a dear. I was too excited to eat before I left. +And do give my kittens a drop of milk. I've got nothing but cold meat +for them to eat on the journey, poor babies!" + +Without waiting for a reply, she skipped back to the canoe, grabbed up +the covered basket, and flew up the path to the cottage; while the old +woman limped after her with astonishing speed, chuckling and wheezing +out a disjointed invitation. She followed Barbara into the cabin, +shutting the door to keep out the puppy, who whined in an injured voice +upon the stoop. Then, thinking of the kittens first,--and thereby +showing her deep knowledge of the kittens' mistress,--she set down a +bowl of milk in the middle of the floor; and Barbara, uncovering the +basket, lovingly lifted out three plump, moon-faced little cats, a +yellow-and-white, a black-and-white, and a gray-and-white. While the +three, with happy tails erect, lapped at the milk, Barbara made haste +to devour thick slices of brown bread and butter, spread to a luscious +depth with moist, sweet-scented maple sugar. She had no time to talk. +She sat on the edge of the big four-post bed, swinging her slim legs, +and kicking her heels against the dingy, gay patchwork quilt whose +ample folds hung to the floor. The hidden space under the bed was a +place of piquant mystery to Barbara, containing, as it did, boxes on +boxes of many-coloured rags, out of which, earlier in the season, old +Debby would bring forth precious goose-eggs, duck-eggs, turkey-eggs, +and the specially prized eggs of certain pet and prolific hens, +gathered against the time of setting. While Barbara broke her fast, +old Debby refrained from questions, having shrewdly grasped the whole +situation. She knew that Mr. Robert Glenowen, Barbara's uncle, had +lately come north on an errand which nobody seemed to understand, and +had taken a house at Stratford. Of a nomadic spirit in her younger +days, Debby had moved much here and there throughout her native +Connecticut, and over the bordering counties of New York and +Massachusetts; and she had not only a rough idea of the distance from +Second Westings to Stratford, but a very vivid realisation of the +perils of the journey which Barbara, in her innocence, had so +confidently undertaken. Till she saw that the appetites of Barbara and +the kittens were nearing satisfaction, she talked with a sort of casual +enthusiasm of her luck with the chickens, the goslings, the young +turkeys, and depicted the prowess of an old speckled hen which had +engaged and defeated a marauding hawk. Then, when at last Barbara +sprang up, bundled the satiated kittens into the basket, and turned to +her for a fond and final good-bye, the crafty old dame broke into +passionate farewells. She kissed the child, and even wept over her, +till Barbara's self-centred exaltation was very near collapse. + +"_You_ love me, don't you, Debby dear?" she exclaimed, with a +wistfulness in her voice, searching the old woman's face with her +great, eager, strangely alien eyes. Barbara was one of those who +colour the moods of others by their own, and who are therefore apt to +be at fault in their interpretation of another's motives. This gave +her, even in childhood, a strangeness, an aloneness of personality, +which she, as well as those who loved her, could seldom break down. It +was with a kind of heart-break that she now and again, for an instant, +became dimly aware of this alien fibre in her temperament. It made her +both misunderstanding and misunderstood. + +"I can trust you, can't I?" she went on, leaning childishly for a +moment upon the old woman's comfortable breast. + +"Trust old Debby, my sweeting!" cried the old dame, in tones which +carried conviction. "Ye hain't got no lovinger nor faithfuller friend +alive than me. Don't ye never forgit that, Miss Barby." + +For answer Barbara clutched her fiercely around the neck, sobbed and +clung to her for a moment, cried extravagantly, "Yes, you are the best +friend I've got in all the world!" then gathered up her basket of +kittens and fled wildly down the path to the canoe. Impetuously she +pushed off, the world a golden blur before her eyes; and without once +looking back, she disappeared around the next winding of the stream. +Old Debby stood for some minutes gazing after this meteor-like--and +very Barbara-like--exit. There was amusement now, unhindered, on her +hard old face, but a kind of fierce devotion withal. When the stern of +the canoe had vanished behind the leafage, she muttered to herself: +"Well! Well! Well! was ever sech a child! When ye set yer finger +onto her, she ain't there! I reckon that mincing-mouthed Aunt Kitty's +hed her bad times, too. But the sooner I git 'round to see Doctor Jim +the better it's goin' to be fer the little wild witch. Land's sakes +alive! But 'twon't be 'Debby dear' to me agin fer awhile. How them +eyes'll blaze! I'll not go nigh her till she's hed time to git over it +an' to know who's really her friends. No, Pippin, ye can't come with +me! Go 'way!" + +Turning into the long lean-to of a shed which stretched behind the +cabin, she brought out two stumpy oars. These under her left arm, her +stalwart stick in her right hand, she limped with massive alertness +down to the waterside, shoved off the punt, climbed into it with a +nicety of balance remarkable in one of her weight, clicked the oars +into the rowlocks, and pulled up-stream toward the lake whence Barbara +had come. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +The child who set forth so fearlessly, on so audacious and +ill-regulated a venture, that midsummer morning of the year 1769,--in a +time when audacity on the part of small girls was apt to meet the +discouragement of a peculiarly strenuous discipline,--was an accident +in her period, an irreconcilable alien to her environment. In her +intense individuality, and in the confident freedom with which she +claimed the right to express that individuality, she belonged to an +earlier or a later day, but not to a New England of the eighteenth +century. Two years before, at the age of twelve, an age when other +children's personalities were colourless to the eyes of their elders, +she had been projected into the tranquil routine of the little world of +Second Westings. It was an established, crystallised, unchanging life +there in the back country of Connecticut, where hours, seasons, +actions, habits, revolved in so orderly a fashion as to have worn +themselves grooves out of which they could hardly even look, still less +achieve to deviate. Into this rigid placidity the dark child came like +a grain of ferment; and presently, no one could tell just how, the mass +began to work. Barbara was everywhere discussed. She was rather +unanimously disapproved of. And, nevertheless, as it were in the teeth +of all probability, she won to herself here and there a friend. + +At the time of Barbara's transplanting from the cordial soil of +Maryland to the austere uplands of Connecticut, her father, the +Reverend Winthrop Hopkins Ladd, clergyman of the Established Church, +had been dead over two years, and the child's hurt, as such things +will, had outwardly healed; though the hidden wounds would agonise in +her heart at unexpected times, set vibrating to some poignant touch of +scent or sound or colour. The child had adored her father with a +tempestuous and jealous devotion, which, however, had not prevented her +waywardness from diversifying his repose with many a wakeful night. +Her mother, who had died when Barbara was scarce out of arms, had been +a bewildering birth from the kiss of North Wales on the warm south of +Spanish passion. The son of an old Welsh family, adventuring to the +New World to capture himself a fortune, had captured himself also a +wife to beggar envy. Where or how he got the fortune, no man knew and +few presumed to wonder; but where and how he got the wife was matter of +noonday knowledge. He saw her at church in New Orleans. There were +looks that burn and live. Through that emotional spring Glenowen +sniffed the incense of more masses than he had thought to attend in a +lifetime. Once there was a stolen word behind a pillar, eyes warily +averted. Twice notes passed from hand to hand. Then a girl, the +daughter of one of the haughtiest houses of Colonial Spain, was +audaciously carried off by night from a convent school in the safe +heart of the city. When next seen of the world, she was Glenowen's +wife, most radiantly and graciously dispensing an accepted hospitality +in Baltimore. + +The result that in particular pertains to this history was a small, +flame-like, imperious girl, one Mistress Mercedes Glenowen, who, from +the night of ceremony when she first made her bow to the governor and +joyously turned her disastrous eyes upon the society of Baltimore, for +the space of some three years dispersed vain heartache throughout the +colony. Into the remotest plantations went the name of her and the +fame of her--and too often, also, the sickness of a hopeless desire of +her. There were duels, too, discreetly laid to other cause; and old +friendships changed to hate; and wild oaths made perjury. But the +heart of Mistress Mercedes went free. A quiet young clergyman, a +kinsman to the governor, came to Baltimore from Boston, on his way to a +country parish on the Pawtuxet, to which he had just been appointed. +Dining at Government House, he met Mistress Mercedes, but his eyes, +being at that moment immersed in dreams, looked not upon but through +and beyond her. Mercedes could not rest an instant until those +far-wandering, Northern eyes were ensnared, imprisoned, and denied a +range beyond the boundaries of her heart. But the capture was not a +quick one, and in the interest of it she had the accident to become +herself entangled, to such a degree that she had no longer any use for +freedom. And so it came about, to the wrathful amaze of her retinue, +but the unspeakable content of the Reverend Winthrop Ladd, that the +dark rose of Maryland was on a sudden removed from Baltimore to bloom +on a churchly plantation by the pale waters of the Pawtuxet. + +Mr. Ladd, though a dreamer so far as consisted with outdoor life and +sanity of brain and muscle, was a strong man, one of those who have the +force to rule when they must, and the gentleness to yield when they +may. In the passionate completeness of her love, Mercedes sloughed the +caprices that would have pained and puzzled him, forgot the very echoes +of the acclamations of her court, and lived in the sanctuary of her +husband's devotion. For nearly three years the strangely assorted +lovers dwelt in their dream, while the world passed by them like a +pageant viewed through a glory of coloured glass. Then a sudden +sickness tore them apart; and when the dazed man came slowly back to +the realisation that he had been left to live, all his love, with all +the illusion of it, centred itself fixedly upon the little one, +Barbara, whom Mercedes had left to him. + +As Barbara grew more and more like her mother, her ascendency over her +father grew more and more complete. Tenderly but firmly he ruled his +parish and his plantation. But he gradually forgot to rule Barbara. +Too nearly did she represent to him all that he had lost in his +worshipped Mercedes; and he could not bring himself to see anything but +freshness of character and vigour of personality in the child's very +faults. Hence he evolved, to suit her particular case, a theory very +much out of harmony with his time, to the effect that a child--or +rather, perhaps, such a child as this of Mercedes--should not be +governed or disciplined, but guided merely, and fostered in the finding +of her own untrammelled individuality. This plan worked, for the time, +to Barbara's unqualified approval, but she was destined to pay for it, +in later years, a heavy price in tears, and misunderstandings, and +repentance. With the growth of her intense and confident personality +there grew no balancing strength of self-control. Unacquainted with +discipline, she was without the safeguard of self-discipline. Before +she was eight years old she held sway over every one on the plantation +but herself,--and her rule, though pretty and bewitching, was not +invariably gentle. As for her father, though ostensively her comrade +and mentor, he was by this time in reality her slave. He rode with +her; he read with her; he taught her,--but such studies only as +ensnared her wayward inclination, and with such regularity only as fell +in with her variable mood. The hour for a lesson on the spinet would +go by unheeded, if Barbara chanced to be interested in the more +absorbing occupation of climbing a tree; and the time for reciting +Latin syntax was lightly forgotten if berries were a-ripening in the +pasture. Under such auspices, however, Barbara did assuredly grow +straight-limbed and active, slight and small indeed, by heritage from +her mother, but strong and of marvellous endurance, with the clear +blood red under her dark skin, her great gray-green eyes luminous with +health. Her father devoted to her every hour of the day that he could +spare from the claims of his parish. In a sunny and sandy cove near +the house he taught her to swim. Rowing and canoeing on the Pawtuxet +were mysteries of outdoor craft into which he initiated her as soon as +her little hands could pull an oar or swing a paddle. A certain strain +of wildness in her temperament attuned her to a peculiar sympathy with +the canoe, and won her a swift mastery of its furtive spirit. In the +woods, and in the seclusion of remote creeks and backwaters, her +waywardness would vanish till she became silent and elusive as the wild +things whose confidence she was for ever striving to gain. Her +advances being suspiciously repelled by the squirrels, the 'coons, and +the chipmunks, her passion was fain to expend itself upon the domestic +animals of the plantation. The horses, cattle, dogs, and cats, all +loved her, and she understood them as she never understood the nearest +and best-beloved of her own kind. With the animals her patience was +untiring, her gentleness unfailing, while her thoughtless selfishness +melted into a devotion for which no sacrifice seemed too great. + +The negroes of the plantation, who seemed to Barbara akin to the +animals, came next to these in her regard, and indeed were treated with +an indulgence which made them almost literally lay their black necks in +the dust for her little feet to step on. But with people of her own +class she was apt to be hasty and ungracious. _Their_ feelings were of +small account in her eyes--certainly not to be weighed for a moment +against those of a colt or a kitten. There was one sweet-eyed and +lumbering half-grown puppy which Barbara's father--not for an instant, +indeed, believing anything of the sort--used to declare was more +precious to her than himself. But her old black "Mammy" 'Lize used to +vow there was more truth than he guessed in "Marse Ladd's foolin'." + +However, when a fever snatched the gentle priest away from the scene of +his love and kindly ministrations, the child's true self emerged +through its crust of whim and extravagance. Stricken beyond a child's +usual capacity to feel or realise such a blow, she was herself seized +with a serious illness, after which she fell into a dejection which +lasted for the better part of a year. In her desolation she turned to +her animals rather than to her human companions, and found the more of +healing in their wordless sympathy. + +At last, youth and health asserted themselves, and once more Barbara +rode, paddled, swam, tyrannised, and ran wild over the plantation, +while relatives from Maine to Maryland wrangled over her future. + +There was one young uncle, her mother's only brother, whom Barbara +decided to adopt as her sole guardian. But other guardians came to +another decision. Uncle Bob Glenowen was an uncle after Barbara's own +heart, but a little more disciplined and reasonable than herself. The +two would have got on delightfully together--together careering over +the country on high-mettled horses, together swimming and canoeing at +the most irregular hours, together lauding and loving their four-foot +kindred and laughing to scorn the general stupidity of mankind. But +Uncle Glenowen had little of gold or gear, and his local habitation was +mutable. He loved Barbara too well not to recognise that she should +grow up under the guidance of steadier hands than his. It was finally +settled--Barbara's fiery indignation being quite disregarded--that she +should go to her father's younger sister, Mistress Mehitable Ladd, in +Second Westings. + +Mistress Ladd was a self-possessed, fair-faced, aristocratic little +lady, with large blue eyes and a very firm, small mouth. She was +conscientious to a point that was wont to bring her kindness, at times, +into painful conflict with her sense of duty. The Puritan fibre ran in +unimpaired vitality through the texture of her being, with the result +that whenever her heart was so rash as to join issue with her +conscience, then prompt and disastrous overthrow was the least her +heart could expect for such presumption. In the matter of Barbara's +future, however, Distress Mehitable felt that duty and inclination ran +together. She had loved her brother Winthrop with unselfish and +admiring devotion, and had grieved in secret for years over his +defection from the austere fold of the Congregationalists to what she +regarded as the perilously carnal form and ceremony of the Church of +England. Her hampered spirit, her uncompleted womanhood, yearned +toward Barbara, and she shuddered at the idea of Winthrop's child +growing up untaught, unmothered, uncontrolled. She made up her mind +that Barbara should come to Second Westings, become a daughter to her, +and be reared in the purity of unsullied Congregationalism. With a +sigh of concordant relief it was recognised by the other relatives that +Mehitable was right. They washed their hands of the child, and forgot +her, and were thankful--all but Uncle Bob. And so Barbara went to +Second Westings. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Little enough, indeed, would Second Westings ever have seen of the +heartsore and rebellious child, but for this Uncle Bob. Searching his +own spirit, he understood hers; and maintaining a discreet silence as +to the chief points of his discovery, he set himself the duty of +accompanying Barbara on the long, complicated journey to Connecticut. +Not content with delivering his charge into the hands of Mistress +Mehitable,--whom he liked despite her uneasy half-disapproval of +himself,--he stayed long summer weeks at Second Westings, thus bridging +over for Barbara the terrible chasm between the old life and the new, +and by his tactful conciliation on every side making the new life look +a little less hatefully alien to her. He took her riding all over the +township; he took her canoeing on the lake, and down the outlet to its +junction with the river; and so not only won her a freedom of movement +hitherto unheard-of among the maidens of Second Westings, but also +showed her that the solace of wild woods and sweet waters was to be +found no less in Connecticut than in her longed-for Maryland. +Moreover, Uncle Bob had "a presence." Second Westings scrutinised him +severely, all ready to condemn the stranger folk to whom Winthrop Ladd +had turned in his marrying. But Second Westings felt constrained to +acknowledge at once that Winthrop Ladd had married within his class. +To high and low alike--and the line between high and low was sharply +drawn at Second Westings--it was obvious that the sister of Mr. Robert +Glenowen must have been gently born. Those who would not let +themselves be warmed by Uncle Bob's bright heartsomeness were unable to +withhold acknowledgment of his good breeding. Mistress Mehitable, +though antagonised by vague gossip as to his "wildness," nevertheless +recognised with serious relief that no common blood had been suffered +to obscure the clear blue stream whose purity the Ladds held precious. +"Light, I fear--if not, in other surroundings, ungodly; but beyond all +cavil a gentleman!" pronounced the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, flicking +snuff from his sleeve with white, scholarly fingers. He was not so +innocent as to attach too much importance to Uncle Bob's devout +attitude through those interminable services which made a weekly +nightmare of the Connecticut Sabbath; but he had found a reserved +satisfaction in the young man's company over a seemly glass and a pipe +of bright Virginia. He had a feeling that the visitor's charm was more +or less subversive of discipline, and that it would be, on the whole, +for the spiritual welfare of Second Westings if the visit should be +brief; but meanwhile he took what he could of Uncle Bob's society. +Class against creed, and a fair field, and it's long odds on class. + +But in the minds of Doctor John and Doctor Jim Pigeon--physicians, +brothers, comrades, fierce professional rivals, justices of the peace, +and divinely self-appointed guardians of the sanctity of caste for all +the neighbourhood--there were no misgivings. Their instincts accepted +Bob Glenowen at first glance. Their great, rugged faces and mighty +shoulders towering over him,--and Uncle Bob himself was nowise scant of +stature,--they looked at him and then into each other's eyes; and +agreed, as they did on most subjects outside the theory and practice of +medicine. + +"You are right welcome to Second Westings, Mr. Glenowen!" exclaimed +Doctor Jim, in a big, impetuous voice, grasping his hand heartily. + +"And we trust that you may be slow to leave us, Mr. Glenowen!" added +Doctor John, in a voice which any competent jury, blindfolded, would +have pronounced identical. + +Recognising the true fibre and the fineness of these two big, gentle +autocrats, Uncle Bob made a special point of commending Barbara to +their hearts--in which commending he so well sped, and indeed was so +well seconded by Barbara herself, who loved them from the moment when +her eyes first fell upon them, that they presently constituted +themselves special guardians to the little maid, and indulgent +mitigators of Mistress Mehitable's conscience. The manner in which +they fulfilled the sometimes conflicting duties of these offices will +appear pretty persistently in the sequel. + +It was to Uncle Bob, also, that Barbara owed the somewhat disreputable +friendship of old Debby. The very first day that he and Barbara went +canoeing on the lake, they explored the outlet, discovered old Debby's +cabin, paid an uninvited call, and captivated the old dame's crusty +heart. Glenowen knew human nature. He had the knack of going straight +to the quintessential core of it, and pinning his faith to that in +spite of all unpromising externals. He decided at once that Debby +would be a good diversion for Barbara after he was gone; and when, +later in the day, he learned that the old woman was universally but +vaguely reprobated by the prim folk of Second Westings, he was more +than ever assured that she would be a comfort to Barbara through many a +dark hour of strangerhood and virtuous misunderstanding. + +But Uncle Bob's visit had to end. He went away with misgivings, +leaving Barbara to pit her careless candour, her thoughtless +self-absorption, her scorn of all opinions that differed from her own, +her caprices, her passionate enthusiasms, her fierce intolerance of +criticism or control, against the granitic conventions of an old New +England village. The half guilty, half amused support of Doctor John +and Doctor Jim gave importance to her revolt, and so lightened the rod +of Aunt Kitty's discipline as to save Barbara from the more ignominious +of the penalties which her impetuous wilfulness would otherwise have +incurred. The complete, though forbidden, sympathy of old Debby, +affording the one safe outlet to her tumultuous resentments and +passionate despairs, saved the child from brain-sickness; and once, +indeed, on a particularly black day of humiliation, from suicide. +Barbara had shaken the very foundations of law, order, and religion, by +riding at a wild gallop, one Sunday afternoon, down the wide main +street of Second Westings just as the good folk were coming out of +meeting. Her rebellious waves of dark hair streamed out behind her +little head. Her white teeth flashed wickedly between her parted +scarlet lips, her big eyes flamed with the intoxication of liberty and +protest--to these good folk it seemed an unholy light. Barbara ought +to have been at meeting, but had been left at home, reluctantly, by +Aunt Hitty, because she had seemed too sick to get out of bed. In very +truth she had been sick beyond all feigning. Then one of those violent +reactions of recovery which sometimes cause the nervous temperament to +be miserably misunderstood had seized her at an inauspicious moment. +As the tide of young vitality surged back to brain and vein and nerve, +she had felt that she must let herself loose in wild action, or die. +All unrealising the enormity of the offence, she had flung down her mad +defiance to the sanctified and iron-bound repose of the New England +Sabbath. + +Such a sacrilege could not be overlooked or condoned. The congregation +was appalled. Long upper lips were drawn down ominously, as austere +eyes followed the vision of the fleeing child on the great black horse. +Could it be that she was possessed of a devil? Pitying eyes were +turned upon Aunt Hitty; and triumphant eyes of gratified grudge, +moreover, for Aunt Hitty was proud, and had virtuous ill-wishers in the +village. But Mistress Mehitable Ladd was equal to the occasion. With +a level stare of her blue eyes, a cold tranquillity upon her small, +fine mouth, she froze comment and forestalled suggestion. The feeling +went abroad, in a subtle way, that the case would be dealt with and the +piety of Second Westings vindicated in the eyes of Heaven. Doctor John +and Doctor Jim looked grave, and said not a word. This was a time when +Mistress Mehitable, they well knew, would brook no interference. + +Of course there could be no question of such correction as would have +fallen to the lot of any ordinary offender. There could be no such +thing as putting a _Ladd_ in the stocks. The regular machinery of +village law rested quiescent. Equally of course, Mistress Mehitable +would do nothing in anger. She was humiliated before the whole +village, in a manner that could never be forgotten or wiped out. But +her first feeling and her last feeling were alike of sorrow only. She +would do her duty because Winthrop's child must be saved. But she had +no proud consciousness of virtue in doing it. First, she attempted to +explain to Barbara the depth, quality, and significance of her sin, its +possible influence upon the ethics of Second Westings if allowed to go +unpunished, the special variety of inherited evil which it revealed in +her nature, and her stupendous need of having this evil eradicated by +devotedly merciless correction. After the first few words of this +exhortation, Barbara heard no more. She was at all times fiercely +impatient of criticism, and now, being determined not to fly into a +fury and further complicate her predicament, she shut her eyes, +inwardly closed her ears, and concentrated her imagination on memories +of the longed-for plantation by the Pawtuxet. This concentration gave +her vivid little face an air of quietude, subjection, and voiceless +sorrow, which Aunt Hitty was glad to construe as repentance. But it +earned no mitigation of punishment. For one whole week Barbara was a +prisoner in her room, eating her heart out in hatred of the stupidity +and injustice of life. Then came around, at last, another Sabbath. +Barbara was taken to church. There her proud soul was affronted by a +public rebuke from the pastor, who exhorted her from the pulpit, +contented the congregation by a rehearsal of her punishment, and held +her up as an example to the other children of the village. Barbara +listened with shut eyes and white lips, her heart bursting with rage. +She ached to kill him, to kill her aunt, to annihilate Second +Westings--saving only the animals, old Debby, Mercy Chapman, Doctor +John and Doctor Jim. But when the good divine went on to say that her +discipline would be concluded with a wholesome chastisement on the +morrow, in the privacy of the house to which her sinful conduct had +brought grief,--then, indeed, her heart stood still. She felt a great +calmness come over her. She made up her mind to escape by her window +that very evening and drown herself in the lake. If life contained +such horrors she would have done with it. + +She did not go that night, however, because she feared the dark. It +was gray dawn when she climbed from her window. Blind, resolved, +swift-footed, she fled through the woods. Old Debby, resting in her +punt by the lake's edge, not far from the Ladd landing-place, was +pulling some sweet-rooted water-plants of a virtue known only to +herself, when she was startled by a heavy splash and a little gasping +cry which came from the other side of a steep point some four or five +rods distant. Her vigorous old arms drove the punt through the water +in mad haste--for there was something in the cry that wrenched at her +heart. Rounding the point, she stood close in to the foot of a rock +which jutted out into five or six feet of water. Peering down over the +side of the punt, she saw lying on the bottom a slim, small body. A +groan burst from her lips, for Barbara's face was half visible; and the +old woman understood at once. She had heard the village gossip, and +she had feared a tragedy. She knew that Barbara could swim,--but there +was her long scarf of red silk twisted about the little arms lest +resolution should falter in the face of the last great demand. + +For a second old Debby was at fault. She could not swim. Then her +brain worked. Reaching down with one of the oars, she twisted the +blade tightly into the skirt of the child's gown, pulled her up, and +snatched her into the boat. Experienced and ready in emergency, the +old woman thrust ashore, laid the moveless little figure down upon a +mossy hillock, and in a very few minutes succeeded in bringing it back +to conscious life. She asked no questions, while Barbara clung to her, +sobbing spasmodically at long intervals. She murmured pet names to +her, caressed and soothed her, told her she was safe and no one should +abuse her, and finally, lifting her into the punt and laying her gently +on an armful of sweet bracken in the stern, rowed over the lake to her +cabin. Throughout the journey Barbara lay with closed eyes, while the +young life, slowly but obstinately reasserting itself, brought back the +colour to cheeks and lips. Only once did she speak. Lifting her lids, +she gazed fixedly at the hard-lined old face that bent over the swaying +oars. + +"Oh, why did you do it, Debby dear?" she asked, weakly. "If you knew +how I hate to live!" + +"Tut! tut! honey!" answered the old woman, with a cheerful positiveness +that made her despair suddenly seem to Barbara unreasonable and unreal. +"Ye don't want to die yet awhile. An' whatever ye want, ye cain't die +yet awhile, fer I've seen it in yer blessed little hands that ye've got +a long life afore ye. Moresoever, I read it that life's got a heap of +happiness in store fer ye. So you be brave, Miss Barby, an' think how +Uncle Bob would 'a' broke his poor heart if ye'd got yer own way an' +drownded yerself." + +"Yes," murmured Barbara, drowsily, sinking away into peace after her +long pain, "Uncle Bob would have been sorry!" Then, after a pause, she +added softly under her breath: "I'll run away and go to Uncle Bob some +day!" + +Old Debby heard the words, but made no comment. She stored them in her +memory, and afterward kept crafty watch whenever she saw, by Barbara's +mood, that a crisis was on at Aunt Kitty's. For the time, however, she +felt no great anxiety, it being very plain to her that this present +crisis was past, and that Barbara was no longer strung up to the pitch +of violent action or any course that would require initiative. Nerve +and will alike relaxed, the child was submissive through exhaustion. +At the cabin Debby first made her eat some breakfast, and then got her +interested in a brood of chickens just one day out of the shell. The +mother hen ruffled her feathers, scolded in shrill protest, and pecked +angrily, but Barbara reached under the brooding wings and drew out a +bead-eyed, golden-yellow, downy ball. Her face lightened tenderly as +she felt the tiny bill and fragile baby claws snuggling against her +enclosing palms. + +"She's all right now!" said old Debby to herself, nodding her head in +satisfaction. Aloud she said,--as she got a clean white sunbonnet out +of the chest, adjusted it on her sparse locks, and tied its strings +beneath her grim chin,--"I'm goin' to leave ye a bit, honey, to mind +the chickens fer me an' look after the place while I go in to Second +Westings to hev a bit o' talk with Doctor Jim. Promise me not to quit +the place while I'm gone?" + +"I'll take good care of everything till you get back, Debby," answered +Barbara, abstractedly, without turning her head. She had relinquished +the downy chicken, and was busy conciliating the ruffled hen with +crumbs. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +It was without misgiving that old Debby left the child to the healing +of the solitude and the sun, the little wholesome responsibility, the +unexacting companionship of the cat and the fowls. (This was before +the day of the yellow pup, which did not come upon the scene until the +following summer.) She had already learned that Barbara's promise was +a thing to depend upon; and she felt that Barbara's heart would now be +medicined more sweetly by silence than by words. + +The problem to whose solution the dauntless old woman had set herself +was that of getting Barbara back to her aunt's house on terms that +should ward off any further discipline. With this end in view she +turned, as a matter of course, to Doctor Jim Pigeon. Debby's position +in Second Westings was theoretically that of an outlaw. She had a +mysterious past. She was obstinately refractory about going to +meeting. Without actually defying the authorities, she would quietly +and unobtrusively go her own way in regard to many matters which Second +Westings accounted momentous. Moreover, she was lamentably lacking in +that subservience to her betters which the aristocracy of Second +Westings held becoming. And she had knowledge that savoured of +witchcraft. She would certainly have felt the heavy hand of correction +more than once, and probably have been driven to seek a more humane +environment, but for the staunch befriending of Doctor Jim. Something +in the old woman's fearless independence appealed to both the big, +loud-voiced, soft-hearted brothers--but to Doctor Jim in particular. +He in particular came to perceive her clear common sense, to appreciate +the loyal and humane heart that lurked within her acrid personality. +He openly showed his favour, and stood between her and persecution, +till Second Westings taught itself to regard her offences as +privileged. So, though an outlaw, she became a useful and tolerated +one. She served surpassingly to point a moral in family admonitions. +She was much in favour as a bogy to frighten crying children into +silence. And furthermore, when deadly sickness chanced to fall upon a +household, and skilled help was lacking, and self-righteous prejudice +melted away in the crucible of anguish, then old Debby was wont to +appear unsummoned and work marvels by the magic of her nursing. Doctor +Jim had been known to declare defiantly that Debby Blue's nursing had +saved patients whom all his medicines could not cure,--whereto Doctor +John had retorted, with brotherly sarcasm, "In spite of your medicines, +Jim--in spite of them! Debby is the shield and buckler of your medical +reputation." + +So it was of course that the old woman turned to Doctor Jim in her +difficulty. She knew that both brothers loved Barbara, and that both, +individually and collectively, had more influence with Mistress +Mehitable Ladd than any other living mortal could boast. She would +talk to Doctor Jim. Doctor Jim would talk to Doctor John. Doctor John +and Doctor Jim would together talk to Mistress Mehitable. And Barbara +would be taken back without penalty of further exhortation or +discipline. If not--well, old Debby's mind was made up as to what she +would do in such a distressing contingency. She would herself run away +with Barbara that same night, in cunning disguise and by devious ways, +and travel to find Uncle Bob. + +But there was to be no need of such audacious adventuring. When Doctor +Jim heard what Barbara had done, he was sorely wrought up. He glared +fiercely and wonderingly; his shaggy eyebrows knitted and knotted as he +listened; he dashed his hands through his hair till the well dressed +locks were sadly disarranged. When Debby ceased speaking he sprang up +with an inarticulate roar, knocking over two chairs and one of the +andirons. + +"They have gone too far with the child," he cried out at last, +mastering his ebullient emotions. "She is too high-strung for our rude +handling. I swear she shall not be persecuted any longer--not if I +have to take her away myself. No--not a word, not a word, Debby! Not +another word! I'll just step across the yard and speak to Doctor John. +Be good enough to wait here till I return." + +Without hat or stick he ramped tempestuously across to his brother's +office, in the opposite wing of the big, white-porticoed, red-doored +house which they occupied together. He left old Debby well content +with the first step in her undertaking. She had but a little to wait +ere he returned, noisy, hurried, and decisive. + +"Now, my good Debby," he shouted, "I'm ready to accompany you. I will +fetch Barbara myself. Doctor John is going over to lay our views +before Mistress Ladd, and I'll warrant that wise and gentle lady will +see the matter clearly, just as we do. Yes, yes, my good Debby, we +have all been forgetting that the little wild rose of Maryland cannot +be at once inured to the rigours of our New England air. Eh, what?" + +When Doctor Jim and the old woman reached the cabin they found Barbara +sound asleep, curled up in the sun beside the stoop, one arm around the +gray-and-white cat, which lay, fast asleep also, against her breast. +There was a darkness about her eyes, a hurt droop at the corners of her +full red mouth, but the colour came wholesomely under the transparent +tan of her cheeks. The picture stirred a great ache in Doctor Jim's +childless heart, and with a tender growl he strode forward to snatch +her up from her hard couch. + +"S't! Don't ye frighten the poor baby!" said old Debby. Whereupon +Doctor Jim went softly, mincing his big steps, and knelt down, and +gathered the little figure in his arms. Waking slowly, Barbara slipped +her arms around his neck, thrust her face under his chin, drew a long +sigh of satisfaction; and so, the revolt and cruel indignation for the +time all quenched in her wild spirit, she was carried down to the punt. +Everything seemed settled without explanation or argument or promise. +The trouble was all shifted to Doctor Jim's broad shoulders. + +"Good-bye, Debby dear!" she murmured to the old woman, reaching down a +caressing hand; "I'll come to see you in a few days, as soon as Aunt +Hitty will let me!" + +During the journey homeward Barbara threw off her languor, and became +animated as the punt surged ahead under Doctor Jim's huge strokes. The +conversation grew brisk, touching briefly such diverse topics as the +new bay mare which the doctor had just purchased from Squire Hopgood of +Westings Centre, and the latest point of exasperation between the +merchants of Boston and the officers of the king's customs at that +unruly port. This latter subject was one on which Doctor Jim and +Barbara had already learned to disagree with a kind of affectionate +ferocity. The child was a rebel in every fibre, while Doctor Jim had a +vigorous Tory prejudice which kept his power of polemic well occupied +in Second Westings. The two were presently so absorbed in controversy +that the rocky point of the morning's attempted tragedy was passed +without the tribute of a shudder or even a recognition. At last, with +a mighty, half wrathful surge upon the oars, Doctor Jim beached the +punt at the landing-place. As the distracted wave of his violence +seethed hissing up the gravel and set the neighbour sedges a-swinging, +he leaned forward and fixed the eager girl with a glare from under the +penthouse of his eyebrows. Open-mouthed and intent, Barbara waited for +his pronouncement. + +"Child!" said he, waving a large, but white and fine forefinger for +emphasis, "Don't you let that amiable and disreputable old vagabond, +Debby Blue, or that pestilent rebel, Doctor John Pigeon, stuff your +little head with notions. It's _your_ place to stand by the _Crown_, +right or wrong. Remember your blood. You know right well which side +your father would have stood upon! Eh, what?" + +The disputatious confidence died out of Barbara's face. For a moment +her head drooped, for she knew in her heart how thoroughly that +worshipped father would have identified himself with the king's party +as soon as occasion arose. Then she looked up, and a mocking light +danced in her gray eyes, while her mouth drew itself into lines of +solemnity. + +"I promise," she exclaimed, leaning forward and laying a thin little +gipsy hand on Doctor Jim's knee, as if registering a vow, "that I won't +harm your dear King George!" + +"Baggage!" shouted Doctor Jim, snatching her from her seat and stalking +up the beach with her. + +Arriving at the Ladd place from the rear, by way of the pasture and the +barnyard, they found Doctor John awaiting them. He was leaning over +the little wicket gate at the back of the garden, eating a handful of +plump gooseberries. With affected sternness he eyed their approach, +not uttering a word till Barbara violently pushed the gate open and +rushed at him. Then, straightening himself to his full height,--he had +a half-head to the good of even the towering Doctor Jim,--he extended +his hand to her, and said, civilly: + +"Do have a gooseberry!" + +At this Barbara shrieked with laughter. Doctor John always seemed to +her the very funniest thing in the world, and his humour, in season and +out of season, quite irresistible. At the same time she pounded him +impatiently with her fists, and tried to pull him down to her. + +"I don't want a gooseberry," she cried. "I want you to kiss me. I +haven't seen you for more than a week, and you go and act just as if I +had seen you every day!" + +Doctor John stooped, but held her at arm's length, and gazed at her +with preternatural gravity. + +"Tell me one thing," he said. + +"What?" whispered Barbara, impressed. + +"Have you been taking any of Jim Pigeon's physic since I saw you?" + +"No!" shrieked Barbara, with another wild peal of laughter. "Doctor +Jim's a Tory. He might poison me!" + +"Then you shall have one kiss--no, two!" said Doctor John, picking her +up. + +"Ten--twenty--a hundred!" insisted the child, hugging him violently. + +"There! there! Enough is as good as a feast!" interrupted Doctor John, +presently, untwining her arms and setting her down. Then, Doctor Jim +holding one of her hands and Doctor John the other, she skipped gaily +up the path toward the house, like a wisp of light dancing between +their giant bulks. + +At this moment the figure of Mistress Mehitable appeared on the porch; +and Barbara felt suddenly abashed. A realisation of all that had +occurred, all she had done, all she had suffered, rushed over her. Her +little fingers shut like steel upon the great, comforting hands that +held them, and the colour for a moment faded out of her cheeks. Doctor +John and Doctor Jim both felt the pang of emotion that darted through +her. She felt, rather than saw, that their big faces leaned above her +tenderly. But she did not want them to speak. She was afraid they +might not say the right thing. She felt that _she_ must say something +at once, to divert their attention from her plight. She looked around +desperately and caught sight, in the barnyard behind her, of the hired +man milking the vicious red 'mooley' cow that would not let Abby milk +her. + +"Why!" she exclaimed, with a vast show of interest and surprise, +"there's Amos milking Mooley!" + +On the instant she recognised the bald irrelevancy of the remark, and +wished she had not spoken. But Doctor John turned his head, eyed Amos +with critical consideration, and said: + +"Goodness gracious! why, so it is! Now, do you know, _I_ should have +expected to see the parson, or Squire Gillig, milking Mooley. Dear me, +dear me!" + +At this, though the deeper half of her heart was sick with apprehensive +emotion, the other half was irresistibly titillated, and she laughed +hysterically; while Doctor Jim emitted a vast, appreciative guffaw. +Before anything more could be said, the voice of Mistress Mehitable +came from the porch, kindly sweet, familiar, and cadenced as if no +cataclysms whatever had lately shaken the world. + +"Supper is waiting," she said, and smiled upon them gently as they +approached. + +"We come, fair mistress!" responded Doctor Jim, modulating his voice to +a deferential softness. + +"We come--and here we are," broke out Doctor John, snatching up +Barbara, dashing forward, and thrusting her into her aunt's not +unwilling arms. + +It was a wise device to surmount the difficulty of the meeting. + +"I am truly most glad to see you, my dear child," said Mistress +Mehitable, earnestly, pressing Barbara to her heart and kissing her on +the forehead. Barbara looked up, searched her aunt's face piercingly +for a second, saw that the gentle blue eyes were something red and +swollen with weeping, and impulsively lifted her lips to be kissed. + +"I am sorry I grieved you, Aunt Hitty," she whispered, "I'll try hard +not to." + +Mistress Mehitable kissed her again, almost impetuously, gave her a +squeeze of understanding, and with her arm over the child's shoulder +led the way in to supper. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +After this upheaval there was better understanding for a time between +Barbara and Mistress Mehitable. The lady made an honest effort to +allow for some of the differences in the point of view of a child +brought up on a Maryland plantation, under another creed, and spoiled +from the cradle. She tried, also, to allow for the volcanic and alien +strain which mingled in Barbara's veins with the well-ordered blood of +the Ladds. But this alien strain was something she instinctively +resented and instinctively longed to subdue. Moreover, she lacked +imagination; and therefore, with the most sincere good purpose on both +sides, the peace between herself and Barbara was but superficial, +demanding the price of ceaseless vigilance. Barbara, on her part, +strove to be more diligent with her tasks, and greatly conciliated +Mistress Mehitable by her swift progress in plain sewing, penmanship, +and playing on the harpsichord; and she quickly learned to read aloud +with a charm and a justness of emphasis which her aunt never wearied of +commending. But with the elaborate Dresden embroidery and intricate +lace-making, and the flummery art of "papyrotamia"--a cutting of paper +flowers--which then occupied the leisure of young maids of gentle +breeding, Barbara had no patience at all. She scorned and hated +them--and she purchased her release from them by electing rather the +rigid and exacting pursuit of Latin grammar, which only masculine +intellects were considered competent to acquire. In this she had had +some grounding from her father; and now, under the sympathetic tuition +of Doctor John, she found its strenuous intricacies a satisfaction to +her restless brain, and made such progress as to compel the reluctant +commendation of the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer himself. + +Meanwhile, seeing the restraint under which the child was holding +herself, Mistress Mehitable tried to moderate to some degree her +disapproval of Barbara's vagaries and impetuosities, so that sometimes +her wild rides, her canoeings at unseemly hours, her consortings with +old Debby, her incorrigible absences from the noonday board, were +suffered to go almost unrebuked. But it was a perennial vexation to +Mistress Mehitable to observe Barbara's haughty indifference to the +other young girls of her own class in the township, who were her +fitting associates and might have redeemed her from her wildness; +while, on the other hand, she insisted on making an intimate of Mercy +Chapman, the daughter of Doctor John's hired man. Barbara found all +the girls whom her aunt approved hopelessly uninteresting--prim, +docile, pious, uninformed, addicted to tatting, excited over +feather-work. But Mercy Chapman was fearless, adventurous within her +limits, protectingly acquainted with all the birds' nests in the +neighbourhood, and passionately fond of animals, especially horses and +cats. Mercy Chapman, therefore, was admitted very cordially to certain +outer chambers of Barbara's heart; while the daughters of Squire +Grannis and Lawyer Perley were treated to a blank indifference which +amounted to incivility, and excited the excoriating comment of their +mammas. + +Another severe trial to Mistress Mehitable's patience was Barbara's +unhousewifely aversion to the kitchen. She vowed she could not abide +the smell of cooking in her hair, averring that all cooks carried the +savour of the frying-pan. When her aunt pointed out how humiliated she +would be when she came to have a house of her own, she declared there +would be time enough to learn when that day threatened; and she stoutly +asseverated, moreover, that she could cook without learning. Upon this +rash claim Mistress Mehitable pinned her to a test, being minded to +abase her for her soul's good; but she emerged from the trial with vast +accession of prestige, doing up sundry tasty desserts with a readiness +born of past interest in the arcana of her father's kitchen by the +Pawtuxet. But for all her aunt's exhortations she would explore no +further in the domain of bake-pan and skillet. There was antagonism, +moreover, between Barbara and Abby, to the point that if Mistress +Mehitable had prevailed with her niece in this matter, she would have +found herself obliged to change her cook. + +There was one department of the household economy, however, in which +Barbara was ever ready to meet her aunt half-way. It furnished a +common ground, whereon many a threatened rupture was averted, or at +least postponed. This was the still-room. + +Barbara adored cleanliness and sweet smells. The clean, fragrant +place, wherein bundles of herbs whose odours spoke to her of the South, +and of strange lands, and of longed-for, half-forgotten dreams, and of +desires which she could not understand, was to her a temple of +enchanting mysteries. + +Now Mistress Mehitable was a cunning distiller of the waters of +bergamot, rosemary, mint, thyme, and egrimony; but Barbara developed a +subtlety in the combining of herbs and simples which resulted in +perfumes hitherto unknown. One essence, indeed, which she compounded, +proved so penetrating, lasting, and exquisite, that her aunt, in a +burst of staid enthusiasm, suggested that she should name it and write +down the formula for security. This was done, to Barbara's great +pride; and thereafter the "Water of Maryland Memories" became the +proper thing to use in Second Westings. Nothing, perhaps, did more to +make Barbara a personage in the township than this highly approved +"Water of Maryland Memories." + +In this way the days passed, so that at times Mistress Mehitable had +hopes that the child was going to assimilate herself, and cease to pine +for her plantation in the South. In reality, the rebellion in +Barbara's soul but grew the stronger as her nature deepened and +matured. Throughout her second spring at Second Westings,--when the +mounting sap set her veins athrill in unison, and she saw the violets +come back to the greening meadows, the quaker-ladies and the +windflowers to the little glades of the wood; and the wild ducks +returned from the south to nest by the lake, and the blackbirds chirred +again in the swaying tops of the pine-trees,--her spirit chafed more +fiercely at every bar. The maddest rides over upland field and pasture +lot at dawn, the fiercest paddlings up and down the lake when the wind +was driving and the chop sea tried her skill, were insufficient vent to +her restlessness. Her thoughts kept reverting, in spite of herself, to +the idea of seeking her uncle. Misunderstandings with Mistress +Mehitable grew more frequent and more perilous. But just as she was +beginning to feel that something desperate must happen at once, there +came to her a responsibility which for a time diverted her thoughts. + +The kitchen cat presented the household with four kittens. Having a +well-grounded suspicion that kittens were a superfluity in Second +Westings, the mother hid her furry miracles in the recesses of a loft +in the barn. Not until their eyes were well open were they discovered; +and it was Barbara who discovered them. With joyous indiscretion, all +undreaming of the consequences, she proclaimed her discovery in the +house. Then the customary stern decree went forth--but in this case +tempered with fractional mercy, seeing that Mistress Mehitable was a +just woman. One was spared to console the mother, and three were +doomed to death. + +Barbara, all undreaming of the decree, chanced to come upon Amos in the +cow-shed, standing over a tub of water. She saw him drop a kitten into +the tub, and pick up the next. She heard the faint mewing of the +victims. For one instant her heart stood still with pain and fury. +Then, speechless, but with face and eyes ablaze, she swooped down and +sprang upon him with such impetuous violence that, bending over as he +was, he lost his balance and sprawled headlong, upsetting the tub as he +fell. As the flood went all abroad, sousing Amos effectually, Barbara +snatched up the dripping and struggling mewer, clutched it to her +bosom, seized the basket containing the other two, burst into wild +tears, fled to the house, and shut herself into her room with her +treasures. Straightway realising, however, that they would not be safe +even there, she darted forth again, defying her aunt's efforts to stop +her, ran to the woods, and hid them in the secret hollow of an old +tree. Knowing that Amos would never have committed the enormity at his +own instance, she hastened to make her peace with him,--which was easy, +Amos being at heart her slave,--with a view to getting plenty of milk +for the tiny prisoners; but against Mistress Mehitable her wrath burned +hotly. She stayed out till long past supper, and crept to bed without +speaking to any one--hungry save for warm milk supplied by Amos. + +This was an open subversion of authority, and Mistress Mehitable was +moved. In the morning she demanded the surrender of the kittens. +Barbara fiercely refused. Then discipline was threatened--a whipping, +perhaps, since duty must be done, however hard--or imprisonment in her +room for a week. Barbara had a vision of the kittens slowly starving +in their hollow tree, and her face set itself in a way that gave +Mistress Mehitable pause, suggesting tragedies. The next moment +Barbara rushed from the room, flew bareheaded down the street, burst +into Doctor Jim's office, and announced that she would kill herself +rather than go back to her Aunt Hitty. Past events precluding the +possibility of this being disregarded as an idle threat, it was +perforce taken seriously. Doctor John was summoned. The situation was +thrashed out in all its bearings; and finally, while Barbara curled +herself up in a tired heap on the lounge and went to sleep, her two +champions went to confer with Mistress Mehitable. Hard in this case +was the task, for the little lady considered a principle at stake; but +they came back at last triumphant. Barbara was to be allowed to retain +the kittens, on the pledge that she would keep them from becoming in +any way a nuisance to the rest of the house, and that she would, as +soon as possible, find homes elsewhere for at least two of them. This +last condition might have troubled her, but that Doctor John and Doctor +Jim both winked as they announced it, which she properly interpreted to +mean that they, being catless and mouse-ridden, would help her. + +So Barbara went back to Aunt Hitty--who received her gravely; and the +kittens came back from their hollow tree; and the shock of clashing +spheres was averted. But the peace was a hollow and precarious one--an +armistice, rather than a peace. For about a week Barbara's heart and +hands were pretty well occupied by her little charges, and Mistress +Mehitable found her conciliatory. But one day there came a letter from +Uncle Bob, accompanied by a box which contained macaroons and +marchpanes, candied angelica, a brooch of garnets, and a piece of +watchet-blue paduasoy sufficient to make Barbara a dress. The letter +announced that Uncle Bob was at Bridgeport, and about to sojourn for a +time at the adjoining village of Stratford. Why, Stratford was in +Connecticut--it could not be very far from Second Westings! Barbara's +heart throbbed with excitement. The very next day she made excuse to +visit Lawyer Perley, and consult a map of the Connecticut colony which +she had once observed in his office. She noted the way the rivers +ran--and her heart beat more wildly than ever. Just at this point +conscience awoke. She put the dangerous thought away vehemently, and +for a whole week was most studious to please. But Mistress Mehitable +was still austere, still troubled in her heart as to whether she had +done right about the kittens. One morning just after breakfast Barbara +was set to hemming a fine linen napkin, at a time when she was in haste +to be at something else more interesting. She scamped the uncongenial +task--in very truth, the stitches were shocking. Hence came an +unpleasantness. Barbara was sent to her room to meditate for an hour. +She was now all on fire with revolt. Escape seemed within reach. She +meditated to such purpose that when her hour was past she came forth +smiling, and went about her affairs with gay diligence. + +It was on the following morning that, when the first pallor of dawn +touched the tree-tops, she climbed out of the window, down the +apple-tree, and fled with her bundle and her kittens. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +After her breakfast at old Debby's, Barbara urged forward her canoe +with keen exhilaration. Now was she really free, really advanced in +her great adventure. A load of anxiety was lifted from her mind. She +had succeeded in arranging so that the letter would be delivered to her +aunt--a matter which had been fretting at her conscience. Moreover, +old Debby had shown no surprise or disapproval on hearing of her rash +venture. It nettled Barbara, indeed, to have so heroic an enterprise +taken so lightly; but she augured therefrom that it was more feasible +than she had dared to hope, and already she saw herself installed as +mistress of Uncle Bob's home in Stratford. + +"He'll love us, my babies!" she cried to the kittens in the basket, and +forthwith plied her paddle so feverishly that in a few minutes she had +to stop and take breath. + +The river at this point wound through low meadows, sparsely treed with +the towering, majestic water poplar, sycamore, and arching elm, with +here and there a graceful river birch leaning pensively to contemplate +its reflection in the stream. The trees and flowers were personal to +Barbara, her quick senses differentiating them unerringly. The low +meadow, swampy in spots, was a mass of herbs, shrubs, and rank grasses, +for the most part now in full flower; and the sun was busy distilling +from them all their perfumes, which came to Barbara's nostrils in warm, +fitful, varying puffs. She noted the tenderly flushing feathery masses +of meadowsweet, which she could never quite forgive for its lack of the +perfume promised by its name. From the dry knolls came the heavy scent +of the tall, bold umbels of the wild parsnip, at which she sniffed with +passing resentment. Another breath of wind, and a turn of the stream +into a somewhat less open neighbourhood, brought her a sweet and +well-loved savour, and she half rose in her place to greet the presence +of a thicket of swamp honeysuckle. She noted, as she went, pale +crimson colonies of the swamp rose, hummed over softly by the bees and +flies. Purple Jacob's-ladder draped the bushes luxuriantly, with wild +clematis in lavish banks, and aerial stretches of the roseate +monkey-flower on its almost invisible stems. Her heart went out to a +cluster of scented snakemouth under the rim of the bank. She was about +to turn her prow shoreward and gather the modest pinkish blossoms for +their enchanting fragrance, when she observed leaning above them her +mortal enemy among the tree-folk, the virulent poison sumac. She +swerved sharply to the other side of the stream to avoid its hostile +exhalations. + +The little river now widened out and became still more sluggish. A +narrow meadow island in mid-stream intoxicated Barbara's eyes with +colour, being fringed with rank on rank of purple flag-flower, and its +grassy heart flame-spotted with the blooms of the wild lily. The still +water along the shores was crowded with floating-heart, and +pale-blossomed arrowhead, and blue, rank pickerel-weed; and Barbara, +who did not mind the heat, but revelled in the carnival of colour, drew +a deep breath and declared to herself (giving the flat lie to ten +thousand former assertions of the like intimacy) that the world was a +beautiful place to live in. No sooner had she said it than her heart +sank under a flood of bitter memories. She seemed once more to feel +the water singing in her ears, to see its golden blur filling her eyes, +as on that morning when she lay drowning in the lake. The glory of the +summer day lost something of its brightness, and she paddled on +doggedly, looking neither to the right hand nor to the left. + +But this was a mood that could not long hold dominion over Barbara's +spirit on this day of days, when she was journeying to freedom. It +took no more than the scarlet flash of a tanager across her bow, the +flapping of a startled brood of ducks from their covert in the sedge, +to lure her back to gladness and the seeing eye. At last the river +carried her into quite different surroundings. Still slow, and smooth, +and deep, it entered the neighbourhood of great trees growing close, +the ancient and unviolated forest. The day grew cool and solemn, the +diffused light floating hushed under the great arches of brown and gray +and green. By contrast it seemed dark, but the air was of a wonderful +transparency, and Barbara's eyes, opening wide in delicious awe, saw +everything more distinctly than in the open. She whispered to the +yellow birch, the paper birch, the beech, the maple, and the chestnut, +each by name lovingly, as she slipped past their soaring trunks, +knowing them by the texture and the features of their bark though their +leaves hung far overhead. Her paddle dipped without noise, lest the +mysteries of the forest conclave should be disturbed by her intrusion. +So keen and so initiated were her young eyes that she discerned the +sleeping nighthawk on his branch, where his likeness to a knotted +excrescence of the bark made him feel secure from the most +discriminating vision. Passing a dead pine with a small, neatly +rounded hole about ten feet up the trunk, she heard, or thought she +heard, the safe conferring of the nest full of young woodpeckers in its +hollow depth--which, indeed, was probably but the stirring of her own +blood-currents within her over-attentive little ears. Suddenly the +vast stillness appeared to close down upon her, not with oppression, +but with a calm that was half fearful, half delicious; and it seemed as +if the fever of her veins was being slowly drawn away. The mystic +shores slipped by with speed, though she hardly knew she was paddling. +And when, suddenly, a great brown owl dropped from a beech limb and +went winnowing soundlessly down the stream ahead of her, she caught her +breath, feeling as if the soul of the silence had taken palpable shape +before her eyes. + +Now, as it seemed to Barbara, life and movement began to appear, at the +summons of those shadowy wings. A little troop of pale-winged moths +drifted, circling lightly, over the stream; and a fly-catcher, with +thin, cheeping cries, dropped some twenty feet straight downward from +an overhanging limb, fluttered and zigzagged for a moment in mid-air, +capturing some small insect darters which Barbara could not see, then +shot back into the leafage. Then upon a massive, sloping maple-branch +close to the bank, she saw a stocky black-and-white shape slowly +crawling. The head was small and flattened, the bright little eyes +glittered upon her in defiance, and a formidable ridge of pointed +quills erected itself angrily along the back. The animal uttered a +low, squeaking grunt, and Barbara, with prompt discretion, steered as +close as possible to the opposite bank, glancing apprehensively over +her shoulder as she passed. She was strongly inclined to like the +porcupine; but his ill-temper was manifest, and she had faith in the +superstition that he could shoot his needle-like quills to a distance +and pierce the object of his dislike. Barbara could not contemplate +the possibility of appearing before her uncle like a pin-cushion, stuck +full of porcupine quills. + +Barely had she left the resentful porcupine behind, safely out of +quill-flinging distance, when she observed a small, ruddy head cleaving +the water in mid-channel. A pair of prominent eyes met hers +apprehensively. Two smooth ripples curved away from the throat of the +small swimmer. It was a red squirrel whom unwonted affairs had +summoned to the other side of the river. Whatever the affairs, Barbara +was determined to expedite them as far as she could. Overtaking the +swimmer with a couple of smart strokes, she politely held out to him +the blade of the paddle. The invitation was not to be resisted. With +a scramble and a leap he came aboard, skipped along the gunwale, and +perched himself, jaunty and chipper for all his bedragglement of tail, +on the extreme tip of the bow. There he twitched and chattered +eagerly, while Barbara headed toward the shore where he would be. +While he was yet a wide space distant from it, he sprang into the air. +Barbara held her breath--but the little traveller knew his powers. He +landed safely on a projecting root, flicked off behind a tree, and was +gone. In a few seconds there came echoing from a tree-top far back in +the shadows a loud, shrill chattering, which Barbara took for an +expression of either gratitude or impudence. Caring not which it was, +she smiled indulgently and paddled on. + +And now to her sensitive nostrils there came suddenly an elusive +wafture of wintergreen, and she looked around for the gray birch whose +message she recognised. The homely, familiar smell reclaimed her from +her mood of exaltation, and she realised that she was hungry. Just +ahead was a grassy glade, whereinto the sun streamed broadly. She saw +that it was far past noon. With a leap of the heart she realised that +she must be nearing the point where the stream would join the great +river which was to bear her, her kittens, and her fortunes, down to the +sea and Uncle Bob. Yes, she recognised this same open glade, with the +giant willow projecting over the water at its farther end. She and +Uncle Bob had both remarked upon its fairy beauty as they passed it +going and coming, when they had explored the stream. She had but two +or three miles farther to go, and her paddle would greet the waters of +the great river. This was fitting place to halt and renew her strength. + +Pulling up the prow of the canoe upon a tuft of sedge, she took out the +basket and the bundle. From the heart of the bundle she drew a small +leather bag, containing barley cakes, gingerbread, a tiny parcel of +cold meat done up in oiled paper, a wooden saucer, and a little wooden +bottle which she had filled with fresh milk at old Debby's. Having +poured some of the milk into the saucer, and laid three or four shreds +of the meat around its edges, she released the kittens from their +basket. For two or three minutes, glad of freedom, the fat, furry +things frisked and stretched and tumbled hither and thither, while +Barbara kept watch upon them with solicitous eyes. But soon they grew +afraid of the great spaces and the woods, being accustomed to an +environment more straitened. They came back mewing to Barbara's feet, +and she turned their attention to their dinner. While they lapped the +milk, and daintily chewed the unaccustomed meat, she dined heartily but +abstractedly on the barley cakes and gingerbread. Then, having +satisfied her thirst by lying flat on the wet, grassy brink of the +stream and lowering her lips to the water, she decided to rest a few +minutes before resuming her voyage. Close by was a beech-tree, around +whose trunk the moss looked tempting. Seating herself with her back +against the tree, and the kittens curled up in her lap, she looked out +dreamily over the hot grasses--and presently fell asleep. + +She had slept perhaps half an hour when a crow, alighting on a low +branch some half score paces distant, peered into the shade of the +beech-tree and discovered the sweet picture. To him it was not sweet +in the least, but indubitably interesting. "Cah--ah!" he exclaimed +loudly, hopping up and down in his astonishment. The sharp voice awoke +Barbara, and she rubbed her eyes. + +"Gracious!" she exclaimed to the kittens, "what sleepyheads we are! +Come, come, we must hurry up, or we'll never get to Uncle Bob!" + +Before she was really well awake, the kittens were in the basket, the +canoe was loaded and shoved off, and the adventurers were once more +afloat upon their quest. Then only did Barbara give herself time to +stretch and rub her eyes. After a few strokes she let the canoe drift +with the current, while she laid down the paddle, and cooled her wrists +and refreshed her face with handfuls of water. + +As she straightened her brave little shoulders again to her labour, she +was arrested by a strange sound as of the ripping of bark. It was an +ominous kind of noise in the lonely stillness, and apprehensively she +peered in the direction whence it came. Then she grew afraid. On the +other shore, about a couple of rods back from the water, she saw a +large black bear sitting upon its haunches beside a fallen and rotten +tree. As she stared, wide-eyed and trembling, he lifted his great paw +and laid hold of the dead bark. Again came the ripping, tearing noise, +and off peeled a huge brown slab. To the exposed surface he applied a +nimble tongue--and Barbara's terror subsided. She saw that he was +quite too absorbed in the delights of an ant-log to pay any attention +to a mere girl; and she remembered, too, that the black bear was a +rather inoffensive soul so long as he was not treated contumeliously. +For all this, however, she made as much haste from the spot as was +consistent with a noiseless paddle--and kept furtive watch over her +shoulder until she had put a good half-mile between the canoe and the +ant-log. + +By the time her concern about the bear had begun to flag she found that +the current was quickening its pace. The trees slipped by more +swiftly, and the shores grew bolder. A mellow, roaring clamour came to +her ears, and with delicious trepidation she remembered a little rapid +through which she must pass. Around a turn of the stream it came into +view, its small waves sparkling where the forest gave back and admitted +the afternoon sun. Her experience in running rapids had been slight, +but she remembered the course which Uncle Bob had taken, between two +large rocks where the water ran deep and smooth; and she called to +mind, the further to brace her confidence, that Uncle Bob had +stigmatised this particular rapid as mere child's play. Her heart beat +rather wildly as she entered the broken water, and the currents gripped +her, and the banks began to flee upward past her view. But her eye +held true and her wrist firm. The clamour filled her ears, but she +laid her course with precision and fetched the very centre of the +channel between the big rocks. From that point all was clear. The +canoe went racing through the last ripple, which splashed her lightly +as she passed; and in a reach of quiet water, foam-flecked and shining, +she drew a deep breath of triumph. This, indeed, was to live. Never +had she experienced a keener consciousness of power. She felt her +enterprise already successful. The ancient woods, with their bears, +their porcupines, their wide-winged brown owls, lay behind her. Second +Westings was incalculably far away. There in plain view, rising over +its comfortable orchard trees, not half a mile distant, were the roofs +and chimneys of Gault House, overlooking, as she had heard, the waters +of the great river. And beyond the next turn, as she thought with a +thrill, she would see the great river itself. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Barbara rounded the next turn. There before her, widely gleaming, +spread the waters of the great river itself. She cried out in her joy, +and paddled madly--then paused, abashed, perceiving that she was the +object of a critical but frankly admiring scrutiny. Her attention was +diverted from the great river. Here was a tall boy--of her own caste +unmistakably--poling himself out on a precarious little raft to meet +her. Her flush of confusion passed as quickly as it had come, and +laying her paddle across the gunwale, she waited with interest to +discover what he might have to say. + +Barbara had met but few boys of her own class, and those few had +seemed, under her merciless analysis, uniformly uninteresting. Their +salient characteristics, to her mind, were freckles, rudeness, +ignorance, and a disposition to tease cats. But this youth was +obviously different. Apparently about seventeen years of age, he was +tall and graceful, and the way the clumsy log-raft on which he stood +surged forward under the thrusts of his pole revealed his strength. +Barbara loved strength, so long as delicacy saved it from coarseness. +The boy was in his shirt sleeves, which were of spotless cambric, and +Barbara noted, with approbation, the ample ruffles turned back, for +convenience, from his sinewy brown hands. She observed that his brown, +long-fronted, flowered vest was of silk, and his lighter brown +small-clothes of a fine cloth worn only by the gentry; that his +stockings were of black silk, and his shoes, drenched most of the time +in the water that lapped over the raft, were adorned with large buckles +of silver. She admired the formal fashion in which his black hair was +tied back in a small and very precise queue. But most of all she liked +his face, which was even darker than her own--lean, somewhat square in +the jaw, with a broad forehead, and gray-blue, thoughtful eyes, set +wide apart. + +Now, Barbara's fearless scorn of conventions was equalled only by her +ignorance of them. This boy pleased her, so why should she hesitate to +show it? When the raft ranged up alongside the canoe, she laid hold +upon it for anchorage and the greater convenience in conversation, and +flashed upon the stranger the full dazzle of her scarlet lips, white +teeth, and bewildering radiance of green eyes. The boy straightened +himself from the pole in order to bow with the more ceremony--which he +accomplished to Barbara's complete satisfaction in spite of the +unsteadiness of the raft. + +"What a nice-looking boy you are!" she said, frankly condescending. +"What is your name?" + +[Illustration: "_What a nice-looking boy you are!" she said._] + +"Robert Gault, your very humble servant!" he replied, bowing again, and +smiling. The smile was altogether to Barbara's fancy, and showed even, +strong, white teeth, another most uncommon merit in a boy. "And I am +sure," he went on, "that this is Mistress Barbara Ladd whom I have the +honour to address." + +"Why, how do you know me?" exclaimed Barbara, highly pleased. Then, +quickly apprehensive, she added, "What makes you think I am Barbara +Ladd?" + +The boy noted the change in her countenance, and wondered at it. But +he replied at once: + +"Of course the name of Mistress Barbara Ladd, and her daring, and her +canoe-craft, and her beauty" (this he added out of his own instant +conviction), "have spread far down the river. When I came up here the +other day to visit my grandmother" (he indicated slightly the distant +roofs of Gault House), "I came with a great hope of being permitted to +meet you!" + +Evidently he knew nothing of her flight. Her uneasiness vanished. But +she had never had a compliment before--a personal compliment, such as +is dear to every wise feminine heart--and that word "beauty" was most +melodious to her ears. As a matter of fact, she did not herself admire +her own appearance at all, and even had an aversion to the mirror--but +it occurred to her now, for the first time, that this was a point upon +which it was not needful that every one should agree with her. It was +practically her first real lesson in tolerance toward an opinion that +differed from her own. + +"I'll warrant you heard no good of that same Barbara Ladd, more's the +pity!" she answered, coquettishly tossing her dark little head and +shooting at him a distracting sidelong glance from narrowed lids. +"Anyhow, if you are Lady Gault's grandson, I am most happy to meet you." + +She stretched out to him her brown little hand, just now none too +immaculate, indeed, but with breeding stamped on every slim line of it, +and eloquent from the polished, well-trimmed, long, oval nails. +Instantly, careless of the water and his fine cloth breeches, Robert +went down upon one knee and gallantly kissed the proffered hand. + +Barbara was just at an age when, for girls with Southern blood in their +veins, womanhood and childhood lie so close entwined in their +personalities that it is impossible to disentangle the golden and the +silver threads. Never before had any one kissed her hand. She was +surprised at the pleasant thrill it gave her; and she was surprised, +too, at her sudden, inexplicable impulse to draw the hand away. It was +a silly impulse, she told herself; so she controlled it, and accepted +the kiss with the composure of a damsel well used to such ceremonious +homage. But she did not like such a nice boy to be kneeling in the +water. + +"Why did you come out on that rickety thing?" she asked. "Why haven't +you a boat or a canoe?" + +"This was the only thing within reach," he explained, respectfully +relinquishing her hand. "I saw you coming; and I knew it must be you, +because no other girl could handle a canoe so beautifully; and I was +afraid of losing you if I waited." + +"That was civil of you. But aren't you getting very wet there? Won't +you come into the canoe?" + +"Really?" he exclaimed, lifting his chin with a quick gesture of +eagerness. "Are you going to be so good to me? Then I must push this +old raft ashore first and secure it. I don't know whom it belongs to." + +As he poled to land in too much haste for any further conversation, +Barbara paddled silently alongside and admired his skill. When the +raft was tied up, and the pole tossed into the bushes, he took his +place in the bow and knelt so as to face her. + +"You must turn the other way," laughed Barbara. + +"No, I was proposing, by your leave, to make this the stern, and ask +you to let me paddle," he answered. "Won't you let me? You really +look a little bit tired, and I want you to talk to me, if you will be +so condescending. How can I turn my back to you?" + +"I am not the least, leastest bit tired," protested Barbara, a little +doubtfully. "But I don't mind letting you paddle for awhile, if you'll +paddle hard and go the way I want you to." And with that she seated +herself flat on the bottom of the canoe, with an air of relief that +rather contradicted her protestation. + +The boy laughed, as he turned the canoe with powerful, sweeping strokes. + +"Surely I will paddle hard, and in whatsoever direction you command me. +Am I not the most obedient of your slaves?" + +This pleased Barbara. She loved slaves. She accepted his servitude at +once and fully. + +"Paddle straight out into the river, and then down!" she commanded. + +At the imperious note in her voice, the boy looked both amused and +pleased. Obeying without a word of question, he sent the canoe leaping +forward under his deep, rhythmical strokes at a speed that filled +Barbara with admiration. + +"Oh, _how_ strong you are and _how_ well you paddle!" she cried, her +eyes wide and sparkling, her lips parted, the crisp, rebellious curls +blowing about her face. Never had Robert seen so bewitching a picture +as this small figure curled up happily in the bow of the canoe, her +little shoes of red leather and her black-stockinged ankles sticking +out demurely from under her short blue striped skirt, her nut-brown, +slender, finely modelled arms emerging from short loose sleeves. He +was proud of her praise. He was partly engrossed in displaying his +skill and strength to the very best advantage. But above all he was +thinking of this picture, which was destined to flash back into his +memory many a time in after days, with a poignancy of vividness that +affected his action like a summons or an appeal. + +In a few minutes the canoe was fairly out upon the bosom of the main +stream, and headed downward with the strongly flowing current. Barbara +clasped her hands with a movement which expressed such rapture and +relief that the boy's curiosity was excited. He began to feel that +there was some mystery in the affair. Slackening his pace ever so +slightly, he remarked: + +"I suppose you are staying with friends somewhere in this +neighbourhood. How fortunate I am--that is, if you will graciously +permit me to go canoeing with you often while you are here." + +But even as he spoke, his eyes took in, for the first time, the +significance of the bundle and the basket, which he had been so far too +occupied to notice. His wonder came forward and spoke plainly from his +frank eyes, and Barbara was at a loss to explain. + +"No," she said, "I am not staying anywhere in this neighbourhood. I +don't know a soul in this neighbourhood but you." + +"Then--you've come right from Second Westings!" he exclaimed. + +"Right from Second Westings." + +"All that distance since this morning?" he persisted. + +She nodded impatiently. + +"Through those woods--through the rapids--all alone?" + +"Yes, all alone!" she answered, a little crisply. She was annoyed. + +In his astonishment he laid down his paddle and leaned forward, +scanning her face. + +"But--" said he, embarrassed, "forgive me! I know it is none of my +business,--but what does it mean?" + +"Go on paddling," commanded Barbara. "Did you not promise you would +obey me? _I_ know what it means!" And she laughed, half maliciously. +The boy looked worried,--and it was great fun to bring that worried +look to his face. + +He resumed his paddling, though much less vigorously, while she evaded +his gaze, and a wilful smile clung about her lips. The current was +swift, and they had soon left the imposing white columns of Gault House +far behind. A tremendous sense of responsibility came over the boy, +and again he stopped paddling. + +"Oh, perhaps you are tired!" suggested Barbara, coolly. "Give me the +paddle, and I'll set you ashore right here." + +"I said just now it was none of my business," said he, gravely, +appealingly, "but, do you know, I think perhaps it ought to be my +business! I ought to ask!" + +He retained the paddle, but turned the canoe's head up-stream and held +it steady. + +"What do you mean?" demanded Barbara, angrily. "Give me the paddle at +once!" + +Still he made no motion to obey. + +"Do you realise," he asked, "that it's now near sundown,--that it will +take till dark to work back against the current to where I met +you,--that there's no place near here where a lady can rest for the +night--" + +"I don't care," interrupted Barbara hotly, ready to cry with anger and +anxiety; "I'm going to travel all night. I'm going to the sea--to my +uncle at Stratford! I just don't want you to interfere. Let me put +you ashore at once!" + +Robert was struck dumb with amazement. To the sea! This small girl, +all alone! And evidently quite unacquainted with the perils of the +river. It was superb pluck,--but it was wild, impossible folly. He +did not know what to do. He turned the canoe toward shore, and +presently found himself in quieter water, out of the current. + +Observing his ready obedience, Barbara was mollified; but at the same +time she was conscious of a sinking of the heart because he was going +to leave her alone, when it would soon be dark. She had not +considered, hitherto, this necessity of travelling in the dark. She +made up her mind to tell the nice boy everything, and get him to advise +her as to where she could stay for the night. + +"I'm running away, you know, Master Gault," she said, sweetly, as if it +were the most ordinary thing in the world. + +"Are you at all acquainted with the river?" he asked, gently, without a +trace of resentment for the way she had spoken to him a moment before. + +"No!" confessed Barbara, in a very small voice, deprecatingly. + +"A few miles farther down there is a stretch of very bad water," said +the boy. "Clever canoeist as you are, you would find it hard enough +work going through in broad daylight. At night you would just be +dashed to pieces in a minute." + +"Oh, what shall I do?" cried Barbara, the perils of her adventure just +beginning to touch her imagination. + +"Let me take you to my grandmother's," he pleaded. "And we will paddle +back to Second Westings to-morrow." + +Barbara burst into a storm of tears. + +"Never! never! never!" she sobbed. "I'll die in the rapids before I'll +ever go back to Aunt Hitty! Oh, why did I like you? Why did I trust +you? Oh, I don't know what to do!" + +The boy's heart came into his throat and ached at the sight of her +trouble. He longed desperately to help her. He had a wild impulse to +swear that he would follow her and protect her, wherever she wanted to +go, however impossible her undertaking. Instead of that, however, he +kept silence and paddled forward resolutely for two or three minutes, +while Barbara, her face buried in her hands, shook with sobs. At last +he ran the canoe into a shadowy cove, where lily leaves floated on the +unruffled water. Then he laid down his paddle. + +"Tell me all about it, won't you, please?" he petitioned. "I do want +so much to help you. And perhaps I can. And you _shall not_ be sorry +for trusting me!" + +How very comforting his voice was! So tender, and kind, and with a +faithful ring in its tenderness. Barbara suffered it to comfort her. +Surely he would understand, if old Debby could! In a few moments she +lifted her wet little face, flashed a smile at him through her tears, +and said: + +"How good and kind you are! Forgive me if I was bad to you. Yes, I'll +tell you all about it, and then you can see for yourself why I had to +come away." + +Barbara's exposition was vivid and convincing. Her emotion, her utter +sincerity, fused everything, and she had the gift of the telling +phrase. What wonder if the serious, idealistic, chivalrous boy, upon +whose nerves her fire and her alien, elusive beauty thrilled like +wizard music, saw all the situation through her eyes. Her faults were +invisible to him ere he had listened a minute to her narrative. She +was right to run away. The venture, of course, was a mad one, but with +his help it might well be carried through to success. As she talked +on, an intoxication of enthusiasm and sympathy tingled along his blood +and rose to his brain. Difficulties vanished, or displayed themselves +to his deluded imagination only as obstacles which it would be splendid +to overcome. In the ordinary affairs of life the boy was cool, +judicious, reasonable, to a degree immeasurably beyond his years; but +Barbara's strange magnetism had called forth the dreamer and the poet +lurking at the foundations of his character; and his judgment, for the +time, was overwhelmed. When Barbara's piercing eloquence ceased, and +she paused breathless, eyes wide and lips parted in expectation, he +said, solemnly: + +"I will help you! To the utmost of my power I will help you!" + +The words had the weight and significance of a consecration. + +Barbara clapped her hands. + +"Oh!" she cried, "How can I ever thank you for being so lovely to me? +But I knew you were nice the moment I looked at you!" And a load +rolled off her mind. With such a helper, already was her enterprise +accomplished. + +"I will try hard to be worthy of your favour," said Robert, with deep +gravity, feeling that now indeed was boyhood put away and full manhood +descended upon his shoulders. His brain was racked with the terrific +problem of finding Barbara fit lodging for the night; but meantime he +turned the canoe and paddled swiftly out into the current. Hardly had +he changed his course when he noticed a light rowboat creeping up along +the shore. But boats were no unusual sight on the river, and he paid +no heed to it. As for Barbara, she was so absorbed in watching his +great strokes, and in thinking how delightful it was to have found such +an ally, that the sound of the oars passed her ears unheeded, and she +did not turn her head. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +At length, however, the boy noticed with a tinge of surprise that the +boat was steering as if to intercept his course. He was about to pass +greeting to its occupants when something in the face of the big man +sitting in the stern arrested his words. At the same moment the sound +of the oars caught Barbara's attention, and she turned her head. + +"Oh!" she cried, shrilly. "Doctor Jim!--and Doctor John!" she added, +as one of the two rowers looked around and grinned at her in humourous +triumph. Then, her visions of life at Stratford with Uncle Bob falling +to ruin about her, she wept aloud in her disappointment. + +Robert understood, and quick as thought swerved in his course, making a +dart for the swifter water of mid-channel. His heart swelled with +exultation. + +"They can't catch us!" he declared to Barbara. + +"Stop! you young rascal!" thundered the mighty voice of Doctor Jim. "I +know you, Bobby Gault. Don't I know your father's son? Stop this +instant!" + +"Quit this tomfoolery, Bobby!" roared Doctor John, albeit a little +breathless from his labour. Barbara lifted her face and stared through +her tears. But the boy paid no heed, paddling mightily, and the +distance between boat and canoe was surely widening. + +But Doctor Jim knew Barbara. + +"Very well!" he said, grimly, in a loud voice. "I'm sorry to do bodily +hurt to the son of my old friend Richard, but it can't be helped." + +He drew a long-barrelled pistol from under the flap of his green coat. + +"I'll have to wing you, my boy!" he said, taking careful aim, while one +eyelid quivered in the direction of Doctor John. + +The boy's face paled a little, but his jaw set firmly, and he kept +right on. + +"Stop! stop! stop!" screamed Barbara, but with no result. She half +arose in the canoe, glancing with horror from the boy's resolute face +to the muzzle of the pistol. + +"If you don't stop, Robert, I will throw myself overboard this minute!" +she vowed. + +The terror in her face convinced him. He sullenly drew in his paddle, +laid it down in the canoe, folded his arms, and looked off over the +western hills, as if scornful of all that might take place. + +In a few seconds the boat came up alongside of the drifting canoe, the +oars were drawn in, and strong hands laid hold upon the gunwale. There +were some awful moments of silence, broken only by Barbara's sobbing +and the splashing of waves on the boat and the canoe. The owner of the +boat, a gaunt farmer from Westings Landing, a few miles down the river, +who had not been initiated into the mystery, looked on in discreet +astonishment. This was indeed a strange situation in which to see the +grandson of Lady Gault. At last Barbara, to whom suspense was hideous, +broke out. + +"Oh, do say something!" she wailed. Indeed, neither Doctor John nor +Doctor Jim knew just what to say. They were embarrassed. But the +child was right. Somebody had to say something. By interchange of +quick glances the lot fell to Doctor John. + +"Well, this is pretty gallivanting, running away with a young +man,--carrying him off in your aunt's canoe!" said Doctor John. + +Barbara's eyes opened very wide. + +"I never!" she cried, indignantly. + +"As for you, Bobby Gault," interposed Doctor Jim, severely, and in a +tone that made Robert feel himself hatefully young, "I cannot +comprehend how _you_ should come to be mixed up in this affair. I know +well what my friend, Richard Gault, your lamented father, with his nice +notions of honour, would have thought of such an escapade." (Robert's +father and mother had died within a few days of each other, by an +epidemic of typhus, when the boy was only five years old.) "But I +shall lay the matter before your good grandmother, and your uncle, who +will doubtless deal with you as you deserve." + +Robert shut his lips tight and eyed the speaker proudly; but Barbara +made reply in her vehement way. + +"It is not Robert's fault at all, I tell you, Doctor Jim!" she cried, +forgetting that she had said nothing whatever on the subject. "I just +met him, an hour or two ago, on an old raft; and he knew who I was; and +because he was getting his feet wet on the raft, I invited him to get +into the canoe; and I made him promise to paddle me just wherever I +wanted to go. So there! And it is not his fault one bit! And you may +do what you like to me, but I won't have him punished when he has not +done anything at all!" + +Doctor John tried to look quite grave; and Doctor Jim, who was really +annoyed, succeeded. + +"Oh, ho! young man!" he remarked, sarcastically, "it appears that you +have a champion. Now, what have you to say for yourself?" + +"Mistress Barbara has neglected to add," said he, with all the dignity +that he could assume, "that I insisted upon her narrating to me all the +unhappy circumstances of her life in Second Westings. The story +commanded my fullest sympathy, and I had just given her my word that I +would aid her in escaping to her uncle, Mr. Glenowen, where she would +be happy, when you came and violently interfered with her purpose. I +ask you, sir, to consider. Are you not ashamed to be instrumental in +restoring a young lady to conditions where she has been made to suffer +so cruelly?" + +In spite of his indignation, Robert could not help feeling proud of +this effort. In his own ears it sounded imposing, unanswerable, and +altogether grown up. Barbara thought it was a miracle of eloquence, +and cast him a grateful look. But Doctor John could not conceal his +delight in the stilted periods. He burst into a huge guffaw, at which +Barbara's eyes snapped and Robert's dark skin reddened angrily. But +Doctor Jim exclaimed, hotly: + +"Hoity-toity! How big we do feel! To think how often I dandled you on +my knee when you were a mewling baby. If I had but known enough to +spank you once in awhile, you might not have grown up to be such a +priggish young coxcomb. Richard's son! Who would have thought it? +Eh, what?" + +Meanwhile the boat and canoe were drifting rapidly down-stream. Doctor +John looked at the sun, now touching the horizon. + +"Don't you think, Master Gault," said he, drily, "that unless you +propose to honour us with your company to Second Westings, we had +better set you ashore hereabouts, that you may stretch your legs in the +direction of Gault House?" + +"Thank you!" said Robert, stiffly, his heart bursting with humiliation +and the longing to strangle his huge, supercilious antagonist. But +Barbara interrupted. + +"I'm not going back to Second Westings!" she declared obstinately, +trying hard to set her full red lips together in the resolute way that +Robert's had. "I will never go back to live with Aunt Hitty. I'll +drown myself first. I'm going to Uncle Bob, at Stratford." + +The threat, once so effective, seemed now to have lost its potency. No +one appeared impressed but Robert,--and perhaps the stranger-man who +owned the boat. + +"My dear child," said Doctor John, eying her indulgently, "among the +more or less serious obstacles to your plan is one of which I believe +that even you will see the magnitude. Mr. Glenowen is no longer at +Stratford." + +"Uncle Bob not at Stratford?" wailed Barbara, overwhelmed, subjugated +in an instant. Robert started aghast. + +Doctor John paused dramatically, while the full effect of the news +worked upon his victims in the canoe. Then he said, coolly: + +"Mr. Glenowen is just now at Hartford, or has lately left that town. +Mistress Ladd had a letter from him to-day, saying he expected to +arrive at Second Westings not later than the end of next week, I think, +moreover, that I saw a packet on the mantel-shelf addressed to Mistress +Barbara Ladd!" + +With one bound Barbara's heart passed from despair to ecstasy. +Everything else was forgotten. She was as eager now to get back to +Second Westings as she had been to escape from it. All she knew or +cared for was that Uncle Bob would be there. He would make everything +right. Her face was all radiance, as it turned to Doctor John, then to +Doctor Jim, then to Robert,--who eyed her gloomily, feeling himself now +cast out into the cold. But in her joy Barbara did not forget him +after all. + +"Just think, Robert," she cried, "Uncle Bob so near, and we would have +missed him if Doctor John and Doctor Jim, the dears, had not come and +caught us. They are always _angels_ to me, you know. Now we will put +you ashore right here. And you must be sure to come over to Second +Westings and see me,--won't you?--while Uncle Bob is there. Come next +week." + +"I thank you for the gracious invitation," answered the boy, bowing a +little stiffly. "But I think I had better wait for Mr. Glenowen's +permission, as these gentlemen are not likely to present me to him in a +very favourable light." + +"Don't be silly and disagreeable, Robert," said Barbara, impatiently. +"Uncle Bob will think of you just as I do. We always agree about +people. Now you must hurry!" + +"I think, however," persisted Robert, "I ought to wait for Mr. +Glenowen's invitation." + +"Right, my lad!" exclaimed Doctor Jim, much mollified by this attitude. +"That's my old friend Richard's son speaking now. And I doubt not that +our little mistress here will see to it that the invitation is +forthcoming in good season,--eh, what?" + +There was a doubtful expression on Barbara's face, over the lack of +instantaneous obedience to her will on the part of her champion; but +Robert, encouraged by Doctor Jim's commendation, now made a bold +proposal. + +"If you would be so kind, sir," he suggested, diffidently, "I should +like to go down with you to the Landing, where I can lodge very well +for the night at the house of an old servant of my grandmother's. It +will be a long and difficult tramp for me up the shore now, in the +dark, and with no road through the woods. By going with you to the +Landing I might be of some service, to paddle the canoe. She will be +an awkward craft to tow; and Mistress Barbara is very tired, I +perceive." + +"Sly young dog!" growled Doctor John. "But, seeing that he is +Richard's son, we'll have to take him along with us as far as the +Landing, eh, Jim?" + +"Let him work his passage, then!" roared Doctor Jim. "Let him paddle +the canoe, and Barbara, and her kittens, and all her contraptions,--and +we'll see about not being too hard on him when we come to tell his +grandmother!" + +This arrangement was highly satisfactory to all concerned. The gloom +fell from Robert's face, and his mouth grew boyish and happy as he +paddled on in musing silence. He kept the canoe alongside of the boat, +just out of reach of the oars, so that Barbara could talk conveniently +with Doctor John and Doctor Jim, which she did in the most usual manner +in the world, as if nothing out of the ordinary had happened. But +presently, upon a lull in the conversation came the voice of Robert, +who had been thinking about Barbara's life at Second Westings. + +"Is not Mistress Ladd a very harsh, tyrannical sort of woman?" he +inquired, solicitously. + +There was a huge roar from Doctor Jim, which made even Barbara jump, +inured though she was to these explosions. + +"I'd have you remember, young sir, that you are speaking of the +gentlest, sweetest, truest, most gracious lady that ever lived, for +whose little shoes you are not worthy to sweep the ground!" + +Robert stared in confusion, too astonished to be at once ready with an +apology. Before he could gather his wits, Doctor John spoke up, more +gently. He was no less loyal a champion to Mistress Mehitable than was +Doctor Jim, but with him his humour was ever at hand to assuage his +wrath. Subduing his great tones to a quizzical and confidential +half-whisper, that feigned itself not meant for Barbara's ears, he +said, amiably: + +"My son, when you come to know well this little firebrand of ours, whom +we have just plucked from a watery burning, this sower of dissension in +our good village of Second Westings, I doubt not that you will spare a +moiety of your sympathies for that very noble lady, Mistress Ladd. In +truth, for all her tears and anxiety on this mad little maid's account, +I have a misgiving that we are doing the sweet lady no great kindness +in taking Mistress Barbara back to her. A pretty gallant you are, to +undertake to carry a lady off, and then make a mess of it, and leave +her embarrassed friends to straighten out the snarl!" + +Under this daunting blend of rebuke and raillery, Robert fell into a +deeper confusion. He floundered through a few awkward phrases of +deprecation and apology, but Barbara cut in upon his struggles without +mercy. The gibes of Doctor John troubled her not a whit, but one thing +which he had said captured her interest. + +"_Did_ Aunt Hitty _really_ cry when she found I had gone away? Did she +really feel so badly about it? I thought she would be rather glad!" + +"She was in great grief, bitter grief, Barbara. Do you think no one +has feelings but yourself?" answered Doctor Jim, with some severity. + +This pertinent question Barbara ignored. She turned to Robert. + +"You must understand, Robert," she explained with care, "that Aunt +Hitty is not really cruel to me,--at least she never intends to be. +But she and I do not understand each other, and so we can't get on!" + +"You will simply have to learn some of the rudiments of obedience and +self-control, Barbara," said Doctor Jim. Never had he spoken to her so +severely before, and she was amazed. But she saw that this time she +had gone very near to forfeiting the sympathy of her most faithful +allies. Perhaps, after all, she _was_ in the wrong to run away. The +suspicion only made her the more obstinate. + +"I don't think one ought to obey any one, except one's father and +mother," she proclaimed rebelliously. "One's father and mother, if +they are good, and wise, and kind," she added, still further enlarging +her freedom. + +"And the king!" added Robert, sententiously. He flung out the word as +a shibboleth. + +There was a moment of silence. Barbara darted upon him a glance of +petulant disappointment. Doctor John laughed hugely. But as for +Doctor Jim, his face underwent a swift change, as he scanned the boy +with new interest. + +"Well said, well said; spoken as Richard's boy should speak, as a Gault +should ever speak!" he thundered, in high approval. "I am sorry if I +seemed abrupt a moment ago, Robert. Pardon my quick temper. I see +your heart is in the right place, and you have not let them stuff your +head with pestilent and plebeian heresies. Yes, yes, you must +certainly come to Second Westings. I shall be honoured if my old +friend's son will be my guest!" + +From that moment dated a friendship between Robert and Doctor Jim which +no after vicissitude was ever able to disturb. + +But Barbara was of another mind. + +"King George is just a stupid old tyrant, and I hate him!" she +exclaimed. "I'm sorry, Robert, you have not quite so much sense as I +thought you had. I'm really disappointed in you. But there are _some_ +nice Tories! You know even dear Doctor Jim is a Tory, though we can't +see why, and he's just as lovely as if he were on the right side. So +you may come to Second Westings,--though you must promise not to argue +with me. But I know, Robert, I sha'n't like you now so well as I +thought I was going to!" + +"Let the young people fight it out, eh, Jim?" said Doctor John, greatly +amused. "Let them fight it out between them!" Then, suddenly grave, +he added, "God grant the differences now distracting our colonies grow +not beyond the point of children's quarrels!" + +Doctor Jim shook his head sorrowfully. + +"There's trouble ahead, John. I feel it coming. This is a +stiff-necked and disloyal people, and I have a foreboding. There's a +sword in the air, John!" + +"It's surely a stiff-necked king, Jim," muttered Doctor John. + +"The sword of a Gault will ever leap from its scabbard to serve the +king!" said Robert, loftily, his grave eyes aglow with exaltation. + +As he made this proclamation of his faith, devoting himself to a cause +of which she disapproved, and quite ignoring her feelings in the +matter, Barbara felt a sudden pang of loneliness. She seemed +forgotten, or, at least, grown secondary and trivial. + +"Do let us hurry home to Uncle Bob!" she pleaded, her voice pathetic, +her eyes tired and dissatisfied. + +Then silence, with the twilight, descended upon the voyaging company; +and in a little while, coming noiselessly to the landing-place, they +stepped ashore into the dewy, sweet-smelling weeds and the evening +peace. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A green lane, little used, but deeply rutted, led up from the wharf to +the main street of Westings Landing. The village was silent, with no +sign of life, except here and there a glimmer from a candle-lit window. +From the pale sky overhead came the strange twang of swooping +night-hawks, as of harp-strings suddenly but firmly plucked. In the +intervals between these irregular and always unexpected notes was heard +the persistent rhythm of a whippoorwill, softly threshing the dusk with +his phantom song. Barbara felt the whole scene to be unreal, her +companions unreal, herself most unreal of all. Could it be that she +was the girl who had that same morning run away, that same morning made +so brave and triumphant a start upon so splendid a venture? Now, +somehow, she felt rather than understood the folly of it. The fact +that she would have missed her Uncle Bob if she had succeeded in her +plan took out of it all the zest, and it became to her a very +ridiculous plan indeed. But her change of attitude was emotional +rather than intellectual. She was convinced in mood, not in mind. +Only she felt herself on the sudden a very small, tired girl, who +deserved to be punished, and wanted to go to bed. Her conviction of +childishness was heightened by the fact that Robert, who was walking +just ahead with Doctor Jim, in grave discussion, seemed not only to +have suddenly grown up, but to have quite forgotten her once imperious +but now discredited existence. Her exhaustion, her reaction, her +defeat, her disappointment in Robert, these all at once translated +themselves into a sense of hopeless loneliness. She seized the large, +kind hand of Doctor John, who walked in silence by her side, and clung +to him. + +Presently Doctor John felt hot tears streaming copiously down his +fingers. Without a word, he snatched her up into his arms, carrying +her as if she were a baby; and shaking with voiceless sobs, she buried +her small, wet face in his comforting neck. She felt as if she wanted +to cry wildly, deliciously, for hours and hours. But she managed to +remember that even a very small girl may be heavy to carry over a rough +road in the dusk, when the man who carries her has had a hard day's +work chasing her. And, furthermore, she thought how very, very little, +how poor and pitiful a heroine she would seem in Robert's eyes if he +should chance to remember her existence and look back! She pulled +herself together with a fierce effort, and choked down her sobs. + +"Thank you so much, dear Doctor John!" she whispered in his ear. "I'm +better now, and you must put me down. I'm too heavy." + +"Tut, tut, sweetheart!" growled Doctor John, softly; "you bide where +you are, and rest. _You_ heavy!" + +"But,"--she persisted, with a little earthward wriggle to show she +meant it,--"I want to get down now, please! I don't want to look like +quite such a baby. Doctor John!" + +"Tut, tut!" but he set her down, nevertheless, and kept comforting hold +of one cold little hand. Doctor John was quick in his sympathetic +comprehension of women and children, and tolerant of what most men +would account mere whim. In a moment he leaned down close to her ear, +and whispered: + +"What are you but a baby, after all,--a tired out, bad baby, +sweetheart? But we'll just keep that a secret between you and me, and +not let Jim Pigeon or Master Robert even guess at it!" And Barbara +squeezed his hand violently in both of hers by way of answer. + +At this moment, Doctor Jim and Robert, reaching the corner of the +street, turned and waited for them to come up. Doctor Jim had +Barbara's precious basket of kittens on his arm, while Robert was +carrying her little red bundle, which he now handed over to Doctor +John. A certain reluctance with which he gave it up was quite lost +upon Barbara in her unwonted humility and depression; and it was a very +white, wistful little face which she turned glimmeringly upon him as he +bowed over her hand. + +"Why are you leaving us here, Robert?" she asked, in a small voice, +most unlike the wilful tone with which she had talked to him in the +canoe. + +"My way lies down the street, sweet mistress," said the boy. "Your +horses, Doctor Jim tells me, are waiting for you at the Blue Boar +yonder. This has been a wonderful day for me. When you think of it, +will you try to remember me kindly as one who would ever be your most +devoted, humble servant?" + +Delighted by this elaborate courtesy, so rehabilitating to her +self-esteem, Barbara began to feel herself almost herself again. She +thought, with a sudden prickling heat of shame, of how childish she had +been during all the past year,--and she almost fifteen! And here was +Robert, who was certainly very grown-up, treating her with a deference +which he would never dream of paying to a mere little girl! She +resolved to justify his deference, to conceal her pet childishnesses +till time should mature them away; yet even as she registered this +resolve, she registered a vague but deeper one, that she would cling +for ever to every childish taste and pleasure in spite of the very +utmost that time could do. But the feeling that came uppermost and +found expression was a sharp little pang at something in his words +which sounded as if he were bidding farewell for a long, indefinite +time. + +"But I shall see you again soon, sha'n't I, Robert?" she exclaimed, +impulsively. "You'll come over to Second Westings right away, won't +you, and meet Uncle Bob?" + +"Yes," said the boy, bowing low again, and speaking with a mixture of +hesitation and triumph, "I am promising myself that pleasure, Mistress +Barbara, within a very few days. You see--Doctor Jim--he has been so +kind--" + +"To be sure," broke in Doctor Jim, with an emphasis to preclude any +discussion of consistency,--"I've asked the lad over to visit us, John. +Richard's son!