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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/35373-8.txt b/35373-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..4dd0c2f --- /dev/null +++ b/35373-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6637 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Withered Leaves. Vol. III.(of III), by +Rudolf von Gottschall + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Withered Leaves. Vol. III.(of III) + A Novel + +Author: Rudolf von Gottschall + +Translator: Bertha Ness + +Release Date: February 23, 2011 [EBook #35373] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WITHERED LEAVES. VOL. III.(OF III) *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=lOUBAAAAQAAJ + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + AT ALL LIBRARIES. + + BY THE SAME TRANSLATOR. + + SACRED VOWS, + + By E. WERNER, + + _Author of_ "_Under a Charm_," "_Success and How He Won it_," _&c_. + + 3 VOLS. 31s. 6d. + + * * * * * + + +"The loves of Bruno and Lucie are simply told with that accompaniment +of mysterious sympathy in the inanimate surroundings of their +struggles, which is the highest application of true literary insight +into nature."--_Athenæum_. + +"The incidents are striking * * * * * The whole scene rises before the +reader with as much clearness as if it were represented before him on +the stage."--_Saturday Review_. + +"The ability of Werner's Novels is implied in the simultaneous +publication of two translations of 'Sacred Vows.' His scenes are more +than paintings, they are sculptures, and stand out in _alto relievo_, +distinctly conceived and vigorously executed."--_The British +Quarterly_. + + + * * * * * + + REMINGTON & Co., 5, Arundel Street, Strand, W.C. + + + + + + + WITHERED LEAVES. + + A Novel, + + BY + + Rudolf von Gottschall. + + + FROM THE GERMAN, + + By BERTHA NESS. + + Translator of Werner's "Riven Bonds" and "Sacred Vows." + + + THREE VOLUMES. + + * * * * * + + AUTHORISED TRANSLATION. + + * * * * * + + VOL. III. + + * * * * * + + + London: + REMINGTON AND CO., + 5, Arundel Street, Stand, W.C. + * * * + 1879. + + [_All Rights Reserved_.] + + + + + + + CONTENTS OF VOLUME III. + + + CHAP. + + I.--Primavera. + + II.--In the Lion's Den. + + III.--The Mistress of the Boarding School. + + IV.--In the Forest of Juditenkirchen. + + V.--Internal Struggles. + + VI.--A Sleighing Party. + + VII.--In the Land of the Lotus-Flowers. + + VIII.--In the Church of San Giulio. + + IX.--The Bridal Jewels. + + X.--The Wedding Day. + + XI.--A Legacy. + + XII.--Confessions. + + XIII.--To the East! + + + + + + + WITHERED LEAVES. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + PRIMAVERA. + + +_Primavera_--in the midst of winter, which sketched its frozen pictures +upon the window! + +_Primavera_--and yet a midsummer of love, which had long since gathered +the blossoms of spring for its transient enjoyment! + +And Blanden wooed Giulia with a passion which, possessing no history of +the past, asserting no prior right, only living in his recollections as +if it were the fairy-like charm of a dream, will conquer her love for +the bright day of the present; yes, for the endurance of a life time. +He did not strive to obtain the renewal of former affection; she had +from the very first resisted everything that could encourage such +wooing; he was resolved to win her hand, and to defy those prejudices +which could pronounce his union with a singer to be unsuitable. + +But ardent as was his passion, much as her beauty, intellect, talent +and her great knowledge of the world and of life fascinated him, he was +yet by no means disposed blindly to follow his heart's inclination; he +could even not suppress a soft warning voice of suspicion, which he was +obliged to term ungrateful, because it was connected with their own +former meeting--could this admired actress always have withstood the +temptations that beset her upon her path of triumph? + +Did not smiling Euphrosyne cast roses into her lap, as the goddess +stood beside victory upon her car of triumph, decking her with laurels? +How many phenomena of theatrical fame do but shine through a dim vapour +which the repute of their evil habits of life spreads around them, and +it was not Blanden's intention to guide one of these beauties, weary of +adventures, into a haven of refuge. + +In the town even her enemies did not attack her character; she +possessed admirers, but she favoured none; all that Blanden learned +there, spoke in favour of the singer, but this did not suffice him. +During his travels he had formed many connections in the various +capitals of Europe, in Paris and London, in Rome and Florence; +everywhere he had friends and acquaintances who were familiar with art +and theatrical life. Immediately after the performance of "Norma," when +the thought first was kindled within him of calling this beautiful +woman his own, he had written to all these people to obtain information +as to the actress' life and character. Day by day the replies now came +in; not one single letter contained an accusation, a shred of +suspicion; the testimony that was given to the singer's private life +was most brilliant. No scandal had contributed to the augmentation of +her fame; she owed it entirely to her talent, of which all spoke with +admiration. + +Blanden dropped all suspicions, and the project of making Giulia his +wife took still deeper root. He had reason to expect that she would be +ready to resign the stage, as she had frequently lamented the +disappointments to which she was daily more and more exposed in her +artistic career; nor did she conceal a feeling, which caused her +uneasiness, the conviction that the epoch of her glory was at an end, +and that the decadence of her voice was making its announcement gently +but perceptibly. Surely therefore was she often so melancholy; who +would not, with a heavy heart, bear the claims of a day of reckoning as +it crumbles from us one object of pride, one advantage after another, +and with such cruel indifference sweeps away all the flowers of our +life. + +_Primavera!_ But there is a spring-time of feeling, which time cannot +kill. It was that which bound Giulia to the wintry provincial town, +when she might have been celebrating her triumphs in the capitals of +the south. + +This it was that made her await the arrival of her friend with a +palpitating heart, as she had once awaited him in the moonlight by Lago +Maggiore; and if to her other admirers she made no secret of his +visits; if she denied herself to them as soon as he was present, or +received him at a time when she was inaccessible to others; in so doing +she obeyed no decree of prudence which counselled her not to alienate +her other enthusiastic friends by distinguishing the one; it was a +necessity, a happiness for her to have him quite alone; happiness that +might not be desecrated by contact with the world. + +Blanden still exercised the same entrancing magic over her as in those +days of unguarded devotion; she had remained true to him since that +time, little as it was his right or her duty thus to continue faithful. +His image alone accompanied her through life; all emotions to which she +must give expression upon the stage were for him. She confessed it to +him, and he uttered no doubt of such assurances. Blanden's person would +account for such passion; it was distinguished and possessed of a +peculiar charm. An enthusiast, a dreamer, as he had been from his youth +upwards, he seemed to be one still, when, with half-closed languid +eyes, he buried himself in the rich stores of his mental life; but then +they would suddenly flash and open, and gleam with passion and manly +power. In all else he was in perfect harmony; his figure symmetrical, +the well-bred smile upon his lips, full of intellectual superiority; +his conversation, in earnest and in jest, combined sweetness and charm. +As Desdemona to Othello's tales, Giulia listened to the descriptions of +the adventures which Blanden had met with in distant lands and oceans, +he raised her imagination far above the painted decorations of +theatrical life; she was susceptible to all the grandeur and beauty of +nature, to all intellectual struggles; only the unrest and bustle of +her artist's calling prevented her giving herself up to those mental +enjoyments for which she longed now more fervently than formerly. To +her it would have appeared unutterable bliss to belong entirely to the +man in company with whom she might revel in such enjoyments; to the man +who offered her a refuge from the tempests of stage life. With what +just pride she would have borne the name with which that noble scion +represented a family so esteemed in the world! + +And yet--from out the past one shoal reared itself in her life: a shoal +upon which all her proud dreams of a future should be wrecked. + +In sleepless nights she meditated how she could guide her ship round +that reef; her senses became confused in the rapid flight of thought +from one possibility to another, which, clutched convulsively, never +granted a firm hold; sometimes she rose to the daring venture of +defying those rocks and trying if the high storm-lashed billows of her +life would not bear her over. Her experiences upon the stage became +daily more unpleasant, the enthusiasm of her adherents more disputed by +steady opposition. + +These were the results of Spiegeler's malicious condemnation. + +On the other hand the poet Schöner prepared one slight pleasure for +her; he who belonged to her warmest admirers, and two years ago had +striven eagerly to gain her favour, but who had been rejected. For a +long time he avoided all intercourse with her, but without bearing any +ill-will remained one of her most zealous adorers. Now, when her +enemies roused themselves, he sought her out again, and, like a +troubadour, devoted his lyre to the noble lady. He read a poem to her, +in which he sang of her as the _primavera_ of Baltic winter, and at the +same time attacked her opponents with epigrammatic arrows, and those +mighty blows which he had acquired in the fencing-school of political +poetry. + +The poem appeared in the most important papers, and again increased the +diminishing numbers of Giulia's followers. She was heartily grateful to +him for it, because she perceived that his thoughts were noble and free +from personal motives, that he but followed his own convictions. + +The more retiringly Schöner behaved, the more obtrusive became +Lieutenant Buschmann; he could not accustom himself to the idea that he +must retire from so long a siege without success. The uniform +friendliness of the singer seemed to him like scorn; from day to day he +hoped for a more passionate return. Constantly renewed disappointment +embittered him. His character was somewhat violent, he tolerated no +barriers, and once when the singer, through her maid, refused him +admittance on a morning call, he forced himself ruthlessly into her +boudoir, and reproached her passionately. + +It was the day after his visit to Frau Hecht's kitchen, when Blanden +met the Italian again in the street. Arrested on the previous evening, +Baluzzi was once more set free. + +Blanden took advantage of this chance encounter to lead the +conversation to the amber merchant. Giulia only vouchsafed meagre +information; he was a distant connection of hers, who often importuned +her with petitions, as he had once performed some great service out of +gratitude for which she had taken him under her protection. Then she +broke off the conversation, it was evidently an unwelcome subject. But +she remained abstracted all the evening, and even confounded two +Italian composers with whom she had been familiar from her youth +upwards. + +After a sleepless night, Giulia had a long conversation with her +friend. + +"It cannot go on so, Beate! The internal conflict consumes me. His +claims become more and more unbounded; how happy I was when he, +fettered by illness or misfortune of long duration, the veil of which +he will not raise, remained in the interior of Russia; I breathed +freely; now more than ever, I am in his bondage." + +Beate shrugged her shoulders. + +"Notwithstanding all your brilliant receipts, we shall be beggars +again." + +"Oh, that is not the worst! I would give up everything if I could +purchase my freedom!" + +"That is not his wish! He would spend everything at once; he also +prefers to have a safe reserve for the future." + +"Oh, there is a hell that binds us for evermore. _Lasciate ogni +speranza voi che entrale!_ You are clever and cunning, Beate! Try once +more if you cannot set me free. I have no more ideas, no more plans! +Whenever I ponder over it, my senses become desolate and dead. I stare +into vacuity!" + +"What can we do?--we must exercise patience. But if it continue thus, +we shall have nothing left." + +"Go to him, Beate! Pray, implore." + +"To him! You ask no small matter. I should venture into a robber's +cave, late at night--for at an earlier hour he could not be found--into +a gambling hell, for I know he has opened one here!" + +"You have already done much for me, make this sacrifice also." + +"Oh, I am not afraid, and if I met a lion in the cage, I would pull his +mane; he should do nothing to me. But he will reject my propositions as +he has always done. Yes, even if I found proofs." + +"Proofs! They will not give me back my freedom--yes, if he would, if he +became a subject of this country--we could appeal to justice; it would +even decide against the verdict of the church." + +"Proofs never do any harm--who knows what may happen? Perhaps his +speculations may some day oblige him to settle down here--then it would +always be well to possess proofs that may be turned against him, but it +will be difficult, almost impossible! However, I will venture to go and +seek him this evening. Perhaps chance may favour me." + +"A craving for happiness has come over me, so intense as to strain +every nerve in my bosom. A glance at the smiling horizon brightens our +souls--and yet tears stand in our eyes. We weep with a prescience of +happiness which nevertheless appears to be unattainable. I do not know +why the pictures of my life crowd like feverish visions around me. I +seem to hear the sound of bells in the days of my childhood; I see +myself, dressed, go with the other children over high hills to the +pilgrims' chapel; then another bell ringing sounds in my ear. In those +days I did not know that it was the death-knell of all my life! Then +again I hear the exulting applause of many thousands, whom my song +delights, and yet I would give it all up for one whispered word of +love, of love that had the right to lasting happiness." + +Giulia was to sing in the "Somnambula" on that evening; she felt in +harmony with the part, to herself she often appeared to be walking in +her sleep. + +Blanden came after the close of the theatre, and was admitted; Beate +hid her dark curls beneath a hood and begged Giulia for a dagger. + +"I am going to the bandit, I must protect myself!" + +Giulia started; a dagger always awoke gruesome recollections in her. + +Blanden smiled, "Probably some masquerade?" + +"_Corpo di bacco_," said Beate, "the mask is not wanting, but the fun +is desperately poor." + +She received the dagger from her friend, and was dismissed with a kiss. + +Outside, Beate gave the maid instructions to be on the alert and to +wait for her even if she should return late. Antonie listened to the +directions with lowered eyelids and humble obedience, but at heart she +had decided differently. She knew that Blanden would stay at least an +hour, and if she should not disturb them, she would follow her own +amusements quite as undisturbedly. + +Exactly opposite, in the large hall, there was a people's ball, and +Friederich, a cunning child of Berlin, servant to Lieutenant Buschmann, +had invited her to dance there with him for a little while, and had +promised to fetch her. All were pursuing their own pleasures, why +should she alone pass the time in solitude? + +Giulia was melancholy, Blanden in a softened mood. + +Outside, jingled the bells of the sleighs, the winter sky, hard as +steel, was covered with clouds, and heavy dense snow-flakes, which fell +down soft as wool, proclaimed that the cold had diminished. + +The room was so homelike. The tea, which with all its accompaniments, +had been brought in by Antonie, who was then graciously dismissed, +infused upon the table. The fire crackled on the hearth. + +There was nothing to remind one of theatrical tinsel, everything bore +the impress of domestic comfort, to which the busts of the great +masters of art lent a radiance of idealism. + +"Only the north knows this homelike comfort," said Blanden, "the +Laplander in his smoky hut, the dweller in Kamskatka who has +unharnessed his dogs, feel it more than the happy children of the +south, who wander beneath palms." + +"And more perhaps than we," added Giulia, "because as the crackling +coals upon the hearth, so do fading dreams stir in our souls, and often +burst once more into flames; of what use is this room's repose, if that +in our hearts be wanting?" + +"That repose is best found in genial companionship; words have not yet +lost the spell of their magic power; familiar communication from lip to +lip can absolve us, it is the secret of the confessional." + +Giulia felt the truth of these words in her inmost heart; how +everything within her urged her to such absolution, and yet--it could +not be, 'twas vain! + +Convulsive sobs overcame her, and Blanden was amazed at the intensity +of the emotions which his passing remark had roused. How light her +heart would have been if she could have imparted to her friend all that +engrossed and tortured her day and night! + +Yes, if he had only been a friend! But he should be more, be everything +to her, and one candid word could destroy her whole future. Perhaps she +might still succeed in breaking the evil magic to which she had +succumbed. Thus silence must be maintained. + +Together they read the recollections of Silvio Pellico; a deep +impression was made upon them by the picture of an artist in chains and +fetters--oh, those were not the worst which hung from the iron ring of +a prison wall. + +She displayed the greatest sympathy; to her it was as if the damp air +wafted through the casemates of the Spielberg filled her life, too, +with the same mouldy breath. + +She spoke of the castle of Chillon; that little spot had filled her +with intense sadness. There were plenty of dungeon towers for +salamanders and frogs, but this tomb of freedom made such a deeply +melancholy impression, surrounded as it is by the waves of a beautiful +lake, and granting a view of the peaks, high as heaven, of the Savoy +alps, which rise in the air like a fortress of liberty. It is this +contrast that makes such a painful impression, and as if called forth +by deepest emotions, she uttered the beautiful verse out of the "Ruins" +by Anastatius Grün-- + + + "Oh, shade of my freedom fly not so fast, + For thee my heart yearns and craves ever more, + Like a fugitive bird that has clang to a mast, + When lost to its sight is the far away shore." + + +Such ardent longing for liberty, for release, was shown in her recital +of these lines, in the tone of her voice, it was like the cry of +distress of a whole life, and at the same time the expression of utter +devotion. + +Blanden could not help it, he folded the beautiful woman to his heart, +and pressed a glowing kiss upon her lips. + +At that moment some one knocked, and simultaneously the door was thrown +open. + +Lieutenant Buschmann entered; disappointment and rage held him +spell-bound, so that he stood as if rooted to the ground; his bold +attack, upon which he had staked his last hope, had been shamefully +frustrated, but at least he possessed the proof that Giulia favoured +another, that her reserve was a lie. + +His cheeks, always red, burned like fire, and he stamped his jingling +spurs upon the floor. + +Everything had commenced so hopefully. Antonie had gone to the ball +with Friederich, and had entrusted the house and door key to the +latter's care. Under some pretence the officer's cunning servant had +left the ball for a short time, proceeded to his master's dwelling +close by, and delivered up the key of the fortress to that master. + +The game so far had succeeded, Friederich was once more dancing merrily +with his unsuspicious partner. + +Blanden sprang from the sofa, and stepped defiantly towards the +intruder. + +"Has this gentleman the right to intrude here?" he asked Giulia. + +"No--by heaven, no! Only by force or cunning can he have obtained +admission. Protect me from him!" + +Giulia covered her face with her hands. + +"Your conduct is shameless, sir!" cried Blanden to the officer. + +"Not another word with you! But one word still with this lady, who has +deceived us all; I owe it to the favour of chance that I have torn from +her the mask with which she has passed before the world as an +inexorable woman." + +"You shall leave the room this moment," said Blanden with firm +determination, "I have the right to bid you do so, because Signora +Giulia Bollini--is engaged to me!" + +With a loud cry, Giulia sank into the sofa cushions. + +"Well, then, I congratulate you upon the Polter-abend,"[1] said +Buschmann scornfully, as he turned upon his heels and left the room +amid the clatter of his spurs. + +"What have you done?" said Giulia, as she gazed at Blanden with large +tearful eyes, her hand raised as if in protest, and sobbing with +internal agitation. + +"I will protect you against all the world," cried Blanden with, +overwhelming emotion, "my Giulia, my betrothed!" + +And she lay in his arms, half unconscious, acquiescent, infinitely +blissful, and desperately defiant of fate. + +"Come what may," whispered she, "I am yours." + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + IN THE LION'S DEN. + + +Beate looked enterprising enough in the Spanish mantilla, which she had +thrown as a hood over her head; her little eyes sparkled; she resembled +a tiger cat, going out in search of prey. + +She rang at the door of a large house, and before the sleepy porter +opened it, she tried whether the dagger would spring easily and quickly +out of its sheath. + +She knew the way; it led through a spacious hall, and through a second +door standing open, past a back building of stables and sheds, which +looked as if some manor house had gone astray in the town. + +Then she arrived at a small gate, and through the railing perceived a +two-storied garden house, of which the shutters were closed; only +through the door, draped with curtains on the ground floor, gleamed a +red light, whose lost reflection fell upon the silver of the frosty +snow, with which the nearest yew trees were covered. + +The gate was locked. Beate had to ring again. + +Then the snow crackled, and a gnome-like creature crept up to the gate; +almost buried beneath the weight of snow which the clouds and trees had +shed upon her, she stared at the stranger with glaring eyes; she looked +like an Esquimaux woman, at whose hut some stranger's hand knocks. + +It was Kätchen! After that meeting with Blanden she had stayed up in +her chamber; had tossed about upon her straw couch as if in feverish +delirium, until the grey morn rose above the roofs, then she had fallen +fast asleep. But mother Hecht knew no consideration for lazy +maid-servants, who neglected their duties--and when Kätchen, on the +following morning, appeared in the kitchen with hollow eyes and pallid +face, she was immediately driven out of the house. + +The Italian, who had known her at the sea-side, and had long had an eye +upon her, had also often spoken to her in the witch's kitchen, heard of +it; according to his views she combined two qualities which were of +equal value for his purposes; want of understanding, sullen +indifference to all that lay beyond her horizon, and a marvellously +developed instinct for everything in which she was interested. That +which was repulsive, even idiotic in her nature, was peculiarly +acceptable to him; she passed unnoticed, no one cared about her. Thus +she could do excellent service as a spy, and at night she was always to +be found at her post as porteress and sentinel where forbidden +pleasures were pursued. + +"Open the gate," said Beate. Kätchen examined her from head to foot, +and shrugged her shoulders. + +"_Aprite dunque_," repeated Beate angrily, although the porteress, who +seemed to belong to the polar regions, did not bear the least +resemblance to an Italian. + +Kätchen asked her name. Beate gave her a card, upon which were written +the words Beate Romani. + +The little porteress sprang along the garden walk, in doing which it +pleased her to sweep the bushes in the nearest beds, so that their +boughs rattled, and threw out clouds of snow. + +Beate became impatient, she had to wait a long time; she shook the bars +of the railing like a wild beast in a cage. + +At last Käthe returned and opened the garden gate. Beate followed her +into the villa, they passed through a garden lighted with red lamps, up +a flight of steps, covered with a lovely carpet. Beate had to wait in +an ante-room; deathlike silence reigned in both the adjoining chambers +disturbed by no cry, by no chink of money, as she had expected. + +She looked at a picture on the wall; it represented a little church +upon an island in a lake; on all sides, high, bare hills, which glowed +in the radiant colouring of an Italian evening sky. She knew that +church, and gazed at the picture with a shrug of her shoulders; it +awoke a reminiscence, which at that moment was very unwelcome. And what +mockery--the house of God in the antechamber of a gambling hell! + +"I have not time now, Beate," said Baluzzi curtly, as he entered +through a side door, "but I will make you a proposal! I have visitors +with me, whom I am amusing with various games, now we are at roulette! +Be my guest--_che ne dite?_" + +"What shall I do there? Lose my good name?" + +"_Puo darsi!_ That is not an article which I keep in stock, but neither +do those seek it who come to me. However, we are silent. If the means +are wanting, I am at your service." + +"I do not play!" + +"Remember Monaco, you were a fisher of gold, the money clung to your +rod." + +"I am not prepared for it to-day." + +"Here you have money, you shall play for me! But come, come, I have not +time to talk." + +Beate was not at all disinclined to take a peep into the secrets of the +gaming hell; perhaps she might succeed in discovering something that +could be useful to her friend; she allowed herself to be persuaded, +laid cloak and hood aside, while Baluzzi said to her-- + +"You are doing me a slight favour, Beate! I need the fair sex in my +parties, my graces gain wrinkles! But you are quite a pretty child, +such a little snake with red, fiery eyes, you are a _diavolessa_. I +know you; _tanto meglio_!" + +Meanwhile they had traversed two empty rooms, and entered a brilliantly +lighted saloon, the windows of which were made doubly safe by shutters +and curtains. + +A loud buzz of conversation met the new comers, the game having been +interrupted. Baluzzi seemed happy to have captured an Italian woman, +and, with some pride, introduced Beate to those present as his +countrywoman. + +"Beate Romani--whence did this golden orange drop?" said an elderly +lady, with a complexion yellow as a citron, to her young neighbour, in +a low dress. The latter put her eyeglass more firmly upon her pug nose, +and replied-- + +"Little and impudent--a soubrette! The captain is talking to her +already; she seems to be pert." + +The Polish Captain of Lancers, a Herr von Mierowski, did, indeed, find +pleasure in the wily Italian, whose smile was so charmingly reserved. +At the same time she let her eyes pass over the assembly, and +especially examined the ladies; of these there were four: the mother, +with the yellow tint in her face, and daughter, with the pug nose, also +bore Polish names, consisting of a whole _plica polonica_ of letters. +Then there was another beauty in pink silk. That rose was a Berlin +lady, of remarkable loquacity. Her face did not correspond with her +toilet's language of flowers; she was pale as wax, and the pink ribbons +flowed down from flaxen hair. The fourth lady was an unusually slender +sylph, and Beate guessed correctly and quickly that she must be a late +performer in some ballet, who, after having gradually retreated from +the front row into the very last, had retired with honours from the +field of renown. She was a French-woman, who pretended to have taken +part in the Grand Opera, but who certainly had earned her questionable +laurels in booths, or on similar stages. + +The female company answered to that which is termed refuse at an annual +fair--gay glazed ware, full of bubbles and cracks. Beate soon +recognised this, but without being particularly contented with that +result of her observations. She knew only too well that none of these +Circes could have won Baluzzi's affections. + +Several patrician sons were to be found amongst the gentlemen, who +rather prided themselves upon trying their luck at the gaming table, +and having discovered a miniature Homburg and Baden-Baden in the city +of pure reason, at which were not wanting the Graces, who rustled their +silks through the state rooms and along the terraces. A Russian prince, +possessor of many serfs, was very impatient at the pause in the game, +and walked angrily up and down, caring as little about the seductive +beauties as if they had been painted in faded colours upon the walls. + +The play began afresh; the roulette ball commenced its fatal course; +people betted upon _rouge_ and _noir_ upon _pair_ and _impair_, here +and there also considerable sums were placed upon single numbers, which +Baluzzi swept off with great satisfaction. The little gaming table was +arranged exactly after the pattern of the larger Rhenish banks, and +here, despite the small dimensions, sums could be lost which were not +at all proportionate to those dimensions. The young merchant sons +rejoiced over the losses, as much as over their gains, because they +could thus show that it mattered not at all to them how they sacrificed +vast sums, the loss of which would have reduced others to a state of +nervous agitation. + +Most eager was the Pole; he belonged to those persons who have +converted hazard into a system, and who lose themselves in deep +calculations as to the chances of the game; he sat with a little +writing tablet in his hand, and carefully noted the occurrences at the +green board, laughed at by the free thinkers of the gaming table, who +believe in chance only, just as others perceive but a game of hazard in +the great comedy of the world, and ridicule the thinkers who strive to +reduce it into a system. The mother and her flaxen-haired daughter also +played devotedly, although they merely pledged small sums; at each gain +or loss, a red streak suffused the yellow-bronzed complexion of the +mother, and the waxen features of the daughter received a sudden +crimson glow, which vanished again just as quickly. + +Despite all absorption in the hieroglyphics of chance, Mierowski had +leisure sufficient to observe Beate's mode of playing, which in its +thoughtless recklessness pierced his heart. Owing to the lively +interest which he felt in the dainty Italian, he could no longer look +calmly on; he rose from the table, and whispered the necessary hints to +her, not omitting to squeeze her hand in token of his friendship. + +Beate followed these hints, and lost bravely, an event which seemed to +confuse all rules of the gambling method. He was all the more eagerly +bent upon proving the truth of his calculations by means of his own +success. + +The heaps of gold on his right hand increased; the Polish mamma entered +into partnership with him already, and the flaxen-haired daughter was +much inclined to follow her example, but her neighbour and protector, +the son of the Kommerzienrath, in the _Kneiphöf Lang-gasse_, beneath +whose pennon her _louis d'ors_ ventured out to sea, would never have +given his consent; he looked askant at the augmenting treasures of the +Pole. Baluzzi also became uneasy, because Mierowski steadily increased +his stakes. + +At last that state of feverish excitement set in which always precedes +any great crisis. The battle only raged between the banker and +Mierowski; all others as it were merely paid the entrance money with +their small stakes, in order to be present at this performance. The +victory suddenly seemed to incline to Baluzzi's side; twice following +he swept in heavy amounts. But the Pole doubled and trebled the stake +in order to break the bank, "_Le jeu est fait_," rang forth; with +beating hearts the little circle awaited the result which the weird, +rolling ball should bring. Beate had become pale as death, she knew +that this ball would once more pierce another's heart. + +"_Va banque_," rang the Pole's cry of victory; all sprang up in +tumultuous excitement, so that the heaps of gold were scattered in all +directions, and some _louis d'ors_ rolled upon the ground. + +With apparent composure Baluzzi said-- + +"For to-day I acknowledge myself conquered, but the fortune of war +changes." + +At the same time he cast a venomous glance at the victorious Pole. + +Beate took advantage of the tumult to retire unnoticed, and to await +the Italian in a side room, so that her lengthy stay might not arouse +observation. + +Mierowski's glances sought her in vain, as he rushed away with his +treasures; he was possessed with a violent passion for little Beate, +and was in a very liberal humour; he longed for another champagne +orgie, and the Hebe for it had been found, and was lost. + +Outside, he enquired of the half-witted porteress, for the little black +lady from Italy. + +Kätchen stared at him with astonished eyes, and several times repeated +the word, "Gone!" with pantomimic gesture. In so doing she was obeying +no injunction of Beate, but only her own instinct. + +The whole party broke up noisily; the Polish women lighted their +cigarettes, the pink Berlin lady disappeared in a grey sack-like winter +cloak, which suited her flaxen hair better. The gentlemen eagerly +discussed the last decisive battle, and were so excited and absorbed +that Kätchen picked up several _louis d'ors_ at the garden gate, as +perquisites. + +In the house itself all had suddenly become silent; a tired lacquey +snored upon the bench in the hall; no one remembered to extinguish the +lamps and candles; a current of air blew in through the open doors; +several lights flickered and went out; others burned down and filled +the air with their odour. + +Baluzzi hastened, in wild excitement, through the saloons, and at last +found Beate upon a divan in the farthest room in the suite of +apartments. Only one hanging lamp shed a dim light. + +Beate sprang up from the sofa and assumed an attitude prepared for +defiance, for the Italian was greatly excited, and she knew that he +would then recklessly indulge his wild nature. + +"There you are--you would speak to me--_benissimo_. I too would speak +to you; you are probably afraid of me, little cat? You have an evil +conscience, yes, _per dio_, I might shake you to death, because you are +to blame for the last hesitation." + +At these words, he caught Beate with his powerful hand. But she drew +out her dagger. + +"Stand back! I expected ill-usage; but I am prepared to protect myself +from it." + +The Italian started back at the unexpected sight of the shining steel. + +"_Corpo del diavolo_," cried he, "the little witch has provided herself +well, but if I were to struggle with you--" + +"Just try it!" + +"You are a little brigandess; it pleases me, it is Italian blood! But +you are also an intriguer, a shameless intriguer; she follows your +advice. I know it! Why was I obliged to go to the debtors' prison? +Could you not release me one day sooner? If it were not for the +disturbance, your dagger should not deter me, and even if the little +cat were to spring into my face, I should be able to settle her." + +"Let us talk rationally, Baluzzi." + +"With the dagger in your hand?" + +"There is something like a wild beast about you! Fasten it in a +cage--and the dagger shall return to its sheath." + +"Well, I will control myself, although it is difficult for me at this +moment. The misfortunes which persecute me, transport me into ever new +rage. Could the cursed ball not roll differently? _Sono alla +disperazione_." + +He had seized a chair, and threw it to the ground with such force that +the back broke. + +"Has your rage nearly exhausted itself?" asked Beate. + +"It was a relapse--I will be calm. Sit down. What have you to tell me?" + +They sat down upon the sofa; Beate watched his every movement with a +keen glance. + +"Let us talk quietly! This cannot go on much longer!" + +"My business with Russia shall set me up again! '_E una fatalita!_' +This _maledetto polacco_! If only they had massacred him at Ostrolenka, +or beaten him to death with the knout in Siberia. He is a gambler by +profession, and believes to be in possession of the only luck-bringing +theory; but his theory is folly, while the misfortune is that he is +fortunate. It is the second time already that he has broken my +bank--without him I should be the luckiest player! He exercises an evil +eye upon me--I curse him!" + +"Leave that alone! The misfortune is the gambling--give it up, Baluzzi! +You will ruin yourself, and us with you." + +"She still sings splendidly; while the gold of her voice resounds, gold +will resound in her money box." + +"But her voice is deteriorating." + +"Bad fellows say so, and I punished one of them lately. Her voice is +still first-rate capital, will bring interest for long yet; there is no +want of it." + +"We shall come to want! You are a leech, an outrageous leech! She can +hardly pay for her own dress! And, to-day, bad luck again! No sooner +are your debts paid than a new demand menaces us. You are a bankrupt +every eight days." + +"I will give up gambling now; I have no luck. But business is hazard, +too; the Russian frontier Guards are no joke." + +"Can you pursue no respectable business?" + +"Fill a paper bag with _quattrini_, every day another farthing, and lie +down to sleep happily when one paper bag is full, and a fresh one can +be twisted up--that is not my style! I do business on a large scale, I +would live grandly, I must, therefore, risk much! All or nothing--_va +banque_! What else can I do with your little honorariums? You have no +right to interfere with me; you deceive me, and you especially, little +Satan; you rouse her against me, and spin tissues of lies, and persuade +her to plead poverty. But I will sweep away the spider's web you have +woven, malicious spider that you are, and trample you under foot." + +The Italian assumed a menacing aspect; Beate kept her hand upon the +dagger. + +"Afraid again? Those little watchful eyes, how well they become you, +but I tell you I want money, much money, and she must give it me once +more! Could she not save during that couple of years when I lost all +traces of her, because I was stationed far away in the interior of +Russia, and could not escape from vile ill-luck? Why did she not save? +Why does she live like a princess? Probably she is collecting a dowry +for you; you are, doubtlessly, a pretty little betrothed; some unhappy +being has gone into your net, beguiled by that pretty visage! There is +still time to warn him!" + +"Calumny, vile calumny!" + +"But I shall hold her fast! Do she not fulfil her duties, I shall +appear again, and lay my hand upon her before all the world." + +"It is on this point that I would speak to you, Baluzzi. There is only +one means by which she can still provide for you, even if her talent +has failed her." + +"And that means?" + +"You must set her free." + +"How your eyes sparkle, little viper," cried Baluzzi, springing up. +"That is a fine plan, probably conceived in this charming little head. +Do not give yourselves any trouble, things will remain as they were." + +"Your own interest--" + +"Is thus best ensured. Will always be. I have certainty." + +"There are sufficient grounds for you, according to the laws of this +country, if you only will--" + +"Grounds abundant as flowers in May, as mushrooms after rain; but I +stand by the decree of the Church. I am not a subject of this country, +and will not become one." + +"But if we had reasons, proofs--" + +"Aha, I repeat it, it is in vain--we stand under the laws of Italy and +of the Church, and what will you prove? That which was done was done +with her consent, according to her own desire, yet at first in +opposition to mine; and who tells you that I do not love her, love her +fervently, that I will always remain far from her? If she cease to be +the queen of the stage, then she will belong to me once again. No more +beautiful angel of damnation ever dwelled with Lucifer in the depths of +hell! Ha! how my bonds will rise; she shall preside at the green board, +it will be like a gaming hell in heaven! For me, at least, because she +shall be my slave, whom I love and chastise at the same time." + +"The dreams of a madman." + +"If they are only beautiful, those dreams, enchantingly beautiful, then +it is a foretaste, and the day will come on which this madness will +seek and find its victim." + +"Baluzzi, be reasonable," said Beate, insinuatingly, as she drew the +Italian down beside her, "you are not so foolish as you pretend to be; +you consented formerly, because you saw that it was for your mutual +good. Be reasonable now, too!" + +"How the little cat can caress with its velvet paws." + +"There is something in the air that can do you good also!" + +"I curse that something and him, for I hate him also." + +"Jealousy still, senseless jealousy--_sareble vero!_ She does not love +you; you cannot force her to do so! Is she the only woman in the world? +You give yourself freedom again. Take a large profit with you, and then +trouble yourself no more about her! We others may not be so beautiful, +to be sure, yet we are not made of marble either, but of flesh and +blood, and, if our eyes have not such depth, they flash all the more +merrily." + +Beate looked at the gambler with seductive glances. He put his arms +round her supple form, which only resisted feebly, pressed a kiss upon +her lips, but then wrenched himself away, pushed her from him, and +cried, as he sprang up-- + +"_Corpo di bacco_, I know you, _diavola_! That is a worn-out game, and +I know, too, how the cards are shuffled! You are not indisposed to be +the victim of friendship. Aha, that is the cause of this sudden, +pretended, fervent love. But where are the witnesses--the dumb walls, +the lamps burning down? And, if there were witnesses, they would only +be of use so far as separate maintenance is concerned, with which the +Signora is not supplied. You have miscalculated, my child! To-day is +buried from the world, and to-morrow I shall not know you again." + +Beate stood drawn up erectly, the open dagger in her hand. + +"You misunderstand me, Signor Baluzzi! Our business is at an end!" + +At that moment Kätchen's head appeared in the half-open doorway. + +"You called me, Signor?" + +"Listener," cried Baluzzi, enraged, "this eavesdropping in my own +house! Do not let me catch you a second time. Open the garden gate for +the Signora; wait below with the key!" + +Kätchen disappeared. + +"I require money; I do not yet know how much. I will first learn the +result of my business. You are a cunning mediatrix, little Beate, but +neither your paws nor your claws have power over me; but if anything be +in the air warn her not to venture upon too much, else she may have a +narrow escape." + +Below Kätchen was whistling upon the key of the gate. She soon +conducted Beate, who had drawn the hood over her head, through the +garden walks. + +The wild cat left the lion's den. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + THE MISTRESS OF THE BOARDING SCHOOL. + + +Da. Reising's credit had done its duty, as was shown by the shining +brass plate, upon which the skilful town engraver had etched the words, +"Lori Baute's Boarding School," in large, legible characters. + +There she sat, a small sovereign of a small state. The first object of +her ambition was attained. Indignant as she was at the noise which the +classes sometimes made, to her there was even a melodious echo in the +tumult. All these noisy beings are your pupils, entrusted to you, given +up to your authority, and this turbulence only proves how your school +flourishes. + +She had adopted a short, decided, dictatorial manner, and practised it +before the mirror; she had also pondered over a necessary alteration in +her dress, and arrived at the conclusion that her present position +required a certain sacrifice, the sacrifice of youth. Fräulein Sohle, +her predecessor, had none to make in that respect, she was totally +different from her pupils, with the advantage of her maturer years, and +with unartificial dignity, such as is united without effort to creases, +wrinkles, and a figure which only appears as the physical residuum of +an intellectually extinguished spirit. + +But Lori was still young; her looking glass told her that she might +compete in charms with the youngest teachers, yes, she even looked +younger than she was. + +School, and that life to which she might still lay claim, were opposed +to one another, but she must make some concession. She made up her mind +to it, and decided upon the loss of those curls, which the profane +world designated "love-locks." + +It was not easy for her to relinquish the glossy, youthful head-gear, +but the gloomy framework of snake-like curls imparted an otherwise +unattainable dignity to her features. To be sure her eyes flashed out +all the more boldly, and her tiny person could not possibly transform +itself into a Juno. Nevertheless she knew how to inspire respect; +wherever she appeared, all noise was stilled, her omniscience was +feared, because she knew how to find out by inquisition and torture +everything that happened in any portion of her dominions. The +governesses were afraid of her and her spies; they felt that every step +was watched, without knowing in what tangible form those dark powers +dogged their heels. + +The older tutors also obeyed the young ruler's will with a certain +gallantry; only the young master with the moustache opposed an +unbending mind, and appeared to be determined to go his own way. + +She was thought to be omniscient, poor Lori! How gladly would she have +been so! because unnatural obscurity hovered over one of the most +important questions which occupied her. Far away beyond the attained +goal her ambition was again striving after new objects--how very +different to be a proud _châtelaine_, and the wife of a nobleman of +position--and was this impossible for her? + +She sat silently, and counted up all the tokens of attention which +Blanden had vouchsafed to her. The sum was a considerable one, if only +all the separate posts had been secure--! + +Blanden had availed himself of her last invitation in the +confectioner's shop to visit Reising, just before his departure to the +province, and, indeed, on the same day. Was it merely his eagerness to +fulfil a social duty while he had time, or was it liking for, and +interest in her poor self? + +Dr. Reising had received him very pleasantly. Euphrasia had been +agreeable, yes, coquettish--Lori had no other name for it; even Emma +had shed the light of her kitchen lantern upon the high politics of the +reception-room; and actually Albertine made up her mind to speak. + +But he had distinguished her above all the others, talked with her in +preference, and she herself had been intellectual, particularly +intellectual; she must say that for herself, there are days upon which +the silver melts unaided from the mental ore, and becomes liquid, days +of an intellectual silvery appearance. Could Blanden be unsusceptible +to such silvery looks? For he had been in the province a long time. Dr. +Reising had departed with her sisters; she had undertaken the school, +it was a time of anxiety. He was far away, she could only preserve his +image in her heart, and at rare moments take it out for devout +contemplation. + +But now he had returned again, she had seen him. Twice he had ridden +past her house. Was it chance, or intentional? He had looked up at her +windows; did he seek her, or did he only notice the wild noise issuing +from one of the classes, the windows of which, in spite of the cold, +had to be opened on account of a worn-out stove! + +Much more weighty was the fact that for several days she had each +morning found a bouquet of hot-house flowers in her vase. + +A man-servant had delivered them to the housemaid without giving the +name of the donor. In each bouquet was concealed an envelope, in which +was a card containing a verse. Such forbidden goods in a girls' school, +and to be sent to her, the mistress! But she resigned herself to the +inevitable, did not burn the cards, nor did she forbid the reception of +the bouquets. + +Did they come from Blanden? A blissful suspicion told her so, she +believed to find reminiscences of their conversations in some of the +verses. Had he not spoken of the solitude of his woods, and did not the +first verse begin with an allusion to it?-- + + + "Without thee darling I am lonely, + All the light of life doth die, + All my heaven is in thee only, + No star is in th' eternal sky + Save thou smile and bid me see, + Save thou come and bide with me." + + +She imagined she heard Blanden's soft mellifluous voice in the melody +of these lines; but why did he not come? She would gladly have let her +eyes shine upon him. + +Bolder was the last poem! It spoke of the lotus-flower. Blanden had +been in India, the exotic colouring of the lines possessed a warmth +such as only personal experience can impart: + + + "A god of Hindoo dreams, + Cradled in the lotus-flower, + Then enchanted it would seem + By a goddess' magic power; + And wert thou my goddess true + I should be enchanted too." + + +In spite of the oriental figurative language, the meaning of these +lines was not incomprehensible; they were from Blanden. They must have +originated from him, and mentally Lori composed the anti-strophe-- + + + "Let the lotus shed its perfume, + Tarry not in lover's pain, + In the castle of Kulmitten + I will as your goddess reign." + + +And if Blanden were the author, the sender of these exotic nosegays, +nothing but delicate consideration could restrain him from seeking her! +He indeed knew where the lotus-flower bloomed, but could he know how he +should be received? He must show some regard for the mistress' +character, upon which her existence depends. He had no pretext for such +a visit; he had no little daughter to introduce. Oh, she understood him +thoroughly, and she respected him the more, the more she understood +him. + +She considered long what pretext she could find for a meeting; she made +plans, and rejected them again. At last she decided upon her favourite +weapon, a pink note--an anonymous pink note! He was discreet, she might +trust him, there was nothing remarkable about a chance meeting in the +confectioner's shop; but the reason? This was of less importance; once +she was seated before him, all doubts must vanish. + +These lines, these flowers, and the look in his eyes, a single pregnant +word--and the enigma would be solved with magic speed. + +The pink note merely contained the words, "a lady begs for your advice +and help," also the place and the hour of the assignation. + +Blanden was on friendly terms with Reising; she, without male support +since her brother-in-law's departure, had she not every right to turn +to him, and her doing so would enlighten him. + +There was the tutor with the moustache, handsome Dr. Sperner, he became +bolder and more defiant each day, yes even at times he seemed to treat +her like a little girl, and not as the principal of the school. Blanden +should advise her how she was to behave to the doctor, a little +interference in her favour would lower the young man's presumptuous +tone; he must learn that she was sure of manly protection. + +When in the act of taking her straw hat out of the drawer so as to make +her toilette in keeping with her correspondence, Dr. Sperner was +announced again. He entered so boldly, that one might have expected to +see spurs on his boots. + +"You wish to speak to me, dear Fräulein?" + +"Later, a few hours later, I begged you to come to me." + +"I know, but I shall not have time! This white slavery only extends +over lectures and consultations, not the entire day, even if it be the +most amiable lady planter's slavery." + +"What do these insinuations mean, Herr Doctor?" + +"I gladly look upon myself as your slave, my Fräulein! If capital be +allowed to plunder our mental labour, it may be endured from an owner +of capital, such as you, dear Fräulein, with whom a man could live. But +what do you wish?" + +"I can now only explain my views very briefly upon two points which I +wish to see altered; yes, I expect, I command that they be altered!" + +The Doctor bowed with a mocking smile. + +"Even on my first visit to the establishment, I made these +observations," continued Lori, while she assumed a stern tone, and +shook back one spiral curl that fell over her face, "the themes which +you give to the pupils are totally unsuitable, just so the theme for +the last composition, 'Why did Egmont not marry Klärchen?' That does +not appear to be the proper manner of introducing our classics." + +"There our views differ, dear Fräulein! Upon reflection, you will find +how improving such tasks are. They accustom the girls to grasp the most +important questions in life in an independent manner, and, above all, +to treat them with tact. Besides, I avoid themes which lead to +commonplaces, and which have already been written upon hundreds of +times. New questions which cause independent thought--that is my +object. I should like to wager that hitherto even you have not thought +over my questions." + +"I must decline, Herr Doctor, to be placed on a par with my pupils." + +"I am far from doing so, excepting on one point, namely, youth and +loveliness." + +"You forget to whom you are speaking. Such susceptibility, however, is +a superfluous quality in the masters at my school." + +"What would a teacher of youth be, who possessed no susceptibility for +the beautiful?" + +"Many pupils and their parents complain of your partiality. I find that +they are right. I have examined the corrected copy-books very closely. +You show such partiality to that fat Iduna; orthographical mistakes, +which, for the others, you mark with thick red lines, in her case you +treat as clerical errors, which you do not count, which you do not put +down in the margin or add up. Thus Iduna always receives a good notice. +And yet that girl brought forward the unutterable nonsense that Egmont +did not marry Klärchen because it would have been inconvenient, and +marriage, especially owing to ladies' dress, costs too much money; +although lace was made in Brussels and Flanders, and was cheaper than +with us. And this sentence you did not even cross out, while you +accompany the poetical ideas of other girls with red notes of +interrogation." + +"Iduna possesses sound common sense, although she is of a prosaic +nature. We must encourage it. On the other hand, it is a master's duty +to eradicate betimes all that is too fantastic; life does not fulfil +such foolish dreams." + +"As well as Iduna, you favour Clara, who is not her inferior as to +voluptuous form; it seems that you like full-blown roses." + +"You are mistaken, Fräulein; besides, my private taste has nothing to +do with my profession and your establishment. It is thoroughly feminine +to recognise no principles, and to impute everything to the +affections." + +"Because," interposed Lori, "in a boarding school they are ill-weeds, +which must be eradicated first of all." + +"As you like to decide upon matters which do not belong to your duties +as principal, although, as a girl, they may be interesting to you--" + +"The distinctions which you make are unsuitable--" + +"Then I must defend my taste against your accusations. I do not +love such phlegmatic contented natures. I love what is fine and +piquant--vivacious, intellectual eyes, dainty figures--" + +"I thank you for your confessions, but I am not in a position to listen +to them any longer; I must leave you. But yet, I must request better +themes for German tasks, and greater impartiality--and you will obey my +orders." + +"Certainly; 'Thoughts on the awaking of Spring' shall be the next theme +for our first-class, and Iduna shall receive the worst report. You had +better take your fur instead of your cloak, Fräulein! It is bittterly +cold, as the sentries say in 'Hamlet,' before they see the ghost. Can I +assist you? That pink bonnet becomes you charmingly, dear Fräulein! You +can wear the most youthful colours, but smooth bands of hair would suit +you better than these corkscrews. Good-by!" + +With a mocking smile, but a fiery glance at the young mistress, the +audacious Doctor took leave. Lori was indignant at his daring, and at +the superior tone which he assumed, but she was still more angry with +herself that she had not been able to keep him within bounds; that she +felt subdued before him, as was Mark Antony before Cæsar's genius. She +must procure advice, it was high time. + +Soon Lori was seated in the confectioner's shop, and waited eagerly for +the result of her pink note. + +Blanden entered: he went excitedly and hastily through the apartments; +he had received the note, and connected its contents with Giulia, who +occupied all his thoughts. For this reason he had acceded to its +invitation, although the preparation for his meeting with the +Lieutenant claimed all his time. He recognised Lori, and went towards +her; she thought it advisable at once to acknowledge her authorship of +the note. Blanden seated himself beside her, and listened absently to +her communications. The less Lori really had to say, the longer she +spun it out: she began with their meeting at the sea-side, with the +friendship which Professor Reising had always entertained for Blanden; +she painted pictures of the short time they had been together, in the +most vivid colours. Blanden sat there so dreamily; was he revelling in +the same recollections; did he smile in silent delight, or only out of +politeness? + +Now Lori began to talk about herself; she drew a touching sketch of her +childhood and youth. Blanden's eyes became more and more concealed +beneath their lids, imparting a dreamy appearance to him; was it +fervour or abstraction? + +In the midst of her recital Lori watched the play of her listener's +countenance with nervous attention, and was miserable that she could +not fathom the impression which her words made upon him, because this +was the principal object of the meeting. She hardly dared confess to +herself that she had perceived how forced was his attention, and that +his pulses did not seem to beat any higher. + +She sought to awaken a deep interest by representing how difficult it +was for a girl to fight her way through the world; she had bought the +school, but now stood there quite isolated, helpless in many respects. +She complained of several governesses, especially of the rebellious +master. + +"Then I should dismiss him," said Blanden, with great composure. + +"It is not so easy as you think. He has his faults, but it is difficult +to find a substitute. Besides, he is thought something of in society. +In such an establishment one has not only to think of the daughters, +but also of the mothers. And, as far as the mothers are concerned, he +is a veritable Faust; he possesses the keys to their hearts." + +"But he would listen to serious remonstrance." + +"He treats me, I hardly like to say it, as a loveable little person, +who, by mere chance, has been wafted to the head of the school; as a +cypher, to which some small capital has put a figure before it. If he +knew that I am not quite unprotected, that my brother-in-law, that my +brother-in-law's friends support me--" + +"It is a knight's duty to protect ladies who implore protection," said +Blanden. "I shall always fulfil that duty. If the young Doctor should +be guilty of anything in the least degree unbecoming towards you, +reckon upon me; I shall call him to account." + +This sounded so delightful, so hopeful! Lori's heart exulted, her eyes +rested with such confiding trust upon the knight, who vowed his +services to her; words of gratitude flowed warmly and fervently from +her lips. + +Now she had gained courage to prosecute her research as to whether the +knight had already borne any lady's colours. + +"You surely lead a very solitary life in Kulmitten?" asked she, +assuming a most significant air, and emphasising the word "solitary" +very markedly. + +"I shall spend the winter mostly in the town," replied Blanden. + +The man with the iron mask, thought she, he denies his flowers, but has +he, like many, only warm feelings in his verses? + +The suspicion that those lines did not originate from him still +appeared incredible to her. + +"One who has lived so long in Hindustan, amongst the lotus-flowers, +may, indeed, find it very desolate here with us." + +She cast a sympathetic glance at Blanden, who was so impolite as to +look at his watch at that very moment. + +"Lotus-flowers, the cradle of the gods," continued Lori, raising her +eyes like her sister Ophelia, for which, however, she had not the long +silken lashes; she had no talent for moonlight of the soul. + +"Nothing looks so poetical when seen quite closely," said Blanden, "as +in the poet's verses, neither lotus flowers, nor gods, nor bayaderes. +The lotus flowers are of as beautiful a pink as your bonnet, Fräulein, +Nevertheless, the holy plant possesses a very prosaic side, too; bread +can be made from its fruit." + +Was this meant for a significant or, perhaps, even a malicious +allusion? Lori had plenty of time for reflection, because immediately +after Blanden politely took leave, while he repeated that he should +always be ready to protect her. + +A feeling of great uncertainty took possession of her. All that Blanden +said was so cool, so distant. Had she been mistaken? Did the castles of +Kulmitten and Rositten belong to those in the air? or was he only +teasing her? Did the merry cupids take refuge in his flowers and lines +of poetry, while he acted the part of grave invincibility? + +As Lori left the confectioner's shop, she had to pass readers, who were +deeply absorbed in their newspapers. One gigantic sheet was suddenly +lowered, and behind it appeared the moustache of Dr. Sperner, who +greeted the principal of the boarding school with a slight bow, and +smiled familiarly, as she strolled past him. + +After a sleepless night, in which the ardent desires of her heart were +driven to flight by the implacable calculation of her understanding, +and after mature consideration, she was obliged to acknowledge a +defeat, which, happily, she had suffered in total secrecy. In the +morning she again found a bouquet of flowers and a note: + + + "Ah, these runes, dear, pray decypher, + Put an end to my love's pain; + For 'tis not Iduna I love, + No, I love but you alone!" + + +This was the height of impudence. The moustachioed teacher cast his +mask aside. In her own establishment had sprung up the ill-weeds of +poetry and bouquets. + +Should she give him notice? + +Under existing circumstances she resolved not at once to speak about +these love poems, so opposed to all rule, but to hold farther mental +debates with herself. + +Iduna's next exercise teemed with red corrections. Lori rewarded Dr. +Sperner for them with a grateful smile. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + IN THE FOREST OF JUDITENKIRCHEN. + + +Early in the morning the carriage stopped before the village inn. +Blanden, Kuhl, and two other gentlemen sprang oat; the pistol cases +were left in the carriage. + +"We have come too early; there is still half an hour's time," said +Kuhl, "a morsel to eat cannot hurt us." + +"The morning is as hard as iron; the roads sparkle as if they were +armour clad," said the Doctor. + +Blanden drummed his fingers upon the table. Kuhl sat down beside him. + +"I cannot, indeed, understand why you plunged yourself into this +danger?" + +"It is to revenge Giulia's honour upon a miscreant." + +"Well, you know my opinion about duels; it is a special act of +friendship that I second you. I have, it is true, several times, used a +human body as a target, and marked it there when I intended to do, +because I set to work conscientiously, and did not swerve an iota from +my intentions. I wish you had my eye and hand to-day!" + +"I prefer to leave it to chance," said Blanden, "then I shall have a +clearer conscience." + +"But now," continued Kuhl, "no one would easily inveigle me into such a +duel. I do not hold Falstaff's views about honour, but I think that all +which does but exist in the opinion of mankind, enjoys a very shadowy +existence, and that it is not worth while, for the sake of such +dissolving views, for such opinions which fade into mist, and from day +to day assume a different form, to let a bullet be driven into one's +body." + +"But we are dependent upon the opinions of mankind, especially of those +human beings with whom we must live." + +"Those are the so-called class prejudices; for a citizen of the world +like you they should not exist. You know best that in Honolulu upon +such matters people think quite differently from what they do in the +Fiji Islands, or even in Japan, where they simply rip up their own +persons. It would be too cheap a mode of regaining one's lost honour if +it were only necessary to burn powder in the pan." + +"We often long to punish an enemy," said Blanden, "and there is no +other suitable method than that of standing before him with sword or +pistol in one's hand. Hatred and enmity cannot be eradicated, and such +silently nourished ill-will, such Platonic hatred, as people might term +it, gnaws at one's vitals, just as does Platonic love. Every passion +must obtain satisfaction, therefore the world has produced swords and +pistols." + +"You are right," said Kuhl, "the world, once for all, belongs to +cannibals, and the religion of love and peace, despite more than a +thousand years' reign, has not been able to eradicate manslaughter. And +so long as it is prosecuted on a large scale for the sake of a morsel +of land, or questions of lofty etiquette and political politeness, one +can really not object, when, on a small scale, people go to war with +one another for considerations of honour; at least, it is a cheaper +pleasure, and does not cost the blood of nations." + +"In my duel, dear Kuhl," said Blanden, "in the first place a woman's +honour is concerned, and it is much more easily injured. As some birds +in Hindoostan, according to the opinions of the people, only live upon +the drops of rain which fall from the clouds, so do women only live +upon that heavenly refreshment which lies in the delicate sense of +their honour." + +"Nonsense," said Kuhl, "people scorn the world's opinion." + +"Then one must live upon a desert island, like Robinson Crusoe." + +"Every truly free man is a Robinson who does not require mankind. A +robinsonade in society, it is that which is right, therein lies the +guarantee of happiness." + +"Women must not have that wish; through it they would fool away the +happiness of their life." + +"Who can deprive them of the happiness that they conquer boldly?" + +"True! Listen to me; at such moments a man thinks more seriously upon +many things. I am about to fight for a woman's honour, you make game of +it." + +"Blanden," cried Kuhl, jumping up. "My voice has more weight now, for +that which I say to you may be my last testament. You deprive two girls +of their good name, the sole guarantee which they possess for the peace +of a later life. Now they may play and joke, some day earnestness and +loneliness will come." + +"Well, the one has already retired from me; Olga threatens to become +untrue to me." + +"Possibly, then, all the more grave is your duty to the other, who now +defies the world's opinion; be it from folly, be it from passion, +later, however, she will lament that she did so, when, after a short +intoxication, she must lead a long, joyless, poverty-stricken life. You +have no duties; one day you will forsake her entirely, and she will be +left to gaze into long, lasting misery. She has rejected one honest +wooer." + +"You speak of your friend Wegen!" + +"I speak of what my heart feels. I am, perhaps, about to sacrifice my +life to one woman, therefore you can surely sacrifice your theories to +another. A man may become a martyr to his faith, but he may not make +others so." + +Kuhl was silent, it was a disagreeable conversation on a disagreeable +morning; he must allow that Blanden was right, it was the way of the +world. He shivered; the narrowness of a subject's life seemed to +oppress him. + +"One thing more," said Blanden, "take care of Giulia if I fall. The +world will condemn her as being the cause of my death. Perhaps her +artistic career may be endangered. She has no support, no friend! +Everything seems to be double-faced that moves around her. Be you her +friend; will you promise it me?" + +"With all my heart," said Kuhl. + +"I have made my will; the legacy I leave to her is considerable enough +to ensure her a life free from care, even if she retire from the stage. +Help her with good advice, but do not forget that she is almost my +widow, too sacred for frivolous games, and veiled for you by this my +last solemn word." + +Kuhl thought to himself, "Jealous beyond the grave," but he did not +venture to smile, he only squeezed his friend's hand in silence. + +Blanden looked at the clock--it was time. All entered the carriage +again, which rolled along upon creaking wheels through the snow-laden +forest. + +On the edge of the pine wood another carriage was standing; the +opponents had just arrived. + +The scene of conflict was a little snow-covered glade; distances were +measured, and the weapons examined. Blanden knew no fear, not even fear +of death, but the full consciousness of the nonentity of existence +overcame him. There was nothing appalling for him in death, but +something almost humiliating. It was miserable, full of thoughts which +grasp a world to be hurled to the ground by a piece of rattling metal, +which pierces one in rapid flight, which even an old decayed tree stem +can defy; it was too wretched to lie here bedded in the snow like any +crow shot down from the grey wintry sky by the sportsman's gun, so that +the wings of the mind hang down paralysed and dead for evermore, like +the wings of the hideous bird which just now croaked so loudly for prey +and food. + +Lifeless lead--and instead of the agitated spirit's notes of +exclamation and interrogation, that one great line which ends this +chapter of life, and perhaps the whole book. + +And, yet, it is easy to die on a frosty, winter's day, when all life +cowers, when the trees stretch their bare summits into the misty grey +atmosphere, and the shroud of snow lies upon all the forests and +meadows. All nature shudders, as if renouncing every happiness. + +But, no! One heart there is that beats anxiously for you; two eyes +which already dedicate scalding tears to the dark possibility that +menaces you; there, indeed, is life and happiness, and from these it is +that you must part. + +As is the case in all moments of most supreme tension, Blanden's mind +saw such pictures and thoughts pass before him with a certain rigidity, +and only awoke again as Kuhl pressed the pistols into his hand. + +Attempts at reconciliation had not been made, the bitterness of the +opponents was too great, those polite ceremonies, which had been made +for form's sake, were dropped again immediately, as being perfectly +futile. + +As in a dream, Blanden saw the colossal officer step before him. He +hated the man until that moment, then he was seized as with pity for +such a sensual life, and then, again, with a change of thought, quick +as lightning, his mind flew to recollections of his school days, and he +thought of Homer and the Bible, which tell so accurately how many feet +of earth such a mighty man covered in his fall. + +Then in the midst of these dreamy thoughts, rang the call of the +seconds, the fatal counting began, the shots fell, and behind the +clouds of powder, each glance sought the falling opponent, but only +Buschmann had the satisfaction of rejoicing in that spectacle. + +Blanden sank to the ground, the officer's bullet had struck his breast. + +Kuhl and the surgeon knelt beside him. Buschmann did not trouble +himself about his victim, did not even vouchsafe a casual enquiry; with +a hasty greeting, he left the scene of the conflict. + +The surgeon gave hopes; the ball had penetrated the chest, but it +appeared to him to be one of those rare cases in which no serious +injury of a vital organ had taken place. Kuhl also shared that opinion. + +After adjusting the bandages, Blanden was lifted into the carriage, and +driven home. The drive was very exhausting, and as the carriage rattled +over the stone pavement, Blanden lost consciousness. + +When he awoke out of the dull web of a confused world of dreams, with +its shadows melting into one another, he saw a pale form seated by his +bed. + +It was Giulia. + +Her gaze rested anxiously upon him; she kissed his unclosing eyes, she +kissed his hands amidst scalding tears. + +He had fought for his betrothed, from henceforth she would be his. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + INTERNAL STRUGGLES. + + +Giulia nursed Blanden unweariedly; she let the performance of "Il +Barbière di Sevilla" be postponed again and again, to the great +annoyance of the _impressario_, and only when Blanden began to recover +did she attend the rehearsals. + +Calm as she appeared by the bedside, a mighty struggle was disturbing +her soul. + +She often gazed with silent emotion upon his noble gentle features, as +he lay there with closed eyes, when his wounded chest heaved with +convulsive breathing. For her he had gone to meet death. Was he the +victim of a lie? Her passionate love was indeed truth, although all +else might be deception. + +She had but one alternative, the fearful alternative of losing him for +ever, or of conquering him by impious defiance of law and custom. + +She was an Italian; she possessed fiery blood, and the language which +passion spoke, even if it drove her out into the boundless, was to her +almost irresistible. + +Grown up in a stage world, in which adventures are represented before +the footlights and experienced behind the scenes, she had no true +comprehension of the limits of respectable life; she was inclined in it +to perceive a restraint over which the laws of the heart had the right +to triumph. Brigandage lives in the blood of Italians; there is also a +_brigantaggio_ of the heart, which breaks into the sanctuaries of the +law with daring boldness, and deems the power of life higher than that +which only seems to be a lifeless form, a written paragraph. What is +unworthy, let it be authorised by earth or heaven, appears to be a +fetter, to break which, is esteemed an act of heroism, even although it +may be deemed a crime in the eyes of the world. + +But she knew that Blanden thought differently; here in the North the +law was a great power; he possessed a knightly mind, which never thinks +of deception. She could only be really his if she took all the daring +upon herself alone, converting a degrading secret into a new heavy load +of guilt. + +And had not the worst happened already, and from no fault of hers? Had +he not suffered heavy pain for the sake of the impossible, which could +only become possible by impudent deception, and unbroken silence? +Should she not now, if she confessed all, prepare him a certain painful +disappointment, which hereafter only hostile chance could bring upon +him? + +Who guarantees any long endurance to happiness? She would enjoy it, +even if the chasm which yawns behind every bliss were nearer to her and +deeper than it usually is. But she could only obtain and enjoy this +felicity with heart-throbbings and anguish of conscience, condemned to +everlasting anxiety, dependent upon the good-will, the whims of a +despicable man; this roused her heart against fate, robbed her of +sleep, and dreams full of wild pictures of horror drove her terrified +mind hither and thither in alarm. + +Ever again her conscience rebelled, and urged her to a confession that +would free her; ever again she repressed it firmly, as the huntsman +restrains the dog that will frighten away the game of which he is +secure. + +Beate was calmer, she had given an account of her visit to Baluzzi, she +would decidedly not give up all hope, and thought he would still allow +himself to be persuaded to become a subject of that country; but Giulia +cried in supreme excitement-- + +"No, no, the disgrace of my life must remain in everlasting obscurity, +how foolish to wish to drag it into court; it was a thought that could +only come to me in utter helplessness. Then, too, Blanden would be lost +to me; would there be anything more degrading for me, than to have to +acknowledge that man before all the world? Only in deepest secrecy can +my welfare lie." + +When Blanden became better, he spoke to his nurse of their marriage. +Giulia covered him with kisses, but she shuddered inwardly, both with +joy and fear. Ever nearer drew the fatal moment which she awaited with +equally ardent longing and nameless terror. + +More agitated than ever, she returned home. Beate was all the more +cheerful, and hummed an Italian popular air. + +"I envy you your good humour, but it appears to me to be almost like +mockery of me and my urgent need." + +"When there is a wedding in prospect, one cannot be sad." + +"A wedding, oh my God! Happiness which all the world would envy me, +envy me with reason, which I would not reject, even if my soul's +salvation were at stake--and side by side with the most supreme +delight, stand the feelings of a criminal who is led to execution!" + +"_Vedremo_--there may still be a means of escape." + +"A means of escape--does not danger ever hover over my head, mortal +danger?" + +"Perhaps there are means of disarming it." + +"Oh, speak! You are clever and cunning, Beate. I hunger for a word of +hope, of comfort, for relief in my unbounded fear." + +"It would be a risk--" + +"What would I not risk in order to be free from this racking torture of +my heart." + +"You could not undertake this risk, only I, and the consequences if it +fail, would fall heavily upon my head." + +"I would implore you even to undertake the most daring act, if it can +bring me rescue. And yet how could I plunge you too into destruction, +require a sacrifice of you for which I can grant you no compensation?" + +"That be my affair, inseparable friendship in life and death is +compensation for all." + +"_Carissima_, good Beate," said Giulia, as she cordially embraced her +friend. + +"And then--I like setting out upon adventures, even if I must traverse +break-neck paths. Danger attracts me, and all secrecy, even if it be +not exactly sweet, has a great charm for me. It makes my blood surge, +then I feel that I live! And if such a bold plan have succeeded, ah, +what a triumph! Then people will say, 'what does not lie in such a +pretty little head,' then one imagines oneself like the mouse that, in +the fable, gnawed the lion's bonds. But to play a trick upon such +an overbearing villain and robber, secretly, in the dead of night, +without him perceiving or knowing it; to remove the weapon out of his +hand--that alone is worth risking this neck for; I hope the saints will +not leave so pretty a little creature as Beate Romani quite in the +lurch." + +"And what do you think of doing?" + +"Give me money, I will travel to Italy." + +"To Italy?" + +"To the lake of Orta, to the island of San Giulio!" + +"You will--" + +"I know what I will, but not yet how I will carry it out. That must be +left to the impulse of the moment. The past is a fairy tale, a legend, +if the proofs be wanting. I will destroy the proofs." + +"Beate!" + +"Where are they, but upon the little rocky island of Berengar? There +they still display the skin of that snake, which Saint Giulo killed; +well, I hope that the little viper into which Beate Romani is to be +transformed, will succeed with the new saints who keep guard there." + +"You are contemplating a crime?" + +"I am contemplating the destruction of a great lie, which clings to +your life as if with the arms of a polypus. A lie for your heart, but a +truth for the world; a vile, shameful truth if I do not--but what +matter is that to you? Do not question me too much! What I do, I shall +do alone, and because it pleases me. I ask you for the money for my +journey--let the rest be my care." + +Giulia sat there with folded hands; should she give her consent to a +deed which, as she suspected, was directed against law and church! + +Yet could she hesitate? Her passion drove her still farther upon the +fatal course, and shuddering inwardly, she was obliged to confess to +herself that every act of Beate's was less of a sacrilege than that +which she now so often firmly and steadily contemplated, and the worst +consequences of which her friend sought to avert. + +To that first meeting, to that short-lived felicity by which she first +emancipated herself from her stern duty, this lawless deed was now, as +if forcibly, and ever anew united to unholy consequences. + +Giulia wrung her hands in despair. + +"Let me consider it, weigh it--not too hastily accede to the transient +idea! Too much is at stake for me--for you!" + +"A leaf in the wind--and all is done!" + +"A leaf in the wind?" said Giulia thoughtfully "is my life not one +already? And if your plan miscarry, if they catch you--?" + +"From my childhood I have been used to walk on narrow paths, often have +wandered with my father across the steep boundary roads of the Italian +Tyrol; with him have crouched under rocky boulders, or in concealment +behind the lofty Arves, have slided down glaciers without being afraid +of the yawning _crevasses_ in which death lurked! They shall not catch +me, and if such an incredible thing were to happen, well it would only +befall me! You may be calm and need have no fear." + +Giulia still hesitated, and begged for a few more days for reflection. + +Meanwhile the _impressario_ could be appeased no longer, and Giulia was +obliged to appear as Rosina! + +While she had been nursing Blanden, excluded from the world, her +enemies had been indefatigably active in destroying her character. +Buschmann had kept his word, and in revenge had spoken everywhere with +most ruthless exaggerations of her affair with Blanden. The duel, it is +true, had not come to the official knowledge of the authorities, but it +was spoken of in every circle. People pitied Blanden, but with the pity +soon was mingled the condemning verdict, "he loves adventures!" The +Signora herself, however, appeared as one of those intriguing _prime +donne_, who know how to attract a number of lovers and admirers, and +then set them one against another, so that some fatal scandal may show +the power of their beauty in high relief. + +In this troubled domain of public opinion, Spiegeler now cast his evil +seed--notice after notice full of piquant stings, innuendoes, +unmistakable hints. In his paper he had an article, "Behind the +Scenes;" there Giulia was the heroine. In the most absurd paragraphs, +she was not named, but none could fail to guess it was she. Side by +side with them appeared criticising treatises upon the art of song, +containing most violent attacks upon Signora Bollini, who was +invariably held up as an appalling example of bad mannerisms and taste. +Müller von Stallupöhnen, who with his ivory _bâton_ as yet had +conducted none of his own operas, supported the journalist, so void of +musical knowledge, in this labour. Had not the directors of the East +Sea town already rejected four of his operas, and favoured Italian +music in a marked manner by the Signora's long engagement? + +And what were these Italian composers compared with him? His music was +full of deep meaning, truly dramatic, besides which every character had +its musical brief, and as Shakespeare's kings were ushered in by a +flourish of trumpets, so were his heroes by a few bars of instrumental +performance. He scorned all that was pleasantly unmeaning, all that was +attractively melodious; when his heroes sang, it was but a musical mode +of speaking, to which the orchestra imparted all sharper accents, and a +few significant inter-punctuations. But when the tempest of his genius +stirred up the depths of the orchestra, so that in almost every bar +some old musical rule suffered shipwreck, and the most outrageous +impossibilities, the most startling dissonances dashed into the air +like spectral water spouts out of the foaming, splashing waves; then +indeed must enthusiasm, ecstasy know no bounds, and even the public be +transformed into a stormy, raging mass, out of which the thunder of +applause should break loose as if with elementary power. This Müller +had, it is true, never experienced, but he saw and heard it in +imagination. If he could only once touch the conductors desk with that +ebon magic wand, this unbounded exultation of delight must be set free. +But it never came about; the directors were to blame. Instead of it the +coquettish tone-muse of Italy, which is so undramatic that she +represents Luciâ di Lammermoor's madness in the most lively dance +music, flaunted upon the stage with all her tinsel of trills and +_fioriture_. In such a frame of mind, Müller von Stallupöhnen helped +the venomous reporters to lay traps for the directors and for the +wicked representative of Italian monkey-like art. + +On the evening of the performance of the "Barbière" the house was +filled, but a peculiar disquiet prevailed, as if some unusual event +were in the air. Kuhl sat in the stalls beside his Cäcilie, who now +appeared to be inseparable from him, and near poet Schöner. + +"Something is going on," said the Doctor to his younger friend, "people +are not in a pleasant mood. Nothing can be so little counted upon as +the public. And what is it really? It is only a shadow, a spectre, as +little tangible as the old ocean god Proteus, and, if one would hold it +fast, it assumes all colours and shapes. The public of to-day is no +longer that of yesterday; the crowd which is afterwards dispersed +through the streets, is no longer the same which is assembled here. +Schiller's epigram, 'When it is _in corpore_, a blockhead springs up,' +refers more to the bench, it is true, but such a theatrical audience is +a many-headed monster, and as stupid as an old grass grown dragon of +the early ages. What has not this public already applauded? Göethe as +much as Aubery's dog, Schiller not less than a fiddler, who plays upon +one string; the greatest poet and the most miserable clown! Often the +rheumatism of idiotcy possesses its joints, which are paralysed, and do +not move before what is sublime; then again it is electrified by the +most foolish joke, and the unwieldy mass moves hands and feet like a +marionette! As the wind rushes through an empty furnace, so does +so-called public opinion rush through these empty heads. Thus it +sometimes causes a mighty disturbance! The crowd has a certain instinct +when it is gathered together, and a species of common feeling; it is +like a huge body revolving upon the same pivot; it tastes with one +tongue and spits flames out of one jaw; it lets itself be moved by one +turn-screw, like a colossal engine. And by what crooked screws has it +not already been moved! Upon the whole it is rude, and if its hat be +not knocked from its head, it does not doff it to genius! Oh, ye poor +geniuses! In what difficulties ye find yourselves! Ye struggle for +fame, and yet fame, in the first instance, can only come from this +crowd which possesses no sense of immortality; and again it is the +pillar of immortality--what sad means by which to gain it! Really, only +the idiotic flatterers of the crowd ought to be famous, and often have +been so in their lifetime. The fame of the best is a marvel, and I am +tired of pondering upon it." + +"Well, everything beautiful, and art itself is a marvel," replied +Schöner, "and even if many a genius has been shipwrecked, we rejoice +for those who have gained the victory after a long conflict with the +crowd's want of judgment and changeability." + +Behind them the two speakers heard a lively somewhat sharp girl's +voice. + +"It is time that an end be put to this Italian opera, it spoils our +taste; this _prima donna_ sits here as firmly as a fly in amber, and +has also made it her especial task to spoil our morals; all varieties +of reports are circulated which even penetrate into our establishment. +There is no quarantine against it, however many proper means of +fumigation may be employed, the infection is in the air. There is only +one means, she must away, and I am delighted at the lynch-law by which +she will be banished." + +"You are right, quite right, uncommonly right," said the old governess, +to whom Lori had addressed these words, as she, nodding approval, +vibrated with intense excitement. + +It was no secret that Blanden loved this singer; he had fought for her, +he had been wounded for her sake. + +She it was then of whom he had thought when he had listened barely, +even absently, to Lori's eloquent words; this theatrical lady of +doubtful origin had borne away undoubted victory from a daughter of the +educated classes; she was the lotus-flower, the goddess who floated +before his eyes, when Lori alluded so futilely to those verses, in +which the handsome tutor had poured out his heart to her? + +This demanded revenge! + +Soon should her innermost indignation receive the desired satisfaction +for being so shamefully set aside; with delight she imbibed Spiegeler's +ill-nature with her breakfast, yes, she forgot her dignity as mistress +of the school, so far as to initiate her pupils into this delicious +piece of scandal. Her heart was too full, she must speak to Dr. Sperner +also, who listened devoutly to the outpourings of her heart, while a +significant smile played around the corners of his mouth, and he +complacently stroked his splendid moustache. + +"But why do you smile, Herr Doctor?" asked she at last, with annoyance. + +"You speak of Herr von Blanden in a tone--" + +"In a tone such as his conduct merits." + +"Then I beg your pardon," said the tutor, as he bowed, "I was mistaken, +I thought you were a friend of that gentleman, for I had the honour of +witnessing a confidential meeting which you vouchsafed to him." + +Lori thought of the large newspaper in the confectioner's shop, behind +which the fatal moustache had appeared, and blushed before the +importunate spy, who rejoiced maliciously at his little triumph. But +then he placed himself completely at his principal's disposal, who was +soon in a position to make use of his offer, for public opinion was +supremely excited--the "effects of the reports behind the scenes," of +which Spiegeler had spoken, had not failed in their result; the +singer's next appearance must cause a great sensation and had already +been foretold by Spiegeler, naturally not in the sense of an ovation, +but with evil-minded, crooked, double meaning. Sperner was not the man +to be a laggard on such an occasion; he offered his services to Lori. + +"Do not deny it," said he, with wonted impudence, "you bear a grudge in +your heart to this Blanden and the singer. Our French governess, whose +accent may God improve, would term it _dépit amoureux_, but I am far +from wishing to employ such outrageous French expressions in honest +German." + +Lori blushed again; her lips quivered, but the Doctor's fiery eyes +rested so triumphantly and with such superiority upon her that the word +died upon her lips. + +"Good, neither Herr von Blanden nor the singer trouble me, but I will +not allow our establishment, for which I have the warmest affection, to +suffer from its principal's melancholy mood. You are so sad now, +Fräulein Baute, that the entire first class has lost its smile, as +people say--you make mountains out of mole-hills. The concern suffers +from it, we might lose pupils, the consequences would be serious. There +are sensitive girlish natures which close their calix-like delicate +flowers when the sun ceases to shine. For these your smile, Fräulein +Baute, is the sunshine of the establishment. We, we who are not so +sensitive, are, at least, angry at the winter of your displeasure! All +the same--if an execution of the Bollini shall take place, I am ready +for any executioner's service; I have friends to whom the Italian +sing-song is objectionable, and who prefer a German drinking song to +any _aria_. We will work for you, Fräulein Baute; a cavalier who makes +so little of a rendezvous as this Herr von Blanden is rightly served +when his night-light is blown out." + +"What you say, dear Herr Doctor," said Lori, "is most objectionable in +tone and manner, and really not calculated for a girl's ears. I will +forget it. As to the rest, you have the right to think a singer as bad +as you choose! You belong to the public, and the public is sovereign." + +The result of this conversation was that on the fatal evening Dr. +Sperner, with several young friends, sat in a very determined attitude +in several rows in front of the mistress of the school. Lori's eyes +rested upon him with satisfaction, when he turned round and nodded a +confidential smiling greeting to her. + +"There will be a disturbance to-day," Lori whispered to Cäcilie, +sitting exactly before her. + +"But why in the world?" asked the other. + +"The affair with Blanden--" + +"But Signora Bollini will not sing falsely on that account." + +"Who knows?" said Lori, "those who are out of tune in life, are also +out of tune in art; we must set ourselves against the importation of +the equivocal doings of large towns; I should only approve if our +public raise a decided demonstration." + +"She is a splendid florid singer," replied Cäcilie. "After all, the +audience in a theatre has only to judge of the singing and not to +distribute the Monthyon prize of virtue; the most celebrated actresses +would not have received it." + +Lori shook her curls angrily at such an evasive opinion, and leaned +back in her chair abruptly terminating the conversation. + +There was indeed something menacing in the attitude of the audience; +here and there small groups might be observed, sitting together, +prepared for a common task. + +The parties measured one another with hostile glances, with defiant +countenances. Lieutenant Buschmann sat in a stage-box and examined his +faithful adherents under the chandelier, gathered there like a dense +dark cloud. Here and there appeared a noncommissioned officer, who +should evidently preserve intact the communications between the +separate troops, although he might not take part personally in the +intended salvo. + +The Lieutenant was annoyed to perceive the long, thin figure of +Merchant Böller in the opposite stage-box, where he had placed a few +large bouquets of flowers upon the balustrade, and with yet greater +displeasure he saw that his former friend and companion appeared in the +pit, and greeted a number of young merchants with a friendly shake of +the hand. Those, then, were the opponents! + +It appeared to be a fine corps, well organised; the powerful shake of +the hand promised vigorous work; bright confidence of success was +depicted upon every feature. + +"This miserable Brackenburg," muttered Buschmann to himself, "Clärchen +has long since sacrificed him to her Egmont, and he still runs about +the market and mobilises the citizens. Well, the iron tread of my +Spaniards will pass implacably over them." + +His confidence in the success of the good cause which he represented +suddenly increased, when a noisy human stream suddenly poured into the +pit, Spiegeler, in front, stamping with his crutches, eager for the +fight. + +Ah, that was Blücher at Waterloo! Now the victory was decided, those +were veteran troops which he led, accustomed to the battle-fire of a +theatre, accustomed to obey the leader's signal, to work together in +irresistible onslaught, obstinate and tough enough to overcome all +resistance. That was the select battalion of the _claque_ which +understood how to raise the flag of fame on high, but also how to tear +it down and trample it in the dust. + +Buschmann's features became radiant. What could Böller's volunteers, +with their undisciplined enthusiasm do against these well trained +troops, which could stand immovably under fire? + +In the densely crowded pit, however, Spiegeler at once recognised an +enemy in his immediate vicinity--the singer's friend, the repulsive +Italian, who had given him a palpable proof of this friendship. Despite +all menaces, the critic had not brought the affair into court, because +he did not wish that the episode at the "fleck" boiler's, by means of a +trial and newspapers, should become too generally known; he believed +rightly that his position as a critic might suffer if people learned +what species of anti-criticism had been his portion. But secretly he +brooded upon revenge. + +He was delighted to perceive that Baluzzi stood amidst the faithful, +who surrounded him like a lightning-laden cloud, and hoped that at the +coming discharge some unexpected blow would fall upon the intruder's +head. + +The curtain rose when the overture ceased, the audience listened in +breathless expectation; Figaro's song was tempestuously applauded. +Giulia's friends aired their enthusiasm; their opponents, on the other +hand, wished to make the contrast all the more conspicuous by +previously helping a mediocre baritone to a brilliant success. + +The singer was quite amazed at the unusual storm of approval with which +he was greeted; he bowed his acknowledgments amid the most beautiful +dreams of a future that fluttered through his mind; at last his great +talent had met with merited recognition; in spirit he saw himself +already as the first baritone at the Berlin Court opera house. + +Then the street was changed into Bartolo's room. Rosina appeared. + +Böller, always ready for service, hurled his wreaths behind the +footlights, and gave the signal for applause; the young merchant guards +in the pit joined in, also Kuhl and Schöner, and several unconcerned +listeners in the stalls. + +But simultaneously Buschmann and Spiegeler discharged their infernal +machines--a hissing arose, as when fire and water are mingled. Others +again commanded silence. Rosina began in a frightened voice; her heart, +indeed, was heavy, but the power of the music soon carried her away +above that dull oppression. + +She sang with all her feelings-- + + + "And every power fails, + Love remains victor." + + +She sang with grace, she knew how to impart such fervour even to these +light winged passages, that, even before a partial judge, she would +surely have gained her cause. But here there was not even a question of +partizanship, her doom was already decided upon and sealed. + +Hardly had she ended the triumphant song of the power of love, when an +unrestrained storm broke loose. Her friends' applause was entirely +overpowered by the noise and hissing which issued from pit and gallery; +for a moment she seemed to stand in the pillory. In vain Basilio sought +to waft to the audience a whispered, almost inaudible, _aria_ upon +calumny. For a few bars he gained an attentive silence, the song was as +appropriate as if improvised, but when he continued to sing-- + + + "How it passes from tongue to tongue + Nothing but words to inflate the lung, + First a smile and then a scowl + First a murmur then a howl," + + +the storm broke loose afresh; then the people felt staggered, they +discovered an audacious accusation in Rossini's semiquavers and +demi-semiquavers. The hissing and drumming raged through the "aerial +regions." In the pit the hostile parties seemed to have come to actual +battle, they were mixed up in dark wild confusion. Spiegeler stamped +with his crutches like a madman, and, passing it from hand to hand, +something was thrust out of the door; it was a figure striking right +and left with hands and feet. Baluzzi had given too lively expression +to his anger against the singer's enemies, and as he was situated in +the hostile camp, his abusive remarks upon the _maladetti_ were +not without result. Before the police could prevent this act of +self-defence, the Italian, at a signal from Spiegeler, and by united +effort, had been rendered harmless. + +But, with a feeling of perfect helplessness and internal indignation, +Giulia stood defenceless before the raging mob. With the rapidity of +lightning the pictures of a whole life-time passed before her mind: she +saw the joyful movement of a crowd of people coming exultantly towards +her, as she had seen it in Florence, Barcelona, London and even here! +What evil demon had metamorphosed the public into a rage-foaming +monster! Yet over her career as an actress writhed one widespread +shadow, as if beneath a scorching blast her laurel wreaths withered, +her future was destroyed. She had but one preserver--him, him alone, +and that preservation she could only purchase if she sacrificed her +soul's salvation. + +Calumny had aroused this storm of public opinion, it was a blind, +unjust outbreak; she could defy it with a good conscience. And, yet +shuddering internally, she felt as if a Divine judgment were falling +upon her; "guilty" cried a voice from within, and her knees tottered. + +Then resounded a many-voiced shrill whistle; it originated in the +stalls, in which Doctor Sperner and his friends were seated; they had +provided themselves with toy whistles, + + + "Drums and fifes + Martial sounds--" + + +thus he courted Lori's favour, remembering Göethe's lines-- + + + "Maidens and castles + Then must they yield, + Bold is the struggle + For glorious reward." + + +The shrill whistle was answered by a ringing mocking laugh from every +portion of the house. The humiliation, the disgrace were too great. + +Giulia fainted, the curtain fell, the performance could proceed no +farther. + +The crowd dispersed noisily, some persons crowded round the ticket box +to demand their entrance money. Lori looked on very triumphantly, her +eyes flashed, and Dr. Sperner was permitted to accompany her home. +Kuhl had hastened on to the stage; Giulia had been taken into the +drawing-room, where she soon recovered consciousness. + +Blanden was her first thought; she implored Kuhl not to communicate the +theatrical riot to him, he should beseech all their friends to be +silent about it; she should take care that the newspapers containing +the report should not fall into his hands, it might excite him, and be +injurious to his health, if the news reached him. + +Kuhl promised to preserve the secret. + +"Really, it is not so bad," added he consolingly, "a little more or +less noise does not matter. The dear public itself is a great scandal, +a thousand-headed crime against good taste, a million-fold want of +sense. What is most wretched pleases it, and yet it is really sincere +when its honest displeasure has been roused, if indeed it is possible +to transform this sleepy mass into fire and flame. To be sure it only +burns like plum-pudding when spirits have been poured over it and +ignited, when the spirits are exhausted then the phlegm remains +behind." + +Giulia thanked the Doctor for his friendly intentions, and for the +slight comfort which she could extract from such daring views. Arrived +at home, she sat a long time talking to Beate; she gave her companion +money for the journey, and on the following day Beate prepared for her +departure to the Orta lake. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + A SLEIGHING PARTY. + + +A cold East Prussian winter's day--crisp snow upon the roads--the broad +fields sleep beneath their white cover. Ashen grey clouds in the sky, +but the snow flakes seem to be frozen, and cannot loosen themselves; +only now and again one little atom flutters down, or has the icy north +wind, which here and there sweeps up a looser snow field, wafted it +down from the roofs? It is that spiteful cold which seems to be more +fitted for Laplanders than for civilised mortals. The air cuts as if +with knives, and the breath of life freezes on men's lips. But this +very scorn of Nature who has retired to her ice palace and surrounded +herself unapproachably, as if with a threefold shield, calls forth +man's defiance. + +Nature must be enjoyed at any price! + +The inhabitants of the town, clad in thickly furs, amuse themselves +upon the Pregel. Upon the smooth even course that leads inland the +chair sleighs fly forward in long rows, the skaters rush in the +direction of the north wind which brings them the icy cold greeting +from the Baltic Sea, lying beneath the spell of winter, others make +circles upon the surface, and display their art which even a great poet +has immortalised. + +One of the most successful is the gallant skater who makes use of his +skates as buskins for the higher flight of love. With what gladsomeness +he pushes the sleigh before him; within it sits, buried beneath furs, +shawls, rugs, veils, what appears to be a formless mass, and yet!--he +is proud to drive a beautiful woman. + +This same emotion of pride fills Wegen's breast so far as anything is +to be seen of his face, which is concealed under the fur cap and warm +ear-covers; it beams with pleasure. His eyes, it is true, weep, but +only because of the north wind, but if they were a couple of tears of +joy which he shed he should not be surprised! Olga had never been more +affable towards him than to-day, and when he dared to speak of the +sleighing privileges, she smiled. No, it is no smile which refuses--he +understands it well! The first kiss in prospect,--this point he had +never attained with Cäcilie! Hah! how his sleigh flew on in advance of +all towards the beautiful goal, and if the ice did not shed sparks from +beneath steel shoes, it was not his fault, for he was fire and flame, a +Hecla in the midst of rigid frost. + +Wegen had been in the Province for some time, and Olga, despite the +monotony of a winter season in the country, had visited the same +relatives as those with whom Cäcilie had formerly stayed. Olga had made +a much more favourable impression in Masuren than Cäcilie; she was not +so superior, so clever: she talked with zest of everything that can +interest a country young lady and a country "Junker"--and above all, +she was beautiful, with that stately vigorous beauty that country +squires love, because it gains such prizes as can be obtained by +understanding the art of feeding the lower creatures of the animal +kingdom. + +The rumour of her intimacy with Dr. Kuhl only arose in a very pale +form, and was hardly noticed. Wegen visited Olga as frequently as his +time permitted him, which it did every day. Olga was always friendly +and accessible, not so distant, so enigmatic, so evasive as Cäcilie. +Besides, even before others, she showed how much she favoured Wegen, +and he was very happy that he should be envied. Such a thing had never +befallen him before, it was quite a novel sensation for him. Milbe +declared that every _ombre_ player might wish for such a spadille, and +Oberamtmann Werner held a conversation with her about his different +varieties of wool causing him to entertain deep respect for her +intellectual faculties. Even the women and girls were taken with her. +She held the most sensible views upon preserving fruit, she knew the +family tree of all the families of Masuren, and even the collateral +branches did not disturb her self-possession. Happy Wegen! Never had a +winter painted more beautiful flowers upon his window panes! + +Blanden's wound had re-called Wegen to the capital; he took his turn +with Giulia and Kuhl in nursing his friend. Olga, meanwhile, had also +returned to the town, Wegen appeared frequently in Frau von Dornau's +modest dwelling, and was always received, even by Cäcilie, who had now +transformed herself into a well-meaning friend, with special +distinction. + +Still, however, he had not yet made up his mind to propose! It seemed +so humiliating to appear with the same big bouquet of flowers, in the +same little room, and once more before the same faded sofa to pour +forth his homage and courtship, while the whole furniture merely +displayed the one, but very important, difference that Olga was seated +upon the sofa instead of Cäcilie. The recollection of the figure in the +cotillon, _changez les dames_, could not be got rid of in those +apartments in which he had first _avancé_ to Cäcilie's hand. No, even +if he were firmly resolved to propose for Olga it could not be done in +that place which was full of mocking, giggling recollections! He +cherished bold plans, which at other times were foreign to his mind--he +thought of a sudden surprise. + +All at once, as if fatigued, he began to push the chair-sleigh more +slowly. Dr. Kuhl rushed past him pushing Cäcilie, as did Frau von +Dornau, who had to content herself with a hired attendant. + +Then Wegen guided her somewhat aside. A whole caravan of sleighs now +passed them tumultuously, Lori in front with an embroidered rug, a +present from the first-class! On Dr. Sperner's moustache, her cavalier, +hung melancholy icicles, behind her came the slender girls of the +first-class, mostly driven by cousins; only fat Iduna, deprived of her +Theodor Körner, had to be contented with the man servant from the +school, who was accustomed to heavy loads. + +Now Wegen broke completely out of the course like a shying sleigh +horse, guided her sideways over lumpy hillocks of snow, which had been +heaped up on the river, and then stopped suddenly in a defile between +two large snowdrifts, which yielded him a welcome cover. + +"For Heaven's sake, where are we?" said Olga's voice, suffocated by +shawls and furs. + +"The snow has dazzled me, I have lost my way," cried Wegen, having +recourse to a daring falsehood. + +Olga uttered a cry of alarm, but only raised herself up in the sleigh +to see in what territory she had arrived. + +There she stood like a czarina; winter seemed to have built his palace +in her honour alone, only to do homage to her; the north wind kissed +her fur sleeves, and even if the fur cap surrounded her face enviously, +so that but little was to be seen of her red, glowing cheeks, yet her +large eyes gazed majestically out of all her winter wraps. + +Wegen shivered with the cold; standing still after the violent exercise +made him uncomfortable, and the wind blew icily into his face. And yet +his state of mind was that of Romeo, when he looked up in the Capulet's +garden at the balcony where his Juliet, in a light ball dress, carried +on a conversation with the moon and stars. + +"What in the world, Herr von Wegen, are we doing?" cried Olga, to whom +the adventure began to appear serious, because in his sound senses a +sleigh conductor could hardly wander from the proper course. For a +moment she actually looked searchingly at Wegen, whether the colour in +his cheeks could be called forth honestly by the north wind, or if it +owed its origin to a bottle of champagne. + +"As chance has so ordained it, that we are alone, hear then, dear Olga, +hear what it is that I have had so long at heart." + +A turbulent gust of wind swept through the top loose piles of snow and +whirled them about so that Romeo and Juliet must simultaneously wipe +the snow out of their eyes. + +"I love you, Olga!" + +Olga started back in alarm, making the little bells on her fur rug +tinkle; it is true it was sweet alarm, but she was not prepared for a +declaration of love with the thermometer so low. Wegen waited for the +result, while alternately stamping his feet and beating himself with +his arms, so as to impart some warmth to his body. + +"Yes, I have always loved you, that is to say," added he in his love of +truth, "after Cäcilie--but you know it? Why waste so many words? My +breath freezes upon my lips, but my heart is all the warmer. Will you +belong to me for ever?" + +Olga drew one hand out of her muff and extended it as if in +protestation: + +"So suddenly, dear friend? And here in the snow?" + +"Here we are undisturbed." + +"Then it was base treachery?" + +"Yes, I will confess it, my compass would not have failed me, but to be +able to say to you at last what fills my whole--" + +Wegen stopped, his teeth chattered, it was internal emotion mingled +with a shiver, called forth by the low temperature of Boreas, who was +blowing with inflated cheeks. + +"It is indeed weather in which only the Lapland youth can stammer about +love to a Lapland maiden," added Wegen dejectedly, "but the +circumstances, the conditions--Olga, tell yourself that it is a +favourable moment. I do not mean the weather, but that we are alone, +quite alone. I will make you happy--we have little time, I do not mean +for your happiness, for that we have our whole lives; but now to +arrange matters. It is indeed barbarously cold. A glass of negus or +mulled ale will do us good. But speak then, will you be mine?" + +"I must consider it, weigh--" + +"And the result you have seen in Cäcilie's case. Those are words as +cold as ice; it is enough to freeze one's soul. My Olga, dear sweet +girl, you know my circumstances, they are affluent, my people approve +of my choice. Your mamma had already given her consent when I proposed +to Cäcilie, and, of course, it is immaterial which of the two +daughters--I mean--that is to say, immaterial to your mamma. And now +once more may I claim my sleighing rights?" + +Olga nodded pleasantly, and withdrew her other hand from her muff. +Wegen pressed a glowing kiss upon her lips, the ice upon his fair beard +melted in the fervour of his love. + +"That was the sleighing privilege, and now--shall we glide together +over the mirror-like surface of life, as we do over the ice? I promise +to avoid every uneven course. The sleighing right for life?" + +"Yes," whispered Olga, out of her fur hood, into which she had again +relapsed. + +Then Wegen pressed the betrothal kiss upon her lips, her arms encircled +and folded him to herself, and heart would have beaten glowingly +against heart if the thick fur trimmings had not been an insurmountable +obstacle. + +Soon the sleigh stumbled over the snow hillocks once more into the +smooth course, and now they went impetuously towards the inn near the +Haff, where a numerous circle of people was assembled. + +Wegen led Olga to Frau von Dornau, and as he could not shout the glad +tidings out aloud, sought by means of speaking pantomime to make her +understand that he was engaged to Olga. A mother always understands +such things, even although the where and how may remain a riddle to +her, and while the waiter brought the negus ordered by Wegen and all +fell to gallantly, Frau von Dornau spoke words of consent, and after +having refreshed herself with a glass of the fiery drink, imparted her +blessing in a voice full of emotion. + +Cäcilie triumphed when she heard the news from Olga. "She is the right +one, now at last you have found her," said she, as she shook Wegen's +hand heartily. The intelligence spread rapidly, like quicksilver, +amongst those present. A betrothed! Fräulein Baute's entire school +becomes excited. A lover--for the first-class in a girl's school, that +is the loftiest position upon earth to which a man can attain. Every +eve of St. Sylvester they cast him in lead, and yet nothing can be done +with such a leaden lover, a lover of the future. + +Iduna, with her companions, one after another, glided past the chair in +order to get a closer view of the marvel. + +"It is, indeed, remarkable," said Lori to Dr. Sperner, who sat beside +her and drank to her in a glass of mulled ale; "in Neukuhren people +believed that he was as good as engaged to Cäcilie, he accompanied her +upon the piano--and that is always the beginning. But he appears to +have made a mistake then; this Olga is the right major chord. Upon the +whole, I consider such feeling about rather tactless. Herr von Wegen is +no Don Juan by profession like the other. I believe he allows himself +to be married, and Cäcilie, who holds the first mortgage upon him, has +given him notice, because he--did not offer sufficiently good +security." + +At the same time Lori made a gesture of explanation. Dr. Sperner knew +how, by ringing laughter, to do honour to the schoolmistress' hint. +What an amount of genius she concealed in her little head! + +"But the other?" asked the Doctor, as he stroked his moustache +complacently, "where is her first mortgage now?" + +"On a spot, which alas! is even more insecure! If a suit be opened upon +Dr. Kuhl's heart, then every unhappy creditor, or much rather female +creditor, will have to content herself with very little payment." + +"But I do not understand how a young lady can be so thoughtless." + +"They should be cut, propriety requires it, nothing else is left for +us." + +At that moment Cäcilie passed by; she greeted them pleasantly, but her +bow was scarcely returned by Lori, while Doctor Sperner looked +defiantly at her, a bold smile upon his lips, and only nodded his head +slightly. + +Her sister's engagement cast her far into the shade, people gave her to +understand that her free behaviour would no longer be tolerated in +society. Major Bern's wife did not press her to sit down, although +Banquo's ghost might have been obliged to sit either on the right or +left hand, and the Frau Kanzleiräthin wrapped herself disapprovingly in +her red shawl when Cäcilie addressed her, and was so chary of her +words, that her friends looked anxiously at her as if she had been +suddenly taken ill, because only shortly before she had gathered +together the sluices of her eloquence, to pour out an overwhelming +flood of language. Even Minna, who was still unmarried, and in spite of +that fact had forfeited none of her good nature--fat Minna, who had +already in all dancing parties long since belonged to the female +_land-sturm_, and was only called out when no one else could be +mobilised--did not talk to Cäcilie without a certain timidity, as if +contact with so adventuresome a beauty might injure her good character, +and frighten away some wooer, although for years already none had +appeared on her horizon. + +Cäcilie seemed to challenge danger with a certain amount of defiance, +the tokens of contempt increased at table after table, where she +greeted old acquaintances. Not more cheering was the familiar and +impudent greeting of gifted Salomon, who, seated with a few friends +over a large bowl of negus, pledged a glass to the lady passing by, and +invited her to sit down at their table while he recited in a half +intoxicated voice-- + + + "With brunettes I now have finished, + And this year am once more fond + Of the eyes whose hue is azure + Of the hair whose colour's blonde." + + +Cäcilie found it difficult to defend herself from these importunate +invitations. + +Dr. Kuhl stood beside the stove, and warmed himself with his hands +behind him, but nothing of that which befell Cäcilie escaped him. It +filled him with extreme dissatisfaction, it was as if his beloved were +running the gauntlet, and with such irritating composure. He had caught +himself in the act of pulling up his coat sleeves in rage, ready to +knock down all who insulted her. + +"Dear Paul," said Cäcilie, "I have something to tell you." + +"I do not understand," replied Paul, angrily, "how you can court all +these people; they are the most worn out coinage which can have no +circulation amongst us. Let us sit down here at this table behind the +stove, there we shall at least not see these bald heads, which only by +an oversight, or by the magic wand of some mischievous Demiurgos, were +thrown amongst human beings. Well your communication--" + +"It could be foreseen, Olga has engaged herself to Herr von Wegen." + +Kuhl struck the table with his hand. + +"Then may the weather--that Wegen! I always had an antipathy for the +man; he belongs to those who would play with dice, and cannot count, +and with the most innocent face he gets up one affair after another. +First he proposes to you, then to Olga--I feel as if I saw my face in a +distorting mirror, like a ridiculous caricature." + +"No one will blame his conduct!" + +"That is it! People may dare much for love! Only a little time must +elapse between--time! That is the meaning of all wisdom, and yet that +old maid who paints our wrinkles upon us makes everything worse! +Whether to-day I love two girls at once, or to-day the one, and +to-morrow the other, is really no very great difference! And yet the +first is accounted a sin, and the other is most correct. Always the +goose-step in life and love, and so one walks most comfortably through +the world." + +"You see, though, how kindly they greet Olga and thrust me aside." + +"Olga--she has put a crown upon her faithlessness to our alliance, now +it is broken! I did not think her so calculating." + +"Calculating? She loves Wegen!" + +"It is not possible!" + +"Why? He is honest, and a gentleman!" + +"Did you perhaps love him too?" + +"And if I had done so? bountiful natures must find an outlet!" + +"You are making fun of me! Verily any one who will uphold a sensible +principle in a ridiculous world, must at least appear like a Don +Quixote, even to himself; at least, they all look upon his helmet as a +barber's goblet. I am weary of carrying on this impossible struggle +with want of sense." + +Cäcilie did not interrupt the monologue, but beat upon the table with +her fingers, and looked inquiringly at his face with her cunning +sparkling eyes. + +"I took Olga's to be a nature," continued Kuhl, "which, following an +unknown impulse, grasps the right one. We need such natures which do +not trouble themselves at all about the rules of society, which pass no +sleepless nights in consequence. For me she was refreshing, because for +the mentally intoxicated, and those who are tired of roving, who wander +through heaven and earth, there is no better refreshment than a richly +endowed material nature; for me she was a triumph because she showed me +that not natural feeling, but only the falsity of society demanded +exclusive possession." + +Cäcilie cast down her eyes and said timidly, "I did not know that Olga +was so much to you! + +"Not she alone, you both together, you complete one another in a +harmonious picture of perfect womanhood." + +"And what are we, then, separately, each by herself? Melancholy, +imperfect work! And yet, dear Paul, if I ask my heart--is it rich +enough in ardent passion to satisfy one whole life, I hear the reply +and repeat it with pride. I alone will have you, for I feel the power +within me quite alone to make you happy; for every effort, every action +of your mind, an echo lives in my breast; for the glow and impetuosity +of your love a corresponding fire; for immeasurable will, immeasurable +devotion." + +"Cäcilie," cried Kuhl warmly, stirred by the beautiful enthusiasm of an +usually cold nature. + +"My heart would tell me this, my proud heart! But love which can do all +things, can also be resolute. I do not suffice you--well then! I did +not only do violence to my own feelings, but in full consciousness I +took martyrdom upon me, I bore the contempt of the world, not from +the conviction that your audacious opinion was right, but with +self-sacrificing courage of love I rejected Wegen's offer, as the world +rejects me. You must be all to me, and I am not even to possess the +comfort of being all to you." + +Sinister clouds gathered on Kuhl's brow, he struggled with a +resolution. + +"Oh! do not think that it is so easy to stand alone and bear contempt. +It wounds one's heart--and many scalding tears have I shed, and even +now they come again into my eyes, although I may bear the humiliation +with a smiling countenance." + +Cäcilie began to sob, and with clenched hands Kuhl sprang up from the +table, as though he would call an opponent out to battle. + +"You cannot protect me as Blanden protected his beloved, with a pistol +in his hand: outlaw and excommunication hover over me, but such things +cannot be touched; they only keep watch in the air, they are only +written on countenances, in gestures--and not men accustomed to battle +are they who carry out this excommunication; they are women and girls, +the guardians of propriety who only pierce a heart with pins." + +"It shall be different," cried Kuhl now, with firm resolution. "Olga +has left us, you have remained true to me, you shall not suffer for it. +Verily, I am not Blanden's inferior in courage, and yet that duel has +given me much to think about. He offered up his life for his beloved +one's good name. I cannot, I must not, look on and see them insult you. +Blanden has often already said so. I would not believe it; to-day I see +it with my own eyes. No, no, no! He was right, ten times right! I may +sacrifice _myself_ to my convictions, but not a girl who loves me!" + +Cäcilie had also risen, and with clasped hands looked beseechingly at +him. + +"I can ascend the funereal pile, but must not permit them even to +scorch the finger tips of my beloved. Hitherto, you have sacrificed +much to me, your good name before the world; thus I will sacrifice much +to you, everything, a portion of my better self, faith towards truth. +Yes, at this moment I appear like a traitor in my own eyes, whose hand +shall be cut off, but I am weak, I will be weak out of love for you. +They shall not think lightly of you, they shall not, although I despise +their opinion and can only compare them with the vapour that hovers +over large towns, the pestilential air of a densely-packed crowd, but +for your sake Cäcilie--be it! I will take part in the same absurdity, +and thus declare you to be my betrothed." + +With a suppressed cry of gladness, Cäcilie sank into his arms, the +stove concealed the group from the eyes of the many. + +"And even marriage I shall not mind, it is the fruit of this evil doing +and so on. At this moment I appear contemptible to myself, small--no +reformer's vein flows through me, it must say _pereat mundus_ 'and live +the new faith,' but a man can no longer stand upon the buskin when he +stands beneath the slipper. But now they shall have it in black and +white, lithographed, engraved!