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It was in this way that +she often found her inspiration. + +Prince Albertinelli strummed on the piano the Sicilian 'O Lola'! His +soft fingers hardly touched the keys. + +Choulette, even harsher than was his habit, asked for thread and needles +that he might mend his clothes. He grumbled because he had lost a +needle-case which he had carried for thirty years in his pocket, and +which was dear to him for the sweetness of the reminiscences and the +strength of the good advice that he had received from it. He thought he +had lost it in the hall devoted to historic subjects in the Pitti Palace; +and he blamed for this loss the Medicis and all the Italian painters. + +Looking at Miss Bell with an evil eye, he said: + +"I compose verses while mending my clothes. I like to work with my +hands. I sing songs to myself while sweeping my room; that is the reason +why my songs have gone to the hearts of men, like the old songs of the +farmers and artisans, which are even more beautiful than mine, but not +more natural. I have pride enough not to want any other servant than +myself. The sacristan's widow offered to repair my clothes. I would not +permit her to do it. It is wrong to make others do servilely for us work +which we can do ourselves with noble pride." + +The Prince was nonchalantly playing his nonchalant music. Therese, who +for eight days had been running to churches and museums in the company of +Madame Marmet, was thinking of the annoyance which her companion caused +her by discovering in the faces of the old painters resemblances to +persons she knew. In the morning, at the Ricardi Palace, on the frescoes +of Gozzoli, she had recognized M. Gamin, M. Lagrange, M. Schmoll, the +Princess Seniavine as a page, and M. Renan on horseback. She was +terrified at finding M. Renan everywhere. She led all her ideas back to +her little circle of academicians and fashionable people, by an easy +turn, which irritated her friend. She recalled in her soft voice the +public meetings at the Institute, the lectures at the Sorbonne, the +evening receptions where shone the worldly and the spiritualist +philosophers. As for the women, they were all charming and +irreproachable. She dined with all of them. And Therese thought: "She +is too prudent. She bores me." And she thought of leaving her at +Fiesole and visiting the churches alone. Employing a word that Le Menil +had taught her, she said to herself: + +"I will 'plant' Madame Marmet." + +A lithe old man came into the parlor. His waxed moustache and his white +imperial made him look like an old soldier; but his glance betrayed, +under his glasses, the fine softness of eyes worn by science and +voluptuousness. He was a Florentine, a friend of Miss Bell and of the +Prince, Professor Arrighi, formerly adored by women, and now celebrated +in Tuscany for his studies of agriculture. He pleased the Countess Martin +at once. She questioned him on his methods, and on the results he +obtained from them. He said that he worked with prudent energy. "The +earth," he said, "is like women. The earth does not wish one to treat it +with either timidity or brutality." The Ave Maria rang in all the +campaniles, seeming to make of the sky an immense instrument of religious +music. "Darling," said Miss Bell, "do you observe that the air of +Florence is made sonorous and silvery at night by the sound of the +bells?" + +"It is singular," said Choulette, "we have the air of people who are +waiting for something." + +Vivian Bell replied that they were waiting for M. Dechartre. He was a +little late; she feared he had missed the train. + +Choulette approached Madame Marmet, and said, gravely "Madame Marmet, is +it possible for you to look at a door--a simple, painted, wooden door +like yours, I suppose, or like mine, or like this one, or like any other +--without being terror-stricken at the thought of the visitor who might, +at any moment, come in? The door of one's room, Madame Marmet, opens on +the infinite. Have you ever thought of that? Does one ever know the +true name of the man or woman, who, under a human guise, with a known +face, in ordinary clothes, comes into one's house?" + +He added that when he was closeted in his room he could not look at the +door without feeling his hair stand on end. But Madame Marmet saw the +doors of her rooms open without fear. She knew the name of every one who +came to see her--charming persons. + +Choulette looked at her sadly, and said, shaking his head: "Madame +Marmet, those whom you call by their terrestrial names have other names +which you do not know, and which are their real names." + +Madame Martin asked Choulette if he thought that misfortune needed to +cross the threshold in order to enter one's life. + +"Misfortune is ingenious and subtle. It comes by the window, it goes +through walls. It does not always show itself, but it is always there. +The poor doors are innocent of the coming of that unwelcome visitor." + +Choulette warned Madame Martin severely that she should not call +misfortune an unwelcome visitor. + +"Misfortune is our greatest master and our best friend. Misfortune +teaches us the meaning of life. Madame, when you suffer, you know what +you must know; you believe what you must believe; you do what you must +do; you are what you must be. And you shall have joy, which pleasure +expels. True joy is timid, and does not find pleasure among a multitude." + +Prince Albertinelli said that Miss Bell and her French friends did not +need to be unfortunate in order to be perfect, and that the doctrine of +perfection reached by suffering was a barbarous cruelty, held in horror +under the beautiful sky of Italy. When the conversation languished, he +prudently sought again at the piano the phrases of the graceful and banal +Sicilian air, fearing to slip into an air of Trovatore, which was written +in the same manner. + +Vivian Bell questioned the monsters she had created, and complained of +their absurd replies. + +"At this moment," she said, "I should like to hear speak only figures on +tapestries which should say tender things, ancient and precious as +themselves." + +And the handsome Prince, carried away by the flood of melody, sang. His +voice displayed itself like a peacock's plumage, and died in spasms of +"ohs" and "ahs." + +The good Madame Marmet, her eyes fixed on the door, said: + +"I think that Monsieur Dechartre is coming." + +He came in, animated, with joy on his usually grave face. + +Miss Bell welcomed him with birdlike cries. + +"Monsieur Dechartre, we were impatient to see you. Monsieur Choulette +was talking evil of doors--yes, of doors of houses; and he was saying +also that misfortune is a very obliging old gentleman. You have lost all +these beautiful things. You have made us wait very long, Monsieur +Dechartre. Why?" + +He apologized; he had taken only the time to go to his hotel and change +his dress. He had not even gone to bow to his old friend the bronze San +Marco, so imposing in his niche on the San Michele wall. He praised the +poetess and saluted the Countess Martin with joy hardly concealed. + +"Before quitting Paris I went to your house, where I was told you had +gone to wait for spring at Fiesole, with Miss Bell. I then had the hope +of finding you in this country, which I love now more than ever." + +She asked him whether he had gone to Venice, and whether he had seen +again at Ravenna the empresses wearing aureolas, and the phantoms that +had formerly dazzled him. + +No, he had not stopped anywhere. + +She said nothing. Her eyes remained fixed on the corner of the wall, on +the St. Paulin bell. + +He said to her: + +"You are looking at the Nolette." + +Vivian Bell laid aside her papers and her pencils. + +"You shall soon see a marvel, Monsieur Dechartre. I have found the queen +of small bells. I found it at Rimini, in an old building in ruins, which +is used as a warehouse. I bought it and packed it myself. I am waiting +for it. You shall see. It bears a Christ on a cross, between the Virgin +and Saint John, the date of 1400, and the arms of Malatesta--Monsieur +Dechartre, you are not listening enough. Listen to me attentively. In +1400 Lorenzo Ghiberti, fleeing from war and the plague, took refuge at +Rimini, at Paola Malatesta's house. It was he that modelled the figures +of my bell. And you shall see here, next week, Ghiberti's work." + +The servant announced that dinner was served. + +Miss Bell apologized for serving to them Italian dishes. Her cook was a +poet of Fiesole. + +At table, before the fiascani enveloped with corn straw, they talked of +the fifteenth century, which they loved. Prince Albertinelli praised the +artists of that epoch for their universality, for the fervent love they +gave to their art, and for the genius that devoured them. He talked with +emphasis, in a caressing voice. + +Dechartre admired them. But he admired them in another way. + +"To praise in a becoming manner," he said, "those men, who worked so +heartily, the praise should be modest and just. They should be placed in +their workshops, in the shops where they worked as artisans. It is there +that one may admire their simplicity and their genius. They were +ignorant and rude. They had read little and seen little. The hills that +surround Florence were the boundary of their horizon. They knew only +their city, the Holy Scriptures, and some fragments of antique +sculptures, studied and caressed lovingly." + +"You are right," said Professor Arrighi. "They had no other care than to +use the best processes. Their minds bent only on preparing varnish and +mixing colors. The one who first thought of pasting a canvas on a panel, +in order that the painting should not be broken when the wood was split, +passed for a marvellous man. Every master had his secret formulae." + +"Happy time," said Dechartre, "when nobody troubled himself about that +originality for which we are so avidly seeking to-day. The apprentice +tried to work like the master. He had no other ambition than to resemble +him, and it was without trying to be that he was different from the +others. They worked not for glory, but to live." + +"They were right," said Choulette. "Nothing is better than to work for a +living." + +"The desire to attain fame," continued Dechartre, "did not trouble them. +As they did not know the past, they did not conceive the future; and +their dream did not go beyond their lives. They exercised a powerful +will in working well. Being simple, they made few mistakes, and saw the +truth which our intelligence conceals from us." + +Choulette began to relate to Madame Marmet the incidents of a call he had +made during the day on the Princess of the House of France to whom the +Marquise de Rieu had given him a letter of introduction. He liked to +impress upon people the fact that he, the Bohemian and vagabond, had been +received by that royal Princess, at whose house neither Miss Bell nor the +Countess Martin would have been admitted, and whom Prince Albertinelli +prided himself on having met one day at some ceremony. + +"She devotes herself," said the Prince, "to the practices of piety." + +"She is admirable for her nobility, and her simplicity," said Choulette. +"In her house, surrounded by her gentlemen and her ladies, she causes the +most rigorous etiquette to be observed, so that her grandeur is almost a +penance, and every morning she scrubs the pavement of the church. It is +a village church, where the chickens roam, while the 'cure' plays +briscola with the sacristan." + +And Choulette, bending over the table, imitated, with his napkin, a +servant scrubbing; then, raising his head, he said, gravely: + +"After waiting in consecutive anterooms, I was at last permitted to kiss +her hand." + +And he stopped. + +Madame Martin asked, impatiently: + +"What did she say to you, that Princess so admirable for her nobility and +her simplicity?" + +"She said to me: 'Have you visited Florence? I am told that recently new +and handsome shops have been opened which are lighted at night.' +She said also 'We have a good chemist here. The Austrian chemists are +not better. He placed on my leg, six months ago, a porous plaster which +has not yet come off.' Such are the words that Maria Therese deigned to +address to me. O simple grandeur! O Christian virtue! O daughter of +Saint Louis! O marvellous echo of your voice, holy Elizabeth of +Hungary!" + +Madame Martin smiled. She thought that Choulette was mocking. But he +denied the charge, indignantly, and Miss Bell said that Madame Martin was +wrong. It was a fault of the French, she said, to think that people were +always jesting. + +Then they reverted to the subject of art, which in that country is +inhaled with the air. + +"As for me," said the Countess Martin, "I am not learned enough to admire +Giotto and his school. What strikes me is the sensuality of that art of +the fifteenth century which is said to be Christian. I have seen piety +and purity only in the images of Fra Angelico, although they are very +pretty. The rest, those figures of Virgins and angels, are voluptuous, +caressing, and at times perversely ingenuous. What is there religious in +those young Magian kings, handsome as women; in that Saint Sebastian, +brilliant with youth, who seems merely the dolorous Bacchus of +Christianity?" + +Dechartre replied that he thought as she did, and that they must be +right, she and he; since Savonarola was of the same opinion, and, finding +no piety in any work of art, wished to burn them all. + +"There were at Florence, in the time of the superb Manfred, who was half +a Mussulman, men who were said to be of the sect of Epicurus, and who +sought for arguments against the existence of God. Guido Cavalcanti +disdained the ignorant folk who believed in the immortality of the soul. +The following phrase by him was quoted: 'The death of man is exactly +similar to that of brutes.' Later, when antique beauty was excavated +from ruins, the Christian style of art seemed sad. The painters that +worked in the churches and cloisters were neither devout nor chaste. +Perugino was an atheist, and did not conceal it." + +"Yes," said Miss Bell; "but it was said that his head was hard, and that +celestial truths, could not penetrate his thick cranium. He was harsh +and avaricious, and quite embedded in material interests. He thought +only of buying houses." + +Professor Arrighi defended Pietro Vanucci of Perugia. + +"He was," he said, "an honest man. And the prior of the Gesuati of +Florence was wrong to mistrust him. That monk practised the art of +manufacturing ultramarine blue by crushing stones of burned lapis-lazuli. +Ultramarine was then worth its weight in gold; and the prior, who +doubtless had a secret, esteemed it more precious than rubies or +sapphires. He asked Pietro Vanucci to decorate the two cloisters of his +convent, and he expected marvels, less from the skilfulness of the master +than from the beauty of that ultramarine in the skies. During all the +time that the painter worked in the cloisters at the history of Jesus +Christ, the prior kept by his side and presented to him the precious +powder in a bag which he never quitted. Pietro took from it, under the +saintly man's eyes, the quantity he needed, and dipped his brush, loaded +with color, in a cupful of water, before rubbing the wall with it. He +used in that manner a great quantity of the powder. And the good father, +seeing his bag getting thinner, sighed: 'Jesus! How that lime devours +the ultramarine!' When the frescoes were finished, and Perugino had +received from the monk the agreed price, he placed in his hand a package +of blue powder: 'This is for you, father. Your ultramarine which I took +with my brush fell to the bottom of my cup, whence I gathered it every +day. I return it to you. Learn to trust honest people." + +"Oh," said Therese, "there is nothing extraordinary in the fact that +Perugino was avaricious yet honest. Interested people are not always the +least scrupulous. There are many misers who are honest." + +"Naturally, darling," said Miss Bell. "Misers do not wish to owe +anything, and prodigal people can bear to have debts. They do not think +of the money they have, and they think less of the money they owe. +I did not say that Pietro Vanucci of Perugia was a man without property. +I said that he had a hard business head and that he bought houses. I am +very glad to hear that he returned the ultramarine to the prior of the +Gesuati." + +"Since your Pietro was rich," said Choulette, "it was his duty to return +the ultramarine. The rich are morally bound to be honest; the poor are +not." + +At this moment, Choulette, to whom the waiter was presenting a silver +bowl, extended his hands for the perfumed water. It came from a vase +which Miss Bell passed to her guests, in accordance with antique usage, +after meals. + +"I wash my hands," he said, "of the evil that Madame Martin does or may +do by her speech, or otherwise." + +And he rose, awkwardly, after Miss Bell, who took the arm of Professor +Arrighi. + +In the drawing-room she said, while serving