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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: There is no Death + +Author: Florence Marryatt + +Release Date: March 20, 2012 [EBook #39212] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THERE IS NO DEATH *** + + + + +Produced by Maria Grist, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + + + + + + + + + THERE IS NO DEATH + + Works by Florence Marryat + + PUBLISHED IN THE INTERNATIONAL SERIES. + + + NO. CTS. + + 85. Blindfold, 50 + + 135. Brave Heart and True, 50 + + 42. Mount Eden, 30 + + 13. On Circumstantial Evidence, 30 + + 148. Risen Dead, The, 50 + + 77. Scarlet Sin, A, 50 + + 159. There Is No Death, 50 + + + + + THERE IS NO DEATH + + BY + FLORENCE MARRYAT + + AUTHOR OF + "LOVE'S CONFLICT," "VERONIQUE," ETC., ETC. + + "There is no Death--what seems so is transition. + This life of mortal breath + Is but a suburb of the Life Elysian + Whose portal we call----Death."--Longfellow. + + + NEW YORK + NATIONAL BOOK COMPANY + 3, 4, 5 AND 6 MISSION PLACE + + + Copyright, 1891, + by + United States Book Company + + + + +THERE IS NO DEATH. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +FAMILY GHOSTS. + + +It has been strongly impressed upon me for some years past to write an +account of the wonderful experiences I have passed through in my +investigation of the science of Spiritualism. In doing so I intend to +confine myself to recording facts. I will describe the scenes I have +witnessed with my own eyes, and repeat the words I have heard with my +own ears, leaving the deduction to be drawn from them wholly to my +readers. I have no ambition to start a theory nor to promulgate a +doctrine; above all things I have no desire to provoke an argument. I +have had more than enough of arguments, philosophical, scientific, +religious, and purely aggressive, to last a lifetime; and were I called +upon for my definition of the rest promised to the weary, I should +reply--a place where every man may hold his own opinion, and no one is +permitted to dispute it. + +But though I am about to record a great many incidents that are so +marvellous as to be almost incredible, I do not expect to be +disbelieved, except by such as are capable of deception themselves. +They--conscious of their own infirmity--invariably believe that other +people must be telling lies. Byron wrote, "He is a fool who denies that +which he cannot disprove;" and though Carlyle gives us the comforting +assurance that the population of Great Britain consists "chiefly of +fools," I pin my faith upon receiving credence from the few who are not +so. + +Why should I be disbelieved? When the late Lady Brassey published the +"Cruise of the _Sunbeam_," and Sir Samuel and Lady Baker related their +experiences in Central Africa, and Livingstone wrote his account of the +wonders he met with whilst engaged in the investigation of the source of +the Nile, and Henry Stanley followed up the story and added thereto, did +they anticipate the public turning up its nose at their narrations, and +declaring it did not believe a word they had written? Yet their readers +had to accept the facts they offered for credence, on their authority +alone. Very few of them had even _heard_ of the places described before; +scarcely one in a thousand could, either from personal experience or +acquired knowledge, attest the truth of the description. What was +there--for the benefit of the general public--to _prove_ that the +_Sunbeam_ had sailed round the world, or that Sir Samuel Baker had met +with the rare beasts, birds, and flowers he wrote of, or that +Livingstone and Stanley met and spoke with those curious, unknown tribes +that never saw white men till they set eyes on them? Yet had any one of +those writers affirmed that in his wanderings he had encountered a gold +field of undoubted excellence, thousands of fortune-seekers would have +left their native land on his word alone, and rushed to secure some of +the glittering treasure. + +Why? Because the authors of those books were persons well known in +society, who had a reputation for veracity to maintain, and who would +have been quickly found out had they dared to deceive. I claim the same +grounds for obtaining belief. I have a well-known name and a public +reputation, a tolerable brain, and two sharp eyes. What I have +witnessed, others, with equal assiduity and perseverance, may witness +for themselves. It would demand a voyage round the world to see all that +the owners of the _Sunbeam_ saw. It would demand time and trouble and +money to see what I have seen, and to some people, perhaps, it would not +be worth the outlay. But if I have journeyed into the Debateable Land +(which so few really believe in, and most are terribly afraid of), and +come forward now to tell what I have seen there, the world has no more +right to disbelieve me than it had to disbelieve Lady Brassey. Because +the general public has not penetrated Central Africa, is no reason that +Livingstone did not do so; because the general public has not seen (and +does not care to see) what I have seen, is no argument against the truth +of what I write. To those who _do_ believe in the possibility of +communion with disembodied spirits, my story will be interesting +perhaps, on account of its dealing throughout in a remarkable degree +with the vexed question of identity and recognition. To the +materialistic portion of creation who may credit me with not being a +bigger fool than the remainder of the thirty-eight millions of Great +Britain, it may prove a new source of speculation and research. And for +those of my fellow-creatures who possess no curiosity, nor imagination, +nor desire to prove for themselves what they cannot accept on the +testimony of others, I never had, and never shall have, anything in +common. They are the sort of people who ask you with a pleasing smile if +Irving wrote "The Charge of the Light Brigade," and say they like +Byron's "Sardanapalus" very well, but it is not so funny as "Our Boys." + +Now, before going to work in right earnest, I do not think it is +generally known that my father, the late Captain Marryat, was not only a +believer in ghosts, but himself a ghost-seer. I am delighted to be able +to record this fact as an introduction to my own experiences. Perhaps +the ease with which such manifestations have come to me is a gift which +I inherit from him, anyway I am glad he shared the belief and the power +of spiritual sight with me. If there were no other reason to make me +bold to repeat what I have witnessed, the circumstance would give me +courage. My father was not like his intimate friends, Charles Dickens, +Lord Lytton, and many other men of genius, highly strung, nervous, and +imaginative. I do not believe my father had any "nerves," and I think he +had very little imagination. Almost all his works are founded on his +personal experiences. His _forte_ lay in a humorous description of what +he had seen. He possessed a marvellous power of putting his +recollections into graphic and forcible language, and the very reason +that his books are almost as popular to-day as when they were written, +is because they are true histories of their time. There is scarcely a +line of fiction in them. His body was as powerful and muscular as his +brain. His courage was indomitable--his moral courage as well as his +physical (as many people remember to their cost to this day), and his +hardness of belief on many subjects is no secret. What I am about to +relate therefore did not happen to some excitable, nervous, sickly +sentimentalist, and I repeat that I am proud to have inherited his +constitutional tendencies, and quite willing to stand judgment after +him. + +I have heard that my father had a number of stories to relate of +supernatural (as they are usually termed) incidents that had occurred to +him, but I will content myself with relating such as were proved to be +(at the least) very remarkable coincidences. In my work, "The Life and +Letters of Captain Marryat," I relate an anecdote of him that was +entered in his private "log," and found amongst his papers. He had a +younger brother, Samuel, to whom he was very much attached, and who died +unexpectedly in England whilst my father, in command of H. M. S. +_Larne_, was engaged in the first Burmese war. His men broke out with +scurvy and he was ordered to take his vessel over to Pulu Pinang for a +few weeks in order to get the sailors fresh fruit and vegetables. As my +father was lying in his berth one night, anchored off the island, with +the brilliant tropical moonlight making everything as bright as day, he +saw the door of his cabin open, and his brother Samuel entered and +walked quietly up to his side. He looked just the same as when they had +parted, and uttered in a perfectly distinct voice, "Fred! I have come to +tell you that I am dead!" When the figure entered the cabin my father +jumped up in his berth, thinking it was some one coming to rob him, and +when he saw who it was and heard it speak, he leaped out of bed with the +intention of detaining it, but it was gone. So vivid was the impression +made upon him by the apparition that he drew out his log at once and +wrote down all particulars concerning it, with the hour and day of its +appearance. On reaching England after the war was over, the first +dispatches put into his hand were to announce the death of his brother, +who had passed away at the very hour when he had seen him in the cabin. + +But the story that interests me most is one of an incident which +occurred to my father during my lifetime, and which we have always +called "The Brown Lady of Rainham." I am aware that this narrative has +reached the public through other sources, and I have made it the +foundation of a Christmas story myself. But it is too well authenticated +to be omitted here. The last fifteen years of my father's life were +passed on his own estate of Langham, in Norfolk, and amongst his county +friends were Sir Charles and Lady Townshend of Rainham Hall. At the time +I speak of, the title and property had lately changed hands, and the new +baronet had re-papered, painted, and furnished the Hall throughout, and +come down with his wife and a large party of friends to take possession. +But to their annoyance, soon after their arrival, rumors arose that the +house was haunted, and their guests began, one and all (like those in +the parable), to make excuses to go home again. Sir Charles and Lady +Townshend might have sung, "Friend after friend departs," with due +effect, but it would have had none on the general exodus that took place +from Rainham. And it was all on account of a Brown Lady, whose portrait +hung in one of the bedrooms, and in which she was represented as wearing +a brown satin dress with yellow trimmings, and a ruff around her +throat--a very harmless, innocent-looking young woman. But they all +declared they had seen her walking about the house--some in the +corridor, some in their bedrooms, others in the lower premises, and +neither guests nor servants would remain in the Hall. The baronet was +naturally very much annoyed about it, and confided his trouble to my +father, and my father was indignant at the trick he believed had been +played upon him. There was a great deal of smuggling and poaching in +Norfolk at that period, as he knew well, being a magistrate of the +county, and he felt sure that some of these depredators were trying to +frighten the Townshends away from the Hall again. The last baronet had +been a solitary sort of being, and lead a retired life, and my father +imagined some of the tenantry had their own reasons for not liking the +introduction of revelries and "high jinks" at Rainham. So he asked his +friends to let him stay with them and sleep in the haunted chamber, and +he felt sure he could rid them of the nuisance. They accepted his offer, +and he took possession of the room in which the portrait of the +apparition hung, and in which she had been often seen, and slept each +night with a loaded revolver under his pillow. For two days, however, he +saw nothing, and the third was to be the limit of his stay. On the +third night, however, two young men (nephews of the baronet) knocked at +his door as he was undressing to go to bed, and asked him to step over +to their room (which was at the other end of the corridor), and give +them his opinion on a new gun just arrived from London. My father was in +his shirt and trousers, but as the hour was late, and everybody had +retired to rest except themselves, he prepared to accompany them as he +was. As they were leaving the room, he caught up his revolver, "in case +we meet the Brown Lady," he said, laughing. When the inspection of the +gun was over, the young men in the same spirit declared they would +accompany my father back again, "in case you meet the Brown Lady," they +repeated, laughing also. The three gentlemen therefore returned in +company. + +The corridor was long and dark, for the lights had been extinguished, +but as they reached the middle of it, they saw the glimmer of a lamp +coming towards them from the other end. "One of the ladies going to +visit the nurseries," whispered the young Townshends to my father. Now +the bedroom doors in that corridor faced each other, and each room had a +double door with a space between, as is the case in many old-fashioned +country houses. My father (as I have said) was in a shirt and trousers +only, and his native modesty made him feel uncomfortable, so he slipped +within one of the _outer_ doors (his friends following his example), in +order to conceal himself until the lady should have passed by. I have +heard him describe how he watched her approaching nearer and nearer, +through the chink of the door, until, as she was close enough for him to +distinguish the colors and style of her costume, he recognized the +figure as the facsimile of the portrait of "The Brown Lady." He had his +finger on the trigger of his revolver, and was about to demand it to +stop and give the reason for its presence there, when the figure halted +of its own accord before the door behind which he stood, and holding the +lighted lamp she carried to her features, grinned in a malicious and +diabolical manner at him. This act so infuriated my father, who was +anything but lamb-like in disposition, that he sprang into the corridor +with a bound, and discharged the revolver right in her face. The figure +instantly disappeared--the figure at which for the space of several +minutes _three_ men had been looking together--and the bullet passed +through the outer door of the room on the opposite side of the corridor, +and lodged in the panel of the inner one. My father never attempted +again to interfere with "The Brown Lady of Rainham," and I have heard +that she haunts the premises to this day. That she did so at that time, +however, there is no shadow of doubt. + +But Captain Marryat not only held these views and believed in them from +personal experience--he promulgated them in his writings. There are many +passages in his works which, read by the light of my assertion, prove +that he had faith in the possibility of the departed returning to visit +this earth, and in the theory of re-incarnation or living more than one +life upon it, but nowhere does he speak more plainly than in the +following extract from the "Phantom Ship":-- + +"Think you, Philip," (says Amine to her husband), "that this world is +solely peopled by such dross as we are?--things of clay, perishable and +corruptible, lords over beasts and ourselves, but little better? Have +you not, from your own sacred writings, repeated acknowledgments and +proofs of higher intelligences, mixing up with mankind, and acting here +below? Why should what was _then_ not be _now_, and what more harm is +there to apply for their aid now than a few thousand years ago? Why +should you suppose that they were permitted on the earth then and not +permitted now? What has become of them? Have they perished? Have they +been ordered back? to where?--to heaven? If to heaven, the world and +mankind have been left to the mercy of the devil and his agents. Do you +suppose that we poor mortals have been thus abandoned? I tell you +plainly, I think not. We no longer have the communication with those +intelligences that we once had, because as we become more enlightened we +become more proud and seek them not, but that they still exist a host of +good against a host of evil, invisibly opposing each other, is my +conviction." + +One testimony to such a belief, from the lips of my father, is +sufficient. He would not have written it unless he had been prepared to +maintain it. He was not one of those wretched literary cowards who we +meet but too often now-a-days, who are too much afraid of the world to +confess with their mouths the opinions they hold in their hearts. Had he +lived to this time I believe he would have been one of the most +energetic and outspoken believers in Spiritualism that we possess. So +much, however, for his testimony to the possibility of spirits, good and +evil, revisiting this earth. I think few will be found to gainsay the +assertion that where _he_ trod, his daughter need not be ashamed to +follow. + +Before the question of Spiritualism, however, arose in modern times, I +had had my own little private experiences on the subject. From an early +age I was accustomed to see, and to be very much alarmed at seeing, +certain forms that appeared to me at night. One in particular, I +remember, was that of a very short or deformed old woman, who was very +constant to me. She used to stand on tiptoe to look at me as I lay in +bed, and however dark the room might be, I could always see every +article in it, as if illuminated, whilst she remained there. + +I was in the habit of communicating these visions to my mother and +sisters (my father had passed from us by that time), and always got well +ridiculed for my pains. "Another of Flo's optical illusions," they would +cry, until I really came to think that the appearances I saw were due to +some defect in my eye-sight. I have heard my first husband say, that +when he married me he thought he should never rest for an entire night +in his bed, so often did I wake him with the description of some man or +woman I had seen in the room. I recall these figures distinctly. They +were always dressed in white, from which circumstance I imagined that +they were natives who had stolen in to rob us, until, from repeated +observation, I discovered they only formed part of another and more +enlarged series of my "optical illusions." All this time I was very much +afraid of seeing what I termed "ghosts." No love of occult science led +me to investigate the cause of my alarm. I only wished never to see the +"illusions" again, and was too frightened to remain by myself lest they +should appear to me. + +When I had been married for about two years, the head-quarters of my +husband's regiment, the 12th Madras Native Infantry, was ordered to +Rangoon, whilst the left wing, commanded by a Major Cooper, was sent to +assist in the bombardment of Canton. Major Cooper had only been married +a short time, and by rights his wife had no claim to sail with the +head-quarters for Burmah, but as she had no friends in Madras, and was +moreover expecting her confinement, our colonel permitted her to do so, +and she accompanied us to Rangoon, settling herself in a house not far +from our own. One morning, early in July, I was startled by receiving a +hurried scrawl from her, containing only these words, "Come! come! +come!" I set off at once, thinking she had been taken ill, but on my +arrival I found Mrs. Cooper sitting up in bed with only her usual +servants about her. "What is the matter?" I exclaimed. "Mark is dead," +she answered me; "he sat in that chair" (pointing to one by the bedside) +"all last night. I noticed every detail of his face and figure. He was +in undress, and he never raised his eyes, but sat with the peak of his +forage cap pulled down over his face. But I could see the back of his +head and his hair, and I know it was he. I spoke to him but he did not +answer me, and I am _sure_ he is dead." + +Naturally, I imagined this vision to have been dictated solely by fear +and the state of her health. I laughed at her for a simpleton, and told +her it was nothing but fancy, and reminded her that by the last accounts +received from the seat of war, Major Cooper was perfectly well and +anticipating a speedy reunion with her. Laugh as I would, however, I +could not laugh her out of her belief, and seeing how low-spirited she +was, I offered to pass the night with her. It was a very nice night +indeed. As soon as ever we had retired to bed, although a lamp burned in +the room, Mrs. Cooper declared that her husband was sitting in the same +chair as the night before, and accused me of deception when I declared +that I saw nothing at all. I sat up in bed and strained my eyes, but I +could discern nothing but an empty arm-chair, and told her so. She +persisted that Major Cooper sat there, and described his personal +appearance and actions. I got out of bed and sat in the chair, when she +cried out, "Don't, don't! _You are sitting right on him!_" It was +evident that the apparition was as real to her as if it had been flesh +and blood. I jumped up again fast enough, not feeling very comfortable +myself, and lay by her side for the remainder of the night, listening to +her asseverations that Major Cooper was either dying or dead. She would +not part with me, and on the third night I had to endure the same ordeal +as on the second. After the third night the apparition ceased to appear +to her, and I was permitted to return home. But before I did so, Mrs. +Cooper showed me her pocket-book, in which she had written down against +the 8th, 9th, and 10th of July this sentence: "Mark sat by my bedside +all night." + +The time passed on, and no bad news arrived from China, but the mails +had been intercepted and postal communication suspended. Occasionally, +however, we received letters by a sailing vessel. At last came +September, and on the third of that month Mrs. Cooper's baby was born +and died. She was naturally in great distress about it, and I was doubly +horrified when I was called from her bedside to receive the news of her +husband's death, which had taken place from a sudden attack of fever at +Macao. We did not intend to let Mrs. Cooper hear of this until she was +convalescent, but as soon as I re-entered her room she broached the +subject. + +"Are there any letters from China?" she asked. (Now this question was +remarkable in itself, because the mails having been cut off, there was +no particular date when letters might be expected to arrive from the +seat of war.) Fearing she would insist upon hearing the news, I +temporized and answered her, "We have received none." "But there is a +letter for me," she continued: "a letter with the intelligence of Mark's +death. It is useless denying it. I know he is dead. He died on the 10th +of July." And on reference to the official memorandum, this was found to +be true. Major Cooper had been taken ill on the first day he had +appeared to his wife, and died on the third. And this incident was the +more remarkable, because they were neither of them young nor sentimental +people, neither had they lived long enough together to form any very +strong sympathy or accord between them. But as I have related it, so it +occurred. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +MY FIRST SÉANCE. + + +I had returned from India and spent several years in England before the +subject of Modern Spiritualism was brought under my immediate notice. +Cursorily I had heard it mentioned by some people as a dreadfully wicked +thing, diabolical to the last degree, by others as a most amusing +pastime for evening parties, or when one wanted to get some "fun out of +the table." But neither description charmed me, nor tempted me to pursue +the occupation. I had already lost too many friends. Spiritualism (so it +seemed to me) must either be humbug or a very solemn thing, and I +neither wished to trifle with it or to be trifled with by it. And after +twenty years' continued experience I hold the same opinion. I have +proved Spiritualism _not_ to be humbug, therefore I regard it in a +sacred light. For, _from whatever cause_ it may proceed, it opens a vast +area for thought to any speculative mind, and it is a matter of constant +surprise to me to see the indifference with which the world regards it. +That it _exists_ is an undeniable fact. Men of science have acknowledged +it, and the churches cannot deny it. The only question appears to be, +"_What_ is it, and _whence_ does the power proceed?" If (as many clever +people assert) from ourselves, then must these bodies and minds of ours +possess faculties hitherto undreamed of, and which we have allowed to +lie culpably fallow. If our bodies contain magnetic forces sufficient to +raise substantial and apparently living forms from the bare earth, which +our eyes are clairvoyant enough to see, and which can articulate words +which our ears are clairaudient enough to hear--if, in addition to this, +our minds can read each other's inmost thoughts, can see what is passing +at a distance, and foretell what will happen in the future, then are our +human powers greater than we have ever imagined, and we ought to do a +great deal more with them than we do. And even regarding Spiritualism +from _that_ point of view, I cannot understand the lack of interest +displayed in the discovery, to turn these marvellous powers of the human +mind to greater account. + +To discuss it, however, from the usual meaning given to the word, +namely, as a means of communication with the departed, leaves me as +puzzled as before. All Christians acknowledge they have spirits +independent of their bodies, and that when their bodies die, their +spirits will continue to live on. Wherein, then, lies the terror of the +idea that these liberated spirits will have the privilege of roaming the +universe as they will? And if they argue the _impossibility_ of their +return, they deny the records which form the only basis of their +religion. No greater proof can be brought forward of the truth of +Spiritualism than the truth of the Bible, which teems and bristles with +accounts of it from beginning to end. From the period when the Lord God +walked with Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden, and the angels came to +Abram's tent, and pulled Lot out of the doomed city; when the witch of +Endor raised up Samuel, and Balaam's ass spoke, and Ezekiel wrote that +the hair of his head stood up because "a spirit" passed before him, to +the presence of Satan with Jesus in the desert, and the reappearance of +Moses and Elias, the resurrection of Christ Himself, and His talking and +eating with His disciples, and the final account of John being caught up +to Heaven to receive the Revelations--_all is Spiritualism, and nothing +else_. The Protestant Church that pins its faith upon the Bible, and +nothing but the Bible, cannot deny that the spirits of mortal men have +reappeared and been recognized upon this earth, as when the graves +opened at the time of the Christ's crucifixion, and "many bodies of +those that were dead arose and went into the city, and were seen of +many." The Catholic Church does not attempt to deny it. All her legends +and miracles (which are disbelieved and ridiculed by the Protestants +aforesaid) are founded on the same truth--the miraculous or supernatural +return (as it is styled) of those who are gone, though I hope to make my +readers believe, as I do, that there is nothing miraculous in it, and +far from being _super_natural it is only a continuation of Nature. +Putting the churches and the Bible, however, on one side, the History of +Nations proves it to be possible. There is not a people on the face of +the globe that has not its (so-called) superstitions, nor a family +hardly, which has not experienced some proofs of spiritual communion +with earth. Where learning and science have thrust all belief out of +sight, it is only natural that the man who does not believe in a God nor +a Hereafter should not credit the existence of spirits, nor the +possibility of communicating with them. But the lower we go in the scale +of society, the more simple and childlike the mind, the more readily +does such a faith gain credence, and the more stories you will hear to +justify belief. It is just the same with religion, which is hid from the +wise and prudent, and revealed to babes. + +If I am met here with the objection that the term "Spiritualism" has +been at times mixed up with so much that is evil as to become an +offence, I have no better answer to make than by turning to the +irrefragable testimony of the Past and Present to prove that in all +ages, and of all religions, there have been corrupt and demoralized +exponents whose vices have threatened to pull down the fabric they lived +to raise. Christianity itself would have been overthrown before now, had +we been unable to separate its doctrine from its practice. + +I held these views in the month of February, 1873, when I made one of a +party of friends assembled at the house of Miss Elizabeth Philip, in +Gloucester Crescent, and was introduced to Mr. Henry Dunphy of the +_Morning Post_, both of them since gone to join the great majority. Mr. +Dunphy soon got astride of his favorite hobby of Spiritualism, and gave +me an interesting account of some of the _séances_ he had attended. I +had heard so many clever men and women discuss the subject before, that +I had begun to believe on their authority that there must be "something +in it," but I held the opinion that sittings in the dark must afford so +much liberty for deception, that I would engage in none where I was not +permitted the use of my eyesight. + +I expressed myself somewhat after this fashion to Mr. Dunphy. He +replied, "Then the time has arrived for you to investigate Spiritualism, +for I can introduce you to a medium who will show you the faces of the +dead." This proposal exactly met my wishes, and I gladly accepted it. +Annie Thomas (Mrs. Pender Cudlip,) the novelist, who is an intimate +friend of mine, was staying with me at the time and became as eager as I +was to investigate the phenomena. We took the address Mr. Dunphy gave us +of Mrs. Holmes, the American medium, then visiting London, and lodging +in Old Quebec Street, Portman Square, but we refused his introduction, +preferring to go _incognito_. Accordingly, the next evening, when she +held a public _séance_, we presented ourselves at Mrs. Holmes' door; and +having first removed our wedding-rings, and tried to look as virginal as +possible, sent up our names as Miss Taylor and Miss Turner. I am +perfectly aware that this medium was said afterwards to be +untrustworthy. So may a servant who was perfectly honest, whilst in my +service, leave me for a situation where she is detected in theft. That +does not alter the fact that she stole nothing from me. I do not think I +know _a single medium_ of whom I have not (at some time or other) heard +the same thing, and I do not think I know a single woman whom I have not +also, at some time or other, heard scandalized by her own sex, however +pure and chaste she may imagine the world holds her. The question +affects me in neither case. I value my acquaintances for what they are +_to me_, not for what they may be to others; and I have placed trust in +my media from what I individually have seen and heard, and proved to be +genuine in their presence, and not from what others may imagine they +have found out about them. It is no detriment to my witness that the +media I sat with cheated somebody else, either before or after. My +business was only to take care that _I_ was not cheated, and I have +never, in Spiritualism, accepted anything at the hands of others that I +could not prove for myself. + +Mrs. Holmes did not receive us very graciously on the present occasion. +We were strangers to her--probably sceptics, and she eyed us rather +coldly. It was a bitter night, and the snow lay so thick upon the ground +that we had some difficulty in procuring a hansom to take us from +Bayswater to Old Quebec Street. No other visitors arrived, and after a +little while Mrs. Holmes offered to return our money (ten shillings), as +she said if she did sit with us, there would probably be no +manifestations on account of the inclemency of the weather. (Often since +then I have proved her assertion to be true, and found that any extreme +of heat or cold is liable to make a _séance_ a dead failure). + +But Annie Thomas had to return to her home in Torquay on the following +day, and so we begged the medium to try at least to show us something, +as we were very curious on the subject. I am not quite sure what I +expected or hoped for on this occasion. I was full of curiosity and +anticipation, but I am sure that I never thought I should see any face +which I could recognize as having been on earth. We waited till nine +o'clock in hopes that a circle would be formed, but as no one else came, +Mrs. Holmes consented to sit with us alone, warning us, however, several +times to prepare for a disappointment. The lights were therefore +extinguished, and we sat for the usual preliminary dark _séance_, which +was good, perhaps, but has nothing to do with a narrative of facts, +proved to be so. When it concluded, the gas was re-lit and we sat for +"Spirit Faces." + +There were two small rooms connected by folding doors. Annie Thomas and +I, were asked to go into the back room--to lock the door communicating +with the landings, and secure it with our own seal, stamped upon a piece +of tape stretched across the opening--to examine the window and bar the +shutter inside--to search the room thoroughly, in fact, to see that no +one was concealed in it--and we did all this as a matter of business. +When we had satisfied ourselves that no one could enter from the back, +Mr. and Mrs. Holmes, Annie Thomas, and I were seated on four chairs in +the front room, arranged in a row before the folding doors, which were +opened, and a square of black calico fastened across the aperture from +one wall to the other. In this piece of calico was cut a square hole +about the size of an ordinary window, at which we were told the spirit +faces (if any) would appear. There was no singing, nor noise of any sort +made to drown the sounds of preparation, and we could have heard even a +rustle in the next room. Mr. and Mrs. Holmes talked to us of their +various experiences, until, we were almost tired of waiting, when +something white and indistinct like a cloud of tobacco smoke, or a +bundle of gossamer, appeared and disappeared again. + +"They are coming! I _am_ glad!" said Mrs. Holmes. "I didn't think we +should get anything to-night,"--and my friend and I were immediately on +the tiptoe of expectation. The white mass advanced and retreated several +times, and finally settled before the aperture and opened in the +middle, when a female face was distinctly to be seen above the black +calico. What was our amazement to recognize the features of Mrs. Thomas, +Annie Thomas' mother. Here I should tell my readers that Annie's father, +who was a lieutenant in the Royal Navy and captain of the coastguard at +Morston in Norfolk, had been a near neighbor and great friend of my +father, Captain Marryat, and their children had associated like brothers +and sisters. I had therefore known Mrs. Thomas well, and recognized her +at once, as, of course, did her daughter. The witness of two people is +considered sufficient in law. It ought to be accepted by society. Poor +Annie was very much affected, and talked to her mother in the most +incoherent manner. The spirit did not appear able to answer in words, +but she bowed her head or shook it, according as she wished to say "yes" +or "no." I could not help feeling awed at the appearance of the dear old +lady, but the only thing that puzzled me was the cap she wore, which was +made of white net, quilled closely round her face, and unlike any I had +ever seen her wear in life. I whispered this to Annie, and she replied +at once, "It is the cap she was buried in," which settled the question. +Mrs. Thomas had possessed a very pleasant but very uncommon looking +face, with bright black eyes, and a complexion of pink and white like +that of a child. It was some time before Annie could be persuaded to let +her mother go, but the next face that presented itself astonished her +quite as much, for she recognized it as that of Captain Gordon, a +gentleman whom she had known intimately and for a length of time. I had +never seen Captain Gordon in the flesh, but I had heard of him, and knew +he had died from a sudden accident. All I saw was the head of a +good-looking, fair, young man, and not feeling any personal interest in +his appearance, I occupied the time during which my friend conversed +with him about olden days, by minutely examining the working of the +muscles of his throat, which undeniably stretched when his head moved. +As I was doing so, he leaned forward, and I saw a dark stain, which +looked like a clot of blood, on his fair hair, on the left side of the +forehead. + +"Annie! what did Captain Gordon die of?" I asked. "He fell from a +railway carriage," she replied, "and struck his head upon the line." I +then pointed out to her the blood upon his hair. Several other faces +appeared, which we could not recognize. At last came one of a gentleman, +apparently moulded like a bust in plaster of Paris. He had a kind of +smoking cap upon the head, curly hair, and a beard, but from being +perfectly colorless, he looked so unlike nature, that I could not trace +a resemblance to any friend of mine, though he kept on bowing in my +direction, to indicate that I knew, or had known him. I examined this +face again and again in vain. Nothing in it struck me as familiar, until +the mouth broke into a grave, amused smile at my perplexity. In a moment +I recognized it as that of my dear old friend, John Powles, whose +history I shall relate _in extenso_ further on. I exclaimed "Powles," +and sprang towards it, but with my hasty action the figure disappeared. +I was terribly vexed at my imprudence, for this was the friend of all +others I desired to see, and sat there, hoping and praying the spirit +would return, but it did not. Annie Thomas' mother and friend both came +back several times; indeed, Annie recalled Captain Gordon so often, that +on his last appearance the power was so exhausted, his face looked like +a faded sketch in water-colors, but "Powles" had vanished altogether. +The last face we saw that night was that of a little girl, and only her +eyes and nose were visible, the rest of her head and face being +enveloped in some white flimsy material like muslin. Mrs. Holmes asked +her for whom she came, and she intimated that it was for me. I said she +must be mistaken, and that I had known no one in life like her. The +medium questioned her very closely, and tried to put her "out of court," +as it were. Still, the child persisted that she came for me. Mrs. Holmes +said to me, "Cannot you remember _anyone_ of that age connected with you +in the spirit world? No cousin, nor niece, nor sister, nor the child of +a friend?" I tried to remember, but I could not, and answered, "No! no +child of that age." She then addressed the little spirit. "You have made +a mistake. There is no one here who knows you. You had better move on." +So the child did move on, but very slowly and reluctantly. I could read +her disappointment in her eyes, and after she had disappeared, she +peeped round the corner again and looked at me, longingly. This was +"Florence," my dear _lost_ child (as I then called her), who had left me +as a little infant of ten days old, and whom I could not at first +recognize as a young girl of ten years. Her identity, however, has been +proved to me since, beyond all doubt, as will be seen in the chapter +which relates my reunion with her, and is headed "My Spirit Child." Thus +ended the first _séance_ at which I ever assisted, and it made a +powerful impression upon my mind. Mrs. Holmes, in bidding us good-night, +said, "You two ladies must be very powerful mediums. I never held so +successful a _séance_ with strangers in my life before." This news +elated us--we were eager to pursue our investigations, and were +enchanted to think we could have _séances_ at home, and as soon as Annie +Thomas took up her residence in London, we agreed to hold regular +meetings for the purpose. This was the _séance_ that made me a student +of the psychological phenomena, which the men of the nineteenth century +term Spiritualism. Had it turned out a failure, I might now have been as +most men are. _Quien sabe?_ As it was, it incited me to go on and on, +until I have seen and heard things which at that moment would have +seemed utterly impossible to me. And I would not have missed the +experience I have passed through for all the good this world could offer +me. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +CURIOUS COINCIDENCES. + + +Before I proceed to write down the results of my private and +premeditated investigations, I am reminded to say a word respecting the +permission I received for the pursuit of Spiritualism. As soon as I +expressed my curiosity on the subject, I was met on all sides with the +objection that, as I am a Catholic, I could not possibly have anything +to do with the matter, and it is a fact that the Church strictly forbids +all meddling with necromancy, or communion with the departed. Necromancy +is a terrible word, is it not? especially to such people as do not +understand its meaning, and only associate it with the dead of night and +charmed circles, and seething caldrons, and the arch fiend, in _propria +persona_, with two horns and a tail. Yet it seems strange to me that the +Catholic Church, whose very doctrine is overlaid with Spiritualism, and +who makes it a matter of belief that the Saints hear and help us in our +prayers and the daily actions of our lives, and recommends our kissing +the ground every morning at the feet of our guardian angel, should +consider it unlawful for us to communicate with our departed relatives. +I cannot see the difference in iniquity between speaking to John Powles, +who was and is a dear and trusted friend of mine, and Saint Peter of +Alcantara, who is an old man whom I never saw in this life. They were +both men, both mortal, and are both spirits. Again, surely my mother who +was a pious woman all her life, and is now in the other world, would be +just as likely to take an interest in my welfare, and to try and promote +the prospect of our future meeting, as Saint Veronica Guiliani, who is +my patron. Yet were I to spend half my time in prayer before Saint +Veronica's altar, asking her help and guidance, I should be doing right +(according to the Church), but if I did the same thing at my mother's +grave, or spoke to her at a _séance_, I should be doing wrong. These +distinctions without a difference were hard nuts to crack, and I was +bound to settle the matter with my conscience before I went on with my +investigations. + +It is a fact that I have met quite as many Catholics as Protestants +(especially of the higher classes) amongst the investigators of +Spiritualism, and I have not been surprised at it, for who could better +understand and appreciate the beauty of communications from the spirit +world than members of that Church which instructs us to believe in the +communion of saints, as an ever-present, though invisible mystery. +Whether my Catholic acquaintances had received permission to attend +_séances_ or not, was no concern of mine, but I took good care to +procure it for myself, and I record it here, because rumors have +constantly reached me of people having said behind my back that I can be +"no Catholic" because I am a spiritualist. + +My director at that time was Father Dalgairn, of the Oratory at +Brompton, and it was to him I took my difficulty. I was a very constant +press writer and reviewer, and to be unable to attend and report on +spiritualistic meetings would have seriously militated against my +professional interests. I represented this to the Father, and (although +under protest) I received his permission to pursue the research in the +cause of science. He did more than ease my conscience. He became +interested in what I had to tell him on the subject, and we had many +conversations concerning it. He also lent me from his own library the +lives of such saints as had heard voices and seen visions, of those in +fact who (like myself) had been the victims of "Optical Illusions." +Amongst these I found the case of Saint Anne-Catherine of Emmerich, so +like my own, that I began to think that I too might turn out to be a +saint in disguise. It has not come to pass yet, but there is no knowing +what may happen. + +She used to see the spirits floating beside her as she walked to mass, +and heard them asking her to pray for them as they pointed to "les +taches sur leurs robes." The musical instruments used to play without +hands in her presence, and voices from invisible throats sound in her +ears, as they have done in mine. I have only inserted this clause, +however, for the satisfaction of those Catholic acquaintances with whom +I have sat at _séances_, and who will probably be the first to exclaim +against the publication of _our_ joint experiences. I trust they will +acknowledge, after reading it, that I am not worse than themselves, +though I may be a little bolder in avowing my opinions. + +Before I began this chapter, I had an argument with that friend of mine +called Self (who has but too often worsted me in the Battle of Life), as +to whether I should say anything about table-rapping or tilting. The +very fact of so common an article of furniture as a table, as an agent +of communication with the unseen world, has excited so much ridicule and +opens so wide a field for chicanery, that I thought it would be wiser to +drop the subject, and confine myself to those phases of the science or +art, or religion, or whatever the reader may like to call it, that can +be explained or described on paper. The philosophers of the nineteenth +century have invented so many names for the cause that makes a table +turn round--tilt--or rap--that I feel quite unable (not being a +philosopher) to cope with them. It is "magnetic force" or "psychic +force,"--it is "unconscious cerebration" or "brain-reading"--and it is +exceedingly difficult to tell the outside world of the private reasons +that convince individuals that the answers they receive are _not_ +emanations from their own brains. I shall not attempt to refute their +reasonings from their own standpoint. I see the difficulties in the way, +so much so that I have persistently refused for many years past to sit +at the table with strangers, for it is only a lengthened study of the +matter that can possibly convince a person of its truth. I cannot, +however, see the extreme folly myself of holding communication (under +the circumstances) through the raps or tilts of a table, or any other +object. These tiny indications of an influence ulterior to our own are +not necessarily confined to a table. I have received them through a +cardboard box, a gentleman's hat, a footstool, the strings of a guitar, +and on the back of my chair, even on the pillow of my bed. And which, +amongst the philosophers I have alluded to, could suggest a simpler mode +of communication? + +I have put the question to clever men thus: "Suppose yourself, after +having been able to write and talk to me, suddenly deprived of the +powers of speech and touch, and made invisible, so that we could not +understand each other by signs, what better means than by taps or tilts +on any article, when the right word or letter is named, could you think +of by which to communicate with me?" + +And my clever men have never been able to propose an easier or more +sensible plan, and if anybody can suggest one, I should very much like +to hear of it. The following incidents all took place through the +much-ridiculed tipping of the table, but managed to knock some sense out +of it nevertheless. On looking over the note book which I faithfully +kept when we first held _séances_ at home, I find many tests of identity +which took place through my own mediumship, and which could not possibly +have been the effects of thought-reading. I devote this chapter to their +relation. I hope it will be observed with what admirable caution I have +headed it. I have a few drops of Scotch blood in me by the mother's +side, and I think they must have aided me here. "Curious coincidences." +Why, not the most captious and unbelieving critic of them all can find +fault with so modest and unpretending a title. Everyone believes in the +occasional possibility of "curious coincidences." + +It was not until the month of June, 1873, that we formed a home circle, +and commenced regularly to sit together. We became so interested in the +pursuit, that we used to sit every evening, and sometimes till three and +four o'clock in the morning, greatly to our detriment, both mental and +physical. We seldom sat alone, being generally joined by two or three +friends from outside, and the results were sometimes very startling, as +we were a strong circle. The memoranda of these sittings, sometimes with +one party and sometimes with another, extend over a period of years, but +I shall restrict myself to relating a few incidents that were verified +by subsequent events. + +The means by which we communicated with the influences around us was the +usual one. We sat round the table and laid our hands upon it, and I (or +anyone who might be selected for the purpose) spelled over the alphabet, +and raps or tilts occurred when the desired letter was reached. This in +reality is not so tedious a process as it may appear, and once used to +it, one may get through a vast amount of conversation in an hour by this +means. A medium is soon able to guess the word intended to be spelt, for +there are not so many after all in use in general conversation. + +Some one had come to our table on several occasions, giving the name of +"Valerie," but refusing to say any more, so we thought she was an idle +or frivolous spirit, and had been in the habit of driving her away. One +evening, on the 1st of July, however, our circle was augmented by Mr. +Henry Stacke, when "Valerie" was immediately spelled out, and the +following conversation ensued. Mr. Stacke said to me, "Who is this?" and +I replied carelessly, "O! she's a little devil! She never has anything +to say." The table rocked violently at this, and the taps spelled out. + +"Je ne suis pas diable." + +"Hullo! Valerie, so you can talk now! For whom do you come?" + +"Monsieur Stacke." + +"Where did you meet him?" + +"On the Continent." + +"Whereabouts?" + +"Between Dijon and Macon." + +"How did you meet him?" + +"In a railway carriage." + +"What where you doing there?" + +Here she relapsed into French, and said, + +"Ce m'est impossible de dire." + +At this juncture Mr. Stacke observed that he had never been in a train +between Dijon and Macon but once in his life, and if the spirit was with +him then, she must remember what was the matter with their +fellow-passenger. + +"Mais oui, oui--il etait fou," she replied, which proved to be perfectly +correct. Mr. Stacke also remembered that two ladies in the same carriage +had been terribly frightened, and he had assisted them to get into +another. "Valerie" continued, "Priez pour moi." + +"Pourquoi, Valerie?" + +"Parce que j'ai beaucoup péché." + +There was an influence who frequented our society at that time and +called himself "Charlie." + +He stated that his full name had been "Stephen Charles Bernard +Abbot,"--that he had been a monk of great literary attainments--that he +had embraced the monastic life in the reign of Queen Mary, and +apostatized for political reasons in that of Elizabeth, and been "earth +bound" in consequence ever since. + +"Charlie" asked us to sing one night, and we struck up the very vulgar +refrain of "Champagne Charlie," to which he greatly objected, asking for +something more serious. + +I began, "Ye banks and braes o' bonnie Doon." + +"Why, that's as bad as the other," said Charlie. "It was a ribald and +obscene song in the reign of Elizabeth. The drunken roysterers used to +sing it in the street as they rolled home at night." + +"You must be mistaken, Charlie! It's a well-known Scotch air." + +"It's no more Scotch than I am," he replied. "The Scotch say they +invented everything. It's a tune of the time of Elizabeth. Ask Brinley +Richards." + +Having the pleasure of the acquaintance of that gentleman, who was the +great authority on the origin of National Ballads, I applied to him for +the information, and received an answer to say that "Charlie" was right, +but that Mr. Richards had not been aware of the fact himself until he +had searched some old MSS. in the British Museum for the purpose of +ascertaining the truth. + +I was giving a sitting once to an officer from Aldershot, a cousin of my +own, who was quite prepared to ridicule every thing that took place. +After having teased me into giving him a _séance_, he began by cheating +himself, and then accused me of cheating him, and altogether tired out +my patience. At last I proposed a test, though with little hope of +success. + +"Let us ask John Powles to go down to Aldershot," I said, "and bring us +word what your brother officers are doing." + +"O, yes! by Jove! Capital idea! Here! you fellow Powles, cut off to the +camp, will you, and go to the barracks of the 84th, and let us know what +Major R---- is doing." The message came back in about three minutes. +"Major R---- has just come in from duty," spelt out Powles. "He is +sitting on the side of his bed, changing his uniform trousers for a pair +of grey tweed." + +"I'm sure that's wrong," said my cousin, "because the men are never +called out at this time of the day." + +It was then four o'clock, as we had been careful to ascertain. My cousin +returned to camp the same evening, and the next day I received a note +from him to say, "That fellow Powles is a brick. It was quite right. +R---- was unexpectedly ordered to turn out his company yesterday +afternoon, and he returned to barracks and changed his things for the +grey tweed suit exactly at four o'clock." + +But I have always found my friend Powles (when he _will_ condescend to +do anything for strangers, which is seldom) remarkably correct in +detailing the thoughts and actions of absentees, sometimes on the other +side of the globe. + +I went one afternoon to pay an ordinary social call on a lady named Mrs. +W----, and found her engaged in an earnest conversation on Spiritualism +with a stout woman and a commonplace man--two as material looking +individuals as ever I saw, and who appeared all the more so under a +sultry August sun. As soon as Mrs. W---- saw me, she exclaimed, "O! here +is Mrs. Ross-Church. She will tell you all about the spirits. Do, Mrs. +Ross-Church, sit down at the table and let us have a _séance_." + +A _séance_ on a burning, blazing afternoon in August, with two stolid +and uninteresting, and worse still, _uninterested_ looking strangers, +who appeared to think Mrs. W---- had a "bee in her bonnet." I +protested--I reasoned--I pleaded--all in vain. My hostess continued to +urge, and society places the guest at the mercy of her hostess. So, in +an evil temper, I pulled off my gloves, and placed my hands +indifferently on the table. The following words were at once rapped +out-- + +"I am Edward G----. Did you ever pay Johnson the seventeen pounds twelve +you received for my saddlery?" + +The gentleman opposite to me turned all sorts of colors, and began to +stammer out a reply, whilst his wife looked very confused. I asked the +influence, "Who are you?" It replied, "_He_ knows! His late colonel! Why +hasn't Johnson received that money?" This is what I call an "awkward" +coincidence, and I have had many such occur through me--some that have +driven acquaintances away from the table, vowing vengeance against me, +and racking their brains to discover _who_ had told me of their secret +peccadilloes. The gentleman in question (whose name even I do not +remember) confessed that the identity and main points of the message +were true, but he did _not_ confide to us whether Johnson had ever +received that seventeen pounds twelve. + +I had a beautiful English greyhound, called "Clytie," a gift from Annie +Thomas to me, and this dog was given to straying from my house in +Colville Road, Bayswater, which runs parallel to Portobello Road, a +rather objectionable quarter, composed of inferior shops, one of which, +a fried fish shop, was an intolerable nuisance, and used to fill the +air around with its rich perfume. On one occasion "Clytie" stayed away +from home so much longer than usual, that I was afraid she was lost in +good earnest, and posted bills offering a reward for her. "Charlie" came +to the table that evening and said, "Don't offer a reward for the dog. +Send for her." + +"Where am I to send?" I asked. + +"She is tied up at the fried fish shop in Portobello Road. Send the cook +to see." + +I told the servant in question that I had heard the greyhound was +detained at the fish shop, and sent her to inquire. She returned with +"Clytie." Her account was, that on making inquiries, the man in the shop +had been very insolent to her, and she had raised her voice in reply; +that she had then heard and recognized the sharp, peculiar bark of the +greyhound from an upper storey, and, running up before the man could +prevent her, she had found "Clytie" tied up to a bedstead with a piece +of rope, and had called in a policeman to enable her to take the dog +away. I have often heard the assertion that Spiritualism is of no +practical good, and, doubtless, it was never intended to be so, but this +incident was, at least, an exception to the rule. + +When abroad, on one occasion, I was asked by a Catholic Abbé to sit with +him. He had never seen any manifestations before, and he did not believe +in them, but he was curious on the subject. I knew nothing of him +further than that he was a priest, and a Jesuit, and a great friend of +my sister's, at whose house I was staying. He spoke English, and the +conversation was carried on in that language. He had told me beforehand +that if he could receive a perfectly private test, that he should never +doubt the truth of the manifestations again. I left him, therefore, to +conduct the investigation entirely by himself, I acting only as the +medium between him and the influence. As soon as the table moved he put +his question direct, without asking who was there to answer it. + +"Where is my chasuble?" + +Now a priest's chasuble, _I_ should have said, must be either hanging in +the sacristy or packed away at home, or been sent away to be altered or +mended. But the answer was wide of all my speculations. + +"At the bottom of the Red Sea." + +The priest started, but continued-- + +"Who put it there?" + +"Elias Dodo." + +"What was his object in doing so?" + +"He found the parcel a burthen, and did not expect any reward for +delivering it." + +The Abbé really looked as if he had encountered the devil. He wiped the +perspiration from his forehead, and put one more question. + +"Of what was my chasuble made?" + +"Your sister's wedding dress." + +The priest then explained to me that his sister had made him a chasuble +out of her wedding dress--one of the forms of returning thanks in the +Church, but that after a while it became old fashioned, and the Bishop, +going his rounds, ordered him to get another. He did not like to throw +away his sister's gift, so he decided to send the old chasuble to a +priest in India, where they are very poor, and not so particular as to +fashion. He confided the packet to a man called Elias Dodo, a +sufficiently singular name, but neither he nor the priest he sent it to +had ever heard anything more of the chasuble, or the man who promised to +deliver it. + +A young artist of the name of Courtney was a visitor at my house. He +asked me to sit with him alone, when the table began rapping out a +number of consonants--a farrago of nonsense, it appeared to me, and I +stopped and said so. But Mr. Courtney, who appeared much interested, +begged me to proceed. When the communication was finished, he said to +me, "This is the most wonderful thing I have ever heard. My father has +been at the table talking to me in Welsh. He has told me our family +motto, and all about my birth-place and relations in Wales." I said, "I +never heard you were a Welshman." "Yes! I am," he replied, "my real name +is Powell. I have only adopted the name of Courtney for professional +purposes." + +This was all news to me, but had it not been, _I cannot speak Welsh_. + +I could multiply such cases by the dozen, but that I fear to tire my +readers, added to which the majority of them were of so strictly private +a nature that it would be impossible to put them into print. This is +perhaps the greatest drawback that one encounters in trying to prove +the truth of Spiritualism. The best tests we receive are when the very +secrets of our hearts, which we have not confided to our nearest +friends, are revealed to us. I could relate (had I the permission of the +persons most interested) the particulars of a well-known law suit, in +which the requisite evidence, and names and addresses of witnesses, were +all given though my mediumship, and were the cause of the case being +gained by the side that came to me for "information." Some of the +coincidences I have related in this chapter might, however, be ascribed +by the sceptical to the mysterious and unknown power of brain reading, +whatever that may be, and however it may come, apart from mediumship, +but how is one to account for the facts I shall tell you in my next +chapter. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +EMBODIED SPIRITS. + + +I was having a sitting one day in my own house with a lady friend, named +Miss Clark, when a female spirit came to the table and spelt out the +name "Tiny." + +"Who are you?" I asked, "and for whom do you come?" + +"I am a friend of Major M----" (mentioning the full name), "and I want +your help." + +"Are you any relation to Major M----?" + +"I am the mother of his child." + +"What do you wish me to do for you?" + +"Tell him he must go down to Portsmouth and look after my daughter. He +has not seen her for years. The old woman is dead, and the man is a +drunkard. She is falling into evil courses. He must save her from them." + +"What is your real name?" + +"I will not give it. There is no need. He always called me 'Tiny.'" + +"How old is your daughter." + +"Nineteen! Her name is Emily! I want her to be married. Tell him to +promise her a wedding trousseau. It may induce her to marry." + +The influence divulged a great deal more on the subject which I cannot +write down here. It was an account of one of those cruel acts of +seduction by which a young girl had been led into trouble in order to +gratify a man's selfish lust, and astonished both Miss Clark and myself, +who had never heard of such a person as "Tiny" before. It was too +delicate a matter for me to broach to Major M---- (who was a married +man, and an intimate friend of mine), but the spirit came so many times +and implored me so earnestly to save her daughter, that at last I +ventured to repeat the communication to him. He was rather taken aback, +but confessed it was true, and that the child, being left to his care, +had been given over to the charge of some common people at Portsmouth, +and he had not enquired after it for some time past. Neither had he ever +heard of the death of the mother, who had subsequently married, and had +a family. He instituted inquiries, however, at once, and found the +statement to be quite true, and that the girl Emily, being left with no +better protection than that of the drunken old man, had actually gone +astray, and not long after she was had up at the police court for +stabbing a soldier in a public-house--a fit ending for the unfortunate +offspring of a man's selfish passions. But the strangest part of the +story to the uninitiated will lie in the fact that the woman whose +spirit thus manifested itself to two utter strangers, who knew neither +her history nor her name, was at the time _alive_, and living with her +husband and family, as Major M---- took pains to ascertain. + +And now I have something to say on the subject of communicating with the +spirits of persons still in the flesh. This will doubtless appear the +most incomprehensible and fanatical assertion of all, that we wear our +earthly garb so loosely, that the spirits of people still living in this +world can leave the body and manifest themselves either visibly or +orally to others in their normal condition. And yet it is a fact that +spirits have so visited myself (as in the case I have just recorded), +and given me information of which I had not the slightest previous idea. +The matter has been explained to me after this fashion--that it is not +really the spirit of the living person who communicates, but the spirit, +or "control," that is nearest to him: in effect what the Church calls +his "guardian angel," and that this guardian angel, who knows his inmost +thoughts and desires better even than he knows them himself, is equally +capable of speaking in his name. This idea of the matter may shift the +marvel from one pair of shoulders to another, but it does not do away +with it. If I can receive information of events before they occur (as I +will prove that I have), I present a nut for the consideration of the +public jaw, which even the scientists will find difficult to crack. It +was at one time my annual custom to take my children to the sea-side, +and one summer, being anxious to ascertain how far the table could be +made to act without the aid of "unconscious cerebration," I arranged +with my friends, Mr. Helmore and Mrs. Colnaghi, who had been in the +habit of sitting with us at home, that _we_ should continue to sit at +the sea-side on Tuesday evenings as theretofore, and _they_ should sit +in London on the Thursdays, when I would try to send them messages +through "Charlie," the spirit I have already mentioned as being +constantly with us. + +The first Tuesday my message was, "Ask them how they are getting on +without us," which was faithfully delivered at their table on the +following Thursday. The return message from them which "Charlie" spelled +out for us on the second Tuesday, was: "Tell her London is a desert +without her," to which I emphatically, if not elegantly, answered, +"Fiddle-de-dee!" A few days afterwards I received a letter from Mr. +Helmore, in which he said, "I am afraid 'Charlie' is already tired of +playing at postman, for to all our questions about you last Thursday, he +would only rap out, 'Fiddle-de-dee.'" + +The circumstance to which this little episode is but an introduction +happened a few days later. Mr. Colnaghi and Mr. Helmore, sitting +together as usual on Thursday evening, were discussing the possibility +of summoning the spirits of _living persons_ to the table, when +"Charlie" rapped three times to intimate they could. + +"Will you fetch some one for us, Charlie?" + +"Yes." + +"Whom will you bring?" + +"Mrs. Ross-Church." + +"How long will it take you to do so?" + +"Fifteen minutes." + +It was in the middle of the night when I must have been fast asleep, and +the two young men told me afterwards that they waited the results of +their experiment with much trepidation, wondering (I suppose) if I +should be conveyed bodily into their presence and box their ears well +for their impertinence. Exactly fifteen minutes afterwards, however, the +table was violently shaken and the words were spelt out. "I am Mrs. +Ross-Church. How _dared_ you send for me?" They were very penitent (or +they said they were), but they described my manner as most arbitrary, +and said I went on repeating, "Let me go back! Let me go back! There is +a great danger hanging over my children! I must go back to my children!" +(And here I would remark _par parenthèse_, and in contradiction of the +guardian angel theory, that I have always found that whilst the spirits +of the departed come and go as they feel inclined, the spirits of the +living invariably _beg_ to be sent back again or permitted to go, as if +they were chained by the will of the medium.) On this occasion I was so +positive that I made a great impression on my two friends, and the next +day Mr. Helmore sent me a cautiously worded letter to find out if all +was well with us at Charmouth, but without disclosing the reason for his +curiosity. + +The _facts_ are, that on the morning of _Friday_, the day _after_ the +_séance_ in London, my seven children and two nurses were all sitting in +a small lodging-house room, when my brother-in-law, Dr. Henry Norris, +came in from ball practice with the volunteers, and whilst exhibiting +his rifle to my son, accidentally discharged it in the midst of them, +the ball passing through the wall within two inches of my eldest +daughter's head. When I wrote the account of this to Mr. Helmore, he +told me of my visit to London and the words I had spelt out on the +occasion. But how did I know of the occurrence the _night before_ it +took place? And if I--being asleep and unconscious--did _not_ know of +it, "Charlie" must have done so. + +My ærial visits to my friends, however, whilst my body was in quite +another place, have been made still more palpable than this. Once, when +living in the Regent's Park, I passed a very terrible and painful night. +Grief and fear kept me awake most of the time, and the morning found me +exhausted with the emotion I had gone through. About eleven o'clock +there walked in, to my surprise, Mrs. Fitzgerald (better known as a +medium under her maiden name of Bessie Williams), who lived in the +Goldhawk Road, Shepherd's Bush. "I couldn't help coming to you," she +commenced, "for I shall not be easy until I know how you are after the +terrible scene you have passed through." I stared at her. "Whom have you +seen?" I asked. "Who has told you of it?" "Yourself," she replied. "I +was waked up this morning between two and three o'clock by the sound of +sobbing and crying in the front garden. I got out of bed and opened the +window, and then I saw you standing on the grass plat in your +night-dress and crying bitterly. I asked you what was the matter, and +you told me so and so, and so and so." And here followed a detailed +account of all that had happened in my own house on the other side of +London, with the _very words_ that had been used, and every action that +had happened. I had seen no one and spoken to no one between the +occurrence and the time Mrs. Fitzgerald called upon me. If her story was +untrue, _who_ had so minutely informed her of a circumstance which it +was to the interest of all concerned to keep to themselves? + +When I first joined Mr. d'Oyley Carte's "Patience" Company in the +provinces, to play the part of "Lady Jane," I understood I was to have +four days' rehearsal. However, the lady whom I succeeded, hearing I had +arrived, took herself off, and the manager requested I would appear the +same night of my arrival. This was rather an ordeal to an artist who had +never sung on the operatic stage before, and who was not note perfect. +However, as a matter of obligation, I consented to do my best, but I was +very nervous. At the end of the second act, during the balloting scene, +Lady Jane has to appear suddenly on the stage, with the word "Away!" I +forget at this distance of time whether I made a mistake in pitching the +note a third higher or lower. I know it was not out of harmony, but it +was sufficiently wrong to send the chorus astray, and bring my heart up +into my mouth. It never occurred after the first night, but I never +stood at the wings again waiting for that particular entrance but I +"girded my loins together," as it were, with a kind of dread lest I +should repeat the error. After a while I perceived a good deal of +whispering about me in the company, and I asked poor Federici (who +played the colonel) the reason of it, particularly as he had previously +asked me to stand as far from him as I could upon the stage, as I +magnetized him so strongly that he couldn't sing if I was near him. +"Well! do you know," he said to me in answer, "that a very strange thing +occurs occasionally with reference to you, Miss Marryat. While you are +standing on the stage sometimes, you appear seated in the stalls. +Several people have seen it beside myself. I assure you it is true." + +"But _when_ do you see me?" I enquired with amazement. + +"It's always at the same time," he answered, "just before you run on at +the end of the second act. Of course it's only an appearance, but it's +very queer." I told him then of the strange feelings of distrust of +myself I experienced each night at that very moment, when my spirit +seems to have preceded myself upon the stage. + +I had a friend many years ago in India, who (like many other friends) +had permitted time and separation to come between us, and alienate us +from each other. I had not seen him nor heard from him for eleven years, +and to all appearance our friendship was at an end. One evening the +medium I have alluded to above, Mrs. Fitzgerald, who was a personal +friend of mine, was at my house, and after dinner she put her feet up on +the sofa--a very unusual thing for her--and closed her eyes. She and I +were quite alone in the drawing-room, and after a little while I +whispered softly, "Bessie, are you asleep?" The answer came from her +control "Dewdrop," a wonderfully sharp Red Indian girl. "No! she's in a +trance. There's somebody coming to speak to you! I don't want him to +come. He'll make the medium ill. But it's no use. I see him creeping +round the corner now." + +"But why should it make her ill?" I argued, believing we were about to +hold an ordinary _séance_. + +"Because he's a _live_ one, he hasn't passed over yet," replied Dewdrop, +"and live ones always make my medium feel sick. But it's no use. I can't +keep him out. He may as well come. But don't let him stay long." + +"Who is he, Dewdrop?" I demanded curiously. + +"_I_ don't know! Guess _you_ will! He's an old friend of yours, and his +name is George." Whereupon Bessie Fitzgerald laid back on the sofa +cushions, and Dewdrop ceased to speak. It was some time before there was +any result. The medium tossed and turned, and wiped the perspiration +from her forehead, and pushed back her hair, and beat up the cushions +and threw herself back upon them with a sigh, and went through all the +pantomime of a man trying to court sleep in a hot climate. Presently she +opened her eyes and glanced languidly around her. Her unmistakable +actions and the name "George" (which was that of my friend, then +resident in India) had naturally aroused my suspicions as to the +identity of the influence, and when Bessie opened her eyes, I asked +softly, "George, is that you?" At the sound of my voice the medium +started violently and sprung into a sitting posture, and then, looking +all round the room in a scared manner, she exclaimed, "Where am I? Who +brought me here?" Then catching sight of me, she continued, "Mrs. +Ross-Church!--Florence! Is this _your_ room? O! let me go! _Do_ let me +go!" + +This was not complimentary, to say the least of it, from a friend whom I +had not met for eleven years, but now that I had got him I had no +intention of letting him go, until I was convinced of his identity. But +the terror of the spirit at finding himself in a strange place seemed so +real and uncontrollable that I had the greatest difficulty in persuading +him to stay, even for a few minutes. He kept on reiterating, "Who +brought me here? I did not wish to come. Do let me go back. I am so very +cold" (shivering convulsively), "so very, _very_ cold." + +"Answer me a few questions," I said, "and then you shall go. Do you know +who I am?" + +"Yes, yes, you are Florence." + +"And what is your name?" He gave it at full length. "And do you care for +me still?" + +"Very much. But let me go." + +"In a minute. Why do you never write to me?" + +"There are reasons. I am not a free agent. It is better as it is." + +"I don't think so. I miss your letters very much. Shall I ever hear from +you again?" + +"Yes!" + +"And see you?" + +"Yes; but not yet. Let me go now. I don't wish to stay. You are making +me very unhappy." + +If I could describe the fearful manner in which, during this +conversation, he glanced every moment at the door, like a man who is +afraid of being discovered in a guilty action, it would carry with it to +my readers, as it did to me, the most convincing proof that the medium's +body was animated by a totally different influence from her own. I kept +the spirit under control until I had fully convinced myself that he knew +everything about our former friendship and his own present surroundings; +and then I let him fly back to India, and wondered if he would wake up +the next morning and imagine he had been laboring under nightmare. + +These experiences with the spirits of the living are certainly amongst +the most curious I have obtained. On more than one occasion, when I +have been unable to extract the truth of a matter from my acquaintances +I have sat down alone, as soon as I believed them to be asleep, and +summoned their spirits to the table and compelled them to speak out. +Little have they imagined sometimes how I came to know things which they +had scrupulously tried to hide from me. I have heard that the power to +summons the spirits of the living is not given to all media, but I have +always possessed it. I can do so when they are awake as well as when +they are asleep, though it is not so easy. A gentleman once _dared_ me +to do this with him, and I only conceal his name because I made him look +ridiculous. I waited till I knew he was engaged at a dinner-party, and +then about nine o'clock in the evening I sat down and summoned him to +come to me. It was some little time before he obeyed, and when he did +come, he was eminently sulky. I got a piece of paper and pencil, and +from his dictation I wrote down the number and names of the guests at +the dinner-table, also the dishes of which he had partaken, and then in +pity for his earnest entreaties I let him go again. "You are making me +ridiculous," he said, "everyone is laughing at me." + +"But why? What are you doing?" I urged. + +"I am standing by the mantel-piece, and I have fallen fast asleep," he +answered. The next morning he came pell-mell into my presence. + +"What did you do to me last night?" he demanded. "I was at the Watts +Philips, and after dinner I went fast asleep with my head upon my hand, +standing by the mantel-piece, and they were all trying to wake me and +couldn't. Have you been playing any of your tricks upon me?" + +"I only made you do what you declared I couldn't," I replied. "How did +you like the white soup and the turbot, and the sweetbreads, etc., etc." + +He opened his eyes at my nefariously obtained knowledge, and still more +when I produced the paper written from his dictation. This is not a +usual custom of mine--it would not be interesting enough to pursue as a +custom--but I am a dangerous person to _dare_ to do anything. + +The old friend whose spirit visited me through Mrs. Fitzgerald had lost +a sister to whom he was very tenderly attached before he made my +acquaintance, and I knew little of her beyond her name. One evening, +not many months after the interview with him which I have recorded, a +spirit came to me, giving the name of my friend's sister, with this +message, "My brother has returned to England, and would like to know +your address. Write to him to the Club, Leamington, and tell him where +to find you." I replied, "Your brother has not written to me, nor +inquired after me for the last eleven years. He has lost all interest in +me, and I cannot be the first to write to him, unless I am sure that he +wishes it." + +"He has _not_ lost all interest in you," said the spirit; "he thinks of +you constantly, and I hear him pray for you. He wishes to hear from +you." + +"That may be true," I replied, "but I cannot accept it on your +authority. If your brother really wishes to renew our acquaintance, let +him write and tell me so." + +"He does not know your address, and I cannot get near enough to him to +influence him." + +"Then things must remain as they are," I replied somewhat testily. "I am +a public person. He can find out my address, if he chooses to do so." + +The spirit seemed to reflect for a moment; then she rapped out, "Wait, +and I will fetch my brother. He shall come here himself and tell you +what he thinks about it." In a short time there was a different movement +of the table, and the name of my old friend was given. After we had +exchanged a few words, and I had told him I required a test of his +identity, he asked me to get a pencil and paper, and write from his +dictation. I did as he requested, and he dictated the following +sentence, "Long time, indeed, has passed since the days you call to +mind, but time, however long, does not efface the past. It has never +made me cease to think of and pray for you as I felt you, too, did think +of and pray for me. Write to the address my sister gave you. I want to +hear from you." + +Notwithstanding the perspicuity and apparent genuineness of this +message, it was some time before I could make up my mind to follow the +directions it gave me. My pride stood in the way to prevent it. _Ten +days afterwards_, however, having received several more visits from the +sister, I did as she desired me, and sent a note to her brother to the +Leamington Club. The answer came by return of post, and contained +(amongst others) _the identical words_ he had told me to write down. +Will Mr. Stuart Cumberland, or any other clever man, explain to me +_what_ or _who_ it was that had visited me ten days beforehand, and +dictated words which could hardly have been in my correspondent's brain +before he received my letter? I am ready to accept any reasonable +explanation of the matter from the scientists, philosophers, chemists, +or arguists of the world, and I am open to conviction, when my sense +convinces me, that their reasoning is true. But my present belief is, +that not a single man or woman will be found able to account on any +ordinary grounds for such an extraordinary instance of "unconscious +cerebration." + +Being subject to "optical illusions," I naturally had several with +regard to my spirit child, "Florence," and she always came to me clothed +in a white dress. One night, however, when I was living alone in the +Regent's Park, I saw "Florence" (as I imagined) standing in the centre +of the room, dressed in a green riding habit slashed with orange color, +with a cavalier hat of grey felt on her head, ornamented with a long +green feather and a gold buckle. She stood with her back to me, but I +could see her profile as she looked over her shoulder, with the skirt of +her habit in her hand. This being a most extraordinary attire in which +to see "Florence," I felt curious on the subject, and the next day I +questioned her about it. + +"Florence!" I said, "why did you come to me last night in a green riding +habit?" + +"I did not come to you last night, mother! It was my sister Eva." + +"Good heavens!" I exclaimed, "is anything wrong with her?" + +"No! she is quite well." + +"How could she come to me then?" + +"She did not come in reality, but her thoughts were much with you, and +so you saw her spirit clairvoyantly." + +My daughter Eva, who was on the stage, was at that time fulfilling a +stock engagement in Glasgow, and very much employed. I had not heard +from her for a fortnight, which was a most unusual occurrence, and I had +begun to feel uneasy. This vision made me more so, and I wrote at once +to ask her if all was as it should be. Her answer was to this effect: "I +am so sorry I have had no time to write to you this week, but I have +been so awfully busy. We play 'The Colleen Bawn' here next week, and I +have had to get my dress ready for 'Anne Chute.' It's so effective. I +wish you could see it. _A green habit slashed with orange, and a grey +felt hat with a long green feather and a big gold buckle._ I tried it on +the other night, and it looked so nice, etc., etc." + +Well, my darling girl had had her wish, and I _had_ seen it. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +OPTICAL ILLUSIONS. + + +As I have alluded to what my family termed my "optical illusions," I +think it as well to describe a few of them, which appeared by the +context to be something more than a mere temporary disturbance of my +visual organs. I will pass over such as might be traced, truly or +otherwise, to physical causes, and confine myself to those which were +subsequently proved to be the reflection of something that, unknown to +me, had gone before. In 1875 I was much engaged in giving dramatic +readings in different parts of the country, and I visited Dublin for the +first time in my life, for that purpose, and put up at the largest and +best-frequented hotel there. Through the hospitality of the residents +and the duties of my professional business, I was engaged both day and +night, and when I _did_ get to bed, I had every disposition to sleep, as +the saying is, like a "top." But there was something in the hotel that +would not let me do so. I had a charming bedroom, cheerful, bright and +pretty, and replete with every comfort, and I would retire to rest "dead +beat," and fall off to sleep at once, to be waked perhaps half-a-dozen +times a night by that inexplicable something (or nothing) that rouses me +whenever I am about to enjoy an "optical illusion," and to see figures, +sometimes one, sometimes two or three, sometimes a whole group standing +by my bedside and gazing at me with looks of the greatest astonishment, +as much as to ask what right I had to be there. But the most remarkable +part of the matter to me was, that all the figures were those of men, +and military men, to whom I was too well accustomed to be able to +mistake. Some were officers and others soldiers, some were in uniform, +others in undress, but they all belonged to the army, and they all +seemed to labor under the same feeling of intense surprise at seeing +_me_ in the hotel. These apparitions were so life-like and appeared so +frequently, that I grew quite uncomfortable about them, for however +much one may be used to see "optical illusions," it is not pleasant to +fancy there are about twenty strangers gazing at one every night as one +lies asleep. Spiritualism is, or was, a tabooed subject in Dublin, and I +had been expressly cautioned not to mention it before my new +acquaintances. However, I could not keep entire silence on this subject, +and dining _en famille_ one day, with a hospitable family of the name of +Robinson, I related to them my nightly experiences at the hotel. Father, +mother, and son exclaimed simultaneously. "Good gracious," they said, +"don't you know that that hotel was built on the site of the old +barracks? The house immediately behind it, which formed part of the old +building, was vacated by its last tenants on account of its being +haunted. Every evening at the hour the soldiers used to be marched up to +bed, they heard the tramp, tramp, tramp of the feet ascending the +staircase." + +"That may be," I replied, "but they _knew_ their house stood on the site +of the barracks, and _I didn't_." + +My eldest daughter was spending a holiday with me once after my second +marriage, and during the month of August. She had been very much +overworked, and I made her lie in bed till noon. One morning I had been +to her room at that hour to wake her, and on turning to leave it (in the +broad daylight, remember), I encountered a man on the landing outside +her door. He was dressed in a white shirt with black studs down the +front, and a pair of black cloth trousers. He had dark hair and eyes, +and small features; altogether, he struck me as having rather a sinister +and unpleasant appearance. I stood still, with the open door in my hand, +and gazed at him. He looked at me also for a minute, and then turned and +walked upstairs to an upper storey where the nursery was situated, +beckoning me, with a jerk of his hand, to follow him. My daughter +(remarking a peculiar expression in my eyes, which I am told they assume +on such occasions) said, "Mother! what do you see?" + +"Only a spirit," I answered, "and he has gone upstairs." + +"Now, what _is_ the good of seeing them in that way," said Eva, rather +impatiently (for this dear child always disliked and avoided +Spiritualism), and I was fain to confess that I really did _not_ know +the especial good of encountering a sinister-looking gentleman in shirt +and trousers, on a blazing noon in August. After which the circumstance +passed from my mind, until recalled again. + +A few months later I had occasion to change the children's nurse, and +the woman who took her place was an Icelandic girl named Margaret +Thommassen, who had only been in England for three weeks. I found that +she had been educated far above the average run of domestic servants, +and was well acquainted with the writings of Swedenborg and other +authors. One day as I walked up the nursery stairs to visit the children +in bed, I encountered the same man I had seen outside my daughter's +room, standing on the upper landing, as though waiting my approach. He +was dressed as before, but this time his arms were folded across his +breast and his face downcast, as though he were unhappy about something. +He disappeared as I reached the landing, and I mentioned the +circumstance to no one. A few days later, Margaret Thommassen asked me +timidly if I believed in the possibility of the spirits of the departed +returning to this earth. When I replied that I did, she appeared +overjoyed, and said she had never hoped to find anyone in England to +whom she could speak about it. She then gave me a mass of evidence on +the subject which forms a large part of the religion of the Icelanders. +She told me that she felt uneasy about her eldest brother, to whom she +was strongly attached. He had left Iceland a year before to become a +waiter in Germany, and had promised faithfully that so long as he lived +she should hear from him every month, and when he failed to write she +must conclude he was dead. Margaret told me she had heard nothing from +him now for three months, and each night when the nursery light was put +out, someone came and sat at the foot of her bed and sighed. She then +produced his photograph, and to my astonishment I recognized at once the +man who had appeared to me some months before I knew that such a woman +as Margaret Thommassen existed. He was taken in a shirt and trousers, +just as I had seen him, and wore the same repulsive (to me) and sinister +expression. I then told his sister that I had already seen him twice in +that house, and she grew very excited and anxious to learn the truth. In +consequence I sat with her in hopes of obtaining some news of her +brother, who immediately came to the table, and told her that he was +dead, with the circumstances under which he had died, and the address +where she was to write to obtain particulars. And on Margaret Thommassen +writing as she was directed, she obtained the practical proofs of her +brother's death, without which this story would be worthless. + +My sister Cecil lives with her family in Somerset, and many years ago I +went down there to visit her for the first time since she had moved into +a new house which I had never seen before. She put me to sleep in the +guest chamber, a large, handsome room, just newly furnished by Oetzmann. +But I could not sleep in it. The very first night some one walked up and +down the room, groaning and sighing close to my ears, and he, she, or it +especially annoyed me by continually touching the new stiff counterpane +with a "scrooping" sound that set my teeth on edge, and sent my heart up +into my mouth. I kept on saying, "Go away! Don't come near me!" for its +proximity inspired me with a horror and repugnance which I have seldom +felt under similar circumstances. I did not say anything at first to my +sister, who is rather nervous on the subject of "bogies," but on the +third night I could stand it no longer, and told her plainly the room +was haunted, and I wished she would put me in her dressing-room, or with +her servants, sooner than let me remain there, as I could get no rest. +Then the truth came out, and she confessed that the last owner of the +house had committed suicide in that very room, and showed me the place +on the boards, underneath the carpet, where the stain of his blood still +remained. A lively sort of room to sleep all alone in. + +Another sister of mine, Blanche, used to live in a haunted house in +Bruges, of which a description will be found in the chapter headed, "The +Story of the Monk." Long, however, before the monk was heard of, I could +not sleep in her house on account of the disturbances in my room, for +which my sister used to laugh at me. But even when my husband, Colonel +Lean, and I stayed there together, it was much the same. One night I +waked him to see the figure of a woman, who had often visited me, +standing at the foot of the bed. She was quaintly attired in a sort of +leathern boddice or jerkin, laced up the front over a woollen petticoat +of some dark color. She wore a cap of Mechlin lace, with the large flaps +at the side, adopted by Flemish women to this day; her hair was combed +tightly off her forehead, and she wore a profusion of gold ornaments. + +My husband could describe her as vividly as I did, which proves how +plainly the apparition must have shown itself. I waked on several +occasions to see this woman busy (apparently) with the contents of an +old carved oak armoir which stood in a corner of the room, and which, I +suppose, must have had something to do with herself. My eldest son +joined me at Bruges on this occasion. He was a young fellow of twenty, +who had never practised, nor even enquired into Spiritualism--fresh from +sea, and about as free from fear or superstitious fancies as a mortal +could be. He was put to sleep in a room on the other side of the house, +and I saw from the first that he was grave about it, but I did not ask +him the reason, though I felt sure, from personal experience, that he +would hear or see something before long. In a few days he came to me and +said-- + +"Mother! I'm going to take my mattress into the colonel's dressing-room +to-night and sleep there." I asked him why. He replied, "It's impossible +to stay in that room any longer. I wouldn't mind if they'd let me sleep, +but they won't. There's something walks about half the night, whispering +and muttering, and touching the bed-clothes, and though I don't believe +in any of your rubbishy spirits, I'll be 'jiggered' if I sleep there any +longer." So he was not "jiggered" (whatever that may be), as he refused +to enter the room again. + +I cannot end this chapter more appropriately than by relating a very +remarkable case of "optical illusion" which was seen by myself alone. It +was in the month of July, 1880, and I had gone down alone to Brighton +for a week's quiet. I had some important literary work to finish, and +the exigencies of the London season made too many demands upon my time. +So I packed up my writing materials, and took a lodging all to myself, +and set hard to work. I used to write all day and walk in the evening. +It was light then till eight or nine o'clock, and the Esplanade used to +be crowded till a late hour. I was pushing my way, on the evening of the +9th of July, through the crowd, thinking of my work more than anything +else, when I saw, as I fully thought, my step-son, Francis Lean, leaning +with his back against the palings at the edge of the cliff and smiling +at me. He was a handsome lad of eighteen who was supposed to have sailed +in his ship for the Brazils five months before. But he had been a wild +young fellow, causing his father much trouble and anxiety, and my first +impression was one of great annoyance, thinking naturally that, since I +saw him there, he had never sailed at all, but run away from his ship at +the last moment. I hastened up to him, therefore, but as I reached his +side, he turned round quite methodically, and walked quickly down a +flight of steps that led to the beach. I followed him, and found myself +amongst a group of ordinary seamen mending their nets, but I could see +Francis nowhere. I did not know what to make of the occurrence, but it +never struck me that it was not either the lad himself or some one +remarkably like him. The same night, however, after I had retired to bed +in a room that was unpleasantly brilliant with the moonlight streaming +in at the window, I was roused from my sleep by someone turning the +handle of my door, and there stood Francis in his naval uniform, with +the peaked cap on his head, smiling at me as he had done upon the cliff. +I started up in bed intending to speak to him, when he laid his finger +on his lips and faded away. This second vision made me think something +must have happened to the boy, but I determined not to say anything to +my husband about it until it was verified. Shortly after my return to +London, we were going, in company with my own son (also a sailor), to +see his ship which was lying in the docks, when, as we were driving +through Poplar, I again saw my stepson Francis standing on the pavement, +and smiling at me. That time I spoke. I said to Colonel Lean, "I am sure +I saw Francis standing there. Do you think it is possible he may not +have sailed after all?" But Colonel Lean laughed at the idea. He +believed it to be a chance likeness I had seen. Only the lad was too +good-looking to have many duplicates in this world. We visited the +seaside after that, and in September, whilst we were staying at +Folkestone, Colonel Lean received a letter to say that his son Francis +had been drowned by the upsetting of a boat in the surf of the Bay of +Callao, in the Brazils, _on the 9th of July_--the day I had seen him +twice in Brighton, two months before we heard that he was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +ON SCEPTICISM. + + +There are two classes of people who have done more harm to the cause of +Spiritualism than the testimony of all the scientists has done good, and +those are the enthusiasts and the sceptics. The first believe everything +they see or hear. Without giving themselves the trouble to obtain proofs +of the genuineness of the manifestations, they rush impetuously from one +acquaintance to the other, detailing their experience with so much +exaggeration and such unbounded faith, that they make the absurdity of +it patent to all. They are generally people of low intellect, credulous +dispositions, and weak nerves. They bow down before the influences as if +they were so many little gods descended from heaven, instead of being, +as in the majority of instances, spirits a shade less holy than our own, +who, for their very shortcomings, are unable to rise above the +atmosphere that surrounds this gross and material world. These are the +sort of spiritualists whom _Punch_ and other comic papers have very +justly ridiculed. Who does not remember the picture of the afflicted +widow, for whom the medium has just called up the departed Jones? + +"Jones," she falters, "are you happy?" + +"Much happier than I was down here," growls Jones. + +"O! then you _must_ be in heaven!" + +"On the contrary, quite the reverse," is the reply. + +Who also has not sat a _séance_ where such people have not made +themselves so ridiculous as to bring the cause they profess to adore +into contempt and ignominy. Yet to allow the words and deeds of fools to +affect one's inward and private conviction of a matter would be +tantamount to giving up the pursuit of everything in which one's fellow +creatures can take a part. + +The second class to which I alluded--the sceptics--have not done so much +injury to Spiritualism as the enthusiasts, because they are as a rule, +so intensely bigoted and hard-headed, and narrow-minded, that they +overdo their protestations, and render them harmless. The sceptic +refuses to believe _anything_, because he has found out _one_ thing to +be a fraud. If one medium deceives, all the mediums must deceive. If one +_séance_ is a failure, none can be successful. If he gains no +satisfactory test of the presence of the spirits of the departed, no one +has ever gained such a test. Now, such reason is neither just nor +logical. Again, a sceptic fully expects _his_ testimony to be accepted +and believed, yet he will never believe any truth on the testimony of +another person. And if he is told that, given certain conditions, he can +see this or hear the other, he says, "No! I will see it and hear it +without any conditions, or else I will proclaim it all a fraud." In like +manner, we might say to a savage, on showing him a watch, "If you will +keep your eye on those hands, you will see them move round to tell the +hours and minutes," and he should reply, "I must put the watch into +boiling water--those are my conditions--and if it won't go then, I will +not believe it can go at all." + +I don't mind a man being a sceptic in Spiritualism. I don't see how he +can help (considering the belief in which we are reared) being a +sceptic, until he has proved so strange a matter for himself. But I _do_ +object to a man or a woman taking part in a _séance_ with the sole +intention of detecting deceit, not _when_ it has happened, but before it +has happened--of bringing an argumentative, disputatious mind, full of +the idea that it is going to be tricked and humbugged into (perhaps) a +private circle who are sitting (like Rosa Dartle) "simply for +information," and scattering all the harmony and good-will about him +broadcast. He couldn't do it to a human assembly without breaking up the +party. Why should he expect to be more kindly welcomed by a spiritual +one? I have seen an immense deal of courtesy shown under such +circumstances to men whom I should have liked to see kicked downstairs. +I have seen them enter a lady's private drawing-room, by invitation, to +witness manifestations which were never, under any circumstances, made a +means of gain, and have heard them argue, and doubt, and contradict, +until they have given their hostess and her friends the lie to their +faces. And the world in general would be quite ready to side with these +(so-called) gentlemen, not because their word or their wisdom was +better worth than that of their fellow guests, but because they +protested against the truth of a thing which it had made up its mind to +be impossible. I don't mind a sceptic myself, as I said before, but he +must be unbiassed, which few sceptics are. As a rule, they have decided +the question at issue for themselves before they commence to investigate +it. + +I find that few people outside the pale of Spiritualism have heard of +the Dialectical Society, which was a scientific society assembled a few +years ago for the sole purpose of enquiring into the truth of the +matter. It was composed of forty members,--ten lawyers, ten scientists, +ten clergymen, and ten chemists (I think that was the arrangement), and +they held forty _séances_, and the published report at the close of them +was, that not one of these men of learning and repute could find any +natural cause for the wonders he had witnessed. I know that there are a +thousand obstacles in the way of belief. The extraordinarily +contradictory manner in which Protestants are brought up, to believe in +one and the same breath that spirits were common visitants to earth at +the periods of which the Bible treats, but that it is impossible they +can return to it now, although the Lord is the same yesterday, to-day, +and for ever. The conditions of darkness for the creation of +materialized spirits, and the resemblance they sometimes bear to the +medium, are two fearful stumbling-blocks. Yet one must know that _all_ +things are created in the dark, and that even a seed cannot sprout if +you let the light in upon it, while as for the resemblance between the +spirit and the medium, from whom it takes the material being that +enables it to appear, if investigators would only persevere with their +enquiries, they would find, as I have, that that is a disappointment +which has its remedy in Time. When people call on me to explain such +things, I can only say that I know no more how they come than they do, +or that I know how _I_ came, a living, sentient creature, into the +world. Besides (as I have said before), I write these pages to tell only +_what I have seen_, and not to argue how it came to pass that I saw it. + +I have a little story to tell here which powerfully illustrates the +foregoing remarks. The lines, + + "A woman convinced against her will + Is of the same opinion still," + +might have been penned with as much truth of sceptics. Men who are +sceptical, _i.e._, so thoroughly wrapt up in conceit of their powers of +judgment and determination that it becomes impossible for them to +believe themselves mistaken, will deny the evidence of all their senses +sooner than confess they may be in the wrong. Such an one may be a +clever scientist or a shrewd man of business, but he can never be a +genius. For genius is invariably humble of its own powers, and, +therefore, open to conviction. But the lesser minds, who are only equal +to grasping such details as may have been drummed into them by sheer +force of study, appear to have no capability of stretching beyond a +certain limit. They are hedged in and cramped by the opinions in which +they have been reared, or that they have built up for themselves out of +the petty material their brain affords them, and have lost their powers +of elasticity. "Thus far shalt thou go and no further," seems to be the +fiat pronounced on too many men's reasoning faculties. Instead of +believing the power of God and the resources of nature to be +illimitable, they want to keep them within the little circle that +encompasses their own brains. "I can't see it, and therefore it cannot +be." There was a time when I used to take the trouble to try and +convince such men, but I have long ceased to do so. It is quite +indifferent to me what they believe or don't believe. And with such +minds, even if they _were_ convinced of its possibility, they would +probably make no good use of spiritual intercourse. For there is no +doubt it can be turned to evil uses as well as to good. + +Some years ago I was on friendly terms with a man of this sort. He was a +doctor, accounted clever in his profession, and I knew him to be an able +arguist, and thought he had common sense enough not to eat his own +words, but the sequel proved that I was mistaken. We had several +conversations together on Spiritualism, and as Dr. H---- was a complete +disbeliever in the existence of a God and a future life, I was naturally +not surprised to find that he did not place any credence in the account +I gave him of my spiritualistic experiences. Many medical men attribute +such experiences entirely to a diseased condition of mind or body. + +But when I asked Dr. H---- what he should think if he saw them with his +own eyes, I confess I was startled to hear him answer that he should +say his eyes deceived him. "But if you heard them speak?" I continued. + +"I should disbelieve my ears." + +"And if you touched and handled them?" + +"I should mistrust my sense of feeling." + +"Then by what means," I argued, "do you know that I am Florence Marryat? +You can only see me and hear me and touch me! What is there to prevent +your senses misleading you at the present moment?" + +But to this argument Dr. H---- only returned a pitying smile, professing +to think me, on this point at least, too feeble-minded to be worthy of +reply, but in reality not knowing what on earth to say. He often, +however, recurred to the subject of Spiritualism, and on several +occasions told me that if I could procure him the opportunity of +submitting a test which he might himself suggest, he should be very much +obliged to me. It was about this time that a young medium named William +Haxby, now passed away, went to live with Mr. and Mrs. Olive in Ainger +Terrace, and we were invited to attend a _séance_ given by him. Mrs. +Olive, when giving the invitation, informed me that Mr. Haxby had been +very successful in procuring direct writing in sealed boxes, and she +asked me, if I wished to try the experiment, to take a secured box, with +writing materials in it, to the _séance_, and see what would happen to +it. + +Here was, I thought, an excellent opportunity for Dr. H----'s test, and +I sent for him and told him what had been proposed. I urged him to +prepare the test entirely by himself, and to accompany me to the +_séance_ and see what occurred,--to all of which he readily consented. +Indeed, he became quite excited on the subject, being certain it would +prove a failure; and in my presence he made the following +preparations:-- + +I. Half a sheet of ordinary cream-laid note-paper and half a cedar-wood +black lead pencil were placed in a jeweller's cardwood box. + +II. The lid of the box was carefully glued down all round to the bottom +part. + +III. The box was wrapt in white writing paper, which was gummed over it. + +IV. It was tied eight times with a peculiar kind of silk made for tying +up arteries, and the eight knots were knots known to (as Dr. H---- +informed me) medical men only. + +V. Each of the eight knots was sealed with sealing-wax, and impressed +with Dr. H----'s crest seal, which he always wore on his watch-chain. + +VI. The packet was again folded in brown paper, and sealed and tied to +preserve the inside from injury. + +When Dr. H---- had finished it, he said to me, "If the spirits (or +anybody) can write on that paper without cutting the silk, _I will +believe whatever you wish_." I asked, "Are you _quite_ sure that the +packet could not be undone without your detecting it?" His answer +was--"That silk is not to be procured except from a medical man; it is +manufactured expressly for the tying of arteries; and the knots I have +made are known only to medical men. They are the knots we use in tying +arteries. The seal is my own crest, which never leaves my watch-chain, +and I defy anyone to undo those knots without cutting them, or to tie +them again, if cut. I repeat--if your friends can make, or cause to be +made, the smallest mark on that paper, and return me the box in the +condition it now is, _I will believe anything you choose_." And I +confess I was very dubious of the result myself, and almost sorry that I +had subjected the doctor's incredulity to so severe a test. + +On the evening appointed we attended the _séance_, Dr. H---- taking the +prepared packet with him. He was directed to place it under his chair, +but he tied a string to it and put it under his foot, retaining the +other end of the string in his hand. The meeting was not one for +favorably impressing an unbeliever in Spiritualism. There were too many +people present, and too many strangers. The ordinary manifestations, to +my mind, are worse than useless, unless they have been preceded by +extraordinary ones; so that the doctor returned home more sceptical than +before, and I repented that I had taken him there. One thing had +occurred, however, that he could not account for. The packet which he +had kept, as he thought, under his foot the whole time, was found, at +the close of the meeting, to have disappeared. Another gentleman had +brought a sealed box, with paper and pencil in it, to the _séance_; and +at the close it was opened in the presence of all assembled, and found +to contain a closely written letter from his deceased wife. But the +doctor's box had evaporated, and was nowhere to be found. The door of +the room had been locked all the time, and we searched the room +thoroughly, but without success. Dr. H---- was naturally triumphant. + +"They couldn't undo _my_ knots and _my_ seals," he said, exulting over +me, "and so they wisely did not return the packet. Both packets were of +course taken from the room during the sitting by some confederate of the +medium. The other one was easily managed, and put back again--_mine_ +proved unmanageable, and so they have retained it. I _knew_ it would be +so!" + +And he twinkled his eyes at me as much as to say, "I have shut _you_ up. +You will not venture to describe any of the marvels you have seen to me +after this." Of course the failure did not discompose me, nor shake my +belief. I never believed spiritual beings to be omnipotent, omnipresent, +nor omniscient. They had failed before, and doubtless they would fail +again. But if an acrobatic performer fails to turn a double somersault +on to another man's head two or three times, it does not falsify the +fact that he succeeds on the fourth occasion. I was sorry that the test +had been a failure, for Dr. H----'s sake, but I did not despair of +seeing the box again. And at the end of a fortnight it was left at my +house by Mr. Olive, with a note to say that it had been found that +morning on the mantel-piece in Mr. Haxby's bedroom, and he lost no time +in returning it to me. It was wrapt in the brown paper, tied and sealed, +apparently just as we had carried it to the _séance_ in Ainger Terrace; +and I wrote at once to Dr. H---- announcing its return, and asking him +to come over and open it in my presence. He came, took the packet in his +hand, and having stripped off the outer wrapper, examined it carefully. +There were four tests, it may be remembered, applied to the packet. + +I. The arterial silk, procurable only from a medical man. + +II. The knots to be tied only by medical men. + +III. Dr. H----'s own crest, always kept on his watch chain, as a seal. + +IV. The lid of the cardboard box, glued all round to the bottom part. + +As the doctor scrutinized the silk, the knots, and the seals, I watched +him narrowly. + +"Are you _quite sure_," I asked, "that it is the same paper in which you +wrapt it?" + +"I am _quite sure_." + +"And the same silk?" + +"Quite sure." + +"Your knots have not been untied?" + +"I am positive that they have not." + +"Nor your seal been tampered with?" + +"Certainly not! It is just as I sealed it." + +"Be careful, Dr. H----," I continued. "Remember I shall write down all +you say." + +"I am willing to swear to it in a court of justice," he replied. + +"Then will you open the packet?" + +Dr. H---- took the scissors and cut the silk at each seal and knot, then +tore off the gummed white writing paper (which was as fresh as when he +had put it on), and tried to pull open the card-board box. But as he +could not do this in consequence of the lid being glued down, he took +out his penknife and cut it all round. As he did so, he looked at me and +said, "Mark my words. There will be nothing written on the paper. It is +impossible!" + +He lifted the lid, and behold _the box was empty_! The half sheet of +notepaper and the half cedar wood pencil had both _entirely +disappeared_. Not a crumb of lead, nor a shred of paper remained behind. +I looked at the doctor, and the doctor looked completely bewildered. + +"_Well!