--what do I care? And in all newspapers +it shall be stated, so that you shall be purified, my child, with +printer's ink! Go, hasten, whisper it to your sister, cry it through +the room, they shall respect you, it does not cost much, a small amount +of lungs and a few letters, such as are before a menagerie; lion and +lioness in one cage! Then they will be contented at once. I shall still +remain here in my corner, I must first consider what kind of grimace I +must make as a _fiancé_. I shall look odd." + +Cäcilie kissed his hands; drawing back, he said, "None of those slavish +caresses, but go, go! There, I am, after all, caught in the purple +silk, and the cursed song of the bridesmaids' wreath buzzes in my ears! +By Jupiter! And Wegen, my brother-in-law! That is what reasoning +animals call it! That is the most bitter pill!" + +Cäcilie hastened at once to her sister and mother to bring them the +glad tidings. Frau von Dornau was too happy! Two daughters engaged on +one day! + +Olga congratulated her sister heartily. "Only think," added she, "we +became engaged out in the snow and ice, with the thermometer twenty +degrees below zero!" + +"And we," said Cäcilie smiling, "at about twenty degrees above zero, +behind the blazing stove. It is a tale of extremes! It is to be hoped +that the right temperature will be restored to us both in marriage." + +Kuhl was brought out of his corner by both sisters to the family table; +he wore the air of a culprit, who is led to execution. Wegen was +brimming over with cordiality, Kuhl buttoned up his coat. + +"It is better thus," said the Baron, "_suum cuique!_ One must learn to +control oneself." + +"Well, I should think," replied Kuhl, "we have nothing to reproach +ourselves with." + +The news spread rapidly through the room and created the greatest +sensation. Major Bern's wife appeared behind Cäcilie's chair with the +friendly words, "May we congratulate you, my dear Fräulein?" The +Kanzleiräthin came in her red shawl with her fat daughter Minna; both +were affected, as was natural, under the circumstances. Minna had +already wished happiness to so many others with her tears--rain falling +upon the bridal wreath brings happiness. Last of all Lori appeared +also, and congratulated with all her heart. Kuhl was a good match. + +"There you have the world," said the latter to Cäcilie, "with what a +fine thread these marionettes can be guided! It is worth while to act a +comedy before such an audience." + +But Lori said to Dr. Sperner, as he sat down beside her, "God have +mercy on them! Courage is needed to marry Dr. Kuhl. Without barred +windows and heavy iron, he will yet escape some day." + +The moon shone brightly! The return journey was commenced in the most +cheerful mood, which, however, soon ceased in the astonishing cold +which meanwhile had set in. + +"A bridal drive, such as the Esquimaux enjoy," said Kuhl, "but it is +done more comfortably there with the dog-sleighs; here we must push our +own goods home." + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + IN THE LAND OF THE LOTUS-FLOWERS. + + +Blanden recovered slowly; several relapses occurred, weeks elapsed +before he might take his drive with Giulia. + +The softened mood of the convalescent was in harmony with the wild +spring breeze which was wafted towards them from wood and meadow. The +thawing wind had melted the ice on the Pregel, it floated to the sea, +and the breezes of spring swept through the air. + +They descended from the carriage in the wood, they gathered the last +snow drops, the first anemones. + +"I love these flowers," said Blanden, "the pretty anemones cannot grow +in gloom, they only flourish in places where a fresh breath of air +greets them, where the wind plays with their delicate coronets of +blossom. Free air, fresh air, breath of life, how I have ever longed +for you! I feel myself related to these lovely flowers--and if a soul +dwells in these tiny anemones, it is one thirsting after freedom." + +Giulia had learned to enter entirely into Blanden's thoughts and +feelings, the quiet, familiar intercourse in his sick room had given +her leisure to become quite absorbed in his richly stored mind. + +Daily she felt more that she could not live without him, and equally so +that she owed him her whole life; again and again she told herself that +it could be no sin if she made him happy, so long as it was permitted +by the fate which she defied. He did not see the sword above her head, +she saw it with internal trembling, and yet--she defied it, even if it +might fall upon her. + +How devoutly she listened to his tales of the land of the +lotus-flowers! Ah, how vast was the world, how rich the knowledge of +it, how varying the habits! Giulia was almost alarmed when Blanden told +her of the woman at Luckwardie, on the hills of the Himalaya, high +above the Pomona--every woman there belongs to four brothers. + +She lost herself completely in the breath of the fairy tale and flowery +land, that is so lovely in its dreams and so vast in its thoughts. One +after another Blanden unrolled these magically illuminated worlds of +thought conceived by silent thinkers in penitents' garb and hermits' +huts. Is the world but the veil, the dream, the existence?--why then is +life full of nervous dread? Giulia felt herself strengthened by that +dream-world of the Bast, everything painful and impious faded away in +that mild, softening twilight. + +Blanden, too, seemed to be transfigured by the soothing influence of +sickness, in the loneliness of the sick room, far removed from the +world: like one of those thoughtful hermits, who, upon mossy banks in +sacred groves, amongst flowers and gazelles, ponder upon the mystery of +the world. She thus forgot that he, far from belonging to inactive +dreamers, had only lately given a proof of western knightliness which +is very different from the blood-fearing Hindoo; but yet he was filled +with the warmest sympathy for Hindoo thinkers and poets. + +"How profound," said he often, "is the blending of the soul with all +that their wise men teach. If the form break, the spirit becomes united +with the Divine soul of the world, as a bottle in the deep mingles its +contents with the sea, if it break against the rocks." + +Four lines of poetry, however, were, above all others, ineffaceably +impressed in her memory, reflecting her situation, her mood, so truly +that she trembled in her very soul when Blanden first recited them to +her, verses culled from one of the two great hero books of India, +containing such depth of thought as is not to be found either in the +heroic poetry of Greece or Germany-- + + + "Oh earthly happiness ever trembling on the brink, + As dew drops kiss the flowers a moment but to sink; + As logs on the ocean may meet and then sever + So men here on earth, and to meet again--never." + + +Blanden was obliged to kiss the tears from Giulia's eyes, which the +grand verses of the Ramayana and the song of "trembling earthly +happiness" had called forth. + +"You often appear to me," said Blanden, "like a charming Savitri, and +although you also are my goddess of fire, I do not mean her, but the +child which bore her name. A dark prophecy dedicated the beloved one to +death after the lapse of a year, but before the fatal respite drew +near, she performed daily penances, praying and fasting; and like a +marble goddess standing before the altar, and when the blood-red god of +death appeared, with the thin rope in his hand, and had already +extracted her beloved one's soul, she knew how to move him by her +prayers, entreaties, and her touching faithfulness, until he granted +her her husband's life. You, too, with faithful care and touching +prayer have won my life from the blood-red Yamna." + +"It was my own life," replied Giulia; "without you I could not have +lived, you yourself told me that the funereal pile is lighted with +sacred fire into which the Hindoo widow casts herself. That pure flame +was the fire of your love for me; they die for him who had lived for +them, how much more must I have sought death for him who would have +died for me?" + +Trembling in the bliss of such devoted affection, she thought of Beate +and her errand with eagerness as terrified as that with which the +Hindoo maidens follow the flower-clad little boats, carrying burning +lamps, and which they have confided to the waves of the Ganges; if the +lamp extinguish, then extinguishes the light of hope, and a silent +desire entrusted to the stream, finds its watery grave. When Blanden +told her this, how she had thought of her light-ship that was now +tossing upon the waves of the Orta lake; perhaps already the north wind +which blew through the passes of the Simplon had extinguished the +little lamp of her hopes. + +It was a weird shadow which followed her through life. Oh, how she +envied the gods and peris who dwelled in enchanted gardens far above +the everlasting snow upon the summits of the Himalayas, envied them not +the flowers of Paradise, not the ethereal light, not the glorious song +of the Gandharvos, not because they drink the Indian ambrosial amreeta +in fox-gloves out of the moon, which, for fourteen days, the sun has +filled with that drink, but only the one privilege, that of walking in +light and casting no shadow behind them. An unshadowed bliss, this for +her was unattainable for evermore! + +Even the measures of precaution by which she had intended to conceal +from Blanden her defeat upon the stage, were only successful for a +time. One day a deputation of students, in caps of every hue, came to +Blanden. Salomon was the speaker. + +"We know, Herr von Blanden, that Fräulein Bollini is your betrothed, we +wish you happiness, although the muse of song--her name I cannot +recollect this moment, as we sons of the muses care less for them than +might be expected--will veil her face. A report is spread abroad that +you forbid your betrothed to tread the world-renowned stage." + +"It is her own free will," replied Blanden. + +"We respect you," continued Salomon, "because you have shown in a +knightly manner how a man should defend his lady's honour, and even, +although we have no lady-loves, at least no perennial plants, who bear +the title of wife or betrothed, we know well how to appreciate such +conduct." + +A murmur of approval from the students denoted their concurrence in +those words. + +"Therefore it is that we address you with the entreaty that you +persuade your betrothed to appear again upon the stage. We are all now +ready to protect her, after having learned with whom that disgraceful +outrage originated." + +"What outrage?" asked Blanden astonished. + +Salomon was surprised at the question. + +"But surely you know, Herr von Blanden?--" + +"Indeed, I know of nothing!" + +The deputation became uncomfortable, the students looked at one another +in amazement. Salomon, however, was soon calmed, and at the same time +delighted at his own shrewdness, as he imagined he was able to see +through the matter; he snapped his fingers and said-- + +"Then our respected _prima donna_ has concealed this from you out of +tender feeling, so as not to cause you any excitement which might be +deleterious to your health. But now that the mention of the unpleasant +fact has escaped the custody of our lips, you will be able to bear the +sad news with manly dignity. Yes, on that evening on which Giulia was +to sing Rosina's part, she was hissed, drummed out, and whistled at, +until the curtain had to be lowered." + +Blanden sprang up wrathfully. + +"The worthless creatures; oh, I know--" + +"It was a conspiracy," added Salomon. + +"Savitri, faithful nurse, this then was your penance," said Blanden +dreamily to himself. + +"It was desecration of the temple to the muses." + +"That is why the criticisms on the 'Barbière di Sevilla' could not be +found when I wanted to read them," said Blanden. + +"A most unholy alliance between the companions of Spiegeler the +reporter, and a clique got together by an officer, carried off a +disgraceful victory on that eventful evening. Very few members of the +Albertina, alas, were present, but we have now resolved to make Signora +Bollini brilliant amends upon her next appearance. The noble clubs of +Masuren and Lithuania, the Albertina itself with all its societies; the +Hochheimers, Goths, Teutons and Borusses are unanimous, which does not +often happen, and even the independent Camels will join the students' +union. We shall not permit a small party to be the leaders of taste in +the theatre, we will represent the _vox populi_ with overwhelming +force, and the pillars of the old shop of the muses shall tremble with +the thunder of our acclamations. Long live Signora Bollini!" + +"Hurrah!" cried the students, waving their caps. + +"I thank you from my heart, gentlemen," said Blanden, "but the decision +upon this point rests with the actress." + +"But you have much influence over her! We will offer her consolation +and compensation. May she console herself with Schiller-- + + + 'The mean world loves to darken what is bright;' + + +then Heine's verses will become true-- + + + 'And a new-born song spring softly + From the heal'd heart shoots to-morrow.' + + +"I am fond of quoting, Herr von Blanden, it is an act of disinterested +love of truth; our cultivation consists entirely in half unconscious or +unguaranteed quotations. Why not declare openly that Bartel knows on +which side his bread is buttered?" + +As Salomon began to diverge--a known peculiarity of the versatile +talented youth--one of the seniors, whose face, rendered purple by many +a cut and thrust, bore artistic marks of kind friends legibly sketched +upon it, assumed the reins of the transaction with a firm hand. + +"Let the Signora appear, we will protect her! If that clique venture +forth once more, we will reply to their second brutal blow with fitting +tierce and quart, so that their ears shall tingle." + +"I repeat," said Blanden, "that I am very grateful to you, but I cannot +even support your wish." + +"Why not?" asked Salomon, dissatisfied with the meagre results of his +eloquence. + +"I do not wish that my betrothed shall be again exposed to the storms +of public opinion; I will guide her into a safe haven. The laurels of +the European capitals will console her for this small defeat; even for +Signora Bollini's laurels, may Frau von Blanden long no more, she will +belong to quite another world, and I wish that too violent equinoctial +gales should not accompany her to this change in her life, so that she +may be able calmly to prepare herself for it. But this, of course, is +only my opinion, I shall not interfere at all with my betrothed's +resolutions, and she will in any case rejoice at your warm sympathy, +and the honor which you intend for her." + +Blanden shook hands pleasantly with the students' delegates, while he +added, every one of the gentlemen should be welcome who would be +present at his wedding. + +Soon after, he went to Giulia; he reproached her for having concealed +from him the scene in the theatre; she was alarmed that he should have +heard of it. + +"Silence," said she, "is not always as the German poet says, the god of +the happy, but just as often the god of the unfortunate." + +"Do you think that I should have rejected you as Rama rejected his +Sita, when the opinion of the people turned against her? Do you believe +that you are less dear to me, fill my whole heart less, when the +senseless mob calumniates you?" + +"Oh, that is not the cause of my silence towards you; I feared that you +might excite yourself for my sake. I would not let any shadow from +without cast its gloom into your sick chamber." + +"Oh, you are so gentle and good! Goodness of heart is little prized in +the world, and yet all wisdom depends upon it, it alone is the +guarantee of happiness. Giulia, shall you appear upon the stage again?" + +"Never," replied the singer. + +"They would prepare you a brilliant triumph, you would retire from the +stage richer by one beautiful recollection! Weigh it well!" + +"Is it your wish?" + +"Only if you wish it!" + +"No, no! I want no more laurel wreaths, and if I retire with a painful +memory, my parting from the stage will be all the easier; I want +nothing more in the world but your love. Buried be my past, oh, could I +but bury it deeply!" + +"But not all!" said Blanden, "shall even the beautiful recollection of +the magic lake be buried? Every day of happiness was a picture of +future enchanting years. Do you remember the charming Indian poem, +'Calidas,' of which I told you? Oh, that Indian poetry is like the +madhavya plant, which from its very root is full of flowers. I always +think of that lovely Sacontala, and the marriage of Gandarvos, by which +upon the flowery seat of the hermit's cave she united herself to the +king. Then in the Indian legend ensues a time of long, dreary +forgetfulness, but upon our life rests another curse. At last Sacontala +saw her beloved one again; misunderstandings were cleared up, and the +short enchanting meeting became a lasting alliance. Therefore will I, +my lotus-flower, kiss the tears from your cheeks, as King Duschmanta +kissed his regained beloved one." + +"Then, I will belong only and wholly to you," cried Giulia, amid kisses +and embraces, "and even the fame which I conquered shall fade away like +visions in the air." + +"I feel better every day," said Blanden, "I shall soon go to Kulmitten, +and make all preparations for our marriage." + +Giulia, as usual, trembled when the eventful day was named. + +"If only Beate would return," said she to herself, "perhaps I should be +calmer." + +Once more before setting out for his estate Blanden made a speech in +the Citizen Assembly; he did not wish to break the thread which he had +attached here, an active political life should be closely united to the +domestic happiness he had ensured. Unfortunately, however, he must +learn that his popularity in those circles had suffered seriously. +Theatrical adventures and duels were something that the citizen mind +could not deem compatible with a pioneer of political liberty. While +they suddenly discovered a Don Quixote in him, he found himself at +variance with the sentiments of the free citizens. Mutual estrangement +ensued: his speech met with a lukewarm reception, the matadors of the +assembly, the political doctor, the picturesque humourist, gave no +token of approval, and therefore the crowd also remained silent. + +Not without a feeling of bitterness did Blanden leave the +_Gemeinde-garten_; a slight veil was spread over his political dreams +of the future; should he always remain bound to a life of vagrancy, +never be able to raise himself to citizen-like activity, to +statesman-like distinction? + +Spring was in the air, as he drove home with his foaming team, but an +autumnal sensation at his heart he could not suppress. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + IN THE CHURCH ON SAN GIULIO. + + +About eight days might have elapsed since Blanden's departure. Giulia +meanwhile had dissolved her agreement with the managers, and at home +denied herself to all visitors. She was in a state of excitement which +she could conceal with difficulty. Whenever a carriage drove up in her +vicinity she rushed to the window. She watched for Beate with dread +expectancy. At last the carriage stopped before the house, and her +friend's first words were, "Be calm! All is well." + +After having shaken off the dust of her journey, Beate soon appeared in +Giulia's drawing-room with the unfailing cunning smile upon her lips, +and with a calm gladsomeness, such as follows the execution of a good +deed; she stirred the crackling fire in the stove, seated herself +comfortably upon the sofa, poured as much arack as possible into her +tea, to warm herself, and then began to relate the events of her +journey: + +"Oh, our beautiful south! How melancholy to drive over these plains of +ice, through the snow-laden pine forests, through these districts where +sleepy Nature never seems to open her eyes, how terribly wearisome all +the world here appears to one! And those passengers in mail coaches, +those Polish Jews, those people from the small towns with their boxes, +their baggage, their stupid faces! Thus it went on night and day, day +and night. People have given themselves the trouble to find names for +all these heaths, these towns through which one drives, and yet one +looks like another, it is most immaterial what they are called! Even a +little rocky nest in our Italy at least looks picturesque, here they +are always the same barns, the same bad pavement, over which the mail +coach rattles. + +"A long row of extra carriages followed the principal one, in which a +most unpleasant company seemed to be congregated. In the dark corners +of the passengers' room I saw figures which resembled brigands, one +passenger especially, with a black bandage over one eye, and a dark +beard, clings to my recollections. I saw him creep past me several +times, wrapped up in his cloak. I had an eerie feeling as if he had +cast an evil eye upon me, it seemed sometimes as if he were staring +piercingly at me out of the dark with his only sound one. I had to rest +in the capital, for three days and three nights I had not left the +rattling coach, and, at last, from over fatigue, had fallen into an +unrefreshing sleep. I had hardly looked after my baggage and put my +large box into the charge of a postal official in order to seek my long +missed rest at an hotel, before I saw a special post-chaise drive up +and the man in the cloak, with the bandage over his eye, get in. + +"He must be in great haste to proceed, for the post-chaise had four +horses. + +"I travelled slowly, I rested several times in large towns. I am +nervous too, although I am no actress, but daily intercourse with a +_prima donna_ upsets one's nerves. Do not be offended, dear child, but +even the finest particles of dust, which one swallows in your theatre, +are like _aqua toffana_. I remained one day in Berlin, in Nuremberg, in +Augsburg! + +"How I rejoiced when I saw the Alps again, dangerous as was the drive +through the snow passes. + +"Then I felt the mild soft spring breath of Italy when the steamboat +carried me across the glorious lake. From Stresa I went over the +mountains to Orta--how my heart beat, when the waves of the lake surged +at my feet, and the little island with the rocky castle lay before me. + +"I had had leisure enough on my way to think of a plan as to how I +could best execute my task, a task that was full of danger for body and +soul; but for the soul there is always absolution. Many plans that rose +in my mind I rejected as too daring, as impracticable, much I must +leave to chance and circumstances. I then made enquiries for the two +witnesses to the marriage, whose names you wrote down for me. Signor +Bonardo has long been dead, and the beautiful Orsola eloped with a +Greek, and was quite lost sight of. No danger is threatened from that +quarter. + +"I visited the chaplain of the little church of San Giulio, he was a +young man not unsusceptible to my charms. His predecessor, the old +priest, had just died. For a long time he had been in confinement in +the cloister, and under examination. In the nearest diocese a trial was +to be instituted against him for forgery, of which he had been guilty. +The chaplain himself conducted me up the high steps by the lake into +the sacristy of the church, where he searched through the registry to +reply to my question as to your marriage day. If ever I exerted my eyes +I did so then. Eagerly I followed his movements, noted the book, the +number of the page, the entrance to the sacristy. I thanked the +chaplain, the good man even became tender towards me, and when he +bestowed his blessing upon me he kissed me upon my brow. + +"It was still early morning, and a long day of twelve hours lay before +me. People might, perhaps, have taken me for a love-sick dreamer if +they had seen me wander upon the woodland paths behind the little town. +I could not remain long in the _Leone d'oro_, feverish restlessness had +taken possession of me. + +"I scrambled up the path with its numerous chapels leading to the +pilgrims' church of San Franciscus. I prayed here and there. I did +penance for that which I was about to begin. I felt as if I belonged +not to the bright day, not to this glorious nature! How exquisite was +the view over the lake from the Sacro Monte, upon the chestnut and +walnut woods of Pella, upon the high Alps of Monte Rosa, what a breath +of Spring quivered yonder in the fruit hedge and made the lake ripple! +With my sinister purpose I seemed to be out of place in this bright +world! + +"How sleepily the hours crept on. How long it was before the sun +declined into the west and cast its more slanting rays into the waves +of the lake and upon the house roofs of the little town. And much as I +had longed for this hour with feverish impatience, I became +proportionately alarmed again at the approach of fatal night. + +"Like an incendiary I had provided myself with a tinder-box that was +sufficiently well supplied to contain ample provision, even for many +vain attempts. + +"The windows of the little church of San Giulio were brightly +illuminated, it was the hour of evening service. My boat glided over +the lake in the moonlight, and landed at the tall granite stairs. + +"I ascended the steps. The moon was just hiding its light in a cloud; +and looking back upon the lake, in a boat that seemed to be circling +round the little rocky island, like an eagle round his eyrie, I +perceived a closely enveloped figure, which reminded me of that man +with the bandage. + +"My sight is keen, but it was too dark to recognise the figure more +accurately, and I soon came to the conclusion that I had become the +victim of a morbid delusion. The skiff disappeared behind a rocky +promontory which rose up steeply to the summit, upon which stood the +old tower of Berengarius. + +"I entered the church, but neither could I join in the devotions of the +congregation nor examine the pillars of porphyry, the image of the +Madonna of Ferrari, nor the mosaics of the floor. I only looked about +for some place of concealment in which I could hide myself, and +believed I had discovered one behind a small tomb. + +"I took advantage of a moment in which the sacristan, like the rest of +the congregation, was occupied with the service, to creep behind the +door of the sacristy, and quickly as lightning drew out the key, then I +descended the stairs, and unperceived cast it into the lake. + +"The service was over, the sacristan made his round of the church once +more, and convinced himself that the devout throng had entirely left +it. Having passed my youth amongst bands of smugglers, I am used to +creeping, crawling, and slipping into crevices like lizards, and thus I +succeeded in deceiving the custodian of the church by first gliding +after him and then suddenly disappearing behind the tomb. He sought +long in vain for the key of the sacristy, and at last relinquished the +effort, shaking his head, while he left the door standing open. He shut +the church behind him: I was alone. + +"The first sensation which overcame me was one of undefined dread. A +few lingering moonlight rays still fell through the tall church +windows, and shed a light upon the pictures on the wall, so that they +seemed to move like ghosts. But then the darkness became intense, +either the moon had set or was concealed behind heavy clouds. My +solitary footsteps made a hollow echo upon the floor. I shuddered when +I remembered that about the midnight hour spirits might rise out of the +tombs and keep me company. It was still too early for my undertaking. +Below all was still awake in the island town and upon the lake, a gleam +of light too early would have betrayed me. + +"But from dread of the echo of my footsteps, which rumbled away through +the empty space as if something besides myself were stirring here, I +sat down motionlessly upon a bench, folded my hands, tried to pray, and +then to fall asleep. + +"And a short sleep did overcome me, but I started up from it with a +loud cry. Had I dreamed it? It seemed as if at the other end of the +church something that passed gently over the steps, stumbled over the +benches. + +"But all was still again, the dread of a living being besides myself in +this place had fled to my dreams, and on awaking the delusion still +clung to me. + +"It must have been midnight already; deep silence reigned without, not +a sound from the houses by the lake penetrated to my ears, not even the +dim radiance of the lightly veiled moonlight forced its way through the +windows. Impenetrable heavy clouds must have enveloped the heavenly +orb, because the blackest obscurity filled the church. + +"My sense of locality came to my assistance. I had impressed the plan +of the interior of the church sharply into my memory, estimated all +distances correctly; I knew exactly where the chairs stood, and in how +many rows, where the steps began to ascend to the altar, where was the +entrance to the sacristy. + +"Thus I felt my way from one row to another, measured with careful feet +the distance to the altar steps, and was already placing my foot upon +the lowest one when an invisible hand behind my dress drew me back. + +"I was seized with unutterable horror; my heart beat audibly; it could +be no delusion; I was not alone here; was I in the power of an +invisible enemy; or did a spectre persecute me? + +"I put my hand out behind; I grasped the empty air; the hand had +released my dress; I cried in a strong voice, so as to inspire myself +with courage, 'Who is here?' But nothing replied, excepting one loud +echo from the walls of the empty church. + +"Nevertheless my heart is full of courage, and I said to myself, why +this fear and alarm? What concerns you is that you have pledged your +honour to save your friend; now see that you succeed whether you live +or die, even if hell send its ghosts against you! + +"Indeed, it seemed more probable that some spectre hand had seized me, +than that any human being besides myself lingered in the gloomy place, +but if it were a mortal, then I must try to deceive and out-man[oe]uvre +him. + +"Like lightning this flashed through my mind. I did not ascend any more +steps; softly as possible I glided into a corner, there I drew off my +shoes, and crept once more to the altar steps, which this time I could +pass up undisturbed. I felt about the altar until I had hold of one of +the candelabra, and had convinced myself that a candle was in it. With +nervous anxiety I avoided the least sound. + +"The candlestick in one hand, I went down again from the high altar, +held my dress closely together with the other, so that it might not +sweep the steps. I did not dare to breathe. + +"Then something in the corner stumbled over my shoes, which I had left +there. This time I was not alarmed. I was thankful that the ghost was +on the other side of the church; in all haste I sped into the sacristy +through the door, which was only slightly ajar. + +"I knew that the light would attract the bats, which hopped after me, +and yet I could not shut the door without betraying myself. I groped +for the desk where I had seen the registry lie, there it was still in +the same place. I turned over the leaves and counted the pages, of +which, in the morning, I had taken note. I must gain as much time as +possible before I should burn the tell-tale light. + +"At last the moment had arrived, it must be done. My tinder-box did its +duty; the altar candle burned; the holy light illuminated my unholy +task. + +"For the duration of a second the sensation of sacrilege overcame me, +but time passed. + +"I had only turned over two pages too many, there it stood: Giulia +Bollini, Signor Baluzzi. That was the fatal leaf! With bold resolution +I tore it out and held it in the flame. Then a loud peal of mocking +laughter rang from the door of the sacristy. I looked round and saw the +man with the bandage. + +"The page was burned to atoms, I still saw it as if in a dream; rigid +with fear I saw the man rush upon me; I blew out the light, but I could +not escape him. + +"I felt as one does in those dreams in which we see a monster, a +serpent, a tiger prepared for the spring which shall kill us: my nerves +were over-excited so that I could not distinguish between my dream and +reality. + +"Still nearer came the steps of the gruesome ghost. My senses gave way. +I fell down in a swoon! + +"When I awoke again all was still intensely dark, but morning must soon +dawn. + +"I was alone, as it appeared; nothing stirred. The altar candlestick +still stood upon the desk. I took it up, crept out of the sacristy up +to the altar and put it back upon its old place. Nothing molested me! +My shoes I found in my corner. I put them on, hid myself behind a +pillar, not far from the church door, ready for rapid flight. + +"Indeed, it was not long before the sacristan opened the church doors +for early mass. He went towards the altar, while I glided out behind +him and hastened down the steps as if the church behind me were in +flames. + +"In Orta, also, I only remained a few minutes, then drove over to +Stresa; the coachman could not make his horses go fast enough. In +Bellinzona I became ill from the excitement, and when I had recovered, +I performed very severe penance; my mind was terribly upset, but the +farther north I came, the fresher did the breeze blow towards me. I +began then to triumph that I had outman[oe]uvred that secret emissary +of Baluzzi--because it could be no one else--that I had succeeded, +despite his watchful ambuscade. I triumphed that I had restored you +your liberty, and with this proud emotion I now clasp you in my arms. + +"Burned to ashes is the spell that fettered you, and freely may you +follow your heart!" + +Giulia was intensely excited at her friend's intelligence, amid tears +she squeezed Beate's hands. And yet she could not conquer an internal +fear. Thus breaking into the sanctuary of the church seemed like an +inexpiable act of sacrilege which rested upon her soul; and even if she +believed in the newly-gained liberty she could not feel glad. Anxious +forebodings of unknown possibilities that lay waiting in the air +disturbed her confidence in unclouded happiness. What secrets oppressed +her soul! How could she meet her beloved one's eye? The heavy weight +that lies in the consciousness of forbidden deeds, did not permit her +to draw that free breath without which success loses its triumphant +charms. And yet--she was resolved to seize the supremest bliss in life +in spite of fate, to set the right of her passion above all the rights +in the world. Was her happiness only transitory? She must do penance +and succumb; at any rate, that which she now struggled for with such +ardent longing would once have been her own. + +Beate had not been back many days before Blanden's invitation to +Kulmitten was received. The day of the marriage was decided upon. +Giulia prepared for her departure with Beate after having made a few +purchases for a brilliant toilet. + +Numerous guests from the provincial capital set out on horseback and in +carriages for Kulmitten. The students had not neglected the invitation; +they were glad to be present at a gay wedding. Salomon had arranged a +performance for the Polter-abend, adapted from his collection of +poetical blossoms, and the doctors, Kuhl and Schöner, drove a spirited +team to the lakes of Masuren. Cäcilie was expected to come with Olga +and Wegen from the neighbouring estate, where she had gone upon a visit +to her sister, and every one in the district, who had not shown a +hostile spirit towards the proprietor of Kulmitten, was welcome on this +glad occasion. + +Certainly, only a singer! It was, indeed, an unsuitable choice! Several +ladies pretended to be ill, and only allowed their husbands to look on +at the phenomenon so as to be able to bring back an account of the +doings. + +"I do not like such extremes," said Frau Baronin Fuchs to her husband, +"is it necessary to jump from the sanctimonious to the most impudent +children of this world? Certainly, in reality, the other was the same +kind, only a different colour. No power in the world would take me to +this wedding; you, of course, will drive over because everything +connected with rouge pots and stage tinsel has a certain charm for you +now. Well, look from a close point of view at the Circe who has +enchanted this knight of the rueful countenance." + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + THE BRIDAL JEWELS. + + +Two sitting-rooms and bedrooms were prepared for Giulia and Beate in +the old wing of the Castle. Blanden had ridden over to the nearest town +to meet her, and sent on his carriage and four in advance. + +He drove back with her. When they arrived at the boundary of his +possessions, they were greeted by the peasants and tenants with loud +acclamations. A handsomely decorated triumphal arch was erected; canon +resounded far and near, and genuine, indeed, were the rejoicings of the +people, who idolised Blanden. None of the proprietors on the lakes of +Masuren were so gentle and kind as he, certainly none others had +studied Buddha's teachings, or recognised pity for every being of +creation as the original spring of all wisdom and morality. + +The school girl who presented a huge nosegay to Giulia at the gate of +honour, had learned a very long and very profound address, which was +listened to with intense weariness by all but the bride-elect, for whom +an accusation lay in every one of those moral sentiments. Cold water +seemed to be running down her, when the little girl, with devout +dove-like eyes, looked lovingly into her face. + +And when old Olkewicz acted as spokesman for the officials and those +belonging to the estate, and spoke of the old family possession, of the +worthy heir, of his forefathers, then she suddenly felt what, until +now, had been quite unknown to her: that here she was entering into the +sacred circle of a family, into a well-regulated world governed by +moral laws, into touching familiarity amongst equals, into a beautiful +blending together of past and future; and to herself she appeared in +the light of an intruder, who deserved to be cursed, who tore down the +old saintly household gods from the domestic hearth, and with a guilty +hand polluted a stainless roll of ancestors. She shuddered as if seized +with cold; while Olkewicz also stammered in his honest speech and lost +himself--he had suddenly recognised Giulia; it was actually the same +white fairy who had stood on high in the moonlight on the gallery of +the belfry tower. + +The carriage drove on through the park. The Castle was decked with +flags and banners, fluttering merrily in the breeze; all the doors were +wreathed; here a dense crowd--part of which had hastened by a short cut +from the triumphal arch, and were thus in advance--received them with +renewed cheers. + +Blanden was deeply moved, and pressed his betrothed's hand; he knew +that it was true hearty love which bade them welcome. He thought of his +father, of the old lords of the Castle--they blessed his entry. His +feelings were solemn as he lifted his future bride out of the carriage +and led her into the Castle, where he delivered her into the hands of +the guardian spirits of his home. + +When Giulia was seated alone in her room, for a few moments she gave +herself up to a sensation of luxurious comfort; how strange was it for +a wandering disciple of art to have a home, to reign as mistress over a +vast estate! No more need she trouble about the gains of the moment, no +more need she struggle from day to day for a living, competing for fame +and gold, and the favour of the variable crowd which alone could grant +both to her. The labour of art in the muses' temple appeared like a +miserable daily task, which is forced from the reluctant senses, while +only the holiness of enthusiasm sanctifies the artistic duty! From +country to country had she wandered with her nomad tent, tarrying long +wherever she had found plentiful pastures; but how many dangers did the +pirates of criticism prepare for her, by how many _fata morgana_ had +she been deceived--how homeless was her life, her soul! + +What a sensation of security behind the stout walls of this Castle; for +decades, for a whole life-time, every struggle with its necessities was +banished, a life belonging to itself, one not given up to the mob! And +how one must learn to love every little spot of earth which, by the +habit of long association and possession, has become a portion of +ourselves! Without, the trees rustled, the eastern sky glanced in the +reflection of the declining sun, and the evening star, the star of +love, peeped forth in the vapour-like clouds that were tinged with a +delicate red. + +Yonder the tall oaks, the silver poplars, and Scotch firs; the pavilion +with its gay windows peeping out of the Chinese shrubs that surrounded +it; the bridge over the lake; upon the island stood the swans' houses: +at first all seemed but a pretty picture for her contemplation, but +from day to day it must all become blended into her life--every spot, +sanctified by love, become endeared to her heart. + +And how home-like the old furniture in the drawing and other rooms: +_roccoco_ cupboards, and drawers with their sweeping lines, those +arm-chairs, little works of art carved in wood, those heavy curtains, +which formed an easily moved partition between the secret concealed +cabinets and drawing-rooms! How pleasant the faces of the old male and +female servants, who at once took the new mistress to their hearts, and +were ready to watch over their new precious possession as well as they +had ever guarded the most valuable treasure confided to them. + +A proud sensation of happiness overcame her; the dream of a peaceable +existence, of ensured happiness, hovered before her mind, then her hand +was pressed convulsively to her heart; painfully she felt the rift that +extended through her whole life--that she always experienced, even +although concealed from her lover and the world, but which, when it +suddenly yawned, became an abyss which must swallow up all her +felicity. + +She could only listen absently to Beate's chatter, "I must say it is a +true Palazzo Pitti, in which we, however, are the most beautiful +pictures! And as to its being countryfied, the Castle itself certainly +is not so, although the entire population consists of rough unhewn +blocks. One might be in a fortress; down below, Signora, at the foot of +the hill, still stands a massive square tower. I enquired about it, +they call it the 'Dantziger;' it was used for watching the besiegers +and taking them in their rear, it also ensured escape, as a secret +outlet leads to the lake. The stone passage, with its handsome arches, +unites it with the Castle. Well, if I can find a sweetheart here, the +old Dantziger will do me good service for secret adventures and secret +flight. Besides which, in the Castle, there are divers stairs in the +walls, hidden doors--what else I know not! The Knights of the Order had +their secrets, too. We shall find it all out in good time." + +"You are incorrigible with your love of adventures, Beate." + +"Think of the sacristy in the church of San Giulio. What should you be +without me? A very doubtful betrothed, your past rests in the Orta Lake +with the sacristy key! But enough of it. They are very lively over in +the new wing, where all are preparing for the Polter-abend +entertainment; they say it is just like being behind the scenes, gay +masks of every kind, but terribly inexpert wardrobe women; everything +in the world requires experience. If only we were with them, we +understand the art." + +Beate was still chattering when Blanden entered; she possessed tact +enough to disappear as speedily as possible. + +"Only get dressed quickly, dear Giulia!" cried Blanden, "all are +preparing to greet us. I am an outlawed man it is true, but yet one +always possesses some real friends. The Castle is full from attic to +cellar; for twenty years or more there has not been such a garrison. +You bring life into my solitude, let me welcome you cordially once +more." + +He clasped her in his arms and pressed a fervent kiss upon her lips. + +"What is that little box," said Giulia, "which you carry in your hand?" + +"My bridal gift, beloved! I come with a full heart, and may not do so +empty handed." + +He opened the ebony casket: the most beautiful ornaments, a diadem with +brilliants, necklets and bracelets of the most magnificent pearls, and +beside them unset precious stones, sapphires, and rubies shone in such +radiance that Giulia could not suppress a sudden cry of admiration. + +"It is all yours, it is the inheritance which has been bequeathed to +the last Blanden by his mother and by the ancestral mistresses of this +house, there being no living heiress who has the right to these +ornaments. From henceforth you shall wear them, they have found an +owner again who is worthy of them, and well they will suit your dark +hair and fine features!" + +Giulia was dazzled with the brilliant gift, and yet-- Like +will-'o-the-wisps, like snakes of fire, they flashed and quivered +before her eyes! Was it not a robber's hand which grasped this family +possession? + +But she overcame the slight shudder with which she saw the ghostly +ancestresses of the house of Blanden, as they stretched out their bony +hands in protest, or touched her brow and imprinted the sign of the +curse upon her. She was only conscious of Blanden's love and goodness +in confiding such a priceless heritage to her, and, thanking him +cordially, laid her hand upon her heart. + +On that evening she would be queen of the feast, banish all gloomy +thoughts; he should have a right to be proud of her. A mistress of the +toilet, an art belonging to the stage, she would enhance her beauty by +simple attire. Merrily adorned with a wreath of flowers, her hair, +black as ebony, as it fell upon her neck, enframed a face whose fine +moulding did not suffer from the pallor of its features, for that +Venetian colouring appertained to the beauty of marble, to that +idealism of form which was peculiar to her. Her tall slight figure was +seductively enveloped in clouds of pink tulle, and as if of gleaming +foam, bosom and neck, the glorious outlines of a Venus Anadyomene rose +from out that mass of clouds. As she entered the dining-hall with +Blanden, a buzz of admiration passed through the apartment. They were +mostly elderly gentlemen who were present, the younger ones were still +behind the scenes preparing the masquerade. + +Hermann von Gutsköhnen and Sengen von Lärchen had never seen anything +of the kind; the former greeted her with a whispered monologue which +reached its climax in a low oath; the latter held his finger +thoughtfully to his nose, and after his address, "dear friends," had +allowed a considerable pause to follow, "she is a most beautiful woman, +tall, she has breeding, something Arab-like in her nostrils, and +devilish black hair, but no healthy colour--she needs some Masuren +breezes to blow about her cheeks." + +"Thunder and lightning," replied Hermann, "a splendid toilet! But a +betrothed should really be a rose-bud, she is perfectly full blown!" + +"Herr von Blanden has good taste," said Baron von Fuchs to his +neighbour, the Landrath, "it is well that our wives have not come with +us. It was well feigned hoarseness, and a most justifiable headache +which befell them, because I must say--naturally I exclude our +wives--we have no beauties in the district who can be compared with +her. And they who stayed at home have all happily escaped this +sensation. In words they would not have acknowledged this beauty, but +at heart they would have bowed before it as the brethren bowed before +Joseph, in the dream; they would have tingled with unbounded jealousy +to the very tips of their fingers and toes, because whosoever bathes in +the pool of Bethsaida knows how to respect the beauty of the +Olympians." + +Blanden and Giulia welcomed their guests heartily, and then seated +themselves in two garlanded arm-chairs to receive the homage of the +Polter-abend. A merry blast of music announced the commencement of the +performance. + +First appeared lovely water-fairies from the lake. Olga von Dornau led +the dance; the daughter of the Sanitätsrath from the district town, the +daughters of a retired major, who lived there, and a rich young widow +represented the Naiads decked with reeds. + +The concessions made to the local colouring and faithful costume of the +legend, were of varying degrees, the young widow's being the greatest. +Olga was the speaker of the Kingdom of the Nymphs-- + + + "With the welcome of sisters we greet thee + In thy beauty, our sovereign anew; + Long we mourned, never hoping to meet thee, + Now thine image again we review. + The waters shall mirror thy image afar + As in glory and triumph we carry thy car." + + +Thereupon, Cäcilie appeared as the goddess of Song, a wreath of laurels +in her hand; behind her, Thalia and Melpomene, which characters were +assumed by two of her friends. + +Cäcilie had composed these lines for herself-- + + + "Silently, sadly, we see you depart, + Leaving our kingdom made greater by you, + But the laurel of fame must give place to the heart, + Happiness there is more lasting and true. + Go you to bliss that cannot be measured, + And leave those behind who will never forget, + Your art as yourself will ever be treasured, + O'er your gain we rejoice, our loss we regret." + + +Then Schöner entered as a herald; in sonorous flowing verses he +announced the arrival of the new mistress of the Castle, and poured +forth praises of the perfection of her beauty and art; he recited these +verses with wonted enthusiasm, and received plenteous applause. + +Herr von Wegen came as the Master, at the head of a number of Knights +of the Order; their white mantles with the black cross, harmonised well +with the old dining-hall, which thus gained historical animation. + +The German Order also greeted the new mistress; the poem, of whose +authorship the fair-haired District Deputy was guiltless, while his +brother-in-law, Dr. Kuhl, was universally thought to be its composer, +contained some humourous flashes; it spoke of a fair lady who had not, +as in former times, surreptitiously entered the house of the Order, and +by the back way, but like a mistress, who is entitled to go up the +principal wide staircase. Thus the Order was completely secularised, +and by this brilliant example the Order of wilful old bachelors equally +so, as was demonstrated by the master himself, and his friend, the +Prussian heathen. + +And now, armed with a mighty club, Dr. Kuhl stepped forth as an ancient +Prussian at the head of a band dressed in skins; he greeted Giulia in +the name of the original inhabitants of the land, who alone possessed a +right to these forests and lakes; he declared war to the knights who +had been imported into this free land, to those monks of the sword, +that black-crossed hypocrisy; with his people he would destroy this +Castle to its very foundations if the presence of so beautiful a +guardian goddess did not compel him to lay his club in homage at her +feet; he concluded with the words-- + + + "I swear it by every sacred god + To-day all wars for ever cease, + No more our blood shall soil the sod + For hence shall reign eternal peace. + When the gods clamour for foemen dead + Our goddess shall offer the olive instead." + + +Then followed another series of more stately pictures, and merry jests. +Salomon had conceived the unhappy idea of appearing as Ariosto, +introducing himself as the Italian Heinrich Heine, and in a mixture of +verses, which were collected, partly from the _Ottave rime_ of the poet +of Reggio, partly from free thinking verses by the Parisian +Aristophanes, and speaking of Herr von Blanden as Orlando, who had +delivered Angelica, bound to the rock of the stage. + +A tall girl, whose form was as redundant as those of the Genoese women, +appeared as "Italia," a basket of fruit in her hands, a wreath of +perfumed orange blossoms in her hair. It was Iduna; she had left +Fräulein Baute's school, after having met with frequent insults from +the mistress, and openly displayed contempt on the part of her Theodore +Körner, Dr. Sperner. Her father owned a small estate in the +neighbourhood, and thus she was invited to the entertainment. + +Soon all revolved in merry dance. Blanden opened the ball with Giulia, +and then stood thoughtfully for some time, leaning against a pillar of +the radiated arch; he thought of the other dance beneath the pear tree, +and the pale shadow of his lovely Eva mingled in the rows of the +dancers. She had pledged him in the unalloyed bliss of youth; this +woman brought the rapture of passion. But he felt that with her came a +rent in his life. The gay company assembled, from which the most +distinguished ladies of the neighbourhood were absent, the coldness of +the members of his party in the capital, all proved to him that he had +once more rendered it impossible to take a firm foothold in his home, +and to attain a higher position in political life by any recognised +influence; but it was only a transient heretical thought! There she +stood before him in all her beauty, a fascinating woman! Her eyes +gleamed with promise; dancing had brought a warmer colour to the marble +of her features; her bosom heaved with sweet excitement, she appeared +like a breathing statue of a goddess! A lamp shone in the pavilion! +myrtles and oranges shed their perfume; the stars of Italy gazed +sparklingly down from the deep blue sky! He encircled her firmly with +his arms, and sped to a wild measure through the old hall. Giulia was +in her brightest mood, she would and did forget everything that was +painful and hostile in her life; she chatted more pleasantly than ever +before, and had a friendly winning word for every one; a roguish smile +played around her lips, as she said to Blanden-- + +"I cannot realise that I shall never more stand behind the piano; never +more look down upon my worthy conductor's bald head when he wields his +_bâton_, or into the manager's complacent countenance after a +well-paying house; that Dr. Schöner will never more arrange a poetical +nosegay for my vase; no Spiegeler cause me sleepless nights by the +stings of his wasps and bees. But away with all laurel wreaths! +Without, in the theatrical world, the echo of my name will not yet have +quite died away, and when it is dead, it will no longer trouble the +memory of the world to come, which will be inundated with many more." + +Kuhl, the heathen, who had just performed a wild round dance with the +orange-perfumed Italian, in which he had squeezed Iduna's hands with +more fervour than the requirements of the dance demanded, now turned to +Giulia and began a battle of words with her upon which she readily +entered. Kuhl had only seen her as Blanden's nurse, when wounded, and +spoken to her in a serious manner; her happy mood stirred him +strangely, but was doubly attractive, and he could not leave her side +while Blanden was enjoying a dance with Olga. + +"Excuse me, Signora," suddenly said Cäcilie's somewhat sharp voice. +"Look here, my friend! I only wish to tell you that there must now be +an end of polytheism, and that you shall neither worship the slight +Italian marble goddess nor plump Iduna with her apples of eternal +youth, neither one of Raffael's nor Ruben's beauties. Look this way my +friend! I am now your Alpha and Omega, as the Bible says. I have now a +right to you, and shall know how to assert it." + +Kuhl listened to the conjugal lecture; sadly he then took up his club, +which had been propped against a pillar, and leaning upon it, pondered +over the fate which even the most irrefutable theories find in life's +irksome custom. He resigned himself to the melancholy conviction that +he, the Hercules of free love, had, after all, allowed his Dejanira to +charm him into a Nessus shirt. + +Dancing and enjoyment lasted until late into the night, then the guests +retired to their chambers. Blanden accompanied his betrothed to the +carved oak door of her apartment, and left her with an ardent kiss and +the whispered words, "Until to-morrow!" + +Beate, who had danced bravely and made a slight conquest of a young +lawyer, was so fatigued that she had thrown herself, half undressed, +upon the bed in her room, which was situated behind Giulia's, and had +fallen into a sound sleep. + +Giulia was still in her sitting-room--she gazed into the moonlit park; +high into the air the fountain cast its stream of silver, gently around +the trees quivered that dreamy light which rocks the soul with vague +forebodings. + +Dance, wine, love had intoxicated her. Was not the world so beautiful, +life so happy! + +She longed to rejoice, like the ray of water springing up towards the +skies! + +She threw aside her ball dress, and in her light dressing-gown +contemplated her reflection in the large mirror. She felt so +lighthearted, so free--and was she not beautiful, youthfully beautiful? +A heavy destiny had passed over her, but in its flight it only slightly +touches the favourites of the gods. No creases, no wrinkles, she needed +no paint-pot to conceal them, no weight of cares had been able to bow +her tall form, and the consciousness of her own beauty thrilled her +with delight. + +Then she hastened to the cupboard, which was placed in a panel of the +wall, opened it with a carefully secured key, and took out the jewel +box which Blanden had given to her. First she let the splendid stones +glisten in the lamp light, then flash in the moon's radiance, while she +revelled in the sparkling lights and the prismatic rays which played to +and fro. + +Then she stepped before the large mirror, put the diadem of brilliants +upon her curls, decked herself with the pearl necklace, with the +bracelets, glistening with rubies and emeralds. She thought herself +magnificent as a queen; thus, in her dazzling splendour, ornamented +with the prince's crown, might not everything be permitted to her? Need +a ruler fear his conscience, that sentinel of the garrison? Did she, in +her power and beauty, not stand far above it? + +They were proud dreams in which she indulged--blissful +self-forgetfulness, the ruinous intoxication of dark spirits of the +earth, which guard the treasures of the deep, and scatter that shining +dust into the eyes of mankind that it may perceive nothing but the +sparkling brilliance of mammon and soulless splendour. She walked up +and down before the mirror, bent her head to see how the coronet of +brilliants became her dark locks, turned to the right and to the left; +but then the spirit of the stage came upon her, a vain spirit at first, +and she repeated scenes from operas, raising her arms, now wringing her +hands, then extending them as if cursing, all the time admiring the +shining lights of her bracelets as they played about those beautifully +rounded forms. + +Then she stood again as still as sculptured marble and gazed at herself +as though she were looking at a statue, standing in a niche of a +Pantheon. Then, suddenly--it was no dream--the mirror began to move; it +was pushed on one side by invisible hands: she commenced to tremble, to +rub her eyes--her own reflection disappeared with the mirror like a +ghost into the surface of the wall--and, instead, a space black as an +abyss yawned before her--and a draped figure sprang into the room and +threw off its cloak. + +It was Baluzzi! + +She started back with a loud cry. + +"Traitoress!" cried he, "now you are worthy of me!" + +Giulia staggered back a few paces, half unconscious, with one hand +resting upon the back of the roccoco chair, she held the other +tremblingly towards the intrusive ghost. + +"Back, back!" she cried with a failing voice, that was almost stifled +into a convulsive whisper. + +"I believe, indeed, that you would refuse to see me, and that I am more +hateful to you to-day than any other being whom the world contains. I +come most inopportunely, I know, and that is why I come. And how +beautifully you are adorned--for the galley!" + +Giulia seized the diamond crown, the necklace and bracelet, all almost +unconsciously, as if in a heavy dream, in which one seeks in blind +haste to protect life, possessions and estate from unavoidable ruin; +but her hand was paralysed, and the ornaments adhered to her. + +"Beautifully adorned, and still beautiful!" cried Baluzzi, stepping +nearer, "still as beautiful as once when you stood before the altar in +the little church of San Giulio! Do not shrink from me--before others +you are a bride elect, before others you may feign modesty, and wrap +yourself in the bridal veil, not before me! I have an old and sacred +right over you--your body, your soul belong to me, and to me alone; you +cannot be separated from me so long as the indissoluble word of the +Church exists upon earth, and I place my hand upon you as upon a +runaway slave--Giulia Baluzzi, my wife!" + +And he went up to her, held the struggling woman with a strong arm, and +laid the other hand upon her marble shoulder that quivered as if in the +grip of a tiger cat. + +"Stand back, madman," whispered Giulia in a suppressed tone of alarm, +"stand back, or I shall call for help." + +"You will not do so, my child! You will not call for help, not even if +I murder you with my dagger! You would prefer to drop mutely into my +arms, and with expiring eyes to implore me--for silence, for +forgetfulness! Is it not so? A cry for help!--what is a cry for help +but a cry for shame, for disgrace, for law and executioner? I know you +better, my little dove; so imprudent you are not; the friend of Beate, +the cunning robber of a church, possesses too much sense and +understanding." + +"I shall call for help," said Giulia, with pride and defiance, now +releasing herself from Baluzzi's arms. "And if I declare you before all +the world to be a robber and a liar, all will deem your utterances to +be madness, because the proofs are wanting." + +"The proofs are ready." + +"They were, perhaps; but they are no longer." + +"Haha," said Baluzzi, with a mocking laugh, "you rely upon your astute +messenger, upon Beate, who lays her devil's paw upon the altar candles +and registers, at the ghostly hour of midnight lights a firebrand in a +sacristy. A harmless amusement! Had it not been so harmless I should +have prevented it, but it was great amusement for me to watch the +lizard as it glided into the crevices in the church walls, and to carry +on a game with it; unfortunately she swooned too soon. I should have +liked to torture her still longer, have made her bones rattle, the +good-for-nothing! You all possess courage only up to a certain point; +the little witch, too, showed courage, but then, in a moment, it goes +out like a candle that has burned down, that has consumed itself all +too speedily." + +"But the proofs are destroyed," said Giulia, although doubtfully and +alarmed at Baluzzi's scorn, because she could not help fearing that by +some means Beate's undertaking had failed. + +"You are mistaken, my child. I do not allow the thread by which I hold +you to be so easily withdrawn from my hands. I have my spies, and when +I heard from Antoinette, my little scout, whither Beate intended to go, +I knew enough. At first I accompanied her in the greatest possible +_incognito_, then I gained a considerable start in order to obtain the +necessary information. I was at the See at Milan. I knew that an +enquiry into some forgery was pending against the former priest of San +Giulio. I have staunch friends, even at the holy courts of law. A +priest, with whom I worked formerly in Monaco, at my desire, enquired +if amongst the deeds of the suit a copy of the registry of San Giulio +did not exist; a legal official copy certified by the chaplain. I had +reason to expect this because the suit concerned a falsification of the +register. My supposition was well-founded--now I was safe, now I could +play with that dangerous culprit who is your greatest friend, as a cat +does with a mouse. All respect to you, we are quits. I awaited her +arrival in Orta, dogged all her steps, and my knowledge of the church +permitted me to hide myself in the little crypt. The fire of joy at +midnight I vouchsafed to her with malicious pleasure, but our marriage, +my child, is signed and sealed in the legal copy in the register number +two, that lies at Milan, valid before God and man. It is a pity that +the travelling expenses, and heroic courage were spent in vain, that +the triumph was useless--I have the proofs!" + +Giulia's courage fell with each of Baluzzi's words. She felt herself to +be completely in his power, thus everything that she had done to free +herself from him, even Beate's criminal proceeding, was all in vain. +She looked at him with the glance of a mortally wounded deer. + +"You do not believe my story? Here in my pocket-book is the most exact +information as to where the document can be found which proves my +perfect right to you. Now will you still cry for help?" + +Silently Giulia covered her face with her hands. + +"You are going to be sensible, my child; I thought so! That is why I +come to you at night, it is very considerate of me, and on a toilsome +road too. A wonderful child led me here--my rare little sea-devil, whom +I have taken into my service. It is the road upon which you must now +follow me!" + +"What are you thinking of? Impossible!" said Giulia, springing up. + +"The road is not very pleasant! Close beside the shore of the lake +there is a cave--my blood-hound found it; it is overgrown with thistles +and bushes, the little one worked with an axe and sickle all last night +to clear the passage. One must stoop to pass through. It leads to the +old tower, which, with its ivy-clad walls, casts its shadow below upon +the moonlit shrubs in the park. It was the watch tower, the battle and +sally-tower of the knights, and the hidden road ensures them flight in +case of defeat. From the tower a secret walled passage leads into the +Castle. It is covered with rubbish and ruins, and there are awkward +steps to go up and down. But then a little masked winding-staircase in +the wall leads up to this mirror door. My wonderfully clever seal +discovered all this. It took us some time last night before we could +find out the mechanism of this door. We knew that these rooms were +destined for you. We tried a long time, but I am clever at such +secrets, and beneath its external disguise found the spot where one +must press so as to make the wooden panel move and slide back. The +little one waits below with a dark lantern--the boat is tied up close +to the egress of the hollow way. It will cost a few bruises and torn +clothes, then we shall sail over the lake and away over the Russian +frontier." + +"You are out of your senses, Baluzzi!" + +"Shall I remind you of our past, of our agreement? We were married +secretly. You were a singer whose fame was waxing. I, an inferior +chorus singer, who could do no better. I saw myself, that your +prospects would be damaged if the world knew of our marriage. Soon I +resigned the miserable position of an incapable helper's helper in the +troupe of singers at the theatre, and I must confess it, gave myself up +to a somewhat dissipated life. I drank and gambled. I became a croupier +in Monaco, your fame was augmenting. Our paths led farther and farther +asunder. All the same, I loved you fervently, but I perceived that your +love diminished daily. You were ashamed of me. You began to avoid me, +to fly from me. I required money, much money for my habits of life. +They are as respectable and distinguished as those of a well-born +prince who squanders his heritage. How often was I not in +embarrassments enough to make one's hair stand on end, badly in debt. +It was at that time we made an agreement that I should avoid you as +long as you were at the theatre, but, that in return, the greater +portion of your abundant gains should always be paid over to me. So +long as you were at the theatre--that was the condition. Recollect it! +No evasions! I am a man of my word, and I shall see that faith is kept +with me also. _Cospetto!_ In my hand I hold the power to compel you." + +"I, too, kept my word," said Giulia, "and more than this, I have often +starved that you might live luxuriously." + +"For two years," said Baluzzi, "when you were here in Prussia during +the summer I was left without news of you." + +"Owing to your irregular life the letter to you must have been lost--an +unfortunate chance which I do not lament over much." + +"Then for two years I was in Russia, lost to you. I had business that +made me acquainted with sables and ermines. I exonerate you from blame +for that time, nevertheless you thus became my debtor. However, if you +leave the stage, you cannot redeem yourself now, you no longer have +your own independent earnings and possessions. Therefore, from +henceforth, you belong to me! Thank the Madonna that I have come to +hold you back from a crime--follow me!" + +"Never!" said Giulia, folding her hands. + +"Do you then think that my passion for you is extinguished? Even when +far away it burned in my bosom with silent fervour, and this glow +expands into bright flames since I have seen you once more, because you +are the most beautiful woman whom I have met with upon my manifold +journies in life, and I have seen women of every nation and of every +class. It is a proud sensation that of possessing you, not secretly, +no, before all the world to display you, and it is a delight to fold +you in my arms." + +Giulia hid her face as she drew back. + +"Yet do not believe that it is the same old love, as beneath Italy's +orange and myrtle trees when you were my Madonna, when my heart beat +for you, when I looked up to you as to a queen of heaven floating amid +a bright halo. And even then, when you parted from me as from one +unworthy who might not follow in the ascending paths of your life, even +in the desolate existence that I led, still I always looked up as one +looks up at a heavenly orb through a crevice in a grotto. Then came +those days of Lago Maggiore, I watched and saw how you were faithless +to me, you bought yourself free from my anger, because then I was in a +desperate position, but since that time my feelings have been +completely metamorphosed. My Madonna was one no longer, and though she +may not repent, I have vowed to myself to make her do so." + +"Oh, to be fettered to crime, and in addition by sacred bonds--is there +a more unhappy fate? Is despair not justified, even when it clutches +convulsively at transient felicity? Well, I may belong to you, but you +do not belong to me, never so long as my spirit can move its wings in +liberty, can appreciate the beautiful, believe in what is noble." + +Giulia had risen proudly, she had recovered herself, overcame her fear +and terror, courage of death shone on her brow. + +"Any one who saw you now--truly a vestal, whose fire, alas, had often +gone out. It looks like gold and is brass, it gleams like silver and is +tin. And this, on the day on which a crime shall be consecrated. The +cocks have already crowed, midnight is past, your second wedding day +will soon dawn, do not forget your first myrtles; its stars still +shine, the second can only consist of nightshade and fox-glove, it +breathes the poison of a lie. _Corpo di bacco_--such a saint--it makes +one laugh!" + +"I know, I feel that I am committing an impious act, I am defying law, +I am deceiving the best of men, but I only deceive him out of endless +love, and so utterly unworthy is that which is protected by law, that I +dare all because I believe in the pardon of Heaven." + +"You need not have this sin pardoned, it will not be committed." + +"Hear me Baluzzi!" + +"Hear me first! I have not yet told you all. Since those days by the +lake, love died in my heart, passion remained, but it was a wild +passion that wavered between love and hatred; expiation I had hoped for +from you, but you cast flaming anger into my heart. You shall be mine, +your kisses shall give me rapture, my pulses shall throb louder, when I +hold you in my arms, but only like the pirate's pulses, who rejoices +over the captured beauty. Never shall I forget that you injured and +betrayed me beyond expression, that you are my slave, over whom I +exercise my proud right of master, whether I torture and chastise, or +whether I love her. What are your laurel wreaths to me? Dried up straw +which I burn, because no more gold glitters on its leaves, but as in +mockery of your renown, the queen of the stage shall preside at my +gaming-tables beside other painted harridans, and shall decoy victims +into my net--the trade will flourish! The remains of a great name will +suffice for it, that little candle end can still shed some light. You +shall obey me, tremble before me! That is the expiation, the penance +for an overbearing and faithless wife!" + +"And to such degradation shall I follow you, give myself up to such +disappointment? Death rather!" + +"There is a still better means, Signora! Seize your dagger, kill me, +let me be killed as a robber and housebreaker, then you will be free, +and with a light heart can greet the first ray of the morning sun; but +I am on my guard, my glances do not leave you, do not leave that door +behind which Beate sleeps. I know that she has a pocket pistol under +her pillow, and a crime more or less does not matter to her, but I am +prepared to meet her also." + +And Baluzzi pulled out a pistol. + +"Beate sleeps in the second room," said Giulia, "she does not hear us! +We will not excite ourselves--one calm word! An unhappy fate has +brought us together, it should never have happened. Our paths led far +asunder, but the indissoluble bond remains; it is cruel to tie up my +soul with it, it is indissoluble there, indissoluble also for me here, +because I dare not venture forth with this life-long lie, without +forfeiting my future happiness. But you would not be separated, +although to do so lay in your power. I beg, I implore you, do not let +your old right interfere in my life. I was always your friend, I will +remain so, but upon my knees I implore you, grant me the bliss of this +true love. I ask nothing but silence, do not make him miserable who +hazarded his life for me. Is it then so great a sacrifice not to utter +words which would plunge two people into calamity? Is it impossible to +resign a dreamed-of possession, a right that is dead?" + +"A dreamed-of possession?" shouted the Italian, "the real right will +still find its protection in the world, and when I see you thus before +me, in all the magic of your charms, I long to press you to my heart +and to rejoice in my beautiful possession; my blood surges up within +me, like the fire-spring of Salfatora. I am no Don Juan who breaks at +night into the sanctuary of the house, I am no adulterer, no seducer; I +am the husband, and that word is like a king's crown and sceptre, +before which all the nation bows. The law would drive you into my arms +with rods, if you refuse, because to me is given power over you." + +"Away, do not touch me!" + +"And if I do? I am safe from your cries for help!" + +"That you are not," cried Giulia in supreme excitement, "not even if I +must let my shame resound through the house with the alarm bell! Rather +than rest in your arms, rather than follow you and obey that vile +control which your right and will exercise, rather would I fall crushed +upon my knees before every one, confess the incredible, pray for mercy, +and then seek and find death. You know me! I dare do much, I dare do +what is unheard of! With bold hand I will rob myself of my own +happiness. He who dares that is prepared for all! Beside the summit +there is an abyss and no other path--least of all no other path in +common with you!" + +Giulia's wild determination made an impression upon Baluzzi; he knew +those convulsively closed lips, those knitted eyebrows, those rigid +glances; he knew that at such moments she was capable of extremities. + +What, then, was left to him? The sensation of gratified revenge, a mere +shadow of recollection--but not the bliss of the rack, and what his +passion, his avarice, might perhaps still expect of the future, would +then be buried for evermore. + +He stopped, and hesitated. + +Then, as Giulia rose from her knees in haughty anger, the light of the +lamp swept across her head-dress, so that the diamonds flashed and +quivered, and a dream-like firework of precious stones seemed to +scintillate upon her head. + +The Italian was suddenly dazzled and enraptured with the ornament which +he had, indeed, perceived immediately upon his entrance, but which he +had not estimated at its full value. + +His eyes wandered from the coronet to the strings of pearls, down to +the bracelets; they passed on to the open jewel casket on the table +whence a brilliancy betokening great promise shone in the dim light. + +Giulia followed his gaze, his expression had entirely changed: the glow +of passion, the madness of revenge had given place to mute greed, to +avarice, that sought gratification, not from the animate, but the +inanimate objects. As if spell-bound his glance hung upon the +brilliants. A considerable pause ensued, Giulia imbibed new courage. + +"You are not poor," said Baluzzi, suddenly, "is that your own?" + +"My wedding present," replied Giulia. + +"All this--and those precious stones, too? Show me the coronet!" + +Giulia removed it. Baluzzi seized a candle which stood upon the table +beside him and illuminated the glittering stones. He drank in their +radiance as he slowly examined them. Then, as if making some +calculation, moved his lips; every one of these stones became changed +into a sparkling number, and dazzling as if in a Bengal light, a noble +sum flashed before him. + +"You see," said Giulia, who had grasped the sudden change equally +quickly, "Blanden is liberal, and although I may earn nothing more +myself, his gifts will render it possible for me, even, if not to the +same extent as formerly, still to remember you." + +"Do you think so?" said Baluzzi, as he looked at her with widely opened +eyes. + +"And although I have retired from the stage, I will save for you just +the same, only do not demand impossibilities, take the circumstances +into consideration; less than formerly can I only call my own, dispose +of less, but, otherwise, things shall be as they were." + +"Less? You are very modest! When did you ever have such beautiful +ornaments before?" + +"They are the Blandens' family jewels, they do not belong to me! They +are only lent to me." + +"Lent? You told me yourself that he had given them to you." + +"For my life-time, perhaps! Such heirlooms revert to the family. I look +upon them as a property entrusted to my keeping." + +"Give me the ornaments," cried Baluzzi, taking hold quickly. + +"Impossible," replied Giulia, paling. "They are my wedding jewels for +tomorrow." + +"Haha," laughed Baluzzi. "And you do not fear that these sparkling +stones should scorch your hair, or change themselves into little +snakes, such as play around the heads of the Furies? I have a great +undertaking in prospect, besides, I have much money to pay in Russia. I +offer you the choice: give me the diadem or I remain. I shall expose +you before all the world, and assert my rights." + +Giulia looked once more imploringly at him. Her eye dropped. She was +weary of the endless torture. + +"Cease! I beseech you, Baluzzi! What shall I say? How excuse myself?" + +"Invent a robber. You are inventive enough. A lie, more or less, cannot +matter to you, and this is not the worst," added he, scornfully. + +"Oh, this torture, this humiliation! Am I not a cowardly woman? Where +is my pride, where is my strength? Have you not appeared as one come to +warn me, to call to me, 'So far, and no farther! Cease, cease from your +reckless game!' And I have not courage to resign, standing before +supreme happiness, not the courage of truth, not the courage to speak +one single word, to avoid an act of infamous sacrilege! Unworthy +struggling, and cheating! That is the greatest humiliation. In open +confession, in the lowest abnegation, before universal repudiation, +there would still be sublimity! A voice would cry to me, 'You have done +rightly,' and above my head I should hear the fluttering of the wings +of my life's good genii who have long since forsaken me." + +She seemed to be speaking to herself! Eagerly Baluzzi awaited the +decisive result of this monologue, at the same time with his eyes +devouring the diamonds in Giulia's hand. + +"I cannot," cried she suddenly, striking her brow with her clenched +hand. "I am too weak, too powerless! Duty's command appears like a +horrible spectre that gives me up to boundless misery, while under the +spell of criminal silence an ardently longed-for happiness beckons to +me. Pity, pity!" + +She cried to Heaven for it with clasped hands; Baluzzi answered, as +though she had spoken to him. + +"None of that! The diamonds! It is my last word!" + +"And the price--your everlasting silence!" + +"Everlasting? Oh, no! That would be a bad bargain! But, by my honour, +for a year, if I live so long, I will not remind you. I will be +silent." + +"A very sword above my head! And yet a year's felicity! How much +happiness does not even a moment contain! Who can destroy what once was +ours? And what once it has bought from hell can never be reclaimed! And +yet--how my heart will beat at every step, at every rustle or rattle of +the leaves. No, no, everlasting silence--and the jewels are yours." + +"A year--give them, give them, senseless woman!" + +He grasped the diamond circle and wrenched it from Giulia's hands after +a short indifferent resistance. + +"Then farewell, complete your crime! A year--but pray for my life! For +I have sworn before I die to be revenged upon you! I leave no other +will, save my curse, which shall be upon you." + +With these words, and still holding the sparkling ornament high in the +air, he disappeared behind the mirror-door, which he pushed back again +into the framework of the wall. + +Giulia sank upon a seat. She extinguished the lamp and candles. +Sleepless, dreamless, she gazed fixedly through the windows into the +night. The moon had set. The grey dawn did her good. Everything faded +into uncertainty. A cradle song passed through her mind! How terrible +the rising day which gave distinct form again to everything which +erected the implacable barriers of life! + +And on it came with its increasing light, and tinged the tops of the +trees. When Beate entered Giulia was still sitting motionlessly in her +evening robe in the easy chair. + +On descending the winding staircase Baluzzi found Kätchen sitting upon +the first steps of the subterranean passage beside the dark lantern. + +Impatient she had certainly become, and had even crept up the stairs. +She had listened, but understood nothing, for Baluzzi and Giulia spoke +in Italian. + +In her hand she held something that fluttered and flapped strangely. It +was a bat which had whirled around her lantern, and threatened to +entangle itself in her hair. When she perceived Baluzzi she started up. + +"Well, and she?" + +"She will remain this time," said the Italian. "She has bought herself +off." + +He showed the magnificent diamonds, but they made no impression upon +the girl. + +"Bought herself off?" said she, as she raised the lantern, let the bat +fly away, and stared at Baluzzi in idiotic amazement. + +She scrambled down a few steps through the rubbish in the subterranean +passage. + +Then Kätchen stopped suddenly. + +"And the marriage will still take place to-morrow?" + +"Yes, yes!" + +"Most wonderful!" + +"Is she not your wife?" + +"So the legend says, my child!" + +On they clambered over the rubbish. Bats whirred round the lantern. + +"To-morrow I must go to the district town," said Baluzzi. + +"Leave me here, to-morrow. I will dance in the barn with the peasants +at the wedding." + +The Italian gave his consent. + +They rested themselves in the old watch tower, before commencing the +still more toilsome path through the narrow passage to the shore of the +lake. + +"And you could not, would not prevent it. I thought we should drag her +with us, perhaps, still in her beautiful clothes, in her satin shoes +over the sharp stones, so that the blood would flow over her delicate +little feet! Why, you said you would torture her, bind her firmly if +she resisted, oh, I had bandages ready that she could not have torn. We +should have stowed her away in the boat like a little mass of misery +and had she become unruly, I might have struck her with a dripping oar. +You said this, and what have you done? Nothing--she will be happy, the +proud creature--and he, he!" + +"Come before dawn breaks," said Baluzzi, urging her to start. + +"I must think it over," Kätchen muttered to herself. + +A gust of wind sweeping through the loopholes of the Dantziger, +extinguished the lantern. + +"Follow me," said Kätchen, "I have cat's eyes, and can see in the dark. +Here is the passage to the shore. Stoop, you know it is low, but we can +feel and grope our way through." + +"Horrible darkness, _corpo di bacco_," muttered Baluzzi, while he +measured the height of the grotto passage with one hand. + +"To-morrow it will be brighter here," Kätchen hummed, "but come on, +thorns and thistles will not sting you now. I have beheaded and cut +them down, I understand how to clear things away, away with the weeds!" + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + THE WEDDING DAY. + + +Brightly dawned the day, but the morning sun disappeared early beneath +the glowing clouds, with which the whole sky was soon overcast. + +A cold, feeble rain pattered down; a few wedding guests ventured into +the park, but the chilly disagreeable weather soon drove them back. +Blanden was busied with arrangements in the Castle; this time his +master of the kitchen and cellar had not been granted leave of absence; +he had to show the wonders of the Castle to Olga, his stately mistress. +Dr. Kuhl was only allowed to devote himself to the nymphs of the lake. +Cäcilie looked strictly after him, lest he wished to lay his homage at +the feet of the Castle fairies. There were the most charming little +town girls present, whom such a Don Juan by profession could wind up +like a watch, so that their hearts ticked in a race with the throbs of +his. Iduna, the late head scholar, was there, a fresh child of Nature +with developed appreciation of manly beauty. Her first love had been an +unhappy one, but with that elixir within her, she saw a Doctor Sperner +in every man. She had cast an eye upon Kuhl, and was little gratified +that Salomon became her cicerone, exhibiting all the apartments of the +Castle full of historical associations. + +"In this dining-hall, my Fräulein, certainly no one ever danced before, +but you must not think that everything was conducted in a very holy +manner. Yes, at the time of Winrich of Kniprode, these gentlemen had to +be called to order. There were Grand Masters at the Marienburg, whose +glance extended to the remotest corners of the land. But later ensued a +period of decay. They certainly still sometimes fought bravely, it +was their trade, and it was immaterial to them whether they held a +prayer-book or a sword in their hands--they understood their letters +very well, and scratched whole alphabets into their enemies' faces. I +assume that this Castle has also often been besieged by the Poles--from +the Dantziger there the knights no doubt have triumphantly repelled the +attack of the others; courage upon the whole, my Fräulein, is a very +ordinary virtue practised partly at the word of command, partly under +compulsion. I do not think much of it. All the world is brave, even the +oxen in the meadows, which stand before their enemies and rush at one +another with their horns." + +"But I should think," said Iduna, before whose mind stood Theodor +Körner's picture in all its glory, "it is one of the noblest virtues, +the fruit of glorious enthusiasm," and she added a few passages, which +she had retained in her memory from her most successful theme upon the +Lieutenant of Hussars. + +"Enthusiasm is all very fine," said Salomon, "but who has time for it +before a battle! Men must clean their weapons, count their cartridges, +eat a morsel of commissariat bread. I speak of to-day, because the +Knights of the Order did not know that nutritious food, and when once +the troops start, they must listen exactly to the commander's order, +march, halt, load, fire! Enthusiasm--it is only to be found amongst +warlike poets. In battle people are as excited as in a boxing match; +they hit out on all sides, they know it is a matter of life or death, +they may lose their collars, they see nothing, think nothing, only try +to save their own skins. There is nothing more stupid than a soldier in +a battle." + +"You describe it so vividly," said Iduna, "that one might believe you +had been present yourself." + +"Not at a battle, but often at a fight. Besides, where is there any +battle now? We live in everlasting peace. No, no my Fräulein! I have +merely cast a few glances into the human mind, and if one will discover +the truth, one must always assume the contrary of that which poetry +asserts. Poetry is merely a beautiful falsehood. But, as I said, the +brethren of the Order might be brave even at the time of their decay, +but they led a merry life; I wager that they drank as bravely in this +dining-hall, as at any drinking party of Lithuanians or Masurens, and +that the gaily painted Madonna, with her radiant colours in the window +panes, was not the only representative of womanhood, but that also many +a high born knight's young lady--" + +"No, never, Herr Salomon," said Iduna, promptly. + +The youth was about to spare the maiden's blushes by passing suddenly +to the event of the day, when the other ladies and girls declared that +it was time to dress, and Iduna was not sorry to leave the highly +educated student, who shed the radiance of enlightened human +understanding into every corner, in which any illusion still lingered +fondly. He knew that few, like himself, stood upon the height of +nineteenth century reason. + +Beate would not be debarred from dressing her friend for the ceremony. +She looked beautiful in her veil and white satin robe, but was ghastly +pale. Beate advised her to have recourse to artificial aid, but Giulia +very decidedly rejected every reminiscence of her past. + +There she appeared, really like a marble bride; on beholding her, Kuhl +remembered how he had once called her so, when Blanden told him of his +adventures on the Lago Maggiore. At first sight her beauty gave an +impression of pride and coldness, but any one looking more closely +recognised the softening influence of internal suffering which +overshadowed her features. + +They were a handsome pair; there was no dissentient voice in the +unenvious assembly. Blanden had quite recovered from his duel, he +looked noble and grand, the dreaminess in his features possessed a +charm of its own, such gentleness, such benignity lay in it, and when +he opened his eyes widely they told of superior intellectual spirit. + +All the ladies appeared in brilliant toilets; both the brides elect, +Cäcilie and Olga, with Beate, were the bridesmaids. The unheard of +event that Dr. Kuhl had donned a frockcoat, betokened that Cäcilie had +already made progress in taming the rebel. As for him, he contemplated +himself in the pier-glasses, shrugging his shoulders and saying to +Wegen he felt like a bear at a fair, whom the bear-leader had dressed +up in a red jacket; however, he must perform his antics and dance to +the drum. And so saying, he stretched about and strained his Herculean +arms in the unwontedly fine material. + +The procession was arranged and moved through the dining-hall into the +festively decorated and flower bedecked chapel. There, behind the +altar, upon which Giulia had once placed an enchanted souvenir, stood +the minister. She thought of the two Italian island churches, of the +one in which she had stood before the altar as to-day; in the other +where she had confessed to a forbidden love, and before the sacred word +and sacred act she was overcome with a full consciousness of her sinful +temerity. + +As in a vision, her whole life passed before her, she did not listen to +the words of the Bible. The "Yes" in the church of San Giulio rang in +her ears--the echo of the chapel seemed to strengthen it--at first it +sounded like the crash of scorn, and still louder, more grave, more +solemn, the thunder of the judgment day--her knees tottered. Everything +was bathed in dreamy light--she was herself, and yet was not--she was +there and here. + +Did not the lake of Orta roar outside? + +No, it was the storm which had risen, sweeping through the tops of the +pines, and stirring up the waves of the northern water mirror. + +Fancy often erects a bridge of dreams from one summit of life to +another, and deep below in oblivion lie all its other paths. + +Giulia was absorbed in a vision, in a self-delusion; the pictures of +the past and present became mixed up, but the confusion was agonising; +her hand trembled in Blanden's. + +Then the rings were exchanged, Giulia looked into his luminous eyes, he +bent over her with an expression of most ardent love. The shadows +disappeared, she felt the full consciousness of the bliss of the +present, and in a voice not trembling with anguish of conscience, but +with all the warmth of intense devotion, she spoke the word of consent. + +When Blanden led her to dinner he asked about the diadem; he had hoped +that she would adorn herself with it on that day--when again should so +good an opportunity be offered of letting the proud family heritage of +the Blandens' shine in all its glory? And when it shone above the +flowing bridal veil, the sanction of the family, the blessing of the +long row of female ancestors, of that house would at the same time rest +upon the brow of her who entered that line: she was received into the +sanctuary of the noble women who for centuries had held their sway over +this home. Giulia blushed deeply, and with deceitful words pleaded +modesty and humility as her excuse, but Blanden felt that he was +rebuffed, painfully disappointed that she had scorned to adorn herself +with his costly gift; it was like a note of discord in the harmony of +the entertainment, and he could not suppress a sensation of anxious +misgiving. + +The grand wedding dinner passed off very cheerfully. Giulia possessed +the lightheadedness of an actress; in glad emotions she forgot +everything which at other times might depress her, she imbibed +forgetfulness and courage with the sparkling froth of the champagne. +Then, when her countenance brightened, a slight colour suffused it as +she smiled and joked, and gave herself up to a genial actress' mood, +which owes its birth to a rich treasury of recollections; then only her +beauty, which until now had but inspired cold admiration, warmed all +hearts, and Blanden was deemed fortunate to have won so beautiful a +wife. + +There was no lack of toasts and verses. Schöner made use of a few ideas +which he had once mustered in Neukuhren at Eva's betrothal. A true poet +always goes economically to work, because when once he has stamped an +idea with the immortal impress of his genius, it must not be lost +again, and it would be most blameworthy even to make a feeble copy. +Salomon retired to the domain of satire, he compared the new Knights of +St. John with those of the old Order, and ridiculed the celibacy of the +latter in verses imitative of Heine. + +Dr. Kuhl, it is true, proposed no toasts, but he was in a wild mood, +which inspired his betrothed with some slight alarm, he spoke of his +gallows-wit, and said he had courage to mention the rope, even in the +house of a man who had been hanged; he was enjoying himself immensely +at the wedding, but this fact did not upset his theories that marriage +festivities were a public nuisance; however, as he had at last lost all +his characteristics and fallen a victim to his own good nature, and +another person's amiability, well, he could not help it; he, too, must +let himself be married, but he should only permit two witnesses, +selected from the midst of the sovereign people, to be present, who +afterwards would disappear in the night of that plebeian universality +where all cows are black; his marriage dinner he and Cäcilie should eat +alone, or at the utmost invite his Caro who, on that day, should +receive a specially good dish of meat and bones. Well, he had somehow +got into the good-for-nothing frock-coat, and he only wished that all +the seams would burst. The whole life of perishing humanity consisted +in most abject concessions; he, too, now moved on that degrading +course, and had already fallen far from that height upon which he had +formerly stood in proud self-glorification, and he looked upon himself +as an apostate, and with his better self, which still occasionally rose +from out the slough, he looked upon his present self, planted up to its +neck in a bog of social prejudices, with an indescribable feeling of +pity and contempt. + +"Thank God," said Wegen to Olga, "that you have not fallen into the +hands of this wicked hector, who seems to look upon his engagement as +an act of suicide. How differently I appreciate you." + +Smiling meaningly, Olga pressed her lover's hand, but Kuhl had +overheard the last words. + +"Dear friend and brother-in-law," said he, "I herewith pronounce +you to be the greatest hypocrite at this round table. The theory of +common love, for which the century is not yet ripe, permits many +variations--and one of these variations you have performed, and all the +world performs them with us. Enter upon an engagement to-day, give it +up soon, and a week or so later fall in love and engage yourself again, +and you are one of the most moral citizens in the world, and no one +will assail your good name. But, if only you feel that affection a week +sooner, before the old one is given up, then you are a Don Juan. +Everything then depends upon time, just as in hiring anything, a week +constitutes the whole difference between virtue and vice. Well, if we +have not sinned, dear brother-in-law _in spe_, at least we have nothing +with which to reproach ourselves! I have loved two sisters, but so have +you also--your good health, my friend!" + +Wegen coloured at this address, which, to him, appeared intensely +heartless. Olga laughed, but Cäcilie had long since compressed her lips +and prepared herself for an armed reprimand. + +The clergyman opposite, an enlightened man, had listened to Kuhl's +defiant speech with a smiling countenance. He quietly took part in the +conversation. + +"The affections of the human heart are very peculiar, and who, indeed, +excepting the Lord, who searches heart and mind, can say that he has +fathomed that organ? Such affection may be transient or deep, yet it +seems to me that it, too, is subject to mutability and change. But this +free-booter's love must cease at that point where human society rises +unanimously, striving to attain its grandest ends. We will grant dual +love to Herr Dr. Kuhl. Let every one manage it as best he can. I know, +indeed, that the heart, like the ocean, can have but one ebb and flow, +and that this tide is only produced by the mysterious attraction of +one orb, not merely in regular course--as is the case with the ocean +tide--but also in wild passionate upheavings, as in that of the glowing +liquid emotion of the earth, the earthquake, which clever men also +ascribe to the influence of the moon's powers of attraction; but +although dual love may be a whim of the heart, bigamy is very +different." + +Although Blanden was talking to her at the moment, Giulia became +attentive, and listened eagerly to the words of her other neighbour. + +"Bigamy," said the clergyman, "is a mockery of the ordinances which +Church and State have laid down for the support of society, and the +purity and security of families; hence the severe punishment which has +always been decreed to that crime. It may appear too severe to those +who are free spirits to such an extent, as also in this case only to +perceive the maintenance of immaterial forms, but whosoever tries to +shake them tries to shake the bases of society." + +Giulia's heart beat more quickly. The cheering influence of the +champagne had lost its power, gloomy clouds overspread her brow. + +"We have," said the clergyman, "only lately had such a case in our +village. A depraved woman, who came from the other side of the Polish +frontier, had a legal husband there; here, however, she commenced a +fresh love affair, and was married again. The matter came to light, and +the woman who had taken the payment of the double marriage expenses +very lightly, was sentenced to several years' imprisonment." + +Giulia became pale, the champagne glass fell from her hand, and was +dashed to pieces on the table. + +Blanden was startled. He had not listened to the clergyman's discourse, +having been talking very animatedly himself to Giulia, but what he said +to her was pleasant, bright and cheerful--what had come to her? + +"I was abstracted, and awkward; forgive me!" said she, in an unsteady +voice. + +"It is possible," Dr. Kuhl's powerful voice sounded across the table, +"that by bigamy people may wish to live in clover, but that does not +prevent a man wasting his substance in dual love." + +Blanden now noticed the subject under discussion. He became depressed +and thoughtful, and did not know why. What could have agitated Giulia +so much? Was her heart not quite free? + +They rose from the table in good spirits. Evening was already closing +in. + +On that day, too, Blanden showed his usual care for the amusement of +his dependents by going into the great barn at the farm, where the +floor had been swept and garnished for a dance. + +The village band had already commenced its noisy tum-tum, beer flowed +from the mighty barrels which Olkewicz had sent there. + +Red lamps illumined the place with a festive light. The couples whirled +round in merry dance. A joyous hurrah greeted the master, who +immediately led his young wife amongst the groups of glad people. She +was obliged to open a dance with Olkewicz, and never in his life did +the worthy steward experience greater pride than when footing it with +the princess out of the fairy lake, the vision of a former occasion, in +a place where he usually commanded the united threshing flails of the +village. + +But Giulia had to dance with the young people also. There were Poles +from beyond the frontiers; one a fine lad, in a laced jacket, knelt +down before Giulia, after the dance, and begged her to allow him to +take off her shoe, according to Polish custom, so as to drink her +health. Resistance was in vain, and the princess of Lago Maggiore had +as little cause as Cinderella to conceal her shoe and feet from the +world. The lad filled the slipper with brandy, and gave one lusty cheer +for the lady of the manor, while vowing himself to her service for +evermore. The fiddlers struck up a furious tune, with them the two +horns in the village band, and the night-watchman's horn, too-tooed +joyously. Great was the gladness of the people, and Giulia moved like a +strange fairy indeed amongst the women and girls of the village, mostly +lacking any beauty. The master himself went about from one to another, +talked to the tenants, shook hands pleasantly with those peasants, who, +according to old privileges, farmed their own acres, here and there +caught a better-looking maiden under her chin, and said a kindly word +to her. + +Then, suddenly, from behind a pear tree, as if out of a hiding place, +two glaring eyes stared at him; they were Kätchen's. + +In his pleasantly excited mood he hardly remembered their last weird +meeting. + +"What in the world brings you here?" asked he. + +She did not answer for some time. + +"Have you become dumb again?" + +Now Kätchen wriggled out from behind the wooden monster, and stood on +the bench beside it. She pointed to Giulia with outstretched arms, and +said, "Must I take part in your wedding after all? Marriage on land and +sea! Hurrah!" + +And, like a mad woman, she jumped down, mingled alone in the confusion +of the dancers with wild gnome-like bounds, until a little crooked +fellow, who could find no partner, took pity on her and twirled her +round in the ring. + +Then Kätchen disappeared into the night outside; meanwhile the other +ladies and gentlemen had also descended to watch the people's +enjoyment. One after another Kuhl selected a conspicuously good-looking +or ugly partner and bore her in breathless fury over the threshing +floor, so that the fleetest youths were obliged to acknowledge his +superiority in the wild dance. The heated fair did not know what +happened to them, and marvelled how a townsman, who had never threshed, +could have such powerful arms. After this furious round dance Kuhl +ascended a tub, imposed silence, and made an impromptu speech to these +worthy Masurens, which was frequently interrupted by loud cheers. + +The park was illuminated in a dazzlingly brilliant effulgence. Blanden +led Giulia on his arm, and the other guests followed along the paths. +The flames displayed letters upon the velvet sward; here was read, in +quivering, glowing characters, "Lago Maggiore," there the name +"Giulia." The Chinese pavilion on the island in the lake, and the +bridge leading to it shone in the gayest reflection of lights. In the +hot-houses a splendid group of southern plants, laurels, and myrtles, +under the feathery shelter of a pine, gleamed in the radiance of +coloured lamps, but most beautiful of all was a red fir outside, decked +with ribbons and flags, and when the guests came up to it they were +magically illuminated with a flaming red light. Giulia squeezed +Blanden's hand. + +The sky had become clear, and when gorgeous fireworks were let off upon +the lake the rockets ascended to the stars, and the bude lights and +Catherine wheels crackled above the moonlit waves. + +Then the party assembled again in the dining-hall, but the bridal +couple retired from the scene. Dancing and cards were still kept up for +long. Wegen arranged everything admirably. Kuhl was in an excellent +humour, and only by degrees one member after another left the happy +circle and sought repose. Silence reigned in the old Castle, only the +flag upon the tower fluttered in the night wind that had risen from the +lake, and lashed the waves higher and higher; still could be heard glad +sounds of the drinkers and dancers from the threshing barn of the farm. + +A quiet ray of light fell from Giulia's windows, intercepted by the +large fir as it bent its heavy hanging boughs watchfully over them. + +All the lights were extinguished in the park. Only between the gaps in +the walled-passage between the Dantziger and the Castle a stray one +seemed to quiver. + +Not out of the deep-blue atmosphere of Italy did the stars look down +upon this night; from a paler sky shone a paler light! Not the glorious +Lago, with its enchanted isles and boundary Alps, rocked all into sweet +dreams--it was a sober tide which here surged upon the strand; a tide, +whose waves have nothing to tell, whose monotonous play only reflect +the infinite wearisomeness of a lifeless landscape. + +And yet--it was she herself, in all her beauty, the princess of those +days, and it matters not out of what sea Venus rises, she brings Heaven +with her all the same. + +But the happiness that once the red fir looked down upon, over which +the pine spread its loving fans, was ephemeral, grasped from the +moment, forfeited to the moment. How different Blanden felt; was +happiness secured in his own home, under the protection of his old +household gods? thither he had transplanted the roguish smiling +wanderer, where, although deprived of its fluttering wings, it found an +abiding place by the family hearth without losing its enchanting smile. + +Thus he thought and felt; he did not inhale momentary intoxication from +Giulia's lips, but the inauguration of a whole life. She, on the +contrary, rejected every thought of the past, of the future. With +intentional obliviousness she gave herself up to the present. + +What sacrifice had she made, what sacrilege committed to be once more +with him, whom alone she loved. She contemplated his noble gentle +features with speechless happiness, in his great, widely-opened eyes +she read the same passion which animated her, only with fleeting +thoughts that swept through her mind as flashes of lightning illumine a +weird gloomy spot, dared she think of anything beyond. + +She closed her eyes, she did not venture to look at the mirror. If it +were to move again; if Baluzzi were to step forth, her bridal coronet +in his hand; if Blanden learned the truth, thrust her from him as a +deceiver; if a curse were hurled upon her from the bosom that still +often breathed uneasily in consequence of the wound which he had +received for her sake--it was impossible to complete the thought. She +covered her face with her hands. Outside the needles of the fir +crackled in the wind, and swept the window. She sank into a light +state of semi-somnolence, and she heard the branches crack still more +loudly--what a violent storm! It was as though it drove dust and wind +into her eyes, and deprived her of breath. With that volition, which +does not quite disappear in sleep, she raised herself slowly, and +simultaneously Blanden started up. + +What had happened? Were they dreaming? But those were no mists and +clouds of dreamland, it was smoke and fire that surrounded them. They +sprang up and rushed to the window! At the same moment the giant fir +outside caught fire. The flames blazed and hissed as they rose, and +upon its wide arms the tree bore the fire across to the other side of +the Castle roof, away over the apartments in which were the wedded +pair. + +Giulia's terrified cry for help pierced the night. Blanden remembered +the stairs and the secret passage. He pushed the mirror-door aside, but +an ocean of flame met his gaze; hence came the fire. He rushed to the +other side, drawing Giulia after him by her arm with all his might. The +first room, also the second, in which Beate had slept on the previous +night, were still free, the flames had passed over them, but farther on +again the branches of the fir had shaken down the sparks. The staircase +could not be reached, door and wainscot stood in a blaze. "Lost!" cried +Giulia, sinking down with a loud cry. + +Blanden shouted once more from the window. In mortal fear he listened +for any token of life outside. + +Where were the watchmen? Doubtlessly at the dance in the barn. + +At last--a sound of voices--they came nearer--it was high time! but how +escape? + +"Ladders, ladders here!" rang a mighty cry without, it filled Blanden's +bosom with renewed confidence; it was Kuhl's voice. + +The crowd seemed to rush helplessly in noisy confusion through the +park. Olkewicz called for the fire engines. + +"Where are the ladders?" roared Kuhl. + +Blanden's position became more imminent every moment, the flames +already darted through the clattering mirror door, caught the curtains, +and the canopy of the bed rattled down over the broken posts. + +A moment more--and the flames, which sent a stifling vapour in advance, +had overtaken the other chambers, wherein Blanden supported the +unconscious Giulia in his arms. With a fearful effort, he dragged her +to the window to breathe fresh air, for her strength was beginning to +fail. + +Outside powerless lamentations and cries for help, futile swearing and +cursing by the steward. + +But no! The ladder of salvation was brought and placed against the +window. + +In the midst of the sparks which the burning roof showered upon them, +beneath a down-pour of bricks and stones that rattled to the ground +with the rapidity of fire itself, Dr. Kuhl sprang up the ladder, +received Giulia into his strong arms, and bore her down again as +easily, firmly, and unfalteringly as if he were walking down a marble +staircase. + +Blanden, whose hair was already singed, followed their preserver. + +A thundering cry of joy greeted him. + +All had become animated in the other wing of the Castle, which the +guests occupied, and who had hastened down, the ladies in cloaks which +they had thrown hastily over their night robes. + +The first fire engine arrived, conducted by Wegen on horseback. The +fiery red of the sky must have aroused the neighbouring villages, +whither eager messengers had been despatched. + +With deep emotion, Blanden gazed upon the increasing blaze, which +threatened to reduce the old inheritance of his family to ashes; +already the forked tongues of the flames lashed the tower, they boded +ill for the dining-hall and chapel. All exertions were now directed to +save the centre of the Castle, the actual Ordensburg. + +Certainly the fire could effect nothing upon those mighty walls, but as +the flames swept in wild haste over the roofs, the falling, burning +rafters from above might ignite the doors and panels of the beautiful, +well-preserved Castle apartments of the oldest portion. + +Meanwhile engine after engine arrived, the whole district was alarmed, +the Castle tower of Kulmitten shone like a flaming beacon, but still +more did love for the noble master speed the help that was hurrying to +his home. Some of the engines were stationed on the other side of the +Castle, some in the park meadows, executing their work of preservation +with unflagging labour. + +Blanden was first here then there; Giulia had recovered, she stared +senselessly into the flames. Had the flash of a tempest set the Castle +on fire she would have been convinced that heaven's judgment had fallen +upon her sin; that it would proclaim with burning tongues that which +she concealed so anxiously, yet although she did not know the cause of +the evil, she held the fire to be in some dark connection with her own +fate, and sometimes, with a shudder, the thought passed through her +mind that Baluzzi might be its author. + +Despite all efforts of the numerous engines, and the helpful +interference of the throng, the splendid dining-hall could not be +saved. The flames had penetrated beyond the door, and consumed all +inflammable-material which the room contained. Still more was Giulia +terrified when the image of the Madonna and child fell half shattered +from the niche in the main wall; she was the old patron saint of this +Castle, did she flee from the sacrilege which had entered? Cautiously +and courageously Blanden, Kuhl and Wegen led the party of firemen, but +only towards morning did they become masters of the fire. The chapel +was saved, and the burning tower, after it had done its duty as beacon, +was extinguished. + +The new building, the other wing, remained entirely uninjured. + +Now, when only timid flames and clouds of smoke arose from the burning +place, when the streams of water hissed more faintly over the smoking +ruins, and the first rays of dawn gleamed in the east, Blanden and his +friends gained time for calm reflection, which the ceaseless zeal of +vigorous action had hitherto not permitted. + +First the lord of the Castle mustered all its inhabitants, no one was +missing; weeping Beate must be comforted, she had lost all her +beautiful clothes, which had been left in the bedroom the day before. +Blanden promised compensation. But then the eager question arose as to +how the fire had originated? It had evidently broken out in that +extreme wing, which was connected with the front tower by the +subterranean passage, whence the secret stairs led upwards, but that +was the very spot whither usually no human being penetrated. Who could +have come there on that day? The subterranean passage had fallen in, +the secret approach from the lake to the front tower was overgrown. +Blanden knew that for many years, yes, all his life time, the medieval +romantic nature of that spot had remained undisturbed. + +With a throbbing heart, Giulia listened to these discussions. One knew +that dark path, and had already traversed it. Verily he had deceived +her, concealed his shameful intentions, too soon already completed the +work of his promised revenge. It was Baluzzi, but where had he +remained? Was he still tarrying in the vicinity? What disclosures +menaced her? Not enough that he had laid the Castle, her new home, in +dust and ruins, he would now direct the deadly arrow against herself. + +She had relied upon his word, upon the word of a malicious _bravo_. + +In order entirely to extinguish the glowing cinders, the water streams +were now all directed upon the spot where the fire had broken out; a +few bold men, Kuhl at their head, ventured wherever a sudden flame +could still dart out. + +Giulia felt a vague dread of the researches, and yet nothing could be +found there save dust and ashes. + +Suddenly Kuhl's cry was heard by the expectant crowd. + +"A corpse!" + +The cry, repeated more loudly, passed on to the very last person, all +rushed nearer, in eager expectation. + +"Baluzzi!" cried Giulia to herself, becoming pale, at that moment only +a sensation of horror seized her. A half-charred, half-shattered corpse +was carried towards them; the fact of its lying beneath the fallen +rubbish of stones had preserved it from being completely burned. The +half-consumed rags of garments showed that it was the corpse of a +woman--of a girl. + +Blanden went closer; suddenly an idea flashed through him, all that +could still be recognised as the remains of a human being confirmed his +supposition. The incendiary was discovered, it could be none other than +half-witted Kätchen. + +"It is the idiot girl who danced with deformed Pietrowicz yesterday!" + +Pietrowicz came nearer and stared at the remains of his partner. + +"A death-dance Pietrowicz! You never anticipated that! But from +henceforth do not dream of ghosts!" + +Pietrowicz stepped back as if struck, and crossed himself. + +"To set fire to places," added Blanden by way of explanation, "is a +mania of such half-witted beings." + +But he told himself that this girl was not more mentally deranged than +all who are animated with a blind, senseless passion; that she since +that visit to her attic chamber, since he had rejected her insane +offers of love, had brooded upon revenge against him, and had executed +it on his wedding day. The mixture of love and hatred, he knew was not +only peculiar to those whose minds are disordered, but in all moody, +narrow ones it works like an accumulated combustible, which at the +first shock explodes, scattering all into ruins. + +"I might be superstitious," thought he to himself, "she always brings +evil and ruin to that which I love." + +"Giulia," then he cried suddenly, "where are you, my sweet wife? You +live, then is all well!" + +And he clasped her in his arms, while the morning sun rose glowingly +red on the horizon above the smoking Castle ruins, the closely +thronging crowd, and the corpse of halfwitted Kätchen, the water nymph, +who had died in the fire. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + A LEGACY. + + +The sight of the ruins, constantly before the eyes of the newly-married +couple, must have given a bitter flavour to their honeymoon. + +And yet, Blanden was happier than he had ever been, in the possession, +which he believed to be ensured, of a beloved wife. He gazed upon the +Castle ruins, upon the ruins of his past, but in his Giulia's smile he +saw the promise of an abiding, beautiful future. + +The Ordensburg, the dining-hall, the Madonna's image, all should rise +anew in the old form out of the rubbish. To attain this Blanden had +sent for architects, who were well-known artists, to Kulmitten, so as +to restore the building in accordance with the old foundations. Giulia +took warm interest in all these plans, and often looked over Blanden's +shoulder at the sketches of elevations over which he pored. Of course +no art could compensate for the value of its historical age and +associations, with the dining-hall the poetry of the olden days was +destroyed, the new creation could but become a clever imitation. +Several friends, especially Wegen and Olga, too, sometimes came to +visit them, but the intercourse was not very lively, and Blanden wished +to live alone with his love, and the object of that love. Often they +sailed upon the lake or walked alone in the woods, upon the oak tree +dykes, past the ponds filled with tall reeds; in that solitude which +reminded her of primeval forests, Giulia forgot the world, the spell of +her doom, the secret menaces of fate; and when Blanden's fowling piece +brought down the water-fowl, and the broad belt of the fir forest sent +back the echoes of the shot, Giulia felt as glad and as free as if she +were living with a settler in the back woods, and as though prairie +fires blazed between her and human society. + +Owing to the fire and its mysterious cause, Kulmitten had fallen into +still worse repute amongst the proprietors and their wives in the +neighbourhood. + +"There, we have it," said Frau Baronin Fuchs, to her husband, "gorgeous +fireworks for their wedding! It is lucky that the dead cannot speak; +that poor burned child who was drawn out of the flames, and probably +set the place on fire, doubtlessly omitted to protest, in time, against +the banns, and thus, in her fashion, made up for it on the wedding day. +Of course she was a forsaken lover! The one loses her life in water the +other in fire! Who knows which elements, those who remain may select, +for naturally they have not come to an end yet. There was so much +love-making in that community that it would be a school for a whole +life-time!" + +But not only to her husband, everywhere on the neighbouring estates, +wherever her dapple-greys carried the clear-sighted Frau Baronin of +firm morals, she uttered, with triumphant eloquence, her unpleasing +belief in the just punishment that had befallen this knight of the +rueful countenance. Outlaw and excommunication rested once again upon +the master of those estates, and many crossed themselves when they +spoke of the fire at Kulmitten Castle, of the ruins of the old nest of +the Order, as the happy possessors of brand-new knightly castles +contemptuously termed it, and of the Signora, who, out of the depths of +the theatre, had risen to such a height, and whose family in the +Apennines probably drove mules, or were even related to Fra Diavolo and +other bandits of noble descent. + +One day a young married couple were announced, Dr. Sperner and his +wife. The principals of the school from the provincial capital, were +making a tour of visits to the parents of their pupils, and hoping thus +to obtain new ones. Dr. Sperner's moustache was a sign-board that did +its duty. He still possessed the key to the mothers' hearts although it +was now discreetly hidden by him in the key-basket of conjugal bliss. +Lori had married soon after Blanden, whose conquest she had certainly +only contemplated in daring dreams, was irretrievably lost. On that +evening, in the theatre, on which the Doctor had distinguished himself +by the active part he had taken in punishing the immoral _prima donna_, +he had quite won Lori's heart; the schoolmistress' pride melted like +snow in March, nothing remained but the little girl, who gladly gave +herself into the strong man's keeping. There was an end of the +commanding and dictating Fräulein. Lori stepped down from the lofty +pedestal, upon which she had placed herself with such dignity, and +acknowledged her master in him, who, shortly before, had declared +himself to be her white slave. Now the plantation belonged to them +both, and the world maintained that it was Lori who had become the +white slave. Sperner possessed all the qualifications for a despot, and +it was in vain that she prepared to defend herself against his vigorous +energy with the pin-pricks of her wit. Yet she could still occasionally +celebrate tiny triumphs with it when the Doctor, in one or the other of +the classes, distinguished a few favourites according to his old bad +custom. She was implacable towards these successors of Iduna. She took +possession of their copy-books after her husband had already corrected +them, and let her red pen run riot through their pages until they +resembled a corn field overgrown with poppies. Then their domestic +peace was seriously imperilled, and the first-class listening at the +door, had the satisfaction of witnessing noisy scenes between the +conductors of the establishment. How differently Fräulein Sohle had +maintained discipline! Yes, even some lovely eyes peeping through the +keyhole pretended to have seen how Dr. Sperner's moustache, the terror +and glory of the school, played a suffering part in these disputes. At +last, however, the Doctor gained his point, Lori was merely, by +courtesy, the principal of the school. + +Although this couple's last kindly relation to Giulia had consisted in +the homage which they paid to her talent in the theatre by hissing and +whistling, it did not, in the least, prevent them paying a friendly +visit to Herr and Frau von Blanden. Times change, and besides, in those +days, they were a portion of the public, the most irresponsible +creature that the world contains, because the individual disappears +within it like a wave in the ocean, which none can make permanently +stationary? + +Lori was most agreeable; she could not sufficiently regret that Frau +von Blanden had said farewell to the stage. Since her retirement there +had been a total lack of all real interest, and nothing was heard but +commonplace ballad-singing for salaries and wages, without any of the +divine spark. + +Sperner, too, kissed the lady's hand with the very lips which had +given the signal whistle in the pit, and looked up at her with such +true-hearted eyes that she could not but believe in his genuineness. He +was one of those honest men whose frank manner, whose warm impulsive +speeches inspire confidence at once, one of those men, with open hearts +and open shirt collars, whose genuineness, as Kuhl said, is nothing but +studied hypocrisy, while behind the mask of their honesty lurks the +vilest deception. + +Blanden led his guests round the Castle and into the apartments of the +old stronghold, which Lori surveyed with peculiar ill-nature. They +ascended the tower, which had been temporarily restored. Yet the view +over the wide woods to the limits of the estate, fading into the sky on +the horizon, awoke a disagreeable emotion in Frau Sperner. She thought +of her home, of the gravel walk, of the narrow cells in which she +housed those entrusted to her care--how small, how miserable compared +with such a magnificent possession; she thought of Dr. Sperner, who +brought nothing to the union but his moustache, a box of clothes, +another of books, and an undeniable talent as a dictatorial teacher in +the school and conjugal lord, and a heavy shadow overclouded her life. +Blanden stood transfigured before her like a being of a higher order. +Giulia had remained behind in the chapel with the Doctor. Lori looked +at Blanden with an expression, in which lay the pain of deceived +affection, combined with one of sad resignation. But Blanden said, +smilingly-- + +"You will surely call me to your assistance against the bold tutor, who +took so much upon himself! Verily he has set a crown upon his boldness +now, robbed you of heart and name, trodden Fräulein Baute's door plate +in the dust, and upon the long suffering metal written the name of the +wild man who was so dreadful. Can I help you, my Fräulein? Shall I call +him out? I am ready as ever for knightly duty!" + +"Laugh away, a knight may be needed at all times, and a man who is a +savage does not at once become tame in marriage. Herr von Blanden, we +may call ourselves teachers, but nevertheless we always remain pupils +in life." + +It was well that Giulia and Sperner appeared, or Lori would have fallen +into Blanden's arms upon the Castle leads, if he had shown the least +inclination to bear so precious a burden. + +At any rate Frau Sperner had the satisfaction of driving back to the +town in Herr von Blanden's elegant carriage. Reclining in the soft +cushions, drawn by the four high stepping horses, she could indulge in +dreams of being the mistress and owner of this team! How contemptible +the Doctor appeared at that moment; he possessed no carriages and +horses, castles and villages, forests and meadows, and yet assumed a +mien as if his frown were dreaded in a circumference of thirty square +miles. And he was really living upon borrowed capital. That was all the +grandeur! + +With a sigh she leaned back in the cushions and closed her eyes, and in +a half dream of delight she saw herself as Frau von Blanden with +Sperner seated in his proper place, upon the box in a splendid livery, +thrashing the horses and stroking his moustache. + +A few days after this visit, Blanden had to cross the frontier to see a +landowner in Russian Poland about agricultural matters and the new +buildings, for which he hoped to find desirable materials. Giulia bade +him a fond farewell, as though she had a presentiment that it would be +farewell for a long, long time. The road from Kulmitten first led along +a beautifully situated road on the estate, then between little lakes on +either side; farther on, at several places, the traveller might easily +imagine himself to be in Arabia Petræa, for the highway went past hills +which had been strewn with a shower of stones. Here not a tree grew, +not a shrub, it was a limitless waste. The horses, too, had difficulty +in making their way through the stony _débris_, for Blanden had already +to diverge from the main road, because his friend's estate was only +accessible along by-ways. It was a toilsome drive, twilight overtook +them before the frontier was reached. Meanwhile the landscape had again +assumed a different character; the hills were covered with woods, and +in the hollows between them small lakes which terminated in swamps. The +carriage wheels often ran so closely to their edge that only the light +of the carriage lamps and the driver's caution preserved them from some +mishap. Some of these morasses were so deep that it would be fatal to +sink into them. Suddenly the carriage dropped below into a copse +dividing two lakes or swamps; a string of carts which had been driven +up one behind another, and would not move on, blocked the road. The +coachman became impatient, but he was bidden to wait; Blanden sprang +out of the carriage and climbed up a little eminence close to the road, +however, it was too dusk to be able to overlook the whole train. He saw +a few dark figures moving about amongst the carts, and some of them +were armed with guns. + +At last the cry "Forward!" resounded. The line of carts was set in +motion, it was possible to proceed. Blanden had to act as rear-guard. + +Thus they went on for some time alternating from wooded hills to swampy +vallies, then they stopped again, a post with the Russian colours +showed that the frontier was reached. That "halt!" was not given in the +loud voice of the "forward," but in a whispered tone. Blanden became +impatient, he knew already that he had fallen amidst a caravan of +smugglers, which could only seek to cross the frontier on by-roads, in +the dead of the night. Then suddenly the soundless silence was +disturbed by noisy cries; shots and din of conflict followed, the +horses in Blanden's carriage reared, the coachman could hardly keep +them in hand. More shots. Cossacks on fleet horses dashed upon the +foot-wide margin that separated the carts from a swamp on the right +hand from a steep wooded hill on the left. They overpowered the drivers +of the carts, bound them safely, and mounted the waggons themselves. A +Cossack also seated himself beside Blanden's coachman, obliging him to +deviate from his course and follow to the frontier station. + +As they drove past the scene of conflict he saw that it had cost the +lives of several victims; a wounded Cossack was lifted up and placed in +one of the carts, two officials from the frontier searched a wildly +overgrown bank running out into the swamp, evidently they expected to +find a wounded smuggler there. As the road became wider, and passed +through a plain of meadows, one cart was left behind to bring on a few +more prisoners, and several Cossacks galloped back to catch some +runaway smugglers. Clearly the attack on the column of carts had been +unexpected and sudden, and doubtlessly its leader had formerly often +succeeded in crossing the frontier unperceived by these remote roads. + +Blanden was supremely annoyed at this compulsory divergence; almost an +hour elapsed before they reached the station, near which was an inn. He +knew the inspector of the frontier personally, and also had papers with +him fully proving his identity, and setting the matter beyond doubt +that he was in nowise connected with the band of smugglers. + +The Cossack upon the box, who had escorted him safely, took leave, and +for his unwelcome trouble received a _trink-geld_ that he accepted with +eloquent gestures. It was too late at night to drive to his friend's +estate, they had turned off in an exactly opposite direction. Blanden +had the horses taken out, and resigned himself to the fate of spending +the rest of the night in that miserable inn. + +Gradually the carts arrived with the Cossacks. Blanden had preceded +them. The waggons contained jewellery, silks, and linen; he learned +that a bold speculator, who accompanied the train himself, hoped to do +a great stroke of business with it. He had not yet been caught. Blanden +overheard all this in the inn parlour, when he walked impatiently up +and down, waiting for the wretched meal which he had ordered. + +Outside there was incessant running to and fro; shouting, ordering, +rolling of cartwheels, and stamping of horses, echoed through the +night. A company of infantry had been summoned from the neighbouring +town, because they had to deal with the most dangerous traders of the +East Prussian forests, who thoroughly understood the little frontier +struggles, and amongst whom were several reckless axe-bearers and +dreaded shots. + +It was late when one more conveyance arrived, from out of which a +groaning man was lifted; he had been found upon the bank in the swamps, +where he had sought to conceal himself in the wild profusion of +overgrowth. + +"He will not live much longer," said the host, returning, after having +gleaned the information outside, "but, besides the room which I have +given up to you, there is not an empty spot in the house." + +"I will gladly resign it," replied Blanden. "I shall not be able to +sleep any more; put the unhappy man in my room." + +Accompanied by two Cossacks, the wounded man was carried into the +parlour where the landlord told him he could be accommodated in the +upper room, which this gentleman had relinquished to him. Out of a +cloak which concealed the rest of his face two great glowing eyes fixed +themselves upon Blanden. A sudden quiver passed through the wounded +man. He was carried out and up the stairs. + +"Who is the man?" asked Blanden. + +"So far as I can hear," said the host, "he is a dealer, who, in +transporting his goods--whether from greediness and anxiety, whether +from delight in such adventures--does not leave the matter to competent +professional smugglers, but assumes the management himself. Certainly, +this time it is a great expedition, which might have entirely provided +a princely ball at Warsaw with jewels and silk. He has fared ill +to-day! He defended himself and fired a revolver, but was mortally +wounded." + +The servant of the house then entered and begged Blanden to go to the +wounded man, who urgently requested it. + +"The poor man will not part from life without thanking me," said +Blanden. + +He went up the stairs and entered a room meagrely lighted with a feeble +oil lamp. Against the wall stood a wretched bedstead, upon which lay a +straw mattress. At the head of the bed sat a Cossack, his lance in his +hand. + +"Make room, good fellow," said the wounded man's voice, "let the +gentleman come to me! You can stand on guard as well as sit. I am no +longer dangerous." + +He had spoken Russian. The Cossack drew back while Blanden went up to +the bed, but his sensation of pity suddenly gave place to one of +astonishment, when, in the man doomed to die, he recognised the amber +merchant. + +"Signor Baluzzi!" cried he shocked, for he suddenly recollected that +this man stood in some mysterious relation to Giulia. + +"I shall soon be dead," said Baluzzi, while spasmodic gasps interrupted +the words brought out with such difficulty. "_Corpo di bacco!_ I should +not have believed that it would come so soon, but I feel it is to be, +and the frontier official, who was a surgeon formerly, says so too. +People follow many trades here." + +"I am sorry for you, Baluzzi! How could you enter upon so insane an +undertaking?" + +"Insane? _L'assicuro di no!_ I have often had the most splendid +success, but misfortune must befall all in time; you, too, Herr von +Blanden, and I am glad, because I have the right to hate you." + +The Italian's dim eyes gleamed, he clenched his hand convulsively, and +then let it fall again upon the pillow. + +"What do these insinuations mean?--speak! If you have a secret to +confide to me do not hesitate, for it might easily become too late." + +"A secret of a strange kind," said Baluzzi, as he tossed about and +groaned. "Haha, now it will come upon her, too. This bullet speeds +beyond the frontier--and into her heart! I foretold it to her when she +gave me up in her unworthy pride. I was too weak. I let myself be +dazzled by the gold that she promised and gave me! But now it is all +over, death is approaching, it needs no bribe. Now I will speak! That +was the agreement. I shall hold firmly to it!" + +"You speak in riddles," said Blanden. + +"As she will no longer rest in my arms, neither shall she in yours," +said the Italian. "I shall assert my rights. I shall preserve them with +my last breath, long as I may have denied them. That is worthy of a +brave man. She is mine, and belongs to this death-bed." + +"Of whom do you speak?" cried Blanden, more astonished. + +"Of Giulia, your--mistress!" + +"Hah, you scoundrel," cried Blanden, "I shall be forgetting that a +dying man is before me, that these words are the unnecessary attacks of +an expiring intellect." + +"You are mistaken," said Baluzzi, but pain compelled him to stop for a +time and to speak more softly. "I speak the truth." + +"Fool--united to me at the altar!" + +"Null and invalid, null and invalid!" + +"Is there anything you wish, Baluzzi? I will gladly carry it out, but +to listen longer to your wandering speech is impossible." + +"Wandering speech! Haha--am I a madman? Do I tear off the bandage which +the wretched surgeon, the old frontier official, put on? Do I grope in +the air half unconsciously? No, my mind is clear, clear as yours, +clearer, perhaps, at this moment. I can understand that the world +begins to go round with you when I repeat that 'Giulia can only be +your mistress, because she is--my wife!'" + +"Your wife, madman!" + +Blanden shouted in a torrent of anger, then he shuddered. Various dark +impressions, for which hitherto he could not account, swept suddenly +over him, the possibility of what was incredible lay before him like a +deep fearful abyss. + +"She has deceived you, _carissimo_!" + +"Oh, then--then I should envy you the merciful bullet which struck you, +envy you your approaching death," cried Blanden, beside himself, "but +it cannot be, Giulia could not thus deceive me." + +"She wanted to belong to you for ever, and she did not mind a crime." + +"She must have dreaded the disclosure every moment." + +"There you have an ardent daughter of our country! She would be happy +at any price." + +"You should have come forward long since, have opposed it." + +"I did not do it. I was accustomed to turn away from her, to be silent. +It was more advantageous for me! She paid well for my silence, but that +she should treat me with contempt ate silently into my vitals, and I +vowed to be avenged upon the overbearing woman as soon as the hour +should have struck." + +Bach one of these replies, which Baluzzi gave in a low expiring voice, +was a deathblow for Blanden. Not only could he not refute them, but +they bore the impress of truth. + +The dark recollection of the Lago Maggiore, of Giulia's agonised bursts +of anguish, of the force of circumstances which she lamented, of +Baluzzi's appearance on the shore of the lake, and at the gate of the +villa, all returned overwhelmingly upon him. He had many times asked +casual questions which she had always answered crossly and evasively, +and only in order to avoid marring the peace of their honeymoon had he +refrained from an enquiry which might easily be misinterpreted. With +the keen sharpness of a knife this thought quivered through his brain, +and a dread feeling of pain rent his heart, and yet with every excuse +which his anxious reason could discover, he tried to stem the coming +evil. + +"Your wife, you say, your wife, but where were you married?" + +"In the church of San Giulio, on the island, in the lake of Orta." + +"I will assume that you are speaking the truth, assume it without +believing it. But then she was your wife years ago. She is divorced." + +"Our Church knows no divorce," murmured Baluzzi softly to himself. + +"Your laws--" + +"Do not recognise it either!" + +"Well, then, she has been divorced in some other country where it is +permitted." + +"I have always remained a subject of Italy, and even here--I had +grounds enough for a divorce--remember the villa at Stresa--but I would +not." + +Baluzzi made a sign of denial. He groaned, and pressed his hand upon +his heart. He could not speak any more. + +"Horrible," cried Blanden; then he began to perceive what Giulia's +heart must have gone through in its passionate love for him--the +unbounded deception became comprehensible. He could not but acknowledge +to himself that he should never have made his, this vagrant's wife, +even if she had been divorced. Giulia had told herself the same, and +therefore concealed the past from him. + +But that he should realise the possibility, could realise it, seemed to +him like inexpiable injustice to Giulia. + +The man, sick unto death, was a prey to wild delirium, but even through +madness there runs one connecting thread, on which it hangs its +pictures, and is often more sharp-sighted, more rational than sound +sense. + +A pause ensued. The Cossack, who was weary, began to whistle a song +which is sung on the shores of the Don by the girls of his race. +Baluzzi had somewhat recovered. + +"You still doubt? Pray call in the officer of the frontier." + +Under the impression that the Italian felt weak, and needed some +surgical assistance, Blanden hastened down the stairs and returned with +the chief guardian of the frontier. The latter felt Baluzzi's pulse, +and shook his head. + +"One favour! Show this gentleman what you found sewn up in my coat." + +Annoyed, but unwilling to refuse a dying man's entreaty, the officer, +with an enquiring glance at Blanden, went into his office, and +returned, bringing another Cossack with him as watchman. + +Out of a rough wooden box close at hand at the time, he took a +sparkling diamond coronet. Even the Cossacks drew nearer with covetous +glances. + +Only one stone was wanting in the ornament. Blanden started back as if +stung by an adder. + +"My, her diamonds! Our family jewels! Robber! + +"I a robber? Did she wear these diamonds on her wedding day? Did she +complain that she had lost them? It is a gift that she gave to me--one +of the many with which she bought my silence. I came to her on the +evening before her wedding. Kätchen showed me the road through the +tower and the subterranean passage, and cleared the way--poor child, it +was there, too, that she died the following day in the fireworks, which +she let off in honour of the bridal couple. These diamonds are my +honestly gained property." + +Now Blanden said no more. Groping about blindly he sought an +explanation, but all excuses were denied to him. Desperate, he buried +his face in his hands, and stamped as if in an impotent rage with his +fate. + +"He is dying," said the official, pointing at Baluzzi, whose features +suddenly became overshadowed. + +But he raised himself once more with a powerful effort, and cried in a +shrieking half-failing voice-- + +"Thrust her from you, the adulteress. Where am I? The brand upon her +brow, the chains of the galley rattle about me--" + +"And if it were so," cried Blanden, "the proofs are wanting. The secret +goes with you to the grave. I alone have the right to punish her." + +"You are wrong," said Baluzzi, gathering up his strength once more. +"Revenge I have vowed to her, I keep my oath, the proofs are not here, +not at hand, but they are in safe keeping. The accusation I carried for +long, carefully sealed up in my breast pocket. Beate burned the page in +the registry in San Giulio, but a legal copy at the See in Milan proves +the marriage. And this accusation is my legacy, the lightning that +strikes the worthless woman, even before I die." + +"This accusation--" cried Blanden, almost breathlessly. + +"Bears the address of the nearest court in the district, shows all +proofs, and is in the hands of Wild Robert, who fled with me on to the +bank in the swamps. The ball hit me--it missed him. He promised me, +even if it cost his life, to take the papers there. He knows the way +through the morass, and if he had to hew down bush and tree with an axe +to make a bridge for himself, the bailiffs have not caught him. +Triumph! Chains and fetters for her--she has despised me, I, too, may +despise her--thus I die--gladly!" And with these words, which were +already interrupted by the rattle of approaching death, he bowed his +head and passed away. + +As if out of his mind Blanden rushed into the night, ran along lonely +roads, sprang over ditches and fences, hurried up and down--he felt as +though he must fly from himself. + +His Giulia had deceived him, she was a criminal, his marriage +invalid--the myrmidons of the law were already knocking at the door of +his Castle! He repeated all this to himself mechanically, hopelessly, +as though he were conning a lesson. It was impossible that all this +could concern himself. + +After two hours of rapid flight through the night, which just began to +yield to the dawn in the east, he returned to the inn, asked for ink +and paper, and wrote to Giulia-- + +"Baluzzi is dead, he fell in a smuggler's fight, and dying confessed to +me that you are his wife, and never were divorced from him! Shortly +before his death he sent in an accusation against you. It cannot all be +true, confirm the untruth with a few lines; they will find me with the +proprietor of Opaczno." + +He obtained a messenger and despatched him to Kulmitten with his +letter. + +It would have been impossible for him to return now, look into Giulia's +eyes, hear from her own lips that she was the wife of that wretch. + +He gave some orders and money for Baluzzi's burial, and then drove to +Opaczno. + +Fixedly he gazed at the morning, he saw none of the objects past which +he drove, for him a heavy shadow lay upon all earthly things. + +She whom he had so proudly loved, seemed like a spectre to him, a bride +of Corinth, a vampire, which had sucked his blood, his life. + +And yet--in the midst of his wrath at the deception, he was seized with +fear, with pity for her, an inexpressible feeling of pain, that gnawed +at his heart. + +He felt as if the mild god of Hindoostan, the old King's son, laid a +hand upon his brow like a healing doctor, and whispered to him, "Have +pity upon all creation!" + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + CONFESSIONS. + + +"When you receive these lines," wrote Giulia, "I shall have left +Kulmitten with Beate, and all traces of me, it is to be hoped, will be +lost to you and to the world. I take nothing with me, save the +remembrance of your goodness and love, and they shall support me in my +forsakenness, and render it possible for me to endure life. + +"What else can it be to me, but an atonement of the past, but a prayer, +a prayer for forgiveness? I shall never learn if it be fulfilled, but +in my best hours I shall comfort myself with it, I shall hope and +believe in it, as we believe in one only happiness! + +"And I dare believe and hope, because the crime that I committed was +committed only through boundless love for you, through passion that +gives up and sacrifices everything for the possession of the beloved +one, even its duty, its honour--at least that which before law and the +world passes for such. I had hoped to be able to preserve my secret, +and at the same time untroubled happiness for you, even although mine +was ever disturbed by pangs of conscience; it has been ordained +differently, the veil has suddenly fallen. I stand as a criminal before +your eyes. If you, too, measure me with the measure of others, then +there is no absolution for me, but you, whom I loved most deeply, will +also be more capable than all others of forgiveness. + +"The whole history of my sorrow is connected with a man who has now met +with so terrible an end, he was fatal to my life. I may regret that a +low mind made him an unsettled, unhappy wanderer upon earth, but I +cannot weep for him, because tears are too precious to be wasted upon +what is ignoble. Others may, perhaps, think the same of me, but every +great passion has an atoning power. The story of my life is short, but +eventful. + +"My parents possessed a small estate near Bergamo; they exchanged it +for another in the Italian Tyrol, but they were unfortunate, their +affairs went wrong. Young as I was, I had to think of earning something +for myself, and as I was esteemed tolerably good looking, and my voice +melodious and strong, it was determined that I should devote myself to +the stage. Influential friends provided for my education, so that I +might enter the chorus at the _Pergola_, in Florence. + +"I was eighteen years old, I did not know life. In my dreams I might +sketch a brilliant future for myself: the present was poor enough, it +did not satisfy the ambition of artistic struggles, it barely yielded +daily bread. Gradually, however, I began to receive subordinate parts, +in which, if not by my singing, yet by my voice, my whole manner, I +could rouse people's attention. + +"At that time I became acquainted with Baluzzi; he was twenty years +older than I, and also a chorus singer, but for him the chorus was only +a place of refuge, as it seemed, the sad close to a mysterious life. He +was considered to be a handsome man, all my friends were proud when he +paid them any little attention. Soon he began to distinguish me +especially, which roused my companions' jealousy, made me, however, the +more susceptible of the tokens of his favour. He understood how to win +a young heart; he surrounded himself with the charm of recklessness; +here and there he allowed a reminiscence of his past, a picture to +gleam shedding around him the halo of a bold, daring man. Being a +member of the chorus appeared to us as a disguise which he had assumed +in his momentary need. + +"Unacquainted with life, captivated by Baluzzi's fiery glances, and the +power of his language, I was soon beneath his spell. I loved him with +inexperienced, ardent love. An event also occurred that showed me his +uncontrolled feelings, it is true, but also the strength of his +passion. I had inspired a Florentine noble with one of those transient +affections which the stage so easily ignited. I had treated him +politely, and he looked upon me as an easy prey. Late one evening he +came to me. I bade him leave, he became more importunate. Baluzzi had +watched for him, came to me, drew out his dagger, and wounded the +nobleman. The wound was not dangerous and my well-born friend deemed it +best to observe silence. I, however, could gauge Baluzzi's love for me +by the measure of his savage jealousy. + +"Nor did he only crave for fleeting love, he strove to possess me from +the first. He told the wounded intruder that I was his betrothed, and +asserted his right of active defence. I had not given him the right +until now, but I did not show over-much resistance when he claimed it. +Once when I refused to listen to him, we were standing upon the +platform of the _companile_, he threatened to throw himself down, and I +appeased him with hasty consent, because I believed that he would +fulfil his threat. + +"One thing I must say for him--and that was my misfortune--he believed +in my talent, my future. While others thought my performances pretty +and taking, he was convinced that, with my voice, my appearance, after +a little progress in singing, I should become great on the Italian +stage. In imagination he foresaw my pecuniary, my brilliant successes, +therefore he strove to possess me. I was an object of his calculations, +and they had not deceived him. That he also found me personally +desirable I will readily believe, for the world, the public, the +newspapers, and above all, my mirror told me that I was beautiful. + +"Baluzzi's passionate courtship, which inspired me with fear and +dread--as he intimidated me with menaces if I should not do his will--I +could no longer resist. I had sung my first more important part at the +_Pergola_ and been very successful; his calculations now gained a +firmer basis, more resolutely he went at his object. At that time, it +is true, I only perceived the expression of unlimited passion in all +that he said or did, which at last intoxicated me, for nothing is more +infectious than the soul's warmth. I gave my consent to the marriage; +that it should be a secret one at first, we both agreed. Nothing is +more fatal to young actresses than the title of _Signora_, it sets a +barrier to those undecided wishes which spontaneously, like a +superfluous element of nature, mingle with the admiration of beauty and +artistic revelations; in such unexpressed emotions often lies the +secret of success. A grand career lay before me, it must remain free +and open to me. Baluzzi also desired this. We were married in the +remote little church in the middle of the Orta lake. For the stage I +continued to be Signora Bollini; but the heavy, fatal error of my life +had been committed, it was no youthful folly whose consequences could +be brushed away with a light hand. Marriage is indissoluble according +to the laws of the Church, indissoluble according to those of the +country. The priest's words had converted me into a slave for evermore. +I did not feel it then, I was happy. This confession does not disgrace +me, because felicity lies in our feelings, and delusion can call it +forth as well as truth. Youth has its own rapture, its own bliss, and +love is not so powerless as not to procure full enjoyment for all who +are filled with it. Those were glorious days which I spent by the banks +of the Orta lake. Baluzzi then seemed like a demi-god to me, but that +bliss was of short duration. + +"Returned to Florence, I soon remarked that he displayed several +rougher sides of his nature, at first surprising, then alarming me. I +perceived that he gave himself up to a wild life, which, merely to win +and deceive me, he had interrupted for some time. He laid an embargo +upon my cash-box, I was almost reduced to poverty; he was a gambler, a +drunkard, and spent his nights with wild companions. + +"The rapture of love, however, had given unthought-of wings to my +talent; from part to part I attained greater success, and after the +lapse of a year was engaged at the _Pergola_ with a considerable +salary, but, with the salary, increased Baluzzi's claims; often he +demanded money for his journeys to Monaco, where he indulged his mania +for play, whence he always returned a bankrupt. All my expostulations +were vain, he met them with bitter scorn and the defiant manner of a +lord and master. + +"He gambled at Monaco, he engaged in equivocal business, and did I not +send him sufficient money at any time, he pursued me like a spy, like a +shadow. He read of my successes in the papers, he kept a book of them, +he calculated my receipts. In Milan, not long after, began the era of +my triumphs, the most distinguished circles were opened to me. I became +intimate with Princess Dolgia, and she invited we to her villa at +Stresa. + +"It was then that I saw you for the first time, when my heart burned +for you with glowing passion, when I experienced all the charms of love +and life, and felt the shame of my chains doubly heavy; then, too, he +spied upon me by the lake shore, he had been dissatisfied with the last +remittance; he demanded more. At the same time his heart was inflamed +with savage jealousy, or was it rather an emotion of hatred--he saw +that we loved one another. I feared for your life, only a great price +could assuage his wrath. But, carried away with delight that knew no +bounds, as if to raise me in blissful dreams above the unworthiness +with which my life was filled, I would not curb my glowing love, and +greater than the sin of loving was the wicked doubt, whether the +welfare of my soul was more imperilled by your love than by the mad +passion of a brutal criminal. + +"Since then my only thought has been for you and your love; he followed +me upon my career of triumph which I commenced through Europe. I would +fly from you, only entwine your love like a transient dream in my +life--and ever again it urged me to seek you; therefore I came here +and stayed so long on the shores of the northern lakes. It drew me to +your native land, to your own home. I visited your Castle while you +were absent; then I tore myself away from the glowing dreams of my +longing--for almost two years I lingered in Russia. Owing to no fault +of mine, Baluzzi had lost all traces of me for a considerable time; he +had been guilty of some breach of the laws in Russia, and was, I know +not why, banished to Siberia, but he discovered me again, and, like a +leech, he clung to my heels. + +"My increasing fame gave me the _entrée_ to good society, I gained the +friendship of princes and princesses. Intercourse with Baluzzi could +only injure my name. Little as he fulfilled his duties as a chorus +singer in Florence, he was known as one of those musical assistants who +stood upon a subordinate step of the ladder of art, in those circles I +had risen far above his horizon. I often let him feel it, and he +rebelled with double defiance against my 'impudent overbearing.' Yet he +saw that, for his own sake, he must not disturb my career; he agreed +only to see and speak to me secretly, and before the world to assume +the semblance of friendship; he often came after dissipated +entertainments and asserted his rights, rousing my anger. + +"Another fearful surprise awaited me. A falling scene had struck his +shoulder; he persistently rejected all assistance from the surgeon, and +from me. I went to see him, he lay in feverish sleep. I wanted to see +the wound, that appeared to me as serious as his resistance was +suspicious. I drew back the bandage and saw--even now the recollection +fills me with horror--upon his shoulder the branded mark of a +galley-slave! It was to a desperate criminal that I had given hand and +heart! + +"There are countries in which the law would grant the right of divorce +in cases where such discoveries were made after marriage, because they +assume that only by mistake could such an union have been formed. But +in Italy there is no such law, and had there been I had neglected the +time which is allowed for such an appeal. I knew nothing about it. + +"Nevertheless, my resolution, to set myself free from the horrible +control of this man, so far as lay in my power, remained immovable. +When Baluzzi had recovered, I imparted my discovery to him with great +composure; he started. I told him that I knew now that I had married a +heavily punished criminal. + +"'Quarrels at the gaming table,' said he shortly, 'a hasty dagger that +caught its victim.' + +"'Perhaps combined with cheating and robbery,' added I. + +"'What does it matter to you? Who dares to reproach me with a +punishment that I have undergone?' I explained succinctly to him that I +could have nothing in common with a dismissed galley-slave, and forbade +him to visit me any more. Naturally this prohibition angered him, but I +declared that I should betray his secret to the world, publish the +brand which justice had imprinted upon him, and thus had cast him out +for ever from association with his fellow-men. + +"'Then I shall proclaim our marriage,' cried he triumphantly, 'and upon +you will rest the same curse.' + +"'And our fame, my talent, our gains?' + +"He became thoughtful, and entered into negociations; he should not +disturb my path any more, but he claimed the greater portion of my +receipts for himself; under these conditions, so long as I remained on +the stage, where he prophesied me a brilliant career, he should not +assert his rights over me, but so soon as from any cause I left the +theatre, I should again fall into his power, not only my possessions, +but also my life and person; thus should he be indemnified for the long +privation. I might then proclaim that he had been in the _bagno_, it +was immaterial to him. The wife of a galley-slave shared his disgrace; +yes, then he should be my master again and possess the right to the +whims of a sultan. + +"He parted from me; I bound myself always to give him my address, as I +was about to set out on a starring tour in Italy and abroad. I felt +like a serf who is granted liberty which is liable to be recalled at +any moment, but my earnings were paralysed, and my heart could not beat +freely without committing sin. That was control worse than the galley! + +"I saw you again. From that time my life has been no secret to you. I +would belong to you for ever, it was the one object of my life, and yet +unattainable if I did not possess the audacity to defy the constraint +of a law binding me for life to the galley. Is there no higher decree +than the mutable chequered one of these countries in our hemisphere? Is +there not a holier love which may scorn an unholy bond? I hoped to +annihilate the proofs of my slavery: I hoped to keep the spectre of my +life far aloof from myself, and still farther from you; to enjoy a +happiness over which, indeed, hung a sword on a silver thread, yet +invisible to you and your repose, not hostile to your peace--in vain! +He came because I had resigned the stage; he came not to demand my +money, but myself, and in wild desperation I bought a new reprieve with +the gift of your love, the diamond diadem, the family jewels of the +Blandens. But dying, the wretched man fulfilled his oaths of revenge, +and, as bleeding, he descends amongst the shadows, he leaves me behind +amidst the falling ruins of my bliss. + +"Well;--I am a guilty woman! Now condemn me! I have deceived you, I +bring disgrace upon your house--and yet, so long as my heart beats, it +will beat for you; I go forth into misery, behind me the myrmidons of +the law, nothing is left for me save the last greeting, the last word +of blessing! God protect the most noble man whom the earth contains, +and if he cannot forgive me then may his pity follow me--the outcast, +the scorned--into the wide world!" + +Again, and again, Blanden read the letter with throbbing heart and a +tear in his eyes, he ordered his horses to be harnessed and drove +furiously to Kulmitten. The Castle was desolate and empty. Giulia and +Beate had left it in a peasant's cart which chanced to be passing +through, both in the plainest garments, none could tell whither. + +He was alone. He waited for the officers of justice who would soon +knock at those doors and attach the seal of nameless shame to the +sacred heritage of his family. He sat there a silent, moody man, and +buried all his hopes. + + + + + LAST CHAPTER. + + TO THE EAST! + + +Since the occurrences which we have just related, two years had passed +away. + +The political storm had burst which the weather tokens on the horizon +had long since foretold, the regeneration of the German people was +proclaimed amid mighty convulsions. + +It was a premature spring whose blossoms shed their leaves before they +attained maturity. + +The uproar raged through the large towns. Blood flowed over the +streets. War between brothers was unfettered. Often those fought +together, who desired the same object; with cannon balls, the people +greeted the desired concessions of Government; wild tumult had taken +possession of hearts and minds. The equinoctial gale of the spring of +liberty swept through Europe, and general shipwreck ensued. + +Only upon one tiny spot of earth, where it was necessary to defend +German soil against foreign encroachments, and to prepare the place for +the German Empire of the future, a struggle had been commenced, which +did not bear the fearful impress of a war between brothers, which was +ennobled by glorious enthusiasm for the fatherland. The dependence upon +the will of foreign rulers who trod old rights under foot, had become +insupportable to a brave race of people which flew to arms to preserve +the right, to repel the interference of a newly-crowned king, and to +maintain its connection with Germany at the point of the sword. + +It was on a day in April, 1848, that the thunder of cannon echoed +across the narrow bay of Flensburg; the red columns of the Danish army +had extended themselves around the village of Bau and threatened to cut +off the advance guard of the Schleswig-Holstein army that was stationed +at Bau and Krusau. Soon the battle began! The flower of the country's +youth, the students of Kiel, with the riflemen of that town, had to +withstand the first onslaught of the enemy. + +Over the hedges, out of the ditches, the advanced out-posts fired upon +the red sharpshooters, upon the rushing enemy. + +"Forward!" resounded the cry of the officers; "forward!" rang Blanden's +voice. He led the disciples of _alma mater_ to the battle; he had +hastened to them, and entered their ranks amongst the first German +volunteers, who placed their swords at the disposal of the good cause +of Schleswig-Holstein. + +"Forward!" replied the students' cry, with tempestuous enthusiasm, many +of whom had a musket in their hands for the first time, who had poured +in from the lecture-rooms to prove by active deeds their devotion to +their fatherland. And forward moved the volunteer band; with levelled +bayonets they charged the Danish vanguard, drove it back, and held +their position beneath a heavy fire; courage and energy compensated for +lack of numbers. + +The Danes gave the courageously attacking force credit for strong +supports; for a fresh effort they summoned fresh powers to their +assistance. + +Regardless of the balls which whistled round him from every side, +Blanden, too, stood under fire; it almost seemed as if death would be +welcome to him, and yet he was filled with burning love of battle as he +looked into the radiant faces of those youths who went so full of the +courage of sacrifice to meet their death. + +Yes, and it was no common food for powder that filled the ditches, they +were the best sons of the land. It was the vanguard of the German +spirit, and wherever it had conquered it was always the united word of +the sword, and the sword of the word which had gained the victory. +These bayonets were not merely a flashing protest of the northern +nations; the hands in which they rested were equally powerful to wield +the pen--and knew how to prove this right. + +Meanwhile the shots thundered from Bau, the crashing salvoes, however, +drew towards the south-east of Flensburg. Soon scattered troops +announced that the sixteenth battalion at Bau had been beaten by the +Danes. Now the brave men stood helplessly, no order from head-quarters +came to them; one orderly after another was despatched, none returned. +The retreat to Flensburg was endangered. + +Thus they left the corpse-strewn battle field in order to force a +retreat for themselves. Bau and Krusau were the Schleswig-Holstein +Thermopylæ! + +Singing battle songs, the troops of lads approached the town, but they +were hymns to the dead, for now only did death reap its abundant +harvest. + +The road ran along the shore, the bay suddenly became alive, the white +and red flags approached, and the sky-blue lion prepared to spring. Was +not the sea, the kingdom of the old Vikings, subject to the island +people; how long did the Sound stand beneath the dominion of Danish +cannon? + +And it was a submissive bay of the conquered East Sea, which here made +its entry into the Schleswig-Holstein country of beeches and hedges. + +Suddenly the waves became alive, from the narrow tongue of land, from +Holsens, where the Leviathans, the armed men of war, lay, it came ever +nearer like a dark cloud upon the billows, a dense evil-boding throng. + +They were the Danish gun-boats; then flashed the shots, then blazed the +touch-holes. Astonished, the waves caught the strange smoke of powder +which spread itself over them like a veil, and the cartridges rattled +on the strand. + +Like an ocean monster of the old legend rolling devouringly upon the +land, death leaped from the waves and laid its victims low. The road +became filled with corpses, of what use were the single bullets, which +struck the boats; of what avail the temporary shelter behind the trunks +of trees along the path! + +"Forward to the foundry!" rang the cry of death. It was a kind of +trench granting protection. There they could fall fighting; here the +band resembled game driven by the keepers, upon which the sportsmen can +shoot from a safe position. + +And with winged steps all thronged to the fort of death, determined, at +least, to sell their lives dearly. + +Cartridge upon cartridge blazed across; wounded and dying leaned +against the tall stems of the beeches, and the down crashing branches +decked these pale brows as if with a homely wreath of honour, upon +which trickled the cold drops of death. + +Already Blanden saw the smoking furnaces of the foundry before him; +there a flash quivers through the cloud of vapour; in conical flight +the birds of death swept through, on right and left, fell into the +trees, here and there penetrated the earth, struck the companions by +his side, and stretched Blanden himself on the ground. He gazed into +the night, as it descended upon his eyes--the night of death--but +uttered not a word of lament. His last thought before his senses +forsook him was the futility of his life, which was honourably +terminated by death upon the battle-field. + +When he opened his eyes again amidst violent pain, he fancied he was +still under the spell of a dream: had he awoke in India amongst the +peris? His bewildered fancy led the favourite images of his waking +dreams before his mind. + +A tear-bedimmed eye rested upon him, a slight form, wrapped in a cloak, +bent over him. + +They were the eyes, it was the figure of Giulia; with a loud cry of joy +she welcomed his awaking. + +But it was yet the day, the same day of the battle. Vollies rattled +round the iron fort; where at other times the wheels of machinery +revolved, now revolved the wheel of death. + +A gun-boat still lay upon the strand, the otters had moved nearer to +Flensburg, but that one did not cease from its work of devastation. A +cartridge rattled and fell into the beech and struck down a branch, +which fell upon Giulia and cut her brow. She had bent over Blanden to +shelter him. + +"Where am I? You here?" said he, half unconsciously. + +"Do not ask how." + +"Who brings you here?" + +"Charity and longing for death, but now there is not a moment to lose." + +She beckoned to two peasants, who stood close by with a little cart, +and lifted Blanden into it, beside a wounded man who already lay there. +Giulia seated herself upon the hard straw sack. They went along back +streets to the inn of a neighbouring village, where several surgeons +were in full employment. + +It was a long time before Blanden recovered from his wounds, which left +him slightly lame for life. Giulia was once more his faithful nurse, +she also followed him to the Danish captivity, into which he, with the +other wounded men, had fallen. + +The feeling of belonging wholly to one another became quickened in +both. From every side Blanden heard with what heroic valour Giulia had +hastened into the battle field, how amidst shot and shells she had +brought consolation, succour and relief to the wounded, an angel of +mercy, whose memory would live for all ages in the hearts of the +Schleswig-Holstein youth. For long both avoided speaking of their +separation, its causes, of their later experiences. There would have +been the risk of great agitation for Blanden, for both the danger of +parting again, and yet both felt how painful an effect this would have +upon their lives. + +At last Blanden had sufficiently recovered to be allowed to go out into +the fresh air, and he, with others, had been already exchanged for +Danish prisoners. + +They sat under a lofty avenue of beeches by the sea, lying so quietly +and blue before them. Islands rose out of the waves and ships passed on +the horizon. + +"Where have you been, Giulia, since you left me?" + +"Upon a little island near that of Sylt, in a lonely fisherman's +cottage, there I deemed myself most effectually concealed. So quickly +could the law not raise its accusation, not follow my track and find me +yonder in my solitude, where, with Beate, I helped to mend fishing +nets, and obtained a little money by teaching children. For hours I sat +upon the 'dunes,' I saw the tide rush in which for centuries has been +washing away these islands, ready to swallow them up, and which already +has buried so much work of men's hands within its depths. Like a sea +mew's flight over the foaming, dashing billows, my thoughts swept over +the heights and abysses of my life, and my bruised heart did bitter +penance, and as the roaring hurricane came and stirred the waves and +tore them upwards until towering on high they dashed upon the shore, so +was I now overwhelmed with the fire and wild passion which had animated +me, and with the recollection of all the tempests of my life. + +"I could have retired to a convent in my own country, but my soul +longed for the free breath of heaven, and an irrevocable bond would +have crushed it to the ground. + +"Beate left me, she had often been at Sylt during the season, and there +had made the acquaintance of a well-to-do Hamburg merchant, whom her +sparkling eyes and lively manner had fascinated. We parted amid tears, +she was my most faithful friend, who for me had jeopardised her honour. +Then the feeling of being utterly forsaken came upon me, the never +ceasing return of ebb and flow, the only event of which the 'dunes' +could tell, made my spirit weary and listless, all the fettered springs +of life stirred within me. I could not have lived amid the ocean +solitude another year, my talent for a Robinsonade was exhausted. Then +the news of war, which was at that time only imminent, but of whose +outbreak messengers brought premature intelligence, penetrated to our +fishermen's cottages; I resolved to make atonement for my past as a +nurse in the midst of the conflict, and hoped, perhaps, to meet death +from a merciful bullet. When I came here I found nothing prepared, I +wished to go upon the battle-field as a volunteer Samaritan, and +beneath its terrible and yet elevating influences, I felt the pulses of +my life beat higher once more--I forgot myself. I relieved pain, I +earned thanks--the sin of my life seemed to be melting away as if tears +and words of gratitude washed it out. Thus I found you. Fate led those +together again, whom it had parted, but still the gulf of guilt lies +between them. You have recovered, my task is completed, let me go hence +once more." + +"No Giulia," cried Blanden with a burst of emotion, "now we part no +more." + +Giulia looked enquiringly at him; she could not believe his words. + +"I part from my preserver no more. I am superstitious, or believing +enough to follow the signal of fate which re-united us upon the field +of honour. You have nothing more to fear from justice. Baluzzi's +messenger, wild Robert, did not reach his goal, he fell, lost in the +swamp, the edges of which were thoroughly searched by the guards; +doubtlessly he ventured too far in order to escape them. Baluzzi's +accusation lies deep down in the morass where it ought to lie; he +himself is dead, never did any messenger of justice trouble me. Thus +there is but one human being in the world who can bring an accusation +against you, and that one dare not, because you only sinned out of love +for me, out of blind, but yet true ardent love, and with this kiss I +absolve you." + +He kissed Giulia's brow; sobbing, she sank into his arms. + +"Fate has foiled my most glorious plans of life, we cannot return to +the desolate Castle. Your sudden flight injured my name again, the +people there will not associate with us, but the world is large! +Although my life has been a failure, although I must stay far from my +home, there yet remains to me the thinker's dream and the ecstasy of +love." + +"Not for my sake shall you fly from all," said Giulia imploringly. + +"I, too, am dead to this portion of the world. I can do nothing more +for my fatherland. This bullet has rendered me unfit for war, a chain +of unfortunate circumstances for peace. I cannot stand before any +electors, a political career is closed to me. Thus I fly for my sake +also, and you, my fondly loved wife, I take with me as comforter. The +registry at San Giulio still tells of your guilt, we must away, far +away from here. I know a land, the cradle of the gods, perhaps the +cradle of mankind, a wonder land. There beneath the giant mountain lies +the Walar Lake, and the Behat winds through a paradise of rustling +fruit trees and prolific plains upon which gaze down glaciers high as +heaven. Beautiful beings wander there in the most blessed valley of the +world, and there free from the constraint of law and the trammels of +society, which here rule the world, we will build ourselves huts +and I will introduce you to the profound wisdom of the land of the +lotus-flowers. Follow me to Cashmere." + +Giulia pressed him to her heart, "I have no will but yours." + +Blanden wrote to Wegen and begged him to sell Kulmitten, Rositten, and +Nehren. His friend, Olga's happy husband, doubly happy by her +unexpected mastery of the art of cooking, executed Blanden's +commission, and by means of a large inheritance, was enabled to buy +Kulmitten, the principal estate, for himself. + +To Kuhl, however, who really had invited no living creature excepting +Caro, to his wedding dinner, Blanden wrote-- + +"I go far away, to the primeval home of mankind; I am a shipwrecked +mariner, and, united to Giulia, shall build myself a hut in the desert. +Withered leaves--they fell upon the flowers of my heart, and twice have +covered and crushed out their life. My friend! no man can overcome his +past. Unforeseen it rises again like a spectre and stretches the +destroyer's hand into our lives. Poor Eva was the victim of one of +those fearful chains of events which, long invisible, suddenly seize us +with a ghostly grasp. That I had loved the mother, was the daughter's +death! Withered leaves--vainly my Giulia amid bitterest pain sought to +wrench herself loose from her past, but it held her firmly as in an +iron vice. Away into the kingdom of Buddha, into the dream-world of the +East! I could not live as I would, therefore now I will live as I can." + +Not long after a Hamburg steamboat bore the loving pair into the land +of the lotus-flowers. + + + + FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: The evening preceding the wedding day,--_Translator's +note_.] + + + + THE END. + + * * * * * + Printed by Remington & Co., 5, Arundel Street, Strand, W.C. + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Withered Leaves. Vol. III.(of III), by +Rudolf von Gottschall + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WITHERED LEAVES. VOL. 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Vol. III.(of III), by +Rudolf von Gottschall + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Withered Leaves. Vol. III.(of III) + A Novel + +Author: Rudolf von Gottschall + +Translator: Bertha Ness + +Release Date: February 23, 2011 [EBook #35373] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WITHERED LEAVES. VOL. III.(OF III) *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + + + + + +</pre> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<p class="hang1">Transcriber's Notes:<br> +1. Page scan source:<br> +http://books.google.com/books?id=lOUBAAAAQAAJ<br> +<br> +2. The diphthong oe is represented by œ.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<table cellpadding="20" style="width:50%; margin-left:25%; border:solid black 2px;"> +<tr> +<td> +<br> +<h3>AT ALL LIBRARIES.</h3> + +<h4>BY THE SAME TRANSLATOR.</h4> + +<h2>SACRED VOWS,</h2> + +<h3>By E. WERNER,</h3> +<br> +<h5><i>Author of</i> "<i>Under a Charm</i>," "<i>Success and How He Won it</i>," <i>&c</i>.</h5> +<br> +<h3>3 VOLS. 31s. 6d.</h3> + +<hr class="W20"> + + +<p class="normal">"The loves of Bruno and Lucie are simply told with that accompaniment +of mysterious sympathy in the inanimate surroundings of their +struggles, which is the highest application of true literary insight +into nature."--<i>Athenæum</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The incidents are striking * * * * * The whole scene rises before the +reader with as much clearness as if it were represented before him on +the stage."--<i>Saturday Review</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The ability of Werner's Novels is implied in the simultaneous +publication of two translations of 'Sacred Vows.' His scenes are more +than paintings, they are sculptures, and stand out in <i>alto relievo</i>, +distinctly conceived and vigorously executed."--<i>The British +Quarterly</i>.</p> + + +<hr class="W20"> + +<h4>REMINGTON & Co., 5, Arundel Street, Strand, W.C.</h4> +<br> +</td></tr></table> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>WITHERED LEAVES.</h1> + +<h2>A Novel,</h2> +<br> +<h5>BY</h5> + +<h2>Rudolf von Gottschall.</h2> +<br> +<br> +<h3>FROM THE GERMAN,</h3> + +<h3>By BERTHA NESS.</h3> + +<h4>Translator of <span class="sc">Werner's</span> "Riven Bonds" and "Sacred Vows."</h4> +<br> + +<h4>THREE VOLUMES.</h4> +<br> + +<hr class="W10"> + +<h4>AUTHORISED TRANSLATION.</h4> + +<hr class="W10"> + +<h3>VOL. III.</h3> + +<hr class="W20"> +<br> +<br> +<h3>London:<br> +REMINGTON AND CO.,<br> +<span class="sc2">5, Arundel Street, Stand, W.C</span>.</h3> +<hr class="W10"> +<h4>1879.</h4> + +<h4>[<i>All Rights Reserved</i>.]</h4> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CONTENTS OF VOLUME III.</h2> +<table style="width:60%; margin-left:20%; border:solid black 2px"> +<colgroup><col style="width:15%; text-align:right"> +<col style="width:85%"></colgroup> +<tr> +<td>CHAP.</td> +<td></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>I.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_01" href="#div1Ref_01">Primavera.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>II.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_02" href="#div1Ref_02">In the Lion's Den.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>III.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_03" href="#div1Ref_03">The Mistress of the Boarding School.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>IV.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_04" href="#div1Ref_04">In the Forest of Juditenkirchen.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>V.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_05" href="#div1Ref_05">Internal Struggles.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>VI.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_06" href="#div1Ref_06">A Sleighing Party.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>VII.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_07" href="#div1Ref_07">In the Land of the Lotus-Flowers.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>VIII.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_08" href="#div1Ref_08">In the Church of San Giulio.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>IX.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_09" href="#div1Ref_09">The Bridal Jewels.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>X.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_10" href="#div1Ref_10">The Wedding Day.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XI.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_11" href="#div1Ref_11">A Legacy.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XII--</td> +<td><a name="div1_12" href="#div1Ref_12">Confessions.</a></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XIII.--</td> +<td><a name="div1_13" href="#div1Ref_13">To the East!</a></td> +</tr></table> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>WITHERED LEAVES.</h1> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_01" href="#div1_01">PRIMAVERA.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal"><i>Primavera</i>--in the midst of winter, which sketched its frozen pictures +upon the window!</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>Primavera</i>--and yet a midsummer of love, which had long since gathered +the blossoms of spring for its transient enjoyment!</p> + +<p class="normal">And Blanden wooed Giulia with a passion which, possessing no history of +the past, asserting no prior right, only living in his recollections as +if it were the fairy-like charm of a dream, will conquer her love for +the bright day of the present; yes, for the endurance of a life time. +He did not strive to obtain the renewal of former affection; she had +from the very first resisted everything that could encourage such +wooing; he was resolved to win her hand, and to defy those prejudices +which could pronounce his union with a singer to be unsuitable.</p> + +<p class="normal">But ardent as was his passion, much as her beauty, intellect, talent +and her great knowledge of the world and of life fascinated him, he was +yet by no means disposed blindly to follow his heart's inclination; he +could even not suppress a soft warning voice of suspicion, which he was +obliged to term ungrateful, because it was connected with their own +former meeting--could this admired actress always have withstood the +temptations that beset her upon her path of triumph?</p> + +<p class="normal">Did not smiling Euphrosyne cast roses into her lap, as the goddess +stood beside victory upon her car of triumph, decking her with laurels? +How many phenomena of theatrical fame do but shine through a dim vapour +which the repute of their evil habits of life spreads around them, and +it was not Blanden's intention to guide one of these beauties, weary of +adventures, into a haven of refuge.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the town even her enemies did not attack her character; she +possessed admirers, but she favoured none; all that Blanden learned +there, spoke in favour of the singer, but this did not suffice him. +During his travels he had formed many connections in the various +capitals of Europe, in Paris and London, in Rome and Florence; +everywhere he had friends and acquaintances who were familiar with art +and theatrical life. Immediately after the performance of "Norma," when +the thought first was kindled within him of calling this beautiful +woman his own, he had written to all these people to obtain information +as to the actress' life and character. Day by day the replies now came +in; not one single letter contained an accusation, a shred of +suspicion; the testimony that was given to the singer's private life +was most brilliant. No scandal had contributed to the augmentation of +her fame; she owed it entirely to her talent, of which all spoke with +admiration.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden dropped all suspicions, and the project of making Giulia his +wife took still deeper root. He had reason to expect that she would be +ready to resign the stage, as she had frequently lamented the +disappointments to which she was daily more and more exposed in her +artistic career; nor did she conceal a feeling, which caused her +uneasiness, the conviction that the epoch of her glory was at an end, +and that the decadence of her voice was making its announcement gently +but perceptibly. Surely therefore was she often so melancholy; who +would not, with a heavy heart, bear the claims of a day of reckoning as +it crumbles from us one object of pride, one advantage after another, +and with such cruel indifference sweeps away all the flowers of our +life.</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>Primavera!</i> But there is a spring-time of feeling, which time cannot +kill. It was that which bound Giulia to the wintry provincial town, +when she might have been celebrating her triumphs in the capitals of +the south.</p> + +<p class="normal">This it was that made her await the arrival of her friend with a +palpitating heart, as she had once awaited him in the moonlight by Lago +Maggiore; and if to her other admirers she made no secret of his +visits; if she denied herself to them as soon as he was present, or +received him at a time when she was inaccessible to others; in so doing +she obeyed no decree of prudence which counselled her not to alienate +her other enthusiastic friends by distinguishing the one; it was a +necessity, a happiness for her to have him quite alone; happiness that +might not be desecrated by contact with the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden still exercised the same entrancing magic over her as in those +days of unguarded devotion; she had remained true to him since that +time, little as it was his right or her duty thus to continue faithful. +His image alone accompanied her through life; all emotions to which she +must give expression upon the stage were for him. She confessed it to +him, and he uttered no doubt of such assurances. Blanden's person would +account for such passion; it was distinguished and possessed of a +peculiar charm. An enthusiast, a dreamer, as he had been from his youth +upwards, he seemed to be one still, when, with half-closed languid +eyes, he buried himself in the rich stores of his mental life; but then +they would suddenly flash and open, and gleam with passion and manly +power. In all else he was in perfect harmony; his figure symmetrical, +the well-bred smile upon his lips, full of intellectual superiority; +his conversation, in earnest and in jest, combined sweetness and charm. +As Desdemona to Othello's tales, Giulia listened to the descriptions of +the adventures which Blanden had met with in distant lands and oceans, +he raised her imagination far above the painted decorations of +theatrical life; she was susceptible to all the grandeur and beauty of +nature, to all intellectual struggles; only the unrest and bustle of +her artist's calling prevented her giving herself up to those mental +enjoyments for which she longed now more fervently than formerly. To +her it would have appeared unutterable bliss to belong entirely to the +man in company with whom she might revel in such enjoyments; to the man +who offered her a refuge from the tempests of stage life. With what +just pride she would have borne the name with which that noble scion +represented a family so esteemed in the world!</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet--from out the past one shoal reared itself in her life: a shoal +upon which all her proud dreams of a future should be wrecked.</p> + +<p class="normal">In sleepless nights she meditated how she could guide her ship round +that reef; her senses became confused in the rapid flight of thought +from one possibility to another, which, clutched convulsively, never +granted a firm hold; sometimes she rose to the daring venture of +defying those rocks and trying if the high storm-lashed billows of her +life would not bear her over. Her experiences upon the stage became +daily more unpleasant, the enthusiasm of her adherents more disputed by +steady opposition.</p> + +<p class="normal">These were the results of Spiegeler's malicious condemnation.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the other hand the poet Schöner prepared one slight pleasure for +her; he who belonged to her warmest admirers, and two years ago had +striven eagerly to gain her favour, but who had been rejected. For a +long time he avoided all intercourse with her, but without bearing any +ill-will remained one of her most zealous adorers. Now, when her +enemies roused themselves, he sought her out again, and, like a +troubadour, devoted his lyre to the noble lady. He read a poem to her, +in which he sang of her as the <i>primavera</i> of Baltic winter, and at the +same time attacked her opponents with epigrammatic arrows, and those +mighty blows which he had acquired in the fencing-school of political +poetry.</p> + +<p class="normal">The poem appeared in the most important papers, and again increased the +diminishing numbers of Giulia's followers. She was heartily grateful to +him for it, because she perceived that his thoughts were noble and free +from personal motives, that he but followed his own convictions.</p> + +<p class="normal">The more retiringly Schöner behaved, the more obtrusive became +Lieutenant Buschmann; he could not accustom himself to the idea that he +must retire from so long a siege without success. The uniform +friendliness of the singer seemed to him like scorn; from day to day he +hoped for a more passionate return. Constantly renewed disappointment +embittered him. His character was somewhat violent, he tolerated no +barriers, and once when the singer, through her maid, refused him +admittance on a morning call, he forced himself ruthlessly into her +boudoir, and reproached her passionately.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the day after his visit to Frau Hecht's kitchen, when Blanden +met the Italian again in the street. Arrested on the previous evening, +Baluzzi was once more set free.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden took advantage of this chance encounter to lead the +conversation to the amber merchant. Giulia only vouchsafed meagre +information; he was a distant connection of hers, who often importuned +her with petitions, as he had once performed some great service out of +gratitude for which she had taken him under her protection. Then she +broke off the conversation, it was evidently an unwelcome subject. But +she remained abstracted all the evening, and even confounded two +Italian composers with whom she had been familiar from her youth +upwards.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a sleepless night, Giulia had a long conversation with her +friend.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It cannot go on so, Beate! The internal conflict consumes me. His +claims become more and more unbounded; how happy I was when he, +fettered by illness or misfortune of long duration, the veil of which +he will not raise, remained in the interior of Russia; I breathed +freely; now more than ever, I am in his bondage."</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate shrugged her shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Notwithstanding all your brilliant receipts, we shall be beggars +again."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, that is not the worst! I would give up everything if I could +purchase my freedom!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is not his wish! He would spend everything at once; he also +prefers to have a safe reserve for the future."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, there is a hell that binds us for evermore. <i>Lasciate ogni +speranza voi che entrale!</i> You are clever and cunning, Beate! Try once +more if you cannot set me free. I have no more ideas, no more plans! +Whenever I ponder over it, my senses become desolate and dead. I stare +into vacuity!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What can we do?--we must exercise patience. But if it continue thus, +we shall have nothing left."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go to him, Beate! Pray, implore."</p> + +<p class="normal">"To him! You ask no small matter. I should venture into a robber's +cave, late at night--for at an earlier hour he could not be found--into +a gambling hell, for I know he has opened one here!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have already done much for me, make this sacrifice also."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I am not afraid, and if I met a lion in the cage, I would pull his +mane; he should do nothing to me. But he will reject my propositions as +he has always done. Yes, even if I found proofs."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Proofs! They will not give me back my freedom--yes, if he would, if he +became a subject of this country--we could appeal to justice; it would +even decide against the verdict of the church."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Proofs never do any harm--who knows what may happen? Perhaps his +speculations may some day oblige him to settle down here--then it would +always be well to possess proofs that may be turned against him, but it +will be difficult, almost impossible! However, I will venture to go and +seek him this evening. Perhaps chance may favour me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A craving for happiness has come over me, so intense as to strain +every nerve in my bosom. A glance at the smiling horizon brightens our +souls--and yet tears stand in our eyes. We weep with a prescience of +happiness which nevertheless appears to be unattainable. I do not know +why the pictures of my life crowd like feverish visions around me. I +seem to hear the sound of bells in the days of my childhood; I see +myself, dressed, go with the other children over high hills to the +pilgrims' chapel; then another bell ringing sounds in my ear. In those +days I did not know that it was the death-knell of all my life! Then +again I hear the exulting applause of many thousands, whom my song +delights, and yet I would give it all up for one whispered word of +love, of love that had the right to lasting happiness."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia was to sing in the "Somnambula" on that evening; she felt in +harmony with the part, to herself she often appeared to be walking in +her sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden came after the close of the theatre, and was admitted; Beate +hid her dark curls beneath a hood and begged Giulia for a dagger.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am going to the bandit, I must protect myself!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia started; a dagger always awoke gruesome recollections in her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden smiled, "Probably some masquerade?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Corpo di bacco</i>," said Beate, "the mask is not wanting, but the fun +is desperately poor."</p> + +<p class="normal">She received the dagger from her friend, and was dismissed with a kiss.</p> + +<p class="normal">Outside, Beate gave the maid instructions to be on the alert and to +wait for her even if she should return late. Antonie listened to the +directions with lowered eyelids and humble obedience, but at heart she +had decided differently. She knew that Blanden would stay at least an +hour, and if she should not disturb them, she would follow her own +amusements quite as undisturbedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Exactly opposite, in the large hall, there was a people's ball, and +Friederich, a cunning child of Berlin, servant to Lieutenant Buschmann, +had invited her to dance there with him for a little while, and had +promised to fetch her. All were pursuing their own pleasures, why +should she alone pass the time in solitude?</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia was melancholy, Blanden in a softened mood.</p> + +<p class="normal">Outside, jingled the bells of the sleighs, the winter sky, hard as +steel, was covered with clouds, and heavy dense snow-flakes, which fell +down soft as wool, proclaimed that the cold had diminished.</p> + +<p class="normal">The room was so homelike. The tea, which with all its accompaniments, +had been brought in by Antonie, who was then graciously dismissed, +infused upon the table. The fire crackled on the hearth.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was nothing to remind one of theatrical tinsel, everything bore +the impress of domestic comfort, to which the busts of the great +masters of art lent a radiance of idealism.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only the north knows this homelike comfort," said Blanden, "the +Laplander in his smoky hut, the dweller in Kamskatka who has +unharnessed his dogs, feel it more than the happy children of the +south, who wander beneath palms."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And more perhaps than we," added Giulia, "because as the crackling +coals upon the hearth, so do fading dreams stir in our souls, and often +burst once more into flames; of what use is this room's repose, if that +in our hearts be wanting?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That repose is best found in genial companionship; words have not yet +lost the spell of their magic power; familiar communication from lip to +lip can absolve us, it is the secret of the confessional."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia felt the truth of these words in her inmost heart; how +everything within her urged her to such absolution, and yet--it could +not be, 'twas vain!</p> + +<p class="normal">Convulsive sobs overcame her, and Blanden was amazed at the intensity +of the emotions which his passing remark had roused. How light her +heart would have been if she could have imparted to her friend all that +engrossed and tortured her day and night!</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, if he had only been a friend! But he should be more, be everything +to her, and one candid word could destroy her whole future. Perhaps she +might still succeed in breaking the evil magic to which she had +succumbed. Thus silence must be maintained.</p> + +<p class="normal">Together they read the recollections of Silvio Pellico; a deep +impression was made upon them by the picture of an artist in chains and +fetters--oh, those were not the worst which hung from the iron ring of +a prison wall.</p> + +<p class="normal">She displayed the greatest sympathy; to her it was as if the damp air +wafted through the casemates of the Spielberg filled her life, too, +with the same mouldy breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">She spoke of the castle of Chillon; that little spot had filled her +with intense sadness. There were plenty of dungeon towers for +salamanders and frogs, but this tomb of freedom made such a deeply +melancholy impression, surrounded as it is by the waves of a beautiful +lake, and granting a view of the peaks, high as heaven, of the Savoy +alps, which rise in the air like a fortress of liberty. It is this +contrast that makes such a painful impression, and as if called forth +by deepest emotions, she uttered the beautiful verse out of the "Ruins" +by Anastatius Grün--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"Oh, shade of my freedom fly not so fast,</p> +<p class="t2">For thee my heart yearns and craves ever more,</p> +<p class="t0">Like a fugitive bird that has clang to a mast,</p> +<p class="t2">When lost to its sight is the far away shore."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">Such ardent longing for liberty, for release, was shown in her recital +of these lines, in the tone of her voice, it was like the cry of +distress of a whole life, and at the same time the expression of utter +devotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden could not help it, he folded the beautiful woman to his heart, +and pressed a glowing kiss upon her lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">At that moment some one knocked, and simultaneously the door was thrown +open.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lieutenant Buschmann entered; disappointment and rage held him +spell-bound, so that he stood as if rooted to the ground; his bold +attack, upon which he had staked his last hope, had been shamefully +frustrated, but at least he possessed the proof that Giulia favoured +another, that her reserve was a lie.</p> + +<p class="normal">His cheeks, always red, burned like fire, and he stamped his jingling +spurs upon the floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">Everything had commenced so hopefully. Antonie had gone to the ball +with Friederich, and had entrusted the house and door key to the +latter's care. Under some pretence the officer's cunning servant had +left the ball for a short time, proceeded to his master's dwelling +close by, and delivered up the key of the fortress to that master.</p> + +<p class="normal">The game so far had succeeded, Friederich was once more dancing merrily +with his unsuspicious partner.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden sprang from the sofa, and stepped defiantly towards the +intruder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Has this gentleman the right to intrude here?" he asked Giulia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No--by heaven, no! Only by force or cunning can he have obtained +admission. Protect me from him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia covered her face with her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your conduct is shameless, sir!" cried Blanden to the officer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not another word with you! But one word still with this lady, who has +deceived us all; I owe it to the favour of chance that I have torn from +her the mask with which she has passed before the world as an +inexorable woman."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You shall leave the room this moment," said Blanden with firm +determination, "I have the right to bid you do so, because Signora +Giulia Bollini--is engaged to me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">With a loud cry, Giulia sank into the sofa cushions.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, then, I congratulate you upon the Polter-abend,"<a name="div2Ref_01" href="#div2_01"><sup>[1]</sup></a> said +Buschmann scornfully, as he turned upon his heels and left the room +amid the clatter of his spurs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What have you done?" said Giulia, as she gazed at Blanden with large +tearful eyes, her hand raised as if in protest, and sobbing with +internal agitation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will protect you against all the world," cried Blanden with, +overwhelming emotion, "my Giulia, my betrothed!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And she lay in his arms, half unconscious, acquiescent, infinitely +blissful, and desperately defiant of fate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come what may," whispered she, "I am yours."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_02" href="#div1_02">IN THE LION'S DEN.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Beate looked enterprising enough in the Spanish mantilla, which she had +thrown as a hood over her head; her little eyes sparkled; she resembled +a tiger cat, going out in search of prey.</p> + +<p class="normal">She rang at the door of a large house, and before the sleepy porter +opened it, she tried whether the dagger would spring easily and quickly +out of its sheath.</p> + +<p class="normal">She knew the way; it led through a spacious hall, and through a second +door standing open, past a back building of stables and sheds, which +looked as if some manor house had gone astray in the town.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she arrived at a small gate, and through the railing perceived a +two-storied garden house, of which the shutters were closed; only +through the door, draped with curtains on the ground floor, gleamed a +red light, whose lost reflection fell upon the silver of the frosty +snow, with which the nearest yew trees were covered.</p> + +<p class="normal">The gate was locked. Beate had to ring again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the snow crackled, and a gnome-like creature crept up to the gate; +almost buried beneath the weight of snow which the clouds and trees had +shed upon her, she stared at the stranger with glaring eyes; she looked +like an Esquimaux woman, at whose hut some stranger's hand knocks.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was Kätchen! After that meeting with Blanden she had stayed up in +her chamber; had tossed about upon her straw couch as if in feverish +delirium, until the grey morn rose above the roofs, then she had fallen +fast asleep. But mother Hecht knew no consideration for lazy +maid-servants, who neglected their duties--and when Kätchen, on the +following morning, appeared in the kitchen with hollow eyes and pallid +face, she was immediately driven out of the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Italian, who had known her at the sea-side, and had long had an eye +upon her, had also often spoken to her in the witch's kitchen, heard of +it; according to his views she combined two qualities which were of +equal value for his purposes; want of understanding, sullen +indifference to all that lay beyond her horizon, and a marvellously +developed instinct for everything in which she was interested. That +which was repulsive, even idiotic in her nature, was peculiarly +acceptable to him; she passed unnoticed, no one cared about her. Thus +she could do excellent service as a spy, and at night she was always to +be found at her post as porteress and sentinel where forbidden +pleasures were pursued.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Open the gate," said Beate. Kätchen examined her from head to foot, +and shrugged her shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Aprite dunque</i>," repeated Beate angrily, although the porteress, who +seemed to belong to the polar regions, did not bear the least +resemblance to an Italian.</p> + +<p class="normal">Kätchen asked her name. Beate gave her a card, upon which were written +the words Beate Romani.</p> + +<p class="normal">The little porteress sprang along the garden walk, in doing which it +pleased her to sweep the bushes in the nearest beds, so that their +boughs rattled, and threw out clouds of snow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate became impatient, she had to wait a long time; she shook the bars +of the railing like a wild beast in a cage.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last Käthe returned and opened the garden gate. Beate followed her +into the villa, they passed through a garden lighted with red lamps, up +a flight of steps, covered with a lovely carpet. Beate had to wait in +an ante-room; deathlike silence reigned in both the adjoining chambers +disturbed by no cry, by no chink of money, as she had expected.</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked at a picture on the wall; it represented a little church +upon an island in a lake; on all sides, high, bare hills, which glowed +in the radiant colouring of an Italian evening sky. She knew that +church, and gazed at the picture with a shrug of her shoulders; it +awoke a reminiscence, which at that moment was very unwelcome. And what +mockery--the house of God in the antechamber of a gambling hell!</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have not time now, Beate," said Baluzzi curtly, as he entered +through a side door, "but I will make you a proposal! I have visitors +with me, whom I am amusing with various games, now we are at roulette! +Be my guest--<i>che ne dite?</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What shall I do there? Lose my good name?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Puo darsi!</i> That is not an article which I keep in stock, but neither +do those seek it who come to me. However, we are silent. If the means +are wanting, I am at your service."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not play!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Remember Monaco, you were a fisher of gold, the money clung to your +rod."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not prepared for it to-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here you have money, you shall play for me! But come, come, I have not +time to talk."</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate was not at all disinclined to take a peep into the secrets of the +gaming hell; perhaps she might succeed in discovering something that +could be useful to her friend; she allowed herself to be persuaded, +laid cloak and hood aside, while Baluzzi said to her--</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are doing me a slight favour, Beate! I need the fair sex in my +parties, my graces gain wrinkles! But you are quite a pretty child, +such a little snake with red, fiery eyes, you are a <i>diavolessa</i>. I +know you; <i>tanto meglio</i>!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile they had traversed two empty rooms, and entered a brilliantly +lighted saloon, the windows of which were made doubly safe by shutters +and curtains.</p> + +<p class="normal">A loud buzz of conversation met the new comers, the game having been +interrupted. Baluzzi seemed happy to have captured an Italian woman, +and, with some pride, introduced Beate to those present as his +countrywoman.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Beate Romani--whence did this golden orange drop?" said an elderly +lady, with a complexion yellow as a citron, to her young neighbour, in +a low dress. The latter put her eyeglass more firmly upon her pug nose, +and replied--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Little and impudent--a soubrette! The captain is talking to her +already; she seems to be pert."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Polish Captain of Lancers, a Herr von Mierowski, did, indeed, find +pleasure in the wily Italian, whose smile was so charmingly reserved. +At the same time she let her eyes pass over the assembly, and +especially examined the ladies; of these there were four: the mother, +with the yellow tint in her face, and daughter, with the pug nose, also +bore Polish names, consisting of a whole <i>plica polonica</i> of letters. +Then there was another beauty in pink silk. That rose was a Berlin +lady, of remarkable loquacity. Her face did not correspond with her +toilet's language of flowers; she was pale as wax, and the pink ribbons +flowed down from flaxen hair. The fourth lady was an unusually slender +sylph, and Beate guessed correctly and quickly that she must be a late +performer in some ballet, who, after having gradually retreated from +the front row into the very last, had retired with honours from the +field of renown. She was a French-woman, who pretended to have taken +part in the Grand Opera, but who certainly had earned her questionable +laurels in booths, or on similar stages.</p> + +<p class="normal">The female company answered to that which is termed refuse at an annual +fair--gay glazed ware, full of bubbles and cracks. Beate soon +recognised this, but without being particularly contented with that +result of her observations. She knew only too well that none of these +Circes could have won Baluzzi's affections.</p> + +<p class="normal">Several patrician sons were to be found amongst the gentlemen, who +rather prided themselves upon trying their luck at the gaming table, +and having discovered a miniature Homburg and Baden-Baden in the city +of pure reason, at which were not wanting the Graces, who rustled their +silks through the state rooms and along the terraces. A Russian prince, +possessor of many serfs, was very impatient at the pause in the game, +and walked angrily up and down, caring as little about the seductive +beauties as if they had been painted in faded colours upon the walls.</p> + +<p class="normal">The play began afresh; the roulette ball commenced its fatal course; +people betted upon <i>rouge</i> and <i>noir</i> upon <i>pair</i> and <i>impair</i>, here +and there also considerable sums were placed upon single numbers, which +Baluzzi swept off with great satisfaction. The little gaming table was +arranged exactly after the pattern of the larger Rhenish banks, and +here, despite the small dimensions, sums could be lost which were not +at all proportionate to those dimensions. The young merchant sons +rejoiced over the losses, as much as over their gains, because they +could thus show that it mattered not at all to them how they sacrificed +vast sums, the loss of which would have reduced others to a state of +nervous agitation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Most eager was the Pole; he belonged to those persons who have +converted hazard into a system, and who lose themselves in deep +calculations as to the chances of the game; he sat with a little +writing tablet in his hand, and carefully noted the occurrences at the +green board, laughed at by the free thinkers of the gaming table, who +believe in chance only, just as others perceive but a game of hazard in +the great comedy of the world, and ridicule the thinkers who strive to +reduce it into a system. The mother and her flaxen-haired daughter also +played devotedly, although they merely pledged small sums; at each gain +or loss, a red streak suffused the yellow-bronzed complexion of the +mother, and the waxen features of the daughter received a sudden +crimson glow, which vanished again just as quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Despite all absorption in the hieroglyphics of chance, Mierowski had +leisure sufficient to observe Beate's mode of playing, which in its +thoughtless recklessness pierced his heart. Owing to the lively +interest which he felt in the dainty Italian, he could no longer look +calmly on; he rose from the table, and whispered the necessary hints to +her, not omitting to squeeze her hand in token of his friendship.</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate followed these hints, and lost bravely, an event which seemed to +confuse all rules of the gambling method. He was all the more eagerly +bent upon proving the truth of his calculations by means of his own +success.</p> + +<p class="normal">The heaps of gold on his right hand increased; the Polish mamma entered +into partnership with him already, and the flaxen-haired daughter was +much inclined to follow her example, but her neighbour and protector, +the son of the Kommerzienrath, in the <i>Kneiphöf Lang-gasse</i>, beneath +whose pennon her <i>louis d'ors</i> ventured out to sea, would never have +given his consent; he looked askant at the augmenting treasures of the +Pole. Baluzzi also became uneasy, because Mierowski steadily increased +his stakes.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last that state of feverish excitement set in which always precedes +any great crisis. The battle only raged between the banker and +Mierowski; all others as it were merely paid the entrance money with +their small stakes, in order to be present at this performance. The +victory suddenly seemed to incline to Baluzzi's side; twice following +he swept in heavy amounts. But the Pole doubled and trebled the stake +in order to break the bank, "<i>Le jeu est fait</i>," rang forth; with +beating hearts the little circle awaited the result which the weird, +rolling ball should bring. Beate had become pale as death, she knew +that this ball would once more pierce another's heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Va banque</i>," rang the Pole's cry of victory; all sprang up in +tumultuous excitement, so that the heaps of gold were scattered in all +directions, and some <i>louis d'ors</i> rolled upon the ground.</p> + +<p class="normal">With apparent composure Baluzzi said--</p> + +<p class="normal">"For to-day I acknowledge myself conquered, but the fortune of war +changes."</p> + +<p class="normal">At the same time he cast a venomous glance at the victorious Pole.</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate took advantage of the tumult to retire unnoticed, and to await +the Italian in a side room, so that her lengthy stay might not arouse +observation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mierowski's glances sought her in vain, as he rushed away with his +treasures; he was possessed with a violent passion for little Beate, +and was in a very liberal humour; he longed for another champagne +orgie, and the Hebe for it had been found, and was lost.</p> + +<p class="normal">Outside, he enquired of the half-witted porteress, for the little black +lady from Italy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Kätchen stared at him with astonished eyes, and several times repeated +the word, "Gone!" with pantomimic gesture. In so doing she was obeying +no injunction of Beate, but only her own instinct.</p> + +<p class="normal">The whole party broke up noisily; the Polish women lighted their +cigarettes, the pink Berlin lady disappeared in a grey sack-like winter +cloak, which suited her flaxen hair better. The gentlemen eagerly +discussed the last decisive battle, and were so excited and absorbed +that Kätchen picked up several <i>louis d'ors</i> at the garden gate, as +perquisites.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the house itself all had suddenly become silent; a tired lacquey +snored upon the bench in the hall; no one remembered to extinguish the +lamps and candles; a current of air blew in through the open doors; +several lights flickered and went out; others burned down and filled +the air with their odour.</p> + +<p class="normal">Baluzzi hastened, in wild excitement, through the saloons, and at last +found Beate upon a divan in the farthest room in the suite of +apartments. Only one hanging lamp shed a dim light.</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate sprang up from the sofa and assumed an attitude prepared for +defiance, for the Italian was greatly excited, and she knew that he +would then recklessly indulge his wild nature.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There you are--you would speak to me--<i>benissimo</i>. I too would speak +to you; you are probably afraid of me, little cat? You have an evil +conscience, yes, <i>per dio</i>, I might shake you to death, because you are +to blame for the last hesitation."</p> + +<p class="normal">At these words, he caught Beate with his powerful hand. But she drew +out her dagger.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stand back! I expected ill-usage; but I am prepared to protect myself +from it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Italian started back at the unexpected sight of the shining steel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Corpo del diavolo</i>," cried he, "the little witch has provided herself +well, but if I were to struggle with you--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just try it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are a little brigandess; it pleases me, it is Italian blood! But +you are also an intriguer, a shameless intriguer; she follows your +advice. I know it! Why was I obliged to go to the debtors' prison? +Could you not release me one day sooner? If it were not for the +disturbance, your dagger should not deter me, and even if the little +cat were to spring into my face, I should be able to settle her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us talk rationally, Baluzzi."</p> + +<p class="normal">"With the dagger in your hand?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is something like a wild beast about you! Fasten it in a +cage--and the dagger shall return to its sheath."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I will control myself, although it is difficult for me at this +moment. The misfortunes which persecute me, transport me into ever new +rage. Could the cursed ball not roll differently? <i>Sono alla +disperazione</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had seized a chair, and threw it to the ground with such force that +the back broke.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Has your rage nearly exhausted itself?" asked Beate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was a relapse--I will be calm. Sit down. What have you to tell me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">They sat down upon the sofa; Beate watched his every movement with a +keen glance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us talk quietly! This cannot go on much longer!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My business with Russia shall set me up again! '<i>E una fatalita!</i>' +This <i>maledetto polacco</i>! If only they had massacred him at Ostrolenka, +or beaten him to death with the knout in Siberia. He is a gambler by +profession, and believes to be in possession of the only luck-bringing +theory; but his theory is folly, while the misfortune is that he is +fortunate. It is the second time already that he has broken my +bank--without him I should be the luckiest player! He exercises an evil +eye upon me--I curse him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Leave that alone! The misfortune is the gambling--give it up, Baluzzi! +You will ruin yourself, and us with you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She still sings splendidly; while the gold of her voice resounds, gold +will resound in her money box."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But her voice is deteriorating."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bad fellows say so, and I punished one of them lately. Her voice is +still first-rate capital, will bring interest for long yet; there is no +want of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We shall come to want! You are a leech, an outrageous leech! She can +hardly pay for her own dress! And, to-day, bad luck again! No sooner +are your debts paid than a new demand menaces us. You are a bankrupt +every eight days."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will give up gambling now; I have no luck. But business is hazard, +too; the Russian frontier Guards are no joke."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Can you pursue no respectable business?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fill a paper bag with <i>quattrini</i>, every day another farthing, and lie +down to sleep happily when one paper bag is full, and a fresh one can +be twisted up--that is not my style! I do business on a large scale, I +would live grandly, I must, therefore, risk much! All or nothing--<i>va +banque</i>! What else can I do with your little honorariums? You have no +right to interfere with me; you deceive me, and you especially, little +Satan; you rouse her against me, and spin tissues of lies, and persuade +her to plead poverty. But I will sweep away the spider's web you have +woven, malicious spider that you are, and trample you under foot."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Italian assumed a menacing aspect; Beate kept her hand upon the +dagger.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Afraid again? Those little watchful eyes, how well they become you, +but I tell you I want money, much money, and she must give it me once +more! Could she not save during that couple of years when I lost all +traces of her, because I was stationed far away in the interior of +Russia, and could not escape from vile ill-luck? Why did she not save? +Why does she live like a princess? Probably she is collecting a dowry +for you; you are, doubtlessly, a pretty little betrothed; some unhappy +being has gone into your net, beguiled by that pretty visage! There is +still time to warn him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Calumny, vile calumny!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I shall hold her fast! Do she not fulfil her duties, I shall +appear again, and lay my hand upon her before all the world."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is on this point that I would speak to you, Baluzzi. There is only +one means by which she can still provide for you, even if her talent +has failed her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And that means?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You must set her free."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How your eyes sparkle, little viper," cried Baluzzi, springing up. +"That is a fine plan, probably conceived in this charming little head. +Do not give yourselves any trouble, things will remain as they were."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your own interest--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is thus best ensured. Will always be. I have certainty."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are sufficient grounds for you, according to the laws of this +country, if you only will--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Grounds abundant as flowers in May, as mushrooms after rain; but I +stand by the decree of the Church. I am not a subject of this country, +and will not become one."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But if we had reasons, proofs--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Aha, I repeat it, it is in vain--we stand under the laws of Italy and +of the Church, and what will you prove? That which was done was done +with her consent, according to her own desire, yet at first in +opposition to mine; and who tells you that I do not love her, love her +fervently, that I will always remain far from her? If she cease to be +the queen of the stage, then she will belong to me once again. No more +beautiful angel of damnation ever dwelled with Lucifer in the depths of +hell! Ha! how my bonds will rise; she shall preside at the green board, +it will be like a gaming hell in heaven! For me, at least, because she +shall be my slave, whom I love and chastise at the same time."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The dreams of a madman."</p> + +<p class="normal">"If they are only beautiful, those dreams, enchantingly beautiful, then +it is a foretaste, and the day will come on which this madness will +seek and find its victim."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Baluzzi, be reasonable," said Beate, insinuatingly, as she drew the +Italian down beside her, "you are not so foolish as you pretend to be; +you consented formerly, because you saw that it was for your mutual +good. Be reasonable now, too!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How the little cat can caress with its velvet paws."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is something in the air that can do you good also!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I curse that something and him, for I hate him also."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Jealousy still, senseless jealousy--<i>sareble vero!</i> She does not love +you; you cannot force her to do so! Is she the only woman in the world? +You give yourself freedom again. Take a large profit with you, and then +trouble yourself no more about her! We others may not be so beautiful, +to be sure, yet we are not made of marble either, but of flesh and +blood, and, if our eyes have not such depth, they flash all the more +merrily."</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate looked at the gambler with seductive glances. He put his arms +round her supple form, which only resisted feebly, pressed a kiss upon +her lips, but then wrenched himself away, pushed her from him, and +cried, as he sprang up--</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Corpo di bacco</i>, I know you, <i>diavola</i>! That is a worn-out game, and +I know, too, how the cards are shuffled! You are not indisposed to be +the victim of friendship. Aha, that is the cause of this sudden, +pretended, fervent love. But where are the witnesses--the dumb walls, +the lamps burning down? And, if there were witnesses, they would only +be of use so far as separate maintenance is concerned, with which the +Signora is not supplied. You have miscalculated, my child! To-day is +buried from the world, and to-morrow I shall not know you again."</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate stood drawn up erectly, the open dagger in her hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You misunderstand me, Signor Baluzzi! Our business is at an end!"</p> + +<p class="normal">At that moment Kätchen's head appeared in the half-open doorway.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You called me, Signor?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Listener," cried Baluzzi, enraged, "this eavesdropping in my own +house! Do not let me catch you a second time. Open the garden gate for +the Signora; wait below with the key!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Kätchen disappeared.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I require money; I do not yet know how much. I will first learn the +result of my business. You are a cunning mediatrix, little Beate, but +neither your paws nor your claws have power over me; but if anything be +in the air warn her not to venture upon too much, else she may have a +narrow escape."</p> + +<p class="normal">Below Kätchen was whistling upon the key of the gate. She soon +conducted Beate, who had drawn the hood over her head, through the +garden walks.</p> + +<p class="normal">The wild cat left the lion's den.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_03" href="#div1_03">THE MISTRESS OF THE BOARDING SCHOOL.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Da. Reising's credit had done its duty, as was shown by the shining +brass plate, upon which the skilful town engraver had etched the words, +"Lori Baute's Boarding School," in large, legible characters.</p> + +<p class="normal">There she sat, a small sovereign of a small state. The first object of +her ambition was attained. Indignant as she was at the noise which the +classes sometimes made, to her there was even a melodious echo in the +tumult. All these noisy beings are your pupils, entrusted to you, given +up to your authority, and this turbulence only proves how your school +flourishes.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had adopted a short, decided, dictatorial manner, and practised it +before the mirror; she had also pondered over a necessary alteration in +her dress, and arrived at the conclusion that her present position +required a certain sacrifice, the sacrifice of youth. Fräulein Sohle, +her predecessor, had none to make in that respect, she was totally +different from her pupils, with the advantage of her maturer years, and +with unartificial dignity, such as is united without effort to creases, +wrinkles, and a figure which only appears as the physical residuum of +an intellectually extinguished spirit.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Lori was still young; her looking glass told her that she might +compete in charms with the youngest teachers, yes, she even looked +younger than she was.</p> + +<p class="normal">School, and that life to which she might still lay claim, were opposed +to one another, but she must make some concession. She made up her mind +to it, and decided upon the loss of those curls, which the profane +world designated "love-locks."