the coffee: + +"Monsieur Choulette, why do you condemn us to the savage sadness of +equality? Why, Daphnis's flute would not be melodious if it were made of +seven equal reeds. You wish to destroy the beautiful harmonies between +masters and servants, aristocrats and artisans. Oh, I fear you are a sad +barbarian, Monsieur Choulette. You are full of pity for those who are in +need, and you have no pity for divine beauty, which you exile from this +world. You expel beauty, Monsieur Choulette; you repudiate her, nude and +in tears. Be certain of this: she will not remain on earth when the poor +little men shall all be weak, delicate, and ignorant. Believe me, to +abolish the ingenious grouping which men of diverse conditions form in +society, the humble with the magnificent, is to be the enemy of the poor +and of the rich, is to be the enemy of the human race." + +"Enemies of the human race!" replied Choulette, while stirring his +coffee. "That is the phrase the harsh Roman applied to the Christians +who talked of divine love to him." + +Dechartre, seated near Madame Martin, questioned her on her tastes about +art and beauty, sustained, led, animated her admirations, at times +prompted her with caressing brusquerie, wished her to see all that he had +seen, to love all that he loved. + +He wished that she should go in the gardens at the first flush of spring. +He contemplated her in advance on the noble terraces; he saw already the +light playing on her neck and in her hair; the shadow of laurel-trees +falling on her eyes. For him the land and the sky of Florence had +nothing more to do than to serve as an adornment to this young woman. + +He praised the simplicity with which she dressed, the characteristics of +her form and of her grace, the charming frankness of the lines which +every one of her movements created. He liked, he said, the animated and +living, subtle, and free gowns which one sees so rarely, which one never +forgets. + +Although she had been much lauded, she had never heard praise which had +pleased her more. She knew she dressed well, with bold and sure taste. +But no man except her father had made to her on the subject the +compliments of an expert. She thought that men were capable of feeling +only the effect of a gown, without understanding the ingenious details of +it. Some men who knew gowns disgusted her by their effeminate air. She +was resigned to the appreciation of women only, and these had in their +appreciation narrowness of mind, malignity, and envy. The artistic +admiration of Dechartre astonished and pleased her. She received +agreeably the praise he gave her, without thinking that perhaps it was +too intimate and almost indiscreet. + +"So you look at gowns, Monsieur Dechartre?" + +No, he seldom looked at them. There were so few women well dressed, +even now, when women dress as well as, and even better, than ever. +He found no pleasure in seeing packages of dry-goods walk. But if a +woman having rhythm and line passed before him, he blessed her. + +He continued, in a tone a little more elevated: + +"I can not think of a woman who takes care to deck herself every day, +without meditating on the great lesson which she gives to artists. +She dresses for a few hours, and the care she has taken is not lost. +We must, like her, ornament life without thinking of the future. +To paint, carve, or write for posterity is only the silliness of +conceit." + +"Monsieur Dechartre," asked Prince Albertinelli, "how do you think a +mauve waist studded with silver flowers would become Miss Bell?" + +"I think," said Choulette, "so little of a terrestrial future, that I +have written my finest poems on cigarette paper. They vanished easily, +leaving to my verses only a sort of metaphysical existence." + +He had an air of negligence for which he posed. In fact, he had never +lost a line of his writing. Dechartre was more sincere. He was not +desirous of immortality. Miss Bell reproached him for this. + +"Monsieur Dechartre, that life may be great and complete, one must put +into it the past and the future. Our works of poetry and of art must be +accomplished in honor of the dead and with the thought of those who are +to come after us. Thus we shall participate in what has been, in what +is, and in what shall be. You do not wish to be immortal, Monsieur +Dechartre? Beware, for God may hear you." + +Dechartre replied: + +"It would be enough for me to live one moment more." + +And he said good-night, promising to return the next day to escort Madame +Martin to the Brancacci chapel. + +An hour later, in the aesthetic room hung with tapestry, whereon citron- +trees loaded with golden fruit formed a fairy forest, Therese, her head +on the pillow, and her handsome bare arms folded under her head, was +thinking, seeing float confusedly before her the images of her new life: +Vivian Bell and her bells, her pre-Raphaelite figures, light as shadows, +ladies, isolated knights, indifferent among pious scenes, a little sad, +and looking to see who was coming; she thought also of the Prince +Albertinelli, Professor Arrighi, Choulette, with his odd play of ideas, +and Dechartre, with youthful eyes in a careworn face. + +She thought he had a charming imagination, a mind richer than all those +that had been revealed to her, and an attraction which she no longer +tried to resist. She had always recognized his gift to please. She +discovered now that he had the will to please. This idea was delightful +to her; she closed her eyes to retain it. Then, suddenly, she shuddered. +She had felt a deep blow struck within her in the depth of her being. +She had a sudden vision of Robert, his gun under his arm, in the woods. +He walked with firm and regular step in the shadowy thicket. She could +not see his face, and that troubled her. She bore him no ill-will. +She was not discontented with him, but with herself. Robert went +straight on, without turning his head, far, and still farther, until he +was only a black point in the desolate wood. She thought that perhaps +she had been capricious and harsh in leaving him without a word of +farewell, without even a letter. He was her lover and her only friend. +She never had had another. "I do not wish him to be unfortunate because +of me," she thought. + +Little by little she was reassured. He loved her, doubtless; but he was +not susceptible, not ingenious, happily, in tormenting himself. She said +to herself: + +"He is hunting and enjoying the sport. He is with his aunt, whom he +admires." She calmed her fears and returned to the charming gayety of +Florence. She had seen casually, at the Offices, a picture that +Dechartre liked. It was a decapitated head of the Medusa, a work wherein +Leonardo, the sculptor said, had expressed the minute profundity and +tragic refinement of his genius. She wished to see it again, regretting +that she had not seen it better at first. She extinguished her lamp and +went to sleep. + +She dreamed that she met in a deserted church Robert Le Menil enveloped +in furs which she had never seen him wear. He was waiting for her, but a +crowd of priests had separated them. She did not know what had become of +him. She had not seen his face, and that frightened her. She awoke and +heard at the open window a sad, monotonous cry, and saw a humming-bird +darting about in the light of early dawn. Then, without cause, she began +to weep in a passion of self-pity, and with the abandon of a child. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +"THE DAWN OF FAITH AND LOVE" + +She took pleasure in dressing early, with delicate and subtle taste. +Her dressing-room, an aesthetic fantasy of Vivian Bell, with its coarsely +varnished pottery, its tall copper pitchers, and its faience pavement, +like a chess-board, resembled a fairy's kitchen. It was rustic and +marvellous, and the Countess Martin could have in it the agreeable +surprise of mistaking herself for a fairy. While her maid was dressing +her hair, she heard Dechartre and Choulette talking under her windows. +She rearranged all the work Pauline had done, and uncovered the line of +her nape, which was fine and pure. She looked at herself in the glass, +and went into the garden. + +Dechartre was there, reciting verses of Dante, and looking at Florence: +"At the hour when our mind, a greater stranger to the flesh. . ." + +Near him, Choulette, seated on the balustrade of the terrace, his legs +hanging, and his nose in his beard, was still at work on the figure of +Misery on his stick. + +Dechartre resumed the rhymes of the canticle: "At the hour when our mind, +a greater stranger to the flesh; and less under the obsession of +thoughts, is almost divine in its visions, . . . ." + +She approached beside the boxwood hedge, holding a parasol and dressed in +a straw-colored gown. The faint sunlight of winter enveloped her in pale +gold. + +Dechartre greeted her joyfully. + +She said: + +"You are reciting verses that I do not know. I know only Metastasio. +My teacher liked only Metastasio. What is the hour when the mind has +divine visions?" + +"Madame, that hour is the dawn of the day. It may be also the dawn of +faith and of love." + +Choulette doubted that the poet meant dreams of the morning, which leave +at awakening vivid and painful impressions, and which are not altogether +strangers to the flesh. But Dechartre had quoted these verses in the +pleasure of the glorious dawn which he had seen that morning on the +golden hills. He had been, for a long time, troubled about the images +that one sees in sleep, and he believed that these images were not +related to the object that preoccupies one the most, but, on the +contrary, to ideas abandoned during the day. + +Therese recalled her morning dream, the hunter lost in the thicket. + +"Yes," said Dechartre, "the things we see at night are unfortunate +remains of what we have neglected the day before. Dreams avenge things +one has disdained. They are reproaches of abandoned friends. Hence +their sadness." + +She was lost in dreams for a moment, then she said: + +"That is perhaps true." + +Then, quickly, she asked Choulette if he had finished the portrait of +Misery on his stick. Misery had now become a figure of Piety, and +Choulette recognized the Virgin in it. He had even composed a quatrain +which he was to write on it in spiral form--a didactic and moral +quatrain. He would cease to write, except in the style of the +commandments of God rendered into French verses. The four lines +expressed simplicity and goodness. He consented to recite them. + +Therese rested on the balustrade of the terrace and sought in the +distance, in the depth of the sea of light, the peaks of Vallambrosa, +almost as blue as the sky. Jacques Dechartre looked at her. It seemed +to him that he saw her for the first time, such was the delicacy that he +discovered in her face, which tenderness and intelligence had invested +with thoughtfulness without altering its young, fresh grace. The +daylight which she liked, was indulgent to her. And truly she was +pretty, bathed in that light of Florence, which caresses beautiful forms +and feeds noble thoughts. A fine, pink color rose to her well-rounded +cheeks; her eyes, bluish-gray, laughed; and when she talked, the +brilliancy of her teeth set off her lips of ardent sweetness. His look +embraced her supple bust, her full hips, and the bold attitude of her +waist. She held her parasol with her left hand, the other hand played +with violets. Dechartre had a mania for beautiful hands. Hands +presented to his eyes a physiognomy as striking as the face--a character, +a soul. These hands enchanted him. They were exquisite. He adored +their slender fingers, their pink nails, their palms soft and tender, +traversed by lines as elegant as arabesques, and rising at the base of +the fingers in harmonious mounts. He examined them with charmed +attention until she closed them on the handle of her umbrella. Then, +standing behind her, he looked at her again. Her bust and arms, graceful +and pure in line, her beautiful form, which was like that of a living +amphora, pleased him. + +"Monsieur Dechartre, that black spot over there is the Boboli Gardens, is +it not? I saw the gardens three years ago. There were not many flowers +in them. Nevertheless, I liked their tall, sombre trees." + +It astonished him that she talked, that she thought. The clear sound of +her voice amazed him, as if he never had heard it. + +He replied at random. He was awkward. She feigned not to notice it, but +felt a deep inward joy. His low voice, which was veiled and softened, +seemed to caress her. She said ordinary things: + +"That view is beautiful, The weather is fine." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +HEARTS AWAKENED + +In the morning, her head on the embroidered pillow, Therese was thinking +of the walks of the day before; of the Virgins, framed with angels; +of the innumerable children, painted or carved, all beautiful, all happy, +who sing ingenuously the Alleluia of grace and of beauty. In the +illustrious chapel of the Brancacci, before those frescoes, pale and +resplendent as a divine dawn, he had talked to her of Masaccio, in +language so vivid that it had seemed to her as if she had seen him, +the adolescent master of the masters, his mouth half open, his eyes dark +and blue, dying, enchanted. And she had liked these marvels of a morning +more charming than a day. Dechartre was for her the soul of those +magnificent forms, the mind of those noble things. It was by him, it was +through him, that she understood art and life. She took no interest in +things that did not interest him. How had this affection come to her? +She had no precise remembrance of it. In the first place, when Paul +Vence wished to introduce him to her, she had no desire to know him, no +presentiment that he would please her. She recalled elegant bronze +statuettes, fine waxworks signed with his name, that she had remarked at +the Champ de Mars salon or at Durand-Ruel's. But she did not imagine +that he could be agreeable to her, or more seductive than many artists +and lovers of art at whom she laughed with her friends. When she saw +him, he pleased her; she had a desire to attract him, to see him often. +The night he dined at her house she realized that she had for him a noble +and elevating affection. But soon after he irritated her a little; +it made her impatient to see him closeted within himself and too little +preoccupied by her. She would have liked to disturb him. She was in +that state of impatience when she met him one evening, in front of the +grille of the Musee des Religions, and he talked to her of Ravenna and +of the Empress seated on a gold chair in her tomb. She had found him +serious and charming, his voice warm, his eyes soft in the shadow of the +night, but too much a stranger, too far from her, too unknown. She had +felt a sort of uneasiness, and she did not know, when she walked along +the boxwood bordering the terrace, whether she desired to see him every +day or never to see him again. + +Since then, at Florence, her only pleasure was to feel that he was near +her, to hear him. He made life for her charming, diverse, animated, new. +He revealed to her delicate joys and a delightful sadness; he awakened +in her a voluptuousness which had been always dormant. Now she was +determined never to give him up. But how? She foresaw difficulties; +her lucid mind and her temperament presented them all to her. For a +moment she tried to deceive herself; she reflected that perhaps he, +a dreamer, exalted, lost in his studies of art, might remain assiduous +without being exacting. But she did not wish to reassure herself with +that idea. If Dechartre were not a lover, he lost all his charm. She +did not dare to think of the future. She lived in the present, happy, +anxious, and closing her eyes. + +She was dreaming thus, in the shade traversed by arrows of light, when +Pauline brought to her some letters with the morning tea. On an envelope +marked with the monogram of the Rue Royale Club she recognized the +handwriting of Le Menil. She had expected that letter. She was only +astonished that what was sure to come had come, as in her childhood, when +the infallible clock struck the hour of her piano lesson. + +In his letter Robert made reasonable reproaches. Why did she go without +saying anything, without leaving a word of farewell? Since his return to +Paris he had expected every morning a letter which had not come. He was +happier the year before, when he had received in the morning, two or +three times a week, letters so gentle and so well written that he +regretted not being able to print them. Anxious, he had gone to her +house. + +"I was astounded to hear of your departure. Your husband received me. +He said that, yielding to his advice, you had gone to finish the winter +at Florence with Miss Bell. He said that for some time you had looked +pale and thin. He thought a change of air would do you good. You had +not wished to go, but, as you suffered more and more, he succeeded in +persuading you. + +"I had not noticed that you were