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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/35571-8.txt b/35571-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..55026f9 --- /dev/null +++ b/35571-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,8167 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Felix Lanzberg's Expiation, by Ossip Schubin + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Felix Lanzberg's Expiation + +Author: Ossip Schubin + +Translator: Élise L. Lathrop + +Release Date: March 13, 2011 [EBook #35571] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FELIX LANZBERG'S EXPIATION *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + + + + + + +Transcriber's Note: + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=ZQoZAAAAYAAJ + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + 3. Lacunae in English version were compared to the German edition + (Ehre). Corrections to English version are shown in bold. + + Page 72, 3rd para., end of last sentence: wird ZUR GEWIßHEIT. + Linda's Mutter hat ihn betrogen? Linda WEIß nichts! + + BECOMES CERTAIN that Linda's mother has deceived him; Linda + KNOWS nothing! + + Page 72, 4th para, first sentence: Da fordert der PRIESTER sein + "Ja!" + + Then the PRIEST demands his "Yes!" + + Page 73, para. 1: --reine FARBENPATZEN.--Sind von einer + Schlamperei diese Franzosen!--Daß sich wirklich NOCH JEMAND + von ihnen prellen läßt!" So schließt Papa HARFINK, der + Kunstkritiker. + + --regular DAUBS OF COLORS. These Frenchmen are tricky. + REALLY, PEOPLE are cheated by them. Thus concludes Papa + HARFINK, the art critic. + + Page 244, para. 2: Sie aß ohne Ziererei und ohne Gier, nippte nur + an dem Champagner, lächelte gutwillig über DIE frechsten + Scherze, ob SIE SELBE VERSTAND ODER auch nicht verstand, mit + der Resignation eines Geschöpfes, DAS ES GEWOHNT IST, sich + auf diese Weise sein Brot zu verdienen. + + She ate without affectation and without greediness--only + sipped the champagne, smiled good-naturedly at THE boldest + jokes, whether she understood THEM OR not, with the + resignation of a being WHO WAS ACCUSTOMED to earn her bread + in this manner. + + Page 244, para. 3: DIE ALTE MANUELA schnarchte längst. Einige der + OFFIZIERE waren melancholisch geworden, ... + + THE OLD MANUELA had long been snoring. Some the OFFICERS had + grown melancholy, ... + + Page 245, para. 4: Er pflegte sie, wie ein Bräutigam die + ROSENKNOSPE, die ihm seine liebe Braut geschenkt hat--ja, so + PFLEGTE FELIX die welke gelbe Blume, die DER COULISSENSTAUB + beschmutzt--auf die EIN AKROBAT GETRETEN HABEN MOCHTE! + + He cherished it like a lover the ROSE-BUD which his dear one + had given him; yes, thus WOULD FELIX cherish the faded yellow + flower which THE DUST [IN THE WINGS] OF the stage had + soiled--upon which AN ACROBAT MIGHT HAVE trodden. + + + + + + +[Illustration: Elsa springs up--she listens breathlessly.] + + + + + + + FELIX LANZBERG'S + + EXPIATION + + + + + BY + + OSSIP SCHUBIN + + + + + TRANSLATED BY + + ÉLISE L. LATHROP + + + + + ILLUSTRATED + + + + + NEW YORK + WORTHINGTON COMPANY + 747 BROADWAY + 1892 + + + + + + + Copyright, 1892, by + WORTHINGTON COMPANY + + + + + + + Press of J. J. Little & Co. + Astor Place, New York + + + + + + + FELIX LANZBERG'S EXPIATION. + + + + + I. + + +"My dear Falk, do not tear past me so unheedingly, I beg you! Do you, +then, not recognize me?" + +Thus a stout old lady cries in a deep rough voice to a gentleman whose +arm she has energetically grasped with both hands. + +The gentleman--his carriage betokens a retired officer; his wrinkles +betray him to be a contemporary of the lady--starts back. + +"Oh! it is you, Baroness!" cries he, and half recalls that forty years +or so ago he was an admirer of hers, and remembers very distinctly that +last winter he had quarrelled with her at whist on account of a revoke. + +"I am indescribably pleased," he adds, with well-bred resignation, and +at the same time glances after a passing blonde chignon whose +coquettish curls float to and fro as if they said "catch me!" + +"Ah, ah! age does not protect you from folly!" laughs the old woman. +"She interests you, the person with the yellow hair, eh? Dyed, my dear +man, dyed, I assure you. It is not worth the trouble to run after her. +Her back is pretty, _mais pour le reste!_ Hm! Sit down and talk to me +for a little!" + +The yellow chignon has vanished round a corner and the energetic old +woman has drawn her ex-adorer down on a bench in the meagre shade of a +watering-place promenade, upon a grass-green bench under gray-brown +trees. + +It is in Franzensbad in July; afternoon; around them the sleepy +stillness of a place where there is nothing to do and one cannot amuse +one's self. + +Some ladies, pale, sickly, dressed with the grotesque elegance which is +permissible in a watering-place, pass, some with arms bare to the +elbow, others with pearls round their necks, still others with floating +hair. + +"How glad I am, my dear Colonel!" cries the old Baroness to her +captive, for at least the tenth time. "But how are you, pray tell me? +No! Where do you get your elixir of life? You remain so fabulously +young!" + +In fact the Colonel, closely shaven and dressed in the latest fashion, +slender and active as he is, at a hundred paces looks like a young +dandy; at twenty paces, at least like the mummy of one. Still he +parries the old lady's compliments, while he shakes his head and shrugs +his shoulders disparagingly. + +"Positively--positively!" croaks the old woman. "And now tell me what +is the news with you people in Marienbad? It is not in vain that they +call you 'Le Figaro de Marienbad.'" + +Marienbad, a few hours distant from Franzensbad, is the present +stopping place of the Colonel. + +"News? News?" grumbles the Colonel. "A mill burned down yesterday, +three head of cattle and two men with it." + +"Oh, cease such ordinary, horrible stories. What does society?" + +"Rejoices that it has opportunity of diversion through a fair for +charity." + +"So? Ah!--and what else?" + +"Last night Princess Barenburg's groom hung himself. Perhaps that +interests you?" + +"Ah, very agreeable that! Poor Clémence is unfortunate!" says the +Baroness, compassionately. + +"Yes, the Pancini also!" remarks the Colonel, and looks down +indifferently at the flower in his buttonhole. + +"Why she?" + +"What? you do not know!" cries the Colonel in astonishment. "Her last +admirer, the Polish prince with the unpronounceable name, has turned +out to be a circus rider." + +"The handsome blond with the mysterious political past." + +"It seems to have been merely a politic silence," jokes the Colonel. + +"_Tiens, tiens!_--how delightful--how delightful! But do you know it +positively?" she asks with anxious excitement. + +"Positively! Nicki Arenhain, two years ago in Madrid, saw him dressed +in a green satin jacket and white tights springing through hoops--she +identified him at once. Famous story, quite famous." The Colonel rubs +his hands with satisfaction--the old Baroness knocks enthusiastically +on the ground with her umbrella, like an animated amateur who applauds +her favorite virtuoso. + +"Excellent!" croaks she. "It serves her right, that Pancini, who +permits herself to be as arrogant as a born lady. It serves her right, +the soap-boiler's daughter." + +"Pardon! her father was a pawn-broker--or was in some banking +business--I really do not remember----" + +"It is all the same--she will have to step down now. Bravo! Bravo!" + +"I know something else, Baroness," says the Colonel proudly, and +smiling slyly. "A decided bit of news, _pour la bonne bouche_!" + +"Well?" + +"Felix Lanzberg is to be married." + +The Baroness is speechless; she opens her mouth, stares at the Colonel, +clutches his arm, and only after several seconds she stammers softly: +"The--the--certain--Lanzberg?" + +"Yes--it is considered certain." + +"Whom?" + +"Look around." + +The Baroness looks around. In the back seat of a carriage just rolling +past them sit two ladies, one of whom, a woman in the fifties, +tastelessly dressed, loaded with cameos and Florentine mosaics, has the +piercing eyes, the excessive thinness as well as the aimless, twitching +movements of a very uneasy temperament, while her neighbor at the left, +beautiful and young, lazily crumpling her striking toilet, leans back +among the cushions, the embodiment of dissatisfied indolence. A student +with a bright red cap occupies the small seat opposite. On the box, +usurping the coachman's raised seat, is a short individual with a +crimson cravat between a blue shirt and purple face, a short, bright +yellow foulard coat and large Panama hat. He smacks his lips +incessantly at the horses, in driving holds his elbows far out from his +sides so that one could easily place a travelling bag under each arm, +and groans and puffs from exertion and attention. Near him, faultlessly +erect, arms solemnly crossed on his chest, sits a majestic coachman, +every feature expressing the despair of a distinguished servant who, in +a weak hour, had let himself be persuaded to enter the service of an +ordinary millionnaire. + +"Who is this elegant gentleman?" asked the Baroness, raising her +lorgnon, still wholly absorbed in contemplating the interesting foulard +back. + +"Felix Lanzberg's future father-in-law, Mr. Harfink." + +"He?" sighs the Baroness, emphatically. "Poor Felix! He does not +deserve such punishment." + +The Colonel shrugs his shoulders. "What punishment? He is not marrying +the father, and the daughter is charming--a refined beauty, a truly +aristocratic girl, and I do not believe that she will ever worry +Lanzberg by especial clinging to her parental house. Now I must part +from you, _nolens volens_, Baroness--regret it deeply--I have a letter +to deliver to the Countess Dey." + +"I will go with you, I will go with you," cries the old lady, +animatedly. "Give me your arm and imagine it was forty years ago." + +And he, in his quality of man of the world condemned to perpetual +politeness, gives her his arm and walks on laughing and chatting, at +the side of the colossally stout woman with the servile, nodding little +head--a martyr of _bon ton_. + + +The Colonel and his friend were both fond of gossip--with the +difference that the Colonel, an independent man, related scandal for +his own pleasure, while the Baroness very often did so to please +others. Her name was Baroness Klettenstein, but usually she was simply +called _Klette_ (burr) because she could never be shaken off. She also +had a second equally pretty nickname. In consequence of her +indestructible life at the cost of others--she was remarkably robust +for her sixty-six years--she had been christened the "immortal +Cantharide." Hungrily she crept from one house to another, gained +admission by a budget of malicious news, which, as we have seen, she +collected indefatigably, at times even invented. She always rendered +homage to the rising, never remembered even to have known the setting +sun. And when, weary of her tiring parasitism, she rested in her tiny +room at Prague, which was the only home she possessed, she swore that +she would have been just as unselfish, just as truth-loving and +discreet as others, if only her income had sufficed for her needs. + +Out of breath and panting, she entered the park on the arm of the +Colonel. The bandmaster, a Pole with an interesting, revolutionist +face, swings the baton with graceful languor. The ladies, leaning back +in their white chairs on either side of the broad gravel walk, look +weary, limp, and melancholy in their gay gowns, like flowers which a +too hot sunbeam has withered and faded. They are worn, thin, and +colorless, but for their toilets; but the transparent paleness of their +faces, the excessive thinness of their forms lends them a certain +charm, something fairylike and distinguished, refinedly aristocratic +and Undine-like. Invalidism is less becoming to the men at the cure; +many of them resemble corpses which an enterprising physiologist has +exhumed to experiment upon. + +The first row of tables are already occupied, but an attendant, +understanding the Klette's glance, brings forward another from the rear +and places it where she is told. Hereupon the Baroness calls for coffee +for two, and invites the Colonel in the most polite manner to sit +beside her, and as he cannot deny that from this spot, purposely chosen +by the Klette for a fine view of all present, he can soonest espy +Countess Dey whom he has sought in vain, he resolves to await her here. + +Slowly the guests stroll along the promenade: most noticeable of all, +admired or at least stared at by all, Linda Harfink. Her large, dark +hat with its scarlet feather throws a mysterious shadow on her pale +face; a black lace scarf is twisted round her throat and tied in a +careless knot behind. Her pale green dress clings tightly, and yet in +folds around her figure. Near her walks a young man, blond and +handsome; in spite of his handsome figure and Nero-profile, too foppish +and dandified, too strikingly dressed in the latest fashion, to be +taken for any one but an elegant _parvenu_. + +"Who is he?" asks Klette, her mouth full of bread, a coffee cup in her +hand. + +"A young Baron Rh[oe]den, born Grau. The family was ennobled five years +ago, and since then only call themselves by the predicate," replies the +Colonel. "A cousin of Linda--very nice fellow--_garçon coiffeur_, but +very nice for his sphere--seems to be uncommonly smitten with his +cousin." + +Through the evening air floats a sentimental potpourri from the "Flying +Dutchman." The Harfinks, who wish to return the same evening to +Marienbad, where they are staying, have left the park. Gazing down in +coquettish silence at a rose in her hand, Linda has vanished through +the gateway of the park, on the arm of her cousin, in the golden light +of the setting sun. + +"Colonel!" now cries a gay voice. + +"Ah, Countess!" Intently gazing after Linda's seductive apparition, the +Colonel had not noticed the approach of the so-long-awaited Countess +Dey. Now he springs up, "falls at her feet, kisses her hands," +naturally only with words, and searches all his pockets for the letter +for her. + +The Countess meanwhile, with lorgnon at her eyes, indifferently gazes +at her surroundings. + +"I just met a little person who is considered a great beauty--Hopfing +or Harpfink is her name, I believe. They say that Lanzberg is engaged +to her--that cannot be true?" + +"I have heard so too," says the Colonel. "Curious match--what do you +say to it, Countess?" + +"Felix Lanzberg is as unfortunate as ever," murmurs the Countess. + +But Klette shrugs her fat shoulders and hisses: "What does it matter if +a certain Lanzberg makes a mésalliance?" + + + + + II. + + +A tall form, slender, perhaps too narrow-shouldered, with too long +arms, a small head with bushy, light brown hair fastened in a thick +knot low on her neck, a golden furze at neck and temples, a pale, +almost sallow, little face with large blue eyes, which love to look up +and away from the earth like those of a devout cherub, a short, small +nose, a little mouth which, with the corners slightly curving up, seems +destined by nature for continual laughter, but later evidently +disturbed by fate in this gay calling, in every movement the dreamy +grace of a woman who, when scarcely grown, had experienced a great +misfortune or a severe illness, all this pervaded by a breath of +fanciful earnestness, melancholy tenderness, and united into an +harmonious whole--Elsa--the sister of the "certain Felix Lanzberg," and +since five years the wife of the Freiherr von Garzin. + +She is like a flower, but not like one of those proud, luxuriant roses +which pass their life amid sunbeams and butterflies, but rather one of +those delicate, white blossoms which have grown in deep shadow during a +cold spring, and which close their petals from the sun. + +"Mamma, the letters dance again to-day," complains a little voice, the +voice of Felicie, Elsa's four-year-old daughter, who with bare legs, +her little form encased in a red embroidered gray linen frock, her +towzled yellow curls fastened with a red ribbon, stands before her +mamma. + +Elsa sits in a deep arm-chair, an alphabet on her knees. "Look very +hard at the naughty letters and they will be quiet," says she with a +smile. She finds that Felicie makes that excuse of dancing letters too +often. + +The child tries to look hard at the letters. + +"M--a," spells she. "Mamma," she cries in great triumph at having +spelled out a word which she knows so well. + +"Bravo, Litzi!" + +Litzi leans closely, closely against her mother's knees. "Mamma, the +letters are tired," whispers she, "they want to go to sleep." And Elsa +this time thinks that one cannot expect too much industry from such a +tiny little bit of humanity, so she kisses the child and says, "Well, +put them to bed, then." Whereupon, Litzi, with much pretext of +business, puts the alphabet away in the drawer, while Elsa, leaning +back comfortably in her arm-chair, her feet crossed, her arms clasped +around her knees, gives herself up to that lazy thinking which with +happy people is called reverie, with unhappy ones brooding. The room in +which she sits, half boudoir, half library, furnished with tall +book-cases, étagères, old faience and Japanese lacquer work, and filled +with the perfume of the sweetest flowers, is an ideal nest for a young +woman of good taste and serious habits. + +"Mamma, why must I learn to read?" asks Litzi after a while. + +"So as to be a wise girl," replies Elsa, absently. + +"Mamma, can the dear God read too?" + +"The dear God can do everything that He wishes," says Elsa, with +difficulty restraining her laughter. + +"Everything?" asks the little one, with great, surprised eyes. "Could +He make Fido into a cow?" + +Fido, a white bull-dog with pointed black ears and a black spot on his +shoulder, raises his upper lip and shows his teeth pleasantly as a sign +that he, clever dog that he is, notices when he is spoken of. + +"The dear God does not wish to do foolish things," says Elsa, very +seriously. + +"But if He wanted to?" + +The door opens. Fido rises from the streak of sunlight in which he has +been lying. "Papa!" cries Litzi, and a young man, blond, with unusually +attractive dark eyes, seizes her under the shoulders, and raising her +to him he says: "Litzi, Litzi, you are a dear little mouse, but a great +big goose. Accustom yourself to the conditional." + +"What is conditional?" + +"A form of expression which leads one to much useless conjecture." + +"But, Erwin!" laughingly admonishes Elsa. + +"Perhaps you did not wholly understand me, Litzi?" he asks, drolly +staring at the child. + +She shakes her head, and says somewhat vexedly, "You are laughing at +me, papa." + +"Only a very little bit, so that you may get used to it, you pretty +little scamp, you," says he, tenderly pinching her cheeks, "and now you +may go to Mlle. Angelique, and ask her to put a clean dress and a +pretty sash on you, for Uncle Felix is coming to dinner. Can you find +the way?" + +He has placed her on the ground, and led her to the door, then looks +after her until, calling "Angelique! Angelique!" she is met by a pretty +French _bonne_. + +"And how is your Highness?" he now turns to his wife, who holds out +both hands to him. + +"How long it is since one has seen you to-day," says she. + +"Has 'one' missed me a little?" + +"Do not ask such foolish questions!" + +"Thanks! I was very busy or else I should have burdened you with my +presence sooner," says he, gayly. "And now give me your keys, so that I +can put away your money." + +"Oh, my quarterly allowance. How much is it?" + +He hands her a little bundle of bank-notes. + +"Count!" + +"I do not understand, it is different every time. You always give me +more than is due me," replies she, shaking her head. + +"Leave me this innocent pleasure. You are always in debt," says he, +while he locks the notes in a drawer of her writing-desk. + +Erwin never would acknowledge the equal rights of woman with regard to +the cares of life. He was pleased that Elsa, who read the most abstract +treatises on political economy, did not understand an iota of business. +He had purposely left her in this darkness, and she did not fight +against it. He paid her the interest of her property, insisted that she +should spend it exclusively upon her poor and her own fancies, and she +never asked what he did with the capital. + +"May I write here?" he asks over his shoulder, sitting down at her +writing-desk then, without waiting for an answer. "A lady's +writing-desk without invitations and charitable circulars. The +inspector has become confused about that farm business of your little +_protégé_ in Johannesthal." He writes quickly. + +"The inspector is good for nothing," grumbles Elsa. "That is to say, he +is newly married." + +Erwin defends his bailiff. + +"There, that is done. You can tell your little friend that it is all +arranged. Hm! Elsa! Do you think that I would have been much more +practical during our honeymoon than my inspector?" + +"Ah, you," says Elsa, who evidently does not understand how her husband +can compare himself to his overseer, Cibulka. He has laid aside his pen +and now pushes his chair lazily up to hers. + +"You will make marks in my carpet, you careless man," says she. + +"Do not cry," he says, consolingly. "I will buy you a new one, as the +banker said to his daughter when her husband died." + +"I congratulate you on your fine comparison," says she, kissing his +hair lightly. "Now I must dress for dinner." + +"Already? Am I to be sentenced to read the paper?" + +It was a little more than five years ago that Erwin Garzin had come to +his estate of Steinbach adjoining the beautiful Lanzberg Traunberg in +order to arrange his business after the death of his father. Elsa, with +whom he had as boy played many a trick, he had found a grown girl. At +that time nineteen years old, her mind, matured by pain, was far in +advance of her years, her body far behind. She had the slender, +undeveloped form of a child too quickly grown, and carried her head +always bent forward, like a young tree over which a cold storm has +passed, and was always sad and depressed. At times, to be sure, she +smiled suddenly like a true child, but only for a moment, and her eyes +were almost always moist. She spoke little and had a hollow, almost too +deep voice. And yet the first time that Erwin heard this hollow voice +his heart beat strangely, and that night he lay awake and was angry at +the sweet song of a nightingale which disturbed him in his efforts to +remember that hollow voice. + +It was spring-time then, a mixture of showers and rainbows, flowers +heavy with dew, bright foliage and mild air. Erwin fell hopelessly in +love with the pale daughter of old Mr. Lanzberg. She, however, avoided +him, not with that pretty maidenly reserve behind which the coquetry of +the future woman usually lurks, but with the shy despondency of a sick +owl dreading the light. When he had at length accustomed her to his +society he was still miles from his aim. She did not think of what most +young girls do. She was wholly absorbed in consoling her bowed father, +in pitying her unfortunate brother, at that time dwelling in a far +distant land. Her heart was full, longed for no other feeling, +suspected none, and yet slowly her whole being warmed; something like a +cure was effected in her, and the day came when she laid her small hand +firmly and confidingly in Erwin's and for the first time he +whisperingly called her his betrothed. + +But he had not yet won. Soon she expressed her scruples at dragging the +shadow which made her so sad under his roof, then at leaving her +father. When they proved to her that nothing could so help the bowed +man as the consolation of seeing at least one of his children happy, +the wedding day was at length appointed. A strange turn suddenly seized +her when Erwin one day asked her in what part of Vienna she would +prefer to live. + +"In Vienna?" cried she. "We are to live in the city?" Whereupon he +replied: "My treasure, you know that I am not a rich man, and the rents +of Steinbach only just suffice for the support of a very economical +couple. Therefore I, and you with me are dependent upon my career. But +I like to work. I have fine connections, and the times are favorable to +ambitious people. You will yet be the wife of an Excellency, Elsa!" + +From her pale face it could be read that she did not see the slightest +pleasure in being the wife of a governor, ambassador, or minister. Her +hand grew limp and cold in his, she evaded his caresses, and every time +that evening that his glance met hers, her eyes were filled with tears. +Her exaggerated aversion to the world disquieted him, without seeming +to him other than a symptom of diseased nerves; he thought that his +loving patience must vanquish it, and when the next morning his servant +brought him a letter from Elsa, he admired the strange, energetic, +large letters of the address, and played with it, firmly convinced that +it could not contain anything important. It contained the following: + + +"Above all things, many, many thanks for the sympathizing friendship +which you have always showed to us, my father and me. Never should I +have allowed myself to be persuaded into an engagement with you. I +should be a lamentable wife for you. I will not hinder you in your +career, and I cannot live in the world even for your sake. Therefore I +give you back your word. I wish you all joy and happiness in the world, +and as to me, when you have become a great man, keep a little friendly +remembrance of the spring of '70. Elsa." + + +What could he do but rush over to Traunberg, overwhelm her with tender +reproaches, represent to her subtly and incontrovertibly that her +shyness was morbid, her yielding to this mood fairly wrong. + +"Am I then nothing to you?" he finally cried, vexedly. + +Then she raised her large eyes, eyes such as Raphael has painted in the +sweet face of the little John, as he kneels near the sleeping child +Jesus, his God and his King. + +"I believe you love a quite different person from me--you do not know +me!" she whispered, shaking her head. + +And Erwin flushed crimson and was ashamed of his brutal egoism. He +kissed her hands, he would torment her no longer--but he could not give +her up. + +He gave her eight days to consider it--all that remained of his +vacation. + +But he did not gain a step during these eight days. + +With a heavy heart and hoarse voice he took leave. She smiled. + +And yet he never felt more plainly that she loved him. Her love was +that emotion which is above earthly considerations, which is capable of +the most painful sacrifices, the most complete renunciation, although, +or perhaps because she scarcely thought of marriage; in a word, it was +the love of a very young girl. + +It did not resemble his in the slightest. How shallow his life in +Vienna and his career now seemed to him; how unattractive, how far away +and vague his aim, and even if he did attain all for which he strove. + +The justifications of a true, warm, longing love are always quite +incontrovertible for him whom it guides. + +Elsa stood before the park, under one of the black lindens. It was +summer, the lindens bloomed, and a dreamy hum of bees pervaded their +gnarled branches. Elsa looked through the clear summer air in the +direction in which Castle Steinbach shone white above the wooded +valley. Then she heard a step--she looked around. It was Erwin, thin, +in spite of the flush of heat, looking very badly, but with sparkling +eyes. + +"Where do you come from?" cried she, trembling with surprise, with +happiness. + +"From the castle, where I sought you in vain. Your father did not know +where you were." + +"He was asleep--did you wake him?" + +"Very possibly, but I had no time to reproach myself! Oh, Elsa, are you +not in the least glad to see me? I have resigned--I cannot live without +you!" + +She stood there with loudly beating heart, and embarrassed smile, like +a surprised child before a Christmas tree. + +"You pay a high price for a miserable little thing," murmured she, and +fairly wept. + +"Happiness desires to be paid dearly for--it seems to me a small one!" +whispered he. + +Thereupon she was silent for a moment, looked at him anxiously, +solemnly; was it possible that he clung to her, such a weak, +insignificant creature? Then suddenly, with her lovely look of +embarrassment, she threw both arms around him. "Oh you----" she cried, +and paused because she found no word that in her opinion was great and +splendid enough for him. "How I will love you!" + +It was a risky experiment, to tear himself away from his customary +occupation and society, and wish to pass the rest of his life at the +side of a nervous misanthropical wife. + +How did it succeed? + +He had feared having too little to do, had provided himself with books, +quite like a diplomat sent to Japan. To his astonished delight, he soon +found not only how much there was to occupy him but how much he could +accomplish with the income from Steinbach, which he had been accustomed +to estimate at two or three per cent., and which now daily increased; +for the many lives around him whose weal and woe he held in his hands, +from the overseer and farmers to the day-laborers, and then Elsa! + +How beautiful she grew after he had slowly kissed away the deep sadness +from her face--and how lovely! The frivolous love of pleasure and +gayety which is considered normal in young women never developed in +her; she always remained quiet, but a dreamy happiness shone +continually in her eyes, she was so blissfully happy. + +What a charming companion! She rode with the endurance and indifferent +courage of a man, read everything, was interested in everything, +noticed everything, spoke of the most forgotten historical characters +as if she had met them yesterday. She rather spurred him on than +dragged him down. + +Instead of, as he had feared, growing rusty in the country, he had time +for making good much that he had neglected. She went on long journeys +with him, but at home associated as little as possible with her +neighbors. In these years Elsa was apparently one of the happiest women +in the world. + +She was only sad when she thought of Felix. + +Her father, shortly after her marriage, blessing her a thousandfold, +had died in her arms. Felix had returned to his home. + + + + + III. + + +The two brothers-in-law sit alone in the circle of light which a +garden lamp throws in a corner of the garden shaded by elder trees. +Dinner is long over, they have ceased laughing at Litzi's childish +pranks and remarks; she has become sleepy, and Elsa has taken her away +to lay her in her pretty little white bed. The two men, meanwhile, are +smoking their cigars in the open air. + +"Erwin, do you happen to know these Harfinks?" Felix asks his +brother-in-law quite suddenly, in the embarrassed tone of a humiliated, +bored man, and with the slightly husky voice which distinguishes all +generations of indulgent and effeminate races. + +The "certain Lanzberg" is indisputably of an attractive appearance--the +beauty of his sister in a man--and yet softer. All the lines of his +face are rounder, less decided; the features of a faultless regularity, +the eyes still bluer, and yet the whole face lacks Elsa's lovely, +evident peace; the eyes are always weary and half closed; his full lips +wear a suffering, tormented expression, and the light brown color of +his complexion, in its natural color like Elsa's, is nevertheless ashy +in comparison to her healthy pallor, and furrowed with little wrinkles. + +"Do you know these Harfinks?" he asks, softly. + +"Harfink fitted up my sugar factory," replies Erwin, and glances +closely at his brother-in-law. "In consequence I have met him several +times. Recently, in Marienbad, he reminded me of our acquaintance, and +introduced me to his wife and daughter." + +"Strange man!" says Felix, shaking his head. + +"Yes, strange, silly! His wife is repulsive, both are very ordinary." + +"Yes, both," repeats Felix, and with the toe of his boot draws figures +in the sand. "But the daughter?" + +"Well, the daughter?" Erwin glances still more attentively at his +brother-in-law's face. + +"She is very well educated," murmurs the latter, indistinctly. + +"Her education was probably acquired in a very noble boarding-school," +remarks Erwin, dryly. "During the ten minutes of our acquaintance, she +used the word 'aristocratic' three times, and twice complained that +society in the Kursaal was so mixed. Besides that, she found the +country monotonous, the weather dull, the music '_agacante_,' and +concluded by saying, one rails at Marienbad and yet it was tiresome +everywhere, for her friend Laure de Lonsigny wrote her quite desperate +letters from Luchon." + +Felix has flushed more and more deeply during this pitiless account. +"Poor girl, how embarrassed she must have been," says he, excusingly. + +"Embarrassed?" Erwin shrugged his shoulders. "She had a great deal of +self-possession." + +"Is not a certain kind of self-possession only a form of +embarrassment?" asked Felix, shyly. + +But Erwin evidently has no inclination to be lenient to Linda's faults. +He suspects the approach of something which must shatter Felix's +undermined existence, and seeks a means of meeting it. + +"You, perhaps, do not even think her pretty," says Felix, vexedly, +hesitating. + +"Pretty, no; but dazzlingly beautiful. It is a pity that she has +parents who, with all their perversity, are yet so respectable," says +Erwin with unmistakable emphasis. + +Then Felix bursts out: "It is not only horrible, but absolutely +indecent to speak of a girl with whom, by your own account, you have +spoken for scarcely ten minutes, in such a repulsive manner." And as +his brother-in-law, astonished at such an unusual outbreak from Felix, +yet looks at him without the slightest harshness or coldness, the +"certain Lanzberg" grows red and murmurs, "Pardon that I ventured to +reprove you." + +Erwin clenches his fist and opens it again with the gesture of a man +who has conquered a painful excitement. + +Such feelings often came over him in intercourse with his +brother-in-law, although he felt great pity and much sympathy for +the good, shy fellow; but his association with him was never wholly +free, open, but always contained a tinge of sympathetic politeness, +and there was never that warm abruptness which is a healthy symptom +of manly friendship. Sad yielding on one side; on the other +good-natured advances. This, after a half year's acquaintance, was the +relation of the two brothers-in-law. One must--alas! it could not be +otherwise--treat Felix as a precious but broken and only artificially +mended cup of Sèvres porcelain. + +"Why does my opinion of the Harfinks interest you?" asks Erwin, now +going straight to his object. + +For a while there is perfect silence, only animated by the soft voices +of the night, and the fluttering of a moth which has wandered behind +the tall shade of the garden lamp and has been singed. + +"Erwin!" cries Felix, his hands convulsively clasped, in his large +feverish eyes a look such as Erwin had only once before seen, and then +in a dying man's who suddenly longed to live. "Do you think that a man +like me has a right to marry?" + +[Illustration: "Do you think a man like me has a right to marry?"] + +"No!" sounded harshly and firmly. + +It was not Erwin who answered. In the circle of light which the garden +lamp shed amid the gray moonlight, a tall white form had placed itself +opposite Felix, behind Erwin's chair. + +"No!" + +Erwin himself shudders; his wife seems uncanny. So beautiful, so pale, +with such deathly tenderness, must have looked the angel when he drove +the beings whom he loved out of Paradise. + +Felix lets his head sink in his hands. Elsa bends over him and caresses +him like a sick child. Erwin wishes to withdraw, but Felix calls him +back. "Stay, there are no secrets between us. I should have never dared +take the hand which you held out to me, had I not been convinced that +you know---- Yes, Elsa," he continued, very bitterly, "you despise me, +it was cowardly, it was unconscionable to even think of it, but if you +knew what it is to be weary and alone, with no one on whom to lean for +support! To have no one to whom one can be anything, for whom one can +sacrifice oneself, to be perpetually condemned to think of oneself when +thought is torment and loathing--to be sometimes permitted by pitying +people to look on at happiness which awakes all the furies in one--yes, +at first it was a comfort to me to flee to you, to breathe the same air +with two happy people--but then--your beaming eyes, the little +tendernesses of your child, even the alms of love which you gave me, +all made my blood hot and me giddy. My God! I have injured no one but +myself! Must I be condemned for life? Ten years is usually considered +enough for a heavy crime, and I would gladly exchange these last ten +years with any galley slave." + +Since his return to his fatherland no one had heard him say so much; +the gentle, quiet man is not to be recognized. + +Elsa stands near him, white and sad, tears are in her eyes, but the +severe expression of her mouth has not softened. Erwin is more moved +than she. "Felix," says he, "you go too far. You must not marry the +young Harfink; she is worldly and selfish, and would seek in a marriage +with you only the satisfaction of her social vanity." + +Felix laughs bitterly. + +"But the world is large. You must find a girl who loves you for +yourself, who will raise you above yourself, who----" + +Felix's eyes rest on his brother-in-law, then they turn to Elsa. + +"It is all of no use, Erwin;" he suddenly interrupts him and rises. +"And even if I found what is not to be found, and even if an angel came +down from heaven to console me, I must repulse her. I have no right to +marry for the sake of the children who would bear my name. Ask Elsa for +her opinion." + +Elsa bows her head and is silent. He gives Erwin his hand, seizes his +hat and, without having bid Elsa good-night, with the bearing of an +offended man, takes a few hasty steps--then he turns, and as he sees +Elsa still standing motionless, her face drawn with deepest misery, +near the chair which he has left, he hurries back to her and takes her +in his arms. "I was wrong to be angry, Elsa," murmurs he. "I know you +must love me to have forgiven me. It may well be indifferent to him," +with a half nod to Erwin. "I was not myself to-day; have patience with +me." + +The tears of the brother and sister mingle. Then Felix tears himself +away. + +"Will you come back to-morrow?" asks Elsa. + +"Yes, to say farewell." + +"My God! what are you going to do?" + +"I am going away--it is better for me elsewhere--and you, you are very +good to me, but----you do not need me." + +With that he goes. Erwin accompanies him. Then he returns to his wife, +whom he finds where he had left her. She is not one of those who for +long yield themselves to the weak enjoyment of tears. Her eyes are dry +again, but so indescribably sad and staring that Erwin would rather see +them wet. He draws her on his knees and whispers a thousand calming +words of tenderness to her, but she remains absent. + +"So the young Harfink has robbed him of his senses?" she murmurs +interrogatively. + +"So it seems!" + +"Poor Felix!--I was very hard to him--I dared not be otherwise. I fear, +I fear it is all in vain--he will yield. You have the same thought!" + +"To dissuade any obstinate man is hard, but sometimes at least +successful--to dissuade a weak man is quite easy, but always +unsuccessful," replies Erwin. "Nevertheless let us hope." + +"Concerning Felix, hope fails," said Elsa. "O Erwin, Erwin, often it +seems to me that father had no right to persuade him to live at that +time!" + + + + + IV. + + +Felix rode home. + +It was a moonlight night, but none of those which remind one of theatre +scenery and silver-flecked green paint, such, as painted in oil, +endanger all German art societies; the objects did not float in that +universal green-black indistinctness; on the contrary, they stood out +in sharp relief. + +The tall poplars and the short bushy grass at the edge of the road, +the yellow fields of grain with their dark piles of sheaves, the +pale flowers in the ditches, the red and black roofs of a distant +village sleeping between green lindens, a round church cupola and a +cemetery with its low, white wall, and the dark rows of crosses and +monuments--all could be seen plainly, only with somewhat faded colors, +and over all was a misty veil like thin smoke, and a white light shone +on the poplar leaves, rustling and turning in the night wind. The +reapers were still working. Through the mild air sounded their song, +hollow and monotonous, with the quiet sadness which characterizes +Slavonian folk-songs. Their scythes sparkle in the moonlight; +occasionally the pleasant face of a young woman, nodding to a youth, +rises before Felix's eyes from the crowd of workers, irradiated by the +mystic half light. + +Felix watched them as he slowly rode on. He would gladly have been one +of them, and would have taken upon himself all their burdens in +exchange for the one he bore. He could have wished that the night had +been less beautiful, that a dead, winter stillness had prevailed around +him instead of this strange charm of the mild July moonlight. + +The night wind, warm and gentle, caressed his face and his hands, and +awakened the strangest longing in his heart. His head grew heated; the +allurements with which his imagination tormented his despondent heart +grew more and more intense. + +The monotonous pace of his horse, the melancholy reaper's song lulled +him not to sleep, but to that half slumber which produces dreams. He +did not wholly lose the consciousness of motion; the open road, the +trees, the wheat-fields, with everything, was mingled a light form; two +large eyes sparkled half in sadness, half defiantly, and two full red +lips smiled at him. An indescribable breath of youth and fresh life met +him. + +The yellow fields and the reapers have sunken into the earth--folk-song +and the swing of the scythes have long sounded only like a vague murmur +of waters to his distracted ear. His horse stumbles, a twig strikes him +in the face, he starts. + +The white dream-form has vanished, all is dark around him, a solemn, +far-distant murmur breaks the stillness, and gigantic trees meet over +the head of the solitary rider. + +The horse trembles under him, then rears suddenly, and as he checks it +he sees in the distance something low and black hurrying away in great +leaps, sees there--there, close before him, a light figure which slowly +rises from the ground. + +He breathes heavily--for Heaven's sake is he still dreaming? That is +surely she--Linda! + +"Ah! Baron Lanzberg, you here? Thank God," cries she. + +"You seem to have met with an unpleasant adventure," says Felix +confusedly, coughs and springs from his horse without thinking what he +is doing. + +"A very unpleasant one," says she in her high, fresh, girlish voice. +"That is what comes of insisting upon riding a donkey. We set out on +foot, my brother and I, to the burned mill, to have the great enjoyment +of seeing charred beams and skeletons of hens, and devouring black +bread and sour milk, we---- Have you a weakness for sour milk, Baron?" +looking up at him with a childish glance and smile. + +"No, not exactly." + +"I was not at all satisfied with my expedition," she continued, with +the self-satisfied fluency of all young girls who are accustomed to +have their chatter listened to for the sake of their pretty faces. "Not +at all. Then I discovered two donkeys, one of them had a saddle like an +arm-chair. Raimund must hire them. I left him no peace! His donkey goes +splendidly, but mine! I cannot move him from the spot. I call to my +brother, but he does not hear, he is singing college songs, thunders +like a whole chorus and has ears for his own voice only. I do not love +Raimund's singing, but as it gradually sounded further and further +away, and finally ceased entirely, I had quite a curious sensation. +Then my donkey threw back his ears, opened his mouth, and--here I lay. +I am so glad that I met you." + +The moonlight breaks through the green net-work of the woods, shines +between the rushes, flowers and brambles of the ditch along the road, +lights up Linda's face, the beautiful white face with the large dark +eyes. Her hair is tumbled, she has lost her hat, her gown is torn, the +affectation which usually conceals her inborn grace completely +vanished. + +"I do not know the way," says she, "and what will mamma think when +Raimund comes home without me?" + +After he has overcome his first fright, Felix tells himself that his +dread of her charm must not prevent him from helping her. "If you will +trust yourself to my guidance and will take this path across the +fields, you can reach Marienbad in a half hour," he remarks, and tries +to fasten his horse by the bridle to the low branch of an oak. + +"Ah, it will inconvenience you so; if you will only point out the +way----" + +"You surely do not imagine that I could let you go alone, in the +pitch-dark night? No." He smiles at her encouragingly. "What a child +you still are, Miss Linda. Come." + +He goes ahead, carefully pushing aside all branches for her. The air +becomes more and more sultry, an enervating damp odor rises from the +ground, in the tree-tops rustle wonderful melodies. + +An intoxicating shudder runs over him at the thought of being alone +with her in the great, silent, lonely woods. Then he becomes alarmed, +quickens his steps, in order to run away from his thoughts and shorten +the way. + +Then a voice behind him calls laughingly and complainingly: "How you +hurry--do not make fun of me, I am tired--one moment, only one moment!" + +Linda stands there out of breath, heated, with half-closed eyes and +half-opened mouth, her hair loosened by the rough caresses of the +thicket, hanging over her shoulders. + +How beautiful she is. Shall he offer her his arm? No, no, no! + +He is one of those warm and weak natures in whom passion in one moment +drowns everything, annihilates, crushes everything, intellect, honor +and duty. + +He has more conscience than others, but not that prudent, warning +conscience, which withholds one from a wrong deed, but only that +malicious, accusing one which points the finger, grins and hurls sly +insults in the face after the deed is done. + +"If you wish to spare your mother a fright, we must hurry," says Felix, +with the last remnant of prudence which is left in him. + +They go on. Before their feet opens an abyss, barely ten feet broad; in +its depths filters a small thread of water which the moonlight colors a +bluish silver. At the edge of the abyss, curiously looking down into +it, bending deeply down to it, grows a bush of wild roses, covered +thickly with white blossoms, trembling slightly, like a living being; +with outstretched wings it vibrates over the depths, as if it hesitated +between the longing to fly up to the sacred mystery of heaven, and the +desire to plunge down into the alluring enigma of the abyss. + +A small plank leads over it, slippery and tottering. Felix strides +across it quickly and then looks around for Linda. + +There, in the middle of the board, trembling, her teeth set in her lip, +stands Linda, and cannot advance. "I am giddy!" she gasps. + +There are few more attractive things in the world than a pretty, +frightened woman. + +Felix rushes up to her, takes her in his arms and carries her over. All +is forgotten, he holds her closely to him, his lips lose themselves in +her loosened hair, burn on her forehead, seek her mouth, but then he +suddenly pauses. The enormity of his deed occurs to him. + +"For Heaven's sake pardon me!" cries he. Whereupon she replies with a +naïve smile and tender glance: + +"Pardon? Ah, I knew that you loved me." + +"That indeed a blind man could have seen," murmurs he bitterly. "But, +Linda, could you resolve to be my wife?" + +"Could I resolve?" she murmurs with tender roguishness. "And why not?" + +"In spite of my past?" + +Past! The word has a romantic charm for her. It wakes in her an idea +of baccaret and mabille, of a brilliantly squandered fortune, of +ballet-dancers and duels. A "past" in her mind belongs to every true +nobleman of a certain age. + +"If your heart is now wholly mine, what does your past matter to me?" +says she softly. + +Then he kisses her hand. "Linda you are an angel," whispers he, and +silent and happy, they finish their walk. + +Ten minutes later, before the ambitious singer, Raimund, reaches home, +Linda was in the house. + +She stood on the balcony of the "Emperor of China," between +dead-looking oleander trees which exhale a tiresome odor of bitter +almonds: she stands there, her arms resting on the balustrade when +Raimund and his donkey emerge from the shadows of the street. His red +cap pushed back, his face shining as if freshly shaven, with glance +directed upward in terror he comes along, the picture of bankrupt +responsibility on a donkey. + +A gay laugh greets him. + +"Linda, where are you?" + +"Here." + +"Here! I have been looking for you for an hour," says he, scarcely +believing his eyes. + +"Where? In the sky apparently--I have not been there, and have no wish +to go. Do not stare at me so, please, as if I were my own ghost. Come +up here, I have such a lovely secret." + +With that she withdraws from the balcony, but the secret with which she +has enticed him she does not tell him when he comes up. + +"To-morrow, to-morrow," says she, clapping her hands, leaning far back +in an old-fashioned arm-chair. + +Raimund cannot get a word from his pretty, capricious sister. + +"Who brought you home then?" he asks finally. + +"Ah! That is just it, ha-ha-ha!" answered she. + +"Linda! You have met Lanzberg--he has declared himself!" cries Raimund, +excitedly. + +"Will you be silent?" replies she, laughing--triumphant. + +Meanwhile her parents, who have been to the farewell performance of a +famous Vienna artiste at the theatre, enter. + +"Hush!" cries she with a decided gesture to her brother. "Good evening, +papa and mamma!" without leaving her arm-chair. "I am frightfully fond +of you, for, if you only knew of it, I am to-day, for the first time, +glad to be in the world." + +Papa Harfink smiles delightedly, Mamma Harfink asks, "What is it?" and +all her cameos and mosaic bracelets rattle with excitement. + +"She----" begins Raimund. + +"Hush, I tell you!" cries Linda, then laying her arms on the +old-fashioned arms of the easy-chair, her head thrown teasingly back, +she asks: "Is Baron Lanzberg a good _partie_?" + +"His affairs are very well arranged. I saw in the country register. He +has scarcely any debts," says Papa Harfink. + +"And he is of the good old nobility, is he not?" asks Linda. + +"Did not his father receive a tip in the form of an iron crown from +some tottering ministry?" + +"The Lanzbergs descend from the twelfth century," says mamma. "They are +the younger line of the Counts Lanzberg, who are now known as the +Counts Dey." + +"Oh! and what was his mother's maiden name?" Linda continues her +examination. + +"She was a Countess Böhl." + +"Why does he associate so little with people, and is so sad?--because +of his past?" + +Linda's eyes sparkle and shine, and capricious little dimples play +about the corners of her mouth. + +"What do you know of his past?" bursts out mamma. + +"Oh, nothing; but I should so like to know something about it--it is +not proper, eh?" + +"He had at one time a _liaison_, hm--hm--was deceived"--murmurs Mrs. +Harfink--"never got over it." + +"Ah!--but it seems so--for--in a word, if all does not deceive me, he +will come to-morrow to ask for my hand." + +Without leaving her arm-chair, her little feet dance a merry polka of +triumph on the floor. + +"And do you love him?" + +"I?"--Linda opens her eyes wide--"naturally; he is the first man with a +faultless profile and good manners whom I have met--since Laure de +Lonsigny's father!" + +Old Harfink, wholly absorbed in gazing at his tongue in a hand-glass, +has not heard the bold malice of his daughter. Raimund, on the +contrary, says emphatically, "I find your delight at marrying a +nobleman highly repulsive," and leaves the room. + +And Felix? He does not undress that night. Motionless his face buried +in the pillows, he lies on his bed and still fights a long-lost battle. + +The air is heavy with the fragrance of linden blossoms and the +approaching thunder-storm. A massive wall of clouds towers above the +horizon like a barrier between heaven and earth. + + + + + V. + + +Susanna Blecheisen, now Mrs. Harfink, usually called Madame von +Harfink, was a famous blue-stocking. As a young girl she was interested +in natural sciences, studied medicine, complained of the oppression of +the female sex, and wrote articles on the emancipation of woman, in +which with great boldness she described marriage as an antiquated and +immoral institution. + +In spite of the energetic independence of her character, in her +twenty-eighth year she succumbed to the magnetic attraction of a +red-cheeked clerk in her father's office, and generously sacrificed for +him her scorn of manly prejudice and ecclesiastical sacraments--she +married him. + +Hereupon she moved with her husband to Vienna, and soon enjoyed a +certain fame there on account of her fine German, and because she +subscribed to the _Revue des Deux Mondes_, and had once sat beside +Humboldt at a dinner, perhaps also because her husband was a very +wealthy manufacturer. + +Soon convinced of the inferior intellect of this man, she did not give +herself up to cowardly despair at this discovery, but did her best to +educate him. She patiently read to him works on capital, during which +he incessantly rattled the money in his pockets, as if he would say, +How does the theoretical analysis of capital concern a practical man, +as long as he relies solely upon the actual substance? This rubbish +furnished occupation for poor wretches, he thought to himself, which +opinion he finally announced to his wife. But when she told him that +Carl Marx and Lassalle were both very wealthy men, he listened to her +dissertations with considerably heightened respect. From political +economy, which she treated as a light recreation, fitted to his case, +she led him into the gloomy regions of German metaphysics, and plunged +him confusedly into the most dangerous abysses of misused logic. + +He listened calmly, without astonishment, without complaining, with the +lofty conviction that to cultivate one's self, as every kind of tasty +idleness, was a very noble occupation, and, like many more clever +people, he made a rule of despising everything which he did not +understand. Instead of any other comment, during his wife's readings he +merely rubbed his hands pleasantly, and murmured as long as he was not +asleep, titteringly, "This confusion, this confusion." + +Yet, however Mrs. Susanna strove, his mental wings did not strengthen, +and his digestion remained the most absorbing interest of his life. +He always fell back again into his insignificant commonness, like +a dog whom one wishes to train to walk upon two legs, but who +always falls back upon four again. At an æsthetic tea, for which +his wife had most conscientiously prepared him, most generously lent +him her intelligence, she heard him, in the midst of a conversation +upon Schopenhauer and Leopardi, say to his neighbor: "Have you +a weakness for pickles, ma'am? I have a great weakness for pickles, +but--he-he-he!--I--it is really very unusual--I always feel such a +disagreeable prickling in my nose when I eat anything sour." + +With years, Susanna somewhat neglected the difficult education of this +hopeless specimen, and transferred her pedagogic capabilities to the +bringing up of her son, of whom she tried to make a genius. + +She designed him for jurisprudence. He, however, devoted himself to +song. Instead of poring over law books in consideration of his +examination, he passed two-thirds of his time at the piano, diligently +trying to attain the summit of his ambition, high C, while he did not +fail to twist himself into the original contortions which on such +occasions all particularly ambitious but faulty voices find so +effectual. + +With Linda, mamma Harfink from the first could do nothing, and in +consequence she sent her to a Swiss pension. There she learned, besides +a little French and piano thumping, to carry her head very high, +learned to go into nervous spasms over creaking boots--in a word, she +acquired the refined delicacy of feeling of the "princess with the +pea." + +What torture when upon her return home she lay upon not a single pea, +alleviated by comfortable mattresses, but upon a whole sack of +undisguised peas! Her home was frightful to her. The unrestrained, +coarse admiration which the young men of her circle offered her seemed +unbearable to her. Discontented, weary of life, without an aim that was +not bound up in vanity, she vegetated from one day to another; in +desperate moments thought of going on the stage, or perpetrating some +outrageous act to make herself notorious. + +The only consolation of this desolate time was the intercourse with her +cousin, Eugene von Rhoeden, who had been educated in the Theresanium, +had learned to turn up his nose more frequently and with more fine +distinction than she herself, but to her misery, had his brand new +title of Freiherr, and a couple of intimate friends of very old family +beside. A passionate enemy of his relatives, he had greeted her +enthusiastically with the words, "_Sapperment_, you are wholly +different from your family, Linda!" + +"Do not call me Linda, that sounds so operatic," she had answered him. +"My friends always called me Linn!" + +Eugene Rhoeden immediately perceived that Linda had a knowledge of _bon +ton_--evidently knew that all Austrian countesses are called Piffi, +Pantschi, Nina, like _grisettes_ or little dogs. Her romantic name was +odious to her, but in a circle where the women called each other +Theresa and Rosalie, she must rejoice at being named Linda and not +Rosalinda. + +A superficial confidence arose between her and her noble cousin. + +So stood matters when Felix "accidentally" made the acquaintance of the +Harfinks while walking. This was the family into which fate and his +weakness had thrown him. + + + + + VI. + + +Is Marienbad cheaper than Franzensbad because it is not so select, or +is it less select because it is cheaper? I do not know. But certain it +is that Marienbad does not possess the same stamp of distinction as +Franzensbad, which latter, together with all the guests, seems about to +slowly perish of its excessive distinction. The guests at Marienbad +also lack that transparent thinness of the Franzensbad invalids, which +so claims sympathy: they all look "not ill but only too healthy." + +As the Marienbad invalids do not look like invalids, so Marienbad does +not look like a water cure. It wholly lacks that fairylike appearance +of a cure where invalidism is an elegant pastime. It is so severely +commonplace, so ordinary that one is forced to believe in its reality. +Fortunately there is some compensation in the country round about, and +when the guests look from the windows of the miserable hotel rooms, +beyond the plainness of the dusty streets to the green beautiful woods, +the most pretentious are satisfied. The Marienbad woods are so +charming, not those barbaric gloomy woods like the Bohemian forests for +example, which with their black branches grumblingly bar the way to the +sunbeams, and groan so continually that the song birds from pure terror +have all died or gone away. + +In the woods near Marienbad, the trees sing the whole day in +competition with the birds, and the sunbeams fall between gay, dancing, +quivering shadows, and the blue sky laughs through a thousand breaks in +the lofty, floating leafy roof. + +The Harfink family live in the Mühle strasse, and have a view directly +into the woods. + +It is half past eight in the morning. Papa Harfink, who is taking the +cure, and every morning at six o'clock stands beside the spring, has +drunk his seven glasses, taken the prescribed walk, and afterwards +breakfasted; now he has gone to be weighed. The student, his son, is +amusing himself by following a young lady who travels with many +diamonds but without a chaperon, and who is entered in the register as +a "singer." Linda is still at her toilet. Mamma Harfink is busy in the +drawing-room with a medical pamphlet. Then the maid brings her a note. +"A messenger from Traunberg brought it; he is waiting for an answer," +declared the maid. + +Before Mrs. Harfink had opened the letter Linda enters and asks: "We +need expect no visitor before twelve o'clock, mamma? If the Baron +chances to come, you know where I am--in the Kursaal. At twelve o'clock +I take my Turkish bath. Adieu! I shall be back at one o'clock." With +that she vanished. + +Mrs. Harfink had concealed the letter from her daughter. She secretly +suspects that it contains matters of which Linda need know nothing. +Scarcely has her daughter vanished when she hastily opens it. In an +uncharacteristic handwriting, occupying a great deal of paper: + + +"My Dear Madam: You have surely already learned from your daughter what +has occurred between us. That I ventured, under the circumstances which +you, madam, certainly know, to offer her my hand, seems to me now, upon +calm consideration, incomprehensible and unpardonable." + + +Mamma Harfink starts. Will the Baron take back his word? What can he +mean by "under the circumstances"? Linda's unprotectedness in the great +lonely woods? Or does he, perhaps, refer to his fatal past? She +resolves to read further. + + +"Your daughter's manner proves to me plainly that she has no suspicion +of the stain upon my honor. I have not the courage to make my +confession to her myself; do it for me, my dear madam, and kindly write +me whether Miss Linda, after she has learned all, will yet hear +anything of me, or will turn away from me. In the latter case I will go +away for some time. + +"With the deepest respect, your submissive + + "Lanzberg." + + +"Absurd, eccentric man! He will yet spoil everything with his foolish +scruples!" cries she, then, looking at the letter once more: "Horribly +blunt, awkward style; no practised pen, but undeniably the sentiments +of a refined gentleman." + +Mrs. Harfink folded her hands and thought. Should she read this letter +to Linda? She had been so pleased at the prospect of Linda's +advantageous match. But the strange girl was capable of giving up this +brilliant _parti_ for the sake of a trifle like this spot in Lanzberg's +past. + +Mrs. Harfink, in intercourse with the world very sensitive and wholly +implacable, possessed theoretically that far-reaching consideration for +any individuals attacked by scandal which has become so fashionable +among the philanthropists of the present time. She always treated all +city officials as calumniators and all accused as martyrs. + +"Oh, if I were only in Linda's place, I would be angry that I had so +little to pardon in him," cried she dramatically; "but Linda is so +narrow, so petty. Her intellect does not reach to the comprehension of +the eternal divine morality; she understands merely the narrow +prejudiced morality of good society, which divides sins as well as men +into 'admissible and not admissible;' to-day calmly overlooks a crime, +to-morrow screams itself hoarse over a fault which offends against its +customs." + +While the Harfink satisfied her philanthropic heart with this subtle, +humane eloquence, the girl stood waiting at the door. "The messenger +begs an answer," she remarked shyly. Mrs. Harfink bit her lips +impatiently. She was not capable of a decided deception, she must twist +and turn it before her conscience until it took on a quite different +aspect from the original one. Must, in a word, carry it out in such a +highly virtuous manner that she could later deny it to her conscience. + +"The messenger begs an answer!" + +Mrs. Harfink seated herself at her writing-table and wrote: + + +"My Dear Lanzberg: Come, if possible, at once--in any case before +twelve. Linda expects you. + +"With cordial greeting, yours sincerely, + + "S. Harfink." + + +Two, almost three hours passed. Susanna's excitement became painful. +What should she tell Felix? The best would be to tell him that Linda +knew all. And did she not indeed know all? She had conscientiously told +her daughter of a _liaison_ which had formerly been the unhappiness of +the Baron. The _liaison_ was, on the whole, the principal thing, +everything else only a detail. Only chance, which did not in the +slightest accord with the whole life of the Baron before and since, and +of which respectable people hesitate to speak, and which one should not +exhume from the past in which it lay buried. + +She was in duty bound to conceal the affair from Linda, as one must +conceal certain things in themselves wholly innocent from children, +because their intellect, not yet matured by experience, is not capable +of rightly comprehending them. + +In all her circle of acquaintances, Mrs. Harfink was the only one who +knew anything definite of Lanzberg's disgrace. By chance, and through +the acquaintance of a high official of the law, she had learned the sad +facts. She thought of the envious glances with which all her friends +had followed Lanzberg's attentions to Linda. Linda had somewhat forced +the acquaintance with him. The good friends were horrified at her +boldness--at her triumph. Mrs. Harfink remembered her sister, Rhoeden; +what had she not done to marry her daughter to a coughing, bald-headed, +Wurtemburg count, a gambler, whose debts they had been forced to pay +before the marriage. + +Quarter of twelve struck--was Lanzberg not coming, then? In a short +time Linda would be back. + +Then a carriage stopped before the "Emperor of China." + +A minute later there was a knock at the door, and Felix Lanzberg +entered the room, pale, worn, with great uneasy, shy eyes. + +Mamma Harfink reached him both hands, and merely said, "My dear +Lanzberg!" then she let him sit down. + +He was silent. Many times he tried to speak, but the words would not +come, and he lowered his eyes helplessly to his hat, which he held on +his knees. + +At last Mamma Harfink took his hat from his hand and put it away. + +"You will stay to dinner with us?" + +"If you will permit me, madam," said he, scarcely audibly. + +"Oh, you over-sensitive man!" cried she, with her loud, indelicate +sympathy. How she pained him! + +"Does Linda think that I am an over-sensitive man?" said he, almost +bitterly, and without looking at his future mother-in-law. + +Mamma Harfink pondered for a last time. "I do not understand how you +could doubt Linda for a moment," replied she. + +He scarcely heard her, and only cried hastily "Was she surprised?" + +"My dear Lanzberg!" Mrs. Harfink called the Baron as often as possible +"her dear Lanzberg," in order to show him that she already included him +in her family--"a man who can oppose to his fault a counter-balance +such as your whole subsequent life is, has not only expiated his fault +but he has obliterated it." Madame Harfink very often spoke of her +husband's views, and liked to allow him to participate before the world +in her wealth of thought. If she herself could no longer cherish any +illusions about him, she nevertheless carefully concealed his nullity +from friends as well as she could in a sacred obscurity. + +"That may all be true," cried Felix, almost violently, "but +nevertheless I cannot expect this philosophical consideration from a +young girl. Oh, my dear madam, do you not deceive yourself?" + +From without sounded the gay click of high heels. Linda had returned +sooner than her mamma had expected. The blood rushed to her face, she +trembled so with excitement that, thanks to her cameos, she rattled +like a rickety weather-vane in a storm. "Linda pardons you everything," +cried she, hastily. "Linda loves you, she only begs you one thing, that +you will never speak to her of your past. That would be too painful for +her!" + +The door opened. Linda entered, her hair in charming disorder, and her +large straw hat carelessly pushed back from her forehead. When she +perceived Felix she started slightly and joyously, then she rested her +large eyes, radiant with happiness, upon him. + +"_A tantôt_, you dear people," cried Mrs. Harfink, and, gracefully +waving her hand, this courageous and philanthropic liar left the room. + +For a few seconds there was utter silence. Linda gazed in astonishment +at Felix, who stood there deathly pale and motionless, his hand resting +on the corner of the table. That the charm of her person so confused +him flattered her, it seemed to her interesting and romantic to cause +such deep heart wounds, still his manner remained enigmatical to her. +She tapped her foot in pretty impatience and coughed slightly. + +Then he looked up, his eyes full of pleading tenderness and dread. +"Linda, will you really consecrate your young, blooming life to +me?--me--a broken man who----" He paused. + +The situation became more dramatic, and pleased her better and better. +She came close up to him. + +"If you ever permit yourself, in the presence of your betrothed, to +remember your past, and look so sad, I will run away, do you hear, and +will never know anything more of you." Her voice sounded so gentle, so +sweet, her warm little hand lay so coaxingly and confidingly on his +arm. + +"Poor Felix!" murmured she, looking up at him tenderly. He closed his +eyes, blinded with tears and happiness, then he took her violently in +his arms, and kissed her. Her hat slipped from her head and fell to the +floor. She laughed at it very charmingly. He released her in order to +look at her better. He was happy--he had forgotten. He drew a ring from +his finger. "It was my mother's engagement ring," he whispered, and +placed it on her finger. Then it proved that the ring was almost too +small for her. "What slender fingers you must have!" cried she, and +gazed with pride at his slender, aristocratic hand. + +Then there was a knock at the door. "Ah!" cried Linda, with a +displeasure which her _fiancé_ found bewitching. + +Eugene von Rhoeden entered, a bouquet of white flowers in his hand. +"Gardenias, Lin! Gardenias!" he cried, triumphantly. "What do you say +to this progress of Marienbad civilization? Ah, Baron--excuse me--I +really had not----" He glances from one to the other, sees the diamond +ring sparkling on Linda's hand. "What a magnificent ring you have, +Lin!" + +"A present," replies Linda, with a pretty gesture toward Felix. "May +one accept gardenias from a relative?" she asks him, coaxingly--and +takes one from the bouquet to place in his buttonhole. + +"Ah!" cries Eugene, suddenly changing an acid expression into a polite +smile. "May I congratulate you, or will my congratulations not be +received?" + +Felix gives him his hand with emotion. "Congratulate me, congratulate +me," he murmurs. + +"I do not know which of you is more to be congratulated," says Eugene, +with tact and feeling. + +In the adjoining room is heard a selection from the Huguenots, which +breaks off in the middle, then a great, terrible howl, whereupon the +improvised Rarol, red as his cravat, bursts in and cries, "Did you +hear, Linda? That was C." + +"Unfortunately," says she, laughing. + +Raimund starts back. As he notices guests, he cries, "I will not +disturb----" and vanishes. + +"And I also will not disturb you," says Rhoeden, with indescribably +loving accent. "Adieu!" and kissing Linda's hand, whereupon he says to +Felix, "Your betrothed, my cousin," he disappears. + + + + + VII. + + +The music-stand in Franzensbad is torn down, the whining potpourries +have ceased, the park is deserted, legions of dry leaves whirl on the +sand, and exchange cutting remarks with the autumn wind upon the +perpetual change of every earthly thing, which short-sighted humanity +calls transitoriness. + +It is the 18th of October, the "certain Baron Lanzberg's" wedding-day. +The week of torture in which he could not resolve to tell the severe +Elsa of his betrothal is past, and when he at length resolved upon it, +he received only a sad glance and a silent shrug of the shoulders as +answer from her--past are the happy hours of the betrothal time--almost +past. + +If the intoxication, the confusion which never becomes consciousness is +happiness, then Felix was very happy in this time. Passion had numbed +everything in him which did not refer to the present or to the 18th of +October. He existed only in a feeling of longing and expectation. He +had no time to tell himself that Linda's happy coquetries proved a very +flippant conception of the serious situation--he himself had forgotten +the gravity of the situation. He did not think, he only felt and saw a +white, ever-changing face, a face which can smile in at least two +hundred ways--felt a perpetual warm excitement, felt something like an +electric shock when two soft lips touched his temples and left them +quickly like butterflies which will not be caught, when two soft hands +played round his neck. + +Yes, ft is the 18th of October, Felix Lanzberg's wedding-day. + +The wedding was to be solemnized at Castle Rineck, the Harfinks' new +possession, and in a white circular chapel, with small windows shaded +by ivy, and an altar-piece which was dark as the Catholic religion. + +The castle is crowded with guests, mostly honest manufacturers, who are +proud of their fortunes acquired by their own ability, and others also +less honest, who, after they have retired from business, wish to know +nothing more of their money-making past. + +Needless to say, the wedding preparations were unpleasant to the +infatuated Felix. The bride had joined in his request for a quiet +wedding, for the contact with so much industry of which a considerable +part had not yet become "finance," little pleased her; but the parents +could not let the opportunity pass without displaying their wealth to +the astonished throng. + +The afternoon is gray and moist. Mrs. von Harfink--for the past week, +no longer through the obligingness of her acquaintances, but through +the obligingness of a democratic ministry thus titled--Mrs. von +Harfink, then, composes a toast for her husband to deliver at the +wedding dinner. Raimund stands beside the piano--to sing while sitting +might injure his voice--and strives to render the cry of the Valkyrs in +Wagner's worthy accents; a sympathetic poodle seconds him in this +melodious occupation. + +Outside in the park Linda wanders alone through the damp October air. +The dead foliage lies thick on the lawn, and between the leaves shines +the grass, bright and fresh as hope which lies under all the load of +shattered joys of broken life, undisturbed. + +The bushes, glowing in autumnal splendor, look like huge moulting birds +who shiveringly lose their feathers. Many flower-beds are already +empty, only a couple of stiff georginias and chrysanthemums still raise +their heads proudly and solitary in the universal desolation. + +Linda is quite alone; her friends, none of whom are very dear to her, +are too zealously busied with cares of the toilet to disturb her +solitude; they are also afraid to expose their complexions to the +morning air. Linda feels no anxiety about her complexion, it is too +beautiful for that. With her loosened hair which, brown as the dead +leaves, falls over her back, and with the red cloak, in which she has +wrapped herself, she is a bright spot in the park. + +[Illustration: She is a shy bride and not at all melancholy.] + +She is not a shy bride, and not at all melancholy. Her eyes shine, her +lips quiver with excitement--distinguished acquaintances, foreign +entertainments of which she will be queen. In mind, she already sees +herself on the arm of one and another prince of the blood royal. She +could clap her hands with joy that to-day at six o'clock she will no +longer be called Harfink. + +She remains standing beside a pond where near the bank four swans, +shivering and melancholy, swim round a yellow bath-house. Then a hand +is laid lightly on her shoulder. "Felix!" whispers she with the +charming smile which she always has in readiness for her betrothed. + +"No, not Felix--only Eugene," replies a gay voice, and blond, handsome, +with clothes a trifle too modern, and a too pronounced perfume of +Ylang-ylang, her cousin and former admirer stands near her. + +"Ah, have you really come?" says she, joyously. + +"Why naturally," replies he. "You do not think that for the sake of a +few forlorn chamois I would stay away from your wedding?" Rhoeden has +come from Steinmark, to be the cavalier of his cousin's second +bridesmaid. + +"We had already begun to fear--that is, Emma was afraid," said Linda, +coquettishly. "Naturally it was indifferent to me." + +"Wholly indifferent? I do not believe it," said he. His arm has slipped +down from her shoulder, he has seated himself upon a low iron garden +chair, from which, with elbows on his knees, his face between his +hands, with the boldness which she likes so well in him, he can look at +her as much as he pleases. + +"Wholly indifferent!" she repeats, and throws a pebble between the +swans, who dip their black bills greedily in the green water. + +"O Lin! You naughty Lin! And nothing that concerns you is indifferent +to me!" he groans. "The Trauns did not wish to let me go from them--but +rather than not see you to-day I would have fought a duel with all the +Trauns in the world!" + +Linda has slowly approached him; flattered vanity speaks from her +shining eyes and glowing lips. He seizes her hand and draws her to him. +"Do you know, Lin, that I was once absurdly in love with you?" + +She nods. "Yes, I know it." + +"And you?" + +"And I? Do not ask indiscreet questions, Eugene!" + +"But this question interests me so much," he excuses himself. + +"Tell me, Lin, if Lanzberg had not come between us--yes, if I only, +most unfortunately, had not been born a Grau," he continues sighing, +"could I have cherished a little, very little hope?" + +"It is quite possible," says she, shrugging her shoulders, and +coquetting with him over her shoulder. "But it is better so for us +both." + +"For you, certainly," says he, "but I shall feel quite peculiarly +to-day when I see you with your bridal wreath, Lin! You will drive +people mad with your beauty. You are the most beautiful person whom I +have ever met in my life. Where the devil did you get your look of high +breeding?" + +Eugene Rhoeden, with his gay boldness and graceful impudence, his +unconscionable aplomb, and his denial from principle of all personal +dignity, is what is called in the Vienna slang a _gamin_. + +Gamin as he is, no one knows how to bewitch Linda's small nature, how +to feed her excessive vanity with such delicate bits as Eugene von +Rhoeden. He understands her, she understands him; they are fairly made +for each other, and for one moment, one very brief moment, Linda thinks +almost with repugnance of the black raven in the red field which greets +her from the Lanzberg coat-of-arms. "Eugene!" murmurs she. "Ah!" With +that she suddenly turns to an elderly maid, who comes out from among +the bushes. + +"Are you looking for me, Fanny?" + +"Yes, miss." + +"I am probably to try my train for the twenty-ninth time. Ah, Eugene! +There is something tiresome about a wedding-day!" then she breaks a red +chrysanthemum as she passes, throws it to him, and vanishes. + +About seven hours later the wedding takes place in the castle chapel, +adorned with greenhouse flowers. The blossoms tremble as if they were +cold or afraid. Their sweet, exhilarating fragrance mingles with the +odor of wax candles, and that of perfumery and cosmetics, which is +always noticeable in select assemblies. The wind creeps curiously +through the window cracks, creeps up to the altar, makes the flames of +the candles flicker, and blows cold upon the bare shoulders of the +bride and bridesmaids. + +The bride, loaded with the richest jewels, resembles a proud narcissus +in the morning dew. Elsa is deathly pale, even her lips are colorless. +Erwin displays the inexpressive gravity which the occasion demands of a +well-bred man. Mrs. von Harfink looks continually at the decorations, +and starts when a white rose falls from the wall. Mr. von Harfink looks +as if his collar were too tight for him. Eugene von Rhoeden, his +bridesmaid's wrap on his arm, a sceptical smile on his lips, his hand +at his mustache, his glance resting now on his uncle, now on the +priest, now on the bride, stands there, the image of a little society +philosopher of the nineteenth century, who laughs at all vanity and +cannot himself give up his own. Raimund looks like a radical who is +paying an immense tribute to prejudice, and tries to look more +distinguished than his brother-in-law. + +And Felix? Felix is as if paralyzed. The moment is here; his feverish +longing nears its aim--happiness. + +Then the ivy taps on the window, the wind seizes him with ice-cold +hands. Felix shudders and glances at his bride. How beautiful she is, +and--how proud. Proud? Felix Lanzberg's bride proud? It is +impossible--it cannot be. A suspicion which, however he may deny it to +his conscience, has occurred to him again and again during their whole +engagement, strikes him for the last time and becomes certain that +Linda's mother has deceived him; Linda knows nothing! + +Then the priest demands his "Yes!" He hesitates; hesitates so long that +Linda looks at him in surprise; two large, greenish eyes shine at him +through the filmy, white bridal veil. "Yes!" says he firmly and +shortly. + +A long dinner follows, a long, complicated dinner, which no one enjoys +except Papa Harfink, who studies the menu with the tenderest pleasure, +and with a small pencil marks the numbers for love of which he thinks +to extend considerably his elastic appetite. + +He sits between Elsa and the wife of his nephew, the Freiherr, the +elder Rhoeden, and, as he gulps down his _potage à la reine_, tells +both ladies of his new Achenbach, which cost him 4,000 gulden, which +does not seem at all dear to him; as, besides a great deal of sunset, +there are thirty-four figures in the picture--he has counted them--and +in the background something else, he does not know whether it is a +buffalo or ruins. "They almost persuaded me to buy a Daubigny, a +Frenchman, I think--a green sauce--what a sauce! I said no, thank you. +I like spinach and eggs, I said; but spinach and cows--but--and such +cows! without tails or horns--regular daubs of colors. These Frenchmen +are tricky. Really, people are cheated by them." Thus concludes Papa +Harfink, the art critic. + +Elsa only half listens to him. Her eyes wander wearily over the table +with its stiff floral decorations and its heavy silverware, "real +silver, and not plate," assures Papa Harfink. + +Of the men, the last generation are broad-shouldered, red-faced; a +sparse beard curls around their full cheeks, a sharp glance, on the +lookout for profit, shoots from their small eyes. The past generation +breathe loudly, pick their teeth continually, wear too tight rings on +too fat fingers, and without exception, a thick gold chain with a +diamond medallion over their stomachs. + +The present generation are sickly, dissipated, and have something of +the jockey and something of the valet who copies his master. + +The pride of the whole family is centred in Eugene von Rhoeden, the +blond good-for-nothing, who has as many debts as a cavalier, who was +educated in the Theresanium, and once had a quarrel with a watchman. + +Of the women, some are pretty, none are pleasing; they have all good +dressmakers; none are well dressed. + +The usually pale face of a "certain Baron Lanzberg" begins to flush +feverishly; without eating a mouthful he hastily swallows one glass of +wine after another. + +"Try this delicious salmon; permit me to help you," the charming host +turns to Elsa. She makes a desperate attempt to do justice to the +salmon. "Strange," remarks Von Harfink, "my mother used to say that +when she was young salmon was cheaper than beef, now it is very dear." + +Elsa has laid down her fork in despair. "I am behind the times," says +she. "I still am frightened by a telegram, and always feel nervous at a +wedding." She smiles sadly, and two charming dimples appear in her +cheeks. + +Papa Harfink continues to urge her to eat. "You must taste this salmi, +Baroness," he entreats. "Monsieur Galatin, my cook, would be unhappy if +he learned that every one had not eaten some of his salmi. _Pâte à la +Kotschubey_, he calls it. Only to-day, this Galatin said to me: '_Ah, +Monsieur le Chevalier_, when I think how often Prince Kotschubey got +his stomach out of order with my salmi. The physicians said he died of +gastrosis, ah! he died of my salmi.'" + +"You have a dangerous cook," says Elsa. + +"But I understand this Kotschubey, do you know," continues Papa +Harfink. "Since I have had this cook, I really have to go to Marienbad +twice every year. And besides, he is a splendid fellow, talks politics +like a deputy. He formerly served only with the highest nobility. I +took him with the castle from Count Sylvani. A peculiar fellow--this +Galatin; will not stay away from the swans and the park. A poetic +creature; do you know, Baroness, he reads Victor Hugo and the +Medisations of Lamartine." + +"Ah really, the Medisations of Lamartine," says Elsa, smiling. Susanna +Harfink rushes to the assistance of her distressed husband. "Ha! ha! +ha!" says she, with her shrill laugh. "My husband always calls +meditations medisations--very malicious, do you not think so, but a +good joke." + +Papa Harfink, sadly conscious that it always means a curtain lecture +when his wife before people laughs so energetically at one of his +"jokes," of which he feels innocent, with much grace and melancholia +licks his knife on both sides. + +His wife looks as if she were weary of pulling the lion-skin again and +again over the long ears. + +The moment has arrived when he is to speak his toast. He rises +hesitatingly, the glass trembles in his hand. Fear and champagne have +made him lose the last recollection of the few words prepared by his +wife. + +"This is a great day for me--a day of pride and pain--no, that is not +it!" thoughtfully raising his hand to his upper lip. "I hope that my +brother-in-law, no, my son-in-law--Su--su--sanna!" he murmurs, +helplessly. His cheeks seem to inflate, his eyes grow smaller and more +shining, he has set down his glass, and twists his napkin like a +conscientious washerwoman. Susanna rises, she is fairly Roman. "As my +husband, overcome with emotion, cannot speak," she begins. "I will say, +this is for----" for a moment she hesitates, then for the first time in +her life, she resolutely denies her husband, emancipates herself from +the "us" with which for long years she has protected him, and says: +"This is for me a day of pain and of joy. I lose a daughter, gain a +son; may my children always find the highest happiness in each other, +and a safe retreat in their parental home." + +"He is getting a dreadful mother-in-law, this Lanzberg," whispers +Eugene Rhoeden to his neighbor, a gay, more than audacious brunette. +"Something between a Roman matron and a quarrelsome landlady from a +bachelor boarding-house." + +The tasteful Raimund contributes a toast to the fusion of nobleman and +citizen. The older Rhoeden hopes that his beautiful cousin will lend a +new charm to the noble name of Lanzberg. + +Much similar follows. + +Eugene, for whom this rosary of _parvenu_ platitudes becomes too long, +murmurs: "Shall we not soon have paid sufficient thanks for the honor +of being allied with Baron Lanzberg?" + +This mocking remark was only meant for his neighbor, its bitterness was +only meant for the fawning of the Harfinks. + +But Felix heard it; ashy pale, with glowing eyes, half rising from +his chair, he stares at the impertinent young man. The latter says +good-naturedly and thoughtlessly: "Yes, Lanzberg, I will jeer at +myself. _Parole d'honneur_, I am a little ashamed to be quite so +delighted at receiving an honest man into the family!" + +Thereupon the "certain Baron Lanzberg" lowers his eyes to the +table-cloth, and remains silent. + + + + + VIII. + + +Three years have passed since Linda left her father's house, and was no +longer condemned to be called Harfink--three years and seven months. + +The trees have only recently lost their snowy blossoms; all are wrapped +in soft young green, the whole earth seems bathed in new hope. It is a +day in which death and misfortune seem like ghost stories, invented by +old women--no one believes them. The birds twitter joyously, and +without all is fragrance, sunshine and flowers. Fragrance and sunshine +fill the room where Elsa sits, her youngest child in her lap. + +Elsa looks youthful and girlish, quite as much so as at the time when +we first made her acquaintance. The same heavy brown hair, as if +sprinkled with gold, clusters at her temples, and her eyes still shine +with the old dreamy light of happiness, but her cheeks are thinner, her +figure frail and thin. + +The existence of the little creature in her lap has deprived her of so +much health. She has not yet recovered since baby's birth, and has not +had time to think of her health, for baby was a sickly child, and great +skill was required to bind the little soul, which seemed so anxious to +fly back to heaven, to this earth. Day and night, in spite of her own +delicateness, Elsa has nursed and cared for the child, holding her +tender mother-hand protectingly before the little light which every +breath of air threatened to extinguish. + +Erwin, who usually had such influence with her, this time could not +induce her to spare her weakened strength. + +Now the little girl is a year old, and laughs and smiles at her mother +gayly, and the physician said recently, "You may be proud of the child, +Baroness. How you have raised her, God only knows. All doctors can +learn from a mother. But now think of yourself a little." + +And the physician shook his head as he looked at the young woman. + +Yes, the air is full of perfume and sunshine, but, in the midst of the +charming spring life, Elsa looks like a frail white flower. + +She has bathed baby, put on her little embroidered shirt, and wrapped +her in a flannel slumber-robe, and now, with a fine towel, wipes the +last drops from the tender pink little feet, and the little neck on +which the water drops down from the small golden head. The nurse is +meanwhile busy removing the bathing utensils, while Litzi, who is now a +big girl, wearing long stockings, stands near her little sister and +holding perfectly still, allows her long hair to be pulled. + +"Fie, you wild little thing, you will hurt her!" cries Elsa at last, as +baby pulls harder and harder, and winds her tiny fist in Litzi's hair. + +Then baby throws her head back, shows her four teeth, laughs with all +her little body, and finally leans her cheek sleepily against mamma's +shoulder. + +"Go down-stairs, my Litzi, go to Miss Sidney; baby wishes to go to +sleep," whispers Elsa to her big daughter, whereupon Litzi goes away on +tip-toes. + +Dreamily humming a lullaby, Elsa cradles the child in her arms, and +then lays it down in its pretty white bed. But when she thinks it +asleep, it opens its blue eyes, and stretching out its arms, murmurs +something which, with a vivid imagination, one can declare to be +"Papa." + +"Did you hear him come sooner than I, baby?" says Elsa, while Garzin, +sitting on the edge of the bed, strokes the child's head until she +closes her eyes. There she lies, her hair full of golden lights, the +unusually long, black lashes resting on the round cheeks, lengthened by +their own shadow, the full little mouth half open, like the calyx of a +red flower, one fat little arm thrown up over its head. + +"She is pretty, my little one, is she not?" says Elsa proudly, as she +sees the quiet smile with which her husband watches the child. "And the +doctor thinks I need have no more anxiety about her." + +"Yes, the little rogue is healthy enough," says Erwin, sighing, as he +softly leaves the nursery with Elsa. "I wish I could say the same of +her mamma. Poor Elsa, how thin you are." + +"Do I not please you any longer?" she replies, half laughing. + +"You are not very sensible!" + +"Probably not," replies she seriously. "With such old married people as +we are, there can be no more talk of 'pleasing.'" + +"Do you think so?" + +"And if I should have small-pox, would it make any difference to you?" +she asks him, looking at him curiously; the noblest woman is not +ashamed to be loved a little because of her beauty. + +"Certainly," he replies, "I should love you just as much as before, but +I would be bitterly sorry for your pretty face." Jestingly he passes +his finger over her cheeks. + +They go into the garden; all is gay as if for a feast, the whole earth +with her blooming mixture of white, blue and violet elder, golden rain +and red acacias--a gay, shimmering picture under an endless blue sky. +Everything lives and breathes. The birds twitter, the insects hum, +every blade of grass seems to have a voice, and join in the great +triumphal chorus of the newly-risen nature. + +There is a rustling, a murmuring, a whispering, a nodding, a quiver of +life and pleasure, and in the enchanting music suddenly mingles a soft +crackling, the crackling of dead leaves, which play at the foot of the +trees. + +Garzin has led his wife to a bench, over which an elder tree bends its +branches of bushy white blossoms. Elsa gazes before her at the lovely +nature, the mixture of luxuriant green and gay blossoms, of short black +shadows amid dazzling light. + +"How young the earth looks," says she dreamily. + +Erwin draws her to him. I do not know whether he loves her even more +now when she is pale and ill; at any rate he is more conscious of his +feeling for her, and treats her more tenderly, is more thoughtful of +her, and she leans on him like a sick child. Her whole being has become +softer, less independent. + +"I received a letter from Felix to-day," says Garzin after a pause. + +"Ah!" murmurs Elsa somewhat bitterly. "Does he write for money again?" + +"Yes, I am to raise some money for him," says Erwin looking troubled. + +"Ah!" + +"He has a fine property, but that cannot last," he remarks +thoughtfully. + +"If it makes him happy," Elsa shrugs her shoulders, and her voice +sounds harsh. + +"Hm! To ruin one's self is at the time a very pleasant occupation, but +to be ruined--a very unpleasant condition, especially with a wife like +Linda. I do not believe that Felix will be willing to live on the +income of his wealthy wife." + +During this remark Elsa continues silent. + +"Do you believe that Felix is happy?" Erwin continues; "his letters +give a desperately depressed impression. Did you ever hear a really +happy man assure one in every letter: 'I am very happy'--'Everything +goes well with us'--'I am very contented.' Happy people are silent +about their happiness." + +Elsa lowers her head, and remembers that in the first years of her +marriage she had never written anything to her brother but: "I cannot +express how I feel!" + +"As I know him," continues Erwin, "his present frequent contact with +the world must be a continual torment."' + +Elsa frowns and grows very pale. "I do not understand Linda!" she +cries. "How can she under--under the circumstances rush into society? I +no longer try to understand Felix. Hm!--he is weak--could never refuse +a woman anything; if one had asked him for his hand, he would have let +it be cut off for her. As far as I am concerned he can give her his +hand--but--but----" + +A strange fire glows in Elsa's eyes, her face takes on a rigid +expression and she grows stiff and clutches both elbows convulsively. + +"Poor devil!" murmurs Erwin. + +"You pity him for my sake!" cries Elsa, bitterly. "It is not necessary. +I know that you think his conduct unanswerable--that you must think so. +He has forfeited all the sympathy which his blameless conduct for years +had won. I will never forget the tone in which Marie Dey said to me +last spring, when she returned from Rome: 'I have often met your +sister-in-law; she goes a great deal into society--one sees her +everywhere. Your brother does not seem to find as much pleasure in +society as his wife!' And Marie was always a friend to Felix. I know +that in Parisian society Felix is called '_le revenant_,' for which +name he has naturally to thank some kind Austrian. Evidently the whole +story, which was forgotten, has been warmed up again." + +"The world is very malicious," says Erwin, evasively. + +"Certainly! But after one has passed sixteen years, one knows it, and +guards one's self!" cries Elsa, and adds with a bitter smile: "I +suppose he is a great philosopher and thinks nothing of it." + +"Elsa! Elsa!" admonished Erwin. + +She shook her head. "See!" said she, dully, "to spare Felix a +humiliation, I would give my life, but now I cannot think of him +without anger. Heavens, when I think of his return I tremble! I know he +will be very badly received, and as his wife's whole existence turns +upon being received----" + +Erwin bites his lips. "Felix writes me that his wife plans to return in +the latter part of June or the first of July. He will come to Traunberg +with his little son somewhat sooner." + +"He will return?" murmurs Elsa, slowly. + +"Well, he must sooner or later." + +"Certainly!" cries Elsa, with a shudder. "Erwin, what will strangers +think of his return, if I myself am not able to rejoice?" + +"Strangers do not take the situation so tragically," says Erwin, +hastily and precipitately, looking away. + +"Well, to be sure!" sighs Elsa. "It is of no consequence to strangers +whether he has acted without any tact, yes, unresponsibly. To think +evil of one who is far from one is a pleasure to malicious people, and +to the best is simply indifferent. But to be forced to think evil of +one whom one loves is the most painful thing in the world." + +For a moment she is silent. "If Felix insists upon coming," she then +continues, "I will do my utmost to make life endurable for him and his +wife. I cannot persuade him to return." + + + + + IX. + + +About a week after the conversation between Erwin and Elsa, recorded in +the last chapter, a bowed man appeared in Steinbach whom at first Elsa +did not recognize, but into whose arms she fell with a cry when he +stretched out two trembling hands to her with a sad smile. She had +forgotten his unsuitable behavior; every bitter word which she had +pronounced against him fell heavily on her heart; she no longer felt +anything for him but boundless, compassionate love. The sight of him +shocked her, his hair had grown gray, his voice hoarse. An anxious +habit of raising his shoulders, and pressing his elbows against his +ribs, that shy manner of poor tutors and other despised individuals, +who seem to strive to make themselves as small as possible, to deprive +others of as little room as they can--lent his figure a sickly, +narrow-chested look. He spoke a great deal, with forced fluency, often +repeating himself. He whom for so long Elsa had at most only heard +laugh fondly at Litzi's little wise sayings, now laughed continually, +loudly and harshly at the slightest provocation, whereupon the wrinkles +grew deeper in his face, the shadows under his eyes darker. Often after +such an outburst of nervous hilarity, his face suddenly grew flabby, as +if wearied by too great exertion, and for a moment displayed the stony +features, the rigid pain of one who has died a hard death. + +He had travelled in advance of his wife, who was staying with friends +at the Italian lakes, in order to prepare everything for her reception. +He talked a great deal about his son, whom he could not bring to Elsa +because the day was cold, and the little fellow was somewhat hoarse. +All the little habits of the child, his manner of pronouncing words, he +told his patiently listening sister. + +His voice sounded sadder than ever when he spoke of the child, and from +time to time he sighed, "Poor boy, poor boy!" + +"What he must have suffered!" sobbed Elsa, when she was alone again +with Erwin. "What he must have suffered!" + +Yes, what he had suffered! Not even those who saw the evident traces of +suffering in this thin, gray, feverish man, could imagine the greatness +of his misery, could judge the darkness of his soul which his +intercourse with the world had caused. + +Immediately after the intoxication of the honeymoon, even during the +wedding trip, which at Linda's wish they had made to Egypt, when he +began to learn to know his wife, he came to the sad conviction that the +most trivial acquaintance would have offered him as much distraction as +this marriage. Pretty, coquettish, graceful, seductive. Linda was all +these, but she had absolutely no mind. Like all narrow women without +intelligence she became, after continued acquaintance, tiresome. + +Incessantly occupied with the ambition to appear a true aristocrat, in +whom one could not perceive the _parvenue_, she had no room for other +thoughts. Her joy at being now a "Lanzberg" was fairly naïve. He really +could not be angry with her when she displayed her little vanities to +him. She wished to flatter him. He looked at her compassionately at +such times and turned away his head. + +From Cairo she had dragged him to Paris. There, at first, they had led +an irregular, stranger life, with half-packed trunks in the Grand +Hotel, went to the theatre and drove in the Bois de Boulogne. Linda for +a while was satisfied with the acquaintances which she made in the +hotel reading-room, at the skating-rink, etc. Felix always avoided a +_table a'hôte_, which Linda, even if the _tête-à-tête_ meals were at +times a bore to her, never opposed, as an elegant custom. + +Then she was one day accidentally asked by one of her friends whether +she should attend the last _soirée_ of the Austrian ambassador. A pang +went through Linda's heart. She enveloped her denial of the simple +question in a confusion of excuses and explanations--she had only +recently married, she had not yet thought of paying visits. Scarcely +was she alone with Felix when she asked him if he knew the ambassador. + +Yes, Felix knew him, but had not seen him for years. Naturally Linda +ascribed his evident objection to visiting His Excellency to the +shyness which his _mésalliance_ caused in him. A scene followed, tears, +cutting remarks--headache. + +The next morning, Felix stood mournfully before one of +Froment-Meurice's windows and asked himself whether he should not buy +his wife a diamond cluster of wheat to calm her anger, when some one +seized his arm and cried, "Why, how are you, Felix?" + +Felix turned, discovered an old friend, who, many years younger, had +served a degree lower in the same regiment with him at that time. + +Now the friend was attaché at the embassy, and a favorite with the +Parisian ladies, a gay, hot-blooded comrade for whom some one had found +the nickname, "Scirocco." "How are you, Felix?" he cried a second time, +offering his former comrade his hand. + +Felix started. No one in all Austria knew his story better than this +very Scirocco, and Scirocco offered him his hand. + +"Thank you, Rudi," he murmured softly. "It is very good in you to still +remember me." + +Poor Scirocco grew very hot and uncomfortable. Lovable and impulsive, +he had spoken to Felix without thinking for a moment how hard it is to +associate with "such a man." Felix looked so miserable, so depressed +that Scirocco would have told all the lies which might occur to him to +talk him out of his sadness. + +"I was going to run after you in the Bois the other day," he went on, +"but you were walking with your wife, and I did not wish to intrude. +_Sapristi!_ How long have you been married? Here in foreign parts one +loses all Austrian news. Your wife is a sensational beauty. Do not take +it amiss that I do not even know who she is. I absolutely do not +remember to have seen any one who could remind me of this fairy-like +apparition a few years ago in short clothes." + +"You certainly never knew her," replied Felix. "She is the daughter of +a Viennese manufacturer--Harfink." + +"Ah!" Somewhat robbed of his self-possession Scirocco, hastily leading +the conversation from an unpleasant subject, stumbles upon yet more +dangerous topics. "Do you live in jealous honeymoon solitude, do you +not go out at all?" + +Felix looks pleadingly at him. "You know that I cannot go out," he +murmurs. + +And Scirocco hurries over that--he will not understand. "Nonsense!" he +cries. "People are wiser here than with us at home. Mind and beauty +count for as much as nobility." Poor Scirocco, he was never guilty of a +more trivial platitude. "You must take your wife to the X's," he +continued. + +X was the ambassador at that time. "Never!" said Felix, violently. They +had reached the Grand Hotel now. + +"When may I call upon your wife?" asked Scirocco. + +Felix had averted his face from his former friend. "When you wish, +Rudi," he murmured, then, suddenly turning towards him, "God reward you +for your kindness, but do not force yourself." + +Scirocco saw that tears rolled over the cheeks of the "certain +Lanzberg." + +Scirocco did not philosophize over the weakness of his former comrade, +he was far too deeply shocked. The result of his great cordiality to +Felix was an uneasy conscience, the feeling that with the best +intentions he had acted with a want of tact, and the need of inflicting +punishment upon some one for Felix's tears. "Poor Felix! such a +splendid fellow!" he murmured to himself. + +Scirocco, whom we must introduce to our readers by his name Count +Sempaly, was noted for his good-natured precipitation and thoughtless +generosity, by which he was often subsequently forced pitilessly to +harshness which would be spared a less lovable but more prudent man. + +For instance, at one time there was the American Smythe, who had been +guilty of a breach of etiquette in a Parisian circle at cards, and whom +society had avoided, without harshness, with the assurance that he had +assuredly been only stupid. They bowed to him on the street, they +invited him to large entertainments, but they hoped that he would not +accept the invitations; they cut him dead when he accepted them. + +Then there was the Marquis de Coup de Foudre, who was accused of +cheating on the race-track, and who, from indignation--hm!--retired +from the track. He was not wholly given up, but every one would only +see him as far off as his neighbor did, in the beautiful bond of mutual +responsibility which holds society together. + +Then finally there was Lady Jane Nevermore, who had permitted herself +several little irregularities with her husband, and who now, divorced, +with a grown daughter, rendered Paris and Nice uneasy. + +How he had defended these people, with what deep respect, with what +sympathy he had spoken of them--showed himself with them on public +occasions, made good all their lack of tact (people in an uncertain +social position always develop a particular genius for this). He lent +them more of his shadow than the devoted Bendel lent his master, Peter +Schemil, procured the widest social credit for them. + +He made a legion of enemies, but the clouds which rested on Lady Jane, +Coup de Foudre and Smythe--their names here stand for many--rested on +him. People said at last that he must have his reasons for defending +these people. Weary, angry, he then suddenly withdrew from his +_protégés_, whom by this he injured much more than he had benefited, +and who now could, without opposition, proclaim their social +bankruptcy. + +Like many foolhardy heroes, at the last moment he was forced to beat a +shameful retreat, when a perfectly respectable withdrawal would have +been possible before. + +But with however a wounded heart he might return from his campaign +against public opinion, he always ventured into battle again. + +After this philosophical interlude, we would perhaps do better to +return to Scirocco, who is meanwhile breakfasting in the "Café Riche." + +He was not hungry--he pondered. Lanzberg's fall did not in the least +remind one of Smythe's, Coup de Foudre's, or Lady Jane's. In regard to +these people, to a certain extent, prejudice had been justified, as if +prejudice is not always to a certain extent justified! + +Scirocco's pondering ended in the resolution to launch Lanzberg in +Parisian society as one launches an unpopular _débutante_ of the +theatre. + +The next day he called upon Linda, and the day after Count X---- paid +his visit. + +How high she held her head among her acquaintances of the reading-room +and skating-rink: "X----, an old friend of my husband," etc., etc. + +She took an apartment in the Avenue de l'Imperatrice, an apartment with +a large cold _salon_ which was distinguished by gilded mouldings and +white walls, pink doors, conventional chairs, and sky-blue satin +upholstering. Linda very soon understood that this dazzling elegance, +which at first had blinded her inexperienced eyes, was intolerably +"_dentiste_," as they say on the Boulevard. + +She surrounded herself with old brocades, with modern bronzes, with +Smyrna rugs--an irregular confusion of picturesque treasures whose +unsuitableness justified the temporary look of the whole establishment. + +Scirocco helped her in everything. He found out auction sales in the +Hôtel Drouot for her, stood for half the afternoon on an old Flemish +chair, to drive a nail with his own hands in the wall for her to hang a +Diaz or a Corot upon--procured all the invitations for her which she +wished--in short, was unweariedly obliging, and, _nota bene_, he only +paid her enough attention to make her the fashion. + +She was clever enough to take with him the good-natured, brusque tone +of a woman who may permit herself little liberties because she is sure +of her heart and of the respect of the man with whom she associates. + +She lived in the seventh heaven. To drive every day, leave orders with +Worth and Fanet, not to dine at home a single day, to attend two balls +and three routs in one night, never to have a moment for reflection, to +be always out of breath with pleasure, and besides this, to be +surrounded by a crowd of young men with distinguished attractions and +fine names, animated by the consciousness that for her sake an attaché, +in despair over her virtuous harshness, had had himself transferred to +Persia--oh! in her romantic boarding-school dreams she had never +suspected such a lovely life. + +And Felix. + +Scirocco had proposed him in the most exclusive club. Felix had not +resisted this, and came seldom to the club. He could not avoid playing +little games of _écarté_. He won. His opponent doubled, increased +tenfold the stakes--Felix continued to win. The sweat stood on his +brow; he was deathly pale. "Do not play with me--I always win--it is a +curse!" he cried suddenly, throwing down the cards and completely +losing his self-control. + +Scirocco grew embarrassed and nervously bit his nails. "If he had +anything to reproach himself with!" he thought to himself. "But that is +absolutely not the case, absolutely not!" + +The others who did not know Baron Lanzberg's history only laughingly +called him "_un drôle de corps!_" + +The story went that Felix Lanzberg had once lost his mind from an +unfortunate love-affair, and had spent two years in an insane asylum. +Scirocco had probably invented this rumor and set it in motion to take +away room for other rumors. + +Except Scirocco and Count X, none of the Austrians in Paris at that +time knew the true state of affairs. A single one had a suspicion, +wrote to Vienna to inform himself, and received for answer--this and +that. But this one was a _parvenu_, and when he wished to spread his +news the others listened to him with mocking smiles, shrugged their +shoulders arrogantly, and condemned the communication so harshly that +he never again referred to it. He noticed that it was considered the +thing to believe in Lanzberg. + +Felix grew daily more unsociable, and liked to go to places only where +he was sure of meeting no one whom he knew, no people of society. He +took long trips on the steamboats, passed the afternoon in the quiet +peace of the gardens, sometimes stood for a quarter of an hour gloomily +before a half-decomposed corpse in the morgue, or wandered through the +quiet rooms of the Louvre, which are so persistently avoided by certain +Parisians. + +Formerly knowing as little of art as any other Austrian Uhlan officer, +he now daily found greater pleasure in the pictures. + +His natural taste for glaring coloring, _décolleté_ cigarette beauties, +humorous or sentimental _genre_ pictures disappeared. The soft +harmonies of the old masterpieces had a strangely soothing effect upon +his sick nerves. + +With slow, dragging steps, his eyes dreamily wandering from one picture +to another, he sauntered through the long rooms. + +The gallery officials soon knew him, and with French talkativeness +often spoke to him of the weather or politics. + +He never became a critic, but he had his favorites. For instance, he +felt a quite inexplicable preference for Greuze, the Guido Reni of the +eighteenth century, of whom one might think that he had mixed his +colors of tears, moonbeams, and the dust of withered flowers, and +instead of Beatrice Cenci had painted a "Cruche Cassé." Every day he +stood for a while before the "Cruche Cassé" and murmured "Poor child!" + +In one of the galleries there was the gloomy portrait of a woman from +the hand of the Jansenist, Philippe von Champaigne, pale with dark, +mournful eyes; in the carriage of the emaciated frame the weary +rigidity of vanquished pain. Everything in the appearance was so dead +and ethereal that one almost fancied one could see the flesh dying +around the soul. Felix stood before this picture every day. + +He loved the Samaritan and the Christ on the road to +Emmaus--masterpieces in which the sublime mystery of the Rembrandt +colors glorifies the harsh reality. He could not gaze often enough at +the mysterious eyes of the Christ, the eyes in which compassion is as +large as the world, the eyes which pardon all, and yet ever sad, +despairing, seek the means of salvation for sinful creation. + +But the picture which beyond all attracted and repelled him, which +he loved and which yet terrified him, was Watteau's Pierot, pale, +ghost-like, with glassy eyes in a rigid face; it looks down from the +wall of the Salle Lacaze. To-day he has gone to a mask-ball to distract +himself, and his weary eyes ask in disappointment, "Is that all?" +To-morrow he lies perhaps in the morgue, and his glassy eyes gaze with +the same look at the solved riddle of eternity, as yesterday, at the +hollow show--the same gaze which asks, "Is that all?" + +Felix almost daily passed a couple of hours in the Louvre. "_Bonjour!_" +a diligent little artist cried to him here and there, some little +person whom perhaps he had given some small assistance, and who greeted +him as an habitué. Except for this all was silence. No one speaks in +the Louvre; one only whispers. + +A hollow mutter and murmur woven of a thousand soft echoes pervade the +old rooms in their vast monotony like the faint echo of the great +tumult of the world, or like the murmur of the eternal stream of time. + +A year later, in a pretty country-house in Ville d'Avray, where they +had passed the summer, a little son was laid in Felix's arms. The tiny +creature, wrapped in white lawn, grew indistinct before his eyes; he +scarcely saw it, only felt something warm, living, between his hands, +something the touch of which caused him a wholly new, tender sensation, +and lightly and carefully he kissed his son's little rosy face. + +Then remembrance smote his heart, a convulsive sob overcame him, and in +a broken voice he murmured, "Poor child! poor child!" + +From Ville d'Avray Linda dragged Felix to Biarritz, then to Rome, where +they passed three winters. These were still worse than the winter in +Paris. Rome is the city of social consideration, a kind of free city +for dubious characters. Felix's martyr nimbus had vanished through his +intercourse with society in Paris. Scirocco who had been removed to +Rome, was vexed with Linda for following him. Her manner of chaining +herself to his protection irritated him, but he still assisted her +social advancement where he could. + +The other Austrians were not exactly unfriendly to Felix, but cold and +distant. On their faces could be read, "We are surprised that you show +yourself," or even, "We will not turn our backs upon you--we are in +Rome." + +With the certain feeling of kinship which characterizes the Austrian +nobility, they, to be sure, never spoke of his affairs with a stranger, +but so much the more among each other. + +At last Rome was tired of, and even London, where Linda spent a +season and enjoyed her greatest triumph. But one place remained to +try--Traunberg. + +It was a cool, unpleasant evening when Felix returned to Traunberg from +his short visit in Steinbach. Gray and white strangely scattered clouds +rose along the horizon, the lindens shivered, and threw long pale +shadows over the smoothly-shaven lawn and the yellow gravel. The sun +hung on the horizon almost without light, behind a pale mist like a +half-faded spot of blood. + +Life had never been as hard to bear for a "certain Baron Lanzberg" as +on this evening. Slowly he wandered through the large, gloomy rooms of +the castle, in which the cold air was as close and mouldy as in a +cloister, and where every step seemed to charm a remembrance from the +floor. + +He saw Elsa, tall, somewhat pale, with the charming awkwardness of her +fourteen years, hurry to meet him, shy before her handsome, brilliant +brother who, a week before, had won a race--her brother of whom she was +so proud. He saw his father, as he smiled joyfully at him, and pulling +his ear, cried: "Do you amuse yourself, my boy? Do you amuse yourself? +Have you debts? Out with it--not many? Always tell me what you need; I +no longer know what circumstances require. You are my golden boy, you +are your old father's joy!" He remembered the expression with which the +Freiherr had surveyed him, a glance in which a kind of exaggerated +paternal pride was glorified by the deepest love, and the gesture with +which he had merrily cried to the old family portraits, "Are you +satisfied with my boy?" + +His memory did not spare poor Felix a word. + +He had passed through one after another of the large rooms. In some of +them stood great piles of furniture which Linda had sent here. + +Suddenly he found himself before a picture which hung in a dark corner, +concealed by a curtain, in his father's former room. Hastily he drew +back the curtain, then he clutched his temples and turned away from the +painting with the short, dull groan of a dying animal. What had he +seen? The portrait of an unusually handsome, merry, good-tempered young +officer, who smiled at him through the twilight. Felix hurried away. + +In the lofty, arched corridor, the echo doubled the sound of his +footsteps. It seemed to him as if that gay comrade had stepped down +from the frame, and now, relating old stories, wandered at his side. +The sweat of terror was on his brow. He met a servant, and hastily +commanded him to remove the picture from the green corner room. His +voice was always sharp when he spoke to servants, and yet he was the +best, most generous master in the world. + +He entered his child's room. The French _bonne_ laid her finger on her +lips to signify to him that the child slept. He bent over the little +creature, who, with one little arm under his cheek, with the other +clasping a gay gilded doll to him, lay in the embroidered pillows. + +Without, the lindens, sighing compassionately, shook their great black +heads, the tower clock, indifferent as time which it serves, played its +old piece in a flat tone, hesitating and pausing--a minuet to which the +grandparents had courtesied and bowed. + +Felix listened, listened, like an old man who suddenly hears once more +the cradle song with which he used to be lulled to sleep. + +It overcame him. He bent down deeper over his little son, and murmured +softly, "Poor child, poor child!" And the words woke the child, he +opened his large eyes and lisped, unabashed, "Why, poor child? Is Gery +sick?" + + + + + X. + + +"Elsa, dear Elsa, this is lovely in you! What an surprise! I only know +you from my husband's accounts, and from my wedding-day, but I shall +love you frightfully, that I feel already." + +Crying out these words, Linda had jumped out of the carriage with which +Felix had met her at the railway station, and greeted Elsa, who, at her +brother's wish, had come to Traunberg to welcome the young wife to her +new home. Then leaving Elsa, Linda let her eyes wander over the façade +of the castle. "_Charmant! magnifique!_" she cried. "A portal like a +church, gray walls, cracked window-sills, balconies and volutings, +small-paned old cloister windows! I am charmed, Felix--charmed! _C'est +tout a fait seigneurial!_ If you knew, Elsa, how tired I am of modern +villas, stucco and plate glass. Ah, you poor, little creature! I had +half forgotten you;" with this Linda bends down to her son, who had +first stamped his little feet with joy and excitement at his mother's +arrival, but then, ever more and more abashed by the flow of words +which had carelessly been uttered over his head, with his finger in his +mouth, now seemed to take a mournful pleasure in crying. + +"Have all children a habit of sticking their fingers in their mouths, +or is it an invention of my young hopeful?" asks Linda, after she has +hastily kissed and caressed the child. "He will be pretty, the little +brat. It is a pity that his hair will not grow. When he had typhoid +fever or measles--what was it, Felix?" + +"Scarlet fever," he replied, tenderly raising the tiny man in his arms. + +"Oh, yes, scarlet fever; we had to cut his hair, and since then it has +never grown long." + +"I think you can be satisfied with him as he is," says Elsa, looking +approvingly at the handsome child. + +"Yes, he is a nice little thing," admits Linda; "he has splendid eyes, +the true Lanzberg eyes. Oh, I am so glad that he resembles Felix." + +"Well, his beauty would not have suffered if he had resembled you," +replies Elsa, with an admiring glance at her sister-in-law. + +Linda's physique has developed splendidly. The discontented expression +which formerly disfigured her face has vanished, has given place to a +bewitching smile and brilliant glance. Negligence and grace are united +in her carriage. She displays the gayety and cordiality of a person who +is satisfied with herself. Laying her arm caressingly around Elsa's +waist, she whispers: "So you really do not find me too homely for a +Lanzberg; one would not guess from my looks where I come from, eh?" + +"Where you come from?--from the world of society--that certainly," says +Elsa. + +"Bah! From an iron foundry!" cries Linda, laughing. + +Elsa glances once more at the picturesque distinction of the slender +figure near her. + +"No," says she, decidedly. + +Indeed Linda does not look like the daughter of a self-made +manufacturer; rather like a Parisian actress with a talent for +aristocratic rôles. + +"And now you must show me everything in my new domain, Elsa, +everything," cries the young woman, and Elsa says, "Are you not tired, +will you not first have a cup of tea?" Then Linda says animatedly, "No, +no, I must first see everything, everything!" + +Felix has disappeared with his little darling. Elsa leads her +sister-in-law through the rooms of the ground floor and first story, +shows her the elegantly furnished rooms which Elsa has herself helped +arrange for her. + +"Oh, you poor Elsa, how you have tormented yourself for me!" cries +Linda, and finds everything splendid and charming, with the affability +of a newly married queen who, entering her kingdom, wishes to make +herself popular. + +"There! I will reserve the attic rooms. I begin to feel the dust of +travel. It is now much too late to take tea; as soon as I have changed +my clothes, I will join you in the drawing-room. I do not yet know the +way to my room--oh, yes--that is the room for my maid---_parfait, +parfait--au revoir_, my dear heart!" And before she leaves her, Linda +presses another kiss upon Elsa's cheek. + +On her way to the drawing-room, Elsa heard a little voice prattling and +laughing behind one of the tall doors which open on the corridor. "May +I come in?" she asked, and without waiting for an answer, she entered +the room where Felix, his child on his knee, sat in an arm-chair and +held a sugar-plum high in the air, while the child climbed up on him, +half laughing, half vexed at his vain attempt to overcome his father's +teasing resistance. Both were so absorbed in their occupation that they +did not notice Elsa's entrance. She gazed at the pretty group with +emotion--the gray-haired man, the blond child, until finally Felix +surrendered the sugar-plum, and the child ate it with a very important +air, smacking his lips, and with contortions of the face by which he +seemed to show the ambitious desire of resembling as much as possible +his little friend the monkey in the London Zoo. + +Then Elsa laid her hand lovingly on her brother's shoulder. "Oh, how +you play with the child," said she. + +He raised his face to her, the pale face with the sunken eyes and +hollow cheeks, in which everything was old but pain, which appeared +fresh and young every morning, and said hastily: "I must love him +doubly now. Who knows whether later he will have anything to do with +me?" + + + + + XI. + + +"I could not resolve to dress; to appear at dinner in a _peignoir_ is a +fault which is pardoned in convalescents, and after twenty-four hours +of railway travel, I feel at least like a convalescent. Ah, how pretty +it is here!" + +So cried Linda, entering the drawing-room where Felix and Elsa awaited +her, a half hour later. + +What she called a _peignoir_ was a confusion of yellowish lace and +India muslin with elbow sleeves and the unavoidable Watteau plait in +the back. + +Her soft hair hung loose over her shoulders. + +"I have a headache, and cannot bear a comb, and as we are _entre +nous_----" she excused herself smilingly at Elsa's astonished glance, +as she pushed back the heavy waves from temples and neck. Her gestures +were full of seductive grace, and her whole form was pervaded with a +moist, sweet perfume which reminded one of a summer morning after a +storm, and which exhales from a woman who has just taken a perfumed +bath. In her whole appearance lay something which excited Elsa's nerves +without her being able to explain it--which wounded her feelings of +delicacy. + +Linda suspected nothing of the impression which she made. "It is pretty +here," she repeated, with a lazy glance of satisfaction around the +room--"I thank you so much, Elsa! One sees everywhere that a woman's +tact has superintended the furnishing--a workman never produces such an +impression. Everything looks so cosey, so irregular. How happy I am to +be home at last!" and Linda took her sister-in-law's slender, sallow +hand in her white, rosy-tipped one, and kissed it with childish +exaggeration. + +"Who is already here besides the Deys?" she asked then. "Before next +week I must really think of paying calls." + +Elsa was spared an answer by the quick rolling of a carriage. Springing +up she cried--whether her emotion betrayed merely a severe feeling of +propriety, and did not also display an unconscious premonition of +jealousy I cannot say--"Linda, it is Erwin who has come for me. Put up +your hair; it would be unpleasant for you to meet a strange man so!" + +With a peculiar expression in glance and smile, Linda fulfilled her +sister-in-law's wish. Elsa quickly helped her to twist up her hair, and +thereby breathed the peculiar perfume which Baroness Lanzberg used. + +She will think of this perfume in many terrible hours which fate has in +store for her. + +With both hands at her neck, her beautiful figure clearly outlined, her +white arms exposed to the elbow by the falling back sleeves, Linda is +just fastening a pin in her improvised _coiffure_, when Erwin enters +the drawing-room. + +"I did not think that you would take the trouble to come over here," +stammers Linda, childishly, shyly offering him her hand, "or else you +should have found me in more correct toilet." + +Elsa starts. Instead of answering, Erwin has kissed the warm white hand +of his sister-in-law. + +The Garzins remained to dinner in Traunberg. Linda would not hear of +their return to Steinbach, she was so happy at last to have an +opportunity of learning to know her relations better. She asked advice +and indulgence so childishly, was so gay, so amusing, so charming, that +Elsa's antipathy to her increased and Erwin's rapidly lessened. Soon he +fell into the tone of indifferent gallantry with her which in society +almost every man takes with every woman who does not inspire a direct +repugnance in him. + +But Elsa, inexperienced as she was, did not know this tone, did not +know that one can listen with an expression of the most intense +interest to a woman without having the slightest idea half an hour +later of what she had said; that one pays her the little flatteries for +which she hungers as one picks up her handkerchief--from polite habit; +that for the time which one devotes to her, one is obliged, if not +absolutely to forget the charms of all other women, still in no case to +remind her of them. + +Linda behaved very cleverly with her brother-in-law, displayed a naïve +wish to please him--no forward coquetry. She knew that naturalness, +lack of reserve in a really pretty woman is always the most dangerous +charm--she was refinedly natural. She told the drollest Parisian +stories, made the drollest faces without the slightest regard for her +symmetrical features; she made use of a momentary absence of the +servants to throw a bread-ball in Felix's face with all the skill of a +full-blooded street-boy, and as Felix frowned and Erwin could not +conceal a slight astonishment, she excused herself so penitently, told +with so much emphasis of how Marie Antoinette in her time had bombarded +Louis XVI. with bread balls in Trianon, that Erwin was the first to +console her, while there was something in his conventional courtesy of +the encouraging consideration which a mature man shows to a spoiled +child. + +After dinner Linda offered to sing something. "She had to be sure no +voice, not even so much as a raven or Mlle. X----" she remarked +smilingly, "but she relied upon her dramatic accent and----" as she +remorsefully admitted--"she had taken such expensive lessons. Would not +Elsa accompany her?" + +Elsa refused gently, almost with embarrassment. She could scarcely read +the notes, and Erwin? He could read notes and could play enough to +strum his favorite operatic airs by ear in weak moments. He would try +to accompany Linda if she would promise to be very patient. + +"The worse you play, so much the more excuse will there be for my +faulty singing," cried Linda gayly, and opened that charming, foolish +cuckoo song from "Marbolaine." + +A pretty confusion followed, a laughing, correcting, her little hands +playing between his. "Can we begin?" she cried finally, and still half +leaning over him with one finger pointing to the notes, she began to +sing "Cuckoo!" + +Her voice, in truth, did not remind one in the least of the gloomy +organ of a raven, or the passionate hoarseness of the X----, rather of +a child's laugh, it was so clear and boldly gay, even if somewhat thin +and shrill. + +Felix, who had meanwhile been telling Elsa of Gery's scarlet fever with +most interesting explicitness, grew silent, not, perhaps, because the +cuckoo song was even half as interesting to him as Gery's parched lips +and little hands--no! But because he noticed that the usually so +patient and sympathetic Elsa no longer listened to him. Her eyes were +fixed on Linda; that thin, flippant voice pained _her_, could it please +Erwin? + +Then the last note ceased. "I am so sorry that I have hindered you by +my miserable playing," he excused himself. "You sing so very +charmingly! Another one, I beg you." + +For the first time in her life Elsa was vexed that she was not musical. + + + + + XII. + + +"Cuckoo," hummed Erwin absently to himself as he drove back with his +wife to Steinbach through the capricious, flickering evening shadows. + +A filmy confusion of pink and white, a tumbled knot of pale brown hair, +two large, cold eyes, mysterious greenish riddles in a flattering, open +child-face, a seductive, rococo figure which leaned over the stone +balustrade of the terrace, and threw gay kisses after the departing +carriage, this is the last impression which Erwin takes away with him +from Traunberg, in the landau in which he now sits beside his pale +wife. + +"She has changed greatly for the better. It is a pity that she has such +bad manners," he breaks the silence after a while. + +"Do you really think that she has such bad manners?" replies Elsa, +without looking at him. + +"There can scarcely be any doubt as to that," says he. "Some people may +certainly think that it is becoming to her. Nevertheless I should wish +that she gave them up. You must undertake her neglected education, +child!" + +"Oh, I will leave that to you," she replies, coldly, almost irritably. +"Linda is not a person who will learn anything from women." + +"Do not be harsh," he whispers, reproachfully, perhaps with a trace of +impatience. + +The gloomy Traunberg lindens are far behind them, only show as a dark +spot on the horizon. The carriage rolls on between gigantic poplars; +the sun has set and the shadows have vanished with it. Over the earth +is that dull gray light which might be called dead light. The new moon +floats in the heavens, small and white, like a tiny cloud; pale yellow +and reddish tints are on the horizon, above the violet distant +mountains. At the left, only separated by a blooming clover-field, is +the forest. + +"Elsa, do you feel strong enough to walk home through the woods?" +whispers Erwin to his wife, coaxingly, and as she nods assent he stops +the carriage, and they take a path through the clover to the shady +woods. + +"Now, was not that a good idea of mine, is it not pretty here?" he +asks, gayly and proudly, as if he had made the wood, surveying all its +beauties. + +"Lovely," whispers she, but her voice sounds sad. + +At her feet the ground is blue with forget-me-nots; under the wild +rose-bushes already lie many white petals. A sob and a sigh pass +through the gloomy trees as if spring mourned that the first roses were +dead. All is grave and solemn, the air spiced with the odor of withered +generations of leaves, with the perfume of fading or still blooming +flowers. + +Erwin teasingly waits for Elsa to speak to him--he waits in vain. With +head thrown back and earnest eyes she wanders near him, and does not +rest her little hands tenderly on his arm as usual. + +What is the matter with her? That she can be jealous does not occur to +him. + +They have almost crossed the forest; the meadow which separates it from +Steinbach park shines between the sparse trees, then Erwin discovers a +striking trace of game; he bends down to observe it more closely. "A +roebuck," he murmurs. "Strange--in this region." + +"Is there no other way across?" asks Elsa, who has meanwhile crawled +close to the edge of the meadow, and casting a somewhat anxious glance +over the knee-high, dewy grass. + +"No, wait a moment," he replies, still absorbed in contemplating the +strange trace. + +"It will cost me a pair of shoes," she murmurs somewhat vexedly, raises +her gown, and resolutely prepares for a very cold foot-bath. + +"Elsa, what are you doing?" cries he, perceiving her intention, and, +leaving his hunter's problem, he hurries quickly up to her. "With your +genius for taking cold." + +Before she has time to answer he has taken her in his arms and carries +her through the dew. He has wholly forgotten Linda Lanzberg, and also +that he had been vexed with his poor nervous wife's unjust, childish +antipathy for Linda. He looks down tenderly upon the dear head, which +rests with half-closed eyes on his shoulder. + +"How light you are," he remarks softly and anxiously; "you do not weigh +much more than Litzi now, my mouse." + +Elsa does not answer, but her slender arms twine round his neck, and as +his lips seek her pale face, he feels that she is crying. + +"What is the matter, my darling?" he asks. + +"I do not know myself," she murmurs with a slight shiver. "I am +afraid." + + + + + XIII. + + +"We really must invite her," says, in a mournful tone, Countess Mimi +Dey, a large stately woman, with a too high forehead, a feature which +has the proud advantage of being a family inheritance in the Sempaly +family, an aristocratic, small, turn-up nose, a benevolent smile, and a +near-sighted glance. + +The Countess is the best woman in the world, of proverbial good nature +and unfeigned condescension in association with music-teachers, +governesses, companions, maids, tutors and officials, and such poor +devils who are paid and supported by the aristocracy, and politely +courtesy to them; but she is unapproachably stiff to the upper middle +classes, those persons who demand a place in society. + +She belongs to that exclusive coterie which considers itself the sole +patented extract of humanity, and looks upon all the rest of the world +as only a common herd, a mob which, under certain circumstances, +permits itself to pay its servants better, and to give more to +charitable aims than princely houses, a mob which speaks French, wears +Swedish gloves, and lives in palaces. She has a vague idea that it +speaks incorrect French, that under the gloves coarse hands are +concealed, that the palaces are always furnished with the taste of +first-class waiting-rooms, but knows nothing definite about it, does +not know "these people" at all, does not see them, although they are +everywhere--they do not exist for her. + +They tell an amusing anecdote of her: that once at the opera on a Patti +evening, her cousin Pistasch Kamenz entered her box, and asked her, "Is +any one in the theatre to-night?" She, after she had glanced around the +crowded building, answered mournfully, "Not a soul!" + +What particularly amuses the Countess is that, as she hears, this great +class of _bourgeoise_, "which one does not know," is, on its side, +divided by various differences in education and condition into classes +which do not "know" each other. + +"I really must invite her," she repeats, mournfully. + +She leans back in a deep arm-chair in a large drawing-room with brown +wainscoting and numerous family portraits, and smokes a cigarette. + +"Pardon me that I really cannot so deeply pity you as you seem to +expect," replies Scirocco Sempaly, who, now on leave, occupies a second +armchair opposite his sister. + +"Hm! I do not care about the positive fact; last week I dined with my +bailiff's wife, but--it is a matter of principle." + +"_Cent a'as_," says, with indifferent gravity, an old acquaintance of +ours, Eugene von Rhoeden, who sits by an open window before a mediæval +inlaid table and plays bézique with the above-mentioned cousin of the +hostess, Count Pistasch Kamenz. + +"_Cent d'as_," he says, apparently wholly absorbed in his cards, and +moves an ivory counter. + +A mild gentle rain is falling, the perfume of half-drowned roses and +fresh foliage floats into the room. In one corner sits the only +daughter of the widowed hostess, Countess Elli, a dark little girl in a +white muslin frock, and near her, in a black silk gown, the governess. + +The obligatory half hour which Elli must spend in the drawing-room so +as to become accustomed to society, is over. Elli is rejoiced, +sixteen-year-old girl that she is. She takes no particular pleasure in +the society of grown people, who can no longer pet her as a child, and +who must not yet treat her as a young lady. + +A rustle of silk and muslin, a shy "_Bon soir!_" and Mademoiselle +retreats with her charge. + +Scirocco rises to open the door for the governess, makes her a deep bow +as she disappears. Rhoeden also rises, only Pistasch indolently remains +seated. + +"Pistasch, you might trouble yourself to say good evening to +Mademoiselle," says the Countess half jokingly. + +"Pardon," replies Pistasch, "pure absent-mindedness, Mimi, and then she +is so homely." + +"That simplifies matters ten-fold," replies Scirocco, hastily. "One can +never be too polite to homely governesses--it is only the pretty ones +that are troublesome." + +"I do not understand that," says Pistasch, and marks double bézique. + +"One never knows how one can be attentive enough to them so as not to +vex them, and yet reserved enough not to impress them," says Scirocco, +dryly. + +"Hm! You have very virtuous principles, Rudi; for some time you have +moved wholly in the icy regions of lofty feelings of duty, where the +tender flowers of the affections never bloom," laughs Pistasch. "I +admire you, upon my word, but--hm--I do not trace the slightest desire +to follow you into this rare atmosphere," and he rubbed his hands with +satisfaction. He considered his cousin's conscientiousness either +feigned or morbid. How could one be conscientious with women? +Conscientious in regard to debts of honor, that is something quite +different, that is self-understood; but regarding governesses--bah! + +"Count Pistasch Kamenz is a charming man." So at least say all the +ladies and also all the men who have not yet come in conflict with him. +He has the handsomest blond cinque-cento face, speaks the Viennese +jargon with the most aristocratic accent, and possesses the most +enviable talents. He rides like Renz, dances like Frappart, and more +than that, in private theatricals he is like Blasel, Matras and Knaak +in one person. In all Austria, no man has a greater talent for +representing Polish Jews, poverty-stricken Czechs, drunken valets, +provincials of all kinds. But his greatest triumph is the "Vienna +shoemaker's boy." What accuracy of costume and grimaces! The ladies say +he has a pug nose when he plays the shoemaker's boy, and a way of +sticking out his tongue--ah! + +He has played for benevolent objects a hundred times, and in Vienna is +a universally known and boundlessly popular individual, because he is +intimate with actresses, occasionally from a freak rides in an omnibus, +or another time is seen in the standing place of the opera house (for a +half act), because one sometimes meets him in sausage houses, because +in rainy weather he walks with an umbrella and upturned trousers, +because once even--the gods and a pretty girl alone know why--he +travelled from Salzburg to Vienna second class. + +The public see in him a pleasant, affable man without pride, and feel +drawn to him like a brother. Poor public! I would not advise you to +stretch out your hardened hand to him, for between ourselves Count +Pistasch is one of the most arrogant of Austrian cavaliers. + +The actors with whom he one evening drinks friendship, and the next +greets with "Hm!--ah--You, Mr.