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not easy for her to relinquish the glossy, youthful head-gear, +but the gloomy framework of snake-like curls imparted an otherwise +unattainable dignity to her features. To be sure her eyes flashed out +all the more boldly, and her tiny person could not possibly transform +itself into a Juno. Nevertheless she knew how to inspire respect; +wherever she appeared, all noise was stilled, her omniscience was +feared, because she knew how to find out by inquisition and torture +everything that happened in any portion of her dominions. The +governesses were afraid of her and her spies; they felt that every step +was watched, without knowing in what tangible form those dark powers +dogged their heels.</p> + +<p class="normal">The older tutors also obeyed the young ruler's will with a certain +gallantry; only the young master with the moustache opposed an +unbending mind, and appeared to be determined to go his own way.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was thought to be omniscient, poor Lori! How gladly would she have +been so! because unnatural obscurity hovered over one of the most +important questions which occupied her. Far away beyond the attained +goal her ambition was again striving after new objects--how very +different to be a proud <i>châtelaine</i>, and the wife of a nobleman of +position--and was this impossible for her?</p> + +<p class="normal">She sat silently, and counted up all the tokens of attention which +Blanden had vouchsafed to her. The sum was a considerable one, if only +all the separate posts had been secure--!</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden had availed himself of her last invitation in the +confectioner's shop to visit Reising, just before his departure to the +province, and, indeed, on the same day. Was it merely his eagerness to +fulfil a social duty while he had time, or was it liking for, and +interest in her poor self?</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Reising had received him very pleasantly. Euphrasia had been +agreeable, yes, coquettish--Lori had no other name for it; even Emma +had shed the light of her kitchen lantern upon the high politics of the +reception-room; and actually Albertine made up her mind to speak.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he had distinguished her above all the others, talked with her in +preference, and she herself had been intellectual, particularly +intellectual; she must say that for herself, there are days upon which +the silver melts unaided from the mental ore, and becomes liquid, days +of an intellectual silvery appearance. Could Blanden be unsusceptible +to such silvery looks? For he had been in the province a long time. Dr. +Reising had departed with her sisters; she had undertaken the school, +it was a time of anxiety. He was far away, she could only preserve his +image in her heart, and at rare moments take it out for devout +contemplation.</p> + +<p class="normal">But now he had returned again, she had seen him. Twice he had ridden +past her house. Was it chance, or intentional? He had looked up at her +windows; did he seek her, or did he only notice the wild noise issuing +from one of the classes, the windows of which, in spite of the cold, +had to be opened on account of a worn-out stove!</p> + +<p class="normal">Much more weighty was the fact that for several days she had each +morning found a bouquet of hot-house flowers in her vase.</p> + +<p class="normal">A man-servant had delivered them to the housemaid without giving the +name of the donor. In each bouquet was concealed an envelope, in which +was a card containing a verse. Such forbidden goods in a girls' school, +and to be sent to her, the mistress! But she resigned herself to the +inevitable, did not burn the cards, nor did she forbid the reception of +the bouquets.</p> + +<p class="normal">Did they come from Blanden? A blissful suspicion told her so, she +believed to find reminiscences of their conversations in some of the +verses. Had he not spoken of the solitude of his woods, and did not the +first verse begin with an allusion to it?--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"Without thee darling I am lonely,</p> +<p class="t2">All the light of life doth die,</p> +<p class="t0">All my heaven is in thee only,</p> +<p class="t2">No star is in th' eternal sky</p> +<p class="t0">Save thou smile and bid me see,<br> +Save thou come and bide with me."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">She imagined she heard Blanden's soft mellifluous voice in the melody +of these lines; but why did he not come? She would gladly have let her +eyes shine upon him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bolder was the last poem! It spoke of the lotus-flower. Blanden had +been in India, the exotic colouring of the lines possessed a warmth +such as only personal experience can impart:</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px"> +"A god of Hindoo dreams,</p> +<p class="t2">Cradled in the lotus-flower,</p> +<p class="t0">Then enchanted it would seem</p> +<p class="t2">By a goddess' magic power;</p> +<p class="t0">And wert thou my goddess true<br> +I should be enchanted too."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">In spite of the oriental figurative language, the meaning of these +lines was not incomprehensible; they were from Blanden. They must have +originated from him, and mentally Lori composed the anti-strophe--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"Let the lotus shed its perfume,</p> +<p class="t2">Tarry not in lover's pain,</p> +<p class="t0">In the castle of Kulmitten</p> +<p class="t2">I will as your goddess reign."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">And if Blanden were the author, the sender of these exotic nosegays, +nothing but delicate consideration could restrain him from seeking her! +He indeed knew where the lotus-flower bloomed, but could he know how he +should be received? He must show some regard for the mistress' +character, upon which her existence depends. He had no pretext for such +a visit; he had no little daughter to introduce. Oh, she understood him +thoroughly, and she respected him the more, the more she understood +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">She considered long what pretext she could find for a meeting; she made +plans, and rejected them again. At last she decided upon her favourite +weapon, a pink note--an anonymous pink note! He was discreet, she might +trust him, there was nothing remarkable about a chance meeting in the +confectioner's shop; but the reason? This was of less importance; once +she was seated before him, all doubts must vanish.</p> + +<p class="normal">These lines, these flowers, and the look in his eyes, a single pregnant +word--and the enigma would be solved with magic speed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The pink note merely contained the words, "a lady begs for your advice +and help," also the place and the hour of the assignation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden was on friendly terms with Reising; she, without male support +since her brother-in-law's departure, had she not every right to turn +to him, and her doing so would enlighten him.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was the tutor with the moustache, handsome Dr. Sperner, he became +bolder and more defiant each day, yes even at times he seemed to treat +her like a little girl, and not as the principal of the school. Blanden +should advise her how she was to behave to the doctor, a little +interference in her favour would lower the young man's presumptuous +tone; he must learn that she was sure of manly protection.</p> + +<p class="normal">When in the act of taking her straw hat out of the drawer so as to make +her toilette in keeping with her correspondence, Dr. Sperner was +announced again. He entered so boldly, that one might have expected to +see spurs on his boots.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You wish to speak to me, dear Fräulein?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Later, a few hours later, I begged you to come to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know, but I shall not have time! This white slavery only extends +over lectures and consultations, not the entire day, even if it be the +most amiable lady planter's slavery."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do these insinuations mean, Herr Doctor?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I gladly look upon myself as your slave, my Fräulein! If capital be +allowed to plunder our mental labour, it may be endured from an owner +of capital, such as you, dear Fräulein, with whom a man could live. But +what do you wish?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can now only explain my views very briefly upon two points which I +wish to see altered; yes, I expect, I command that they be altered!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The Doctor bowed with a mocking smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Even on my first visit to the establishment, I made these +observations," continued Lori, while she assumed a stern tone, and +shook back one spiral curl that fell over her face, "the themes which +you give to the pupils are totally unsuitable, just so the theme for +the last composition, 'Why did Egmont not marry Klärchen?' That does +not appear to be the proper manner of introducing our classics."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There our views differ, dear Fräulein! Upon reflection, you will find +how improving such tasks are. They accustom the girls to grasp the most +important questions in life in an independent manner, and, above all, +to treat them with tact. Besides, I avoid themes which lead to +commonplaces, and which have already been written upon hundreds of +times. New questions which cause independent thought--that is my +object. I should like to wager that hitherto even you have not thought +over my questions."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I must decline, Herr Doctor, to be placed on a par with my pupils."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am far from doing so, excepting on one point, namely, youth and +loveliness."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You forget to whom you are speaking. Such susceptibility, however, is +a superfluous quality in the masters at my school."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What would a teacher of youth be, who possessed no susceptibility for +the beautiful?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Many pupils and their parents complain of your partiality. I find that +they are right. I have examined the corrected copy-books very closely. +You show such partiality to that fat Iduna; orthographical mistakes, +which, for the others, you mark with thick red lines, in her case you +treat as clerical errors, which you do not count, which you do not put +down in the margin or add up. Thus Iduna always receives a good notice. +And yet that girl brought forward the unutterable nonsense that Egmont +did not marry Klärchen because it would have been inconvenient, and +marriage, especially owing to ladies' dress, costs too much money; +although lace was made in Brussels and Flanders, and was cheaper than +with us. And this sentence you did not even cross out, while you +accompany the poetical ideas of other girls with red notes of +interrogation."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Iduna possesses sound common sense, although she is of a prosaic +nature. We must encourage it. On the other hand, it is a master's duty +to eradicate betimes all that is too fantastic; life does not fulfil +such foolish dreams."</p> + +<p class="normal">"As well as Iduna, you favour Clara, who is not her inferior as to +voluptuous form; it seems that you like full-blown roses."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are mistaken, Fräulein; besides, my private taste has nothing to +do with my profession and your establishment. It is thoroughly feminine +to recognise no principles, and to impute everything to the +affections."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because," interposed Lori, "in a boarding school they are ill-weeds, +which must be eradicated first of all."</p> + +<p class="normal">"As you like to decide upon matters which do not belong to your duties +as principal, although, as a girl, they may be interesting to you--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The distinctions which you make are unsuitable--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I must defend my taste against your accusations. I do not +love such phlegmatic contented natures. I love what is fine and +piquant--vivacious, intellectual eyes, dainty figures--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thank you for your confessions, but I am not in a position to listen +to them any longer; I must leave you. But yet, I must request better +themes for German tasks, and greater impartiality--and you will obey my +orders."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly; 'Thoughts on the awaking of Spring' shall be the next theme +for our first-class, and Iduna shall receive the worst report. You had +better take your fur instead of your cloak, Fräulein! It is bittterly +cold, as the sentries say in 'Hamlet,' before they see the ghost. Can I +assist you? That pink bonnet becomes you charmingly, dear Fräulein! You +can wear the most youthful colours, but smooth bands of hair would suit +you better than these corkscrews. Good-by!"</p> + +<p class="normal">With a mocking smile, but a fiery glance at the young mistress, the +audacious Doctor took leave. Lori was indignant at his daring, and at +the superior tone which he assumed, but she was still more angry with +herself that she had not been able to keep him within bounds; that she +felt subdued before him, as was Mark Antony before Cæsar's genius. She +must procure advice, it was high time.</p> + +<p class="normal">Soon Lori was seated in the confectioner's shop, and waited eagerly for +the result of her pink note.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden entered: he went excitedly and hastily through the apartments; +he had received the note, and connected its contents with Giulia, who +occupied all his thoughts. For this reason he had acceded to its +invitation, although the preparation for his meeting with the +Lieutenant claimed all his time. He recognised Lori, and went towards +her; she thought it advisable at once to acknowledge her authorship of +the note. Blanden seated himself beside her, and listened absently to +her communications. The less Lori really had to say, the longer she +spun it out: she began with their meeting at the sea-side, with the +friendship which Professor Reising had always entertained for Blanden; +she painted pictures of the short time they had been together, in the +most vivid colours. Blanden sat there so dreamily; was he revelling in +the same recollections; did he smile in silent delight, or only out of +politeness?</p> + +<p class="normal">Now Lori began to talk about herself; she drew a touching sketch of her +childhood and youth. Blanden's eyes became more and more concealed +beneath their lids, imparting a dreamy appearance to him; was it +fervour or abstraction?</p> + +<p class="normal">In the midst of her recital Lori watched the play of her listener's +countenance with nervous attention, and was miserable that she could +not fathom the impression which her words made upon him, because this +was the principal object of the meeting. She hardly dared confess to +herself that she had perceived how forced was his attention, and that +his pulses did not seem to beat any higher.</p> + +<p class="normal">She sought to awaken a deep interest by representing how difficult it +was for a girl to fight her way through the world; she had bought the +school, but now stood there quite isolated, helpless in many respects. +She complained of several governesses, especially of the rebellious +master.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I should dismiss him," said Blanden, with great composure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is not so easy as you think. He has his faults, but it is difficult +to find a substitute. Besides, he is thought something of in society. +In such an establishment one has not only to think of the daughters, +but also of the mothers. And, as far as the mothers are concerned, he +is a veritable Faust; he possesses the keys to their hearts."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But he would listen to serious remonstrance."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He treats me, I hardly like to say it, as a loveable little person, +who, by mere chance, has been wafted to the head of the school; as a +cypher, to which some small capital has put a figure before it. If he +knew that I am not quite unprotected, that my brother-in-law, that my +brother-in-law's friends support me--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is a knight's duty to protect ladies who implore protection," said +Blanden. "I shall always fulfil that duty. If the young Doctor should +be guilty of anything in the least degree unbecoming towards you, +reckon upon me; I shall call him to account."</p> + +<p class="normal">This sounded so delightful, so hopeful! Lori's heart exulted, her eyes +rested with such confiding trust upon the knight, who vowed his +services to her; words of gratitude flowed warmly and fervently from +her lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now she had gained courage to prosecute her research as to whether the +knight had already borne any lady's colours.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You surely lead a very solitary life in Kulmitten?" asked she, +assuming a most significant air, and emphasising the word "solitary" +very markedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall spend the winter mostly in the town," replied Blanden.</p> + +<p class="normal">The man with the iron mask, thought she, he denies his flowers, but has +he, like many, only warm feelings in his verses?</p> + +<p class="normal">The suspicion that those lines did not originate from him still +appeared incredible to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One who has lived so long in Hindustan, amongst the lotus-flowers, +may, indeed, find it very desolate here with us."</p> + +<p class="normal">She cast a sympathetic glance at Blanden, who was so impolite as to +look at his watch at that very moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lotus-flowers, the cradle of the gods," continued Lori, raising her +eyes like her sister Ophelia, for which, however, she had not the long +silken lashes; she had no talent for moonlight of the soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing looks so poetical when seen quite closely," said Blanden, "as +in the poet's verses, neither lotus flowers, nor gods, nor bayaderes. +The lotus flowers are of as beautiful a pink as your bonnet, Fräulein, +Nevertheless, the holy plant possesses a very prosaic side, too; bread +can be made from its fruit."</p> + +<p class="normal">Was this meant for a significant or, perhaps, even a malicious +allusion? Lori had plenty of time for reflection, because immediately +after Blanden politely took leave, while he repeated that he should +always be ready to protect her.</p> + +<p class="normal">A feeling of great uncertainty took possession of her. All that Blanden +said was so cool, so distant. Had she been mistaken? Did the castles of +Kulmitten and Rositten belong to those in the air? or was he only +teasing her? Did the merry cupids take refuge in his flowers and lines +of poetry, while he acted the part of grave invincibility?</p> + +<p class="normal">As Lori left the confectioner's shop, she had to pass readers, who were +deeply absorbed in their newspapers. One gigantic sheet was suddenly +lowered, and behind it appeared the moustache of Dr. Sperner, who +greeted the principal of the boarding school with a slight bow, and +smiled familiarly, as she strolled past him.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a sleepless night, in which the ardent desires of her heart were +driven to flight by the implacable calculation of her understanding, +and after mature consideration, she was obliged to acknowledge a +defeat, which, happily, she had suffered in total secrecy. In the +morning she again found a bouquet of flowers and a note:</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"Ah, these runes, dear, pray decypher,<br> +Put an end to my love's pain;<br> +For 'tis not Iduna I love,<br> +No, I love but you alone!"</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">This was the height of impudence. The moustachioed teacher cast his +mask aside. In her own establishment had sprung up the ill-weeds of +poetry and bouquets.</p> + +<p class="normal">Should she give him notice?</p> + +<p class="normal">Under existing circumstances she resolved not at once to speak about +these love poems, so opposed to all rule, but to hold farther mental +debates with herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Iduna's next exercise teemed with red corrections. Lori rewarded Dr. +Sperner for them with a grateful smile.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_04" href="#div1_04">IN THE FOREST OF JUDITENKIRCHEN.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Early in the morning the carriage stopped before the village inn. +Blanden, Kuhl, and two other gentlemen sprang oat; the pistol cases +were left in the carriage.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have come too early; there is still half an hour's time," said +Kuhl, "a morsel to eat cannot hurt us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The morning is as hard as iron; the roads sparkle as if they were +armour clad," said the Doctor.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden drummed his fingers upon the table. Kuhl sat down beside him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I cannot, indeed, understand why you plunged yourself into this +danger?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is to revenge Giulia's honour upon a miscreant."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, you know my opinion about duels; it is a special act of +friendship that I second you. I have, it is true, several times, used a +human body as a target, and marked it there when I intended to do, +because I set to work conscientiously, and did not swerve an iota from +my intentions. I wish you had my eye and hand to-day!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I prefer to leave it to chance," said Blanden, "then I shall have a +clearer conscience."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But now," continued Kuhl, "no one would easily inveigle me into such a +duel. I do not hold Falstaff's views about honour, but I think that all +which does but exist in the opinion of mankind, enjoys a very shadowy +existence, and that it is not worth while, for the sake of such +dissolving views, for such opinions which fade into mist, and from day +to day assume a different form, to let a bullet be driven into one's +body."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But we are dependent upon the opinions of mankind, especially of those +human beings with whom we must live."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Those are the so-called class prejudices; for a citizen of the world +like you they should not exist. You know best that in Honolulu upon +such matters people think quite differently from what they do in the +Fiji Islands, or even in Japan, where they simply rip up their own +persons. It would be too cheap a mode of regaining one's lost honour if +it were only necessary to burn powder in the pan."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We often long to punish an enemy," said Blanden, "and there is no +other suitable method than that of standing before him with sword or +pistol in one's hand. Hatred and enmity cannot be eradicated, and such +silently nourished ill-will, such Platonic hatred, as people might term +it, gnaws at one's vitals, just as does Platonic love. Every passion +must obtain satisfaction, therefore the world has produced swords and +pistols."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are right," said Kuhl, "the world, once for all, belongs to +cannibals, and the religion of love and peace, despite more than a +thousand years' reign, has not been able to eradicate manslaughter. And +so long as it is prosecuted on a large scale for the sake of a morsel +of land, or questions of lofty etiquette and political politeness, one +can really not object, when, on a small scale, people go to war with +one another for considerations of honour; at least, it is a cheaper +pleasure, and does not cost the blood of nations."</p> + +<p class="normal">"In my duel, dear Kuhl," said Blanden, "in the first place a woman's +honour is concerned, and it is much more easily injured. As some birds +in Hindoostan, according to the opinions of the people, only live upon +the drops of rain which fall from the clouds, so do women only live +upon that heavenly refreshment which lies in the delicate sense of +their honour."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nonsense," said Kuhl, "people scorn the world's opinion."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then one must live upon a desert island, like Robinson Crusoe."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Every truly free man is a Robinson who does not require mankind. A +robinsonade in society, it is that which is right, therein lies the +guarantee of happiness."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Women must not have that wish; through it they would fool away the +happiness of their life."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who can deprive them of the happiness that they conquer boldly?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"True! Listen to me; at such moments a man thinks more seriously upon +many things. I am about to fight for a woman's honour, you make game of +it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Blanden," cried Kuhl, jumping up. "My voice has more weight now, for +that which I say to you may be my last testament. You deprive two girls +of their good name, the sole guarantee which they possess for the peace +of a later life. Now they may play and joke, some day earnestness and +loneliness will come."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, the one has already retired from me; Olga threatens to become +untrue to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Possibly, then, all the more grave is your duty to the other, who now +defies the world's opinion; be it from folly, be it from passion, +later, however, she will lament that she did so, when, after a short +intoxication, she must lead a long, joyless, poverty-stricken life. You +have no duties; one day you will forsake her entirely, and she will be +left to gaze into long, lasting misery. She has rejected one honest +wooer."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You speak of your friend Wegen!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I speak of what my heart feels. I am, perhaps, about to sacrifice my +life to one woman, therefore you can surely sacrifice your theories to +another. A man may become a martyr to his faith, but he may not make +others so."</p> + +<p class="normal">Kuhl was silent, it was a disagreeable conversation on a disagreeable +morning; he must allow that Blanden was right, it was the way of the +world. He shivered; the narrowness of a subject's life seemed to +oppress him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One thing more," said Blanden, "take care of Giulia if I fall. The +world will condemn her as being the cause of my death. Perhaps her +artistic career may be endangered. She has no support, no friend! +Everything seems to be double-faced that moves around her. Be you her +friend; will you promise it me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"With all my heart," said Kuhl.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have made my will; the legacy I leave to her is considerable enough +to ensure her a life free from care, even if she retire from the stage. +Help her with good advice, but do not forget that she is almost my +widow, too sacred for frivolous games, and veiled for you by this my +last solemn word."</p> + +<p class="normal">Kuhl thought to himself, "Jealous beyond the grave," but he did not +venture to smile, he only squeezed his friend's hand in silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden looked at the clock--it was time. All entered the carriage +again, which rolled along upon creaking wheels through the snow-laden +forest.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the edge of the pine wood another carriage was standing; the +opponents had just arrived.</p> + +<p class="normal">The scene of conflict was a little snow-covered glade; distances were +measured, and the weapons examined. Blanden knew no fear, not even fear +of death, but the full consciousness of the nonentity of existence +overcame him. There was nothing appalling for him in death, but +something almost humiliating. It was miserable, full of thoughts which +grasp a world to be hurled to the ground by a piece of rattling metal, +which pierces one in rapid flight, which even an old decayed tree stem +can defy; it was too wretched to lie here bedded in the snow like any +crow shot down from the grey wintry sky by the sportsman's gun, so that +the wings of the mind hang down paralysed and dead for evermore, like +the wings of the hideous bird which just now croaked so loudly for prey +and food.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lifeless lead--and instead of the agitated spirit's notes of +exclamation and interrogation, that one great line which ends this +chapter of life, and perhaps the whole book.</p> + +<p class="normal">And, yet, it is easy to die on a frosty, winter's day, when all life +cowers, when the trees stretch their bare summits into the misty grey +atmosphere, and the shroud of snow lies upon all the forests and +meadows. All nature shudders, as if renouncing every happiness.</p> + +<p class="normal">But, no! One heart there is that beats anxiously for you; two eyes +which already dedicate scalding tears to the dark possibility that +menaces you; there, indeed, is life and happiness, and from these it is +that you must part.</p> + +<p class="normal">As is the case in all moments of most supreme tension, Blanden's mind +saw such pictures and thoughts pass before him with a certain rigidity, +and only awoke again as Kuhl pressed the pistols into his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Attempts at reconciliation had not been made, the bitterness of the +opponents was too great, those polite ceremonies, which had been made +for form's sake, were dropped again immediately, as being perfectly +futile.</p> + +<p class="normal">As in a dream, Blanden saw the colossal officer step before him. He +hated the man until that moment, then he was seized as with pity for +such a sensual life, and then, again, with a change of thought, quick +as lightning, his mind flew to recollections of his school days, and he +thought of Homer and the Bible, which tell so accurately how many feet +of earth such a mighty man covered in his fall.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then in the midst of these dreamy thoughts, rang the call of the +seconds, the fatal counting began, the shots fell, and behind the +clouds of powder, each glance sought the falling opponent, but only +Buschmann had the satisfaction of rejoicing in that spectacle.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden sank to the ground, the officer's bullet had struck his breast.</p> + +<p class="normal">Kuhl and the surgeon knelt beside him. Buschmann did not trouble +himself about his victim, did not even vouchsafe a casual enquiry; with +a hasty greeting, he left the scene of the conflict.</p> + +<p class="normal">The surgeon gave hopes; the ball had penetrated the chest, but it +appeared to him to be one of those rare cases in which no serious +injury of a vital organ had taken place. Kuhl also shared that opinion.</p> + +<p class="normal">After adjusting the bandages, Blanden was lifted into the carriage, and +driven home. The drive was very exhausting, and as the carriage rattled +over the stone pavement, Blanden lost consciousness.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he awoke out of the dull web of a confused world of dreams, with +its shadows melting into one another, he saw a pale form seated by his +bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was Giulia.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her gaze rested anxiously upon him; she kissed his unclosing eyes, she +kissed his hands amidst scalding tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had fought for his betrothed, from henceforth she would be his.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_05" href="#div1_05">INTERNAL STRUGGLES.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Giulia nursed Blanden unweariedly; she let the performance of "Il +Barbière di Sevilla" be postponed again and again, to the great +annoyance of the <i>impressario</i>, and only when Blanden began to recover +did she attend the rehearsals.</p> + +<p class="normal">Calm as she appeared by the bedside, a mighty struggle was disturbing +her soul.</p> + +<p class="normal">She often gazed with silent emotion upon his noble gentle features, as +he lay there with closed eyes, when his wounded chest heaved with +convulsive breathing. For her he had gone to meet death. Was he the +victim of a lie? Her passionate love was indeed truth, although all +else might be deception.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had but one alternative, the fearful alternative of losing him for +ever, or of conquering him by impious defiance of law and custom.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was an Italian; she possessed fiery blood, and the language which +passion spoke, even if it drove her out into the boundless, was to her +almost irresistible.</p> + +<p class="normal">Grown up in a stage world, in which adventures are represented before +the footlights and experienced behind the scenes, she had no true +comprehension of the limits of respectable life; she was inclined in it +to perceive a restraint over which the laws of the heart had the right +to triumph. Brigandage lives in the blood of Italians; there is also a +<i>brigantaggio</i> of the heart, which breaks into the sanctuaries of the +law with daring boldness, and deems the power of life higher than that +which only seems to be a lifeless form, a written paragraph. What is +unworthy, let it be authorised by earth or heaven, appears to be a +fetter, to break which, is esteemed an act of heroism, even although it +may be deemed a crime in the eyes of the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">But she knew that Blanden thought differently; here in the North the +law was a great power; he possessed a knightly mind, which never thinks +of deception. She could only be really his if she took all the daring +upon herself alone, converting a degrading secret into a new heavy load +of guilt.</p> + +<p class="normal">And had not the worst happened already, and from no fault of hers? Had +he not suffered heavy pain for the sake of the impossible, which could +only become possible by impudent deception, and unbroken silence? +Should she not now, if she confessed all, prepare him a certain painful +disappointment, which hereafter only hostile chance could bring upon +him?</p> + +<p class="normal">Who guarantees any long endurance to happiness? She would enjoy it, +even if the chasm which yawns behind every bliss were nearer to her and +deeper than it usually is. But she could only obtain and enjoy this +felicity with heart-throbbings and anguish of conscience, condemned to +everlasting anxiety, dependent upon the good-will, the whims of a +despicable man; this roused her heart against fate, robbed her of +sleep, and dreams full of wild pictures of horror drove her terrified +mind hither and thither in alarm.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ever again her conscience rebelled, and urged her to a confession that +would free her; ever again she repressed it firmly, as the huntsman +restrains the dog that will frighten away the game of which he is +secure.</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate was calmer, she had given an account of her visit to Baluzzi, she +would decidedly not give up all hope, and thought he would still allow +himself to be persuaded to become a subject of that country; but Giulia +cried in supreme excitement--</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no, the disgrace of my life must remain in everlasting obscurity, +how foolish to wish to drag it into court; it was a thought that could +only come to me in utter helplessness. Then, too, Blanden would be lost +to me; would there be anything more degrading for me, than to have to +acknowledge that man before all the world? Only in deepest secrecy can +my welfare lie."</p> + +<p class="normal">When Blanden became better, he spoke to his nurse of their marriage. +Giulia covered him with kisses, but she shuddered inwardly, both with +joy and fear. Ever nearer drew the fatal moment which she awaited with +equally ardent longing and nameless terror.</p> + +<p class="normal">More agitated than ever, she returned home. Beate was all the more +cheerful, and hummed an Italian popular air.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I envy you your good humour, but it appears to me to be almost like +mockery of me and my urgent need."</p> + +<p class="normal">"When there is a wedding in prospect, one cannot be sad."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A wedding, oh my God! Happiness which all the world would envy me, +envy me with reason, which I would not reject, even if my soul's +salvation were at stake--and side by side with the most supreme +delight, stand the feelings of a criminal who is led to execution!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Vedremo</i>--there may still be a means of escape."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A means of escape--does not danger ever hover over my head, mortal +danger?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps there are means of disarming it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, speak! You are clever and cunning, Beate. I hunger for a word of +hope, of comfort, for relief in my unbounded fear."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It would be a risk--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What would I not risk in order to be free from this racking torture of +my heart."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You could not undertake this risk, only I, and the consequences if it +fail, would fall heavily upon my head."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I would implore you even to undertake the most daring act, if it can +bring me rescue. And yet how could I plunge you too into destruction, +require a sacrifice of you for which I can grant you no compensation?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That be my affair, inseparable friendship in life and death is +compensation for all."</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Carissima</i>, good Beate," said Giulia, as she cordially embraced her +friend.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And then--I like setting out upon adventures, even if I must traverse +break-neck paths. Danger attracts me, and all secrecy, even if it be +not exactly sweet, has a great charm for me. It makes my blood surge, +then I feel that I live! And if such a bold plan have succeeded, ah, +what a triumph! Then people will say, 'what does not lie in such a +pretty little head,' then one imagines oneself like the mouse that, in +the fable, gnawed the lion's bonds. But to play a trick upon such +an overbearing villain and robber, secretly, in the dead of night, +without him perceiving or knowing it; to remove the weapon out of his +hand--that alone is worth risking this neck for; I hope the saints will +not leave so pretty a little creature as Beate Romani quite in the +lurch."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what do you think of doing?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Give me money, I will travel to Italy."</p> + +<p class="normal">"To Italy?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"To the lake of Orta, to the island of San Giulio!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know what I will, but not yet how I will carry it out. That must be +left to the impulse of the moment. The past is a fairy tale, a legend, +if the proofs be wanting. I will destroy the proofs."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Beate!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where are they, but upon the little rocky island of Berengar? There +they still display the skin of that snake, which Saint Giulo killed; +well, I hope that the little viper into which Beate Romani is to be +transformed, will succeed with the new saints who keep guard there."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are contemplating a crime?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am contemplating the destruction of a great lie, which clings to +your life as if with the arms of a polypus. A lie for your heart, but a +truth for the world; a vile, shameful truth if I do not--but what +matter is that to you? Do not question me too much! What I do, I shall +do alone, and because it pleases me. I ask you for the money for my +journey--let the rest be my care."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia sat there with folded hands; should she give her consent to a +deed which, as she suspected, was directed against law and church!</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet could she hesitate? Her passion drove her still farther upon the +fatal course, and shuddering inwardly, she was obliged to confess to +herself that every act of Beate's was less of a sacrilege than that +which she now so often firmly and steadily contemplated, and the worst +consequences of which her friend sought to avert.</p> + +<p class="normal">To that first meeting, to that short-lived felicity by which she first +emancipated herself from her stern duty, this lawless deed was now, as +if forcibly, and ever anew united to unholy consequences.</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia wrung her hands in despair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me consider it, weigh it--not too hastily accede to the transient +idea! Too much is at stake for me--for you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A leaf in the wind--and all is done!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A leaf in the wind?" said Giulia thoughtfully "is my life not one +already? And if your plan miscarry, if they catch you--?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"From my childhood I have been used to walk on narrow paths, often have +wandered with my father across the steep boundary roads of the Italian +Tyrol; with him have crouched under rocky boulders, or in concealment +behind the lofty Arves, have slided down glaciers without being afraid +of the yawning <i>crevasses</i> in which death lurked! They shall not catch +me, and if such an incredible thing were to happen, well it would only +befall me! You may be calm and need have no fear."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia still hesitated, and begged for a few more days for reflection.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile the <i>impressario</i> could be appeased no longer, and Giulia was +obliged to appear as Rosina!</p> + +<p class="normal">While she had been nursing Blanden, excluded from the world, her +enemies had been indefatigably active in destroying her character. +Buschmann had kept his word, and in revenge had spoken everywhere with +most ruthless exaggerations of her affair with Blanden. The duel, it is +true, had not come to the official knowledge of the authorities, but it +was spoken of in every circle. People pitied Blanden, but with the pity +soon was mingled the condemning verdict, "he loves adventures!" The +Signora herself, however, appeared as one of those intriguing <i>prime +donne</i>, who know how to attract a number of lovers and admirers, and +then set them one against another, so that some fatal scandal may show +the power of their beauty in high relief.</p> + +<p class="normal">In this troubled domain of public opinion, Spiegeler now cast his evil +seed--notice after notice full of piquant stings, innuendoes, +unmistakable hints. In his paper he had an article, "Behind the +Scenes;" there Giulia was the heroine. In the most absurd paragraphs, +she was not named, but none could fail to guess it was she. Side by +side with them appeared criticising treatises upon the art of song, +containing most violent attacks upon Signora Bollini, who was +invariably held up as an appalling example of bad mannerisms and taste. +Müller von Stallupöhnen, who with his ivory <i>bâton</i> as yet had +conducted none of his own operas, supported the journalist, so void of +musical knowledge, in this labour. Had not the directors of the East +Sea town already rejected four of his operas, and favoured Italian +music in a marked manner by the Signora's long engagement?</p> + +<p class="normal">And what were these Italian composers compared with him? His music was +full of deep meaning, truly dramatic, besides which every character had +its musical brief, and as Shakespeare's kings were ushered in by a +flourish of trumpets, so were his heroes by a few bars of instrumental +performance. He scorned all that was pleasantly unmeaning, all that was +attractively melodious; when his heroes sang, it was but a musical mode +of speaking, to which the orchestra imparted all sharper accents, and a +few significant inter-punctuations. But when the tempest of his genius +stirred up the depths of the orchestra, so that in almost every bar +some old musical rule suffered shipwreck, and the most outrageous +impossibilities, the most startling dissonances dashed into the air +like spectral water spouts out of the foaming, splashing waves; then +indeed must enthusiasm, ecstasy know no bounds, and even the public be +transformed into a stormy, raging mass, out of which the thunder of +applause should break loose as if with elementary power. This Müller +had, it is true, never experienced, but he saw and heard it in +imagination. If he could only once touch the conductors desk with that +ebon magic wand, this unbounded exultation of delight must be set free. +But it never came about; the directors were to blame. Instead of it the +coquettish tone-muse of Italy, which is so undramatic that she +represents Luciâ di Lammermoor's madness in the most lively dance +music, flaunted upon the stage with all her tinsel of trills and +<i>fioriture</i>. In such a frame of mind, Müller von Stallupöhnen helped +the venomous reporters to lay traps for the directors and for the +wicked representative of Italian monkey-like art.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the evening of the performance of the "Barbière" the house was +filled, but a peculiar disquiet prevailed, as if some unusual event +were in the air. Kuhl sat in the stalls beside his Cäcilie, who now +appeared to be inseparable from him, and near poet Schöner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Something is going on," said the Doctor to his younger friend, "people +are not in a pleasant mood. Nothing can be so little counted upon as +the public. And what is it really? It is only a shadow, a spectre, as +little tangible as the old ocean god Proteus, and, if one would hold it +fast, it assumes all colours and shapes. The public of to-day is no +longer that of yesterday; the crowd which is afterwards dispersed +through the streets, is no longer the same which is assembled here. +Schiller's epigram, 'When it is <i>in corpore</i>, a blockhead springs up,' +refers more to the bench, it is true, but such a theatrical audience is +a many-headed monster, and as stupid as an old grass grown dragon of +the early ages. What has not this public already applauded? Göethe as +much as Aubery's dog, Schiller not less than a fiddler, who plays upon +one string; the greatest poet and the most miserable clown! Often the +rheumatism of idiotcy possesses its joints, which are paralysed, and do +not move before what is sublime; then again it is electrified by the +most foolish joke, and the unwieldy mass moves hands and feet like a +marionette! As the wind rushes through an empty furnace, so does +so-called public opinion rush through these empty heads. Thus it +sometimes causes a mighty disturbance! The crowd has a certain instinct +when it is gathered together, and a species of common feeling; it is +like a huge body revolving upon the same pivot; it tastes with one +tongue and spits flames out of one jaw; it lets itself be moved by one +turn-screw, like a colossal engine. And by what crooked screws has it +not already been moved! Upon the whole it is rude, and if its hat be +not knocked from its head, it does not doff it to genius! Oh, ye poor +geniuses! In what difficulties ye find yourselves! Ye struggle for +fame, and yet fame, in the first instance, can only come from this +crowd which possesses no sense of immortality; and again it is the +pillar of immortality--what sad means by which to gain it! Really, only +the idiotic flatterers of the crowd ought to be famous, and often have +been so in their lifetime. The fame of the best is a marvel, and I am +tired of pondering upon it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, everything beautiful, and art itself is a marvel," replied +Schöner, "and even if many a genius has been shipwrecked, we rejoice +for those who have gained the victory after a long conflict with the +crowd's want of judgment and changeability."</p> + +<p class="normal">Behind them the two speakers heard a lively somewhat sharp girl's +voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is time that an end be put to this Italian opera, it spoils our +taste; this <i>prima donna</i> sits here as firmly as a fly in amber, and +has also made it her especial task to spoil our morals; all varieties +of reports are circulated which even penetrate into our establishment. +There is no quarantine against it, however many proper means of +fumigation may be employed, the infection is in the air. There is only +one means, she must away, and I am delighted at the lynch-law by which +she will be banished."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are right, quite right, uncommonly right," said the old governess, +to whom Lori had addressed these words, as she, nodding approval, +vibrated with intense excitement.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was no secret that Blanden loved this singer; he had fought for her, +he had been wounded for her sake.</p> + +<p class="normal">She it was then of whom he had thought when he had listened barely, +even absently, to Lori's eloquent words; this theatrical lady of +doubtful origin had borne away undoubted victory from a daughter of the +educated classes; she was the lotus-flower, the goddess who floated +before his eyes, when Lori alluded so futilely to those verses, in +which the handsome tutor had poured out his heart to her?</p> + +<p class="normal">This demanded revenge!</p> + +<p class="normal">Soon should her innermost indignation receive the desired satisfaction +for being so shamefully set aside; with delight she imbibed Spiegeler's +ill-nature with her breakfast, yes, she forgot her dignity as mistress +of the school, so far as to initiate her pupils into this delicious +piece of scandal. Her heart was too full, she must speak to Dr. Sperner +also, who listened devoutly to the outpourings of her heart, while a +significant smile played around the corners of his mouth, and he +complacently stroked his splendid moustache.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But why do you smile, Herr Doctor?" asked she at last, with annoyance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You speak of Herr von Blanden in a tone--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In a tone such as his conduct merits."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I beg your pardon," said the tutor, as he bowed, "I was mistaken, +I thought you were a friend of that gentleman, for I had the honour of +witnessing a confidential meeting which you vouchsafed to him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lori thought of the large newspaper in the confectioner's shop, behind +which the fatal moustache had appeared, and blushed before the +importunate spy, who rejoiced maliciously at his little triumph. But +then he placed himself completely at his principal's disposal, who was +soon in a position to make use of his offer, for public opinion was +supremely excited--the "effects of the reports behind the scenes," of +which Spiegeler had spoken, had not failed in their result; the +singer's next appearance must cause a great sensation and had already +been foretold by Spiegeler, naturally not in the sense of an ovation, +but with evil-minded, crooked, double meaning. Sperner was not the man +to be a laggard on such an occasion; he offered his services to Lori.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not deny it," said he, with wonted impudence, "you bear a grudge in +your heart to this Blanden and the singer. Our French governess, whose +accent may God improve, would term it <i>dépit amoureux</i>, but I am far +from wishing to employ such outrageous French expressions in honest +German."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lori blushed again; her lips quivered, but the Doctor's fiery eyes +rested so triumphantly and with such superiority upon her that the word +died upon her lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good, neither Herr von Blanden nor the singer trouble me, but I will +not allow our establishment, for which I have the warmest affection, to +suffer from its principal's melancholy mood. You are so sad now, +Fräulein Baute, that the entire first class has lost its smile, as +people say--you make mountains out of mole-hills. The concern suffers +from it, we might lose pupils, the consequences would be serious. There +are sensitive girlish natures which close their calix-like delicate +flowers when the sun ceases to shine. For these your smile, Fräulein +Baute, is the sunshine of the establishment. We, we who are not so +sensitive, are, at least, angry at the winter of your displeasure! All +the same--if an execution of the Bollini shall take place, I am ready +for any executioner's service; I have friends to whom the Italian +sing-song is objectionable, and who prefer a German drinking song to +any <i>aria</i>. We will work for you, Fräulein Baute; a cavalier who makes +so little of a rendezvous as this Herr von Blanden is rightly served +when his night-light is blown out."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What you say, dear Herr Doctor," said Lori, "is most objectionable in +tone and manner, and really not calculated for a girl's ears. I will +forget it. As to the rest, you have the right to think a singer as bad +as you choose! You belong to the public, and the public is sovereign."</p> + +<p class="normal">The result of this conversation was that on the fatal evening Dr. +Sperner, with several young friends, sat in a very determined attitude +in several rows in front of the mistress of the school. Lori's eyes +rested upon him with satisfaction, when he turned round and nodded a +confidential smiling greeting to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There will be a disturbance to-day," Lori whispered to Cäcilie, +sitting exactly before her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But why in the world?" asked the other.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The affair with Blanden--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But Signora Bollini will not sing falsely on that account."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who knows?" said Lori, "those who are out of tune in life, are also +out of tune in art; we must set ourselves against the importation of +the equivocal doings of large towns; I should only approve if our +public raise a decided demonstration."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is a splendid florid singer," replied Cäcilie. "After all, the +audience in a theatre has only to judge of the singing and not to +distribute the Monthyon prize of virtue; the most celebrated actresses +would not have received it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lori shook her curls angrily at such an evasive opinion, and leaned +back in her chair abruptly terminating the conversation.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was indeed something menacing in the attitude of the audience; +here and there small groups might be observed, sitting together, +prepared for a common task.</p> + +<p class="normal">The parties measured one another with hostile glances, with defiant +countenances. Lieutenant Buschmann sat in a stage-box and examined his +faithful adherents under the chandelier, gathered there like a dense +dark cloud. Here and there appeared a noncommissioned officer, who +should evidently preserve intact the communications between the +separate troops, although he might not take part personally in the +intended salvo.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Lieutenant was annoyed to perceive the long, thin figure of +Merchant Böller in the opposite stage-box, where he had placed a few +large bouquets of flowers upon the balustrade, and with yet greater +displeasure he saw that his former friend and companion appeared in the +pit, and greeted a number of young merchants with a friendly shake of +the hand. Those, then, were the opponents!</p> + +<p class="normal">It appeared to be a fine corps, well organised; the powerful shake of +the hand promised vigorous work; bright confidence of success was +depicted upon every feature.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This miserable Brackenburg," muttered Buschmann to himself, "Clärchen +has long since sacrificed him to her Egmont, and he still runs about +the market and mobilises the citizens. Well, the iron tread of my +Spaniards will pass implacably over them."</p> + +<p class="normal">His confidence in the success of the good cause which he represented +suddenly increased, when a noisy human stream suddenly poured into the +pit, Spiegeler, in front, stamping with his crutches, eager for the +fight.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ah, that was Blücher at Waterloo! Now the victory was decided, those +were veteran troops which he led, accustomed to the battle-fire of a +theatre, accustomed to obey the leader's signal, to work together in +irresistible onslaught, obstinate and tough enough to overcome all +resistance. That was the select battalion of the <i>claque</i> which +understood how to raise the flag of fame on high, but also how to tear +it down and trample it in the dust.</p> + +<p class="normal">Buschmann's features became radiant. What could Böller's volunteers, +with their undisciplined enthusiasm do against these well trained +troops, which could stand immovably under fire?</p> + +<p class="normal">In the densely crowded pit, however, Spiegeler at once recognised an +enemy in his immediate vicinity--the singer's friend, the repulsive +Italian, who had given him a palpable proof of this friendship. Despite +all menaces, the critic had not brought the affair into court, because +he did not wish that the episode at the "fleck" boiler's, by means of a +trial and newspapers, should become too generally known; he believed +rightly that his position as a critic might suffer if people learned +what species of anti-criticism had been his portion. But secretly he +brooded upon revenge.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was delighted to perceive that Baluzzi stood amidst the faithful, +who surrounded him like a lightning-laden cloud, and hoped that at the +coming discharge some unexpected blow would fall upon the intruder's +head.</p> + +<p class="normal">The curtain rose when the overture ceased, the audience listened in +breathless expectation; Figaro's song was tempestuously applauded. +Giulia's friends aired their enthusiasm; their opponents, on the other +hand, wished to make the contrast all the more conspicuous by +previously helping a mediocre baritone to a brilliant success.</p> + +<p class="normal">The singer was quite amazed at the unusual storm of approval with which +he was greeted; he bowed his acknowledgments amid the most beautiful +dreams of a future that fluttered through his mind; at last his great +talent had met with merited recognition; in spirit he saw himself +already as the first baritone at the Berlin Court opera house.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the street was changed into Bartolo's room. Rosina appeared.</p> + +<p class="normal">Böller, always ready for service, hurled his wreaths behind the +footlights, and gave the signal for applause; the young merchant guards +in the pit joined in, also Kuhl and Schöner, and several unconcerned +listeners in the stalls.</p> + +<p class="normal">But simultaneously Buschmann and Spiegeler discharged their infernal +machines--a hissing arose, as when fire and water are mingled. Others +again commanded silence. Rosina began in a frightened voice; her heart, +indeed, was heavy, but the power of the music soon carried her away +above that dull oppression.</p> + +<p class="normal">She sang with all her feelings--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"And every power fails,<br> +Love remains victor."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">She sang with grace, she knew how to impart such fervour even to these +light winged passages, that, even before a partial judge, she would +surely have gained her cause. But here there was not even a question of +partizanship, her doom was already decided upon and sealed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Hardly had she ended the triumphant song of the power of love, when an +unrestrained storm broke loose. Her friends' applause was entirely +overpowered by the noise and hissing which issued from pit and gallery; +for a moment she seemed to stand in the pillory. In vain Basilio sought +to waft to the audience a whispered, almost inaudible, <i>aria</i> upon +calumny. For a few bars he gained an attentive silence, the song was as +appropriate as if improvised, but when he continued to sing--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"How it passes from tongue to tongue<br> +Nothing but words to inflate the lung,<br> +First a smile and then a scowl<br> +First a murmur then a howl,"</p> +</div> + +<p class="continue">the storm broke loose afresh; then the people felt staggered, they +discovered an audacious accusation in Rossini's semiquavers and +demi-semiquavers. The hissing and drumming raged through the "aerial +regions." In the pit the hostile parties seemed to have come to actual +battle, they were mixed up in dark wild confusion. Spiegeler stamped +with his crutches like a madman, and, passing it from hand to hand, +something was thrust out of the door; it was a figure striking right +and left with hands and feet. Baluzzi had given too lively expression +to his anger against the singer's enemies, and as he was situated in +the hostile camp, his abusive remarks upon the <i>maladetti</i> were +not without result. Before the police could prevent this act of +self-defence, the Italian, at a signal from Spiegeler, and by united +effort, had been rendered harmless.</p> + +<p class="normal">But, with a feeling of perfect helplessness and internal indignation, +Giulia stood defenceless before the raging mob. With the rapidity of +lightning the pictures of a whole life-time passed before her mind: she +saw the joyful movement of a crowd of people coming exultantly towards +her, as she had seen it in Florence, Barcelona, London and even here! +What evil demon had metamorphosed the public into a rage-foaming +monster! Yet over her career as an actress writhed one widespread +shadow, as if beneath a scorching blast her laurel wreaths withered, +her future was destroyed. She had but one preserver--him, him alone, +and that preservation she could only purchase if she sacrificed her +soul's salvation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Calumny had aroused this storm of public opinion, it was a blind, +unjust outbreak; she could defy it with a good conscience. And, yet +shuddering internally, she felt as if a Divine judgment were falling +upon her; "guilty" cried a voice from within, and her knees tottered.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then resounded a many-voiced shrill whistle; it originated in the +stalls, in which Doctor Sperner and his friends were seated; they had +provided themselves with toy whistles,</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px"> +"Drums and fifes<br> +Martial sounds--"</p> +</div> + +<p class="continue">thus he courted Lori's favour, remembering Göethe's lines--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"Maidens and castles<br> +Then must they yield,<br> +Bold is the struggle<br> +For glorious reward."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">The shrill whistle was answered by a ringing mocking laugh from every +portion of the house. The humiliation, the disgrace were too great.</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia fainted, the curtain fell, the performance could proceed no +farther.</p> + +<p class="normal">The crowd dispersed noisily, some persons crowded round the ticket box +to demand their entrance money. Lori looked on very triumphantly, her +eyes flashed, and Dr. Sperner was permitted to accompany her home. +Kuhl had hastened on to the stage; Giulia had been taken into the +drawing-room, where she soon recovered consciousness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden was her first thought; she implored Kuhl not to communicate the +theatrical riot to him, he should beseech all their friends to be +silent about it; she should take care that the newspapers containing +the report should not fall into his hands, it might excite him, and be +injurious to his health, if the news reached him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Kuhl promised to preserve the secret.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Really, it is not so bad," added he consolingly, "a little more or +less noise does not matter. The dear public itself is a great scandal, +a thousand-headed crime against good taste, a million-fold want of +sense. What is most wretched pleases it, and yet it is really sincere +when its honest displeasure has been roused, if indeed it is possible +to transform this sleepy mass into fire and flame. To be sure it only +burns like plum-pudding when spirits have been poured over it and +ignited, when the spirits are exhausted then the phlegm remains +behind."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia thanked the Doctor for his friendly intentions, and for the +slight comfort which she could extract from such daring views. Arrived +at home, she sat a long time talking to Beate; she gave her companion +money for the journey, and on the following day Beate prepared for her +departure to the Orta lake.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_06" href="#div1_06">A SLEIGHING PARTY.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A cold East Prussian winter's day--crisp snow upon the roads--the broad +fields sleep beneath their white cover. Ashen grey clouds in the sky, +but the snow flakes seem to be frozen, and cannot loosen themselves; +only now and again one little atom flutters down, or has the icy north +wind, which here and there sweeps up a looser snow field, wafted it +down from the roofs? It is that spiteful cold which seems to be more +fitted for Laplanders than for civilised mortals. The air cuts as if +with knives, and the breath of life freezes on men's lips. But this +very scorn of Nature who has retired to her ice palace and surrounded +herself unapproachably, as if with a threefold shield, calls forth +man's defiance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nature must be enjoyed at any price!</p> + +<p class="normal">The inhabitants of the town, clad in thickly furs, amuse themselves +upon the Pregel. Upon the smooth even course that leads inland the +chair sleighs fly forward in long rows, the skaters rush in the +direction of the north wind which brings them the icy cold greeting +from the Baltic Sea, lying beneath the spell of winter, others make +circles upon the surface, and display their art which even a great poet +has immortalised.</p> + +<p class="normal">One of the most successful is the gallant skater who makes use of his +skates as buskins for the higher flight of love. With what gladsomeness +he pushes the sleigh before him; within it sits, buried beneath furs, +shawls, rugs, veils, what appears to be a formless mass, and yet!--he +is proud to drive a beautiful woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">This same emotion of pride fills Wegen's breast so far as anything is +to be seen of his face, which is concealed under the fur cap and warm +ear-covers; it beams with pleasure. His eyes, it is true, weep, but +only because of the north wind, but if they were a couple of tears of +joy which he shed he should not be surprised! Olga had never been more +affable towards him than to-day, and when he dared to speak of the +sleighing privileges, she smiled. No, it is no smile which refuses--he +understands it well! The first kiss in prospect,--this point he had +never attained with Cäcilie! Hah! how his sleigh flew on in advance of +all towards the beautiful goal, and if the ice did not shed sparks from +beneath steel shoes, it was not his fault, for he was fire and flame, a +Hecla in the midst of rigid frost.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wegen had been in the Province for some time, and Olga, despite the +monotony of a winter season in the country, had visited the same +relatives as those with whom Cäcilie had formerly stayed. Olga had made +a much more favourable impression in Masuren than Cäcilie; she was not +so superior, so clever: she talked with zest of everything that can +interest a country young lady and a country "Junker"--and above all, +she was beautiful, with that stately vigorous beauty that country +squires love, because it gains such prizes as can be obtained by +understanding the art of feeding the lower creatures of the animal +kingdom.</p> + +<p class="normal">The rumour of her intimacy with Dr. Kuhl only arose in a very pale +form, and was hardly noticed. Wegen visited Olga as frequently as his +time permitted him, which it did every day. Olga was always friendly +and accessible, not so distant, so enigmatic, so evasive as Cäcilie. +Besides, even before others, she showed how much she favoured Wegen, +and he was very happy that he should be envied. Such a thing had never +befallen him before, it was quite a novel sensation for him. Milbe +declared that every <i>ombre</i> player might wish for such a spadille, and +Oberamtmann Werner held a conversation with her about his different +varieties of wool causing him to entertain deep respect for her +intellectual faculties. Even the women and girls were taken with her. +She held the most sensible views upon preserving fruit, she knew the +family tree of all the families of Masuren, and even the collateral +branches did not disturb her self-possession. Happy Wegen! Never had a +winter painted more beautiful flowers upon his window panes!</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden's wound had re-called Wegen to the capital; he took his turn +with Giulia and Kuhl in nursing his friend. Olga, meanwhile, had also +returned to the town, Wegen appeared frequently in Frau von Dornau's +modest dwelling, and was always received, even by Cäcilie, who had now +transformed herself into a well-meaning friend, with special +distinction.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still, however, he had not yet made up his mind to propose! It seemed +so humiliating to appear with the same big bouquet of flowers, in the +same little room, and once more before the same faded sofa to pour +forth his homage and courtship, while the whole furniture merely +displayed the one, but very important, difference that Olga was seated +upon the sofa instead of Cäcilie. The recollection of the figure in the +cotillon, <i>changez les dames</i>, could not be got rid of in those +apartments in which he had first <i>avancé</i> to Cäcilie's hand. No, even +if he were firmly resolved to propose for Olga it could not be done in +that place which was full of mocking, giggling recollections! He +cherished bold plans, which at other times were foreign to his mind--he +thought of a sudden surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">All at once, as if fatigued, he began to push the chair-sleigh more +slowly. Dr. Kuhl rushed past him pushing Cäcilie, as did Frau von +Dornau, who had to content herself with a hired attendant.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Wegen guided her somewhat aside. A whole caravan of sleighs now +passed them tumultuously, Lori in front with an embroidered rug, a +present from the first-class! On Dr. Sperner's moustache, her cavalier, +hung melancholy icicles, behind her came the slender girls of the +first-class, mostly driven by cousins; only fat Iduna, deprived of her +Theodor Körner, had to be contented with the man servant from the +school, who was accustomed to heavy loads.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now Wegen broke completely out of the course like a shying sleigh +horse, guided her sideways over lumpy hillocks of snow, which had been +heaped up on the river, and then stopped suddenly in a defile between +two large snowdrifts, which yielded him a welcome cover.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For Heaven's sake, where are we?" said Olga's voice, suffocated by +shawls and furs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The snow has dazzled me, I have lost my way," cried Wegen, having +recourse to a daring falsehood.</p> + +<p class="normal">Olga uttered a cry of alarm, but only raised herself up in the sleigh +to see in what territory she had arrived.</p> + +<p class="normal">There she stood like a czarina; winter seemed to have built his palace +in her honour alone, only to do homage to her; the north wind kissed +her fur sleeves, and even if the fur cap surrounded her face enviously, +so that but little was to be seen of her red, glowing cheeks, yet her +large eyes gazed majestically out of all her winter wraps.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wegen shivered with the cold; standing still after the violent exercise +made him uncomfortable, and the wind blew icily into his face. And yet +his state of mind was that of Romeo, when he looked up in the Capulet's +garden at the balcony where his Juliet, in a light ball dress, carried +on a conversation with the moon and stars.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What in the world, Herr von Wegen, are we doing?" cried Olga, to whom +the adventure began to appear serious, because in his sound senses a +sleigh conductor could hardly wander from the proper course. For a +moment she actually looked searchingly at Wegen, whether the colour in +his cheeks could be called forth honestly by the north wind, or if it +owed its origin to a bottle of champagne.</p> + +<p class="normal">"As chance has so ordained it, that we are alone, hear then, dear Olga, +hear what it is that I have had so long at heart."</p> + +<p class="normal">A turbulent gust of wind swept through the top loose piles of snow and +whirled them about so that Romeo and Juliet must simultaneously wipe +the snow out of their eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I love you, Olga!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Olga started back in alarm, making the little bells on her fur rug +tinkle; it is true it was sweet alarm, but she was not prepared for a +declaration of love with the thermometer so low. Wegen waited for the +result, while alternately stamping his feet and beating himself with +his arms, so as to impart some warmth to his body.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I have always loved you, that is to say," added he in his love of +truth, "after Cäcilie--but you know it? Why waste so many words? My +breath freezes upon my lips, but my heart is all the warmer. Will you +belong to me for ever?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Olga drew one hand out of her muff and extended it as if in +protestation:</p> + +<p class="normal">"So suddenly, dear friend? And here in the snow?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here we are undisturbed."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then it was base treachery?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I will confess it, my compass would not have failed me, but to be +able to say to you at last what fills my whole--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Wegen stopped, his teeth chattered, it was internal emotion mingled +with a shiver, called forth by the low temperature of Boreas, who was +blowing with inflated cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is indeed weather in which only the Lapland youth can stammer about +love to a Lapland maiden," added Wegen dejectedly, "but the +circumstances, the conditions--Olga, tell yourself that it is a +favourable moment. I do not mean the weather, but that we are alone, +quite alone. I will make you happy--we have little time, I do not mean +for your happiness, for that we have our whole lives; but now to +arrange matters. It is indeed barbarously cold. A glass of negus or +mulled ale will do us good. But speak then, will you be mine?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I must consider it, weigh--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the result you have seen in Cäcilie's case. Those are words as +cold as ice; it is enough to freeze one's soul. My Olga, dear sweet +girl, you know my circumstances, they are affluent, my people approve +of my choice. Your mamma had already given her consent when I proposed +to Cäcilie, and, of course, it is immaterial which of the two +daughters--I mean--that is to say, immaterial to your mamma. And now +once more may I claim my sleighing rights?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Olga nodded pleasantly, and withdrew her other hand from her muff. +Wegen pressed a glowing kiss upon her lips, the ice upon his fair beard +melted in the fervour of his love.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That was the sleighing privilege, and now--shall we glide together +over the mirror-like surface of life, as we do over the ice? I promise +to avoid every uneven course. The sleighing right for life?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," whispered Olga, out of her fur hood, into which she had again +relapsed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Wegen pressed the betrothal kiss upon her lips, her arms encircled +and folded him to herself, and heart would have beaten glowingly +against heart if the thick fur trimmings had not been an insurmountable +obstacle.</p> + +<p class="normal">Soon the sleigh stumbled over the snow hillocks once more into the +smooth course, and now they went impetuously towards the inn near the +Haff, where a numerous circle of people was assembled.</p> + +<p class="normal">Wegen led Olga to Frau von Dornau, and as he could not shout the glad +tidings out aloud, sought by means of speaking pantomime to make her +understand that he was engaged to Olga. A mother always understands +such things, even although the where and how may remain a riddle to +her, and while the waiter brought the negus ordered by Wegen and all +fell to gallantly, Frau von Dornau spoke words of consent, and after +having refreshed herself with a glass of the fiery drink, imparted her +blessing in a voice full of emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie triumphed when she heard the news from Olga. "She is the right +one, now at last you have found her," said she, as she shook Wegen's +hand heartily. The intelligence spread rapidly, like quicksilver, +amongst those present. A betrothed! Fräulein Baute's entire school +becomes excited. A lover--for the first-class in a girl's school, that +is the loftiest position upon earth to which a man can attain. Every +eve of St. Sylvester they cast him in lead, and yet nothing can be done +with such a leaden lover, a lover of the future.</p> + +<p class="normal">Iduna, with her companions, one after another, glided past the chair in +order to get a closer view of the marvel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is, indeed, remarkable," said Lori to Dr. Sperner, who sat beside +her and drank to her in a glass of mulled ale; "in Neukuhren people +believed that he was as good as engaged to Cäcilie, he accompanied her +upon the piano--and that is always the beginning. But he appears to +have made a mistake then; this Olga is the right major chord. Upon the +whole, I consider such feeling about rather tactless. Herr von Wegen is +no Don Juan by profession like the other. I believe he allows himself +to be married, and Cäcilie, who holds the first mortgage upon him, has +given him notice, because he--did not offer sufficiently good +security."</p> + +<p class="normal">At the same time Lori made a gesture of explanation. Dr. Sperner knew +how, by ringing laughter, to do honour to the schoolmistress' hint. +What an amount of genius she concealed in her little head!</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the other?" asked the Doctor, as he stroked his moustache +complacently, "where is her first mortgage now?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"On a spot, which alas! is even more insecure! If a suit be opened upon +Dr. Kuhl's heart, then every unhappy creditor, or much rather female +creditor, will have to content herself with very little payment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I do not understand how a young lady can be so thoughtless."</p> + +<p class="normal">"They should be cut, propriety requires it, nothing else is left for +us."</p> + +<p class="normal">At that moment Cäcilie passed by; she greeted them pleasantly, but her +bow was scarcely returned by Lori, while Doctor Sperner looked +defiantly at her, a bold smile upon his lips, and only nodded his head +slightly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her sister's engagement cast her far into the shade, people gave her to +understand that her free behaviour would no longer be tolerated in +society. Major Bern's wife did not press her to sit down, although +Banquo's ghost might have been obliged to sit either on the right or +left hand, and the Frau Kanzleiräthin wrapped herself disapprovingly in +her red shawl when Cäcilie addressed her, and was so chary of her +words, that her friends looked anxiously at her as if she had been +suddenly taken ill, because only shortly before she had gathered +together the sluices of her eloquence, to pour out an overwhelming +flood of language. Even Minna, who was still unmarried, and in spite of +that fact had forfeited none of her good nature--fat Minna, who had +already in all dancing parties long since belonged to the female +<i>land-sturm</i>, and was only called out when no one else could be +mobilised--did not talk to Cäcilie without a certain timidity, as if +contact with so adventuresome a beauty might injure her good character, +and frighten away some wooer, although for years already none had +appeared on her horizon.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie seemed to challenge danger with a certain amount of defiance, +the tokens of contempt increased at table after table, where she +greeted old acquaintances. Not more cheering was the familiar and +impudent greeting of gifted Salomon, who, seated with a few friends +over a large bowl of negus, pledged a glass to the lady passing by, and +invited her to sit down at their table while he recited in a half +intoxicated voice--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"With brunettes I now have finished,</p> +<p class="t2">And this year am once more fond</p> +<p class="t0">Of the eyes whose hue is azure</p> +<p class="t2">Of the hair whose colour's blonde."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie found it difficult to defend herself from these importunate +invitations.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Kuhl stood beside the stove, and warmed himself with his hands +behind him, but nothing of that which befell Cäcilie escaped him. It +filled him with extreme dissatisfaction, it was as if his beloved were +running the gauntlet, and with such irritating composure. He had caught +himself in the act of pulling up his coat sleeves in rage, ready to +knock down all who insulted her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dear Paul," said Cäcilie, "I have something to tell you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not understand," replied Paul, angrily, "how you can court all +these people; they are the most worn out coinage which can have no +circulation amongst us. Let us sit down here at this table behind the +stove, there we shall at least not see these bald heads, which only by +an oversight, or by the magic wand of some mischievous Demiurgos, were +thrown amongst human beings. Well your communication--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It could be foreseen, Olga has engaged herself to Herr von Wegen."</p> + +<p class="normal">Kuhl struck the table with his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then may the weather--that Wegen! I always had an antipathy for the +man; he belongs to those who would play with dice, and cannot count, +and with the most innocent face he gets up one affair after another. +First he proposes to you, then to Olga--I feel as if I saw my face in a +distorting mirror, like a ridiculous caricature."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No one will blame his conduct!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is it! People may dare much for love! Only a little time must +elapse between--time! That is the meaning of all wisdom, and yet that +old maid who paints our wrinkles upon us makes everything worse! +Whether to-day I love two girls at once, or to-day the one, and +to-morrow the other, is really no very great difference! And yet the +first is accounted a sin, and the other is most correct. Always the +goose-step in life and love, and so one walks most comfortably through +the world."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You see, though, how kindly they greet Olga and thrust me aside."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Olga--she has put a crown upon her faithlessness to our alliance, now +it is broken! I did not think her so calculating."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Calculating? She loves Wegen!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is not possible!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why? He is honest, and a gentleman!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you perhaps love him too?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if I had done so? bountiful natures must find an outlet!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are making fun of me! Verily any one who will uphold a sensible +principle in a ridiculous world, must at least appear like a Don +Quixote, even to himself; at least, they all look upon his helmet as a +barber's goblet. I am weary of carrying on this impossible struggle +with want of sense."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie did not interrupt the monologue, but beat upon the table with +her fingers, and looked inquiringly at his face with her cunning +sparkling eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I took Olga's to be a nature," continued Kuhl, "which, following an +unknown impulse, grasps the right one. We need such natures which do +not trouble themselves at all about the rules of society, which pass no +sleepless nights in consequence. For me she was refreshing, because for +the mentally intoxicated, and those who are tired of roving, who wander +through heaven and earth, there is no better refreshment than a richly +endowed material nature; for me she was a triumph because she showed me +that not natural feeling, but only the falsity of society demanded +exclusive possession."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie cast down her eyes and said timidly, "I did not know that Olga +was so much to you!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not she alone, you both together, you complete one another in a +harmonious picture of perfect womanhood."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what are we, then, separately, each by herself? Melancholy, +imperfect work! And yet, dear Paul, if I ask my heart--is it rich +enough in ardent passion to satisfy one whole life, I hear the reply +and repeat it with pride. I alone will have you, for I feel the power +within me quite alone to make you happy; for every effort, every action +of your mind, an echo lives in my breast; for the glow and impetuosity +of your love a corresponding fire; for immeasurable will, immeasurable +devotion."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cäcilie," cried Kuhl warmly, stirred by the beautiful enthusiasm of an +usually cold nature.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My heart would tell me this, my proud heart! But love which can do all +things, can also be resolute. I do not suffice you--well then! I did +not only do violence to my own feelings, but in full consciousness I +took martyrdom upon me, I bore the contempt of the world, not from +the conviction that your audacious opinion was right, but with +self-sacrificing courage of love I rejected Wegen's offer, as the world +rejects me. You must be all to me, and I am not even to possess the +comfort of being all to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Sinister clouds gathered on Kuhl's brow, he struggled with a +resolution.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! do not think that it is so easy to stand alone and bear contempt. +It wounds one's heart--and many scalding tears have I shed, and even +now they come again into my eyes, although I may bear the humiliation +with a smiling countenance."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie began to sob, and with clenched hands Kuhl sprang up from the +table, as though he would call an opponent out to battle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You cannot protect me as Blanden protected his beloved, with a pistol +in his hand: outlaw and excommunication hover over me, but such things +cannot be touched; they only keep watch in the air, they are only +written on countenances, in gestures--and not men accustomed to battle +are they who carry out this excommunication; they are women and girls, +the guardians of propriety who only pierce a heart with pins."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It shall be different," cried Kuhl now, with firm resolution. "Olga +has left us, you have remained true to me, you shall not suffer for it. +Verily, I am not Blanden's inferior in courage, and yet that duel has +given me much to think about. He offered up his life for his beloved +one's good name. I cannot, I must not, look on and see them insult you. +Blanden has often already said so. I would not believe it; to-day I see +it with my own eyes. No, no, no! He was right, ten times right! I may +sacrifice <i>myself</i> to my convictions, but not a girl who loves me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie had also risen, and with clasped hands looked beseechingly at +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can ascend the funereal pile, but must not permit them even to +scorch the finger tips of my beloved. Hitherto, you have sacrificed +much to me, your good name before the world; thus I will sacrifice much +to you, everything, a portion of my better self, faith towards truth. +Yes, at this moment I appear like a traitor in my own eyes, whose hand +shall be cut off, but I am weak, I will be weak out of love for you. +They shall not think lightly of you, they shall not, although I despise +their opinion and can only compare them with the vapour that hovers +over large towns, the pestilential air of a densely-packed crowd, but +for your sake Cäcilie--be it! I will take part in the same absurdity, +and thus declare you to be my betrothed."</p> + +<p class="normal">With a suppressed cry of gladness, Cäcilie sank into his arms, the +stove concealed the group from the eyes of the many.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And even marriage I shall not mind, it is the fruit of this evil doing +and so on. At this moment I appear contemptible to myself, small--no +reformer's vein flows through me, it must say <i>pereat mundus</i> 'and live +the new faith,' but a man can no longer stand upon the buskin when he +stands beneath the slipper. But now they shall have it in black and +white, lithographed, engraved!--what do I care? And in all newspapers +it shall be stated, so that you shall be purified, my child, with +printer's ink! Go, hasten, whisper it to your sister, cry it through +the room, they shall respect you, it does not cost much, a small amount +of lungs and a few letters, such as are before a menagerie; lion and +lioness in one cage! Then they will be contented at once. I shall still +remain here in my corner, I must first consider what kind of grimace I +must make as a <i>fiancé</i>. I shall look odd."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie kissed his hands; drawing back, he said, "None of those slavish +caresses, but go, go! There, I am, after all, caught in the purple +silk, and the cursed song of the bridesmaids' wreath buzzes in my ears! +By Jupiter! And Wegen, my brother-in-law! That is what reasoning +animals call it! That is the most bitter pill!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie hastened at once to her sister and mother to bring them the +glad tidings. Frau von Dornau was too happy! Two daughters engaged on +one day!</p> + +<p class="normal">Olga congratulated her sister heartily. "Only think," added she, "we +became engaged out in the snow and ice, with the thermometer twenty +degrees below zero!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And we," said Cäcilie smiling, "at about twenty degrees above zero, +behind the blazing stove. It is a tale of extremes! It is to be hoped +that the right temperature will be restored to us both in marriage."</p> + +<p class="normal">Kuhl was brought out of his corner by both sisters to the family table; +he wore the air of a culprit, who is led to execution. Wegen was +brimming over with cordiality, Kuhl buttoned up his coat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is better thus," said the Baron, "<i>suum cuique!</i> One must learn to +control oneself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I should think," replied Kuhl, "we have nothing to reproach +ourselves with."</p> + +<p class="normal">The news spread rapidly through the room and created the greatest +sensation. Major Bern's wife appeared behind Cäcilie's chair with the +friendly words, "May we congratulate you, my dear Fräulein?" The +Kanzleiräthin came in her red shawl with her fat daughter Minna; both +were affected, as was natural, under the circumstances. Minna had +already wished happiness to so many others with her tears--rain falling +upon the bridal wreath brings happiness. Last of all Lori appeared +also, and congratulated with all her heart. Kuhl was a good match.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There you have the world," said the latter to Cäcilie, "with what a +fine thread these marionettes can be guided! It is worth while to act a +comedy before such an audience."</p> + +<p class="normal">But Lori said to Dr. Sperner, as he sat down beside her, "God have +mercy on them! Courage is needed to marry Dr. Kuhl. Without barred +windows and heavy iron, he will yet escape some day."</p> + +<p class="normal">The moon shone brightly! The return journey was commenced in the most +cheerful mood, which, however, soon ceased in the astonishing cold +which meanwhile had set in.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A bridal drive, such as the Esquimaux enjoy," said Kuhl, "but it is +done more comfortably there with the dog-sleighs; here we must push our +own goods home."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_07" href="#div1_07">IN THE LAND OF THE LOTUS-FLOWERS.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Blanden recovered slowly; several relapses occurred, weeks elapsed +before he might take his drive with Giulia.</p> + +<p class="normal">The softened mood of the convalescent was in harmony with the wild +spring breeze which was wafted towards them from wood and meadow. The +thawing wind had melted the ice on the Pregel, it floated to the sea, +and the breezes of spring swept through the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">They descended from the carriage in the wood, they gathered the last +snow drops, the first anemones.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I love these flowers," said Blanden, "the pretty anemones cannot grow +in gloom, they only flourish in places where a fresh breath of air +greets them, where the wind plays with their delicate coronets of +blossom. Free air, fresh air, breath of life, how I have ever longed +for you! I feel myself related to these lovely flowers--and if a soul +dwells in these tiny anemones, it is one thirsting after freedom."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia had learned to enter entirely into Blanden's thoughts and +feelings, the quiet, familiar intercourse in his sick room had given +her leisure to become quite absorbed in his richly stored mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">Daily she felt more that she could not live without him, and equally so +that she owed him her whole life; again and again she told herself that +it could be no sin if she made him happy, so long as it was permitted +by the fate which she defied. He did not see the sword above her head, +she saw it with internal trembling, and yet--she defied it, even if it +might fall upon her.</p> + +<p class="normal">How devoutly she listened to his tales of the land of the +lotus-flowers! Ah, how vast was the world, how rich the knowledge of +it, how varying the habits! Giulia was almost alarmed when Blanden told +her of the woman at Luckwardie, on the hills of the Himalaya, high +above the Pomona--every woman there belongs to four brothers.</p> + +<p class="normal">She lost herself completely in the breath of the fairy tale and flowery +land, that is so lovely in its dreams and so vast in its thoughts. One +after another Blanden unrolled these magically illuminated worlds of +thought conceived by silent thinkers in penitents' garb and hermits' +huts. Is the world but the veil, the dream, the existence?--why then is +life full of nervous dread? Giulia felt herself strengthened by that +dream-world of the Bast, everything painful and impious faded away in +that mild, softening twilight.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden, too, seemed to be transfigured by the soothing influence of +sickness, in the loneliness of the sick room, far removed from the +world: like one of those thoughtful hermits, who, upon mossy banks in +sacred groves, amongst flowers and gazelles, ponder upon the mystery of +the world. She thus forgot that he, far from belonging to inactive +dreamers, had only lately given a proof of western knightliness which +is very different from the blood-fearing Hindoo; but yet he was filled +with the warmest sympathy for Hindoo thinkers and poets.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How profound," said he often, "is the blending of the soul with all +that their wise men teach. If the form break, the spirit becomes united +with the Divine soul of the world, as a bottle in the deep mingles its +contents with the sea, if it break against the rocks."</p> + +<p class="normal">Four lines of poetry, however, were, above all others, ineffaceably +impressed in her memory, reflecting her situation, her mood, so truly +that she trembled in her very soul when Blanden first recited them to +her, verses culled from one of the two great hero books of India, +containing such depth of thought as is not to be found either in the +heroic poetry of Greece or Germany--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"Oh earthly happiness ever trembling on the brink,<br> +As dew drops kiss the flowers a moment but to sink;<br> +As logs on the ocean may meet and then sever<br> +So men here on earth, and to meet again--never."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">Blanden was obliged to kiss the tears from Giulia's eyes, which the +grand verses of the Ramayana and the song of "trembling earthly +happiness" had called forth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You often appear to me," said Blanden, "like a charming Savitri, and +although you also are my goddess of fire, I do not mean her, but the +child which bore her name. A dark prophecy dedicated the beloved one to +death after the lapse of a year, but before the fatal respite drew +near, she performed daily penances, praying and fasting; and like a +marble goddess standing before the altar, and when the blood-red god of +death appeared, with the thin rope in his hand, and had already +extracted her beloved one's soul, she knew how to move him by her +prayers, entreaties, and her touching faithfulness, until he granted +her her husband's life. You, too, with faithful care and touching +prayer have won my life from the blood-red Yamna."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was my own life," replied Giulia; "without you I could not have +lived, you yourself told me that the funereal pile is lighted with +sacred fire into which the Hindoo widow casts herself. That pure flame +was the fire of your love for me; they die for him who had lived for +them, how much more must I have sought death for him who would have +died for me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Trembling in the bliss of such devoted affection, she thought of Beate +and her errand with eagerness as terrified as that with which the +Hindoo maidens follow the flower-clad little boats, carrying burning +lamps, and which they have confided to the waves of the Ganges; if the +lamp extinguish, then extinguishes the light of hope, and a silent +desire entrusted to the stream, finds its watery grave. When Blanden +told her this, how she had thought of her light-ship that was now +tossing upon the waves of the Orta lake; perhaps already the north wind +which blew through the passes of the Simplon had extinguished the +little lamp of her hopes.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a weird shadow which followed her through life. Oh, how she +envied the gods and peris who dwelled in enchanted gardens far above +the everlasting snow upon the summits of the Himalayas, envied them not +the flowers of Paradise, not the ethereal light, not the glorious song +of the Gandharvos, not because they drink the Indian ambrosial amreeta +in fox-gloves out of the moon, which, for fourteen days, the sun has +filled with that drink, but only the one privilege, that of walking in +light and casting no shadow behind them. An unshadowed bliss, this for +her was unattainable for evermore!</p> + +<p class="normal">Even the measures of precaution by which she had intended to conceal +from Blanden her defeat upon the stage, were only successful for a +time. One day a deputation of students, in caps of every hue, came to +Blanden. Salomon was the speaker.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We know, Herr von Blanden, that Fräulein Bollini is your betrothed, we +wish you happiness, although the muse of song--her name I cannot +recollect this moment, as we sons of the muses care less for them than +might be expected--will veil her face. A report is spread abroad that +you forbid your betrothed to tread the world-renowned stage."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is her own free will," replied Blanden.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We respect you," continued Salomon, "because you have shown in a +knightly manner how a man should defend his lady's honour, and even, +although we have no lady-loves, at least no perennial plants, who bear +the title of wife or betrothed, we know well how to appreciate such +conduct."</p> + +<p class="normal">A murmur of approval from the students denoted their concurrence in +those words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Therefore it is that we address you with the entreaty that you +persuade your betrothed to appear again upon the stage. We are all now +ready to protect her, after having learned with whom that disgraceful +outrage originated."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What outrage?" asked Blanden astonished.</p> + +<p class="normal">Salomon was surprised at the question.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But surely you know, Herr von Blanden?--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed, I know of nothing!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The deputation became uncomfortable, the students looked at one another +in amazement. Salomon, however, was soon calmed, and at the same time +delighted at his own shrewdness, as he imagined he was able to see +through the matter; he snapped his fingers and said--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then our respected <i>prima donna</i> has concealed this from you out of +tender feeling, so as not to cause you any excitement which might be +deleterious to your health. But now that the mention of the unpleasant +fact has escaped the custody of our lips, you will be able to bear the +sad news with manly dignity. Yes, on that evening on which Giulia was +to sing Rosina's part, she was hissed, drummed out, and whistled at, +until the curtain had to be lowered."</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden sprang up wrathfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The worthless creatures; oh, I know--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was a conspiracy," added Salomon.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Savitri, faithful nurse, this then was your penance," said Blanden +dreamily to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was desecration of the temple to the muses."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is why the criticisms on the 'Barbière di Sevilla' could not be +found when I wanted to read them," said Blanden.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A most unholy alliance between the companions of Spiegeler the +reporter, and a clique got together by an officer, carried off a +disgraceful victory on that eventful evening. Very few members of the +Albertina, alas, were present, but we have now resolved to make Signora +Bollini brilliant amends upon her next appearance. The noble clubs of +Masuren and Lithuania, the Albertina itself with all its societies; the +Hochheimers, Goths, Teutons and Borusses are unanimous, which does not +often happen, and even the independent Camels will join the students' +union. We shall not permit a small party to be the leaders of taste in +the theatre, we will represent the <i>vox populi</i> with overwhelming +force, and the pillars of the old shop of the muses shall tremble with +the thunder of our acclamations. Long live Signora Bollini!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hurrah!" cried the students, waving their caps.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thank you from my heart, gentlemen," said Blanden, "but the decision +upon this point rests with the actress."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you have much influence over her! We will offer her consolation +and compensation. May she console herself with Schiller--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-8px">'The mean world loves to darken what is bright;' +</div> + +<p class="continue">then Heine's verses will become true--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-8px">'And a new-born song spring softly<br> +From the heal'd heart shoots to-morrow.'</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">"I am fond of quoting, Herr von Blanden, it is an act of disinterested +love of truth; our cultivation consists entirely in half unconscious or +unguaranteed quotations. Why not declare openly that Bartel knows on +which side his bread is buttered?"</p> + +<p class="normal">As Salomon began to diverge--a known peculiarity of the versatile +talented youth--one of the seniors, whose face, rendered purple by many +a cut and thrust, bore artistic marks of kind friends legibly sketched +upon it, assumed the reins of the transaction with a firm hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let the Signora appear, we will protect her! If that clique venture +forth once more, we will reply to their second brutal blow with fitting +tierce and quart, so that their ears shall tingle."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I repeat," said Blanden, "that I am very grateful to you, but I cannot +even support your wish."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why not?" asked Salomon, dissatisfied with the meagre results of his +eloquence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not wish that my betrothed shall be again exposed to the storms +of public opinion; I will guide her into a safe haven. The laurels of +the European capitals will console her for this small defeat; even for +Signora Bollini's laurels, may Frau von Blanden long no more, she will +belong to quite another world, and I wish that too violent equinoctial +gales should not accompany her to this change in her life, so that she +may be able calmly to prepare herself for it. But this, of course, is +only my opinion, I shall not interfere at all with my betrothed's +resolutions, and she will in any case rejoice at your warm sympathy, +and the honor which you intend for her."</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden shook hands pleasantly with the students' delegates, while he +added, every one of the gentlemen should be welcome who would be +present at his wedding.</p> + +<p class="normal">Soon after, he went to Giulia; he reproached her for having concealed +from him the scene in the theatre; she was alarmed that he should have +heard of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Silence," said she, "is not always as the German poet says, the god of +the happy, but just as often the god of the unfortunate."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you think that I should have rejected you as Rama rejected his +Sita, when the opinion of the people turned against her? Do you believe +that you are less dear to me, fill my whole heart less, when the +senseless mob calumniates you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, that is not the cause of my silence towards you; I feared that you +might excite yourself for my sake. I would not let any shadow from +without cast its gloom into your sick chamber."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, you are so gentle and good! Goodness of heart is little prized in +the world, and yet all wisdom depends upon it, it alone is the +guarantee of happiness. Giulia, shall you appear upon the stage again?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never," replied the singer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They would prepare you a brilliant triumph, you would retire from the +stage richer by one beautiful recollection! Weigh it well!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it your wish?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only if you wish it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no! I want no more laurel wreaths, and if I retire with a painful +memory, my parting from the stage will be all the easier; I want +nothing more in the world but your love. Buried be my past, oh, could I +but bury it deeply!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But not all!" said Blanden, "shall even the beautiful recollection of +the magic lake be buried? Every day of happiness was a picture of +future enchanting years. Do you remember the charming Indian poem, +'Calidas,' of which I told you? Oh, that Indian poetry is like the +madhavya plant, which from its very root is full of flowers. I always +think of that lovely Sacontala, and the marriage of Gandarvos, by which +upon the flowery seat of the hermit's cave she united herself to the +king. Then in the Indian legend ensues a time of long, dreary +forgetfulness, but upon our life rests another curse. At last Sacontala +saw her beloved one again; misunderstandings were cleared up, and the +short enchanting meeting became a lasting alliance. Therefore will I, +my lotus-flower, kiss the tears from your cheeks, as King Duschmanta +kissed his regained beloved one."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then, I will belong only and wholly to you," cried Giulia, amid kisses +and embraces, "and even the fame which I conquered shall fade away like +visions in the air."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I feel better every day," said Blanden, "I shall soon go to Kulmitten, +and make all preparations for our marriage."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia, as usual, trembled when the eventful day was named.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If only Beate would return," said she to herself, "perhaps I should be +calmer."</p> + +<p class="normal">Once more before setting out for his estate Blanden made a speech in +the Citizen Assembly; he did not wish to break the thread which he had +attached here, an active political life should be closely united to the +domestic happiness he had ensured. Unfortunately, however, he must +learn that his popularity in those circles had suffered seriously. +Theatrical adventures and duels were something that the citizen mind +could not deem compatible with a pioneer of political liberty. While +they suddenly discovered a Don Quixote in him, he found himself at +variance with the sentiments of the free citizens. Mutual estrangement +ensued: his speech met with a lukewarm reception, the matadors of the +assembly, the political doctor, the picturesque humourist, gave no +token of approval, and therefore the crowd also remained silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">Not without a feeling of bitterness did Blanden leave the +<i>Gemeinde-garten</i>; a slight veil was spread over his political dreams +of the future; should he always remain bound to a life of vagrancy, +never be able to raise himself to citizen-like activity, to +statesman-like distinction?</p> + +<p class="normal">Spring was in the air, as he drove home with his foaming team, but an +autumnal sensation at his heart he could not suppress.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_08" href="#div1_08">IN THE CHURCH ON SAN GIULIO.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">About eight days might have elapsed since Blanden's departure. Giulia +meanwhile had dissolved her agreement with the managers, and at home +denied herself to all visitors. She was in a state of excitement which +she could conceal with difficulty. Whenever a carriage drove up in her +vicinity she rushed to the window. She watched for Beate with dread +expectancy. At last the carriage stopped before the house, and her +friend's first words were, "Be calm! All is well."</p> + +<p class="normal">After having shaken off the dust of her journey, Beate soon appeared in +Giulia's drawing-room with the unfailing cunning smile upon her lips, +and with a calm gladsomeness, such as follows the execution of a good +deed; she stirred the crackling fire in the stove, seated herself +comfortably upon the sofa, poured as much arack as possible into her +tea, to warm herself, and then began to relate the events of her +journey:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, our beautiful south! How melancholy to drive over these plains of +ice, through the snow-laden pine forests, through these districts where +sleepy Nature never seems to open her eyes, how terribly wearisome all +the world here appears to one! And those passengers in mail coaches, +those Polish Jews, those people from the small towns with their boxes, +their baggage, their stupid faces! Thus it went on night and day, day +and night. People have given themselves the trouble to find names for +all these heaths, these towns through which one drives, and yet one +looks like another, it is most immaterial what they are called! Even a +little rocky nest in our Italy at least looks picturesque, here they +are always the same barns, the same bad pavement, over which the mail +coach rattles.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A long row of extra carriages followed the principal one, in which a +most unpleasant company seemed to be congregated. In the dark corners +of the passengers' room I saw figures which resembled brigands, one +passenger especially, with a black bandage over one eye, and a dark +beard, clings to my recollections. I saw him creep past me several +times, wrapped up in his cloak. I had an eerie feeling as if he had +cast an evil eye upon me, it seemed sometimes as if he were staring +piercingly at me out of the dark with his only sound one. I had to rest +in the capital, for three days and three nights I had not left the +rattling coach, and, at last, from over fatigue, had fallen into an +unrefreshing sleep. I had hardly looked after my baggage and put my +large box into the charge of a postal official in order to seek my long +missed rest at an hotel, before I saw a special post-chaise drive up +and the man in the cloak, with the bandage over his eye, get in.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He must be in great haste to proceed, for the post-chaise had four +horses.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I travelled slowly, I rested several times in large towns. I am +nervous too, although I am no actress, but daily intercourse with a +<i>prima donna</i> upsets one's nerves. Do not be offended, dear child, but +even the finest particles of dust, which one swallows in your theatre, +are like <i>aqua toffana</i>. I remained one day in Berlin, in Nuremberg, in +Augsburg!</p> + +<p class="normal">"How I rejoiced when I saw the Alps again, dangerous as was the drive +through the snow passes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I felt the mild soft spring breath of Italy when the steamboat +carried me across the glorious lake. From Stresa I went over the +mountains to Orta--how my heart beat, when the waves of the lake surged +at my feet, and the little island with the rocky castle lay before me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I had had leisure enough on my way to think of a plan as to how I +could best execute my task, a task that was full of danger for body and +soul; but for the soul there is always absolution. Many plans that rose +in my mind I rejected as too daring, as impracticable, much I must +leave to chance and circumstances. I then made enquiries for the two +witnesses to the marriage, whose names you wrote down for me. Signor +Bonardo has long been dead, and the beautiful Orsola eloped with a +Greek, and was quite lost sight of. No danger is threatened from that +quarter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I visited the chaplain of the little church of San Giulio, he was a +young man not unsusceptible to my charms. His predecessor, the old +priest, had just died. For a long time he had been in confinement in +the cloister, and under examination. In the nearest diocese a trial was +to be instituted against him for forgery, of which he had been guilty. +The chaplain himself conducted me up the high steps by the lake into +the sacristy of the church, where he searched through the registry to +reply to my question as to your marriage day. If ever I exerted my eyes +I did so then. Eagerly I followed his movements, noted the book, the +number of the page, the entrance to the sacristy. I thanked the +chaplain, the good man even became tender towards me, and when he +bestowed his blessing upon me he kissed me upon my brow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was still early morning, and a long day of twelve hours lay before +me. People might, perhaps, have taken me for a love-sick dreamer if +they had seen me wander upon the woodland paths behind the little town. +I could not remain long in the <i>Leone d'oro</i>, feverish restlessness had +taken possession of me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I scrambled up the path with its numerous chapels leading to the +pilgrims' church of San Franciscus. I prayed here and there. I did +penance for that which I was about to begin. I felt as if I belonged +not to the bright day, not to this glorious nature! How exquisite was +the view over the lake from the Sacro Monte, upon the chestnut and +walnut woods of Pella, upon the high Alps of Monte Rosa, what a breath +of Spring quivered yonder in the fruit hedge and made the lake ripple! +With my sinister purpose I seemed to be out of place in this bright +world!