_" I said, interrogatively. + +He shifted about--grew red--and began to bluster. + +"What do you make of it?" I asked. "How do you account for it?" + +"In the easiest way in the world," he replied, trying to brave it out. +"It's the most transparent deception I ever saw. They've kept the thing +a fortnight and had time to do anything with it. A child could see +through this. Surely your bright wits can want no help to an +explanation." + +"I am not so bright as you give me credit for," I answered. "Will you +explain your meaning to me?" + +"With pleasure. They have evidently made an invisible slit in the +joining of the box cover, and with a pair of fine forceps drawn the +paper through it, bit by bit. For the pencil, they drew that by the same +means to the slit and then pared it, little by little, with a lancet, +till they could shake out the fragments." + +"That must have required very careful manipulation," I observed. + +"Naturally. But they've taken a fortnight to do it in." + +"But how about the arterial silk?" I said. + +"They must have procured some from a surgeon." + +"And your famous knots?" + +"They got some surgeon to tie them!" + +"But your crest and seal?" + +"Oh! they must have taken a facsimile of that in order to reproduce it. +It is very cleverly done, but quite explicable!" + +"But you told me before you opened the packet that you would take your +oath in a court of justice it had not been tampered with." + +"I was evidently deceived." + +"And you really believe, then, that an uneducated lad like Mr. Haxby +would take the trouble to take impressions of seals and to procure +arterial silk and the services of a surgeon, in order, not to mystify or +convert _you_, but to gratify _me_, whose box he believes it to be." + +"I am sure he has done so!" + +"But just now you were equally sure he had _not_ done so. Why should you +trust your senses in one case more than in the other? And if Mr. Haxby +has played a trick on me, as you suppose, why did you not discover the +slit when you examined the box, before opening?" + +"Because my eyes misled me!" + +"Then after all," I concluded, "the best thing you can say of yourself +is that you--a man of reputed science, skill, and sense, and with a +strong belief in your own powers--are unable to devise a test in which +you shall not be outwitted by a person so inferior to yourself in age, +intellect and education as young Haxby. But I will give you another +chance. Make up another packet in any way you like. Apply to it the +severest tests which your ingenuity can devise, or other men of genius +can suggest to you, and let me give it to Haxby and see if the contents +can be extracted, or tampered with a second time." + +"It would be useless," said Dr. H----. "If they were extracted through +the iron panels of a fireproof safe, I would not believe it was done by +any but natural means." + +"Because you do not _wish_ to believe," I argued. + +"You are right," he confessed, "I do _not_ wish to believe. If you +convinced me of the truth of Spiritualism, you would upset all the +theories I have held for the best part of my life. I don't believe in a +God, nor a soul, nor a future existence, and I would rather not believe +in them. We have quite enough trouble, in my opinion, in this life, +without looking forward to another, and I would rather cling to my +belief that when we die we have done with it once and for ever." + +So there ended my attempt to convince Dr. H----, and I have often +thought since that he was but a type of the genus sceptic. In this +world, we mostly believe what we want to believe, and the thought of a +future troubles us in proportion to the lives we lead here. It must +often strike spiritualists (who mostly look forward to the day of their +departure for another world, as a schoolboy looks forward to the +commencement of the holidays) as a very strange thing, that people, as a +rule, evince so little curiosity on the subject of Spiritualism. The +idea of the spirits of the departed returning to this world to hold +communication with their friends may be a new and startling one to them, +but the very wonder of it would make one expect to see them evince a +little interest in a matter which concerns us all. Yet the generality of +Carlyle's British millions either pooh-pooh the notion as too utterly +ridiculous for their exalted minds to entertain, or inform you, with +superior wisdom, that if Spiritualism is true, they cannot see the use +of it, and have no craving for any further knowledge. If these same +people expected to go to Canada or Australia in a few months' time, how +eagerly they would ask questions concerning their future home, and +procure the best information on what to do, whilst they remained in +England, in order to fit themselves for the journey and the change. + +But a journey to the other world--to the many worlds which perhaps await +us--a certain proof that we shall live again (or rather, that we shall +never die but need only time and patience and well-living here to +reunite us to the dear one gone before)--_that_ is a subject not worthy +of our trying to believe--of not sufficient importance for us to take +the trouble of ascertaining. I pity from my soul the men and women who +have no dead darling buried in their hearts whom they _know_ they shall +meet in a home of God's own choosing when this life ends. + +The old, cold faiths have melted away beneath the sun of Progress. We +can no longer be made to believe, like little children, in a shadowy +indefinite Heaven where the saints sit on damp clouds with harps in +their hands forever singing psalms and hymns and heavenly songs. That +sort of existence could be a Heaven to none, and to most it would be a +Hell. We do not accept it now, any more than we do the other place, with +its typical fire and brimstone, and pitch-forking devils with horns and +tails. But what has Religion given us instead? Those whose common-sense +will not permit them to believe in the parson's Heaven and Hell +generally believe (like Dr. H----) in nothing at all. But Spiritualism, +earnestly and faithfully followed, leaves us in no doubt. Spiritualists +know where they are going to. The spheres are almost as familiar to them +as this earth--it is not too much to say that many live in them as much +as they do here, and often they seem the more real, as they are the more +lasting of the two. Spiritualists are in no manner of doubt _who_ their +eyes will see when opening on another phase of life. _They_ do not +expect to be carried straight up into Abraham's bosom, and lie snugly +there, whilst revengeful demons are torturing those who were, perhaps, +nearest and dearest to them down below. They have a better and more +substantial religion than that--a revelation that teaches them that the +works we do in the flesh must bear their fruit in the spirit, and that +no tardy deathbed repentance, no crying out for mercy because Justice is +upon us, like an unruly child howling as soon as the stick is produced +for chastisement--will avail to wipe off the sins we have indulged in +upon earth. They know their expiation will be a bitter one, yet not +without Hope, and that they will be helped, as well as help others, in +the upward path that leads to ultimate perfection. The teaching of +Spiritualism is such as largely to increase belief in our Divine +Father's love, our Saviour's pity, and the angels' ministering help. But +it does more than this, more than any religion has done before. It +affords the _proof_--the only proof we have ever received, and our +finite natures can accept--of a future existence. The majority of +Christians _hope_ and _trust_, and say they _believe_. It is the +Spiritualist only that _knows_. + +I think that the marvellous indifference displayed by the crowd to +ascertain these truths for themselves must be due, in a large number of +instances, to the unnatural but universal fear which is entertained of +Death and all things connected with it. The same people who loudly +declaim again the possibility of seeing a "ghost," shudder at the idea +of doing so. The creature whom they have adored and waited on with +tenderest devotion passes away, and they are afraid to enter the room +where his body lies. That which they clung to and wept over yesterday, +they fear to look at or touch to-day, and the idea that he would return +and speak to them would inspire them with horror. But why afraid of an +impossibility? Their very fears should teach them that there is a cause. +From numerous notes made on the subject I have invariably found that +those who have had the opportunity of testing the reality of +Spiritualism, and either rejected or denied it, have been selfish, +worldly, and cold-hearted people who neither care, nor are cared for, by +those who have passed on to another sphere. Plenty of love is sure to +bring you plenty of proof. The mourners, who have lost sight of what is +dearest to them, and would give all they possess for one more look at +the face they loved so much, or one more tone of the voice that was +music to their ears, are only too eager and grateful to hear of a way by +which their longings may be gratified, and would take any trouble and go +to any expense to accomplish what they desire. + +It is this intense yearning to speak again with those that have left us, +on the part of the bereaved, that has led to chicanery on the part of +media in order to gratify it. Wherever money is to be made, +unfortunately cheating will step in; but because some tradesmen will +sell you brass for gold is no reason to vote all jewellers thieves. The +account of the raising of Samuel by the witch of Endor is an instance +that my argument is correct. The witch was evidently an impostor, for +she had no expectation of seeing Samuel, and was frightened by the +apparition she had evoked; but Spiritualism must be a truth, because it +was Samuel himself who appeared and rebuked Saul for calling him back to +this earth. What becomes, in the face of this story, of the impassable +gulf between the earthly and spiritual spheres? That atheists who +believe in nothing should not believe in Spiritualism is credible, +natural, and consistent. But that Christians should reject the theory is +tantamount to acknowledging that they found their hopes of salvation +upon a lie. There is no way of getting out of it. If it be _impossible_ +that the spirits of the departed can communicate with men, the Bible +must be simply a collection of fabulous statements; if it be _wrong_ to +speak with spirits, all the men whose histories are therein related were +sinners, and the Almighty helped them to sin; and if all the spirits who +have been heard and seen and touched in modern times are devils sent on +earth to lure us to our destruction, how are we to distinguish between +them and the Greatest Spirit of all, who walked with mortal Adam and Eve +in the garden of Eden. "O! yes!" I think I hear somebody cry, "but that +was in the Bible;" as if the Bible were a period or a place. And did it +ever strike you that there is something else recorded in the Bible? "And +He did not many miracles there because of their _unbelief_." And yet +Christ came to call "not the righteous but the sinners to repentance." +Surely, then, the unbelieving required the conviction of the miracles +more than those who knew Him to be God. Yet there He did them not, +_because_ of their unbelief, because their _scepticism_ produced a +condition in which miracles could not be wrought. And yet the nineteenth +century is surprised because a sceptic, whose jarring element upsets all +union and harmony, is not an acceptable addition to a spiritual meeting, +and that the miracles of the present--gross and feeble, compared to +those of the past, because worked by grosser material though grosser +agents--ceased to be manifested when his unbelief intrudes itself upon +them. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE STORY OF JOHN POWLES. + + +On the 4th of April, 1860, there died in India a young officer in the +12th Regiment M.N.I., of the name of John Powles. He was an intimate +friend of my first husband for several years before his death, and had +consequently become intimate with me; indeed, on several occasions he +shared our house and lived with us on the terms of a brother. I was very +young at that time and susceptible to influence of all sorts--extremely +nervous, moreover, on the subject of "ghosts," and yet burning with +curiosity to learn something of the other world--a topic which it is +most difficult to induce anybody to discuss with you. People will talk +of dress, or dinner, or their friend's private affairs--of anything, in +fact, sooner than Death and Immortality and the world to come which we +must all inevitably enter. Even parsons--the legalized exponents of what +lies beyond the grave--are no exceptions to the rule. When the bereaved +sufferer goes to them for comfort, they shake their heads and "hope" and +"trust," and say "God's mercy has no limits," but they cannot give him +one reasonable proof to rest upon that Death is but a name. John Powles, +however, though a careless and irreligious man, liked to discuss the +Unseen. We talked continually on the subject, even when he was +apparently in perfect health, and he often ended our conversation by +assuring me that should he die first (and he always prophesied truly +that he should not reach the age of thirty) he would (were such a thing +possible) come back to me. I used to laugh at the absurdity of the idea, +and remind him how many friends had made the same promise to each other +and never fulfilled it. For though I firmly believed that such things +_had_ been, I could not realize that they would ever happen to me, or +that I should survive the shock if they did. John Powles' death at the +last was very sudden, although the disease he died of was of long +standing. He had been under the doctor's hands for a few days when he +took an unexpected turn for the worse, and my husband and myself, with +other friends, were summoned to his bedside to say good-bye to him. When +I entered the room he said to me, "So you see it has come at last. Don't +forget what I said to you about it." They were his last intelligible +words to me, though for several hours he grasped my dress with his hand +to prevent my leaving him, and became violent and unmanageable if I +attempted to quit his side. During this time, in the intervals of his +delirium, he kept on entreating me to sing a certain old ballad, which +had always been a great favorite with him, entitled "Thou art gone from +my gaze." I am sure if I sung that song once during that miserable day, +I must have sung it a dozen times. At last our poor friend fell into +convulsions which recurred with little intermission until his death, +which took place the same evening. + +His death and the manner of it caused me a great shock. He had been a +true friend to my husband and myself for years, and we both mourned his +loss very sincerely. That, and other troubles combined, had a serious +effect upon my health, and the doctors advised my immediate return to +England. When an officer dies in India, it is the custom to sell all his +minor effects by auction. Before this took place, my husband asked me if +there was anything belonging to John Powles that I should like to keep +in remembrance of him. The choice I made was a curious one. He had +possessed a dark green silk necktie, which was a favorite of his, and +when it became soiled I offered to turn it for him, when it looked as +good as new. Whereupon he had worn it so long that it was twice as dirty +as before, so I turned it for him the second time, much to the amusement +of the regiment. When I was asked to choose a keepsake of him, I said, +"Give me the green tie," and I brought it to England with me. + +The voyage home was a terrible affair. I was suffering mentally and +physically, to such a degree that I cannot think of the time without a +shudder. John Powles' death, of course, added to my distress, and during +the many months that occupied a voyage "by long sea," I hoped and +expected that his spirit would appear to me. With the very strong belief +in the possibility of the return to earth of the departed--or rather, I +should say, with my strong belief _in_ my belief--I lay awake night +after night, thinking to see my lost friend, who had so often promised +to come back to me. I even cried aloud to him to appear and tell me +where he was, or what he was doing, but I never heard or saw a single +thing. There was silence on every side of me. Ten days only after I +landed in England I was delivered of a daughter, and when I had somewhat +recovered my health and spirits--when I had lost the physical weakness +and nervous excitability, to which most medical men would have +attributed any mysterious sights or sounds I might have experienced +before--then I commenced to _know_ and to _feel_ that John Powles was +with me again. I did not see him, but I felt his presence. I used to lie +awake at night, trembling under the consciousness that he was sitting at +my bedside, and I had no means of penetrating the silence between us. +Often I entreated him to speak, but when a low, hissing sound came close +to my ear, I would scream with terror and rush from my room. All my +desire to see or communicate with my lost friend had deserted me. The +very idea was a terror. I was horror-struck to think he had returned, +and I would neither sleep alone nor remain alone. I was advised to try a +livelier place than Winchester (where I then resided), and a house was +taken for me at Sydenham. But there, the sense of the presence of John +Powles was as keen as before, and so, at intervals, I continued to feel +it for the space of several years--until, indeed, I became an inquirer +into Spiritualism as a science. + +I have related in the chapter that contains an account of my first +_séance_, that the only face I recognized as belonging to me was that of +my friend John Powles, and how excited I became on seeing it. It was +that recognition that brought back all my old longing and curiosity to +communicate with the inhabitants of the Unseen World. As soon as I +commenced investigations in my home circle, John Powles was the very +first spirit who spoke to me through the table, and from that time until +the present I have never ceased to hold communion with him. He is very +shy, however, (as he was, whilst with us) of conversing before +strangers, and seldom intimates his presence except I am alone. At such +times, however, he will talk by the hour of all such topics as +interested him during his earth life. + +Soon after it became generally known that I was attending _séances_, I +was introduced to Miss Showers, the daughter of General Showers of the +Bombay Army. This young lady, besides being little more than a child--I +think she was about sixteen when we met--was not a professional medium. +The _séances_ to which her friends were invited to witness the +extraordinary manifestations that took place in her presence were +strictly private. They offered therefore an enormous advantage to +investigators, as the occurrences were all above suspicion, whilst Miss +Showers was good enough to allow herself to be tested in every possible +way. I shall have occasion to refer more particularly to Miss Showers' +mediumship further on--at present, therefore, I will confine myself to +those occasions which afforded proofs of John Powles' presence. + +Mrs. and Miss Showers were living in apartments when I visited them, and +there was no means nor opportunity of deceiving their friends, even had +they had any object in doing so. I must add also, that they knew nothing +of my Indian life nor experiences, which were things of the past long +before I met them. At the first sitting Miss Showers gave me for "spirit +faces," she merely sat on a chair behind the window curtains, which were +pinned together half-way up, so as to leave a V-shaped opening at the +top. The voice of "Peter" (Miss Showers' principal control) kept talking +to us and the medium from behind the curtains all the time, and making +remarks on the faces as they appeared at the opening. Presently he said +to me, "Mrs. Ross-Church, here's a fellow says his name is Powles, and +he wants to speak to you, only he doesn't like to show himself because +he's not a bit like what he used to be." "Tell him not to mind that," I +answered, "I shall know him under any circumstances." "Well! if he was +anything like that, he was a beauty," exclaimed Peter; and presently a +face appeared which I could not, by any stretch of imagination, decide +to resemble in the slightest degree my old friend. It was hard, stiff +and unlifelike. After it had disappeared, Peter said, "Powles says if +you'll come and sit with Rosie (Miss Showers) often, he'll look quite +like himself by-and-by," and of course I was only too anxious to accept +the invitation. + +As I was setting out another evening to sit with Miss Showers, the +thought suddenly occurred to me to put the green necktie in my pocket. +My two daughters accompanied me on that occasion, but I said nothing to +them about the necktie. As soon as we had commenced, however, Peter +called out, "Now, Mrs. Ross-Church, hand over that necktie. Powles is +coming." "What necktie?" I asked, and he answered, "Why Powles' necktie, +of course, that you've got in your pocket. He wants you to put it round +his neck." The assembled party looked at me inquisitively as I produced +the tie. The face of John Powles appeared, very different from the time +before, as he had his own features and complexion, but his hair and +beard (which were auburn during life) appeared phosphoric, as though +made of living fire. I mounted on a chair and tied the necktie round his +throat, and asked him if he would kiss me. He shook his head. Peter +called out, "Give him your hand." I did so, and as he kissed it, his +moustaches _burned_ me. I cannot account for it. I can only relate the +fact. After which he disappeared with the necktie, which I have never +seen since, though we searched the little room for it thoroughly. + +The next thing I have to relate about John Powles is so startling that I +dread the criticism it will evoke; but if I had not startling stories to +tell, I should not consider them worth writing down. I left my house in +Bayswater one Sunday evening to dine with Mr. and Mrs. George Neville in +Regent's Park Terrace, to have a _séance_ afterwards with Miss Showers. +There was a large company present, and I was placed next to Miss Showers +at table. During dinner she told me complainingly that her mother had +gone to Norwood to spend the night, and she (Rosie) was afraid of +sleeping alone, as the spirits worried her so. In a moment it flashed +across me to ask her to return to Bayswater and sleep with me, for I was +most desirous of testing her powers when we were alone together. Miss +Showers accepted my invitation, and we arranged that she should go home +with me. After dinner, the guests sat for a _séance_, but to everybody's +surprise and disappointment, nothing occurred. It was one o'clock in the +morning when Miss Showers and I entered a cab to return to Bayswater. We +had hardly started when we were greeted with a loud peal of laughter +close to our ears. "What's the matter, Peter?" demanded Miss Showers. +"I can't help laughing," he replied, "to think of their faces when no +one appeared! Did you suppose I was going to let you waste all your +power with them, when I knew I was going home with you and Mrs. +Ross-Church? I mean to show you what a real good _séance_ is to-night." + +When we reached home I let myself in with a latchkey. The house was +full, for I had seven children, four servants, and a married sister +staying with me; but they were all in bed and asleep. It was cold +weather, and when I took Miss Showers into my bedroom a fire was burning +in the grate. My sister was occupying a room which opened into mine; but +I locked her door and my own, and put the keys under my pillow. Miss +Showers and I then undressed and got into bed. When we had extinguished +the gas, we found the room was, comparatively speaking, light, for I had +stirred the fire into a blaze, and a street lamp just opposite the +window threw bars of light through the venetian blinds, right across the +ceiling. As soon as Miss Showers had settled herself in bed, she said, +"I wonder what Peter is going to do," and I replied, "I hope he won't +strip off the bed-clothes." We were lying under four blankets, a +counterpane, and an eider-down _duvet_, and as I spoke, the whole mass +rose in the air, and fell over the end of the bed, leaving us quite +unprotected. We got up, lit a candle, and made the bed again, tucking +the clothes well in all round, but the minute we laid down the same +thing was repeated. We were rather cross the second time, and abused +Peter for being so disagreeable, upon which the voice declared he +wouldn't do it any more, but we shouldn't have provoked him to try. I +said, "You had much better shew yourself to us, Peter. That is what I +want you to do." He replied, "Here I am, my dear, close to you!" I +turned my head, and there stood a dark figure beside the bed, whilst +another could be plainly distinguished walking about the room. I said, +"I can't see your face," and he replied, "I'll come nearer to you!" Upon +this the figure rose in the air until it hung suspended, face downward, +over the bed. In this position it looked like a huge bat with outspread +wings. It was still indistinct, except as to substance, but Peter said +we had exhausted all the phosphorus in our bodies by the long evening we +had spent, and left him nothing to light himself up with. After a while +he lowered himself on to the bed, and lay between Miss Showers and +myself on the outside of the _duvet_. To this we greatly objected, as he +was very heavy and took up a great deal of room; but it was some time +before he would go away. + +During this manifestation, the other spirit, whom Peter called the +"Pope," kept walking about and touching everything in the room, which +was full of ornaments; and Peter called out several times, "Take care, +Pope! take care! Don't break Mrs. Ross-Church's things." The two made so +much noise that they waked my sister in the adjoining room, and she +knocked at the door, asking in an alarmed voice, "Florence! _whom_ have +you there? You will wake the whole house." When I replied, "Never mind, +it's only spirits," she gave one fell shriek and dived under her +bed-clothes. She maintains to this day that she fully believed the steps +and voices to be human. At last the manifestations became so rapid, as +many as eight and ten hands touching us at once, that I asked Miss +Showers if she would mind my tying hers together. She was very amiable +and consented willingly. I therefore got out of bed again, and having +securely fastened her hands in the sleeves of the nightdress she wore, I +sewed them with needle and thread to the mattress. Miss Showers then +said she felt sleepy, and with her back to me--a position she was +obliged to maintain on account of her hands being sewn down--she +apparently dropt off to sleep, though I knew subsequently she was in a +trance. + +For some time afterwards nothing occurred, the figures had disappeared, +the voices ceased, and I thought the _séance_ was over. Presently, +however, I felt a hand laid on my head and the fingers began to gently +stroke and pull the short curls upon my forehead. I whispered, "Who is +this?" and the answer came back, "Don't you know me? I am Powles! At +last--at last--after a silence of ten years I see you and speak with you +again, face to face." "How can I tell this is _your_ hand?" I said. +"Peter might be materializing a hand in order to deceive me." The hand +immediately left my head and the _back_ of it passed over my mouth, when +I felt it was covered with short hair. I then remembered how hairy John +Powles' hands had become from exposure to the Indian sun whilst +shooting, and how I had nicknamed him "Esau" in consequence. I +recollected also that he had dislocated the left wrist with a cricket +ball. "Let me feel your wrist," I said, and my hand was at once placed +on the enlarged bone. "I want to trace your hand to where it springs +from," I next suggested; and on receiving permission I felt from the +fingers and wrist to the elbow and shoulder, where it terminated _in the +middle of Miss Showers' back_. Still I was not quite satisfied, for I +used to find it very hard to believe in the identity of a person I had +cared for. I was so terribly afraid of being deceived. "I want to see +your face," I continued. "I cannot show you my face to-night," the voice +replied, "but you shall feel it;" and the face, with beard and +moustaches, was laid for a moment against my own. Then the hand was +replaced on my hair, and whilst it kept on pulling and stroking my +curls, John Powles' own voice spoke to me of everything that had +occurred of importance when he and I were friends on earth. Fancy, two +people who were intimately associated for years, meeting alone after a +long and painful separation, think of all the private things they would +talk about together, and you will understand why I cannot write down the +conversation that took place between us that night here. In order to +convince me of his identity, John Powles spoke of all the troubles I had +passed through and was then enduring--he mentioned scenes, both sad and +merry, which we had witnessed together; he recalled incidents which had +slipped my memory, and named places and people known only to ourselves. +Had I been a disbeliever in Spiritualism, that night must have made a +convert of me. Whilst the voice, in the well-remembered tones of my old +friend, was speaking, and his hand wandered through my hair, Miss +Showers continued to sleep, or to appear to sleep, with her back towards +me, and her hands sewn into her nightdress sleeves, and the sleeves sewn +down to the bed. But had she been wide awake and with both hands free, +she could not have spoken to me in John Powles' unforgotten voice of +things that had occurred when she was an infant and thousands of miles +away. And I affirm that the voice spoke to me of things that no one but +John Powles could possibly have known. He did not fail to remind me of +the promise he had made, and the many times he had tried to fulfil it +before, and he assured me he should be constantly with me from that +time. It was daylight before the voice ceased speaking, and then both +Miss Showers and I were so exhausted, we could hardly raise our heads +from the pillows. I must not forget to add that when we _did_ open our +eyes again upon this work-a-day world, we found there was hardly an +article in the room that had not changed places. The pictures were all +turned with their faces to the wall--the crockery from the washstand was +piled in the fender--the ornaments from the mantel-piece were on the +dressing-table--in fact, the whole room was topsy-turvy. + +When Mr. William Fletcher gave his first lecture in England, in the +Steinway Hall, my husband, Colonel Lean, and I, went to hear him. We had +never seen Mr. Fletcher before, nor any of his family, nor did he know +we were amongst the audience. Our first view of him was when he stepped +upon the platform, and we were seated quite in the body of the hall, +which was full. It was Mr. Fletcher's custom, after his lecture was +concluded, to describe such visions as were presented to him, and he +only asked in return that if the people and places were recognized, +those who recognized them would be brave enough to say so, for the sake +of the audience and himself. I can understand that strangers who went +there and heard nothing that concerned themselves would be very apt to +imagine it was all humbug, and that those who claimed a knowledge of the +visions were simply confederates of Mr. Fletcher. But there is nothing +more true than that circumstances alter cases. I entered Steinway Hall +as a perfect stranger, and as a press-writer, quite prepared to expose +trickery if I detected it. And this is what I heard. After Mr. Fletcher +had described several persons and scenes unknown to me, he took out a +handkerchief and began to wipe his face, as though he were very warm. + +"I am no longer in England, now," he said. "The scene has quite changed, +and I am taken over the sea, thousands of miles away, and I am in a +chamber with all the doors and windows open. Oh! how hot it is! I think +I am somewhere in the tropics. O! I see why I have been brought here! It +is to see a young man die! This is a death chamber. He is lying on a +bed. He looks very pale, and he is very near death, but he has only been +ill a short time. His hair is a kind of golden chestnut color, and he +has blue eyes. He is an Englishman, and I can see the letter 'P' above +his head. He has not been happy on earth, and he is quite content to +die. He pushes all the influences that are round his bed away from him. +Now I see a lady come and sit down beside him. He holds her hand, and +appears to ask her to do something, and I hear a strain of sweet music. +It is a song he has heard in happier times, and on the breath of it his +spirit passes away. It is to this lady he seems to come now. She is +sitting on my left about half way down the hall. A little girl, with her +hands full of blue flowers, points her out to me. The little girl holds +up the flowers, and I see they are woven into a resemblance of the +letter F. She tells me that is the initial letter of her mother's name +and her own. And I see this message written. + +"'To my dearest friend, for such you ever were to me from the beginning. +I have been with you through all your time of trial and sorrow, and I am +rejoiced to see that a happier era is beginning for you. I am always +near you. The darkness is fast rolling away, and happiness will succeed +it. Pray for me, and I shall be near you in your prayers. I pray God to +bless you and to bless me, and to bring us together again in the summer +land.' + +"And I see the spirit pointing with his hand far away, as though to +intimate that the happiness he speaks of is only the beginning of some +that will extend to a long distance of time. I see this scene more +plainly than any I have ever seen before." + +These words were written down at the time they were spoken. Colonel Lean +and I were sitting in the very spot indicated by Mr. Fletcher, and the +little girl with the blue flowers was my spirit child, "Florence," whose +history I shall give in the next chapter. But my communications with +John Powles, though very extraordinary, were not satisfactory to me. I +am the "Thomas, surnamed Didymus," of the spiritualistic world, who +wants to see and touch and handle before I can altogether believe. I +wanted to meet John Powles and talk with him face to face, and it seemed +such an impossibility for him to materialize in the light that, after +his two failures with Miss Showers, he refused to try. I was always +worrying him to tell me if we should meet in the body before I left this +world, and his answer was always, "Yes! but not just yet!" I had no idea +then that I should have to cross the Atlantic before I saw my dear old +friend again. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +MY SPIRIT CHILD. + + +The same year that John Powles died, 1860, I passed through the greatest +trouble of my life. It is quite unnecessary to my narrative to relate +what that trouble was, nor how it affected me, but I suffered terribly +both in mind and body, and it was chiefly for this reason that the +medical men advised my return to England, which I reached on the 14th of +December, and on the 30th of the same month a daughter was born to me, +who survived her birth for only ten days. The child was born with a most +peculiar blemish, which it is necessary for the purpose of my argument +to describe. On the left side of the upper lip was a mark as though a +semi-circular piece of flesh had been cut out by a bullet-mould, which +exposed part of the gum. The swallow also had been submerged in the +gullet, so that she had for the short period of her earthly existence to +be fed by artificial means, and the jaw itself had been so twisted that +could she have lived to cut her teeth, the double ones would have been +in front. This blemish was considered to be of so remarkable a type that +Dr. Frederick Butler of Winchester, who attended me, invited several +other medical men, from Southampton and other places, to examine the +infant with him, and they all agreed that _a similar case had never come +under their notice before_. This is a very important factor in my +narrative. I was closely catechized as to whether I had suffered any +physical or mental shock, that should account for the injury to my +child, and it was decided that the trouble I had experienced was +sufficient to produce it. The case, under feigned names, was fully +reported in the _Lancet_ as something quite out of the common way. My +little child, who was baptized by the name of "Florence," lingered until +the 10th of January, 1861, and then passed quietly away, and when my +first natural disappointment was over I ceased to think of her except as +of something which "might have been," but never would be again. In this +world of misery, the loss of an infant is soon swallowed up in more +active trouble. Still I never quite forgot my poor baby, perhaps because +at that time she was happily the "one dead lamb" of my little flock. In +recounting the events of my first _séance_ with Mrs. Holmes, I have +mentioned how a young girl much muffled up about the mouth and chin +appeared, and intimated that she came for me, although I could not +recognize her. I was so ignorant of the life beyond the grave at that +period, that it never struck me that the baby who had left me at ten +days old had been growing since our separation, until she had reached +the age of ten years. I could not interpret Longfellow (whom I consider +one of the sublimest spiritualists of the age) as I can now. + + "Day after day we think what she is doing, + In those bright realms of air: + Year after year, her tender steps pursuing, + Behold her grown more fair. + + . . . . . + + "Not as a child shall we again behold her: + For when, with rapture wild, + In our embraces we again enfold her, + She will not be a child; + But a fair maiden in her father's mansion, + Clothed with celestial grace. + And beautiful with all the soul's expansion, + Shall we behold her face!" + + * * * * * + +The first _séance_ made such an impression on my mind that two nights +afterwards I again presented myself (this time alone) at Mrs. Holmes' +rooms to attend another. It was a very different circle on the second +occasion. There were about thirty people present, all strangers to each +other, and the manifestations were proportionately ordinary. Another +professional medium, a Mrs. Davenport, was present, as one of her +controls, whom she called "Bell," had promised, if possible, to show her +face to her. As soon, therefore, as the first spirit face appeared +(which was that of the same little girl that I had seen before), Mrs. +Davenport exclaimed, "There's 'Bell,'" "Why!" I said, "that's the little +nun we saw on Monday." "O! no! that's my 'Bell,'" persisted Mrs. +Davenport. But Mrs. Holmes took my side, and was positive the spirit +came for me. She told me she had been trying to communicate with her +since the previous _séance_. "I know she is nearly connected with you," +she said. "Have you never lost a relation of her age?" "_Never!_" I +replied; and at that declaration the little spirit moved away, +sorrowfully as before. + +A few weeks after I received an invitation from Mr. Henry Dunphy (the +gentleman who had introduced me to Mrs. Holmes) to attend a private +_séance_, given at his own house in Upper Gloucester Place, by the +well-known medium Florence Cook. The double drawing-rooms were divided +by velvet curtains, behind which Miss Cook was seated in an arm-chair, +the curtains being pinned together half-way up, leaving a large aperture +in the shape of a V. Being a complete stranger to Miss Cook, I was +surprised to hear the voice of her control direct that _I_ should stand +by the curtains and hold the lower parts together whilst the forms +appeared above, lest the pins should give way, and necessarily from my +position I could hear every word that passed between Miss Cook and her +guide. The first face that showed itself was that of a man unknown to +me; then ensued a kind of frightened colloquy between the medium and her +control. "Take it away. Go away! I don't like you. Don't touch me--you +frighten me! Go away!" I heard Miss Cook exclaim, and then her guide's +voice interposed itself, "Don't be silly, Florrie. Don't be unkind. It +won't hurt you," etc., and immediately afterwards the same little girl I +had seen at Mrs. Holmes' rose to view at the aperture of the curtains, +muffled up as before, but smiling with her eyes at me. I directed the +attention of the company to her, calling her again my "little nun." I +was surprised, however, at the evident distaste Miss Cook had displayed +towards the spirit, and when the _séance_ was concluded and she had +regained her normal condition, I asked her if she could recall the faces +she saw under trance. "Sometimes," she replied. I told her of the +"little nun," and demanded the reason of her apparent dread of her. "I +can hardly tell you," said Miss Cook; "I don't know anything about her. +She is quite a stranger to me, but her face is not fully developed, I +think. There is _something wrong about her mouth_. She frightens me." + +This remark, though made with the utmost carelessness, set me thinking, +and after I had returned home, I wrote to Miss Cook, asking her to +inquire of her guides _who_ the little spirit was. + +She replied as follows: + +"Dear Mrs. Ross-Church, I have asked 'Katie King,' but she cannot tell +me anything further about the spirit that came through me the other +evening than that she is a young girl closely connected with yourself." + +I was not, however, yet convinced of the spirit's identity, although +"John Powles" constantly assured me that it _was_ my child. I tried hard +to communicate with her at home, but without success. I find in the +memoranda I kept of our private _séances_ at that period several +messages from "Powles" referring to "Florence." In one he says, "Your +child's want of power to communicate with you is not because she is too +pure, but because she is too weak. She will speak to you some day. She +is _not_ in heaven." This last assertion, knowing so little as I did of +a future state, both puzzled and grieved me. I could not believe that an +innocent infant was not in the Beatific Presence--yet I could not +understand what motive my friend could have in leading me astray. I had +yet to learn that once received into Heaven no spirit could return to +earth, and that a spirit may have a training to undergo, even though it +has never committed a mortal sin. A further proof, however, that my dead +child had never died was to reach me from a quarter where I least +expected it. I was editor of the magazine _London Society_ at that time, +and amongst my contributors was Dr. Keningale Cook, who had married +Mabel Collins, the now well-known writer of spiritualistic novels. One +day Dr. Cook brought me an invitation from his wife (whom I had never +met) to spend Saturday to Monday with them in their cottage at Redhill, +and I accepted it, knowing nothing of the proclivities of either of +them, and they knowing as little of my private history as I did of +theirs. And I must take this opportunity to observe that, at this +period, I had never made my lost child the subject of conversation even +with my most intimate friends. The memory of her life and death, and the +troubles that caused it, was not a happy one, and of no interest to any +but myself. So little, therefore, had it been discussed amongst us that +until "Florence" reappeared to revive the topic, my _elder children were +ignorant_ that their sister had been marked in any way differently from +themselves. It may, therefore, be supposed how unlikely it was that +utter strangers and public media should have gained any inkling of the +matter. I went down to Redhill, and as I was sitting with the Keningale +Cooks after dinner, the subject of Spiritualism came on the _tapis_, and +I was informed that the wife was a powerful trance medium, which much +interested me, as I had not, at that period, had any experience of her +particular class of mediumship. In the evening we "sat" together, and +Mrs. Cook having become entranced, her husband took shorthand notes of +her utterances. Several old friends of their family spoke through her, +and I was listening to them in the listless manner in which we hear the +conversation of strangers, when my attention was aroused by the medium +suddenly leaving her seat, and falling on her knees before me, kissing +my hands and face, and sobbing violently the while. I waited in +expectation of hearing who this might be, when the manifestations as +suddenly ceased, the medium returned to her seat, and the voice of one +of her guides said that the spirit was unable to speak through excess of +emotion, but would try again later in the evening. I had almost +forgotten the circumstance in listening to other communications, when I +was startled by hearing the word "_Mother!_" sighed rather than spoken. +I was about to make some excited reply, when the medium raised her hand +to enjoin silence, and the following communication was taken down by Mr. +Cook as she pronounced the words. The sentences in parentheses are my +replies to her. + +"Mother! I am 'Florence.' I must be very quiet. I want to feel I have a +mother still. I am so lonely. Why should I be so? I cannot speak well. I +want to be like one of you. I want to feel I have a mother and sisters. +I am so far away from you all now." + +("But I always think of you, my dear dead baby.") + +"That's just it--your _baby_. But I'm not a baby now. I shall get +nearer. They tell me I shall. I do not know if I can come when you are +alone. It's all so dark. I know you are there, but _so dimly_. I've +grown _all by myself_. I'm not really unhappy, but I want to get nearer +you. I know you think of me, but you think of me as a baby. You don't +know me as I _am_. You've seen me, because in my love I have forced +myself upon you. I've not been amongst the flowers yet, but I shall be, +very soon now; but I want _my mother_ to take me there. All has been +given me that can be given me, but I cannot receive it, except in so +far----" + +Here she seemed unable to express herself. + +("Did the trouble I had before your birth affect your spirit, +Florence?") + +"Only as things cause each other. I was with you, mother, all through +that trouble. I should be nearer to you, _than any child you have_, if I +could only get close to you." + +("I can't bear to hear you speak so sadly, dear. I have always believed +that _you_, at least, were happy in Heaven.") + +"I am _not_ in Heaven! But there will come a day, mother--I can laugh +when I say it--when we shall go to heaven _together_ and pick blue +flowers--_blue flowers_. They are so good to me here, but if your eye +cannot bear the daylight you cannot see the buttercups and daisies." + +I did not learn till afterwards that in the spiritual language blue +flowers are typical of happiness. The next question I asked her was if +she thought she could write through me. + +"I don't seem able to write through you, but why, I know not." + +("Do you know your sisters, Eva and Ethel?") + +"No! no!" in a weary voice. "The link of sisterhood is only through the +mother. That kind of sisterhood does not last, because there is a +higher." + +("Do you ever see your father?") + +"No! he is far, far away. I went once, not more. Mother, dear, he'll +love me when he comes here. They've told me so, and they always tell +truth here! I am but a child, yet not so very little. I seem composed of +two things--a child in ignorance and a woman in years. Why can't I speak +at other places? I have wished and tried! I've come very near, but it +seems so easy to speak now. This medium seems so different." + +("I wish you could come to me when I am alone, Florence.") + +"You _shall_ know me! I _will_ come, mother, dear. I shall always be +able to come here. I _do_ come to you, but not in the same way." + +She spoke in such a plaintive, melancholy voice that Mrs. Cook, thinking +she would depress my spirits, said, "Don't make your state out to be +sadder than it really is." Her reply was very remarkable. + +"_I am, as I am!_ Friend! when you come here, if you find that sadness +_is_, you will not be able to alter it by plunging into material +pleasures. _Our sadness makes the world we live in._ It is not deeds +that make us wrong. It is the state in which _we were born_. Mother! you +say I died sinless. That is nothing. I was born _in a state_. Had I +lived, I should have caused you more pain than you can know. I am better +here. I was not fit to battle with the world, and they took me from it. +Mother! you won't let this make you sad. You must not." + +("What can I do to bring you nearer to me?") + +"I don't know what will bring me nearer, but I'm helped already by just +talking to you. There's a ladder of brightness--every step. I believe +I've gained just one step now. O! the Divine teachings are so +mysterious. Mother! does it seem strange to you to hear your 'baby' say +things as if she knew them? I'm going now. Good-bye!" + +And so "Florence" went. The next voice that spoke was that of a guide of +the medium, and I asked her for a personal description of my daughter as +she then appeared. She replied, "Her face is downcast. We have tried to +cheer her, but she is very sad. It is the _state in which she was born_. +Every physical deformity is the mark of a condition. A weak body is not +necessarily the mark of a weak spirit, but the _prison_ of it, because +the spirit might be too passionate otherwise. You cannot judge in what +way the mind is deformed because the body is deformed. It does not +follow that a canker in the body is a canker in the mind. But the mind +may be too exuberant--may need a canker to restrain it." + +I have copied this conversation, word for word, from the shorthand notes +taken at the time of utterance; and when it is remembered that neither +Mrs. Keningale Cook nor her husband knew that I had lost a child--that +they had never been in my house nor associated with any of my +friends--it will at least be acknowledged, even by the most sceptical, +that it was a very remarkable coincidence that I should receive such a +communication from the lips of a perfect stranger. Only once after this +did "Florence" communicate with me through the same source. She found +congenial media nearer home, and naturally availed herself of them. But +the second occasion was almost more convincing than the first. I went +one afternoon to consult my solicitor in the strictest confidence as to +how I should act under some very painful circumstances, and he gave me +his advice. The next morning as I sat at breakfast, Mrs. Cook, who was +still living at Redhill, ran into my room with an apology for the +unceremoniousness of her visit, on the score that she had received a +message for me the night before which "Florence" had begged her to +deliver without delay. The message was to this effect: "Tell my mother +that I was with her this afternoon at the lawyer's, and she is _not_ to +follow the advice given her, as it will do harm instead of good." Mrs. +Cook added, "I don't know to what 'Florence' alludes, of course, but I +thought it best, as I was coming to town, to let you know at once." + +The force of this anecdote does not lie in the context. The mystery is +contained in the fact of a secret interview having been overheard and +commented upon. But the truth is, that having greater confidence in the +counsel of my visible guide than in that of my invisible one, I abided +by the former, and regretted it ever afterwards. + +The first conversation I held with "Florence" had a great effect upon +me. I knew before that my uncontrolled grief had been the cause of the +untimely death of her body, but it had never struck me that her spirit +would carry the effects of it into the unseen world. It was a warning to +me (as it should be to all mothers) not to take the solemn +responsibility of maternity upon themselves without being prepared to +sacrifice their own feelings for the sake of their children. "Florence" +assured me, however, that communion with myself in my improved condition +of happiness would soon lift her spirit from its state of depression, +and consequently I seized every opportunity of seeing and speaking with +her. During the succeeding twelve months I attended numerous _séances_ +with various media, and my spirit child (as she called herself) never +failed to manifest through the influence of any one of them, though, of +course, in different ways. Through some she touched me only, and always +with an infant's hand, that I might recognize it as hers, or laid her +mouth against mine that I might feel the scar upon her lip; through +others she spoke, or wrote, or showed her face, but I never attended a +_séance_ at which she omitted to notify her presence. Once at a dark +circle, held with Mr. Charles Williams, after having had my dress and +that of my next neighbor, Lady Archibald Campbell, pulled several times +as if to attract our attention, the darkness opened before us, and there +stood my child, smiling at us like a happy dream, her fair hair waving +about her temples, and her blue eyes fixed on me. She was clothed in +white, but we saw no more than her head and bust, about which her hands +held her drapery. Lady Archibald Campbell saw her as plainly as I did. +On another occasion Mr. William Eglinton proposed to me to try and +procure the spirit-writing on his arm. He directed me to go into another +room and write the name of the friend I loved best in the spirit world +upon a scrap of paper, which I was to twist up tightly and take back to +him. I did so, writing the name of "John Powles." When I returned to Mr. +Eglinton, he bared his arm, and holding the paper to the candle till it +was reduced to tinder, rubbed his flesh with the ashes. I knew what was +expected to ensue. The name written on the paper was to reappear in red +or white letters on the medium's arm. The sceptic would say it was a +trick of thought-reading, and that, the medium knowing what I had +written, had prepared the writing during my absence. But to his surprise +and mine, when at last he shook the ashes from his arm, we read, written +in a bold, clear hand, the words--"Florence is the dearest," as though +my spirit child had given me a gentle rebuke for writing any name but +her own. It seems curious to me now to look back and remember how +melancholy she used to be when she first came back to me, for as soon as +she had established an unbroken communication between us, she developed +into the merriest little spirit I have ever known, and though her +childhood has now passed away, and she is more dignified and thoughtful +and womanly, she always appears joyous and happy. She has manifested +largely to me through the mediumship of Mr. Arthur Colman. I had known +her, during a dark _séance_ with a very small private circle (the medium +being securely held and fastened the while) run about the room, like the +child she was, and speak to and kiss each sitter in turn, pulling off +the sofa and chair covers and piling them up in the middle of the table, +and changing the ornaments of everyone present--placing the gentlemen's +neckties round the throats of the ladies, and hanging the ladies' +earrings in the buttonholes of the gentlemen's coats--just as she might +have done had she been still with us, a happy, petted child, on earth. I +have known her come in the dark and sit on my lap and kiss my face and +hands, and let me feel the defect in her mouth with my own. One bright +evening on the 9th of July--my birthday--Arthur Colman walked in quite +unexpectedly to pay me a visit, and as I had some friends with me, we +agreed to have a _séance_. It was impossible to make the room dark, as +the windows were only shaded by venetian blinds, but we lowered them, +and sat in the twilight. The first thing we heard was the voice of +"Florence" whispering--"A present for dear mother's birthday," when +something was put into my hand. Then she crossed to the side of a lady +present and dropped something into her hand, saying, "And a present for +dear mother's friend!" I knew at once by the feel of it that what +"Florence" had given me was a chaplet of beads, and knowing how often, +under similar circumstances, articles are merely carried about a room, I +concluded it was one which lay upon my drawing-room mantel-piece, and +said as much. I was answered by the voice of "Aimée," the medium's +nearest control. + +"You are mistaken," she said, "'Florence' has given you a chaplet you +have never seen before. She was exceedingly anxious to give you a +present on your birthday, so I gave her the beads which were buried with +me. They came from my coffin. I held them in my hand. All I ask is, that +you will not shew them to Arthur until I give you leave. He is not well +at present, and the sight of them will upset him." + +I was greatly astonished, but, of course, I followed her instructions, +and when I had an opportunity to examine the beads, I found that they +really were strangers to me, and had not been in the house before. The +present my lady friend had received was a large, unset topaz. The +chaplet was made of carved wood and steel. It was not till months had +elapsed that I was given permission to show it to Arthur Colman. He +immediately recognized it as the one he had himself placed in the hands +of "Aimée" as she lay in her coffin, and when I saw how the sight +affected him, I regretted I had told him anything about it. I offered to +give the beads up to him, but he refused to receive them, and they +remain in my possession to this day. + +But the great climax that was to prove beyond all question the personal +identity of the spirit who communicated with me, with the body I had +brought into the world, was yet to come. Mr. William Harrison, the +editor of the _Spiritualist_ (who, after seventeen years' patient +research into the science of Spiritualism, had never received a personal +proof of the return of his own friends, or relations) wrote me word that +he had received a message from his lately deceased friend, Mrs. Stewart, +to the effect that if he would sit with the medium, Florence Cook, and +one or two harmonious companions, she would do her best to appear to him +in her earthly likeness and afford him the test he had so long sought +after. Mr. Harrison asked me, therefore, if I would join him and Miss +Kidlingbury--the secretary to the British National Association of +Spiritualists--in holding a _séance_ with Miss Cook, to which I agreed, +and we met in one of the rooms of the Association for that purpose. It +was a very small room, about 8 feet by 16 feet, was uncarpeted and +contained no furniture, so we carried in three cane-bottomed chairs for +our accommodation. Across one corner of the room, about four feet from +the floor, we nailed an old black shawl, and placed a cushion behind it +for Miss Cook to lean her head against. Miss Florence Cook, who is a +brunette, of a small, slight figure, with dark eyes and hair which she +wore in a profusion of curls, was dressed in a high grey merino, +ornamented with crimson ribbons. She informed me previous to sitting, +that she had become restless during her trances lately, and in the habit +of walking out amongst the circle, and she asked me as a friend (for +such we had by that time become) to scold her well should such a thing +occur, and order her to go back into the cabinet as if she were "a child +or a dog;" and I promised her I would do so. After Florence Cook had sat +down on the floor, behind the black shawl (which left her grey merino +skirt exposed), and laid her head against the cushion, we lowered the +gas a little, and took our seats on the three cane chairs. The medium +appeared very uneasy at first, and we heard her remonstrating with the +influences for using her so roughly. In a few minutes, however, there +was a tremulous movement of the black shawl, and a large white hand was +several times thrust into view and withdrawn again. I had never seen +Mrs. Stewart (for whom we were expressly sitting) in this life, and +could not, therefore, recognize the hand; but we all remarked how large +and white it was. In another minute the shawl was lifted up, and a +female figure crawled on its hands and knees from behind it, and then +stood up and regarded us. It was impossible, in the dim light and at the +distance she stood from us, to identify the features, so Mr. Harrison +asked if she were Mrs. Stewart. The figure shook its head. I had lost a +sister a few months previously, and the thought flashed across me that +it might be her. "Is it you, Emily?" I asked; but the head was still +shaken to express a negative, and a similar question on the part of Miss +Kidlingbury, with respect to a friend of her own, met with the same +response. "Who _can_ it be?" I remarked curiously to Mr. Harrison. + +"Mother! don't you know me?" sounded in "Florence's" whispering voice. I +started up to approach her, exclaiming, "O! my darling child! I never +thought I should meet you here!" But she said, "Go back to your chair, +and I will come to you!" I reseated myself, and "Florence" crossed the +room and sat down _on my lap_. She was more unclothed on that occasion +than any materialized spirit I have ever seen. She wore nothing on her +head, only her hair, of which she appears to have an immense quantity, +fell down her back and covered her shoulders. Her arms were bare and her +feet and part of her legs, and the dress she wore had no shape or style, +but seemed like so many yards of soft thick muslin, wound round her body +from the bosom to below the knees. She was a heavy weight--perhaps ten +stone--and had well-covered limbs. In fact, she was then, and has +appeared for several years past, to be, in point of size and shape, so +like her eldest sister Eva, that I always observe the resemblance +between them. This _séance_ took place at a period when "Florence" must +have been about seventeen years old. + +"Florence, my darling," I said, "is this _really_ you?" "Turn up the +gas," she answered, "and look at my mouth." Mr. Harrison did as she +desired, and we all saw distinctly _that peculiar defect on the lip_ +with which she was born--a defect, be it remembered, which some of the +most experienced members of the profession had affirmed to be "_so rare +as never to have fallen under their notice before_." She also opened her +mouth that we might see she had no gullet. I promised at the +commencement of my book to confine myself to facts, and leave the +deduction to be drawn from them to my readers, so I will not interrupt +my narrative to make any remarks upon this incontrovertible proof of +identity. I know it struck me dumb, and melted me into tears. At this +juncture Miss Cook, who had been moaning and moving about a good deal +behind the black shawl, suddenly exclaimed, "I can't stand this any +longer," and walked out into the room. There she stood in her grey dress +and crimson ribbons whilst "Florence" sat on my lap in white drapery. +But only for a moment, for directly the medium was fully in view, the +spirit sprung up and darted behind the curtain. Recalling Miss Cook's +injunctions to me, I scolded her heartily for leaving her seat, until +she crept back, whimpering, to her former position. The shawl had +scarcely closed behind her before "Florence" reappeared and clung to me, +saying, "Don't let her do that again. She frightens me so." She was +actually trembling all over. "Why, Florence," I replied. "Do you mean to +tell me you are frightened of your medium? In this world it is we poor +mortals who are frightened of the spirits." "I am afraid she will send +me away, mother," she whispered. However, Miss Cook did not disturb us +again, and "Florence" stayed with us for some time longer. She clasped +her arms round my neck, and laid her head upon my bosom, and kissed me +dozens of times. She took my hand and spread it out, and said she felt +sure I should recognize her hand when she thrust it outside the curtain, +because it was so much like my own. I was suffering much trouble at that +time, and "Florence" told me the reason God had permitted her to show +herself to me in her earthly deformity was so that I might be sure that +she was herself, and that Spiritualism was a truth to comfort me. +"Sometimes you doubt, mother," she said, "and think your eyes and ears +have misled you; but after this you must never doubt again. Don't fancy +I am like this in the spirit land. The blemish left me long ago. But I +put it on to-night to make you certain. Don't fret, dear mother. +Remember _I_ am always near you. No one can take _me_ away. Your earthly +children may grow up and go out into the world and leave you, but you +will always have your spirit child close to you." I did not, and cannot, +calculate for how long "Florence" remained visible on that occasion. +Mr. Harrison told me afterwards that she had remained for nearly twenty +minutes. But her undoubted presence was such a stupendous fact to me, +that I could only think that _she was there_--that I actually held in my +arms the tiny infant I had laid with my own hands in her coffin--that +she was no more dead than I was myself, but had grown to be a woman. So +I sat, with my arms tight round her, and my heart beating against hers, +until the power decreased, and "Florence" was compelled to give me a +last kiss and leave me stupefied and bewildered by what had so +unexpectedly occurred. Two other spirits materialized and appeared after +she had left us, but as neither of them was Mrs. Stewart, the _séance_, +as far as Mr. Harrison was concerned, was a failure. I have seen and +heard "Florence" on numerous occasions since the one I have narrated, +but not with the mark upon her mouth, which she assures me will never +trouble either of us again. I could fill pages with accounts of her +pretty, caressing ways and her affectionate and sometimes solemn +messages; but I have told as much of her story as will interest the +general reader. It has been wonderful to me to mark how her ways and +mode of communication have changed with the passing years. It was a +simple child who did not know how to express itself that appeared to me +in 1873. It is a woman full of counsel and tender warning that comes to +me in 1890. But yet she is only nineteen. When she reached that age, +"Florence" told me she should never grow any older in years or +appearance, and that she had reached the climax of womanly perfection in +the spirit world. Only to-night--the night before Christmas Day--as I +write her story, she comes to me and says, "Mother! you must not give +way to sad thoughts. The Past is past. Let it be buried in the blessings +that remain to you." + +And amongst the greatest of those blessings I reckon my belief in the +existence of my spirit-child. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE STORY OF EMILY. + + +My sister Emily was the third daughter of my late father, and several +years older than myself. She was a handsome woman--strictly speaking, +perhaps, the handsomest of the family, and quite unlike the others. She +had black hair and eyes, a pale complexion, a well-shaped nose, and +small, narrow hands and feet. But her beauty had slight detractions--so +slight, indeed, as to be imperceptible to strangers, but well known to +her intimate friends. Her mouth was a little on one side, one shoulder +was half an inch higher than the other, her fingers were not quite +straight, nor her toes, and her hips corresponded with her shoulders. +She was clever, with a versatile, all-round talent, and of a very happy +and contented disposition. She married Dr. Henry Norris of Charmouth, in +Dorset, and lived there many years before her death. She was an +excellent wife and mother, a good friend, and a sincere Christian; +indeed, I do not believe that a more earnest, self-denying, better woman +ever lived in this world. But she had strong feelings, and in some +things she was very bigoted. One was Spiritualism. She vehemently +opposed even the mention of it, declared it to be diabolical, and never +failed to blame me for pursuing such a wicked and unholy occupation. She +was therefore about the last person whom I should have expected to take +advantage of it to communicate with her friends. + +My sister Emily died on the 20th of April, 1875. Her death resulted from +a sudden attack of pleurisy, and was most unexpected. I was sitting at +an early dinner with my children on the same day when I received a +telegram from my brother-in-law to say, "Emily very ill; will telegraph +when change occurs," and I had just despatched an answer to ask if I +should go down to Charmouth, or could be of any use, when a second +message arrived, "All is over. She died quietly at two o'clock." Those +who have received similar shocks will understand what I felt. I was +quite stunned, and could not realize that my sister had passed away from +us, so completely unanticipated had been the news. I made the necessary +arrangements for going down to her funeral, but my head was filled with +nothing but thoughts of Emily the while, and conjectures of _how_ she +had died and of _what_ she had died (for that was, as yet, unknown to +me), and what she had thought and said; above all, what she was thinking +and feeling at that moment. I retired to rest with my brain in a whirl, +and lay half the night wide awake, staring into the darkness, and +wondering where my sister was. _Now_ was the time (if any) for my +cerebral organs to play me a trick, and conjure up a vision of the +person I was thinking of. But I saw nothing; no sound broke the +stillness; my eyes rested only on the darkness. I was quite +disappointed, and in the morning I told my children so. I loved my +sister Emily dearly, and I hoped she would have come to wish me +good-bye. On the following night I was exhausted by want of sleep and +the emotion I had passed through, and when I went to bed I was very +sleepy. I had not been long asleep, however, before I was waked up--I +can hardly say by what--and there at my bedside stood Emily, smiling at +me. When I lost my little "Florence," Emily had been unmarried, and she +had taken a great interest in my poor baby, and nursed her during her +short lifetime, and, I believe, really mourned her loss, for (although +she had children of her own) she always wore a little likeness of +"Florence" in a locket on her watch-chain. When Emily died I had of +course been for some time in communication with my spirit-child, and +when my sister appeared to me that night, "Florence" was in her arms, +with her head resting on her shoulder. I recognized them both at once, +and the only thing which looked strange to me was that Emily's long +black hair was combed right back in the Chinese fashion, giving her +forehead an unnaturally high appearance. This circumstance made the +greater impression on me, because we all have such high foreheads with +the hair growing off the temples that we have never been able to wear it +in the style I speak of. With this exception my sister looked beautiful +and most happy, and my little girl clung to her lovingly. Emily did not +speak aloud, but she kept on looking down at "Florence," and up at me, +whilst her lips formed the words, "Little Baby," which was the name by +which she had always mentioned my spirit-child. In the morning I +mentioned what I had seen to my elder girls, adding, "I hardly knew dear +Aunt Emily, with her hair scratched back in that fashion." + +This apparition happened on the Wednesday night, and on the Friday +following I travelled down to Charmouth to be present at the funeral, +which was fixed for Saturday. I found my sister Cecil there before me. +As soon as we were alone, she said to me, "I am so glad you came to-day. +I want you to arrange dear Emily nicely in her coffin. The servants had +laid her out before my arrival, and she doesn't look a bit like herself. +But I haven't the nerve to touch her." It was late at night, but I took +a candle at once and accompanied Cecil to the death-chamber. Our sister +was lying, pale and calm, with a smile upon her lips, much as she had +appeared to me, and with _all her black hair combed back from her +forehead_. The servants had arranged it so, thinking it looked neater. +It was impossible to make any alteration till the morning, but when our +dear sister was carried to her grave, her hair framed her dead face in +the wavy curls in which it always fell when loose; a wreath of flowering +syringa was round her head, a cross of violets on her breast, and in her +waxen, beautifully-moulded hands, she held three tall, white lilies. I +mention this because she has come to me since with the semblance of +these very flowers to ensure her recognition. After the funeral, my +brother-in-law gave me the details of her last illness. He told me that +on the Monday afternoon, when her illness first took a serious turn and +she became (as he said) delirious, she talked continually to her father, +Captain Marryat (to whom she had been most reverentially attached), and +who, she affirmed, was sitting by the side of the bed. Her conversation +was perfectly rational, and only disjointed when she waited for a reply +to her own remarks. She spoke to him of Langham and all that had +happened there, and particularly expressed her surprise at his having _a +beard_, saying, "Does hair grow up there, father?" I was the more +impressed by this account, because Dr. Norris, like most medical men, +attributed the circumstance entirely to the distorted imagination of a +wandering brain. And yet my father (whom I have never seen since his +death) has been described to me by various clairvoyants, and always as +_wearing a beard_, a thing he never did during his lifetime, as it was +the fashion then for naval officers to wear only side whiskers. In all +his pictures he is represented as clean shorn, and as he was so well +known a man, one would think that (were they dissembling) the +clairvoyants, in describing his personal characteristics, would follow +the clue given by his portraits. + +For some time after my sister Emily's death I heard nothing more of her, +and for the reasons I have given, I never expected to see her again +until we met in the spirit-world. About two years after her death, +however, my husband, Colonel Lean, bought two tickets for a series of +_séances_ to be held in the rooms of the British National Association of +Spiritualists under the mediumship of Mr. William Eglinton. This was +the first time we had ever seen or sat with Mr. Eglinton, but we had +heard a great deal of his powers, and were curious to test them. On the +first night, which was a Saturday, we assembled with a party of twelve, +all complete strangers, in the rooms I have mentioned, which were +comfortably lighted with gas. Mr. Eglinton, who is a young man inclined +to stoutness, went into the cabinet, which was placed in the centre of +us, with spectators all round it. The cabinet was like a large cupboard, +made of wood and divided into two parts, the partition being of +wire-work, so that the medium might be padlocked into it, and a curtain +drawn in front of both sides. After a while, a voice called out to us +not to be frightened, as the medium was coming out to get more power, +and Mr. Eglinton, in a state of trance and dressed in a suit of evening +clothes, walked out of the cabinet and commenced a tour of the circle. +He touched every one in turn, but did not stop until he reached Colonel +Lean, before whom he remained for some time, making magnetic passes down +his face and figure. He then turned to re-enter the cabinet, but as he +did so, some one moved the curtain from inside and Mr. Eglinton +_actually held the curtain to one side to permit the materialized form +to pass out_ before he went into the cabinet himself. The figure that +appeared was that of a woman clothed in loose white garments that fell +to her feet. Her eyes were black and her long black hair fell over her +shoulders. I suspected at the time who she was, but each one in the +circle was so certain she came for him or for her, that I said nothing, +and only mentally asked if it were my sister that I might receive a +proof of her identity. On the following evening (Sunday) Colonel Lean +and I were "sitting" together, when Emily came to the table to assure us +that it was she whom we had seen, and that she would appear again on +Monday and show herself more clearly. I asked her to think of some means +by which she could prove her identity with the spirit that then spoke to +us, and she said, "I will hold up my right hand." Colonel Lean cautioned +me not to mention this promise to any one, that we might be certain of +the correctness of the test. Accordingly, on the Monday evening we +assembled for our second _séance_ with Mr. Eglinton, and the same form +appeared, and walking out much closer to us, _held up the right hand_. +Colonel Lean, anxious not to be deceived by his own senses, asked the +company what the spirit was doing. "Cannot you see?" was the answer. +"She is holding up her hand." On this occasion Emily came with all her +old characteristics about her, and there would have been no possibility +of mistaking her (at least on my part) without the proof she had +promised to give us. + +The next startling assurance we received of her proximity happened in a +much more unexpected manner. We were staying, in the autumn of the +following year, at a boarding-house in the Rue de Vienne at Brussels, +with a large party of English visitors, none of whom we had ever seen +till we entered the house. Amongst them were several girls, who had +never heard of Spiritualism before, and were much interested in +listening to the relation of our experiences on the subject. One evening +when I was not well, and keeping my own room, some of these young ladies +got hold of Colonel Lean and said, "Oh! do come and sit in the dark with +us and tell us ghost stories." Now sitting in the dark and telling ghost +stories to five or six nice looking girls is an occupation few men would +object to, and they were all soon ensconced in the dark and deserted +_salle-à-manger_. Amongst them was a young girl of sixteen, Miss Helen +Hill, who had never shown more interest than the rest in such matters. +After they had been seated in the dark for some minutes, she said to +Colonel Lean, "Do you know, I can see a lady on the opposite side of the +table quite distinctly, and she is nodding and smiling at you." The +colonel asked what the lady was like. "She is very nice looking," +replied the girl, "with dark eyes and hair, but she seems to want me to +notice her ring. She wears a ring with a large blue stone in it, of such +a funny shape, and she keeps on twisting it round and round her finger, +and pointing to it. Oh! now she has got up and is walking round the +room. Only fancy! she is holding up her feet for me to see. They are +bare and very white, but her toes are crooked!" Then Miss Hill became +frightened and asked them to get a light. She declared that the figure +had come up, close to her, and torn the lace off her wrists. And when +the light was procured and her dress examined, a frill of lace that had +been tacked into her sleeve that morning had totally disappeared. The +young ladies grew nervous and left the room, and Colonel Lean, thinking +the description Helen Hill had given of the spirit tallied with that of +my sister Emily, came straight up to me and surprised me by an abrupt +question as to whether she had been in the habit of wearing any +particular ring (for he had not seen her for several years before her +death). I told him that her favorite ring was an uncut turquoise--so +large and uneven that she used to call it her "potato." "Had she any +peculiarity about her feet?" he went on, eagerly. "Why do you wish to +know?" I said. "She had crooked toes, that is all." "Good heavens!" he +exclaimed, "then she has been with us in the _salle-à-manger_." I have +never met Miss Hill since, and I am not in a position to say if she has +evinced any further possession of clairvoyant power; but she certainly +displayed it on that occasion to a remarkable degree; for she had never +even heard of the existence of my sister Emily, and was very much +disturbed and annoyed when told that the apparition she had described +was reality and not imagination. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE STORY OF THE GREEN LADY. + + +The story I have to tell now happened a very short time ago, and every +detail is as fresh in my mind as if I had heard and seen it yesterday. +Mrs. Guppy-Volckman has been long known to the spiritualistic world as a +very powerful medium, also as taking a great private interest in +Spiritualism, which all media do not. Her means justify her, too, in +gratifying her whims; and hearing that a certain house in Broadstairs +was haunted, she became eager to ascertain the truth. The house being +empty, she procured the keys from the landlord, and proceeded on a +voyage of discovery alone. She had barely recovered, at the time, from a +most dangerous illness, which had left a partial paralysis of the lower +limbs behind it; it was therefore with considerable difficulty that she +gained the drawing-room of the house, which was on the first floor, and +when there she abandoned her crutches, and sat down on the floor to +recover herself. Mrs. Volckman was now perfectly alone. She had closed +the front door after her, and she was moreover almost helpless, as it +was with great difficulty that she could rise without assistance. It was +on a summer's evening towards the dusky hour, and she sat on the bare +floor of the empty house waiting to see what might happen. After some +time (I tell this part of the story as I received it from her lips) she +heard a rustling or sweeping sound, as of a long silk train coming down +the uncarpeted stairs from the upper storey. The room in which she sat +communicated with another, which led out upon the passage, and it was +not long before the door between these two apartments opened and the +figure of a woman appeared. She entered the room in which Mrs. Volckman +sat, very cautiously, and commenced to walk round it, feeling her way +along the walls as though she were blind or tipsy. She was dressed in a +green satin robe that swept behind her--round the upper part of her body +was a kind of scarf of glistening white material, like silk gauze--and +on her head was a black velvet cap, or coif, from underneath which her +long black hair fell down her back. Mrs. Volckman, although used all her +life to manifestations and apparitions of all sorts, told me she had +never felt so frightened at the sight of one before. She attempted to +rise, but feeling her incapability of doing so quickly, she screamed +with fear. As soon as she did so, the woman turned round and ran out of +the room, apparently as frightened as herself. Mrs. Volckman got hold of +her crutches, scrambled to her feet, found her way downstairs, and +reached the outside of the house in safety. Most people would never have +entered it again. She, on the contrary, had an interview with the +landlord, and actually, then and there, purchased a lease of the house +and entered upon possession, and as soon as it was furnished and ready +for occupation, she invited a party of friends to go down and stay with +her at Broadstairs, and make the acquaintance of the "Green Lady," as we +had christened her. Colonel Lean and I were amongst the visitors, the +others consisting of Lady Archibald Campbell, Miss Shaw, Mrs. Olive, +Mrs. Bellew, Colonel Greck, Mr. Charles Williams, and Mr. and Mrs. Henry +Volckman, which, with our host and hostess, made up a circle of twelve. +We assembled there on a bright day in July, and the house, with its +large rooms and windows facing the sea, looked cheerful enough. The room +in which Mrs. Volckman had seen the apparition was furnished as a +drawing-room, and the room adjoining it, which was divided by a +_portière_ only from the larger apartment, she had converted for +convenience sake into her bedroom. The first evening we sat it was about +seven o'clock, and so light that we let down all the venetians, which, +however, did little to remedy the evil. We had no cabinet, nor curtains, +nor darkness, for it was full moon at the time, and the dancing, +sparkling waves were quite visible through the interstices of the +venetians. We simply sat round the table, holding hands in an unbroken +circle and laughing and chatting with each other. In a few minutes Mrs. +Volckman said something was rising beside her from the carpet, and in a +few more the "Green Lady" was visible to us all standing between the +medium and Mr. Williams. She was just as she had been described to us, +both in dress and appearance, but her face was as white and as cold as +that of a corpse, and her eyes were closed. She leaned over the table +and brought her face close to each of us in turn, but she seemed to have +no power of speech. After staying with us about ten minutes, she sunk as +she had risen, through the carpet, and disappeared. The next evening, +under precisely similar circumstances, she came again. This time she had +evidently gained more vitality in a materialized condition, for when I +urged her to tell me her name, she whispered, though with much +difficulty, "Julia!" and when Lady Archibald observed that she thought +she had no hands, the spirit suddenly thrust out a little hand, and +grasped the curls on her forehead with a violence that gave her pain. +Unfortunately, Mr. Williams' professional engagements compelled him to +leave us on the following day, and Mrs. Volckman had been too recently +ill to permit her to sit alone, so that we were not able to hold another +_séance_ for the "Green Lady" during our visit. But we had not seen the +last of her. One evening Mrs. Bellew and I were sitting in the bay +window of the drawing-room, just "between the lights," and discussing a +very private matter indeed, when I saw (as I thought) my hostess maid +raise the _portière_ that hung between the apartments and stand there in +a listening attitude. I immediately gave Mrs. Volckman the hint. "Let us +talk of something else," I said, in a low voice. "Jane is in your +bedroom." "O! no! she's not," was the reply. "But I saw her lift the +_portière_," I persisted; "she has only just dropped it." "You are +mistaken," replied my hostess, "for Jane has gone on the beach with the +child." I felt sure I had _not_ been mistaken, but I held my tongue and +said no more. The conversation was resumed, and as we were deep in the +delicate matter, the woman appeared for the second time. + +"Mrs. Volckman," I whispered, "Jane is really there. She has just looked +in again." + +My friend rose from her seat. "Come with me," she said, "and I will +convince you that you are wrong." + +I followed her into the bedroom, where she showed me that the door +communicating with the passage was locked _inside_. + +"Now, do you see," she continued, "that no one but the 'Green Lady' +could enter this room but through the one we are sitting in." + +"Then it must have been the 'Green Lady,'" I replied, "for I assuredly +saw a woman standing in the doorway." + +"That is likely enough," said Mrs. Volckman; "but if she comes again she +shall have the trouble of drawing back the curtains." + +And thereupon she unhooped the _portière_, which consisted of two +curtains, and drew them right across the door. We had hardly regained +our seats in the bay window before the two curtains were sharply drawn +aside, making the brass rings rattle on the rod, and the "Green Lady" +stood in the opening we had just passed through. Mrs. Volckman told her +not to be afraid, but to come out and speak to us; but she was +apparently not equal to doing so, and only stood there for a few minutes +gazing at us. I imprudently left my seat and approached her, with a view +to making overtures of friendship, when she dropped the curtains over +her figure. I passed through them immediately to the other side, and +found the bedroom empty and the door locked inside, as before. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE STORY OF THE MONK. + + +A lady named Uniacke, a resident in Bruges, whilst on a visit to my +house in London, met and had a _séance_ with William Eglinton, with +which she was so delighted that she immediately invited him to go and +stay with her abroad, and as my husband and I were about to cross over +to Bruges to see my sister, who also resided there, we travelled in +company--Mr. Eglinton living at Mrs. Uniacke's home, whilst we stayed +with our own relations. Mrs. Uniacke was a medium herself, and had +already experienced some very noisy and violent demonstrations in her +own house. She was, therefore, quite prepared for her visitor, and had +fitted up a spare room with a cabinet and blinds to the windows, and +everything that was necessary. But, somewhat to her chagrin, we were +informed at the first sitting by Mr. Eglinton's control, "Joey," that +all future _séances_ were to take place at my sister's house instead. We +were given no reason for the change; we were simply told to obey it. My +sister's house was rather a peculiar one, and I have already alluded to +it, and some of the sights and sounds by which it was haunted, in the +chapter headed "Optical Illusions." The building is so ancient that the +original date has been completely lost. A stone set into one of the +walls bore an inscription to the effect that it was restored in the year +1616. And an obsolete plan of the city shows it to have stood in its +present condition in 1562. Prior to that period, however, probably about +the thirteenth century, it is supposed, with three houses on either side +of it, to have formed a convent, but no printed record remains of the +fact. Beneath it are subterraneous passages, choked with rubbish, which +lead, no one knows whither. I had stayed in this house several times +before, and always felt unpleasant influences from it, as I have +related, especially in a large room on the lower floor, then used as a +drawing-room, but which is said to have formed, originally, the chapel +to the convent. Others had felt the influence beside myself, though we +never had had reason to suppose that there was any particular cause for +it. When we expressed curiosity, however, to learn why "Joey" desired us +to hold our _séance_ in my sister's house, he told us that the medium +had not been brought over to Bruges for _our_ pleasure or edification, +but that there was a great work to be done there, and Mrs. Uniacke had +been expressly influenced to invite him over, that the purposes of a +higher power than his own should be accomplished. Consequently, on the +following evening Mrs. Uniacke brought Mr. Eglinton over to my sister's +house, and "Joey" having been asked to choose a room for the sitting, +selected an _entresol_ on the upper floor, which led by two short +passages to the bedrooms. The bedroom doors being locked a dark curtain +was hung at the entrance of one of these passages, and "Joey" declared +it was a first-rate cabinet. We then assembled in the drawing-room, for +the purposes of music and conversation, for we intended to hold the +_séance_ later in the evening. The party consisted only of the medium, +Mrs. Uniacke, my sister, my husband, and myself. After I had sung a song +or two, Mr. Eglinton became restless and moved away from the piano, +saying the influence was too strong for him. He began walking up and +down the room, and staring fixedly at the door, before which hung a +_portière_. Several times he exclaimed with knitted brows, "What is the +matter with that door? There is something very peculiar about it." Once +he approached it quickly, but "Joey's" voice was heard from behind the +_portière_, saying, "Don't come too near." Mr. Eglinton then retreated +to a sofa, and appeared to be fighting violently with some unpleasant +influence. He made the sign of the cross, then extended his fingers +towards the door, as though to exorcise it: finally he burst into a +mocking, scornful peal of laughter that lasted for some minutes. As it +concluded, a diabolical expression came over his face. He clenched his +hands, gnashed his teeth, and commenced to grope in a crouching position +towards the door. We concluded he wished to get up to the room where the +cabinet was, and let him have his way. He crawled, rather than walked, +up the steep turret stairs, but on reaching the top, came to himself +suddenly and fell back several steps. My husband, fortunately, was just +behind him and saved him from a fall. He complained greatly of the +influence and of a pain in his head, and we sat at the table to receive +directions. In a few seconds the same spirit had taken possession of +him. He left the table and groped his way towards the bedrooms, +listening apparently to every sound, and with his hand holding an +imaginary knife which was raised every now and then as if to strike. The +expression on Mr. Eglinton's face during this possession is too horrible +to describe. The worst passions were written as legibly there as though +they had been labelled. There was a short flight of stairs leading from +the _entresol_ to the corridor, closed at the head by a padded door, +which we had locked for fear of accident. When, apparently in pursuit of +his object, the spirit led the medium up to this door and he found it +fastened, his moans were terrible. Half-a-dozen times he made his weary +round of the room, striving to get downstairs to accomplish some end, +and to return to us moaning and baffled. At this juncture, he was so +exhausted that one of his controls, "Daisy," took possession of him and +talked with us for some time. We asked "Daisy" what the spirit was like +that had controlled Mr. Eglinton last, and she said she did not like +him--he had a bad face, no hair on the top of his head, and a long black +frock. From this we concluded he had been a monk or a priest. When +"Daisy" had finished speaking to us "Joey" desired Mr. Eglinton to go +into the cabinet; but as soon as he rose, the same spirit got possession +again and led him grovelling as before towards the bedrooms. His +"guides" therefore carried him into the cabinet before our eyes. He was +elevated far above our heads, his feet touching each of us in turn; he +was then carried past the unshaded window, which enabled us to judge of +the height he was from the ground, and finally over a large table, into +the cabinet. + +Nothing, however, of consequence occurred, and "Joey" advised us to take +the medium downstairs to the supper room. + +Accordingly we adjourned there, and during supper Mr. Eglinton appeared +to be quite himself, and laughed with us over what had taken place. As +soon as the meal was over, however, the old restlessness returned on +him, and he began pacing up and down the room, walking out every now and +then into the corridor. In a few minutes we perceived that the uneasy +spirit again controlled him, and we all followed. He went steadily +towards the drawing-room, but, on finding himself pursued, turned back, +and three times pronounced emphatically the word "Go." He then entered +the drawing-room, which was in darkness, and closed the door behind him, +whilst we waited outside. In a little while he reopened it, and speaking +in quite a different voice, said "Bring a light! I have something to say +to you." When we reassembled with a lamp we found the medium controlled +by a new spirit, whom "Joey" afterwards told us was one of his highest +guides. Motioning us to be seated, he stood before us and said, "I have +been selected from amongst the controls of this medium to tell you the +history of the unhappy being who has so disturbed you this evening. He +is present now, and the confession of his crime through my lips will +help him to throw off the earthbound condition to which it has condemned +him. Many years ago, the house in which we now stand was a convent, and +underneath it were four subterraneous passages running north, south, +east, and west, which communicated with all parts of the town. (I must +here state that Mr. Eglinton had not previously been informed of any +particulars relating to the former history of my sister's home, neither +were Mrs. Uniacke or myself acquainted with it.) + +"In this convent there lived a most beautiful woman--a nun, and in one +of the neighboring monasteries a priest who, against the strict law of +his Church, had conceived and nourished a passion for her. He was an +Italian who had been obliged to leave his own country, for reasons best +known to himself, and nightly he would steal his way to this house, by +means of one of the subterraneous passages, and attempt to overcome the +nun's scruples, and make her listen to his tale of love; but she, strong +in the faith, resisted him. At last, maddened one day by her repeated +refusals, and his own guilty passion, he hid himself in one of the +northern rooms in the upper story of this house, and watched there in +the dark for her to pass him on her way from her devotions in the +chapel; but she did not come. Then he crept downstairs stealthily, with +a dagger hid beneath his robes, and met her in the hall. He conjured her +again to yield to him, but again she resisted, and he stabbed her within +the door on the very spot where the medium first perceived him. Her +pure soul sought immediate consolation in the spirit spheres, but his +has been chained down ever since to the scene of his awful crime. He +dragged her body down the secret stairs (which are still existent) to +the vaults beneath, and hid it in the subterraneous passage. + +"After a few days he sought it again, and buried it. He lived many years +after, and committed many other crimes, though none so foul as this. It +is his unhappy spirit that asks your prayers to help it to progress. It +is for this purpose that we were brought to this city, that we might aid +in releasing the miserable soul that cannot rest." + +I asked, "By what name shall we pray for him?" + +"Pray for 'the distressed Being.' Call him by no other name." + +"What is your own name?" + +"I prefer to be unknown. May God bless you all and keep you in the way +of prayer and truth and from all evil courses, and bring you to +everlasting life. Amen." + +The medium then walked up to the spot he had indicated as the scene of +the murder, and knelt there for some minutes in prayer. + +Thus concluded the first _séance_ at which the monk was introduced to +us. But the next day as I sat at the table with my sister only, the name +of "Hortense Dupont" was given us, and the following conversation was +rapped out. + +"Who are you?" + +"I am the nun. I did love him. I couldn't help it. It is such a relief +to think that he will be prayed for." + +"When did he murder you?" + +"In 1498." + +"What was his name?" + +"I cannot tell you." + +"His age." + +"Thirty-five!" + +"And yours." + +"Twenty-three." + +"Are you coming to see us to-morrow?" + +"I am not sure." + +On that evening, by "Joey's" orders, we assembled at seven. Mr. Eglinton +did not feel the influence in the drawing-room that day, but directly he +entered the _séance_ room, he was possessed by the same spirit. His +actions were still more graphic than on the first occasion. He watched +from the window for the coming of his victim through the courtyard, and +then recommenced his crawling stealthy pursuit, coming back each time +from the locked door that barred his egress with such heart-rending +moans that no one could have listened to him unmoved. At last, his agony +was so great, as he strove again and again, like some dumb animal, to +pass through the walls that divided him from the spot he wished to +visit, whilst the perspiration streamed down the medium's face with the +struggle, that we attempted to make him speak to us. We implored him in +French to tell us his trouble, and believe us to be his friends; but he +only pushed us away. At last we were impressed to pray for him, and +kneeling down, we repeated all the well-known Catholic prayers. As we +commenced the "De Profundis" the medium fell prostrate on the earth, and +seemed to wrestle with his agony. At the "Salve Regina" and "Ave Maria" +he lifted his eyes to heaven and clasped his hands, and in the "Pater +Noster" he appeared to join. But directly we ceased praying the evil +passions returned, and his face became distorted in the thirst for +blood. It was an experience that no one who had seen could ever forget. +At last my sister fetched a crucifix, which we placed upon his breast. +It had not been there many seconds before a different expression came +over his face. He seized it in both hands, straining it to his eyes, +lips, and heart, holding it from him at arm's length, then passionately +kissing it, as we repeated the "Anima Christi." Finally, he held the +crucifix out for each of us to kiss; a beautiful smile broke out on the +medium's face, and the spirit passed out of him. + +Mr. Eglinton awoke on that occasion terribly exhausted. His face was as +white as a sheet, and he trembled violently. His first words were: "They +are doing something to my forehead. Burn a piece of paper, and give me +the ashes." He rubbed them between his eyes, when the sign of the cross +became distinctly visible, drawn in deep red lines upon his forehead. +The controls then said, exhausted as Mr. Eglinton was, we were to place +him in the cabinet, as their work was not yet done. He was accordingly +led in trance to the arm-chair behind the curtain, whilst we formed a +circle in front of him. In a few seconds the cabinet was illuminated, +and a cross of fire appeared outside of it. This manifestation having +been seen twice, the head and shoulders of a nun appeared floating +outside the curtain. Her white coif and "chin-piece" were pinned just as +the "_religieuses_" are in the habit of pinning them, and she seemed +very anxious to show herself, coming close to each of us in turn, and +re-appearing several times. Her face was that of a young and pretty +woman. "Joey" said, "That's the nun, but you'll understand that this is +only a preliminary trial, preparatory to a more perfect +materialization." I asked the apparition if she were the "Hortense +Dupont" that had communicated through me, and she nodded her head +several times in acquiescence. Thus ended our second _séance_ with the +Monk of Bruges. + +On the third day we were all sitting at supper in my sister's house at +about ten o'clock at night, when loud raps were heard about the room, +and on giving the alphabet, "Joey" desired us to go upstairs and sit, +and to have the door at the head of the staircase (which we had hitherto +locked for fear of accidents) left open; which we accordingly did. As +soon as we were seated at the table, the medium became entranced, and +the same pantomime which I have related was gone through. He watched +from the window that looked into the courtyard, and silently groped his +way round the room, until he had crawled on his stomach up the stairs +that led to the padded door. When he found, however, that the obstacle +that had hitherto stood in his way was removed (by its being open) he +drew a long breath and started away for the winding turret staircase, +listening at the doors he passed to find out if he were overheard. When +he came to the stairs, in descending which we had been so afraid he +might hurt himself, he was carried down them in the most wonderful +manner, only placing his hand on the balustrades, and swooping to the +bottom in one flight. We had placed a lamp in the hall, so that as we +followed him we could observe all his actions. When he reached the +bottom of the staircase he crawled on his stomach to the door of the +drawing-room (originally the chapel) and there waited and listened, +darting back into the shadow every time he fancied he heard a sound. +Imagine our little party of four in that sombre old house, the only +ones waking at that time of night, watching by the ghastly light of a +turned-down lamp the acting of that terrible tragedy. We held our breath +as the murderer crouched by the chapel door, opening it noiselessly to +peep within, and then, retreating with his imaginary dagger in his hand, +ready to strike as soon as his victim appeared. At last she seemed to +come. In an instant he had sprung to meet her, stabbing her first in a +half-stooping attitude, and then, apparently, finding her not dead, he +rose to his full height and stabbed her twice, straight downwards. For a +moment he seemed paralyzed at what he had done, starting back with both +hands clasped to his forehead. Then he flung himself prostrate on the +supposed body, kissing the ground frantically in all directions. +Presently he woke to the fear of detection, and raised the corpse +suddenly in his arms. He fell once beneath the supposed weight, but +staggering to his feet again, seized and dragged it, slipping on the +stone floor as he went, to the head of the staircase that led to the +cellars below, where the mouth of one of the subterraneous passages was +still to be seen. The door at the head of this flight was modern, and he +could not undo the lock, so, prevented from dragging the body down the +steps, he cast himself again upon it, kissing the stone floor of the +hall and moaning. At last he dragged himself on his knees to the spot of +the murder, and began to pray. We knelt with him, and as he heard our +voices he turned on his knees towards us with outstretched hands. I +suggested that he wanted the crucifix again, and went upstairs to fetch +it, when the medium followed me. When I had found what I sought, he +seized it from me eagerly, and carrying it to the window, whence he had +so often watched, fell down again upon his knees. After praying for some +time he tried to speak to us. His lips moved and his tongue protruded, +but he was unable to articulate. Suddenly he seized each of our hands in +turn in both of his own, and wrung them violently. He tried to bless us, +but the words would not come. The same beautiful smile we had seen the +night before broke out over his countenance, the crucifix dropped from +his hands, and he fell prostrate on the floor. The next moment Mr. +Eglinton was asking us where he was and what on earth had happened to +him, as he felt so queer. He declared himself fearfully exhausted, but +said he felt that a great calm and peace had come over him +notwithstanding the weakness, and he believed some great good had been +accomplished. He was not again entranced, but "Joey" ordered the light +to be put out, and spoke to us in the direct voice as follows:-- + +"I've just come to tell you what I know you will be very glad to hear, +that through the medium's power, and our power, and the great power of +God, the unhappy spirit who has been confessing his crime to you is +freed to-night from the heaviest part of his burden--the being +earth-chained to the spot. I don't mean to say that he will go away at +once to the spheres, because he's got a lot to do still to alter the +conditions under which he labors, but the worst is over. This was the +special work Mr. Eglinton was brought to Bruges to do, and Ernest and I +can truly say that, during the whole course of our control of him, we +have never had to put forth our own powers, nor to ask so earnestly for +the help of God, as in the last three days. You have all helped in a +good work,--to free a poor soul from earth, and to set him on the right +road, and _we_ are grateful to you and to the medium, as well as he. He +will be able to progress rapidly now until he reaches his proper sphere, +and hereafter the spirits of himself and the woman he murdered will work +together to undo for others the harm they brought upon themselves. She +is rejoicing in her high sphere at the work we have done for him, and +will be the first to help and welcome him upward. There are many more +earth-bound spirits in this house and the surrounding houses who are +suffering as he was, though not to the same extent, nor for the same +reason. But they all ask for and need your help and your prayers, and +this is the greatest and noblest end of Spiritualism--to aid poor, +unhappy spirits to free themselves from earth and progress upwards. +After a while when this spirit can control the medium with calmness, he +will come himself and tell you, through him, all his history and how he +came to fall. Meanwhile, we thank you very much for allowing us to draw +so much strength from you and helping us with your sympathy, and I hope +you will believe me always to remain, your loving friend, Joey." + + * * * * * + +This account, with very little alteration, was published in the +_Spiritualist_ newspaper, August 29th, 1879, when the _séances_ had +just occurred. There is a sequel to the story, however, which is almost +as remarkable as itself, and which has not appeared in print till now. +From Bruges on this occasion my husband and I went to Brussels, where we +diverted ourselves by means very dissimilar to anything so grave as +Spiritualism. There were many sales going on in Brussels at that moment, +and one of our amusements was to make a tour of the salerooms and +inspect the articles put up for competition. During one of these visits +I was much taken by a large oil pointing, in a massive frame, measuring +some six or seven feet square. It represented a man in the dress of a +Franciscan monk--_i.e._, a brown serge robe, knotted with cords about +the waist--kneeling in prayer with outstretched hands upon a mass of +burning embers. It was labelled in the catalogue as the picture of a +Spanish monk of the order of Saint Francis Xavier, and was evidently a +painting of some value. I was drawn to go and look at it several days in +succession before the sale, and I told my husband that I coveted its +possession. He laughed at me and said it would fetch a great deal more +money than we could afford to give for it, in which opinion I +acquiesced. The day of the sale, however, found us in our places to +watch the proceedings, and when the picture of the monk was put up I bid +a small sum for it. Col. Lean looked at me in astonishment, but I +whispered to him that I was only in fun, and I should stop at a hundred +francs. The bidding was very languid, however, and to my utter +amazement, the picture was knocked down to me for _seventy-two francs_. +I could hardly believe that it was true. Directly the sale was +concluded, the brokers crowded round me to ask what I would take for the +painting, and they told me they had not thought of bidding until it +should have reached a few hundred francs. But I told them I had got my +bargain, and I meant to stick by it. When we returned next day to make +arrangements for its being sent to us, the auctioneer informed us that +the frame alone in which it had been sent for sale had cost three +hundred francs, so that I was well satisfied with my purchase. This +occurrence took place a short time before we returned to England, where +we arrived long before the painting, which, with many others, was left +to follow us by a cheaper and slower route. + +The Sunday after we reached home (having seen no friends in the +meanwhile), we walked into Steinway Hall to hear Mr. Fletcher's +lecture. At its conclusion he passed as usual into a state of trance, +and described what he saw before him. In the midst of mentioning people, +places, and incidents unknown to us, he suddenly exclaimed: "Now I see a +very strange thing, totally unlike anything I have ever seen before, and +I hardly know how to describe it. A man comes before me--a +foreigner--and in a dress belonging to some monastic order, a brown robe +of coarse cloth or flannel, with a rope round his waist and beads +hanging, and bare feet and a shaved head. He is dragging a picture on to +the platform, a very large painting in a frame, and it looks to me like +a portrait of himself, kneeling on a carpet of burning wood. No! I am +wrong. The man tells me the picture is _not_ a portrait of himself, but +of the founder of his Order, and it is in the possession of some people +in this hall to-night. The man tells me to tell these people that it was +_his_ spirit that influenced them to buy this painting at some place +over the water, and he did so in order that they might keep it in +remembrance of what they have done for him. And he desires that they +shall hang that picture in some room where they may see it every day, +that they may never forget the help which spirits on this earth may +render by their prayers to spirits that have passed away. And he offers +them through me his heartfelt thanks for the assistance given him, and +he says the day is not far off when he shall pray for himself and for +them, that their kindness may return into their own bosoms." + + * * * * * + +The oil painting reached England in safety some weeks afterwards, and +was hung over the mantel-piece in our dining-room, where it remained, a +familiar object to all our personal acquaintances. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF MISS SHOWERS. + + +Some time before I had the pleasure of meeting Miss Showers, I heard, +through friends living in the west of England, of the mysterious and +marvellous powers possessed by a young lady of their acquaintance, who +was followed by voices in the air, which held conversations with her, +and the owners of which were said to have made themselves visible. I +listened with curiosity, the more so, as my informants utterly +disbelieved in Spiritualism, and thought the phenomena were due to +trickery. At the same time I conceived a great desire to see the girl of +sixteen, who, for no gain or apparent object of her own, was so clever +as to mystify everyone around her; and when she and her mother came to +London, I was amongst the first to beg for an introduction, and I shall +never forget the experiences I had with her. She was the first _private_ +medium through whom my personal friends returned to converse with me; +and no one but a Spiritualist can appreciate the blessing of spiritual +communications through a source that is above the breath of suspicion. I +have already written at length about Miss Showers in "The story of John +Powles." She was a child, compared to myself, whose life had hardly +commenced when mine was virtually over, and neither she, nor any member +of her family, had ever had an opportunity of becoming acquainted with +even the names of my former friends. Yet (as I have related) John Powles +made Miss Showers his especial mouthpiece, and my daughter "Florence" +(then a little child) also appeared through her, though at long +intervals, and rather timidly. Her own controls, however, or cabinet +spirits (as they call them in America)--_i.e._, such spirits as are +always about the medium, and help the strangers to appear--"Peter," +"Florence," "Lenore," and "Sally," were very familiar with me, and +afforded me such facilities of testing their medium as do not often fall +to the lot of inquirers. Indeed, at one time, they always requested +that I should be present at their _séances_, so that I considered myself +to be highly favored. And I may mention here that Miss Showers and I +were so much _en rapport_ that her manifestations were always much +stronger in my presence. We could not sit next each other at an ordinary +tea or supper table, when we had no thought of, or desire to hold a +_séance_, without manifestations occurring in the full light. A hand, +that did not belong to either of us, would make itself apparent under +the table-cloth between us--a hand with power to grasp ours--or our feet +would be squeezed or kicked beneath the table, or fingers would suddenly +appear, and whisk the food off our plates. Some of their jests were +inconvenient. I have had the whole contents of a tumbler, which I was +raising to my lips, emptied over my dress. It was generally known that +our powers were sympathetic, and at last "Peter" gave me leave, or, +rather, ordered me to sit in the cabinet with "Rosie," whilst the +manifestations went on outside. He used to say he didn't care for me any +more than if I had been "a spirit myself." One evening "Peter" called me +into the cabinet (which was simply a large box cupboard at one end of +the dining-room) before the _séance_ began, and told me to sit down at +the medium's feet and "be a good girl and keep quiet." Miss Showers was +in a low chair, and I sat with my arms resting on her lap. She did not +become entranced, and we talked the whole time together. Presently, +without any warning, two figures stood beside us. I could not have said +where they came from. I neither saw them rise from the floor nor descend +from the ceiling. There was no beginning to their appearance. In a +moment they were simply _there_--"Peter" and "Florence" (not my child, +but Miss Showers' control of the same names). + +"Peter" sent "Florence" out to the audience, where we heard her speaking +to them and their remarks upon her (there being only a thin curtain hung +before the entrance of the cabinet), but he stayed with us himself. We +could not see him distinctly in the dim light, but we could distinctly +hear and feel him. He changed our ornaments and ribbons, and pulled the +hair-pins out of our hair, and made comments on what was going on +outside. After a while "Florence" returned to get more power, and both +spirits spoke to and touched us at the same time. During the whole of +this _séance_ my arms rested on Miss Showers' lap, and she was awake and +talking to me about the spirits. + +One evening, at a sitting at Mr. Luxmore's house in Hyde Park Square, +the spirit "Florence" had been walking amongst the audience in the +lighted front drawing-room for a considerable time--even sitting at the +piano and accompanying herself whilst she sung us a song in what she +called "the planetary language." She greatly resembled her medium on +that occasion, and several persons present remarked that she did so. I +suppose the inferred doubt annoyed her, for before she finally left us +she asked for a light, and a small oil lamp was brought to her which she +placed in my hand, telling me to follow her and look at her medium, +which I accordingly did. "Florence" led the way into the back +drawing-room, where I found Miss Showers reposing in an arm-chair. The +first sight of her terrified me. For the purpose of making any change in +her dress as difficult as possible, she wore a high, tight-fitting black +velvet frock, fastened at the back, and high Hessian boots, with +innumerable buttons. But she now appeared to be shrunk to half her usual +size, and the dress hung loosely on her figure. Her arms had +disappeared, but putting my hands up the dress sleeves, I found them +diminished to the size of those of a little child--the fingers reaching +only to where the elbows had been. The same miracle had happened to her +feet, which only occupied half her boots. She looked in fact like the +mummy of a girl of four or six years old. The spirit told me to feel her +face. The forehead was dry, rough, and burning hot, but from the chin +water was dropping freely on to the bosom of her dress. "Florence" said +to me, "I wanted _you_ to see her, because I know you are brave enough +to tell people what you have seen." + +There was a marked difference in the personality of the two influences +"Florence" and "Lenore," although both at times resembled Miss Showers, +and sometimes more than others. "Florence" was taller than her medium, +and a very beautiful woman. "Lenore" was much shorter and smaller, and +not so pretty, but more vivacious and pert. By the invitation of Mrs. +Macdougal Gregory, I attended several _séances_ with Miss Showers at her +residence in Green Street, when these spirits appeared. "Lenore" was +fond of saying that she wouldn't or couldn't come out unless _I_ held +her hand, or put my arm round her waist. To tell the truth, I didn't +care for the distinction, for this influence was very peculiar in some +things, and to me she always appeared "uncanny," and to leave an +unpleasant feeling behind her. She was seldom completely formed, and +would hold up a foot which felt like wet clay, and had no toes to it, or +not the proper quantity. On occasions, too, there was a charnel-house +smell about her, as if she had been buried a few weeks and dug up again, +an odor which I have never smelt from any materialized spirit before or +after. One evening at Mrs. Gregory's, when "Lenore" had insisted upon +walking round the circle supported by my arm, I nearly fainted from the +smell. It resembled nothing but that of a putrid corpse, and when she +returned to the cabinet, I was compelled to leave the room and retch +from the nausea it had caused me. It was on this occasion that the +sitters called "Lenore" so many times back into the circle, that all the +power was gone, and she was in danger of melting away before their eyes. +Still they entreated her to remain with them a little longer. At last +she grew impatient, and complained to me of their unreasonableness. She +was then raised from the floor--actually floating just outside the +curtain--and she asked me to put my hands up her skirts and convince +myself that she was half-dematerialized. I did as she told me, and felt +that she had _no legs_, although she had been walking round the room a +few minutes before. I could feel nothing but the trunk of a body, which +was completely lifted off the ground. Her voice, too, had grown faint +and her face indistinct, and in another moment she had totally +disappeared. + +One evening at Mrs. Gregory's, after the _séance_ was concluded, +"Florence" looked round the curtain and called to me to come inside of +it. I did so and found myself in total darkness. I said, "What's the +good of my coming here? I can't see anything." "Florence" took me by one +hand, and answered, "I will lead you! Don't be afraid." Then some one +else grasped my other hand, and "Peter's" voice said, "We've got you +safe. We want you to feel the medium." The two figures led me between +them to the sofa on which Miss Showers was lying. They passed my hand +all over her head and body. I felt, as before, her hands and feet +shrunk to half their usual size, but her heart appeared to have become +proportionately increased. When my hand was placed upon it, it was +leaping up and down violently, and felt like a rabbit or some other live +animal bounding in her bosom. Her brain was burning as before, but her +extremities were icy cold. There was no doubt at all of the abnormal +condition into which the medium had been thrown, in order to produce +these strong physical manifestations which were borrowed, for the time +being, from her life, and could never (so they informed me) put the +_whole_ of what they borrowed back again. This seems to account for the +invariable deterioration of health and strength that follows physical +manifestations in both sexes. These were the grounds alone on which they +explained to me the fact that, on several occasions, when the +materialized spirit has been violently seized and held apart from the +medium, it has been found to have become, or been changed into the +medium, and always with injury to the latter--as in the case of Florence +Cook being seized by Mr. Volckman and Sir George Sitwell. Mr. Volckman +concluded because when he seized the spirit "Katie King," he found he +was holding Florence Cook, that the latter must have impersonated the +former; yet I shall tell you in its proper place how I have sat in the +same room with "Katie King," whilst Miss Cook lay in a trance between +us. The medium nearly lost her life on the occasion alluded to, from the +sudden disturbance of the mysterious link that bound her to the spirit. +I have had it from the lips of the Countess of Caithness, who was one of +the sitters, and stayed with Miss Cook till she was better, that she was +in convulsions the whole night after, and that it was some time before +they believed she would recover. If a medium could simulate a +materialized spirit, it is hardly likely that she would (or could) +simulate convulsions with a medical man standing by her bedside. "You +see," said Miss Showers' "Florence," whilst pointing out to me the +decreased size of her medium under trance, "that 'Rosie' is half her +usual size and weight. _I_ have borrowed the other half from her, which, +combined with contributions from the sitters, goes to make up the body +in which I shew myself to you. If you seize and hold me tight, you _are_ +holding her, _i.e._, half of her, and you increase the action of the +vital half to such a degree that, if the two halves did not reunite, you +would kill her. You see that I can detach certain particles from her +organism for my own use, and when I dematerialize, I restore these +particles to her, and she becomes once more her normal size. You only +hurry the reunion by violently detaining me, so as to injure her. But +you might drive her mad, or kill her in the attempt, because the +particles of brain, or body, might become injured by such a violent +collision. If you believe I can take them from her (as you see I do) in +order to render my invisible body visible to you, why can't you believe +I can make them fly together again on the approach of danger. And +granted the one power, I see no difficulty in acknowledging the other." + +One day Mrs. Showers invited me to assist at a _séance_ to be given +expressly for friends living at a distance. When I reached the house, +however, I found the friends were unable to be present, and the meeting +was adjourned. Mrs. Showers apologized for the alteration of plan, but I +was glad of it. I had often sat with "Rosie" in company with others, and +I wanted to sit with her quite alone, or rather to sit with her in a +room quite alone, and see what would spontaneously occur, without any +solicitation on our parts. We accordingly annexed the drawing-room for +our sole use--locked the door, extinguished the lights, and sat down on +a sofa side by side, with our arms round each other. The manifestations +that followed were not all nice ones. They formed an experience to be +passed through once, but not willingly repeated, and I should not relate +them here, excepting that they afford so strong a proof that they were +produced by a power outside and entirely distinct from our own--a power, +which having once called into action, we had no means of repressing. We +had sat in the dark for some minutes, without hearing or seeing +anything, when I thoughtlessly called out, "Now, Peter, do your worst," +and extending my arms, singing, "Come! for my arms are empty." In a +moment a large, heavy figure fell with such force into my outstretched +arms as to bruise my shoulder--it seemed like a form made of wood or +iron, rather than flesh and blood--and the rough treatment that ensued +for both of us is almost beyond description. It seemed as if the room +were filled with materialized creatures, who were determined to let us +know they were not to be trifled with. Our faces and hands were slapped, +our hair pulled down, and our clothes nearly torn off our backs. My silk +skirt being separate from the bodice was torn off at the waistband, and +the trimming ripped from it, and Miss Showers' muslin dress was also +much damaged. We were both thoroughly frightened, but no expostulations +or entreaties had any effect with our tormentors. At the same time we +heard the sound as of a multitude of large birds or bats swooping about +the room. The fluttering of wings was incessant, and we could hear them +"scrooping" up and down the walls. In the midst of the confusion, +"Rosie" was whisked out of my arms (for fright had made us cling tighter +than ever together) and planted on the top of a table at some distance +from me, at which she was so frightened she began to cry, and I called +out, "Powles, where are you? Can't you stop them?" My appeal was heard. +Peter's voice exclaimed, "Hullo! here's Powles coming!" and all the +noise ceased. We heard the advent of my friend, and in another moment he +was smoothing down the ruffled hair and arranging the disordered dresses +and telling me to light the gas and not be frightened. As soon as I +could I obeyed his directions and found Rosie sitting doubled up in the +centre of the table, but the rest of the room and furniture in its usual +condition. "Peter" and his noisy crowd had vanished--so had "Powles," +and there was nothing but our torn skirts and untidy appearance to prove +that we had not been having an unholy dream. "Peter" is not a wicked +spirit--far from it--but he is a very earthly and frivolous one. But +when we consider that nine-tenths of the spirits freed from the flesh +are both earthly and frivolous (if not worse), I know not what right we +have to expect to receive back angels in their stead. + +At one time when my sister Blanche (who was very sceptical as to the +possibility of the occurrences I related having taken place before me) +was staying in my house at Bayswater, I asked Miss Showers if she would +give us a _séance_ in my own home, to which she kindly assented. This +was an unusual concession on her part, because, in consequence of +several accidents and scandals that had occurred from media being +forcibly detained (as I have just alluded to), her mother was naturally +averse to her sitting anywhere but in their own circle. However, on my +promising to invite no strangers, Mrs. Showers herself brought her +daughter to my house. We had made no preparation for the _séance_ except +by opening part of the folding doors between the dining-room and study, +and hanging a curtain over the aperture. But I had carefully locked the +door of the study, so that there should be no egress from it excepting +through the dining-room, and had placed against the locked door a heavy +writing-table laden with books and ornaments to make "assurance doubly +sure." We sat first in the drawing-room above, where there was a piano. +The lights were extinguished, and Miss Showers sat down to the +instrument and played the accompaniment to a very simple melody, "Under +the willow she's sleeping." Four voices, sometimes alone and sometimes +_all together_, accompanied her own. One was a baritone, supposed to +proceed from "Peter," the second, a soprano, from "Lenore." The third +was a rumbling bass, from an influence who called himself "The Vicar of +Croydon," and sung in a fat, unctuous, and conceited voice; and the +fourth was a cracked and quavering treble, from another spirit called +"The Abbess." These were the voices, Mrs. Showers told me, that first +followed her daughter about the house in Devonshire, and gained her such +an unenviable notoriety there. The four voices were perfectly distinct +from one another, and sometimes blended most ludicrously and tripped +each other up in a way which made the song a medley--upon which each one +would declare it was the fault of the other. "The Vicar of Croydon" +always required a great deal of solicitation before he could be induced +to exhibit his powers, but having once commenced, it was difficult to +make him leave off again, whereas "The Abbess" was always complaining +that they would not allow her to sing the solos. An infant's voice also +sung some baby songs in a sweet childish treble, but she was also very +shy and seldom was heard, in comparison with the rest. "All +ventriloquism!" I hear some reader cry. If so, Miss Showers ought to +have made a fortune in exhibiting her talent in public. I have heard the +best ventriloquists in the world, but I never heard one who could +produce _four_ voices at the same time. + +After the musical portion of the _séance_ was over, we descended to the +dining-room, where the gas was burning, and the medium passed through +it to the secured study, where a mattress was laid upon the floor for +her accommodation. "Florence" was the first to appear, tall and +beautiful in appearance, and with upraised eyes like a nun. She measured +her height against the wall with me, and we found she was the taller of +the two by a couple of inches,--my height being five feet six, the +medium's five feet, and the spirit's five feet eight, an abnormal height +for a woman. "Lenore" came next, very short indeed, looking like a child +of four or six, but she grew before our eyes, until her head was on a +level with mine. She begged us all to observe that she had _not_ got on +"Rosie's" petticoat body. She said she had borrowed it on one occasion, +and Mrs. Showers had recognized it, and slipped upstairs in the middle +of the _séance_ and found it missing from her daughter's chest of +drawers, and that she had been so angry in consequence (fearing Rosie's +honor might be impeached) that she said if "Lenore" did not promise +never to do so again, she should not be allowed to assist at the +_séances_ at all. So Miss "Lenore," in rather a pert and defiant mood, +begged Mrs. Showers to see that what she wore was her own property, and +not that of the medium. She was succeeded on that occasion by a strange +being, totally different from the other two, who called herself "Sally," +and said she had been a cook. She was one of those extraordinary +influences for whose return to earth one can hardly account; quick, and +clever, and amusing as she could be, but with an unrefined wit and +manner, and to all appearance, more earthly-minded than ourselves. But +do we not often ask the same question with respect to those still +existent here below? What were they born for? What good do they do? Why +were they ever permitted to come? God, without whose permission nothing +happens, alone can answer it. + +We had often to tease "Peter" to materialize and show himself, but he +invariably refused, or postponed the work to another occasion. His +excuse was that the medium being so small, he could not obtain +sufficient power from her to make himself appear as a big man, and he +didn't like to come, "looking like a girl in a billycock hat." "I came +once to Mrs. Showers," he said, "and she declared I was 'Rosie' dressed +up, and so I have resolved never to show myself again." At the close of +that _séance_, however, "Peter" asked me to go into the study and see +him wake the medium. When I entered it and made my way up to the +mattress, I found Miss Showers extended on it in a deep sleep, whilst +"Peter," materialized, sat at her feet. He made me sit down next to him +and take his hand and feel his features with my own hand. Then he +proceeded to rouse "Rosie" by shaking her and calling her by name, +holding me by one hand, as he did so. As Miss Showers yawned and woke up +from her trance, the hand slipped from mine, and "Peter" evaporated. +When she sat up I said to her gently, "I am here! Peter brought me in +and was sitting on the mattress by my side till just this moment." "Ha, +ha!" laughed his voice close to my ear, "and I'm here still, my dears, +though you can't see me." + +Who can account for such things? I have witnessed them over and over +again, yet I am unable, even to this day, to do more than believe and +wonder. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF WILLIAM EGLINTON. + + +In the stones I have related of "Emily" and "The Monk" I have alluded +freely to the wonderful powers exhibited by William Eglinton, but the +marvels there spoken of were by no means the only ones I have witnessed +through his mediumship. At the _séance_ which produced the apparition of +my sister Emily, Mr. Eglinton's control "Joey" made himself very +familiar. "Joey" is a remarkably small man--perhaps two-thirds lighter +in weight than the medium--and looks more like a little jockey than +anything else, though he says he was a clown whilst in this world, and +claims to be the spirit of the immortal Joe Grimaldi. He has always +appeared to us clothed in a tight-fitting white dress like a woven +jersey suit, which makes him look still smaller than he is. He usually +keeps up a continuous chatter, whether visible or invisible, and is one +of the cleverest and kindest controls I know. He is also very +devotional, for which the public will perhaps give him as little credit +now as they did whilst he was on earth. On the first occasion of our +meeting in the Russell Street Rooms he did not show himself until quite +the last, but he talked incessantly of and for the other spirits that +appeared. My sister was, as I have said, the first to show herself--then +came an extraordinary apparition. On the floor, about three feet from +the cabinet, appeared a head--only the head and throat of a dark man, +with black beard and moustaches, surmounted by the white turban usually +worn by natives. It did not speak, but the eyes rolled and the lips +moved, as if it tried to articulate, but without success. "Joey" said +the spirit came for Colonel Lean, and was that of a foreigner who had +been decapitated. Colonel Lean could not recognize the features; but, +strange to say, he had been present at the beheading of two natives in +Japan who had been found guilty of murdering some English officers, and +we concluded from "Joey's" description that this must be the head of +one of them. I knelt down on the floor and put my face on a level with +that of the spirit, that I might assure myself there was no body +attached to it and concealed by the curtain of the cabinet, and I can +affirm that it was _a head only_, resting on the neck--that its eyes +moved and its features worked, but that there was nothing further on the +floor. I questioned it, and it evidently tried hard to speak in return. +The mouth opened and the tongue was thrust out, and made a sort of dumb +sound, but was unable to form any words, and after a while the head sunk +through the floor and disappeared. If this was not one of the +pleasantest apparitions I have seen, it was one of the most remarkable. +There was no possibility of trickery or deception. The decapitated head +rested in full sight of the audience, and had all the peculiarities of +the native appearance and expression. After this the figures of two or +three Englishmen came, friends of others of the audience--then "Joey" +said he would teach us how to "make muslin." He walked right outside the +cabinet, a quaint little figure, not much bigger than a boy of twelve or +thirteen, with a young, old face, and dressed in the white suit I have +described. He sat down by me and commenced to toss his hands in the air, +as though he were juggling with balls, saying the while, "This is the +way we make ladies' dresses." As he did so, a small quantity of muslin +appeared in his hands, which he kept on moving in the same manner, +whilst the flimsy fabric increased and increased before our eyes, until +it rose in billows of muslin above "Joey's" head and fell over his body +to his feet, and enveloped him until he was completely hidden from view. +He kept on chattering till the last moment from under the heap of snowy +muslin, telling us to be sure and "remember how he made ladies' +dresses"--when, all of a sudden, in the twinkling of an eye, the heap of +muslin rose into the air, and before us stood the tall figure of +"Abdullah," Mr. Eglinton's Eastern guide. There had been no darkness, no +pause to effect this change. The muslin had remained on the spot where +it was fabricated until "Joey" evaporated, and "Abdullah" rose up from +beneath it. Now "Abdullah" is not a spirit to be concealed easily. He is +six foot two--a great height for a native--and his high turban adds to +his stature. He is a very handsome man, with an aquiline nose and +bright black eyes--a Persian, I believe, by birth, and naturally dark +in complexion. He does not speak English, but "salaams" continually, and +will approach the sitters when requested, and let them examine the +jewels, of which he wears a large quantity in his turban and ears and +round his throat, or to show them and let them feel that he has lost one +arm, the stump being plainly discernible through his thin clothing. +"Abdullah" possesses all the characteristics of the Eastern nation, +which are unmistakable to one who, like myself, has been familiar with +them in the flesh. His features are without doubt those of a Persian; so +is his complexion. His figure is long and lithe and supple, as that of a +cat, and he can bend to the ground and rise again with the utmost ease +and grace. Anybody who could pretend for a moment to suppose that Mr. +Eglinton by "making up" could personate "Abdullah" must be a fool. It +would be an impossibility, even were he given unlimited time and +assistance, to dress for the character. There is a peculiar boneless +elasticity in the movements of a native which those who have lived in +the East know that no Englishmen can imitate successfully. "Abdullah's" +hand and feet also possess all the characteristics of his nationality, +being narrow, long and nerveless, although I have heard that he can give +rather too good a grip with his one hand when he chooses to exert his +power or to show his dislike to any particular sitter. He has always, +however, shown the utmost urbanity towards us, but he is not a +particularly friendly or familiar spirit. When "Abdullah" had retired on +this occasion, "Joey" drew back the curtain that shaded the cabinet, and +showed us his medium and himself. There sat Mr. Eglinton attired in +evening dress, with the front of his shirt as smooth and spotless as +when it left the laundress' hands, lying back in his chair in a deep +sleep, whilst little Joey sat astride his knee, his white suit +contrasting strangely with his medium's black trousers. Whilst in this +position he kissed Mr. Eglinton several times, telling him to wake up, +and not look so sulky; then, having asked if we all saw him distinctly, +and were satisfied he was not the medium, he bade God bless us, and the +curtains closed once more upon this incomprehensible scene. Mr. Eglinton +subsequently became an intimate friend of ours, and we often had the +pleasure of sitting with him, but we never saw anything more wonderful +(to my mind) than we did on our first acquaintance. When he accompanied +us to Bruges (as told in the history of the "Monk"), "Joey" took great +trouble to prove to us incontrovertibly that he is not an "emanation," +or double, of his medium, but a creature completely separate and wholly +distinct. My sister's house being built on a very old-fashioned +principle, had all the bedrooms communicating with each other. The +entresol in which we usually assembled formed the connecting link to a +series of six chambers, all of which opened into each other, and the +entrance to the first and last of which was from the entresol. + +We put Mr. Eglinton into No. 1, locking the connecting door with No. 2, +so that he had no exit except into our circle as we sat round the +curtain, behind which we placed his chair. "Joey" having shown himself +outside the curtain, informed us he was going through the locked door at +the back into our bedrooms, Nos. 2, 3 and 4, and would bring us +something from each room. + +Accordingly, in another minute we heard his voice in No. 2, commenting +on all he saw there; then he passed into No. 3, and so on, making a tour +of the rooms, until he appeared at the communicating door of No. 5, and +threw an article taken from each room into the entresol. He then told us +to lift the curtain and inspect the medium, which we did, finding him +fast asleep in his chair, with the door behind him locked. "Joey" then +returned by the way he had gone, and presented himself once more outside +the cabinet, the key of the locked door being all the time in our +possession. + +"Ernest" is another well-known control of Mr. Eglinton's, though he +seldom appears, except to give some marvellous test or advice. He is a +very earnest, deep-feeling spirit, like his name, and his symbol is a +cross of light; sometimes large and sometimes small, but always bright +and luminous. "Ernest" seldom shows his whole body. It is generally only +his face that is apparent in the midst of the circle, a more convincing +manifestation for the sceptic or inquirer than any number of bodies +which are generally attributed to the chicanery of the medium. "Ernest" +always speaks in the direct voice in a gentle, bass tone, entirely +distinct from "Joey's" treble, and his appearance is usually indicative +of a harmonious and successful meeting. "Daisy," a North American +Indian girl, is another control of William Eglinton's, but I have only +heard her speak in trance. I do not know which of these spirits it is +who conducts the manifestations of writing on the arm, with which Mr. +Eglinton is very successful; sometimes it seems to be one, and sometimes +the other. As he was sitting with our family at supper one evening, I +mentally asked "Joey" to write something on some part of his body where +his hand could not reach. This was in order to prove that the writing +had not been prepared by chemical means beforehand, as some people are +apt to assert. In a short time Mr. Eglinton was observed to stop eating, +and grow very fidgety and look uncomfortable, and on being questioned as +to the cause, he blushed and stammered, and could give no answer. After +a while he rose from table, and asked leave to retire to his room. The +next morning he told us that he had been so uneasy at supper, it had +become impossible for him to sit it out; that on reaching his room he +had found that his back, which irritated him as though covered with a +rash, _had a sentence written across it_, of which he could only make +out a few words by looking at it backwards in a glass; and as there were +only ladies in the house beside himself, he could not call in an +interpreter to his assistance. One day, without consulting him, I placed +a small card and a tiny piece of black lead between the leaves of a +volume of the _Leisure Hour_, and asked him to hold the book with me on +the dining table. I never let the book out of my hand, and it was so +thick that I had difficulty afterwards in finding my card (from the +corner of which I had torn a piece) again. Mr. Eglinton sat with me in +the daylight with the family about, and all he did was to place his hand +on mine, which rested on the book. The perspiration ran down his face +whilst he did so, but there was no other sign of power, and, honestly, I +did not expect to find any writing on my card. When I had shaken it out +of the leaves of the book, however, I found a letter closely written on +it from my daughter "Florence" to this effect:-- + + "Dear Mama,--I am so glad to be able to communicate with you again, + and to demonstrate by actual fact that I am really present. Of + course, you quite understand that I do not write this myself. + 'Charlie' is present with me, and so are many more, and we all + unite in sending you our love. + "Your daughter, Florence." + +Mr. Eglinton's mediumship embraces various phases of phenomena, as may +be gathered from his own relations of them, and the testimony of his +friends. A narrative of his spiritual work, under the title of "'Twixt +two Worlds," has been written and published by Mr. John T. Farmer, and +contains some exhaustive descriptions of, and testimonies to, his +undoubtedly wonderful gifts. In it appear several accounts written by +myself, and which, for the benefit of such of my readers as have not +seen the book in question, I will repeat here. The first is that of the +"Monk," given _in extenso_, as I have given it in the eleventh chapter +of this book. The second is of a _séance_ held on the 5th September, +1884. The circle consisted of Mr. and Mrs. Stewart, Colonel and Mrs. +Wynch, Mr. and Mrs. Russell-Davies, Mr. Morgan, and Colonel Lean and +myself, and was held in Mr. Eglinton's private chambers in Quebec +Street. We sat in the front drawing-room, with one gas-burner alight, +and the door having been properly secured, Mr. Eglinton went into the +back room, which was divided by curtains from the front. He had not left +us a couple of minutes before a man stepped out through the _portière_, +and walked right into the midst of us. He was a large, stout man, and +very dark, and most of the sitters remarked that he had a very peculiar +smell. No one recognized him, and after appearing two or three times he +left, and was _immediately_ succeeded by a woman, very much like him, +who also had to leave us without any recognition. These two spirits, +before taking a final leave, came out _together_, and seemed to examine +the circle curiously. After a short interval a much smaller and slighter +man came forward, and darted in a peculiar slouching attitude round the +circle. Colonel Lean asked him to shake hands. He replied by seizing his +hand, and nearly dragging him off his seat. He then darted across the +room, and gave a similar proof of his muscular power to Mr. Stewart. But +when I asked him to notice _me_, he took my hand and squeezed it firmly +between his own. He had scarcely disappeared before "Abdullah," with his +one arm and his six feet two of height, stood before us, and salaamed +all round. Then came my daughter Florence, a girl of nineteen by that +time, very slight and feminine in appearance. She advanced two or three +times, near enough to touch me with her hand, but seemed fearful to +approach nearer. But the next moment she returned, dragging Mr. +Eglinton after her. He was in deep trance, breathing with difficulty, +but "Florence" held him by the hand and brought him up to my side, when +he detached my hands from those of the sitters either side of me, and +making me stand up, he placed my daughter in my arms. As she stood +folded in my embrace, she whispered a few words to me relative to a +subject _known to no one but myself_, and she placed my hand upon her +heart, that I might feel she was a living woman. Colonel Lean asked her +to go to him. She tried and failed, but having retreated behind the +curtain to gather strength, she appeared the second time _with Mr. +Eglinton_, and calling Colonel Lean to her, embraced him. This is one of +the most perfect instances on record of a spirit form being seen +distinctly by ten witnesses with the medium under gas. The next +materialization that appeared was for Mr. Stewart. This gentleman was +newly arrived from Australia, and a stranger to Mr. Eglinton. As soon as +he saw the female form, who beckoned him to the _portière_ to speak to +her, he exclaimed, "My God! Pauline," with such genuine surprise and +conviction as were unmistakable. The spirit then whispered to him, and +putting her arms round his neck, affectionately kissed him. He turned +after a while, and addressing his wife, told her that the spirit bore +the very form and features of their niece Pauline, whom they had lost +the year before. Mr. Stewart expressed himself entirely satisfied with +the identity of his niece, and said she looked just as she had done +before she was taken ill. I must not omit to say that the medium also +appeared with this figure, making the third time of showing himself in +one evening with the spirit form. + +The next apparition, being the seventh that appeared, was that of a +little child apparently about two years old, who supported itself in +walking by holding on to a chair. I stooped down, and tried to talk to +this baby, but it only cried in a fretful manner, as though frightened +at finding itself with strangers, and turned away. The attention of the +circle was diverted from this sight by seeing "Abdullah" dart between +the curtains, and stand with the child in our view, whilst Mr. Eglinton +appeared at the same moment between the two forms, making a _tria juncta +in uno_. + +Thus ended the _séance_. The second one of which I wrote took place on +the 27th of the same month, and under very similar circumstances. The +circle this time consisted of Mrs. Wheeler, Mr. Woods, Mr. Gordon, The +Honorable Gordon Sandeman, my daughter Eva, my son Frank, Colonel Lean, +and myself. Mr. Eglinton appeared on this occasion to find some +difficulty in passing under control, and he came out so frequently into +the circle to gather power, that I guessed we were going to have +uncommonly good manifestations. The voice of "Joey," too, begged us +under _no circumstances whatever_, to lose hands, as they were going to +try something very difficult, and we might defeat their efforts at the +very moment of victory. When the medium was at last under control in the +back drawing room, a tall man, with an uncovered head of dark hair, and +a large beard, appeared and walked up to a lady in the company. She was +very much affected by the recognition of the spirit, which she affirmed +to be that of her brother. She called him by name and kissed him, and +informed us, that he was just as he had been in earth life. Her emotion +was so great, we thought she would have fainted, but after a while she +became calm again. We next heard the notes of a clarionet. I had been +told that Mr. Woods (a stranger just arrived from the Antipodes) had +lost a brother under peculiarly distressing circumstances, and that he +hoped (though hardly expected) to see his brother that evening. It was +the first time I had ever seen Mr. Woods; yet so remarkable was the +likeness between the brothers, that when a spirit appeared with a +clarionet in his hand, I could not help knowing who it was, and +exclaimed, "Oh, Mr. Woods, there is your brother!" The figure walked up +to Mr. Woods and grasped his hand. As they appeared thus with their +faces turned to one another, they were _strikingly_ alike both in +feature and expression. This spirit's head was also bare, an unusual +occurrence, and covered with thick, crisp hair. He appeared twice, and +said distinctly, "God bless you!" each time to his brother. Mrs. +Wheeler, who had known the spirit in earth life, was startled by the +tone of the voice, which she recognized at once; and Mr. Morgan, who had +been an intimate friend of his in Australia, confirmed the recognition. +We asked Mr. Woods the meaning of the clarionet, which was a black one, +handsomely inlaid with silver. He told us his brother had been an +excellent musician, and had won a similar instrument as a prize at some +musical competition. "But," he added wonderingly, "his clarionet is +locked up in my house in Australia." My daughter "Florence" came out +next, but only a little way, at which I was disappointed, but "Joey" +said they were reserving the strength for a manifestation further on. He +then said, "Here comes a friend for Mr. Sandeman," and a man, wearing +the masonic badge and scarf, appeared, and made the tour of the circle, +giving the masonic grip to those of the craft present. He was a good +looking young man, and said he had met some of those present in +Australia, but no one seemed to recognize him. He was succeeded by a +male figure, who had materialized on the previous occasion. As he passed +through the curtain, a female figure appeared beside him, bearing a very +bright light, as though to show him the way. She did not come beyond the +_portière_, but every one in the room saw her distinctly. On account of +the dress and complexion of the male figure, we had wrongly christened +him "The Bedouin;" but my son, Frank Marryat, who is a sailor, now found +out he was an East Indian by addressing him in Hindustani, to which he +responded in a low voice. Some one asked him to take a seat amongst us, +upon which he seized a heavy chair in one hand and flourished it above +his head. He then squatted, native fashion, on his haunches on the floor +and left us, as before, by vanishing suddenly. + +"Joey" now announced that they were going to try the experiment of +"_showing us how the spirits were made from the medium_." This was the +crowning triumph of the evening. Mr. Eglinton appeared in the very midst +of us in trance. He entered the room backwards, and as if fighting with +the power that pushed him in, his eyes were shut, and his breath was +drawn with difficulty. As he stood thus, holding on to a chair for +support, an airy mass like a cloud of tobacco smoke was seen on his left +hip, his legs became illuminated by lights travelling up and down them, +and a white film settled about his head and shoulders. The mass +increased, and he breathed harder and harder, whilst invisible hands +_pulled the filmy drapery out of his hip_ in long strips, that +amalgamated as soon as formed, and fell to the ground to be succeeded by +others. The cloud continued to grow thicker, and we were eagerly +watching the process, when, in the twinkling of an eye, the mass had +evaporated, and a spirit, full formed, stood beside him. No one could +say _how_ it had been raised in the very midst of us, nor whence it +came, but _it was there_. Mr. Eglinton then retired with the new-born +spirit behind the curtains, but in another moment he came (or he was +thrown out) amongst us again, and fell upon the floor. The curtains +opened again, and the full figure of "Ernest" appeared and raised the +medium by the hand. As he saw him, Mr. Eglinton fell on his knees, and +"Ernest" drew him out of sight. Thus ended the second of these two +wonderful _séances_. Thus published reports of them were signed with the +full names and addresses of those who witnessed them. + +William Eglinton's powers embrace various phases of phenomena, amongst +which levitation is a common occurrence; indeed, I do not think I have +ever sat with him at a _séance_ during which he has _not_ been +levitated. I have seen him on several occasions rise, or be carried, +into the air, so that his head touched the ceiling, and his feet were +above the sitters' heads. On one occasion whilst sitting with him a +perfectly new manifestation was developed. As each spirit came the name +was announced, written on the air in letters of fire, which moved round +the circle in front of the sitters. As the names were those of friends +of the audience and not of friends of Mr. Eglinton, and the phenomenon +ended with a letter written to me in the same manner on private affairs, +it could not be attributed to a previously arranged trick. I have +accompanied Mr. Eglinton, in the capacity of interpreter, to a +professional _séance_ in Paris consisting of some forty persons, not one +of whom could speak a word of English whilst he was equally ignorant of +foreign languages. And I have heard French and German spirits return +through him to converse with their friends, who were radiant with joy at +communicating with them again, whilst their medium could not (had he +been conscious) have understood or pronounced a single word of all the +news he was so glibly repeating. I will conclude this testimony to his +powers by the account of a sitting with him for slate writing--that much +abused and most maligned manifestation. Because a few ignorant +pig-headed people who have never properly investigated the science of +Spiritualism decide that a thing cannot be, "because it can't," men of +honor and truth are voted charlatans and tricksters, and those who +believe in them fools and blind. The day will dawn yet when it will be +seen which of the two classes best deserve the name. + +Some years ago, when I first became connected in business with Mr. Edgar +Lee of the _St. Stephen's Review_, I found him much interested in the +subject of Spiritualism, though he had never had an opportunity of +investigating it, and through my introduction I procured him a test +_séance_ with William Eglinton. We met one afternoon at the medium's +house in Nottingham Place for that purpose, and sat at an ordinary table +in the back dining-room for slate-writing. The slate used on the +occasion (as Mr. Lee had neglected to bring his own slate as requested) +was one which was presented to Mr. Eglinton by Mr. Gladstone. It +consisted of two slates of medium size, set in mahogany frames, with box +hinges, and which, when shut, were fastened with a Bramah lock and key. +On the table cloth was a collection of tiny pieces of different colored +chalk. In the front room, which was divided from us by folding doors, +were some bookcases. Mr. Eglinton commenced by asking Mr. Lee to go into +the front room by himself, and select, in his mind's eye, any book he +chose as the one from which extracts should be given. Mr. Lee having +done as he was told, returned to his former place beside us, without +giving a hint as to which book he had selected. Mr. Gladstone's slate +was then delivered over to him to clean with sponge and water; that +done, he was directed to choose four pieces of chalk and place them +between the slates, to lock them and retain the key. The slates were +left on the table in the sight of all; Mr. Lee's hand remained on them +all the time. All that Mr. Eglinton did was to place _his_ hand above +Mr. Lee's. + +"You chose, I think," he commenced, "four morsels of chalk--white, blue, +yellow and red. Please say which word, on which line, on which page of +the book you selected just now, the white chalk shall transcribe." + +Mr. Lee answered (I forget the exact numbers) somewhat in this wise, +"The 3rd word on the 15th line of the 102nd page," he having, it must be +remembered, no knowledge of the contents of the volume, which he had not +even touched with his hand. Immediately he had spoken, a scratching +noise was heard between the two slates. When it ceased, Mr. Eglinton put +the same question with regard to the blue, yellow and red chalks, which +was similarly responded to. He then asked Mr. Lee to unlock the slates, +read the words, and then fetch the book he had selected, and compare +notes, and in each instance the word had been given correctly. Several +other experiments were then made, equally curious, the number of Mr. +Lee's watch, which he had not taken from his pocket, and which he said +he did not know himself, being amongst them. Then Mr. Eglinton said to +Mr. Lee, "Have you any friend in the spirit-world from whom you would +like to hear? If so, and you will mentally recall the name, we will try +and procure some writing from him or her." (I must say here that these +two were utter strangers to each other, and had met for the first time +that afternoon, and indeed [as will be seen by the context] _I_ had a +very slight knowledge of Mr. Edgar Lee myself at that time.) Mr. Lee +thought for a moment, and then replied that there was a dead friend of +his from whom he should like to hear. The cleaning and locking process +was gone through again, and the scratching re-commenced, and when it +concluded, Mr. Lee unlocked the slates and read a letter to this +effect:-- + + "My Dear Will,--I am quite satisfied with your decision respecting + Bob. By all means, send him to the school you are thinking of. He + will get on better there. His education requires more pushing than + it gets at present. Thanks for all you have done for him. God bless + you.--Your affectionate cousin, R. Tasker." + +I do not pretend to give the exact words of this letter; for though they +were afterwards published, I have not a copy by me. But the gist of the +experiment does not lie in the exactitude of the words. When I saw the +slate, I looked at Mr. Lee in astonishment. + +"Who is it for?" I asked. + +"It is all right," he replied; "it is for me. It is from my cousin, who +left his boy in my charge. _My real name is William Tasker._" + +Now, I had never heard it hinted before that Edgar Lee was only a _nom +de plume_, and the announcement came on me as a genuine surprise. So +satisfied was Mr. William Tasker Edgar Lee with his experimental +_séance_, that he had the slate photographed and reproduced in the _St. +Stephen's Review_, with an account of the whole proceedings, which were +sufficient to make any one stop for a moment in the midst of the world's +harassing duties and think. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF ARTHUR COLMAN. + + +Arthur Colman was so intimate a friend of Mr. Eglinton's, and so much +associated with him in my thoughts in the days when I first knew them +both, that it seems only natural that I should write of him next. His +powers were more confined to materialization than Eglinton's, but in +that he excelled. He is the most wonderful materializing medium I ever +met in England; but of late years, owing to the injury it did him in his +profession, he has been compelled, in justice to himself, to give up +sitting for physical manifestations, and, indeed, sitting at all, except +to oblige his friends. I cannot but consider this decision on his part +as a great public loss; but until the public takes more interest in the +next world than they do in this, it will not make it worth the while of +such as Mr. Colman to devote their lives, health and strength to their +enlightenment. For to be a good physical medium means literally to part, +little by little, with one's own life, and no man can be expected to do +so much for the love of a set of unbelievers and sceptics, who will use +up all his powers, and then go home to call him a rogue and a cheat and +a trickster. If, as I am persuaded, each one of us is surrounded by the +influences we gather of our own free-will about us--the loving and +noble-hearted by angels, the selfish and unbelieving by devils--and we +consider how the latter preponderate over the former in this world, is +it to be wondered at that most _séances_ are conducted by an assemblage +of evil spirits brought there by the sitters themselves? Sceptical, +blasphemous and sensual men and women collect together to try and find +out the falsehood, _not the truth_, of Spiritualism, and are tricked by +the very influences that attend their footsteps and direct their daily +lives; and therein lies the danger of Spiritualism as a pursuit, taken +up out of curiosity rather than a desire to learn. It gives increased +power to the evil that surrounds ourselves, and the devil that goes out +of us returns with seven other devils worse than himself. The drunkard, +who, by giving rein to a weakness which he knows he should resist, has +attracted to him the spirits of drunkards gone before, joins a _séance_, +and by the collaboration of forces, as it were, bestows increased power +on the guides he has chosen for himself to lead him into greater evil. +This dissertation, however, called forth by the never-ceasing wonder I +feel at the indifference of the world towards such sights as I have +seen, has led me further than I intended from the subject of my chapter. + +Arthur Colman is a young man of delicate constitution and appearance, +who was at one time almost brought down to death's door by the demands +made by physical phenomena upon his strength; but since he has given up +sitting, he has regained his health, and looks quite a different person. +This fact proves of itself what a tax is laid upon the unfortunate +medium for such manifestations. Since he has resolved, however, never to +sit again, I am all the more anxious to record what I have seen through +him, probably for the last time. When I first knew my husband Colonel +Lean, he had seen nothing of Spiritualism, and was proportionately +curious, and naturally a little sceptical on the subject, or, rather let +me say, incredulous. He was hardly prepared to receive all the marvels I +told him of without proof; and Mr. Colman's guide, "Aimée," was very +anxious to convince him of their truth. She arranged, therefore, a +_séance_ at which he was to be present, and which was to be held at the +house of Mr. and Mrs. George Neville. The party dined there together +previously, and consisted only of Mr. and Mrs. Neville, Arthur Colman, +Colonel Lean, and myself. As we were in the drawing-room, however, after +dinner, and before we had commenced the _séance_, an American lady, who +was but slightly known to any of us, was announced. We had particularly +wished to have no strangers present, and her advent proportionately +annoyed us, but we did not know on what excuse to get rid of her. She +was a pushing sort of person; and when Mrs. Neville told her we were +going to hold a _séance_, as a sort of hint that she might take her +leave, it only made her resolve to stay; indeed, she declared she had +had a premonition of the fact. She said that whilst in her own room that +morning, a figure had appeared standing by her bed, dressed in blue and +white, like the pictures of the Virgin Mary, and that all day she had +had an impression that she must spend the evening with the Nevilles, and +she should hear something more about it. We could not get rid of the +lady, so we were obliged to ask her to remain and assist at the +_séance_, which she had already made up her mind to do, so we commenced +our preparations. The two drawing-rooms communicated by folding doors, +which were opened, and a _portière_ drawn across the opening. In the +back room we placed Mr. Colman's chair. He was dressed in a light grey +suit, which we secured in the following manner:--His hands were first +sewn inside the sleeves of the coat, then his arms were placed behind +his back, and the coat sleeves sewn together to the elbow. We then sewed +his trouser legs together in the same way. We then tied him round the +throat, waist and legs with _white cotton_, which the least movement on +his part would break, and the ends of each ligament were sealed to the +wall of the room with wax and stamped with my seal with "_Florence +Marryat_" on it. Considering him thus secure, without any _possibility_ +of escape unless we discovered it, we left him in the back room, and +arranged ourselves on a row of five chairs before the _portière_ in the +front one, which was lighted by a single gas-burner. I sat at the head +of the row, then the American lady, Mrs. Neville, Colonel Lean and Mr. +Neville. I am not sure how long we waited for the manifestations; but I +do not think it was many minutes before a female figure glided from the +side of the curtain and took a vacant chair by my side. I said, "_Who is +this?_" and she whispered, "_Florence_," and laid her head down on my +shoulder, and kissed my neck. I was turning towards her to distinguish +her features more fully, when I became aware that a second figure was +standing in front of me, and "Florence" said "Mother, there is Powles;" +and at the same time, as he bent down to speak to me, his beard touched +my face. I had not had time to draw the attention of my friends to the +spirits that stood by me, when I was startled by hearing one exclamation +after another from the various sitters. The American lady called out, +"There's the woman that came to me this morning." Mr. Neville said, +"That is my father," and Colonel Lean was asking some one if he would +not give his name, I looked down the line of sitters. Before Colonel +Lean there stood an old man with a long, white beard; a somewhat similar +figure was in front of Mr. Neville. Before the dark curtain appeared a +woman dressed in blue and white, like a nun; and meanwhile, "Florence" +and "Powles" still maintained their station by my side. As if this were +not enough of itself to turn a mortal's brain, the _portière_ was at the +same moment drawn aside, and there stood Arthur Colman in his grey suit, +freed from all his bonds, but under the control of "Aimée," who called +out joyously to my husband, "_Now, Frank, will you believe?_" She +dropped the curtain, the apparitions glided or faded away, and we passed +into the back drawing-room, to find Mr. Colman still in trance, just as +we had left him, and _with all the seals and stitches_ intact. Not a +thread of them all was broken. This is the largest number of spirits I +have ever seen at one time with one medium. I have seen two materialized +spirits at a time, and even three, from Mr. Williams and Miss Showers +and Katie Cook; but on this occasion there were five apparent with the +medium, all standing together before us. And this is the sort of thing +that the majority of people do not consider it worth their while to take +a little trouble to see. I have already related how successfully +"Florence" used to materialize through this medium, and numerous +friends, utterly unknown to him, have revisited us through his means. +His trance mediumship is as wonderful as his physical phenomena; some +people might think more so. Amongst others, two spirits have come back +to us through Mr. Colman, neither of whom he knew in this life, and both +of whom are, in their way, too characteristic to be mistaken. One is +Phillis Glover the actress; the other my stepson, Francis Lean, who was +drowned by an accident at sea. Phillis Glover was a woman who led a very +eventful life, chiefly in America, and was a versatile genius in +conversation, as in everything else. She was peculiar also, and had a +half-Yankee way of talking, and a store of familiar sayings and +anecdotes, which she constantly introduced into her conversation. She +was by no means an ordinary person whilst in this life, and in order to +imitate her manner and speech successfully, one would need to be as +clever a person as herself. And, without wishing to derogate from the +powers of Mr. Colman's mind, he knows, and I know, that Phillis Glover +was cleverer than either of us. When her influence or spirit therefore +returns through him, it is quite unmistakable. It is not only that she +retains all her little tricks of voice and feature and manner (which Mr. +Colman has never seen), but she alludes to circumstances that took place +in this life and people she was associated with here that he has never +heard of. More, she will relate her old stories and anecdotes, and sing +her old songs, and give the most incontrovertible tests of her identity, +even to recalling facts and incidents that have entirely passed from our +minds. When she appears through him, it is Phillis Glover we are sitting +with again and talking with, as familiarly as we did in the days gone +by. "Francis," in his way too, is quite as remarkable. The circumstances +of his death and the events leading to it were unknown to us, till he +related them through Mr. Colman; and he speaks to us of the contents of +private letters, and repeats conversations and alludes to circumstances +and names that are known only to him and ourselves. He had a peculiar +manner also--quick and nervous--and a way of cutting his words short, +which his spirit preserves to the smallest particular, and which furnish +the strongest proofs possible of his identity to those who knew him here +below. But these are but a very few amongst the innumerable tests +furnished by Arthur Colman's occult powers of the assured possibility of +communicating with the spirits of those gone before us. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF MRS. GUPPY VOLCKMAN. + + +The mediumship of this lady is so well known, and has been so +universally attested, that nothing I can write of could possibly add to +her fame; and as I made her acquaintance but a short time before she +relinquished sitting for manifestations, I have had but little +experience of her powers, but such as I enjoyed were very remarkable. I +have alluded to them in the story of "The Green Lady," whose apparition +was due solely to Mrs. Guppy Volckman's presence, and on that occasion +she gave us another wonderful proof of her mediumship. A sheet was +procured and held up at either end by Mr. Charles Williams and herself. +It was held in the light, in the centre of the room, forming a white +wall of about five feet high, _i.e._, as high as their arms could +conveniently reach. _Both_ the hands of Mrs. Volckman and Mr. Williams +were placed _outside_ the sheet, so that no trickery might be suspected +through their being concealed. In a short time the head of a woman +appeared above the sheet, followed by that of a man, and various pairs +of hands, both large and small, which bobbed up and down, and seized the +hands of the spectators, whilst the faces went close to the media, as if +with the intention of kissing them. This frightened Mrs. Volckman, so +that she frequently screamed and dropped her end of the sheet, which, +had there been any deception, must inevitably have exposed it. It seemed +to make no difference to the spirits, however, who reappeared directly +they had the opportunity, and made her at last so nervous that she threw +the sheet down and refused to hold it any more. The faces were +life-size, and could move their eyes and lips; the hands were some as +large as a man's, and covered with hair, and others like those of a +woman or child. They had all the capability of working the fingers and +grasping objects presented to them; whilst the four hands belonging to +the media were kept in sight of the audience, and could not have worked +machinery even if they could have concealed it. + +The first time I was introduced to Mrs. Volckman (then Mrs. Guppy) was +at a _séance_ at her own house in Victoria Road, where she had assembled +a large party of guests, including several names well known in art and +literature. We sat in a well-lighted drawing-room, and the party was so +large that the circle round the table was three deep. Mrs. Mary Hardy, +the American medium (since dead), was present, and the honors of the +manifestations may be therefore, I conclude, divided between the two +ladies. The table, a common deal one, made for such occasions, with a +round hole of about twenty inches in diameter in the middle of it, was +covered with a cloth that hung down, and was nailed to the ground, +leaving only the aperture free. (I must premise that this cloth had been +nailed down by a committee of the gentlemen visitors, in order that +there might be no suspicion of a confederate hidden underneath it.) We +then sat round the table, but without placing our hands on it. In a +short time hands began to appear through the open space in the table, +all sorts of hands, from the woman's taper fingers and the baby's +dimpled fist, to the hands of old and young men, wrinkled or muscular. +Some of the hands had rings on the fingers, by which the sitters +recognized them, some stretched themselves out to be grasped; and some +appeared in pairs, clasped together or separate. One hand took a glove +from a sitter and put it on the other, showing the muscular force it +possessed by the way in which it pressed down each finger and then +buttoned the glove. Another pair of hands talked through the dumb +alphabet to us, and a third played on a musical instrument. I was +leaning forward, before I had witnessed the above, peering inquisitively +down the hole, and saying, "I wonder if they would have strength to take +anything down with them," when a large hand suddenly appeared and very +nearly took _me_ down, by seizing my nose as if it never meant to let go +again. At all events, it took me a peg or two down, for I remember it +brought the tears into my eyes with the force it exhibited. After the +hands had ceased to appear, the table was moved away, and we sat in a +circle in the light. Mrs. Guppy did not wish to take a part in the +_séance_, except as a spectator, so she retired to the back +drawing-room with the Baroness Adelma Vay and other visitors, and left +Mrs. Hardy with the circle in the front. Suddenly, however, she was +levitated and carried in the sight of us all into the midst of our +circle. As she felt herself rising in the air, she called out, "Don't +let go hands for Heaven's sake." We were standing in a ring, and I had +hold of the hand of Prince Albert of Solms. As Mrs. Guppy came sailing +over our heads, her feet caught his neck and mine, and in our anxiety to +do as she had told us, we gripped tight hold of each other, and were +thrown forward on our knees by the force with which she was carried past +us into the centre. This was a pretty strong proof to us, whatever it +may be to others, that our senses did not deceive us when we thought we +saw Mrs. Guppy over our heads in the air. The influence that levitated +her, moreover, placed her on a chair with such a bump that it broke the +two front legs off. As soon as Mrs. Guppy had rejoined us, the order was +given to put out the light and to wish for something. We unanimously +asked for flowers, it being the middle of December, and a hard frost. +Simultaneously we smelt the smell of fresh earth, and were told to light +the gas again, when the following extraordinary sight met our view. In +the middle of the sitters, still holding hands, was piled up _on the +carpet_ an immense quantity of mould, which had been torn up apparently +with the roots that accompanied it. There were laurestinus, and laurels, +and holly, and several others, just as they had been pulled out of the +earth and thrown down in the midst of us. Mrs. Guppy looked anything but +pleased at the state of her carpet, and begged the spirits would bring +something cleaner next time. They then told us to extinguish the lights +again, and each sitter was to wish _mentally_ for something for himself. +I wished for a yellow butterfly, knowing it was December, and as I +thought of it, a little cardboard box was put into my hand. Prince +Albert whispered to me, "Have you got anything?" "Yes," I said; "but not +what I asked for. I expect they have given me a piece of jewellery." +When the gas was re-lit, I opened the box, and there lay _two yellow +butterflies_; dead, of course, but none the less extraordinary for that. +I wore at that _séance_ a tight-fitting, high white muslin dress, over a +tight petticoat body. The dress had no pocket, and I carried my +handkerchief, a fine cambric one, in my hand. When the _séance_ was +over, I found this handkerchief had disappeared, at which I was vexed, +as it had been embroidered for me by my sister Emily, then dead. I +inquired of every sitter if they had seen it, even making them turn out +their pockets in case they had taken it in mistake for their own, but it +was not to be found, and I returned home, as I thought, without it. What +was my surprise on removing my dress and petticoat bodice to find the +handkerchief, neatly folded into a square of about four inches, +_between_ my stays and the garment beneath them; placed, moreover, over +the smallest part of my waist, where no fingers could have penetrated +even had my dress been loose. My woman readers may be able better than +the men to appreciate the difficulty of such a manoeuvre by mortal +means; indeed it would have been quite impossible for myself or anybody +else to place the handkerchief in such a position without removing the +stays. And it was folded so neatly also, and placed so smoothly, that +there was not a crumple in the cambric. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF FLORENCE COOK. + + +In writing of my own mediumship, or the mediumship of any other person, +I wish it particularly to be understood that I do not intend my +narrative to be, by any means, an account of _all séances_ held under +that control (for were I to include everything that I have seen and +heard during my researches into Spiritualism, this volume would swell to +unconscionable dimensions), but only of certain events which I believe +to be remarkable, and not enjoyed by every one in like measure. Most +people have read of the ordinary phenomena that take place at such +meetings. My readers, therefore, will find no description here of +marvels which--whether true or false--can be accounted for upon natural +grounds. Miss Florence Cook, now Mrs. Elgie Corner, is one of the media +who have been most talked of and written about. Mr. Alfred Crookes took +an immense interest in her, and published a long account of his +investigation of Spiritualism under her mediumship. Mr. Henry Dunphy, of +the _Morning Post_, wrote a series of papers for _London Society_ (of +which magazine I was then the editor), describing her powers, and the +proof she gave of them. The first time I ever met Florence Cook was in +his private house, when my little daughter appeared through her (_vide_ +"The Story of my Spirit Child"). On that occasion, as we were sitting at +supper after the _séance_--a party of perhaps thirty people--the whole +dinner-table, with everything upon it, rose bodily in the air to a level +with our knees, and the dishes and glasses swayed about in a perilous +manner, without, however, coming to any permanent harm. I was so much +astonished at, and interested by, what I saw that evening, that I became +most anxious to make the personal acquaintance of Miss Cook. She was the +medium for the celebrated spirit, "Katie King," of whom so much has been +believed and disbelieved, and the _séances_ she gave at her parents' +house in Hackney for the purpose of seeing this figure alone used to be +crowded by the cleverest and most scientific men of the day, Sergeants +Cox and Ballantyne, Mr. S. C. Hall, Mr. Alfred Crookes, and many others, +being on terms of the greatest intimacy with her. Mr. William Harrison, +of the _Spiritualist_ paper, was the one to procure me an introduction +to the family and an entrance to the _séances_, for which I shall always +feel grateful to him. + +For the benefit of the uninitiated, let me begin by telling _who_ "Katie +King" was supposed to be. Her account of herself was that her name was +"Annie Owens Morgan;" that she was the daughter of Sir Henry Morgan, a +famous buccaneer who lived about the time of the Commonwealth, and +suffered death upon the high seas, being, in fact, a pirate; that she +herself was about twelve years old when Charles the First was beheaded; +that she married and had two little children; that she committed more +crimes than we should like to hear of, having murdered men with her own +hands, but yet died quite young, at about two or three and twenty. To +all questions concerning the reason of her reappearance on earth, she +returned but one answer, That it was part of the work given her to do to +convince the world of the truth of Spiritualism. This was the +information I received from her own lips. She had appeared to the Cooks +some years before I saw her, and had become so much one of the family as +to walk about the house at all times without alarming the inmates. She +often materialized and got into bed with her medium at night, much to +Florrie's annoyance; and after Miss Cook's marriage to Captain Corner, +he told me himself that he used to feel at first as if he had married +two women, and was not quite sure which was his wife of the two. + +The order of these _séances_ was always the same. Miss Cook retired to a +back room, divided from the audience by a thin damask curtain, and +presently the form of "Katie King" would appear dressed in white, and +walk out amongst the sitters in gaslight, and talk like one of +themselves. Florence Cook (as I mentioned before) is a very small, +slight brunette, with dark eyes and dark curly hair and a delicate +aquiline nose. Sometimes "Katie" resembled her exactly; at others, she +was totally different. Sometimes, too, she measured the same height as +her medium; at others, she was much taller. I have a large photograph +of "Katie" taken under limelight. In it she appears as the double of +Florrie Cook, yet Florrie was looking on whilst the picture was taken. I +have sat for her several times with Mr. Crookes, and seen the tests +applied which are mentioned in his book on the subject. I have seen +Florrie's dark curls _nailed down to the floor_, outside the curtain, in +view of the audience, whilst "Katie" walked about and talked with us. I +have seen Florrie placed on the scale of a weighing machine constructed +by Mr. Crookes for the purpose, behind the curtain, whilst the balance +remained in sight. I have seen under these circumstances that the medium +weighed eight stone in a normal condition, and that as soon as the +materialized form was fully developed, the balance ran up to four stone. +Moreover, I have seen both Florrie and "Katie" together on several +occasions, so I can have no doubt on the subject that they were two +separate creatures. Still, I can quite understand how difficult it must +have been for strangers to compare the strong likeness that existed +between the medium and the spirit, without suspecting they were one and +the same person. One evening "Katie" walked out and perched herself upon +my knee. I could feel she was a much plumper and heavier woman than Miss +Cook, but she wonderfully resembled her in features, and I told her so. +"Katie" did not seem to consider it a compliment. She shrugged her +shoulders, made a grimace, and said, "I know I am; I can't help it, but +I was much prettier than that in earth life. You shall see, some +day--you shall see." After she had finally retired that evening, she put +her head out at the curtain again and said, with the strong lisp she +always had, "I want Mrs. Ross-Church." I rose and went to her, when she +pulled me inside the curtain, when I found it was so thin that the gas +shining through it from the outer room made everything in the inner +quite visible. "Katie" pulled my dress impatiently and said, "Sit down +on the ground," which I did. She then seated herself in my lap, saying, +"And now, dear, we'll have a good 'confab,' like women do on earth." +Florence Cook, meanwhile, was lying on a mattress on the ground close to +us, wrapped in a deep trance. "Katie" seemed very anxious I should +ascertain beyond doubt that it was Florrie. "Touch her," she said, "take +her hand, pull her curls. Do you see that it is Florrie lying there?" +When I assured her I was quite satisfied there was no doubt of it, the +spirit said, "Then look round this way, and see what I was like in earth +life." I turned to the form in my arms, and what was my amazement to see +a woman fair as the day, with large grey or blue eyes, a white skin, and +a profusion of golden red hair. "Katie" enjoyed my surprise, and asked +me, "Ain't I prettier than Florrie now?" She then rose and procured a +pair of scissors from the table, and cut off a lock of her own hair and +a lock of the medium's, and gave them to me. I have them safe to this +day. One is almost black, soft and silky; the other a coarse golden red. +After she had made me this present, "Katie" said, "Go back now, but +don't tell the others to-night, or they'll all want to see me." On +another very warm evening she sat on my lap amongst the audience, and I +felt perspiration on her arm. This surprised me; and I asked her if, for +the time being, she had the veins, nerves, and secretions of a human +being; if blood ran through her body, and she had a heart and lungs. Her +answer was, "I have everything that Florrie has." On that occasion also +she called me after her into the back room, and, dropping her white +garment, stood perfectly naked before me. "Now," she said "you can see +that I am a woman." Which indeed she was, and a most beautifully-made +woman too; and I examined her well, whilst Miss Cook lay beside us on +the floor. Instead of dismissing me this time, "Katie" told me to sit +down by the medium, and, having brought me a candle and matches, said I +was to strike a light as soon as she gave three knocks, as Florrie would +be hysterical on awaking, and need my assistance. She then knelt down +and kissed me, and I saw she was still naked. "Where is your dress, +Katie?" I asked. "Oh that's gone," she said; "I've sent it on before +me." As she spoke thus, kneeling beside me, she rapped three times on +the floor. I struck the match almost simultaneously with the signal; but +as it flared up, "Katie King" was gone like a flash of lightning, and +Miss Cook, as she had predicted, awoke with a burst of frightened tears, +and had to be soothed into tranquillity again. On another occasion +"Katie King" was asked at the beginning of the _séance_, by one of the +company, to say _why_ she could not appear in the light of more than one +gasburner. The question seemed to irritate her, and she replied, "I have +told you all, several times before, that I can't stay under a searching +light. I don't know _why_; but I can't, and if you want to prove the +truth of what I say, turn up all the gas and see what will happen to me. +Only remember, it you do there will be no _séance_ to-night, because I +shan't be able to come back again, and you must take your choice." + +Upon this assertion it was put to the vote if the trial should be made +or not, and all present (Mr. S. C. Hall was one of the party) decided we +would prefer to witness the effect of a full glare of gas upon the +materialized form than to have the usual sitting, as it would settle the +vexed question of the necessity of gloom (if not darkness) for a +materializing _séance_ for ever. We accordingly told "Katie" of our +choice, and she consented to stand the test, though she said afterwards +we had put her to much pain. She took up her station against the +drawing-room wall, with her arms extended as if she were crucified. Then +three gas-burners were turned on to their full extent in a room about +sixteen feet square. The effect upon "Katie King" was marvellous. She +looked like herself for the space of a second only, then she began +gradually to melt away. I can compare the dematerialization of her form +to nothing but a wax doll melting before a hot fire. First, the features +became blurred and indistinct; they seemed to run into each other. The +eyes sunk in the sockets, the nose disappeared, the frontal bone fell +in. Next the limbs appeared to give way under her, and she sank lower +and lower on the carpet like a crumbling edifice. At last there was +_nothing but her head_ left above the ground--then a heap of white +drapery only, which disappeared with a whisk, as if a hand had pulled it +after her--and we were left staring by the light of three gas-burners at +the spot on which "Katie King" had stood. + +She was always attired in white drapery, but it varied in quality. +Sometimes it looked like long cloth; at others like mull muslin or +jaconet; oftenest it was a species of thick cotton net. The sitters were +much given to asking "Katie" for a piece of her dress to keep as a +souvenir of their visit; and when they received it, would seal it up +carefully in an envelope and convey it home; and were much surprised on +examining their treasure to find it had totally disappeared. + +"Katie" used to say that nothing material about her could be made to +last without taking away some of the medium's vitality, and weakening +her in consequence. One evening, when she was cutting off pieces of her +dress rather lavishly, I remarked that it would require a great deal of +mending. She answered, "I'll show you how we mend dresses in the Spirit +World." She then doubled up the front breadth of her garment a dozen +times, and cut two or three round holes in it. I am sure when she let it +fall again there must have been thirty or forty holes, and "Katie" said, +"Isn't that a nice cullender?" + +She then commenced, whilst we stood close to her, to shake her skirt +gently about, and in a minute it was as perfect as before, without a +hole to be seen. When we expressed our astonishment, she told me to take +the scissors and cut off her hair. She had a profusion of ringlets +falling to her waist that night. I obeyed religiously, hacking the hair +wherever I could, whilst she kept on saying, "Cut more! cut more! not +for yourself, you know, because you can't take it away." + +So I cut off curl after curl, and as fast as they fell to the ground, +_the hair grew again upon her head_. When I had finished, "Katie" asked +me to examine her hair, to see if I could detect any place where I had +used the scissors, and I did so without any effect. Neither was the +severed hair to be found. It had vanished out of sight. "Katie" was +photographed many times, by limelight, by Mr. Alfred Crookes, but her +portraits are all too much like her medium to be of any value in +establishing her claim to a separate identity. She had always stated she +should not appear on this earth after the month of May, 1874; and +accordingly, on the 21st, she assembled her friends to say "Good-bye" to +them, and I was one of the number. "Katie" had asked Miss Cook to +provide her with a large basket of flowers and ribbons, and she sat on +the floor and made up a bouquet for each of her friends to keep in +remembrance of her. + +Mine, which consists of lilies of the valley and pink geranium, looks +almost as fresh to-day, nearly seventeen years after, as it did when she +gave it to me. It was accompanied by the following words, which "Katie" +wrote on a sheet of paper in my presence:-- + + "From Annie Owen de Morgan (_alias_ 'Katie') to her friend Florence + Marryat Ross-Church. With love. _Pensez à moi._ + "_May 21st, 1874._" + +The farewell scene was as pathetic as if we had been parting with a dear +companion by death. "Katie" herself did not seem to know how to go. She +returned again and again to have a last look, especially at Mr. Alfred +Crookes, who was as attached to her as she was to him. Her prediction +has been fulfilled, and from that day, Florence Cook never saw her again +nor heard anything about her. Her place was shortly filled by another +influence, who called herself "Marie," and who danced and sung in a +truly professional style, and certainly as Miss Cook never either danced +or sung. I should not have mentioned the appearance of this spirit, whom +I only saw once or twice, excepting for the following reason. On one +occasion Miss Cook (then Mrs. Corner) was giving a public _séance_ at +the rooms of the National British Association of Spiritualists, at which +a certain Sir George Sitwell, a very young man, was present, and at +which he declared that the medium cheated, and that the spirit "Marie" +was herself, dressed up to deceive the audience. Letters appeared in the +newspapers about it, and the whole press came down upon Spiritualists, +and declared them all to be either knaves or fools. These notices were +published on the morning of a day on which Miss Cook was engaged to give +another public _séance_, at which I was present. She was naturally very +much cut up about them. Her reputation was at stake; her honor had been +called into question, and being a proud girl, she resented it bitterly. +Her present audience was chiefly composed of friends; but, before +commencing, she put it to us whether, whilst under such a stigma, she +had better not sit at all. We, who had all tested her and believed in +her, were unanimous in repudiating the vile charges brought against her, +and in begging the _séance_ should proceed. Florrie refused, however, to +sit unless some one remained in the cabinet with her, and she chose me +for the purpose. I was therefore tied to her securely with a stout rope, +and we remained thus fastened together for the whole of the evening. +Under which conditions "Marie" appeared, and sung and danced outside the +cabinet, just as she had done to Sir George Sitwell whilst her medium +remained tied to me. So much for men who decide a matter before they +have sifted it to the bottom. Mrs. Elgie Corner has long since given up +mediumship either private or public, and lives deep down in the heart +of Wales, where the babble and scandal of the city affect her no longer. +But she told me, only last year, that she would not pass through the +suffering she had endured on account of Spiritualism again for all the +good this world could give her. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF KATIE COOK. + + +In the matter of producing physical phenomena the Cooks are a most +remarkable family, all three daughters being powerful media, and that +without any solicitation on their part. The second one, Katie, is by no +means the least powerful of the three, although she has sat more +privately than her sister Florence, and not had the same scientific +tests (I believe) applied to her. The first time I had an opportunity of +testing Katie's mediumship was at the private rooms of Signor Rondi, in +a circle of nine or ten friends. The apartment was small and sparsely +furnished, being an artist's studio. The gas was kept burning, and +before the sitting commenced the door was locked and strips of paper +pasted over the opening inside. The cabinet was formed of a window +curtain nailed across one corner of the room, behind which a chair was +placed for the medium, who is a remarkably small and slight girl--much +slighter than her sister Florence--with a thin face and delicate +features. She was dressed, on this occasion, in a tight-fitting black +gown and Hessian boots that buttoned half-way to her knee, and which, +she informed me, she always wore when sitting (just as Miss Showers +did), because they had each eighteen buttons, which took a long time to +fasten and unfasten. The party sat in a semicircle, close outside the +curtain, and the light was lowered, but not extinguished. There was no +darkness, and no holding of hands. I mention these facts to show how +very simple the preparations were. In a few minutes the curtain was +lifted, and a form, clothed in white, who called herself "Lily," was +presented to our view. She answered several questions relative to +herself and the medium; and perceiving some doubt on the part of some of +the sitters, she seated herself on my knee, I being nearest the curtain, +and asked me to feel her body, and tell the others how differently she +was made from the medium. I had already realized that she was much +heavier than Katie Cook, as she felt like a heavy girl of nine or ten +stone. I then passed my hand up and down her figure. She had full +breasts and plump arms and legs, and could not have been mistaken by the +most casual observers for Miss Cook. Whilst she sat on my knee, however, +she desired my husband and Signor Rondi to go inside the curtain and +feel that the medium was seated in her chair. When they did so, they +found Katie was only half entranced. She thrust her feet out to view, +and said, "I am not 'Lily;' feel my boots." My husband had, at the same +moment, one hand on Miss Cook's knee, and the other stretched out to +feel the figure seated on my lap. There remained no doubt in _his_ mind +of there being two bodies there at the same time. Presently "Lily" +passed her hand over my dress, and remarked how nice and warm it was, +and how she wished she had one on too. I asked her, "Are you cold?" and +she said, "Wouldn't you be cold if you had nothing but this white thing +on?" Half-jestingly, I took my fur cloak, which was on a sofa close by, +and put it round her shoulders, and told her to wear it. "Lily" seemed +delighted. She exclaimed, "Oh, how warm it is! May I take it away with +me?" I said, "Yes, if you will bring it back before I go home. I have +nothing else to wear, remember." She promised she would, and left my +side. In another moment she called out, "Turn up the gas!" We did so. +"Lily" was gone, and so was my large fur cloak! We searched the little +room round for it. It had entirely disappeared. There was a locked +cupboard in which Signor Rondi kept drawing materials. I insisted on its +being opened, although he declared it had not been unlocked for weeks, +and we found it full of dust and drawing blocks, but nothing else, so +the light was again lowered, and the _séance_ resumed. In a short time +the heavy cloak was flung, apparently from the ceiling, evidently from +somewhere higher than my head, and fell right over it. + +I laid it again on the sofa, and thought no more about it until I +returned home. I then found, to my astonishment, and considerably to my +annoyance, that the fur of my cloak (which was a new one) was all coming +out. My dress was covered with it, and from that day I was never able to +wear the cloak again. "Lily" said she had _de_-materialized it, to take +it away. Of the truth of that assertion I had no proof, but I am quite +sure that she did not put it together again when she brought it back. An +army of moths encamped in it could not have damaged it more, and I can +vouch that until that evening the fur had been as perfect as when I +purchased it. + +I think my next sitting with Katie Cook was at a _séance_ held in Museum +Street, and on the invitation of Mr. Chas. Blackburn, who is one of the +most earnest friends of Spiritualism, and has expended a large amount of +money in its research. The only other guests were my husband, and +General and Mrs. Maclean. We sat round a small uncovered table with the +gas burning and _without a cabinet_, Miss Katie Cook had a seat between +General Maclean and myself, and we made sure of her proximity to us +during the whole _séance_. In fact, I never let go of her hand, and even +when she wished to use her pocket-handkerchief, she had to do it with my +hand clinging to her own. Neither did she go into a trance. We spoke to +her occasionally during the sitting, and she answered us, though in a +very subdued voice, as she complained of being sick and faint. In about +twenty minutes, during which the usual manifestations occurred, the +materialized form of "Lily" appeared _in the middle of the table_, and +spoke to us and kissed us all in turn. Her face was very small, and she +was _only formed to the waist_, but her flesh was quite firm and warm. +Whilst "Lily" occupied the table in the full sight of all the sitters, +and I had my hand upon Miss Cook's figure (for I kept passing my hand up +and down from her face to her knees, to make sure it was not only a hand +I held), some one grasped my chair from behind and shook it, and when I +turned my head and spoke, in a moment one arm was round my neck and one +round the neck of my husband, who sat next to me, whilst the voice of my +daughter "Florence" spoke to us both, and her long hair and her soft +white dress swept over our faces and hands. Her hair was so abundant and +long, that she shook it out over my lap, that I might feel its length +and texture. I asked "Florence" for a piece of her hair and dress, and +scissors not being forthcoming, "Lily" materialized more fully, and +walked round from the other side of the table and cut off a piece of +"Florence's" dress herself with my husband's penknife, but said they +could not give me the hair that time. The two spirits remained with us +for, perhaps, half an hour or more, whilst General Maclean and I +continued to hold Miss Cook a prisoner. The power then failing, they +disappeared, but every one present was ready to take his oath that two +presences had been with us that never entered at the door. The room was +small and unfurnished, the gas was burning, the medium sat for the whole +time in our sight. Mrs. Maclean and I were the only other women present, +yet two girls bent over and kissed us, spoke to us, and placed their +bare arms on our necks at one and the same time. There was again also a +marked difference between the medium and the materializations. I have +already described her appearance. Both of these spirits had plump faces +and figures, my daughter "Florence's" hands especially being large and +firm, and her loose hair nearly down to her knees. + +I had the pleasure of holding another _séance_ with Katie Cook in the +same rooms, when a new manifestation occurred. She is (as I have said) a +very small woman, with very short arms. I am, on the contrary, a very +large woman, with very long arms, yet the arm of the hand I held was +elongated to such an extent that it reached the sitters on the other +side of the table, where it would have been impossible for mine to +follow it. I should think the limb must have been stretched to thrice +its natural length, and that in the sight of everybody. I sat again with +Katie Cook in her own house, where, if trickery is employed, she had +every opportunity of tricking us, but the manifestations were much the +same, and certainly not more marvellous than those she had exhibited in +the houses of strangers. "Lily" and "Florence" both appeared at the same +time, under circumstances that admitted of no possibility of fraud. My +husband and I were accompanied on that occasion by our friends, Captain +and Mrs. Kendal, and the order of sitting round the table was as +follows:--Myself, Katie, Captain K., Florence Cook, my husband, Mrs. +Cook, Mrs. Kendal. Each member of the family, it will be observed, was +held between two detectives, and their hands were not once set free. I +must say also that the _séance_ was a free one, courteously accorded us +on the invitation of Mrs. Cook; and if deception had been intended, we +and our friends might just as well have been left to sit with Katie +alone, whilst the other members of the family superintended the +manifestation of the "ghosts" outside. Miss Florence Cook, indeed (Mrs. +Corner), objected at first to sitting with us, on the score that her +mediumship usually neutralized that of her sister, but her mother +insisted on her joining the circle, lest any suspicion should be excited +by her absence. The Cooks, indeed, are, all of them, rather averse to +sitting than not, and cordially agree in disliking the powers that have +been thrust upon them against their own will. + +These influences take possession of them, unfitting them for more +practical work, and they must live. This is, I believe, the sole reason +that they have never tried to make money by the exercise of their +mediumship. But I, for one, fully believe them when they tell me that +they consider the fact of their being media as the greatest misfortune +that has ever happened to them. On the occasion of this last _séance_, +cherries and rosebuds were showered in profusion on the table during the +evening. These may easily be believed to have been secreted in the room +before the commencement of the sitting, and produced at the proper +opportunity, although the hands of everybody interested in their +production were fast held by strangers. But it is less easy to believe +that a lady of limited income, like Mrs. Cook, should go to such an +expense for an unpaid _séance_, for the purpose of making converts of +people who were strangers to her. Mediumship pays very badly as it is. I +am afraid it would pay still worse if the poor media had to purchase the +means for producing the phenomena, especially when, in a town like +London, they run (as in this instance) to hothouse fruit and flowers. + +One more example of Katie Cook's powers and I have done. We were +assembled one evening by the invitation of Mr. Charles Blackburn at his +house, Elgin Crescent. We sat in a small breakfast room on the basement +floor, so small, indeed, for the size of the party, that as we encircled +a large round table, the sitters' backs touched the wall on either side, +thus entirely preventing any one crossing the room whilst we were +established there. The only piece of furniture of any consequence in the +room, beside the chairs and table, was a trichord cabinet piano, +belonging to Mrs. Cook (who was keeping house at the time for Mr. +Blackburn), and which she much valued. + +Katie Cook sat amongst us as usual. In the middle of the _séance_ her +control "Lily," who was materialized, called out, "Keep hands fast. +Don't let go, whatever you do!" And at the same time, without seeing +anything (for we were sitting in complete darkness), we became conscious +that something large and heavy was passing or being carried over our +heads. One of the ladies of the party became nervous, and dropped her +neighbor's hand with a cry of alarm, and, at the same moment, a weighty +body fell with a fearful crash on the other side of the room. "Lily" +exclaimed, "Some one has let go hands," and Mrs. Cook called out; "Oh! +it's my piano." Lights were struck, when we found the cabinet piano had +actually been carried from its original position right over our heads to +the opposite side of the room, where it had fallen on the floor and been +seriously damaged. The two carved legs were broken off, and the sounding +board smashed in. Any one who had heard poor Mrs. Cook's lamentations +over the ruin of her favorite instrument, and the expense it would +entail to get it restored, would have felt little doubt as to whether +_she_ had been a willing victim to this unwelcome proof of her +daughter's physical mediumship. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF BESSIE FITZGERALD. + + +One evening I went to have a cup of tea with my friend Miss Schonberg at +Shepherd's Bush, when she proposed that we should go and have a _séance_ +with Mrs. Henry Jencken (Kate Fox), who lived close by. I hailed the +idea, as I had heard such great things of the medium in question, and +never had an opportunity of testing them. Consequently, I was +proportionately disappointed when, on sending round to her house to ask +if she could receive us that evening, we received a message to say that +Mr. Jencken, her husband, had died that morning, and she could see no +one. Miss Schonberg and I immediately cast about in our minds to see +what we should do with our time, and she suggested we should call on +Mrs. Fitzgerald. "Who is Mrs. Fitzgerald?" I queried. "A wonderful +medium," replied my friend, "whom I met at Mrs. Wilson's last week, and +who gave me leave to call on her. Let us go together." And accordingly +we set forth for Mrs. Fitzgerald's residence in the Goldhawk Road. I +only mention these circumstances to show how utterly unpremeditated was +my first visit to her. We arrived at her house, and were ushered into a +sitting-room, Miss Schonberg only sending up her name. In a few minutes +the door opened, and a small, fair woman, dressed in black velvet, +entered the room. Miss Schonberg saluted her, and was about to tender +some explanation regarding _my_ presence there, when Mrs. Fitzgerald +walked straight up to me and took my hand. Her eyes seemed to dilate and +contract, like the opening and shutting off of a light, in a manner +which I have often seen since, and she uttered rapidly, "You have been +married once; you have been married twice; and you will be married a +third time." I answered, "If you know anything, Mrs. Fitzgerald, you +must know that I am very much attached to my husband, and that your +information can give me no pleasure to hear." "No!" she said, "no! I +suppose not, but you cannot alter Fate." She then proceeded to speak of +things in my past life which had had the greatest influence over the +whole of it, occurrences of so private and important a nature that it +becomes impossible to write them down here, and for that very reason +doubly convincing to the person whom they concern. Presently Mrs. +Fitzgerald wandered to her piano, and commenced to play the air of the +ballad so firmly connected in my mind with John Powles, "Thou art gone +from my gaze," whilst she turned and nodded at me saying, "_He's_ here!" +In fact, after a couple of hours' conversation with her, I felt that +this stranger in the black velvet dress had turned out every secret of +my life, and laid it naked and bare before me. I was wonderfully +attracted to her. Her personality pleased me; her lonely life, living +with her two babies in the Goldhawk Road, made me anxious to give her +society and pleasure, and her wonderful gifts of clairvoyance and trance +mediumship, all combined to make me desire her friendship, and I gave +her a cordial invitation to my house in the Regent's Park, where for +some years she was a constant visitor, and always sure of a hearty +welcome. It was due to her kindness that I first had the opportunity to +study trance mediumship at my leisure, and in a short time we became so +familiar with her most constant control, "Dewdrop," a Red Indian girl, +and so accustomed to speak through Mrs. Fitzgerald with our own friends +gone before, that we welcomed her advent to our house as the signal for +holding a spiritual party. For the sake of the uninitiated and curious, +I think I had better here describe what is meant by trance mediumship. A +person thus gifted has the power of giving him or herself up to the +control of the influences in command, who send him or her off to sleep, +a sleep so deep and so like death that the spirit is actually parted +_pro tem_ from the body, which other spirits, sometimes living, but far +oftener dead, enter and use as if it were their own. I have mentioned in +my chapter on "Embodied Spirits" how my living friend in India conversed +with me through Bessie Fitzgerald in this way, also how "Florence" spoke +to me through the unconscious lips of Mabel Keningale Cook. + +Of course, I am aware that it would be so easy for a medium simply to +close her eyes, and, professing to be entranced, talk a lot of +commonplaces, which open-mouthed fools might accept as a new gospel, +that it becomes imperative to test this class of media strictly by _what +they utter_, and to place no faith in them until you are convinced that +the matters they speak of cannot possibly have been known to any one +except the friend whose mouthpiece they profess to be. All this I fully +proved for myself from repeated trials and researches; but the +unfortunate part of it is, that the more forcible and convincing the +private proof, the more difficult it is to place it before the public. I +must content myself, therefore, with saying that some of my dead friends +(so called) came back to me so frequently through Bessie Fitzgerald, and +familiarized themselves so completely with my present life, that I +forgot sometimes that they had left this world, and flew to them (or +rather to Bessie) to seek their advice or ask their sympathy as +naturally as if she were their earthly form. Of these my daughter +"Florence" was necessarily the most often with me, and she and "Dewdrop" +generally divided the time which Mrs. Fitzgerald spent with us between +them. I never saw a control so completely identified with its medium as +"Dewdrop" was with Bessie. It was difficult at times to know which was +which, and one could never be certain until she spoke whether the spirit +or the medium had entered the house. When she _did_ speak, however, +there was no mistaking them. Their characters were so different. Bessie +Fitzgerald, a quiet, soft spoken little woman, devoted to her children, +and generally unobtrusive; "Dewdrop," a Sioux Indian girl, wary and deep +as her tribe and cute and saucy as a Yankee, with an amount of devilry +in her that must at times have proved very inconvenient. She used to +play Mrs. Fitzgerald tricks in those days that might have brought her +into serious trouble, such as controlling her whilst travelling in an +omnibus, and talking her Yankee Indian to the passengers until she had +made their hair stand on end, with the suspicion that they had a lunatic +for a companion. One evening we had a large and rather "swell" evening +party, chiefly composed of ladies and gentlemen of the theatrical +profession, and entirely of non-spiritualists, excepting ourselves. Mrs. +Fitzgerald had been invited to this party, and declined, because it was +out of her line. We were therefore rather astonished, when all the +guests were assembled, to hear her name announced and see her enter the +room in a morning dress. Directly I cast eyes upon her, however, I saw +that it was not herself, but "Dewdrop." The stride with which she +walked, the waggish way she rolled from side to side, the devilry in her +eye, all betokened the Indian control. To make matters worse, she went +straight up to Colonel Lean, and, throwing herself on the ground at his +feet, affectionately laid her head upon his knee, and said, "I'se come +to the party." Imagine the astonishment of our guests! I was obliged at +once, in defence of my friend, to explain to them how matters stood; and +though they looked rather incredulous, they were immensely interested, +and "Dewdrop's" visit proved to be _the_ event of the evening. She +talked to each one separately, telling them home truths, and prophesying +their future in a way that made their cheeks go pale with fright, or red +with conscious shame, and there was quite a contest between the men as +to who should take "Dewdrop" down to the supper table. When there, she +made herself particularly lively, making personal remarks aloud that +were, in some instances, rather trying to listen to, and which Bessie +Fitzgerald would have cut out her tongue sooner than utter. She ate, +too, of dishes which would have made Bessie ill for a week. This was +another strange peculiarity of "Dewdrop's" control. She not only ousted +the spirit; she regulated the internal machinery of her medium's body. +Bessie in her normal condition was a very delicate woman with a weak +heart and lungs, and obliged to be most careful in her diet. She ate +like a sparrow, and of the simplest things. "Dewdrop," on the other +hand, liked indigestible food, and devoured it freely; yet Bessie has +told me that she never felt any inconvenience from the food amalgamated +with her system whilst under "Dewdrop's" control. One day when Mrs. +Fitzgerald was dining with us, we had some apples at dessert, which she +would have liked to partake of, but was too much afraid of the after +consequences. "I _dare_ not," she said; "if I were to eat a raw apple, I +should have indigestion for a week." She took some preserved ginger +instead; and we were proceeding with our dessert, when I saw her hand +steal out and grasp an apple. I looked in her face. "Dewdrop" had taken +her place. "Dewdrop," I said, authoritatively, "you must not eat that. +You will hurt Bessie. Put it down directly." + +"I shan't," replied "Dewdrop," drawing the dish towards her; "I like +apples. I'm always wanting 'Medy' to eat them, and she won't, so she +must go away till I've had as many as I want." And in effect she ate +three or four of them, and Bessie would never have been cognizant of the +fact unless I had informed her. On the occasion of the party to which +she came uninvited, "Dewdrop" remained with us to the very last, and +went home in a cab, and landed Mrs. Fitzgerald at her house without her +being aware that she had ever left it. At that time we were constantly +at each other's houses, and many an evening have I spent alone with +Bessie in the Goldhawk Road, her servant out marketing and her little +children asleep in the room overhead. Her baby was then a great fat +fellow of about fifteen months old, who was given to waking and crying +for his mother. If "Dewdrop" were present, she was always very impatient +with these interruptions. "Bother dat George," she would say; "I must go +up and quiet him." Then she would disappear for a few minutes, while +Bessie woke and talked to me, and then, in the twinkling of an eye, +"Dewdrop" would be back again. One day, apparently, "George" would not +be comforted, for on "Dewdrop's" return she said to me, "It's no good; +I've had to bring him down. He's on the mat outside the door;" and +there, sure enough, we found the poor baby wailing in his nightshirt. +Not being able to walk, how he had been spirited from the top storey to +the bottom I leave my readers to determine. Bessie's little girl Mabel +promised to be as wonderful a medium as her mother. She would come in +from the garden flushed from her play with the "spirit-children," of +whom she talked as familiarly as of her little neighbors next door. I +have watched her playing at ball with an invisible child, and have seen +the ball thrown, arrested half-way in the air, and then tossed back +again just as if a living child had been Mab's opponent. I had lost +several infants from premature birth during my second marriage, and the +eldest of these, a girl, appeared to be a constant companion of Mabel's. +She was always talking of what "Mrs. Lean's girl" (as she called her) +had done and said; and one day she had a violent fit of weeping because +her mother would not promise to buy her a frock like the one "Mrs. +Lean's girl" wore. + +_Apropos_ of these still-born children, I had a curious experience with +Mrs. Fitzgerald. I had had no idea until then that children so born +possessed any souls, or lived again, but "Florence" undeceived me when +she told me she had charge of her little brothers and sisters. She even +professed to know the names by which they were known in the spirit +world. When a still-born baby is launched upon the other side, she said +it is delivered over to the nearest relative of its parent, to be called +by what name he may choose. Thus my first girl was christened by Colonel +Lean's mother "Gertrude," after a bosom friend of hers, and my second my +father named "Joan," as he said it was his favorite female name. Upon +subsequent inquiry, we found that Mrs. Lean _had_ a friend called +"Gertrude," and that "Joan" was distinctly Captain Marryat's _beau +ideal_ of a woman's name. However, that signified but little. I became +very curious to see or speak with these unknown babies of mine, and used +to worry "Florence" to bring them to me. She would expostulate with me +after this fashion: "Dear mother, be reasonable. Remember what babies +they are, and that this world is quite strange to them. When your +earthly children were small you never allowed them to be brought down +before strangers, for fear they should cry. 'Gertie' and 'Yonnie' would +behave just the same if I brought them back to you now." However, I went +on teasing her till she made the attempt, and "Gertie" returned through +Mrs. Fitzgerald. It was a long time before we could coax her to remain +with us, and when she overcame her first shyness, it was like talking to +a little savage. "Gertie" didn't know the meaning of anything, or the +names of anything. Her incessant questions of "What's a father?" "What a +mother?" "What's a dog?" were very difficult to answer; but she would +chatter about the spirit-world, and what she did there, as glibly as +possible. She told us that she knew her brother Francis (the lad who was +drowned at sea) very well, and she "ran races, and Francis 'chivied' +her; and when he caught her, he held her under the fountain, and the +spray wetted her frock, and made it look like silver." The word +"_chivied_" sounding to me very much of a mundane character, I asked +"Gertie" where she learned it; and she said, "Francis says 'chivy,' so +_I_ may," and it was indeed a common expression with him. "Gertie" took, +after a while, such a keen interest in my ornaments and china, rather to +their endangerment, that I bought a doll to see if she would play with +it. At first she was vastly delighted with the "little spirit," as she +called it, and nursed it just as a mortal child would have done. But +when she began to question me as to the reason the doll did not look at +her, or answer her, or move about, and I said it was because it was not +alive, she was dreadfully disappointed. "_Not alive!_" she echoed; +"didn't God make it?" and when I replied in the negative, she threw it +to the other end of the room, and would never look at it again. + +"Gertie" was about five years old at this period, and seemed to have a +great idea of her own importance. She always announced herself as "The +Princess Gertie," and was very dignified in her behavior. One day, when +a lady friend was present when "Gertie" came and asked her to kiss her, +she extended her hand instead of her face, saying, "You may kiss my +hand." + +"Yonnie" (as "Joan" called herself) was but eighteen months old, and +used to manifest herself, _roaring_ like a child forcibly dragged before +strangers, and the only word we could ever extract from her was +"Sugar-plums." Accordingly, I invested in some for her benefit, with +which she filled her mouth so full as nearly to choke the medium, and +"Florence" rebuked me seriously for my carelessness, and threatened +never to bring "Yonnie" down to this earth again. There had been three +other children--boys--whom I was equally anxious to see again, but, for +some inexplicable reason, "Florence" said it was impossible that they +could manifest. The little girls, however, came until we were quite +familiar with them. I am aware that all this must sound very childish, +but had it not borne a remarkable context, I should not have related it. +All the wonder of it will be found later on. + +Mrs. Fitzgerald suffered very much at this time from insomnia, which she +always declared was benefitted after a visit to me. I proposed one +night, therefore, when she had stayed with us later than usual, that she +should remain and share my bed, and return home in the morning. She +consented, and at the usual hour we retired to rest together, I taking +care to lock the bedroom door and keep the gas burning; indeed, Bessie +was so nervous of what she might see that she would not have remained in +the dark for any consideration. The bed we occupied was what is called a +half tester, with a canopy and curtains on either side. As soon as ever +Bessie got into it, she burrowed under the clothes like a dormouse, and +went fast asleep. I was too curious to see what might happen to follow +her example, so my head remained on the pillow, and my eyes wide open, +and turning in every direction. Presently I saw the curtains on the +opposite side of the bed gently shaken, next a white hand and arm +appeared round them, and was passed up and down the ridge that +represented Bessie Fitzgerald's body; finally, after several times +stepping forward and retreating again, a female figure emerged and +walked to the foot of the bedstead and stood there regarding me. She +was, to all appearance, as solidly formed as any human creature could +be, and she was as perfectly distinct as though seen by daylight. Her +head and bust reminded me at once of the celebrated "Clytie," they were +so classically and beautifully formed. Her hair and skin were fair, her +eyes luminously liquid and gentle, her whole attitude one of modest +dignity. She was clothed in some creamy white material, thick and soft, +and intermixed with dull gold. She wore no ornaments, but in her right +hand she carried a long branch of palm, or olive, or myrtle, something +tall and tapering, and of dark green. She scarcely could be said to +smile at me, but there was an indescribable appearance of peace and +tranquillity about her. When I described this apparition to Bessie in +the morning, she recognized it at once as that of her control, +"Goodness," whom she had seen clairvoyantly, but she affirmed that I was +the only person who had ever given her a correct description of this +influence, which was the best and purest about her. After "Goodness" had +remained in the same position for a few minutes, she walked back again +behind the curtain, which served as a cabinet, and "Florence" came out +and had a whispered conversation with me. Next a dark face, but only a +face, said to be that of "Dewdrop," peeped out four or five times, and +disappeared again; then a voice said, "No more! good-night," and I +turned round to where Bessie lay sleeping beside me, and went to sleep +myself. After that, she often came, when suffering worse than usual from +insomnia, to pass the night with me, as she said my magnetism caused her +to sleep, and similar manifestations always occurred when we were alone +and together. + +Mrs. Fitzgerald's mediumship was by no means used, however, for the sole +purpose of gratifying curiosity or foretelling the future. She was a +wonderful medical diagnoser, and sat for a long time in the service of a +well-known medical man. She would be ensconced in a corner of his +waiting-room and tell him the exact disease of each patient that +entered. She told me she could see the inside of everybody as perfectly +as though they were made of glass. This gift, however, induced her to +take on a reflection (as it were) of the disease she diagnosed, and +after a while her failing strength compelled her to give it up. Her +control "Dewdrop" was what she called herself, "a metal spirit," _i.e._, +her advice was very trustworthy with regard to all speculations and +monetary transactions. Many stockbrokers and city men used regularly to +consult Bessie before they engaged in any speculation, and she received +many valuable presents in return for her assistance in "making a pile." +One gentleman, indeed, settled a large sum of money when he died on her +little son in gratitude for the fortune "Dewdrop" had helped him to +accumulate. Persons who sneer at Spiritualism and declare it to be +useless, little know how much advantage is taken of spiritual +forethought and prevision by those who believe in it. I have never been +sorry but when I have neglected to follow the advice of a medium whom I +had proved to be trustworthy. + +In the autumn of 1883 I introduced my own entertainment of "Love +Letters" to the provincial British public, and it had an immediate and +undeniable success. My engagements poured in rapidly, and I had already +booked dates for the whole spring of 1884, when Mr. Edgar Bruce offered +me an engagement at the Prince of Wales' (then the Prince's) Theatre, +about to be opened in Piccadilly. I had been anxiously waiting to obtain +an engagement on the London boards, and was eager to accept it; still, I +did not know if I would be wise in relinquishing my provincial +engagements. I wrote to Bessie to ask "Dewdrop" what I should do; the +answer was, "Don't accept, only a flash in the pan." Thereupon I sent to +Mr. Bruce to ask how long the engagement was likely to last, and his +answer was that he expected "The Palace of Truth" to run a year at +least, and at any rate I was to consider myself one of a "stock +company." Thereupon I cancelled all my entertainment engagements, +returned to London, appeared at the Prince's Theatre for just _eleven_ +_weeks_, and got into four law suits with my disappointed patrons for my +trouble. + +It is one of the commonest remarks made by stupid people, "If the +spirits know anything, let them tell me the name of the winner of the +Derby, and then I will believe them," etc. I was speaking of this once +to "Dewdrop," and she said, "We _could_ tell if we choose, but we are +not allowed to do so. If Spiritualism was generally used for such +things, all the world would rush to it in order to cheat one another. +But if you will promise me not to open it until after the Derby is run, +I will give you the name of the winner now in a sealed envelope, to +prove that what I say is the truth." We gave her the requisite +materials, and she made a few pencil marks on a piece of paper, and +sealed it up. It was the year that "Shotover" won the Derby. The day +after the race, we opened the envelope and found the drawing of a man +with a gun in his hand, a hedge, and a bird flying away on the other +side; very sketchy, but perfectly intelligible to one who could read +between the lines. + +I was at the theatre one night with Bessie in a box, when I found out +that "Dewdrop" had taken her place. "Dewdrop" was very fond of going to +the play, and her remarks were so funny and so naïve as to keep one +constantly amused. Presently, between the acts, she said to me, "Do you +see that man in the front row of the stalls with a bald head, sitting +next to the old lady with a fat neck?" I replied I did. "Now you watch," +said "Dewdrop;" "I'm going down there to have some fun. First I'll +tickle the old man's head, and then I'll scratch the old woman's neck. +Now, you and 'Medie' watch." The next moment Bessie spoke to me in her +own voice, and I told her what "Dewdrop" proposed to do. "Oh, poor +things!" she said, compassionately, "how she will torment them!" To +watch what followed was a perfect farce. First, the old man put his hand +up to his bald head, and then he took out his handkerchief and flicked +it, then he rubbed it, and finally _scrubbed_ it to alleviate the +increasing irritation. Then the old lady began the same business with +her neck, and finding it of no avail, glared at the old man as if she +thought _he_ had done it; in fact, they were both in such evident +torture that there was no doubt "Dewdrop" had kept her promise. When she +returned to me she said, "There! didn't you see me walking along the +front row of stalls, in my moccasins and beads and feathers, and all my +war-paint on, tickling the old fellow's head?" "I didn't _see_ you, +'Dewdrop,'" I answered, "but I'm sure you were there." "Ah! but the old +fellow _felt_ me, and so did the old girl," she replied. + +Bessie Fitzgerald is now Mrs. Russell Davies, and carries on her +_séances_ in Upper Norwood. No one who attends them can fail to feel +interested in the various phenomena he will meet with there. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF LOTTIE FOWLER. + + +As I was introduced to Lottie Fowler many years before I met Bessie +Fitzgerald, I suppose the account of her mediumship should have come +first; but I am writing this veracious narrative on no fixed or +artificial plan, but just as it occurs to me, though not from memory, +because notes were taken of every particular at the time of occurrence. +In 1874 I was largely employed on the London Press, and constantly sent +to report on anything novel or curious, and likely to afford matter for +an interesting article. It was for such a purpose that I received an +order from one of the principal newspapers in town to go and have a +complimentary _séance_ with an American clairvoyant newly arrived in +England, Miss Lottie Fowler. Until I received my directions I had never +heard the medium's name, and I knew very little of clairvoyance. She was +lodging in Conduit Street, and I reached her house one morning as early +as ten o'clock, and sent in a card with the name of the paper only +written on it. I was readily admitted. Miss Fowler was naturally anxious +to be noticed by the press and introduced to London society. I found her +a stylish-looking, well-dressed woman of about thirty, with a pleasant, +intelligent face. Those of my readers who have only met her since +sickness and misfortune made inroads on her appearance may smile at my +description, but I repeat that seventeen years ago Lottie Fowler was +prosperous and energetic-looking. She received me very cordially, and +asked me into a little back parlor, of which, as it was summer weather, +both the windows and doors were left open. Here, in the sunshine, she +sat down and took my hand in hers, and began chatting of what she wished +and hoped to do in London. Suddenly her eyes closed and her head fell +back. She breathed hard for a few minutes, and then sat up, still with +her eyes closed, and began to talk in a high key, and in broken English. +This was her well-known control, "Annie," without doubt one of the best +clairvoyants living. She began by explaining to me that she had been a +German girl in earth life, and couldn't speak English properly, but I +should understand her better when I was more familiar with her. She then +commenced with my birth by the sea, described my father's personality +and occupation, spoke of my mother, my brothers and sisters, my +illnesses, my marriage, and my domestic life. Then she said, "Wait! now +I'll go to your house, and tell you what I see there." She then repeated +the names of all my children, giving a sketch of the character of each +one, down to the "baby with the flower name," as she called my little +Daisy. After she had really exhausted the subject of my past and +present, she said, "You'll say I've read all this out of your mind, so +now I'll tell you what I see in the future. You'll be married a second +time." Now, at this period I was editing a fashionable magazine, and +drew a large number of literary men around me. I kept open house on +Tuesday evenings, and had innumerable friends, and I _may_ (I don't say +I _had_), but I may have sometimes speculated what my fate might be in +the event of my becoming free. The _séance_ I speak of took place on a +Wednesday morning; and when "Annie" told me I should be married a second +time, my thoughts involuntarily took to themselves wings, I suppose, for +she immediately followed up her assertion by saying, "No! not to the man +who broke the tumbler at your house last night. You will marry another +soldier." "No, thank-you," I exclaimed; "no more army men for me. I've +had enough of soldiers to last me a lifetime." "Annie" looked very +grave. "You _will_ marry another soldier," she reiterated; "I can see +him now, walking up a terrace. He is very tall and big, and has brown +hair cut quite short, but so soft and shiny. At the back of his head he +looks as sleek as a mole. He has a broad face, a pleasant, smiling face, +and when he laughs he shows very white teeth. I see him knocking at your +door. He says, 'Is Mrs. Ross-Church at home?' 'Yes, sir.' Then he goes +into a room full of books. 'Florence, my wife is dead. Will you be my +wife?' And you say 'Yes.'" "Annie" spoke so naturally, and I was so +astonished at her knowledge of my affairs, that it never struck me till +I returned home that she had called me by my name, which had been kept +carefully from her. I asked her, "When will my husband die?" "I don't +see his death anywhere," she answered. "But how can I marry again unless +he dies?" I said. "I don't know, but I can't tell you what I don't see. +I see a house all in confusion, papers are thrown about, and everything +is topsy-turvy, and two people are going different ways; and, oh, there +is so much trouble and so many tears! But I don't see any death +anywhere." + +I returned home, very much astonished at all Miss Fowler had said +regarding my past and present, but very incredulous with respect to her +prophecies for the future. Yet, three years afterwards, when much of +what she told me had come to pass, I was travelling from Charing Cross +to Fareham with Mr. Grossmith, to give our entertainment of "_Entre +Nous_," when the train stopped as usual to water at Chatham. On the +platform stood Colonel Lean, in uniform, talking to some friends. I had +never set eyes on him till that moment; but I said at once to Mr. +Grossmith, "Do you see that officer in the undress uniform? That is the +man Lottie Fowler told me I should marry." Her description had been so +exact that I recognized him at once. Of course, I got well laughed at, +and was ready after a while to laugh at myself. Two months afterwards, +however, I was engaged to recite at the Literary Institute at Chatham, +where I had never set foot in my life before. Colonel Lean came to the +Recital, and introduced himself to me. He became a visitor at my house +in London (which, by the by, had been changed for one in a _terrace_), +and two years afterwards, in, June 1879, we were married. I have so far +overcome a natural scruple to make my private affairs public, in justice +to Lottie Fowler. It is useless narrating anything to do with the +supernatural (although I have been taught that this is a wrong term, and +that nothing that exists is _above_ nature, but only a continuation of +it), unless one is prepared to prove that it was true. Lottie Fowler did +not make a long stay in England on that occasion. She returned to +America for some time, and I was Mrs. Lean before I met her again. The +second visit was a remarkable one. I had been to another medium, who had +made me very unhappy by some prophecies with regard to my husband's +health; indeed, she had said he would not live a couple of years, and I +was so excited about it that my friend Miss Schonberg advised our going +then and there to see Lottie Fowler, who had just arrived in England, +and was staying in Vernon Place, Bloomsbury; and though it was late at +night, we set off at once. The answer to our request to see Miss Fowler +was that she was too tired to receive any more visitors that day. "Do +ask her to see me," I urged. "I won't detain her a moment; I only want +to ask her one question." Upon this, we were admitted, and found Lottie +nearly asleep. "Miss Fowler," I began, "you told me five years ago that +I should be married a second time. Well, I _am_ married, and now they +tell me I shall loose my husband." And then I told her how ill he was, +and what the doctors said, and what the medium said. "You told me the +truth before," I continued; "tell it me now. Will he die?" Lottie took a +locket containing his hair in her hand for a minute, and then replied +confidently, "They know nothing about it. He will not die--that is not +yet--not for a long while." "But _when_?" I said, despairingly. "Leave +that to God, child," she answered, "and be happy now." And in effect +Colonel Lean recovered from his illness, and became strong and hearty +again. But whence did Miss Fowler gain the confidence to assert that a +man whom she had never seen, nor even heard of, should recover from a +disease which the doctors pronounced to be mortal? From that time Lottie +and I became fast friends, and continue so to this day. It is a +remarkable thing that she would never take a sixpence from me in payment +for her services, though I have sat with her scores of times, nor would +she accept a present, and that when she has been sorely in need of +funds. She said she had been told she should never prosper if she +touched my money. She has one of the most grateful and affectionate and +generous natures possible, and has half-starved herself for the sake of +others who lived upon her. I have seen her under sickness, and poverty, +and trouble, and I think she is one of the kindest-hearted and best +women living, and I am glad of even this slight opportunity to bear +testimony to her disposition. At one time she had a large and +fashionable _clientèle_ of sitters, who used to pay her handsomely for a +_séance_, but of late years her clients have fallen off, and her +fortunes have proportionately decreased. She has now returned to the +Southern States of America, and says she has seen the last of England. +All I can say is, that I consider her a great personal loss as a referee +in all business matters as well as a prophet for the future. She also, +like Bessie Fitzgerald, is a great medical diagnoser. She was largely +consulted by physicians about the Court at the time of the Prince of +Wales' dangerous illness, and predicted his recovery from the +commencement. It was through her mediumship that the body of the late +Lord Lindesay of Balcarres, which was stolen from the family vault, was +eventually recovered; and the present Lord Lindesay gave her a beautiful +little watch, enamelled and set in diamonds, in commemoration of the +event. She predicted the riot that took place in London some years ago, +and the Tay Bridge disaster; but who is so silly as to believe the +prophecies of media now-a-days? There has hardly been an event in my +life, since I have known Lottie Fowler, that she has not prepared me for +beforehand, but the majority of them are too insignificant to interest +the reader. One, however, the saddest I have ever been called upon to +encounter, was wonderfully foretold. In February, 1886, Lottie (or +rather, "Annie") said to me, "There is a great trouble in store for you, +Florris" (she always called me "Florris"); "you are passing under black +clouds, and there is a coffin hanging over you. It will leave your +house." This made me very uneasy. No one lived in my house but my +husband and myself. I asked, "Is it my own coffin?" "No!" "Is it my +husband's?" "No; it is that of a much younger person." + +I questioned her very closely, but she would not tell me any more, and I +tried to dismiss the idea from my mind. Still it would constantly recur, +for I knew, from experience, how true her predictions were. At last I +felt as if I could bear the suspense no longer, and I went to her and +said, "You _must_ tell me that the coffin you spoke of is not for one of +my children, or the uncertainty will drive me mad." "Annie" thought a +minute, and then said slowly, "No; it is not for one of your children." +"Then I can bear anything else," I replied. The time went on, and in +April an uncle of mine died. I rushed again to Lottie Fowler. "Is _this_ +the death you prophesied?" I asked her. "No," she replied; "the coffin +must leave your house. But this death will be followed by another in the +family," which it was within the week. The following February my +next-door neighbors lost their only son. I had known the boy for years, +and I was very sorry for them. As I was watching the funeral +preparations from my bedroom window, I saw the coffin carried out of the +hall door, which adjoined mine with only a railing between. Knowing that +many prophetical media _see_ the future in a series of pictures, it +struck me that Lottie must have seen this coffin leaving, and mistaken +the house for mine. I went to her again. This proves how the prediction +had weighed all this time upon my mind. "Has not the death you spoke of +taken place _now_?" I asked her. "Has not the coffin left my house?" +"No," she answered; "it will be a relative, one of the family. It is +much nearer now than it was." I felt uncomfortable, but I would not +allow it to make me unhappy. "Annie" had said it was not one of my own +children, and so long as they were spared I felt strong enough for +anything. + +In the July following my eldest daughter came to me in much distress. +She had heard of the death of a friend, one who had been associated with +her in her professional life, and the news had shocked her greatly. She +had always been opposed to Spiritualism. She didn't see the good of it, +and thought I believed in it a great deal more than was necessary. I had +often asked her to accompany me to _séances_, or to see trance media, +and she had refused. She used to say she had no one on the other side +she cared to speak to. But when her young friend died, she begged me to +take her to a medium to hear some news of him, and we went together to +Lottie Fowler. "Annie" did not wait for any prompting, but opened the +ball at once. "You've come here to ask me how you can see your friend +who has just passed over," she said. "Well, he's all right. He's in this +room now, and he says you will see him very soon." "To which medium +shall I go?" said my daughter. "Don't go to any medium. Wait a little +while, and you will see him with your own eyes." My daughter was a +physical medium herself, though I had prevented her sitting for fear it +should injure her health; and I believed, with her, that "Annie" meant +that her friend would manifest through her own power. She turned to me +and said, "Oh, mother, I shall be awfully frightened if he appears to me +at night;" and "Annie" answered, "No, you won't be frightened when you +see him. You will be very pleased. Your meeting will be a source of +great pleasure on both sides." My daughter had just signed a lucrative +engagement, and was about to start on a provincial tour. Her next +request was, "Tell me what you see for me in the future." "Annie" +replied, "I cannot see it clearly. Another day I may be able to tell you +more, but to-day it is all dim. Every time I try to see it a wall seems +to rise behind your head and shut it out." Then she turned to me and +said, "Florris, that coffin is very near you now. It hangs right over +your head!" I answered carelessly, "I wish it would come and have done +with it. It is eighteen months now, Annie, since you uttered that dismal +prophecy!" Little did I really believe that it was to be so quickly and +so terribly fulfilled. Three weeks after that _séance_, my beloved child +(who was staying with me) was carried out of my house in her coffin to +Kensal Green. I was so stunned by the blow, that it was not for some +time after that I remembered "Annie's" prediction. When I asked her +_why_ she had tortured me with the suspense of coming evil for eighteen +months, she said she had been told to do so by my guardian spirits, or +my brain would have been injured by the suddenness of the shock. When I +asked why she had denied it would be one of my children, she still +maintained that she had obeyed a higher order, because to tell the truth +so long beforehand would have half-killed me as indeed it would. "Annie" +said she had no idea, even during that last interview, that the death +she predicted was that of the girl before her. She saw her future was +misty, and that the coffin was over my head, but she did not connect the +two facts together. In like manner I have heard almost every event of my +future through Lottie Fowler's lips, and she has never yet proved to be +wrong, except in one instance of _time_. She predicted an event for a +certain year and it did not take place till afterwards; and it has made +"Annie" so wary, that she steadfastly refuses now to give any dates. I +always warn inquirers not to place faith in any given dates. The spirits +have told me they have _no time_ in the spheres, but judge of it simply +as the reflection of the future appears nearer, or further, from the +sitter's face. Thus, something that will happen years hence appears +cloudy and far off, whilst the events of next week or next month seem +bright and distinct, and quite near. This is a method of judging which +can only be gained by practice, and must at all times be uncertain and +misleading. + +I have often acted as amanuensis for Lottie Fowler, for letters are +constantly arriving for her from every part of the world which can only +be answered under trance, and she has asked me to take down the replies +as "Annie" dictated them. I have answered by this means the most +searching questions from over the seas relating to health and money and +lost articles whilst Lottie was fast asleep and "Annie" dictated the +letters, and have received many answers thanking me for acting +go-between, and saying how wonderfully correct and valuable the +information "Annie" had sent them had proved to be. Of course, it would +be impossible, in this paper, to tell of the constant intercourse I have +had with Lottie Fowler during the last ten or twelve years, and the +manner in which she has mapped out my future for me, preventing my +cherishing false hopes that would never be realized, making bad bargains +that would prove monetary losses, and believing in apparent friendship +that was only a cloak for selfishness and treachery. I have learned many +bitter lessons from her lips. I have also made a good deal of money +through her means. She has told me what will happen to me between this +time and the time of my death, and I feel prepared for the evil and +content with the good. Lottie Fowler had very bad health for some time +before she left England, and it had become quite necessary that she +should go; but I think if the British public had known what a wonderful +woman was in their midst, they would have made it better worth her while +to stay amongst them. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF WILLIAM FLETCHER. + + +It may be remembered in the "Story of John Powles" that when, as a +perfect stranger to Mr. Fletcher, I walked one evening into the Steinway +Hall, I heard him describe the circumstances of my old friend's death in +a very startling manner. It made such an impression on me that I became +anxious to hear what more Mr. Fletcher might have to say to me in +private, and for that purpose I wrote and made an appointment with him +at his private residence in Gordon Square. I did not conceal my name, +and I knew my name must be familiar to him; for although he had only +just arrived from America, I am better known as an author in that +country perhaps than in this. But I had no intention of gauging his +powers by what he told me of my exterior life; and by what followed, his +guide "Winona" evidently guessed my ideas upon the subject. After the +_séance_ I wrote thus concerning it to the _Banner of Light_, a New York +Spiritualistic paper:-- + +"I had seen many clairvoyants before, both in public and private, and +had witnessed wonderful feats of skill on their part in naming and +describing concealed objects, and reading print or writing when held far +beyond their reach of sight; but I knew the trick of all that. If Mr. +Fletcher is going to treat me to any mental legerdemain, I thought, as I +took my way to Gordon Square, I shall have wasted both my time and +trouble upon him; and, I confess, as I approached the house, that I felt +doubtful whether I might not be deceived against my senses by the clever +lecturer, whose eloquence had charmed me into desiring a more intimate +acquaintance with him. Even the private life of a professional person +soon becomes public property in London; and had Mr. Fletcher wished to +find out my faults and failings, he had but to apply to ----, say, my +dearest friend, or the one upon whom I had bestowed most benefits, to +learn the worst aspect of the worst side of my character. But the neat +little page-boy answered my summons so promptly that I had no time to +think of turning back again; and I was ushered through a carpeted hall, +and up a staircase into a double drawing-room, strewn with evidence that +my clairvoyant friend possessed not only artistic taste, but the means +to indulge it. The back room into which I was shown was hung with +paintings and fitted with a luxurious _causeuse_, covered with art +needlework, and drawn against the open window, through which might be +seen some fine old trees in the garden below, and Mr. Fletcher's dogs +enjoying themselves beneath their shade. Nothing could be further +removed from one's ideas of a haunt of mystery or magic, or the abode of +a man who was forced to descend to trickery for a livelihood. In a few +minutes Mr. Fletcher entered the room and saluted me with the air of a +gentleman. We did not proceed to business, however, until he had taken +me round his rooms, and shown me his favorite pictures, including a +portrait of Sara Bernhardt, etched by herself, in the character of Mrs. +Clarkson in _L'Etrangère_. After which we returned to the back +drawing-room, and without darkening the windows or adopting any +precautions, we took our seats upon the _causeuse_ facing each other, +whilst Mr. Fletcher laid his left hand lightly upon mine. In the course +of a minute I observed several convulsive shivers pass through his +frame, his eyes closed, and his head sunk back upon the cushions, +apparently in sleep. I sat perfectly still and silent with my hand in +his. Presently he reopened his eyes quite naturally, and sitting +upright, began to speak to me in a very soft, thin, feminine voice. He +(or rather his guide "Winona") began by saying that she would not waste +my time on facts that she might have gathered from the world, but would +confine herself to speaking of my inner life. Thereupon, with the most +astonishing astuteness, she told me of my thoughts and feelings, reading +them off like a book. She repeated to me words and actions that had been +said and done in privacy hundred of miles away. She detailed the +characters of my acquaintance, showing who were true and who were false, +giving me their names and places of residence. She told me the motives I +had had for certain actions, and what was more strange, revealed truths +concerning myself which I had not recognized until they were presented +to me through the medium of a perfect stranger. Every question I put to +her was accurately answered, and I was repeatedly invited to draw +further revelations from her. The fact being that I was struck almost +dumb by what I had heard, and rendered incapable of doing anything but +marvel at the wonderful gift that enabled a man, not only to read each +thought that passed through my brain, but to see, as in a mirror, scenes +that were being enacted miles away with the actors concerned in them and +the motives that animated them. "Winona" read the future for me as well +as the past, and the first distinct prophecy she uttered has already +most unexpectedly come to pass. When I announced that I was satisfied, +the clairvoyant laid his head back again upon the cushions, the same +convulsive shudders passed through his frame, and in another minute he +was smiling in my face, and hoping I had a good _séance_." + +This is part of the letter I wrote concerning Mr. Fletcher to the +_Banner of Light_. But a description of words, however strongly put, can +never carry the same weight as the words themselves. So anxious am I to +make this statement as trustworthy as possible, however, that I will now +go further, and give the exact words as "Winona" spoke them to me on +that occasion, and as I took them down from her lips. _Some_ parts I +_must_ omit, not for my own sake, but because of the treachery they +justly ascribed to persons still living in this world. But enough will, +I trust, remain to prove how intimately the spirit must have penetrated +to my inner life. This is, then, the greater part of what "Winona" said +to me on the 27th of June, 1879: + +"You are a Child of Destiny, who never was a child. Your life is fuller +of tragedies than any life I ever read yet. I will not tell you of the +past _facts_, because they are known to the world, and I might have +heard them from others. But I will speak of yourself. I have to leave +the earth-world when I come in contact with you, and enter a planetary +sphere in which you dwell (and ever must dwell) _alone_. It is as if you +were in a room shut off from the rest of mankind. You are one of the +world's magnets. You have nothing really in common with the rest. You +draw people to you, and live upon their life; and when they have no more +to give, nor you to demand, the liking fades on both sides. It must be +so, because the spirit requires food the same as the body; and when the +store is exhausted, the affection is starved out, and the persons pass +out of your life. You have often wondered to yourself why an +acquaintance who seemed necessary to you to-day you can live perfectly +well without to-morrow. This is the reason. More than that, if you +continue to cling to those whose spiritual system you have exhausted, +they would poison you, instead of nourishing you. You may not like it, +but those you value most you should oftenest part with. Separation will +not decrease your influence over them; it will increase it. Constant +intercourse may be fatal to your dearest affections. You draw so much on +others, you _empty_ them, and they have nothing more to give you. You +have often wondered, too, why, after you have lived in a place a little +while, you become sad, weary, and ill--not physically ill, but mentally +so--and you feel as if you _must_ leave it, and go to another place. +When you settle in this fresh place, you think at first that it is the +very place where you will be content to live and die; but after a little +while the same weariness and faintness comes back again, and you think +you cannot breathe till you leave it, as you did the other. This is not +fancy. It is because your nature has exhausted all it can draw from its +surroundings, and change becomes a necessity to life. You will never be +able to live long in any place without change, and let me warn you never +to settle yourself down anywhere with the idea of living there entirely. +Were you forced to do so, you would soon die. You would be starved to +death spiritually. All people are not born under a fate, but you were, +and you can do very little to change it. England is the country of your +fate. You will never prosper in health, mind, or money in a foreign +country. It is good to go abroad for change, but never try to live +there. You are thinking of going abroad now, but you will not remain +there nearly so long as you anticipate. Something will arise to make you +alter your plans--not a real trouble--but an uneasiness. The plan you +think of will not answer." (This prediction was fulfilled to the +letter.) "This year completes an era in your professional career--not of +ill-luck, so much as of stagnation. Your work has been rather duller of +late years. The Christmas of 1879 will bring you brighter fortune. Some +one who has appeared to drop you will come forward again, and take up +your cause, and bring you in much money." (This also came to pass.) +"You have not nearly reached the zenith of your success. It is yet to +come. It is only beginning. You will have another child, certainly +_one_, but I am not sure if it will live in this world. I do not see its +earth-life, but I see you in that condition. + + * * * * * + +"Your nervous system was for many years strung up to its highest +tension--now it is relaxed, and your physical powers are at their lowest +ebb. You could not bear a child in your present condition. You must +become much lighter-hearted, more contented and at ease before that +comes to pass. You must have ceased to wish for a child, or even to +expect it. You have never had a heart really at ease yet. All your +happiness has been feverish. + + * * * * * + +"I see your evil genius. She is out of your life at present, but she +crossed your path last year, and caused you much heart-burning, and not +without reason. It seems to me that some sudden shock or accident put an +end to the acquaintance; but she will cross your path again, and cause +you more misery, perhaps, than anything else has done. She is not young, +but stout, and not handsome, as it seems to me. She is addicted to +drinking. I see her rolling about now under the influence of liquor. She +has been married more than once. I see the name ---- ---- written in the +air. She would go any lengths to take that you value from you, even to +compassing your death. She is madly in love with what is yours. She +would do anything to compass her ends--not only immoral things, but +filth--filth. I have no hesitation in saying this. Whenever she crosses +your path, in public or private, flee from her as from a pestilence." +(This information was correct in every detail. The name was given at +full length. I repeat it as a specimen of the succinctness of +intelligence given through trance mediumship.) "1883 will be a most +unfortunate year for you. You will have a severe illness, your friends +will not know if you are going to live or die, and during this illness +you will endure great mental agony, caused through a woman, one of whose +names begins with ----. You will meet her some time before, and she +will profess to be your dearest friend. I see her bending over you, and +telling you she is your best friend, and you are disposed to believe it. +She is as tall as you are, but does not look so tall from a habit she +has of carrying herself. She is not handsome, strictly speaking, but +dark and very fascinating. She has a trick of keeping her eyes down when +she speaks. She is possibly French, or of French extraction, but speaks +English. She will get a hold upon ----'s mind that will nearly separate +you." (At this juncture I asked, "How can I prevent it?") "If I told +you, that if you went by the 3 o'clock train from Gower Street, you +would be smashed, you would not take that train. When you meet a woman +answering this description, stop and ask yourself whether she is the one +I have warned you against, before you admit her across the threshold of +your house. + + * * * * * + +"----'s character is positive for good, and negative for evil. If what +is even for his good were urged upon him, he would refuse to comply; but +present evil to him as a possible good, and he will stop to consider +whether it is not so. If he is to be guided aright, it must be by making +him believe it would be impossible for him to go wrong. Elevate his +nature by elevating his standard of right. Make it impossible for him to +lower himself, by convincing him that he _would_ be lowered. He is very +conceited. Admiration is the breath of his life. He is always thinking +what people will say of him or his actions. He is very weak under +temptation, especially the temptation of flattery. He is much too fond +of women. You have a difficult task before you, and you have done much +harm already through your own fault. He believes too little in the evil +of others--much too little. If he were unfaithful to those who trust +him, he would be quite surprised to find he had broken their hearts. +Your work is but beginning. Hitherto all has been excitement, and there +has been but little danger. Now comes monotony and the fear of satiety. +Your fault through life has been in not asserting the positive side of +your character. You were born to rule, and you have sat down a slave. +Either through indolence or despair of success, you have presented a +negative side to the insults offered you, and in the end you have been +beaten. You make a great mistake in letting your female friends read all +your joys and sorrows. Men would sympathize and pity. Women will only +take advantage of them. Assert your dignity as mistress in your own +house, and don't let those visitors invite themselves who do not come +for you. You are, as it were, the open door for more than one false +friend. I warn you especially against two unmarried women--at least, if +they are married, I don't see their husbands anywhere. They are both too +fond of ----; one _very much_ too fond of him, and you laugh at it, and +give your leave for caresses and endearments, which should never be +permitted. If I were to tell them that they visit at your house for +----, and not for you, they would be very indignant. They give you +presents, and really like you; but ---- is the attraction, and with one +of them it only needs time, place and opportunity to cause the ruin of +---- and yourself. She has an impediment in walking. I need say no more. +She wants to become still more familiar, and live under the same roof +with you. You must prevent it. The other is doing more harm to herself +than to anyone else. She is silly and romantic, and must dream of some +one. It is a pity it should be encouraged by familiarity. ---- has no +feeling for them beyond pity and friendship, but it is not necessary he +should love a woman to make her dangerous to him. As far as I can see +your lives extend, ---- will love you, and you will retain your +influence over him if you _choose_ to do so. But it is in your own hands +what you make of him. You must not judge his nature by your own. You are +shutting yourself up too much. You should be surrounded by a circle of +men, so that you might not draw influence from ---- alone. You should go +out more, and associate with clever men, and hear what they have to say +to you. You must not keep so entirely with ----. It is bad for both of +you. You are making too great a demand upon his spiritual powers, and +you will exhaust them too soon. A woman cannot draw spiritual life from +women only. She must take it from men. There is another acquaintance I +must warn you against ----; a widow, fair hair, light eyes, not clever, +but cunning. She has but one purpose in visiting you. She would like to +stand in your shoes. She would not hesitate to usurp your rights. Be +civil to her if you will, but do not encourage her visits. It were best +if she passed out of your lives altogether. She can never bring you any +good luck. She may be the cause of much annoyance yet. ---- should have +work, active and constant, or his health will fail, living in idleness, +spiritually and bodily. You tell him too often that you love him. Let +him feel there is always a higher height to gain, a lower depth to fall +to, in your esteem. He is not the only man in the world. Why should you +deceive him by saying so? You are much to blame." (Considering that Mr. +Fletcher had never seen, or, as far as I knew, heard of the persons he +mentioned in this tirade, it becomes a matter of speculation where or +from whom he gathered this keen insight to their character and +personalities, every word of which I can vouch for as being strictly +true.) + +"Many spirits are round you. Some wish to speak.... A grand and noble +spirit stands behind you, with his hands spread in blessing over your +head. He is your father. He sends this message: 'My dear child, there +were so many influences antagonistic to my own in your late married +life, that I found it very difficult to get near you. Now they are +removed. The present conditions are much more favorable to me, and I +hope to be with you often, and to help you through the life that lies +before you.' There is the face of a glorified spirit, just above +your head, and I see the name 'Powles.' This spirit is nearer you, and +more attached to you than any other in Spirit Land. He comes only to +you, and one other creature through you--your second child. He says you +will know him by the token, the song; you sung to him upon his +death-bed. His love for you is the best and purest, and he is always by +you, though lower influences sometimes forbid his manifesting himself. +Your child comes floating down, and joins hands with him. She is a very +pure and beautiful spirit. She intimates that her name on earth was the +same as yours, but she is called by another name in the spheres--a name +that has something to do with flowers. She brings me a bunch of pure +white lilies, tinged with blue, with blue petals, tied with a piece of +blue ribbon, and she intimates to me by gesture that her spirit-name has +something to do with them. I think I must go now, but I hope you will +come and sit with me again. I shall be able to tell you more next time. +My name is 'Winona,' and when you ask for me I will come. Good-bye...." + +This was the end of my first _séance_ with Mr. Fletcher, and I think +even sceptics will allow that it was sufficiently startling for the +first interview with an entire stranger. The following year I wrote +again to the _Banner of Light_ concerning Mr. Fletcher, but will only +give an extract from my letter. "I told you in my letter of last year +that I had held a _séance_ with Mr. Fletcher of so private a nature that +it was impossible to make it public. During that interview 'Winona' made +several startling prophecies concerning the future, which, it may +interest your readers to know, have already been fulfilled. Wishing to +procure some further proofs of Mr. Fletcher's power before I wrote this +letter to you, I prepared a different sort of test for him last week. +From a drawer full of old letters I selected, _with my eyes shut_, four +folded sheets of paper, which I slipped into four blank envelopes, ready +prepared for them--still without looking--and closed them in the usual +manner with the adhesive gum, after which I sealed them with sealing +wax. I carried these envelopes to Mr. Fletcher, and requested "Winona" +to tell me the characters of the persons by whom their contents had been +written. She placed them consecutively to the medium's forehead, and as +she returned them to me, one by one, I wrote her comments on each on the +side of the cover. On breaking the seals, the character of each writer +was found to be most accurately defined, although the letters had all +been written years before--(a fact which "Winona" had immediately +discovered). She also told me which of my correspondents were dead, and +which living. Here, you will observe, there could have been no reaction +of my own brain upon that of the sensitive, as I was perfectly ignorant, +until I reopened the envelopes, by whom the letters had been sent to me. +Two months ago I was invited to join in a speculation, of the +advisability of which I felt uncertain. I went therefore to Mr. +Fletcher, and asked for an interview with "Winona," intending to consult +her in the matter. But before I had time to mention the subject, she +broached it to me, and went on to speak of the speculation itself, of +the people concerned in it, and the money it was expected to produce; +and, finally, she explained to me how it would collapse, with the means +that would bring it to an end, putting her decided veto on my having +anything to do with it. I followed "Winona's" advice, and have been +thankful since that I did so, as everything has turned out just as she +predicted." + + * * * * * + +I think those people who desire to gain the utmost good they can out of +clairvoyance should be more ready to listen and learn, and less to cavil +and to question. Many who have heard me relate the results of my +experience have rushed off pell-mell to the same medium, perhaps, and +came away woefully disappointed. Were they to review the interview they +would probably find they had done all the talking, and supplied all the +information, leaving the clairvoyant no work to do whatever. To such I +always say, whether their aim is to obtain advice in their business, or +news of a lost friend, _Be perfectly passive_, until the medium has said +all he or she may have to say. Give them time to become _en rapport_ +with you, and quietude, that he may commune with the spirits you bring +with you; for it is _they_, and not _his_ controls, that furnish him +with the history of your life, or point out the dangers that are +threatening. When he has finished speaking, he will probably ask if you +have any questions to put to him, and _then_ is your turn for talking, +and for gaining any particular information you may wish to acquire. If +these directions are carried out, you are likely to have a much more +satisfactory _séance_ than otherwise. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +PRIVATE MEDIA. + + +People who wish to argue against Spiritualism are quite sure, as a rule, +that media will descend to any trickery and cheating for the sake of +gain. If you reply, as in my own case, that the _séances_ have been +given as a free-will offering, they say that they expected introductions +or popularity or advertisement in exchange. But what can be adduced +against the medium who lends his or her powers to a person whom he has +never seen, and probably never will see, and for no reason, excepting +that his controls urge him to the deed? Such a man is Mr. George Plummer +of Massachusetts, America. In December, 1887, when my mind was very +unsettled, my friend Miss Schonberg advised me to write to this medium +and ask his advice. She told me I must not expect an immediate reply, as +Mr. Plummer kept a box into which he threw all the letters he received +from strangers on spiritualistic subjects, and when he felt impressed to +do so, he went and took out one, haphazard, and wrote the answer that +was dictated to him. All I had to do was to enclose an addressed +envelope, not a _stamped_ one, in my letter, to convey the answer back +again. Accordingly, I prepared a diplomatic epistle to this effect. +"Dear sir,--Hearing that you are good enough to sit for strangers, I +shall be much obliged if you will let me know what you see for +me.--Yours truly, F. Lane." It will be seen that I transposed the +letters of my name "Lean." I addressed the return envelope in the same +manner to the house in Regent's Park, which I then occupied, and I wrote +it all in a feigned hand to conceal my identity as much as possible. The +time went on and I heard nothing from Mr. Plummer. I was touring in the +provinces for the whole of 1888, and at the end of the year I came back +to London and settled down in a new house in a different quarter of the +town. By this time I had almost forgotten Mr. Plummer and my letter to +him, and when in _December_, 1889, two years after I had sent it, my +own envelope in my own handwriting, forwarded by the postal authorities +from Regent's Park, was brought to me, I did not at first recognize it. +I kept twisting it about, and thinking how like it was to my own +writing, when the truth suddenly flashed on me. I opened it and read as +follows: + + "Georgetown, November 28th, 1889. + + "Mrs. Lane,--Dear Madam,--Please pardon me for seeming neglect in + answering your request. At the time of receiving your letter I + could not write, and it got mislaid. Coming across it now, even at + the eleventh hour, I place myself in condition to answer. I see a + lady with dark blue eyes before me, of a very nervous + life--warm-hearted--impulsive--tropical in her nature. A woman of + intense feeling--a woman whose life has been one of constant + disappointment. To-day the current of life flows on smoothly but + monotonous. I sense from the sphere of this lady, a weariness of + life--should think she felt like Alexander, because there are no + more worlds for her to conquer. She is her own worst enemy. + Naturally generous, she radiates her refined magnetic sphere to + others, and does not get back that which she can utilize. I see a + bright-complexioned gentleman in earth life--brave, generous, and + kind--but does not comprehend your interior life. And yet thinks + the world of you to-day. I feel from you talent of a marked order. + And yet life is a disappointment. Not but what you have been + successful in a refined, worldly sense, but your spiritual nature + has been repressed. The society you move in is one of intellectual + culture; that is not of the soul. And it is soul food that you are + hungering for to-day. You are an inspired woman. Thought seems to + you, all prepared, so to speak. But it does not seem to free the + tiny little messengers of your soul life. Somehow I don't feel that + confidence in myself in writing to you. The best kind of a reading + is usually obtained in reading to a person direct. But if I don't + meet your case we will call it a failure and let it go. The year of + 1890 is going to be more favorable to you than for the last ten + years. I think in some way you are to meet with more reciprocity of + soul. As the divining rod points to the stream of water in the + earth, so I find my intuitive eye takes cognizance of your interior + life. You will in a degree catch my meaning through this, and it + will come clearer, more through your intuition than through your + intellect. I should say to you, follow your instincts and + intuitions always through life. If this throws any light over your + path I am glad.--I remain, most respectfully yours, + George Plummer." + +Now there are two noticeable things in this letter. First, Mr. Plummer's +estimate of my interior life almost coincides with Mr. Fletcher's given +in 1879, ten years before. Next, although he read it through the medium +of a letter written in 1887, he draws a picture of my position and +surroundings in 1889. Both these things appeared to me very curious as +coming from a stranger across the Atlantic, and I answered his letter at +once, still preserving my slight incognita, and telling him that as he +had read so much of my life from my handwriting of so long ago, I wished +he would try to read more from words which went fresh from me to him. I +also enclosed a piece of the handwriting of a friend. Mr. Plummer did +not keep me waiting this time. His next letter was dated February 8th, +1890. + + "Dear Madam,--I received yours of January 3rd, and would have + answered before, but the spirit did not move. I have been tied to a + sick room going on three months, with its cares and anxieties. Not + the best condition for writing. The best condition to reflect your + life, to give your soul strength, is to be at rest and have all + earth conditions nullified. But that cannot be to-day. So I will + try to penetrate the mystery of your life as best I can, and + radiate to you at least some strength. The relation of soul is the + difficulty of your life, and you are so perfectly inspirational + that it makes the condition worse. Grand types of Manhood and + Womanhood come to you from the higher life, and your spirit and + soul catch the reflection, and are disappointed because they cannot + live that life. But you are getting a development out of all this + friction. Now if you would come in contact with that nature that + could radiate to you just what you could give to it, you would be + happy. Love is absolute, you well know. Often in the exchange of + thought we give each other strength. And then every letter we + write, every time we shake hands, we give some of our own + personality out. You are too sensitive to the spheres of people. + You have such a strong personality of life that the power that + inspires you could not make the perfect junction until you get so, + you had rather die than live. That was a condition of negation. Now + you have been running on a dead level of nothingness for two years + and a half." (This was exactly the time since my daughter had been + taken from me). "_I mean it seems so to you._ Such a sameness of + things. I get from the writing of the gentleman. A good + sphere--warm hearted--true to his understanding of things. He seems + to be a sort of a half-way house to you. That is, you roam in the + sea of Ideality, down deep, you know. And he rather holds on to + matter-of-fact--sort of ballast for you. You need it. For you are, + in fact, ripe for the other life, though it is not time to go yet. + Although a writer, yet you are a disappointed one. No mortal but + yourself knows this. You have winged your way in flights, grand and + lofty, and cannot _pen it_, is what is the matter. Now, in time you + will, more perfectly than to-day, by the touch of your pen, portray + your soul and its flights. Then I see you happy. This gentleman is + an auxiliary power, whether the power in full of your life I do not + to-day get. You are emphatically a woman of Destiny, and should + follow your _impressions_, for through that intuitive law you will + be saved. I mean by 'saved,' leap, as it were, across difficulties + instead of going round. For your soul is more positive and awake to + its necessities to-day than ever before in your life, particularly + in the last six months. Body marriages are good under the physical + law--bring certain unfoldments. But when mortal man and woman reach + a certain condition of development, they become dissatisfied, and + yearn for the full fruition of love. And there is no limitation of + this law. Women usually bow to the heart-love law, that sometimes + brings great joy and misery. The time is ripe for rulers. There + will be put into the field men, and more specifically women, who + have exemplified love divine. They will teach the law so plainly + that they who run can read. And it can only be taught by those who + have embodied it. Some years ago, in this country, there was a + stir-up. It did its work in fermentation. The next must be + humanization. The material world must come under the spiritual. + Women will come to the front as inspired powers. This is what comes + to me to write to you to-day. If it brings strength, or one ray of + sun-shine to you, I am glad.--I remain, most respectfully yours, + George Plummer." + +Mr. Plummer is not occupying a high position in the world, nor is he a +rich man. He gains no popularity by his letters--he hears no +applause--he reaps no personal benefit, nor will he take any money. It +would be difficult, with any degree of reason, to charge him with +cheating the public for the sake of emptying their pockets. I fail to +see, therefore, how he can obtain his insight to one's interior life by +mortal means, nor, unless compelled by a power superior to his own, why +he should take the trouble to obtain it. + +Another medium, whose health paid the sacrifice demanded of her for the +exhibition of a power over which, at one time, she had no control, and +which never brought her in anything but the thanks of her friends, is +Mrs. Keningale Cook (Mabel Collins), whom I have mentioned in the "Story +of my Spirit Child." There was a photographer in London, named Hudson, +who had been very successful in developing spirit photographs. He would +prepare to take an ordinary photograph, and on developing the plate, one +or more spirit forms would be found standing by the sitter, in which +forms were recognized the faces of deceased friends. Of course, the +generality of people said that the plates were prepared beforehand with +vague misty figures, and the imagination of the sitter did the rest. I +had been for some time anxious to test Mr. Hudson's powers for myself, +and one morning very early, between nine and ten o'clock, I asked Mrs. +Cook, as a medium, to accompany me to his studio. He was not personally +acquainted with either of us, and we went so early that we found him +rather unwilling to set to work. Indeed, at first he declined. We +disturbed him at breakfast and in his shirt sleeves, and he told us his +studio had been freshly painted, and it was quite impossible to use it +until dry. But we pressed him to take our photographs until he +consented, and we ascended to the studio. It was certainly very +difficult to avoid painting ourselves, and the screen placed behind was +perfectly wet. We had not mentioned a word to Mr. Hudson about spirit +photographs, and the first plate he took out and held up to the light, +we saw him draw his coat sleeve across. When we asked him what he was +doing, he turned to us and said, "Are you ladies Spiritualists?" When we +answered in the affirmative, he continued, "I rubbed out the plate +because I thought there was something on it, and most sitters would +object. I often have to destroy three or four negatives before I get a +clear picture." We begged him not to rub out any more as we were curious +to see the results. He, consequently, developed three photographs of us, +sitting side by side. The first was too indistinct to be of any use. It +represented us, with a third form, merely a patch of white, lying on the +ground, whilst a mass of hair was over my knee. "Florence" afterwards +informed me that this was an attempt to depict herself. The second +picture showed Mrs. Cook and myself as before, with "Charlie" standing +behind me. I have spoken of "Charlie" (Stephen Charles Bernard Abbott) +in "Curious Coincidences," and how much he was attached to me and mine. +In the photograph he is represented in his cowl and monk's frock--with +ropes round his waist, and his face looking down. In the third picture, +an old lady in a net cap and white shawl was standing with her two hands +on Mrs. Cook's shoulders. This was her grandmother, and the profile was +so distinctly delineated, that her father, Mr. Mortimer Collins, +recognized it at once as the portrait of his mother. The old lady had +been a member of the Plymouth Brethren sect, and wore the identical +shawl of white silk with an embroidered border which she used to wear +during her last years on earth. I have seen many other spirit +photographs taken by Mr. Hudson, but I adhere to my resolution to speak +only of that which I have proved by the exercise of my own senses. I +have the two photographs I mention to this day, and have often wished +that Mr. Hudson's removal from town had not prevented my sitting again +to him in order to procure the likenesses of other friends. + +Miss Caroline Pawley is a lady who advertises her willingness to obtain +messages for others from the spirit world, but is forbidden by her +guides to take presents or money. I thought at first this must be a +"_ruse_." "Surely," I said to a friend who knew Miss Pawley, "I ought to +take books, or flowers, or some little offering in my hand." "If you do +she will return them," was the reply. "All that is necessary is to write +and make an appointment, as her time is very much taken up." Accordingly +I did write, and Miss Pawley kindly named an early date for my visit. It +was but a few months after I had lost my beloved daughter, and I longed +for news of her. I arrived at Miss Pawley's residence, a neat little +house in the suburbs, and was received by my hostess, a sweet, +placid-faced woman, who looked the embodiment of peace and calm +happiness. After we had exchanged greetings she said to me, "You have +lost a daughter." "I lost one about twenty years ago--a baby of ten days +old," I replied. "I don't mean her," said Miss Pawley, "I mean a young +woman. I will tell you how I came to know of it. I took out my memoranda +yesterday and was looking it through to see what engagements I had made +for to-day, and I read the names aloud to myself. As I came to the +entry, 'Mrs. Lean, 3 o'clock,' I heard a low voice say behind me, 'That +is my dear, _dear_ mother!' and when I turned round, I saw standing at +my elbow a young woman about the middle height, with blue eyes and very +long brown hair, and she told me that it is _she_ whom you are grieving +for at present." I made no answer to this speech, for my wound was too +fresh to permit me to talk of her; and Miss Pawley proceeded. "Come!" +she said cheerfully, "let us get paper and pencil and see what the dear +child has to say to us." She did not go under trance, but wrote rapidly +for a few moments and then handed me a letter written in the following +manner. I repeat (what I have said before) that I do not test the +genuineness of such a manifestation by the act itself. _Anyone_ might +have written the letter, but no one but myself could recognize the +familiar expressions and handwriting, nor detect the apparent +inconsistencies that made it so convincing. It was written in two +different hands on alternate lines, the first line being written by +"Eva," and the next by "Florence," and so on. Now, my earthly children +from their earliest days have never called me anything but "Mother," +whilst "Florence," who left me before she could speak, constantly calls +me "Mamma." This fact alone could never have been known to Miss Pawley. +Added to which the portion written by my eldest daughter was in her own +clear decided hand, whilst "Florence's" contribution was in rather a +childish, or "young ladylike" scribble. + +The lines ran thus. The italics are Florence's:-- + + "My own beloved mother. + _My dear, dear, dearest Mamma._ + You must not grieve so terribly for me. + _And knowing all we have taught you, you should not grieve._ + Believe me, I am not unhappy. + _Of course not, and she will be very happy soon._ + But I suffer pain in seeing you suffer. + _Dear Mamma, do try to see that it is for the best._ + Florence is right. It is best! dear Mother. + _And we shall all meet so soon, you know._ + God bless you for all your love for me. + _Good-bye, dear, dearest Mamma._ + Your own girl. + _Your loving little Florence._" + +I cannot comment on this letter. I only make it public in a cause that +is sacred to me. + +To instance another case of mediumship which is exercised for neither +remuneration nor applause. I am obliged in this example to withhold the +name, because to betray their identity would be to ill requite a favor +which was courteously accorded me. I had heard of a family of the name +of D---- who held private sittings once a week, at which the mother and +brothers and sisters gone before materialized and joined the circle; and +having expressed my desire, through a mutual acquaintance, to assist at +their _séances_, Mr. D---- kindly sent me an invitation to one. I found +he was a high-class tradesman, living in a good house in the suburbs, +and that strangers were very seldom (if ever) admitted to their circle. +Mr. D---- explained to me before the _séance_ commenced, that they +regarded Spiritualism as a most sacred thing, that they sat only to have +communication with their own relations, his wife and children, and that +his wife never manifested except when they were alone. His earth family +consisted of a young married daughter and her husband, and four or five +children of different ages. He had lost, I think he told me, a grown-up +son, and two little ones. William Haxby, the medium, whom I wrote of in +my chapter "On Sceptics," and who had passed over since then, had been +intimate with their family, and often came back to them. These +explanations over, the _séance_ began. The back and front parlors were +divided by lace curtains only. In the back, where the young married +daughter took up her position on a sofa, were a piano and an American +organ. In the front parlor, which was lighted by an oil lamp, we sat +about on chairs and sofas, but without any holding of hands. In a very +short time the lace curtains parted and a young man's face appeared. +This was the grown-up brother. "Hullo! Tom," they all exclaimed, and the +younger ones went up and kissed him. He spoke a while to his father, +telling what they proposed to do that evening, but saying his mother +would not be able to materialize. As he was speaking, a little boy stood +by his side. "Here's Harry," cried the children, and they brought their +spirit brother out into the room between them. He seemed to be about +five years old. His father told him to come and speak to me, and he +obeyed, just like a little human child, and stood before me with his +hand resting on my knee. Then a little girl joined the party, and the +two children walked about the room, talking to everybody in turn. As we +were occupied with them, we heard the notes of the American organ. +"Here's Haxby," said Mr. D----. "Now we shall have a treat." (I must say +here that Mr. Haxby was an accomplished organist on earth.) As he heard +his name, he, too, came to the curtains, and showed his face with its +ungainly features, and intimated that he and "Tom" would play a duet. +Accordingly the two instruments pealed forth together, and the spirits +really played gloriously--a third influence joining in with some +stringed instrument. This _séance_ was so much less wonderful than many +I have written of, that I should not have included a description of it, +except to prove that all media do not ply their profession in order to +prey upon their fellow-creatures. The D---- family are only anxious to +avoid observation. There could be no fun or benefit in deceiving each +other, and yet they devote one evening in each week to holding communion +with those they loved whilst on earth and feel are only hidden from them +for a little while, and by a very flimsy veil. Their _séances_ truly +carry out the great poet's belief. + + "Then the forms of the departed + Enter at the open door; + The belovéd, the true-hearted, + Come to visit me once more. + + * * * * * + + With a slow and noiseless footstep + Comes that messenger divine, + Takes the vacant chair beside me, + Lays her gentle hand in mine. + + * * * * * + + Uttered not, yet, comprehended, + Is the spirit's voiceless prayer. + Soft rebukes, in blessings ended, + Breathing from her lips of air." + +In the house of the lady I have mentioned in "The Story of the Monk," +Mrs. Uniacke of Bruges, I have witnessed marvellous phenomena. They were +not pleasant manifestations, very far from it, but there was no doubt +that they were genuine. Whether they proceeded from the agency of Mrs. +Uniacke, my sister Blanche, or a young lady called Miss Robinson, who +sat with them, or from the power of all three combined, I cannot say, +but they had experienced them on several occasions before I joined them, +and were eager that I should be a witness of them. We sat in Mrs. +Uniacke's house, in a back drawing-room, containing a piano and several +book-cases, full of books--some of them very heavy. We sat round a table +in complete darkness, only we four women, with locked doors and bolted +windows. Accustomed as I was to all sorts of manifestations and +mediumship, I was really frightened by what occurred. The table was most +violent in its movements, our chairs were dragged from under us, and +heavy articles were thrown about the room. The more Mrs. Uniacke +expostulated and Miss Robinson laughed, the worse the tumult became. The +books were taken from the shelves and hurled at our heads, several of +the blows seriously hurting us; the keys of the piano at the further end +of the room were thumped and crashed upon, as if they would be broken; +and in the midst of it all Miss Robinson fell prone upon the floor, and +commenced talking in Flemish, a language of which she had no knowledge. +My sister understands it, and held a conversation with the girl; and she +told us afterwards that Miss Robinson had announced herself by the name +of a Fleming lately deceased in the town, and detailed many events of +his life, and messages which he wished to be delivered to his +family--all of which were conveyed in good and intelligible Flemish. +When the young lady had recovered she resumed her place at the table, as +my sister was anxious I should see another table, which they called +"Mademoiselle" dance, whilst unseen hands thumped the piano. The +manifestation not occurring, however, they thought it must be my +presence, and ordered me away from the table. I went and stood up close +against the folding doors that led into the front room, keeping my hand, +with a purpose, on the handle. The noise and confusion palpably +increased when the three ladies were left alone. "Mademoiselle," who +stood in a corner of the room, commenced to dance about, and the notes +of the piano crashed forcibly. There was something strange to me about +the manifestation of the piano. It sounded as if it were played with +feet instead of hands. When the tumult was at its height, I suddenly, +and without warning, threw open the folding door and let the light in +upon the scene, and I saw _the music-stool mounted on the keyboard_ and +hammering the notes down. As the light was admitted, both "Mademoiselle" +and the music-stool fell with a crash to the floor, and the _séance_ was +over. The ladies were seated at the table, and the floor and articles of +furniture were strewn with the books which had been thrown down--the +bookshelves being nearly emptied--and pots of flowers. I was never at +such a pandemonium before or after. + +The late Sir Percy Shelley and his wife Lady Shelley, having no children +of their own, adopted a little girl, who, when about four or five years, +was seriously burned about the chest and shoulders, and confined for +some months to her bed. The child's cot stood in Lady Shelley's bedroom, +and when her adopted mother was about to say her prayers, she was +accustomed to give the little girl a pencil and piece of paper to keep +her quiet. One day the child asked for pen and ink instead of a pencil, +and on being refused began to cry, and said, "The _man_ said she must +have pen and ink." As it was particularly enjoined that she must not cry +for fear of reopening her wounds, Lady Shelley provided her with the +desired articles, and proceeded to her devotions. When she rose from +them, she saw to her surprise that the child had drawn an outline of a +group of figures in the Flaxman style, representing mourners kneeling +round a couch with a sick man laid upon it. She did not understand the +meaning of the picture, but she was struck with amazement at the +execution of it, as was everybody who saw it. From that day she gave the +little girl a sheet of card-board each morning, with pen and ink, and +obtained a different design, the child always talking glibly of "the +man" who helped her to draw. This went on until the drawings numbered +thirty or forty, when a "glossary of symbols" was written out by this +baby, who could neither write nor spell, which explained the whole +matter. It was then discovered that the series of drawings represented +the life of the soul on leaving the body, until it was lost "in the +Infinity of God"--a likely subject to be chosen, or understood, by a +child of five. I heard this story from Lady Shelley's lips, and I have +seen (and well examined) the original designs. They were at one time to +be published by subscription, but I believe it never came to pass. I +have also seen the girl who drew them, most undoubtedly under control. +She was then a young married woman and completely ignorant of anything +relating to Spiritualism. I asked her if she remembered the +circumstances under which she drew the outlines, and she laughed and +said no. She knew she had drawn them, but she had no idea how. All she +could tell me was that she had never done anything wonderful since, and +she had no interest in Spiritualism whatever. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +VARIOUS MEDIA. + + +A very strong and remarkable clairvoyant is Mr. Towns, of Portobello +Road. As a business adviser or foreteller of the Future, I don't think +he is excelled. The inquirer after prophecy will not find a grand +mansion to receive him in Portobello Road. On the contrary, this +soothsayer keeps a small shop in the oil trade, and is himself only an +honest, and occasionally rather rough spoken, tradesman. He will see +clients privately on any day when he is at home, though it is better to +make an appointment, but he holds a circle on his premises each Tuesday +evening, to which everybody is admitted, and where the contribution is +anything you may be disposed to give, from coppers to gold. These +meetings, which are very well attended, are always opened by Mr. Towns +with prayer, after which a hymn is sung, and the _séance_ commences. +There is full gas on all the time, and Mr. Towns sits in the midst of +the circle. He does not go under trance, but rubs his forehead for a few +minutes and then turns round suddenly and addresses members of his +audience, as it may seem, promiscuously, but it is just as he is +impressed. He talks, as a rule, in metaphor, or allegorically, but his +meaning is perfectly plain to the person he addresses. It is not only +silly women, or curious inquirers, who attend Mr. Towns' circles. You +may see plenty of grave, and often anxious, business men around him, +waiting to hear if they shall sell out their shares, or hold on till the +market rises; where they are to search for lost certificates or papers +of value; or on whom they are to fix the blame of money or articles of +value that have disappeared. Once in my presence a serious-looking man +had kept his eye fixed on him for some time, evidently anxious to speak. +Mr. Towns turned suddenly to him. "You want to know, sir," he commenced, +without any preface, "where that baptismal certificate is to be found." +"I do, indeed," replied the man; "it is a case of a loss of thousands +if it is not forthcoming." "Let me see," said Mr. Towns, with his finger +to his forehead. "Have you tried a church with a square tower without +any steeple, an ugly, clumsy building, white-washed inside, standing in +a village. Stop! I can see the registrar books--the village's name is +----. The entry is at page 200. The name is ----. The mother's name is +----. Is that the certificate you want?" "It is, indeed," said the man; +"and it is in the church at ----?" "Didn't I say it was in the church at +----?" replied Mr. Towns, who does not like to be doubted or +contradicted. "Go and you will find it there." And the man _did_ go and +did find it there. To listen to the conversations that go on between him +and his clients at these meetings, Mr. Towns is apparently not less +successful with love affairs than with business affairs, and it is an +interesting experience to attend them, if only for the sake of +curiosity. But naturally, to visit him privately is to command much more +of his attention. He will not, however, sit for everybody, and it is of +no use attempting to deceive him. He is exceedingly keen-sighted into +character, and if he takes a dislike to a man he will tell him so +without the slightest hesitation. No society lies are manufactured in +the little oil shop. A relative of mine, who was not the most faithful +husband in the world, and who, in consequence, judged of his wife's +probity by his own, went, during her temporary absence, to Mr. Towns to +ask him a delicate question. The lady was well known to the medium, but +the husband he had never seen before, and had no notion who his sitter +was, until he pulled out a letter from his pocket, thrust it across the +table, and said, "There! look at that letter and tell me if the writer +is faithful to me." Mr. Towns told me that as he took the envelope in +his hand, he saw the lady's face photographed upon it, and at the same +moment, all the blackness of the husband's own life. He rose up like an +avenging deity and pointed to the door. "This letter," he said, "was +written by Mrs. ----. Go! man, and wash your own hands clean, and _then_ +come and ask me questions about your wife." And so the "heavy swell" had +to slink downstairs again. I have often gone myself to Mr. Towns before +engaging in any new business, and always received the best advice, and +been told exactly what would occur during its progress. When I was about +to start on the "Golden Goblin" tour in management with my son--I went +to him to ask if it would be successful. He not only told me what money +it would bring in, but where the weak points would occur. The drama was +then completed, and in course of rehearsal, and had been highly +commended by all who had heard and seen it. Mr. Towns, however, who had +neither seen nor heard it, insisted it would have to be altered before +it was a complete success. This annoyed me, and I knew it would annoy my +son, the author; besides, I believed it was a mistake, so I said nothing +about it. Before it had run a month, however, the alterations were +admitted on all sides to be necessary, and were consequently made. +Everything that Mr. Towns prognosticated on that occasion came to pass, +even to the strangers I should encounter on tour, and how their +acquaintance would affect my future life; also how long the tour would +last, and in which towns it would achieve the greatest success. I can +assure some of my professional friends, that if they would take the +trouble to consult a trustworthy clairvoyant about their engagements +before booking them, they would not find themselves so often in the +hands of the bogus manager as they do now. A short time ago I received a +summons to the county court, and although I _knew_ I was in the right, +yet law has so many loopholes that I felt nervous. The case was called +for eleven o'clock on a certain Wednesday, and the evening before I +joined Mr. Towns' circle. When it came to my turn to question him, I +said, "Do you see where I shall be to-morrow morning?" He replied, "I +can see you are called to appear in a court-house, but the case will be +put off." "_Put off_," I repeated, "but it is fixed for eleven. It can't +be put off." "Cases are sometimes relegated to another court," said Mr. +Towns. Then I thought he had quite got out of his depth, and replied, +"You are making a mistake. This is quite an ordinary business. It can't +go to a higher court. But shall I gain it?" "In the afternoon," said the +medium. His answers so disappointed me that I placed no confidence in +them, and went to the county court on the following morning in a nervous +condition. But he was perfectly correct. The case was called for eleven, +but as the defendant was not forthcoming, it was passed over, and the +succeeding hearings occupied so much time, that the magistrate thought +mine would never come off, so he _relegated it at two o'clock to +another court_ to be heard before the registrar, who decided it at once +in my favor, so that I _gained it in the afternoon_. + + * * * * * + +One afternoon in my "green sallet" days of Spiritualism, when every +fresh experience almost made my breath stop, I turned into the +Progressive Library in Southampton Row, to ask if there were any new +media come to town. Mr. Burns did not know of any, but asked me if I had +ever attended one of Mrs. Olive's _séances_, a series of which were +being held weekly in the Library Rooms. I had not, and I bought a +half-crown ticket for admission, and returned there the same evening. +When I entered the _séance_ room, the medium had not arrived, and I had +time to take stock of the audience. It seemed a very sad and serious +one. There was no whispering nor giggling going on, and it struck me +they looked more like patients waiting the advent of the doctor, than +people bound on an evening's amusement. And that, to my surprise, was +what I afterwards found they actually were. Mrs. Olive did not keep us +long waiting, and when she came in, dressed in a lilac muslin dress, +with her golden hair parted plainly on her forehead, her _very_ blue +eyes, and a sweet, womanly smile for her circle, she looked as unlike +the popular idea of a professional medium as anyone could possibly do. +She sat down on a chair in the middle of the circle, and, having closed +her eyes, went off to sleep. Presently she sat up, and, still with her +eyes closed, said in a very pleasant, but decidedly _manly_, voice: "And +now, my friends, what can I do for you?" + +A lady in the circle began to ask advice about her daughter. The medium +held up her hand. "Stop!" she exclaimed, "you are doing _my_ work. +Friend, your daughter is ill, you say. Then it is _my_ business to see +what is the matter with her. Will you come here, young lady, and let me +feel your pulse." Having done which, the medium proceeded to detail +exactly the contents of the girl's stomach, and to advise her what to +eat and drink for the future. Another lady then advanced with a written +prescription. The medium examined her, made an alteration or two in the +prescription, and told her to go on with it till further orders. My +curiosity was aroused, and I whispered to my next neighbor to tell me +who the control was. "Sir John Forbes, a celebrated physician," she +replied. "He has almost as large a connection now as he had when alive." +I was not exactly ill at the time, but I was not strong, and nothing +that my family doctor prescribed for me seemed to do me any good. So +wishing to test the abilities of "Sir John Forbes," I went up to the +medium and knelt down by her side. "What is the matter with me, Sir +John?" I began. "Don't call me by that name, little friend," he +answered; "we have no titles on this side the world." "What shall I call +you, then?" I said. "Doctor, plain Doctor," was the reply, but in such a +kind voice. "Then tell me what is the matter with me, Doctor." "Come +nearer, and I'll whisper it in your ear." He then gave me a detailed +account of the manner in which I suffered, and asked what I had been +taking. When I told him, "All wrong, all wrong," he said, shaking his +head. "Here! give me a pencil and paper." I had a notebook in my pocket, +with a metallic pencil, which I handed over to him, and he wrote a +prescription in it. "Take that, and you'll be all the better, little +friend," he said, as he gave it to me back again. When I had time to +examine what he had written, I found to my surprise that the +prescription was in abbreviated Latin, with the amount of each +ingredient given in the regular medical shorthand. Mrs. Olive, a simple +though intelligent looking woman, seemed a very unlikely person to me to +be educated up to this degree. However, I determined to obtain a better +opinion than my own, so the next time my family doctor called to see me, +I said: "I have had a prescription given me, Doctor, which I am anxious, +with your permission, to try. I wish you would glance your eye over it +and see if you approve of my taking it." At the same time I handed him +the note-book, and I saw him grow very red as he looked at the +prescription. "Anything wrong?" I inquired. "O! dear no!" he replied in +an offended tone; "you can try your remedy, and welcome, for aught I +care--only, next time you wish to consult a new doctor, I advise you to +dismiss the old one first." "But this prescription was not written by a +doctor," I argued. At this he looked still more offended. "It's no use +trying to deceive me, Mrs. Ross-Church! That prescription was written by +no one but a medical man." It was a long time before I could make him +really believe _who_ had transcribed it, and under what circumstances. +When he was convinced of the truth of my statement, he was very much +astonished, and laid all his professional pique aside. He did more. He +not only urged me to have the prescription made up, but he confessed +that his first chagrin was due to the fact that he felt he should have +thought of it himself. "_That_," he said, pointing to one ingredient, +"is the very thing to suit your case, and it makes me feel such a fool +to think that a _woman_ should think of what _I_ passed over." + +Nothing would make this doctor believe in Spiritualism, though he +continued to aver that only a medical man could have prescribed the +medicine; but as I saw dozens of other cases treated at the time by Mrs. +Olive, and have seen dozens since, I know that she does it by a power +not her own. For several years after that "Sir John Forbes" used to give +me advice about my health, and when his medium married Colonel Greck and +went to live in Russia, he was so sorry to leave his numerous patients, +and they to lose him, that he wanted to control _me_ in order that I +might carry on his practice, but after several attempts he gave it up as +hopeless. He said my brain was too active for any spirit to magnetize; +and he is not the first, nor last, who has made the same attempt, and +failed. "Sir John Forbes" was not Mrs. Olive's only control. She had a +charming spirit called "Sunshine," who used to come for clairvoyance and +prophecy; and a very comical negro named "Hambo," who was as humorous +and full of native wit and repartee, as negroes generally are, and as +Mrs. Olive, who is a very gentle, quiet woman, decidedly was _not_. +"Hambo" was the business adviser and director, and sometimes +materialized, which the others did not. These three influences were just +as opposite from one another, and from Mrs. Olive, as any creatures +could possibly be. "Sir John Forbes," so dignified, courteous, and truly +benevolent--such a thorough old _gentleman_; "Sunshine," a sweet, +sympathetic Indian girl, full of gentle reproof for wrong and +exhortations to lead a higher life; and "Hambo," humorous and witty, +calling a spade a spade, and occasionally descending to coarseness, but +never unkind or wicked. I knew them all over a space of years until I +regarded them as old friends. Mrs. Greck is now a widow, and residing in +England, and, I hear, sitting again for her friends. If so, a great +benefit in the person of "Sir John Forbes" has returned for a portion of +mankind. + +I have kept a well-known physical medium to the last, not because I do +not consider his powers to be completely genuine, but because they are +of a nature that will not appeal to such as have not witnessed them. I +allude to Mr. Charles Williams, with whom I have sat many times alone, +and also with Mrs. Guppy Volckman. The manifestations that take place at +his _séances_ are always material. The much written of "John King" is +his principal control, and invariably appears under his mediumship; and +"Ernest" is the name of another. I have seen Charles Williams leave the +cabinet under trance and wander in an aimless manner about the room, +whilst both "John King" and "Ernest" were with the circle, and have +heard them reprove him for rashness. I have also seen him under the same +circumstances, during an afternoon _séance_, mistake the window curtains +for the curtains of the cabinet, and draw them suddenly aside, letting +the full light of day in upon the scene, and showing vacancy where a +moment before two figures had been standing and talking. + +Once when "John King" asked Colonel Lean what he should bring him, he +was told _mentally_ to fetch the half-hoop diamond ring from my finger +and place it on that of my husband. + +This half-hoop ring was worn between my wedding ring and a heavy gold +snake ring, and I was holding the hand of my neighbor all the time, and +yet the ring was abstracted from between the other two and transferred +to Colonel Lean's finger without my being aware of the circumstance. +These and various other marvels, I have seen under Mr. Williams' +mediumship; but as I can adduce no proof that they were genuine, except +my own conviction, it would be useless to write them down here. Only I +could not close the list of the media with whom I have familiarly sat in +London, and from whom I have received both kindness and courtesy, +without including his name. It is the same with several others--with Mr. +Frank Herne (now deceased) and his wife Mrs. Herne, whom I first knew as +Mrs. Bassett, a famous medium for the direct spirit voice; with Mrs. +Wilkinson, a clairvoyant who has a large _clientèle_ of wealthy and +aristocratic patrons; with Mrs. Wilkins and Mr. Vango, both reliable, +though, as yet, less well known to the spiritualistic public; and with +Dr. Wilson, the astrologer, who will tell you all you have ever done, +and all you are ever going to do, if you will only give him the +opportunity of casting your horoscope. To all and each I tender my +thanks for having afforded me increased opportunities of searching into +the truth of a science that possesses the utmost interest for me, and +that has given me the greatest pleasure. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +ON LAYING THE CARDS. + + +At the risk of being laughed at, I cannot refrain, in the course of this +narrative of my spiritualistic experiences, from saying a few words +about what is called "laying the cards." "Imagine!" I fancy I hear some +dear creature with nose "tip-tilted like a flower" exclaim, "any +sensible woman believing in cards." And yet Napoleon believed in them, +and regulated the fate of nations by them; and the only times he +neglected their admonitions were followed by the retreat from Moscow and +the defeat at Waterloo. Still I did not believe in card-telling till the +belief was forced upon me. I always thought it rather cruel to give +imprisonment and hard labor to old women who laid the cards for servant +girls. Who can tell whether or no it is obtaining money upon false +pretences; and if it is, why not inflict the same penalty on every +cheating tradesman who sells inferior articles or gives short weight? +Women would be told they should look after their own interests in the +one case--so why not in the other? But all the difference lies in _who_ +lays the cards. Very few people can do it successfully, and my belief is +that it must be done by a person with mediumistic power, which, in some +mysterious manner, influences the disposition of the pack. I have seen +cards shuffled and cut twenty times in the hope of getting rid of some +number antagonistic to the inquirer's good fortune, and yet each time +the same card would turn up in the juxtaposition least to be desired. +However, to narrate my own experience. When I was living in Brussels, +years before I heard of modern Spiritualism, I made the acquaintance of +an Irish lady called Mrs. Thorpe, a widow who was engaged as a +_châperon_ for some young Belgian ladies of high birth, who had lost +their mother. We lived near each other, and she often came in to have a +chat with me. After a while I heard through some other friends that Mrs. +Thorpe was a famous hand at "laying the cards;" and one day, when we +were alone, I asked her to tell me my fortune. I didn't in the least +believe in it, but I wanted to be amused. Mrs. Thorpe begged to be +excused at once. She told me her predictions had proved so true, she was +afraid to look into futurity any more. She had seen a son and heir for a +couple who had been married twenty years without having any children, +and death for a girl just about to become a bride--and both had come +true; and, in fact, her employer, the Baron, had strictly forbidden her +doing it any more whilst in his house. However, this only fired my +curiosity, and I teased her until, on my promising to preserve the +strictest secrecy, she complied with my request. She predicted several +things in which I had little faith, but which I religiously wrote down +in case they came true--the three most important being that my husband, +Colonel Ross-Church (who was then most seriously ill in India), would +not die, but that his brother, Edward Church, would; that I should have +one more child by my first marriage--a daughter with exceedingly fair +skin and hair, who would prove to be the cleverest of all my children, +and that after her birth I should never live with my husband again. All +these events were most unlikely to come to pass at that time, and, +indeed, did not come to pass for years afterwards, yet each one was +fulfilled, and the daughter who, unlike all her brothers and sisters, is +fair as a lily, will be by no means the last in the race for talent. Yet +these cards were laid four years before her birth. Mrs. Thorpe told me +she had learnt the art from a pupil of the identical Italian countess +who used to lay the cards for the Emperor Napoleon. But it is not an +art, and it is not to be learnt. It is inspiration. + +Many years after this, when I had just begun to study Spiritualism, my +sister told me of a wonderful old lady, a neighbor of hers, who had +gained quite an evil reputation in the village by her prophetical powers +with the cards. Like Mrs. Thorpe, she had become afraid of herself, and +professed to have given up the practice. The last time she had laid +them, a girl acquaintance had walked over joyously from an adjacent +village to introduce her affianced husband to her, and to beg her to +tell them what would happen in their married life. The old lady had laid +the cards, and saw the death card turn up three times with the marriage +ring, and told the young people, much to their chagrin, that they must +prepare for a disappointment, as their marriage would certainly be +postponed from some obstacle arising in the way. She told me afterwards +that she dared not tell them more than this. They left her somewhat +sobered, but still full of hope, and started on their way home. Before +they reached it the young man staggered and fell down dead. No one had +expected such a catastrophe. He had been apparently in the best of +health and spirits. _What_ was it that had made this old lady foresee +what no one else had seen? + +These are no trumped-up tales after the prediction had been fulfilled. +Everyone knew it to be true, and became frightened to look into the +future for themselves. I was an exception to the general rule, however, +and persuaded Mrs. Simmonds to lay the cards for me. I had just +completed a two months' sojourn at the seaside, was in robust health, +and anticipating my return home for the sake of meeting again with a +friend who was very dear to me. I shuffled and cut the cards according +to directions. The old lady looked rather grave. "I don't like your +cards," she said, "there is a good deal of trouble before you--trouble +and sickness. You will not return home so soon as you anticipate. You +will be detained by illness, and when you do return, you will find a +letter on the table that will cut you to the heart. I am sorry you have +stayed away so long. There has been treachery in your absence, and a +woman just your opposite, with dark eyes and hair, has got the better of +you. However, it will be a sharp trouble, but not a lengthy one. You +will see the wisdom of it before long, and be thankful it has happened." +I accepted my destiny with complacency, never supposing (notwithstanding +all that I had heard) that it would come true. I was within a few days +of starting for home, and had received affectionate letters from my +friend all the time I had been away. However, as Fate and the cards +would have it, I was taken ill the very day after they were laid for me, +and confined for three weeks with a kind of low fever to my bed; and +when weakened and depressed I returned to my home I found _the letter on +my table_ that Mrs. Simmonds had predicted for me, to say that my +friendship with my (supposed) friend _was over and done with for ever_. +After this I began to have more respect for cards, or rather for the +persons who successfully laid them. In 1888, when I was touring with my +company with the "Golden Goblin," I stayed for the first time in my life +in Accrington. Our sojourn there was to be only for a week, and, as may +be supposed, the accommodation in the way of lodgings was very poor. +When we had been there a few days a lady of the company said to me, +"There is such a funny old woman at my lodgings, Miss Marryat! I wish +you'd come and see her. She can tell fortunes with the cards, and I know +you believe in such things. She has told my husband and me all about +ourselves in the most wonderful manner; but you mustn't come when the +old man is at home, because he says it's devilry, and he has forbidden +her doing it." "I _am_ very much interested in that sort of thing," I +replied, "and I will certainly pay her a visit, if you will tell me when +I may come." A time was accordingly fixed for my going to the lady's +rooms, and on my arrival there I was introduced to a greasy, snuffy old +landlady, who didn't look as if she had a soul above a bottle of gin. +However, I sat down at a table with her, and the cards were cut. She +told me nothing that my friends might have told her concerning me, but +dived at once into the future. My domestic affairs were in a very +complicated state at that period, and I had no idea myself how they +would end. She saw the whole situation at a glance--described the actors +in the scene, the places they lived in, the people by whom they were +surrounded, and exactly how the whole business would end, and _did_ end. +She foretold the running of the tour, how long it would last, and which +of the company would leave before it concluded. She told me that a woman +in the company, whom I believed at that time to be attached to me, would +prove to be one of my greatest enemies, and be the cause of estrangement +between me and one of my nearest relations, and she opened my eyes to +that woman's character in a way which forced me afterwards to find out +that to which I might have been blind forever. And this information +emanated from a dirty, ignorant, old lodging keeper, who had probably +never heard of my name until it was thrust before her, and yet told me +things that my most intimate and cleverest friends had no power to tell +me. After the woman at Accrington I never looked at a card for the +purpose of divination until my attention was directed last year to a +woman in London who is very clever at the same thing, and a friend +asked me to go with her and see what she could tell us. This woman, who +is quite of the lower class, and professedly a dressmaker, received us +in a bedroom, the door of which was carefully locked. She was an elderly +woman and rather intelligent and well educated for her position, but she +could adduce no reason whatever for her facility in reading the cards. +She told me "it _came_ to her," she didn't know why or how. + +It "came to her" with a vengeance for me. She rattled off my past, +present and future as if she had been reading from an open book, and she +mentioned the description of a person (which I completely recognized) so +constantly with reference to my future, that I thought I would try her +by a question. "Stop a minute," I said, "this person whom you have +alluded to so often--have I ever met him?" "Of course you have met him," +she replied, "you know him intimately." "I don't recognize the +description," I returned, fallaciously. The woman turned round and +looked me full in the face. "_You don't recognize him?_" she repeated in +an incredulous tone, "then you must be very dull. Well! I'll tell you +how to recognize him. Next time you meet a gentleman out walking who +raises his hat, and before he shakes hands with you, draws a written or +printed paper from his pocket and presents it to you, you can remember +my words. _That_ is the man I mean." + +I laughed at the quaintness of the idea and returned home. As I was +walking from the station to my own house I met the person she had +described. As he neared me he raised his hat, and then putting his hand +in his pocket he said, "Good afternoon! I have something for you! I met +Burrows this morning. He was going on to you, but as he was in a great +hurry he asked me if I was likely to see you to-day to give you this." +And he presented me with a printed paper of regulations which I had +asked the man he mentioned to procure for me. + +Now, here was no stereotyped utterance of the cards--no stock +phrase--but a deliberate prophecy of an unfulfilled event. It is upon +such things that I base my opinion that, given certain persons and +certain circumstances, the cards are a very fertile source of +information. It is absurd in cases like those I have related to lay it +all down to chance, to clever guessing, or to trickery. If my readers +believe so, let me ask them to try it for themselves. If it is all +folly, and any stupid, ignorant old woman can do it, of course _they_ +must be able to master the trick. Let them get a pack of cards and lay +them according to the usual directions--there are any number of books +published that will tell them how to do it--and then see if they can +foretell a single event of importance correctly. They will probably find +(as _I_ do) that the cards are a sealed book to them. I would give a +great deal to be able to lay the cards with any degree of success for +myself or my friends. But nothing "comes to me." The cards remain +painted pieces of cardboard, and nothing more. And yet an ignorant +creature who has no brains of her own can dive deep into the mysteries +of my mind, and turn my inmost thoughts and wishes inside out,--more, +can pierce futurity and tell me what _shall_ be. However, if my hearers +continue to doubt my story, I can only repeat my admonition to try it +for themselves. If they once succeed, they will not give it up again. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +SPIRITUALISM IN AMERICA. + +I. _Mrs. M. A. Williams._ + + +I went to America on a professional engagement in October, 1884. Some +months beforehand a very liberal offer had been made me by the +Spiritualists of Great Britain to write my experiences for the English +press, but I declined to do so until I could add my American notes to +them. I had corresponded (as I have shown) with the _Banner of Light_ in +New York; and what I had heard of Spiritualism in America had made me +curious to witness it. But I was determined to test it on a strictly +private plan. I said to myself: "I have seen and heard pretty nearly all +there is to be seen and heard on the subject in England, but, with one +or two exceptions, I have never sat at any _séance_ where I was not +known. Now I am going to visit a strange country where, in a matter like +Spiritualism, I can conceal my identity, so as to afford the media no +clue to my surroundings or the names of my deceased friends." I sailed +for America quite determined to pursue a strictly secret investigation, +and with that end in view I never mentioned the subject to anyone. + +I had a few days holiday in New York before proceeding to Boston, where +my work opened, and I stayed at one of the largest hotels in the city. I +landed on Sunday morning, and on Monday evening I resolved to make my +first venture. Had I been a visitor in London, I should have had to +search out the right sort of people, and make a dozen inquiries before I +heard where the media were hiding themselves from dread of the law; but +they order such things better on the other side of the Atlantic. People +are allowed to hold their private opinions and their private religion +there without being swooped down upon and clapped into prison for rogues +and vagabonds. Whatever the views of the majority may be, upon this +subject or any other (and Heaven knows I would have each man strong +enough to cling to his opinion, and brave enough to acknowledge it +before the world), I think it is a discredit to a civilized country to +allow old laws, that were made when we were little better than savages, +to remain in force at the present day. We are far too much over-ridden +by a paternal Government, which has grown so blind and senile that it +swallows camels while it is straining after a gnat. + +There was no obstacle to my wish, however, in New York. I had but to +glance down the advertisement columns of the newspapers to learn where +the media lived, and on what days they held their public _séances_. It +so happened that Mrs. M. A. Williams was the only one who held open +house on Monday evenings for Materialization; and thither I determined +to go. There is no such privacy as in a large _hôtel_, where no one has +the opportunity to see what his neighbor is doing. As soon, therefore, +as my dinner was concluded, I put on a dark cloak, hat and veil, and +walking out into the open, got into one of the cars that ran past the +street where Mrs. Williams resided. Arrived at the house, I knocked at +the door, and was about to inquire if there was to be any _séance_ +there, that evening, when the attendant saved me the trouble by saying, +"Upstairs, if you please, madam," and nothing more passed between us. +When I had mounted the stairs, I found myself in a large room, the floor +of which was covered with a thick carpet, nailed all round the +wainscotting. On one side were some thirty or forty cane-bottomed +chairs, and directly facing them was the cabinet. This consisted of four +uprights nailed over the carpet, with iron rods connecting them at the +top. There was no roof to it, but curtains of a dark maroon color were +usually drawn around, but when I entered, they were flung back over the +iron rods, so as to disclose the interior. There was a stuffed armchair +for the use of the medium, and in front of the cabinet a narrow table +with papers and pencils on it, the use of which I did not at first +discover. At the third side of the room was a harmonium, so placed that +the performer sat with his back both to the cabinet and the sitters. A +large gas lamp, almost like a limelight, made in a square form like a +lantern, was fixed against the wall, so as to throw the light upon the +cabinet, but it was fitted with a sliding shade of red silk, with which +it could be darkened if necessary. I was early, and only a few visitors +were occupying the chairs. I asked a lady if I might sit where I chose, +and on her answering "Yes," I took the chair in the front row, exactly +opposite the cabinet, not forgetting that I was there in the cause of +Spiritualism as well as for my own interests. The seats filled rapidly +and there must have been thirty-five or forty people present, when Mrs. +Williams entered the room, and nodding to those she knew, went into the +cabinet. Mrs. Williams is a stout woman of middle age, with dark hair +and eyes, and a fresh complexion. She was dressed in a tight-fitting +gown of pale blue, with a good deal of lace about the neck and sleeves. +She was accompanied by a gentleman, and I then discovered for the first +time that it is usual in America to have, what they call, a "conductor" +of the _séance_. The conductor sits close to the cabinet curtains, and, +if any spirit is too weak to shew itself outside, or to speak audibly, +he conveys the message it may wish to send to its friends; and when I +knew how very few precautions the Americans take to prevent such +outrages as have occurred in England, and how many more materializations +take place in an evening there than here, I saw the necessity of a +conductor to protect the medium, and to regulate the order of the +_séance_. + +Mrs. Williams' conductor opened the proceedings with a very neat little +speech. He said, "I see several strange faces here this evening, and I +am very pleased to see them, and I hope they may derive both pleasure +and profit from our meeting. We have only one rule for the conduct of +our _séances_, that you shall behave like ladies and gentlemen. You may +not credit all you see, but remember this is our religion, and the +religion of many present, and as you would behave yourselves reverently +and decorously, if you were in a church of another persuasion to your +own, so I beg of you to behave yourselves here. And if any spirits +should come for you whom you do not immediately recognize, don't wound +them by denying their identity. They may have been longing for this +moment to meet you again, and doing their very utmost to assume once +more the likeness they wore on earth; yet some fail. Don't make their +failure harder to bear by roughly repudiating all knowledge of them. The +strangers who are present to-night may mistake the reason of this little +table being placed in front of the cabinet, and think it is intended to +keep them from too close an inspection of the spirits. No such thing! On +the contrary, all will be invited in turn to come up and recognize their +friends. But we make it a rule at these _séances_ that no materialized +spirit, who is strong enough to come beyond that table, shall be +permitted to return to the cabinet. They must dematerialize in sight of +the sitters, that no possible suspicion may rest upon the medium. These +pencils and papers are placed here in case any spirit who is unable to +speak may be impressed to write instead. And now we will begin the +evening with a song." + +The accompanist then played "Footsteps of Angels," the audience sung it +with a will, and the curtains having been drawn round Mrs. Williams, the +shade was drawn across the gaslight, and the _séance_ began. + +I don't think it could have been more than a minute or two before we +heard a voice whispering, "Father," and _three girls_, dressed in white +clinging garments, appeared at the opening in the curtains. An old man +with white hair left his seat and walked up to the cabinet, when they +all three came out at once and hung about his neck and kissed him, and +whispered to him. I almost forgot where I was. They looked so perfectly +human, so joyous and girl-like, somewhere between seventeen and twenty, +and they all spoke at once, so like what girls on earth would do, that +it was most mystifying. The old man came back to his seat, wiping his +eyes. "Are those your daughters, sir?" asked one of the sitters. "Yes! +my three girls," he replied. "I lost them all before ten years old, but +you see I've got them back again here." + +Several other forms appeared after this--one, a little child of about +three years old, who fluttered in and out of the cabinet like a +butterfly, and ran laughing away from the sitters who tried to catch +her. Some of the meetings that took place for the first time were very +affecting. One young man of about seventeen or eighteen, who was called +up to see his mother's spirit, sobbed so bitterly, it broke my heart to +hear him. There was not the least doubt if _he_ recognized her or no. He +was so overcome, he hardly raised his eyes for the rest of the evening. +One lady brought her spirit-son up to me, that I might see how perfectly +he had materialized. She spoke of it as proudly as she might have done +if he had passed some difficult examination. The young man was dressed +in a suit of evening clothes, and he shook hands with me at his mother's +bidding, with the firm grasp of a mortal. Naturally, I had seen too much +in England for all this to surprise me. Still I had never assisted at a +_séance_ where everything appeared to be so strangely human--so little +mystical, except indeed the rule of dematerializing before the sitters, +which I had only seen "Katie King" do before. But here, each form, after +having been warned by the conductor that its time was up, sunk down +right through the carpet as though it were the most ordinary mode of +egression. Some, and more especially the men, did not advance beyond the +curtains; then their friends were invited to go up and speak to them, +and several went inside the cabinet. There were necessarily a good many +forms, familiar to the rest, of whom I knew nothing; one was an old +minister under whom they had all sat, another a gentleman who had been a +constant attendant at Mrs. Williams' _séances_. + +Once the conductor spoke to me. "I am not aware of your name," he said +(and I thought, "No! my friend, and you won't be aware of it just yet +either!"), "but a spirit here wishes you would come up to the cabinet." +I advanced, expecting to see some friend, and there stood a Catholic +priest with his hand extended in blessing. I knelt down, and he gave me +the usual benediction and then closed the curtains. "Did you know the +spirit?" the conductor asked me. I shook my head; and he continued, "He +was Father Hayes, a well-known priest in this city. I suppose you are a +Catholic?" I told him "Yes," and went back to my seat. The conductor +addressed me again. "I think Father Hayes must have come to pave the way +for some of your friends," he said. "Here is a spirit who says she has +come for a lady named 'Florence,' who has just crossed the sea. Do you +answer to the description?" I was about to say "Yes," when the curtains +parted again and my daughter "Florence" ran across the room and fell +into my arms. "Mother!" she exclaimed, "I said I would come with you and +look after you--didn't I?" + +I looked at her. She was exactly the same in appearance as when she had +come to me in England--the same luxuriant brown hair and features and +figure, as I had seen under the different mediumships of Florence Cook, +Arthur Colman, Charles Williams and William Eglinton; the same form +which in England had been declared to be half-a-dozen different media +dressed up to represent my daughter stood before me there in New York, +thousands of miles across the sea, and by the power of a person who did +not even know who I was. If I had not been convinced before, how could I +have helped being convinced then? + +"Florence" appeared as delighted as I was, and kept on kissing me and +talking of what had happened to me on board ship coming over, and was +evidently quite _au fait_ of all my proceedings. Presently she said, +"There's another friend of yours here, mother! We came over together. +I'll go and fetch him." She was going back to the cabinet when the +conductor stopped her. "You must not return this way, please. Any other +you like," and she immediately made a kind of court curtsey and went +down through the carpet. I was standing where "Florence" had left me, +wondering what would happen next, when she came _up again_ a few feet +off from me, head first, and smiling as if she had discovered a new +game. She was allowed to enter the cabinet this time, but a moment +afterwards she popped her head out again, and said, "Here's your friend, +mother!" and by her side was standing William Eglinton's control, +"Joey," clad in his white suit, with a white cap drawn over his head. +"'Florence' and I have come over to make new lines for you here," he +said: "at least, I've come over to put her in the way of doing it, but I +can't stay long, you know, because I have to go back to 'Willy.'" + +I really didn't care if he stayed long or not. I seemed to have procured +the last proof I needed of the truth of the doctrine I had held so long, +that there is no such thing as Death, as we understand it in this world. +Here were the two spiritual beings (for believing in the identity of +whom I had called myself a credulous fool fifty times over, only to +believe in them more deeply still) in _prôpria personæ_ in New York, +claiming me in a land of strangers, who had not yet found out who I was. +I was more deeply affected than I had ever been under such circumstances +before, and more deeply thankful. "Florence" made great friends with our +American cousins even on her first appearance. Mrs. Williams' conductor +told me he thought he had never heard anything more beautiful than the +idea of the spirit-child crossing the ocean to guard its mother in a +strange country, and particularly, as he could feel by her influence, +what a pure and beautiful spirit she was. When I told him she had left +this world at ten days old, he said that accounted for it, but he could +see there was nothing earthly about her. + +I was delighted with this _séance_, and hoped to sit with Mrs. Williams +many times more, but fate decreed that I should leave New York sooner +than I had anticipated. The perfect freedom with which it was conducted +charmed me, and the spirits seemed so familiar with the sitters. There +was no "Sweet Spirit, hear my prayer," business about it. No fear of +being detained or handled among the spirits, and no awe, only intense +tenderness on the part of their relations. It was to this cause I +chiefly attributed the large number of materializations I +witnessed--_forty_ having taken place that evening. They spoke far more +distinctly and audibly too than those I had seen in England, but I +believe the dry atmosphere of the United States is far more favorable to +the process of materialization. I perceived another difference. Although +the female spirits were mostly clad in white, they wore dresses and not +simply drapery, whilst the men were invariably attired in the clothes +(or semblances of the clothes) they would have worn had they been still +on earth. I left Mrs. Williams' rooms, determined to see as much as I +possibly could of mediumship whilst I was in the United States. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +II. _Mrs. Eva Hatch._ + + +I was so disappointed at being hurried off to Boston before I had seen +any more of the New York media, that I took the earliest opportunity of +attending a _séance_ there. A few words I had heard dropped about Eva +Hatch made me resolve to visit her first. She was one of the Shaker +sect, and I heard her spoken of as a remarkably pure and honest woman, +and most reliable medium. Her first appearance quite gave me that +impression. She had a fair, placid countenance, full of sweetness and +serenity, and a plump matronly figure. I went incognita, as I had done +to Mrs. Williams, and mingled unnoticed with the crowd. Mrs. Hatch's +cabinet was quite different from Mrs. Williams'. It was built of planks +like a little cottage, and the roof was pierced with numerous round +holes for ventilation, like a pepper-box. There was a door in the +centre, with a window on either side, all three of which were shaded by +dark curtains. The windows, I was told, were for the accommodation of +those spirits who had not the power to materialize more than a face, or +head and bust. Mrs. Hatch's conductor was a woman, who sat near the +cabinet, as in the other case. + +Mrs. Eva Hatch had not entered the cabinet five minutes before she came +out again, under trance, with a very old lady with silver hair clinging +to her arm, and walked round the circle. As they did so, the old lady +extended her withered hand, and blessed the sitters. She came quite +close to each one and was distinctly visible to all. I was told that +this was the spirit of Mrs. Hatch's mother, and that it was her regular +custom to come first and give her blessing to the _séance_. I had never +seen the spirit of an aged person before, and it was a beautiful sight. +She was the sweetest old lady too, very small and fragile looking, and +half reclining on her daughter's bosom, but smiling serenely upon every +one there. When they had made the tour of the room, Mrs. Hatch +re-entered the cabinet, and did not leave it again until the sitting was +concluded. + +There were a great many sitters present, most of whom were old patrons +of Mrs. Hatch, and so, naturally, their friends came for them first. It +is surprising though, when once familiarized with materialization, how +little one grows to care to see the spirits who come for one's next door +neighbor. They are like a lot of prisoners let out, one by one, to see +their friends and relations. The few moments they have to spare are +entirely devoted to home matters of no possible interest to the +bystander. The first wonder and possible shock at seeing the supposed +dead return in their old likeness to greet those they left on earth +over, one listens with languid indifference, and perhaps a little +impatience for one's own turn to come, to the whispered utterances of +strangers. Mrs. Hatch's "cabinet spirits" or "controls," however, were +very interesting. One, who called herself the "Spirit of Prayer," came +and knelt down in the middle of the circle, and prayed with us. She had +asked for the gas to be extinguished first, and as she prayed she became +illuminated with flashes of light, in the shape of stars and crosses, +until she was visible from head to foot, and we could see her features +and dress as if she had been surrounded by electricity. + +Two more cabinet spirits were a negro and negress, who appeared +together, chanting some of their native hymns and melodies. When I saw +these apparitions, I thought to myself: "Here is a good opportunity to +discover trickery, if trickery there is." The pair were undoubtedly of +the negro race. There was no mistaking their thick lips and noses and +yellow-white eyes, nor their polished brown skins, which no charcoal can +properly imitate. They were negroes without doubt; but how about the +negro bouquet? Everyone who has mixed with colored people in the East or +the West knows what that is, though it is very difficult to describe, +being something like warm rancid oil mingled with the fumes of charcoal, +with a little worse thrown in. "Now," I thought, "if these forms are +human, there will be some odor attached to them, and that I am +determined to find out." I caught, therefore, at the dress of the young +woman as she passed, and asked her if she would kiss me. She left her +companion directly, and put her arms (which were bare) round my neck, +and embraced me several times; and I can declare, on my oath, that she +was as completely free from anything like the smell of a colored woman +as it was possible for her to be. She felt as fresh and sweet and pure +as a little child. + +Many other forms appeared and were recognized by the circle, notably a +very handsome one who called herself the Empress Josephine; but as they +could not add a grain's weight to my testimony I pass them over. I had +begun to think that "Florence" was not going to visit me that evening, +when the conductor of the _séance_ asked if there was anybody in the +room who answered to the name of "Bluebell." I must indulge in a little +retrospect here, and tell my readers that ten years previous to the time +I am writing of, I had lost my brother-in-law, Edward Church, under very +painful circumstances. He had been left an orphan and in control of his +fortune at a very early age, and had lived with my husband, Colonel +Ross-Church, and myself. But poor "Ted" had been his own worst enemy. He +had possessed a most generous heart and affectionate disposition, but +these had led him into extravagances that swallowed up his fortune, and +then he had taken to drinking and killed himself by it. I and my +children had loved him dearly, but all our prayers and entreaties had +had no avail, and in the end he had become so bad that the doctors had +insisted upon our separation. Poor "Ted" had consequently died in exile, +and this had been a further aggravation of our grief. For ten years I +had been trying to procure communication with him in vain, and I had +quite given up expecting to see him again. Only once had I heard +"Bluebell" (his pet name for me) gasped out by an entranced clairvoyant, +but nothing further had come of it. Now, as I heard it for the second +time, from a stranger's lips in a foreign country, it naturally roused +my expectations, but I thought it might be only a message for me from +"Ted." + +"Is there anyone here who recognizes the name of 'Bluebell'?" repeated +the conductor. "I was once called so by a friend," I said. "Someone is +asking for that name. You had better come up to the cabinet," she +replied. I rose at once and did as she told me, but when I reached the +curtain I encountered "Florence." "My darling child," I said, as I +embraced her, "why did you ask for 'Bluebell'?" She did not answer me, +except by shaking her head, placing her finger on her lips, and +pointing downwards to the carpet. I did not know what to make of it. I +had never known her unable to articulate before. "What is the matter, +dear?" I said; "can't you speak to me to-night?" Still she shook her +head, and tapped my arm with her hand, to attract my attention to the +fact that she was pointing vigorously downwards. I looked down, too, +when, to my astonishment, I saw rise through the carpet what looked to +me like the bald head of a baby or an old man, and a little figure, _not +more than three feet in height_, with Edward Church's features, but no +hair on its head, came gradually into view, and looked up in my face +with a pitiful, deprecating expression, as if he were afraid I should +strike him. The face, however, was so unmistakably Ted's, though the +figure was so ludicrously insignificant, that I could not fail to +recognize him. "Why, Ted!" I exclaimed, "have you come back to see me at +last?" and held out my hand. The little figure seized it, tried to +convey it to his lips, burst into tears, and sank down through the +carpet much more rapidly than he had come up. + +I began to cry too. It was so pitiful. With her uncle's disappearance +"Florence" found her tongue. "Don't cry, mother," she said; "poor Uncle +Ted is overcome at seeing you. That's why he couldn't materialize +better. He was in such a terrible hurry. He'll look more like himself +next time. I was trying so hard to help him, I didn't dare to use up any +of the power by speaking. He'll be so much better, now he's seen you. +You'll come here again, won't you?" I told her I certainly would, if I +could; and, indeed, I was all anxiety to see my poor brother-in-law +again. To prove how difficult it would have been to deceive me on this +subject, I should like to say a little about Edward Church's personal +appearance. He was a very remarkable looking man--indeed, I have never +seen anyone a bit like him before or after. He was very small; not short +only, but small altogether, with tiny hands and feet, and a little head. +His hair and eyes were of the deepest black--the former parted in the +middle, with a curl on either side, and was naturally waved. His +complexion was very dark, his features delicate, and he wore a small +pointed moustache. As a child he had suffered from an attack of +confluent small-pox, which had deeply pitted his face, and almost eaten +away the tip of his nose. Such a man was not to be easily imitated, even +if anyone in Boston had ever heard of his inconsequential existence. To +me, though, he had been a dear friend and brother, before the curse of +Drink had seemed to change his nature, and I had always been anxious to +hear how he fared in that strange country whither he had been forced to +journey, like all of us, _alone_. I was very pleased then to find that +business would not interfere with my second visit to Mrs. Eva Hatch, +which took place two nights afterward. On this occasion "Florence" was +one of the first to appear, and "Ted" came with her, rather weak and +trembling on his second introduction to this mundane sphere, but no +longer bald-headed nor under-sized. He was his full height now, about +five feet seven; his head was covered with his black crisp hair, parted +just as he used to wear it while on earth; in every particular he +resembled what he used to be, even down to his clothes. I could have +sworn I had seen that very suit of clothes; the little cut-away coat he +always wore, with the natty tie and collar, and a dark blue velvet +smoking cap upon his head, exactly like one I remembered being in his +possession. "Florence" still seemed to be acting as his interpreter and +guide. When I said to him, "Why! Ted, you look quite like your old self +to-day," she answered, "He can't talk to you, mamma, he is weak still, +and he is so thankful to meet you again. He wants me to tell you that he +has been trying to communicate with you often, but he never could manage +it in England. He will be so glad when he can talk freely to you." +Whilst she was speaking, "Ted" kept on looking from her to me like a +deaf and dumb animal trying to understand what was going on in a manner +that was truly pitiful. I stooped down and kissed his forehead. The +touch seemed to break the spell that hung over him. "_Forgive_," he +uttered in a choked voice. "There is nothing to forgive, dear," I +replied, "except as we all have need to forgive each other. You know how +we all loved you, Ted, and we loved you to the last and grieved for you +deeply. You remember the children, and how fond you were of them and +they of you. They often speak to this day of their poor Uncle Ted." +"Eva--Ethel," he gasped out, naming my two elder children. At this +juncture he seemed suddenly to fail, and became so weak that "Florence" +took him back into the cabinet again. No more spirits came for me that +evening, but towards the close of the _séance_ "Florence" and "Ted" +appeared again together and embraced me fondly. "Florence" said, "He's +so happy now, mother; he says he shall rest in peace now that he knows +that you have forgiven him. And he won't come without his hair again," +she added, laughing. "I hope he won't," I answered, "for he frightened +me." And then they both kissed me "good-night," and retreated to the +cabinet, and I looked after them longingly and wished I could go there +too. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +III. _The Misses Berry._ + + +No one introduced me to the Misses Berry. I saw their advertisement in +the public papers and went incognita to their _séance_, as I had done to +those of others. The first thing that struck me about them was the +superior class of patrons whom they drew. In the ladies' cloak room, +where they left their heavy wraps and umbrellas, the conversation that +took place made this sufficiently evident. Helen and Gertrude Berry were +pretty, unaffected, lady-like girls; and their conductor, Mr. Abrow, one +of the most courteous gentlemen I have ever met. The sisters, both +highly mediumistic, never sat together, but on alternate nights, but the +one who did _not_ sit always took a place in the audience, in order to +prevent suspicion attaching to her absence. Gertrude Berry had been +lately married to a Mr. Thompson, and on account of her health gave up +her _séances_, soon after I made her acquaintance She was a tall, +finely-formed young woman, with golden hair and a beautiful complexion. +Her sister Helen was smaller, paler and more slightly built. She had +been engaged to be married to a gentleman who died shortly before the +time fixed for their wedding, and his spirit, whom she called "Charley," +was the principal control at her _séances_, though he never showed +himself. I found the _séance_ room, which was not very large, crammed +with chairs which had all been engaged beforehand, so Mr. Abrow fetched +one from downstairs and placed it next his own for me, which was the +very position I should have chosen. I asked him afterwards how he dared +admit a stranger to such close proximity, and he replied that he was a +medium himself and knew who he could and who he could _not_ trust at a +glance. As my professional duties took me backwards and forwards to +Boston, which was my central starting-point, sometimes giving me only a +day's rest there, I was in the habit afterwards, when I found I should +have "a night off," of wiring to Mr. Abrow to keep me a seat, so +difficult was it to secure one unless it were bespoken. Altogether I sat +five or six times with the Berry sisters, and wished I could have sat +fifty or sixty times instead, for I never enjoyed any _séances_ so +_much_ in my life before. The cabinet was formed of an inner room with a +separate door, which had to undergo the process of being sealed up by a +committee of strangers every evening. Strips of gummed paper were +provided for them, on which they wrote their names before affixing them +across the inside opening of the door. On the first night I inspected +the cabinet also as a matter of principle, and gummed my paper with +"Mrs. Richardson" written on it across the door. The cabinet contained +only a sofa for Miss Helen Berry to recline upon. The floor was covered +with a nailed-down carpet. The door which led into the cabinet was +shaded by two dark curtains hung with rings upon a brass rod. The door +of the _séance_ room was situated at a right angle with that of the +cabinet, both opening upon a square landing, and, to make "assurance +doubly sure," the door of the _séance_ room was left open, so that the +eyes of the sitters at that end commanded a view, during the entire +sitting, of the outside of the locked and gummed-over cabinet door. To +make this fully understood, I append a diagram of the two rooms-- + +[Illustration] + +By the position of these doors, it will be seen how impossible it would +have been for anybody to leave or enter the cabinet without being +detected by the sitters, who had their faces turned towards the _séance_ +room door. The first materialization that appeared that evening was a +bride, dressed in her bridal costume; and a gentleman, who was occupying +a chair in the front row, and holding a white flower in his hand, +immediately rose, went up to her, embraced her, and whispered a few +words, then gave her the white flower, which she fastened in the bosom +of her dress, after which he bowed slightly to the company, and, instead +of resuming his seat, left the room. Mr. Abrow then said to me, "If you +like, madam, you can take that seat now," and as the scene had excited +my curiosity I accepted his offer, hoping to find some one to tell me +the meaning of it. I found myself next to a very sweet-looking lady, +whom I afterwards knew personally as Mrs. Seymour. "Can you tell me why +that gentleman left so suddenly?" I asked her in a whisper. "He seldom +stays through a _séance_," she replied; "he is a business man, and has +no time to spare, but he is here every night. The lady you saw him speak +to is his wife. She died on her wedding day, eleven years ago, and he +has never failed to meet her on every opportunity since. He brings her a +white flower every time he comes. She appears always first, in order +that he may be able to return to his work." This story struck me as very +interesting, and I always watched for this gentleman afterwards, and +never failed to see him waiting for his bride, with the white flower in +his hand. "Do you expect to see any friends to-night?" I said to my new +acquaintance. "O! yes!" she replied. "I have come to see my daughter +'Bell.' She died some years ago, and I am bringing up the two little +children she left behind her. I never do anything for them without +consulting their mother. Just now I have to change their nurse, and I +have received several excellent characters of others, and I have brought +them here this evening that 'Bell' may tell me which to write for. I +have the pattern for the children's winter frocks, too," she continued, +producing some squares of woolen cloths, "and I always like to let +'Bell' choose which she likes best." This will give my readers some idea +of how much more the American spiritualists regard their departed +friends as still forming part of the home circle, and interested in +their domestic affairs. "Bell" soon after made her appearance, and Mrs. +Seymour brought her up to me. She was a young woman of about three or +four and twenty, and looked very happy and smiling. She perused the +servants' characters as practically as her mother might have done, but +said she would have none of them, and Mrs. Seymour was to wait till she +received some more. The right one had not come yet. She also looked at +the patterns, and indicated the one she liked best. Then, as she was +about to retire, she whispered to her mother, and Mrs. Seymour said, to +my surprise (for it must be remembered I had not disclosed my name to +her), "Bell tells me she knows a daughter of yours in the spirit life, +called 'Florence.' Is that the case?" I answered I had a daughter of +that name; and Mrs. Seymour added "'Bell' says she will be here this +evening, that she is a very pure and very elevated spirit, and they are +great friends." Very shortly after this, Mr. Abrow remarked, "There is a +young girl in the cabinet now, who says that if her mother's name is +'Mrs. Richardson,' she must have married for the third time since she +saw her last, for she was 'Mrs. Lean' then." At this remark I laughed; +and Mr. Abrow said, "Is she come for you, madam? Does the cap fit?" I +was obliged to acknowledge then that I _had_ given a false name in order +to avoid recognition. But the mention of my married name attracted no +attention to me, and was only a proof that it had not been given from +any previous knowledge of Mr. Abrow's concerning myself. I was known in +the United States as "Florence Marryat" only, and to this day they +believe me to be still "Mrs. Ross-Church," that being the name under +which my first novels were written. So I recognized "Florence" at once +in the trick that had been played me, and had risen to approach the +curtain, when she came _bounding_ out and ran into my arms. I don't +think I had ever seen her look so charming and girlish before. She +looked like an embodiment of sunshine. She was dressed in a low frock +which seemed manufactured of lace and muslin, her hair fell loose down +her back to her knees, and her hands were full of damask roses. This was +in December, when hot-house roses were selling for a dollar a piece in +Boston, and she held, perhaps, twenty. Their scent was delicious, and +she kept thrusting them under my nose, saying, "Smell my roses, mother. +Don't you wish you had my garden? We have _fields_ of them in the Summer +Land! O! how I wish you were there." "Shan't I come soon, darling?" I +said. "No! not yet," replied "Florence." "You have a lot of work to do +still. But when you come, it will be all flowers for you and me." I +asked her if she knew "Bell," and she said, "O! yes! We came together +this evening." Then I asked her to come and speak to "Bell's" mother, +and her manner changed at once. She became shy and timid, like a young +girl, unused to strangers, and quite hung on my arm, as I took her up to +Mrs. Seymour's side. When she had spoken a few words to her in a very +low voice, she turned to me and said, "I must go now, because we have a +great surprise for you this evening--a _very_ great surprise." I told +her I liked great surprises, when they were pleasant ones, and +"Florence" laughed, and went away. I found that her _début_ had created +such a sensation amongst the sitters--it being so unusual for a +materialized spirit to appear so strong and perfect on the first +occasion of using a medium--that I felt compelled to give them a little +explanation on the subject. And when I told them how I had lost her as a +tiny infant of ten days old--how she had returned to me through various +media in England, and given such unmistakable proofs of her +_identity_--and how I, being a stranger in their country, and only +landed there a few weeks, had already met her through Mrs. Williams, +Mrs. Hatch and Miss Berry--they said it was one of the most wonderful +and perfect instances of materialization they had ever heard of. And +when one considers how perfect the chain is, from the time when +"Florence" first came back to me as a child, too weak to speak, or even +to understand where she was, to the years through which she had grown +and became strong almost beneath my eyes, till she could "_bound_" (as I +have narrated) into my arms like a human being, and talk as distinctly +as (and far more sensible than) I did myself, I think my readers will +acknowledge also, that hers is no common story, and that I have some +reason to believe in Spiritualism. + +Miss Berry's cabinet spirits were quite different from the common type. +One was, or rather had been, a dancing girl--not European, but rather +more, I fancy, of the Asiatic or Egyptian type. Anyway she used to come +out of the cabinet--a lithe lissom creature like a panther or a +snake--and execute such twists and bounds and pirouettes, as would have +made her fortune on the stage. Indeed I used to think (being always on +the lookout for chicanery) that no _human_ creature who could dance +as she did would ever waste her talents, especially in a smart country +like America, on an audience of spiritualists, whose only motive for +meeting was to see their friends, and who would not pay an extra cent to +look at a "cabinet spirit." Another one was an Indian whom they called +"The Brave." He was also a lithe, active creature, without an ounce of +superfluous flesh upon his body, but plenty of muscle. He appeared to +like the ladies of the company very much, but evidently distrusted the +men. One stout, big man who was, I fancy, a bit of a sceptic, wished to +test the "Brave's" muscular power by feeling his biceps, and was invited +to step in front of the circle for that purpose. He had no sooner +approached him than the Indian seized him up in his arms and threw him +_right over his head_. He did not hurt him, but as the gentleman got up +again, he said, "Well! I weigh 200 pounds, and I didn't think any man in +the room could have done that." The ladies in the circle mostly wore +flowers in their bosom--bouquets, after the custom of American +ladies--and they began, one and all, to detach flowers from their +bouquets and give them to the "Brave," "to give to his squaw." He nodded +and gabbled some unintelligible Sioux or Cherokee in reply, and went all +round the circle on his knees. The stout man had surmised that he was +painted, and his long, straight, black hair was a wig. When he came to +me I said, "Brave! may I try if your hair is a wig?" He nodded and said, +"Pull--pull!" which I did, and found that it undoubtedly grew on his +head. Then he took my finger and drew it across his face several times +to show he was not painted. I had no flowers to present him with, so I +said, "Come here, Brave, and I'll give you something for your squaw," +and when he approached near enough I kissed him. He chuckled, and his +eyes sparkled with mischief as he ran chatting in his native dialect +behind the curtains. In another minute he dashed out again, and coming +up to me ejaculated, "No--give--squaw!" and rushed back. Mr. Abrow +laughed heartily at this incident, and so did all the sitters, the +former declaring I had entirely captivated the "Brave." Presently the +cabinet curtains were shaken, and after a pause they parted slowly, and +the figure of an Indian squaw crept out. Anything more malignant and +vicious than her look I have seldom seen. Mr. Abrow asked her _who_ she +wanted and _what_ she wanted, but she would not speak. She stood there +silent, but scowling at me from beneath the tangles of her long black +hair. At last Mr. Abrow said to her, "If you don't want to speak to +anyone in the circle you must go away, as you are only preventing other +spirits from coming." The squaw backed behind the curtains again rather +sulkily, but the next time the "Brave" appeared she came with him, and +_never_ did he come again in my presence but what his "squaw" stood at +the curtains and watched his actions. Mrs. Abrow told me that the +"Brave" had been in the habit of manifesting at their _séances_ for +years, but that they had never seen the "squaw" until that evening. +Indeed, I don't think they were very grateful to me for having by my +rashness eliminated this new feature in their evening's entertainment, +for the "squaw" proved to be a very earthly and undeveloped spirit, and +subsequently gave them some trouble, as they could not drive her away +when they wanted to do so. Towards the close of the evening Mr. Abrow +said, "There is a spirit here now who is very anxious to show himself, +but it is the first time he has ever attempted to fully materialize, and +he is not at all certain of success. He tells me there is a lady in the +circle who has newly arrived in America, and that this lady years ago +sang a song by his dying bed in India. If she will step up to the +cabinet now and sing that song again he will try and shew himself to +her." + +Such of my readers as have perused "The story of John Powles" will +recognize at once who this was. I did, of course, and I confess that as +I rose to approach the cabinet I trembled like an aspen leaf. I had +tried so often, and failed so often to see this dear old friend of mine, +that to think of meeting him now was like a veritable resurrection from +the dead. Think of it! We had parted in 1860, and this was +1884--twenty-four years afterwards. I had been a girl when we said +"Good-bye," and he went forth on that journey which seemed then so +mysterious an one to me. I was a middle-aged woman now, who had passed +through so much from which _he_ had been saved, that I felt more like +his mother than his friend. Of all my experiences this was to me really +the most solemn and interesting. I hardly expected to see more than his +face, but I walked up to the cabinet and commenced to sing in a very +shaky voice the first stanza of the old song he was so fond of:-- + + "Thou art gone from my gaze like a beautiful dream, + And I seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream; + Oft I breathe thy dear name to the winds passing by, + But thy sweet voice is mute to my bosom's lone sigh. + In the stillness of night when the stars mildly shine, + O! then oft my heart holds communion with thine, + For I feel thou art near, and where'er I may be, + That the Spirit of Love keeps a watch over me." + +I had scarcely reached the finish of these lines when both the curtains +of the cabinet were drawn apart so sharply that the brass rings rattled +on the rod, and John Powles stood before me. Not a face, nor a +half-formed figure, nor an apparition that was afraid to pass into the +light--but _John Powles himself_, stalwart and living, who stepped out +briskly and took me in his arms and kissed me four or five times, as a +long-parted brother might have done; and strange to say, I didn't feel +the least surprised at it, but clung to him like a sister. For John +Powles had never once kissed me during his lifetime. Although we had +lived for four years in the closest intimacy, often under the same roof, +we had never indulged in any familiarities. I think men and women were +not so lax in their manners then as they are now; at anyrate, the only +time I had ever kissed him was when he lay dead, and my husband had told +me to do so. And yet it seemed quite natural on meeting him again to +kiss him and cry over him. At last I ventured to say, "O, Powles! is +this really you?" "Look at me and see for yourself," he answered. I +looked up. It was indeed himself. He had possessed _very_ blue eyes in +earth life, good features, a florid complexion, auburn hair, and quite a +golden beard and moustache. The eyes and hair and features were just the +same, only his complexion was paler, and he wore no beard. "O!" I +exclaimed, "where is your beard?" "Don't you remember I cut it off just +before I left this world?" he said; and then I recalled the fact that he +had done so owing to a Government order on the subject. + +And bearing on this question I may mention what seems a curious +thing--that spirits almost invariably return to earth the first time +_just as they left it_, as though their thoughts at the moment of +parting clothed them on their return. This, however, was not John +Powles' first _attempt_ at materialization, although it was his first +success, for it may be remembered he tried to show himself through Miss +Showers, and then he _had_ a beard. However, when I saw him through Miss +Berry, he had none, nor did he resume it during my stay in America. When +we had got over the excitement of meeting, he began to speak to me of my +children, especially of the three who were born before his death, and of +whom he had been very fond. He spoke of them all by name, and seemed +quite interested in their prospects and affairs. But when I began to +speak of other things he stopped me. "I know it all," he said, "I have +been with you in spirit through all your trials, and I can never feel +the slightest interest in, or affection for, those who caused them. My +poor friend, you have indeed had your purgatory upon earth." "But tell +me of yourself, dear Powles! Are you quite happy?" I asked him. He +paused a moment and then replied, "Quite happy, waiting for you." +"Surely you are not suffering still?" I said, "after all these years?" +"My dear Florence," he answered, "it takes more than a few years to +expiate a life of sin. But I am happier than I was, and every year the +burden is lighter, and coming back to you will help me so much." + +As he was speaking to me the curtain opened again, and there stood my +brother-in-law, Edward Church, not looking down-spirited and miserable, +as he had done at Mrs. Eva Hatch's, but bright and smiling, and dressed +in evening clothes, as also I perceived, when I had time to think of it, +was John Powles. I didn't know which to talk to first, but kept turning +from one to the other in a dazed manner. John Powles was telling me that +_he_ was preparing my house for me in the Summer Land, and would come to +take me over to it when I died, when "Ted" interrupted him. "That ought +to have been _my_ work, Bluebell," he said, "only Powles had anticipated +me." "I wish I could go back with you both at once, I am sick of this +world," I replied. "Ted" threw his arms round me and strained me to his +breast. "O! it is so hard to part again. How I wish I could carry you +away in my arms to the Summer Land! I should have nothing left to wish +for then." "You don't want to come back then, Ted?" I asked him. "_Want +to come back_," he said with a shudder; "not for anything! Why, +Bluebell, death is like an operation which you must inevitably undergo, +but which you fear because you know so little about it. Well, with me +_the operation's over_. I know the worst, and every day makes the term +of punishment shorter. I am _thankful_ I left the earth so soon." "You +look just like your old self, Ted," I said; "the same little curls and +scrubby little moustache." "Pull them," he answered gaily. "Don't go +away, Bluebell, and say they were false and I was Miss Berry dressed up. +Feel my biceps," he continued, throwing up his arm as men do, "and feel +my heart," placing my hand above it, "feel how it is beating for my +sister Bluebell." + +I said to John Powles, "I hardly know you in evening costume. I never +saw you in it before" (which was true, as all our acquaintance had taken +place in India, where the officers are never allowed to appear in +anything but uniform, especially in the evenings). "I wish," I +continued, "that you would come next time in uniform." "I will try," he +replied, and then their time was up for that occasion, and they were +obliged to go. + +A comical thing occurred on my second visit to the Berrys. Of course I +was all eagerness to see my brother-in-law and "Powles" again, and when +I was called up to the cabinet and saw a slim, dark, young man standing +there, I took him at once for "Ted," and, without looking at him, was +just about to kiss him, when he drew backwards and said, "I am not +'Edward!' I am his friend 'Joseph,' to whom he has given permission to +make your acquaintance." I then perceived that "Joseph" was very +different from "Ted," taller and better looking, with a Jewish cast of +countenance. I stammered and apologized, and felt as awkward as if I had +nearly kissed a mortal man by mistake. "Joseph" smiled as if it were of +very little consequence. He said he had never met "Ted" on earth, but +they were close friends in the spirit world, and "Ted" had talked so +much to him of me, that he had become very anxious to see me, and speak +to me. He was a very elegant looking young man, but he did not seem to +have very much to say for himself, and he gave me the impression that he +had been a "masher" whilst here below, and had not quite shaken off the +remembrance in the spirit world. + +There was one spirit who often made her appearance at these sittings and +greatly interested me. This was a mother with her infant of a few weeks +old. The lady was sweet and gentle looking, but it was the baby that so +impressed me--a baby that never whined nor squalled, nor turned red in +the face, and yet was made of neither wax nor wood, but was palpably +living and breathing. I used always to go up to the cabinet when this +spirit came, and ask her to let me feel the little baby. It was a tiny +creature, with a waxen-looking face, and she always carried it enveloped +in a full net veil, yet when I touched its hand, the little fingers +tightened round mine in baby fashion, as it tried to convey them to its +mouth. I had seen several spirit children materialized before, but never +such a young infant as this. The mother told me she had passed away in +child-birth, and the baby had gone with her. She had been a friend of +the Misses Berry, and came to them for that reason. + +On Christmas Eve I happened to be in Boston, and disengaged, and as I +found it was a custom of the American Spiritualists to hold meetings on +that anniversary for the purpose of seeing their spirit friends, I +engaged a seat for the occasion. I arrived some time before the _séance_ +commenced, and next to me was seated a gentleman, rather roughly +dressed, who was eyeing everything about him with the greatest +attention. Presently he turned to me and said, rather sheepishly, "Do +you believe in this sort of thing?" "I do," I replied, "and I have +believed in it for the last fifteen years." "Have you ever seen anybody +whom you recognized?" he continued. "Plenty," I said. Then he edged a +little nearer to me, and lowered his voice. "Do you know," he commenced, +"that I have ridden on horseback forty miles through the snow to-day to +be present at this meeting, because my old mother sent me a message that +she would meet me here! I don't believe in it, you know. I've never been +at a _séance_ before, and I feel as if I was making a great fool of +myself now, but I couldn't neglect my poor old mother's message, +whatever came of it." "Of course not," I answered, "and I hope your +trouble will be rewarded." I had not much faith in my own words, though, +because I had seen people disappointed again and again over their first +_séance_, from either the spirits of their friends being too weak to +materialize, or from too many trying to draw power at once, and so +neutralizing the effect on all. My bridegroom friend was all ready on +that occasion with his white flowers in his hand and I ventured to +address him and tell him how very beautiful I considered his wife's +fidelity and his own. He seemed pleased at my notice, and began to talk +quite freely about her. He told me she had returned to him before her +body was buried, and had been with him ever since. "She is so really and +truly _my wife_," he said, "as I received her at the altar, that I could +no more marry again than I could if she were living in my house." When +the _séance_ commenced she appeared first as usual, and her husband +brought her up to my side. "This is Miss Florence Marryat, dear," he +said (for by this time I had laid aside my _incognita_ with the Berrys). +"You know her name, don't you?" "O! yes," she answered, as she gave me +her hand, "I know you quite well. I used to read your books." Her face +was covered with her bridal veil, and her husband turned it back that I +might see her. She was a very pretty girl of perhaps twenty--quite a +gipsy, with large dark eyes and dark curling hair, and a brown +complexion. "She has not altered one bit since the day we were married," +said her husband, looking fondly at her, "whilst I have grown into an +old man." She put up her hand and stroked his cheek. "We shall be young +together some day," she said. Then he asked her if she was not going to +kiss me, and she held up her face to mine like a child, and he dropped +the veil over her again and led her away. The very next spirit that +appeared was my rough friend's mother, and his astonishment and emotion +at seeing her were very unmistakeable. When first he went up to the +cabinet and saw her his head drooped, and his shoulders shook with the +sobs he could not repress. After a while he became calmer, and talked to +her, and then I saw him also bringing her up to me. "I must bring my +mother to you," he said, "that you may see she has really come back to +me." I rose, and the old lady shook hands with me. She must have been, +at the least, seventy years old, and was a most perfect specimen of old +age. Her face was like wax, and her hair like silver; but every wrinkle +was distinct, and her hands were lined with blue veins. She had lost her +teeth, and mumbled somewhat in speaking, and her son said, "She is +afraid you will not understand what she says; but she wants you to know +that she will be quite happy if her return will make me believe in a +future existence." "And will it?" I asked. He looked at his mother. "I +don't understand it," he replied. "It seems too marvellous to be true; +but how _can_ I disbelieve it, when _here she is_?" And his words were +so much the echo of my own grounds for belief, that I quite sympathized +with them. "John Powles," and "Ted," and "Florence," all came to see me +that evening; and when I bid "Florence" "good-bye" she said, "Oh, it +isn't 'good-bye' yet, mother! I'm coming again, before you go." +Presently something that was the very farthest thing from my mind--that +had, indeed, never entered it--happened to me. I was told that a young +lady wanted to speak to me, and on going up to the cabinet I recognized +a girl whom _I knew by sight, but had never spoken to_--one of a large +family of children, living in the same terrace in London as myself, and +who had died of malignant scarlet fever about a year before. "Mrs. +Lean," she said, hurriedly, noting my surprise, "don't you know me? I am +May ----." "Yes, I do recognize you, my dear child," I replied; "but +what makes you come to me?" "Minnie and Katie are so unhappy about me," +she said. "They do not understand. They think I have gone away. They do +not know what death is--that it is only like going into the next room, +and shutting the door." "And what can I do, May?" I asked her. "Tell +them you have seen me, Mrs. Lean. Say I am alive--more alive than they +are; that if they sit for me, I will come to them and tell them so much +they know nothing of now." "But where are your sisters?" I said. She +looked puzzled. "I don't know. I can't say the place; but you will meet +them soon, and you will tell them." "If I meet them, I certainly will +tell them," I said; but I had not the least idea at that moment where +the other girls might be. Four months later, however, when I was staying +in London, Ontario, they burst unexpectedly into my hotel room, having +driven over (I forget how many miles) to see me play. Naturally I kept +my promise; but though they cried when "May" was alluded to, they +evidently could not believe my story of having seen her, and so, I +suppose, the poor little girl's wish remains ungratified. I think the +worst purgatory in the next world must be to find how comfortably our +friends get on without us in this. As a rule, I did not take much +interest in the spirits that did not come for me; but there was one who +appeared several times with the Berrys, and seemed quite like an old +friend to me. This was "John Brown," not her Majesty's "John Brown," but +the hero of the song-- + + "Hang John Brown on a sour apple tree, + But his soul goes touting around. + Glory! glory! Halleluia! + For his soul goes touting around." + +When I used to hear this song sung with much shouting and some profanity +in England, I imagined (and I fancy most people did) that it was a comic +song in America. But it was no such thing. It was a patriotic song, and +the motive is (however comically put) to give glory to God, that, +_although_ they may hang "John Brown" on a sour apple tree, his soul +will yet "go touting around." So, rightly or wrongly, it was explained +to me. "John Brown" is a patriotic hero in America, and when he +appeared, the whole room crowded round to see him. He was a short man, +with a _singularly_ benevolent countenance, iron grey hair, mutton-chop +whiskers, and deep china blue eyes. A kind of man, as he appeared to me, +made for deeds of love rather than heroism, but from all accounts he was +both kind and heroic. A gentleman present on Christmas eve pushed +forward eagerly to see the materialization, and called out, "Aye! that's +him--that's my old friend--that's 'John Brown'--the best man that ever +trod this earth." Before this evening's _séance_ was concluded Mr. Abrow +said, "There is a little lady in the cabinet at present who announces +herself as a very high personage. She says she is the 'Princess +Gertrude.'" "_What_ did you say, Mr. Abrow?" I exclaimed, unable to +believe my own ears. "'The Princess Gertie,' mother," said "Florence," +popping her head out of the curtains. "You've met her before in England, +you know." I went up to the cabinet, the curtains divided, there stood +my daughter "Florence" as usual, but holding in front of her a little +child of about seven years old. I knelt down before this spirit of my +own creation. She was a fragile-looking little creature, very fair and +pale, with large grey eyes and brown hair lying over her forehead. She +looked like a lily with her little white hands folded meekly in front of +her. "Are you my little Gertie, darling?" I said. "I am the 'Princess +Gertie,'" she replied, "and 'Florence' says you are my mother." "And are +you glad to see me, Gertie?" I asked. She looked up at her sister, who +immediately prompted her. "Say, 'yes, mother,' Gertie." "Yes! mother," +repeated the little one, like a parrot. "Will you come to me, darling?" +I said. "May I take you in my arms?" "Not this evening, mother," +whispered 'Florence,' "you couldn't. She is attached to me. We are tied +together. You couldn't separate us. Next time, perhaps, the 'Princess' +will be stronger, and able to talk more. I will take her back now." "But +where is 'Yonnie'?" I asked, and "Florence" laughed. "Couldn't manage +two of them at once," she said. "'Yonnie' shall come another day," and I +returned to my seat, more mystified than usual. + +I alluded to the "Princess Gertie" in my account of the mediumship of +Bessie Fitzgerald, and said that my allusion would find its +signification further on. At that time I had hardly believed it could be +true that the infants who had been born prematurely and never breathed +in this world should be living, sentient spirits to meet me in the next, +and half thought some grown spirit must be tricking me for its own +pleasure. But here, in this strange land, where my blighted babies had +never been mentioned or thought of, to meet the "Princess Gertie" here, +calling herself by her own name, and brought by her sister "Florence," +set the matter beyond a doubt. It recalled to my mind how once, long +before, when "Aimée" (Mr. Arthur Colman's guide), on being questioned as +to her occupation in the spirit spheres, had said she was "a little +nurse maid," and that "Florence" was one too, my daughter had added, +"Yes! I'm mamma's nurse maid. I have enough to do to look after her +babies. She just looked at me, and 'tossed' me back into the spirit +world, and she's been 'tossing' babies after me ever since." + +I had struck up a pleasant acquaintanceship with Mrs. Seymour, "Bell's" +mother, by that time, and when I went back to my seat and told her what +had occurred, she said to me, "I wish you would share the expenses of a +private _séance_ with me here. We can have one all to ourselves for ten +dollars (two pounds), and it would be so charming to have an afternoon +quite alone with our children and friends." I agreed readily, and we +made arrangements with Mr. Abrow before we left that evening, to have a +private sitting on the afternoon following Christmas Day, when no one +was to be admitted except our two selves. When we met there the _séance_ +room was lighted with gas as for the evening, but we preferred to close +the door. Helen Berry was the medium, and Mr. Abrow only sat with us. +The rows of chairs looked very empty without any sitters, but we +established ourselves on those which faced the cabinet in the front row. +The first thing which happened was the advent of the "Squaw," looking as +malignant and vicious as ever, who crept in in her dirty blanket, with +her black hair hanging over her face, and deliberately took a seat at +the further end of the room. Mr. Abrow was unmistakably annoyed at the +occurrence. He particularly disliked the influence of this spirit, which +he considered had a bad effect on the _séance_. He first asked her why +she had come, and told her her "Brave" was not coming, and to go back to +him. Then he tried severity, and ordered her to leave the _séance_, but +it was all in vain. She kept her seat with persistent obstinacy, and +showed no signs of "budging." I thought I would try what kindness would +do for her, and approached her with that intention, but she looked so +fierce and threatening, that Mr. Abrow begged me not to go near her, for +fear she should do me some harm. So I left her alone, and she kept her +seat through the whole of the _séance_, evidently with an eye upon me, +and distrusting my behavior when removed from the criticism of the +public. Her presence, however, seemed to make no difference to our +spirit friends. They trooped out of the cabinet one after another, until +we had Mrs. Seymour's brother and her daughter "Bell," who brought +little "Jimmie" (a little son who had gone home before herself) with +her, and "Florence," "Ted," and "John Powles," all so happy and strong +and talkative, that I told Mrs. Seymour we only wanted a tea-table to +think we were holding an "At Home." Last, but not least (at all events +in her own estimation) came the "Princess Gertie." Mr. Abrow tried to +make friends with her, but she repulsed his advances vehemently. "I +don't like you, Mr. Mans," she kept on saying, "you's nasty. I don't +like any mans. They's _all_ nasty." When I told her she was very rude, +and Mr. Abrow was a very kind gentleman and loved little children, she +still persisted she wouldn't speak "to no mans." She came quite alone +on this occasion, and I took her in my arms and carried her across to +Mrs. Seymour. She was a feather weight. I felt as if I had nothing in my +arms. I said to Mrs. Seymour, "Please tell me what this child is like. I +am so afraid of my senses deceiving me that I cannot trust myself." Mrs. +Seymour looked at her and answered, "She has a broad forehead, with dark +brown hair cut across it, and falling straight to her shoulders on +either side. Her eyes are a greyish blue, large and heavy lidded, her +nose is short, and her mouth decided for such a child." + +This testimony, given by a stranger, of the apparition of a child that +had never lived, was an exact description (of course in embryo) of her +father, Colonel Lean, who had never set foot in America. Perhaps this is +as good a proof of identity as I have given yet. Our private _séance_ +lasted for two hours, and although the different spirits kept on +entering the cabinet at intervals to gain more power, they were all with +us on and off during the entire time. The last pleasant thing I saw was +my dear "Florence" making the "Princess" kiss her hand in farewell to +me, and the only unpleasant one, the sight of the sulky "Squaw" creeping +in after them with the evident conviction that her afternoon had been +wasted. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +IV. _The Doctor._ + + +I wonder if it has struck any of my readers as strange that, during all +these manifestations in England and America, I had never seen the form, +nor heard the voice, of my late father, Captain Marryat. Surely if these +various media lived by trickery and falsehood, and wished successfully +to deceive me, _some_ of them would have thought of trying to represent +a man so well known, and whose appearance was so familiar. Other +celebrated men and women have come back and been recognized from their +portraits only, but, though I have sat at numbers of _séances_ given +_for me_ alone, and at which I have been the principal person, my father +has never reappeared at any. Especially, if these manifestations are all +fraud, might this have been expected in America. Captain Marryat's name +is still "a household word" amongst the Americans, and his works largely +read and appreciated, and wherever I appeared amongst them I was +cordially welcomed on that account. When once I had acknowledged my +identity and my views on Spiritualism, every medium in Boston and New +York had ample time to get up an imitation of my father for my benefit +had they desired to do so. But never has he appeared to me; never have I +been told that he was present. Twice only in the whole course of my +experience have I received the slightest sign from him, and on those +occasions he sent me a message--once through Mr. Fletcher (as I have +related), and once through his grandson and my son, Frank Marryat. That +time he told me he should never appear to me and I need never expect +him. But since the American media knew nothing of this strictly private +communication, and I had seen, before I parted with them, _seventeen_ of +my friends and relations, none of whom (except "Florence," "Powles," and +"Emily,") I had ever seen in England, it is at the least strange, +considering his popularity (and granted their chicanery) that Captain +Marryat was not amongst them. + +As soon as I became known at the Berry's _séances_ several people +introduced themselves to me, and amongst others Mrs. Isabella Beecher +Hooker, the sister of Mrs. Harriet Beecher Stowe and Henry Ward Beecher. +She was delighted to find me so interested in Spiritualism, and anxious +I should sit with a friend of hers, a great medium whose name became so +rubbed out in my pencil notes, that I am not sure if it was Doctor +Carter, or Carteret, and therefore I shall speak of him here as simply +"the doctor." The doctor was bound to start for Washington the following +afternoon, so Mrs. Hooker asked me to breakfast with her the next +morning, by which time she would have found out if he could spare us an +hour before he set out on his journey. When I arrived at her house I +heard that he had very obligingly offered to give me a complimentary +_séance_ at eleven o'clock, so, as soon as we had finished breakfast, we +set out for his abode. I found the doctor was quite a young man, and +professed himself perfectly ignorant on the subject of Spiritualism. He +said to me, "I don't know and I don't profess to know _what_ or _who_ it +is that appears to my sitters whilst I am asleep. I know nothing of what +goes on, except from hearsay. I don't know whether the forms that appear +are spirits, or transformations, or materializations. You must judge of +that for yourself. There is one peculiarity in my _séances_. They take +place in utter darkness. When the apparitions (or whatever you choose to +call them) appear, they must bring their own lights or you won't see +them, I have no conductor to my _séances_. If whatever comes can't +announce itself it must remain unknown. But I think you will find that, +as a rule, they can shift for themselves. This is my _séance_ room." + +As he spoke he led us into an unfurnished bedroom, I say bedroom, +because it was provided with the dressing closet fitted with pegs, usual +to all bedrooms in America. This closet the doctor used as his cabinet. +The door was left open, and there was no curtain hung before it. The +darkness he sat in rendered that unnecessary. The bedroom was darkened +by two frames, covered with black American cloth, which fitted into the +windows. The doctor, having locked the bedroom door, delivered the key +to me. He then requested us to go and sit for a few minutes in the +cabinet to throw our influence about it. As we did so we naturally +examined it. It was only a large cupboard. It had no window and no door, +except that which led into the room, and no furniture except a +cane-bottomed chair. When we returned to the _séance_ room, the doctor +saw us comfortably established on two armchairs before he put up the +black frames to exclude the light. The room was then pitch dark, and the +doctor had to grope his way to his cabinet. Mrs. Hooker and I sat for +some minutes in silent expectation. Then we heard the voice of a +negress, singing "darkey" songs, and my friend told me it was that of +"Rosa," the doctor's control. Presently "Rosa" was heard to be +expostulating with, or encouraging some one, and faint lights, like +sparks from a fire, could be seen flitting about the open door of the +cabinet. Then the lights seemed to congregate together, and cluster +about a tall form, draped in some misty material, standing just outside +the cabinet. "Can't you tell us who you are?" asked Mrs. Hooker. "You +must tell your name, you know," interposed "Rosa," whereupon a low voice +said, "I am Janet E. Powles." + +Now this was an extraordinary coincidence. I had seen Mrs. Powles, the +mother of my friend "John Powles," only once--when she travelled from +Liverpool to London to meet me on my return from India, and hear all the +particulars of her son's death. But she had continued to correspond with +me, and show me kindness till the day of her own death, and as she had a +daughter of the same name, she always signed herself "Janet _E._ +Powles." Even had I expected to see the old lady, and published the fact +in the Boston papers, that initial _E_ would have settled the question +of her identity in my mind. + +"Mrs. Powles," I exclaimed, "how good of you to come and see me." +"Johnny has helped me to come," she replied. "He is so happy at having +met you again. He has been longing for it for so many years, and I have +come to thank you for making him happy." (Here was another coincidence. +"John Powles" was never called anything but "Powles" by my husband and +myself. But his mother had retained the childish name of "Johnny," and I +could remember how it used to vex him when she used it in her letters to +him. He would say to me, "If she would only call me 'John' or 'Jack,' or +anything but 'Johnny.'") I replied, "I may not leave my seat to go to +you. Will you not come to me?" For the doctor had requested us not to +leave our seats, but to insist on the spirits approaching us. "Mrs. +Powles" said, "I cannot come out further into the room to-day. I am too +weak. But you shall see me." The lights then appeared to travel about +her face and dress till they became stationary, and she was completely +revealed to view under the semblance of her earthly likeness. She smiled +and said, "We were all at the Opera House on Thursday night, and +rejoiced at your success. 'Johnny' was so proud of you. Many of your +friends were there beside ourselves." + +I then saw that, unlike the spirits at Miss Berry's, the form of "Mrs. +Powles" was draped in a kind of filmy white, _over_ a dark dress. All +the spirits that appeared with the doctor were so clothed, and I +wondered if the filmy substance had anything to do with the lights, +which looked like electricity. An incident which occurred further on +seemed to confirm my idea. When "Mrs. Powles" had gone, which we guessed +by the extinguishing of the lights, the handsome face and form of "Harry +Montagu" appeared. I had known him well in England, before he took his +fatal journey to America, and could never be mistaken in his sweet smile +and fascinating manner. He did not come further than the door, either, +but he was standing within twelve or fourteen feet of us for all that. +He only said, "Good-luck to you. We can't lose an interest in the old +profession, you know, any more than in the old people." "I wish you'd +come and help me, Harry," I answered. "Oh, I do!" he said, brightly; +"several of us do. We are all links of the same chain. Half the +inspiration in the world comes from those who have gone before. But I +must go! I'm getting crowded out. Here's Ada waiting to see you. +Good-bye!" And as his light went out, the sweet face of Adelaide Neilson +appeared in his stead. She said, "You wept when you heard of my death; +and yet you never knew me. How was that?" "Did I weep?" I answered, half +forgetting; "if so, it must have been because I thought it so sad that a +woman so young, and beautiful, and gifted as you were, should leave the +world so soon." "Oh no! not sad," she answered, brightly; "glorious! +glorious! I would not be back again for worlds." "Have you ever seen +your grave?" I asked her. She shook her head. "What are _graves_ to us? +Only cupboards, where you keep our cast-off clothes." "You don't ask me +what the world says about you, now," I said to her. "And I don't care," +she answered. "Don't _you_ forget me! Good-bye!" + +She was succeeded by a spirit who called herself "Charlotte Cushman," +and who spoke to me kindly about my professional life. Mrs. Hooker told +me that, to the best of her knowledge, none of these three spirits had +ever appeared under the doctor's mediumship before. But now came out +"Florence," dancing into the room--_literally dancing_, holding out in +both hands the skirt of a dress, which looked as if it were made of the +finest muslin or lace, and up and down which fireflys were darting with +marvellous rapidity. She looked as if clothed in electricity, and +infinitely well pleased with herself. "Look!" she exclaimed; "look at my +dress! isn't it lovely? Look at the fire! The more I shake it, the more +fire comes! Oh, mother! if you could only have a dress like this for the +stage, what a _sensation_ you would make!" And she shook her skirts +about, till the fire seemed to set a light to every part of her drapery, +and she looked as if she were in flames. I observed, "I never knew you +to take so much interest in your dress before, darling." "Oh, it isn't +the dress," she replied; "it's the _fire_!" And she really appeared as +charmed with the novel experience as a child with a new toy. + +As she left us, a dark figure advanced into the room, and ejaculated, +"Ma! ma!" I recognized at once the peculiar intonation and mode of +address of my stepson, Francis Lean, with whom, since he had announced +his own death to me, I had had no communication, except through trance +mediumship. "Is that you, my poor boy," I said, "come closer to me. You +are not afraid of me, are you?" "O, no! Ma! of course not, only I was at +the Opera House, you know, with the others, and that piece you recited, +Ma--you know the one--it's all true, Ma--and I don't want you to go back +to England. Stay here, Ma--stay here!" I knew perfectly well to what the +lad alluded, but I would not enter upon it before a stranger. So I only +said, "You forget my children, Francis--what would they say if I never +went home again." This seemed to puzzle him, but after a while he +answered, "Then go to _them_, Ma; go to _them_." All this time he had +been talking in the dark, and I only knew him by the sound of his voice. +I said, "Are you not going to show yourself to me, Francis. It is such a +long time since we met." "Never since you saw me at the docks. That was +_me_, Ma, and at Brighton, too, only you didn't half believe it till you +heard I was gone." "Tell me the truth of the accident, Francis," I asked +him. "Was there foul play?" "No," he replied, "but we got quarrelling +about _her_ you know, and fighting, and that's how the boat upset. It +was _my_ fault, Ma, as much as anybody else's." + +"How was it your body was never found?" "It got dragged down in an +undercurrent, Ma. It was out at Cape Horn before they offered a reward +for it." Then he began to light up, and as soon as the figure was +illuminated I saw that the boy was dressed in "jumpers" and "jersey" of +dark woollen material, such as they wear in the merchant service in hot +climates, but over it all--his head and shoulders included--was wound a +quantity of flimsy white material I have before mentioned. "I can't bear +this stuff. It makes me look like a girl," said "Francis," and with his +hands he tore it off. Simultaneously the illumination ceased, and he was +gone. I called him by name several times, but no sound came out of the +darkness. It seemed as though the veiling which he disliked preserved +his materialization, and that, with its protection removed, he had +dissolved again. + +When another dark figure came out of the cabinet, and approaching me, +knelt at my feet, I supposed it to be "Francis" come back again, and +laying my hand on the bent head, I asked, "Is this you again, dear?" A +strange voice answered, with the words, "Forgive! forgive!" "_Forgive!_" +I repeated, "What have I to forgive?" "The attempt to murder your +husband in 1856. Arthur Yelverton Brooking has forgiven. He is here with +me now. Will you forgive too?" "Certainly," I replied, "I have forgiven +long ago. You expiated your sin upon the gallows. You could do no more." + +The figure sprung into a standing position, and lit up from head to +foot, when I saw the two men standing together, Arthur Yelverton +Brooking and the Madras sepoy who had murdered him. I never saw anything +more brilliant than the appearance of the sepoy. He was dressed +completely in white, in the native costume, with a white "puggree" or +turban on his head. But his "puggree" was flashing with jewels--strings +of them were hung round his neck--and his sash held a magnificent +jewelled dagger. You must please to remember that I was not alone, but +that this sight was beheld by Mrs. Hooker as well as myself (to whom it +was as unexpected as to her), and that I know she would testify to it +to-day. And now to explain the reason of these unlooked-for apparitions. + +In 1856 my husband, then Lieutenant Ross-Church, was Adjutant of the +12th Madras Native Infantry, and Arthur Yelverton Brooking, who had for +some time done duty with the 12th, was adjutant of another native corps, +both of which were stationed at Madras. Lieutenant Church was not a +favorite with his men, by whom he was considered a martinet, and one day +when there had been a review on the island at Madras, and the two +adjutants were riding home together, a sepoy of the 12th fired at +Lieutenant Church's back with the intent to kill him, but unfortunately +the bullet struck Lieutenant Brooking instead, who, after lingering for +twelve hours, died, leaving a young wife and a baby behind him. For this +offence the sepoy was tried and hung, and on his trial the whole truth +of course came out. This then was the reason that the spirits of the +murdered and the murderer came like friends, because the injury had +never been really intended for Brooking. + +When I said that I had forgiven, the sepoy became (as I have told) a +blaze of light, and then knelt again and kissed the hem of my dress. As +he knelt there he became covered, or heaped over, with a mass of the +same filmy drapery as enveloped "Francis," and when he rose again he was +standing in a cloud. He gathered an end of it, and laying it on my head +he wound me and himself round and round with it, until we were bound up +in a kind of cocoon. Mrs. Hooker, who watched the whole proceeding, told +me afterwards that she had never seen anything like it before--that she +could distinctly see the dark face and the white face close together all +the time beneath the drapery, and that I was as brightly illuminated as +the spirit. Of this I was not aware myself, but _his_ brightness almost +dazzled me. + +Let me observe also that I have been in the East Indies, and within a +few yards' length of sepoys, and that I am sure I could never have been +wrapt in the same cloth with a mortal one without having been made +painfully aware of it in more ways than one. The spirit did not _unwind_ +me again, although the winding process had taken him some time. He +whisked off the wrapping with one pull, and I stood alone once more. I +asked him by what name I should call him, and he said, "The Spirit of +Light." He then expressed a wish to magnetize something I wore, so as to +be the better able to approach me. I gave him a brooch containing "John +Powles'" hair, which his mother had given me after his death, and he +carried it back into the cabinet with him. It was a valuable brooch of +onyx and pearls, and I was hoping my eastern friend would not carry it +_too_ far, when I found it had been replaced and fastened at my throat +without my being aware of the circumstance. "Arthur Yelverton Brooking" +had disappeared before this, and neither of them came back again. These +were not all the spirits that came under the doctor's mediumship during +that _séance_, but only those whom I had known and recognized. Several +of Mrs. Hooker's friends appeared and some of the doctor's controls, but +as I have said before, they could not help my narrative, and so I omit +to describe them. The _séance_ lasted altogether two hours, and I was +very grateful to the doctor for giving me the opportunity to study an +entirely new phase of the science to me. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +V. _Mrs. Fay._ + + +There was a young woman called "Annie Eva Fay," who came over from +America to London some years ago, and appeared at the Hanover Square +Rooms, in an exhibition after the manner of the Davenport Brothers and +Messrs. Maskelyne and Cook. She must not be confounded with the Mrs. Fay +who forms the subject of this chapter, because they had nothing to do +with one another. Some one in Boston advised me _not_ to go and sit at +one of this Mrs. Fay's public _séances_. They were described to me as +being too physical and unrefined; that the influences were of a low +order, and the audiences matched them. However, when I am studying a +matter, I like to see everything I can and hear everything I can +concerning it, and to form my own opinion independent of that of anybody +else. So I walked off by myself one night to Mrs. Fay's address, and sat +down in a quiet corner, watching everything that occurred. The circle +certainly numbered some members of a humble class, but I conclude we +should see that everywhere if the fees were lower. Media, like other +professional people, fix their charges according to the quarter of the +city in which they live. But every member was silent and respectful, and +evidently a believer. + +One young man, in deep mourning, with a little girl also in black, of +about five or six years old, attracted my attention at once, from his +sorrowful and abstracted manner. He had evidently come there, I thought, +in the hope of seeing some one whom he had lost. Mrs. Fay (as she passed +through the room to her cabinet) appeared a very quiet, simple-looking +little woman to me, without any loudness or vulgarity about her. Her +cabinet was composed of two curtains only, made of some white material, +and hung on uprights at one angle, in a corner of the room, the most +transparent contrivance possible. Anything like a bustle or confusion +inside it, such as would be occasioned by dressing or "making up," +would have been apparent at once to the audience outside, who were +sitting by the light of an ordinary gas-burner and globe. Yet Mrs. Fay +had not been seated there above a few minutes, when there ran out into +the _séance_ room two of the most extraordinary materializations I had +ever seen, and both of them about as opposite to Mrs. Fay in appearance +as any creatures could be. + +One was an Irish charwoman or apple-woman (she might have been either) +with a brown, wrinkled face, a broken nose, tangled grey hair, a crushed +bonnet, general dirt and disorder, and a tongue that could talk broad +Irish, and call "a spade a spade" at one and the same time. "Biddy," as +she was named, was accompanied by a street newspaper boy--one of those +urchins who run after carriages and turn Catherine-wheels in the mud, +and who talked "gutter-slang" in a style that was utterly unintelligible +to the decent portion of the sitters. These two went on in a manner that +was undoubtedly funny, but not at all edifying and calculated to drive +any enquirer into Spiritualism out of the room, under the impression +that they were evil spirits bent on our destruction. That either of them +was represented by Mrs. Fay was out of the question. In the first place, +she would, in that instance, have been so clever an actress and mimic, +that she would have made her fortune on the stage--added to which the +boy "Teddy" was much too small for her, and "Biddy" was much too large. +Besides, no actress, however experienced, could have "made up" in the +time. I was quite satisfied, therefore, that neither of them was the +medium, even if I could not have seen her figure the while, through the +thin curtains, sitting in her chair. _Why_ such low, physical +manifestations are permitted I am unable to say. It was no wonder they +had shocked the sensibility of my friend. I felt half inclined myself +when they appeared to get up and run away. However, I was very glad +afterwards that I did not. They disappeared after a while, and were +succeeded by a much pleasanter person, a cabinet spirit called "Gipsy," +who looked as if she might have belonged to one of the gipsy tribes when +on earth, she was so brown and arch and lively. Presently the young man +in black was called up, and I saw him talking to a female spirit very +earnestly. After a while he took her hand and led her outside the +curtain, and called the little girl whom he had left on his seat by her +name. The child looked up, screamed "Mamma! mamma!" and flew into the +arms of the spirit, who knelt down and kissed her, and we could hear the +child sobbing and saying, "Oh! mamma, why did you go away?--why did you +go away?" It was a very affecting scene--at least it seemed so to me. +The instant recognition by the little girl, and her perfect +unconsciousness but that her mother had returned _in propria persona_, +would have been more convincing proof of the genuineness of Spiritualism +to a sceptic, than fifty miracles of greater importance. When the spirit +mother had to leave again the child's agony at parting was very +apparent. "Take me with you," she kept on saying, and her father had +actually to carry her back to her seat. When they got there they both +wept in unison. Afterwards he said to me in an apologetic sort of +way--he was sitting next to me--"It is the first time, you see, that +Mary has seen her poor mother, but I wanted to have her testimony to her +identity, and I think she gave it pretty plainly, poor child! She'll +never be content to let me come alone now." I said, "I think it is a +pity you brought her so young," and so I did. + +"Florence" did not appear (she told me afterwards the atmosphere was so +"rough" that she could not), and I began to think that no one would come +for me, when a common seaman, dressed in ordinary sailor's clothes, ran +out of the cabinet and began dancing a hornpipe in front of me. He +danced it capitally too, and with any amount of vigorous snapping his +fingers to mark the time, and when he had finished he "made a leg," as +sailors call it, and stood before me. "Have you come for me, my friend?" +I enquired. "Not exactly," he answered, "but I came with the Cap'en. I +came to pave the way for him. The Cap'en will be here directly. We was +in the _Avenger_ together." (Now all the world knows that my eldest +brother, Frederick Marryat, was drowned in the wreck of the _Avenger_ in +1847; but as I was a little child at the time, and had no remembrance of +him, I had never dreamt of seeing him again. He was a first lieutenant +when he died, so I do not know why the seaman gave him brevet rank, but +I repeat his words as he said them.) After a minute or two I was called +up to the cabinet, and saw my brother Frederick (whom I recognized from +his likeness) standing there dressed in naval uniform, but looking very +stiff and unnatural. He smiled when he saw me, but did not attempt to +kiss me. I said, "Why! Fred! is it really you? I thought you would have +forgotten all about me." He replied, "Forgotten little Flo? Why should +I? Do you think I have never seen you since that time, nor heard +anything about you? I know everything--everything!" "You must know, +then, that I have not spent a very happy life," I said. "Never mind," he +answered, "you needed it. It has done you good!" But all he said was +without any life in it, as if he spoke mechanically--perhaps because it +was the first time he had materialized. + +I had said "Good-bye" to him, and dropped the curtain, when I heard my +name called twice, "Flo! Flo!" and turned to receive my sister "Emily" +in my arms. She looked like herself exactly, but she had only time to +kiss me and gasp out, "So glad, so happy to meet again," when she +appeared to faint. Her eyes closed, her head fell back on my shoulder, +and before I had time to realize what was going to happen, she had +passed _through_ the arm that supported her, and sunk down _through_ the +floor. The sensation of her weight was still making my arm tingle, but +"Emily" was gone--_clean gone_. I was very much disappointed. I had +longed to see this sister again, and speak to her confidentially; but +whether it was something antagonistic in the influence of this _séance_ +room ("Florence" said afterwards that it _was_), or there was some other +cause for it, I know not, but most certainly my friends did not seem to +flourish there. + +I had another horrible disappointment before I left. A voice from inside +the cabinet called out, "Here are two babies who want the lady sitting +under the picture." Now, there was only one picture hanging in the room, +and I was sitting under it. I looked eagerly towards the cabinet, and +saw issue from it the "Princess Gertie" leading a little toddler with a +flaxen poll and bare feet, and no clothing but a kind of white chemise. +This was "Joan," the "Yonnie" I had so often asked to see, and I rose in +the greatest expectation to receive the little pair. Just as they gained +the centre of the room, however, taking very short and careful steps, +like babies first set on their feet, the cabinet spirit "Gipsy" +_bounced_ out of the curtains, and saying decidedly, "Here! we don't +want any children about," she placed her hand on the heads of my little +ones, and _pressed them down_ through the floor. They seemed to crumble +to pieces before my eyes, and their place knew them no more. I couldn't +help feeling angry. I exclaimed, "O! what did you do that for? Those +were my babies, and I have been longing to see them so." "I can't help +it," replied "Gipsy," "but this isn't a _séance_ for children." I was so +vexed that I took no more interest in the proceedings. A great number of +forms appeared, thirty or forty in all, but by the time I returned to my +hotel and began to jot down my notes, I could hardly remember what they +were. I had been dreaming all the time of how much I should have liked +to hold that little flaxen-haired "Yonnie" in my arms. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +VI. _Virginia Roberts._ + + +When I returned to New York, it was under exceptional circumstances. I +had taken cold whilst travelling in the Western States, had had a severe +attack of bronchitis and pneumonia at Chicago, was compelled to +relinquish my business, and as soon as I was well enough to travel, was +ordered back to New York to recuperate my health. Here I took up my +abode in the Victoria Hotel, where a lady, whose acquaintance I had made +on my former visit to the city, was living. As I have no permission to +publish this lady's name, I must call her Mrs. S----. She had been a +Spiritualist for some time before I knew her, and she much interested me +by showing me an entry in her diary, made _four years_ previous to my +arrival in America. It was an account of the utterances of a Mrs. +Philips, a clairvoyant then resident in New York, during which she had +prophesied my arrival in the city, described my personal appearance, +profession, and general surroundings perfectly, and foretold my +acquaintanceship with Mrs. S----. The prophecy ended with words to the +effect that our meeting would be followed by certain effects that would +influence her future life, and that on the 17th of March, 1885, would +commence a new era in her existence. It was at the beginning of March +that we first lived under the same roof. As soon as Mrs. S---- found +that I was likely to have some weeks of leisure, she became very anxious +that we should visit the New York media together; for although she had +so long been a believer in Spiritualism, she had not (owing to family +opposition) met with much sympathy on the subject, or had the +opportunity of much investigation. So we determined, as soon as I was +well enough to go out in the evening, that we would attend some +_séances_. As it happened, when that time came, we found the medium most +accessible to be Miss Virginia Roberts, of whom neither of us knew +anything but what we had learned from the public papers. However, it +was necessary that I should be exposed as little as possible to the +night air, and so we fixed, by chance as it were, to visit Miss Roberts +first. We found her living with her mother and brother in a small house +in one of the back streets of the city. She was a young girl of sixteen, +very reserved and rather timid-looking, who had to be drawn out before +she could be made to talk. She had only commenced sitting a few months +before, and that because her brother (who was also a medium) had had an +illness and been obliged to give up his _séances_ for a while. The +_séance_ room was very small, the manifestations taking place almost in +the midst of the circle, and the cabinet (so-called) was the flimsiest +contrivance I had ever seen. Four uprights of iron, not thicker than the +rod of a muslin blind, with cross-bars of the same, on which were hung +thin curtains of lilac print, formed the construction of this cabinet, +which shook and swayed about each time a form left or entered it. A +harmonium for accompanying the voices, and a few chairs for the +audience, was all the furniture the room contained. The first evening we +went to see Miss Roberts there were only two or three sitters beside +ourselves. The medium seemed to be pretty nearly unknown, and I +resolved, as I usually do in such cases, not to expect anything, for +fear I should be disappointed. + +Mrs. S----, on the contrary, was all expectation and excitement. If she +had ever sat for materializations, it had been long before, and the idea +was like a new one to her. After two or three forms had appeared, of no +interest to us, a gentleman in full evening dress walked suddenly out of +the cabinet, and said, "Kate," which was the name of Mrs. S----. He was +a stout, well-formed man, of an imposing presence, with dark hair and +eyes, and he wore a solitaire of diamonds of unusual brilliancy in his +shirt front. I had no idea who he was; but Mrs. S---- recognized him at +once as an old lover who had died whilst under a misunderstanding with +her, and she was powerfully affected--more, she was terribly frightened. +It seems that she wore at her throat a brooch which he had given her; +but every time he approached her with the view of touching it, she +shrieked so loudly, and threw herself into such a state of nervous +agitation, that I thought she would have to return home again. However, +on her being accommodated with a chair in the last row so that she +might have the other sitters between her and the materialized spirits, +she managed to calm herself. The only friend who appeared for me that +evening was "John Powles;" and, to my surprise and pleasure, he appeared +in the old uniform of the 12th Madras Native Infantry. This corps wore +facings of fawn, with buttons bearing the word "Ava," encircled by a +wreath of laurel. The mess jackets were lined with wadded fawn silk, and +the waistcoats were trimmed with three lines of narrow gold braid. Their +"karkee," or undress uniform, established in 1859, consisted of a tunic +and trousers of a sad green cloth, with the regimental buttons and a +crimson silk sash. The marching dress of all officers in the Indian +service is made of white drill, with a cap cover of the same material. +Their forage cloak is of dark blue cloth, and hangs to their heels. +Their forage cap has a broad square peak to shelter the face and eyes. I +mention these details for the benefit of those who are not acquainted +with the general dress of the Indian army, and to show how difficult it +would have been for Virginia Roberts, or any other medium, to have +procured them, even had she known the private wish expressed by me to +"John Powles" in Boston, that he would try and come to me in uniform. On +this first occasion of his appearing so, he wore the usual everyday +coat, buttoned up to his chin, and he made me examine the buttons to see +that they bore the crest and motto of the regiment. And I may say here, +that before I left New York he appeared to me in every one of the +various dresses I have described above, and became quite a marked figure +in the city. + +When it was made known through the papers that an old friend of Florence +Marryat had appeared through the mediumship of Virginia Roberts, in a +uniform of thirty years before, I received numbers of private letters +inquiring if it were true, and dozens of people visited Miss Roberts' +_séances_ for the sole purpose of seeing him. He took a great liking for +Mrs. S----, and when she had conquered her first fear she became quite +friendly with him, and I heard, after leaving New York, that he +continued to appear for her as long as she attended those _séances_. + +There was one difference in the female spirits that came through +Virginia Roberts from those of other media. Those that were strong +enough to leave the cabinet invariably disappeared by floating upwards +through the ceiling. Their mode of doing this was most graceful. They +would first clasp their hands behind their heads and lean backward; then +their feet were lifted off the ground, and they were borne upward in a +recumbent position. When I related this to my friend, Dr. George +Lefferts (under whom I was for throat treatment to recover my voice), he +declared there must be some machinery connected with the uprights that +supported the cabinet, by which the forms were elevated. He had got it +all so "pat" that he was able to take a pencil and demonstrate to me on +paper exactly how the machinery worked, and how easy it would be to +swing full-sized human bodies up to the ceiling with it. How they +managed to disappear when they got there he was not quite prepared to +say; but if he once saw the trick done, he would explain the whole +matter to me, and expose it into the bargain. I told Dr. Lefferts, as I +have told many other clever men, that I shall be the first person open +to conviction when they can convince me, and I bore him off to a private +_séance_ with Virginia Roberts for that purpose only. He was all that +was charming on the occasion. He gave me a most delightful dinner at +Delmonico's first (for which I tender him in print my grateful +recollection), and he tested all Miss Roberts' manifestations in the +most delicate and gentlemanly manner (sceptics as a rule are neither +delicate nor gentlemanly), but he could neither open my eyes to +chicanery nor detect it himself. He handled and shook the frail supports +of the cabinet, and confessed they were much too weak to bear any such +weight as he had imagined. He searched the carpeted floor and the +adjoining room for hidden machinery without finding the slightest thing +to rouse his suspicions, and yet he saw the female forms float upwards +through the whitewashed ceiling, and came away from the _séance_ room as +wise as when he had entered it. + +But this occurred some weeks after. I must relate first what happened +after our first _séance_ with Miss Roberts. Mrs. S---- and I were well +enough pleased with the result to desire to test her capabilities +further, and with that intent we invited her to visit us at our hotel. +Spiritualism is as much tabooed by one section of the American public as +it is encouraged by the other, and so we resolved to breathe nothing of +our intentions, but invite the girl to dine and spend the evening in +our rooms with us just as if she were an ordinary visitor. Consequently, +we dined together at the _table d'hôte_ before we took our way upstairs. +Mrs. S---- and I had a private sitting-room, the windows of which were +draped with white lace curtains only, and we had no other means to shut +out the light. Consequently, when we wished to sit, all we could do was +to place a chair for Virginia Roberts in the window recess, behind one +of these pairs of curtains, and pin them together in front of her, which +formed the airiest cabinet imaginable. We then locked the door, lowered +the gas, and sat down on a sofa before the curtains. + +In the space of five minutes, without the lace curtains having been in +the slightest degree disturbed, Francis Lean, my stepson, walked +_through_ them, and came up to my side. He was dressed in his ordinary +costume of jersey and "jumpers," and had a little worsted cap upon his +head. He displayed all the peculiarities of speech and manner I have +noticed before; but he was much less timid, and stood by me for a long +time talking of my domestic affairs, which were rather complicated, and +giving me a detailed account of the accident which caused his death, and +which had been always somewhat of a mystery. In doing this, he mentioned +names of people hitherto unknown to me, but which I found on after +inquiry to be true. He seemed quite delighted to be able to manifest so +indisputably like himself, and remarked more than once, "I'm not much +like a girl now, am I, Ma?" + +Next, Mrs. S----'s old lover came, of whom she was still considerably +alarmed, and her father, who had been a great politician and a +well-known man. "Florence," too, of course, though never so lively +through Miss Roberts as through other media, but still happy though +pensive, and full of advice how I was to act when I reached England +again. Presently a soft voice said, "Aunt Flo, don't you know me?" And I +saw standing in front of me my niece and godchild, Lilian Thomas, who +had died as a nun in the Convent of the "Dames Anglaises" at Bruges. She +was clothed in her nun's habit, which was rather peculiar, the face +being surrounded by a white cap, with a crimped border that hid all the +hair, and surmounted by a white veil of some heavy woollen material +which covered the head and the black serge dress. "Lilian" had died of +consumption, and the death-like, waxy complexion which she had had for +some time before was exactly reproduced. She had not much to say for +herself; indeed, we had been completely separated since she had entered +the convent, but she was undoubtedly _there_. She was succeeded by my +sister "Emily," whom I have already so often described. And these +apparitions, six in number, and all recognizable, were produced in the +private room of Mrs. S---- and myself, and with no other person but +Virginia Roberts, sixteen years old. + +It was about this time that we received an invitation to attend a +private _séance_ in a large house in the city, occupied by Mr. and Mrs. +Newman, who had Maud Lord staying with them as a visitor. Maud Lord's +mediumship is a peculiar one. She places her sitters in a circle, +holding hands. She then seats herself on a chair in the centre, and +keeps on clapping her hands, to intimate that she has not changed her +position. The _séance_ is held in darkness, and the manifestations +consist of "direct voices," _i.e._ voices that every one can hear, and +by what they say to you, you must judge of their identity and +truthfulness. I had only witnessed powers of this kind once +before--through Mrs. Bassett, who is now Mrs. Herne--but as no one spoke +to me through her whom I recognized, I have omitted to give any account +of it. + +As soon as Maud Lord's sitting was fully established, I heard her +addressing various members of the company, telling them who stood beside +them, and I heard them putting questions to, or holding conversations +with, creature who were invisible to me. The time went on, and I +believed I was going to be left out of it, when I heard a voice close to +my ear whisper, "Arthur." At the same moment Maud Lord's voice sounded +in my direction, saying that the lady in the brown velvet hat had a +gentleman standing near her, named "Arthur," who wished to be +recognized. I was the only lady present in a brown velvet hat, yet I +could not recall any deceased friend of the name of "Arthur" who might +wish to communicate with me. (It is a constant occurrence at a _séance_ +that the mind refuses to remember a name, or a circumstance, and on +returning home, perhaps the whole situation makes itself clear, and one +wonders how one could have been so dull as not to perceive it.) So I +said that I knew no one in the spirit-world of that name, and Maud Lord +replied, "Well, _he_ knows _you_, at all events." A few more minutes +elapsed, when I felt a touch on the third finger of my left hand, and +the voice spoke again and said, "Arthur! 'Arthur's ring.' Have you quite +forgotten?" This action brought the person to my memory, and I +exclaimed, "Oh! Johnny Cope, is it you?" + +To explain this, I must tell my readers that when I went out to India in +1854, Arthur Cope of the Lancers was a passenger by the same steamer; +and when we landed in Madras, he made me a present of a diamond ring, +which I wore at that _séance_ as a guard. But he was never called by +anything but his nickname of "Johnny," so that his real appellation had +quite slipped my memory. The poor fellow died in 1856 or 1857, and I had +been ungrateful enough to forget all about him, and should never have +remembered his name had it not been coupled with the ring. It would have +been still more remarkable, though, if Maud Lord, who had never seen me +till that evening, had discovered an incident which happened thirty +years before, and which I had completely forgotten. + +Before I had been many days in New York, I fell ill again from exposing +myself to the weather, this time with a bad throat. Mrs. S---- and I +slept in the same room, and our sitting-room opened into the bedroom. +She was indefatigable in her attentions and kindness to me during my +illness, and kept running backwards and forwards from the bedroom to the +sitting-room, both by night and day, to get me fresh poultices, which +she kept hot on the steam stove. + +One evening about eleven o'clock she got out of bed in her nightdress, +and went into the next room for this purpose. Almost directly after she +entered it, I heard a heavy fall. I called her by name, and receiving no +answer, became frightened, jumped out of bed, and followed her. To my +consternation, I found her stretched out, at full length, on a white +bearskin rug, and quite insensible. She was a delicate woman, and I +thought at first that she had fainted from fatigue; but when she showed +no signs of returning consciousness, I became alarmed. I was very weak +myself from my illness, and hardly able to stand, but I managed to put +on a dressing-gown and summon the assistance of a lady who occupied the +room next to us, and whose acquaintance we had already made. She was +strong and capable, and helped me to place Mrs. S---- upon the sofa, +where she lay in the same condition. After we had done all we could +think of to bring her to herself without effect, the next-door lady +became frightened. She said to me, "I don't like this. I think we ought +to call in a doctor. Supposing she were to die without regaining +consciousness." I replied, "I should say the same, excepting I begin to +believe she has not fainted at all, but is in a trance; and in that +case, any violent attempts to bring her to herself might injure her. +Just see how quietly she breathes, and how very young she looks." + +When her attention was called to this fact, the next-door lady was +astonished. Mrs. S----, who was a woman past forty, looked like a girl +of sixteen. She was a very pretty woman, but with a dash of temper in +her expression which spoiled it. Now with all the passions and lines +smoothed out of it, she looked perfectly lovely. So she might have +looked in death. But she was not dead. She was breathing. So I felt sure +that the spirit had escaped for a while and left her free. I covered her +up warmly on the sofa, and determined to leave her there till the trance +had passed. After a while I persuaded the next-door lady to think as I +did, and to go back to her own bed. As soon as she had gone, I +administered my own poultice, and sat down to watch beside my friend. +The time went on until seven in the morning--seven hours she had lain, +without moving a limb, upon the sofa--when, without any warning, she sat +up and gazed about her. I called her by name, and asked her what she +wanted; but I could see at once, by her expression, that she did not +know me. Presently she asked me, "Who are you?" I told her. "Are you +Kate's friend?" she said. I answered, "Yes." "Do you know who _I_ am?" +was the next question, which, of course, I answered in the negative. +Mrs. S---- thereupon gave me the name of a German gentleman which I had +never heard before. An extraordinary scene then followed. Influenced by +the spirit that possessed her, Mrs. S---- rose and unlocked a cabinet of +her own, which stood in the room, and taking thence a bundle of old +letters, she selected several and read portions of them aloud to me. She +then told me a history of herself and the gentleman whose spirit was +speaking through her, and gave me several messages to deliver to +herself the following day. It will be sufficient for me to say that this +history was of so private a nature, that it was most unlikely she would +have confided it to me or any one, particularly as she was a woman of a +most secretive nature; but names, addresses, and even words of +conversations were given, in a manner which would have left no room for +doubt of their truthfulness, even if Mrs. S---- had not confirmed them +to be facts afterwards. This went on for a long time, the spirit +expressing the greatest animosity against Mrs. S---- all the while, and +then the power seemed suddenly to be spent, and she went off to sleep +again upon the sofa, waking up naturally about an hour afterwards, and +very much surprised to hear what had happened to her meanwhile. When we +came to consider the matter, we found that this unexpected seizure had +taken place upon _the 17th of March_, the day predicted by Mrs. Philips +four years previously as one on which a new era would commence for Mrs. +S----. From that time she continually went into trances, and used to +predict the future for herself and others; but whether she has kept it +up to this day I am unable to say, as I have heard nothing from her +since I left America. + +That event took place on the 13th of June, 1885. We had been in the +habit of spending our Sunday evenings in Miss Roberts' _séance_ room, +and she begged me not to miss the last opportunity. When we arrived +there, we found that the accompanist who usually played the harmonium +for them was unable to be present, and Miss Roberts asked if I would be +his substitute. I said I would, on condition that they moved the +instrument on a line with the cabinet, so that I might not lose a sight +of what was going on. This was accordingly done, and I commenced to play +"Thou art gone from my gaze." Almost immediately "John Powles" stepped +out, dressed in uniform, and stood by the harmonium with his hand upon +my shoulder. "I never was much of a singer, you know, Flo," he said to +me; "but if you will sing that song with me, I'll try and go through +it." And he actually did sing (after a fashion) the entire two verses of +the ballad, keeping his hand on my shoulder the whole time. When we came +to the line, "I seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream," he stooped +down and whispered in my ear, "Not _quite_ in vain, Flo, has it been?" +I do not know if my English Spiritualistic friends can "cap" this story, +but in America they told me it was quite a unique performance, +particularly at a public _séance_, where the jarring of so many diverse +influences often hinders instead of helping the manifestations. + +"Powles" appeared to be especially strong on that occasion. Towards the +middle of the evening a kind of whining was heard to proceed from the +cabinet; and Miss Roberts, who was not entranced, said, "There's a baby +coming out for Miss Marryat." At the same time the face of little +"Yonnie" appeared at the opening of the curtains, but nearly level with +the ground, as she was crawling out on all fours. Before she had had +time to advance beyond them, "Powles" stepped over her and came amongst +us. "Oh, Powles!" I exclaimed, "you used to love my little babies. Do +pick up that one for me that I may see it properly." He immediately +returned, took up "Yonnie," and brought her out into the circle on his +arm. The contrast of the baby's white kind of nightgown with his scarlet +uniform was very striking. He carried the child to each sitter that it +might be thoroughly examined; and when he had returned "Yonnie" to the +cabinet, he came out again on his own account. That evening I was +summoned into the cabinet myself by the medium's guide, a little Italian +girl, who had materialized several times for our benefit. When I entered +it, I stumbled up against Miss Roberts' chair. There was barely room for +me to stand beside it. She said to me, "Is that _you_, Miss Marryat?" +and I replied, "Yes; didn't you send for me?" She said "No; I didn't +send, I know nothing about it!" A voice behind me said, "_I_ sent for +you!" and at the same moment two strong arms were clasped round my +waist, and a man's face kissed me over my shoulder. I asked, "Who are +you?" and he replied, "Walk out of the cabinet and you shall see." I +turned round, two hands were placed upon my shoulders, and I walked back +into the circle with a tall man walking behind me in that position. When +I could look at him in the gaslight, I recognized my brother, Frank +Marryat, who died in 1855, and whom I had never seen since. Of course, +the other spirits who were familiar with Mrs. S---- and myself came to +wish me a pleasant voyage across the Atlantic, but I have mentioned them +all so often that I fear I must already have tired out the patience of +my readers. But in order to be impressive it is so necessary to be +explicit. All I can bring forward in excuse is, that every word I have +written is the honest and unbiassed truth. Here, therefore, ends the +account of my experience in Spiritualism up to the present moment--not, +by any means, the half, nor yet _the quarter of it_, but all I consider +likely to interest the general public. And those who have been +interested in it may see their own friends as I have done, if they will +only take the same trouble that I have done. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +"QUI BONO?" + + +My friends have so often asked me this question, that I think, before I +close this book, I am justified in answering it, at all events, as far +as I myself am concerned. How often have I sat, surrounded by an +interested audience, who knew me too well to think me either a lunatic +or a liar; and after I have told them some of the most marvellous and +thrilling of my experiences, they have assailed me with these questions, +"But what _is_ it? And what _good_ does it do? _What is it?_" There, my +friends, I confess you stagger me! I can no more tell you what it is +than I can tell you what _you_ are or what _I_ am. We know that, like +Topsy, we "grew." We know that, given certain conditions and favorable +accessories, a child comes into this world, and a seed sprouts through +the dark earth and becomes a flower; but though we know the cause and +see the effect, the greatest man of science, or the greatest botanist, +cannot tell you how the child is made, nor how the plant grows. Neither +can I (or any one) tell you _what_ the power is that enables a spirit to +make itself apparent. I can only say that it can do so, and refer you to +the Creator of you and me and the entire universe. The commonest things +the earth produces are all miracles, from the growing of a mustard seed +to the expansion of a human brain. What is more wonderful than the +hatching of an egg? You see it done every day. It has become so common +that you regard it as an event of no consequence. You know the exact +number of days the bird must sit to produce a live chicken with all its +functions ready for nature's use, but you see nothing wonderful in it. +All birds can do the same, and you would not waste your time in +speculating on the wondrous effect of heat upon a liquid substance which +turns to bone and blood and flesh and feathers. + +If you were as familiar with the reappearance of those who have gone +before as you are with chickens, you would see nothing supernatural in +their manifesting themselves to you, and nothing more miraculous than in +the birth of a child or the hatching of an egg. Why should it be? Who +has fixed the abode of the spirit after death? Who can say where it +dwells, or that it is not permitted to return to this world, perhaps to +live in it altogether? Still, however the Almighty sends them, the fact +remains that they come, and that thousands can testify to the fact. As +to the theory advanced by some people that they are devils, sent to lure +us to our destruction, that is an insult to the wisdom or mercy of an +Omnipotent Creator. They cannot come except by His permission, just as +He sends children to some people and withholds them from others. And the +conversation of most of those that I have talked with is all on the side +of religion, prayer, and self-sacrifice. _My_ friends, at all events, +have never denied the existence of a God or a Saviour. They have, on the +contrary (and especially "Florence"), been very quick to rebuke me for +anything I may have done that was wrong, for neglect of prayer and +church-going, for speaking evil of my neighbors, or any other fault. +They have continually inculcated the doctrine that religion consists in +unselfish love to our fellow-creatures, and in devotion to God. I do not +deny that there are frivolous and occasionally wicked spirits about us. +Is it to be wondered at? For one spirit that leaves this world +calculated to do good to his fellow-creatures, a hundred leave it who +will do him harm. That is really the reason that the Church discourages +Spiritualism. She does not disbelieve in it. She knows it to be true; +but she also knows it to be dangerous. Since like attracts like, the +numbers of thoughtless spirits who still dwell on earth would naturally +attract the numbers of thoughtless spirits who have left it, and their +influence is best dispensed with. Talk of devils. I have known many more +devils in the flesh than out of it, and could name a number of +acquaintances who, when once passed out of this world, I should +steadfastly refuse to have any communication with. I have no doubt +myself whatever as to _what_ it is, or that I have seen my dear friends +and children as I knew them upon earth. But _how_ they come or _where_ +they go, I must wait until I join them to ascertain, even if I shall do +it then. + +The second question, however, I can more easily deal with, _What good is +it?_ The only wonder to me is that people who are not stone-blind to +what is going on in this world can put such a question. What good is it +to have one's faith in Immortality and another life confirmed in an age +of freethought, scepticism and utter callousness? When I look around me +and see the young men nowadays--ay, and the young women too--who believe +in no hereafter, who lie down and die, like the dumb animals who cannot +be made to understand the love of the dear God who created them although +they feel it, I cannot think of anything calculated to do them more good +than the return of a father or a mother or a friend, who could convince +them by ocular demonstration that there is a future life and happiness +and misery, according to the one we have led here below. + +"Oh, but," I seem to hear some readers exclaim, "we _do_ believe in all +that you say. We have been taught so from our youth up, and the Bible +points to it in every line." You may _think_ you believe it, my friends, +and in a theoretical way you may; but you do not _realize_ it, and the +whole of your lives proves it. Death, instead of being the blessed +portal to the Life Elysian, the gate of which may swing open for you any +day, and admit you to eternal and unfading happiness, is a far-off misty +phantom, whose approach you dread, and the sight of which in others you +run away from. The majority of people avoid the very mention of death. +They would not look at a corpse for anything; the sight of a coffin or a +funeral or a graveyard fills them with horror; the idea of it for +themselves makes them turn pale with fright. Is _this_ belief in the +existence of a tender Father and a blessed home waiting to receive them +on the other side? Even professed Christians experience what they term a +"natural" horror at the thought of death! I have known persons of fixed +religious principles who had passed their lives (apparently) in prayer, +and expressed their firm belief in Heaven waiting for them, fight +against death with all their mortal energies, and try their utmost to +baffle the disease that was sent to carry them to everlasting happiness. +Is this logical? It is tantamount in my idea to the pauper in the +workhouse who knows that directly the gate is open to let him through, +he will pass from skilly, oakum, and solitary confinement to the King's +Palace to enjoy youth, health, and prosperity evermore; and who, when he +sees the gates beginning to unclose, puts his back and all his +neighbors' backs against them to keep them shut as long as possible. + +Death should not be a "horror" to any one; and if we knew more about it, +it would cease to be so. It is the _mystery_ that appals us. We see our +friends die, and no word or sign comes back to tell us that there _is_ +no death, so we picture them to ourselves mouldering in the damp earth +till we nearly go mad with grief and dismay. Some people think me +heartless because I never go near the graves of those whom I love best. +Why should I? I might with more reason go and sit beside a pile of their +cast-off garments. I could _see_ them, and they would actually retain +more of their identity and influence than the corpse which I could _not_ +see. I mourn their loss just the same, but I mourn it as I should do if +they had settled for life in a far distant land, from which I could only +enjoy occasional glimpses of their happiness. + +And I may say emphatically that the greatest good Spiritualism does is +to remove the fear of one's own death. One can never be quite certain of +the changes that circumstances may bring about, nor do I like to boast +overmuch. Disease and weakness may destroy the nerve I flatter myself on +possessing; but I think I may say that as matters stand at present _I +have no fear of death whatever_, and the only trouble I can foresee in +passing through it will be to witness the distress of my friends. But +when I remember all those who have gathered on the other side, and whom +I firmly believe will be present to help me in my passage there, I can +feel nothing but a great curiosity to pierce the mysteries as yet +unrevealed to me, and a great longing for the time to come when I shall +join those whom I loved so much on earth. Not to be happy at once by any +manner of means. I am too sinful a mortal for that, but "to work out my +salvation" in the way God sees best for me, to make my own heaven or +hell according as I have loved and succoured my fellow-creatures here +below. Yet however much I may be destined to suffer, never without hope +and assistance from those whom I have loved, and never without feeling +that through the goodness of God each struggle or reparation brings me +near to the fruition of eternal happiness. _This_ is my belief, _this_ +is the good that the certain knowledge that we can never die has done +for me, and the worst I wish for anybody is that they may share it with +me. + + "Oh! though oft depressed and lonely, + All my fears are laid aside, + If I but remember only + Such as these have lived and died." + +THE END. + + + + +UNITED STATES BOOK COMPANY'S Announcements AND New Publications. + + *.*_The books mentioned in this List can be obtained_ to + order _by any Bookseller if not in stock, or will be sent by the + Publisher post free on receipt of price_. + +LOVELL'S INTERNATIONAL SERIES + +=_13. On Circumstantial Evidence_=--By Florence Marryat + +This is a story in which love and intrigue are the two disturbing +elements. 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They open one's eyes to the +inconsistencies of life without wholly destroying his faith in his +fellow citizens.--_Boston Herald._ + +CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 30 CENTS. + +_=82. A Woman's Heart=_--By Mrs. Alexander + +The name of this author is familiar to all lovers of fiction who will +need nothing more to assure them that they will not regret the time +spent in reading "A Woman's Heart." It is a refined and interesting +story, pleasant and easy reading, as is usual with all Mrs. Alexander's +works. + +CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 50 CENTS. + +_=83. Syrlin=_--By Ouida + +The announcement of a new novel by Ouida, sends a thrill of delight +through the countless host of faithful admirers of that petulant +priestess of mild improprieties. Her new books are just like her old +ones. There is the usual abundance of gilded vice and wilful wickedness +lugged in to give the book its wonted flavor.--_N. O. States._ + +CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 50 CENTS. + +=_84. The Rival Princess_=--By Justin McCarthy and Mrs. Campbell Praed + +It is a romance of contemporary English politics wherein many well-known +public men appear under thin disguises. There is a Stuart princess with +lineal claims to the English throne, and there is an unmasked Mr. +Gladstone, who boldly urges the abolition of the House of +Lords.-_-Charleston Sunday Times._ + +CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 50 CENTS. + +_=85. Blindfold=_--By Florence Marryat + +Is, in many respects, the best novel which has been given us by the +prolific pen of the well-known Englishwoman. The story is novel, well +told, and events follow upon each other quickly, never allowing the +interest to flag.--_Denver News._ + +CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 50 CENTS. + +UNITED STATES BOOK COMPANY, PUBLISHERS, N. Y. + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + +Text that was written in bold is marked =like this=. + +Page 4, "MARRYATT" changed to "MARRYAT" (Normalising spelling of +author's name) + +Page 18, "nor" changed to "not" (a single medium of whom I have not) + +Page 47, "bood" changed to "blood" (where the stain of his blood still +remained) + +Page 49, "briliant" changed to "brilliant" (a room that was unpleasantly +brilliant) + +Page 58, "tempered" changed to "tampered" (it had not been tampered +with) + +Page 61, "seing" changed to "seeing" (the possibility of seeing a +"ghost,") + +Page 127, "foreigh" changed to "foreign" (he was equally ignorant of +foreign languages) + +Page 134, "succssefully" changed to "successfully" (in order to imitate +her manner and speech successfully) + +Page 137, "Gupyy" changed to "Guppy" (As Mrs. Guppy came sailing over +our heads) + +Page 138, "it" changed to "if" (I inquired of every sitter if they had +seen) + +Page 155, "eartly" changed to "earthly" (as naturally as if she were +their earthly form) + +Page 156, "Fitzgarald" changed to "Fitzgerald" (Mrs. Fitzgerald was +dining with us) + +Page 158, "Fitzgereld" changed to "Fitzgerald" (returned through Mrs. +Fitzgerald) + +Page 176, "don" changed to "done" (perhaps, than anything else has done) + +Page 180, Added missing end single quote in probable correct place +(through the life that lies before you.') + +Page 182, "forgetten" changed to "forgotten" (I had almost forgotten Mr. +Plummer) + +Page 185, "mamed" changed to "named" (a photographer in London, named +Hudson) + +Page 189, "instrument" changed to "instruments" (the two instruments +pealed forth) + +Page 198, "ocsion" changed to "occasion" (Mr. Towns prognosticated on +that occasion) + +Page 201, "conducter" changed to "conductor" ("Did you know the spirit?" +the conductor asked) + +Page 220, "aquaintance" changed to "acquaintance" (soon after I made her +acquaintance) + +Page 255, "creature" changed to "creatures" (creatures who were +invisible to me) + +Page 256, "Mr" changed to "Mrs" (Mrs. S---- and I slept in the same +room) + +Page 264, "Christian" changed to "Christians" (Even professed Christians +experience what they term) + +End catalogue, No. 13, "Circumstatial" changed to "Circumstantial" (On +Circumstantial Evidence) + +End catalogue, No. 39, "successfu" changed to "successful" (He has been +successful in nothing) + +N.B. 1. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: There is no Death + +Author: Florence Marryatt + +Release Date: March 20, 2012 [EBook #39212] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THERE IS NO DEATH *** + + + + +Produced by Maria Grist, Suzanne Shell and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<h2 class="p2">THERE IS NO DEATH</h2> + +<table border="1" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" summary="ad"> + <tr> + <th colspan="3" class="tdc"><div class="center"> <span class="smcap">Works by Florence Marryat</span><br /> + <span class="xsmalltext">PUBLISHED IN THE</span><br /> + <span class="smalltext">INTERNATIONAL SERIES. </span></div></th> + </tr> + <tr> + <td align="right" class="smalltext">NO.</td> + <td> </td> + <td class="smalltext">CTS.</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">85.</td> + <td class="smcap">Blindfold,</td> + <td class="tdr">50</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">135.</td> + <td class="smcap">Brave Heart and True,</td> + <td class="tdr">50</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">42.</td> + <td class="smcap">Mount Eden,</td> + <td class="tdr">30</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">13.</td> + <td class="smcap">On Circumstantial Evidence,</td> + <td class="tdr">30</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">148.</td> + <td class="smcap">Risen Dead, The,</td> + <td class="tdr">50</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">77.</td> + <td class="smcap">Scarlet Sin, A,</td> + <td class="tdr">50</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">159.</td> + <td class="smcap">There Is No Death,</td> + <td class="tdr">50</td> + </tr> +</table> + +<h2 class="p4"><strong>THERE IS NO DEATH</strong></h2> +<p class="p4 center small"><b>BY</b><br /> +<span class="large"><b>FLORENCE MARRYAT</b></span></p> + +<p class="center small">AUTHOR OF<br /> +"LOVE'S CONFLICT," "VERONIQUE," ETC., ETC.</p> + +<div class="poem p4"> + <div class="stanza"> +<div class="line">"There is no Death--what seems so is transition.<br /> +</div> +<div class="line i2">This life of mortal breath<br /> +</div> +<div class="line">Is but a suburb of the Life Elysian<br /> +</div> +<div class="line i2">Whose portal we call----Death."--<span class="smcap">Longfellow</span>.</div> + </div> +</div> + +<p class="p4 center">NEW YORK<br /> + <span class="large">NATIONAL BOOK COMPANY</span><br /> +3, 4, 5 AND 6 MISSION PLACE</p> + +<p class="p4 smcap center">Copyright, 1891,<br /> + by<br /> + United States Book Company</p> + +<h1 class="p4"> THERE IS NO DEATH</h1> + +<p class="p4 left30"> + <a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX.</a><br /> + <a href="#CHAPTER_XXX">CHAPTER XXX.</a></p> + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I.</a></h2> + +<h3>FAMILY GHOSTS.</h3> + +<p>It has been strongly impressed upon me for some years past to write an +account of the wonderful experiences I have passed through in my +investigation of the science of Spiritualism. In doing so I intend to +confine myself to recording facts. I will describe the scenes I have +witnessed with my own eyes, and repeat the words I have heard with my +own ears, leaving the deduction to be drawn from them wholly to my +readers. I have no ambition to start a theory nor to promulgate a +doctrine; above all things I have no desire to provoke an argument. I +have had more than enough of arguments, philosophical, scientific, +religious, and purely aggressive, to last a lifetime; and were I called +upon for my definition of the rest promised to the weary, I should +reply—a place where every man may hold his own opinion, and no one is +permitted to dispute it.</p> + +<p>But though I am about to record a great many incidents that are so +marvellous as to be almost incredible, I do not expect to be +disbelieved, except by such as are capable of deception themselves. +They—conscious of their own infirmity—invariably believe that other +people must be telling lies. Byron wrote, "He is a fool who denies that +which he cannot disprove;" and though Carlyle gives us the comforting +assurance that the population of Great Britain consists "chiefly of +fools," I pin my faith upon receiving credence from the few who are not +so.</p> + +<p>Why should I be disbelieved? When the late Lady Brassey published the +"Cruise of the <i>Sunbeam</i>," and Sir Samuel and Lady Baker related their +experiences in Central Africa, and Livingstone wrote his account of the +wonders he met with whilst engaged in the investigation of the source of +the Nile, and Henry Stanley followed up the story and added thereto, did +they anticipate the public turning up its nose at their narrations, and +declaring it did not believe a word they had written? Yet their readers +had to accept the facts they offered for credence, on their authority +alone. Very few of them had even <i>heard</i> of the places described before; +scarcely one in a thousand could, either from personal experience or +acquired knowledge, attest the truth of the description. What was +there—for the benefit of the general public—to <i>prove</i> that the +<i>Sunbeam</i> had sailed round the world, or that Sir Samuel Baker had met +with the rare beasts, birds, and flowers he wrote of, or that +Livingstone and Stanley met and spoke with those curious, unknown tribes +that never saw white men till they set eyes on them? Yet had any one of +those writers affirmed that in his wanderings he had encountered a gold +field of undoubted excellence, thousands of fortune-seekers would have +left their native land on his word alone, and rushed to secure some of +the glittering treasure.</p> + +<p>Why? Because the authors of those books were persons well known in +society, who had a reputation for veracity to maintain, and who would +have been quickly found out had they dared to deceive. I claim the same +grounds for obtaining belief. I have a well-known name and a public +reputation, a tolerable brain, and two sharp eyes. What I have +witnessed, others, with equal assiduity and perseverance, may witness +for themselves. It would demand a voyage round the world to see all that +the owners of the <i>Sunbeam</i> saw. It would demand time and trouble and +money to see what I have seen, and to some people, perhaps, it would not +be worth the outlay. But if I have journeyed into the Debateable Land +(which so few really believe in, and most are terribly afraid of), and +come forward now to tell what I have seen there, the world has no more +right to disbelieve me than it had to disbelieve Lady Brassey. Because +the general public has not penetrated Central Africa, is no reason that +Livingstone did not do so; because the general public has not seen (and +does not care to see) what I have seen, is no argument against the truth +of what I write. To those who <i>do</i> believe in the possibility of +communion with disembodied spirits, my story will be interesting +perhaps, on account of its dealing throughout in a remarkable degree +with the vexed question of identity and recognition. To the +materialistic portion of creation who may credit me with not being a +bigger fool than the remainder of the thirty-eight millions of Great +Britain, it may prove a new source of speculation and research. And for +those of my fellow-creatures who possess no curiosity, nor imagination, +nor desire to prove for themselves what they cannot accept on the +testimony of others, I never had, and never shall have, anything in +common. They are the sort of people who ask you with a pleasing smile if +Irving wrote "The Charge of the Light Brigade," and say they like +Byron's "Sardanapalus" very well, but it is not so funny as "Our Boys."