---- what do you call him," can tell +this. One of them once challenged him. This was a great joke to the +Count; he laughed until he cried, could not control himself, and +finally settled it thus: "You are a fine fellow, am very sorry, etc., +deserve an order for personal bravery--ah--if I can be of any service +to you," etc. + +He has never been outside of Austria, possesses the vaguest ideas of +history. The French Revolution is a kind of accidental calamity for +him, something between the earthquakes of Lisbon and the pest in +Florence. He is a strict Catholic from aristocratic tradition, has very +good manners when he wishes, speaks French well, and we can assure our +readers, that just as he is, without a suspicion of the "principles of +'89," he would be received with open arms in the most republican +_salons_ of Paris, and would be admired by the ladies for his "_pureté +de race_" and "_grand air_." + +Now we need only add that he naturally was not christened +Pistasch--that this is a humorous nickname which was given him as a +boy, by reason of his idealistic "greenness," but which now, when this +greenness has long withered, is preserved for the sake of contrast. + +"Well, have you decided upon the day when you will invite the +Lanzberg?" asks Scirocco of his sister, who, after long pondering, gold +pencil in hand over a little velvet-bound book in which she enters her +social obligations, now closes it. + +"It is very hard," complains the Countess. + +"When did this unfortunate Madame Lanzberg call upon you? Oh, yes. +Wednesday. Have you returned her call yet?" + +"No; I must show her from the first that I am in no hurry to associate +with her," says the Countess. + +"Hm!" says Scirocco, his hands in his pockets, his eyes fixed upon the +ceiling. "Do you not think, Mimi, that as quite a near relation of +Lanzberg it would be the thing for you to smooth the way a little for +his wife? It would be an act of Christian charity." + +"The matter is very complicated, Rudi," replied Mimi Dey. "I was always +very sorry for Felix--you know I decidedly took his part. I have +nothing against his wife; her manner is indeed deplorable, but on the +whole, if some little poverty-stricken Sempaly or Dey had married her, +I should have been the last to withdraw my protection from her. In +Felix's unfortunate circumstances, he has proved by his marriage that +he no longer belongs to his caste; he has abdicated, _voilà_." + +Rhoeden and Pistasch have finished their game of bézique, and now +devote themselves to the building of interesting card-houses. They +spice this intelligent occupation by considerable wagers, which he +shall win whose card-house remains standing the longest. Up to now +Rhoeden has had the advantage. But the Countess's words seem to have +excited him a very little--his card-houses no longer stand. + +Scirocco bites his lips, every finger quivers--how can he counsel his +sister to silence or at least consideration? In vain he turns his back +to Rhoeden, so as to make an impression upon her by energetic scowling. +Soon he notices, like many subtle diplomats, that he has naïvely +exposed himself to the enemy. His energetic play of expression beams at +him from a mirror in which the attentively watching Rhoeden could +certainly solve the interesting riddle--but it wholly escapes his +short-sighted sister. + +"As she, nevertheless, must be invited, it would perhaps be better to +fix the day," cries Scirocco, somewhat impatiently. + +"It cannot be this week," answers the Countess, counting over the days. +"Thursday, Friday and Saturday are the days of the fair for the flooded +people in Marienbad; Sunday, the ladies of the committee dine at the +M----'s, Monday there are private theatricals at the M----'s, Thursday, +the L----'s dine with me----" + +"Well, invite them for Thursday," cries Scirocco. "She is really very +nice, sings chansonettes like Judic; she will amuse you greatly." + +"Do you think so?" cries the Countess. "Before Felix was married, +L---- would hardly bow to him, how will it be now? No, Wednesday. +Wednesday will be the best, but still I cannot exactly invite her _en +famille_." + +"Hardly," says Scirocco, dryly. + +"And whom can I ask to meet her? One has an antipathy to Felix, others +to her----" the Countess laughs lightly and kindles a fresh cigarette. +"One must be so careful--it would be very disagreeable for me if toward +evening some one should accidentally come over from Marienbad, and +should meet her here." + +"Have a warning fastened over the door as when one has small-pox in the +house," laughs Pistasch. + +"Invite the Garzins," proposes Scirocco. + +"Yes, that is something, but a strange element is still desirable," +remarks the Countess. "What do you say to the Klette?" + +Scirocco frowns. "I do not understand how respectable people can +tolerate this poisonous old gossiping viper under their roofs," he +answers, angrily. + +"Neither do I," replies Mimi Dey, obligingly, "but still every one +does." + +"I make you another proposition, Mimi," cries Pistasch: "Invite old +Harfink by telegram; I think he will come by special train." + +The Countess smiled. "I should certainly do it," remarks she, "but I +believe the Lanzberg would look upon it as a mortal insult. Besides, +when did you make his acquaintance?" + +"I met him once on the train, and thereupon he invited me to dinner," +explains Pistasch. + +"And you accepted?" asks the Countess, raising her eyebrows. + +"Why of course--I thought I should amuse myself as well as at the Carl +Theatre. Yes--that was what I fancied. What a disappointment! The +dinner was not bad, perfectly correct, alas! The wife spoke of nothing +but the evils of the social question. I did not know where to look, and +the husband spoke of nothing but the evils of his stomach. Except for +that, they were both very charming, on my word. Paid me compliments to +my face with a _sans gêne_. Bah! I was never very kindly disposed to +Felix, but I pity him on account of this match. For my part I should +rather marry into a Hottentot family than such people." + +I do not believe that during this speech Eugene Rhoeden felt exactly +upon roses. + +There are _parvenus_ who listen in society to such speeches with +self-satisfied indifference; yes, even laugh at them, and applying the +English proverb, "Present company always excepted," to their own case, +fancy themselves unreferred to. But Rhoeden does not belong to these +enviable ones. + +He smiles slightly to himself, and after the conversation had continued +for some time in a similar manner he begins: + +"There was once a French poet named Voltaire, and once when he went to +London the street boys laughed at him, and sang mocking songs about +Frenchmen. Then the poet turned round and said: 'You good people, is it +not hard enough not to have been born among you? Really, you should +pity us, not despise us!'" + +After this little anecdote a universal silence followed, then Scirocco +cried, "Bravo, Rhoeden!" + +The good-natured Countess Dey blushed and said: + +"We had entirely forgotten that you are related to these people," which +sounds like a _betise_, but is balm for Eugene's vanity. Pistasch, +however, puts on an irritated expression, and cries with his colossal +impertinence, "I pity you uncommonly!" + +Half an hour later the Countess is conferring in her dressing-room with +her maid concerning her costume for to-morrow, and Pistasch has seated +himself in a bad temper at the piano, where with his handsome, +unpractised hands he thumps out the march from Norma, the only +achievement of a ten years' study of music. + +Scirocco and Rhoeden stand below on the rain-wet terrace. "Your cigar +bores me," cries Scirocco, "throw it away and fill your lungs with pure +air," and he draws a deep breath so as to enjoy the fragrance of the +summer evening after the rain. + +Eugene does as he is invited, and then asks, "Do you not admire my +compliance?" + +"You are a good fellow; one can get along with you," answers Scirocco +in his abrupt manner. + +"Thanks for the acknowledgment," says Rhoeden, not without bitterness. +"Sometimes I ask myself whether it would not be better and more +sensible for me to pack my trunk." + +"Don't see the necessity," growls Scirocco. + +"I am really not sure," says Rhoeden; "for between ourselves it is +pleasanter to hear Pistasch make fun of my uncle than to hear my uncle +rave over Pistasch when the latter has accidentally met him and said: +'Ah! good day, Mr.---- what is your name--Mr. Harfink?'" + +"Curious world!" murmurs Scirocco, smiling to himself. + +Rhoeden, seeing him in a particularly good temper, makes use of the +opportunity to ask him: + +"Say, what is the story about Lanzberg?" + +Scirocco is silent for a while; looks apparently absently before him, +and then suddenly cries brusquely, "What did you ask?" + +"Whether you think we will have fine weather to-morrow," replies +Rhoeden. + +Scirocco glances at him peculiarly with a half smile, behind which the +words "Clever dog" may be read. + +That evening Eugene writes in the diary in which, instead of +sentimental impressions, he notes down all freshly-acquired worldly +wisdom: + +"Never ask society, except concerning things which you already know." + + + + + XIV. + + +Klette was invited after all, or rather invited herself. At the fair in +Marienbad she met Mimi Dey, and upon the latter remarking carelessly: +"How are you, Caroline; when are we to see you in Iwanow?" assured her +generously, "I am at your service as soon as you send the horses for +me. I have been intending to spend a few days with you." + +And she stays a few days; the first of these, the eventful Wednesday, +has already dawned, is in fact nearly over. + +Klette and the Countess are chatting in the drawing-room. The three +gentlemen are firing at sparrows in the park, quite a bloodless +occupation, which the sparrows seem to consider a good joke, and they +laugh at the shooting with their ironical black eyes. They flutter +about like will-o'-the-wisps. In vain does Pistasch, who seems +particularly bent upon this sport, approach softly the trees where they +crouch--krrm--and they are gone. + +For probably the tenth time Pistasch has cried, "The infamous sparrows +are cleverer than I," has at last fixed his eye upon a comfortable old +grandfather sparrow, who sleepily philosophizes on the thick branch of +a nut-tree, but before he has aimed he hears from the open windows of +the drawing-room loud laughter, the gay ripple of the Countess, and the +deep, rough ha! ha! ha! of Klette. + +"How amused the ladies seem to be," he says, turning to his companions, +forgetting the sparrow patriarch. + +"I do not understand how any one can laugh at that Cantharis," grumbles +Scirocco. + +"Oh, she is surely relating something piquant about us," says Pistasch. +"It is incredible how greatly interested the ladies are in our doings, +that is to say, in our evil doings." + +Now the shadows have become much longer. Klette has withdrawn to don a +wonderful cap of yellow lace and red ribbons, and the men have returned +from their bloodless hunt, to exchange their gay shirts and light +summer suits for solemn black and dazzling white. + +"Rudi," cries the Countess, as she hears a light and yet somewhat +dragging step--Scirocco limps a little--passing her dressing-room door. + +"Have you any commission, Mimi?" asks Scirocco, with his good-natured +obligingness, as he enters the room. The Countess has dismissed her +maid, is already in dinner toilet, suppressed laughter sparkles in her +bright brown eyes, the corners of her mouth twitch merrily. "No!" she +replies to his question. "What commission should I have for you!--Ah! +You came from the greenhouse?" pointing to a couple of flowers in his +hand. + +"Yes. I wished to give the gardener some directions in regard to the +flowers for your guests. I remember that Elsa cannot bear gardenias, +and Linda--hm--the Lanzberg raves over stephanotis." + +"You really might have omitted the bouquets today," says Mimi, vexedly. +"My greenhouses without this--thanks to the fair and those stupid +theatricals--are pretty well stripped." + +"Elsa has never dined here without finding her favorite flowers beside +her plate," remarked Scirocco, calmly. "I can neither pass over Linda, +nor will I punish Elsa for the misfortune of having a Miss Harfink for +sister-in-law. Why are you laughing so, Mimi, what seems so amusing to +you?" + +"My own simplicity," cries the Countess. "I was so very stupid." + +"Mimi, I do not understand you in the least," says he in astonishment. + +"Oh, I took your protection of this pretty Lanzberg for unselfish +philanthropy!" The Countess interrupts herself to laugh. + +"Unselfish philanthropy! Say rather ordinary justice," cries he, +becoming somewhat violent. "What are you thinking of? What are you +driving at?" + +"Your discretion is admirable! You understand no hints." + +"Ah, indeed!" cried Scirocco, pale with rage. "Ah, indeed! and the +Cantharis told you that--that was what you were laughing over so +immoderately?" + +"But Rudi, never mind. I do not take it amiss in you," cries the +Countess good-naturedly, restraining her levity. + +"But I take it amiss in myself to have given rise by my thoughtless +inconsiderateness to such infamous inventions!" cried Scirocco, "for, +once for all, Mimi, Mrs. Lanzberg is horribly calumniated by such." + +"There are cases where perjury is permissible," says the Countess, +indifferently. "Do not trouble yourself, I will never speak of the +matter." + +Then Scirocco steps close up to his sister. "Mimi!" cries he, hoarsely, +"do you know that I am wounded, seriously wounded by your suspicion? +Pray consider the meanness which you ascribe to me! I have worked for +Felix's rehabilitation so as to be able to carry on a convenient love +affair with his wife, on the risk that the world, bad as it is, +discredited as he is, should say that he voluntarily paid this price +for my assistance. His wife was indifferent to me, but even if she had +charmed me I would have avoided her like the plague rather than throw +another shadow on Felix's compromised existence. Poor Felix! And I +imagined that I had been of some use to him." + +Impossible not to believe in his honest excitement. "Pardon, Rudi," +whispers the Countess, "I had not thought." + +"Never mind that, Mimi," he murmured, "besides it is better that I know +what people say. I can at least act accordingly--to-day. This venomous +serpent will surely watch my every glance. However, I must hurry--_à +tantôt_, Mimi!" + +With that he rushed out, had only just time to change his clothes when +he heard a carriage approach. + +"Poor Felix!" he murmured thoughtfully and sadly, "I can do nothing +more for you; they have tied my hands." + +Thus the last shadow of pleasure which Linda might have had at the +dinner has vanished. + +The Lanzbergs arrived a few minutes before the Garzins. Scirocco +received them at the foot of the terrace, offered Linda his arm, with +somewhat formal politeness, and escorted her to his sister in the +drawing-room, not in the cosey, brown wainscoted one, but in a +ceremonious chamber hung with Gobelins. The Countess rose at her +entrance and took two steps to meet her, then introduced her to those +present with her usual absent-mindedness, naturally to Rhoeden also, at +which Linda began to laugh; but as no one joined in her merriment, her +pretty, attractive face suited itself to the universal gravity. + +Poor Linda, she so petted, so spoiled, to-day sees not a welcoming +face, even among the men. + +The Countess exchanges polite commonplaces with her, while she +addresses remarks to Klette in between. The chair near the sofa on +which Linda sits remains empty. Pistasch, whose humorous talents are +to-day wholly imperceptible, presents the appearance of a distinguished +statue, and exchanges a few words with Eugene, while Scirocco with +unnatural liveliness has entered into a conversation with Felix. + +At last the Garzins appear--every one thaws. The Countess does not +walk, no, she runs to meet Elsa, kisses her on both cheeks, scolds +Garzin for permitting his wife to look so pale, accidentally steps on +Linda's train, turns round and says, "Ah, pardon me, Baroness!" a +perfectly polite little phrase which makes Linda feel as if cold water +had been thrown over her. + +The dinner is announced. Scirocco takes Linda in with the same strange +formality which she perceives in him to-day for the first time. At the +table a charming surprise does indeed await her--a bouquet of +stephanotis and gardenias. + +"Oh, Scirocco!" cries she, perhaps a very little too loudly, "that is +too lovely! It reminds me of Rome," she adds softly. + +She is already so nervous that she would like to burst into tears at +the pretty attention. Her eyes sparkle, and a fleeting blush crimsons +her cheeks. Scirocco is sorry for her. "I am glad that you appreciate +my good memory," says he, bending slightly towards her. Then he notices +how suddenly no less than three pairs of eyes watch him closely, those +of Klette, Pistasch, and Rhoeden; he feels that Linda's excited manner +is most suited to strengthen this distrustful trio in their suspicion, +and immediately turns to Elsa. + +"I could not conjure up any white elder, unfortunately, Snowdrop," says +he, shaking his handsome head vexedly. + +"Even with the assistance of all the seasons, you could hardly have +found anything more beautiful than these white roses," she replies. + +She sits at Scirocco's left. + +Linda cannot eat, and finds no opportunity to speak, and relate the gay +little stories which are her specialty. Pistasch, who sits at her +right, contents himself by from time to time dutifully making some +remark to her concerning the weather, the country, and such perfectly +neutral subjects, excluding all intimate conversation, and Scirocco, +her old friend, on whose homage she had relied so surely, to-day has +nothing but etiquette for her. She listens to his conversation with +Elsa. Elsa and he were playmates together. She calls him by his given +name, he calls her Snowdrop, which pretty nick-name he had discovered +for her years before. Both laugh lightly over old reminiscences which +they share, and ask each other about old, half-forgotten friends. +Pleasant confidence on her part, smiling courtesy on his, marks their +manner to each other. + +Linda feels more and more depressed. + +Felix, more gloomy and embarrassed than usual, scarcely raises his eyes +from his plate. Except Scirocco, who absolutely cannot help her, nor +dares, only one notices and pities her misery--Erwin. + +"What has become of your wild gypsy, Snowdrop?" asks Scirocco, among +other things. + +"My wild gypsy has become a very tame gypsy, who lets my little +daughter ride her very good-naturedly," replies Elsa. + +"Ah, Litzi rides already; then I must accompany her some day soon," +says Scirocco. + +"Do not break her heart. She likes you better than any one else now," +says Elsa. + +"That is quite mutual," he assures her. "I hope you will bring Litzi up +for me." + +"Since we have been at Traunberg I have not yet been able to find a +suitable saddle-horse." Linda turns to Scirocco. + +"If you are not a grandfather before Litzi thinks of marriage," Elsa +laughingly answers his last remark. "Do you know that you are beginning +to grow gray?" + +Whereupon be, turning to his right, says: "You will find the country +very pleasant for riding, Baroness--many meadows," and to the left: +"You always were accustomed to discover the mote in my eye, Snowdrop!" + +"Why did you never mention your wish to me, Linda?" asks Erwin across +the table. "I can place a horse at your disposal which might suit you." + +"Riding is a very pleasant pastime--will be a great resource for you, +Baroness," remarks Pistasch. + +"Ah! Do you think that I will need many resources in Traunberg?" asks +Linda, bitterly. + +"Well, life in the country is always monotonous," he says politely but +somewhat hesitatingly. + +"These _pâtis_ are excellent, Mika," now says the bass voice of Klette, +at his right. She has known him all his life, has dandled him on her +knees when he wore short dresses, still calls him by his Christian +name, and is one of the few people who remember that he was really +baptised Michael. + +He gives a servant a sign. "Shall I help you?" he asks with droll +gallantry. + +"I have nothing against it--two, please," she replies. + +"How is Marienbad looking? Any new beauties?" he asks. + +"Don't be so lazy, and come over and see for yourself," says she with +her mouth very full. + +"I was there Saturday at the fair. Ruined myself buying cigar-cases. I +place six at your disposal, Caroline. But on my word, it is astonishing +what trash they had at the fair." + +"You distinguished yourself," cries the hostess, laughingly. + +"Yes, unfortunately I took a Ring Street beauty for the F---- from the +Carl Theatre, and asked her how much a kiss cost. Her ladyship entered +into the joke, and answered that she only sold cuffs, and as I +persisted--_pour la bonne cause_, she replied in perfectly good French, +'_La bonne cause s'en effaroucherait_,' then I grew urgent. 'Count +Kamenz!' cried a warning voice near me. I look up, and behold beside +me, the picture of offended dignity, the husband." + +"And how did you get out of the scrape? What did you say?" asks Klette. + +"I?--What could I say?--'Ah, pardon'--and decamped!" + +"Cool! Very!" remarks Rhoeden, who has been reconciled to Pistasch +again, laughing. + +"I only wondered that he knew my name so well," says Pistasch, +meditatively, with feigned simplicity. "I do not know to this day what +his name is. His wife was a magnificent creature, on my word--what a +pity!" + +"I think she was sadder at the interruption than you," says Rhoeden. + +"Possibly," replies Pistasch, calmly. + +The trivial little story has seemed diverting enough to all present +except Linda. Is that the way in which young people of society speak of +pretty women out of their sphere, to whom they pay attentions? she asks +herself. + + + + + XV. + + +Now the dinner is over. They have left the drawing-room to wander +through the park. There are thunder-clouds in the sky, the air is close +and breathless, sultry, but at times a sharp gust of wind rises. The +birds fly close to the ground, as if the black sky frightened them, and +the flowers smell strangely sweet. + +In vain has Linda sent inviting glances at Scirocco; he clings to Elsa +as a sinner might cling to a saint through whose protection he hoped to +gain admission to Paradise. + +Rhoeden who, whether from policy or convenience, plays the rôle of an +injured man and is very reserved, polite and attentive as he is, has +undertaken to be the young Elli's partner at lawn-tennis, by which game +he can meet her in the park. + +Erwin has good-naturedly joined his pretty sister-in-law; chatting +gayly, he tries to drive away her bitter mood. There is something in +the shape of his eyes which makes them look sentimental, one might +almost say loving. His temperament is such that he can be with no one, +especially no woman, without trying to make her existence agreeable. + +Elsa who, walking with Scirocco, meets her husband, Linda on his arm, +remembers neither the one thing nor the other; the smile with which, +with head slightly lowered, he listens to her chat, the glance which he +rests on her, are in Elsa's eyes half crimes. After a few superficial +words the two couples separate again. Erwin as he goes turns round and +calls to Scirocco, "See that you do not take my wife into a draught, +Sempaly. She is strangely imprudent." + +"What admirable thoughtfulness," says Elsa, half aloud, and draws down +the corners of her mouth so deeply that Scirocco, as an old friend, +permits himself to remark laughingly, "I did not know that you could +look so gloomy, Snowdrop!" whereupon Elsa blushes. + +Linda and Erwin join the lawn-tennis players. Linda has studied this +modern pastime thoroughly in England, and likes to play; besides that, +she knows very well that nothing is more becoming to her slender yet +voluptuous figure than the quick litheness required in lawn-tennis. +Her voice reaches Elsa from a distance, gay, shrill, then the soft +half-laughing voice of Erwin. + +"You look so tired, Snowdrop," says Sempaly, sympathetically, "will you +not rest a little?" With that he points to a bench in a niche of thick +elder-bushes. + +"Yes, I am tired," says Elsa, dully, and sits down. + +"Tired after a two-hour drive and a little stroll through the park, +Snowdrop," remarks Scirocco, anxiously. "I do not recognize you any +more. You used to endure so much. Do you know that your health makes me +anxious?" + +"Nonsense! My health interests you about as much as that of the Emperor +of Brazil. If you receive notice of my death some day you will shrug +your shoulders and sigh sympathetically, 'Poor Garzin!'" + +"You are intolerable, Snowdrop," says Scirocco, laughing. "Besides, the +wind is rising and you are beginning to shiver. Let us go to the +house." + +"No, I like it here," she cries with a pretty childishness. "I should +like to see the sun set from here, and am curious as to whether the +Flora there"--pointing to a statue--"will become flushed pink. Prove +your friendship and get me a wrap." + +He goes away, but remains longer than the nearness of the castle seems +to justify. Elsa does not notice his long absence. She prefers to be +alone in this spot. The bench reminds her of old times, and is +therefore dear to her. Whether the Flora becomes pink or not is +perfectly indifferent to her--she does not look outward, she gazes +inward. She thinks of the day when she sat there with Erwin, her +betrothed. (Count Dey was still alive then.) She remembers--oh, +something foolish--the little beetle which had fallen in her hair and +which Erwin had brushed away with light hand; his caressing touch; how +he looked lovingly at the beetle because it had touched his love's +hair; how, instead of throwing the insect away, he had carried it with +him when they left the bench, and had placed it carefully in the heart +of the most beautiful rose which they passed. + +How he loved her then! How passionately and at the same time how +tenderly! "Ah! those were such lovely times," she sighs with the old +song. + +The voices of the lawn-tennis players are still heard. How can they +play in such a gale? Suddenly she hears her name spoken near by. + +"How this poor Mrs. Garzin has gone off!" cries the Klette's bass +voice. "I scarcely recognized her." + +"She looks badly," replies Count Pistasch's distinguished husky voice. + +"She has grown old, fearfully old; she looks as if she were forty," +asserts the Klette. + +"Ah, bah! She looks rather like a consumptive pensioner," replies +Pistasch. "What can be the matter with her? I hope no trouble is +worrying her." + +"Don't you think that this good Garzin is a little too fond of his +pretty sister-in-law?" + +"Nonsense, Caroline!" says Pistasch, reprovingly. "You are always +imagining something. Recently you asked me whether poor Rudi----" + +"Well, that is evidently over;" the Klette heaves a sigh of +disappointment; "but she must coquet, poor Mrs. Lanzberg, to amuse +herself, there is not much else for her to do; and say yourself--I do +not assert that the good Garzin has already knelt to her, but would it +not be natural? It would really serve this arrogant Elsa right. To +force Garzin, a man of such a gay, sociable nature, to absolute +solitude; to take away from him his career, his occupation, in short, +everything." + +Elsa springs up; she listens breathlessly. What does she care that it +is ill-bred to listen? But the voices die away. Pistasch and the Klette +turn into another path without noticing the white form in the dark +elder niche. + +Scirocco at length comes back. + +"I could not find either your things or Mimi's maid all this time," he +excuses himself for his long delay. "I hope this belongs to you," +offering her a white crêpe shawl. + +She takes it, but immediately starts back with a violent gesture. "That +belongs to my sister-in-law," she cries; "my things are never so +strongly perfumed. Only smell it, how strange!" + +"Yes, truly," says he, holding the shawl to his face; "that is a harem +perfume which some one brought her from Constantinople. But what is the +matter, Snowdrop?" + +"I feel the storm approach," she murmurs, tonelessly. "Let us go to the +house." + +They go. The swallows fly yet lower, the clouds hang heavier, almost +touch the black tree-tops. There is a whistling and hissing in the +leaves. + +Elsa hears nothing. With dragging, and yet overhasty, steps she walks +near Sempaly. "Who knows whether he would even say 'poor Garzin' if I +should die?" she thinks to herself. + +The lawn-tennis party, which Pistasch and the Klette have now also +joined, growing more and more animated, has lasted until the first +drops of rain have driven them away. + +Somewhat dishevelled and heated, her morbid self-consciousness healed +by the admiration which Pistasch, escaped from his cousin's control, +had unreservedly displayed for her, Linda enters the drawing-room where +the Countess, Felix, Elsa and Scirocco are assembled. + +"How did your lawn-tennis come on?" asks Scirocco, as the Countess, +vexed at Linda's triumphant look, does not condescend to address her. + +"Oh, excellently," cries Linda. "Count Kamenz and my brother-in-law +display the greatest talent for this noble occupation." + +"To whom do you give the palm?" cries Kamenz. + +"I cannot decide that to-day," says she with as much gravity as if she +were deciding upon the fortieth _fauteuil_ of the Paris Academy. "One +judges talent not from what it first offers, but according to its +subsequent development." + +This pedantic phrase from her fresh lips is so irresistibly droll that +Pistasch and Erwin laugh heartily, and even Scirocco cannot suppress a +slight smile. + +"We have come to the conclusion that the ground here is not favorable," +continues Linda, turning to Scirocco, "and the gentlemen are coming +over to Traunberg to-morrow to practise. Will you be one of the party, +Count Sempaly?" + +"If you will permit me, I will have the pleasure, Baroness," he replies +with a bow. + +"You are as full of phrases as an old copy-setter to-day," cries she, +shrugs her shoulders, laughs lightly, and sinks into the arm-chair +which Pistasch pushes forward for her. + +Pistasch seats himself opposite her. His light laugh as he leans +forward, her satisfied leaning back, the continuous conversation wholly +incomprehensible to the others, indicated a dawning flirtation. What +did it matter to Pistasch whether Linda's father's name was Harfink or +Schmuckbuckling? A man never troubles himself about such a thing when +he is paying court to a pretty woman. + +Poor Mimi! for years she has treated Pistasch as her exclusive +property, she grows nervous, glances discontentedly in the direction of +the two. + +"Rudi, will you order the carriage?" asks Felix, uneasily. + +Scirocco stretches out his hand to the bell, but asks politely, "Will +you not wait until the rain has ceased?" + +"I have no desire to get wet in our open carriage," interposes Linda. + +"I could place a close carriage at your disposal," remarks the nervous +Countess, irritated even more by Pistasch's manner than by Linda's +victorious expression, and adds constrainedly, "However, I really see +no reason for haste." + +Hardly can permission to remain be given in a colder tone. But Linda +replies with astonishing aplomb, "Neither do I," and has a sweet, naïve +smile for the Countess, and for Pistasch, on the contrary, a comical, +expressive glance which delights him. He finds it quite in order that +she should refresh herself with a little impertinence. "She is piquant +as an actress," he thinks. + +Then the door opens; unannounced, like very old friends, a lady and +gentleman enter. She, small, fat, lively, cries out, hurrying up to the +Countess, "We flee to thee, Mimi, the rain has surprised us. Ah, you +have guests--how are you, Elsa? do I really see you at last?" + +He, tall, thin, with a Velasquez nose, Don Quixote manner, and arrogant +eyes, looking out through glasses, has meanwhile chivalrously kissed +the hand of the Countess. Now he looks round, recognizes Erwin, greets +him heartily, comes up to Felix, starts slightly, goes past him to +Rhoeden, as if he had never seen Felix in his life before. + +Felix stands motionless, ashy, rigid, with bluish lips and half-closed +eyes. Scirocco has lived through many unpleasant moments, but never a +more painful one. Still he rapidly collects himself, takes the new +guest by both shoulders and turns him toward Felix. + +"That is Lanzberg. Did you not recognize him, Max?" he cries. + +After that nothing remains for Count L---- but to murmur in apology, so +as not to insult the guests of the house in which he is, "I am so +near-sighted," and to stretch out two arrogant fingers to Felix. + +"Order the carriage, Rudi," begs Felix, very hoarsely. + +Linda, who has not noticed the little scene, gives Pistasch a glance at +the interruption of their _tête-à-tête_, which flatters his vanity. + + + + + XVI. + + +"You have slept badly, mouse; look at your poor eyes. You worry me, you +pale person." + +With these words Erwin greets his wife the next morning at breakfast, +kisses her lightly on the forehead, then reads his letters, swallows a +cup of coffee in great haste, greets Miss Sidney, who enters with her +little pupil, absently though pleasantly, lets himself, still +pleasantly but somewhat passively, be embraced by his little daughter, +puts his letters in his pocket and hurries away, but turns at the door +and cries: "Do not expect me to lunch, Elsa; I have a great deal to do +in Radewitz." + +Now he has gone, Elsa's eyes have grown sad. For a few minutes after +Miss Sidney has led Litzi away Elsa remains at the deserted breakfast +table and crumbling a roll, murmurs, "He has forgotten." + +To-day is their wedding-day, a day which Erwin has always made much of, +which has always been a day of sweetest recollections. She had remained +in her room this morning longer than usual, because she had hoped that +he would seek her. In vain! Then she, poor Elsa, had expected a little +surprise at the breakfast table--in vain! + +So now she sits there and hopes that perhaps he will return. + +Yes, he returns--his steps rapidly approach, her heart beats fast, the +door opens, Erwin bursts in with hat on his head, and cries: "Elsa, +don't forget to send the White Duchess to Traunberg. I have not time to +give the order," and disappears. + +"He has forgotten--decidedly forgotten!" cries Elsa, "for the first +time!" Then she leaves the breakfast room. + +Time passes slowly and sadly for her. "It is a trifle not worth +speaking about," she tells herself again and again. "I should have +reminded him," but then she feels herself grow hot. + +"He did not forget Linda's horse," she murmurs bitterly, and adds still +more bitterly: "He is bored. Every diversion is welcome to him. Poor +Erwin!" + +The day passes--the dinner hour draws near, several minutes before five +Erwin at length returns. Heated and irritable he seeks her in her room. +"How vexed I have been!" he cries as he enters. + +She smiles, a little excitement overcomes her. But soon it turns out +that he has not been vexed at his forgetfulness--oh, no!--only at the +cheating and roguery of his sugar factory director. + +"It serves you right," remarks Elsa, coldly. She cannot deny herself +the satisfaction of making some sharp remark to him. "When he +introduced himself to you, you told me 'the man is repulsive to me!' +and when he came back again you engaged him. You always do so. At the +first glance you judge men according to your instincts, and very +justly; at the second glance you judge them by the universal statutes +of lofty philanthropy, and always falsely. I know no one for whom it is +more unpleasant to believe ill of his neighbor than you." + +"God be praised and thanked that the counterbalance of a desperately +distrustful wife is given me, then," cried Erwin, somewhat irritably. +Then a pair of large eyes meet his gloomily. "My distrust is a disease, +and you know the cause," says she, earnestly. + +The shrill dinner-bell at this point interrupts the conversation. + +After dinner--Miss Sidney has gone into the garden with Litzi to +play grace hoops--the husband and wife sit vexedly silent in the +drawing-room, when a servant presents a letter to Erwin from +Traunberg. Elsa has at once perceived that it is in Linda's, not in +Felix's handwriting. Erwin has opened it, apparently indifferently, +then suddenly the blood rushes to his cheeks, almost violently he +throws the letter away, kneels before Elsa and takes both her hands in +his. "How could I forget the 27th? Elsa, are you very angry with me?" +he cries. + +It would be hard to remain angry with him, if he had not been reminded +of his duty by just Linda. But this vexes Elsa so much that she answers +his warm glance and pleasant smile only with a cool "Why should I be +angry?" as indifferently and calmly as if the 27th no more concerned +her than the date of the battle of Leipzig. + +"Had you forgotten, also?" he asks, wounded. + +"Forgotten?--what?" asks she, dully. + +"That to-day is my lucky day--the loveliest day of all the year for me? +Oh, Elsa! Has it become indifferent to you?" + +His voice goes deep to her heart, but she is ashamed to be so moved by +his first warm words--is ashamed to show him how his forgetfulness has +pained her. In proud fear of having shown too much feeling, she hardens +her heart, and with the peculiar histrionic talent which is at the +disposal of most women in critical moments, and which they love to +display, so as to thereby ruin the happiness of their life, she says +calmly, pleasantly, half laughingly: "Ah, indeed!--I should tease you +for your lack of memory!" + +"Elsa!" confused and surprised he looks in her eyes. "Do you not +remember how we have always valued the day; do you not remember the +first year? You had forgotten it, then?--and when I put the ring on +your finger--perhaps you do not wear it any longer?" + +"Oh, yes;" and Elsa looks down at the large diamond which sparkles like +a dewdrop or a tear near her wedding-ring. + +"Well, you were ashamed, then, not to have thought of me," he +continued, "and then--then you repeated to me, half crying, half +laughing, very tenderly a little childish wish: 'Had I an empire I +would lay it at thy feet, alas, I can offer you nothing but a kiss,' do +you not remember, Elsa?" + +But Elsa only replies coldly, almost mockingly: "It is very long +ago--hm! What does Linda write to you besides that to-day is the 27th?" + +"I have not read all of her letter, read it yourself if you wish," and +with that he hands his wife the letter. + +Elsa at first struggles with herself, but then she reads it, and half +aloud: + + +Dear Erwin:--It is really too charming in you to so kindly gratify my +thoughtless wish. Many, many thanks for the beautiful White Duchess. + +Felix just tells me that to-day is the 27th, a day on which you will +have no pleasure in playing lawn-tennis with me. You might perhaps +force yourself to come so as not to vex me, solitary as I am now. +Therefore I release you from your promise. Kiss Elsa for me, and, with +most cordial greetings, Sincerely yours, Linda Lanzberg. + + +"How well she writes," says Elsa, who is sorry that she can find +nothing to complain of in the letter, and with the firm resolve not to +let her jealousy be perceived in the slightest, she continues: "I +should be sorry if our foolish lovers' traditions should prevent you +from amusing yourself a little, my poor Erwin." She had taken up some +fancy work and seemed to ponder over a difficulty in it. "Pray go over +to Traunberg and invite Linda to dinner Sunday." + +Erwin gazes angrily before him. "You send me away, +Elsa--you--to-day--on our wedding-day?" says he then, slowly. + +She laughs lightly and threads a fresh needle. "Ah! do not be childish, +Erwin," cries she. "It is not suited to our age now." + +He pulls the bell rope violently. "Elsa," he whispers once more before +the servant enters, but with such intolerable cordiality she says, +"Well, Erwin?" that he turns away his head and calls to the servant, +who just then appears, "Tell Franz to saddle my horse." + + + + + XVII. + + +A small room with large windows opening on the park, innumerable +flowers in vases of different forms standing about the room, a perfume +as intoxicating and painfully sweet as poison which gives one death in +a last rapture; on the walls, hung with silver-worked rococo damask, a +few rare pictures, only five or six; two Greuze heads with red-kissed +lips and tear-reddened eyes, eyes which look up to heaven because earth +has deceived them; then a Corot, a spring landscape, where dishevelled +nymphs dance a wild round with dry leaves which winter has left; a +Watteau, in which women, in the bouffant paniers of the time of the +regents, with bared bosoms and hair drawn high up on their heads, touch +glasses of champagne with gallant cavaliers, a picture in which +everything smiles, and which yet makes one deeply mournful; a picture +in which men and women, especially women, seem to have no heart, no +soul, no enjoyment on earth, no belief in heaven; but in deepest +_ennui_ float about like butterflies, tormented by the curse of the +consciousness that their life lasts only from sunrise to sunset; a +Rembrandt, a negress, brutally healthy, bestially stupid, with dull +glance, broad, hungry lips, huge, homely, and wholly satisfied with +herself and creation; about the room soft, inviting furniture; no +dazzling light, pale reddish reflections; draperies in Roman style, +artistic knick-knacks and soft rugs--this is what Erwin finds as, +pushing aside the drawn portières, he enters Linda's boudoir without +announcement. + +Amid these surroundings she sits at an upright piano, and softly and +dreamily sings an Italian love-song. + +Erwin comes close up to the piano. "Ah!" cries she, springing up. It +would be impossible not to see what unusual pleasure his visit gives +her. Her eyes shine, and a faint blush passes over her cheeks. "Erwin, +did you not receive my letter?" she cries almost shyly, and gives him a +soft hand which trembles and grows warm in his. + +"Certainly," he replies. "It was very nice in you to consider our +foo----" in spite of all the bitterness which for the moment he feels +toward Elsa, he cannot use the byword foolish, and rather says--"little +traditions. I only came for a moment, I----" he hesitates. "Elsa hopes +that you will do us the pleasure of dining with us Sunday." + +"Sunday?" repeats Linda, letting her fingers wander absently in dreamy +preluding over the keys. + +"Have you planned anything else?" asked Erwin, who had meanwhile taken +a very comfortable chair. + +"What should I have planned?" asked she, shrugging her pretty +shoulders. "No, no, I will come gladly. You are very good to me, Erwin, +and I am inexpressibly thankful to you." + +A strangely exaggerated feeling was in her accent, in her moist glance, +and the quick gesture with which she stretched out both hands to him. + +"Where is Felix?" he asked, turning the conversation. + +"Felix is, I believe, over in Lanzberg," she answered. "He has +'something to attend to.' He always has 'something to attend to' when I +expect people," she added, bitterly. "It makes my position so +uncommonly easy, Erwin! Can you account for his behavior? Would you, if +you had once resolved to choose a wife of unequal birth, afterward be +so passionately ashamed of her as Felix is?" + +"How can you talk so foolishly, Linda?" Erwin interrupted the young +wife, uneasily. + +"Foolishly!" Linda shook her head with discouragement. "If you only saw +him! Lately he made a scene before I could be permitted to accept the +Deys' invitation; then, at the last moment, he had a headache, and +expressed the wish that I should join Elsa and go without him." + +"Strange idea to hang this monster in your pretty rococo nest!" cried +Erwin, growing more and more embarrassed, and abruptly changing the +conversation from Felix to the Rembrandt negress. + +"The monster pleases me, I like contrasts--but to return to Felix----" + +"You expect Pistasch and Sempaly, do you not?" + +"They wished to come this evening--alas--I could renounce their +society; to-day I should like greatly to confide in you, Erwin. You are +the only person who is sorry for me." + +There was a pause in the conversation of the two. Without, a murmur +like a sigh of love sounds through the trees, and a few withered +rose-leaves are blown into the room. Erwin's glance rests dreamily upon +the young woman. She pleases him in somewhat the same manner as the +Greuze head on the wall; no, differently--there is always something +dead about a picture. A picture is either a recollection preserved in +colors or a dream, and has the charm of a recollection, of a dream; +while Linda has the charm of a foreboding, of a riddle, and above all +things, the charm of life, of full young life. + +Then a carriage approaches. "Pistasch and Sempaly," cries Erwin, +looking out of the window and seizing his hat. "On Sunday, eh, Linda?" +says he in a tone of farewell. + +"Now you run away from me just like Felix," cries she, pouting. "Please +stay; it is so unpleasant for me to receive young people without a +protector." + +And he stays. + + +"You have come late; we have scarcely three-quarters of an hour of +daylight left." + +With these words, spoken in a very indifferent tone, Linda receives the +young men. "Shall we set about it at once?" she continues. + +The lawn-tennis court is in a broad flat meadow in the park. The ground +is not yet dry from yesterday's rain, still the players are unwearied, +Erwin, after a short time, as animated as the others. He competes +vigorously with Pistasch, whose skill he soon surpasses, and enjoys the +society of the two agreeable and to-day good-tempered young men, who +are both old acquaintances of his. + +Pistasch in old times he has pulled by the ear, paid his youthful +debts, and on holidays taken him away from the Theresanium; with +Scirocco, who is but little younger than Erwin himself, he has taken an +Oriental trip, they were both overturned in the same drag, both raved +over the same dancer, etc. + +Merry reminiscences pass between the players almost as quickly as the +tennis balls, and Linda encourages all these reminiscences most +charmingly; her smile lends a new spice to the play and the +conversation. + +Erwin is of a much too lovable nature, is far too much occupied with +the happiness of others and too little with his own, to think of what +might have been if he had not, for love of Elsa, renounced the world. + +He possesses a decided disinclination for the "if," always looks +straight before him, never behind him. It does not even occur to him +to-day, when he is vexed with Elsa, to complain of the serious monotony +of his life, to philosophize, but he feels well, likes to amuse himself +again, laughs frequently, and is not unsusceptible to the evident wish +to please him which Linda shows. No objection can be found to her +behavior to-day--it is animated without being loud, cordial without +being coquettish. + +The three-quarters of an hour are over, the daylight has become first +pale, then gray, the balls have flown aimlessly, like plump night birds +through the air; they have laughed, ridiculed the opposite side for +their faults, finally lost several balls, and come to the conclusion +that for the present nothing more can be done. + +The players have now assembled for a light supper in the somewhat +gloomy dining-room, from whose walls a few old portraits, gentlemen +with huge wigs and large flowered brocade vests, ladies with wasp +waists and immoderately high powdered coiffures, look down upon them. +The light of the lamps is reflected in the crystal decanters, in which +red and white wine sparkles; the flowers, a mixture of transparent +ribbon-grass and wild roses, move softly in their vases in the middle +of the table, trembling in the night air which streams in through the +open windows. Beautiful fruit shines fresh and inviting, in silver +dishes, and Linda presides, somewhat flushed, cordial and wonderfully +pretty. No annoying servants disturb the pleasant little repast. + +Pistasch behaves like the perfect gentleman which he is when he does +not consider it his duty to be a perfect boor, or does not take +pleasure in representing a perfect street Arab. He entertains the +little circle by gay anecdotes, is attentive without impertinence to +the hostess. + +Scirocco, more serious in manner, nevertheless laughs at his cousin's +jokes, and often interposes a witty little remark. + +Erwin is as gay as the two others, but from time to time, however, his +conscience reminds him that this is not the place for him, and that it +is time for him to return home. "But can I leave my young sister-in-law +alone with the two men?" he calms his inconvenient conscience. +"Impossible!" He must wait for Felix to return. + +That Kamenz and Sempaly, well-bred as both are, and with no cause for +importunity, would both leave as soon as he should start, he does not +tell himself. + +Then a carriage rolls up to the castle. Linda rises to go to the +window. "Felix!" she cries in her clear, childish voice. No answer +follows. Her eyes become gloomy, she listens, evidently listens to see +whether he will go to his room without appearing to his guests. Then a +dragging, stumbling step is heard in the corridor. "Felix!" cries +Linda, excitedly and imperiously. + +The door opens, Felix enters, he stumbles into the dining-room, his +face is red and swollen, his eyes have a watery look, his knees bend at +every step, and a repulsive flabbiness is betrayed in his whole form. + +"You have guests?" he says, thickly. + +"Sit down, you are not well," cries Erwin, seizing the staggering man +by the arm, and forcing him into a chair. + +"No--but--the----" begins Felix, and breaks off, not able to finish the +sentence. + +A pause ensues. The little company seem paralyzed with alarm and +disgust. Then Sempaly rises. "We thank you for a very pleasant evening, +Baroness," he turns politely to Linda, and he and his cousin withdraw. + +Linda is as white as the table-cloth. "Come, Felix, lie down," says +Erwin to his brother-in-law, whose condition he does not wish to expose +to the impertinent curiosity of servile lackeys. + +"A cigar," murmurs Felix, excusing himself like all drunkards. + +"Come;" Erwin urges him more sharply. Felix is about to make some +reply, when he discovers his wife, turns his head away, and trembling +throughout his entire frame, lets himself be taken to his room without +resistance. + +When Erwin returns to the dining-room to bid farewell to Linda, he +finds her still deathly pale, with gloomy eyes, sitting in the same +place. + +"Linda, you are wrong to take this so seriously," says he, softly and +consolingly; "it is really often an accident, a glass of poor wine----" + +At his first kind word she has burst into tears. "It is not the first +time," she replies, with difficulty restraining her tears. "Ah! if +it--if it was only because the wine went to his head or--but no--a year +ago he was the most temperate man in the world--it began in London. It +cannot all be my fault. What is the matter with him? My God! What is +concealed from me?" + +A new light dawns upon Erwin's mind; Linda's lack of tact is excused; a +boundless pity overcomes him. + +At a violent motion of her pretty head her hair has become loosened and +now hangs in silken splendor over her shoulders. + +"Calm yourself, fasten up your hair, be prudent, my poor little +sister-in-law!" says Erwin. Softly and involuntarily, as one would do +to a child, he strokes the hair back from her temples. + +She tries to fasten it up, but suddenly she lets her arms sink, and +looking directly at Erwin out of moist but not disfigured eyes, she +whispers, "I cannot reach so high, and do not wish to be seen thus by +my maid--it would be strange." + +"Can I help you?" + +She nods. Simply, but without undue haste or uneasiness, he twists the +beautiful hair, fastens it firmly as one who is accustomed to perform +such services. She keeps her head covered, breathes regularly, deeply, +audibly--accidentally he touches her little glowing ear, then she +starts. A clock strikes. "Half past ten!" cries Erwin, startled. "Good +night, Baroness; poor Elsa will not know how to explain my absence," +and he rushes out. + +"Your horse must be saddled," says Linda, but he does not return--a few +minutes later she hears him galloping rapidly away. "When he thinks of +his wife he always calls me Baroness," she murmurs to herself with a +peculiar smile. + + +An hour later Erwin knocks at his wife's door. "Who is it?" an +indifferent, sleepy voice asks from within. + +"I." + +"Ah, you, Erwin!" Elsa unlocks the door, and comes out in the corridor, +where only a single lamp breaks the darkness. + +"Have you anything particular to ask me?" says she, and her feverish +sparkling eyes contradict the indifferent voice. + +"Nothing," he whispers, softly. "I merely could not resolve to retire +without having bid you good night; I felt that you must be still awake. +Do you insist upon receiving me in the corridor?" he asks, smilingly, +as she has closed the door behind her. + +"The baby is asleep," replies Elsa, coldly, rubbing her eyes with +ostentation. + +"My voice will not wake her," he says, softly, taking Elsa's hand. +"Elsa, my dear pouting Elsa, forgive me," he whispers. "I had no right +to be angry and run away, merely because you were intolerable. It has +been a horrid day, let it at least have a good ending!" + +He sees how she trembles, how she blushes, and tenderly he takes her +thin little face between both hands. Then, then she changes color, her +eyes open in wild horror, and she starts back from him with a gesture +of decided aversion, but quickly collecting herself, and forcing +herself to smile, she gives him her hand and says, "Good night!" + +How she has pained him! Is her love dead? He cannot understand her +manner. How could he? He does not notice that on his hands, in his +clothes has remained the peculiar perfume which a gallant diplomat had +brought Linda from Constantinople. + + + + + XVIII. + + +"One cannot please people," sighs Pistasch, several days after the +lawn-tennis party, while, cigar between his teeth, a hat adorned with a +cock's plume on the back of his head, his smoking jacket open over his +broad chest, he tries to solve a difficult problem in billiards. "One +cannot please people." + +"Hm! I think this sentence belonged to Solomon's _répertoire_ of +phrases," grumbles Sempaly, who, stretched out in a deep arm-chair, is +looking over an old _Revue des Deux Mondes_. + +"Solomon! Solomon!" says Pistasch, clutching his soft golden hair. "Was +not that the Jew in the Leopoldstadt, whose money rate was so cheap, +only three per cent, _per mese_?" + +Count Kamenz considers it "chic" to have forgotten his Bible history. + +"Do not make yourself out stupider than you are," Scirocco admonishes +him. "We can be quite satisfied without that." + +"Thanks, you see one can never please people," repeats Pistasch, +shrugging his shoulders in droll despair. "After the sacrificial meal, +Mimi rejoices me with a remark upon my stiffness to the Lanzberg. I +show the latter much-calumniated beauty some slight attention and +accept an invitation to lawn-tennis at her house. Mimi reproaches me +concerning my morals. In order to satisfy her demands I yesterday +paid court to a sixteen-year-old dove; she reproaches me for +my inconsequence, says with feeling, 'One does not trifle with +love!'--there, it sounds as if it were a bit from a play." Pistasch +turns to Sempaly. + +"Yes, it is the title of a play in which at the end some one is +stabbed," says Scirocco, looking up from his reading. + +"Thank you, Rudi; one can always learn from you," assures Pistasch. + +"You are the first who has discovered that--I pity you," replies +Sempaly, sarcastically. + +"Surely not because I am weak in history and literature," says +Pistasch, phlegmatically. "Bah! if one of us only knows who he is, he +knows what he needs." + +"Yes, everything else would only confuse him," says Scirocco, +seriously. + +"Precisely," answers Pistasch, coolly. He now sits on the corner of the +billiard table, both hands in his pockets, in the large room with its +faded leather furniture. "But confess that your sister maltreats me, +after I have tried so hard to please her." + +"Too hard, perhaps," says Scirocco, and looks gloomily at his cousin. +Is the latter the only one who does not perceive that the Countess +would prefer to preserve him in a cage, secure from the attacks of +audacious women and mothers? "'_Ce sont toujour les concessions qui ont +perdu les grands hommes_,' Philippe Egalité remarked on his way to +execution," he continues, and takes his cousin's ostentatious _naïveté_ +for what it is really worth. + +"That might be called forcing history," cries Rhoeden, entering at this +moment, and hearing the last phrase. + +"Who was Philippe Egalité?" asks Pistasch, with unembarrassed--yes, +boasted ignorance. + +"A man who, in order to make himself loved by the masses, voted for the +death of his cousin, the king, made himself riding trousers of the +_ancien régime_, and was beheaded by the masses by way of thanks." + +"Ah! my historical knowledge is extensively widened--but if I only knew +to whom to make love!" + +"_Il y avait une fois un séducteur qui cherchait de l'ouvrage_," +remarks Eugene. + +"_Je crois Men qu'il cherchait!_" yawns Pistasch. "Really, it is not +only on Mimi's and morality's account that I do not dare try it with +the Lanzberg--but she is so magnificently prudish! Now I do not object +to a little prudishness, that is piquant, but quite so much! Recently +she, for really nothing at all----" + +"Ah, really, for nothing at all?" repeats Scirocco, looking sharply at +his cousin. + +"Well, not exactly for nothing at all," the latter admits, grumblingly, +"but on my word, for a very slight cause, she gave me a dissertation +upon her dignity, and that she felt bound to keep the honorable name +which she bears spotless." + +"She is quite right," declares Sempaly, sharply. + +Pistasch laughs rudely. "Well, Rudi, between ourselves, it is +nevertheless a little droll to think so much of this name, to boast of +its spotlessness--hm!" + +Rhoeden displays the indifference of a man who knows that the +conversation is upon delicate subjects, and retires to a window recess, +where he unfolds a letter. A servant enters and reports that "The +Countess begs the Baron to come to the music-room," whereupon Rhoeden +vanishes. + +Scarcely has the door closed behind him when Scirocco bursts out +violently: "You are a muttonhead, Pistasch; the little banker is a +hundred times cleverer than you." + +"He needs it," says Pistasch, coolly. + +"Can you not be silent before him?" Scirocco attacks him. + +"No," replies Pistasch, lazily; "I have never accustomed myself to +keeping secrets; respectable people have no secrets. Besides, Lanzberg +begins to be fairly unbearable, his manner has become so unsteady, so +nervous; he no longer finishes a single sentence correctly, has not an +opinion of his own, and crouches like a whipped dog. He makes me +nervous." + +"Are you of stone, have you no heart?" cries Scirocco. + +"I am under no obligations to Lanzberg," grumbles Pistasch, very +defiantly. "I----" + +"Yes, you would be ashamed to protect him a little," says Scirocco, +cuttingly. "Recently when L---- remarked to you that you seemed to +associate with Lanzberg a great deal, you replied, 'Yes, he has a +pretty wife!' Really, Pistasch, at that moment, in my eyes, you stood +morally lower than poor Felix." + +"Really," Pistasch imitates his cousin's tragic tone, "I think I have +blundered into an educational institution! Lectures and nothing but +lectures! First you, then Mimi. How you can permit yourself to compare +me with a man like a 'certain Lanzberg.'" + +"Do not talk yourself into useless heat, my dear fellow," says +Scirocco, laying his hand on his shoulder. "At present I feel just as +inclined to fight a duel with you as I should to cut my own brother's +throat. Consider a little and you will come to the conclusion that you +are in the wrong." + +Scirocco leaves the billiard-room. For a while Pistasch pushes the +ivory balls over the green table with furious zeal, then he throws +himself irritably into an arm-chair. + +Yes, he feels plainly that he is in the wrong, but he cannot resolve to +change his behavior to Felix. He might at least avoid him, but just +now, because and in defiance of Linda's prudishness, he does not wish +to. His prejudice against Linda was nothing but arrogant affectation, +but his antipathy to Felix is sincere; it almost resembles that +aversion which many egoistic men feel for one mortally ill. + +Rhoeden spends an hour in teaching the Countess--a totally unmusical +woman who does not know a note, has no feeling for rhythm, but +possesses a good voice and a great desire to shine in that +direction--twelve bars of a new Italian romance of Tosti. + +He goes his little way, pursues his little aim, and will attain it. +Only two years ago young aristocrats invited him exclusively to stag +parties, hunts, etc.; then Count F---- wrote a little operetta for a +society tenor. The tenor, a young diplomat, after the first rehearsal +of the operetta was transferred to Constantinople--universal +consternation. They had about resolved to surrender the operetta, which +was to be performed for a charitable object, to a professional when +Pistasch proposed his old Theresanium comrade, Eugene. Eugene, with his +unusually beautiful voice, sang the little rôle charmingly; all were +delighted with his singing, his graceful acting. At one stroke he +became the fashion. + +His passion for Linda, Eugene had long buried under his worldly egoism; +he was glad that he had been prevented from the foolishness of a +marriage with her. He planned quite a different match, made use of his +opportunities, and meanwhile was in no hurry. He knew very well on what +footing he stood with society, knew that they wished to fasten upon him +Countess Fifi R----, who was red-haired and somewhat hump-backed, or +even Countess Clarisse, who was scrofulous and had been much gossiped +about, knew it and laughed at it. He was still young and could wait. + +Social vanity was his religion, the world his god, to whom, however, he +did not pay such passionate, credulous homage as Linda, for example, +but always with an ironical smile on his lips. + +After he had gone through the romance with the Countess for perhaps a +hundred times, had finally taught her text, melody, and even a +sentimental mordent, and is now dismissed from duty, Eugene looks into +the billiard-room again before he goes to his own room, and finds +Pistasch, between thick clouds of smoke, occupied with a tschibouk. + +"Do I disturb you?" he asks, gayly. + +"Oh, heavens, no! I have long been weary of my own society," sighs +Pistasch with feeling. + +"I have an amusing bit of news for you, Pistasch," continues Rhoeden, +approaching him. "My uncle Harfink"--Eugene always speaks of his +relations in a mocking tone, somewhat as one kind of cripples speak of +their humps--"my uncle Harfink--you remember his first wife, whom you +knew, is dead--well, he has married again!" + +"Wish him much happiness," replies Pistasch, who does not see why that +should interest him particularly. + +"He has married, and none other than the famous Juanita," says Rhoeden, +with the calmness of a virtuoso who is sure of his effect. + +Pistasch drops his pipe, springs up from his armchair. +"Harfink--married--Juanita, the----" he interrupts himself. + +"Yes," says Rhoeden, calmly, "the same Juanita who in her day ruined +poor Lanzberg." + +"Hm! So you know the story?" asks Pistasch, breathing freely in the +consciousness that now all discretion is unnecessary. + +"It will go no further through me," Rhoeden assures him solemnly. "But +is not that delightful? My uncle writes me that he has married the +aforesaid celebrity, and as his digestion is still not as good as it +might be, they have gone to Marienbad for their wedding trip. He begs +me to reconcile his daughter to his step, and to find out what kind of +a reception his wife may expect in Traunberg. Piquant, eh? Very +piquant!" + +A shrill bell announces lunch. + +"Rudi! Mimi!" cries Pistasch, rushing into the dining-room, where both +these, together with Elli and Mademoiselle, are assembled, "old Harfink +has married the Juanita, and has gone to Marienbad for his wedding +trip. Is not that magnificent, is not that famous?" + + + + + XIX. + + +"A Modern Donna Elvira!" This sarcastic nickname originated at the time +when the charming Privy Councellor Dey, whose wife we are acquainted +with, was still alive. Count Dey was a red-haired gnome, who was +continually mistaken for his own tutor which, as the facetious Pistasch +maintained with conviction to this day, was very annoying to the tutor. +Besides, Count Dey was eighteen years older than his wife, who, if not +beautiful, was still uncommonly attractive, and still the poor woman +embittered her young life with the most painful jealousy, followed her +husband about distrustfully, accompanied him on the briefest visits of +inspection to his estates, shivering and heroic, shared with him the +cold inconveniences of his grouse hunt in the Tyrol. The world +maliciously delighted in the industry with which she defended her +rights, and also in the fact that, in spite of her astonishing and +extensive precautions, she was continually deceived by her red-haired +spouse. + +Mimi Dey now served as a warning example for Elsa. She, Elsa, had not +the slightest wish to undertake the rôle of the "modern Donna Elvira," +and expose herself to universal mockery. Therefore she concealed her +jealousy from Erwin with Spartan self-control, and smiled with the most +charming loftiness, while the poisonous mistrust tore her bosom as +pitilessly as the young fox tore the brave little Lacedæmonian. + +When, the day after the lawn-tennis party, Erwin remorsefully sought +the cause of her changed manner in his own behavior, and after he had +tried to drive away her displeasure by a thousand loving attentions, +put his arm around her and whispered to her softly: "Elsa, confess why +you were so angry with me yesterday--only because I stayed away so +long?" Frightened that he had so nearly touched upon her secret, she +displayed the most arrogant indifference. + +"You surely do not think that I am vexed if you amuse yourself with +Linda a little?" she replied, with an irritating smile. "I am glad that +you have found a little amusement, my poor Erwin," she continued. + +He looked at her in some surprise. "Yes, but then I do not +understand----" he murmured. "What is the real matter with you?--does +anything worry you?---tell me--two can bear it more easily." + +"No, no, I have nothing to tell," she replied, hastily. "Nothing at +all--I am tired, not very well." + +"Yes, that you decidedly are not," he admitted, and anxiously +scrutinized her thin cheeks and the dark shadows under her eyes. "We +must consult a physician." + +"We consulted him four weeks ago," she answered, "and he advised me to +drink Louisen-Quelle, and I drink Louisen-Quelle." She folded her hands +resignedly over her breast, with an expression as if to say how little +faith she had in Louisen-Quelle, and how indifferent her health was to +her. + +"Perhaps a trip to the sea-shore would do you good," proposed Erwin. + +"Could you go away now?" she asked, apparently calmly, but with her +heart full of distrust. + +"Now? Hardly! But you could take Miss Sidney and Litzi with you, or, as +far as I am concerned, both children." + +"With the necessary servants that would cost a good deal," replies +Elsa, discouragingly. + +"Well, we are not quite such beggars that we need think of that when it +is a question of your health," he cries, almost angry. "We have saved +long enough and can now spend something. Decide upon Cowes; perhaps I +can join you there later." + +For a while she gazes silently and gloomily before her, then a slight +shudder runs over her. + +"Elsa! You seriously alarm me!" cries Erwin: "something must be done!" + +"Yes, certainly; I will go to Cowes," she decides, as if it was a +decision to let herself be bound upon the wheel, then she turns her +head to look at an approaching carriage. "Oh, Linda," she cries, and +her voice betrays absolutely nothing, not even antipathy to her +sister-in-law, and Erwin begs, "Be a little good to her--for Felix's +sake. She needs women friends and has none but you." + +These naïve words may give the impression that Erwin is very obtuse. +But he certainly was not, only his knowledge of human nature was always +bounded by a great good-will, his keen sight blinded by good-nature. +He possessed a true passion for making every one who came near him +happy, and also the impractical habit of never thinking evil of his +fellow-men, except when he absolutely could not otherwise. + +Therefore he saw to-day in Linda's visit nothing but a praiseworthy +wish of coming nearer to Elsa. + +Linda wore a very simple gown, which was very becoming to her; she had +brought a work-basket, and sewed almost the whole time of her visit +upon a little collar for Gery which had a very exemplary appearance. +She made the most modest and tender attempts to be friends with Elsa, +and without the slightest touch of familiarity, took a tone of +comradeship towards Erwin which pleased him greatly--perhaps so much +the more as a charming, childlike smile accompanied this tone, and the +merriest little stories. + +When evening had already become night, and Felix had still not +appeared, as Linda seemed to have expected, to fetch her, and she +confessed that she was afraid to return alone with her groom only, in +the low pony carriage, Erwin good-naturedly escorted her on horseback +to Traunberg. + +This was really unwelcome to him, but Elsa suspected the contrary, and +as he had not the common habit of afterwards complaining of his +obligingness, she remained of the same opinion. She herself had behaved +perfectly charmingly to Linda. No one could have suspected that +jealousy could smile so! No one--but Linda. + +And how she triumphed! how flattered vanity quivered in her every +fibre, and how the drive home with Erwin amused her! + +She drove herself, and really she did not overdrive the ponies. + +Around them was the sultry, gloomy charm of the summer night. +Long-drawn sighs and sweetly monotonous murmurs passed through the +trees, the short grass trembled as if caressed by invisible hands. From +time to time a glow-worm shot through the gray air like a falling star. + +"How beautiful!" said Linda to herself. + +"Yes, charming!" Erwin admitted, and secretly looked at his watch. + +In spite of the fact that he galloped home at a very sharp pace, it was +midnight before he arrived there, which confirmed Elsa's strange idea. + +Almost every evening after tea Erwin was accustomed to read aloud to +his wife, and this had originated in their honeymoon, when Erwin, very +young, very much in love, still shyly coquetted with his little +talents. + +He read well, and liked to read, and Elsa had until now always looked +forward to the confidential chat, the happy fact of being alone +together, which was a part of the reading hour, and both did not know +which they really preferred: the wild, stormy winter evenings, in which +Elsa sat as near the fireplace as possible, and contrary to his +sensible prohibition, held one foot at a time over the glowing coals, +until he stopped reading, and crouching on a stool, took the little +feet from their light house slippers, and rubbed them warm between his +hands; or the mild, fragrant summer evenings, when Elsa, gazing through +the window at the sky, often interrupted the bitter earnestness of St. +Simon, or the graceful bitterness of Voltaire, and with childish joy +signalled a shooting star, and as Erwin laughingly asked her whether +she had availed herself of the opportunity to wish something very +beautiful, softly, with lips close to his ear, whispered, "Oh, yes, +that it may always be so." + +Usually he read serious books aloud, but sometimes he brought the old +Musset which had accompanied him on his wedding journey, and then they +vied with each other in gay recollections of their honeymoon, and +laughed when they came to verses the meaning of which had been dark to +her, and had made her ask the most remarkable questions. They +contradicted each other animatedly as to who had the most faithful +memory for every foolish, tender jest, and Elsa, whose remembrance +exceeded his, faintly whispered softly, "Do you see I have not let a +single joy be lost out of my life. I have laid-them all away for my old +days." + +The day after Linda's visit, Elsa made no move to leave the +drawing-room when Erwin asked her softly, "How about our Mahon?" (they +were just then reading this knightly pedant's English history), but +replied discouragingly, "I am going to retire early this evening," and +engaged Miss Sidney in a conversation upon English philanthropy. + +Erwin smoked a cigarette, glanced over a paper, finally, looking out of +the window, remarked that it was a beautiful moonlight night and he was +going shooting, kissed Elsa's forehead, bowed to Miss Sidney, and was +about to leave the room when from Elsa's lips came anxiously: + +"But----!" + +"Do you want anything?" + +"Are you going to take any one with you?" + +"Why?" asked he, and raised his eyebrows; then suddenly laughing aloud +he added, "Would you perhaps like to accompany me, mouse? The night is +mild, I will find you an easy path; we need not go far." + +She hesitated, only for a moment she hesitated. She had formerly often +gone with him; he had bought her a small rifle, and with anxious +carefulness taught her to shoot, and as long as her health was good +enough they had often hunted gayly together like good comrades. Why +must just now Mimi Dey and the grouse hunt in the Tyrol come to her +mind? + +"Thank you, I dare not venture out in the dew;" thus politely, but +without a trace of warmth she refused his good-natured offer, and he +shrugged his shoulders slightly and vanished. + +English philanthropy suddenly lost all interest for Elsa. She took +leave of Miss Sidney quite absently, and went to her room which, since +baby's existence, she had shared with the delicate little creature. She +passed two tormenting hours; she was tortured by the most nonsensical +fancies; she thought only of poachers and assassins; she did not close +her eyes until she heard Erwin's step creep thoughtfully, softly past +her door, but at least she had not been like Mimi Dey. + +Sempaly and Pistasch had accepted the invitation to dine in Steinbach +on the Sunday for which Linda was invited. Elsa had been able to secure +no ladies. Never had Linda been more beautiful than on this Sunday. She +wore a dazzling toilet; "from Worth," she replied, in explanation to +some polite remark which Elsa had made upon her dress. "From Worth, but +I had to change it entirely. I cannot bear Worth any longer; he is too +American. And how do you like my gown, Erwin?" she turned to him. + +"Linda, you surely are not trying to make me think that you care +anything about the taste of such a rusty hayseed as I am!" cried he, +laughingly. + +"Ah, you know very well that you are the only one, yes, the only one on +God's earth from whom I will accept fault-finding," answered Linda, and +putting her arm around Elsa's neck, she whispered in the latter's ear, +"Your husband has bewitched me, Elsa. If I did not wish you the best of +everything, I really could envy you him." + +Oh, the serpent! She feels very well that Elsa shivers in her arms, and +she is happy. + +During the dinner Elsa suffered fearful torments. Monosyllabic she sat +between Scirocco, who, more quiet and melancholy than usual, did not +help her to talk, and Pistasch who, gazing at Linda, forgot to talk. +Linda, on the contrary, chatted unweariedly, entertained the whole +table with her odd little stories, and knew how to absorb Erwin so +deeply by her artfully naïve flatteries and carefully veiled coquetries +that he, the most polite man in the world, scarcely found time to +address a few pleasant phrases to the Englishwoman who, for the sake of +symmetry, sat at his left. + +After dinner Linda sang. Erwin accompanied her, and Pistasch lost his +tongue with enthusiasm, except for the three words, "Superb! +magnificent! delicious!" which he burst forth with again and again, +gasping for breath. + +Elsa, who took no interest in French chansonnettes, and Sempaly, who +did not care to hear them rendered by respectable women, or those who +at least should be so, stood together in a window recess half chatting, +half silent, like people who know and understand each other well. But +suddenly Scirocco was silent, his glance wandered to Felix, who sat in +the darkest corner of the drawing-room, and in order to give himself +countenance, stroked Erwin's great hunting-dog. A little rattle of +glasses had attracted Sempaly's notice. He went up to Felix, and after +he had spoken a few words to him returned with him to Elsa. Elsa was +frightened at sight of her brother. His cheeks were flushed to his +forehead, the features swollen, the eyes shining as in one who has a +severe fever. + +When everything had become quiet again in Steinbach, and Elsa was alone +with Erwin in the drawing-room, she went to the table from which +Sempaly had brought Felix away, and discovered there the _corpus +delicti_ in the shape of a half-emptied flask of Chartreuse. + +"Ah!" cried she shuddering, and turned to Erwin. "Do you know the +latest?--Felix drinks!" + +Erwin lowered his head. "Drinks--drinks!" he murmured with +embarrassment but excusingly. "You must not call it that exactly; it is +not yet so bad!" + +"You--you seem to have known it," cried Elsa, staring at him. He looked +away. + +Elsa paces twice through the room, her arms crossed on her breast. Her +short, unequal breaths can be heard. Then she stops before Erwin; the +blood has rushed to her cheeks, and causes there two uneven red spots +under her eyes. Her hatred for Linda suddenly bursts forth. "Oh, this +repulsive, ordinary, tactless person! How deeply she has dragged him +down!" she says, with set teeth. + +Erwin, to whom the cause of this unlovely and immoderate anger is +wholly inexplicable, is displeasedly silent. This irritates Elsa still +more, and in an even more unpleasant tone she continues, "Well, do you, +perhaps, doubt that she and only she has ruined Felix by her incredible +lack of tact?" + +For the first time since Erwin has known his wife he lost patience with +her, and shrugging his shoulders, replied, "I find it hard to expect +tact from a person who does not suspect the complicated difficulties of +her position." + +"Erwin!--Erwin!--you--you surely do not believe that Felix would have +married Linda without telling her of his circumstances?" She was now +quite pale again, she trembled, her voice sounded weak and hoarse. He +was terribly sorry for her, at this moment he would have given +everything to be silent. He took refuge in vague phrases. "A mere +suspicion--I spoke without thinking." + +But Elsa shook her head; an indescribable pain curved her lips. "No, +Erwin," cried she, "you may not be the demi-god whom for nine years I +have worshiped in you, but you are not capable of saying anything so +degrading about my brother upon a mere suspicion. From whom do you know +that?" + +She stood before him, drawn up to her full height, and looked him in +the eyes with an expression which one could not lie to. + +"I judge so from questions which she has asked me," he stammers, and +immediately adds, hastily, "Certainly Felix would not purposely have +concealed the affair from her; he may have told her mother----" + +"That is all the same," interrupts Elsa. "His action remains +unanswerable, for the first as well as the second time. Erwin, you poor +man, into what a family have you married! Why would you have me? I did +not wish it--I knew that it would be for no good." She is almost beside +herself. + +"No good! Think of the nine years which we leave behind us," he +replies, gently. + +"Think of the twenty, thirty years which we have before us," cries she. +"The sacrifice which you made for me was too great." + +"I know of no sacrifice," he replies, warmly. "It is pure childishness +which makes you bring that up again. Once for all, Elsa, I would not +exchange a life at your side for the most brilliant career--to which, +besides, I could scarcely have been called." With these words he goes +up to her, and lays his hand gently under her chin to raise her face to +his, but she breaks loose from him. + +"I thank you," says she, with hateful mockery. She thought of the +thousand pretty speeches and charming attentions with which he had +satisfied Linda's greedy vanity to-day. She was sick with suppressed +jealousy. The bright light which Erwin's communication threw upon +Linda's whole manner, and which so excused Linda, and on the other +hand, so lowered Felix, mingled a new pain in all her morbid feelings. +She literally no longer knew what she said, her voice became more and +more cutting: "I thank you," she repeated. "You are very polite, you +have a particular talent for politeness, you are the most charming man +I know, but--but, I am sorry you had your way at that time." + +"Sorry, Elsa? For God's sake take that back," cried he. The pain +which she had caused him was too deep for him to consider how much of +her words were to be ascribed to true conviction, and what to her +over-excited nerves. + +She shook her head obstinately. "Yes, I am sorry," she continued in her +insensate speech. "At that time you could not live without me"--she +spoke very bitterly--"yes, you would have been unhappy without me--a +month, perhaps a year--who knows?--but then you would have consoled +yourself, and it would have been better for you and for me. Good +night!" and with head held high, with rigid face and trembling limbs +she tottered out of the room. + + + + + X. + + +Marienbad at six o'clock in the morning. + +The air is still fresh and fragrant, the long, slanting sunbeams fall +between the damp coolness of the woody shadows. The guests crowd along +the narrow spring walk, their glasses in their hands. They form a line +before the spring after they have emptied their goblets, considerately +turn and conscientiously take exercise. + +The sand beneath their feet, moist with the night dew, is of a dark +reddish color. On the leaves of the graceful trees sparkle little drops +of dew like finest enamel. In the turf which borders the sand walk +great drops shine like diamonds. A white mist, too transparent to be +called a fog, fills the distance. Thicker and thicker the guests crowd +around the spring. + +Marienbad is overfull this year. Pleased landlords rub their fat hands, +and push up prices to a most unheard-of amount. Guests who have omitted +to engage rooms by telegraph can find no decent accommodations, seek +shelter in the most miserable private houses, offer gold mines to +shoemakers, tailors and glove-makers for one room. A whole excursion +trainful pass the night in the waiting-room. + +The daughter of some reigning family, travelling incognito under the +name "Comtesse Stip," has engaged the greatest part of the largest +hotel for herself and her little prince in Scottish costume. A swarm of +distinguished moths from every country has followed the princely light, +and a crowd of _parvenus_, like a swarm of insects of the night, has +followed the moths, who pass their time in Marienbad bandying strangely +unselfish compliments. + +The famous Vienna artists play every evening in the stuffy theatre; +princesses and dramatic _coryphées_ meet each other on the spring +promenade. + +To-day a new animation is displayed by the spring pilgrims. All gaze at +a couple who have this morning appeared for the first time upon the +promenade. The aristocratic curiosity seems even more awakened than the +plebeian, and all the thirty or forty pairs of eyes of Marienbad +"society" are fixed upon the same spot--upon the knight of Harfink and +his young wife. + +"That is the Juanita, the Carini; how badly she is dressed, how fat she +has grown, how homely!" goes from mouth to mouth. "And not even an +artistic temperament--a woman who could be sensible enough to marry a +'checked' iron founder. When she sees Lanzberg--how he must feel!" Thus +says society. Meanwhile, not noticing the voices hissing around her, +Juanita, the widowed Marchesa Carini, upright and stiff, with the +consequential manner of a retired dancer, walks between the knightly +Harfink and his son, beaming with pride and satisfaction. + +How she looked fifteen years ago, at the time when she so fatally +crossed the path of life of Felix Lanzberg, it would be difficult to +determine. Today she looks like all elderly Spaniards, who to our +unpractised northern eyes resemble each other almost as much as elderly +negresses. + +An immoderately fleshy form, not very tall, with high bust, and +unnaturally compressed waist, the hands tiny, like accidental +appendages to her fat arms, the feet still incomparably beautiful, but +too short to support the huge figure, the gait waddling, the face +yellow and fat, mouth, eyes, and nose almost hidden by a pair of +enormous cheeks--that is Juanita. + +She who, in her day, had worn the bandeaux of her nation coming down +over her ears, now, probably because this manner of wearing the hair +seems to her peasant-like, wears the hair drawn back from her withered +temples, falling in black ringlets on her forehead, a hat on the back +of her head, a green silk gown and diamonds. Her tiny shoes and +stockings are the only parts of her costume which are faultless. The +former, charming little black satin affairs, the latter of open-work +black silk. In consequence of this, she wears her gown short beyond all +bound in front, which increases the width of the whole appearance. + +She continually exchanges the most tender, loving glances with her +husband, and a happy honeymoon smile illumines her yellow face when he +addresses her. + +As she uses the cure with the same conscientiousness as he, she stands +beside him at the spring. Little Comtesse L----, a lively lady whom +nothing escapes, asserts that every time before emptying her goblet, +Juanita coquettishly hits it against that of the "retired iron +founder." + +The "checked iron founder" is a name given Mr. von Harfink on account +of his immoderate preference for striking green and blue checked +clothes. For two weeks Juanita has borne his name--for two weeks he has +known how badly he really fared under Susanna's rule. + +The aforesaid Susanna had died a year after Linda's marriage. Linda, +who at that time had not fully recovered from Gery's birth, expressed +no wish to go to Vienna for her mother's burial or her father's +consolation. Mr. von Harfink had been left to bear the heavy loss +alone. + +At the funeral Baron von Harfink shed many tears into a black-bordered +handkerchief, and displayed all the symptoms of honest emotion; after +the funeral he fell into a condition of silent apathy. The flame which +had given light to his mind was extinguished, all was dark within him. +He felt like an actor of poor memory whose excellent prompter has died. + +About a week after the catastrophe, his nearest relatives assembled at +a dinner in his house, with the good-natured view of diverting him. He +sat in their midst, silently bent over his plate. They had adjourned to +the drawing-room for coffee, and still he had not spoken a word. + +"The poor fellow! it has gone harder with him than we thought," the +relatives whispered to each other. Then stretching himself comfortably +in an arm-chair, and rubbing his stomach, he began, "Ah! things have +not tasted so good to me as they did to-day for a long time." + +The feeling of an immense relief had awakened in him. No longer to be +afraid of making stupid remarks, no longer, when he had put on his +favorite checked vest, to be reproved with, "Anton, your vest insults +my æsthetic feeling," or, when he had given himself up to the +comfortable enjoyment of a favorite dish, to be frightened with, +"Anton, a day-laborer is nothing in comparison with you;" to be forced +to listen to no more articles from the _Rundschau_ and the _Revue des +Deux Mondes_,--it was very pleasant. + +Scarcely had Susanna been three weeks in her grave, when Mr. von +Harfink stopped the subscriptions to the _Revue_ and its German cousin, +the _Rundschau_, retired to his estate, played nine-pins with his +brewer and cook, and in his shirt sleeves, ordered those new checked +plush vests, and ruined his stomach three times a week. + +Soon he displayed the most peculiar matrimonial intentions. He made +love to the former companion of his deceased wife, an elderly spinster +with thin hair and a very deep feeling for a blond theology student +who, at that time in Magdeberg, sued for her hand. + +The improbable occurred; the companion refused the knight and his three +millions, although after his death a settlement of seven hundred +thousand guldens was assured her. + +The family was astonished at this unexpected unselfishness, and from +thankfulness, and to prevent the romantic maiden from changing her mind +later, married her to her student, with a splendid dowry. + +After they had met this model of prudence, the relations wrung their +hands. If the charms of a forty-year-old, half bald companion had +almost brought him to the altar, how should they protect him from a +_mésalliance_? + +Only by the sharpest oversight was Mr. von Harfink prevented from +marrying his housekeeper. Fearful conflicts burst forth on his +estate--the castle became an inn. + +"Susie must have been cleverer than I accredited her with being," once +remarked Eugene von Rhoeden, who indifferently looked on upon his +relative's movements. "It certainly takes skill to govern the +rhinoceros. None of you equal her!" + +At length the relatives were weary, and left Baron von Harfink to the +guidance of his son, that is, to his fate. Raimund was far too much +engaged in cultivating his high C to watch his father. The poor young +man, who had been destined by his mother to be a genius, at this time +suffered from deep depression. He had failed everywhere--at the +university, on the stage, finally in literature. + +After long efforts, he had obtained an engagement in a Bohemian +watering-place, and under the stage name of Remondo Monte-chiaro, had +sung Raoul in a beautiful pale violet costume of real silk velvet. + +The audience hissed and laughed; he sprained his ankle by the leap from +the window, and appeared no more. + +Then he prepared a comedy which fell through in P----, an accident +which he attributed to the lack of cultivation of the audience there; +then he wrote essays upon the love affair of George Sand and Alfred de +Musset, the murder of the ambassador at Rastadt, and the Iron Mask. + +These effusions were published in a Vienna paper. The superficial +public found the themes old, and did not read the articles. The +intimate friends of the author read the first five sentences, had the +satisfaction of discovering a grammatical error therein, and as, with +the malice with which friendship meets every young striver, they sought +nothing else in the articles, they laid them aside, satisfied. Raimund +felt deeply wounded. The world seemed to him nothing more than an +immense porcupine, which, with all its quills of prejudice, repelled +his genius. + +He passed his days in gloomy brooding--then a message from his humorous +cousin, Eugene von Rhoeden, in Venice, waked him. + +"Help what can be helped," he wrote. "He is going courting again; this +time it is in earnest." + +Yes, it was in earnest. + +In Marienbad, the year before, he had first made her acquaintance; he +had followed her to Venice. She had there, under the name Juanita, +tried to obliterate the reputation of Pepita. Later she had borne the +name of a Marchese Carini. She had been obliged to dance even as a +Marchesa, for the Marchese did not disdain to make use of his wife's +talent, and had dragged her from theatre to theatre. At one of her +brilliant performances in St. Petersburg she broke her leg, and since +then could dance no more. Now she became fat, sleepy, devout and +irritable; the Marchese gambled away the greater part of her fortune, +and died of galloping consumption. Ignorant of all business, +continually deceived by her lovers, the Marchese Carini would have come +to a sad end if the Knight of Harfink had not appeared as rescuer in +her need. + +He married her in the beginning of June. + +Raimund, very depressed and deeply in debt, did not refuse to offer to +kiss his new mamma's hand dutifully. She knew how so to fascinate him +at the first meeting, that he was almost as slavishly submissive to her +as his father. Juanita desired social position. She insisted upon being +introduced to Linda. Harfink did not know that she had formerly had +strange relations with Felix--she did not touch upon it; on the +contrary, she reserved her power over Felix, which she had so +boundlessly misused, for a favorable moment. + +Mr. von Harfink told his nephew, Eugene, when he met him in Marienbad, +his wife's desire. "I really do not know what to do; Linda is so +curious," he said. + +And Rhoeden answered with his sly smile, "Write Linda and ask her when +you may bring her new mamma to see her--or, really I see no reason why +you should not quietly drive over one of these days without announcing +yourself." + +"I do not understand what any one could have against Chuchu!" said the +young husband, enthusiastically. "What a woman she is! She has diamonds +from the Emperor of ---- and a gold coat of mail from the Duke of ----, +and with all that, she is nevertheless all domesticity and love! She +calls me Tony, and darns my socks from pure love." + + + + + XXI. + + +At this time life was for poor Felix only a heavy, oppressing burden. + +He knew that Juanita was staying in Marienbad; knew that she had +married his father-in-law. He felt neither horror nor astonishment at +this step; nothing which she did would have astonished him, but he felt +oppressed by the sense of her nearness; a true superstitious fear of +the magic charm which her beauty had for him weighed upon him. His +recollections, his imagination, had been busy with the picture of her +which he still possessed--had invested it with the most refined charms. +For Felix, the only excuse for his inexcusable conduct, by which he had +ruined his life, lay in the demoniac fascination of the dancer. + +Linda had written her father, before his marriage, an annihilating +letter, to which she had received no answer. She believed her father +angry, and therefore expected nothing less than a visit from him. +Felix, who thought her opinion sensible, nevertheless showed from time +to time a certain fear, and thereby excited the spirit of contradiction +in Linda. + +"One can be glad that papa has done nothing worse," she remarked +once, indifferently. "It is not to be supposed that they will have +children--_et pour le reste_, such a marriage with a dancer has a +certain _cachet_. I shall make no advances to her, but if she comes I +must receive her!" + +Felix shuddered and was silent. + +Bitterly ashamed of himself, for a time he had tried to restrain his +thirst for liquor. But he could control himself no longer. When the old +remembrance began to burn in his heart like eating poison, he at first +tried hard to occupy himself. He read, but, unaccustomed to all mental +activity, a book scarcely chained his attention. He took long walks, he +was too uneasy to become tired; he rode, he was too good a horseman to +have any trouble with his horse. + +His heart grew more and more heavy, and he drank--drank privately in +his room so as not to be surprised in an unreliable condition. He was +always temperate at table. No one saw him now with flabby lips and +tottering knees, and his friends did not notice that he was really +never quite sober now. His hands shook perpetually, there was a watery +look in his staring, hollow eyes. A slight bluish flush colored his +nostrils, and his voice was quavering. + +Meanwhile Linda, careless and indifferent, fluttered around him, +bitterness in her heart, on her lips a charming smile and malicious +jests. A butterfly with a wasp's sting, Scirocco had called her, and +Pistasch repeated it to her. It had greatly pleased her. + +At this time Pistasch came to Traunberg almost daily. Linda coquetted +with him, but her coquetry was vague and cold, and was neither +challenging nor encouraging. He made no progress, as he expressed +himself to Scirocco. "She has no temperament and no heart," he +grumbled, and once he added, "Perhaps I am not the right one----" + +"What do you mean?" replied Scirocco, impatiently, remembering the +suspicion which had been cast upon him. But Pistasch only answered +crossly, "Garzin!" + +"Impossible!" replied Scirocco, unwillingly. Pistasch only shrugged his +shoulders, and when Sempaly began to consider the matter, he must admit +that Garzin went oftener than was necessary to Traunberg, that Linda +had quite a different glance and voice when she was with him from what +she had for others, that she made concessions to him which she granted +no one else, never wore again the most becoming toilets if he had once +condemned them, and did not sing the most piquant couplets if he +shrugged his shoulders over them, and, once on the slippery path of +distrust, Scirocco told himself also that the charming sisterly +confidence which Linda permitted herself with her brother-in-law was +scarcely in place in such a beautiful woman with such a young man. + +He was angry with Garzin. + +"He really does not think of wrong, but he should be careful--for----" + +Like all people of his stamp, Scirocco, in affairs of passion, did not +believe in free will, but so much the more in the compelling influence +of opportunity. + +"You have a new bracelet, Linda," said Felix one day, after dinner, to +his wife as she smoked a cigarette with him in the drawing-room. + +"Do you like it?" said she, and held out her white arm to him. The +bracelet consisted of a thick gold chain to which a little coin was +fastened. + +"Charming!" answered Felix, apparently indifferently. "Did you buy it +in Marienbad?" + +"No; Kamenz gave it to me to-day--he owed me a philopena," replied +Linda. + +"Hm!" Felix looked gloomy, but did not know exactly how to put his +vexation into words. He asked himself, "Have I the right to reprove my +wife?" + +"Ah, the bracelet seems to please you less since you know where it +comes from," said Linda, smiling maliciously. "Poor Felix! Are you, +perhaps, jealous of this handsome, silly Pistasch? He is about as +dangerous to me as that dandy there," and she pointed to a dainty +Meissner figure in knee breeches and flowered vest, who with cocked hat +under his arm, smiled down from a bracket. + +"Well, I certainly do not wish to disturb your little amusement," +stammered Felix, "but you do not know how much gossip arises from +intercourse between a woman like you and a man like Pistasch, and if he +is really so indifferent to you--why--then--perhaps you might receive +him somewhat less frequently." + +"Hm!" said Linda, thoughtfully. "However indifferent that porcelain +dandy yonder is to me, I have not the slightest inclination to throw +him out of the window." She blew a few whiffs of smoke up to the +ceiling. + +"But there is no question of that," replied Felix, "only see him less +often----" + +Linda would not let him finish. + +"But do you not see, my dear Felix," said she, knocking the ashes from +her cigarette, "to the house of a woman like me, who--let us speak +plainly--really does not belong to his set, a man like Pistasch either +comes not at all or every day. I am of a sociable nature--I must +associate with some one, or else I should die of _ennui_. If no ladies +will come, then I will receive men." + +"I cannot understand why you do not get on better with Elsa," remarked +Felix, uneasily. + +"I was there recently; she has not returned my visit," said Linda. "I +cannot force her to come. I believe she is vexed with me because Erwin +amuses himself with me. Heaven knows our intercourse is of wholly an +innocent nature!" + +The young woman rocked softly back and forth in her chair and laughed +to herself, striking the finger-tips of her loosely clasped hands +together. + +"I do not doubt that for a moment, but you should have some +consideration for Elsa--she is nervous and sensitive." + +"Ah! and I am to suit my behavior to her interesting nervous +condition," laughed Linda. "That is to say, I am to be intolerable to +Erwin. _Eh bien, non merci!_ He is the only man of my present +acquaintance of whom I think anything." + +Felix was silent. Then without was heard a rustling and puffing as of a +heavy silk gown and an asthmatic person. A foreboding distressed Felix. +Linda half rose. "That is surely not----?" she murmured, but already +the servant had opened the door. "Baron and Baroness Harfink!" he +announced. + +Very red-faced, even fatter than formerly, with confident bearing, +shining with happiness and perspiration, and with the air of a youthful +dandy, Linda's father approached his daughter. + +Although she had thought that she remembered him very well, she is +still somewhat abashed at his astonishing appearance. Nevertheless she +makes the best of a bad game, and condescendingly offers him her cheek +to kiss. He kisses her loudly on the mouth. + +"Ah, you look splendidly--no matter, you wrote me a foolish letter, but +the past shall be forgotten. Here I bring your new mamma to you. She +was good-hearted enough to pay you the first visit. You have certainly +heard of the Marchesa Carini." + +"Also of Juanita," says Linda, giving the tips of her fingers to her +step-mother. "I am indescribably pleased to make the acquaintance of +such a great _coryphée_. I have never yet had the pleasure of seeing a +dancer except on the stage." The colossal insolence of her words is +lost upon Juanita, owing to her stupidity and deficient knowledge of +German, but the depreciation in tone and glance is perceptible to the +dancer. She feels helpless and irritated. + +"Does Marienbad please you?" continues Linda, with the insolent +condescension which she has studied from the best examples. + +"Very pretty," murmurs the Spaniard, twisting her handkerchief between +her hands. She speaks poor German. Linda is delighted with her +pronunciation, and does not take the trouble to speak French, for which +cosmopolitan language the dancer had forgotten her mother-tongue. + +"If I remember rightly, I once had the pleasure of seeing you dance--it +was in '67, in Vienna--my first theatre evening." + +"In Vienna?" said the dancer. "Oh! that was a small performance--that +was at first--later, when I travelled with my husband, the Marchese +Carini, _je n'ai jamais travaillé_ except in St. Petersburg, Paris, +London and Baden-Baden." + +"Ah!" says Linda; the conversation pauses. + +Papa Harfink, leaning somewhat forward, his heels under his chair, +rests in a low arm-chair, and monotonously strokes his leg from the +knee upwards and back again. + +And Felix? Pressed tightly into a dark corner, where the hope of being +forgotten and overlooked chains him, he stands motionless. As light +perspiration which does not cool, but rather burns, moistens his whole +body, the blood sings in his ears, his tongue cleaves to his teeth. He +has not self-possession enough to hear her, he has not the courage to +look at her; she floats before his mind, the most seductive siren, the +most bewitching woman that ever, trifling and playing with a man, +ruined his honor. He still dreads the disturbing might of her beauty. +Curiosity compels him to gaze at her; he looks and does not trust his +eyes. Where is the Juanita? Near his wife he sees a yellow, bloated +woman, prematurely old, tastelessly dressed, squeezed into a black +_moiré antique_ gown, with folds under her round eyes, little +fan-shaped wrinkles on her temples, and black down about the corners of +her mouth. Common, fat, awkward, she sits there, a double chin resting +on her fat bosom, her hands clasped over a lace-edged handkerchief in +her lap! Felix cannot believe his eyes. That must be a mistake--that +cannot be Juanita! Then, beneath the hem of her gown, he sees a tiny +foot in a black satin shoe, and now he knows that this is Juanita! + +He notices a light brown mole on her neck--it disgusts him, but then he +remembers how this mole had once pleased him, how often he had jokingly +kissed it! His cheeks burn--he has lost his last illusion--the whole +vulgarity of the temptress to whom he had yielded is pitilessly exposed +to him. Involuntarily he makes a movement. Papa Harfink discovers him. +"Ah, Felix," he cries, already somewhat out of temper, "are you hiding +from me? I should think," he adds, relying upon the power of his +millions, "that such a father-in-law as I is not to be despised." + +Slowly Felix advances. + +"My husband," says Linda to the dancer. But the latter's face has taken +on a prepossessing smile, and with the confidential expression which +appeals to old times, she says, "I know him already, _tout à fait un +ami_ from my _débutante_ period; is it not so?" + +She gives him her hand. + +The hand, only covered by a lace mitt, is flabby, and as Juanita, half +rising, presses this hand against the lips of Felix, who is bowing to +her, his face changes, plainly expresses disgust, and he lets the hand +fall unkissed. + +Juanita trembles with rage. "Let us go," screams she--"let us go! Oh, +Sir Baron, you think that I am only a dancer--and--and----" + +Speech fails her, she gasps for breath. "Let us go, let us go!" she +pants. + +"My Chuchu! My beloved wife!" cries Mr. von Harfink, and not honoring +Felix and Linda with a word, he leads the Spaniard out of the room. + +The carriage rolls away with the wedded pair. Scarcely has the door +closed behind the Harfinks when Linda bursts into loud, happy laughter. +Her husband's stiff manner, his way of ignoring her father, which, +under other circumstances, would another time have irritated her from +pure capriciousness, have this time chanced to delight her. "You are +unique, Felix, wholly unique!" she cries to him. "You were so +deliciously arrogant! But what is the matter with you? Are you ill? +_Tiens!_ Juanita is your great secret! Poor boy!" She taps him on the +shoulder, she laughs yet. "What a disappointment, eh! But what is the +matter? No, listen; it is humiliating for me that the meeting with this +comedian has so robbed you of your self-control, Felix!" + +His secret still has a charm for her, surrounds his poor bent form with +a romantic light. Something startling, shockingly horrible, she seeks +behind this, but not something dishonorable! With a teasing tenderness, +which she has never shown him since their honeymoon, she strokes his +cheeks, and begs, "Tell me what distresses you." + +Then Felix's conscience torments him; he feels as if he would rather +die than keep his secret longer. For a moment he almost counts upon +mercy from this soft childish creature who has seated herself beside +him on the arm of his old-fashioned chair. + +"Linda," he begins, "when I married you I did not know--that +you--suspected nothing of--of this matter. Your mother assured me that +she had told you of my past----" he hesitates. + +"Oh, my mother spared my youth, and only made the vaguest allusions!" + +He draws a deep breath. "A terrible story is connected with this +Spaniard,"--he hesitates--she looks closely and curiously at him; a +sudden idea occurs to her: "You shot a friend in a duel on her +account?" she cries, and then, as she sees him start but shake his +head, she says softly, with indistinct articulation and hollow voice, +"Or--or not in a duel--from jealousy?" + +He lowers his head--he cannot speak--then slowly rising he totters out +of the room. She remains alone--staring before her--her heart beats +loudly--then she was right! All his enigmatical behavior is explained; +she now even understands her fellow men, and strangely enough, she +almost pardons him. + +Felix, beside himself with jealousy, thirsting for revenge, plunging a +knife into the breast of his friend--the scene has something dazzling, +something which compels her sympathy. She pictures the scene to +herself; the luxurious apartment of the dancer--the two men, both +deathly pale--she has seen something similar in the Porte St. Martin +theatre. A peculiar excitement overpowers her corrupted nature, +thirsting for strong stimulants. She loves Felix! + +Two minutes later she knocks at his locked door. "Let me in, me, your +wife, who wishes to console you!" + +Felix does not open the door. + + + + + XXII. + + +It is already twilight. Eugene von Rhoeden sits with his cousin Raimund +in the Harfinks' drawing-room. As Pistasch had ridden to Traunberg, +where Rhoeden seldom accompanied him, the Countess Dey was in bed with +a headache, and Scirocco had one of those fits of desperate melancholy +which so often tormented him, and was wandering about the woods, Eugene +had nothing to do in Iwanow. For a change he had ridden over to +Marienbad. At the forest spring, where the guests were assembled around +the music-stand, he had met Raimund, and had heard from him that "the +old man" had driven over with his wife to see the arrogant Linda; he, +Raimund, had spared them his society. + +Eugene resolved to await the return of the pair; it interested him to +learn something about the result of the visit. + +The two cousins soon came to the conclusion that the music and the +crowd around the pavilion were intolerable as well as the heat, and +betook themselves to the _Mühl strasse_, where Papa Harfink, more +conservative than superstitious, and besides wholly secure in his new +happiness from indiscreet visits of Susanna's ghost, occupied the same +apartments in which for long years he had "suffered" every summer with +the deceased. + +With a tinge of bitterness Eugene looked about him as he entered the +bright room in which he had passed so many sweet hours with Linda. +There stood the old-fashioned arm-chair yet, with the same covering, +now, to be sure, worn at all the corners, the chair in which she used +to lean back in the sultry summer afternoons, teasingly pulling to +pieces his last gift of flowers with her delicate fingers, while Papa +Harfink snored in the adjoining room; Mamma Harfink, in her maid's +room, discussed the cut of her new toilet with the latter, but he, +Eugene, crouching at the feet of the young girl, told her gay, trifling +little stories, many times half-jokingly interspersing a tender word. +Then she threw a flower in his face; her hand remained imprisoned in +his, and he kissed it for punishment. Thus it went on for hours, until +Papa Harfink entered the room with scarcely opened eyes and hair +tumbled by sleep, and asked, "Are we going to have coffee at home +to-day?" + +Eugene had never seen the room since he had rushed into it, now more +than five years ago, the bunch of white gardenias in his hand, and had +found his cousin Lanzberg's _fiancée_. At that time he had not changed +his expression, had not by one word betrayed his passion, knowing well +that a man like him who wishes to rise in the world is condemned to +perpetual agreeableness. + +How he had felt at that time! + +His was no sentimental nature, but he had a faithful memory, and +remembered distinctly how he had murmured the most polite phrases of +congratulation; had drawn a comparison between himself and the man of +old family, and beside, Felix had seemed to himself like a handsome +dry-goods clerk. + +His love for Linda--it had been genuine of its kind--had long fled, but +the wound which her vanity had inflicted in his still burned. The wish +to repay Linda for her arrogance still animated him. + +The hour was near. + +Outside a carriage was heard, then loud, creaking steps on the wooden +stairs; a hoarse, croaking woman's voice gasped out from time to time +furious and incomprehensible words; the door opened and Juanita +entered. Crimson, with swollen veins and sparkling eyes, she threw her +fan, broken in the middle, upon the table. + +In vain did Papa Harfink again and again stretch his short arms out to +her and cry, "Lovely angel, calm yourself!" She had no time for love. + +"To insult me!--me--me!" she beat her breast; "me, Juanita, the +Marchesa Carini--bah!" she clenched her fist, "he, a criminal--a----" + +"Who has insulted you, who is a criminal?" asks Raimund. + +"He--he--this Lanzberg!" she gasps. "Oh, I will revenge myself--they +shall see--I will revenge myself--Caro, Caro!" screams the Spaniard. + +Caroline is the maid, who enters at her mistress's loud cry. + +"Bring me the little black casket with the golden bird!" commands +Juanita. + +The maid disappears; soon she returns with the casket, which she places +upon the table before her mistress, whereupon she withdraws. + +The blood throbs in Eugene's finger-tips, but, apparently perfectly +indifferent, he stoops for the lace scarf which, with a quick gesture, +Juanita has thrown from her upon the floor. Papa Harfink, who took the +matter very phlegmatically, rang to order a flask of spring water and a +lemon. + +Juanita rummaged for a long time among old newspapers in which her +triumphs were recorded. She turned them over more and more uneasily. +Papa Harfink had long since ordered his spring water, when at last +Juanita "found it." + +"There it is!" cried she. "Will you read it?" + +Eugene von Rhoeden refused. Raimund read it aloud. + +It was an article in a scandalous journal which appeared in Vienna +early in the sixties, but since then had failed or been suppressed. In +that impertinent tone of cheap wit which seeks intellect in mockery, +knowledge of human nature in cynicism, the story was told of a very +arrogant young blue blood who in a weak hour had forged his father's +name and who "now could further cultivate his talent for drawing in the +prison of T----." + +The name of the young man was given as Baron L----. Some one had +written "Lanzberg" above it. + +"That is not possible!" cried Raimund. + +"Oh, if you please--if you please--possible!" screamed Juanita. "It is +all true--perfectly true!" + +"I once heard something of that," declared Harfink, senior, whom the +whole story troubled very little, and who had not enlightened Susanna. + +Rhoeden was silent. + +"And this despicable rascal has dared to marry into our honest family!" +cried Raimund, beside himself. + +"Susie knew of it! He-he-he!" burst out Mr. Harfink, who now only too +gladly accused the deceased. + +"My mother knew it!" Raimund struck his forehead. "Linda surely does +not know it!" + +"Leave her in her delusion," said Eugene, sweetly. "One cannot change +matters in the slightest, and all these years Felix has behaved so +blamelessly, so nobly, so----" + +He knew that his praise of Lanzberg would bring forth a new burst of +rage from Juanita. + +"Indeed!" now repeated the Spaniard, with malevolent emphasis, "nobly, +blamelessly!" and seized the paper. + +"No; Linda must know it; I shall write to her this very day!" cried +Raimund. + +"That you will not do," said Eugene, firmly. + +"Why?" + +"Because it would be vulgar." With that Eugene rose and took his hat. + +Juanita had meanwhile added to the time-obliterated pencil-mark a new, +heavier one, had wrapped up the paper with remarkable deftness, and +addressed it. + +"Will you put that in the post-box?" she asked. + +"No, my dear madam," he replied, gravely, bowed and left. Behind him he +heard the voice of the Spaniard: "Caro, Caro--to the post--but +immediately!" + +Through the damp evening shadows he trotted to Iwanow. He enjoyed the +pleasant conviction of having behaved throughout as an eminently +upright man, and also the pleasant conviction that he had attained his +aim. + +At a turn of the road, castle Traunberg shone gray and ghost-like +between the dark old lindens. Eugene took off his hat, smiling +ironically, and murmured, "Good evening, Linda!" + + + + + XXIII. + + +Linda knocked in vain at her husband's door. In spite of her coaxing +requests she had not been admitted. More and more horrible thoughts +occurred to her. In ever more interesting colors her imagination +painted her husband's secret. She expected that he would appear at tea; +he excused himself, and did not leave his room again that day. She grew +more and more excited--she did not sleep that night, only towards +morning did she close her eyes. + +Felix was no longer in the house when she had risen; he had ordered a +horse saddled at six o'clock that morning, and had ridden over to +Lanzberg. + +Linda grew impatient. "Can I find old letters anywhere?" thought she. +"In any case I must look through the attic rooms some day." She ordered +the keys of the upper story. Mrs. Stifler, the housekeeper, looked upon +it as understood that the young wife would require a guide for her +wanderings, and prepared to accompany her. But, pleasantly as she +treated all the servants, and especially those who had been in the +family from one generation to another, Linda declined the old woman's +company. + +At first she had difficulty in finding the right key for the different +keyholes. As the rooms for the most part opened into each other, and +only the doors into the corridor were locked, that was soon overcome. + +None of the rooms were quite empty and none were fully furnished. An +odor of mould and dry flowers and close, oppressive air filled them. On +all objects dust lay like a gray seal of time. Some of the rooms had +such thick curtains that only here and there a bluish white streak of +light lay on the floor, amid the dark shadows; others, and the most, +had neither curtains nor blinds, and the light in them was dazzlingly +bright. There stood a gilded carved arm-chair with brocade covering +of the style brought from France in those days when Maria Theresa +called the Pompadour "_ma chère cousine_," and near by a whole row of +spindle-legged chairs with lyre-shaped backs in the stiff style of the +Empire. And the arm-chair looked handsome and arrogant, the chairs +hideous and pretentiously solid--and both alike were long ago +unavailable and did not know it! Alabaster and porcelain clocks with +pillars for ornaments, and thin Arabian figures on large white dials, +slept away the time on yellow commodes with inlaid wood arabesques. +Many family portraits of long-ago generations hung on the walls, mostly +oil paintings, the men all standing in very narrow coats with very +large revers, their hands on their hips, their eyes contracted to that +narrow exclusive gaze which overlooks all unpleasant circumstances of +life and worldly affairs, characteristic of the manly _ancien régime_; +the women all seated, with broad sleeves and curls arranged in the +English fashion; in the eyes that charming, unabashed gaze which on +their side characterizes the women of the _ancien régime_, a gaze which +sees in poverty only picturesque objects at the side of their path; a +gaze which, mild and loving as it is, yet pains because it is +accustomed to nothing but the beautiful, expects nothing but the +beautiful, and therefore humiliates misery and hideousness. + +Linda felt embarrassed at so much of the past; a certain hesitation, +which did not accord with her indiscreet, egotistical, pushing nature, +paralyzed her hands, while she, prying into Felix's secret, opened old +chests and pulled out drawers. + +She found trophies of the hunt, an old brocade gown, in a wardrobe a +bridal wreath and a half dozen old riding boots; she found old notes, +books, albums full of copied poems, books of Latin and Greek exercises, +and an ambitious plan for dramatizing Le Cid, in round, childish +writing, old bills, receipts, but she found no old letters. + +In one of the last rooms she discovered a newer secretary, which was +ornamented with painted porcelain tablets, on which pink and sky-blue +ladies walked in brilliant green landscapes. Linda opened every drawer, +knew how to fathom the most secret compartments, and finally discovered +a bundle of old letters tied with a black ribbon. Her heart beat +rapidly; she was about to hurry away when a picture with face turned to +the wall attracted her attention. The dust upon it was more recent than +upon the other objects. Not without difficulty she turned it around, +and uttered a little "Ah!" of admiration. + +The picture was no better painted than most modern family portraits, +but it represented the handsomest young man who ever wore the green +uniform of the Austrian Uhlans, of '66. The carriage of the young +officer, who sat there carelessly, with head slightly bent forward and +sabre between his knees, was well portrayed. Linda thought that she had +never seen a more fascinating man; the pleasant mouth, the shy and yet +confident glance, the naïve arrogance of the whole expression--all +pleased her. Who could that be? She went down stairs and commanded two +servants to bring the picture to the drawing-room at once. One of the +servants--it was Felix's old valet--permitted himself to remark, "The +Baron did not like the picture, and in consequence had banished it to +the second story." + +Linda insisted that her command should be executed. "Do you know whom +the picture represents?" she asked, as she passed. + +The old man seemed surprised and hesitated. "The Baron, himself." + +"Ah!" Linda bit her lips, and made a gesture of dismissal. + +When the man had gone away with the servant to fetch the picture, Linda +laughed to herself, gayly--the joke seemed to her delicious. + +Scarcely was she alone when she bent over the letters. They were +written in a flippant, haughty tone which harmonized well with the +portrait. The first dated from a Polish garrison; in all was evident +the naïve selfishness of a good-hearted but uncommonly indulged man. +The letters pleased Linda very well. From time to time she glanced at +the portrait, which, in accordance with her wishes, had been brought +in. + +"What a pity that I did not know him at that time," said she, and then +added, shrugging her shoulders, "at that time he would scarcely have +wished to have anything to do with me." + +When Felix returned from his ride he found in the vestibule, among +other letters arrived in the morning, an old newspaper in a wrapper +addressed in very poor writing to his wife. + +He looked at it, read the post-mark, Marienbad--he recognized Juanita's +writing. His heart throbbed violently. The idea of suppressing the +paper flashed through his mind; he seized it, then a kind of fury with +himself overcame him. He was weary of striving to prevent his last +great humiliation, and like one in deep water who, when the waves reach +up to his throat, weary of exertion, defiantly flings himself into the +horrible element in order to make an end of it, so he sent the paper to +his wife himself, by a servant. Then he went to his room. He seated +himself at his writing-desk, and resting his head on one hand, with the +other mechanically smoothing a newspaper which lay before him, he +waited, half with dread, half with longing, like a criminal condemned +to death, for the message which should summon him to the gallows. + +Then he heard a fearful, piercing scream. "Ah!" said he, "she knows +it!" Will she come to him? There is a rustle in the corridor, the door +of the room is flung open, and Linda enters, or rather bursts in. Her +face is distorted; a lock of loosened hair hangs over her ashy pale +cheeks. + +"It is a calumny, it cannot be true!" she cried, and threw the paper +which Juanita had sent her before him upon the table. + +He is silent. Her vanity believes in him until the last moment; has +expected an explanation from him, but he is silent. + +She grasps his shoulder. "For God's sake is it true that you were +sentenced to two years' imprisonment for forgery?" + +Then he murmurs so softly that his voice seems only an echo, "Yes!" + +She staggers back, remains speechless for a moment, and then bursts +into not convulsive, not hysterical, no, only indescribably mocking +laughter. "And I was proud to bear the name of Lanzberg," she murmurs. +"Now at last I know how I came by that honor." She feels not one iota +of pity for the mortally wounded man who has quivered at each of her +words as beneath the blow of a whip; she feels nothing at all but her +immense humiliation. The wish to pain him as much as possible burns +within her, and for a moment she pauses in her speech because she can +think of nothing that is cutting and venomous enough. "And if you had +even informed me of the situation, had given me the choice whether I +would bear a branded name or not," she at length begins again. + +Then he who had until this moment sat there perfectly silent, with +anxiously raised shoulders, his hand over his eyes, raises his head +wearily. "Linda, I begged your mother to tell you of my disgrace--she +assured me that she had done so. On my word of----" he pauses, a +horrible smile parts Linda's lips. + +"Go on," cries she, "your word of honor. I will believe you--it is +possible that you speak the truth. My mother suppressed your +confession, good; but every glance and word of mine during our +engagement must have convinced you that she had suppressed it. You +cannot answer that to your conscience," she hissed. + +To that he replies nothing, but sits there motionless and silent. She +wishes to force him to proclaim his shame by an outcry, a gesture of +supplication. "I have borne a branded name for five years--I have +brought into the world a branded child," says she quickly and +distinctly, her eyes resting intently upon him. + +At length he shudders; he looks at her with a glance which pleases her, +it shows such fearful misery--her eyes sparkle. "And all for the sake +of a Juanita!" she cries again scornfully, and leaves the room. + +She rushes down stairs breathlessly; there in the large drawing-room +stands the picture, the package of letters lies on a table. Tears of +rage rush to Linda's eyes. She pulls the bell sharply. "Take that +picture away!" she commands the servant who appears. + +She would like to declare to the servant that she knew nothing of the +Lanzberg disgrace when she married a Lanzberg. + + + + + XXIV. + + +"All for the sake of a Juanita!" That was the most biting remark Linda +had made, was what made Felix feel most keenly his degradation. + +He had heard of people who sinned for a good object, who had forged +their fathers' names from generous precipitancy to save the honor of a +friend, with the ideal conviction that the father himself must declare +that he was satisfied with the wrong action on account of the +unfortunate complications. But he? No false idea of sacrifice, no +desire for martyrdom had confused him; as the cause of his action he +found nothing but egoism and search for enjoyment, a brutal passion for +an unworthy woman. + +The explanation of his act lay in the hot-blooded temperament of a +thoroughly spoiled and indulged man, whose first ungratified wish robs +him of his senses--the excuse of his act lay nowhere. He also had never +sought it, and had never for one instant forgiven himself, but all +these years, wherever he went, had dragged about with him the +consciousness of his degradation. + +It had weighed so heavily upon him that this in itself had prevented +every moral elevation in him. + +Had his sense of honor not been by nature and education so fanatic, so +morbidly sensitive, he would perhaps have learned in time to accustom +himself to his situation, and become a commonplace, anxiously +respectable man who contented himself with playing first fiddle in +circles which were a step lower than his own. + +But however he was situated, he never learned to reckon with his +detracted honor. It could not satisfy him to represent an ordinary, +respectable man. + +"How was it possible; oh, God, how was it possible that I, Felix +Lanzberg, could so forget myself?" he groaned. + +He let his head fall upon his folded arms on his writing-desk. + +Then through his weary mind, like a triumphal fanfare of temptation, +rang the melody of a Spanish national dance, with its exciting, sharply +accented rhythm and perfidious modulations. The portion of his past in +which his present grief had root rose vividly and with the most minute +particulars to his memory. + +It dated back--oh, that beautiful unrecallable time--twenty-three +years. Very wealthy, handsome, of good family, fond of gay life and +without any serious aims, he liked to amuse himself, rendered homage to +his colonel's wife, as is obligatory in every young officer, supported +here a factory-girl, there a glove-maker, but at that time his great +passion was really four-in-hand driving. On the whole, he was of too +ideal temperament to find enjoyment in light-minded passions, and had +no talent for such. In association with all other beings--his +superiors, comrades, subordinates, tradespeople and proletaries--full +of a certain good-nature, self-satisfied. In intercourse with women he +was almost shy, stiff, grave, and well-bred to the finger-tips. He was +everywhere considered sentimental and solid. + +The last Easter he had raved over Countess Adelina L----, the sister of +the same Count L---- whom he had encountered so unpleasantly at Mimi +Dey's--had danced three cotillons with her, lost two philopenas to her, +and passed much time at receptions, seated in a low arm-chair beside +her, gazing at her with enraptured eyes, and accompanying his glances +with a few anxious, very involved and equally unmeaning phrases. It +only required some sharp elderly friend of the Countess to make matters +plain to him--that is, to call his attention to the fact that he was +really betrothed. + +He seemed made to marry early, to adore his wife, and to bore his +intimate friends with accounts of the wonderful peculiarities of his +children. Then, on a mild, damp spring evening, after a good dinner, +and not quite sober, he chanced to go with several comrades to the +Orpheum, which later, owing to an American who walked a telegraph wire +with much ease and grace, became a great attraction, but which then +tried its fortune with Spanish dancers and a lion-tamer. + +The dance production began with four Spaniards, two women, two men, all +four old, homely, and so thin that they did not need castanets to +rattle, danced with convulsive charm, smiled like painted death's +heads, and on the whole reminded one strongly of certain repulsive +pictures of Goya, which are usually voted exaggerated, so as to allay +the horror which they cause. + +The officers cried "Brava!" with biting irony, the audience hissed, +several indignant voices grumbled at the director. Then the first bars +of the madrilèna resounded through the atmosphere impregnated with +tobacco smoke and the odor of eatables. A new apparition stepped upon +the stage. A smile--a glance--the deepest indignation changed to the +most breathless astonishment. With the voluptuous bowing and swaying of +a Spanish dance, the most beautiful woman that was ever called Senorita +floated over the stage. That was Juanita! The horrible background of +the quartette heightened the luxuriant charm of her figure. + +She was no practised dancer, none of our conventional ballerinas, whose +perfect flexibility destroys all individual charm; her limbs had not +been disfigured by year-long torture; they possessed neither the +pitiful thinness nor the dazzling rapidity of a race-horse. She did not +know how to execute with the lower extremities the most ambitious +figures, while--as is considered essential--the upper body remained +stiff; she did no gymnastics--she danced! And not only with her +limbs--she danced with her whole body. + +Oh, what an intoxicating bending and swaying! A proud drawing up of the +body, and caressing sinking backward! Her dancing had nothing animated, +challenging about it, but something subtly alluring, almost magically +seductive. Her whole appearance suggested longing weariness, as when in +a storm the flowers shudderingly bend their heads earthward. And she +was beautiful! The short oval of her face, the low brow, the short, +straight nose, the delicate, quivering nostrils, the high cheek-bones, +the slightly sunken cheeks, the long, deep-set eyes, full of loving +dreaminess and passion, the full, curved lips, turning upward with an +expression of languishing weariness--all this reminded one not in the +least of the ideal, gentle brunette Madonnas of Murillo. It reminded +one of nothing holy, nothing classical--but it was the most seductive +earthly beauty which one could imagine! + +The audience raved; the officers screamed themselves hoarse with +"Brava! Brava!" Some of them made poor jokes about the dancer, others +hummed or whistled reminiscences of the Spanish music. Only Felix was +silent. "You act like one to whom a ghost has announced death," jested +Prince Hugo B----, and thereupon proposed that the officers should go +upon the stage in a body and give Juanita an ovation. + +How he remembers all that to-day! The large half-lighted room near +the stage, the dusty old rafters, the ropes, the torn scenes, the dim +gas-lights, the crowd of actors and actresses huddled together, the +trapeze artist who wore a brown waterproof over his pink doublet and +green tights, and in the midst of this unsavory crowd--Juanita. In a +shabby gray dress, and green and blue checked shawl, she stood near an +elderly very shabby woman, and smiled with her languishing lips most +indifferently, while the men vied with each other in paying her the +most effusive compliments in imaginary Spanish or bad French. When they +withdrew Felix stumbled over something. It was the yellow flower which +Juanita had worn in her hair, dusty, withered, trodden upon. Carefully +he wiped the dust from it, and tried to revive the faded, crumpled +petals. + +"Deuce take it! We should invite her to supper," cried Prince B----, +suddenly standing still. + +"Why, Hugo?" stammered Felix. + +The former laughed, turned on his heel, gave his invitation, and +Juanita nodded perfectly contentedly. She had no objection to sup with +the gentlemen. To be sure, she took her theatre mother with her. + +How Felix recalled all this! + +The glaring gas-light in the long narrow room of the restaurant; the +sleepy, blinking waiter; Manuela--that was the name of the dancer's +protecting angel--who, without removing hat or wrap, and also without +saying a word, with the usual appetite of all theatre mothers, bent +over her plate; the officers who, with faces flushed with wine, +proposed clumsy toasts, and Juanita who, seated beside the Prince upon +a red divan, again and again rubbed her large weary eyes with her +little hands, like a sleepy child. + +She ate without affectation and without greediness--only sipped the +champagne, smiled good-naturedly at the boldest jokes, whether she +understood them not, with the resignation of a being who was accustomed +to earn her bread in this manner. + +The old Manuela had long been snoring. Some the officers had grown +melancholy, the others were noisy only by fits and starts--Juanita's +eyes closed. + +"Let her go, she is tired," remarked an elderly captain. + +"Before we part, I beg one especial favor," cried Prince B----. "That +the Senorita give us each a kiss." + +The dancer made a few gestures of dissent, because that was a part of +her trade, and then yielded. + +Patiently she let one after the other of the young men press his +mustache, smelling of wine and smoke, upon her beautiful mouth. At +length Felix's turn came, but he avoided her lips, profaned by the +kisses of his comrades, and only kissed her hand very softly. +Misunderstanding the tenderness of his action, she believed that he +despised her kiss. + +A few minutes later the two sleepy Spaniards rolled away to their home +in a carriage which Prince B---- had paid for. + +"A beautiful creature, but a perfect goose," remarked B---- to Felix, +as he strolled back to the barracks with him. The other officers drove. +"Besides, she is at least twenty-five or six years old; that is old for +a Spaniard," chatted the Prince. + +Felix walked silently beside him, a hot, unsatisfied feeling in his +heart, a withered flower in his hand. + +He cherished it like a lover the rose-bud which his dear one had given +him; yes, thus would Felix cherish the faded yellow flower which the +dust in the wings of the stage had soiled--upon which an acrobat might +have trodden. He placed it in a glass of water, and finally pressed it +in a book of poems. + +Explain it who will! In the moment when Felix had avoided her lips, the +narrow-minded Spaniard had taken a decided dislike for him, a dislike +which more intimate acquaintance with him did not overcome, but which +increased to aversion. Neither his unusual, truly somewhat effeminate, +beauty, nor his reserved, chivalrous manners, pleased her. B----, with +his bold, condescending ways, had more success with her, but her +deepest, tenderest feelings were for the trapeze artist of the Orpheum, +a young man with strongly developed muscles and bushy hair, who +apparently seldom washed his face and never his hands; but, on the +other hand, used the strongest-smelling pomade, and always wore the +most brilliant cravats. One met him often when one visited Juanita. + +At that time Juanita lived in the Rossau, in a very plain locality, +which continually smelt of mutton tallow and onions, because Manuela, +in spite of the warm time of year, loved to cook unappetizing national +dishes upon the drawing-room stove. + +Manuela was never seen without her crumpled black satin hat and her +green shawl adorned with red palms. Around the old woman's waist, on a +worn-out cord hung a pocket from which protruded a gay paper fan, and +which beside this lodged a pack of cards, a rosary and cigarettes. + +Juanita lay from morning to night upon a divan, clad in a loose white +wrapper, without corsets, without stockings, a rose behind her ear, and +tiny black satin slippers upon her small bare feet. But how beautiful +she was thus! + +The soft white clinging garment outlined her form distinctly. One could +think of nothing more charming than her little feet, scarcely as long +as one's palm, so narrow, beautifully arched, with pink soles and +dainty dimples, and with blue veins around her ankles as they peeped +out of the satin slippers. + +Except for a few fairly brutal bursts of rage, Juanita was uncommonly +phlegmatic. She really loved nothing but cigarettes, sweet drinks mixed +with ice, and a horrible Spanish national salad of garlic and cucumbers +which she called a _gaspacho_. The time which she did not devote to her +dancing exercises and her lovers, she passed smoking, laying cards, and +telling the beads of her rosary. + +She tolerated Felix around her, like a poor actress who wishes to +quarrel with no one and tolerates every one; she did not encourage him. + +Her coldness excited his feeling to madness; his boundless submission +increased her repugnance for him. In association with her, he had no +self-respect, no pride, no will, but the low-spirited air of a shy +student. He grovelled at her feet, and spent half the day pasting gold +spangles on one of her old costumes which Manuela was freshening up. He +had known her for weeks without daring to send her anything but +bouquets and candy. + +Then one evening he saw her in a box of a theatre. She wore her hair +arranged in the Spanish manner, with a veil and high comb, and a black +satin gown which fitted like a glove, adorned with a silver girdle. The +whole audience was interested in the beautiful Spaniard. In the second +act, Prince B---- appeared in her box. The people whispered, laughed. +Felix was half dead with jealousy. + +The next day there was a violent altercation between the Prince and +him, at which the former good-naturedly declared that he would a +hundred times rather break with Juanita than with Felix; he did not +care anything about her, she bored him; he had only sent her to the +theatre, dressed beautifully, to mystify the Viennese, etc. + +Then Felix hired a charming entresol in K---- Street, and had it +furnished in three days by the first upholsterer in Vienna. Juanita +made no trouble about occupying it. She laughed and clapped her hands +with joy over the magnificent furniture, gave up her loose wrappers, +wore the clothes which Felix had made for her, and in honor of the +beautiful apartment, played the great lady. + +Surprise and thankfulness, or perhaps a suddenly awakened covetousness +for a time killed in her every other feeling. Felix revelled in a few +weeks of mad happiness. + +To-day, however, his hair stood on end when he thought of this +happiness. + +Juanita gave herself up to mad extravagance. Her ideal of elegance and +style was Mlle. X----, the _première danseuse_ of the opera house. +Juanita must have duplicates of everything: the toilets, the +Newfoundland and the equipages. Finally she insisted upon dancing at +the same theatre as the X----, and Felix succeeded in securing a +performance for her. + +And yet how badly she treated him in spite of everything. Often he +rattled his frail chains, but lacked the strength to break them. He +made scenes for Juanita almost every day--it was owing to his jealousy; +he left her and swore he would never come again. For an entire week he +remained away from her, but in what a condition of excitement, fever, +and longing! He ate nothing, he slept no longer, he ran into passers-by +in the street because he saw no one; the whole world was a dark chaos +to him--the only spot of light was Juanita. + +With bowed head, a bitter smile on his lips, the full consciousness of +his degradation expressed by bearing and glance, he then dragged +himself back to Juanita. + +She did with him what she wished. All Vienna spoke about him and her; +from the lips of young matrons mysterious phrases floated about the +ears of innocent young girls--the pretty Countess L---- cried her blue +eyes out. + +And the summer passed. September arrived. The Spaniard had become more +submissive--sometimes she was almost tender. The great moment of her +début in the opera house approached, and made her timid. One more wish +she expressed, a last one. Never before had she taken trouble to inform +Felix of one of her expensive wishes with so many caressing +digressions. With both arms round his neck, her lips close to his ear, +she informed him that she would not appear at the opera house without a +pair of diamond screws such as Mlle. X---- always wore in her ears when +she danced. + +When he begged her only to wait a very little while, she fell back into +her old phlegmatic, yes, apathetic manner, pouting angrily. + +He went to a jeweller whom he knew, of whom he had already purchased +different ornaments for Juanita, but the man did not seem inclined to +extend Felix's credit further. Too prudent to bluntly refuse such a +distinguished customer he pretended that he had no stones of the size +which the Baron required. + +He could perhaps obtain them from a business friend "for cash." + +Felix left the shop angrily, and now sought his old acquaintance, +Ephraim Staub. But the latter shrugged his shoulders, said that he had +already done a great deal for the Baron for the sake of his respectful +devotion to him; he relied upon his honor, but still the notes of a +minor were not legal, and all men were mortal, and if anything should +happen to the young Baron who would answer to him, Ephraim Staub, that +the young gentleman's papa would not throw him together with his notes, +which in the eyes of the law were not legal, out of the door? + +Felix chewed the knob of his riding-whip angrily. Then carefully +feeling his way, the usurer ventured an infamous proposition. + +"Certainly a note with your father's acceptance--that would be +safe--the old gentleman would certainly redeem that--one could always +apply the thumbscrews to one's papa." Ephraim could assure the Baron +that young people of the best families--he must, alas, conceal the +names--had given him this kind of guarantee. + +For a long time the true signification of this speech was wholly dark +to Felix, but at length he understood, then he did not even take the +trouble to fall into a rage, only threw back his head arrogantly and +raised his riding-whip to the usurer as one strikes a cur who has +ventured too near. + +How did it happen that three days later he returned to Ephraim Staub +and made out the note in the shameful manner which the latter had +desired of him? Yes; how did it happen? Felix no longer knows. If he +knew, he could perhaps understand his crime to-day, but he does not +understand it. + +His memory is a blank concerning the three days in which he had slowly +sunk to forgery; there is a dark spot, a chasm in his recollection; he +can only take it up again in the moment when, exhausted as if after +weeks of fever, bathed in cold sweat, and groping along the walls, he +crept from Ephraim's shop to the jeweller's; how suddenly he was +frightened at the gargoyle on the cornice of a house, frightened +because the head laughed. + +From this moment he was not happy for a second, not even with Juanita. +Strangely enough, his passion for her now was completely in the +background; it fled. + +It seemed to him that a monster sat upon his back and buried two iron +claws in his shoulders, and blew in his ears with his hot, terrible +breath. + +The evening on which Juanita was to show her splendid beauty and her +empirical dancing to the audience of the opera house arrived. + +A warm, September evening. There had been a hard shower; there was an +odor of wet stone and marble as Felix went to the theatre. By turns he +shook with cold and grew feverish, he suffered with a severe cold. The +theatre was still only sparsely filled. When he took his seat in one of +the front rows he noticed that people pointed him out to each other and +whispered his name. He was a celebrity--Juanita's lover! + +And all the soft voices pierced his ears, and yet no one could know +that. + +The ballet had been introduced into an opera, he could not have said +into which one; he heard nothing, he saw nothing which took place upon +the stage. + +The triumphal fanfare of the madriléna roused him from his brooding. + +How beautiful she was! + +A cloud of black lace and satin floated about her. On her breast was a +bunch of white roses, in her ears sparkled two great drops like frozen +tears. + +Felix saw nothing of the whole apparition but these great sparkling +drops. He would have liked to scream out, "Hold her fast, she wears my +honor in her ears!" + +Poor Felix; he was delirious. The triumph which Juanita had experienced +at the Orpheum was nothing to her present one at the opera house. A +foreign prince, who chanced to be in the house, clapped his hands in +approval; the X---- saw it in her box, and grew green with envy. + +Then Juanita threw her last kiss and vanished. The opera proceeded. +Felix sat in his place as if petrified. + +At last, at the close of the act, he rose to go behind the scenes. That +uneasy hum, which in the world follows a triumph or a fiasco, prevailed +there. Juanita was nowhere to be seen. He knocked at her dressing-room +door, her maid alone answered him. Juanita was gone, had just driven +away. "His Highness Prince Arthur"--the girl was a born Viennese--"had +arranged a supper in all haste in honor of the Senorita, and--she +thought the Baron knew of it----" + +Felix heard nothing more; in mad haste he rushed down the narrow stairs +to the stage entrance, and out across the open square before the +theatre. He saw a closed carriage turn a corner. Felix did not know +whom the carriage contained--probably a perfect stranger--and still he +rushed after it--rushed after it like an insane man for a long +distance. The earth trembled beneath him; with a hoarse, breathless +gasp, he sank to the ground. + +When he was picked up, he was unconscious. For weeks he lay senseless, +with a severe nervous fever. His father came to Vienna to care for him. +After about eight weeks the physicians declared that for the present +there was no danger--he could be transported to Traunberg, as was the +urgent desire of his father. + +At that time Felix was still so weak that he had to be carried; he +slept almost continuously, spoke indistinctly, and had forgotten the +immediate past. + + +Ephraim Staub hated Felix because of the manner in which, without +removing his cap, with one finger on the visor, he would enter +Ephraim's house, yawning, and say, "You, I want money!" and because of +the manner in which he carelessly crumpled the bank-notes--which +Ephraim never handled except reverently--and thrust them in his +pockets, and because of the cut of the whip with which Felix had +answered his perfidious proposition the first time. + +He discounted the note. The old Baron's lawyer learned that a note with +his name upon it was in circulation, and inquired by letter whether the +Baron wished it redeemed for family considerations. + +The Baron knew nothing of Juanita. Naturally, Felix had never written +him of his relations with her, and a stranger would never have ventured +to inform the violent old Lanzberg of anything discreditable to his +son. Felix had of late asked his father for no great sums of money, and +the father knew him to be always scrupulously honorable. + +How could he look upon the scarcely veiled insinuation of the advocate +as other than an insult? Enraged at the suspicion cast upon his son, he +did not even take the trouble to think the matter over, but wrote at +once, in his first indignation, a brusque letter to his advocate, in +which he declared that he knew nothing of the matter--it could take its +course. It did not even occur to him to excite the invalid Felix with +this horrid story--he told him nothing of it. + +Slowly Felix recovered his health, but his happy temper did not return, +he remained always gloomy and monosyllabic--not rude but deeply sad. +His father often gazed anxiously into his eyes, which then every time +looked away from him, and he stroked his cheeks compassionately, which +then always flushed beneath his touch. And once he took the +convalescent's thin hand in his, and said, "Does anything worry you, my +poor boy? It is surely some heart trouble which often comes to one of +your age," and as Felix, who at the beginning of this speech had paled, +now was silent, flushing more and more deeply, the Baron added, +clapping him good-naturedly on the shoulder, "You need not worry about +your secret. I will ask you no more about it if it annoys you; I only +thought it might relieve you to unburden your heart." + +Felix buried his face in his hands, and burst into tears. To this day +he can hear in his ears the caressing consolation of his father, the +soft, monotonous voice with which he murmured again and again, "Do not +excite yourself, child; poor fellow, poor fellow!" + +That Felix's melancholy could have anything in connection with the +lawyer's communication, did not occur to the Baron. + +The next day Felix confessed to his father. It was after breakfast; +they sat alone, opposite each other, at a little round table. + +For a moment the old man stared before him with fixed, dull gaze; then +rising helplessly and slowly from his chair, stretching out his +trembling hands, he fell upon his face, senseless. + +What cut Felix most bitterly, most deeply to his heart was, that when +the Baron recovered from his swoon he had not a word of reproof for his +son--not a word. Oh, if he had raged, had cursed and execrated him, all +this Felix could have borne more easily than the sight of the terrible, +helpless sadness with which from time to time the Baron struck his +hands together and murmured: "I was indiscreet; oh, furious old fool, I +was indiscreet, indiscreet!" + +The meaning of these words only later became clear to Felix. + +The Baron telegraphed to the lawyer--he went to Vienna the same day. + +It was too late! + +All the steps which were taken to spare Felix the publication of his +fault and the degrading punishment, were in vain. + +The affair occurred in an unfavorable epoch for him, as the courts felt +obliged shortly after an _éclat_ to be doubly severe, as the +consideration which had recently been shown in a similar case for a +noble name had called forth the justest indignation from the liberal +press. + +Felix was sentenced to two years' imprisonment. + +His father begged an audience of His Majesty. All that he attained was +that the sentence should be diminished to one year. + +An example must be made. + +And the farewell. The last, long, trembling embrace of his father, the +moment when the guards who were to conduct the convict away busied +themselves with their sabres and compassionately withdrew while the +father whispered imploringly to his son, "Promise me that you will do +no harm to yourself!" + +And the time in the prison. The fearful despair of the first weeks, +when he longed for death, and the promise which he had given his father +continually weighed upon and tormented him like a fetter; the brooding +stupor into which this despair changed, and which in its turn gave +place to a gradual reviving and accustoming himself to his +circumstances. He remembered very well the day when he began to look +around at his companions, began anxiously to seek manifestations of +their good qualities; to search among them for young people of +blameless lives who had sinned in a moment of madness. What did he +find? A few convicts who by alternating imprisonment and crime had +gradually become dull and stupid, others who had wholly degenerated to +rough, terrible, malicious animals; besides these, two or three sons of +good family, who confessed their sins with brutal cynicism, scornfully +derided their relatives and procured through the jailer wine, cards and +evil romances. The sight of these people caused Felix boundless misery. +How he loathed them; how they astonished him; the importance which +trifles had for them, and that they had the heart to rail at the poor +food! + +The doubt came to him whether the idea which he had of himself was not +a mere illusion. He dissected his most secret impulses, criticised all +his instincts--in short, tormented himself into a pitiable condition. +The remnant of self-respect which he had taken into the prison shrunk +away to nothing. + +All who had anything to do with him showed him the warmest sympathy. He +was so quiet, so obliging; he never asked for anything except more +work. The degraded officers were at that time employed in the office +work. Felix fulfilled the tasks allotted him with the most painful +punctiliousness. At the prison he accustomed himself to that correct +regular handwriting which differed so greatly from the careless writing +of his gay youth. + +The old baron had begged that some consideration might be shown Felix +on account of his weakened health. They were perfectly willing to do +so, but Felix would hear nothing of this. The money which his father +sent him to procure little comforts, he gave to assistants. + +At last the year was over. + +Felix had received a letter from his father, in which the latter, too +considerate to personally accompany his son from the prison, told him +that he would meet him at this or that station, to take a long trip +with him. But Felix could not resolve to meet his father immediately +after this degrading imprisonment. + +It was in the year 1866. War was expected. Felix enlisted in a regiment +as a private soldier. He performed his duties with fanatic zeal. The +soldiers, who knew nothing of his sad story, looked upon his serving in +their ranks as the "whim of a great gentleman," such as is not unusual +in excited times, and met him with defiant opposition. But he took such +sincere trouble to win their liking, so willingly shared their whole +life, that they soon became devoted to him. Their unfeigned liking was +more pleasant to him than the sentimental humanity which he met with +later in life. Often one of his present comrades pushed him away from +some work which he considered unworthy of Felix, and murmured with +good-natured embarrassment, "That you are not used to, sir." The +officers, who at first had been very ill at ease with him, gradually +understood how painful it was to him if any difference was made between +him and his comrades, and gave up attempting to make an exception of +him. + +He never complained, ate the coarsest food without changing his +expression in the slightest, conscientiously polished the buttons of +his uniform, and always chose the worst place to bivouac. + +The first cannon was fired. + +Felix fought at Trautenau; fought without enthusiasm, without +melodramatic heroism; he fought with the sober, unbounded bravery of a +man who does not need the hurrahs to be spurred on by, whose life is +wholly indifferent to him, and who hopes and wishes for no other reward +for his self-sacrificing performance of his duty than--death. + +The leaden rain of the Prussian vanguard--it was wholly unknown to the +Austrians who did not fight in Schlesing--had a soothing effect upon +his nerves. The breathless excitement of battle did him good. What +pained him was the moment before the conflict, when old veterans passed +each other their field-flasks, and expressed indifferent opinions about +the weather; and the young soldiers, scarcely grown recruits, with +shining eyes and pale cheeks, cried "Hurrah!" and inflated their +chests, while the guns shook in their hands. What pained him was the +moment after the battle, when the last smoke of powder, and a dull echo +of the noise of battle filled the air, and the soldiers, confused and +stunned, met in camp, and one or another, rousing from the stupor which +followed the fearful excitement of battle, asked fearfully, "Where is +F----? where is M----?" and then with a shudder remembered that he, +himself, had seen F---- and M---- fall. What pained him was, when in +the night the wounded cried and groaned, until their comrades' +compassion changed to impatience, and they complained over the noise +which prevented them from sleeping. + +Then came the third of July, the day of Sadowa. + +It was damp, cold weather, no sun in the heavens. On the earth +trodden-down grain, soiled with dirt and blood; a confusion of blue and +white soldiers, partly arranged in compact, geometrically exact +figures, partly scattered in sheltered positions, partly crouching +behind earthworks, so far separated that Prussians and Austrians mostly +saw each other as points or masses. Hostile, without hostility, they +stood opposite each other; perhaps not one among the thousands upon +thousands here and yonder hated the other, and yet each one was ready +to do his utmost to kill the unknown enemy. + +Fog mixed with the powder-smoke. There was a wild confusion of screams, +groans, rolling of wheels, rattling of sabres, and stamping of horses. +In the distance chaos seemed to prevail; at the spot where Felix was +stationed a kind of monotony, a kind of order ruled. + +The ranks close over the fallen. "Fire!" commands the officer. +There is a click of the gun hammers, the flames shine redly on the +gun-barrels--sch--sch whistle the hostile balls around Felix; crashing, +ear-splitting, like sharp hail, answer the riflemen. + +Felix was at Swiepwald, with the regiment of riflemen of which the +Austrians only speak with tears in their eyes, the Prussians with hands +on their caps! + +For a while the losses were slight. All went well. Then came a moment +when the riflemen received the hostile balls indifferently. Many of +them were weary and found time to say so, still more were hungry--few +Austrian soldiers received anything to eat on that memorable day, the +day of Sadowa. Felix had given his last rations to a young recruit who, +as he thought, needed nourishment more than he; but Felix had +overestimated his strength, an unusual faintness suddenly overcame him, +he begged his neighbor for his flask, and crash!