</p> + +<p class="normal">"How sleepily the hours crept on. How long it was before the sun +declined into the west and cast its more slanting rays into the waves +of the lake and upon the house roofs of the little town. And much as I +had longed for this hour with feverish impatience, I became +proportionately alarmed again at the approach of fatal night.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Like an incendiary I had provided myself with a tinder-box that was +sufficiently well supplied to contain ample provision, even for many +vain attempts.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The windows of the little church of San Giulio were brightly +illuminated, it was the hour of evening service. My boat glided over +the lake in the moonlight, and landed at the tall granite stairs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I ascended the steps. The moon was just hiding its light in a cloud; +and looking back upon the lake, in a boat that seemed to be circling +round the little rocky island, like an eagle round his eyrie, I +perceived a closely enveloped figure, which reminded me of that man +with the bandage.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My sight is keen, but it was too dark to recognise the figure more +accurately, and I soon came to the conclusion that I had become the +victim of a morbid delusion. The skiff disappeared behind a rocky +promontory which rose up steeply to the summit, upon which stood the +old tower of Berengarius.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I entered the church, but neither could I join in the devotions of the +congregation nor examine the pillars of porphyry, the image of the +Madonna of Ferrari, nor the mosaics of the floor. I only looked about +for some place of concealment in which I could hide myself, and +believed I had discovered one behind a small tomb.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I took advantage of a moment in which the sacristan, like the rest of +the congregation, was occupied with the service, to creep behind the +door of the sacristy, and quickly as lightning drew out the key, then I +descended the stairs, and unperceived cast it into the lake.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The service was over, the sacristan made his round of the church once +more, and convinced himself that the devout throng had entirely left +it. Having passed my youth amongst bands of smugglers, I am used to +creeping, crawling, and slipping into crevices like lizards, and thus I +succeeded in deceiving the custodian of the church by first gliding +after him and then suddenly disappearing behind the tomb. He sought +long in vain for the key of the sacristy, and at last relinquished the +effort, shaking his head, while he left the door standing open. He shut +the church behind him: I was alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The first sensation which overcame me was one of undefined dread. A +few lingering moonlight rays still fell through the tall church +windows, and shed a light upon the pictures on the wall, so that they +seemed to move like ghosts. But then the darkness became intense, +either the moon had set or was concealed behind heavy clouds. My +solitary footsteps made a hollow echo upon the floor. I shuddered when +I remembered that about the midnight hour spirits might rise out of the +tombs and keep me company. It was still too early for my undertaking. +Below all was still awake in the island town and upon the lake, a gleam +of light too early would have betrayed me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But from dread of the echo of my footsteps, which rumbled away through +the empty space as if something besides myself were stirring here, I +sat down motionlessly upon a bench, folded my hands, tried to pray, and +then to fall asleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And a short sleep did overcome me, but I started up from it with a +loud cry. Had I dreamed it? It seemed as if at the other end of the +church something that passed gently over the steps, stumbled over the +benches.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But all was still again, the dread of a living being besides myself in +this place had fled to my dreams, and on awaking the delusion still +clung to me.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It must have been midnight already; deep silence reigned without, not +a sound from the houses by the lake penetrated to my ears, not even the +dim radiance of the lightly veiled moonlight forced its way through the +windows. Impenetrable heavy clouds must have enveloped the heavenly +orb, because the blackest obscurity filled the church.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My sense of locality came to my assistance. I had impressed the plan +of the interior of the church sharply into my memory, estimated all +distances correctly; I knew exactly where the chairs stood, and in how +many rows, where the steps began to ascend to the altar, where was the +entrance to the sacristy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thus I felt my way from one row to another, measured with careful feet +the distance to the altar steps, and was already placing my foot upon +the lowest one when an invisible hand behind my dress drew me back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was seized with unutterable horror; my heart beat audibly; it could +be no delusion; I was not alone here; was I in the power of an +invisible enemy; or did a spectre persecute me?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I put my hand out behind; I grasped the empty air; the hand had +released my dress; I cried in a strong voice, so as to inspire myself +with courage, 'Who is here?' But nothing replied, excepting one loud +echo from the walls of the empty church.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nevertheless my heart is full of courage, and I said to myself, why +this fear and alarm? What concerns you is that you have pledged your +honour to save your friend; now see that you succeed whether you live +or die, even if hell send its ghosts against you!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed, it seemed more probable that some spectre hand had seized me, +than that any human being besides myself lingered in the gloomy place, +but if it were a mortal, then I must try to deceive and out-manœuvre +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Like lightning this flashed through my mind. I did not ascend any more +steps; softly as possible I glided into a corner, there I drew off my +shoes, and crept once more to the altar steps, which this time I could +pass up undisturbed. I felt about the altar until I had hold of one of +the candelabra, and had convinced myself that a candle was in it. With +nervous anxiety I avoided the least sound.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The candlestick in one hand, I went down again from the high altar, +held my dress closely together with the other, so that it might not +sweep the steps. I did not dare to breathe.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then something in the corner stumbled over my shoes, which I had left +there. This time I was not alarmed. I was thankful that the ghost was +on the other side of the church; in all haste I sped into the sacristy +through the door, which was only slightly ajar.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I knew that the light would attract the bats, which hopped after me, +and yet I could not shut the door without betraying myself. I groped +for the desk where I had seen the registry lie, there it was still in +the same place. I turned over the leaves and counted the pages, of +which, in the morning, I had taken note. I must gain as much time as +possible before I should burn the tell-tale light.</p> + +<p class="normal">"At last the moment had arrived, it must be done. My tinder-box did its +duty; the altar candle burned; the holy light illuminated my unholy +task.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For the duration of a second the sensation of sacrilege overcame me, +but time passed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I had only turned over two pages too many, there it stood: Giulia +Bollini, Signor Baluzzi. That was the fatal leaf! With bold resolution +I tore it out and held it in the flame. Then a loud peal of mocking +laughter rang from the door of the sacristy. I looked round and saw the +man with the bandage.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The page was burned to atoms, I still saw it as if in a dream; rigid +with fear I saw the man rush upon me; I blew out the light, but I could +not escape him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I felt as one does in those dreams in which we see a monster, a +serpent, a tiger prepared for the spring which shall kill us: my nerves +were over-excited so that I could not distinguish between my dream and +reality.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Still nearer came the steps of the gruesome ghost. My senses gave way. +I fell down in a swoon!</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I awoke again all was still intensely dark, but morning must soon +dawn.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was alone, as it appeared; nothing stirred. The altar candlestick +still stood upon the desk. I took it up, crept out of the sacristy up +to the altar and put it back upon its old place. Nothing molested me! +My shoes I found in my corner. I put them on, hid myself behind a +pillar, not far from the church door, ready for rapid flight.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed, it was not long before the sacristan opened the church doors +for early mass. He went towards the altar, while I glided out behind +him and hastened down the steps as if the church behind me were in +flames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In Orta, also, I only remained a few minutes, then drove over to +Stresa; the coachman could not make his horses go fast enough. In +Bellinzona I became ill from the excitement, and when I had recovered, +I performed very severe penance; my mind was terribly upset, but the +farther north I came, the fresher did the breeze blow towards me. I +began then to triumph that I had outmanœuvred that secret emissary +of Baluzzi--because it could be no one else--that I had succeeded, +despite his watchful ambuscade. I triumphed that I had restored you +your liberty, and with this proud emotion I now clasp you in my arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Burned to ashes is the spell that fettered you, and freely may you +follow your heart!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia was intensely excited at her friend's intelligence, amid tears +she squeezed Beate's hands. And yet she could not conquer an internal +fear. Thus breaking into the sanctuary of the church seemed like an +inexpiable act of sacrilege which rested upon her soul; and even if she +believed in the newly-gained liberty she could not feel glad. Anxious +forebodings of unknown possibilities that lay waiting in the air +disturbed her confidence in unclouded happiness. What secrets oppressed +her soul! How could she meet her beloved one's eye? The heavy weight +that lies in the consciousness of forbidden deeds, did not permit her +to draw that free breath without which success loses its triumphant +charms. And yet--she was resolved to seize the supremest bliss in life +in spite of fate, to set the right of her passion above all the rights +in the world. Was her happiness only transitory? She must do penance +and succumb; at any rate, that which she now struggled for with such +ardent longing would once have been her own.</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate had not been back many days before Blanden's invitation to +Kulmitten was received. The day of the marriage was decided upon. +Giulia prepared for her departure with Beate after having made a few +purchases for a brilliant toilet.</p> + +<p class="normal">Numerous guests from the provincial capital set out on horseback and in +carriages for Kulmitten. The students had not neglected the invitation; +they were glad to be present at a gay wedding. Salomon had arranged a +performance for the Polter-abend, adapted from his collection of +poetical blossoms, and the doctors, Kuhl and Schöner, drove a spirited +team to the lakes of Masuren. Cäcilie was expected to come with Olga +and Wegen from the neighbouring estate, where she had gone upon a visit +to her sister, and every one in the district, who had not shown a +hostile spirit towards the proprietor of Kulmitten, was welcome on this +glad occasion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Certainly, only a singer! It was, indeed, an unsuitable choice! Several +ladies pretended to be ill, and only allowed their husbands to look on +at the phenomenon so as to be able to bring back an account of the +doings.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not like such extremes," said Frau Baronin Fuchs to her husband, +"is it necessary to jump from the sanctimonious to the most impudent +children of this world? Certainly, in reality, the other was the same +kind, only a different colour. No power in the world would take me to +this wedding; you, of course, will drive over because everything +connected with rouge pots and stage tinsel has a certain charm for you +now. Well, look from a close point of view at the Circe who has +enchanted this knight of the rueful countenance."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_09" href="#div1_09">THE BRIDAL JEWELS.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Two sitting-rooms and bedrooms were prepared for Giulia and Beate in +the old wing of the Castle. Blanden had ridden over to the nearest town +to meet her, and sent on his carriage and four in advance.</p> + +<p class="normal">He drove back with her. When they arrived at the boundary of his +possessions, they were greeted by the peasants and tenants with loud +acclamations. A handsomely decorated triumphal arch was erected; canon +resounded far and near, and genuine, indeed, were the rejoicings of the +people, who idolised Blanden. None of the proprietors on the lakes of +Masuren were so gentle and kind as he, certainly none others had +studied Buddha's teachings, or recognised pity for every being of +creation as the original spring of all wisdom and morality.</p> + +<p class="normal">The school girl who presented a huge nosegay to Giulia at the gate of +honour, had learned a very long and very profound address, which was +listened to with intense weariness by all but the bride-elect, for whom +an accusation lay in every one of those moral sentiments. Cold water +seemed to be running down her, when the little girl, with devout +dove-like eyes, looked lovingly into her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">And when old Olkewicz acted as spokesman for the officials and those +belonging to the estate, and spoke of the old family possession, of the +worthy heir, of his forefathers, then she suddenly felt what, until +now, had been quite unknown to her: that here she was entering into the +sacred circle of a family, into a well-regulated world governed by +moral laws, into touching familiarity amongst equals, into a beautiful +blending together of past and future; and to herself she appeared in +the light of an intruder, who deserved to be cursed, who tore down the +old saintly household gods from the domestic hearth, and with a guilty +hand polluted a stainless roll of ancestors. She shuddered as if seized +with cold; while Olkewicz also stammered in his honest speech and lost +himself--he had suddenly recognised Giulia; it was actually the same +white fairy who had stood on high in the moonlight on the gallery of +the belfry tower.</p> + +<p class="normal">The carriage drove on through the park. The Castle was decked with +flags and banners, fluttering merrily in the breeze; all the doors were +wreathed; here a dense crowd--part of which had hastened by a short cut +from the triumphal arch, and were thus in advance--received them with +renewed cheers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden was deeply moved, and pressed his betrothed's hand; he knew +that it was true hearty love which bade them welcome. He thought of his +father, of the old lords of the Castle--they blessed his entry. His +feelings were solemn as he lifted his future bride out of the carriage +and led her into the Castle, where he delivered her into the hands of +the guardian spirits of his home.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Giulia was seated alone in her room, for a few moments she gave +herself up to a sensation of luxurious comfort; how strange was it for +a wandering disciple of art to have a home, to reign as mistress over a +vast estate! No more need she trouble about the gains of the moment, no +more need she struggle from day to day for a living, competing for fame +and gold, and the favour of the variable crowd which alone could grant +both to her. The labour of art in the muses' temple appeared like a +miserable daily task, which is forced from the reluctant senses, while +only the holiness of enthusiasm sanctifies the artistic duty! From +country to country had she wandered with her nomad tent, tarrying long +wherever she had found plentiful pastures; but how many dangers did the +pirates of criticism prepare for her, by how many <i>fata morgana</i> had +she been deceived--how homeless was her life, her soul!</p> + +<p class="normal">What a sensation of security behind the stout walls of this Castle; for +decades, for a whole life-time, every struggle with its necessities was +banished, a life belonging to itself, one not given up to the mob! And +how one must learn to love every little spot of earth which, by the +habit of long association and possession, has become a portion of +ourselves! Without, the trees rustled, the eastern sky glanced in the +reflection of the declining sun, and the evening star, the star of +love, peeped forth in the vapour-like clouds that were tinged with a +delicate red.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yonder the tall oaks, the silver poplars, and Scotch firs; the pavilion +with its gay windows peeping out of the Chinese shrubs that surrounded +it; the bridge over the lake; upon the island stood the swans' houses: +at first all seemed but a pretty picture for her contemplation, but +from day to day it must all become blended into her life--every spot, +sanctified by love, become endeared to her heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">And how home-like the old furniture in the drawing and other rooms: +<i>roccoco</i> cupboards, and drawers with their sweeping lines, those +arm-chairs, little works of art carved in wood, those heavy curtains, +which formed an easily moved partition between the secret concealed +cabinets and drawing-rooms! How pleasant the faces of the old male and +female servants, who at once took the new mistress to their hearts, and +were ready to watch over their new precious possession as well as they +had ever guarded the most valuable treasure confided to them.</p> + +<p class="normal">A proud sensation of happiness overcame her; the dream of a peaceable +existence, of ensured happiness, hovered before her mind, then her hand +was pressed convulsively to her heart; painfully she felt the rift that +extended through her whole life--that she always experienced, even +although concealed from her lover and the world, but which, when it +suddenly yawned, became an abyss which must swallow up all her +felicity.</p> + +<p class="normal">She could only listen absently to Beate's chatter, "I must say it is a +true Palazzo Pitti, in which we, however, are the most beautiful +pictures! And as to its being countryfied, the Castle itself certainly +is not so, although the entire population consists of rough unhewn +blocks. One might be in a fortress; down below, Signora, at the foot of +the hill, still stands a massive square tower. I enquired about it, +they call it the 'Dantziger;' it was used for watching the besiegers +and taking them in their rear, it also ensured escape, as a secret +outlet leads to the lake. The stone passage, with its handsome arches, +unites it with the Castle. Well, if I can find a sweetheart here, the +old Dantziger will do me good service for secret adventures and secret +flight. Besides which, in the Castle, there are divers stairs in the +walls, hidden doors--what else I know not! The Knights of the Order had +their secrets, too. We shall find it all out in good time."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are incorrigible with your love of adventures, Beate."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Think of the sacristy in the church of San Giulio. What should you be +without me? A very doubtful betrothed, your past rests in the Orta Lake +with the sacristy key! But enough of it. They are very lively over in +the new wing, where all are preparing for the Polter-abend +entertainment; they say it is just like being behind the scenes, gay +masks of every kind, but terribly inexpert wardrobe women; everything +in the world requires experience. If only we were with them, we +understand the art."</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate was still chattering when Blanden entered; she possessed tact +enough to disappear as speedily as possible.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only get dressed quickly, dear Giulia!" cried Blanden, "all are +preparing to greet us. I am an outlawed man it is true, but yet one +always possesses some real friends. The Castle is full from attic to +cellar; for twenty years or more there has not been such a garrison. +You bring life into my solitude, let me welcome you cordially once +more."</p> + +<p class="normal">He clasped her in his arms and pressed a fervent kiss upon her lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is that little box," said Giulia, "which you carry in your hand?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My bridal gift, beloved! I come with a full heart, and may not do so +empty handed."</p> + +<p class="normal">He opened the ebony casket: the most beautiful ornaments, a diadem with +brilliants, necklets and bracelets of the most magnificent pearls, and +beside them unset precious stones, sapphires, and rubies shone in such +radiance that Giulia could not suppress a sudden cry of admiration.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is all yours, it is the inheritance which has been bequeathed to +the last Blanden by his mother and by the ancestral mistresses of this +house, there being no living heiress who has the right to these +ornaments. From henceforth you shall wear them, they have found an +owner again who is worthy of them, and well they will suit your dark +hair and fine features!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia was dazzled with the brilliant gift, and yet-- Like +will-'o-the-wisps, like snakes of fire, they flashed and quivered +before her eyes! Was it not a robber's hand which grasped this family +possession?</p> + +<p class="normal">But she overcame the slight shudder with which she saw the ghostly +ancestresses of the house of Blanden, as they stretched out their bony +hands in protest, or touched her brow and imprinted the sign of the +curse upon her. She was only conscious of Blanden's love and goodness +in confiding such a priceless heritage to her, and, thanking him +cordially, laid her hand upon her heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">On that evening she would be queen of the feast, banish all gloomy +thoughts; he should have a right to be proud of her. A mistress of the +toilet, an art belonging to the stage, she would enhance her beauty by +simple attire. Merrily adorned with a wreath of flowers, her hair, +black as ebony, as it fell upon her neck, enframed a face whose fine +moulding did not suffer from the pallor of its features, for that +Venetian colouring appertained to the beauty of marble, to that +idealism of form which was peculiar to her. Her tall slight figure was +seductively enveloped in clouds of pink tulle, and as if of gleaming +foam, bosom and neck, the glorious outlines of a Venus Anadyomene rose +from out that mass of clouds. As she entered the dining-hall with +Blanden, a buzz of admiration passed through the apartment. They were +mostly elderly gentlemen who were present, the younger ones were still +behind the scenes preparing the masquerade.</p> + +<p class="normal">Hermann von Gutsköhnen and Sengen von Lärchen had never seen anything +of the kind; the former greeted her with a whispered monologue which +reached its climax in a low oath; the latter held his finger +thoughtfully to his nose, and after his address, "dear friends," had +allowed a considerable pause to follow, "she is a most beautiful woman, +tall, she has breeding, something Arab-like in her nostrils, and +devilish black hair, but no healthy colour--she needs some Masuren +breezes to blow about her cheeks."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thunder and lightning," replied Hermann, "a splendid toilet! But a +betrothed should really be a rose-bud, she is perfectly full blown!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Herr von Blanden has good taste," said Baron von Fuchs to his +neighbour, the Landrath, "it is well that our wives have not come with +us. It was well feigned hoarseness, and a most justifiable headache +which befell them, because I must say--naturally I exclude our +wives--we have no beauties in the district who can be compared with +her. And they who stayed at home have all happily escaped this +sensation. In words they would not have acknowledged this beauty, but +at heart they would have bowed before it as the brethren bowed before +Joseph, in the dream; they would have tingled with unbounded jealousy +to the very tips of their fingers and toes, because whosoever bathes in +the pool of Bethsaida knows how to respect the beauty of the +Olympians."</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden and Giulia welcomed their guests heartily, and then seated +themselves in two garlanded arm-chairs to receive the homage of the +Polter-abend. A merry blast of music announced the commencement of the +performance.</p> + +<p class="normal">First appeared lovely water-fairies from the lake. Olga von Dornau led +the dance; the daughter of the Sanitätsrath from the district town, the +daughters of a retired major, who lived there, and a rich young widow +represented the Naiads decked with reeds.</p> + +<p class="normal">The concessions made to the local colouring and faithful costume of the +legend, were of varying degrees, the young widow's being the greatest. +Olga was the speaker of the Kingdom of the Nymphs--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-8px">"With the welcome of sisters we greet thee</p> +<p class="t2">In thy beauty, our sovereign anew;</p> +<p class="t0">Long we mourned, never hoping to meet thee,</p> +<p class="t2">Now thine image again we review.</p> +<p class="t4">The waters shall mirror thy image afar<br> +As in glory and triumph we carry thy car."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">Thereupon, Cäcilie appeared as the goddess of Song, a wreath of laurels +in her hand; behind her, Thalia and Melpomene, which characters were +assumed by two of her friends.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cäcilie had composed these lines for herself--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-8px">"Silently, sadly, we see you depart,</p> +<p class="t2">Leaving our kingdom made greater by you,</p> +<p class="t0">But the laurel of fame must give place to the heart,</p> +<p class="t2">Happiness there is more lasting and true.</p> +<p class="t0">Go you to bliss that cannot be measured,</p> +<p class="t2">And leave those behind who will never forget,</p> +<p class="t0">Your art as yourself will ever be treasured,</p> +<p class="t2">O'er your gain we rejoice, our loss we regret."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">Then Schöner entered as a herald; in sonorous flowing verses he +announced the arrival of the new mistress of the Castle, and poured +forth praises of the perfection of her beauty and art; he recited these +verses with wonted enthusiasm, and received plenteous applause.</p> + +<p class="normal">Herr von Wegen came as the Master, at the head of a number of Knights +of the Order; their white mantles with the black cross, harmonised well +with the old dining-hall, which thus gained historical animation.</p> + +<p class="normal">The German Order also greeted the new mistress; the poem, of whose +authorship the fair-haired District Deputy was guiltless, while his +brother-in-law, Dr. Kuhl, was universally thought to be its composer, +contained some humourous flashes; it spoke of a fair lady who had not, +as in former times, surreptitiously entered the house of the Order, and +by the back way, but like a mistress, who is entitled to go up the +principal wide staircase. Thus the Order was completely secularised, +and by this brilliant example the Order of wilful old bachelors equally +so, as was demonstrated by the master himself, and his friend, the +Prussian heathen.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now, armed with a mighty club, Dr. Kuhl stepped forth as an ancient +Prussian at the head of a band dressed in skins; he greeted Giulia in +the name of the original inhabitants of the land, who alone possessed a +right to these forests and lakes; he declared war to the knights who +had been imported into this free land, to those monks of the sword, +that black-crossed hypocrisy; with his people he would destroy this +Castle to its very foundations if the presence of so beautiful a +guardian goddess did not compel him to lay his club in homage at her +feet; he concluded with the words--</p> +<div class="poem"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-10px">"I swear it by every sacred god</p> +<p class="t2">To-day all wars for ever cease,</p> +<p class="t0">No more our blood shall soil the sod</p> +<p class="t2">For hence shall reign eternal peace.</p> +<p class="t4">When the gods clamour for foemen dead<br> +Our goddess shall offer the olive instead."</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">Then followed another series of more stately pictures, and merry jests. +Salomon had conceived the unhappy idea of appearing as Ariosto, +introducing himself as the Italian Heinrich Heine, and in a mixture of +verses, which were collected, partly from the <i>Ottave rime</i> of the poet +of Reggio, partly from free thinking verses by the Parisian +Aristophanes, and speaking of Herr von Blanden as Orlando, who had +delivered Angelica, bound to the rock of the stage.</p> + +<p class="normal">A tall girl, whose form was as redundant as those of the Genoese women, +appeared as "Italia," a basket of fruit in her hands, a wreath of +perfumed orange blossoms in her hair. It was Iduna; she had left +Fräulein Baute's school, after having met with frequent insults from +the mistress, and openly displayed contempt on the part of her Theodore +Körner, Dr. Sperner. Her father owned a small estate in the +neighbourhood, and thus she was invited to the entertainment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Soon all revolved in merry dance. Blanden opened the ball with Giulia, +and then stood thoughtfully for some time, leaning against a pillar of +the radiated arch; he thought of the other dance beneath the pear tree, +and the pale shadow of his lovely Eva mingled in the rows of the +dancers. She had pledged him in the unalloyed bliss of youth; this +woman brought the rapture of passion. But he felt that with her came a +rent in his life. The gay company assembled, from which the most +distinguished ladies of the neighbourhood were absent, the coldness of +the members of his party in the capital, all proved to him that he had +once more rendered it impossible to take a firm foothold in his home, +and to attain a higher position in political life by any recognised +influence; but it was only a transient heretical thought! There she +stood before him in all her beauty, a fascinating woman! Her eyes +gleamed with promise; dancing had brought a warmer colour to the marble +of her features; her bosom heaved with sweet excitement, she appeared +like a breathing statue of a goddess! A lamp shone in the pavilion! +myrtles and oranges shed their perfume; the stars of Italy gazed +sparklingly down from the deep blue sky! He encircled her firmly with +his arms, and sped to a wild measure through the old hall. Giulia was +in her brightest mood, she would and did forget everything that was +painful and hostile in her life; she chatted more pleasantly than ever +before, and had a friendly winning word for every one; a roguish smile +played around her lips, as she said to Blanden--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I cannot realise that I shall never more stand behind the piano; never +more look down upon my worthy conductor's bald head when he wields his +<i>bâton</i>, or into the manager's complacent countenance after a +well-paying house; that Dr. Schöner will never more arrange a poetical +nosegay for my vase; no Spiegeler cause me sleepless nights by the +stings of his wasps and bees. But away with all laurel wreaths! +Without, in the theatrical world, the echo of my name will not yet have +quite died away, and when it is dead, it will no longer trouble the +memory of the world to come, which will be inundated with many more."</p> + +<p class="normal">Kuhl, the heathen, who had just performed a wild round dance with the +orange-perfumed Italian, in which he had squeezed Iduna's hands with +more fervour than the requirements of the dance demanded, now turned to +Giulia and began a battle of words with her upon which she readily +entered. Kuhl had only seen her as Blanden's nurse, when wounded, and +spoken to her in a serious manner; her happy mood stirred him +strangely, but was doubly attractive, and he could not leave her side +while Blanden was enjoying a dance with Olga.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Excuse me, Signora," suddenly said Cäcilie's somewhat sharp voice. +"Look here, my friend! I only wish to tell you that there must now be +an end of polytheism, and that you shall neither worship the slight +Italian marble goddess nor plump Iduna with her apples of eternal +youth, neither one of Raffael's nor Ruben's beauties. Look this way my +friend! I am now your Alpha and Omega, as the Bible says. I have now a +right to you, and shall know how to assert it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Kuhl listened to the conjugal lecture; sadly he then took up his club, +which had been propped against a pillar, and leaning upon it, pondered +over the fate which even the most irrefutable theories find in life's +irksome custom. He resigned himself to the melancholy conviction that +he, the Hercules of free love, had, after all, allowed his Dejanira to +charm him into a Nessus shirt.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dancing and enjoyment lasted until late into the night, then the guests +retired to their chambers. Blanden accompanied his betrothed to the +carved oak door of her apartment, and left her with an ardent kiss and +the whispered words, "Until to-morrow!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate, who had danced bravely and made a slight conquest of a young +lawyer, was so fatigued that she had thrown herself, half undressed, +upon the bed in her room, which was situated behind Giulia's, and had +fallen into a sound sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia was still in her sitting-room--she gazed into the moonlit park; +high into the air the fountain cast its stream of silver, gently around +the trees quivered that dreamy light which rocks the soul with vague +forebodings.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dance, wine, love had intoxicated her. Was not the world so beautiful, +life so happy!</p> + +<p class="normal">She longed to rejoice, like the ray of water springing up towards the +skies!</p> + +<p class="normal">She threw aside her ball dress, and in her light dressing-gown +contemplated her reflection in the large mirror. She felt so +lighthearted, so free--and was she not beautiful, youthfully beautiful? +A heavy destiny had passed over her, but in its flight it only slightly +touches the favourites of the gods. No creases, no wrinkles, she needed +no paint-pot to conceal them, no weight of cares had been able to bow +her tall form, and the consciousness of her own beauty thrilled her +with delight.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she hastened to the cupboard, which was placed in a panel of the +wall, opened it with a carefully secured key, and took out the jewel +box which Blanden had given to her. First she let the splendid stones +glisten in the lamp light, then flash in the moon's radiance, while she +revelled in the sparkling lights and the prismatic rays which played to +and fro.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she stepped before the large mirror, put the diadem of brilliants +upon her curls, decked herself with the pearl necklace, with the +bracelets, glistening with rubies and emeralds. She thought herself +magnificent as a queen; thus, in her dazzling splendour, ornamented +with the prince's crown, might not everything be permitted to her? Need +a ruler fear his conscience, that sentinel of the garrison? Did she, in +her power and beauty, not stand far above it?</p> + +<p class="normal">They were proud dreams in which she indulged--blissful +self-forgetfulness, the ruinous intoxication of dark spirits of the +earth, which guard the treasures of the deep, and scatter that shining +dust into the eyes of mankind that it may perceive nothing but the +sparkling brilliance of mammon and soulless splendour. She walked up +and down before the mirror, bent her head to see how the coronet of +brilliants became her dark locks, turned to the right and to the left; +but then the spirit of the stage came upon her, a vain spirit at first, +and she repeated scenes from operas, raising her arms, now wringing her +hands, then extending them as if cursing, all the time admiring the +shining lights of her bracelets as they played about those beautifully +rounded forms.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she stood again as still as sculptured marble and gazed at herself +as though she were looking at a statue, standing in a niche of a +Pantheon. Then, suddenly--it was no dream--the mirror began to move; it +was pushed on one side by invisible hands: she commenced to tremble, to +rub her eyes--her own reflection disappeared with the mirror like a +ghost into the surface of the wall--and, instead, a space black as an +abyss yawned before her--and a draped figure sprang into the room and +threw off its cloak.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was Baluzzi!</p> + +<p class="normal">She started back with a loud cry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Traitoress!" cried he, "now you are worthy of me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia staggered back a few paces, half unconscious, with one hand +resting upon the back of the roccoco chair, she held the other +tremblingly towards the intrusive ghost.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Back, back!" she cried with a failing voice, that was almost stifled +into a convulsive whisper.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe, indeed, that you would refuse to see me, and that I am more +hateful to you to-day than any other being whom the world contains. I +come most inopportunely, I know, and that is why I come. And how +beautifully you are adorned--for the galley!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia seized the diamond crown, the necklace and bracelet, all almost +unconsciously, as if in a heavy dream, in which one seeks in blind +haste to protect life, possessions and estate from unavoidable ruin; +but her hand was paralysed, and the ornaments adhered to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Beautifully adorned, and still beautiful!" cried Baluzzi, stepping +nearer, "still as beautiful as once when you stood before the altar in +the little church of San Giulio! Do not shrink from me--before others +you are a bride elect, before others you may feign modesty, and wrap +yourself in the bridal veil, not before me! I have an old and sacred +right over you--your body, your soul belong to me, and to me alone; you +cannot be separated from me so long as the indissoluble word of the +Church exists upon earth, and I place my hand upon you as upon a +runaway slave--Giulia Baluzzi, my wife!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And he went up to her, held the struggling woman with a strong arm, and +laid the other hand upon her marble shoulder that quivered as if in the +grip of a tiger cat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stand back, madman," whispered Giulia in a suppressed tone of alarm, +"stand back, or I shall call for help."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will not do so, my child! You will not call for help, not even if +I murder you with my dagger! You would prefer to drop mutely into my +arms, and with expiring eyes to implore me--for silence, for +forgetfulness! Is it not so? A cry for help!--what is a cry for help +but a cry for shame, for disgrace, for law and executioner? I know you +better, my little dove; so imprudent you are not; the friend of Beate, +the cunning robber of a church, possesses too much sense and +understanding."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall call for help," said Giulia, with pride and defiance, now +releasing herself from Baluzzi's arms. "And if I declare you before all +the world to be a robber and a liar, all will deem your utterances to +be madness, because the proofs are wanting."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The proofs are ready."</p> + +<p class="normal">"They were, perhaps; but they are no longer."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Haha," said Baluzzi, with a mocking laugh, "you rely upon your astute +messenger, upon Beate, who lays her devil's paw upon the altar candles +and registers, at the ghostly hour of midnight lights a firebrand in a +sacristy. A harmless amusement! Had it not been so harmless I should +have prevented it, but it was great amusement for me to watch the +lizard as it glided into the crevices in the church walls, and to carry +on a game with it; unfortunately she swooned too soon. I should have +liked to torture her still longer, have made her bones rattle, the +good-for-nothing! You all possess courage only up to a certain point; +the little witch, too, showed courage, but then, in a moment, it goes +out like a candle that has burned down, that has consumed itself all +too speedily."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the proofs are destroyed," said Giulia, although doubtfully and +alarmed at Baluzzi's scorn, because she could not help fearing that by +some means Beate's undertaking had failed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are mistaken, my child. I do not allow the thread by which I hold +you to be so easily withdrawn from my hands. I have my spies, and when +I heard from Antoinette, my little scout, whither Beate intended to go, +I knew enough. At first I accompanied her in the greatest possible +<i>incognito</i>, then I gained a considerable start in order to obtain the +necessary information. I was at the See at Milan. I knew that an +enquiry into some forgery was pending against the former priest of San +Giulio. I have staunch friends, even at the holy courts of law. A +priest, with whom I worked formerly in Monaco, at my desire, enquired +if amongst the deeds of the suit a copy of the registry of San Giulio +did not exist; a legal official copy certified by the chaplain. I had +reason to expect this because the suit concerned a falsification of the +register. My supposition was well-founded--now I was safe, now I could +play with that dangerous culprit who is your greatest friend, as a cat +does with a mouse. All respect to you, we are quits. I awaited her +arrival in Orta, dogged all her steps, and my knowledge of the church +permitted me to hide myself in the little crypt. The fire of joy at +midnight I vouchsafed to her with malicious pleasure, but our marriage, +my child, is signed and sealed in the legal copy in the register number +two, that lies at Milan, valid before God and man. It is a pity that +the travelling expenses, and heroic courage were spent in vain, that +the triumph was useless--I have the proofs!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia's courage fell with each of Baluzzi's words. She felt herself to +be completely in his power, thus everything that she had done to free +herself from him, even Beate's criminal proceeding, was all in vain. +She looked at him with the glance of a mortally wounded deer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You do not believe my story? Here in my pocket-book is the most exact +information as to where the document can be found which proves my +perfect right to you. Now will you still cry for help?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Silently Giulia covered her face with her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are going to be sensible, my child; I thought so! That is why I +come to you at night, it is very considerate of me, and on a toilsome +road too. A wonderful child led me here--my rare little sea-devil, whom +I have taken into my service. It is the road upon which you must now +follow me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What are you thinking of? Impossible!" said Giulia, springing up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The road is not very pleasant! Close beside the shore of the lake +there is a cave--my blood-hound found it; it is overgrown with thistles +and bushes, the little one worked with an axe and sickle all last night +to clear the passage. One must stoop to pass through. It leads to the +old tower, which, with its ivy-clad walls, casts its shadow below upon +the moonlit shrubs in the park. It was the watch tower, the battle and +sally-tower of the knights, and the hidden road ensures them flight in +case of defeat. From the tower a secret walled passage leads into the +Castle. It is covered with rubbish and ruins, and there are awkward +steps to go up and down. But then a little masked winding-staircase in +the wall leads up to this mirror door. My wonderfully clever seal +discovered all this. It took us some time last night before we could +find out the mechanism of this door. We knew that these rooms were +destined for you. We tried a long time, but I am clever at such +secrets, and beneath its external disguise found the spot where one +must press so as to make the wooden panel move and slide back. The +little one waits below with a dark lantern--the boat is tied up close +to the egress of the hollow way. It will cost a few bruises and torn +clothes, then we shall sail over the lake and away over the Russian +frontier."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are out of your senses, Baluzzi!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shall I remind you of our past, of our agreement? We were married +secretly. You were a singer whose fame was waxing. I, an inferior +chorus singer, who could do no better. I saw myself, that your +prospects would be damaged if the world knew of our marriage. Soon I +resigned the miserable position of an incapable helper's helper in the +troupe of singers at the theatre, and I must confess it, gave myself up +to a somewhat dissipated life. I drank and gambled. I became a croupier +in Monaco, your fame was augmenting. Our paths led farther and farther +asunder. All the same, I loved you fervently, but I perceived that your +love diminished daily. You were ashamed of me. You began to avoid me, +to fly from me. I required money, much money for my habits of life. +They are as respectable and distinguished as those of a well-born +prince who squanders his heritage. How often was I not in +embarrassments enough to make one's hair stand on end, badly in debt. +It was at that time we made an agreement that I should avoid you as +long as you were at the theatre, but, that in return, the greater +portion of your abundant gains should always be paid over to me. So +long as you were at the theatre--that was the condition. Recollect it! +No evasions! I am a man of my word, and I shall see that faith is kept +with me also. <i>Cospetto!</i> In my hand I hold the power to compel you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I, too, kept my word," said Giulia, "and more than this, I have often +starved that you might live luxuriously."</p> + +<p class="normal">"For two years," said Baluzzi, "when you were here in Prussia during +the summer I was left without news of you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Owing to your irregular life the letter to you must have been lost--an +unfortunate chance which I do not lament over much."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then for two years I was in Russia, lost to you. I had business that +made me acquainted with sables and ermines. I exonerate you from blame +for that time, nevertheless you thus became my debtor. However, if you +leave the stage, you cannot redeem yourself now, you no longer have +your own independent earnings and possessions. Therefore, from +henceforth, you belong to me! Thank the Madonna that I have come to +hold you back from a crime--follow me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never!" said Giulia, folding her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you then think that my passion for you is extinguished? Even when +far away it burned in my bosom with silent fervour, and this glow +expands into bright flames since I have seen you once more, because you +are the most beautiful woman whom I have met with upon my manifold +journies in life, and I have seen women of every nation and of every +class. It is a proud sensation that of possessing you, not secretly, +no, before all the world to display you, and it is a delight to fold +you in my arms."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia hid her face as she drew back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet do not believe that it is the same old love, as beneath Italy's +orange and myrtle trees when you were my Madonna, when my heart beat +for you, when I looked up to you as to a queen of heaven floating amid +a bright halo. And even then, when you parted from me as from one +unworthy who might not follow in the ascending paths of your life, even +in the desolate existence that I led, still I always looked up as one +looks up at a heavenly orb through a crevice in a grotto. Then came +those days of Lago Maggiore, I watched and saw how you were faithless +to me, you bought yourself free from my anger, because then I was in a +desperate position, but since that time my feelings have been +completely metamorphosed. My Madonna was one no longer, and though she +may not repent, I have vowed to myself to make her do so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, to be fettered to crime, and in addition by sacred bonds--is there +a more unhappy fate? Is despair not justified, even when it clutches +convulsively at transient felicity? Well, I may belong to you, but you +do not belong to me, never so long as my spirit can move its wings in +liberty, can appreciate the beautiful, believe in what is noble."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia had risen proudly, she had recovered herself, overcame her fear +and terror, courage of death shone on her brow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Any one who saw you now--truly a vestal, whose fire, alas, had often +gone out. It looks like gold and is brass, it gleams like silver and is +tin. And this, on the day on which a crime shall be consecrated. The +cocks have already crowed, midnight is past, your second wedding day +will soon dawn, do not forget your first myrtles; its stars still +shine, the second can only consist of nightshade and fox-glove, it +breathes the poison of a lie. <i>Corpo di bacco</i>--such a saint--it makes +one laugh!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know, I feel that I am committing an impious act, I am defying law, +I am deceiving the best of men, but I only deceive him out of endless +love, and so utterly unworthy is that which is protected by law, that I +dare all because I believe in the pardon of Heaven."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You need not have this sin pardoned, it will not be committed."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hear me Baluzzi!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hear me first! I have not yet told you all. Since those days by the +lake, love died in my heart, passion remained, but it was a wild +passion that wavered between love and hatred; expiation I had hoped for +from you, but you cast flaming anger into my heart. You shall be mine, +your kisses shall give me rapture, my pulses shall throb louder, when I +hold you in my arms, but only like the pirate's pulses, who rejoices +over the captured beauty. Never shall I forget that you injured and +betrayed me beyond expression, that you are my slave, over whom I +exercise my proud right of master, whether I torture and chastise, or +whether I love her. What are your laurel wreaths to me? Dried up straw +which I burn, because no more gold glitters on its leaves, but as in +mockery of your renown, the queen of the stage shall preside at my +gaming-tables beside other painted harridans, and shall decoy victims +into my net--the trade will flourish! The remains of a great name will +suffice for it, that little candle end can still shed some light. You +shall obey me, tremble before me! That is the expiation, the penance +for an overbearing and faithless wife!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And to such degradation shall I follow you, give myself up to such +disappointment? Death rather!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is a still better means, Signora! Seize your dagger, kill me, +let me be killed as a robber and housebreaker, then you will be free, +and with a light heart can greet the first ray of the morning sun; but +I am on my guard, my glances do not leave you, do not leave that door +behind which Beate sleeps. I know that she has a pocket pistol under +her pillow, and a crime more or less does not matter to her, but I am +prepared to meet her also."</p> + +<p class="normal">And Baluzzi pulled out a pistol.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Beate sleeps in the second room," said Giulia, "she does not hear us! +We will not excite ourselves--one calm word! An unhappy fate has +brought us together, it should never have happened. Our paths led far +asunder, but the indissoluble bond remains; it is cruel to tie up my +soul with it, it is indissoluble there, indissoluble also for me here, +because I dare not venture forth with this life-long lie, without +forfeiting my future happiness. But you would not be separated, +although to do so lay in your power. I beg, I implore you, do not let +your old right interfere in my life. I was always your friend, I will +remain so, but upon my knees I implore you, grant me the bliss of this +true love. I ask nothing but silence, do not make him miserable who +hazarded his life for me. Is it then so great a sacrifice not to utter +words which would plunge two people into calamity? Is it impossible to +resign a dreamed-of possession, a right that is dead?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A dreamed-of possession?" shouted the Italian, "the real right will +still find its protection in the world, and when I see you thus before +me, in all the magic of your charms, I long to press you to my heart +and to rejoice in my beautiful possession; my blood surges up within +me, like the fire-spring of Salfatora. I am no Don Juan who breaks at +night into the sanctuary of the house, I am no adulterer, no seducer; I +am the husband, and that word is like a king's crown and sceptre, +before which all the nation bows. The law would drive you into my arms +with rods, if you refuse, because to me is given power over you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Away, do not touch me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if I do? I am safe from your cries for help!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That you are not," cried Giulia in supreme excitement, "not even if I +must let my shame resound through the house with the alarm bell! Rather +than rest in your arms, rather than follow you and obey that vile +control which your right and will exercise, rather would I fall crushed +upon my knees before every one, confess the incredible, pray for mercy, +and then seek and find death. You know me! I dare do much, I dare do +what is unheard of! With bold hand I will rob myself of my own +happiness. He who dares that is prepared for all! Beside the summit +there is an abyss and no other path--least of all no other path in +common with you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia's wild determination made an impression upon Baluzzi; he knew +those convulsively closed lips, those knitted eyebrows, those rigid +glances; he knew that at such moments she was capable of extremities.</p> + +<p class="normal">What, then, was left to him? The sensation of gratified revenge, a mere +shadow of recollection--but not the bliss of the rack, and what his +passion, his avarice, might perhaps still expect of the future, would +then be buried for evermore.</p> + +<p class="normal">He stopped, and hesitated.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, as Giulia rose from her knees in haughty anger, the light of the +lamp swept across her head-dress, so that the diamonds flashed and +quivered, and a dream-like firework of precious stones seemed to +scintillate upon her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Italian was suddenly dazzled and enraptured with the ornament which +he had, indeed, perceived immediately upon his entrance, but which he +had not estimated at its full value.</p> + +<p class="normal">His eyes wandered from the coronet to the strings of pearls, down to +the bracelets; they passed on to the open jewel casket on the table +whence a brilliancy betokening great promise shone in the dim light.</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia followed his gaze, his expression had entirely changed: the glow +of passion, the madness of revenge had given place to mute greed, to +avarice, that sought gratification, not from the animate, but the +inanimate objects. As if spell-bound his glance hung upon the +brilliants. A considerable pause ensued, Giulia imbibed new courage.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are not poor," said Baluzzi, suddenly, "is that your own?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My wedding present," replied Giulia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"All this--and those precious stones, too? Show me the coronet!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia removed it. Baluzzi seized a candle which stood upon the table +beside him and illuminated the glittering stones. He drank in their +radiance as he slowly examined them. Then, as if making some +calculation, moved his lips; every one of these stones became changed +into a sparkling number, and dazzling as if in a Bengal light, a noble +sum flashed before him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You see," said Giulia, who had grasped the sudden change equally +quickly, "Blanden is liberal, and although I may earn nothing more +myself, his gifts will render it possible for me, even, if not to the +same extent as formerly, still to remember you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you think so?" said Baluzzi, as he looked at her with widely opened +eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And although I have retired from the stage, I will save for you just +the same, only do not demand impossibilities, take the circumstances +into consideration; less than formerly can I only call my own, dispose +of less, but, otherwise, things shall be as they were."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Less? You are very modest! When did you ever have such beautiful +ornaments before?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are the Blandens' family jewels, they do not belong to me! They +are only lent to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lent? You told me yourself that he had given them to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"For my life-time, perhaps! Such heirlooms revert to the family. I look +upon them as a property entrusted to my keeping."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Give me the ornaments," cried Baluzzi, taking hold quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Impossible," replied Giulia, paling. "They are my wedding jewels for +tomorrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Haha," laughed Baluzzi. "And you do not fear that these sparkling +stones should scorch your hair, or change themselves into little +snakes, such as play around the heads of the Furies? I have a great +undertaking in prospect, besides, I have much money to pay in Russia. I +offer you the choice: give me the diadem or I remain. I shall expose +you before all the world, and assert my rights."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia looked once more imploringly at him. Her eye dropped. She was +weary of the endless torture.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cease! I beseech you, Baluzzi! What shall I say? How excuse myself?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Invent a robber. You are inventive enough. A lie, more or less, cannot +matter to you, and this is not the worst," added he, scornfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, this torture, this humiliation! Am I not a cowardly woman? Where +is my pride, where is my strength? Have you not appeared as one come to +warn me, to call to me, 'So far, and no farther! Cease, cease from your +reckless game!' And I have not courage to resign, standing before +supreme happiness, not the courage of truth, not the courage to speak +one single word, to avoid an act of infamous sacrilege! Unworthy +struggling, and cheating! That is the greatest humiliation. In open +confession, in the lowest abnegation, before universal repudiation, +there would still be sublimity! A voice would cry to me, 'You have done +rightly,' and above my head I should hear the fluttering of the wings +of my life's good genii who have long since forsaken me."</p> + +<p class="normal">She seemed to be speaking to herself! Eagerly Baluzzi awaited the +decisive result of this monologue, at the same time with his eyes +devouring the diamonds in Giulia's hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I cannot," cried she suddenly, striking her brow with her clenched +hand. "I am too weak, too powerless! Duty's command appears like a +horrible spectre that gives me up to boundless misery, while under the +spell of criminal silence an ardently longed-for happiness beckons to +me. Pity, pity!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She cried to Heaven for it with clasped hands; Baluzzi answered, as +though she had spoken to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"None of that! The diamonds! It is my last word!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the price--your everlasting silence!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Everlasting? Oh, no! That would be a bad bargain! But, by my honour, +for a year, if I live so long, I will not remind you. I will be +silent."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A very sword above my head! And yet a year's felicity! How much +happiness does not even a moment contain! Who can destroy what once was +ours? And what once it has bought from hell can never be reclaimed! And +yet--how my heart will beat at every step, at every rustle or rattle of +the leaves. No, no, everlasting silence--and the jewels are yours."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A year--give them, give them, senseless woman!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He grasped the diamond circle and wrenched it from Giulia's hands after +a short indifferent resistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then farewell, complete your crime! A year--but pray for my life! For +I have sworn before I die to be revenged upon you! I leave no other +will, save my curse, which shall be upon you."</p> + +<p class="normal">With these words, and still holding the sparkling ornament high in the +air, he disappeared behind the mirror-door, which he pushed back again +into the framework of the wall.</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia sank upon a seat. She extinguished the lamp and candles. +Sleepless, dreamless, she gazed fixedly through the windows into the +night. The moon had set. The grey dawn did her good. Everything faded +into uncertainty. A cradle song passed through her mind! How terrible +the rising day which gave distinct form again to everything which +erected the implacable barriers of life!</p> + +<p class="normal">And on it came with its increasing light, and tinged the tops of the +trees. When Beate entered Giulia was still sitting motionlessly in her +evening robe in the easy chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">On descending the winding staircase Baluzzi found Kätchen sitting upon +the first steps of the subterranean passage beside the dark lantern.</p> + +<p class="normal">Impatient she had certainly become, and had even crept up the stairs. +She had listened, but understood nothing, for Baluzzi and Giulia spoke +in Italian.</p> + +<p class="normal">In her hand she held something that fluttered and flapped strangely. It +was a bat which had whirled around her lantern, and threatened to +entangle itself in her hair. When she perceived Baluzzi she started up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, and she?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"She will remain this time," said the Italian. "She has bought herself +off."</p> + +<p class="normal">He showed the magnificent diamonds, but they made no impression upon +the girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bought herself off?" said she, as she raised the lantern, let the bat +fly away, and stared at Baluzzi in idiotic amazement.</p> + +<p class="normal">She scrambled down a few steps through the rubbish in the subterranean +passage.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Kätchen stopped suddenly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the marriage will still take place to-morrow?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Most wonderful!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is she not your wife?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"So the legend says, my child!"</p> + +<p class="normal">On they clambered over the rubbish. Bats whirred round the lantern.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To-morrow I must go to the district town," said Baluzzi.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Leave me here, to-morrow. I will dance in the barn with the peasants +at the wedding."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Italian gave his consent.</p> + +<p class="normal">They rested themselves in the old watch tower, before commencing the +still more toilsome path through the narrow passage to the shore of the +lake.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you could not, would not prevent it. I thought we should drag her +with us, perhaps, still in her beautiful clothes, in her satin shoes +over the sharp stones, so that the blood would flow over her delicate +little feet! Why, you said you would torture her, bind her firmly if +she resisted, oh, I had bandages ready that she could not have torn. We +should have stowed her away in the boat like a little mass of misery +and had she become unruly, I might have struck her with a dripping oar. +You said this, and what have you done? Nothing--she will be happy, the +proud creature--and he, he!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come before dawn breaks," said Baluzzi, urging her to start.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I must think it over," Kätchen muttered to herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">A gust of wind sweeping through the loopholes of the Dantziger, +extinguished the lantern.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Follow me," said Kätchen, "I have cat's eyes, and can see in the dark. +Here is the passage to the shore. Stoop, you know it is low, but we can +feel and grope our way through."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Horrible darkness, <i>corpo di bacco</i>," muttered Baluzzi, while he +measured the height of the grotto passage with one hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To-morrow it will be brighter here," Kätchen hummed, "but come on, +thorns and thistles will not sting you now. I have beheaded and cut +them down, I understand how to clear things away, away with the weeds!"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_10" href="#div1_10">THE WEDDING DAY.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Brightly dawned the day, but the morning sun disappeared early beneath +the glowing clouds, with which the whole sky was soon overcast.</p> + +<p class="normal">A cold, feeble rain pattered down; a few wedding guests ventured into +the park, but the chilly disagreeable weather soon drove them back. +Blanden was busied with arrangements in the Castle; this time his +master of the kitchen and cellar had not been granted leave of absence; +he had to show the wonders of the Castle to Olga, his stately mistress. +Dr. Kuhl was only allowed to devote himself to the nymphs of the lake. +Cäcilie looked strictly after him, lest he wished to lay his homage at +the feet of the Castle fairies. There were the most charming little +town girls present, whom such a Don Juan by profession could wind up +like a watch, so that their hearts ticked in a race with the throbs of +his. Iduna, the late head scholar, was there, a fresh child of Nature +with developed appreciation of manly beauty. Her first love had been an +unhappy one, but with that elixir within her, she saw a Doctor Sperner +in every man. She had cast an eye upon Kuhl, and was little gratified +that Salomon became her cicerone, exhibiting all the apartments of the +Castle full of historical associations.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In this dining-hall, my Fräulein, certainly no one ever danced before, +but you must not think that everything was conducted in a very holy +manner. Yes, at the time of Winrich of Kniprode, these gentlemen had to +be called to order. There were Grand Masters at the Marienburg, whose +glance extended to the remotest corners of the land. But later ensued a +period of decay. They certainly still sometimes fought bravely, it +was their trade, and it was immaterial to them whether they held a +prayer-book or a sword in their hands--they understood their letters +very well, and scratched whole alphabets into their enemies' faces. I +assume that this Castle has also often been besieged by the Poles--from +the Dantziger there the knights no doubt have triumphantly repelled the +attack of the others; courage upon the whole, my Fräulein, is a very +ordinary virtue practised partly at the word of command, partly under +compulsion. I do not think much of it. All the world is brave, even the +oxen in the meadows, which stand before their enemies and rush at one +another with their horns."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I should think," said Iduna, before whose mind stood Theodor +Körner's picture in all its glory, "it is one of the noblest virtues, +the fruit of glorious enthusiasm," and she added a few passages, which +she had retained in her memory from her most successful theme upon the +Lieutenant of Hussars.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Enthusiasm is all very fine," said Salomon, "but who has time for it +before a battle! Men must clean their weapons, count their cartridges, +eat a morsel of commissariat bread. I speak of to-day, because the +Knights of the Order did not know that nutritious food, and when once +the troops start, they must listen exactly to the commander's order, +march, halt, load, fire! Enthusiasm--it is only to be found amongst +warlike poets. In battle people are as excited as in a boxing match; +they hit out on all sides, they know it is a matter of life or death, +they may lose their collars, they see nothing, think nothing, only try +to save their own skins. There is nothing more stupid than a soldier in +a battle."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You describe it so vividly," said Iduna, "that one might believe you +had been present yourself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not at a battle, but often at a fight. Besides, where is there any +battle now? We live in everlasting peace. No, no my Fräulein! I have +merely cast a few glances into the human mind, and if one will discover +the truth, one must always assume the contrary of that which poetry +asserts. Poetry is merely a beautiful falsehood. But, as I said, the +brethren of the Order might be brave even at the time of their decay, +but they led a merry life; I wager that they drank as bravely in this +dining-hall, as at any drinking party of Lithuanians or Masurens, and +that the gaily painted Madonna, with her radiant colours in the window +panes, was not the only representative of womanhood, but that also many +a high born knight's young lady--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, never, Herr Salomon," said Iduna, promptly.</p> + +<p class="normal">The youth was about to spare the maiden's blushes by passing suddenly +to the event of the day, when the other ladies and girls declared that +it was time to dress, and Iduna was not sorry to leave the highly +educated student, who shed the radiance of enlightened human +understanding into every corner, in which any illusion still lingered +fondly. He knew that few, like himself, stood upon the height of +nineteenth century reason.</p> + +<p class="normal">Beate would not be debarred from dressing her friend for the ceremony. +She looked beautiful in her veil and white satin robe, but was ghastly +pale. Beate advised her to have recourse to artificial aid, but Giulia +very decidedly rejected every reminiscence of her past.</p> + +<p class="normal">There she appeared, really like a marble bride; on beholding her, Kuhl +remembered how he had once called her so, when Blanden told him of his +adventures on the Lago Maggiore. At first sight her beauty gave an +impression of pride and coldness, but any one looking more closely +recognised the softening influence of internal suffering which +overshadowed her features.</p> + +<p class="normal">They were a handsome pair; there was no dissentient voice in the +unenvious assembly. Blanden had quite recovered from his duel, he +looked noble and grand, the dreaminess in his features possessed a +charm of its own, such gentleness, such benignity lay in it, and when +he opened his eyes widely they told of superior intellectual spirit.</p> + +<p class="normal">All the ladies appeared in brilliant toilets; both the brides elect, +Cäcilie and Olga, with Beate, were the bridesmaids. The unheard of +event that Dr. Kuhl had donned a frockcoat, betokened that Cäcilie had +already made progress in taming the rebel. As for him, he contemplated +himself in the pier-glasses, shrugging his shoulders and saying to +Wegen he felt like a bear at a fair, whom the bear-leader had dressed +up in a red jacket; however, he must perform his antics and dance to +the drum. And so saying, he stretched about and strained his Herculean +arms in the unwontedly fine material.</p> + +<p class="normal">The procession was arranged and moved through the dining-hall into the +festively decorated and flower bedecked chapel. There, behind the +altar, upon which Giulia had once placed an enchanted souvenir, stood +the minister. She thought of the two Italian island churches, of the +one in which she had stood before the altar as to-day; in the other +where she had confessed to a forbidden love, and before the sacred word +and sacred act she was overcome with a full consciousness of her sinful +temerity.</p> + +<p class="normal">As in a vision, her whole life passed before her, she did not listen to +the words of the Bible. The "Yes" in the church of San Giulio rang in +her ears--the echo of the chapel seemed to strengthen it--at first it +sounded like the crash of scorn, and still louder, more grave, more +solemn, the thunder of the judgment day--her knees tottered. Everything +was bathed in dreamy light--she was herself, and yet was not--she was +there and here.</p> + +<p class="normal">Did not the lake of Orta roar outside?</p> + +<p class="normal">No, it was the storm which had risen, sweeping through the tops of the +pines, and stirring up the waves of the northern water mirror.</p> + +<p class="normal">Fancy often erects a bridge of dreams from one summit of life to +another, and deep below in oblivion lie all its other paths.</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia was absorbed in a vision, in a self-delusion; the pictures of +the past and present became mixed up, but the confusion was agonising; +her hand trembled in Blanden's.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the rings were exchanged, Giulia looked into his luminous eyes, he +bent over her with an expression of most ardent love. The shadows +disappeared, she felt the full consciousness of the bliss of the +present, and in a voice not trembling with anguish of conscience, but +with all the warmth of intense devotion, she spoke the word of consent.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Blanden led her to dinner he asked about the diadem; he had hoped +that she would adorn herself with it on that day--when again should so +good an opportunity be offered of letting the proud family heritage of +the Blandens' shine in all its glory? And when it shone above the +flowing bridal veil, the sanction of the family, the blessing of the +long row of female ancestors, of that house would at the same time rest +upon the brow of her who entered that line: she was received into the +sanctuary of the noble women who for centuries had held their sway over +this home. Giulia blushed deeply, and with deceitful words pleaded +modesty and humility as her excuse, but Blanden felt that he was +rebuffed, painfully disappointed that she had scorned to adorn herself +with his costly gift; it was like a note of discord in the harmony of +the entertainment, and he could not suppress a sensation of anxious +misgiving.</p> + +<p class="normal">The grand wedding dinner passed off very cheerfully. Giulia possessed +the lightheadedness of an actress; in glad emotions she forgot +everything which at other times might depress her, she imbibed +forgetfulness and courage with the sparkling froth of the champagne. +Then, when her countenance brightened, a slight colour suffused it as +she smiled and joked, and gave herself up to a genial actress' mood, +which owes its birth to a rich treasury of recollections; then only her +beauty, which until now had but inspired cold admiration, warmed all +hearts, and Blanden was deemed fortunate to have won so beautiful a +wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no lack of toasts and verses. Schöner made use of a few ideas +which he had once mustered in Neukuhren at Eva's betrothal. A true poet +always goes economically to work, because when once he has stamped an +idea with the immortal impress of his genius, it must not be lost +again, and it would be most blameworthy even to make a feeble copy. +Salomon retired to the domain of satire, he compared the new Knights of +St. John with those of the old Order, and ridiculed the celibacy of the +latter in verses imitative of Heine.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dr. Kuhl, it is true, proposed no toasts, but he was in a wild mood, +which inspired his betrothed with some slight alarm, he spoke of his +gallows-wit, and said he had courage to mention the rope, even in the +house of a man who had been hanged; he was enjoying himself immensely +at the wedding, but this fact did not upset his theories that marriage +festivities were a public nuisance; however, as he had at last lost all +his characteristics and fallen a victim to his own good nature, and +another person's amiability, well, he could not help it; he, too, must +let himself be married, but he should only permit two witnesses, +selected from the midst of the sovereign people, to be present, who +afterwards would disappear in the night of that plebeian universality +where all cows are black; his marriage dinner he and Cäcilie should eat +alone, or at the utmost invite his Caro who, on that day, should +receive a specially good dish of meat and bones. Well, he had somehow +got into the good-for-nothing frock-coat, and he only wished that all +the seams would burst. The whole life of perishing humanity consisted +in most abject concessions; he, too, now moved on that degrading +course, and had already fallen far from that height upon which he had +formerly stood in proud self-glorification, and he looked upon himself +as an apostate, and with his better self, which still occasionally rose +from out the slough, he looked upon his present self, planted up to its +neck in a bog of social prejudices, with an indescribable feeling of +pity and contempt.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank God," said Wegen to Olga, "that you have not fallen into the +hands of this wicked hector, who seems to look upon his engagement as +an act of suicide. How differently I appreciate you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Smiling meaningly, Olga pressed her lover's hand, but Kuhl had +overheard the last words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dear friend and brother-in-law," said he, "I herewith pronounce +you to be the greatest hypocrite at this round table. The theory of +common love, for which the century is not yet ripe, permits many +variations--and one of these variations you have performed, and all the +world performs them with us. Enter upon an engagement to-day, give it +up soon, and a week or so later fall in love and engage yourself again, +and you are one of the most moral citizens in the world, and no one +will assail your good name. But, if only you feel that affection a week +sooner, before the old one is given up, then you are a Don Juan. +Everything then depends upon time, just as in hiring anything, a week +constitutes the whole difference between virtue and vice. Well, if we +have not sinned, dear brother-in-law <i>in spe</i>, at least we have nothing +with which to reproach ourselves! I have loved two sisters, but so have +you also--your good health, my friend!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Wegen coloured at this address, which, to him, appeared intensely +heartless. Olga laughed, but Cäcilie had long since compressed her lips +and prepared herself for an armed reprimand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The clergyman opposite, an enlightened man, had listened to Kuhl's +defiant speech with a smiling countenance. He quietly took part in the +conversation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The affections of the human heart are very peculiar, and who, indeed, +excepting the Lord, who searches heart and mind, can say that he has +fathomed that organ? Such affection may be transient or deep, yet it +seems to me that it, too, is subject to mutability and change. But this +free-booter's love must cease at that point where human society rises +unanimously, striving to attain its grandest ends. We will grant dual +love to Herr Dr. Kuhl. Let every one manage it as best he can. I know, +indeed, that the heart, like the ocean, can have but one ebb and flow, +and that this tide is only produced by the mysterious attraction of +one orb, not merely in regular course--as is the case with the ocean +tide--but also in wild passionate upheavings, as in that of the glowing +liquid emotion of the earth, the earthquake, which clever men also +ascribe to the influence of the moon's powers of attraction; but +although dual love may be a whim of the heart, bigamy is very +different."</p> + +<p class="normal">Although Blanden was talking to her at the moment, Giulia became +attentive, and listened eagerly to the words of her other neighbour.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bigamy," said the clergyman, "is a mockery of the ordinances which +Church and State have laid down for the support of society, and the +purity and security of families; hence the severe punishment which has +always been decreed to that crime. It may appear too severe to those +who are free spirits to such an extent, as also in this case only to +perceive the maintenance of immaterial forms, but whosoever tries to +shake them tries to shake the bases of society."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia's heart beat more quickly. The cheering influence of the +champagne had lost its power, gloomy clouds overspread her brow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have," said the clergyman, "only lately had such a case in our +village. A depraved woman, who came from the other side of the Polish +frontier, had a legal husband there; here, however, she commenced a +fresh love affair, and was married again. The matter came to light, and +the woman who had taken the payment of the double marriage expenses +very lightly, was sentenced to several years' imprisonment."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia became pale, the champagne glass fell from her hand, and was +dashed to pieces on the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden was startled. He had not listened to the clergyman's discourse, +having been talking very animatedly himself to Giulia, but what he said +to her was pleasant, bright and cheerful--what had come to her?</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was abstracted, and awkward; forgive me!" said she, in an unsteady +voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is possible," Dr. Kuhl's powerful voice sounded across the table, +"that by bigamy people may wish to live in clover, but that does not +prevent a man wasting his substance in dual love."</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden now noticed the subject under discussion. He became depressed +and thoughtful, and did not know why. What could have agitated Giulia +so much? Was her heart not quite free?</p> + +<p class="normal">They rose from the table in good spirits. Evening was already closing +in.</p> + +<p class="normal">On that day, too, Blanden showed his usual care for the amusement of +his dependents by going into the great barn at the farm, where the +floor had been swept and garnished for a dance.</p> + +<p class="normal">The village band had already commenced its noisy tum-tum, beer flowed +from the mighty barrels which Olkewicz had sent there.</p> + +<p class="normal">Red lamps illumined the place with a festive light. The couples whirled +round in merry dance. A joyous hurrah greeted the master, who +immediately led his young wife amongst the groups of glad people. She +was obliged to open a dance with Olkewicz, and never in his life did +the worthy steward experience greater pride than when footing it with +the princess out of the fairy lake, the vision of a former occasion, in +a place where he usually commanded the united threshing flails of the +village.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Giulia had to dance with the young people also. There were Poles +from beyond the frontiers; one a fine lad, in a laced jacket, knelt +down before Giulia, after the dance, and begged her to allow him to +take off her shoe, according to Polish custom, so as to drink her +health. Resistance was in vain, and the princess of Lago Maggiore had +as little cause as Cinderella to conceal her shoe and feet from the +world. The lad filled the slipper with brandy, and gave one lusty cheer +for the lady of the manor, while vowing himself to her service for +evermore. The fiddlers struck up a furious tune, with them the two +horns in the village band, and the night-watchman's horn, too-tooed +joyously. Great was the gladness of the people, and Giulia moved like a +strange fairy indeed amongst the women and girls of the village, mostly +lacking any beauty. The master himself went about from one to another, +talked to the tenants, shook hands pleasantly with those peasants, who, +according to old privileges, farmed their own acres, here and there +caught a better-looking maiden under her chin, and said a kindly word +to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, suddenly, from behind a pear tree, as if out of a hiding place, +two glaring eyes stared at him; they were Kätchen's.</p> + +<p class="normal">In his pleasantly excited mood he hardly remembered their last weird +meeting.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What in the world brings you here?" asked he.</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not answer for some time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you become dumb again?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Now Kätchen wriggled out from behind the wooden monster, and stood on +the bench beside it. She pointed to Giulia with outstretched arms, and +said, "Must I take part in your wedding after all? Marriage on land and +sea! Hurrah!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And, like a mad woman, she jumped down, mingled alone in the confusion +of the dancers with wild gnome-like bounds, until a little crooked +fellow, who could find no partner, took pity on her and twirled her +round in the ring.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Kätchen disappeared into the night outside; meanwhile the other +ladies and gentlemen had also descended to watch the people's +enjoyment. One after another Kuhl selected a conspicuously good-looking +or ugly partner and bore her in breathless fury over the threshing +floor, so that the fleetest youths were obliged to acknowledge his +superiority in the wild dance. The heated fair did not know what +happened to them, and marvelled how a townsman, who had never threshed, +could have such powerful arms. After this furious round dance Kuhl +ascended a tub, imposed silence, and made an impromptu speech to these +worthy Masurens, which was frequently interrupted by loud cheers.</p> + +<p class="normal">The park was illuminated in a dazzlingly brilliant effulgence. Blanden +led Giulia on his arm, and the other guests followed along the paths. +The flames displayed letters upon the velvet sward; here was read, in +quivering, glowing characters, "Lago Maggiore," there the name +"Giulia." The Chinese pavilion on the island in the lake, and the +bridge leading to it shone in the gayest reflection of lights. In the +hot-houses a splendid group of southern plants, laurels, and myrtles, +under the feathery shelter of a pine, gleamed in the radiance of +coloured lamps, but most beautiful of all was a red fir outside, decked +with ribbons and flags, and when the guests came up to it they were +magically illuminated with a flaming red light. Giulia squeezed +Blanden's hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sky had become clear, and when gorgeous fireworks were let off upon +the lake the rockets ascended to the stars, and the bude lights and +Catherine wheels crackled above the moonlit waves.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the party assembled again in the dining-hall, but the bridal +couple retired from the scene. Dancing and cards were still kept up for +long. Wegen arranged everything admirably. Kuhl was in an excellent +humour, and only by degrees one member after another left the happy +circle and sought repose. Silence reigned in the old Castle, only the +flag upon the tower fluttered in the night wind that had risen from the +lake, and lashed the waves higher and higher; still could be heard glad +sounds of the drinkers and dancers from the threshing barn of the farm.</p> + +<p class="normal">A quiet ray of light fell from Giulia's windows, intercepted by the +large fir as it bent its heavy hanging boughs watchfully over them.</p> + +<p class="normal">All the lights were extinguished in the park. Only between the gaps in +the walled-passage between the Dantziger and the Castle a stray one +seemed to quiver.</p> + +<p class="normal">Not out of the deep-blue atmosphere of Italy did the stars look down +upon this night; from a paler sky shone a paler light! Not the glorious +Lago, with its enchanted isles and boundary Alps, rocked all into sweet +dreams--it was a sober tide which here surged upon the strand; a tide, +whose waves have nothing to tell, whose monotonous play only reflect +the infinite wearisomeness of a lifeless landscape.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet--it was she herself, in all her beauty, the princess of those +days, and it matters not out of what sea Venus rises, she brings Heaven +with her all the same.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the happiness that once the red fir looked down upon, over which +the pine spread its loving fans, was ephemeral, grasped from the +moment, forfeited to the moment. How different Blanden felt; was +happiness secured in his own home, under the protection of his old +household gods? thither he had transplanted the roguish smiling +wanderer, where, although deprived of its fluttering wings, it found an +abiding place by the family hearth without losing its enchanting smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus he thought and felt; he did not inhale momentary intoxication from +Giulia's lips, but the inauguration of a whole life. She, on the +contrary, rejected every thought of the past, of the future. With +intentional obliviousness she gave herself up to the present.</p> + +<p class="normal">What sacrifice had she made, what sacrilege committed to be once more +with him, whom alone she loved. She contemplated his noble gentle +features with speechless happiness, in his great, widely-opened eyes +she read the same passion which animated her, only with fleeting +thoughts that swept through her mind as flashes of lightning illumine a +weird gloomy spot, dared she think of anything beyond.</p> + +<p class="normal">She closed her eyes, she did not venture to look at the mirror. If it +were to move again; if Baluzzi were to step forth, her bridal coronet +in his hand; if Blanden learned the truth, thrust her from him as a +deceiver; if a curse were hurled upon her from the bosom that still +often breathed uneasily in consequence of the wound which he had +received for her sake--it was impossible to complete the thought. She +covered her face with her hands. Outside the needles of the fir +crackled in the wind, and swept the window. She sank into a light +state of semi-somnolence, and she heard the branches crack still more +loudly--what a violent storm! It was as though it drove dust and wind +into her eyes, and deprived her of breath. With that volition, which +does not quite disappear in sleep, she raised herself slowly, and +simultaneously Blanden started up.</p> + +<p class="normal">What had happened? Were they dreaming? But those were no mists and +clouds of dreamland, it was smoke and fire that surrounded them. They +sprang up and rushed to the window! At the same moment the giant fir +outside caught fire. The flames blazed and hissed as they rose, and +upon its wide arms the tree bore the fire across to the other side of +the Castle roof, away over the apartments in which were the wedded +pair.</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia's terrified cry for help pierced the night. Blanden remembered +the stairs and the secret passage. He pushed the mirror-door aside, but +an ocean of flame met his gaze; hence came the fire. He rushed to the +other side, drawing Giulia after him by her arm with all his might. The +first room, also the second, in which Beate had slept on the previous +night, were still free, the flames had passed over them, but farther on +again the branches of the fir had shaken down the sparks. The staircase +could not be reached, door and wainscot stood in a blaze. "Lost!" cried +Giulia, sinking down with a loud cry.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden shouted once more from the window. In mortal fear he listened +for any token of life outside.</p> + +<p class="normal">Where were the watchmen? Doubtlessly at the dance in the barn.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last--a sound of voices--they came nearer--it was high time! but how +escape?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ladders, ladders here!" rang a mighty cry without, it filled Blanden's +bosom with renewed confidence; it was Kuhl's voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">The crowd seemed to rush helplessly in noisy confusion through the +park. Olkewicz called for the fire engines.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where are the ladders?" roared Kuhl.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden's position became more imminent every moment, the flames +already darted through the clattering mirror door, caught the curtains, +and the canopy of the bed rattled down over the broken posts.</p> + +<p class="normal">A moment more--and the flames, which sent a stifling vapour in advance, +had overtaken the other chambers, wherein Blanden supported the +unconscious Giulia in his arms. With a fearful effort, he dragged her +to the window to breathe fresh air, for her strength was beginning to +fail.</p> + +<p class="normal">Outside powerless lamentations and cries for help, futile swearing and +cursing by the steward.</p> + +<p class="normal">But no! The ladder of salvation was brought and placed against the +window.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the midst of the sparks which the burning roof showered upon them, +beneath a down-pour of bricks and stones that rattled to the ground +with the rapidity of fire itself, Dr. Kuhl sprang up the ladder, +received Giulia into his strong arms, and bore her down again as +easily, firmly, and unfalteringly as if he were walking down a marble +staircase.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden, whose hair was already singed, followed their preserver.</p> + +<p class="normal">A thundering cry of joy greeted him.</p> + +<p class="normal">All had become animated in the other wing of the Castle, which the +guests occupied, and who had hastened down, the ladies in cloaks which +they had thrown hastily over their night robes.</p> + +<p class="normal">The first fire engine arrived, conducted by Wegen on horseback. The +fiery red of the sky must have aroused the neighbouring villages, +whither eager messengers had been despatched.</p> + +<p class="normal">With deep emotion, Blanden gazed upon the increasing blaze, which +threatened to reduce the old inheritance of his family to ashes; +already the forked tongues of the flames lashed the tower, they boded +ill for the dining-hall and chapel. All exertions were now directed to +save the centre of the Castle, the actual Ordensburg.</p> + +<p class="normal">Certainly the fire could effect nothing upon those mighty walls, but as +the flames swept in wild haste over the roofs, the falling, burning +rafters from above might ignite the doors and panels of the beautiful, +well-preserved Castle apartments of the oldest portion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile engine after engine arrived, the whole district was alarmed, +the Castle tower of Kulmitten shone like a flaming beacon, but still +more did love for the noble master speed the help that was hurrying to +his home. Some of the engines were stationed on the other side of the +Castle, some in the park meadows, executing their work of preservation +with unflagging labour.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden was first here then there; Giulia had recovered, she stared +senselessly into the flames. Had the flash of a tempest set the Castle +on fire she would have been convinced that heaven's judgment had fallen +upon her sin; that it would proclaim with burning tongues that which +she concealed so anxiously, yet although she did not know the cause of +the evil, she held the fire to be in some dark connection with her own +fate, and sometimes, with a shudder, the thought passed through her +mind that Baluzzi might be its author.</p> + +<p class="normal">Despite all efforts of the numerous engines, and the helpful +interference of the throng, the splendid dining-hall could not be +saved. The flames had penetrated beyond the door, and consumed all +inflammable-material which the room contained. Still more was Giulia +terrified when the image of the Madonna and child fell half shattered +from the niche in the main wall; she was the old patron saint of this +Castle, did she flee from the sacrilege which had entered? Cautiously +and courageously Blanden, Kuhl and Wegen led the party of firemen, but +only towards morning did they become masters of the fire. The chapel +was saved, and the burning tower, after it had done its duty as beacon, +was extinguished.</p> + +<p class="normal">The new building, the other wing, remained entirely uninjured.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now, when only timid flames and clouds of smoke arose from the burning +place, when the streams of water hissed more faintly over the smoking +ruins, and the first rays of dawn gleamed in the east, Blanden and his +friends gained time for calm reflection, which the ceaseless zeal of +vigorous action had hitherto not permitted.</p> + +<p class="normal">First the lord of the Castle mustered all its inhabitants, no one was +missing; weeping Beate must be comforted, she had lost all her +beautiful clothes, which had been left in the bedroom the day before. +Blanden promised compensation. But then the eager question arose as to +how the fire had originated? It had evidently broken out in that +extreme wing, which was connected with the front tower by the +subterranean passage, whence the secret stairs led upwards, but that +was the very spot whither usually no human being penetrated. Who could +have come there on that day? The subterranean passage had fallen in, +the secret approach from the lake to the front tower was overgrown. +Blanden knew that for many years, yes, all his life time, the medieval +romantic nature of that spot had remained undisturbed.</p> + +<p class="normal">With a throbbing heart, Giulia listened to these discussions. One knew +that dark path, and had already traversed it. Verily he had deceived +her, concealed his shameful intentions, too soon already completed the +work of his promised revenge. It was Baluzzi, but where had he +remained? Was he still tarrying in the vicinity? What disclosures +menaced her? Not enough that he had laid the Castle, her new home, in +dust and ruins, he would now direct the deadly arrow against herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had relied upon his word, upon the word of a malicious <i>bravo</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">In order entirely to extinguish the glowing cinders, the water streams +were now all directed upon the spot where the fire had broken out; a +few bold men, Kuhl at their head, ventured wherever a sudden flame +could still dart out.</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia felt a vague dread of the researches, and yet nothing could be +found there save dust and ashes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly Kuhl's cry was heard by the expectant crowd.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A corpse!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The cry, repeated more loudly, passed on to the very last person, all +rushed nearer, in eager expectation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Baluzzi!" cried Giulia to herself, becoming pale, at that moment only +a sensation of horror seized her. A half-charred, half-shattered corpse +was carried towards them; the fact of its lying beneath the fallen +rubbish of stones had preserved it from being completely burned. The +half-consumed rags of garments showed that it was the corpse of a +woman--of a girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden went closer; suddenly an idea flashed through him, all that +could still be recognised as the remains of a human being confirmed his +supposition. The incendiary was discovered, it could be none other than +half-witted Kätchen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is the idiot girl who danced with deformed Pietrowicz yesterday!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Pietrowicz came nearer and stared at the remains of his partner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A death-dance Pietrowicz! You never anticipated that! But from +henceforth do not dream of ghosts!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Pietrowicz stepped back as if struck, and crossed himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To set fire to places," added Blanden by way of explanation, "is a +mania of such half-witted beings."</p> + +<p class="normal">But he told himself that this girl was not more mentally deranged than +all who are animated with a blind, senseless passion; that she since +that visit to her attic chamber, since he had rejected her insane +offers of love, had brooded upon revenge against him, and had executed +it on his wedding day. The mixture of love and hatred, he knew was not +only peculiar to those whose minds are disordered, but in all moody, +narrow ones it works like an accumulated combustible, which at the +first shock explodes, scattering all into ruins.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I might be superstitious," thought he to himself, "she always brings +evil and ruin to that which I love."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Giulia," then he cried suddenly, "where are you, my sweet wife? You +live, then is all well!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And he clasped her in his arms, while the morning sun rose glowingly +red on the horizon above the smoking Castle ruins, the closely +thronging crowd, and the corpse of halfwitted Kätchen, the water nymph, +who had died in the fire.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_11" href="#div1_11">A LEGACY.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The sight of the ruins, constantly before the eyes of the newly-married +couple, must have given a bitter flavour to their honeymoon.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet, Blanden was happier than he had ever been, in the possession, +which he believed to be ensured, of a beloved wife. He gazed upon the +Castle ruins, upon the ruins of his past, but in his Giulia's smile he +saw the promise of an abiding, beautiful future.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Ordensburg, the dining-hall, the Madonna's image, all should rise +anew in the old form out of the rubbish. To attain this Blanden had +sent for architects, who were well-known artists, to Kulmitten, so as +to restore the building in accordance with the old foundations. Giulia +took warm interest in all these plans, and often looked over Blanden's +shoulder at the sketches of elevations over which he pored. Of course +no art could compensate for the value of its historical age and +associations, with the dining-hall the poetry of the olden days was +destroyed, the new creation could but become a clever imitation. +Several friends, especially Wegen and Olga, too, sometimes came to +visit them, but the intercourse was not very lively, and Blanden wished +to live alone with his love, and the object of that love. Often they +sailed upon the lake or walked alone in the woods, upon the oak tree +dykes, past the ponds filled with tall reeds; in that solitude which +reminded her of primeval forests, Giulia forgot the world, the spell of +her doom, the secret menaces of fate; and when Blanden's fowling piece +brought down the water-fowl, and the broad belt of the fir forest sent +back the echoes of the shot, Giulia felt as glad and as free as if she +were living with a settler in the back woods, and as though prairie +fires blazed between her and human society.</p> + +<p class="normal">Owing to the fire and its mysterious cause, Kulmitten had fallen into +still worse repute amongst the proprietors and their wives in the +neighbourhood.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There, we have it," said Frau Baronin Fuchs, to her husband, "gorgeous +fireworks for their wedding! It is lucky that the dead cannot speak; +that poor burned child who was drawn out of the flames, and probably +set the place on fire, doubtlessly omitted to protest, in time, against +the banns, and thus, in her fashion, made up for it on the wedding day. +Of course she was a forsaken lover! The one loses her life in water the +other in fire! Who knows which elements, those who remain may select, +for naturally they have not come to an end yet. There was so much +love-making in that community that it would be a school for a whole +life-time!"</p> + +<p class="normal">But not only to her husband, everywhere on the neighbouring estates, +wherever her dapple-greys carried the clear-sighted Frau Baronin of +firm morals, she uttered, with triumphant eloquence, her unpleasing +belief in the just punishment that had befallen this knight of the +rueful countenance. Outlaw and excommunication rested once again upon +the master of those estates, and many crossed themselves when they +spoke of the fire at Kulmitten Castle, of the ruins of the old nest of +the Order, as the happy possessors of brand-new knightly castles +contemptuously termed it, and of the Signora, who, out of the depths of +the theatre, had risen to such a height, and whose family in the +Apennines probably drove mules, or were even related to Fra Diavolo and +other bandits of noble descent.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day a young married couple were announced, Dr. Sperner and his +wife. The principals of the school from the provincial capital, were +making a tour of visits to the parents of their pupils, and hoping thus +to obtain new ones. Dr. Sperner's moustache was a sign-board that did +its duty. He still possessed the key to the mothers' hearts although it +was now discreetly hidden by him in the key-basket of conjugal bliss. +Lori had married soon after Blanden, whose conquest she had certainly +only contemplated in daring dreams, was irretrievably lost. On that +evening, in the theatre, on which the Doctor had distinguished himself +by the active part he had taken in punishing the immoral <i>prima donna</i>, +he had quite won Lori's heart; the schoolmistress' pride melted like +snow in March, nothing remained but the little girl, who gladly gave +herself into the strong man's keeping. There was an end of the +commanding and dictating Fräulein. Lori stepped down from the lofty +pedestal, upon which she had placed herself with such dignity, and +acknowledged her master in him, who, shortly before, had declared +himself to be her white slave. Now the plantation belonged to them +both, and the world maintained that it was Lori who had become the +white slave. Sperner possessed all the qualifications for a despot, and +it was in vain that she prepared to defend herself against his vigorous +energy with the pin-pricks of her wit. Yet she could still occasionally +celebrate tiny triumphs with it when the Doctor, in one or the other of +the classes, distinguished a few favourites according to his old bad +custom. She was implacable towards these successors of Iduna. She took +possession of their copy-books after her husband had already corrected +them, and let her red pen run riot through their pages until they +resembled a corn field overgrown with poppies. Then their domestic +peace was seriously imperilled, and the first-class listening at the +door, had the satisfaction of witnessing noisy scenes between the +conductors of the establishment. How differently Fräulein Sohle had +maintained discipline! Yes, even some lovely eyes peeping through the +keyhole pretended to have seen how Dr. Sperner's moustache, the terror +and glory of the school, played a suffering part in these disputes. At +last, however, the Doctor gained his point, Lori was merely, by +courtesy, the principal of the school.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although this couple's last kindly relation to Giulia had consisted in +the homage which they paid to her talent in the theatre by hissing and +whistling, it did not, in the least, prevent them paying a friendly +visit to Herr and Frau von Blanden. Times change, and besides, in those +days, they were a portion of the public, the most irresponsible +creature that the world contains, because the individual disappears +within it like a wave in the ocean, which none can make permanently +stationary?</p> + +<p class="normal">Lori was most agreeable; she could not sufficiently regret that Frau +von Blanden had said farewell to the stage. Since her retirement there +had been a total lack of all real interest, and nothing was heard but +commonplace ballad-singing for salaries and wages, without any of the +divine spark.</p> + +<p class="normal">Sperner, too, kissed the lady's hand with the very lips which had +given the signal whistle in the pit, and looked up at her with such +true-hearted eyes that she could not but believe in his genuineness. He +was one of those honest men whose frank manner, whose warm impulsive +speeches inspire confidence at once, one of those men, with open hearts +and open shirt collars, whose genuineness, as Kuhl said, is nothing but +studied hypocrisy, while behind the mask of their honesty lurks the +vilest deception.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden led his guests round the Castle and into the apartments of the +old stronghold, which Lori surveyed with peculiar ill-nature. They +ascended the tower, which had been temporarily restored. Yet the view +over the wide woods to the limits of the estate, fading into the sky on +the horizon, awoke a disagreeable emotion in Frau Sperner. She thought +of her home, of the gravel walk, of the narrow cells in which she +housed those entrusted to her care--how small, how miserable compared +with such a magnificent possession; she thought of Dr. Sperner, who +brought nothing to the union but his moustache, a box of clothes, +another of books, and an undeniable talent as a dictatorial teacher in +the school and conjugal lord, and a heavy shadow overclouded her life. +Blanden stood transfigured before her like a being of a higher order. +Giulia had remained behind in the chapel with the Doctor. Lori looked +at Blanden with an expression, in which lay the pain of deceived +affection, combined with one of sad resignation. But Blanden said, +smilingly--</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will surely call me to your assistance against the bold tutor, who +took so much upon himself! Verily he has set a crown upon his boldness +now, robbed you of heart and name, trodden Fräulein Baute's door plate +in the dust, and upon the long suffering metal written the name of the +wild man who was so dreadful. Can I help you, my Fräulein? Shall I call +him out? I am ready as ever for knightly duty!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Laugh away, a knight may be needed at all times, and a man who is a +savage does not at once become tame in marriage. Herr von Blanden, we +may call ourselves teachers, but nevertheless we always remain pupils +in life."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was well that Giulia and Sperner appeared, or Lori would have fallen +into Blanden's arms upon the Castle leads, if he had shown the least +inclination to bear so precious a burden.</p> + +<p class="normal">At any rate Frau Sperner had the satisfaction of driving back to the +town in Herr von Blanden's elegant carriage. Reclining in the soft +cushions, drawn by the four high stepping horses, she could indulge in +dreams of being the mistress and owner of this team! How contemptible +the Doctor appeared at that moment; he possessed no carriages and +horses, castles and villages, forests and meadows, and yet assumed a +mien as if his frown were dreaded in a circumference of thirty square +miles. And he was really living upon borrowed capital. That was all the +grandeur!</p> + +<p class="normal">With a sigh she leaned back in the cushions and closed her eyes, and in +a half dream of delight she saw herself as Frau von Blanden with +Sperner seated in his proper place, upon the box in a splendid livery, +thrashing the horses and stroking his moustache.</p> + +<p class="normal">A few days after this visit, Blanden had to cross the frontier to see a +landowner in Russian Poland about agricultural matters and the new +buildings, for which he hoped to find desirable materials. Giulia bade +him a fond farewell, as though she had a presentiment that it would be +farewell for a long, long time. The road from Kulmitten first led along +a beautifully situated road on the estate, then between little lakes on +either side; farther on, at several places, the traveller might easily +imagine himself to be in Arabia Petræa, for the highway went past hills +which had been strewn with a shower of stones. Here not a tree grew, +not a shrub, it was a limitless waste. The horses, too, had difficulty +in making their way through the stony <i>débris</i>, for Blanden had already +to diverge from the main road, because his friend's estate was only +accessible along by-ways. It was a toilsome drive, twilight overtook +them before the frontier was reached. Meanwhile the landscape had again +assumed a different character; the hills were covered with woods, and +in the hollows between them small lakes which terminated in swamps. The +carriage wheels often ran so closely to their edge that only the light +of the carriage lamps and the driver's caution preserved them from some +mishap. Some of these morasses were so deep that it would be fatal to +sink into them. Suddenly the carriage dropped below into a copse +dividing two lakes or swamps; a string of carts which had been driven +up one behind another, and would not move on, blocked the road. The +coachman became impatient, but he was bidden to wait; Blanden sprang +out of the carriage and climbed up a little eminence close to the road, +however, it was too dusk to be able to overlook the whole train. He saw +a few dark figures moving about amongst the carts, and some of them +were armed with guns.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last the cry "Forward!" resounded. The line of carts was set in +motion, it was possible to proceed. Blanden had to act as rear-guard.