thin. It seemed to me, on the contrary, +that your health was good. And then Florence is not a good winter +resort. I cannot understand your departure. I am much tormented by it. +Reassure me at once, I pray you. + +"Do you think it is agreeable for me to get news of you from your husband +and to receive his confidences? He is sorry you are not here; it annoys +him that the obligations of public life compel him to remain in Paris. +I heard at the club that he had chances to become a minister. +This astonishes me, because ministers are not usually chosen among +fashionable people." + +Then he related hunting tales to her. He had brought for her three fox- +skins, one of which was very beautiful; the skin of a brave animal which +he had pulled by the tail, and which had bitten his hand. + +In Paris he was worried. His cousin had been presented at the club. +He feared he might be blackballed. His candidacy had been posted. +Under these conditions he did not dare advise him to withdraw; it would +be taking too great a responsibility. If he were blackballed it would be +very disagreeable. He finished by praying her to write and to return +soon. + +Having read this letter, she tore it up gently, threw it in the fire, +and calmly watched it burn. + +Doubtless, he was right. He had said what he had to say; he had +complained, as it was his duty to complain. What could she answer? +Should she continue her quarrel? The subject of it had become so +indifferent to her that it needed reflection to recall it. Oh, no; she +had no desire to be tormented. She felt, on the contrary, very gentle +toward him! Seeing that he loved her with confidence, in stubborn +tranquillity, she became sad and frightened. He had not changed. He was +the same man he had been before. She was not the same woman. They were +separated now by imperceptible yet strong influences, like essences in +the air that make one live or die. When her maid came to dress her, she +had not begun to write an answer. + +Anxious, she thought: "He trusts me. He suspects nothing." This made +her more impatient than anything. It irritated her to think that there +were simple people who doubt neither themselves nor others. + +She went into the parlor, where she found Vivian Bell writing. The +latter said: + +"Do you wish to know, darling, what I was doing while waiting for you? +Nothing and everything. Verses. Oh, darling, poetry must be our souls +naturally expressed." + +Therese kissed Miss Bell, rested her head on her friend's shoulder, and +said: + +"May I look?" + +"Look if you wish, dear. They are verses made on the model of the +popular songs of your country." + +"Is it a symbol, Vivian? Explain it to me." + +"Oh, darling, why explain, why? A poetic image must have several +meanings. The one that you find is the real one. But there is a very +clear meaning in them, my love; that is, that one should not lightly +disengage one's self from what one has taken into the heart." + +The horses were harnessed. They went, as had been agreed, to visit the +Albertinelli gallery. The Prince was waiting for them, and Dechartre was +to meet them in the palace. On the way, while the carriage rolled along +the wide highway, Vivian Bell talked with her usual transcendentalism. +As they were descending among houses pink and white, gardens and terraces +ornamented with statues and fountains, she showed to her friend the +villa, hidden under bluish pines, where the ladies and the cavaliers of +the Decameron took refuge from the plague that ravaged Florence, and +diverted one another with tales frivolous, facetious, or tragic. Then +she confessed the thought which had come to her the day before. + +"You had gone, darling, to Carmine with Monsieur Dechartre, and you had +left at Fiesole Madame Marmet, who is an agreeable person, a moderate and +polished woman. She knows many anecdotes about persons of distinction +who live in Paris. And when she tells them, she does as my cook +Pompaloni does when he serves eggs: he does not put salt in them, but he +puts the salt-cellar next to them. Madame Marmet's tongue is very sweet, +but the salt is near it, in her eyes. Her conversation is like +Pompaloni's dish, my love--each one seasons to his taste. Oh, I like +Madame Marmet a great deal. Yesterday, after you had gone, I found her +alone and sad in a corner of the drawing-room. She was thinking +mournfully of her husband. I said to her: 'Do you wish me to think of +your husband, too? I will think of him with you. I have been told that +he was a learned man, a member of the Royal Society of Paris. Madame +Marmet, talk to me of him.' She replied that he had devoted himself to +the Etruscans, and that he had given to them his entire life. Oh, +darling, I cherished at once the memory of that Monsieur Marmet, who +lived for the Etruscans. And then a good idea came to me. I said to +Madame Marmet, 'We have at Fiesole, in the Pretorio Palace, a modest +little Etruscan museum. Come and visit it with me. Will you?' She +replied it was what she most desired to see in Italy. We went to the +Pretorio Palace; we saw a lioness and a great many little bronze figures, +grotesque, very fat or very thin. The Etruscans were a seriously gay +people. They made bronze caricatures. But the monkeys--some afflicted +with big stomachs, others astonished to show their bones--Madame Marmet +looked at them with reluctant admiration. She contemplated them like-- +there is a beautiful French word that escapes me--like the monuments and +the trophies of Monsieur Marmet." + +Madame Martin smiled. But she was restless. She thought the sky dull, +the streets ugly, the passers-by common. + +"Oh, darling, the Prince will be very glad to receive you in his palace." + +"I do not think so." + +"Why, darling, why?" + +"Because I do not please him much." + +Vivian Bell declared that the Prince, on the contrary, was a great +admirer of the Countess Martin. + +The horses stopped before the Albertinelli palace. On the sombre facade +were sealed those bronze rings which formerly, on festival nights, held +rosin torches. These bronze rings mark, in Florence, the palaces of the +most illustrious families. The palace had an air of lofty pride. +The Prince hastened to meet them, and led them through the empty salons +into the gallery. He, apologized for showing canvases which perhaps had +not an attractive aspect. The gallery had been formed by Cardinal Giulio +Albertinelli at a time when the taste for Guido and Caraccio, now fallen, +had predominated. His ancestor had taken pleasure in gathering the works +of the school of Bologna. But he would show to Madame Martin several +paintings which had not displeased Miss Bell, among others a Mantegna. + +The Countess Martin recognized at once a banal and doubtful collection; +she felt bored among the multitude of little Parrocels, showing in the +darkness a bit of armor and a white horse. + +A valet presented a card. + +The Prince read aloud the name of Jacques Dechartre. At that moment he +was turning his back on the two visitors. His face wore the expression +of cruel displeasure one finds on the marble busts of Roman emperors. +Dechartre was on the staircase. + +The Prince went toward him with a languid smile. He was no longer Nero, +but Antinous. + +"I invited Monsieur Dechartre to come to the Albertinelli palace," said +Miss Bell. "I knew it would please you. He wished to see your gallery." + +And it is true that Dechartre had wished to be there with Madame Martin. +Now all four walked among the Guidos and the Albanos. + +Miss Bell babbled to the Prince--her usual prattle about those old men +and those Virgins whose blue mantles were agitated by an immovable +tempest. Dechartre, pale, enervated, approached Therese, and said to +her, in a low tone: + +"This gallery is a warehouse where picture dealers of the entire world +hang the things they can not sell. And the Prince sells here things that +Jews could not sell." + +He led her to a Holy Family exhibited on an easel draped with green +velvet, and bearing on the border the name of Michael-Angelo. + +"I have seen that Holy Family in the shops of picture-dealers of London, +of Basle, and of Paris. As they could not get the twenty-five louis that +it is worth, they have commissioned the last of the Albertinellis to sell +it for fifty thousand francs." + +The Prince, divining what they were saying, approached them gracefully. + +"There is a copy of this picture almost everywhere. I do not affirm that +this is the original. But it has always been in the family, and old +inventories attribute it to Michael-Angelo. That is all I can say about +it." + +And the Prince turned toward Miss Bell, who was trying to find pictures +by the pre-Raphaelites. + +Dechartre felt uneasy. Since the day before he had thought of Therese. +He had all night dreamed and yearned over her image. He saw her again, +delightful, but in another manner, and even more desirable than he had +imagined in his insomnia; less visionary, of a more vivid piquancy, and +also of a mind more mysteriously impenetrable. She was sad; she seemed +cold and indifferent. He said to himself that he was nothing to her; +that he was becoming importunate and ridiculous. This irritated him. He +murmured bitterly in her ear: "I have reflected. I did not wish to come. +Why did I come?" She understood at once what he meant, that he feared her +now, and that he was impatient, timid, and awkward. It pleased her that +he was thus, and she was grateful to him for the trouble and the desires +he inspired in her. Her heart throbbed faster. But, affecting to +understand that he regretted having disturbed himself to come and look at +bad paintings, she replied that in truth this gallery was not +interesting. Already, under the terror of displeasing her, he felt +reassured, and believed that, really indifferent, she had not perceived +the accent nor the significance of what he had said. He said "No, +nothing interesting." The Prince, who had invited the two visitors to +breakfast, asked their friend to remain with them. Dechartre excused +himself. He was about to depart when, in the large empty salon, he found +himself alone with Madame Martin. He had had the idea of running away +from her. He had no other wish now than to see her again. He recalled +to her that she was the next morning to visit the Bargello. "You have +permitted me to accompany you." She asked him if he had not found her +moody and tiresome. Oh, no; he had not thought her tiresome, but he +feared she was sad. + +"Alas," he added, "your sadness, your joys, I have not the right to know +them." She turned toward him a glance almost harsh. "You do not think +that I shall take you for a confidante, do you?" And she walked away +brusquely. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +"YOU MUST TAKE ME WITH MY OWN SOUL!" + +After dinner, in the salon of the bells, under the lamps from which the +great shades permitted only an obscure light to filter, good Madame +Marmet was warming herself by the hearth, with a white cat on her knees. +The evening was cool. Madame Martin, her eyes reminiscent of the golden +light, the violet peaks, and the ancient trees of Florence, smiled with +happy fatigue. She had gone with Miss Bell, Dechartre, and Madame Marmet +to the Chartrist convent of Ema. And now, in the intoxication of her +visions, she forgot the care of the day before, the importunate letters, +the distant reproaches, and thought of nothing in the world but cloisters +chiselled and painted, villages with red roofs, and roads where she saw +the first blush of spring. Dechartre had modelled for Miss Bell a waxen +figure of Beatrice. Vivian was painting angels. Softly bent over her, +Prince Albertinelli caressed his beard and threw around him glances that +appeared to seek admiration. + +Replying to a reflection of Vivian Bell on marriage and love: + +"A woman must choose," he said. "With a man whom women love her heart is +not quiet. With a man whom the women do not love she is not happy." + +"Darling," asked Miss Bell, "what would you wish for a friend dear to +you?" + +"I should wish, Vivian, that my friend were happy. I should wish also +that she were quiet. She should be quiet in hatred of treason, +humiliating suspicions, and mistrust." + +"But, darling, since the Prince has said that a woman can not have at the +same time happiness and security, tell me what your friend should +choose." + +"One never chooses, Vivian; one never chooses. Do not make me say what I +think of marriage." + +At this moment Choulette appeared, wearing the magnificent air of those +beggars of whom small towns are proud. He had played briscola with +peasants in a coffeehouse of Fiesole. + +"Here is Monsieur Choulette," said Miss Bell. "He will teach what we are +to think of marriage. I am inclined to listen to him as to an oracle. +He does not see the things that we see, and he sees things that we do not +see. Monsieur Choulette, what do you think of marriage?" + +He took a seat and lifted in the air a Socratic finger: + +"Are you speaking, Mademoiselle, of the solemn union between man and +woman? In this sense, marriage is a sacrament. But sometimes, alas! +it is almost a sacrilege. As for civil marriage, it is a formality. +The importance given to it in our society is an idiotic thing which would +have made the women of other times laugh. We owe this prejudice, like +many others, to the bourgeois, to the mad performances of a lot of +financiers which have been called the Revolution, and which seem +admirable to those that have profited by it. Civil marriage is, +in reality, only registry, like many others which the State exacts in +order to be sure of the condition of persons: in every well organized +state everybody must be indexed. Morally, this registry in a big ledger +has not even the virtue of inducing a wife to take a lover. Who ever +thinks of betraying an oath taken before a mayor? In order to find joy +in adultery, one must be pious." + +"But, Monsieur," said Therese, "we were married at the church." + +Then, with an accent of sincerity: + +"I can not understand how a man ever makes up his mind to marry; nor how +a woman, after she has reached an age when she knows what she is doing, +can commit that folly." + +The Prince looked at her with distrust. He was clever, but he was +incapable of conceiving that one might talk without an object, +disinterestedly, and to express general ideas. He imagined that Countess +Martin-Belleme was suggesting to him projects that she wished him to +consider. And as he was thinking of defending himself and also avenging +himself, he made velvet eyes at her and talked with tender gallantry: + +"You display, Madame, the pride of the beautiful and intelligent French +women whom subjection irritates. French women love liberty, and none of +them is as worthy of liberty as you. I have lived in France a little. +I have known and admired the elegant society of Paris, the salons, the +festivals, the conversations, the plays. But in our mountains, under our +olive-trees, we become rustic again. We assume golden-age manners, and +marriage is for us an idyl full of freshness." + +Vivian Bell examined the statuette which Dechartre had left on the table. + +"Oh! it was thus that Beatrice looked, I am sure. And do you know, +Monsieur Dechartre, there are wicked men who say that Beatrice never +existed?" + +Choulette declared he wished to be counted among those wicked men. +He did not believe that Beatrice had any more reality than other ladies +through whom ancient poets who sang of love represented some scholastic +idea, ridiculously subtle. + +Impatient at praise which was not destined for himself, jealous of Dante +as of the universe, a refined man of letters, Choulette continued: + +"I suspect that the little sister of the angels never lived, except in +the imagination of the poet. It seems a pure allegory, or, rather, an +exercise in arithmetic or a theme of astrology. Dante, who was a good +doctor of Bologna and had many moons in his head, under his pointed cap-- +Dante believed in the virtue of numbers. That inflamed mathematician +dreamed of figures, and his Beatrice is the flower of arithmetic, that +is all." + +And he lighted his pipe. + +Vivian Bell exclaimed: + +"Oh, do not talk in that way, Monsieur Choulette. You grieve me much, +and if our friend Monsieur Gebhart heard you, he would not be pleased +with you. To punish you, Prince Albertinelli will read to you the +canticle in which Beatrice explains the spots on the moon. Take the +Divine Comedy, Eusebio. It is the white book which you see on the table. +Open it and read it." + +During the Prince's reading, Dechartre, seated on the couch near Countess +Martin, talked of Dante with enthusiasm as the best sculptor among the +poets. He recalled to Therese the painting they had seen together two +days before, on the door of the Servi, a fresco almost obliterated, where +one hardly divined the presence of the poet wearing a laurel wreath, +Florence, and the seven circles. This was enough to exalt the artist. +But she had distinguished nothing, she had not been moved. And then she +confessed that Dante did not attract her. Dechartre, accustomed to her +sharing all his ideas of art and poetry, felt astonishment and some +discontent. He said, aloud: + +"There are many grand and strong things which you do not feel." + +Miss Bell, lifting her head, asked what were these things that "darling" +did not feel; and when she learned that it was the genius of Dante, she +exclaimed, in mock anger: + +"Oh, do you not honor the father, the master worthy of all praise, the +god? I do not love you any more, darling. I detest you." + +And, as a reproach to Choulette and to the Countess Martin, she recalled +the piety of that citizen of Florence who took from the altar the candles +that had been lighted in honor of Christ, and placed them before the bust +of Dante. + +The Prince resumed his interrupted reading. Dechartre persisted in +trying to make Therese admire what she did not know. Certainly he would +have easily sacrificed Dante and all the poets of the universe for her. +But near him, tranquil, and an object of desire, she irritated him, +almost without his realizing it, by the charm of her laughing beauty. +He persisted in imposing on her his ideas, his artistic passions, even +his fantasy, and his capriciousness. He insisted in a low tone, in +phrases concise and quarrelsome. She said: + +"Oh, how violent you are!" + +Then he bent to her ear, and in an ardent voice, which he tried to +soften: + +"You must take me with my own soul!" + +Therese felt a shiver of fear mingled with joy. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE AVOWAL + +She next day she said to herself that she would reply to Robert. It was +raining. She listened languidly to the drops falling on the terrace. +Vivian Bell, careful and refined, had placed on the table artistic +stationery, sheets imitating the vellum of missals, others of pale violet +powdered with silver dust; celluloid pens, white and light, which one had +to manage like brushes; an iris ink which, on a page, spread a mist of +azure and gold. Therese did not like such delicacy. It seemed to her +not appropriate for letters which she wished to make simple and modest. +When she saw that the name of "friend," given to Robert on the first +line, placed on the silvery paper, tinted itself like mother-of-pearl, +a half smile came to her lips. The first phrases were hard to write. +She hurried the rest, said a great deal of Vivian Bell and of Prince +Albertinelli, a little of Choulette, and that she had seen Dechartre at +Florence. She praised some pictures of the museums, but without +discrimination, and only to fill the pages. She knew that Robert had no +appreciation of painting; that he admired nothing except a little +cuirassier by Detaille, bought at Goupil's. + +She saw again in her mind this cuirassier, which he had shown to her one +day, with pride, in his bedroom, near the mirror, under family portraits. +All this, at a distance, seemed to her petty and tiresome. She finished +her letter with words of friendship, the sweetness of which was not +feigned. Truly, she had never felt more peaceful and gentle toward her +lover. In four pages she had said little and explained less. She +announced only that she should stay a month in Florence, the air of which +did her good. Then she wrote to her father, to her husband, and to +Princess Seniavine. She went down the stairway with the letters in her +hand. In the hall she threw three of them on the silver tray destined to +receive papers for the post-office. Mistrusting Madame Marmet, she +slipped into her pocket the letter to Le Menil, counting on chance to +throw it into a post-box. + +Almost at the same time Dechartre came to accompany the three friends in +a walk through the city. As he was waiting he saw the letters on the +tray. + +Without believing that characters could be divined through penmanship, +he was susceptible to the form of letters as to elegance of drawing. +The writing of Therese charmed him, and he liked its openness, the bold +and simple turn of its lines. He looked at the addresses without reading +them, with an artist's admiration. + +They visited, that morning, Santa Maria Novella, where the Countess +Martin had already gone with Madame Marmet. But Miss Bell had reproached +them for not observing the beautiful Ginevra of Benci on a fresco of the +choir. "You must visit that figure of the morning in a morning light," +said Vivian. While the poetess and Therese were talking together, +Dechartre listened patiently to Madame Marmet's conversation, filled with +anecdotes, wherein academicians dined with elegant women, and shared the +anxiety of that lady, much preoccupied for several days by the necessity +to buy a tulle veil. She could find none to her taste in the shops of +Florence. + +As they came out of the church they passed the cobbler's shop. The good +man was mending rustic shoes. Madame Martin asked the old man whether he +was well, whether he had enough work for a living, whether he was happy. +To all these questions he replied with the charming affirmative of Italy, +the musical si, which sounded melodious even in his toothless mouth. She +made him tell his sparrow's story. The poor bird had once dipped its leg +in burning wax. + +"I have made for my little companion a wooden leg out of a match, and he +hops upon my shoulder as formerly," said the cobbler. + +"It is this good old man," said Miss Bell, "who teaches wisdom to +Monsieur Choulette. There was at Athens a cobbler named Simon, who wrote +books on philosophy, and who was the friend of Socrates. I have always +thought that Monsieur Choulette resembled Socrates." + +Therese asked the cobbler to tell his name and his history. His name was +Serafino Stoppini, and he was a native of Stia. He was old. He had had +much trouble in his life. + +He lifted his spectacles to his forehead, uncovering blue eyes, very +soft, and almost extinguished under their red lids. + +"I have had a wife and children; I have none now. I have known things +which I know no more." + +Miss Bell and Madame Marmet went to look for a veil. + +"He has nothing in the world," thought Therese, "but his tools, a handful +of nails, the tub wherein he dips his leather, and a pot of basilick, yet +he is happy." + +She said to him: + +"This plant is fragrant, and it will soon be in bloom." + +He replied: + +"If the poor little plant comes into bloom it will die." + +Therese, when she left him, placed a coin on the table. + +Dechartre was near her. Gravely, almost severely, he said to her: + +"You know . . . " + +She looked at him and waited. + +He finished his phrase: + +" . . . that I love you?" + +She continued to fix on him, silently, the gaze of her clear eyes, the +lids of which were trembling. Then she made a motion with her head that +meant Yes. And, without his trying to stop her, she rejoined Miss Bell +and Madame Marmet, who were waiting for her at the corner. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE MYSTERIOUS LETTER + +Therese, after quitting Dechartre, took breakfast with her friend and +Madame Marmet at the house of an old Florentine lady whom Victor Emmanuel +had loved when he was Duke of Savoy. For thirty years she had not once +gone out of her palace on the Arno, where, she painted, and wearing a +wig, she played the guitar in her spacious white salon. She received the +best society of Florence, and Miss Bell often called on her. At table +this recluse, eighty-seven years of age, questioned the Countess Martin +on the fashionable world of Paris, whose movement was familiar to her +through the journals. Solitary, she retained respect and a sort of +devotion for the world of pleasure. + +As they came out of the palazzo, in order to avoid the wind which was +blowing on the river, Miss Bell led her friends into the old streets with +black stone houses and a view of the distant horizon, where, in the pure +air, stands a hill with three slender trees. They walked; and Vivian +showed to her friend, on facades where red rags were hanging, some marble +masterpiece--a Virgin, a lily, a St. Catherine. They walked through +these alleys of the antique city to the church of Or San Michele, where +it had been agreed that Dechartre should meet them. Therese was thinking +of him now with deepest interest. Madame Marmet was thinking of buying a +veil; she hoped to find one on the Corso. This affair recalled to her +M. Lagrange, who, at his regular lecture one day, took from his pocket a +veil with gold dots and wiped his forehead with it, thinking it was his +handkerchief. The audience was astonished, and whispered to one another. +It was a veil that had been confided to him the day before by his niece, +Mademoiselle Jeanne Michot, whom he had accompanied to the theatre, +and Madame Marmet explained how, finding it in the pocket of his +overcoat, he had taken it to return it to his niece. + +At Lagrange's name, Therese recalled the flaming comet announced by the +savant, and said to herself, with mocking sadness, that it was time for +that comet to put an end to the world and take her out of her trouble. +But above the walls of the old church she saw the sky, which, cleared of +clouds by the wind from the sea, shone pale blue and cold. Miss Bell +showed to her one of the bronze statues which, in their chiselled niches, +ornament the facade of the church. + +"See, darling, how young and proud is Saint George. Saint George was +formerly the cavalier about whom young girls dreamed." + +But "darling" said that he looked precise, tiresome, and stubborn. At +this moment she recalled suddenly the letter that was still in her +pocket. + +"Ah! here comes Monsieur Dechartre," said the good Madame Marmet. + +He had looked for them in the church, before the tabernacle. He should +have recalled the irresistible attraction which Donatello's St. George +held for Miss Bell. He too admired that famous figure. But he retained +a particular friendship for St. Mark, rustic and frank, whom they could +see in his niche at the left. + +When Therese approached the statue which he was pointing out to her, she +saw a post-box against the wall of the narrow street opposite the saint. +Dechartre, placed at the most convenient point of view, talked of his St. +Mark with abundant friendship. + +"It is to him I make my first visit when I come to Florence. I failed to +do this only once. He will forgive me; he is an excellent man. He is +not appreciated by the crowd, and does not attract attention. I take +pleasure in his society, however. He is vivid. I understand that +Donatello, after giving a soul to him, exclaimed: 'Mark, why do you not +speak?'" + +Madame Marmet, tired of admiring St. Mark, and feeling on her face the +burning wind, dragged Miss Bell toward Calzaioli Street in search of a +veil. + +Therese and Dechartre remained. + +"I like him," continued the sculptor; "I like Saint Mark because I feel +in him, much more than in the Saint George, the hand and mind of +Donatello, who was a good workman. I like him even more to-day, because +he recalls to me, in his venerable and touching candor, the old cobbler +to whom you were speaking so kindly this morning." + +"Ah," she said, "I have forgotten his name. When we talk with Monsieur +Choulette we call him Quentin Matsys, because he resembles the old men of +that painter." + +As they were turning the corner of the church to see the facade, she +found herself before the post-box, which was so dusty and rusty that it +seemed as if the postman never came near it. She put her letter in it +under the ingenuous gaze of St. Mark. + +Dechartre saw her, and felt as if a heavy blow had been struck at his +heart. He tried to speak, to smile; but the gloved hand which had +dropped the letter remained before his eyes. He recalled having seen in +the morning Therese's letters on the hall tray. Why had she not put that +one with the others? The reason was not hard to guess. He remained +immovable, dreamy, and gazed without seeing. He tried to be reassured; +perhaps it was an insignificant letter which she was trying to hide from +the tiresome curiosity of Madame Marmet. + +"Monsieur Dechartre, it is time to rejoin our friends at the +dressmaker's." + +Perhaps it was a letter to Madame Schmoll, who was not a friend of Madame +Marmet, but immediately he realized that this idea was foolish. + +All was clear. She had a lover. She was writing to him. Perhaps she +was saying to him: "I saw Dechartre to-day; the poor fellow is deeply in +love with me." But whether she wrote that or something else, she had a +lover. He had not thought of that. To know that she belonged to another +made him suffer profoundly. And that hand, that little hand dropping the +letter, remained in his eyes and made them burn. + +She did not know why he had become suddenly dumb and sombre. When she +saw him throw an anxious glance back at the post-box, she guessed the +reason. She thought it odd that he should be jealous without having the +right to be jealous; but this did not displease her. + +When they reached the Corso, they saw Miss Bell and Madame Marmet coming +out of the dressmaker's shop. + +Dechartre said to Therese, in an imperious and supplicating voice: + +"I must speak to you. I must see you alone tomorrow; meet me at six +o'clock at the Lungarno Acciaoli." + +She made no reply. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +"TO-MORROW?" + +When, in her Carmelite mantle, she came to the Lungarno Acciaoli, at +about half-past six, Dechartre greeted her with a humble look that moved +her. The setting sun made the Arno purple. They remained silent for a +moment. While they were walking past the monotonous line of palaces to +the old bridge, she was the first to speak. + +"You see, I have come. I thought I ought to come. I do not think I am +altogether innocent of what has happened. I know: I have done what was +my fate in order that you should be to me what you are now. My attitude +has put thoughts into your head which you would not have had otherwise." + +He looked as if he did not understand. She continued: + +"I was selfish, I was imprudent. You were agreeable to me; I liked your +wit; I could not get along without you. I have done what I could to +attract you, to retain you. I was a coquette--not coldly, nor +perfidiously, but a coquette." + +He shook his head, denying that he ever had seen a sign of this. + +"Yes, I was a coquette. Yet it was not my habit. But I was a coquette +with you. I do not say that you have tried to take advantage of it, as +you had the right to do, nor that you are vain about it. I have not +remarked vanity in you. It may be possible that you had not noticed. +Superior men sometimes lack cleverness. But I know very well that I was +not as I should have been, and I beg your pardon. That is the reason why +I came. Let us be good friends, since there is yet time." + +He repeated, with sombre softness, that he loved her. The first hours of +that love had been easy and delightful. He had only desired to see her, +and to see her again. But soon she had troubled him. The evil had come +suddenly and violently one day on the terrace of Fiesole. And now he had +not the courage to suffer and say nothing. He had not come with a fixed +design. If he spoke of his passion he spoke by force and in spite of +himself; in the strong necessity of talking of her to herself, since she +was for him the only being in the world. His life was no longer in +himself, it was in her. She should know it, then, that he was in love +with her, not with vague tenderness, but with cruel ardor. Alas! his +imagination was exact and precise. He saw her continually, and she +tortured him. + +And then it seemed to him that they might have joys which should make +life worth living. Their existence might be a work of art, beautiful and +hidden. They would think, comprehend, and feel together. It would be a +marvellous world of emotions and ideas. + +"We could make of life a delightful garden." + +She feigned to think that the dream was innocent. + +"You know very well that I am susceptible to the charm of your mind. +It has become a necessity to see you and hear you. I have allowed this +to be only too plain to you. Count upon my friendship and do not torment +yourself." She extended her hand to him. He did not take it, but +replied, brusquely: + +"I do not desire your friendship. I will not have it. I must have you +entirely or never see you again. You know that very well. Why do you +extend your hand to me with derisive phrases? Whether you wished it or +not, you have made me desperately in love with you. You have become my +evil, my suffering, my torture, and you ask me to be an agreeable friend. +Now you are coquettish and cruel. If you can not love me, let me go; +I will go, I do not know where, to forget and hate you. For I have +against you a latent feeling of hatred and anger. Oh, I love you, I love +you!" + +She believed what he was saying, feared that he might go, and feared the +sadness of living without him. She replied: + +"I found you in my path. I do not wish to lose you. No, I do not wish +to lose you." + +Timid yet violent, he stammered; the words were stifled in his throat. +Twilight descended from the far-off mountains, and the last reflections +of the sun became pallid in the east. She said: + +"If you knew my life, if you had seen how empty it was before I knew you, +you would know what you are to me, and would not think of abandoning me." + +But, with the tranquil tone of her voice and with the rustle of her +skirts on the pavement, she irritated him. + +He told her how he suffered. He knew now the divine malady of love. + +"The grace of your thoughts, your magnificent courage, your superb pride, +I inhale them like a perfume. It seems to me when you speak that your +mind is floating on your lips. Your mind is for me only the odor of your +beauty. I have retained the instincts of a primitive man; you have +reawakened them. I feel that I love you with savage simplicity." + +She looked at him softly and said nothing. They saw the lights of +evening, and heard lugubrious songs coming toward them. And then, like +spectres chased by the wind, appeared the black penitents. The crucifix +was before them. They were Brothers of Mercy, holding torches, singing +psalms on the way to the cemetery. In accordance with the Italian +custom, the cortege marched quickly. The crosses, the coffin, the +banners, seemed to leap on the deserted quay. Jacques and Therese stood +against the wall in order that the funeral train might pass. + +The black avalanche had disappeared. There were women weeping behind the +coffin carried by the black phantoms, who wore heavy shoes. + +Therese sighed: + +"What will be the use of having tormented ourselves in this world?" + +He looked as if he had not heard, and said: + +"Before I knew you I was not unhappy. I liked life. I was retained in +it by dreams. I liked forms, and the mind in forms, the appearances that +caress and flatter. I had the joy of seeing and of dreaming. I enjoyed +everything and depended upon nothing. My desires, abundant and light, +I gratified without fatigue. I was interested in everything and wished +for nothing. One suffers only through the will. Without knowing it, +I was happy. Oh, it was not much, it was only enough to live. Now I +have no joy in life. My pleasures, the interest that I took in the +images of life and of art, the vivid amusement of creating with my hands +the figures of my dreams--you have made me lose everything and have not +left me even regret. I do not want my liberty and tranquillity again. +It seems to me that before I knew you I did not live; and now that I feel +that I am living, I can not live either far from you or near you. I am +more wretched than the beggars we saw on the road to Ema. They had air +to breathe, and I can breathe only you, whom I have not. Yet I am glad +to have known you. That alone counts in my existence. A moment ago I +thought I hated you. I was wrong; I adore you, and I bless you for the +harm you have done me. I love all that comes to me from you." + +They were nearing the black trees at the entrance to San Niccola bridge. +On the other side of the river the vague fields displayed their sadness, +intensified by night. Seeing that he was calm and full of a soft +languor, she thought that his love, all imagination, had fled in words, +and that his desires had become only a reverie. She had not expected so +prompt a resignation. It almost disappointed her to escape the danger +she had feared. + +She extended her hand to him, more boldly this time than before. + +"Then, let us be friends. It is late. Let us return. Take me to my +carriage. I shall be what I have been to you, an excellent friend. You +have not displeased me." + +But he led her to the fields, in the growing solitude of the shore. + +"No, I will not let you go without having told you what I wish to say. +But I know no longer how to speak; I can not find the words. I love you. +I wish to know that you are mine. I swear to you that I will not live +another night in the horror of doubting it." + +He pressed her in his arms; and seeking the light of her eyes through the +obscurity of her veil, said "You must love me. I desire you to love me, +and it is your fault, for you have desired it too. Say that you are +mine. Say it." + +Having gently disengaged herself, she replied, faintly and slowly "I can +not! I can not! You see I am acting frankly with you. I said to you a +moment ago that you had not displeased me. But I can not do as you +wish." + +And recalling to her thought the absent one who was waiting for her, she +repeated: "I can not!" Bending over her he anxiously questioned her eyes, +the double stars that trembled and veiled themselves. "Why? You love me, +I feel it, I see it. You love me. Why will you do me this wrong?" + +He drew her to him, wishing to lay his soul, with his lips, on her veiled +lips. She escaped him swiftly, saying: "I can not. Do not ask more. +I can not be yours." + +His lips trembled, his face was convulsed. He exclaimed "You have a +lover, and you love him. Why do you mock me?" + +"I swear to you I have no desire to mock you, and that if I loved any one +in the world it would be you." But he was not listening to her. + +"Leave me, leave me!" And he ran toward the dark fields. The Arno formed +lagoons, upon which the moon, half veiled, shone fitfully. He walked +through the water and the mud, with a step rapid, blind, like that of one +intoxicated. She took fright and shouted. She called him. But he did +not turn his head and made no answer. He fled with alarming +recklessness. She ran after him. Her feet were hurt by the stones, and +her skirt was heavy with water, but soon she overtook him. + +"What were you about to do?" + +He looked at her, and saw her fright in her eyes. "Do not be afraid," he +said. "I did not see where I was going. I assure you I did not intend +to kill myself. I am desperate, but I am calm. I was only trying to +escape from you. I beg your pardon. But I could not see you any longer. +Leave me, I pray you. Farewell!" + +She replied, agitated and trembling: "Come! We shall do what we can." + +He remained sombre and made no reply. She repeated "Come!" + +She took his arm. The living warmth of her hand animated him. He said: + +"Do you wish it?" + +"I can not leave you." + +"You promise?" + +"I must." + +And, in her anxiety and anguish, she almost smiled, in thinking that he +had succeeded so quickly by his folly. + +"To-morrow?" said he, inquiringly. + +She replied quickly, with a defensive instinct: + +"Oh, no; not to-morrow!" + +"You do not love me; you regret that you have promised." + +"No, I do not regret, but-- + +He implored, he supplicated her. She looked at him for a moment, turned +her head, hesitated, and said, in a low tone: + +"Saturday." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +MISS BELL ASKS A QUESTION + +After dinner, Miss Bell was sketching in the drawing-room. She was +tracing, on canvas, profiles of bearded Etruscans for a cushion which +Madame Marmet was to embroider. Prince Albertinelli was selecting the +wool with an almost feminine knowledge of shades. It was late when +Choulette, having, as was his habit, played briscola with the cook at +the caterer's, appeared, as joyful as if he possessed the mind of a god. +He took a seat on a sofa, beside Madame Martin, and looked at her +tenderly. Voluptuousness shone in his green eyes. He enveloped her, +while talking to her, with poetic and picturesque phrases. It was like +the sketch of a lovesong that he was improvising for her. In oddly +involved sentences, he told her of the charm that she exhaled. + +"He, too!" said she to herself. + +She amused herself by teasing him. She asked whether he had not found in +Florence, in the low quarters, one of the kind of women whom he liked to +visit. His preferences were known. He could deny it as much as he +wished: no one was ignorant of the door where he had found the cordon of +his Third Order. His friends had met him on the boulevard. His taste +for unfortunate women was evident in his most beautiful poems. + +"Oh, Monsieur Choulette, so far as I am able to judge, you like very bad +women." + +He replied with solemnity: + +"Madame, you may collect the grain of calumiy sown by Monsieur Paul Vence +and throw handfuls of it at me. I will not try to avoid it. It is not +necessary you should know that I am chaste and that my mind is pure. +But do not judge lightly those whom you call unfortunate, and who should +be sacred to you, since they are unfortunate. The disdained and lost +girl is the docile clay under the finger of the Divine Potter: she is the +victim and the altar of the holocaust. The unfortunates are nearer God +than the honest women: they have lost conceit. They do not glorify +themselves with the untried virtue the matron prides herself on. +They possess humility, which is the cornerstone of virtues agreeable to +heaven. A short repentance will be sufficient for them to be the first +in heaven; for their sins, without malice and without joy, contain their +own forgiveness. Their faults, which are pains, participate in the +merits attached to pain; slaves to brutal passion, they are deprived of +all voluptuousness, and in this they are like the men who practise +continence for the kingdom of God. They are like us, culprits; but shame +falls on their crime like a balm, suffering purifies it like fire. That +is the reason why God will listen to the first voice which they shall +send to him. A throne is prepared for them at the right hand of the +Father. In the kingdom of God, the queen and the empress will be happy +to sit at the feet of the unfortunate; for you must not think that the +celestial house is built on a human plan. Far from it, Madame." + +Nevertheless, he conceded that more than one road led to salvation. One +could follow the road of love. + +"Man's love is earthly," he said, "but it rises by painful degrees, and +finally leads to God." + +The Prince had risen. Kissing Miss Bell's hand, he said: + +"Saturday." + +"Yes, the day after to-morrow, Saturday," replied Vivian. + +Therese started. Saturday! They were talking of Saturday quietly, as of +an ordinary day. Until then she had not wished to think that Saturday +would come so soon or so naturally. + +The guests had been gone for half an hour. Therese, tired, was thinking +in her bed, when she heard a knock at the door of her room. The panel +opened, and Vivian's little head appeared. + +"I am not intruding, darling? You are not sleepy?" + +No, Therese had no desire to sleep. She rose on her elbow. Vivian sat +on the bed, so light that she made no impression on it. + +"Darling, I am sure you have a great deal of reason. Oh, I am sure of +it. You are reasonable in the same way that Monsieur Sadler is a +violinist. He plays a little out of tune when he wishes. And you, +too, when you are not quite logical, it is for your own pleasure. +Oh, darling, you have a great deal of reason and of judgment, and I come +to ask your advice." + +Astonished, and a little anxious, Therese denied that she was logical. +She denied this very sincerely. But Vivian would not listen to her. + +"I have read Francois Rabelais a great deal, my love. It is in Rabelais +and in Villon that I studied French. They are good old masters of +language. But, darling, do you know the 'Pantagruel?' ' Pantagruel' is +like a beautiful and noble city, full of palaces, in the resplendent +dawn, before the street-sweepers of Paris have come. The sweepers have +not taken out the dirt, and the maids have not washed the marble steps. +And I have seen that French women do not read the 'Pantagruel.' You do +not know it? Well, it is not necessary. In the 'Pantagruel,' Panurge +asks whether he must marry, and he covers himself with ridicule, my love. +Well, I am quite as laughable as he, since I am asking the same question +of you." + +Therese replied with an uneasiness she did not try to conceal: + +"As for that, my dear, do not ask me. I have already told you my +opinion." + +"But, darling, you have said that only men are wrong to marry. I can not +take that advice for myself." + +Madame Martin looked at the little boyish face and head of Miss Bell, +which oddly expressed tenderness and modesty. + +Then she embraced her, saying: + +"Dear, there is not a man in the world exquisite and delicate enough for +you." + +She added, with an expression of affectionate gravity: + +"You are not a child. If some one loves you, and you love him, do what +you think you ought to do, without mingling interests and combinations +that have nothing to do with sentiment. This is the advice of a friend." + +Miss Bell hesitated a moment. Then she blushed and arose. She had been +a little shocked. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +"I KISS YOUR FEET BECAUSE THEY HAVE COME!" + +Saturday, at four o'clock, Therese went, as she had promised, to the gate +of the English cemetery. There she found Dechartre. He was serious and +agitated; he spoke little. She was glad he did not display his joy. +He led her by the deserted walls of the gardens to a narrow street which +she did not know. She read on a signboard: Via Alfieri. After they had +taken fifty steps, he stopped before a sombre alley: + +"It is in there," he said. + +She looked at him with infinite sadness. + +"You wish me to go in?" + +She saw he was resolute, and followed him without saying a word, into the +humid shadow of the alley. He traversed a courtyard where the grass grew +among the stones. In the back was a pavilion with three windows, with +columns and a front ornamented with goats and nymphs. On the moss-covered +steps he turned in the lock a key that creaked and resisted. He murmured + +"It is rusty." + +She replied, without thought "All the keys are rusty in this country." + +They went up a stairway so silent that it seemed to have forgotten the +sound of footsteps. He pushed open a door and made Therese enter the +room. She went straight to a window opening on the cemetery. Above the +wall rose the tops of pine-trees, which are not funereal in this land +where mourning is mingled with joy without troubling it, where the +sweetness of living extends to the city of the dead. He took her hand +and led her to an armchair. He remained standing, and looked at the room +which he had prepared so that she would not find herself lost in it. +Panels of old print cloth, with figures of Comedy, gave to the walls the +sadness of past gayeties. He had placed in a corner a dim pastel which +they had seen together at an antiquary's, and which, for its shadowy +grace, she called the shade of Rosalba. There was a grandmother's +armchair; white chairs; and on the table painted cups and Venetian +glasses. In all the corners were screens of colored paper, whereon were +masks, grotesque figures, the light soul of Florence, of Bologna, and of +Venice in the time of the Grand Dukes and of the last Doges. A mirror +and a carpet completed the furnishings. + +He closed the window and lighted the fire. She sat in the armchair, and +as she remained in it erect, he knelt before her, took her hands, kissed +them, and looked at her with a wondering expression, timorous and proud. +Then he pressed his lips to the tip of her boot. + +"What are you doing?" + +"I kiss your feet because they have come." + +He rose, drew her to him softly, and placed a long kiss on her lips. +She remained inert, her head thrown back, her eyes closed. Her toque +fell, her hair dropped on her shoulders. + +Two hours later, when the setting sun made immeasurably longer the +shadows on the stones, Therese, who had wished to walk alone in the city, +found herself in front of the two obelisks of Santa Maria Novella without +knowing how she had reached there. She saw at the corner of the square +the old cobbler drawing his string with his eternal gesture. He smiled, +bearing his sparrow on his shoulder. + +She went into the shop, and sat on a chair. She said in French: + +"Quentin Matsys, my friend, what have I done, and what will become of +me?" + +He looked at her quietly, with laughing kindness, not understanding nor +caring. Nothing astonished him. She shook her head. + +"What I did, my good Quentin, I did because he was suffering, and because +I loved him. I regret nothing." + +He replied, as was his habit, with the sonorous syllable of Italy: + +"Si! si!" + +"Is it not so, Quentin? I have not done wrong? But, my God! what will +happen now?" + +She prepared to go. He made her understand that he wished her to wait. +He culled carefully a bit of basilick and offered it to her. + +"For its fragrance, signora!