--a shell--and the +neighbor lay on the ground with shattered feet. + +From this moment the losses are immense. Man after man falls. Little +brownish-red streams of blood trickle through the ruts of the ground, +the pine-trees become bare, their needles fall unpleasantly, +prickingly, upon the faces of the riflemen. With the whistling of the +musket-balls mingles the groaning shots of the artillery like the +deafening, reechoing thunder in a mountainous country. The atmosphere +is unbearably impregnated with the peculiar odor of battle. With the +smell of powder and heated iron mingles the odor of perspiration of an +excited mass of men, and the repulsive, terrible, salt smell of their +blood. + +The fog becomes more and more thick. The riflemen see nothing near them +but dead comrades, and before, a white wall behind which death lurks. +They no longer know what is taking place at the other end of the field, +do not know that the Prussian Crown Prince has arrived; but all feel +that they are fighting for a lost cause, and that their resistance is +nothing more than a heroic demonstration. + +Always in the front rank, Felix fights on. Twice have the men at his +right and left fallen, but all the balls whistle past him--from second +to second he expects death, but it comes not. + +There are not thirty men left of his battalion; orderlies fly to and +fro, the officers are hoarse, then suddenly the cry, "Retreat!" + +Retreat! + +Felix stands as if rooted to the ground--Retreat! What, shall he flee? +No! But captivity, in which, bound as he is by his promise, he would +not have the right to take his life! And he retreats with the others, +who now join the great mass. Their pace becomes more and more irregular +and hurried. + +The evening is dark, the enemy behind them, the few riflemen are among +the last. A standard-bearer sinks down, wounded in the knee by a stray +shot. No one troubles himself about him or the flag. + +What is the flag? Nothing but a soiled, torn rag. Nothing but--the +symbol of the regiment's honor. + +Honor! The word has a mysterious, alluring sound for Felix, somewhat as +the word water has for one perishing in the desert. + +Honor! honor! He takes the flag from the standard-bearer's hand, who +pleads piteously that he may at least be pushed into a ditch and not +trodden upon like a worm. Felix performs this service for him, and +remains far behind his comrades. At length he raises the flag and is +about to proceed with it. + +But, deathly wearied as he is, he can scarcely carry it, so he tears +the flag from the pole, and breaking this over his knee he wishes to +bury both pieces in the slime of the ditch, but before he has +accomplished this a little band of Prussian cavalry approaches. He lays +his hand on his gun, but if he defends himself, defends himself so that +they must kill him, the flag is forfeited. He then stretches himself in +the mire of the road, flat on his face over the flag, as to-day he has +seen many of his comrades, shot through the heart. + +The horses trot past him; one of them starts back from him, this rider +looks before him, sees what he takes for a corpse and passes on. + +The horse, who takes the leap required of him with the timidity which +every human body inspires in his species, strikes Felix with his hoof. +When the riders are out of sight, and all is still, Felix rises, a +stinging pain in his left arm. At first he thought the arm was broken, +but no, only a severe contusion causes the pain. He thrusts his hand +into his coat, wraps the flag around it, and creeps wearily forward. + +In his ears a single word rings: "Honor!" + +He totters to the Elbe, which separates him from his comrades; there is +no longer a bridge there; he does not trust his strength to swim +across. Ah! and even if he does drown in the bottom of the river, the +Prussians cannot find the flag, and he cares nothing for his life. He +flings himself into the stream, the waves plash around his ears: +"Honor!" The cold water strengthens him, and for the moment prevents +the pain in his arm. He reaches the opposite shore, he himself never +knew how. + +He staggers on in his clothes, made heavy by the water. His mind +is not clear, only grasps the idea that he must go on. He stumbles +along--slowly--slowly; often he sinks down and lies still for a while, +then he suddenly springs up again, feels for the flag and totters on. +He does not know where he is, the Austrian camp lies before him--he +does not see it--then something red shines through the gray morning +light. Felix gathers up his strength; breathless, gasping, he drags +himself up to what he soon recognizes as an Austrian Uhlan picket. + +He reaches the picket, he can no longer speak, hands the flag to an +officer, and falls to the ground. + +The Uhlans--there were two or three officers among them--crowd around +him. When they see his lamentable condition they speak with pride of +the fidelity to his flag of this common soldier, and they say it aloud, +and Felix hears it and it does him good; it seems to him that the blot +upon his honor is washed away. + +Then one of the officers bends over him, and suddenly starting, he +cries to the others, "That is certainly Lanzberg!" + +"What do you say? 'The certain Lanzberg?'" ask they, hastily. They +thought Felix unconscious, but he was not. + +The word, thoughtlessly spoken and not unkindly meant, goes to his +heart. From that moment he knew that there was no regeneration for his +honor. + +He might level mountains and dam rivers, but the world in its +astonishment, in its admiration, would yet find no other name for him +than "the certain Lanzberg!" + +He opened his large, mournful eyes. The officers were ill at ease, then +they all stretched out their hands to him and cried, "We admire you; we +envy you!" + +But he only turned his head away from them with a groan. + +His incomparable actions during the campaign had softened the harshest +of his social judges toward him. The emperor, by a proclamation, had +restored to him his forfeited social rights. His father awaited him +longingly, and begged him by letters to telegraph his arrival in +Traunberg, so that he could personally meet him at the railway station. + +But Felix dreaded the idea of being received by his father, and +unannounced, in civilian clothes, he one day alighted in T----, the +nearest station to Traunberg, from a third-class compartment, which he +had taken so as to meet none of his acquaintances. He went on foot to +the castle. He felt a kind of shyness of every tree, every stone, which +formerly returning home after long absence, he had greeted joyously. +The quick trot of horses' hoofs smote his ear; looking up he saw Elsa +coming galloping along the park driveway toward him, at the side of his +old playmate, Sempaly. Anxiously he drew back among the trees, and the +two rushed past, and thought no more of the man in the plain gray coat. +Silently he crept up to the castle and to his father's room. No one met +him. Softly he opened the door. A thin, bowed, gray-haired man sat +reading in an arm-chair. Felix took a few hesitating steps forward, he +trembled throughout his entire frame. "Papa!" he stammered. One moment +more and the father had clasped him in his arms. Then the old man +pushed him back from him to see him more plainly. "My hero!" he cried. +Felix started nervously and gazed pleadingly at his father. "You have +grown gray, papa," he cried, as if startled. + +"People grow old, my boy," replied the Baron, hastily smoothing his +whitened hair. + +"Old at forty-nine?" murmured Felix. + +A quarter of an hour later, as Felix sat beside his father, answering +his questions, Elsa entered. She had grown tall and slender. But that +was not the only change which Felix perceived in her: she had lost her +light, springing girlish step, her merry smile. A reserved sadness had +drawn harsh lines about her mouth, and a deep shade darkened her eyes. + +At her entrance he had risen awkwardly, and she, not seeing him +distinctly, and taking him for some bailiff discussing business with +her father, bowed formally. + +Her father glanced impatiently at her, then he cried, in irritation and +anger, "It is Felix; do you not recognize him?" + +Elsa grew pale with excitement. "God greet you," said she, going +quickly up to him. + +His trembling lips barely touched her forehead. + +Now came a hard, hard time for Felix, made hardest of all by the +touching kindness of his father, who overwhelmed him with tender +attentions, had forgotten none of Felix's former fancies--surprised him +now with a splendid horse, now with a gun of a new, improved kind, or a +pointer dog with fabulous traits--in short, anticipated every wish +which Felix had formerly expressed. But Felix no longer wished for +anything but to hide himself, and this his father would not hear of. + +He everywhere pushed his son forward; with the servants and overseer it +was always, "I am growing old, go to the young master." + +And poor Felix, humiliated by the striking submission of the people, +confused and without an idea or opinion of his own, gave orders in a +shy, weak voice as modestly and reservedly as he could. + +However urgently he begged his father to leave him in the protecting +shade of the background, the old man could not be induced to consent. +He pressed the keys of his safe upon Felix, gave him free disposal of +the largest sums of money. Painfully distrustful of all the rest of +humanity, especially of his servants, since his misfortune, the Baron +almost crushed his son by this ostentatious, conspicuous confidence. + +One day he desired Felix to pay a visit with him in the neighborhood. +But this Felix opposed. Elsa supported his opposition. The old Baron +took that amiss in her. At that time Elsa was scarcely sixteen years +old. She suffered with the Lanzberg arrogance, as Felix had suffered +from it; she was hurt to the heart by Felix's deed. And yet she loved +her brother, and did not wish to let him feel how heavily his disgrace +weighed upon her. But she could find no natural tone in intercourse +with him. + +He had been a kind of idol for her, who good-naturedly descended from +his pedestal to tease and caress his little sister. He had called her +Liesel and Mietzel, pulled her ear or kissed her hand, mystified her +with the strangest tales, gave her costly presents; then again, when +his friends or important pleasures came between them, for days wholly +ignored her insignificant existence. + +But this time the idol had not descended from his pedestal; he had +fallen down, and had become a broken man. His former teasing courtesy +had changed into the shyest politeness. He never pulled her ears, and +never kissed her hand, never called her Liesel or Mietzel--his manners +had wholly lost their playful aplomb. He was now helpless and awkward, +sat at table like a poor sinner, ate little, never spoke a word, and, +rendered clumsy by embarrassment, soiled the table-cloth. He was so +boundlessly obliging and considerate that it made Elsa embarrassed. He +broke a refractory horse for her with the greatest patience, took care +of all her favorite flowers, accompanied her on her visits to the poor, +and never forgot to take with him a warm wrap for her. + +He had really become a much better and lovable man than before, but the +world had no use for this goodness and lovability. Even Elsa did not +know how to value it. She was always constrained in intercourse with +him, because she was always thinking of being kind to him. The old +Baron gave her endless lectures concerning her behavior. Unweariedly +attentive and tender to Felix, toward his other fellow men he was +almost unbearably capricious, irritable and unjust, especially to Elsa. + +Once he overwhelmed her for so long with imprudent reproaches for her +heartlessness and lack of tact, that at last she cried out defiantly +and refractorily, "Why was Felix so?" + +Then her father struck her for the first and last time, and cried, "God +punish you for your hard heart!" + +When the Baron had left her, and she began to almost hate Felix, angry +at the injustice done her, he emerged from a dark corner, from which he +had been forced to witness the scene, softly went up to her, and said, +with his gentle sad smile, stretching out his hand hesitatingly to her, +"Forgive him--he has not his head; he does not know any longer what he +does; only think how he must feel." + +Then she threw herself with passionate violence into his arms. "He was +right a hundred times," cried she, "only not in thinking that I do not +love you, for I do love you, but I did not know how to show it to you." + +From that day the relation between brother and sister was touchingly +tender. Elsa was almost as anticipating and unendingly tender in her +attentions to Felix as her father himself. + +The first week after Felix's arrival, Sempaly discreetly remained away +from Traunberg. He also had taken part in the campaign, but a very +trifling part, and described the battle of Sadowa with charming +flippancy, while he added, "Pity that it turned out so badly." For the +first week, then, he remained away from Traunberg. But then he appeared +there again, and, in fact, with the good-natured intention of paying +Felix a special visit. But scarcely had the latter heard the voice of +his former comrade, when with dog and gun he crept softly out of the +castle. + +From then Sempaly came no more to Traunberg. Felix knew that formerly +he had come two or three times a week, and asked Elsa about it. "You +have surely begged him to come no longer, poor Elsa," said he, gazing +deep into her eyes. + +Her embarrassment answered him. + +He saw that for his sake Elsa must give up all society, and also +noticed that she had caught his morbid shyness. Her future was at +stake. Then, carefully concealing his reasons, he begged leave of his +father to go to South America. With a heavy heart, and after much +opposition, the old man let him go. + +Felix did not return until he received the news of Elsa's marriage. +After the death of his father he left Europe a second time, and had +really only returned home for a visit, when he met Linda. + + +Poor Felix! There he sat, his head resting on the table, all his +thoughts in the past, when suddenly a little voice roused him from his +dull brooding. Gery, whose little hand could not reach the doorknob, +banged at the door outside, and screamed, "Papa! papa!" Felix rose and +admitted him. + +The child was crying, and his left cheek was red and swollen. + +"Papa, mamma slapped me, and said she could not bear me," complained +the little fellow. + +"She struck you because you are the son of 'the certain Lanzberg,'" +murmured Felix with fearful bitterness. "Perhaps others will also make +you do penance for that yet!" + + + + + XXV. + + +The gulf which malicious fortune and Elsa's overwrought nerves had +opened between the two married people had not lessened, but on the +contrary had daily become deeper, colder, and broader. + +Erwin found no explanation for his wife's changed manner; after some +time he ceased to seek one. His was no brooding nature, and had no time +to become one. That Elsa could be jealous of Linda any more than of a +pretty work of art or an amusing book which unsuitably claimed a great +deal of his attention, Erwin had never understood. + +"Poor Elsa, she is worried about Felix," he said to himself; "she will +come to her senses again," and for several days he kept away from her, +to give her time to calm herself. But three, four days passed, and she +still had the same pale face and stiff manner. Then he tried a +different plan, and once when they chanced to be alone together--it +happened very seldom--he laid his hand under her chin and began: "Well, +mouse----" + +But she did not lean her cheek against his hand as formerly when she +was remorseful, neither did she resist his caress, as when she was +refractory, but simply tolerated him as if she were a statue of stone +or bronze. And she looked at him so coldly that all the loving words +which he had in readiness faded from his memory and his hand sank down +from her chin. + +He turned away from her with impatience and irritation. It was not the +first time that she had been unjust and capricious to him. Her only +fault was an easily awakened irritability; but formerly her vexation +had been of short duration, and her bad mood had soon dissolved into +the most remorseful tenderness. + +She had never begged his forgiveness after she had made a scene. Her +proud obstinacy was not capable of that; she was not one of those +sympathetic, dependent women who like to make little blunders so as to +be able to coquet with their charming penitence. No! But an anxious, +half-suppressed smile hesitated on her lips, when he returned to her +several hours after the vexatious scene, and he could see by the book +which she was reading, by the gown which she had put on, by the dinner +which was ordered, how she had thought of him during his absence. + +But her manner now was of a quite different kind. + +What could he think but that her love for him had become less; that +with Elsa, as with all good mothers, her children had gradually won the +precedence in her heart, and there was nothing to do for it. And Erwin +smiled peculiarly, shrugged his shoulders, for the first few days felt +painfully wounded, and finally began to accustom himself to the +situation. He hunted a great deal, and also occasionally rode to +Traunberg, where he was always sure of a hearty reception, often met +gay society, and from whence he brought back the comfortable conviction +that he had the best influence over a lovable but superficial human +being. + +Now, after Elsa had barricaded herself on all sides with diligence and +pains and praiseworthy energy, against happiness, she was terrified at +her own work, and she would gladly have annihilated it, but she now +lacked the power. Erwin had become distant; formerly she would have +silently slipped her hand into his and with that all would have been +said, he would have understood. But now, now she no longer dared; she +was as shy and embarrassed as a bride. That it was hateful, yes, fairly +inexcusable to suspect a man who in all the different situations of his +life had acted so severely honorably as Erwin, of such disgraceful +conduct as her jealousy suggested to her, she knew, but---- + +"The Lanzberg shadow has fallen upon my happiness," she sometimes +thought sadly; "it must come so," but in the next moment she said, "No, +it must not come so. I--I myself am to blame that it has come; why did +I send him away from me on our wedding-day, from silly, childish +obstinacy? If I believed in danger for him, I should have tried doubly +hard to chain him to me; instead of this I have done everything to make +myself disagreeable to him, only because my pride did not consider a +threatened happiness worth defence. If what I feared now happens, +then----" but here her thoughts paused. "That cannot be," she murmured +impatiently; "It is not possible." Then suddenly she thought of her +brother, who in his time had stood almost as high in her respect as +Erwin, and who in one instant had sunken, oh, so deeply! + +"If that were possible, then everything is possible in this world," she +decided, sternly. + +One day after another passed--a cloud had shown itself in her sky so +small and transparent that a single sunbeam would have sufficed to kiss +it away; but the cloud had grown larger, and now covered the whole sky +so that it could not even be seen. + +An unpleasant accident contributed to embitter Elsa's feelings +completely. + +For a long time she had been urged by her heart to show Erwin some +little attention, and she ransacked her brains to think of something +which could please him, and yet would not be a too direct reminder of +her love. At last it occurred to her to have a photograph taken for him +of Baby, who with her childish coquetries had gradually become dearer +and dearer to her father's heart. + +She put the frock which Erwin liked best upon the little creature +herself, one which showed off Baby's charms most advantageously. She +kissed and smoothed the child's short curls, and hung a golden heart on +a thin chain round her neck, of which the vain rogue was not a little +proud, and tugged at it with both little fists to admire it, or put it +in her mouth. Then Elsa ordered the carriage and drove over to +Marienbad with Baby. Baby made the most attentive observations from the +lap of her mamma; from time to time she stretched out her hand for some +object which especially pleased her or was new to her, and gave a +little clear joyous cry, or uttered some of those disconnected +syllables which have significance for a mother's ear only. + +The novelty of the situation at the photographer's impressed her; the +first attempt did not succeed. The photographer remarked that if the +Baroness would hold the child herself, it would perhaps be better. Elsa +replied blushingly that she did not wish to appear in the picture. + +But Baby would not have it otherwise. Now the trial succeeded +admirably. The photographer showed the negative in which Baby's +delicate face, with the solemn, staring eyes, and the shy, smiling +mouth could plainly be recognized. Elsa nodded with satisfaction, but +begged that he would wash out her figure. Then the old photographer--he +knew Elsa from her childhood--surveyed his work with the look of an +artist, and said, "Ah, Baroness, it would be a shame for the pretty +picture. Has the Baroness one of the last photographs which I took of +her as a bride? It is just the same face." + +And Elsa let him have his way; involuntarily the delight with which he +held the dim negative against his rough coat-sleeve amused her, and she +even stole a glance in the mirror, the first glance for a long time, +and thought that although somewhat pale and thin, she did not look so +very old and faded as she had thought. She rejoiced at this discovery, +and rejoiced that her richly embroidered black gown was so becoming, +and rejoiced over Baby's picture, and looked forward to the moment when +she should take it to Erwin. + +When she now got into the carriage waiting below with Baby, and the +servant closed the door, the child suddenly almost sprang out of her +mother's lap, and stretched out her little arms, and cried in a clear, +bell-like voice, "Papa! Papa!" As Baby's vocabulary is still very +limited, and she had recently bestowed the title of Papa upon Litza's +pony, Elsa glanced somewhat sceptically in the direction in which the +child's arm pointed, but really saw Erwin about to enter a jeweller's +shop. + +Linda Lanzberg was on his arm! + +Elsa grew deathly pale. When the carriage, as upon entering she had +directed, stopped before a toy store, she did not alight, but ordered, +"Home!" + +All reconciling feelings toward Erwin changed into a condition of +boundless excitement; for the moment she felt a kind of hatred for him. +When at dinner he asked, "Elsa, were not you in Marienbad to-day? It +seemed to me that I saw the carriage pass when I was in Stein's," she +answered, coldly, "I was there. I had something to attend to. And did +you buy anything of Stein?" she then asked, as if casually. "Will he +mention Linda?" she thought, but he replied half laughingly, "A pink +coral necklace for the little one. To-morrow is, if I am not mistaken, +her christening day." In fact Baby had been named after the Countess +Dey, the sensible name, Marie. + +This explanation did not relieve Elsa in the slightest. The most +innocent significance which she could ascribe to his presence there +with Linda was that he had asked her advice in the choice of an +ornament for the child. It did not occur to her that he could have met +Linda in Marienbad quite accidentally. The rest of the evening she was +in a hopelessly bad humor. Every word that Erwin spoke pained her, his +manner of laying a pair of scissors on the table vexed her. With that, +fever shone in her eyes and burned in her cheeks. The kiss which every +evening he imprinted upon her forehead had long become a conventional +ceremony, but to-day she wished to evade this formality. She +disappeared from the drawing-room immediately after tea, upon some +pretext, and did not return again. + +The next day was a holiday, Baby's christening day, the day after +Juanita's visit to Traunberg. + +Most exceptionally, this time Erwin did not appear at breakfast, and +when Elsa asked after him, the word was, "The Baron breakfasted in his +own room, and had then gone away." + +About half-past eleven, as Elsa sat in the nursery, weary and languid, +holding Baby on her lap, the door opened and Erwin entered. Baby +stretched out her little hands joyously, but Elsa's eyes grew gloomy +and she struck the child's hand reprovingly. Erwin grew deathly pale, +pale as she had never seen him before. + +"Later, Baby," he murmured somewhat hoarsely, and left the room. But +Baby began to cry bitterly, and would not stay in her mother's lap. + +After lunch, during which Erwin did not address another word to Elsa, +she heard him down in the garden, talking and playing with the little +one; she heard Baby's soft happy laugh; she went to the window, +stretched out her head, and saw him swinging the child in the air. When +Baby was finally weary of play, she laid her little arm around her +father's neck, and leaned her delicate flower-like face against his +sun-browned cheeks. + +Elsa's head ached; she burned with fever from head to foot, every nerve +quivered and her thoughts were gloomy. Slowly she dragged herself up +and down, finally seated herself with hands clasping her temples, upon +a divan. She was losing consciousness when suddenly she started up and +listened. She heard Erwin's horse pawing the ground in front of the +house. Where was he going so suddenly? She roused herself, and holding +to the walls, crept slowly down-stairs. Then, hidden by the turn of the +stairs, in the shadow of the hall, she heard Erwin's voice: + +"If the Baroness asks for me, Martin, tell her that you do not know +where I am; in no case shall she wait dinner for me," said he, quickly +and softly. + +With that he mounted his horse and rode away at a rapid pace. + +Where? Elsa's heart stopped beating. Had anything happened? + +She crossed the hall--she would force old Martin to speak; but he had +gone also. Then something on the floor rattled, a gray paper which the +hem of her dress had touched; she stooped for it--it lay there crumpled +as if it had just fallen from a violent hand. She committed no +voluntary indiscretion, she only looked at it as one scrutinizes a +paper to see whether one shall pick it up or throw it away. It was not +her fault that, thanks to the writing, which was as plain as print, at +the first glance her eyes had comprehended the whole contents. + + +Dear Erwin: + +Come soon--to-day, now--at once--I expect you. + + Linda. + + +She took the note, carried it to Erwin's room, and laid it +conscientiously upon his writing-desk. Then her knees trembled, and she +had to sit down. Not that he had received the note surprised her. What +fault was it of his if Linda wrote foolish notes? But what she did not +understand, what remained absolutely incomprehensible to her was the +fact that he had taken his valet into his confidence, that he had not +been ashamed to make him his confidant. Had she not heard wrong? Had he +gone to Traunberg? Now, when the facts spoke strongest against him, she +weighed most justly the probabilities for and against his fault; she +had acted imprudently towards him, and since the birth of the last +child, devoting herself entirely to her maternal duties, had neglected +him. He had borne this with goodness and patience; then Linda had +suddenly appeared, with her dazzling beauty, her picturesque elegance, +her coquettish heartlessness. + +For hours Elsa sat there and waited. At five o'clock she sat down to +dinner; immediately after this she left the dining-room--she had no +more control over herself. + +"It is all possible," she cried, giving way, desperate; her breath came +heavily and so feverish that it burned her lips--black clouds swam +before her eyes. + +She looked at the clock. What kept him away from home so long--with +her? Another fifteen minutes passed--he must be with her. She could no +longer endure her distrustful suspense--she would go to Traunberg. + +She ordered the carriage. On the way she started at every sound, at +every shadow, everywhere she saw him and her. + +A fearful dread of the certainty came over her; at the last moment she +clung to uncertainty. + +She wished to return, but she was ashamed of displaying such +inconsequence before the servants, and just then the carriage drove +through the iron gate into the Traunberg park. The lackey in the +vestibule announced that the Baroness was not at home. + +Elsa sighed with relief; if Linda were not home, she could receive no +guests, and Erwin could not be there. That she could have denied +herself did not occur to her. + +It was pleasant to her to enjoy Traunberg once more, without Parisian +anecdotes and French _chansonnettes_--without Linda. + +All was as if dead; it reminded her of the old Traunberg, where she had +lived in loving solitude with her father. She did not think of +returning at once; the great tension of her nerves had suddenly given +way to vague dreaminess--the danger was not over but postponed. + +She went out into the garden; her heart grew more and more heavy, and +her step slow. Her dress caught upon a branch. It seemed to her that a +warning hand held her back. In mysterious dread of choosing the very +gloomy path which lay before her, she took another. Her heart beat +rapidly, she stood still, resolved to return. Between the trunks of the +lindens, the water of the large pond which bounded one side of the +Traunberg park shone in the sunset glow. With the gentle murmur of the +water mingled the regular strokes of oars. Elsa stood still, she +listened. Who could it be? Linda was not home. Elsa glanced at the +pond. In a little boat she saw two figures, one, Linda, leaning back in +the end of the little skiff, flowers in her hair and in her lap, one +hand in the water, an evil light in her eyes, something luxuriantly +melancholy in her whole form. Opposite her, with his back to Elsa, +sat a man, slender, broad-shouldered, in a light summer suit, with +close-cropped hair of that striking light blond which shines like +molten gold in the sunlight. + +Elsa started back--it was surely Erwin--she turned away, she would +see no more--but no--it seemed to her that she must call after +him--there--the little row-boat had reached the small island covered +with roses which was in the middle of the lake. In the gray-white +August twilight she saw the two figures turn into the overgrown thicket +of the island--they disappeared behind the bushes as if immersed in +shadow. + +Elsa was as if paralyzed by a kind of gloomy numbness; a fearful +excitement overcame her--she must go--where she did not know, only far, +far away from the accursed spot. + +She did not think of ordering her carriage, of driving home. She +scarcely thought of anything, only moved mechanically on, and +instinctively took the path to Steinbach, as an animal wounded unto +death seeks its hole to die in. + +She groped before her with her hands, she blinked as if blinded by a +terrible light, she hit blindly against the trees as she passed, like a +bat--she saw nothing but two light figures disappearing amid gloomy +shadow. She hurried on and on--at first very rapidly--it seemed to her +that she could fly, but she was mistaken. The unrest which raged within +her was that of fever, of over-exhaustion, not of unused strength. Soon +her feet felt like lead, and a heavy weight seemed resting upon her +breast; she dragged herself wearily on like one in a bad dream, who +wishes to flee from some monster and cannot. The more weary her body +became, the more clear what had really frightened her became to her. + +"He and Linda," she murmured to herself, "he and my brother's wife." +And with a desperate smile, a smile which condemned faith, hope and +love to death, she added, "Yes, everything is possible in this world!" + +How good he had formerly been, how loving! The loveliest moments of her +married life came to her mind with the sad charm of the irrevocably +lost. On she tottered, in her wide-open eyes the wild look which seeks +nothing more, which looks away from everything, the look of a being who +has seen happiness die. "I was happy," she murmured to herself with +unspeakable bitterness. + +But soon the poisonous breath of doubt tainted the happiness which had +been also. How did she know how false it might have been, whether she +had not merely been "considerately deceived"? + +Then it seems as if a frost falls upon her loveliest recollections, +even upon those which until now she has treasured in the most secret +corner of her heart. The past is desecrated--she has nothing more. + +She does not think of her children--in this moments he has forgotten +that she has children. + +Slowly she drags herself through the wood, the same path which she had +taken with Erwin before. Over her head the trees sing in melancholy +peace their old song. Elsa can scarcely proceed; now the wood lies +behind her, before her the dew on the meadow sparkles in the gray +twilight, the colors are all dead--she shudders--here is the spot where +he had carried her over that evening when for the first time she had +been apprehensive for her happiness. Here he had put his arms round her +and clasped her tightly to him and called her his treasure. She +trembles in her whole body, then she gives a short gasping cry and +sinks to the ground. She sobs, she has forgotten everything, she exists +only in the feeling of weeping, of wishing convulsively to throw off a +weight which oppresses her chest, and behind her the primeval forest +still sings its melancholy peaceful song. + +How long she lies there she does not know; she does not notice either +that the gray evening darkens to black night, does not notice that the +dew falls heavier and heavier, that its cool dampness steals through +her light gown to her weakened frame. + + + + + XXVI. + + +While Elsa lay so despairingly at the edge of the forest, two riders +came slowly towards Steinbach--Sempaly and Erwin. They returned from a +farm at some distance from, but belonging to Steinbach, which together +with a part of the adjacent village had been burned this afternoon. + +Before them the castle of Steinbach, with its windows shining +peacefully in the moonlight, between the shady trees; around them sweet +fragrance and peaceful stillness; behind them a village, for the +greater part in ashes, deserted ruins blackened with soot, as if clad +in deepest mourning, animated by a few bent figures which could no +longer speak from pain and fright, yes, could scarcely even complain +more, and anxiously, with trembling hands, sought in the soaked heaps +of ashes, in which fire still smouldered, for some pitiful remnant of +their annihilated possessions. They rode through the park gate, their +clothes were drenched and smelled of smoke and soot. + +When Sempaly heard of the breaking out of the fire, he had ridden from +Iwanow to Billwitz, and had then joined Erwin honestly in the wildest +confusion of the fire, and now accompanied him home. + +They only seldom exchanged a word. They were both weary from the help +they had rendered, and saddened by the thought of how little they had +been able to help. When they reached the castle, Sempaly was about to +turn off towards Iwanow, but Erwin held him back. "Take tea with us, +Rudi," said he. + +"In these clothes?" replied Sempaly, glancing at his soiled clothes; +then he added, "Well, Snowdrop will be considerate," and dismounted. + +He had really from the first intended to remain at Steinbach, and +looked forward to relating to Elsa, while fresh, all the little heroic +deeds by which Erwin had distinguished himself during the fire. He felt +a kind of indebtedness to Erwin on account of the hateful suspicion +which for a moment he had cherished against him, and which to-day, when +he once more thoroughly recognized Erwin's nobility, seemed to him +foolish and inexcusable. + +Erwin asked for his wife; the servant informed him that she was not yet +back from Traunberg. + +"Has a second message come from Traunberg?" asked Erwin, surprised. + +The valet glanced at the servant. "No!" It was certain that no second +messenger came from Traunberg. + +Erwin and Sempaly went out again in the black shadows of the mild +August moonlight night. "What does she seek in Traunberg?" murmured +Erwin, aloud, ponderingly. + +"Did she know that you were at the fire?" asked Sempaly, with sudden +inspiration. + +"I think not. I expressly requested the servants not to tell her where +I went," replied Erwin. "What in all the world did she go to Traunberg +for?" + +Then Scirocco looked at him peculiarly. "You," said he. + +"Me?" Erwin did not yet comprehend the situation. + +But Sempaly stamped his foot impatiently. "Are you stupid, Garzin?" +cried he. "Do you not see what everybody sees, that your wife is +consumed with jealousy of her sister-in-law?" + +"My wife jealous of my sister-in-law? Sempaly--you----" Erwin had burst +out very violently at first, now he was suddenly silent. He called to +mind Elsa's strange manner of late, much that was enigmatical was +explained. He did not understand that he had been so obtuse. + +They had walked somewhat further into the park; then a low cry of pain +vibrated through the painful stillness of the night. Erwin listened +with beating heart. Once more it penetrated to him, somewhat louder. A +cold shudder ran over him. He hurried toward the meadow from which the +sound came. With sight sharpened by excitement he surveyed the gray +dewy field. There at the edge of the wood he saw something white +gleaming in the twilight, a misty spot which in the gloom he had almost +taken for a thick cluster of immortelles. His anxiety drove him a few +steps further. "Elsa!" cried he, and stretched his arms out to her. + +Then she raised her head, and rested her large, feverish, shining eyes +upon him. "I forgive you," cried she with failing voice, and starting +back from him. "I forgive you, but go--go--leave me." + +His eyes met hers. + +"You have nothing to forgive me," said he gravely, almost sternly. "But +if you promise solemnly, very solemnly, to be very much ashamed of +yourself I will forgive you." + +She stared at him without understanding, confused, stupefied; then he +took hold of her dress; he was frightened to feel how cold and wet it +was. + +"For God's sake!" cried he, violently, and with efficacious +inconsiderateness, "before everything else see that you take off these +wet things; there is time enough to speak of your mad freak later." +With that he picked her up and carried her across, as he had done on +the day of Linda's arrival. + +She did not resist him. At first she did not even know what had +happened to her; then, when near the castle, she suddenly heard a +gentle voice, kindly and reprovingly, as one speaks to an imprudent +child, "Why, Snowdrop!" she looked around; this sudden exclamation +recalled her to reality, which had been far from her confused mind. +"How comes Sempaly here?" she asked, hastily. + +"We were at the fire in Billwitz together," said Erwin, without +standing still. "He returned with me." + +"Fire--Billwitz----" murmured Elsa, then she trembled violently and +burst into a flood of tears of relief. + +A little later Elsa lay in her pretty white bed feverish and hoarse, +but with a light heart, and her soul full of a sweet mixture of +remorse, happiness and shame. Erwin sat near her, and tried to be angry +with her, and yet was only worried. But Scirocco had found that this +was not the evening to take tea in Steinbach, and had gone away. + + +And while Elsa with touching conscientiousness now confessed all the +particulars of her hideous mistrust and her obstinate jealousy, and +upon Erwin's lips, at first closed sternly, a smile had become more and +more plain, Linda sat in her boudoir with scornfully curved lips and +angry, staring eyes, which thirsted for spite. She wore a white gown, +whose hem was slightly soiled, only as if it had perhaps brushed the +dew from a flowerbed. On her breast rested a bunch of dark red roses. +Some of them were withered, and others began to fade, others still to +fall, and the red petals strewed her gown. To her excited gaze they +seemed like drops of blood. She shuddered at sight of them; she +shuddered to-day at everything, even at herself. Her whole being rose +against the huge wrong which had been done her--the wrong which forced +her to be wicked. That there was another outlet for her she did not +acknowledge; that it was beautiful to forgive, she did not understand; +that one has duties even toward those who have sinned against one, she +did not believe. + +She railed against the system of the world, and her affairs in +particular. The only man whom she had ever loved, so at least it seemed +to her in her dramatic, gloomy excitement, this man had despised her. + +After she had been enlightened as to Felix's past, she had immediately +written that letter to Erwin which had caused so much painful confusion +in Steinbach. + +She had wished to sink into his compassionate arms, and had relied upon +the demoniac charm of her beauty. She fancied that after the disgrace +which she had suffered from, she had a right to sin. As answer to her +note, she had received the following lines: + + +Dear Linda: + +I am very sorry that, on account of urgent business, I cannot come +to-day. I hope it is a question of nothing important. + + E. Garzin. + + +She loved him, and he wrote to her in this tone! She grew crimson for +perhaps the first time in her life when she read the lines--but not +with shame, with anger. + +Pistach came during her wildest excitement. He had won the game. + +Now he had gone; she was alone again! + +She buried her face in her hands; she sobbed convulsively. The roses on +her breast fell one after the other, and the blood-red petals slid down +to the soiled hem of her white gown. + +The next day Linda and Count Kamenz had disappeared! + +The whole country round about was horrified and dismayed at the affair; +only one laughed in his sleeve: Eugene von Rhoeden. The last obstacle +to his plans had been removed. Countess Elli blushed crimson when he +took leave of Iwanow. He found opportunity to press a kiss upon her +hand. A white handkerchief waved after him from one of the castle +windows, as he drove in an open phaeton from Iwanow to the railway +station. + + + + + XXVII. + + +By her fantastic walk from Traunberg to Steinbach, Elsa had brought on +inflammation of the lungs. She convalesced so slowly that the physician +whom Erwin consulted advised a long sojourn in the south. At first she +could not resolve to leave her unhappy brother, and only went after he +had promised to follow her as soon as possible to San Remo, where she +would pass the winter with Erwin and the children. + +She left in the middle of September. Felix did not keep his promise. +"As soon as possible" was capable of such varied conceptions. + +September, with its variegated foliage, and the long, tender farewell +of the sunbeams vanished, and October came. The leaves withered, +blood-red or pale-yellow they fell from the branches sadly and +submissively, like all hopeless ones, and November followed October, +and came in with an important bluster, like a lackey sent on before to +make room for his master. He tore the last leaves from the branches, +and sometimes tore away the branches with them, and he kissed the last +roses dead and annihilated the unblossomed buds, covered the heavens +with mournful clouds, blew so chill and poisonously in the face of the +sun that he also sickened, and looked almost as pale as the moon. + +And at length all was desolate, all ready--the earth strewn with dead +leaves and withered flowers for the solemn reception of the new-comer. +Coldly and gravely winter entered his kingdom, the bare trees shivered +a last time, and crackled one more sigh, and all is still--dead! The +angels in heaven shook their wings, thicker and thicker fell the white +down. + +January was long past and Felix still in Traunberg. After the last +fearful blow which had fallen upon him he never rallied. Since Linda's +flight he never left the park, seldom the castle, often scarcely left +his room. + +There were days on which he would not even allow his little son +admission, and other days on which he would allow no servant to wait +upon him, because it was unbearable for him to even meet the eyes of a +servant. On all faces he thought he could discover mocking, criticising +expressions. + +When his overseers came to him to desire his signature or to ask his +wishes concerning important business, with his hot, nervous hands he +fumbled over the papers which were placed before him, read two or three +lines, murmured something, and signed his name. The questions which +were put to him he always answered with the same, "As you will," and +then drummed impatiently upon the top of his writing-desk and glanced +irritably at the door. + +He neglected his attire, his beard grew long; he did not even care for +cleanliness. Often for days he ate nothing, always very little; but, on +the other hand, he was always thirsty, and--drank. But the strongest +spirits had ceased to procure relief for him. He no longer forgot; +never more! + +He had a piano brought to his room, although he had almost never played +before, and now strummed on it continually. Strange modulations sprang +from beneath his stiff, unpractised fingers. He purposely sought the +shrillest dissonances, which seemed to do him good. Again and again he +struck the same piercing chord and never found a resolution for it. + +He always began to play so as to drown the madrilèna, which rang in his +ears so often and so unbearably distinctly, and every time he ended by +groping over the keys for the melody of this same madrilèna. Each tone +went through his heart like the stab of a dagger, his forehead was +covered with sweat, and with a long sigh he closed the piano. + +Intercourse with his child became of a strange nature. He indeed +frequently overwhelmed the little one with passionate tenderness, but +the games, the caressing teasing, which had formerly occupied them when +together, and which had so delighted the boy, had ceased. Gery grew +shy, pale and nervous. More and more often the fear of injuring the +child by his presence crept over Felix. + +Erwin, who came from San Remo once during the winter, in order, as he +said, to look after the house, was frightened at the confusion which, +as he soon noticed, existed in Felix's business matters, as well as the +terrible change in his whole appearance. + +Compassionately and kindly he urged his brother-in-law to accompany him +to Italy, in order, as he had promised, to spend some time, together +with Gery, with his sister. + +But Felix trembled visibly when it was a question of his leaving +Traunberg, and going to a place where he must meet other people, were +it only in the most passing way. Erwin promised him perfect quiet and +seclusion from all intercourse with strangers--in vain. + +"Leave me," Felix repeated again and again; "leave me, I must be +alone." + +Erwin ceased his pleadings, discouraged. Elsa's health did not permit +her stay in the south to be shortened, so that her presence might +alleviate her brother's painful condition. + +For one moment Erwin suspected a positive mental derangement in his +brother-in-law, but soon convinced himself of the falsity of this +opinion. + +The balance of his accounts was correct; as soon as his attention was +excited he decided correctly, never made a mistake in a reckoning, and +made no disconnected remarks. Only, exhausted as he was, everything +concerning present affairs irritated him indescribably. The train of +his thought flowed always backward. His mind rested continually upon +that spot in the past where his happiness lay buried with his honor. + +He passed almost the whole of his time in living over again his life +from the first meeting with Juanita to the signing of the fatal note. +His memory, strangely faithful, and sharpened by practice, revived +again and again new particulars of the Juanita period, with the +distinctness of hallucinations. + + +On a mild, sunny April day Elsa appeared in Traunberg, restored to +health, more beautiful than ever, and with eyes radiant with happiness. +She was shocked when she perceived her brother; what she saw was so +much worse than what Erwin had considerately prepared her for. But +Felix's misery only increased the tenderness of her sympathy. She spoke +of the tender, intimate intercourse which should now exist between the +two families, and said that Baby was now large enough for a playmate +for her cousin; and Baby who, chubby-cheeked and gay, with great +laughing eyes and tiny mouth with a drolly serious expression, sat on +her mamma's knee, stretched out her fat little arms and said, "Where +Gery?" + +Then the nurse--Gery's French _bonne_ had not been able to endure the +winter solitude of Traunberg, and had long since left--brought +the child. She had smoothed down his curly hair with a horrible, +strong-smelling pomade, and had hidden his pretty little form in a +heavy cloth costume, suitable for much older children. He looked pale, +was awkward, and clung anxiously to his father. When he gradually lost +his shyness through Elsa's soft voice and caressing manner, and +approached her and answered her questions, she noticed that he had +adopted the common broad accent of the nurse. + +It did not escape Felix's morbidly sharpened glance, that behind the +pleasant smile with which Elsa met the child, surprise and compassion +were hidden. + +"You probably find that he has changed for the worse?" he asked +suddenly, gazing sharply at her. "What will you? Everything about me +goes to ruin." + +When Elsa, after urgently and most tenderly begging Felix and his boy +to come soon to Steinbach, had driven away, Felix took his boy on his +knees, and kissed him passionately, murmuring again and again, "Poor +child, poor branded child!" + +An unpleasant habit, common to most human beings living very much +alone, he had adopted of late, that of talking to himself. The words +which most frequently escaped him, which he probably repeated a dozen +times, were, "The certain Lanzberg," and while he said that, his voice +and his face expressed all the shades of bitterness, mockery and +despair. + +And one evening, three or four days after Elsa's visit, Gery crept +shyly up to him, and laying his little hand anxiously upon his father's +arm, he asked in his gentle, somewhat sad little voice, "What is that, +'the certain Lanzberg'?" + +Felix started; he gave a long-piercing gaze into the innocent eyes of +the child, then he pushed him violently away and hurried out of the +room. + +The same night Felix heard sobs outside his door, and as he opened it +and looked out into the corridor, he discovered Gery, who stood there +clad only in his little embroidered night-shirt, and barefoot. + +"Papa, you did not say good-night to me. Papa, was I naughty?" sobbed +the child, with the morbid nervous excitement which proved his solitary +life. + +Then Felix took him in his arms. It was a fresh spring night, and the +child, who had stood for a long time outside, clad only in the thin +night-shirt, shivered. Felix rubbed his little hands and feet warm. +Then the nurse knocked at the door, seeking the child in anxious +excitement. + +But Gery would not hear of returning to the nursery. He clung to his +father and pleaded, "Let me stay with you, papa." Then Felix sent the +nurse away, and took him into his bed. The child fell asleep nestled +tenderly against him, slept soundly and unbrokenly. Felix lay awake. + +The opal-colored glow of the spring morning tinged the heavens, and +Felix still was awake. He thought of old times, times which lay far +back of the Juanita period; some jest over which he had laughed some +twenty years ago occurred to him and pained him--he groaned; the child +awoke; throwing his little arms around Felix's neck, he begged, +coaxingly, "Dear papa, I sleep so well with you, let me always sleep +with you." Then suddenly it flashed through Felix's mind, "Ah, if I +could only die while he still loves me!" and suddenly the storm within +him ceased--all became quiet within his heart, quiet as the grave. + + + + + XXVIII. + + +They passed the day happily together, Felix and his son. Felix bathed +and dressed the child himself, with a thousand jests and little teasing +ways. Gery had not seen his papa so gay for a long time, and rubbed +against him again and again, like a young dog or kitten. + +The sky was blue, the earth white with blossoms, the first butterflies +floated around the bushes. After lunch Felix drove with the child to +Steinbach for the first time, in spite of Elsa's warm invitation. + +How warm and bright everything was in Steinbach. It almost seemed to +him that there was a different sun there from Traunberg. Litzi received +a holiday, so she could play with her little cousin to her heart's +delight. Baby gave the little fellow her greatest treasure, a pot of +ripe strawberries, which she had to clasp with both little arms when +she carried it to him. + +Felix remained to dinner; they overwhelmed him with attentions, but +still at heart he felt that Erwin and Elsa would have been happier and +less constrained without him, which they would not, indeed, have +admitted. + +As they did not wish to separate Felix from his boy during the meal, as +a great exception they installed Baby in her high-chair at the table +also, between Erwin and Litzi, an honor of which she proved herself +wholly worthy, as she watched the others eating with great seriousness +without desiring anything for herself. Only toward the end a little +misfortune befell her: in a moment of extravagant tenderness, she tried +to embrace her mother across the table, overturned a beer-glass, and +showed herself so surprised and ashamed at this accident, that Erwin +had to take her on his knee and console her. Felix felt plainly that +Erwin's calm, playful good-nature to the child did not in the least +remind one of the stormy immoderate caresses with which he overwhelmed +his own son sometimes. + +After dessert, while the children played in the garden under Miss +Sidney's care, and Felix sat somewhat apart with Elsa on a garden bench +and watched them, Felix started suddenly. + +"What is the matter, Felix?" asked his sister, anxiously. + +He could not explain himself; he had heard the child laugh, and it had +occurred to him how seldom the little one laughed at home--almost +never. + +"Elsa," he asked after a while, "the child is growing very nervous and +timid with me; will you do me the kindness to keep him with you for a +while?" + +"Certainly, I will gladly keep the child," replied Elsa, "only you must +promise me to visit him every day." + +Then Felix said, with a strange gaze, lost in the distance, and which +she often later remembered, "Yes, I will visit him every day if I can." + +A short time after he took leave of Gery, who at first would not remain +without his father, but grew quiet when Felix promised to visit him the +next morning. + +The next morning! + +The carriage rolled away, and several minutes later Felix returned once +more. + +"Have you forgotten something, Felix?" asked Erwin, who stood before +the portal of the castle, talking in a low voice. + +"Yes, my revolver," replied Felix, uneasily and absently. + +When Erwin wished to go into the castle to help his brother-in-law find +it, the latter held him back. "Oh, it is of no importance," he +stammered. "I will get it--to-morrow. Where are the children?" + +"There," said Elsa, and in the distance, between the feathery green +foliage, he saw the children at their play. They flew about and shouted +like little gnomes, Gery the merriest of them all. + +"I will not disturb him," murmured Felix, after he had watched the +children for a long time, without approaching them. + +He went. + + + + + XXIX. + + +Returned to Traunberg, he wandered slowly through all the rooms of the +castle. Then he had tea served in his room, drank a cupful, and ate a +trifle. He laid his watch upon the table. At twelve o'clock all should +be finished, he decided. + +The cold calm of resolution gave way to the exciting feeling of +expectation. + +He seated himself at his writing-table, thoughtfully he rested his head +in his hand, then he dipped the pen into ink, and wrote a long letter. +He read it through with a certain pedantry, added here and there a +comma, or made a letter plainer, placed the letter in an envelope, and +addressed it to Elsa. + +His glance fell upon the watch--the hands pointed to quarter past +eleven. He rose and walked up and down uneasily. He began to ask +himself whether he had forgotten nothing, began to unconsciously seek +reasons for postponing his act. + +His brow was bathed with cold sweat. He looked for his revolver and +Toledo dagger, which both had formerly lain upon his table. They were +gone. Evidently his valet had removed them. The razors also were +hidden. + +Felix smiled bitterly. Then he drew a little English penknife from his +pocket, sharpened it upon an ash-receiver, and laid it on the table +beside his bed. Then, with folded hands, he crouched for a few minutes +beside his bed. He thought of the promise not to kill himself which he +had once given to his father. The promise could have no weight except +during the life of the old man. + +When he looked again, the hands of the watch pointed to quarter before +twelve. His heart beat loudly. A moment of irresolution came. Then from +without a little soft bird cry floated in to him. He suddenly heard +again Gery's voice, "Who is 'the certain Lanzberg,' papa?" + +Then he undressed himself, took the penknife, and with firm stroke cut +through the veins and arteries in his left wrist and ankle. + +He rose once more to extinguish the candles on the table beside his +bed, then he sank back among the pillows. + +He felt the warm blood flowing from him, and experienced a kind of +disgust; then he murmured with a sigh, "Blood washes all things clean." + +The triumphal fanfare of the madrilèna vibrated around him; the +excitement which had burned within him throughout the whole time was +for a moment increased tenfold. + +But the madrilèna died away, and the fearful memories faded, the great +painful weariness which had almost paralyzed him recently, preventing +him from sleeping, vanished--he felt easier and easier. + +A comfortable drowsiness overcame him, and a thousand pictures changed +before his dreamy dim eyes. + +He saw himself in the school-room, beside his tutor, and smiled at the +expression with which the tutor drew his cuffs down over his knuckles +when Elsa's French _bonne_ entered the room. + +The present had vanished, his thoughts wandered further and further +back into the past. + +He sits beside his mother in the church, small and sleepy. Through an +open window the fresh spring air blows in to the atmosphere of mould +and incense of the sacred edifice. + +From half-closed eyes he sees a crowd of red peasant women, sees +the little school-boys who crowd as near as possible to the carved +_prie-dieus_ of the gentry. One of them winks at him. + +The priest elevates the host. Little Felix's tired eyes close, the +peasants fade into a large red spot, the colored shadows of the church +windows lie on the bare, gray stone pavement like a carpet. His head +sinks upon his mother's arm. All is rosy vapor around him. Then his +mother kisses him on the forehead and whispers, "It is over; wake up!" + + + + + XXX. + + +The next morning a messenger came breathlessly to Steinbach. With +gloomy obstinacy he refused to gratify the domestic's urgent questions. +He desired to speak personally with the Baron. + +Erwin came. He was fearfully startled at the messenger's communication. +Then as with distressed slowness he crossed the corridor to Elsa's +room, she met him, pale as death, but calm. "A messenger has come from +Traunberg. Felix has taken his life," she said in a hollow voice, with +eyes fixed upon Erwin. She had guessed. With hand on her heart, her +eyes closed, she remained for a moment speechless. Erwin feared a +swoon, and with gentle force tried to lead her back to her room, but +she resisted. "Order the carriage," she begged with almost inaudible +voice; "I should like to go over there." + +Erwin accompanied her. + +An uneasy quiet, broken by the mysterious whispers of the domestics, +pervaded Castle Traunberg. The servants all stood around in solemn +idleness. Mrs. Stifler and the valet were busied with the corpse. They +withdrew when Elsa entered the chamber of death. + +Slowly she approached the bed. There he lay--Felix!--his corpse. + +His head rested gently on the pillow; one saw that a lovely dream had +helped the dying man across the threshold of eternity. The original +beauty of his features, which life, with its shattering conflicts, had +almost destroyed, death had restored again. + +Elsa kissed the corpse; she wept quietly and bitterly; she reproached +herself a thousand times with not having shown her brother love enough, +with not having helped him bravely enough to bear the heavy burden of +his life. + +Then she noticed a letter, addressed to her, upon the table beside the +bed. + +A quarter of an hour later she joined Erwin, who waited for her in the +adjoining room. There were still tears on her cheeks, but in her eyes +shone a kind of solemn pride. She handed Erwin the open letter. He +read: + + +Dear Elsa: + +You will be startled at what I have done. Forgive me this, as you have +already forgiven me so much. I die not as a cowardly suicide, but as a +man who has sentenced himself to death. + +The conviction has strengthened in my mind, that my life is of use and +pleasure to no one. My own child begins to be saddened by the +oppressive atmosphere which surrounds me. My shadow has long darkened +your existence. + +After my death you will reproach yourself, dear, good heart; will fancy +that you could have been better and more considerate to me than you +have already been. Do not torment yourself. I remember nothing of you +but unwearied love and tender compassion. May God bless you a thousand +times, you and yours. + +Take my poor child to your home. Erwin will bring the boy up better +than I could have done. Do not show my corpse to him, and put no +mourning on him. I do not wish to be the cause of a single bitter hour +to his poor little heart. Tell him I have gone on a journey. He will +forget me. + +Never tell him, I beg you, of my disgrace, and if he learns of it +through strangers, then--then tell him that I loved him beyond +everything, and that I took my life so that I need never blush before +him. + +Lay the little lock of golden hair which I cut from his head in Rome +upon my breast. You will find it in the upper left drawer of my +writing-desk, and put the old soldier's coat which I wore at Sadowa +upon me. (Stifler knows where it is.) It is the only article of +clothing in which I dare stretch myself out beside my ancestors for +eternal rest, or appear before them for eternal reconciliation; who +knows! + +A last kiss for my child. Farewell! and forgive + + "The Certain Lanzberg." + + +Erwin's eyes were moist. "He was indeed a noble nature," said he gently +and hoarsely, as he gave the letter back to Elsa. + +"Yes," cried she, with a kind of pride. "He was really noble; therefore +he tormented himself to death." + +Erwin drew the convulsively sobbing woman to his breast. + +Three days later the funeral took place. + +All the inhabitants of the country round of his rank were present; even +Count L---- came to show Felix the last honors. All were deeply +shocked. Suicide, against which in general they cherished the Catholic +abhorrence, seemed to them in this case justified. They saw in this act +almost the repayment of an outlawed debt. + +From that day the byword with which they had formerly designated Felix +changed. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Felix Lanzberg's Expiation + +Author: Ossip Schubin + +Translator: Élise L. Lathrop + +Release Date: March 13, 2011 [EBook #35571] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FELIX LANZBERG'S EXPIATION *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + + + + + +</pre> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<p class="hang1">Transcriber's Note:<br> +<br> +1. Page scan source: +http://books.google.com/books?id=ZQoZAAAAYAAJ<br> +<br> +2. Lacunae in English version were compared to the German edition +(Ehre). Corrections to English version are shown in bold.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang2">Page 72, 3rd para., end of last sentence: wird ZUR GEWIßHEIT. +Linda's Mutter hat ihn betrogen? Linda WEIß nichts!<br> +<br> +BECOMES CERTAIN that Linda's mother has deceived him; Linda +KNOWS nothing!</p> +<br> +<p class="hang2">Page 72, 4th para, first sentence: Da fordert der PRIESTER sein +"Ja!"<br> +<br> +Then the PRIEST demands his "Yes!"</p> +<br> +<p class="hang2">Page 73, para. 1: --reine FARBENPATZEN.--Sind von einer +Schlamperei diese Franzosen!--Daß sich wirklich NOCH JEMAND +von ihnen prellen läßt!" So schließt Papa HARFINK, der +Kunstkritiker.<br> +<br> +--regular DAUBS OF COLORS. These Frenchmen are tricky. +REALLY, PEOPLE are cheated by them. Thus concludes Papa +HARFINK, the art critic.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang2">Page 244, para. 2: Sie aß ohne Ziererei und ohne Gier, nippte nur +an dem Champagner, lächelte gutwillig über DIE frechsten +Scherze, ob SIE SELBE VERSTAND ODER auch nicht verstand, mit +der Resignation eines Geschöpfes, DAS ES GEWOHNT IST, sich +auf diese Weise sein Brot zu verdienen.<br> +<br> +She ate without affectation and without greediness--only +sipped the champagne, smiled good-naturedly at THE boldest +jokes, whether she understood THEM OR not, with the +resignation of a being WHO WAS ACCUSTOMED to earn her bread +in this manner.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang2">Page 244, para. 3: DIE ALTE MANUELA schnarchte längst. Einige der +OFFIZIERE waren melancholisch geworden, ...<br> +<br> +THE OLD MANUELA had long been snoring. Some the OFFICERS had +grown melancholy, ...</p> +<br> +<p class="hang2">Page 245, para. 4: Er pflegte sie, wie ein Bräutigam die +ROSENKNOSPE, die ihm seine liebe Braut geschenkt hat--ja, so +PFLEGTE FELIX die welke gelbe Blume, die DER COULISSENSTAUB +beschmutzt--auf die EIN AKROBAT GETRETEN HABEN MOCHTE!<br> +<br> +He cherished it like a lover the ROSE-BUD which his dear one +had given him; yes, thus WOULD FELIX cherish the faded yellow +flower which THE DUST [IN THE WINGS] OF the stage had +soiled--upon which AN ACROBAT MIGHT HAVE trodden.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<p class="center"><img src="images/front.png" alt="Elsa springs up--she listens breathlessly."><br> +Elsa springs up--she listens breathlessly.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>FELIX LANZBERG'S<br> + +EXPIATION</h1> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h4>BY</h4> + +<h3>OSSIP SCHUBIN</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h4>TRANSLATED BY</h4> + +<h3>ÉLISE L. LATHROP</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3>ILLUSTRATED</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3><span class="sc2">NEW YORK</span><br> +WORTHINGTON COMPANY<br> +<span class="sc2">747 BROADWAY</span><br> +1892</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h4><span class="sc2">Copyright, 1892, by</span><br> +WORTHINGTON COMPANY</h4> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h5>Press of J. J. Little & Co.<br> +Astor Place, New York</h5> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>FELIX LANZBERG'S EXPIATION.</h2> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>I.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"My dear Falk, do not tear past me so unheedingly, I beg you! Do you, +then, not recognize me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus a stout old lady cries in a deep rough voice to a gentleman whose +arm she has energetically grasped with both hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">The gentleman--his carriage betokens a retired officer; his wrinkles +betray him to be a contemporary of the lady--starts back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! it is you, Baroness!" cries he, and half recalls that forty years +or so ago he was an admirer of hers, and remembers very distinctly that +last winter he had quarrelled with her at whist on account of a revoke.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am indescribably pleased," he adds, with well-bred resignation, and +at the same time glances after a passing blonde chignon whose +coquettish curls float to and fro as if they said "catch me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, ah! age does not protect you from folly!" laughs the old woman. +"She interests you, the person with the yellow hair, eh? Dyed, my dear +man, dyed, I assure you. It is not worth the trouble to run after her. +Her back is pretty, <i>mais pour le reste!</i> Hm! Sit down and talk to me +for a little!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The yellow chignon has vanished round a corner and the energetic old +woman has drawn her ex-adorer down on a bench in the meagre shade of a +watering-place promenade, upon a grass-green bench under gray-brown +trees.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is in Franzensbad in July; afternoon; around them the sleepy +stillness of a place where there is nothing to do and one cannot amuse +one's self.</p> + +<p class="normal">Some ladies, pale, sickly, dressed with the grotesque elegance which is +permissible in a watering-place, pass, some with arms bare to the +elbow, others with pearls round their necks, still others with floating +hair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How glad I am, my dear Colonel!" cries the old Baroness to her +captive, for at least the tenth time. "But how are you, pray tell me? +No! Where do you get your elixir of life? You remain so fabulously +young!"</p> + +<p class="normal">In fact the Colonel, closely shaven and dressed in the latest fashion, +slender and active as he is, at a hundred paces looks like a young +dandy; at twenty paces, at least like the mummy of one. Still he +parries the old lady's compliments, while he shakes his head and shrugs +his shoulders disparagingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Positively--positively!" croaks the old woman. "And now tell me what +is the news with you people in Marienbad? It is not in vain that they +call you 'Le Figaro de Marienbad.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Marienbad, a few hours distant from Franzensbad, is the present +stopping place of the Colonel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"News? News?" grumbles the Colonel. "A mill burned down yesterday, +three head of cattle and two men with it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, cease such ordinary, horrible stories. What does society?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rejoices that it has opportunity of diversion through a fair for +charity."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So? Ah!--and what else?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Last night Princess Barenburg's groom hung himself. Perhaps that +interests you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, very agreeable that! Poor Clémence is unfortunate!" says the +Baroness, compassionately.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, the Pancini also!" remarks the Colonel, and looks down +indifferently at the flower in his buttonhole.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why she?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What? you do not know!" cries the Colonel in astonishment. "Her last +admirer, the Polish prince with the unpronounceable name, has turned +out to be a circus rider."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The handsome blond with the mysterious political past."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It seems to have been merely a politic silence," jokes the Colonel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Tiens, tiens!</i>--how delightful--how delightful! But do you know it +positively?" she asks with anxious excitement.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Positively! Nicki Arenhain, two years ago in Madrid, saw him dressed +in a green satin jacket and white tights springing through hoops--she +identified him at once. Famous story, quite famous." The Colonel rubs +his hands with satisfaction--the old Baroness knocks enthusiastically +on the ground with her umbrella, like an animated amateur who applauds +her favorite virtuoso.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Excellent!" croaks she. "It serves her right, that Pancini, who +permits herself to be as arrogant as a born lady. It serves her right, +the soap-boiler's daughter."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon! her father was a pawn-broker--or was in some banking +business--I really do not remember----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is all the same--she will have to step down now. Bravo! Bravo!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know something else, Baroness," says the Colonel proudly, and +smiling slyly. "A decided bit of news, <i>pour la bonne bouche</i>!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Felix Lanzberg is to be married."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baroness is speechless; she opens her mouth, stares at the Colonel, +clutches his arm, and only after several seconds she stammers softly: +"The--the--certain--Lanzberg?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes--it is considered certain."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whom?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Look around."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baroness looks around. In the back seat of a carriage just rolling +past them sit two ladies, one of whom, a woman in the fifties, +tastelessly dressed, loaded with cameos and Florentine mosaics, has the +piercing eyes, the excessive thinness as well as the aimless, twitching +movements of a very uneasy temperament, while her neighbor at the left, +beautiful and young, lazily crumpling her striking toilet, leans back +among the cushions, the embodiment of dissatisfied indolence. A student +with a bright red cap occupies the small seat opposite. On the box, +usurping the coachman's raised seat, is a short individual with a +crimson cravat between a blue shirt and purple face, a short, bright +yellow foulard coat and large Panama hat. He smacks his lips +incessantly at the horses, in driving holds his elbows far out from his +sides so that one could easily place a travelling bag under each arm, +and groans and puffs from exertion and attention. Near him, faultlessly +erect, arms solemnly crossed on his chest, sits a majestic coachman, +every feature expressing the despair of a distinguished servant who, in +a weak hour, had let himself be persuaded to enter the service of an +ordinary millionnaire.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is this elegant gentleman?" asked the Baroness, raising her +lorgnon, still wholly absorbed in contemplating the interesting foulard +back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Felix Lanzberg's future father-in-law, Mr. Harfink."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He?" sighs the Baroness, emphatically. "Poor Felix! He does not +deserve such punishment."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel shrugs his shoulders. "What punishment? He is not marrying +the father, and the daughter is charming--a refined beauty, a truly +aristocratic girl, and I do not believe that she will ever worry +Lanzberg by especial clinging to her parental house. Now I must part +from you, <i>nolens volens</i>, Baroness--regret it deeply--I have a letter +to deliver to the Countess Dey."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will go with you, I will go with you," cries the old lady, +animatedly. "Give me your arm and imagine it was forty years ago."</p> + +<p class="normal">And he, in his quality of man of the world condemned to perpetual +politeness, gives her his arm and walks on laughing and chatting, at +the side of the colossally stout woman with the servile, nodding little +head--a martyr of <i>bon ton</i>.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel and his friend were both fond of gossip--with the +difference that the Colonel, an independent man, related scandal for +his own pleasure, while the Baroness very often did so to please +others. Her name was Baroness Klettenstein, but usually she was simply +called <i>Klette</i> (burr) because she could never be shaken off. She also +had a second equally pretty nickname. In consequence of her +indestructible life at the cost of others--she was remarkably robust +for her sixty-six years--she had been christened the "immortal +Cantharide." Hungrily she crept from one house to another, gained +admission by a budget of malicious news, which, as we have seen, she +collected indefatigably, at times even invented. She always rendered +homage to the rising, never remembered even to have known the setting +sun. And when, weary of her tiring parasitism, she rested in her tiny +room at Prague, which was the only home she possessed, she swore that +she would have been just as unselfish, just as truth-loving and +discreet as others, if only her income had sufficed for her needs.</p> + +<p class="normal">Out of breath and panting, she entered the park on the arm of the +Colonel. The bandmaster, a Pole with an interesting, revolutionist +face, swings the baton with graceful languor. The ladies, leaning back +in their white chairs on either side of the broad gravel walk, look +weary, limp, and melancholy in their gay gowns, like flowers which a +too hot sunbeam has withered and faded. They are worn, thin, and +colorless, but for their toilets; but the transparent paleness of their +faces, the excessive thinness of their forms lends them a certain +charm, something fairylike and distinguished, refinedly aristocratic +and Undine-like. Invalidism is less becoming to the men at the cure; +many of them resemble corpses which an enterprising physiologist has +exhumed to experiment upon.</p> + +<p class="normal">The first row of tables are already occupied, but an attendant, +understanding the Klette's glance, brings forward another from the rear +and places it where she is told. Hereupon the Baroness calls for coffee +for two, and invites the Colonel in the most polite manner to sit +beside her, and as he cannot deny that from this spot, purposely chosen +by the Klette for a fine view of all present, he can soonest espy +Countess Dey whom he has sought in vain, he resolves to await her here.</p> + +<p class="normal">Slowly the guests stroll along the promenade: most noticeable of all, +admired or at least stared at by all, Linda Harfink. Her large, dark +hat with its scarlet feather throws a mysterious shadow on her pale +face; a black lace scarf is twisted round her throat and tied in a +careless knot behind. Her pale green dress clings tightly, and yet in +folds around her figure. Near her walks a young man, blond and +handsome; in spite of his handsome figure and Nero-profile, too foppish +and dandified, too strikingly dressed in the latest fashion, to be +taken for any one but an elegant <i>parvenu</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is he?" asks Klette, her mouth full of bread, a coffee cup in her +hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A young Baron Rhœden, born Grau. The family was ennobled five years +ago, and since then only call themselves by the predicate," replies the +Colonel. "A cousin of Linda--very nice fellow--<i>garçon coiffeur</i>, but +very nice for his sphere--seems to be uncommonly smitten with his +cousin."</p> + +<p class="normal">Through the evening air floats a sentimental potpourri from the "Flying +Dutchman." The Harfinks, who wish to return the same evening to +Marienbad, where they are staying, have left the park. Gazing down in +coquettish silence at a rose in her hand, Linda has vanished through +the gateway of the park, on the arm of her cousin, in the golden light +of the setting sun.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Colonel!" now cries a gay voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, Countess!" Intently gazing after Linda's seductive apparition, the +Colonel had not noticed the approach of the so-long-awaited Countess +Dey. Now he springs up, "falls at her feet, kisses her hands," +naturally only with words, and searches all his pockets for the letter +for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Countess meanwhile, with lorgnon at her eyes, indifferently gazes +at her surroundings.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I just met a little person who is considered a great beauty--Hopfing +or Harpfink is her name, I believe. They say that Lanzberg is engaged +to her--that cannot be true?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have heard so too," says the Colonel. "Curious match--what do you +say to it, Countess?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Felix Lanzberg is as unfortunate as ever," murmurs the Countess.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Klette shrugs her fat shoulders and hisses: "What does it matter if +a certain Lanzberg makes a mésalliance?"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>II.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A tall form, slender, perhaps too narrow-shouldered, with too long +arms, a small head with bushy, light brown hair fastened in a thick +knot low on her neck, a golden furze at neck and temples, a pale, +almost sallow, little face with large blue eyes, which love to look up +and away from the earth like those of a devout cherub, a short, small +nose, a little mouth which, with the corners slightly curving up, seems +destined by nature for continual laughter, but later evidently +disturbed by fate in this gay calling, in every movement the dreamy +grace of a woman who, when scarcely grown, had experienced a great +misfortune or a severe illness, all this pervaded by a breath of +fanciful earnestness, melancholy tenderness, and united into an +harmonious whole--Elsa--the sister of the "certain Felix Lanzberg," and +since five years the wife of the Freiherr von Garzin.</p> + +<p class="normal">She is like a flower, but not like one of those proud, luxuriant roses +which pass their life amid sunbeams and butterflies, but rather one of +those delicate, white blossoms which have grown in deep shadow during a +cold spring, and which close their petals from the sun.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mamma, the letters dance again to-day," complains a little voice, the +voice of Felicie, Elsa's four-year-old daughter, who with bare legs, +her little form encased in a red embroidered gray linen frock, her +towzled yellow curls fastened with a red ribbon, stands before her +mamma.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa sits in a deep arm-chair, an alphabet on her knees. "Look very +hard at the naughty letters and they will be quiet," says she with a +smile. She finds that Felicie makes that excuse of dancing letters too +often.</p> + +<p class="normal">The child tries to look hard at the letters.</p> + +<p class="normal">"M--a," spells she. "Mamma," she cries in great triumph at having +spelled out a word which she knows so well.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bravo, Litzi!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Litzi leans closely, closely against her mother's knees. "Mamma, the +letters are tired," whispers she, "they want to go to sleep." And Elsa +this time thinks that one cannot expect too much industry from such a +tiny little bit of humanity, so she kisses the child and says, "Well, +put them to bed, then." Whereupon, Litzi, with much pretext of +business, puts the alphabet away in the drawer, while Elsa, leaning +back comfortably in her arm-chair, her feet crossed, her arms clasped +around her knees, gives herself up to that lazy thinking which with +happy people is called reverie, with unhappy ones brooding. The room in +which she sits, half boudoir, half library, furnished with tall +book-cases, étagères, old faience and Japanese lacquer work, and filled +with the perfume of the sweetest flowers, is an ideal nest for a young +woman of good taste and serious habits.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mamma, why must I learn to read?" asks Litzi after a while.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So as to be a wise girl," replies Elsa, absently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mamma, can the dear God read too?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The dear God can do everything that He wishes," says Elsa, with +difficulty restraining her laughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Everything?" asks the little one, with great, surprised eyes. "Could +He make Fido into a cow?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Fido, a white bull-dog with pointed black ears and a black spot on his +shoulder, raises his upper lip and shows his teeth pleasantly as a sign +that he, clever dog that he is, notices when he is spoken of.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The dear God does not wish to do foolish things," says Elsa, very +seriously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But if He wanted to?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The door opens. Fido rises from the streak of sunlight in which he has +been lying. "Papa!" cries Litzi, and a young man, blond, with unusually +attractive dark eyes, seizes her under the shoulders, and raising her +to him he says: "Litzi, Litzi, you are a dear little mouse, but a great +big goose. Accustom yourself to the conditional."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is conditional?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A form of expression which leads one to much useless conjecture."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But, Erwin!" laughingly admonishes Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you did not wholly understand me, Litzi?" he asks, drolly +staring at the child.</p> + +<p class="normal">She shakes her head, and says somewhat vexedly, "You are laughing at +me, papa."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Only a very little bit, so that you may get used to it, you pretty +little scamp, you," says he, tenderly pinching her cheeks, "and now you +may go to Mlle. Angelique, and ask her to put a clean dress and a +pretty sash on you, for Uncle Felix is coming to dinner. Can you find +the way?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He has placed her on the ground, and led her to the door, then looks +after her until, calling "Angelique! Angelique!" she is met by a pretty +French <i>bonne</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And how is your Highness?" he now turns to his wife, who holds out +both hands to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How long it is since one has seen you to-day," says she.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Has 'one' missed me a little?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not ask such foolish questions!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks! I was very busy or else I should have burdened you with my +presence sooner," says he, gayly. "And now give me your keys, so that I +can put away your money."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, my quarterly allowance. How much is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He hands her a little bundle of bank-notes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Count!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not understand, it is different every time. You always give me +more than is due me," replies she, shaking her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Leave me this innocent pleasure. You are always in debt," says he, +while he locks the notes in a drawer of her writing-desk.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin never would acknowledge the equal rights of woman with regard to +the cares of life. He was pleased that Elsa, who read the most abstract +treatises on political economy, did not understand an iota of business. +He had purposely left her in this darkness, and she did not fight +against it. He paid her the interest of her property, insisted that she +should spend it exclusively upon her poor and her own fancies, and she +never asked what he did with the capital.</p> + +<p class="normal">"May I write here?" he asks over his shoulder, sitting down at her +writing-desk then, without waiting for an answer. "A lady's +writing-desk without invitations and charitable circulars. The +inspector has become confused about that farm business of your little +<i>protégé</i> in Johannesthal." He writes quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The inspector is good for nothing," grumbles Elsa. "That is to say, he +is newly married."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin defends his bailiff.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There, that is done. You can tell your little friend that it is all +arranged. Hm! Elsa! Do you think that I would have been much more +practical during our honeymoon than my inspector?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, you," says Elsa, who evidently does not understand how her husband +can compare himself to his overseer, Cibulka. He has laid aside his pen +and now pushes his chair lazily up to hers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will make marks in my carpet, you careless man," says she.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not cry," he says, consolingly. "I will buy you a new one, as the +banker said to his daughter when her husband died."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I congratulate you on your fine comparison," says she, kissing his +hair lightly. "Now I must dress for dinner."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Already? Am I to be sentenced to read the paper?"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a little more than five years ago that Erwin Garzin had come to +his estate of Steinbach adjoining the beautiful Lanzberg Traunberg in +order to arrange his business after the death of his father. Elsa, with +whom he had as boy played many a trick, he had found a grown girl. At +that time nineteen years old, her mind, matured by pain, was far in +advance of her years, her body far behind. She had the slender, +undeveloped form of a child too quickly grown, and carried her head +always bent forward, like a young tree over which a cold storm has +passed, and was always sad and depressed. At times, to be sure, she +smiled suddenly like a true child, but only for a moment, and her eyes +were almost always moist. She spoke little and had a hollow, almost too +deep voice. And yet the first time that Erwin heard this hollow voice +his heart beat strangely, and that night he lay awake and was angry at +the sweet song of a nightingale which disturbed him in his efforts to +remember that hollow voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was spring-time then, a mixture of showers and rainbows, flowers +heavy with dew, bright foliage and mild air. Erwin fell hopelessly in +love with the pale daughter of old Mr. Lanzberg. She, however, avoided +him, not with that pretty maidenly reserve behind which the coquetry of +the future woman usually lurks, but with the shy despondency of a sick +owl dreading the light. When he had at length accustomed her to his +society he was still miles from his aim. She did not think of what most +young girls do. She was wholly absorbed in consoling her bowed father, +in pitying her unfortunate brother, at that time dwelling in a far +distant land. Her heart was full, longed for no other feeling, +suspected none, and yet slowly her whole being warmed; something like a +cure was effected in her, and the day came when she laid her small hand +firmly and confidingly in Erwin's and for the first time he +whisperingly called her his betrothed.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he had not yet won. Soon she expressed her scruples at dragging the +shadow which made her so sad under his roof, then at leaving her +father. When they proved to her that nothing could so help the bowed +man as the consolation of seeing at least one of his children happy, +the wedding day was at length appointed. A strange turn suddenly seized +her when Erwin one day asked her in what part of Vienna she would +prefer to live.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In Vienna?" cried she. "We are to live in the city?" Whereupon he +replied: "My treasure, you know that I am not a rich man, and the rents +of Steinbach only just suffice for the support of a very economical +couple. Therefore I, and you with me are dependent upon my career. But +I like to work. I have fine connections, and the times are favorable to +ambitious people. You will yet be the wife of an Excellency, Elsa!"</p> + +<p class="normal">From her pale face it could be read that she did not see the slightest +pleasure in being the wife of a governor, ambassador, or minister. Her +hand grew limp and cold in his, she evaded his caresses, and every time +that evening that his glance met hers, her eyes were filled with tears. +Her exaggerated aversion to the world disquieted him, without seeming +to him other than a symptom of diseased nerves; he thought that his +loving patience must vanquish it, and when the next morning his servant +brought him a letter from Elsa, he admired the strange, energetic, +large letters of the address, and played with it, firmly convinced that +it could not contain anything important. It contained the following:</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"Above all things, many, many thanks for the sympathizing friendship +which you have always showed to us, my father and me. Never should I +have allowed myself to be persuaded into an engagement with you. I +should be a lamentable wife for you. I will not hinder you in your +career, and I cannot live in the world even for your sake. Therefore I +give you back your word. I wish you all joy and happiness in the world, +and as to me, when you have become a great man, keep a little friendly +remembrance of the spring of '70. Elsa."</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">What could he do but rush over to Traunberg, overwhelm her with tender +reproaches, represent to her subtly and incontrovertibly that her +shyness was morbid, her yielding to this mood fairly wrong.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Am I then nothing to you?" he finally cried, vexedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she raised her large eyes, eyes such as Raphael has painted in the +sweet face of the little John, as he kneels near the sleeping child +Jesus, his God and his King.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe you love a quite different person from me--you do not know +me!" she whispered, shaking her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Erwin flushed crimson and was ashamed of his brutal egoism. He +kissed her hands, he would torment her no longer--but he could not give +her up.</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave her eight days to consider it--all that remained of his +vacation.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he did not gain a step during these eight days.</p> + +<p class="normal">With a heavy heart and hoarse voice he took leave. She smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet he never felt more plainly that she loved him. Her love was +that emotion which is above earthly considerations, which is capable of +the most painful sacrifices, the most complete renunciation, although, +or perhaps because she scarcely thought of marriage; in a word, it was +the love of a very young girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">It did not resemble his in the slightest. How shallow his life in +Vienna and his career now seemed to him; how unattractive, how far away +and vague his aim, and even if he did attain all for which he strove.</p> + +<p class="normal">The justifications of a true, warm, longing love are always quite +incontrovertible for him whom it guides.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa stood before the park, under one of the black lindens. It was +summer, the lindens bloomed, and a dreamy hum of bees pervaded their +gnarled branches. Elsa looked through the clear summer air in the +direction in which Castle Steinbach shone white above the wooded +valley. Then she heard a step--she looked around. It was Erwin, thin, +in spite of the flush of heat, looking very badly, but with sparkling +eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where do you come from?" cried she, trembling with surprise, with +happiness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"From the castle, where I sought you in vain. Your father did not know +where you were."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He was asleep--did you wake him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very possibly, but I had no time to reproach myself! Oh, Elsa, are you +not in the least glad to see me? I have resigned--I cannot live without +you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She stood there with loudly beating heart, and embarrassed smile, like +a surprised child before a Christmas tree.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You pay a high price for a miserable little thing," murmured she, and +fairly wept.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Happiness desires to be paid dearly for--it seems to me a small one!" +whispered he.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thereupon she was silent for a moment, looked at him anxiously, +solemnly; was it possible that he clung to her, such a weak, +insignificant creature? Then suddenly, with her lovely look of +embarrassment, she threw both arms around him. "Oh you----" she cried, +and paused because she found no word that in her opinion was great and +splendid enough for him. "How I will love you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a risky experiment, to tear himself away from his customary +occupation and society, and wish to pass the rest of his life at the +side of a nervous misanthropical wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">How did it succeed?</p> + +<p class="normal">He had feared having too little to do, had provided himself with books, +quite like a diplomat sent to Japan. To his astonished delight, he soon +found not only how much there was to occupy him but how much he could +accomplish with the income from Steinbach, which he had been accustomed +to estimate at two or three per cent., and which now daily increased; +for the many lives around him whose weal and woe he held in his hands, +from the overseer and farmers to the day-laborers, and then Elsa!</p> + +<p class="normal">How beautiful she grew after he had slowly kissed away the deep sadness +from her face--and how lovely! The frivolous love of pleasure and +gayety which is considered normal in young women never developed in +her; she always remained quiet, but a dreamy happiness shone +continually in her eyes, she was so blissfully happy.</p> + +<p class="normal">What a charming companion! She rode with the endurance and indifferent +courage of a man, read everything, was interested in everything, +noticed everything, spoke of the most forgotten historical characters +as if she had met them yesterday. She rather spurred him on than +dragged him down.</p> + +<p class="normal">Instead of, as he had feared, growing rusty in the country, he had time +for making good much that he had neglected. She went on long journeys +with him, but at home associated as little as possible with her +neighbors. In these years Elsa was apparently one of the happiest women +in the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was only sad when she thought of Felix.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her father, shortly after her marriage, blessing her a thousandfold, +had died in her arms. Felix had returned to his home.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>III.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The two brothers-in-law sit alone in the circle of light which a +garden lamp throws in a corner of the garden shaded by elder trees. +Dinner is long over, they have ceased laughing at Litzi's childish +pranks and remarks; she has become sleepy, and Elsa has taken her away +to lay her in her pretty little white bed. The two men, meanwhile, are +smoking their cigars in the open air.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Erwin, do you happen to know these Harfinks?" Felix asks his +brother-in-law quite suddenly, in the embarrassed tone of a humiliated, +bored man, and with the slightly husky voice which distinguishes all +generations of indulgent and effeminate races.</p> + +<p class="normal">The "certain Lanzberg" is indisputably of an attractive appearance--the +beauty of his sister in a man--and yet softer. All the lines of his +face are rounder, less decided; the features of a faultless regularity, +the eyes still bluer, and yet the whole face lacks Elsa's lovely, +evident peace; the eyes are always weary and half closed; his full lips +wear a suffering, tormented expression, and the light brown color of +his complexion, in its natural color like Elsa's, is nevertheless ashy +in comparison to her healthy pallor, and furrowed with little wrinkles.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you know these Harfinks?" he asks, softly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Harfink fitted up my sugar factory," replies Erwin, and glances +closely at his brother-in-law. "In consequence I have met him several +times. Recently, in Marienbad, he reminded me of our acquaintance, and +introduced me to his wife and daughter."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Strange man!" says Felix, shaking his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, strange, silly! His wife is repulsive, both are very ordinary."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, both," repeats Felix, and with the toe of his boot draws figures +in the sand. "But the daughter?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, the daughter?" Erwin glances still more attentively at his +brother-in-law's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is very well educated," murmurs the latter, indistinctly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Her education was probably acquired in a very noble boarding-school," +remarks Erwin, dryly. "During the ten minutes of our acquaintance, she +used the word 'aristocratic' three times, and twice complained that +society in the Kursaal was so mixed. Besides that, she found the +country monotonous, the weather dull, the music '<i>agacante</i>,' and +concluded by saying, one rails at Marienbad and yet it was tiresome +everywhere, for her friend Laure de Lonsigny wrote her quite desperate +letters from Luchon."</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix has flushed more and more deeply during this pitiless account. +"Poor girl, how embarrassed she must have been," says he, excusingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Embarrassed?" Erwin shrugged his shoulders. "She had a great deal of +self-possession."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is not a certain kind of self-possession only a form of +embarrassment?" asked Felix, shyly.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Erwin evidently has no inclination to be lenient to Linda's faults. +He suspects the approach of something which must shatter Felix's +undermined existence, and seeks a means of meeting it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You, perhaps, do not even think her pretty," says Felix, vexedly, +hesitating.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pretty, no; but dazzlingly beautiful. It is a pity that she has +parents who, with all their perversity, are yet so respectable," says +Erwin with unmistakable emphasis.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Felix bursts out: "It is not only horrible, but absolutely +indecent to speak of a girl with whom, by your own account, you have +spoken for scarcely ten minutes, in such a repulsive manner." And as +his brother-in-law, astonished at such an unusual outbreak from Felix, +yet looks at him without the slightest harshness or coldness, the +"certain Lanzberg" grows red and murmurs, "Pardon that I ventured to +reprove you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin clenches his fist and opens it again with the gesture of a man +who has conquered a painful excitement.</p> + +<p class="normal">Such feelings often came over him in intercourse with his +brother-in-law, although he felt great pity and much sympathy for +the good, shy fellow; but his association with him was never wholly +free, open, but always contained a tinge of sympathetic politeness, +and there was never that warm abruptness which is a healthy symptom +of manly friendship. Sad yielding on one side; on the other +good-natured advances. This, after a half year's acquaintance, was the +relation of the two brothers-in-law. One must--alas! it could not be +otherwise--treat Felix as a precious but broken and only artificially +mended cup of Sèvres porcelain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why does my opinion of the Harfinks interest you?" asks Erwin, now +going straight to his object.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a while there is perfect silence, only animated by the soft voices +of the night, and the fluttering of a moth which has wandered behind +the tall shade of the garden lamp and has been singed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Erwin!" cries Felix, his hands convulsively clasped, in his large +feverish eyes a look such as Erwin had only once before seen, and then +in a dying man's who suddenly longed to live. "Do you think that a man +like me has a right to marry?"</p> + +<p class="center"><img src="images/page30.png" alt="Do you think a man like me has a right to marry?"><br> +"Do you think a man like me has a right to marry?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No!" sounded harshly and firmly.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not Erwin who answered. In the circle of light which the garden +lamp shed amid the gray moonlight, a tall white form had placed itself +opposite Felix, behind Erwin's chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin himself shudders; his wife seems uncanny. So beautiful, so pale, +with such deathly tenderness, must have looked the angel when he drove +the beings whom he loved out of Paradise.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix lets his head sink in his hands. Elsa bends over him and caresses +him like a sick child. Erwin wishes to withdraw, but Felix calls him +back. "Stay, there are no secrets between us. I should have never dared +take the hand which you held out to me, had I not been convinced that +you know---- Yes, Elsa," he continued, very bitterly, "you despise me, +it was cowardly, it was unconscionable to even think of it, but if you +knew what it is to be weary and alone, with no one on whom to lean for +support! To have no one to whom one can be anything, for whom one can +sacrifice oneself, to be perpetually condemned to think of oneself when +thought is torment and loathing--to be sometimes permitted by pitying +people to look on at happiness which awakes all the furies in one--yes, +at first it was a comfort to me to flee to you, to breathe the same air +with two happy people--but then--your beaming eyes, the little +tendernesses of your child, even the alms of love which you gave me, +all made my blood hot and me giddy. My God! I have injured no one but +myself! Must I be condemned for life? Ten years is usually considered +enough for a heavy crime, and I would gladly exchange these last ten +years with any galley slave."</p> + +<p class="normal">Since his return to his fatherland no one had heard him say so much; +the gentle, quiet man is not to be recognized.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa stands near him, white and sad, tears are in her eyes, but the +severe expression of her mouth has not softened. Erwin is more moved +than she. "Felix," says he, "you go too far. You must not marry the +young Harfink; she is worldly and selfish, and would seek in a marriage +with you only the satisfaction of her social vanity."</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix laughs bitterly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the world is large. You must find a girl who loves you for +yourself, who will raise you above yourself, who----"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix's eyes rest on his brother-in-law, then they turn to Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is all of no use, Erwin;" he suddenly interrupts him and rises. +"And even if I found what is not to be found, and even if an angel came +down from heaven to console me, I must repulse her. I have no right to +marry for the sake of the children who would bear my name. Ask Elsa for +her opinion."</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa bows her head and is silent. He gives Erwin his hand, seizes his +hat and, without having bid Elsa good-night, with the bearing of an +offended man, takes a few hasty steps--then he turns, and as he sees +Elsa still standing motionless, her face drawn with deepest misery, +near the chair which he has left, he hurries back to her and takes her +in his arms. "I was wrong to be angry, Elsa," murmurs he. "I know you +must love me to have forgiven me. It may well be indifferent to him," +with a half nod to Erwin. "I was not myself to-day; have patience with +me."</p> + +<p class="normal">The tears of the brother and sister mingle. Then Felix tears himself +away.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you come back to-morrow?" asks Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, to say farewell."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My God! what are you going to do?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am going away--it is better for me elsewhere--and you, you are very +good to me, but----you do not need me."</p> + +<p class="normal">With that he goes. Erwin accompanies him. Then he returns to his wife, +whom he finds where he had left her. She is not one of those who for +long yield themselves to the weak enjoyment of tears. Her eyes are dry +again, but so indescribably sad and staring that Erwin would rather see +them wet. He draws her on his knees and whispers a thousand calming +words of tenderness to her, but she remains absent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So the young Harfink has robbed him of his senses?" she murmurs +interrogatively.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So it seems!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor Felix!--I was very hard to him--I dared not be otherwise. I fear, +I fear it is all in vain--he will yield. You have the same thought!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"To dissuade any obstinate man is hard, but sometimes at least +successful--to dissuade a weak man is quite easy, but always +unsuccessful," replies Erwin. "Nevertheless let us hope."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Concerning Felix, hope fails," said Elsa. "O Erwin, Erwin, often it +seems to me that father had no right to persuade him to live at that +time!"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>IV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Felix rode home.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a moonlight night, but none of those which remind one of theatre +scenery and silver-flecked green paint, such, as painted in oil, +endanger all German art societies; the objects did not float in that +universal green-black indistinctness; on the contrary, they stood out +in sharp relief.</p> + +<p class="normal">The tall poplars and the short bushy grass at the edge of the road, +the yellow fields of grain with their dark piles of sheaves, the +pale flowers in the ditches, the red and black roofs of a distant +village sleeping between green lindens, a round church cupola and a +cemetery with its low, white wall, and the dark rows of crosses and +monuments--all could be seen plainly, only with somewhat faded colors, +and over all was a misty veil like thin smoke, and a white light shone +on the poplar leaves, rustling and turning in the night wind. The +reapers were still working. Through the mild air sounded their song, +hollow and monotonous, with the quiet sadness which characterizes +Slavonian folk-songs. Their scythes sparkle in the moonlight; +occasionally the pleasant face of a young woman, nodding to a youth, +rises before Felix's eyes from the crowd of workers, irradiated by the +mystic half light.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix watched them as he slowly rode on. He would gladly have been one +of them, and would have taken upon himself all their burdens in +exchange for the one he bore. He could have wished that the night had +been less beautiful, that a dead, winter stillness had prevailed around +him instead of this strange charm of the mild July moonlight.</p> + +<p class="normal">The night wind, warm and gentle, caressed his face and his hands, and +awakened the strangest longing in his heart. His head grew heated; the +allurements with which his imagination tormented his despondent heart +grew more and more intense.</p> + +<p class="normal">The monotonous pace of his horse, the melancholy reaper's song lulled +him not to sleep, but to that half slumber which produces dreams. He +did not wholly lose the consciousness of motion; the open road, the +trees, the wheat-fields, with everything, was mingled a light form; two +large eyes sparkled half in sadness, half defiantly, and two full red +lips smiled at him. An indescribable breath of youth and fresh life met +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The yellow fields and the reapers have sunken into the earth--folk-song +and the swing of the scythes have long sounded only like a vague murmur +of waters to his distracted ear. His horse stumbles, a twig strikes him +in the face, he starts.</p> + +<p class="normal">The white dream-form has vanished, all is dark around him, a solemn, +far-distant murmur breaks the stillness, and gigantic trees meet over +the head of the solitary rider.</p> + +<p class="normal">The horse trembles under him, then rears suddenly, and as he checks it +he sees in the distance something low and black hurrying away in great +leaps, sees there--there, close before him, a light figure which slowly +rises from the ground.</p> + +<p class="normal">He breathes heavily--for Heaven's sake is he still dreaming? That is +surely she--Linda!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! Baron Lanzberg, you here? Thank God," cries she.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You seem to have met with an unpleasant adventure," says Felix +confusedly, coughs and springs from his horse without thinking what he +is doing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A very unpleasant one," says she in her high, fresh, girlish voice. +"That is what comes of insisting upon riding a donkey. We set out on +foot, my brother and I, to the burned mill, to have the great enjoyment +of seeing charred beams and skeletons of hens, and devouring black +bread and sour milk, we---- Have you a weakness for sour milk, Baron?" +looking up at him with a childish glance and smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, not exactly."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was not at all satisfied with my expedition," she continued, with +the self-satisfied fluency of all young girls who are accustomed to +have their chatter listened to for the sake of their pretty faces. "Not +at all. Then I discovered two donkeys, one of them had a saddle like an +arm-chair. Raimund must hire them. I left him no peace! His donkey goes +splendidly, but mine! I cannot move him from the spot. I call to my +brother, but he does not hear, he is singing college songs, thunders +like a whole chorus and has ears for his own voice only. I do not love +Raimund's singing, but as it gradually sounded further and further +away, and finally ceased entirely, I had quite a curious sensation. +Then my donkey threw back his ears, opened his mouth, and--here I lay. +I am so glad that I met you."</p> + +<p class="normal">The moonlight breaks through the green net-work of the woods, shines +between the rushes, flowers and brambles of the ditch along the road, +lights up Linda's face, the beautiful white face with the large dark +eyes. Her hair is tumbled, she has lost her hat, her gown is torn, the +affectation which usually conceals her inborn grace completely +vanished.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not know the way," says she, "and what will mamma think when +Raimund comes home without me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">After he has overcome his first fright, Felix tells himself that his +dread of her charm must not prevent him from helping her. "If you will +trust yourself to my guidance and will take this path across the +fields, you can reach Marienbad in a half hour," he remarks, and tries +to fasten his horse by the bridle to the low branch of an oak.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, it will inconvenience you so; if you will only point out the +way----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You surely do not imagine that I could let you go alone, in the +pitch-dark night? No." He smiles at her encouragingly. "What a child +you still are, Miss Linda. Come."</p> + +<p class="normal">He goes ahead, carefully pushing aside all branches for her. The air +becomes more and more sultry, an enervating damp odor rises from the +ground, in the tree-tops rustle wonderful melodies.</p> + +<p class="normal">An intoxicating shudder runs over him at the thought of being alone +with her in the great, silent, lonely woods. Then he becomes alarmed, +quickens his steps, in order to run away from his thoughts and shorten +the way.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then a voice behind him calls laughingly and complainingly: "How you +hurry--do not make fun of me, I am tired--one moment, only one moment!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda stands there out of breath, heated, with half-closed eyes and +half-opened mouth, her hair loosened by the rough caresses of the +thicket, hanging over her shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">How beautiful she is. Shall he offer her his arm? No, no, no!</p> + +<p class="normal">He is one of those warm and weak natures in whom passion in one moment +drowns everything, annihilates, crushes everything, intellect, honor +and duty.</p> + +<p class="normal">He has more conscience than others, but not that prudent, warning +conscience, which withholds one from a wrong deed, but only that +malicious, accusing one which points the finger, grins and hurls sly +insults in the face after the deed is done.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you wish to spare your mother a fright, we must hurry," says Felix, +with the last remnant of prudence which is left in him.</p> + +<p class="normal">They go on. Before their feet opens an abyss, barely ten feet broad; in +its depths filters a small thread of water which the moonlight colors a +bluish silver. At the edge of the abyss, curiously looking down into +it, bending deeply down to it, grows a bush of wild roses, covered +thickly with white blossoms, trembling slightly, like a living being; +with outstretched wings it vibrates over the depths, as if it hesitated +between the longing to fly up to the sacred mystery of heaven, and the +desire to plunge down into the alluring enigma of the abyss.</p> + +<p class="normal">A small plank leads over it, slippery and tottering. Felix strides +across it quickly and then looks around for Linda.</p> + +<p class="normal">There, in the middle of the board, trembling, her teeth set in her lip, +stands Linda, and cannot advance. "I am giddy!" she gasps.</p> + +<p class="normal">There are few more attractive things in the world than a pretty, +frightened woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix rushes up to her, takes her in his arms and carries her over. All +is forgotten, he holds her closely to him, his lips lose themselves in +her loosened hair, burn on her forehead, seek her mouth, but then he +suddenly pauses. The enormity of his deed occurs to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For Heaven's sake pardon me!" cries he. Whereupon she replies with a +naïve smile and tender glance:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon? Ah, I knew that you loved me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That indeed a blind man could have seen," murmurs he bitterly. "But, +Linda, could you resolve to be my wife?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Could I resolve?" she murmurs with tender roguishness. "And why not?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In spite of my past?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Past! The word has a romantic charm for her. It wakes in her an idea +of baccaret and mabille, of a brilliantly squandered fortune, of +ballet-dancers and duels. A "past" in her mind belongs to every true +nobleman of a certain age.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If your heart is now wholly mine, what does your past matter to me?" +says she softly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he kisses her hand. "Linda you are an angel," whispers he, and +silent and happy, they finish their walk.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ten minutes later, before the ambitious singer, Raimund, reaches home, +Linda was in the house.</p> + +<p class="normal">She stood on the balcony of the "Emperor of China," between +dead-looking oleander trees which exhale a tiresome odor of bitter +almonds: she stands there, her arms resting on the balustrade when +Raimund and his donkey emerge from the shadows of the street. His red +cap pushed back, his face shining as if freshly shaven, with glance +directed upward in terror he comes along, the picture of bankrupt +responsibility on a donkey.</p> + +<p class="normal">A gay laugh greets him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Linda, where are you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here! I have been looking for you for an hour," says he, scarcely +believing his eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where? In the sky apparently--I have not been there, and have no wish +to go. Do not stare at me so, please, as if I were my own ghost. Come +up here, I have such a lovely secret."</p> + +<p class="normal">With that she withdraws from the balcony, but the secret with which she +has enticed him she does not tell him when he comes up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To-morrow, to-morrow," says she, clapping her hands, leaning far back +in an old-fashioned arm-chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">Raimund cannot get a word from his pretty, capricious sister.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who brought you home then?" he asks finally.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! That is just it, ha-ha-ha!" answered she.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Linda! You have met Lanzberg--he has declared himself!" cries Raimund, +excitedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you be silent?" replies she, laughing--triumphant.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile her parents, who have been to the farewell performance of a +famous Vienna artiste at the theatre, enter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hush!" cries she with a decided gesture to her brother. "Good evening, +papa and mamma!" without leaving her arm-chair. "I am frightfully fond +of you, for, if you only knew of it, I am to-day, for the first time, +glad to be in the world."</p> + +<p class="normal">Papa Harfink smiles delightedly, Mamma Harfink asks, "What is it?" and +all her cameos and mosaic bracelets rattle with excitement.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She----" begins Raimund.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hush, I tell you!" cries Linda, then laying her arms on the +old-fashioned arms of the easy-chair, her head thrown teasingly back, +she asks: "Is Baron Lanzberg a good <i>partie</i>?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"His affairs are very well arranged. I saw in the country register. He +has scarcely any debts," says Papa Harfink.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And he is of the good old nobility, is he not?" asks Linda.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did not his father receive a tip in the form of an iron crown from +some tottering ministry?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Lanzbergs descend from the twelfth century," says mamma. "They are +the younger line of the Counts Lanzberg, who are now known as the +Counts Dey."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! and what was his mother's maiden name?" Linda continues her +examination.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She was a Countess Böhl."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why does he associate so little with people, and is so sad?--because +of his past?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda's eyes sparkle and shine, and capricious little dimples play +about the corners of her mouth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you know of his past?" bursts out mamma.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, nothing; but I should so like to know something about it--it is +not proper, eh?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He had at one time a <i>liaison</i>, hm--hm--was deceived"--murmurs Mrs. +Harfink--"never got over it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!--but it seems so--for--in a word, if all does not deceive me, he +will come to-morrow to ask for my hand."</p> + +<p class="normal">Without leaving her arm-chair, her little feet dance a merry polka of +triumph on the floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And do you love him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I?"--Linda opens her eyes wide--"naturally; he is the first man with a +faultless profile and good manners whom I have met--since Laure de +Lonsigny's father!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Old Harfink, wholly absorbed in gazing at his tongue in a hand-glass, +has not heard the bold malice of his daughter. Raimund, on the +contrary, says emphatically, "I find your delight at marrying a +nobleman highly repulsive," and leaves the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Felix? He does not undress that night. Motionless his face buried +in the pillows, he lies on his bed and still fights a long-lost battle.</p> + +<p class="normal">The air is heavy with the fragrance of linden blossoms and the +approaching thunder-storm. A massive wall of clouds towers above the +horizon like a barrier between heaven and earth.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>V.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Susanna Blecheisen, now Mrs. Harfink, usually called Madame von +Harfink, was a famous blue-stocking. As a young girl she was interested +in natural sciences, studied medicine, complained of the oppression of +the female sex, and wrote articles on the emancipation of woman, in +which with great boldness she described marriage as an antiquated and +immoral institution.</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of the energetic independence of her character, in her +twenty-eighth year she succumbed to the magnetic attraction of a +red-cheeked clerk in her father's office, and generously sacrificed for +him her scorn of manly prejudice and ecclesiastical sacraments--she +married him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Hereupon she moved with her husband to Vienna, and soon enjoyed a +certain fame there on account of her fine German, and because she +subscribed to the <i>Revue des Deux Mondes</i>, and had once sat beside +Humboldt at a dinner, perhaps also because her husband was a very +wealthy manufacturer.</p> + +<p class="normal">Soon convinced of the inferior intellect of this man, she did not give +herself up to cowardly despair at this discovery, but did her best to +educate him. She patiently read to him works on capital, during which +he incessantly rattled the money in his pockets, as if he would say, +How does the theoretical analysis of capital concern a practical man, +as long as he relies solely upon the actual substance? This rubbish +furnished occupation for poor wretches, he thought to himself, which +opinion he finally announced to his wife. But when she told him that +Carl Marx and Lassalle were both very wealthy men, he listened to her +dissertations with considerably heightened respect. From political +economy, which she treated as a light recreation, fitted to his case, +she led him into the gloomy regions of German metaphysics, and plunged +him confusedly into the most dangerous abysses of misused logic.</p> + +<p class="normal">He listened calmly, without astonishment, without complaining, with the +lofty conviction that to cultivate one's self, as every kind of tasty +idleness, was a very noble occupation, and, like many more clever +people, he made a rule of despising everything which he did not +understand. Instead of any other comment, during his wife's readings he +merely rubbed his hands pleasantly, and murmured as long as he was not +asleep, titteringly, "This confusion, this confusion."</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, however Mrs. Susanna strove, his mental wings did not strengthen, +and his digestion remained the most absorbing interest of his life. +He always fell back again into his insignificant commonness, like +a dog whom one wishes to train to walk upon two legs, but who +always falls back upon four again. At an æsthetic tea, for which +his wife had most conscientiously prepared him, most generously lent +him her intelligence, she heard him, in the midst of a conversation +upon Schopenhauer and Leopardi, say to his neighbor: "Have you +a weakness for pickles, ma'am? I have a great weakness for pickles, +but--he-he-he!--I--it is really very unusual--I always feel such a +disagreeable prickling in my nose when I eat anything sour."</p> + +<p class="normal">With years, Susanna somewhat neglected the difficult education of this +hopeless specimen, and transferred her pedagogic capabilities to the +bringing up of her son, of whom she tried to make a genius.</p> + +<p class="normal">She designed him for jurisprudence. He, however, devoted himself to +song. Instead of poring over law books in consideration of his +examination, he passed two-thirds of his time at the piano, diligently +trying to attain the summit of his ambition, high C, while he did not +fail to twist himself into the original contortions which on such +occasions all particularly ambitious but faulty voices find so +effectual.</p> + +<p class="normal">With Linda, mamma Harfink from the first could do nothing, and in +consequence she sent her to a Swiss pension. There she learned, besides +a little French and piano thumping, to carry her head very high, +learned to go into nervous spasms over creaking boots--in a word, she +acquired the refined delicacy of feeling of the "princess with the +pea."</p> + +<p class="normal">What torture when upon her return home she lay upon not a single pea, +alleviated by comfortable mattresses, but upon a whole sack of +undisguised peas! Her home was frightful to her. The unrestrained, +coarse admiration which the young men of her circle offered her seemed +unbearable to her. Discontented, weary of life, without an aim that was +not bound up in vanity, she vegetated from one day to another; in +desperate moments thought of going on the stage, or perpetrating some +outrageous act to make herself notorious.