-- And his heart's in the right place,--and his head, +too,--eh, what? We'll see that Mistress Mehitable is not too hard on +him,--eh, what? You know you're not going to be too hard on the boy +yourself, John Pigeon, for all you've been so uncommonly unpleasant to +him!" + +Doctor John chuckled softly, and squeezed Barbara's left hand, which he +had retained while she was receiving Robert's adieux. + +"Tut, tut, Jim! You know well enough we've got to pardon anything in +breeches, young or old, that gets led into mischief by this little limb +o' darkness here. It's a peck of trouble she's been getting you and me +into, time and time again. You needn't make excuses for Robert to me, +Jim Pigeon. At least, not yet!" + +"Thank you, sir," said Robert, a little stiffly, not relishing a +pleasantry at Barbara's expense, though Barbara herself had broken into +a peal of gay laughter, flattered at Doctor John's implications, and +comforted to know that Robert was not slipping beyond her reach. +"Thank you, indeed, sir; but I have no excuse; I was fully committed to +Mistress Barbara's venture, and I'm just as much to blame as she is!" + +Barbara's heart glowed. This was the kind of unreasonable championship +she adored. But truth compelled her to protest. + +"Oh, no, no, Robert, not at all! It wasn't you that ran away from Aunt +Hitty, and took the canoe, and persuaded a nice, civil gentleman whom +you'd never seen before in your life to do a perfectly crazy thing like +you read of in story-books--" But, as she paused for breath, Doctor +Jim, too impatient to be amused, interrupted her: + +"Well, well, Robert, you and Barbara can settle all that between you +some other time. We must get away. Good night--good night. My best +compliments to your honoured grandmother! And ride over the first day +you can, lad!" + +And Doctor John, shaking his head sorrowfully, exclaimed: + +"Tut, tut, tut! How small a petticoat can turn how great a brain! I +see trouble ahead for you, Bobby!" + +"I shall be so glad to see you at my aunt's, Robert!" cried Barbara, +over her shoulder, as they moved up the street toward the Blue Boar and +the waiting horses. Robert, standing hat in hand, gazed after them +till they were swallowed up in the shadows. Still he waited, till a +pulse of light across the gloom and the sound of the inn door closing +told him that he was alone under the night. Then, suddenly, he became +conscious of the lonely, wonderful night sounds, and suddenly the night +perfumes sank into his heart. The spicy breaths from the clover field +and blossoming thicket, cooled with dew, gave him a strange +intoxication as he drew them into the depths of his lungs. The pulsing +rhythm of the whippoorwill seemed to time itself to the pulsing of his +heart and translate it to the terms of an impassioned, inarticulate +chant. The plucked harp-strings sounding from time to time in the +hidden heights of the sky set all his nerves vibrating mystically. +Walking as if in a dream, he came to the door of the cottage where he +had planned to stay the night. Then he turned on a swift impulse, +hurried back to the landing, launched Barbara's canoe, and, without +consciousness of weariness or hunger, paddled all the way back to Gault +House against the current. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +From Second Westings that morning, after old Debby's alarm, Doctor John +and Doctor Jim had came posthaste on horseback to Westings Landing. +Now, however, it was found that Barbara was quite too worn out by the +fatigues of her long, strenuous day to sit a horse for a ten mile's +ride over rough roads in the dark. Priding herself not less on her +endurance than on her horsemanship, she vehemently repudiated the +charge that she was done up, and was determined to ride back on the +liveliest of the Blue Boar's horses. But Doctor John and Doctor Jim, +scanning critically her white face and the dark rims coming about her +eyes, for once agreed in a professional judgment. They ordered the +horses hitched to the roomy old chaise, which was one of the landlord's +most cherished possessions; and Barbara had to accept, rebelliously +enough, the supineness of a cushioned seat for the free lift and swing +of the saddle. Before the lighted doorway of the inn was out of sight, +however, she was glad of the decision. Her overwrought nerves began to +relax under the soothing of the wood scents and the tender summer dark. +In a little while she was asleep in the strong curve of Doctor Jim's +right arm,--so deep asleep that all the ruts and jolts and corduroy +bridges of an old Connecticut back-country road were powerless to +disturb her peace. When they woke her up, at her aunt's door, she was +so drenched with sleep that she forgot to dread the reckoning. With +drowsy, dark eyes, and red mouth softly trustful as a baby's, she +bewildered Mistress Ladd by a warm kiss and "I'm sorry, Aunt Hitty!" +and went stumbling off to bed with her basket of sleeping kittens, +oblivious and irresponsible as they. + +Mistress Mehitable looked after her with small, stern mouth, but +troubled eyes. Then she turned half helplessly to her friends, as if +to say, "What can I--what ought I to do?" + +Doctor John threw up both big, white hands in mock despair, and his +sympathetic laugh said, "What do you expect?" But Doctor Jim, more +direct and positive, said, "Best leave her alone till to-morrow, +Mehitable; and then talk to her with no talk of punishing. She's not +the breed that punishing's good for." + +Mistress Mehitable looked sorrowful, but resolute. + +"I fear that would not be right, Jim!" she said. But there was a note +of deep anxiety in her voice. "People who do wrong ought to be +punished. Barbara has done very, very wrong!" + +Doctor Jim was as near feeling impatient as he could dare to imagine +himself with Mistress Mehitable. + +"Nonsense--I mean, dear lady, punishment's not in itself one of our +numerous unpleasant duties. It's a means to an end, that's all. In +this case, it just defeats your end. It's the wrong means altogether. +Therefore--pardon me for saying it to you, Mehitable--it's wrong. It's +hard enough to manage Barbara, I know, but to punish her, or talk to +her of punishing, makes it harder still, eh, what?" + +"Don't let your conscience trouble you, Mehitable," said Doctor John. +"I'm thinking the little maid will manage to get for herself, full +measure and running over, all the punishment that's coming to her. +She's not the kind that punishment overlooks." + +Was there a suspicion of criticism in all this? Could it be that John +Pigeon and Jim Pigeon, her lifelong cavaliers, in whose sight all she +did was wont to seem perfection, whose unswerving homage had been her +stay through many an hour of faintness and misgiving, were now, at +last, beginning to admit doubts? Two large tears gathered slowly in +the corners of Mistress Mehitable's blue eyes, the resolution fled from +her mouth, and her fine lips quivered girlishly. She twisted her +shapely little hands in her apron, then regained her self-control with +an effort. + +"Dear friends," said she, "I fear I have made a sad failure of the duty +which I so confidently undertook. I thought I could surely do so much +for her,--could so thoroughly understand Winthrop's child. But that +foreign woman--that strange blood! There is the trouble. That is what +baffles all my efforts. Oh, perhaps it is partly my fault, too. +Perhaps the child was right in the very singular letter she left for +me, saying--just as if she were a grown woman and had the same rights +as I had--that the trouble was that we could not understand each other! +Oh, I fear I am not the right woman to have the care of Barbara!" + +"You are the rightest woman in the world, Mehitable!" thundered Doctor +Jim, in explosive protest against this self-accusation. "The rightest +woman in the world to have the care of any man, woman, or child that +ever lived." + +"Jim Pigeon's right, Mehitable, as he usually is, outside of medicine +and politics," declared Doctor John. "The little maid will be ready +enough some day, I'll warrant, to acknowledge how lucky she was in +having her Aunt Hitty to care for her. But here in Second Westings we +are not just at the centre of things exactly, and it may be we get into +ruts, thinking our ways are the only ways. Shall we try new ways with +this very difficult little maid, Hitty?" + +Mistress Mehitable brushed off the tears which had overflowed, and held +out a hand to each of the big brothers. + +"You are the best friends a woman ever had," she averred with +conviction; "and if you both disagree with me, I must be wrong. It +shall be your way to the best of my power. After you've had the horses +put up, come back here and I'll have a hot bite ready for you. +But--oh, I do wish Winthrop had married among his own people!" + +"It is late, dear lady, and you are tired after your anxieties," said +Doctor Jim. "But, nevertheless, since you are so gracious, we will +soon return,--eh, what, John?--for a bowl of that hot sangaree which +Mehitable's fair hands know how to brew so delicately." + +"Don't misunderstand Jim, Mehitable," said Doctor John, as the two +withdrew. "The comfort of your punch is nothing to us as the comfort +of your presence. Had you ever consented to make one man happy, how +miserable would you have made others, Mehitable!" + +There was deep meaning and an old reproach under Doctor John's tender +raillery; and Mistress Ladd's cheeks flushed as she stood a few moments +motionless, alone in her low-ceiled, wide parlour. She was convicted +of failure at every point. Well she knew how happy she might have made +either one of the big-limbed, big-hearted brothers, had she not shrunk +from making the other miserable. And she had never been able to decide +which was the dearer to her heart; for, though she was apt to turn +first to Jim in any need, or any joy, the thought of pain for John was +ever hard for her to endure. Her heart was very full as she set about +preparing the brew which they both loved: and before they came she +stole noiselessly up-stairs to the room over the porch, and softly +kissed the dark, unrepentant waves of the sleeping Barbara's hair. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +It was late morning when Barbara awoke--so late that she saw, by the +position of the square of sunshine on the wall beyond her bed, that the +hour for breakfast was over. Her first vague waking sense was one of +joy to come, which she presently caught and fixed as the knowledge that +her Uncle Bob would soon be with her. Then a great flood of depression +rolled over her, blotting out the joy, as she remembered that she had +Aunt Hitty yet to reckon with. To make matters worse, she had slept +past breakfast time,--which was almost an immorality in that punctual +household. A lump came up in her throat, and tears ached behind her +eyes, for she had meant to try so hard to make up,--and now she had +gone and sinned again. She shut her eyes tight, and made a determined +effort to regain hold of the sleepiness which still drenched and +clouded her brain. This effort was too much, and on the instant the +last vestige of her drowsiness cleared away, and her brain grew keen as +flame. She sat up, determined to face the conflict and get it over. + +As she sat up, her eyes fell upon the little table by her bedside, +whereon she was wont to keep her candle, her filagreed bottle of +lavender water, her much marked copy of Sir Philip Sidney's sonnets, +and her Bible, which was thumbed chiefly at Isaiah, Ecclesiastes, and +the Song of Solomon. Her eyes opened very wide as she saw there +now,--event unprecedented and unbelievable,--a little tray with white +linen napkin. On the tray were a glass and a jug of milk, a plate of +the seed-cakes which she particularly loved, a big slice of barley +bread, and a bowl of yellow raspberries. She stared for half a minute, +and rubbed her eyes, and thought. Abby, certainly, could not have done +it. She would neither have dared nor cared to. Then--it was Aunt +Hitty,--and after the way she had treated her,--and after that cold, +hateful letter! She reached out a doubtful hand and touched the bread +and berries. She started to eat a seed-cake, but it stuck in her +throat, quite unable to get past a certain strange, aching obstruction, +which had gathered there all at once. Tears suddenly streamed down her +face; and springing impulsively out of bed, she ran, barefooted and in +her white nightgown, straight to the little bow-windowed sewing-room, +where she knew that at this hour her aunt would be busy with the needle. + +Mistress Mehitable had just time to thrust aside her needle and the +fine fabric she was fashioning before Barbara flung herself into her +arms, sobbing passionately. The good lady's heart warmed in response +to this outburst, and she held Barbara close to her breast, whispering, +"There, there, dearie, we just won't talk about it at all! We'll just +try hard to understand each other better in the future!" + +At the same moment, while her eyes were filling with tears, she could +not help a whimsical thought of what Doctor John would say. "He would +say,"--she said to herself at the back of her brain,--"'Seed-cakes may +save a soul quicker than switchings, Mehitable!'" Mistress Mehitable's +earnest mind had no apprehension of humour save as it reached her by +reflection from Doctor John or Doctor Jim. + +Presently Barbara found her voice. + +"Forgive me, Aunt Hitty, forgive me!" she sobbed. + +Mistress Mehitable held her a little closer by way of reply. + +"I'm not worth your while, Aunt Hitty--I'm not one bit worth all the +trouble you take for me--I'm nothing but a wretched little reptile, +Aunt Hitty,--and I just wonder you don't hate and despise me!" + +"There, there, dear," murmured Mistress Mehitable, patting her hair. +She was sure of her feelings, but could not be quite sure that words +would rightly express them at this crisis. If she talked, she knew she +might say the wrong thing. She'd leave it all to Barbara, and be safe +at least for the moment. + +"I knew how bad I was," continued Barbara, justifying the statement by +remembrance of some brief and scattered moments of self-questioning. +"I knew how bad I was, but I couldn't say so, and I never, never knew +how lovely you could be, Aunt Hitty! I was so dreading to see you this +morning,--and then, oh, you just brought me the seed-cakes, and the +yellow raspberries, and never said one word!" + +As she dwelt on this magnanimity, Barbara's sobs broke forth afresh. + +"There, there, dear," murmured Mistress Mehitable again, and kissed her +tenderly, still refusing to be drawn from her intrenchments, but deeply +rejoicing in the triumph of her new strategy. + +"To think--why, I never really knew you till now, Aunt Hitty!" and +Barbara hugged her with swift vehemence. "When I saw the things by my +bed, and thought of you stealing in and putting them there, and +stealing out without waking me,--oh, Aunt Hitty, I thought such a lot +all in one instant, and I knew you couldn't have done that, after me +being so bad, unless you loved me,--could you?" + +"Indeed I couldn't!" answered Mistress Ladd, with conviction. + +"And you will really and truly forgive me?" persisted Barbara. + +This was a direct challenge, and Mistress Mehitable was too honest not +to come forth and meet it. She gently pushed Barbara off, and held her +so she could look straight into her fearless young eyes. + +"I really and truly forgive you--and love you, Barbara!" she said. +"And"--she continued, with a slight hesitancy, in an instant's resolve +achieving a resolution,--"I ask you to forgive me for my +misunderstandings of you, and all my many mistakes." + +"Why, Aunt Hitty!" exclaimed Barbara, too tender in her mood to agree +with these self-accusations, but too honest to contradict. + +"I have failed to realise how, being so different from other girls, you +required different treatment from other girls," went on Mistress +Mehitable, firmly abasing herself. "I thought there was only one right +mould, and I must try to force you into it, however much the effort +should hurt us both, dear. I have been blind, very blind, and wrong. +In this remote little world of ours, Barbara, we get into ruts, and +come to think that the only way is our way." + +Barbara's eyes were glowing with enthusiasm. She had discovered Aunt +Kitty's heart,--and now she was discovering a breadth and insight which +she could never have believed possible in that competent but seemingly +restricted brain. If Aunt Hitty could thus lift herself to look beyond +the atmosphere of Second Westings, and to understand people different +from those she had always been used to, she must be a very great woman. +Barbara's eyes flamed with the ardour of her appreciation. She did not +know what to say, but her expression was eloquent. + +"That's a quotation from Doctor John," said the conscientious Mistress +Mehitable, suddenly afraid from Barbara's glowing look that she was +getting more credit than her due. "But I have become convinced of its +truth." + +"How wise and good you are, Aunt Hitty! I'll never, never +misunderstand you again!" cried Barbara, rashly, breaking down Mistress +Mehitable's guard, and once more hugging her with vehemence. + +Mistress Mehitable smiled, gratified but doubtful. She was surprised +at her own unexpected appreciation of Barbara's demonstrativeness and +warmth, so unlike anything that had ever before invaded the cool sphere +of her experience. She felt it her duty, however, to qualify Barbara's +extravagant expectations, not realising that what the impetuous girl +intended to express was rather a hope than a conviction. + +"We hardly dare expect quite that, dear," she said, gently. "But at +least we can agree to trust each other's good intentions. We can +promise that, can't we?" + +"Of course, I'll always trust you now, Aunt Hitty, since I've seen your +lovely heart!" exclaimed Barbara, with flattering fervour. + +"I have failed to realise," continued Mistress Mehitable, "that you are +no longer a little girl, but very nearly a grown woman. Many girls are +grown women at your age, Barbara, so that I have decided on something +that will surprise you. From this time forward, I shift my +responsibility for you largely to your own shoulders, and shall hope to +be more your friend than your guardian. I hand you over to yourself, +Barbara. You must learn to discipline yourself!" + +Barbara slipped down to the floor, and leaned against her aunt's knee, +her dark, small face grown very thoughtful. + +"All I dare say, Aunt Hitty," she said, slowly, weighing her words with +unwonted care, "is that I'll try with all my might. But I warn you +that you are leaving me in very bad hands. I want to be good, but +sometimes I can't help being bad!" + +"Well," said Mistress Mehitable, with a curious reflex of Doctor John's +humour, "you'll have to punish yourself after this. I warn you that +you must not look to me for punishment after this!" + +Barbara's eyes got very wide, and danced; and she gave a little shriek +of delight, such as that with which she was wont to greet Doctor John's +whimsical sallies. + +"Why, Aunt Hitty," she cried, clapping her hands, "you said that just +like Doctor John!" + +Mistress Mehitable flushed faintly, and laughed like a girl. She +stooped over and kissed Barbara fairly on the mouth. Then she arose +rather hurriedly. + +"I have often wished I could make myself in many ways more like those +two great-hearted gentlemen!" she said. + +Barbara remained sitting upon the floor. Her eyes narrowed +thoughtfully as she stared out of the window. + +"They are perfectly dear," she agreed, without reservation, "Isn't it +splendid that they love us so, Aunt Hitty?" + +"I'm going to the still-room now," said Mistress Mehitable, moving +toward the door. "I put in the bergamot just before breakfast." + +"I'll come and help you in a little while,--dear!" said Barbara, +suddenly realising the changed relations, and suddenly making practical +application of it. That caressing, equal, half-protecting "dear" +sounded strange to Mistress Mehitable. It gave her something of a +shock, yet she was not sure she didn't like it. It made her feel less +alone than of old. She appeared not to notice it, however, merely +saying before she vanished: + +"If I'm not in the still-room, I'll be down the back garden, gathering +herbs. The lemon-thyme's in flower, if you're going to distill any +more of your 'Maryland Memories.' Uncle Robert might like a flask of +it." + +"Lovely," said Barbara, dreamily. "We will make him some. I'll hurry." + +But for a few minutes she did not hurry at all. Her rich, rebellious +hair all down about her vivid face, her thin little shapely feet +peeping out from under the frills of her white nightgown, she sat in +the square of sunshine and pondered. Since she fled away yesterday +morning, what a change had come about! She felt as if that wild and +foolish adventure was years behind her. A certain vague sense of +responsibility oppressed her, a responsibility to herself hitherto +unacknowledged. She made the momentous resolve that she would learn to +know herself a little, as a step to enabling other people, Robert Gault +and Aunt Hitty in particular, to understand her. She got up and +scrutinised herself keenly in the glass. + +"You didn't know you were getting so grown up, did you, you ugly, +skinny, little black thing!" she muttered. + +Then she flitted back to her own room, poured out a dish of milk for +the hungry kittens, and snatched at her breakfast by mouthfuls, while +she made her toilet and dressed. Last of all, before going to join +Mistress Mehitable, she sat down on the edge of her bed, and took the +kittens into her lap. One by one she held up their round, pinky-nosed +faces, and gazed seriously into their enigmatic young eyes. + +"I want you to remember, now, my babies," said she, insisting upon +their unwilling attention, "that your missis is now most grow'd +up--she's grow'd up in one night, like old Mr. Jonah's gourd. I want +you to remember that we mustn't be silly and childish any more, except +just in private, and where we can't help it. And I want you to +remember that you mustn't try to coax your missis into mischief any +more like you did yesterday, going and helping her run off with the +canoe, and such foolishnesses. And I want you to remember that after +this, if we can think of it, it isn't going to be 'Aunt Hitty' this, +and 'Aunt Hitty' that, all the time,--but 'dear,' and 'honey' (as we +used to say in Maryland), and 'blue-eyed lady,' and 'small person,' +because we're just as tall as she is,--and we're too big to be punished +any more, if we are bad,--and Uncle Bob's coming next week,--and Robert +Gault may come any day, if he's impatient!" + +With a face of unwonted sobriety, but dancing lights in her eyes, she +went to the door. With her hand on the latch she changed her mind. +Rushing to her glass, with a few deft touches she changed the +arrangement of her hair, heaping it over her ears, and leaving just one +crinkly curl to hang down over her left shoulder. + +The change added years to her appearance. Then, snatching up a pair of +scissors, she swiftly ripped out a deep tuck in her frock, letting the +skirt down a good three inches. With vigorous brushings and assiduous +pattings she smoothed out the crease so that it was not obtrusive; and +severely checking her wonted rush and skip, she went to join Aunt Hitty +in the fragrant mysteries of the still-room. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +To both Mistress Mehitable and Barbara the new order of things proved +itself, all through that first day, supremely satisfactory; and each +vowed most solemnly in her heart that she, at least, would not be the +one to blame if it did not last. During the afternoon, when Doctor +John and Doctor Jim were drinking a pot of tea with them, and wondering +delightedly at the unexpected atmosphere of peace, Barbara asked, +suddenly: + +"How did you ever manage, Aunt Hitty, to get Doctor John and Doctor Jim +off after me so quickly. I thought I had _such_ a good start! And how +_did_ you know which way I was going?" + +Both men looked meaningly at Mistress Mehitable, but failed to catch +her eye. Doctor Jim began to shake his head violently, but stopped in +confusion under Barbara's look of questioning astonishment. But +Mistress Mehitable, serenely unconscious, answered at once: + +"Old Debby Blue," said she, "with whom you breakfasted, rode over as +fast as she could to Doctor Jim with the news. The poor old woman was +nearly dead from her exertions, I think you told me, Jim. She has a +good heart, and truly loves you, Barbara. I am sorry if I have seemed +harsh to her at times." + +Barbara's eyes grew wide, her face darkened ominously, and her full, +bowed lips drew together to a straight line of scarlet. Doctor John +sat up straight, with twinkling eyes, expecting the outbreak of a +characteristic Barbara storm, such as he always enjoyed in his big, dry +way. But Doctor Jim made haste to interpose. + +"You mustn't be too hard on Debby, Barbara, because she told what she +had promised not to tell. What else _could_ she do? You know well +enough she couldn't stop you herself, you headstrong baggage. I won't +have you unfair to Debby. She loves you, and nearly killed herself to +save you!" + +Barbara's look of anger changed to a sort of obstinate sullenness for +an instant. Then with an effort she forced herself to smile, while +tears sprang into her eyes. + +"Of course, Debby was right," she acknowledged. "But I wish she'd done +it some other way. She shouldn't have let me trust her. She _fooled_ +me when I trusted her. Oh, I'll _forgive_ her, of course," she +continued, bitterly, "but never, never, will I _trust_ her again!" +Then she sprang up impetuously, and ran and flung both arms around +Mistress Mehitable. "_Of course_ I'd forgive her, anyway, because if +she hadn't fooled me I might have never found out how lovely you +were,--honey!" + +Both Doctor John and Doctor Jim were breathless with amazement for a +moment. What was this miracle? Whence came this understanding and +this sympathy, all in a night? They saw a new glad warmth in Mistress +Mehitable's eyes. They exchanged significant glances. + +"All I can say, Barbara," growled Doctor Jim, at length, "is that +you've been a long while finding out what ought to have been as plain +as the nose on your face,--eh, what?" + +"For a young lady who was able to discern at first glance the +fascinations of Jim Pigeon," chimed in Doctor John, "I think you have +been rather undiscriminating, Barbara!" + +"She could see two battered old tallow dips, when she couldn't see the +moon!" added Doctor Jim, solemnly. + +There was always a relish of peril in rallying Barbara, whose audacity +in retort was one of the scandals of Second Westings. She flashed her +white teeth upon them in a naughty smile, and her eyes danced as she +kissed Mistress Mehitable on both cheeks. + +"Of _course_," she cried. "Nobody knows better than you two great big +dears what a perfect little fool I've been, not to be in love with Aunt +Hitty all this time." + +"Barbara!" protested Mistress Mehitable, in a tone of rebuke,--and then +again, bethinking herself, "Barbara, child!" in a tone of appeal. + +"But now, you can tell a hawk from a handsaw, eh, baggage?" chuckled +Doctor John; while Doctor Jim exploded noisily, and then, checking +himself, cast upon Mistress Mehitable a glance of apprehension. + +But Barbara had heeded neither the rebuke nor the appeal. + +"I know, I know," she went on, clapping her hands with delight. "You +didn't _want_ me to find her out,--you didn't want me to know how +lovely she is! Conspirators! I won't love you any more, either of +you. And I'm going to keep Aunt Hitty all to myself here; and not let +you even _see_ her; and make you both so jealous you'll wish you had +let me run away in the canoe and get drowned in the rapids." + +"Barbara, Barbara," murmured Mehitable. + +Doctor Jim wagged his great head, and growled inarticulately. + +"It's we who are the victims of conspiracy, John," said he. "If +Mehitable and Barbara have discovered each other, what becomes of us, +I'd like to know! But it sha'n't last. We'll sow seeds of dissension +presently,--eh, what?" + +"Just let us wait till Bobby Gault comes!" suggested Doctor John, with +gentle malice. + +Barbara's face grew grave on the instant. + +"Of course, Aunt Hitty, they have told you all about Robert," she said, +earnestly, "but all they know about his reasons is what he told them +himself, you know. And he was determined to shield me, of course. But +it was _all_ my fault. How could he know how bad and foolish I was? I +just mixed him all up; and it makes me ashamed to think how horrid I +was; and I will never forgive myself. But you mustn't let them +prejudice you against Robert, honey,--but just wait and see what you +think of him yourself, won't you, please?" + +Mistress Mehitable smiled, and exchanged looks with Doctor John and +Doctor Jim. + +"Really, dear," said she, "they have not given me any very bad +impressions of Robert. I think both Doctor John and Doctor Jim knew +where to put the blame. And _I_ know, too!" + +Barbara looked at her doubtfully. Such complete acceptance of her +position almost seemed unkind and critical. But her aunt's smile +reassured her. This was not criticism, but something as near raillery +as Mistress Mehitable would permit herself. + +"I believe they have been abusing me behind my back,--and they +pretending to love me!" cried Barbara, tossing her head in saucy +challenge. + +"Never, child; we hug our delusions, Jim Pigeon and I," said Doctor +John. + +"No, hug me," laughed Barbara, darting around the tea-table and seating +herself on his lap. + +"You are our worst delusion, baggage!" said Doctor Jim, shaking a large +finger at her. "And now I see you're setting out to delude your poor +aunt, after making life a burden to her for two years. And poor Bobby +Gault,--he'll find you a delusion and a snare!" + +"I think you are unkind, even if you are just in fun," protested +Barbara, half offended, half amused. But at this moment both men rose +to go. Doctor John, as he raised his towering bulk from the chair, +lifted Barbara with him as if she had been a baby, held her in his arms +for a moment while he peered lovingly and quizzically into her swiftly +clearing face, gave her a resounding kiss, and set her on her feet. + +"Bless the child!" said Doctor Jim, noticing now for the first time the +change in appearance. "What's become of our little Barbara? How she's +grown up over night!" + +"And how her petticoats have grown down!" added Doctor John, backing +off to survey her critically. "Tut, tut, the wanton hussy! How did +she dare to kiss me! Goodness gracious! To think I had a young woman +like that sitting on my lap!" + +"You had better be careful what you say, Doctor John," retorted +Barbara, firmly, "or I _will_ be grown up, and never kiss you or let +you hold me on your lap any more!" + +"I humbly crave your pardon, gracious fair. I am your most devoted, +humble servant!" said Doctor John, setting his heels together at a +precise right angle, and bowing profoundly over her hand till his +brocaded coat-tails stuck out stiffly behind him. + +Barbara rather liked this hand-kissing, after Robert's initiation, and +took it with composure as her due. Why should she not have her hand +kissed, as well as Aunt Hitty? But Doctor Jim made his farewell in +different fashion. + +"I won't have her grow up this way!" he growled, snatching her up and +holding her as if he feared she would be taken away from him. "She's +just our little Barby, our little, thorny brier-rose! Eh--what?" + +"Our _barby_ brier-rose, you mean!" interjected Doctor John, with a +chuckle. + +But every one ignored this poor witticism, and Doctor Jim continued, +while Barbara softly kicked her toes against his waistcoat. "It would +break my heart to have her grown up, and young missish, and prim. What +have you done to her, Mehitable?" + +Mistress Mehitable gave a clear little ripple of laughter, flute-like +and fresh. She was feeling younger and gayer than she had felt for +years. + +"I have just tried to carry out your own suggestion, Jim!" said she, +cheerfully. "I must say, I think it was a very wise suggestion. I +have handed Barbara over to her own care, that's all. I am sorry you +don't like the results!" + +"Don't worry, Doctor Jim!" cried Barbara, purchasing her release by +kissing him hard on both cheeks. "Don't worry about me being changed. +I was _born_ bad, you know. And I'm afraid I'll be just as bad as ever +by to-morrow--except to Aunt Hitty! If I'm bad to you any more, +dear,"--and she turned impetuously to Mistress Mehitable, +"I'll--I'll--" and feeling a sudden imperious threat of tears, she fled +away to her own room. It had been a wonderful, wonderful day for her, +and she felt that she must have a little cry at once. On her white bed +she wept deliciously. Then she thought, and thought, and thought, and +made resolves, in sympathetic communion with her pillow. + +In the parlour below, Doctor Jim had said, before leaving: + +"I think you are going to get a lot of comfort out of her now, +Mehitable, eh, what?" + +And Doctor John, troubled by a maudlin kind of moisture about his eyes, +had said nothing. + +And Mistress Mehitable had said, fervently: + +"I hope she is going to get a lot of comfort out of me, Jim. I see +that I have been greatly in the wrong!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +All the next morning Mistress Mehitable and Barbara were busy +overhauling Barbara's frocks. Such as would admit of it were let down +some three or four inches. Of the others, two of rich material were +laid away in Mistress Mehitable's huge carved oak chest lined with +cedar, a repository of varied treasures of the loom. The rest, three +in number and plain of weave, were set aside to be given to Mercy +Chapman. There was much important planning, much interesting +consultation; and in this feminine intimacy they grew ever closer to +each other, throwing off the watchful self-consciousness, the sense of +admiring and reciprocal discovery, which made them more happy than at +ease in each other's company. + +Early in the afternoon Barbara decided she would go out to her +favourite apple-tree in the back garden and read. She openly took down +the second volume of "Clarissa Harlowe,"--having already got through +the first volume in surreptitious moments. Mistress Mehitable +discreetly, but with difficulty and some soul-questioning, refrained +from admonition. Barbara felt in her heart a faint quaver of +trepidation, as she thus frankly assumed her independence; but she had +the full courage of her convictions, and outwardly she was calm. + +"Mr. Richardson does not seem to me a very strong writer," she remarked +at the door,--"especially after one has read those wonderful plays of +Mr. Shakespeare and Mr. Ben Jonson, as I did at home in Maryland! But +every one should know 'Clarissa,' shouldn't they, dear?" + +Mistress Mehitable gasped. She, too, had read those wonderful plays of +Mr. Shakespeare and Mr. Ben Jonson. But she was thoroughbred, and gave +no sign of her dismay. + +"I never liked the lady, myself, dear," she answered, casually. "She +always seemed to me rather silly." + +This was Barbara's own judgment, and confirmed her new appreciation of +her aunt's intelligence. At the same time, this apparently easy +acceptance, on Mistress Mehitable's part, of Barbara's emancipation, +seemed almost too good to be true. Her heart swelled passionately +toward this blue-eyed, calm, patrician little woman, whom she had so +long misunderstood. She came back, put a caressing arm around Mistress +Mehitable's waist, kissed her fervently, and looked deep into her eyes. +Mistress Mehitable actually trembled in the recesses of her soul lest +that searching gaze should discover what she had nearly said about +young girls and novel-reading! But she kept the blue deeps of her eyes +clear and tranquil, and her lips smiled frank response. + +"Oh, you are so good and wonderful and wise, honey," Barbara said, at +length. "What a foolish, foolish child I've been,--and you, my dear, +dear father's sister! Why, just to look at you ought to have brought +me to my senses. So _many_ ways you look like him!" + +Then a thing very remarkable indeed took place. Mistress Mehitable's +fine poise wavered and vanished. She almost clutched Barbara to her +breast, then buried her head on the firm young shoulders and cried a +little quite unrestrainedly, feeling a great ache in her heart for her +dead brother Winthrop, and a great love in her heart for her dead +brother's child. Barbara was surprised, but greatly touched by this +outburst. She held her close, and patted her hair, and called her soft +names suddenly remembered from the soft-voiced endearments of +plantation days; till presently Mistress Mehitable recovered, and +laughed gently through her tears. + +"Don't think me silly, dear," she pleaded, "but I've just realised for +the first time that you have your dear father's wonderful eyes. Your +colouring, and your hair, and your mouth, are all very different from +his. But your eyes,--they are his _exactly_. Such wonderful, deep, +clear, _true_ eyes, Barbara, sometimes sea-gray, sometimes sea-green. +Where have my eyes been all this time?" + +Barbara sighed happily. "Isn't it lovely we have found each other at +last, Aunt Hitty? I don't think it will be so hard now for me to be +good!" + +Then she picked up "Clarissa" again, and ran gaily out to the garden. + +Barbara's apple-tree had three great limbs branching out at about five +feet from the ground, forming a most luxurious crotch in which to sit +and read. Smaller apple-trees, interspersed with tangled shrubbery and +some trellised vines, almost surrounded it, so that on three sides it +afforded perfect seclusion. Sweet airs breathed through it, from the +neighbouring thyme and mint beds; and sunshine sifted down through its +leaves in an intricate and exquisite pattern; and a pair of catbirds, +nesting in the shrubs close by, made it their haunt without regard to +Barbara's presence. As she looked at this dear nook, with all its +memories of intimate hours and dreams, Barbara thought to herself how +glad she was that she had not succeeded in running away from Second +Westings. She clambered cleverly into the tree, settled herself with a +long breath of satisfaction, swung her little scarlet-shod feet idly +too and fro, and made a long, absorbing survey of her green realm. +Then, locking her ankles lithely as only a slim girl can, she opened +her book, and was soon engrossed in the fortunes of Lovelace and +Clarissa. + +About the time that Barbara was settling herself in the apple-tree, +Robert Gault was triumphantly pushing Barbara's canoe to land through +the gold-green sedges on the Second Westings shore of the little lake. +With pole and paddle he had made the ascent of the stream from Gault +House, having been seized that morning with a violent conviction that +it was his duty to return the canoe without delay. He had poled +through the rapids, and paddled eagerly through the silent solemnities +of the woods, too intent upon his purpose to be alive to their mystic +influences. The furtive eyes that watched him from pine-tree boll and +ironwood bush, from skyey branch or moss-veiled root, touched not his +consciousness. To his self-centred mood the peopled stillness was +empty as a desert. His eyes, at other times alert and not uninitiated, +were turned inward upon his own dreams. He emerged from the great +shadows, paddled through the meadowy windings with their iris-beds and +lilies, and passed at length old Debby's clamorous dooryard, giving +hardly a glance to the green slope with its ducks and fowls, the little +red-doored cabin against its trees, or old Debby herself, with the +cock-eared yellow pup beside her, sitting on the stoop. He was in a +hurry, and had caught glimpses of the open waters of the lake beyond; +and he knew from Barbara's description that Mistress Mehitable's +landing-place was straight across the lake. + +But old Debby, sitting knitting in the sun with the cock-eared yellow +pup beside her, saw him, and chuckled at his haste. She had been over +to Second Westings the day before, and had got the whole story from +Doctor Jim. She had made up her mind to keep well out of the way, till +Barbara's indignation should have time to cool; but she was mightily +interested in the youth who had been so readily persuaded to the +backing of Barbara's mad venture. A moment later she made up her mind +that she must have a good look at him, a word with him if possible. +She got up and hobbled actively down to the shore; but Robert's haste +had carried him already beyond earshot. + +Following the path up from the lake-shore, Robert crossed the +cow-pasture and climbed the bars back of the barn. Here he was met and +challenged by Keep, the mastiff, who, with the discernment of a +well-bred dog, appreciated Robert's good clothes, nosed his hand +cordially, and let him pass without protest. Keep knew a gentleman at +a glance, and was convinced that good manners meant good morals. He +had no fear of Robert setting fire to the barn. + +Seeking a way to the front of the house, Robert passed through the +wicket leading into the back garden. Suddenly, between the tall clumps +of hollyhocks, he stopped short, and his heart gave a queer little +sliding leap. His breath came quick and light, in a way that greatly +perplexed him. What he saw to so disturb him was a pair of little +scarlet shoes, two small ankles, and a few inches of slim, shapely silk +stockings, lithely intertwined, and vividly in evidence beneath a +screen of apple-leaves. + +Robert did not need any one to tell him that the rest of the +bewildering picture, hidden behind the screen of apple-leaves, was the +small, inspiring lady, Mistress Barbara Ladd. He hesitated, and was +almost on the point of slipping away,--he knew not why, for the life of +him. Then, recovering a part of his composure, he stepped forward in +trepidation, hat in hand, forgot the graceful speeches on which he was +wont to pride himself, and stammered--"Mistress Barbara!--I beg your +pardon!" + +The slim ankles unlocked, "Clarissa" fell upon the grass, and lightly +as a bird Barbara sprang down from her perch, unconscious, +unembarrassed, gracious in her greetings. She smiled him radiant +welcome, frankly pleased, and held out her hand to be kissed. + +"Why, how did you come?" she cried, gaily, "stealing in this way +through the back premises?" + +"By water, dear lady," he answered, still stammering. "I brought back +the canoe, you know!" + +"By my dear river, and through the great, still woods!" she exclaimed, +looking him over with clear eyes of approval. "How lovely! I wish I'd +been with you!" + +"I wish you had!" said Robert, with devout conviction. + +"But how tired you must be, all that journey against the current. +Really, Robert, it was _very_ nice of you to come so soon!" + +Now Robert was in a sad state of bewilderment, dazzled by eyes and lips +and scarlet shoes. And he was further shaken from his customary poise +by his perception of Barbara's change in the arrangement of her hair, +and by what seemed a sudden increase in her stature through the +lengthening of her frocks. Otherwise he would not have been so stupid +as to imagine that the promptitude of his coming called for any apology +in Barbara's eyes, whatever might be the opinion of Doctor John, or +Doctor Jim, or Mistress Mehitable Ladd! + +"I thought I ought to come at once, you know," he explained, "to bring +back the canoe! Otherwise I should have waited, as I ought, for Mr. +Glenowen's coming, and an invitation from him." + +"Oh!" said Barbara, her face changing slightly, her voice growing a +little cooler. "That was very thoughtful of you. I couldn't sleep for +thinking of the canoe!" + +Robert looked at her doubtfully, wondering if that were sarcasm in her +voice. + +"It's a dear canoe. I love it!" said he. + +"I wonder you did not want to keep it a little longer, then,--at least, +till Uncle Bob could come and send you a proper, formal invitation to +bring it back!" said Barbara. + +"But I wanted to bring it back now,--I thought it was such a good +excuse for coming at once, though I knew I _ought_ to have waited for +the invitation, of course," persisted Robert, vaguely worried. + +"Oh!" exclaimed Barbara, again, allowing herself to be mollified in +part, but still feeling a shade of disappointment. She was too +inexperienced to appreciate the tribute of Robert's confusion and +unexpected awkwardness. She liked him so much better in his grand, +elaborate, self-possessed manner, paying stately compliments, making +her feel important and grown-up by formal homage. However, he +certainly was very nice, and he certainly looked very distinguished; +and she realised that, for all his apparent solicitude about returning +the canoe, the canoe was not his reason for coming so soon. She would +forgive him,--but she would punish him! In fact, she was making +progress in the arts of the imperishable feminine. + +"Well, we shall _all_ be glad to see you, Robert," she said. "And now +you must go straight to Doctor Jim, who did invite you, as you seem to +have forgotten! You go through that white gate, over there, and turn +to the left, and then the first turn to the right puts you right on the +main street. You're almost at Doctor Jim's then,--any one will point +it out to you." + +"But,--I didn't come to see Doctor Jim," protested Robert, much taken +aback. "I came to bring back the canoe, you know!" + +"Of course, I understand!" said Barbara, sweetly. "Tell Doctor Jim and +Doctor John that I want them to bring you back here presently, in an +hour or two, to present you to Aunt Hitty, and have tea with us!" + +"But can't I stay a _little_ while _now_,--while no one knows I am here +at all?" pleaded Robert. + +Ordinarily, this was just what would have seemed reasonable and +delightful to Barbara. But just now it pleased her to discipline the +boy. + +"Decidedly _not_, Robert!" said she. "You know how careful you are +about etiquette,--so troubled over the idea of coming here at all on +the mere invitation of mere me! You shall not talk to me any more till +you have been properly presented to Aunt Hitty! Besides, I am just at +a _most_ interesting place in this lovely book,"--and she snatched +'Clarissa' up from the grass, where it had lain forgotten since +Robert's appearance,--"and I can't really take my mind off it till I +find out what is going to happen. I will see you in the house, with +Aunt Hitty, in--let me see--about an hour and a half! Now go right +away!" + +Robert looked very miserable, but bowed submission, and backed off. + +"How will Mistress Ladd receive me?" he asked, doubtfully. + +"Oh," replied Barbara, one small brown hand on the apple-tree as she +waited for Robert to depart ere she climbed back to her nook, "Aunt +Hitty is just perfect. She will be very nice to you, and will quite +approve of you, I know. Since everything has turned out for the best, +she has already forgiven you for leading her young niece into mischief +the way you did!" + +Robert stared at her in speechless amazement. But Barbara would not +let him ask any more questions. With a mocking little grimace at his +confusion, she pointed to the white gate. + +"Go away immediately!" she commanded. "And be sure you come back in an +hour and a half!" + +Robert turned and strode off with an aggrieved air, between the +hollyhock rows. When he was half way to the gate, Barbara, who had +stood looking after him with a smile on her lips, called imperiously: + +"Robert!" + +He turned quickly, and snatched off his hat. + +"What is it, my lady?" + +"You forgot to help me into my tree!" said Barbara. + +He was beside her in an instant, his face brightening. He knelt on one +knee, and held out his two hands firmly locked, to form a sort of +stirrup. Setting one light foot into this support, Barbara sprang up +and in a flash was perched gracefully in her niche. It was done with +such swiftness that Robert had hardly time to realise her foot had +touched him. She laughed down upon him with gay commendation. + +"That was very handsomely done, indeed, Robert!" she declared. "Now +hurry right away to Doctor Jim, or you'll never manage to get back in +one hour and a half!" And she buried her eyes in the first page at +which "Clarissa" chanced to open. + +Robert hesitated, opened his lips as if to speak, and went without a +word. Barbara, watching him from the corner of her eye, was puzzled at +the look upon his face, but felt satisfied that it was not displeasure. +About half-way up the walk toward the gate, when he believed himself +unobserved, Robert gazed curiously at the palms wherein the little foot +had rested for that fraction of a heart-beat. Light as was the touch, +it had left a subtle tingling behind it. He pressed the place to his +lips. This action astonished Barbara, but greatly interested her, and +gave her, at the same time, an inexplicable thrill. Her heart +understood it, indeed, while it remained an enigma to her brain. And +purposeless, profitless, absurd though it seemed to her, that Robert +should kiss his own hand, she decided nevertheless that in some way the +action had expressed a more fervent homage to her than when the hand +that he kissed was hers. She forgot to go on reading the excellent Mr. +Richardson's romance. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +Mistress Mehitable liked Robert, whose bearing and breeding were in all +ways much to her taste. She had seen him when a babe in arms, just +before his father and mother had taken him away from Gault House to New +York. So gracious was she, that Robert was filled with wonder as he +thought of the piteous story which Barbara had told him in the canoe. +But this wonder was as nothing, compared to the amazement with which he +viewed the warm affection between Barbara and her aunt. What could it +all mean? It was plain that they two understood each other, trusted +each other, admired each other, loved each other. He had an uneasy +feeling that Barbara had made a fool of him. Then, as his dignity was +beginning to feel ruffled, and his grave young face to darken, he would +remember other details of that eventful afternoon which forbade him to +question the girl's sincerity. At this the cloud would lift. There +was a mystery behind it all, of course, which he would doubtless, in +his determined fashion, succeed in penetrating. Meanwhile, every one +seemed extremely happy,--Barbara gaily, whimsically gracious, Mistress +Mehitable composedly glad, Doctor Jim as boisterous in his joy as good +manners would permit, Doctor John quizzically approving, and filled +with mellow mirth. Robert was made to feel himself an honoured guest, +for his own sake as well as for the sake of his parents; and in this +cordial atmosphere he soon justified all good opinions. Barbara was +intensely gratified with him. She audaciously claimed credit for +having discovered him, and rescued him from the barbaric wilderness +that lay beyond Second Westings. She began to plan expeditions and +amusements to make his visit memorable; and when he announced his +intention of returning to Gault House on the morrow, there was a +unanimous protest. Mistress Mehitable said it was not to be heard of, +for one moment. Doctor Jim growled that his hospitality was not to be +flouted in any such fashion. Doctor John levelled bushy eyebrows at +him, and suggested that no true Gault would run away in the hour of +triumph. + +"You will do nothing of the kind, Robert," decreed Barbara, with +finality. "We want you here. I wonder you are not ashamed, after all +the trouble you made for us so lately, when you were old enough and big +enough to know better!" + +Robert's face flushed with pleasure at all this warmth; and he hugely +wanted to stay. But with astonishing discretion he refused to be +persuaded. Some intuition taught him the wisdom of timely reserve. +Without at all formulating any theory on the subject, which would have +been impossible to such inexperience as his, he felt instinctively that +at this moment, when she was most gracious to him, a judicious absence +would best fix him in Barbara's interest. He said there were matters +to be attended to for his grandmother which would not well bear delay. +At this unexpected firmness on the part of her cavalier, Barbara was so +annoyed that for nearly an hour she seemed to forget his existence; but +Robert hid his discomfort under an easy cheerfulness, and no one else +seemed to notice the passing shadow. Mistress Mehitable insisted that +the guests should stay to sup with her and Barbara; and the boy's +coming was made a little festival. Mistress Mehitable was one of those +notable housekeepers who seem to accomplish great things with little +effort by being craftily forehanded. Before anything was said of +supper she had vanished for a few minutes to the kitchen; and in those +few minutes she had planned with Abby for a repast worthy the event. +The larder of the Ladd homestead was kept victualled beyond peril of +any surprise; and Mistress Mehitable, for all her ethereal mould and +mien, believed in the efficacy of good eating and good drinking. Well +regulated lives, she held, should also be well nourished, and her +Puritan conscience was not illiberal in regard to the seemly pleasures +of the board. + +Both Doctor John and Doctor Jim, as befitted their stature, were +valiant trenchermen; and Robert was a boy; and the lavish delicacies of +Abby's serving met with that reception which was the best tribute to +their worth. Gaiety made herself handmaid to appetite; and the ale was +nutty-mellow from last October; and Mistress Mehitable's old Madeira +wine, of which herself partook but sparingly, was fiery-pungent on the +tongue. As she toasted him, and her blue eyes sparkled upon him over +the glass, Robert wondered anew how Barbara could have wanted to run +away from so admirable an aunt. As for Barbara, reduced for a little +to silence by supreme content, she sipped at her Angelica cordial, +surveyed Mistress Mehitable with grateful ardour, and took it all as +largess to herself. + +At last, with a happy sigh, she cried, "Oh, if only Uncle Bob could +have come in time for this!" And so electric with sympathy was the air +that on the word every eye turned and glanced at the door, as if +expecting that a wish so well-timed might bring fruition on the +instant. There was silence for some seconds. + +Then Mistress Mehitable said, "He will be here in a very few days, +dear! And then you, Robert, must come to us again without delay. I +agree with Barbara that nothing I can think of except Mr. Glenowen's +presence could add to our happiness to-night!" + +After supper there was music in the candle-lit drawing-room, Mistress +Mehitable having a rare gift for the harpsichord, and Doctor Jim a nice +art in the rendering of certain old English ballads of the robuster +sort. Where they might have seemed to the ladies' ears a trifle more +robust than nice, Doctor Jim had fined them down to a fitting delicacy. +But they suited his rolling bass, and he loved them because, being +Cavalier-born, they appealed to his king-loving sympathies. Doctor Jim +was an exemplary Congregationalist, but solely by force of environment, +Congregationalism being the creed of all the gentry of that region. +Episcopalianism he looked upon with a distrust mingled with affection; +but in all other respects he was a king's man, through and through, an +aristocrat, and a good-natured scorner of the masses. It was a +stupendous triumph for accident and atmosphere to have succeeded in +fitting Doctor Jim to his inherited environment of Second Westings. +His Congregationalism was a thing that might conceivably be changed to +meet changed conditions; while his Toryism was bred in the bone. With +Mistress Mehitable, on the other hand, her Congregationalism was +deep-rooted, a matter of conscience. It was by conscience, too, no +less than by blood, that she was an aristocrat. She was a royalist, a +Tory, no less unquestioning than Doctor Jim, but this by a chance +election of that strenuous conscience which, by a different chance +twist, would have made her an equally sincere Whig. + +When Doctor Jim had sung till Doctor John told him he was getting +hoarse and spoiling his voice, Barbara, in a burst of daring, started +up a wild plantation song, patting her accompaniment. To Mistress +Mehitable, as to Robert, this was an undreamed novelty, and their eyes +opened wide in wonder. At first they thought it barbarous, but in a +few minutes the piquing rhythms and irresponsible cadences caught them, +and they listened in rapture. Barbara's store of these songs was a +rich one, and she had perfected the rendering in many a secret +performance to the audience of Doctor John and Doctor Jim. When she +was quite sure of the effect she was producing, she sprang to her feet, +flung her hair loose by a quick movement of both hands, and began to +dance as she sang. And now, to the ever-growing amazement of Mistress +Mehitable, Doctor Jim took up the patting, while Doctor John, seating +himself at the harpsichord, began a strange staccato picking of the +keys. Then Barbara stopped singing, and gave herself up wholly to the +dance. She danced with arms and hands and head and feet, and every +slender curve of her young body. She moved like flames. Her eyes and +lips and teeth were a radiance through the live, streaming darknesses +of her hair. Light, swift, unerring, ecstatic, it was like the most +impassioned of bird-songs translated into terms of pure motion. Doctor +John played faster and faster his wild, monotonous melody. Doctor Jim +patted harder and harder. Barbara's dance grew madder and stranger, +till at last, with a little breathless cry that was half a sob, she +stopped, darted across the room, flung herself down, and buried her +dishevelled head in Mistress Mehitable's lap. + +On ordinary occasions Mistress Mehitable would have felt inclined to +hold that anything so extraordinary, so utterly outside the range of +all conceptions, and at the same time so very beautiful, must be wrong. +Now, however, she was under the spell of Barbara and under the spell of +the whole situation. "I cannot see any possible harm in it!" she said +to herself. And to Barbara she said, tenderly and deftly arranging the +disordered locks: + +"Most beautiful, and most singular, dear. I suppose that is your +_dance_ of 'Maryland Memories,' is it not? It seems to me not only +amazingly beautiful, but as if it might be the most wholesome and +desirable of exercises." + +Barbara gurgled a gasping laugh from the depths of Mistress Mehitable's +taffeta. It had never occurred to her that these mad negro dances, in +which she found expression for so much in herself which she did not +understand, could be regarded in the light of exercise. But she was +glad indeed if they could be so regarded by Aunt Hitty. + +"Oh, yes, honey," she agreed, in haste. "I'm _sure_ it's wholesome; +and I _know_ it's _desirable_,--isn't it?" + +This appeal was to every one, but it was Robert, at last awaking from +his rapture and finding breath, who answered: + +"There was never anything else so wonderful in all the world," he said, +solemnly. + +Doctor John and Doctor Jim, with one impulse, jumped up, each seized +one of Barbara's hands, and plucked her to her feet. They then stood +hand in hand in a row before Mistress Mehitable and Robert, bowing +their thanks for such appreciation of their poor efforts to please. + +"We are going to London to perform before the king!" declared Doctor +Jim. + +Mistress Mehitable gravely took a shilling from her purse, and bestowed +it upon Doctor John because he was the tallest. He pretended to spit +on it, for luck, but kissed it instead, and slipped it into the bosom +of his ruffled shirt. When the approving laughter had subsided, +Mistress Mehitable said, musingly: + +"I see now how you have been teaching Barbara her Latin. It was that +peculiar dialect of Latin that prevails in Maryland!" + +After this a sack posset was mixed by Mistress Mehitable, with the +eager assistance of every one but Robert, who was still too much +possessed by Barbara's dancing to do more than stand about and get in +the way, and smile a gravely fatuous smile whenever spoken to. + +When the posset began to go around, calling forth encomiums at every +sip, Doctor Jim demanded the cards. There was silence. To Robert, +just from the Tory circles of New York, it seemed the most natural +thing in the world. To Barbara it seemed natural, but foreign to +Mistress Mehitable and Second Westings. To Doctor John it seemed right +and desirable, but he chuckled and said nothing, being aware of +Mistress Mehitable's views. And this time Mistress Mehitable was firm. + +"No, Jim," said she, "we won't play. I know good people do +play,--people who know just as well as I do what is right and what is +wrong. But for some reason card-playing does not seem right to me. +You know Doctor Sawyer would strongly disapprove!" + +"Officially, that's all, dear lady!" corrected Doctor John. + +"But you have them in the house,--yonder in that very drawer, most +gracious mistress!" persisted Doctor Jim. + +"My dear father used them," confessed Mistress Mehitable. "Therefore I +would not for a moment think of refusing to have them in my house. But +I think it is better not to play, Jim." + +And though Mistress Mehitable spoke with appeal and apology rather than +with decision, the matter was plainly settled. There was nothing to do +but tell riddles and drink up the rest of the posset. The pervading +satisfaction was in no way checked by Doctor Jim's failure, for all +agreed that cards were stupid anyway. Barbara, in spite of her +excitement, and to her intense self-disgust, began to grow sleepy. She +was horribly afraid she might show it, which, for one but forty-eight +hours grown-up, would have been humiliating beyond words. She felt +herself divided between a fear lest so perfect an evening should end +too soon, and an equally harassing fear lest it should end not soon +enough. At length the keen and loving eyes of Doctor John discerned +her trouble; and at the dissolute hour of half-past ten he broke up the +party. Adieux were made with a warmth, an abandon of homage held in +fetters of elaborate courtliness, which might have seemed excessive at +a less propitious conjunction of time and sentiment. At last the +three, Doctor John, Doctor Jim, and Robert, found themselves arm-in-arm +on the street, and all talking at once, overbrimming with happiness and +reciprocal congratulations, as they took their discreet way homeward. + +Barbara and Mistress Mehitable, left alone, silently put out the +lights. Then, each lighting her candle, they paused at the head of the +stairs to say good night. Each set down her candle on the little +mahogany table under the clock, and looked into the other's eyes. +Barbara was first to break the sweet but too searching scrutiny. She +flung both arms around Mistress Mehitable's neck, and kissed her with a +tremulous fervour that told much. Mistress Mehitable, whose eyes were +brighter than Barbara had ever guessed that they could be, pressed her +in a close embrace which concealed much, even from Mistress Mehitable +herself. Then Barbara, after whispering something to the kittens, went +straight to bed, and straight to sleep. But Mistress Mehitable sat +looking out of her window. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +It had been arranged that Robert should borrow a horse from Doctor +John's stables, ride it over to Gault House, and keep it there till his +return to Second Westings. But as he was strolling down the village +street before breakfast, he saw, in a paddock beside an unpretentious +cottage, a splendid Narragansett pacer, a dark sorrel, one of the +handsomest of the breed that he had ever seen. He had long coveted one +of these horses, famous in all the thirteen colonies for their easy +gait, speed over rough country, and unparalleled endurance. With +characteristic promptness in getting to his point, he went in, +interviewed the owner, tried the horse, loved it, and asked the price. +The owner was not anxious to sell; but when he found out who the +would-be purchaser was, and the liberal price he was ready to pay, the +prospect of an immediate draft on the bank at Hartford proved +irresistible, and Robert rode off with his prize. He knew horse-flesh, +and did not grudge the price; and both Doctor John and Doctor Jim, who +knew this sorrel pacer well, were constrained to commend the purchase, +though to them it seemed that so weighty an action demanded, if but for +form's sake, the tribute of delay and pondering. + +"Buy a horse like that, Robert, in three shakes of a ram's tail? It's +undignified!" roared Doctor Jim, eyeing the beast with unmixed +approbation. "It's an insult to the horse. And it's a slight upon the +value of our assistance, you cock-sure young rascal. But it's just the +mulish way your father would have gone and done it, so I suppose we +must forgive you." + +Doctor John, meanwhile, had been handling the beast critically, and +looking at its teeth. + +"Worth all you gave for him, Bobby; and not a day over five years old!" +was the verdict. "I see you're old enough to go about alone. Don't +you mind what Jim Pigeon says. He'd have had you run to him and ask if +you might have a horse of your own, and then get him and me to go down +and look at the beast, and come back here and talk it all over in +council, and then go back and bully Enoch Barnes some more about the +price, and then all three of us ride the beast up to Mistress +Mehitable's, to ask the opinion of her and Barbara on the subject, and +then--" + +But Robert interrupted at this point in the tirade. + +"That _would_ have been a good idea," he asserted, regretfully. "I +wish I had thought to consult the ladies. But, you know, I _knew_ that +horse was just the one I'd so long been wanting the moment I set eyes +on him. So I didn't dare wait, lest some one else should come along +and snap him up. Of course you both know a thousand times more about +horses than I do,--but I knew enough to know I wanted this one!" + +"You _generally_ seem to know what you want, Master Gault!" said Doctor +Jim. "And you seem like to get it, generally, if I don't mistake the +cut of you,--eh, what?" + +"Tut, tut," said Doctor John, scowling upon him quizzically. "That's +all very well as far as horses are concerned, and men! But wait till +it comes to women, Robert. You've a lot to learn, my son. If I'm not +much mistaken, you'll be taught a lot, and not spared in the teaching!" + +"I'm always anxious to learn," answered Robert, modestly. + +"You will! You will!" said Doctor John. + +Breakfast was a substantial meal of boiled "Yokeag" with molasses, and +broiled salmon, and venison cutlets, and fried ham, and rich guava +jelly from the West Indies. Robert was surprised to see each of his +friends preface the repast with a quart mug of the hardest and headiest +old cider, he himself being accustomed to a small cup of light ale +merely, or a sip of claret, at this hour. Both Doctor John and Doctor +Jim assured him that there was nothing like sound cider to tone up the +stomach for its day's adventures; and on their advice he tried it, +though sparingly, and therefore with no tragic results. + +After breakfast, he was so obviously restless that the big-hearted +brothers made no effort to detain him. With heavy hands upon his +shoulders, they told him to make the least possible delay in his +return, and to bear in mind how warm the welcome ever awaiting him at +Second Westings. + +"How like to Richard in the saddle!" exclaimed Doctor John, when Robert +had mounted the sorrel pacer. + +"And that's a compliment not many a lad of your age could win, my son!" +said Doctor John. + +Robert's dark face flushed with pleasure. + +"I try hard to be as like my father as possible," said he. "Don't you +think I might properly ride around and pay my respects to the ladies +before I leave?" + +"Unquestionably you might! 'Pon my word a capital idea!" laughed +Doctor Jim, with huge derision. + +"Unquestionably, my boy, you would find yourself in hot water if you +didn't!" said Doctor John. + +So Robert, without more ado, turned the head of his Narragansett pacer +toward Westings House, whose wide white gables were partly visible +through the trees. + +A very erect, graceful, and masterful young figure he made, as he +reined in his tall sorrel before Mistress Mehitable's porch. Mistress +Mehitable from her window above had seen him coming, and was on the +steps to greet him. He flung himself from the saddle, kissed her hand +deferentially, thanked her with fervour for her delightful +hospitality,--and at the same time cast a solicitous eye about the +walks and windows, wondering where Barbara could be. Mistress +Mehitable had an amused smile, but would not help him. She said polite +things, and assured him of the pleasure with which she would look +forward to his next visit,--and even added that he had better not +postpone that next visit beyond five or six days, or a week at most, as +Mr. Glenowen was expected at once, and might not be able to stay long +at Second Westings. But of Barbara she said not a word. Robert showed +her, with pride, his sorrel pacer, related with an abstracted air the +circumstances of its purchase, and enlarged upon the special merits of +the breed, while Mistress Mehitable patted the silky white nose, and +murmured boundless admiration. But still no sign, no word, of Barbara. + +At last Robert could contain himself no longer. + +"I ought to be on the road," he stammered, "but I should be sorry to +leave without making my adieux to Mistress Barbara. Is she within?" + +"She went out about half an hour ago!" said Mistress Mehitable, "and +did not say where she was going!" + +Robert's face fell so pathetically that Mistress Mehitable felt a +little flush of resentment against Barbara for her cruelty. + +"She left kindest messages for you," she continued, hastily. "She told +me to say how sorry she was not to see you this morning, and that she +would never forgive you if you did not come again to Second Westings +very soon. And I was to say good-bye to you for her!" + +"I thank you," said Robert, heavily. "Pray you give her my devotions, +and tell her how grieved I am to be denied the privilege of paying them +in person. I kiss your hand again, dear Mistress Ladd!" And with that +he rode off musingly, through a morning whose sunlight had on the +sudden lost its sparkle, whose spicy airs had all at once lost their +zest. His pride in the new pacer, which he had hoped to show off to +Barbara, was all fallen flat. He forced the restive beast to walk +soberly for some moments. Then a swift heat of anger, a sense of +undeserved injury, went over him. He swore he would come no more to +Second Westings all that summer; and setting spurs to the willing +sorrel, he tore away down the road at a pounding gallop. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +The road toward Westings Landing, which was the shortest way to Gault +House, was joined about a mile out by another, equally rough and +unfriendly to travel, coming from Westings Centre. Robert had passed +this junction at full gallop, but a few rods beyond a stretch of mire +compelled him to rein in and pick his way. As he did so he caught a +sound of beating hoofs behind him, and turned in the saddle to see who +came. + +Careering recklessly down the road from Westings Centre, her black +curls flying from beneath the rim of her little white beaver, came a +slim figure in a black habit on a great black horse. She burst into a +peal of laughter as Robert turned, and cried, gaily: + +"I'm coming. Wait for me, Robert!" + +Robert wheeled his horse as if on a pivot, fairly lifted him with voice +and spur, and was with her in a few great strides. + +"You!" was all his voice could say; but his face said so much more that +the greeting did not seem curt to Barbara. Her small face was radiant +with excitement, audacity, and delight. At the beginning of the miry +ground she reined in, patted her beast's wet neck, and said, +breathlessly: + +"I thought you might like me to ride a little way with you, Robert, to +make sure of your getting the right road. Wasn't it very nice of +me,--when you don't one bit deserve any such attention?" + +"You are an angel!" cried Robert, in an ecstasy. + +Barbara laughed clear and high at this. + +"_Oh!_" she shrilled, melodiously derisive, "that's what _I_ think I +am, of course. But no one has ever agreed with me after knowing me +more than three days. This is your third day, Robert. It's well for +me you're going while you labour under this flattering delusion." + +"It's no delusion," averred Robert, stoutly, far past wit, and with no +weapon left but bluntness. "You are the loveliest thing in the world." + +This, in Barbara's own opinion, was nonsense. But she liked to hear +him say it, nonsense or not. She pondered for a moment, her face +turned away indifferently, that he might not see she was pleased. + +"You contradict yourself," she retorted. "You know angels are not in +the world!" + +"One is!" said Robert. + +"I like you so much better, Robert, when you're saying clever things +like that," said Barbara, patronisingly, "than when you are just +stupid, and don't do anything but just look at me, as you do sometimes!" + +She was too young to know that when a man can be witty with a woman he +is not, at the moment, so engrossed in her but that he is able to think +of himself. + +Before Robert could reply they were past the miry ground, and Barbara +had once more set her black horse at the gallop. The sorrel needed no +urging to follow,--and indeed, for a few minutes both riders were fully +occupied in preventing the ride from degenerating into a headlong race, +so emulous were the two horses. The road was still very bad, broken +with ruts, holes, and boulders, and the pace was therefore full of +peril. The black just escaped plunging his fore legs into a bog-hole, +and the narrowness of the escape seemed to make him lose nerve. Robert +saw with anxiety that Barbara, though her horsemanship equalled her +canoeing, was just now in a far too reckless mood. + +"Wait, please, my dear lady," he begged. "This is no road for fast +riding. That good beast of yours just escaped a bad fall, and he's a +bit nervous. Let's walk them till we get to better ground." + +But Barbara had not noticed her escape, and she was thrilling with +exhilaration. She did not know how beside herself she was. + +"If you're afraid, follow at your own pace!" she cried, mockingly. +"_I_ came out to _ride_!" And with a wild word of encouragement to the +black, and a throwing forward of the reins upon his neck, she shot on +at full speed. + +"I _beg_ you don't be so reckless!" cried Robert. "You will get a bad +fall riding this way on such a road!" There was intensest anxiety in +his voice, but the faintest tinge of reproof went with it, as Barbara's +sensitive pride was quick to discern. + +"I shall ride as recklessly as I please," said she. "But don't let +that trouble you. Be careful if you like. Ride like an old woman if +you like!" + +This taunt did not touch Robert, as he knew the quality of his own +horsemanship,--which, indeed, Barbara's attentive eyes had been quick +to note. But the mood it betrayed alarmed and half angered him. He +saw in fancy that fleeing, daring, wayward little figure stretched +lifeless on the roadside, the radiant face white and still. His own +face paled and his jaw set obstinately as he urged forward his big +sorrel in silence. + +The new horse proved worthy of Narragansett fame. Over the worst +ground his peculiar pace carried him with an ease which the big black's +heavy tread could not match. And when the ground was firmer, and he +could stretch out at full run, he soon closed up the gap between +himself and his rival. This nettled Barbara, who thought her Black +Prince a record-breaker; and she even went so far as to wave her +riding-crop, as if she might be inclined to use it on this beast, which +had never felt the whip. Nevertheless, the heavy hoof-beats behind +crept closer; and soon the sorrel's nose was at her stirrup; and then +Robert's stirrup and his knee were level with her own,--and with a +quick sidelong glance she caught the grim resolve on his dark face. +She was feeling by this time the least bit ashamed of herself, and +awaking to the risks of the road, so she said, sweetly: + +"That's a _splendid_ horse of yours, Robert. And you can ride!" + +"Thank you, Mistress Barbara!" said Robert, unmollified. And just then +the road straightened out, a stretch of hard, dry level, inviting to +the loose rein and the unchecked run. + +"There's no danger _here_, Master Careful!" cried Barbara. + +"No, not here,--except branches!" acknowledged Robert, drawing a deep +breath of relief. + +And now for more than a mile the road was good. It wound in slow +curves, the high-branched ash and white maple meeting over it in +stately arches. Under foot it was hard and fairly even, with a thin +turf between the shallow ruts. Sunlight and shadow flecked it in vivid +patches; and the summer winds, which were blowing briskly in the open, +breathed down this sheltered corridor only as half-stirred exhalations +of faint perfume. Neck by neck the horses galloped, their riders +silent, looking straight ahead, but thrillingly conscious of each +other's nearness. And the strong rhythm of the hoof-beats beneath them +seemed to time itself to the rushing of their blood. It was now no +longer with vexation, but with a sort of half pride, that Barbara +realised the superiority of the sorrel over her own mount. She saw +that only Robert's firm hand on the rein kept his beast from forging +ahead. Thus they rushed along through the vast solitudes,--really +alone together, although those solitudes were populous with the furtive +kindreds of fur and feather. For the sound of their coming travelled +far before them, and gave the shy folk time to withdraw from such +unwelcome intrusion. Even the big black bear,--he whom Barbara had +seen tearing the ant-log,--now withdrew as noiselessly and shyly as the +wood-mouse, not delaying for even a glance at the two wild riders. +Only the red squirrel, inquisitive, daring, and impudent, stuck to his +vantage-post on a high-arched limb and jabbered shrill derision at them +as they raced by. + +At length, just as the intoxication of the ride and the companionship +were beginning to bewilder his brain, a turn of the road showed Robert +a stretch of very bad ground right ahead. The careless roadmakers had +tried, in a half-hearted way, to fill up a long bog with brush and +poles. Had the attempt been fully carried out, the result would have +been a rough but thoroughly passable piece of "corduroy road." As it +was, however, the brush and poles together had in spots sunk a foot +below the surface, at one side or the other, and in other spots had +been quite engulfed by the hungry black mire, making that stretch the +curse of wheel-travellers, and perilous enough to any but the most +cautious horsemen. + +The sight cooled Robert's nerves. Instead of reining in, however, he +let his beast push a half-length to the front, that he might the better +control the situation if need should arise. Then he said, resolutely: + +"If you have no care for your own life, dear lady, I beg you to think +of that good beast of yours. He will break a leg in yon bog-holes, and +then he will have to be shot!" + +Barbara had been fully prepared, by now, to listen to reason and check +the pace. She knew she had been unreasoning in her excitement. But +the fact that Robert knew she had been unreasonable, and dared to show, +by his tone as well as by his argument, that he knew it, stirred a hot +resentment in her heart. In a flash she forgot that she had ever been +unreasonable at all. Her first impulse was to spur on with added +speed. Had it been her own neck, merely, that she would risk, she +would not have hesitated. But Robert had hit on the one compelling +plea. She could not face the risk of hurt to her horse, or to any +kindly beast whatever. She reined in sharply, therefore, without a +word; and at a walk the two horses began to pick their wary way over +the corduroy. + +"There's danger to the good beasts, even at this pace," remarked +Robert, with more truthfulness than tact. + +"Did you suppose," retorted Barbara, in a voice of withering scorn, +"that I was going to ride my Black Prince at a gallop over such a piece +of road as this?" + +This was exactly what Robert had supposed, of course. But a sudden ray +of insight entering his candid brain in time, he refrained from saying +so. He was on the point of saying, however, by way of explanation, +that the ground which Barbara had already insisted upon traversing at +full speed was but little better than this; but here, too, a sharpening +perception checked him. He kept silence, seemingly absorbed in guiding +his horse between the miry pitfalls, until they found themselves once +again on firm ground,--firm but rough. The horses, still apprehensive, +showed no disposition to resume their vehement gait. + +"It's an outrage," cried Robert, "that the township should permit such +a piece of road as this. I shall have a voice in affairs here in three +or four years, and then I'll see that the road-work is properly done. +I'll have no traps in this township to break good horses' legs!" + +This sentiment was so much to Barbara's taste that she found it an +excuse for being mollified. + +"That's right, Robert!" she answered, very graciously. "Now, be sure +you remember that when the time comes!" + +"I'll remember it," cried Robert, with cheerful confidence. + +By this time, when the leisurely walking of the horses offered no +affront to the forest quiet, the birds were resuming their busy calls +and the bustle of their intimate affairs; and the less shy members of +the furry fellowship went once more about their business in the busy +precincts of the road. Barbara's sympathetic and unerring vision +singled them out, differentiating them from their harmonious +surroundings, when Robert's eye, as a rule, could not without help see +anything but lichened stumps and stones, or bunches of brown weed, or +odd-shaped excrescences on the trees. Yet Robert's eye was the eye of +the hunter, skilled in the ruses of all quarry. Barbara's woodcraft +went immeasurably beyond his,--and perceiving this, her last resentment +faded out and she began to initiate him. She named and distinguished +for him birds of which he had never even heard, and corrected him with +gleeful pride when he innocently mistook the cry of a woodpecker for +that of a jay. As for Robert, his delight in this initiation was +second only to his delight in his wilful initiator, who was now all +earnestness and to him a marvel of abstruse erudition. He learned very +quickly, however, and so Barbara was pleased not less by his +comparative ignorance than by his superlative aptitude, which was an +incense of flattery to his instructress. Only on the subject of deer +and grouse Barbara could teach him nothing. + +"You know all about those," she cried, reproachfully, "because you have +taken the trouble to learn about them, so you can kill them!" + +"It does seem a pity to kill such lovely, interesting creatures," +acknowledged the lad, thoughtfully. "But what can we do? Surely they +were given to us for our use. Providence intended them for our food. +It must be right for us to kill them!" + +"Of course," assented Barbara, unequipped with any philosophy which +might have enabled her to combat this argument. "Of course, it is +right for us to _eat_ them. But you, Robert, you _take pleasure_ in +_killing_ them. I don't quite like you for that!" + +Robert's face grew more and more thoughtful, for this was to him a hard +saying, indeed, and he had no answer ready. He was a skilled shot and +a keen huntsman. + +"I could not understand a man not taking pleasure in the chase," said +he, "but I suppose if he got to know the wild things intimately, and +love them, as you do, he could no longer bear to kill them, sweet lady!" + +"I'm going to teach you to love them all, Robert," said Barbara, easily +confident in her powers. + +"I am taught already," he began, with the little elaborate air which +Barbara liked. Then he changed his mind quickly. "No, I don't mean +that at all! I shall need a great many lessons; but I shall learn at +last, if you teach me faithfully!" + +Barbara laughed, a clear, ringing laugh, that astonished the lurking +weasel and made the red squirrel highly indignant. + +"You don't mean anything at all you say, Robert. You just like to say +pretty things!" + +Which was wantonly unjust, as Barbara knew, and as her very gracious +glance acknowledged. + +A few rods farther on, Barbara suddenly drew rein, wheeled her horse +about, and held out her hand. + +"Now I must go home, Robert. I think I can trust you to find the rest +of the way alone! Don't forget what I've told you. And don't forget +to come and see Uncle Bob, the very first of next week. And thank you +so much for bringing back the canoe." + +Robert had promptly taken the little brown hand, and kissed it with +somewhat more fervour than form required, till Barbara, without any +sign of displeasure, snatched it away. Then, instead of saying +good-bye, he wheeled his big sorrel. "You must allow me the honour of +riding back with you, Mistress Barbara," said he. + +"No, indeed!" cried the girl. "I cannot think of letting you do any +such thing. It will be late enough as it is when you get to Gault +House!" + +Robert's mind was quite made up, but he scanned her face anxiously to +see if she really meant her inhibition. Her dancing eyes and laughing +mouth convinced him that she did not mean it with any serious +conviction, so his obstinate jaw relaxed. + +"Allow you to ride back through these woods alone, my lady?" he +protested, gaily. "Do you think the wood spirits would let slip such +an opportunity to carry off their queen? You are theirs, by rights, I +know. But I must see you back safely into the hands of Mistress +Mehitable." + +So it came about that, in spite of his exigencies, Robert dined at +Mistress Mehitable's, and did not start for Gault House till long past +noon. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +Two days later Mr. Robert Glenowen arrived at Second Westings by the +Hartford coach, alighting to be publicly kissed and embraced with a +heedless fervour which would have been a scandal to the community, had +not the community by this time grown accustomed to Barbara's joyous +flouting of its conventions. Barbara had established for herself a +general privilege, and Second Westings had ceased to do more than lift +its eyebrows. + +"It's the same Barbara, the same naughty little baggage of mine I left +two years ago, for all that her petticoats are longer, and her +lovelocks shorter, and she takes the trouble to powder her saucy little +nose!" said Mr. Glenowen, presently, holding her at arms' length, and +eyeing her with critical approval. + +Barbara endured the scrutiny for a moment or two, then her dark cheeks +flushed, her lips pouted, and she impetuously thrust herself again into +his arms. + +"I have grown up since you saw me, Uncle Bob!" she cried, kissing him +on both cheeks. + +"Whose fault is that?" he asked, again pushing her away that he might +search her eyes. + +"Aunt Kitty's!" answered Barbara, innocently, her eyes as clear as a +child's. + +Mr. Glenowen laughed, held her with his left arm about her slim waist, +and stepped up toward the inn door to greet Doctor John and Doctor Jim, +who had held themselves in the background that Barbara might have the +first greetings uninterrupted. + +A few minutes later the four were on the way to Mistress Mehitable's, +walking up the middle of the street. Barbara and her uncle, arm in +arm, walked between, with the great bulks of Doctor John and Doctor Jim +on either side, seeming to overshadow them; while a little way behind +trudged Amos, in his blue duffle shirt and leather breeches, carrying +the baggage. + +In this position, framed as it were and set off by Doctor John and +Doctor Jim, the likeness between Barbara and her uncle came out as +never before, so that both the brothers exclaimed at it together. +Glenowen was a shade above middle height, with square, athletic +shoulders, and no suggestion of leanness; but he had the same +indescribable lightness, swiftness, fineness of bearing, which +characterised Barbara. Under his very smart three-cornered hat of +black beaver with its fashionable rosette, his thick, bronze-black, +vigorous hair, which was worn in a queue and tied with an ample ribbon, +had the same rebellious wave in it that Barbara's had. His face, like +Barbara's, was short, with slightly rounded forehead, rounded chin, +firm jaw, cheeks somewhat thin, lips full and passionate. But +Barbara's mouth was sad, while Glenowen's was laughing, daring, tender; +and Barbara's eyes were of a transparent, fathomless, gray-green, +sometimes flaming, sometimes darkly inscrutable, while Glenowen's were +of a sunny, merry brown, darkening and growing keen as steel when he +was intent. As he was carrying his gauntlet gloves of light, +American-made goat-leather, the further likeness to Barbara came out in +his bare hands, which were dark and slender and fine like hers, with +long-oval, polished, aristocratic nails. Barbara herself would never +wear gloves about Second Westings in summer, save at meeting, or when +riding, or in pulling herbs or cutting flowers. She loved nice gloves, +as a dainty and suggestive article of toilet; but she loved the freedom +of her little, sensitive fingers, and felt that Second Westings had no +atmosphere to fit the suggestion of gloved hands. It was manifest that +Barbara was chiefly a Glenowen,--but it was equally manifest that her +eyes were the eyes of the Ladds; for they were profoundly different +from those of her Uncle Bob, and so far as enigmatic gray-green could +resemble untroubled sky-blue, they were like to the deep, transparent +eyes of Mistress Mehitable. + +Mr. Glenowen brought to Second Westings a lot of presents for Barbara, +a whiff of freshness from the outside world, and an indefinable sense +of ferment and change. It was as if the far-off tales of strife +between king and colonies ceased on the sudden to be like the affairs +of story-books, and became crystallised, by the visitor's mere +presence, into matters of vital import. A premonition of vast events +flashed through the quiet heart of the village; and from the day of the +arrival of Mr. Robert Glenowen by the Hartford coach, the repose of +Second Westings was never again quite the same. + +Yet Glenowen at this time was no partisan. He was merely in active +touch with the troubles of the time, and vexatiously divided within +himself. By sentiment, taste, and tradition a Tory, and by +intellectual conviction a Whig, he shunned rather than courted argument +in which he could heartily support neither side. Nevertheless, before +dinner was over, all the company, save Barbara, were at him,--Mistress +Mehitable and Doctor Jim on the one side, and Doctor John, with +whimsical insinuations and Parthian shafts, on the other. As for +Barbara, she was too happy to care whether kings thwarted colonies or +colonies thwarted kings, so long as she might sit in unwonted and +radiant silence and beam upon her Uncle Bob. + +But Mr. Glenowen was not to be entrapped into any serious discussions +so soon after his journey. He showed an unmistakable and determined +desire to play. Barbara's one curl, where he had been wont to see +many, was of concern to him. Her one kitten--now admitted to the +dignified precincts of the dining-room since the other two had been +given away, the day before, to Doctor Jim and Mercy Chapman +respectively--appeared to him of more concern than Mr. Adams or Lord +North. He was brimful of appreciative merriment over the story of +Barbara's adventurous voyage, and troublesomely interrogative as to the +various attributes of Robert. He had attentive inquiries for old +Debby, and Mercy Chapman, and Keep, and the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, +and Black Prince, and many others whom none would have dreamed he could +remember after two years of well-occupied absence. By the time dinner +was over none had achieved to know whether Uncle Bob would call himself +Tory or Whig. Barbara, of course, felt confident that he was a +joyously established rebel; while Doctor Jim was equally sure he was a +king's man through and through. The others were in doubt. + +Nor was Mr. Glenowen more communicative when the meal was done. He was +then too impatient even to smoke his pipe, for haste to get at his +travelling-bags and show Barbara what he had brought for her. As he +pulled out these treasures one by one, Barbara forgot all the dignity +of her lengthened frocks, and screamed with delight, and kissed him +spasmodically, and exhausted her rich vocabulary of endearments in the +vain effort to give her rapture words; till Doctor John and Doctor Jim +vowed they would have to go a journey themselves ere long, if only to +bring Barbara presents and find out in person how sweet she could be. +While Mistress Mehitable remarked demurely that "such knowledge of what +would please a woman could only have been attained by more assiduity in +effort than was quite becoming, surely, in a bachelor!" + +"I hope, dear mistress," retorted Uncle Bob, with laughing eyes, "that +the discernment with which you so generously credit me did not fail +when I was selecting this little gift, unmeet as it is to adorn your +charms." And on one knee he presented to her a bundle in green tissue, +tied delicately with gilt cord. + +All crowded about Mistress Mehitable while she undid the cord, and +unfolded, with blushes, and with little breathless exclamations not +unworthy of Barbara herself, an elaborately ruffled and laced French +night-rail, embroidered heavily with silk, and lettered in gold thread +with her initials. + +It was such a gown as often served to make bedroom receptions popular. +And Mistress Mehitable, though she held those customs in scorn as +indolent and frivolous, had a healthy feminine delight in such sweet +fripperies of apparel as this creation of French art. Amid the clamour +of applause it was some moments before she could word her +acknowledgments. At last she said: + +"I shall perhaps thank you less fervently than I do now, Mr. Glenowen, +for this delightful present, when its fascinations keep me from +sleeping. I'm afraid I shall lie awake just to appreciate it!" + +"Sleep, rather, I beg you, fair mistress, and honour me with some small +place in your dreams!" cried Uncle Bob, gallantly. + +"Fie! Fie! Fie!" said Mistress Mehitable, shaking at him a slim, +reproving finger. "You must not put such gallantries into these young +people's heads. Doctor Jim is steady enough, but such notions are very +upsetting to John and Barbara!" + +"Glenowen, you young scoundrel, sir!" roared Doctor Jim, "what do you +mean by coming in here and turning our girls' heads with your bold +compliments and French night-rails? I marvel at your devilish +audacity, sir! You'll have trouble on your hands before you know what +you're about,--eh, what?" + +Uncle Bob was darting around the room like a pleased boy, delighted +with the effect he had produced, delighted with his success in pleasing +Mistress Mehitable, and in bringing out the gayer, brighter side of her +conscience-burdened spirit. + +"Pistols, Pigeon! Pistols let it be, this very night after moonset, +under Mistress Mehitable's window!" he cried, slapping Doctor Jim's +great shoulders. "I give you fair warning I shall bring the dear lady +a far handsomer one the next time I come!" + +Barbara, meanwhile, and Mistress Mehitable, and Doctor John, had their +heads close together over the intricate and beautiful embroidery, +admiring each fine detail in careful succession. + +"It is _perfectly beautiful_!" pronounced Barbara, at length, with a +deep breath of satisfaction and a consciousness of duty loyally done. +There were several of her own presents which she admired more +fervently, and she already had five, with the possibility of more yet +to come from Uncle Bob's wonderful bag. But she felt it would not be +playing fair if she failed to give full measure of time and fervour to +sympathising with Aunt Hitty in her good fortune. At the same time, +she felt that in her aunt's frank delight in such a frivolous and quite +unnecessarily beautiful garment she had found a new bond of +understanding with that long-misunderstood lady. + +But Mistress Mehitable had yet one more word to say before she was +ready, in turn, to give undivided attention to Barbara's fortunes. + +"I am going to confess, Mr. Glenowen," said she, with a smiling, +half-shamefaced glance, as she held up the dainty creation of lawn and +lace and silk, caressing her smooth pink and white cheek with it, "I am +going to confess that this lovely garment is just such a thing as I +have longed to have, yet should have considered it wicked +self-indulgence to purchase. Even so sober and prosy a dame as I may +dearly love the uselessly beautiful. I'm beginning to doubt whether I +really want to be quite so useful and competent as I am thought to be. +You, Mr. Glenowen, a comparative stranger, and with but a casual, +courteous regard for me, have read my heart as these my dearest and +lifelong friends, who would, I believe, give their right hands to serve +me, could not do." + +"Glenowen, you die to-night!" roared Doctor Jim, knitting his great +brows. + +But Doctor John was on one knee at Mistress Mehitable's +black-satin-shod small feet, one hand upon his breast. + +"Nothing more utilitarian than silk stockings, most dear and +unexpectedly frivolous lady," he vowed, "shall be my tributes of +devotion to you henceforth!" + +"And mine shall be garters, fickle Mehitable!" cried Doctor Jim, +dropping on his knee beside Doctor John, and swearing with like +solemnity. "Silk garters,--and such buckles for silk garters!" + +"And little silk shoes, and such big buckles for little silk shoes!" +said Doctor John. + +"And silk petticoats!" went on Doctor Jim, antiphonally. "Brocaded +silk, flowered silk, watered silk, painted silk, corded silk, tabby +silk, paduasoy silk, alamode silk, taffety silk, charrydarry--" till +Mistress Mehitable put her hand over his mouth and stopped the stream +of his eruditions. + +"And silk--and silk--" broke in Doctor John, once more, but +stammeringly, because his knowledge of the feminine wardrobe was +failing him. "Tut, tut, silk night-rails, indeed! The scoundrel! The +vagabond Welshman! May I die of Jim Pigeon's physic if I don't make +shift--make silk shift--" + +"John!" cried Mistress Mehitable, in tone of rebuke, and pushing them +both away from her. "Get up at once, both of you, and don't be so +silly!" + +Her eyes shone, and her cheeks were flushed with mingled pleasure and +embarrassment, and Glenowen realised that she was much younger and +prettier than he had been wont to think. + +"O Mehitable-demoralised-by-Barbara!" vowed Doctor John, towering over +her. "Your sweet and now perverted soul shall be satisfied with +gewgaws! I, John Pigeon, swear it!" + +[Illustration: "_O Mehitable-demoralised-by-Barbara!" vowed Doctor +John._] + +"Then I want a bosom-bottle, of Venice glass and gold filigree, to keep +my nosegays from withering!" retorted Mistress Mehitable, flashing up +at him a look of her blue eyes. "I've never had such a chance as this +in all my life!" + +"There now, hussy!" growled Doctor Jim, turning upon Barbara. "See +what you have done. In three days you have demoralised her completely. +And I see the ruin of John and Jim Pigeon, buying her things!" + +But Barbara was by this time too absorbed in her own things to heed the +catastrophe thus impending. It was plain that Uncle Bob had been +prosperous these past two years,--and equally plain that he was in full +sympathy with Barbara's tastes. First of all, there were books,--a +handsomely bound copy of Sir Philip Sidney's "Arcadia," an old, +time-stained copy of "England's Helicon," a copy in boards of the +admired "Odes" of Mr. Gray, and a copy of Mr. Thompson's "The Castle of +Indolence." With these, in strange companionship, a white silk +mask,--a black velvet mask with silver buttons on silver cord behind +the mouth, to enable the wearer to hold it in place with her lips, when +both hands might chance to be occupied,--and a small pistol, inlaid +with silver and mother-of-pearl. This seductive little weapon Barbara +hugged rapturously to her breast. Though she would not kill anything +for the world, she loved to feel she could be slaughterous an she +wished! + +Then came wonders of the wardrobe. Barbara hungered to try them on all +at once, and in truth made marvellous efforts toward that unachievable +end. There were kerchiefs of sheerest lawn and lace, and of +embroidered silk. There were two pairs of silk garters, three pairs of +silk stockings, and six pairs of fine thread stockings. She loved the +silk stockings as she did the pistol and Sir Philip Sidney. There were +shoes, low, shapely, thin-soled shoes of red morocco, and black +chamois, and black satin, and a pair of daintiest slippers of white +satin, all with buckles satisfyingly resplendent. + +"I knew your feet would never be any larger than they are now," +explained Uncle Bob, "so having the opportunity to get some uncommon +fine shoes at a price uncommon reasonable, I thought it just as well to +embrace occasion boldly!" + +"But how _did_ you _ever_ guess the right size, Uncle Bob?" cried +Barbara, in ecstasy, trying on a black satin one with supreme +forgetfulness of company manners, and poking out ingenuously the most +bewitching foot in the thirteen colonies. "Do just look. It fits like +a glove!" + +Stooping quickly as if to examine it, Doctor Jim engulfed it in one +large, white hand; and kissed it just above the glittering buckle. + +"There, Bob Glenowen," he growled, as he straightened himself, "is that +the proper civility to show a lady when she pokes out her foot at you? +I suppose you would pocket the shoe and carry off the lady! Eh, what?" + +"How dare you kiss my niece without my leave?" demanded Mr. Glenowen. + +"He shall kiss me just whenever he likes, and no one in the world shall +interfere!" declared Barbara, springing up, and pulling Doctor Jim's +neck down to be swiftly hugged. "But--how _did_ you know the right +size, Uncle Bob?" + +A look passed between Mistress Mehitable and Glenowen; and Barbara, +intercepting it, understood in a flash. + +"Oh! Oh! Aunt Hitty! _You_ did it!" she shrieked, clapping her +hands. "You sent him my green silk slipper for a pattern! And I've +been thinking I had lost it! And I was ashamed to tell you! Oh, how +dear, and deceitful of you, honey!" + +"Here, indeed, is the delinquent slipper!" acknowledged Uncle Bob, +drawing the green silk toy from his bag. He handed it over to Mistress +Mehitable, for Barbara was again absorbed, her glowing face, with one +massive black curl hanging straight past her cheek, bent low over her +spoils, among which were lengths of silk,--a rich brocade, a taffeta, +and a silk Damascus, out of which her quick fancy conjured up a dream +of petticoats, panniers, and bodices that should appear most +sumptuously grown-up. There were gloves, too, and mitts; and a mighty +handsome little "equipage" of silver-gilt, containing scissors, +thimble, nail-trimmer, tweezers, and such small needments, to hang at +the left side of her bodice. There was a flimsy affair of a +"lovehood," silk and gauze and mystery, from which Barbara's vivid, +petulant, dark little face flashed forth with indescribable +bewitchment. This love-hood, swore Doctor John, should never be worn +by Barbara on the streets of Second Westings, for reasons affecting the +public weal, as it would bedevil the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer himself +in the very sanctuary of his pulpit. Barbara suddenly looked forward +with interest to going to meeting on the following Sunday, bedecked in +the disastrous love-hood. + +Last, but not least in Barbara's eyes, there was an exceedingly +delicate frivolity in the shape of a carven gilt patch-box, about an +inch and a half in length. In the top was set a painted china +medallion, representing a richly dressed shepherdess enwreathed in +roses, with the appropriate posy: + + "My love in her attire doth show her wit, + It doth so well become her!" + +On the inside of the cover was a tiny mirror. When Barbara, silent +with delight, peered into this mirror, she caught a vision of herself +in a gay ballroom, patched and powdered and furbelowed, shattering the +hearts of a host of cavaliers, who every one of them looked like a +relative of Robert Gault. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +That night, when she was going to bed, came Barbara's really deep +reaction from the exaltation and excitement which had possessed her +since the morning with Mistress Mehitable. The joy of her uncle's +coming, the whirl of childish delight over the presents he had brought +her, had swept her spirits to a pinnacle which could not be maintained. +She slipped, and fell down on the other side. + +First she lighted the four candles that stood, two on each side of the +mirror, on her shining mahogany dressing-table. Then she undressed, +put on her long, white nightgown, and said her prayers with a troubled +alternation of fervour and forgetfulness. She was slipping. Then, one +by one, she looked her presents well over again, noted that each was +just as perfect as it had seemed to her every other one of the dozen +times she had examined it, and wondered with a pang what had become of +all their magic. Her scintillant delight in them had faded to a mere +dull drab perception of their merits. Her eyes filled, and a lump rose +in her throat. She was far over the crest of the pinnacle, on the +cold, enshadowed side of the steep. + +The one kitten, whom she had named "Mr. Grim,"--a round-faced, +round-eyed gray and white furred baby, not yet accustomed to the loss +of his two saucer mates,--crept snuggling against her bare ankles and +mewed mildly, begging to be noticed. Barbara picked it up, fondled it +in her bosom, threw herself down on the bed with it, and burst into a +passion of tears. She felt as if she had been long, long away. She +was poignantly homesick for her old self, her old childishness. The +burden of being grown-up suddenly arose, thrust itself upon her, and +grew great and terrifying and not to be borne. She was oppressed, too, +with self-reproach. Absorbed in vivid and novel sensations, during the +past few eventful days she had not thought as much as usual about her +old comrades,--the kittens, Keep, Black Prince, and Mercy Chapman. And +now in her weakness she thought they had suffered from her neglect. As +a matter of fact, the difference had been purely in her own mind. The +kittens, who were quite dependent upon her, had been as tenderly cared +for as ever, but while caring for them she had thought of other things +more novel and significant. In giving away two of them she had done +just what she had planned and promised from the first. But now she +scourged herself for heartlessness and inconstancy, pretending she had +sent them away just because she was tired of taking care of them and +wanted to be free for new interests. + +"Did its missis forget all about the poor little lonely baby, and send +away her other babies, and get cruel and hard-hearted, just because she +thought she was grown-up, and a new friend came along?" she murmured, +after the first tempest was over, to the gray and white kitten now +purring comfortably against her soft throat. She sat up in bed with it +to caress it more effectively. + +"She is a bad missis, and perfectly horrid!" she went on, between sobs; +and the kitten, who did not mind damp, was highly pleased. "She has +been perfectly horrid. But to-morrow she's going to be just her old +self again, and take up the tuck in her petticoats, and fix her hair +like it was before we ran away. And we'll go to Doctor Jim and Mercy +Chapman and just _snatch_ back those other poor babies; and we'll all +go off together down into the back garden, by our apple-tree, and have +a lovely time. And--and--yes, we _will_ forgive old Debby, and go and +see her to-morrow. We'll take Uncle Bob, and then there won't be any +bother about explanations." + +Then her tears flowed forth anew, till the kitten was quite +uncomfortably wet; and, with fresh resolves to be all child again on +the morrow, she sobbed herself to sleep, with the thick hair tangled +over her eyes and grieving lips. + +But the long, sweet sleep brought complete renewal to Barbara's spent +forces, and waking found her composedly happy, with a blessed sense of +problems solved and desired things coming to pass. Her heart was +a-brim with sunshine, but the only sunshine in the room was that she +held in her heart, for the light that came through the diamond panes +was gray, and the sky behind the leafy branch was gray, and, as she +looked, the first of the rain came, blown in streaming gusts against +the glass, and shedding a narrow line of drops across the polished +floor. One leaf of the window was open, and Barbara sprang from bed to +shut it, laughing as the cold drops spattered her feet. She had no +quarrel with the rain that day, there being enough pleasures indoors to +keep any maid's mind busy. + +After breakfast, however, when she found that Uncle Bob was going down +into the village to call on the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, to drink a +glass with Squire Gillig in his snug office behind the store, and to +pay his respects to Doctor John and Doctor Jim, then Barbara felt the +lure of the rain, and said she would go with him. + +"I _love_ the rain," she explained,--"and it's so nice for the +complexion, too! I'll go and tell Mercy Chapman about my presents, and +take some jellies to her poor sick mother, while you are talking +politics in the squire's back office, Uncle Bob. Then I'll meet you at +Doctor John's office, and we'll step into Doctor Jim's, and bring both +of them up to dinner with us, so we'll all be together as much as +possible. Won't we, dear?" And she paused in the task of strapping on +her goloshes, to appeal to Mistress Mehitable. + +"You are proposing to make a lot of trouble for your aunt!" protested +Glenowen. + +"Indeed she is not," began Mistress Mehitable, warm to second Barbara's +proposal. But before she could say more, there was a wilder gust among +the trees outside, a fiercer burst of rain against the windows, and, +with a huge stamping in the vestibule, came Doctor Jim, as if blown in +by storm. All hurried to meet him, where he stood dripping in the hall +door, and the expedition to the village was postponed. An hour later +came Doctor John, even wetter and more dishevelled than his brother, +from the bedside of a patient at the opposite end of the village. The +two had planned that theirs should be the hospitality of that day, but +the storm and Mistress Mehitable together triumphed. The old house was +merry all day long with gay voices, its maiden fragrances of lavender +and rose touched genially with breaths of the mild Virginia weed. And +Barbara forgot, completely and for ever, how near she had been to +drowning the furry "Mr. Grim" in the tears of her regret for her lost +childishness. + +Toward sunset the rain stopped, and a copper flame was reflected up +from the windows of a cottage visible to the eastward through the +trees; and the western sky, opening along the horizon under great +smoky-purple battlements of cloud, revealed unspeakable glories of +clear gold. Throughout the rare hour, till dusk fell, the thrushes +sang ecstatically, so unusual an outburst that Barbara dragged every +one out upon the wet porch to listen to the thrilling, cloistral-pure +cadences, the infinite tranquillities of tone. So inspiring was that +hour in the front of twilight that even the catbird down in the back +garden forgot that he had been for days too busy to sing, and mounted +the topmost bough of a tall cherry, and eased his soul in a chaos of +golden phrases. + +Very early the next morning,--the kind of morning when the sunlight +itself seems as if it were just sparkling from a bath in cold +fountains,--Barbara and Glenowen started out for a paddle across the +lake to visit old Debby. They went through the barn-yard, through the +bars, through the pasture, and through the wood; and in response to his +bounding and wagging appeals, they took Keep, the mastiff, with them. +They went early, in order to be back in time for the dinner with Doctor +John and Doctor Jim. And Barbara insisted on letting Keep go in the +canoe, that she might erase from his generous heart the memory of her +harshness on the morning of her great adventure. At her command, the +dog stepped in so circumspectly, and lay down with so nice a balance, +that Uncle Bob was impressed. + +"The dog's a born canoeist, Barb," he declared, as he headed up the +shore instead of straight out across the lake. "I wonder you ever had +the heart to leave him behind,--and to take those kittens, who couldn't +tell a canoe from a horse-trough." + +Barbara would have answered that the kittens needed her more than Keep +did, who had all the world for his friend; but her thoughts were +diverted by the direction in which her uncle was steering. + +"Why do you go this way, Uncle Bob?" she demanded, looking at him over +her shoulder while her dripping paddle-blade rested on the gunwale. + +"I want to examine a certain big rock, where a certain small girl did +certain strange things!" replied Glenowen, gravely. + +Barbara flushed, and drooped her head. + +"I didn't know you knew about that, Uncle Bob!" she said, in a low +voice. "Don't let's go there!" + +"All right!" assented Glenowen, cheerfully. He had recalled the old +tragedy of deliberate purpose, because, being of Welsh blood, and +superstitious, he was afraid Barbara's unparalleled high spirits might +bring her some keen disappointment. He had purposed to discipline her +with a dash of bitter memories, that he might avert the envy of the +gods; and when her head drooped he had accomplished his purpose. But +Barbara had changed her mind. + +"No!" she said. "Let's go close to the rock, and look right down into +the water, just where I was lying when old Debby pulled me out!" + +And they did so. The sand was clear gold down there, but as they +looked a huge eel wriggled over it. Barbara shuddered, and seized her +paddle once more to get away. + +"It's good for me to be reminded, Uncle Bob," she said. "I forget, +when I am happy, how wicked and foolish I can be when things go wrong! +But oh, you can never know how unhappy I used to be! You'd have come +to me if you had known, Uncle Bob!" + +"Poor little girlie!" murmured Glenowen, his kind brown eyes moistening +at the corners. + +"But I was crazy, both naughty and crazy, and it was all my fault!" +went on Barbara, resting her paddle again as the canoe skimmed fleetly +out across the water, away from the sorrowful spot. "It's all so +different now! And it's always going to be different!" + +Glenowen smiled to himself, as he was apt to do when confronted with +any of the pathetic ironies of life. Barbara would not have liked him +to smile, for to her a smile meant amusement or mirth, and she could +never learn to appreciate the depth of tenderness that might lurk +beneath a ripple of laughter. But she was looking straight ahead. In +his heart and behind his smile, Glenowen said, "Child, dear child, is +it all so securely different now, and just eight days gone since you +climbed out of your window before daybreak?" But aloud he said, after +a silence: + +"It is indeed most different, Barb, old girl? Some of your troubles +are really done now, thrown into the dark corner with the discarded +dollies. The others will keep bobbing up now and then, claiming old +acquaintance. But just you cut them dead. They are in sober truth not +the same, now that you are older and more responsible. Well I know, +what so many forget, that childish sorrows, while they last, are the +most bitter and hopeless of sorrows. The wall that a man steps over +blots out a child's view of heaven." + +"How wonderfully you understand, Uncle Bob!" cried Barbara, with ardent +appreciation. + +As they neared the other side of the lake, a kingfisher dropped like an +azure wedge into the ripples, missed his prey, and flew off down to the +outlet clattering harshly in his throat. From the deep reeds of the +point above the outlet a wide-winged bird got up heavily as the canoe +drew near. + +"There goes my old blue heron!" shouted Barbara, gleefully. "You +should have seen the way he fixed me with his glassy eyes as I passed, +the morning I ran away!" + +"He is very old, and very wise, and thinks of lots of things besides +frogs!" said Glenowen. + +They entered the outlet, and met old Debby's geese. The big gray and +white gander, in the pride of many goslings, hissed fiercely at them as +they paddled past, so that Keep raised his head and gave him a look of +admonition over the gunwale. The next turn brought them out in full +view of Debby's cabin, and straightway rose a clamorous outcry from +watchful drakes and challenging chanticleers. The yellow pup ran +barking down from the steps, and Keep cocked a sympathetic ear. + +"Lie down, sir!" commanded Barbara, and Keep meekly suppressed his +budding interest. + +Mrs. Debby Blue was spinning flax, on the hard-beaten clean earth some +paces in front of her threshold, when she saw and recognised her +approaching visitors. In the presence of Mr. Glenowen she read peace, +for her shrewd perception of Barbara's character told her that the girl +would never have permitted her a glimpse of the cherished uncle except +as a sign of favour. Nevertheless the grim old woman was conscious of +a sinking qualm at thought of the first straight look of Barbara's +eyes. She knew she had betrayed her; and that knowledge was not wholly +mended by the fact that she knew she had done right to betray. Her +lonely old heart so yearned to the child that she feared her reproach +as she feared no other thing in life. She stopped her wheel, dropped +her roll of flax, picked up her stick, and limped sturdily down toward +the landing. + +Before she had got half-way the canoe came to land, and Barbara +unceremoniously skipped ashore. + +"Lie down, Keep!" she ordered again, and then, leaving Glenowen to land +and follow at leisure, she ran up the path to greet old Debby. + +"This does my old eyes good, Miss Barby!" exclaimed the old woman, her +voice a trifle unsteady. + +Barbara seized her, and kissed her heartily on both cheeks. + +"You were very bad to me, Debby," she cried, cheerfully, "but you'd +have been worse to me if you hadn't been bad to me! So I forgive you, +and love you just the same, you old dear. The most _dreadful_ things +might have happened to me if it hadn't been for you!" + +Mrs. Blue heaved a huge sigh of relief; but the subject was too +difficult and delicate a one for her to expand upon. She gave Barbara +a vehement squeeze, looked her up and down, and exclaimed: + +"Land sakes alive, Miss Barby, why, if you hain't been an' growed up +over night. What've they been doin' to you over there?" + +"It was _you_ did it, Debby, much as anybody!" And Barbara flicked her +petticoats audaciously before the old woman's eyes, to emphasise their +added length. "Such lovely things have happened; and Aunt Hitty and I +have made up; and I've so much to tell you, that I must come over some +day and spend the whole day with you, after Uncle Bob goes away. And +here's Uncle Bob himself, who only came day before yesterday, and has +come to see you, Debby dear, before any one else in Second Westings." + +As Barbara stopped breathless, Glenowen came up and grasped the old +dame warmly by the hand. + +"You're looking ten years younger than when I saw you two years ago, +Debby!" he declared, sweetly and transparently mendacious. + +"'Tain't so much my youth, as my beauty, that I set store by, Mr. +Glenowen, thankin' you jest the same!" retorted the old woman, as she +led them into her cabin for refreshment. She was a cunning cook, if +somewhat unconventional in her recipes, and she remembered with +satisfaction that Barbara's uncle had seemed to share Barbara's +weakness for her concoctions. Eight days ago she would have offered +Barbara milk to drink; but now she brought out only a strong root wine +for which she was famous, a beverage which was extolled throughout the +township as a most efficacious preventative of all disorders. + +"It's a wonder how letting down one's petticoats seems to destroy one's +fondness for milk!" said Barbara. + +Instead of sitting on the edge of the high bed and swinging her legs, +as she would have done eight days ago, she sat on a bench and kept her +feet on the floor. And from this old Debby realised, with a pang, that +the child had truly grown to womanhood. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +Returning about noon to Westings House, early that they might have time +to dress for dinner, Glenowen started to let down the pasture bars. +But Barbara, in high spirits, went over them like a cat, forgetful of +her new dignity. So Glenowen vaulted after her. As they rounded the +end of the barn, Amos came leading a tall sorrel across the yard; and +straightway Barbara assumed a more stately air, while a quick radiance +went over her face. + +"That's Robert Gault's horse!" she explained. "I want you to be very +lovely to him, Uncle Bob, for he's such a nice boy, and was so very +civil to me when I made him help me run away. I gave him a terrible +lot of anxiety, you know!" + +Glenowen laughed uproariously. + +"I don't doubt you did, dear heart!" he agreed. "But Lord, oh, Lord, +what a way of commending a young man to a young lady's doting uncle, to +say he mighty civilly helped her to run away!" + +"Now, Uncle Bob, I won't like you if you talk nonsense! You know very +well what I mean. And you are to be nice to Robert!" retorted Barbara, +crisply. + +As they went up the long, box-bordered path, Mistress Mehitable and +Robert came strolling down to meet them; and the warmth of Glenowen's +greetings to Robert fulfilled Barbara's utmost demands. For her own +part, however, under the sway of a sudden whim, she chose to be by no +means extraordinarily civil. And Robert's contentment was dashed by a +chilly doubt as to whether or no he had chosen the right day for his +visit. Before they went to their rooms to dress, however, Barbara +relented. + +"You should have come last night, Robert," she said, turning to him +graciously at the foot of the stairs. "Then Uncle Bob and I would have +taken you over the lake with us this morning, in _the_ canoe, to see +old Debby!" + +She threw an intimate emphasis on the "the,"--and watched with a +curious sense of triumph the swift fading of the cloud from Robert's +face. + +For this dinner Barbara dressed with unwonted care. Her plain white +silk petticoat, duly lengthened, worn under her cream brocaded satin +panniers, with buff satin bodice, and white lace short sleeves, gave +her, as she could not but think, a most genteel appearance. With her +new white silk stockings and white satin shoes, two large red roses in +her bosom, and one in the dark mass of her hair just where the curl +hung down, a tiny patch from the adorable new patch-box discreetly +fixed near the corner of her mouth, and the new love-hood to be thrown +carelessly over her head in due time, she felt herself equipped to be +as imperious and unpleasant to Robert as the caprice of the moment +might suggest. When she went down-stairs she found Mistress Mehitable +waiting in the hall, in a gayer gown than she had ever before seen her +wear. It was a silk polonaise, of a tender, gris-de-lin shade, which +became her fair colouring to a marvel; and Barbara was astonished to +see how young and pretty she looked. + +"How _perfectly lovely_ you look, dear!" she cried, turning Mistress +Mehitable twice around, and putting a deft touch to the light, +abundant, simply coiffured hair. "No one will give one look at me +to-day!" + +Her aunt flung an arm about her, smiling, then tripped away girlishly, +flushed a pretty pink, lifted the edge of her petticoat, and displayed +a slender ankle encased in embroidered sky-blue silk. Barbara clapped +her hands with approval. + +"It is five years since I have worn them," said Mistress Mehitable. +"Seeing that I failed so, child, in my efforts to lead you along the +paths of gravity, I have concluded to try and let you lead me along the +paths of frivolity--a little! So I got out my blue silk stockings!" +And spreading her skirts, she was in the act of making Barbara an +elaborate curtsey, when Glenowen, coming up quickly behind her, caught +her and kissed her lightly on the cheek. + +Mistress Mehitable, startled and taken aback, blushed furiously, and +stood for a second or two in confusion. Then she recovered herself. +She made another stately curtsey, and saying, demurely, "Let me turn +the other cheek also, Mr. Glenowen," presented her face again for a +more formal and less hasty salute. + +Barbara clapped her hands with gleeful approbation, but her comment +brought a new rose to Mistress Mehitable's face. + +"If I didn't love you so much, Uncle Bob," said she, "I'd tell Doctor +John and Doctor Jim." And from the fact that she felt embarrassed by +this raillery, the conscientious Mistress Mehitable was almost ready to +believe she had done wrong. + +The dinner was at two o'clock--an extremely formal hour for Second +Westings; and a further element of formality was added by the presence +of the Reverend Jonathan and Mrs. Sawyer, which effectually removed it +from the category of family affairs. These outsiders, however, were a +kindly pair, and cast no serious shadow upon the gathering. The +Reverend Jonathan kept his austerity pretty strictly for the Sabbath; +and being both well-bred and well educated, knew how on occasion to lay +aside his cloth without sacrifice of dignity or prestige. He was +something of a _bon vivant_, too, in his scholarly way, and among folk +who were unimpeachably of his own class. And his judgment on a butt of +Madeira or a hogshead of old West India rum was accounted second to +none in Second Westings. His hands were long and white, and he used +them with impressive pulpit-gestures to point his carefully constructed +witticisms. His presence was favourably regarded even by Barbara, who +appreciated his brains and breeding in spite of certain disastrous +associations which she could never quite erase from her memory. His +wife was a non-significant, abundant, gently acquiescent pudding of a +woman, not without her utility as a background; and no one but Barbara +had the slightest objection to her presence. But Barbara, having a +fierce impatience of nonentities in general unless they chanced to be +animals instead of human beings, felt critical when her eyes fell upon +the good lady's expansive red bosom. She could not refrain from a +private grimace at Doctor John, and from whispering in his ear an acrid +comment on the inviting of a feather-bed to dinner. She was greatly +disconcerted, however, when Doctor John roared aloud; and, crediting +the good lady with an intuition quite foreign to her placid substance, +her conscience smote her smartly for the unkind comment. By calculated +chance she managed to let herself drift into the scant, unoccupied +corner of the sofa on which Mrs. Sawyer was sitting; and for the long +half-hour before dinner was served she beguiled the good lady most +successfully with thrilling descriptions of the presents which Glenowen +had brought. Mistress Sawyer was dearly fond of dining; but so +enthralled did she become in the description of Mistress Mehitable's +French night-rail that she did not hear when dinner was announced. +Then Barbara escaped, with an appetite and a proud conscience; and +proceeded to deal Robert a cruel blow by seating herself as far away +from him as possible, between Glenowen and Doctor Jim, who wisely +avoided trouble by avoiding interference on the dejected youth's behalf. + +Doctor John and Doctor Jim being both tenacious of old Connecticut +customs, the dinner began with a pudding of boiled Yokeag, or maize +meal, stuffed with raisins and suet, and eaten with a rich sauce. Then +came fish and meats in lavish variety, with ripe old ale, followed by +elaborate confections, nuts and fruits, and a fiery, high-flavoured +Madeira. With the Madeira came eloquence in conversation, and the +elaborate interchange of repartee and compliment deepened into a +discussion of the great matters which at that hour filled men's minds. +Barbara tried by daring gaieties to stem the tide of seriousness, which +seemed to her incongruous with the nuts and wine. But she was swept +away, at first reluctantly, then willingly; for, during the past two +years, in the intervals of fighting her aunt and loving her cats, dogs, +and horses, she had studied history, both colonial and English, with a +characteristic, avid zeal, and now had a pretty foundation of theory +under her seemingly reckless conclusions. + +In response to many interrogations, Glenowen had given at some length +and with temperate fairness an account of the latest difference in +Virginia between the royal governor and the stiff-necked House of +Burgesses. As the result of this lamentable clash of authorities, the +House had been dissolved, the Old Dominion was being governed in a +fashion contrary to the terms of her long-cherished charter, and the +trade of the colony was disastrously shrunken, because her people were +refusing to import goods subject to duties which they had not +themselves imposed. "When men and women begin to deny themselves +voluntarily for the sake of a principle, whether it be right or wrong," +continued Glenowen, "it is time for those at the helm to consider +clearly the course on which they are steering the ship of state!" + +"When kings lay hands on charters, free men rise up armed," said the +Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, rolling the polished phrase with a relish. +The sentiment sounded so at variance with those which he was commonly +held to cherish, that every one looked at him for a moment in silent +question. + +"I speak but in the abstract," he explained, waving a white hand +airily. "In the concrete the question baffles me, and I wait for +light!" + +"I confess I am astounded at Virginia," said Doctor Jim, in a great +voice, solemn with reprobation. "Virginia, colony of gentlemen, siding +with the rabble against the king! Where are Virginia's aristocrats?" + +"Would you impugn the gentility of Mr. Washington?" inquired Doctor +John, mildly. + +"Yes, I would, John Pigeon," snapped Doctor Jim, "or of any one else +who did not show his gentility by his deeds. And so would you, if you +were not a bit tarred with the same dirty brush as Mr. Washington." + +"Don't you think," ventured Robert, with diffidence, "that our +grievance--for, of course, there is a grievance, Doctor Jim--is against +the English Parliament? What is Parliament to us, that we should bow +down to it, when we have always had parliaments of our own? What's +sacred in Parliament? But the king,--that's a question of loyalty. +What's a gentleman without loyalty? Surely the gentry must stand or +fall with the king! Surely--" + +"What nonsense, Robert!" interrupted Barbara, severely scornful, +indignant at him for his views, but grateful to him for the opportunity +to express her own with point. "Who was it that whipped King John into +submission, and made him sign Magna Charta? Was it the riffraff or the +gentry, I'd like to know? Where there is a real aristocracy, Robert, +there is no need of kings!" + +"Barbara, dear!" cried Mistress Mehitable, appalled at this sweeping +heterodoxy. But the others laughed, with varying degrees of sympathy +or dissent. Doctor Jim wagged his head. + +"That's right, Robert, my boy," said he, sympathetically. "You draw +her fire, and let me skirmish around. That's the kind of thing I get +continually!" + +"Is it true," inquired Doctor John, "that that clear and capacious +intellect, James Otis, is permanently clouded since the wound he got in +the affair with the king's officers?" + +"''Tis true, 'tis pity; and pity 'tis, 'tis true!'" quoted Glenowen. +"A fine brain wasted in a smuggler's brawl. I take it there's no +wisdom to waste, among either Tories or Whigs, these days,--for these +days are big with Fate!" + +"Uncle Bob!" said Barbara, fixing him with a wide, level look, "what +are you, Whig or Tory? You seem so careful!" + +Glenowen laughed. + +"You insist on pinning me down to it, do you, saucy hussy? Well, I +wish I knew! I think there are some hundred thousand or more of honest +men in these colonies who are trying to find out which they really are, +right to the bone. But I can tell you in part. For one thing, I am an +Englishman, just as much an Englishman here as if I lived in England! +Do you know what that means?" + +"No!" said Barbara, bluntly, dissatisfied at this caution when she +counted on a hot partisanship. + +"It means that I will not be taxed save by my own consent! I am too +good an Englishman to let Englishmen in England treat me as less than +an Englishman because I am a colonist. But I am no leveller. I have +no patience with the doctrine of those sentimental Frenchmen who +promulgate the palpable folly that all men are born equal. I am loyal +to the king,--or, perhaps, rather, I should say, to the throne, which +seems to me just now unfortunate in its occupant. But I will not pay a +tax imposed by those who have no right to tax me! I would fight first. +I stand on Magna Charta." + +"Then you are a patriot now, Uncle Bob," said Barbara, fairly +satisfied, "and before long you will be a rebel! You wait and see! +You're all afraid to say it, but before long the colonies will be +fighting King George!" + +There were exclamations of protest from every one, even Doctor John, +the avowed and consistent Whig,--every one but Glenowen, who smiled +thoughtfully at Barbara's rashness. + +"Tut! Tut! You little fire-eater!" exclaimed Doctor John. "You +mustn't bring discredit on your party! We will fight with +constitutional weapons for our just rights, and bring that pig-headed +George to his senses. We must teach him to reign properly, and not to +meddle, that's all. No throat-cuttings in the English family!" + +"It would break my heart to fight against my countrymen," said Robert, +earnestly. "But if they should be so misguided as to take up arms +against the king, I should have no doubt as to my duty. The king may +be unjust; but if so, the injustice will doubtless be remedied by and +by. But better, surely, suffer some injustice than be traitor to your +king." This speech took courage on Robert's part, with Barbara's eyes +blazing scorn upon him. But he looked into vacancy, and made his +confession of faith regardless of consequence. + +"You fatigue me, Robert!" said Barbara. "Would you rather betray your +country than your king? Was the country made for the king? What's a +king? Greece and Rome did pretty well without them!" + +"What's this stuff and nonsense about fighting?" broke in Doctor Jim, +ignoring Barbara's argument as the chatter of a child. "Stuff and +nonsense! The notion of our clodhoppers standing up to the king's +soldiers, who have whipped the armies of the world! It is easy for +demagogues to rant, but they'd find it still easier to run!" + +"I fear you all underrate the peril--except this sauce-box here!" said +Glenowen, soberly. "And you, Pigeon, are like the king's purblind +advisers in underrating the spirit of the people. It is not a noisy, +but a sullen temper that seems to be spreading. And clodhoppers are +not all cowards! And those who call themselves patriots are not all +clodhoppers." + +"But who among our people can be so suicidal as to think of war?" asked +the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, taking a contemplative pinch of snuff. +"To fight a hopeless battle, and in inevitable defeat lose all!" + +"It is not the people who think of war as yet!" said Glenowen. "But +the arrogant soldiery, the blindly self-confident officials, the +insolent English officers, who seem chosen not to conciliate but to +enrage. So many of the officers sent out here do dishonour to the +repute of English gentlemen. They seem to look on colonists as a +subject race. I have seen them, in New York and in Boston, treat our +ladies with an insufferable condescension, such as they would never +have dared to show toward the same ladies in England. And I have seen +them studiously insolent to colonial gentlemen of birth and breeding +far above their own, as if the accident of being born in the mother +country instead of in America made them another race. Such conduct, +while unimportant in itself, rankles deeply, and sets the two branches +of the race in antagonism. Personal affront is mightier than argument, +and men cannot overlook a slight to their women." + +"I should think not!" cried Robert, loftily. "I would shed the last +drop of my blood for the king, but I should not let the king himself +put slight upon one of our ladies! I wonder you could endure to see +such things, Mr. Glenowen!" + +"I did not!" confessed Glenowen. "I have had several differences of +late!" + +Barbara's eyes sparkled, and her lips parted eagerly over her white +teeth. + +"You fought them, Uncle Bob! You fought them!" she cried. "Real +duels! How many did you fight? Oh, how lovely!" + +"Two, sweetheart, I'm sorry to say!" replied Glenowen, modestly. "It +was very inconvenient and annoying, because I have so many +responsibilities and could not afford to be skewered." + +"And how did you come off?" asked Doctor John, leaning far over the +table in his eagerness. + +"Nothing but a scratch or two, thanks to the righteousness of my +cause!" said Glenowen. + +"And the other chaps?" inquired Doctor Jim. "Doubtless they were +low-bred scoundrels, whom London would have none of! I hope you +pricked 'em!" + +"I wish I could feel sure that their manners had mended as well as +their wounds!" laughed Glenowen, gaily. + +Then, to Barbara's ill-concealed disgust, Mistress Mehitable led the +way into the drawing-room, leaving the men to smoke long pipes and +thrash out problems of constitutional law to the accompaniment of the +fiery old Madeira. In the drawing-room she was moody and silent, +grudging all the arguments that were going on without her. And when +Robert, who felt himself too unseasoned to stay with his elders beyond +one pipe and an extra glass, followed the ladies at a decent interval, +Barbara received him far from graciously. His last speech, in comment +on the insolence of the officers, had mollified her a little, but she +felt a smart resentment at his presumption in maintaining views so +opposite to hers. + +"I should think you would stay with the other men," she said, tartly. + +"I couldn't stay a moment longer," said Robert, gallantly, "for longing +to be with the most fair if _not_ the most gracious of ladies!" + +"You had better go back and learn something about your duty to your +country, by listening to Doctor John and Uncle Bob!" she counselled, +rudely. + +Robert bowed low, having himself just now well in hand, though his +heart was sore. + +"I take great pleasure in listening to them, as well as to Doctor Jim, +who also seems intelligent!" said he. + +"Oh," exclaimed Barbara, much nettled. "Doctor Jim talks a lot of +nonsense just to tease me; but he doesn't mean it,--at least, not all +of it. Besides, he is always interesting. But you, with your pedantic +stuff about loyalty and kings and treason, I don't find you interesting +at all! Please go and talk to Aunt Hitty and Mrs. Sawyer, and let me +read. Perhaps I'll be able to forget what you said at dinner!" + +"It is my pleasure to obey your lightest wish, fair mistress!" said +Robert, inwardly indignant, but outwardly amused at her ill-humour. He +went at once to the other side of the room, and exerted himself to such +good purpose that soon Mistress Mehitable's rare and silvery laughter +grew frequent, against an almost ceaseless gurgle of content from Mrs. +Sawyer. Robert was completely absorbed, while Barbara's interest in +her book was vexatiously divided. After half an hour she got up and +left the room, but he never noticed her going. Fifteen minutes later +she came back, with the gray and white "Mr. Grim" on her shoulder; and +he never noticed her coming, so intent he was, and so successful, in +his task of amusing Aunt Hitty and Mrs. Sawyer. This was carrying +obedience a little too far, and it fretted Barbara. Then the men came +in from the dining-room, smoky, and a little more fluent than ordinary, +and Robert was ousted from his post by Glenowen and Doctor John. But +instead of returning now to Barbara, he attached himself with an +engrossed air to Doctor Jim; and Barbara found herself established in +her nook with the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer. To be sure, his Reverence +made himself most agreeable, flattering her by the attention he would +have paid to a grown woman whom he considered intelligent. He +appreciated her brains, and acknowledged the lengthening of her +petticoats; and his attitude was a gratifying proof to her that she +really had grown to be a personage, rather than a child, within the +past few days. But she found herself unable to concentrate her wits on +what he was saying, and passed a rather grievous hour trying to look +the attention which her brain was not giving. When, at last, Doctor +Sawyer arose to go, she felt that he must think her the most stupid +girl in the world. Doctor Sawyer, on the contrary, enchanted by the +rapt silence and appreciation with which apparently she had hung upon +his words, went away with the conviction that she was a young woman of +astonishing intellect, whom they had, indeed, wronged greatly in +striving to force her into the narrow Second Westings mould. From that +hour, when she had watched him with glowing eyes, but hearing scarce a +word of all his wit, the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer was one of Barbara's +staunchest champions. + +When she turned from saying good-bye to Mrs. Sawyer, Barbara found +Robert standing close beside her in the hall door, apparently absorbed +in contemplation of Mrs. Sawyer's billowy, retreating figure. Barbara +touched him on the arm, and he turned to her with a quick apologetic +courtesy, as if his thoughts had been far off. + +"What were you thinking of, so far, far away?" she asked, feeling +somewhat left out and forlorn. + +"Why--why--I was thinking--" he stammered, as if unwilling to say, yet +unready with an evasion. + +"Oh, you needn't tell me, if it is so embarrassing as all that!" said +Barbara, tossing her head. "I was going to say, that after all the +talk and the excitement, I think the loveliest thing would be some +fresh, sweet air, and the smell of the woods!" + +"It would be, indeed--with you!" said Robert. + +"Then we will ride till supper-time. No,--there is a moon. We will +ride after supper. You may escort me if you want to! Do you?" + +Robert drew a long breath before he answered--and to Barbara the answer +was sufficient. + +"Yes, I want to!" he said, simply. "I was afraid I was to go away +without really seeing you at all!" + +"Go away!" exclaimed Barbara, lifting her brows in sharp displeasure. +"What do you mean, Robert?" + +"I must go back to Gault House to-morrow morning, without fail, for I +start for New York the day following, to be gone all winter." + +"Oh!" said Barbara; and turned and led the way back into the +drawing-room, leaving Robert completely mystified as to the meaning of +that noncommittal interjection. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +After supper, when Barbara came down dressed for riding and calmly told +Robert she was ready, Mistress Mehitable gasped, and looked at +Glenowen, expecting that he would meet the emergency by making a third. +As he seemed unconscious of the need of action, she shot an appealing +glance at Doctor Jim and Doctor John in turn. But they only grinned +inscrutably. Then she lifted her hands slightly and let them drop into +her lap, as if to say, "Bear witness, Heaven, that I am helpless!" and +thus she stifled the voice of protest in her bosom. She had given +Barbara freedom, and the responsibility that goes with freedom; and she +would not take back the gift. But it was one of the notable victories +of Mistress Mehitable's career, when she forced herself to sit in +smiling acquiescence while Barbara flew full in the face of all +convention. Amos, meanwhile, had brought the horses to the door; and +when the two young riders were gone, the hoof-beats sounding in slow +cadence down the drive, Glenowen said to her, with an understanding +smile, "You did right, sweet lady. 'Tis a filly, that, to be ridden +without the curb. Give her her head, and you'll have no great trouble!" + +"I feel sure you are right, Mr. Glenowen," said Mistress Mehitable, +sweetly. "But you may well believe it was a hard lesson for me, a Ladd +of Connecticut, to learn. And I fear I have not more than half learned +it yet!" + +"You can learn anything you have a mind to, Mehitable," said Doctor +Jim, with emphasis, "in the time it would take another woman to learn +the A, B, C of it!" + + +Neither Barbara nor Robert spoke till the horses emerged upon the +highway. Then Barbara cried: + +"Quick! Quick! I want the wind in my face!" + +With two miles of good road before them, they set their faces to the +night breeze and their horses to the run, and raced madly down the +moonlight, their shadows dancing long and black before them. The +saddle-leathers creaked a low, exhilarating music, and the galloping +swung like a pulse, and the roadside fence and shrubs fled by, and the +world was white in the moonlight. And still there was no speech, save +a soft word now and then to the rejoicing horses, whose ears turned +back for it sympathetically from time to time. + +At length they came to rougher ground, and slowed to a gentle canter. +Then Robert noticed a narrow wood-road turning off to the right, +vaulted over with lofty trees, and mystical with moon-shadows. + +"Where does that road go, my lady?" he inquired. + +"Where we are going!" answered Barbara, turning into it at a walk. +Then, as if she thought the answer too whimsical, she continued, "It +will take us back to the village by a longer and more beautiful way!" + +"Any longer way would be the more beautiful way!" said Robert. + +The reply interested Barbara, and in musing over it she forgot to say +anything more. + +The wood-road, thick-carpeted with turf and moss, muffled the horses' +hoofs, and an enchanted silence sank into the hearts of the young +riders. Here and there the woods gave back for a little clearing with +a lonely cabin; and the moonlight flooded in; and around the edges of +the clearing the thick-leaved branches seemed afloat, bubbles of glass +and silver on a sea of dream. Then, again, the fairy-lit glooms, +haunted but unterrifying! And Barbara began to think repentantly of +her harshness toward Robert. Soon the road dipped sharply, and crossed +a wide, shallow brook, upon whose pebbles the horses' hoofs splashed a +light music. Here they let the horses drink a mouthful, because +Barbara said the waters of that brook were especially sweet. When they +emerged on the other side, Barbara discovered she wanted a drink of it +herself, so sovereign were the virtues of that water. + +"How shall I bring it to you?" asked Robert, instantly dismounting, and +casting a hasty glance about him in quest of a birch-tree, from whose +bark to make a cup. + +"Make me a cup of your hands, of course!" said Barbara. "Give me your +reins. I must have the water, at once!" + +Robert removed his leather gloves, rinsed his hands in the sliding +sand, and then, with mighty painstaking care, got at least two +mouthfuls of the crystal uplifted to Barbara's lips. As she sipped, +and light as a moth her lips touched his hands, his heart seemed to +turn over in his breast, and he could not find voice for a word. +Silently he remounted, and in silence they ascended the slope from the +brook. His apparent unresponsiveness puzzled Barbara; but an awakening +intuition suggested to her that it was perhaps not so uncomplimentary +as it might seem; and she was not displeased. + +For half an hour they walked their horses thus, Robert sometimes laying +a light hand on Black Prince's shoulder or satiny flank, but never +daring to touch so much as Barbara's skirt. Then they saw the highway +opening ahead of them, a ribbon of moonlit road. Barbara reined up. + +"I think my saddle is slipping a little," said she. "I don't believe +Amos can have girt it tight enough!" + +"Why, I--" began Robert, about to remind her that, like a good +horseman, he had himself looked well to the girth before letting her +mount. But he cut the words short on his tongue, sprang from his +saddle, and busied himself intently with Black Prince's straps. When +he raised his head, Barbara smiled down upon him, and reached him her +left hand, saying sweetly: + +"Thank you, Robert. You are really very nice, you know!" + +Whereupon Robert bent abruptly, kissed the instep of the little +riding-boot which stuck out from under her skirt, and swung into his +saddle. + +The action thrilled Barbara somewhat, but at the same time piqued her +interest; and the interest dominated. + +"Why did you do that, Robert?" she asked, curiously, looking at him +with wide, frank eyes. "I didn't mind it a bit, you know! But it's +funny, to kiss my old shoe!" + +Robert gave a little unsteady laugh. + +"It was homage, my lady," said he. "Just my pledge of fealty, before I +go. You forget--I have the misfortune to displease you by being a +monarchist!" + +Barbara was silent a moment. She was sorry he had reminded her of +their differences of opinion. But, on the other hand, homage was not +unpleasant; and her scorn of kings did not of necessity extend to +queens. + +"_Why_ do you go?" she asked. + +"My grandmother is sending me at a moment's notice, to represent her in +a law-scrape which some property of hers--of ours--in New York has +suddenly got into. You know that, now that I am through college, I +have to get down to work at once in New York, and fit myself to look +after our estates. But I didn't dream I should have to go so soon!" + +"I am sorry!" said Barbara, simply. "We were having such a pleasant +time together!" + +"Were we, dear lady?" asked Robert. + +"_Weren't_ we?" demanded Barbara. + +"I am broken-hearted at going. I dare not tell you how +broken-hearted!" replied Robert, gravely. "But until this ride I have +been rather unhappy to-day, for you have several times made me feel +that you were displeased at my coming!" + +Now Barbara hated explanations, and she hated still more to be accused +justly. Urging Black Prince to a canter, she retorted: + +"I have no patience with you, Robert. I have been an angel to you. +Didn't I ride almost half-way home with you, when you were here before? +And now, haven't I let you come this _perfect_ ride with me,--when I +know Aunt Hitty thought I oughtn't? And you don't _deserve_ that I +should even let you talk to me one minute, when you are such a stupid, +bigoted Tory." + +Robert thought of many things to say in answer to this dashing flank +attack; but each answer seemed to carry unknown perils, so he kept a +prudent silence. After some time Barbara spoke again, mistaking his +silence for contrition. + +"Robert," she began, in a voice of thrilling persuasion, "won't you do +something I very much want you to do?" + +"I can think of no other pleasure to compare with the pleasure of +pleasing you, my lady!" he answered, ardently. + +"Then, will you not _really study_, without prejudice, the things that +are at the bottom of the trouble between us and King George? You have +such a good brain, Robert, I cannot think you will be on the side of a +king against your own country, when you have fully informed yourself!" + +Robert looked troubled. + +"I can honestly promise," said he, "to study the question still more +carefully than I have already. But I fear you will still consider me +obstinate, even then. If I could imagine myself disloyal to the king, +I should not consider myself worthy to profess myself your ever loyal +and devoted servant, fair mistress!" + +"To serve me, Robert, you must serve your country!" + +"And to serve my country, most dear lady, I must serve the king!" +persisted Robert. + +Barbara set her lips tight together, and galloped on. + +"I wish you better wisdom as you grow older!" she said, coldly, after +some minutes. + +"The best wisdom I may ever hope to attain will be all too little to +serve you with, my lady!" answered Robert, half gallantly, yet all in +earnest. And Barbara could not but vouchsafe a reluctant smile in +acknowledgment of so handsome a compliment. Thereafter there was +little more said. They rode through the village, past the lighted inn, +up the dim moonlit road to the porch of Westings House. But when +Robert, with a sort of bold deference, lifted her from her saddle, +holding her, perhaps, just a shade more closely than was requisite, she +felt in a forgiving mood. She knew that she liked him, she knew she +had been unpleasant to him, she was most sorry he was going away; and +what were old kings anyway that friends should be at loggerheads about +them? Answering her own thought, she impulsively pulled off her glove, +and gave Robert her bare hand. + +"We will be friends, won't we, king or no king?" + +And the radiance of the smile she lifted to him, as he held her thin +little hand in both his own, nearly turned the poor boy's head. He +bent over her--and just saved himself, with a gasp, from kissing the +ignorantly provocative mouth so rashly upraised. But he recovered his +balance, in part, and compensated himself by kissing the hand +passionately,--fingers and soft palm, and rosy oval nails, and +wrist,--in a fashion that seemed to Barbara very singular. At length +she withdrew the hand with a soft laugh, saying, composedly: + +"There, don't you think that will do, Robert? You did not kiss Mrs. +Sawyer's hand like that, did you?" + +"Of course I did!" declared Robert. "There was more of it to kiss, so +I kissed it more!" + +"Now you are horrid!" she cried, and ran past him into the house. + +But when he said good-bye to them all on the porch the next morning, +and set forth on his long ride back to Gault House, Robert carried with +him in the pocket over his heart what Barbara considered the highest +token of her favour, her well-studied, intimately marked, +oft-slept-with copy of Sir Philip Sidney's sonnets. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +The life of the individual, within its limits, is apt to present a sort +of microcosmic image of the life of the nation. There comes a period +of stress, when the germs of change and growth are sown. Then, +apparently without reason, time drags. The seasons roll apathetically +in their rut, and all is done as it was done last year. But in the +deeps the great impulses are maturing, the great forces are gathering. +The hour comes that looses them. Then in an instant, it seems almost +without warning, the quiet heart is in an insurrection, the people of +ploughshares is become a people of swords. With a life, or with a +nation, the events of a day may crowd ten volumes, or the annals of ten +years leave a page but meanly filled. Significance is all. We live in +our great moments. The rest is a making ready. + +That blue and yellow morning of sweet winds, when Robert rode away from +Second Westings, and Barbara, looking after him, felt three-fourths +regretful for his going and one-fourth for her dear copy of Sir Philip +Sidney's sonnets, was a morning in the late summer of 1769. He was to +have returned the following June. But neither that June nor the next, +nor the next following nor the one thereafter, did he return to the +quiet villages of Connecticut and the banks of the great river that had +given him birth. From year's end to year's end he found himself tied +to the desk in his mother's brother's office, the office with the coat +of arms over the door, and the diamond windows looking out on Bowling +Green. He worked faithfully; but, being of the king's party yet +sturdily American, a loyalist yet alive to the grievances of the +people, a Tory yet not intolerant of views hostile to his own, an +aristocrat, yet unfettered by the traditions of his clique and clan, he +had all the social diversion that the gay, extravagant, rich, and +foppish little city in the toe of Manhattan Island could afford. +Wealthy, well-born, courtly, and kindly, the garlanded snares of the +mammas of Manhattan were laid thickly but vainly for his feet. He was +squire to all the fair; but not one, unless by some of those thrilling +fictions with which maids triumph over their rivals, could claim aught +of him that was exclusive or committal. And he knew Sir Philip +Sidney's sonnets by heart. + +About once in two months, or thereabouts, went a letter to Second +Westings, full of coloured comment on the doings of the city,--of +remarks sometimes stilted and sometimes illuminating on the latest +books from London,--of elaborate compliments that concealed rather than +revealed the emotion glowing behind them,--but of the questions of the +day, of Penal Acts, Port Bills, Tea Duties, Coercion, and Continental +Congresses, no word. Robert had fulfilled to the letter and the spirit +Barbara's demand that he study minutely the points at issue between the +colonies and the king. He had realised the blindness and folly of the +king, he had acknowledged that the colonies were right to resist, by +every constitutional means, taxation by a parliament in which they were +not represented. But his loyalty to the throne was unshaken by his +regret that the king should be unjust. He tried to believe that the +counsels of the great Englishmen whom he adored,--Pitt and Burke, the +friends of America,--would open the eyes of George III. in time to +prevent the cruel arbitrament of war. But--should it be war,--well, +his ancestors had bled cheerfully for Charles Stuart when they knew he +was in the wrong, and Robert felt that he would maintain, at whatever +cost, the tradition of his ancestors. To be loyal to a good king, a +king in the right, where was the distinguishing merit of that? But to +be loyal to king in the wrong, and at great cost,--that, to Robert, +seemed loyalty worth the name. + +Meanwhile to Barbara, in her green world of Second Westings, life +seemed to have got caught in a drowsy eddy. The months went by in +uneventful circuit, for all the echoes of great doings that came up +from time to time and stirred the tranquil air. She rode, canoed, +read, studied spasmodically, bullied Amos, loved the animals, distilled +strange essences, repudiated the needle and the crochet-hook, as of +old. As of old, she had wild whims, repentances, indignations, dreams, +and ardours born of dreams. But all these things had grown paler, in a +way, had lost something of their bite and vividness. It was as if Fate +had turned a screw and changed the focus. Moreover, she could no +longer, as before, believe each mood eternal and all-important. She +had a consciousness that there were other interests lurking in life, +and this kept her in an attitude of waiting. But the love between her +and Doctor John and Doctor Jim lost nothing in this waiting time, but +grew as Barbara grew in stature and self-knowledge; and she lost +nothing of her delight in the friendship of Mrs. Debby Blue, to whose +cabin she would flee about once a month, when the vagrant blood, +growing riotous in her breast, would make her tolerant of no company +but that of the shrewd old outlaw dame. As for her aunt, Barbara's +love for the blue-eyed little Puritan spinster, born that crucial +morning of Mistress Mehitable's unexpected forbearance and seed-cakes, +flourished and ripened with not one serious setback. Of course, a +complete understanding between two such opposite tempers could not +spring up in a day; but Mistress Mehitable was nothing less than heroic +in the consistency with which she held herself to her new policy; and +Barbara, having been astonished into an incongruous devotion, was ready +enough to make sacrifices on the new altar. Whenever the atmosphere +began to feel overcharged between them, they would say the nicest +things they could think of to each other, and then, with much ingenuity +of chance, keep apart for two or three days. In this way new +misunderstandings were avoided; till gradually the natural love between +them set deep root into their hearts, and grew strong enough to dare +such tempestuous flurries of the mood as cannot but blow up once in +awhile when two women are living alone together. + +But while her own life had seemed to have grown so tranquil that she +wondered if things had forgotten to happen, Barbara knew that in the +outside world it was different, so different as to make her stillness +seem like sleep. In the outside world she knew events were crowding +and clamouring upon one another's heels, under a sky of strange +portent. She kept herself informed. She wrangled lovingly with Doctor +Jim; she argued tactfully, though hopelessly, with Mistress Mehitable; +she debated academically with the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer; she ranted +joyously with Doctor John, and Squire Gillig, and Lawyer Perley, and +old Debby, all four patriots, and the last two frank rebels. For the +sake of finding out the drift of Second Westings sentiment, she once in +awhile emerged from her prickly exclusiveness to smile upon her fellows +of quality, and was surprised to find them mostly patriots in their +way, with souls that strove to rise above embroidery and tatting. As +for the common people, the workmen and apprentices and their kind, she +got at their hearts easily in her impulsive fashion, and found the +majority of them slowly heating to rebellion. In Amos, her devoted +Amos, however, she unearthed a fiery royalist, ready to out-thunder +Doctor Jim himself; so she ceased to do Amos the favour of bullying +him, and Amos grew at times too dejected to care much about King +George. The results of these observations she conveyed minutely in +frequent letters to her Uncle Bob, who was now committed to the +so-called 'Continental' side. To Robert Gault, also, in his office +looking out on Bowling Green, Barbara would write about once in three +months. But in these letters she wrote of the woods and the winds, of +what blooms were out in the river-meadows, of what birds were nesting +or winging,--and never a word of what was in all men's mouths. She was +waiting for Robert to declare himself converted to her views, after +digesting the course of study to which she had set him. And she +refused to admit the possibility of a clear-headed gentleman, as she +knew him to be, being so misguided as to cling to opinions different +from her own. To her mind Truth was a crystal of which but one facet +could be lighted at a time. One side of a question was apt to present +itself to her with such brilliancy that all the other sides were thrown +into obscurity together. As for the flamboyant Toryism of Doctor Jim, +she regarded it with an invincible indulgence, as one of those things +preordained from the first,--a thing which she could not even regret, +because without it Doctor Jim, who was in every way adorable, would be +so much the less himself. Who cared for an eccentricity or two in a +being so big of body and soul as Doctor Jim? But she could not help +being glad that Doctor John's eccentricity, to which she would have +been equally indulgent in case of need, took a different form from +Doctor Jim's. The Toryism of her Aunt Hitty she regarded as a part of +the lady's religion, and with that Barbara would never dream of +meddling. By an unspoken understanding, she and Mistress Mehitable had +agreed to leave each other's sanctuaries unprofaned. + +By the time of the "Boston Tea-Party," a little before Christmas in +1773, Second Westings was so established in its stiff-necked, though +indolent, Whiggery, that Doctor Jim and Mistress Mehitable sat +enthroned, as it were, in the lonely isolation of their Toryism, with +Amos proudly humble at their feet. The Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, whose +interest in the controversy had been almost wholly academic from the +first, and who cultivated on all matters outside his creed a breadth of +mind to compensate for his narrowness within it, had judged it right to +follow his flock where he could not lead it, and had amused himself by +letting Barbara--of whose conquest he was genuinely proud--convert him +to her doctrines. He was now a constitutional patriot, a temperate and +conservative champion of colonial privilege, as opposed to kingly +prerogative. When came the soul-stirring news of how the valiant men +of Boston Town had confronted the dread tea-chests in their harbour, +and torn them piecemeal, and cast their fragrant contents into the +tide, then no soul in Second Westings but Doctor Jim, Mistress +Mehitable, and Amos, would drink a drop of tea--except in private. +Certain compromising spirits, anxious to be both patriotic and +comfortable, had laid in a supply betimes, and so without public +scandal could dally in secret with the uninebriating cup. But Barbara +despised the alien leaf at all times; and Doctor John preferred hard +cider or New England rum; and old Debby had a potent concoction of +"yarbs" which made the Chinese visitor insipid; so Mistress Mehitable +and Doctor Jim were free to victual their strongholds with nearly all +the tea in Second Westings. Over the achievement of the Boston heroes +Mistress Mehitable was gently sarcastic and Doctor Jim boisterously +derisive; while Doctor John exclaimed, "Tut! Tut! such child's play +does no good! Such mummery! Tut! Tut!" and Squire Gillig, ardent +"Continental" but cautious merchant, said, "Such wicked waste! There's +a lot of good money gone! They should have confiscated the stuff, an' +hid it, an' sold it by an' by cheap, along through the back townships!" + +But to Barbara it seemed that the act was one shrewdly devised and +likely to bring matters to a head. Her reading of it seemed justified +a few months later, when the port of Boston was closed, as a punishment +for rebellious contumacy,--and the charter of Massachusetts +abrogated,---and a military governor, with four English regiments, +established in the haughty city by the Charles,--and the capital of the +province removed to its ancient rival, Salem. + +The news of the billeting of the troops on Boston, and the removal of +the capital to Salem, came with a shock to Westings House. It came in +a copy of the _Connecticut Gazette_, delivered at Mistress Mehitable's +dinner-table while she and Barbara were entertaining Doctor John and +Doctor Jim, Squire Gillig, and the Reverend Jonathan and Mrs. Sawyer. +It had been a gay repast, but when Mistress Mehitable, craving +indulgence by reason of the times, read out the Boston news, a cloud +descended upon the company. Squire Gillig began to say something +bitter, forgetful of Mistress Mehitable's sentiments, but was stopped +by a level stare from the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer's authoritative +eyes. Then Doctor John spoke--no longer droll and jibing, but with the +gravity of prescience, and turning by instinct to his brother. + +"Jim! Jim!" said he, "this is going to mean _war_. I see it! I see +it! The people will not stand much more,--and more is coming, as sure +as my name's John Pigeon. Your precious king's gone mad. He's going +to force it on us!" + +Doctor Jim shook his great head sorrowfully. "I am sorry for this, +John. I think the king is not well advised in this--on my word I do. +It is too harsh, too sudden. But the people won't fight. They may +riot, and talk,--but they won't fight. We are too strong for you, +John. There will be no war. That would be absurd!" + +"There will be war!" repeated Doctor John, still looking into his +brother's eyes. The two men had forgotten every one else. "There will +be war, if not this year, the next. The people will fight,--and that +soon!" + +"Then the people will be beaten, and that soon, John!" retorted Doctor +Jim, firmly, but in a low voice. + +"The king's armies will be beaten, Jim! You mark my words! But it is +going to be a terrible thing! A horrible and unrighteous thing! There +will be dividing of houses, Jim!" + +There were several seconds of silence, a heavy, momentous silence, and +Barbara held her breath, a strange ache at her throat. Then Doctor Jim +brought down his fist upon the table, and cried in his full voice: + +"A dividing of houses, maybe,--but not a dividing of hearts, John +Pigeon, never a dividing of hearts, eh, what? eh, what?" + +He reached out his hand across the table, and Doctor John seized it in +a mighty grip. The long years of love and trust between them spoke +suddenly in their strong, large faces. + +"No, never a dividing of hearts, Jim, in the days that are to come, +when our swords go different ways, and we see each other not for a +time!" + +Then their hands dropped apart, and both laughed uneasily, as they +glanced with a shamefaced air about the table. + +"Tut! Tut!" said Doctor John. "That precious king of yours bids fair +to make life damnably serious, Jim. Send him away from the table at +once!" + +But the diversion came too late; for Barbara was weeping heedlessly, +and Mistress Mehitable, with her white chin quivering, was dabbing her +handkerchief to her eyes with an air of vexation at her own weakness; +while good Mrs. Sawyer gazed at them both in wide-eyed, uncomprehending +wonder. + +"If there's a war," sobbed Barbara, "_you sha'nt_ go to it, either of +you! We need you, _here_. And--and--you'd both get killed, I know! +You're both so splendid and big and tall,--and you wouldn't--take care +of yourselves, and the bullets _couldn't_ miss you!" + +At this picture Mistress Mehitable grew pale, where she had been red, +and cast a frightened look at Doctor Jim, then at Doctor John,--then +back at Doctor Jim. + +"Barbara's right, I think," she said, with an air of having weighed the +question quite dispassionately. "You should not leave your patients, +on any account. There are so many men who can destroy life, so few who +can save it. Physicians have no right to go soldiering." + +"That's just it, honey!" cried Barbara, flashing radiant eyes through +her tears. "Oh, what a wise little Aunt Hitty you are! What would we +ever do without you!" And her apprehensions laid themselves obediently +to rest. + +"Well, well!" cried Doctor Jim. "What are two graceless old dogs like +us, that the dear eyes of the fairest of their sex should shed tears on +our account? We should go and kick each other up and down the length +of Second Westings for the rest of the afternoon, for causing such +precious tears,--eh, what, John Pigeon?" + +"'Tis the least we can do, Jim!" said Doctor John. "But now I come to +think of it, we needn't arrange to go to the war before there's a war +to go to, after all." + +"And when the war does come, you'll both stay right here, where you +belong!" decreed Barbara, holding the question well settled. + +"Who knows what may happen?" cried Doctor Jim. "You stiff-necked +rebels may experience a change of heart, and then where's your war?" + +"Barbara, sweet baggage," said Doctor John, wagging his forefinger at +her in the way that even now, at her nineteen years, seemed to her as +irresistibly funny as she had thought it when a child, "I cannot let +this anxiety oppress your tender young spirit. Set your heart at rest. +If there be war, Jim Pigeon may go a-soldiering and get shot as full of +holes as a colander, and I'll do my duty by staying at home and looking +after his patients. There'll be a chance of some of them getting well, +then! I've never yet had a fair chance to save Jim Pigeon's patients. +_I_ won't desert a lovely maiden in distress, to seek the bubble +reputation at the cannon's mouth!" + +"How can you lie so shamelessly, John Pigeon?" demanded Doctor Jim. +"I'll lay you a barrel of Madeira you'll be leaning against the butt of +a musket before I am!" + +"Done!" said Doctor John. + +"I think you are both perfectly horrid!" cried Barbara. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +That day of the news was a boundary day. It set sharp limit to +Barbara's years of calm. From that day events came quickly, change +pressed hard on change, and no day, for her, was quite like its +predecessor. A veering of the current had snatched her from her +shining eddy, and swept her forth into the tide of life. + +On the morning following the dinner, while still alive to a sense of +menace in the air, Barbara received a letter from her uncle. As she +read it, her eyes sparkled, her heart bounded. Then, as she passed it +to Mistress Mehitable, and Mistress Mehitable took it with cheerful +interest, her heart sank. She felt a pang of self-reproach, because +she found herself willing to go away and leave her aunt uncompanioned +in the solitude of Westings House. Glenowen had undertaken certain +business, in the way of searching records and examining titles, which +was driving him at once to New York, and bade fair, he said, to keep +him there for upwards of a year. He wanted Barbara to go with him. +And Barbara's pulses bounded. There, she thought, were the lights and +the dances, the maskings and the music, the crossing of swords and +wits, the gallants and the compliments and the triumphs, which she was +longing to taste. Mistress Mehitable's face grew grave as she read the +letter. It grew pale as she looked up and saw by Barbara's face the +hunger in her heart. Mistress Mehitable had a vision of what Westings +House would be, emptied of the wilful, flashing, vivid, restless spirit +which for the past few years had been its life. But she was unselfish. +She would not say a word to lessen Barbara's delight. + +"It will be lovely for you, dear!" said she, with hearty sympathy. +"You are just at the age, too, when it will mean most to you, and be of +most value to you. I am so glad, dear!" + +But Barbara had seen the look in her face, and gave no heed to her +brave words. + +"I _can't_ go, honey, and leave you here alone!" she cried, +impetuously, jumping up and hugging the little lady with a vehemence +born of the effort to convince herself that what she said was true. +She felt that she could and must go; but that the joy of going would be +more than damped--drenched, indeed, with tears--at the thought of how +much Mistress Mehitable would miss her, of how empty Westings House +would be without her, of the scar her absence would leave in their +little world. With her intense individuality, her lively +self-concentration, it almost seemed to her as if their little world +could not even attempt to go on without her, but must sleep dully +through her absence. + +"Of course you will go, Barbara dear!" said Mistress Mehitable, +decidedly. "It is only natural and right you should want to go, and +go. I cannot pretend that it makes me very happy to think of doing +without you for a whole year. No words can tell you how I shall miss +you, dear child. But I should be a thousand times more unhappy if I +were to feel myself standing in the way of your happiness. No, no, +indeed, don't talk any nonsense about not going. Besides, your Uncle +Bob has the right to have you with him for a while." + +"Oh, I wish you could go, too!" sighed Barbara. "_Can't_ you? _Then_ +it _would_ be lovely!" + +Mistress Mehitable laughed softly. "Not very well just now, child!" +she answered, assuming a gaiety. "Perhaps some other time it might be +managed. Now, we'll have to plan about getting you ready,--and your +uncle has only left us a wretched little week to do it in!" + +So it was settled, without any stress or argument whatever, that +Barbara should go to New York with Uncle Bob just eight days from that +day; and so was decreed, with such effort as it might take to order a +breakfast, nothing less than a revolution in Barbara's life. + +While the two women were discussing weighty problems of dressmaking, +lingerie, and equipment various,--what should be made at Second +Westings, and what should be left to New York shops and the tried taste +of Uncle Bob,--Doctor Jim came in, less robustious and breezy than his +wont, his eyes big with momentous tidings. He kissed the ladies' +hands, and sat down thoughtfully opposite, scanning their faces from +under bushy, drawn brows. They both looked at him with expectant +inquiry. + +"You were most intent on whatever you were talking about!" said he, +presently. "I hope I don't interrupt! May I hear all about it? Or +should I run away, eh, what?" + +"You never interrupt,--or if you do, you are forgiven beforehand, Jim!" +said Mistress Mehitable. + +"What we were talking about will interest _you_, Doctor Jim, you +naughty old thing!" cried Barbara, saucily. "It was petticoats, +bodices, and silk stockings, and such like feminine frivolities! But +what have _you_ got to tell _us_? You are just _bursting_, you know +you are. Tell us, and we'll tell you something!" + +"John Pigeon's going away to-morrow!" said Doctor Jim, and then shut +his mouth hard. + +"What? Going away?" cried both women at once, scarce crediting their +ears. + +"Going away to Hartford, to-morrow, to take a hand in organising some +of their rebellious militia!" continued Doctor Jim. "I'm ashamed to +tell you. But he was ashamed to tell you himself, thinking you would +not like it, so he sent me ahead to make his peace for him. It doesn't +mean anything, you know. Just a sort of bragging counterblast to those +four regiments of ours at Boston. I wouldn't be down on John for it, +eh, what, Mehitable?" + +"When will he return?" asked Mehitable, feeling that her world was +being emptied. + +"Down on him!" exclaimed Barbara. "Why, it's _noble_ of him. Think +how it will encourage all the patriots of our township!" Since she was +going away herself, Doctor John's going was easy enough to bear. + +"I wasn't talking to you, you saucy rebel!" retorted Doctor Jim. +"We'll have that crazy little black head of yours chopped off for high +treason, one of these days, if you don't mend your naughty manners. +'Patriots,' indeed! Addle-pated bumpkins! But"--and he turned to +Mistress Mehitable, "you asked me, dear lady, when John Pigeon would +return. Within a month, I think. He will tell you more precisely for +himself!" + +"Jim," said Mistress Mehitable, gravely, "we are going to be lonely for +awhile, you and I." + +"Lonely!" exclaimed Doctor Jim. "That's not what bothers me. It's the +pestilent, low, vulgar business that's taking him!" + +"Yes, of course," assented Mistress Mehitable, "but 'tis not Doctor +John only that purposes to forsake us, Jim. Barbara is going to New +York, to stay a year." + +Doctor Jim's face fell. He glared at Barbara for half a minute, his +shaggy eyebrows working. + +"Nonsense, child!" he cried, wilfully incredulous. "What cock-and-bull +story's this? I won't have my feelings worked upon!" + +"It's true, Doctor Jim. I'm to go with Uncle Bob, next week!" said +Barbara, very soberly. + +"But you sha'n't go! We can't spare our bad little girl. You're too +young, Barby, for that wicked city down there. We _need_ you here, to +keep us from getting too _good_. You sha'n't go, that's all! You see +what John Pigeon'll have to say about it, eh, what?" + +"I must, Doctor Jim!" answered Barbara. "Aunt Hitty and Uncle Bob have +both decided on that. I feel homesick, sort of, already, at the +thought of it. And I know I shall miss you all just horribly. But, +oh, I do want to go, after all. It's all so gay and mysterious to me, +and I know I'll have such fun. And it will be so lovely, when I'm +tired of it, to come back and tell you all about it! Won't it?" + +"Well! Well! I suppose we'll have to let her go," sighed Doctor Jim. +"Thank Heaven, _you're_ not going, Mehitable, dear lady!" + +"I'm glad _you're_ not going, Jim,--either to New York or to Hartford!" +said Mistress Mehitable, with a little laugh. Then she held out her +hand to him, flushing softly. + +"It would be hard indeed for me to go anywhere, Mehitable, were you to +bid me stay!" said Doctor Jim, kissing very reverently the hand she had +held out. Then, without waiting for an answer to this, he hastily +turned again to Barbara, saying: + +"By the way, sweetheart, Bobby Gault is in New York, is he not,--eh, +what? He will be glad to see you again, perhaps! It is possible he +may help make things pleasant for you, eh, you baggage?" + +But Barbara was not in a mood to repay his raillery in kind. + +"I don't know that I'll make things pleasant for Robert," she answered, +thoughtfully, "if he still clings to his ridiculous views about kings +and things!" + +"Tell that to the marines, you sly hussy!" exclaimed Doctor Jim, +regaining mysteriously his wonted large good humour. "Don't tell me +this isn't all made up between you and Robert!" + +Barbara looked at him soberly for a moment. Then the old audacious +light laughed over her face, her eyes danced perilously,--and Mistress +Mehitable felt a tremor of apprehension. She always felt nervous when +Doctor Jim had the hardihood to draw Barbara's fire. + +"Do you know, Doctor Jim, I don't feel quite so badly as I did about +leaving you and Aunt Hitty! I think, you know, you will be quite a +comfort to each other, won't you, even if Doctor John should have to +stay longer than he expects in Hartford!" + +At this moment Doctor John himself came in, to Mistress Mehitable's +infinite relief. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +When Glenowen came to Second Westings he was in such haste that Barbara +concluded he had other duties in New York than the searching of records +and verification of titles; but with unwonted discretion she asked no +questions. Affairs of state, it seemed to her, were the more +mysterious and important the less she knew about them; and it pleased +her to feel that the fate of commonwealths, perchance, was carried +secretly within the ruffled cambric of her debonair and brown-eyed +uncle. From Second Westings they journeyed by coach to New Haven, and +from that city voyaged by packet down the Sound to New York. Arrived +in New York, they went straight into lodgings which Glenowen had +already engaged, in an old, high-stooped Dutch house on State Street. + +From the moment of her landing on the wharf, Barbara was in a state of +high exhilaration. The thronging wharves, the high, black, +far-travelled hulls, the foreign-smelling freights, all thrilled her +imagination, and made her feel that now at last unexpected things might +happen to her and story-books come true. Then the busy, bustling +streets, where men jostled each other abstractedly, intent each on his +own affairs, how different from Second Westings, where three passers-by +and a man on horseback would serve to bring faces to the windows, and +where the grass on each side of the street was an item of no small +consequence to the village cows! And then the houses--huddled +together, as if there was not space a-plenty in the world for houses! +It was all very stirring. She felt that it was what she wanted, at the +moment,--a piquant sauce to the plain wholesomeness of her past. But +she felt, too, that it would never be able to hold her long from the +woods and fields and wild waters. + +Of her arrival Barbara sent no word to Robert, though she knew by +somewhat careful calculation that his office was but a stone's throw +away from her lodging. She looked forward to some kind of a dramatic +meeting, and would not let her impatience--which she scarcely +acknowledged--risk the marring of a picturesque adventure. When +Glenowen, the morning after their arrival, gave her the superfluous +information that Robert's office was close by, right among the +fashionable houses of Bowling Green, and proposed that they should +begin their exploration of the city by strolling past his window, +Barbara demurred with emphasis. + +"Well," said Glenowen, thinking he understood what no man ever has a +right to think he understands, "just as you like, mistress mine. I'll +drop in on him myself, and let him know where we are, so he can call +with all due and fitting ceremony!" + +"Oh, Uncle Bob!" she cried, laughing at his density, "don't you know +yet how little _I_ care for ceremony? 'Tis not that--by any manner of +means. But I want to surprise Robert,--I want to meet him at some fine +function, in all my fine feathers, and see if he'll know me! You know, +it is five years, nearly, since we saw him. Have I changed much, Uncle +Bob?" + +"Precious little have you changed, sweet minx!" answered Glenowen. +"You're just the same small, peppery, saucy, unmanageable, thin brown +witch that you were then, only a _little_ taller, a _little_ more +good-looking, a little--a very little--more dignified. No fear but +he'd know you, though he saw you not for a score of years. 'Twere as +easy perhaps for a man to hate you as love you, my Barbe! But forget +you! Oh, no!" + +So it was that in the walks which they took about the point of +Manhattan Island, during the first three or four days after their +coming, they avoided Bowling Green, save in the dim hours of twilight; +and Glenowen, prone to humour Barbara in everything, had a care to shun +the resorts which Robert Gault affected. He learned, by no means to +his surprise, that Robert was uncompromisingly committed to the Tory +party, but this he did not feel called upon to tell Barbara. + +"Time enough! Time enough!" said he to himself, half whimsical, half +sorrowful. "Let the child have her little play with all the mirth +that's in it! Let hearts not bleed until they must! She won't forgive +him,--and he won't yield,--or I'm not Bob Glenowen!" + +In New York, where most of his life had been spent, Glenowen knew +everybody; and he was _persona grata_ to almost everybody of +consequence. His standing was so impregnable, his antecedents so +unimpeachable, his social talents so in demand, that even the most +arrogant of the old Tory aristocrats--the Delanceys, the Philipses, the +Beverley Robinsons--were not disposed to let their hostility to his +views hamper their hospitality to his person. + +It followed, therefore, as a matter of course, that almost before she +had gathered her wits after the excitement of the journey and the +changed surroundings, Barbara found herself afloat upon the whirl of +New York gaieties. Every night, in the solitude of her bedroom in the +old Dutch house, in the discreet confidence of her pillow, she was +homesick, very homesick, and a child again. She would sob for Aunt +Hitty, and Doctor John, and Doctor Jim,--and for big, round-faced, +furry "Mr. Grim," whom she had so tearfully left behind,--and for Black +Prince, who, she felt sure, would let no one else ride him in her +absence,--and for dear old Debby in her lonely cabin. She would think +very tenderly of Amos,--and then, with a very passion of tenderness, of +her own little room over the porch, now silent and deserted. With +great surges of pathos she would picture Mistress Mehitable going into +the little room every day, and dusting it a bit, and then sitting down +by the bed and wishing Barbara would come back. In such a melting mood +Barbara would resolve not to be horrid any more, but to send for Robert +the first thing in the morning, and tell him just how glad she was to +see him. + +But when morning came, she would be no more the homesick child, but a +very gay, petulant, spoiled, and sparkling young woman, her head full +of excitements and conquests to come. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +To her first ball Barbara went in a chair, just five days after her +arrival in New York. The method of locomotion appealed greatly to her +mood; and as the bearers jogged her gently along, she kept her piquant +face at the window and felt as if she were playing one of the pictures +of court ladies on their way to St. James's,--ladies such as she had +often dreamed over in the London prints. For this ball, given at the +Van Griff house, just a few blocks from her own lodgings, she was +dressed in the very height of the mode, as to all save her hair. She +was obstinate in her aversion to the high, elaborate coiffure,--in her +adherence to the simple fashion and the single massive curl which she +had decided upon, after many experiments, as best becoming her face. +She liked her hair, accounting it her only beauty, and rather than +disguise it she would let the mode go hang. For the rest, her attire +met the severest demands of Uncle Bob, who was even won, at the last, +to approve what he called her eccentricity in the matter of hair. He +decided that her very precise modishness in other respects would prove +her title to independence in the one respect; and it was with +unqualified satisfaction that he contemplated the effect she would +produce on the New York fashionables. + +"Are you sure I look fit to be seen with you, Uncle Bob?" she had +inquired, anxiously, the last thing before they set out. "You are such +a beau, you dear; and so distinguished-looking!" + +"I shall take no discredit by reason of you, I think!" answered +Glenowen, dryly. "Unless, indeed, by reason of the slayings of your +eyes! But slay the gallants, slay them, sweetheart! They be king's +men, mostly,--and there'll be so many the less to fight, by and by, for +the king!" + +"I'll do what such a homely little brown thing can!" laughed Barbara, +blithely, an excited thrill in her voice. But even at the moment her +heart misgave her, at the thought that, more than likely, Robert was +one of these same "king's men!" + +This first ball, at the Van Griffs', was to Barbara a whirl of lights, +and colours, and flowers, and bowing, promenading, pirouetting forms. +The spacious rooms and shining floors and smiling faces and stirring +music intoxicated her. The variety and brightness of the costumes +astonished her, the women's dresses being fairly outshone by the strong +colours of the uniforms worn by the English officers, and by the even +more dazzling garb affected by the civilians. Yet if all this +bewildered her heart, outwardly she was at ease, composed, and ready; +and Glenowen, across the room, watching her the centre of a group of +eager gallants,--fop, officer, and functionary alike clamouring for her +hand in the dance,--wondered if this could be the headlong, hard-riding +little hussy whom he had brought from the wilds of Second Westings. +The stately belles of Manhattan, beauties serene or beauties gay, +sisters to the lily or sisters to the poppy and the tulip, eyed with +critical half-disfavour this wilding rose from the backwoods, agreed +that she was queer-looking if not ugly, and resented her independence +in wearing her hair so as to display its beauties to full advantage. +That she was well gowned and danced well, they were in general fair +enough to acknowledge; but they could not see why so many men found her +interesting to talk to. In a word, she was a success from the start. +She went home at last, very wide-eyed, tired, triumphant, excited--and +disappointed. She had not seen Robert. She had just once heard his +name, spoken casually, as that of one whose absence seemed a thing +unusual, whose presence seemed a thing to be desired. She knew that +she had made an impression. She knew, even, that she had made herself +popular, at least with the men. With her accustomed candour she had +proclaimed herself a rebel, in response to some jest at the expense of +Boston, and had settled the score thrice over by her witty jibes at +King George. But even in that royalist circle her audacity had done +her no harm. The English officers themselves, carried away by her +brilliance and amused by her daring, were loudest in their applause. +They not unreasonably agreed in their hearts that it could do the king +no harm, while it undoubtedly would be a great satisfaction to +themselves, if they could win some favour in the eyes of this most +bewildering and provocative little rebel. Perceiving this, Barbara had +not spared her shafts; and the most deeply wounded of her victims had +been the most assiduous of her admirers. But of all the men who had +been presented to her, danced with her, paid court to her, of all the +women whom she had met, favoured, or in clash of glances subtly defied, +she retained but a bright jumble of unassorted names and faces. One +only had gained a foothold in her remembrance. A certain young officer +in the colonial militia, one Cary Patten by name, had been presented to +her by her uncle with particular commendation, as being altogether of +his own way of thought; and him, for his laughing blue eyes, his frank +mouth, his broad shoulders, and his boyish swagger, she had liked so +well that he stood out among her impressions, and she felt it would be +pleasant to meet him again. In fact, to his open and immense elation, +she had told him so. + +"Well, mistress mine, how did you like it?" asked Glenowen, as, candle +in one hand and skirts in the other, she held up her face to be kissed +good-night. + +"Oh, I loved it, Uncle Bob!" she answered, with conviction. + +"Well, it loved you!" said Uncle Bob. + +But as he turned away to his own room, he wondered if Barbara was +really quite as satisfied as she professed, or whether her failure to +meet Robert, and include him among the numbers of her slain, had +clouded at all the splendour of her triumph. + +Two evenings later there was another ball, an altogether bigger and +more imposing function, at the house of the Surveyor-General half a +mile out of town. At this, as she was told, every one would be +present, and therefore, she agreed, Robert would certainly appear. +With a view to circumstances which might conceivably arise in the event +of Robert's appearance, she had with great difficulty kept a number of +dances free, when her admiring cavaliers at the Van Griffs' were +striving to fill her cards in advance. If he should fail to +come,--well, she had reason to think that she would not be left to +languish unattended. + +Meanwhile, however, she little knew how violently her pretty scheme was +being brought to nought, she little knew how emphatically Robert was +being enlightened as to her presence in New York. She should, indeed, +have thought that the story of her triumphs at the Van Griffs' would +reach his ears, for on the day following that event, her maid, a +garrulous West Indian mulatto whom Glenowen had engaged immediately on +their arrival, had told her over her toilet that her name was already +the toast of the finest gentlemen in town. But somehow it never +occurred to her that Robert would hear anything. She thought of him +only as riding, or paddling a canoe, or sitting at his desk, or going +to balls and wandering about alone, thinking of her, gravely smiling +now and then, courteous, and silent. As a vital factor in this +glittering life he had never presented himself to her imagination,--or +it is possible she might have written to him from Second Westings more +often than twice or thrice in the year! + +The house of the Surveyor-General stood behind its trees far back from +the road, on a series of terraces set with walks, parterres, trimmed +hedges, statuary, and secret arbours. The house was a blaze of light. +The terraces were lighted with a gay discretion, here shining, there +enshadowed. As she drove up with her uncle in the coach, a little +late, and heard the music and the musical babble of voices, Barbara +thrilled deliciously, with a prescience that this was to be an eventful +night. She was no longer dazzled,--only strung to the highest tension. +She realised that all this was her birthright, to be used, played with, +thrown aside when tired of, but meanwhile enjoyed to the topmost pitch +of relish,--hers just as much as the buttercup fields, the thrush-sweet +orchards, the ancient woods of Connecticut. She felt herself mistress +of the situation. + +"Oh, Uncle Bob," she whispered, drawing a quick breath of anticipation, +as she gave him her hand and stepped daintily from the coach, her +high-buckled, high-heeled white satin slippers and little white silken +ankles glimmering for an instant to the ensnaring of the favoured +eye,--"oh, Uncle Bob, isn't it lovely?" + +"You are, my Barbe!" he answered, peering down with high content upon +the small disastrous face half-hidden in the hood of her scarlet +cardinal. + +"Let me tell you, Uncle Bob, you look extremely nice yourself!" she +responded, squeezing his hand hard. "I didn't see one other man at Mr. +Van Griff's so handsome and distinguished-looking as you!" + +"Dear me!" retorted Glenowen, musingly, "what is the baggage going to +ask me for to-morrow? Whatever it be, she must have it!" + +Barbara reached her hostess with difficulty, and was given small time +for her greetings. All through her first dance she was so absorbed in +looking for Robert that she paid scant attention to her partner's +compliments, though she realised that they contained imcomprehensible +veiled reference to something which she was supposed to know all about. +To her partner, one Jerry Waite by name, her ignorance seemed assumed, +and vastly well assumed; and presently with his growing admiration for +her cleverness came a dread lest he should transgress, so he +diplomatically shifted to new ground. But had she not been quite +absorbed in her quest, Barbara's most lively curiosity would have been +awakened by his meaning words. + +At last she sat down by a curtained doorway and sent Mr. Waite to get +her fan, that she might make up her mind as to the advisability of +inquiring frankly about Robert. Her scheme was working too slowly for +her impatient spirit; and, moreover, it was beginning to dawn upon her +that Robert might not unnaturally feel aggrieved, and perhaps even +prove difficult and exasperating, if she did not see him soon. She had +about concluded to invoke the aid of Uncle Bob,--with whom she was by +and by to dance the minuet,--when a word behind the curtain caught her +ear. + +"La! Mr. Gault!" cried a pretty, affected, high-pitched voice. "Who +thought we should be so favoured as to see you here to-night! Not +dancing, surely! But 'twere less cruel to us poor maids to stay away +entirely, than to come and let us look and pine in vain. But you are +very white,--sit down by me and tell me all about it. La, there's +nothing I so love!" + +It was Robert's voice that answered,--Robert's voice, but grown deeper, +stronger, more assured, than as Barbara thought she remembered it. + +"It was nothing at all, dear Miss Betty,--a mere scratch!" he answered. +"'Tis but the loss of a little blood makes me paler than ordinary, I +suppose. But the doctor said there was no reason in the world I should +not look in on the gaieties for a minute or two,--and see what new +wonder of a gown Miss Betty was wearing,--provided I gave my word not +to dance." + +Barbara was conscious of the rustle of Miss Betty's flirtatious fan. + +"La, sir!" cried the pretty, high voice again, "you make light, of it; +but they tell me it was very handsome done. And is it true that poor +Carberry is in a bad way? Fie upon you, Mr. Gault, to spit an officer +of the king and so strengthen the hands of the enemy." + +Barbara's heart was beating very fast. So Robert had been fighting a +duel, had he! And been wounded,--but slightly! And the quarrel with +an officer of the king! This looked as if her anxieties were +unfounded. But on the other hand, this loquacious girl--whom Barbara +despised instantly and honestly--seemed to claim him as belonging to +the king's party. Barbara trembled with excitement, and with fear lest +her absent escort should come back too soon. He did come back, at that +moment; but with a ravishing look that turned his brain she sent off +again for an ice and a glass of punch. Meanwhile her alert ears had +heard Robert replying cheerfully to Miss Betty. + +"Oh, Carberry will be all right in a week or two," said he. "'Twould +much hasten his recovery were one to send him word of Miss Betty's +solicitude. A three weeks at most will take him off my conscience and +the doctor's hands!" + +Here another voice intervened. + +"Traitress!" it exclaimed, "I have been seeking you this half-hour!" + +"Let me talk to Mr. Gault one moment more, Jack!" pleaded Miss Betty. +"He was just going to tell me all about it,--weren't you, Mr. Gault?" + +"Not if I know Bob Gault," retorted the voice. "Nay, nay, dear lady, I +will yield you not one minute more to Gault, on any pretext. Shall I +court disaster by leaving the most fickle as the fairest of her sex to +the wiles of this pale hero, this wounded champion of dames!" + +"You're right, Jack!" cried Miss Betty. "I see he's dying with +impatience to go and find her, and claim a champion's reward! She's +here, Mr. Gault. I saw her but a moment back. Go wherever you see the +men a-crowding fiercest!" + +So Robert had fought for some woman, had he? He had a tie, then! +Barbara felt a tightening about her heart, an impulse to rush from the +room. Then she said to herself, "What more natural? What are we but +the best of friends? And have I ever been really nice to him?" +Promptly anger took the place of the unreasonable hurt; and the anger +made her cool upon the surface, so that she had herself well gathered +in hand when the curtain was pushed aside, and Robert came +through--just at the same moment that her partner came up with the +punch. + +Robert sprang forward with face transfigured. But to Barbara's chagrin +he did not seem at all surprised. + +"I am glad to see you, Robert!" she said, gravely, holding out her hand. + +Robert bent over it and kissed it in silence, unable, for the moment, +to find his voice. + +"Are you not glad to see me--to see an old friend out of the old days?" +asked Barbara. + +"I have no words to tell you how glad I am, my dear lady!" he answered, +in a low voice, wishing that Jerry Waite would have sense enough to go +away, instead of standing there in that idiotic fashion with the punch. + +"But aren't you _surprised_ to see me, Robert?" Barbara went on, +forgetful of Mr. Waite and the punch. + +"I suppose I ought to be surprised, my lady," answered Robert, with +some bitterness in his tone, "surprised that you have condescended to +see me at all, in view of the length of time you have been here without +letting me know! I learned yesterday of your coming--after every one +in town apparently knew of it!" + +To Jerry Waite the scene was utterly incomprehensible. Oblivious to +all good manners, he was staring open-mouthed. Barbara saw the +astonishment in his face, quite naturally misunderstood it, and flushed +angrily. The pain and wrath which she had by such an effort of will +crushed down in her heart crept up again stealthily, and began to +mingle unrecognised with this superficial annoyance. + +"I had thought to surprise you,--a harmless little play, Robert, to see +if you would recognise an old, old friend grown up!" she said, in a +cool voice. "But since you are so dissatisfied, we had better not talk +about it. You may call and see me some day soon, if you like. I am +just around the corner, on State Street. Uncle Bob will give you the +address. Will you take me back to my seat, Mr. Waite? Thank you so +much for the punch." + +Robert could not believe his ears. Was he dismissed for the evening? +The blood began to beat fiercely in his head. + +"But, Barbara," he exclaimed, "aren't you going to give me at least +_one_ dance?-- Hold on, Waite, just a minute, will you!-- You can't +be engaged for all so early in the evening. I came at the very first, +in hopes of catching you and getting several." + +Barbara paused. By this time the thought of that other woman, for whom +he had fought,--for whom he was wounded,--for whom he carried now this +pallor,--for whom he had been too impatient to talk to Miss Betty +behind the curtain,--the thought of that other woman was gnawing at her +brain in a way to confuse her judgment. She was not exactly in love +with Robert, but she was intensely interested, and in the course of the +years a sense of proprietorship had grown up. The idea of another +woman, with a prior claim, outraged her pride at the same time that it +wrenched her heart with a sense of irremediable loss. + +"You are not dancing, I understand, Robert," she said, looking coldly +into his eyes. + +Robert's heart gave an exultant leap. She knew about the duel, then! + +"I had thought, my lady," said he, softly, "that you might, under the +circumstances, consent to forego a dance or two, and talk with me about +old times." + +The circumstances, indeed! Barbara's eyes blazed in spite of all her +efforts at self-control. This was insolence. Yet she could in no way +show she recognised it. For a second or two she held her tongue. + +"I hear you have been greatly distinguishing yourself, Robert," she +answered, in a voice of somewhat artificial sweetness, "and have taken +some hurt in the affair, and really should not be here at all!" She +looked at her tablets with hypocritical care. "You should have found +me earlier. I shall not be free to give you a dance for _hours_ +yet,--not till quite near the last. You will probably not be able to +stay so long!" + +Robert grew tenfold whiter than before, and his mouth set itself like +iron. She knew,--it was clear she knew,--and yet she could act in this +hopelessly light, cruel, merciless way. It was inhuman. Had she no +spark of womanly tenderness? He would trouble her no more. + +"No, I shall not stay," he said, quietly. "Good-night, Mistress Ladd! +Good-night, Waite!" He took her outstretched hand so lightly that she +saw rather than felt that he had taken it; bowed over it, so low that +he seemed to kiss it, yet did not actually touch it with his lips; then +nodded civilly to Waite, strode off down the side of the room, through +the door, and was gone. Barbara little guessed the many eyes that had +watched and wondered at the episode. She imagined that all were quite +engrossed in the dancing. + +"Now please take me to the other room, Mr. Waite!" she commanded. "I +fear I was engaged for this very dance, and my partner will think me +rude!" + +Waite was in hopeless bewilderment. He particularly liked and admired +Robert Gault. He was silent for a few moments, and then exclaimed with +seeming irrelevance: "Women do beat me!" + +Barbara looked up at him quickly, as she took her seat. + +"What do you mean?" she asked. + +"I beg your pardon, most fair and inexplicable Mistress Ladd," replied +Waite, who had been puzzled almost out of his manners, "but,--if you +will permit me to say it,--if this be the fate of your friends, what, +oh, what must be the fate of your enemies!" + +"I don't understand you!" said Barbara, haughtily. "Pray explain +yourself!" But just then a young scarlet-coated officer, Nevil Paget, +came up, claiming the hand of Mistress Ladd; and Jerry Waite, who had +begun to realise that he was in deep water, hailed the rescue gladly. + +"I shall have the honour to claim you again, gracious mistress," said +he, "and I shall explain myself then, if you bid me. Meanwhile, I make +way for those more fortunate than I." + +And now, in her bitterness and disappointment, Barbara flung herself +heart and soul into the folly. When the young Englishman started to +speak of a duel, she shut him up so mercilessly that for five minutes +he durst not open his mouth. But she proceeded to flirt and bedazzle +him, half flouting, half flattering, till in five minutes more he was +nigh ready to fling all the pedigree of all the Pagets at her small, +light-dancing feet and beg her to dance upon it her whole life long. +She danced everything, and between the dances held a court more crowded +and more devoted than that which had paid her homage at the Van +Griffs'. She was deaf to all attempts to lure her out upon the fairy +terraces, because when she first saw them she had decided that Robert +should take her out there to tell her what a wonderful surprise she had +given him. But the men whom she refused were not driven away by her +denial. She mixed bitter and sweet for them all so cunningly that none +could tell in which of the twain lay the magic that held them thrall. +And all the while her heart smouldered in her breast like a hot coal in +the ash. + +At length came her minuet with Glenowen; and after it her uncle, who +thought he detected something feverish in her gaiety, and felt moved to +cool it a little if he might without damage, asked her if she had seen +Robert. + +"For a moment or two," she answered, with an indifference beyond reason. + +Glenowen had heard all the story of the duel, and wondered what had +gone wrong. + +"Why did he go home, sweetheart, so soon after our coming?" he inquired. + +"Did he go home?" she queried, casually. "You know he was hardly fit +to be out. Even heroes can't stand the loss of blood!" + +"What did you do to him, child?" persisted Glenowen. + +This questioning chafed on Barbara's raw and bleeding nerves. + +"Robert made himself very disagreeable," she replied, crisply. "I +showed that I was disappointed in him, and he seems to have got angry +and gone home!" + +"Disappointed in him!" exclaimed Glenowen. Then he hesitated, and went +on: "Really, Barbara, are you quite human? Forgive me if I--" + +Barbara faced him squarely, and he felt, though he could not see, the +flood of tears pent up behind her shining eyes. + +"Uncle Bob!" she whispered, in a tense voice, "if you are going to +criticise, take me home _right away_. I can't stand one thing more!" + +Glenowen knew her better than any one else ever could, and his +displeasure melted as he caught signal of a distress which he did not +understand. Yet he knew better than to be too sympathetic, having more +than once experienced the perilous relaxing powers of sympathy. + +"Well, well, sweetheart," he laughed, lightly, "forgive me. I've no +doubt it would seem all right if I knew. And what does it matter to me +about Bobby Gault, anyhow, so long as my little girl is happy?" + +"She isn't happy, Uncle Bob! But that isn't _your_ fault, you dear, +not ever in the world!" + +As they moved apart from the promenading throng, and paused at an open +window overlooking the terraces, Barbara's ears, acute as those of the +furtive kindred in Westings forest, again caught a word that was not +intended for them. She saw two painted and tower-headed dames, sitting +not far from the window, point her out to another who had just taken a +seat beside them; and she heard the newcomer remark, behind her fan: + +"That ugly little rebel! Insult an officer of the king's troops for +her!" + +Barbara's face flushed scarlet, and she looked at her uncle. But he +had heard nothing,--and she remembered that her ears were keener than +those of other people. The remark, however, puzzled her, and started a +vague, troublesome misgiving. Thereafter she found it difficult to +resume the spontaneous fervour of her gaiety. Fits of abstraction +would take her unawares; but her courtiers thought them merely another +touch of art, effective as they were unexpected. She was now looking +forward to the dance with Jerry Waite, and the explanation which he had +so rashly promised. She had intended to snub him severely, but when he +came for her at last he found her altogether gracious. + +"Would you mind very much if we sat somewhere and talked, instead of +dancing?" she asked. And Waite, nothing loth, led her to a seat just +beyond the long windows,--nearer to the terrace than any other man had +succeeded in getting her to go. This filled him with elation, and he +was glad, rather than otherwise, that she had refused to go out among +the walks and arbours. Here his triumph was visible every moment to +his disappointed rivals. He was, of course, like the rest, half +infatuated with Barbara; but being a sane youth, with a sense of +humour, he knew the difference between infatuation and half +infatuation. He imagined there was more between Barbara and Robert +than there really was; and he did not hold himself any match for Robert +in a race for hearts. Therefore, he was capable of thinking of his own +prestige. And to heighten that he had an inspiration. When, after +waiting till she could wait no longer, for him to bring up the subject, +Barbara asked him to give her the promised explanation of his remark, +he fenced cleverly till the time was close at hand when he knew she +would be claimed by another partner. He saw this prospective partner, +Cary Patten, eyeing her hungrily, ready to swoop down and take +possession at the first permissible moment. Then he said: "In very +truth, fair mistress, the explanation necessitates a long story. To +tell you a little would leave me in a worse light than I could endure +you to behold me in. The story comes first,--and then the explanation +follows with ease!" + +"When will you explain? My curiosity has been most artistically +aroused!" said Barbara, maintaining with an effort her tone of +sprightly merriment. + +"If I might have the honour of waiting upon you to-morrow, I am bold to +hope I might succeed in interesting you!" suggested Waite. + +"You may come in the morning," answered Barbara, promptly. "Say about +eleven o'clock." + +The delighted Jerry was ceremoniously bowing his gratitude for this +command, conscious that it would make him the envied of all the +gallants of Manhattan, when Cary Patten came up and carried Barbara off +with rather more eagerness than ceremony. He had been most hard hit of +all her victims at the Van Griffs' ball, and had experienced deep +dejection over the rumour which had that day associated her name with +Robert Gault's. Robert's early departure from the ball had somewhat +cheered him, however; and now, with that simplicity, not unlike +Barbara's own, born of secure family position and careless disregard of +convention, he determined to find out if the field were open. He saw +that Barbara was distinctly friendly to him,--whether for his own sake +or for what Glenowen had told her of his sympathies,--and he trusted to +his directness to disarm her possible resentment of his questioning. + +"If you will pardon me, gracious lady," he began, after the customary +interchange of compliment, "I am going to ask you something about our +friend Gault. Carberry was accounted till to-day the best sword in the +colony. Now he stands second best! It took uncommon high courage or +uncommon deep interest in the quarrel, to cross swords with such a +master,--but, of course--" + +Barbara's face changed, and she interrupted him crisply. His first +phrases had been interesting enough, but at the words "uncommon deep +interest in the quarrel," the vision of that unknown woman floated up +and laughed in her face. + +"I am weary of the subject, Captain Patten. It seems to me it should +be possible to talk of something else. If not, let us listen to the +music, please!" + +Never before had Cary Patten been so snubbed. The experience was novel +to him, and he did not like it. But he found more than ample +compensation in the thought that Barbara's words showed no impassioned +interest in Robert Gault! If such a fight, and in such a cause, left +her indifferent, then surely he need have no great fear of Robert as a +rival. To be sure, he thought Barbara's indifference a little cruel, a +little heartless,--but so much the greater the reward if he could +awaken heart in this flashing, audacious, irresistible little witch. +Cary Patten had small knowledge of the feminine heart, being much +absorbed in his boyish ambitions, his dreams of splendid daring; and he +had a healthy, well-founded faith in his own powers. His bright, +handsome face looked glum for a moment or two; then he laughed frankly +and cried: + +"Served me just right, for being so bold, sweet mistress. I implore +you forgive me, and be friends! On bended knee I sue--to speak +figuratively. I dare not do it in fact, you know, else all the men in +the room would be on their knees about you, which would look singular!" + +Yes, he was a nice boy, and Barbara not only forgave him, but tried to +resume her old gaiety for his pleasure. So far as his pleasure was +concerned, she succeeded; though older and keener eyes than Cary +Patten's would have seen that her mirth was forced. He left her +feeling that he had made no small progress; and he trod on air in his +elation because she had promised him no less than three dances at the +very next ball at which they should meet. His succeeding partners +found him tender but absent-minded,--a combination which they +interpreted to their advantage or otherwise, according to their +knowledge of men's hearts. + +But as for Barbara's heart, it was now yielding to the strain, and she +felt that she could keep up the play no longer. Her anger had given +out before the need of it, as a stimulant to flirtation, was past. +Only pain, humiliation, disappointment, remained to her, and she felt +that if she did not get away at once something would happen. With all +the obstinate force of her will she kept a hold upon her imperious +vivacity, and would hear no appeals when her next partner was bidden to +fetch her uncle and call her coach. + +"Take me home, _please_, Uncle Bob!" she pleaded; and he, after a +glance into her eyes, yielded comprehendingly. Her reason for going, +indeed, he did not comprehend; but her need of going he comprehended +instantly. Till the very last moment she kept herself at pitch, +laughing, sweetly jibing, taunting, provoking, inviting, so that the +men who insisted on helping Glenowen escort her to her coach felt that +the glitter had gone from the dance with her departure. But once safe +inside the coach, and beyond the lights, she flung herself upon Uncle +Bob's neck and broke into a storm of sobbing. She vouchsafed no +explanation, and the sagacious Glenowen asked no questions; and she +wept, intermittently, all the way to the high-stooped old Dutch house +on State Street. To such a bitter end had come the evening, the +wondrous evening, of which she had hoped, expected, claimed so much! + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +Barbara slept little, but lay late, and Glenowen was away about +business ere she appeared. By the time her caller arrived she was +fairly herself, only subdued in spirit, sorrowful, and homesick. She +had taken pains, however, that her morning toilet should be becoming; +and Jerry Waite thought her pallor, the shadows about her great grave +eyes, the wistfulness of her scarlet mouth, even more enchanting than +her radiance and sparkle of the night before. + +"This is most gracious of you, fair lady, to let me come so soon!" he +murmured ecstatically, over the rosy brown tips of her slim fingers. +"Did the other men but know of it, I should have feared for my life to +come without a guard!" + +Barbara smiled faintly, willing to appreciate his flatteries, but in no +mood for badinage and quip. + +"Nay, sir!" she answered, "do not lay it to my graciousness, which is +scant to even so charming a gentleman as Mr. Waite, but to my +curiosity, which I acknowledge to be great and insistent. Tell me this +wonderful thing you promised to tell me!" + +Jerry Waite assumed an air of mock supplication. + +"I implore you, dear lady, suffer me for one moment to delude myself +with the ravishing dream that 'twas for my company, no less than for my +story, that you permitted me to come.