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +CHOULETTE TAKES A JOURNEY + +It was the next day. + +Having carefully placed on the drawing-room table his knotty stick, his +pipe, and his antique carpet-bag, Choulette bowed to Madame Martin, who +was reading at the window. He was going to Assisi. He wore a sheepskin +coat, and resembled the old shepherds in pictures of the Nativity. + +"Farewell, Madame. I am quitting Fiesole, you, Dechartre, the too +handsome Prince Albertinelli, and that gentle ogress, Miss Bell. I am +going to visit the Assisi mountain, which the poet says must be named no +longer Assisi, but the Orient, because it is there that the sun of love +rose. I am going to kneel before the happy crypt where Saint Francis is +resting in a stone manger, with a stone for a pillow. For he would not +even take out of this world a shroud--out of this world where he left the +revelation of all joy and of all kindness." + +"Farewell, Monsieur Choulette. Bring me a medal of Saint Clara. I like +Saint Clara a great deal." + +"You are right, Madame; she was a woman of strength and prudence. When +Saint Francis, ill and almost blind, came to spend a few days at Saint +Damien, near his friend, she built with her own hands a hut for him in +the garden. Pain, languor, and burning eyelids deprived him of sleep. +Enormous rats came to attack him at night. Then he composed a joyous +canticle in praise of our splendid brother the Sun, and our sister the +Water, chaste, useful, and pure. My most beautiful verses have less +charm and splendor. And it is just that it should be thus, for Saint +Francis's soul was more beautiful than his mind. I am better than all my +contemporaries whom I have known, yet I am worth nothing. When Saint +Francis had composed his Song of the Sun he rejoiced. He thought: +'We shall go, my brothers and I, into the cities, and stand in the public +squares, with a lute, on the market-day. Good people will come near us, +and we shall say to them: "We are the jugglers of God, and we shall sing +a lay to you. If you are pleased, you will reward us." They will +promise, and when we shall have sung, we shall recall their promise to +them. We shall say to them: "You owe a reward to us. And the one that +we ask of you is that you love one another." Doubtless, to keep their +word and not injure God's poor jugglers, they will avoid doing ill to +others.'" + +Madame Martin thought St. Francis was the most amiable of the saints. + +"His work," replied Choulette, "was destroyed while he lived. Yet he +died happy, because in him was joy with humility. He was, in fact, God's +sweet singer. And it is right that another poor poet should take his +task and teach the world true religion and true joy. I shall be that +poet, Madame, if I can despoil myself of reason and of conceit. For all +moral beauty is achieved in this world through the inconceivable wisdom +that comes from God and resembles folly." + +"I shall not discourage you, Monsieur Choulette. But I am anxious about +the fate which you reserve for the poor women in your new society. You +will imprison them all in convents." + +"I confess," replied Choulette, "that they embarrass me a great deal in +my project of reform. The violence with which one loves them is harsh +and injurious. The pleasure they give is not peaceful, and does not lead +to joy. I have committed for them, in my life, two or three abominable +crimes of which no one knows. I doubt whether I shall ever invite you to +supper, Madame, in the new Saint Mary of the Angels." He took his pipe, +his carpet-bag, and his stick: + +"The crimes of love shall be forgiven. Or, rather, one can not do +evil when one loves purely. But sensual love is formed of hatred, +selfishness, and anger as much as of passion. Because I found you +beautiful one night, on this sofa, I was assailed by a cloud of violent +thoughts. I had come from the Albergo, where I had heard Miss Bell's +cook improvise magnificently twelve hundred verses on Spring. I was +inundated by a celestial joy which the sight of you made me lose. +It must be that a profound truth is enclosed in the curse of Eve. +For, near you, I felt reckless and wicked. I had soft words on my lips. +They were lies. I felt that I was your adversary and your enemy; I hated +you. When I saw you smile, I felt a desire to kill you." + +"Truly?" + +"Oh, Madame, it is a very natural sentiment, which you must have inspired +more than once. But common people feel it without being conscious of it, +while my vivid imagination represents me to myself incessantly. +I contemplate my mind, at times splendid, often hideous. If you had been +able to read my mind that night you would have screamed with fright." + +Therese smiled: + +"Farewell, Monsieur Choulette. Do not forget my medal of Saint Clara." + +He placed his bag on the floor, raised his arm, and pointed his finger: + +"You have nothing to fear from me. But the one whom you will love and +who will love you will harm you. Farewell, Madame." + +He took his luggage and went out. She saw his long, rustic form +disappear behind the bushes of the garden. + +In the afternoon she went to San Marco, where Dechartre was waiting for +her. She desired yet she feared to see him again so soon. She felt an +anguish which an unknown sentiment, profoundly soft, appeased. She did +not feel the stupor of the first time that she had yielded for love; she +did not feel the brusque vision of the irreparable. She was under +influences slower, more vague, and more powerful. This time a charming +reverie bathed the reminiscence of the caresses which she had received. +She was full of trouble and anxiety, but she felt no regret. She had +acted less through her will than through a force which she divined to be +higher. She absolved herself because of her disinterestedness. She +counted on nothing, having calculated nothing. + +Doubtless, she had been wrong to yield, since she was not free; but she +had exacted nothing. Perhaps she was for him only a violent caprice. +She did not know him. She had not one of those vivid imaginations that +surpass immensely, in good as in evil, common mediocrity. If he went +away from her and disappeared she would not reproach him for it; +at least, she thought not. She would keep the reminiscence and the +imprint of the rarest and most precious thing one may find in the world. +Perhaps he was incapable of real attachment. He thought he loved her. +He had loved her for an hour. She dared not wish for more, in the +embarrassment of the false situation which irritated her frankness and +her pride, and which troubled the lucidity of her intelligence. While +the carriage was carrying her to San Marco, she persuaded herself that he +would say nothing to her of the day before, and that the room from which +one could see the pines rise to the sky would leave to them only the +dream of a dream. + +He extended his hand to her. Before he had spoken she saw in his look +that he loved her as much now as before, and she perceived at the same +time that she wished him to be thus. + +"You--" he said, "I have been here since noon. I was waiting, knowing +that you would not come so soon, but able to live only at the place where +I was to see you. It is you! Talk; let me see and hear you." + +"Then you still love me?" + +"It is now that I love you. I thought I loved you when you were only a +phantom. Now, you are the being in whose hands I have put my soul. It +is true that you are mine! What have I done to obtain the greatest, the +only, good of this world? And those men with whom the earth is covered +think they are living! I alone live! Tell me, what have I done to +obtain you?" + +"Oh, what had to be done, I did. I say this to you frankly. If we have +reached that point, the fault is mine. You see, women do not always +confess it, but it is always their fault. So, whatever may happen, I +never will reproach you for anything." + +An agile troupe of yelling beggars, guides, and coachmen surrounded them +with an importunity wherein was mingled the gracefulness which Italians +never lose. Their subtlety made them divine that these were lovers, and +they knew that lovers are prodigal. Dechartre threw coin to them, and +they all returned to their happy laziness. + +A municipal guard received the visitors. Madame Martin regretted that +there was no monk. The white gown of the Dominicans was so beautiful +under the arcades of the cloister! + +They visited the cells where, on the bare plaster, Fra Angelico, aided by +his brother Benedetto, painted innocent pictures for his companions. + +"Do you recall the winter night when, meeting you before the Guimet +Museum, I accompanied you to the narrow street bordered by small gardens +which leads to the Billy Quay? Before separating we stopped a moment on +the parapet along which runs a thin boxwood hedge. You looked at that +boxwood, dried by winter. And when you went away I looked at it for a +long time." + +They were in the cell wherein Savonarola lived. The guide showed to them +the portrait and the relics of the martyr. + +"What could there have been in me that you liked that day? It was dark." + +"I saw you walk. It is in movements that forms speak. Each one of your +steps told me the secrets of your charming beauty. Oh! my imagination +was never discreet in anything that concerned you. I did not dare to +speak to you. When I saw you, it frightened me. It frightened me +because you could do everything for me. When you were present, I adored +you tremblingly. When you were far from me, I felt all the impieties of +desire." + +"I did not suspect this. But do you recall the first time we saw each +other, when Paul Vence introduced you? You were seated near a screen. +You were looking at the miniatures. You said to me: 'This lady, painted +by Siccardi, resembles Andre Chenier's mother.' I replied to you: 'She +is my husband's great-grandmother. How did Andre Chenier's mother look?' +And you said: 'There is a portrait of her: a faded Levantine.'" + +He excused himself and thought that he had not spoken so impertinently. + +"You did. My memory is better than yours." + +They were walking in the white silence of the convent. They saw the cell +which Angelico had ornamented with the loveliest painting. And there, +before the Virgin who, in the pale sky, receives from God the Father the +immortal crown, he took Therese in his arms and placed a kiss on her +lips, almost in view of two Englishwomen who were walking through the +corridors, consulting their Baedeker. She said to him: + +"We must not forget Saint Anthony's cell." + +"Therese, I am suffering in my happiness from everything that is yours +and that escapes me. I am suffering because you do not live for me +alone. I wish to have you wholly, and to have had you in the past." + +She shrugged her shoulders a little. + +"Oh, the past!" + +"The past is the only human reality. Everything that is, is past." + +She raised toward him her eyes, which resembled bits of blue sky full of +mingled sun and rain. + +"Well, I may say this to you: I never have felt that I lived except with +you." + +When she returned to Fiesole, she found a brief and threatening letter +from Le Menil. He could not understand, her prolonged absence, her +silence. If she did not announce at once her return, he would go to +Florence for her. + +She read without astonishment, but was annoyed to see that everything +disagreeable that could happen was happening, and that nothing would be +spared to her of what she had feared. She could still calm him and +reassure him: she had only to say to him that she loved him; that she +would soon return to Paris; that he should renounce the foolish idea of +rejoining her here; that Florence was a village where they would be +watched at once. But she would have to write: "I love you." She must +quiet him with caressing phrases. + +She had not the courage to do it. She would let him guess the truth. +She accused herself in veiled terms. She wrote obscurely of souls +carried away by the flood of life, and of the atom one is on the moving +ocean of events. She asked him, with affectionate sadness, to keep of +her a fond reminiscence in a corner of his soul. + +She took the letter to the post-office box on the Fiesole square. +Children were playing in the twilight. She looked from the top of the +hill to the beautiful cup which carried beautiful Florence like a jewel. +And the peace of night made her shiver. She dropped the letter into the +box. Then only she had the clear vision of what she had done and of what +the result would be. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +WHAT IS FRANKNESS? + +In the square, where the spring sun scattered its yellow roses, the bells +at noon dispersed the rustic crowd of grain-merchants assembled to sell +their wares. At the foot of the Lanzi, before the statues, the venders +of ices had placed, on tables covered with red cotton, small castles +bearing the inscription: 'Bibite ghiacciate'. And joy descended from +heaven to earth. Therese and Jacques, returning from an early promenade +in the Boboli Gardens, were passing before the illustrious loggia. +Therese looked at the Sabine by John of Bologna with that interested +curiosity of a woman examining another woman. But Dechartre looked at +Therese only. He said to her: + +"It is marvellous how the vivid light of day flatters your beauty, loves +you, and caresses the mother-of-pearl on your cheeks." + +"Yes," she said. "Candle-light hardens my features. I have observed +this. I am not an evening woman, unfortunately. It is at night that +women have a chance to show themselves and to please. At night, Princess +Seniavine has a fine blond complexion; in the sun she is as yellow as a +lemon. It must be owned that she does not care. She is not a coquette." + +"And you are?" + +"Oh, yes. Formerly I was a coquette for myself, now I am a coquette for +you." + +She looked at the Sabine woman, who with her waving arms, long and +robust, tried to avoid the Roman's embraces. + +"To be beautiful, must a woman have that thin form and that length of +limb? I am not shaped in that way." + +He took pains to reassure her. But she was not disturbed about it. She +was looking now at the little castle of the ice-vender. A sudden desire +had come to her to eat an ice standing there, as the working-girls of the +city stood. + +"Wait a moment," said Dechartre. + +He ran toward the street that follows the left side of the Lanzi, and +disappeared. + +After a moment he came back, and gave her a little gold spoon, the handle +of which was finished in a lily of Florence, with its chalice enamelled +in red. + +"You must eat your ice with this. The man does not give a spoon with his +ices. You would have had to put out your tongue. It would have been +pretty, but you are not accustomed to it." + +She recognized the spoon, a jewel which she had remarked the day before +in the showcase of an antiquarian. + +They were happy; they disseminated their joy, which was full and simple, +in light words which had no sense. And they laughed when the Florentine +repeated to them passages of the old Italian writers. She enjoyed the +play of his face, which was antique in style and jovial in expression. +But she did not always understand what he said. She asked Jacques: + +"What did he say?" + +"Do you really wish to know?" + +Yes, she wished to know. + +"Well, he said he should be happy if the fleas in his bed were shaped +like you!" + +When she had eaten the ice, he asked her to return to San Michele. It +was so near! They would cross the square and at once discover the +masterpiece in stone. They went. They looked at the St. George and at +the bronze St. Mark. Dechartre saw again on the wall the post-box, and +he recalled with painful exactitude the little gloved hand that had +dropped the letter. He thought it hideous, that copper mouth which had +swallowed Therese's secret. He could not turn his eyes away from it. +All his gayety had fled. She admired the rude statue of the Evangelist. + +"It is true that he looks honest and frank, and it seems that, if he +spoke, nothing but words of truth would come out of his mouth." + +He replied bitterly: + +"It is not a woman's mouth." + +She understood his thought, and said, in her soft tone: + +"My friend, why do you say this to me? I am frank." + +"What do you call frank? You know that a woman is obliged to lie." + +She hesitated. Then she said: + +"A woman is frank when she does not lie uselessly." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +"I NEVER HAVE LOVED ANY ONE BUT YOU!" + +Therese was dressed in sombre gray. The bushes on the border of the +terrace were covered with silver stars and on the hillsides the laurel- +trees threw their odoriferous flame. The cup of Florence was in bloom. + +Vivian Bell walked, arrayed in white, in the fragrant garden. + +"You see, darling, Florence is truly the city of flowers, and it is not +inappropriate that she should have a red lily for her emblem. It is a +festival to-day, darling." + +"A festival, to-day?" + +"Darling, do you not know this is the first day of May? You did not wake +this morning in a charming fairy spectacle? Do you not celebrate the +Festival of Flowers? Do you not feel joyful, you who love flowers? For +you love them, my love, I know it: you are very good to them. You said +to me that they feel joy and pain; that they suffer as we do." + +"Ah! I said that they suffer as we do?" + +"Yes, you said it. It is their festival to-day. We must celebrate it +with the rites consecrated by old painters." + +Therese heard without understanding. She was crumpling under her glove +a letter which she had just received, bearing the Italian postage-stamp, +and containing only these two lines: + +"I am staying at the Great Britain Hotel, Lungarno Acciaoli. I shall +expect you to-morrow morning. No. 18." + +"Darling, do you not know it is the custom of Florence to celebrate +spring on the first day of May every year? Then you did not understand +the meaning of Botticelli's picture consecrated to the Festival of +Flowers. Formerly, darling, on the first day of May the entire city gave +itself up to joy. Young girls, crowned with sweetbrier and other +flowers, made a long cortege through the Corso, under arches, and sang +choruses on the new grass. We shall do as they did. We shall dance in +the garden." + +"Ah, we shall dance in the garden?" + +"Yes, darling; and I will teach you Tuscan steps of the fifteenth century +which have been found in a manuscript by Mr. Morrison, the oldest +librarian in London. Come back soon, my love; we shall put on flower +hats and dance." + +"Yes, dear, we shall dance," said Therese. + +And opening the gate, she ran through the little pathway that hid its +stones under rose-bushes. She threw herself into the first carriage she +found. The coachman wore forget-me-nots on his hat and on the handle of +his whip: + +"Great Britain Hotel, Lungarno Acciaoli." + +She knew where that was, Lungarno Acciaoli. She had gone there at +sunset, and she had seen the rays of the sun on the agitated surface of +the river. Then night had come, the murmur of the waters in the silence, +the words and the looks that had troubled her, the first kiss of her +lover, the beginning of incomparable love. Oh, yes, she recalled +Lungarno Acciaoli and the river-side beyond the old bridge--Great Britain +Hotel--she knew: a big stone facade on the quay. It was fortunate, since +he would come, that he had gone there. He might as easily have gone to +the Hotel de la Ville, where Dechartre was. It was fortunate they were +not side by side in the same corridor. Lungarno Acciaoli! The dead body +which they had seen pass was at peace somewhere in the little flowery +cemetery. + +"Number 18." + +It was a bare hotel room, with a stove in the Italian fashion, a set of +brushes displayed on the table, and a time-table. Not a book, not a +journal. He was there; she saw suffering on his bony face, a look of +fever. This produced on her a sad impression. He waited a moment for a +word, a gesture; but she dared do nothing. He offered a chair. She +refused it and remained standing. + +"Therese, something has happened of which I do not know. Speak." + +After a moment of silence, she replied, with painful slowness: + +"My friend, when I was in Paris, why did you go away from me?" + +By the sadness of her accent he believed, he wished to believe, in the +expression of an affectionate reproach. His face colored. He replied, +ardently: + +"Ah, if I could have foreseen! That hunting party--I cared little for +it, as you may think! But you--your letter, that of the twenty-seventh" +--he had a gift for dates--"has thrown me into a horrible anxiety. +Something has happened. Tell me everything." + +"My friend, I believed you had ceased to love me." + +"But now that you know the contrary?" + +"Now--" + +She paused, her arms fell before her and her hands were joined. + +Then, with affected tranquillity, she continued: + +"Well, my friend, we took each other without knowing. One never knows. +You are young; younger than I, since we are of the same age. You have, +doubtless, projects for the future." + +He looked at her proudly. She continued: + +"Your family, your mother, your aunts, your uncle the General, have +projects for you. That is natural. I might have become an obstacle. +It is better that I should disappear from your life. We shall keep a +fond remembrance of each other." + +She extended her gloved hand. He folded his arms: + +"Then, you do not want me? You have made me happy, as no other man ever +was, and you think now to brush me aside? Truly, you seem to think you +have finished with me. What have you come to say to me? That it was a +liaison, which is easily broken? That people take each other, quit each +other--well, no! You are not a person whom one can easily quit." + +"Yes," said Therese, "you had perhaps given me more of your heart than +one does ordinarily in such 180 cases. I was more than an amusement for +you. But, if I am not the woman you thought I was, if I have deceived +you, if I am frivolous--you know people have said so--well, if I have not +been to you what I should have been--" + +She hesitated, and continued in a brave tone, contrasting with what she +said: + +"If, while I was yours, I have been led astray; if I have been curious; +if I say to you that I was not made for serious sentiment--" + +He interrupted her: + +"You are not telling the truth." + +"No, I am not telling the truth. And I do not know how to lie. I wished +to spoil our past. I was wrong. It was--you know what it was. But--" + +"But?" + +"I have always told you I was not sure of myself. There are women, it is +said, who are sure of themselves. I warned you that I was not like +them." + +He shook his head violently, like an irritated animal. + +"What do you mean? I do not understand. I understand nothing. Speak +clearly. There is something between us. I do not know what. I demand +to know what it is. What is it?" + +"There is the fact that I am not a woman sure of herself, and that you +should not rely on me. No, you should not rely on me. I had promised +nothing--and then, if I had promised, what are words?" + +"You do not love me. Oh, you love me no more! I can see it. But it is +so much the worse for you! I love you. You should not have given +yourself to me. Do not think that you can take yourself back. I love +you and I shall keep you. So you thought you could get out of it very +quietly? Listen a moment. You have done everything to make me love you, +to attach me to you, to make it impossible for me to live without you. + +"Six weeks ago you asked for nothing better. You were everything for me, +I was everything for you. And now you desire suddenly that I should know +you no longer; that you should be to me a stranger, a lady whom one meets +in society. Ah, you have a fine audacity! Have I dreamed? All the past +is a dream? I invented it all? Oh, there can be no doubt of it. You +loved me. I feel it still. Well, I have not changed. I am what I was; +you have nothing to complain of. I have not betrayed you for other +women. It isn't credit that I claim. I could not have done it. When +one has known you, one finds the prettiest women insipid. I never have +had the idea of deceiving you. I have always acted well toward you. Why +should you not love me? Answer! Speak! Say you love me still. Say it, +since it is true. Come, Therese, you will feel at once that you love as +you loved me formerly in the little nest where we were so happy. Come!" + +He approached her ardently. She, her eyes full of fright, pushed him +away with a kind of horror. + +He understood, stopped, and said: + +"You have a lover." + +She bent her head, then lifted it, grave and dumb. + +Then he made a gesture as if to strike her, and at once recoiled in +shame. He lowered his eyes and was silent. His fingers to his lips, +and biting his nails, he saw that his hand had been pricked by a pin on +her waist, and bled. He threw himself in an armchair, drew his +handkerchief to wipe off the blood, and remained indifferent and without +thought. + +She, with her back to the door, her face calm and pale, her look vague, +arranged her hat with instinctive care. At the noise, formerly +delicious, that the rustle of her skirts made, he started, looked at her, +and asked furiously: + +"Who is he? I will know." + +She did not move. She replied with soft firmness: + +"I have told you all I can. Do not ask more; it would be useless." + +He looked at her with a cruel expression which she had never seen before. + +"Oh, do not tell me his name. It will not be difficult for me to find +it." + +She said not a word, saddened for him, anxious for another, full of +anguish and fear, and yet without regret, without bitterness, because her +real soul was elsewhere. + +He had a vague sensation of what passed in her mind. In his anger to see +her so sweet and so serene, to find her beautiful, and beautiful for +another, he felt a desire to kill her, and he shouted at her: + +"Go!" + +Then, weakened by this effort of hatred, which was not natural to him, he +buried his head in his hands and sobbed. + +His pain touched her, gave her the hope of quieting him. She thought she +might perhaps console him for her loss. Amicably and comfortably she +seated herself beside him. + +"My friend, blame me. I am to blame, but more to be pitied. Disdain me, +if you wish, if one can disdain an unfortunate creature who is the +plaything of life. In fine, judge me as you wish. But keep for me a +little friendship in your anger, a little bitter-sweet reminiscence, +something like those days of autumn when there is sunlight and strong +wind. That is what I deserve. Do not be harsh to the agreeable but +frivolous visitor who passed through your life. Bid good-by to me as to +a traveller who goes one knows not where, and who is sad. There is so +much sadness in separation! You were irritated against me a moment ago. +Oh, I do not reproach you for it. I only suffer for it. Reserve a +little sympathy for me. Who knows? The future is always unknown. It is +very gray and obscure before me. Let me say to myself that I have been +kind, simple, frank with you, and that you have not forgotten it. In +time you will understand, you will forgive; to-day have a little pity." + +He was not listening to her words. He was appeased simply by the caress +of her voice, of which the tone was limpid and clear. He exclaimed: + +"You do not love him. I am the one whom you love. Then--" + +She hesitated: + +"Ah, to say whom one loves or loves not is not an easy thing for a woman, +or at least for me. I do not know how other women do. But life is not +good to me. I am tossed to and fro by force of circumstances." + +He looked at her calmly. An idea came to him. He had taken a +resolution; he forgave, he forgot, provided she returned to him at once. + +"Therese, you do not love him. It was an error, a moment of +forgetfulness, a horrible and stupid thing that you did through weakness, +through surprise, perhaps in spite. Swear to me that you never will see +him again." + +He took her arm: + +"Swear to me!" + +She said not a word, her teeth were set, her face was sombre. He +wrenched her wrist. She exclaimed: + +"You hurt me!" + +However, he followed his idea; he led her to the table, on which, near +the brushes, were an ink-stand, and several leaves of letter-paper +ornamented with a large blue vignette, representing the facade of the +hotel, with innumerable windows. + +"Write what I am about to dictate to you. I will call somebody to take +the letter." + +And as she resisted, he made her fall on her knees. Proud and +determined, she said: + +"I can not, I will not." + +"Why?" + +"Because--do you wish to know?--because I love him." + +Brusquely he released her. If he had had his revolver at hand, perhaps +he would have killed her. But almost at once his anger was dampened by +sadness; and now, desperate, he was the one who wished to die. + +"Is what you say true? Is it possible?" + +"How do I know? Can I say? Do I understand? Have I an idea, +a sentiment, about anything?" + +With an effort she added: + +"Am I at this moment aware of anything except my sadness and your +despair?" + +"You love him, you love him! What is he, who is he, that you should love +him?" + +His surprise made him stupid; he was in an abyss of astonishment. But +what she had said separated them. He dared not complain. He only +repeated: + +"You love him, you love him! But what has he done to you, what has he +said, to make you love him? I know you. I have not told you every time +your ideas shocked me. I would wager he is not even a man in society. +And you believe he loves you? You believe it? Well, you are deceiving +yourself. He does not love you. You flatter him, simply. He will quit +you at the first opportunity. When he shall have compromised you, he +will abandon you. Next year people will say of you: 'She is not at all +exclusive.' I am sorry for your father; he is one of my friends, and +will know of your behavior. You can not expect to deceive him." + +She listened, humiliated but consoled, thinking how she would have +suffered had she found him generous. + +In his simplicity he sincerely disdained her. This disdain relieved him. + +"How did the thing happen? You can tell me." + +She shrugged her shoulders with so much pity that he dared not continue. +He became contemptuous again. + +"Do you imagine that I shall aid you in saving appearances, that I shall +return to your house, that I shall continue to call on your husband?" + +"I think you will continue to do what a gentleman should. I ask nothing +of you. I should have liked to preserve of you the reminiscence of an +excellent friend. I thought you might be indulgent and kind to, me, but +it is not possible. I see that lovers never separate kindly. Later, you +will judge me better. Farewell!" + +He looked at her. Now his face expressed more pain than anger. She +never had seen his eyes so dry and so black. It seemed as if he had +grown old in an hour. + +"I prefer to tell you in advance. It will be impossible for me to see +you again. You are not a woman whom one may meet after one has been +loved by her. You are not like others. You have a poison of your own, +which you have given to me, and which I feel in me, in my veins. Why +have I known you?" + +She looked at him kindly. + +"Farewell! Say to yourself that I am not worthy of being regretted so +much." + +Then, when he saw that she placed her hand on the latch of the door, +when he felt at that gesture that he was to lose her, that he should +never have her again, he shouted. He forgot everything. There remained +in him only the dazed feeling of a great misfortune accomplished, +of an irreparable calamity. And from the depth of his stupor a desire +ascended. He desired to possess again the woman who was leaving him and +who would never return. He drew her to him. He desired her, with all +the strength of his animal nature. She resisted with all the force of +her will, which was free and on the alert. She disengaged herself, +crumpled, torn, without even having been afraid. + +He understood that everything was useless; he realized she was no longer +for him, because she belonged to another. As his suffering returned, he +pushed her out of the door. + +She remained a moment in the corridor, proudly waiting for a word. + +But he shouted again, "Go!" and shut the door violently. + +On the Via Alfieri, she saw again the pavilion in the rear of the +courtyard where pale grasses grew. She found it silent and tranquil, +faithful, with its goats and nymphs, to the lovers of the time of the +Grand Duchess Eliza. She felt at once freed from the painful, brutal +world, and transported to ages wherein she had not known the sadness of +life. At the foot of the stairs, the steps of which were covered with +roses, Dechartre was waiting. She threw herself in his arms. He carried +her inert, like a precious trophy before which he had become pallid and +trembling. She enjoyed, her eyelids half closed, the superb humiliation +of being a beautiful prey. Her fatigue, her sadness, her disgust with +the day, the reminiscence of violence, her regained liberty, the need of +forgetting, remains of fright, everything vivified, awakened her +tenderness. She threw her arms around the neck of her lover. + +They were as gay as children. They laughed, said tender nothings, +played, ate lemons, oranges, and other fruits piled up near-them on +painted plates. Her lips, half-open, showed her brilliant teeth. She +asked, with coquettish anxiety, if he were not disillusioned after the +beautiful dream he had made of her. + +In the caressing light of the day, for the enjoyment of which he had +arranged, he contemplated her with youthful joy. He lavished praise and +kisses upon her. They forgot themselves in caresses, in friendly +quarrels, in happy glances. + +He asked her how a little red mark on her temple had come there. She +replied that she had forgotten; that it was nothing. She hardly lied; +she had really forgotten. + +They recalled to each other their short but beautiful history, all their +life, which began upon the day when they had met. + +"You know, on the terrace, the day after your arrival, you said vague +things to me. I guessed that you loved me." + +"I was afraid to seem stupid to you." + +"You were, a little. It was my triumph. It made me impatient to see you +so little troubled near me. I loved you before you loved me. Oh, I do +not blush for it!" + +He gave her a glass of Asti. But there was a bottle of Trasimene. She +wished to taste it, in memory of the lake which she had seen silent and +beautiful at night in its opal cup. That was when she had first visited +Italy, six years before. + +He chided her for having discovered the beauty of things without his aid. + +She said: + +"Without you, I did not know how to see anything. Why did you not come +to me before?" + +He closed her lips with a kiss. Then she said: + +"Yes, I love you! Yes, I never have loved any one but you!