</p> + +<p class="normal">The only consolation of this desolate time was the intercourse with her +cousin, Eugene von Rhoeden, who had been educated in the Theresanium, +had learned to turn up his nose more frequently and with more fine +distinction than she herself, but to her misery, had his brand new +title of Freiherr, and a couple of intimate friends of very old family +beside. A passionate enemy of his relatives, he had greeted her +enthusiastically with the words, "<i>Sapperment</i>, you are wholly +different from your family, Linda!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not call me Linda, that sounds so operatic," she had answered him. +"My friends always called me Linn!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene Rhoeden immediately perceived that Linda had a knowledge of <i>bon +ton</i>--evidently knew that all Austrian countesses are called Piffi, +Pantschi, Nina, like <i>grisettes</i> or little dogs. Her romantic name was +odious to her, but in a circle where the women called each other +Theresa and Rosalie, she must rejoice at being named Linda and not +Rosalinda.</p> + +<p class="normal">A superficial confidence arose between her and her noble cousin.</p> + +<p class="normal">So stood matters when Felix "accidentally" made the acquaintance of the +Harfinks while walking. This was the family into which fate and his +weakness had thrown him.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>VI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Is Marienbad cheaper than Franzensbad because it is not so select, or +is it less select because it is cheaper? I do not know. But certain it +is that Marienbad does not possess the same stamp of distinction as +Franzensbad, which latter, together with all the guests, seems about to +slowly perish of its excessive distinction. The guests at Marienbad +also lack that transparent thinness of the Franzensbad invalids, which +so claims sympathy: they all look "not ill but only too healthy."</p> + +<p class="normal">As the Marienbad invalids do not look like invalids, so Marienbad does +not look like a water cure. It wholly lacks that fairylike appearance +of a cure where invalidism is an elegant pastime. It is so severely +commonplace, so ordinary that one is forced to believe in its reality. +Fortunately there is some compensation in the country round about, and +when the guests look from the windows of the miserable hotel rooms, +beyond the plainness of the dusty streets to the green beautiful woods, +the most pretentious are satisfied. The Marienbad woods are so +charming, not those barbaric gloomy woods like the Bohemian forests for +example, which with their black branches grumblingly bar the way to the +sunbeams, and groan so continually that the song birds from pure terror +have all died or gone away.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the woods near Marienbad, the trees sing the whole day in +competition with the birds, and the sunbeams fall between gay, dancing, +quivering shadows, and the blue sky laughs through a thousand breaks in +the lofty, floating leafy roof.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Harfink family live in the Mühle strasse, and have a view directly +into the woods.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is half past eight in the morning. Papa Harfink, who is taking the +cure, and every morning at six o'clock stands beside the spring, has +drunk his seven glasses, taken the prescribed walk, and afterwards +breakfasted; now he has gone to be weighed. The student, his son, is +amusing himself by following a young lady who travels with many +diamonds but without a chaperon, and who is entered in the register as +a "singer." Linda is still at her toilet. Mamma Harfink is busy in the +drawing-room with a medical pamphlet. Then the maid brings her a note. +"A messenger from Traunberg brought it; he is waiting for an answer," +declared the maid.</p> + +<p class="normal">Before Mrs. Harfink had opened the letter Linda enters and asks: "We +need expect no visitor before twelve o'clock, mamma? If the Baron +chances to come, you know where I am--in the Kursaal. At twelve o'clock +I take my Turkish bath. Adieu! I shall be back at one o'clock." With +that she vanished.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Harfink had concealed the letter from her daughter. She secretly +suspects that it contains matters of which Linda need know nothing. +Scarcely has her daughter vanished when she hastily opens it. In an +uncharacteristic handwriting, occupying a great deal of paper:</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal" style="font-size:90%">"<span class="sc">My Dear Madam</span>: You have surely already learned from your daughter what +has occurred between us. That I ventured, under the circumstances which +you, madam, certainly know, to offer her my hand, seems to me now, upon +calm consideration, incomprehensible and unpardonable."</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Mamma Harfink starts. Will the Baron take back his word? What can he +mean by "under the circumstances"? Linda's unprotectedness in the great +lonely woods? Or does he, perhaps, refer to his fatal past? She +resolves to read further.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal" style="font-size:90%">"Your daughter's manner proves to me plainly that she has no suspicion +of the stain upon my honor. I have not the courage to make my +confession to her myself; do it for me, my dear madam, and kindly write +me whether Miss Linda, after she has learned all, will yet hear +anything of me, or will turn away from me. In the latter case I will go +away for some time.</p> + +<p style="text-indent:30%; font-size:90%">"With the deepest respect, your submissive</p> + +<p class="right" style="font-size:90%">"<span class="sc">Lanzberg</span>."</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"Absurd, eccentric man! He will yet spoil everything with his foolish +scruples!" cries she, then, looking at the letter once more: "Horribly +blunt, awkward style; no practised pen, but undeniably the sentiments +of a refined gentleman."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Harfink folded her hands and thought. Should she read this letter +to Linda? She had been so pleased at the prospect of Linda's +advantageous match. But the strange girl was capable of giving up this +brilliant <i>parti</i> for the sake of a trifle like this spot in Lanzberg's +past.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Harfink, in intercourse with the world very sensitive and wholly +implacable, possessed theoretically that far-reaching consideration for +any individuals attacked by scandal which has become so fashionable +among the philanthropists of the present time. She always treated all +city officials as calumniators and all accused as martyrs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, if I were only in Linda's place, I would be angry that I had so +little to pardon in him," cried she dramatically; "but Linda is so +narrow, so petty. Her intellect does not reach to the comprehension of +the eternal divine morality; she understands merely the narrow +prejudiced morality of good society, which divides sins as well as men +into 'admissible and not admissible;' to-day calmly overlooks a crime, +to-morrow screams itself hoarse over a fault which offends against its +customs."</p> + +<p class="normal">While the Harfink satisfied her philanthropic heart with this subtle, +humane eloquence, the girl stood waiting at the door. "The messenger +begs an answer," she remarked shyly. Mrs. Harfink bit her lips +impatiently. She was not capable of a decided deception, she must twist +and turn it before her conscience until it took on a quite different +aspect from the original one. Must, in a word, carry it out in such a +highly virtuous manner that she could later deny it to her conscience.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The messenger begs an answer!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Harfink seated herself at her writing-table and wrote:</p> +<br> +<div style="font-size:90%"> +<p class="normal">"<span class="sc">My Dear Lanzberg</span>: Come, if possible, at once--in any case before +twelve. Linda expects you.</p> + +<p style="text-indent:35%">"With cordial greeting, yours sincerely,</p> + +<p style="text-indent:55%">"<span class="sc">S. Harfink</span>."</p> +</div> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Two, almost three hours passed. Susanna's excitement became painful. +What should she tell Felix? The best would be to tell him that Linda +knew all. And did she not indeed know all? She had conscientiously told +her daughter of a <i>liaison</i> which had formerly been the unhappiness of +the Baron. The <i>liaison</i> was, on the whole, the principal thing, +everything else only a detail. Only chance, which did not in the +slightest accord with the whole life of the Baron before and since, and +of which respectable people hesitate to speak, and which one should not +exhume from the past in which it lay buried.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was in duty bound to conceal the affair from Linda, as one must +conceal certain things in themselves wholly innocent from children, +because their intellect, not yet matured by experience, is not capable +of rightly comprehending them.</p> + +<p class="normal">In all her circle of acquaintances, Mrs. Harfink was the only one who +knew anything definite of Lanzberg's disgrace. By chance, and through +the acquaintance of a high official of the law, she had learned the sad +facts. She thought of the envious glances with which all her friends +had followed Lanzberg's attentions to Linda. Linda had somewhat forced +the acquaintance with him. The good friends were horrified at her +boldness--at her triumph. Mrs. Harfink remembered her sister, Rhoeden; +what had she not done to marry her daughter to a coughing, bald-headed, +Wurtemburg count, a gambler, whose debts they had been forced to pay +before the marriage.</p> + +<p class="normal">Quarter of twelve struck--was Lanzberg not coming, then? In a short +time Linda would be back.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then a carriage stopped before the "Emperor of China."</p> + +<p class="normal">A minute later there was a knock at the door, and Felix Lanzberg +entered the room, pale, worn, with great uneasy, shy eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mamma Harfink reached him both hands, and merely said, "My dear +Lanzberg!" then she let him sit down.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was silent. Many times he tried to speak, but the words would not +come, and he lowered his eyes helplessly to his hat, which he held on +his knees.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last Mamma Harfink took his hat from his hand and put it away.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will stay to dinner with us?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you will permit me, madam," said he, scarcely audibly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, you over-sensitive man!" cried she, with her loud, indelicate +sympathy. How she pained him!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does Linda think that I am an over-sensitive man?" said he, almost +bitterly, and without looking at his future mother-in-law.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mamma Harfink pondered for a last time. "I do not understand how you +could doubt Linda for a moment," replied she.</p> + +<p class="normal">He scarcely heard her, and only cried hastily "Was she surprised?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear Lanzberg!" Mrs. Harfink called the Baron as often as possible +"her dear Lanzberg," in order to show him that she already included him +in her family--"a man who can oppose to his fault a counter-balance +such as your whole subsequent life is, has not only expiated his fault +but he has obliterated it." Madame Harfink very often spoke of her +husband's views, and liked to allow him to participate before the world +in her wealth of thought. If she herself could no longer cherish any +illusions about him, she nevertheless carefully concealed his nullity +from friends as well as she could in a sacred obscurity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That may all be true," cried Felix, almost violently, "but +nevertheless I cannot expect this philosophical consideration from a +young girl. Oh, my dear madam, do you not deceive yourself?"</p> + +<p class="normal">From without sounded the gay click of high heels. Linda had returned +sooner than her mamma had expected. The blood rushed to her face, she +trembled so with excitement that, thanks to her cameos, she rattled +like a rickety weather-vane in a storm. "Linda pardons you everything," +cried she, hastily. "Linda loves you, she only begs you one thing, that +you will never speak to her of your past. That would be too painful for +her!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The door opened. Linda entered, her hair in charming disorder, and her +large straw hat carelessly pushed back from her forehead. When she +perceived Felix she started slightly and joyously, then she rested her +large eyes, radiant with happiness, upon him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>A tantôt</i>, you dear people," cried Mrs. Harfink, and, gracefully +waving her hand, this courageous and philanthropic liar left the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a few seconds there was utter silence. Linda gazed in astonishment +at Felix, who stood there deathly pale and motionless, his hand resting +on the corner of the table. That the charm of her person so confused +him flattered her, it seemed to her interesting and romantic to cause +such deep heart wounds, still his manner remained enigmatical to her. +She tapped her foot in pretty impatience and coughed slightly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he looked up, his eyes full of pleading tenderness and dread. +"Linda, will you really consecrate your young, blooming life to +me?--me--a broken man who----" He paused.</p> + +<p class="normal">The situation became more dramatic, and pleased her better and better. +She came close up to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you ever permit yourself, in the presence of your betrothed, to +remember your past, and look so sad, I will run away, do you hear, and +will never know anything more of you." Her voice sounded so gentle, so +sweet, her warm little hand lay so coaxingly and confidingly on his +arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor Felix!" murmured she, looking up at him tenderly. He closed his +eyes, blinded with tears and happiness, then he took her violently in +his arms, and kissed her. Her hat slipped from her head and fell to the +floor. She laughed at it very charmingly. He released her in order to +look at her better. He was happy--he had forgotten. He drew a ring from +his finger. "It was my mother's engagement ring," he whispered, and +placed it on her finger. Then it proved that the ring was almost too +small for her. "What slender fingers you must have!" cried she, and +gazed with pride at his slender, aristocratic hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then there was a knock at the door. "Ah!" cried Linda, with a +displeasure which her <i>fiancé</i> found bewitching.</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene von Rhoeden entered, a bouquet of white flowers in his hand. +"Gardenias, Lin! Gardenias!" he cried, triumphantly. "What do you say +to this progress of Marienbad civilization? Ah, Baron--excuse me--I +really had not----" He glances from one to the other, sees the diamond +ring sparkling on Linda's hand. "What a magnificent ring you have, +Lin!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A present," replies Linda, with a pretty gesture toward Felix. "May +one accept gardenias from a relative?" she asks him, coaxingly--and +takes one from the bouquet to place in his buttonhole.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" cries Eugene, suddenly changing an acid expression into a polite +smile. "May I congratulate you, or will my congratulations not be +received?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix gives him his hand with emotion. "Congratulate me, congratulate +me," he murmurs.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not know which of you is more to be congratulated," says Eugene, +with tact and feeling.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the adjoining room is heard a selection from the Huguenots, which +breaks off in the middle, then a great, terrible howl, whereupon the +improvised Rarol, red as his cravat, bursts in and cries, "Did you +hear, Linda? That was C."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Unfortunately," says she, laughing.</p> + +<p class="normal">Raimund starts back. As he notices guests, he cries, "I will not +disturb----" and vanishes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I also will not disturb you," says Rhoeden, with indescribably +loving accent. "Adieu!" and kissing Linda's hand, whereupon he says to +Felix, "Your betrothed, my cousin," he disappears.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>VII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The music-stand in Franzensbad is torn down, the whining potpourries +have ceased, the park is deserted, legions of dry leaves whirl on the +sand, and exchange cutting remarks with the autumn wind upon the +perpetual change of every earthly thing, which short-sighted humanity +calls transitoriness.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is the 18th of October, the "certain Baron Lanzberg's" wedding-day. +The week of torture in which he could not resolve to tell the severe +Elsa of his betrothal is past, and when he at length resolved upon it, +he received only a sad glance and a silent shrug of the shoulders as +answer from her--past are the happy hours of the betrothal time--almost +past.</p> + +<p class="normal">If the intoxication, the confusion which never becomes consciousness is +happiness, then Felix was very happy in this time. Passion had numbed +everything in him which did not refer to the present or to the 18th of +October. He existed only in a feeling of longing and expectation. He +had no time to tell himself that Linda's happy coquetries proved a very +flippant conception of the serious situation--he himself had forgotten +the gravity of the situation. He did not think, he only felt and saw a +white, ever-changing face, a face which can smile in at least two +hundred ways--felt a perpetual warm excitement, felt something like an +electric shock when two soft lips touched his temples and left them +quickly like butterflies which will not be caught, when two soft hands +played round his neck.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, ft is the 18th of October, Felix Lanzberg's wedding-day.</p> + +<p class="normal">The wedding was to be solemnized at Castle Rineck, the Harfinks' new +possession, and in a white circular chapel, with small windows shaded +by ivy, and an altar-piece which was dark as the Catholic religion.</p> + +<p class="normal">The castle is crowded with guests, mostly honest manufacturers, who are +proud of their fortunes acquired by their own ability, and others also +less honest, who, after they have retired from business, wish to know +nothing more of their money-making past.</p> + +<p class="normal">Needless to say, the wedding preparations were unpleasant to the +infatuated Felix. The bride had joined in his request for a quiet +wedding, for the contact with so much industry of which a considerable +part had not yet become "finance," little pleased her; but the parents +could not let the opportunity pass without displaying their wealth to +the astonished throng.</p> + +<p class="normal">The afternoon is gray and moist. Mrs. von Harfink--for the past week, +no longer through the obligingness of her acquaintances, but through +the obligingness of a democratic ministry thus titled--Mrs. von +Harfink, then, composes a toast for her husband to deliver at the +wedding dinner. Raimund stands beside the piano--to sing while sitting +might injure his voice--and strives to render the cry of the Valkyrs in +Wagner's worthy accents; a sympathetic poodle seconds him in this +melodious occupation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Outside in the park Linda wanders alone through the damp October air. +The dead foliage lies thick on the lawn, and between the leaves shines +the grass, bright and fresh as hope which lies under all the load of +shattered joys of broken life, undisturbed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The bushes, glowing in autumnal splendor, look like huge moulting birds +who shiveringly lose their feathers. Many flower-beds are already +empty, only a couple of stiff georginias and chrysanthemums still raise +their heads proudly and solitary in the universal desolation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda is quite alone; her friends, none of whom are very dear to her, +are too zealously busied with cares of the toilet to disturb her +solitude; they are also afraid to expose their complexions to the +morning air. Linda feels no anxiety about her complexion, it is too +beautiful for that. With her loosened hair which, brown as the dead +leaves, falls over her back, and with the red cloak, in which she has +wrapped herself, she is a bright spot in the park.</p> + +<p class="center"><img src="images/page66.png" alt="She is a shy bride and not at all melancholy."><br> +She is a shy bride and not at all melancholy.</p> + +<p class="normal">She is not a shy bride, and not at all melancholy. Her eyes shine, her +lips quiver with excitement--distinguished acquaintances, foreign +entertainments of which she will be queen. In mind, she already sees +herself on the arm of one and another prince of the blood royal. She +could clap her hands with joy that to-day at six o'clock she will no +longer be called Harfink.</p> + +<p class="normal">She remains standing beside a pond where near the bank four swans, +shivering and melancholy, swim round a yellow bath-house. Then a hand +is laid lightly on her shoulder. "Felix!" whispers she with the +charming smile which she always has in readiness for her betrothed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, not Felix--only Eugene," replies a gay voice, and blond, handsome, +with clothes a trifle too modern, and a too pronounced perfume of +Ylang-ylang, her cousin and former admirer stands near her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, have you really come?" says she, joyously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why naturally," replies he. "You do not think that for the sake of a +few forlorn chamois I would stay away from your wedding?" Rhoeden has +come from Steinmark, to be the cavalier of his cousin's second +bridesmaid.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We had already begun to fear--that is, Emma was afraid," said Linda, +coquettishly. "Naturally it was indifferent to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wholly indifferent? I do not believe it," said he. His arm has slipped +down from her shoulder, he has seated himself upon a low iron garden +chair, from which, with elbows on his knees, his face between his +hands, with the boldness which she likes so well in him, he can look at +her as much as he pleases.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wholly indifferent!" she repeats, and throws a pebble between the +swans, who dip their black bills greedily in the green water.</p> + +<p class="normal">"O Lin! You naughty Lin! And nothing that concerns you is indifferent +to me!" he groans. "The Trauns did not wish to let me go from them--but +rather than not see you to-day I would have fought a duel with all the +Trauns in the world!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda has slowly approached him; flattered vanity speaks from her +shining eyes and glowing lips. He seizes her hand and draws her to him. +"Do you know, Lin, that I was once absurdly in love with you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She nods. "Yes, I know it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I? Do not ask indiscreet questions, Eugene!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But this question interests me so much," he excuses himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me, Lin, if Lanzberg had not come between us--yes, if I only, +most unfortunately, had not been born a Grau," he continues sighing, +"could I have cherished a little, very little hope?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is quite possible," says she, shrugging her shoulders, and +coquetting with him over her shoulder. "But it is better so for us +both."</p> + +<p class="normal">"For you, certainly," says he, "but I shall feel quite peculiarly +to-day when I see you with your bridal wreath, Lin! You will drive +people mad with your beauty. You are the most beautiful person whom I +have ever met in my life. Where the devil did you get your look of high +breeding?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene Rhoeden, with his gay boldness and graceful impudence, his +unconscionable aplomb, and his denial from principle of all personal +dignity, is what is called in the Vienna slang a <i>gamin</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gamin as he is, no one knows how to bewitch Linda's small nature, how +to feed her excessive vanity with such delicate bits as Eugene von +Rhoeden. He understands her, she understands him; they are fairly made +for each other, and for one moment, one very brief moment, Linda thinks +almost with repugnance of the black raven in the red field which greets +her from the Lanzberg coat-of-arms. "Eugene!" murmurs she. "Ah!" With +that she suddenly turns to an elderly maid, who comes out from among +the bushes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you looking for me, Fanny?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, miss."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am probably to try my train for the twenty-ninth time. Ah, Eugene! +There is something tiresome about a wedding-day!" then she breaks a red +chrysanthemum as she passes, throws it to him, and vanishes.</p> + +<p class="normal">About seven hours later the wedding takes place in the castle chapel, +adorned with greenhouse flowers. The blossoms tremble as if they were +cold or afraid. Their sweet, exhilarating fragrance mingles with the +odor of wax candles, and that of perfumery and cosmetics, which is +always noticeable in select assemblies. The wind creeps curiously +through the window cracks, creeps up to the altar, makes the flames of +the candles flicker, and blows cold upon the bare shoulders of the +bride and bridesmaids.</p> + +<p class="normal">The bride, loaded with the richest jewels, resembles a proud narcissus +in the morning dew. Elsa is deathly pale, even her lips are colorless. +Erwin displays the inexpressive gravity which the occasion demands of a +well-bred man. Mrs. von Harfink looks continually at the decorations, +and starts when a white rose falls from the wall. Mr. von Harfink looks +as if his collar were too tight for him. Eugene von Rhoeden, his +bridesmaid's wrap on his arm, a sceptical smile on his lips, his hand +at his mustache, his glance resting now on his uncle, now on the +priest, now on the bride, stands there, the image of a little society +philosopher of the nineteenth century, who laughs at all vanity and +cannot himself give up his own. Raimund looks like a radical who is +paying an immense tribute to prejudice, and tries to look more +distinguished than his brother-in-law.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Felix? Felix is as if paralyzed. The moment is here; his feverish +longing nears its aim--happiness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the ivy taps on the window, the wind seizes him with ice-cold +hands. Felix shudders and glances at his bride. How beautiful she is, +and--how proud. Proud? Felix Lanzberg's bride proud? It is +impossible--it cannot be. A suspicion which, however he may deny it to +his conscience, has occurred to him again and again during their whole +engagement, strikes him for the last time and becomes certain that +Linda's mother has deceived him; Linda knows nothing!</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the priest demands his "Yes!" He hesitates; hesitates so long that +Linda looks at him in surprise; two large, greenish eyes shine at him +through the filmy, white bridal veil. "Yes!" says he firmly and +shortly.</p> + +<p class="normal">A long dinner follows, a long, complicated dinner, which no one enjoys +except Papa Harfink, who studies the menu with the tenderest pleasure, +and with a small pencil marks the numbers for love of which he thinks +to extend considerably his elastic appetite.</p> + +<p class="normal">He sits between Elsa and the wife of his nephew, the Freiherr, the +elder Rhoeden, and, as he gulps down his <i>potage à la reine</i>, tells +both ladies of his new Achenbach, which cost him 4,000 gulden, which +does not seem at all dear to him; as, besides a great deal of sunset, +there are thirty-four figures in the picture--he has counted them--and +in the background something else, he does not know whether it is a +buffalo or ruins. "They almost persuaded me to buy a Daubigny, a +Frenchman, I think--a green sauce--what a sauce! I said no, thank you. +I like spinach and eggs, I said; but spinach and cows--but--and such +cows! without tails or horns--regular daubs of colors. These Frenchmen +are tricky. Really, people are cheated by them." Thus concludes Papa +Harfink, the art critic.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa only half listens to him. Her eyes wander wearily over the table +with its stiff floral decorations and its heavy silverware, "real +silver, and not plate," assures Papa Harfink.</p> + +<p class="normal">Of the men, the last generation are broad-shouldered, red-faced; a +sparse beard curls around their full cheeks, a sharp glance, on the +lookout for profit, shoots from their small eyes. The past generation +breathe loudly, pick their teeth continually, wear too tight rings on +too fat fingers, and without exception, a thick gold chain with a +diamond medallion over their stomachs.</p> + +<p class="normal">The present generation are sickly, dissipated, and have something of +the jockey and something of the valet who copies his master.</p> + +<p class="normal">The pride of the whole family is centred in Eugene von Rhoeden, the +blond good-for-nothing, who has as many debts as a cavalier, who was +educated in the Theresanium, and once had a quarrel with a watchman.</p> + +<p class="normal">Of the women, some are pretty, none are pleasing; they have all good +dressmakers; none are well dressed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The usually pale face of a "certain Baron Lanzberg" begins to flush +feverishly; without eating a mouthful he hastily swallows one glass of +wine after another.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Try this delicious salmon; permit me to help you," the charming host +turns to Elsa. She makes a desperate attempt to do justice to the +salmon. "Strange," remarks Von Harfink, "my mother used to say that +when she was young salmon was cheaper than beef, now it is very dear."</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa has laid down her fork in despair. "I am behind the times," says +she. "I still am frightened by a telegram, and always feel nervous at a +wedding." She smiles sadly, and two charming dimples appear in her +cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">Papa Harfink continues to urge her to eat. "You must taste this salmi, +Baroness," he entreats. "Monsieur Galatin, my cook, would be unhappy if +he learned that every one had not eaten some of his salmi. <i>Pâte à la +Kotschubey</i>, he calls it. Only to-day, this Galatin said to me: '<i>Ah, +Monsieur le Chevalier</i>, when I think how often Prince Kotschubey got +his stomach out of order with my salmi. The physicians said he died of +gastrosis, ah! he died of my salmi.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have a dangerous cook," says Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I understand this Kotschubey, do you know," continues Papa +Harfink. "Since I have had this cook, I really have to go to Marienbad +twice every year. And besides, he is a splendid fellow, talks politics +like a deputy. He formerly served only with the highest nobility. I +took him with the castle from Count Sylvani. A peculiar fellow--this +Galatin; will not stay away from the swans and the park. A poetic +creature; do you know, Baroness, he reads Victor Hugo and the +Medisations of Lamartine."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah really, the Medisations of Lamartine," says Elsa, smiling. Susanna +Harfink rushes to the assistance of her distressed husband. "Ha! ha! +ha!" says she, with her shrill laugh. "My husband always calls +meditations medisations--very malicious, do you not think so, but a +good joke."</p> + +<p class="normal">Papa Harfink, sadly conscious that it always means a curtain lecture +when his wife before people laughs so energetically at one of his +"jokes," of which he feels innocent, with much grace and melancholia +licks his knife on both sides.</p> + +<p class="normal">His wife looks as if she were weary of pulling the lion-skin again and +again over the long ears.</p> + +<p class="normal">The moment has arrived when he is to speak his toast. He rises +hesitatingly, the glass trembles in his hand. Fear and champagne have +made him lose the last recollection of the few words prepared by his +wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This is a great day for me--a day of pride and pain--no, that is not +it!" thoughtfully raising his hand to his upper lip. "I hope that my +brother-in-law, no, my son-in-law--Su--su--sanna!" he murmurs, +helplessly. His cheeks seem to inflate, his eyes grow smaller and more +shining, he has set down his glass, and twists his napkin like a +conscientious washerwoman. Susanna rises, she is fairly Roman. "As my +husband, overcome with emotion, cannot speak," she begins. "I will say, +this is for----" for a moment she hesitates, then for the first time in +her life, she resolutely denies her husband, emancipates herself from +the "us" with which for long years she has protected him, and says: +"This is for me a day of pain and of joy. I lose a daughter, gain a +son; may my children always find the highest happiness in each other, +and a safe retreat in their parental home."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is getting a dreadful mother-in-law, this Lanzberg," whispers +Eugene Rhoeden to his neighbor, a gay, more than audacious brunette. +"Something between a Roman matron and a quarrelsome landlady from a +bachelor boarding-house."</p> + +<p class="normal">The tasteful Raimund contributes a toast to the fusion of nobleman and +citizen. The older Rhoeden hopes that his beautiful cousin will lend a +new charm to the noble name of Lanzberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">Much similar follows.</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene, for whom this rosary of <i>parvenu</i> platitudes becomes too long, +murmurs: "Shall we not soon have paid sufficient thanks for the honor +of being allied with Baron Lanzberg?"</p> + +<p class="normal">This mocking remark was only meant for his neighbor, its bitterness was +only meant for the fawning of the Harfinks.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Felix heard it; ashy pale, with glowing eyes, half rising from +his chair, he stares at the impertinent young man. The latter says +good-naturedly and thoughtlessly: "Yes, Lanzberg, I will jeer at +myself. <i>Parole d'honneur</i>, I am a little ashamed to be quite so +delighted at receiving an honest man into the family!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Thereupon the "certain Baron Lanzberg" lowers his eyes to the +table-cloth, and remains silent.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>VIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Three years have passed since Linda left her father's house, and was no +longer condemned to be called Harfink--three years and seven months.</p> + +<p class="normal">The trees have only recently lost their snowy blossoms; all are wrapped +in soft young green, the whole earth seems bathed in new hope. It is a +day in which death and misfortune seem like ghost stories, invented by +old women--no one believes them. The birds twitter joyously, and +without all is fragrance, sunshine and flowers. Fragrance and sunshine +fill the room where Elsa sits, her youngest child in her lap.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa looks youthful and girlish, quite as much so as at the time when +we first made her acquaintance. The same heavy brown hair, as if +sprinkled with gold, clusters at her temples, and her eyes still shine +with the old dreamy light of happiness, but her cheeks are thinner, her +figure frail and thin.</p> + +<p class="normal">The existence of the little creature in her lap has deprived her of so +much health. She has not yet recovered since baby's birth, and has not +had time to think of her health, for baby was a sickly child, and great +skill was required to bind the little soul, which seemed so anxious to +fly back to heaven, to this earth. Day and night, in spite of her own +delicateness, Elsa has nursed and cared for the child, holding her +tender mother-hand protectingly before the little light which every +breath of air threatened to extinguish.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin, who usually had such influence with her, this time could not +induce her to spare her weakened strength.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now the little girl is a year old, and laughs and smiles at her mother +gayly, and the physician said recently, "You may be proud of the child, +Baroness. How you have raised her, God only knows. All doctors can +learn from a mother. But now think of yourself a little."</p> + +<p class="normal">And the physician shook his head as he looked at the young woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, the air is full of perfume and sunshine, but, in the midst of the +charming spring life, Elsa looks like a frail white flower.</p> + +<p class="normal">She has bathed baby, put on her little embroidered shirt, and wrapped +her in a flannel slumber-robe, and now, with a fine towel, wipes the +last drops from the tender pink little feet, and the little neck on +which the water drops down from the small golden head. The nurse is +meanwhile busy removing the bathing utensils, while Litzi, who is now a +big girl, wearing long stockings, stands near her little sister and +holding perfectly still, allows her long hair to be pulled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fie, you wild little thing, you will hurt her!" cries Elsa at last, as +baby pulls harder and harder, and winds her tiny fist in Litzi's hair.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then baby throws her head back, shows her four teeth, laughs with all +her little body, and finally leans her cheek sleepily against mamma's +shoulder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go down-stairs, my Litzi, go to Miss Sidney; baby wishes to go to +sleep," whispers Elsa to her big daughter, whereupon Litzi goes away on +tip-toes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dreamily humming a lullaby, Elsa cradles the child in her arms, and +then lays it down in its pretty white bed. But when she thinks it +asleep, it opens its blue eyes, and stretching out its arms, murmurs +something which, with a vivid imagination, one can declare to be +"Papa."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you hear him come sooner than I, baby?" says Elsa, while Garzin, +sitting on the edge of the bed, strokes the child's head until she +closes her eyes. There she lies, her hair full of golden lights, the +unusually long, black lashes resting on the round cheeks, lengthened by +their own shadow, the full little mouth half open, like the calyx of a +red flower, one fat little arm thrown up over its head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is pretty, my little one, is she not?" says Elsa proudly, as she +sees the quiet smile with which her husband watches the child. "And the +doctor thinks I need have no more anxiety about her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, the little rogue is healthy enough," says Erwin, sighing, as he +softly leaves the nursery with Elsa. "I wish I could say the same of +her mamma. Poor Elsa, how thin you are."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do I not please you any longer?" she replies, half laughing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are not very sensible!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Probably not," replies she seriously. "With such old married people as +we are, there can be no more talk of 'pleasing.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you think so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if I should have small-pox, would it make any difference to you?" +she asks him, looking at him curiously; the noblest woman is not +ashamed to be loved a little because of her beauty.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly," he replies, "I should love you just as much as before, but +I would be bitterly sorry for your pretty face." Jestingly he passes +his finger over her cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">They go into the garden; all is gay as if for a feast, the whole earth +with her blooming mixture of white, blue and violet elder, golden rain +and red acacias--a gay, shimmering picture under an endless blue sky. +Everything lives and breathes. The birds twitter, the insects hum, +every blade of grass seems to have a voice, and join in the great +triumphal chorus of the newly-risen nature.</p> + +<p class="normal">There is a rustling, a murmuring, a whispering, a nodding, a quiver of +life and pleasure, and in the enchanting music suddenly mingles a soft +crackling, the crackling of dead leaves, which play at the foot of the +trees.</p> + +<p class="normal">Garzin has led his wife to a bench, over which an elder tree bends its +branches of bushy white blossoms. Elsa gazes before her at the lovely +nature, the mixture of luxuriant green and gay blossoms, of short black +shadows amid dazzling light.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How young the earth looks," says she dreamily.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin draws her to him. I do not know whether he loves her even more +now when she is pale and ill; at any rate he is more conscious of his +feeling for her, and treats her more tenderly, is more thoughtful of +her, and she leans on him like a sick child. Her whole being has become +softer, less independent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I received a letter from Felix to-day," says Garzin after a pause.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" murmurs Elsa somewhat bitterly. "Does he write for money again?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I am to raise some money for him," says Erwin looking troubled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has a fine property, but that cannot last," he remarks +thoughtfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If it makes him happy," Elsa shrugs her shoulders, and her voice +sounds harsh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hm! To ruin one's self is at the time a very pleasant occupation, but +to be ruined--a very unpleasant condition, especially with a wife like +Linda. I do not believe that Felix will be willing to live on the +income of his wealthy wife."</p> + +<p class="normal">During this remark Elsa continues silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you believe that Felix is happy?" Erwin continues; "his letters +give a desperately depressed impression. Did you ever hear a really +happy man assure one in every letter: 'I am very happy'--'Everything +goes well with us'--'I am very contented.' Happy people are silent +about their happiness."</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa lowers her head, and remembers that in the first years of her +marriage she had never written anything to her brother but: "I cannot +express how I feel!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"As I know him," continues Erwin, "his present frequent contact with +the world must be a continual torment."'</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa frowns and grows very pale. "I do not understand Linda!" she +cries. "How can she under--under the circumstances rush into society? I +no longer try to understand Felix. Hm!--he is weak--could never refuse +a woman anything; if one had asked him for his hand, he would have let +it be cut off for her. As far as I am concerned he can give her his +hand--but--but----"</p> + +<p class="normal">A strange fire glows in Elsa's eyes, her face takes on a rigid +expression and she grows stiff and clutches both elbows convulsively.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor devil!" murmurs Erwin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You pity him for my sake!" cries Elsa, bitterly. "It is not necessary. +I know that you think his conduct unanswerable--that you must think so. +He has forfeited all the sympathy which his blameless conduct for years +had won. I will never forget the tone in which Marie Dey said to me +last spring, when she returned from Rome: 'I have often met your +sister-in-law; she goes a great deal into society--one sees her +everywhere. Your brother does not seem to find as much pleasure in +society as his wife!' And Marie was always a friend to Felix. I know +that in Parisian society Felix is called '<i>le revenant</i>,' for which +name he has naturally to thank some kind Austrian. Evidently the whole +story, which was forgotten, has been warmed up again."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The world is very malicious," says Erwin, evasively.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly! But after one has passed sixteen years, one knows it, and +guards one's self!" cries Elsa, and adds with a bitter smile: "I +suppose he is a great philosopher and thinks nothing of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Elsa! Elsa!" admonished Erwin.</p> + +<p class="normal">She shook her head. "See!" said she, dully, "to spare Felix a +humiliation, I would give my life, but now I cannot think of him +without anger. Heavens, when I think of his return I tremble! I know he +will be very badly received, and as his wife's whole existence turns +upon being received----"</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin bites his lips. "Felix writes me that his wife plans to return in +the latter part of June or the first of July. He will come to Traunberg +with his little son somewhat sooner."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He will return?" murmurs Elsa, slowly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, he must sooner or later."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly!" cries Elsa, with a shudder. "Erwin, what will strangers +think of his return, if I myself am not able to rejoice?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Strangers do not take the situation so tragically," says Erwin, +hastily and precipitately, looking away.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, to be sure!" sighs Elsa. "It is of no consequence to strangers +whether he has acted without any tact, yes, unresponsibly. To think +evil of one who is far from one is a pleasure to malicious people, and +to the best is simply indifferent. But to be forced to think evil of +one whom one loves is the most painful thing in the world."</p> + +<p class="normal">For a moment she is silent. "If Felix insists upon coming," she then +continues, "I will do my utmost to make life endurable for him and his +wife. I cannot persuade him to return."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>IX.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">About a week after the conversation between Erwin and Elsa, recorded in +the last chapter, a bowed man appeared in Steinbach whom at first Elsa +did not recognize, but into whose arms she fell with a cry when he +stretched out two trembling hands to her with a sad smile. She had +forgotten his unsuitable behavior; every bitter word which she had +pronounced against him fell heavily on her heart; she no longer felt +anything for him but boundless, compassionate love. The sight of him +shocked her, his hair had grown gray, his voice hoarse. An anxious +habit of raising his shoulders, and pressing his elbows against his +ribs, that shy manner of poor tutors and other despised individuals, +who seem to strive to make themselves as small as possible, to deprive +others of as little room as they can--lent his figure a sickly, +narrow-chested look. He spoke a great deal, with forced fluency, often +repeating himself. He whom for so long Elsa had at most only heard +laugh fondly at Litzi's little wise sayings, now laughed continually, +loudly and harshly at the slightest provocation, whereupon the wrinkles +grew deeper in his face, the shadows under his eyes darker. Often after +such an outburst of nervous hilarity, his face suddenly grew flabby, as +if wearied by too great exertion, and for a moment displayed the stony +features, the rigid pain of one who has died a hard death.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had travelled in advance of his wife, who was staying with friends +at the Italian lakes, in order to prepare everything for her reception. +He talked a great deal about his son, whom he could not bring to Elsa +because the day was cold, and the little fellow was somewhat hoarse. +All the little habits of the child, his manner of pronouncing words, he +told his patiently listening sister.</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice sounded sadder than ever when he spoke of the child, and from +time to time he sighed, "Poor boy, poor boy!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What he must have suffered!" sobbed Elsa, when she was alone again +with Erwin. "What he must have suffered!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, what he had suffered! Not even those who saw the evident traces of +suffering in this thin, gray, feverish man, could imagine the greatness +of his misery, could judge the darkness of his soul which his +intercourse with the world had caused.</p> + +<p class="normal">Immediately after the intoxication of the honeymoon, even during the +wedding trip, which at Linda's wish they had made to Egypt, when he +began to learn to know his wife, he came to the sad conviction that the +most trivial acquaintance would have offered him as much distraction as +this marriage. Pretty, coquettish, graceful, seductive. Linda was all +these, but she had absolutely no mind. Like all narrow women without +intelligence she became, after continued acquaintance, tiresome.</p> + +<p class="normal">Incessantly occupied with the ambition to appear a true aristocrat, in +whom one could not perceive the <i>parvenue</i>, she had no room for other +thoughts. Her joy at being now a "Lanzberg" was fairly naïve. He really +could not be angry with her when she displayed her little vanities to +him. She wished to flatter him. He looked at her compassionately at +such times and turned away his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">From Cairo she had dragged him to Paris. There, at first, they had led +an irregular, stranger life, with half-packed trunks in the Grand +Hotel, went to the theatre and drove in the Bois de Boulogne. Linda for +a while was satisfied with the acquaintances which she made in the +hotel reading-room, at the skating-rink, etc. Felix always avoided a +<i>table a'hôte</i>, which Linda, even if the <i>tête-à-tête</i> meals were at +times a bore to her, never opposed, as an elegant custom.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she was one day accidentally asked by one of her friends whether +she should attend the last <i>soirée</i> of the Austrian ambassador. A pang +went through Linda's heart. She enveloped her denial of the simple +question in a confusion of excuses and explanations--she had only +recently married, she had not yet thought of paying visits. Scarcely +was she alone with Felix when she asked him if he knew the ambassador.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, Felix knew him, but had not seen him for years. Naturally Linda +ascribed his evident objection to visiting His Excellency to the +shyness which his <i>mésalliance</i> caused in him. A scene followed, tears, +cutting remarks--headache.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next morning, Felix stood mournfully before one of +Froment-Meurice's windows and asked himself whether he should not buy +his wife a diamond cluster of wheat to calm her anger, when some one +seized his arm and cried, "Why, how are you, Felix?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix turned, discovered an old friend, who, many years younger, had +served a degree lower in the same regiment with him at that time.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now the friend was attaché at the embassy, and a favorite with the +Parisian ladies, a gay, hot-blooded comrade for whom some one had found +the nickname, "Scirocco." "How are you, Felix?" he cried a second time, +offering his former comrade his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix started. No one in all Austria knew his story better than this +very Scirocco, and Scirocco offered him his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you, Rudi," he murmured softly. "It is very good in you to still +remember me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Poor Scirocco grew very hot and uncomfortable. Lovable and impulsive, +he had spoken to Felix without thinking for a moment how hard it is to +associate with "such a man." Felix looked so miserable, so depressed +that Scirocco would have told all the lies which might occur to him to +talk him out of his sadness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was going to run after you in the Bois the other day," he went on, +"but you were walking with your wife, and I did not wish to intrude. +<i>Sapristi!</i> How long have you been married? Here in foreign parts one +loses all Austrian news. Your wife is a sensational beauty. Do not take +it amiss that I do not even know who she is. I absolutely do not +remember to have seen any one who could remind me of this fairy-like +apparition a few years ago in short clothes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You certainly never knew her," replied Felix. "She is the daughter of +a Viennese manufacturer--Harfink."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" Somewhat robbed of his self-possession Scirocco, hastily leading +the conversation from an unpleasant subject, stumbles upon yet more +dangerous topics. "Do you live in jealous honeymoon solitude, do you +not go out at all?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix looks pleadingly at him. "You know that I cannot go out," he +murmurs.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Scirocco hurries over that--he will not understand. "Nonsense!" he +cries. "People are wiser here than with us at home. Mind and beauty +count for as much as nobility." Poor Scirocco, he was never guilty of a +more trivial platitude. "You must take your wife to the X's," he +continued.</p> + +<p class="normal">X was the ambassador at that time. "Never!" said Felix, violently. They +had reached the Grand Hotel now.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When may I call upon your wife?" asked Scirocco.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix had averted his face from his former friend. "When you wish, +Rudi," he murmured, then, suddenly turning towards him, "God reward you +for your kindness, but do not force yourself."</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco saw that tears rolled over the cheeks of the "certain +Lanzberg."</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco did not philosophize over the weakness of his former comrade, +he was far too deeply shocked. The result of his great cordiality to +Felix was an uneasy conscience, the feeling that with the best +intentions he had acted with a want of tact, and the need of inflicting +punishment upon some one for Felix's tears. "Poor Felix! such a +splendid fellow!" he murmured to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco, whom we must introduce to our readers by his name Count +Sempaly, was noted for his good-natured precipitation and thoughtless +generosity, by which he was often subsequently forced pitilessly to +harshness which would be spared a less lovable but more prudent man.</p> + +<p class="normal">For instance, at one time there was the American Smythe, who had been +guilty of a breach of etiquette in a Parisian circle at cards, and whom +society had avoided, without harshness, with the assurance that he had +assuredly been only stupid. They bowed to him on the street, they +invited him to large entertainments, but they hoped that he would not +accept the invitations; they cut him dead when he accepted them.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then there was the Marquis de Coup de Foudre, who was accused of +cheating on the race-track, and who, from indignation--hm!--retired +from the track. He was not wholly given up, but every one would only +see him as far off as his neighbor did, in the beautiful bond of mutual +responsibility which holds society together.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then finally there was Lady Jane Nevermore, who had permitted herself +several little irregularities with her husband, and who now, divorced, +with a grown daughter, rendered Paris and Nice uneasy.</p> + +<p class="normal">How he had defended these people, with what deep respect, with what +sympathy he had spoken of them--showed himself with them on public +occasions, made good all their lack of tact (people in an uncertain +social position always develop a particular genius for this). He lent +them more of his shadow than the devoted Bendel lent his master, Peter +Schemil, procured the widest social credit for them.</p> + +<p class="normal">He made a legion of enemies, but the clouds which rested on Lady Jane, +Coup de Foudre and Smythe--their names here stand for many--rested on +him. People said at last that he must have his reasons for defending +these people. Weary, angry, he then suddenly withdrew from his +<i>protégés</i>, whom by this he injured much more than he had benefited, +and who now could, without opposition, proclaim their social +bankruptcy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Like many foolhardy heroes, at the last moment he was forced to beat a +shameful retreat, when a perfectly respectable withdrawal would have +been possible before.</p> + +<p class="normal">But with however a wounded heart he might return from his campaign +against public opinion, he always ventured into battle again.</p> + +<p class="normal">After this philosophical interlude, we would perhaps do better to +return to Scirocco, who is meanwhile breakfasting in the "Café Riche."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was not hungry--he pondered. Lanzberg's fall did not in the least +remind one of Smythe's, Coup de Foudre's, or Lady Jane's. In regard to +these people, to a certain extent, prejudice had been justified, as if +prejudice is not always to a certain extent justified!</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco's pondering ended in the resolution to launch Lanzberg in +Parisian society as one launches an unpopular <i>débutante</i> of the +theatre.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next day he called upon Linda, and the day after Count X---- paid +his visit.</p> + +<p class="normal">How high she held her head among her acquaintances of the reading-room +and skating-rink: "X----, an old friend of my husband," etc., etc.</p> + +<p class="normal">She took an apartment in the Avenue de l'Imperatrice, an apartment with +a large cold <i>salon</i> which was distinguished by gilded mouldings and +white walls, pink doors, conventional chairs, and sky-blue satin +upholstering. Linda very soon understood that this dazzling elegance, +which at first had blinded her inexperienced eyes, was intolerably +"<i>dentiste</i>," as they say on the Boulevard.</p> + +<p class="normal">She surrounded herself with old brocades, with modern bronzes, with +Smyrna rugs--an irregular confusion of picturesque treasures whose +unsuitableness justified the temporary look of the whole establishment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco helped her in everything. He found out auction sales in the +Hôtel Drouot for her, stood for half the afternoon on an old Flemish +chair, to drive a nail with his own hands in the wall for her to hang a +Diaz or a Corot upon--procured all the invitations for her which she +wished--in short, was unweariedly obliging, and, <i>nota bene</i>, he only +paid her enough attention to make her the fashion.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was clever enough to take with him the good-natured, brusque tone +of a woman who may permit herself little liberties because she is sure +of her heart and of the respect of the man with whom she associates.</p> + +<p class="normal">She lived in the seventh heaven. To drive every day, leave orders with +Worth and Fanet, not to dine at home a single day, to attend two balls +and three routs in one night, never to have a moment for reflection, to +be always out of breath with pleasure, and besides this, to be +surrounded by a crowd of young men with distinguished attractions and +fine names, animated by the consciousness that for her sake an attaché, +in despair over her virtuous harshness, had had himself transferred to +Persia--oh! in her romantic boarding-school dreams she had never +suspected such a lovely life.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Felix.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco had proposed him in the most exclusive club. Felix had not +resisted this, and came seldom to the club. He could not avoid playing +little games of <i>écarté</i>. He won. His opponent doubled, increased +tenfold the stakes--Felix continued to win. The sweat stood on his +brow; he was deathly pale. "Do not play with me--I always win--it is a +curse!" he cried suddenly, throwing down the cards and completely +losing his self-control.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco grew embarrassed and nervously bit his nails. "If he had +anything to reproach himself with!" he thought to himself. "But that is +absolutely not the case, absolutely not!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The others who did not know Baron Lanzberg's history only laughingly +called him "<i>un drôle de corps!</i>"</p> + +<p class="normal">The story went that Felix Lanzberg had once lost his mind from an +unfortunate love-affair, and had spent two years in an insane asylum. +Scirocco had probably invented this rumor and set it in motion to take +away room for other rumors.</p> + +<p class="normal">Except Scirocco and Count X, none of the Austrians in Paris at that +time knew the true state of affairs. A single one had a suspicion, +wrote to Vienna to inform himself, and received for answer--this and +that. But this one was a <i>parvenu</i>, and when he wished to spread his +news the others listened to him with mocking smiles, shrugged their +shoulders arrogantly, and condemned the communication so harshly that +he never again referred to it. He noticed that it was considered the +thing to believe in Lanzberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix grew daily more unsociable, and liked to go to places only where +he was sure of meeting no one whom he knew, no people of society. He +took long trips on the steamboats, passed the afternoon in the quiet +peace of the gardens, sometimes stood for a quarter of an hour gloomily +before a half-decomposed corpse in the morgue, or wandered through the +quiet rooms of the Louvre, which are so persistently avoided by certain +Parisians.</p> + +<p class="normal">Formerly knowing as little of art as any other Austrian Uhlan officer, +he now daily found greater pleasure in the pictures.</p> + +<p class="normal">His natural taste for glaring coloring, <i>décolleté</i> cigarette beauties, +humorous or sentimental <i>genre</i> pictures disappeared. The soft +harmonies of the old masterpieces had a strangely soothing effect upon +his sick nerves.</p> + +<p class="normal">With slow, dragging steps, his eyes dreamily wandering from one picture +to another, he sauntered through the long rooms.</p> + +<p class="normal">The gallery officials soon knew him, and with French talkativeness +often spoke to him of the weather or politics.</p> + +<p class="normal">He never became a critic, but he had his favorites. For instance, he +felt a quite inexplicable preference for Greuze, the Guido Reni of the +eighteenth century, of whom one might think that he had mixed his +colors of tears, moonbeams, and the dust of withered flowers, and +instead of Beatrice Cenci had painted a "Cruche Cassé." Every day he +stood for a while before the "Cruche Cassé" and murmured "Poor child!"</p> + +<p class="normal">In one of the galleries there was the gloomy portrait of a woman from +the hand of the Jansenist, Philippe von Champaigne, pale with dark, +mournful eyes; in the carriage of the emaciated frame the weary +rigidity of vanquished pain. Everything in the appearance was so dead +and ethereal that one almost fancied one could see the flesh dying +around the soul. Felix stood before this picture every day.</p> + +<p class="normal">He loved the Samaritan and the Christ on the road to +Emmaus--masterpieces in which the sublime mystery of the Rembrandt +colors glorifies the harsh reality. He could not gaze often enough at +the mysterious eyes of the Christ, the eyes in which compassion is as +large as the world, the eyes which pardon all, and yet ever sad, +despairing, seek the means of salvation for sinful creation.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the picture which beyond all attracted and repelled him, which +he loved and which yet terrified him, was Watteau's Pierot, pale, +ghost-like, with glassy eyes in a rigid face; it looks down from the +wall of the Salle Lacaze. To-day he has gone to a mask-ball to distract +himself, and his weary eyes ask in disappointment, "Is that all?" +To-morrow he lies perhaps in the morgue, and his glassy eyes gaze with +the same look at the solved riddle of eternity, as yesterday, at the +hollow show--the same gaze which asks, "Is that all?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix almost daily passed a couple of hours in the Louvre. "<i>Bonjour!</i>" +a diligent little artist cried to him here and there, some little +person whom perhaps he had given some small assistance, and who greeted +him as an habitué. Except for this all was silence. No one speaks in +the Louvre; one only whispers.</p> + +<p class="normal">A hollow mutter and murmur woven of a thousand soft echoes pervade the +old rooms in their vast monotony like the faint echo of the great +tumult of the world, or like the murmur of the eternal stream of time.</p> + +<p class="normal">A year later, in a pretty country-house in Ville d'Avray, where they +had passed the summer, a little son was laid in Felix's arms. The tiny +creature, wrapped in white lawn, grew indistinct before his eyes; he +scarcely saw it, only felt something warm, living, between his hands, +something the touch of which caused him a wholly new, tender sensation, +and lightly and carefully he kissed his son's little rosy face.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then remembrance smote his heart, a convulsive sob overcame him, and in +a broken voice he murmured, "Poor child! poor child!"</p> + +<p class="normal">From Ville d'Avray Linda dragged Felix to Biarritz, then to Rome, where +they passed three winters. These were still worse than the winter in +Paris. Rome is the city of social consideration, a kind of free city +for dubious characters. Felix's martyr nimbus had vanished through his +intercourse with society in Paris. Scirocco who had been removed to +Rome, was vexed with Linda for following him. Her manner of chaining +herself to his protection irritated him, but he still assisted her +social advancement where he could.</p> + +<p class="normal">The other Austrians were not exactly unfriendly to Felix, but cold and +distant. On their faces could be read, "We are surprised that you show +yourself," or even, "We will not turn our backs upon you--we are in +Rome."</p> + +<p class="normal">With the certain feeling of kinship which characterizes the Austrian +nobility, they, to be sure, never spoke of his affairs with a stranger, +but so much the more among each other.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last Rome was tired of, and even London, where Linda spent a +season and enjoyed her greatest triumph. But one place remained to +try--Traunberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a cool, unpleasant evening when Felix returned to Traunberg from +his short visit in Steinbach. Gray and white strangely scattered clouds +rose along the horizon, the lindens shivered, and threw long pale +shadows over the smoothly-shaven lawn and the yellow gravel. The sun +hung on the horizon almost without light, behind a pale mist like a +half-faded spot of blood.</p> + +<p class="normal">Life had never been as hard to bear for a "certain Baron Lanzberg" as +on this evening. Slowly he wandered through the large, gloomy rooms of +the castle, in which the cold air was as close and mouldy as in a +cloister, and where every step seemed to charm a remembrance from the +floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">He saw Elsa, tall, somewhat pale, with the charming awkwardness of her +fourteen years, hurry to meet him, shy before her handsome, brilliant +brother who, a week before, had won a race--her brother of whom she was +so proud. He saw his father, as he smiled joyfully at him, and pulling +his ear, cried: "Do you amuse yourself, my boy? Do you amuse yourself? +Have you debts? Out with it--not many? Always tell me what you need; I +no longer know what circumstances require. You are my golden boy, you +are your old father's joy!" He remembered the expression with which the +Freiherr had surveyed him, a glance in which a kind of exaggerated +paternal pride was glorified by the deepest love, and the gesture with +which he had merrily cried to the old family portraits, "Are you +satisfied with my boy?"</p> + +<p class="normal">His memory did not spare poor Felix a word.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had passed through one after another of the large rooms. In some of +them stood great piles of furniture which Linda had sent here.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly he found himself before a picture which hung in a dark corner, +concealed by a curtain, in his father's former room. Hastily he drew +back the curtain, then he clutched his temples and turned away from the +painting with the short, dull groan of a dying animal. What had he +seen? The portrait of an unusually handsome, merry, good-tempered young +officer, who smiled at him through the twilight. Felix hurried away.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the lofty, arched corridor, the echo doubled the sound of his +footsteps. It seemed to him as if that gay comrade had stepped down +from the frame, and now, relating old stories, wandered at his side. +The sweat of terror was on his brow. He met a servant, and hastily +commanded him to remove the picture from the green corner room. His +voice was always sharp when he spoke to servants, and yet he was the +best, most generous master in the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">He entered his child's room. The French <i>bonne</i> laid her finger on her +lips to signify to him that the child slept. He bent over the little +creature, who, with one little arm under his cheek, with the other +clasping a gay gilded doll to him, lay in the embroidered pillows.</p> + +<p class="normal">Without, the lindens, sighing compassionately, shook their great black +heads, the tower clock, indifferent as time which it serves, played its +old piece in a flat tone, hesitating and pausing--a minuet to which the +grandparents had courtesied and bowed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix listened, listened, like an old man who suddenly hears once more +the cradle song with which he used to be lulled to sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">It overcame him. He bent down deeper over his little son, and murmured +softly, "Poor child, poor child!" And the words woke the child, he +opened his large eyes and lisped, unabashed, "Why, poor child? Is Gery +sick?"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>X.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"Elsa, dear Elsa, this is lovely in you! What an surprise! I only know +you from my husband's accounts, and from my wedding-day, but I shall +love you frightfully, that I feel already."</p> + +<p class="normal">Crying out these words, Linda had jumped out of the carriage with which +Felix had met her at the railway station, and greeted Elsa, who, at her +brother's wish, had come to Traunberg to welcome the young wife to her +new home. Then leaving Elsa, Linda let her eyes wander over the façade +of the castle. "<i>Charmant! magnifique!</i>" she cried. "A portal like a +church, gray walls, cracked window-sills, balconies and volutings, +small-paned old cloister windows! I am charmed, Felix--charmed! <i>C'est +tout a fait seigneurial!</i> If you knew, Elsa, how tired I am of modern +villas, stucco and plate glass. Ah, you poor, little creature! I had +half forgotten you;" with this Linda bends down to her son, who had +first stamped his little feet with joy and excitement at his mother's +arrival, but then, ever more and more abashed by the flow of words +which had carelessly been uttered over his head, with his finger in his +mouth, now seemed to take a mournful pleasure in crying.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have all children a habit of sticking their fingers in their mouths, +or is it an invention of my young hopeful?" asks Linda, after she has +hastily kissed and caressed the child. "He will be pretty, the little +brat. It is a pity that his hair will not grow. When he had typhoid +fever or measles--what was it, Felix?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Scarlet fever," he replied, tenderly raising the tiny man in his arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, scarlet fever; we had to cut his hair, and since then it has +never grown long."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think you can be satisfied with him as he is," says Elsa, looking +approvingly at the handsome child.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, he is a nice little thing," admits Linda; "he has splendid eyes, +the true Lanzberg eyes. Oh, I am so glad that he resembles Felix."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, his beauty would not have suffered if he had resembled you," +replies Elsa, with an admiring glance at her sister-in-law.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda's physique has developed splendidly. The discontented expression +which formerly disfigured her face has vanished, has given place to a +bewitching smile and brilliant glance. Negligence and grace are united +in her carriage. She displays the gayety and cordiality of a person who +is satisfied with herself. Laying her arm caressingly around Elsa's +waist, she whispers: "So you really do not find me too homely for a +Lanzberg; one would not guess from my looks where I come from, eh?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where you come from?--from the world of society--that certainly," says +Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bah! From an iron foundry!" cries Linda, laughing.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa glances once more at the picturesque distinction of the slender +figure near her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," says she, decidedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Indeed Linda does not look like the daughter of a self-made +manufacturer; rather like a Parisian actress with a talent for +aristocratic rôles.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And now you must show me everything in my new domain, Elsa, +everything," cries the young woman, and Elsa says, "Are you not tired, +will you not first have a cup of tea?" Then Linda says animatedly, "No, +no, I must first see everything, everything!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix has disappeared with his little darling. Elsa leads her +sister-in-law through the rooms of the ground floor and first story, +shows her the elegantly furnished rooms which Elsa has herself helped +arrange for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, you poor Elsa, how you have tormented yourself for me!" cries +Linda, and finds everything splendid and charming, with the affability +of a newly married queen who, entering her kingdom, wishes to make +herself popular.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There! I will reserve the attic rooms. I begin to feel the dust of +travel. It is now much too late to take tea; as soon as I have changed +my clothes, I will join you in the drawing-room. I do not yet know the +way to my room--oh, yes--that is the room for my maid---<i>parfait, +parfait--au revoir</i>, my dear heart!" And before she leaves her, Linda +presses another kiss upon Elsa's cheek.</p> + +<p class="normal">On her way to the drawing-room, Elsa heard a little voice prattling and +laughing behind one of the tall doors which open on the corridor. "May +I come in?" she asked, and without waiting for an answer, she entered +the room where Felix, his child on his knee, sat in an arm-chair and +held a sugar-plum high in the air, while the child climbed up on him, +half laughing, half vexed at his vain attempt to overcome his father's +teasing resistance. Both were so absorbed in their occupation that they +did not notice Elsa's entrance. She gazed at the pretty group with +emotion--the gray-haired man, the blond child, until finally Felix +surrendered the sugar-plum, and the child ate it with a very important +air, smacking his lips, and with contortions of the face by which he +seemed to show the ambitious desire of resembling as much as possible +his little friend the monkey in the London Zoo.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Elsa laid her hand lovingly on her brother's shoulder. "Oh, how +you play with the child," said she.</p> + +<p class="normal">He raised his face to her, the pale face with the sunken eyes and +hollow cheeks, in which everything was old but pain, which appeared +fresh and young every morning, and said hastily: "I must love him +doubly now. Who knows whether later he will have anything to do with +me?"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"I could not resolve to dress; to appear at dinner in a <i>peignoir</i> is a +fault which is pardoned in convalescents, and after twenty-four hours +of railway travel, I feel at least like a convalescent. Ah, how pretty +it is here!"</p> + +<p class="normal">So cried Linda, entering the drawing-room where Felix and Elsa awaited +her, a half hour later.</p> + +<p class="normal">What she called a <i>peignoir</i> was a confusion of yellowish lace and +India muslin with elbow sleeves and the unavoidable Watteau plait in +the back.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her soft hair hung loose over her shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have a headache, and cannot bear a comb, and as we are <i>entre +nous</i>----" she excused herself smilingly at Elsa's astonished glance, +as she pushed back the heavy waves from temples and neck. Her gestures +were full of seductive grace, and her whole form was pervaded with a +moist, sweet perfume which reminded one of a summer morning after a +storm, and which exhales from a woman who has just taken a perfumed +bath. In her whole appearance lay something which excited Elsa's nerves +without her being able to explain it--which wounded her feelings of +delicacy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda suspected nothing of the impression which she made. "It is pretty +here," she repeated, with a lazy glance of satisfaction around the +room--"I thank you so much, Elsa! One sees everywhere that a woman's +tact has superintended the furnishing--a workman never produces such an +impression. Everything looks so cosey, so irregular. How happy I am to +be home at last!" and Linda took her sister-in-law's slender, sallow +hand in her white, rosy-tipped one, and kissed it with childish +exaggeration.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is already here besides the Deys?" she asked then. "Before next +week I must really think of paying calls."</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa was spared an answer by the quick rolling of a carriage. Springing +up she cried--whether her emotion betrayed merely a severe feeling of +propriety, and did not also display an unconscious premonition of +jealousy I cannot say--"Linda, it is Erwin who has come for me. Put up +your hair; it would be unpleasant for you to meet a strange man so!"</p> + +<p class="normal">With a peculiar expression in glance and smile, Linda fulfilled her +sister-in-law's wish. Elsa quickly helped her to twist up her hair, and +thereby breathed the peculiar perfume which Baroness Lanzberg used.</p> + +<p class="normal">She will think of this perfume in many terrible hours which fate has in +store for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">With both hands at her neck, her beautiful figure clearly outlined, her +white arms exposed to the elbow by the falling back sleeves, Linda is +just fastening a pin in her improvised <i>coiffure</i>, when Erwin enters +the drawing-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did not think that you would take the trouble to come over here," +stammers Linda, childishly, shyly offering him her hand, "or else you +should have found me in more correct toilet."</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa starts. Instead of answering, Erwin has kissed the warm white hand +of his sister-in-law.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Garzins remained to dinner in Traunberg. Linda would not hear of +their return to Steinbach, she was so happy at last to have an +opportunity of learning to know her relations better. She asked advice +and indulgence so childishly, was so gay, so amusing, so charming, that +Elsa's antipathy to her increased and Erwin's rapidly lessened. Soon he +fell into the tone of indifferent gallantry with her which in society +almost every man takes with every woman who does not inspire a direct +repugnance in him.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Elsa, inexperienced as she was, did not know this tone, did not +know that one can listen with an expression of the most intense +interest to a woman without having the slightest idea half an hour +later of what she had said; that one pays her the little flatteries for +which she hungers as one picks up her handkerchief--from polite habit; +that for the time which one devotes to her, one is obliged, if not +absolutely to forget the charms of all other women, still in no case to +remind her of them.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda behaved very cleverly with her brother-in-law, displayed a naïve +wish to please him--no forward coquetry. She knew that naturalness, +lack of reserve in a really pretty woman is always the most dangerous +charm--she was refinedly natural. She told the drollest Parisian +stories, made the drollest faces without the slightest regard for her +symmetrical features; she made use of a momentary absence of the +servants to throw a bread-ball in Felix's face with all the skill of a +full-blooded street-boy, and as Felix frowned and Erwin could not +conceal a slight astonishment, she excused herself so penitently, told +with so much emphasis of how Marie Antoinette in her time had bombarded +Louis XVI. with bread balls in Trianon, that Erwin was the first to +console her, while there was something in his conventional courtesy of +the encouraging consideration which a mature man shows to a spoiled +child.</p> + +<p class="normal">After dinner Linda offered to sing something. "She had to be sure no +voice, not even so much as a raven or Mlle. X----" she remarked +smilingly, "but she relied upon her dramatic accent and----" as she +remorsefully admitted--"she had taken such expensive lessons. Would not +Elsa accompany her?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa refused gently, almost with embarrassment. She could scarcely read +the notes, and Erwin? He could read notes and could play enough to +strum his favorite operatic airs by ear in weak moments. He would try +to accompany Linda if she would promise to be very patient.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The worse you play, so much the more excuse will there be for my +faulty singing," cried Linda gayly, and opened that charming, foolish +cuckoo song from "Marbolaine."</p> + +<p class="normal">A pretty confusion followed, a laughing, correcting, her little hands +playing between his. "Can we begin?" she cried finally, and still half +leaning over him with one finger pointing to the notes, she began to +sing "Cuckoo!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice, in truth, did not remind one in the least of the gloomy +organ of a raven, or the passionate hoarseness of the X----, rather of +a child's laugh, it was so clear and boldly gay, even if somewhat thin +and shrill.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix, who had meanwhile been telling Elsa of Gery's scarlet fever with +most interesting explicitness, grew silent, not, perhaps, because the +cuckoo song was even half as interesting to him as Gery's parched lips +and little hands--no! But because he noticed that the usually so +patient and sympathetic Elsa no longer listened to him. Her eyes were +fixed on Linda; that thin, flippant voice pained <i>her</i>, could it please +Erwin?</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the last note ceased. "I am so sorry that I have hindered you by +my miserable playing," he excused himself. "You sing so very +charmingly! Another one, I beg you."</p> + +<p class="normal">For the first time in her life Elsa was vexed that she was not musical.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"Cuckoo," hummed Erwin absently to himself as he drove back with his +wife to Steinbach through the capricious, flickering evening shadows.</p> + +<p class="normal">A filmy confusion of pink and white, a tumbled knot of pale brown hair, +two large, cold eyes, mysterious greenish riddles in a flattering, open +child-face, a seductive, rococo figure which leaned over the stone +balustrade of the terrace, and threw gay kisses after the departing +carriage, this is the last impression which Erwin takes away with him +from Traunberg, in the landau in which he now sits beside his pale +wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She has changed greatly for the better. It is a pity that she has such +bad manners," he breaks the silence after a while.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you really think that she has such bad manners?" replies Elsa, +without looking at him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There can scarcely be any doubt as to that," says he. "Some people may +certainly think that it is becoming to her. Nevertheless I should wish +that she gave them up. You must undertake her neglected education, +child!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I will leave that to you," she replies, coldly, almost irritably. +"Linda is not a person who will learn anything from women."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not be harsh," he whispers, reproachfully, perhaps with a trace of +impatience.</p> + +<p class="normal">The gloomy Traunberg lindens are far behind them, only show as a dark +spot on the horizon. The carriage rolls on between gigantic poplars; +the sun has set and the shadows have vanished with it. Over the earth +is that dull gray light which might be called dead light. The new moon +floats in the heavens, small and white, like a tiny cloud; pale yellow +and reddish tints are on the horizon, above the violet distant +mountains. At the left, only separated by a blooming clover-field, is +the forest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Elsa, do you feel strong enough to walk home through the woods?" +whispers Erwin to his wife, coaxingly, and as she nods assent he stops +the carriage, and they take a path through the clover to the shady +woods.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now, was not that a good idea of mine, is it not pretty here?" he +asks, gayly and proudly, as if he had made the wood, surveying all its +beauties.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lovely," whispers she, but her voice sounds sad.</p> + +<p class="normal">At her feet the ground is blue with forget-me-nots; under the wild +rose-bushes already lie many white petals. A sob and a sigh pass +through the gloomy trees as if spring mourned that the first roses were +dead. All is grave and solemn, the air spiced with the odor of withered +generations of leaves, with the perfume of fading or still blooming +flowers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin teasingly waits for Elsa to speak to him--he waits in vain. With +head thrown back and earnest eyes she wanders near him, and does not +rest her little hands tenderly on his arm as usual.</p> + +<p class="normal">What is the matter with her? That she can be jealous does not occur to +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">They have almost crossed the forest; the meadow which separates it from +Steinbach park shines between the sparse trees, then Erwin discovers a +striking trace of game; he bends down to observe it more closely. "A +roebuck," he murmurs. "Strange--in this region."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is there no other way across?" asks Elsa, who has meanwhile crawled +close to the edge of the meadow, and casting a somewhat anxious glance +over the knee-high, dewy grass.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, wait a moment," he replies, still absorbed in contemplating the +strange trace.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It will cost me a pair of shoes," she murmurs somewhat vexedly, raises +her gown, and resolutely prepares for a very cold foot-bath.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Elsa, what are you doing?" cries he, perceiving her intention, and, +leaving his hunter's problem, he hurries quickly up to her. "With your +genius for taking cold."</p> + +<p class="normal">Before she has time to answer he has taken her in his arms and carries +her through the dew. He has wholly forgotten Linda Lanzberg, and also +that he had been vexed with his poor nervous wife's unjust, childish +antipathy for Linda. He looks down tenderly upon the dear head, which +rests with half-closed eyes on his shoulder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How light you are," he remarks softly and anxiously; "you do not weigh +much more than Litzi now, my mouse."</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa does not answer, but her slender arms twine round his neck, and as +his lips seek her pale face, he feels that she is crying.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter, my darling?" he asks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not know myself," she murmurs with a slight shiver. "I am +afraid."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"We really must invite her," says, in a mournful tone, Countess Mimi +Dey, a large stately woman, with a too high forehead, a feature which +has the proud advantage of being a family inheritance in the Sempaly +family, an aristocratic, small, turn-up nose, a benevolent smile, and a +near-sighted glance.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Countess is the best woman in the world, of proverbial good nature +and unfeigned condescension in association with music-teachers, +governesses, companions, maids, tutors and officials, and such poor +devils who are paid and supported by the aristocracy, and politely +courtesy to them; but she is unapproachably stiff to the upper middle +classes, those persons who demand a place in society.</p> + +<p class="normal">She belongs to that exclusive coterie which considers itself the sole +patented extract of humanity, and looks upon all the rest of the world +as only a common herd, a mob which, under certain circumstances, +permits itself to pay its servants better, and to give more to +charitable aims than princely houses, a mob which speaks French, wears +Swedish gloves, and lives in palaces. She has a vague idea that it +speaks incorrect French, that under the gloves coarse hands are +concealed, that the palaces are always furnished with the taste of +first-class waiting-rooms, but knows nothing definite about it, does +not know "these people" at all, does not see them, although they are +everywhere--they do not exist for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">They tell an amusing anecdote of her: that once at the opera on a Patti +evening, her cousin Pistasch Kamenz entered her box, and asked her, "Is +any one in the theatre to-night?" She, after she had glanced around the +crowded building, answered mournfully, "Not a soul!"</p> + +<p class="normal">What particularly amuses the Countess is that, as she hears, this great +class of <i>bourgeoise</i>, "which one does not know," is, on its side, +divided by various differences in education and condition into classes +which do not "know" each other.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I really must invite her," she repeats, mournfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">She leans back in a deep arm-chair in a large drawing-room with brown +wainscoting and numerous family portraits, and smokes a cigarette.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon me that I really cannot so deeply pity you as you seem to +expect," replies Scirocco Sempaly, who, now on leave, occupies a second +armchair opposite his sister.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hm! I do not care about the positive fact; last week I dined with my +bailiff's wife, but--it is a matter of principle."</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Cent a'as</i>," says, with indifferent gravity, an old acquaintance of +ours, Eugene von Rhoeden, who sits by an open window before a mediæval +inlaid table and plays bézique with the above-mentioned cousin of the +hostess, Count Pistasch Kamenz.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Cent d'as</i>," he says, apparently wholly absorbed in his cards, and +moves an ivory counter.</p> + +<p class="normal">A mild gentle rain is falling, the perfume of half-drowned roses and +fresh foliage floats into the room. In one corner sits the only +daughter of the widowed hostess, Countess Elli, a dark little girl in a +white muslin frock, and near her, in a black silk gown, the governess.</p> + +<p class="normal">The obligatory half hour which Elli must spend in the drawing-room so +as to become accustomed to society, is over. Elli is rejoiced, +sixteen-year-old girl that she is. She takes no particular pleasure in +the society of grown people, who can no longer pet her as a child, and +who must not yet treat her as a young lady.</p> + +<p class="normal">A rustle of silk and muslin, a shy "<i>Bon soir!</i>" and Mademoiselle +retreats with her charge.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco rises to open the door for the governess, makes her a deep bow +as she disappears. Rhoeden also rises, only Pistasch indolently remains +seated.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pistasch, you might trouble yourself to say good evening to +Mademoiselle," says the Countess half jokingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pardon," replies Pistasch, "pure absent-mindedness, Mimi, and then she +is so homely."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That simplifies matters ten-fold," replies Scirocco, hastily. "One can +never be too polite to homely governesses--it is only the pretty ones +that are troublesome."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not understand that," says Pistasch, and marks double bézique.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One never knows how one can be attentive enough to them so as not to +vex them, and yet reserved enough not to impress them," says Scirocco, +dryly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hm! You have very virtuous principles, Rudi; for some time you have +moved wholly in the icy regions of lofty feelings of duty, where the +tender flowers of the affections never bloom," laughs Pistasch. "I +admire you, upon my word, but--hm--I do not trace the slightest desire +to follow you into this rare atmosphere," and he rubbed his hands with +satisfaction. He considered his cousin's conscientiousness either +feigned or morbid. How could one be conscientious with women? +Conscientious in regard to debts of honor, that is something quite +different, that is self-understood; but regarding governesses--bah!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Count Pistasch Kamenz is a charming man." So at least say all the +ladies and also all the men who have not yet come in conflict with him. +He has the handsomest blond cinque-cento face, speaks the Viennese +jargon with the most aristocratic accent, and possesses the most +enviable talents. He rides like Renz, dances like Frappart, and more +than that, in private theatricals he is like Blasel, Matras and Knaak +in one person. In all Austria, no man has a greater talent for +representing Polish Jews, poverty-stricken Czechs, drunken valets, +provincials of all kinds. But his greatest triumph is the "Vienna +shoemaker's boy." What accuracy of costume and grimaces! The ladies say +he has a pug nose when he plays the shoemaker's boy, and a way of +sticking out his tongue--ah!</p> + +<p class="normal">He has played for benevolent objects a hundred times, and in Vienna is +a universally known and boundlessly popular individual, because he is +intimate with actresses, occasionally from a freak rides in an omnibus, +or another time is seen in the standing place of the opera house (for a +half act), because one sometimes meets him in sausage houses, because +in rainy weather he walks with an umbrella and upturned trousers, +because once even--the gods and a pretty girl alone know why--he +travelled from Salzburg to Vienna second class.</p> + +<p class="normal">The public see in him a pleasant, affable man without pride, and feel +drawn to him like a brother. Poor public! I would not advise you to +stretch out your hardened hand to him, for between ourselves Count +Pistasch is one of the most arrogant of Austrian cavaliers.</p> + +<p class="normal">The actors with whom he one evening drinks friendship, and the next +greets with "Hm!--ah--You, Mr.---- what do you call him," can tell +this. One of them once challenged him. This was a great joke to the +Count; he laughed until he cried, could not control himself, and +finally settled it thus: "You are a fine fellow, am very sorry, etc., +deserve an order for personal bravery--ah--if I can be of any service +to you," etc.</p> + +<p class="normal">He has never been outside of Austria, possesses the vaguest ideas of +history. The French Revolution is a kind of accidental calamity for +him, something between the earthquakes of Lisbon and the pest in +Florence. He is a strict Catholic from aristocratic tradition, has very +good manners when he wishes, speaks French well, and we can assure our +readers, that just as he is, without a suspicion of the "principles of +'89," he would be received with open arms in the most republican +<i>salons</i> of Paris, and would be admired by the ladies for his "<i>pureté +de race</i>" and "<i>grand air</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">Now we need only add that he naturally was not christened +Pistasch--that this is a humorous nickname which was given him as a +boy, by reason of his idealistic "greenness," but which now, when this +greenness has long withered, is preserved for the sake of contrast.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, have you decided upon the day when you will invite the +Lanzberg?" asks Scirocco of his sister, who, after long pondering, gold +pencil in hand over a little velvet-bound book in which she enters her +social obligations, now closes it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is very hard," complains the Countess.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When did this unfortunate Madame Lanzberg call upon you? Oh, yes. +Wednesday. Have you returned her call yet?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; I must show her from the first that I am in no hurry to associate +with her," says the Countess.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hm!" says Scirocco, his hands in his pockets, his eyes fixed upon the +ceiling. "Do you not think, Mimi, that as quite a near relation of +Lanzberg it would be the thing for you to smooth the way a little for +his wife? It would be an act of Christian charity."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The matter is very complicated, Rudi," replied Mimi Dey. "I was always +very sorry for Felix--you know I decidedly took his part. I have +nothing against his wife; her manner is indeed deplorable, but on the +whole, if some little poverty-stricken Sempaly or Dey had married her, +I should have been the last to withdraw my protection from her. In +Felix's unfortunate circumstances, he has proved by his marriage that +he no longer belongs to his caste; he has abdicated, <i>voilà</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rhoeden and Pistasch have finished their game of bézique, and now +devote themselves to the building of interesting card-houses. They +spice this intelligent occupation by considerable wagers, which he +shall win whose card-house remains standing the longest. Up to now +Rhoeden has had the advantage. But the Countess's words seem to have +excited him a very little--his card-houses no longer stand.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco bites his lips, every finger quivers--how can he counsel his +sister to silence or at least consideration? In vain he turns his back +to Rhoeden, so as to make an impression upon her by energetic scowling. +Soon he notices, like many subtle diplomats, that he has naïvely +exposed himself to the enemy. His energetic play of expression beams at +him from a mirror in which the attentively watching Rhoeden could +certainly solve the interesting riddle--but it wholly escapes his +short-sighted sister.</p> + +<p class="normal">"As she, nevertheless, must be invited, it would perhaps be better to +fix the day," cries Scirocco, somewhat impatiently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It cannot be this week," answers the Countess, counting over the days. +"Thursday, Friday and Saturday are the days of the fair for the flooded +people in Marienbad; Sunday, the ladies of the committee dine at the +M----'s, Monday there are private theatricals at the M----'s, Thursday, +the L----'s dine with me----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, invite them for Thursday," cries Scirocco. "She is really very +nice, sings chansonettes like Judic; she will amuse you greatly."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you think so?" cries the Countess. "Before Felix was married, +L---- would hardly bow to him, how will it be now? No, Wednesday. +Wednesday will be the best, but still I cannot exactly invite her <i>en +famille</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hardly," says Scirocco, dryly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And whom can I ask to meet her? One has an antipathy to Felix, others +to her----" the Countess laughs lightly and kindles a fresh cigarette. +"One must be so careful--it would be very disagreeable for me if toward +evening some one should accidentally come over from Marienbad, and +should meet her here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have a warning fastened over the door as when one has small-pox in the +house," laughs Pistasch.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Invite the Garzins," proposes Scirocco.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, that is something, but a strange element is still desirable," +remarks the Countess. "What do you say to the Klette?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco frowns. "I do not understand how respectable people can +tolerate this poisonous old gossiping viper under their roofs," he +answers, angrily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Neither do I," replies Mimi Dey, obligingly, "but still every one +does."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I make you another proposition, Mimi," cries Pistasch: "Invite old +Harfink by telegram; I think he will come by special train."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Countess smiled. "I should certainly do it," remarks she, "but I +believe the Lanzberg would look upon it as a mortal insult. Besides, +when did you make his acquaintance?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I met him once on the train, and thereupon he invited me to dinner," +explains Pistasch.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you accepted?" asks the Countess, raising her eyebrows.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why of course--I thought I should amuse myself as well as at the Carl +Theatre. Yes--that was what I fancied. What a disappointment! The +dinner was not bad, perfectly correct, alas! The wife spoke of nothing +but the evils of the social question. I did not know where to look, and +the husband spoke of nothing but the evils of his stomach. Except for +that, they were both very charming, on my word. Paid me compliments to +my face with a <i>sans gêne</i>. Bah! I was never very kindly disposed to +Felix, but I pity him on account of this match. For my part I should +rather marry into a Hottentot family than such people."</p> + +<p class="normal">I do not believe that during this speech Eugene Rhoeden felt exactly +upon roses.</p> + +<p class="normal">There are <i>parvenus</i> who listen in society to such speeches with +self-satisfied indifference; yes, even laugh at them, and applying the +English proverb, "Present company always excepted," to their own case, +fancy themselves unreferred to. But Rhoeden does not belong to these +enviable ones.</p> + +<p class="normal">He smiles slightly to himself, and after the conversation had continued +for some time in a similar manner he begins:</p> + +<p class="normal">"There was once a French poet named Voltaire, and once when he went to +London the street boys laughed at him, and sang mocking songs about +Frenchmen. Then the poet turned round and said: 'You good people, is it +not hard enough not to have been born among you? Really, you should +pity us, not despise us!'"</p> + +<p class="normal">After this little anecdote a universal silence followed, then Scirocco +cried, "Bravo, Rhoeden!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The good-natured Countess Dey blushed and said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"We had entirely forgotten that you are related to these people," which +sounds like a <i>betise</i>, but is balm for Eugene's vanity. Pistasch, +however, puts on an irritated expression, and cries with his colossal +impertinence, "I pity you uncommonly!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Half an hour later the Countess is conferring in her dressing-room with +her maid concerning her costume for to-morrow, and Pistasch has seated +himself in a bad temper at the piano, where with his handsome, +unpractised hands he thumps out the march from Norma, the only +achievement of a ten years' study of music.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco and Rhoeden stand below on the rain-wet terrace. "Your cigar +bores me," cries Scirocco, "throw it away and fill your lungs with pure +air," and he draws a deep breath so as to enjoy the fragrance of the +summer evening after the rain.</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene does as he is invited, and then asks, "Do you not admire my +compliance?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are a good fellow; one can get along with you," answers Scirocco +in his abrupt manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks for the acknowledgment," says Rhoeden, not without bitterness. +"Sometimes I ask myself whether it would not be better and more +sensible for me to pack my trunk."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't see the necessity," growls Scirocco.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am really not sure," says Rhoeden; "for between ourselves it is +pleasanter to hear Pistasch make fun of my uncle than to hear my uncle +rave over Pistasch when the latter has accidentally met him and said: +'Ah! good day, Mr.---- what is your name--Mr. Harfink?'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Curious world!" murmurs Scirocco, smiling to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rhoeden, seeing him in a particularly good temper, makes use of the +opportunity to ask him:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Say, what is the story about Lanzberg?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco is silent for a while; looks apparently absently before him, +and then suddenly cries brusquely, "What did you ask?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Whether you think we will have fine weather to-morrow," replies +Rhoeden.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco glances at him peculiarly with a half smile, behind which the +words "Clever dog" may be read.</p> + +<p class="normal">That evening Eugene writes in the diary in which, instead of +sentimental impressions, he notes down all freshly-acquired worldly +wisdom:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never ask society, except concerning things which you already know."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XIV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Klette was invited after all, or rather invited herself. At the fair in +Marienbad she met Mimi Dey, and upon the latter remarking carelessly: +"How are you, Caroline; when are we to see you in Iwanow?" assured her +generously, "I am at your service as soon as you send the horses for +me. I have been intending to spend a few days with you."</p> + +<p class="normal">And she stays a few days; the first of these, the eventful Wednesday, +has already dawned, is in fact nearly over.</p> + +<p class="normal">Klette and the Countess are chatting in the drawing-room. The three +gentlemen are firing at sparrows in the park, quite a bloodless +occupation, which the sparrows seem to consider a good joke, and they +laugh at the shooting with their ironical black eyes. They flutter +about like will-o'-the-wisps. In vain does Pistasch, who seems +particularly bent upon this sport, approach softly the trees where they +crouch--krrm--and they are gone.</p> + +<p class="normal">For probably the tenth time Pistasch has cried, "The infamous sparrows +are cleverer than I," has at last fixed his eye upon a comfortable old +grandfather sparrow, who sleepily philosophizes on the thick branch of +a nut-tree, but before he has aimed he hears from the open windows of +the drawing-room loud laughter, the gay ripple of the Countess, and the +deep, rough ha! ha! ha! of Klette.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How amused the ladies seem to be," he says, turning to his companions, +forgetting the sparrow patriarch.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not understand how any one can laugh at that Cantharis," grumbles +Scirocco.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, she is surely relating something piquant about us," says Pistasch. +"It is incredible how greatly interested the ladies are in our doings, +that is to say, in our evil doings."</p> + +<p class="normal">Now the shadows have become much longer. Klette has withdrawn to don a +wonderful cap of yellow lace and red ribbons, and the men have returned +from their bloodless hunt, to exchange their gay shirts and light +summer suits for solemn black and dazzling white.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rudi," cries the Countess, as she hears a light and yet somewhat +dragging step--Scirocco limps a little--passing her dressing-room door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you any commission, Mimi?" asks Scirocco, with his good-natured +obligingness, as he enters the room. The Countess has dismissed her +maid, is already in dinner toilet, suppressed laughter sparkles in her +bright brown eyes, the corners of her mouth twitch merrily. "No!" she +replies to his question. "What commission should I have for you!--Ah! +You came from the greenhouse?" pointing to a couple of flowers in his +hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I wished to give the gardener some directions in regard to the +flowers for your guests. I remember that Elsa cannot bear gardenias, +and Linda--hm--the Lanzberg raves over stephanotis."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You really might have omitted the bouquets today," says Mimi, vexedly. +"My greenhouses without this--thanks to the fair and those stupid +theatricals--are pretty well stripped."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Elsa has never dined here without finding her favorite flowers beside +her plate," remarked Scirocco, calmly. "I can neither pass over Linda, +nor will I punish Elsa for the misfortune of having a Miss Harfink for +sister-in-law. Why are you laughing so, Mimi, what seems so amusing to +you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My own simplicity," cries the Countess. "I was so very stupid."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mimi, I do not understand you in the least," says he in astonishment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I took your protection of this pretty Lanzberg for unselfish +philanthropy!" The Countess interrupts herself to laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Unselfish philanthropy! Say rather ordinary justice," cries he, +becoming somewhat violent. "What are you thinking of? What are you +driving at?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your discretion is admirable! You understand no hints."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, indeed!" cried Scirocco, pale with rage. "Ah, indeed! and the +Cantharis told you that--that was what you were laughing over so +immoderately?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But Rudi, never mind. I do not take it amiss in you," cries the +Countess good-naturedly, restraining her levity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I take it amiss in myself to have given rise by my thoughtless +inconsiderateness to such infamous inventions!" cried Scirocco, "for, +once for all, Mimi, Mrs. Lanzberg is horribly calumniated by such."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are cases where perjury is permissible," says the Countess, +indifferently. "Do not trouble yourself, I will never speak of the +matter."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Scirocco steps close up to his sister. "Mimi!" cries he, hoarsely, +"do you know that I am wounded, seriously wounded by your suspicion? +Pray consider the meanness which you ascribe to me! I have worked for +Felix's rehabilitation so as to be able to carry on a convenient love +affair with his wife, on the risk that the world, bad as it is, +discredited as he is, should say that he voluntarily paid this price +for my assistance. His wife was indifferent to me, but even if she had +charmed me I would have avoided her like the plague rather than throw +another shadow on Felix's compromised existence. Poor Felix! And I +imagined that I had been of some use to him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Impossible not to believe in his honest excitement. "Pardon, Rudi," +whispers the Countess, "I had not thought."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never mind that, Mimi," he murmured, "besides it is better that I know +what people say. I can at least act accordingly--to-day. This venomous +serpent will surely watch my every glance. However, I must hurry--<i>à +tantôt</i>, Mimi!"</p> + +<p class="normal">With that he rushed out, had only just time to change his clothes when +he heard a carriage approach.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor Felix!" he murmured thoughtfully and sadly, "I can do nothing +more for you; they have tied my hands."</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus the last shadow of pleasure which Linda might have had at the +dinner has vanished.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Lanzbergs arrived a few minutes before the Garzins. Scirocco +received them at the foot of the terrace, offered Linda his arm, with +somewhat formal politeness, and escorted her to his sister in the +drawing-room, not in the cosey, brown wainscoted one, but in a +ceremonious chamber hung with Gobelins. The Countess rose at her +entrance and took two steps to meet her, then introduced her to those +present with her usual absent-mindedness, naturally to Rhoeden also, at +which Linda began to laugh; but as no one joined in her merriment, her +pretty, attractive face suited itself to the universal gravity.</p> + +<p class="normal">Poor Linda, she so petted, so spoiled, to-day sees not a welcoming +face, even among the men.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Countess exchanges polite commonplaces with her, while she +addresses remarks to Klette in between. The chair near the sofa on +which Linda sits remains empty. Pistasch, whose humorous talents are +to-day wholly imperceptible, presents the appearance of a distinguished +statue, and exchanges a few words with Eugene, while Scirocco with +unnatural liveliness has entered into a conversation with Felix.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last the Garzins appear--every one thaws. The Countess does not +walk, no, she runs to meet Elsa, kisses her on both cheeks, scolds +Garzin for permitting his wife to look so pale, accidentally steps on +Linda's train, turns round and says, "Ah, pardon me, Baroness!" a +perfectly polite little phrase which makes Linda feel as if cold water +had been thrown over her.</p> + +<p class="normal">The dinner is announced. Scirocco takes Linda in with the same strange +formality which she perceives in him to-day for the first time. At the +table a charming surprise does indeed await her--a bouquet of +stephanotis and gardenias.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, Scirocco!" cries she, perhaps a very little too loudly, "that is +too lovely! It reminds me of Rome," she adds softly.</p> + +<p class="normal">She is already so nervous that she would like to burst into tears at +the pretty attention. Her eyes sparkle, and a fleeting blush crimsons +her cheeks. Scirocco is sorry for her. "I am glad that you appreciate +my good memory," says he, bending slightly towards her. Then he notices +how suddenly no less than three pairs of eyes watch him closely, those +of Klette, Pistasch, and Rhoeden; he feels that Linda's excited manner +is most suited to strengthen this distrustful trio in their suspicion, +and immediately turns to Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could not conjure up any white elder, unfortunately, Snowdrop," says +he, shaking his handsome head vexedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Even with the assistance of all the seasons, you could hardly have +found anything more beautiful than these white roses," she replies.</p> + +<p class="normal">She sits at Scirocco's left.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda cannot eat, and finds no opportunity to speak, and relate the gay +little stories which are her specialty. Pistasch, who sits at her +right, contents himself by from time to time dutifully making some +remark to her concerning the weather, the country, and such perfectly +neutral subjects, excluding all intimate conversation, and Scirocco, +her old friend, on whose homage she had relied so surely, to-day has +nothing but etiquette for her. She listens to his conversation with +Elsa. Elsa and he were playmates together. She calls him by his given +name, he calls her Snowdrop, which pretty nick-name he had discovered +for her years before. Both laugh lightly over old reminiscences which +they share, and ask each other about old, half-forgotten friends. +Pleasant confidence on her part, smiling courtesy on his, marks their +manner to each other.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda feels more and more depressed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix, more gloomy and embarrassed than usual, scarcely raises his eyes +from his plate. Except Scirocco, who absolutely cannot help her, nor +dares, only one notices and pities her misery--Erwin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What has become of your wild gypsy, Snowdrop?" asks Scirocco, among +other things.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My wild gypsy has become a very tame gypsy, who lets my little +daughter ride her very good-naturedly," replies Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, Litzi rides already; then I must accompany her some day soon," +says Scirocco.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not break her heart. She likes you better than any one else now," +says Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is quite mutual," he assures her. "I hope you will bring Litzi up +for me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Since we have been at Traunberg I have not yet been able to find a +suitable saddle-horse." Linda turns to Scirocco.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you are not a grandfather before Litzi thinks of marriage," Elsa +laughingly answers his last remark. "Do you know that you are beginning +to grow gray?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Whereupon be, turning to his right, says: "You will find the country +very pleasant for riding, Baroness--many meadows," and to the left: +"You always were accustomed to discover the mote in my eye, Snowdrop!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why did you never mention your wish to me, Linda?" asks Erwin across +the table. "I can place a horse at your disposal which might suit you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Riding is a very pleasant pastime--will be a great resource for you, +Baroness," remarks Pistasch.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! Do you think that I will need many resources in Traunberg?" asks +Linda, bitterly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, life in the country is always monotonous," he says politely but +somewhat hesitatingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"These <i>pâtis</i> are excellent, Mika," now says the bass voice of Klette, +at his right. She has known him all his life, has dandled him on her +knees when he wore short dresses, still calls him by his Christian +name, and is one of the few people who remember that he was really +baptised Michael.</p> + +<p class="normal">He gives a servant a sign. "Shall I help you?" he asks with droll +gallantry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have nothing against it--two, please," she replies.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How is Marienbad looking? Any new beauties?" he asks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't be so lazy, and come over and see for yourself," says she with +her mouth very full.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was there Saturday at the fair. Ruined myself buying cigar-cases. I +place six at your disposal, Caroline. But on my word, it is astonishing +what trash they had at the fair."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You distinguished yourself," cries the hostess, laughingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, unfortunately I took a Ring Street beauty for the F---- from the +Carl Theatre, and asked her how much a kiss cost. Her ladyship entered +into the joke, and answered that she only sold cuffs, and as I +persisted--<i>pour la bonne cause</i>, she replied in perfectly good French, +'<i>La bonne cause s'en effaroucherait</i>,' then I grew urgent. 'Count +Kamenz!' cried a warning voice near me. I look up, and behold beside +me, the picture of offended dignity, the husband."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And how did you get out of the scrape? What did you say?" asks Klette.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I?--What could I say?--'Ah, pardon'--and decamped!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cool! Very!" remarks Rhoeden, who has been reconciled to Pistasch +again, laughing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I only wondered that he knew my name so well," says Pistasch, +meditatively, with feigned simplicity. "I do not know to this day what +his name is. His wife was a magnificent creature, on my word--what a +pity!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think she was sadder at the interruption than you," says Rhoeden.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Possibly," replies Pistasch, calmly.</p> + +<p class="normal">The trivial little story has seemed diverting enough to all present +except Linda. Is that the way in which young people of society speak of +pretty women out of their sphere, to whom they pay attentions? she asks +herself.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Now the dinner is over. They have left the drawing-room to wander +through the park. There are thunder-clouds in the sky, the air is close +and breathless, sultry, but at times a sharp gust of wind rises. The +birds fly close to the ground, as if the black sky frightened them, and +the flowers smell strangely sweet.</p> + +<p class="normal">In vain has Linda sent inviting glances at Scirocco; he clings to Elsa +as a sinner might cling to a saint through whose protection he hoped to +gain admission to Paradise.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rhoeden who, whether from policy or convenience, plays the rôle of an +injured man and is very reserved, polite and attentive as he is, has +undertaken to be the young Elli's partner at lawn-tennis, by which game +he can meet her in the park.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin has good-naturedly joined his pretty sister-in-law; chatting +gayly, he tries to drive away her bitter mood. There is something in +the shape of his eyes which makes them look sentimental, one might +almost say loving. His temperament is such that he can be with no one, +especially no woman, without trying to make her existence agreeable.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa who, walking with Scirocco, meets her husband, Linda on his arm, +remembers neither the one thing nor the other; the smile with which, +with head slightly lowered, he listens to her chat, the glance which he +rests on her, are in Elsa's eyes half crimes. After a few superficial +words the two couples separate again. Erwin as he goes turns round and +calls to Scirocco, "See that you do not take my wife into a draught, +Sempaly. She is strangely imprudent."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What admirable thoughtfulness," says Elsa, half aloud, and draws down +the corners of her mouth so deeply that Scirocco, as an old friend, +permits himself to remark laughingly, "I did not know that you could +look so gloomy, Snowdrop!" whereupon Elsa blushes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda and Erwin join the lawn-tennis players. Linda has studied this +modern pastime thoroughly in England, and likes to play; besides that, +she knows very well that nothing is more becoming to her slender yet +voluptuous figure than the quick litheness required in lawn-tennis. +Her voice reaches Elsa from a distance, gay, shrill, then the soft +half-laughing voice of Erwin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You look so tired, Snowdrop," says Sempaly, sympathetically, "will you +not rest a little?" With that he points to a bench in a niche of thick +elder-bushes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I am tired," says Elsa, dully, and sits down.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tired after a two-hour drive and a little stroll through the park, +Snowdrop," remarks Scirocco, anxiously. "I do not recognize you any +more. You used to endure so much. Do you know that your health makes me +anxious?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nonsense! My health interests you about as much as that of the Emperor +of Brazil. If you receive notice of my death some day you will shrug +your shoulders and sigh sympathetically, 'Poor Garzin!'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are intolerable, Snowdrop," says Scirocco, laughing. "Besides, the +wind is rising and you are beginning to shiver. Let us go to the +house."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, I like it here," she cries with a pretty childishness. "I should +like to see the sun set from here, and am curious as to whether the +Flora there"--pointing to a statue--"will become flushed pink. Prove +your friendship and get me a wrap."</p> + +<p class="normal">He goes away, but remains longer than the nearness of the castle seems +to justify. Elsa does not notice his long absence. She prefers to be +alone in this spot. The bench reminds her of old times, and is +therefore dear to her. Whether the Flora becomes pink or not is +perfectly indifferent to her--she does not look outward, she gazes +inward. She thinks of the day when she sat there with Erwin, her +betrothed. (Count Dey was still alive then.) She remembers--oh, +something foolish--the little beetle which had fallen in her hair and +which Erwin had brushed away with light hand; his caressing touch; how +he looked lovingly at the beetle because it had touched his love's +hair; how, instead of throwing the insect away, he had carried it with +him when they left the bench, and had placed it carefully in the heart +of the most beautiful rose which they passed.</p> + +<p class="normal">How he loved her then! How passionately and at the same time how +tenderly! "Ah! those were such lovely times," she sighs with the old +song.</p> + +<p class="normal">The voices of the lawn-tennis players are still heard. How can they +play in such a gale? Suddenly she hears her name spoken near by.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How this poor Mrs. Garzin has gone off!" cries the Klette's bass +voice. "I scarcely recognized her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She looks badly," replies Count Pistasch's distinguished husky voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She has grown old, fearfully old; she looks as if she were forty," +asserts the Klette.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, bah! She looks rather like a consumptive pensioner," replies +Pistasch. "What can be the matter with her? I hope no trouble is +worrying her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't you think that this good Garzin is a little too fond of his +pretty sister-in-law?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nonsense, Caroline!" says Pistasch, reprovingly. "You are always +imagining something. Recently you asked me whether poor Rudi----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, that is evidently over;" the Klette heaves a sigh of +disappointment; "but she must coquet, poor Mrs. Lanzberg, to amuse +herself, there is not much else for her to do; and say yourself--I do +not assert that the good Garzin has already knelt to her, but would it +not be natural? It would really serve this arrogant Elsa right. To +force Garzin, a man of such a gay, sociable nature, to absolute +solitude; to take away from him his career, his occupation, in short, +everything."</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa springs up; she listens breathlessly. What does she care that it +is ill-bred to listen? But the voices die away. Pistasch and the Klette +turn into another path without noticing the white form in the dark +elder niche.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco at length comes back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could not find either your things or Mimi's maid all this time," he +excuses himself for his long delay. "I hope this belongs to you," +offering her a white crêpe shawl.</p> + +<p class="normal">She takes it, but immediately starts back with a violent gesture. "That +belongs to my sister-in-law," she cries; "my things are never so +strongly perfumed. Only smell it, how strange!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, truly," says he, holding the shawl to his face; "that is a harem +perfume which some one brought her from Constantinople. But what is the +matter, Snowdrop?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I feel the storm approach," she murmurs, tonelessly. "Let us go to the +house."</p> + +<p class="normal">They go. The swallows fly yet lower, the clouds hang heavier, almost +touch the black tree-tops. There is a whistling and hissing in the +leaves.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa hears nothing. With dragging, and yet overhasty, steps she walks +near Sempaly. "Who knows whether he would even say 'poor Garzin' if I +should die?" she thinks to herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">The lawn-tennis party, which Pistasch and the Klette have now also +joined, growing more and more animated, has lasted until the first +drops of rain have driven them away.</p> + +<p class="normal">Somewhat dishevelled and heated, her morbid self-consciousness healed +by the admiration which Pistasch, escaped from his cousin's control, +had unreservedly displayed for her, Linda enters the drawing-room where +the Countess, Felix, Elsa and Scirocco are assembled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How did your lawn-tennis come on?" asks Scirocco, as the Countess, +vexed at Linda's triumphant look, does not condescend to address her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, excellently," cries Linda. "Count Kamenz and my brother-in-law +display the greatest talent for this noble occupation."</p> + +<p class="normal">"To whom do you give the palm?" cries Kamenz.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I cannot decide that to-day," says she with as much gravity as if she +were deciding upon the fortieth <i>fauteuil</i> of the Paris Academy. "One +judges talent not from what it first offers, but according to its +subsequent development."</p> + +<p class="normal">This pedantic phrase from her fresh lips is so irresistibly droll that +Pistasch and Erwin laugh heartily, and even Scirocco cannot suppress a +slight smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have come to the conclusion that the ground here is not favorable," +continues Linda, turning to Scirocco, "and the gentlemen are coming +over to Traunberg to-morrow to practise. Will you be one of the party, +Count Sempaly?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you will permit me, I will have the pleasure, Baroness," he replies +with a bow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are as full of phrases as an old copy-setter to-day," cries she, +shrugs her shoulders, laughs lightly, and sinks into the arm-chair +which Pistasch pushes forward for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pistasch seats himself opposite her. His light laugh as he leans +forward, her satisfied leaning back, the continuous conversation wholly +incomprehensible to the others, indicated a dawning flirtation. What +did it matter to Pistasch whether Linda's father's name was Harfink or +Schmuckbuckling? A man never troubles himself about such a thing when +he is paying court to a pretty woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">Poor Mimi! for years she has treated Pistasch as her exclusive +property, she grows nervous, glances discontentedly in the direction of +the two.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rudi, will you order the carriage?" asks Felix, uneasily.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco stretches out his hand to the bell, but asks politely, "Will +you not wait until the rain has ceased?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have no desire to get wet in our open carriage," interposes Linda.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could place a close carriage at your disposal," remarks the nervous +Countess, irritated even more by Pistasch's manner than by Linda's +victorious expression, and adds constrainedly, "However, I really see +no reason for haste."</p> + +<p class="normal">Hardly can permission to remain be given in a colder tone. But Linda +replies with astonishing aplomb, "Neither do I," and has a sweet, naïve +smile for the Countess, and for Pistasch, on the contrary, a comical, +expressive glance which delights him. He finds it quite in order that +she should refresh herself with a little impertinence. "She is piquant +as an actress," he thinks.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the door opens; unannounced, like very old friends, a lady and +gentleman enter. She, small, fat, lively, cries out, hurrying up to the +Countess, "We flee to thee, Mimi, the rain has surprised us. Ah, you +have guests--how are you, Elsa? do I really see you at last?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He, tall, thin, with a Velasquez nose, Don Quixote manner, and arrogant +eyes, looking out through glasses, has meanwhile chivalrously kissed +the hand of the Countess. Now he looks round, recognizes Erwin, greets +him heartily, comes up to Felix, starts slightly, goes past him to +Rhoeden, as if he had never seen Felix in his life before.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix stands motionless, ashy, rigid, with bluish lips and half-closed +eyes. Scirocco has lived through many unpleasant moments, but never a +more painful one. Still he rapidly collects himself, takes the new +guest by both shoulders and turns him toward Felix.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is Lanzberg. Did you not recognize him, Max?" he cries.</p> + +<p class="normal">After that nothing remains for Count L---- but to murmur in apology, so +as not to insult the guests of the house in which he is, "I am so +near-sighted," and to stretch out two arrogant fingers to Felix.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Order the carriage, Rudi," begs Felix, very hoarsely.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda, who has not noticed the little scene, gives Pistasch a glance at +the interruption of their <i>tête-à-tête</i>, which flatters his vanity.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XVI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"You have slept badly, mouse; look at your poor eyes. You worry me, you +pale person."</p> + +<p class="normal">With these words Erwin greets his wife the next morning at breakfast, +kisses her lightly on the forehead, then reads his letters, swallows a +cup of coffee in great haste, greets Miss Sidney, who enters with her +little pupil, absently though pleasantly, lets himself, still +pleasantly but somewhat passively, be embraced by his little daughter, +puts his letters in his pocket and hurries away, but turns at the door +and cries: "Do not expect me to lunch, Elsa; I have a great deal to do +in Radewitz."</p> + +<p class="normal">Now he has gone, Elsa's eyes have grown sad. For a few minutes after +Miss Sidney has led Litzi away Elsa remains at the deserted breakfast +table and crumbling a roll, murmurs, "He has forgotten."</p> + +<p class="normal">To-day is their wedding-day, a day which Erwin has always made much of, +which has always been a day of sweetest recollections. She had remained +in her room this morning longer than usual, because she had hoped that +he would seek her. In vain! Then she, poor Elsa, had expected a little +surprise at the breakfast table--in vain!</p> + +<p class="normal">So now she sits there and hopes that perhaps he will return.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, he returns--his steps rapidly approach, her heart beats fast, the +door opens, Erwin bursts in with hat on his head, and cries: "Elsa, +don't forget to send the White Duchess to Traunberg. I have not time to +give the order," and disappears.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has forgotten--decidedly forgotten!" cries Elsa, "for the first +time!" Then she leaves the breakfast room.</p> + +<p class="normal">Time passes slowly and sadly for her. "It is a trifle not worth +speaking about," she tells herself again and again. "I should have +reminded him," but then she feels herself grow hot.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He did not forget Linda's horse," she murmurs bitterly, and adds still +more bitterly: "He is bored. Every diversion is welcome to him. Poor +Erwin!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The day passes--the dinner hour draws near, several minutes before five +Erwin at length returns. Heated and irritable he seeks her in her room. +"How vexed I have been!" he cries as he enters.</p> + +<p class="normal">She smiles, a little excitement overcomes her. But soon it turns out +that he has not been vexed at his forgetfulness--oh, no!--only at the +cheating and roguery of his sugar factory director.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It serves you right," remarks Elsa, coldly. She cannot deny herself +the satisfaction of making some sharp remark to him. "When he +introduced himself to you, you told me 'the man is repulsive to me!' +and when he came back again you engaged him. You always do so. At the +first glance you judge men according to your instincts, and very +justly; at the second glance you judge them by the universal statutes +of lofty philanthropy, and always falsely. I know no one for whom it is +more unpleasant to believe ill of his neighbor than you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"God be praised and thanked that the counterbalance of a desperately +distrustful wife is given me, then," cried Erwin, somewhat irritably. +Then a pair of large eyes meet his gloomily. "My distrust is a disease, +and you know the cause," says she, earnestly.</p> + +<p class="normal">The shrill dinner-bell at this point interrupts the conversation.</p> + +<p class="normal">After dinner--Miss Sidney has gone into the garden with Litzi to +play grace hoops--the husband and wife sit vexedly silent in the +drawing-room, when a servant presents a letter to Erwin from +Traunberg. Elsa has at once perceived that it is in Linda's, not in +Felix's handwriting. Erwin has opened it, apparently indifferently, +then suddenly the blood rushes to his cheeks, almost violently he +throws the letter away, kneels before Elsa and takes both her hands in +his. "How could I forget the 27th? Elsa, are you very angry with me?" +he cries.</p> + +<p class="normal">It would be hard to remain angry with him, if he had not been reminded +of his duty by just Linda. But this vexes Elsa so much that she answers +his warm glance and pleasant smile only with a cool "Why should I be +angry?" as indifferently and calmly as if the 27th no more concerned +her than the date of the battle of Leipzig.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Had you forgotten, also?" he asks, wounded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Forgotten?--what?" asks she, dully.