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus they went on for some time alternating from wooded hills to swampy +vallies, then they stopped again, a post with the Russian colours +showed that the frontier was reached. That "halt!" was not given in the +loud voice of the "forward," but in a whispered tone. Blanden became +impatient, he knew already that he had fallen amidst a caravan of +smugglers, which could only seek to cross the frontier on by-roads, in +the dead of the night. Then suddenly the soundless silence was +disturbed by noisy cries; shots and din of conflict followed, the +horses in Blanden's carriage reared, the coachman could hardly keep +them in hand. More shots. Cossacks on fleet horses dashed upon the +foot-wide margin that separated the carts from a swamp on the right +hand from a steep wooded hill on the left. They overpowered the drivers +of the carts, bound them safely, and mounted the waggons themselves. A +Cossack also seated himself beside Blanden's coachman, obliging him to +deviate from his course and follow to the frontier station.</p> + +<p class="normal">As they drove past the scene of conflict he saw that it had cost the +lives of several victims; a wounded Cossack was lifted up and placed in +one of the carts, two officials from the frontier searched a wildly +overgrown bank running out into the swamp, evidently they expected to +find a wounded smuggler there. As the road became wider, and passed +through a plain of meadows, one cart was left behind to bring on a few +more prisoners, and several Cossacks galloped back to catch some +runaway smugglers. Clearly the attack on the column of carts had been +unexpected and sudden, and doubtlessly its leader had formerly often +succeeded in crossing the frontier unperceived by these remote roads.</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden was supremely annoyed at this compulsory divergence; almost an +hour elapsed before they reached the station, near which was an inn. He +knew the inspector of the frontier personally, and also had papers with +him fully proving his identity, and setting the matter beyond doubt +that he was in nowise connected with the band of smugglers.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Cossack upon the box, who had escorted him safely, took leave, and +for his unwelcome trouble received a <i>trink-geld</i> that he accepted with +eloquent gestures. It was too late at night to drive to his friend's +estate, they had turned off in an exactly opposite direction. Blanden +had the horses taken out, and resigned himself to the fate of spending +the rest of the night in that miserable inn.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gradually the carts arrived with the Cossacks. Blanden had preceded +them. The waggons contained jewellery, silks, and linen; he learned +that a bold speculator, who accompanied the train himself, hoped to do +a great stroke of business with it. He had not yet been caught. Blanden +overheard all this in the inn parlour, when he walked impatiently up +and down, waiting for the wretched meal which he had ordered.</p> + +<p class="normal">Outside there was incessant running to and fro; shouting, ordering, +rolling of cartwheels, and stamping of horses, echoed through the +night. A company of infantry had been summoned from the neighbouring +town, because they had to deal with the most dangerous traders of the +East Prussian forests, who thoroughly understood the little frontier +struggles, and amongst whom were several reckless axe-bearers and +dreaded shots.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was late when one more conveyance arrived, from out of which a +groaning man was lifted; he had been found upon the bank in the swamps, +where he had sought to conceal himself in the wild profusion of +overgrowth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He will not live much longer," said the host, returning, after having +gleaned the information outside, "but, besides the room which I have +given up to you, there is not an empty spot in the house."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will gladly resign it," replied Blanden. "I shall not be able to +sleep any more; put the unhappy man in my room."</p> + +<p class="normal">Accompanied by two Cossacks, the wounded man was carried into the +parlour where the landlord told him he could be accommodated in the +upper room, which this gentleman had relinquished to him. Out of a +cloak which concealed the rest of his face two great glowing eyes fixed +themselves upon Blanden. A sudden quiver passed through the wounded +man. He was carried out and up the stairs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is the man?" asked Blanden.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So far as I can hear," said the host, "he is a dealer, who, in +transporting his goods--whether from greediness and anxiety, whether +from delight in such adventures--does not leave the matter to competent +professional smugglers, but assumes the management himself. Certainly, +this time it is a great expedition, which might have entirely provided +a princely ball at Warsaw with jewels and silk. He has fared ill +to-day! He defended himself and fired a revolver, but was mortally +wounded."</p> + +<p class="normal">The servant of the house then entered and begged Blanden to go to the +wounded man, who urgently requested it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The poor man will not part from life without thanking me," said +Blanden.</p> + +<p class="normal">He went up the stairs and entered a room meagrely lighted with a feeble +oil lamp. Against the wall stood a wretched bedstead, upon which lay a +straw mattress. At the head of the bed sat a Cossack, his lance in his +hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Make room, good fellow," said the wounded man's voice, "let the +gentleman come to me! You can stand on guard as well as sit. I am no +longer dangerous."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had spoken Russian. The Cossack drew back while Blanden went up to +the bed, but his sensation of pity suddenly gave place to one of +astonishment, when, in the man doomed to die, he recognised the amber +merchant.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Signor Baluzzi!" cried he shocked, for he suddenly recollected that +this man stood in some mysterious relation to Giulia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall soon be dead," said Baluzzi, while spasmodic gasps interrupted +the words brought out with such difficulty. "<i>Corpo di bacco!</i> I should +not have believed that it would come so soon, but I feel it is to be, +and the frontier official, who was a surgeon formerly, says so too. +People follow many trades here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am sorry for you, Baluzzi! How could you enter upon so insane an +undertaking?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Insane? <i>L'assicuro di no!</i> I have often had the most splendid +success, but misfortune must befall all in time; you, too, Herr von +Blanden, and I am glad, because I have the right to hate you."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Italian's dim eyes gleamed, he clenched his hand convulsively, and +then let it fall again upon the pillow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do these insinuations mean?--speak! If you have a secret to +confide to me do not hesitate, for it might easily become too late."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A secret of a strange kind," said Baluzzi, as he tossed about and +groaned. "Haha, now it will come upon her, too. This bullet speeds +beyond the frontier--and into her heart! I foretold it to her when she +gave me up in her unworthy pride. I was too weak. I let myself be +dazzled by the gold that she promised and gave me! But now it is all +over, death is approaching, it needs no bribe. Now I will speak! That +was the agreement. I shall hold firmly to it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You speak in riddles," said Blanden.</p> + +<p class="normal">"As she will no longer rest in my arms, neither shall she in yours," +said the Italian. "I shall assert my rights. I shall preserve them with +my last breath, long as I may have denied them. That is worthy of a +brave man. She is mine, and belongs to this death-bed."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of whom do you speak?" cried Blanden, more astonished.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of Giulia, your--mistress!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hah, you scoundrel," cried Blanden, "I shall be forgetting that a +dying man is before me, that these words are the unnecessary attacks of +an expiring intellect."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are mistaken," said Baluzzi, but pain compelled him to stop for a +time and to speak more softly. "I speak the truth."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fool--united to me at the altar!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Null and invalid, null and invalid!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is there anything you wish, Baluzzi? I will gladly carry it out, but +to listen longer to your wandering speech is impossible."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wandering speech! Haha--am I a madman? Do I tear off the bandage which +the wretched surgeon, the old frontier official, put on? Do I grope in +the air half unconsciously? No, my mind is clear, clear as yours, +clearer, perhaps, at this moment. I can understand that the world +begins to go round with you when I repeat that 'Giulia can only be +your mistress, because she is--my wife!'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your wife, madman!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden shouted in a torrent of anger, then he shuddered. Various dark +impressions, for which hitherto he could not account, swept suddenly +over him, the possibility of what was incredible lay before him like a +deep fearful abyss.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She has deceived you, <i>carissimo</i>!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, then--then I should envy you the merciful bullet which struck you, +envy you your approaching death," cried Blanden, beside himself, "but +it cannot be, Giulia could not thus deceive me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She wanted to belong to you for ever, and she did not mind a crime."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She must have dreaded the disclosure every moment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There you have an ardent daughter of our country! She would be happy +at any price."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You should have come forward long since, have opposed it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did not do it. I was accustomed to turn away from her, to be silent. +It was more advantageous for me! She paid well for my silence, but that +she should treat me with contempt ate silently into my vitals, and I +vowed to be avenged upon the overbearing woman as soon as the hour +should have struck."</p> + +<p class="normal">Bach one of these replies, which Baluzzi gave in a low expiring voice, +was a deathblow for Blanden. Not only could he not refute them, but +they bore the impress of truth.</p> + +<p class="normal">The dark recollection of the Lago Maggiore, of Giulia's agonised bursts +of anguish, of the force of circumstances which she lamented, of +Baluzzi's appearance on the shore of the lake, and at the gate of the +villa, all returned overwhelmingly upon him. He had many times asked +casual questions which she had always answered crossly and evasively, +and only in order to avoid marring the peace of their honeymoon had he +refrained from an enquiry which might easily be misinterpreted. With +the keen sharpness of a knife this thought quivered through his brain, +and a dread feeling of pain rent his heart, and yet with every excuse +which his anxious reason could discover, he tried to stem the coming +evil.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your wife, you say, your wife, but where were you married?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In the church of San Giulio, on the island, in the lake of Orta."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will assume that you are speaking the truth, assume it without +believing it. But then she was your wife years ago. She is divorced."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Our Church knows no divorce," murmured Baluzzi softly to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your laws--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not recognise it either!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, then, she has been divorced in some other country where it is +permitted."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have always remained a subject of Italy, and even here--I had +grounds enough for a divorce--remember the villa at Stresa--but I would +not."</p> + +<p class="normal">Baluzzi made a sign of denial. He groaned, and pressed his hand upon +his heart. He could not speak any more.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Horrible," cried Blanden; then he began to perceive what Giulia's +heart must have gone through in its passionate love for him--the +unbounded deception became comprehensible. He could not but acknowledge +to himself that he should never have made his, this vagrant's wife, +even if she had been divorced. Giulia had told herself the same, and +therefore concealed the past from him.</p> + +<p class="normal">But that he should realise the possibility, could realise it, seemed to +him like inexpiable injustice to Giulia.</p> + +<p class="normal">The man, sick unto death, was a prey to wild delirium, but even through +madness there runs one connecting thread, on which it hangs its +pictures, and is often more sharp-sighted, more rational than sound +sense.</p> + +<p class="normal">A pause ensued. The Cossack, who was weary, began to whistle a song +which is sung on the shores of the Don by the girls of his race. +Baluzzi had somewhat recovered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You still doubt? Pray call in the officer of the frontier."</p> + +<p class="normal">Under the impression that the Italian felt weak, and needed some +surgical assistance, Blanden hastened down the stairs and returned with +the chief guardian of the frontier. The latter felt Baluzzi's pulse, +and shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One favour! Show this gentleman what you found sewn up in my coat."</p> + +<p class="normal">Annoyed, but unwilling to refuse a dying man's entreaty, the officer, +with an enquiring glance at Blanden, went into his office, and +returned, bringing another Cossack with him as watchman.</p> + +<p class="normal">Out of a rough wooden box close at hand at the time, he took a +sparkling diamond coronet. Even the Cossacks drew nearer with covetous +glances.</p> + +<p class="normal">Only one stone was wanting in the ornament. Blanden started back as if +stung by an adder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My, her diamonds! Our family jewels! Robber!</p> + +<p class="normal">"I a robber? Did she wear these diamonds on her wedding day? Did she +complain that she had lost them? It is a gift that she gave to me--one +of the many with which she bought my silence. I came to her on the +evening before her wedding. Kätchen showed me the road through the +tower and the subterranean passage, and cleared the way--poor child, it +was there, too, that she died the following day in the fireworks, which +she let off in honour of the bridal couple. These diamonds are my +honestly gained property."</p> + +<p class="normal">Now Blanden said no more. Groping about blindly he sought an +explanation, but all excuses were denied to him. Desperate, he buried +his face in his hands, and stamped as if in an impotent rage with his +fate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is dying," said the official, pointing at Baluzzi, whose features +suddenly became overshadowed.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he raised himself once more with a powerful effort, and cried in a +shrieking half-failing voice--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thrust her from you, the adulteress. Where am I? The brand upon her +brow, the chains of the galley rattle about me--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if it were so," cried Blanden, "the proofs are wanting. The secret +goes with you to the grave. I alone have the right to punish her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are wrong," said Baluzzi, gathering up his strength once more. +"Revenge I have vowed to her, I keep my oath, the proofs are not here, +not at hand, but they are in safe keeping. The accusation I carried for +long, carefully sealed up in my breast pocket. Beate burned the page in +the registry in San Giulio, but a legal copy at the See in Milan proves +the marriage. And this accusation is my legacy, the lightning that +strikes the worthless woman, even before I die."</p> + +<p class="normal">"This accusation--" cried Blanden, almost breathlessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bears the address of the nearest court in the district, shows all +proofs, and is in the hands of Wild Robert, who fled with me on to the +bank in the swamps. The ball hit me--it missed him. He promised me, +even if it cost his life, to take the papers there. He knows the way +through the morass, and if he had to hew down bush and tree with an axe +to make a bridge for himself, the bailiffs have not caught him. +Triumph! Chains and fetters for her--she has despised me, I, too, may +despise her--thus I die--gladly!" And with these words, which were +already interrupted by the rattle of approaching death, he bowed his +head and passed away.</p> + +<p class="normal">As if out of his mind Blanden rushed into the night, ran along lonely +roads, sprang over ditches and fences, hurried up and down--he felt as +though he must fly from himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">His Giulia had deceived him, she was a criminal, his marriage +invalid--the myrmidons of the law were already knocking at the door of +his Castle! He repeated all this to himself mechanically, hopelessly, +as though he were conning a lesson. It was impossible that all this +could concern himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">After two hours of rapid flight through the night, which just began to +yield to the dawn in the east, he returned to the inn, asked for ink +and paper, and wrote to Giulia--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Baluzzi is dead, he fell in a smuggler's fight, and dying confessed to +me that you are his wife, and never were divorced from him! Shortly +before his death he sent in an accusation against you. It cannot all be +true, confirm the untruth with a few lines; they will find me with the +proprietor of Opaczno."</p> + +<p class="normal">He obtained a messenger and despatched him to Kulmitten with his +letter.</p> + +<p class="normal">It would have been impossible for him to return now, look into Giulia's +eyes, hear from her own lips that she was the wife of that wretch.</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave some orders and money for Baluzzi's burial, and then drove to +Opaczno.</p> + +<p class="normal">Fixedly he gazed at the morning, he saw none of the objects past which +he drove, for him a heavy shadow lay upon all earthly things.</p> + +<p class="normal">She whom he had so proudly loved, seemed like a spectre to him, a bride +of Corinth, a vampire, which had sucked his blood, his life.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet--in the midst of his wrath at the deception, he was seized with +fear, with pity for her, an inexpressible feeling of pain, that gnawed +at his heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">He felt as if the mild god of Hindoostan, the old King's son, laid a +hand upon his brow like a healing doctor, and whispered to him, "Have +pity upon all creation!"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_12" href="#div1_12">CONFESSIONS.</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"When you receive these lines," wrote Giulia, "I shall have left +Kulmitten with Beate, and all traces of me, it is to be hoped, will be +lost to you and to the world. I take nothing with me, save the +remembrance of your goodness and love, and they shall support me in my +forsakenness, and render it possible for me to endure life.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What else can it be to me, but an atonement of the past, but a prayer, +a prayer for forgiveness? I shall never learn if it be fulfilled, but +in my best hours I shall comfort myself with it, I shall hope and +believe in it, as we believe in one only happiness!</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I dare believe and hope, because the crime that I committed was +committed only through boundless love for you, through passion that +gives up and sacrifices everything for the possession of the beloved +one, even its duty, its honour--at least that which before law and the +world passes for such. I had hoped to be able to preserve my secret, +and at the same time untroubled happiness for you, even although mine +was ever disturbed by pangs of conscience; it has been ordained +differently, the veil has suddenly fallen. I stand as a criminal before +your eyes. If you, too, measure me with the measure of others, then +there is no absolution for me, but you, whom I loved most deeply, will +also be more capable than all others of forgiveness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The whole history of my sorrow is connected with a man who has now met +with so terrible an end, he was fatal to my life. I may regret that a +low mind made him an unsettled, unhappy wanderer upon earth, but I +cannot weep for him, because tears are too precious to be wasted upon +what is ignoble. Others may, perhaps, think the same of me, but every +great passion has an atoning power. The story of my life is short, but +eventful.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My parents possessed a small estate near Bergamo; they exchanged it +for another in the Italian Tyrol, but they were unfortunate, their +affairs went wrong. Young as I was, I had to think of earning something +for myself, and as I was esteemed tolerably good looking, and my voice +melodious and strong, it was determined that I should devote myself to +the stage. Influential friends provided for my education, so that I +might enter the chorus at the <i>Pergola</i>, in Florence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was eighteen years old, I did not know life. In my dreams I might +sketch a brilliant future for myself: the present was poor enough, it +did not satisfy the ambition of artistic struggles, it barely yielded +daily bread. Gradually, however, I began to receive subordinate parts, +in which, if not by my singing, yet by my voice, my whole manner, I +could rouse people's attention.</p> + +<p class="normal">"At that time I became acquainted with Baluzzi; he was twenty years +older than I, and also a chorus singer, but for him the chorus was only +a place of refuge, as it seemed, the sad close to a mysterious life. He +was considered to be a handsome man, all my friends were proud when he +paid them any little attention. Soon he began to distinguish me +especially, which roused my companions' jealousy, made me, however, the +more susceptible of the tokens of his favour. He understood how to win +a young heart; he surrounded himself with the charm of recklessness; +here and there he allowed a reminiscence of his past, a picture to +gleam shedding around him the halo of a bold, daring man. Being a +member of the chorus appeared to us as a disguise which he had assumed +in his momentary need.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Unacquainted with life, captivated by Baluzzi's fiery glances, and the +power of his language, I was soon beneath his spell. I loved him with +inexperienced, ardent love. An event also occurred that showed me his +uncontrolled feelings, it is true, but also the strength of his +passion. I had inspired a Florentine noble with one of those transient +affections which the stage so easily ignited. I had treated him +politely, and he looked upon me as an easy prey. Late one evening he +came to me. I bade him leave, he became more importunate. Baluzzi had +watched for him, came to me, drew out his dagger, and wounded the +nobleman. The wound was not dangerous and my well-born friend deemed it +best to observe silence. I, however, could gauge Baluzzi's love for me +by the measure of his savage jealousy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nor did he only crave for fleeting love, he strove to possess me from +the first. He told the wounded intruder that I was his betrothed, and +asserted his right of active defence. I had not given him the right +until now, but I did not show over-much resistance when he claimed it. +Once when I refused to listen to him, we were standing upon the +platform of the <i>companile</i>, he threatened to throw himself down, and I +appeased him with hasty consent, because I believed that he would +fulfil his threat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One thing I must say for him--and that was my misfortune--he believed +in my talent, my future. While others thought my performances pretty +and taking, he was convinced that, with my voice, my appearance, after +a little progress in singing, I should become great on the Italian +stage. In imagination he foresaw my pecuniary, my brilliant successes, +therefore he strove to possess me. I was an object of his calculations, +and they had not deceived him. That he also found me personally +desirable I will readily believe, for the world, the public, the +newspapers, and above all, my mirror told me that I was beautiful.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Baluzzi's passionate courtship, which inspired me with fear and +dread--as he intimidated me with menaces if I should not do his will--I +could no longer resist. I had sung my first more important part at the +<i>Pergola</i> and been very successful; his calculations now gained a +firmer basis, more resolutely he went at his object. At that time, it +is true, I only perceived the expression of unlimited passion in all +that he said or did, which at last intoxicated me, for nothing is more +infectious than the soul's warmth. I gave my consent to the marriage; +that it should be a secret one at first, we both agreed. Nothing is +more fatal to young actresses than the title of <i>Signora</i>, it sets a +barrier to those undecided wishes which spontaneously, like a +superfluous element of nature, mingle with the admiration of beauty and +artistic revelations; in such unexpressed emotions often lies the +secret of success. A grand career lay before me, it must remain free +and open to me. Baluzzi also desired this. We were married in the +remote little church in the middle of the Orta lake. For the stage I +continued to be Signora Bollini; but the heavy, fatal error of my life +had been committed, it was no youthful folly whose consequences could +be brushed away with a light hand. Marriage is indissoluble according +to the laws of the Church, indissoluble according to those of the +country. The priest's words had converted me into a slave for evermore. +I did not feel it then, I was happy. This confession does not disgrace +me, because felicity lies in our feelings, and delusion can call it +forth as well as truth. Youth has its own rapture, its own bliss, and +love is not so powerless as not to procure full enjoyment for all who +are filled with it. Those were glorious days which I spent by the banks +of the Orta lake. Baluzzi then seemed like a demi-god to me, but that +bliss was of short duration.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Returned to Florence, I soon remarked that he displayed several +rougher sides of his nature, at first surprising, then alarming me. I +perceived that he gave himself up to a wild life, which, merely to win +and deceive me, he had interrupted for some time. He laid an embargo +upon my cash-box, I was almost reduced to poverty; he was a gambler, a +drunkard, and spent his nights with wild companions.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The rapture of love, however, had given unthought-of wings to my +talent; from part to part I attained greater success, and after the +lapse of a year was engaged at the <i>Pergola</i> with a considerable +salary, but, with the salary, increased Baluzzi's claims; often he +demanded money for his journeys to Monaco, where he indulged his mania +for play, whence he always returned a bankrupt. All my expostulations +were vain, he met them with bitter scorn and the defiant manner of a +lord and master.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He gambled at Monaco, he engaged in equivocal business, and did I not +send him sufficient money at any time, he pursued me like a spy, like a +shadow. He read of my successes in the papers, he kept a book of them, +he calculated my receipts. In Milan, not long after, began the era of +my triumphs, the most distinguished circles were opened to me. I became +intimate with Princess Dolgia, and she invited we to her villa at +Stresa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was then that I saw you for the first time, when my heart burned +for you with glowing passion, when I experienced all the charms of love +and life, and felt the shame of my chains doubly heavy; then, too, he +spied upon me by the lake shore, he had been dissatisfied with the last +remittance; he demanded more. At the same time his heart was inflamed +with savage jealousy, or was it rather an emotion of hatred--he saw +that we loved one another. I feared for your life, only a great price +could assuage his wrath. But, carried away with delight that knew no +bounds, as if to raise me in blissful dreams above the unworthiness +with which my life was filled, I would not curb my glowing love, and +greater than the sin of loving was the wicked doubt, whether the +welfare of my soul was more imperilled by your love than by the mad +passion of a brutal criminal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Since then my only thought has been for you and your love; he followed +me upon my career of triumph which I commenced through Europe. I would +fly from you, only entwine your love like a transient dream in my +life--and ever again it urged me to seek you; therefore I came here +and stayed so long on the shores of the northern lakes. It drew me to +your native land, to your own home. I visited your Castle while you +were absent; then I tore myself away from the glowing dreams of my +longing--for almost two years I lingered in Russia. Owing to no fault +of mine, Baluzzi had lost all traces of me for a considerable time; he +had been guilty of some breach of the laws in Russia, and was, I know +not why, banished to Siberia, but he discovered me again, and, like a +leech, he clung to my heels.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My increasing fame gave me the <i>entrée</i> to good society, I gained the +friendship of princes and princesses. Intercourse with Baluzzi could +only injure my name. Little as he fulfilled his duties as a chorus +singer in Florence, he was known as one of those musical assistants who +stood upon a subordinate step of the ladder of art, in those circles I +had risen far above his horizon. I often let him feel it, and he +rebelled with double defiance against my 'impudent overbearing.' Yet he +saw that, for his own sake, he must not disturb my career; he agreed +only to see and speak to me secretly, and before the world to assume +the semblance of friendship; he often came after dissipated +entertainments and asserted his rights, rousing my anger.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Another fearful surprise awaited me. A falling scene had struck his +shoulder; he persistently rejected all assistance from the surgeon, and +from me. I went to see him, he lay in feverish sleep. I wanted to see +the wound, that appeared to me as serious as his resistance was +suspicious. I drew back the bandage and saw--even now the recollection +fills me with horror--upon his shoulder the branded mark of a +galley-slave! It was to a desperate criminal that I had given hand and +heart!</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are countries in which the law would grant the right of divorce +in cases where such discoveries were made after marriage, because they +assume that only by mistake could such an union have been formed. But +in Italy there is no such law, and had there been I had neglected the +time which is allowed for such an appeal. I knew nothing about it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nevertheless, my resolution, to set myself free from the horrible +control of this man, so far as lay in my power, remained immovable. +When Baluzzi had recovered, I imparted my discovery to him with great +composure; he started. I told him that I knew now that I had married a +heavily punished criminal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Quarrels at the gaming table,' said he shortly, 'a hasty dagger that +caught its victim.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Perhaps combined with cheating and robbery,' added I.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'What does it matter to you? Who dares to reproach me with a +punishment that I have undergone?' I explained succinctly to him that I +could have nothing in common with a dismissed galley-slave, and forbade +him to visit me any more. Naturally this prohibition angered him, but I +declared that I should betray his secret to the world, publish the +brand which justice had imprinted upon him, and thus had cast him out +for ever from association with his fellow-men.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Then I shall proclaim our marriage,' cried he triumphantly, 'and upon +you will rest the same curse.'</p> + +<p class="normal">"'And our fame, my talent, our gains?'</p> + +<p class="normal">"He became thoughtful, and entered into negociations; he should not +disturb my path any more, but he claimed the greater portion of my +receipts for himself; under these conditions, so long as I remained on +the stage, where he prophesied me a brilliant career, he should not +assert his rights over me, but so soon as from any cause I left the +theatre, I should again fall into his power, not only my possessions, +but also my life and person; thus should he be indemnified for the long +privation. I might then proclaim that he had been in the <i>bagno</i>, it +was immaterial to him. The wife of a galley-slave shared his disgrace; +yes, then he should be my master again and possess the right to the +whims of a sultan.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He parted from me; I bound myself always to give him my address, as I +was about to set out on a starring tour in Italy and abroad. I felt +like a serf who is granted liberty which is liable to be recalled at +any moment, but my earnings were paralysed, and my heart could not beat +freely without committing sin. That was control worse than the galley!</p> + +<p class="normal">"I saw you again. From that time my life has been no secret to you. I +would belong to you for ever, it was the one object of my life, and yet +unattainable if I did not possess the audacity to defy the constraint +of a law binding me for life to the galley. Is there no higher decree +than the mutable chequered one of these countries in our hemisphere? Is +there not a holier love which may scorn an unholy bond? I hoped to +annihilate the proofs of my slavery: I hoped to keep the spectre of my +life far aloof from myself, and still farther from you; to enjoy a +happiness over which, indeed, hung a sword on a silver thread, yet +invisible to you and your repose, not hostile to your peace--in vain! +He came because I had resigned the stage; he came not to demand my +money, but myself, and in wild desperation I bought a new reprieve with +the gift of your love, the diamond diadem, the family jewels of the +Blandens. But dying, the wretched man fulfilled his oaths of revenge, +and, as bleeding, he descends amongst the shadows, he leaves me behind +amidst the falling ruins of my bliss.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well;--I am a guilty woman! Now condemn me! I have deceived you, I +bring disgrace upon your house--and yet, so long as my heart beats, it +will beat for you; I go forth into misery, behind me the myrmidons of +the law, nothing is left for me save the last greeting, the last word +of blessing! God protect the most noble man whom the earth contains, +and if he cannot forgive me then may his pity follow me--the outcast, +the scorned--into the wide world!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Again, and again, Blanden read the letter with throbbing heart and a +tear in his eyes, he ordered his horses to be harnessed and drove +furiously to Kulmitten. The Castle was desolate and empty. Giulia and +Beate had left it in a peasant's cart which chanced to be passing +through, both in the plainest garments, none could tell whither.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was alone. He waited for the officers of justice who would soon +knock at those doors and attach the seal of nameless shame to the +sacred heritage of his family. He sat there a silent, moody man, and +buried all his hopes.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>LAST CHAPTER.</h2> + +<h3><a name="div1Ref_13" href="#div1_13">TO THE EAST!</a></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Since the occurrences which we have just related, two years had passed +away.</p> + +<p class="normal">The political storm had burst which the weather tokens on the horizon +had long since foretold, the regeneration of the German people was +proclaimed amid mighty convulsions.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a premature spring whose blossoms shed their leaves before they +attained maturity.</p> + +<p class="normal">The uproar raged through the large towns. Blood flowed over the +streets. War between brothers was unfettered. Often those fought +together, who desired the same object; with cannon balls, the people +greeted the desired concessions of Government; wild tumult had taken +possession of hearts and minds. The equinoctial gale of the spring of +liberty swept through Europe, and general shipwreck ensued.</p> + +<p class="normal">Only upon one tiny spot of earth, where it was necessary to defend +German soil against foreign encroachments, and to prepare the place for +the German Empire of the future, a struggle had been commenced, which +did not bear the fearful impress of a war between brothers, which was +ennobled by glorious enthusiasm for the fatherland. The dependence upon +the will of foreign rulers who trod old rights under foot, had become +insupportable to a brave race of people which flew to arms to preserve +the right, to repel the interference of a newly-crowned king, and to +maintain its connection with Germany at the point of the sword.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was on a day in April, 1848, that the thunder of cannon echoed +across the narrow bay of Flensburg; the red columns of the Danish army +had extended themselves around the village of Bau and threatened to cut +off the advance guard of the Schleswig-Holstein army that was stationed +at Bau and Krusau. Soon the battle began! The flower of the country's +youth, the students of Kiel, with the riflemen of that town, had to +withstand the first onslaught of the enemy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Over the hedges, out of the ditches, the advanced out-posts fired upon +the red sharpshooters, upon the rushing enemy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Forward!" resounded the cry of the officers; "forward!" rang Blanden's +voice. He led the disciples of <i>alma mater</i> to the battle; he had +hastened to them, and entered their ranks amongst the first German +volunteers, who placed their swords at the disposal of the good cause +of Schleswig-Holstein.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Forward!" replied the students' cry, with tempestuous enthusiasm, many +of whom had a musket in their hands for the first time, who had poured +in from the lecture-rooms to prove by active deeds their devotion to +their fatherland. And forward moved the volunteer band; with levelled +bayonets they charged the Danish vanguard, drove it back, and held +their position beneath a heavy fire; courage and energy compensated for +lack of numbers.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Danes gave the courageously attacking force credit for strong +supports; for a fresh effort they summoned fresh powers to their +assistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Regardless of the balls which whistled round him from every side, +Blanden, too, stood under fire; it almost seemed as if death would be +welcome to him, and yet he was filled with burning love of battle as he +looked into the radiant faces of those youths who went so full of the +courage of sacrifice to meet their death.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, and it was no common food for powder that filled the ditches, they +were the best sons of the land. It was the vanguard of the German +spirit, and wherever it had conquered it was always the united word of +the sword, and the sword of the word which had gained the victory. +These bayonets were not merely a flashing protest of the northern +nations; the hands in which they rested were equally powerful to wield +the pen--and knew how to prove this right.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile the shots thundered from Bau, the crashing salvoes, however, +drew towards the south-east of Flensburg. Soon scattered troops +announced that the sixteenth battalion at Bau had been beaten by the +Danes. Now the brave men stood helplessly, no order from head-quarters +came to them; one orderly after another was despatched, none returned. +The retreat to Flensburg was endangered.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus they left the corpse-strewn battle field in order to force a +retreat for themselves. Bau and Krusau were the Schleswig-Holstein +Thermopylæ!</p> + +<p class="normal">Singing battle songs, the troops of lads approached the town, but they +were hymns to the dead, for now only did death reap its abundant +harvest.</p> + +<p class="normal">The road ran along the shore, the bay suddenly became alive, the white +and red flags approached, and the sky-blue lion prepared to spring. Was +not the sea, the kingdom of the old Vikings, subject to the island +people; how long did the Sound stand beneath the dominion of Danish +cannon?</p> + +<p class="normal">And it was a submissive bay of the conquered East Sea, which here made +its entry into the Schleswig-Holstein country of beeches and hedges.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly the waves became alive, from the narrow tongue of land, from +Holsens, where the Leviathans, the armed men of war, lay, it came ever +nearer like a dark cloud upon the billows, a dense evil-boding throng.</p> + +<p class="normal">They were the Danish gun-boats; then flashed the shots, then blazed the +touch-holes. Astonished, the waves caught the strange smoke of powder +which spread itself over them like a veil, and the cartridges rattled +on the strand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Like an ocean monster of the old legend rolling devouringly upon the +land, death leaped from the waves and laid its victims low. The road +became filled with corpses, of what use were the single bullets, which +struck the boats; of what avail the temporary shelter behind the trunks +of trees along the path!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Forward to the foundry!" rang the cry of death. It was a kind of +trench granting protection. There they could fall fighting; here the +band resembled game driven by the keepers, upon which the sportsmen can +shoot from a safe position.</p> + +<p class="normal">And with winged steps all thronged to the fort of death, determined, at +least, to sell their lives dearly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cartridge upon cartridge blazed across; wounded and dying leaned +against the tall stems of the beeches, and the down crashing branches +decked these pale brows as if with a homely wreath of honour, upon +which trickled the cold drops of death.</p> + +<p class="normal">Already Blanden saw the smoking furnaces of the foundry before him; +there a flash quivers through the cloud of vapour; in conical flight +the birds of death swept through, on right and left, fell into the +trees, here and there penetrated the earth, struck the companions by +his side, and stretched Blanden himself on the ground. He gazed into +the night, as it descended upon his eyes--the night of death--but +uttered not a word of lament. His last thought before his senses +forsook him was the futility of his life, which was honourably +terminated by death upon the battle-field.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he opened his eyes again amidst violent pain, he fancied he was +still under the spell of a dream: had he awoke in India amongst the +peris? His bewildered fancy led the favourite images of his waking +dreams before his mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">A tear-bedimmed eye rested upon him, a slight form, wrapped in a cloak, +bent over him.</p> + +<p class="normal">They were the eyes, it was the figure of Giulia; with a loud cry of joy +she welcomed his awaking.</p> + +<p class="normal">But it was yet the day, the same day of the battle. Vollies rattled +round the iron fort; where at other times the wheels of machinery +revolved, now revolved the wheel of death.</p> + +<p class="normal">A gun-boat still lay upon the strand, the otters had moved nearer to +Flensburg, but that one did not cease from its work of devastation. A +cartridge rattled and fell into the beech and struck down a branch, +which fell upon Giulia and cut her brow. She had bent over Blanden to +shelter him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where am I? You here?" said he, half unconsciously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not ask how."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who brings you here?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Charity and longing for death, but now there is not a moment to lose."</p> + +<p class="normal">She beckoned to two peasants, who stood close by with a little cart, +and lifted Blanden into it, beside a wounded man who already lay there. +Giulia seated herself upon the hard straw sack. They went along back +streets to the inn of a neighbouring village, where several surgeons +were in full employment.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a long time before Blanden recovered from his wounds, which left +him slightly lame for life. Giulia was once more his faithful nurse, +she also followed him to the Danish captivity, into which he, with the +other wounded men, had fallen.</p> + +<p class="normal">The feeling of belonging wholly to one another became quickened in +both. From every side Blanden heard with what heroic valour Giulia had +hastened into the battle field, how amidst shot and shells she had +brought consolation, succour and relief to the wounded, an angel of +mercy, whose memory would live for all ages in the hearts of the +Schleswig-Holstein youth. For long both avoided speaking of their +separation, its causes, of their later experiences. There would have +been the risk of great agitation for Blanden, for both the danger of +parting again, and yet both felt how painful an effect this would have +upon their lives.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last Blanden had sufficiently recovered to be allowed to go out into +the fresh air, and he, with others, had been already exchanged for +Danish prisoners.</p> + +<p class="normal">They sat under a lofty avenue of beeches by the sea, lying so quietly +and blue before them. Islands rose out of the waves and ships passed on +the horizon.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where have you been, Giulia, since you left me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Upon a little island near that of Sylt, in a lonely fisherman's +cottage, there I deemed myself most effectually concealed. So quickly +could the law not raise its accusation, not follow my track and find me +yonder in my solitude, where, with Beate, I helped to mend fishing +nets, and obtained a little money by teaching children. For hours I sat +upon the 'dunes,' I saw the tide rush in which for centuries has been +washing away these islands, ready to swallow them up, and which already +has buried so much work of men's hands within its depths. Like a sea +mew's flight over the foaming, dashing billows, my thoughts swept over +the heights and abysses of my life, and my bruised heart did bitter +penance, and as the roaring hurricane came and stirred the waves and +tore them upwards until towering on high they dashed upon the shore, so +was I now overwhelmed with the fire and wild passion which had animated +me, and with the recollection of all the tempests of my life.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could have retired to a convent in my own country, but my soul +longed for the free breath of heaven, and an irrevocable bond would +have crushed it to the ground.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Beate left me, she had often been at Sylt during the season, and there +had made the acquaintance of a well-to-do Hamburg merchant, whom her +sparkling eyes and lively manner had fascinated. We parted amid tears, +she was my most faithful friend, who for me had jeopardised her honour. +Then the feeling of being utterly forsaken came upon me, the never +ceasing return of ebb and flow, the only event of which the 'dunes' +could tell, made my spirit weary and listless, all the fettered springs +of life stirred within me. I could not have lived amid the ocean +solitude another year, my talent for a Robinsonade was exhausted. Then +the news of war, which was at that time only imminent, but of whose +outbreak messengers brought premature intelligence, penetrated to our +fishermen's cottages; I resolved to make atonement for my past as a +nurse in the midst of the conflict, and hoped, perhaps, to meet death +from a merciful bullet. When I came here I found nothing prepared, I +wished to go upon the battle-field as a volunteer Samaritan, and +beneath its terrible and yet elevating influences, I felt the pulses of +my life beat higher once more--I forgot myself. I relieved pain, I +earned thanks--the sin of my life seemed to be melting away as if tears +and words of gratitude washed it out. Thus I found you. Fate led those +together again, whom it had parted, but still the gulf of guilt lies +between them. You have recovered, my task is completed, let me go hence +once more."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No Giulia," cried Blanden with a burst of emotion, "now we part no +more."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia looked enquiringly at him; she could not believe his words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I part from my preserver no more. I am superstitious, or believing +enough to follow the signal of fate which re-united us upon the field +of honour. You have nothing more to fear from justice. Baluzzi's +messenger, wild Robert, did not reach his goal, he fell, lost in the +swamp, the edges of which were thoroughly searched by the guards; +doubtlessly he ventured too far in order to escape them. Baluzzi's +accusation lies deep down in the morass where it ought to lie; he +himself is dead, never did any messenger of justice trouble me. Thus +there is but one human being in the world who can bring an accusation +against you, and that one dare not, because you only sinned out of love +for me, out of blind, but yet true ardent love, and with this kiss I +absolve you."</p> + +<p class="normal">He kissed Giulia's brow; sobbing, she sank into his arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fate has foiled my most glorious plans of life, we cannot return to +the desolate Castle. Your sudden flight injured my name again, the +people there will not associate with us, but the world is large! +Although my life has been a failure, although I must stay far from my +home, there yet remains to me the thinker's dream and the ecstasy of +love."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not for my sake shall you fly from all," said Giulia imploringly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I, too, am dead to this portion of the world. I can do nothing more +for my fatherland. This bullet has rendered me unfit for war, a chain +of unfortunate circumstances for peace. I cannot stand before any +electors, a political career is closed to me. Thus I fly for my sake +also, and you, my fondly loved wife, I take with me as comforter. The +registry at San Giulio still tells of your guilt, we must away, far +away from here. I know a land, the cradle of the gods, perhaps the +cradle of mankind, a wonder land. There beneath the giant mountain lies +the Walar Lake, and the Behat winds through a paradise of rustling +fruit trees and prolific plains upon which gaze down glaciers high as +heaven. Beautiful beings wander there in the most blessed valley of the +world, and there free from the constraint of law and the trammels of +society, which here rule the world, we will build ourselves huts +and I will introduce you to the profound wisdom of the land of the +lotus-flowers. Follow me to Cashmere."</p> + +<p class="normal">Giulia pressed him to her heart, "I have no will but yours."</p> + +<p class="normal">Blanden wrote to Wegen and begged him to sell Kulmitten, Rositten, and +Nehren. His friend, Olga's happy husband, doubly happy by her +unexpected mastery of the art of cooking, executed Blanden's +commission, and by means of a large inheritance, was enabled to buy +Kulmitten, the principal estate, for himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">To Kuhl, however, who really had invited no living creature excepting +Caro, to his wedding dinner, Blanden wrote--</p> + +<p class="normal">"I go far away, to the primeval home of mankind; I am a shipwrecked +mariner, and, united to Giulia, shall build myself a hut in the desert. +Withered leaves--they fell upon the flowers of my heart, and twice have +covered and crushed out their life. My friend! no man can overcome his +past. Unforeseen it rises again like a spectre and stretches the +destroyer's hand into our lives. Poor Eva was the victim of one of +those fearful chains of events which, long invisible, suddenly seize us +with a ghostly grasp. That I had loved the mother, was the daughter's +death! Withered leaves--vainly my Giulia amid bitterest pain sought to +wrench herself loose from her past, but it held her firmly as in an +iron vice. Away into the kingdom of Buddha, into the dream-world of the +East! I could not live as I would, therefore now I will live as I can."</p> + +<p class="normal">Not long after a Hamburg steamboat bore the loving pair into the land +of the lotus-flowers.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3>FOOTNOTE:</h3> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div2_01" href="#div2Ref_01">Footnote 1</a>: The evening +preceding the wedding day,--<i>Translator's note</i>.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> + +<h3>THE END.</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<hr class="W90"> +<h5>Printed by Remington & Co., 5, Arundel Street, Strand, W.C.</h5> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Withered Leaves. Vol. III.(of III), by +Rudolf von Gottschall + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WITHERED LEAVES. VOL. 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Vol. III.(of III) + A Novel + +Author: Rudolf von Gottschall + +Translator: Bertha Ness + +Release Date: February 23, 2011 [EBook #35373] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WITHERED LEAVES. VOL. III.(OF III) *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=lOUBAAAAQAAJ + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + AT ALL LIBRARIES. + + BY THE SAME TRANSLATOR. + + SACRED VOWS, + + By E. WERNER, + + _Author of_ "_Under a Charm_," "_Success and How He Won it_," _&c_. + + 3 VOLS. 31s. 6d. + + * * * * * + + +"The loves of Bruno and Lucie are simply told with that accompaniment +of mysterious sympathy in the inanimate surroundings of their +struggles, which is the highest application of true literary insight +into nature."--_Athenaeum_. + +"The incidents are striking * * * * * The whole scene rises before the +reader with as much clearness as if it were represented before him on +the stage."--_Saturday Review_. + +"The ability of Werner's Novels is implied in the simultaneous +publication of two translations of 'Sacred Vows.' His scenes are more +than paintings, they are sculptures, and stand out in _alto relievo_, +distinctly conceived and vigorously executed."--_The British +Quarterly_. + + + * * * * * + + REMINGTON & Co., 5, Arundel Street, Strand, W.C. + + + + + + + WITHERED LEAVES. + + A Novel, + + BY + + Rudolf von Gottschall. + + + FROM THE GERMAN, + + By BERTHA NESS. + + Translator of Werner's "Riven Bonds" and "Sacred Vows." + + + THREE VOLUMES. + + * * * * * + + AUTHORISED TRANSLATION. + + * * * * * + + VOL. III. + + * * * * * + + + London: + REMINGTON AND CO., + 5, Arundel Street, Stand, W.C. + * * * + 1879. + + [_All Rights Reserved_.] + + + + + + + CONTENTS OF VOLUME III. + + + CHAP. + + I.--Primavera. + + II.--In the Lion's Den. + + III.--The Mistress of the Boarding School. + + IV.--In the Forest of Juditenkirchen. + + V.--Internal Struggles. + + VI.--A Sleighing Party. + + VII.--In the Land of the Lotus-Flowers. + + VIII.--In the Church of San Giulio. + + IX.--The Bridal Jewels. + + X.--The Wedding Day. + + XI.--A Legacy. + + XII.--Confessions. + + XIII.--To the East! + + + + + + + WITHERED LEAVES. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + PRIMAVERA. + + +_Primavera_--in the midst of winter, which sketched its frozen pictures +upon the window! + +_Primavera_--and yet a midsummer of love, which had long since gathered +the blossoms of spring for its transient enjoyment! + +And Blanden wooed Giulia with a passion which, possessing no history of +the past, asserting no prior right, only living in his recollections as +if it were the fairy-like charm of a dream, will conquer her love for +the bright day of the present; yes, for the endurance of a life time. +He did not strive to obtain the renewal of former affection; she had +from the very first resisted everything that could encourage such +wooing; he was resolved to win her hand, and to defy those prejudices +which could pronounce his union with a singer to be unsuitable. + +But ardent as was his passion, much as her beauty, intellect, talent +and her great knowledge of the world and of life fascinated him, he was +yet by no means disposed blindly to follow his heart's inclination; he +could even not suppress a soft warning voice of suspicion, which he was +obliged to term ungrateful, because it was connected with their own +former meeting--could this admired actress always have withstood the +temptations that beset her upon her path of triumph? + +Did not smiling Euphrosyne cast roses into her lap, as the goddess +stood beside victory upon her car of triumph, decking her with laurels? +How many phenomena of theatrical fame do but shine through a dim vapour +which the repute of their evil habits of life spreads around them, and +it was not Blanden's intention to guide one of these beauties, weary of +adventures, into a haven of refuge. + +In the town even her enemies did not attack her character; she +possessed admirers, but she favoured none; all that Blanden learned +there, spoke in favour of the singer, but this did not suffice him. +During his travels he had formed many connections in the various +capitals of Europe, in Paris and London, in Rome and Florence; +everywhere he had friends and acquaintances who were familiar with art +and theatrical life. Immediately after the performance of "Norma," when +the thought first was kindled within him of calling this beautiful +woman his own, he had written to all these people to obtain information +as to the actress' life and character. Day by day the replies now came +in; not one single letter contained an accusation, a shred of +suspicion; the testimony that was given to the singer's private life +was most brilliant. No scandal had contributed to the augmentation of +her fame; she owed it entirely to her talent, of which all spoke with +admiration. + +Blanden dropped all suspicions, and the project of making Giulia his +wife took still deeper root. He had reason to expect that she would be +ready to resign the stage, as she had frequently lamented the +disappointments to which she was daily more and more exposed in her +artistic career; nor did she conceal a feeling, which caused her +uneasiness, the conviction that the epoch of her glory was at an end, +and that the decadence of her voice was making its announcement gently +but perceptibly. Surely therefore was she often so melancholy; who +would not, with a heavy heart, bear the claims of a day of reckoning as +it crumbles from us one object of pride, one advantage after another, +and with such cruel indifference sweeps away all the flowers of our +life. + +_Primavera!_ But there is a spring-time of feeling, which time cannot +kill. It was that which bound Giulia to the wintry provincial town, +when she might have been celebrating her triumphs in the capitals of +the south. + +This it was that made her await the arrival of her friend with a +palpitating heart, as she had once awaited him in the moonlight by Lago +Maggiore; and if to her other admirers she made no secret of his +visits; if she denied herself to them as soon as he was present, or +received him at a time when she was inaccessible to others; in so doing +she obeyed no decree of prudence which counselled her not to alienate +her other enthusiastic friends by distinguishing the one; it was a +necessity, a happiness for her to have him quite alone; happiness that +might not be desecrated by contact with the world. + +Blanden still exercised the same entrancing magic over her as in those +days of unguarded devotion; she had remained true to him since that +time, little as it was his right or her duty thus to continue faithful. +His image alone accompanied her through life; all emotions to which she +must give expression upon the stage were for him. She confessed it to +him, and he uttered no doubt of such assurances. Blanden's person would +account for such passion; it was distinguished and possessed of a +peculiar charm. An enthusiast, a dreamer, as he had been from his youth +upwards, he seemed to be one still, when, with half-closed languid +eyes, he buried himself in the rich stores of his mental life; but then +they would suddenly flash and open, and gleam with passion and manly +power. In all else he was in perfect harmony; his figure symmetrical, +the well-bred smile upon his lips, full of intellectual superiority; +his conversation, in earnest and in jest, combined sweetness and charm. +As Desdemona to Othello's tales, Giulia listened to the descriptions of +the adventures which Blanden had met with in distant lands and oceans, +he raised her imagination far above the painted decorations of +theatrical life; she was susceptible to all the grandeur and beauty of +nature, to all intellectual struggles; only the unrest and bustle of +her artist's calling prevented her giving herself up to those mental +enjoyments for which she longed now more fervently than formerly. To +her it would have appeared unutterable bliss to belong entirely to the +man in company with whom she might revel in such enjoyments; to the man +who offered her a refuge from the tempests of stage life. With what +just pride she would have borne the name with which that noble scion +represented a family so esteemed in the world! + +And yet--from out the past one shoal reared itself in her life: a shoal +upon which all her proud dreams of a future should be wrecked. + +In sleepless nights she meditated how she could guide her ship round +that reef; her senses became confused in the rapid flight of thought +from one possibility to another, which, clutched convulsively, never +granted a firm hold; sometimes she rose to the daring venture of +defying those rocks and trying if the high storm-lashed billows of her +life would not bear her over. Her experiences upon the stage became +daily more unpleasant, the enthusiasm of her adherents more disputed by +steady opposition. + +These were the results of Spiegeler's malicious condemnation. + +On the other hand the poet Schoener prepared one slight pleasure for +her; he who belonged to her warmest admirers, and two years ago had +striven eagerly to gain her favour, but who had been rejected. For a +long time he avoided all intercourse with her, but without bearing any +ill-will remained one of her most zealous adorers. Now, when her +enemies roused themselves, he sought her out again, and, like a +troubadour, devoted his lyre to the noble lady. He read a poem to her, +in which he sang of her as the _primavera_ of Baltic winter, and at the +same time attacked her opponents with epigrammatic arrows, and those +mighty blows which he had acquired in the fencing-school of political +poetry. + +The poem appeared in the most important papers, and again increased the +diminishing numbers of Giulia's followers. She was heartily grateful to +him for it, because she perceived that his thoughts were noble and free +from personal motives, that he but followed his own convictions. + +The more retiringly Schoener behaved, the more obtrusive became +Lieutenant Buschmann; he could not accustom himself to the idea that he +must retire from so long a siege without success. The uniform +friendliness of the singer seemed to him like scorn; from day to day he +hoped for a more passionate return. Constantly renewed disappointment +embittered him. His character was somewhat violent, he tolerated no +barriers, and once when the singer, through her maid, refused him +admittance on a morning call, he forced himself ruthlessly into her +boudoir, and reproached her passionately. + +It was the day after his visit to Frau Hecht's kitchen, when Blanden +met the Italian again in the street. Arrested on the previous evening, +Baluzzi was once more set free. + +Blanden took advantage of this chance encounter to lead the +conversation to the amber merchant. Giulia only vouchsafed meagre +information; he was a distant connection of hers, who often importuned +her with petitions, as he had once performed some great service out of +gratitude for which she had taken him under her protection. Then she +broke off the conversation, it was evidently an unwelcome subject. But +she remained abstracted all the evening, and even confounded two +Italian composers with whom she had been familiar from her youth +upwards. + +After a sleepless night, Giulia had a long conversation with her +friend. + +"It cannot go on so, Beate! The internal conflict consumes me. His +claims become more and more unbounded; how happy I was when he, +fettered by illness or misfortune of long duration, the veil of which +he will not raise, remained in the interior of Russia; I breathed +freely; now more than ever, I am in his bondage." + +Beate shrugged her shoulders. + +"Notwithstanding all your brilliant receipts, we shall be beggars +again." + +"Oh, that is not the worst! I would give up everything if I could +purchase my freedom!" + +"That is not his wish! He would spend everything at once; he also +prefers to have a safe reserve for the future." + +"Oh, there is a hell that binds us for evermore. _Lasciate ogni +speranza voi che entrale!_ You are clever and cunning, Beate! Try once +more if you cannot set me free. I have no more ideas, no more plans! +Whenever I ponder over it, my senses become desolate and dead. I stare +into vacuity!" + +"What can we do?--we must exercise patience. But if it continue thus, +we shall have nothing left." + +"Go to him, Beate! Pray, implore." + +"To him! You ask no small matter. I should venture into a robber's +cave, late at night--for at an earlier hour he could not be found--into +a gambling hell, for I know he has opened one here!" + +"You have already done much for me, make this sacrifice also." + +"Oh, I am not afraid, and if I met a lion in the cage, I would pull his +mane; he should do nothing to me. But he will reject my propositions as +he has always done. Yes, even if I found proofs." + +"Proofs! They will not give me back my freedom--yes, if he would, if he +became a subject of this country--we could appeal to justice; it would +even decide against the verdict of the church." + +"Proofs never do any harm--who knows what may happen? Perhaps his +speculations may some day oblige him to settle down here--then it would +always be well to possess proofs that may be turned against him, but it +will be difficult, almost impossible! However, I will venture to go and +seek him this evening. Perhaps chance may favour me." + +"A craving for happiness has come over me, so intense as to strain +every nerve in my bosom. A glance at the smiling horizon brightens our +souls--and yet tears stand in our eyes. We weep with a prescience of +happiness which nevertheless appears to be unattainable. I do not know +why the pictures of my life crowd like feverish visions around me. I +seem to hear the sound of bells in the days of my childhood; I see +myself, dressed, go with the other children over high hills to the +pilgrims' chapel; then another bell ringing sounds in my ear. In those +days I did not know that it was the death-knell of all my life! Then +again I hear the exulting applause of many thousands, whom my song +delights, and yet I would give it all up for one whispered word of +love, of love that had the right to lasting happiness." + +Giulia was to sing in the "Somnambula" on that evening; she felt in +harmony with the part, to herself she often appeared to be walking in +her sleep. + +Blanden came after the close of the theatre, and was admitted; Beate +hid her dark curls beneath a hood and begged Giulia for a dagger. + +"I am going to the bandit, I must protect myself!" + +Giulia started; a dagger always awoke gruesome recollections in her. + +Blanden smiled, "Probably some masquerade?" + +"_Corpo di bacco_," said Beate, "the mask is not wanting, but the fun +is desperately poor." + +She received the dagger from her friend, and was dismissed with a kiss. + +Outside, Beate gave the maid instructions to be on the alert and to +wait for her even if she should return late. Antonie listened to the +directions with lowered eyelids and humble obedience, but at heart she +had decided differently. She knew that Blanden would stay at least an +hour, and if she should not disturb them, she would follow her own +amusements quite as undisturbedly. + +Exactly opposite, in the large hall, there was a people's ball, and +Friederich, a cunning child of Berlin, servant to Lieutenant Buschmann, +had invited her to dance there with him for a little while, and had +promised to fetch her. All were pursuing their own pleasures, why +should she alone pass the time in solitude? + +Giulia was melancholy, Blanden in a softened mood. + +Outside, jingled the bells of the sleighs, the winter sky, hard as +steel, was covered with clouds, and heavy dense snow-flakes, which fell +down soft as wool, proclaimed that the cold had diminished. + +The room was so homelike. The tea, which with all its accompaniments, +had been brought in by Antonie, who was then graciously dismissed, +infused upon the table. The fire crackled on the hearth. + +There was nothing to remind one of theatrical tinsel, everything bore +the impress of domestic comfort, to which the busts of the great +masters of art lent a radiance of idealism. + +"Only the north knows this homelike comfort," said Blanden, "the +Laplander in his smoky hut, the dweller in Kamskatka who has +unharnessed his dogs, feel it more than the happy children of the +south, who wander beneath palms." + +"And more perhaps than we," added Giulia, "because as the crackling +coals upon the hearth, so do fading dreams stir in our souls, and often +burst once more into flames; of what use is this room's repose, if that +in our hearts be wanting?" + +"That repose is best found in genial companionship; words have not yet +lost the spell of their magic power; familiar communication from lip to +lip can absolve us, it is the secret of the confessional." + +Giulia felt the truth of these words in her inmost heart; how +everything within her urged her to such absolution, and yet--it could +not be, 'twas vain! + +Convulsive sobs overcame her, and Blanden was amazed at the intensity +of the emotions which his passing remark had roused. How light her +heart would have been if she could have imparted to her friend all that +engrossed and tortured her day and night! + +Yes, if he had only been a friend! But he should be more, be everything +to her, and one candid word could destroy her whole future. Perhaps she +might still succeed in breaking the evil magic to which she had +succumbed. Thus silence must be maintained. + +Together they read the recollections of Silvio Pellico; a deep +impression was made upon them by the picture of an artist in chains and +fetters--oh, those were not the worst which hung from the iron ring of +a prison wall. + +She displayed the greatest sympathy; to her it was as if the damp air +wafted through the casemates of the Spielberg filled her life, too, +with the same mouldy breath. + +She spoke of the castle of Chillon; that little spot had filled her +with intense sadness. There were plenty of dungeon towers for +salamanders and frogs, but this tomb of freedom made such a deeply +melancholy impression, surrounded as it is by the waves of a beautiful +lake, and granting a view of the peaks, high as heaven, of the Savoy +alps, which rise in the air like a fortress of liberty. It is this +contrast that makes such a painful impression, and as if called forth +by deepest emotions, she uttered the beautiful verse out of the "Ruins" +by Anastatius Gruen-- + + + "Oh, shade of my freedom fly not so fast, + For thee my heart yearns and craves ever more, + Like a fugitive bird that has clang to a mast, + When lost to its sight is the far away shore." + + +Such ardent longing for liberty, for release, was shown in her recital +of these lines, in the tone of her voice, it was like the cry of +distress of a whole life, and at the same time the expression of utter +devotion. + +Blanden could not help it, he folded the beautiful woman to his heart, +and pressed a glowing kiss upon her lips. + +At that moment some one knocked, and simultaneously the door was thrown +open. + +Lieutenant Buschmann entered; disappointment and rage held him +spell-bound, so that he stood as if rooted to the ground; his bold +attack, upon which he had staked his last hope, had been shamefully +frustrated, but at least he possessed the proof that Giulia favoured +another, that her reserve was a lie. + +His cheeks, always red, burned like fire, and he stamped his jingling +spurs upon the floor. + +Everything had commenced so hopefully. Antonie had gone to the ball +with Friederich, and had entrusted the house and door key to the +latter's care. Under some pretence the officer's cunning servant had +left the ball for a short time, proceeded to his master's dwelling +close by, and delivered up the key of the fortress to that master. + +The game so far had succeeded, Friederich was once more dancing merrily +with his unsuspicious partner. + +Blanden sprang from the sofa, and stepped defiantly towards the +intruder. + +"Has this gentleman the right to intrude here?" he asked Giulia. + +"No--by heaven, no! Only by force or cunning can he have obtained +admission. Protect me from him!" + +Giulia covered her face with her hands. + +"Your conduct is shameless, sir!" cried Blanden to the officer. + +"Not another word with you! But one word still with this lady, who has +deceived us all; I owe it to the favour of chance that I have torn from +her the mask with which she has passed before the world as an +inexorable woman." + +"You shall leave the room this moment," said Blanden with firm +determination, "I have the right to bid you do so, because Signora +Giulia Bollini--is engaged to me!" + +With a loud cry, Giulia sank into the sofa cushions. + +"Well, then, I congratulate you upon the Polter-abend,"[1] said +Buschmann scornfully, as he turned upon his heels and left the room +amid the clatter of his spurs. + +"What have you done?" said Giulia, as she gazed at Blanden with large +tearful eyes, her hand raised as if in protest, and sobbing with +internal agitation. + +"I will protect you against all the world," cried Blanden with, +overwhelming emotion, "my Giulia, my betrothed!" + +And she lay in his arms, half unconscious, acquiescent, infinitely +blissful, and desperately defiant of fate. + +"Come what may," whispered she, "I am yours." + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + IN THE LION'S DEN. + + +Beate looked enterprising enough in the Spanish mantilla, which she had +thrown as a hood over her head; her little eyes sparkled; she resembled +a tiger cat, going out in search of prey. + +She rang at the door of a large house, and before the sleepy porter +opened it, she tried whether the dagger would spring easily and quickly +out of its sheath. + +She knew the way; it led through a spacious hall, and through a second +door standing open, past a back building of stables and sheds, which +looked as if some manor house had gone astray in the town. + +Then she arrived at a small gate, and through the railing perceived a +two-storied garden house, of which the shutters were closed; only +through the door, draped with curtains on the ground floor, gleamed a +red light, whose lost reflection fell upon the silver of the frosty +snow, with which the nearest yew trees were covered. + +The gate was locked. Beate had to ring again. + +Then the snow crackled, and a gnome-like creature crept up to the gate; +almost buried beneath the weight of snow which the clouds and trees had +shed upon her, she stared at the stranger with glaring eyes; she looked +like an Esquimaux woman, at whose hut some stranger's hand knocks. + +It was Kaetchen! After that meeting with Blanden she had stayed up in +her chamber; had tossed about upon her straw couch as if in feverish +delirium, until the grey morn rose above the roofs, then she had fallen +fast asleep. But mother Hecht knew no consideration for lazy +maid-servants, who neglected their duties--and when Kaetchen, on the +following morning, appeared in the kitchen with hollow eyes and pallid +face, she was immediately driven out of the house. + +The Italian, who had known her at the sea-side, and had long had an eye +upon her, had also often spoken to her in the witch's kitchen, heard of +it; according to his views she combined two qualities which were of +equal value for his purposes; want of understanding, sullen +indifference to all that lay beyond her horizon, and a marvellously +developed instinct for everything in which she was interested. That +which was repulsive, even idiotic in her nature, was peculiarly +acceptable to him; she passed unnoticed, no one cared about her. Thus +she could do excellent service as a spy, and at night she was always to +be found at her post as porteress and sentinel where forbidden +pleasures were pursued. + +"Open the gate," said Beate. Kaetchen examined her from head to foot, +and shrugged her shoulders. + +"_Aprite dunque_," repeated Beate angrily, although the porteress, who +seemed to belong to the polar regions, did not bear the least +resemblance to an Italian. + +Kaetchen asked her name. Beate gave her a card, upon which were written +the words Beate Romani. + +The little porteress sprang along the garden walk, in doing which it +pleased her to sweep the bushes in the nearest beds, so that their +boughs rattled, and threw out clouds of snow. + +Beate became impatient, she had to wait a long time; she shook the bars +of the railing like a wild beast in a cage. + +At last Kaethe returned and opened the garden gate. Beate followed her +into the villa, they passed through a garden lighted with red lamps, up +a flight of steps, covered with a lovely carpet. Beate had to wait in +an ante-room; deathlike silence reigned in both the adjoining chambers +disturbed by no cry, by no chink of money, as she had expected. + +She looked at a picture on the wall; it represented a little church +upon an island in a lake; on all sides, high, bare hills, which glowed +in the radiant colouring of an Italian evening sky. She knew that +church, and gazed at the picture with a shrug of her shoulders; it +awoke a reminiscence, which at that moment was very unwelcome. And what +mockery--the house of God in the antechamber of a gambling hell! + +"I have not time now, Beate," said Baluzzi curtly, as he entered +through a side door, "but I will make you a proposal! I have visitors +with me, whom I am amusing with various games, now we are at roulette! +Be my guest--_che ne dite?_" + +"What shall I do there? Lose my good name?" + +"_Puo darsi!_ That is not an article which I keep in stock, but neither +do those seek it who come to me. However, we are silent. If the means +are wanting, I am at your service." + +"I do not play!" + +"Remember Monaco, you were a fisher of gold, the money clung to your +rod." + +"I am not prepared for it to-day." + +"Here you have money, you shall play for me! But come, come, I have not +time to talk." + +Beate was not at all disinclined to take a peep into the secrets of the +gaming hell; perhaps she might succeed in discovering something that +could be useful to her friend; she allowed herself to be persuaded, +laid cloak and hood aside, while Baluzzi said to her-- + +"You are doing me a slight favour, Beate! I need the fair sex in my +parties, my graces gain wrinkles! But you are quite a pretty child, +such a little snake with red, fiery eyes, you are a _diavolessa_. I +know you; _tanto meglio_!" + +Meanwhile they had traversed two empty rooms, and entered a brilliantly +lighted saloon, the windows of which were made doubly safe by shutters +and curtains. + +A loud buzz of conversation met the new comers, the game having been +interrupted. Baluzzi seemed happy to have captured an Italian woman, +and, with some pride, introduced Beate to those present as his +countrywoman. + +"Beate Romani--whence did this golden orange drop?" said an elderly +lady, with a complexion yellow as a citron, to her young neighbour, in +a low dress. The latter put her eyeglass more firmly upon her pug nose, +and replied-- + +"Little and impudent--a soubrette! The captain is talking to her +already; she seems to be pert." + +The Polish Captain of Lancers, a Herr von Mierowski, did, indeed, find +pleasure in the wily Italian, whose smile was so charmingly reserved. +At the same time she let her eyes pass over the assembly, and +especially examined the ladies; of these there were four: the mother, +with the yellow tint in her face, and daughter, with the pug nose, also +bore Polish names, consisting of a whole _plica polonica_ of letters. +Then there was another beauty in pink silk. That rose was a Berlin +lady, of remarkable loquacity. Her face did not correspond with her +toilet's language of flowers; she was pale as wax, and the pink ribbons +flowed down from flaxen hair. The fourth lady was an unusually slender +sylph, and Beate guessed correctly and quickly that she must be a late +performer in some ballet, who, after having gradually retreated from +the front row into the very last, had retired with honours from the +field of renown. She was a French-woman, who pretended to have taken +part in the Grand Opera, but who certainly had earned her questionable +laurels in booths, or on similar stages. + +The female company answered to that which is termed refuse at an annual +fair--gay glazed ware, full of bubbles and cracks. Beate soon +recognised this, but without being particularly contented with that +result of her observations. She knew only too well that none of these +Circes could have won Baluzzi's affections. + +Several patrician sons were to be found amongst the gentlemen, who +rather prided themselves upon trying their luck at the gaming table, +and having discovered a miniature Homburg and Baden-Baden in the city +of pure reason, at which were not wanting the Graces, who rustled their +silks through the state rooms and along the terraces. A Russian prince, +possessor of many serfs, was very impatient at the pause in the game, +and walked angrily up and down, caring as little about the seductive +beauties as if they had been painted in faded colours upon the walls. + +The play began afresh; the roulette ball commenced its fatal course; +people betted upon _rouge_ and _noir_ upon _pair_ and _impair_, here +and there also considerable sums were placed upon single numbers, which +Baluzzi swept off with great satisfaction. The little gaming table was +arranged exactly after the pattern of the larger Rhenish banks, and +here, despite the small dimensions, sums could be lost which were not +at all proportionate to those dimensions. The young merchant sons +rejoiced over the losses, as much as over their gains, because they +could thus show that it mattered not at all to them how they sacrificed +vast sums, the loss of which would have reduced others to a state of +nervous agitation. + +Most eager was the Pole; he belonged to those persons who have +converted hazard into a system, and who lose themselves in deep +calculations as to the chances of the game; he sat with a little +writing tablet in his hand, and carefully noted the occurrences at the +green board, laughed at by the free thinkers of the gaming table, who +believe in chance only, just as others perceive but a game of hazard in +the great comedy of the world, and ridicule the thinkers who strive to +reduce it into a system. The mother and her flaxen-haired daughter also +played devotedly, although they merely pledged small sums; at each gain +or loss, a red streak suffused the yellow-bronzed complexion of the +mother, and the waxen features of the daughter received a sudden +crimson glow, which vanished again just as quickly. + +Despite all absorption in the hieroglyphics of chance, Mierowski had +leisure sufficient to observe Beate's mode of playing, which in its +thoughtless recklessness pierced his heart. Owing to the lively +interest which he felt in the dainty Italian, he could no longer look +calmly on; he rose from the table, and whispered the necessary hints to +her, not omitting to squeeze her hand in token of his friendship. + +Beate followed these hints, and lost bravely, an event which seemed to +confuse all rules of the gambling method. He was all the more eagerly +bent upon proving the truth of his calculations by means of his own +success. + +The heaps of gold on his right hand increased; the Polish mamma entered +into partnership with him already, and the flaxen-haired daughter was +much inclined to follow her example, but her neighbour and protector, +the son of the Kommerzienrath, in the _Kneiphoef Lang-gasse_, beneath +whose pennon her _louis d'ors_ ventured out to sea, would never have +given his consent; he looked askant at the augmenting treasures of the +Pole. Baluzzi also became uneasy, because Mierowski steadily increased +his stakes. + +At last that state of feverish excitement set in which always precedes +any great crisis. The battle only raged between the banker and +Mierowski; all others as it were merely paid the entrance money with +their small stakes, in order to be present at this performance. The +victory suddenly seemed to incline to Baluzzi's side; twice following +he swept in heavy amounts. But the Pole doubled and trebled the stake +in order to break the bank, "_Le jeu est fait_," rang forth; with +beating hearts the little circle awaited the result which the weird, +rolling ball should bring. Beate had become pale as death, she knew +that this ball would once more pierce another's heart. + +"_Va banque_," rang the Pole's cry of victory; all sprang up in +tumultuous excitement, so that the heaps of gold were scattered in all +directions, and some _louis d'ors_ rolled upon the ground. + +With apparent composure Baluzzi said-- + +"For to-day I acknowledge myself conquered, but the fortune of war +changes." + +At the same time he cast a venomous glance at the victorious Pole. + +Beate took advantage of the tumult to retire unnoticed, and to await +the Italian in a side room, so that her lengthy stay might not arouse +observation. + +Mierowski's glances sought her in vain, as he rushed away with his +treasures; he was possessed with a violent passion for little Beate, +and was in a very liberal humour; he longed for another champagne +orgie, and the Hebe for it had been found, and was lost. + +Outside, he enquired of the half-witted porteress, for the little black +lady from Italy. + +Kaetchen stared at him with astonished eyes, and several times repeated +the word, "Gone!" with pantomimic gesture. In so doing she was obeying +no injunction of Beate, but only her own instinct. + +The whole party broke up noisily; the Polish women lighted their +cigarettes, the pink Berlin lady disappeared in a grey sack-like winter +cloak, which suited her flaxen hair better. The gentlemen eagerly +discussed the last decisive battle, and were so excited and absorbed +that Kaetchen picked up several _louis d'ors_ at the garden gate, as +perquisites. + +In the house itself all had suddenly become silent; a tired lacquey +snored upon the bench in the hall; no one remembered to extinguish the +lamps and candles; a current of air blew in through the open doors; +several lights flickered and went out; others burned down and filled +the air with their odour. + +Baluzzi hastened, in wild excitement, through the saloons, and at last +found Beate upon a divan in the farthest room in the suite of +apartments. Only one hanging lamp shed a dim light. + +Beate sprang up from the sofa and assumed an attitude prepared for +defiance, for the Italian was greatly excited, and she knew that he +would then recklessly indulge his wild nature. + +"There you are--you would speak to me--_benissimo_. I too would speak +to you; you are probably afraid of me, little cat? You have an evil +conscience, yes, _per dio_, I might shake you to death, because you are +to blame for the last hesitation." + +At these words, he caught Beate with his powerful hand. But she drew +out her dagger. + +"Stand back! I expected ill-usage; but I am prepared to protect myself +from it." + +The Italian started back at the unexpected sight of the shining steel. + +"_Corpo del diavolo_," cried he, "the little witch has provided herself +well, but if I were to struggle with you--" + +"Just try it!" + +"You are a little brigandess; it pleases me, it is Italian blood! But +you are also an intriguer, a shameless intriguer; she follows your +advice. I know it! Why was I obliged to go to the debtors' prison? +Could you not release me one day sooner? If it were not for the +disturbance, your dagger should not deter me, and even if the little +cat were to spring into my face, I should be able to settle her." + +"Let us talk rationally, Baluzzi." + +"With the dagger in your hand?" + +"There is something like a wild beast about you! Fasten it in a +cage--and the dagger shall return to its sheath." + +"Well, I will control myself, although it is difficult for me at this +moment. The misfortunes which persecute me, transport me into ever new +rage. Could the cursed ball not roll differently? _Sono alla +disperazione_." + +He had seized a chair, and threw it to the ground with such force that +the back broke. + +"Has your rage nearly exhausted itself?" asked Beate. + +"It was a relapse--I will be calm. Sit down. What have you to tell me?" + +They sat down upon the sofa; Beate watched his every movement with a +keen glance. + +"Let us talk quietly! This cannot go on much longer!" + +"My business with Russia shall set me up again! '_E una fatalita!_' +This _maledetto polacco_! If only they had massacred him at Ostrolenka, +or beaten him to death with the knout in Siberia. He is a gambler by +profession, and believes to be in possession of the only luck-bringing +theory; but his theory is folly, while the misfortune is that he is +fortunate. It is the second time already that he has broken my +bank--without him I should be the luckiest player! He exercises an evil +eye upon me--I curse him!" + +"Leave that alone! The misfortune is the gambling--give it up, Baluzzi! +You will ruin yourself, and us with you." + +"She still sings splendidly; while the gold of her voice resounds, gold +will resound in her money box." + +"But her voice is deteriorating." + +"Bad fellows say so, and I punished one of them lately. Her voice is +still first-rate capital, will bring interest for long yet; there is no +want of it." + +"We shall come to want! You are a leech, an outrageous leech! She can +hardly pay for her own dress! And, to-day, bad luck again! No sooner +are your debts paid than a new demand menaces us. You are a bankrupt +every eight days." + +"I will give up gambling now; I have no luck. But business is hazard, +too; the Russian frontier Guards are no joke." + +"Can you pursue no respectable business?" + +"Fill a paper bag with _quattrini_, every day another farthing, and lie +down to sleep happily when one paper bag is full, and a fresh one can +be twisted up--that is not my style! I do business on a large scale, I +would live grandly, I must, therefore, risk much! All or nothing--_va +banque_! What else can I do with your little honorariums? You have no +right to interfere with me; you deceive me, and you especially, little +Satan; you rouse her against me, and spin tissues of lies, and persuade +her to plead poverty. But I will sweep away the spider's web you have +woven, malicious spider that you are, and trample you under foot." + +The Italian assumed a menacing aspect; Beate kept her hand upon the +dagger. + +"Afraid again? Those little watchful eyes, how well they become you, +but I tell you I want money, much money, and she must give it me once +more! Could she not save during that couple of years when I lost all +traces of her, because I was stationed far away in the interior of +Russia, and could not escape from vile ill-luck? Why did she not save? +Why does she live like a princess? Probably she is collecting a dowry +for you; you are, doubtlessly, a pretty little betrothed; some unhappy +being has gone into your net, beguiled by that pretty visage! There is +still time to warn him!" + +"Calumny, vile calumny!" + +"But I shall hold her fast! Do she not fulfil her duties, I shall +appear again, and lay my hand upon her before all the world." + +"It is on this point that I would speak to you, Baluzzi. There is only +one means by which she can still provide for you, even if her talent +has failed her." + +"And that means?" + +"You must set her free." + +"How your eyes sparkle, little viper," cried Baluzzi, springing up. +"That is a fine plan, probably conceived in this charming little head. +Do not give yourselves any trouble, things will remain as they were." + +"Your own interest--" + +"Is thus best ensured. Will always be. I have certainty." + +"There are sufficient grounds for you, according to the laws of this +country, if you only will--" + +"Grounds abundant as flowers in May, as mushrooms after rain; but I +stand by the decree of the Church. I am not a subject of this country, +and will not become one." + +"But if we had reasons, proofs--" + +"Aha, I repeat it, it is in vain--we stand under the laws of Italy and +of the Church, and what will you prove? That which was done was done +with her consent, according to her own desire, yet at first in +opposition to mine; and who tells you that I do not love her, love her +fervently, that I will always remain far from her? If she cease to be +the queen of the stage, then she will belong to me once again. No more +beautiful angel of damnation ever dwelled with Lucifer in the depths of +hell! Ha! how my bonds will rise; she shall preside at the green board, +it will be like a gaming hell in heaven! For me, at least, because she +shall be my slave, whom I love and chastise at the same time." + +"The dreams of a madman." + +"If they are only beautiful, those dreams, enchantingly beautiful, then +it is a foretaste, and the day will come on which this madness will +seek and find its victim." + +"Baluzzi, be reasonable," said Beate, insinuatingly, as she drew the +Italian down beside her, "you are not so foolish as you pretend to be; +you consented formerly, because you saw that it was for your mutual +good. Be reasonable now, too!" + +"How the little cat can caress with its velvet paws." + +"There is something in the air that can do you good also!" + +"I curse that something and him, for I hate him also." + +"Jealousy still, senseless jealousy--_sareble vero!_ She does not love +you; you cannot force her to do so! Is she the only woman in the world? +You give yourself freedom again. Take a large profit with you, and then +trouble yourself no more about her! We others may not be so beautiful, +to be sure, yet we are not made of marble either, but of flesh and +blood, and, if our eyes have not such depth, they flash all the more +merrily." + +Beate looked at the gambler with seductive glances. He put his arms +round her supple form, which only resisted feebly, pressed a kiss upon +her lips, but then wrenched himself away, pushed her from him, and +cried, as he sprang up-- + +"_Corpo di bacco_, I know you, _diavola_! That is a worn-out game, and +I know, too, how the cards are shuffled! You are not indisposed to be +the victim of friendship. Aha, that is the cause of this sudden, +pretended, fervent love. But where are the witnesses--the dumb walls, +the lamps burning down? And, if there were witnesses, they would only +be of use so far as separate maintenance is concerned, with which the +Signora is not supplied. You have miscalculated, my child! To-day is +buried from the world, and to-morrow I shall not know you again." + +Beate stood drawn up erectly, the open dagger in her hand. + +"You misunderstand me, Signor Baluzzi! Our business is at an end!" + +At that moment Kaetchen's head appeared in the half-open doorway. + +"You called me, Signor?" + +"Listener," cried Baluzzi, enraged, "this eavesdropping in my own +house! Do not let me catch you a second time. Open the garden gate for +the Signora; wait below with the key!" + +Kaetchen disappeared. + +"I require money; I do not yet know how much. I will first learn the +result of my business. You are a cunning mediatrix, little Beate, but +neither your paws nor your claws have power over me; but if anything be +in the air warn her not to venture upon too much, else she may have a +narrow escape." + +Below Kaetchen was whistling upon the key of the gate. She soon +conducted Beate, who had drawn the hood over her head, through the +garden walks. + +The wild cat left the lion's den. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + THE MISTRESS OF THE BOARDING SCHOOL. + + +Da. Reising's credit had done its duty, as was shown by the shining +brass plate, upon which the skilful town engraver had etched the words, +"Lori Baute's Boarding School," in large, legible characters. + +There she sat, a small sovereign of a small state. The first object of +her ambition was attained. Indignant as she was at the noise which the +classes sometimes made, to her there was even a melodious echo in the +tumult. All these noisy beings are your pupils, entrusted to you, given +up to your authority, and this turbulence only proves how your school +flourishes. + +She had adopted a short, decided, dictatorial manner, and practised it +before the mirror; she had also pondered over a necessary alteration in +her dress, and arrived at the conclusion that her present position +required a certain sacrifice, the sacrifice of youth. Fraeulein Sohle, +her predecessor, had none to make in that respect, she was totally +different from her pupils, with the advantage of her maturer years, and +with unartificial dignity, such as is united without effort to creases, +wrinkles, and a figure which only appears as the physical residuum of +an intellectually extinguished spirit. + +But Lori was still young; her looking glass told her that she might +compete in charms with the youngest teachers, yes, she even looked +younger than she was. + +School, and that life to which she might still lay claim, were opposed +to one another, but she must make some concession. She made up her mind +to it, and decided upon the loss of those curls, which the profane +world designated "love-locks." + +It was not easy for her to relinquish the glossy, youthful head-gear, +but the gloomy framework of snake-like curls imparted an otherwise +unattainable dignity to her features. To be sure her eyes flashed out +all the more boldly, and her tiny person could not possibly transform +itself into a Juno. Nevertheless she knew how to inspire respect; +wherever she appeared, all noise was stilled, her omniscience was +feared, because she knew how to find out by inquisition and torture +everything that happened in any portion of her dominions. The +governesses were afraid of her and her spies; they felt that every step +was watched, without knowing in what tangible form those dark powers +dogged their heels. + +The older tutors also obeyed the young ruler's will with a certain +gallantry; only the young master with the moustache opposed an +unbending mind, and appeared to be determined to go his own way. + +She was thought to be omniscient, poor Lori! How gladly would she have +been so! because unnatural obscurity hovered over one of the most +important questions which occupied her. Far away beyond the attained +goal her ambition was again striving after new objects--how very +different to be a proud _chatelaine_, and the wife of a nobleman of +position--and was this impossible for her? + +She sat silently, and counted up all the tokens of attention which +Blanden had vouchsafed to her. The sum was a considerable one, if only +all the separate posts had been secure--! + +Blanden had availed himself of her last invitation in the +confectioner's shop to visit Reising, just before his departure to the +province, and, indeed, on the same day. Was it merely his eagerness to +fulfil a social duty while he had time, or was it liking for, and +interest in her poor self? + +Dr. Reising had received him very pleasantly. Euphrasia had been +agreeable, yes, coquettish--Lori had no other name for it; even Emma +had shed the light of her kitchen lantern upon the high politics of the +reception-room; and actually Albertine made up her mind to speak. + +But he had distinguished her above all the others, talked with her in +preference, and she herself had been intellectual, particularly +intellectual; she must say that for herself, there are days upon which +the silver melts unaided from the mental ore, and becomes liquid, days +of an intellectual silvery appearance. Could Blanden be unsusceptible +to such silvery looks? For he had been in the province a long time. Dr. +Reising had departed with her sisters; she had undertaken the school, +it was a time of anxiety. He was far away, she could only preserve his +image in her heart, and at rare moments take it out for devout +contemplation. + +But now he had returned again, she had seen him. Twice he had ridden +past her house. Was it chance, or intentional? He had looked up at her +windows; did he seek her, or did he only notice the wild noise issuing +from one of the classes, the windows of which, in spite of the cold, +had to be opened on account of a worn-out stove! + +Much more weighty was the fact that for several days she had each +morning found a bouquet of hot-house flowers in her vase. + +A man-servant had delivered them to the housemaid without giving the +name of the donor. In each bouquet was concealed an envelope, in which +was a card containing a verse. Such forbidden goods in a girls' school, +and to be sent to her, the mistress! But she resigned herself to the +inevitable, did not burn the cards, nor did she forbid the reception of +the bouquets. + +Did they come from Blanden? A blissful suspicion told her so, she +believed to find reminiscences of their conversations in some of the +verses. Had he not spoken of the solitude of his woods, and did not the +first verse begin with an allusion to it?-- + + + "Without thee darling I am lonely, + All the light of life doth die, + All my heaven is in thee only, + No star is in th' eternal sky + Save thou smile and bid me see, + Save thou come and bide with me." + + +She imagined she heard Blanden's soft mellifluous voice in the melody +of these lines; but why did he not come? She would gladly have let her +eyes shine upon him. + +Bolder was the last poem! It spoke of the lotus-flower. Blanden had +been in India, the exotic colouring of the lines possessed a warmth +such as only personal experience can impart: + + + "A god of Hindoo dreams, + Cradled in the lotus-flower, + Then enchanted it would seem + By a goddess' magic power; + And wert thou my goddess true + I should be enchanted too." + + +In spite of the oriental figurative language, the meaning of these +lines was not incomprehensible; they were from Blanden. They must have +originated from him, and mentally Lori composed the anti-strophe-- + + + "Let the lotus shed its perfume, + Tarry not in lover's pain, + In the castle of Kulmitten + I will as your goddess reign." + + +And if Blanden were the author, the sender of these exotic nosegays, +nothing but delicate consideration could restrain him from seeking her! +He indeed knew where the lotus-flower bloomed, but could he know how he +should be received? He must show some regard for the mistress' +character, upon which her existence depends. He had no pretext for such +a visit; he had no little daughter to introduce. Oh, she understood him +thoroughly, and she respected him the more, the more she understood +him. + +She considered long what pretext she could find for a meeting; she made +plans, and rejected them again. At last she decided upon her favourite +weapon, a pink note--an anonymous pink note! He was discreet, she might +trust him, there was nothing remarkable about a chance meeting in the +confectioner's shop; but the reason? This was of less importance; once +she was seated before him, all doubts must vanish. + +These lines, these flowers, and the look in his eyes, a single pregnant +word--and the enigma would be solved with magic speed. + +The pink note merely contained the words, "a lady begs for your advice +and help," also the place and the hour of the assignation. + +Blanden was on friendly terms with Reising; she, without male support +since her brother-in-law's departure, had she not every right to turn +to him, and her doing so would enlighten him. + +There was the tutor with the moustache, handsome Dr. Sperner, he became +bolder and more defiant each day, yes even at times he seemed to treat +her like a little girl, and not as the principal of the school. Blanden +should advise her how she was to behave to the doctor, a little +interference in her favour would lower the young man's presumptuous +tone; he must learn that she was sure of manly protection. + +When in the act of taking her straw hat out of the drawer so as to make +her toilette in keeping with her correspondence, Dr. Sperner was +announced again. He entered so boldly, that one might have expected to +see spurs on his boots. + +"You wish to speak to me, dear Fraeulein?" + +"Later, a few hours later, I begged you to come to me." + +"I know, but I shall not have time! This white slavery only extends +over lectures and consultations, not the entire day, even if it be the +most amiable lady planter's slavery." + +"What do these insinuations mean, Herr Doctor?" + +"I gladly look upon myself as your slave, my Fraeulein! If capital be +allowed to plunder our mental labour, it may be endured from an owner +of capital, such as you, dear Fraeulein, with whom a man could live. But +what do you wish?" + +"I can now only explain my views very briefly upon two points which I +wish to see altered; yes, I expect, I command that they be altered!" + +The Doctor bowed with a mocking smile. + +"Even on my first visit to the establishment, I made these +observations," continued Lori, while she assumed a stern tone, and +shook back one spiral curl that fell over her face, "the themes which +you give to the pupils are totally unsuitable, just so the theme for +the last composition, 'Why did Egmont not marry Klaerchen?' That does +not appear to be the proper manner of introducing our classics." + +"There our views differ, dear Fraeulein! Upon reflection, you will find +how improving such tasks are. They accustom the girls to grasp the most +important questions in life in an independent manner, and, above all, +to treat them with tact. Besides, I avoid themes which lead to +commonplaces, and which have already been written upon hundreds of +times. New questions which cause independent thought--that is my +object. I should like to wager that hitherto even you have not thought +over my questions." + +"I must decline, Herr Doctor, to be placed on a par with my pupils." + +"I am far from doing so, excepting on one point, namely, youth and +loveliness." + +"You forget to whom you are speaking. Such susceptibility, however, is +a superfluous quality in the masters at my school." + +"What would a teacher of youth be, who possessed no susceptibility for +the beautiful?" + +"Many pupils and their parents complain of your partiality. I find that +they are right. I have examined the corrected copy-books very closely. +You show such partiality to that fat Iduna; orthographical mistakes, +which, for the others, you mark with thick red lines, in her case you +treat as clerical errors, which you do not count, which you do not put +down in the margin or add up. Thus Iduna always receives a good notice. +And yet that girl brought forward the unutterable nonsense that Egmont +did not marry Klaerchen because it would have been inconvenient, and +marriage, especially owing to ladies' dress, costs too much money; +although lace was made in Brussels and Flanders, and was cheaper than +with us. And this sentence you did not even cross out, while you +accompany the poetical ideas of other girls with red notes of +interrogation." + +"Iduna possesses sound common sense, although she is of a prosaic +nature. We must encourage it. On the other hand, it is a master's duty +to eradicate betimes all that is too fantastic; life does not fulfil +such foolish dreams." + +"As well as Iduna, you favour Clara, who is not her inferior as to +voluptuous form; it seems that you like full-blown roses." + +"You are mistaken, Fraeulein; besides, my private taste has nothing to +do with my profession and your establishment. It is thoroughly feminine +to recognise no principles, and to impute everything to the +affections." + +"Because," interposed Lori, "in a boarding school they are ill-weeds, +which must be eradicated first of all." + +"As you like to decide upon matters which do not belong to your duties +as principal, although, as a girl, they may be interesting to you--" + +"The distinctions which you make are unsuitable--" + +"Then I must defend my taste against your accusations. I do not +love such phlegmatic contented natures. I love what is fine and +piquant--vivacious, intellectual eyes, dainty figures--" + +"I thank you for your confessions, but I am not in a position to listen +to them any longer; I must leave you. But yet, I must request better +themes for German tasks, and greater impartiality--and you will obey my +orders." + +"Certainly; 'Thoughts on the awaking of Spring' shall be the next theme +for our first-class, and Iduna shall receive the worst report. You had +better take your fur instead of your cloak, Fraeulein! It is bittterly +cold, as the sentries say in 'Hamlet,' before they see the ghost. Can I +assist you? That pink bonnet becomes you charmingly, dear Fraeulein! You +can wear the most youthful colours, but smooth bands of hair would suit +you better than these corkscrews. Good-by!" + +With a mocking smile, but a fiery glance at the young mistress, the +audacious Doctor took leave. Lori was indignant at his daring, and at +the superior tone which he assumed, but she was still more angry with +herself that she had not been able to keep him within bounds; that she +felt subdued before him, as was Mark Antony before Caesar's genius. She +must procure advice, it was high time. + +Soon Lori was seated in the confectioner's shop, and waited eagerly for +the result of her pink note. + +Blanden entered: he went excitedly and hastily through the apartments; +he had received the note, and connected its contents with Giulia, who +occupied all his thoughts. For this reason he had acceded to its +invitation, although the preparation for his meeting with the +Lieutenant claimed all his time. He recognised Lori, and went towards +her; she thought it advisable at once to acknowledge her authorship of +the note. Blanden seated himself beside her, and listened absently to +her communications. The less Lori really had to say, the longer she +spun it out: she began with their meeting at the sea-side, with the +friendship which Professor Reising had always entertained for Blanden; +she painted pictures of the short time they had been together, in the +most vivid colours. Blanden sat there so dreamily; was he revelling in +the same recollections; did he smile in silent delight, or only out of +politeness? + +Now Lori began to talk about herself; she drew a touching sketch of her +childhood and youth. Blanden's eyes became more and more concealed +beneath their lids, imparting a dreamy appearance to him; was it +fervour or abstraction? + +In the midst of her recital Lori watched the play of her listener's +countenance with nervous attention, and was miserable that she could +not fathom the impression which her words made upon him, because this +was the principal object of the meeting. She hardly dared confess to +herself that she had perceived how forced was his attention, and that +his pulses did not seem to beat any higher. + +She sought to awaken a deep interest by representing how difficult it +was for a girl to fight her way through the world; she had bought the +school, but now stood there quite isolated, helpless in many respects. +She complained of several governesses, especially of the rebellious +master. + +"Then I should dismiss him," said Blanden, with great composure. + +"It is not so easy as you think. He has his faults, but it is difficult +to find a substitute. Besides, he is thought something of in society. +In such an establishment one has not only to think of the daughters, +but also of the mothers. And, as far as the mothers are concerned, he +is a veritable Faust; he possesses the keys to their hearts." + +"But he would listen to serious remonstrance." + +"He treats me, I hardly like to say it, as a loveable little person, +who, by mere chance, has been wafted to the head of the school; as a +cypher, to which some small capital has put a figure before it. If he +knew that I am not quite unprotected, that my brother-in-law, that my +brother-in-law's friends support me--" + +"It is a knight's duty to protect ladies who implore protection," said +Blanden. "I shall always fulfil that duty. If the young Doctor should +be guilty of anything in the least degree unbecoming towards you, +reckon upon me; I shall call him to account." + +This sounded so delightful, so hopeful! Lori's heart exulted, her eyes +rested with such confiding trust upon the knight, who vowed his +services to her; words of gratitude flowed warmly and fervently from +her lips. + +Now she had gained courage to prosecute her research as to whether the +knight had already borne any lady's colours. + +"You surely lead a very solitary life in Kulmitten?" asked she, +assuming a most significant air, and emphasising the word "solitary" +very markedly. + +"I shall spend the winter mostly in the town," replied Blanden. + +The man with the iron mask, thought she, he denies his flowers, but has +he, like many, only warm feelings in his verses? + +The suspicion that those lines did not originate from him still +appeared incredible to her. + +"One who has lived so long in Hindustan, amongst the lotus-flowers, +may, indeed, find it very desolate here with us." + +She cast a sympathetic glance at Blanden, who was so impolite as to +look at his watch at that very moment. + +"Lotus-flowers, the cradle of the gods," continued Lori, raising her +eyes like her sister Ophelia, for which, however, she had not the long +silken lashes; she had no talent for moonlight of the soul. + +"Nothing looks so poetical when seen quite closely," said Blanden, "as +in the poet's verses, neither lotus flowers, nor gods, nor bayaderes. +The lotus flowers are of as beautiful a pink as your bonnet, Fraeulein, +Nevertheless, the holy plant possesses a very prosaic side, too; bread +can be made from its fruit." + +Was this meant for a significant or, perhaps, even a malicious +allusion? Lori had plenty of time for reflection, because immediately +after Blanden politely took leave, while he repeated that he should +always be ready to protect her. + +A feeling of great uncertainty took possession of her. All that Blanden +said was so cool, so distant. Had she been mistaken? Did the castles of +Kulmitten and Rositten belong to those in the air? or was he only +teasing her? Did the merry cupids take refuge in his flowers and lines +of poetry, while he acted the part of grave invincibility? + +As Lori left the confectioner's shop, she had to pass readers, who were +deeply absorbed in their newspapers. One gigantic sheet was suddenly +lowered, and behind it appeared the moustache of Dr. Sperner, who +greeted the principal of the boarding school with a slight bow, and +smiled familiarly, as she strolled past him. + +After a sleepless night, in which the ardent desires of her heart were +driven to flight by the implacable calculation of her understanding, +and after mature consideration, she was obliged to acknowledge a +defeat, which, happily, she had suffered in total secrecy. In the +morning she again found a bouquet of flowers and a note: + + + "Ah, these runes, dear, pray decypher, + Put an end to my love's pain; + For 'tis not Iduna I love, + No, I love but you alone!" + + +This was the height of impudence. The moustachioed teacher cast his +mask aside. In her own establishment had sprung up the ill-weeds of +poetry and bouquets. + +Should she give him notice? + +Under existing circumstances she resolved not at once to speak about +these love poems, so opposed to all rule, but to hold farther mental +debates with herself. + +Iduna's next exercise teemed with red corrections. Lori rewarded Dr. +Sperner for them with a grateful smile. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + IN THE FOREST OF JUDITENKIRCHEN. + + +Early in the morning the carriage stopped before the village inn. +Blanden, Kuhl, and two other gentlemen sprang oat; the pistol cases +were left in the carriage. + +"We have come too early; there is still half an hour's time," said +Kuhl, "a morsel to eat cannot hurt us." + +"The morning is as hard as iron; the roads sparkle as if they were +armour clad," said the Doctor. + +Blanden drummed his fingers upon the table. Kuhl sat down beside him. + +"I cannot, indeed, understand why you plunged yourself into this +danger?" + +"It is to revenge Giulia's honour upon a miscreant." + +"Well, you know my opinion about duels; it is a special act of +friendship that I second you. I have, it is true, several times, used a +human body as a target, and marked it there when I intended to do, +because I set to work conscientiously, and did not swerve an iota from +my intentions. I wish you had my eye and hand to-day!" + +"I prefer to leave it to chance," said Blanden, "then I shall have a +clearer conscience." + +"But now," continued Kuhl, "no one would easily inveigle me into such a +duel. I do not hold Falstaff's views about honour, but I think that all +which does but exist in the opinion of mankind, enjoys a very shadowy +existence, and that it is not worth while, for the sake of such +dissolving views, for such opinions which fade into mist, and from day +to day assume a different form, to let a bullet be driven into one's +body." + +"But we are dependent upon the opinions of mankind, especially of those +human beings with whom we must live." + +"Those are the so-called class prejudices; for a citizen of the world +like you they should not exist. You know best that in Honolulu upon +such matters people think quite differently from what they do in the +Fiji Islands, or even in Japan, where they simply rip up their own +persons. It would be too cheap a mode of regaining one's lost honour if +it were only necessary to burn powder in the pan." + +"We often long to punish an enemy," said Blanden, "and there is no +other suitable method than that of standing before him with sword or +pistol in one's hand. Hatred and enmity cannot be eradicated, and such +silently nourished ill-will, such Platonic hatred, as people might term +it, gnaws at one's vitals, just as does Platonic love. Every passion +must obtain satisfaction, therefore the world has produced swords and +pistols." + +"You are right," said Kuhl, "the world, once for all, belongs to +cannibals, and the religion of love and peace, despite more than a +thousand years' reign, has not been able to eradicate manslaughter. And +so long as it is prosecuted on a large scale for the sake of a morsel +of land, or questions of lofty etiquette and political politeness, one +can really not object, when, on a small scale, people go to war with +one another for considerations of honour; at least, it is a cheaper +pleasure, and does not cost the blood of nations." + +"In my duel, dear Kuhl," said Blanden, "in the first place a woman's +honour is concerned, and it is much more easily injured. As some birds +in Hindoostan, according to the opinions of the people, only live upon +the drops of rain which fall from the clouds, so do women only live +upon that heavenly refreshment which lies in the delicate sense of +their honour." + +"Nonsense," said Kuhl, "people scorn the world's opinion." + +"Then one must live upon a desert island, like Robinson Crusoe." + +"Every truly free man is a Robinson who does not require mankind. A +robinsonade in society, it is that which is right, therein lies the +guarantee of happiness." + +"Women must not have that wish; through it they would fool away the +happiness of their life." + +"Who can deprive them of the happiness that they conquer boldly?" + +"True! Listen to me; at such moments a man thinks more seriously upon +many things. I am about to fight for a woman's honour, you make game of +it." + +"Blanden," cried Kuhl, jumping up. "My voice has more weight now, for +that which I say to you may be my last testament. You deprive two girls +of their good name, the sole guarantee which they possess for the peace +of a later life. Now they may play and joke, some day earnestness and +loneliness will come." + +"Well, the one has already retired from me; Olga threatens to become +untrue to me." + +"Possibly, then, all the more grave is your duty to the other, who now +defies the world's opinion; be it from folly, be it from passion, +later, however, she will lament that she did so, when, after a short +intoxication, she must lead a long, joyless, poverty-stricken life. You +have no duties; one day you will forsake her entirely, and she will be +left to gaze into long, lasting misery. She has rejected one honest +wooer." + +"You speak of your friend Wegen!" + +"I speak of what my heart feels. I am, perhaps, about to sacrifice my +life to one woman, therefore you can surely sacrifice your theories to +another. A man may become a martyr to his faith, but he may not make +others so." + +Kuhl was silent, it was a disagreeable conversation on a disagreeable +morning; he must allow that Blanden was right, it was the way of the +world. He shivered; the narrowness of a subject's life seemed to +oppress him. + +"One thing more," said Blanden, "take care of Giulia if I fall. The +world will condemn her as being the cause of my death. Perhaps her +artistic career may be endangered. She has no support, no friend! +Everything seems to be double-faced that moves around her. Be you her +friend; will you promise it me?" + +"With all my heart," said Kuhl. + +"I have made my will; the legacy I leave to her is considerable enough +to ensure her a life free from care, even if she retire from the stage. +Help her with good advice, but do not forget that she is almost my +widow, too sacred for frivolous games, and veiled for you by this my +last solemn word." + +Kuhl thought to himself, "Jealous beyond the grave," but he did not +venture to smile, he only squeezed his friend's hand in silence. + +Blanden looked at the clock--it was time. All entered the carriage +again, which rolled along upon creaking wheels through the snow-laden +forest. + +On the edge of the pine wood another carriage was standing; the +opponents had just arrived. + +The scene of conflict was a little snow-covered glade; distances were +measured, and the weapons examined. Blanden knew no fear, not even fear +of death, but the full consciousness of the nonentity of existence +overcame him. There was nothing appalling for him in death, but +something almost humiliating. It was miserable, full of thoughts which +grasp a world to be hurled to the ground by a piece of rattling metal, +which pierces one in rapid flight, which even an old decayed tree stem +can defy; it was too wretched to lie here bedded in the snow like any +crow shot down from the grey wintry sky by the sportsman's gun, so that +the wings of the mind hang down paralysed and dead for evermore, like +the wings of the hideous bird which just now croaked so loudly for prey +and food. + +Lifeless lead--and instead of the agitated spirit's notes of +exclamation and interrogation, that one great line which ends this +chapter of life, and perhaps the whole book. + +And, yet, it is easy to die on a frosty, winter's day, when all life +cowers, when the trees stretch their bare summits into the misty grey +atmosphere, and the shroud of snow lies upon all the forests and +meadows. All nature shudders, as if renouncing every happiness. + +But, no! One heart there is that beats anxiously for you; two eyes +which already dedicate scalding tears to the dark possibility that +menaces you; there, indeed, is life and happiness, and from these it is +that you must part. + +As is the case in all moments of most supreme tension, Blanden's mind +saw such pictures and thoughts pass before him with a certain rigidity, +and only awoke again as Kuhl pressed the pistols into his hand. + +Attempts at reconciliation had not been made, the bitterness of the +opponents was too great, those polite ceremonies, which had been made +for form's sake, were dropped again immediately, as being perfectly +futile. + +As in a dream, Blanden saw the colossal officer step before him. He +hated the man until that moment, then he was seized as with pity for +such a sensual life, and then, again, with a change of thought, quick +as lightning, his mind flew to recollections of his school days, and he +thought of Homer and the Bible, which tell so accurately how many feet +of earth such a mighty man covered in his fall. + +Then in the midst of these dreamy thoughts, rang the call of the +seconds, the fatal counting began, the shots fell, and behind the +clouds of powder, each glance sought the falling opponent, but only +Buschmann had the satisfaction of rejoicing in that spectacle. + +Blanden sank to the ground, the officer's bullet had struck his breast. + +Kuhl and the surgeon knelt beside him. Buschmann did not trouble +himself about his victim, did not even vouchsafe a casual enquiry; with +a hasty greeting, he left the scene of the conflict. + +The surgeon gave hopes; the ball had penetrated the chest, but it +appeared to him to be one of those rare cases in which no serious +injury of a vital organ had taken place. Kuhl also shared that opinion. + +After adjusting the bandages, Blanden was lifted into the carriage, and +driven home. The drive was very exhausting, and as the carriage rattled +over the stone pavement, Blanden lost consciousness. + +When he awoke out of the dull web of a confused world of dreams, with +its shadows melting into one another, he saw a pale form seated by his +bed. + +It was Giulia. + +Her gaze rested anxiously upon him; she kissed his unclosing eyes, she +kissed his hands amidst scalding tears. + +He had fought for his betrothed, from henceforth she would be his. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + INTERNAL STRUGGLES. + + +Giulia nursed Blanden unweariedly; she let the performance of "Il +Barbiere di Sevilla" be postponed again and again, to the great +annoyance of the _impressario_, and only when Blanden began to recover +did she attend the rehearsals. + +Calm as she appeared by the bedside, a mighty struggle was disturbing +her soul. + +She often gazed with silent emotion upon his noble gentle features, as +he lay there with closed eyes, when his wounded chest heaved with +convulsive breathing. For her he had gone to meet death. Was he the +victim of a lie? Her passionate love was indeed truth, although all +else might be deception. + +She had but one alternative, the fearful alternative of losing him for +ever, or of conquering him by impious defiance of law and custom. + +She was an Italian; she possessed fiery blood, and the language which +passion spoke, even if it drove her out into the boundless, was to her +almost irresistible. + +Grown up in a stage world, in which adventures are represented before +the footlights and experienced behind the scenes, she had no true +comprehension of the limits of respectable life; she was inclined in it +to perceive a restraint over which the laws of the heart had the right +to triumph. Brigandage lives in the blood of Italians; there is also a +_brigantaggio_ of the heart, which breaks into the sanctuaries of the +law with daring boldness, and deems the power of life higher than that +which only seems to be a lifeless form, a written paragraph. What is +unworthy, let it be authorised by earth or heaven, appears to be a +fetter, to break which, is esteemed an act of heroism, even although it +may be deemed a crime in the eyes of the world. + +But she knew that Blanden thought differently; here in the North the +law was a great power; he possessed a knightly mind, which never thinks +of deception. She could only be really his if she took all the daring +upon herself alone, converting a degrading secret into a new heavy load +of guilt. + +And had not the worst happened already, and from no fault of hers? Had +he not suffered heavy pain for the sake of the impossible, which could +only become possible by impudent deception, and unbroken silence? +Should she not now, if she confessed all, prepare him a certain painful +disappointment, which hereafter only hostile chance could bring upon +him? + +Who guarantees any long endurance to happiness? She would enjoy it, +even if the chasm which yawns behind every bliss were nearer to her and +deeper than it usually is. But she could only obtain and enjoy this +felicity with heart-throbbings and anguish of conscience, condemned to +everlasting anxiety, dependent upon the good-will, the whims of a +despicable man; this roused her heart against fate, robbed her of +sleep, and dreams full of wild pictures of horror drove her terrified +mind hither and thither in alarm. + +Ever again her conscience rebelled, and urged her to a confession that +would free her; ever again she repressed it firmly, as the huntsman +restrains the dog that will frighten away the game of which he is +secure. + +Beate was calmer, she had given an account of her visit to Baluzzi, she +would decidedly not give up all hope, and thought he would still allow +himself to be persuaded to become a subject of that country; but Giulia +cried in supreme excitement-- + +"No, no, the disgrace of my life must remain in everlasting obscurity, +how foolish to wish to drag it into court; it was a thought that could +only come to me in utter helplessness. Then, too, Blanden would be lost +to me; would there be anything more degrading for me, than to have to +acknowledge that man before all the world? Only in deepest secrecy can +my welfare lie." + +When Blanden became better, he spoke to his nurse of their marriage. +Giulia covered him with kisses, but she shuddered inwardly, both with +joy and fear. Ever nearer drew the fatal moment which she awaited with +equally ardent longing and nameless terror. + +More agitated than ever, she returned home. Beate was all the more +cheerful, and hummed an Italian popular air. + +"I envy you your good humour, but it appears to me to be almost like +mockery of me and my urgent need." + +"When there is a wedding in prospect, one cannot be sad." + +"A wedding, oh my God! Happiness which all the world would envy me, +envy me with reason, which I would not reject, even if my soul's +salvation were at stake--and side by side with the most supreme +delight, stand the feelings of a criminal who is led to execution!" + +"_Vedremo_--there may still be a means of escape." + +"A means of escape--does not danger ever hover over my head, mortal +danger?" + +"Perhaps there are means of disarming it." + +"Oh, speak! You are clever and cunning, Beate. I hunger for a word of +hope, of comfort, for relief in my unbounded fear." + +"It would be a risk--" + +"What would I not risk in order to be free from this racking torture of +my heart." + +"You could not undertake this risk, only I, and the consequences if it +fail, would fall heavily upon my head." + +"I would implore you even to undertake the most daring act, if it can +bring me rescue. And yet how could I plunge you too into destruction, +require a sacrifice of you for which I can grant you no compensation?" + +"That be my affair, inseparable friendship in life and death is +compensation for all." + +"_Carissima_, good Beate," said Giulia, as she cordially embraced her +friend. + +"And then--I like setting out upon adventures, even if I must traverse +break-neck paths. Danger attracts me, and all secrecy, even if it be +not exactly sweet, has a great charm for me. It makes my blood surge, +then I feel that I live! And if such a bold plan have succeeded, ah, +what a triumph! Then people will say, 'what does not lie in such a +pretty little head,' then one imagines oneself like the mouse that, in +the fable, gnawed the lion's bonds. But to play a trick upon such +an overbearing villain and robber, secretly, in the dead of night, +without him perceiving or knowing it; to remove the weapon out of his +hand--that alone is worth risking this neck for; I hope the saints will +not leave so pretty a little creature as Beate Romani quite in the +lurch." + +"And what do you think of doing?" + +"Give me money, I will travel to Italy." + +"To Italy?" + +"To the lake of Orta, to the island of San Giulio!" + +"You will--" + +"I know what I will, but not yet how I will carry it out. That must be +left to the impulse of the moment. The past is a fairy tale, a legend, +if the proofs be wanting. I will destroy the proofs." + +"Beate!" + +"Where are they, but upon the little rocky island of Berengar? There +they still display the skin of that snake, which Saint Giulo killed; +well, I hope that the little viper into which Beate Romani is to be +transformed, will succeed with the new saints who keep guard there." + +"You are contemplating a crime?" + +"I am contemplating the destruction of a great lie, which clings to +your life as if with the arms of a polypus. A lie for your heart, but a +truth for the world; a vile, shameful truth if I do not--but what +matter is that to you? Do not question me too much! What I do, I shall +do alone, and because it pleases me. I ask you for the money for my +journey--let the rest be my care." + +Giulia sat there with folded hands; should she give her consent to a +deed which, as she suspected, was directed against law and church! + +Yet could she hesitate? Her passion drove her still farther upon the +fatal course, and shuddering inwardly, she was obliged to confess to +herself that every act of Beate's was less of a sacrilege than that +which she now so often firmly and steadily contemplated, and the worst +consequences of which her friend sought to avert. + +To that first meeting, to that short-lived felicity by which she first +emancipated herself from her stern duty, this lawless deed was now, as +if forcibly, and ever anew united to unholy consequences. + +Giulia wrung her hands in despair. + +"Let me consider it, weigh it--not too hastily accede to the transient +idea! Too much is at stake for me--for you!" + +"A leaf in the wind--and all is done!" + +"A leaf in the wind?" said Giulia thoughtfully "is my life not one +already? And if your plan miscarry, if they catch you--?" + +"From my childhood I have been used to walk on narrow paths, often have +wandered with my father across the steep boundary roads of the Italian +Tyrol; with him have crouched under rocky boulders, or in concealment +behind the lofty Arves, have slided down glaciers without being afraid +of the yawning _crevasses_ in which death lurked! They shall not catch +me, and if such an incredible thing were to happen, well it would only +befall me! You may be calm and need have no fear." + +Giulia still hesitated, and begged for a few more days for reflection. + +Meanwhile the _impressario_ could be appeased no longer, and Giulia was +obliged to appear as Rosina! + +While she had been nursing Blanden, excluded from the world, her +enemies had been indefatigably active in destroying her character. +Buschmann had kept his word, and in revenge had spoken everywhere with +most ruthless exaggerations of her affair with Blanden. The duel, it is +true, had not come to the official knowledge of the authorities, but it +was spoken of in every circle. People pitied Blanden, but with the pity +soon was mingled the condemning verdict, "he loves adventures!" The +Signora herself, however, appeared as one of those intriguing _prime +donne_, who know how to attract a number of lovers and admirers, and +then set them one against another, so that some fatal scandal may show +the power of their beauty in high relief. + +In this troubled domain of public opinion, Spiegeler now cast his evil +seed--notice after notice full of piquant stings, innuendoes, +unmistakable hints. In his paper he had an article, "Behind the +Scenes;" there Giulia was the heroine. In the most absurd paragraphs, +she was not named, but none could fail to guess it was she. Side by +side with them appeared criticising treatises upon the art of song, +containing most violent attacks upon Signora Bollini, who was +invariably held up as an appalling example of bad mannerisms and taste. +Mueller von Stallupoehnen, who with his ivory _baton_ as yet had +conducted none of his own operas, supported the journalist, so void of +musical knowledge, in this labour. Had not the directors of the East +Sea town already rejected four of his operas, and favoured Italian +music in a marked manner by the Signora's long engagement? + +And what were these Italian composers compared with him? His music was +full of deep meaning, truly dramatic, besides which every character had +its musical brief, and as Shakespeare's kings were ushered in by a +flourish of trumpets, so were his heroes by a few bars of instrumental +performance. He scorned all that was pleasantly unmeaning, all that was +attractively melodious; when his heroes sang, it was but a musical mode +of speaking, to which the orchestra imparted all sharper accents, and a +few significant inter-punctuations. But when the tempest of his genius +stirred up the depths of the orchestra, so that in almost every bar +some old musical rule suffered shipwreck, and the most outrageous +impossibilities, the most startling dissonances dashed into the air +like spectral water spouts out of the foaming, splashing waves; then +indeed must enthusiasm, ecstasy know no bounds, and even the public be +transformed into a stormy, raging mass, out of which the thunder of +applause should break loose as if with elementary power. This Mueller +had, it is true, never experienced, but he saw and heard it in +imagination. If he could only once touch the conductors desk with that +ebon magic wand, this unbounded exultation of delight must be set free. +But it never came about; the directors were to blame. Instead of it the +coquettish tone-muse of Italy, which is so undramatic that she +represents Lucia di Lammermoor's madness in the most lively dance +music, flaunted upon the stage with all her tinsel of trills and +_fioriture_. In such a frame of mind, Mueller von Stallupoehnen helped +the venomous reporters to lay traps for the directors and for the +wicked representative of Italian monkey-like art. + +On the evening of the performance of the "Barbiere" the house was +filled, but a peculiar disquiet prevailed, as if some unusual event +were in the air. Kuhl sat in the stalls beside his Caecilie, who now +appeared to be inseparable from him, and near poet Schoener. + +"Something is going on," said the Doctor to his younger friend, "people +are not in a pleasant mood. Nothing can be so little counted upon as +the public. And what is it really? It is only a shadow, a spectre, as +little tangible as the old ocean god Proteus, and, if one would hold it +fast, it assumes all colours and shapes. The public of to-day is no +longer that of yesterday; the crowd which is afterwards dispersed +through the streets, is no longer the same which is assembled here. +Schiller's epigram, 'When it is _in corpore_, a blockhead springs up,' +refers more to the bench, it is true, but such a theatrical audience is +a many-headed monster, and as stupid as an old grass grown dragon of +the early ages. What has not this public already applauded? Goeethe as +much as Aubery's dog, Schiller not less than a fiddler, who plays upon +one string; the greatest poet and the most miserable clown! Often the +rheumatism of idiotcy possesses its joints, which are paralysed, and do +not move before what is sublime; then again it is electrified by the +most foolish joke, and the unwieldy mass moves hands and feet like a +marionette! As the wind rushes through an empty furnace, so does +so-called public opinion rush through these empty heads. Thus it +sometimes causes a mighty disturbance! The crowd has a certain instinct +when it is gathered together, and a species of common feeling; it is +like a huge body revolving upon the same pivot; it tastes with one +tongue and spits flames out of one jaw; it lets itself be moved by one +turn-screw, like a colossal engine. And by what crooked screws has it +not already been moved! Upon the whole it is rude, and if its hat be +not knocked from its head, it does not doff it to genius! Oh, ye poor +geniuses! In what difficulties ye find yourselves! Ye struggle for +fame, and yet fame, in the first instance, can only come from this +crowd which possesses no sense of immortality; and again it is the +pillar of immortality--what sad means by which to gain it! Really, only +the idiotic flatterers of the crowd ought to be famous, and often have +been so in their lifetime. The fame of the best is a marvel, and I am +tired of pondering upon it." + +"Well, everything beautiful, and art itself is a marvel," replied +Schoener, "and even if many a genius has been shipwrecked, we rejoice +for those who have gained the victory after a long conflict with the +crowd's want of judgment and changeability." + +Behind them the two speakers heard a lively somewhat sharp girl's +voice. + +"It is time that an end be put to this Italian opera, it spoils our +taste; this _prima donna_ sits here as firmly as a fly in amber, and +has also made it her especial task to spoil our morals; all varieties +of reports are circulated which even penetrate into our establishment. +There is no quarantine against it, however many proper means of +fumigation may be employed, the infection is in the air. There is only +one means, she must away, and I am delighted at the lynch-law by which +she will be banished." + +"You are right, quite right, uncommonly right," said the old governess, +to whom Lori had addressed these words, as she, nodding approval, +vibrated with intense excitement. + +It was no secret that Blanden loved this singer; he had fought for her, +he had been wounded for her sake. + +She it was then of whom he had thought when he had listened barely, +even absently, to Lori's eloquent words; this theatrical lady of +doubtful origin had borne away undoubted victory from a daughter of the +educated classes; she was the lotus-flower, the goddess who floated +before his eyes, when Lori alluded so futilely to those verses, in +which the handsome tutor had poured out his heart to her? + +This demanded revenge! + +Soon should her innermost indignation receive the desired satisfaction +for being so shamefully set aside; with delight she imbibed Spiegeler's +ill-nature with her breakfast, yes, she forgot her dignity as mistress +of the school, so far as to initiate her pupils into this delicious +piece of scandal. Her heart was too full, she must speak to Dr. Sperner +also, who listened devoutly to the outpourings of her heart, while a +significant smile played around the corners of his mouth, and he +complacently stroked his splendid moustache. + +"But why do you smile, Herr Doctor?" asked she at last, with annoyance. + +"You speak of Herr von Blanden in a tone--" + +"In a tone such as his conduct merits." + +"Then I beg your pardon," said the tutor, as he bowed, "I was mistaken, +I thought you were a friend of that gentleman, for I had the honour of +witnessing a confidential meeting which you vouchsafed to him." + +Lori thought of the large newspaper in the confectioner's shop, behind +which the fatal moustache had appeared, and blushed before the +importunate spy, who rejoiced maliciously at his little triumph. But +then he placed himself completely at his principal's disposal, who was +soon in a position to make use of his offer, for public opinion was +supremely excited--the "effects of the reports behind the scenes," of +which Spiegeler had spoken, had not failed in their result; the +singer's next appearance must cause a great sensation and had already +been foretold by Spiegeler, naturally not in the sense of an ovation, +but with evil-minded, crooked, double meaning. Sperner was not the man +to be a laggard on such an occasion; he offered his services to Lori. + +"Do not deny it," said he, with wonted impudence, "you bear a grudge in +your heart to this Blanden and the singer. Our French governess, whose +accent may God improve, would term it _depit amoureux_, but I am far +from wishing to employ such outrageous French expressions in honest +German." + +Lori blushed again; her lips quivered, but the Doctor's fiery eyes +rested so triumphantly and with such superiority upon her that the word +died upon her lips. + +"Good, neither Herr von Blanden nor the singer trouble me, but I will +not allow our establishment, for which I have the warmest affection, to +suffer from its principal's melancholy mood. You are so sad now, +Fraeulein Baute, that the entire first class has lost its smile, as +people say--you make mountains out of mole-hills. The concern suffers +from it, we might lose pupils, the consequences would be serious. There +are sensitive girlish natures which close their calix-like delicate +flowers when the sun ceases to shine. For these your smile, Fraeulein +Baute, is the sunshine of the establishment. We, we who are not so +sensitive, are, at least, angry at the winter of your displeasure! All +the same--if an execution of the Bollini shall take place, I am ready +for any executioner's service; I have friends to whom the Italian +sing-song is objectionable, and who prefer a German drinking song to +any _aria_. We will work for you, Fraeulein Baute; a cavalier who makes +so little of a rendezvous as this Herr von Blanden is rightly served +when his night-light is blown out." + +"What you say, dear Herr Doctor," said Lori, "is most objectionable in +tone and manner, and really not calculated for a girl's ears. I will +forget it. As to the rest, you have the right to think a singer as bad +as you choose! You belong to the public, and the public is sovereign." + +The result of this conversation was that on the fatal evening Dr. +Sperner, with several young friends, sat in a very determined attitude +in several rows in front of the mistress of the school. Lori's eyes +rested upon him with satisfaction, when he turned round and nodded a +confidential smiling greeting to her. + +"There will be a disturbance to-day," Lori whispered to Caecilie, +sitting exactly before her. + +"But why in the world?" asked the other. + +"The affair with Blanden--" + +"But Signora Bollini will not sing falsely on that account." + +"Who knows?" said Lori, "those who are out of tune in life, are also +out of tune in art; we must set ourselves against the importation of +the equivocal doings of large towns; I should only approve if our +public raise a decided demonstration." + +"She is a splendid florid singer," replied Caecilie. "After all, the +audience in a theatre has only to judge of the singing and not to +distribute the Monthyon prize of virtue; the most celebrated actresses +would not have received it." + +Lori shook her curls angrily at such an evasive opinion, and leaned +back in her chair abruptly terminating the conversation. + +There was indeed something menacing in the attitude of the audience; +here and there small groups might be observed, sitting together, +prepared for a common task. + +The parties measured one another with hostile glances, with defiant +countenances. Lieutenant Buschmann sat in a stage-box and examined his +faithful adherents under the chandelier, gathered there like a dense +dark cloud. Here and there appeared a noncommissioned officer, who +should evidently preserve intact the communications between the +separate troops, although he might not take part personally in the +intended salvo. + +The Lieutenant was annoyed to perceive the long, thin figure of +Merchant Boeller in the opposite stage-box, where he had placed a few +large bouquets of flowers upon the balustrade, and with yet greater +displeasure he saw that his former friend and companion appeared in the +pit, and greeted a number of young merchants with a friendly shake of +the hand. Those, then, were the opponents! + +It appeared to be a fine corps, well organised; the powerful shake of +the hand promised vigorous work; bright confidence of success was +depicted upon every feature. + +"This miserable Brackenburg," muttered Buschmann to himself, "Claerchen +has long since sacrificed him to her Egmont, and he still runs about +the market and mobilises the citizens. Well, the iron tread of my +Spaniards will pass implacably over them." + +His confidence in the success of the good cause which he represented +suddenly increased, when a noisy human stream suddenly poured into the +pit, Spiegeler, in front, stamping with his crutches, eager for the +fight. + +Ah, that was Bluecher at Waterloo! Now the victory was decided, those +were veteran troops which he led, accustomed to the battle-fire of a +theatre, accustomed to obey the leader's signal, to work together in +irresistible onslaught, obstinate and tough enough to overcome all +resistance. That was the select battalion of the _claque_ which +understood how to raise the flag of fame on high, but also how to tear +it down and trample it in the dust. + +Buschmann's features became radiant. What could Boeller's volunteers, +with their undisciplined enthusiasm do against these well trained +troops, which could stand immovably under fire? + +In the densely crowded pit, however, Spiegeler at once recognised an +enemy in his immediate vicinity--the singer's friend, the repulsive +Italian, who had given him a palpable proof of this friendship. Despite +all menaces, the critic had not brought the affair into court, because +he did not wish that the episode at the "fleck" boiler's, by means of a +trial and newspapers, should become too generally known; he believed +rightly that his position as a critic might suffer if people learned +what species of anti-criticism had been his portion. But secretly he +brooded upon revenge. + +He was delighted to perceive that Baluzzi stood amidst the faithful, +who surrounded him like a lightning-laden cloud, and hoped that at the +coming discharge some unexpected blow would fall upon the intruder's +head. + +The curtain rose when the overture ceased, the audience listened in +breathless expectation; Figaro's song was tempestuously applauded. +Giulia's friends aired their enthusiasm; their opponents, on the other +hand, wished to make the contrast all the more conspicuous by +previously helping a mediocre baritone to a brilliant success. + +The singer was quite amazed at the unusual storm of approval with which +he was greeted; he bowed his acknowledgments amid the most beautiful +dreams of a future that fluttered through his mind; at last his great +talent had met with merited recognition; in spirit he saw himself +already as the first baritone at the Berlin Court opera house. + +Then the street was changed into Bartolo's room. Rosina appeared. + +Boeller, always ready for service, hurled his wreaths behind the +footlights, and gave the signal for applause; the young merchant guards +in the pit joined in, also Kuhl and Schoener, and several unconcerned +listeners in the stalls. + +But simultaneously Buschmann and Spiegeler discharged their infernal +machines--a hissing arose, as when fire and water are mingled. Others +again commanded silence. Rosina began in a frightened voice; her heart, +indeed, was heavy, but the power of the music soon carried her away +above that dull oppression. + +She sang with all her feelings-- + + + "And every power fails, + Love remains victor." + + +She sang with grace, she knew how to impart such fervour even to these +light winged passages, that, even before a partial judge, she would +surely have gained her cause. But here there was not even a question of +partizanship, her doom was already decided upon and sealed. + +Hardly had she ended the triumphant song of the power of love, when an +unrestrained storm broke loose. Her friends' applause was entirely +overpowered by the noise and hissing which issued from pit and gallery; +for a moment she seemed to stand in the pillory. In vain Basilio sought +to waft to the audience a whispered, almost inaudible, _aria_ upon +calumny. For a few bars he gained an attentive silence, the song was as +appropriate as if improvised, but when he continued to sing-- + + + "How it passes from tongue to tongue + Nothing but words to inflate the lung, + First a smile and then a scowl + First a murmur then a howl," + + +the storm broke loose afresh; then the people felt staggered, they +discovered an audacious accusation in Rossini's semiquavers and +demi-semiquavers. The hissing and drumming raged through the "aerial +regions." In the pit the hostile parties seemed to have come to actual +battle, they were mixed up in dark wild confusion. Spiegeler stamped +with his crutches like a madman, and, passing it from hand to hand, +something was thrust out of the door; it was a figure striking right +and left with hands and feet. Baluzzi had given too lively expression +to his anger against the singer's enemies, and as he was situated in +the hostile camp, his abusive remarks upon the _maladetti_ were +not without result. Before the police could prevent this act of +self-defence, the Italian, at a signal from Spiegeler, and by united +effort, had been rendered harmless. + +But, with a feeling of perfect helplessness and internal indignation, +Giulia stood defenceless before the raging mob. With the rapidity of +lightning the pictures of a whole life-time passed before her mind: she +saw the joyful movement of a crowd of people coming exultantly towards +her, as she had seen it in Florence, Barcelona, London and even here! +What evil demon had metamorphosed the public into a rage-foaming +monster! Yet over her career as an actress writhed one widespread +shadow, as if beneath a scorching blast her laurel wreaths withered, +her future was destroyed. She had but one preserver--him, him alone, +and that preservation she could only purchase if she sacrificed her +soul's salvation. + +Calumny had aroused this storm of public opinion, it was a blind, +unjust outbreak; she could defy it with a good conscience. And, yet +shuddering internally, she felt as if a Divine judgment were falling +upon her; "guilty" cried a voice from within, and her knees tottered. + +Then resounded a many-voiced shrill whistle; it originated in the +stalls, in which Doctor Sperner and his friends were seated; they had +provided themselves with toy whistles, + + + "Drums and fifes + Martial sounds--" + + +thus he courted Lori's favour, remembering Goeethe's lines-- + + + "Maidens and castles + Then must they yield, + Bold is the struggle + For glorious reward." + + +The shrill whistle was answered by a ringing mocking laugh from every +portion of the house. The humiliation, the disgrace were too great. + +Giulia fainted, the curtain fell, the performance could proceed no +farther. + +The crowd dispersed noisily, some persons crowded round the ticket box +to demand their entrance money. Lori looked on very triumphantly, her +eyes flashed, and Dr. Sperner was permitted to accompany her home. +Kuhl had hastened on to the stage; Giulia had been taken into the +drawing-room, where she soon recovered consciousness. + +Blanden was her first thought; she implored Kuhl not to communicate the +theatrical riot to him, he should beseech all their friends to be +silent about it; she should take care that the newspapers containing +the report should not fall into his hands, it might excite him, and be +injurious to his health, if the news reached him. + +Kuhl promised to preserve the secret. + +"Really, it is not so bad," added he consolingly, "a little more or +less noise does not matter. The dear public itself is a great scandal, +a thousand-headed crime against good taste, a million-fold want of +sense. What is most wretched pleases it, and yet it is really sincere +when its honest displeasure has been roused, if indeed it is possible +to transform this sleepy mass into fire and flame. To be sure it only +burns like plum-pudding when spirits have been poured over it and +ignited, when the spirits are exhausted then the phlegm remains +behind." + +Giulia thanked the Doctor for his friendly intentions, and for the +slight comfort which she could extract from such daring views. Arrived +at home, she sat a long time talking to Beate; she gave her companion +money for the journey, and on the following day Beate prepared for her +departure to the Orta lake. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + A SLEIGHING PARTY. + + +A cold East Prussian winter's day--crisp snow upon the roads--the broad +fields sleep beneath their white cover. Ashen grey clouds in the sky, +but the snow flakes seem to be frozen, and cannot loosen themselves; +only now and again one little atom flutters down, or has the icy north +wind, which here and there sweeps up a looser snow field, wafted it +down from the roofs? It is that spiteful cold which seems to be more +fitted for Laplanders than for civilised mortals. The air cuts as if +with knives, and the breath of life freezes on men's lips. But this +very scorn of Nature who has retired to her ice palace and surrounded +herself unapproachably, as if with a threefold shield, calls forth +man's defiance. + +Nature must be enjoyed at any price! + +The inhabitants of the town, clad in thickly furs, amuse themselves +upon the Pregel. Upon the smooth even course that leads inland the +chair sleighs fly forward in long rows, the skaters rush in the +direction of the north wind which brings them the icy cold greeting +from the Baltic Sea, lying beneath the spell of winter, others make +circles upon the surface, and display their art which even a great poet +has immortalised. + +One of the most successful is the gallant skater who makes use of his +skates as buskins for the higher flight of love. With what gladsomeness +he pushes the sleigh before him; within it sits, buried beneath furs, +shawls, rugs, veils, what appears to be a formless mass, and yet!--he +is proud to drive a beautiful woman. + +This same emotion of pride fills Wegen's breast so far as anything is +to be seen of his face, which is concealed under the fur cap and warm +ear-covers; it beams with pleasure. His eyes, it is true, weep, but +only because of the north wind, but if they were a couple of tears of +joy which he shed he should not be surprised! Olga had never been more +affable towards him than to-day, and when he dared to speak of the +sleighing privileges, she smiled. No, it is no smile which refuses--he +understands it well! The first kiss in prospect,--this point he had +never attained with Caecilie! Hah! how his sleigh flew on in advance of +all towards the beautiful goal, and if the ice did not shed sparks from +beneath steel shoes, it was not his fault, for he was fire and flame, a +Hecla in the midst of rigid frost. + +Wegen had been in the Province for some time, and Olga, despite the +monotony of a winter season in the country, had visited the same +relatives as those with whom Caecilie had formerly stayed. Olga had made +a much more favourable impression in Masuren than Caecilie; she was not +so superior, so clever: she talked with zest of everything that can +interest a country young lady and a country "Junker"--and above all, +she was beautiful, with that stately vigorous beauty that country +squires love, because it gains such prizes as can be obtained by +understanding the art of feeding the lower creatures of the animal +kingdom. + +The rumour of her intimacy with Dr. Kuhl only arose in a very pale +form, and was hardly noticed. Wegen visited Olga as frequently as his +time permitted him, which it did every day. Olga was always friendly +and accessible, not so distant, so enigmatic, so evasive as Caecilie. +Besides, even before others, she showed how much she favoured Wegen, +and he was very happy that he should be envied. Such a thing had never +befallen him before, it was quite a novel sensation for him. Milbe +declared that every _ombre_ player might wish for such a spadille, and +Oberamtmann Werner held a conversation with her about his different +varieties of wool causing him to entertain deep respect for her +intellectual faculties. Even the women and girls were taken with her. +She held the most sensible views upon preserving fruit, she knew the +family tree of all the families of Masuren, and even the collateral +branches did not disturb her self-possession. Happy Wegen! Never had a +winter painted more beautiful flowers upon his window panes! + +Blanden's wound had re-called Wegen to the capital; he took his turn +with Giulia and Kuhl in nursing his friend. Olga, meanwhile, had also +returned to the town, Wegen appeared frequently in Frau von Dornau's +modest dwelling, and was always received, even by Caecilie, who had now +transformed herself into a well-meaning friend, with special +distinction. + +Still, however, he had not yet made up his mind to propose! It seemed +so humiliating to appear with the same big bouquet of flowers, in the +same little room, and once more before the same faded sofa to pour +forth his homage and courtship, while the whole furniture merely +displayed the one, but very important, difference that Olga was seated +upon the sofa instead of Caecilie. The recollection of the figure in the +cotillon, _changez les dames_, could not be got rid of in those +apartments in which he had first _avance_ to Caecilie's hand. No, even +if he were firmly resolved to propose for Olga it could not be done in +that place which was full of mocking, giggling recollections! He +cherished bold plans, which at other times were foreign to his mind--he +thought of a sudden surprise. + +All at once, as if fatigued, he began to push the chair-sleigh more +slowly. Dr. Kuhl rushed past him pushing Caecilie, as did Frau von +Dornau, who had to content herself with a hired attendant. + +Then Wegen guided her somewhat aside. A whole caravan of sleighs now +passed them tumultuously, Lori in front with an embroidered rug, a +present from the first-class! On Dr. Sperner's moustache, her cavalier, +hung melancholy icicles, behind her came the slender girls of the +first-class, mostly driven by cousins; only fat Iduna, deprived of her +Theodor Koerner, had to be contented with the man servant from the +school, who was accustomed to heavy loads. + +Now Wegen broke completely out of the course like a shying sleigh +horse, guided her sideways over lumpy hillocks of snow, which had been +heaped up on the river, and then stopped suddenly in a defile between +two large snowdrifts, which yielded him a welcome cover. + +"For Heaven's sake, where are we?" said Olga's voice, suffocated by +shawls and furs. + +"The snow has dazzled me, I have lost my way," cried Wegen, having +recourse to a daring falsehood. + +Olga uttered a cry of alarm, but only raised herself up in the sleigh +to see in what territory she had arrived. + +There she stood like a czarina; winter seemed to have built his palace +in her honour alone, only to do homage to her; the north wind kissed +her fur sleeves, and even if the fur cap surrounded her face enviously, +so that but little was to be seen of her red, glowing cheeks, yet her +large eyes gazed majestically out of all her winter wraps. + +Wegen shivered with the cold; standing still after the violent exercise +made him uncomfortable, and the wind blew icily into his face. And yet +his state of mind was that of Romeo, when he looked up in the Capulet's +garden at the balcony where his Juliet, in a light ball dress, carried +on a conversation with the moon and stars. + +"What in the world, Herr von Wegen, are we doing?" cried Olga, to whom +the adventure began to appear serious, because in his sound senses a +sleigh conductor could hardly wander from the proper course. For a +moment she actually looked searchingly at Wegen, whether the colour in +his cheeks could be called forth honestly by the north wind, or if it +owed its origin to a bottle of champagne. + +"As chance has so ordained it, that we are alone, hear then, dear Olga, +hear what it is that I have had so long at heart." + +A turbulent gust of wind swept through the top loose piles of snow and +whirled them about so that Romeo and Juliet must simultaneously wipe +the snow out of their eyes. + +"I love you, Olga!" + +Olga started back in alarm, making the little bells on her fur rug +tinkle; it is true it was sweet alarm, but she was not prepared for a +declaration of love with the thermometer so low. Wegen waited for the +result, while alternately stamping his feet and beating himself with +his arms, so as to impart some warmth to his body. + +"Yes, I have always loved you, that is to say," added he in his love of +truth, "after Caecilie--but you know it? Why waste so many words? My +breath freezes upon my lips, but my heart is all the warmer. Will you +belong to me for ever?" + +Olga drew one hand out of her muff and extended it as if in +protestation: + +"So suddenly, dear friend? And here in the snow?" + +"Here we are undisturbed." + +"Then it was base treachery?" + +"Yes, I will confess it, my compass would not have failed me, but to be +able to say to you at last what fills my whole--" + +Wegen stopped, his teeth chattered, it was internal emotion mingled +with a shiver, called forth by the low temperature of Boreas, who was +blowing with inflated cheeks. + +"It is indeed weather in which only the Lapland youth can stammer about +love to a Lapland maiden," added Wegen dejectedly, "but the +circumstances, the conditions--Olga, tell yourself that it is a +favourable moment. I do not mean the weather, but that we are alone, +quite alone. I will make you happy--we have little time, I do not mean +for your happiness, for that we have our whole lives; but now to +arrange matters. It is indeed barbarously cold. A glass of negus or +mulled ale will do us good. But speak then, will you be mine?" + +"I must consider it, weigh--" + +"And the result you have seen in Caecilie's case. Those are words as +cold as ice; it is enough to freeze one's soul. My Olga, dear sweet +girl, you know my circumstances, they are affluent, my people approve +of my choice. Your mamma had already given her consent when I proposed +to Caecilie, and, of course, it is immaterial which of the two +daughters--I mean--that is to say, immaterial to your mamma. And now +once more may I claim my sleighing rights?" + +Olga nodded pleasantly, and withdrew her other hand from her muff. +Wegen pressed a glowing kiss upon her lips, the ice upon his fair beard +melted in the fervour of his love. + +"That was the sleighing privilege, and now--shall we glide together +over the mirror-like surface of life, as we do over the ice? I promise +to avoid every uneven course. The sleighing right for life?" + +"Yes," whispered Olga, out of her fur hood, into which she had again +relapsed. + +Then Wegen pressed the betrothal kiss upon her lips, her arms encircled +and folded him to herself, and heart would have beaten glowingly +against heart if the thick fur trimmings had not been an insurmountable +obstacle. + +Soon the sleigh stumbled over the snow hillocks once more into the +smooth course, and now they went impetuously towards the inn near the +Haff, where a numerous circle of people was assembled. + +Wegen led Olga to Frau von Dornau, and as he could not shout the glad +tidings out aloud, sought by means of speaking pantomime to make her +understand that he was engaged to Olga. A mother always understands +such things, even although the where and how may remain a riddle to +her, and while the waiter brought the negus ordered by Wegen and all +fell to gallantly, Frau von Dornau spoke words of consent, and after +having refreshed herself with a glass of the fiery drink, imparted her +blessing in a voice full of emotion. + +Caecilie triumphed when she heard the news from Olga. "She is the right +one, now at last you have found her," said she, as she shook Wegen's +hand heartily. The intelligence spread rapidly, like quicksilver, +amongst those present. A betrothed! Fraeulein Baute's entire school +becomes excited. A lover--for the first-class in a girl's school, that +is the loftiest position upon earth to which a man can attain. Every +eve of St. Sylvester they cast him in lead, and yet nothing can be done +with such a leaden lover, a lover of the future. + +Iduna, with her companions, one after another, glided past the chair in +order to get a closer view of the marvel. + +"It is, indeed, remarkable," said Lori to Dr. Sperner, who sat beside +her and drank to her in a glass of mulled ale; "in Neukuhren people +believed that he was as good as engaged to Caecilie, he accompanied her +upon the piano--and that is always the beginning. But he appears to +have made a mistake then; this Olga is the right major chord. Upon the +whole, I consider such feeling about rather tactless. Herr von Wegen is +no Don Juan by profession like the other. I believe he allows himself +to be married, and Caecilie, who holds the first mortgage upon him, has +given him notice, because he--did not offer sufficiently good +security." + +At the same time Lori made a gesture of explanation. Dr. Sperner knew +how, by ringing laughter, to do honour to the schoolmistress' hint. +What an amount of genius she concealed in her little head! + +"But the other?" asked the Doctor, as he stroked his moustache +complacently, "where is her first mortgage now?" + +"On a spot, which alas! is even more insecure! If a suit be opened upon +Dr. Kuhl's heart, then every unhappy creditor, or much rather female +creditor, will have to content herself with very little payment." + +"But I do not understand how a young lady can be so thoughtless." + +"They should be cut, propriety requires it, nothing else is left for +us." + +At that moment Caecilie passed by; she greeted them pleasantly, but her +bow was scarcely returned by Lori, while Doctor Sperner looked +defiantly at her, a bold smile upon his lips, and only nodded his head +slightly. + +Her sister's engagement cast her far into the shade, people gave her to +understand that her free behaviour would no longer be tolerated in +society. Major Bern's wife did not press her to sit down, although +Banquo's ghost might have been obliged to sit either on the right or +left hand, and the Frau Kanzleiraethin wrapped herself disapprovingly in +her red shawl when Caecilie addressed her, and was so chary of her +words, that her friends looked anxiously at her as if she had been +suddenly taken ill, because only shortly before she had gathered +together the sluices of her eloquence, to pour out an overwhelming +flood of language. Even Minna, who was still unmarried, and in spite of +that fact had forfeited none of her good nature--fat Minna, who had +already in all dancing parties long since belonged to the female +_land-sturm_, and was only called out when no one else could be +mobilised--did not talk to Caecilie without a certain timidity, as if +contact with so adventuresome a beauty might injure her good character, +and frighten away some wooer, although for years already none had +appeared on her horizon. + +Caecilie seemed to challenge danger with a certain amount of defiance, +the tokens of contempt increased at table after table, where she +greeted old acquaintances. Not more cheering was the familiar and +impudent greeting of gifted Salomon, who, seated with a few friends +over a large bowl of negus, pledged a glass to the lady passing by, and +invited her to sit down at their table while he recited in a half +intoxicated voice-- + + + "With brunettes I now have finished, + And this year am once more fond + Of the eyes whose hue is azure + Of the hair whose colour's blonde." + + +Caecilie found it difficult to defend herself from these importunate +invitations. + +Dr. Kuhl stood beside the stove, and warmed himself with his hands +behind him, but nothing of that which befell Caecilie escaped him. It +filled him with extreme dissatisfaction, it was as if his beloved were +running the gauntlet, and with such irritating composure. He had caught +himself in the act of pulling up his coat sleeves in rage, ready to +knock down all who insulted her. + +"Dear Paul," said Caecilie, "I have something to tell you." + +"I do not understand," replied Paul, angrily, "how you can court all +these people; they are the most worn out coinage which can have no +circulation amongst us. Let us sit down here at this table behind the +stove, there we shall at least not see these bald heads, which only by +an oversight, or by the magic wand of some mischievous Demiurgos, were +thrown amongst human beings. Well your communication--" + +"It could be foreseen, Olga has engaged herself to Herr von Wegen." + +Kuhl struck the table with his hand. + +"Then may the weather--that Wegen! I always had an antipathy for the +man; he belongs to those who would play with dice, and cannot count, +and with the most innocent face he gets up one affair after another. +First he proposes to you, then to Olga--I feel as if I saw my face in a +distorting mirror, like a ridiculous caricature." + +"No one will blame his conduct!" + +"That is it! People may dare much for love! Only a little time must +elapse between--time! That is the meaning of all wisdom, and yet that +old maid who paints our wrinkles upon us makes everything worse! +Whether to-day I love two girls at once, or to-day the one, and +to-morrow the other, is really no very great difference! And yet the +first is accounted a sin, and the other is most correct. Always the +goose-step in life and love, and so one walks most comfortably through +the world." + +"You see, though, how kindly they greet Olga and thrust me aside." + +"Olga--she has put a crown upon her faithlessness to our alliance, now +it is broken! I did not think her so calculating." + +"Calculating? She loves Wegen!" + +"It is not possible!" + +"Why? He is honest, and a gentleman!" + +"Did you perhaps love him too?" + +"And if I had done so? bountiful natures must find an outlet!" + +"You are making fun of me! Verily any one who will uphold a sensible +principle in a ridiculous world, must at least appear like a Don +Quixote, even to himself; at least, they all look upon his helmet as a +barber's goblet. I am weary of carrying on this impossible struggle +with want of sense." + +Caecilie did not interrupt the monologue, but beat upon the table with +her fingers, and looked inquiringly at his face with her cunning +sparkling eyes. + +"I took Olga's to be a nature," continued Kuhl, "which, following an +unknown impulse, grasps the right one. We need such natures which do +not trouble themselves at all about the rules of society, which pass no +sleepless nights in consequence. For me she was refreshing, because for +the mentally intoxicated, and those who are tired of roving, who wander +through heaven and earth, there is no better refreshment than a richly +endowed material nature; for me she was a triumph because she showed me +that not natural feeling, but only the falsity of society demanded +exclusive possession." + +Caecilie cast down her eyes and said timidly, "I did not know that Olga +was so much to you! + +"Not she alone, you both together, you complete one another in a +harmonious picture of perfect womanhood." + +"And what are we, then, separately, each by herself? Melancholy, +imperfect work! And yet, dear Paul, if I ask my heart--is it rich +enough in ardent passion to satisfy one whole life, I hear the reply +and repeat it with pride. I alone will have you, for I feel the power +within me quite alone to make you happy; for every effort, every action +of your mind, an echo lives in my breast; for the glow and impetuosity +of your love a corresponding fire; for immeasurable will, immeasurable +devotion." + +"Caecilie," cried Kuhl warmly, stirred by the beautiful enthusiasm of an +usually cold nature. + +"My heart would tell me this, my proud heart! But love which can do all +things, can also be resolute. I do not suffice you--well then! I did +not only do violence to my own feelings, but in full consciousness I +took martyrdom upon me, I bore the contempt of the world, not from +the conviction that your audacious opinion was right, but with +self-sacrificing courage of love I rejected Wegen's offer, as the world +rejects me. You must be all to me, and I am not even to possess the +comfort of being all to you." + +Sinister clouds gathered on Kuhl's brow, he struggled with a +resolution. + +"Oh! do not think that it is so easy to stand alone and bear contempt. +It wounds one's heart--and many scalding tears have I shed, and even +now they come again into my eyes, although I may bear the humiliation +with a smiling countenance." + +Caecilie began to sob, and with clenched hands Kuhl sprang up from the +table, as though he would call an opponent out to battle. + +"You cannot protect me as Blanden protected his beloved, with a pistol +in his hand: outlaw and excommunication hover over me, but such things +cannot be touched; they only keep watch in the air, they are only +written on countenances, in gestures--and not men accustomed to battle +are they who carry out this excommunication; they are women and girls, +the guardians of propriety who only pierce a heart with pins." + +"It shall be different," cried Kuhl now, with firm resolution. "Olga +has left us, you have remained true to me, you shall not suffer for it. +Verily, I am not Blanden's inferior in courage, and yet that duel has +given me much to think about. He offered up his life for his beloved +one's good name. I cannot, I must not, look on and see them insult you. +Blanden has often already said so. I would not believe it; to-day I see +it with my own eyes. No, no, no! He was right, ten times right! I may +sacrifice _myself_ to my convictions, but not a girl who loves me!" + +Caecilie had also risen, and with clasped hands looked beseechingly at +him. + +"I can ascend the funereal pile, but must not permit them even to +scorch the finger tips of my beloved. Hitherto, you have sacrificed +much to me, your good name before the world; thus I will sacrifice much +to you, everything, a portion of my better self, faith towards truth. +Yes, at this moment I appear like a traitor in my own eyes, whose hand +shall be cut off, but I am weak, I will be weak out of love for you. +They shall not think lightly of you, they shall not, although I despise +their opinion and can only compare them with the vapour that hovers +over large towns, the pestilential air of a densely-packed crowd, but +for your sake Caecilie--be it! I will take part in the same absurdity, +and thus declare you to be my betrothed." + +With a suppressed cry of gladness, Caecilie sank into his arms, the +stove concealed the group from the eyes of the many. + +"And even marriage I shall not mind, it is the fruit of this evil doing +and so on. At this moment I appear contemptible to myself, small--no +reformer's vein flows through me, it must say _pereat mundus_ 'and live +the new faith,' but a man can no longer stand upon the buskin when he +stands beneath the slipper. But now they shall have it in black and +white, lithographed, engraved!--what do I care? And in all newspapers +it shall be stated, so that you shall be purified, my child, with +printer's ink! Go, hasten, whisper it to your sister, cry it through +the room, they shall respect you, it does not cost much, a small amount +of lungs and a few letters, such as are before a menagerie; lion and +lioness in one cage! Then they will be contented at once. I shall still +remain here in my corner, I must first consider what kind of grimace I +must make as a _fiance_. I shall look odd." + +Caecilie kissed his hands; drawing back, he said, "None of those slavish +caresses, but go, go! There, I am, after all, caught in the purple +silk, and the cursed song of the bridesmaids' wreath buzzes in my ears! +By Jupiter! And Wegen, my brother-in-law! That is what reasoning +animals call it! That is the most bitter pill!" + +Caecilie hastened at once to her sister and mother to bring them the +glad tidings. Frau von Dornau was too happy! Two daughters engaged on +one day! + +Olga congratulated her sister heartily. "Only think," added she, "we +became engaged out in the snow and ice, with the thermometer twenty +degrees below zero!" + +"And we," said Caecilie smiling, "at about twenty degrees above zero, +behind the blazing stove. It is a tale of extremes! It is to be hoped +that the right temperature will be restored to us both in marriage." + +Kuhl was brought out of his corner by both sisters to the family table; +he wore the air of a culprit, who is led to execution. Wegen was +brimming over with cordiality, Kuhl buttoned up his coat. + +"It is better thus," said the Baron, "_suum cuique!_ One must learn to +control oneself." + +"Well, I should think," replied Kuhl, "we have nothing to reproach +ourselves with." + +The news spread rapidly through the room and created the greatest +sensation. Major Bern's wife appeared behind Caecilie's chair with the +friendly words, "May we congratulate you, my dear Fraeulein?" The +Kanzleiraethin came in her red shawl with her fat daughter Minna; both +were affected, as was natural, under the circumstances. Minna had +already wished happiness to so many others with her tears--rain falling +upon the bridal wreath brings happiness. Last of all Lori appeared +also, and congratulated with all her heart. Kuhl was a good match. + +"There you have the world," said the latter to Caecilie, "with what a +fine thread these marionettes can be guided! It is worth while to act a +comedy before such an audience." + +But Lori said to Dr. Sperner, as he sat down beside her, "God have +mercy on them! Courage is needed to marry Dr. Kuhl. Without barred +windows and heavy iron, he will yet escape some day." + +The moon shone brightly! The return journey was commenced in the most +cheerful mood, which, however, soon ceased in the astonishing cold +which meanwhile had set in. + +"A bridal drive, such as the Esquimaux enjoy," said Kuhl, "but it is +done more comfortably there with the dog-sleighs; here we must push our +own goods home." + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + IN THE LAND OF THE LOTUS-FLOWERS. + + +Blanden recovered slowly; several relapses occurred, weeks elapsed +before he might take his drive with Giulia. + +The softened mood of the convalescent was in harmony with the wild +spring breeze which was wafted towards them from wood and meadow. The +thawing wind had melted the ice on the Pregel, it floated to the sea, +and the breezes of spring swept through the air. + +They descended from the carriage in the wood, they gathered the last +snow drops, the first anemones. + +"I love these flowers," said Blanden, "the pretty anemones cannot grow +in gloom, they only flourish in places where a fresh breath of air +greets them, where the wind plays with their delicate coronets of +blossom. Free air, fresh air, breath of life, how I have ever longed +for you! I feel myself related to these lovely flowers--and if a soul +dwells in these tiny anemones, it is one thirsting after freedom." + +Giulia had learned to enter entirely into Blanden's thoughts and +feelings, the quiet, familiar intercourse in his sick room had given +her leisure to become quite absorbed in his richly stored mind. + +Daily she felt more that she could not live without him, and equally so +that she owed him her whole life; again and again she told herself that +it could be no sin if she made him happy, so long as it was permitted +by the fate which she defied. He did not see the sword above her head, +she saw it with internal trembling, and yet--she defied it, even if it +might fall upon her. + +How devoutly she listened to his tales of the land of the +lotus-flowers! Ah, how vast was the world, how rich the knowledge of +it, how varying the habits! Giulia was almost alarmed when Blanden told +her of the woman at Luckwardie, on the hills of the Himalaya, high +above the Pomona--every woman there belongs to four brothers. + +She lost herself completely in the breath of the fairy tale and flowery +land, that is so lovely in its dreams and so vast in its thoughts. One +after another Blanden unrolled these magically illuminated worlds of +thought conceived by silent thinkers in penitents' garb and hermits' +huts. Is the world but the veil, the dream, the existence?--why then is +life full of nervous dread? Giulia felt herself strengthened by that +dream-world of the Bast, everything painful and impious faded away in +that mild, softening twilight. + +Blanden, too, seemed to be transfigured by the soothing influence of +sickness, in the loneliness of the sick room, far removed from the +world: like one of those thoughtful hermits, who, upon mossy banks in +sacred groves, amongst flowers and gazelles, ponder upon the mystery of +the world. She thus forgot that he, far from belonging to inactive +dreamers, had only lately given a proof of western knightliness which +is very different from the blood-fearing Hindoo; but yet he was filled +with the warmest sympathy for Hindoo thinkers and poets. + +"How profound," said he often, "is the blending of the soul with all +that their wise men teach. If the form break, the spirit becomes united +with the Divine soul of the world, as a bottle in the deep mingles its +contents with the sea, if it break against the rocks." + +Four lines of poetry, however, were, above all others, ineffaceably +impressed in her memory, reflecting her situation, her mood, so truly +that she trembled in her very soul when Blanden first recited them to +her, verses culled from one of the two great hero books of India, +containing such depth of thought as is not to be found either in the +heroic poetry of Greece or Germany-- + + + "Oh earthly happiness ever trembling on the brink, + As dew drops kiss the flowers a moment but to sink; + As logs on the ocean may meet and then sever + So men here on earth, and to meet again--never." + + +Blanden was obliged to kiss the tears from Giulia's eyes, which the +grand verses of the Ramayana and the song of "trembling earthly +happiness" had called forth. + +"You often appear to me," said Blanden, "like a charming Savitri, and +although you also are my goddess of fire, I do not mean her, but the +child which bore her name. A dark prophecy dedicated the beloved one to +death after the lapse of a year, but before the fatal respite drew +near, she performed daily penances, praying and fasting; and like a +marble goddess standing before the altar, and when the blood-red god of +death appeared, with the thin rope in his hand, and had already +extracted her beloved one's soul, she knew how to move him by her +prayers, entreaties, and her touching faithfulness, until he granted +her her husband's life. You, too, with faithful care and touching +prayer have won my life from the blood-red Yamna." + +"It was my own life," replied Giulia; "without you I could not have +lived, you yourself told me that the funereal pile is lighted with +sacred fire into which the Hindoo widow casts herself. That pure flame +was the fire of your love for me; they die for him who had lived for +them, how much more must I have sought death for him who would have +died for me?" + +Trembling in the bliss of such devoted affection, she thought of Beate +and her errand with eagerness as terrified as that with which the +Hindoo maidens follow the flower-clad little boats, carrying burning +lamps, and which they have confided to the waves of the Ganges; if the +lamp extinguish, then extinguishes the light of hope, and a silent +desire entrusted to the stream, finds its watery grave. When Blanden +told her this, how she had thought of her light-ship that was now +tossing upon the waves of the Orta lake; perhaps already the north wind +which blew through the passes of the Simplon had extinguished the +little lamp of her hopes. + +It was a weird shadow which followed her through life. Oh, how she +envied the gods and peris who dwelled in enchanted gardens far above +the everlasting snow upon the summits of the Himalayas, envied them not +the flowers of Paradise, not the ethereal light, not the glorious song +of the Gandharvos, not because they drink the Indian ambrosial amreeta +in fox-gloves out of the moon, which, for fourteen days, the sun has +filled with that drink, but only the one privilege, that of walking in +light and casting no shadow behind them. An unshadowed bliss, this for +her was unattainable for evermore! + +Even the measures of precaution by which she had intended to conceal +from Blanden her defeat upon the stage, were only successful for a +time. One day a deputation of students, in caps of every hue, came to +Blanden. Salomon was the speaker. + +"We know, Herr von Blanden, that Fraeulein Bollini is your betrothed, we +wish you happiness, although the muse of song--her name I cannot +recollect this moment, as we sons of the muses care less for them than +might be expected--will veil her face. A report is spread abroad that +you forbid your betrothed to tread the world-renowned stage." + +"It is her own free will," replied Blanden. + +"We respect you," continued Salomon, "because you have shown in a +knightly manner how a man should defend his lady's honour, and even, +although we have no lady-loves, at least no perennial plants, who bear +the title of wife or betrothed, we know well how to appreciate such +conduct." + +A murmur of approval from the students denoted their concurrence in +those words. + +"Therefore it is that we address you with the entreaty that you +persuade your betrothed to appear again upon the stage. We are all now +ready to protect her, after having learned with whom that disgraceful +outrage originated." + +"What outrage?" asked Blanden astonished. + +Salomon was surprised at the question. + +"But surely you know, Herr von Blanden?--" + +"Indeed, I know of nothing!" + +The deputation became uncomfortable, the students looked at one another +in amazement. Salomon, however, was soon calmed, and at the same time +delighted at his own shrewdness, as he imagined he was able to see +through the matter; he snapped his fingers and said-- + +"Then our respected _prima donna_ has concealed this from you out of +tender feeling, so as not to cause you any excitement which might be +deleterious to your health. But now that the mention of the unpleasant +fact has escaped the custody of our lips, you will be able to bear the +sad news with manly dignity. Yes, on that evening on which Giulia was +to sing Rosina's part, she was hissed, drummed out, and whistled at, +until the curtain had to be lowered." + +Blanden sprang up wrathfully. + +"The worthless creatures; oh, I know--" + +"It was a conspiracy," added Salomon. + +"Savitri, faithful nurse, this then was your penance," said Blanden +dreamily to himself. + +"It was desecration of the temple to the muses." + +"That is why the criticisms on the 'Barbiere di Sevilla' could not be +found when I wanted to read them," said Blanden. + +"A most unholy alliance between the companions of Spiegeler the +reporter, and a clique got together by an officer, carried off a +disgraceful victory on that eventful evening. Very few members of the +Albertina, alas, were present, but we have now resolved to make Signora +Bollini brilliant amends upon her next appearance. The noble clubs of +Masuren and Lithuania, the Albertina itself with all its societies; the +Hochheimers, Goths, Teutons and Borusses are unanimous, which does not +often happen, and even the independent Camels will join the students' +union. We shall not permit a small party to be the leaders of taste in +the theatre, we will represent the _vox populi_ with overwhelming +force, and the pillars of the old shop of the muses shall tremble with +the thunder of our acclamations. Long live Signora Bollini!" + +"Hurrah!" cried the students, waving their caps. + +"I thank you from my heart, gentlemen," said Blanden, "but the decision +upon this point rests with the actress." + +"But you have much influence over her! We will offer her consolation +and compensation. May she console herself with Schiller-- + + + 'The mean world loves to darken what is bright;' + + +then Heine's verses will become true-- + + + 'And a new-born song spring softly + From the heal'd heart shoots to-morrow.' + + +"I am fond of quoting, Herr von Blanden, it is an act of disinterested +love of truth; our cultivation consists entirely in half unconscious or +unguaranteed quotations. Why not declare openly that Bartel knows on +which side his bread is buttered?" + +As Salomon began to diverge--a known peculiarity of the versatile +talented youth--one of the seniors, whose face, rendered purple by many +a cut and thrust, bore artistic marks of kind friends legibly sketched +upon it, assumed the reins of the transaction with a firm hand. + +"Let the Signora appear, we will protect her! If that clique venture +forth once more, we will reply to their second brutal blow with fitting +tierce and quart, so that their ears shall tingle." + +"I repeat," said Blanden, "that I am very grateful to you, but I cannot +even support your wish." + +"Why not?" asked Salomon, dissatisfied with the meagre results of his +eloquence. + +"I do not wish that my betrothed shall be again exposed to the storms +of public opinion; I will guide her into a safe haven. The laurels of +the European capitals will console her for this small defeat; even for +Signora Bollini's laurels, may Frau von Blanden long no more, she will +belong to quite another world, and I wish that too violent equinoctial +gales should not accompany her to this change in her life, so that she +may be able calmly to prepare herself for it. But this, of course, is +only my opinion, I shall not interfere at all with my betrothed's +resolutions, and she will in any case rejoice at your warm sympathy, +and the honor which you intend for her." + +Blanden shook hands pleasantly with the students' delegates, while he +added, every one of the gentlemen should be welcome who would be +present at his wedding. + +Soon after, he went to Giulia; he reproached her for having concealed +from him the scene in the theatre; she was alarmed that he should have +heard of it. + +"Silence," said she, "is not always as the German poet says, the god of +the happy, but just as often the god of the unfortunate." + +"Do you think that I should have rejected you as Rama rejected his +Sita, when the opinion of the people turned against her? Do you believe +that you are less dear to me, fill my whole heart less, when the +senseless mob calumniates you?" + +"Oh, that is not the cause of my silence towards you; I feared that you +might excite yourself for my sake. I would not let any shadow from +without cast its gloom into your sick chamber." + +"Oh, you are so gentle and good! Goodness of heart is little prized in +the world, and yet all wisdom depends upon it, it alone is the +guarantee of happiness. Giulia, shall you appear upon the stage again?" + +"Never," replied the singer. + +"They would prepare you a brilliant triumph, you would retire from the +stage richer by one beautiful recollection! Weigh it well!" + +"Is it your wish?" + +"Only if you wish it!" + +"No, no! I want no more laurel wreaths, and if I retire with a painful +memory, my parting from the stage will be all the easier; I want +nothing more in the world but your love. Buried be my past, oh, could I +but bury it deeply!" + +"But not all!" said Blanden, "shall even the beautiful recollection of +the magic lake be buried? Every day of happiness was a picture of +future enchanting years. Do you remember the charming Indian poem, +'Calidas,' of which I told you? Oh, that Indian poetry is like the +madhavya plant, which from its very root is full of flowers. I always +think of that lovely Sacontala, and the marriage of Gandarvos, by which +upon the flowery seat of the hermit's cave she united herself to the +king. Then in the Indian legend ensues a time of long, dreary +forgetfulness, but upon our life rests another curse. At last Sacontala +saw her beloved one again; misunderstandings were cleared up, and the +short enchanting meeting became a lasting alliance. Therefore will I, +my lotus-flower, kiss the tears from your cheeks, as King Duschmanta +kissed his regained beloved one." + +"Then, I will belong only and wholly to you," cried Giulia, amid kisses +and embraces, "and even the fame which I conquered shall fade away like +visions in the air." + +"I feel better every day," said Blanden, "I shall soon go to Kulmitten, +and make all preparations for our marriage." + +Giulia, as usual, trembled when the eventful day was named. + +"If only Beate would return," said she to herself, "perhaps I should be +calmer." + +Once more before setting out for his estate Blanden made a speech in +the Citizen Assembly; he did not wish to break the thread which he had +attached here, an active political life should be closely united to the +domestic happiness he had ensured. Unfortunately, however, he must +learn that his popularity in those circles had suffered seriously. +Theatrical adventures and duels were something that the citizen mind +could not deem compatible with a pioneer of political liberty. While +they suddenly discovered a Don Quixote in him, he found himself at +variance with the sentiments of the free citizens. Mutual estrangement +ensued: his speech met with a lukewarm reception, the matadors of the +assembly, the political doctor, the picturesque humourist, gave no +token of approval, and therefore the crowd also remained silent. + +Not without a feeling of bitterness did Blanden leave the +_Gemeinde-garten_; a slight veil was spread over his political dreams +of the future; should he always remain bound to a life of vagrancy, +never be able to raise himself to citizen-like activity, to +statesman-like distinction? + +Spring was in the air, as he drove home with his foaming team, but an +autumnal sensation at his heart he could not suppress. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + IN THE CHURCH ON SAN GIULIO. + + +About eight days might have elapsed since Blanden's departure. Giulia +meanwhile had dissolved her agreement with the managers, and at home +denied herself to all visitors. She was in a state of excitement which +she could conceal with difficulty. Whenever a carriage drove up in her +vicinity she rushed to the window. She watched for Beate with dread +expectancy. At last the carriage stopped before the house, and her +friend's first words were, "Be calm! All is well." + +After having shaken off the dust of her journey, Beate soon appeared in +Giulia's drawing-room with the unfailing cunning smile upon her lips, +and with a calm gladsomeness, such as follows the execution of a good +deed; she stirred the crackling fire in the stove, seated herself +comfortably upon the sofa, poured as much arack as possible into her +tea, to warm herself, and then began to relate the events of her +journey: + +"Oh, our beautiful south! How melancholy to drive over these plains of +ice, through the snow-laden pine forests, through these districts where +sleepy Nature never seems to open her eyes, how terribly wearisome all +the world here appears to one! And those passengers in mail coaches, +those Polish Jews, those people from the small towns with their boxes, +their baggage, their stupid faces! Thus it went on night and day, day +and night. People have given themselves the trouble to find names for +all these heaths, these towns through which one drives, and yet one +looks like another, it is most immaterial what they are called! Even a +little rocky nest in our Italy at least looks picturesque, here they +are always the same barns, the same bad pavement, over which the mail +coach rattles. + +"A long row of extra carriages followed the principal one, in which a +most unpleasant company seemed to be congregated. In the dark corners +of the passengers' room I saw figures which resembled brigands, one +passenger especially, with a black bandage over one eye, and a dark +beard, clings to my recollections. I saw him creep past me several +times, wrapped up in his cloak. I had an eerie feeling as if he had +cast an evil eye upon me, it seemed sometimes as if he were staring +piercingly at me out of the dark with his only sound one. I had to rest +in the capital, for three days and three nights I had not left the +rattling coach, and, at last, from over fatigue, had fallen into an +unrefreshing sleep. I had hardly looked after my baggage and put my +large box into the charge of a postal official in order to seek my long +missed rest at an hotel, before I saw a special post-chaise drive up +and the man in the cloak, with the bandage over his eye, get in. + +"He must be in great haste to proceed, for the post-chaise had four +horses. + +"I travelled slowly, I rested several times in large towns. I am +nervous too, although I am no actress, but daily intercourse with a +_prima donna_ upsets one's nerves. Do not be offended, dear child, but +even the finest particles of dust, which one swallows in your theatre, +are like _aqua toffana_. I remained one day in Berlin, in Nuremberg, in +Augsburg! + +"How I rejoiced when I saw the Alps again, dangerous as was the drive +through the snow passes. + +"Then I felt the mild soft spring breath of Italy when the steamboat +carried me across the glorious lake. From Stresa I went over the +mountains to Orta--how my heart beat, when the waves of the lake surged +at my feet, and the little island with the rocky castle lay before me. + +"I had had leisure enough on my way to think of a plan as to how I +could best execute my task, a task that was full of danger for body and +soul; but for the soul there is always absolution. Many plans that rose +in my mind I rejected as too daring, as impracticable, much I must +leave to chance and circumstances. I then made enquiries for the two +witnesses to the marriage, whose names you wrote down for me. Signor +Bonardo has long been dead, and the beautiful Orsola eloped with a +Greek, and was quite lost sight of. No danger is threatened from that +quarter. + +"I visited the chaplain of the little church of San Giulio, he was a +young man not unsusceptible to my charms. His predecessor, the old +priest, had just died. For a long time he had been in confinement in +the cloister, and under examination. In the nearest diocese a trial was +to be instituted against him for forgery, of which he had been guilty. +The chaplain himself conducted me up the high steps by the lake into +the sacristy of the church, where he searched through the registry to +reply to my question as to your marriage day. If ever I exerted my eyes +I did so then. Eagerly I followed his movements, noted the book, the +number of the page, the entrance to the sacristy. I thanked the +chaplain, the good man even became tender towards me, and when he +bestowed his blessing upon me he kissed me upon my brow. + +"It was still early morning, and a long day of twelve hours lay before +me. People might, perhaps, have taken me for a love-sick dreamer if +they had seen me wander upon the woodland paths behind the little town. +I could not remain long in the _Leone d'oro_, feverish restlessness had +taken possession of me. + +"I scrambled up the path with its numerous chapels leading to the +pilgrims' church of San Franciscus. I prayed here and there. I did +penance for that which I was about to begin. I felt as if I belonged +not to the bright day, not to this glorious nature! How exquisite was +the view over the lake from the Sacro Monte, upon the chestnut and +walnut woods of Pella, upon the high Alps of Monte Rosa, what a breath +of Spring quivered yonder in the fruit hedge and made the lake ripple! +With my sinister purpose I seemed to be out of place in this bright +world! + +"How sleepily the hours crept on. How long it was before the sun +declined into the west and cast its more slanting rays into the waves +of the lake and upon the house roofs of the little town. And much as I +had longed for this hour with feverish impatience, I became +proportionately alarmed again at the approach of fatal night. + +"Like an incendiary I had provided myself with a tinder-box that was +sufficiently well supplied to contain ample provision, even for many +vain attempts. + +"The windows of the little church of San Giulio were brightly +illuminated, it was the hour of evening service. My boat glided over +the lake in the moonlight, and landed at the tall granite stairs. + +"I ascended the steps. The moon was just hiding its light in a cloud; +and looking back upon the lake, in a boat that seemed to be circling +round the little rocky island, like an eagle round his eyrie, I +perceived a closely enveloped figure, which reminded me of that man +with the bandage. + +"My sight is keen, but it was too dark to recognise the figure more +accurately, and I soon came to the conclusion that I had become the +victim of a morbid delusion. The skiff disappeared behind a rocky +promontory which rose up steeply to the summit, upon which stood the +old tower of Berengarius. + +"I entered the church, but neither could I join in the devotions of the +congregation nor examine the pillars of porphyry, the image of the +Madonna of Ferrari, nor the mosaics of the floor. I only looked about +for some place of concealment in which I could hide myself, and +believed I had discovered one behind a small tomb. + +"I took advantage of a moment in which the sacristan, like the rest of +the congregation, was occupied with the service, to creep behind the +door of the sacristy, and quickly as lightning drew out the key, then I +descended the stairs, and unperceived cast it into the lake. + +"The service was over, the sacristan made his round of the church once +more, and convinced himself that the devout throng had entirely left +it. Having passed my youth amongst bands of smugglers, I am used to +creeping, crawling, and slipping into crevices like lizards, and thus I +succeeded in deceiving the custodian of the church by first gliding +after him and then suddenly disappearing behind the tomb. He sought +long in vain for the key of the sacristy, and at last relinquished the +effort, shaking his head, while he left the door standing open. He shut +the church behind him: I was alone. + +"The first sensation which overcame me was one of undefined dread. A +few lingering moonlight rays still fell through the tall church +windows, and shed a light upon the pictures on the wall, so that they +seemed to move like ghosts. But then the darkness became intense, +either the moon had set or was concealed behind heavy clouds. My +solitary footsteps made a hollow echo upon the floor. I shuddered when +I remembered that about the midnight hour spirits might rise out of the +tombs and keep me company. It was still too early for my undertaking. +Below all was still awake in the island town and upon the lake, a gleam +of light too early would have betrayed me. + +"But from dread of the echo of my footsteps, which rumbled away through +the empty space as if something besides myself were stirring here, I +sat down motionlessly upon a bench, folded my hands, tried to pray, and +then to fall asleep. + +"And a short sleep did overcome me, but I started up from it with a +loud cry. Had I dreamed it? It seemed as if at the other end of the +church something that passed gently over the steps, stumbled over the +benches. + +"But all was still again, the dread of a living being besides myself in +this place had fled to my dreams, and on awaking the delusion still +clung to me. + +"It must have been midnight already; deep silence reigned without, not +a sound from the houses by the lake penetrated to my ears, not even the +dim radiance of the lightly veiled moonlight forced its way through the +windows. Impenetrable heavy clouds must have enveloped the heavenly +orb, because the blackest obscurity filled the church. + +"My sense of locality came to my assistance. I had impressed the plan +of the interior of the church sharply into my memory, estimated all +distances correctly; I knew exactly where the chairs stood, and in how +many rows, where the steps began to ascend to the altar, where was the +entrance to the sacristy. + +"Thus I felt my way from one row to another, measured with careful feet +the distance to the altar steps, and was already placing my foot upon +the lowest one when an invisible hand behind my dress drew me back. + +"I was seized with unutterable horror; my heart beat audibly; it could +be no delusion; I was not alone here; was I in the power of an +invisible enemy; or did a spectre persecute me? + +"I put my hand out behind; I grasped the empty air; the hand had +released my dress; I cried in a strong voice, so as to inspire myself +with courage, 'Who is here?' But nothing replied, excepting one loud +echo from the walls of the empty church. + +"Nevertheless my heart is full of courage, and I said to myself, why +this fear and alarm? What concerns you is that you have pledged your +honour to save your friend; now see that you succeed whether you live +or die, even if hell send its ghosts against you! + +"Indeed, it seemed more probable that some spectre hand had seized me, +than that any human being besides myself lingered in the gloomy place, +but if it were a mortal, then I must try to deceive and out-man[oe]uvre +him. + +"Like lightning this flashed through my mind. I did not ascend any more +steps; softly as possible I glided into a corner, there I drew off my +shoes, and crept once more to the altar steps, which this time I could +pass up undisturbed. I felt about the altar until I had hold of one of +the candelabra, and had convinced myself that a candle was in it. With +nervous anxiety I avoided the least sound. + +"The candlestick in one hand, I went down again from the high altar, +held my dress closely together with the other, so that it might not +sweep the steps. I did not dare to breathe. + +"Then something in the corner stumbled over my shoes, which I had left +there. This time I was not alarmed. I was thankful that the ghost was +on the other side of the church; in all haste I sped into the sacristy +through the door, which was only slightly ajar. + +"I knew that the light would attract the bats, which hopped after me, +and yet I could not shut the door without betraying myself. I groped +for the desk where I had seen the registry lie, there it was still in +the same place. I turned over the leaves and counted the pages, of +which, in the morning, I had taken note. I must gain as much time as +possible before I should burn the tell-tale light. + +"At last the moment had arrived, it must be done. My tinder-box did its +duty; the altar candle burned; the holy light illuminated my unholy +task. + +"For the duration of a second the sensation of sacrilege overcame me, +but time passed. + +"I had only turned over two pages too many, there it stood: Giulia +Bollini, Signor Baluzzi. That was the fatal leaf! With bold resolution +I tore it out and held it in the flame. Then a loud peal of mocking +laughter rang from the door of the sacristy. I looked round and saw the +man with the bandage. + +"The page was burned to atoms, I still saw it as if in a dream; rigid +with fear I saw the man rush upon me; I blew out the light, but I could +not escape him. + +"I felt as one does in those dreams in which we see a monster, a +serpent, a tiger prepared for the spring which shall kill us: my nerves +were over-excited so that I could not distinguish between my dream and +reality. + +"Still nearer came the steps of the gruesome ghost. My senses gave way. +I fell down in a swoon! + +"When I awoke again all was still intensely dark, but morning must soon +dawn. + +"I was alone, as it appeared; nothing stirred. The altar candlestick +still stood upon the desk. I took it up, crept out of the sacristy up +to the altar and put it back upon its old place. Nothing molested me! +My shoes I found in my corner. I put them on, hid myself behind a +pillar, not far from the church door, ready for rapid flight. + +"Indeed, it was not long before the sacristan opened the church doors +for early mass. He went towards the altar, while I glided out behind +him and hastened down the steps as if the church behind me were in +flames. + +"In Orta, also, I only remained a few minutes, then drove over to +Stresa; the coachman could not make his horses go fast enough. In +Bellinzona I became ill from the excitement, and when I had recovered, +I performed very severe penance; my mind was terribly upset, but the +farther north I came, the fresher did the breeze blow towards me. I +began then to triumph that I had outman[oe]uvred that secret emissary +of Baluzzi--because it could be no one else--that I had succeeded, +despite his watchful ambuscade. I triumphed that I had restored you +your liberty, and with this proud emotion I now clasp you in my arms. + +"Burned to ashes is the spell that fettered you, and freely may you +follow your heart!" + +Giulia was intensely excited at her friend's intelligence, amid tears +she squeezed Beate's hands. And yet she could not conquer an internal +fear. Thus breaking into the sanctuary of the church seemed like an +inexpiable act of sacrilege which rested upon her soul; and even if she +believed in the newly-gained liberty she could not feel glad. Anxious +forebodings of unknown possibilities that lay waiting in the air +disturbed her confidence in unclouded happiness. What secrets oppressed +her soul! How could she meet her beloved one's eye? The heavy weight +that lies in the consciousness of forbidden deeds, did not permit her +to draw that free breath without which success loses its triumphant +charms. And yet--she was resolved to seize the supremest bliss in life +in spite of fate, to set the right of her passion above all the rights +in the world. Was her happiness only transitory? She must do penance +and succumb; at any rate, that which she now struggled for with such +ardent longing would once have been her own. + +Beate had not been back many days before Blanden's invitation to +Kulmitten was received. The day of the marriage was decided upon. +Giulia prepared for her departure with Beate after having made a few +purchases for a brilliant toilet. + +Numerous guests from the provincial capital set out on horseback and in +carriages for Kulmitten. The students had not neglected the invitation; +they were glad to be present at a gay wedding. Salomon had arranged a +performance for the Polter-abend, adapted from his collection of +poetical blossoms, and the doctors, Kuhl and Schoener, drove a spirited +team to the lakes of Masuren. Caecilie was expected to come with Olga +and Wegen from the neighbouring estate, where she had gone upon a visit +to her sister, and every one in the district, who had not shown a +hostile spirit towards the proprietor of Kulmitten, was welcome on this +glad occasion. + +Certainly, only a singer! It was, indeed, an unsuitable choice! Several +ladies pretended to be ill, and only allowed their husbands to look on +at the phenomenon so as to be able to bring back an account of the +doings. + +"I do not like such extremes," said Frau Baronin Fuchs to her husband, +"is it necessary to jump from the sanctimonious to the most impudent +children of this world? Certainly, in reality, the other was the same +kind, only a different colour. No power in the world would take me to +this wedding; you, of course, will drive over because everything +connected with rouge pots and stage tinsel has a certain charm for you +now. Well, look from a close point of view at the Circe who has +enchanted this knight of the rueful countenance." + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + THE BRIDAL JEWELS. + + +Two sitting-rooms and bedrooms were prepared for Giulia and Beate in +the old wing of the Castle. Blanden had ridden over to the nearest town +to meet her, and sent on his carriage and four in advance. + +He drove back with her. When they arrived at the boundary of his +possessions, they were greeted by the peasants and tenants with loud +acclamations. A handsomely decorated triumphal arch was erected; canon +resounded far and near, and genuine, indeed, were the rejoicings of the +people, who idolised Blanden. None of the proprietors on the lakes of +Masuren were so gentle and kind as he, certainly none others had +studied Buddha's teachings, or recognised pity for every being of +creation as the original spring of all wisdom and morality. + +The school girl who presented a huge nosegay to Giulia at the gate of +honour, had learned a very long and very profound address, which was +listened to with intense weariness by all but the bride-elect, for whom +an accusation lay in every one of those moral sentiments. Cold water +seemed to be running down her, when the little girl, with devout +dove-like eyes, looked lovingly into her face. + +And when old Olkewicz acted as spokesman for the officials and those +belonging to the estate, and spoke of the old family possession, of the +worthy heir, of his forefathers, then she suddenly felt what, until +now, had been quite unknown to her: that here she was entering into the +sacred circle of a family, into a well-regulated world governed by +moral laws, into touching familiarity amongst equals, into a beautiful +blending together of past and future; and to herself she appeared in +the light of an intruder, who deserved to be cursed, who tore down the +old saintly household gods from the domestic hearth, and with a guilty +hand polluted a stainless roll of ancestors. She shuddered as if seized +with cold; while Olkewicz also stammered in his honest speech and lost +himself--he had suddenly recognised Giulia; it was actually the same +white fairy who had stood on high in the moonlight on the gallery of +the belfry tower. + +The carriage drove on through the park. The Castle was decked with +flags and banners, fluttering merrily in the breeze; all the doors were +wreathed; here a dense crowd--part of which had hastened by a short cut +from the triumphal arch, and were thus in advance--received them with +renewed cheers. + +Blanden was deeply moved, and pressed his betrothed's hand; he knew +that it was true hearty love which bade them welcome. He thought of his +father, of the old lords of the Castle--they blessed his entry. His +feelings were solemn as he lifted his future bride out of the carriage +and led her into the Castle, where he delivered her into the hands of +the guardian spirits of his home. + +When Giulia was seated alone in her room, for a few moments she gave +herself up to a sensation of luxurious comfort; how strange was it for +a wandering disciple of art to have a home, to reign as mistress over a +vast estate! No more need she trouble about the gains of the moment, no +more need she struggle from day to day for a living, competing for fame +and gold, and the favour of the variable crowd which alone could grant +both to her. The labour of art in the muses' temple appeared like a +miserable daily task, which is forced from the reluctant senses, while +only the holiness of enthusiasm sanctifies the artistic duty! From +country to country had she wandered with her nomad tent, tarrying long +wherever she had found plentiful pastures; but how many dangers did the +pirates of criticism prepare for her, by how many _fata morgana_ had +she been deceived--how homeless was her life, her soul! + +What a sensation of security behind the stout walls of this Castle; for +decades, for a whole life-time, every struggle with its necessities was +banished, a life belonging to itself, one not given up to the mob! And +how one must learn to love every little spot of earth which, by the +habit of long association and possession, has become a portion of +ourselves! Without, the trees rustled, the eastern sky glanced in the +reflection of the declining sun, and the evening star, the star of +love, peeped forth in the vapour-like clouds that were tinged with a +delicate red. + +Yonder the tall oaks, the silver poplars, and Scotch firs; the pavilion +with its gay windows peeping out of the Chinese shrubs that surrounded +it; the bridge over the lake; upon the island stood the swans' houses: +at first all seemed but a pretty picture for her contemplation, but +from day to day it must all become blended into her life--every spot, +sanctified by love, become endeared to her heart. + +And how home-like the old furniture in the drawing and other rooms: +_roccoco_ cupboards, and drawers with their sweeping lines, those +arm-chairs, little works of art carved in wood, those heavy curtains, +which formed an easily moved partition between the secret concealed +cabinets and drawing-rooms! How pleasant the faces of the old male and +female servants, who at once took the new mistress to their hearts, and +were ready to watch over their new precious possession as well as they +had ever guarded the most valuable treasure confided to them. + +A proud sensation of happiness overcame her; the dream of a peaceable +existence, of ensured happiness, hovered before her mind, then her hand +was pressed convulsively to her heart; painfully she felt the rift that +extended through her whole life--that she always experienced, even +although concealed from her lover and the world, but which, when it +suddenly yawned, became an abyss which must swallow up all her +felicity. + +She could only listen absently to Beate's chatter, "I must say it is a +true Palazzo Pitti, in which we, however, are the most beautiful +pictures! And as to its being countryfied, the Castle itself certainly +is not so, although the entire population consists of rough unhewn +blocks. One might be in a fortress; down below, Signora, at the foot of +the hill, still stands a massive square tower. I enquired about it, +they call it the 'Dantziger;' it was used for watching the besiegers +and taking them in their rear, it also ensured escape, as a secret +outlet leads to the lake. The stone passage, with its handsome arches, +unites it with the Castle. Well, if I can find a sweetheart here, the +old Dantziger will do me good service for secret adventures and secret +flight. Besides which, in the Castle, there are divers stairs in the +walls, hidden doors--what else I know not! The Knights of the Order had +their secrets, too. We shall find it all out in good time." + +"You are incorrigible with your love of adventures, Beate." + +"Think of the sacristy in the church of San Giulio. What should you be +without me? A very doubtful betrothed, your past rests in the Orta Lake +with the sacristy key! But enough of it. They are very lively over in +the new wing, where all are preparing for the Polter-abend +entertainment; they say it is just like being behind the scenes, gay +masks of every kind, but terribly inexpert wardrobe women; everything +in the world requires experience. If only we were with them, we +understand the art." + +Beate was still chattering when Blanden entered; she possessed tact +enough to disappear as speedily as possible. + +"Only get dressed quickly, dear Giulia!" cried Blanden, "all are +preparing to greet us. I am an outlawed man it is true, but yet one +always possesses some real friends. The Castle is full from attic to +cellar; for twenty years or more there has not been such a garrison. +You bring life into my solitude, let me welcome you cordially once +more." + +He clasped her in his arms and pressed a fervent kiss upon her lips. + +"What is that little box," said Giulia, "which you carry in your hand?" + +"My bridal gift, beloved! I come with a full heart, and may not do so +empty handed." + +He opened the ebony casket: the most beautiful ornaments, a diadem with +brilliants, necklets and bracelets of the most magnificent pearls, and +beside them unset precious stones, sapphires, and rubies shone in such +radiance that Giulia could not suppress a sudden cry of admiration. + +"It is all yours, it is the inheritance which has been bequeathed to +the last Blanden by his mother and by the ancestral mistresses of this +house, there being no living heiress who has the right to these +ornaments. From henceforth you shall wear them, they have found an +owner again who is worthy of them, and well they will suit your dark +hair and fine features!" + +Giulia was dazzled with the brilliant gift, and yet-- Like +will-'o-the-wisps, like snakes of fire, they flashed and quivered +before her eyes! Was it not a robber's hand which grasped this family +possession? + +But she overcame the slight shudder with which she saw the ghostly +ancestresses of the house of Blanden, as they stretched out their bony +hands in protest, or touched her brow and imprinted the sign of the +curse upon her. She was only conscious of Blanden's love and goodness +in confiding such a priceless heritage to her, and, thanking him +cordially, laid her hand upon her heart. + +On that evening she would be queen of the feast, banish all gloomy +thoughts; he should have a right to be proud of her. A mistress of the +toilet, an art belonging to the stage, she would enhance her beauty by +simple attire. Merrily adorned with a wreath of flowers, her hair, +black as ebony, as it fell upon her neck, enframed a face whose fine +moulding did not suffer from the pallor of its features, for that +Venetian colouring appertained to the beauty of marble, to that +idealism of form which was peculiar to her. Her tall slight figure was +seductively enveloped in clouds of pink tulle, and as if of gleaming +foam, bosom and neck, the glorious outlines of a Venus Anadyomene rose +from out that mass of clouds. As she entered the dining-hall with +Blanden, a buzz of admiration passed through the apartment. They were +mostly elderly gentlemen who were present, the younger ones were still +behind the scenes preparing the masquerade. + +Hermann von Gutskoehnen and Sengen von Laerchen had never seen anything +of the kind; the former greeted her with a whispered monologue which +reached its climax in a low oath; the latter held his finger +thoughtfully to his nose, and after his address, "dear friends," had +allowed a considerable pause to follow, "she is a most beautiful woman, +tall, she has breeding, something Arab-like in her nostrils, and +devilish black hair, but no healthy colour--she needs some Masuren +breezes to blow about her cheeks." + +"Thunder and lightning," replied Hermann, "a splendid toilet! But a +betrothed should really be a rose-bud, she is perfectly full blown!" + +"Herr von Blanden has good taste," said Baron von Fuchs to his +neighbour, the Landrath, "it is well that our wives have not come with +us. It was well feigned hoarseness, and a most justifiable headache +which befell them, because I must say--naturally I exclude our +wives--we have no beauties in the district who can be compared with +her. And they who stayed at home have all happily escaped this +sensation. In words they would not have acknowledged this beauty, but +at heart they would have bowed before it as the brethren bowed before +Joseph, in the dream; they would have tingled with unbounded jealousy +to the very tips of their fingers and toes, because whosoever bathes in +the pool of Bethsaida knows how to respect the beauty of the +Olympians." + +Blanden and Giulia welcomed their guests heartily, and then seated +themselves in two garlanded arm-chairs to receive the homage of the +Polter-abend. A merry blast of music announced the commencement of the +performance. + +First appeared lovely water-fairies from the lake. Olga von Dornau led +the dance; the daughter of the Sanitaetsrath from the district town, the +daughters of a retired major, who lived there, and a rich young widow +represented the Naiads decked with reeds. + +The concessions made to the local colouring and faithful costume of the +legend, were of varying degrees, the young widow's being the greatest. +Olga was the speaker of the Kingdom of the Nymphs-- + + + "With the welcome of sisters we greet thee + In thy beauty, our sovereign anew; + Long we mourned, never hoping to meet thee, + Now thine image again we review. + The waters shall mirror thy image afar + As in glory and triumph we carry thy car." + + +Thereupon, Caecilie appeared as the goddess of Song, a wreath of laurels +in her hand; behind her, Thalia and Melpomene, which characters were +assumed by two of her friends. + +Caecilie had composed these lines for herself-- + + + "Silently, sadly, we see you depart, + Leaving our kingdom made greater by you, + But the laurel of fame must give place to the heart, + Happiness there is more lasting and true. + Go you to bliss that cannot be measured, + And leave those behind who will never forget, + Your art as yourself will ever be treasured, + O'er your gain we rejoice, our loss we regret." + + +Then Schoener entered as a herald; in sonorous flowing verses he +announced the arrival of the new mistress of the Castle, and poured +forth praises of the perfection of her beauty and art; he recited these +verses with wonted enthusiasm, and received plenteous applause. + +Herr von Wegen came as the Master, at the head of a number of Knights +of the Order; their white mantles with the black cross, harmonised well +with the old dining-hall, which thus gained historical animation. + +The German Order also greeted the new mistress; the poem, of whose +authorship the fair-haired District Deputy was guiltless, while his +brother-in-law, Dr. Kuhl, was universally thought to be its composer, +contained some humourous flashes; it spoke of a fair lady who had not, +as in former times, surreptitiously entered the house of the Order, and +by the back way, but like a mistress, who is entitled to go up the +principal wide staircase. Thus the Order was completely secularised, +and by this brilliant example the Order of wilful old bachelors equally +so, as was demonstrated by the master himself, and his friend, the +Prussian heathen. + +And now, armed with a mighty club, Dr. Kuhl stepped forth as an ancient +Prussian at the head of a band dressed in skins; he greeted Giulia in +the name of the original inhabitants of the land, who alone possessed a +right to these forests and lakes; he declared war to the knights who +had been imported into this free land, to those monks of the sword, +that black-crossed hypocrisy; with his people he would destroy this +Castle to its very foundations if the presence of so beautiful a +guardian goddess did not compel him to lay his club in homage at her +feet; he concluded with the words-- + + + "I swear it by every sacred god + To-day all wars for ever cease, + No more our blood shall soil the sod + For hence shall reign eternal peace. + When the gods clamour for foemen dead + Our goddess shall offer the olive instead." + + +Then followed another series of more stately pictures, and merry jests. +Salomon had conceived the unhappy idea of appearing as Ariosto, +introducing himself as the Italian Heinrich Heine, and in a mixture of +verses, which were collected, partly from the _Ottave rime_ of the poet +of Reggio, partly from free thinking verses by the Parisian +Aristophanes, and speaking of Herr von Blanden as Orlando, who had +delivered Angelica, bound to the rock of the stage. + +A tall girl, whose form was as redundant as those of the Genoese women, +appeared as "Italia," a basket of fruit in her hands, a wreath of +perfumed orange blossoms in her hair. It was Iduna; she had left +Fraeulein Baute's school, after having met with frequent insults from +the mistress, and openly displayed contempt on the part of her Theodore +Koerner, Dr. Sperner. Her father owned a small estate in the +neighbourhood, and thus she was invited to the entertainment. + +Soon all revolved in merry dance. Blanden opened the ball with Giulia, +and then stood thoughtfully for some time, leaning against a pillar of +the radiated arch; he thought of the other dance beneath the pear tree, +and the pale shadow of his lovely Eva mingled in the rows of the +dancers. She had pledged him in the unalloyed bliss of youth; this +woman brought the rapture of passion. But he felt that with her came a +rent in his life. The gay company assembled, from which the most +distinguished ladies of the neighbourhood were absent, the coldness of +the members of his party in the capital, all proved to him that he had +once more rendered it impossible to take a firm foothold in his home, +and to attain a higher position in political life by any recognised +influence; but it was only a transient heretical thought! There she +stood before him in all her beauty, a fascinating woman! Her eyes +gleamed with promise; dancing had brought a warmer colour to the marble +of her features; her bosom heaved with sweet excitement, she appeared +like a breathing statue of a goddess! A lamp shone in the pavilion! +myrtles and oranges shed their perfume; the stars of Italy gazed +sparklingly down from the deep blue sky! He encircled her firmly with +his arms, and sped to a wild measure through the old hall. Giulia was +in her brightest mood, she would and did forget everything that was +painful and hostile in her life; she chatted more pleasantly than ever +before, and had a friendly winning word for every one; a roguish smile +played around her lips, as she said to Blanden-- + +"I cannot realise that I shall never more stand behind the piano; never +more look down upon my worthy conductor's bald head when he wields his +_baton_, or into the manager's complacent countenance after a +well-paying house; that Dr. Schoener will never more arrange a poetical +nosegay for my vase; no Spiegeler cause me sleepless nights by the +stings of his wasps and bees. But away with all laurel wreaths! +Without, in the theatrical world, the echo of my name will not yet have +quite died away, and when it is dead, it will no longer trouble the +memory of the world to come, which will be inundated with many more." + +Kuhl, the heathen, who had just performed a wild round dance with the +orange-perfumed Italian, in which he had squeezed Iduna's hands with +more fervour than the requirements of the dance demanded, now turned to +Giulia and began a battle of words with her upon which she readily +entered. Kuhl had only seen her as Blanden's nurse, when wounded, and +spoken to her in a serious manner; her happy mood stirred him +strangely, but was doubly attractive, and he could not leave her side +while Blanden was enjoying a dance with Olga. + +"Excuse me, Signora," suddenly said Caecilie's somewhat sharp voice. +"Look here, my friend! I only wish to tell you that there must now be +an end of polytheism, and that you shall neither worship the slight +Italian marble goddess nor plump Iduna with her apples of eternal +youth, neither one of Raffael's nor Ruben's beauties. Look this way my +friend! I am now your Alpha and Omega, as the Bible says. I have now a +right to you, and shall know how to assert it." + +Kuhl listened to the conjugal lecture; sadly he then took up his club, +which had been propped against a pillar, and leaning upon it, pondered +over the fate which even the most irrefutable theories find in life's +irksome custom. He resigned himself to the melancholy conviction that +he, the Hercules of free love, had, after all, allowed his Dejanira to +charm him into a Nessus shirt. + +Dancing and enjoyment lasted until late into the night, then the guests +retired to their chambers. Blanden accompanied his betrothed to the +carved oak door of her apartment, and left her with an ardent kiss and +the whispered words, "Until to-morrow!" + +Beate, who had danced bravely and made a slight conquest of a young +lawyer, was so fatigued that she had thrown herself, half undressed, +upon the bed in her room, which was situated behind Giulia's, and had +fallen into a sound sleep. + +Giulia was still in her sitting-room--she gazed into the moonlit park; +high into the air the fountain cast its stream of silver, gently around +the trees quivered that dreamy light which rocks the soul with vague +forebodings. + +Dance, wine, love had intoxicated her. Was not the world so beautiful, +life so happy! + +She longed to rejoice, like the ray of water springing up towards the +skies! + +She threw aside her ball dress, and in her light dressing-gown +contemplated her reflection in the large mirror. She felt so +lighthearted, so free--and was she not beautiful, youthfully beautiful? +A heavy destiny had passed over her, but in its flight it only slightly +touches the favourites of the gods. No creases, no wrinkles, she needed +no paint-pot to conceal them, no weight of cares had been able to bow +her tall form, and the consciousness of her own beauty thrilled her +with delight. + +Then she hastened to the cupboard, which was placed in a panel of the +wall, opened it with a carefully secured key, and took out the jewel +box which Blanden had given to her. First she let the splendid stones +glisten in the lamp light, then flash in the moon's radiance, while she +revelled in the sparkling lights and the prismatic rays which played to +and fro. + +Then she stepped before the large mirror, put the diadem of brilliants +upon her curls, decked herself with the pearl necklace, with the +bracelets, glistening with rubies and emeralds. She thought herself +magnificent as a queen; thus, in her dazzling splendour, ornamented +with the prince's crown, might not everything be permitted to her? Need +a ruler fear his conscience, that sentinel of the garrison? Did she, in +her power and beauty, not stand far above it? + +They were proud dreams in which she indulged--blissful +self-forgetfulness, the ruinous intoxication of dark spirits of the +earth, which guard the treasures of the deep, and scatter that shining +dust into the eyes of mankind that it may perceive nothing but the +sparkling brilliance of mammon and soulless splendour. She walked up +and down before the mirror, bent her head to see how the coronet of +brilliants became her dark locks, turned to the right and to the left; +but then the spirit of the stage came upon her, a vain spirit at first, +and she repeated scenes from operas, raising her arms, now wringing her +hands, then extending them as if cursing, all the time admiring the +shining lights of her bracelets as they played about those beautifully +rounded forms. + +Then she stood again as still as sculptured marble and gazed at herself +as though she were looking at a statue, standing in a niche of a +Pantheon. Then, suddenly--it was no dream--the mirror began to move; it +was pushed on one side by invisible hands: she commenced to tremble, to +rub her eyes--her own reflection disappeared with the mirror like a +ghost into the surface of the wall--and, instead, a space black as an +abyss yawned before her--and a draped figure sprang into the room and +threw off its cloak. + +It was Baluzzi! + +She started back with a loud cry. + +"Traitoress!" cried he, "now you are worthy of me!" + +Giulia staggered back a few paces, half unconscious, with one hand +resting upon the back of the roccoco chair, she held the other +tremblingly towards the intrusive ghost. + +"Back, back!" she cried with a failing voice, that was almost stifled +into a convulsive whisper. + +"I believe, indeed, that you would refuse to see me, and that I am more +hateful to you to-day than any other being whom the world contains. I +come most inopportunely, I know, and that is why I come. And how +beautifully you are adorned--for the galley!" + +Giulia seized the diamond crown, the necklace and bracelet, all almost +unconsciously, as if in a heavy dream, in which one seeks in blind +haste to protect life, possessions and estate from unavoidable ruin; +but her hand was paralysed, and the ornaments adhered to her. + +"Beautifully adorned, and still beautiful!" cried Baluzzi, stepping +nearer, "still as beautiful as once when you stood before the altar in +the little church of San Giulio! Do not shrink from me--before others +you are a bride elect, before others you may feign modesty, and wrap +yourself in the bridal veil, not before me! I have an old and sacred +right over you--your body, your soul belong to me, and to me alone; you +cannot be separated from me so long as the indissoluble word of the +Church exists upon earth, and I place my hand upon you as upon a +runaway slave--Giulia Baluzzi, my wife!" + +And he went up to her, held the struggling woman with a strong arm, and +laid the other hand upon her marble shoulder that quivered as if in the +grip of a tiger cat. + +"Stand back, madman," whispered Giulia in a suppressed tone of alarm, +"stand back, or I shall call for help." + +"You will not do so, my child! You will not call for help, not even if +I murder you with my dagger! You would prefer to drop mutely into my +arms, and with expiring eyes to implore me--for silence, for +forgetfulness! Is it not so? A cry for help!