</p> + +<p>Now, before going to work in right earnest, I do not think it is +generally known that my father, the late Captain Marryat, was not only a +believer in ghosts, but himself a ghost-seer. I am delighted to be able +to record this fact as an introduction to my own experiences. Perhaps +the ease with which such manifestations have come to me is a gift which +I inherit from him, anyway I am glad he shared the belief and the power +of spiritual sight with me. If there were no other reason to make me +bold to repeat what I have witnessed, the circumstance would give me +courage. My father was not like his intimate friends, Charles Dickens, +Lord Lytton, and many other men of genius, highly strung, nervous, and +imaginative. I do not believe my father had any "nerves," and I think he +had very little imagination. Almost all his works are founded on his +personal experiences. His <i>forte</i> lay in a humorous description of what +he had seen. He possessed a marvellous power of putting his +recollections into graphic and forcible language, and the very reason +that his books are almost as popular to-day as when they were written, +is because they are true histories of their time. There is scarcely a +line of fiction in them. His body was as powerful and muscular as his +brain. His courage was indomitable—his moral courage as well as his +physical (as many people remember to their cost to this day), and his +hardness of belief on many subjects is no secret. What I am about to +relate therefore did not happen to some excitable, nervous, sickly +sentimentalist, and I repeat that I am proud to have inherited his +constitutional tendencies, and quite willing to stand judgment after +him.</p> + +<p>I have heard that my father had a number of stories to relate of +supernatural (as they are usually termed) incidents that had occurred to +him, but I will content myself with relating such as were proved to be +(at the least) very remarkable coincidences. In my work, "The Life and +Letters of Captain Marryat," I relate an anecdote of him that was +entered in his private "log," and found amongst his papers. He had a +younger brother, Samuel, to whom he was very much attached, and who died +unexpectedly in England whilst my father, in command of H. M. S. +<i>Larne</i>, was engaged in the first Burmese war. His men broke out with +scurvy and he was ordered to take his vessel over to Pulu Pinang for a +few weeks in order to get the sailors fresh fruit and vegetables. As my +father was lying in his berth one night, anchored off the island, with +the brilliant tropical moonlight making everything as bright as day, he +saw the door of his cabin open, and his brother Samuel entered and +walked quietly up to his side. He looked just the same as when they had +parted, and uttered in a perfectly distinct voice, "Fred! I have come to +tell you that I am dead!" When the figure entered the cabin my father +jumped up in his berth, thinking it was some one coming to rob him, and +when he saw who it was and heard it speak, he leaped out of bed with the +intention of detaining it, but it was gone. So vivid was the impression +made upon him by the apparition that he drew out his log at once and +wrote down all particulars concerning it, with the hour and day of its +appearance. On reaching England after the war was over, the first +dispatches put into his hand were to announce the death of his brother, +who had passed away at the very hour when he had seen him in the cabin.</p> + +<p>But the story that interests me most is one of an incident which +occurred to my father during my lifetime, and which we have always +called "The Brown Lady of Rainham." I am aware that this narrative has +reached the public through other sources, and I have made it the +foundation of a Christmas story myself. But it is too well authenticated +to be omitted here. The last fifteen years of my father's life were +passed on his own estate of Langham, in Norfolk, and amongst his county +friends were Sir Charles and Lady Townshend of Rainham Hall. At the time +I speak of, the title and property had lately changed hands, and the new +baronet had re-papered, painted, and furnished the Hall throughout, and +come down with his wife and a large party of friends to take possession. +But to their annoyance, soon after their arrival, rumors arose that the +house was haunted, and their guests began, one and all (like those in +the parable), to make excuses to go home again. Sir Charles and Lady +Townshend might have sung, "Friend after friend departs," with due +effect, but it would have had none on the general exodus that took place +from Rainham. And it was all on account of a Brown Lady, whose portrait +hung in one of the bedrooms, and in which she was represented as wearing +a brown satin dress with yellow trimmings, and a ruff around her +throat—a very harmless, innocent-looking young woman. But they all +declared they had seen her walking about the house—some in the +corridor, some in their bedrooms, others in the lower premises, and +neither guests nor servants would remain in the Hall. The baronet was +naturally very much annoyed about it, and confided his trouble to my +father, and my father was indignant at the trick he believed had been +played upon him. There was a great deal of smuggling and poaching in +Norfolk at that period, as he knew well, being a magistrate of the +county, and he felt sure that some of these depredators were trying to +frighten the Townshends away from the Hall again. The last baronet had +been a solitary sort of being, and lead a retired life, and my father +imagined some of the tenantry had their own reasons for not liking the +introduction of revelries and "high jinks" at Rainham. So he asked his +friends to let him stay with them and sleep in the haunted chamber, and +he felt sure he could rid them of the nuisance. They accepted his offer, +and he took possession of the room in which the portrait of the +apparition hung, and in which she had been often seen, and slept each +night with a loaded revolver under his pillow. For two days, however, he +saw nothing, and the third was to be the limit of his stay. On the +third night, however, two young men (nephews of the baronet) knocked at +his door as he was undressing to go to bed, and asked him to step over +to their room (which was at the other end of the corridor), and give +them his opinion on a new gun just arrived from London. My father was in +his shirt and trousers, but as the hour was late, and everybody had +retired to rest except themselves, he prepared to accompany them as he +was. As they were leaving the room, he caught up his revolver, "in case +we meet the Brown Lady," he said, laughing. When the inspection of the +gun was over, the young men in the same spirit declared they would +accompany my father back again, "in case you meet the Brown Lady," they +repeated, laughing also. The three gentlemen therefore returned in +company.</p> + +<p>The corridor was long and dark, for the lights had been extinguished, +but as they reached the middle of it, they saw the glimmer of a lamp +coming towards them from the other end. "One of the ladies going to +visit the nurseries," whispered the young Townshends to my father. Now +the bedroom doors in that corridor faced each other, and each room had a +double door with a space between, as is the case in many old-fashioned +country houses. My father (as I have said) was in a shirt and trousers +only, and his native modesty made him feel uncomfortable, so he slipped +within one of the <i>outer</i> doors (his friends following his example), in +order to conceal himself until the lady should have passed by. I have +heard him describe how he watched her approaching nearer and nearer, +through the chink of the door, until, as she was close enough for him to +distinguish the colors and style of her costume, he recognized the +figure as the facsimile of the portrait of "The Brown Lady." He had his +finger on the trigger of his revolver, and was about to demand it to +stop and give the reason for its presence there, when the figure halted +of its own accord before the door behind which he stood, and holding the +lighted lamp she carried to her features, grinned in a malicious and +diabolical manner at him. This act so infuriated my father, who was +anything but lamb-like in disposition, that he sprang into the corridor +with a bound, and discharged the revolver right in her face. The figure +instantly disappeared—the figure at which for the space of several +minutes <i>three</i> men had been looking together—and the bullet passed +through the outer door of the room on the opposite side of the corridor, +and lodged in the panel of the inner one. My father never attempted +again to interfere with "The Brown Lady of Rainham," and I have heard +that she haunts the premises to this day. That she did so at that time, +however, there is no shadow of doubt.</p> + +<p>But Captain Marryat not only held these views and believed in them from +personal experience—he promulgated them in his writings. There are many +passages in his works which, read by the light of my assertion, prove +that he had faith in the possibility of the departed returning to visit +this earth, and in the theory of re-incarnation or living more than one +life upon it, but nowhere does he speak more plainly than in the +following extract from the "Phantom Ship":—</p> + +<p>"Think you, Philip," (says Amine to her husband), "that this world is +solely peopled by such dross as we are?—things of clay, perishable and +corruptible, lords over beasts and ourselves, but little better? Have +you not, from your own sacred writings, repeated acknowledgments and +proofs of higher intelligences, mixing up with mankind, and acting here +below? Why should what was <i>then</i> not be <i>now</i>, and what more harm is +there to apply for their aid now than a few thousand years ago? Why +should you suppose that they were permitted on the earth then and not +permitted now? What has become of them? Have they perished? Have they +been ordered back? to where?—to heaven? If to heaven, the world and +mankind have been left to the mercy of the devil and his agents. Do you +suppose that we poor mortals have been thus abandoned? I tell you +plainly, I think not. We no longer have the communication with those +intelligences that we once had, because as we become more enlightened we +become more proud and seek them not, but that they still exist a host of +good against a host of evil, invisibly opposing each other, is my +conviction."</p> + +<p>One testimony to such a belief, from the lips of my father, is +sufficient. He would not have written it unless he had been prepared to +maintain it. He was not one of those wretched literary cowards who we +meet but too often now-a-days, who are too much afraid of the world to +confess with their mouths the opinions they hold in their hearts. Had he +lived to this time I believe he would have been one of the most +energetic and outspoken believers in Spiritualism that we possess. So +much, however, for his testimony to the possibility of spirits, good and +evil, revisiting this earth. I think few will be found to gainsay the +assertion that where <i>he</i> trod, his daughter need not be ashamed to +follow.</p> + +<p>Before the question of Spiritualism, however, arose in modern times, I +had had my own little private experiences on the subject. From an early +age I was accustomed to see, and to be very much alarmed at seeing, +certain forms that appeared to me at night. One in particular, I +remember, was that of a very short or deformed old woman, who was very +constant to me. She used to stand on tiptoe to look at me as I lay in +bed, and however dark the room might be, I could always see every +article in it, as if illuminated, whilst she remained there.</p> + +<p>I was in the habit of communicating these visions to my mother and +sisters (my father had passed from us by that time), and always got well +ridiculed for my pains. "Another of Flo's optical illusions," they would +cry, until I really came to think that the appearances I saw were due to +some defect in my eye-sight. I have heard my first husband say, that +when he married me he thought he should never rest for an entire night +in his bed, so often did I wake him with the description of some man or +woman I had seen in the room. I recall these figures distinctly. They +were always dressed in white, from which circumstance I imagined that +they were natives who had stolen in to rob us, until, from repeated +observation, I discovered they only formed part of another and more +enlarged series of my "optical illusions." All this time I was very much +afraid of seeing what I termed "ghosts." No love of occult science led +me to investigate the cause of my alarm. I only wished never to see the +"illusions" again, and was too frightened to remain by myself lest they +should appear to me.</p> + +<p>When I had been married for about two years, the head-quarters of my +husband's regiment, the 12th Madras Native Infantry, was ordered to +Rangoon, whilst the left wing, commanded by a Major Cooper, was sent to +assist in the bombardment of Canton. Major Cooper had only been married +a short time, and by rights his wife had no claim to sail with the +head-quarters for Burmah, but as she had no friends in Madras, and was +moreover expecting her confinement, our colonel permitted her to do so, +and she accompanied us to Rangoon, settling herself in a house not far +from our own. One morning, early in July, I was startled by receiving a +hurried scrawl from her, containing only these words, "Come! come! +come!" I set off at once, thinking she had been taken ill, but on my +arrival I found Mrs. Cooper sitting up in bed with only her usual +servants about her. "What is the matter?" I exclaimed. "Mark is dead," +she answered me; "he sat in that chair" (pointing to one by the bedside) +"all last night. I noticed every detail of his face and figure. He was +in undress, and he never raised his eyes, but sat with the peak of his +forage cap pulled down over his face. But I could see the back of his +head and his hair, and I know it was he. I spoke to him but he did not +answer me, and I am <i>sure</i> he is dead."</p> + +<p>Naturally, I imagined this vision to have been dictated solely by fear +and the state of her health. I laughed at her for a simpleton, and told +her it was nothing but fancy, and reminded her that by the last accounts +received from the seat of war, Major Cooper was perfectly well and +anticipating a speedy reunion with her. Laugh as I would, however, I +could not laugh her out of her belief, and seeing how low-spirited she +was, I offered to pass the night with her. It was a very nice night +indeed. As soon as ever we had retired to bed, although a lamp burned in +the room, Mrs. Cooper declared that her husband was sitting in the same +chair as the night before, and accused me of deception when I declared +that I saw nothing at all. I sat up in bed and strained my eyes, but I +could discern nothing but an empty arm-chair, and told her so. She +persisted that Major Cooper sat there, and described his personal +appearance and actions. I got out of bed and sat in the chair, when she +cried out, "Don't, don't! <i>You are sitting right on him!</i>" It was +evident that the apparition was as real to her as if it had been flesh +and blood. I jumped up again fast enough, not feeling very comfortable +myself, and lay by her side for the remainder of the night, listening to +her asseverations that Major Cooper was either dying or dead. She would +not part with me, and on the third night I had to endure the same ordeal +as on the second. After the third night the apparition ceased to appear +to her, and I was permitted to return home. But before I did so, Mrs. +Cooper showed me her pocket-book, in which she had written down against +the 8th, 9th, and 10th of July this sentence: "Mark sat by my bedside +all night."</p> + +<p>The time passed on, and no bad news arrived from China, but the mails +had been intercepted and postal communication suspended. Occasionally, +however, we received letters by a sailing vessel. At last came +September, and on the third of that month Mrs. Cooper's baby was born +and died. She was naturally in great distress about it, and I was doubly +horrified when I was called from her bedside to receive the news of her +husband's death, which had taken place from a sudden attack of fever at +Macao. We did not intend to let Mrs. Cooper hear of this until she was +convalescent, but as soon as I re-entered her room she broached the +subject.</p> + +<p>"Are there any letters from China?" she asked. (Now this question was +remarkable in itself, because the mails having been cut off, there was +no particular date when letters might be expected to arrive from the +seat of war.) Fearing she would insist upon hearing the news, I +temporized and answered her, "We have received none." "But there is a +letter for me," she continued: "a letter with the intelligence of Mark's +death. It is useless denying it. I know he is dead. He died on the 10th +of July." And on reference to the official memorandum, this was found to +be true. Major Cooper had been taken ill on the first day he had +appeared to his wife, and died on the third. And this incident was the +more remarkable, because they were neither of them young nor sentimental +people, neither had they lived long enough together to form any very +strong sympathy or accord between them. But as I have related it, so it +occurred.</p> +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II.</a></h2> + +<h3>MY FIRST SÉANCE.</h3> + +<p>I had returned from India and spent several years in England before the +subject of Modern Spiritualism was brought under my immediate notice. +Cursorily I had heard it mentioned by some people as a dreadfully wicked +thing, diabolical to the last degree, by others as a most amusing +pastime for evening parties, or when one wanted to get some "fun out of +the table." But neither description charmed me, nor tempted me to pursue +the occupation. I had already lost too many friends. Spiritualism (so it +seemed to me) must either be humbug or a very solemn thing, and I +neither wished to trifle with it or to be trifled with by it. And after +twenty years' continued experience I hold the same opinion. I have +proved Spiritualism <i>not</i> to be humbug, therefore I regard it in a +sacred light. For, <i>from whatever cause</i> it may proceed, it opens a vast +area for thought to any speculative mind, and it is a matter of constant +surprise to me to see the indifference with which the world regards it. +That it <i>exists</i> is an undeniable fact. Men of science have acknowledged +it, and the churches cannot deny it. The only question appears to be, +"<i>What</i> is it, and <i>whence</i> does the power proceed?" If (as many clever +people assert) from ourselves, then must these bodies and minds of ours +possess faculties hitherto undreamed of, and which we have allowed to +lie culpably fallow. If our bodies contain magnetic forces sufficient to +raise substantial and apparently living forms from the bare earth, which +our eyes are clairvoyant enough to see, and which can articulate words +which our ears are clairaudient enough to hear—if, in addition to this, +our minds can read each other's inmost thoughts, can see what is passing +at a distance, and foretell what will happen in the future, then are our +human powers greater than we have ever imagined, and we ought to do a +great deal more with them than we do. And even regarding Spiritualism +from <i>that</i> point of view, I cannot understand the lack of interest +displayed in the discovery, to turn these marvellous powers of the human +mind to greater account.</p> + +<p>To discuss it, however, from the usual meaning given to the word, +namely, as a means of communication with the departed, leaves me as +puzzled as before. All Christians acknowledge they have spirits +independent of their bodies, and that when their bodies die, their +spirits will continue to live on. Wherein, then, lies the terror of the +idea that these liberated spirits will have the privilege of roaming the +universe as they will? And if they argue the <i>impossibility</i> of their +return, they deny the records which form the only basis of their +religion. No greater proof can be brought forward of the truth of +Spiritualism than the truth of the Bible, which teems and bristles with +accounts of it from beginning to end. From the period when the Lord God +walked with Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden, and the angels came to +Abram's tent, and pulled Lot out of the doomed city; when the witch of +Endor raised up Samuel, and Balaam's ass spoke, and Ezekiel wrote that +the hair of his head stood up because "a spirit" passed before him, to +the presence of Satan with Jesus in the desert, and the reappearance of +Moses and Elias, the resurrection of Christ Himself, and His talking and +eating with His disciples, and the final account of John being caught up +to Heaven to receive the Revelations—<i>all is Spiritualism, and nothing +else</i>. The Protestant Church that pins its faith upon the Bible, and +nothing but the Bible, cannot deny that the spirits of mortal men have +reappeared and been recognized upon this earth, as when the graves +opened at the time of the Christ's crucifixion, and "many bodies of +those that were dead arose and went into the city, and were seen of +many." The Catholic Church does not attempt to deny it. All her legends +and miracles (which are disbelieved and ridiculed by the Protestants +aforesaid) are founded on the same truth—the miraculous or supernatural +return (as it is styled) of those who are gone, though I hope to make my +readers believe, as I do, that there is nothing miraculous in it, and +far from being <i>super</i>natural it is only a continuation of Nature. +Putting the churches and the Bible, however, on one side, the History of +Nations proves it to be possible. There is not a people on the face of +the globe that has not its (so-called) superstitions, nor a family +hardly, which has not experienced some proofs of spiritual communion +with earth. Where learning and science have thrust all belief out of +sight, it is only natural that the man who does not believe in a God nor +a Hereafter should not credit the existence of spirits, nor the +possibility of communicating with them. But the lower we go in the scale +of society, the more simple and childlike the mind, the more readily +does such a faith gain credence, and the more stories you will hear to +justify belief. It is just the same with religion, which is hid from the +wise and prudent, and revealed to babes.</p> + +<p>If I am met here with the objection that the term "Spiritualism" has +been at times mixed up with so much that is evil as to become an +offence, I have no better answer to make than by turning to the +irrefragable testimony of the Past and Present to prove that in all +ages, and of all religions, there have been corrupt and demoralized +exponents whose vices have threatened to pull down the fabric they lived +to raise. Christianity itself would have been overthrown before now, had +we been unable to separate its doctrine from its practice.</p> + +<p>I held these views in the month of February, 1873, when I made one of a +party of friends assembled at the house of Miss Elizabeth Philip, in +Gloucester Crescent, and was introduced to Mr. Henry Dunphy of the +<i>Morning Post</i>, both of them since gone to join the great majority. Mr. +Dunphy soon got astride of his favorite hobby of Spiritualism, and gave +me an interesting account of some of the <i>séances</i> he had attended. I +had heard so many clever men and women discuss the subject before, that +I had begun to believe on their authority that there must be "something +in it," but I held the opinion that sittings in the dark must afford so +much liberty for deception, that I would engage in none where I was not +permitted the use of my eyesight.</p> + +<p>I expressed myself somewhat after this fashion to Mr. Dunphy. He +replied, "Then the time has arrived for you to investigate Spiritualism, +for I can introduce you to a medium who will show you the faces of the +dead." This proposal exactly met my wishes, and I gladly accepted it. +Annie Thomas (Mrs. Pender Cudlip,) the novelist, who is an intimate +friend of mine, was staying with me at the time and became as eager as I +was to investigate the phenomena. We took the address Mr. Dunphy gave us +of Mrs. Holmes, the American medium, then visiting London, and lodging +in Old Quebec Street, Portman Square, but we refused his introduction, +preferring to go <i>incognito</i>. Accordingly, the next evening, when she +held a public <i>séance</i>, we presented ourselves at Mrs. Holmes' door; and +having first removed our wedding-rings, and tried to look as virginal as +possible, sent up our names as Miss Taylor and Miss Turner. I am +perfectly aware that this medium was said afterwards to be +untrustworthy. So may a servant who was perfectly honest, whilst in my +service, leave me for a situation where she is detected in theft. That +does not alter the fact that she stole nothing from me. I do not think I +know <i>a single medium</i> of whom I have not (at some time or other) heard +the same thing, and I do not think I know a single woman whom I have not +also, at some time or other, heard scandalized by her own sex, however +pure and chaste she may imagine the world holds her. The question +affects me in neither case. I value my acquaintances for what they are +<i>to me</i>, not for what they may be to others; and I have placed trust in +my media from what I individually have seen and heard, and proved to be +genuine in their presence, and not from what others may imagine they +have found out about them. It is no detriment to my witness that the +media I sat with cheated somebody else, either before or after. My +business was only to take care that <i>I</i> was not cheated, and I have +never, in Spiritualism, accepted anything at the hands of others that I +could not prove for myself.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Holmes did not receive us very graciously on the present occasion. +We were strangers to her—probably sceptics, and she eyed us rather +coldly. It was a bitter night, and the snow lay so thick upon the ground +that we had some difficulty in procuring a hansom to take us from +Bayswater to Old Quebec Street. No other visitors arrived, and after a +little while Mrs. Holmes offered to return our money (ten shillings), as +she said if she did sit with us, there would probably be no +manifestations on account of the inclemency of the weather. (Often since +then I have proved her assertion to be true, and found that any extreme +of heat or cold is liable to make a <i>séance</i> a dead failure).</p> + +<p>But Annie Thomas had to return to her home in Torquay on the following +day, and so we begged the medium to try at least to show us something, +as we were very curious on the subject. I am not quite sure what I +expected or hoped for on this occasion. I was full of curiosity and +anticipation, but I am sure that I never thought I should see any face +which I could recognize as having been on earth. We waited till nine +o'clock in hopes that a circle would be formed, but as no one else came, +Mrs. Holmes consented to sit with us alone, warning us, however, several +times to prepare for a disappointment. The lights were therefore +extinguished, and we sat for the usual preliminary dark <i>séance</i>, which +was good, perhaps, but has nothing to do with a narrative of facts, +proved to be so. When it concluded, the gas was re-lit and we sat for +"Spirit Faces."</p> + +<p>There were two small rooms connected by folding doors. Annie Thomas and +I, were asked to go into the back room—to lock the door communicating +with the landings, and secure it with our own seal, stamped upon a piece +of tape stretched across the opening—to examine the window and bar the +shutter inside—to search the room thoroughly, in fact, to see that no +one was concealed in it—and we did all this as a matter of business. +When we had satisfied ourselves that no one could enter from the back, +Mr. and Mrs. Holmes, Annie Thomas, and I were seated on four chairs in +the front room, arranged in a row before the folding doors, which were +opened, and a square of black calico fastened across the aperture from +one wall to the other. In this piece of calico was cut a square hole +about the size of an ordinary window, at which we were told the spirit +faces (if any) would appear. There was no singing, nor noise of any sort +made to drown the sounds of preparation, and we could have heard even a +rustle in the next room. Mr. and Mrs. Holmes talked to us of their +various experiences, until, we were almost tired of waiting, when +something white and indistinct like a cloud of tobacco smoke, or a +bundle of gossamer, appeared and disappeared again.</p> + +<p>"They are coming! I <i>am</i> glad!" said Mrs. Holmes. "I didn't think we +should get anything to-night,"—and my friend and I were immediately on +the tiptoe of expectation. The white mass advanced and retreated several +times, and finally settled before the aperture and opened in the +middle, when a female face was distinctly to be seen above the black +calico. What was our amazement to recognize the features of Mrs. Thomas, +Annie Thomas' mother. Here I should tell my readers that Annie's father, +who was a lieutenant in the Royal Navy and captain of the coastguard at +Morston in Norfolk, had been a near neighbor and great friend of my +father, Captain Marryat, and their children had associated like brothers +and sisters. I had therefore known Mrs. Thomas well, and recognized her +at once, as, of course, did her daughter. The witness of two people is +considered sufficient in law. It ought to be accepted by society. Poor +Annie was very much affected, and talked to her mother in the most +incoherent manner. The spirit did not appear able to answer in words, +but she bowed her head or shook it, according as she wished to say "yes" +or "no." I could not help feeling awed at the appearance of the dear old +lady, but the only thing that puzzled me was the cap she wore, which was +made of white net, quilled closely round her face, and unlike any I had +ever seen her wear in life. I whispered this to Annie, and she replied +at once, "It is the cap she was buried in," which settled the question. +Mrs. Thomas had possessed a very pleasant but very uncommon looking +face, with bright black eyes, and a complexion of pink and white like +that of a child. It was some time before Annie could be persuaded to let +her mother go, but the next face that presented itself astonished her +quite as much, for she recognized it as that of Captain Gordon, a +gentleman whom she had known intimately and for a length of time. I had +never seen Captain Gordon in the flesh, but I had heard of him, and knew +he had died from a sudden accident. All I saw was the head of a +good-looking, fair, young man, and not feeling any personal interest in +his appearance, I occupied the time during which my friend conversed +with him about olden days, by minutely examining the working of the +muscles of his throat, which undeniably stretched when his head moved. +As I was doing so, he leaned forward, and I saw a dark stain, which +looked like a clot of blood, on his fair hair, on the left side of the +forehead.</p> + +<p>"Annie! what did Captain Gordon die of?" I asked. "He fell from a +railway carriage," she replied, "and struck his head upon the line." I +then pointed out to her the blood upon his hair. Several other faces +appeared, which we could not recognize. At last came one of a gentleman, +apparently moulded like a bust in plaster of Paris. He had a kind of +smoking cap upon the head, curly hair, and a beard, but from being +perfectly colorless, he looked so unlike nature, that I could not trace +a resemblance to any friend of mine, though he kept on bowing in my +direction, to indicate that I knew, or had known him. I examined this +face again and again in vain. Nothing in it struck me as familiar, until +the mouth broke into a grave, amused smile at my perplexity. In a moment +I recognized it as that of my dear old friend, John Powles, whose +history I shall relate <i>in extenso</i> further on. I exclaimed "Powles," +and sprang towards it, but with my hasty action the figure disappeared. +I was terribly vexed at my imprudence, for this was the friend of all +others I desired to see, and sat there, hoping and praying the spirit +would return, but it did not. Annie Thomas' mother and friend both came +back several times; indeed, Annie recalled Captain Gordon so often, that +on his last appearance the power was so exhausted, his face looked like +a faded sketch in water-colors, but "Powles" had vanished altogether. +The last face we saw that night was that of a little girl, and only her +eyes and nose were visible, the rest of her head and face being +enveloped in some white flimsy material like muslin. Mrs. Holmes asked +her for whom she came, and she intimated that it was for me. I said she +must be mistaken, and that I had known no one in life like her. The +medium questioned her very closely, and tried to put her "out of court," +as it were. Still, the child persisted that she came for me. Mrs. Holmes +said to me, "Cannot you remember <i>anyone</i> of that age connected with you +in the spirit world? No cousin, nor niece, nor sister, nor the child of +a friend?" I tried to remember, but I could not, and answered, "No! no +child of that age." She then addressed the little spirit. "You have made +a mistake. There is no one here who knows you. You had better move on." +So the child did move on, but very slowly and reluctantly. I could read +her disappointment in her eyes, and after she had disappeared, she +peeped round the corner again and looked at me, longingly. This was +"Florence," my dear <i>lost</i> child (as I then called her), who had left me +as a little infant of ten days old, and whom I could not at first +recognize as a young girl of ten years. Her identity, however, has been +proved to me since, beyond all doubt, as will be seen in the chapter +which relates my reunion with her, and is headed "My Spirit Child." Thus +ended the first <i>séance</i> at which I ever assisted, and it made a +powerful impression upon my mind. Mrs. Holmes, in bidding us good-night, +said, "You two ladies must be very powerful mediums. I never held so +successful a <i>séance</i> with strangers in my life before." This news +elated us—we were eager to pursue our investigations, and were +enchanted to think we could have <i>séances</i> at home, and as soon as Annie +Thomas took up her residence in London, we agreed to hold regular +meetings for the purpose. This was the <i>séance</i> that made me a student +of the psychological phenomena, which the men of the nineteenth century +term Spiritualism. Had it turned out a failure, I might now have been as +most men are. <i>Quien sabe?</i> As it was, it incited me to go on and on, +until I have seen and heard things which at that moment would have +seemed utterly impossible to me. And I would not have missed the +experience I have passed through for all the good this world could offer +me.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III.</a></h2> + +<h3>CURIOUS COINCIDENCES.</h3> + + +<p>Before I proceed to write down the results of my private and +premeditated investigations, I am reminded to say a word respecting the +permission I received for the pursuit of Spiritualism. As soon as I +expressed my curiosity on the subject, I was met on all sides with the +objection that, as I am a Catholic, I could not possibly have anything +to do with the matter, and it is a fact that the Church strictly forbids +all meddling with necromancy, or communion with the departed. Necromancy +is a terrible word, is it not? especially to such people as do not +understand its meaning, and only associate it with the dead of night and +charmed circles, and seething caldrons, and the arch fiend, in <i>propria +persona</i>, with two horns and a tail. Yet it seems strange to me that the +Catholic Church, whose very doctrine is overlaid with Spiritualism, and +who makes it a matter of belief that the Saints hear and help us in our +prayers and the daily actions of our lives, and recommends our kissing +the ground every morning at the feet of our guardian angel, should +consider it unlawful for us to communicate with our departed relatives. +I cannot see the difference in iniquity between speaking to John Powles, +who was and is a dear and trusted friend of mine, and Saint Peter of +Alcantara, who is an old man whom I never saw in this life. They were +both men, both mortal, and are both spirits. Again, surely my mother who +was a pious woman all her life, and is now in the other world, would be +just as likely to take an interest in my welfare, and to try and promote +the prospect of our future meeting, as Saint Veronica Guiliani, who is +my patron. Yet were I to spend half my time in prayer before Saint +Veronica's altar, asking her help and guidance, I should be doing right +(according to the Church), but if I did the same thing at my mother's +grave, or spoke to her at a <i>séance</i>, I should be doing wrong. These +distinctions without a difference were hard nuts to crack, and I was +bound to settle the matter with my conscience before I went on with my +investigations.</p> + +<p>It is a fact that I have met quite as many Catholics as Protestants +(especially of the higher classes) amongst the investigators of +Spiritualism, and I have not been surprised at it, for who could better +understand and appreciate the beauty of communications from the spirit +world than members of that Church which instructs us to believe in the +communion of saints, as an ever-present, though invisible mystery. +Whether my Catholic acquaintances had received permission to attend +<i>séances</i> or not, was no concern of mine, but I took good care to +procure it for myself, and I record it here, because rumors have +constantly reached me of people having said behind my back that I can be +"no Catholic" because I am a spiritualist.</p> + +<p>My director at that time was Father Dalgairn, of the Oratory at +Brompton, and it was to him I took my difficulty. I was a very constant +press writer and reviewer, and to be unable to attend and report on +spiritualistic meetings would have seriously militated against my +professional interests. I represented this to the Father, and (although +under protest) I received his permission to pursue the research in the +cause of science. He did more than ease my conscience. He became +interested in what I had to tell him on the subject, and we had many +conversations concerning it. He also lent me from his own library the +lives of such saints as had heard voices and seen visions, of those in +fact who (like myself) had been the victims of "Optical Illusions." +Amongst these I found the case of Saint Anne-Catherine of Emmerich, so +like my own, that I began to think that I too might turn out to be a +saint in disguise. It has not come to pass yet, but there is no knowing +what may happen.</p> + +<p>She used to see the spirits floating beside her as she walked to mass, +and heard them asking her to pray for them as they pointed to "les +taches sur leurs robes." The musical instruments used to play without +hands in her presence, and voices from invisible throats sound in her +ears, as they have done in mine. I have only inserted this clause, +however, for the satisfaction of those Catholic acquaintances with whom +I have sat at <i>séances</i>, and who will probably be the first to exclaim +against the publication of <i>our</i> joint experiences. I trust they will +acknowledge, after reading it, that I am not worse than themselves, +though I may be a little bolder in avowing my opinions.</p> + +<p>Before I began this chapter, I had an argument with that friend of mine +called Self (who has but too often worsted me in the Battle of Life), as +to whether I should say anything about table-rapping or tilting. The +very fact of so common an article of furniture as a table, as an agent +of communication with the unseen world, has excited so much ridicule and +opens so wide a field for chicanery, that I thought it would be wiser to +drop the subject, and confine myself to those phases of the science or +art, or religion, or whatever the reader may like to call it, that can +be explained or described on paper. The philosophers of the nineteenth +century have invented so many names for the cause that makes a table +turn round—tilt—or rap—that I feel quite unable (not being a +philosopher) to cope with them. It is "magnetic force" or "psychic +force,"—it is "unconscious cerebration" or "brain-reading"—and it is +exceedingly difficult to tell the outside world of the private reasons +that convince individuals that the answers they receive are <i>not</i> +emanations from their own brains. I shall not attempt to refute their +reasonings from their own standpoint. I see the difficulties in the way, +so much so that I have persistently refused for many years past to sit +at the table with strangers, for it is only a lengthened study of the +matter that can possibly convince a person of its truth. I cannot, +however, see the extreme folly myself of holding communication (under +the circumstances) through the raps or tilts of a table, or any other +object. These tiny indications of an influence ulterior to our own are +not necessarily confined to a table. I have received them through a +cardboard box, a gentleman's hat, a footstool, the strings of a guitar, +and on the back of my chair, even on the pillow of my bed. And which, +amongst the philosophers I have alluded to, could suggest a simpler mode +of communication?</p> + +<p>I have put the question to clever men thus: "Suppose yourself, after +having been able to write and talk to me, suddenly deprived of the +powers of speech and touch, and made invisible, so that we could not +understand each other by signs, what better means than by taps or tilts +on any article, when the right word or letter is named, could you think +of by which to communicate with me?"</p> + +<p>And my clever men have never been able to propose an easier or more +sensible plan, and if anybody can suggest one, I should very much like +to hear of it. The following incidents all took place through the +much-ridiculed tipping of the table, but managed to knock some sense out +of it nevertheless. On looking over the note book which I faithfully +kept when we first held <i>séances</i> at home, I find many tests of identity +which took place through my own mediumship, and which could not possibly +have been the effects of thought-reading. I devote this chapter to their +relation. I hope it will be observed with what admirable caution I have +headed it. I have a few drops of Scotch blood in me by the mother's +side, and I think they must have aided me here. "Curious coincidences." +Why, not the most captious and unbelieving critic of them all can find +fault with so modest and unpretending a title. Everyone believes in the +occasional possibility of "curious coincidences."</p> + +<p>It was not until the month of June, 1873, that we formed a home circle, +and commenced regularly to sit together. We became so interested in the +pursuit, that we used to sit every evening, and sometimes till three and +four o'clock in the morning, greatly to our detriment, both mental and +physical. We seldom sat alone, being generally joined by two or three +friends from outside, and the results were sometimes very startling, as +we were a strong circle. The memoranda of these sittings, sometimes with +one party and sometimes with another, extend over a period of years, but +I shall restrict myself to relating a few incidents that were verified +by subsequent events.</p> + +<p>The means by which we communicated with the influences around us was the +usual one. We sat round the table and laid our hands upon it, and I (or +anyone who might be selected for the purpose) spelled over the alphabet, +and raps or tilts occurred when the desired letter was reached. This in +reality is not so tedious a process as it may appear, and once used to +it, one may get through a vast amount of conversation in an hour by this +means. A medium is soon able to guess the word intended to be spelt, for +there are not so many after all in use in general conversation.</p> + +<p>Some one had come to our table on several occasions, giving the name of +"Valerie," but refusing to say any more, so we thought she was an idle +or frivolous spirit, and had been in the habit of driving her away. One +evening, on the 1st of July, however, our circle was augmented by Mr. +Henry Stacke, when "Valerie" was immediately spelled out, and the +following conversation ensued. Mr. Stacke said to me, "Who is this?" and +I replied carelessly, "O! she's a little devil! She never has anything +to say." The table rocked violently at this, and the taps spelled out.</p> + +<p>"Je ne suis pas diable."</p> + +<p>"Hullo! Valerie, so you can talk now! For whom do you come?"</p> + +<p>"Monsieur Stacke."</p> + +<p>"Where did you meet him?"</p> + +<p>"On the Continent."</p> + +<p>"Whereabouts?"</p> + +<p>"Between Dijon and Macon."</p> + +<p>"How did you meet him?"</p> + +<p>"In a railway carriage."</p> + +<p>"What where you doing there?"</p> + +<p>Here she relapsed into French, and said,</p> + +<p>"Ce m'est impossible de dire."</p> + +<p>At this juncture Mr. Stacke observed that he had never been in a train +between Dijon and Macon but once in his life, and if the spirit was with +him then, she must remember what was the matter with their +fellow-passenger.</p> + +<p>"Mais oui, oui—il etait fou," she replied, which proved to be perfectly +correct. Mr. Stacke also remembered that two ladies in the same carriage +had been terribly frightened, and he had assisted them to get into +another. "Valerie" continued, "Priez pour moi."</p> + +<p>"Pourquoi, Valerie?"</p> + +<p>"Parce que j'ai beaucoup péché."</p> + +<p>There was an influence who frequented our society at that time and +called himself "Charlie."</p> + +<p>He stated that his full name had been "Stephen Charles Bernard +Abbot,"—that he had been a monk of great literary attainments—that he +had embraced the monastic life in the reign of Queen Mary, and +apostatized for political reasons in that of Elizabeth, and been "earth +bound" in consequence ever since.</p> + +<p>"Charlie" asked us to sing one night, and we struck up the very vulgar +refrain of "Champagne Charlie," to which he greatly objected, asking for +something more serious.</p> + +<p>I began, "Ye banks and braes o' bonnie Doon."</p> + +<p>"Why, that's as bad as the other," said Charlie. "It was a ribald and +obscene song in the reign of Elizabeth. The drunken roysterers used to +sing it in the street as they rolled home at night."</p> + +<p>"You must be mistaken, Charlie! It's a well-known Scotch air."</p> + +<p>"It's no more Scotch than I am," he replied. "The Scotch say they +invented everything. It's a tune of the time of Elizabeth. Ask Brinley +Richards."</p> + +<p>Having the pleasure of the acquaintance of that gentleman, who was the +great authority on the origin of National Ballads, I applied to him for +the information, and received an answer to say that "Charlie" was right, +but that Mr. Richards had not been aware of the fact himself until he +had searched some old MSS. in the British Museum for the purpose of +ascertaining the truth.</p> + +<p>I was giving a sitting once to an officer from Aldershot, a cousin of my +own, who was quite prepared to ridicule every thing that took place. +After having teased me into giving him a <i>séance</i>, he began by cheating +himself, and then accused me of cheating him, and altogether tired out +my patience. At last I proposed a test, though with little hope of +success.</p> + +<p>"Let us ask John Powles to go down to Aldershot," I said, "and bring us +word what your brother officers are doing."</p> + +<p>"O, yes! by Jove! Capital idea! Here! you fellow Powles, cut off to the +camp, will you, and go to the barracks of the 84th, and let us know what +Major R—— is doing." The message came back in about three minutes. +"Major R—— has just come in from duty," spelt out Powles. "He is +sitting on the side of his bed, changing his uniform trousers for a pair +of grey tweed."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure that's wrong," said my cousin, "because the men are never +called out at this time of the day."</p> + +<p>It was then four o'clock, as we had been careful to ascertain. My cousin +returned to camp the same evening, and the next day I received a note +from him to say, "That fellow Powles is a brick. It was quite right. +R—— was unexpectedly ordered to turn out his company yesterday +afternoon, and he returned to barracks and changed his things for the +grey tweed suit exactly at four o'clock."</p> + +<p>But I have always found my friend Powles (when he <i>will</i> condescend to +do anything for strangers, which is seldom) remarkably correct in +detailing the thoughts and actions of absentees, sometimes on the other +side of the globe.</p> + +<p>I went one afternoon to pay an ordinary social call on a lady named Mrs. +W——, and found her engaged in an earnest conversation on Spiritualism +with a stout woman and a commonplace man—two as material looking +individuals as ever I saw, and who appeared all the more so under a +sultry August sun. As soon as Mrs. W—— saw me, she exclaimed, "O! here +is Mrs. Ross-Church. She will tell you all about the spirits. Do, Mrs. +Ross-Church, sit down at the table and let us have a <i>séance</i>."</p> + +<p>A <i>séance</i> on a burning, blazing afternoon in August, with two stolid +and uninteresting, and worse still, <i>uninterested</i> looking strangers, +who appeared to think Mrs. W—— had a "bee in her bonnet." I +protested—I reasoned—I pleaded—all in vain. My hostess continued to +urge, and society places the guest at the mercy of her hostess. So, in +an evil temper, I pulled off my gloves, and placed my hands +indifferently on the table. The following words were at once rapped +out—</p> + +<p>"I am Edward G——. Did you ever pay Johnson the seventeen pounds twelve +you received for my saddlery?"</p> + +<p>The gentleman opposite to me turned all sorts of colors, and began to +stammer out a reply, whilst his wife looked very confused. I asked the +influence, "Who are you?" It replied, "<i>He</i> knows! His late colonel! Why +hasn't Johnson received that money?" This is what I call an "awkward" +coincidence, and I have had many such occur through me—some that have +driven acquaintances away from the table, vowing vengeance against me, +and racking their brains to discover <i>who</i> had told me of their secret +peccadilloes. The gentleman in question (whose name even I do not +remember) confessed that the identity and main points of the message +were true, but he did <i>not</i> confide to us whether Johnson had ever +received that seventeen pounds twelve.</p> + +<p>I had a beautiful English greyhound, called "Clytie," a gift from Annie +Thomas to me, and this dog was given to straying from my house in +Colville Road, Bayswater, which runs parallel to Portobello Road, a +rather objectionable quarter, composed of inferior shops, one of which, +a fried fish shop, was an intolerable nuisance, and used to fill the +air around with its rich perfume. On one occasion "Clytie" stayed away +from home so much longer than usual, that I was afraid she was lost in +good earnest, and posted bills offering a reward for her. "Charlie" came +to the table that evening and said, "Don't offer a reward for the dog. +Send for her."</p> + +<p>"Where am I to send?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"She is tied up at the fried fish shop in Portobello Road. Send the cook +to see."</p> + +<p>I told the servant in question that I had heard the greyhound was +detained at the fish shop, and sent her to inquire. She returned with +"Clytie." Her account was, that on making inquiries, the man in the shop +had been very insolent to her, and she had raised her voice in reply; +that she had then heard and recognized the sharp, peculiar bark of the +greyhound from an upper storey, and, running up before the man could +prevent her, she had found "Clytie" tied up to a bedstead with a piece +of rope, and had called in a policeman to enable her to take the dog +away. I have often heard the assertion that Spiritualism is of no +practical good, and, doubtless, it was never intended to be so, but this +incident was, at least, an exception to the rule.</p> + +<p>When abroad, on one occasion, I was asked by a Catholic Abbé to sit with +him. He had never seen any manifestations before, and he did not believe +in them, but he was curious on the subject. I knew nothing of him +further than that he was a priest, and a Jesuit, and a great friend of +my sister's, at whose house I was staying. He spoke English, and the +conversation was carried on in that language. He had told me beforehand +that if he could receive a perfectly private test, that he should never +doubt the truth of the manifestations again. I left him, therefore, to +conduct the investigation entirely by himself, I acting only as the +medium between him and the influence. As soon as the table moved he put +his question direct, without asking who was there to answer it.</p> + +<p>"Where is my chasuble?"</p> + +<p>Now a priest's chasuble, <i>I</i> should have said, must be either hanging in +the sacristy or packed away at home, or been sent away to be altered or +mended. But the answer was wide of all my speculations.</p> + +<p>"At the bottom of the Red Sea."</p> + +<p>The priest started, but continued—</p> + +<p>"Who put it there?"</p> + +<p>"Elias Dodo."</p> + +<p>"What was his object in doing so?"</p> + +<p>"He found the parcel a burthen, and did not expect any reward for +delivering it."</p> + +<p>The Abbé really looked as if he had encountered the devil. He wiped the +perspiration from his forehead, and put one more question.</p> + +<p>"Of what was my chasuble made?"</p> + +<p>"Your sister's wedding dress."</p> + +<p>The priest then explained to me that his sister had made him a chasuble +out of her wedding dress—one of the forms of returning thanks in the +Church, but that after a while it became old fashioned, and the Bishop, +going his rounds, ordered him to get another. He did not like to throw +away his sister's gift, so he decided to send the old chasuble to a +priest in India, where they are very poor, and not so particular as to +fashion. He confided the packet to a man called Elias Dodo, a +sufficiently singular name, but neither he nor the priest he sent it to +had ever heard anything more of the chasuble, or the man who promised to +deliver it.</p> + +<p>A young artist of the name of Courtney was a visitor at my house. He +asked me to sit with him alone, when the table began rapping out a +number of consonants—a farrago of nonsense, it appeared to me, and I +stopped and said so. But Mr. Courtney, who appeared much interested, +begged me to proceed. When the communication was finished, he said to +me, "This is the most wonderful thing I have ever heard. My father has +been at the table talking to me in Welsh. He has told me our family +motto, and all about my birth-place and relations in Wales." I said, "I +never heard you were a Welshman." "Yes! I am," he replied, "my real name +is Powell. I have only adopted the name of Courtney for professional +purposes."</p> + +<p>This was all news to me, but had it not been, <i>I cannot speak Welsh</i>.</p> + +<p>I could multiply such cases by the dozen, but that I fear to tire my +readers, added to which the majority of them were of so strictly private +a nature that it would be impossible to put them into print. This is +perhaps the greatest drawback that one encounters in trying to prove +the truth of Spiritualism. The best tests we receive are when the very +secrets of our hearts, which we have not confided to our nearest +friends, are revealed to us. I could relate (had I the permission of the +persons most interested) the particulars of a well-known law suit, in +which the requisite evidence, and names and addresses of witnesses, were +all given though my mediumship, and were the cause of the case being +gained by the side that came to me for "information." Some of the +coincidences I have related in this chapter might, however, be ascribed +by the sceptical to the mysterious and unknown power of brain reading, +whatever that may be, and however it may come, apart from mediumship, +but how is one to account for the facts I shall tell you in my next +chapter.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV.</a></h2> + +<h3>EMBODIED SPIRITS.</h3> + + +<p>I was having a sitting one day in my own house with a lady friend, named +Miss Clark, when a female spirit came to the table and spelt out the +name "Tiny."</p> + +<p>"Who are you?" I asked, "and for whom do you come?"</p> + +<p>"I am a friend of Major M——" (mentioning the full name), "and I want +your help."</p> + +<p>"Are you any relation to Major M——?"</p> + +<p>"I am the mother of his child."</p> + +<p>"What do you wish me to do for you?"</p> + +<p>"Tell him he must go down to Portsmouth and look after my daughter. He +has not seen her for years. The old woman is dead, and the man is a +drunkard. She is falling into evil courses. He must save her from them."</p> + +<p>"What is your real name?"</p> + +<p>"I will not give it. There is no need. He always called me 'Tiny.'"</p> + +<p>"How old is your daughter."</p> + +<p>"Nineteen! Her name is Emily! I want her to be married. Tell him to +promise her a wedding trousseau. It may induce her to marry."</p> + +<p>The influence divulged a great deal more on the subject which I cannot +write down here. It was an account of one of those cruel acts of +seduction by which a young girl had been led into trouble in order to +gratify a man's selfish lust, and astonished both Miss Clark and myself, +who had never heard of such a person as "Tiny" before. It was too +delicate a matter for me to broach to Major M—— (who was a married +man, and an intimate friend of mine), but the spirit came so many times +and implored me so earnestly to save her daughter, that at last I +ventured to repeat the communication to him. He was rather taken aback, +but confessed it was true, and that the child, being left to his care, +had been given over to the charge of some common people at Portsmouth, +and he had not enquired after it for some time past. Neither had he ever +heard of the death of the mother, who had subsequently married, and had +a family. He instituted inquiries, however, at once, and found the +statement to be quite true, and that the girl Emily, being left with no +better protection than that of the drunken old man, had actually gone +astray, and not long after she was had up at the police court for +stabbing a soldier in a public-house—a fit ending for the unfortunate +offspring of a man's selfish passions. But the strangest part of the +story to the uninitiated will lie in the fact that the woman whose +spirit thus manifested itself to two utter strangers, who knew neither +her history nor her name, was at the time <i>alive</i>, and living with her +husband and family, as Major M—— took pains to ascertain.</p> + +<p>And now I have something to say on the subject of communicating with the +spirits of persons still in the flesh. This will doubtless appear the +most incomprehensible and fanatical assertion of all, that we wear our +earthly garb so loosely, that the spirits of people still living in this +world can leave the body and manifest themselves either visibly or +orally to others in their normal condition. And yet it is a fact that +spirits have so visited myself (as in the case I have just recorded), +and given me information of which I had not the slightest previous idea. +The matter has been explained to me after this fashion—that it is not +really the spirit of the living person who communicates, but the spirit, +or "control," that is nearest to him: in effect what the Church calls +his "guardian angel," and that this guardian angel, who knows his inmost +thoughts and desires better even than he knows them himself, is equally +capable of speaking in his name. This idea of the matter may shift the +marvel from one pair of shoulders to another, but it does not do away +with it. If I can receive information of events before they occur (as I +will prove that I have), I present a nut for the consideration of the +public jaw, which even the scientists will find difficult to crack. It +was at one time my annual custom to take my children to the sea-side, +and one summer, being anxious to ascertain how far the table could be +made to act without the aid of "unconscious cerebration," I arranged +with my friends, Mr. Helmore and Mrs. Colnaghi, who had been in the +habit of sitting with us at home, that <i>we</i> should continue to sit at +the sea-side on Tuesday evenings as theretofore, and <i>they</i> should sit +in London on the Thursdays, when I would try to send them messages +through "Charlie," the spirit I have already mentioned as being +constantly with us.</p> + +<p>The first Tuesday my message was, "Ask them how they are getting on +without us," which was faithfully delivered at their table on the +following Thursday. The return message from them which "Charlie" spelled +out for us on the second Tuesday, was: "Tell her London is a desert +without her," to which I emphatically, if not elegantly, answered, +"Fiddle-de-dee!" A few days afterwards I received a letter from Mr. +Helmore, in which he said, "I am afraid 'Charlie' is already tired of +playing at postman, for to all our questions about you last Thursday, he +would only rap out, 'Fiddle-de-dee.'"</p> + +<p>The circumstance to which this little episode is but an introduction +happened a few days later. Mr. Colnaghi and Mr. Helmore, sitting +together as usual on Thursday evening, were discussing the possibility +of summoning the spirits of <i>living persons</i> to the table, when +"Charlie" rapped three times to intimate they could.</p> + +<p>"Will you fetch some one for us, Charlie?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Whom will you bring?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Ross-Church."</p> + +<p>"How long will it take you to do so?"</p> + +<p>"Fifteen minutes."</p> + +<p>It was in the middle of the night when I must have been fast asleep, and +the two young men told me afterwards that they waited the results of +their experiment with much trepidation, wondering (I suppose) if I +should be conveyed bodily into their presence and box their ears well +for their impertinence. Exactly fifteen minutes afterwards, however, the +table was violently shaken and the words were spelt out. "I am Mrs. +Ross-Church. How <i>dared</i> you send for me?" They were very penitent (or +they said they were), but they described my manner as most arbitrary, +and said I went on repeating, "Let me go back! Let me go back! There is +a great danger hanging over my children! I must go back to my children!" +(And here I would remark <i>par parenthèse</i>, and in contradiction of the +guardian angel theory, that I have always found that whilst the spirits +of the departed come and go as they feel inclined, the spirits of the +living invariably <i>beg</i> to be sent back again or permitted to go, as if +they were chained by the will of the medium.) On this occasion I was so +positive that I made a great impression on my two friends, and the next +day Mr. Helmore sent me a cautiously worded letter to find out if all +was well with us at Charmouth, but without disclosing the reason for his +curiosity.</p> + +<p>The <i>facts</i> are, that on the morning of <i>Friday</i>, the day <i>after</i> the +<i>séance</i> in London, my seven children and two nurses were all sitting in +a small lodging-house room, when my brother-in-law, Dr. Henry Norris, +came in from ball practice with the volunteers, and whilst exhibiting +his rifle to my son, accidentally discharged it in the midst of them, +the ball passing through the wall within two inches of my eldest +daughter's head. When I wrote the account of this to Mr. Helmore, he +told me of my visit to London and the words I had spelt out on the +occasion. But how did I know of the occurrence the <i>night before</i> it +took place? And if I—being asleep and unconscious—did <i>not</i> know of +it, "Charlie" must have done so.</p> + +<p>My ærial visits to my friends, however, whilst my body was in quite +another place, have been made still more palpable than this. Once, when +living in the Regent's Park, I passed a very terrible and painful night. +Grief and fear kept me awake most of the time, and the morning found me +exhausted with the emotion I had gone through. About eleven o'clock +there walked in, to my surprise, Mrs. Fitzgerald (better known as a +medium under her maiden name of Bessie Williams), who lived in the +Goldhawk Road, Shepherd's Bush. "I couldn't help coming to you," she +commenced, "for I shall not be easy until I know how you are after the +terrible scene you have passed through." I stared at her. "Whom have you +seen?" I asked. "Who has told you of it?" "Yourself," she replied. "I +was waked up this morning between two and three o'clock by the sound of +sobbing and crying in the front garden. I got out of bed and opened the +window, and then I saw you standing on the grass plat in your +night-dress and crying bitterly. I asked you what was the matter, and +you told me so and so, and so and so." And here followed a detailed +account of all that had happened in my own house on the other side of +London, with the <i>very words</i> that had been used, and every action that +had happened. I had seen no one and spoken to no one between the +occurrence and the time Mrs. Fitzgerald called upon me. If her story was +untrue, <i>who</i> had so minutely informed her of a circumstance which it +was to the interest of all concerned to keep to themselves?</p> + +<p>When I first joined Mr. d'Oyley Carte's "Patience" Company in the +provinces, to play the part of "Lady Jane," I understood I was to have +four days' rehearsal. However, the lady whom I succeeded, hearing I had +arrived, took herself off, and the manager requested I would appear the +same night of my arrival. This was rather an ordeal to an artist who had +never sung on the operatic stage before, and who was not note perfect. +However, as a matter of obligation, I consented to do my best, but I was +very nervous. At the end of the second act, during the balloting scene, +Lady Jane has to appear suddenly on the stage, with the word "Away!" I +forget at this distance of time whether I made a mistake in pitching the +note a third higher or lower. I know it was not out of harmony, but it +was sufficiently wrong to send the chorus astray, and bring my heart up +into my mouth. It never occurred after the first night, but I never +stood at the wings again waiting for that particular entrance but I +"girded my loins together," as it were, with a kind of dread lest I +should repeat the error. After a while I perceived a good deal of +whispering about me in the company, and I asked poor Federici (who +played the colonel) the reason of it, particularly as he had previously +asked me to stand as far from him as I could upon the stage, as I +magnetized him so strongly that he couldn't sing if I was near him. +"Well! do you know," he said to me in answer, "that a very strange thing +occurs occasionally with reference to you, Miss Marryat. While you are +standing on the stage sometimes, you appear seated in the stalls. +Several people have seen it beside myself. I assure you it is true."</p> + +<p>"But <i>when</i> do you see me?" I enquired with amazement.</p> + +<p>"It's always at the same time," he answered, "just before you run on at +the end of the second act. Of course it's only an appearance, but it's +very queer." I told him then of the strange feelings of distrust of +myself I experienced each night at that very moment, when my spirit +seems to have preceded myself upon the stage.</p> + +<p>I had a friend many years ago in India, who (like many other friends) +had permitted time and separation to come between us, and alienate us +from each other. I had not seen him nor heard from him for eleven years, +and to all appearance our friendship was at an end. One evening the +medium I have alluded to above, Mrs. Fitzgerald, who was a personal +friend of mine, was at my house, and after dinner she put her feet up on +the sofa—a very unusual thing for her—and closed her eyes. She and I +were quite alone in the drawing-room, and after a little while I +whispered softly, "Bessie, are you asleep?" The answer came from her +control "Dewdrop," a wonderfully sharp Red Indian girl. "No! she's in a +trance. There's somebody coming to speak to you! I don't want him to +come. He'll make the medium ill. But it's no use. I see him creeping +round the corner now."</p> + +<p>"But why should it make her ill?" I argued, believing we were about to +hold an ordinary <i>séance</i>.</p> + +<p>"Because he's a <i>live</i> one, he hasn't passed over yet," replied Dewdrop, +"and live ones always make my medium feel sick. But it's no use. I can't +keep him out. He may as well come. But don't let him stay long."</p> + +<p>"Who is he, Dewdrop?" I demanded curiously.</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> don't know! Guess <i>you</i> will! He's an old friend of yours, and his +name is George." Whereupon Bessie Fitzgerald laid back on the sofa +cushions, and Dewdrop ceased to speak. It was some time before there was +any result. The medium tossed and turned, and wiped the perspiration +from her forehead, and pushed back her hair, and beat up the cushions +and threw herself back upon them with a sigh, and went through all the +pantomime of a man trying to court sleep in a hot climate. Presently she +opened her eyes and glanced languidly around her. Her unmistakable +actions and the name "George" (which was that of my friend, then +resident in India) had naturally aroused my suspicions as to the +identity of the influence, and when Bessie opened her eyes, I asked +softly, "George, is that you?" At the sound of my voice the medium +started violently and sprung into a sitting posture, and then, looking +all round the room in a scared manner, she exclaimed, "Where am I? Who +brought me here?" Then catching sight of me, she continued, "Mrs. +Ross-Church!—Florence! Is this <i>your</i> room? O! let me go! <i>Do</i> let me +go!"</p> + +<p>This was not complimentary, to say the least of it, from a friend whom I +had not met for eleven years, but now that I had got him I had no +intention of letting him go, until I was convinced of his identity. But +the terror of the spirit at finding himself in a strange place seemed so +real and uncontrollable that I had the greatest difficulty in persuading +him to stay, even for a few minutes. He kept on reiterating, "Who +brought me here? I did not wish to come. Do let me go back. I am so very +cold" (shivering convulsively), "so very, <i>very</i> cold."</p> + +<p>"Answer me a few questions," I said, "and then you shall go. Do you know +who I am?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, you are Florence."</p> + +<p>"And what is your name?" He gave it at full length. "And do you care for +me still?"</p> + +<p>"Very much. But let me go."</p> + +<p>"In a minute. Why do you never write to me?"</p> + +<p>"There are reasons. I am not a free agent. It is better as it is."</p> + +<p>"I don't think so. I miss your letters very much. Shall I ever hear from +you again?"</p> + +<p>"Yes!"</p> + +<p>"And see you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but not yet. Let me go now. I don't wish to stay. You are making +me very unhappy."</p> + +<p>If I could describe the fearful manner in which, during this +conversation, he glanced every moment at the door, like a man who is +afraid of being discovered in a guilty action, it would carry with it to +my readers, as it did to me, the most convincing proof that the medium's +body was animated by a totally different influence from her own. I kept +the spirit under control until I had fully convinced myself that he knew +everything about our former friendship and his own present surroundings; +and then I let him fly back to India, and wondered if he would wake up +the next morning and imagine he had been laboring under nightmare.</p> + +<p>These experiences with the spirits of the living are certainly amongst +the most curious I have obtained. On more than one occasion, when I +have been unable to extract the truth of a matter from my acquaintances +I have sat down alone, as soon as I believed them to be asleep, and +summoned their spirits to the table and compelled them to speak out. +Little have they imagined sometimes how I came to know things which they +had scrupulously tried to hide from me. I have heard that the power to +summons the spirits of the living is not given to all media, but I have +always possessed it. I can do so when they are awake as well as when +they are asleep, though it is not so easy. A gentleman once <i>dared</i> me +to do this with him, and I only conceal his name because I made him look +ridiculous. I waited till I knew he was engaged at a dinner-party, and +then about nine o'clock in the evening I sat down and summoned him to +come to me. It was some little time before he obeyed, and when he did +come, he was eminently sulky. I got a piece of paper and pencil, and +from his dictation I wrote down the number and names of the guests at +the dinner-table, also the dishes of which he had partaken, and then in +pity for his earnest entreaties I let him go again. "You are making me +ridiculous," he said, "everyone is laughing at me."</p> + +<p>"But why? What are you doing?" I urged.</p> + +<p>"I am standing by the mantel-piece, and I have fallen fast asleep," he +answered. The next morning he came pell-mell into my presence.</p> + +<p>"What did you do to me last night?" he demanded. "I was at the Watts +Philips, and after dinner I went fast asleep with my head upon my hand, +standing by the mantel-piece, and they were all trying to wake me and +couldn't. Have you been playing any of your tricks upon me?"</p> + +<p>"I only made you do what you declared I couldn't," I replied. "How did +you like the white soup and the turbot, and the sweetbreads, etc., etc."</p> + +<p>He opened his eyes at my nefariously obtained knowledge, and still more +when I produced the paper written from his dictation. This is not a +usual custom of mine—it would not be interesting enough to pursue as a +custom—but I am a dangerous person to <i>dare</i> to do anything.</p> + +<p>The old friend whose spirit visited me through Mrs. Fitzgerald had lost +a sister to whom he was very tenderly attached before he made my +acquaintance, and I knew little of her beyond her name. One evening, +not many months after the interview with him which I have recorded, a +spirit came to me, giving the name of my friend's sister, with this +message, "My brother has returned to England, and would like to know +your address. Write to him to the Club, Leamington, and tell him where +to find you." I replied, "Your brother has not written to me, nor +inquired after me for the last eleven years. He has lost all interest in +me, and I cannot be the first to write to him, unless I am sure that he +wishes it."</p> + +<p>"He has <i>not</i> lost all interest in you," said the spirit; "he thinks of +you constantly, and I hear him pray for you. He wishes to hear from +you."</p> + +<p>"That may be true," I replied, "but I cannot accept it on your +authority. If your brother really wishes to renew our acquaintance, let +him write and tell me so."</p> + +<p>"He does not know your address, and I cannot get near enough to him to +influence him."</p> + +<p>"Then things must remain as they are," I replied somewhat testily. "I am +a public person. He can find out my address, if he chooses to do so."</p> + +<p>The spirit seemed to reflect for a moment; then she rapped out, "Wait, +and I will fetch my brother. He shall come here himself and tell you +what he thinks about it." In a short time there was a different movement +of the table, and the name of my old friend was given. After we had +exchanged a few words, and I had told him I required a test of his +identity, he asked me to get a pencil and paper, and write from his +dictation. I did as he requested, and he dictated the following +sentence, "Long time, indeed, has passed since the days you call to +mind, but time, however long, does not efface the past. It has never +made me cease to think of and pray for you as I felt you, too, did think +of and pray for me. Write to the address my sister gave you. I want to +hear from you."</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding the perspicuity and apparent genuineness of this +message, it was some time before I could make up my mind to follow the +directions it gave me. My pride stood in the way to prevent it. <i>Ten +days afterwards</i>, however, having received several more visits from the +sister, I did as she desired me, and sent a note to her brother to the +Leamington Club. The answer came by return of post, and contained +(amongst others) <i>the identical words</i> he had told me to write down. +Will Mr. Stuart Cumberland, or any other clever man, explain to me +<i>what</i> or <i>who</i> it was that had visited me ten days beforehand, and +dictated words which could hardly have been in my correspondent's brain +before he received my letter? I am ready to accept any reasonable +explanation of the matter from the scientists, philosophers, chemists, +or arguists of the world, and I am open to conviction, when my sense +convinces me, that their reasoning is true. But my present belief is, +that not a single man or woman will be found able to account on any +ordinary grounds for such an extraordinary instance of "unconscious +cerebration."</p> + +<p>Being subject to "optical illusions," I naturally had several with +regard to my spirit child, "Florence," and she always came to me clothed +in a white dress. One night, however, when I was living alone in the +Regent's Park, I saw "Florence" (as I imagined) standing in the centre +of the room, dressed in a green riding habit slashed with orange color, +with a cavalier hat of grey felt on her head, ornamented with a long +green feather and a gold buckle. She stood with her back to me, but I +could see her profile as she looked over her shoulder, with the skirt of +her habit in her hand. This being a most extraordinary attire in which +to see "Florence," I felt curious on the subject, and the next day I +questioned her about it.</p> + +<p>"Florence!" I said, "why did you come to me last night in a green riding +habit?"</p> + +<p>"I did not come to you last night, mother! It was my sister Eva."</p> + +<p>"Good heavens!" I exclaimed, "is anything wrong with her?"</p> + +<p>"No! she is quite well."</p> + +<p>"How could she come to me then?"</p> + +<p>"She did not come in reality, but her thoughts were much with you, and +so you saw her spirit clairvoyantly."</p> + +<p>My daughter Eva, who was on the stage, was at that time fulfilling a +stock engagement in Glasgow, and very much employed. I had not heard +from her for a fortnight, which was a most unusual occurrence, and I had +begun to feel uneasy. This vision made me more so, and I wrote at once +to ask her if all was as it should be. Her answer was to this effect: "I +am so sorry I have had no time to write to you this week, but I have +been so awfully busy. We play 'The Colleen Bawn' here next week, and I +have had to get my dress ready for 'Anne Chute.' It's so effective. I +wish you could see it. <i>A green habit slashed with orange, and a grey +felt hat with a long green feather and a big gold buckle.</i> I tried it on +the other night, and it looked so nice, etc., etc."</p> + +<p>Well, my darling girl had had her wish, and I <i>had</i> seen it.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V.</a></h2> + +<h3>OPTICAL ILLUSIONS.</h3> + + +<p>As I have alluded to what my family termed my "optical illusions," I +think it as well to describe a few of them, which appeared by the +context to be something more than a mere temporary disturbance of my +visual organs. I will pass over such as might be traced, truly or +otherwise, to physical causes, and confine myself to those which were +subsequently proved to be the reflection of something that, unknown to +me, had gone before. In 1875 I was much engaged in giving dramatic +readings in different parts of the country, and I visited Dublin for the +first time in my life, for that purpose, and put up at the largest and +best-frequented hotel there. Through the hospitality of the residents +and the duties of my professional business, I was engaged both day and +night, and when I <i>did</i> get to bed, I had every disposition to sleep, as +the saying is, like a "top." But there was something in the hotel that +would not let me do so. I had a charming bedroom, cheerful, bright and +pretty, and replete with every comfort, and I would retire to rest "dead +beat," and fall off to sleep at once, to be waked perhaps half-a-dozen +times a night by that inexplicable something (or nothing) that rouses me +whenever I am about to enjoy an "optical illusion," and to see figures, +sometimes one, sometimes two or three, sometimes a whole group standing +by my bedside and gazing at me with looks of the greatest astonishment, +as much as to ask what right I had to be there. But the most remarkable +part of the matter to me was, that all the figures were those of men, +and military men, to whom I was too well accustomed to be able to +mistake. Some were officers and others soldiers, some were in uniform, +others in undress, but they all belonged to the army, and they all +seemed to labor under the same feeling of intense surprise at seeing +<i>me</i> in the hotel. These apparitions were so life-like and appeared so +frequently, that I grew quite uncomfortable about them, for however +much one may be used to see "optical illusions," it is not pleasant to +fancy there are about twenty strangers gazing at one every night as one +lies asleep. Spiritualism is, or was, a tabooed subject in Dublin, and I +had been expressly cautioned not to mention it before my new +acquaintances. However, I could not keep entire silence on this subject, +and dining <i>en famille</i> one day, with a hospitable family of the name of +Robinson, I related to them my nightly experiences at the hotel. Father, +mother, and son exclaimed simultaneously. "Good gracious," they said, +"don't you know that that hotel was built on the site of the old +barracks? The house immediately behind it, which formed part of the old +building, was vacated by its last tenants on account of its being +haunted. Every evening at the hour the soldiers used to be marched up to +bed, they heard the tramp, tramp, tramp of the feet ascending the +staircase."</p> + +<p>"That may be," I replied, "but they <i>knew</i> their house stood on the site +of the barracks, and <i>I didn't</i>."</p> + +<p>My eldest daughter was spending a holiday with me once after my second +marriage, and during the month of August. She had been very much +overworked, and I made her lie in bed till noon. One morning I had been +to her room at that hour to wake her, and on turning to leave it (in the +broad daylight, remember), I encountered a man on the landing outside +her door. He was dressed in a white shirt with black studs down the +front, and a pair of black cloth trousers. He had dark hair and eyes, +and small features; altogether, he struck me as having rather a sinister +and unpleasant appearance. I stood still, with the open door in my hand, +and gazed at him. He looked at me also for a minute, and then turned and +walked upstairs to an upper storey where the nursery was situated, +beckoning me, with a jerk of his hand, to follow him. My daughter +(remarking a peculiar expression in my eyes, which I am told they assume +on such occasions) said, "Mother! what do you see?"</p> + +<p>"Only a spirit," I answered, "and he has gone upstairs."</p> + +<p>"Now, what <i>is</i> the good of seeing them in that way," said Eva, rather +impatiently (for this dear child always disliked and avoided +Spiritualism), and I was fain to confess that I really did <i>not</i> know +the especial good of encountering a sinister-looking gentleman in shirt +and trousers, on a blazing noon in August. After which the circumstance +passed from my mind, until recalled again.</p> + +<p>A few months later I had occasion to change the children's nurse, and +the woman who took her place was an Icelandic girl named Margaret +Thommassen, who had only been in England for three weeks. I found that +she had been educated far above the average run of domestic servants, +and was well acquainted with the writings of Swedenborg and other +authors. One day as I walked up the nursery stairs to visit the children +in bed, I encountered the same man I had seen outside my daughter's +room, standing on the upper landing, as though waiting my approach. He +was dressed as before, but this time his arms were folded across his +breast and his face downcast, as though he were unhappy about something. +He disappeared as I reached the landing, and I mentioned the +circumstance to no one. A few days later, Margaret Thommassen asked me +timidly if I believed in the possibility of the spirits of the departed +returning to this earth. When I replied that I did, she appeared +overjoyed, and said she had never hoped to find anyone in England to +whom she could speak about it. She then gave me a mass of evidence on +the subject which forms a large part of the religion of the Icelanders. +She told me that she felt uneasy about her eldest brother, to whom she +was strongly attached. He had left Iceland a year before to become a +waiter in Germany, and had promised faithfully that so long as he lived +she should hear from him every month, and when he failed to write she +must conclude he was dead. Margaret told me she had heard nothing from +him now for three months, and each night when the nursery light was put +out, someone came and sat at the foot of her bed and sighed. She then +produced his photograph, and to my astonishment I recognized at once the +man who had appeared to me some months before I knew that such a woman +as Margaret Thommassen existed. He was taken in a shirt and trousers, +just as I had seen him, and wore the same repulsive (to me) and sinister +expression. I then told his sister that I had already seen him twice in +that house, and she grew very excited and anxious to learn the truth. In +consequence I sat with her in hopes of obtaining some news of her +brother, who immediately came to the table, and told her that he was +dead, with the circumstances under which he had died, and the address +where she was to write to obtain particulars. And on Margaret Thommassen +writing as she was directed, she obtained the practical proofs of her +brother's death, without which this story would be worthless.</p> + +<p>My sister Cecil lives with her family in Somerset, and many years ago I +went down there to visit her for the first time since she had moved into +a new house which I had never seen before. She put me to sleep in the +guest chamber, a large, handsome room, just newly furnished by Oetzmann. +But I could not sleep in it. The very first night some one walked up and +down the room, groaning and sighing close to my ears, and he, she, or it +especially annoyed me by continually touching the new stiff counterpane +with a "scrooping" sound that set my teeth on edge, and sent my heart up +into my mouth. I kept on saying, "Go away! Don't come near me!" for its +proximity inspired me with a horror and repugnance which I have seldom +felt under similar circumstances. I did not say anything at first to my +sister, who is rather nervous on the subject of "bogies," but on the +third night I could stand it no longer, and told her plainly the room +was haunted, and I wished she would put me in her dressing-room, or with +her servants, sooner than let me remain there, as I could get no rest. +Then the truth came out, and she confessed that the last owner of the +house had committed suicide in that very room, and showed me the place +on the boards, underneath the carpet, where the stain of his blood still +remained. A lively sort of room to sleep all alone in.</p> + +<p>Another sister of mine, Blanche, used to live in a haunted house in +Bruges, of which a description will be found in the chapter headed, "The +Story of the Monk." Long, however, before the monk was heard of, I could +not sleep in her house on account of the disturbances in my room, for +which my sister used to laugh at me. But even when my husband, Colonel +Lean, and I stayed there together, it was much the same. One night I +waked him to see the figure of a woman, who had often visited me, +standing at the foot of the bed. She was quaintly attired in a sort of +leathern boddice or jerkin, laced up the front over a woollen petticoat +of some dark color. She wore a cap of Mechlin lace, with the large flaps +at the side, adopted by Flemish women to this day; her hair was combed +tightly off her forehead, and she wore a profusion of gold ornaments.</p> + +<p>My husband could describe her as vividly as I did, which proves how +plainly the apparition must have shown itself. I waked on several +occasions to see this woman busy (apparently) with the contents of an +old carved oak armoir which stood in a corner of the room, and which, I +suppose, must have had something to do with herself. My eldest son +joined me at Bruges on this occasion. He was a young fellow of twenty, +who had never practised, nor even enquired into Spiritualism—fresh from +sea, and about as free from fear or superstitious fancies as a mortal +could be. He was put to sleep in a room on the other side of the house, +and I saw from the first that he was grave about it, but I did not ask +him the reason, though I felt sure, from personal experience, that he +would hear or see something before long. In a few days he came to me and +said—</p> + +<p>"Mother! I'm going to take my mattress into the colonel's dressing-room +to-night and sleep there." I asked him why. He replied, "It's impossible +to stay in that room any longer. I wouldn't mind if they'd let me sleep, +but they won't. There's something walks about half the night, whispering +and muttering, and touching the bed-clothes, and though I don't believe +in any of your rubbishy spirits, I'll be 'jiggered' if I sleep there any +longer." So he was not "jiggered" (whatever that may be), as he refused +to enter the room again.</p> + +<p>I cannot end this chapter more appropriately than by relating a very +remarkable case of "optical illusion" which was seen by myself alone. It +was in the month of July, 1880, and I had gone down alone to Brighton +for a week's quiet. I had some important literary work to finish, and +the exigencies of the London season made too many demands upon my time. +So I packed up my writing materials, and took a lodging all to myself, +and set hard to work. I used to write all day and walk in the evening. +It was light then till eight or nine o'clock, and the Esplanade used to +be crowded till a late hour. I was pushing my way, on the evening of the +9th of July, through the crowd, thinking of my work more than anything +else, when I saw, as I fully thought, my step-son, Francis Lean, leaning +with his back against the palings at the edge of the cliff and smiling +at me. He was a handsome lad of eighteen who was supposed to have sailed +in his ship for the Brazils five months before. But he had been a wild +young fellow, causing his father much trouble and anxiety, and my first +impression was one of great annoyance, thinking naturally that, since I +saw him there, he had never sailed at all, but run away from his ship at +the last moment. I hastened up to him, therefore, but as I reached his +side, he turned round quite methodically, and walked quickly down a +flight of steps that led to the beach. I followed him, and found myself +amongst a group of ordinary seamen mending their nets, but I could see +Francis nowhere. I did not know what to make of the occurrence, but it +never struck me that it was not either the lad himself or some one +remarkably like him. The same night, however, after I had retired to bed +in a room that was unpleasantly brilliant with the moonlight streaming +in at the window, I was roused from my sleep by someone turning the +handle of my door, and there stood Francis in his naval uniform, with +the peaked cap on his head, smiling at me as he had done upon the cliff. +I started up in bed intending to speak to him, when he laid his finger +on his lips and faded away. This second vision made me think something +must have happened to the boy, but I determined not to say anything to +my husband about it until it was verified. Shortly after my return to +London, we were going, in company with my own son (also a sailor), to +see his ship which was lying in the docks, when, as we were driving +through Poplar, I again saw my stepson Francis standing on the pavement, +and smiling at me. That time I spoke. I said to Colonel Lean, "I am sure +I saw Francis standing there. Do you think it is possible he may not +have sailed after all?" But Colonel Lean laughed at the idea. He +believed it to be a chance likeness I had seen. Only the lad was too +good-looking to have many duplicates in this world. We visited the +seaside after that, and in September, whilst we were staying at +Folkestone, Colonel Lean received a letter to say that his son Francis +had been drowned by the upsetting of a boat in the surf of the Bay of +Callao, in the Brazils, <i>on the 9th of July</i>—the day I had seen him +twice in Brighton, two months before we heard that he was gone.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI.</a></h2> + +<h3>ON SCEPTICISM.</h3> + + +<p>There are two classes of people who have done more harm to the cause of +Spiritualism than the testimony of all the scientists has done good, and +those are the enthusiasts and the sceptics. The first believe everything +they see or hear. Without giving themselves the trouble to obtain proofs +of the genuineness of the manifestations, they rush impetuously from one +acquaintance to the other, detailing their experience with so much +exaggeration and such unbounded faith, that they make the absurdity of +it patent to all. They are generally people of low intellect, credulous +dispositions, and weak nerves. They bow down before the influences as if +they were so many little gods descended from heaven, instead of being, +as in the majority of instances, spirits a shade less holy than our own, +who, for their very shortcomings, are unable to rise above the +atmosphere that surrounds this gross and material world. These are the +sort of spiritualists whom <i>Punch</i> and other comic papers have very +justly ridiculed. Who does not remember the picture of the afflicted +widow, for whom the medium has just called up the departed Jones?</p> + +<p>"Jones," she falters, "are you happy?"</p> + +<p>"Much happier than I was down here," growls Jones.</p> + +<p>"O! then you <i>must</i> be in heaven!"</p> + +<p>"On the contrary, quite the reverse," is the reply.</p> + +<p>Who also has not sat a <i>séance</i> where such people have not made +themselves so ridiculous as to bring the cause they profess to adore +into contempt and ignominy. Yet to allow the words and deeds of fools to +affect one's inward and private conviction of a matter would be +tantamount to giving up the pursuit of everything in which one's fellow +creatures can take a part.</p> + +<p>The second class to which I alluded—the sceptics—have not done so much +injury to Spiritualism as the enthusiasts, because they are as a rule, +so intensely bigoted and hard-headed, and narrow-minded, that they +overdo their protestations, and render them harmless. The sceptic +refuses to believe <i>anything</i>, because he has found out <i>one</i> thing to +be a fraud. If one medium deceives, all the mediums must deceive. If one +<i>séance</i> is a failure, none can be successful. If he gains no +satisfactory test of the presence of the spirits of the departed, no one +has ever gained such a test. Now, such reason is neither just nor +logical. Again, a sceptic fully expects <i>his</i> testimony to be accepted +and believed, yet he will never believe any truth on the testimony of +another person. And if he is told that, given certain conditions, he can +see this or hear the other, he says, "No! I will see it and hear it +without any conditions, or else I will proclaim it all a fraud." In like +manner, we might say to a savage, on showing him a watch, "If you will +keep your eye on those hands, you will see them move round to tell the +hours and minutes," and he should reply, "I must put the watch into +boiling water—those are my conditions—and if it won't go then, I will +not believe it can go at all."</p> + +<p>I don't mind a man being a sceptic in Spiritualism. I don't see how he +can help (considering the belief in which we are reared) being a +sceptic, until he has proved so strange a matter for himself. But I <i>do</i> +object to a man or a woman taking part in a <i>séance</i> with the sole +intention of detecting deceit, not <i>when</i> it has happened, but before it +has happened—of bringing an argumentative, disputatious mind, full of +the idea that it is going to be tricked and humbugged into (perhaps) a +private circle who are sitting (like Rosa Dartle) "simply for +information," and scattering all the harmony and good-will about him +broadcast. He couldn't do it to a human assembly without breaking up the +party. Why should he expect to be more kindly welcomed by a spiritual +one? I have seen an immense deal of courtesy shown under such +circumstances to men whom I should have liked to see kicked downstairs. +I have seen them enter a lady's private drawing-room, by invitation, to +witness manifestations which were never, under any circumstances, made a +means of gain, and have heard them argue, and doubt, and contradict, +until they have given their hostess and her friends the lie to their +faces. And the world in general would be quite ready to side with these +(so-called) gentlemen, not because their word or their wisdom was +better worth than that of their fellow guests, but because they +protested against the truth of a thing which it had made up its mind to +be impossible. I don't mind a sceptic myself, as I said before, but he +must be unbiassed, which few sceptics are. As a rule, they have decided +the question at issue for themselves before they commence to investigate +it.</p> + +<p>I find that few people outside the pale of Spiritualism have heard of +the Dialectical Society, which was a scientific society assembled a few +years ago for the sole purpose of enquiring into the truth of the +matter. It was composed of forty members,—ten lawyers, ten scientists, +ten clergymen, and ten chemists (I think that was the arrangement), and +they held forty <i>séances</i>, and the published report at the close of them +was, that not one of these men of learning and repute could find any +natural cause for the wonders he had witnessed. I know that there are a +thousand obstacles in the way of belief. The extraordinarily +contradictory manner in which Protestants are brought up, to believe in +one and the same breath that spirits were common visitants to earth at +the periods of which the Bible treats, but that it is impossible they +can return to it now, although the Lord is the same yesterday, to-day, +and for ever. The conditions of darkness for the creation of +materialized spirits, and the resemblance they sometimes bear to the +medium, are two fearful stumbling-blocks. Yet one must know that <i>all</i> +things are created in the dark, and that even a seed cannot sprout if +you let the light in upon it, while as for the resemblance between the +spirit and the medium, from whom it takes the material being that +enables it to appear, if investigators would only persevere with their +enquiries, they would find, as I have, that that is a disappointment +which has its remedy in Time. When people call on me to explain such +things, I can only say that I know no more how they come than they do, +or that I know how <i>I</i> came, a living, sentient creature, into the +world. Besides (as I have said before), I write these pages to tell only +<i>what I have seen</i>, and not to argue how it came to pass that I saw it.</p> + +<p>I have a little story to tell here which powerfully illustrates the +foregoing remarks. The lines,</p> + +<div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="line">"A woman convinced against her will<br /> + </div> + <div class="line">Is of the same opinion still,"<br /></div> + </div> +</div> + + + +<p>might have been penned with as much truth of sceptics. Men who are +sceptical, <i>i.e.</i>, so thoroughly wrapt up in conceit of their powers of +judgment and determination that it becomes impossible for them to +believe themselves mistaken, will deny the evidence of all their senses +sooner than confess they may be in the wrong. Such an one may be a +clever scientist or a shrewd man of business, but he can never be a +genius. For genius is invariably humble of its own powers, and, +therefore, open to conviction. But the lesser minds, who are only equal +to grasping such details as may have been drummed into them by sheer +force of study, appear to have no capability of stretching beyond a +certain limit. They are hedged in and cramped by the opinions in which +they have been reared, or that they have built up for themselves out of +the petty material their brain affords them, and have lost their powers +of elasticity. "Thus far shalt thou go and no further," seems to be the +fiat pronounced on too many men's reasoning faculties. Instead of +believing the power of God and the resources of nature to be +illimitable, they want to keep them within the little circle that +encompasses their own brains. "I can't see it, and therefore it cannot +be." There was a time when I used to take the trouble to try and +convince such men, but I have long ceased to do so. It is quite +indifferent to me what they believe or don't believe. And with such +minds, even if they <i>were</i> convinced of its possibility, they would +probably make no good use of spiritual intercourse. For there is no +doubt it can be turned to evil uses as well as to good.</p> + +<p>Some years ago I was on friendly terms with a man of this sort. He was a +doctor, accounted clever in his profession, and I knew him to be an able +arguist, and thought he had common sense enough not to eat his own +words, but the sequel proved that I was mistaken. We had several +conversations together on Spiritualism, and as Dr. H—— was a complete +disbeliever in the existence of a God and a future life, I was naturally +not surprised to find that he did not place any credence in the account +I gave him of my spiritualistic experiences. Many medical men attribute +such experiences entirely to a diseased condition of mind or body.</p> + +<p>But when I asked Dr. H—— what he should think if he saw them with his +own eyes, I confess I was startled to hear him answer that he should +say his eyes deceived him. "But if you heard them speak?" I continued.</p> + +<p>"I should disbelieve my ears."</p> + +<p>"And if you touched and handled them?"</p> + +<p>"I should mistrust my sense of feeling."</p> + +<p>"Then by what means," I argued, "do you know that I am Florence Marryat? +You can only see me and hear me and touch me! What is there to prevent +your senses misleading you at the present moment?"</p> + +<p>But to this argument Dr. H—— only returned a pitying smile, professing +to think me, on this point at least, too feeble-minded to be worthy of +reply, but in reality not knowing what on earth to say. He often, +however, recurred to the subject of Spiritualism, and on several +occasions told me that if I could procure him the opportunity of +submitting a test which he might himself suggest, he should be very much +obliged to me. It was about this time that a young medium named William +Haxby, now passed away, went to live with Mr. and Mrs. Olive in Ainger +Terrace, and we were invited to attend a <i>séance</i> given by him. Mrs. +Olive, when giving the invitation, informed me that Mr. Haxby had been +very successful in procuring direct writing in sealed boxes, and she +asked me, if I wished to try the experiment, to take a secured box, with +writing materials in it, to the <i>séance</i>, and see what would happen to +it.</p> + +<p>Here was, I thought, an excellent opportunity for Dr. H——'s test, and +I sent for him and told him what had been proposed. I urged him to +prepare the test entirely by himself, and to accompany me to the +<i>séance</i> and see what occurred,—to all of which he readily consented. +Indeed, he became quite excited on the subject, being certain it would +prove a failure; and in my presence he made the following +preparations:—</p> + +<p>I. Half a sheet of ordinary cream-laid note-paper and half a cedar-wood +black lead pencil were placed in a jeweller's cardwood box.</p> + +<p>II. The lid of the box was carefully glued down all round to the bottom +part.</p> + +<p>III. The box was wrapt in white writing paper, which was gummed over it.</p> + +<p>IV. It was tied eight times with a peculiar kind of silk made for tying +up arteries, and the eight knots were knots known to (as Dr. H—— +informed me) medical men only.</p> + +<p>V. Each of the eight knots was sealed with sealing-wax, and impressed +with Dr. H——'s crest seal, which he always wore on his watch-chain.</p> + +<p>VI. The packet was again folded in brown paper, and sealed and tied to +preserve the inside from injury.</p> + +<p>When Dr. H—— had finished it, he said to me, "If the spirits (or +anybody) can write on that paper without cutting the silk, <i>I will +believe whatever you wish</i>." I asked, "Are you <i>quite</i> sure that the +packet could not be undone without your detecting it?" His answer +was—"That silk is not to be procured except from a medical man; it is +manufactured expressly for the tying of arteries; and the knots I have +made are known only to medical men. They are the knots we use in tying +arteries. The seal is my own crest, which never leaves my watch-chain, +and I defy anyone to undo those knots without cutting them, or to tie +them again, if cut. I repeat—if your friends can make, or cause to be +made, the smallest mark on that paper, and return me the box in the +condition it now is, <i>I will believe anything you choose</i>." And I +confess I was very dubious of the result myself, and almost sorry that I +had subjected the doctor's incredulity to so severe a test.</p> + +<p>On the evening appointed we attended the <i>séance</i>, Dr. H—— taking the +prepared packet with him. He was directed to place it under his chair, +but he tied a string to it and put it under his foot, retaining the +other end of the string in his hand. The meeting was not one for +favorably impressing an unbeliever in Spiritualism. There were too many +people present, and too many strangers. The ordinary manifestations, to +my mind, are worse than useless, unless they have been preceded by +extraordinary ones; so that the doctor returned home more sceptical than +before, and I repented that I had taken him there. One thing had +occurred, however, that he could not account for. The packet which he +had kept, as he thought, under his foot the whole time, was found, at +the close of the meeting, to have disappeared. Another gentleman had +brought a sealed box, with paper and pencil in it, to the <i>séance</i>; and +at the close it was opened in the presence of all assembled, and found +to contain a closely written letter from his deceased wife. But the +doctor's box had evaporated, and was nowhere to be found. The door of +the room had been locked all the time, and we searched the room +thoroughly, but without success. Dr. H—— was naturally triumphant.</p> + +<p>"They couldn't undo <i>my</i> knots and <i>my</i> seals," he said, exulting over +me, "and so they wisely did not return the packet. Both packets were of +course taken from the room during the sitting by some confederate of the +medium. The other one was easily managed, and put back again—<i>mine</i> +proved unmanageable, and so they have retained it. I <i>knew</i> it would be +so!"</p> + +<p>And he twinkled his eyes at me as much as to say, "I have shut <i>you</i> up. +You will not venture to describe any of the marvels you have seen to me +after this." Of course the failure did not discompose me, nor shake my +belief. I never believed spiritual beings to be omnipotent, omnipresent, +nor omniscient. They had failed before, and doubtless they would fail +again. But if an acrobatic performer fails to turn a double somersault +on to another man's head two or three times, it does not falsify the +fact that he succeeds on the fourth occasion. I was sorry that the test +had been a failure, for Dr. H——'s sake, but I did not despair of +seeing the box again. And at the end of a fortnight it was left at my +house by Mr. Olive, with a note to say that it had been found that +morning on the mantel-piece in Mr. Haxby's bedroom, and he lost no time +in returning it to me. It was wrapt in the brown paper, tied and sealed, +apparently just as we had carried it to the <i>séance</i> in Ainger Terrace; +and I wrote at once to Dr. H—— announcing its return, and asking him +to come over and open it in my presence. He came, took the packet in his +hand, and having stripped off the outer wrapper, examined it carefully. +There were four tests, it may be remembered, applied to the packet.</p> + +<p>I. The arterial silk, procurable only from a medical man.</p> + +<p>II. The knots to be tied only by medical men.</p> + +<p>III. Dr. H——'s own crest, always kept on his watch chain, as a seal.</p> + +<p>IV. The lid of the cardboard box, glued all round to the bottom part.</p> + +<p>As the doctor scrutinized the silk, the knots, and the seals, I watched +him narrowly.</p> + +<p>"Are you <i>quite sure</i>," I asked, "that it is the same paper in which you +wrapt it?"</p> + +<p>"I am <i>quite sure</i>."</p> + +<p>"And the same silk?"</p> + +<p>"Quite sure."</p> + +<p>"Your knots have not been untied?"</p> + +<p>"I am positive that they have not."</p> + +<p>"Nor your seal been tampered with?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly not! It is just as I sealed it."</p> + +<p>"Be careful, Dr. H——," I continued. "Remember I shall write down all +you say."</p> + +<p>"I am willing to swear to it in a court of justice," he replied.</p> + +<p>"Then will you open the packet?"</p> + +<p>Dr. H—— took the scissors and cut the silk at each seal and knot, then +tore off the gummed white writing paper (which was as fresh as when he +had put it on), and tried to pull open the card-board box. But as he +could not do this in consequence of the lid being glued down, he took +out his penknife and cut it all round. As he did so, he looked at me and +said, "Mark my words. There will be nothing written on the paper. It is +impossible!"</p> + +<p>He lifted the lid, and behold <i>the box was empty</i>! The half sheet of +notepaper and the half cedar wood pencil had both <i>entirely +disappeared</i>. Not a crumb of lead, nor a shred of paper remained behind. +I looked at the doctor, and the doctor looked completely bewildered.</p> + +<p>"<i>Well!</i>" I said, interrogatively.</p> + +<p>He shifted about—grew red—and began to bluster.</p> + +<p>"What do you make of it?" I asked. "How do you account for it?"</p> + +<p>"In the easiest way in the world," he replied, trying to brave it out. +"It's the most transparent deception I ever saw. They've kept the thing +a fortnight and had time to do anything with it. A child could see +through this. Surely your bright wits can want no help to an +explanation."</p> + +<p>"I am not so bright as you give me credit for," I answered. "Will you +explain your meaning to me?"</p> + +<p>"With pleasure. They have evidently made an invisible slit in the +joining of the box cover, and with a pair of fine forceps drawn the +paper through it, bit by bit. For the pencil, they drew that by the same +means to the slit and then pared it, little by little, with a lancet, +till they could shake out the fragments."</p> + +<p>"That must have required very careful manipulation," I observed.</p> + +<p>"Naturally. But they've taken a fortnight to do it in."</p> + +<p>"But how about the arterial silk?" I said.</p> + +<p>"They must have procured some from a surgeon."</p> + +<p>"And your famous knots?"</p> + +<p>"They got some surgeon to tie them!"</p> + +<p>"But your crest and seal?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! they must have taken a facsimile of that in order to reproduce it. +It is very cleverly done, but quite explicable!"</p> + +<p>"But you told me before you opened the packet that you would take your +oath in a court of justice it had not been tampered with."</p> + +<p>"I was evidently deceived."</p> + +<p>"And you really believe, then, that an uneducated lad like Mr. Haxby +would take the trouble to take impressions of seals and to procure +arterial silk and the services of a surgeon, in order, not to mystify or +convert <i>you</i>, but to gratify <i>me</i>, whose box he believes it to be."</p> + +<p>"I am sure he has done so!"</p> + +<p>"But just now you were equally sure he had <i>not</i> done so. Why should you +trust your senses in one case more than in the other? And if Mr. Haxby +has played a trick on me, as you suppose, why did you not discover the +slit when you examined the box, before opening?"</p> + +<p>"Because my eyes misled me!"</p> + +<p>"Then after all," I concluded, "the best thing you can say of yourself +is that you—a man of reputed science, skill, and sense, and with a +strong belief in your own powers—are unable to devise a test in which +you shall not be outwitted by a person so inferior to yourself in age, +intellect and education as young Haxby. But I will give you another +chance. Make up another packet in any way you like. Apply to it the +severest tests which your ingenuity can devise, or other men of genius +can suggest to you, and let me give it to Haxby and see if the contents +can be extracted, or tampered with a second time."</p> + +<p>"It would be useless," said Dr. H——. "If they were extracted through +the iron panels of a fireproof safe, I would not believe it was done by +any but natural means."</p> + +<p>"Because you do not <i>wish</i> to believe," I argued.</p> + +<p>"You are right," he confessed, "I do <i>not</i> wish to believe. If you +convinced me of the truth of Spiritualism, you would upset all the +theories I have held for the best part of my life. I don't believe in a +God, nor a soul, nor a future existence, and I would rather not believe +in them. We have quite enough trouble, in my opinion, in this life, +without looking forward to another, and I would rather cling to my +belief that when we die we have done with it once and for ever."</p> + +<p>So there ended my attempt to convince Dr. H——, and I have often +thought since that he was but a type of the genus sceptic. In this +world, we mostly believe what we want to believe, and the thought of a +future troubles us in proportion to the lives we lead here. It must +often strike spiritualists (who mostly look forward to the day of their +departure for another world, as a schoolboy looks forward to the +commencement of the holidays) as a very strange thing, that people, as a +rule, evince so little curiosity on the subject of Spiritualism. The +idea of the spirits of the departed returning to this world to hold +communication with their friends may be a new and startling one to them, +but the very wonder of it would make one expect to see them evince a +little interest in a matter which concerns us all. Yet the generality of +Carlyle's British millions either pooh-pooh the notion as too utterly +ridiculous for their exalted minds to entertain, or inform you, with +superior wisdom, that if Spiritualism is true, they cannot see the use +of it, and have no craving for any further knowledge. If these same +people expected to go to Canada or Australia in a few months' time, how +eagerly they would ask questions concerning their future home, and +procure the best information on what to do, whilst they remained in +England, in order to fit themselves for the journey and the change.