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That to-day is my lucky day--the loveliest day of all the year for me? +Oh, Elsa! Has it become indifferent to you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice goes deep to her heart, but she is ashamed to be so moved by +his first warm words--is ashamed to show him how his forgetfulness has +pained her. In proud fear of having shown too much feeling, she hardens +her heart, and with the peculiar histrionic talent which is at the +disposal of most women in critical moments, and which they love to +display, so as to thereby ruin the happiness of their life, she says +calmly, pleasantly, half laughingly: "Ah, indeed!--I should tease you +for your lack of memory!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Elsa!" confused and surprised he looks in her eyes. "Do you not +remember how we have always valued the day; do you not remember the +first year? You had forgotten it, then?--and when I put the ring on +your finger--perhaps you do not wear it any longer?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes;" and Elsa looks down at the large diamond which sparkles like +a dewdrop or a tear near her wedding-ring.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, you were ashamed, then, not to have thought of me," he +continued, "and then--then you repeated to me, half crying, half +laughing, very tenderly a little childish wish: 'Had I an empire I +would lay it at thy feet, alas, I can offer you nothing but a kiss,' do +you not remember, Elsa?"</p> + +<p class="normal">But Elsa only replies coldly, almost mockingly: "It is very long +ago--hm! What does Linda write to you besides that to-day is the 27th?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have not read all of her letter, read it yourself if you wish," and +with that he hands his wife the letter.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa at first struggles with herself, but then she reads it, and half +aloud:</p> +<br> +<div style="font-size:90%"> +<p class="normal"><span class="sc">Dear Erwin</span>:--It is really too charming in you to so kindly gratify my +thoughtless wish. Many, many thanks for the beautiful White Duchess.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix just tells me that to-day is the 27th, a day on which you will +have no pleasure in playing lawn-tennis with me. You might perhaps +force yourself to come so as not to vex me, solitary as I am now. +Therefore I release you from your promise. Kiss Elsa for me, and, with +most cordial greetings,<span style="letter-spacing:20px"> </span> Sincerely +yours, <span style="letter-spacing:20px"> </span><span class="sc">Linda Lanzberg</span>.</p> +</div> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"How well she writes," says Elsa, who is sorry that she can find +nothing to complain of in the letter, and with the firm resolve not to +let her jealousy be perceived in the slightest, she continues: "I +should be sorry if our foolish lovers' traditions should prevent you +from amusing yourself a little, my poor Erwin." She had taken up some +fancy work and seemed to ponder over a difficulty in it. "Pray go over +to Traunberg and invite Linda to dinner Sunday."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin gazes angrily before him. "You send me away, +Elsa--you--to-day--on our wedding-day?" says he then, slowly.</p> + +<p class="normal">She laughs lightly and threads a fresh needle. "Ah! do not be childish, +Erwin," cries she. "It is not suited to our age now."</p> + +<p class="normal">He pulls the bell rope violently. "Elsa," he whispers once more before +the servant enters, but with such intolerable cordiality she says, +"Well, Erwin?" that he turns away his head and calls to the servant, +who just then appears, "Tell Franz to saddle my horse."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XVII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A small room with large windows opening on the park, innumerable +flowers in vases of different forms standing about the room, a perfume +as intoxicating and painfully sweet as poison which gives one death in +a last rapture; on the walls, hung with silver-worked rococo damask, a +few rare pictures, only five or six; two Greuze heads with red-kissed +lips and tear-reddened eyes, eyes which look up to heaven because earth +has deceived them; then a Corot, a spring landscape, where dishevelled +nymphs dance a wild round with dry leaves which winter has left; a +Watteau, in which women, in the bouffant paniers of the time of the +regents, with bared bosoms and hair drawn high up on their heads, touch +glasses of champagne with gallant cavaliers, a picture in which +everything smiles, and which yet makes one deeply mournful; a picture +in which men and women, especially women, seem to have no heart, no +soul, no enjoyment on earth, no belief in heaven; but in deepest +<i>ennui</i> float about like butterflies, tormented by the curse of the +consciousness that their life lasts only from sunrise to sunset; a +Rembrandt, a negress, brutally healthy, bestially stupid, with dull +glance, broad, hungry lips, huge, homely, and wholly satisfied with +herself and creation; about the room soft, inviting furniture; no +dazzling light, pale reddish reflections; draperies in Roman style, +artistic knick-knacks and soft rugs--this is what Erwin finds as, +pushing aside the drawn portières, he enters Linda's boudoir without +announcement.</p> + +<p class="normal">Amid these surroundings she sits at an upright piano, and softly and +dreamily sings an Italian love-song.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin comes close up to the piano. "Ah!" cries she, springing up. It +would be impossible not to see what unusual pleasure his visit gives +her. Her eyes shine, and a faint blush passes over her cheeks. "Erwin, +did you not receive my letter?" she cries almost shyly, and gives him a +soft hand which trembles and grows warm in his.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly," he replies. "It was very nice in you to consider our +foo----" in spite of all the bitterness which for the moment he feels +toward Elsa, he cannot use the byword foolish, and rather says--"little +traditions. I only came for a moment, I----" he hesitates. "Elsa hopes +that you will do us the pleasure of dining with us Sunday."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sunday?" repeats Linda, letting her fingers wander absently in dreamy +preluding over the keys.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you planned anything else?" asked Erwin, who had meanwhile taken +a very comfortable chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What should I have planned?" asked she, shrugging her pretty +shoulders. "No, no, I will come gladly. You are very good to me, Erwin, +and I am inexpressibly thankful to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">A strangely exaggerated feeling was in her accent, in her moist glance, +and the quick gesture with which she stretched out both hands to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where is Felix?" he asked, turning the conversation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Felix is, I believe, over in Lanzberg," she answered. "He has +'something to attend to.' He always has 'something to attend to' when I +expect people," she added, bitterly. "It makes my position so +uncommonly easy, Erwin! Can you account for his behavior? Would you, if +you had once resolved to choose a wife of unequal birth, afterward be +so passionately ashamed of her as Felix is?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How can you talk so foolishly, Linda?" Erwin interrupted the young +wife, uneasily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Foolishly!" Linda shook her head with discouragement. "If you only saw +him! Lately he made a scene before I could be permitted to accept the +Deys' invitation; then, at the last moment, he had a headache, and +expressed the wish that I should join Elsa and go without him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Strange idea to hang this monster in your pretty rococo nest!" cried +Erwin, growing more and more embarrassed, and abruptly changing the +conversation from Felix to the Rembrandt negress.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The monster pleases me, I like contrasts--but to return to Felix----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You expect Pistasch and Sempaly, do you not?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"They wished to come this evening--alas--I could renounce their +society; to-day I should like greatly to confide in you, Erwin. You are +the only person who is sorry for me."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a pause in the conversation of the two. Without, a murmur +like a sigh of love sounds through the trees, and a few withered +rose-leaves are blown into the room. Erwin's glance rests dreamily upon +the young woman. She pleases him in somewhat the same manner as the +Greuze head on the wall; no, differently--there is always something +dead about a picture. A picture is either a recollection preserved in +colors or a dream, and has the charm of a recollection, of a dream; +while Linda has the charm of a foreboding, of a riddle, and above all +things, the charm of life, of full young life.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then a carriage approaches. "Pistasch and Sempaly," cries Erwin, +looking out of the window and seizing his hat. "On Sunday, eh, Linda?" +says he in a tone of farewell.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now you run away from me just like Felix," cries she, pouting. "Please +stay; it is so unpleasant for me to receive young people without a +protector."</p> + +<p class="normal">And he stays.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"You have come late; we have scarcely three-quarters of an hour of +daylight left."</p> + +<p class="normal">With these words, spoken in a very indifferent tone, Linda receives the +young men. "Shall we set about it at once?" she continues.</p> + +<p class="normal">The lawn-tennis court is in a broad flat meadow in the park. The ground +is not yet dry from yesterday's rain, still the players are unwearied, +Erwin, after a short time, as animated as the others. He competes +vigorously with Pistasch, whose skill he soon surpasses, and enjoys the +society of the two agreeable and to-day good-tempered young men, who +are both old acquaintances of his.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pistasch in old times he has pulled by the ear, paid his youthful +debts, and on holidays taken him away from the Theresanium; with +Scirocco, who is but little younger than Erwin himself, he has taken an +Oriental trip, they were both overturned in the same drag, both raved +over the same dancer, etc.</p> + +<p class="normal">Merry reminiscences pass between the players almost as quickly as the +tennis balls, and Linda encourages all these reminiscences most +charmingly; her smile lends a new spice to the play and the +conversation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin is of a much too lovable nature, is far too much occupied with +the happiness of others and too little with his own, to think of what +might have been if he had not, for love of Elsa, renounced the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">He possesses a decided disinclination for the "if," always looks +straight before him, never behind him. It does not even occur to him +to-day, when he is vexed with Elsa, to complain of the serious monotony +of his life, to philosophize, but he feels well, likes to amuse himself +again, laughs frequently, and is not unsusceptible to the evident wish +to please him which Linda shows. No objection can be found to her +behavior to-day--it is animated without being loud, cordial without +being coquettish.</p> + +<p class="normal">The three-quarters of an hour are over, the daylight has become first +pale, then gray, the balls have flown aimlessly, like plump night birds +through the air; they have laughed, ridiculed the opposite side for +their faults, finally lost several balls, and come to the conclusion +that for the present nothing more can be done.</p> + +<p class="normal">The players have now assembled for a light supper in the somewhat +gloomy dining-room, from whose walls a few old portraits, gentlemen +with huge wigs and large flowered brocade vests, ladies with wasp +waists and immoderately high powdered coiffures, look down upon them. +The light of the lamps is reflected in the crystal decanters, in which +red and white wine sparkles; the flowers, a mixture of transparent +ribbon-grass and wild roses, move softly in their vases in the middle +of the table, trembling in the night air which streams in through the +open windows. Beautiful fruit shines fresh and inviting, in silver +dishes, and Linda presides, somewhat flushed, cordial and wonderfully +pretty. No annoying servants disturb the pleasant little repast.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pistasch behaves like the perfect gentleman which he is when he does +not consider it his duty to be a perfect boor, or does not take +pleasure in representing a perfect street Arab. He entertains the +little circle by gay anecdotes, is attentive without impertinence to +the hostess.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco, more serious in manner, nevertheless laughs at his cousin's +jokes, and often interposes a witty little remark.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin is as gay as the two others, but from time to time, however, his +conscience reminds him that this is not the place for him, and that it +is time for him to return home. "But can I leave my young sister-in-law +alone with the two men?" he calms his inconvenient conscience. +"Impossible!" He must wait for Felix to return.</p> + +<p class="normal">That Kamenz and Sempaly, well-bred as both are, and with no cause for +importunity, would both leave as soon as he should start, he does not +tell himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then a carriage rolls up to the castle. Linda rises to go to the +window. "Felix!" she cries in her clear, childish voice. No answer +follows. Her eyes become gloomy, she listens, evidently listens to see +whether he will go to his room without appearing to his guests. Then a +dragging, stumbling step is heard in the corridor. "Felix!" cries +Linda, excitedly and imperiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">The door opens, Felix enters, he stumbles into the dining-room, his +face is red and swollen, his eyes have a watery look, his knees bend at +every step, and a repulsive flabbiness is betrayed in his whole form.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have guests?" he says, thickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sit down, you are not well," cries Erwin, seizing the staggering man +by the arm, and forcing him into a chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No--but--the----" begins Felix, and breaks off, not able to finish the +sentence.</p> + +<p class="normal">A pause ensues. The little company seem paralyzed with alarm and +disgust. Then Sempaly rises. "We thank you for a very pleasant evening, +Baroness," he turns politely to Linda, and he and his cousin withdraw.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda is as white as the table-cloth. "Come, Felix, lie down," says +Erwin to his brother-in-law, whose condition he does not wish to expose +to the impertinent curiosity of servile lackeys.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A cigar," murmurs Felix, excusing himself like all drunkards.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come;" Erwin urges him more sharply. Felix is about to make some +reply, when he discovers his wife, turns his head away, and trembling +throughout his entire frame, lets himself be taken to his room without +resistance.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Erwin returns to the dining-room to bid farewell to Linda, he +finds her still deathly pale, with gloomy eyes, sitting in the same +place.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Linda, you are wrong to take this so seriously," says he, softly and +consolingly; "it is really often an accident, a glass of poor wine----"</p> + +<p class="normal">At his first kind word she has burst into tears. "It is not the first +time," she replies, with difficulty restraining her tears. "Ah! if +it--if it was only because the wine went to his head or--but no--a year +ago he was the most temperate man in the world--it began in London. It +cannot all be my fault. What is the matter with him? My God! What is +concealed from me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A new light dawns upon Erwin's mind; Linda's lack of tact is excused; a +boundless pity overcomes him.</p> + +<p class="normal">At a violent motion of her pretty head her hair has become loosened and +now hangs in silken splendor over her shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Calm yourself, fasten up your hair, be prudent, my poor little +sister-in-law!" says Erwin. Softly and involuntarily, as one would do +to a child, he strokes the hair back from her temples.</p> + +<p class="normal">She tries to fasten it up, but suddenly she lets her arms sink, and +looking directly at Erwin out of moist but not disfigured eyes, she +whispers, "I cannot reach so high, and do not wish to be seen thus by +my maid--it would be strange."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Can I help you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She nods. Simply, but without undue haste or uneasiness, he twists the +beautiful hair, fastens it firmly as one who is accustomed to perform +such services. She keeps her head covered, breathes regularly, deeply, +audibly--accidentally he touches her little glowing ear, then she +starts. A clock strikes. "Half past ten!" cries Erwin, startled. "Good +night, Baroness; poor Elsa will not know how to explain my absence," +and he rushes out.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your horse must be saddled," says Linda, but he does not return--a few +minutes later she hears him galloping rapidly away. "When he thinks of +his wife he always calls me Baroness," she murmurs to herself with a +peculiar smile.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">An hour later Erwin knocks at his wife's door. "Who is it?" an +indifferent, sleepy voice asks from within.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, you, Erwin!" Elsa unlocks the door, and comes out in the corridor, +where only a single lamp breaks the darkness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you anything particular to ask me?" says she, and her feverish +sparkling eyes contradict the indifferent voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing," he whispers, softly. "I merely could not resolve to retire +without having bid you good night; I felt that you must be still awake. +Do you insist upon receiving me in the corridor?" he asks, smilingly, +as she has closed the door behind her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The baby is asleep," replies Elsa, coldly, rubbing her eyes with +ostentation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My voice will not wake her," he says, softly, taking Elsa's hand. +"Elsa, my dear pouting Elsa, forgive me," he whispers. "I had no right +to be angry and run away, merely because you were intolerable. It has +been a horrid day, let it at least have a good ending!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He sees how she trembles, how she blushes, and tenderly he takes her +thin little face between both hands. Then, then she changes color, her +eyes open in wild horror, and she starts back from him with a gesture +of decided aversion, but quickly collecting herself, and forcing +herself to smile, she gives him her hand and says, "Good night!"</p> + +<p class="normal">How she has pained him! Is her love dead? He cannot understand her +manner. How could he? He does not notice that on his hands, in his +clothes has remained the peculiar perfume which a gallant diplomat had +brought Linda from Constantinople.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XVIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"One cannot please people," sighs Pistasch, several days after the +lawn-tennis party, while, cigar between his teeth, a hat adorned with a +cock's plume on the back of his head, his smoking jacket open over his +broad chest, he tries to solve a difficult problem in billiards. "One +cannot please people."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hm! I think this sentence belonged to Solomon's <i>répertoire</i> of +phrases," grumbles Sempaly, who, stretched out in a deep arm-chair, is +looking over an old <i>Revue des Deux Mondes</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Solomon! Solomon!" says Pistasch, clutching his soft golden hair. "Was +not that the Jew in the Leopoldstadt, whose money rate was so cheap, +only three per cent, <i>per mese</i>?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Count Kamenz considers it "chic" to have forgotten his Bible history.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not make yourself out stupider than you are," Scirocco admonishes +him. "We can be quite satisfied without that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thanks, you see one can never please people," repeats Pistasch, +shrugging his shoulders in droll despair. "After the sacrificial meal, +Mimi rejoices me with a remark upon my stiffness to the Lanzberg. I +show the latter much-calumniated beauty some slight attention and +accept an invitation to lawn-tennis at her house. Mimi reproaches me +concerning my morals. In order to satisfy her demands I yesterday +paid court to a sixteen-year-old dove; she reproaches me for +my inconsequence, says with feeling, 'One does not trifle with +love!'--there, it sounds as if it were a bit from a play." Pistasch +turns to Sempaly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, it is the title of a play in which at the end some one is +stabbed," says Scirocco, looking up from his reading.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you, Rudi; one can always learn from you," assures Pistasch.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are the first who has discovered that--I pity you," replies +Sempaly, sarcastically.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Surely not because I am weak in history and literature," says +Pistasch, phlegmatically. "Bah! if one of us only knows who he is, he +knows what he needs."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, everything else would only confuse him," says Scirocco, +seriously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Precisely," answers Pistasch, coolly. He now sits on the corner of the +billiard table, both hands in his pockets, in the large room with its +faded leather furniture. "But confess that your sister maltreats me, +after I have tried so hard to please her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Too hard, perhaps," says Scirocco, and looks gloomily at his cousin. +Is the latter the only one who does not perceive that the Countess +would prefer to preserve him in a cage, secure from the attacks of +audacious women and mothers? "'<i>Ce sont toujour les concessions qui ont +perdu les grands hommes</i>,' Philippe Egalité remarked on his way to +execution," he continues, and takes his cousin's ostentatious <i>naïveté</i> +for what it is really worth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That might be called forcing history," cries Rhoeden, entering at this +moment, and hearing the last phrase.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who was Philippe Egalité?" asks Pistasch, with unembarrassed--yes, +boasted ignorance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A man who, in order to make himself loved by the masses, voted for the +death of his cousin, the king, made himself riding trousers of the +<i>ancien régime</i>, and was beheaded by the masses by way of thanks."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! my historical knowledge is extensively widened--but if I only knew +to whom to make love!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Il y avait une fois un séducteur qui cherchait de l'ouvrage</i>," +remarks Eugene.</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Je crois Men qu'il cherchait!</i>" yawns Pistasch. "Really, it is not +only on Mimi's and morality's account that I do not dare try it with +the Lanzberg--but she is so magnificently prudish! Now I do not object +to a little prudishness, that is piquant, but quite so much! Recently +she, for really nothing at all----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, really, for nothing at all?" repeats Scirocco, looking sharply at +his cousin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, not exactly for nothing at all," the latter admits, grumblingly, +"but on my word, for a very slight cause, she gave me a dissertation +upon her dignity, and that she felt bound to keep the honorable name +which she bears spotless."</p> + +<p class="normal">"She is quite right," declares Sempaly, sharply.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pistasch laughs rudely. "Well, Rudi, between ourselves, it is +nevertheless a little droll to think so much of this name, to boast of +its spotlessness--hm!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rhoeden displays the indifference of a man who knows that the +conversation is upon delicate subjects, and retires to a window recess, +where he unfolds a letter. A servant enters and reports that "The +Countess begs the Baron to come to the music-room," whereupon Rhoeden +vanishes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scarcely has the door closed behind him when Scirocco bursts out +violently: "You are a muttonhead, Pistasch; the little banker is a +hundred times cleverer than you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He needs it," says Pistasch, coolly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Can you not be silent before him?" Scirocco attacks him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," replies Pistasch, lazily; "I have never accustomed myself to +keeping secrets; respectable people have no secrets. Besides, Lanzberg +begins to be fairly unbearable, his manner has become so unsteady, so +nervous; he no longer finishes a single sentence correctly, has not an +opinion of his own, and crouches like a whipped dog. He makes me +nervous."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you of stone, have you no heart?" cries Scirocco.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am under no obligations to Lanzberg," grumbles Pistasch, very +defiantly. "I----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, you would be ashamed to protect him a little," says Scirocco, +cuttingly. "Recently when L---- remarked to you that you seemed to +associate with Lanzberg a great deal, you replied, 'Yes, he has a +pretty wife!' Really, Pistasch, at that moment, in my eyes, you stood +morally lower than poor Felix."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Really," Pistasch imitates his cousin's tragic tone, "I think I have +blundered into an educational institution! Lectures and nothing but +lectures! First you, then Mimi. How you can permit yourself to compare +me with a man like a 'certain Lanzberg.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do not talk yourself into useless heat, my dear fellow," says +Scirocco, laying his hand on his shoulder. "At present I feel just as +inclined to fight a duel with you as I should to cut my own brother's +throat. Consider a little and you will come to the conclusion that you +are in the wrong."</p> + +<p class="normal">Scirocco leaves the billiard-room. For a while Pistasch pushes the +ivory balls over the green table with furious zeal, then he throws +himself irritably into an arm-chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, he feels plainly that he is in the wrong, but he cannot resolve to +change his behavior to Felix. He might at least avoid him, but just +now, because and in defiance of Linda's prudishness, he does not wish +to. His prejudice against Linda was nothing but arrogant affectation, +but his antipathy to Felix is sincere; it almost resembles that +aversion which many egoistic men feel for one mortally ill.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rhoeden spends an hour in teaching the Countess--a totally unmusical +woman who does not know a note, has no feeling for rhythm, but +possesses a good voice and a great desire to shine in that +direction--twelve bars of a new Italian romance of Tosti.</p> + +<p class="normal">He goes his little way, pursues his little aim, and will attain it. +Only two years ago young aristocrats invited him exclusively to stag +parties, hunts, etc.; then Count F---- wrote a little operetta for a +society tenor. The tenor, a young diplomat, after the first rehearsal +of the operetta was transferred to Constantinople--universal +consternation. They had about resolved to surrender the operetta, which +was to be performed for a charitable object, to a professional when +Pistasch proposed his old Theresanium comrade, Eugene. Eugene, with his +unusually beautiful voice, sang the little rôle charmingly; all were +delighted with his singing, his graceful acting. At one stroke he +became the fashion.</p> + +<p class="normal">His passion for Linda, Eugene had long buried under his worldly egoism; +he was glad that he had been prevented from the foolishness of a +marriage with her. He planned quite a different match, made use of his +opportunities, and meanwhile was in no hurry. He knew very well on what +footing he stood with society, knew that they wished to fasten upon him +Countess Fifi R----, who was red-haired and somewhat hump-backed, or +even Countess Clarisse, who was scrofulous and had been much gossiped +about, knew it and laughed at it. He was still young and could wait.</p> + +<p class="normal">Social vanity was his religion, the world his god, to whom, however, he +did not pay such passionate, credulous homage as Linda, for example, +but always with an ironical smile on his lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">After he had gone through the romance with the Countess for perhaps a +hundred times, had finally taught her text, melody, and even a +sentimental mordent, and is now dismissed from duty, Eugene looks into +the billiard-room again before he goes to his own room, and finds +Pistasch, between thick clouds of smoke, occupied with a tschibouk.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do I disturb you?" he asks, gayly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, heavens, no! I have long been weary of my own society," sighs +Pistasch with feeling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have an amusing bit of news for you, Pistasch," continues Rhoeden, +approaching him. "My uncle Harfink"--Eugene always speaks of his +relations in a mocking tone, somewhat as one kind of cripples speak of +their humps--"my uncle Harfink--you remember his first wife, whom you +knew, is dead--well, he has married again!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wish him much happiness," replies Pistasch, who does not see why that +should interest him particularly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has married, and none other than the famous Juanita," says Rhoeden, +with the calmness of a virtuoso who is sure of his effect.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pistasch drops his pipe, springs up from his armchair. +"Harfink--married--Juanita, the----" he interrupts himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," says Rhoeden, calmly, "the same Juanita who in her day ruined +poor Lanzberg."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hm! So you know the story?" asks Pistasch, breathing freely in the +consciousness that now all discretion is unnecessary.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It will go no further through me," Rhoeden assures him solemnly. "But +is not that delightful? My uncle writes me that he has married the +aforesaid celebrity, and as his digestion is still not as good as it +might be, they have gone to Marienbad for their wedding trip. He begs +me to reconcile his daughter to his step, and to find out what kind of +a reception his wife may expect in Traunberg. Piquant, eh? Very +piquant!"</p> + +<p class="normal">A shrill bell announces lunch.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rudi! Mimi!" cries Pistasch, rushing into the dining-room, where both +these, together with Elli and Mademoiselle, are assembled, "old Harfink +has married the Juanita, and has gone to Marienbad for his wedding +trip. Is not that magnificent, is not that famous?"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XIX.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"A Modern Donna Elvira!" This sarcastic nickname originated at the time +when the charming Privy Councellor Dey, whose wife we are acquainted +with, was still alive. Count Dey was a red-haired gnome, who was +continually mistaken for his own tutor which, as the facetious Pistasch +maintained with conviction to this day, was very annoying to the tutor. +Besides, Count Dey was eighteen years older than his wife, who, if not +beautiful, was still uncommonly attractive, and still the poor woman +embittered her young life with the most painful jealousy, followed her +husband about distrustfully, accompanied him on the briefest visits of +inspection to his estates, shivering and heroic, shared with him the +cold inconveniences of his grouse hunt in the Tyrol. The world +maliciously delighted in the industry with which she defended her +rights, and also in the fact that, in spite of her astonishing and +extensive precautions, she was continually deceived by her red-haired +spouse.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mimi Dey now served as a warning example for Elsa. She, Elsa, had not +the slightest wish to undertake the rôle of the "modern Donna Elvira," +and expose herself to universal mockery. Therefore she concealed her +jealousy from Erwin with Spartan self-control, and smiled with the most +charming loftiness, while the poisonous mistrust tore her bosom as +pitilessly as the young fox tore the brave little Lacedæmonian.</p> + +<p class="normal">When, the day after the lawn-tennis party, Erwin remorsefully sought +the cause of her changed manner in his own behavior, and after he had +tried to drive away her displeasure by a thousand loving attentions, +put his arm around her and whispered to her softly: "Elsa, confess why +you were so angry with me yesterday--only because I stayed away so +long?" Frightened that he had so nearly touched upon her secret, she +displayed the most arrogant indifference.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You surely do not think that I am vexed if you amuse yourself with +Linda a little?" she replied, with an irritating smile. "I am glad that +you have found a little amusement, my poor Erwin," she continued.</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked at her in some surprise. "Yes, but then I do not +understand----" he murmured. "What is the real matter with you?--does +anything worry you?---tell me--two can bear it more easily."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no, I have nothing to tell," she replied, hastily. "Nothing at +all--I am tired, not very well."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, that you decidedly are not," he admitted, and anxiously +scrutinized her thin cheeks and the dark shadows under her eyes. "We +must consult a physician."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We consulted him four weeks ago," she answered, "and he advised me to +drink Louisen-Quelle, and I drink Louisen-Quelle." She folded her hands +resignedly over her breast, with an expression as if to say how little +faith she had in Louisen-Quelle, and how indifferent her health was to +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps a trip to the sea-shore would do you good," proposed Erwin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Could you go away now?" she asked, apparently calmly, but with her +heart full of distrust.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now? Hardly! But you could take Miss Sidney and Litzi with you, or, as +far as I am concerned, both children."</p> + +<p class="normal">"With the necessary servants that would cost a good deal," replies +Elsa, discouragingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, we are not quite such beggars that we need think of that when it +is a question of your health," he cries, almost angry. "We have saved +long enough and can now spend something. Decide upon Cowes; perhaps I +can join you there later."</p> + +<p class="normal">For a while she gazes silently and gloomily before her, then a slight +shudder runs over her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Elsa! You seriously alarm me!" cries Erwin: "something must be done!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, certainly; I will go to Cowes," she decides, as if it was a +decision to let herself be bound upon the wheel, then she turns her +head to look at an approaching carriage. "Oh, Linda," she cries, and +her voice betrays absolutely nothing, not even antipathy to her +sister-in-law, and Erwin begs, "Be a little good to her--for Felix's +sake. She needs women friends and has none but you."</p> + +<p class="normal">These naïve words may give the impression that Erwin is very obtuse. +But he certainly was not, only his knowledge of human nature was always +bounded by a great good-will, his keen sight blinded by good-nature. +He possessed a true passion for making every one who came near him +happy, and also the impractical habit of never thinking evil of his +fellow-men, except when he absolutely could not otherwise.</p> + +<p class="normal">Therefore he saw to-day in Linda's visit nothing but a praiseworthy +wish of coming nearer to Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda wore a very simple gown, which was very becoming to her; she had +brought a work-basket, and sewed almost the whole time of her visit +upon a little collar for Gery which had a very exemplary appearance. +She made the most modest and tender attempts to be friends with Elsa, +and without the slightest touch of familiarity, took a tone of +comradeship towards Erwin which pleased him greatly--perhaps so much +the more as a charming, childlike smile accompanied this tone, and the +merriest little stories.</p> + +<p class="normal">When evening had already become night, and Felix had still not +appeared, as Linda seemed to have expected, to fetch her, and she +confessed that she was afraid to return alone with her groom only, in +the low pony carriage, Erwin good-naturedly escorted her on horseback +to Traunberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">This was really unwelcome to him, but Elsa suspected the contrary, and +as he had not the common habit of afterwards complaining of his +obligingness, she remained of the same opinion. She herself had behaved +perfectly charmingly to Linda. No one could have suspected that +jealousy could smile so! No one--but Linda.</p> + +<p class="normal">And how she triumphed! how flattered vanity quivered in her every +fibre, and how the drive home with Erwin amused her!</p> + +<p class="normal">She drove herself, and really she did not overdrive the ponies.</p> + +<p class="normal">Around them was the sultry, gloomy charm of the summer night. +Long-drawn sighs and sweetly monotonous murmurs passed through the +trees, the short grass trembled as if caressed by invisible hands. From +time to time a glow-worm shot through the gray air like a falling star.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How beautiful!" said Linda to herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, charming!" Erwin admitted, and secretly looked at his watch.</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of the fact that he galloped home at a very sharp pace, it was +midnight before he arrived there, which confirmed Elsa's strange idea.</p> + +<p class="normal">Almost every evening after tea Erwin was accustomed to read aloud to +his wife, and this had originated in their honeymoon, when Erwin, very +young, very much in love, still shyly coquetted with his little +talents.</p> + +<p class="normal">He read well, and liked to read, and Elsa had until now always looked +forward to the confidential chat, the happy fact of being alone +together, which was a part of the reading hour, and both did not know +which they really preferred: the wild, stormy winter evenings, in which +Elsa sat as near the fireplace as possible, and contrary to his +sensible prohibition, held one foot at a time over the glowing coals, +until he stopped reading, and crouching on a stool, took the little +feet from their light house slippers, and rubbed them warm between his +hands; or the mild, fragrant summer evenings, when Elsa, gazing through +the window at the sky, often interrupted the bitter earnestness of St. +Simon, or the graceful bitterness of Voltaire, and with childish joy +signalled a shooting star, and as Erwin laughingly asked her whether +she had availed herself of the opportunity to wish something very +beautiful, softly, with lips close to his ear, whispered, "Oh, yes, +that it may always be so."</p> + +<p class="normal">Usually he read serious books aloud, but sometimes he brought the old +Musset which had accompanied him on his wedding journey, and then they +vied with each other in gay recollections of their honeymoon, and +laughed when they came to verses the meaning of which had been dark to +her, and had made her ask the most remarkable questions. They +contradicted each other animatedly as to who had the most faithful +memory for every foolish, tender jest, and Elsa, whose remembrance +exceeded his, faintly whispered softly, "Do you see I have not let a +single joy be lost out of my life. I have laid-them all away for my old +days."</p> + +<p class="normal">The day after Linda's visit, Elsa made no move to leave the +drawing-room when Erwin asked her softly, "How about our Mahon?" (they +were just then reading this knightly pedant's English history), but +replied discouragingly, "I am going to retire early this evening," and +engaged Miss Sidney in a conversation upon English philanthropy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin smoked a cigarette, glanced over a paper, finally, looking out of +the window, remarked that it was a beautiful moonlight night and he was +going shooting, kissed Elsa's forehead, bowed to Miss Sidney, and was +about to leave the room when from Elsa's lips came anxiously:</p> + +<p class="normal">"But----!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you want anything?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you going to take any one with you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?" asked he, and raised his eyebrows; then suddenly laughing aloud +he added, "Would you perhaps like to accompany me, mouse? The night is +mild, I will find you an easy path; we need not go far."</p> + +<p class="normal">She hesitated, only for a moment she hesitated. She had formerly often +gone with him; he had bought her a small rifle, and with anxious +carefulness taught her to shoot, and as long as her health was good +enough they had often hunted gayly together like good comrades. Why +must just now Mimi Dey and the grouse hunt in the Tyrol come to her +mind?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you, I dare not venture out in the dew;" thus politely, but +without a trace of warmth she refused his good-natured offer, and he +shrugged his shoulders slightly and vanished.</p> + +<p class="normal">English philanthropy suddenly lost all interest for Elsa. She took +leave of Miss Sidney quite absently, and went to her room which, since +baby's existence, she had shared with the delicate little creature. She +passed two tormenting hours; she was tortured by the most nonsensical +fancies; she thought only of poachers and assassins; she did not close +her eyes until she heard Erwin's step creep thoughtfully, softly past +her door, but at least she had not been like Mimi Dey.</p> + +<p class="normal">Sempaly and Pistasch had accepted the invitation to dine in Steinbach +on the Sunday for which Linda was invited. Elsa had been able to secure +no ladies. Never had Linda been more beautiful than on this Sunday. She +wore a dazzling toilet; "from Worth," she replied, in explanation to +some polite remark which Elsa had made upon her dress. "From Worth, but +I had to change it entirely. I cannot bear Worth any longer; he is too +American. And how do you like my gown, Erwin?" she turned to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Linda, you surely are not trying to make me think that you care +anything about the taste of such a rusty hayseed as I am!" cried he, +laughingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, you know very well that you are the only one, yes, the only one on +God's earth from whom I will accept fault-finding," answered Linda, and +putting her arm around Elsa's neck, she whispered in the latter's ear, +"Your husband has bewitched me, Elsa. If I did not wish you the best of +everything, I really could envy you him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Oh, the serpent! She feels very well that Elsa shivers in her arms, and +she is happy.</p> + +<p class="normal">During the dinner Elsa suffered fearful torments. Monosyllabic she sat +between Scirocco, who, more quiet and melancholy than usual, did not +help her to talk, and Pistasch who, gazing at Linda, forgot to talk. +Linda, on the contrary, chatted unweariedly, entertained the whole +table with her odd little stories, and knew how to absorb Erwin so +deeply by her artfully naïve flatteries and carefully veiled coquetries +that he, the most polite man in the world, scarcely found time to +address a few pleasant phrases to the Englishwoman who, for the sake of +symmetry, sat at his left.</p> + +<p class="normal">After dinner Linda sang. Erwin accompanied her, and Pistasch lost his +tongue with enthusiasm, except for the three words, "Superb! +magnificent! delicious!" which he burst forth with again and again, +gasping for breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa, who took no interest in French chansonnettes, and Sempaly, who +did not care to hear them rendered by respectable women, or those who +at least should be so, stood together in a window recess half chatting, +half silent, like people who know and understand each other well. But +suddenly Scirocco was silent, his glance wandered to Felix, who sat in +the darkest corner of the drawing-room, and in order to give himself +countenance, stroked Erwin's great hunting-dog. A little rattle of +glasses had attracted Sempaly's notice. He went up to Felix, and after +he had spoken a few words to him returned with him to Elsa. Elsa was +frightened at sight of her brother. His cheeks were flushed to his +forehead, the features swollen, the eyes shining as in one who has a +severe fever.</p> + +<p class="normal">When everything had become quiet again in Steinbach, and Elsa was alone +with Erwin in the drawing-room, she went to the table from which +Sempaly had brought Felix away, and discovered there the <i>corpus +delicti</i> in the shape of a half-emptied flask of Chartreuse.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" cried she shuddering, and turned to Erwin. "Do you know the +latest?--Felix drinks!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin lowered his head. "Drinks--drinks!" he murmured with +embarrassment but excusingly. "You must not call it that exactly; it is +not yet so bad!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You--you seem to have known it," cried Elsa, staring at him. He looked +away.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa paces twice through the room, her arms crossed on her breast. Her +short, unequal breaths can be heard. Then she stops before Erwin; the +blood has rushed to her cheeks, and causes there two uneven red spots +under her eyes. Her hatred for Linda suddenly bursts forth. "Oh, this +repulsive, ordinary, tactless person! How deeply she has dragged him +down!" she says, with set teeth.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin, to whom the cause of this unlovely and immoderate anger is +wholly inexplicable, is displeasedly silent. This irritates Elsa still +more, and in an even more unpleasant tone she continues, "Well, do you, +perhaps, doubt that she and only she has ruined Felix by her incredible +lack of tact?"</p> + +<p class="normal">For the first time since Erwin has known his wife he lost patience with +her, and shrugging his shoulders, replied, "I find it hard to expect +tact from a person who does not suspect the complicated difficulties of +her position."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Erwin!--Erwin!--you--you surely do not believe that Felix would have +married Linda without telling her of his circumstances?" She was now +quite pale again, she trembled, her voice sounded weak and hoarse. He +was terribly sorry for her, at this moment he would have given +everything to be silent. He took refuge in vague phrases. "A mere +suspicion--I spoke without thinking."</p> + +<p class="normal">But Elsa shook her head; an indescribable pain curved her lips. "No, +Erwin," cried she, "you may not be the demi-god whom for nine years I +have worshiped in you, but you are not capable of saying anything so +degrading about my brother upon a mere suspicion. From whom do you know +that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She stood before him, drawn up to her full height, and looked him in +the eyes with an expression which one could not lie to.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I judge so from questions which she has asked me," he stammers, and +immediately adds, hastily, "Certainly Felix would not purposely have +concealed the affair from her; he may have told her mother----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is all the same," interrupts Elsa. "His action remains +unanswerable, for the first as well as the second time. Erwin, you poor +man, into what a family have you married! Why would you have me? I did +not wish it--I knew that it would be for no good." She is almost beside +herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No good! Think of the nine years which we leave behind us," he +replies, gently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Think of the twenty, thirty years which we have before us," cries she. +"The sacrifice which you made for me was too great."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know of no sacrifice," he replies, warmly. "It is pure childishness +which makes you bring that up again. Once for all, Elsa, I would not +exchange a life at your side for the most brilliant career--to which, +besides, I could scarcely have been called." With these words he goes +up to her, and lays his hand gently under her chin to raise her face to +his, but she breaks loose from him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thank you," says she, with hateful mockery. She thought of the +thousand pretty speeches and charming attentions with which he had +satisfied Linda's greedy vanity to-day. She was sick with suppressed +jealousy. The bright light which Erwin's communication threw upon +Linda's whole manner, and which so excused Linda, and on the other +hand, so lowered Felix, mingled a new pain in all her morbid feelings. +She literally no longer knew what she said, her voice became more and +more cutting: "I thank you," she repeated. "You are very polite, you +have a particular talent for politeness, you are the most charming man +I know, but--but, I am sorry you had your way at that time."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sorry, Elsa? For God's sake take that back," cried he. The pain +which she had caused him was too deep for him to consider how much of +her words were to be ascribed to true conviction, and what to her +over-excited nerves.</p> + +<p class="normal">She shook her head obstinately. "Yes, I am sorry," she continued in her +insensate speech. "At that time you could not live without me"--she +spoke very bitterly--"yes, you would have been unhappy without me--a +month, perhaps a year--who knows?--but then you would have consoled +yourself, and it would have been better for you and for me. Good +night!" and with head held high, with rigid face and trembling limbs +she tottered out of the room.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>X.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Marienbad at six o'clock in the morning.</p> + +<p class="normal">The air is still fresh and fragrant, the long, slanting sunbeams fall +between the damp coolness of the woody shadows. The guests crowd along +the narrow spring walk, their glasses in their hands. They form a line +before the spring after they have emptied their goblets, considerately +turn and conscientiously take exercise.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sand beneath their feet, moist with the night dew, is of a dark +reddish color. On the leaves of the graceful trees sparkle little drops +of dew like finest enamel. In the turf which borders the sand walk +great drops shine like diamonds. A white mist, too transparent to be +called a fog, fills the distance. Thicker and thicker the guests crowd +around the spring.</p> + +<p class="normal">Marienbad is overfull this year. Pleased landlords rub their fat hands, +and push up prices to a most unheard-of amount. Guests who have omitted +to engage rooms by telegraph can find no decent accommodations, seek +shelter in the most miserable private houses, offer gold mines to +shoemakers, tailors and glove-makers for one room. A whole excursion +trainful pass the night in the waiting-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">The daughter of some reigning family, travelling incognito under the +name "Comtesse Stip," has engaged the greatest part of the largest +hotel for herself and her little prince in Scottish costume. A swarm of +distinguished moths from every country has followed the princely light, +and a crowd of <i>parvenus</i>, like a swarm of insects of the night, has +followed the moths, who pass their time in Marienbad bandying strangely +unselfish compliments.</p> + +<p class="normal">The famous Vienna artists play every evening in the stuffy theatre; +princesses and dramatic <i>coryphées</i> meet each other on the spring +promenade.</p> + +<p class="normal">To-day a new animation is displayed by the spring pilgrims. All gaze at +a couple who have this morning appeared for the first time upon the +promenade. The aristocratic curiosity seems even more awakened than the +plebeian, and all the thirty or forty pairs of eyes of Marienbad +"society" are fixed upon the same spot--upon the knight of Harfink and +his young wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is the Juanita, the Carini; how badly she is dressed, how fat she +has grown, how homely!" goes from mouth to mouth. "And not even an +artistic temperament--a woman who could be sensible enough to marry a +'checked' iron founder. When she sees Lanzberg--how he must feel!" Thus +says society. Meanwhile, not noticing the voices hissing around her, +Juanita, the widowed Marchesa Carini, upright and stiff, with the +consequential manner of a retired dancer, walks between the knightly +Harfink and his son, beaming with pride and satisfaction.</p> + +<p class="normal">How she looked fifteen years ago, at the time when she so fatally +crossed the path of life of Felix Lanzberg, it would be difficult to +determine. Today she looks like all elderly Spaniards, who to our +unpractised northern eyes resemble each other almost as much as elderly +negresses.</p> + +<p class="normal">An immoderately fleshy form, not very tall, with high bust, and +unnaturally compressed waist, the hands tiny, like accidental +appendages to her fat arms, the feet still incomparably beautiful, but +too short to support the huge figure, the gait waddling, the face +yellow and fat, mouth, eyes, and nose almost hidden by a pair of +enormous cheeks--that is Juanita.</p> + +<p class="normal">She who, in her day, had worn the bandeaux of her nation coming down +over her ears, now, probably because this manner of wearing the hair +seems to her peasant-like, wears the hair drawn back from her withered +temples, falling in black ringlets on her forehead, a hat on the back +of her head, a green silk gown and diamonds. Her tiny shoes and +stockings are the only parts of her costume which are faultless. The +former, charming little black satin affairs, the latter of open-work +black silk. In consequence of this, she wears her gown short beyond all +bound in front, which increases the width of the whole appearance.</p> + +<p class="normal">She continually exchanges the most tender, loving glances with her +husband, and a happy honeymoon smile illumines her yellow face when he +addresses her.</p> + +<p class="normal">As she uses the cure with the same conscientiousness as he, she stands +beside him at the spring. Little Comtesse L----, a lively lady whom +nothing escapes, asserts that every time before emptying her goblet, +Juanita coquettishly hits it against that of the "retired iron +founder."</p> + +<p class="normal">The "checked iron founder" is a name given Mr. von Harfink on account +of his immoderate preference for striking green and blue checked +clothes. For two weeks Juanita has borne his name--for two weeks he has +known how badly he really fared under Susanna's rule.</p> + +<p class="normal">The aforesaid Susanna had died a year after Linda's marriage. Linda, +who at that time had not fully recovered from Gery's birth, expressed +no wish to go to Vienna for her mother's burial or her father's +consolation. Mr. von Harfink had been left to bear the heavy loss +alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">At the funeral Baron von Harfink shed many tears into a black-bordered +handkerchief, and displayed all the symptoms of honest emotion; after +the funeral he fell into a condition of silent apathy. The flame which +had given light to his mind was extinguished, all was dark within him. +He felt like an actor of poor memory whose excellent prompter has died.</p> + +<p class="normal">About a week after the catastrophe, his nearest relatives assembled at +a dinner in his house, with the good-natured view of diverting him. He +sat in their midst, silently bent over his plate. They had adjourned to +the drawing-room for coffee, and still he had not spoken a word.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The poor fellow! it has gone harder with him than we thought," the +relatives whispered to each other. Then stretching himself comfortably +in an arm-chair, and rubbing his stomach, he began, "Ah! things have +not tasted so good to me as they did to-day for a long time."</p> + +<p class="normal">The feeling of an immense relief had awakened in him. No longer to be +afraid of making stupid remarks, no longer, when he had put on his +favorite checked vest, to be reproved with, "Anton, your vest insults +my æsthetic feeling," or, when he had given himself up to the +comfortable enjoyment of a favorite dish, to be frightened with, +"Anton, a day-laborer is nothing in comparison with you;" to be forced +to listen to no more articles from the <i>Rundschau</i> and the <i>Revue des +Deux Mondes</i>,--it was very pleasant.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scarcely had Susanna been three weeks in her grave, when Mr. von +Harfink stopped the subscriptions to the <i>Revue</i> and its German cousin, +the <i>Rundschau</i>, retired to his estate, played nine-pins with his +brewer and cook, and in his shirt sleeves, ordered those new checked +plush vests, and ruined his stomach three times a week.</p> + +<p class="normal">Soon he displayed the most peculiar matrimonial intentions. He made +love to the former companion of his deceased wife, an elderly spinster +with thin hair and a very deep feeling for a blond theology student +who, at that time in Magdeberg, sued for her hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The improbable occurred; the companion refused the knight and his three +millions, although after his death a settlement of seven hundred +thousand guldens was assured her.</p> + +<p class="normal">The family was astonished at this unexpected unselfishness, and from +thankfulness, and to prevent the romantic maiden from changing her mind +later, married her to her student, with a splendid dowry.</p> + +<p class="normal">After they had met this model of prudence, the relations wrung their +hands. If the charms of a forty-year-old, half bald companion had +almost brought him to the altar, how should they protect him from a +<i>mésalliance</i>?</p> + +<p class="normal">Only by the sharpest oversight was Mr. von Harfink prevented from +marrying his housekeeper. Fearful conflicts burst forth on his +estate--the castle became an inn.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Susie must have been cleverer than I accredited her with being," once +remarked Eugene von Rhoeden, who indifferently looked on upon his +relative's movements. "It certainly takes skill to govern the +rhinoceros. None of you equal her!"</p> + +<p class="normal">At length the relatives were weary, and left Baron von Harfink to the +guidance of his son, that is, to his fate. Raimund was far too much +engaged in cultivating his high C to watch his father. The poor young +man, who had been destined by his mother to be a genius, at this time +suffered from deep depression. He had failed everywhere--at the +university, on the stage, finally in literature.</p> + +<p class="normal">After long efforts, he had obtained an engagement in a Bohemian +watering-place, and under the stage name of Remondo Monte-chiaro, had +sung Raoul in a beautiful pale violet costume of real silk velvet.</p> + +<p class="normal">The audience hissed and laughed; he sprained his ankle by the leap from +the window, and appeared no more.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he prepared a comedy which fell through in P----, an accident +which he attributed to the lack of cultivation of the audience there; +then he wrote essays upon the love affair of George Sand and Alfred de +Musset, the murder of the ambassador at Rastadt, and the Iron Mask.</p> + +<p class="normal">These effusions were published in a Vienna paper. The superficial +public found the themes old, and did not read the articles. The +intimate friends of the author read the first five sentences, had the +satisfaction of discovering a grammatical error therein, and as, with +the malice with which friendship meets every young striver, they sought +nothing else in the articles, they laid them aside, satisfied. Raimund +felt deeply wounded. The world seemed to him nothing more than an +immense porcupine, which, with all its quills of prejudice, repelled +his genius.</p> + +<p class="normal">He passed his days in gloomy brooding--then a message from his humorous +cousin, Eugene von Rhoeden, in Venice, waked him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Help what can be helped," he wrote. "He is going courting again; this +time it is in earnest."</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes, it was in earnest.</p> + +<p class="normal">In Marienbad, the year before, he had first made her acquaintance; he +had followed her to Venice. She had there, under the name Juanita, +tried to obliterate the reputation of Pepita. Later she had borne the +name of a Marchese Carini. She had been obliged to dance even as a +Marchesa, for the Marchese did not disdain to make use of his wife's +talent, and had dragged her from theatre to theatre. At one of her +brilliant performances in St. Petersburg she broke her leg, and since +then could dance no more. Now she became fat, sleepy, devout and +irritable; the Marchese gambled away the greater part of her fortune, +and died of galloping consumption. Ignorant of all business, +continually deceived by her lovers, the Marchese Carini would have come +to a sad end if the Knight of Harfink had not appeared as rescuer in +her need.</p> + +<p class="normal">He married her in the beginning of June.</p> + +<p class="normal">Raimund, very depressed and deeply in debt, did not refuse to offer to +kiss his new mamma's hand dutifully. She knew how so to fascinate him +at the first meeting, that he was almost as slavishly submissive to her +as his father. Juanita desired social position. She insisted upon being +introduced to Linda. Harfink did not know that she had formerly had +strange relations with Felix--she did not touch upon it; on the +contrary, she reserved her power over Felix, which she had so +boundlessly misused, for a favorable moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. von Harfink told his nephew, Eugene, when he met him in Marienbad, +his wife's desire. "I really do not know what to do; Linda is so +curious," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Rhoeden answered with his sly smile, "Write Linda and ask her when +you may bring her new mamma to see her--or, really I see no reason why +you should not quietly drive over one of these days without announcing +yourself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not understand what any one could have against Chuchu!" said the +young husband, enthusiastically. "What a woman she is! She has diamonds +from the Emperor of ---- and a gold coat of mail from the Duke of ----, +and with all that, she is nevertheless all domesticity and love! She +calls me Tony, and darns my socks from pure love."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">At this time life was for poor Felix only a heavy, oppressing burden.</p> + +<p class="normal">He knew that Juanita was staying in Marienbad; knew that she had +married his father-in-law. He felt neither horror nor astonishment at +this step; nothing which she did would have astonished him, but he felt +oppressed by the sense of her nearness; a true superstitious fear of +the magic charm which her beauty had for him weighed upon him. His +recollections, his imagination, had been busy with the picture of her +which he still possessed--had invested it with the most refined charms. +For Felix, the only excuse for his inexcusable conduct, by which he had +ruined his life, lay in the demoniac fascination of the dancer.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda had written her father, before his marriage, an annihilating +letter, to which she had received no answer. She believed her father +angry, and therefore expected nothing less than a visit from him. +Felix, who thought her opinion sensible, nevertheless showed from time +to time a certain fear, and thereby excited the spirit of contradiction +in Linda.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One can be glad that papa has done nothing worse," she remarked +once, indifferently. "It is not to be supposed that they will have +children--<i>et pour le reste</i>, such a marriage with a dancer has a +certain <i>cachet</i>. I shall make no advances to her, but if she comes I +must receive her!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix shuddered and was silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">Bitterly ashamed of himself, for a time he had tried to restrain his +thirst for liquor. But he could control himself no longer. When the old +remembrance began to burn in his heart like eating poison, he at first +tried hard to occupy himself. He read, but, unaccustomed to all mental +activity, a book scarcely chained his attention. He took long walks, he +was too uneasy to become tired; he rode, he was too good a horseman to +have any trouble with his horse.</p> + +<p class="normal">His heart grew more and more heavy, and he drank--drank privately in +his room so as not to be surprised in an unreliable condition. He was +always temperate at table. No one saw him now with flabby lips and +tottering knees, and his friends did not notice that he was really +never quite sober now. His hands shook perpetually, there was a watery +look in his staring, hollow eyes. A slight bluish flush colored his +nostrils, and his voice was quavering.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile Linda, careless and indifferent, fluttered around him, +bitterness in her heart, on her lips a charming smile and malicious +jests. A butterfly with a wasp's sting, Scirocco had called her, and +Pistasch repeated it to her. It had greatly pleased her.</p> + +<p class="normal">At this time Pistasch came to Traunberg almost daily. Linda coquetted +with him, but her coquetry was vague and cold, and was neither +challenging nor encouraging. He made no progress, as he expressed +himself to Scirocco. "She has no temperament and no heart," he +grumbled, and once he added, "Perhaps I am not the right one----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you mean?" replied Scirocco, impatiently, remembering the +suspicion which had been cast upon him. But Pistasch only answered +crossly, "Garzin!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Impossible!" replied Scirocco, unwillingly. Pistasch only shrugged his +shoulders, and when Sempaly began to consider the matter, he must admit +that Garzin went oftener than was necessary to Traunberg, that Linda +had quite a different glance and voice when she was with him from what +she had for others, that she made concessions to him which she granted +no one else, never wore again the most becoming toilets if he had once +condemned them, and did not sing the most piquant couplets if he +shrugged his shoulders over them, and, once on the slippery path of +distrust, Scirocco told himself also that the charming sisterly +confidence which Linda permitted herself with her brother-in-law was +scarcely in place in such a beautiful woman with such a young man.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was angry with Garzin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He really does not think of wrong, but he should be careful--for----"</p> + +<p class="normal">Like all people of his stamp, Scirocco, in affairs of passion, did not +believe in free will, but so much the more in the compelling influence +of opportunity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have a new bracelet, Linda," said Felix one day, after dinner, to +his wife as she smoked a cigarette with him in the drawing-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you like it?" said she, and held out her white arm to him. The +bracelet consisted of a thick gold chain to which a little coin was +fastened.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Charming!" answered Felix, apparently indifferently. "Did you buy it +in Marienbad?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; Kamenz gave it to me to-day--he owed me a philopena," replied +Linda.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hm!" Felix looked gloomy, but did not know exactly how to put his +vexation into words. He asked himself, "Have I the right to reprove my +wife?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, the bracelet seems to please you less since you know where it +comes from," said Linda, smiling maliciously. "Poor Felix! Are you, +perhaps, jealous of this handsome, silly Pistasch? He is about as +dangerous to me as that dandy there," and she pointed to a dainty +Meissner figure in knee breeches and flowered vest, who with cocked hat +under his arm, smiled down from a bracket.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I certainly do not wish to disturb your little amusement," +stammered Felix, "but you do not know how much gossip arises from +intercourse between a woman like you and a man like Pistasch, and if he +is really so indifferent to you--why--then--perhaps you might receive +him somewhat less frequently."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hm!" said Linda, thoughtfully. "However indifferent that porcelain +dandy yonder is to me, I have not the slightest inclination to throw +him out of the window." She blew a few whiffs of smoke up to the +ceiling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But there is no question of that," replied Felix, "only see him less +often----"</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda would not let him finish.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But do you not see, my dear Felix," said she, knocking the ashes from +her cigarette, "to the house of a woman like me, who--let us speak +plainly--really does not belong to his set, a man like Pistasch either +comes not at all or every day. I am of a sociable nature--I must +associate with some one, or else I should die of <i>ennui</i>. If no ladies +will come, then I will receive men."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I cannot understand why you do not get on better with Elsa," remarked +Felix, uneasily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was there recently; she has not returned my visit," said Linda. "I +cannot force her to come. I believe she is vexed with me because Erwin +amuses himself with me. Heaven knows our intercourse is of wholly an +innocent nature!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The young woman rocked softly back and forth in her chair and laughed +to herself, striking the finger-tips of her loosely clasped hands +together.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not doubt that for a moment, but you should have some +consideration for Elsa--she is nervous and sensitive."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! and I am to suit my behavior to her interesting nervous +condition," laughed Linda. "That is to say, I am to be intolerable to +Erwin. <i>Eh bien, non merci!</i> He is the only man of my present +acquaintance of whom I think anything."</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix was silent. Then without was heard a rustling and puffing as of a +heavy silk gown and an asthmatic person. A foreboding distressed Felix. +Linda half rose. "That is surely not----?" she murmured, but already +the servant had opened the door. "Baron and Baroness Harfink!" he +announced.</p> + +<p class="normal">Very red-faced, even fatter than formerly, with confident bearing, +shining with happiness and perspiration, and with the air of a youthful +dandy, Linda's father approached his daughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">Although she had thought that she remembered him very well, she is +still somewhat abashed at his astonishing appearance. Nevertheless she +makes the best of a bad game, and condescendingly offers him her cheek +to kiss. He kisses her loudly on the mouth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, you look splendidly--no matter, you wrote me a foolish letter, but +the past shall be forgotten. Here I bring your new mamma to you. She +was good-hearted enough to pay you the first visit. You have certainly +heard of the Marchesa Carini."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Also of Juanita," says Linda, giving the tips of her fingers to her +step-mother. "I am indescribably pleased to make the acquaintance of +such a great <i>coryphée</i>. I have never yet had the pleasure of seeing a +dancer except on the stage." The colossal insolence of her words is +lost upon Juanita, owing to her stupidity and deficient knowledge of +German, but the depreciation in tone and glance is perceptible to the +dancer. She feels helpless and irritated.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does Marienbad please you?" continues Linda, with the insolent +condescension which she has studied from the best examples.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very pretty," murmurs the Spaniard, twisting her handkerchief between +her hands. She speaks poor German. Linda is delighted with her +pronunciation, and does not take the trouble to speak French, for which +cosmopolitan language the dancer had forgotten her mother-tongue.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If I remember rightly, I once had the pleasure of seeing you dance--it +was in '67, in Vienna--my first theatre evening."</p> + +<p class="normal">"In Vienna?" said the dancer. "Oh! that was a small performance--that +was at first--later, when I travelled with my husband, the Marchese +Carini, <i>je n'ai jamais travaillé</i> except in St. Petersburg, Paris, +London and Baden-Baden."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" says Linda; the conversation pauses.</p> + +<p class="normal">Papa Harfink, leaning somewhat forward, his heels under his chair, +rests in a low arm-chair, and monotonously strokes his leg from the +knee upwards and back again.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Felix? Pressed tightly into a dark corner, where the hope of being +forgotten and overlooked chains him, he stands motionless. As light +perspiration which does not cool, but rather burns, moistens his whole +body, the blood sings in his ears, his tongue cleaves to his teeth. He +has not self-possession enough to hear her, he has not the courage to +look at her; she floats before his mind, the most seductive siren, the +most bewitching woman that ever, trifling and playing with a man, +ruined his honor. He still dreads the disturbing might of her beauty. +Curiosity compels him to gaze at her; he looks and does not trust his +eyes. Where is the Juanita? Near his wife he sees a yellow, bloated +woman, prematurely old, tastelessly dressed, squeezed into a black +<i>moiré antique</i> gown, with folds under her round eyes, little +fan-shaped wrinkles on her temples, and black down about the corners of +her mouth. Common, fat, awkward, she sits there, a double chin resting +on her fat bosom, her hands clasped over a lace-edged handkerchief in +her lap! Felix cannot believe his eyes. That must be a mistake--that +cannot be Juanita! Then, beneath the hem of her gown, he sees a tiny +foot in a black satin shoe, and now he knows that this is Juanita!</p> + +<p class="normal">He notices a light brown mole on her neck--it disgusts him, but then he +remembers how this mole had once pleased him, how often he had jokingly +kissed it! His cheeks burn--he has lost his last illusion--the whole +vulgarity of the temptress to whom he had yielded is pitilessly exposed +to him. Involuntarily he makes a movement. Papa Harfink discovers him. +"Ah, Felix," he cries, already somewhat out of temper, "are you hiding +from me? I should think," he adds, relying upon the power of his +millions, "that such a father-in-law as I is not to be despised."</p> + +<p class="normal">Slowly Felix advances.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My husband," says Linda to the dancer. But the latter's face has taken +on a prepossessing smile, and with the confidential expression which +appeals to old times, she says, "I know him already, <i>tout à fait un +ami</i> from my <i>débutante</i> period; is it not so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She gives him her hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The hand, only covered by a lace mitt, is flabby, and as Juanita, half +rising, presses this hand against the lips of Felix, who is bowing to +her, his face changes, plainly expresses disgust, and he lets the hand +fall unkissed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Juanita trembles with rage. "Let us go," screams she--"let us go! Oh, +Sir Baron, you think that I am only a dancer--and--and----"</p> + +<p class="normal">Speech fails her, she gasps for breath. "Let us go, let us go!" she +pants.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My Chuchu! My beloved wife!" cries Mr. von Harfink, and not honoring +Felix and Linda with a word, he leads the Spaniard out of the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">The carriage rolls away with the wedded pair. Scarcely has the door +closed behind the Harfinks when Linda bursts into loud, happy laughter. +Her husband's stiff manner, his way of ignoring her father, which, +under other circumstances, would another time have irritated her from +pure capriciousness, have this time chanced to delight her. "You are +unique, Felix, wholly unique!" she cries to him. "You were so +deliciously arrogant! But what is the matter with you? Are you ill? +<i>Tiens!</i> Juanita is your great secret! Poor boy!" She taps him on the +shoulder, she laughs yet. "What a disappointment, eh! But what is the +matter? No, listen; it is humiliating for me that the meeting with this +comedian has so robbed you of your self-control, Felix!"</p> + +<p class="normal">His secret still has a charm for her, surrounds his poor bent form with +a romantic light. Something startling, shockingly horrible, she seeks +behind this, but not something dishonorable! With a teasing tenderness, +which she has never shown him since their honeymoon, she strokes his +cheeks, and begs, "Tell me what distresses you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Felix's conscience torments him; he feels as if he would rather +die than keep his secret longer. For a moment he almost counts upon +mercy from this soft childish creature who has seated herself beside +him on the arm of his old-fashioned chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Linda," he begins, "when I married you I did not know--that +you--suspected nothing of--of this matter. Your mother assured me that +she had told you of my past----" he hesitates.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, my mother spared my youth, and only made the vaguest allusions!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He draws a deep breath. "A terrible story is connected with this +Spaniard,"--he hesitates--she looks closely and curiously at him; a +sudden idea occurs to her: "You shot a friend in a duel on her +account?" she cries, and then, as she sees him start but shake his +head, she says softly, with indistinct articulation and hollow voice, +"Or--or not in a duel--from jealousy?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He lowers his head--he cannot speak--then slowly rising he totters out +of the room. She remains alone--staring before her--her heart beats +loudly--then she was right! All his enigmatical behavior is explained; +she now even understands her fellow men, and strangely enough, she +almost pardons him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix, beside himself with jealousy, thirsting for revenge, plunging a +knife into the breast of his friend--the scene has something dazzling, +something which compels her sympathy. She pictures the scene to +herself; the luxurious apartment of the dancer--the two men, both +deathly pale--she has seen something similar in the Porte St. Martin +theatre. A peculiar excitement overpowers her corrupted nature, +thirsting for strong stimulants. She loves Felix!</p> + +<p class="normal">Two minutes later she knocks at his locked door. "Let me in, me, your +wife, who wishes to console you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix does not open the door.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">It is already twilight. Eugene von Rhoeden sits with his cousin Raimund +in the Harfinks' drawing-room. As Pistasch had ridden to Traunberg, +where Rhoeden seldom accompanied him, the Countess Dey was in bed with +a headache, and Scirocco had one of those fits of desperate melancholy +which so often tormented him, and was wandering about the woods, Eugene +had nothing to do in Iwanow. For a change he had ridden over to +Marienbad. At the forest spring, where the guests were assembled around +the music-stand, he had met Raimund, and had heard from him that "the +old man" had driven over with his wife to see the arrogant Linda; he, +Raimund, had spared them his society.</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene resolved to await the return of the pair; it interested him to +learn something about the result of the visit.</p> + +<p class="normal">The two cousins soon came to the conclusion that the music and the +crowd around the pavilion were intolerable as well as the heat, and +betook themselves to the <i>Mühl strasse</i>, where Papa Harfink, more +conservative than superstitious, and besides wholly secure in his new +happiness from indiscreet visits of Susanna's ghost, occupied the same +apartments in which for long years he had "suffered" every summer with +the deceased.</p> + +<p class="normal">With a tinge of bitterness Eugene looked about him as he entered the +bright room in which he had passed so many sweet hours with Linda. +There stood the old-fashioned arm-chair yet, with the same covering, +now, to be sure, worn at all the corners, the chair in which she used +to lean back in the sultry summer afternoons, teasingly pulling to +pieces his last gift of flowers with her delicate fingers, while Papa +Harfink snored in the adjoining room; Mamma Harfink, in her maid's +room, discussed the cut of her new toilet with the latter, but he, +Eugene, crouching at the feet of the young girl, told her gay, trifling +little stories, many times half-jokingly interspersing a tender word. +Then she threw a flower in his face; her hand remained imprisoned in +his, and he kissed it for punishment. Thus it went on for hours, until +Papa Harfink entered the room with scarcely opened eyes and hair +tumbled by sleep, and asked, "Are we going to have coffee at home +to-day?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene had never seen the room since he had rushed into it, now more +than five years ago, the bunch of white gardenias in his hand, and had +found his cousin Lanzberg's <i>fiancée</i>. At that time he had not changed +his expression, had not by one word betrayed his passion, knowing well +that a man like him who wishes to rise in the world is condemned to +perpetual agreeableness.</p> + +<p class="normal">How he had felt at that time!</p> + +<p class="normal">His was no sentimental nature, but he had a faithful memory, and +remembered distinctly how he had murmured the most polite phrases of +congratulation; had drawn a comparison between himself and the man of +old family, and beside, Felix had seemed to himself like a handsome +dry-goods clerk.</p> + +<p class="normal">His love for Linda--it had been genuine of its kind--had long fled, but +the wound which her vanity had inflicted in his still burned. The wish +to repay Linda for her arrogance still animated him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The hour was near.</p> + +<p class="normal">Outside a carriage was heard, then loud, creaking steps on the wooden +stairs; a hoarse, croaking woman's voice gasped out from time to time +furious and incomprehensible words; the door opened and Juanita +entered. Crimson, with swollen veins and sparkling eyes, she threw her +fan, broken in the middle, upon the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">In vain did Papa Harfink again and again stretch his short arms out to +her and cry, "Lovely angel, calm yourself!" She had no time for love.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To insult me!--me--me!" she beat her breast; "me, Juanita, the +Marchesa Carini--bah!" she clenched her fist, "he, a criminal--a----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who has insulted you, who is a criminal?" asks Raimund.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He--he--this Lanzberg!" she gasps. "Oh, I will revenge myself--they +shall see--I will revenge myself--Caro, Caro!" screams the Spaniard.</p> + +<p class="normal">Caroline is the maid, who enters at her mistress's loud cry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bring me the little black casket with the golden bird!" commands +Juanita.</p> + +<p class="normal">The maid disappears; soon she returns with the casket, which she places +upon the table before her mistress, whereupon she withdraws.</p> + +<p class="normal">The blood throbs in Eugene's finger-tips, but, apparently perfectly +indifferent, he stoops for the lace scarf which, with a quick gesture, +Juanita has thrown from her upon the floor. Papa Harfink, who took the +matter very phlegmatically, rang to order a flask of spring water and a +lemon.</p> + +<p class="normal">Juanita rummaged for a long time among old newspapers in which her +triumphs were recorded. She turned them over more and more uneasily. +Papa Harfink had long since ordered his spring water, when at last +Juanita "found it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There it is!" cried she. "Will you read it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Eugene von Rhoeden refused. Raimund read it aloud.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was an article in a scandalous journal which appeared in Vienna +early in the sixties, but since then had failed or been suppressed. In +that impertinent tone of cheap wit which seeks intellect in mockery, +knowledge of human nature in cynicism, the story was told of a very +arrogant young blue blood who in a weak hour had forged his father's +name and who "now could further cultivate his talent for drawing in the +prison of T----."</p> + +<p class="normal">The name of the young man was given as Baron L----. Some one had +written "Lanzberg" above it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is not possible!" cried Raimund.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, if you please--if you please--possible!" screamed Juanita. "It is +all true--perfectly true!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I once heard something of that," declared Harfink, senior, whom the +whole story troubled very little, and who had not enlightened Susanna.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rhoeden was silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And this despicable rascal has dared to marry into our honest family!" +cried Raimund, beside himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Susie knew of it! He-he-he!" burst out Mr. Harfink, who now only too +gladly accused the deceased.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My mother knew it!" Raimund struck his forehead. "Linda surely does +not know it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Leave her in her delusion," said Eugene, sweetly. "One cannot change +matters in the slightest, and all these years Felix has behaved so +blamelessly, so nobly, so----"</p> + +<p class="normal">He knew that his praise of Lanzberg would bring forth a new burst of +rage from Juanita.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed!" now repeated the Spaniard, with malevolent emphasis, "nobly, +blamelessly!" and seized the paper.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No; Linda must know it; I shall write to her this very day!" cried +Raimund.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That you will not do," said Eugene, firmly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because it would be vulgar." With that Eugene rose and took his hat.</p> + +<p class="normal">Juanita had meanwhile added to the time-obliterated pencil-mark a new, +heavier one, had wrapped up the paper with remarkable deftness, and +addressed it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you put that in the post-box?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, my dear madam," he replied, gravely, bowed and left. Behind him he +heard the voice of the Spaniard: "Caro, Caro--to the post--but +immediately!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Through the damp evening shadows he trotted to Iwanow. He enjoyed the +pleasant conviction of having behaved throughout as an eminently +upright man, and also the pleasant conviction that he had attained his +aim.</p> + +<p class="normal">At a turn of the road, castle Traunberg shone gray and ghost-like +between the dark old lindens. Eugene took off his hat, smiling +ironically, and murmured, "Good evening, Linda!"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Linda knocked in vain at her husband's door. In spite of her coaxing +requests she had not been admitted. More and more horrible thoughts +occurred to her. In ever more interesting colors her imagination +painted her husband's secret. She expected that he would appear at tea; +he excused himself, and did not leave his room again that day. She grew +more and more excited--she did not sleep that night, only towards +morning did she close her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix was no longer in the house when she had risen; he had ordered a +horse saddled at six o'clock that morning, and had ridden over to +Lanzberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda grew impatient. "Can I find old letters anywhere?" thought she. +"In any case I must look through the attic rooms some day." She ordered +the keys of the upper story. Mrs. Stifler, the housekeeper, looked upon +it as understood that the young wife would require a guide for her +wanderings, and prepared to accompany her. But, pleasantly as she +treated all the servants, and especially those who had been in the +family from one generation to another, Linda declined the old woman's +company.</p> + +<p class="normal">At first she had difficulty in finding the right key for the different +keyholes. As the rooms for the most part opened into each other, and +only the doors into the corridor were locked, that was soon overcome.</p> + +<p class="normal">None of the rooms were quite empty and none were fully furnished. An +odor of mould and dry flowers and close, oppressive air filled them. On +all objects dust lay like a gray seal of time. Some of the rooms had +such thick curtains that only here and there a bluish white streak of +light lay on the floor, amid the dark shadows; others, and the most, +had neither curtains nor blinds, and the light in them was dazzlingly +bright. There stood a gilded carved arm-chair with brocade covering +of the style brought from France in those days when Maria Theresa +called the Pompadour "<i>ma chère cousine</i>," and near by a whole row of +spindle-legged chairs with lyre-shaped backs in the stiff style of the +Empire. And the arm-chair looked handsome and arrogant, the chairs +hideous and pretentiously solid--and both alike were long ago +unavailable and did not know it! Alabaster and porcelain clocks with +pillars for ornaments, and thin Arabian figures on large white dials, +slept away the time on yellow commodes with inlaid wood arabesques. +Many family portraits of long-ago generations hung on the walls, mostly +oil paintings, the men all standing in very narrow coats with very +large revers, their hands on their hips, their eyes contracted to that +narrow exclusive gaze which overlooks all unpleasant circumstances of +life and worldly affairs, characteristic of the manly <i>ancien régime</i>; +the women all seated, with broad sleeves and curls arranged in the +English fashion; in the eyes that charming, unabashed gaze which on +their side characterizes the women of the <i>ancien régime</i>, a gaze which +sees in poverty only picturesque objects at the side of their path; a +gaze which, mild and loving as it is, yet pains because it is +accustomed to nothing but the beautiful, expects nothing but the +beautiful, and therefore humiliates misery and hideousness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda felt embarrassed at so much of the past; a certain hesitation, +which did not accord with her indiscreet, egotistical, pushing nature, +paralyzed her hands, while she, prying into Felix's secret, opened old +chests and pulled out drawers.</p> + +<p class="normal">She found trophies of the hunt, an old brocade gown, in a wardrobe a +bridal wreath and a half dozen old riding boots; she found old notes, +books, albums full of copied poems, books of Latin and Greek exercises, +and an ambitious plan for dramatizing Le Cid, in round, childish +writing, old bills, receipts, but she found no old letters.</p> + +<p class="normal">In one of the last rooms she discovered a newer secretary, which was +ornamented with painted porcelain tablets, on which pink and sky-blue +ladies walked in brilliant green landscapes. Linda opened every drawer, +knew how to fathom the most secret compartments, and finally discovered +a bundle of old letters tied with a black ribbon. Her heart beat +rapidly; she was about to hurry away when a picture with face turned to +the wall attracted her attention. The dust upon it was more recent than +upon the other objects. Not without difficulty she turned it around, +and uttered a little "Ah!" of admiration.</p> + +<p class="normal">The picture was no better painted than most modern family portraits, +but it represented the handsomest young man who ever wore the green +uniform of the Austrian Uhlans, of '66. The carriage of the young +officer, who sat there carelessly, with head slightly bent forward and +sabre between his knees, was well portrayed. Linda thought that she had +never seen a more fascinating man; the pleasant mouth, the shy and yet +confident glance, the naïve arrogance of the whole expression--all +pleased her. Who could that be? She went down stairs and commanded two +servants to bring the picture to the drawing-room at once. One of the +servants--it was Felix's old valet--permitted himself to remark, "The +Baron did not like the picture, and in consequence had banished it to +the second story."</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda insisted that her command should be executed. "Do you know whom +the picture represents?" she asked, as she passed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man seemed surprised and hesitated. "The Baron, himself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" Linda bit her lips, and made a gesture of dismissal.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the man had gone away with the servant to fetch the picture, Linda +laughed to herself, gayly--the joke seemed to her delicious.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scarcely was she alone when she bent over the letters. They were +written in a flippant, haughty tone which harmonized well with the +portrait. The first dated from a Polish garrison; in all was evident +the naïve selfishness of a good-hearted but uncommonly indulged man. +The letters pleased Linda very well. From time to time she glanced at +the portrait, which, in accordance with her wishes, had been brought +in.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What a pity that I did not know him at that time," said she, and then +added, shrugging her shoulders, "at that time he would scarcely have +wished to have anything to do with me."</p> + +<p class="normal">When Felix returned from his ride he found in the vestibule, among +other letters arrived in the morning, an old newspaper in a wrapper +addressed in very poor writing to his wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked at it, read the post-mark, Marienbad--he recognized Juanita's +writing. His heart throbbed violently. The idea of suppressing the +paper flashed through his mind; he seized it, then a kind of fury with +himself overcame him. He was weary of striving to prevent his last +great humiliation, and like one in deep water who, when the waves reach +up to his throat, weary of exertion, defiantly flings himself into the +horrible element in order to make an end of it, so he sent the paper to +his wife himself, by a servant. Then he went to his room. He seated +himself at his writing-desk, and resting his head on one hand, with the +other mechanically smoothing a newspaper which lay before him, he +waited, half with dread, half with longing, like a criminal condemned +to death, for the message which should summon him to the gallows.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he heard a fearful, piercing scream. "Ah!" said he, "she knows +it!" Will she come to him? There is a rustle in the corridor, the door +of the room is flung open, and Linda enters, or rather bursts in. Her +face is distorted; a lock of loosened hair hangs over her ashy pale +cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is a calumny, it cannot be true!" she cried, and threw the paper +which Juanita had sent her before him upon the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">He is silent. Her vanity believes in him until the last moment; has +expected an explanation from him, but he is silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">She grasps his shoulder. "For God's sake is it true that you were +sentenced to two years' imprisonment for forgery?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he murmurs so softly that his voice seems only an echo, "Yes!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She staggers back, remains speechless for a moment, and then bursts +into not convulsive, not hysterical, no, only indescribably mocking +laughter. "And I was proud to bear the name of Lanzberg," she murmurs. +"Now at last I know how I came by that honor." She feels not one iota +of pity for the mortally wounded man who has quivered at each of her +words as beneath the blow of a whip; she feels nothing at all but her +immense humiliation. The wish to pain him as much as possible burns +within her, and for a moment she pauses in her speech because she can +think of nothing that is cutting and venomous enough. "And if you had +even informed me of the situation, had given me the choice whether I +would bear a branded name or not," she at length begins again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he who had until this moment sat there perfectly silent, with +anxiously raised shoulders, his hand over his eyes, raises his head +wearily. "Linda, I begged your mother to tell you of my disgrace--she +assured me that she had done so. On my word of----" he pauses, a +horrible smile parts Linda's lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go on," cries she, "your word of honor. I will believe you--it is +possible that you speak the truth. My mother suppressed your +confession, good; but every glance and word of mine during our +engagement must have convinced you that she had suppressed it. You +cannot answer that to your conscience," she hissed.</p> + +<p class="normal">To that he replies nothing, but sits there motionless and silent. She +wishes to force him to proclaim his shame by an outcry, a gesture of +supplication. "I have borne a branded name for five years--I have +brought into the world a branded child," says she quickly and +distinctly, her eyes resting intently upon him.</p> + +<p class="normal">At length he shudders; he looks at her with a glance which pleases her, +it shows such fearful misery--her eyes sparkle. "And all for the sake +of a Juanita!" she cries again scornfully, and leaves the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">She rushes down stairs breathlessly; there in the large drawing-room +stands the picture, the package of letters lies on a table. Tears of +rage rush to Linda's eyes. She pulls the bell sharply. "Take that +picture away!" she commands the servant who appears.</p> + +<p class="normal">She would like to declare to the servant that she knew nothing of the +Lanzberg disgrace when she married a Lanzberg.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXIV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"All for the sake of a Juanita!" That was the most biting remark Linda +had made, was what made Felix feel most keenly his degradation.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had heard of people who sinned for a good object, who had forged +their fathers' names from generous precipitancy to save the honor of a +friend, with the ideal conviction that the father himself must declare +that he was satisfied with the wrong action on account of the +unfortunate complications. But he? No false idea of sacrifice, no +desire for martyrdom had confused him; as the cause of his action he +found nothing but egoism and search for enjoyment, a brutal passion for +an unworthy woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">The explanation of his act lay in the hot-blooded temperament of a +thoroughly spoiled and indulged man, whose first ungratified wish robs +him of his senses--the excuse of his act lay nowhere. He also had never +sought it, and had never for one instant forgiven himself, but all +these years, wherever he went, had dragged about with him the +consciousness of his degradation.</p> + +<p class="normal">It had weighed so heavily upon him that this in itself had prevented +every moral elevation in him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Had his sense of honor not been by nature and education so fanatic, so +morbidly sensitive, he would perhaps have learned in time to accustom +himself to his situation, and become a commonplace, anxiously +respectable man who contented himself with playing first fiddle in +circles which were a step lower than his own.</p> + +<p class="normal">But however he was situated, he never learned to reckon with his +detracted honor. It could not satisfy him to represent an ordinary, +respectable man.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How was it possible; oh, God, how was it possible that I, Felix +Lanzberg, could so forget myself?" he groaned.</p> + +<p class="normal">He let his head fall upon his folded arms on his writing-desk.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then through his weary mind, like a triumphal fanfare of temptation, +rang the melody of a Spanish national dance, with its exciting, sharply +accented rhythm and perfidious modulations. The portion of his past in +which his present grief had root rose vividly and with the most minute +particulars to his memory.</p> + +<p class="normal">It dated back--oh, that beautiful unrecallable time--twenty-three +years. Very wealthy, handsome, of good family, fond of gay life and +without any serious aims, he liked to amuse himself, rendered homage to +his colonel's wife, as is obligatory in every young officer, supported +here a factory-girl, there a glove-maker, but at that time his great +passion was really four-in-hand driving. On the whole, he was of too +ideal temperament to find enjoyment in light-minded passions, and had +no talent for such. In association with all other beings--his +superiors, comrades, subordinates, tradespeople and proletaries--full +of a certain good-nature, self-satisfied. In intercourse with women he +was almost shy, stiff, grave, and well-bred to the finger-tips. He was +everywhere considered sentimental and solid.</p> + +<p class="normal">The last Easter he had raved over Countess Adelina L----, the sister of +the same Count L---- whom he had encountered so unpleasantly at Mimi +Dey's--had danced three cotillons with her, lost two philopenas to her, +and passed much time at receptions, seated in a low arm-chair beside +her, gazing at her with enraptured eyes, and accompanying his glances +with a few anxious, very involved and equally unmeaning phrases. It +only required some sharp elderly friend of the Countess to make matters +plain to him--that is, to call his attention to the fact that he was +really betrothed.</p> + +<p class="normal">He seemed made to marry early, to adore his wife, and to bore his +intimate friends with accounts of the wonderful peculiarities of his +children. Then, on a mild, damp spring evening, after a good dinner, +and not quite sober, he chanced to go with several comrades to the +Orpheum, which later, owing to an American who walked a telegraph wire +with much ease and grace, became a great attraction, but which then +tried its fortune with Spanish dancers and a lion-tamer.</p> + +<p class="normal">The dance production began with four Spaniards, two women, two men, all +four old, homely, and so thin that they did not need castanets to +rattle, danced with convulsive charm, smiled like painted death's +heads, and on the whole reminded one strongly of certain repulsive +pictures of Goya, which are usually voted exaggerated, so as to allay +the horror which they cause.</p> + +<p class="normal">The officers cried "Brava!" with biting irony, the audience hissed, +several indignant voices grumbled at the director. Then the first bars +of the madrilèna resounded through the atmosphere impregnated with +tobacco smoke and the odor of eatables. A new apparition stepped upon +the stage. A smile--a glance--the deepest indignation changed to the +most breathless astonishment. With the voluptuous bowing and swaying of +a Spanish dance, the most beautiful woman that was ever called Senorita +floated over the stage. That was Juanita! The horrible background of +the quartette heightened the luxuriant charm of her figure.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was no practised dancer, none of our conventional ballerinas, whose +perfect flexibility destroys all individual charm; her limbs had not +been disfigured by year-long torture; they possessed neither the +pitiful thinness nor the dazzling rapidity of a race-horse. She did not +know how to execute with the lower extremities the most ambitious +figures, while--as is considered essential--the upper body remained +stiff; she did no gymnastics--she danced! And not only with her +limbs--she danced with her whole body.</p> + +<p class="normal">Oh, what an intoxicating bending and swaying! A proud drawing up of the +body, and caressing sinking backward! Her dancing had nothing animated, +challenging about it, but something subtly alluring, almost magically +seductive. Her whole appearance suggested longing weariness, as when in +a storm the flowers shudderingly bend their heads earthward. And she +was beautiful! The short oval of her face, the low brow, the short, +straight nose, the delicate, quivering nostrils, the high cheek-bones, +the slightly sunken cheeks, the long, deep-set eyes, full of loving +dreaminess and passion, the full, curved lips, turning upward with an +expression of languishing weariness--all this reminded one not in the +least of the ideal, gentle brunette Madonnas of Murillo. It reminded +one of nothing holy, nothing classical--but it was the most seductive +earthly beauty which one could imagine!</p> + +<p class="normal">The audience raved; the officers screamed themselves hoarse with +"Brava! Brava!" Some of them made poor jokes about the dancer, others +hummed or whistled reminiscences of the Spanish music. Only Felix was +silent. "You act like one to whom a ghost has announced death," jested +Prince Hugo B----, and thereupon proposed that the officers should go +upon the stage in a body and give Juanita an ovation.</p> + +<p class="normal">How he remembers all that to-day! The large half-lighted room near +the stage, the dusty old rafters, the ropes, the torn scenes, the dim +gas-lights, the crowd of actors and actresses huddled together, the +trapeze artist who wore a brown waterproof over his pink doublet and +green tights, and in the midst of this unsavory crowd--Juanita. In a +shabby gray dress, and green and blue checked shawl, she stood near an +elderly very shabby woman, and smiled with her languishing lips most +indifferently, while the men vied with each other in paying her the +most effusive compliments in imaginary Spanish or bad French. When they +withdrew Felix stumbled over something. It was the yellow flower which +Juanita had worn in her hair, dusty, withered, trodden upon. Carefully +he wiped the dust from it, and tried to revive the faded, crumpled +petals.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Deuce take it! We should invite her to supper," cried Prince B----, +suddenly standing still.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, Hugo?" stammered Felix.</p> + +<p class="normal">The former laughed, turned on his heel, gave his invitation, and +Juanita nodded perfectly contentedly. She had no objection to sup with +the gentlemen. To be sure, she took her theatre mother with her.</p> + +<p class="normal">How Felix recalled all this!</p> + +<p class="normal">The glaring gas-light in the long narrow room of the restaurant; the +sleepy, blinking waiter; Manuela--that was the name of the dancer's +protecting angel--who, without removing hat or wrap, and also without +saying a word, with the usual appetite of all theatre mothers, bent +over her plate; the officers who, with faces flushed with wine, +proposed clumsy toasts, and Juanita who, seated beside the Prince upon +a red divan, again and again rubbed her large weary eyes with her +little hands, like a sleepy child.</p> + +<p class="normal">She ate without affectation and without greediness--only sipped the +champagne, smiled good-naturedly at the boldest jokes, whether she +understood them not, with the resignation of a being who was accustomed +to earn her bread in this manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old Manuela had long been snoring. Some the officers had grown +melancholy, the others were noisy only by fits and starts--Juanita's +eyes closed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let her go, she is tired," remarked an elderly captain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Before we part, I beg one especial favor," cried Prince B----. "That +the Senorita give us each a kiss."</p> + +<p class="normal">The dancer made a few gestures of dissent, because that was a part of +her trade, and then yielded.</p> + +<p class="normal">Patiently she let one after the other of the young men press his +mustache, smelling of wine and smoke, upon her beautiful mouth. At +length Felix's turn came, but he avoided her lips, profaned by the +kisses of his comrades, and only kissed her hand very softly. +Misunderstanding the tenderness of his action, she believed that he +despised her kiss.</p> + +<p class="normal">A few minutes later the two sleepy Spaniards rolled away to their home +in a carriage which Prince B---- had paid for.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A beautiful creature, but a perfect goose," remarked B---- to Felix, +as he strolled back to the barracks with him. The other officers drove. +"Besides, she is at least twenty-five or six years old; that is old for +a Spaniard," chatted the Prince.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix walked silently beside him, a hot, unsatisfied feeling in his +heart, a withered flower in his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">He cherished it like a lover the rose-bud which his dear one had given +him; yes, thus would Felix cherish the faded yellow flower which the +dust in the wings of the stage had soiled--upon which an acrobat might +have trodden. He placed it in a glass of water, and finally pressed it +in a book of poems.</p> + +<p class="normal">Explain it who will! In the moment when Felix had avoided her lips, the +narrow-minded Spaniard had taken a decided dislike for him, a dislike +which more intimate acquaintance with him did not overcome, but which +increased to aversion. Neither his unusual, truly somewhat effeminate, +beauty, nor his reserved, chivalrous manners, pleased her. B----, with +his bold, condescending ways, had more success with her, but her +deepest, tenderest feelings were for the trapeze artist of the Orpheum, +a young man with strongly developed muscles and bushy hair, who +apparently seldom washed his face and never his hands; but, on the +other hand, used the strongest-smelling pomade, and always wore the +most brilliant cravats. One met him often when one visited Juanita.</p> + +<p class="normal">At that time Juanita lived in the Rossau, in a very plain locality, +which continually smelt of mutton tallow and onions, because Manuela, +in spite of the warm time of year, loved to cook unappetizing national +dishes upon the drawing-room stove.</p> + +<p class="normal">Manuela was never seen without her crumpled black satin hat and her +green shawl adorned with red palms. Around the old woman's waist, on a +worn-out cord hung a pocket from which protruded a gay paper fan, and +which beside this lodged a pack of cards, a rosary and cigarettes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Juanita lay from morning to night upon a divan, clad in a loose white +wrapper, without corsets, without stockings, a rose behind her ear, and +tiny black satin slippers upon her small bare feet. But how beautiful +she was thus!</p> + +<p class="normal">The soft white clinging garment outlined her form distinctly. One could +think of nothing more charming than her little feet, scarcely as long +as one's palm, so narrow, beautifully arched, with pink soles and +dainty dimples, and with blue veins around her ankles as they peeped +out of the satin slippers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Except for a few fairly brutal bursts of rage, Juanita was uncommonly +phlegmatic. She really loved nothing but cigarettes, sweet drinks mixed +with ice, and a horrible Spanish national salad of garlic and cucumbers +which she called a <i>gaspacho</i>. The time which she did not devote to her +dancing exercises and her lovers, she passed smoking, laying cards, and +telling the beads of her rosary.</p> + +<p class="normal">She tolerated Felix around her, like a poor actress who wishes to +quarrel with no one and tolerates every one; she did not encourage him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her coldness excited his feeling to madness; his boundless submission +increased her repugnance for him. In association with her, he had no +self-respect, no pride, no will, but the low-spirited air of a shy +student. He grovelled at her feet, and spent half the day pasting gold +spangles on one of her old costumes which Manuela was freshening up. He +had known her for weeks without daring to send her anything but +bouquets and candy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then one evening he saw her in a box of a theatre. She wore her hair +arranged in the Spanish manner, with a veil and high comb, and a black +satin gown which fitted like a glove, adorned with a silver girdle. The +whole audience was interested in the beautiful Spaniard. In the second +act, Prince B---- appeared in her box. The people whispered, laughed. +Felix was half dead with jealousy.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next day there was a violent altercation between the Prince and +him, at which the former good-naturedly declared that he would a +hundred times rather break with Juanita than with Felix; he did not +care anything about her, she bored him; he had only sent her to the +theatre, dressed beautifully, to mystify the Viennese, etc.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Felix hired a charming entresol in K---- Street, and had it +furnished in three days by the first upholsterer in Vienna. Juanita +made no trouble about occupying it. She laughed and clapped her hands +with joy over the magnificent furniture, gave up her loose wrappers, +wore the clothes which Felix had made for her, and in honor of the +beautiful apartment, played the great lady.</p> + +<p class="normal">Surprise and thankfulness, or perhaps a suddenly awakened covetousness +for a time killed in her every other feeling. Felix revelled in a few +weeks of mad happiness.</p> + +<p class="normal">To-day, however, his hair stood on end when he thought of this +happiness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Juanita gave herself up to mad extravagance. Her ideal of elegance and +style was Mlle. X----, the <i>première danseuse</i> of the opera house. +Juanita must have duplicates of everything: the toilets, the +Newfoundland and the equipages. Finally she insisted upon dancing at +the same theatre as the X----, and Felix succeeded in securing a +performance for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet how badly she treated him in spite of everything. Often he +rattled his frail chains, but lacked the strength to break them. He +made scenes for Juanita almost every day--it was owing to his jealousy; +he left her and swore he would never come again. For an entire week he +remained away from her, but in what a condition of excitement, fever, +and longing! He ate nothing, he slept no longer, he ran into passers-by +in the street because he saw no one; the whole world was a dark chaos +to him--the only spot of light was Juanita.</p> + +<p class="normal">With bowed head, a bitter smile on his lips, the full consciousness of +his degradation expressed by bearing and glance, he then dragged +himself back to Juanita.</p> + +<p class="normal">She did with him what she wished. All Vienna spoke about him and her; +from the lips of young matrons mysterious phrases floated about the +ears of innocent young girls--the pretty Countess L---- cried her blue +eyes out.</p> + +<p class="normal">And the summer passed. September arrived. The Spaniard had become more +submissive--sometimes she was almost tender. The great moment of her +début in the opera house approached, and made her timid. One more wish +she expressed, a last one. Never before had she taken trouble to inform +Felix of one of her expensive wishes with so many caressing +digressions. With both arms round his neck, her lips close to his ear, +she informed him that she would not appear at the opera house without a +pair of diamond screws such as Mlle. X---- always wore in her ears when +she danced.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he begged her only to wait a very little while, she fell back into +her old phlegmatic, yes, apathetic manner, pouting angrily.</p> + +<p class="normal">He went to a jeweller whom he knew, of whom he had already purchased +different ornaments for Juanita, but the man did not seem inclined to +extend Felix's credit further. Too prudent to bluntly refuse such a +distinguished customer he pretended that he had no stones of the size +which the Baron required.</p> + +<p class="normal">He could perhaps obtain them from a business friend "for cash."</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix left the shop angrily, and now sought his old acquaintance, +Ephraim Staub. But the latter shrugged his shoulders, said that he had +already done a great deal for the Baron for the sake of his respectful +devotion to him; he relied upon his honor, but still the notes of a +minor were not legal, and all men were mortal, and if anything should +happen to the young Baron who would answer to him, Ephraim Staub, that +the young gentleman's papa would not throw him together with his notes, +which in the eyes of the law were not legal, out of the door?</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix chewed the knob of his riding-whip angrily. Then carefully +feeling his way, the usurer ventured an infamous proposition.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly a note with your father's acceptance--that would be +safe--the old gentleman would certainly redeem that--one could always +apply the thumbscrews to one's papa." Ephraim could assure the Baron +that young people of the best families--he must, alas, conceal the +names--had given him this kind of guarantee.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a long time the true signification of this speech was wholly dark +to Felix, but at length he understood, then he did not even take the +trouble to fall into a rage, only threw back his head arrogantly and +raised his riding-whip to the usurer as one strikes a cur who has +ventured too near.</p> + +<p class="normal">How did it happen that three days later he returned to Ephraim Staub +and made out the note in the shameful manner which the latter had +desired of him? Yes; how did it happen? Felix no longer knows. If he +knew, he could perhaps understand his crime to-day, but he does not +understand it.</p> + +<p class="normal">His memory is a blank concerning the three days in which he had slowly +sunk to forgery; there is a dark spot, a chasm in his recollection; he +can only take it up again in the moment when, exhausted as if after +weeks of fever, bathed in cold sweat, and groping along the walls, he +crept from Ephraim's shop to the jeweller's; how suddenly he was +frightened at the gargoyle on the cornice of a house, frightened +because the head laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">From this moment he was not happy for a second, not even with Juanita. +Strangely enough, his passion for her now was completely in the +background; it fled.</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to him that a monster sat upon his back and buried two iron +claws in his shoulders, and blew in his ears with his hot, terrible +breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">The evening on which Juanita was to show her splendid beauty and her +empirical dancing to the audience of the opera house arrived.</p> + +<p class="normal">A warm, September evening. There had been a hard shower; there was an +odor of wet stone and marble as Felix went to the theatre. By turns he +shook with cold and grew feverish, he suffered with a severe cold. The +theatre was still only sparsely filled. When he took his seat in one of +the front rows he noticed that people pointed him out to each other and +whispered his name. He was a celebrity--Juanita's lover!</p> + +<p class="normal">And all the soft voices pierced his ears, and yet no one could know +that.</p> + +<p class="normal">The ballet had been introduced into an opera, he could not have said +into which one; he heard nothing, he saw nothing which took place upon +the stage.</p> + +<p class="normal">The triumphal fanfare of the madriléna roused him from his brooding.</p> + +<p class="normal">How beautiful she was!</p> + +<p class="normal">A cloud of black lace and satin floated about her. On her breast was a +bunch of white roses, in her ears sparkled two great drops like frozen +tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix saw nothing of the whole apparition but these great sparkling +drops. He would have liked to scream out, "Hold her fast, she wears my +honor in her ears!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Poor Felix; he was delirious. The triumph which Juanita had experienced +at the Orpheum was nothing to her present one at the opera house. A +foreign prince, who chanced to be in the house, clapped his hands in +approval; the X---- saw it in her box, and grew green with envy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Juanita threw her last kiss and vanished. The opera proceeded. +Felix sat in his place as if petrified.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last, at the close of the act, he rose to go behind the scenes. That +uneasy hum, which in the world follows a triumph or a fiasco, prevailed +there. Juanita was nowhere to be seen. He knocked at her dressing-room +door, her maid alone answered him. Juanita was gone, had just driven +away. "His Highness Prince Arthur"--the girl was a born Viennese--"had +arranged a supper in all haste in honor of the Senorita, and--she +thought the Baron knew of it----"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix heard nothing more; in mad haste he rushed down the narrow stairs +to the stage entrance, and out across the open square before the +theatre. He saw a closed carriage turn a corner. Felix did not know +whom the carriage contained--probably a perfect stranger--and still he +rushed after it--rushed after it like an insane man for a long +distance. The earth trembled beneath him; with a hoarse, breathless +gasp, he sank to the ground.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he was picked up, he was unconscious. For weeks he lay senseless, +with a severe nervous fever. His father came to Vienna to care for him. +After about eight weeks the physicians declared that for the present +there was no danger--he could be transported to Traunberg, as was the +urgent desire of his father.</p> + +<p class="normal">At that time Felix was still so weak that he had to be carried; he +slept almost continuously, spoke indistinctly, and had forgotten the +immediate past.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Ephraim Staub hated Felix because of the manner in which, without +removing his cap, with one finger on the visor, he would enter +Ephraim's house, yawning, and say, "You, I want money!" and because of +the manner in which he carelessly crumpled the bank-notes--which +Ephraim never handled except reverently--and thrust them in his +pockets, and because of the cut of the whip with which Felix had +answered his perfidious proposition the first time.</p> + +<p class="normal">He discounted the note. The old Baron's lawyer learned that a note with +his name upon it was in circulation, and inquired by letter whether the +Baron wished it redeemed for family considerations.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron knew nothing of Juanita. Naturally, Felix had never written +him of his relations with her, and a stranger would never have ventured +to inform the violent old Lanzberg of anything discreditable to his +son. Felix had of late asked his father for no great sums of money, and +the father knew him to be always scrupulously honorable.</p> + +<p class="normal">How could he look upon the scarcely veiled insinuation of the advocate +as other than an insult? Enraged at the suspicion cast upon his son, he +did not even take the trouble to think the matter over, but wrote at +once, in his first indignation, a brusque letter to his advocate, in +which he declared that he knew nothing of the matter--it could take its +course. It did not even occur to him to excite the invalid Felix with +this horrid story--he told him nothing of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Slowly Felix recovered his health, but his happy temper did not return, +he remained always gloomy and monosyllabic--not rude but deeply sad. +His father often gazed anxiously into his eyes, which then every time +looked away from him, and he stroked his cheeks compassionately, which +then always flushed beneath his touch. And once he took the +convalescent's thin hand in his, and said, "Does anything worry you, my +poor boy? It is surely some heart trouble which often comes to one of +your age," and as Felix, who at the beginning of this speech had paled, +now was silent, flushing more and more deeply, the Baron added, +clapping him good-naturedly on the shoulder, "You need not worry about +your secret. I will ask you no more about it if it annoys you; I only +thought it might relieve you to unburden your heart."</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix buried his face in his hands, and burst into tears. To this day +he can hear in his ears the caressing consolation of his father, the +soft, monotonous voice with which he murmured again and again, "Do not +excite yourself, child; poor fellow, poor fellow!"</p> + +<p class="normal">That Felix's melancholy could have anything in connection with the +lawyer's communication, did not occur to the Baron.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next day Felix confessed to his father. It was after breakfast; +they sat alone, opposite each other, at a little round table.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a moment the old man stared before him with fixed, dull gaze; then +rising helplessly and slowly from his chair, stretching out his +trembling hands, he fell upon his face, senseless.</p> + +<p class="normal">What cut Felix most bitterly, most deeply to his heart was, that when +the Baron recovered from his swoon he had not a word of reproof for his +son--not a word. Oh, if he had raged, had cursed and execrated him, all +this Felix could have borne more easily than the sight of the terrible, +helpless sadness with which from time to time the Baron struck his +hands together and murmured: "I was indiscreet; oh, furious old fool, I +was indiscreet, indiscreet!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The meaning of these words only later became clear to Felix.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Baron telegraphed to the lawyer--he went to Vienna the same day.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was too late!</p> + +<p class="normal">All the steps which were taken to spare Felix the publication of his +fault and the degrading punishment, were in vain.</p> + +<p class="normal">The affair occurred in an unfavorable epoch for him, as the courts felt +obliged shortly after an <i>éclat</i> to be doubly severe, as the +consideration which had recently been shown in a similar case for a +noble name had called forth the justest indignation from the liberal +press.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix was sentenced to two years' imprisonment.</p> + +<p class="normal">His father begged an audience of His Majesty. All that he attained was +that the sentence should be diminished to one year.</p> + +<p class="normal">An example must be made.</p> + +<p class="normal">And the farewell. The last, long, trembling embrace of his father, the +moment when the guards who were to conduct the convict away busied +themselves with their sabres and compassionately withdrew while the +father whispered imploringly to his son, "Promise me that you will do +no harm to yourself!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And the time in the prison. The fearful despair of the first weeks, +when he longed for death, and the promise which he had given his father +continually weighed upon and tormented him like a fetter; the brooding +stupor into which this despair changed, and which in its turn gave +place to a gradual reviving and accustoming himself to his +circumstances. He remembered very well the day when he began to look +around at his companions, began anxiously to seek manifestations of +their good qualities; to search among them for young people of +blameless lives who had sinned in a moment of madness. What did he +find? A few convicts who by alternating imprisonment and crime had +gradually become dull and stupid, others who had wholly degenerated to +rough, terrible, malicious animals; besides these, two or three sons of +good family, who confessed their sins with brutal cynicism, scornfully +derided their relatives and procured through the jailer wine, cards and +evil romances. The sight of these people caused Felix boundless misery. +How he loathed them; how they astonished him; the importance which +trifles had for them, and that they had the heart to rail at the poor +food!</p> + +<p class="normal">The doubt came to him whether the idea which he had of himself was not +a mere illusion. He dissected his most secret impulses, criticised all +his instincts--in short, tormented himself into a pitiable condition. +The remnant of self-respect which he had taken into the prison shrunk +away to nothing.</p> + +<p class="normal">All who had anything to do with him showed him the warmest sympathy. He +was so quiet, so obliging; he never asked for anything except more +work. The degraded officers were at that time employed in the office +work. Felix fulfilled the tasks allotted him with the most painful +punctiliousness. At the prison he accustomed himself to that correct +regular handwriting which differed so greatly from the careless writing +of his gay youth.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old baron had begged that some consideration might be shown Felix +on account of his weakened health. They were perfectly willing to do +so, but Felix would hear nothing of this. The money which his father +sent him to procure little comforts, he gave to assistants.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last the year was over.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix had received a letter from his father, in which the latter, too +considerate to personally accompany his son from the prison, told him +that he would meet him at this or that station, to take a long trip +with him. But Felix could not resolve to meet his father immediately +after this degrading imprisonment.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was in the year 1866. War was expected. Felix enlisted in a regiment +as a private soldier. He performed his duties with fanatic zeal. The +soldiers, who knew nothing of his sad story, looked upon his serving in +their ranks as the "whim of a great gentleman," such as is not unusual +in excited times, and met him with defiant opposition. But he took such +sincere trouble to win their liking, so willingly shared their whole +life, that they soon became devoted to him. Their unfeigned liking was +more pleasant to him than the sentimental humanity which he met with +later in life. Often one of his present comrades pushed him away from +some work which he considered unworthy of Felix, and murmured with +good-natured embarrassment, "That you are not used to, sir." The +officers, who at first had been very ill at ease with him, gradually +understood how painful it was to him if any difference was made between +him and his comrades, and gave up attempting to make an exception of +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He never complained, ate the coarsest food without changing his +expression in the slightest, conscientiously polished the buttons of +his uniform, and always chose the worst place to bivouac.</p> + +<p class="normal">The first cannon was fired.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix fought at Trautenau; fought without enthusiasm, without +melodramatic heroism; he fought with the sober, unbounded bravery of a +man who does not need the hurrahs to be spurred on by, whose life is +wholly indifferent to him, and who hopes and wishes for no other reward +for his self-sacrificing performance of his duty than--death.</p> + +<p class="normal">The leaden rain of the Prussian vanguard--it was wholly unknown to the +Austrians who did not fight in Schlesing--had a soothing effect upon +his nerves. The breathless excitement of battle did him good. What +pained him was the moment before the conflict, when old veterans passed +each other their field-flasks, and expressed indifferent opinions about +the weather; and the young soldiers, scarcely grown recruits, with +shining eyes and pale cheeks, cried "Hurrah!" and inflated their +chests, while the guns shook in their hands. What pained him was the +moment after the battle, when the last smoke of powder, and a dull echo +of the noise of battle filled the air, and the soldiers, confused and +stunned, met in camp, and one or another, rousing from the stupor which +followed the fearful excitement of battle, asked fearfully, "Where is +F----? where is M----?" and then with a shudder remembered that he, +himself, had seen F---- and M---- fall. What pained him was, when in +the night the wounded cried and groaned, until their comrades' +compassion changed to impatience, and they complained over the noise +which prevented them from sleeping.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then came the third of July, the day of Sadowa.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was damp, cold weather, no sun in the heavens. On the earth +trodden-down grain, soiled with dirt and blood; a confusion of blue and +white soldiers, partly arranged in compact, geometrically exact +figures, partly scattered in sheltered positions, partly crouching +behind earthworks, so far separated that Prussians and Austrians mostly +saw each other as points or masses. Hostile, without hostility, they +stood opposite each other; perhaps not one among the thousands upon +thousands here and yonder hated the other, and yet each one was ready +to do his utmost to kill the unknown enemy.</p> + +<p class="normal">Fog mixed with the powder-smoke. There was a wild confusion of screams, +groans, rolling of wheels, rattling of sabres, and stamping of horses. +In the distance chaos seemed to prevail; at the spot where Felix was +stationed a kind of monotony, a kind of order ruled.</p> + +<p class="normal">The ranks close over the fallen. "Fire!" commands the officer. +There is a click of the gun hammers, the flames shine redly on the +gun-barrels--sch--sch whistle the hostile balls around Felix; crashing, +ear-splitting, like sharp hail, answer the riflemen.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix was at Swiepwald, with the regiment of riflemen of which the +Austrians only speak with tears in their eyes, the Prussians with hands +on their caps!</p> + +<p class="normal">For a while the losses were slight. All went well. Then came a moment +when the riflemen received the hostile balls indifferently. Many of +them were weary and found time to say so, still more were hungry--few +Austrian soldiers received anything to eat on that memorable day, the +day of Sadowa. Felix had given his last rations to a young recruit who, +as he thought, needed nourishment more than he; but Felix had +overestimated his strength, an unusual faintness suddenly overcame him, +he begged his neighbor for his flask, and crash!--a shell--and the +neighbor lay on the ground with shattered feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">From this moment the losses are immense. Man after man falls. Little +brownish-red streams of blood trickle through the ruts of the ground, +the pine-trees become bare, their needles fall unpleasantly, +prickingly, upon the faces of the riflemen. With the whistling of the +musket-balls mingles the groaning shots of the artillery like the +deafening, reechoing thunder in a mountainous country. The atmosphere +is unbearably impregnated with the peculiar odor of battle. With the +smell of powder and heated iron mingles the odor of perspiration of an +excited mass of men, and the repulsive, terrible, salt smell of their +blood.</p> + +<p class="normal">The fog becomes more and more thick. The riflemen see nothing near them +but dead comrades, and before, a white wall behind which death lurks. +They no longer know what is taking place at the other end of the field, +do not know that the Prussian Crown Prince has arrived; but all feel +that they are fighting for a lost cause, and that their resistance is +nothing more than a heroic demonstration.</p> + +<p class="normal">Always in the front rank, Felix fights on. Twice have the men at his +right and left fallen, but all the balls whistle past him--from second +to second he expects death, but it comes not.</p> + +<p class="normal">There are not thirty men left of his battalion; orderlies fly to and +fro, the officers are hoarse, then suddenly the cry, "Retreat!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Retreat!</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix stands as if rooted to the ground--Retreat! What, shall he flee? +No! But captivity, in which, bound as he is by his promise, he would +not have the right to take his life! And he retreats with the others, +who now join the great mass. Their pace becomes more and more irregular +and hurried.</p> + +<p class="normal">The evening is dark, the enemy behind them, the few riflemen are among +the last. A standard-bearer sinks down, wounded in the knee by a stray +shot. No one troubles himself about him or the flag.</p> + +<p class="normal">What is the flag? Nothing but a soiled, torn rag. Nothing but--the +symbol of the regiment's honor.</p> + +<p class="normal">Honor! The word has a mysterious, alluring sound for Felix, somewhat as +the word water has for one perishing in the desert.</p> + +<p class="normal">Honor! honor! He takes the flag from the standard-bearer's hand, who +pleads piteously that he may at least be pushed into a ditch and not +trodden upon like a worm. Felix performs this service for him, and +remains far behind his comrades. At length he raises the flag and is +about to proceed with it.</p> + +<p class="normal">But, deathly wearied as he is, he can scarcely carry it, so he tears +the flag from the pole, and breaking this over his knee he wishes to +bury both pieces in the slime of the ditch, but before he has +accomplished this a little band of Prussian cavalry approaches. He lays +his hand on his gun, but if he defends himself, defends himself so that +they must kill him, the flag is forfeited. He then stretches himself in +the mire of the road, flat on his face over the flag, as to-day he has +seen many of his comrades, shot through the heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">The horses trot past him; one of them starts back from him, this rider +looks before him, sees what he takes for a corpse and passes on.</p> + +<p class="normal">The horse, who takes the leap required of him with the timidity which +every human body inspires in his species, strikes Felix with his hoof. +When the riders are out of sight, and all is still, Felix rises, a +stinging pain in his left arm. At first he thought the arm was broken, +but no, only a severe contusion causes the pain. He thrusts his hand +into his coat, wraps the flag around it, and creeps wearily forward.</p> + +<p class="normal">In his ears a single word rings: "Honor!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He totters to the Elbe, which separates him from his comrades; there is +no longer a bridge there; he does not trust his strength to swim +across. Ah! and even if he does drown in the bottom of the river, the +Prussians cannot find the flag, and he cares nothing for his life. He +flings himself into the stream, the waves plash around his ears: +"Honor!" The cold water strengthens him, and for the moment prevents +the pain in his arm. He reaches the opposite shore, he himself never +knew how.