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +A MEETING AT THE STATION + +Le Menil had written: "I leave tomorrow evening at seven o'clock. Meet +me at the station." + +She had gone to meet him. She saw him in long coat and cape, precise and +calm, in front of the hotel stages. He said only: + +"Ah, you have come." + +"But, my friend, you called me." + +He did not confess that he had written in the absurd hope that she would +love him again and that the rest would be forgotten, or that she would +say to him: "It was only a trial of your love." + +If she had said so he would have believed her, however. + +Astonished because she did not speak, he said, dryly: + +"What have you to say to me? It is not for me to speak, but for you. +I have no explanations to give you. I have not to justify a betrayal." + +"My friend, do not be cruel, do not be ungrateful. This is what I had to +say to you. And I must repeat that I leave you with the sadness of a +real friend." + +"Is that all? Go and say this to the other man. It will interest him +more than it interests me." + +"You called me, and I came; do not make me regret it." + +"I am sorry to have disturbed you. You could doubtless find a better +employment for your time. I will not detain you. Rejoin him, since you +are longing to do so." + +At the thought that his unhappy words expressed a moment of eternal human +pain, and that tragedy had illustrated many similar griefs, she felt all +the sadness and irony of the situation, which a curl of her lips +betrayed. He thought she was laughing. + +"Do not laugh; listen to me. The other day, at the hotel, I wanted to +kill you. I came so near doing it that now I know what I escaped. +I will not do it. You may rest secure. What would be the use? As I +wish to keep up appearances, I shall call on you in Paris. It will +grieve me to learn that you can not receive me. I shall see your +husband, I shall see your father also. It will be to say good-by to +them, as I intend to go on a long voyage. Farewell, Madame!" + +At the moment when he turned his back to her, Therese saw Miss Bell and +Prince Albertinelli coming out of the freight-station toward her. The +Prince was very handsome. Vivian was walking by his side with the +lightness of chaste joy. + +"Oh, darling, what a pleasant surprise to find you here! The Prince, and +I have seen, at the customhouse, the new bell, which has just come." + +"Ah, the bell has come?" + +"It is here, darling, the Ghiberti bell. I saw it in its wooden cage. +It did not ring, because it was a prisoner. But it will have a campanile +in my Fiesole house. + +"When it feels the air of Florence, it will be happy to let its silvery +voice be heard. Visited by the doves, it will ring for all our joys and +all our sufferings. It will ring for you, for me, for the Prince, for +good Madame Marmet, for Monsieur Choulette, for all our friends." + +"Dear, bells never ring for real joys and for real sufferings. Bells are +honest functionaries, who know only official sentiments." + +"Oh, darling, you are much mistaken. Bells know the secrets of souls; +they know everything. But I am very glad to find you here. I know, my +love, why you came to the station. Your maid betrayed you. She told me +you were waiting for a pink gown which was delayed in coming and that you +were very impatient. But do not let that trouble you. You are always +beautiful, my love." + +She made Madame Martin enter her wagon. + +"Come, quick, darling; Monsieur Jacques Dechartre dines at the house to- +night, and I should not like to make him wait." + +And while they were driving through the silence of the night, through the +pathways full of the fresh perfume of wildflowers, she said: + +"Do you see over there, darling, the black distaffs of the Fates, the +cypresses of the cemetery? It is there I wish to sleep." + +But Therese thought anxiously: "They saw him. Did they recognize him? I +think not. The place was dark, and had only little blinding lights. Did +she know him? I do not recall whether she saw him at my house last +year." + +What made her anxious was a sly smile on the Prince's face. + +"Darling, do you wish a place near me in that rustic cemetery? Shall we +rest side by side under a little earth and a great deal of sky? But I do +wrong to extend to you an invitation which you can not accept. It will +not be permitted to you to sleep your eternal sleep at the foot of the +hill of Fiesole, my love. You must rest in Paris, in a handsome tomb, by +the side of Count Martin-Belleme." + +"Why? Do you think, dear, that the wife must be united to her husband +even after death?" + +"Certainly she must, darling. Marriage is for time and for eternity. +Do you not know the history of a young pair who loved each other in the +province of Auvergne? They died almost at the same time, and were placed +in two tombs separated by a road. But every night a sweetbrier bush +threw from one tomb to the other its flowery branches. The two coffins +had to be buried together." + +When they had passed the Badia, they saw a procession coming up the side +of the hill. The wind blew on the candles borne in gilded wooden +candlesticks. The girls of the societies, dressed in white and blue, +carried painted banners. Then came a little St. John, blond, curly- +haired, nude, under a lamb's fleece which showed his arms and shoulders; +and a St. Mary Magdalene, seven years old, crowned only with her waving +golden hair. The people of Fiesole followed. Countess Martin recognized +Choulette among them. With a candle in one hand, a book in the other, +and blue spectacles on the end of his nose, he was singing. His unkempt +beard moved up and down with the rhythm of the song. In the harshness of +light and shade that worked in his face, he had an air that suggested a +solitary monk capable of accomplishing a century of penance. + +"How amusing he is!" said Therese. "He is making a spectacle of himself +for himself. He is a great artist." + +"Darling, why will you insist that Monsieur Choulette is not a pious man? +Why? There is much joy and much beauty in faith. Poets know this. If +Monsieur Choulette had not faith, he could not write the admirable verses +that he does." + +"And you, dear, have you faith?" + +"Oh, yes; I believe in God and in the word of Christ." + +Now the banners and the white veils had disappeared down the road. But +one could see on the bald cranium of Choulette the flame of the candle +reflected in rays of gold. + +Dechartre, however, was waiting alone in the garden. Therese found him +resting on the balcony of the terrace where he had felt the first +sufferings of love. While Miss Bell and the Prince were trying to fix +upon a suitable place for the campanile, Dechartre led his beloved under +the trees. + +"You promised me that you would be in the garden when I came. I have +been waiting for you an hour, which seemed eternal. You were not to go +out. Your absence has surprised and grieved me." + +She replied vaguely that she had been compelled to go to the station, and +that Miss Bell had brought her back in the wagon. + +He begged her pardon for his anxiety, but everything alarmed him. His +happiness made him afraid. + +They were already at table when Choulette appeared, with the face of an +antique satyr. A terrible joy shone in his phosphorous eyes. Since his +return from Assisi, he lived only among paupers, drank chianti all day +with girls and artisans to whom he taught the beauty of joy and +innocence, the advent of Jesus Christ, and the imminent abolition of +taxes and military service. At the beginning of the procession he had +gathered vagabonds in the ruins of the Roman theatre, and had delivered +to them in a macaronic language, half French and half Tuscan, a sermon, +which he took pleasure in repeating: + +"Kings, senators, and judges have said: 'The life of nations is in us.' +Well, they lie; and they are the coffin saying: 'I am the cradle.' + +"The life of nations is in the crops of the fields yellowing under the +eye of the Lord. It is in the vines, and in the smiles and tears with +which the sky bathes the fruits on the trees. + +"The life of nations is not in the laws, which were made by the rich and +powerful for the preservation of riches and power. + +"The chiefs of kingdoms and of republics have said in their books that +the right of peoples is the right of war, and they have glorified +violence. And they render honors unto conquerors, and they raise in the +public squares statues to the victorious man and horse. But one has not +the right to kill; that is the reason why the just man will not draw from +the urn a number that will send him to the war. The right is not to +pamper the folly and crimes of a prince raised over a kingdom or over a +republic; and that is the reason why the just man will not pay taxes and +will not give money to the publicans. He will enjoy in peace the fruit +of his work, and he will make bread with the wheat that he has sown, and +he will eat the fruits of the trees that he has cut." + +"Ah, Monsieur Choulette," said Prince Albertinelli, gravely, "you are +right to take interest in the state of our unfortunate fields, which +taxes exhaust. What fruit can be drawn from a soil taxed to thirty-three +per cent. of its net income? The master and the servants are the prey of +the publicans." + +Dechartre and Madame Martin were struck by the unexpected sincerity of +his accent. + +He added: + +"I like the King. I am sure of my loyalty, but the misfortunes of the +peasants move me." + +The truth was, he pursued with obstinacy a single aim: to reestablish the +domain of Casentino that his father, Prince Carlo, an officer of Victor +Emmanuel, had left devoured by usurers. His affected gentleness +concealed his stubbornness. He had only useful vices. It was to become +a great Tuscan landowner that he had dealt in pictures, sold the famous +ceilings of his palace, made love to rich old women, and, finally, sought +the hand of Miss Bell, whom he knew to be skilful at earning money and +practised in the art of housekeeping. He really liked peasants. The +ardent praises of Choulette, which he understood vaguely, awakened this +affection in him. He forgot himself enough to express his mind: + +"In a country where master and servants form one family, the fate of the +one depends on that of the others. Taxes despoil us. How good are our +farmers! They are the best men in the world to till the soil." + +Madame Martin confessed that she should not have believed it. The +country of Lombardy alone seemed to her to be well cultivated. Tuscany +appeared a beautiful, wild orchard. + +The Prince replied, smilingly, that perhaps she would not speak in that +way if she had done him the honor of visiting his farms of Casentino, +although these had suffered from long and ruinous lawsuits. She would +have seen there what an Italian landscape really is. + +"I take a great deal of care of my domain. I was coming from it to-night +when I had the double pleasure of finding at the station Miss Bell, who +had gone there to find her Ghiberti bell, and you, Madame, who were +talking with a friend from Paris." + +He had the idea that it would be disagreeable to her to hear him speak of +that meeting. He looked around the table, and saw the expression of +anxious surprise which Dechartre could not restrain. He insisted: + +"Forgive, Madame, in a rustic, a certain pretension to knowing something +about the world. In the man who was talking to you I recognized a +Parisian, because he had an English air; and while he affected stiffness, +he showed perfect ease and particular vivacity." + +"Oh," said Therese, negligently, "I have not seen him for a long time. +I was much surprised to meet him at Florence at the moment of his +departure." + +She looked at Dechartre, who affected not to listen. + +"I know that gentleman," said Miss Bell. "It is Monsieur Le Menil. I +dined with him twice at Madame Martin's, and he talked to me very well. +He said he liked football; that he introduced the game in France, and +that now football is quite the fashion. He also related to me his +hunting adventures. He likes animals. I have observed that hunters like +animals. I assure you, darling, that Monsieur Le Menil talks admirably +about hares. He knows their habits. He said to me it was a pleasure to +look at them dancing in the moonlight on the plains. He assured me that +they were very intelligent, and that he had seen an old hare, pursued by +dogs, force another hare to get out of the trail so as to deceive the +hunters. Darling, did Monsieur Le Menil ever talk to you about hares?" + +Therese replied she did not know, and that she thought hunters were +tiresome. + +Miss Bell exclaimed. She did not think M. Le Menil was ever tiresome +when talking of the hares that danced in the moonlight on the plains and +among the vines. She would like to raise a hare, like Phanion. + +"Darling, you do not know Phanion. Oh, I am sure that Monsieur Dechartre +knows her. She was beautiful, and dear to poets. She lived in the +Island of Cos, beside a dell which, covered with lemon-trees, descended +to the blue sea. And they say that she looked at the blue waves. +I related Phanion's history to Monsieur Le Menil, and he was very glad to +hear it. She had received from some hunter a little hare with long ears. +She held it on her knees and fed it on spring flowers. It loved Phanion +and forgot its mother. It died before having eaten too many flowers. +Phanion lamented over its loss. She buried it in the lemon-grove, in a +grave which she could see from her bed. And the shade of the little hare +was consoled by the songs of the poets." + +The good Madame Marmet said that M. Le Menil pleased by his elegant and +discreet manners, which young men no longer practise. She would have +liked to see him. She wanted him to do something for her. + +"Or, rather, for my nephew," she said. "He is a captain in the +artillery, and his chiefs like him. His colonel was for a long time +under orders of Monsieur Le Menil's uncle, General La Briche. +If Monsieur Le Menil would ask his uncle to write to Colonel Faure in +favor of my nephew I should be grateful to him. My nephew is not a +stranger to Monsieur Le Menil. They met last year at the masked ball +which Captain de Lassay gave at the hotel at Caen." + +Madame Marmet cast down her eyes and added: + +"The invited guests, naturally, were not society women. But it is said +some of them were very pretty. They came from Paris. My nephew, who +gave these details to me, was dressed as a coachman. Monsieur Le Menil +was dressed as a Hussar of Death, and he had much success." + +Miss Bell said that she was sorry not to have known that M. Le Menil was +in Florence. Certainly, she should have invited him to come to Fiesole. + +Dechartre remained sombre and distant during the rest of the dinner: and +when, at the moment of leaving, Therese extended her hand to him, she +felt that he avoided pressing it in his. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +A woman is frank when she does not lie uselessly +Disappointed her to escape the danger she had feared +Does not wish one to treat it with either timidity or brutality +He knew now the divine malady of love +I do not desire your friendship +I have known things which I know no more +I wished to spoil our past +Impatient at praise which was not destined for himself +Incapable of conceiving that one might talk without an object +Jealous without having the right to be jealous +Lovers never separate kindly +Magnificent air of those beggars of whom small towns are proud +Nobody troubled himself about that originality +One who first thought of pasting a canvas on a panel +Simple people who doubt neither themselves nor others +Superior men sometimes lack cleverness +The door of one's room opens on the infinite +The one whom you will love and who will love you will harm you +The past is the only human reality--Everything that is, is past +There are many grand and strong things which you do not feel +They are the coffin saying: 'I am the cradle' +To be beautiful, must a woman have that thin form +Trying to make Therese admire what she did not know +Unfortunate creature who is the plaything of life +What will be the use of having tormented ourselves in this world +Women do not always confess it, but it is always their fault +You must take me with my own soul! + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of The Red Lily, v2 +by Anatole France + diff --git a/3920.zip b/3920.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..9b86133 --- /dev/null +++ b/3920.zip diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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