</p> + +<p>But a journey to the other world—to the many worlds which perhaps await +us—a certain proof that we shall live again (or rather, that we shall +never die but need only time and patience and well-living here to +reunite us to the dear one gone before)—<i>that</i> is a subject not worthy +of our trying to believe—of not sufficient importance for us to take +the trouble of ascertaining. I pity from my soul the men and women who +have no dead darling buried in their hearts whom they <i>know</i> they shall +meet in a home of God's own choosing when this life ends.</p> + +<p>The old, cold faiths have melted away beneath the sun of Progress. We +can no longer be made to believe, like little children, in a shadowy +indefinite Heaven where the saints sit on damp clouds with harps in +their hands forever singing psalms and hymns and heavenly songs. That +sort of existence could be a Heaven to none, and to most it would be a +Hell. We do not accept it now, any more than we do the other place, with +its typical fire and brimstone, and pitch-forking devils with horns and +tails. But what has Religion given us instead? Those whose common-sense +will not permit them to believe in the parson's Heaven and Hell +generally believe (like Dr. H——) in nothing at all. But Spiritualism, +earnestly and faithfully followed, leaves us in no doubt. Spiritualists +know where they are going to. The spheres are almost as familiar to them +as this earth—it is not too much to say that many live in them as much +as they do here, and often they seem the more real, as they are the more +lasting of the two. Spiritualists are in no manner of doubt <i>who</i> their +eyes will see when opening on another phase of life. <i>They</i> do not +expect to be carried straight up into Abraham's bosom, and lie snugly +there, whilst revengeful demons are torturing those who were, perhaps, +nearest and dearest to them down below. They have a better and more +substantial religion than that—a revelation that teaches them that the +works we do in the flesh must bear their fruit in the spirit, and that +no tardy deathbed repentance, no crying out for mercy because Justice is +upon us, like an unruly child howling as soon as the stick is produced +for chastisement—will avail to wipe off the sins we have indulged in +upon earth. They know their expiation will be a bitter one, yet not +without Hope, and that they will be helped, as well as help others, in +the upward path that leads to ultimate perfection. The teaching of +Spiritualism is such as largely to increase belief in our Divine +Father's love, our Saviour's pity, and the angels' ministering help. But +it does more than this, more than any religion has done before. It +affords the <i>proof</i>—the only proof we have ever received, and our +finite natures can accept—of a future existence. The majority of +Christians <i>hope</i> and <i>trust</i>, and say they <i>believe</i>. It is the +Spiritualist only that <i>knows</i>.</p> + +<p>I think that the marvellous indifference displayed by the crowd to +ascertain these truths for themselves must be due, in a large number of +instances, to the unnatural but universal fear which is entertained of +Death and all things connected with it. The same people who loudly +declaim again the possibility of seeing a "ghost," shudder at the idea +of doing so. The creature whom they have adored and waited on with +tenderest devotion passes away, and they are afraid to enter the room +where his body lies. That which they clung to and wept over yesterday, +they fear to look at or touch to-day, and the idea that he would return +and speak to them would inspire them with horror. But why afraid of an +impossibility? Their very fears should teach them that there is a cause. +From numerous notes made on the subject I have invariably found that +those who have had the opportunity of testing the reality of +Spiritualism, and either rejected or denied it, have been selfish, +worldly, and cold-hearted people who neither care, nor are cared for, by +those who have passed on to another sphere. Plenty of love is sure to +bring you plenty of proof. The mourners, who have lost sight of what is +dearest to them, and would give all they possess for one more look at +the face they loved so much, or one more tone of the voice that was +music to their ears, are only too eager and grateful to hear of a way by +which their longings may be gratified, and would take any trouble and go +to any expense to accomplish what they desire.</p> + +<p>It is this intense yearning to speak again with those that have left us, +on the part of the bereaved, that has led to chicanery on the part of +media in order to gratify it. Wherever money is to be made, +unfortunately cheating will step in; but because some tradesmen will +sell you brass for gold is no reason to vote all jewellers thieves. The +account of the raising of Samuel by the witch of Endor is an instance +that my argument is correct. The witch was evidently an impostor, for +she had no expectation of seeing Samuel, and was frightened by the +apparition she had evoked; but Spiritualism must be a truth, because it +was Samuel himself who appeared and rebuked Saul for calling him back to +this earth. What becomes, in the face of this story, of the impassable +gulf between the earthly and spiritual spheres? That atheists who +believe in nothing should not believe in Spiritualism is credible, +natural, and consistent. But that Christians should reject the theory is +tantamount to acknowledging that they found their hopes of salvation +upon a lie. There is no way of getting out of it. If it be <i>impossible</i> +that the spirits of the departed can communicate with men, the Bible +must be simply a collection of fabulous statements; if it be <i>wrong</i> to +speak with spirits, all the men whose histories are therein related were +sinners, and the Almighty helped them to sin; and if all the spirits who +have been heard and seen and touched in modern times are devils sent on +earth to lure us to our destruction, how are we to distinguish between +them and the Greatest Spirit of all, who walked with mortal Adam and Eve +in the garden of Eden. "O! yes!" I think I hear somebody cry, "but that +was in the Bible;" as if the Bible were a period or a place. And did it +ever strike you that there is something else recorded in the Bible? "And +He did not many miracles there because of their <i>unbelief</i>." And yet +Christ came to call "not the righteous but the sinners to repentance." +Surely, then, the unbelieving required the conviction of the miracles +more than those who knew Him to be God. Yet there He did them not, +<i>because</i> of their unbelief, because their <i>scepticism</i> produced a +condition in which miracles could not be wrought. And yet the nineteenth +century is surprised because a sceptic, whose jarring element upsets all +union and harmony, is not an acceptable addition to a spiritual meeting, +and that the miracles of the present—gross and feeble, compared to +those of the past, because worked by grosser material though grosser +agents—ceased to be manifested when his unbelief intrudes itself upon +them.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE STORY OF JOHN POWLES.</h3> + + +<p>On the 4th of April, 1860, there died in India a young officer in the +12th Regiment M.N.I., of the name of John Powles. He was an intimate +friend of my first husband for several years before his death, and had +consequently become intimate with me; indeed, on several occasions he +shared our house and lived with us on the terms of a brother. I was very +young at that time and susceptible to influence of all sorts—extremely +nervous, moreover, on the subject of "ghosts," and yet burning with +curiosity to learn something of the other world—a topic which it is +most difficult to induce anybody to discuss with you. People will talk +of dress, or dinner, or their friend's private affairs—of anything, in +fact, sooner than Death and Immortality and the world to come which we +must all inevitably enter. Even parsons—the legalized exponents of what +lies beyond the grave—are no exceptions to the rule. When the bereaved +sufferer goes to them for comfort, they shake their heads and "hope" and +"trust," and say "God's mercy has no limits," but they cannot give him +one reasonable proof to rest upon that Death is but a name. John Powles, +however, though a careless and irreligious man, liked to discuss the +Unseen. We talked continually on the subject, even when he was +apparently in perfect health, and he often ended our conversation by +assuring me that should he die first (and he always prophesied truly +that he should not reach the age of thirty) he would (were such a thing +possible) come back to me. I used to laugh at the absurdity of the idea, +and remind him how many friends had made the same promise to each other +and never fulfilled it. For though I firmly believed that such things +<i>had</i> been, I could not realize that they would ever happen to me, or +that I should survive the shock if they did. John Powles' death at the +last was very sudden, although the disease he died of was of long +standing. He had been under the doctor's hands for a few days when he +took an unexpected turn for the worse, and my husband and myself, with +other friends, were summoned to his bedside to say good-bye to him. When +I entered the room he said to me, "So you see it has come at last. Don't +forget what I said to you about it." They were his last intelligible +words to me, though for several hours he grasped my dress with his hand +to prevent my leaving him, and became violent and unmanageable if I +attempted to quit his side. During this time, in the intervals of his +delirium, he kept on entreating me to sing a certain old ballad, which +had always been a great favorite with him, entitled "Thou art gone from +my gaze." I am sure if I sung that song once during that miserable day, +I must have sung it a dozen times. At last our poor friend fell into +convulsions which recurred with little intermission until his death, +which took place the same evening.</p> + +<p>His death and the manner of it caused me a great shock. He had been a +true friend to my husband and myself for years, and we both mourned his +loss very sincerely. That, and other troubles combined, had a serious +effect upon my health, and the doctors advised my immediate return to +England. When an officer dies in India, it is the custom to sell all his +minor effects by auction. Before this took place, my husband asked me if +there was anything belonging to John Powles that I should like to keep +in remembrance of him. The choice I made was a curious one. He had +possessed a dark green silk necktie, which was a favorite of his, and +when it became soiled I offered to turn it for him, when it looked as +good as new. Whereupon he had worn it so long that it was twice as dirty +as before, so I turned it for him the second time, much to the amusement +of the regiment. When I was asked to choose a keepsake of him, I said, +"Give me the green tie," and I brought it to England with me.</p> + +<p>The voyage home was a terrible affair. I was suffering mentally and +physically, to such a degree that I cannot think of the time without a +shudder. John Powles' death, of course, added to my distress, and during +the many months that occupied a voyage "by long sea," I hoped and +expected that his spirit would appear to me. With the very strong belief +in the possibility of the return to earth of the departed—or rather, I +should say, with my strong belief <i>in</i> my belief—I lay awake night +after night, thinking to see my lost friend, who had so often promised +to come back to me. I even cried aloud to him to appear and tell me +where he was, or what he was doing, but I never heard or saw a single +thing. There was silence on every side of me. Ten days only after I +landed in England I was delivered of a daughter, and when I had somewhat +recovered my health and spirits—when I had lost the physical weakness +and nervous excitability, to which most medical men would have +attributed any mysterious sights or sounds I might have experienced +before—then I commenced to <i>know</i> and to <i>feel</i> that John Powles was +with me again. I did not see him, but I felt his presence. I used to lie +awake at night, trembling under the consciousness that he was sitting at +my bedside, and I had no means of penetrating the silence between us. +Often I entreated him to speak, but when a low, hissing sound came close +to my ear, I would scream with terror and rush from my room. All my +desire to see or communicate with my lost friend had deserted me. The +very idea was a terror. I was horror-struck to think he had returned, +and I would neither sleep alone nor remain alone. I was advised to try a +livelier place than Winchester (where I then resided), and a house was +taken for me at Sydenham. But there, the sense of the presence of John +Powles was as keen as before, and so, at intervals, I continued to feel +it for the space of several years—until, indeed, I became an inquirer +into Spiritualism as a science.</p> + +<p>I have related in the chapter that contains an account of my first +<i>séance</i>, that the only face I recognized as belonging to me was that of +my friend John Powles, and how excited I became on seeing it. It was +that recognition that brought back all my old longing and curiosity to +communicate with the inhabitants of the Unseen World. As soon as I +commenced investigations in my home circle, John Powles was the very +first spirit who spoke to me through the table, and from that time until +the present I have never ceased to hold communion with him. He is very +shy, however, (as he was, whilst with us) of conversing before +strangers, and seldom intimates his presence except I am alone. At such +times, however, he will talk by the hour of all such topics as +interested him during his earth life.</p> + +<p>Soon after it became generally known that I was attending <i>séances</i>, I +was introduced to Miss Showers, the daughter of General Showers of the +Bombay Army. This young lady, besides being little more than a child—I +think she was about sixteen when we met—was not a professional medium. +The <i>séances</i> to which her friends were invited to witness the +extraordinary manifestations that took place in her presence were +strictly private. They offered therefore an enormous advantage to +investigators, as the occurrences were all above suspicion, whilst Miss +Showers was good enough to allow herself to be tested in every possible +way. I shall have occasion to refer more particularly to Miss Showers' +mediumship further on—at present, therefore, I will confine myself to +those occasions which afforded proofs of John Powles' presence.</p> + +<p>Mrs. and Miss Showers were living in apartments when I visited them, and +there was no means nor opportunity of deceiving their friends, even had +they had any object in doing so. I must add also, that they knew nothing +of my Indian life nor experiences, which were things of the past long +before I met them. At the first sitting Miss Showers gave me for "spirit +faces," she merely sat on a chair behind the window curtains, which were +pinned together half-way up, so as to leave a V-shaped opening at the +top. The voice of "Peter" (Miss Showers' principal control) kept talking +to us and the medium from behind the curtains all the time, and making +remarks on the faces as they appeared at the opening. Presently he said +to me, "Mrs. Ross-Church, here's a fellow says his name is Powles, and +he wants to speak to you, only he doesn't like to show himself because +he's not a bit like what he used to be." "Tell him not to mind that," I +answered, "I shall know him under any circumstances." "Well! if he was +anything like that, he was a beauty," exclaimed Peter; and presently a +face appeared which I could not, by any stretch of imagination, decide +to resemble in the slightest degree my old friend. It was hard, stiff +and unlifelike. After it had disappeared, Peter said, "Powles says if +you'll come and sit with Rosie (Miss Showers) often, he'll look quite +like himself by-and-by," and of course I was only too anxious to accept +the invitation.</p> + +<p>As I was setting out another evening to sit with Miss Showers, the +thought suddenly occurred to me to put the green necktie in my pocket. +My two daughters accompanied me on that occasion, but I said nothing to +them about the necktie. As soon as we had commenced, however, Peter +called out, "Now, Mrs. Ross-Church, hand over that necktie. Powles is +coming." "What necktie?" I asked, and he answered, "Why Powles' necktie, +of course, that you've got in your pocket. He wants you to put it round +his neck." The assembled party looked at me inquisitively as I produced +the tie. The face of John Powles appeared, very different from the time +before, as he had his own features and complexion, but his hair and +beard (which were auburn during life) appeared phosphoric, as though +made of living fire. I mounted on a chair and tied the necktie round his +throat, and asked him if he would kiss me. He shook his head. Peter +called out, "Give him your hand." I did so, and as he kissed it, his +moustaches <i>burned</i> me. I cannot account for it. I can only relate the +fact. After which he disappeared with the necktie, which I have never +seen since, though we searched the little room for it thoroughly.</p> + +<p>The next thing I have to relate about John Powles is so startling that I +dread the criticism it will evoke; but if I had not startling stories to +tell, I should not consider them worth writing down. I left my house in +Bayswater one Sunday evening to dine with Mr. and Mrs. George Neville in +Regent's Park Terrace, to have a <i>séance</i> afterwards with Miss Showers. +There was a large company present, and I was placed next to Miss Showers +at table. During dinner she told me complainingly that her mother had +gone to Norwood to spend the night, and she (Rosie) was afraid of +sleeping alone, as the spirits worried her so. In a moment it flashed +across me to ask her to return to Bayswater and sleep with me, for I was +most desirous of testing her powers when we were alone together. Miss +Showers accepted my invitation, and we arranged that she should go home +with me. After dinner, the guests sat for a <i>séance</i>, but to everybody's +surprise and disappointment, nothing occurred. It was one o'clock in the +morning when Miss Showers and I entered a cab to return to Bayswater. We +had hardly started when we were greeted with a loud peal of laughter +close to our ears. "What's the matter, Peter?" demanded Miss Showers. +"I can't help laughing," he replied, "to think of their faces when no +one appeared! Did you suppose I was going to let you waste all your +power with them, when I knew I was going home with you and Mrs. +Ross-Church? I mean to show you what a real good <i>séance</i> is to-night."</p> + +<p>When we reached home I let myself in with a latchkey. The house was +full, for I had seven children, four servants, and a married sister +staying with me; but they were all in bed and asleep. It was cold +weather, and when I took Miss Showers into my bedroom a fire was burning +in the grate. My sister was occupying a room which opened into mine; but +I locked her door and my own, and put the keys under my pillow. Miss +Showers and I then undressed and got into bed. When we had extinguished +the gas, we found the room was, comparatively speaking, light, for I had +stirred the fire into a blaze, and a street lamp just opposite the +window threw bars of light through the venetian blinds, right across the +ceiling. As soon as Miss Showers had settled herself in bed, she said, +"I wonder what Peter is going to do," and I replied, "I hope he won't +strip off the bed-clothes." We were lying under four blankets, a +counterpane, and an eider-down <i>duvet</i>, and as I spoke, the whole mass +rose in the air, and fell over the end of the bed, leaving us quite +unprotected. We got up, lit a candle, and made the bed again, tucking +the clothes well in all round, but the minute we laid down the same +thing was repeated. We were rather cross the second time, and abused +Peter for being so disagreeable, upon which the voice declared he +wouldn't do it any more, but we shouldn't have provoked him to try. I +said, "You had much better shew yourself to us, Peter. That is what I +want you to do." He replied, "Here I am, my dear, close to you!" I +turned my head, and there stood a dark figure beside the bed, whilst +another could be plainly distinguished walking about the room. I said, +"I can't see your face," and he replied, "I'll come nearer to you!" Upon +this the figure rose in the air until it hung suspended, face downward, +over the bed. In this position it looked like a huge bat with outspread +wings. It was still indistinct, except as to substance, but Peter said +we had exhausted all the phosphorus in our bodies by the long evening we +had spent, and left him nothing to light himself up with. After a while +he lowered himself on to the bed, and lay between Miss Showers and +myself on the outside of the <i>duvet</i>. To this we greatly objected, as he +was very heavy and took up a great deal of room; but it was some time +before he would go away.</p> + +<p>During this manifestation, the other spirit, whom Peter called the +"Pope," kept walking about and touching everything in the room, which +was full of ornaments; and Peter called out several times, "Take care, +Pope! take care! Don't break Mrs. Ross-Church's things." The two made so +much noise that they waked my sister in the adjoining room, and she +knocked at the door, asking in an alarmed voice, "Florence! <i>whom</i> have +you there? You will wake the whole house." When I replied, "Never mind, +it's only spirits," she gave one fell shriek and dived under her +bed-clothes. She maintains to this day that she fully believed the steps +and voices to be human. At last the manifestations became so rapid, as +many as eight and ten hands touching us at once, that I asked Miss +Showers if she would mind my tying hers together. She was very amiable +and consented willingly. I therefore got out of bed again, and having +securely fastened her hands in the sleeves of the nightdress she wore, I +sewed them with needle and thread to the mattress. Miss Showers then +said she felt sleepy, and with her back to me—a position she was +obliged to maintain on account of her hands being sewn down—she +apparently dropt off to sleep, though I knew subsequently she was in a +trance.</p> + +<p>For some time afterwards nothing occurred, the figures had disappeared, +the voices ceased, and I thought the <i>séance</i> was over. Presently, +however, I felt a hand laid on my head and the fingers began to gently +stroke and pull the short curls upon my forehead. I whispered, "Who is +this?" and the answer came back, "Don't you know me? I am Powles! At +last—at last—after a silence of ten years I see you and speak with you +again, face to face." "How can I tell this is <i>your</i> hand?" I said. +"Peter might be materializing a hand in order to deceive me." The hand +immediately left my head and the <i>back</i> of it passed over my mouth, when +I felt it was covered with short hair. I then remembered how hairy John +Powles' hands had become from exposure to the Indian sun whilst +shooting, and how I had nicknamed him "Esau" in consequence. I +recollected also that he had dislocated the left wrist with a cricket +ball. "Let me feel your wrist," I said, and my hand was at once placed +on the enlarged bone. "I want to trace your hand to where it springs +from," I next suggested; and on receiving permission I felt from the +fingers and wrist to the elbow and shoulder, where it terminated <i>in the +middle of Miss Showers' back</i>. Still I was not quite satisfied, for I +used to find it very hard to believe in the identity of a person I had +cared for. I was so terribly afraid of being deceived. "I want to see +your face," I continued. "I cannot show you my face to-night," the voice +replied, "but you shall feel it;" and the face, with beard and +moustaches, was laid for a moment against my own. Then the hand was +replaced on my hair, and whilst it kept on pulling and stroking my +curls, John Powles' own voice spoke to me of everything that had +occurred of importance when he and I were friends on earth. Fancy, two +people who were intimately associated for years, meeting alone after a +long and painful separation, think of all the private things they would +talk about together, and you will understand why I cannot write down the +conversation that took place between us that night here. In order to +convince me of his identity, John Powles spoke of all the troubles I had +passed through and was then enduring—he mentioned scenes, both sad and +merry, which we had witnessed together; he recalled incidents which had +slipped my memory, and named places and people known only to ourselves. +Had I been a disbeliever in Spiritualism, that night must have made a +convert of me. Whilst the voice, in the well-remembered tones of my old +friend, was speaking, and his hand wandered through my hair, Miss +Showers continued to sleep, or to appear to sleep, with her back towards +me, and her hands sewn into her nightdress sleeves, and the sleeves sewn +down to the bed. But had she been wide awake and with both hands free, +she could not have spoken to me in John Powles' unforgotten voice of +things that had occurred when she was an infant and thousands of miles +away. And I affirm that the voice spoke to me of things that no one but +John Powles could possibly have known. He did not fail to remind me of +the promise he had made, and the many times he had tried to fulfil it +before, and he assured me he should be constantly with me from that +time. It was daylight before the voice ceased speaking, and then both +Miss Showers and I were so exhausted, we could hardly raise our heads +from the pillows. I must not forget to add that when we <i>did</i> open our +eyes again upon this work-a-day world, we found there was hardly an +article in the room that had not changed places. The pictures were all +turned with their faces to the wall—the crockery from the washstand was +piled in the fender—the ornaments from the mantel-piece were on the +dressing-table—in fact, the whole room was topsy-turvy.</p> + +<p>When Mr. William Fletcher gave his first lecture in England, in the +Steinway Hall, my husband, Colonel Lean, and I, went to hear him. We had +never seen Mr. Fletcher before, nor any of his family, nor did he know +we were amongst the audience. Our first view of him was when he stepped +upon the platform, and we were seated quite in the body of the hall, +which was full. It was Mr. Fletcher's custom, after his lecture was +concluded, to describe such visions as were presented to him, and he +only asked in return that if the people and places were recognized, +those who recognized them would be brave enough to say so, for the sake +of the audience and himself. I can understand that strangers who went +there and heard nothing that concerned themselves would be very apt to +imagine it was all humbug, and that those who claimed a knowledge of the +visions were simply confederates of Mr. Fletcher. But there is nothing +more true than that circumstances alter cases. I entered Steinway Hall +as a perfect stranger, and as a press-writer, quite prepared to expose +trickery if I detected it. And this is what I heard. After Mr. Fletcher +had described several persons and scenes unknown to me, he took out a +handkerchief and began to wipe his face, as though he were very warm.</p> + +<p>"I am no longer in England, now," he said. "The scene has quite changed, +and I am taken over the sea, thousands of miles away, and I am in a +chamber with all the doors and windows open. Oh! how hot it is! I think +I am somewhere in the tropics. O! I see why I have been brought here! It +is to see a young man die! This is a death chamber. He is lying on a +bed. He looks very pale, and he is very near death, but he has only been +ill a short time. His hair is a kind of golden chestnut color, and he +has blue eyes. He is an Englishman, and I can see the letter 'P' above +his head. He has not been happy on earth, and he is quite content to +die. He pushes all the influences that are round his bed away from him. +Now I see a lady come and sit down beside him. He holds her hand, and +appears to ask her to do something, and I hear a strain of sweet music. +It is a song he has heard in happier times, and on the breath of it his +spirit passes away. It is to this lady he seems to come now. She is +sitting on my left about half way down the hall. A little girl, with her +hands full of blue flowers, points her out to me. The little girl holds +up the flowers, and I see they are woven into a resemblance of the +letter F. She tells me that is the initial letter of her mother's name +and her own. And I see this message written.</p> + +<p>"'To my dearest friend, for such you ever were to me from the beginning. +I have been with you through all your time of trial and sorrow, and I am +rejoiced to see that a happier era is beginning for you. I am always +near you. The darkness is fast rolling away, and happiness will succeed +it. Pray for me, and I shall be near you in your prayers. I pray God to +bless you and to bless me, and to bring us together again in the summer +land.'</p> + +<p>"And I see the spirit pointing with his hand far away, as though to +intimate that the happiness he speaks of is only the beginning of some +that will extend to a long distance of time. I see this scene more +plainly than any I have ever seen before."</p> + +<p>These words were written down at the time they were spoken. Colonel Lean +and I were sitting in the very spot indicated by Mr. Fletcher, and the +little girl with the blue flowers was my spirit child, "Florence," whose +history I shall give in the next chapter. But my communications with +John Powles, though very extraordinary, were not satisfactory to me. I +am the "Thomas, surnamed Didymus," of the spiritualistic world, who +wants to see and touch and handle before I can altogether believe. I +wanted to meet John Powles and talk with him face to face, and it seemed +such an impossibility for him to materialize in the light that, after +his two failures with Miss Showers, he refused to try. I was always +worrying him to tell me if we should meet in the body before I left this +world, and his answer was always, "Yes! but not just yet!" I had no idea +then that I should have to cross the Atlantic before I saw my dear old +friend again.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII.</a></h2> + +<h3>MY SPIRIT CHILD.</h3> + + +<p>The same year that John Powles died, 1860, I passed through the greatest +trouble of my life. It is quite unnecessary to my narrative to relate +what that trouble was, nor how it affected me, but I suffered terribly +both in mind and body, and it was chiefly for this reason that the +medical men advised my return to England, which I reached on the 14th of +December, and on the 30th of the same month a daughter was born to me, +who survived her birth for only ten days. The child was born with a most +peculiar blemish, which it is necessary for the purpose of my argument +to describe. On the left side of the upper lip was a mark as though a +semi-circular piece of flesh had been cut out by a bullet-mould, which +exposed part of the gum. The swallow also had been submerged in the +gullet, so that she had for the short period of her earthly existence to +be fed by artificial means, and the jaw itself had been so twisted that +could she have lived to cut her teeth, the double ones would have been +in front. This blemish was considered to be of so remarkable a type that +Dr. Frederick Butler of Winchester, who attended me, invited several +other medical men, from Southampton and other places, to examine the +infant with him, and they all agreed that <i>a similar case had never come +under their notice before</i>. This is a very important factor in my +narrative. I was closely catechized as to whether I had suffered any +physical or mental shock, that should account for the injury to my +child, and it was decided that the trouble I had experienced was +sufficient to produce it. The case, under feigned names, was fully +reported in the <i>Lancet</i> as something quite out of the common way. My +little child, who was baptized by the name of "Florence," lingered until +the 10th of January, 1861, and then passed quietly away, and when my +first natural disappointment was over I ceased to think of her except as +of something which "might have been," but never would be again. In this +world of misery, the loss of an infant is soon swallowed up in more +active trouble. Still I never quite forgot my poor baby, perhaps because +at that time she was happily the "one dead lamb" of my little flock. In +recounting the events of my first <i>séance</i> with Mrs. Holmes, I have +mentioned how a young girl much muffled up about the mouth and chin +appeared, and intimated that she came for me, although I could not +recognize her. I was so ignorant of the life beyond the grave at that +period, that it never struck me that the baby who had left me at ten +days old had been growing since our separation, until she had reached +the age of ten years. I could not interpret Longfellow (whom I consider +one of the sublimest spiritualists of the age) as I can now.</p> +<div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="line">"Day after day we think what she is doing,<br /> </div> + <div class="line i2">In those bright realms of air:<br /></div> + <div class="line i2">Year after year, her tender steps pursuing,<br /></div> + <div class="line">Behold her grown more fair.</div> + <div class="line"><p class="left5">. . . . . . . . . . . . . </p></div> + </div> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="line">"Not as a child shall we again behold her:<br /></div> + <div class="line i2">For when, with rapture wild,<br /></div> + <div class="line">In our embraces we again enfold her,<br /></div> + <div class="line i2">She will not be a child;</div> + <div class="line">But a fair maiden in her father's mansion,<br /></div> + <div class="line i2">Clothed with celestial grace.<br /></div> + <div class="line">And beautiful with all the soul's expansion,<br /></div> + <div class="line i2">Shall we behold her face!"</div> </div> +</div> +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>The first <i>séance</i> made such an impression on my mind that two nights +afterwards I again presented myself (this time alone) at Mrs. Holmes' +rooms to attend another. It was a very different circle on the second +occasion. There were about thirty people present, all strangers to each +other, and the manifestations were proportionately ordinary. Another +professional medium, a Mrs. Davenport, was present, as one of her +controls, whom she called "Bell," had promised, if possible, to show her +face to her. As soon, therefore, as the first spirit face appeared +(which was that of the same little girl that I had seen before), Mrs. +Davenport exclaimed, "There's 'Bell,'" "Why!" I said, "that's the little +nun we saw on Monday." "O! no! that's my 'Bell,'" persisted Mrs. +Davenport. But Mrs. Holmes took my side, and was positive the spirit +came for me. She told me she had been trying to communicate with her +since the previous <i>séance</i>. "I know she is nearly connected with you," +she said. "Have you never lost a relation of her age?" "<i>Never!</i>" I +replied; and at that declaration the little spirit moved away, +sorrowfully as before.</p> + +<p>A few weeks after I received an invitation from Mr. Henry Dunphy (the +gentleman who had introduced me to Mrs. Holmes) to attend a private +<i>séance</i>, given at his own house in Upper Gloucester Place, by the +well-known medium Florence Cook. The double drawing-rooms were divided +by velvet curtains, behind which Miss Cook was seated in an arm-chair, +the curtains being pinned together half-way up, leaving a large aperture +in the shape of a V. Being a complete stranger to Miss Cook, I was +surprised to hear the voice of her control direct that <i>I</i> should stand +by the curtains and hold the lower parts together whilst the forms +appeared above, lest the pins should give way, and necessarily from my +position I could hear every word that passed between Miss Cook and her +guide. The first face that showed itself was that of a man unknown to +me; then ensued a kind of frightened colloquy between the medium and her +control. "Take it away. Go away! I don't like you. Don't touch me—you +frighten me! Go away!" I heard Miss Cook exclaim, and then her guide's +voice interposed itself, "Don't be silly, Florrie. Don't be unkind. It +won't hurt you," etc., and immediately afterwards the same little girl I +had seen at Mrs. Holmes' rose to view at the aperture of the curtains, +muffled up as before, but smiling with her eyes at me. I directed the +attention of the company to her, calling her again my "little nun." I +was surprised, however, at the evident distaste Miss Cook had displayed +towards the spirit, and when the <i>séance</i> was concluded and she had +regained her normal condition, I asked her if she could recall the faces +she saw under trance. "Sometimes," she replied. I told her of the +"little nun," and demanded the reason of her apparent dread of her. "I +can hardly tell you," said Miss Cook; "I don't know anything about her. +She is quite a stranger to me, but her face is not fully developed, I +think. There is <i>something wrong about her mouth</i>. She frightens me."</p> + +<p>This remark, though made with the utmost carelessness, set me thinking, +and after I had returned home, I wrote to Miss Cook, asking her to +inquire of her guides <i>who</i> the little spirit was.</p> + +<p>She replied as follows:</p> + +<p>"Dear Mrs. Ross-Church, I have asked 'Katie King,' but she cannot tell +me anything further about the spirit that came through me the other +evening than that she is a young girl closely connected with yourself."</p> + +<p>I was not, however, yet convinced of the spirit's identity, although +"John Powles" constantly assured me that it <i>was</i> my child. I tried hard +to communicate with her at home, but without success. I find in the +memoranda I kept of our private <i>séances</i> at that period several +messages from "Powles" referring to "Florence." In one he says, "Your +child's want of power to communicate with you is not because she is too +pure, but because she is too weak. She will speak to you some day. She +is <i>not</i> in heaven." This last assertion, knowing so little as I did of +a future state, both puzzled and grieved me. I could not believe that an +innocent infant was not in the Beatific Presence—yet I could not +understand what motive my friend could have in leading me astray. I had +yet to learn that once received into Heaven no spirit could return to +earth, and that a spirit may have a training to undergo, even though it +has never committed a mortal sin. A further proof, however, that my dead +child had never died was to reach me from a quarter where I least +expected it. I was editor of the magazine <i>London Society</i> at that time, +and amongst my contributors was Dr. Keningale Cook, who had married +Mabel Collins, the now well-known writer of spiritualistic novels. One +day Dr. Cook brought me an invitation from his wife (whom I had never +met) to spend Saturday to Monday with them in their cottage at Redhill, +and I accepted it, knowing nothing of the proclivities of either of +them, and they knowing as little of my private history as I did of +theirs. And I must take this opportunity to observe that, at this +period, I had never made my lost child the subject of conversation even +with my most intimate friends. The memory of her life and death, and the +troubles that caused it, was not a happy one, and of no interest to any +but myself. So little, therefore, had it been discussed amongst us that +until "Florence" reappeared to revive the topic, my <i>elder children were +ignorant</i> that their sister had been marked in any way differently from +themselves. It may, therefore, be supposed how unlikely it was that +utter strangers and public media should have gained any inkling of the +matter. I went down to Redhill, and as I was sitting with the Keningale +Cooks after dinner, the subject of Spiritualism came on the <i>tapis</i>, and +I was informed that the wife was a powerful trance medium, which much +interested me, as I had not, at that period, had any experience of her +particular class of mediumship. In the evening we "sat" together, and +Mrs. Cook having become entranced, her husband took shorthand notes of +her utterances. Several old friends of their family spoke through her, +and I was listening to them in the listless manner in which we hear the +conversation of strangers, when my attention was aroused by the medium +suddenly leaving her seat, and falling on her knees before me, kissing +my hands and face, and sobbing violently the while. I waited in +expectation of hearing who this might be, when the manifestations as +suddenly ceased, the medium returned to her seat, and the voice of one +of her guides said that the spirit was unable to speak through excess of +emotion, but would try again later in the evening. I had almost +forgotten the circumstance in listening to other communications, when I +was startled by hearing the word "<i>Mother!</i>" sighed rather than spoken. +I was about to make some excited reply, when the medium raised her hand +to enjoin silence, and the following communication was taken down by Mr. +Cook as she pronounced the words. The sentences in parentheses are my +replies to her.</p> + +<p>"Mother! I am 'Florence.' I must be very quiet. I want to feel I have a +mother still. I am so lonely. Why should I be so? I cannot speak well. I +want to be like one of you. I want to feel I have a mother and sisters. +I am so far away from you all now."</p> + +<p>("But I always think of you, my dear dead baby.")</p> + +<p>"That's just it—your <i>baby</i>. But I'm not a baby now. I shall get +nearer. They tell me I shall. I do not know if I can come when you are +alone. It's all so dark. I know you are there, but <i>so dimly</i>. I've +grown <i>all by myself</i>. I'm not really unhappy, but I want to get nearer +you. I know you think of me, but you think of me as a baby. You don't +know me as I <i>am</i>. You've seen me, because in my love I have forced +myself upon you. I've not been amongst the flowers yet, but I shall be, +very soon now; but I want <i>my mother</i> to take me there. All has been +given me that can be given me, but I cannot receive it, except in so +far——"</p> + +<p>Here she seemed unable to express herself.</p> + +<p>("Did the trouble I had before your birth affect your spirit, +Florence?")</p> + +<p>"Only as things cause each other. I was with you, mother, all through +that trouble. I should be nearer to you, <i>than any child you have</i>, if I +could only get close to you."</p> + +<p>("I can't bear to hear you speak so sadly, dear. I have always believed +that <i>you</i>, at least, were happy in Heaven.")</p> + +<p>"I am <i>not</i> in Heaven! But there will come a day, mother—I can laugh +when I say it—when we shall go to heaven <i>together</i> and pick blue +flowers—<i>blue flowers</i>. They are so good to me here, but if your eye +cannot bear the daylight you cannot see the buttercups and daisies."</p> + +<p>I did not learn till afterwards that in the spiritual language blue +flowers are typical of happiness. The next question I asked her was if +she thought she could write through me.</p> + +<p>"I don't seem able to write through you, but why, I know not."</p> + +<p>("Do you know your sisters, Eva and Ethel?")</p> + +<p>"No! no!" in a weary voice. "The link of sisterhood is only through the +mother. That kind of sisterhood does not last, because there is a +higher."</p> + +<p>("Do you ever see your father?")</p> + +<p>"No! he is far, far away. I went once, not more. Mother, dear, he'll +love me when he comes here. They've told me so, and they always tell +truth here! I am but a child, yet not so very little. I seem composed of +two things—a child in ignorance and a woman in years. Why can't I speak +at other places? I have wished and tried! I've come very near, but it +seems so easy to speak now. This medium seems so different."</p> + +<p>("I wish you could come to me when I am alone, Florence.")</p> + +<p>"You <i>shall</i> know me! I <i>will</i> come, mother, dear. I shall always be +able to come here. I <i>do</i> come to you, but not in the same way."</p> + +<p>She spoke in such a plaintive, melancholy voice that Mrs. Cook, thinking +she would depress my spirits, said, "Don't make your state out to be +sadder than it really is." Her reply was very remarkable.</p> + +<p>"<i>I am, as I am!</i> Friend! when you come here, if you find that sadness +<i>is</i>, you will not be able to alter it by plunging into material +pleasures. <i>Our sadness makes the world we live in.</i> It is not deeds +that make us wrong. It is the state in which <i>we were born</i>. Mother! you +say I died sinless. That is nothing. I was born <i>in a state</i>. Had I +lived, I should have caused you more pain than you can know. I am better +here. I was not fit to battle with the world, and they took me from it. +Mother! you won't let this make you sad. You must not."</p> + +<p>("What can I do to bring you nearer to me?")</p> + +<p>"I don't know what will bring me nearer, but I'm helped already by just +talking to you. There's a ladder of brightness—every step. I believe +I've gained just one step now. O! the Divine teachings are so +mysterious. Mother! does it seem strange to you to hear your 'baby' say +things as if she knew them? I'm going now. Good-bye!"</p> + +<p>And so "Florence" went. The next voice that spoke was that of a guide of +the medium, and I asked her for a personal description of my daughter as +she then appeared. She replied, "Her face is downcast. We have tried to +cheer her, but she is very sad. It is the <i>state in which she was born</i>. +Every physical deformity is the mark of a condition. A weak body is not +necessarily the mark of a weak spirit, but the <i>prison</i> of it, because +the spirit might be too passionate otherwise. You cannot judge in what +way the mind is deformed because the body is deformed. It does not +follow that a canker in the body is a canker in the mind. But the mind +may be too exuberant—may need a canker to restrain it."</p> + +<p>I have copied this conversation, word for word, from the shorthand notes +taken at the time of utterance; and when it is remembered that neither +Mrs. Keningale Cook nor her husband knew that I had lost a child—that +they had never been in my house nor associated with any of my +friends—it will at least be acknowledged, even by the most sceptical, +that it was a very remarkable coincidence that I should receive such a +communication from the lips of a perfect stranger. Only once after this +did "Florence" communicate with me through the same source. She found +congenial media nearer home, and naturally availed herself of them. But +the second occasion was almost more convincing than the first. I went +one afternoon to consult my solicitor in the strictest confidence as to +how I should act under some very painful circumstances, and he gave me +his advice. The next morning as I sat at breakfast, Mrs. Cook, who was +still living at Redhill, ran into my room with an apology for the +unceremoniousness of her visit, on the score that she had received a +message for me the night before which "Florence" had begged her to +deliver without delay. The message was to this effect: "Tell my mother +that I was with her this afternoon at the lawyer's, and she is <i>not</i> to +follow the advice given her, as it will do harm instead of good." Mrs. +Cook added, "I don't know to what 'Florence' alludes, of course, but I +thought it best, as I was coming to town, to let you know at once."</p> + +<p>The force of this anecdote does not lie in the context. The mystery is +contained in the fact of a secret interview having been overheard and +commented upon. But the truth is, that having greater confidence in the +counsel of my visible guide than in that of my invisible one, I abided +by the former, and regretted it ever afterwards.</p> + +<p>The first conversation I held with "Florence" had a great effect upon +me. I knew before that my uncontrolled grief had been the cause of the +untimely death of her body, but it had never struck me that her spirit +would carry the effects of it into the unseen world. It was a warning to +me (as it should be to all mothers) not to take the solemn +responsibility of maternity upon themselves without being prepared to +sacrifice their own feelings for the sake of their children. "Florence" +assured me, however, that communion with myself in my improved condition +of happiness would soon lift her spirit from its state of depression, +and consequently I seized every opportunity of seeing and speaking with +her. During the succeeding twelve months I attended numerous <i>séances</i> +with various media, and my spirit child (as she called herself) never +failed to manifest through the influence of any one of them, though, of +course, in different ways. Through some she touched me only, and always +with an infant's hand, that I might recognize it as hers, or laid her +mouth against mine that I might feel the scar upon her lip; through +others she spoke, or wrote, or showed her face, but I never attended a +<i>séance</i> at which she omitted to notify her presence. Once at a dark +circle, held with Mr. Charles Williams, after having had my dress and +that of my next neighbor, Lady Archibald Campbell, pulled several times +as if to attract our attention, the darkness opened before us, and there +stood my child, smiling at us like a happy dream, her fair hair waving +about her temples, and her blue eyes fixed on me. She was clothed in +white, but we saw no more than her head and bust, about which her hands +held her drapery. Lady Archibald Campbell saw her as plainly as I did. +On another occasion Mr. William Eglinton proposed to me to try and +procure the spirit-writing on his arm. He directed me to go into another +room and write the name of the friend I loved best in the spirit world +upon a scrap of paper, which I was to twist up tightly and take back to +him. I did so, writing the name of "John Powles." When I returned to Mr. +Eglinton, he bared his arm, and holding the paper to the candle till it +was reduced to tinder, rubbed his flesh with the ashes. I knew what was +expected to ensue. The name written on the paper was to reappear in red +or white letters on the medium's arm. The sceptic would say it was a +trick of thought-reading, and that, the medium knowing what I had +written, had prepared the writing during my absence. But to his surprise +and mine, when at last he shook the ashes from his arm, we read, written +in a bold, clear hand, the words—"Florence is the dearest," as though +my spirit child had given me a gentle rebuke for writing any name but +her own. It seems curious to me now to look back and remember how +melancholy she used to be when she first came back to me, for as soon as +she had established an unbroken communication between us, she developed +into the merriest little spirit I have ever known, and though her +childhood has now passed away, and she is more dignified and thoughtful +and womanly, she always appears joyous and happy. She has manifested +largely to me through the mediumship of Mr. Arthur Colman. I had known +her, during a dark <i>séance</i> with a very small private circle (the medium +being securely held and fastened the while) run about the room, like the +child she was, and speak to and kiss each sitter in turn, pulling off +the sofa and chair covers and piling them up in the middle of the table, +and changing the ornaments of everyone present—placing the gentlemen's +neckties round the throats of the ladies, and hanging the ladies' +earrings in the buttonholes of the gentlemen's coats—just as she might +have done had she been still with us, a happy, petted child, on earth. I +have known her come in the dark and sit on my lap and kiss my face and +hands, and let me feel the defect in her mouth with my own. One bright +evening on the 9th of July—my birthday—Arthur Colman walked in quite +unexpectedly to pay me a visit, and as I had some friends with me, we +agreed to have a <i>séance</i>. It was impossible to make the room dark, as +the windows were only shaded by venetian blinds, but we lowered them, +and sat in the twilight. The first thing we heard was the voice of +"Florence" whispering—"A present for dear mother's birthday," when +something was put into my hand. Then she crossed to the side of a lady +present and dropped something into her hand, saying, "And a present for +dear mother's friend!" I knew at once by the feel of it that what +"Florence" had given me was a chaplet of beads, and knowing how often, +under similar circumstances, articles are merely carried about a room, I +concluded it was one which lay upon my drawing-room mantel-piece, and +said as much. I was answered by the voice of "Aimée," the medium's +nearest control.</p> + +<p>"You are mistaken," she said, "'Florence' has given you a chaplet you +have never seen before. She was exceedingly anxious to give you a +present on your birthday, so I gave her the beads which were buried with +me. They came from my coffin. I held them in my hand. All I ask is, that +you will not shew them to Arthur until I give you leave. He is not well +at present, and the sight of them will upset him."</p> + +<p>I was greatly astonished, but, of course, I followed her instructions, +and when I had an opportunity to examine the beads, I found that they +really were strangers to me, and had not been in the house before. The +present my lady friend had received was a large, unset topaz. The +chaplet was made of carved wood and steel. It was not till months had +elapsed that I was given permission to show it to Arthur Colman. He +immediately recognized it as the one he had himself placed in the hands +of "Aimée" as she lay in her coffin, and when I saw how the sight +affected him, I regretted I had told him anything about it. I offered to +give the beads up to him, but he refused to receive them, and they +remain in my possession to this day.</p> + +<p>But the great climax that was to prove beyond all question the personal +identity of the spirit who communicated with me, with the body I had +brought into the world, was yet to come. Mr. William Harrison, the +editor of the <i>Spiritualist</i> (who, after seventeen years' patient +research into the science of Spiritualism, had never received a personal +proof of the return of his own friends, or relations) wrote me word that +he had received a message from his lately deceased friend, Mrs. Stewart, +to the effect that if he would sit with the medium, Florence Cook, and +one or two harmonious companions, she would do her best to appear to him +in her earthly likeness and afford him the test he had so long sought +after. Mr. Harrison asked me, therefore, if I would join him and Miss +Kidlingbury—the secretary to the British National Association of +Spiritualists—in holding a <i>séance</i> with Miss Cook, to which I agreed, +and we met in one of the rooms of the Association for that purpose. It +was a very small room, about 8 feet by 16 feet, was uncarpeted and +contained no furniture, so we carried in three cane-bottomed chairs for +our accommodation. Across one corner of the room, about four feet from +the floor, we nailed an old black shawl, and placed a cushion behind it +for Miss Cook to lean her head against. Miss Florence Cook, who is a +brunette, of a small, slight figure, with dark eyes and hair which she +wore in a profusion of curls, was dressed in a high grey merino, +ornamented with crimson ribbons. She informed me previous to sitting, +that she had become restless during her trances lately, and in the habit +of walking out amongst the circle, and she asked me as a friend (for +such we had by that time become) to scold her well should such a thing +occur, and order her to go back into the cabinet as if she were "a child +or a dog;" and I promised her I would do so. After Florence Cook had sat +down on the floor, behind the black shawl (which left her grey merino +skirt exposed), and laid her head against the cushion, we lowered the +gas a little, and took our seats on the three cane chairs. The medium +appeared very uneasy at first, and we heard her remonstrating with the +influences for using her so roughly. In a few minutes, however, there +was a tremulous movement of the black shawl, and a large white hand was +several times thrust into view and withdrawn again. I had never seen +Mrs. Stewart (for whom we were expressly sitting) in this life, and +could not, therefore, recognize the hand; but we all remarked how large +and white it was. In another minute the shawl was lifted up, and a +female figure crawled on its hands and knees from behind it, and then +stood up and regarded us. It was impossible, in the dim light and at the +distance she stood from us, to identify the features, so Mr. Harrison +asked if she were Mrs. Stewart. The figure shook its head. I had lost a +sister a few months previously, and the thought flashed across me that +it might be her. "Is it you, Emily?" I asked; but the head was still +shaken to express a negative, and a similar question on the part of Miss +Kidlingbury, with respect to a friend of her own, met with the same +response. "Who <i>can</i> it be?" I remarked curiously to Mr. Harrison.</p> + +<p>"Mother! don't you know me?" sounded in "Florence's" whispering voice. I +started up to approach her, exclaiming, "O! my darling child! I never +thought I should meet you here!" But she said, "Go back to your chair, +and I will come to you!" I reseated myself, and "Florence" crossed the +room and sat down <i>on my lap</i>. She was more unclothed on that occasion +than any materialized spirit I have ever seen. She wore nothing on her +head, only her hair, of which she appears to have an immense quantity, +fell down her back and covered her shoulders. Her arms were bare and her +feet and part of her legs, and the dress she wore had no shape or style, +but seemed like so many yards of soft thick muslin, wound round her body +from the bosom to below the knees. She was a heavy weight—perhaps ten +stone—and had well-covered limbs. In fact, she was then, and has +appeared for several years past, to be, in point of size and shape, so +like her eldest sister Eva, that I always observe the resemblance +between them. This <i>séance</i> took place at a period when "Florence" must +have been about seventeen years old.</p> + +<p>"Florence, my darling," I said, "is this <i>really</i> you?" "Turn up the +gas," she answered, "and look at my mouth." Mr. Harrison did as she +desired, and we all saw distinctly <i>that peculiar defect on the lip</i> +with which she was born—a defect, be it remembered, which some of the +most experienced members of the profession had affirmed to be "<i>so rare +as never to have fallen under their notice before</i>." She also opened her +mouth that we might see she had no gullet. I promised at the +commencement of my book to confine myself to facts, and leave the +deduction to be drawn from them to my readers, so I will not interrupt +my narrative to make any remarks upon this incontrovertible proof of +identity. I know it struck me dumb, and melted me into tears. At this +juncture Miss Cook, who had been moaning and moving about a good deal +behind the black shawl, suddenly exclaimed, "I can't stand this any +longer," and walked out into the room. There she stood in her grey dress +and crimson ribbons whilst "Florence" sat on my lap in white drapery. +But only for a moment, for directly the medium was fully in view, the +spirit sprung up and darted behind the curtain. Recalling Miss Cook's +injunctions to me, I scolded her heartily for leaving her seat, until +she crept back, whimpering, to her former position. The shawl had +scarcely closed behind her before "Florence" reappeared and clung to me, +saying, "Don't let her do that again. She frightens me so." She was +actually trembling all over. "Why, Florence," I replied. "Do you mean to +tell me you are frightened of your medium? In this world it is we poor +mortals who are frightened of the spirits." "I am afraid she will send +me away, mother," she whispered. However, Miss Cook did not disturb us +again, and "Florence" stayed with us for some time longer. She clasped +her arms round my neck, and laid her head upon my bosom, and kissed me +dozens of times. She took my hand and spread it out, and said she felt +sure I should recognize her hand when she thrust it outside the curtain, +because it was so much like my own. I was suffering much trouble at that +time, and "Florence" told me the reason God had permitted her to show +herself to me in her earthly deformity was so that I might be sure that +she was herself, and that Spiritualism was a truth to comfort me. +"Sometimes you doubt, mother," she said, "and think your eyes and ears +have misled you; but after this you must never doubt again. Don't fancy +I am like this in the spirit land. The blemish left me long ago. But I +put it on to-night to make you certain. Don't fret, dear mother. +Remember <i>I</i> am always near you. No one can take <i>me</i> away. Your earthly +children may grow up and go out into the world and leave you, but you +will always have your spirit child close to you." I did not, and cannot, +calculate for how long "Florence" remained visible on that occasion. +Mr. Harrison told me afterwards that she had remained for nearly twenty +minutes. But her undoubted presence was such a stupendous fact to me, +that I could only think that <i>she was there</i>—that I actually held in my +arms the tiny infant I had laid with my own hands in her coffin—that +she was no more dead than I was myself, but had grown to be a woman. So +I sat, with my arms tight round her, and my heart beating against hers, +until the power decreased, and "Florence" was compelled to give me a +last kiss and leave me stupefied and bewildered by what had so +unexpectedly occurred. Two other spirits materialized and appeared after +she had left us, but as neither of them was Mrs. Stewart, the <i>séance</i>, +as far as Mr. Harrison was concerned, was a failure. I have seen and +heard "Florence" on numerous occasions since the one I have narrated, +but not with the mark upon her mouth, which she assures me will never +trouble either of us again. I could fill pages with accounts of her +pretty, caressing ways and her affectionate and sometimes solemn +messages; but I have told as much of her story as will interest the +general reader. It has been wonderful to me to mark how her ways and +mode of communication have changed with the passing years. It was a +simple child who did not know how to express itself that appeared to me +in 1873. It is a woman full of counsel and tender warning that comes to +me in 1890. But yet she is only nineteen. When she reached that age, +"Florence" told me she should never grow any older in years or +appearance, and that she had reached the climax of womanly perfection in +the spirit world. Only to-night—the night before Christmas Day—as I +write her story, she comes to me and says, "Mother! you must not give +way to sad thoughts. The Past is past. Let it be buried in the blessings +that remain to you."</p> + +<p>And amongst the greatest of those blessings I reckon my belief in the +existence of my spirit-child.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE STORY OF EMILY.</h3> + + +<p>My sister Emily was the third daughter of my late father, and several +years older than myself. She was a handsome woman—strictly speaking, +perhaps, the handsomest of the family, and quite unlike the others. She +had black hair and eyes, a pale complexion, a well-shaped nose, and +small, narrow hands and feet. But her beauty had slight detractions—so +slight, indeed, as to be imperceptible to strangers, but well known to +her intimate friends. Her mouth was a little on one side, one shoulder +was half an inch higher than the other, her fingers were not quite +straight, nor her toes, and her hips corresponded with her shoulders. +She was clever, with a versatile, all-round talent, and of a very happy +and contented disposition. She married Dr. Henry Norris of Charmouth, in +Dorset, and lived there many years before her death. She was an +excellent wife and mother, a good friend, and a sincere Christian; +indeed, I do not believe that a more earnest, self-denying, better woman +ever lived in this world. But she had strong feelings, and in some +things she was very bigoted. One was Spiritualism. She vehemently +opposed even the mention of it, declared it to be diabolical, and never +failed to blame me for pursuing such a wicked and unholy occupation. She +was therefore about the last person whom I should have expected to take +advantage of it to communicate with her friends.</p> + +<p>My sister Emily died on the 20th of April, 1875. Her death resulted from +a sudden attack of pleurisy, and was most unexpected. I was sitting at +an early dinner with my children on the same day when I received a +telegram from my brother-in-law to say, "Emily very ill; will telegraph +when change occurs," and I had just despatched an answer to ask if I +should go down to Charmouth, or could be of any use, when a second +message arrived, "All is over. She died quietly at two o'clock." Those +who have received similar shocks will understand what I felt. I was +quite stunned, and could not realize that my sister had passed away from +us, so completely unanticipated had been the news. I made the necessary +arrangements for going down to her funeral, but my head was filled with +nothing but thoughts of Emily the while, and conjectures of <i>how</i> she +had died and of <i>what</i> she had died (for that was, as yet, unknown to +me), and what she had thought and said; above all, what she was thinking +and feeling at that moment. I retired to rest with my brain in a whirl, +and lay half the night wide awake, staring into the darkness, and +wondering where my sister was. <i>Now</i> was the time (if any) for my +cerebral organs to play me a trick, and conjure up a vision of the +person I was thinking of. But I saw nothing; no sound broke the +stillness; my eyes rested only on the darkness. I was quite +disappointed, and in the morning I told my children so. I loved my +sister Emily dearly, and I hoped she would have come to wish me +good-bye. On the following night I was exhausted by want of sleep and +the emotion I had passed through, and when I went to bed I was very +sleepy. I had not been long asleep, however, before I was waked up—I +can hardly say by what—and there at my bedside stood Emily, smiling at +me. When I lost my little "Florence," Emily had been unmarried, and she +had taken a great interest in my poor baby, and nursed her during her +short lifetime, and, I believe, really mourned her loss, for (although +she had children of her own) she always wore a little likeness of +"Florence" in a locket on her watch-chain. When Emily died I had of +course been for some time in communication with my spirit-child, and +when my sister appeared to me that night, "Florence" was in her arms, +with her head resting on her shoulder. I recognized them both at once, +and the only thing which looked strange to me was that Emily's long +black hair was combed right back in the Chinese fashion, giving her +forehead an unnaturally high appearance. This circumstance made the +greater impression on me, because we all have such high foreheads with +the hair growing off the temples that we have never been able to wear it +in the style I speak of. With this exception my sister looked beautiful +and most happy, and my little girl clung to her lovingly. Emily did not +speak aloud, but she kept on looking down at "Florence," and up at me, +whilst her lips formed the words, "Little Baby," which was the name by +which she had always mentioned my spirit-child. In the morning I +mentioned what I had seen to my elder girls, adding, "I hardly knew dear +Aunt Emily, with her hair scratched back in that fashion."</p> + +<p>This apparition happened on the Wednesday night, and on the Friday +following I travelled down to Charmouth to be present at the funeral, +which was fixed for Saturday. I found my sister Cecil there before me. +As soon as we were alone, she said to me, "I am so glad you came to-day. +I want you to arrange dear Emily nicely in her coffin. The servants had +laid her out before my arrival, and she doesn't look a bit like herself. +But I haven't the nerve to touch her." It was late at night, but I took +a candle at once and accompanied Cecil to the death-chamber. Our sister +was lying, pale and calm, with a smile upon her lips, much as she had +appeared to me, and with <i>all her black hair combed back from her +forehead</i>. The servants had arranged it so, thinking it looked neater. +It was impossible to make any alteration till the morning, but when our +dear sister was carried to her grave, her hair framed her dead face in +the wavy curls in which it always fell when loose; a wreath of flowering +syringa was round her head, a cross of violets on her breast, and in her +waxen, beautifully-moulded hands, she held three tall, white lilies. I +mention this because she has come to me since with the semblance of +these very flowers to ensure her recognition. After the funeral, my +brother-in-law gave me the details of her last illness. He told me that +on the Monday afternoon, when her illness first took a serious turn and +she became (as he said) delirious, she talked continually to her father, +Captain Marryat (to whom she had been most reverentially attached), and +who, she affirmed, was sitting by the side of the bed. Her conversation +was perfectly rational, and only disjointed when she waited for a reply +to her own remarks. She spoke to him of Langham and all that had +happened there, and particularly expressed her surprise at his having <i>a +beard</i>, saying, "Does hair grow up there, father?" I was the more +impressed by this account, because Dr. Norris, like most medical men, +attributed the circumstance entirely to the distorted imagination of a +wandering brain. And yet my father (whom I have never seen since his +death) has been described to me by various clairvoyants, and always as +<i>wearing a beard</i>, a thing he never did during his lifetime, as it was +the fashion then for naval officers to wear only side whiskers. In all +his pictures he is represented as clean shorn, and as he was so well +known a man, one would think that (were they dissembling) the +clairvoyants, in describing his personal characteristics, would follow +the clue given by his portraits.</p> + +<p>For some time after my sister Emily's death I heard nothing more of her, +and for the reasons I have given, I never expected to see her again +until we met in the spirit-world. About two years after her death, +however, my husband, Colonel Lean, bought two tickets for a series of +<i>séances</i> to be held in the rooms of the British National Association of +Spiritualists under the the mediumship of Mr. William Eglinton. This was +the first time we had ever seen or sat with Mr. Eglinton, but we had +heard a great deal of his powers, and were curious to test them. On the +first night, which was a Saturday, we assembled with a party of twelve, +all complete strangers, in the rooms I have mentioned, which were +comfortably lighted with gas. Mr. Eglinton, who is a young man inclined +to stoutness, went into the cabinet, which was placed in the centre of +us, with spectators all round it. The cabinet was like a large cupboard, +made of wood and divided into two parts, the partition being of +wire-work, so that the medium might be padlocked into it, and a curtain +drawn in front of both sides. After a while, a voice called out to us +not to be frightened, as the medium was coming out to get more power, +and Mr. Eglinton, in a state of trance and dressed in a suit of evening +clothes, walked out of the cabinet and commenced a tour of the circle. +He touched every one in turn, but did not stop until he reached Colonel +Lean, before whom he remained for some time, making magnetic passes down +his face and figure. He then turned to re-enter the cabinet, but as he +did so, some one moved the curtain from inside and Mr. Eglinton +<i>actually held the curtain to one side to permit the materialized form +to pass out</i> before he went into the cabinet himself. The figure that +appeared was that of a woman clothed in loose white garments that fell +to her feet. Her eyes were black and her long black hair fell over her +shoulders. I suspected at the time who she was, but each one in the +circle was so certain she came for him or for her, that I said nothing, +and only mentally asked if it were my sister that I might receive a +proof of her identity. On the following evening (Sunday) Colonel Lean +and I were "sitting" together, when Emily came to the table to assure us +that it was she whom we had seen, and that she would appear again on +Monday and show herself more clearly. I asked her to think of some means +by which she could prove her identity with the spirit that then spoke to +us, and she said, "I will hold up my right hand." Colonel Lean cautioned +me not to mention this promise to any one, that we might be certain of +the correctness of the test. Accordingly, on the Monday evening we +assembled for our second <i>séance</i> with Mr. Eglinton, and the same form +appeared, and walking out much closer to us, <i>held up the right hand</i>. +Colonel Lean, anxious not to be deceived by his own senses, asked the +company what the spirit was doing. "Cannot you see?" was the answer. +"She is holding up her hand." On this occasion Emily came with all her +old characteristics about her, and there would have been no possibility +of mistaking her (at least on my part) without the proof she had +promised to give us.</p> + +<p>The next startling assurance we received of her proximity happened in a +much more unexpected manner. We were staying, in the autumn of the +following year, at a boarding-house in the Rue de Vienne at Brussels, +with a large party of English visitors, none of whom we had ever seen +till we entered the house. Amongst them were several girls, who had +never heard of Spiritualism before, and were much interested in +listening to the relation of our experiences on the subject. One evening +when I was not well, and keeping my own room, some of these young ladies +got hold of Colonel Lean and said, "Oh! do come and sit in the dark with +us and tell us ghost stories." Now sitting in the dark and telling ghost +stories to five or six nice looking girls is an occupation few men would +object to, and they were all soon ensconced in the dark and deserted +<i>salle-à-manger</i>. Amongst them was a young girl of sixteen, Miss Helen +Hill, who had never shown more interest than the rest in such matters. +After they had been seated in the dark for some minutes, she said to +Colonel Lean, "Do you know, I can see a lady on the opposite side of the +table quite distinctly, and she is nodding and smiling at you." The +colonel asked what the lady was like. "She is very nice looking," +replied the girl, "with dark eyes and hair, but she seems to want me to +notice her ring. She wears a ring with a large blue stone in it, of such +a funny shape, and she keeps on twisting it round and round her finger, +and pointing to it. Oh! now she has got up and is walking round the +room. Only fancy! she is holding up her feet for me to see. They are +bare and very white, but her toes are crooked!" Then Miss Hill became +frightened and asked them to get a light. She declared that the figure +had come up, close to her, and torn the lace off her wrists. And when +the light was procured and her dress examined, a frill of lace that had +been tacked into her sleeve that morning had totally disappeared. The +young ladies grew nervous and left the room, and Colonel Lean, thinking +the description Helen Hill had given of the spirit tallied with that of +my sister Emily, came straight up to me and surprised me by an abrupt +question as to whether she had been in the habit of wearing any +particular ring (for he had not seen her for several years before her +death). I told him that her favorite ring was an uncut turquoise—so +large and uneven that she used to call it her "potato." "Had she any +peculiarity about her feet?" he went on, eagerly. "Why do you wish to +know?" I said. "She had crooked toes, that is all." "Good heavens!" he +exclaimed, "then she has been with us in the <i>salle-à-manger</i>." I have +never met Miss Hill since, and I am not in a position to say if she has +evinced any further possession of clairvoyant power; but she certainly +displayed it on that occasion to a remarkable degree; for she had never +even heard of the existence of my sister Emily, and was very much +disturbed and annoyed when told that the apparition she had described +was reality and not imagination.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE STORY OF THE GREEN LADY.</h3> + + +<p>The story I have to tell now happened a very short time ago, and every +detail is as fresh in my mind as if I had heard and seen it yesterday. +Mrs. Guppy-Volckman has been long known to the spiritualistic world as a +very powerful medium, also as taking a great private interest in +Spiritualism, which all media do not. Her means justify her, too, in +gratifying her whims; and hearing that a certain house in Broadstairs +was haunted, she became eager to ascertain the truth. The house being +empty, she procured the keys from the landlord, and proceeded on a +voyage of discovery alone. She had barely recovered, at the time, from a +most dangerous illness, which had left a partial paralysis of the lower +limbs behind it; it was therefore with considerable difficulty that she +gained the drawing-room of the house, which was on the first floor, and +when there she abandoned her crutches, and sat down on the floor to +recover herself. Mrs. Volckman was now perfectly alone. She had closed +the front door after her, and she was moreover almost helpless, as it +was with great difficulty that she could rise without assistance. It was +on a summer's evening towards the dusky hour, and she sat on the bare +floor of the empty house waiting to see what might happen. After some +time (I tell this part of the story as I received it from her lips) she +heard a rustling or sweeping sound, as of a long silk train coming down +the uncarpeted stairs from the upper storey. The room in which she sat +communicated with another, which led out upon the passage, and it was +not long before the door between these two apartments opened and the +figure of a woman appeared. She entered the room in which Mrs. Volckman +sat, very cautiously, and commenced to walk round it, feeling her way +along the walls as though she were blind or tipsy. She was dressed in a +green satin robe that swept behind her—round the upper part of her body +was a kind of scarf of glistening white material, like silk gauze—and +on her head was a black velvet cap, or coif, from underneath which her +long black hair fell down her back. Mrs. Volckman, although used all her +life to manifestations and apparitions of all sorts, told me she had +never felt so frightened at the sight of one before. She attempted to +rise, but feeling her incapability of doing so quickly, she screamed +with fear. As soon as she did so, the woman turned round and ran out of +the room, apparently as frightened as herself. Mrs. Volckman got hold of +her crutches, scrambled to her feet, found her way downstairs, and +reached the outside of the house in safety. Most people would never have +entered it again. She, on the contrary, had an interview with the +landlord, and actually, then and there, purchased a lease of the house +and entered upon possession, and as soon as it was furnished and ready +for occupation, she invited a party of friends to go down and stay with +her at Broadstairs, and make the acquaintance of the "Green Lady," as we +had christened her. Colonel Lean and I were amongst the visitors, the +others consisting of Lady Archibald Campbell, Miss Shaw, Mrs. Olive, +Mrs. Bellew, Colonel Greck, Mr. Charles Williams, and Mr. and Mrs. Henry +Volckman, which, with our host and hostess, made up a circle of twelve. +We assembled there on a bright day in July, and the house, with its +large rooms and windows facing the sea, looked cheerful enough. The room +in which Mrs. Volckman had seen the apparition was furnished as a +drawing-room, and the room adjoining it, which was divided by a +<i>portière</i> only from the larger apartment, she had converted for +convenience sake into her bedroom. The first evening we sat it was about +seven o'clock, and so light that we let down all the venetians, which, +however, did little to remedy the evil. We had no cabinet, nor curtains, +nor darkness, for it was full moon at the time, and the dancing, +sparkling waves were quite visible through the interstices of the +venetians. We simply sat round the table, holding hands in an unbroken +circle and laughing and chatting with each other. In a few minutes Mrs. +Volckman said something was rising beside her from the carpet, and in a +few more the "Green Lady" was visible to us all standing between the +medium and Mr. Williams. She was just as she had been described to us, +both in dress and appearance, but her face was as white and as cold as +that of a corpse, and her eyes were closed. She leaned over the table +and brought her face close to each of us in turn, but she seemed to have +no power of speech. After staying with us about ten minutes, she sunk as +she had risen, through the carpet, and disappeared. The next evening, +under precisely similar circumstances, she came again. This time she had +evidently gained more vitality in a materialized condition, for when I +urged her to tell me her name, she whispered, though with much +difficulty, "Julia!" and when Lady Archibald observed that she thought +she had no hands, the spirit suddenly thrust out a little hand, and +grasped the curls on her forehead with a violence that gave her pain. +Unfortunately, Mr. Williams' professional engagements compelled him to +leave us on the following day, and Mrs. Volckman had been too recently +ill to permit her to sit alone, so that we were not able to hold another +<i>séance</i> for the "Green Lady" during our visit. But we had not seen the +last of her. One evening Mrs. Bellew and I were sitting in the bay +window of the drawing-room, just "between the lights," and discussing a +very private matter indeed, when I saw (as I thought) my hostess maid +raise the <i>portière</i> that hung between the apartments and stand there in +a listening attitude. I immediately gave Mrs. Volckman the hint. "Let us +talk of something else," I said, in a low voice. "Jane is in your +bedroom." "O! no! she's not," was the reply. "But I saw her lift the +<i>portière</i>," I persisted; "she has only just dropped it." "You are +mistaken," replied my hostess, "for Jane has gone on the beach with the +child." I felt sure I had <i>not</i> been mistaken, but I held my tongue and +said no more. The conversation was resumed, and as we were deep in the +delicate matter, the woman appeared for the second time.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Volckman," I whispered, "Jane is really there. She has just looked +in again."</p> + +<p>My friend rose from her seat. "Come with me," she said, "and I will +convince you that you are wrong."</p> + +<p>I followed her into the bedroom, where she showed me that the door +communicating with the passage was locked <i>inside</i>.</p> + +<p>"Now, do you see," she continued, "that no one but the 'Green Lady' +could enter this room but through the one we are sitting in."</p> + +<p>"Then it must have been the 'Green Lady,'" I replied, "for I assuredly +saw a woman standing in the doorway."</p> + +<p>"That is likely enough," said Mrs. Volckman; "but if she comes again she +shall have the trouble of drawing back the curtains."</p> + +<p>And thereupon she unhooped the <i>portière</i>, which consisted of two +curtains, and drew them right across the door. We had hardly regained +our seats in the bay window before the two curtains were sharply drawn +aside, making the brass rings rattle on the rod, and the "Green Lady" +stood in the opening we had just passed through. Mrs. Volckman told her +not to be afraid, but to come out and speak to us; but she was +apparently not equal to doing so, and only stood there for a few minutes +gazing at us. I imprudently left my seat and approached her, with a view +to making overtures of friendship, when she dropped the curtains over +her figure. I passed through them immediately to the other side, and +found the bedroom empty and the door locked inside, as before.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE STORY OF THE MONK.</h3> + + +<p>A lady named Uniacke, a resident in Bruges, whilst on a visit to my +house in London, met and had a <i>séance</i> with William Eglinton, with +which she was so delighted that she immediately invited him to go and +stay with her abroad, and as my husband and I were about to cross over +to Bruges to see my sister, who also resided there, we travelled in +company—Mr. Eglinton living at Mrs. Uniacke's home, whilst we stayed +with our own relations. Mrs. Uniacke was a medium herself, and had +already experienced some very noisy and violent demonstrations in her +own house. She was, therefore, quite prepared for her visitor, and had +fitted up a spare room with a cabinet and blinds to the windows, and +everything that was necessary. But, somewhat to her chagrin, we were +informed at the first sitting by Mr. Eglinton's control, "Joey," that +all future <i>séances</i> were to take place at my sister's house instead. We +were given no reason for the change; we were simply told to obey it. My +sister's house was rather a peculiar one, and I have already alluded to +it, and some of the sights and sounds by which it was haunted, in the +chapter headed "Optical Illusions." The building is so ancient that the +original date has been completely lost. A stone set into one of the +walls bore an inscription to the effect that it was restored in the year +1616. And an obsolete plan of the city shows it to have stood in its +present condition in 1562. Prior to that period, however, probably about +the thirteenth century, it is supposed, with three houses on either side +of it, to have formed a convent, but no printed record remains of the +fact. Beneath it are subterraneous passages, choked with rubbish, which +lead, no one knows whither. I had stayed in this house several times +before, and always felt unpleasant influences from it, as I have +related, especially in a large room on the lower floor, then used as a +drawing-room, but which is said to have formed, originally, the chapel +to the convent. Others had felt the influence beside myself, though we +never had had reason to suppose that there was any particular cause for +it. When we expressed curiosity, however, to learn why "Joey" desired us +to hold our <i>séance</i> in my sister's house, he told us that the medium +had not been brought over to Bruges for <i>our</i> pleasure or edification, +but that there was a great work to be done there, and Mrs. Uniacke had +been expressly influenced to invite him over, that the purposes of a +higher power than his own should be accomplished. Consequently, on the +following evening Mrs. Uniacke brought Mr. Eglinton over to my sister's +house, and "Joey" having been asked to choose a room for the sitting, +selected an <i>entresol</i> on the upper floor, which led by two short +passages to the bedrooms. The bedroom doors being locked a dark curtain +was hung at the entrance of one of these passages, and "Joey" declared +it was a first-rate cabinet. We then assembled in the drawing-room, for +the purposes of music and conversation, for we intended to hold the +<i>séance</i> later in the evening. The party consisted only of the medium, +Mrs. Uniacke, my sister, my husband, and myself. After I had sung a song +or two, Mr. Eglinton became restless and moved away from the piano, +saying the influence was too strong for him. He began walking up and +down the room, and staring fixedly at the door, before which hung a +<i>portière</i>. Several times he exclaimed with knitted brows, "What is the +matter with that door? There is something very peculiar about it." Once +he approached it quickly, but "Joey's" voice was heard from behind the +<i>portière</i>, saying, "Don't come too near." Mr. Eglinton then retreated +to a sofa, and appeared to be fighting violently with some unpleasant +influence. He made the sign of the cross, then extended his fingers +towards the door, as though to exorcise it: finally he burst into a +mocking, scornful peal of laughter that lasted for some minutes. As it +concluded, a diabolical expression came over his face. He clenched his +hands, gnashed his teeth, and commenced to grope in a crouching position +towards the door. We concluded he wished to get up to the room where the +cabinet was, and let him have his way. He crawled, rather than walked, +up the steep turret stairs, but on reaching the top, came to himself +suddenly and fell back several steps. My husband, fortunately, was just +behind him and saved him from a fall. He complained greatly of the +influence and of a pain in his head, and we sat at the table to receive +directions. In a few seconds the same spirit had taken possession of +him. He left the table and groped his way towards the bedrooms, +listening apparently to every sound, and with his hand holding an +imaginary knife which was raised every now and then as if to strike. The +expression on Mr. Eglinton's face during this possession is too horrible +to describe. The worst passions were written as legibly there as though +they had been labelled. There was a short flight of stairs leading from +the <i>entresol</i> to the corridor, closed at the head by a padded door, +which we had locked for fear of accident. When, apparently in pursuit of +his object, the spirit led the medium up to this door and he found it +fastened, his moans were terrible. Half-a-dozen times he made his weary +round of the room, striving to get downstairs to accomplish some end, +and to return to us moaning and baffled. At this juncture, he was so +exhausted that one of his controls, "Daisy," took possession of him and +talked with us for some time. We asked "Daisy" what the spirit was like +that had controlled Mr. Eglinton last, and she said she did not like +him—he had a bad face, no hair on the top of his head, and a long black +frock. From this we concluded he had been a monk or a priest. When +"Daisy" had finished speaking to us "Joey" desired Mr. Eglinton to go +into the cabinet; but as soon as he rose, the same spirit got possession +again and led him grovelling as before towards the bedrooms. His +"guides" therefore carried him into the cabinet before our eyes. He was +elevated far above our heads, his feet touching each of us in turn; he +was then carried past the unshaded window, which enabled us to judge of +the height he was from the ground, and finally over a large table, into +the cabinet.</p> + +<p>Nothing, however, of consequence occurred, and "Joey" advised us to take +the medium downstairs to the supper room.</p> + +<p>Accordingly we adjourned there, and during supper Mr. Eglinton appeared +to be quite himself, and laughed with us over what had taken place. As +soon as the meal was over, however, the old restlessness returned on +him, and he began pacing up and down the room, walking out every now and +then into the corridor. In a few minutes we perceived that the uneasy +spirit again controlled him, and we all followed. He went steadily +towards the drawing-room, but, on finding himself pursued, turned back, +and three times pronounced emphatically the word "Go." He then entered +the drawing-room, which was in darkness, and closed the door behind him, +whilst we waited outside. In a little while he reopened it, and speaking +in quite a different voice, said "Bring a light! I have something to say +to you." When we reassembled with a lamp we found the medium controlled +by a new spirit, whom "Joey" afterwards told us was one of his highest +guides. Motioning us to be seated, he stood before us and said, "I have +been selected from amongst the controls of this medium to tell you the +history of the unhappy being who has so disturbed you this evening. He +is present now, and the confession of his crime through my lips will +help him to throw off the earthbound condition to which it has condemned +him. Many years ago, the house in which we now stand was a convent, and +underneath it were four subterraneous passages running north, south, +east, and west, which communicated with all parts of the town. (I must +here state that Mr. Eglinton had not previously been informed of any +particulars relating to the former history of my sister's home, neither +were Mrs. Uniacke or myself acquainted with it.)</p> + +<p>"In this convent there lived a most beautiful woman—a nun, and in one +of the neighboring monasteries a priest who, against the strict law of +his Church, had conceived and nourished a passion for her. He was an +Italian who had been obliged to leave his own country, for reasons best +known to himself, and nightly he would steal his way to this house, by +means of one of the subterraneous passages, and attempt to overcome the +nun's scruples, and make her listen to his tale of love; but she, strong +in the faith, resisted him. At last, maddened one day by her repeated +refusals, and his own guilty passion, he hid himself in one of the +northern rooms in the upper story of this house, and watched there in +the dark for her to pass him on her way from her devotions in the +chapel; but she did not come. Then he crept downstairs stealthily, with +a dagger hid beneath his robes, and met her in the hall. He conjured her +again to yield to him, but again she resisted, and he stabbed her within +the door on the very spot where the medium first perceived him. Her +pure soul sought immediate consolation in the spirit spheres, but his +has been chained down ever since to the scene of his awful crime. He +dragged her body down the secret stairs (which are still existent) to +the vaults beneath, and hid it in the subterraneous passage.</p> + +<p>"After a few days he sought it again, and buried it. He lived many years +after, and committed many other crimes, though none so foul as this. It +is his unhappy spirit that asks your prayers to help it to progress. It +is for this purpose that we were brought to this city, that we might aid +in releasing the miserable soul that cannot rest."</p> + +<p>I asked, "By what name shall we pray for him?"</p> + +<p>"Pray for 'the distressed Being.' Call him by no other name."</p> + +<p>"What is your own name?"</p> + +<p>"I prefer to be unknown. May God bless you all and keep you in the way +of prayer and truth and from all evil courses, and bring you to +everlasting life. Amen."</p> + +<p>The medium then walked up to the spot he had indicated as the scene of +the murder, and knelt there for some minutes in prayer.</p> + +<p>Thus concluded the first <i>séance</i> at which the monk was introduced to +us. But the next day as I sat at the table with my sister only, the name +of "Hortense Dupont" was given us, and the following conversation was +rapped out.</p> + +<p>"Who are you?"</p> + +<p>"I am the nun. I did love him. I couldn't help it. It is such a relief +to think that he will be prayed for."</p> + +<p>"When did he murder you?"</p> + +<p>"In 1498."</p> + +<p>"What was his name?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot tell you."</p> + +<p>"His age."</p> + +<p>"Thirty-five!"</p> + +<p>"And yours."</p> + +<p>"Twenty-three."</p> + +<p>"Are you coming to see us to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"I am not sure."</p> + +<p>On that evening, by "Joey's" orders, we assembled at seven. Mr. Eglinton +did not feel the influence in the drawing-room that day, but directly he +entered the <i>séance</i> room, he was possessed by the same spirit. His +actions were still more graphic than on the first occasion. He watched +from the window for the coming of his victim through the courtyard, and +then recommenced his crawling stealthy pursuit, coming back each time +from the locked door that barred his egress with such heart-rending +moans that no one could have listened to him unmoved. At last, his agony +was so great, as he strove again and again, like some dumb animal, to +pass through the walls that divided him from the spot he wished to +visit, whilst the perspiration streamed down the medium's face with the +struggle, that we attempted to make him speak to us. We implored him in +French to tell us his trouble, and believe us to be his friends; but he +only pushed us away. At last we were impressed to pray for him, and +kneeling down, we repeated all the well-known Catholic prayers. As we +commenced the "De Profundis" the medium fell prostrate on the earth, and +seemed to wrestle with his agony. At the "Salve Regina" and "Ave Maria" +he lifted his eyes to heaven and clasped his hands, and in the "Pater +Noster" he appeared to join. But directly we ceased praying the evil +passions returned, and his face became distorted in the thirst for +blood. It was an experience that no one who had seen could ever forget. +At last my sister fetched a crucifix, which we placed upon his breast. +It had not been there many seconds before a different expression came +over his face. He seized it in both hands, straining it to his eyes, +lips, and heart, holding it from him at arm's length, then passionately +kissing it, as we repeated the "Anima Christi." Finally, he held the +crucifix out for each of us to kiss; a beautiful smile broke out on the +medium's face, and the spirit passed out of him.</p> + +<p>Mr. Eglinton awoke on that occasion terribly exhausted. His face was as +white as a sheet, and he trembled violently. His first words were: "They +are doing something to my forehead. Burn a piece of paper, and give me +the ashes." He rubbed them between his eyes, when the sign of the cross +became distinctly visible, drawn in deep red lines upon his forehead. +The controls then said, exhausted as Mr. Eglinton was, we were to place +him in the cabinet, as their work was not yet done. He was accordingly +led in trance to the arm-chair behind the curtain, whilst we formed a +circle in front of him. In a few seconds the cabinet was illuminated, +and a cross of fire appeared outside of it. This manifestation having +been seen twice, the head and shoulders of a nun appeared floating +outside the curtain. Her white coif and "chin-piece" were pinned just as +the "<i>religieuses</i>" are in the habit of pinning them, and she seemed +very anxious to show herself, coming close to each of us in turn, and +re-appearing several times. Her face was that of a young and pretty +woman. "Joey" said, "That's the nun, but you'll understand that this is +only a preliminary trial, preparatory to a more perfect +materialization." I asked the apparition if she were the "Hortense +Dupont" that had communicated through me, and she nodded her head +several times in acquiescence. Thus ended our second <i>séance</i> with the +Monk of Bruges.</p> + +<p>On the third day we were all sitting at supper in my sister's house at +about ten o'clock at night, when loud raps were heard about the room, +and on giving the alphabet, "Joey" desired us to go upstairs and sit, +and to have the door at the head of the staircase (which we had hitherto +locked for fear of accidents) left open; which we accordingly did. As +soon as we were seated at the table, the medium became entranced, and +the same pantomime which I have related was gone through. He watched +from the window that looked into the courtyard, and silently groped his +way round the room, until he had crawled on his stomach up the stairs +that led to the padded door. When he found, however, that the obstacle +that had hitherto stood in his way was removed (by its being open) he +drew a long breath and started away for the winding turret staircase, +listening at the doors he passed to find out if he were overheard. When +he came to the stairs, in descending which we had been so afraid he +might hurt himself, he was carried down them in the most wonderful +manner, only placing his hand on the balustrades, and swooping to the +bottom in one flight. We had placed a lamp in the hall, so that as we +followed him we could observe all his actions. When he reached the +bottom of the staircase he crawled on his stomach to the door of the +drawing-room (originally the chapel) and there waited and listened, +darting back into the shadow every time he fancied he heard a sound. +Imagine our little party of four in that sombre old house, the only +ones waking at that time of night, watching by the ghastly light of a +turned-down lamp the acting of that terrible tragedy. We held our breath +as the murderer crouched by the chapel door, opening it noiselessly to +peep within, and then, retreating with his imaginary dagger in his hand, +ready to strike as soon as his victim appeared. At last she seemed to +come. In an instant he had sprung to meet her, stabbing her first in a +half-stooping attitude, and then, apparently, finding her not dead, he +rose to his full height and stabbed her twice, straight downwards. For a +moment he seemed paralyzed at what he had done, starting back with both +hands clasped to his forehead. Then he flung himself prostrate on the +supposed body, kissing the ground frantically in all directions. +Presently he woke to the fear of detection, and raised the corpse +suddenly in his arms. He fell once beneath the supposed weight, but +staggering to his feet again, seized and dragged it, slipping on the +stone floor as he went, to the head of the staircase that led to the +cellars below, where the mouth of one of the subterraneous passages was +still to be seen. The door at the head of this flight was modern, and he +could not undo the lock, so, prevented from dragging the body down the +steps, he cast himself again upon it, kissing the stone floor of the +hall and moaning. At last he dragged himself on his knees to the spot of +the murder, and began to pray. We knelt with him, and as he heard our +voices he turned on his knees towards us with outstretched hands. I +suggested that he wanted the crucifix again, and went upstairs to fetch +it, when the medium followed me. When I had found what I sought, he +seized it from me eagerly, and carrying it to the window, whence he had +so often watched, fell down again upon his knees. After praying for some +time he tried to speak to us. His lips moved and his tongue protruded, +but he was unable to articulate. Suddenly he seized each of our hands in +turn in both of his own, and wrung them violently. He tried to bless us, +but the words would not come. The same beautiful smile we had seen the +night before broke out over his countenance, the crucifix dropped from +his hands, and he fell prostrate on the floor. The next moment Mr. +Eglinton was asking us where he was and what on earth had happened to +him, as he felt so queer. He declared himself fearfully exhausted, but +said he felt that a great calm and peace had come over him +notwithstanding the weakness, and he believed some great good had been +accomplished. He was not again entranced, but "Joey" ordered the light +to be put out, and spoke to us in the direct voice as follows:—</p> + +<p>"I've just come to tell you what I know you will be very glad to hear, +that through the medium's power, and our power, and the great power of +God, the unhappy spirit who has been confessing his crime to you is +freed to-night from the heaviest part of his burden—the being +earth-chained to the spot. I don't mean to say that he will go away at +once to the spheres, because he's got a lot to do still to alter the +conditions under which he labors, but the worst is over. This was the +special work Mr. Eglinton was brought to Bruges to do, and Ernest and I +can truly say that, during the whole course of our control of him, we +have never had to put forth our own powers, nor to ask so earnestly for +the help of God, as in the last three days. You have all helped in a +good work,—to free a poor soul from earth, and to set him on the right +road, and <i>we</i> are grateful to you and to the medium, as well as he. He +will be able to progress rapidly now until he reaches his proper sphere, +and hereafter the spirits of himself and the woman he murdered will work +together to undo for others the harm they brought upon themselves. She +is rejoicing in her high sphere at the work we have done for him, and +will be the first to help and welcome him upward. There are many more +earth-bound spirits in this house and the surrounding houses who are +suffering as he was, though not to the same extent, nor for the same +reason. But they all ask for and need your help and your prayers, and +this is the greatest and noblest end of Spiritualism—to aid poor, +unhappy spirits to free themselves from earth and progress upwards. +After a while when this spirit can control the medium with calmness, he +will come himself and tell you, through him, all his history and how he +came to fall. Meanwhile, we thank you very much for allowing us to draw +so much strength from you and helping us with your sympathy, and I hope +you will believe me always to remain, your loving friend, Joey."</p> + +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>This account, with very little alteration, was published in the +<i>Spiritualist</i> newspaper, August 29th, 1879, when the <i>séances</i> had +just occurred. There is a sequel to the story, however, which is almost +as remarkable as itself, and which has not appeared in print till now. +From Bruges on this occasion my husband and I went to Brussels, where we +diverted ourselves by means very dissimilar to anything so grave as +Spiritualism. There were many sales going on in Brussels at that moment, +and one of our amusements was to make a tour of the salerooms and +inspect the articles put up for competition. During one of these visits +I was much taken by a large oil pointing, in a massive frame, measuring +some six or seven feet square. It represented a man in the dress of a +Franciscan monk—<i>i.e.</i>, a brown serge robe, knotted with cords about +the waist—kneeling in prayer with outstretched hands upon a mass of +burning embers. It was labelled in the catalogue as the picture of a +Spanish monk of the order of Saint Francis Xavier, and was evidently a +painting of some value. I was drawn to go and look at it several days in +succession before the sale, and I told my husband that I coveted its +possession. He laughed at me and said it would fetch a great deal more +money than we could afford to give for it, in which opinion I +acquiesced. The day of the sale, however, found us in our places to +watch the proceedings, and when the picture of the monk was put up I bid +a small sum for it. Col. Lean looked at me in astonishment, but I +whispered to him that I was only in fun, and I should stop at a hundred +francs. The bidding was very languid, however, and to my utter +amazement, the picture was knocked down to me for <i>seventy-two francs</i>. +I could hardly believe that it was true. Directly the sale was +concluded, the brokers crowded round me to ask what I would take for the +painting, and they told me they had not thought of bidding until it +should have reached a few hundred francs. But I told them I had got my +bargain, and I meant to stick by it. When we returned next day to make +arrangements for its being sent to us, the auctioneer informed us that +the frame alone in which it had been sent for sale had cost three +hundred francs, so that I was well satisfied with my purchase. This +occurrence took place a short time before we returned to England, where +we arrived long before the painting, which, with many others, was left +to follow us by a cheaper and slower route.</p> + +<p>The Sunday after we reached home (having seen no friends in the +meanwhile), we walked into Steinway Hall to hear Mr. Fletcher's +lecture. At its conclusion he passed as usual into a state of trance, +and described what he saw before him. In the midst of mentioning people, +places, and incidents unknown to us, he suddenly exclaimed: "Now I see a +very strange thing, totally unlike anything I have ever seen before, and +I hardly know how to describe it. A man comes before me—a +foreigner—and in a dress belonging to some monastic order, a brown robe +of coarse cloth or flannel, with a rope round his waist and beads +hanging, and bare feet and a shaved head. He is dragging a picture on to +the platform, a very large painting in a frame, and it looks to me like +a portrait of himself, kneeling on a carpet of burning wood. No! I am +wrong. The man tells me the picture is <i>not</i> a portrait of himself, but +of the founder of his Order, and it is in the possession of some people +in this hall to-night. The man tells me to tell these people that it was +<i>his</i> spirit that influenced them to buy this painting at some place +over the water, and he did so in order that they might keep it in +remembrance of what they have done for him. And he desires that they +shall hang that picture in some room where they may see it every day, +that they may never forget the help which spirits on this earth may +render by their prayers to spirits that have passed away. And he offers +them through me his heartfelt thanks for the assistance given him, and +he says the day is not far off when he shall pray for himself and for +them, that their kindness may return into their own bosoms."</p> + +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>The oil painting reached England in safety some weeks afterwards, and +was hung over the mantel-piece in our dining-room, where it remained, a +familiar object to all our personal acquaintances.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE MEDIUMSHIP OF MISS SHOWERS.</h3> + + +<p>Some time before I had the pleasure of meeting Miss Showers, I heard, +through friends living in the west of England, of the mysterious and +marvellous powers possessed by a young lady of their acquaintance, who +was followed by voices in the air, which held conversations with her, +and the owners of which were said to have made themselves visible. I +listened with curiosity, the more so, as my informants utterly +disbelieved in Spiritualism, and thought the phenomena were due to +trickery. At the same time I conceived a great desire to see the girl of +sixteen, who, for no gain or apparent object of her own, was so clever +as to mystify everyone around her; and when she and her mother came to +London, I was amongst the first to beg for an introduction, and I shall +never forget the experiences I had with her. She was the first <i>private</i> +medium through whom my personal friends returned to converse with me; +and no one but a Spiritualist can appreciate the blessing of spiritual +communications through a source that is above the breath of suspicion. I +have already written at length about Miss Showers in "The story of John +Powles." She was a child, compared to myself, whose life had hardly +commenced when mine was virtually over, and neither she, nor any member +of her family, had ever had an opportunity of becoming acquainted with +even the names of my former friends. Yet (as I have related) John Powles +made Miss Showers his especial mouthpiece, and my daughter "Florence" +(then a little child) also appeared through her, though at long +intervals, and rather timidly. Her own controls, however, or cabinet +spirits (as they call them in America)—<i>i.e.</i>, such spirits as are +always about the medium, and help the strangers to appear—"Peter," +"Florence," "Lenore," and "Sally," were very familiar with me, and +afforded me such facilities of testing their medium as do not often fall +to the lot of inquirers. Indeed, at one time, they always requested +that I should be present at their <i>séances</i>, so that I considered myself +to be highly favored. And I may mention here that Miss Showers and I +were so much <i>en rapport</i> that her manifestations were always much +stronger in my presence. We could not sit next each other at an ordinary +tea or supper table, when we had no thought of, or desire to hold a +<i>séance</i>, without manifestations occurring in the full light. A hand, +that did not belong to either of us, would make itself apparent under +the table-cloth between us—a hand with power to grasp ours—or our feet +would be squeezed or kicked beneath the table, or fingers would suddenly +appear, and whisk the food off our plates. Some of their jests were +inconvenient. I have had the whole contents of a tumbler, which I was +raising to my lips, emptied over my dress. It was generally known that +our powers were sympathetic, and at last "Peter" gave me leave, or, +rather, ordered me to sit in the cabinet with "Rosie," whilst the +manifestations went on outside. He used to say he didn't care for me any +more than if I had been "a spirit myself." One evening "Peter" called me +into the cabinet (which was simply a large box cupboard at one end of +the dining-room) before the <i>séance</i> began, and told me to sit down at +the medium's feet and "be a good girl and keep quiet." Miss Showers was +in a low chair, and I sat with my arms resting on her lap. She did not +become entranced, and we talked the whole time together. Presently, +without any warning, two figures stood beside us. I could not have said +where they came from. I neither saw them rise from the floor nor descend +from the ceiling. There was no beginning to their appearance. In a +moment they were simply <i>there</i>—"Peter" and "Florence" (not my child, +but Miss Showers' control of the same names).</p> + +<p>"Peter" sent "Florence" out to the audience, where we heard her speaking +to them and their remarks upon her (there being only a thin curtain hung +before the entrance of the cabinet), but he stayed with us himself. We +could not see him distinctly in the dim light, but we could distinctly +hear and feel him. He changed our ornaments and ribbons, and pulled the +hair-pins out of our hair, and made comments on what was going on +outside. After a while "Florence" returned to get more power, and both +spirits spoke to and touched us at the same time. During the whole of +this <i>séance</i> my arms rested on Miss Showers' lap, and she was awake and +talking to me about the spirits.</p> + +<p>One evening, at a sitting at Mr. Luxmore's house in Hyde Park Square, +the spirit "Florence" had been walking amongst the audience in the +lighted front drawing-room for a considerable time—even sitting at the +piano and accompanying herself whilst she sung us a song in what she +called "the planetary language." She greatly resembled her medium on +that occasion, and several persons present remarked that she did so. I +suppose the inferred doubt annoyed her, for before she finally left us +she asked for a light, and a small oil lamp was brought to her which she +placed in my hand, telling me to follow her and look at her medium, +which I accordingly did. "Florence" led the way into the back +drawing-room, where I found Miss Showers reposing in an arm-chair. The +first sight of her terrified me. For the purpose of making any change in +her dress as difficult as possible, she wore a high, tight-fitting black +velvet frock, fastened at the back, and high Hessian boots, with +innumerable buttons. But she now appeared to be shrunk to half her usual +size, and the dress hung loosely on her figure. Her arms had +disappeared, but putting my hands up the dress sleeves, I found them +diminished to the size of those of a little child—the fingers reaching +only to where the elbows had been. The same miracle had happened to her +feet, which only occupied half her boots. She looked in fact like the +mummy of a girl of four or six years old. The spirit told me to feel her +face. The forehead was dry, rough, and burning hot, but from the chin +water was dropping freely on to the bosom of her dress. "Florence" said +to me, "I wanted <i>you</i> to see her, because I know you are brave enough +to tell people what you have seen."