-- What, no, not for one moment +the sweet delusion?" + +Barbara shook her head resolutely. + +"No, first deserve favour, before you presume to claim it, sir!" she +retorted. "Earn my grace by a story as interesting as you have led me +to expect. Then, perhaps, I may like you well enough to let you stay +awhile, for the sake of your company!" + +"So be it, if so the queen decrees!" said Waite. "My little story is +about a duel, of which, as I gathered last night, the fairest +but--pardon me--not always the most gracious of her sex knows a little, +but not the most interesting details!" + +"I have heard too much already of this duel!" interrupted Barbara. "I +do not understand how it concerns me!" + +"Oh, lady, this impatience of yours!" said Waite, watching her keenly. +"How can you expect to understand the manner in which it concerns you, +if you will not let any one tell you the story? I stand pledged to +make the story interesting on pain of forfeiting your good will!" + +"Well," agreed Barbara, with seeming reluctance. In very truth she was +trembling with eagerness for him to go on. "But, I pray you, be as +brief as is consistent with justice to your claim as a narrator!" + +"I will be most brief!" said Waite. "For the merit lies in the story +itself, not in the fashion of the telling. Yesterday, a little after +the noon hour, some half-score gentlemen were gathered by chance in +Pym's Ordinary, where many of us frequent for the latest bit of gossip. +There was talk of this, that, and the other, but most of the charms of +a lady whom we know and reverence--" + +"Who was she?" asked Barbara. + +But Waite, intent upon his story, paid no heed. + +"The praises, the compliments, the eulogiums," he went on, "that were +heaped upon this magical name seemed to show that every man was at her +feet. All but Carberry. Captain Carberry is a chill-souled, carping, +sarcastical fellow, and arrogant withal, by reason of the unmatched +agility of his blade. It had pleased him to be displeased by certain +sweet, if a trifle pungent, sprightlinesses of the lady in question; +and now his comments ran sharply counter to those of the rest of the +company. He did not admire her at all,--which was, of course, within +his undoubted rights, however it discredited his taste. But presently +his criticisms became a trifle harsher than was fitting; and there was +a moment of uneasy silence. Then, clear upon the silence, Gault +spoke,--Gault, who had hitherto been listening without a word. + +"'Carberry,' said he, quietly, 'you have said just enough. One word +more will be too much!' + +"Every one held his breath. There was an ugly look about Gault's +mouth, and we trembled for him. He is liked, you know; while Carberry, +a man ten years older, is feared. Carberry looked Bob over, with a +supercilious smile, which meant mischief, as we knew, and then drawled +slowly: + +"'I shall say whatever it may please me to say about that damned +little--' But no one was to hear the sentence finished. We can never +have our curiosity certainly satisfied as to that word, which just then +got smashed beyond recognition behind Carberry's teeth. It was +probably not so very bad a word, if the truth were known. Bob was +taking no risks on that score. His blow was straight as a bullet; and +Carberry went sprawling over two chairs and a table. + +"When he picked himself up he was quite cool,--collected and +businesslike. That we knew to be his deadly way, and we trembled for +Bob. Bob, however, seemed as easy in his mind as Carberry. The two of +them, indeed, were so deuced civil you might have thought they were +arranging to marry each other's sisters. There was no time lost, you +may be sure. Seconds were chosen, terms agreed upon, a doctor sent +for, and we promptly made up a little pleasure party to the woods. + +"As for the fight, dear lady, I spare your gentle soul the details. It +lacked just one element of interest to the connoisseur,--both +combatants fought in one fashion. There was no contrast, such as one +might have expected between a boy of twenty-three and a veteran of +thirty-six. At the very first Carberry had attacked with fury,--but +when he felt the quality of Bob's wrist he saw it was not a case for +bluster, and settled down to business. Both fought smiling, alike +cool, wary, dangerous, sure of the result. Where and when Bob learned +it, we none of us knew. He is a queer, reticent chap in some ways. +But learned it he had,--and I, who like to study faces, saw the tinge +of surprise in Carberry's face pass to admiration. His rage was +forgotten in the exhilaration of his favourite game. I never again +expect to see two blades so nicely matched. The excitement to us +watchers grew intense, till our knees felt weak. But they two seemed +as fresh as when they started. + +"At last--'a touch!" said Carberry,--and then, by the slight hissing of +the words between his teeth I realised the strain. + +"'Not at all!' answered Robert,--and his words, too, came hissingly, +for all the easy smile upon his lips. Then both grew white. And for a +few minutes there was no change. And it seemed to us that our eyes +could follow the blades no longer. And then--for the life of me I +could not see how it happened--a red stain came on the shoulder of +Bob's shirt; and in the next second Carberry, letting his sword fall, +dropped in a heap. + +"Before we could recover our astonishment, Robert and the doctor +together were bending over the wounded man, and had his shirt ripped +open. 'I've got it, eh?' said Carberry, faintly. 'A fair, clean +thrust, an' served me damn well right!' And he held out his hand to +Bob,--who grasped it with both his, and looked now, all of a sudden, +like a boy ready to cry. + +"'Stuff and nonsense, Captain!' exclaimed the doctor. 'You've not got +your quietus with _this_ bare bodkin. You'll be all right, sound as +ever, in a month, a fortnight maybe!' + +"'Thank God!' cried Robert. + +"'My sentiments exactly!' said Carberry, his voice stronger with the +knowledge that he was not dying. 'Gault, my compliments, with my best +apologies! Great sword, my boy, great--' and with that he swooned from +the pain and loss of blood. And we, very happy that all had ended so +happily, got him to the coach, and so home. And the rest, dear +Mistress Ladd, you know!" + +"A mighty interesting story, I admit!" said Barbara. "But still I ask, +of what especial, immediate interest to me?" + +Waite looked at her curiously. Was it possible she could be so blind? +But her wide eyes were innocent of all comprehension. It suddenly +occurred to him that, new come to town as she was, she found it +impossible to imagine _her_ name the theme of tongues. He began to +understand. + +"You know the lady," said he, and paused. + +"Well, sir, 'tis possible. I have met many in the few days that I have +been in New York. What is her name--since you seem to hold it an +important matter." + +"Her name, dear lady--her name is one that stirs a thrill of admiring +homage in all our hearts. It is--_Mistress Barbara Ladd_!" + +Barbara caught her breath, and her eyes dilated. + +"What?" she cried, though she had heard quite clearly. + +"Her name is Mistress Barbara Ladd!" repeated Jerry Waite. + +"Oh, Mr. Waite. No! No! Don't tell me it was on my account that +Robert fought. Impossible! He might have been killed! And I +thought--" but she stopped herself in time, without saying what it was +she had thought. + +Jerry Waite became serious. + +"It seems to me, dear lady, that your thought, whatever it was, did +Gault an injustice," said he, gently. "And that is my explanation. Am +I forgiven?" + +Barbara conquered her distress. This was the easier--after the first +pang of remorse--because the fact that Robert had not failed her soon +overtopped in her mind the fact that she had failed Robert. That +unknown woman--the hateful vision vanished in a burst of light. The +ache of loss was healed in her heart. She was reinstated, too, in her +self-esteem. New York grew bright again. Her conquests were once more +worth while. Robert should behold them all,--and be one of them,--the +most subjugated of them all. At last her face grew radiant,--her eyes +dancing, her teeth flashing, her mouth the reddest rose, her clear +brown cheeks softly aflush. + +"Yes, indeed, Mr. Waite," she cried, holding out her hand. "It is a +beautiful story, and wins you a very high place in my regard. You may +stay and talk to me till dinner-time, if you like; and then my uncle +will be glad to have you dine with us!" + +The first part of the invitation Waite accepted with alacrity, and +cursed himself bitterly that he had an engagement to prevent him +staying for dinner. In the conversation that followed Barbara gained +him and chained him fast, not as a mad, intoxicated lover, but as one +of the best and most loyal of her friends. But the moment he was gone +she rushed to her scrutoir and in fierce haste scribbled a note. It +ran: + + +"DEAR ROBERT:--I did not understand at all. I thought something quite +different from the truth. I have just found out about things. Please +come and talk to me till dinner-time, if you like; and then let me tell +you how perfectly horrid I think myself. + +"BARBARA." + + +This she sealed with a care that contrasted curiously with the haste +with which she had written it. Then she called her maid and sent it +around to the stately-doorwayed office on Bowling Green. + +The answer that came was merely a bunch of dark red roses, with never a +written word; but Barbara found it quite satisfactory. To Robert it +would have seemed superfluous to have said he would come. Barbara made +her toilet with especial care, selecting everything with a view to +making herself look as nearly as possible like the Barbara of the old +Second Westings days. As she surveyed herself in the glass, she was +astonished at the result. Had she really put the hands of time back +five years? As she remembered, she had looked just so on the afternoon +when Robert came, and found her in the apple-tree reading "Clarissa." +It was three o'clock already,--and Robert had been waiting already half +an hour in the drawing-room below,--but she took yet a few minutes more +for a finishing touch. She basted up a deep tuck in her +petticoat,--about half an inch off for each year blotted from her +calendar,--and then, with flaming eyes and mouth wreathed in laughter, +she ran down to receive her guest. It was the direct obverse of the +meeting she had planned. + +"Did you ride over, Robert? Or did you come in the canoe?" she asked, +as if she had but that moment jumped down out of the apple-tree. + +"Barbara!" he cried, and seized and kissed both hands. + +"I was beginning to fear that you had forgotten the way to Second +Westings!" she went on, in gay reproach. "Why, it is _weeks_ since you +were over; and the young catbirds in the currant bush have grown their +wings and flown; and the goldenrod's in flower; and the 'Early +Harvests' are beginning to turn red on the old apple-tree over by the +gate; and how will you explain your long absence, sir, to Aunt Hitty, +and Doctor John, and Doctor Jim, I'd like to know!" + +Robert was devouring her with his eyes as she spoke. "Oh, you do +indeed look just as you did that day I found you in the apple-tree!" he +cried, at last. "So weary long ago,--yet now, sweet lady, it seems but +now!" + +"Let us play it is but now," laughed Barbara. + +"Yes," said Robert,--"but _please_ don't send me right away to Doctor +Jim, as you did that morning! I will try not to incur your +displeasure. And don't be in such a hurry to get back to 'Clarissa' as +you were then!" + +So all the afternoon they talked the language and the themes of Second +Westings, with the difference that Barbara was all graciousness, +instead of her old mixture of acid and sweet. And when Glenowen came +in to supper he was admitted to the game, and played it with a relish. +And when, after supper, the three went riding, they took what they +swore to be the Westings Landing Road,--though certain of the +landmarks, as they could not but agree, looked unfamiliar. Almost they +persuaded themselves that on their return they might entreat Mistress +Mehitable to brew them a sack posset. + +It was not till three days later, when Robert was begging more than his +share of dances for a ball to be given that night at Government House, +that Barbara explained--lightly and laughingly, but in a way that +suffered Robert to understand--her quite inadequate reasons for having +treated him so cavalierly on the evening after his duel. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +For the next few weeks Barbara enjoyed herself without stint, and found +New York quite all that she had painted it. To Robert she now +vouchsafed sufficient favour to keep him fairly happy and good +company,--or, at least, to enable him to make himself good company by +an effort of will. Yet she held him on the chilly side of that +frontier which separates the lover from the comrade. He was her +favoured escort, but not so favoured that other admirers could fancy +themselves warned from the field. And he was kept restless, tormented, +jealous. He was made to feel--as others were allowed to think--that +his primacy in privilege was based solely upon old friendship and +familiar memories. But the moment he attempted to crowd aside the new +friends,--among whom Cary Patten, Jerry Waite, and young Paget caused +him especial worry,--Barbara would seem to forget all their intimacy +and relegate him to a position somewhat more remote than that of the +merest acquaintance. The utmost that he durst claim at any time was a +certain slight precedence in her train of devoted cavaliers. She +danced, rode, flirted, with something so near approaching impartiality +that she let no moth quite feel itself a fool in scorching its wings at +her eyes. Yet no one could presume upon her graciousness; and no one +but Cary Patten had the temerity to push his suit to the point where +she was put on the defensive. Cary Patten was promptly dismissed. But +when he as promptly came back on the very first occasion, she had +forgotten the matter, and remembered only how she liked his honest +boyishness, his sanguine boldness. Cary, applying one of those general +rules which were apt to be so inapplicable in the special case of +Barbara, decided that not one, nor indeed a dozen, refusals need reduce +him to despair! And Barbara, when afterward she came to think of it, +liked Cary Patten the better because he had not sulked over his defeat. + +Meanwhile Barbara was exercising a restraint upon one point, which was +in flat contradiction to her wonted directness. She was carefully +avoiding, in Robert's presence, a discussion of those political +questions with which the whole country, from Maine to Georgia, was then +seething. This was easier than it would have been even a few weeks +before, for the reason that as the differences grew more deadly society +grew more cautious about letting them intrude themselves among its +smooth observances. Barbara, in fact, had come to fear the inevitable +discussion with Robert. She knew he was identified with the Tory +party, but she did not know how far. And she feared her own heat of +partisanship not less than his resolution--which she called obstinacy. +So, by tacit consent, she and Robert gave wide berth to the perilous +theme; till at length their avoidance of it, when it was thrilling on +the very air they breathed, made it begin to loom all the larger and +darker between them. Presently the apprehension that it was an +impending peril to their relation drove Robert to speak, precipitately, +on the subject that was bursting his heart night and day. + +They had just come in from an afternoon ride, and were alone in the +drawing-room. Barbara was in high good humour; and Robert seized the +moment to ask leave to return that same evening. + +"I'm sorry, Robert! I'd love to have you come," she replied. "But +I've promised the evening to Cary Patten. He wants to bring his fiddle +and try over some new music with me." + +Robert's face darkened. + +"Cary Patten seems to be here all the time!" he exclaimed, with natural +exaggeration. + +"What nonsense! You know that's not true, Robert. He's not here +_half_ as much as you are. But if he were, what of it? He's very +good-looking, and Uncle Bob and I both like him, and, indeed, he's +_much_ more _entertaining_ than you, Robert!" + +Robert walked quickly across the room and back, then seized both her +slim brown wrists in a grip whose severity she rather liked. She felt +that something disturbing was at hand, however, and she braced her wits +to manage it. + +"Barbara,--my lady,--my lady,--I love you!" he said, very quietly. + +"Of course, Robert! I know that," she answered, with composure, +smiling up at him, and making no effort to free her wrists. Yet in +some way her smile checked him, as he was about to crush her in his +arms. His breast ached fiercely so to crush her, yet it was impossible. + +"With all my heart and soul, my lady," he went on, his voice on the +dead level of intense emotion, "with every drop of blood in my body, I +love you, I have loved you, ever since the old child days in Second +Westings!" + +"That is very dear of you, Robert," she responded, her voice and eyes +showing nothing but frank pleasure at his words. "But, of course, I +have always known that," which was not quite true, though it seemed +true to her at the moment. + +He could not tell what there was in this answer to hold him back, or if +it was the frankness of her eyes that daunted him, but he began to feel +that, so far from clasping her to his heart and satisfying his lips +upon her eyes, her hair, her mouth, he had no right even to be holding +her wrists as he was. He flung them from him, drew back a step, and +searched her face with a desperate look. + +"And you--you do not love me at all!" + +Barbara looked thoughtful, regretful. + +"No, Robert, I don't _love_ you--not in the way you mean. I'm not in +love with you, you know. But I do care a lot for you, more than for +_almost_ any one else!" + +They had both forgotten--for it was weeks away--how Barbara had felt +about the imaginary unknown lady. + +That "almost" was, to Robert, the end of all things. He thought at +once of Cary Patten. Pain and jealous madness struggled together in +his breast, strangling him. + +"Good-bye!" he said at last, finding his voice, and turning to the +door. "I shall leave to-night!" + +"Robert!" cried Barbara, sharply. "Come back at once!" + +He paused near the door, half turned, as if compelled by mere civility, +but showed no sign of obeying. + +"Come back to me!" she commanded. And he, being a courteous gentleman, +obeyed. + +"What is it, lady?" + +"What on earth do you mean by being so crazy?" she demanded. + +No answer occurred to him as necessary. He looked at her inquiringly, +his face very white, his eyes deep sunken, his lips straight and hard. +Barbara began to regret that she had not managed in some other way. +She certainly could not let him go. Yet she certainly did not love him +enough to give up her freedom for him,--to sacrifice all the enchanting +experience of which she had not yet begun to tire, to dismiss all the +interesting men, whose homage was so sweet to her young, unsatiated +vanity. + +"Don't you know, Robert," she went on, beguilingly, "that I _couldn't +possibly_ get along without you? I don't love you, but I do love you +to love me, you know. I couldn't bear to have you go away and forget +me, and love some other woman,--some kind, sweet, beautiful woman who +could love you and make you happy. I need you to love me. Though I +know there is no earthly reason why you should, and I think you are a +crazy goose to do it, and I believe you only think you do, anyhow!" + +Robert stood motionless. The storm raging up and down within him +turned him to steel on the surface. From a dry throat he tried to +speak clearly and with moderation. + +"You said--'almost!' Who is it--you care more for?--Cary Patten?" + +Barbara broke into a clear peal of laughter, and clapped her hands with +a fine assumption of glee. + +"Oh, you silly, silly child!" she exclaimed. "It was Uncle Bob, of +course, that I was thinking of when I said that. I love Uncle Bob +better than any one else in the world,--_far_ better than I love you, +Robert, I can tell you that. But I care for you almost as much as for +Aunt Hitty. Cary Patten! Why, he and these other nice men who are +making things so pleasant for me, they are just _new_ friends. I +_like_ them, that's all. You are altogether different, you know. But +I'm just not in love with you,--and so you talk of going away and +spoiling everything for me. I don't call that loving me, Robert,--not +as _I_ would love a girl if I were a man. But it's not my fault if I'm +not in love myself, is it? I'm sorry,--but I don't believe I _can_ +love, really, the way you mean! Cary Patten, indeed! Why, he's just a +boy,--a nice, good-looking, saucy, conceited boy!" + +"Can't you try to love me, Barbara?" pleaded Robert, his wrath all +gone. He flung himself down at her feet, and wildly kissed them. All +this she permitted smilingly, but the request seemed to her, as it was, +a very foolish one. + +"No, I can't!" she answered, with decision. "Trying wouldn't make me. +And I don't think I want to, anyhow. I want to enjoy myself here while +I can. And I want you to be nice, and help me enjoy myself, and not +bother me. Love me just as much as you like, Robert, but don't tell me +so--too often! And don't ask me to love you. And _don't_ go and be +lovely to the other girls, and make believe you are not in love with +me, for that would displease me very much, though I should know it was +making believe because you were cross at me. So, don't be horrid!" + +This seemed to Robert a somewhat one-sided arrangement. He knew he +would accept it, yet his honesty compelled him to express his sense of +its injustice. + +"I certainly would be lovely to the other girls if I wanted to, my +lady," said he, doggedly. "The trouble is, I _don't_ want to. And I +sha'n't bore myself just for the sake of trying to make you think I +don't care. I love you, that's all--better than anything else in +heaven or earth. And I shall make you love me, my lady!" + +This threat amused Barbara, but did not displease her. + +"Very well, Robert," she answered, with a teasing, alluring look that +made his heart jump. "I sha'n't try to prevent you. I'll even like +you a little better now, at once, if you will go right away this minute +and let me dress." + +"Dress for Cary Patten!" muttered Robert, kissing her hand without +enthusiasm, and retiring with sombre brow. That he should go in this +temper did not please her ladyship at all. + +"And, Robert!" she cried, when he had just reached the door. + +"Yes, my lady!" and he came back once more. + +"You said good-bye as if you were still in a nasty, black temper!" She +held out her hand to him again. This time he kissed it with what she +considered a more fitting warmth. + +"And, Robert, don't forget that I am _very, very_ good to you, far more +so than you deserve. I don't think of telling Cary Patten, or any of +the others, not to flirt with the other girls. Cary Patten may be as +lovely to them as he likes, and I sha'n't mind one bit, so long as it +does not interfere with his being as attentive as he ought to be to me! +Now, it is a great honour I do you, Robert, in not letting you flirt." + +"I appreciate it, my lady," he answered, permitting himself to smile. +"A great honour, indeed,--though a superfluous one!" + +"I have no objection to that word, 'superfluous,' in that connection," +said Barbara, thoughtfully, to herself, as Robert disappeared. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +After this Robert was careful, and so was permitted to be fairly happy +when he could keep the fires of jealousy banked down in his heart. +Once in awhile they would begin to get the better of him; and then, +after letting Barbara see just a glimpse of the flame, that she might +not forget it was there, he would leave before she could find him +troublesome and work it under by hours of furious riding. He skilfully +avoided giving her any further excuse for discipline; and was even so +cunning, at times, as to pique her by his show of self-control. In +this way he scored continually over the too confident Cary Patten, who, +after a week or two of almost daily calls at the old Dutch house on +State Street, would disappear and not be seen near Barbara for days. +At such times Robert concluded that Cary had been tempting Providence +and suffering the usual disaster of those who so presume. As for Jerry +Waite, and young Paget, and the rest of the infatuated train, Robert +thought that Barbara was quite too infernally nice to them all, and +cursed them all hotly in his heart; but he could not refrain from +admiring the neat manner in which she held them all in hand. + +Early in the autumn, however, it became still more difficult for +Barbara and Robert to keep silent on the great questions which they so +dreaded to discuss. The First Continental Congress was in session at +Philadelphia, and its deliberations formed a theme to blister men's +tongues. Made up of Tories, Radical Patriots or potential rebels, and +Moderates, in fairly even proportion, it satisfied neither Barbara nor +Robert. The latter, in spite of the fact that its New York delegates +were of his own party, viewed it with singularly clear eyes, and saw in +it not merely an instrument for the constitutional redress of just +grievances,--wherein it had his sympathy,--but a forerunner of +revolt,--wherein it called forth his passionate reprobation. To +Barbara, on the other hand, this Continental Congress, of which she had +hoped so much, seemed a mean-spirited, paltering, blear-eyed thing, +incapable of seeing what destiny had written large across the +continent, or too timorous to acknowledge what it saw. The strain was +further increased by matters which touched them both personally. With +the news that Connecticut, stirred up by false rumours of a struggle +with the royal troops in Boston, had thousands of her militia under +arms, came a letter from Mistress Mehitable, saying that Doctor John +was among them, in command of a regiment, and that Doctor Jim was +looking after his patients. At this tidings Barbara's heart swelled +with mingled pride and anxiety. She pictured the heroic figure Doctor +John would make, in his uniform, about to fight for the cause which she +held so splendid and so righteous. At the same time she saw him +already in the fight, waving his sword amid the smoke and slaughter, +and she shook with terror for him. Both Robert and Glenowen were with +her when the letter came, and as she read it out her voice broke and +the tears rolled down her cheeks. + +"Good for John Pigeon!" cried Glenowen, his eyes aglow. + +Then there was a heavy stillness on the air, such as that which +sometimes portends an earthquake, and neither looked at Robert. +Robert's face was very grave, but inspiration came to him, and he said +exactly the right thing. + +"How lonely Doctor Jim and Mistress Mehitable must be! Second Westings +must be perfectly desolate!" + +The danger was averted. He had dwelt, not upon the point of +difference, but the point of sympathy; and the difference sank again +out of sight. + +"Oh," murmured Barbara, "I almost feel as if I ought to go back to Aunt +Hitty!" + +"I know! But you can't, very well, sweetheart! For which I am most +thankful!" said Glenowen, promptly. + +"And Mistress Mehitable has Doctor Jim," said Robert. "We need you +more than she does, dearest lady!" + +With all the country seething as it was, nowhere else, perhaps, save in +New York, would it have been possible to keep up so long the pretence +of harmony between opposing factions. New York was full of +"Moderates," men no less determined to resist the tyranny of Parliament +than to retain the supremacy of the Crown. Extremes were thus held in +check; and men met in apparent social harmony whose opinions, once put +in practice, would have hurled them at one another's throats. But to +the little company resorting at the old Dutch house on State Street +there entered now a new element of disruption. + +At a dance Barbara had met a slender, dark youth, a student at King's +College, who had made himself prominent by his radical eloquence at a +great mass-meeting of the Continental party. His scholarly breadth of +thought, combined with almost fanatical zeal, delighted her. And he +had the uncommon merit of expressing unforgettably the very views she +herself had long maintained. They became too interested in +conversation to dance; and from that evening Mr. Alexander Hamilton +came often to Glenowen's lodgings. He was a mere boy in years, but +Glenowen felt his power at once,--and even Robert, who was not +unnaturally prejudiced, was too honest not to admit that Barbara's +young Mr. Hamilton was a very remarkable and accomplished youth. + +Understanding the sharp divergence of opinion in the little circle, +Hamilton kept a curb upon his tongue save at convenient seasons. But +to his eager and convicted spirit this soon became too difficult. One +evening, when there were none to hear him but Barbara, Robert, and +Glenowen, the torrent of his boyish ardour overflowed. He depicted the +momentous changes toward which each fateful hour was hurrying them. He +declared it was no more than a matter of days ere all America would be +in the throes of a righteous revolution. He prophesied the birth of a +great republic, that should establish Liberty in her New World home, +and scourge kings, thrones, and tyrannies into the sea. Glenowen had +looked at him warningly, but in vain. Barbara, troubled at first, grew +suddenly hot and resentful at the thought that Robert should be blind +to the splendid dream. She applauded aggressively. + +Robert's brows were knit, but he had no emotion save distress. + +"I pray you pardon me, dear lady, and you, Mr. Glenowen, if I take my +departure at once," said he, at the first pause. "Knowing my +sentiments as you both do, fully, you will understand that I could not +in honour stay and listen to such doctrines as these of Mr. Hamilton's +and not oppose them with all my force." + +He bent over Barbara's hand, but she petulantly snatched it away +without letting him kiss it. Then, having shaken hands heartily with +Glenowen, and bowed stiffly to Hamilton, he withdrew in great trouble +of mind, feeling that now, in truth, had come to an end the truce +between his honour and his love. He walked the streets half the night, +and in the morning, white and dejected, but determined to know the +worst at once, he went around to State Street at the earliest moment +permissible after breakfast. Barbara received him coldly. But he made +haste to face the issue. + +"Surely, dearest lady, you see that I had no alternative but to go!" he +pleaded. "I could not quarrel with him, seeing that he was your guest. +Yet I could not sit and listen to his treason!" + +"I think the same treason as he uttered, if treason it be! And utter +it, too, when I see fit!" said Barbara. + +"That's different!" said Robert, and paused. + +It was on Barbara's lips to ask, "How?--Why?" but she refrained, lest +she should complicate the discussion. + +"That's different," he repeated, "because you are a woman, and because +I love you. But indeed, my lady, I intended no discourtesy to Mr. +Hamilton. If discourtesy there were, surely it was his. I would not +have attacked what he holds sacred. Yet my sentiments are not less +well known than his. He knew that I was pledged to the king's side." + +Barbara bit her lips hard. This was just what she had taken such pains +not to know. Her heart was bitter enough against him for his views +themselves; it was still more bitter against him now for forcing her to +confess knowledge of those views. + +"A little discourtesy, one way or the other, what would that matter?" +she asked, scornfully. "There's just one thing that matters to me now, +Robert. War is coming. Have you chosen your side?" + +"My side has chosen me, dear lady!" he answered, sorrowfully. + +"Listen, Robert," she went on, "I have tried not to know that you hold +opinions which I hate, and loathe, and despise. It means everything to +me, when I say I love my country and hate the enemies of my country. I +believe in patriotism." + +"And I believe, also, in honour and loyalty, oh, my dearest lady!" + +"Your own stupid ideas of honour and loyalty!" cried Barbara, with +fierce impatience. "I tell you, Robert, the enemy of my country cannot +be my friend." + +"But if I am the enemy of your country, so is Doctor Jim!" protested +Robert. + +Barbara flushed with annoyance. She did not like an unanswerable +argument. + +"I love Doctor Jim!" she shot back at him, with cruel implication. + +"And I love you, Barbara!" answered Robert, also with meaning. She +tossed her head scornfully. + +"A fig for such love!" she cried. "Years ago, when you were just a +boy, and could not have your opinions fixed" ("About the age of your +Mr. Hamilton!" he interjected, rashly), "I remember asking you, for my +sake, to teach yourself the right things, Robert, and join our side, +and be faithful to your own country. What do you do? It's not as if +it were a mere difference of opinion,--but _I_ am _right_! I am with +all the great and wise of old, who have taught that patriotism is a +man's highest duty. Yet what have you done, Robert? You vow you love +me! Indeed! And you prefer a stupid, far-off, half-crazy tyrant, whom +you call your king, and whom you have never seen, to your country, +which has borne and cherished you--and to me!" + +"Oh, Barbara!" cried Robert, desperately. "What are king or country, +what are heaven and earth, to me, compared with you? But what would my +love be worth to you if, for the sake of my own happiness, I could be a +rebel and a traitor? Should I be worthy to love you, despising myself? +What would you think of me, if I could sell my honour at your bidding!" + +"I think our ideas of honour are different, Robert!" retorted Barbara. +"But I am not going to quarrel with you now. I am disappointed in you, +that's all. And you need not expect that after this we are going to be +such friends as we have been. Remember that. But--you may come and +see us sometimes, of course; and I will dance with you sometimes, of +course--if you ask me! Only--it is all so different!" and she could +not choke down a little weary sigh. + +Robert was on his knees in an instant, kissing her hands; but she +repulsed him resolutely. + +"No, you have chosen for yourself," she said, not unkindly. "It hurts +me, truly. But I mean what I say! Now, you must go, for I have much +to do before dinner. Good-bye!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +Barbara was as good as her word. From this time forward through that +portentous fall and disastrous winter, she never let Robert forget that +the old footing of familiar friendship was no longer his. She began to +make a difference, too,--slight but appreciable,--toward all the +declared Tories among her followers. She was bound to show some +consistency toward Robert. And moreover, her fiery and dissatisfied +heart was growing restless for the breach that all saw coming but all +strove to postpone. Oh, she thought, let the cruel line be drawn,--let +the make-believe end,--let us know our friends and enemies apart,--let +the suspense be done, be done! And--let me get back home to Second +Westings! + +Meanwhile the half-mad king went on fashioning the hooks that were to +rend the race in twain,--and an insensate Parliament lent power to his +fatal hands,--and men like Chatham and Burke, Shelburne and Rockingham, +poured out impassioned eloquence in vain, pleading for justice to the +colonies. By mid-winter (the winter of 1775) it was plain to every one +that the king meant war, if that were the only way to bring the +colonies to their knees. Ten thousand troops were ordered to Boston, +and plans were laid for organising the Indians on the frontiers. In +the colonies, though few dared say it, all were making ready for the +struggle. On every hand there was drilling of militia and gathering of +the munitions of war. Only in New York, as it seemed, things moved as +usual, and the royal government remained in full force. As a matter of +fact, there were practically two governments going on side by side; for +the various "committees of safety" went about their ominous +preparations, and the governor well knew it would be unsafe to +interfere. The air became so tense with impending storm that people +seemed to hold their breath, and when they met their eyes questioned, +"Has it come?" + +Then it came! And those who had longest and most preparedly waited +were most shocked. The bolt that fell was the news of Lexington and +Concord, of the king's troops,--disciplined, war-toughened, the bravest +in the world,--driven in wild rout before the sharp-shooting colonial +farmers. For five days of amazement men waited, expecting the bloody +vengeance that would come. But, instead of vengeance, came the word +that Boston was beleaguered, that Gage with his veteran regiments was +shut up tight in the city by ill-armed and unorganised countryside +militia. Straightway men drew breath again; and the undecided chose +their side; and masks were thrown away. Even New York, the prudent, +the divided, the long politic, proclaimed herself at last, threw off +the last empty forms of royal authority, and seized all military +supplies within her borders. + +The glittering life, which had been to Barbara so gay an intoxication +all these months, now burst like a bubble, leaving her to realise how +hollow it had been. She had no regret for it, save as a help to +forgetting regrets. She was dissatisfied, and wanted Second Westings. +When, therefore, her uncle came to her, a few days after the news of +Bunker Hill, with word that he had accepted a commission under General +Washington, the newly appointed commander-in-chief of the Continental +forces, she was not greatly surprised or shocked. She had known all +along that Glenowen would be at the front. She had faced all the fear +of it, and taught herself to think only of the honour. Now, she turned +very pale, tried to smile encouragement, but sobbed instead, ran to him +and held him and kissed him. + +"Of course, Uncle Bob! You must, I know. I will be brave about it, I +promise I will, and not worry you with any silliness!" she murmured at +last, finding her voice. "I wish _I_ were a man, so I could go with +you!" + +"And a fiery little fighter you would make, sweetheart!" said Glenowen, +cheerfully. "But the immediate point is, since you can't go +a-soldiering with your old uncle, what shall we do with you? I leave +within a week for the general's headquarters at Cambridge." + +"You will take me with you, and leave me at Second Westings, Uncle Bob, +with Aunt Hitty and Doctor Jim to keep me cheered up while you are +fighting!" + +"That's the best plan, decidedly, Barbe, for more reasons than one," he +answered, suddenly grave. "But I don't think you can depend on Doctor +Jim for very long!" + +"Why, where is he going?" queried Barbara, anxiously. + +"Well, you know, he'll _choose_ to go wherever the Royalist volunteers +may be organising their forces; but if he did not choose, he'd probably +have no choice. Our Connecticut folk left many dead on Breed's Hill, +dear, and the Royalists are beginning to find their homes too hot for +them. I'm afraid Doctor Jim will be in peril of rough handling, with +his hot temper and his fearless tongue!" + +"No one in Second Westings would _dare_ to be rude to Doctor Jim!" +cried Barbara, indignantly. + +"You don't know what they will do, sweetheart, when they are stirred +out of their accustomed frame of mind. Besides, even if the Second +Westings lads should be mindful of their manners, there are the rougher +sort from the neighbouring villages to be thought of. _They_ owe no +allegiance to a Pigeon, or a Ladd either! It may be you will find +yourself a very necessary shield to Mistress Mehitable, even!" + +"I should like to see them try to interfere with Aunt Hitty!" flamed +Barbara, setting her white teeth and flushing. "I'd shoot them, if +they _are_ patriots!" + +Glenowen nodded approval, but counselled caution. + +"You may need to be firm, girlie, but you'll need to be careful and +tactful too, or you may find yourself fighting on the wrong side!" he +laughed. + +"Do you really mean to say that our people are beginning to attack the +Tories, just because they think they ought to stick to old King +George?" queried Barbara, her thought turning to Robert, whom she had +not seen or heard of for more than a week. + +"That's inevitable," said Glenowen. "If we are to fight England, we +fight the Tories,--and the Tories with the more bitterness because we +feel that they ought to be with us. I've heard ugly talk already of +tar and feathers for some of our important men here. And they have +heard it themselves, and found that business called them urgently +elsewhere! Other of our Tory friends are getting up volunteer +companies,--a sort of counterblast to our militia battalions. I hear +talk, too, of forcibly disarming all our Tories,--especially on Long +Island, where they are as thick as hornets!" + +"I suppose that's what Robert is doing--getting up a company to fight +against us! We've not seen him for a week!" said Barbara, with a +bitterness which her affected indifference failed to disguise. + +"Exactly that! He is one of our most dangerous antagonists here!" +answered Glenowen, sadly. "He would have been seized days ago, to +prevent him doing more mischief; but he's so liked, and respected for +his fairness, by all of our party, that no one cares to take the +necessary action. He's the sort of man we want on our side!" + +"He's as pig-headed as King George himself!" cried Barbara, hotly. + +"No, he's true to his colours!" said Glenowen. "Only he can't see that +he has nailed them to the mast of the wrong ship!" + +"I have no patience with him!" muttered Barbara, bitterly, after a +moment's silence. + +"Did you ever have, dearie?" inquired Glenowen. + +"What do you mean, Uncle Bob?" + +"Forgive me, Barbe, if I speak plainly, these being times for plain +speaking!" said Glenowen. "Truly, I can't understand a man who loves +you being other than wax in your hands, you witch,--if you took the +trouble to manage him. That may sound cynical, but I hope not. It's +true. You owe Robert to our cause! We want him!" + +Barbara looked down, her face scarlet and her lips quivering. Then she +faced her uncle bravely. + +"I begin to fear I want him for myself, as much as for the cause, Uncle +Bob!" she confessed. + +"It's not Cary Patten, then?" asked Glenowen. + +Barbara smiled enigmatically. "Cary Patten is extremely charming!" she +answered. "But do you know, Uncle Bob, if Robert is still in town?" + +"I think," said Glenowen, "I can say with confidence that he will get +away from the city to-morrow or next day,---for friends who love him, +in our party, will let him know the danger of remaining! One must make +such compromises sometimes, if one is a red-blooded human being and not +a bloodless saint!" + +"Uncle Bob, I'm afraid you will never be a Lucius Junius Brutus!" said +Barbara. + +"No, thank God!" cried Glenowen, with conviction. + +"I'm so glad!" said Barbara, who was very human when she was not all +woman. "Brutus was right, I think! But I've always hated him!" + +Then she turned to her scrutoir and wrote a cool little note to Robert, +asking him to come in and speak to her a moment the next morning. + +At an hour almost unseemly Robert came, of course. And Barbara was +gracious to him. As if there had been no estrangement, she talked +frankly of Second Westings matters,--of Doctor John's service in the +siege of Boston, of Doctor Jim's danger because of his opinions, of +Mistress Mehitable's need of her presence at Westings House,--just as +if they were Robert's concern as well as hers. The gladness came back +to Robert's dark face, and for a moment he was forgetting the barrier +between them. + +"And what are you doing, Robert? Is it not becoming a little dangerous +for you in New York now?" she asked, with gentle frankness. + +"I am going away to-morrow, dearest lady," he answered, "lest your +fiery Continentals tie me up!" + +"And I go back to Second Westings next week! And you were going away +without seeing me for good-bye?" asked Barbara, reproachfully. "Is +this the Robert that used to say he loved me a little?" + +Robert looked at her in silence. "I adore the very ground that your +foot treads upon!" he said, presently, in a quiet voice. + +"You love me just as much as you used to?" she inquired, almost +wistfully. + +"As much!" he exclaimed, with scorn. "More and more, every day I +breathe. These months that you have treated me so cruelly have been +hell on earth. I don't see how I have lived through them." + +"I, too, have not been very happy, Robert!" she acknowledged, softly. +"I believe I have needed you more than I thought. Do you know, I +almost think I might learn to care a great deal--perhaps all that a +woman can--if only, if _only_, dear Robert, there were not this +dreadful barrier between us? Oh, if you knew how I long to have you in +sympathy with the cause that all my heart is given to,--to talk it all +over with you, to hope and plan and look forward with you, in +comradeship and understanding! If you knew--but there, I see by your +obstinate mouth it is no use. I might as well pour out my heart +against a stone wall. _Nothing_ will soften you! _Nothing_ will +convince you! Love me? _You_ love me? You have no heart at all in +your breast! Nothing but a priggish theory!" + +She burst into passionate, disappointed tears, flung herself down on +the sofa, and buried her face in the cushions. + +Robert was in an anguish. His mouth was drawn and white. Why should +_he_ be called upon to face so hideous an alternative? Why must _he_ +pay so appalling a price for loyalty, for fidelity, for honour? What +was this bourgeois tyrant in England, that the price of loyalty to him +should be the love of the woman who was dearer than heaven? Robert +felt a fierce hatred of the man George of England, who was so unworthy +of his kingship! He was mad to throw himself at Barbara's feet, and +tell her all his life was hers to do as she would with, to offer his +faith, loyalty, honour, a living sacrifice to her love, and bid her +send him to fight under whatever flag she called hers! But--he held +the madness in leash. The tough fibre of his will gave a little, but +would not break. The drops stood out on his forehead. But all he said +was: + +"Beloved, beloved, I worship you. You are all I can dream of +womanhood. You are all of life, all of love, all of wonder and beauty +that the world can show. There is nothing my soul can ever desire but +you, you, you, wonderful one!" And he tried to take her hands from +under her wet face. + +Through her sobs, Barbara had listened eagerly for one word that might +show a yielding. But there was no such word,--no sign that he even +realised that she had been offering her love as the incalculable price +that should purchase him to the service of his country. This +infinitely precious price,--he spurned it, then! Angry mortification +surged over her, mixed with a pain that clutched at her heart. The +humiliation of it--and the loss! She sat up suddenly. + +"Go, go, go!" she cried, pointing to the door. "I don't want to ever +see you again. I hate you. I hate you. Go--at _once_!" + +And then, as Robert made no move, and strove to plead once more, she +sprang to her feet, darted from the room, and fled up-stairs. He heard +her door close sharply,--like the cutting off of life, it seemed to +him. And he went away, walking rather blindly, and fumbling for some +moments at the hall door before he could find the latch. That same +evening he left New York. + +It was hours before Barbara was herself again, so Glenowen had to dine +alone. Late in the afternoon, after having bathed her face back to +presentability, she dressed to go out for a sharp walk. When her +toilet was almost complete, word came up that Cary Patten was in the +drawing-room. + +Now it was at least six weeks since Cary had last attempted to make +love to her, and in the meantime he had been altogether +charming,--attentive, deferential, full of enthusiastic ambition, and +vastly interesting in his large forecasts of what the thirteen colonies +would do with independence when they got it. Barbara, therefore, had +practically forgotten that he was ever in disgrace, and was unwilling +to refuse him admittance, little though it suited her mood to see him. +She went down at once and received him cordially. + +Cary was in a mood of triumphant excitement, dashed with romantic +melancholy. He looked even straighter, taller, more broad-shouldered +and high-mettled than usual. His goldy-brown short hair had a crisper +curl, his candid blue eyes sparkled with joy and importance. + +"Oh, I know! You needn't tell me!" cried Barbara, with hearty +sympathy. "Only one thing in the world could make your face shine as +it does now, Cary! You are ordered to the front!" + +"You've guessed it, sweet mistress!" he cried, in a voice whose boyish +exultation would not be kept down. "My company is one of those chosen +by the Committee of Safety to go north. We march _to-morrow_! In a +few days we will be in the field--we shall be in the thick of it!" + +"Oh, you are so fortunate, Cary!" responded Barbara. "Think what it +must be to be just a woman, and have to stay at home gnawing one's +heart, while others have the glorious joy of fighting for freedom!" + +"Only one thing I need to make me happy as I go, sweet lady!" said he, +his voice tender, passionate, caressing. "It is bitter to leave you. +But I should go thrilling with happiness, to win fame that would make +you proud, or to die willingly for my country,--if I might go wearing +your favour, if I might go as--" but here he paused. Barbara's face +was cold and discouraging. + +There was a moment of strained silence. Barbara felt a harsh +resentment at his persistence, and an added anger that it should be +thrust upon her on this day when her heart was so bitter sore. "Yet," +she was arguing with herself, "the poor boy does love me. And, unlike +some others, he is going to fight on the right side, to shed his blood, +perhaps, for the land of his birth. Why should I not be a little kind +to him,--if he does not ask too much!" On a sudden generous and +pitying, if misleading, impulse, she took a ribbon from her throat and +gave it to him. + +"There, boy," she said, gently, "take that, and don't ever say I was +not good to you! May it be a charm to ward off the bullet and the +steel!" + +A glad light flashed into the lad's face. He went down on one knee and +kissed the hem of her skirt, crying something inarticulately. Then he +sprang up and seized her in his arms, and would have kissed her but +that she wrenched herself free with some violence. + +"How dare you!" she cried, stamping her foot. + +Cary looked crestfallen and bewildered. + +"But, Barbara," he protested, blundering in his confusion, "don't you +love me? I thought--why--this dear ribbon--" and he held it out to her +appealingly. + +Barbara's anger faded on the instant. She saw that in desiring to be +kind she had misled him. She held out her hand to him, and smiled, as +she said: + +"Oh, truly, I'm sorry if I seemed rude, Cary. Forgive me. But, you +know, I _had_ to be rather hasty, or you would have kissed me. And I +couldn't let you kiss me, Cary, even though you are going to the war!" + +"Why not, dear heart?" persisted he. "Am I not going as your chosen +cavalier? Have you not given me your favour?" + +"Why, no--at least, not exactly that--" she stammered. "I thought you +_knew_, Cary, that I don't love you one bit! I've told you so over and +over again; and I've sent you away over and over again for bothering me +about it when I had told you not to! But I do like you, ever so much. +And I shall think of you, away fighting bravely--as I know you +will--for our sacred cause. And so, I gave you the +ribbon--because--because--you said it would make you a little happier +if you had something of the sort to take with you! Oh, please do try +to understand, Cary!" And she twisted her hands in distress. + +Cary Patten was too much of a boy not to show all the bitterness of his +overthrow. He had been lifted up to the crest of triumph, and hurled +down disastrously. He had believed, when Barbara gave him her token, +that the victory, which his confident spirit had never doubted would be +his at last, had come at this high moment of his career. He was not +only desperately hurt, but sorely humbled. His mind worked rapidly, +seeking explanations. One passion after another chased itself over his +transparent face; till at length Barbara saw his features grow harder +and more mature than she had ever before seen them, and the poor little +ribbon was crumpled ruthlessly in his grip. + +"I understand!" he exclaimed, fiercely, a strident tone in his voice +which was quite new to her. "It is that runaway Tory hound, that +traitor Gault, that--" and here he choked. "If he has not already run +away I shall settle the scoundrel to-night. I shall--" + +"Silence, sir!" cut in Barbara. The tone, the look in her face, +brought the mad boy to his senses like a drenching in cold water. He +could have bitten off his tongue for the outburst. + +"Mr. Gault _was_ my friend, and his name is entitled to respect in my +presence!" she went on. "And he _is_ a _gentleman_! Of you I should +have said the same thing--a few moments ago! Give me back my +ribbon--what you have left of it, Mr. Patten!" + +"Oh, no! no! Forgive me!" Cary was crying, in abject penitence, even +while she spoke, at the same time thrusting the ribbon into his breast, +as if he feared that Barbara would take it by force. "I was crazy mad, +dear heart. I didn't know what I was saying. I take it all back. It +was not so. I know he is a gentleman and a brave man, if he _is_ a +traitor Tory. Surely you will forgive me, when you have broken my +heart--Barbara." + +While he was speaking Barbara had moved away to the other side of the +table; but now, so dejected did he look, so humble, so repentant, and +withal so wholesomely boyish, that her heart softened once more, and +she came back. + +"Yes, Cary, I will overlook it, and make allowance, because I see you +are sorry. And I am still truly your friend, and will think about you +when you are away. And I am sorry I did anything to make you +misunderstand me, so you _must_ give me back the poor little ribbon +that did the mischief." + +"No, you surely can't be so cruel as that!" he pleaded. "I feel it +would be unlucky to give it back. Don't kill me, dear. Let me keep +the dear ribbon!" + +Barbara hesitated. She wanted the ribbon back. The giving had been +spoiled for her. Her impulse was to insist. But events of late had +softened her, had given her more comprehension of feelings other than +her own,--had made her, indeed, a little less self-centred. She +crushed down her vexation. + +"Well, keep it then, Cary,--and my friendship with it," she said, +gravely. "And to the blessing with which I blessed it for you, I add +many more,--that fame may come your way, and danger turn aside. +Good-bye!