</p> + +<p class="normal">He staggers on in his clothes, made heavy by the water. His mind +is not clear, only grasps the idea that he must go on. He stumbles +along--slowly--slowly; often he sinks down and lies still for a while, +then he suddenly springs up again, feels for the flag and totters on. +He does not know where he is, the Austrian camp lies before him--he +does not see it--then something red shines through the gray morning +light. Felix gathers up his strength; breathless, gasping, he drags +himself up to what he soon recognizes as an Austrian Uhlan picket.</p> + +<p class="normal">He reaches the picket, he can no longer speak, hands the flag to an +officer, and falls to the ground.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Uhlans--there were two or three officers among them--crowd around +him. When they see his lamentable condition they speak with pride of +the fidelity to his flag of this common soldier, and they say it aloud, +and Felix hears it and it does him good; it seems to him that the blot +upon his honor is washed away.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then one of the officers bends over him, and suddenly starting, he +cries to the others, "That is certainly Lanzberg!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you say? 'The certain Lanzberg?'" ask they, hastily. They +thought Felix unconscious, but he was not.</p> + +<p class="normal">The word, thoughtlessly spoken and not unkindly meant, goes to his +heart. From that moment he knew that there was no regeneration for his +honor.</p> + +<p class="normal">He might level mountains and dam rivers, but the world in its +astonishment, in its admiration, would yet find no other name for him +than "the certain Lanzberg!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He opened his large, mournful eyes. The officers were ill at ease, then +they all stretched out their hands to him and cried, "We admire you; we +envy you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">But he only turned his head away from them with a groan.</p> + +<p class="normal">His incomparable actions during the campaign had softened the harshest +of his social judges toward him. The emperor, by a proclamation, had +restored to him his forfeited social rights. His father awaited him +longingly, and begged him by letters to telegraph his arrival in +Traunberg, so that he could personally meet him at the railway station.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Felix dreaded the idea of being received by his father, and +unannounced, in civilian clothes, he one day alighted in T----, the +nearest station to Traunberg, from a third-class compartment, which he +had taken so as to meet none of his acquaintances. He went on foot to +the castle. He felt a kind of shyness of every tree, every stone, which +formerly returning home after long absence, he had greeted joyously. +The quick trot of horses' hoofs smote his ear; looking up he saw Elsa +coming galloping along the park driveway toward him, at the side of his +old playmate, Sempaly. Anxiously he drew back among the trees, and the +two rushed past, and thought no more of the man in the plain gray coat. +Silently he crept up to the castle and to his father's room. No one met +him. Softly he opened the door. A thin, bowed, gray-haired man sat +reading in an arm-chair. Felix took a few hesitating steps forward, he +trembled throughout his entire frame. "Papa!" he stammered. One moment +more and the father had clasped him in his arms. Then the old man +pushed him back from him to see him more plainly. "My hero!" he cried. +Felix started nervously and gazed pleadingly at his father. "You have +grown gray, papa," he cried, as if startled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"People grow old, my boy," replied the Baron, hastily smoothing his +whitened hair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Old at forty-nine?" murmured Felix.</p> + +<p class="normal">A quarter of an hour later, as Felix sat beside his father, answering +his questions, Elsa entered. She had grown tall and slender. But that +was not the only change which Felix perceived in her: she had lost her +light, springing girlish step, her merry smile. A reserved sadness had +drawn harsh lines about her mouth, and a deep shade darkened her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">At her entrance he had risen awkwardly, and she, not seeing him +distinctly, and taking him for some bailiff discussing business with +her father, bowed formally.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her father glanced impatiently at her, then he cried, in irritation and +anger, "It is Felix; do you not recognize him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa grew pale with excitement. "God greet you," said she, going +quickly up to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">His trembling lips barely touched her forehead.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now came a hard, hard time for Felix, made hardest of all by the +touching kindness of his father, who overwhelmed him with tender +attentions, had forgotten none of Felix's former fancies--surprised him +now with a splendid horse, now with a gun of a new, improved kind, or a +pointer dog with fabulous traits--in short, anticipated every wish +which Felix had formerly expressed. But Felix no longer wished for +anything but to hide himself, and this his father would not hear of.</p> + +<p class="normal">He everywhere pushed his son forward; with the servants and overseer it +was always, "I am growing old, go to the young master."</p> + +<p class="normal">And poor Felix, humiliated by the striking submission of the people, +confused and without an idea or opinion of his own, gave orders in a +shy, weak voice as modestly and reservedly as he could.</p> + +<p class="normal">However urgently he begged his father to leave him in the protecting +shade of the background, the old man could not be induced to consent. +He pressed the keys of his safe upon Felix, gave him free disposal of +the largest sums of money. Painfully distrustful of all the rest of +humanity, especially of his servants, since his misfortune, the Baron +almost crushed his son by this ostentatious, conspicuous confidence.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day he desired Felix to pay a visit with him in the neighborhood. +But this Felix opposed. Elsa supported his opposition. The old Baron +took that amiss in her. At that time Elsa was scarcely sixteen years +old. She suffered with the Lanzberg arrogance, as Felix had suffered +from it; she was hurt to the heart by Felix's deed. And yet she loved +her brother, and did not wish to let him feel how heavily his disgrace +weighed upon her. But she could find no natural tone in intercourse +with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had been a kind of idol for her, who good-naturedly descended from +his pedestal to tease and caress his little sister. He had called her +Liesel and Mietzel, pulled her ear or kissed her hand, mystified her +with the strangest tales, gave her costly presents; then again, when +his friends or important pleasures came between them, for days wholly +ignored her insignificant existence.</p> + +<p class="normal">But this time the idol had not descended from his pedestal; he had +fallen down, and had become a broken man. His former teasing courtesy +had changed into the shyest politeness. He never pulled her ears, and +never kissed her hand, never called her Liesel or Mietzel--his manners +had wholly lost their playful aplomb. He was now helpless and awkward, +sat at table like a poor sinner, ate little, never spoke a word, and, +rendered clumsy by embarrassment, soiled the table-cloth. He was so +boundlessly obliging and considerate that it made Elsa embarrassed. He +broke a refractory horse for her with the greatest patience, took care +of all her favorite flowers, accompanied her on her visits to the poor, +and never forgot to take with him a warm wrap for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had really become a much better and lovable man than before, but the +world had no use for this goodness and lovability. Even Elsa did not +know how to value it. She was always constrained in intercourse with +him, because she was always thinking of being kind to him. The old +Baron gave her endless lectures concerning her behavior. Unweariedly +attentive and tender to Felix, toward his other fellow men he was +almost unbearably capricious, irritable and unjust, especially to Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">Once he overwhelmed her for so long with imprudent reproaches for her +heartlessness and lack of tact, that at last she cried out defiantly +and refractorily, "Why was Felix so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Then her father struck her for the first and last time, and cried, "God +punish you for your hard heart!"</p> + +<p class="normal">When the Baron had left her, and she began to almost hate Felix, angry +at the injustice done her, he emerged from a dark corner, from which he +had been forced to witness the scene, softly went up to her, and said, +with his gentle sad smile, stretching out his hand hesitatingly to her, +"Forgive him--he has not his head; he does not know any longer what he +does; only think how he must feel."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she threw herself with passionate violence into his arms. "He was +right a hundred times," cried she, "only not in thinking that I do not +love you, for I do love you, but I did not know how to show it to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">From that day the relation between brother and sister was touchingly +tender. Elsa was almost as anticipating and unendingly tender in her +attentions to Felix as her father himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">The first week after Felix's arrival, Sempaly discreetly remained away +from Traunberg. He also had taken part in the campaign, but a very +trifling part, and described the battle of Sadowa with charming +flippancy, while he added, "Pity that it turned out so badly." For the +first week, then, he remained away from Traunberg. But then he appeared +there again, and, in fact, with the good-natured intention of paying +Felix a special visit. But scarcely had the latter heard the voice of +his former comrade, when with dog and gun he crept softly out of the +castle.</p> + +<p class="normal">From then Sempaly came no more to Traunberg. Felix knew that formerly +he had come two or three times a week, and asked Elsa about it. "You +have surely begged him to come no longer, poor Elsa," said he, gazing +deep into her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her embarrassment answered him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He saw that for his sake Elsa must give up all society, and also +noticed that she had caught his morbid shyness. Her future was at +stake. Then, carefully concealing his reasons, he begged leave of his +father to go to South America. With a heavy heart, and after much +opposition, the old man let him go.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix did not return until he received the news of Elsa's marriage. +After the death of his father he left Europe a second time, and had +really only returned home for a visit, when he met Linda.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Poor Felix! There he sat, his head resting on the table, all his +thoughts in the past, when suddenly a little voice roused him from his +dull brooding. Gery, whose little hand could not reach the doorknob, +banged at the door outside, and screamed, "Papa! papa!" Felix rose and +admitted him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The child was crying, and his left cheek was red and swollen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Papa, mamma slapped me, and said she could not bear me," complained +the little fellow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She struck you because you are the son of 'the certain Lanzberg,'" +murmured Felix with fearful bitterness. "Perhaps others will also make +you do penance for that yet!"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXV.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The gulf which malicious fortune and Elsa's overwrought nerves had +opened between the two married people had not lessened, but on the +contrary had daily become deeper, colder, and broader.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin found no explanation for his wife's changed manner; after some +time he ceased to seek one. His was no brooding nature, and had no time +to become one. That Elsa could be jealous of Linda any more than of a +pretty work of art or an amusing book which unsuitably claimed a great +deal of his attention, Erwin had never understood.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor Elsa, she is worried about Felix," he said to himself; "she will +come to her senses again," and for several days he kept away from her, +to give her time to calm herself. But three, four days passed, and she +still had the same pale face and stiff manner. Then he tried a +different plan, and once when they chanced to be alone together--it +happened very seldom--he laid his hand under her chin and began: "Well, +mouse----"</p> + +<p class="normal">But she did not lean her cheek against his hand as formerly when she +was remorseful, neither did she resist his caress, as when she was +refractory, but simply tolerated him as if she were a statue of stone +or bronze. And she looked at him so coldly that all the loving words +which he had in readiness faded from his memory and his hand sank down +from her chin.</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned away from her with impatience and irritation. It was not the +first time that she had been unjust and capricious to him. Her only +fault was an easily awakened irritability; but formerly her vexation +had been of short duration, and her bad mood had soon dissolved into +the most remorseful tenderness.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had never begged his forgiveness after she had made a scene. Her +proud obstinacy was not capable of that; she was not one of those +sympathetic, dependent women who like to make little blunders so as to +be able to coquet with their charming penitence. No! But an anxious, +half-suppressed smile hesitated on her lips, when he returned to her +several hours after the vexatious scene, and he could see by the book +which she was reading, by the gown which she had put on, by the dinner +which was ordered, how she had thought of him during his absence.</p> + +<p class="normal">But her manner now was of a quite different kind.</p> + +<p class="normal">What could he think but that her love for him had become less; that +with Elsa, as with all good mothers, her children had gradually won the +precedence in her heart, and there was nothing to do for it. And Erwin +smiled peculiarly, shrugged his shoulders, for the first few days felt +painfully wounded, and finally began to accustom himself to the +situation. He hunted a great deal, and also occasionally rode to +Traunberg, where he was always sure of a hearty reception, often met +gay society, and from whence he brought back the comfortable conviction +that he had the best influence over a lovable but superficial human +being.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now, after Elsa had barricaded herself on all sides with diligence and +pains and praiseworthy energy, against happiness, she was terrified at +her own work, and she would gladly have annihilated it, but she now +lacked the power. Erwin had become distant; formerly she would have +silently slipped her hand into his and with that all would have been +said, he would have understood. But now, now she no longer dared; she +was as shy and embarrassed as a bride. That it was hateful, yes, fairly +inexcusable to suspect a man who in all the different situations of his +life had acted so severely honorably as Erwin, of such disgraceful +conduct as her jealousy suggested to her, she knew, but----</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Lanzberg shadow has fallen upon my happiness," she sometimes +thought sadly; "it must come so," but in the next moment she said, "No, +it must not come so. I--I myself am to blame that it has come; why did +I send him away from me on our wedding-day, from silly, childish +obstinacy? If I believed in danger for him, I should have tried doubly +hard to chain him to me; instead of this I have done everything to make +myself disagreeable to him, only because my pride did not consider a +threatened happiness worth defence. If what I feared now happens, +then----" but here her thoughts paused. "That cannot be," she murmured +impatiently; "It is not possible." Then suddenly she thought of her +brother, who in his time had stood almost as high in her respect as +Erwin, and who in one instant had sunken, oh, so deeply!</p> + +<p class="normal">"If that were possible, then everything is possible in this world," she +decided, sternly.</p> + +<p class="normal">One day after another passed--a cloud had shown itself in her sky so +small and transparent that a single sunbeam would have sufficed to kiss +it away; but the cloud had grown larger, and now covered the whole sky +so that it could not even be seen.</p> + +<p class="normal">An unpleasant accident contributed to embitter Elsa's feelings +completely.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a long time she had been urged by her heart to show Erwin some +little attention, and she ransacked her brains to think of something +which could please him, and yet would not be a too direct reminder of +her love. At last it occurred to her to have a photograph taken for him +of Baby, who with her childish coquetries had gradually become dearer +and dearer to her father's heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">She put the frock which Erwin liked best upon the little creature +herself, one which showed off Baby's charms most advantageously. She +kissed and smoothed the child's short curls, and hung a golden heart on +a thin chain round her neck, of which the vain rogue was not a little +proud, and tugged at it with both little fists to admire it, or put it +in her mouth. Then Elsa ordered the carriage and drove over to +Marienbad with Baby. Baby made the most attentive observations from the +lap of her mamma; from time to time she stretched out her hand for some +object which especially pleased her or was new to her, and gave a +little clear joyous cry, or uttered some of those disconnected +syllables which have significance for a mother's ear only.</p> + +<p class="normal">The novelty of the situation at the photographer's impressed her; the +first attempt did not succeed. The photographer remarked that if the +Baroness would hold the child herself, it would perhaps be better. Elsa +replied blushingly that she did not wish to appear in the picture.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Baby would not have it otherwise. Now the trial succeeded +admirably. The photographer showed the negative in which Baby's +delicate face, with the solemn, staring eyes, and the shy, smiling +mouth could plainly be recognized. Elsa nodded with satisfaction, but +begged that he would wash out her figure. Then the old photographer--he +knew Elsa from her childhood--surveyed his work with the look of an +artist, and said, "Ah, Baroness, it would be a shame for the pretty +picture. Has the Baroness one of the last photographs which I took of +her as a bride? It is just the same face."</p> + +<p class="normal">And Elsa let him have his way; involuntarily the delight with which he +held the dim negative against his rough coat-sleeve amused her, and she +even stole a glance in the mirror, the first glance for a long time, +and thought that although somewhat pale and thin, she did not look so +very old and faded as she had thought. She rejoiced at this discovery, +and rejoiced that her richly embroidered black gown was so becoming, +and rejoiced over Baby's picture, and looked forward to the moment when +she should take it to Erwin.</p> + +<p class="normal">When she now got into the carriage waiting below with Baby, and the +servant closed the door, the child suddenly almost sprang out of her +mother's lap, and stretched out her little arms, and cried in a clear, +bell-like voice, "Papa! Papa!" As Baby's vocabulary is still very +limited, and she had recently bestowed the title of Papa upon Litza's +pony, Elsa glanced somewhat sceptically in the direction in which the +child's arm pointed, but really saw Erwin about to enter a jeweller's +shop.</p> + +<p class="normal">Linda Lanzberg was on his arm!</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa grew deathly pale. When the carriage, as upon entering she had +directed, stopped before a toy store, she did not alight, but ordered, +"Home!"</p> + +<p class="normal">All reconciling feelings toward Erwin changed into a condition of +boundless excitement; for the moment she felt a kind of hatred for him. +When at dinner he asked, "Elsa, were not you in Marienbad to-day? It +seemed to me that I saw the carriage pass when I was in Stein's," she +answered, coldly, "I was there. I had something to attend to. And did +you buy anything of Stein?" she then asked, as if casually. "Will he +mention Linda?" she thought, but he replied half laughingly, "A pink +coral necklace for the little one. To-morrow is, if I am not mistaken, +her christening day." In fact Baby had been named after the Countess +Dey, the sensible name, Marie.</p> + +<p class="normal">This explanation did not relieve Elsa in the slightest. The most +innocent significance which she could ascribe to his presence there +with Linda was that he had asked her advice in the choice of an +ornament for the child. It did not occur to her that he could have met +Linda in Marienbad quite accidentally. The rest of the evening she was +in a hopelessly bad humor. Every word that Erwin spoke pained her, his +manner of laying a pair of scissors on the table vexed her. With that, +fever shone in her eyes and burned in her cheeks. The kiss which every +evening he imprinted upon her forehead had long become a conventional +ceremony, but to-day she wished to evade this formality. She +disappeared from the drawing-room immediately after tea, upon some +pretext, and did not return again.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next day was a holiday, Baby's christening day, the day after +Juanita's visit to Traunberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">Most exceptionally, this time Erwin did not appear at breakfast, and +when Elsa asked after him, the word was, "The Baron breakfasted in his +own room, and had then gone away."</p> + +<p class="normal">About half-past eleven, as Elsa sat in the nursery, weary and languid, +holding Baby on her lap, the door opened and Erwin entered. Baby +stretched out her little hands joyously, but Elsa's eyes grew gloomy +and she struck the child's hand reprovingly. Erwin grew deathly pale, +pale as she had never seen him before.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Later, Baby," he murmured somewhat hoarsely, and left the room. But +Baby began to cry bitterly, and would not stay in her mother's lap.</p> + +<p class="normal">After lunch, during which Erwin did not address another word to Elsa, +she heard him down in the garden, talking and playing with the little +one; she heard Baby's soft happy laugh; she went to the window, +stretched out her head, and saw him swinging the child in the air. When +Baby was finally weary of play, she laid her little arm around her +father's neck, and leaned her delicate flower-like face against his +sun-browned cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa's head ached; she burned with fever from head to foot, every nerve +quivered and her thoughts were gloomy. Slowly she dragged herself up +and down, finally seated herself with hands clasping her temples, upon +a divan. She was losing consciousness when suddenly she started up and +listened. She heard Erwin's horse pawing the ground in front of the +house. Where was he going so suddenly? She roused herself, and holding +to the walls, crept slowly down-stairs. Then, hidden by the turn of the +stairs, in the shadow of the hall, she heard Erwin's voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"If the Baroness asks for me, Martin, tell her that you do not know +where I am; in no case shall she wait dinner for me," said he, quickly +and softly.</p> + +<p class="normal">With that he mounted his horse and rode away at a rapid pace.</p> + +<p class="normal">Where? Elsa's heart stopped beating. Had anything happened?</p> + +<p class="normal">She crossed the hall--she would force old Martin to speak; but he had +gone also. Then something on the floor rattled, a gray paper which the +hem of her dress had touched; she stooped for it--it lay there crumpled +as if it had just fallen from a violent hand. She committed no +voluntary indiscretion, she only looked at it as one scrutinizes a +paper to see whether one shall pick it up or throw it away. It was not +her fault that, thanks to the writing, which was as plain as print, at +the first glance her eyes had comprehended the whole contents.</p> +<br> +<div style="font-size:90%"> +<p class="continue"><span class="sc">Dear Erwin</span>:</p> + +<p class="normal">Come soon--to-day, now--at once--I expect you.</p> + +<p style="text-indent:30%"><span class="sc">Linda</span>.</p> +</div> +<br> + +<p class="normal">She took the note, carried it to Erwin's room, and laid it +conscientiously upon his writing-desk. Then her knees trembled, and she +had to sit down. Not that he had received the note surprised her. What +fault was it of his if Linda wrote foolish notes? But what she did not +understand, what remained absolutely incomprehensible to her was the +fact that he had taken his valet into his confidence, that he had not +been ashamed to make him his confidant. Had she not heard wrong? Had he +gone to Traunberg? Now, when the facts spoke strongest against him, she +weighed most justly the probabilities for and against his fault; she +had acted imprudently towards him, and since the birth of the last +child, devoting herself entirely to her maternal duties, had neglected +him. He had borne this with goodness and patience; then Linda had +suddenly appeared, with her dazzling beauty, her picturesque elegance, +her coquettish heartlessness.</p> + +<p class="normal">For hours Elsa sat there and waited. At five o'clock she sat down to +dinner; immediately after this she left the dining-room--she had no +more control over herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is all possible," she cried, giving way, desperate; her breath came +heavily and so feverish that it burned her lips--black clouds swam +before her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked at the clock. What kept him away from home so long--with +her? Another fifteen minutes passed--he must be with her. She could no +longer endure her distrustful suspense--she would go to Traunberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">She ordered the carriage. On the way she started at every sound, at +every shadow, everywhere she saw him and her.</p> + +<p class="normal">A fearful dread of the certainty came over her; at the last moment she +clung to uncertainty.</p> + +<p class="normal">She wished to return, but she was ashamed of displaying such +inconsequence before the servants, and just then the carriage drove +through the iron gate into the Traunberg park. The lackey in the +vestibule announced that the Baroness was not at home.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa sighed with relief; if Linda were not home, she could receive no +guests, and Erwin could not be there. That she could have denied +herself did not occur to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was pleasant to her to enjoy Traunberg once more, without Parisian +anecdotes and French <i>chansonnettes</i>--without Linda.</p> + +<p class="normal">All was as if dead; it reminded her of the old Traunberg, where she had +lived in loving solitude with her father. She did not think of +returning at once; the great tension of her nerves had suddenly given +way to vague dreaminess--the danger was not over but postponed.</p> + +<p class="normal">She went out into the garden; her heart grew more and more heavy, and +her step slow. Her dress caught upon a branch. It seemed to her that a +warning hand held her back. In mysterious dread of choosing the very +gloomy path which lay before her, she took another. Her heart beat +rapidly, she stood still, resolved to return. Between the trunks of the +lindens, the water of the large pond which bounded one side of the +Traunberg park shone in the sunset glow. With the gentle murmur of the +water mingled the regular strokes of oars. Elsa stood still, she +listened. Who could it be? Linda was not home. Elsa glanced at the +pond. In a little boat she saw two figures, one, Linda, leaning back in +the end of the little skiff, flowers in her hair and in her lap, one +hand in the water, an evil light in her eyes, something luxuriantly +melancholy in her whole form. Opposite her, with his back to Elsa, +sat a man, slender, broad-shouldered, in a light summer suit, with +close-cropped hair of that striking light blond which shines like +molten gold in the sunlight.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa started back--it was surely Erwin--she turned away, she would +see no more--but no--it seemed to her that she must call after +him--there--the little row-boat had reached the small island covered +with roses which was in the middle of the lake. In the gray-white +August twilight she saw the two figures turn into the overgrown thicket +of the island--they disappeared behind the bushes as if immersed in +shadow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa was as if paralyzed by a kind of gloomy numbness; a fearful +excitement overcame her--she must go--where she did not know, only far, +far away from the accursed spot.</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not think of ordering her carriage, of driving home. She +scarcely thought of anything, only moved mechanically on, and +instinctively took the path to Steinbach, as an animal wounded unto +death seeks its hole to die in.</p> + +<p class="normal">She groped before her with her hands, she blinked as if blinded by a +terrible light, she hit blindly against the trees as she passed, like a +bat--she saw nothing but two light figures disappearing amid gloomy +shadow. She hurried on and on--at first very rapidly--it seemed to her +that she could fly, but she was mistaken. The unrest which raged within +her was that of fever, of over-exhaustion, not of unused strength. Soon +her feet felt like lead, and a heavy weight seemed resting upon her +breast; she dragged herself wearily on like one in a bad dream, who +wishes to flee from some monster and cannot. The more weary her body +became, the more clear what had really frightened her became to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He and Linda," she murmured to herself, "he and my brother's wife." +And with a desperate smile, a smile which condemned faith, hope and +love to death, she added, "Yes, everything is possible in this world!"</p> + +<p class="normal">How good he had formerly been, how loving! The loveliest moments of her +married life came to her mind with the sad charm of the irrevocably +lost. On she tottered, in her wide-open eyes the wild look which seeks +nothing more, which looks away from everything, the look of a being who +has seen happiness die. "I was happy," she murmured to herself with +unspeakable bitterness.</p> + +<p class="normal">But soon the poisonous breath of doubt tainted the happiness which had +been also. How did she know how false it might have been, whether she +had not merely been "considerately deceived"?</p> + +<p class="normal">Then it seems as if a frost falls upon her loveliest recollections, +even upon those which until now she has treasured in the most secret +corner of her heart. The past is desecrated--she has nothing more.</p> + +<p class="normal">She does not think of her children--in this moments he has forgotten +that she has children.</p> + +<p class="normal">Slowly she drags herself through the wood, the same path which she had +taken with Erwin before. Over her head the trees sing in melancholy +peace their old song. Elsa can scarcely proceed; now the wood lies +behind her, before her the dew on the meadow sparkles in the gray +twilight, the colors are all dead--she shudders--here is the spot where +he had carried her over that evening when for the first time she had +been apprehensive for her happiness. Here he had put his arms round her +and clasped her tightly to him and called her his treasure. She +trembles in her whole body, then she gives a short gasping cry and +sinks to the ground. She sobs, she has forgotten everything, she exists +only in the feeling of weeping, of wishing convulsively to throw off a +weight which oppresses her chest, and behind her the primeval forest +still sings its melancholy peaceful song.</p> + +<p class="normal">How long she lies there she does not know; she does not notice either +that the gray evening darkens to black night, does not notice that the +dew falls heavier and heavier, that its cool dampness steals through +her light gown to her weakened frame.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXVI.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">While Elsa lay so despairingly at the edge of the forest, two riders +came slowly towards Steinbach--Sempaly and Erwin. They returned from a +farm at some distance from, but belonging to Steinbach, which together +with a part of the adjacent village had been burned this afternoon.</p> + +<p class="normal">Before them the castle of Steinbach, with its windows shining +peacefully in the moonlight, between the shady trees; around them sweet +fragrance and peaceful stillness; behind them a village, for the +greater part in ashes, deserted ruins blackened with soot, as if clad +in deepest mourning, animated by a few bent figures which could no +longer speak from pain and fright, yes, could scarcely even complain +more, and anxiously, with trembling hands, sought in the soaked heaps +of ashes, in which fire still smouldered, for some pitiful remnant of +their annihilated possessions. They rode through the park gate, their +clothes were drenched and smelled of smoke and soot.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Sempaly heard of the breaking out of the fire, he had ridden from +Iwanow to Billwitz, and had then joined Erwin honestly in the wildest +confusion of the fire, and now accompanied him home.</p> + +<p class="normal">They only seldom exchanged a word. They were both weary from the help +they had rendered, and saddened by the thought of how little they had +been able to help. When they reached the castle, Sempaly was about to +turn off towards Iwanow, but Erwin held him back. "Take tea with us, +Rudi," said he.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In these clothes?" replied Sempaly, glancing at his soiled clothes; +then he added, "Well, Snowdrop will be considerate," and dismounted.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had really from the first intended to remain at Steinbach, and +looked forward to relating to Elsa, while fresh, all the little heroic +deeds by which Erwin had distinguished himself during the fire. He felt +a kind of indebtedness to Erwin on account of the hateful suspicion +which for a moment he had cherished against him, and which to-day, when +he once more thoroughly recognized Erwin's nobility, seemed to him +foolish and inexcusable.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin asked for his wife; the servant informed him that she was not yet +back from Traunberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Has a second message come from Traunberg?" asked Erwin, surprised.</p> + +<p class="normal">The valet glanced at the servant. "No!" It was certain that no second +messenger came from Traunberg.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin and Sempaly went out again in the black shadows of the mild +August moonlight night. "What does she seek in Traunberg?" murmured +Erwin, aloud, ponderingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did she know that you were at the fire?" asked Sempaly, with sudden +inspiration.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think not. I expressly requested the servants not to tell her where +I went," replied Erwin. "What in all the world did she go to Traunberg +for?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Scirocco looked at him peculiarly. "You," said he.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Me?" Erwin did not yet comprehend the situation.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Sempaly stamped his foot impatiently. "Are you stupid, Garzin?" +cried he. "Do you not see what everybody sees, that your wife is +consumed with jealousy of her sister-in-law?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My wife jealous of my sister-in-law? Sempaly--you----" Erwin had burst +out very violently at first, now he was suddenly silent. He called to +mind Elsa's strange manner of late, much that was enigmatical was +explained. He did not understand that he had been so obtuse.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had walked somewhat further into the park; then a low cry of pain +vibrated through the painful stillness of the night. Erwin listened +with beating heart. Once more it penetrated to him, somewhat louder. A +cold shudder ran over him. He hurried toward the meadow from which the +sound came. With sight sharpened by excitement he surveyed the gray +dewy field. There at the edge of the wood he saw something white +gleaming in the twilight, a misty spot which in the gloom he had almost +taken for a thick cluster of immortelles. His anxiety drove him a few +steps further. "Elsa!" cried he, and stretched his arms out to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she raised her head, and rested her large, feverish, shining eyes +upon him. "I forgive you," cried she with failing voice, and starting +back from him. "I forgive you, but go--go--leave me."</p> + +<p class="normal">His eyes met hers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have nothing to forgive me," said he gravely, almost sternly. "But +if you promise solemnly, very solemnly, to be very much ashamed of +yourself I will forgive you."</p> + +<p class="normal">She stared at him without understanding, confused, stupefied; then he +took hold of her dress; he was frightened to feel how cold and wet it +was.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For God's sake!" cried he, violently, and with efficacious +inconsiderateness, "before everything else see that you take off these +wet things; there is time enough to speak of your mad freak later." +With that he picked her up and carried her across, as he had done on +the day of Linda's arrival.</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not resist him. At first she did not even know what had +happened to her; then, when near the castle, she suddenly heard a +gentle voice, kindly and reprovingly, as one speaks to an imprudent +child, "Why, Snowdrop!" she looked around; this sudden exclamation +recalled her to reality, which had been far from her confused mind. +"How comes Sempaly here?" she asked, hastily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We were at the fire in Billwitz together," said Erwin, without +standing still. "He returned with me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fire--Billwitz----" murmured Elsa, then she trembled violently and +burst into a flood of tears of relief.</p> + +<p class="normal">A little later Elsa lay in her pretty white bed feverish and hoarse, +but with a light heart, and her soul full of a sweet mixture of +remorse, happiness and shame. Erwin sat near her, and tried to be angry +with her, and yet was only worried. But Scirocco had found that this +was not the evening to take tea in Steinbach, and had gone away.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">And while Elsa with touching conscientiousness now confessed all the +particulars of her hideous mistrust and her obstinate jealousy, and +upon Erwin's lips, at first closed sternly, a smile had become more and +more plain, Linda sat in her boudoir with scornfully curved lips and +angry, staring eyes, which thirsted for spite. She wore a white gown, +whose hem was slightly soiled, only as if it had perhaps brushed the +dew from a flowerbed. On her breast rested a bunch of dark red roses. +Some of them were withered, and others began to fade, others still to +fall, and the red petals strewed her gown. To her excited gaze they +seemed like drops of blood. She shuddered at sight of them; she +shuddered to-day at everything, even at herself. Her whole being rose +against the huge wrong which had been done her--the wrong which forced +her to be wicked. That there was another outlet for her she did not +acknowledge; that it was beautiful to forgive, she did not understand; +that one has duties even toward those who have sinned against one, she +did not believe.</p> + +<p class="normal">She railed against the system of the world, and her affairs in +particular. The only man whom she had ever loved, so at least it seemed +to her in her dramatic, gloomy excitement, this man had despised her.</p> + +<p class="normal">After she had been enlightened as to Felix's past, she had immediately +written that letter to Erwin which had caused so much painful confusion +in Steinbach.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had wished to sink into his compassionate arms, and had relied upon +the demoniac charm of her beauty. She fancied that after the disgrace +which she had suffered from, she had a right to sin. As answer to her +note, she had received the following lines:</p> +<br> +<div style="font-size:90%"> +<p class="continue"><span class="sc">Dear Linda</span>:</p> + +<p class="normal">I am very sorry that, on account of urgent business, I cannot come +to-day. I hope it is a question of nothing important.</p> + +<p style="text-indent:50%"><span class="sc">E. Garzin</span>.</p> +</div> +<br> + +<p class="normal">She loved him, and he wrote to her in this tone! She grew crimson for +perhaps the first time in her life when she read the lines--but not +with shame, with anger.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pistach came during her wildest excitement. He had won the game.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now he had gone; she was alone again!</p> + +<p class="normal">She buried her face in her hands; she sobbed convulsively. The roses on +her breast fell one after the other, and the blood-red petals slid down +to the soiled hem of her white gown.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next day Linda and Count Kamenz had disappeared!</p> + +<p class="normal">The whole country round about was horrified and dismayed at the affair; +only one laughed in his sleeve: Eugene von Rhoeden. The last obstacle +to his plans had been removed. Countess Elli blushed crimson when he +took leave of Iwanow. He found opportunity to press a kiss upon her +hand. A white handkerchief waved after him from one of the castle +windows, as he drove in an open phaeton from Iwanow to the railway +station.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXVII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">By her fantastic walk from Traunberg to Steinbach, Elsa had brought on +inflammation of the lungs. She convalesced so slowly that the physician +whom Erwin consulted advised a long sojourn in the south. At first she +could not resolve to leave her unhappy brother, and only went after he +had promised to follow her as soon as possible to San Remo, where she +would pass the winter with Erwin and the children.</p> + +<p class="normal">She left in the middle of September. Felix did not keep his promise. +"As soon as possible" was capable of such varied conceptions.</p> + +<p class="normal">September, with its variegated foliage, and the long, tender farewell +of the sunbeams vanished, and October came. The leaves withered, +blood-red or pale-yellow they fell from the branches sadly and +submissively, like all hopeless ones, and November followed October, +and came in with an important bluster, like a lackey sent on before to +make room for his master. He tore the last leaves from the branches, +and sometimes tore away the branches with them, and he kissed the last +roses dead and annihilated the unblossomed buds, covered the heavens +with mournful clouds, blew so chill and poisonously in the face of the +sun that he also sickened, and looked almost as pale as the moon.</p> + +<p class="normal">And at length all was desolate, all ready--the earth strewn with dead +leaves and withered flowers for the solemn reception of the new-comer. +Coldly and gravely winter entered his kingdom, the bare trees shivered +a last time, and crackled one more sigh, and all is still--dead! The +angels in heaven shook their wings, thicker and thicker fell the white +down.</p> + +<p class="normal">January was long past and Felix still in Traunberg. After the last +fearful blow which had fallen upon him he never rallied. Since Linda's +flight he never left the park, seldom the castle, often scarcely left +his room.</p> + +<p class="normal">There were days on which he would not even allow his little son +admission, and other days on which he would allow no servant to wait +upon him, because it was unbearable for him to even meet the eyes of a +servant. On all faces he thought he could discover mocking, criticising +expressions.</p> + +<p class="normal">When his overseers came to him to desire his signature or to ask his +wishes concerning important business, with his hot, nervous hands he +fumbled over the papers which were placed before him, read two or three +lines, murmured something, and signed his name. The questions which +were put to him he always answered with the same, "As you will," and +then drummed impatiently upon the top of his writing-desk and glanced +irritably at the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">He neglected his attire, his beard grew long; he did not even care for +cleanliness. Often for days he ate nothing, always very little; but, on +the other hand, he was always thirsty, and--drank. But the strongest +spirits had ceased to procure relief for him. He no longer forgot; +never more!</p> + +<p class="normal">He had a piano brought to his room, although he had almost never played +before, and now strummed on it continually. Strange modulations sprang +from beneath his stiff, unpractised fingers. He purposely sought the +shrillest dissonances, which seemed to do him good. Again and again he +struck the same piercing chord and never found a resolution for it.</p> + +<p class="normal">He always began to play so as to drown the madrilèna, which rang in his +ears so often and so unbearably distinctly, and every time he ended by +groping over the keys for the melody of this same madrilèna. Each tone +went through his heart like the stab of a dagger, his forehead was +covered with sweat, and with a long sigh he closed the piano.</p> + +<p class="normal">Intercourse with his child became of a strange nature. He indeed +frequently overwhelmed the little one with passionate tenderness, but +the games, the caressing teasing, which had formerly occupied them when +together, and which had so delighted the boy, had ceased. Gery grew +shy, pale and nervous. More and more often the fear of injuring the +child by his presence crept over Felix.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin, who came from San Remo once during the winter, in order, as he +said, to look after the house, was frightened at the confusion which, +as he soon noticed, existed in Felix's business matters, as well as the +terrible change in his whole appearance.</p> + +<p class="normal">Compassionately and kindly he urged his brother-in-law to accompany him +to Italy, in order, as he had promised, to spend some time, together +with Gery, with his sister.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Felix trembled visibly when it was a question of his leaving +Traunberg, and going to a place where he must meet other people, were +it only in the most passing way. Erwin promised him perfect quiet and +seclusion from all intercourse with strangers--in vain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Leave me," Felix repeated again and again; "leave me, I must be +alone."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin ceased his pleadings, discouraged. Elsa's health did not permit +her stay in the south to be shortened, so that her presence might +alleviate her brother's painful condition.</p> + +<p class="normal">For one moment Erwin suspected a positive mental derangement in his +brother-in-law, but soon convinced himself of the falsity of this +opinion.</p> + +<p class="normal">The balance of his accounts was correct; as soon as his attention was +excited he decided correctly, never made a mistake in a reckoning, and +made no disconnected remarks. Only, exhausted as he was, everything +concerning present affairs irritated him indescribably. The train of +his thought flowed always backward. His mind rested continually upon +that spot in the past where his happiness lay buried with his honor.</p> + +<p class="normal">He passed almost the whole of his time in living over again his life +from the first meeting with Juanita to the signing of the fatal note. +His memory, strangely faithful, and sharpened by practice, revived +again and again new particulars of the Juanita period, with the +distinctness of hallucinations.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">On a mild, sunny April day Elsa appeared in Traunberg, restored to +health, more beautiful than ever, and with eyes radiant with happiness. +She was shocked when she perceived her brother; what she saw was so +much worse than what Erwin had considerately prepared her for. But +Felix's misery only increased the tenderness of her sympathy. She spoke +of the tender, intimate intercourse which should now exist between the +two families, and said that Baby was now large enough for a playmate +for her cousin; and Baby who, chubby-cheeked and gay, with great +laughing eyes and tiny mouth with a drolly serious expression, sat on +her mamma's knee, stretched out her fat little arms and said, "Where +Gery?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Then the nurse--Gery's French <i>bonne</i> had not been able to endure the +winter solitude of Traunberg, and had long since left--brought +the child. She had smoothed down his curly hair with a horrible, +strong-smelling pomade, and had hidden his pretty little form in a +heavy cloth costume, suitable for much older children. He looked pale, +was awkward, and clung anxiously to his father. When he gradually lost +his shyness through Elsa's soft voice and caressing manner, and +approached her and answered her questions, she noticed that he had +adopted the common broad accent of the nurse.</p> + +<p class="normal">It did not escape Felix's morbidly sharpened glance, that behind the +pleasant smile with which Elsa met the child, surprise and compassion +were hidden.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You probably find that he has changed for the worse?" he asked +suddenly, gazing sharply at her. "What will you? Everything about me +goes to ruin."</p> + +<p class="normal">When Elsa, after urgently and most tenderly begging Felix and his boy +to come soon to Steinbach, had driven away, Felix took his boy on his +knees, and kissed him passionately, murmuring again and again, "Poor +child, poor branded child!"</p> + +<p class="normal">An unpleasant habit, common to most human beings living very much +alone, he had adopted of late, that of talking to himself. The words +which most frequently escaped him, which he probably repeated a dozen +times, were, "The certain Lanzberg," and while he said that, his voice +and his face expressed all the shades of bitterness, mockery and +despair.</p> + +<p class="normal">And one evening, three or four days after Elsa's visit, Gery crept +shyly up to him, and laying his little hand anxiously upon his father's +arm, he asked in his gentle, somewhat sad little voice, "What is that, +'the certain Lanzberg'?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix started; he gave a long-piercing gaze into the innocent eyes of +the child, then he pushed him violently away and hurried out of the +room.</p> + +<p class="normal">The same night Felix heard sobs outside his door, and as he opened it +and looked out into the corridor, he discovered Gery, who stood there +clad only in his little embroidered night-shirt, and barefoot.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Papa, you did not say good-night to me. Papa, was I naughty?" sobbed +the child, with the morbid nervous excitement which proved his solitary +life.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Felix took him in his arms. It was a fresh spring night, and the +child, who had stood for a long time outside, clad only in the thin +night-shirt, shivered. Felix rubbed his little hands and feet warm. +Then the nurse knocked at the door, seeking the child in anxious +excitement.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Gery would not hear of returning to the nursery. He clung to his +father and pleaded, "Let me stay with you, papa." Then Felix sent the +nurse away, and took him into his bed. The child fell asleep nestled +tenderly against him, slept soundly and unbrokenly. Felix lay awake.</p> + +<p class="normal">The opal-colored glow of the spring morning tinged the heavens, and +Felix still was awake. He thought of old times, times which lay far +back of the Juanita period; some jest over which he had laughed some +twenty years ago occurred to him and pained him--he groaned; the child +awoke; throwing his little arms around Felix's neck, he begged, +coaxingly, "Dear papa, I sleep so well with you, let me always sleep +with you." Then suddenly it flashed through Felix's mind, "Ah, if I +could only die while he still loves me!" and suddenly the storm within +him ceased--all became quiet within his heart, quiet as the grave.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXVIII.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">They passed the day happily together, Felix and his son. Felix bathed +and dressed the child himself, with a thousand jests and little teasing +ways. Gery had not seen his papa so gay for a long time, and rubbed +against him again and again, like a young dog or kitten.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sky was blue, the earth white with blossoms, the first butterflies +floated around the bushes. After lunch Felix drove with the child to +Steinbach for the first time, in spite of Elsa's warm invitation.</p> + +<p class="normal">How warm and bright everything was in Steinbach. It almost seemed to +him that there was a different sun there from Traunberg. Litzi received +a holiday, so she could play with her little cousin to her heart's +delight. Baby gave the little fellow her greatest treasure, a pot of +ripe strawberries, which she had to clasp with both little arms when +she carried it to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix remained to dinner; they overwhelmed him with attentions, but +still at heart he felt that Erwin and Elsa would have been happier and +less constrained without him, which they would not, indeed, have +admitted.</p> + +<p class="normal">As they did not wish to separate Felix from his boy during the meal, as +a great exception they installed Baby in her high-chair at the table +also, between Erwin and Litzi, an honor of which she proved herself +wholly worthy, as she watched the others eating with great seriousness +without desiring anything for herself. Only toward the end a little +misfortune befell her: in a moment of extravagant tenderness, she tried +to embrace her mother across the table, overturned a beer-glass, and +showed herself so surprised and ashamed at this accident, that Erwin +had to take her on his knee and console her. Felix felt plainly that +Erwin's calm, playful good-nature to the child did not in the least +remind one of the stormy immoderate caresses with which he overwhelmed +his own son sometimes.</p> + +<p class="normal">After dessert, while the children played in the garden under Miss +Sidney's care, and Felix sat somewhat apart with Elsa on a garden bench +and watched them, Felix started suddenly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter, Felix?" asked his sister, anxiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">He could not explain himself; he had heard the child laugh, and it had +occurred to him how seldom the little one laughed at home--almost +never.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Elsa," he asked after a while, "the child is growing very nervous and +timid with me; will you do me the kindness to keep him with you for a +while?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly, I will gladly keep the child," replied Elsa, "only you must +promise me to visit him every day."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Felix said, with a strange gaze, lost in the distance, and which +she often later remembered, "Yes, I will visit him every day if I can."</p> + +<p class="normal">A short time after he took leave of Gery, who at first would not remain +without his father, but grew quiet when Felix promised to visit him the +next morning.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next morning!</p> + +<p class="normal">The carriage rolled away, and several minutes later Felix returned once +more.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you forgotten something, Felix?" asked Erwin, who stood before +the portal of the castle, talking in a low voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, my revolver," replied Felix, uneasily and absently.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Erwin wished to go into the castle to help his brother-in-law find +it, the latter held him back. "Oh, it is of no importance," he +stammered. "I will get it--to-morrow. Where are the children?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"There," said Elsa, and in the distance, between the feathery green +foliage, he saw the children at their play. They flew about and shouted +like little gnomes, Gery the merriest of them all.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will not disturb him," murmured Felix, after he had watched the +children for a long time, without approaching them.</p> + +<p class="normal">He went.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXIX.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Returned to Traunberg, he wandered slowly through all the rooms of the +castle. Then he had tea served in his room, drank a cupful, and ate a +trifle. He laid his watch upon the table. At twelve o'clock all should +be finished, he decided.</p> + +<p class="normal">The cold calm of resolution gave way to the exciting feeling of +expectation.</p> + +<p class="normal">He seated himself at his writing-table, thoughtfully he rested his head +in his hand, then he dipped the pen into ink, and wrote a long letter. +He read it through with a certain pedantry, added here and there a +comma, or made a letter plainer, placed the letter in an envelope, and +addressed it to Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">His glance fell upon the watch--the hands pointed to quarter past +eleven. He rose and walked up and down uneasily. He began to ask +himself whether he had forgotten nothing, began to unconsciously seek +reasons for postponing his act.</p> + +<p class="normal">His brow was bathed with cold sweat. He looked for his revolver and +Toledo dagger, which both had formerly lain upon his table. They were +gone. Evidently his valet had removed them. The razors also were +hidden.</p> + +<p class="normal">Felix smiled bitterly. Then he drew a little English penknife from his +pocket, sharpened it upon an ash-receiver, and laid it on the table +beside his bed. Then, with folded hands, he crouched for a few minutes +beside his bed. He thought of the promise not to kill himself which he +had once given to his father. The promise could have no weight except +during the life of the old man.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he looked again, the hands of the watch pointed to quarter before +twelve. His heart beat loudly. A moment of irresolution came. Then from +without a little soft bird cry floated in to him. He suddenly heard +again Gery's voice, "Who is 'the certain Lanzberg,' papa?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he undressed himself, took the penknife, and with firm stroke cut +through the veins and arteries in his left wrist and ankle.</p> + +<p class="normal">He rose once more to extinguish the candles on the table beside his +bed, then he sank back among the pillows.</p> + +<p class="normal">He felt the warm blood flowing from him, and experienced a kind of +disgust; then he murmured with a sigh, "Blood washes all things clean."</p> + +<p class="normal">The triumphal fanfare of the madrilèna vibrated around him; the +excitement which had burned within him throughout the whole time was +for a moment increased tenfold.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the madrilèna died away, and the fearful memories faded, the great +painful weariness which had almost paralyzed him recently, preventing +him from sleeping, vanished--he felt easier and easier.</p> + +<p class="normal">A comfortable drowsiness overcame him, and a thousand pictures changed +before his dreamy dim eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">He saw himself in the school-room, beside his tutor, and smiled at the +expression with which the tutor drew his cuffs down over his knuckles +when Elsa's French <i>bonne</i> entered the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">The present had vanished, his thoughts wandered further and further +back into the past.</p> + +<p class="normal">He sits beside his mother in the church, small and sleepy. Through an +open window the fresh spring air blows in to the atmosphere of mould +and incense of the sacred edifice.</p> + +<p class="normal">From half-closed eyes he sees a crowd of red peasant women, sees +the little school-boys who crowd as near as possible to the carved +<i>prie-dieus</i> of the gentry. One of them winks at him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The priest elevates the host. Little Felix's tired eyes close, the +peasants fade into a large red spot, the colored shadows of the church +windows lie on the bare, gray stone pavement like a carpet. His head +sinks upon his mother's arm. All is rosy vapor around him. Then his +mother kisses him on the forehead and whispers, "It is over; wake up!"</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>XXX.</h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The next morning a messenger came breathlessly to Steinbach. With +gloomy obstinacy he refused to gratify the domestic's urgent questions. +He desired to speak personally with the Baron.</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin came. He was fearfully startled at the messenger's communication. +Then as with distressed slowness he crossed the corridor to Elsa's +room, she met him, pale as death, but calm. "A messenger has come from +Traunberg. Felix has taken his life," she said in a hollow voice, with +eyes fixed upon Erwin. She had guessed. With hand on her heart, her +eyes closed, she remained for a moment speechless. Erwin feared a +swoon, and with gentle force tried to lead her back to her room, but +she resisted. "Order the carriage," she begged with almost inaudible +voice; "I should like to go over there."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin accompanied her.</p> + +<p class="normal">An uneasy quiet, broken by the mysterious whispers of the domestics, +pervaded Castle Traunberg. The servants all stood around in solemn +idleness. Mrs. Stifler and the valet were busied with the corpse. They +withdrew when Elsa entered the chamber of death.</p> + +<p class="normal">Slowly she approached the bed. There he lay--Felix!--his corpse.</p> + +<p class="normal">His head rested gently on the pillow; one saw that a lovely dream had +helped the dying man across the threshold of eternity. The original +beauty of his features, which life, with its shattering conflicts, had +almost destroyed, death had restored again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Elsa kissed the corpse; she wept quietly and bitterly; she reproached +herself a thousand times with not having shown her brother love enough, +with not having helped him bravely enough to bear the heavy burden of +his life.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she noticed a letter, addressed to her, upon the table beside the +bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">A quarter of an hour later she joined Erwin, who waited for her in the +adjoining room. There were still tears on her cheeks, but in her eyes +shone a kind of solemn pride. She handed Erwin the open letter. He +read:</p> +<br> +<div style="font-size:90%"> +<p class="continue"><span class="sc">Dear Elsa</span>:</p> + +<p class="normal">You will be startled at what I have done. Forgive me this, as you have +already forgiven me so much. I die not as a cowardly suicide, but as a +man who has sentenced himself to death.</p> + +<p class="normal">The conviction has strengthened in my mind, that my life is of use and +pleasure to no one. My own child begins to be saddened by the +oppressive atmosphere which surrounds me. My shadow has long darkened +your existence.</p> + +<p class="normal">After my death you will reproach yourself, dear, good heart; will fancy +that you could have been better and more considerate to me than you +have already been. Do not torment yourself. I remember nothing of you +but unwearied love and tender compassion. May God bless you a thousand +times, you and yours.</p> + +<p class="normal">Take my poor child to your home. Erwin will bring the boy up better +than I could have done. Do not show my corpse to him, and put no +mourning on him. I do not wish to be the cause of a single bitter hour +to his poor little heart. Tell him I have gone on a journey. He will +forget me.</p> + +<p class="normal">Never tell him, I beg you, of my disgrace, and if he learns of it +through strangers, then--then tell him that I loved him beyond +everything, and that I took my life so that I need never blush before +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lay the little lock of golden hair which I cut from his head in Rome +upon my breast. You will find it in the upper left drawer of my +writing-desk, and put the old soldier's coat which I wore at Sadowa +upon me. (Stifler knows where it is.) It is the only article of +clothing in which I dare stretch myself out beside my ancestors for +eternal rest, or appear before them for eternal reconciliation; who +knows!</p> + +<p class="normal">A last kiss for my child. Farewell! and forgive</p> + +<p style="text-indent:30%">"<span class="sc">The Certain Lanzberg</span>."</p> +</div> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Erwin's eyes were moist. "He was indeed a noble nature," said he gently +and hoarsely, as he gave the letter back to Elsa.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," cried she, with a kind of pride. "He was really noble; therefore +he tormented himself to death."</p> + +<p class="normal">Erwin drew the convulsively sobbing woman to his breast.</p> + +<p class="normal">Three days later the funeral took place.</p> + +<p class="normal">All the inhabitants of the country round of his rank were present; even +Count L---- came to show Felix the last honors. All were deeply +shocked. Suicide, against which in general they cherished the Catholic +abhorrence, seemed to them in this case justified. They saw in this act +almost the repayment of an outlawed debt.</p> + +<p class="normal">From that day the byword with which they had formerly designated Felix +changed. They never again called him "the certain Lanzberg," but now +always "the unfortunate Lanzberg."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was rehabilitated!</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Felix Lanzberg's Expiation, by Ossip Schubin + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FELIX LANZBERG'S EXPIATION *** + +***** This file should be named 35571-h.htm or 35571-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/3/5/5/7/35571/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Felix Lanzberg's Expiation + +Author: Ossip Schubin + +Translator: Elise L. Lathrop + +Release Date: March 13, 2011 [EBook #35571] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FELIX LANZBERG'S EXPIATION *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by Google Books + + + + + + +Transcriber's Note: + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=ZQoZAAAAYAAJ + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + 3. Lacunae in English version were compared to the German edition + (Ehre). Corrections to English version are shown in bold. + + Page 72, 3rd para., end of last sentence: wird ZUR GEWIssHEIT. + Linda's Mutter hat ihn betrogen? Linda WEIss nichts! + + BECOMES CERTAIN that Linda's mother has deceived him; Linda + KNOWS nothing! + + Page 72, 4th para, first sentence: Da fordert der PRIESTER sein + "Ja!" + + Then the PRIEST demands his "Yes!" + + Page 73, para. 1: --reine FARBENPATZEN.--Sind von einer + Schlamperei diese Franzosen!--Dass sich wirklich NOCH JEMAND + von ihnen prellen laesst!" So schliesst Papa HARFINK, der + Kunstkritiker. + + --regular DAUBS OF COLORS. These Frenchmen are tricky. + REALLY, PEOPLE are cheated by them. Thus concludes Papa + HARFINK, the art critic. + + Page 244, para. 2: Sie ass ohne Ziererei und ohne Gier, nippte nur + an dem Champagner, laechelte gutwillig ueber DIE frechsten + Scherze, ob SIE SELBE VERSTAND ODER auch nicht verstand, mit + der Resignation eines Geschoepfes, DAS ES GEWOHNT IST, sich + auf diese Weise sein Brot zu verdienen. + + She ate without affectation and without greediness--only + sipped the champagne, smiled good-naturedly at THE boldest + jokes, whether she understood THEM OR not, with the + resignation of a being WHO WAS ACCUSTOMED to earn her bread + in this manner. + + Page 244, para. 3: DIE ALTE MANUELA schnarchte laengst. Einige der + OFFIZIERE waren melancholisch geworden, ... + + THE OLD MANUELA had long been snoring. Some the OFFICERS had + grown melancholy, ... + + Page 245, para. 4: Er pflegte sie, wie ein Braeutigam die + ROSENKNOSPE, die ihm seine liebe Braut geschenkt hat--ja, so + PFLEGTE FELIX die welke gelbe Blume, die DER COULISSENSTAUB + beschmutzt--auf die EIN AKROBAT GETRETEN HABEN MOCHTE! + + He cherished it like a lover the ROSE-BUD which his dear one + had given him; yes, thus WOULD FELIX cherish the faded yellow + flower which THE DUST [IN THE WINGS] OF the stage had + soiled--upon which AN ACROBAT MIGHT HAVE trodden. + + + + + + +[Illustration: Elsa springs up--she listens breathlessly.] + + + + + + + FELIX LANZBERG'S + + EXPIATION + + + + + BY + + OSSIP SCHUBIN + + + + + TRANSLATED BY + + ELISE L. LATHROP + + + + + ILLUSTRATED + + + + + NEW YORK + WORTHINGTON COMPANY + 747 BROADWAY + 1892 + + + + + + + Copyright, 1892, by + WORTHINGTON COMPANY + + + + + + + Press of J. J. Little & Co. + Astor Place, New York + + + + + + + FELIX LANZBERG'S EXPIATION. + + + + + I. + + +"My dear Falk, do not tear past me so unheedingly, I beg you! Do you, +then, not recognize me?" + +Thus a stout old lady cries in a deep rough voice to a gentleman whose +arm she has energetically grasped with both hands. + +The gentleman--his carriage betokens a retired officer; his wrinkles +betray him to be a contemporary of the lady--starts back. + +"Oh! it is you, Baroness!" cries he, and half recalls that forty years +or so ago he was an admirer of hers, and remembers very distinctly that +last winter he had quarrelled with her at whist on account of a revoke. + +"I am indescribably pleased," he adds, with well-bred resignation, and +at the same time glances after a passing blonde chignon whose +coquettish curls float to and fro as if they said "catch me!" + +"Ah, ah! age does not protect you from folly!" laughs the old woman. +"She interests you, the person with the yellow hair, eh? Dyed, my dear +man, dyed, I assure you. It is not worth the trouble to run after her. +Her back is pretty, _mais pour le reste!_ Hm! Sit down and talk to me +for a little!" + +The yellow chignon has vanished round a corner and the energetic old +woman has drawn her ex-adorer down on a bench in the meagre shade of a +watering-place promenade, upon a grass-green bench under gray-brown +trees. + +It is in Franzensbad in July; afternoon; around them the sleepy +stillness of a place where there is nothing to do and one cannot amuse +one's self. + +Some ladies, pale, sickly, dressed with the grotesque elegance which is +permissible in a watering-place, pass, some with arms bare to the +elbow, others with pearls round their necks, still others with floating +hair. + +"How glad I am, my dear Colonel!" cries the old Baroness to her +captive, for at least the tenth time. "But how are you, pray tell me? +No! Where do you get your elixir of life? You remain so fabulously +young!" + +In fact the Colonel, closely shaven and dressed in the latest fashion, +slender and active as he is, at a hundred paces looks like a young +dandy; at twenty paces, at least like the mummy of one. Still he +parries the old lady's compliments, while he shakes his head and shrugs +his shoulders disparagingly. + +"Positively--positively!" croaks the old woman. "And now tell me what +is the news with you people in Marienbad? It is not in vain that they +call you 'Le Figaro de Marienbad.'" + +Marienbad, a few hours distant from Franzensbad, is the present +stopping place of the Colonel. + +"News? News?" grumbles the Colonel. "A mill burned down yesterday, +three head of cattle and two men with it." + +"Oh, cease such ordinary, horrible stories. What does society?" + +"Rejoices that it has opportunity of diversion through a fair for +charity." + +"So? Ah!--and what else?" + +"Last night Princess Barenburg's groom hung himself. Perhaps that +interests you?" + +"Ah, very agreeable that! Poor Clemence is unfortunate!" says the +Baroness, compassionately. + +"Yes, the Pancini also!" remarks the Colonel, and looks down +indifferently at the flower in his buttonhole. + +"Why she?" + +"What? you do not know!" cries the Colonel in astonishment. "Her last +admirer, the Polish prince with the unpronounceable name, has turned +out to be a circus rider." + +"The handsome blond with the mysterious political past." + +"It seems to have been merely a politic silence," jokes the Colonel. + +"_Tiens, tiens!_--how delightful--how delightful! But do you know it +positively?" she asks with anxious excitement. + +"Positively! Nicki Arenhain, two years ago in Madrid, saw him dressed +in a green satin jacket and white tights springing through hoops--she +identified him at once. Famous story, quite famous." The Colonel rubs +his hands with satisfaction--the old Baroness knocks enthusiastically +on the ground with her umbrella, like an animated amateur who applauds +her favorite virtuoso. + +"Excellent!" croaks she. "It serves her right, that Pancini, who +permits herself to be as arrogant as a born lady. It serves her right, +the soap-boiler's daughter." + +"Pardon! her father was a pawn-broker--or was in some banking +business--I really do not remember----" + +"It is all the same--she will have to step down now. Bravo! Bravo!" + +"I know something else, Baroness," says the Colonel proudly, and +smiling slyly. "A decided bit of news, _pour la bonne bouche_!" + +"Well?" + +"Felix Lanzberg is to be married." + +The Baroness is speechless; she opens her mouth, stares at the Colonel, +clutches his arm, and only after several seconds she stammers softly: +"The--the--certain--Lanzberg?" + +"Yes--it is considered certain." + +"Whom?" + +"Look around." + +The Baroness looks around. In the back seat of a carriage just rolling +past them sit two ladies, one of whom, a woman in the fifties, +tastelessly dressed, loaded with cameos and Florentine mosaics, has the +piercing eyes, the excessive thinness as well as the aimless, twitching +movements of a very uneasy temperament, while her neighbor at the left, +beautiful and young, lazily crumpling her striking toilet, leans back +among the cushions, the embodiment of dissatisfied indolence. A student +with a bright red cap occupies the small seat opposite. On the box, +usurping the coachman's raised seat, is a short individual with a +crimson cravat between a blue shirt and purple face, a short, bright +yellow foulard coat and large Panama hat. He smacks his lips +incessantly at the horses, in driving holds his elbows far out from his +sides so that one could easily place a travelling bag under each arm, +and groans and puffs from exertion and attention. Near him, faultlessly +erect, arms solemnly crossed on his chest, sits a majestic coachman, +every feature expressing the despair of a distinguished servant who, in +a weak hour, had let himself be persuaded to enter the service of an +ordinary millionnaire. + +"Who is this elegant gentleman?" asked the Baroness, raising her +lorgnon, still wholly absorbed in contemplating the interesting foulard +back. + +"Felix Lanzberg's future father-in-law, Mr. Harfink." + +"He?" sighs the Baroness, emphatically. "Poor Felix! He does not +deserve such punishment." + +The Colonel shrugs his shoulders. "What punishment? He is not marrying +the father, and the daughter is charming--a refined beauty, a truly +aristocratic girl, and I do not believe that she will ever worry +Lanzberg by especial clinging to her parental house. Now I must part +from you, _nolens volens_, Baroness--regret it deeply--I have a letter +to deliver to the Countess Dey." + +"I will go with you, I will go with you," cries the old lady, +animatedly. "Give me your arm and imagine it was forty years ago." + +And he, in his quality of man of the world condemned to perpetual +politeness, gives her his arm and walks on laughing and chatting, at +the side of the colossally stout woman with the servile, nodding little +head--a martyr of _bon ton_. + + +The Colonel and his friend were both fond of gossip--with the +difference that the Colonel, an independent man, related scandal for +his own pleasure, while the Baroness very often did so to please +others. Her name was Baroness Klettenstein, but usually she was simply +called _Klette_ (burr) because she could never be shaken off. She also +had a second equally pretty nickname. In consequence of her +indestructible life at the cost of others--she was remarkably robust +for her sixty-six years--she had been christened the "immortal +Cantharide." Hungrily she crept from one house to another, gained +admission by a budget of malicious news, which, as we have seen, she +collected indefatigably, at times even invented. She always rendered +homage to the rising, never remembered even to have known the setting +sun. And when, weary of her tiring parasitism, she rested in her tiny +room at Prague, which was the only home she possessed, she swore that +she would have been just as unselfish, just as truth-loving and +discreet as others, if only her income had sufficed for her needs. + +Out of breath and panting, she entered the park on the arm of the +Colonel. The bandmaster, a Pole with an interesting, revolutionist +face, swings the baton with graceful languor. The ladies, leaning back +in their white chairs on either side of the broad gravel walk, look +weary, limp, and melancholy in their gay gowns, like flowers which a +too hot sunbeam has withered and faded. They are worn, thin, and +colorless, but for their toilets; but the transparent paleness of their +faces, the excessive thinness of their forms lends them a certain +charm, something fairylike and distinguished, refinedly aristocratic +and Undine-like. Invalidism is less becoming to the men at the cure; +many of them resemble corpses which an enterprising physiologist has +exhumed to experiment upon. + +The first row of tables are already occupied, but an attendant, +understanding the Klette's glance, brings forward another from the rear +and places it where she is told. Hereupon the Baroness calls for coffee +for two, and invites the Colonel in the most polite manner to sit +beside her, and as he cannot deny that from this spot, purposely chosen +by the Klette for a fine view of all present, he can soonest espy +Countess Dey whom he has sought in vain, he resolves to await her here. + +Slowly the guests stroll along the promenade: most noticeable of all, +admired or at least stared at by all, Linda Harfink. Her large, dark +hat with its scarlet feather throws a mysterious shadow on her pale +face; a black lace scarf is twisted round her throat and tied in a +careless knot behind. Her pale green dress clings tightly, and yet in +folds around her figure. Near her walks a young man, blond and +handsome; in spite of his handsome figure and Nero-profile, too foppish +and dandified, too strikingly dressed in the latest fashion, to be +taken for any one but an elegant _parvenu_. + +"Who is he?" asks Klette, her mouth full of bread, a coffee cup in her +hand. + +"A young Baron Rh[oe]den, born Grau. The family was ennobled five years +ago, and since then only call themselves by the predicate," replies the +Colonel. "A cousin of Linda--very nice fellow--_garcon coiffeur_, but +very nice for his sphere--seems to be uncommonly smitten with his +cousin." + +Through the evening air floats a sentimental potpourri from the "Flying +Dutchman." The Harfinks, who wish to return the same evening to +Marienbad, where they are staying, have left the park. Gazing down in +coquettish silence at a rose in her hand, Linda has vanished through +the gateway of the park, on the arm of her cousin, in the golden light +of the setting sun. + +"Colonel!" now cries a gay voice. + +"Ah, Countess!" Intently gazing after Linda's seductive apparition, the +Colonel had not noticed the approach of the so-long-awaited Countess +Dey. Now he springs up, "falls at her feet, kisses her hands," +naturally only with words, and searches all his pockets for the letter +for her. + +The Countess meanwhile, with lorgnon at her eyes, indifferently gazes +at her surroundings. + +"I just met a little person who is considered a great beauty--Hopfing +or Harpfink is her name, I believe. They say that Lanzberg is engaged +to her--that cannot be true?" + +"I have heard so too," says the Colonel. "Curious match--what do you +say to it, Countess?" + +"Felix Lanzberg is as unfortunate as ever," murmurs the Countess. + +But Klette shrugs her fat shoulders and hisses: "What does it matter if +a certain Lanzberg makes a mesalliance?" + + + + + II. + + +A tall form, slender, perhaps too narrow-shouldered, with too long +arms, a small head with bushy, light brown hair fastened in a thick +knot low on her neck, a golden furze at neck and temples, a pale, +almost sallow, little face with large blue eyes, which love to look up +and away from the earth like those of a devout cherub, a short, small +nose, a little mouth which, with the corners slightly curving up, seems +destined by nature for continual laughter, but later evidently +disturbed by fate in this gay calling, in every movement the dreamy +grace of a woman who, when scarcely grown, had experienced a great +misfortune or a severe illness, all this pervaded by a breath of +fanciful earnestness, melancholy tenderness, and united into an +harmonious whole--Elsa--the sister of the "certain Felix Lanzberg," and +since five years the wife of the Freiherr von Garzin. + +She is like a flower, but not like one of those proud, luxuriant roses +which pass their life amid sunbeams and butterflies, but rather one of +those delicate, white blossoms which have grown in deep shadow during a +cold spring, and which close their petals from the sun. + +"Mamma, the letters dance again to-day," complains a little voice, the +voice of Felicie, Elsa's four-year-old daughter, who with bare legs, +her little form encased in a red embroidered gray linen frock, her +towzled yellow curls fastened with a red ribbon, stands before her +mamma. + +Elsa sits in a deep arm-chair, an alphabet on her knees. "Look very +hard at the naughty letters and they will be quiet," says she with a +smile. She finds that Felicie makes that excuse of dancing letters too +often. + +The child tries to look hard at the letters. + +"M--a," spells she. "Mamma," she cries in great triumph at having +spelled out a word which she knows so well. + +"Bravo, Litzi!" + +Litzi leans closely, closely against her mother's knees. "Mamma, the +letters are tired," whispers she, "they want to go to sleep." And Elsa +this time thinks that one cannot expect too much industry from such a +tiny little bit of humanity, so she kisses the child and says, "Well, +put them to bed, then." Whereupon, Litzi, with much pretext of +business, puts the alphabet away in the drawer, while Elsa, leaning +back comfortably in her arm-chair, her feet crossed, her arms clasped +around her knees, gives herself up to that lazy thinking which with +happy people is called reverie, with unhappy ones brooding. The room in +which she sits, half boudoir, half library, furnished with tall +book-cases, etageres, old faience and Japanese lacquer work, and filled +with the perfume of the sweetest flowers, is an ideal nest for a young +woman of good taste and serious habits. + +"Mamma, why must I learn to read?" asks Litzi after a while. + +"So as to be a wise girl," replies Elsa, absently. + +"Mamma, can the dear God read too?" + +"The dear God can do everything that He wishes," says Elsa, with +difficulty restraining her laughter. + +"Everything?" asks the little one, with great, surprised eyes. "Could +He make Fido into a cow?" + +Fido, a white bull-dog with pointed black ears and a black spot on his +shoulder, raises his upper lip and shows his teeth pleasantly as a sign +that he, clever dog that he is, notices when he is spoken of. + +"The dear God does not wish to do foolish things," says Elsa, very +seriously. + +"But if He wanted to?" + +The door opens. Fido rises from the streak of sunlight in which he has +been lying. "Papa!" cries Litzi, and a young man, blond, with unusually +attractive dark eyes, seizes her under the shoulders, and raising her +to him he says: "Litzi, Litzi, you are a dear little mouse, but a great +big goose. Accustom yourself to the conditional." + +"What is conditional?" + +"A form of expression which leads one to much useless conjecture." + +"But, Erwin!" laughingly admonishes Elsa. + +"Perhaps you did not wholly understand me, Litzi?" he asks, drolly +staring at the child. + +She shakes her head, and says somewhat vexedly, "You are laughing at +me, papa." + +"Only a very little bit, so that you may get used to it, you pretty +little scamp, you," says he, tenderly pinching her cheeks, "and now you +may go to Mlle. Angelique, and ask her to put a clean dress and a +pretty sash on you, for Uncle Felix is coming to dinner. Can you find +the way?" + +He has placed her on the ground, and led her to the door, then looks +after her until, calling "Angelique! Angelique!" she is met by a pretty +French _bonne_. + +"And how is your Highness?" he now turns to his wife, who holds out +both hands to him. + +"How long it is since one has seen you to-day," says she. + +"Has 'one' missed me a little?" + +"Do not ask such foolish questions!" + +"Thanks! I was very busy or else I should have burdened you with my +presence sooner," says he, gayly. "And now give me your keys, so that I +can put away your money." + +"Oh, my quarterly allowance. How much is it?" + +He hands her a little bundle of bank-notes. + +"Count!" + +"I do not understand, it is different every time. You always give me +more than is due me," replies she, shaking her head. + +"Leave me this innocent pleasure. You are always in debt," says he, +while he locks the notes in a drawer of her writing-desk. + +Erwin never would acknowledge the equal rights of woman with regard to +the cares of life. He was pleased that Elsa, who read the most abstract +treatises on political economy, did not understand an iota of business. +He had purposely left her in this darkness, and she did not fight +against it. He paid her the interest of her property, insisted that she +should spend it exclusively upon her poor and her own fancies, and she +never asked what he did with the capital. + +"May I write here?" he asks over his shoulder, sitting down at her +writing-desk then, without waiting for an answer. "A lady's +writing-desk without invitations and charitable circulars. The +inspector has become confused about that farm business of your little +_protege_ in Johannesthal." He writes quickly. + +"The inspector is good for nothing," grumbles Elsa. "That is to say, he +is newly married." + +Erwin defends his bailiff. + +"There, that is done. You can tell your little friend that it is all +arranged. Hm! Elsa! Do you think that I would have been much more +practical during our honeymoon than my inspector?" + +"Ah, you," says Elsa, who evidently does not understand how her husband +can compare himself to his overseer, Cibulka. He has laid aside his pen +and now pushes his chair lazily up to hers. + +"You will make marks in my carpet, you careless man," says she. + +"Do not cry," he says, consolingly. "I will buy you a new one, as the +banker said to his daughter when her husband died." + +"I congratulate you on your fine comparison," says she, kissing his +hair lightly. "Now I must dress for dinner." + +"Already? Am I to be sentenced to read the paper?" + +It was a little more than five years ago that Erwin Garzin had come to +his estate of Steinbach adjoining the beautiful Lanzberg Traunberg in +order to arrange his business after the death of his father. Elsa, with +whom he had as boy played many a trick, he had found a grown girl. At +that time nineteen years old, her mind, matured by pain, was far in +advance of her years, her body far behind. She had the slender, +undeveloped form of a child too quickly grown, and carried her head +always bent forward, like a young tree over which a cold storm has +passed, and was always sad and depressed. At times, to be sure, she +smiled suddenly like a true child, but only for a moment, and her eyes +were almost always moist. She spoke little and had a hollow, almost too +deep voice. And yet the first time that Erwin heard this hollow voice +his heart beat strangely, and that night he lay awake and was angry at +the sweet song of a nightingale which disturbed him in his efforts to +remember that hollow voice. + +It was spring-time then, a mixture of showers and rainbows, flowers +heavy with dew, bright foliage and mild air. Erwin fell hopelessly in +love with the pale daughter of old Mr. Lanzberg. She, however, avoided +him, not with that pretty maidenly reserve behind which the coquetry of +the future woman usually lurks, but with the shy despondency of a sick +owl dreading the light. When he had at length accustomed her to his +society he was still miles from his aim. She did not think of what most +young girls do. She was wholly absorbed in consoling her bowed father, +in pitying her unfortunate brother, at that time dwelling in a far +distant land. Her heart was full, longed for no other feeling, +suspected none, and yet slowly her whole being warmed; something like a +cure was effected in her, and the day came when she laid her small hand +firmly and confidingly in Erwin's and for the first time he +whisperingly called her his betrothed. + +But he had not yet won. Soon she expressed her scruples at dragging the +shadow which made her so sad under his roof, then at leaving her +father. When they proved to her that nothing could so help the bowed +man as the consolation of seeing at least one of his children happy, +the wedding day was at length appointed. A strange turn suddenly seized +her when Erwin one day asked her in what part of Vienna she would +prefer to live. + +"In Vienna?" cried she. "We are to live in the city?" Whereupon he +replied: "My treasure, you know that I am not a rich man, and the rents +of Steinbach only just suffice for the support of a very economical +couple. Therefore I, and you with me are dependent upon my career. But +I like to work. I have fine connections, and the times are favorable to +ambitious people. You will yet be the wife of an Excellency, Elsa!" + +From her pale face it could be read that she did not see the slightest +pleasure in being the wife of a governor, ambassador, or minister. Her +hand grew limp and cold in his, she evaded his caresses, and every time +that evening that his glance met hers, her eyes were filled with tears. +Her exaggerated aversion to the world disquieted him, without seeming +to him other than a symptom of diseased nerves; he thought that his +loving patience must vanquish it, and when the next morning his servant +brought him a letter from Elsa, he admired the strange, energetic, +large letters of the address, and played with it, firmly convinced that +it could not contain anything important. It contained the following: + + +"Above all things, many, many thanks for the sympathizing friendship +which you have always showed to us, my father and me. Never should I +have allowed myself to be persuaded into an engagement with you. I +should be a lamentable wife for you. I will not hinder you in your +career, and I cannot live in the world even for your sake. Therefore I +give you back your word. I wish you all joy and happiness in the world, +and as to me, when you have become a great man, keep a little friendly +remembrance of the spring of '70. Elsa." + + +What could he do but rush over to Traunberg, overwhelm her with tender +reproaches, represent to her subtly and incontrovertibly that her +shyness was morbid, her yielding to this mood fairly wrong. + +"Am I then nothing to you?" he finally cried, vexedly. + +Then she raised her large eyes, eyes such as Raphael has painted in the +sweet face of the little John, as he kneels near the sleeping child +Jesus, his God and his King. + +"I believe you love a quite different person from me--you do not know +me!" she whispered, shaking her head. + +And Erwin flushed crimson and was ashamed of his brutal egoism. He +kissed her hands, he would torment her no longer--but he could not give +her up. + +He gave her eight days to consider it--all that remained of his +vacation. + +But he did not gain a step during these eight days. + +With a heavy heart and hoarse voice he took leave. She smiled. + +And yet he never felt more plainly that she loved him. Her love was +that emotion which is above earthly considerations, which is capable of +the most painful sacrifices, the most complete renunciation, although, +or perhaps because she scarcely thought of marriage; in a word, it was +the love of a very young girl. + +It did not resemble his in the slightest. How shallow his life in +Vienna and his career now seemed to him; how unattractive, how far away +and vague his aim, and even if he did attain all for which he strove. + +The justifications of a true, warm, longing love are always quite +incontrovertible for him whom it guides. + +Elsa stood before the park, under one of the black lindens. It was +summer, the lindens bloomed, and a dreamy hum of bees pervaded their +gnarled branches. Elsa looked through the clear summer air in the +direction in which Castle Steinbach shone white above the wooded +valley. Then she heard a step--she looked around. It was Erwin, thin, +in spite of the flush of heat, looking very badly, but with sparkling +eyes. + +"Where do you come from?" cried she, trembling with surprise, with +happiness. + +"From the castle, where I sought you in vain. Your father did not know +where you were." + +"He was asleep--did you wake him?" + +"Very possibly, but I had no time to reproach myself! Oh, Elsa, are you +not in the least glad to see me? I have resigned--I cannot live without +you!" + +She stood there with loudly beating heart, and embarrassed smile, like +a surprised child before a Christmas tree. + +"You pay a high price for a miserable little thing," murmured she, and +fairly wept. + +"Happiness desires to be paid dearly for--it seems to me a small one!" +whispered he. + +Thereupon she was silent for a moment, looked at him anxiously, +solemnly; was it possible that he clung to her, such a weak, +insignificant creature? Then suddenly, with her lovely look of +embarrassment, she threw both arms around him. "Oh you----" she cried, +and paused because she found no word that in her opinion was great and +splendid enough for him. "How I will love you!" + +It was a risky experiment, to tear himself away from his customary +occupation and society, and wish to pass the rest of his life at the +side of a nervous misanthropical wife. + +How did it succeed? + +He had feared having too little to do, had provided himself with books, +quite like a diplomat sent to Japan. To his astonished delight, he soon +found not only how much there was to occupy him but how much he could +accomplish with the income from Steinbach, which he had been accustomed +to estimate at two or three per cent., and which now daily increased; +for the many lives around him whose weal and woe he held in his hands, +from the overseer and farmers to the day-laborers, and then Elsa! + +How beautiful she grew after he had slowly kissed away the deep sadness +from her face--and how lovely! The frivolous love of pleasure and +gayety which is considered normal in young women never developed in +her; she always remained quiet, but a dreamy happiness shone +continually in her eyes, she was so blissfully happy. + +What a charming companion! She rode with the endurance and indifferent +courage of a man, read everything, was interested in everything, +noticed everything, spoke of the most forgotten historical characters +as if she had met them yesterday. She rather spurred him on than +dragged him down. + +Instead of, as he had feared, growing rusty in the country, he had time +for making good much that he had neglected. She went on long journeys +with him, but at home associated as little as possible with her +neighbors. In these years Elsa was apparently one of the happiest women +in the world. + +She was only sad when she thought of Felix. + +Her father, shortly after her marriage, blessing her a thousandfold, +had died in her arms. Felix had returned to his home. + + + + + III. + + +The two brothers-in-law sit alone in the circle of light which a +garden lamp throws in a corner of the garden shaded by elder trees. +Dinner is long over, they have ceased laughing at Litzi's childish +pranks and remarks; she has become sleepy, and Elsa has taken her away +to lay her in her pretty little white bed. The two men, meanwhile, are +smoking their cigars in the open air. + +"Erwin, do you happen to know these Harfinks?" Felix asks his +brother-in-law quite suddenly, in the embarrassed tone of a humiliated, +bored man, and with the slightly husky voice which distinguishes all +generations of indulgent and effeminate races. + +The "certain Lanzberg" is indisputably of an attractive appearance--the +beauty of his sister in a man--and yet softer. All the lines of his +face are rounder, less decided; the features of a faultless regularity, +the eyes still bluer, and yet the whole face lacks Elsa's lovely, +evident peace; the eyes are always weary and half closed; his full lips +wear a suffering, tormented expression, and the light brown color of +his complexion, in its natural color like Elsa's, is nevertheless ashy +in comparison to her healthy pallor, and furrowed with little wrinkles. + +"Do you know these Harfinks?" he asks, softly. + +"Harfink fitted up my sugar factory," replies Erwin, and glances +closely at his brother-in-law. "In consequence I have met him several +times. Recently, in Marienbad, he reminded me of our acquaintance, and +introduced me to his wife and daughter." + +"Strange man!" says Felix, shaking his head. + +"Yes, strange, silly! His wife is repulsive, both are very ordinary." + +"Yes, both," repeats Felix, and with the toe of his boot draws figures +in the sand. "But the daughter?" + +"Well, the daughter?" Erwin glances still more attentively at his +brother-in-law's face. + +"She is very well educated," murmurs the latter, indistinctly. + +"Her education was probably acquired in a very noble boarding-school," +remarks Erwin, dryly. "During the ten minutes of our acquaintance, she +used the word 'aristocratic' three times, and twice complained that +society in the Kursaal was so mixed. Besides that, she found the +country monotonous, the weather dull, the music '_agacante_,' and +concluded by saying, one rails at Marienbad and yet it was tiresome +everywhere, for her friend Laure de Lonsigny wrote her quite desperate +letters from Luchon." + +Felix has flushed more and more deeply during this pitiless account. +"Poor girl, how embarrassed she must have been," says he, excusingly. + +"Embarrassed?" Erwin shrugged his shoulders. "She had a great deal of +self-possession." + +"Is not a certain kind of self-possession only a form of +embarrassment?" asked Felix, shyly. + +But Erwin evidently has no inclination to be lenient to Linda's faults. +He suspects the approach of something which must shatter Felix's +undermined existence, and seeks a means of meeting it. + +"You, perhaps, do not even think her pretty," says Felix, vexedly, +hesitating. + +"Pretty, no; but dazzlingly beautiful. It is a pity that she has +parents who, with all their perversity, are yet so respectable," says +Erwin with unmistakable emphasis. + +Then Felix bursts out: "It is not only horrible, but absolutely +indecent to speak of a girl with whom, by your own account, you have +spoken for scarcely ten minutes, in such a repulsive manner." And as +his brother-in-law, astonished at such an unusual outbreak from Felix, +yet looks at him without the slightest harshness or coldness, the +"certain Lanzberg" grows red and murmurs, "Pardon that I ventured to +reprove you." + +Erwin clenches his fist and opens it again with the gesture of a man +who has conquered a painful excitement. + +Such feelings often came over him in intercourse with his +brother-in-law, although he felt great pity and much sympathy for +the good, shy fellow; but his association with him was never wholly +free, open, but always contained a tinge of sympathetic politeness, +and there was never that warm abruptness which is a healthy symptom +of manly friendship. Sad yielding on one side; on the other +good-natured advances. This, after a half year's acquaintance, was the +relation of the two brothers-in-law. One must--alas! it could not be +otherwise--treat Felix as a precious but broken and only artificially +mended cup of Sevres porcelain. + +"Why does my opinion of the Harfinks interest you?" asks Erwin, now +going straight to his object. + +For a while there is perfect silence, only animated by the soft voices +of the night, and the fluttering of a moth which has wandered behind +the tall shade of the garden lamp and has been singed. + +"Erwin!" cries Felix, his hands convulsively clasped, in his large +feverish eyes a look such as Erwin had only once before seen, and then +in a dying man's who suddenly longed to live. "Do you think that a man +like me has a right to marry?" + +[Illustration: "Do you think a man like me has a right to marry?"] + +"No!" sounded harshly and firmly. + +It was not Erwin who answered. In the circle of light which the garden +lamp shed amid the gray moonlight, a tall white form had placed itself +opposite Felix, behind Erwin's chair. + +"No!" + +Erwin himself shudders; his wife seems uncanny. So beautiful, so pale, +with such deathly tenderness, must have looked the angel when he drove +the beings whom he loved out of Paradise. + +Felix lets his head sink in his hands. Elsa bends over him and caresses +him like a sick child. Erwin wishes to withdraw, but Felix calls him +back. "Stay, there are no secrets between us. I should have never dared +take the hand which you held out to me, had I not been convinced that +you know---- Yes, Elsa," he continued, very bitterly, "you despise me, +it was cowardly, it was unconscionable to even think of it, but if you +knew what it is to be weary and alone, with no one on whom to lean for +support! To have no one to whom one can be anything, for whom one can +sacrifice oneself, to be perpetually condemned to think of oneself when +thought is torment and loathing--to be sometimes permitted by pitying +people to look on at happiness which awakes all the furies in one--yes, +at first it was a comfort to me to flee to you, to breathe the same air +with two happy people--but then--your beaming eyes, the little +tendernesses of your child, even the alms of love which you gave me, +all made my blood hot and me giddy. My God! I have injured no one but +myself! Must I be condemned for life? Ten years is usually considered +enough for a heavy crime, and I would gladly exchange these last ten +years with any galley slave." + +Since his return to his fatherland no one had heard him say so much; +the gentle, quiet man is not to be recognized. + +Elsa stands near him, white and sad, tears are in her eyes, but the +severe expression of her mouth has not softened. Erwin is more moved +than she. "Felix," says he, "you go too far. You must not marry the +young Harfink; she is worldly and selfish, and would seek in a marriage +with you only the satisfaction of her social vanity." + +Felix laughs bitterly. + +"But the world is large. You must find a girl who loves you for +yourself, who will raise you above yourself, who----" + +Felix's eyes rest on his brother-in-law, then they turn to Elsa. + +"It is all of no use, Erwin;" he suddenly interrupts him and rises. +"And even if I found what is not to be found, and even if an angel came +down from heaven to console me, I must repulse her. I have no right to +marry for the sake of the children who would bear my name. Ask Elsa for +her opinion." + +Elsa bows her head and is silent. He gives Erwin his hand, seizes his +hat and, without having bid Elsa good-night, with the bearing of an +offended man, takes a few hasty steps--then he turns, and as he sees +Elsa still standing motionless, her face drawn with deepest misery, +near the chair which he has left, he hurries back to her and takes her +in his arms. "I was wrong to be angry, Elsa," murmurs he. "I know you +must love me to have forgiven me. It may well be indifferent to him," +with a half nod to Erwin. "I was not myself to-day; have patience with +me." + +The tears of the brother and sister mingle. Then Felix tears himself +away. + +"Will you come back to-morrow?" asks Elsa. + +"Yes, to say farewell." + +"My God! what are you going to do?" + +"I am going away--it is better for me elsewhere--and you, you are very +good to me, but----you do not need me." + +With that he goes. Erwin accompanies him. Then he returns to his wife, +whom he finds where he had left her. She is not one of those who for +long yield themselves to the weak enjoyment of tears. Her eyes are dry +again, but so indescribably sad and staring that Erwin would rather see +them wet. He draws her on his knees and whispers a thousand calming +words of tenderness to her, but she remains absent. + +"So the young Harfink has robbed him of his senses?" she murmurs +interrogatively. + +"So it seems!" + +"Poor Felix!--I was very hard to him--I dared not be otherwise. I fear, +I fear it is all in vain--he will yield. You have the same thought!" + +"To dissuade any obstinate man is hard, but sometimes at least +successful--to dissuade a weak man is quite easy, but always +unsuccessful," replies Erwin. "Nevertheless let us hope." + +"Concerning Felix, hope fails," said Elsa. "O Erwin, Erwin, often it +seems to me that father had no right to persuade him to live at that +time!" + + + + + IV. + + +Felix rode home. + +It was a moonlight night, but none of those which remind one of theatre +scenery and silver-flecked green paint, such, as painted in oil, +endanger all German art societies; the objects did not float in that +universal green-black indistinctness; on the contrary, they stood out +in sharp relief. + +The tall poplars and the short bushy grass at the edge of the road, +the yellow fields of grain with their dark piles of sheaves, the +pale flowers in the ditches, the red and black roofs of a distant +village sleeping between green lindens, a round church cupola and a +cemetery with its low, white wall, and the dark rows of crosses and +monuments--all could be seen plainly, only with somewhat faded colors, +and over all was a misty veil like thin smoke, and a white light shone +on the poplar leaves, rustling and turning in the night wind. The +reapers were still working. Through the mild air sounded their song, +hollow and monotonous, with the quiet sadness which characterizes +Slavonian folk-songs. Their scythes sparkle in the moonlight; +occasionally the pleasant face of a young woman, nodding to a youth, +rises before Felix's eyes from the crowd of workers, irradiated by the +mystic half light. + +Felix watched them as he slowly rode on. He would gladly have been one +of them, and would have taken upon himself all their burdens in +exchange for the one he bore. He could have wished that the night had +been less beautiful, that a dead, winter stillness had prevailed around +him instead of this strange charm of the mild July moonlight. + +The night wind, warm and gentle, caressed his face and his hands, and +awakened the strangest longing in his heart. His head grew heated; the +allurements with which his imagination tormented his despondent heart +grew more and more intense. + +The monotonous pace of his horse, the melancholy reaper's song lulled +him not to sleep, but to that half slumber which produces dreams. He +did not wholly lose the consciousness of motion; the open road, the +trees, the wheat-fields, with everything, was mingled a light form; two +large eyes sparkled half in sadness, half defiantly, and two full red +lips smiled at him. An indescribable breath of youth and fresh life met +him. + +The yellow fields and the reapers have sunken into the earth--folk-song +and the swing of the scythes have long sounded only like a vague murmur +of waters to his distracted ear. His horse stumbles, a twig strikes him +in the face, he starts. + +The white dream-form has vanished, all is dark around him, a solemn, +far-distant murmur breaks the stillness, and gigantic trees meet over +the head of the solitary rider. + +The horse trembles under him, then rears suddenly, and as he checks it +he sees in the distance something low and black hurrying away in great +leaps, sees there--there, close before him, a light figure which slowly +rises from the ground. + +He breathes heavily--for Heaven's sake is he still dreaming? That is +surely she--Linda! + +"Ah! Baron Lanzberg, you here? Thank God," cries she. + +"You seem to have met with an unpleasant adventure," says Felix +confusedly, coughs and springs from his horse without thinking what he +is doing. + +"A very unpleasant one," says she in her high, fresh, girlish voice. +"That is what comes of insisting upon riding a donkey. We set out on +foot, my brother and I, to the burned mill, to have the great enjoyment +of seeing charred beams and skeletons of hens, and devouring black +bread and sour milk, we---- Have you a weakness for sour milk, Baron?" +looking up at him with a childish glance and smile. + +"No, not exactly." + +"I was not at all satisfied with my expedition," she continued, with +the self-satisfied fluency of all young girls who are accustomed to +have their chatter listened to for the sake of their pretty faces. "Not +at all. Then I discovered two donkeys, one of them had a saddle like an +arm-chair. Raimund must hire them. I left him no peace! His donkey goes +splendidly, but mine! I cannot move him from the spot. I call to my +brother, but he does not hear, he is singing college songs, thunders +like a whole chorus and has ears for his own voice only. I do not love +Raimund's singing, but as it gradually sounded further and further +away, and finally ceased entirely, I had quite a curious sensation. +Then my donkey threw back his ears, opened his mouth, and--here I lay. +I am so glad that I met you." + +The moonlight breaks through the green net-work of the woods, shines +between the rushes, flowers and brambles of the ditch along the road, +lights up Linda's face, the beautiful white face with the large dark +eyes. Her hair is tumbled, she has lost her hat, her gown is torn, the +affectation which usually conceals her inborn grace completely +vanished. + +"I do not know the way," says she, "and what will mamma think when +Raimund comes home without me?" + +After he has overcome his first fright, Felix tells himself that his +dread of her charm must not prevent him from helping her. "If you will +trust yourself to my guidance and will take this path across the +fields, you can reach Marienbad in a half hour," he remarks, and tries +to fasten his horse by the bridle to the low branch of an oak. + +"Ah, it will inconvenience you so; if you will only point out the +way----" + +"You surely do not imagine that I could let you go alone, in the +pitch-dark night? No." He smiles at her encouragingly. "What a child +you still are, Miss Linda. Come." + +He goes ahead, carefully pushing aside all branches for her. The air +becomes more and more sultry, an enervating damp odor rises from the +ground, in the tree-tops rustle wonderful melodies. + +An intoxicating shudder runs over him at the thought of being alone +with her in the great, silent, lonely woods. Then he becomes alarmed, +quickens his steps, in order to run away from his thoughts and shorten +the way. + +Then a voice behind him calls laughingly and complainingly: "How you +hurry--do not make fun of me, I am tired--one moment, only one moment!" + +Linda stands there out of breath, heated, with half-closed eyes and +half-opened mouth, her hair loosened by the rough caresses of the +thicket, hanging over her shoulders. + +How beautiful she is. Shall he offer her his arm? No, no, no! + +He is one of those warm and weak natures in whom passion in one moment +drowns everything, annihilates, crushes everything, intellect, honor +and duty. + +He has more conscience than others, but not that prudent, warning +conscience, which withholds one from a wrong deed, but only that +malicious, accusing one which points the finger, grins and hurls sly +insults in the face after the deed is done. + +"If you wish to spare your mother a fright, we must hurry," says Felix, +with the last remnant of prudence which is left in him. + +They go on. Before their feet opens an abyss, barely ten feet broad; in +its depths filters a small thread of water which the moonlight colors a +bluish silver. At the edge of the abyss, curiously looking down into +it, bending deeply down to it, grows a bush of wild roses, covered +thickly with white blossoms, trembling slightly, like a living being; +with outstretched wings it vibrates over the depths, as if it hesitated +between the longing to fly up to the sacred mystery of heaven, and the +desire to plunge down into the alluring enigma of the abyss. + +A small plank leads over it, slippery and tottering. Felix strides +across it quickly and then looks around for Linda. + +There, in the middle of the board, trembling, her teeth set in her lip, +stands Linda, and cannot advance. "I am giddy!" she gasps. + +There are few more attractive things in the world than a pretty, +frightened woman. + +Felix rushes up to her, takes her in his arms and carries her over. All +is forgotten, he holds her closely to him, his lips lose themselves in +her loosened hair, burn on her forehead, seek her mouth, but then he +suddenly pauses. The enormity of his deed occurs to him. + +"For Heaven's sake pardon me!" cries he. Whereupon she replies with a +naive smile and tender glance: + +"Pardon? Ah, I knew that you loved me." + +"That indeed a blind man could have seen," murmurs he bitterly. "But, +Linda, could you resolve to be my wife?" + +"Could I resolve?" she murmurs with tender roguishness. "And why not?" + +"In spite of my past?" + +Past! The word has a romantic charm for her. It wakes in her an idea +of baccaret and mabille, of a brilliantly squandered fortune, of +ballet-dancers and duels. A "past" in her mind belongs to every true +nobleman of a certain age. + +"If your heart is now wholly mine, what does your past matter to me?" +says she softly. + +Then he kisses her hand. "Linda you are an angel," whispers he, and +silent and happy, they finish their walk. + +Ten minutes later, before the ambitious singer, Raimund, reaches home, +Linda was in the house. + +She stood on the balcony of the "Emperor of China," between +dead-looking oleander trees which exhale a tiresome odor of bitter +almonds: she stands there, her arms resting on the balustrade when +Raimund and his donkey emerge from the shadows of the street. His red +cap pushed back, his face shining as if freshly shaven, with glance +directed upward in terror he comes along, the picture of bankrupt +responsibility on a donkey. + +A gay laugh greets him. + +"Linda, where are you?" + +"Here." + +"Here! I have been looking for you for an hour," says he, scarcely +believing his eyes. + +"Where? In the sky apparently--I have not been there, and have no wish +to go. Do not stare at me so, please, as if I were my own ghost. Come +up here, I have such a lovely secret." + +With that she withdraws from the balcony, but the secret with which she +has enticed him she does not tell him when he comes up. + +"To-morrow, to-morrow," says she, clapping her hands, leaning far back +in an old-fashioned arm-chair. + +Raimund cannot get a word from his pretty, capricious sister. + +"Who brought you home then?" he asks finally. + +"Ah! That is just it, ha-ha-ha!" answered she. + +"Linda! You have met Lanzberg--he has declared himself!" cries Raimund, +excitedly. + +"Will you be silent?" replies she, laughing--triumphant. + +Meanwhile her parents, who have been to the farewell performance of a +famous Vienna artiste at the theatre, enter. + +"Hush!" cries she with a decided gesture to her brother. "Good evening, +papa and mamma!" without leaving her arm-chair. "I am frightfully fond +of you, for, if you only knew of it, I am to-day, for the first time, +glad to be in the world." + +Papa Harfink smiles delightedly, Mamma Harfink asks, "What is it?" and +all her cameos and mosaic bracelets rattle with excitement. + +"She----" begins Raimund. + +"Hush, I tell you!" cries Linda, then laying her arms on the +old-fashioned arms of the easy-chair, her head thrown teasingly back, +she asks: "Is Baron Lanzberg a good _partie_?" + +"His affairs are very well arranged. I saw in the country register. He +has scarcely any debts," says Papa Harfink. + +"And he is of the good old nobility, is he not?" asks Linda. + +"Did not his father receive a tip in the form of an iron crown from +some tottering ministry?" + +"The Lanzbergs descend from the twelfth century," says mamma. "They are +the younger line of the Counts Lanzberg, who are now known as the +Counts Dey." + +"Oh! and what was his mother's maiden name?" Linda continues her +examination. + +"She was a Countess Boehl." + +"Why does he associate so little with people, and is so sad?--because +of his past?" + +Linda's eyes sparkle and shine, and capricious little dimples play +about the corners of her mouth. + +"What do you know of his past?" bursts out mamma. + +"Oh, nothing; but I should so like to know something about it--it is +not proper, eh?" + +"He had at one time a _liaison_, hm--hm--was deceived"--murmurs Mrs. +Harfink--"never got over it." + +"Ah!--but it seems so--for--in a word, if all does not deceive me, he +will come to-morrow to ask for my hand." + +Without leaving her arm-chair, her little feet dance a merry polka of +triumph on the floor. + +"And do you love him?" + +"I?"--Linda opens her eyes wide--"naturally; he is the first man with a +faultless profile and good manners whom I have met--since Laure de +Lonsigny's father!" + +Old Harfink, wholly absorbed in gazing at his tongue in a hand-glass, +has not heard the bold malice of his daughter. Raimund, on the +contrary, says emphatically, "I find your delight at marrying a +nobleman highly repulsive," and leaves the room. + +And Felix? He does not undress that night. Motionless his face buried +in the pillows, he lies on his bed and still fights a long-lost battle. + +The air is heavy with the fragrance of linden blossoms and the +approaching thunder-storm. A massive wall of clouds towers above the +horizon like a barrier between heaven and earth. + + + + + V. + + +Susanna Blecheisen, now Mrs. Harfink, usually called Madame von +Harfink, was a famous blue-stocking. As a young girl she was interested +in natural sciences, studied medicine, complained of the oppression of +the female sex, and wrote articles on the emancipation of woman, in +which with great boldness she described marriage as an antiquated and +immoral institution. + +In spite of the energetic independence of her character, in her +twenty-eighth year she succumbed to the magnetic attraction of a +red-cheeked clerk in her father's office, and generously sacrificed for +him her scorn of manly prejudice and ecclesiastical sacraments--she +married him. + +Hereupon she moved with her husband to Vienna, and soon enjoyed a +certain fame there on account of her fine German, and because she +subscribed to the _Revue des Deux Mondes_, and had once sat beside +Humboldt at a dinner, perhaps also because her husband was a very +wealthy manufacturer. + +Soon convinced of the inferior intellect of this man, she did not give +herself up to cowardly despair at this discovery, but did her best to +educate him. She patiently read to him works on capital, during which +he incessantly rattled the money in his pockets, as if he would say, +How does the theoretical analysis of capital concern a practical man, +as long as he relies solely upon the actual substance? This rubbish +furnished occupation for poor wretches, he thought to himself, which +opinion he finally announced to his wife. But when she told him that +Carl Marx and Lassalle were both very wealthy men, he listened to her +dissertations with considerably heightened respect. From political +economy, which she treated as a light recreation, fitted to his case, +she led him into the gloomy regions of German metaphysics, and plunged +him confusedly into the most dangerous abysses of misused logic. + +He listened calmly, without astonishment, without complaining, with the +lofty conviction that to cultivate one's self, as every kind of tasty +idleness, was a very noble occupation, and, like many more clever +people, he made a rule of despising everything which he did not +understand. Instead of any other comment, during his wife's readings he +merely rubbed his hands pleasantly, and murmured as long as he was not +asleep, titteringly, "This confusion, this confusion." + +Yet, however Mrs. Susanna strove, his mental wings did not strengthen, +and his digestion remained the most absorbing interest of his life. +He always fell back again into his insignificant commonness, like +a dog whom one wishes to train to walk upon two legs, but who +always falls back upon four again. At an aesthetic tea, for which +his wife had most conscientiously prepared him, most generously lent +him her intelligence, she heard him, in the midst of a conversation +upon Schopenhauer and Leopardi, say to his neighbor: "Have you +a weakness for pickles, ma'am? I have a great weakness for pickles, +but--he-he-he!--I--it is really very unusual--I always feel such a +disagreeable prickling in my nose when I eat anything sour." + +With years, Susanna somewhat neglected the difficult education of this +hopeless specimen, and transferred her pedagogic capabilities to the +bringing up of her son, of whom she tried to make a genius. + +She designed him for jurisprudence. He, however, devoted himself to +song. Instead of poring over law books in consideration of his +examination, he passed two-thirds of his time at the piano, diligently +trying to attain the summit of his ambition, high C, while he did not +fail to twist himself into the original contortions which on such +occasions all particularly ambitious but faulty voices find so +effectual. + +With Linda, mamma Harfink from the first could do nothing, and in +consequence she sent her to a Swiss pension. There she learned, besides +a little French and piano thumping, to carry her head very high, +learned to go into nervous spasms over creaking boots--in a word, she +acquired the refined delicacy of feeling of the "princess with the +pea." + +What torture when upon her return home she lay upon not a single pea, +alleviated by comfortable mattresses, but upon a whole sack of +undisguised peas! Her home was frightful to her. The unrestrained, +coarse admiration which the young men of her circle offered her seemed +unbearable to her. Discontented, weary of life, without an aim that was +not bound up in vanity, she vegetated from one day to another; in +desperate moments thought of going on the stage, or perpetrating some +outrageous act to make herself notorious. + +The only consolation of this desolate time was the intercourse with her +cousin, Eugene von Rhoeden, who had been educated in the Theresanium, +had learned to turn up his nose more frequently and with more fine +distinction than she herself, but to her misery, had his brand new +title of Freiherr, and a couple of intimate friends of very old family +beside. A passionate enemy of his relatives, he had greeted her +enthusiastically with the words, "_Sapperment_, you are wholly +different from your family, Linda!" + +"Do not call me Linda, that sounds so operatic," she had answered him. +"My friends always called me Linn!" + +Eugene Rhoeden immediately perceived that Linda had a knowledge of _bon +ton_--evidently knew that all Austrian countesses are called Piffi, +Pantschi, Nina, like _grisettes_ or little dogs. Her romantic name was +odious to her, but in a circle where the women called each other +Theresa and Rosalie, she must rejoice at being named Linda and not +Rosalinda. + +A superficial confidence arose between her and her noble cousin. + +So stood matters when Felix "accidentally" made the acquaintance of the +Harfinks while walking. This was the family into which fate and his +weakness had thrown him. + + + + + VI. + + +Is Marienbad cheaper than Franzensbad because it is not so select, or +is it less select because it is cheaper? I do not know. But certain it +is that Marienbad does not possess the same stamp of distinction as +Franzensbad, which latter, together with all the guests, seems about to +slowly perish of its excessive distinction. The guests at Marienbad +also lack that transparent thinness of the Franzensbad invalids, which +so claims sympathy: they all look "not ill but only too healthy." + +As the Marienbad invalids do not look like invalids, so Marienbad does +not look like a water cure. It wholly lacks that fairylike appearance +of a cure where invalidism is an elegant pastime. It is so severely +commonplace, so ordinary that one is forced to believe in its reality. +Fortunately there is some compensation in the country round about, and +when the guests look from the windows of the miserable hotel rooms, +beyond the plainness of the dusty streets to the green beautiful woods, +the most pretentious are satisfied. The Marienbad woods are so +charming, not those barbaric gloomy woods like the Bohemian forests for +example, which with their black branches grumblingly bar the way to the +sunbeams, and groan so continually that the song birds from pure terror +have all died or gone away. + +In the woods near Marienbad, the trees sing the whole day in +competition with the birds, and the sunbeams fall between gay, dancing, +quivering shadows, and the blue sky laughs through a thousand breaks in +the lofty, floating leafy roof. + +The Harfink family live in the Muehle strasse, and have a view directly +into the woods. + +It is half past eight in the morning. Papa Harfink, who is taking the +cure, and every morning at six o'clock stands beside the spring, has +drunk his seven glasses, taken the prescribed walk, and afterwards +breakfasted; now he has gone to be weighed. The student, his son, is +amusing himself by following a young lady who travels with many +diamonds but without a chaperon, and who is entered in the register as +a "singer." Linda is still at her toilet. Mamma Harfink is busy in the +drawing-room with a medical pamphlet. Then the maid brings her a note. +"A messenger from Traunberg brought it; he is waiting for an answer," +declared the maid. + +Before Mrs. Harfink had opened the letter Linda enters and asks: "We +need expect no visitor before twelve o'clock, mamma? If the Baron +chances to come, you know where I am--in the Kursaal. At twelve o'clock +I take my Turkish bath. Adieu! I shall be back at one o'clock." With +that she vanished. + +Mrs. Harfink had concealed the letter from her daughter. She secretly +suspects that it contains matters of which Linda need know nothing. +Scarcely has her daughter vanished when she hastily opens it. In an +uncharacteristic handwriting, occupying a great deal of paper: + + +"My Dear Madam: You have surely already learned from your daughter what +has occurred between us. That I ventured, under the circumstances which +you, madam, certainly know, to offer her my hand, seems to me now, upon +calm consideration, incomprehensible and unpardonable." + + +Mamma Harfink starts. Will the Baron take back his word? What can he +mean by "under the circumstances"? Linda's unprotectedness in the great +lonely woods? Or does he, perhaps, refer to his fatal past? She +resolves to read further. + + +"Your daughter's manner proves to me plainly that she has no suspicion +of the stain upon my honor. I have not the courage to make my +confession to her myself; do it for me, my dear madam, and kindly write +me whether Miss Linda, after she has learned all, will yet hear +anything of me, or will turn away from me. In the latter case I will go +away for some time. + +"With the deepest respect, your submissive + + "Lanzberg." + + +"Absurd, eccentric man! He will yet spoil everything with his foolish +scruples!" cries she, then, looking at the letter once more: "Horribly +blunt, awkward style; no practised pen, but undeniably the sentiments +of a refined gentleman." + +Mrs. Harfink folded her hands and thought. Should she read this letter +to Linda? She had been so pleased at the prospect of Linda's +advantageous match. But the strange girl was capable of giving up this +brilliant _parti_ for the sake of a trifle like this spot in Lanzberg's +past. + +Mrs. Harfink, in intercourse with the world very sensitive and wholly +implacable, possessed theoretically that far-reaching consideration for +any individuals attacked by scandal which has become so fashionable +among the philanthropists of the present time. She always treated all +city officials as calumniators and all accused as martyrs. + +"Oh, if I were only in Linda's place, I would be angry that I had so +little to pardon in him," cried she dramatically; "but Linda is so +narrow, so petty. Her intellect does not reach to the comprehension of +the eternal divine morality; she understands merely the narrow +prejudiced morality of good society, which divides sins as well as men +into 'admissible and not admissible;' to-day calmly overlooks a crime, +to-morrow screams itself hoarse over a fault which offends against its +customs." + +While the Harfink satisfied her philanthropic heart with this subtle, +humane eloquence, the girl stood waiting at the door. "The messenger +begs an answer," she remarked shyly. Mrs. Harfink bit her lips +impatiently. She was not capable of a decided deception, she must twist +and turn it before her conscience until it took on a quite different +aspect from the original one. Must, in a word, carry it out in such a +highly virtuous manner that she could later deny it to her conscience. + +"The messenger begs an answer!" + +Mrs. Harfink seated herself at her writing-table and wrote: + + +"My Dear Lanzberg: Come, if possible, at once--in any case before +twelve. Linda expects you. + +"With cordial greeting, yours sincerely, + + "S. Harfink." + + +Two, almost three hours passed. Susanna's excitement became painful. +What should she tell Felix? The best would be to tell him that Linda +knew all. And did she not indeed know all? She had conscientiously told +her daughter of a _liaison_ which had formerly been the unhappiness of +the Baron. The _liaison_ was, on the whole, the principal thing, +everything else only a detail. Only chance, which did not in the +slightest accord with the whole life of the Baron before and since, and +of which respectable people hesitate to speak, and which one should not +exhume from the past in which it lay buried. + +She was in duty bound to conceal the affair from Linda, as one must +conceal certain things in themselves wholly innocent from children, +because their intellect, not yet matured by experience, is not capable +of rightly comprehending them. + +In all her circle of acquaintances, Mrs. Harfink was the only one who +knew anything definite of Lanzberg's disgrace. By chance, and through +the acquaintance of a high official of the law, she had learned the sad +facts. She thought of the envious glances with which all her friends +had followed Lanzberg's attentions to Linda. Linda had somewhat forced +the acquaintance with him. The good friends were horrified at her +boldness--at her triumph. Mrs. Harfink remembered her sister, Rhoeden; +what had she not done to marry her daughter to a coughing, bald-headed, +Wurtemburg count, a gambler, whose debts they had been forced to pay +before the marriage. + +Quarter of twelve struck--was Lanzberg not coming, then? In a short +time Linda would be back. + +Then a carriage stopped before the "Emperor of China." + +A minute later there was a knock at the door, and Felix Lanzberg +entered the room, pale, worn, with great uneasy, shy eyes. + +Mamma Harfink reached him both hands, and merely said, "My dear +Lanzberg!" then she let him sit down. + +He was silent. Many times he tried to speak, but the words would not +come, and he lowered his eyes helplessly to his hat, which he held on +his knees. + +At last Mamma Harfink took his hat from his hand and put it away. + +"You will stay to dinner with us?" + +"If you will permit me, madam," said he, scarcely audibly. + +"Oh, you over-sensitive man!" cried she, with her loud, indelicate +sympathy. How she pained him! + +"Does Linda think that I am an over-sensitive man?" said he, almost +bitterly, and without looking at his future mother-in-law. + +Mamma Harfink pondered for a last time. "I do not understand how you +could doubt Linda for a moment," replied she. + +He scarcely heard her, and only cried hastily "Was she surprised?" + +"My dear Lanzberg!" Mrs. Harfink called the Baron as often as possible +"her dear Lanzberg," in order to show him that she already included him +in her family--"a man who can oppose to his fault a counter-balance +such as your whole subsequent life is, has not only expiated his fault +but he has obliterated it." Madame Harfink very often spoke of her +husband's views, and liked to allow him to participate before the world +in her wealth of thought. If she herself could no longer cherish any +illusions about him, she nevertheless carefully concealed his nullity +from friends as well as she could in a sacred obscurity. + +"That may all be true," cried Felix, almost violently, "but +nevertheless I cannot expect this philosophical consideration from a +young girl. Oh, my dear madam, do you not deceive yourself?" + +From without sounded the gay click of high heels. Linda had returned +sooner than her mamma had expected. The blood rushed to her face, she +trembled so with excitement that, thanks to her cameos, she rattled +like a rickety weather-vane in a storm. "Linda pardons you everything," +cried she, hastily. "Linda loves you, she only begs you one thing, that +you will never speak to her of your past. That would be too painful for +her!" + +The door opened. Linda entered, her hair in charming disorder, and her +large straw hat carelessly pushed back from her forehead. When she +perceived Felix she started slightly and joyously, then she rested her +large eyes, radiant with happiness, upon him. + +"_A tantot_, you dear people," cried Mrs. Harfink, and, gracefully +waving her hand, this courageous and philanthropic liar left the room. + +For a few seconds there was utter silence. Linda gazed in astonishment +at Felix, who stood there deathly pale and motionless, his hand resting +on the corner of the table. That the charm of her person so confused +him flattered her, it seemed to her interesting and romantic to cause +such deep heart wounds, still his manner remained enigmatical to her. +She tapped her foot in pretty impatience and coughed slightly. + +Then he looked up, his eyes full of pleading tenderness and dread. +"Linda, will you really consecrate your young, blooming life to +me?