--what is a cry for help +but a cry for shame, for disgrace, for law and executioner? I know you +better, my little dove; so imprudent you are not; the friend of Beate, +the cunning robber of a church, possesses too much sense and +understanding." + +"I shall call for help," said Giulia, with pride and defiance, now +releasing herself from Baluzzi's arms. "And if I declare you before all +the world to be a robber and a liar, all will deem your utterances to +be madness, because the proofs are wanting." + +"The proofs are ready." + +"They were, perhaps; but they are no longer." + +"Haha," said Baluzzi, with a mocking laugh, "you rely upon your astute +messenger, upon Beate, who lays her devil's paw upon the altar candles +and registers, at the ghostly hour of midnight lights a firebrand in a +sacristy. A harmless amusement! Had it not been so harmless I should +have prevented it, but it was great amusement for me to watch the +lizard as it glided into the crevices in the church walls, and to carry +on a game with it; unfortunately she swooned too soon. I should have +liked to torture her still longer, have made her bones rattle, the +good-for-nothing! You all possess courage only up to a certain point; +the little witch, too, showed courage, but then, in a moment, it goes +out like a candle that has burned down, that has consumed itself all +too speedily." + +"But the proofs are destroyed," said Giulia, although doubtfully and +alarmed at Baluzzi's scorn, because she could not help fearing that by +some means Beate's undertaking had failed. + +"You are mistaken, my child. I do not allow the thread by which I hold +you to be so easily withdrawn from my hands. I have my spies, and when +I heard from Antoinette, my little scout, whither Beate intended to go, +I knew enough. At first I accompanied her in the greatest possible +_incognito_, then I gained a considerable start in order to obtain the +necessary information. I was at the See at Milan. I knew that an +enquiry into some forgery was pending against the former priest of San +Giulio. I have staunch friends, even at the holy courts of law. A +priest, with whom I worked formerly in Monaco, at my desire, enquired +if amongst the deeds of the suit a copy of the registry of San Giulio +did not exist; a legal official copy certified by the chaplain. I had +reason to expect this because the suit concerned a falsification of the +register. My supposition was well-founded--now I was safe, now I could +play with that dangerous culprit who is your greatest friend, as a cat +does with a mouse. All respect to you, we are quits. I awaited her +arrival in Orta, dogged all her steps, and my knowledge of the church +permitted me to hide myself in the little crypt. The fire of joy at +midnight I vouchsafed to her with malicious pleasure, but our marriage, +my child, is signed and sealed in the legal copy in the register number +two, that lies at Milan, valid before God and man. It is a pity that +the travelling expenses, and heroic courage were spent in vain, that +the triumph was useless--I have the proofs!" + +Giulia's courage fell with each of Baluzzi's words. She felt herself to +be completely in his power, thus everything that she had done to free +herself from him, even Beate's criminal proceeding, was all in vain. +She looked at him with the glance of a mortally wounded deer. + +"You do not believe my story? Here in my pocket-book is the most exact +information as to where the document can be found which proves my +perfect right to you. Now will you still cry for help?" + +Silently Giulia covered her face with her hands. + +"You are going to be sensible, my child; I thought so! That is why I +come to you at night, it is very considerate of me, and on a toilsome +road too. A wonderful child led me here--my rare little sea-devil, whom +I have taken into my service. It is the road upon which you must now +follow me!" + +"What are you thinking of? Impossible!" said Giulia, springing up. + +"The road is not very pleasant! Close beside the shore of the lake +there is a cave--my blood-hound found it; it is overgrown with thistles +and bushes, the little one worked with an axe and sickle all last night +to clear the passage. One must stoop to pass through. It leads to the +old tower, which, with its ivy-clad walls, casts its shadow below upon +the moonlit shrubs in the park. It was the watch tower, the battle and +sally-tower of the knights, and the hidden road ensures them flight in +case of defeat. From the tower a secret walled passage leads into the +Castle. It is covered with rubbish and ruins, and there are awkward +steps to go up and down. But then a little masked winding-staircase in +the wall leads up to this mirror door. My wonderfully clever seal +discovered all this. It took us some time last night before we could +find out the mechanism of this door. We knew that these rooms were +destined for you. We tried a long time, but I am clever at such +secrets, and beneath its external disguise found the spot where one +must press so as to make the wooden panel move and slide back. The +little one waits below with a dark lantern--the boat is tied up close +to the egress of the hollow way. It will cost a few bruises and torn +clothes, then we shall sail over the lake and away over the Russian +frontier." + +"You are out of your senses, Baluzzi!" + +"Shall I remind you of our past, of our agreement? We were married +secretly. You were a singer whose fame was waxing. I, an inferior +chorus singer, who could do no better. I saw myself, that your +prospects would be damaged if the world knew of our marriage. Soon I +resigned the miserable position of an incapable helper's helper in the +troupe of singers at the theatre, and I must confess it, gave myself up +to a somewhat dissipated life. I drank and gambled. I became a croupier +in Monaco, your fame was augmenting. Our paths led farther and farther +asunder. All the same, I loved you fervently, but I perceived that your +love diminished daily. You were ashamed of me. You began to avoid me, +to fly from me. I required money, much money for my habits of life. +They are as respectable and distinguished as those of a well-born +prince who squanders his heritage. How often was I not in +embarrassments enough to make one's hair stand on end, badly in debt. +It was at that time we made an agreement that I should avoid you as +long as you were at the theatre, but, that in return, the greater +portion of your abundant gains should always be paid over to me. So +long as you were at the theatre--that was the condition. Recollect it! +No evasions! I am a man of my word, and I shall see that faith is kept +with me also. _Cospetto!_ In my hand I hold the power to compel you." + +"I, too, kept my word," said Giulia, "and more than this, I have often +starved that you might live luxuriously." + +"For two years," said Baluzzi, "when you were here in Prussia during +the summer I was left without news of you." + +"Owing to your irregular life the letter to you must have been lost--an +unfortunate chance which I do not lament over much." + +"Then for two years I was in Russia, lost to you. I had business that +made me acquainted with sables and ermines. I exonerate you from blame +for that time, nevertheless you thus became my debtor. However, if you +leave the stage, you cannot redeem yourself now, you no longer have +your own independent earnings and possessions. Therefore, from +henceforth, you belong to me! Thank the Madonna that I have come to +hold you back from a crime--follow me!" + +"Never!" said Giulia, folding her hands. + +"Do you then think that my passion for you is extinguished? Even when +far away it burned in my bosom with silent fervour, and this glow +expands into bright flames since I have seen you once more, because you +are the most beautiful woman whom I have met with upon my manifold +journies in life, and I have seen women of every nation and of every +class. It is a proud sensation that of possessing you, not secretly, +no, before all the world to display you, and it is a delight to fold +you in my arms." + +Giulia hid her face as she drew back. + +"Yet do not believe that it is the same old love, as beneath Italy's +orange and myrtle trees when you were my Madonna, when my heart beat +for you, when I looked up to you as to a queen of heaven floating amid +a bright halo. And even then, when you parted from me as from one +unworthy who might not follow in the ascending paths of your life, even +in the desolate existence that I led, still I always looked up as one +looks up at a heavenly orb through a crevice in a grotto. Then came +those days of Lago Maggiore, I watched and saw how you were faithless +to me, you bought yourself free from my anger, because then I was in a +desperate position, but since that time my feelings have been +completely metamorphosed. My Madonna was one no longer, and though she +may not repent, I have vowed to myself to make her do so." + +"Oh, to be fettered to crime, and in addition by sacred bonds--is there +a more unhappy fate? Is despair not justified, even when it clutches +convulsively at transient felicity? Well, I may belong to you, but you +do not belong to me, never so long as my spirit can move its wings in +liberty, can appreciate the beautiful, believe in what is noble." + +Giulia had risen proudly, she had recovered herself, overcame her fear +and terror, courage of death shone on her brow. + +"Any one who saw you now--truly a vestal, whose fire, alas, had often +gone out. It looks like gold and is brass, it gleams like silver and is +tin. And this, on the day on which a crime shall be consecrated. The +cocks have already crowed, midnight is past, your second wedding day +will soon dawn, do not forget your first myrtles; its stars still +shine, the second can only consist of nightshade and fox-glove, it +breathes the poison of a lie. _Corpo di bacco_--such a saint--it makes +one laugh!" + +"I know, I feel that I am committing an impious act, I am defying law, +I am deceiving the best of men, but I only deceive him out of endless +love, and so utterly unworthy is that which is protected by law, that I +dare all because I believe in the pardon of Heaven." + +"You need not have this sin pardoned, it will not be committed." + +"Hear me Baluzzi!" + +"Hear me first! I have not yet told you all. Since those days by the +lake, love died in my heart, passion remained, but it was a wild +passion that wavered between love and hatred; expiation I had hoped for +from you, but you cast flaming anger into my heart. You shall be mine, +your kisses shall give me rapture, my pulses shall throb louder, when I +hold you in my arms, but only like the pirate's pulses, who rejoices +over the captured beauty. Never shall I forget that you injured and +betrayed me beyond expression, that you are my slave, over whom I +exercise my proud right of master, whether I torture and chastise, or +whether I love her. What are your laurel wreaths to me? Dried up straw +which I burn, because no more gold glitters on its leaves, but as in +mockery of your renown, the queen of the stage shall preside at my +gaming-tables beside other painted harridans, and shall decoy victims +into my net--the trade will flourish! The remains of a great name will +suffice for it, that little candle end can still shed some light. You +shall obey me, tremble before me! That is the expiation, the penance +for an overbearing and faithless wife!" + +"And to such degradation shall I follow you, give myself up to such +disappointment? Death rather!" + +"There is a still better means, Signora! Seize your dagger, kill me, +let me be killed as a robber and housebreaker, then you will be free, +and with a light heart can greet the first ray of the morning sun; but +I am on my guard, my glances do not leave you, do not leave that door +behind which Beate sleeps. I know that she has a pocket pistol under +her pillow, and a crime more or less does not matter to her, but I am +prepared to meet her also." + +And Baluzzi pulled out a pistol. + +"Beate sleeps in the second room," said Giulia, "she does not hear us! +We will not excite ourselves--one calm word! An unhappy fate has +brought us together, it should never have happened. Our paths led far +asunder, but the indissoluble bond remains; it is cruel to tie up my +soul with it, it is indissoluble there, indissoluble also for me here, +because I dare not venture forth with this life-long lie, without +forfeiting my future happiness. But you would not be separated, +although to do so lay in your power. I beg, I implore you, do not let +your old right interfere in my life. I was always your friend, I will +remain so, but upon my knees I implore you, grant me the bliss of this +true love. I ask nothing but silence, do not make him miserable who +hazarded his life for me. Is it then so great a sacrifice not to utter +words which would plunge two people into calamity? Is it impossible to +resign a dreamed-of possession, a right that is dead?" + +"A dreamed-of possession?" shouted the Italian, "the real right will +still find its protection in the world, and when I see you thus before +me, in all the magic of your charms, I long to press you to my heart +and to rejoice in my beautiful possession; my blood surges up within +me, like the fire-spring of Salfatora. I am no Don Juan who breaks at +night into the sanctuary of the house, I am no adulterer, no seducer; I +am the husband, and that word is like a king's crown and sceptre, +before which all the nation bows. The law would drive you into my arms +with rods, if you refuse, because to me is given power over you." + +"Away, do not touch me!" + +"And if I do? I am safe from your cries for help!" + +"That you are not," cried Giulia in supreme excitement, "not even if I +must let my shame resound through the house with the alarm bell! Rather +than rest in your arms, rather than follow you and obey that vile +control which your right and will exercise, rather would I fall crushed +upon my knees before every one, confess the incredible, pray for mercy, +and then seek and find death. You know me! I dare do much, I dare do +what is unheard of! With bold hand I will rob myself of my own +happiness. He who dares that is prepared for all! Beside the summit +there is an abyss and no other path--least of all no other path in +common with you!" + +Giulia's wild determination made an impression upon Baluzzi; he knew +those convulsively closed lips, those knitted eyebrows, those rigid +glances; he knew that at such moments she was capable of extremities. + +What, then, was left to him? The sensation of gratified revenge, a mere +shadow of recollection--but not the bliss of the rack, and what his +passion, his avarice, might perhaps still expect of the future, would +then be buried for evermore. + +He stopped, and hesitated. + +Then, as Giulia rose from her knees in haughty anger, the light of the +lamp swept across her head-dress, so that the diamonds flashed and +quivered, and a dream-like firework of precious stones seemed to +scintillate upon her head. + +The Italian was suddenly dazzled and enraptured with the ornament which +he had, indeed, perceived immediately upon his entrance, but which he +had not estimated at its full value. + +His eyes wandered from the coronet to the strings of pearls, down to +the bracelets; they passed on to the open jewel casket on the table +whence a brilliancy betokening great promise shone in the dim light. + +Giulia followed his gaze, his expression had entirely changed: the glow +of passion, the madness of revenge had given place to mute greed, to +avarice, that sought gratification, not from the animate, but the +inanimate objects. As if spell-bound his glance hung upon the +brilliants. A considerable pause ensued, Giulia imbibed new courage. + +"You are not poor," said Baluzzi, suddenly, "is that your own?" + +"My wedding present," replied Giulia. + +"All this--and those precious stones, too? Show me the coronet!" + +Giulia removed it. Baluzzi seized a candle which stood upon the table +beside him and illuminated the glittering stones. He drank in their +radiance as he slowly examined them. Then, as if making some +calculation, moved his lips; every one of these stones became changed +into a sparkling number, and dazzling as if in a Bengal light, a noble +sum flashed before him. + +"You see," said Giulia, who had grasped the sudden change equally +quickly, "Blanden is liberal, and although I may earn nothing more +myself, his gifts will render it possible for me, even, if not to the +same extent as formerly, still to remember you." + +"Do you think so?" said Baluzzi, as he looked at her with widely opened +eyes. + +"And although I have retired from the stage, I will save for you just +the same, only do not demand impossibilities, take the circumstances +into consideration; less than formerly can I only call my own, dispose +of less, but, otherwise, things shall be as they were." + +"Less? You are very modest! When did you ever have such beautiful +ornaments before?" + +"They are the Blandens' family jewels, they do not belong to me! They +are only lent to me." + +"Lent? You told me yourself that he had given them to you." + +"For my life-time, perhaps! Such heirlooms revert to the family. I look +upon them as a property entrusted to my keeping." + +"Give me the ornaments," cried Baluzzi, taking hold quickly. + +"Impossible," replied Giulia, paling. "They are my wedding jewels for +tomorrow." + +"Haha," laughed Baluzzi. "And you do not fear that these sparkling +stones should scorch your hair, or change themselves into little +snakes, such as play around the heads of the Furies? I have a great +undertaking in prospect, besides, I have much money to pay in Russia. I +offer you the choice: give me the diadem or I remain. I shall expose +you before all the world, and assert my rights." + +Giulia looked once more imploringly at him. Her eye dropped. She was +weary of the endless torture. + +"Cease! I beseech you, Baluzzi! What shall I say? How excuse myself?" + +"Invent a robber. You are inventive enough. A lie, more or less, cannot +matter to you, and this is not the worst," added he, scornfully. + +"Oh, this torture, this humiliation! Am I not a cowardly woman? Where +is my pride, where is my strength? Have you not appeared as one come to +warn me, to call to me, 'So far, and no farther! Cease, cease from your +reckless game!' And I have not courage to resign, standing before +supreme happiness, not the courage of truth, not the courage to speak +one single word, to avoid an act of infamous sacrilege! Unworthy +struggling, and cheating! That is the greatest humiliation. In open +confession, in the lowest abnegation, before universal repudiation, +there would still be sublimity! A voice would cry to me, 'You have done +rightly,' and above my head I should hear the fluttering of the wings +of my life's good genii who have long since forsaken me." + +She seemed to be speaking to herself! Eagerly Baluzzi awaited the +decisive result of this monologue, at the same time with his eyes +devouring the diamonds in Giulia's hand. + +"I cannot," cried she suddenly, striking her brow with her clenched +hand. "I am too weak, too powerless! Duty's command appears like a +horrible spectre that gives me up to boundless misery, while under the +spell of criminal silence an ardently longed-for happiness beckons to +me. Pity, pity!" + +She cried to Heaven for it with clasped hands; Baluzzi answered, as +though she had spoken to him. + +"None of that! The diamonds! It is my last word!" + +"And the price--your everlasting silence!" + +"Everlasting? Oh, no! That would be a bad bargain! But, by my honour, +for a year, if I live so long, I will not remind you. I will be +silent." + +"A very sword above my head! And yet a year's felicity! How much +happiness does not even a moment contain! Who can destroy what once was +ours? And what once it has bought from hell can never be reclaimed! And +yet--how my heart will beat at every step, at every rustle or rattle of +the leaves. No, no, everlasting silence--and the jewels are yours." + +"A year--give them, give them, senseless woman!" + +He grasped the diamond circle and wrenched it from Giulia's hands after +a short indifferent resistance. + +"Then farewell, complete your crime! A year--but pray for my life! For +I have sworn before I die to be revenged upon you! I leave no other +will, save my curse, which shall be upon you." + +With these words, and still holding the sparkling ornament high in the +air, he disappeared behind the mirror-door, which he pushed back again +into the framework of the wall. + +Giulia sank upon a seat. She extinguished the lamp and candles. +Sleepless, dreamless, she gazed fixedly through the windows into the +night. The moon had set. The grey dawn did her good. Everything faded +into uncertainty. A cradle song passed through her mind! How terrible +the rising day which gave distinct form again to everything which +erected the implacable barriers of life! + +And on it came with its increasing light, and tinged the tops of the +trees. When Beate entered Giulia was still sitting motionlessly in her +evening robe in the easy chair. + +On descending the winding staircase Baluzzi found Kaetchen sitting upon +the first steps of the subterranean passage beside the dark lantern. + +Impatient she had certainly become, and had even crept up the stairs. +She had listened, but understood nothing, for Baluzzi and Giulia spoke +in Italian. + +In her hand she held something that fluttered and flapped strangely. It +was a bat which had whirled around her lantern, and threatened to +entangle itself in her hair. When she perceived Baluzzi she started up. + +"Well, and she?" + +"She will remain this time," said the Italian. "She has bought herself +off." + +He showed the magnificent diamonds, but they made no impression upon +the girl. + +"Bought herself off?" said she, as she raised the lantern, let the bat +fly away, and stared at Baluzzi in idiotic amazement. + +She scrambled down a few steps through the rubbish in the subterranean +passage. + +Then Kaetchen stopped suddenly. + +"And the marriage will still take place to-morrow?" + +"Yes, yes!" + +"Most wonderful!" + +"Is she not your wife?" + +"So the legend says, my child!" + +On they clambered over the rubbish. Bats whirred round the lantern. + +"To-morrow I must go to the district town," said Baluzzi. + +"Leave me here, to-morrow. I will dance in the barn with the peasants +at the wedding." + +The Italian gave his consent. + +They rested themselves in the old watch tower, before commencing the +still more toilsome path through the narrow passage to the shore of the +lake. + +"And you could not, would not prevent it. I thought we should drag her +with us, perhaps, still in her beautiful clothes, in her satin shoes +over the sharp stones, so that the blood would flow over her delicate +little feet! Why, you said you would torture her, bind her firmly if +she resisted, oh, I had bandages ready that she could not have torn. We +should have stowed her away in the boat like a little mass of misery +and had she become unruly, I might have struck her with a dripping oar. +You said this, and what have you done? Nothing--she will be happy, the +proud creature--and he, he!" + +"Come before dawn breaks," said Baluzzi, urging her to start. + +"I must think it over," Kaetchen muttered to herself. + +A gust of wind sweeping through the loopholes of the Dantziger, +extinguished the lantern. + +"Follow me," said Kaetchen, "I have cat's eyes, and can see in the dark. +Here is the passage to the shore. Stoop, you know it is low, but we can +feel and grope our way through." + +"Horrible darkness, _corpo di bacco_," muttered Baluzzi, while he +measured the height of the grotto passage with one hand. + +"To-morrow it will be brighter here," Kaetchen hummed, "but come on, +thorns and thistles will not sting you now. I have beheaded and cut +them down, I understand how to clear things away, away with the weeds!" + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + THE WEDDING DAY. + + +Brightly dawned the day, but the morning sun disappeared early beneath +the glowing clouds, with which the whole sky was soon overcast. + +A cold, feeble rain pattered down; a few wedding guests ventured into +the park, but the chilly disagreeable weather soon drove them back. +Blanden was busied with arrangements in the Castle; this time his +master of the kitchen and cellar had not been granted leave of absence; +he had to show the wonders of the Castle to Olga, his stately mistress. +Dr. Kuhl was only allowed to devote himself to the nymphs of the lake. +Caecilie looked strictly after him, lest he wished to lay his homage at +the feet of the Castle fairies. There were the most charming little +town girls present, whom such a Don Juan by profession could wind up +like a watch, so that their hearts ticked in a race with the throbs of +his. Iduna, the late head scholar, was there, a fresh child of Nature +with developed appreciation of manly beauty. Her first love had been an +unhappy one, but with that elixir within her, she saw a Doctor Sperner +in every man. She had cast an eye upon Kuhl, and was little gratified +that Salomon became her cicerone, exhibiting all the apartments of the +Castle full of historical associations. + +"In this dining-hall, my Fraeulein, certainly no one ever danced before, +but you must not think that everything was conducted in a very holy +manner. Yes, at the time of Winrich of Kniprode, these gentlemen had to +be called to order. There were Grand Masters at the Marienburg, whose +glance extended to the remotest corners of the land. But later ensued a +period of decay. They certainly still sometimes fought bravely, it +was their trade, and it was immaterial to them whether they held a +prayer-book or a sword in their hands--they understood their letters +very well, and scratched whole alphabets into their enemies' faces. I +assume that this Castle has also often been besieged by the Poles--from +the Dantziger there the knights no doubt have triumphantly repelled the +attack of the others; courage upon the whole, my Fraeulein, is a very +ordinary virtue practised partly at the word of command, partly under +compulsion. I do not think much of it. All the world is brave, even the +oxen in the meadows, which stand before their enemies and rush at one +another with their horns." + +"But I should think," said Iduna, before whose mind stood Theodor +Koerner's picture in all its glory, "it is one of the noblest virtues, +the fruit of glorious enthusiasm," and she added a few passages, which +she had retained in her memory from her most successful theme upon the +Lieutenant of Hussars. + +"Enthusiasm is all very fine," said Salomon, "but who has time for it +before a battle! Men must clean their weapons, count their cartridges, +eat a morsel of commissariat bread. I speak of to-day, because the +Knights of the Order did not know that nutritious food, and when once +the troops start, they must listen exactly to the commander's order, +march, halt, load, fire! Enthusiasm--it is only to be found amongst +warlike poets. In battle people are as excited as in a boxing match; +they hit out on all sides, they know it is a matter of life or death, +they may lose their collars, they see nothing, think nothing, only try +to save their own skins. There is nothing more stupid than a soldier in +a battle." + +"You describe it so vividly," said Iduna, "that one might believe you +had been present yourself." + +"Not at a battle, but often at a fight. Besides, where is there any +battle now? We live in everlasting peace. No, no my Fraeulein! I have +merely cast a few glances into the human mind, and if one will discover +the truth, one must always assume the contrary of that which poetry +asserts. Poetry is merely a beautiful falsehood. But, as I said, the +brethren of the Order might be brave even at the time of their decay, +but they led a merry life; I wager that they drank as bravely in this +dining-hall, as at any drinking party of Lithuanians or Masurens, and +that the gaily painted Madonna, with her radiant colours in the window +panes, was not the only representative of womanhood, but that also many +a high born knight's young lady--" + +"No, never, Herr Salomon," said Iduna, promptly. + +The youth was about to spare the maiden's blushes by passing suddenly +to the event of the day, when the other ladies and girls declared that +it was time to dress, and Iduna was not sorry to leave the highly +educated student, who shed the radiance of enlightened human +understanding into every corner, in which any illusion still lingered +fondly. He knew that few, like himself, stood upon the height of +nineteenth century reason. + +Beate would not be debarred from dressing her friend for the ceremony. +She looked beautiful in her veil and white satin robe, but was ghastly +pale. Beate advised her to have recourse to artificial aid, but Giulia +very decidedly rejected every reminiscence of her past. + +There she appeared, really like a marble bride; on beholding her, Kuhl +remembered how he had once called her so, when Blanden told him of his +adventures on the Lago Maggiore. At first sight her beauty gave an +impression of pride and coldness, but any one looking more closely +recognised the softening influence of internal suffering which +overshadowed her features. + +They were a handsome pair; there was no dissentient voice in the +unenvious assembly. Blanden had quite recovered from his duel, he +looked noble and grand, the dreaminess in his features possessed a +charm of its own, such gentleness, such benignity lay in it, and when +he opened his eyes widely they told of superior intellectual spirit. + +All the ladies appeared in brilliant toilets; both the brides elect, +Caecilie and Olga, with Beate, were the bridesmaids. The unheard of +event that Dr. Kuhl had donned a frockcoat, betokened that Caecilie had +already made progress in taming the rebel. As for him, he contemplated +himself in the pier-glasses, shrugging his shoulders and saying to +Wegen he felt like a bear at a fair, whom the bear-leader had dressed +up in a red jacket; however, he must perform his antics and dance to +the drum. And so saying, he stretched about and strained his Herculean +arms in the unwontedly fine material. + +The procession was arranged and moved through the dining-hall into the +festively decorated and flower bedecked chapel. There, behind the +altar, upon which Giulia had once placed an enchanted souvenir, stood +the minister. She thought of the two Italian island churches, of the +one in which she had stood before the altar as to-day; in the other +where she had confessed to a forbidden love, and before the sacred word +and sacred act she was overcome with a full consciousness of her sinful +temerity. + +As in a vision, her whole life passed before her, she did not listen to +the words of the Bible. The "Yes" in the church of San Giulio rang in +her ears--the echo of the chapel seemed to strengthen it--at first it +sounded like the crash of scorn, and still louder, more grave, more +solemn, the thunder of the judgment day--her knees tottered. Everything +was bathed in dreamy light--she was herself, and yet was not--she was +there and here. + +Did not the lake of Orta roar outside? + +No, it was the storm which had risen, sweeping through the tops of the +pines, and stirring up the waves of the northern water mirror. + +Fancy often erects a bridge of dreams from one summit of life to +another, and deep below in oblivion lie all its other paths. + +Giulia was absorbed in a vision, in a self-delusion; the pictures of +the past and present became mixed up, but the confusion was agonising; +her hand trembled in Blanden's. + +Then the rings were exchanged, Giulia looked into his luminous eyes, he +bent over her with an expression of most ardent love. The shadows +disappeared, she felt the full consciousness of the bliss of the +present, and in a voice not trembling with anguish of conscience, but +with all the warmth of intense devotion, she spoke the word of consent. + +When Blanden led her to dinner he asked about the diadem; he had hoped +that she would adorn herself with it on that day--when again should so +good an opportunity be offered of letting the proud family heritage of +the Blandens' shine in all its glory? And when it shone above the +flowing bridal veil, the sanction of the family, the blessing of the +long row of female ancestors, of that house would at the same time rest +upon the brow of her who entered that line: she was received into the +sanctuary of the noble women who for centuries had held their sway over +this home. Giulia blushed deeply, and with deceitful words pleaded +modesty and humility as her excuse, but Blanden felt that he was +rebuffed, painfully disappointed that she had scorned to adorn herself +with his costly gift; it was like a note of discord in the harmony of +the entertainment, and he could not suppress a sensation of anxious +misgiving. + +The grand wedding dinner passed off very cheerfully. Giulia possessed +the lightheadedness of an actress; in glad emotions she forgot +everything which at other times might depress her, she imbibed +forgetfulness and courage with the sparkling froth of the champagne. +Then, when her countenance brightened, a slight colour suffused it as +she smiled and joked, and gave herself up to a genial actress' mood, +which owes its birth to a rich treasury of recollections; then only her +beauty, which until now had but inspired cold admiration, warmed all +hearts, and Blanden was deemed fortunate to have won so beautiful a +wife. + +There was no lack of toasts and verses. Schoener made use of a few ideas +which he had once mustered in Neukuhren at Eva's betrothal. A true poet +always goes economically to work, because when once he has stamped an +idea with the immortal impress of his genius, it must not be lost +again, and it would be most blameworthy even to make a feeble copy. +Salomon retired to the domain of satire, he compared the new Knights of +St. John with those of the old Order, and ridiculed the celibacy of the +latter in verses imitative of Heine. + +Dr. Kuhl, it is true, proposed no toasts, but he was in a wild mood, +which inspired his betrothed with some slight alarm, he spoke of his +gallows-wit, and said he had courage to mention the rope, even in the +house of a man who had been hanged; he was enjoying himself immensely +at the wedding, but this fact did not upset his theories that marriage +festivities were a public nuisance; however, as he had at last lost all +his characteristics and fallen a victim to his own good nature, and +another person's amiability, well, he could not help it; he, too, must +let himself be married, but he should only permit two witnesses, +selected from the midst of the sovereign people, to be present, who +afterwards would disappear in the night of that plebeian universality +where all cows are black; his marriage dinner he and Caecilie should eat +alone, or at the utmost invite his Caro who, on that day, should +receive a specially good dish of meat and bones. Well, he had somehow +got into the good-for-nothing frock-coat, and he only wished that all +the seams would burst. The whole life of perishing humanity consisted +in most abject concessions; he, too, now moved on that degrading +course, and had already fallen far from that height upon which he had +formerly stood in proud self-glorification, and he looked upon himself +as an apostate, and with his better self, which still occasionally rose +from out the slough, he looked upon his present self, planted up to its +neck in a bog of social prejudices, with an indescribable feeling of +pity and contempt. + +"Thank God," said Wegen to Olga, "that you have not fallen into the +hands of this wicked hector, who seems to look upon his engagement as +an act of suicide. How differently I appreciate you." + +Smiling meaningly, Olga pressed her lover's hand, but Kuhl had +overheard the last words. + +"Dear friend and brother-in-law," said he, "I herewith pronounce +you to be the greatest hypocrite at this round table. The theory of +common love, for which the century is not yet ripe, permits many +variations--and one of these variations you have performed, and all the +world performs them with us. Enter upon an engagement to-day, give it +up soon, and a week or so later fall in love and engage yourself again, +and you are one of the most moral citizens in the world, and no one +will assail your good name. But, if only you feel that affection a week +sooner, before the old one is given up, then you are a Don Juan. +Everything then depends upon time, just as in hiring anything, a week +constitutes the whole difference between virtue and vice. Well, if we +have not sinned, dear brother-in-law _in spe_, at least we have nothing +with which to reproach ourselves! I have loved two sisters, but so have +you also--your good health, my friend!" + +Wegen coloured at this address, which, to him, appeared intensely +heartless. Olga laughed, but Caecilie had long since compressed her lips +and prepared herself for an armed reprimand. + +The clergyman opposite, an enlightened man, had listened to Kuhl's +defiant speech with a smiling countenance. He quietly took part in the +conversation. + +"The affections of the human heart are very peculiar, and who, indeed, +excepting the Lord, who searches heart and mind, can say that he has +fathomed that organ? Such affection may be transient or deep, yet it +seems to me that it, too, is subject to mutability and change. But this +free-booter's love must cease at that point where human society rises +unanimously, striving to attain its grandest ends. We will grant dual +love to Herr Dr. Kuhl. Let every one manage it as best he can. I know, +indeed, that the heart, like the ocean, can have but one ebb and flow, +and that this tide is only produced by the mysterious attraction of +one orb, not merely in regular course--as is the case with the ocean +tide--but also in wild passionate upheavings, as in that of the glowing +liquid emotion of the earth, the earthquake, which clever men also +ascribe to the influence of the moon's powers of attraction; but +although dual love may be a whim of the heart, bigamy is very +different." + +Although Blanden was talking to her at the moment, Giulia became +attentive, and listened eagerly to the words of her other neighbour. + +"Bigamy," said the clergyman, "is a mockery of the ordinances which +Church and State have laid down for the support of society, and the +purity and security of families; hence the severe punishment which has +always been decreed to that crime. It may appear too severe to those +who are free spirits to such an extent, as also in this case only to +perceive the maintenance of immaterial forms, but whosoever tries to +shake them tries to shake the bases of society." + +Giulia's heart beat more quickly. The cheering influence of the +champagne had lost its power, gloomy clouds overspread her brow. + +"We have," said the clergyman, "only lately had such a case in our +village. A depraved woman, who came from the other side of the Polish +frontier, had a legal husband there; here, however, she commenced a +fresh love affair, and was married again. The matter came to light, and +the woman who had taken the payment of the double marriage expenses +very lightly, was sentenced to several years' imprisonment." + +Giulia became pale, the champagne glass fell from her hand, and was +dashed to pieces on the table. + +Blanden was startled. He had not listened to the clergyman's discourse, +having been talking very animatedly himself to Giulia, but what he said +to her was pleasant, bright and cheerful--what had come to her? + +"I was abstracted, and awkward; forgive me!" said she, in an unsteady +voice. + +"It is possible," Dr. Kuhl's powerful voice sounded across the table, +"that by bigamy people may wish to live in clover, but that does not +prevent a man wasting his substance in dual love." + +Blanden now noticed the subject under discussion. He became depressed +and thoughtful, and did not know why. What could have agitated Giulia +so much? Was her heart not quite free? + +They rose from the table in good spirits. Evening was already closing +in. + +On that day, too, Blanden showed his usual care for the amusement of +his dependents by going into the great barn at the farm, where the +floor had been swept and garnished for a dance. + +The village band had already commenced its noisy tum-tum, beer flowed +from the mighty barrels which Olkewicz had sent there. + +Red lamps illumined the place with a festive light. The couples whirled +round in merry dance. A joyous hurrah greeted the master, who +immediately led his young wife amongst the groups of glad people. She +was obliged to open a dance with Olkewicz, and never in his life did +the worthy steward experience greater pride than when footing it with +the princess out of the fairy lake, the vision of a former occasion, in +a place where he usually commanded the united threshing flails of the +village. + +But Giulia had to dance with the young people also. There were Poles +from beyond the frontiers; one a fine lad, in a laced jacket, knelt +down before Giulia, after the dance, and begged her to allow him to +take off her shoe, according to Polish custom, so as to drink her +health. Resistance was in vain, and the princess of Lago Maggiore had +as little cause as Cinderella to conceal her shoe and feet from the +world. The lad filled the slipper with brandy, and gave one lusty cheer +for the lady of the manor, while vowing himself to her service for +evermore. The fiddlers struck up a furious tune, with them the two +horns in the village band, and the night-watchman's horn, too-tooed +joyously. Great was the gladness of the people, and Giulia moved like a +strange fairy indeed amongst the women and girls of the village, mostly +lacking any beauty. The master himself went about from one to another, +talked to the tenants, shook hands pleasantly with those peasants, who, +according to old privileges, farmed their own acres, here and there +caught a better-looking maiden under her chin, and said a kindly word +to her. + +Then, suddenly, from behind a pear tree, as if out of a hiding place, +two glaring eyes stared at him; they were Kaetchen's. + +In his pleasantly excited mood he hardly remembered their last weird +meeting. + +"What in the world brings you here?" asked he. + +She did not answer for some time. + +"Have you become dumb again?" + +Now Kaetchen wriggled out from behind the wooden monster, and stood on +the bench beside it. She pointed to Giulia with outstretched arms, and +said, "Must I take part in your wedding after all? Marriage on land and +sea! Hurrah!" + +And, like a mad woman, she jumped down, mingled alone in the confusion +of the dancers with wild gnome-like bounds, until a little crooked +fellow, who could find no partner, took pity on her and twirled her +round in the ring. + +Then Kaetchen disappeared into the night outside; meanwhile the other +ladies and gentlemen had also descended to watch the people's +enjoyment. One after another Kuhl selected a conspicuously good-looking +or ugly partner and bore her in breathless fury over the threshing +floor, so that the fleetest youths were obliged to acknowledge his +superiority in the wild dance. The heated fair did not know what +happened to them, and marvelled how a townsman, who had never threshed, +could have such powerful arms. After this furious round dance Kuhl +ascended a tub, imposed silence, and made an impromptu speech to these +worthy Masurens, which was frequently interrupted by loud cheers. + +The park was illuminated in a dazzlingly brilliant effulgence. Blanden +led Giulia on his arm, and the other guests followed along the paths. +The flames displayed letters upon the velvet sward; here was read, in +quivering, glowing characters, "Lago Maggiore," there the name +"Giulia." The Chinese pavilion on the island in the lake, and the +bridge leading to it shone in the gayest reflection of lights. In the +hot-houses a splendid group of southern plants, laurels, and myrtles, +under the feathery shelter of a pine, gleamed in the radiance of +coloured lamps, but most beautiful of all was a red fir outside, decked +with ribbons and flags, and when the guests came up to it they were +magically illuminated with a flaming red light. Giulia squeezed +Blanden's hand. + +The sky had become clear, and when gorgeous fireworks were let off upon +the lake the rockets ascended to the stars, and the bude lights and +Catherine wheels crackled above the moonlit waves. + +Then the party assembled again in the dining-hall, but the bridal +couple retired from the scene. Dancing and cards were still kept up for +long. Wegen arranged everything admirably. Kuhl was in an excellent +humour, and only by degrees one member after another left the happy +circle and sought repose. Silence reigned in the old Castle, only the +flag upon the tower fluttered in the night wind that had risen from the +lake, and lashed the waves higher and higher; still could be heard glad +sounds of the drinkers and dancers from the threshing barn of the farm. + +A quiet ray of light fell from Giulia's windows, intercepted by the +large fir as it bent its heavy hanging boughs watchfully over them. + +All the lights were extinguished in the park. Only between the gaps in +the walled-passage between the Dantziger and the Castle a stray one +seemed to quiver. + +Not out of the deep-blue atmosphere of Italy did the stars look down +upon this night; from a paler sky shone a paler light! Not the glorious +Lago, with its enchanted isles and boundary Alps, rocked all into sweet +dreams--it was a sober tide which here surged upon the strand; a tide, +whose waves have nothing to tell, whose monotonous play only reflect +the infinite wearisomeness of a lifeless landscape. + +And yet--it was she herself, in all her beauty, the princess of those +days, and it matters not out of what sea Venus rises, she brings Heaven +with her all the same. + +But the happiness that once the red fir looked down upon, over which +the pine spread its loving fans, was ephemeral, grasped from the +moment, forfeited to the moment. How different Blanden felt; was +happiness secured in his own home, under the protection of his old +household gods? thither he had transplanted the roguish smiling +wanderer, where, although deprived of its fluttering wings, it found an +abiding place by the family hearth without losing its enchanting smile. + +Thus he thought and felt; he did not inhale momentary intoxication from +Giulia's lips, but the inauguration of a whole life. She, on the +contrary, rejected every thought of the past, of the future. With +intentional obliviousness she gave herself up to the present. + +What sacrifice had she made, what sacrilege committed to be once more +with him, whom alone she loved. She contemplated his noble gentle +features with speechless happiness, in his great, widely-opened eyes +she read the same passion which animated her, only with fleeting +thoughts that swept through her mind as flashes of lightning illumine a +weird gloomy spot, dared she think of anything beyond. + +She closed her eyes, she did not venture to look at the mirror. If it +were to move again; if Baluzzi were to step forth, her bridal coronet +in his hand; if Blanden learned the truth, thrust her from him as a +deceiver; if a curse were hurled upon her from the bosom that still +often breathed uneasily in consequence of the wound which he had +received for her sake--it was impossible to complete the thought. She +covered her face with her hands. Outside the needles of the fir +crackled in the wind, and swept the window. She sank into a light +state of semi-somnolence, and she heard the branches crack still more +loudly--what a violent storm! It was as though it drove dust and wind +into her eyes, and deprived her of breath. With that volition, which +does not quite disappear in sleep, she raised herself slowly, and +simultaneously Blanden started up. + +What had happened? Were they dreaming? But those were no mists and +clouds of dreamland, it was smoke and fire that surrounded them. They +sprang up and rushed to the window! At the same moment the giant fir +outside caught fire. The flames blazed and hissed as they rose, and +upon its wide arms the tree bore the fire across to the other side of +the Castle roof, away over the apartments in which were the wedded +pair. + +Giulia's terrified cry for help pierced the night. Blanden remembered +the stairs and the secret passage. He pushed the mirror-door aside, but +an ocean of flame met his gaze; hence came the fire. He rushed to the +other side, drawing Giulia after him by her arm with all his might. The +first room, also the second, in which Beate had slept on the previous +night, were still free, the flames had passed over them, but farther on +again the branches of the fir had shaken down the sparks. The staircase +could not be reached, door and wainscot stood in a blaze. "Lost!" cried +Giulia, sinking down with a loud cry. + +Blanden shouted once more from the window. In mortal fear he listened +for any token of life outside. + +Where were the watchmen? Doubtlessly at the dance in the barn. + +At last--a sound of voices--they came nearer--it was high time! but how +escape? + +"Ladders, ladders here!" rang a mighty cry without, it filled Blanden's +bosom with renewed confidence; it was Kuhl's voice. + +The crowd seemed to rush helplessly in noisy confusion through the +park. Olkewicz called for the fire engines. + +"Where are the ladders?" roared Kuhl. + +Blanden's position became more imminent every moment, the flames +already darted through the clattering mirror door, caught the curtains, +and the canopy of the bed rattled down over the broken posts. + +A moment more--and the flames, which sent a stifling vapour in advance, +had overtaken the other chambers, wherein Blanden supported the +unconscious Giulia in his arms. With a fearful effort, he dragged her +to the window to breathe fresh air, for her strength was beginning to +fail. + +Outside powerless lamentations and cries for help, futile swearing and +cursing by the steward. + +But no! The ladder of salvation was brought and placed against the +window. + +In the midst of the sparks which the burning roof showered upon them, +beneath a down-pour of bricks and stones that rattled to the ground +with the rapidity of fire itself, Dr. Kuhl sprang up the ladder, +received Giulia into his strong arms, and bore her down again as +easily, firmly, and unfalteringly as if he were walking down a marble +staircase. + +Blanden, whose hair was already singed, followed their preserver. + +A thundering cry of joy greeted him. + +All had become animated in the other wing of the Castle, which the +guests occupied, and who had hastened down, the ladies in cloaks which +they had thrown hastily over their night robes. + +The first fire engine arrived, conducted by Wegen on horseback. The +fiery red of the sky must have aroused the neighbouring villages, +whither eager messengers had been despatched. + +With deep emotion, Blanden gazed upon the increasing blaze, which +threatened to reduce the old inheritance of his family to ashes; +already the forked tongues of the flames lashed the tower, they boded +ill for the dining-hall and chapel. All exertions were now directed to +save the centre of the Castle, the actual Ordensburg. + +Certainly the fire could effect nothing upon those mighty walls, but as +the flames swept in wild haste over the roofs, the falling, burning +rafters from above might ignite the doors and panels of the beautiful, +well-preserved Castle apartments of the oldest portion. + +Meanwhile engine after engine arrived, the whole district was alarmed, +the Castle tower of Kulmitten shone like a flaming beacon, but still +more did love for the noble master speed the help that was hurrying to +his home. Some of the engines were stationed on the other side of the +Castle, some in the park meadows, executing their work of preservation +with unflagging labour. + +Blanden was first here then there; Giulia had recovered, she stared +senselessly into the flames. Had the flash of a tempest set the Castle +on fire she would have been convinced that heaven's judgment had fallen +upon her sin; that it would proclaim with burning tongues that which +she concealed so anxiously, yet although she did not know the cause of +the evil, she held the fire to be in some dark connection with her own +fate, and sometimes, with a shudder, the thought passed through her +mind that Baluzzi might be its author. + +Despite all efforts of the numerous engines, and the helpful +interference of the throng, the splendid dining-hall could not be +saved. The flames had penetrated beyond the door, and consumed all +inflammable-material which the room contained. Still more was Giulia +terrified when the image of the Madonna and child fell half shattered +from the niche in the main wall; she was the old patron saint of this +Castle, did she flee from the sacrilege which had entered? Cautiously +and courageously Blanden, Kuhl and Wegen led the party of firemen, but +only towards morning did they become masters of the fire. The chapel +was saved, and the burning tower, after it had done its duty as beacon, +was extinguished. + +The new building, the other wing, remained entirely uninjured. + +Now, when only timid flames and clouds of smoke arose from the burning +place, when the streams of water hissed more faintly over the smoking +ruins, and the first rays of dawn gleamed in the east, Blanden and his +friends gained time for calm reflection, which the ceaseless zeal of +vigorous action had hitherto not permitted. + +First the lord of the Castle mustered all its inhabitants, no one was +missing; weeping Beate must be comforted, she had lost all her +beautiful clothes, which had been left in the bedroom the day before. +Blanden promised compensation. But then the eager question arose as to +how the fire had originated? It had evidently broken out in that +extreme wing, which was connected with the front tower by the +subterranean passage, whence the secret stairs led upwards, but that +was the very spot whither usually no human being penetrated. Who could +have come there on that day? The subterranean passage had fallen in, +the secret approach from the lake to the front tower was overgrown. +Blanden knew that for many years, yes, all his life time, the medieval +romantic nature of that spot had remained undisturbed. + +With a throbbing heart, Giulia listened to these discussions. One knew +that dark path, and had already traversed it. Verily he had deceived +her, concealed his shameful intentions, too soon already completed the +work of his promised revenge. It was Baluzzi, but where had he +remained? Was he still tarrying in the vicinity? What disclosures +menaced her? Not enough that he had laid the Castle, her new home, in +dust and ruins, he would now direct the deadly arrow against herself. + +She had relied upon his word, upon the word of a malicious _bravo_. + +In order entirely to extinguish the glowing cinders, the water streams +were now all directed upon the spot where the fire had broken out; a +few bold men, Kuhl at their head, ventured wherever a sudden flame +could still dart out. + +Giulia felt a vague dread of the researches, and yet nothing could be +found there save dust and ashes. + +Suddenly Kuhl's cry was heard by the expectant crowd. + +"A corpse!" + +The cry, repeated more loudly, passed on to the very last person, all +rushed nearer, in eager expectation. + +"Baluzzi!" cried Giulia to herself, becoming pale, at that moment only +a sensation of horror seized her. A half-charred, half-shattered corpse +was carried towards them; the fact of its lying beneath the fallen +rubbish of stones had preserved it from being completely burned. The +half-consumed rags of garments showed that it was the corpse of a +woman--of a girl. + +Blanden went closer; suddenly an idea flashed through him, all that +could still be recognised as the remains of a human being confirmed his +supposition. The incendiary was discovered, it could be none other than +half-witted Kaetchen. + +"It is the idiot girl who danced with deformed Pietrowicz yesterday!" + +Pietrowicz came nearer and stared at the remains of his partner. + +"A death-dance Pietrowicz! You never anticipated that! But from +henceforth do not dream of ghosts!" + +Pietrowicz stepped back as if struck, and crossed himself. + +"To set fire to places," added Blanden by way of explanation, "is a +mania of such half-witted beings." + +But he told himself that this girl was not more mentally deranged than +all who are animated with a blind, senseless passion; that she since +that visit to her attic chamber, since he had rejected her insane +offers of love, had brooded upon revenge against him, and had executed +it on his wedding day. The mixture of love and hatred, he knew was not +only peculiar to those whose minds are disordered, but in all moody, +narrow ones it works like an accumulated combustible, which at the +first shock explodes, scattering all into ruins. + +"I might be superstitious," thought he to himself, "she always brings +evil and ruin to that which I love." + +"Giulia," then he cried suddenly, "where are you, my sweet wife? You +live, then is all well!" + +And he clasped her in his arms, while the morning sun rose glowingly +red on the horizon above the smoking Castle ruins, the closely +thronging crowd, and the corpse of halfwitted Kaetchen, the water nymph, +who had died in the fire. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + A LEGACY. + + +The sight of the ruins, constantly before the eyes of the newly-married +couple, must have given a bitter flavour to their honeymoon. + +And yet, Blanden was happier than he had ever been, in the possession, +which he believed to be ensured, of a beloved wife. He gazed upon the +Castle ruins, upon the ruins of his past, but in his Giulia's smile he +saw the promise of an abiding, beautiful future. + +The Ordensburg, the dining-hall, the Madonna's image, all should rise +anew in the old form out of the rubbish. To attain this Blanden had +sent for architects, who were well-known artists, to Kulmitten, so as +to restore the building in accordance with the old foundations. Giulia +took warm interest in all these plans, and often looked over Blanden's +shoulder at the sketches of elevations over which he pored. Of course +no art could compensate for the value of its historical age and +associations, with the dining-hall the poetry of the olden days was +destroyed, the new creation could but become a clever imitation. +Several friends, especially Wegen and Olga, too, sometimes came to +visit them, but the intercourse was not very lively, and Blanden wished +to live alone with his love, and the object of that love. Often they +sailed upon the lake or walked alone in the woods, upon the oak tree +dykes, past the ponds filled with tall reeds; in that solitude which +reminded her of primeval forests, Giulia forgot the world, the spell of +her doom, the secret menaces of fate; and when Blanden's fowling piece +brought down the water-fowl, and the broad belt of the fir forest sent +back the echoes of the shot, Giulia felt as glad and as free as if she +were living with a settler in the back woods, and as though prairie +fires blazed between her and human society. + +Owing to the fire and its mysterious cause, Kulmitten had fallen into +still worse repute amongst the proprietors and their wives in the +neighbourhood. + +"There, we have it," said Frau Baronin Fuchs, to her husband, "gorgeous +fireworks for their wedding! It is lucky that the dead cannot speak; +that poor burned child who was drawn out of the flames, and probably +set the place on fire, doubtlessly omitted to protest, in time, against +the banns, and thus, in her fashion, made up for it on the wedding day. +Of course she was a forsaken lover! The one loses her life in water the +other in fire! Who knows which elements, those who remain may select, +for naturally they have not come to an end yet. There was so much +love-making in that community that it would be a school for a whole +life-time!" + +But not only to her husband, everywhere on the neighbouring estates, +wherever her dapple-greys carried the clear-sighted Frau Baronin of +firm morals, she uttered, with triumphant eloquence, her unpleasing +belief in the just punishment that had befallen this knight of the +rueful countenance. Outlaw and excommunication rested once again upon +the master of those estates, and many crossed themselves when they +spoke of the fire at Kulmitten Castle, of the ruins of the old nest of +the Order, as the happy possessors of brand-new knightly castles +contemptuously termed it, and of the Signora, who, out of the depths of +the theatre, had risen to such a height, and whose family in the +Apennines probably drove mules, or were even related to Fra Diavolo and +other bandits of noble descent. + +One day a young married couple were announced, Dr. Sperner and his +wife. The principals of the school from the provincial capital, were +making a tour of visits to the parents of their pupils, and hoping thus +to obtain new ones. Dr. Sperner's moustache was a sign-board that did +its duty. He still possessed the key to the mothers' hearts although it +was now discreetly hidden by him in the key-basket of conjugal bliss. +Lori had married soon after Blanden, whose conquest she had certainly +only contemplated in daring dreams, was irretrievably lost. On that +evening, in the theatre, on which the Doctor had distinguished himself +by the active part he had taken in punishing the immoral _prima donna_, +he had quite won Lori's heart; the schoolmistress' pride melted like +snow in March, nothing remained but the little girl, who gladly gave +herself into the strong man's keeping. There was an end of the +commanding and dictating Fraeulein. Lori stepped down from the lofty +pedestal, upon which she had placed herself with such dignity, and +acknowledged her master in him, who, shortly before, had declared +himself to be her white slave. Now the plantation belonged to them +both, and the world maintained that it was Lori who had become the +white slave. Sperner possessed all the qualifications for a despot, and +it was in vain that she prepared to defend herself against his vigorous +energy with the pin-pricks of her wit. Yet she could still occasionally +celebrate tiny triumphs with it when the Doctor, in one or the other of +the classes, distinguished a few favourites according to his old bad +custom. She was implacable towards these successors of Iduna. She took +possession of their copy-books after her husband had already corrected +them, and let her red pen run riot through their pages until they +resembled a corn field overgrown with poppies. Then their domestic +peace was seriously imperilled, and the first-class listening at the +door, had the satisfaction of witnessing noisy scenes between the +conductors of the establishment. How differently Fraeulein Sohle had +maintained discipline! Yes, even some lovely eyes peeping through the +keyhole pretended to have seen how Dr. Sperner's moustache, the terror +and glory of the school, played a suffering part in these disputes. At +last, however, the Doctor gained his point, Lori was merely, by +courtesy, the principal of the school. + +Although this couple's last kindly relation to Giulia had consisted in +the homage which they paid to her talent in the theatre by hissing and +whistling, it did not, in the least, prevent them paying a friendly +visit to Herr and Frau von Blanden. Times change, and besides, in those +days, they were a portion of the public, the most irresponsible +creature that the world contains, because the individual disappears +within it like a wave in the ocean, which none can make permanently +stationary? + +Lori was most agreeable; she could not sufficiently regret that Frau +von Blanden had said farewell to the stage. Since her retirement there +had been a total lack of all real interest, and nothing was heard but +commonplace ballad-singing for salaries and wages, without any of the +divine spark. + +Sperner, too, kissed the lady's hand with the very lips which had +given the signal whistle in the pit, and looked up at her with such +true-hearted eyes that she could not but believe in his genuineness. He +was one of those honest men whose frank manner, whose warm impulsive +speeches inspire confidence at once, one of those men, with open hearts +and open shirt collars, whose genuineness, as Kuhl said, is nothing but +studied hypocrisy, while behind the mask of their honesty lurks the +vilest deception. + +Blanden led his guests round the Castle and into the apartments of the +old stronghold, which Lori surveyed with peculiar ill-nature. They +ascended the tower, which had been temporarily restored. Yet the view +over the wide woods to the limits of the estate, fading into the sky on +the horizon, awoke a disagreeable emotion in Frau Sperner. She thought +of her home, of the gravel walk, of the narrow cells in which she +housed those entrusted to her care--how small, how miserable compared +with such a magnificent possession; she thought of Dr. Sperner, who +brought nothing to the union but his moustache, a box of clothes, +another of books, and an undeniable talent as a dictatorial teacher in +the school and conjugal lord, and a heavy shadow overclouded her life. +Blanden stood transfigured before her like a being of a higher order. +Giulia had remained behind in the chapel with the Doctor. Lori looked +at Blanden with an expression, in which lay the pain of deceived +affection, combined with one of sad resignation. But Blanden said, +smilingly-- + +"You will surely call me to your assistance against the bold tutor, who +took so much upon himself! Verily he has set a crown upon his boldness +now, robbed you of heart and name, trodden Fraeulein Baute's door plate +in the dust, and upon the long suffering metal written the name of the +wild man who was so dreadful. Can I help you, my Fraeulein? Shall I call +him out? I am ready as ever for knightly duty!" + +"Laugh away, a knight may be needed at all times, and a man who is a +savage does not at once become tame in marriage. Herr von Blanden, we +may call ourselves teachers, but nevertheless we always remain pupils +in life." + +It was well that Giulia and Sperner appeared, or Lori would have fallen +into Blanden's arms upon the Castle leads, if he had shown the least +inclination to bear so precious a burden. + +At any rate Frau Sperner had the satisfaction of driving back to the +town in Herr von Blanden's elegant carriage. Reclining in the soft +cushions, drawn by the four high stepping horses, she could indulge in +dreams of being the mistress and owner of this team! How contemptible +the Doctor appeared at that moment; he possessed no carriages and +horses, castles and villages, forests and meadows, and yet assumed a +mien as if his frown were dreaded in a circumference of thirty square +miles. And he was really living upon borrowed capital. That was all the +grandeur! + +With a sigh she leaned back in the cushions and closed her eyes, and in +a half dream of delight she saw herself as Frau von Blanden with +Sperner seated in his proper place, upon the box in a splendid livery, +thrashing the horses and stroking his moustache. + +A few days after this visit, Blanden had to cross the frontier to see a +landowner in Russian Poland about agricultural matters and the new +buildings, for which he hoped to find desirable materials. Giulia bade +him a fond farewell, as though she had a presentiment that it would be +farewell for a long, long time. The road from Kulmitten first led along +a beautifully situated road on the estate, then between little lakes on +either side; farther on, at several places, the traveller might easily +imagine himself to be in Arabia Petraea, for the highway went past hills +which had been strewn with a shower of stones. Here not a tree grew, +not a shrub, it was a limitless waste. The horses, too, had difficulty +in making their way through the stony _debris_, for Blanden had already +to diverge from the main road, because his friend's estate was only +accessible along by-ways. It was a toilsome drive, twilight overtook +them before the frontier was reached. Meanwhile the landscape had again +assumed a different character; the hills were covered with woods, and +in the hollows between them small lakes which terminated in swamps. The +carriage wheels often ran so closely to their edge that only the light +of the carriage lamps and the driver's caution preserved them from some +mishap. Some of these morasses were so deep that it would be fatal to +sink into them. Suddenly the carriage dropped below into a copse +dividing two lakes or swamps; a string of carts which had been driven +up one behind another, and would not move on, blocked the road. The +coachman became impatient, but he was bidden to wait; Blanden sprang +out of the carriage and climbed up a little eminence close to the road, +however, it was too dusk to be able to overlook the whole train. He saw +a few dark figures moving about amongst the carts, and some of them +were armed with guns. + +At last the cry "Forward!" resounded. The line of carts was set in +motion, it was possible to proceed. Blanden had to act as rear-guard. + +Thus they went on for some time alternating from wooded hills to swampy +vallies, then they stopped again, a post with the Russian colours +showed that the frontier was reached. That "halt!" was not given in the +loud voice of the "forward," but in a whispered tone. Blanden became +impatient, he knew already that he had fallen amidst a caravan of +smugglers, which could only seek to cross the frontier on by-roads, in +the dead of the night. Then suddenly the soundless silence was +disturbed by noisy cries; shots and din of conflict followed, the +horses in Blanden's carriage reared, the coachman could hardly keep +them in hand. More shots. Cossacks on fleet horses dashed upon the +foot-wide margin that separated the carts from a swamp on the right +hand from a steep wooded hill on the left. They overpowered the drivers +of the carts, bound them safely, and mounted the waggons themselves. A +Cossack also seated himself beside Blanden's coachman, obliging him to +deviate from his course and follow to the frontier station. + +As they drove past the scene of conflict he saw that it had cost the +lives of several victims; a wounded Cossack was lifted up and placed in +one of the carts, two officials from the frontier searched a wildly +overgrown bank running out into the swamp, evidently they expected to +find a wounded smuggler there. As the road became wider, and passed +through a plain of meadows, one cart was left behind to bring on a few +more prisoners, and several Cossacks galloped back to catch some +runaway smugglers. Clearly the attack on the column of carts had been +unexpected and sudden, and doubtlessly its leader had formerly often +succeeded in crossing the frontier unperceived by these remote roads. + +Blanden was supremely annoyed at this compulsory divergence; almost an +hour elapsed before they reached the station, near which was an inn. He +knew the inspector of the frontier personally, and also had papers with +him fully proving his identity, and setting the matter beyond doubt +that he was in nowise connected with the band of smugglers. + +The Cossack upon the box, who had escorted him safely, took leave, and +for his unwelcome trouble received a _trink-geld_ that he accepted with +eloquent gestures. It was too late at night to drive to his friend's +estate, they had turned off in an exactly opposite direction. Blanden +had the horses taken out, and resigned himself to the fate of spending +the rest of the night in that miserable inn. + +Gradually the carts arrived with the Cossacks. Blanden had preceded +them. The waggons contained jewellery, silks, and linen; he learned +that a bold speculator, who accompanied the train himself, hoped to do +a great stroke of business with it. He had not yet been caught. Blanden +overheard all this in the inn parlour, when he walked impatiently up +and down, waiting for the wretched meal which he had ordered. + +Outside there was incessant running to and fro; shouting, ordering, +rolling of cartwheels, and stamping of horses, echoed through the +night. A company of infantry had been summoned from the neighbouring +town, because they had to deal with the most dangerous traders of the +East Prussian forests, who thoroughly understood the little frontier +struggles, and amongst whom were several reckless axe-bearers and +dreaded shots. + +It was late when one more conveyance arrived, from out of which a +groaning man was lifted; he had been found upon the bank in the swamps, +where he had sought to conceal himself in the wild profusion of +overgrowth. + +"He will not live much longer," said the host, returning, after having +gleaned the information outside, "but, besides the room which I have +given up to you, there is not an empty spot in the house." + +"I will gladly resign it," replied Blanden. "I shall not be able to +sleep any more; put the unhappy man in my room." + +Accompanied by two Cossacks, the wounded man was carried into the +parlour where the landlord told him he could be accommodated in the +upper room, which this gentleman had relinquished to him. Out of a +cloak which concealed the rest of his face two great glowing eyes fixed +themselves upon Blanden. A sudden quiver passed through the wounded +man. He was carried out and up the stairs. + +"Who is the man?" asked Blanden. + +"So far as I can hear," said the host, "he is a dealer, who, in +transporting his goods--whether from greediness and anxiety, whether +from delight in such adventures--does not leave the matter to competent +professional smugglers, but assumes the management himself. Certainly, +this time it is a great expedition, which might have entirely provided +a princely ball at Warsaw with jewels and silk. He has fared ill +to-day! He defended himself and fired a revolver, but was mortally +wounded." + +The servant of the house then entered and begged Blanden to go to the +wounded man, who urgently requested it. + +"The poor man will not part from life without thanking me," said +Blanden. + +He went up the stairs and entered a room meagrely lighted with a feeble +oil lamp. Against the wall stood a wretched bedstead, upon which lay a +straw mattress. At the head of the bed sat a Cossack, his lance in his +hand. + +"Make room, good fellow," said the wounded man's voice, "let the +gentleman come to me! You can stand on guard as well as sit. I am no +longer dangerous." + +He had spoken Russian. The Cossack drew back while Blanden went up to +the bed, but his sensation of pity suddenly gave place to one of +astonishment, when, in the man doomed to die, he recognised the amber +merchant. + +"Signor Baluzzi!" cried he shocked, for he suddenly recollected that +this man stood in some mysterious relation to Giulia. + +"I shall soon be dead," said Baluzzi, while spasmodic gasps interrupted +the words brought out with such difficulty. "_Corpo di bacco!_ I should +not have believed that it would come so soon, but I feel it is to be, +and the frontier official, who was a surgeon formerly, says so too. +People follow many trades here." + +"I am sorry for you, Baluzzi! How could you enter upon so insane an +undertaking?" + +"Insane? _L'assicuro di no!_ I have often had the most splendid +success, but misfortune must befall all in time; you, too, Herr von +Blanden, and I am glad, because I have the right to hate you." + +The Italian's dim eyes gleamed, he clenched his hand convulsively, and +then let it fall again upon the pillow. + +"What do these insinuations mean?--speak! If you have a secret to +confide to me do not hesitate, for it might easily become too late." + +"A secret of a strange kind," said Baluzzi, as he tossed about and +groaned. "Haha, now it will come upon her, too. This bullet speeds +beyond the frontier--and into her heart! I foretold it to her when she +gave me up in her unworthy pride. I was too weak. I let myself be +dazzled by the gold that she promised and gave me! But now it is all +over, death is approaching, it needs no bribe. Now I will speak! That +was the agreement. I shall hold firmly to it!" + +"You speak in riddles," said Blanden. + +"As she will no longer rest in my arms, neither shall she in yours," +said the Italian. "I shall assert my rights. I shall preserve them with +my last breath, long as I may have denied them. That is worthy of a +brave man. She is mine, and belongs to this death-bed." + +"Of whom do you speak?" cried Blanden, more astonished. + +"Of Giulia, your--mistress!" + +"Hah, you scoundrel," cried Blanden, "I shall be forgetting that a +dying man is before me, that these words are the unnecessary attacks of +an expiring intellect." + +"You are mistaken," said Baluzzi, but pain compelled him to stop for a +time and to speak more softly. "I speak the truth." + +"Fool--united to me at the altar!" + +"Null and invalid, null and invalid!" + +"Is there anything you wish, Baluzzi? I will gladly carry it out, but +to listen longer to your wandering speech is impossible." + +"Wandering speech! Haha--am I a madman? Do I tear off the bandage which +the wretched surgeon, the old frontier official, put on? Do I grope in +the air half unconsciously? No, my mind is clear, clear as yours, +clearer, perhaps, at this moment. I can understand that the world +begins to go round with you when I repeat that 'Giulia can only be +your mistress, because she is--my wife!'" + +"Your wife, madman!" + +Blanden shouted in a torrent of anger, then he shuddered. Various dark +impressions, for which hitherto he could not account, swept suddenly +over him, the possibility of what was incredible lay before him like a +deep fearful abyss. + +"She has deceived you, _carissimo_!" + +"Oh, then--then I should envy you the merciful bullet which struck you, +envy you your approaching death," cried Blanden, beside himself, "but +it cannot be, Giulia could not thus deceive me." + +"She wanted to belong to you for ever, and she did not mind a crime." + +"She must have dreaded the disclosure every moment." + +"There you have an ardent daughter of our country! She would be happy +at any price." + +"You should have come forward long since, have opposed it." + +"I did not do it. I was accustomed to turn away from her, to be silent. +It was more advantageous for me! She paid well for my silence, but that +she should treat me with contempt ate silently into my vitals, and I +vowed to be avenged upon the overbearing woman as soon as the hour +should have struck." + +Bach one of these replies, which Baluzzi gave in a low expiring voice, +was a deathblow for Blanden. Not only could he not refute them, but +they bore the impress of truth. + +The dark recollection of the Lago Maggiore, of Giulia's agonised bursts +of anguish, of the force of circumstances which she lamented, of +Baluzzi's appearance on the shore of the lake, and at the gate of the +villa, all returned overwhelmingly upon him. He had many times asked +casual questions which she had always answered crossly and evasively, +and only in order to avoid marring the peace of their honeymoon had he +refrained from an enquiry which might easily be misinterpreted. With +the keen sharpness of a knife this thought quivered through his brain, +and a dread feeling of pain rent his heart, and yet with every excuse +which his anxious reason could discover, he tried to stem the coming +evil. + +"Your wife, you say, your wife, but where were you married?" + +"In the church of San Giulio, on the island, in the lake of Orta." + +"I will assume that you are speaking the truth, assume it without +believing it. But then she was your wife years ago. She is divorced." + +"Our Church knows no divorce," murmured Baluzzi softly to himself. + +"Your laws--" + +"Do not recognise it either!" + +"Well, then, she has been divorced in some other country where it is +permitted." + +"I have always remained a subject of Italy, and even here--I had +grounds enough for a divorce--remember the villa at Stresa--but I would +not." + +Baluzzi made a sign of denial. He groaned, and pressed his hand upon +his heart. He could not speak any more. + +"Horrible," cried Blanden; then he began to perceive what Giulia's +heart must have gone through in its passionate love for him--the +unbounded deception became comprehensible. He could not but acknowledge +to himself that he should never have made his, this vagrant's wife, +even if she had been divorced. Giulia had told herself the same, and +therefore concealed the past from him. + +But that he should realise the possibility, could realise it, seemed to +him like inexpiable injustice to Giulia. + +The man, sick unto death, was a prey to wild delirium, but even through +madness there runs one connecting thread, on which it hangs its +pictures, and is often more sharp-sighted, more rational than sound +sense. + +A pause ensued. The Cossack, who was weary, began to whistle a song +which is sung on the shores of the Don by the girls of his race. +Baluzzi had somewhat recovered. + +"You still doubt? Pray call in the officer of the frontier." + +Under the impression that the Italian felt weak, and needed some +surgical assistance, Blanden hastened down the stairs and returned with +the chief guardian of the frontier. The latter felt Baluzzi's pulse, +and shook his head. + +"One favour! Show this gentleman what you found sewn up in my coat." + +Annoyed, but unwilling to refuse a dying man's entreaty, the officer, +with an enquiring glance at Blanden, went into his office, and +returned, bringing another Cossack with him as watchman. + +Out of a rough wooden box close at hand at the time, he took a +sparkling diamond coronet. Even the Cossacks drew nearer with covetous +glances. + +Only one stone was wanting in the ornament. Blanden started back as if +stung by an adder. + +"My, her diamonds! Our family jewels! Robber! + +"I a robber? Did she wear these diamonds on her wedding day? Did she +complain that she had lost them? It is a gift that she gave to me--one +of the many with which she bought my silence. I came to her on the +evening before her wedding. Kaetchen showed me the road through the +tower and the subterranean passage, and cleared the way--poor child, it +was there, too, that she died the following day in the fireworks, which +she let off in honour of the bridal couple. These diamonds are my +honestly gained property." + +Now Blanden said no more. Groping about blindly he sought an +explanation, but all excuses were denied to him. Desperate, he buried +his face in his hands, and stamped as if in an impotent rage with his +fate. + +"He is dying," said the official, pointing at Baluzzi, whose features +suddenly became overshadowed. + +But he raised himself once more with a powerful effort, and cried in a +shrieking half-failing voice-- + +"Thrust her from you, the adulteress. Where am I? The brand upon her +brow, the chains of the galley rattle about me--" + +"And if it were so," cried Blanden, "the proofs are wanting. The secret +goes with you to the grave. I alone have the right to punish her." + +"You are wrong," said Baluzzi, gathering up his strength once more. +"Revenge I have vowed to her, I keep my oath, the proofs are not here, +not at hand, but they are in safe keeping. The accusation I carried for +long, carefully sealed up in my breast pocket. Beate burned the page in +the registry in San Giulio, but a legal copy at the See in Milan proves +the marriage. And this accusation is my legacy, the lightning that +strikes the worthless woman, even before I die." + +"This accusation--" cried Blanden, almost breathlessly. + +"Bears the address of the nearest court in the district, shows all +proofs, and is in the hands of Wild Robert, who fled with me on to the +bank in the swamps. The ball hit me--it missed him. He promised me, +even if it cost his life, to take the papers there. He knows the way +through the morass, and if he had to hew down bush and tree with an axe +to make a bridge for himself, the bailiffs have not caught him. +Triumph! Chains and fetters for her--she has despised me, I, too, may +despise her--thus I die--gladly!" And with these words, which were +already interrupted by the rattle of approaching death, he bowed his +head and passed away. + +As if out of his mind Blanden rushed into the night, ran along lonely +roads, sprang over ditches and fences, hurried up and down--he felt as +though he must fly from himself. + +His Giulia had deceived him, she was a criminal, his marriage +invalid--the myrmidons of the law were already knocking at the door of +his Castle! He repeated all this to himself mechanically, hopelessly, +as though he were conning a lesson. It was impossible that all this +could concern himself. + +After two hours of rapid flight through the night, which just began to +yield to the dawn in the east, he returned to the inn, asked for ink +and paper, and wrote to Giulia-- + +"Baluzzi is dead, he fell in a smuggler's fight, and dying confessed to +me that you are his wife, and never were divorced from him! Shortly +before his death he sent in an accusation against you. It cannot all be +true, confirm the untruth with a few lines; they will find me with the +proprietor of Opaczno." + +He obtained a messenger and despatched him to Kulmitten with his +letter. + +It would have been impossible for him to return now, look into Giulia's +eyes, hear from her own lips that she was the wife of that wretch. + +He gave some orders and money for Baluzzi's burial, and then drove to +Opaczno. + +Fixedly he gazed at the morning, he saw none of the objects past which +he drove, for him a heavy shadow lay upon all earthly things. + +She whom he had so proudly loved, seemed like a spectre to him, a bride +of Corinth, a vampire, which had sucked his blood, his life. + +And yet--in the midst of his wrath at the deception, he was seized with +fear, with pity for her, an inexpressible feeling of pain, that gnawed +at his heart. + +He felt as if the mild god of Hindoostan, the old King's son, laid a +hand upon his brow like a healing doctor, and whispered to him, "Have +pity upon all creation!" + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + CONFESSIONS. + + +"When you receive these lines," wrote Giulia, "I shall have left +Kulmitten with Beate, and all traces of me, it is to be hoped, will be +lost to you and to the world. I take nothing with me, save the +remembrance of your goodness and love, and they shall support me in my +forsakenness, and render it possible for me to endure life. + +"What else can it be to me, but an atonement of the past, but a prayer, +a prayer for forgiveness? I shall never learn if it be fulfilled, but +in my best hours I shall comfort myself with it, I shall hope and +believe in it, as we believe in one only happiness! + +"And I dare believe and hope, because the crime that I committed was +committed only through boundless love for you, through passion that +gives up and sacrifices everything for the possession of the beloved +one, even its duty, its honour--at least that which before law and the +world passes for such. I had hoped to be able to preserve my secret, +and at the same time untroubled happiness for you, even although mine +was ever disturbed by pangs of conscience; it has been ordained +differently, the veil has suddenly fallen. I stand as a criminal before +your eyes. If you, too, measure me with the measure of others, then +there is no absolution for me, but you, whom I loved most deeply, will +also be more capable than all others of forgiveness. + +"The whole history of my sorrow is connected with a man who has now met +with so terrible an end, he was fatal to my life. I may regret that a +low mind made him an unsettled, unhappy wanderer upon earth, but I +cannot weep for him, because tears are too precious to be wasted upon +what is ignoble. Others may, perhaps, think the same of me, but every +great passion has an atoning power. The story of my life is short, but +eventful. + +"My parents possessed a small estate near Bergamo; they exchanged it +for another in the Italian Tyrol, but they were unfortunate, their +affairs went wrong. Young as I was, I had to think of earning something +for myself, and as I was esteemed tolerably good looking, and my voice +melodious and strong, it was determined that I should devote myself to +the stage. Influential friends provided for my education, so that I +might enter the chorus at the _Pergola_, in Florence. + +"I was eighteen years old, I did not know life. In my dreams I might +sketch a brilliant future for myself: the present was poor enough, it +did not satisfy the ambition of artistic struggles, it barely yielded +daily bread. Gradually, however, I began to receive subordinate parts, +in which, if not by my singing, yet by my voice, my whole manner, I +could rouse people's attention. + +"At that time I became acquainted with Baluzzi; he was twenty years +older than I, and also a chorus singer, but for him the chorus was only +a place of refuge, as it seemed, the sad close to a mysterious life. He +was considered to be a handsome man, all my friends were proud when he +paid them any little attention. Soon he began to distinguish me +especially, which roused my companions' jealousy, made me, however, the +more susceptible of the tokens of his favour. He understood how to win +a young heart; he surrounded himself with the charm of recklessness; +here and there he allowed a reminiscence of his past, a picture to +gleam shedding around him the halo of a bold, daring man. Being a +member of the chorus appeared to us as a disguise which he had assumed +in his momentary need. + +"Unacquainted with life, captivated by Baluzzi's fiery glances, and the +power of his language, I was soon beneath his spell. I loved him with +inexperienced, ardent love. An event also occurred that showed me his +uncontrolled feelings, it is true, but also the strength of his +passion. I had inspired a Florentine noble with one of those transient +affections which the stage so easily ignited. I had treated him +politely, and he looked upon me as an easy prey. Late one evening he +came to me. I bade him leave, he became more importunate. Baluzzi had +watched for him, came to me, drew out his dagger, and wounded the +nobleman. The wound was not dangerous and my well-born friend deemed it +best to observe silence. I, however, could gauge Baluzzi's love for me +by the measure of his savage jealousy. + +"Nor did he only crave for fleeting love, he strove to possess me from +the first. He told the wounded intruder that I was his betrothed, and +asserted his right of active defence. I had not given him the right +until now, but I did not show over-much resistance when he claimed it. +Once when I refused to listen to him, we were standing upon the +platform of the _companile_, he threatened to throw himself down, and I +appeased him with hasty consent, because I believed that he would +fulfil his threat. + +"One thing I must say for him--and that was my misfortune--he believed +in my talent, my future. While others thought my performances pretty +and taking, he was convinced that, with my voice, my appearance, after +a little progress in singing, I should become great on the Italian +stage. In imagination he foresaw my pecuniary, my brilliant successes, +therefore he strove to possess me. I was an object of his calculations, +and they had not deceived him. That he also found me personally +desirable I will readily believe, for the world, the public, the +newspapers, and above all, my mirror told me that I was beautiful. + +"Baluzzi's passionate courtship, which inspired me with fear and +dread--as he intimidated me with menaces if I should not do his will--I +could no longer resist. I had sung my first more important part at the +_Pergola_ and been very successful; his calculations now gained a +firmer basis, more resolutely he went at his object. At that time, it +is true, I only perceived the expression of unlimited passion in all +that he said or did, which at last intoxicated me, for nothing is more +infectious than the soul's warmth. I gave my consent to the marriage; +that it should be a secret one at first, we both agreed. Nothing is +more fatal to young actresses than the title of _Signora_, it sets a +barrier to those undecided wishes which spontaneously, like a +superfluous element of nature, mingle with the admiration of beauty and +artistic revelations; in such unexpressed emotions often lies the +secret of success. A grand career lay before me, it must remain free +and open to me. Baluzzi also desired this. We were married in the +remote little church in the middle of the Orta lake. For the stage I +continued to be Signora Bollini; but the heavy, fatal error of my life +had been committed, it was no youthful folly whose consequences could +be brushed away with a light hand. Marriage is indissoluble according +to the laws of the Church, indissoluble according to those of the +country. The priest's words had converted me into a slave for evermore. +I did not feel it then, I was happy. This confession does not disgrace +me, because felicity lies in our feelings, and delusion can call it +forth as well as truth. Youth has its own rapture, its own bliss, and +love is not so powerless as not to procure full enjoyment for all who +are filled with it. Those were glorious days which I spent by the banks +of the Orta lake. Baluzzi then seemed like a demi-god to me, but that +bliss was of short duration. + +"Returned to Florence, I soon remarked that he displayed several +rougher sides of his nature, at first surprising, then alarming me. I +perceived that he gave himself up to a wild life, which, merely to win +and deceive me, he had interrupted for some time. He laid an embargo +upon my cash-box, I was almost reduced to poverty; he was a gambler, a +drunkard, and spent his nights with wild companions. + +"The rapture of love, however, had given unthought-of wings to my +talent; from part to part I attained greater success, and after the +lapse of a year was engaged at the _Pergola_ with a considerable +salary, but, with the salary, increased Baluzzi's claims; often he +demanded money for his journeys to Monaco, where he indulged his mania +for play, whence he always returned a bankrupt. All my expostulations +were vain, he met them with bitter scorn and the defiant manner of a +lord and master. + +"He gambled at Monaco, he engaged in equivocal business, and did I not +send him sufficient money at any time, he pursued me like a spy, like a +shadow. He read of my successes in the papers, he kept a book of them, +he calculated my receipts. In Milan, not long after, began the era of +my triumphs, the most distinguished circles were opened to me. I became +intimate with Princess Dolgia, and she invited we to her villa at +Stresa. + +"It was then that I saw you for the first time, when my heart burned +for you with glowing passion, when I experienced all the charms of love +and life, and felt the shame of my chains doubly heavy; then, too, he +spied upon me by the lake shore, he had been dissatisfied with the last +remittance; he demanded more. At the same time his heart was inflamed +with savage jealousy, or was it rather an emotion of hatred--he saw +that we loved one another. I feared for your life, only a great price +could assuage his wrath. But, carried away with delight that knew no +bounds, as if to raise me in blissful dreams above the unworthiness +with which my life was filled, I would not curb my glowing love, and +greater than the sin of loving was the wicked doubt, whether the +welfare of my soul was more imperilled by your love than by the mad +passion of a brutal criminal. + +"Since then my only thought has been for you and your love; he followed +me upon my career of triumph which I commenced through Europe. I would +fly from you, only entwine your love like a transient dream in my +life--and ever again it urged me to seek you; therefore I came here +and stayed so long on the shores of the northern lakes. It drew me to +your native land, to your own home. I visited your Castle while you +were absent; then I tore myself away from the glowing dreams of my +longing--for almost two years I lingered in Russia. Owing to no fault +of mine, Baluzzi had lost all traces of me for a considerable time; he +had been guilty of some breach of the laws in Russia, and was, I know +not why, banished to Siberia, but he discovered me again, and, like a +leech, he clung to my heels. + +"My increasing fame gave me the _entree_ to good society, I gained the +friendship of princes and princesses. Intercourse with Baluzzi could +only injure my name. Little as he fulfilled his duties as a chorus +singer in Florence, he was known as one of those musical assistants who +stood upon a subordinate step of the ladder of art, in those circles I +had risen far above his horizon. I often let him feel it, and he +rebelled with double defiance against my 'impudent overbearing.' Yet he +saw that, for his own sake, he must not disturb my career; he agreed +only to see and speak to me secretly, and before the world to assume +the semblance of friendship; he often came after dissipated +entertainments and asserted his rights, rousing my anger. + +"Another fearful surprise awaited me. A falling scene had struck his +shoulder; he persistently rejected all assistance from the surgeon, and +from me. I went to see him, he lay in feverish sleep. I wanted to see +the wound, that appeared to me as serious as his resistance was +suspicious. I drew back the bandage and saw--even now the recollection +fills me with horror--upon his shoulder the branded mark of a +galley-slave! It was to a desperate criminal that I had given hand and +heart! + +"There are countries in which the law would grant the right of divorce +in cases where such discoveries were made after marriage, because they +assume that only by mistake could such an union have been formed. But +in Italy there is no such law, and had there been I had neglected the +time which is allowed for such an appeal. I knew nothing about it. + +"Nevertheless, my resolution, to set myself free from the horrible +control of this man, so far as lay in my power, remained immovable. +When Baluzzi had recovered, I imparted my discovery to him with great +composure; he started. I told him that I knew now that I had married a +heavily punished criminal. + +"'Quarrels at the gaming table,' said he shortly, 'a hasty dagger that +caught its victim.' + +"'Perhaps combined with cheating and robbery,' added I. + +"'What does it matter to you? Who dares to reproach me with a +punishment that I have undergone?' I explained succinctly to him that I +could have nothing in common with a dismissed galley-slave, and forbade +him to visit me any more. Naturally this prohibition angered him, but I +declared that I should betray his secret to the world, publish the +brand which justice had imprinted upon him, and thus had cast him out +for ever from association with his fellow-men. + +"'Then I shall proclaim our marriage,' cried he triumphantly, 'and upon +you will rest the same curse.' + +"'And our fame, my talent, our gains?' + +"He became thoughtful, and entered into negociations; he should not +disturb my path any more, but he claimed the greater portion of my +receipts for himself; under these conditions, so long as I remained on +the stage, where he prophesied me a brilliant career, he should not +assert his rights over me, but so soon as from any cause I left the +theatre, I should again fall into his power, not only my possessions, +but also my life and person; thus should he be indemnified for the long +privation. I might then proclaim that he had been in the _bagno_, it +was immaterial to him. The wife of a galley-slave shared his disgrace; +yes, then he should be my master again and possess the right to the +whims of a sultan. + +"He parted from me; I bound myself always to give him my address, as I +was about to set out on a starring tour in Italy and abroad. I felt +like a serf who is granted liberty which is liable to be recalled at +any moment, but my earnings were paralysed, and my heart could not beat +freely without committing sin. That was control worse than the galley! + +"I saw you again. From that time my life has been no secret to you. I +would belong to you for ever, it was the one object of my life, and yet +unattainable if I did not possess the audacity to defy the constraint +of a law binding me for life to the galley. Is there no higher decree +than the mutable chequered one of these countries in our hemisphere? Is +there not a holier love which may scorn an unholy bond? I hoped to +annihilate the proofs of my slavery: I hoped to keep the spectre of my +life far aloof from myself, and still farther from you; to enjoy a +happiness over which, indeed, hung a sword on a silver thread, yet +invisible to you and your repose, not hostile to your peace--in vain! +He came because I had resigned the stage; he came not to demand my +money, but myself, and in wild desperation I bought a new reprieve with +the gift of your love, the diamond diadem, the family jewels of the +Blandens. But dying, the wretched man fulfilled his oaths of revenge, +and, as bleeding, he descends amongst the shadows, he leaves me behind +amidst the falling ruins of my bliss. + +"Well;--I am a guilty woman! Now condemn me! I have deceived you, I +bring disgrace upon your house--and yet, so long as my heart beats, it +will beat for you; I go forth into misery, behind me the myrmidons of +the law, nothing is left for me save the last greeting, the last word +of blessing! God protect the most noble man whom the earth contains, +and if he cannot forgive me then may his pity follow me--the outcast, +the scorned--into the wide world!" + +Again, and again, Blanden read the letter with throbbing heart and a +tear in his eyes, he ordered his horses to be harnessed and drove +furiously to Kulmitten. The Castle was desolate and empty. Giulia and +Beate had left it in a peasant's cart which chanced to be passing +through, both in the plainest garments, none could tell whither. + +He was alone. He waited for the officers of justice who would soon +knock at those doors and attach the seal of nameless shame to the +sacred heritage of his family. He sat there a silent, moody man, and +buried all his hopes. + + + + + LAST CHAPTER. + + TO THE EAST! + + +Since the occurrences which we have just related, two years had passed +away. + +The political storm had burst which the weather tokens on the horizon +had long since foretold, the regeneration of the German people was +proclaimed amid mighty convulsions. + +It was a premature spring whose blossoms shed their leaves before they +attained maturity. + +The uproar raged through the large towns. Blood flowed over the +streets. War between brothers was unfettered. Often those fought +together, who desired the same object; with cannon balls, the people +greeted the desired concessions of Government; wild tumult had taken +possession of hearts and minds. The equinoctial gale of the spring of +liberty swept through Europe, and general shipwreck ensued. + +Only upon one tiny spot of earth, where it was necessary to defend +German soil against foreign encroachments, and to prepare the place for +the German Empire of the future, a struggle had been commenced, which +did not bear the fearful impress of a war between brothers, which was +ennobled by glorious enthusiasm for the fatherland. The dependence upon +the will of foreign rulers who trod old rights under foot, had become +insupportable to a brave race of people which flew to arms to preserve +the right, to repel the interference of a newly-crowned king, and to +maintain its connection with Germany at the point of the sword. + +It was on a day in April, 1848, that the thunder of cannon echoed +across the narrow bay of Flensburg; the red columns of the Danish army +had extended themselves around the village of Bau and threatened to cut +off the advance guard of the Schleswig-Holstein army that was stationed +at Bau and Krusau. Soon the battle began! The flower of the country's +youth, the students of Kiel, with the riflemen of that town, had to +withstand the first onslaught of the enemy. + +Over the hedges, out of the ditches, the advanced out-posts fired upon +the red sharpshooters, upon the rushing enemy. + +"Forward!" resounded the cry of the officers; "forward!" rang Blanden's +voice. He led the disciples of _alma mater_ to the battle; he had +hastened to them, and entered their ranks amongst the first German +volunteers, who placed their swords at the disposal of the good cause +of Schleswig-Holstein. + +"Forward!" replied the students' cry, with tempestuous enthusiasm, many +of whom had a musket in their hands for the first time, who had poured +in from the lecture-rooms to prove by active deeds their devotion to +their fatherland. And forward moved the volunteer band; with levelled +bayonets they charged the Danish vanguard, drove it back, and held +their position beneath a heavy fire; courage and energy compensated for +lack of numbers. + +The Danes gave the courageously attacking force credit for strong +supports; for a fresh effort they summoned fresh powers to their +assistance. + +Regardless of the balls which whistled round him from every side, +Blanden, too, stood under fire; it almost seemed as if death would be +welcome to him, and yet he was filled with burning love of battle as he +looked into the radiant faces of those youths who went so full of the +courage of sacrifice to meet their death. + +Yes, and it was no common food for powder that filled the ditches, they +were the best sons of the land. It was the vanguard of the German +spirit, and wherever it had conquered it was always the united word of +the sword, and the sword of the word which had gained the victory. +These bayonets were not merely a flashing protest of the northern +nations; the hands in which they rested were equally powerful to wield +the pen--and knew how to prove this right. + +Meanwhile the shots thundered from Bau, the crashing salvoes, however, +drew towards the south-east of Flensburg. Soon scattered troops +announced that the sixteenth battalion at Bau had been beaten by the +Danes. Now the brave men stood helplessly, no order from head-quarters +came to them; one orderly after another was despatched, none returned. +The retreat to Flensburg was endangered. + +Thus they left the corpse-strewn battle field in order to force a +retreat for themselves. Bau and Krusau were the Schleswig-Holstein +Thermopylae! + +Singing battle songs, the troops of lads approached the town, but they +were hymns to the dead, for now only did death reap its abundant +harvest. + +The road ran along the shore, the bay suddenly became alive, the white +and red flags approached, and the sky-blue lion prepared to spring. Was +not the sea, the kingdom of the old Vikings, subject to the island +people; how long did the Sound stand beneath the dominion of Danish +cannon? + +And it was a submissive bay of the conquered East Sea, which here made +its entry into the Schleswig-Holstein country of beeches and hedges. + +Suddenly the waves became alive, from the narrow tongue of land, from +Holsens, where the Leviathans, the armed men of war, lay, it came ever +nearer like a dark cloud upon the billows, a dense evil-boding throng. + +They were the Danish gun-boats; then flashed the shots, then blazed the +touch-holes. Astonished, the waves caught the strange smoke of powder +which spread itself over them like a veil, and the cartridges rattled +on the strand. + +Like an ocean monster of the old legend rolling devouringly upon the +land, death leaped from the waves and laid its victims low. The road +became filled with corpses, of what use were the single bullets, which +struck the boats; of what avail the temporary shelter behind the trunks +of trees along the path! + +"Forward to the foundry!" rang the cry of death. It was a kind of +trench granting protection. There they could fall fighting; here the +band resembled game driven by the keepers, upon which the sportsmen can +shoot from a safe position. + +And with winged steps all thronged to the fort of death, determined, at +least, to sell their lives dearly. + +Cartridge upon cartridge blazed across; wounded and dying leaned +against the tall stems of the beeches, and the down crashing branches +decked these pale brows as if with a homely wreath of honour, upon +which trickled the cold drops of death. + +Already Blanden saw the smoking furnaces of the foundry before him; +there a flash quivers through the cloud of vapour; in conical flight +the birds of death swept through, on right and left, fell into the +trees, here and there penetrated the earth, struck the companions by +his side, and stretched Blanden himself on the ground. He gazed into +the night, as it descended upon his eyes--the night of death--but +uttered not a word of lament. His last thought before his senses +forsook him was the futility of his life, which was honourably +terminated by death upon the battle-field. + +When he opened his eyes again amidst violent pain, he fancied he was +still under the spell of a dream: had he awoke in India amongst the +peris? His bewildered fancy led the favourite images of his waking +dreams before his mind. + +A tear-bedimmed eye rested upon him, a slight form, wrapped in a cloak, +bent over him. + +They were the eyes, it was the figure of Giulia; with a loud cry of joy +she welcomed his awaking. + +But it was yet the day, the same day of the battle. Vollies rattled +round the iron fort; where at other times the wheels of machinery +revolved, now revolved the wheel of death. + +A gun-boat still lay upon the strand, the otters had moved nearer to +Flensburg, but that one did not cease from its work of devastation. A +cartridge rattled and fell into the beech and struck down a branch, +which fell upon Giulia and cut her brow. She had bent over Blanden to +shelter him. + +"Where am I? You here?" said he, half unconsciously. + +"Do not ask how." + +"Who brings you here?" + +"Charity and longing for death, but now there is not a moment to lose." + +She beckoned to two peasants, who stood close by with a little cart, +and lifted Blanden into it, beside a wounded man who already lay there. +Giulia seated herself upon the hard straw sack. They went along back +streets to the inn of a neighbouring village, where several surgeons +were in full employment. + +It was a long time before Blanden recovered from his wounds, which left +him slightly lame for life. Giulia was once more his faithful nurse, +she also followed him to the Danish captivity, into which he, with the +other wounded men, had fallen. + +The feeling of belonging wholly to one another became quickened in +both. From every side Blanden heard with what heroic valour Giulia had +hastened into the battle field, how amidst shot and shells she had +brought consolation, succour and relief to the wounded, an angel of +mercy, whose memory would live for all ages in the hearts of the +Schleswig-Holstein youth. For long both avoided speaking of their +separation, its causes, of their later experiences. There would have +been the risk of great agitation for Blanden, for both the danger of +parting again, and yet both felt how painful an effect this would have +upon their lives. + +At last Blanden had sufficiently recovered to be allowed to go out into +the fresh air, and he, with others, had been already exchanged for +Danish prisoners. + +They sat under a lofty avenue of beeches by the sea, lying so quietly +and blue before them. Islands rose out of the waves and ships passed on +the horizon. + +"Where have you been, Giulia, since you left me?" + +"Upon a little island near that of Sylt, in a lonely fisherman's +cottage, there I deemed myself most effectually concealed. So quickly +could the law not raise its accusation, not follow my track and find me +yonder in my solitude, where, with Beate, I helped to mend fishing +nets, and obtained a little money by teaching children. For hours I sat +upon the 'dunes,' I saw the tide rush in which for centuries has been +washing away these islands, ready to swallow them up, and which already +has buried so much work of men's hands within its depths. Like a sea +mew's flight over the foaming, dashing billows, my thoughts swept over +the heights and abysses of my life, and my bruised heart did bitter +penance, and as the roaring hurricane came and stirred the waves and +tore them upwards until towering on high they dashed upon the shore, so +was I now overwhelmed with the fire and wild passion which had animated +me, and with the recollection of all the tempests of my life. + +"I could have retired to a convent in my own country, but my soul +longed for the free breath of heaven, and an irrevocable bond would +have crushed it to the ground. + +"Beate left me, she had often been at Sylt during the season, and there +had made the acquaintance of a well-to-do Hamburg merchant, whom her +sparkling eyes and lively manner had fascinated. We parted amid tears, +she was my most faithful friend, who for me had jeopardised her honour. +Then the feeling of being utterly forsaken came upon me, the never +ceasing return of ebb and flow, the only event of which the 'dunes' +could tell, made my spirit weary and listless, all the fettered springs +of life stirred within me. I could not have lived amid the ocean +solitude another year, my talent for a Robinsonade was exhausted. Then +the news of war, which was at that time only imminent, but of whose +outbreak messengers brought premature intelligence, penetrated to our +fishermen's cottages; I resolved to make atonement for my past as a +nurse in the midst of the conflict, and hoped, perhaps, to meet death +from a merciful bullet. When I came here I found nothing prepared, I +wished to go upon the battle-field as a volunteer Samaritan, and +beneath its terrible and yet elevating influences, I felt the pulses of +my life beat higher once more--I forgot myself. I relieved pain, I +earned thanks--the sin of my life seemed to be melting away as if tears +and words of gratitude washed it out. Thus I found you. Fate led those +together again, whom it had parted, but still the gulf of guilt lies +between them. You have recovered, my task is completed, let me go hence +once more." + +"No Giulia," cried Blanden with a burst of emotion, "now we part no +more." + +Giulia looked enquiringly at him; she could not believe his words. + +"I part from my preserver no more. I am superstitious, or believing +enough to follow the signal of fate which re-united us upon the field +of honour. You have nothing more to fear from justice. Baluzzi's +messenger, wild Robert, did not reach his goal, he fell, lost in the +swamp, the edges of which were thoroughly searched by the guards; +doubtlessly he ventured too far in order to escape them. Baluzzi's +accusation lies deep down in the morass where it ought to lie; he +himself is dead, never did any messenger of justice trouble me. Thus +there is but one human being in the world who can bring an accusation +against you, and that one dare not, because you only sinned out of love +for me, out of blind, but yet true ardent love, and with this kiss I +absolve you." + +He kissed Giulia's brow; sobbing, she sank into his arms. + +"Fate has foiled my most glorious plans of life, we cannot return to +the desolate Castle. Your sudden flight injured my name again, the +people there will not associate with us, but the world is large! +Although my life has been a failure, although I must stay far from my +home, there yet remains to me the thinker's dream and the ecstasy of +love." + +"Not for my sake shall you fly from all," said Giulia imploringly. + +"I, too, am dead to this portion of the world. I can do nothing more +for my fatherland. This bullet has rendered me unfit for war, a chain +of unfortunate circumstances for peace. I cannot stand before any +electors, a political career is closed to me. Thus I fly for my sake +also, and you, my fondly loved wife, I take with me as comforter. The +registry at San Giulio still tells of your guilt, we must away, far +away from here. I know a land, the cradle of the gods, perhaps the +cradle of mankind, a wonder land. There beneath the giant mountain lies +the Walar Lake, and the Behat winds through a paradise of rustling +fruit trees and prolific plains upon which gaze down glaciers high as +heaven. Beautiful beings wander there in the most blessed valley of the +world, and there free from the constraint of law and the trammels of +society, which here rule the world, we will build ourselves huts +and I will introduce you to the profound wisdom of the land of the +lotus-flowers. Follow me to Cashmere." + +Giulia pressed him to her heart, "I have no will but yours." + +Blanden wrote to Wegen and begged him to sell Kulmitten, Rositten, and +Nehren. His friend, Olga's happy husband, doubly happy by her +unexpected mastery of the art of cooking, executed Blanden's +commission, and by means of a large inheritance, was enabled to buy +Kulmitten, the principal estate, for himself. + +To Kuhl, however, who really had invited no living creature excepting +Caro, to his wedding dinner, Blanden wrote-- + +"I go far away, to the primeval home of mankind; I am a shipwrecked +mariner, and, united to Giulia, shall build myself a hut in the desert. +Withered leaves--they fell upon the flowers of my heart, and twice have +covered and crushed out their life. My friend! no man can overcome his +past. Unforeseen it rises again like a spectre and stretches the +destroyer's hand into our lives. Poor Eva was the victim of one of +those fearful chains of events which, long invisible, suddenly seize us +with a ghostly grasp. That I had loved the mother, was the daughter's +death! Withered leaves--vainly my Giulia amid bitterest pain sought to +wrench herself loose from her past, but it held her firmly as in an +iron vice. Away into the kingdom of Buddha, into the dream-world of the +East! I could not live as I would, therefore now I will live as I can." + +Not long after a Hamburg steamboat bore the loving pair into the land +of the lotus-flowers. + + + + FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: The evening preceding the wedding day,--_Translator's +note_.] + + + + THE END. + + * * * * * + Printed by Remington & Co., 5, Arundel Street, Strand, W.C. + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Withered Leaves. Vol. III.(of III), by +Rudolf von Gottschall + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WITHERED LEAVES. VOL. 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