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +Barbara felt as if a strange great wind had blown upon New York, +scattering and changing everything. Robert was gone,--when she was +seeing little of him, and not desiring to see more, she had, +nevertheless, had a satisfaction in knowing he was within reach. Now +Cary Patten was gone, and Jerry Waite was gone, and young Paget was +gone, and the student enthusiast, young Mr. Hamilton, came no more to +the old Dutch house on State Street, being engrossed in matters of +secrecy and import. And now she herself and Uncle Bob were going. She +felt as if that separating wind would inexorably have lifted and borne +her somewhere, even if the haven of Second Westings had not been open. +Fate drove indifferently, but left her free to shape her course for +Westings House and Aunt Hitty, and her own apple-tree down in the back +garden. + +A few days later she was at home. Glenowen, resting but an hour or +two, had hastened on to his duties. Everything seemed to Barbara just +as when she went away, save that Doctor Jim was graver than of old, +seeming weighed down with care; and Doctor John's absence left a void +that ached all the time. But her little room was just as she had left +it,--fresh dusted, and with a few things lying about out of place, as +she loved to have it. The dust upon the coverlet where "Mr. Grim" +slept was there as of old. "He did not, in fact, sleep there once +during all your absence, dear," declared Mistress Mehitable, "till the +very night before your return, when he forsook me and stalked back to +his old place. Then I knew that you'd be here the next day, and we +were very happy together; and I gave him clear cream for his breakfast, +and made him very sick!" + +Within three days the old life had taken Barbara back at every point, +and she felt as if she had awakened from a brilliant but oppressive +dream. Of course it was interesting telling it all--or not quite +all--to every one; to every one the truth, yet not to each the same +story. There was one emphasis for Aunt Hitty and Doctor Jim, one for +the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, one for Mercy Chapman, and one much more +vivid and enlightening for old Debby. But even as she told it, it +began to seem unreal to herself. And soon she grew unwilling to talk +of it at all. + +As the bright Connecticut summer slipped by, Barbara could not but +notice a change of temper among the villagers of Second Westings. To +herself they were as civil, as deferential as ever, but, she thought, +with a little difference. Half a dozen families had representatives in +the army besieging Boston, and two of the village homes were in +mourning. When she was walking with Doctor Jim she noticed the +sullenness with which his hearty, kindly greetings were returned,--a +sullenness which Doctor Jim never allowed himself to observe. Then +there was difficulty in getting extra help when special needs arose at +Westings House. The people were unwilling to work for Mistress +Mehitable. They positively refused to work with Amos, who had to give +up his innocently convivial evenings at the tavern and remain sulking +in the kitchen, abused and scorned by Abby because he was always in her +way. In September, when Congress despatched the army of the north to +conquer Canada, seven more men went from Second Westings, and +enthusiasm grew. With news of the capture of Montreal came word also +that two of the Second Westings men had fallen in the battle. Then +feelings grew hot. + +One morning, when Barbara was visiting Mercy Chapman's mother,--now a +bedridden invalid,--she looked out of the window and saw Mistress +Mehitable coming down the street. As she passed his office, she was +joined by Doctor Jim, and the two strolled together toward Squire +Gillig's store. Suddenly she saw Doctor Jim leave Mistress Mehitable's +side, and stride angrily toward the tavern. She ran out at once to see +what was the matter. What she saw set her speeding after Doctor Jim in +breathless indignation. + +Amos, his arms tied behind him, was struggling and kicking in the hands +of a dozen men and youths, several of whom had bloody noses to prove +that Amos had stood to his colours. Now they were hurrying him to the +cooper shop.--where they knew there was a barrel of pitch,--amid cries +of "Ride the sneaking Tory on a rail," "Tar and feather him," "Duck +him," "Hang him." All at once they were confronted by the tall bulk of +Doctor Jim; and they stopped short. The old habit of deference was +strong upon them, and several drew away, while others, though they +doggedly maintained their grip on the furious and unterrified Amos, +dropped their eyes and hung their heads when Doctor Jim's angry gaze +fell upon them. + +"Hands off! Drop that man! You cowardly bullies, a dozen against one! +Drop him, do you hear?" And without waiting for the effect of his +words he strode into the mob, flung the fringes of it to this side and +that with no gentle hand, and reached those who had actual hold upon +the prisoner. + +When he found that they were standing their ground, daring to disobey +his orders, his wrath was tremendous. + +"You scoundrels! You dirty scum of the earth!" he roared. And with +that he plucked the nearest fellow by the scruff of the neck and the +seat of his breeches and flung him into the gutter. To the next he +gave an open-handed buffet that sent him reeling from the melee. +Ignoring the rest, he was proceeding to unpinion Amos, when the leader +of the mob, a big blacksmith from Westings Centre, who was a famous +demagogue, confronted him. + +"Look a-here, Doctor Pigeon," he said, defiantly, "we're lettin' _you_ +be, leastways for the present! You let us be, an' jest mind yer own +business. Hands off yerself!" + +Doctor Jim, apparently, never heard him. + +The blacksmith therefore seized Amos by the waist and jerked him from +Doctor Jim's grasp. + +"Look a-here, you!" he shouted, squaring off. "You've got to fight me +afore you untie that man!" + +Fight him! Doctor Jim gave an inarticulate roar of scorn and fury at +the idea. Then his great white hands shot out like lightning. One +seized the champion's throat; the other laid terrible hold upon his +waistband, with just so much of clothing and skin and flesh as those +iron fingers could compass. One huge, dislocating shake and the +champion had no more fight in him. Doctor Jim lifted his demoralised +opponent bodily, carried him several paces, and dropped him over the +horse trough into the dirty, deep-trodden mud. Then, seeing that Amos +had got himself free, he strode back to where Mistress Mehitable was +waiting, his heavy eyebrows still working with indignation. + +Barbara, whom he had not seen, now had a word to say to the discomfited +rabble, who one and all knew her views and admired her prodigiously. +She eyed them for half a minute with slow, eviscerating scorn. Then +she said: "_You_ call yourselves patriots! You make me ashamed of the +name. If all Americans were like you they'd deserve freedom, wouldn't +they? And what is that ruffian doing here?" pointing to the +bedraggled, discredited, foaming blacksmith. "Must you go to Westings +Centre for a leader? You had better send him back where he belongs!" + +"You'd better shet your mouth, miss," sputtered the champion, "or you +may git--" but at this moment the men of Second Westings, recovering +their manhood, fell upon him with great unanimity and completed the +discipline which Doctor Jim had left unfinished. And Barbara walked +away with her head in the air. + +After this Mistress Mehitable, who was herself, and for herself, +absolutely fearless behind her quiet blue eyes, yielded to Doctor Jim's +persuasions and let it be known that Barbara, being her heir, was +partly in authority at Westings House. Whenever extra help was needed, +therefore, Amos was sent down to Doctor Jim's and Barbara hired her +helpers in her own name. To her employ the Second Westings men came +willingly enough, and showed themselves humourously tolerant of Abby's +caustic tongue, which was given full run whenever they entered the +kitchen. And the village settled back gradually into a hollow +imitation of its ancient somnolence. + +In the winter, however, not long after Christmas, there was another +stirring of the hot embers. Word came of Montgomery's death and +Arnold's repulse before the walls of Quebec. There were men of +Connecticut among those who fell that night in the northern snow. +Those at home required an outlet for their feelings. What were the +Tories for, if not to afford them a chance of evening matters up? A +rabble of the worser elements from the up-river villages, led by some +noisy fanatics, descended upon Gault House by night, and set it on fire. + +Finding old Lady Gault ill in bed, they somewhat regretted their haste, +and carried her, bed and all, with as much of her clothing as they +could conveniently save, to the house of one of the tenants on the +grounds. The leaders apologised to her, indeed, assuring her that, had +they known it would so inconvenience her to have her house burnt down +just then, they would have turned their avenging attention elsewhere +for that night and awaited her recovery. The fiery and arrogant old +lady was so overwhelmed with helpless rage, less at the destruction of +the home of the Gaults with all its treasures than at the desecration +she had suffered, that she was seized next morning with an apoplexy and +died in an hour. + +This news brought consternation to Westings House. Doctor Jim came up +to talk it over. He was too much enraged to find relief in one of his +customary large ebullitions. It reduced him to a black silence, which +Barbara found much more impressive than his wrath. + +"I feel that you ought to go away, Jim," said Mistress Mehitable, with +a tenderness that made Barbara eye them both sharply, and think of +Doctor John. "These townships are no place for a reckless partisan +like you!" + +"There is just one reason why you might urge me to go, sweet mistress!" +said he. "Lest I be prisoned here, and so lose the chance to fight for +the king! But my place is here till John comes back. You and Barbara +cannot be left alone. And the sick folks,--I cannot desert them. But +when John comes--" + +"If it be not then too late! Oh, think, Jim! Every hour now that you +stay here carries the menace of some ignominious violence! How can I +stand it?" + +"My place is here, at present, most dear lady!" answered Doctor Jim, +with a positiveness that left no room for argument. "But I think the +men of Second Westings would not quite fail Jim Pigeon, even though +they do curse him behind his back for a Tory!" + +The destruction of Gault House and the death of Lady Gault filled +Barbara's heart with pity and tenderness toward Robert. It oppressed +her with a feeling that he was left desolate, a homeless and wandering +outcast. She wondered where and when the news would reach him,--being +such evil news she felt sure it would journey fast. No word or rumour +had she heard of him since that day of their harsh parting in the old +Dutch house on State Street. + +A few days later she heard from Glenowen, who was now in command of one +of the regiments besieging Boston, that Cary Patten, after covering +himself with glory by his wild daring and desperate exploits, had +fallen with Montgomery before the walls of Quebec. This news sent +Barbara to her room for the afternoon. Besides her many tears for the +gallant boy, who had loved her gallantly and truly, she could not for +the moment rid herself of a vague remorse. Had she been quite fair to +him? Had she encouraged him even while repelling him? At first she +called herself guilty. But after some hours of this self-reproach she +came to a clearer view, and saw that it was sentimental weakness to +accuse herself. Her grief on his account, however, was deep and +sincere. "Poor, beautiful, brave boy!" she sighed, at last. "How +little good to him were my token and my blessings! I fear I am a +curse, and not a blessing, to any one who greatly cares for me!" Then +the thought flashed across her--"If it were Robert, instead of poor +Cary! How do I know that Robert, too, has not been--" and at the +thought her heart stood still. A sort of numbness came over her, and +she found herself shaking violently. She had been lying with her face +in the pillow, but now she sat up sharply, brushed the thick, dark +locks back from her eyes, went over to the dressing-table, lit two +candles, and looked at her white, frightened face in the glass. + +"I didn't know I cared--like that!" she said to herself, at last. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +In the spring, a little before the fall of Boston, Doctor John came +home. Second Westings learned then for the first time what he had so +studiously and considerately kept concealed,--the fact that he had been +wounded in a skirmish two months before. As soon as he was well enough +for the journey, he had been ordered home. He looked gaunt, and walked +with some difficulty, but otherwise seemed fairly well; and he made +haste to take back his old patients, with many expressions of amazement +that they had not died off under Jim Pigeon's treatment. + +His coming brought new cheer to Westings House; and to Barbara, +reassured by his explicit accounts of her uncle's abounding health, it +meant such stimulus and diversion as was to be had of endless, +sympathetic talks. The little group of four were as close to one +another as of old,--yet with a difference. The love and trust were as +of old, but the dividing of hopes and aims threw Barbara more and more +with Doctor John, Mistress Mehitable more and more with Doctor Jim. +This seemed perfectly natural,--yet it soon began to cause a certain +heaviness on Doctor John's part, which made his whimsical sallies grow +infrequent. It caused, at the same time, a certain uneasiness on the +part of Doctor Jim; and Mistress Mehitable was seen more than once with +tears in her eyes, when, as it seemed to Barbara, there was no very +definite reason for the phenomenon. And all these symptoms troubled +Barbara. She grew more than commonly tender of Doctor John. + +One day when she and Doctor John and Doctor Jim had strolled down to +the tavern to see the Hartford coach come in, they found a knot of +eager listeners gathered about two horsemen who were drinking a pot of +ale. As the little party approached, its members were pointed out, and +the horsemen turned to look at them with sharp interest. The two came +from up the river, in the next county, and were on their way to join +the Connecticut battalions under Putnam. They were bitter partisans, +and one of them had lost a brother in the fighting at Quebec. To them +it was of little account that Doctor John was a good rebel,--such, in +their eyes, all good men were bound to be. And they did not appreciate +the fact that he was an officer in the army they were about to join. +What they saw was simply Doctor Jim, the declared Tory, shameless and +unafraid. They eyed him with growing menace, uncertain, by reason of +the fact that he was walking between Barbara and Doctor John, just what +they wanted to do. + +Presently Doctor Jim swung away by himself to speak to a lad whose +mother he was treating. He was giving some little order, when the two +horsemen, riding up to him, thrust him against the icy watering-trough +so unexpectedly that he fell over it. Bewildered, and not +understanding that he had been deliberately attacked, he was picking +himself up in a sputter of vexation, when one of the riders, a +fierce-eyed, burly fanatic, reached over the trough and cut at him +viciously with his riding-whip, exclaiming, "Take that, you damned Tory +dog!" + +The blow missed Doctor Jim's head, but fell smartly across his +shoulders. The next moment a great hand seized the rider, tore him +from his seat, jammed him furiously against his horse's rump, and +dashed him down upon the dirty snow. Then Doctor John turned to deal +likewise with the second culprit. But he had forgotten his wound. He +grew white, reeled, and would have fallen, but that two of the Second +Westings men sprang to his aid and held him up. + +When the stroke of the whip fell on his shoulders, Doctor Jim had +understood. With one of his wordless explosive roars he had sprung +right over the trough to take Homeric vengeance. But when he saw +Doctor John he forgot all about vengeance, he forgot all about the +attack. + +"What is it, John?" he cried, picking him up as if the huge frame were +a feather, and carrying him to the settee outside the inn door. + +"Nothing, Jim, nothing! The old wound, you know, and the heart not yet +just right," muttered Doctor John, recovering quickly, but leaning on +his brother's shoulder. Barbara, meanwhile, had run to fetch brandy, +which she now brought, along with the landlord. + +The two horsemen had had their wrath for the moment diverted by the +sudden turn of events. But now--the fellow who had been so mauled in +Doctor John's grip having remounted, bursting with rage--they thought +it time to return to the attack, and made an effort to push through the +little crowd. Failing in this, they cursed Doctor Jim with varied +vigour, and told him what they intended to do when they could get at +him. In their righteous wrath they failed to notice that they were not +making themselves popular with the crowd. Neither Doctor Jim nor +Barbara paid the slightest attention to their curses, not seeming to +hear them; but Doctor John attended. + +"Lads!" he said, lifting his head with difficulty. "Lads of Second +Westings! Shall we let these insolent scoundrels talk to us that way?" + +"No, sir! No, sir! No, sir!" shouted a dozen voices,--whereupon +Barbara turned and beamed upon them unutterable favour. The landlord, +with several other stout fellows, seized the strangers' bridles and +forced the horses back toward the road. + +"Ye'd better be gettin' on!" admonished mine host, grinning but +decisive. "Ye don't rightly understand us here, I calculate! Better +get on now, for convenience!" + +The horsemen seemed to have forgotten their wrath in their astonishment. + +"Are you all Tories, too?" they found voice to demand. + +"We're as good patriots as ever you be!" rejoined mine host, crisply. +"But if we've got any Tories among us they're our own, and we'll see +about 'em ourselves, our own way. Now clear out!" And he hit the nigh +horse a smart slap on the rump, making him bound forward. + +By this time the leader and spokesman of the twain had recovered his +full head of anger. He had no quixotic notion of undertaking to +discipline Second Westings village. But he conceived a very clear +purpose. Reining his excited horse down violently, he shook his fist +at the crowd, and shouted: + +"If you choose to harbour a dirty Tory, there be men and patriots in +the other townships who'll come right soon an' teach you yer duty!" + +"Oh, you clear out!" jeered the Second Westings men. + +That evening, at Westings House, while the beginnings of a bleak March +wind storm blustered and whimpered outside, Mistress Mehitable brewed a +hot posset of uncommonly cheering quality. The cheer was needed; for +all felt that a crisis of some sort, or some grave change, was at hand. +Doctor John, who had quite recovered, tried in vain to make his fooling +sound spontaneous. The grave eyes of Destiny would persist in looking +out through the jester's-mask. At length Doctor Jim exclaimed, +abruptly: + +"I must go, now! I must take Amos and slip away in the night, and go +wherever men are gathering to fight for the king. I'm not needed here +now, John, since you are back to take care of Mehitable and Barbara!" + +It was what all had been waiting for, but it came with a shock--the +shock of conviction, not of surprise--to all. Mistress Mehitable +turned ghost pale, and unconsciously her hand went to her heart. +Doctor John noticed the action, with sad eyes that belied the humour of +his mouth. Barbara sprang up, rushed over to Doctor Jim, and flung her +arms around his neck. + +"_Please_ don't go, Doctor Jim!" she pleaded. "This is the place for +you. And here we all love you so we don't care _what_ side you're on. +And as for going to fight for your side,--of course, you want to, we +all know that,--but you _never_ can get through to the coast. You can +never get through our people. No, you can't, Doctor Jim! You must +stay here with us. Help me hold him, Aunt Hitty!" + +"Jim," said Doctor John, his voice trembling with earnestness, "I +appeal to you to stay. Don't break our hearts by going. Stay for our +sakes. I know, brother, how you feel,--and believing as you do, I +don't blame you,--I'll never blame you. But _Barbara is right_. _You +can't get through_. You can stay with a clear conscience!" + +Mistress Mehitable, since becoming assured of the attitude of the +Second Westings men, had lost all her dread of having him stay, and +gained a quivering fear of having him go. Forgetful of all else, she +now laid her slim hand on his, looked at him with her whole soul in her +eyes, and said: + +"_Must_ you? Oh, Jim, are you so sure you ought to go?" + +A faint spasm passed over Doctor John's face--Barbara alone observing +it--and seemed to leave it older and sterner. He opened his mouth to +speak, but Doctor Jim was ahead of him. + +"Yes, I know my duty. If a man sees it, he's got to do it,--eh, what, +dearest lady in the world? I wish I didn't see it so plain. Then I +might stay here with you all, you whom I love. But I see my duty, to +fight for the king, just as plain as you saw yours, John, to fight for +your damned old Congress!" + +"I'm not going to fight any more!" interrupted Doctor John, speciously. + +Doctor Jim laughed, tenderly derisive. + +"No, but you're sending, and equipping, and supporting two able-bodied +substitutes, aren't you? But another point is, my Barbara,--by staying +I should bring disaster on you all. The good folk of Second +Westings--and they _are_ good folk, though rebels, alas!--will never +stand by and see the Ladds and Pigeons, whatever their views, molested +by an outside world. When your fiery patriots from up the river come +to ride me on a rail, Second Westings will stand in the way and get its +honest head broken. _You_ wouldn't do it, John Pigeon! You'd cut off +your head, before you'd let the poor souls get their heads broken for +you in a cause that they believe all wrong. I'd be a coward to let +them, John. Would you ask me to be a coward?" + +"Wouldn't be much use asking," growled Doctor John. "But you're all +wrong, as usual, Jim!" Then he turned suddenly to Mistress Mehitable, +with a meaning look. + +"You speak, Mehitable! You _make_ him stay. Demand it of him--as your +right! Keep him!" + +Doctor Jim searched his brother's face, first with terrible question, +then with the growing light of a great joy. Barbara watched +breathless, forgetful of the fate of dynasties. Here, she felt, were +problems that had held long lives in doubt, now working to instant +solution. Mistress Mehitable turned scarlet, and she, too, questioned +the sombre, tender eyes of Doctor John. But she said, quite simply: + +"I'm afraid, John, if he thinks he ought to go he'll go. But I do ask +you to stay, Jim." + +"_Don't_, Mehitable!" groaned Doctor Jim. + +"There, what did I tell you, John?" she said. + +But now certain things, uncertain all his life till now, were quite +clear to Doctor John. Slowly, as if it hurt him, he got up. He went +over to where Mehitable was sitting, quite close to Doctor Jim. He +laid a hand on each, caressingly,--and to Mehitable that touch, +suddenly grown bold and firm, was a renunciation. He had never touched +her that way before. + +"It is all right, Jim! It is all right, Mehitable!" said he, in a very +low but quite steady voice. "I never was sure till now,--but I ought +to have understood,--for I see now it was always _yours_, Jim. Forgive +me, brother. I ought not to have stood in the way." + +"John!" cried Doctor Jim, catching the caressing hand in a fervent +clasp. "God bless you! But--on my honour I have never said a word!" + +"I know, Jim, I know. We've always played fair to each other. But now +you can speak. And now,--you don't need to speak, either of you. Your +faces speak plain enough, to the eyes of one who loves you both!" + +"Is it true, Mehitable? After all these years that I've kept +silence,--oh, is it true?" asked Doctor Jim, scarcely above a whisper, +reaching out his hands to her longingly. + +For one instant she laid hers in his. Then she withdrew them quickly, +seized Doctor John's hand in both of hers, laid her cheek against it, +and burst into tears. + +"Oh, John, dear John," she sobbed. "How can I bear that you should be +unhappy?" + +Doctor John blinked, and made a little noise in his throat. Then, with +a brave levity, he exclaimed: + +"Tut! Tut! Don't you worry about me, either of you, now. As for you, +Jim Pigeon, you Tory scoundrel, I'm getting the best of you, after all. +For I stay right here and take care of her, Lord knows how long, while +you go off, Lord knows where, and get yourself poked full of holes for +your old King George-- Eh, what, baggage? as Jim would say!" And he +turned unexpectedly toward Barbara, who had been standing by the +window, and peering diligently out into the blackness for the past ten +minutes,--and surreptitiously wiping her eyes as well as her nose. + +"Yes, indeed you _do_ get the best of the bargain," she cheerfully and +mendaciously agreed. + +Two days later, in the dark before moonrise, Doctor Jim and Amos +slipped away on horseback by the road to Westings Landing. And Doctor +John went with them as far as the Landing, to put them into trusty +hands for their night voyage down the river. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +A few days after Doctor Jim's going, came the news that Washington had +entered Boston, the troops of the king having given up the defence and +sailed away to Halifax. Soon afterward there was bustle in Second +Westings, and camp talk, and military swagger; for a portion of the +army was moving down to New York, and many men had leave to visit their +homes in passing; and some, who had enlisted for a short service, had +come home to get in the crops before reenlisting; and some, grudging +souls, had come home to stay, saying that it was now the time for +others to sweat and bleed for their country. + +Amid all this excitement, which had some effect even upon Mistress +Mehitable, antagonistic though she was to it, the palely brilliant +Connecticut spring rushed over the land with promise. Never before, it +seemed, did the vanguards of the song-sparrows and thrushes so crowd +the blowing thickets with melody; never before the bright hordes of the +dandelions so suddenly and so goldenly over-flood the meadows. But to +Barbara the iridescent glory was somehow more sad than gloom. The fact +that her cause was everywhere prospering, that success had fallen to +the Continental arms beyond anything that she had dared to hope, +brought her no elation. She felt the sorrow that had come into Doctor +John's life in spite of the big, whimsical gaiety with which he kept it +covered up. She felt the fierce tugging at Mistress Mehitable's +heart-strings, though that thoroughbred little lady never revealed, +save by the dark eye-shadows of sleepless nights, the pangs it cost her +to be deprived in a day of the lover whom she had been half a lifetime +in finding out. Barbara felt, too, the absence of Doctor Jim, who +seemed to her so big and boyish and reckless and unfit to take care of +himself that he could not fail to get into trouble if not kept at home +and mothered by small women like herself and Aunt Hitty. And most of +all she felt the crushing uncertainty as to Robert. + +When summer was approaching high tide, Second Westings grew quiet +again, the soldiers being all called back to their colours to make +ready the defences of New York. Then, by hard-riding express +messengers, the tidings flew over the country that Congress at +Philadelphia, on the fourth day of July, had declared independence, and +set up a republic to be known as the "United States of America." +Second Westings went wild with enthusiasm, and that night there was a +terrific consumption of old tar barrels and dry brush. And there was a +select little dinner at Squire Gillig's, to which Barbara and Doctor +John felt in duty bound to go,--and from which Mistress Mehitable, with +an equal devotion to duty, stayed away. She had taken the news +gracefully enough, however, merely suggesting to Barbara and Doctor +John that possibly all the rejoicing might turn out to be a little +premature. + +Thereafter it seemed to Barbara that events moved furiously, one piece +of vital news following close upon the heels of its predecessor. Early +in August came word that a great English army for the capture of New +York was landing at Staten Island. Then, the first tidings of +Robert,--reaching Barbara in a letter from her uncle, whose regiment +was holding Brooklyn. Glenowen wrote that from certain neutrals, +country-folk of Long Island, who had no party but their cabbage-patch, +he had learned of both Robert Gault and Doctor Jim. Doctor Jim, as +representing one of the oldest and most distinguished families of +Connecticut, and himself widely known, had been attached to the staff +of the English general, Sir William Howe, while Robert Gault, with the +rank of captain, was in command of a troop of irregular Loyalist Horse. +With the unspeakable relief that these tidings brought her, Barbara +regained for a few days her old vivacity, imperiousness, and daring. +She tore about the country wildly as of old, on horseback,--no longer, +as a rule, on Black Prince, who had grown too sedate to fully fall in +with her caprices, but on a fiery young sorrel which she had bought for +herself, choosing it partly for its own qualities, and partly for its +resemblance to Robert's old Narragansett pacer. She resumed her +canoeing on the lake. She sang again her old plantation songs, to +Doctor John's accompaniment and Mistress Mehitable's diversion. She +put a new and gayer ribbon on the neck of the furry "Mr. Grim." She +even remembered that the bergamot was in flower, and set herself with +interest to the distilling of her half-forgotten "Water of Maryland +Memories," laughing indulgently the while at the girlishly sentimental +name of it. Meantime she was conscious of a curiously divided interest +in the war,--conscious that her interest was divided in a fashion that +would, a year ago, have seemed to her wicked and impossible. Just as +passionately as ever was her heart set upon the triumph of her cause. +But she felt an irrational desire that Robert and Doctor Jim should win +each a splendid victory on his own account. She was full of pity that +they should be on what she held the surely losing side, and she wanted +some measure of glory to be theirs. + +But the next news that came dashed her spirits. It told of the battle +of Long Island, and the defeat of the Continentals by the ordered +British lines. It told of the panic flight of patriot regiments. It +told of General Washington's retreat from Long Island and entrenching +of the army at New York. A few days later came a letter to Barbara +from Glenowen,--whose regiment had stood firm and suffered heavily,--in +which he said that he did not think it would be possible to hold New +York with the troops at Washington's command, and that there would +doubtless soon be a further retreat to some position beyond the Harlem. +The letter made no mention of Doctor Jim,--which caused Barbara to +remind Mistress Mehitable that no news was good news,--but it spoke +with somewhat bitter praise of Robert Gault. It said that Robert's +little squadron of mad Tories had gone through the Continental ranks +like flame, irresistible and deadly, and had done more than anything +else to cause the breaking of Putnam's lines. Robert had had his horse +shot under him, and his hat shot off, but had himself, as report said, +escaped without a scratch, though with a much diminished troop. As she +was reading this out to Mistress Mehitable, all at once and to her deep +mortification her scrupulously matter-of-fact voice thrilled and broke. +Mistress Mehitable shot her a glance of swift understanding and +sympathy, and then pretended that she had noticed nothing unusual. +Barbara coughed, and went on. But her voice had become unmanageable. +With an impatient gesture and a toss of her head she handed over the +letter. + +"You'll have to read it yourself, honey! It upsets me to hear of our +poor fellows beaten like this!" she cried, hypocritically. + +"Of course, dear, I quite understand!" replied Mistress Mehitable, +keeping her eyes strictly upon the letter, that she might the more +easily seem deceived. + +A few days later, Glenowen's prediction was fulfilled, and the news +that came to Second Westings was of Washington's hasty retreat from New +York to the Harlem Heights, leaving his artillery and heavy baggage +behind. Then for a month there was expectancy, and to Barbara in her +quiet green land it seemed marvellous that the two armies could lie +facing each other in this way, day after day, and not be stirred to +decisive action. She wondered how their nerves could bear the strain +of such waiting. + +The bright September dragged by in drowsy fashion, and October ran on +in its blue and golden-brown; and then the word that came was of yet +another retreat. The British had enlarged their narrow borders, and +Washington had drawn back to the line of the Bronx, where he fortified +himself strongly so as to hold the roads leading inland. Would he +never stop retreating, questioned Barbara, anxiously, echoing the cry +that went up all over the infant Union. "I think not, dear!" responded +Mistress Mehitable, cheerfully. But Doctor John, who understood the +conditions, declared that this Fabian policy was the only sound one, +while the Continental troops were getting seasoned and learning the +arts of war. Even while this teaching was being digested, came word of +the fierce battle of White Plains, where the two armies, in numbers +closely matched, long held each other by the throat without decisive +advantage. When, two days later, the Continentals again withdrew, this +time to hasty entrenchments at New Castle, Doctor John had hard work to +convince Barbara that this long-drawn-out and bloody struggle was not +an American defeat. For days thereafter word kept coming in, telling +of the losses on both sides, and supplying vivid details; and the +blinds of mourning were drawn down in more than one modest Second +Westings home. A brief message came from Glenowen, saying that he was +safe and well. But of Doctor Jim no word; of Robert not a word. And +Barbara and Mistress Mehitable durst not meet each other's eyes lest +either should read therein, and cry aloud, the fear in the other's +heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +With the coming in of this tumultuous November, there came to Second +Westings a few days of Indian summer magic. The moveless air seemed a +distillation of dreams. The faint azure haze hung everywhere, soft yet +cool, with an elusive fragrance as of clean smoke and fading roses and +fresh earth-mould and lofts of grain. And on one of these consecrated +days Barbara set out early in the morning to paddle across the lake and +see old Debby. + +As on a morning long ago, but not so early, she ran down the back +garden path, and behind the barn, and climbed the pasture bars. This +time she called to Keep; and the big mastiff, who now slept later than +of old, came somewhat stiffly gamboling from his manger bed in the +horse stable. She tripped along the pasture path, between the +hillocks. She trod rapidly the black earth of the old wood-road, where +the shadows were lighter now, and no sound broke the stillness save the +eerie sigh and footfall of the dropping leaves. She launched the canoe +with easy vigour, motioned Keep to his place in the bow, and pushed out +with strong, leisurely strokes across the enchanted mirror. That +far-off morning of her flight came back to her with strange poignancy, +and she wondered if the blue heron would be standing at the outlet to +admonish her with his enigmatic gaze. + +As she approached the outlet, the point was vacant. But suddenly a +strange, dishevelled figure, hatless, and in a blood-stained British +uniform, emerged from the trees near by, came down amid the tall yellow +grasses, and stood staring across the lake. He stood thus with blank +eyes for a moment, apparently not seeing the canoe, then pitched +forward, and lay on his face close to the water's edge. + +With one sharp cry of his name, Barbara surged upon the paddle and shot +the canoe toward land, wasting no mare breath on words. She sprang +ashore, turned the still form over, loosened the low vest and the +throat of the shirt, and dashed water in the white, stained, deathlike +face. At first she thought he was dead, and she felt things growing +black before her eyes. Then she caught herself, and held herself +steady for the need. If she could not be strong now, what right had +she to call herself a woman, or to love a man. She felt at his heart +and found that he was alive. She saw that he was sorely wounded. She +told herself that he had swooned from loss of blood, weariness, +hunger,--but that he had lived, would live, must live. Then she +dragged him further back into the grass, where he was hidden. + +Calling Keep from the canoe, she sat down for a moment with Robert's +head in her lap, and planned what should be done. He must not be found +in Second Westings, that she knew. For an English prisoner of war it +would be all very well,--but for a Tory it might be different. She +could take no risks. In a moment or two her mind was made up. She +bent over, and kissed the unresponding mouth. Then she rose, and +turned to Keep, who had stood sniffing at Robert's clothes with +sympathetic interest. They were shocking clothes, but Keep dimly +remembered the man within them. Barbara pointed to the helpless +figure, saying: + +"Lie down, Keep!" + +And Keep lay down, with his muzzle on Robert's arm. + +"Guard, sir!" commanded Barbara. And Keep rolled upon her a +comprehending and obedient eye. Then she pushed off the canoe, and +paddled hastily down the river to fetch old Debby. + +During all these years since Barbara's interrupted flight, no one had +really read her heart, or been the unacknowledged recipient of her +confidences, so fully as Mrs. Debby Blue. Now, when Barbara arrived, +breathless, with great, strained eyes, tears in her voice, but her red +mouth sternly set, the old woman understood with few words. At another +time, Barbara would have been amazed at this swift understanding. Now, +she was only grateful for it. While she was explaining, Debby was +rummaging on shelves and in boxes, looking for sundry simples of her +cunning extraction. At last she said: + +"Don't you be worried, my sweeting. If Mr. Robert kin be cured up, old +Debby's the one that kin cure him up, well as any doctor in the land, +not even exceptin' Doctor Jim. An' I've got the place where we kin +hide him, too, an' keep him safe till he gits well. An' now, I'm after +you, Miss Barby, sweetheart!" + +"God bless your dear, true heart, Debby," cried Barbara, leading the +way in hot haste to the canoe. + +When they arrived at the point, Robert was just recovering +consciousness, in a dazed fashion. They saw him make an effort to sit +up; and they saw Keep, who was nothing if not literal in his +interpretation of Barbara's commands, put his two huge fore paws on +Robert's breast and firmly push him down again. The tears jumped to +Barbara's eyes at this, and she gave a little hysterical laugh, +exclaiming: + +"Just look at that, Debby! Good _dear_ old Keep! Even he knows that +Robert must be kept hidden!" + +When they got to him, he sat up determinedly, and recognised Barbara +with a look of utter content. + +"You, my lady! I have come a very long way to look--" and then he sank +off again, falling back into Barbara's supporting arms. + +[Illustration: _He sank off again, falling back into Barbara's +supporting arms_.] + +"Why, he's _starved_, that's what he is!" exclaimed Debby, examining +him critically and feeling his pulse. "An' he's lost pretty nigh all +the blood was ever in him. An' he's got two wounds here, either one +enough to do for a man!" + +She forced some fiery liquor down his throat, and then, as a faint +colour came back to his lips, she gave him to drink from a bottle of +milk. He drank eagerly, but automatically, without opening his eyes. + +"He's been wounded at White Plains, poor dear!" murmured Barbara, +leaning over him a face of brooding tenderness. + +"An' he's wandered all the way up here, a-lookin' for you, Miss Barby!" +responded the old woman. + +"Do you really think so?" murmured Barbara. + +"No manner of doubt!" said old Debby, positively, as she set about +dressing and binding Robert's wounds. + +In a little while Robert was able to sit up again; and then to be +helped to his feet; and then to be half guided, half carried to the +canoe. There he was placed on a bed of heaped armfuls of dry grass. +Old Debby squatted precariously in the bow,--she was more at home in a +punt than in a canoe,--and Barbara thrust out from shore, heading down +the little river. + +Robert was still too far gone in exhaustion to explain his strange +appearance at Second Westings, or to ask any questions, or to care +where he was going, so long as he was able to open his eyes every once +in awhile and look at Barbara. When he did so, Barbara would smile +back reassuringly, and lay a slim brown finger on her lips, as a sign +that he was not to talk. And happily he would close his eyes again. + +Barbara paddled down past Debby's landing, past the ducks and hens and +turkeys, now too lazy to make more than casual comment. Keep, +meanwhile, followed anxiously along the shore, close to the edge, and +now and then splashing in belly deep. + +"How far is it, Debby dear?" asked Barbara, presently. + +"Jest a little mite furder," answered the old woman, who relished the +situation immensely. "A matter of half a mile, maybe!" + +And so they slipped noiselessly on, in that enchanted light, over that +enchanted water with its reflections of amber and blue. Some crows, +grown suddenly garrulous over private matters, cawed pleasantly in the +pine-tops a little way off against the sky, and then subsided again +into silence. + +On both banks of the stream the trees held out their leaves, russet and +gold, amethyst and bronze and scarlet, like so many little elfin hands +attesting that all fair dreams come true at last for those who have the +key to the inner mysteries. + +Barbara was paddling in a dream herself, when suddenly old Debby said, +"Turn in here, my sweeting! Here to your right!" + +"But where?" asked Barbara, puzzled. "I don't see any place to turn +in!" + +"Straight through them dripping branches yonder by the water-logged +stump!" directed the old woman. "Straight on through!" + +As the prow of the canoe came up to what was seemingly the shore, old +Debby parted the branches. As the canoe pushed onward, she continued +this process,--and a few feet in from the main stream they entered a +long, narrow deadwater, deep and clear, and perfectly hidden from the +world. It was perhaps a hundred yards in length, slightly winding; and +at its head, on a gentle rise, stood a little deserted log cabin. + +"Oh, _Debby_!" cried Barbara. "How did you ever find such a place?" + +"It's been empty this ten year!" answered Debby. "An' folks has +forgotten, that ever knowed. An' I've been keepin' it to myself, when +I wanted to get away from the ducks an' hens a mite. An' I've kep' it +from fallin' to pieces. I'll nurse Master Robert here till he's able +to get away, if it takes a year. An' I'll come back and forward in my +punt. There's a bunk ready now, full of pine-needles; an' when we get +him into it we'll go back to make it all right with Aunt Hitty. +_Ain't_ I got a head on my old shoulders, now, Miss Barby?" + +Even as Debby had so swiftly and fully planned, it was done. Robert +was still so far gone in exhaustion, and so wandering in his mind, that +Barbara would not let him talk; and before they left him--with Keep an +incorruptible sentry at the door--he had fallen into a deep sleep. +When they returned a couple hours later, he was awake and quite clear, +and so determined to talk that Barbara could not but let him. He sat +up in the bunk, but Barbara, bending shining eyes down close to his, +laid him back upon the pillow. + +"Debby says you must not sit up at all, Robert!" she said. + +"And what do you say, my lady?" he asked, devouring her radiant dark +face with his eyes. + +"I say so, too!" she answered, laughing softly. + +"Why, my lady?" he persisted. + +"Because it will hinder you getting well, Silly!" she replied, touching +his hair with cool fingers. + +"What matter about a 'damned Tory' getting well?" he began, being very +weak and foolish. But the slim hand sweetly closed his mouth. + +"How did you get here--to me?" Barbara asked, changing the subject. + +He smiled up at her. + +"We charged through the rebels!" he explained, frankly. "We cut them +down, and scattered them, and chased them till we were within the +enemy's lines. Then we could not get back. They surrounded us. They +overwhelmed us. We were annihilated. I escaped, I shall never know +how, hatless and horseless, as you found me, my lady, I tried to get +back to my regiment. It was no use. Then, somehow, a spirit in my +feet led me back here, to you. I just escaped capture a score of +times. I had nothing to eat for days, save roots and leaves. I +remember coming to the shore of the dear lake, and straining my eyes +across it, to see the chimneys of the house where my love lay. Then I +saw no more, knew no more, till I saw my love herself in very truth, +leaning her face over mine. And I thought I was in heaven, my lady." + +"You still love me, Robert, after the hideous way I treated you?" +questioned Barbara, her voice a little tremulous. + +He started again to sit up; but being again suppressed, was fain to +content himself with clutching both her hands to his lips. + +"There is nothing in the world but you, Barbara," he said. "There is +nothing I want but you, wonderful one!" + +"Then--you may take me, Robert, I think!" she whispered, dropping her +face, and brushing his lips with her hair. + +"Me?" he cried, in a voice suddenly strong, glad, and incredulous. +"Me? Sick near to death, hunted near to death, a beaten and fleeing +enemy, a Tory? I may take you, my queen, my beloved?" + +"Whatever you are, dear, I have found that you are my love," she +answered. "I don't care much what you are, so long as you are mine. I +find I am just a woman, Robert--and in my conceit I thought myself +something more. I love my country, truly. But I love my lover more. +I shall not ask you whether you bow to King or to Congress,--but only +ask you to get well!" + +He reached up both arms, and slowly pulled down her still averted face +till it was close to his. Then she turned her face suddenly to him, +and her lips met his. A moment later she untwined his arms, went to +the door, and glanced unheeding down at old Debby, gathering wood. +Then, her face and eyes still glowing, she came back, smoothed his +hair, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and said, "Now you must be +quiet, dear. Debby will scold me if I let you talk any more!" + +But Robert was excited, drunk with new joy after long despair. + +"Just one word, and I will obey, dear heart! Listen, my lady. I will +draw sword no more in this quarrel. I have given my blood, my +lands,--I have given, as I thought, my love,--for a cause already lost, +for a cause that I felt to be wrong from the day of Lexington, But +whichever side wins, I will stay in my own country, if my country, when +it is all over, will let me stay. When I am well enough to go +away--love, love, will you go with me, to return, when the fighting and +the fury cease, to our own dear river and our own dear woods?" + +"Yes, you know I will, Robert," answered Barbara, kneeling down and +looking into his eyes. "You know that is what I am planning, dear one. +Now go to sleep, and get well, and take me away when you will!" And +holding her hand against his neck he forthwith went to sleep, like a +child, tired and contented. + +Barbara knelt for a long time unmoving, her hand warm in his weak +clasp, and was grateful to old Debby for staying so long away. As she +knelt, the side of her face to the door, she heard a soft _thud, thud_ +on the threshold, and looked around out of the corners of her eyes +without turning her head. She saw two wild rabbits, filled with +curiosity at finding the cabin door open. They hopped in warily, and +went bounding all about the room, sniffing with their sensitive, cleft +nostrils; waving their ears back and forth at every faint whisper; and +from time to time sitting up to ponder their discovery. One of them +bounded over Barbara's little foot, turned to examine it, and nibbled +tentatively at the heel of her shoe till she had to make the muscles +tense to keep him from pulling it off. Then, standing up together for +a moment, they seemed to take counsel and conclude that they had +business elsewhere. As they hopped lazily away from the door, Barbara +got up and followed to look after them. The wonderful day was drawing +to its close; and long, straight beams of rosy gold, enmeshed with the +haze, were streaming through the trees to her very feet. She laughed a +little happy laugh under her breath. 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