--me--a broken man who----" He paused. + +The situation became more dramatic, and pleased her better and better. +She came close up to him. + +"If you ever permit yourself, in the presence of your betrothed, to +remember your past, and look so sad, I will run away, do you hear, and +will never know anything more of you." Her voice sounded so gentle, so +sweet, her warm little hand lay so coaxingly and confidingly on his +arm. + +"Poor Felix!" murmured she, looking up at him tenderly. He closed his +eyes, blinded with tears and happiness, then he took her violently in +his arms, and kissed her. Her hat slipped from her head and fell to the +floor. She laughed at it very charmingly. He released her in order to +look at her better. He was happy--he had forgotten. He drew a ring from +his finger. "It was my mother's engagement ring," he whispered, and +placed it on her finger. Then it proved that the ring was almost too +small for her. "What slender fingers you must have!" cried she, and +gazed with pride at his slender, aristocratic hand. + +Then there was a knock at the door. "Ah!" cried Linda, with a +displeasure which her _fiance_ found bewitching. + +Eugene von Rhoeden entered, a bouquet of white flowers in his hand. +"Gardenias, Lin! Gardenias!" he cried, triumphantly. "What do you say +to this progress of Marienbad civilization? Ah, Baron--excuse me--I +really had not----" He glances from one to the other, sees the diamond +ring sparkling on Linda's hand. "What a magnificent ring you have, +Lin!" + +"A present," replies Linda, with a pretty gesture toward Felix. "May +one accept gardenias from a relative?" she asks him, coaxingly--and +takes one from the bouquet to place in his buttonhole. + +"Ah!" cries Eugene, suddenly changing an acid expression into a polite +smile. "May I congratulate you, or will my congratulations not be +received?" + +Felix gives him his hand with emotion. "Congratulate me, congratulate +me," he murmurs. + +"I do not know which of you is more to be congratulated," says Eugene, +with tact and feeling. + +In the adjoining room is heard a selection from the Huguenots, which +breaks off in the middle, then a great, terrible howl, whereupon the +improvised Rarol, red as his cravat, bursts in and cries, "Did you +hear, Linda? That was C." + +"Unfortunately," says she, laughing. + +Raimund starts back. As he notices guests, he cries, "I will not +disturb----" and vanishes. + +"And I also will not disturb you," says Rhoeden, with indescribably +loving accent. "Adieu!" and kissing Linda's hand, whereupon he says to +Felix, "Your betrothed, my cousin," he disappears. + + + + + VII. + + +The music-stand in Franzensbad is torn down, the whining potpourries +have ceased, the park is deserted, legions of dry leaves whirl on the +sand, and exchange cutting remarks with the autumn wind upon the +perpetual change of every earthly thing, which short-sighted humanity +calls transitoriness. + +It is the 18th of October, the "certain Baron Lanzberg's" wedding-day. +The week of torture in which he could not resolve to tell the severe +Elsa of his betrothal is past, and when he at length resolved upon it, +he received only a sad glance and a silent shrug of the shoulders as +answer from her--past are the happy hours of the betrothal time--almost +past. + +If the intoxication, the confusion which never becomes consciousness is +happiness, then Felix was very happy in this time. Passion had numbed +everything in him which did not refer to the present or to the 18th of +October. He existed only in a feeling of longing and expectation. He +had no time to tell himself that Linda's happy coquetries proved a very +flippant conception of the serious situation--he himself had forgotten +the gravity of the situation. He did not think, he only felt and saw a +white, ever-changing face, a face which can smile in at least two +hundred ways--felt a perpetual warm excitement, felt something like an +electric shock when two soft lips touched his temples and left them +quickly like butterflies which will not be caught, when two soft hands +played round his neck. + +Yes, ft is the 18th of October, Felix Lanzberg's wedding-day. + +The wedding was to be solemnized at Castle Rineck, the Harfinks' new +possession, and in a white circular chapel, with small windows shaded +by ivy, and an altar-piece which was dark as the Catholic religion. + +The castle is crowded with guests, mostly honest manufacturers, who are +proud of their fortunes acquired by their own ability, and others also +less honest, who, after they have retired from business, wish to know +nothing more of their money-making past. + +Needless to say, the wedding preparations were unpleasant to the +infatuated Felix. The bride had joined in his request for a quiet +wedding, for the contact with so much industry of which a considerable +part had not yet become "finance," little pleased her; but the parents +could not let the opportunity pass without displaying their wealth to +the astonished throng. + +The afternoon is gray and moist. Mrs. von Harfink--for the past week, +no longer through the obligingness of her acquaintances, but through +the obligingness of a democratic ministry thus titled--Mrs. von +Harfink, then, composes a toast for her husband to deliver at the +wedding dinner. Raimund stands beside the piano--to sing while sitting +might injure his voice--and strives to render the cry of the Valkyrs in +Wagner's worthy accents; a sympathetic poodle seconds him in this +melodious occupation. + +Outside in the park Linda wanders alone through the damp October air. +The dead foliage lies thick on the lawn, and between the leaves shines +the grass, bright and fresh as hope which lies under all the load of +shattered joys of broken life, undisturbed. + +The bushes, glowing in autumnal splendor, look like huge moulting birds +who shiveringly lose their feathers. Many flower-beds are already +empty, only a couple of stiff georginias and chrysanthemums still raise +their heads proudly and solitary in the universal desolation. + +Linda is quite alone; her friends, none of whom are very dear to her, +are too zealously busied with cares of the toilet to disturb her +solitude; they are also afraid to expose their complexions to the +morning air. Linda feels no anxiety about her complexion, it is too +beautiful for that. With her loosened hair which, brown as the dead +leaves, falls over her back, and with the red cloak, in which she has +wrapped herself, she is a bright spot in the park. + +[Illustration: She is a shy bride and not at all melancholy.] + +She is not a shy bride, and not at all melancholy. Her eyes shine, her +lips quiver with excitement--distinguished acquaintances, foreign +entertainments of which she will be queen. In mind, she already sees +herself on the arm of one and another prince of the blood royal. She +could clap her hands with joy that to-day at six o'clock she will no +longer be called Harfink. + +She remains standing beside a pond where near the bank four swans, +shivering and melancholy, swim round a yellow bath-house. Then a hand +is laid lightly on her shoulder. "Felix!" whispers she with the +charming smile which she always has in readiness for her betrothed. + +"No, not Felix--only Eugene," replies a gay voice, and blond, handsome, +with clothes a trifle too modern, and a too pronounced perfume of +Ylang-ylang, her cousin and former admirer stands near her. + +"Ah, have you really come?" says she, joyously. + +"Why naturally," replies he. "You do not think that for the sake of a +few forlorn chamois I would stay away from your wedding?" Rhoeden has +come from Steinmark, to be the cavalier of his cousin's second +bridesmaid. + +"We had already begun to fear--that is, Emma was afraid," said Linda, +coquettishly. "Naturally it was indifferent to me." + +"Wholly indifferent? I do not believe it," said he. His arm has slipped +down from her shoulder, he has seated himself upon a low iron garden +chair, from which, with elbows on his knees, his face between his +hands, with the boldness which she likes so well in him, he can look at +her as much as he pleases. + +"Wholly indifferent!" she repeats, and throws a pebble between the +swans, who dip their black bills greedily in the green water. + +"O Lin! You naughty Lin! And nothing that concerns you is indifferent +to me!" he groans. "The Trauns did not wish to let me go from them--but +rather than not see you to-day I would have fought a duel with all the +Trauns in the world!" + +Linda has slowly approached him; flattered vanity speaks from her +shining eyes and glowing lips. He seizes her hand and draws her to him. +"Do you know, Lin, that I was once absurdly in love with you?" + +She nods. "Yes, I know it." + +"And you?" + +"And I? Do not ask indiscreet questions, Eugene!" + +"But this question interests me so much," he excuses himself. + +"Tell me, Lin, if Lanzberg had not come between us--yes, if I only, +most unfortunately, had not been born a Grau," he continues sighing, +"could I have cherished a little, very little hope?" + +"It is quite possible," says she, shrugging her shoulders, and +coquetting with him over her shoulder. "But it is better so for us +both." + +"For you, certainly," says he, "but I shall feel quite peculiarly +to-day when I see you with your bridal wreath, Lin! You will drive +people mad with your beauty. You are the most beautiful person whom I +have ever met in my life. Where the devil did you get your look of high +breeding?" + +Eugene Rhoeden, with his gay boldness and graceful impudence, his +unconscionable aplomb, and his denial from principle of all personal +dignity, is what is called in the Vienna slang a _gamin_. + +Gamin as he is, no one knows how to bewitch Linda's small nature, how +to feed her excessive vanity with such delicate bits as Eugene von +Rhoeden. He understands her, she understands him; they are fairly made +for each other, and for one moment, one very brief moment, Linda thinks +almost with repugnance of the black raven in the red field which greets +her from the Lanzberg coat-of-arms. "Eugene!" murmurs she. "Ah!" With +that she suddenly turns to an elderly maid, who comes out from among +the bushes. + +"Are you looking for me, Fanny?" + +"Yes, miss." + +"I am probably to try my train for the twenty-ninth time. Ah, Eugene! +There is something tiresome about a wedding-day!" then she breaks a red +chrysanthemum as she passes, throws it to him, and vanishes. + +About seven hours later the wedding takes place in the castle chapel, +adorned with greenhouse flowers. The blossoms tremble as if they were +cold or afraid. Their sweet, exhilarating fragrance mingles with the +odor of wax candles, and that of perfumery and cosmetics, which is +always noticeable in select assemblies. The wind creeps curiously +through the window cracks, creeps up to the altar, makes the flames of +the candles flicker, and blows cold upon the bare shoulders of the +bride and bridesmaids. + +The bride, loaded with the richest jewels, resembles a proud narcissus +in the morning dew. Elsa is deathly pale, even her lips are colorless. +Erwin displays the inexpressive gravity which the occasion demands of a +well-bred man. Mrs. von Harfink looks continually at the decorations, +and starts when a white rose falls from the wall. Mr. von Harfink looks +as if his collar were too tight for him. Eugene von Rhoeden, his +bridesmaid's wrap on his arm, a sceptical smile on his lips, his hand +at his mustache, his glance resting now on his uncle, now on the +priest, now on the bride, stands there, the image of a little society +philosopher of the nineteenth century, who laughs at all vanity and +cannot himself give up his own. Raimund looks like a radical who is +paying an immense tribute to prejudice, and tries to look more +distinguished than his brother-in-law. + +And Felix? Felix is as if paralyzed. The moment is here; his feverish +longing nears its aim--happiness. + +Then the ivy taps on the window, the wind seizes him with ice-cold +hands. Felix shudders and glances at his bride. How beautiful she is, +and--how proud. Proud? Felix Lanzberg's bride proud? It is +impossible--it cannot be. A suspicion which, however he may deny it to +his conscience, has occurred to him again and again during their whole +engagement, strikes him for the last time and becomes certain that +Linda's mother has deceived him; Linda knows nothing! + +Then the priest demands his "Yes!" He hesitates; hesitates so long that +Linda looks at him in surprise; two large, greenish eyes shine at him +through the filmy, white bridal veil. "Yes!" says he firmly and +shortly. + +A long dinner follows, a long, complicated dinner, which no one enjoys +except Papa Harfink, who studies the menu with the tenderest pleasure, +and with a small pencil marks the numbers for love of which he thinks +to extend considerably his elastic appetite. + +He sits between Elsa and the wife of his nephew, the Freiherr, the +elder Rhoeden, and, as he gulps down his _potage a la reine_, tells +both ladies of his new Achenbach, which cost him 4,000 gulden, which +does not seem at all dear to him; as, besides a great deal of sunset, +there are thirty-four figures in the picture--he has counted them--and +in the background something else, he does not know whether it is a +buffalo or ruins. "They almost persuaded me to buy a Daubigny, a +Frenchman, I think--a green sauce--what a sauce! I said no, thank you. +I like spinach and eggs, I said; but spinach and cows--but--and such +cows! without tails or horns--regular daubs of colors. These Frenchmen +are tricky. Really, people are cheated by them." Thus concludes Papa +Harfink, the art critic. + +Elsa only half listens to him. Her eyes wander wearily over the table +with its stiff floral decorations and its heavy silverware, "real +silver, and not plate," assures Papa Harfink. + +Of the men, the last generation are broad-shouldered, red-faced; a +sparse beard curls around their full cheeks, a sharp glance, on the +lookout for profit, shoots from their small eyes. The past generation +breathe loudly, pick their teeth continually, wear too tight rings on +too fat fingers, and without exception, a thick gold chain with a +diamond medallion over their stomachs. + +The present generation are sickly, dissipated, and have something of +the jockey and something of the valet who copies his master. + +The pride of the whole family is centred in Eugene von Rhoeden, the +blond good-for-nothing, who has as many debts as a cavalier, who was +educated in the Theresanium, and once had a quarrel with a watchman. + +Of the women, some are pretty, none are pleasing; they have all good +dressmakers; none are well dressed. + +The usually pale face of a "certain Baron Lanzberg" begins to flush +feverishly; without eating a mouthful he hastily swallows one glass of +wine after another. + +"Try this delicious salmon; permit me to help you," the charming host +turns to Elsa. She makes a desperate attempt to do justice to the +salmon. "Strange," remarks Von Harfink, "my mother used to say that +when she was young salmon was cheaper than beef, now it is very dear." + +Elsa has laid down her fork in despair. "I am behind the times," says +she. "I still am frightened by a telegram, and always feel nervous at a +wedding." She smiles sadly, and two charming dimples appear in her +cheeks. + +Papa Harfink continues to urge her to eat. "You must taste this salmi, +Baroness," he entreats. "Monsieur Galatin, my cook, would be unhappy if +he learned that every one had not eaten some of his salmi. _Pate a la +Kotschubey_, he calls it. Only to-day, this Galatin said to me: '_Ah, +Monsieur le Chevalier_, when I think how often Prince Kotschubey got +his stomach out of order with my salmi. The physicians said he died of +gastrosis, ah! he died of my salmi.'" + +"You have a dangerous cook," says Elsa. + +"But I understand this Kotschubey, do you know," continues Papa +Harfink. "Since I have had this cook, I really have to go to Marienbad +twice every year. And besides, he is a splendid fellow, talks politics +like a deputy. He formerly served only with the highest nobility. I +took him with the castle from Count Sylvani. A peculiar fellow--this +Galatin; will not stay away from the swans and the park. A poetic +creature; do you know, Baroness, he reads Victor Hugo and the +Medisations of Lamartine." + +"Ah really, the Medisations of Lamartine," says Elsa, smiling. Susanna +Harfink rushes to the assistance of her distressed husband. "Ha! ha! +ha!" says she, with her shrill laugh. "My husband always calls +meditations medisations--very malicious, do you not think so, but a +good joke." + +Papa Harfink, sadly conscious that it always means a curtain lecture +when his wife before people laughs so energetically at one of his +"jokes," of which he feels innocent, with much grace and melancholia +licks his knife on both sides. + +His wife looks as if she were weary of pulling the lion-skin again and +again over the long ears. + +The moment has arrived when he is to speak his toast. He rises +hesitatingly, the glass trembles in his hand. Fear and champagne have +made him lose the last recollection of the few words prepared by his +wife. + +"This is a great day for me--a day of pride and pain--no, that is not +it!" thoughtfully raising his hand to his upper lip. "I hope that my +brother-in-law, no, my son-in-law--Su--su--sanna!" he murmurs, +helplessly. His cheeks seem to inflate, his eyes grow smaller and more +shining, he has set down his glass, and twists his napkin like a +conscientious washerwoman. Susanna rises, she is fairly Roman. "As my +husband, overcome with emotion, cannot speak," she begins. "I will say, +this is for----" for a moment she hesitates, then for the first time in +her life, she resolutely denies her husband, emancipates herself from +the "us" with which for long years she has protected him, and says: +"This is for me a day of pain and of joy. I lose a daughter, gain a +son; may my children always find the highest happiness in each other, +and a safe retreat in their parental home." + +"He is getting a dreadful mother-in-law, this Lanzberg," whispers +Eugene Rhoeden to his neighbor, a gay, more than audacious brunette. +"Something between a Roman matron and a quarrelsome landlady from a +bachelor boarding-house." + +The tasteful Raimund contributes a toast to the fusion of nobleman and +citizen. The older Rhoeden hopes that his beautiful cousin will lend a +new charm to the noble name of Lanzberg. + +Much similar follows. + +Eugene, for whom this rosary of _parvenu_ platitudes becomes too long, +murmurs: "Shall we not soon have paid sufficient thanks for the honor +of being allied with Baron Lanzberg?" + +This mocking remark was only meant for his neighbor, its bitterness was +only meant for the fawning of the Harfinks. + +But Felix heard it; ashy pale, with glowing eyes, half rising from +his chair, he stares at the impertinent young man. The latter says +good-naturedly and thoughtlessly: "Yes, Lanzberg, I will jeer at +myself. _Parole d'honneur_, I am a little ashamed to be quite so +delighted at receiving an honest man into the family!" + +Thereupon the "certain Baron Lanzberg" lowers his eyes to the +table-cloth, and remains silent. + + + + + VIII. + + +Three years have passed since Linda left her father's house, and was no +longer condemned to be called Harfink--three years and seven months. + +The trees have only recently lost their snowy blossoms; all are wrapped +in soft young green, the whole earth seems bathed in new hope. It is a +day in which death and misfortune seem like ghost stories, invented by +old women--no one believes them. The birds twitter joyously, and +without all is fragrance, sunshine and flowers. Fragrance and sunshine +fill the room where Elsa sits, her youngest child in her lap. + +Elsa looks youthful and girlish, quite as much so as at the time when +we first made her acquaintance. The same heavy brown hair, as if +sprinkled with gold, clusters at her temples, and her eyes still shine +with the old dreamy light of happiness, but her cheeks are thinner, her +figure frail and thin. + +The existence of the little creature in her lap has deprived her of so +much health. She has not yet recovered since baby's birth, and has not +had time to think of her health, for baby was a sickly child, and great +skill was required to bind the little soul, which seemed so anxious to +fly back to heaven, to this earth. Day and night, in spite of her own +delicateness, Elsa has nursed and cared for the child, holding her +tender mother-hand protectingly before the little light which every +breath of air threatened to extinguish. + +Erwin, who usually had such influence with her, this time could not +induce her to spare her weakened strength. + +Now the little girl is a year old, and laughs and smiles at her mother +gayly, and the physician said recently, "You may be proud of the child, +Baroness. How you have raised her, God only knows. All doctors can +learn from a mother. But now think of yourself a little." + +And the physician shook his head as he looked at the young woman. + +Yes, the air is full of perfume and sunshine, but, in the midst of the +charming spring life, Elsa looks like a frail white flower. + +She has bathed baby, put on her little embroidered shirt, and wrapped +her in a flannel slumber-robe, and now, with a fine towel, wipes the +last drops from the tender pink little feet, and the little neck on +which the water drops down from the small golden head. The nurse is +meanwhile busy removing the bathing utensils, while Litzi, who is now a +big girl, wearing long stockings, stands near her little sister and +holding perfectly still, allows her long hair to be pulled. + +"Fie, you wild little thing, you will hurt her!" cries Elsa at last, as +baby pulls harder and harder, and winds her tiny fist in Litzi's hair. + +Then baby throws her head back, shows her four teeth, laughs with all +her little body, and finally leans her cheek sleepily against mamma's +shoulder. + +"Go down-stairs, my Litzi, go to Miss Sidney; baby wishes to go to +sleep," whispers Elsa to her big daughter, whereupon Litzi goes away on +tip-toes. + +Dreamily humming a lullaby, Elsa cradles the child in her arms, and +then lays it down in its pretty white bed. But when she thinks it +asleep, it opens its blue eyes, and stretching out its arms, murmurs +something which, with a vivid imagination, one can declare to be +"Papa." + +"Did you hear him come sooner than I, baby?" says Elsa, while Garzin, +sitting on the edge of the bed, strokes the child's head until she +closes her eyes. There she lies, her hair full of golden lights, the +unusually long, black lashes resting on the round cheeks, lengthened by +their own shadow, the full little mouth half open, like the calyx of a +red flower, one fat little arm thrown up over its head. + +"She is pretty, my little one, is she not?" says Elsa proudly, as she +sees the quiet smile with which her husband watches the child. "And the +doctor thinks I need have no more anxiety about her." + +"Yes, the little rogue is healthy enough," says Erwin, sighing, as he +softly leaves the nursery with Elsa. "I wish I could say the same of +her mamma. Poor Elsa, how thin you are." + +"Do I not please you any longer?" she replies, half laughing. + +"You are not very sensible!" + +"Probably not," replies she seriously. "With such old married people as +we are, there can be no more talk of 'pleasing.'" + +"Do you think so?" + +"And if I should have small-pox, would it make any difference to you?" +she asks him, looking at him curiously; the noblest woman is not +ashamed to be loved a little because of her beauty. + +"Certainly," he replies, "I should love you just as much as before, but +I would be bitterly sorry for your pretty face." Jestingly he passes +his finger over her cheeks. + +They go into the garden; all is gay as if for a feast, the whole earth +with her blooming mixture of white, blue and violet elder, golden rain +and red acacias--a gay, shimmering picture under an endless blue sky. +Everything lives and breathes. The birds twitter, the insects hum, +every blade of grass seems to have a voice, and join in the great +triumphal chorus of the newly-risen nature. + +There is a rustling, a murmuring, a whispering, a nodding, a quiver of +life and pleasure, and in the enchanting music suddenly mingles a soft +crackling, the crackling of dead leaves, which play at the foot of the +trees. + +Garzin has led his wife to a bench, over which an elder tree bends its +branches of bushy white blossoms. Elsa gazes before her at the lovely +nature, the mixture of luxuriant green and gay blossoms, of short black +shadows amid dazzling light. + +"How young the earth looks," says she dreamily. + +Erwin draws her to him. I do not know whether he loves her even more +now when she is pale and ill; at any rate he is more conscious of his +feeling for her, and treats her more tenderly, is more thoughtful of +her, and she leans on him like a sick child. Her whole being has become +softer, less independent. + +"I received a letter from Felix to-day," says Garzin after a pause. + +"Ah!" murmurs Elsa somewhat bitterly. "Does he write for money again?" + +"Yes, I am to raise some money for him," says Erwin looking troubled. + +"Ah!" + +"He has a fine property, but that cannot last," he remarks +thoughtfully. + +"If it makes him happy," Elsa shrugs her shoulders, and her voice +sounds harsh. + +"Hm! To ruin one's self is at the time a very pleasant occupation, but +to be ruined--a very unpleasant condition, especially with a wife like +Linda. I do not believe that Felix will be willing to live on the +income of his wealthy wife." + +During this remark Elsa continues silent. + +"Do you believe that Felix is happy?" Erwin continues; "his letters +give a desperately depressed impression. Did you ever hear a really +happy man assure one in every letter: 'I am very happy'--'Everything +goes well with us'--'I am very contented.' Happy people are silent +about their happiness." + +Elsa lowers her head, and remembers that in the first years of her +marriage she had never written anything to her brother but: "I cannot +express how I feel!" + +"As I know him," continues Erwin, "his present frequent contact with +the world must be a continual torment."' + +Elsa frowns and grows very pale. "I do not understand Linda!" she +cries. "How can she under--under the circumstances rush into society? I +no longer try to understand Felix. Hm!--he is weak--could never refuse +a woman anything; if one had asked him for his hand, he would have let +it be cut off for her. As far as I am concerned he can give her his +hand--but--but----" + +A strange fire glows in Elsa's eyes, her face takes on a rigid +expression and she grows stiff and clutches both elbows convulsively. + +"Poor devil!" murmurs Erwin. + +"You pity him for my sake!" cries Elsa, bitterly. "It is not necessary. +I know that you think his conduct unanswerable--that you must think so. +He has forfeited all the sympathy which his blameless conduct for years +had won. I will never forget the tone in which Marie Dey said to me +last spring, when she returned from Rome: 'I have often met your +sister-in-law; she goes a great deal into society--one sees her +everywhere. Your brother does not seem to find as much pleasure in +society as his wife!' And Marie was always a friend to Felix. I know +that in Parisian society Felix is called '_le revenant_,' for which +name he has naturally to thank some kind Austrian. Evidently the whole +story, which was forgotten, has been warmed up again." + +"The world is very malicious," says Erwin, evasively. + +"Certainly! But after one has passed sixteen years, one knows it, and +guards one's self!" cries Elsa, and adds with a bitter smile: "I +suppose he is a great philosopher and thinks nothing of it." + +"Elsa! Elsa!" admonished Erwin. + +She shook her head. "See!" said she, dully, "to spare Felix a +humiliation, I would give my life, but now I cannot think of him +without anger. Heavens, when I think of his return I tremble! I know he +will be very badly received, and as his wife's whole existence turns +upon being received----" + +Erwin bites his lips. "Felix writes me that his wife plans to return in +the latter part of June or the first of July. He will come to Traunberg +with his little son somewhat sooner." + +"He will return?" murmurs Elsa, slowly. + +"Well, he must sooner or later." + +"Certainly!" cries Elsa, with a shudder. "Erwin, what will strangers +think of his return, if I myself am not able to rejoice?" + +"Strangers do not take the situation so tragically," says Erwin, +hastily and precipitately, looking away. + +"Well, to be sure!" sighs Elsa. "It is of no consequence to strangers +whether he has acted without any tact, yes, unresponsibly. To think +evil of one who is far from one is a pleasure to malicious people, and +to the best is simply indifferent. But to be forced to think evil of +one whom one loves is the most painful thing in the world." + +For a moment she is silent. "If Felix insists upon coming," she then +continues, "I will do my utmost to make life endurable for him and his +wife. I cannot persuade him to return." + + + + + IX. + + +About a week after the conversation between Erwin and Elsa, recorded in +the last chapter, a bowed man appeared in Steinbach whom at first Elsa +did not recognize, but into whose arms she fell with a cry when he +stretched out two trembling hands to her with a sad smile. She had +forgotten his unsuitable behavior; every bitter word which she had +pronounced against him fell heavily on her heart; she no longer felt +anything for him but boundless, compassionate love. The sight of him +shocked her, his hair had grown gray, his voice hoarse. An anxious +habit of raising his shoulders, and pressing his elbows against his +ribs, that shy manner of poor tutors and other despised individuals, +who seem to strive to make themselves as small as possible, to deprive +others of as little room as they can--lent his figure a sickly, +narrow-chested look. He spoke a great deal, with forced fluency, often +repeating himself. He whom for so long Elsa had at most only heard +laugh fondly at Litzi's little wise sayings, now laughed continually, +loudly and harshly at the slightest provocation, whereupon the wrinkles +grew deeper in his face, the shadows under his eyes darker. Often after +such an outburst of nervous hilarity, his face suddenly grew flabby, as +if wearied by too great exertion, and for a moment displayed the stony +features, the rigid pain of one who has died a hard death. + +He had travelled in advance of his wife, who was staying with friends +at the Italian lakes, in order to prepare everything for her reception. +He talked a great deal about his son, whom he could not bring to Elsa +because the day was cold, and the little fellow was somewhat hoarse. +All the little habits of the child, his manner of pronouncing words, he +told his patiently listening sister. + +His voice sounded sadder than ever when he spoke of the child, and from +time to time he sighed, "Poor boy, poor boy!" + +"What he must have suffered!" sobbed Elsa, when she was alone again +with Erwin. "What he must have suffered!" + +Yes, what he had suffered! Not even those who saw the evident traces of +suffering in this thin, gray, feverish man, could imagine the greatness +of his misery, could judge the darkness of his soul which his +intercourse with the world had caused. + +Immediately after the intoxication of the honeymoon, even during the +wedding trip, which at Linda's wish they had made to Egypt, when he +began to learn to know his wife, he came to the sad conviction that the +most trivial acquaintance would have offered him as much distraction as +this marriage. Pretty, coquettish, graceful, seductive. Linda was all +these, but she had absolutely no mind. Like all narrow women without +intelligence she became, after continued acquaintance, tiresome. + +Incessantly occupied with the ambition to appear a true aristocrat, in +whom one could not perceive the _parvenue_, she had no room for other +thoughts. Her joy at being now a "Lanzberg" was fairly naive. He really +could not be angry with her when she displayed her little vanities to +him. She wished to flatter him. He looked at her compassionately at +such times and turned away his head. + +From Cairo she had dragged him to Paris. There, at first, they had led +an irregular, stranger life, with half-packed trunks in the Grand +Hotel, went to the theatre and drove in the Bois de Boulogne. Linda for +a while was satisfied with the acquaintances which she made in the +hotel reading-room, at the skating-rink, etc. Felix always avoided a +_table a'hote_, which Linda, even if the _tete-a-tete_ meals were at +times a bore to her, never opposed, as an elegant custom. + +Then she was one day accidentally asked by one of her friends whether +she should attend the last _soiree_ of the Austrian ambassador. A pang +went through Linda's heart. She enveloped her denial of the simple +question in a confusion of excuses and explanations--she had only +recently married, she had not yet thought of paying visits. Scarcely +was she alone with Felix when she asked him if he knew the ambassador. + +Yes, Felix knew him, but had not seen him for years. Naturally Linda +ascribed his evident objection to visiting His Excellency to the +shyness which his _mesalliance_ caused in him. A scene followed, tears, +cutting remarks--headache. + +The next morning, Felix stood mournfully before one of +Froment-Meurice's windows and asked himself whether he should not buy +his wife a diamond cluster of wheat to calm her anger, when some one +seized his arm and cried, "Why, how are you, Felix?" + +Felix turned, discovered an old friend, who, many years younger, had +served a degree lower in the same regiment with him at that time. + +Now the friend was attache at the embassy, and a favorite with the +Parisian ladies, a gay, hot-blooded comrade for whom some one had found +the nickname, "Scirocco." "How are you, Felix?" he cried a second time, +offering his former comrade his hand. + +Felix started. No one in all Austria knew his story better than this +very Scirocco, and Scirocco offered him his hand. + +"Thank you, Rudi," he murmured softly. "It is very good in you to still +remember me." + +Poor Scirocco grew very hot and uncomfortable. Lovable and impulsive, +he had spoken to Felix without thinking for a moment how hard it is to +associate with "such a man." Felix looked so miserable, so depressed +that Scirocco would have told all the lies which might occur to him to +talk him out of his sadness. + +"I was going to run after you in the Bois the other day," he went on, +"but you were walking with your wife, and I did not wish to intrude. +_Sapristi!_ How long have you been married? Here in foreign parts one +loses all Austrian news. Your wife is a sensational beauty. Do not take +it amiss that I do not even know who she is. I absolutely do not +remember to have seen any one who could remind me of this fairy-like +apparition a few years ago in short clothes." + +"You certainly never knew her," replied Felix. "She is the daughter of +a Viennese manufacturer--Harfink." + +"Ah!" Somewhat robbed of his self-possession Scirocco, hastily leading +the conversation from an unpleasant subject, stumbles upon yet more +dangerous topics. "Do you live in jealous honeymoon solitude, do you +not go out at all?" + +Felix looks pleadingly at him. "You know that I cannot go out," he +murmurs. + +And Scirocco hurries over that--he will not understand. "Nonsense!" he +cries. "People are wiser here than with us at home. Mind and beauty +count for as much as nobility." Poor Scirocco, he was never guilty of a +more trivial platitude. "You must take your wife to the X's," he +continued. + +X was the ambassador at that time. "Never!" said Felix, violently. They +had reached the Grand Hotel now. + +"When may I call upon your wife?" asked Scirocco. + +Felix had averted his face from his former friend. "When you wish, +Rudi," he murmured, then, suddenly turning towards him, "God reward you +for your kindness, but do not force yourself." + +Scirocco saw that tears rolled over the cheeks of the "certain +Lanzberg." + +Scirocco did not philosophize over the weakness of his former comrade, +he was far too deeply shocked. The result of his great cordiality to +Felix was an uneasy conscience, the feeling that with the best +intentions he had acted with a want of tact, and the need of inflicting +punishment upon some one for Felix's tears. "Poor Felix! such a +splendid fellow!" he murmured to himself. + +Scirocco, whom we must introduce to our readers by his name Count +Sempaly, was noted for his good-natured precipitation and thoughtless +generosity, by which he was often subsequently forced pitilessly to +harshness which would be spared a less lovable but more prudent man. + +For instance, at one time there was the American Smythe, who had been +guilty of a breach of etiquette in a Parisian circle at cards, and whom +society had avoided, without harshness, with the assurance that he had +assuredly been only stupid. They bowed to him on the street, they +invited him to large entertainments, but they hoped that he would not +accept the invitations; they cut him dead when he accepted them. + +Then there was the Marquis de Coup de Foudre, who was accused of +cheating on the race-track, and who, from indignation--hm!--retired +from the track. He was not wholly given up, but every one would only +see him as far off as his neighbor did, in the beautiful bond of mutual +responsibility which holds society together. + +Then finally there was Lady Jane Nevermore, who had permitted herself +several little irregularities with her husband, and who now, divorced, +with a grown daughter, rendered Paris and Nice uneasy. + +How he had defended these people, with what deep respect, with what +sympathy he had spoken of them--showed himself with them on public +occasions, made good all their lack of tact (people in an uncertain +social position always develop a particular genius for this). He lent +them more of his shadow than the devoted Bendel lent his master, Peter +Schemil, procured the widest social credit for them. + +He made a legion of enemies, but the clouds which rested on Lady Jane, +Coup de Foudre and Smythe--their names here stand for many--rested on +him. People said at last that he must have his reasons for defending +these people. Weary, angry, he then suddenly withdrew from his +_proteges_, whom by this he injured much more than he had benefited, +and who now could, without opposition, proclaim their social +bankruptcy. + +Like many foolhardy heroes, at the last moment he was forced to beat a +shameful retreat, when a perfectly respectable withdrawal would have +been possible before. + +But with however a wounded heart he might return from his campaign +against public opinion, he always ventured into battle again. + +After this philosophical interlude, we would perhaps do better to +return to Scirocco, who is meanwhile breakfasting in the "Cafe Riche." + +He was not hungry--he pondered. Lanzberg's fall did not in the least +remind one of Smythe's, Coup de Foudre's, or Lady Jane's. In regard to +these people, to a certain extent, prejudice had been justified, as if +prejudice is not always to a certain extent justified! + +Scirocco's pondering ended in the resolution to launch Lanzberg in +Parisian society as one launches an unpopular _debutante_ of the +theatre. + +The next day he called upon Linda, and the day after Count X---- paid +his visit. + +How high she held her head among her acquaintances of the reading-room +and skating-rink: "X----, an old friend of my husband," etc., etc. + +She took an apartment in the Avenue de l'Imperatrice, an apartment with +a large cold _salon_ which was distinguished by gilded mouldings and +white walls, pink doors, conventional chairs, and sky-blue satin +upholstering. Linda very soon understood that this dazzling elegance, +which at first had blinded her inexperienced eyes, was intolerably +"_dentiste_," as they say on the Boulevard. + +She surrounded herself with old brocades, with modern bronzes, with +Smyrna rugs--an irregular confusion of picturesque treasures whose +unsuitableness justified the temporary look of the whole establishment. + +Scirocco helped her in everything. He found out auction sales in the +Hotel Drouot for her, stood for half the afternoon on an old Flemish +chair, to drive a nail with his own hands in the wall for her to hang a +Diaz or a Corot upon--procured all the invitations for her which she +wished--in short, was unweariedly obliging, and, _nota bene_, he only +paid her enough attention to make her the fashion. + +She was clever enough to take with him the good-natured, brusque tone +of a woman who may permit herself little liberties because she is sure +of her heart and of the respect of the man with whom she associates. + +She lived in the seventh heaven. To drive every day, leave orders with +Worth and Fanet, not to dine at home a single day, to attend two balls +and three routs in one night, never to have a moment for reflection, to +be always out of breath with pleasure, and besides this, to be +surrounded by a crowd of young men with distinguished attractions and +fine names, animated by the consciousness that for her sake an attache, +in despair over her virtuous harshness, had had himself transferred to +Persia--oh! in her romantic boarding-school dreams she had never +suspected such a lovely life. + +And Felix. + +Scirocco had proposed him in the most exclusive club. Felix had not +resisted this, and came seldom to the club. He could not avoid playing +little games of _ecarte_. He won. His opponent doubled, increased +tenfold the stakes--Felix continued to win. The sweat stood on his +brow; he was deathly pale. "Do not play with me--I always win--it is a +curse!" he cried suddenly, throwing down the cards and completely +losing his self-control. + +Scirocco grew embarrassed and nervously bit his nails. "If he had +anything to reproach himself with!" he thought to himself. "But that is +absolutely not the case, absolutely not!" + +The others who did not know Baron Lanzberg's history only laughingly +called him "_un drole de corps!_" + +The story went that Felix Lanzberg had once lost his mind from an +unfortunate love-affair, and had spent two years in an insane asylum. +Scirocco had probably invented this rumor and set it in motion to take +away room for other rumors. + +Except Scirocco and Count X, none of the Austrians in Paris at that +time knew the true state of affairs. A single one had a suspicion, +wrote to Vienna to inform himself, and received for answer--this and +that. But this one was a _parvenu_, and when he wished to spread his +news the others listened to him with mocking smiles, shrugged their +shoulders arrogantly, and condemned the communication so harshly that +he never again referred to it. He noticed that it was considered the +thing to believe in Lanzberg. + +Felix grew daily more unsociable, and liked to go to places only where +he was sure of meeting no one whom he knew, no people of society. He +took long trips on the steamboats, passed the afternoon in the quiet +peace of the gardens, sometimes stood for a quarter of an hour gloomily +before a half-decomposed corpse in the morgue, or wandered through the +quiet rooms of the Louvre, which are so persistently avoided by certain +Parisians. + +Formerly knowing as little of art as any other Austrian Uhlan officer, +he now daily found greater pleasure in the pictures. + +His natural taste for glaring coloring, _decollete_ cigarette beauties, +humorous or sentimental _genre_ pictures disappeared. The soft +harmonies of the old masterpieces had a strangely soothing effect upon +his sick nerves. + +With slow, dragging steps, his eyes dreamily wandering from one picture +to another, he sauntered through the long rooms. + +The gallery officials soon knew him, and with French talkativeness +often spoke to him of the weather or politics. + +He never became a critic, but he had his favorites. For instance, he +felt a quite inexplicable preference for Greuze, the Guido Reni of the +eighteenth century, of whom one might think that he had mixed his +colors of tears, moonbeams, and the dust of withered flowers, and +instead of Beatrice Cenci had painted a "Cruche Casse." Every day he +stood for a while before the "Cruche Casse" and murmured "Poor child!" + +In one of the galleries there was the gloomy portrait of a woman from +the hand of the Jansenist, Philippe von Champaigne, pale with dark, +mournful eyes; in the carriage of the emaciated frame the weary +rigidity of vanquished pain. Everything in the appearance was so dead +and ethereal that one almost fancied one could see the flesh dying +around the soul. Felix stood before this picture every day. + +He loved the Samaritan and the Christ on the road to +Emmaus--masterpieces in which the sublime mystery of the Rembrandt +colors glorifies the harsh reality. He could not gaze often enough at +the mysterious eyes of the Christ, the eyes in which compassion is as +large as the world, the eyes which pardon all, and yet ever sad, +despairing, seek the means of salvation for sinful creation. + +But the picture which beyond all attracted and repelled him, which +he loved and which yet terrified him, was Watteau's Pierot, pale, +ghost-like, with glassy eyes in a rigid face; it looks down from the +wall of the Salle Lacaze. To-day he has gone to a mask-ball to distract +himself, and his weary eyes ask in disappointment, "Is that all?" +To-morrow he lies perhaps in the morgue, and his glassy eyes gaze with +the same look at the solved riddle of eternity, as yesterday, at the +hollow show--the same gaze which asks, "Is that all?" + +Felix almost daily passed a couple of hours in the Louvre. "_Bonjour!_" +a diligent little artist cried to him here and there, some little +person whom perhaps he had given some small assistance, and who greeted +him as an habitue. Except for this all was silence. No one speaks in +the Louvre; one only whispers. + +A hollow mutter and murmur woven of a thousand soft echoes pervade the +old rooms in their vast monotony like the faint echo of the great +tumult of the world, or like the murmur of the eternal stream of time. + +A year later, in a pretty country-house in Ville d'Avray, where they +had passed the summer, a little son was laid in Felix's arms. The tiny +creature, wrapped in white lawn, grew indistinct before his eyes; he +scarcely saw it, only felt something warm, living, between his hands, +something the touch of which caused him a wholly new, tender sensation, +and lightly and carefully he kissed his son's little rosy face. + +Then remembrance smote his heart, a convulsive sob overcame him, and in +a broken voice he murmured, "Poor child! poor child!" + +From Ville d'Avray Linda dragged Felix to Biarritz, then to Rome, where +they passed three winters. These were still worse than the winter in +Paris. Rome is the city of social consideration, a kind of free city +for dubious characters. Felix's martyr nimbus had vanished through his +intercourse with society in Paris. Scirocco who had been removed to +Rome, was vexed with Linda for following him. Her manner of chaining +herself to his protection irritated him, but he still assisted her +social advancement where he could. + +The other Austrians were not exactly unfriendly to Felix, but cold and +distant. On their faces could be read, "We are surprised that you show +yourself," or even, "We will not turn our backs upon you--we are in +Rome." + +With the certain feeling of kinship which characterizes the Austrian +nobility, they, to be sure, never spoke of his affairs with a stranger, +but so much the more among each other. + +At last Rome was tired of, and even London, where Linda spent a +season and enjoyed her greatest triumph. But one place remained to +try--Traunberg. + +It was a cool, unpleasant evening when Felix returned to Traunberg from +his short visit in Steinbach. Gray and white strangely scattered clouds +rose along the horizon, the lindens shivered, and threw long pale +shadows over the smoothly-shaven lawn and the yellow gravel. The sun +hung on the horizon almost without light, behind a pale mist like a +half-faded spot of blood. + +Life had never been as hard to bear for a "certain Baron Lanzberg" as +on this evening. Slowly he wandered through the large, gloomy rooms of +the castle, in which the cold air was as close and mouldy as in a +cloister, and where every step seemed to charm a remembrance from the +floor. + +He saw Elsa, tall, somewhat pale, with the charming awkwardness of her +fourteen years, hurry to meet him, shy before her handsome, brilliant +brother who, a week before, had won a race--her brother of whom she was +so proud. He saw his father, as he smiled joyfully at him, and pulling +his ear, cried: "Do you amuse yourself, my boy? Do you amuse yourself? +Have you debts? Out with it--not many? Always tell me what you need; I +no longer know what circumstances require. You are my golden boy, you +are your old father's joy!" He remembered the expression with which the +Freiherr had surveyed him, a glance in which a kind of exaggerated +paternal pride was glorified by the deepest love, and the gesture with +which he had merrily cried to the old family portraits, "Are you +satisfied with my boy?" + +His memory did not spare poor Felix a word. + +He had passed through one after another of the large rooms. In some of +them stood great piles of furniture which Linda had sent here. + +Suddenly he found himself before a picture which hung in a dark corner, +concealed by a curtain, in his father's former room. Hastily he drew +back the curtain, then he clutched his temples and turned away from the +painting with the short, dull groan of a dying animal. What had he +seen? The portrait of an unusually handsome, merry, good-tempered young +officer, who smiled at him through the twilight. Felix hurried away. + +In the lofty, arched corridor, the echo doubled the sound of his +footsteps. It seemed to him as if that gay comrade had stepped down +from the frame, and now, relating old stories, wandered at his side. +The sweat of terror was on his brow. He met a servant, and hastily +commanded him to remove the picture from the green corner room. His +voice was always sharp when he spoke to servants, and yet he was the +best, most generous master in the world. + +He entered his child's room. The French _bonne_ laid her finger on her +lips to signify to him that the child slept. He bent over the little +creature, who, with one little arm under his cheek, with the other +clasping a gay gilded doll to him, lay in the embroidered pillows. + +Without, the lindens, sighing compassionately, shook their great black +heads, the tower clock, indifferent as time which it serves, played its +old piece in a flat tone, hesitating and pausing--a minuet to which the +grandparents had courtesied and bowed. + +Felix listened, listened, like an old man who suddenly hears once more +the cradle song with which he used to be lulled to sleep. + +It overcame him. He bent down deeper over his little son, and murmured +softly, "Poor child, poor child!" And the words woke the child, he +opened his large eyes and lisped, unabashed, "Why, poor child? Is Gery +sick?" + + + + + X. + + +"Elsa, dear Elsa, this is lovely in you! What an surprise! I only know +you from my husband's accounts, and from my wedding-day, but I shall +love you frightfully, that I feel already." + +Crying out these words, Linda had jumped out of the carriage with which +Felix had met her at the railway station, and greeted Elsa, who, at her +brother's wish, had come to Traunberg to welcome the young wife to her +new home. Then leaving Elsa, Linda let her eyes wander over the facade +of the castle. "_Charmant! magnifique!_" she cried. "A portal like a +church, gray walls, cracked window-sills, balconies and volutings, +small-paned old cloister windows! I am charmed, Felix--charmed! _C'est +tout a fait seigneurial!_ If you knew, Elsa, how tired I am of modern +villas, stucco and plate glass. Ah, you poor, little creature! I had +half forgotten you;" with this Linda bends down to her son, who had +first stamped his little feet with joy and excitement at his mother's +arrival, but then, ever more and more abashed by the flow of words +which had carelessly been uttered over his head, with his finger in his +mouth, now seemed to take a mournful pleasure in crying. + +"Have all children a habit of sticking their fingers in their mouths, +or is it an invention of my young hopeful?" asks Linda, after she has +hastily kissed and caressed the child. "He will be pretty, the little +brat. It is a pity that his hair will not grow. When he had typhoid +fever or measles--what was it, Felix?" + +"Scarlet fever," he replied, tenderly raising the tiny man in his arms. + +"Oh, yes, scarlet fever; we had to cut his hair, and since then it has +never grown long." + +"I think you can be satisfied with him as he is," says Elsa, looking +approvingly at the handsome child. + +"Yes, he is a nice little thing," admits Linda; "he has splendid eyes, +the true Lanzberg eyes. Oh, I am so glad that he resembles Felix." + +"Well, his beauty would not have suffered if he had resembled you," +replies Elsa, with an admiring glance at her sister-in-law. + +Linda's physique has developed splendidly. The discontented expression +which formerly disfigured her face has vanished, has given place to a +bewitching smile and brilliant glance. Negligence and grace are united +in her carriage. She displays the gayety and cordiality of a person who +is satisfied with herself. Laying her arm caressingly around Elsa's +waist, she whispers: "So you really do not find me too homely for a +Lanzberg; one would not guess from my looks where I come from, eh?" + +"Where you come from?--from the world of society--that certainly," says +Elsa. + +"Bah! From an iron foundry!" cries Linda, laughing. + +Elsa glances once more at the picturesque distinction of the slender +figure near her. + +"No," says she, decidedly. + +Indeed Linda does not look like the daughter of a self-made +manufacturer; rather like a Parisian actress with a talent for +aristocratic roles. + +"And now you must show me everything in my new domain, Elsa, +everything," cries the young woman, and Elsa says, "Are you not tired, +will you not first have a cup of tea?" Then Linda says animatedly, "No, +no, I must first see everything, everything!" + +Felix has disappeared with his little darling. Elsa leads her +sister-in-law through the rooms of the ground floor and first story, +shows her the elegantly furnished rooms which Elsa has herself helped +arrange for her. + +"Oh, you poor Elsa, how you have tormented yourself for me!" cries +Linda, and finds everything splendid and charming, with the affability +of a newly married queen who, entering her kingdom, wishes to make +herself popular. + +"There! I will reserve the attic rooms. I begin to feel the dust of +travel. It is now much too late to take tea; as soon as I have changed +my clothes, I will join you in the drawing-room. I do not yet know the +way to my room--oh, yes--that is the room for my maid---_parfait, +parfait--au revoir_, my dear heart!" And before she leaves her, Linda +presses another kiss upon Elsa's cheek. + +On her way to the drawing-room, Elsa heard a little voice prattling and +laughing behind one of the tall doors which open on the corridor. "May +I come in?" she asked, and without waiting for an answer, she entered +the room where Felix, his child on his knee, sat in an arm-chair and +held a sugar-plum high in the air, while the child climbed up on him, +half laughing, half vexed at his vain attempt to overcome his father's +teasing resistance. Both were so absorbed in their occupation that they +did not notice Elsa's entrance. She gazed at the pretty group with +emotion--the gray-haired man, the blond child, until finally Felix +surrendered the sugar-plum, and the child ate it with a very important +air, smacking his lips, and with contortions of the face by which he +seemed to show the ambitious desire of resembling as much as possible +his little friend the monkey in the London Zoo. + +Then Elsa laid her hand lovingly on her brother's shoulder. "Oh, how +you play with the child," said she. + +He raised his face to her, the pale face with the sunken eyes and +hollow cheeks, in which everything was old but pain, which appeared +fresh and young every morning, and said hastily: "I must love him +doubly now. Who knows whether later he will have anything to do with +me?" + + + + + XI. + + +"I could not resolve to dress; to appear at dinner in a _peignoir_ is a +fault which is pardoned in convalescents, and after twenty-four hours +of railway travel, I feel at least like a convalescent. Ah, how pretty +it is here!" + +So cried Linda, entering the drawing-room where Felix and Elsa awaited +her, a half hour later. + +What she called a _peignoir_ was a confusion of yellowish lace and +India muslin with elbow sleeves and the unavoidable Watteau plait in +the back. + +Her soft hair hung loose over her shoulders. + +"I have a headache, and cannot bear a comb, and as we are _entre +nous_----" she excused herself smilingly at Elsa's astonished glance, +as she pushed back the heavy waves from temples and neck. Her gestures +were full of seductive grace, and her whole form was pervaded with a +moist, sweet perfume which reminded one of a summer morning after a +storm, and which exhales from a woman who has just taken a perfumed +bath. In her whole appearance lay something which excited Elsa's nerves +without her being able to explain it--which wounded her feelings of +delicacy. + +Linda suspected nothing of the impression which she made. "It is pretty +here," she repeated, with a lazy glance of satisfaction around the +room--"I thank you so much, Elsa! One sees everywhere that a woman's +tact has superintended the furnishing--a workman never produces such an +impression. Everything looks so cosey, so irregular. How happy I am to +be home at last!" and Linda took her sister-in-law's slender, sallow +hand in her white, rosy-tipped one, and kissed it with childish +exaggeration. + +"Who is already here besides the Deys?" she asked then. "Before next +week I must really think of paying calls." + +Elsa was spared an answer by the quick rolling of a carriage. Springing +up she cried--whether her emotion betrayed merely a severe feeling of +propriety, and did not also display an unconscious premonition of +jealousy I cannot say--"Linda, it is Erwin who has come for me. Put up +your hair; it would be unpleasant for you to meet a strange man so!" + +With a peculiar expression in glance and smile, Linda fulfilled her +sister-in-law's wish. Elsa quickly helped her to twist up her hair, and +thereby breathed the peculiar perfume which Baroness Lanzberg used. + +She will think of this perfume in many terrible hours which fate has in +store for her. + +With both hands at her neck, her beautiful figure clearly outlined, her +white arms exposed to the elbow by the falling back sleeves, Linda is +just fastening a pin in her improvised _coiffure_, when Erwin enters +the drawing-room. + +"I did not think that you would take the trouble to come over here," +stammers Linda, childishly, shyly offering him her hand, "or else you +should have found me in more correct toilet." + +Elsa starts. Instead of answering, Erwin has kissed the warm white hand +of his sister-in-law. + +The Garzins remained to dinner in Traunberg. Linda would not hear of +their return to Steinbach, she was so happy at last to have an +opportunity of learning to know her relations better. She asked advice +and indulgence so childishly, was so gay, so amusing, so charming, that +Elsa's antipathy to her increased and Erwin's rapidly lessened. Soon he +fell into the tone of indifferent gallantry with her which in society +almost every man takes with every woman who does not inspire a direct +repugnance in him. + +But Elsa, inexperienced as she was, did not know this tone, did not +know that one can listen with an expression of the most intense +interest to a woman without having the slightest idea half an hour +later of what she had said; that one pays her the little flatteries for +which she hungers as one picks up her handkerchief--from polite habit; +that for the time which one devotes to her, one is obliged, if not +absolutely to forget the charms of all other women, still in no case to +remind her of them. + +Linda behaved very cleverly with her brother-in-law, displayed a naive +wish to please him--no forward coquetry. She knew that naturalness, +lack of reserve in a really pretty woman is always the most dangerous +charm--she was refinedly natural. She told the drollest Parisian +stories, made the drollest faces without the slightest regard for her +symmetrical features; she made use of a momentary absence of the +servants to throw a bread-ball in Felix's face with all the skill of a +full-blooded street-boy, and as Felix frowned and Erwin could not +conceal a slight astonishment, she excused herself so penitently, told +with so much emphasis of how Marie Antoinette in her time had bombarded +Louis XVI. with bread balls in Trianon, that Erwin was the first to +console her, while there was something in his conventional courtesy of +the encouraging consideration which a mature man shows to a spoiled +child. + +After dinner Linda offered to sing something. "She had to be sure no +voice, not even so much as a raven or Mlle. X----" she remarked +smilingly, "but she relied upon her dramatic accent and----" as she +remorsefully admitted--"she had taken such expensive lessons. Would not +Elsa accompany her?" + +Elsa refused gently, almost with embarrassment. She could scarcely read +the notes, and Erwin? He could read notes and could play enough to +strum his favorite operatic airs by ear in weak moments. He would try +to accompany Linda if she would promise to be very patient. + +"The worse you play, so much the more excuse will there be for my +faulty singing," cried Linda gayly, and opened that charming, foolish +cuckoo song from "Marbolaine." + +A pretty confusion followed, a laughing, correcting, her little hands +playing between his. "Can we begin?" she cried finally, and still half +leaning over him with one finger pointing to the notes, she began to +sing "Cuckoo!" + +Her voice, in truth, did not remind one in the least of the gloomy +organ of a raven, or the passionate hoarseness of the X----, rather of +a child's laugh, it was so clear and boldly gay, even if somewhat thin +and shrill. + +Felix, who had meanwhile been telling Elsa of Gery's scarlet fever with +most interesting explicitness, grew silent, not, perhaps, because the +cuckoo song was even half as interesting to him as Gery's parched lips +and little hands--no! But because he noticed that the usually so +patient and sympathetic Elsa no longer listened to him. Her eyes were +fixed on Linda; that thin, flippant voice pained _her_, could it please +Erwin? + +Then the last note ceased. "I am so sorry that I have hindered you by +my miserable playing," he excused himself. "You sing so very +charmingly! Another one, I beg you." + +For the first time in her life Elsa was vexed that she was not musical. + + + + + XII. + + +"Cuckoo," hummed Erwin absently to himself as he drove back with his +wife to Steinbach through the capricious, flickering evening shadows. + +A filmy confusion of pink and white, a tumbled knot of pale brown hair, +two large, cold eyes, mysterious greenish riddles in a flattering, open +child-face, a seductive, rococo figure which leaned over the stone +balustrade of the terrace, and threw gay kisses after the departing +carriage, this is the last impression which Erwin takes away with him +from Traunberg, in the landau in which he now sits beside his pale +wife. + +"She has changed greatly for the better. It is a pity that she has such +bad manners," he breaks the silence after a while. + +"Do you really think that she has such bad manners?" replies Elsa, +without looking at him. + +"There can scarcely be any doubt as to that," says he. "Some people may +certainly think that it is becoming to her. Nevertheless I should wish +that she gave them up. You must undertake her neglected education, +child!" + +"Oh, I will leave that to you," she replies, coldly, almost irritably. +"Linda is not a person who will learn anything from women." + +"Do not be harsh," he whispers, reproachfully, perhaps with a trace of +impatience. + +The gloomy Traunberg lindens are far behind them, only show as a dark +spot on the horizon. The carriage rolls on between gigantic poplars; +the sun has set and the shadows have vanished with it. Over the earth +is that dull gray light which might be called dead light. The new moon +floats in the heavens, small and white, like a tiny cloud; pale yellow +and reddish tints are on the horizon, above the violet distant +mountains. At the left, only separated by a blooming clover-field, is +the forest. + +"Elsa, do you feel strong enough to walk home through the woods?" +whispers Erwin to his wife, coaxingly, and as she nods assent he stops +the carriage, and they take a path through the clover to the shady +woods. + +"Now, was not that a good idea of mine, is it not pretty here?" he +asks, gayly and proudly, as if he had made the wood, surveying all its +beauties. + +"Lovely," whispers she, but her voice sounds sad. + +At her feet the ground is blue with forget-me-nots; under the wild +rose-bushes already lie many white petals. A sob and a sigh pass +through the gloomy trees as if spring mourned that the first roses were +dead. All is grave and solemn, the air spiced with the odor of withered +generations of leaves, with the perfume of fading or still blooming +flowers. + +Erwin teasingly waits for Elsa to speak to him--he waits in vain. With +head thrown back and earnest eyes she wanders near him, and does not +rest her little hands tenderly on his arm as usual. + +What is the matter with her? That she can be jealous does not occur to +him. + +They have almost crossed the forest; the meadow which separates it from +Steinbach park shines between the sparse trees, then Erwin discovers a +striking trace of game; he bends down to observe it more closely. "A +roebuck," he murmurs. "Strange--in this region." + +"Is there no other way across?" asks Elsa, who has meanwhile crawled +close to the edge of the meadow, and casting a somewhat anxious glance +over the knee-high, dewy grass. + +"No, wait a moment," he replies, still absorbed in contemplating the +strange trace. + +"It will cost me a pair of shoes," she murmurs somewhat vexedly, raises +her gown, and resolutely prepares for a very cold foot-bath. + +"Elsa, what are you doing?" cries he, perceiving her intention, and, +leaving his hunter's problem, he hurries quickly up to her. "With your +genius for taking cold." + +Before she has time to answer he has taken her in his arms and carries +her through the dew. He has wholly forgotten Linda Lanzberg, and also +that he had been vexed with his poor nervous wife's unjust, childish +antipathy for Linda. He looks down tenderly upon the dear head, which +rests with half-closed eyes on his shoulder. + +"How light you are," he remarks softly and anxiously; "you do not weigh +much more than Litzi now, my mouse." + +Elsa does not answer, but her slender arms twine round his neck, and as +his lips seek her pale face, he feels that she is crying. + +"What is the matter, my darling?" he asks. + +"I do not know myself," she murmurs with a slight shiver. "I am +afraid." + + + + + XIII. + + +"We really must invite her," says, in a mournful tone, Countess Mimi +Dey, a large stately woman, with a too high forehead, a feature which +has the proud advantage of being a family inheritance in the Sempaly +family, an aristocratic, small, turn-up nose, a benevolent smile, and a +near-sighted glance. + +The Countess is the best woman in the world, of proverbial good nature +and unfeigned condescension in association with music-teachers, +governesses, companions, maids, tutors and officials, and such poor +devils who are paid and supported by the aristocracy, and politely +courtesy to them; but she is unapproachably stiff to the upper middle +classes, those persons who demand a place in society. + +She belongs to that exclusive coterie which considers itself the sole +patented extract of humanity, and looks upon all the rest of the world +as only a common herd, a mob which, under certain circumstances, +permits itself to pay its servants better, and to give more to +charitable aims than princely houses, a mob which speaks French, wears +Swedish gloves, and lives in palaces. She has a vague idea that it +speaks incorrect French, that under the gloves coarse hands are +concealed, that the palaces are always furnished with the taste of +first-class waiting-rooms, but knows nothing definite about it, does +not know "these people" at all, does not see them, although they are +everywhere--they do not exist for her. + +They tell an amusing anecdote of her: that once at the opera on a Patti +evening, her cousin Pistasch Kamenz entered her box, and asked her, "Is +any one in the theatre to-night?" She, after she had glanced around the +crowded building, answered mournfully, "Not a soul!" + +What particularly amuses the Countess is that, as she hears, this great +class of _bourgeoise_, "which one does not know," is, on its side, +divided by various differences in education and condition into classes +which do not "know" each other. + +"I really must invite her," she repeats, mournfully. + +She leans back in a deep arm-chair in a large drawing-room with brown +wainscoting and numerous family portraits, and smokes a cigarette. + +"Pardon me that I really cannot so deeply pity you as you seem to +expect," replies Scirocco Sempaly, who, now on leave, occupies a second +armchair opposite his sister. + +"Hm! I do not care about the positive fact; last week I dined with my +bailiff's wife, but--it is a matter of principle." + +"_Cent a'as_," says, with indifferent gravity, an old acquaintance of +ours, Eugene von Rhoeden, who sits by an open window before a mediaeval +inlaid table and plays bezique with the above-mentioned cousin of the +hostess, Count Pistasch Kamenz. + +"_Cent d'as_," he says, apparently wholly absorbed in his cards, and +moves an ivory counter. + +A mild gentle rain is falling, the perfume of half-drowned roses and +fresh foliage floats into the room. In one corner sits the only +daughter of the widowed hostess, Countess Elli, a dark little girl in a +white muslin frock, and near her, in a black silk gown, the governess. + +The obligatory half hour which Elli must spend in the drawing-room so +as to become accustomed to society, is over. Elli is rejoiced, +sixteen-year-old girl that she is. She takes no particular pleasure in +the society of grown people, who can no longer pet her as a child, and +who must not yet treat her as a young lady. + +A rustle of silk and muslin, a shy "_Bon soir!_" and Mademoiselle +retreats with her charge. + +Scirocco rises to open the door for the governess, makes her a deep bow +as she disappears. Rhoeden also rises, only Pistasch indolently remains +seated. + +"Pistasch, you might trouble yourself to say good evening to +Mademoiselle," says the Countess half jokingly. + +"Pardon," replies Pistasch, "pure absent-mindedness, Mimi, and then she +is so homely." + +"That simplifies matters ten-fold," replies Scirocco, hastily. "One can +never be too polite to homely governesses--it is only the pretty ones +that are troublesome." + +"I do not understand that," says Pistasch, and marks double bezique. + +"One never knows how one can be attentive enough to them so as not to +vex them, and yet reserved enough not to impress them," says Scirocco, +dryly. + +"Hm! You have very virtuous principles, Rudi; for some time you have +moved wholly in the icy regions of lofty feelings of duty, where the +tender flowers of the affections never bloom," laughs Pistasch. "I +admire you, upon my word, but--hm--I do not trace the slightest desire +to follow you into this rare atmosphere," and he rubbed his hands with +satisfaction. He considered his cousin's conscientiousness either +feigned or morbid. How could one be conscientious with women? +Conscientious in regard to debts of honor, that is something quite +different, that is self-understood; but regarding governesses--bah! + +"Count Pistasch Kamenz is a charming man." So at least say all the +ladies and also all the men who have not yet come in conflict with him. +He has the handsomest blond cinque-cento face, speaks the Viennese +jargon with the most aristocratic accent, and possesses the most +enviable talents. He rides like Renz, dances like Frappart, and more +than that, in private theatricals he is like Blasel, Matras and Knaak +in one person. In all Austria, no man has a greater talent for +representing Polish Jews, poverty-stricken Czechs, drunken valets, +provincials of all kinds. But his greatest triumph is the "Vienna +shoemaker's boy." What accuracy of costume and grimaces! The ladies say +he has a pug nose when he plays the shoemaker's boy, and a way of +sticking out his tongue--ah! + +He has played for benevolent objects a hundred times, and in Vienna is +a universally known and boundlessly popular individual, because he is +intimate with actresses, occasionally from a freak rides in an omnibus, +or another time is seen in the standing place of the opera house (for a +half act), because one sometimes meets him in sausage houses, because +in rainy weather he walks with an umbrella and upturned trousers, +because once even--the gods and a pretty girl alone know why--he +travelled from Salzburg to Vienna second class. + +The public see in him a pleasant, affable man without pride, and feel +drawn to him like a brother. Poor public! I would not advise you to +stretch out your hardened hand to him, for between ourselves Count +Pistasch is one of the most arrogant of Austrian cavaliers. + +The actors with whom he one evening drinks friendship, and the next +greets with "Hm!--ah--You, Mr.---- what do you call him," can tell +this. One of them once challenged him. This was a great joke to the +Count; he laughed until he cried, could not control himself, and +finally settled it thus: "You are a fine fellow, am very sorry, etc., +deserve an order for personal bravery--ah--if I can be of any service +to you," etc. + +He has never been outside of Austria, possesses the vaguest ideas of +history. The French Revolution is a kind of accidental calamity for +him, something between the earthquakes of Lisbon and the pest in +Florence. He is a strict Catholic from aristocratic tradition, has very +good manners when he wishes, speaks French well, and we can assure our +readers, that just as he is, without a suspicion of the "principles of +'89," he would be received with open arms in the most republican +_salons_ of Paris, and would be admired by the ladies for his "_purete +de race_" and "_grand air_." + +Now we need only add that he naturally was not christened +Pistasch--that this is a humorous nickname which was given him as a +boy, by reason of his idealistic "greenness," but which now, when this +greenness has long withered, is preserved for the sake of contrast. + +"Well, have you decided upon the day when you will invite the +Lanzberg?" asks Scirocco of his sister, who, after long pondering, gold +pencil in hand over a little velvet-bound book in which she enters her +social obligations, now closes it. + +"It is very hard," complains the Countess. + +"When did this unfortunate Madame Lanzberg call upon you? Oh, yes. +Wednesday. Have you returned her call yet?" + +"No; I must show her from the first that I am in no hurry to associate +with her," says the Countess. + +"Hm!" says Scirocco, his hands in his pockets, his eyes fixed upon the +ceiling. "Do you not think, Mimi, that as quite a near relation of +Lanzberg it would be the thing for you to smooth the way a little for +his wife? It would be an act of Christian charity." + +"The matter is very complicated, Rudi," replied Mimi Dey. "I was always +very sorry for Felix--you know I decidedly took his part. I have +nothing against his wife; her manner is indeed deplorable, but on the +whole, if some little poverty-stricken Sempaly or Dey had married her, +I should have been the last to withdraw my protection from her. In +Felix's unfortunate circumstances, he has proved by his marriage that +he no longer belongs to his caste; he has abdicated, _voila_." + +Rhoeden and Pistasch have finished their game of bezique, and now +devote themselves to the building of interesting card-houses. They +spice this intelligent occupation by considerable wagers, which he +shall win whose card-house remains standing the longest. Up to now +Rhoeden has had the advantage. But the Countess's words seem to have +excited him a very little--his card-houses no longer stand. + +Scirocco bites his lips, every finger quivers--how can he counsel his +sister to silence or at least consideration? In vain he turns his back +to Rhoeden, so as to make an impression upon her by energetic scowling. +Soon he notices, like many subtle diplomats, that he has naively +exposed himself to the enemy. His energetic play of expression beams at +him from a mirror in which the attentively watching Rhoeden could +certainly solve the interesting riddle--but it wholly escapes his +short-sighted sister. + +"As she, nevertheless, must be invited, it would perhaps be better to +fix the day," cries Scirocco, somewhat impatiently. + +"It cannot be this week," answers the Countess, counting over the days. +"Thursday, Friday and Saturday are the days of the fair for the flooded +people in Marienbad; Sunday, the ladies of the committee dine at the +M----'s, Monday there are private theatricals at the M----'s, Thursday, +the L----'s dine with me----" + +"Well, invite them for Thursday," cries Scirocco. "She is really very +nice, sings chansonettes like Judic; she will amuse you greatly." + +"Do you think so?" cries the Countess. "Before Felix was married, +L---- would hardly bow to him, how will it be now? No, Wednesday. +Wednesday will be the best, but still I cannot exactly invite her _en +famille_." + +"Hardly," says Scirocco, dryly. + +"And whom can I ask to meet her? One has an antipathy to Felix, others +to her----" the Countess laughs lightly and kindles a fresh cigarette. +"One must be so careful--it would be very disagreeable for me if toward +evening some one should accidentally come over from Marienbad, and +should meet her here." + +"Have a warning fastened over the door as when one has small-pox in the +house," laughs Pistasch. + +"Invite the Garzins," proposes Scirocco. + +"Yes, that is something, but a strange element is still desirable," +remarks the Countess. "What do you say to the Klette?" + +Scirocco frowns. "I do not understand how respectable people can +tolerate this poisonous old gossiping viper under their roofs," he +answers, angrily. + +"Neither do I," replies Mimi Dey, obligingly, "but still every one +does." + +"I make you another proposition, Mimi," cries Pistasch: "Invite old +Harfink by telegram; I think he will come by special train." + +The Countess smiled. "I should certainly do it," remarks she, "but I +believe the Lanzberg would look upon it as a mortal insult. Besides, +when did you make his acquaintance?" + +"I met him once on the train, and thereupon he invited me to dinner," +explains Pistasch. + +"And you accepted?" asks the Countess, raising her eyebrows. + +"Why of course--I thought I should amuse myself as well as at the Carl +Theatre. Yes--that was what I fancied. What a disappointment! The +dinner was not bad, perfectly correct, alas! The wife spoke of nothing +but the evils of the social question. I did not know where to look, and +the husband spoke of nothing but the evils of his stomach. Except for +that, they were both very charming, on my word. Paid me compliments to +my face with a _sans gene_. Bah! I was never very kindly disposed to +Felix, but I pity him on account of this match. For my part I should +rather marry into a Hottentot family than such people." + +I do not believe that during this speech Eugene Rhoeden felt exactly +upon roses. + +There are _parvenus_ who listen in society to such speeches with +self-satisfied indifference; yes, even laugh at them, and applying the +English proverb, "Present company always excepted," to their own case, +fancy themselves unreferred to. But Rhoeden does not belong to these +enviable ones. + +He smiles slightly to himself, and after the conversation had continued +for some time in a similar manner he begins: + +"There was once a French poet named Voltaire, and once when he went to +London the street boys laughed at him, and sang mocking songs about +Frenchmen. Then the poet turned round and said: 'You good people, is it +not hard enough not to have been born among you? Really, you should +pity us, not despise us!'" + +After this little anecdote a universal silence followed, then Scirocco +cried, "Bravo, Rhoeden!" + +The good-natured Countess Dey blushed and said: + +"We had entirely forgotten that you are related to these people," which +sounds like a _betise_, but is balm for Eugene's vanity. Pistasch, +however, puts on an irritated expression, and cries with his colossal +impertinence, "I pity you uncommonly!" + +Half an hour later the Countess is conferring in her dressing-room with +her maid concerning her costume for to-morrow, and Pistasch has seated +himself in a bad temper at the piano, where with his handsome, +unpractised hands he thumps out the march from Norma, the only +achievement of a ten years' study of music. + +Scirocco and Rhoeden stand below on the rain-wet terrace. "Your cigar +bores me," cries Scirocco, "throw it away and fill your lungs with pure +air," and he draws a deep breath so as to enjoy the fragrance of the +summer evening after the rain. + +Eugene does as he is invited, and then asks, "Do you not admire my +compliance?" + +"You are a good fellow; one can get along with you," answers Scirocco +in his abrupt manner. + +"Thanks for the acknowledgment," says Rhoeden, not without bitterness. +"Sometimes I ask myself whether it would not be better and more +sensible for me to pack my trunk." + +"Don't see the necessity," growls Scirocco. + +"I am really not sure," says Rhoeden; "for between ourselves it is +pleasanter to hear Pistasch make fun of my uncle than to hear my uncle +rave over Pistasch when the latter has accidentally met him and said: +'Ah! good day, Mr.---- what is your name--Mr. Harfink?'" + +"Curious world!" murmurs Scirocco, smiling to himself. + +Rhoeden, seeing him in a particularly good temper, makes use of the +opportunity to ask him: + +"Say, what is the story about Lanzberg?" + +Scirocco is silent for a while; looks apparently absently before him, +and then suddenly cries brusquely, "What did you ask?" + +"Whether you think we will have fine weather to-morrow," replies +Rhoeden. + +Scirocco glances at him peculiarly with a half smile, behind which the +words "Clever dog" may be read. + +That evening Eugene writes in the diary in which, instead of +sentimental impressions, he notes down all freshly-acquired worldly +wisdom: + +"Never ask society, except concerning things which you already know." + + + + + XIV. + + +Klette was invited after all, or rather invited herself. At the fair in +Marienbad she met Mimi Dey, and upon the latter remarking carelessly: +"How are you, Caroline; when are we to see you in Iwanow?" assured her +generously, "I am at your service as soon as you send the horses for +me. I have been intending to spend a few days with you." + +And she stays a few days; the first of these, the eventful Wednesday, +has already dawned, is in fact nearly over. + +Klette and the Countess are chatting in the drawing-room. The three +gentlemen are firing at sparrows in the park, quite a bloodless +occupation, which the sparrows seem to consider a good joke, and they +laugh at the shooting with their ironical black eyes. They flutter +about like will-o'-the-wisps. In vain does Pistasch, who seems +particularly bent upon this sport, approach softly the trees where they +crouch--krrm--and they are gone. + +For probably the tenth time Pistasch has cried, "The infamous sparrows +are cleverer than I," has at last fixed his eye upon a comfortable old +grandfather sparrow, who sleepily philosophizes on the thick branch of +a nut-tree, but before he has aimed he hears from the open windows of +the drawing-room loud laughter, the gay ripple of the Countess, and the +deep, rough ha! ha! ha! of Klette. + +"How amused the ladies seem to be," he says, turning to his companions, +forgetting the sparrow patriarch. + +"I do not understand how any one can laugh at that Cantharis," grumbles +Scirocco. + +"Oh, she is surely relating something piquant about us," says Pistasch. +"It is incredible how greatly interested the ladies are in our doings, +that is to say, in our evil doings." + +Now the shadows have become much longer. Klette has withdrawn to don a +wonderful cap of yellow lace and red ribbons, and the men have returned +from their bloodless hunt, to exchange their gay shirts and light +summer suits for solemn black and dazzling white. + +"Rudi," cries the Countess, as she hears a light and yet somewhat +dragging step--Scirocco limps a little--passing her dressing-room door. + +"Have you any commission, Mimi?" asks Scirocco, with his good-natured +obligingness, as he enters the room. The Countess has dismissed her +maid, is already in dinner toilet, suppressed laughter sparkles in her +bright brown eyes, the corners of her mouth twitch merrily. "No!" she +replies to his question. "What commission should I have for you!--Ah! +You came from the greenhouse?" pointing to a couple of flowers in his +hand. + +"Yes. I wished to give the gardener some directions in regard to the +flowers for your guests. I remember that Elsa cannot bear gardenias, +and Linda--hm--the Lanzberg raves over stephanotis." + +"You really might have omitted the bouquets today," says Mimi, vexedly. +"My greenhouses without this--thanks to the fair and those stupid +theatricals--are pretty well stripped." + +"Elsa has never dined here without finding her favorite flowers beside +her plate," remarked Scirocco, calmly. "I can neither pass over Linda, +nor will I punish Elsa for the misfortune of having a Miss Harfink for +sister-in-law. Why are you laughing so, Mimi, what seems so amusing to +you?" + +"My own simplicity," cries the Countess. "I was so very stupid." + +"Mimi, I do not understand you in the least," says he in astonishment. + +"Oh, I took your protection of this pretty Lanzberg for unselfish +philanthropy!" The Countess interrupts herself to laugh. + +"Unselfish philanthropy! Say rather ordinary justice," cries he, +becoming somewhat violent. "What are you thinking of? What are you +driving at?" + +"Your discretion is admirable! You understand no hints." + +"Ah, indeed!" cried Scirocco, pale with rage. "Ah, indeed! and the +Cantharis told you that--that was what you were laughing over so +immoderately?" + +"But Rudi, never mind. I do not take it amiss in you," cries the +Countess good-naturedly, restraining her levity. + +"But I take it amiss in myself to have given rise by my thoughtless +inconsiderateness to such infamous inventions!" cried Scirocco, "for, +once for all, Mimi, Mrs. Lanzberg is horribly calumniated by such." + +"There are cases where perjury is permissible," says the Countess, +indifferently. "Do not trouble yourself, I will never speak of the +matter." + +Then Scirocco steps close up to his sister. "Mimi!" cries he, hoarsely, +"do you know that I am wounded, seriously wounded by your suspicion? +Pray consider the meanness which you ascribe to me! I have worked for +Felix's rehabilitation so as to be able to carry on a convenient love +affair with his wife, on the risk that the world, bad as it is, +discredited as he is, should say that he voluntarily paid this price +for my assistance. His wife was indifferent to me, but even if she had +charmed me I would have avoided her like the plague rather than throw +another shadow on Felix's compromised existence. Poor Felix! And I +imagined that I had been of some use to him." + +Impossible not to believe in his honest excitement. "Pardon, Rudi," +whispers the Countess, "I had not thought." + +"Never mind that, Mimi," he murmured, "besides it is better that I know +what people say. I can at least act accordingly--to-day. This venomous +serpent will surely watch my every glance. However, I must hurry--_a +tantot_, Mimi!" + +With that he rushed out, had only just time to change his clothes when +he heard a carriage approach. + +"Poor Felix!" he murmured thoughtfully and sadly, "I can do nothing +more for you; they have tied my hands." + +Thus the last shadow of pleasure which Linda might have had at the +dinner has vanished. + +The Lanzbergs arrived a few minutes before the Garzins. Scirocco +received them at the foot of the terrace, offered Linda his arm, with +somewhat formal politeness, and escorted her to his sister in the +drawing-room, not in the cosey, brown wainscoted one, but in a +ceremonious chamber hung with Gobelins. The Countess rose at her +entrance and took two steps to meet her, then introduced her to those +present with her usual absent-mindedness, naturally to Rhoeden also, at +which Linda began to laugh; but as no one joined in her merriment, her +pretty, attractive face suited itself to the universal gravity. + +Poor Linda, she so petted, so spoiled, to-day sees not a welcoming +face, even among the men. + +The Countess exchanges polite commonplaces with her, while she +addresses remarks to Klette in between. The chair near the sofa on +which Linda sits remains empty. Pistasch, whose humorous talents are +to-day wholly imperceptible, presents the appearance of a distinguished +statue, and exchanges a few words with Eugene, while Scirocco with +unnatural liveliness has entered into a conversation with Felix. + +At last the Garzins appear--every one thaws. The Countess does not +walk, no, she runs to meet Elsa, kisses her on both cheeks, scolds +Garzin for permitting his wife to look so pale, accidentally steps on +Linda's train, turns round and says, "Ah, pardon me, Baroness!" a +perfectly polite little phrase which makes Linda feel as if cold water +had been thrown over her. + +The dinner is announced. Scirocco takes Linda in with the same strange +formality which she perceives in him to-day for the first time. At the +table a charming surprise does indeed await her--a bouquet of +stephanotis and gardenias. + +"Oh, Scirocco!" cries she, perhaps a very little too loudly, "that is +too lovely! It reminds me of Rome," she adds softly. + +She is already so nervous that she would like to burst into tears at +the pretty attention. Her eyes sparkle, and a fleeting blush crimsons +her cheeks. Scirocco is sorry for her. "I am glad that you appreciate +my good memory," says he, bending slightly towards her. Then he notices +how suddenly no less than three pairs of eyes watch him closely, those +of Klette, Pistasch, and Rhoeden; he feels that Linda's excited manner +is most suited to strengthen this distrustful trio in their suspicion, +and immediately turns to Elsa. + +"I could not conjure up any white elder, unfortunately, Snowdrop," says +he, shaking his handsome head vexedly. + +"Even with the assistance of all the seasons, you could hardly have +found anything more beautiful than these white roses," she replies. + +She sits at Scirocco's left. + +Linda cannot eat, and finds no opportunity to speak, and relate the gay +little stories which are her specialty. Pistasch, who sits at her +right, contents himself by from time to time dutifully making some +remark to her concerning the weather, the country, and such perfectly +neutral subjects, excluding all intimate conversation, and Scirocco, +her old friend, on whose homage she had relied so surely, to-day has +nothing but etiquette for her. She listens to his conversation with +Elsa. Elsa and he were playmates together. She calls him by his given +name, he calls her Snowdrop, which pretty nick-name he had discovered +for her years before. Both laugh lightly over old reminiscences which +they share, and ask each other about old, half-forgotten friends. +Pleasant confidence on her part, smiling courtesy on his, marks their +manner to each other. + +Linda feels more and more depressed. + +Felix, more gloomy and embarrassed than usual, scarcely raises his eyes +from his plate. Except Scirocco, who absolutely cannot help her, nor +dares, only one notices and pities her misery--Erwin. + +"What has become of your wild gypsy, Snowdrop?" asks Scirocco, among +other things. + +"My wild gypsy has become a very tame gypsy, who lets my little +daughter ride her very good-naturedly," replies Elsa. + +"Ah, Litzi rides already; then I must accompany her some day soon," +says Scirocco. + +"Do not break her heart. She likes you better than any one else now," +says Elsa. + +"That is quite mutual," he assures her. "I hope you will bring Litzi up +for me." + +"Since we have been at Traunberg I have not yet been able to find a +suitable saddle-horse." Linda turns to Scirocco. + +"If you are not a grandfather before Litzi thinks of marriage," Elsa +laughingly answers his last remark. "Do you know that you are beginning +to grow gray?" + +Whereupon be, turning to his right, says: "You will find the country +very pleasant for riding, Baroness--many meadows," and to the left: +"You always were accustomed to discover the mote in my eye, Snowdrop!" + +"Why did you never mention your wish to me, Linda?" asks Erwin across +the table. "I can place a horse at your disposal which might suit you." + +"Riding is a very pleasant pastime--will be a great resource for you, +Baroness," remarks Pistasch. + +"Ah! Do you think that I will need many resources in Traunberg?" asks +Linda, bitterly. + +"Well, life in the country is always monotonous," he says politely but +somewhat hesitatingly. + +"These _patis_ are excellent, Mika," now says the bass voice of Klette, +at his right. She has known him all his life, has dandled him on her +knees when he wore short dresses, still calls him by his Christian +name, and is one of the few people who remember that he was really +baptised Michael. + +He gives a servant a sign. "Shall I help you?" he asks with droll +gallantry. + +"I have nothing against it--two, please," she replies. + +"How is Marienbad looking? Any new beauties?" he asks. + +"Don't be so lazy, and come over and see for yourself," says she with +her mouth very full. + +"I was there Saturday at the fair. Ruined myself buying cigar-cases. I +place six at your disposal, Caroline. But on my word, it is astonishing +what trash they had at the fair." + +"You distinguished yourself," cries the hostess, laughingly. + +"Yes, unfortunately I took a Ring Street beauty for the F---- from the +Carl Theatre, and asked her how much a kiss cost. Her ladyship entered +into the joke, and answered that she only sold cuffs, and as I +persisted--_pour la bonne cause_, she replied in perfectly good French, +'_La bonne cause s'en effaroucherait_,' then I grew urgent. 'Count +Kamenz!' cried a warning voice near me. I look up, and behold beside +me, the picture of offended dignity, the husband." + +"And how did you get out of the scrape? What did you say?" asks Klette. + +"I?--What could I say?--'Ah, pardon'--and decamped!" + +"Cool! Very!" remarks Rhoeden, who has been reconciled to Pistasch +again, laughing. + +"I only wondered that he knew my name so well," says Pistasch, +meditatively, with feigned simplicity. "I do not know to this day what +his name is. His wife was a magnificent creature, on my word--what a +pity!" + +"I think she was sadder at the interruption than you," says Rhoeden. + +"Possibly," replies Pistasch, calmly. + +The trivial little story has seemed diverting enough to all present +except Linda. Is that the way in which young people of society speak of +pretty women out of their sphere, to whom they pay attentions? she asks +herself. + + + + + XV. + + +Now the dinner is over. They have left the drawing-room to wander +through the park. There are thunder-clouds in the sky, the air is close +and breathless, sultry, but at times a sharp gust of wind rises. The +birds fly close to the ground, as if the black sky frightened them, and +the flowers smell strangely sweet. + +In vain has Linda sent inviting glances at Scirocco; he clings to Elsa +as a sinner might cling to a saint through whose protection he hoped to +gain admission to Paradise. + +Rhoeden who, whether from policy or convenience, plays the role of an +injured man and is very reserved, polite and attentive as he is, has +undertaken to be the young Elli's partner at lawn-tennis, by which game +he can meet her in the park. + +Erwin has good-naturedly joined his pretty sister-in-law; chatting +gayly, he tries to drive away her bitter mood. There is something in +the shape of his eyes which makes them look sentimental, one might +almost say loving. His temperament is such that he can be with no one, +especially no woman, without trying to make her existence agreeable. + +Elsa who, walking with Scirocco, meets her husband, Linda on his arm, +remembers neither the one thing nor the other; the smile with which, +with head slightly lowered, he listens to her chat, the glance which he +rests on her, are in Elsa's eyes half crimes. After a few superficial +words the two couples separate again. Erwin as he goes turns round and +calls to Scirocco, "See that you do not take my wife into a draught, +Sempaly. She is strangely imprudent." + +"What admirable thoughtfulness," says Elsa, half aloud, and draws down +the corners of her mouth so deeply that Scirocco, as an old friend, +permits himself to remark laughingly, "I did not know that you could +look so gloomy, Snowdrop!" whereupon Elsa blushes. + +Linda and Erwin join the lawn-tennis players. Linda has studied this +modern pastime thoroughly in England, and likes to play; besides that, +she knows very well that nothing is more becoming to her slender yet +voluptuous figure than the quick litheness required in lawn-tennis. +Her voice reaches Elsa from a distance, gay, shrill, then the soft +half-laughing voice of Erwin. + +"You look so tired, Snowdrop," says Sempaly, sympathetically, "will you +not rest a little?" With that he points to a bench in a niche of thick +elder-bushes. + +"Yes, I am tired," says Elsa, dully, and sits down. + +"Tired after a two-hour drive and a little stroll through the park, +Snowdrop," remarks Scirocco, anxiously. "I do not recognize you any +more. You used to endure so much. Do you know that your health makes me +anxious?" + +"Nonsense! My health interests you about as much as that of the Emperor +of Brazil. If you receive notice of my death some day you will shrug +your shoulders and sigh sympathetically, 'Poor Garzin!'" + +"You are intolerable, Snowdrop," says Scirocco, laughing. "Besides, the +wind is rising and you are beginning to shiver. Let us go to the +house." + +"No, I like it here," she cries with a pretty childishness. "I should +like to see the sun set from here, and am curious as to whether the +Flora there"--pointing to a statue--"will become flushed pink. Prove +your friendship and get me a wrap." + +He goes away, but remains longer than the nearness of the castle seems +to justify. Elsa does not notice his long absence. She prefers to be +alone in this spot. The bench reminds her of old times, and is +therefore dear to her. Whether the Flora becomes pink or not is +perfectly indifferent to her--she does not look outward, she gazes +inward. She thinks of the day when she sat there with Erwin, her +betrothed. (Count Dey was still alive then.) She remembers--oh, +something foolish--the little beetle which had fallen in her hair and +which Erwin had brushed away with light hand; his caressing touch; how +he looked lovingly at the beetle because it had touched his love's +hair; how, instead of throwing the insect away, he had carried it with +him when they left the bench, and had placed it carefully in the heart +of the most beautiful rose which they passed. + +How he loved her then! How passionately and at the same time how +tenderly! "Ah! those were such lovely times," she sighs with the old +song. + +The voices of the lawn-tennis players are still heard. How can they +play in such a gale? Suddenly she hears her name spoken near by. + +"How this poor Mrs. Garzin has gone off!" cries the Klette's bass +voice. "I scarcely recognized her." + +"She looks badly," replies Count Pistasch's distinguished husky voice. + +"She has grown old, fearfully old; she looks as if she were forty," +asserts the Klette. + +"Ah, bah! She looks rather like a consumptive pensioner," replies +Pistasch. "What can be the matter with her? I hope no trouble is +worrying her." + +"Don't you think that this good Garzin is a little too fond of his +pretty sister-in-law?" + +"Nonsense, Caroline!" says Pistasch, reprovingly. "You are always +imagining something. Recently you asked me whether poor Rudi----" + +"Well, that is evidently over;" the Klette heaves a sigh of +disappointment; "but she must coquet, poor Mrs. Lanzberg, to amuse +herself, there is not much else for her to do; and say yourself--I do +not assert that the good Garzin has already knelt to her, but would it +not be natural? It would really serve this arrogant Elsa right. To +force Garzin, a man of such a gay, sociable nature, to absolute +solitude; to take away from him his career, his occupation, in short, +everything." + +Elsa springs up; she listens breathlessly. What does she care that it +is ill-bred to listen? But the voices die away. Pistasch and the Klette +turn into another path without noticing the white form in the dark +elder niche. + +Scirocco at length comes back. + +"I could not find either your things or Mimi's maid all this time," he +excuses himself for his long delay. "I hope this belongs to you," +offering her a white crepe shawl. + +She takes it, but immediately starts back with a violent gesture. "That +belongs to my sister-in-law," she cries; "my things are never so +strongly perfumed. Only smell it, how strange!" + +"Yes, truly," says he, holding the shawl to his face; "that is a harem +perfume which some one brought her from Constantinople. But what is the +matter, Snowdrop?" + +"I feel the storm approach," she murmurs, tonelessly. "Let us go to the +house." + +They go. The swallows fly yet lower, the clouds hang heavier, almost +touch the black tree-tops. There is a whistling and hissing in the +leaves. + +Elsa hears nothing. With dragging, and yet overhasty, steps she walks +near Sempaly. "Who knows whether he would even say 'poor Garzin' if I +should die?" she thinks to herself. + +The lawn-tennis party, which Pistasch and the Klette have now also +joined, growing more and more animated, has lasted until the first +drops of rain have driven them away. + +Somewhat dishevelled and heated, her morbid self-consciousness healed +by the admiration which Pistasch, escaped from his cousin's control, +had unreservedly displayed for her, Linda enters the drawing-room where +the Countess, Felix, Elsa and Scirocco are assembled. + +"How did your lawn-tennis come on?" asks Scirocco, as the Countess, +vexed at Linda's triumphant look, does not condescend to address her. + +"Oh, excellently," cries Linda. "Count Kamenz and my brother-in-law +display the greatest talent for this noble occupation." + +"To whom do you give the palm?" cries Kamenz. + +"I cannot decide that to-day," says she with as much gravity as if she +were deciding upon the fortieth _fauteuil_ of the Paris Academy. "One +judges talent not from what it first offers, but according to its +subsequent development." + +This pedantic phrase from her fresh lips is so irresistibly droll that +Pistasch and Erwin laugh heartily, and even Scirocco cannot suppress a +slight smile. + +"We have come to the conclusion that the ground here is not favorable," +continues Linda, turning to Scirocco, "and the gentlemen are coming +over to Traunberg to-morrow to practise. Will you be one of the party, +Count Sempaly?" + +"If you will permit me, I will have the pleasure, Baroness," he replies +with a bow. + +"You are as full of phrases as an old copy-setter to-day," cries she, +shrugs her shoulders, laughs lightly, and sinks into the arm-chair +which Pistasch pushes forward for her. + +Pistasch seats himself opposite her. His light laugh as he leans +forward, her satisfied leaning back, the continuous conversation wholly +incomprehensible to the others, indicated a dawning flirtation. What +did it matter to Pistasch whether Linda's father's name was Harfink or +Schmuckbuckling? A man never troubles himself about such a thing when +he is paying court to a pretty woman. + +Poor Mimi! for years she has treated Pistasch as her exclusive +property, she grows nervous, glances discontentedly in the direction of +the two. + +"Rudi, will you order the carriage?" asks Felix, uneasily. + +Scirocco stretches out his hand to the bell, but asks politely, "Will +you not wait until the rain has ceased?" + +"I have no desire to get wet in our open carriage," interposes Linda. + +"I could place a close carriage at your disposal," remarks the nervous +Countess, irritated even more by Pistasch's manner than by Linda's +victorious expression, and adds constrainedly, "However, I really see +no reason for haste." + +Hardly can permission to remain be given in a colder tone. But Linda +replies with astonishing aplomb, "Neither do I," and has a sweet, naive +smile for the Countess, and for Pistasch, on the contrary, a comical, +expressive glance which delights him. He finds it quite in order that +she should refresh herself with a little impertinence. "She is piquant +as an actress," he thinks. + +Then the door opens; unannounced, like very old friends, a lady and +gentleman enter. She, small, fat, lively, cries out, hurrying up to the +Countess, "We flee to thee, Mimi, the rain has surprised us. Ah, you +have guests--how are you, Elsa? do I really see you at last?" + +He, tall, thin, with a Velasquez nose, Don Quixote manner, and arrogant +eyes, looking out through glasses, has meanwhile chivalrously kissed +the hand of the Countess. Now he looks round, recognizes Erwin, greets +him heartily, comes up to Felix, starts slightly, goes past him to +Rhoeden, as if he had never seen Felix in his life before. + +Felix stands motionless, ashy, rigid, with bluish lips and half-closed +eyes. Scirocco has lived through many unpleasant moments, but never a +more painful one. Still he rapidly collects himself, takes the new +guest by both shoulders and turns him toward Felix. + +"That is Lanzberg. Did you not recognize him, Max?" he cries. + +After that nothing remains for Count L---- but to murmur in apology, so +as not to insult the guests of the house in which he is, "I am so +near-sighted," and to stretch out two arrogant fingers to Felix. + +"Order the carriage, Rudi," begs Felix, very hoarsely. + +Linda, who has not noticed the little scene, gives Pistasch a glance at +the interruption of their _tete-a-tete_, which flatters his vanity. + + + + + XVI. + + +"You have slept badly, mouse; look at your poor eyes. You worry me, you +pale person." + +With these words Erwin greets his wife the next morning at breakfast, +kisses her lightly on the forehead, then reads his letters, swallows a +cup of coffee in great haste, greets Miss Sidney, who enters with her +little pupil, absently though pleasantly, lets himself, still +pleasantly but somewhat passively, be embraced by his little daughter, +puts his letters in his pocket and hurries away, but turns at the door +and cries: "Do not expect me to lunch, Elsa; I have a great deal to do +in Radewitz." + +Now he has gone, Elsa's eyes have grown sad. For a few minutes after +Miss Sidney has led Litzi away Elsa remains at the deserted breakfast +table and crumbling a roll, murmurs, "He has forgotten." + +To-day is their wedding-day, a day which Erwin has always made much of, +which has always been a day of sweetest recollections. She had remained +in her room this morning longer than usual, because she had hoped that +he would seek her. In vain! Then she, poor Elsa, had expected a little +surprise at the breakfast table--in vain! + +So now she sits there and hopes that perhaps he will return. + +Yes, he returns--his steps rapidly approach, her heart beats fast, the +door opens, Erwin bursts in with hat on his head, and cries: "Elsa, +don't forget to send the White Duchess to Traunberg. I have not time to +give the order," and disappears. + +"He has forgotten--decidedly forgotten!" cries Elsa, "for the first +time!" Then she leaves the breakfast room. + +Time passes slowly and sadly for her. "It is a trifle not worth +speaking about," she tells herself again and again. "I should have +reminded him," but then she feels herself grow hot. + +"He did not forget Linda's horse," she murmurs bitterly, and adds still +more bitterly: "He is bored. Every diversion is welcome to him. Poor +Erwin!" + +The day passes--the dinner hour draws near, several minutes before five +Erwin at length returns. Heated and irritable he seeks her in her room. +"How vexed I have been!" he cries as he enters. + +She smiles, a little excitement overcomes her. But soon it turns out +that he has not been vexed at his forgetfulness--oh, no!--only at the +cheating and roguery of his sugar factory director. + +"It serves you right," remarks Elsa, coldly. She cannot deny herself +the satisfaction of making some sharp remark to him. "When he +introduced himself to you, you told me 'the man is repulsive to me!' +and when he came back again you engaged him. You always do so. At the +first glance you judge men according to your instincts, and very +justly; at the second glance you judge them by the universal statutes +of lofty philanthropy, and always falsely. I know no one for whom it is +more unpleasant to believe ill of his neighbor than you." + +"God be praised and thanked that the counterbalance of a desperately +distrustful wife is given me, then," cried Erwin, somewhat irritably. +Then a pair of large eyes meet his gloomily. "My distrust is a disease, +and you know the cause," says she, earnestly. + +The shrill dinner-bell at this point interrupts the conversation. + +After dinner--Miss Sidney has gone into the garden with Litzi to +play grace hoops--the husband and wife sit vexedly silent in the +drawing-room, when a servant presents a letter to Erwin from +Traunberg. Elsa has at once perceived that it is in Linda's, not in +Felix's handwriting. Erwin has opened it, apparently indifferently, +then suddenly the blood rushes to his cheeks, almost violently he +throws the letter away, kneels before Elsa and takes both her hands in +his. "How could I forget the 27th? Elsa, are you very angry with me?" +he cries. + +It would be hard to remain angry with him, if he had not been reminded +of his duty by just Linda. But this vexes Elsa so much that she answers +his warm glance and pleasant smile only with a cool "Why should I be +angry?" as indifferently and calmly as if the 27th no more concerned +her than the date of the battle of Leipzig. + +"Had you forgotten, also?" he asks, wounded. + +"Forgotten?--what?" asks she, dully. + +"That to-day is my lucky day--the loveliest day of all the year for me? +Oh, Elsa! Has it become indifferent to you?" + +His voice goes deep to her heart, but she is ashamed to be so moved by +his first warm words--is ashamed to show him how his forgetfulness has +pained her. In proud fear of having shown too much feeling, she hardens +her heart, and with the peculiar histrionic talent which is at the +disposal of most women in critical moments, and which they love to +display, so as to thereby ruin the happiness of their life, she says +calmly, pleasantly, half laughingly: "Ah, indeed!--I should tease you +for your lack of memory!" + +"Elsa!" confused and surprised he looks in her eyes. "Do you not +remember how we have always valued the day; do you not remember the +first year? You had forgotten it, then?--and when I put the ring on +your finger--perhaps you do not wear it any longer?" + +"Oh, yes;" and Elsa looks down at the large diamond which sparkles like +a dewdrop or a tear near her wedding-ring. + +"Well, you were ashamed, then, not to have thought of me," he +continued, "and then--then you repeated to me, half crying, half +laughing, very tenderly a little childish wish: 'Had I an empire I +would lay it at thy feet, alas, I can offer you nothing but a kiss,' do +you not remember, Elsa?" + +But Elsa only replies coldly, almost mockingly: "It is very long +ago--hm! What does Linda write to you besides that to-day is the 27th?" + +"I have not read all of her letter, read it yourself if you wish," and +with that he hands his wife the letter. + +Elsa at first struggles with herself, but then she reads it, and half +aloud: + + +Dear Erwin:--It is really too charming in you to so kindly gratify my +thoughtless wish. Many, many thanks for the beautiful White Duchess. + +Felix just tells me that to-day is the 27th, a day on which you will +have no pleasure in playing lawn-tennis with me. You might perhaps +force yourself to come so as not to vex me, solitary as I am now. +Therefore I release you from your promise. Kiss Elsa for me, and, with +most cordial greetings, Sincerely yours, Linda Lanzberg. + + +"How well she writes," says Elsa, who is sorry that she can find +nothing to complain of in the letter, and with the firm resolve not to +let her jealousy be perceived in the slightest, she continues: "I +should be sorry if our foolish lovers' traditions should prevent you +from amusing yourself a little, my poor Erwin." She had taken up some +fancy work and seemed to ponder over a difficulty in it. "Pray go over +to Traunberg and invite Linda to dinner Sunday." + +Erwin gazes angrily before him. "You send me away, +Elsa--you--to-day--on our wedding-day?" says he then, slowly. + +She laughs lightly and threads a fresh needle. "Ah! do not be childish, +Erwin," cries she. "It is not suited to our age now." + +He pulls the bell rope violently. "Elsa," he whispers once more before +the servant enters, but with such intolerable cordiality she says, +"Well, Erwin?" that he turns away his head and calls to the servant, +who just then appears, "Tell Franz to saddle my horse." + + + + + XVII. + + +A small room with large windows opening on the park, innumerable +flowers in vases of different forms standing about the room, a perfume +as intoxicating and painfully sweet as poison which gives one death in +a last rapture; on the walls, hung with silver-worked rococo damask, a +few rare pictures, only five or six; two Greuze heads with red-kissed +lips and tear-reddened eyes, eyes which look up to heaven because earth +has deceived them; then a Corot, a spring landscape, where dishevelled +nymphs dance a wild round with dry leaves which winter has left; a +Watteau, in which women, in the bouffant paniers of the time of the +regents, with bared bosoms and hair drawn high up on their heads, touch +glasses of champagne with gallant cavaliers, a picture in which +everything smiles, and which yet makes one deeply mournful; a picture +in which men and women, especially women, seem to have no heart, no +soul, no enjoyment on earth, no belief in heaven; but in deepest +_ennui_ float about like butterflies, tormented by the curse of the +consciousness that their life lasts only from sunrise to sunset; a +Rembrandt, a negress, brutally healthy, bestially stupid, with dull +glance, broad, hungry lips, huge, homely, and wholly satisfied with +herself and creation; about the room soft, inviting furniture; no +dazzling light, pale reddish reflections; draperies in Roman style, +artistic knick-knacks and soft rugs--this is what Erwin finds as, +pushing aside the drawn portieres, he enters Linda's boudoir without +announcement. + +Amid these surroundings she sits at an upright piano, and softly and +dreamily sings an Italian love-song. + +Erwin comes close up to the piano. "Ah!" cries she, springing up. It +would be impossible not to see what unusual pleasure his visit gives +her. Her eyes shine, and a faint blush passes over her cheeks. "Erwin, +did you not receive my letter?" she cries almost shyly, and gives him a +soft hand which trembles and grows warm in his. + +"Certainly," he replies. "It was very nice in you to consider our +foo----" in spite of all the bitterness which for the moment he feels +toward Elsa, he cannot use the byword foolish, and rather says--"little +traditions. I only came for a moment, I----" he hesitates. "Elsa hopes +that you will do us the pleasure of dining with us Sunday." + +"Sunday?" repeats Linda, letting her fingers wander absently in dreamy +preluding over the keys. + +"Have you planned anything else?" asked Erwin, who had meanwhile taken +a very comfortable chair. + +"What should I have planned?" asked she, shrugging her pretty +shoulders. "No, no, I will come gladly. You are very good to me, Erwin, +and I am inexpressibly thankful to you." + +A strangely exaggerated feeling was in her accent, in her moist glance, +and the quick gesture with which she stretched out both hands to him. + +"Where is Felix?" he asked, turning the conversation. + +"Felix is, I believe, over in Lanzberg," she answered. "He has +'something to attend to.' He always has 'something to attend to' when I +expect people," she added, bitterly. "It makes my position so +uncommonly easy, Erwin! Can you account for his behavior? Would you, if +you had once resolved to choose a wife of unequal birth, afterward be +so passionately ashamed of her as Felix is?" + +"How can you talk so foolishly, Linda?" Erwin interrupted the young +wife, uneasily. + +"Foolishly!" Linda shook her head with discouragement. "If you only saw +him! Lately he made a scene before I could be permitted to accept the +Deys' invitation; then, at the last moment, he had a headache, and +expressed the wish that I should join Elsa and go without him." + +"Strange idea to hang this monster in your pretty rococo nest!" cried +Erwin, growing more and more embarrassed, and abruptly changing the +conversation from Felix to the Rembrandt negress. + +"The monster pleases me, I like contrasts--but to return to Felix----" + +"You expect Pistasch and Sempaly, do you not?" + +"They wished to come this evening--alas--I could renounce their +society; to-day I should like greatly to confide in you, Erwin. You are +the only person who is sorry for me." + +There was a pause in the conversation of the two. Without, a murmur +like a sigh of love sounds through the trees, and a few withered +rose-leaves are blown into the room. Erwin's glance rests dreamily upon +the young woman. She pleases him in somewhat the same manner as the +Greuze head on the wall; no, differently--there is always something +dead about a picture. A picture is either a recollection preserved in +colors or a dream, and has the charm of a recollection, of a dream; +while Linda has the charm of a foreboding, of a riddle, and above all +things, the charm of life, of full young life. + +Then a carriage approaches. "Pistasch and Sempaly," cries Erwin, +looking out of the window and seizing his hat. "On Sunday, eh, Linda?" +says he in a tone of farewell. + +"Now you run away from me just like Felix," cries she, pouting. "Please +stay; it is so unpleasant for me to receive young people without a +protector." + +And he stays. + + +"You have come late; we have scarcely three-quarters of an hour of +daylight left." + +With these words, spoken in a very indifferent tone, Linda receives the +young men. "Shall we set about it at once?" she continues. + +The lawn-tennis court is in a broad flat meadow in the park. The ground +is not yet dry from yesterday's rain, still the players are unwearied, +Erwin, after a short time, as animated as the others. He competes +vigorously with Pistasch, whose skill he soon surpasses, and enjoys the +society of the two agreeable and to-day good-tempered young men, who +are both old acquaintances of his. + +Pistasch in old times he has pulled by the ear, paid his youthful +debts, and on holidays taken him away from the Theresanium; with +Scirocco, who is but little younger than Erwin himself, he has taken an +Oriental trip, they were both overturned in the same drag, both raved +over the same dancer, etc. + +Merry reminiscences pass between the players almost as quickly as the +tennis balls, and Linda encourages all these reminiscences most +charmingly; her smile lends a new spice to the play and the +conversation. + +Erwin is of a much too lovable nature, is far too much occupied with +the happiness of others and too little with his own, to think of what +might have been if he had not, for love of Elsa, renounced the world. + +He possesses a decided disinclination for the "if," always looks +straight before him, never behind him. It does not even occur to him +to-day, when he is vexed with Elsa, to complain of the serious monotony +of his life, to philosophize, but he feels well, likes to amuse himself +again, laughs frequently, and is not unsusceptible to the evident wish +to please him which Linda shows. No objection can be found to her +behavior to-day--it is animated without being loud, cordial without +being coquettish. + +The three-quarters of an hour are over, the daylight has become first +pale, then gray, the balls have flown aimlessly, like plump night birds +through the air; they have laughed, ridiculed the opposite side for +their faults, finally lost several balls, and come to the conclusion +that for the present nothing more can be done. + +The players have now assembled for a light supper in the somewhat +gloomy dining-room, from whose walls a few old portraits, gentlemen +with huge wigs and large flowered brocade vests, ladies with wasp +waists and immoderately high powdered coiffures, look down upon them. +The light of the lamps is reflected in the crystal decanters, in which +red and white wine sparkles; the flowers, a mixture of transparent +ribbon-grass and wild roses, move softly in their vases in the middle +of the table, trembling in the night air which streams in through the +open windows. Beautiful fruit shines fresh and inviting, in silver +dishes, and Linda presides, somewhat flushed, cordial and wonderfully +pretty. No annoying servants disturb the pleasant little repast. + +Pistasch behaves like the perfect gentleman which he is when he does +not consider it his duty to be a perfect boor, or does not take +pleasure in representing a perfect street Arab. He entertains the +little circle by gay anecdotes, is attentive without impertinence to +the hostess. + +Scirocco, more serious in manner, nevertheless laughs at his cousin's +jokes, and often interposes a witty little remark. + +Erwin is as gay as the two others, but from time to time, however, his +conscience reminds him that this is not the place for him, and that it +is time for him to return home. "But can I leave my young sister-in-law +alone with the two men?" he calms his inconvenient conscience. +"Impossible!" He must wait for Felix to return. + +That Kamenz and Sempaly, well-bred as both are, and with no cause for +importunity, would both leave as soon as he should start, he does not +tell himself. + +Then a carriage rolls up to the castle. Linda rises to go to the +window. "Felix!" she cries in her clear, childish voice. No answer +follows. Her eyes become gloomy, she listens, evidently listens to see +whether he will go to his room without appearing to his guests. Then a +dragging, stumbling step is heard in the corridor. "Felix!" cries +Linda, excitedly and imperiously. + +The door opens, Felix enters, he stumbles into the dining-room, his +face is red and swollen, his eyes have a watery look, his knees bend at +every step, and a repulsive flabbiness is betrayed in his whole form. + +"You have guests?" he says, thickly. + +"Sit down, you are not well," cries Erwin, seizing the staggering man +by the arm, and forcing him into a chair. + +"No--but--the----" begins Felix, and breaks off, not able to finish the +sentence. + +A pause ensues. The little company seem paralyzed with alarm and +disgust. Then Sempaly rises. "We thank you for a very pleasant evening, +Baroness," he turns politely to Linda, and he and his cousin withdraw. + +Linda is as white as the table-cloth. "Come, Felix, lie down," says +Erwin to his brother-in-law, whose condition he does not wish to expose +to the impertinent curiosity of servile lackeys. + +"A cigar," murmurs Felix, excusing himself like all drunkards. + +"Come;" Erwin urges him more sharply. Felix is about to make some +reply, when he discovers his wife, turns his head away, and trembling +throughout his entire frame, lets himself be taken to his room without +resistance. + +When Erwin returns to the dining-room to bid farewell to Linda, he +finds her still deathly pale, with gloomy eyes, sitting in the same +place. + +"Linda, you are wrong to take this so seriously," says he, softly and +consolingly; "it is really often an accident, a glass of poor wine----" + +At his first kind word she has burst into tears. "It is not the first +time," she replies, with difficulty restraining her tears. "Ah! if +it--if it was only because the wine went to his head or--but no--a year +ago he was the most temperate man in the world--it began in London. It +cannot all be my fault. What is the matter with him? My God! What is +concealed from me?" + +A new light dawns upon Erwin's mind; Linda's lack of tact is excused; a +boundless pity overcomes him. + +At a violent motion of her pretty head her hair has become loosened and +now hangs in silken splendor over her shoulders. + +"Calm yourself, fasten up your hair, be prudent, my poor little +sister-in-law!" says Erwin. Softly and involuntarily, as one would do +to a child, he strokes the hair back from her temples. + +She tries to fasten it up, but suddenly she lets her arms sink, and +looking directly at Erwin out of moist but not disfigured eyes, she +whispers, "I cannot reach so high, and do not wish to be seen thus by +my maid--it would be strange." + +"Can I help you?" + +She nods. Simply, but without undue haste or uneasiness, he twists the +beautiful hair, fastens it firmly as one who is accustomed to perform +such services. She keeps her head covered, breathes regularly, deeply, +audibly--accidentally he touches her little glowing ear, then she +starts. A clock strikes. "Half past ten!" cries Erwin, startled. "Good +night, Baroness; poor Elsa will not know how to explain my absence," +and he rushes out. + +"Your horse must be saddled," says Linda, but he does not return--a few +minutes later she hears him galloping rapidly away. "When he thinks of +his wife he always calls me Baroness," she murmurs to herself with a +peculiar smile. + + +An hour later Erwin knocks at his wife's door. "Who is it?" an +indifferent, sleepy voice asks from within. + +"I." + +"Ah, you, Erwin!" Elsa unlocks the door, and comes out in the corridor, +where only a single lamp breaks the darkness. + +"Have you anything particular to ask me?" says she, and her feverish +sparkling eyes contradict the indifferent voice. + +"Nothing," he whispers, softly. "I merely could not resolve to retire +without having bid you good night; I felt that you must be still awake. +Do you insist upon receiving me in the corridor?" he asks, smilingly, +as she has closed the door behind her. + +"The baby is asleep," replies Elsa, coldly, rubbing her eyes with +ostentation. + +"My voice will not wake her," he says, softly, taking Elsa's hand. +"Elsa, my dear pouting Elsa, forgive me," he whispers. "I had no right +to be angry and run away, merely because you were intolerable. It has +been a horrid day, let it at least have a good ending!" + +He sees how she trembles, how she blushes, and tenderly he takes her +thin little face between both hands. Then, then she changes color, her +eyes open in wild horror, and she starts back from him with a gesture +of decided aversion, but quickly collecting herself, and forcing +herself to smile, she gives him her hand and says, "Good night!" + +How she has pained him! Is her love dead? He cannot understand her +manner. How could he? He does not notice that on his hands, in his +clothes has remained the peculiar perfume which a gallant diplomat had +brought Linda from Constantinople. + + + + + XVIII. + + +"One cannot please people," sighs Pistasch, several days after the +lawn-tennis party, while, cigar between his teeth, a hat adorned with a +cock's plume on the back of his head, his smoking jacket open over his +broad chest, he tries to solve a difficult problem in billiards. "One +cannot please people." + +"Hm! I think this sentence belonged to Solomon's _repertoire_ of +phrases," grumbles Sempaly, who, stretched out in a deep arm-chair, is +looking over an old _Revue des Deux Mondes_. + +"Solomon! Solomon!" says Pistasch, clutching his soft golden hair. "Was +not that the Jew in the Leopoldstadt, whose money rate was so cheap, +only three per cent, _per mese_?" + +Count Kamenz considers it "chic" to have forgotten his Bible history. + +"Do not make yourself out stupider than you are," Scirocco admonishes +him. "We can be quite satisfied without that." + +"Thanks, you see one can never please people," repeats Pistasch, +shrugging his shoulders in droll despair. "After the sacrificial meal, +Mimi rejoices me with a remark upon my stiffness to the Lanzberg. I +show the latter much-calumniated beauty some slight attention and +accept an invitation to lawn-tennis at her house. Mimi reproaches me +concerning my morals. In order to satisfy her demands I yesterday +paid court to a sixteen-year-old dove; she reproaches me for +my inconsequence, says with feeling, 'One does not trifle with +love!'--there, it sounds as if it were a bit from a play." Pistasch +turns to Sempaly. + +"Yes, it is the title of a play in which at the end some one is +stabbed," says Scirocco, looking up from his reading. + +"Thank you, Rudi; one can always learn from you," assures Pistasch. + +"You are the first who has discovered that--I pity you," replies +Sempaly, sarcastically. + +"Surely not because I am weak in history and literature," says +Pistasch, phlegmatically. "Bah! if one of us only knows who he is, he +knows what he needs." + +"Yes, everything else would only confuse him," says Scirocco, +seriously. + +"Precisely," answers Pistasch, coolly. He now sits on the corner of the +billiard table, both hands in his pockets, in the large room with its +faded leather furniture. "But confess that your sister maltreats me, +after I have tried so hard to please her." + +"Too hard, perhaps," says Scirocco, and looks gloomily at his cousin. +Is the latter the only one who does not perceive that the Countess +would prefer to preserve him in a cage, secure from the attacks of +audacious women and mothers? "'_Ce sont toujour les concessions qui ont +perdu les grands hommes_,' Philippe Egalite remarked on his way to +execution," he continues, and takes his cousin's ostentatious _naivete_ +for what it is really worth. + +"That might be called forcing history," cries Rhoeden, entering at this +moment, and hearing the last phrase. + +"Who was Philippe Egalite?" asks Pistasch, with unembarrassed--yes, +boasted ignorance. + +"A man who, in order to make himself loved by the masses, voted for the +death of his cousin, the king, made himself riding trousers of the +_ancien regime_, and was beheaded by the masses by way of thanks." + +"Ah! my historical knowledge is extensively widened--but if I only knew +to whom to make love!" + +"_Il y avait une fois un seducteur qui cherchait de l'ouvrage_," +remarks Eugene. + +"_Je crois Men qu'il cherchait!_" yawns Pistasch. "Really, it is not +only on Mimi's and morality's account that I do not dare try it with +the Lanzberg--but she is so magnificently prudish! Now I do not object +to a little prudishness, that is piquant, but quite so much! Recently +she, for really nothing at all----" + +"Ah, really, for nothing at all?" repeats Scirocco, looking sharply at +his cousin. + +"Well, not exactly for nothing at all," the latter admits, grumblingly, +"but on my word, for a very slight cause, she gave me a dissertation +upon her dignity, and that she felt bound to keep the honorable name +which she bears spotless." + +"She is quite right," declares Sempaly, sharply. + +Pistasch laughs rudely. "Well, Rudi, between ourselves, it is +nevertheless a little droll to think so much of this name, to boast of +its spotlessness--hm!" + +Rhoeden displays the indifference of a man who knows that the +conversation is upon delicate subjects, and retires to a window recess, +where he unfolds a letter. A servant enters and reports that "The +Countess begs the Baron to come to the music-room," whereupon Rhoeden +vanishes. + +Scarcely has the door closed behind him when Scirocco bursts out +violently: "You are a muttonhead, Pistasch; the little banker is a +hundred times cleverer than you." + +"He needs it," says Pistasch, coolly. + +"Can you not be silent before him?" Scirocco attacks him. + +"No," replies Pistasch, lazily; "I have never accustomed myself to +keeping secrets; respectable people have no secrets. Besides, Lanzberg +begins to be fairly unbearable, his manner has become so unsteady, so +nervous; he no longer finishes a single sentence correctly, has not an +opinion of his own, and crouches like a whipped dog. He makes me +nervous." + +"Are you of stone, have you no heart?" cries Scirocco. + +"I am under no obligations to Lanzberg," grumbles Pistasch, very +defiantly. "I----" + +"Yes, you would be ashamed to protect him a little," says Scirocco, +cuttingly. "Recently when L---- remarked to you that you seemed to +associate with Lanzberg a great deal, you replied, 'Yes, he has a +pretty wife!' Really, Pistasch, at that moment, in my eyes, you stood +morally lower than poor Felix." + +"Really," Pistasch imitates his cousin's tragic tone, "I think I have +blundered into an educational institution! Lectures and nothing but +lectures! First you, then Mimi. How you can permit yourself to compare +me with a man like a 'certain Lanzberg.'" + +"Do not talk yourself into useless heat, my dear fellow," says +Scirocco, laying his hand on his shoulder. "At present I feel just as +inclined to fight a duel with you as I should to cut my own brother's +throat. Consider a little and you will come to the conclusion that you +are in the wrong." + +Scirocco leaves the billiard-room. For a while Pistasch pushes the +ivory balls over the green table with furious zeal, then he throws +himself irritably into an arm-chair. + +Yes, he feels plainly that he is in the wrong, but he cannot resolve to +change his behavior to Felix. He might at least avoid him, but just +now, because and in defiance of Linda's prudishness, he does not wish +to. His prejudice against Linda was nothing but arrogant affectation, +but his antipathy to Felix is sincere; it almost resembles that +aversion which many egoistic men feel for one mortally ill. + +Rhoeden spends an hour in teaching the Countess--a totally unmusical +woman who does not know a note, has no feeling for rhythm, but +possesses a good voice and a great desire to shine in that +direction--twelve bars of a new Italian romance of Tosti. + +He goes his little way, pursues his little aim, and will attain it. +Only two years ago young aristocrats invited him exclusively to stag +parties, hunts, etc.; then Count F---- wrote a little operetta for a +society tenor. The tenor, a young diplomat, after the first rehearsal +of the operetta was transferred to Constantinople--universal +consternation. They had about resolved to surrender the operetta, which +was to be performed for a charitable object, to a professional when +Pistasch proposed his old Theresanium comrade, Eugene. Eugene, with his +unusually beautiful voice, sang the little role charmingly; all were +delighted with his singing, his graceful acting. At one stroke he +became the fashion. + +His passion for Linda, Eugene had long buried under his worldly egoism; +he was glad that he had been prevented from the foolishness of a +marriage with her. He planned quite a different match, made use of his +opportunities, and meanwhile was in no hurry. He knew very well on what +footing he stood with society, knew that they wished to fasten upon him +Countess Fifi R----, who was red-haired and somewhat hump-backed, or +even Countess Clarisse, who was scrofulous and had been much gossiped +about, knew it and laughed at it. He was still young and could wait. + +Social vanity was his religion, the world his god, to whom, however, he +did not pay such passionate, credulous homage as Linda, for example, +but always with an ironical smile on his lips. + +After he had gone through the romance with the Countess for perhaps a +hundred times, had finally taught her text, melody, and even a +sentimental mordent, and is now dismissed from duty, Eugene looks into +the billiard-room again before he goes to his own room, and finds +Pistasch, between thick clouds of smoke, occupied with a tschibouk. + +"Do I disturb you?" he asks, gayly. + +"Oh, heavens, no! I have long been weary of my own society," sighs +Pistasch with feeling. + +"I have an amusing bit of news for you, Pistasch," continues Rhoeden, +approaching him. "My uncle Harfink"--Eugene always speaks of his +relations in a mocking tone, somewhat as one kind of cripples speak of +their humps--"my uncle Harfink--you remember his first wife, whom you +knew, is dead--well, he has married again!" + +"Wish him much happiness," replies Pistasch, who does not see why that +should interest him particularly. + +"He has married, and none other than the famous Juanita," says Rhoeden, +with the calmness of a virtuoso who is sure of his effect. + +Pistasch drops his pipe, springs up from his armchair. +"Harfink--married--Juanita, the----" he interrupts himself. + +"Yes," says Rhoeden, calmly, "the same Juanita who in her day ruined +poor Lanzberg." + +"Hm! So you know the story?" asks Pistasch, breathing freely in the +consciousness that now all discretion is unnecessary. + +"It will go no further through me," Rhoeden assures him solemnly. "But +is not that delightful? My uncle writes me that he has married the +aforesaid celebrity, and as his digestion is still not as good as it +might be, they have gone to Marienbad for their wedding trip. He begs +me to reconcile his daughter to his step, and to find out what kind of +a reception his wife may expect in Traunberg. Piquant, eh? Very +piquant!" + +A shrill bell announces lunch. + +"Rudi! Mimi!" cries Pistasch, rushing into the dining-room, where both +these, together with Elli and Mademoiselle, are assembled, "old Harfink +has married the Juanita, and has gone to Marienbad for his wedding +trip. Is not that magnificent, is not that famous?" + + + + + XIX. + + +"A Modern Donna Elvira!" This sarcastic nickname originated at the time +when the charming Privy Councellor Dey, whose wife we are acquainted +with, was still alive. Count Dey was a red-haired gnome, who was +continually mistaken for his own tutor which, as the facetious Pistasch +maintained with conviction to this day, was very annoying to the tutor. +Besides, Count Dey was eighteen years older than his wife, who, if not +beautiful, was still uncommonly attractive, and still the poor woman +embittered her young life with the most painful jealousy, followed her +husband about distrustfully, accompanied him on the briefest visits of +inspection to his estates, shivering and heroic, shared with him the +cold inconveniences of his grouse hunt in the Tyrol. The world +maliciously delighted in the industry with which she defended her +rights, and also in the fact that, in spite of her astonishing and +extensive precautions, she was continually deceived by her red-haired +spouse. + +Mimi Dey now served as a warning example for Elsa. She, Elsa, had not +the slightest wish to undertake the role of the "modern Donna Elvira," +and expose herself to universal mockery. Therefore she concealed her +jealousy from Erwin with Spartan self-control, and smiled with the most +charming loftiness, while the poisonous mistrust tore her bosom as +pitilessly as the young fox tore the brave little Lacedaemonian. + +When, the day after the lawn-tennis party, Erwin remorsefully sought +the cause of her changed manner in his own behavior, and after he had +tried to drive away her displeasure by a thousand loving attentions, +put his arm around her and whispered to her softly: "Elsa, confess why +you were so angry with me yesterday--only because I stayed away so +long?" Frightened that he had so nearly touched upon her secret, she +displayed the most arrogant indifference. + +"You surely do not think that I am vexed if you amuse yourself with +Linda a little?" she replied, with an irritating smile. "I am glad that +you have found a little amusement, my poor Erwin," she continued. + +He looked at her in some surprise. "Yes, but then I do not +understand----" he murmured. "What is the real matter with you?--does +anything worry you?---tell me--two can bear it more easily." + +"No, no, I have nothing to tell," she replied, hastily. "Nothing at +all--I am tired, not very well." + +"Yes, that you decidedly are not," he admitted, and anxiously +scrutinized her thin cheeks and the dark shadows under her eyes. "We +must consult a physician." + +"We consulted him four weeks ago," she answered, "and he advised me to +drink Louisen-Quelle, and I drink Louisen-Quelle." She folded her hands +resignedly over her breast, with an expression as if to say how little +faith she had in Louisen-Quelle, and how indifferent her health was to +her. + +"Perhaps a trip to the sea-shore would do you good," proposed Erwin. + +"Could you go away now?" she asked, apparently calmly, but with her +heart full of distrust. + +"Now? Hardly! But you could take Miss Sidney and Litzi with you, or, as +far as I am concerned, both children." + +"With the necessary servants that would cost a good deal," replies +Elsa, discouragingly. + +"Well, we are not quite such beggars that we need think of that when it +is a question of your health," he cries, almost angry. "We have saved +long enough and can now spend something. Decide upon Cowes; perhaps I +can join you there later." + +For a while she gazes silently and gloomily before her, then a slight +shudder runs over her. + +"Elsa! You seriously alarm me!" cries Erwin: "something must be done!" + +"Yes, certainly; I will go to Cowes," she decides, as if it was a +decision to let herself be bound upon the wheel, then she turns her +head to look at an approaching carriage. "Oh, Linda," she cries, and +her voice betrays absolutely nothing, not even antipathy to her +sister-in-law, and Erwin begs, "Be a little good to her--for Felix's +sake. She needs women friends and has none but you." + +These naive words may give the impression that Erwin is very obtuse. +But he certainly was not, only his knowledge of human nature was always +bounded by a great good-will, his keen sight blinded by good-nature. +He possessed a true passion for making every one who came near him +happy, and also the impractical habit of never thinking evil of his +fellow-men, except when he absolutely could not otherwise. + +Therefore he saw to-day in Linda's visit nothing but a praiseworthy +wish of coming nearer to Elsa. + +Linda wore a very simple gown, which was very becoming to her; she had +brought a work-basket, and sewed almost the whole time of her visit +upon a little collar for Gery which had a very exemplary appearance. +She made the most modest and tender attempts to be friends with Elsa, +and without the slightest touch of familiarity, took a tone of +comradeship towards Erwin which pleased him greatly--perhaps so much +the more as a charming, childlike smile accompanied this tone, and the +merriest little stories. + +When evening had already become night, and Felix had still not +appeared, as Linda seemed to have expected, to fetch her, and she +confessed that she was afraid to return alone with her groom only, in +the low pony carriage, Erwin good-naturedly escorted her on horseback +to Traunberg. + +This was really unwelcome to him, but Elsa suspected the contrary, and +as he had not the common habit of afterwards complaining of his +obligingness, she remained of the same opinion. She herself had behaved +perfectly charmingly to Linda. No one could have suspected that +jealousy could smile so! No one--but Linda. + +And how she triumphed! how flattered vanity quivered in her every +fibre, and how the drive home with Erwin amused her! + +She drove herself, and really she did not overdrive the ponies. + +Around them was the sultry, gloomy charm of the summer night. +Long-drawn sighs and sweetly monotonous murmurs passed through the +trees, the short grass trembled as if caressed by invisible hands. From +time to time a glow-worm shot through the gray air like a falling star. + +"How beautiful!" said Linda to herself. + +"Yes, charming!" Erwin admitted, and secretly looked at his watch. + +In spite of the fact that he galloped home at a very sharp pace, it was +midnight before he arrived there, which confirmed Elsa's strange idea. + +Almost every evening after tea Erwin was accustomed to read aloud to +his wife, and this had originated in their honeymoon, when Erwin, very +young, very much in love, still shyly coquetted with his little +talents. + +He read well, and liked to read, and Elsa had until now always looked +forward to the confidential chat, the happy fact of being alone +together, which was a part of the reading hour, and both did not know +which they really preferred: the wild, stormy winter evenings, in which +Elsa sat as near the fireplace as possible, and contrary to his +sensible prohibition, held one foot at a time over the glowing coals, +until he stopped reading, and crouching on a stool, took the little +feet from their light house slippers, and rubbed them warm between his +hands; or the mild, fragrant summer evenings, when Elsa, gazing through +the window at the sky, often interrupted the bitter earnestness of St. +Simon, or the graceful bitterness of Voltaire, and with childish joy +signalled a shooting star, and as Erwin laughingly asked her whether +she had availed herself of the opportunity to wish something very +beautiful, softly, with lips close to his ear, whispered, "Oh, yes, +that it may always be so." + +Usually he read serious books aloud, but sometimes he brought the old +Musset which had accompanied him on his wedding journey, and then they +vied with each other in gay recollections of their honeymoon, and +laughed when they came to verses the meaning of which had been dark to +her, and had made her ask the most remarkable questions. They +contradicted each other animatedly as to who had the most faithful +memory for every foolish, tender jest, and Elsa, whose remembrance +exceeded his, faintly whispered softly, "Do you see I have not let a +single joy be lost out of my life. I have laid-them all away for my old +days." + +The day after Linda's visit, Elsa made no move to leave the +drawing-room when Erwin asked her softly, "How about our Mahon?" (they +were just then reading this knightly pedant's English history), but +replied discouragingly, "I am going to retire early this evening," and +engaged Miss Sidney in a conversation upon English philanthropy. + +Erwin smoked a cigarette, glanced over a paper, finally, looking out of +the window, remarked that it was a beautiful moonlight night and he was +going shooting, kissed Elsa's forehead, bowed to Miss Sidney, and was +about to leave the room when from Elsa's lips came anxiously: + +"But----!" + +"Do you want anything?" + +"Are you going to take any one with you?" + +"Why?" asked he, and raised his eyebrows; then suddenly laughing aloud +he added, "Would you perhaps like to accompany me, mouse? The night is +mild, I will find you an easy path; we need not go far." + +She hesitated, only for a moment she hesitated. She had formerly often +gone with him; he had bought her a small rifle, and with anxious +carefulness taught her to shoot, and as long as her health was good +enough they had often hunted gayly together like good comrades. Why +must just now Mimi Dey and the grouse hunt in the Tyrol come to her +mind? + +"Thank you, I dare not venture out in the dew;" thus politely, but +without a trace of warmth she refused his good-natured offer, and he +shrugged his shoulders slightly and vanished. + +English philanthropy suddenly lost all interest for Elsa. She took +leave of Miss Sidney quite absently, and went to her room which, since +baby's existence, she had shared with the delicate little creature. She +passed two tormenting hours; she was tortured by the most nonsensical +fancies; she thought only of poachers and assassins; she did not close +her eyes until she heard Erwin's step creep thoughtfully, softly past +her door, but at least she had not been like Mimi Dey. + +Sempaly and Pistasch had accepted the invitation to dine in Steinbach +on the Sunday for which Linda was invited. Elsa had been able to secure +no ladies. Never had Linda been more beautiful than on this Sunday. She +wore a dazzling toilet; "from Worth," she replied, in explanation to +some polite remark which Elsa had made upon her dress. "From Worth, but +I had to change it entirely. I cannot bear Worth any longer; he is too +American. And how do you like my gown, Erwin?" she turned to him. + +"Linda, you surely are not trying to make me think that you care +anything about the taste of such a rusty hayseed as I am!" cried he, +laughingly. + +"Ah, you know very well that you are the only one, yes, the only one on +God's earth from whom I will accept fault-finding," answered Linda, and +putting her arm around Elsa's neck, she whispered in the latter's ear, +"Your husband has bewitched me, Elsa. If I did not wish you the best of +everything, I really could envy you him." + +Oh, the serpent! She feels very well that Elsa shivers in her arms, and +she is happy. + +During the dinner Elsa suffered fearful torments. Monosyllabic she sat +between Scirocco, who, more quiet and melancholy than usual, did not +help her to talk, and Pistasch who, gazing at Linda, forgot to talk. +Linda, on the contrary, chatted unweariedly, entertained the whole +table with her odd little stories, and knew how to absorb Erwin so +deeply by her artfully naive flatteries and carefully veiled coquetries +that he, the most polite man in the world, scarcely found time to +address a few pleasant phrases to the Englishwoman who, for the sake of +symmetry, sat at his left. + +After dinner Linda sang. Erwin accompanied her, and Pistasch lost his +tongue with enthusiasm, except for the three words, "Superb! +magnificent! delicious!" which he burst forth with again and again, +gasping for breath. + +Elsa, who took no interest in French chansonnettes, and Sempaly, who +did not care to hear them rendered by respectable women, or those who +at least should be so, stood together in a window recess half chatting, +half silent, like people who know and understand each other well. But +suddenly Scirocco was silent, his glance wandered to Felix, who sat in +the darkest corner of the drawing-room, and in order to give himself +countenance, stroked Erwin's great hunting-dog. A little rattle of +glasses had attracted Sempaly's notice. He went up to Felix, and after +he had spoken a few words to him returned with him to Elsa. Elsa was +frightened at sight of her brother. His cheeks were flushed to his +forehead, the features swollen, the eyes shining as in one who has a +severe fever. + +When everything had become quiet again in Steinbach, and Elsa was alone +with Erwin in the drawing-room, she went to the table from which +Sempaly had brought Felix away, and discovered there the _corpus +delicti_ in the shape of a half-emptied flask of Chartreuse. + +"Ah!" cried she shuddering, and turned to Erwin. "Do you know the +latest?--Felix drinks!" + +Erwin lowered his head. "Drinks--drinks!" he murmured with +embarrassment but excusingly. "You must not call it that exactly; it is +not yet so bad!" + +"You--you seem to have known it," cried Elsa, staring at him. He looked +away. + +Elsa paces twice through the room, her arms crossed on her breast. Her +short, unequal breaths can be heard. Then she stops before Erwin; the +blood has rushed to her cheeks, and causes there two uneven red spots +under her eyes. Her hatred for Linda suddenly bursts forth. "Oh, this +repulsive, ordinary, tactless person! How deeply she has dragged him +down!" she says, with set teeth. + +Erwin, to whom the cause of this unlovely and immoderate anger is +wholly inexplicable, is displeasedly silent. This irritates Elsa still +more, and in an even more unpleasant tone she continues, "Well, do you, +perhaps, doubt that she and only she has ruined Felix by her incredible +lack of tact?" + +For the first time since Erwin has known his wife he lost patience with +her, and shrugging his shoulders, replied, "I find it hard to expect +tact from a person who does not suspect the complicated difficulties of +her position." + +"Erwin!--Erwin!--you--you surely do not believe that Felix would have +married Linda without telling her of his circumstances?" She was now +quite pale again, she trembled, her voice sounded weak and hoarse. He +was terribly sorry for her, at this moment he would have given +everything to be silent. He took refuge in vague phrases. "A mere +suspicion--I spoke without thinking." + +But Elsa shook her head; an indescribable pain curved her lips. "No, +Erwin," cried she, "you may not be the demi-god whom for nine years I +have worshiped in you, but you are not capable of saying anything so +degrading about my brother upon a mere suspicion. From whom do you know +that?" + +She stood before him, drawn up to her full height, and looked him in +the eyes with an expression which one could not lie to. + +"I judge so from questions which she has asked me," he stammers, and +immediately adds, hastily, "Certainly Felix would not purposely have +concealed the affair from her; he may have told her mother----" + +"That is all the same," interrupts Elsa. "His action remains +unanswerable, for the first as well as the second time. Erwin, you poor +man, into what a family have you married! Why would you have me? I did +not wish it--I knew that it would be for no good." She is almost beside +herself. + +"No good! Think of the nine years which we leave behind us," he +replies, gently. + +"Think of the twenty, thirty years which we have before us," cries she. +"The sacrifice which you made for me was too great." + +"I know of no sacrifice," he replies, warmly. "It is pure childishness +which makes you bring that up again. Once for all, Elsa, I would not +exchange a life at your side for the most brilliant career--to which, +besides, I could scarcely have been called." With these words he goes +up to her, and lays his hand gently under her chin to raise her face to +his, but she breaks loose from him. + +"I thank you," says she, with hateful mockery. She thought of the +thousand pretty speeches and charming attentions with which he had +satisfied Linda's greedy vanity to-day. She was sick with suppressed +jealousy. The bright light which Erwin's communication threw upon +Linda's whole manner, and which so excused Linda, and on the other +hand, so lowered Felix, mingled a new pain in all her morbid feelings. +She literally no longer knew what she said, her voice became more and +more cutting: "I thank you," she repeated. "You are very polite, you +have a particular talent for politeness, you are the most charming man +I know, but--but, I am sorry you had your way at that time." + +"Sorry, Elsa? For God's sake take that back," cried he. The pain +which she had caused him was too deep for him to consider how much of +her words were to be ascribed to true conviction, and what to her +over-excited nerves. + +She shook her head obstinately. "Yes, I am sorry," she continued in her +insensate speech. "At that time you could not live without me"--she +spoke very bitterly--"yes, you would have been unhappy without me--a +month, perhaps a year--who knows?--but then you would have consoled +yourself, and it would have been better for you and for me. Good +night!" and with head held high, with rigid face and trembling limbs +she tottered out of the room. + + + + + X. + + +Marienbad at six o'clock in the morning. + +The air is still fresh and fragrant, the long, slanting sunbeams fall +between the damp coolness of the woody shadows. The guests crowd along +the narrow spring walk, their glasses in their hands. They form a line +before the spring after they have emptied their goblets, considerately +turn and conscientiously take exercise. + +The sand beneath their feet, moist with the night dew, is of a dark +reddish color. On the leaves of the graceful trees sparkle little drops +of dew like finest enamel. In the turf which borders the sand walk +great drops shine like diamonds. A white mist, too transparent to be +called a fog, fills the distance. Thicker and thicker the guests crowd +around the spring. + +Marienbad is overfull this year. Pleased landlords rub their fat hands, +and push up prices to a most unheard-of amount. Guests who have omitted +to engage rooms by telegraph can find no decent accommodations, seek +shelter in the most miserable private houses, offer gold mines to +shoemakers, tailors and glove-makers for one room. A whole excursion +trainful pass the night in the waiting-room. + +The daughter of some reigning family, travelling incognito under the +name "Comtesse Stip," has engaged the greatest part of the largest +hotel for herself and her little prince in Scottish costume. A swarm of +distinguished moths from every country has followed the princely light, +and a crowd of _parvenus_, like a swarm of insects of the night, has +followed the moths, who pass their time in Marienbad bandying strangely +unselfish compliments. + +The famous Vienna artists play every evening in the stuffy theatre; +princesses and dramatic _coryphees_ meet each other on the spring +promenade. + +To-day a new animation is displayed by the spring pilgrims. All gaze at +a couple who have this morning appeared for the first time upon the +promenade. The aristocratic curiosity seems even more awakened than the +plebeian, and all the thirty or forty pairs of eyes of Marienbad +"society" are fixed upon the same spot--upon the knight of Harfink and +his young wife. + +"That is the Juanita, the Carini; how badly she is dressed, how fat she +has grown, how homely!" goes from mouth to mouth. "And not even an +artistic temperament--a woman who could be sensible enough to marry a +'checked' iron founder. When she sees Lanzberg--how he must feel!" Thus +says society. Meanwhile, not noticing the voices hissing around her, +Juanita, the widowed Marchesa Carini, upright and stiff, with the +consequential manner of a retired dancer, walks between the knightly +Harfink and his son, beaming with pride and satisfaction. + +How she looked fifteen years ago, at the time when she so fatally +crossed the path of life of Felix Lanzberg, it would be difficult to +determine. Today she looks like all elderly Spaniards, who to our +unpractised northern eyes resemble each other almost as much as elderly +negresses. + +An immoderately fleshy form, not very tall, with high bust, and +unnaturally compressed waist, the hands tiny, like accidental +appendages to her fat arms, the feet still incomparably beautiful, but +too short to support the huge figure, the gait waddling, the face +yellow and fat, mouth, eyes, and nose almost hidden by a pair of +enormous cheeks--that is Juanita. + +She who, in her day, had worn the bandeaux of her nation coming down +over her ears, now, probably because this manner of wearing the hair +seems to her peasant-like, wears the hair drawn back from her withered +temples, falling in black ringlets on her forehead, a hat on the back +of her head, a green silk gown and diamonds. Her tiny shoes and +stockings are the only parts of her costume which are faultless. The +former, charming little black satin affairs, the latter of open-work +black silk. In consequence of this, she wears her gown short beyond all +bound in front, which increases the width of the whole appearance. + +She continually exchanges the most tender, loving glances with her +husband, and a happy honeymoon smile illumines her yellow face when he +addresses her. + +As she uses the cure with the same conscientiousness as he, she stands +beside him at the spring. Little Comtesse L----, a lively lady whom +nothing escapes, asserts that every time before emptying her goblet, +Juanita coquettishly hits it against that of the "retired iron +founder." + +The "checked iron founder" is a name given Mr. von Harfink on account +of his immoderate preference for striking green and blue checked +clothes. For two weeks Juanita has borne his name--for two weeks he has +known how badly he really fared under Susanna's rule. + +The aforesaid Susanna had died a year after Linda's marriage. Linda, +who at that time had not fully recovered from Gery's birth, expressed +no wish to go to Vienna for her mother's burial or her father's +consolation. Mr. von Harfink had been left to bear the heavy loss +alone. + +At the funeral Baron von Harfink shed many tears into a black-bordered +handkerchief, and displayed all the symptoms of honest emotion; after +the funeral he fell into a condition of silent apathy. The flame which +had given light to his mind was extinguished, all was dark within him. +He felt like an actor of poor memory whose excellent prompter has died. + +About a week after the catastrophe, his nearest relatives assembled at +a dinner in his house, with the good-natured view of diverting him. He +sat in their midst, silently bent over his plate. They had adjourned to +the drawing-room for coffee, and still he had not spoken a word. + +"The poor fellow! it has gone harder with him than we thought," the +relatives whispered to each other. Then stretching himself comfortably +in an arm-chair, and rubbing his stomach, he began, "Ah! things have +not tasted so good to me as they did to-day for a long time." + +The feeling of an immense relief had awakened in him. No longer to be +afraid of making stupid remarks, no longer, when he had put on his +favorite checked vest, to be reproved with, "Anton, your vest insults +my aesthetic feeling," or, when he had given himself up to the +comfortable enjoyment of a favorite dish, to be frightened with, +"Anton, a day-laborer is nothing in comparison with you;" to be forced +to listen to no more articles from the _Rundschau_ and the _Revue des +Deux Mondes_,--it was very pleasant. + +Scarcely had Susanna been three weeks in her grave, when Mr. von +Harfink stopped the subscriptions to the _Revue_ and its German cousin, +the _Rundschau_, retired to his estate, played nine-pins with his +brewer and cook, and in his shirt sleeves, ordered those new checked +plush vests, and ruined his stomach three times a week. + +Soon he displayed the most peculiar matrimonial intentions. He made +love to the former companion of his deceased wife, an elderly spinster +with thin hair and a very deep feeling for a blond theology student +who, at that time in Magdeberg, sued for her hand. + +The improbable occurred; the companion refused the knight and his three +millions, although after his death a settlement of seven hundred +thousand guldens was assured her. + +The family was astonished at this unexpected unselfishness, and from +thankfulness, and to prevent the romantic maiden from changing her mind +later, married her to her student, with a splendid dowry. + +After they had met this model of prudence, the relations wrung their +hands. If the charms of a forty-year-old, half bald companion had +almost brought him to the altar, how should they protect him from a +_mesalliance_? + +Only by the sharpest oversight was Mr. von Harfink prevented from +marrying his housekeeper. Fearful conflicts burst forth on his +estate--the castle became an inn. + +"Susie must have been cleverer than I accredited her with being," once +remarked Eugene von Rhoeden, who indifferently looked on upon his +relative's movements. "It certainly takes skill to govern the +rhinoceros. None of you equal her!" + +At length the relatives were weary, and left Baron von Harfink to the +guidance of his son, that is, to his fate. Raimund was far too much +engaged in cultivating his high C to watch his father. The poor young +man, who had been destined by his mother to be a genius, at this time +suffered from deep depression. He had failed everywhere--at the +university, on the stage, finally in literature. + +After long efforts, he had obtained an engagement in a Bohemian +watering-place, and under the stage name of Remondo Monte-chiaro, had +sung Raoul in a beautiful pale violet costume of real silk velvet. + +The audience hissed and laughed; he sprained his ankle by the leap from +the window, and appeared no more. + +Then he prepared a comedy which fell through in P----, an accident +which he attributed to the lack of cultivation of the audience there; +then he wrote essays upon the love affair of George Sand and Alfred de +Musset, the murder of the ambassador at Rastadt, and the Iron Mask. + +These effusions were published in a Vienna paper. The superficial +public found the themes old, and did not read the articles. The +intimate friends of the author read the first five sentences, had the +satisfaction of discovering a grammatical error therein, and as, with +the malice with which friendship meets every young striver, they sought +nothing else in the articles, they laid them aside, satisfied. Raimund +felt deeply wounded. The world seemed to him nothing more than an +immense porcupine, which, with all its quills of prejudice, repelled +his genius. + +He passed his days in gloomy brooding--then a message from his humorous +cousin, Eugene von Rhoeden, in Venice, waked him. + +"Help what can be helped," he wrote. "He is going courting again; this +time it is in earnest." + +Yes, it was in earnest. + +In Marienbad, the year before, he had first made her acquaintance; he +had followed her to Venice. She had there, under the name Juanita, +tried to obliterate the reputation of Pepita. Later she had borne the +name of a Marchese Carini. She had been obliged to dance even as a +Marchesa, for the Marchese did not disdain to make use of his wife's +talent, and had dragged her from theatre to theatre. At one of her +brilliant performances in St. Petersburg she broke her leg, and since +then could dance no more. Now she became fat, sleepy, devout and +irritable; the Marchese gambled away the greater part of her fortune, +and died of galloping consumption. Ignorant of all business, +continually deceived by her lovers, the Marchese Carini would have come +to a sad end if the Knight of Harfink had not appeared as rescuer in +her need. + +He married her in the beginning of June. + +Raimund, very depressed and deeply in debt, did not refuse to offer to +kiss his new mamma's hand dutifully. She knew how so to fascinate him +at the first meeting, that he was almost as slavishly submissive to her +as his father. Juanita desired social position. She insisted upon being +introduced to Linda. Harfink did not know that she had formerly had +strange relations with Felix--she did not touch upon it; on the +contrary, she reserved her power over Felix, which she had so +boundlessly misused, for a favorable moment. + +Mr. von Harfink told his nephew, Eugene, when he met him in Marienbad, +his wife's desire. "I really do not know what to do; Linda is so +curious," he said. + +And Rhoeden answered with his sly smile, "Write Linda and ask her when +you may bring her new mamma to see her--or, really I see no reason why +you should not quietly drive over one of these days without announcing +yourself." + +"I do not understand what any one could have against Chuchu!" said the +young husband, enthusiastically. "What a woman she is! She has diamonds +from the Emperor of ---- and a gold coat of mail from the Duke of ----, +and with all that, she is nevertheless all domesticity and love! She +calls me Tony, and darns my socks from pure love." + + + + + XXI. + + +At this time life was for poor Felix only a heavy, oppressing burden. + +He knew that Juanita was staying in Marienbad; knew that she had +married his father-in-law. He felt neither horror nor astonishment at +this step; nothing which she did would have astonished him, but he felt +oppressed by the sense of her nearness; a true superstitious fear of +the magic charm which her beauty had for him weighed upon him. His +recollections, his imagination, had been busy with the picture of her +which he still possessed--had invested it with the most refined charms. +For Felix, the only excuse for his inexcusable conduct, by which he had +ruined his life, lay in the demoniac fascination of the dancer. + +Linda had written her father, before his marriage, an annihilating +letter, to which she had received no answer. She believed her father +angry, and therefore expected nothing less than a visit from him. +Felix, who thought her opinion sensible, nevertheless showed from time +to time a certain fear, and thereby excited the spirit of contradiction +in Linda. + +"One can be glad that papa has done nothing worse," she remarked +once, indifferently. "It is not to be supposed that they will have +children--_et pour le reste_, such a marriage with a dancer has a +certain _cachet_. I shall make no advances to her, but if she comes I +must receive her!" + +Felix shuddered and was silent. + +Bitterly ashamed of himself, for a time he had tried to restrain his +thirst for liquor. But he could control himself no longer. When the old +remembrance began to burn in his heart like eating poison, he at first +tried hard to occupy himself. He read, but, unaccustomed to all mental +activity, a book scarcely chained his attention. He took long walks, he +was too uneasy to become tired; he rode, he was too good a horseman to +have any trouble with his horse. + +His heart grew more and more heavy, and he drank--drank privately in +his room so as not to be surprised in an unreliable condition. He was +always temperate at table. No one saw him now with flabby lips and +tottering knees, and his friends did not notice that he was really +never quite sober now. His hands shook perpetually, there was a watery +look in his staring, hollow eyes. A slight bluish flush colored his +nostrils, and his voice was quavering. + +Meanwhile Linda, careless and indifferent, fluttered around him, +bitterness in her heart, on her lips a charming smile and malicious +jests. A butterfly with a wasp's sting, Scirocco had called her, and +Pistasch repeated it to her. It had greatly pleased her. + +At this time Pistasch came to Traunberg almost daily. Linda coquetted +with him, but her coquetry was vague and cold, and was neither +challenging nor encouraging. He made no progress, as he expressed +himself to Scirocco. "She has no temperament and no heart," he +grumbled, and once he added, "Perhaps I am not the right one----" + +"What do you mean?" replied Scirocco, impatiently, remembering the +suspicion which had been cast upon him. But Pistasch only answered +crossly, "Garzin!" + +"Impossible!" replied Scirocco, unwillingly. Pistasch only shrugged his +shoulders, and when Sempaly began to consider the matter, he must admit +that Garzin went oftener than was necessary to Traunberg, that Linda +had quite a different glance and voice when she was with him from what +she had for others, that she made concessions to him which she granted +no one else, never wore again the most becoming toilets if he had once +condemned them, and did not sing the most piquant couplets if he +shrugged his shoulders over them, and, once on the slippery path of +distrust, Scirocco told himself also that the charming sisterly +confidence which Linda permitted herself with her brother-in-law was +scarcely in place in such a beautiful woman with such a young man. + +He was angry with Garzin. + +"He really does not think of wrong, but he should be careful--for----" + +Like all people of his stamp, Scirocco, in affairs of passion, did not +believe in free will, but so much the more in the compelling influence +of opportunity. + +"You have a new bracelet, Linda," said Felix one day, after dinner, to +his wife as she smoked a cigarette with him in the drawing-room. + +"Do you like it?" said she, and held out her white arm to him. The +bracelet consisted of a thick gold chain to which a little coin was +fastened. + +"Charming!" answered Felix, apparently indifferently. "Did you buy it +in Marienbad?" + +"No; Kamenz gave it to me to-day--he owed me a philopena," replied +Linda. + +"Hm!" Felix looked gloomy, but did not know exactly how to put his +vexation into words. He asked himself, "Have I the right to reprove my +wife?" + +"Ah, the bracelet seems to please you less since you know where it +comes from," said Linda, smiling maliciously. "Poor Felix! Are you, +perhaps, jealous of this handsome, silly Pistasch? He is about as +dangerous to me as that dandy there," and she pointed to a dainty +Meissner figure in knee breeches and flowered vest, who with cocked hat +under his arm, smiled down from a bracket. + +"Well, I certainly do not wish to disturb your little amusement," +stammered Felix, "but you do not know how much gossip arises from +intercourse between a woman like you and a man like Pistasch, and if he +is really so indifferent to you--why--then--perhaps you might receive +him somewhat less frequently." + +"Hm!" said Linda, thoughtfully. "However indifferent that porcelain +dandy yonder is to me, I have not the slightest inclination to throw +him out of the window." She blew a few whiffs of smoke up to the +ceiling. + +"But there is no question of that," replied Felix, "only see him less +often----" + +Linda would not let him finish. + +"But do you not see, my dear Felix," said she, knocking the ashes from +her cigarette, "to the house of a woman like me, who--let us speak +plainly--really does not belong to his set, a man like Pistasch either +comes not at all or every day. I am of a sociable nature--I must +associate with some one, or else I should die of _ennui_. If no ladies +will come, then I will receive men." + +"I cannot understand why you do not get on better with Elsa," remarked +Felix, uneasily. + +"I was there recently; she has not returned my visit," said Linda. "I +cannot force her to come. I believe she is vexed with me because Erwin +amuses himself with me. Heaven knows our intercourse is of wholly an +innocent nature!" + +The young woman rocked softly back and forth in her chair and laughed +to herself, striking the finger-tips of her loosely clasped hands +together. + +"I do not doubt that for a moment, but you should have some +consideration for Elsa--she is nervous and sensitive." + +"Ah! and I am to suit my behavior to her interesting nervous +condition," laughed Linda. "That is to say, I am to be intolerable to +Erwin. _Eh bien, non merci!_ He is the only man of my present +acquaintance of whom I think anything." + +Felix was silent. Then without was heard a rustling and puffing as of a +heavy silk gown and an asthmatic person. A foreboding distressed Felix. +Linda half rose. "That is surely not----?" she murmured, but already +the servant had opened the door. "Baron and Baroness Harfink!" he +announced. + +Very red-faced, even fatter than formerly, with confident bearing, +shining with happiness and perspiration, and with the air of a youthful +dandy, Linda's father approached his daughter. + +Although she had thought that she remembered him very well, she is +still somewhat abashed at his astonishing appearance. Nevertheless she +makes the best of a bad game, and condescendingly offers him her cheek +to kiss. He kisses her loudly on the mouth. + +"Ah, you look splendidly--no matter, you wrote me a foolish letter, but +the past shall be forgotten. Here I bring your new mamma to you. She +was good-hearted enough to pay you the first visit. You have certainly +heard of the Marchesa Carini." + +"Also of Juanita," says Linda, giving the tips of her fingers to her +step-mother. "I am indescribably pleased to make the acquaintance of +such a great _coryphee_. I have never yet had the pleasure of seeing a +dancer except on the stage." The colossal insolence of her words is +lost upon Juanita, owing to her stupidity and deficient knowledge of +German, but the depreciation in tone and glance is perceptible to the +dancer. She feels helpless and irritated. + +"Does Marienbad please you?" continues Linda, with the insolent +condescension which she has studied from the best examples. + +"Very pretty," murmurs the Spaniard, twisting her handkerchief between +her hands. She speaks poor German. Linda is delighted with her +pronunciation, and does not take the trouble to speak French, for which +cosmopolitan language the dancer had forgotten her mother-tongue. + +"If I remember rightly, I once had the pleasure of seeing you dance--it +was in '67, in Vienna--my first theatre evening." + +"In Vienna?" said the dancer. "Oh! that was a small performance--that +was at first--later, when I travelled with my husband, the Marchese +Carini, _je n'ai jamais travaille_ except in St. Petersburg, Paris, +London and Baden-Baden." + +"Ah!" says Linda; the conversation pauses. + +Papa Harfink, leaning somewhat forward, his heels under his chair, +rests in a low arm-chair, and monotonously strokes his leg from the +knee upwards and back again. + +And Felix? Pressed tightly into a dark corner, where the hope of being +forgotten and overlooked chains him, he stands motionless. As light +perspiration which does not cool, but rather burns, moistens his whole +body, the blood sings in his ears, his tongue cleaves to his teeth. He +has not self-possession enough to hear her, he has not the courage to +look at her; she floats before his mind, the most seductive siren, the +most bewitching woman that ever, trifling and playing with a man, +ruined his honor. He still dreads the disturbing might of her beauty. +Curiosity compels him to gaze at her; he looks and does not trust his +eyes. Where is the Juanita? Near his wife he sees a yellow, bloated +woman, prematurely old, tastelessly dressed, squeezed into a black +_moire antique_ gown, with folds under her round eyes, little +fan-shaped wrinkles on her temples, and black down about the corners of +her mouth. Common, fat, awkward, she sits there, a double chin resting +on her fat bosom, her hands clasped over a lace-edged handkerchief in +her lap! Felix cannot believe his eyes. That must be a mistake--that +cannot be Juanita! Then, beneath the hem of her gown, he sees a tiny +foot in a black satin shoe, and now he knows that this is Juanita! + +He notices a light brown mole on her neck--it disgusts him, but then he +remembers how this mole had once pleased him, how often he had jokingly +kissed it! His cheeks burn--he has lost his last illusion--the whole +vulgarity of the temptress to whom he had yielded is pitilessly exposed +to him. Involuntarily he makes a movement. Papa Harfink discovers him. +"Ah, Felix," he cries, already somewhat out of temper, "are you hiding +from me? I should think," he adds, relying upon the power of his +millions, "that such a father-in-law as I is not to be despised." + +Slowly Felix advances. + +"My husband," says Linda to the dancer. But the latter's face has taken +on a prepossessing smile, and with the confidential expression which +appeals to old times, she says, "I know him already, _tout a fait un +ami_ from my _debutante_ period; is it not so?" + +She gives him her hand. + +The hand, only covered by a lace mitt, is flabby, and as Juanita, half +rising, presses this hand against the lips of Felix, who is bowing to +her, his face changes, plainly expresses disgust, and he lets the hand +fall unkissed. + +Juanita trembles with rage. "Let us go," screams she--"let us go! Oh, +Sir Baron, you think that I am only a dancer--and--and----" + +Speech fails her, she gasps for breath. "Let us go, let us go!" she +pants. + +"My Chuchu! My beloved wife!" cries Mr. von Harfink, and not honoring +Felix and Linda with a word, he leads the Spaniard out of the room. + +The carriage rolls away with the wedded pair. Scarcely has the door +closed behind the Harfinks when Linda bursts into loud, happy laughter. +Her husband's stiff manner, his way of ignoring her father, which, +under other circumstances, would another time have irritated her from +pure capriciousness, have this time chanced to delight her. "You are +unique, Felix, wholly unique!" she cries to him. "You were so +deliciously arrogant! But what is the matter with you? Are you ill? +_Tiens!_ Juanita is your great secret! Poor boy!" She taps him on the +shoulder, she laughs yet. "What a disappointment, eh! But what is the +matter? No, listen; it is humiliating for me that the meeting with this +comedian has so robbed you of your self-control, Felix!" + +His secret still has a charm for her, surrounds his poor bent form with +a romantic light. Something startling, shockingly horrible, she seeks +behind this, but not something dishonorable! With a teasing tenderness, +which she has never shown him since their honeymoon, she strokes his +cheeks, and begs, "Tell me what distresses you." + +Then Felix's conscience torments him; he feels as if he would rather +die than keep his secret longer. For a moment he almost counts upon +mercy from this soft childish creature who has seated herself beside +him on the arm of his old-fashioned chair. + +"Linda," he begins, "when I married you I did not know--that +you--suspected nothing of--of this matter. Your mother assured me that +she had told you of my past----" he hesitates. + +"Oh, my mother spared my youth, and only made the vaguest allusions!" + +He draws a deep breath. "A terrible story is connected with this +Spaniard,"--he hesitates--she looks closely and curiously at him; a +sudden idea occurs to her: "You shot a friend in a duel on her +account?" she cries, and then, as she sees him start but shake his +head, she says softly, with indistinct articulation and hollow voice, +"Or--or not in a duel--from jealousy?" + +He lowers his head--he cannot speak--then slowly rising he totters out +of the room. She remains alone--staring before her--her heart beats +loudly--then she was right! All his enigmatical behavior is explained; +she now even understands her fellow men, and strangely enough, she +almost pardons him. + +Felix, beside himself with jealousy, thirsting for revenge, plunging a +knife into the breast of his friend--the scene has something dazzling, +something which compels her sympathy. She pictures the scene to +herself; the luxurious apartment of the dancer--the two men, both +deathly pale--she has seen something similar in the Porte St. Martin +theatre. A peculiar excitement overpowers her corrupted nature, +thirsting for strong stimulants. She loves Felix! + +Two minutes later she knocks at his locked door. "Let me in, me, your +wife, who wishes to console you!" + +Felix does not open the door. + + + + + XXII. + + +It is already twilight. Eugene von Rhoeden sits with his cousin Raimund +in the Harfinks' drawing-room. As Pistasch had ridden to Traunberg, +where Rhoeden seldom accompanied him, the Countess Dey was in bed with +a headache, and Scirocco had one of those fits of desperate melancholy +which so often tormented him, and was wandering about the woods, Eugene +had nothing to do in Iwanow. For a change he had ridden over to +Marienbad. At the forest spring, where the guests were assembled around +the music-stand, he had met Raimund, and had heard from him that "the +old man" had driven over with his wife to see the arrogant Linda; he, +Raimund, had spared them his society. + +Eugene resolved to await the return of the pair; it interested him to +learn something about the result of the visit. + +The two cousins soon came to the conclusion that the music and the +crowd around the pavilion were intolerable as well as the heat, and +betook themselves to the _Muehl strasse_, where Papa Harfink, more +conservative than superstitious, and besides wholly secure in his new +happiness from indiscreet visits of Susanna's ghost, occupied the same +apartments in which for long years he had "suffered" every summer with +the deceased. + +With a tinge of bitterness Eugene looked about him as he entered the +bright room in which he had passed so many sweet hours with Linda. +There stood the old-fashioned arm-chair yet, with the same covering, +now, to be sure, worn at all the corners, the chair in which she used +to lean back in the sultry summer afternoons, teasingly pulling to +pieces his last gift of flowers with her delicate fingers, while Papa +Harfink snored in the adjoining room; Mamma Harfink, in her maid's +room, discussed the cut of her new toilet with the latter, but he, +Eugene, crouching at the feet of the young girl, told her gay, trifling +little stories, many times half-jokingly interspersing a tender word. +Then she threw a flower in his face; her hand remained imprisoned in +his, and he kissed it for punishment. Thus it went on for hours, until +Papa Harfink entered the room with scarcely opened eyes and hair +tumbled by sleep, and asked, "Are we going to have coffee at home +to-day?" + +Eugene had never seen the room since he had rushed into it, now more +than five years ago, the bunch of white gardenias in his hand, and had +found his cousin Lanzberg's _fiancee_. At that time he had not changed +his expression, had not by one word betrayed his passion, knowing well +that a man like him who wishes to rise in the world is condemned to +perpetual agreeableness. + +How he had felt at that time! + +His was no sentimental nature, but he had a faithful memory, and +remembered distinctly how he had murmured the most polite phrases of +congratulation; had drawn a comparison between himself and the man of +old family, and beside, Felix had seemed to himself like a handsome +dry-goods clerk. + +His love for Linda--it had been genuine of its kind--had long fled, but +the wound which her vanity had inflicted in his still burned. The wish +to repay Linda for her arrogance still animated him. + +The hour was near. + +Outside a carriage was heard, then loud, creaking steps on the wooden +stairs; a hoarse, croaking woman's voice gasped out from time to time +furious and incomprehensible words; the door opened and Juanita +entered. Crimson, with swollen veins and sparkling eyes, she threw her +fan, broken in the middle, upon the table. + +In vain did Papa Harfink again and again stretch his short arms out to +her and cry, "Lovely angel, calm yourself!" She had no time for love. + +"To insult me!--me--me!" she beat her breast; "me, Juanita, the +Marchesa Carini--bah!" she clenched her fist, "he, a criminal--a----" + +"Who has insulted you, who is a criminal?" asks Raimund. + +"He--he--this Lanzberg!" she gasps. "Oh, I will revenge myself--they +shall see--I will revenge myself--Caro, Caro!" screams the Spaniard. + +Caroline is the maid, who enters at her mistress's loud cry. + +"Bring me the little black casket with the golden bird!" commands +Juanita. + +The maid disappears; soon she returns with the casket, which she places +upon the table before her mistress, whereupon she withdraws. + +The blood throbs in Eugene's finger-tips, but, apparently perfectly +indifferent, he stoops for the lace scarf which, with a quick gesture, +Juanita has thrown from her upon the floor. Papa Harfink, who took the +matter very phlegmatically, rang to order a flask of spring water and a +lemon. + +Juanita rummaged for a long time among old newspapers in which her +triumphs were recorded. She turned them over more and more uneasily. +Papa Harfink had long since ordered his spring water, when at last +Juanita "found it." + +"There it is!" cried she. "Will you read it?" + +Eugene von Rhoeden refused. Raimund read it aloud. + +It was an article in a scandalous journal which appeared in Vienna +early in the sixties, but since then had failed or been suppressed. In +that impertinent tone of cheap wit which seeks intellect in mockery, +knowledge of human nature in cynicism, the story was told of a very +arrogant young blue blood who in a weak hour had forged his father's +name and who "now could further cultivate his talent for drawing in the +prison of T----." + +The name of the young man was given as Baron L----. Some one had +written "Lanzberg" above it. + +"That is not possible!" cried Raimund. + +"Oh, if you please--if you please--possible!" screamed Juanita. "It is +all true--perfectly true!" + +"I once heard something of that," declared Harfink, senior, whom the +whole story troubled very little, and who had not enlightened Susanna. + +Rhoeden was silent. + +"And this despicable rascal has dared to marry into our honest family!" +cried Raimund, beside himself. + +"Susie knew of it! He-he-he!" burst out Mr. Harfink, who now only too +gladly accused the deceased. + +"My mother knew it!" Raimund struck his forehead. "Linda surely does +not know it!" + +"Leave her in her delusion," said Eugene, sweetly. "One cannot change +matters in the slightest, and all these years Felix has behaved so +blamelessly, so nobly, so----" + +He knew that his praise of Lanzberg would bring forth a new burst of +rage from Juanita. + +"Indeed!" now repeated the Spaniard, with malevolent emphasis, "nobly, +blamelessly!" and seized the paper. + +"No; Linda must know it; I shall write to her this very day!" cried +Raimund. + +"That you will not do," said Eugene, firmly. + +"Why?" + +"Because it would be vulgar." With that Eugene rose and took his hat. + +Juanita had meanwhile added to the time-obliterated pencil-mark a new, +heavier one, had wrapped up the paper with remarkable deftness, and +addressed it. + +"Will you put that in the post-box?" she asked. + +"No, my dear madam," he replied, gravely, bowed and left. Behind him he +heard the voice of the Spaniard: "Caro, Caro--to the post--but +immediately!" + +Through the damp evening shadows he trotted to Iwanow. He enjoyed the +pleasant conviction of having behaved throughout as an eminently +upright man, and also the pleasant conviction that he had attained his +aim. + +At a turn of the road, castle Traunberg shone gray and ghost-like +between the dark old lindens. Eugene took off his hat, smiling +ironically, and murmured, "Good evening, Linda!" + + + + + XXIII. + + +Linda knocked in vain at her husband's door. In spite of her coaxing +requests she had not been admitted. More and more horrible thoughts +occurred to her. In ever more interesting colors her imagination +painted her husband's secret. She expected that he would appear at tea; +he excused himself, and did not leave his room again that day. She grew +more and more excited--she did not sleep that night, only towards +morning did she close her eyes. + +Felix was no longer in the house when she had risen; he had ordered a +horse saddled at six o'clock that morning, and had ridden over to +Lanzberg. + +Linda grew impatient. "Can I find old letters anywhere?" thought she. +"In any case I must look through the attic rooms some day." She ordered +the keys of the upper story. Mrs. Stifler, the housekeeper, looked upon +it as understood that the young wife would require a guide for her +wanderings, and prepared to accompany her. But, pleasantly as she +treated all the servants, and especially those who had been in the +family from one generation to another, Linda declined the old woman's +company. + +At first she had difficulty in finding the right key for the different +keyholes. As the rooms for the most part opened into each other, and +only the doors into the corridor were locked, that was soon overcome. + +None of the rooms were quite empty and none were fully furnished. An +odor of mould and dry flowers and close, oppressive air filled them. On +all objects dust lay like a gray seal of time. Some of the rooms had +such thick curtains that only here and there a bluish white streak of +light lay on the floor, amid the dark shadows; others, and the most, +had neither curtains nor blinds, and the light in them was dazzlingly +bright. There stood a gilded carved arm-chair with brocade covering +of the style brought from France in those days when Maria Theresa +called the Pompadour "_ma chere cousine_," and near by a whole row of +spindle-legged chairs with lyre-shaped backs in the stiff style of the +Empire. And the arm-chair looked handsome and arrogant, the chairs +hideous and pretentiously solid--and both alike were long ago +unavailable and did not know it! Alabaster and porcelain clocks with +pillars for ornaments, and thin Arabian figures on large white dials, +slept away the time on yellow commodes with inlaid wood arabesques. +Many family portraits of long-ago generations hung on the walls, mostly +oil paintings, the men all standing in very narrow coats with very +large revers, their hands on their hips, their eyes contracted to that +narrow exclusive gaze which overlooks all unpleasant circumstances of +life and worldly affairs, characteristic of the manly _ancien regime_; +the women all seated, with broad sleeves and curls arranged in the +English fashion; in the eyes that charming, unabashed gaze which on +their side characterizes the women of the _ancien regime_, a gaze which +sees in poverty only picturesque objects at the side of their path; a +gaze which, mild and loving as it is, yet pains because it is +accustomed to nothing but the beautiful, expects nothing but the +beautiful, and therefore humiliates misery and hideousness. + +Linda felt embarrassed at so much of the past; a certain hesitation, +which did not accord with her indiscreet, egotistical, pushing nature, +paralyzed her hands, while she, prying into Felix's secret, opened old +chests and pulled out drawers. + +She found trophies of the hunt, an old brocade gown, in a wardrobe a +bridal wreath and a half dozen old riding boots; she found old notes, +books, albums full of copied poems, books of Latin and Greek exercises, +and an ambitious plan for dramatizing Le Cid, in round, childish +writing, old bills, receipts, but she found no old letters. + +In one of the last rooms she discovered a newer secretary, which was +ornamented with painted porcelain tablets, on which pink and sky-blue +ladies walked in brilliant green landscapes. Linda opened every drawer, +knew how to fathom the most secret compartments, and finally discovered +a bundle of old letters tied with a black ribbon. Her heart beat +rapidly; she was about to hurry away when a picture with face turned to +the wall attracted her attention. The dust upon it was more recent than +upon the other objects. Not without difficulty she turned it around, +and uttered a little "Ah!" of admiration. + +The picture was no better painted than most modern family portraits, +but it represented the handsomest young man who ever wore the green +uniform of the Austrian Uhlans, of '66. The carriage of the young +officer, who sat there carelessly, with head slightly bent forward and +sabre between his knees, was well portrayed. Linda thought that she had +never seen a more fascinating man; the pleasant mouth, the shy and yet +confident glance, the naive arrogance of the whole expression--all +pleased her. Who could that be? She went down stairs and commanded two +servants to bring the picture to the drawing-room at once. One of the +servants--it was Felix's old valet--permitted himself to remark, "The +Baron did not like the picture, and in consequence had banished it to +the second story." + +Linda insisted that her command should be executed. "Do you know whom +the picture represents?" she asked, as she passed. + +The old man seemed surprised and hesitated. "The Baron, himself." + +"Ah!" Linda bit her lips, and made a gesture of dismissal. + +When the man had gone away with the servant to fetch the picture, Linda +laughed to herself, gayly--the joke seemed to her delicious. + +Scarcely was she alone when she bent over the letters. They were +written in a flippant, haughty tone which harmonized well with the +portrait. The first dated from a Polish garrison; in all was evident +the naive selfishness of a good-hearted but uncommonly indulged man. +The letters pleased Linda very well. From time to time she glanced at +the portrait, which, in accordance with her wishes, had been brought +in. + +"What a pity that I did not know him at that time," said she, and then +added, shrugging her shoulders, "at that time he would scarcely have +wished to have anything to do with me." + +When Felix returned from his ride he found in the vestibule, among +other letters arrived in the morning, an old newspaper in a wrapper +addressed in very poor writing to his wife. + +He looked at it, read the post-mark, Marienbad--he recognized Juanita's +writing. His heart throbbed violently. The idea of suppressing the +paper flashed through his mind; he seized it, then a kind of fury with +himself overcame him. He was weary of striving to prevent his last +great humiliation, and like one in deep water who, when the waves reach +up to his throat, weary of exertion, defiantly flings himself into the +horrible element in order to make an end of it, so he sent the paper to +his wife himself, by a servant. Then he went to his room. He seated +himself at his writing-desk, and resting his head on one hand, with the +other mechanically smoothing a newspaper which lay before him, he +waited, half with dread, half with longing, like a criminal condemned +to death, for the message which should summon him to the gallows. + +Then he heard a fearful, piercing scream. "Ah!" said he, "she knows +it!" Will she come to him? There is a rustle in the corridor, the door +of the room is flung open, and Linda enters, or rather bursts in. Her +face is distorted; a lock of loosened hair hangs over her ashy pale +cheeks. + +"It is a calumny, it cannot be true!" she cried, and threw the paper +which Juanita had sent her before him upon the table. + +He is silent. Her vanity believes in him until the last moment; has +expected an explanation from him, but he is silent. + +She grasps his shoulder. "For God's sake is it true that you were +sentenced to two years' imprisonment for forgery?" + +Then he murmurs so softly that his voice seems only an echo, "Yes!" + +She staggers back, remains speechless for a moment, and then bursts +into not convulsive, not hysterical, no, only indescribably mocking +laughter. "And I was proud to bear the name of Lanzberg," she murmurs. +"Now at last I know how I came by that honor." She feels not one iota +of pity for the mortally wounded man who has quivered at each of her +words as beneath the blow of a whip; she feels nothing at all but her +immense humiliation. The wish to pain him as much as possible burns +within her, and for a moment she pauses in her speech because she can +think of nothing that is cutting and venomous enough. "And if you had +even informed me of the situation, had given me the choice whether I +would bear a branded name or not," she at length begins again. + +Then he who had until this moment sat there perfectly silent, with +anxiously raised shoulders, his hand over his eyes, raises his head +wearily. "Linda, I begged your mother to tell you of my disgrace--she +assured me that she had done so. On my word of----" he pauses, a +horrible smile parts Linda's lips. + +"Go on," cries she, "your word of honor. I will believe you--it is +possible that you speak the truth. My mother suppressed your +confession, good; but every glance and word of mine during our +engagement must have convinced you that she had suppressed it. You +cannot answer that to your conscience," she hissed. + +To that he replies nothing, but sits there motionless and silent. She +wishes to force him to proclaim his shame by an outcry, a gesture of +supplication. "I have borne a branded name for five years--I have +brought into the world a branded child," says she quickly and +distinctly, her eyes resting intently upon him. + +At length he shudders; he looks at her with a glance which pleases her, +it shows such fearful misery--her eyes sparkle. "And all for the sake +of a Juanita!" she cries again scornfully, and leaves the room. + +She rushes down stairs breathlessly; there in the large drawing-room +stands the picture, the package of letters lies on a table. Tears of +rage rush to Linda's eyes. She pulls the bell sharply. "Take that +picture away!" she commands the servant who appears. + +She would like to declare to the servant that she knew nothing of the +Lanzberg disgrace when she married a Lanzberg. + + + + + XXIV. + + +"All for the sake of a Juanita!" That was the most biting remark Linda +had made, was what made Felix feel most keenly his degradation. + +He had heard of people who sinned for a good object, who had forged +their fathers' names from generous precipitancy to save the honor of a +friend, with the ideal conviction that the father himself must declare +that he was satisfied with the wrong action on account of the +unfortunate complications. But he? No false idea of sacrifice, no +desire for martyrdom had confused him; as the cause of his action he +found nothing but egoism and search for enjoyment, a brutal passion for +an unworthy woman. + +The explanation of his act lay in the hot-blooded temperament of a +thoroughly spoiled and indulged man, whose first ungratified wish robs +him of his senses--the excuse of his act lay nowhere. He also had never +sought it, and had never for one instant forgiven himself, but all +these years, wherever he went, had dragged about with him the +consciousness of his degradation. + +It had weighed so heavily upon him that this in itself had prevented +every moral elevation in him. + +Had his sense of honor not been by nature and education so fanatic, so +morbidly sensitive, he would perhaps have learned in time to accustom +himself to his situation, and become a commonplace, anxiously +respectable man who contented himself with playing first fiddle in +circles which were a step lower than his own. + +But however he was situated, he never learned to reckon with his +detracted honor. It could not satisfy him to represent an ordinary, +respectable man. + +"How was it possible; oh, God, how was it possible that I, Felix +Lanzberg, could so forget myself?" he groaned. + +He let his head fall upon his folded arms on his writing-desk. + +Then through his weary mind, like a triumphal fanfare of temptation, +rang the melody of a Spanish national dance, with its exciting, sharply +accented rhythm and perfidious modulations. The portion of his past in +which his present grief had root rose vividly and with the most minute +particulars to his memory. + +It dated back--oh, that beautiful unrecallable time--twenty-three +years. Very wealthy, handsome, of good family, fond of gay life and +without any serious aims, he liked to amuse himself, rendered homage to +his colonel's wife, as is obligatory in every young officer, supported +here a factory-girl, there a glove-maker, but at that time his great +passion was really four-in-hand driving. On the whole, he was of too +ideal temperament to find enjoyment in light-minded passions, and had +no talent for such. In association with all other beings--his +superiors, comrades, subordinates, tradespeople and proletaries--full +of a certain good-nature, self-satisfied. In intercourse with women he +was almost shy, stiff, grave, and well-bred to the finger-tips. He was +everywhere considered sentimental and solid. + +The last Easter he had raved over Countess Adelina L----, the sister of +the same Count L---- whom he had encountered so unpleasantly at Mimi +Dey's--had danced three cotillons with her, lost two philopenas to her, +and passed much time at receptions, seated in a low arm-chair beside +her, gazing at her with enraptured eyes, and accompanying his glances +with a few anxious, very involved and equally unmeaning phrases. It +only required some sharp elderly friend of the Countess to make matters +plain to him--that is, to call his attention to the fact that he was +really betrothed. + +He seemed made to marry early, to adore his wife, and to bore his +intimate friends with accounts of the wonderful peculiarities of his +children. Then, on a mild, damp spring evening, after a good dinner, +and not quite sober, he chanced to go with several comrades to the +Orpheum, which later, owing to an American who walked a telegraph wire +with much ease and grace, became a great attraction, but which then +tried its fortune with Spanish dancers and a lion-tamer. + +The dance production began with four Spaniards, two women, two men, all +four old, homely, and so thin that they did not need castanets to +rattle, danced with convulsive charm, smiled like painted death's +heads, and on the whole reminded one strongly of certain repulsive +pictures of Goya, which are usually voted exaggerated, so as to allay +the horror which they cause. + +The officers cried "Brava!" with biting irony, the audience hissed, +several indignant voices grumbled at the director. Then the first bars +of the madrilena resounded through the atmosphere impregnated with +tobacco smoke and the odor of eatables. A new apparition stepped upon +the stage. A smile--a glance--the deepest indignation changed to the +most breathless astonishment. With the voluptuous bowing and swaying of +a Spanish dance, the most beautiful woman that was ever called Senorita +floated over the stage. That was Juanita! The horrible background of +the quartette heightened the luxuriant charm of her figure. + +She was no practised dancer, none of our conventional ballerinas, whose +perfect flexibility destroys all individual charm; her limbs had not +been disfigured by year-long torture; they possessed neither the +pitiful thinness nor the dazzling rapidity of a race-horse. She did not +know how to execute with the lower extremities the most ambitious +figures, while--as is considered essential--the upper body remained +stiff; she did no gymnastics--she danced! And not only with her +limbs--she danced with her whole body. + +Oh, what an intoxicating bending and swaying! A proud drawing up of the +body, and caressing sinking backward! Her dancing had nothing animated, +challenging about it, but something subtly alluring, almost magically +seductive. Her whole appearance suggested longing weariness, as when in +a storm the flowers shudderingly bend their heads earthward. And she +was beautiful! The short oval of her face, the low brow, the short, +straight nose, the delicate, quivering nostrils, the high cheek-bones, +the slightly sunken cheeks, the long, deep-set eyes, full of loving +dreaminess and passion, the full, curved lips, turning upward with an +expression of languishing weariness--all this reminded one not in the +least of the ideal, gentle brunette Madonnas of Murillo. It reminded +one of nothing holy, nothing classical--but it was the most seductive +earthly beauty which one could imagine! + +The audience raved; the officers screamed themselves hoarse with +"Brava! Brava!" Some of them made poor jokes about the dancer, others +hummed or whistled reminiscences of the Spanish music. Only Felix was +silent. "You act like one to whom a ghost has announced death," jested +Prince Hugo B----, and thereupon proposed that the officers should go +upon the stage in a body and give Juanita an ovation. + +How he remembers all that to-day! The large half-lighted room near +the stage, the dusty old rafters, the ropes, the torn scenes, the dim +gas-lights, the crowd of actors and actresses huddled together, the +trapeze artist who wore a brown waterproof over his pink doublet and +green tights, and in the midst of this unsavory crowd--Juanita. In a +shabby gray dress, and green and blue checked shawl, she stood near an +elderly very shabby woman, and smiled with her languishing lips most +indifferently, while the men vied with each other in paying her the +most effusive compliments in imaginary Spanish or bad French. When they +withdrew Felix stumbled over something. It was the yellow flower which +Juanita had worn in her hair, dusty, withered, trodden upon. Carefully +he wiped the dust from it, and tried to revive the faded, crumpled +petals. + +"Deuce take it! We should invite her to supper," cried Prince B----, +suddenly standing still. + +"Why, Hugo?" stammered Felix. + +The former laughed, turned on his heel, gave his invitation, and +Juanita nodded perfectly contentedly. She had no objection to sup with +the gentlemen. To be sure, she took her theatre mother with her. + +How Felix recalled all this! + +The glaring gas-light in the long narrow room of the restaurant; the +sleepy, blinking waiter; Manuela--that was the name of the dancer's +protecting angel--who, without removing hat or wrap, and also without +saying a word, with the usual appetite of all theatre mothers, bent +over her plate; the officers who, with faces flushed with wine, +proposed clumsy toasts, and Juanita who, seated beside the Prince upon +a red divan, again and again rubbed her large weary eyes with her +little hands, like a sleepy child. + +She ate without affectation and without greediness--only sipped the +champagne, smiled good-naturedly at the boldest jokes, whether she +understood them not, with the resignation of a being who was accustomed +to earn her bread in this manner. + +The old Manuela had long been snoring. Some the officers had grown +melancholy, the others were noisy only by fits and starts--Juanita's +eyes closed. + +"Let her go, she is tired," remarked an elderly captain. + +"Before we part, I beg one especial favor," cried Prince B----. "That +the Senorita give us each a kiss." + +The dancer made a few gestures of dissent, because that was a part of +her trade, and then yielded. + +Patiently she let one after the other of the young men press his +mustache, smelling of wine and smoke, upon her beautiful mouth. At +length Felix's turn came, but he avoided her lips, profaned by the +kisses of his comrades, and only kissed her hand very softly. +Misunderstanding the tenderness of his action, she believed that he +despised her kiss. + +A few minutes later the two sleepy Spaniards rolled away to their home +in a carriage which Prince B---- had paid for. + +"A beautiful creature, but a perfect goose," remarked B---- to Felix, +as he strolled back to the barracks with him. The other officers drove. +"Besides, she is at least twenty-five or six years old; that is old for +a Spaniard," chatted the Prince. + +Felix walked silently beside him, a hot, unsatisfied feeling in his +heart, a withered flower in his hand. + +He cherished it like a lover the rose-bud which his dear one had given +him; yes, thus would Felix cherish the faded yellow flower which the +dust in the wings of the stage had soiled--upon which an acrobat might +have trodden. He placed it in a glass of water, and finally pressed it +in a book of poems. + +Explain it who will! In the moment when Felix had avoided her lips, the +narrow-minded Spaniard had taken a decided dislike for him, a dislike +which more intimate acquaintance with him did not overcome, but which +increased to aversion. Neither his unusual, truly somewhat effeminate, +beauty, nor his reserved, chivalrous manners, pleased her. B----, with +his bold, condescending ways, had more success with her, but her +deepest, tenderest feelings were for the trapeze artist of the Orpheum, +a young man with strongly developed muscles and bushy hair, who +apparently seldom washed his face and never his hands; but, on the +other hand, used the strongest-smelling pomade, and always wore the +most brilliant cravats. One met him often when one visited Juanita. + +At that time Juanita lived in the Rossau, in a very plain locality, +which continually smelt of mutton tallow and onions, because Manuela, +in spite of the warm time of year, loved to cook unappetizing national +dishes upon the drawing-room stove. + +Manuela was never seen without her crumpled black satin hat and her +green shawl adorned with red palms. Around the old woman's waist, on a +worn-out cord hung a pocket from which protruded a gay paper fan, and +which beside this lodged a pack of cards, a rosary and cigarettes. + +Juanita lay from morning to night upon a divan, clad in a loose white +wrapper, without corsets, without stockings, a rose behind her ear, and +tiny black satin slippers upon her small bare feet. But how beautiful +she was thus! + +The soft white clinging garment outlined her form distinctly. One could +think of nothing more charming than her little feet, scarcely as long +as one's palm, so narrow, beautifully arched, with pink soles and +dainty dimples, and with blue veins around her ankles as they peeped +out of the satin slippers. + +Except for a few fairly brutal bursts of rage, Juanita was uncommonly +phlegmatic. She really loved nothing but cigarettes, sweet drinks mixed +with ice, and a horrible Spanish national salad of garlic and cucumbers +which she called a _gaspacho_. The time which she did not devote to her +dancing exercises and her lovers, she passed smoking, laying cards, and +telling the beads of her rosary. + +She tolerated Felix around her, like a poor actress who wishes to +quarrel with no one and tolerates every one; she did not encourage him. + +Her coldness excited his feeling to madness; his boundless submission +increased her repugnance for him. In association with her, he had no +self-respect, no pride, no will, but the low-spirited air of a shy +student. He grovelled at her feet, and spent half the day pasting gold +spangles on one of her old costumes which Manuela was freshening up. He +had known her for weeks without daring to send her anything but +bouquets and candy. + +Then one evening he saw her in a box of a theatre. She wore her hair +arranged in the Spanish manner, with a veil and high comb, and a black +satin gown which fitted like a glove, adorned with a silver girdle. The +whole audience was interested in the beautiful Spaniard. In the second +act, Prince B---- appeared in her box. The people whispered, laughed. +Felix was half dead with jealousy. + +The next day there was a violent altercation between the Prince and +him, at which the former good-naturedly declared that he would a +hundred times rather break with Juanita than with Felix; he did not +care anything about her, she bored him; he had only sent her to the +theatre, dressed beautifully, to mystify the Viennese, etc. + +Then Felix hired a charming entresol in K---- Street, and had it +furnished in three days by the first upholsterer in Vienna. Juanita +made no trouble about occupying it. She laughed and clapped her hands +with joy over the magnificent furniture, gave up her loose wrappers, +wore the clothes which Felix had made for her, and in honor of the +beautiful apartment, played the great lady. + +Surprise and thankfulness, or perhaps a suddenly awakened covetousness +for a time killed in her every other feeling. Felix revelled in a few +weeks of mad happiness. + +To-day, however, his hair stood on end when he thought of this +happiness. + +Juanita gave herself up to mad extravagance. Her ideal of elegance and +style was Mlle. X----, the _premiere danseuse_ of the opera house. +Juanita must have duplicates of everything: the toilets, the +Newfoundland and the equipages. Finally she insisted upon dancing at +the same theatre as the X----, and Felix succeeded in securing a +performance for her. + +And yet how badly she treated him in spite of everything. Often he +rattled his frail chains, but lacked the strength to break them. He +made scenes for Juanita almost every day--it was owing to his jealousy; +he left her and swore he would never come again. For an entire week he +remained away from her, but in what a condition of excitement, fever, +and longing! He ate nothing, he slept no longer, he ran into passers-by +in the street because he saw no one; the whole world was a dark chaos +to him--the only spot of light was Juanita. + +With bowed head, a bitter smile on his lips, the full consciousness of +his degradation expressed by bearing and glance, he then dragged +himself back to Juanita. + +She did with him what she wished. All Vienna spoke about him and her; +from the lips of young matrons mysterious phrases floated about the +ears of innocent young girls--the pretty Countess L---- cried her blue +eyes out. + +And the summer passed. September arrived. The Spaniard had become more +submissive--sometimes she was almost tender. The great moment of her +debut in the opera house approached, and made her timid. One more wish +she expressed, a last one. Never before had she taken trouble to inform +Felix of one of her expensive wishes with so many caressing +digressions. With both arms round his neck, her lips close to his ear, +she informed him that she would not appear at the opera house without a +pair of diamond screws such as Mlle. X---- always wore in her ears when +she danced. + +When he begged her only to wait a very little while, she fell back into +her old phlegmatic, yes, apathetic manner, pouting angrily. + +He went to a jeweller whom he knew, of whom he had already purchased +different ornaments for Juanita, but the man did not seem inclined to +extend Felix's credit further. Too prudent to bluntly refuse such a +distinguished customer he pretended that he had no stones of the size +which the Baron required. + +He could perhaps obtain them from a business friend "for cash." + +Felix left the shop angrily, and now sought his old acquaintance, +Ephraim Staub. But the latter shrugged his shoulders, said that he had +already done a great deal for the Baron for the sake of his respectful +devotion to him; he relied upon his honor, but still the notes of a +minor were not legal, and all men were mortal, and if anything should +happen to the young Baron who would answer to him, Ephraim Staub, that +the young gentleman's papa would not throw him together with his notes, +which in the eyes of the law were not legal, out of the door? + +Felix chewed the knob of his riding-whip angrily. Then carefully +feeling his way, the usurer ventured an infamous proposition. + +"Certainly a note with your father's acceptance--that would be +safe--the old gentleman would certainly redeem that--one could always +apply the thumbscrews to one's papa." Ephraim could assure the Baron +that young people of the best families--he must, alas, conceal the +names--had given him this kind of guarantee. + +For a long time the true signification of this speech was wholly dark +to Felix, but at length he understood, then he did not even take the +trouble to fall into a rage, only threw back his head arrogantly and +raised his riding-whip to the usurer as one strikes a cur who has +ventured too near. + +How did it happen that three days later he returned to Ephraim Staub +and made out the note in the shameful manner which the latter had +desired of him? Yes; how did it happen? Felix no longer knows. If he +knew, he could perhaps understand his crime to-day, but he does not +understand it. + +His memory is a blank concerning the three days in which he had slowly +sunk to forgery; there is a dark spot, a chasm in his recollection; he +can only take it up again in the moment when, exhausted as if after +weeks of fever, bathed in cold sweat, and groping along the walls, he +crept from Ephraim's shop to the jeweller's; how suddenly he was +frightened at the gargoyle on the cornice of a house, frightened +because the head laughed. + +From this moment he was not happy for a second, not even with Juanita. +Strangely enough, his passion for her now was completely in the +background; it fled. + +It seemed to him that a monster sat upon his back and buried two iron +claws in his shoulders, and blew in his ears with his hot, terrible +breath. + +The evening on which Juanita was to show her splendid beauty and her +empirical dancing to the audience of the opera house arrived. + +A warm, September evening. There had been a hard shower; there was an +odor of wet stone and marble as Felix went to the theatre. By turns he +shook with cold and grew feverish, he suffered with a severe cold. The +theatre was still only sparsely filled. When he took his seat in one of +the front rows he noticed that people pointed him out to each other and +whispered his name. He was a celebrity--Juanita's lover! + +And all the soft voices pierced his ears, and yet no one could know +that. + +The ballet had been introduced into an opera, he could not have said +into which one; he heard nothing, he saw nothing which took place upon +the stage. + +The triumphal fanfare of the madrilena roused him from his brooding. + +How beautiful she was! + +A cloud of black lace and satin floated about her. On her breast was a +bunch of white roses, in her ears sparkled two great drops like frozen +tears. + +Felix saw nothing of the whole apparition but these great sparkling +drops. He would have liked to scream out, "Hold her fast, she wears my +honor in her ears!" + +Poor Felix; he was delirious. The triumph which Juanita had experienced +at the Orpheum was nothing to her present one at the opera house. A +foreign prince, who chanced to be in the house, clapped his hands in +approval; the X---- saw it in her box, and grew green with envy. + +Then Juanita threw her last kiss and vanished. The opera proceeded. +Felix sat in his place as if petrified. + +At last, at the close of the act, he rose to go behind the scenes. That +uneasy hum, which in the world follows a triumph or a fiasco, prevailed +there. Juanita was nowhere to be seen. He knocked at her dressing-room +door, her maid alone answered him. Juanita was gone, had just driven +away. "His Highness Prince Arthur"--the girl was a born Viennese--"had +arranged a supper in all haste in honor of the Senorita, and--she +thought the Baron knew of it----" + +Felix heard nothing more; in mad haste he rushed down the narrow stairs +to the stage entrance, and out across the open square before the +theatre. He saw a closed carriage turn a corner. Felix did not know +whom the carriage contained--probably a perfect stranger--and still he +rushed after it--rushed after it like an insane man for a long +distance. The earth trembled beneath him; with a hoarse, breathless +gasp, he sank to the ground. + +When he was picked up, he was unconscious. For weeks he lay senseless, +with a severe nervous fever. His father came to Vienna to care for him. +After about eight weeks the physicians declared that for the present +there was no danger--he could be transported to Traunberg, as was the +urgent desire of his father. + +At that time Felix was still so weak that he had to be carried; he +slept almost continuously, spoke indistinctly, and had forgotten the +immediate past. + + +Ephraim Staub hated Felix because of the manner in which, without +removing his cap, with one finger on the visor, he would enter +Ephraim's house, yawning, and say, "You, I want money!" and because of +the manner in which he carelessly crumpled the bank-notes--which +Ephraim never handled except reverently--and thrust them in his +pockets, and because of the cut of the whip with which Felix had +answered his perfidious proposition the first time. + +He discounted the note. The old Baron's lawyer learned that a note with +his name upon it was in circulation, and inquired by letter whether the +Baron wished it redeemed for family considerations. + +The Baron knew nothing of Juanita. Naturally, Felix had never written +him of his relations with her, and a stranger would never have ventured +to inform the violent old Lanzberg of anything discreditable to his +son. Felix had of late asked his father for no great sums of money, and +the father knew him to be always scrupulously honorable. + +How could he look upon the scarcely veiled insinuation of the advocate +as other than an insult? Enraged at the suspicion cast upon his son, he +did not even take the trouble to think the matter over, but wrote at +once, in his first indignation, a brusque letter to his advocate, in +which he declared that he knew nothing of the matter--it could take its +course. It did not even occur to him to excite the invalid Felix with +this horrid story--he told him nothing of it. + +Slowly Felix recovered his health, but his happy temper did not return, +he remained always gloomy and monosyllabic--not rude but deeply sad. +His father often gazed anxiously into his eyes, which then every time +looked away from him, and he stroked his cheeks compassionately, which +then always flushed beneath his touch. And once he took the +convalescent's thin hand in his, and said, "Does anything worry you, my +poor boy? It is surely some heart trouble which often comes to one of +your age," and as Felix, who at the beginning of this speech had paled, +now was silent, flushing more and more deeply, the Baron added, +clapping him good-naturedly on the shoulder, "You need not worry about +your secret. I will ask you no more about it if it annoys you; I only +thought it might relieve you to unburden your heart." + +Felix buried his face in his hands, and burst into tears. To this day +he can hear in his ears the caressing consolation of his father, the +soft, monotonous voice with which he murmured again and again, "Do not +excite yourself, child; poor fellow, poor fellow!" + +That Felix's melancholy could have anything in connection with the +lawyer's communication, did not occur to the Baron. + +The next day Felix confessed to his father. It was after breakfast; +they sat alone, opposite each other, at a little round table. + +For a moment the old man stared before him with fixed, dull gaze; then +rising helplessly and slowly from his chair, stretching out his +trembling hands, he fell upon his face, senseless. + +What cut Felix most bitterly, most deeply to his heart was, that when +the Baron recovered from his swoon he had not a word of reproof for his +son--not a word. Oh, if he had raged, had cursed and execrated him, all +this Felix could have borne more easily than the sight of the terrible, +helpless sadness with which from time to time the Baron struck his +hands together and murmured: "I was indiscreet; oh, furious old fool, I +was indiscreet, indiscreet!" + +The meaning of these words only later became clear to Felix. + +The Baron telegraphed to the lawyer--he went to Vienna the same day. + +It was too late! + +All the steps which were taken to spare Felix the publication of his +fault and the degrading punishment, were in vain. + +The affair occurred in an unfavorable epoch for him, as the courts felt +obliged shortly after an _eclat_ to be doubly severe, as the +consideration which had recently been shown in a similar case for a +noble name had called forth the justest indignation from the liberal +press. + +Felix was sentenced to two years' imprisonment. + +His father begged an audience of His Majesty. All that he attained was +that the sentence should be diminished to one year. + +An example must be made. + +And the farewell. The last, long, trembling embrace of his father, the +moment when the guards who were to conduct the convict away busied +themselves with their sabres and compassionately withdrew while the +father whispered imploringly to his son, "Promise me that you will do +no harm to yourself!" + +And the time in the prison. The fearful despair of the first weeks, +when he longed for death, and the promise which he had given his father +continually weighed upon and tormented him like a fetter; the brooding +stupor into which this despair changed, and which in its turn gave +place to a gradual reviving and accustoming himself to his +circumstances. He remembered very well the day when he began to look +around at his companions, began anxiously to seek manifestations of +their good qualities; to search among them for young people of +blameless lives who had sinned in a moment of madness. What did he +find? A few convicts who by alternating imprisonment and crime had +gradually become dull and stupid, others who had wholly degenerated to +rough, terrible, malicious animals; besides these, two or three sons of +good family, who confessed their sins with brutal cynicism, scornfully +derided their relatives and procured through the jailer wine, cards and +evil romances. The sight of these people caused Felix boundless misery. +How he loathed them; how they astonished him; the importance which +trifles had for them, and that they had the heart to rail at the poor +food! + +The doubt came to him whether the idea which he had of himself was not +a mere illusion. He dissected his most secret impulses, criticised all +his instincts--in short, tormented himself into a pitiable condition. +The remnant of self-respect which he had taken into the prison shrunk +away to nothing. + +All who had anything to do with him showed him the warmest sympathy. He +was so quiet, so obliging; he never asked for anything except more +work. The degraded officers were at that time employed in the office +work. Felix fulfilled the tasks allotted him with the most painful +punctiliousness. At the prison he accustomed himself to that correct +regular handwriting which differed so greatly from the careless writing +of his gay youth. + +The old baron had begged that some consideration might be shown Felix +on account of his weakened health. They were perfectly willing to do +so, but Felix would hear nothing of this. The money which his father +sent him to procure little comforts, he gave to assistants. + +At last the year was over. + +Felix had received a letter from his father, in which the latter, too +considerate to personally accompany his son from the prison, told him +that he would meet him at this or that station, to take a long trip +with him. But Felix could not resolve to meet his father immediately +after this degrading imprisonment. + +It was in the year 1866. War was expected. Felix enlisted in a regiment +as a private soldier. He performed his duties with fanatic zeal. The +soldiers, who knew nothing of his sad story, looked upon his serving in +their ranks as the "whim of a great gentleman," such as is not unusual +in excited times, and met him with defiant opposition. But he took such +sincere trouble to win their liking, so willingly shared their whole +life, that they soon became devoted to him. Their unfeigned liking was +more pleasant to him than the sentimental humanity which he met with +later in life. Often one of his present comrades pushed him away from +some work which he considered unworthy of Felix, and murmured with +good-natured embarrassment, "That you are not used to, sir." The +officers, who at first had been very ill at ease with him, gradually +understood how painful it was to him if any difference was made between +him and his comrades, and gave up attempting to make an exception of +him. + +He never complained, ate the coarsest food without changing his +expression in the slightest, conscientiously polished the buttons of +his uniform, and always chose the worst place to bivouac. + +The first cannon was fired. + +Felix fought at Trautenau; fought without enthusiasm, without +melodramatic heroism; he fought with the sober, unbounded bravery of a +man who does not need the hurrahs to be spurred on by, whose life is +wholly indifferent to him, and who hopes and wishes for no other reward +for his self-sacrificing performance of his duty than--death. + +The leaden rain of the Prussian vanguard--it was wholly unknown to the +Austrians who did not fight in Schlesing--had a soothing effect upon +his nerves. The breathless excitement of battle did him good. What +pained him was the moment before the conflict, when old veterans passed +each other their field-flasks, and expressed indifferent opinions about +the weather; and the young soldiers, scarcely grown recruits, with +shining eyes and pale cheeks, cried "Hurrah!" and inflated their +chests, while the guns shook in their hands. What pained him was the +moment after the battle, when the last smoke of powder, and a dull echo +of the noise of battle filled the air, and the soldiers, confused and +stunned, met in camp, and one or another, rousing from the stupor which +followed the fearful excitement of battle, asked fearfully, "Where is +F----? where is M----?" and then with a shudder remembered that he, +himself, had seen F---- and M---- fall. What pained him was, when in +the night the wounded cried and groaned, until their comrades' +compassion changed to impatience, and they complained over the noise +which prevented them from sleeping. + +Then came the third of July, the day of Sadowa. + +It was damp, cold weather, no sun in the heavens. On the earth +trodden-down grain, soiled with dirt and blood; a confusion of blue and +white soldiers, partly arranged in compact, geometrically exact +figures, partly scattered in sheltered positions, partly crouching +behind earthworks, so far separated that Prussians and Austrians mostly +saw each other as points or masses. Hostile, without hostility, they +stood opposite each other; perhaps not one among the thousands upon +thousands here and yonder hated the other, and yet each one was ready +to do his utmost to kill the unknown enemy. + +Fog mixed with the powder-smoke. There was a wild confusion of screams, +groans, rolling of wheels, rattling of sabres, and stamping of horses. +In the distance chaos seemed to prevail; at the spot where Felix was +stationed a kind of monotony, a kind of order ruled. + +The ranks close over the fallen. "Fire!" commands the officer. +There is a click of the gun hammers, the flames shine redly on the +gun-barrels--sch--sch whistle the hostile balls around Felix; crashing, +ear-splitting, like sharp hail, answer the riflemen. + +Felix was at Swiepwald, with the regiment of riflemen of which the +Austrians only speak with tears in their eyes, the Prussians with hands +on their caps! + +For a while the losses were slight. All went well. Then came a moment +when the riflemen received the hostile balls indifferently. Many of +them were weary and found time to say so, still more were hungry--few +Austrian soldiers received anything to eat on that memorable day, the +day of Sadowa. Felix had given his last rations to a young recruit who, +as he thought, needed nourishment more than he; but Felix had +overestimated his strength, an unusual faintness suddenly overcame him, +he begged his neighbor for his flask, and crash!--a shell--and the +neighbor lay on the ground with shattered feet. + +From this moment the losses are immense. Man after man falls. Little +brownish-red streams of blood trickle through the ruts of the ground, +the pine-trees become bare, their needles fall unpleasantly, +prickingly, upon the faces of the riflemen. With the whistling of the +musket-balls mingles the groaning shots of the artillery like the +deafening, reechoing thunder in a mountainous country. The atmosphere +is unbearably impregnated with the peculiar odor of battle. With the +smell of powder and heated iron mingles the odor of perspiration of an +excited mass of men, and the repulsive, terrible, salt smell of their +blood. + +The fog becomes more and more thick. The riflemen see nothing near them +but dead comrades, and before, a white wall behind which death lurks. +They no longer know what is taking place at the other end of the field, +do not know that the Prussian Crown Prince has arrived; but all feel +that they are fighting for a lost cause, and that their resistance is +nothing more than a heroic demonstration. + +Always in the front rank, Felix fights on. Twice have the men at his +right and left fallen, but all the balls whistle past him--from second +to second he expects death, but it comes not. + +There are not thirty men left of his battalion; orderlies fly to and +fro, the officers are hoarse, then suddenly the cry, "Retreat!" + +Retreat! + +Felix stands as if rooted to the ground--Retreat! What, shall he flee? +No! But captivity, in which, bound as he is by his promise, he would +not have the right to take his life! And he retreats with the others, +who now join the great mass. Their pace becomes more and more irregular +and hurried. + +The evening is dark, the enemy behind them, the few riflemen are among +the last. A standard-bearer sinks down, wounded in the knee by a stray +shot. No one troubles himself about him or the flag. + +What is the flag? Nothing but a soiled, torn rag. Nothing but--the +symbol of the regiment's honor. + +Honor! The word has a mysterious, alluring sound for Felix, somewhat as +the word water has for one perishing in the desert. + +Honor! honor! He takes the flag from the standard-bearer's hand, who +pleads piteously that he may at least be pushed into a ditch and not +trodden upon like a worm. Felix performs this service for him, and +remains far behind his comrades. At length he raises the flag and is +about to proceed with it. + +But, deathly wearied as he is, he can scarcely carry it, so he tears +the flag from the pole, and breaking this over his knee he wishes to +bury both pieces in the slime of the ditch, but before he has +accomplished this a little band of Prussian cavalry approaches. He lays +his hand on his gun, but if he defends himself, defends himself so that +they must kill him, the flag is forfeited. He then stretches himself in +the mire of the road, flat on his face over the flag, as to-day he has +seen many of his comrades, shot through the heart. + +The horses trot past him; one of them starts back from him, this rider +looks before him, sees what he takes for a corpse and passes on. + +The horse, who takes the leap required of him with the timidity which +every human body inspires in his species, strikes Felix with his hoof. +When the riders are out of sight, and all is still, Felix rises, a +stinging pain in his left arm. At first he thought the arm was broken, +but no, only a severe contusion causes the pain. He thrusts his hand +into his coat, wraps the flag around it, and creeps wearily forward. + +In his ears a single word rings: "Honor!" + +He totters to the Elbe, which separates him from his comrades; there is +no longer a bridge there; he does not trust his strength to swim +across. Ah! and even if he does drown in the bottom of the river, the +Prussians cannot find the flag, and he cares nothing for his life. He +flings himself into the stream, the waves plash around his ears: +"Honor!" The cold water strengthens him, and for the moment prevents +the pain in his arm. He reaches the opposite shore, he himself never +knew how. + +He staggers on in his clothes, made heavy by the water. His mind +is not clear, only grasps the idea that he must go on. He stumbles +along--slowly--slowly; often he sinks down and lies still for a while, +then he suddenly springs up again, feels for the flag and totters on. +He does not know where he is, the Austrian camp lies before him--he +does not see it--then something red shines through the gray morning +light. Felix gathers up his strength; breathless, gasping, he drags +himself up to what he soon recognizes as an Austrian Uhlan picket. + +He reaches the picket, he can no longer speak, hands the flag to an +officer, and falls to the ground. + +The Uhlans--there were two or three officers among them--crowd around +him. When they see his lamentable condition they speak with pride of +the fidelity to his flag of this common soldier, and they say it aloud, +and Felix hears it and it does him good; it seems to him that the blot +upon his honor is washed away. + +Then one of the officers bends over him, and suddenly starting, he +cries to the others, "That is certainly Lanzberg!" + +"What do you say? 'The certain Lanzberg?'" ask they, hastily. They +thought Felix unconscious, but he was not. + +The word, thoughtlessly spoken and not unkindly meant, goes to his +heart. From that moment he knew that there was no regeneration for his +honor. + +He might level mountains and dam rivers, but the world in its +astonishment, in its admiration, would yet find no other name for him +than "the certain Lanzberg!" + +He opened his large, mournful eyes. The officers were ill at ease, then +they all stretched out their hands to him and cried, "We admire you; we +envy you!" + +But he only turned his head away from them with a groan. + +His incomparable actions during the campaign had softened the harshest +of his social judges toward him. The emperor, by a proclamation, had +restored to him his forfeited social rights. His father awaited him +longingly, and begged him by letters to telegraph his arrival in +Traunberg, so that he could personally meet him at the railway station. + +But Felix dreaded the idea of being received by his father, and +unannounced, in civilian clothes, he one day alighted in T----, the +nearest station to Traunberg, from a third-class compartment, which he +had taken so as to meet none of his acquaintances. He went on foot to +the castle. He felt a kind of shyness of every tree, every stone, which +formerly returning home after long absence, he had greeted joyously. +The quick trot of horses' hoofs smote his ear; looking up he saw Elsa +coming galloping along the park driveway toward him, at the side of his +old playmate, Sempaly. Anxiously he drew back among the trees, and the +two rushed past, and thought no more of the man in the plain gray coat. +Silently he crept up to the castle and to his father's room. No one met +him. Softly he opened the door. A thin, bowed, gray-haired man sat +reading in an arm-chair. Felix took a few hesitating steps forward, he +trembled throughout his entire frame. "Papa!" he stammered. One moment +more and the father had clasped him in his arms. Then the old man +pushed him back from him to see him more plainly. "My hero!" he cried. +Felix started nervously and gazed pleadingly at his father. "You have +grown gray, papa," he cried, as if startled. + +"People grow old, my boy," replied the Baron, hastily smoothing his +whitened hair. + +"Old at forty-nine?" murmured Felix. + +A quarter of an hour later, as Felix sat beside his father, answering +his questions, Elsa entered. She had grown tall and slender. But that +was not the only change which Felix perceived in her: she had lost her +light, springing girlish step, her merry smile. A reserved sadness had +drawn harsh lines about her mouth, and a deep shade darkened her eyes. + +At her entrance he had risen awkwardly, and she, not seeing him +distinctly, and taking him for some bailiff discussing business with +her father, bowed formally. + +Her father glanced impatiently at her, then he cried, in irritation and +anger, "It is Felix; do you not recognize him?" + +Elsa grew pale with excitement. "God greet you," said she, going +quickly up to him. + +His trembling lips barely touched her forehead. + +Now came a hard, hard time for Felix, made hardest of all by the +touching kindness of his father, who overwhelmed him with tender +attentions, had forgotten none of Felix's former fancies--surprised him +now with a splendid horse, now with a gun of a new, improved kind, or a +pointer dog with fabulous traits--in short, anticipated every wish +which Felix had formerly expressed. But Felix no longer wished for +anything but to hide himself, and this his father would not hear of. + +He everywhere pushed his son forward; with the servants and overseer it +was always, "I am growing old, go to the young master." + +And poor Felix, humiliated by the striking submission of the people, +confused and without an idea or opinion of his own, gave orders in a +shy, weak voice as modestly and reservedly as he could. + +However urgently he begged his father to leave him in the protecting +shade of the background, the old man could not be induced to consent. +He pressed the keys of his safe upon Felix, gave him free disposal of +the largest sums of money. Painfully distrustful of all the rest of +humanity, especially of his servants, since his misfortune, the Baron +almost crushed his son by this ostentatious, conspicuous confidence. + +One day he desired Felix to pay a visit with him in the neighborhood. +But this Felix opposed. Elsa supported his opposition. The old Baron +took that amiss in her. At that time Elsa was scarcely sixteen years +old. She suffered with the Lanzberg arrogance, as Felix had suffered +from it; she was hurt to the heart by Felix's deed. And yet she loved +her brother, and did not wish to let him feel how heavily his disgrace +weighed upon her. But she could find no natural tone in intercourse +with him. + +He had been a kind of idol for her, who good-naturedly descended from +his pedestal to tease and caress his little sister. He had called her +Liesel and Mietzel, pulled her ear or kissed her hand, mystified her +with the strangest tales, gave her costly presents; then again, when +his friends or important pleasures came between them, for days wholly +ignored her insignificant existence. + +But this time the idol had not descended from his pedestal; he had +fallen down, and had become a broken man. His former teasing courtesy +had changed into the shyest politeness. He never pulled her ears, and +never kissed her hand, never called her Liesel or Mietzel--his manners +had wholly lost their playful aplomb. He was now helpless and awkward, +sat at table like a poor sinner, ate little, never spoke a word, and, +rendered clumsy by embarrassment, soiled the table-cloth. He was so +boundlessly obliging and considerate that it made Elsa embarrassed. He +broke a refractory horse for her with the greatest patience, took care +of all her favorite flowers, accompanied her on her visits to the poor, +and never forgot to take with him a warm wrap for her. + +He had really become a much better and lovable man than before, but the +world had no use for this goodness and lovability. Even Elsa did not +know how to value it. She was always constrained in intercourse with +him, because she was always thinking of being kind to him. The old +Baron gave her endless lectures concerning her behavior. Unweariedly +attentive and tender to Felix, toward his other fellow men he was +almost unbearably capricious, irritable and unjust, especially to Elsa. + +Once he overwhelmed her for so long with imprudent reproaches for her +heartlessness and lack of tact, that at last she cried out defiantly +and refractorily, "Why was Felix so?" + +Then her father struck her for the first and last time, and cried, "God +punish you for your hard heart!" + +When the Baron had left her, and she began to almost hate Felix, angry +at the injustice done her, he emerged from a dark corner, from which he +had been forced to witness the scene, softly went up to her, and said, +with his gentle sad smile, stretching out his hand hesitatingly to her, +"Forgive him--he has not his head; he does not know any longer what he +does; only think how he must feel." + +Then she threw herself with passionate violence into his arms. "He was +right a hundred times," cried she, "only not in thinking that I do not +love you, for I do love you, but I did not know how to show it to you." + +From that day the relation between brother and sister was touchingly +tender. Elsa was almost as anticipating and unendingly tender in her +attentions to Felix as her father himself. + +The first week after Felix's arrival, Sempaly discreetly remained away +from Traunberg. He also had taken part in the campaign, but a very +trifling part, and described the battle of Sadowa with charming +flippancy, while he added, "Pity that it turned out so badly." For the +first week, then, he remained away from Traunberg. But then he appeared +there again, and, in fact, with the good-natured intention of paying +Felix a special visit. But scarcely had the latter heard the voice of +his former comrade, when with dog and gun he crept softly out of the +castle. + +From then Sempaly came no more to Traunberg. Felix knew that formerly +he had come two or three times a week, and asked Elsa about it. "You +have surely begged him to come no longer, poor Elsa," said he, gazing +deep into her eyes. + +Her embarrassment answered him. + +He saw that for his sake Elsa must give up all society, and also +noticed that she had caught his morbid shyness. Her future was at +stake. Then, carefully concealing his reasons, he begged leave of his +father to go to South America. With a heavy heart, and after much +opposition, the old man let him go. + +Felix did not return until he received the news of Elsa's marriage. +After the death of his father he left Europe a second time, and had +really only returned home for a visit, when he met Linda. + + +Poor Felix! There he sat, his head resting on the table, all his +thoughts in the past, when suddenly a little voice roused him from his +dull brooding. Gery, whose little hand could not reach the doorknob, +banged at the door outside, and screamed, "Papa! papa!" Felix rose and +admitted him. + +The child was crying, and his left cheek was red and swollen. + +"Papa, mamma slapped me, and said she could not bear me," complained +the little fellow. + +"She struck you because you are the son of 'the certain Lanzberg,'" +murmured Felix with fearful bitterness. "Perhaps others will also make +you do penance for that yet!" + + + + + XXV. + + +The gulf which malicious fortune and Elsa's overwrought nerves had +opened between the two married people had not lessened, but on the +contrary had daily become deeper, colder, and broader. + +Erwin found no explanation for his wife's changed manner; after some +time he ceased to seek one. His was no brooding nature, and had no time +to become one. That Elsa could be jealous of Linda any more than of a +pretty work of art or an amusing book which unsuitably claimed a great +deal of his attention, Erwin had never understood. + +"Poor Elsa, she is worried about Felix," he said to himself; "she will +come to her senses again," and for several days he kept away from her, +to give her time to calm herself. But three, four days passed, and she +still had the same pale face and stiff manner. Then he tried a +different plan, and once when they chanced to be alone together--it +happened very seldom--he laid his hand under her chin and began: "Well, +mouse----" + +But she did not lean her cheek against his hand as formerly when she +was remorseful, neither did she resist his caress, as when she was +refractory, but simply tolerated him as if she were a statue of stone +or bronze. And she looked at him so coldly that all the loving words +which he had in readiness faded from his memory and his hand sank down +from her chin. + +He turned away from her with impatience and irritation. It was not the +first time that she had been unjust and capricious to him. Her only +fault was an easily awakened irritability; but formerly her vexation +had been of short duration, and her bad mood had soon dissolved into +the most remorseful tenderness. + +She had never begged his forgiveness after she had made a scene. Her +proud obstinacy was not capable of that; she was not one of those +sympathetic, dependent women who like to make little blunders so as to +be able to coquet with their charming penitence. No! But an anxious, +half-suppressed smile hesitated on her lips, when he returned to her +several hours after the vexatious scene, and he could see by the book +which she was reading, by the gown which she had put on, by the dinner +which was ordered, how she had thought of him during his absence. + +But her manner now was of a quite different kind. + +What could he think but that her love for him had become less; that +with Elsa, as with all good mothers, her children had gradually won the +precedence in her heart, and there was nothing to do for it. And Erwin +smiled peculiarly, shrugged his shoulders, for the first few days felt +painfully wounded, and finally began to accustom himself to the +situation. He hunted a great deal, and also occasionally rode to +Traunberg, where he was always sure of a hearty reception, often met +gay society, and from whence he brought back the comfortable conviction +that he had the best influence over a lovable but superficial human +being. + +Now, after Elsa had barricaded herself on all sides with diligence and +pains and praiseworthy energy, against happiness, she was terrified at +her own work, and she would gladly have annihilated it, but she now +lacked the power. Erwin had become distant; formerly she would have +silently slipped her hand into his and with that all would have been +said, he would have understood. But now, now she no longer dared; she +was as shy and embarrassed as a bride. That it was hateful, yes, fairly +inexcusable to suspect a man who in all the different situations of his +life had acted so severely honorably as Erwin, of such disgraceful +conduct as her jealousy suggested to her, she knew, but---- + +"The Lanzberg shadow has fallen upon my happiness," she sometimes +thought sadly; "it must come so," but in the next moment she said, "No, +it must not come so. I--I myself am to blame that it has come; why did +I send him away from me on our wedding-day, from silly, childish +obstinacy? If I believed in danger for him, I should have tried doubly +hard to chain him to me; instead of this I have done everything to make +myself disagreeable to him, only because my pride did not consider a +threatened happiness worth defence. If what I feared now happens, +then----" but here her thoughts paused. "That cannot be," she murmured +impatiently; "It is not possible." Then suddenly she thought of her +brother, who in his time had stood almost as high in her respect as +Erwin, and who in one instant had sunken, oh, so deeply! + +"If that were possible, then everything is possible in this world," she +decided, sternly. + +One day after another passed--a cloud had shown itself in her sky so +small and transparent that a single sunbeam would have sufficed to kiss +it away; but the cloud had grown larger, and now covered the whole sky +so that it could not even be seen. + +An unpleasant accident contributed to embitter Elsa's feelings +completely. + +For a long time she had been urged by her heart to show Erwin some +little attention, and she ransacked her brains to think of something +which could please him, and yet would not be a too direct reminder of +her love. At last it occurred to her to have a photograph taken for him +of Baby, who with her childish coquetries had gradually become dearer +and dearer to her father's heart. + +She put the frock which Erwin liked best upon the little creature +herself, one which showed off Baby's charms most advantageously. She +kissed and smoothed the child's short curls, and hung a golden heart on +a thin chain round her neck, of which the vain rogue was not a little +proud, and tugged at it with both little fists to admire it, or put it +in her mouth. Then Elsa ordered the carriage and drove over to +Marienbad with Baby. Baby made the most attentive observations from the +lap of her mamma; from time to time she stretched out her hand for some +object which especially pleased her or was new to her, and gave a +little clear joyous cry, or uttered some of those disconnected +syllables which have significance for a mother's ear only. + +The novelty of the situation at the photographer's impressed her; the +first attempt did not succeed. The photographer remarked that if the +Baroness would hold the child herself, it would perhaps be better. Elsa +replied blushingly that she did not wish to appear in the picture. + +But Baby would not have it otherwise. Now the trial succeeded +admirably. The photographer showed the negative in which Baby's +delicate face, with the solemn, staring eyes, and the shy, smiling +mouth could plainly be recognized. Elsa nodded with satisfaction, but +begged that he would wash out her figure. Then the old photographer--he +knew Elsa from her childhood--surveyed his work with the look of an +artist, and said, "Ah, Baroness, it would be a shame for the pretty +picture. Has the Baroness one of the last photographs which I took of +her as a bride? It is just the same face." + +And Elsa let him have his way; involuntarily the delight with which he +held the dim negative against his rough coat-sleeve amused her, and she +even stole a glance in the mirror, the first glance for a long time, +and thought that although somewhat pale and thin, she did not look so +very old and faded as she had thought. She rejoiced at this discovery, +and rejoiced that her richly embroidered black gown was so becoming, +and rejoiced over Baby's picture, and looked forward to the moment when +she should take it to Erwin. + +When she now got into the carriage waiting below with Baby, and the +servant closed the door, the child suddenly almost sprang out of her +mother's lap, and stretched out her little arms, and cried in a clear, +bell-like voice, "Papa! Papa!" As Baby's vocabulary is still very +limited, and she had recently bestowed the title of Papa upon Litza's +pony, Elsa glanced somewhat sceptically in the direction in which the +child's arm pointed, but really saw Erwin about to enter a jeweller's +shop. + +Linda Lanzberg was on his arm! + +Elsa grew deathly pale. When the carriage, as upon entering she had +directed, stopped before a toy store, she did not alight, but ordered, +"Home!" + +All reconciling feelings toward Erwin changed into a condition of +boundless excitement; for the moment she felt a kind of hatred for him. +When at dinner he asked, "Elsa, were not you in Marienbad to-day? It +seemed to me that I saw the carriage pass when I was in Stein's," she +answered, coldly, "I was there. I had something to attend to. And did +you buy anything of Stein?" she then asked, as if casually. "Will he +mention Linda?" she thought, but he replied half laughingly, "A pink +coral necklace for the little one. To-morrow is, if I am not mistaken, +her christening day." In fact Baby had been named after the Countess +Dey, the sensible name, Marie. + +This explanation did not relieve Elsa in the slightest. The most +innocent significance which she could ascribe to his presence there +with Linda was that he had asked her advice in the choice of an +ornament for the child. It did not occur to her that he could have met +Linda in Marienbad quite accidentally. The rest of the evening she was +in a hopelessly bad humor. Every word that Erwin spoke pained her, his +manner of laying a pair of scissors on the table vexed her. With that, +fever shone in her eyes and burned in her cheeks. The kiss which every +evening he imprinted upon her forehead had long become a conventional +ceremony, but to-day she wished to evade this formality. She +disappeared from the drawing-room immediately after tea, upon some +pretext, and did not return again. + +The next day was a holiday, Baby's christening day, the day after +Juanita's visit to Traunberg. + +Most exceptionally, this time Erwin did not appear at breakfast, and +when Elsa asked after him, the word was, "The Baron breakfasted in his +own room, and had then gone away." + +About half-past eleven, as Elsa sat in the nursery, weary and languid, +holding Baby on her lap, the door opened and Erwin entered. Baby +stretched out her little hands joyously, but Elsa's eyes grew gloomy +and she struck the child's hand reprovingly. Erwin grew deathly pale, +pale as she had never seen him before. + +"Later, Baby," he murmured somewhat hoarsely, and left the room. But +Baby began to cry bitterly, and would not stay in her mother's lap. + +After lunch, during which Erwin did not address another word to Elsa, +she heard him down in the garden, talking and playing with the little +one; she heard Baby's soft happy laugh; she went to the window, +stretched out her head, and saw him swinging the child in the air. When +Baby was finally weary of play, she laid her little arm around her +father's neck, and leaned her delicate flower-like face against his +sun-browned cheeks. + +Elsa's head ached; she burned with fever from head to foot, every nerve +quivered and her thoughts were gloomy. Slowly she dragged herself up +and down, finally seated herself with hands clasping her temples, upon +a divan. She was losing consciousness when suddenly she started up and +listened. She heard Erwin's horse pawing the ground in front of the +house. Where was he going so suddenly? She roused herself, and holding +to the walls, crept slowly down-stairs. Then, hidden by the turn of the +stairs, in the shadow of the hall, she heard Erwin's voice: + +"If the Baroness asks for me, Martin, tell her that you do not know +where I am; in no case shall she wait dinner for me," said he, quickly +and softly. + +With that he mounted his horse and rode away at a rapid pace. + +Where? Elsa's heart stopped beating. Had anything happened? + +She crossed the hall--she would force old Martin to speak; but he had +gone also. Then something on the floor rattled, a gray paper which the +hem of her dress had touched; she stooped for it--it lay there crumpled +as if it had just fallen from a violent hand. She committed no +voluntary indiscretion, she only looked at it as one scrutinizes a +paper to see whether one shall pick it up or throw it away. It was not +her fault that, thanks to the writing, which was as plain as print, at +the first glance her eyes had comprehended the whole contents. + + +Dear Erwin: + +Come soon--to-day, now--at once--I expect you. + + Linda. + + +She took the note, carried it to Erwin's room, and laid it +conscientiously upon his writing-desk. Then her knees trembled, and she +had to sit down. Not that he had received the note surprised her. What +fault was it of his if Linda wrote foolish notes? But what she did not +understand, what remained absolutely incomprehensible to her was the +fact that he had taken his valet into his confidence, that he had not +been ashamed to make him his confidant. Had she not heard wrong? Had he +gone to Traunberg? Now, when the facts spoke strongest against him, she +weighed most justly the probabilities for and against his fault; she +had acted imprudently towards him, and since the birth of the last +child, devoting herself entirely to her maternal duties, had neglected +him. He had borne this with goodness and patience; then Linda had +suddenly appeared, with her dazzling beauty, her picturesque elegance, +her coquettish heartlessness. + +For hours Elsa sat there and waited. At five o'clock she sat down to +dinner; immediately after this she left the dining-room--she had no +more control over herself. + +"It is all possible," she cried, giving way, desperate; her breath came +heavily and so feverish that it burned her lips--black clouds swam +before her eyes. + +She looked at the clock. What kept him away from home so long--with +her? Another fifteen minutes passed--he must be with her. She could no +longer endure her distrustful suspense--she would go to Traunberg. + +She ordered the carriage. On the way she started at every sound, at +every shadow, everywhere she saw him and her. + +A fearful dread of the certainty came over her; at the last moment she +clung to uncertainty. + +She wished to return, but she was ashamed of displaying such +inconsequence before the servants, and just then the carriage drove +through the iron gate into the Traunberg park. The lackey in the +vestibule announced that the Baroness was not at home. + +Elsa sighed with relief; if Linda were not home, she could receive no +guests, and Erwin could not be there. That she could have denied +herself did not occur to her. + +It was pleasant to her to enjoy Traunberg once more, without Parisian +anecdotes and French _chansonnettes_--without Linda. + +All was as if dead; it reminded her of the old Traunberg, where she had +lived in loving solitude with her father. She did not think of +returning at once; the great tension of her nerves had suddenly given +way to vague dreaminess--the danger was not over but postponed. + +She went out into the garden; her heart grew more and more heavy, and +her step slow. Her dress caught upon a branch. It seemed to her that a +warning hand held her back. In mysterious dread of choosing the very +gloomy path which lay before her, she took another. Her heart beat +rapidly, she stood still, resolved to return. Between the trunks of the +lindens, the water of the large pond which bounded one side of the +Traunberg park shone in the sunset glow. With the gentle murmur of the +water mingled the regular strokes of oars. Elsa stood still, she +listened. Who could it be? Linda was not home. Elsa glanced at the +pond. In a little boat she saw two figures, one, Linda, leaning back in +the end of the little skiff, flowers in her hair and in her lap, one +hand in the water, an evil light in her eyes, something luxuriantly +melancholy in her whole form. Opposite her, with his back to Elsa, +sat a man, slender, broad-shouldered, in a light summer suit, with +close-cropped hair of that striking light blond which shines like +molten gold in the sunlight. + +Elsa started back--it was surely Erwin--she turned away, she would +see no more--but no--it seemed to her that she must call after +him--there--the little row-boat had reached the small island covered +with roses which was in the middle of the lake. In the gray-white +August twilight she saw the two figures turn into the overgrown thicket +of the island--they disappeared behind the bushes as if immersed in +shadow. + +Elsa was as if paralyzed by a kind of gloomy numbness; a fearful +excitement overcame her--she must go--where she did not know, only far, +far away from the accursed spot. + +She did not think of ordering her carriage, of driving home. She +scarcely thought of anything, only moved mechanically on, and +instinctively took the path to Steinbach, as an animal wounded unto +death seeks its hole to die in. + +She groped before her with her hands, she blinked as if blinded by a +terrible light, she hit blindly against the trees as she passed, like a +bat--she saw nothing but two light figures disappearing amid gloomy +shadow. She hurried on and on--at first very rapidly--it seemed to her +that she could fly, but she was mistaken. The unrest which raged within +her was that of fever, of over-exhaustion, not of unused strength. Soon +her feet felt like lead, and a heavy weight seemed resting upon her +breast; she dragged herself wearily on like one in a bad dream, who +wishes to flee from some monster and cannot. The more weary her body +became, the more clear what had really frightened her became to her. + +"He and Linda," she murmured to herself, "he and my brother's wife." +And with a desperate smile, a smile which condemned faith, hope and +love to death, she added, "Yes, everything is possible in this world!" + +How good he had formerly been, how loving! The loveliest moments of her +married life came to her mind with the sad charm of the irrevocably +lost. On she tottered, in her wide-open eyes the wild look which seeks +nothing more, which looks away from everything, the look of a being who +has seen happiness die. "I was happy," she murmured to herself with +unspeakable bitterness. + +But soon the poisonous breath of doubt tainted the happiness which had +been also. How did she know how false it might have been, whether she +had not merely been "considerately deceived"? + +Then it seems as if a frost falls upon her loveliest recollections, +even upon those which until now she has treasured in the most secret +corner of her heart. The past is desecrated--she has nothing more. + +She does not think of her children--in this moments he has forgotten +that she has children. + +Slowly she drags herself through the wood, the same path which she had +taken with Erwin before. Over her head the trees sing in melancholy +peace their old song. Elsa can scarcely proceed; now the wood lies +behind her, before her the dew on the meadow sparkles in the gray +twilight, the colors are all dead--she shudders--here is the spot where +he had carried her over that evening when for the first time she had +been apprehensive for her happiness. Here he had put his arms round her +and clasped her tightly to him and called her his treasure. She +trembles in her whole body, then she gives a short gasping cry and +sinks to the ground. She sobs, she has forgotten everything, she exists +only in the feeling of weeping, of wishing convulsively to throw off a +weight which oppresses her chest, and behind her the primeval forest +still sings its melancholy peaceful song. + +How long she lies there she does not know; she does not notice either +that the gray evening darkens to black night, does not notice that the +dew falls heavier and heavier, that its cool dampness steals through +her light gown to her weakened frame. + + + + + XXVI. + + +While Elsa lay so despairingly at the edge of the forest, two riders +came slowly towards Steinbach--Sempaly and Erwin. They returned from a +farm at some distance from, but belonging to Steinbach, which together +with a part of the adjacent village had been burned this afternoon. + +Before them the castle of Steinbach, with its windows shining +peacefully in the moonlight, between the shady trees; around them sweet +fragrance and peaceful stillness; behind them a village, for the +greater part in ashes, deserted ruins blackened with soot, as if clad +in deepest mourning, animated by a few bent figures which could no +longer speak from pain and fright, yes, could scarcely even complain +more, and anxiously, with trembling hands, sought in the soaked heaps +of ashes, in which fire still smouldered, for some pitiful remnant of +their annihilated possessions. They rode through the park gate, their +clothes were drenched and smelled of smoke and soot. + +When Sempaly heard of the breaking out of the fire, he had ridden from +Iwanow to Billwitz, and had then joined Erwin honestly in the wildest +confusion of the fire, and now accompanied him home. + +They only seldom exchanged a word. They were both weary from the help +they had rendered, and saddened by the thought of how little they had +been able to help. When they reached the castle, Sempaly was about to +turn off towards Iwanow, but Erwin held him back. "Take tea with us, +Rudi," said he. + +"In these clothes?" replied Sempaly, glancing at his soiled clothes; +then he added, "Well, Snowdrop will be considerate," and dismounted. + +He had really from the first intended to remain at Steinbach, and +looked forward to relating to Elsa, while fresh, all the little heroic +deeds by which Erwin had distinguished himself during the fire. He felt +a kind of indebtedness to Erwin on account of the hateful suspicion +which for a moment he had cherished against him, and which to-day, when +he once more thoroughly recognized Erwin's nobility, seemed to him +foolish and inexcusable. + +Erwin asked for his wife; the servant informed him that she was not yet +back from Traunberg. + +"Has a second message come from Traunberg?" asked Erwin, surprised. + +The valet glanced at the servant. "No!" It was certain that no second +messenger came from Traunberg. + +Erwin and Sempaly went out again in the black shadows of the mild +August moonlight night. "What does she seek in Traunberg?" murmured +Erwin, aloud, ponderingly. + +"Did she know that you were at the fire?" asked Sempaly, with sudden +inspiration. + +"I think not. I expressly requested the servants not to tell her where +I went," replied Erwin. "What in all the world did she go to Traunberg +for?" + +Then Scirocco looked at him peculiarly. "You," said he. + +"Me?" Erwin did not yet comprehend the situation. + +But Sempaly stamped his foot impatiently. "Are you stupid, Garzin?" +cried he. "Do you not see what everybody sees, that your wife is +consumed with jealousy of her sister-in-law?" + +"My wife jealous of my sister-in-law? Sempaly--you----" Erwin had burst +out very violently at first, now he was suddenly silent. He called to +mind Elsa's strange manner of late, much that was enigmatical was +explained. He did not understand that he had been so obtuse. + +They had walked somewhat further into the park; then a low cry of pain +vibrated through the painful stillness of the night. Erwin listened +with beating heart. Once more it penetrated to him, somewhat louder. A +cold shudder ran over him. He hurried toward the meadow from which the +sound came. With sight sharpened by excitement he surveyed the gray +dewy field. There at the edge of the wood he saw something white +gleaming in the twilight, a misty spot which in the gloom he had almost +taken for a thick cluster of immortelles. His anxiety drove him a few +steps further. "Elsa!" cried he, and stretched his arms out to her. + +Then she raised her head, and rested her large, feverish, shining eyes +upon him. "I forgive you," cried she with failing voice, and starting +back from him. "I forgive you, but go--go--leave me." + +His eyes met hers. + +"You have nothing to forgive me," said he gravely, almost sternly. "But +if you promise solemnly, very solemnly, to be very much ashamed of +yourself I will forgive you." + +She stared at him without understanding, confused, stupefied; then he +took hold of her dress; he was frightened to feel how cold and wet it +was. + +"For God's sake!" cried he, violently, and with efficacious +inconsiderateness, "before everything else see that you take off these +wet things; there is time enough to speak of your mad freak later." +With that he picked her up and carried her across, as he had done on +the day of Linda's arrival. + +She did not resist him. At first she did not even know what had +happened to her; then, when near the castle, she suddenly heard a +gentle voice, kindly and reprovingly, as one speaks to an imprudent +child, "Why, Snowdrop!" she looked around; this sudden exclamation +recalled her to reality, which had been far from her confused mind. +"How comes Sempaly here?" she asked, hastily. + +"We were at the fire in Billwitz together," said Erwin, without +standing still. "He returned with me." + +"Fire--Billwitz----" murmured Elsa, then she trembled violently and +burst into a flood of tears of relief. + +A little later Elsa lay in her pretty white bed feverish and hoarse, +but with a light heart, and her soul full of a sweet mixture of +remorse, happiness and shame. Erwin sat near her, and tried to be angry +with her, and yet was only worried. But Scirocco had found that this +was not the evening to take tea in Steinbach, and had gone away. + + +And while Elsa with touching conscientiousness now confessed all the +particulars of her hideous mistrust and her obstinate jealousy, and +upon Erwin's lips, at first closed sternly, a smile had become more and +more plain, Linda sat in her boudoir with scornfully curved lips and +angry, staring eyes, which thirsted for spite. She wore a white gown, +whose hem was slightly soiled, only as if it had perhaps brushed the +dew from a flowerbed. On her breast rested a bunch of dark red roses. +Some of them were withered, and others began to fade, others still to +fall, and the red petals strewed her gown. To her excited gaze they +seemed like drops of blood. She shuddered at sight of them; she +shuddered to-day at everything, even at herself. Her whole being rose +against the huge wrong which had been done her--the wrong which forced +her to be wicked. That there was another outlet for her she did not +acknowledge; that it was beautiful to forgive, she did not understand; +that one has duties even toward those who have sinned against one, she +did not believe. + +She railed against the system of the world, and her affairs in +particular. The only man whom she had ever loved, so at least it seemed +to her in her dramatic, gloomy excitement, this man had despised her. + +After she had been enlightened as to Felix's past, she had immediately +written that letter to Erwin which had caused so much painful confusion +in Steinbach. + +She had wished to sink into his compassionate arms, and had relied upon +the demoniac charm of her beauty. She fancied that after the disgrace +which she had suffered from, she had a right to sin. As answer to her +note, she had received the following lines: + + +Dear Linda: + +I am very sorry that, on account of urgent business, I cannot come +to-day. I hope it is a question of nothing important. + + E. Garzin. + + +She loved him, and he wrote to her in this tone! She grew crimson for +perhaps the first time in her life when she read the lines--but not +with shame, with anger. + +Pistach came during her wildest excitement. He had won the game. + +Now he had gone; she was alone again! + +She buried her face in her hands; she sobbed convulsively. The roses on +her breast fell one after the other, and the blood-red petals slid down +to the soiled hem of her white gown. + +The next day Linda and Count Kamenz had disappeared! + +The whole country round about was horrified and dismayed at the affair; +only one laughed in his sleeve: Eugene von Rhoeden. The last obstacle +to his plans had been removed. Countess Elli blushed crimson when he +took leave of Iwanow. He found opportunity to press a kiss upon her +hand. A white handkerchief waved after him from one of the castle +windows, as he drove in an open phaeton from Iwanow to the railway +station. + + + + + XXVII. + + +By her fantastic walk from Traunberg to Steinbach, Elsa had brought on +inflammation of the lungs. She convalesced so slowly that the physician +whom Erwin consulted advised a long sojourn in the south. At first she +could not resolve to leave her unhappy brother, and only went after he +had promised to follow her as soon as possible to San Remo, where she +would pass the winter with Erwin and the children. + +She left in the middle of September. Felix did not keep his promise. +"As soon as possible" was capable of such varied conceptions. + +September, with its variegated foliage, and the long, tender farewell +of the sunbeams vanished, and October came. The leaves withered, +blood-red or pale-yellow they fell from the branches sadly and +submissively, like all hopeless ones, and November followed October, +and came in with an important bluster, like a lackey sent on before to +make room for his master. He tore the last leaves from the branches, +and sometimes tore away the branches with them, and he kissed the last +roses dead and annihilated the unblossomed buds, covered the heavens +with mournful clouds, blew so chill and poisonously in the face of the +sun that he also sickened, and looked almost as pale as the moon. + +And at length all was desolate, all ready--the earth strewn with dead +leaves and withered flowers for the solemn reception of the new-comer. +Coldly and gravely winter entered his kingdom, the bare trees shivered +a last time, and crackled one more sigh, and all is still--dead! The +angels in heaven shook their wings, thicker and thicker fell the white +down. + +January was long past and Felix still in Traunberg. After the last +fearful blow which had fallen upon him he never rallied. Since Linda's +flight he never left the park, seldom the castle, often scarcely left +his room. + +There were days on which he would not even allow his little son +admission, and other days on which he would allow no servant to wait +upon him, because it was unbearable for him to even meet the eyes of a +servant. On all faces he thought he could discover mocking, criticising +expressions. + +When his overseers came to him to desire his signature or to ask his +wishes concerning important business, with his hot, nervous hands he +fumbled over the papers which were placed before him, read two or three +lines, murmured something, and signed his name. The questions which +were put to him he always answered with the same, "As you will," and +then drummed impatiently upon the top of his writing-desk and glanced +irritably at the door. + +He neglected his attire, his beard grew long; he did not even care for +cleanliness. Often for days he ate nothing, always very little; but, on +the other hand, he was always thirsty, and--drank. But the strongest +spirits had ceased to procure relief for him. He no longer forgot; +never more! + +He had a piano brought to his room, although he had almost never played +before, and now strummed on it continually. Strange modulations sprang +from beneath his stiff, unpractised fingers. He purposely sought the +shrillest dissonances, which seemed to do him good. Again and again he +struck the same piercing chord and never found a resolution for it. + +He always began to play so as to drown the madrilena, which rang in his +ears so often and so unbearably distinctly, and every time he ended by +groping over the keys for the melody of this same madrilena. Each tone +went through his heart like the stab of a dagger, his forehead was +covered with sweat, and with a long sigh he closed the piano. + +Intercourse with his child became of a strange nature. He indeed +frequently overwhelmed the little one with passionate tenderness, but +the games, the caressing teasing, which had formerly occupied them when +together, and which had so delighted the boy, had ceased. Gery grew +shy, pale and nervous. More and more often the fear of injuring the +child by his presence crept over Felix. + +Erwin, who came from San Remo once during the winter, in order, as he +said, to look after the house, was frightened at the confusion which, +as he soon noticed, existed in Felix's business matters, as well as the +terrible change in his whole appearance. + +Compassionately and kindly he urged his brother-in-law to accompany him +to Italy, in order, as he had promised, to spend some time, together +with Gery, with his sister. + +But Felix trembled visibly when it was a question of his leaving +Traunberg, and going to a place where he must meet other people, were +it only in the most passing way. Erwin promised him perfect quiet and +seclusion from all intercourse with strangers--in vain. + +"Leave me," Felix repeated again and again; "leave me, I must be +alone." + +Erwin ceased his pleadings, discouraged. Elsa's health did not permit +her stay in the south to be shortened, so that her presence might +alleviate her brother's painful condition. + +For one moment Erwin suspected a positive mental derangement in his +brother-in-law, but soon convinced himself of the falsity of this +opinion. + +The balance of his accounts was correct; as soon as his attention was +excited he decided correctly, never made a mistake in a reckoning, and +made no disconnected remarks. Only, exhausted as he was, everything +concerning present affairs irritated him indescribably. The train of +his thought flowed always backward. His mind rested continually upon +that spot in the past where his happiness lay buried with his honor. + +He passed almost the whole of his time in living over again his life +from the first meeting with Juanita to the signing of the fatal note. +His memory, strangely faithful, and sharpened by practice, revived +again and again new particulars of the Juanita period, with the +distinctness of hallucinations. + + +On a mild, sunny April day Elsa appeared in Traunberg, restored to +health, more beautiful than ever, and with eyes radiant with happiness. +She was shocked when she perceived her brother; what she saw was so +much worse than what Erwin had considerately prepared her for. But +Felix's misery only increased the tenderness of her sympathy. She spoke +of the tender, intimate intercourse which should now exist between the +two families, and said that Baby was now large enough for a playmate +for her cousin; and Baby who, chubby-cheeked and gay, with great +laughing eyes and tiny mouth with a drolly serious expression, sat on +her mamma's knee, stretched out her fat little arms and said, "Where +Gery?" + +Then the nurse--Gery's French _bonne_ had not been able to endure the +winter solitude of Traunberg, and had long since left--brought +the child. She had smoothed down his curly hair with a horrible, +strong-smelling pomade, and had hidden his pretty little form in a +heavy cloth costume, suitable for much older children. He looked pale, +was awkward, and clung anxiously to his father. When he gradually lost +his shyness through Elsa's soft voice and caressing manner, and +approached her and answered her questions, she noticed that he had +adopted the common broad accent of the nurse. + +It did not escape Felix's morbidly sharpened glance, that behind the +pleasant smile with which Elsa met the child, surprise and compassion +were hidden. + +"You probably find that he has changed for the worse?" he asked +suddenly, gazing sharply at her. "What will you? Everything about me +goes to ruin." + +When Elsa, after urgently and most tenderly begging Felix and his boy +to come soon to Steinbach, had driven away, Felix took his boy on his +knees, and kissed him passionately, murmuring again and again, "Poor +child, poor branded child!" + +An unpleasant habit, common to most human beings living very much +alone, he had adopted of late, that of talking to himself. The words +which most frequently escaped him, which he probably repeated a dozen +times, were, "The certain Lanzberg," and while he said that, his voice +and his face expressed all the shades of bitterness, mockery and +despair. + +And one evening, three or four days after Elsa's visit, Gery crept +shyly up to him, and laying his little hand anxiously upon his father's +arm, he asked in his gentle, somewhat sad little voice, "What is that, +'the certain Lanzberg'?" + +Felix started; he gave a long-piercing gaze into the innocent eyes of +the child, then he pushed him violently away and hurried out of the +room. + +The same night Felix heard sobs outside his door, and as he opened it +and looked out into the corridor, he discovered Gery, who stood there +clad only in his little embroidered night-shirt, and barefoot. + +"Papa, you did not say good-night to me. Papa, was I naughty?" sobbed +the child, with the morbid nervous excitement which proved his solitary +life. + +Then Felix took him in his arms. It was a fresh spring night, and the +child, who had stood for a long time outside, clad only in the thin +night-shirt, shivered. Felix rubbed his little hands and feet warm. +Then the nurse knocked at the door, seeking the child in anxious +excitement. + +But Gery would not hear of returning to the nursery. He clung to his +father and pleaded, "Let me stay with you, papa." Then Felix sent the +nurse away, and took him into his bed. The child fell asleep nestled +tenderly against him, slept soundly and unbrokenly. Felix lay awake. + +The opal-colored glow of the spring morning tinged the heavens, and +Felix still was awake. He thought of old times, times which lay far +back of the Juanita period; some jest over which he had laughed some +twenty years ago occurred to him and pained him--he groaned; the child +awoke; throwing his little arms around Felix's neck, he begged, +coaxingly, "Dear papa, I sleep so well with you, let me always sleep +with you." Then suddenly it flashed through Felix's mind, "Ah, if I +could only die while he still loves me!" and suddenly the storm within +him ceased--all became quiet within his heart, quiet as the grave. + + + + + XXVIII. + + +They passed the day happily together, Felix and his son. Felix bathed +and dressed the child himself, with a thousand jests and little teasing +ways. Gery had not seen his papa so gay for a long time, and rubbed +against him again and again, like a young dog or kitten. + +The sky was blue, the earth white with blossoms, the first butterflies +floated around the bushes. After lunch Felix drove with the child to +Steinbach for the first time, in spite of Elsa's warm invitation. + +How warm and bright everything was in Steinbach. It almost seemed to +him that there was a different sun there from Traunberg. Litzi received +a holiday, so she could play with her little cousin to her heart's +delight. Baby gave the little fellow her greatest treasure, a pot of +ripe strawberries, which she had to clasp with both little arms when +she carried it to him. + +Felix remained to dinner; they overwhelmed him with attentions, but +still at heart he felt that Erwin and Elsa would have been happier and +less constrained without him, which they would not, indeed, have +admitted. + +As they did not wish to separate Felix from his boy during the meal, as +a great exception they installed Baby in her high-chair at the table +also, between Erwin and Litzi, an honor of which she proved herself +wholly worthy, as she watched the others eating with great seriousness +without desiring anything for herself. Only toward the end a little +misfortune befell her: in a moment of extravagant tenderness, she tried +to embrace her mother across the table, overturned a beer-glass, and +showed herself so surprised and ashamed at this accident, that Erwin +had to take her on his knee and console her. Felix felt plainly that +Erwin's calm, playful good-nature to the child did not in the least +remind one of the stormy immoderate caresses with which he overwhelmed +his own son sometimes. + +After dessert, while the children played in the garden under Miss +Sidney's care, and Felix sat somewhat apart with Elsa on a garden bench +and watched them, Felix started suddenly. + +"What is the matter, Felix?" asked his sister, anxiously. + +He could not explain himself; he had heard the child laugh, and it had +occurred to him how seldom the little one laughed at home--almost +never. + +"Elsa," he asked after a while, "the child is growing very nervous and +timid with me; will you do me the kindness to keep him with you for a +while?" + +"Certainly, I will gladly keep the child," replied Elsa, "only you must +promise me to visit him every day." + +Then Felix said, with a strange gaze, lost in the distance, and which +she often later remembered, "Yes, I will visit him every day if I can." + +A short time after he took leave of Gery, who at first would not remain +without his father, but grew quiet when Felix promised to visit him the +next morning. + +The next morning! + +The carriage rolled away, and several minutes later Felix returned once +more. + +"Have you forgotten something, Felix?" asked Erwin, who stood before +the portal of the castle, talking in a low voice. + +"Yes, my revolver," replied Felix, uneasily and absently. + +When Erwin wished to go into the castle to help his brother-in-law find +it, the latter held him back. "Oh, it is of no importance," he +stammered. "I will get it--to-morrow. Where are the children?" + +"There," said Elsa, and in the distance, between the feathery green +foliage, he saw the children at their play. They flew about and shouted +like little gnomes, Gery the merriest of them all. + +"I will not disturb him," murmured Felix, after he had watched the +children for a long time, without approaching them. + +He went. + + + + + XXIX. + + +Returned to Traunberg, he wandered slowly through all the rooms of the +castle. Then he had tea served in his room, drank a cupful, and ate a +trifle. He laid his watch upon the table. At twelve o'clock all should +be finished, he decided. + +The cold calm of resolution gave way to the exciting feeling of +expectation. + +He seated himself at his writing-table, thoughtfully he rested his head +in his hand, then he dipped the pen into ink, and wrote a long letter. +He read it through with a certain pedantry, added here and there a +comma, or made a letter plainer, placed the letter in an envelope, and +addressed it to Elsa. + +His glance fell upon the watch--the hands pointed to quarter past +eleven. He rose and walked up and down uneasily. He began to ask +himself whether he had forgotten nothing, began to unconsciously seek +reasons for postponing his act. + +His brow was bathed with cold sweat. He looked for his revolver and +Toledo dagger, which both had formerly lain upon his table. They were +gone. Evidently his valet had removed them. The razors also were +hidden. + +Felix smiled bitterly. Then he drew a little English penknife from his +pocket, sharpened it upon an ash-receiver, and laid it on the table +beside his bed. Then, with folded hands, he crouched for a few minutes +beside his bed. He thought of the promise not to kill himself which he +had once given to his father. The promise could have no weight except +during the life of the old man. + +When he looked again, the hands of the watch pointed to quarter before +twelve. His heart beat loudly. A moment of irresolution came. Then from +without a little soft bird cry floated in to him. He suddenly heard +again Gery's voice, "Who is 'the certain Lanzberg,' papa?" + +Then he undressed himself, took the penknife, and with firm stroke cut +through the veins and arteries in his left wrist and ankle. + +He rose once more to extinguish the candles on the table beside his +bed, then he sank back among the pillows. + +He felt the warm blood flowing from him, and experienced a kind of +disgust; then he murmured with a sigh, "Blood washes all things clean." + +The triumphal fanfare of the madrilena vibrated around him; the +excitement which had burned within him throughout the whole time was +for a moment increased tenfold. + +But the madrilena died away, and the fearful memories faded, the great +painful weariness which had almost paralyzed him recently, preventing +him from sleeping, vanished--he felt easier and easier. + +A comfortable drowsiness overcame him, and a thousand pictures changed +before his dreamy dim eyes. + +He saw himself in the school-room, beside his tutor, and smiled at the +expression with which the tutor drew his cuffs down over his knuckles +when Elsa's French _bonne_ entered the room. + +The present had vanished, his thoughts wandered further and further +back into the past. + +He sits beside his mother in the church, small and sleepy. Through an +open window the fresh spring air blows in to the atmosphere of mould +and incense of the sacred edifice. + +From half-closed eyes he sees a crowd of red peasant women, sees +the little school-boys who crowd as near as possible to the carved +_prie-dieus_ of the gentry. One of them winks at him. + +The priest elevates the host. Little Felix's tired eyes close, the +peasants fade into a large red spot, the colored shadows of the church +windows lie on the bare, gray stone pavement like a carpet. His head +sinks upon his mother's arm. All is rosy vapor around him. Then his +mother kisses him on the forehead and whispers, "It is over; wake up!" + + + + + XXX. + + +The next morning a messenger came breathlessly to Steinbach. With +gloomy obstinacy he refused to gratify the domestic's urgent questions. +He desired to speak personally with the Baron. + +Erwin came. He was fearfully startled at the messenger's communication. +Then as with distressed slowness he crossed the corridor to Elsa's +room, she met him, pale as death, but calm. "A messenger has come from +Traunberg. Felix has taken his life," she said in a hollow voice, with +eyes fixed upon Erwin. She had guessed. With hand on her heart, her +eyes closed, she remained for a moment speechless. Erwin feared a +swoon, and with gentle force tried to lead her back to her room, but +she resisted. "Order the carriage," she begged with almost inaudible +voice; "I should like to go over there." + +Erwin accompanied her. + +An uneasy quiet, broken by the mysterious whispers of the domestics, +pervaded Castle Traunberg. The servants all stood around in solemn +idleness. Mrs. Stifler and the valet were busied with the corpse. They +withdrew when Elsa entered the chamber of death. + +Slowly she approached the bed. There he lay--Felix!--his corpse. + +His head rested gently on the pillow; one saw that a lovely dream had +helped the dying man across the threshold of eternity. The original +beauty of his features, which life, with its shattering conflicts, had +almost destroyed, death had restored again. + +Elsa kissed the corpse; she wept quietly and bitterly; she reproached +herself a thousand times with not having shown her brother love enough, +with not having helped him bravely enough to bear the heavy burden of +his life. + +Then she noticed a letter, addressed to her, upon the table beside the +bed. + +A quarter of an hour later she joined Erwin, who waited for her in the +adjoining room. There were still tears on her cheeks, but in her eyes +shone a kind of solemn pride. She handed Erwin the open letter. He +read: + + +Dear Elsa: + +You will be startled at what I have done. Forgive me this, as you have +already forgiven me so much. I die not as a cowardly suicide, but as a +man who has sentenced himself to death. + +The conviction has strengthened in my mind, that my life is of use and +pleasure to no one. My own child begins to be saddened by the +oppressive atmosphere which surrounds me. My shadow has long darkened +your existence. + +After my death you will reproach yourself, dear, good heart; will fancy +that you could have been better and more considerate to me than you +have already been. Do not torment yourself. I remember nothing of you +but unwearied love and tender compassion. May God bless you a thousand +times, you and yours. + +Take my poor child to your home. Erwin will bring the boy up better +than I could have done. Do not show my corpse to him, and put no +mourning on him. I do not wish to be the cause of a single bitter hour +to his poor little heart. Tell him I have gone on a journey. He will +forget me. + +Never tell him, I beg you, of my disgrace, and if he learns of it +through strangers, then--then tell him that I loved him beyond +everything, and that I took my life so that I need never blush before +him. + +Lay the little lock of golden hair which I cut from his head in Rome +upon my breast. You will find it in the upper left drawer of my +writing-desk, and put the old soldier's coat which I wore at Sadowa +upon me. (Stifler knows where it is.) It is the only article of +clothing in which I dare stretch myself out beside my ancestors for +eternal rest, or appear before them for eternal reconciliation; who +knows! + +A last kiss for my child. Farewell! and forgive + + "The Certain Lanzberg." + + +Erwin's eyes were moist. "He was indeed a noble nature," said he gently +and hoarsely, as he gave the letter back to Elsa. + +"Yes," cried she, with a kind of pride. "He was really noble; therefore +he tormented himself to death." + +Erwin drew the convulsively sobbing woman to his breast. + +Three days later the funeral took place. + +All the inhabitants of the country round of his rank were present; even +Count L---- came to show Felix the last honors. All were deeply +shocked. Suicide, against which in general they cherished the Catholic +abhorrence, seemed to them in this case justified. They saw in this act +almost the repayment of an outlawed debt. + +From that day the byword with which they had formerly designated Felix +changed. 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