</p> + +<p>There was a marked difference in the personality of the two influences +"Florence" and "Lenore," although both at times resembled Miss Showers, +and sometimes more than others. "Florence" was taller than her medium, +and a very beautiful woman. "Lenore" was much shorter and smaller, and +not so pretty, but more vivacious and pert. By the invitation of Mrs. +Macdougal Gregory, I attended several <i>séances</i> with Miss Showers at her +residence in Green Street, when these spirits appeared. "Lenore" was +fond of saying that she wouldn't or couldn't come out unless <i>I</i> held +her hand, or put my arm round her waist. To tell the truth, I didn't +care for the distinction, for this influence was very peculiar in some +things, and to me she always appeared "uncanny," and to leave an +unpleasant feeling behind her. She was seldom completely formed, and +would hold up a foot which felt like wet clay, and had no toes to it, or +not the proper quantity. On occasions, too, there was a charnel-house +smell about her, as if she had been buried a few weeks and dug up again, +an odor which I have never smelt from any materialized spirit before or +after. One evening at Mrs. Gregory's, when "Lenore" had insisted upon +walking round the circle supported by my arm, I nearly fainted from the +smell. It resembled nothing but that of a putrid corpse, and when she +returned to the cabinet, I was compelled to leave the room and retch +from the nausea it had caused me. It was on this occasion that the +sitters called "Lenore" so many times back into the circle, that all the +power was gone, and she was in danger of melting away before their eyes. +Still they entreated her to remain with them a little longer. At last +she grew impatient, and complained to me of their unreasonableness. She +was then raised from the floor—actually floating just outside the +curtain—and she asked me to put my hands up her skirts and convince +myself that she was half-dematerialized. I did as she told me, and felt +that she had <i>no legs</i>, although she had been walking round the room a +few minutes before. I could feel nothing but the trunk of a body, which +was completely lifted off the ground. Her voice, too, had grown faint +and her face indistinct, and in another moment she had totally +disappeared.</p> + +<p>One evening at Mrs. Gregory's, after the <i>séance</i> was concluded, +"Florence" looked round the curtain and called to me to come inside of +it. I did so and found myself in total darkness. I said, "What's the +good of my coming here? I can't see anything." "Florence" took me by one +hand, and answered, "I will lead you! Don't be afraid." Then some one +else grasped my other hand, and "Peter's" voice said, "We've got you +safe. We want you to feel the medium." The two figures led me between +them to the sofa on which Miss Showers was lying. They passed my hand +all over her head and body. I felt, as before, her hands and feet +shrunk to half their usual size, but her heart appeared to have become +proportionately increased. When my hand was placed upon it, it was +leaping up and down violently, and felt like a rabbit or some other live +animal bounding in her bosom. Her brain was burning as before, but her +extremities were icy cold. There was no doubt at all of the abnormal +condition into which the medium had been thrown, in order to produce +these strong physical manifestations which were borrowed, for the time +being, from her life, and could never (so they informed me) put the +<i>whole</i> of what they borrowed back again. This seems to account for the +invariable deterioration of health and strength that follows physical +manifestations in both sexes. These were the grounds alone on which they +explained to me the fact that, on several occasions, when the +materialized spirit has been violently seized and held apart from the +medium, it has been found to have become, or been changed into the +medium, and always with injury to the latter—as in the case of Florence +Cook being seized by Mr. Volckman and Sir George Sitwell. Mr. Volckman +concluded because when he seized the spirit "Katie King," he found he +was holding Florence Cook, that the latter must have impersonated the +former; yet I shall tell you in its proper place how I have sat in the +same room with "Katie King," whilst Miss Cook lay in a trance between +us. The medium nearly lost her life on the occasion alluded to, from the +sudden disturbance of the mysterious link that bound her to the spirit. +I have had it from the lips of the Countess of Caithness, who was one of +the sitters, and stayed with Miss Cook till she was better, that she was +in convulsions the whole night after, and that it was some time before +they believed she would recover. If a medium could simulate a +materialized spirit, it is hardly likely that she would (or could) +simulate convulsions with a medical man standing by her bedside. "You +see," said Miss Showers' "Florence," whilst pointing out to me the +decreased size of her medium under trance, "that 'Rosie' is half her +usual size and weight. <i>I</i> have borrowed the other half from her, which, +combined with contributions from the sitters, goes to make up the body +in which I shew myself to you. If you seize and hold me tight, you <i>are</i> +holding her, <i>i.e.</i>, half of her, and you increase the action of the +vital half to such a degree that, if the two halves did not reunite, you +would kill her. You see that I can detach certain particles from her +organism for my own use, and when I dematerialize, I restore these +particles to her, and she becomes once more her normal size. You only +hurry the reunion by violently detaining me, so as to injure her. But +you might drive her mad, or kill her in the attempt, because the +particles of brain, or body, might become injured by such a violent +collision. If you believe I can take them from her (as you see I do) in +order to render my invisible body visible to you, why can't you believe +I can make them fly together again on the approach of danger. And +granted the one power, I see no difficulty in acknowledging the other."</p> + +<p>One day Mrs. Showers invited me to assist at a <i>séance</i> to be given +expressly for friends living at a distance. When I reached the house, +however, I found the friends were unable to be present, and the meeting +was adjourned. Mrs. Showers apologized for the alteration of plan, but I +was glad of it. I had often sat with "Rosie" in company with others, and +I wanted to sit with her quite alone, or rather to sit with her in a +room quite alone, and see what would spontaneously occur, without any +solicitation on our parts. We accordingly annexed the drawing-room for +our sole use—locked the door, extinguished the lights, and sat down on +a sofa side by side, with our arms round each other. The manifestations +that followed were not all nice ones. They formed an experience to be +passed through once, but not willingly repeated, and I should not relate +them here, excepting that they afford so strong a proof that they were +produced by a power outside and entirely distinct from our own—a power, +which having once called into action, we had no means of repressing. We +had sat in the dark for some minutes, without hearing or seeing +anything, when I thoughtlessly called out, "Now, Peter, do your worst," +and extending my arms, singing, "Come! for my arms are empty." In a +moment a large, heavy figure fell with such force into my outstretched +arms as to bruise my shoulder—it seemed like a form made of wood or +iron, rather than flesh and blood—and the rough treatment that ensued +for both of us is almost beyond description. It seemed as if the room +were filled with materialized creatures, who were determined to let us +know they were not to be trifled with. Our faces and hands were slapped, +our hair pulled down, and our clothes nearly torn off our backs. My silk +skirt being separate from the bodice was torn off at the waistband, and +the trimming ripped from it, and Miss Showers' muslin dress was also +much damaged. We were both thoroughly frightened, but no expostulations +or entreaties had any effect with our tormentors. At the same time we +heard the sound as of a multitude of large birds or bats swooping about +the room. The fluttering of wings was incessant, and we could hear them +"scrooping" up and down the walls. In the midst of the confusion, +"Rosie" was whisked out of my arms (for fright had made us cling tighter +than ever together) and planted on the top of a table at some distance +from me, at which she was so frightened she began to cry, and I called +out, "Powles, where are you? Can't you stop them?" My appeal was heard. +Peter's voice exclaimed, "Hullo! here's Powles coming!" and all the +noise ceased. We heard the advent of my friend, and in another moment he +was smoothing down the ruffled hair and arranging the disordered dresses +and telling me to light the gas and not be frightened. As soon as I +could I obeyed his directions and found Rosie sitting doubled up in the +centre of the table, but the rest of the room and furniture in its usual +condition. "Peter" and his noisy crowd had vanished—so had "Powles," +and there was nothing but our torn skirts and untidy appearance to prove +that we had not been having an unholy dream. "Peter" is not a wicked +spirit—far from it—but he is a very earthly and frivolous one. But +when we consider that nine-tenths of the spirits freed from the flesh +are both earthly and frivolous (if not worse), I know not what right we +have to expect to receive back angels in their stead.</p> + +<p>At one time when my sister Blanche (who was very sceptical as to the +possibility of the occurrences I related having taken place before me) +was staying in my house at Bayswater, I asked Miss Showers if she would +give us a <i>séance</i> in my own home, to which she kindly assented. This +was an unusual concession on her part, because, in consequence of +several accidents and scandals that had occurred from media being +forcibly detained (as I have just alluded to), her mother was naturally +averse to her sitting anywhere but in their own circle. However, on my +promising to invite no strangers, Mrs. Showers herself brought her +daughter to my house. We had made no preparation for the <i>séance</i> except +by opening part of the folding doors between the dining-room and study, +and hanging a curtain over the aperture. But I had carefully locked the +door of the study, so that there should be no egress from it excepting +through the dining-room, and had placed against the locked door a heavy +writing-table laden with books and ornaments to make "assurance doubly +sure." We sat first in the drawing-room above, where there was a piano. +The lights were extinguished, and Miss Showers sat down to the +instrument and played the accompaniment to a very simple melody, "Under +the willow she's sleeping." Four voices, sometimes alone and sometimes +<i>all together</i>, accompanied her own. One was a baritone, supposed to +proceed from "Peter," the second, a soprano, from "Lenore." The third +was a rumbling bass, from an influence who called himself "The Vicar of +Croydon," and sung in a fat, unctuous, and conceited voice; and the +fourth was a cracked and quavering treble, from another spirit called +"The Abbess." These were the voices, Mrs. Showers told me, that first +followed her daughter about the house in Devonshire, and gained her such +an unenviable notoriety there. The four voices were perfectly distinct +from one another, and sometimes blended most ludicrously and tripped +each other up in a way which made the song a medley—upon which each one +would declare it was the fault of the other. "The Vicar of Croydon" +always required a great deal of solicitation before he could be induced +to exhibit his powers, but having once commenced, it was difficult to +make him leave off again, whereas "The Abbess" was always complaining +that they would not allow her to sing the solos. An infant's voice also +sung some baby songs in a sweet childish treble, but she was also very +shy and seldom was heard, in comparison with the rest. "All +ventriloquism!" I hear some reader cry. If so, Miss Showers ought to +have made a fortune in exhibiting her talent in public. I have heard the +best ventriloquists in the world, but I never heard one who could +produce <i>four</i> voices at the same time.</p> + +<p>After the musical portion of the <i>séance</i> was over, we descended to the +dining-room, where the gas was burning, and the medium passed through +it to the secured study, where a mattress was laid upon the floor for +her accommodation. "Florence" was the first to appear, tall and +beautiful in appearance, and with upraised eyes like a nun. She measured +her height against the wall with me, and we found she was the taller of +the two by a couple of inches,—my height being five feet six, the +medium's five feet, and the spirit's five feet eight, an abnormal height +for a woman. "Lenore" came next, very short indeed, looking like a child +of four or six, but she grew before our eyes, until her head was on a +level with mine. She begged us all to observe that she had <i>not</i> got on +"Rosie's" petticoat body. She said she had borrowed it on one occasion, +and Mrs. Showers had recognized it, and slipped upstairs in the middle +of the <i>séance</i> and found it missing from her daughter's chest of +drawers, and that she had been so angry in consequence (fearing Rosie's +honor might be impeached) that she said if "Lenore" did not promise +never to do so again, she should not be allowed to assist at the +<i>séances</i> at all. So Miss "Lenore," in rather a pert and defiant mood, +begged Mrs. Showers to see that what she wore was her own property, and +not that of the medium. She was succeeded on that occasion by a strange +being, totally different from the other two, who called herself "Sally," +and said she had been a cook. She was one of those extraordinary +influences for whose return to earth one can hardly account; quick, and +clever, and amusing as she could be, but with an unrefined wit and +manner, and to all appearance, more earthly-minded than ourselves. But +do we not often ask the same question with respect to those still +existent here below? What were they born for? What good do they do? Why +were they ever permitted to come? God, without whose permission nothing +happens, alone can answer it.</p> + +<p>We had often to tease "Peter" to materialize and show himself, but he +invariably refused, or postponed the work to another occasion. His +excuse was that the medium being so small, he could not obtain +sufficient power from her to make himself appear as a big man, and he +didn't like to come, "looking like a girl in a billycock hat." "I came +once to Mrs. Showers," he said, "and she declared I was 'Rosie' dressed +up, and so I have resolved never to show myself again." At the close of +that <i>séance</i>, however, "Peter" asked me to go into the study and see +him wake the medium. When I entered it and made my way up to the +mattress, I found Miss Showers extended on it in a deep sleep, whilst +"Peter," materialized, sat at her feet. He made me sit down next to him +and take his hand and feel his features with my own hand. Then he +proceeded to rouse "Rosie" by shaking her and calling her by name, +holding me by one hand, as he did so. As Miss Showers yawned and woke up +from her trance, the hand slipped from mine, and "Peter" evaporated. +When she sat up I said to her gently, "I am here! Peter brought me in +and was sitting on the mattress by my side till just this moment." "Ha, +ha!" laughed his voice close to my ear, "and I'm here still, my dears, +though you can't see me."</p> + +<p>Who can account for such things? I have witnessed them over and over +again, yet I am unable, even to this day, to do more than believe and +wonder.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE MEDIUMSHIP OF WILLIAM EGLINTON.</h3> + + +<p>In the stones I have related of "Emily" and "The Monk" I have alluded +freely to the wonderful powers exhibited by William Eglinton, but the +marvels there spoken of were by no means the only ones I have witnessed +through his mediumship. At the <i>séance</i> which produced the apparition of +my sister Emily, Mr. Eglinton's control "Joey" made himself very +familiar. "Joey" is a remarkably small man—perhaps two-thirds lighter +in weight than the medium—and looks more like a little jockey than +anything else, though he says he was a clown whilst in this world, and +claims to be the spirit of the immortal Joe Grimaldi. He has always +appeared to us clothed in a tight-fitting white dress like a woven +jersey suit, which makes him look still smaller than he is. He usually +keeps up a continuous chatter, whether visible or invisible, and is one +of the cleverest and kindest controls I know. He is also very +devotional, for which the public will perhaps give him as little credit +now as they did whilst he was on earth. On the first occasion of our +meeting in the Russell Street Rooms he did not show himself until quite +the last, but he talked incessantly of and for the other spirits that +appeared. My sister was, as I have said, the first to show herself—then +came an extraordinary apparition. On the floor, about three feet from +the cabinet, appeared a head—only the head and throat of a dark man, +with black beard and moustaches, surmounted by the white turban usually +worn by natives. It did not speak, but the eyes rolled and the lips +moved, as if it tried to articulate, but without success. "Joey" said +the spirit came for Colonel Lean, and was that of a foreigner who had +been decapitated. Colonel Lean could not recognize the features; but, +strange to say, he had been present at the beheading of two natives in +Japan who had been found guilty of murdering some English officers, and +we concluded from "Joey's" description that this must be the head of +one of them. I knelt down on the floor and put my face on a level with +that of the spirit, that I might assure myself there was no body +attached to it and concealed by the curtain of the cabinet, and I can +affirm that it was <i>a head only</i>, resting on the neck—that its eyes +moved and its features worked, but that there was nothing further on the +floor. I questioned it, and it evidently tried hard to speak in return. +The mouth opened and the tongue was thrust out, and made a sort of dumb +sound, but was unable to form any words, and after a while the head sunk +through the floor and disappeared. If this was not one of the +pleasantest apparitions I have seen, it was one of the most remarkable. +There was no possibility of trickery or deception. The decapitated head +rested in full sight of the audience, and had all the peculiarities of +the native appearance and expression. After this the figures of two or +three Englishmen came, friends of others of the audience—then "Joey" +said he would teach us how to "make muslin." He walked right outside the +cabinet, a quaint little figure, not much bigger than a boy of twelve or +thirteen, with a young, old face, and dressed in the white suit I have +described. He sat down by me and commenced to toss his hands in the air, +as though he were juggling with balls, saying the while, "This is the +way we make ladies' dresses." As he did so, a small quantity of muslin +appeared in his hands, which he kept on moving in the same manner, +whilst the flimsy fabric increased and increased before our eyes, until +it rose in billows of muslin above "Joey's" head and fell over his body +to his feet, and enveloped him until he was completely hidden from view. +He kept on chattering till the last moment from under the heap of snowy +muslin, telling us to be sure and "remember how he made ladies' +dresses"—when, all of a sudden, in the twinkling of an eye, the heap of +muslin rose into the air, and before us stood the tall figure of +"Abdullah," Mr. Eglinton's Eastern guide. There had been no darkness, no +pause to effect this change. The muslin had remained on the spot where +it was fabricated until "Joey" evaporated, and "Abdullah" rose up from +beneath it. Now "Abdullah" is not a spirit to be concealed easily. He is +six foot two—a great height for a native—and his high turban adds to +his stature. He is a very handsome man, with an aquiline nose and +bright black eyes—a Persian, I believe, by birth, and naturally dark +in complexion. He does not speak English, but "salaams" continually, and +will approach the sitters when requested, and let them examine the +jewels, of which he wears a large quantity in his turban and ears and +round his throat, or to show them and let them feel that he has lost one +arm, the stump being plainly discernible through his thin clothing. +"Abdullah" possesses all the characteristics of the Eastern nation, +which are unmistakable to one who, like myself, has been familiar with +them in the flesh. His features are without doubt those of a Persian; so +is his complexion. His figure is long and lithe and supple, as that of a +cat, and he can bend to the ground and rise again with the utmost ease +and grace. Anybody who could pretend for a moment to suppose that Mr. +Eglinton by "making up" could personate "Abdullah" must be a fool. It +would be an impossibility, even were he given unlimited time and +assistance, to dress for the character. There is a peculiar boneless +elasticity in the movements of a native which those who have lived in +the East know that no Englishmen can imitate successfully. "Abdullah's" +hand and feet also possess all the characteristics of his nationality, +being narrow, long and nerveless, although I have heard that he can give +rather too good a grip with his one hand when he chooses to exert his +power or to show his dislike to any particular sitter. He has always, +however, shown the utmost urbanity towards us, but he is not a +particularly friendly or familiar spirit. When "Abdullah" had retired on +this occasion, "Joey" drew back the curtain that shaded the cabinet, and +showed us his medium and himself. There sat Mr. Eglinton attired in +evening dress, with the front of his shirt as smooth and spotless as +when it left the laundress' hands, lying back in his chair in a deep +sleep, whilst little Joey sat astride his knee, his white suit +contrasting strangely with his medium's black trousers. Whilst in this +position he kissed Mr. Eglinton several times, telling him to wake up, +and not look so sulky; then, having asked if we all saw him distinctly, +and were satisfied he was not the medium, he bade God bless us, and the +curtains closed once more upon this incomprehensible scene. Mr. Eglinton +subsequently became an intimate friend of ours, and we often had the +pleasure of sitting with him, but we never saw anything more wonderful +(to my mind) than we did on our first acquaintance. When he accompanied +us to Bruges (as told in the history of the "Monk"), "Joey" took great +trouble to prove to us incontrovertibly that he is not an "emanation," +or double, of his medium, but a creature completely separate and wholly +distinct. My sister's house being built on a very old-fashioned +principle, had all the bedrooms communicating with each other. The +entresol in which we usually assembled formed the connecting link to a +series of six chambers, all of which opened into each other, and the +entrance to the first and last of which was from the entresol.</p> + +<p>We put Mr. Eglinton into No. 1, locking the connecting door with No. 2, +so that he had no exit except into our circle as we sat round the +curtain, behind which we placed his chair. "Joey" having shown himself +outside the curtain, informed us he was going through the locked door at +the back into our bedrooms, Nos. 2, 3 and 4, and would bring us +something from each room.</p> + +<p>Accordingly, in another minute we heard his voice in No. 2, commenting +on all he saw there; then he passed into No. 3, and so on, making a tour +of the rooms, until he appeared at the communicating door of No. 5, and +threw an article taken from each room into the entresol. He then told us +to lift the curtain and inspect the medium, which we did, finding him +fast asleep in his chair, with the door behind him locked. "Joey" then +returned by the way he had gone, and presented himself once more outside +the cabinet, the key of the locked door being all the time in our +possession.</p> + +<p>"Ernest" is another well-known control of Mr. Eglinton's, though he +seldom appears, except to give some marvellous test or advice. He is a +very earnest, deep-feeling spirit, like his name, and his symbol is a +cross of light; sometimes large and sometimes small, but always bright +and luminous. "Ernest" seldom shows his whole body. It is generally only +his face that is apparent in the midst of the circle, a more convincing +manifestation for the sceptic or inquirer than any number of bodies +which are generally attributed to the chicanery of the medium. "Ernest" +always speaks in the direct voice in a gentle, bass tone, entirely +distinct from "Joey's" treble, and his appearance is usually indicative +of a harmonious and successful meeting. "Daisy," a North American +Indian girl, is another control of William Eglinton's, but I have only +heard her speak in trance. I do not know which of these spirits it is +who conducts the manifestations of writing on the arm, with which Mr. +Eglinton is very successful; sometimes it seems to be one, and sometimes +the other. As he was sitting with our family at supper one evening, I +mentally asked "Joey" to write something on some part of his body where +his hand could not reach. This was in order to prove that the writing +had not been prepared by chemical means beforehand, as some people are +apt to assert. In a short time Mr. Eglinton was observed to stop eating, +and grow very fidgety and look uncomfortable, and on being questioned as +to the cause, he blushed and stammered, and could give no answer. After +a while he rose from table, and asked leave to retire to his room. The +next morning he told us that he had been so uneasy at supper, it had +become impossible for him to sit it out; that on reaching his room he +had found that his back, which irritated him as though covered with a +rash, <i>had a sentence written across it</i>, of which he could only make +out a few words by looking at it backwards in a glass; and as there were +only ladies in the house beside himself, he could not call in an +interpreter to his assistance. One day, without consulting him, I placed +a small card and a tiny piece of black lead between the leaves of a +volume of the <i>Leisure Hour</i>, and asked him to hold the book with me on +the dining table. I never let the book out of my hand, and it was so +thick that I had difficulty afterwards in finding my card (from the +corner of which I had torn a piece) again. Mr. Eglinton sat with me in +the daylight with the family about, and all he did was to place his hand +on mine, which rested on the book. The perspiration ran down his face +whilst he did so, but there was no other sign of power, and, honestly, I +did not expect to find any writing on my card. When I had shaken it out +of the leaves of the book, however, I found a letter closely written on +it from my daughter "Florence" to this effect:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Mama</span>,—I am so glad to be able to communicate with you again, +and to demonstrate by actual fact that I am really present. Of +course, you quite understand that I do not write this myself. +'Charlie' is present with me, and so are many more, and we all +unite in sending you our love.</p> + +<p class="right"> +"Your daughter, <span class="smcap">Florence</span>." +</p></blockquote> + +<p>Mr. Eglinton's mediumship embraces various phases of phenomena, as may +be gathered from his own relations of them, and the testimony of his +friends. A narrative of his spiritual work, under the title of "'Twixt +two Worlds," has been written and published by Mr. John T. Farmer, and +contains some exhaustive descriptions of, and testimonies to, his +undoubtedly wonderful gifts. In it appear several accounts written by +myself, and which, for the benefit of such of my readers as have not +seen the book in question, I will repeat here. The first is that of the +"Monk," given <i>in extenso</i>, as I have given it in the eleventh chapter +of this book. The second is of a <i>séance</i> held on the 5th September, +1884. The circle consisted of Mr. and Mrs. Stewart, Colonel and Mrs. +Wynch, Mr. and Mrs. Russell-Davies, Mr. Morgan, and Colonel Lean and +myself, and was held in Mr. Eglinton's private chambers in Quebec +Street. We sat in the front drawing-room, with one gas-burner alight, +and the door having been properly secured, Mr. Eglinton went into the +back room, which was divided by curtains from the front. He had not left +us a couple of minutes before a man stepped out through the <i>portière</i>, +and walked right into the midst of us. He was a large, stout man, and +very dark, and most of the sitters remarked that he had a very peculiar +smell. No one recognized him, and after appearing two or three times he +left, and was <i>immediately</i> succeeded by a woman, very much like him, +who also had to leave us without any recognition. These two spirits, +before taking a final leave, came out <i>together</i>, and seemed to examine +the circle curiously. After a short interval a much smaller and slighter +man came forward, and darted in a peculiar slouching attitude round the +circle. Colonel Lean asked him to shake hands. He replied by seizing his +hand, and nearly dragging him off his seat. He then darted across the +room, and gave a similar proof of his muscular power to Mr. Stewart. But +when I asked him to notice <i>me</i>, he took my hand and squeezed it firmly +between his own. He had scarcely disappeared before "Abdullah," with his +one arm and his six feet two of height, stood before us, and salaamed +all round. Then came my daughter Florence, a girl of nineteen by that +time, very slight and feminine in appearance. She advanced two or three +times, near enough to touch me with her hand, but seemed fearful to +approach nearer. But the next moment she returned, dragging Mr. +Eglinton after her. He was in deep trance, breathing with difficulty, +but "Florence" held him by the hand and brought him up to my side, when +he detached my hands from those of the sitters either side of me, and +making me stand up, he placed my daughter in my arms. As she stood +folded in my embrace, she whispered a few words to me relative to a +subject <i>known to no one but myself</i>, and she placed my hand upon her +heart, that I might feel she was a living woman. Colonel Lean asked her +to go to him. She tried and failed, but having retreated behind the +curtain to gather strength, she appeared the second time <i>with Mr. +Eglinton</i>, and calling Colonel Lean to her, embraced him. This is one of +the most perfect instances on record of a spirit form being seen +distinctly by ten witnesses with the medium under gas. The next +materialization that appeared was for Mr. Stewart. This gentleman was +newly arrived from Australia, and a stranger to Mr. Eglinton. As soon as +he saw the female form, who beckoned him to the <i>portière</i> to speak to +her, he exclaimed, "My God! Pauline," with such genuine surprise and +conviction as were unmistakable. The spirit then whispered to him, and +putting her arms round his neck, affectionately kissed him. He turned +after a while, and addressing his wife, told her that the spirit bore +the very form and features of their niece Pauline, whom they had lost +the year before. Mr. Stewart expressed himself entirely satisfied with +the identity of his niece, and said she looked just as she had done +before she was taken ill. I must not omit to say that the medium also +appeared with this figure, making the third time of showing himself in +one evening with the spirit form.</p> + +<p>The next apparition, being the seventh that appeared, was that of a +little child apparently about two years old, who supported itself in +walking by holding on to a chair. I stooped down, and tried to talk to +this baby, but it only cried in a fretful manner, as though frightened +at finding itself with strangers, and turned away. The attention of the +circle was diverted from this sight by seeing "Abdullah" dart between +the curtains, and stand with the child in our view, whilst Mr. Eglinton +appeared at the same moment between the two forms, making a <i>tria juncta +in uno</i>.</p> + +<p>Thus ended the <i>séance</i>. The second one of which I wrote took place on +the 27th of the same month, and under very similar circumstances. The +circle this time consisted of Mrs. Wheeler, Mr. Woods, Mr. Gordon, The +Honorable Gordon Sandeman, my daughter Eva, my son Frank, Colonel Lean, +and myself. Mr. Eglinton appeared on this occasion to find some +difficulty in passing under control, and he came out so frequently into +the circle to gather power, that I guessed we were going to have +uncommonly good manifestations. The voice of "Joey," too, begged us +under <i>no circumstances whatever</i>, to lose hands, as they were going to +try something very difficult, and we might defeat their efforts at the +very moment of victory. When the medium was at last under control in the +back drawing room, a tall man, with an uncovered head of dark hair, and +a large beard, appeared and walked up to a lady in the company. She was +very much affected by the recognition of the spirit, which she affirmed +to be that of her brother. She called him by name and kissed him, and +informed us, that he was just as he had been in earth life. Her emotion +was so great, we thought she would have fainted, but after a while she +became calm again. We next heard the notes of a clarionet. I had been +told that Mr. Woods (a stranger just arrived from the Antipodes) had +lost a brother under peculiarly distressing circumstances, and that he +hoped (though hardly expected) to see his brother that evening. It was +the first time I had ever seen Mr. Woods; yet so remarkable was the +likeness between the brothers, that when a spirit appeared with a +clarionet in his hand, I could not help knowing who it was, and +exclaimed, "Oh, Mr. Woods, there is your brother!" The figure walked up +to Mr. Woods and grasped his hand. As they appeared thus with their +faces turned to one another, they were <i>strikingly</i> alike both in +feature and expression. This spirit's head was also bare, an unusual +occurrence, and covered with thick, crisp hair. He appeared twice, and +said distinctly, "God bless you!" each time to his brother. Mrs. +Wheeler, who had known the spirit in earth life, was startled by the +tone of the voice, which she recognized at once; and Mr. Morgan, who had +been an intimate friend of his in Australia, confirmed the recognition. +We asked Mr. Woods the meaning of the clarionet, which was a black one, +handsomely inlaid with silver. He told us his brother had been an +excellent musician, and had won a similar instrument as a prize at some +musical competition. "But," he added wonderingly, "his clarionet is +locked up in my house in Australia." My daughter "Florence" came out +next, but only a little way, at which I was disappointed, but "Joey" +said they were reserving the strength for a manifestation further on. He +then said, "Here comes a friend for Mr. Sandeman," and a man, wearing +the masonic badge and scarf, appeared, and made the tour of the circle, +giving the masonic grip to those of the craft present. He was a good +looking young man, and said he had met some of those present in +Australia, but no one seemed to recognize him. He was succeeded by a +male figure, who had materialized on the previous occasion. As he passed +through the curtain, a female figure appeared beside him, bearing a very +bright light, as though to show him the way. She did not come beyond the +<i>portière</i>, but every one in the room saw her distinctly. On account of +the dress and complexion of the male figure, we had wrongly christened +him "The Bedouin;" but my son, Frank Marryat, who is a sailor, now found +out he was an East Indian by addressing him in Hindustani, to which he +responded in a low voice. Some one asked him to take a seat amongst us, +upon which he seized a heavy chair in one hand and flourished it above +his head. He then squatted, native fashion, on his haunches on the floor +and left us, as before, by vanishing suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Joey" now announced that they were going to try the experiment of +"<i>showing us how the spirits were made from the medium</i>." This was the +crowning triumph of the evening. Mr. Eglinton appeared in the very midst +of us in trance. He entered the room backwards, and as if fighting with +the power that pushed him in, his eyes were shut, and his breath was +drawn with difficulty. As he stood thus, holding on to a chair for +support, an airy mass like a cloud of tobacco smoke was seen on his left +hip, his legs became illuminated by lights travelling up and down them, +and a white film settled about his head and shoulders. The mass +increased, and he breathed harder and harder, whilst invisible hands +<i>pulled the filmy drapery out of his hip</i> in long strips, that +amalgamated as soon as formed, and fell to the ground to be succeeded by +others. The cloud continued to grow thicker, and we were eagerly +watching the process, when, in the twinkling of an eye, the mass had +evaporated, and a spirit, full formed, stood beside him. No one could +say <i>how</i> it had been raised in the very midst of us, nor whence +it came, but <i>it was there</i>. Mr. Eglinton then retired with the new-born +spirit behind the curtains, but in another moment he came (or he was +thrown out) amongst us again, and fell upon the floor. The curtains +opened again, and the full figure of "Ernest" appeared and raised the +medium by the hand. As he saw him, Mr. Eglinton fell on his knees, and +"Ernest" drew him out of sight. Thus ended the second of these two +wonderful <i>séances</i>. Thus published reports of them were signed with the +full names and addresses of those who witnessed them.</p> + +<p>William Eglinton's powers embrace various phases of phenomena, amongst +which levitation is a common occurrence; indeed, I do not think I have +ever sat with him at a <i>séance</i> during which he has <i>not</i> been +levitated. I have seen him on several occasions rise, or be carried, +into the air, so that his head touched the ceiling, and his feet were +above the sitters' heads. On one occasion whilst sitting with him a +perfectly new manifestation was developed. As each spirit came the name +was announced, written on the air in letters of fire, which moved round +the circle in front of the sitters. As the names were those of friends +of the audience and not of friends of Mr. Eglinton, and the phenomenon +ended with a letter written to me in the same manner on private affairs, +it could not be attributed to a previously arranged trick. I have +accompanied Mr. Eglinton, in the capacity of interpreter, to a +professional <i>séance</i> in Paris consisting of some forty persons, not one +of whom could speak a word of English whilst he was equally ignorant of +foreign languages. And I have heard French and German spirits return +through him to converse with their friends, who were radiant with joy at +communicating with them again, whilst their medium could not (had he +been conscious) have understood or pronounced a single word of all the +news he was so glibly repeating. I will conclude this testimony to his +powers by the account of a sitting with him for slate writing—that much +abused and most maligned manifestation. Because a few ignorant +pig-headed people who have never properly investigated the science of +Spiritualism decide that a thing cannot be, "because it can't," men of +honor and truth are voted charlatans and tricksters, and those who +believe in them fools and blind. The day will dawn yet when it will be +seen which of the two classes best deserve the name.</p> + +<p>Some years ago, when I first became connected in business with Mr. Edgar +Lee of the <i>St. Stephen's Review</i>, I found him much interested in the +subject of Spiritualism, though he had never had an opportunity of +investigating it, and through my introduction I procured him a test +<i>séance</i> with William Eglinton. We met one afternoon at the medium's +house in Nottingham Place for that purpose, and sat at an ordinary table +in the back dining-room for slate-writing. The slate used on the +occasion (as Mr. Lee had neglected to bring his own slate as requested) +was one which was presented to Mr. Eglinton by Mr. Gladstone. It +consisted of two slates of medium size, set in mahogany frames, with box +hinges, and which, when shut, were fastened with a Bramah lock and key. +On the table cloth was a collection of tiny pieces of different colored +chalk. In the front room, which was divided from us by folding doors, +were some bookcases. Mr. Eglinton commenced by asking Mr. Lee to go into +the front room by himself, and select, in his mind's eye, any book he +chose as the one from which extracts should be given. Mr. Lee having +done as he was told, returned to his former place beside us, without +giving a hint as to which book he had selected. Mr. Gladstone's slate +was then delivered over to him to clean with sponge and water; that +done, he was directed to choose four pieces of chalk and place them +between the slates, to lock them and retain the key. The slates were +left on the table in the sight of all; Mr. Lee's hand remained on them +all the time. All that Mr. Eglinton did was to place <i>his</i> hand above +Mr. Lee's.</p> + +<p>"You chose, I think," he commenced, "four morsels of chalk—white, blue, +yellow and red. Please say which word, on which line, on which page of +the book you selected just now, the white chalk shall transcribe."</p> + +<p>Mr. Lee answered (I forget the exact numbers) somewhat in this wise, +"The 3rd word on the 15th line of the 102nd page," he having, it must be +remembered, no knowledge of the contents of the volume, which he had not +even touched with his hand. Immediately he had spoken, a scratching +noise was heard between the two slates. When it ceased, Mr. Eglinton put +the same question with regard to the blue, yellow and red chalks, which +was similarly responded to. He then asked Mr. Lee to unlock the slates, +read the words, and then fetch the book he had selected, and compare +notes, and in each instance the word had been given correctly. Several +other experiments were then made, equally curious, the number of Mr. +Lee's watch, which he had not taken from his pocket, and which he said +he did not know himself, being amongst them. Then Mr. Eglinton said to +Mr. Lee, "Have you any friend in the spirit-world from whom you would +like to hear? If so, and you will mentally recall the name, we will try +and procure some writing from him or her." (I must say here that these +two were utter strangers to each other, and had met for the first time +that afternoon, and indeed [as will be seen by the context] <i>I</i> had a +very slight knowledge of Mr. Edgar Lee myself at that time.) Mr. Lee +thought for a moment, and then replied that there was a dead friend of +his from whom he should like to hear. The cleaning and locking process +was gone through again, and the scratching re-commenced, and when it +concluded, Mr. Lee unlocked the slates and read a letter to this +effect:—</p> + +<blockquote> <p> <span class="smcap">My Dear Will,</span>—I am quite satisfied with your decision respecting +Bob. By all means, send him to the school you are thinking of. He +will get on better there. His education requires more pushing than +it gets at present. Thanks for all you have done for him. God bless +you.—Your affectionate cousin, </p> + <p class="right"><span class="smcap ">R. Tasker.</span>" + </p> +</blockquote> + +<p>I do not pretend to give the exact words of this letter; for though they +were afterwards published, I have not a copy by me. But the gist of the +experiment does not lie in the exactitude of the words. When I saw the +slate, I looked at Mr. Lee in astonishment.</p> + +<p>"Who is it for?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"It is all right," he replied; "it is for me. It is from my cousin, who +left his boy in my charge. <i>My real name is William Tasker.</i>"</p> + +<p>Now, I had never heard it hinted before that Edgar Lee was only a <i>nom +de plume</i>, and the announcement came on me as a genuine surprise. So +satisfied was Mr. William Tasker Edgar Lee with his experimental +<i>séance</i>, that he had the slate photographed and reproduced in the <i>St. +Stephen's Review</i>, with an account of the whole proceedings, which were +sufficient to make any one stop for a moment in the midst of the world's +harassing duties and think.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE MEDIUMSHIP OF ARTHUR COLMAN.</h3> + + +<p>Arthur Colman was so intimate a friend of Mr. Eglinton's, and so much +associated with him in my thoughts in the days when I first knew them +both, that it seems only natural that I should write of him next. His +powers were more confined to materialization than Eglinton's, but in +that he excelled. He is the most wonderful materializing medium I ever +met in England; but of late years, owing to the injury it did him in his +profession, he has been compelled, in justice to himself, to give up +sitting for physical manifestations, and, indeed, sitting at all, except +to oblige his friends. I cannot but consider this decision on his part +as a great public loss; but until the public takes more interest in the +next world than they do in this, it will not make it worth the while of +such as Mr. Colman to devote their lives, health and strength to their +enlightenment. For to be a good physical medium means literally to part, +little by little, with one's own life, and no man can be expected to do +so much for the love of a set of unbelievers and sceptics, who will use +up all his powers, and then go home to call him a rogue and a cheat and +a trickster. If, as I am persuaded, each one of us is surrounded by the +influences we gather of our own free-will about us—the loving and +noble-hearted by angels, the selfish and unbelieving by devils—and we +consider how the latter preponderate over the former in this world, is +it to be wondered at that most <i>séances</i> are conducted by an assemblage +of evil spirits brought there by the sitters themselves? Sceptical, +blasphemous and sensual men and women collect together to try and find +out the falsehood, <i>not the truth</i>, of Spiritualism, and are tricked by +the very influences that attend their footsteps and direct their daily +lives; and therein lies the danger of Spiritualism as a pursuit, taken +up out of curiosity rather than a desire to learn. It gives increased +power to the evil that surrounds ourselves, and the devil that goes out +of us returns with seven other devils worse than himself. The drunkard, +who, by giving rein to a weakness which he knows he should resist, has +attracted to him the spirits of drunkards gone before, joins a <i>séance</i>, +and by the collaboration of forces, as it were, bestows increased power +on the guides he has chosen for himself to lead him into greater evil. +This dissertation, however, called forth by the never-ceasing wonder I +feel at the indifference of the world towards such sights as I have +seen, has led me further than I intended from the subject of my chapter.</p> + +<p>Arthur Colman is a young man of delicate constitution and appearance, +who was at one time almost brought down to death's door by the demands +made by physical phenomena upon his strength; but since he has given up +sitting, he has regained his health, and looks quite a different person. +This fact proves of itself what a tax is laid upon the unfortunate +medium for such manifestations. Since he has resolved, however, never to +sit again, I am all the more anxious to record what I have seen through +him, probably for the last time. When I first knew my husband Colonel +Lean, he had seen nothing of Spiritualism, and was proportionately +curious, and naturally a little sceptical on the subject, or, rather let +me say, incredulous. He was hardly prepared to receive all the marvels I +told him of without proof; and Mr. Colman's guide, "Aimée," was very +anxious to convince him of their truth. She arranged, therefore, a +<i>séance</i> at which he was to be present, and which was to be held at the +house of Mr. and Mrs. George Neville. The party dined there together +previously, and consisted only of Mr. and Mrs. Neville, Arthur Colman, +Colonel Lean, and myself. As we were in the drawing-room, however, after +dinner, and before we had commenced the <i>séance</i>, an American lady, who +was but slightly known to any of us, was announced. We had particularly +wished to have no strangers present, and her advent proportionately +annoyed us, but we did not know on what excuse to get rid of her. She +was a pushing sort of person; and when Mrs. Neville told her we were +going to hold a <i>séance</i>, as a sort of hint that she might take her +leave, it only made her resolve to stay; indeed, she declared she had +had a premonition of the fact. She said that whilst in her own room that +morning, a figure had appeared standing by her bed, dressed in blue and +white, like the pictures of the Virgin Mary, and that all day she had +had an impression that she must spend the evening with the Nevilles, and +she should hear something more about it. We could not get rid of the +lady, so we were obliged to ask her to remain and assist at the +<i>séance</i>, which she had already made up her mind to do, so we commenced +our preparations. The two drawing-rooms communicated by folding doors, +which were opened, and a <i>portière</i> drawn across the opening. In the +back room we placed Mr. Colman's chair. He was dressed in a light grey +suit, which we secured in the following manner:—His hands were first +sewn inside the sleeves of the coat, then his arms were placed behind +his back, and the coat sleeves sewn together to the elbow. We then sewed +his trouser legs together in the same way. We then tied him round the +throat, waist and legs with <i>white cotton</i>, which the least movement on +his part would break, and the ends of each ligament were sealed to the +wall of the room with wax and stamped with my seal with "<i>Florence +Marryat</i>" on it. Considering him thus secure, without any <i>possibility</i> +of escape unless we discovered it, we left him in the back room, and +arranged ourselves on a row of five chairs before the <i>portière</i> in the +front one, which was lighted by a single gas-burner. I sat at the head +of the row, then the American lady, Mrs. Neville, Colonel Lean and Mr. +Neville. I am not sure how long we waited for the manifestations; but I +do not think it was many minutes before a female figure glided from the +side of the curtain and took a vacant chair by my side. I said, "<i>Who is +this?</i>" and she whispered, "<i>Florence</i>," and laid her head down on my +shoulder, and kissed my neck. I was turning towards her to distinguish +her features more fully, when I became aware that a second figure was +standing in front of me, and "Florence" said "Mother, there is Powles;" +and at the same time, as he bent down to speak to me, his beard touched +my face. I had not had time to draw the attention of my friends to the +spirits that stood by me, when I was startled by hearing one exclamation +after another from the various sitters. The American lady called out, +"There's the woman that came to me this morning." Mr. Neville said, +"That is my father," and Colonel Lean was asking some one if he would +not give his name, I looked down the line of sitters. Before Colonel +Lean there stood an old man with a long, white beard; a somewhat similar +figure was in front of Mr. Neville. Before the dark curtain appeared a +woman dressed in blue and white, like a nun; and meanwhile, "Florence" +and "Powles" still maintained their station by my side. As if this were +not enough of itself to turn a mortal's brain, the <i>portière</i> was at the +same moment drawn aside, and there stood Arthur Colman in his grey suit, +freed from all his bonds, but under the control of "Aimée," who called +out joyously to my husband, "<i>Now, Frank, will you believe?</i>" She +dropped the curtain, the apparitions glided or faded away, and we passed +into the back drawing-room, to find Mr. Colman still in trance, just as +we had left him, and <i>with all the seals and stitches</i> intact. Not a +thread of them all was broken. This is the largest number of spirits I +have ever seen at one time with one medium. I have seen two materialized +spirits at a time, and even three, from Mr. Williams and Miss Showers +and Katie Cook; but on this occasion there were five apparent with the +medium, all standing together before us. And this is the sort of thing +that the majority of people do not consider it worth their while to take +a little trouble to see. I have already related how successfully +"Florence" used to materialize through this medium, and numerous +friends, utterly unknown to him, have revisited us through his means. +His trance mediumship is as wonderful as his physical phenomena; some +people might think more so. Amongst others, two spirits have come back +to us through Mr. Colman, neither of whom he knew in this life, and both +of whom are, in their way, too characteristic to be mistaken. One is +Phillis Glover the actress; the other my stepson, Francis Lean, who was +drowned by an accident at sea. Phillis Glover was a woman who led a very +eventful life, chiefly in America, and was a versatile genius in +conversation, as in everything else. She was peculiar also, and had a +half-Yankee way of talking, and a store of familiar sayings and +anecdotes, which she constantly introduced into her conversation. She +was by no means an ordinary person whilst in this life, and in order to +imitate her manner and speech successfully, one would need to be as +clever a person as herself. And, without wishing to derogate from the +powers of Mr. Colman's mind, he knows, and I know, that Phillis Glover +was cleverer than either of us. When her influence or spirit therefore +returns through him, it is quite unmistakable. It is not only that she +retains all her little tricks of voice and feature and manner (which Mr. +Colman has never seen), but she alludes to circumstances that took place +in this life and people she was associated with here that he has never +heard of. More, she will relate her old stories and anecdotes, and sing +her old songs, and give the most incontrovertible tests of her identity, +even to recalling facts and incidents that have entirely passed from our +minds. When she appears through him, it is Phillis Glover we are sitting +with again and talking with, as familiarly as we did in the days gone +by. "Francis," in his way too, is quite as remarkable. The circumstances +of his death and the events leading to it were unknown to us, till he +related them through Mr. Colman; and he speaks to us of the contents of +private letters, and repeats conversations and alludes to circumstances +and names that are known only to him and ourselves. He had a peculiar +manner also—quick and nervous—and a way of cutting his words short, +which his spirit preserves to the smallest particular, and which furnish +the strongest proofs possible of his identity to those who knew him here +below. But these are but a very few amongst the innumerable tests +furnished by Arthur Colman's occult powers of the assured possibility of +communicating with the spirits of those gone before us.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE MEDIUMSHIP OF MRS. GUPPY VOLCKMAN.</h3> + + +<p>The mediumship of this lady is so well known, and has been so +universally attested, that nothing I can write of could possibly add to +her fame; and as I made her acquaintance but a short time before she +relinquished sitting for manifestations, I have had but little +experience of her powers, but such as I enjoyed were very remarkable. I +have alluded to them in the story of "The Green Lady," whose apparition +was due solely to Mrs. Guppy Volckman's presence, and on that occasion +she gave us another wonderful proof of her mediumship. A sheet was +procured and held up at either end by Mr. Charles Williams and herself. +It was held in the light, in the centre of the room, forming a white +wall of about five feet high, <i>i.e.</i>, as high as their arms could +conveniently reach. <i>Both</i> the hands of Mrs. Volckman and Mr. Williams +were placed <i>outside</i> the sheet, so that no trickery might be suspected +through their being concealed. In a short time the head of a woman +appeared above the sheet, followed by that of a man, and various pairs +of hands, both large and small, which bobbed up and down, and seized the +hands of the spectators, whilst the faces went close to the media, as if +with the intention of kissing them. This frightened Mrs. Volckman, so +that she frequently screamed and dropped her end of the sheet, which, +had there been any deception, must inevitably have exposed it. It seemed +to make no difference to the spirits, however, who reappeared directly +they had the opportunity, and made her at last so nervous that she threw +the sheet down and refused to hold it any more. The faces were +life-size, and could move their eyes and lips; the hands were some as +large as a man's, and covered with hair, and others like those of a +woman or child. They had all the capability of working the fingers and +grasping objects presented to them; whilst the four hands belonging to +the media were kept in sight of the audience, and could not have worked +machinery even if they could have concealed it.</p> + +<p>The first time I was introduced to Mrs. Volckman (then Mrs. Guppy) was +at a <i>séance</i> at her own house in Victoria Road, where she had assembled +a large party of guests, including several names well known in art and +literature. We sat in a well-lighted drawing-room, and the party was so +large that the circle round the table was three deep. Mrs. Mary Hardy, +the American medium (since dead), was present, and the honors of the +manifestations may be therefore, I conclude, divided between the two +ladies. The table, a common deal one, made for such occasions, with a +round hole of about twenty inches in diameter in the middle of it, was +covered with a cloth that hung down, and was nailed to the ground, +leaving only the aperture free. (I must premise that this cloth had been +nailed down by a committee of the gentlemen visitors, in order that +there might be no suspicion of a confederate hidden underneath it.) We +then sat round the table, but without placing our hands on it. In a +short time hands began to appear through the open space in the table, +all sorts of hands, from the woman's taper fingers and the baby's +dimpled fist, to the hands of old and young men, wrinkled or muscular. +Some of the hands had rings on the fingers, by which the sitters +recognized them, some stretched themselves out to be grasped; and some +appeared in pairs, clasped together or separate. One hand took a glove +from a sitter and put it on the other, showing the muscular force it +possessed by the way in which it pressed down each finger and then +buttoned the glove. Another pair of hands talked through the dumb +alphabet to us, and a third played on a musical instrument. I was +leaning forward, before I had witnessed the above, peering inquisitively +down the hole, and saying, "I wonder if they would have strength to take +anything down with them," when a large hand suddenly appeared and very +nearly took <i>me</i> down, by seizing my nose as if it never meant to let go +again. At all events, it took me a peg or two down, for I remember it +brought the tears into my eyes with the force it exhibited. After the +hands had ceased to appear, the table was moved away, and we sat in a +circle in the light. Mrs. Guppy did not wish to take a part in the +<i>séance</i>, except as a spectator, so she retired to the back +drawing-room with the Baroness Adelma Vay and other visitors, and left +Mrs. Hardy with the circle in the front. Suddenly, however, she was +levitated and carried in the sight of us all into the midst of our +circle. As she felt herself rising in the air, she called out, "Don't +let go hands for Heaven's sake." We were standing in a ring, and I had +hold of the hand of Prince Albert of Solms. As Mrs. Guppy came sailing +over our heads, her feet caught his neck and mine, and in our anxiety to +do as she had told us, we gripped tight hold of each other, and were +thrown forward on our knees by the force with which she was carried past +us into the centre. This was a pretty strong proof to us, whatever it +may be to others, that our senses did not deceive us when we thought we +saw Mrs. Guppy over our heads in the air. The influence that levitated +her, moreover, placed her on a chair with such a bump that it broke the +two front legs off. As soon as Mrs. Guppy had rejoined us, the order was +given to put out the light and to wish for something. We unanimously +asked for flowers, it being the middle of December, and a hard frost. +Simultaneously we smelt the smell of fresh earth, and were told to light +the gas again, when the following extraordinary sight met our view. In +the middle of the sitters, still holding hands, was piled up <i>on the +carpet</i> an immense quantity of mould, which had been torn up apparently +with the roots that accompanied it. There were laurestinus, and laurels, +and holly, and several others, just as they had been pulled out of the +earth and thrown down in the midst of us. Mrs. Guppy looked anything but +pleased at the state of her carpet, and begged the spirits would bring +something cleaner next time. They then told us to extinguish the lights +again, and each sitter was to wish <i>mentally</i> for something for himself. +I wished for a yellow butterfly, knowing it was December, and as I +thought of it, a little cardboard box was put into my hand. Prince +Albert whispered to me, "Have you got anything?" "Yes," I said; "but not +what I asked for. I expect they have given me a piece of jewellery." +When the gas was re-lit, I opened the box, and there lay <i>two yellow +butterflies</i>; dead, of course, but none the less extraordinary for that. +I wore at that <i>séance</i> a tight-fitting, high white muslin dress, over a +tight petticoat body. The dress had no pocket, and I carried my +handkerchief, a fine cambric one, in my hand. When the <i>séance</i> was +over, I found this handkerchief had disappeared, at which I was vexed, +as it had been embroidered for me by my sister Emily, then dead. I +inquired of every sitter if they had seen it, even making them turn out +their pockets in case they had taken it in mistake for their own, but it +was not to be found, and I returned home, as I thought, without it. What +was my surprise on removing my dress and petticoat bodice to find the +handkerchief, neatly folded into a square of about four inches, +<i>between</i> my stays and the garment beneath them; placed, moreover, over +the smallest part of my waist, where no fingers could have penetrated +even had my dress been loose. My woman readers may be able better than +the men to appreciate the difficulty of such a manœuvre by mortal +means; indeed it would have been quite impossible for myself or anybody +else to place the handkerchief in such a position without removing the +stays. And it was folded so neatly also, and placed so smoothly, that +there was not a crumple in the cambric.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE MEDIUMSHIP OF FLORENCE COOK.</h3> + + +<p>In writing of my own mediumship, or the mediumship of any other person, +I wish it particularly to be understood that I do not intend my +narrative to be, by any means, an account of <i>all séances</i> held under +that control (for were I to include everything that I have seen and +heard during my researches into Spiritualism, this volume would swell to +unconscionable dimensions), but only of certain events which I believe +to be remarkable, and not enjoyed by every one in like measure. Most +people have read of the ordinary phenomena that take place at such +meetings. My readers, therefore, will find no description here of +marvels which—whether true or false—can be accounted for upon natural +grounds. Miss Florence Cook, now Mrs. Elgie Corner, is one of the media +who have been most talked of and written about. Mr. Alfred Crookes took +an immense interest in her, and published a long account of his +investigation of Spiritualism under her mediumship. Mr. Henry Dunphy, of +the <i>Morning Post</i>, wrote a series of papers for <i>London Society</i> (of +which magazine I was then the editor), describing her powers, and the +proof she gave of them. The first time I ever met Florence Cook was in +his private house, when my little daughter appeared through her (<i>vide</i> +"The Story of my Spirit Child"). On that occasion, as we were sitting at +supper after the <i>séance</i>—a party of perhaps thirty people—the whole +dinner-table, with everything upon it, rose bodily in the air to a level +with our knees, and the dishes and glasses swayed about in a perilous +manner, without, however, coming to any permanent harm. I was so much +astonished at, and interested by, what I saw that evening, that I became +most anxious to make the personal acquaintance of Miss Cook. She was the +medium for the celebrated spirit, "Katie King," of whom so much has been +believed and disbelieved, and the <i>séances</i> she gave at her parents' +house in Hackney for the purpose of seeing this figure alone used to be +crowded by the cleverest and most scientific men of the day, Sergeants +Cox and Ballantyne, Mr. S. C. Hall, Mr. Alfred Crookes, and many others, +being on terms of the greatest intimacy with her. Mr. William Harrison, +of the <i>Spiritualist</i> paper, was the one to procure me an introduction +to the family and an entrance to the <i>séances</i>, for which I shall always +feel grateful to him.</p> + +<p>For the benefit of the uninitiated, let me begin by telling <i>who</i> "Katie +King" was supposed to be. Her account of herself was that her name was +"Annie Owens Morgan;" that she was the daughter of Sir Henry Morgan, a +famous buccaneer who lived about the time of the Commonwealth, and +suffered death upon the high seas, being, in fact, a pirate; that she +herself was about twelve years old when Charles the First was beheaded; +that she married and had two little children; that she committed more +crimes than we should like to hear of, having murdered men with her own +hands, but yet died quite young, at about two or three and twenty. To +all questions concerning the reason of her reappearance on earth, she +returned but one answer, That it was part of the work given her to do to +convince the world of the truth of Spiritualism. This was the +information I received from her own lips. She had appeared to the Cooks +some years before I saw her, and had become so much one of the family as +to walk about the house at all times without alarming the inmates. She +often materialized and got into bed with her medium at night, much to +Florrie's annoyance; and after Miss Cook's marriage to Captain Corner, +he told me himself that he used to feel at first as if he had married +two women, and was not quite sure which was his wife of the two.</p> + +<p>The order of these <i>séances</i> was always the same. Miss Cook retired to a +back room, divided from the audience by a thin damask curtain, and +presently the form of "Katie King" would appear dressed in white, and +walk out amongst the sitters in gaslight, and talk like one of +themselves. Florence Cook (as I mentioned before) is a very small, +slight brunette, with dark eyes and dark curly hair and a delicate +aquiline nose. Sometimes "Katie" resembled her exactly; at others, she +was totally different. Sometimes, too, she measured the same height as +her medium; at others, she was much taller. I have a large photograph +of "Katie" taken under limelight. In it she appears as the double of +Florrie Cook, yet Florrie was looking on whilst the picture was taken. I +have sat for her several times with Mr. Crookes, and seen the tests +applied which are mentioned in his book on the subject. I have seen +Florrie's dark curls <i>nailed down to the floor</i>, outside the curtain, in +view of the audience, whilst "Katie" walked about and talked with us. I +have seen Florrie placed on the scale of a weighing machine constructed +by Mr. Crookes for the purpose, behind the curtain, whilst the balance +remained in sight. I have seen under these circumstances that the medium +weighed eight stone in a normal condition, and that as soon as the +materialized form was fully developed, the balance ran up to four stone. +Moreover, I have seen both Florrie and "Katie" together on several +occasions, so I can have no doubt on the subject that they were two +separate creatures. Still, I can quite understand how difficult it must +have been for strangers to compare the strong likeness that existed +between the medium and the spirit, without suspecting they were one and +the same person. One evening "Katie" walked out and perched herself upon +my knee. I could feel she was a much plumper and heavier woman than Miss +Cook, but she wonderfully resembled her in features, and I told her so. +"Katie" did not seem to consider it a compliment. She shrugged her +shoulders, made a grimace, and said, "I know I am; I can't help it, but +I was much prettier than that in earth life. You shall see, some +day—you shall see." After she had finally retired that evening, she put +her head out at the curtain again and said, with the strong lisp she +always had, "I want Mrs. Ross-Church." I rose and went to her, when she +pulled me inside the curtain, when I found it was so thin that the gas +shining through it from the outer room made everything in the inner +quite visible. "Katie" pulled my dress impatiently and said, "Sit down +on the ground," which I did. She then seated herself in my lap, saying, +"And now, dear, we'll have a good 'confab,' like women do on earth." +Florence Cook, meanwhile, was lying on a mattress on the ground close to +us, wrapped in a deep trance. "Katie" seemed very anxious I should +ascertain beyond doubt that it was Florrie. "Touch her," she said, "take +her hand, pull her curls. Do you see that it is Florrie lying there?" +When I assured her I was quite satisfied there was no doubt of it, the +spirit said, "Then look round this way, and see what I was like in earth +life." I turned to the form in my arms, and what was my amazement to see +a woman fair as the day, with large grey or blue eyes, a white skin, and +a profusion of golden red hair. "Katie" enjoyed my surprise, and asked +me, "Ain't I prettier than Florrie now?" She then rose and procured a +pair of scissors from the table, and cut off a lock of her own hair and +a lock of the medium's, and gave them to me. I have them safe to this +day. One is almost black, soft and silky; the other a coarse golden red. +After she had made me this present, "Katie" said, "Go back now, but +don't tell the others to-night, or they'll all want to see me." On +another very warm evening she sat on my lap amongst the audience, and I +felt perspiration on her arm. This surprised me; and I asked her if, for +the time being, she had the veins, nerves, and secretions of a human +being; if blood ran through her body, and she had a heart and lungs. Her +answer was, "I have everything that Florrie has." On that occasion also +she called me after her into the back room, and, dropping her white +garment, stood perfectly naked before me. "Now," she said "you can see +that I am a woman." Which indeed she was, and a most beautifully-made +woman too; and I examined her well, whilst Miss Cook lay beside us on +the floor. Instead of dismissing me this time, "Katie" told me to sit +down by the medium, and, having brought me a candle and matches, said I +was to strike a light as soon as she gave three knocks, as Florrie would +be hysterical on awaking, and need my assistance. She then knelt down +and kissed me, and I saw she was still naked. "Where is your dress, +Katie?" I asked. "Oh that's gone," she said; "I've sent it on before +me." As she spoke thus, kneeling beside me, she rapped three times on +the floor. I struck the match almost simultaneously with the signal; but +as it flared up, "Katie King" was gone like a flash of lightning, and +Miss Cook, as she had predicted, awoke with a burst of frightened tears, +and had to be soothed into tranquillity again. On another occasion +"Katie King" was asked at the beginning of the <i>séance</i>, by one of the +company, to say <i>why</i> she could not appear in the light of more than one +gasburner. The question seemed to irritate her, and she replied, "I have +told you all, several times before, that I can't stay under a searching +light. I don't know <i>why</i>; but I can't, and if you want to prove the +truth of what I say, turn up all the gas and see what will happen to me. +Only remember, it you do there will be no <i>séance</i> to-night, because I +shan't be able to come back again, and you must take your choice."</p> + +<p>Upon this assertion it was put to the vote if the trial should be made +or not, and all present (Mr. S. C. Hall was one of the party) decided we +would prefer to witness the effect of a full glare of gas upon the +materialized form than to have the usual sitting, as it would settle the +vexed question of the necessity of gloom (if not darkness) for a +materializing <i>séance</i> for ever. We accordingly told "Katie" of our +choice, and she consented to stand the test, though she said afterwards +we had put her to much pain. She took up her station against the +drawing-room wall, with her arms extended as if she were crucified. Then +three gas-burners were turned on to their full extent in a room about +sixteen feet square. The effect upon "Katie King" was marvellous. She +looked like herself for the space of a second only, then she began +gradually to melt away. I can compare the dematerialization of her form +to nothing but a wax doll melting before a hot fire. First, the features +became blurred and indistinct; they seemed to run into each other. The +eyes sunk in the sockets, the nose disappeared, the frontal bone fell +in. Next the limbs appeared to give way under her, and she sank lower +and lower on the carpet like a crumbling edifice. At last there was +<i>nothing but her head</i> left above the ground—then a heap of white +drapery only, which disappeared with a whisk, as if a hand had pulled it +after her—and we were left staring by the light of three gas-burners at +the spot on which "Katie King" had stood.</p> + +<p>She was always attired in white drapery, but it varied in quality. +Sometimes it looked like long cloth; at others like mull muslin or +jaconet; oftenest it was a species of thick cotton net. The sitters were +much given to asking "Katie" for a piece of her dress to keep as a +souvenir of their visit; and when they received it, would seal it up +carefully in an envelope and convey it home; and were much surprised on +examining their treasure to find it had totally disappeared.</p> + +<p>"Katie" used to say that nothing material about her could be made to +last without taking away some of the medium's vitality, and weakening +her in consequence. One evening, when she was cutting off pieces of her +dress rather lavishly, I remarked that it would require a great deal of +mending. She answered, "I'll show you how we mend dresses in the Spirit +World." She then doubled up the front breadth of her garment a dozen +times, and cut two or three round holes in it. I am sure when she let it +fall again there must have been thirty or forty holes, and "Katie" said, +"Isn't that a nice cullender?"</p> + +<p>She then commenced, whilst we stood close to her, to shake her skirt +gently about, and in a minute it was as perfect as before, without a +hole to be seen. When we expressed our astonishment, she told me to take +the scissors and cut off her hair. She had a profusion of ringlets +falling to her waist that night. I obeyed religiously, hacking the hair +wherever I could, whilst she kept on saying, "Cut more! cut more! not +for yourself, you know, because you can't take it away."</p> + +<p>So I cut off curl after curl, and as fast as they fell to the ground, +<i>the hair grew again upon her head</i>. When I had finished, "Katie" asked +me to examine her hair, to see if I could detect any place where I had +used the scissors, and I did so without any effect. Neither was the +severed hair to be found. It had vanished out of sight. "Katie" was +photographed many times, by limelight, by Mr. Alfred Crookes, but her +portraits are all too much like her medium to be of any value in +establishing her claim to a separate identity. She had always stated she +should not appear on this earth after the month of May, 1874; and +accordingly, on the 21st, she assembled her friends to say "Good-bye" to +them, and I was one of the number. "Katie" had asked Miss Cook to +provide her with a large basket of flowers and ribbons, and she sat on +the floor and made up a bouquet for each of her friends to keep in +remembrance of her.</p> + +<p>Mine, which consists of lilies of the valley and pink geranium, looks +almost as fresh to-day, nearly seventeen years after, as it did when she +gave it to me. It was accompanied by the following words, which "Katie" +wrote on a sheet of paper in my presence:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"From Annie Owen de Morgan (<i>alias</i> 'Katie') to her friend Florence +Marryat Ross-Church. With love. <i>Pensez à moi.</i></p> + +<p> +"<i>May 21st, 1874.</i>" +</p></blockquote> + +<p>The farewell scene was as pathetic as if we had been parting with a dear +companion by death. "Katie" herself did not seem to know how to go. She +returned again and again to have a last look, especially at Mr. Alfred +Crookes, who was as attached to her as she was to him. Her prediction +has been fulfilled, and from that day, Florence Cook never saw her again +nor heard anything about her. Her place was shortly filled by another +influence, who called herself "Marie," and who danced and sung in a +truly professional style, and certainly as Miss Cook never either danced +or sung. I should not have mentioned the appearance of this spirit, whom +I only saw once or twice, excepting for the following reason. On one +occasion Miss Cook (then Mrs. Corner) was giving a public <i>séance</i> at +the rooms of the National British Association of Spiritualists, at which +a certain Sir George Sitwell, a very young man, was present, and at +which he declared that the medium cheated, and that the spirit "Marie" +was herself, dressed up to deceive the audience. Letters appeared in the +newspapers about it, and the whole press came down upon Spiritualists, +and declared them all to be either knaves or fools. These notices were +published on the morning of a day on which Miss Cook was engaged to give +another public <i>séance</i>, at which I was present. She was naturally very +much cut up about them. Her reputation was at stake; her honor had been +called into question, and being a proud girl, she resented it bitterly. +Her present audience was chiefly composed of friends; but, before +commencing, she put it to us whether, whilst under such a stigma, she +had better not sit at all. We, who had all tested her and believed in +her, were unanimous in repudiating the vile charges brought against her, +and in begging the <i>séance</i> should proceed. Florrie refused, however, to +sit unless some one remained in the cabinet with her, and she chose me +for the purpose. I was therefore tied to her securely with a stout rope, +and we remained thus fastened together for the whole of the evening. +Under which conditions "Marie" appeared, and sung and danced outside the +cabinet, just as she had done to Sir George Sitwell whilst her medium +remained tied to me. So much for men who decide a matter before they +have sifted it to the bottom. Mrs. Elgie Corner has long since given up +mediumship either private or public, and lives deep down in the heart +of Wales, where the babble and scandal of the city affect her no longer. +But she told me, only last year, that she would not pass through the +suffering she had endured on account of Spiritualism again for all the +good this world could give her.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE MEDIUMSHIP OF KATIE COOK.</h3> + + +<p>In the matter of producing physical phenomena the Cooks are a most +remarkable family, all three daughters being powerful media, and that +without any solicitation on their part. The second one, Katie, is by no +means the least powerful of the three, although she has sat more +privately than her sister Florence, and not had the same scientific +tests (I believe) applied to her. The first time I had an opportunity of +testing Katie's mediumship was at the private rooms of Signor Rondi, in +a circle of nine or ten friends. The apartment was small and sparsely +furnished, being an artist's studio. The gas was kept burning, and +before the sitting commenced the door was locked and strips of paper +pasted over the opening inside. The cabinet was formed of a window +curtain nailed across one corner of the room, behind which a chair was +placed for the medium, who is a remarkably small and slight girl—much +slighter than her sister Florence—with a thin face and delicate +features. She was dressed, on this occasion, in a tight-fitting black +gown and Hessian boots that buttoned half-way to her knee, and which, +she informed me, she always wore when sitting (just as Miss Showers +did), because they had each eighteen buttons, which took a long time to +fasten and unfasten. The party sat in a semicircle, close outside the +curtain, and the light was lowered, but not extinguished. There was no +darkness, and no holding of hands. I mention these facts to show how +very simple the preparations were. In a few minutes the curtain was +lifted, and a form, clothed in white, who called herself "Lily," was +presented to our view. She answered several questions relative to +herself and the medium; and perceiving some doubt on the part of some of +the sitters, she seated herself on my knee, I being nearest the curtain, +and asked me to feel her body, and tell the others how differently she +was made from the medium. I had already realized that she was much +heavier than Katie Cook, as she felt like a heavy girl of nine or ten +stone. I then passed my hand up and down her figure. She had full +breasts and plump arms and legs, and could not have been mistaken by the +most casual observers for Miss Cook. Whilst she sat on my knee, however, +she desired my husband and Signor Rondi to go inside the curtain and +feel that the medium was seated in her chair. When they did so, they +found Katie was only half entranced. She thrust her feet out to view, +and said, "I am not 'Lily;' feel my boots." My husband had, at the same +moment, one hand on Miss Cook's knee, and the other stretched out to +feel the figure seated on my lap. There remained no doubt in <i>his</i> mind +of there being two bodies there at the same time. Presently "Lily" +passed her hand over my dress, and remarked how nice and warm it was, +and how she wished she had one on too. I asked her, "Are you cold?" and +she said, "Wouldn't you be cold if you had nothing but this white thing +on?" Half-jestingly, I took my fur cloak, which was on a sofa close by, +and put it round her shoulders, and told her to wear it. "Lily" seemed +delighted. She exclaimed, "Oh, how warm it is! May I take it away with +me?" I said, "Yes, if you will bring it back before I go home. I have +nothing else to wear, remember." She promised she would, and left my +side. In another moment she called out, "Turn up the gas!" We did so. +"Lily" was gone, and so was my large fur cloak! We searched the little +room round for it. It had entirely disappeared. There was a locked +cupboard in which Signor Rondi kept drawing materials. I insisted on its +being opened, although he declared it had not been unlocked for weeks, +and we found it full of dust and drawing blocks, but nothing else, so +the light was again lowered, and the <i>séance</i> resumed. In a short time +the heavy cloak was flung, apparently from the ceiling, evidently from +somewhere higher than my head, and fell right over it.</p> + +<p>I laid it again on the sofa, and thought no more about it until I +returned home. I then found, to my astonishment, and considerably to my +annoyance, that the fur of my cloak (which was a new one) was all coming +out. My dress was covered with it, and from that day I was never able to +wear the cloak again. "Lily" said she had <i>de</i>-materialized it, to take +it away. Of the truth of that assertion I had no proof, but I am quite +sure that she did not put it together again when she brought it back. An +army of moths encamped in it could not have damaged it more, and I can +vouch that until that evening the fur had been as perfect as when I +purchased it.</p> + +<p>I think my next sitting with Katie Cook was at a <i>séance</i> held in Museum +Street, and on the invitation of Mr. Chas. Blackburn, who is one of the +most earnest friends of Spiritualism, and has expended a large amount of +money in its research. The only other guests were my husband, and +General and Mrs. Maclean. We sat round a small uncovered table with the +gas burning and <i>without a cabinet</i>, Miss Katie Cook had a seat between +General Maclean and myself, and we made sure of her proximity to us +during the whole <i>séance</i>. In fact, I never let go of her hand, and even +when she wished to use her pocket-handkerchief, she had to do it with my +hand clinging to her own. Neither did she go into a trance. We spoke to +her occasionally during the sitting, and she answered us, though in a +very subdued voice, as she complained of being sick and faint. In about +twenty minutes, during which the usual manifestations occurred, the +materialized form of "Lily" appeared <i>in the middle of the table</i>, and +spoke to us and kissed us all in turn. Her face was very small, and she +was <i>only formed to the waist</i>, but her flesh was quite firm and warm. +Whilst "Lily" occupied the table in the full sight of all the sitters, +and I had my hand upon Miss Cook's figure (for I kept passing my hand up +and down from her face to her knees, to make sure it was not only a hand +I held), some one grasped my chair from behind and shook it, and when I +turned my head and spoke, in a moment one arm was round my neck and one +round the neck of my husband, who sat next to me, whilst the voice of my +daughter "Florence" spoke to us both, and her long hair and her soft +white dress swept over our faces and hands. Her hair was so abundant and +long, that she shook it out over my lap, that I might feel its length +and texture. I asked "Florence" for a piece of her hair and dress, and +scissors not being forthcoming, "Lily" materialized more fully, and +walked round from the other side of the table and cut off a piece of +"Florence's" dress herself with my husband's penknife, but said they +could not give me the hair that time. The two spirits remained with us +for, perhaps, half an hour or more, whilst General Maclean and I +continued to hold Miss Cook a prisoner. The power then failing, they +disappeared, but every one present was ready to take his oath that two +presences had been with us that never entered at the door. The room was +small and unfurnished, the gas was burning, the medium sat for the whole +time in our sight. Mrs. Maclean and I were the only other women present, +yet two girls bent over and kissed us, spoke to us, and placed their +bare arms on our necks at one and the same time. There was again also a +marked difference between the medium and the materializations. I have +already described her appearance. Both of these spirits had plump faces +and figures, my daughter "Florence's" hands especially being large and +firm, and her loose hair nearly down to her knees.</p> + +<p>I had the pleasure of holding another <i>séance</i> with Katie Cook in the +same rooms, when a new manifestation occurred. She is (as I have said) a +very small woman, with very short arms. I am, on the contrary, a very +large woman, with very long arms, yet the arm of the hand I held was +elongated to such an extent that it reached the sitters on the other +side of the table, where it would have been impossible for mine to +follow it. I should think the limb must have been stretched to thrice +its natural length, and that in the sight of everybody. I sat again with +Katie Cook in her own house, where, if trickery is employed, she had +every opportunity of tricking us, but the manifestations were much the +same, and certainly not more marvellous than those she had exhibited in +the houses of strangers. "Lily" and "Florence" both appeared at the same +time, under circumstances that admitted of no possibility of fraud. My +husband and I were accompanied on that occasion by our friends, Captain +and Mrs. Kendal, and the order of sitting round the table was as +follows:—Myself, Katie, Captain K., Florence Cook, my husband, Mrs. +Cook, Mrs. Kendal. Each member of the family, it will be observed, was +held between two detectives, and their hands were not once set free. I +must say also that the <i>séance</i> was a free one, courteously accorded us +on the invitation of Mrs. Cook; and if deception had been intended, we +and our friends might just as well have been left to sit with Katie +alone, whilst the other members of the family superintended the +manifestation of the "ghosts" outside. Miss Florence Cook, indeed (Mrs. +Corner), objected at first to sitting with us, on the score that her +mediumship usually neutralized that of her sister, but her mother +insisted on her joining the circle, lest any suspicion should be excited +by her absence. The Cooks, indeed, are, all of them, rather averse to +sitting than not, and cordially agree in disliking the powers that have +been thrust upon them against their own will.</p> + +<p>These influences take possession of them, unfitting them for more +practical work, and they must live. This is, I believe, the sole reason +that they have never tried to make money by the exercise of their +mediumship. But I, for one, fully believe them when they tell me that +they consider the fact of their being media as the greatest misfortune +that has ever happened to them. On the occasion of this last <i>séance</i>, +cherries and rosebuds were showered in profusion on the table during the +evening. These may easily be believed to have been secreted in the room +before the commencement of the sitting, and produced at the proper +opportunity, although the hands of everybody interested in their +production were fast held by strangers. But it is less easy to believe +that a lady of limited income, like Mrs. Cook, should go to such an +expense for an unpaid <i>séance</i>, for the purpose of making converts of +people who were strangers to her. Mediumship pays very badly as it is. I +am afraid it would pay still worse if the poor media had to purchase the +means for producing the phenomena, especially when, in a town like +London, they run (as in this instance) to hothouse fruit and flowers.</p> + +<p>One more example of Katie Cook's powers and I have done. We were +assembled one evening by the invitation of Mr. Charles Blackburn at his +house, Elgin Crescent. We sat in a small breakfast room on the basement +floor, so small, indeed, for the size of the party, that as we encircled +a large round table, the sitters' backs touched the wall on either side, +thus entirely preventing any one crossing the room whilst we were +established there. The only piece of furniture of any consequence in the +room, beside the chairs and table, was a trichord cabinet piano, +belonging to Mrs. Cook (who was keeping house at the time for Mr. +Blackburn), and which she much valued.</p> + +<p>Katie Cook sat amongst us as usual. In the middle of the <i>séance</i> her +control "Lily," who was materialized, called out, "Keep hands fast. +Don't let go, whatever you do!" And at the same time, without seeing +anything (for we were sitting in complete darkness), we became conscious +that something large and heavy was passing or being carried over our +heads. One of the ladies of the party became nervous, and dropped her +neighbor's hand with a cry of alarm, and, at the same moment, a weighty +body fell with a fearful crash on the other side of the room. "Lily" +exclaimed, "Some one has let go hands," and Mrs. Cook called out; "Oh! +it's my piano." Lights were struck, when we found the cabinet piano had +actually been carried from its original position right over our heads to +the opposite side of the room, where it had fallen on the floor and been +seriously damaged. The two carved legs were broken off, and the sounding +board smashed in. Any one who had heard poor Mrs. Cook's lamentations +over the ruin of her favorite instrument, and the expense it would +entail to get it restored, would have felt little doubt as to whether +<i>she</i> had been a willing victim to this unwelcome proof of her +daughter's physical mediumship.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE MEDIUMSHIP OF BESSIE FITZGERALD.</h3> + + +<p>One evening I went to have a cup of tea with my friend Miss Schonberg at +Shepherd's Bush, when she proposed that we should go and have a <i>séance</i> +with Mrs. Henry Jencken (Kate Fox), who lived close by. I hailed the +idea, as I had heard such great things of the medium in question, and +never had an opportunity of testing them. Consequently, I was +proportionately disappointed when, on sending round to her house to ask +if she could receive us that evening, we received a message to say that +Mr. Jencken, her husband, had died that morning, and she could see no +one. Miss Schonberg and I immediately cast about in our minds to see +what we should do with our time, and she suggested we should call on +Mrs. Fitzgerald. "Who is Mrs. Fitzgerald?" I queried. "A wonderful +medium," replied my friend, "whom I met at Mrs. Wilson's last week, and +who gave me leave to call on her. Let us go together." And accordingly +we set forth for Mrs. Fitzgerald's residence in the Goldhawk Road. I +only mention these circumstances to show how utterly unpremeditated was +my first visit to her. We arrived at her house, and were ushered into a +sitting-room, Miss Schonberg only sending up her name. In a few minutes +the door opened, and a small, fair woman, dressed in black velvet, +entered the room. Miss Schonberg saluted her, and was about to tender +some explanation regarding <i>my</i> presence there, when Mrs. Fitzgerald +walked straight up to me and took my hand. Her eyes seemed to dilate and +contract, like the opening and shutting off of a light, in a manner +which I have often seen since, and she uttered rapidly, "You have been +married once; you have been married twice; and you will be married a +third time." I answered, "If you know anything, Mrs. Fitzgerald, you +must know that I am very much attached to my husband, and that your +information can give me no pleasure to hear." "No!" she said, "no! I +suppose not, but you cannot alter Fate." She then proceeded to speak of +things in my past life which had had the greatest influence over the +whole of it, occurrences of so private and important a nature that it +becomes impossible to write them down here, and for that very reason +doubly convincing to the person whom they concern. Presently Mrs. +Fitzgerald wandered to her piano, and commenced to play the air of the +ballad so firmly connected in my mind with John Powles, "Thou art gone +from my gaze," whilst she turned and nodded at me saying, "<i>He's</i> here!" +In fact, after a couple of hours' conversation with her, I felt that +this stranger in the black velvet dress had turned out every secret of +my life, and laid it naked and bare before me. I was wonderfully +attracted to her. Her personality pleased me; her lonely life, living +with her two babies in the Goldhawk Road, made me anxious to give her +society and pleasure, and her wonderful gifts of clairvoyance and trance +mediumship, all combined to make me desire her friendship, and I gave +her a cordial invitation to my house in the Regent's Park, where for +some years she was a constant visitor, and always sure of a hearty +welcome. It was due to her kindness that I first had the opportunity to +study trance mediumship at my leisure, and in a short time we became so +familiar with her most constant control, "Dewdrop," a Red Indian girl, +and so accustomed to speak through Mrs. Fitzgerald with our own friends +gone before, that we welcomed her advent to our house as the signal for +holding a spiritual party. For the sake of the uninitiated and curious, +I think I had better here describe what is meant by trance mediumship. A +person thus gifted has the power of giving him or herself up to the +control of the influences in command, who send him or her off to sleep, +a sleep so deep and so like death that the spirit is actually parted +<i>pro tem</i> from the body, which other spirits, sometimes living, but far +oftener dead, enter and use as if it were their own. I have mentioned in +my chapter on "Embodied Spirits" how my living friend in India conversed +with me through Bessie Fitzgerald in this way, also how "Florence" spoke +to me through the unconscious lips of Mabel Keningale Cook.</p> + +<p>Of course, I am aware that it would be so easy for a medium simply to +close her eyes, and, professing to be entranced, talk a lot of +commonplaces, which open-mouthed fools might accept as a new gospel, +that it becomes imperative to test this class of media strictly by <i>what +they utter</i>, and to place no faith in them until you are convinced that +the matters they speak of cannot possibly have been known to any one +except the friend whose mouthpiece they profess to be. All this I fully +proved for myself from repeated trials and researches; but the +unfortunate part of it is, that the more forcible and convincing the +private proof, the more difficult it is to place it before the public. I +must content myself, therefore, with saying that some of my dead friends +(so called) came back to me so frequently through Bessie Fitzgerald, and +familiarized themselves so completely with my present life, that I +forgot sometimes that they had left this world, and flew to them (or +rather to Bessie) to seek their advice or ask their sympathy as +naturally as if she were their earthly form. Of these my daughter +"Florence" was necessarily the most often with me, and she and "Dewdrop" +generally divided the time which Mrs. Fitzgerald spent with us between +them. I never saw a control so completely identified with its medium as +"Dewdrop" was with Bessie. It was difficult at times to know which was +which, and one could never be certain until she spoke whether the spirit +or the medium had entered the house. When she <i>did</i> speak, however, +there was no mistaking them. Their characters were so different. Bessie +Fitzgerald, a quiet, soft spoken little woman, devoted to her children, +and generally unobtrusive; "Dewdrop," a Sioux Indian girl, wary and deep +as her tribe and cute and saucy as a Yankee, with an amount of devilry +in her that must at times have proved very inconvenient. She used to +play Mrs. Fitzgerald tricks in those days that might have brought her +into serious trouble, such as controlling her whilst travelling in an +omnibus, and talking her Yankee Indian to the passengers until she had +made their hair stand on end, with the suspicion that they had a lunatic +for a companion. One evening we had a large and rather "swell" evening +party, chiefly composed of ladies and gentlemen of the theatrical +profession, and entirely of non-spiritualists, excepting ourselves. Mrs. +Fitzgerald had been invited to this party, and declined, because it was +out of her line. We were therefore rather astonished, when all the +guests were assembled, to hear her name announced and see her enter the +room in a morning dress. Directly I cast eyes upon her, however, I saw +that it was not herself, but "Dewdrop." The stride with which she +walked, the waggish way she rolled from side to side, the devilry in her +eye, all betokened the Indian control. To make matters worse, she went +straight up to Colonel Lean, and, throwing herself on the ground at his +feet, affectionately laid her head upon his knee, and said, "I'se come +to the party." Imagine the astonishment of our guests! I was obliged at +once, in defence of my friend, to explain to them how matters stood; and +though they looked rather incredulous, they were immensely interested, +and "Dewdrop's" visit proved to be <i>the</i> event of the evening. She +talked to each one separately, telling them home truths, and prophesying +their future in a way that made their cheeks go pale with fright, or red +with conscious shame, and there was quite a contest between the men as +to who should take "Dewdrop" down to the supper table. When there, she +made herself particularly lively, making personal remarks aloud that +were, in some instances, rather trying to listen to, and which Bessie +Fitzgerald would have cut out her tongue sooner than utter. She ate, +too, of dishes which would have made Bessie ill for a week. This was +another strange peculiarity of "Dewdrop's" control. She not only ousted +the spirit; she regulated the internal machinery of her medium's body. +Bessie in her normal condition was a very delicate woman with a weak +heart and lungs, and obliged to be most careful in her diet. She ate +like a sparrow, and of the simplest things. "Dewdrop," on the other +hand, liked indigestible food, and devoured it freely; yet Bessie has +told me that she never felt any inconvenience from the food amalgamated +with her system whilst under "Dewdrop's" control. One day when Mrs. +Fitzgerald was dining with us, we had some apples at dessert, which she +would have liked to partake of, but was too much afraid of the after +consequences. "I <i>dare</i> not," she said; "if I were to eat a raw apple, I +should have indigestion for a week." She took some preserved ginger +instead; and we were proceeding with our dessert, when I saw her hand +steal out and grasp an apple. I looked in her face. "Dewdrop" had taken +her place. "Dewdrop," I said, authoritatively, "you must not eat that. +You will hurt Bessie. Put it down directly."</p> + +<p>"I shan't," replied "Dewdrop," drawing the dish towards her; "I like +apples. I'm always wanting 'Medy' to eat them, and she won't, so she +must go away till I've had as many as I want." And in effect she ate +three or four of them, and Bessie would never have been cognizant of the +fact unless I had informed her. On the occasion of the party to which +she came uninvited, "Dewdrop" remained with us to the very last, and +went home in a cab, and landed Mrs. Fitzgerald at her house without her +being aware that she had ever left it. At that time we were constantly +at each other's houses, and many an evening have I spent alone with +Bessie in the Goldhawk Road, her servant out marketing and her little +children asleep in the room overhead. Her baby was then a great fat +fellow of about fifteen months old, who was given to waking and crying +for his mother. If "Dewdrop" were present, she was always very impatient +with these interruptions. "Bother dat George," she would say; "I must go +up and quiet him." Then she would disappear for a few minutes, while +Bessie woke and talked to me, and then, in the twinkling of an eye, +"Dewdrop" would be back again. One day, apparently, "George" would not +be comforted, for on "Dewdrop's" return she said to me, "It's no good; +I've had to bring him down. He's on the mat outside the door;" and +there, sure enough, we found the poor baby wailing in his nightshirt. +Not being able to walk, how he had been spirited from the top storey to +the bottom I leave my readers to determine. Bessie's little girl Mabel +promised to be as wonderful a medium as her mother. She would come in +from the garden flushed from her play with the "spirit-children," of +whom she talked as familiarly as of her little neighbors next door. I +have watched her playing at ball with an invisible child, and have seen +the ball thrown, arrested half-way in the air, and then tossed back +again just as if a living child had been Mab's opponent. I had lost +several infants from premature birth during my second marriage, and the +eldest of these, a girl, appeared to be a constant companion of Mabel's. +She was always talking of what "Mrs. Lean's girl" (as she called her) +had done and said; and one day she had a violent fit of weeping because +her mother would not promise to buy her a frock like the one "Mrs. +Lean's girl" wore.</p> + +<p><i>Apropos</i> of these still-born children, I had a curious experience with +Mrs. Fitzgerald. I had had no idea until then that children so born +possessed any souls, or lived again, but "Florence" undeceived me when +she told me she had charge of her little brothers and sisters. She even +professed to know the names by which they were known in the spirit +world. When a still-born baby is launched upon the other side, she said +it is delivered over to the nearest relative of its parent, to be called +by what name he may choose. Thus my first girl was christened by Colonel +Lean's mother "Gertrude," after a bosom friend of hers, and my second my +father named "Joan," as he said it was his favorite female name. Upon +subsequent inquiry, we found that Mrs. Lean <i>had</i> a friend called +"Gertrude," and that "Joan" was distinctly Captain Marryat's <i>beau +ideal</i> of a woman's name. However, that signified but little. I became +very curious to see or speak with these unknown babies of mine, and used +to worry "Florence" to bring them to me. She would expostulate with me +after this fashion: "Dear mother, be reasonable. Remember what babies +they are, and that this world is quite strange to them. When your +earthly children were small you never allowed them to be brought down +before strangers, for fear they should cry. 'Gertie' and 'Yonnie' would +behave just the same if I brought them back to you now." However, I went +on teasing her till she made the attempt, and "Gertie" returned through +Mrs. Fitzgerald. It was a long time before we could coax her to remain +with us, and when she overcame her first shyness, it was like talking to +a little savage. "Gertie" didn't know the meaning of anything, or the +names of anything. Her incessant questions of "What's a father?" "What a +mother?" "What's a dog?" were very difficult to answer; but she would +chatter about the spirit-world, and what she did there, as glibly as +possible. She told us that she knew her brother Francis (the lad who was +drowned at sea) very well, and she "ran races, and Francis 'chivied' +her; and when he caught her, he held her under the fountain, and the +spray wetted her frock, and made it look like silver." The word +"<i>chivied</i>" sounding to me very much of a mundane character, I asked +"Gertie" where she learned it; and she said, "Francis says 'chivy,' so +<i>I</i> may," and it was indeed a common expression with him. "Gertie" took, +after a while, such a keen interest in my ornaments and china, rather to +their endangerment, that I bought a doll to see if she would play with +it. At first she was vastly delighted with the "little spirit," as she +called it, and nursed it just as a mortal child would have done. But +when she began to question me as to the reason the doll did not look at +her, or answer her, or move about, and I said it was because it was not +alive, she was dreadfully disappointed. "<i>Not alive!</i>" she echoed; +"didn't God make it?" and when I replied in the negative, she threw it +to the other end of the room, and would never look at it again.</p> + +<p>"Gertie" was about five years old at this period, and seemed to have a +great idea of her own importance. She always announced herself as "The +Princess Gertie," and was very dignified in her behavior. One day, when +a lady friend was present when "Gertie" came and asked her to kiss her, +she extended her hand instead of her face, saying, "You may kiss my +hand."</p> + +<p>"Yonnie" (as "Joan" called herself) was but eighteen months old, and +used to manifest herself, <i>roaring</i> like a child forcibly dragged before +strangers, and the only word we could ever extract from her was +"Sugar-plums." Accordingly, I invested in some for her benefit, with +which she filled her mouth so full as nearly to choke the medium, and +"Florence" rebuked me seriously for my carelessness, and threatened +never to bring "Yonnie" down to this earth again. There had been three +other children—boys—whom I was equally anxious to see again, but, for +some inexplicable reason, "Florence" said it was impossible that they +could manifest. The little girls, however, came until we were quite +familiar with them. I am aware that all this must sound very childish, +but had it not borne a remarkable context, I should not have related it. +All the wonder of it will be found later on.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fitzgerald suffered very much at this time from insomnia, which she +always declared was benefitted after a visit to me. I proposed one +night, therefore, when she had stayed with us later than usual, that she +should remain and share my bed, and return home in the morning. She +consented, and at the usual hour we retired to rest together, I taking +care to lock the bedroom door and keep the gas burning; indeed, Bessie +was so nervous of what she might see that she would not have remained in +the dark for any consideration. The bed we occupied was what is called a +half tester, with a canopy and curtains on either side. As soon as ever +Bessie got into it, she burrowed under the clothes like a dormouse, and +went fast asleep. I was too curious to see what might happen to follow +her example, so my head remained on the pillow, and my eyes wide open, +and turning in every direction. Presently I saw the curtains on the +opposite side of the bed gently shaken, next a white hand and arm +appeared round them, and was passed up and down the ridge that +represented Bessie Fitzgerald's body; finally, after several times +stepping forward and retreating again, a female figure emerged and +walked to the foot of the bedstead and stood there regarding me. She +was, to all appearance, as solidly formed as any human creature could +be, and she was as perfectly distinct as though seen by daylight. Her +head and bust reminded me at once of the celebrated "Clytie," they were +so classically and beautifully formed. Her hair and skin were fair, her +eyes luminously liquid and gentle, her whole attitude one of modest +dignity. She was clothed in some creamy white material, thick and soft, +and intermixed with dull gold. She wore no ornaments, but in her right +hand she carried a long branch of palm, or olive, or myrtle, something +tall and tapering, and of dark green. She scarcely could be said to +smile at me, but there was an indescribable appearance of peace and +tranquillity about her. When I described this apparition to Bessie in +the morning, she recognized it at once as that of her control, +"Goodness," whom she had seen clairvoyantly, but she affirmed that I was +the only person who had ever given her a correct description of this +influence, which was the best and purest about her. After "Goodness" had +remained in the same position for a few minutes, she walked back again +behind the curtain, which served as a cabinet, and "Florence" came out +and had a whispered conversation with me. Next a dark face, but only a +face, said to be that of "Dewdrop," peeped out four or five times, and +disappeared again; then a voice said, "No more! good-night," and I +turned round to where Bessie lay sleeping beside me, and went to sleep +myself. After that, she often came, when suffering worse than usual from +insomnia, to pass the night with me, as she said my magnetism caused her +to sleep, and similar manifestations always occurred when we were alone +and together.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fitzgerald's mediumship was by no means used, however, for the sole +purpose of gratifying curiosity or foretelling the future. She was a +wonderful medical diagnoser, and sat for a long time in the service of a +well-known medical man. She would be ensconced in a corner of his +waiting-room and tell him the exact disease of each patient that +entered. She told me she could see the inside of everybody as perfectly +as though they were made of glass. This gift, however, induced her to +take on a reflection (as it were) of the disease she diagnosed, and +after a while her failing strength compelled her to give it up. Her +control "Dewdrop" was what she called herself, "a metal spirit," <i>i.e.</i>, +her advice was very trustworthy with regard to all speculations and +monetary transactions. Many stockbrokers and city men used regularly to +consult Bessie before they engaged in any speculation, and she received +many valuable presents in return for her assistance in "making a pile." +One gentleman, indeed, settled a large sum of money when he died on her +little son in gratitude for the fortune "Dewdrop" had helped him to +accumulate. Persons who sneer at Spiritualism and declare it to be +useless, little know how much advantage is taken of spiritual +forethought and prevision by those who believe in it. I have never been +sorry but when I have neglected to follow the advice of a medium whom I +had proved to be trustworthy.</p> + +<p>In the autumn of 1883 I introduced my own entertainment of "Love +Letters" to the provincial British public, and it had an immediate and +undeniable success. My engagements poured in rapidly, and I had already +booked dates for the whole spring of 1884, when Mr. Edgar Bruce offered +me an engagement at the Prince of Wales' (then the Prince's) Theatre, +about to be opened in Piccadilly. I had been anxiously waiting to obtain +an engagement on the London boards, and was eager to accept it; still, I +did not know if I would be wise in relinquishing my provincial +engagements. I wrote to Bessie to ask "Dewdrop" what I should do; the +answer was, "Don't accept, only a flash in the pan." Thereupon I sent to +Mr. Bruce to ask how long the engagement was likely to last, and his +answer was that he expected "The Palace of Truth" to run a year at +least, and at any rate I was to consider myself one of a "stock +company." Thereupon I cancelled all my entertainment engagements, +returned to London, appeared at the Prince's Theatre for just <i>eleven</i> +<i>weeks</i>, and got into four law suits with my disappointed patrons for my +trouble.</p> + +<p>It is one of the commonest remarks made by stupid people, "If the +spirits know anything, let them tell me the name of the winner of the +Derby, and then I will believe them," etc. I was speaking of this once +to "Dewdrop," and she said, "We <i>could</i> tell if we choose, but we are +not allowed to do so. If Spiritualism was generally used for such +things, all the world would rush to it in order to cheat one another. +But if you will promise me not to open it until after the Derby is run, +I will give you the name of the winner now in a sealed envelope, to +prove that what I say is the truth." We gave her the requisite +materials, and she made a few pencil marks on a piece of paper, and +sealed it up. It was the year that "Shotover" won the Derby. The day +after the race, we opened the envelope and found the drawing of a man +with a gun in his hand, a hedge, and a bird flying away on the other +side; very sketchy, but perfectly intelligible to one who could read +between the lines.</p> + +<p>I was at the theatre one night with Bessie in a box, when I found out +that "Dewdrop" had taken her place. "Dewdrop" was very fond of going to +the play, and her remarks were so funny and so naïve as to keep one +constantly amused. Presently, between the acts, she said to me, "Do you +see that man in the front row of the stalls with a bald head, sitting +next to the old lady with a fat neck?" I replied I did. "Now you watch," +said "Dewdrop;" "I'm going down there to have some fun. First I'll +tickle the old man's head, and then I'll scratch the old woman's neck. +Now, you and 'Medie' watch." The next moment Bessie spoke to me in her +own voice, and I told her what "Dewdrop" proposed to do. "Oh, poor +things!" she said, compassionately, "how she will torment them!" To +watch what followed was a perfect farce. First, the old man put his hand +up to his bald head, and then he took out his handkerchief and flicked +it, then he rubbed it, and finally <i>scrubbed</i> it to alleviate the +increasing irritation. Then the old lady began the same business with +her neck, and finding it of no avail, glared at the old man as if she +thought <i>he</i> had done it; in fact, they were both in such evident +torture that there was no doubt "Dewdrop" had kept her promise. When she +returned to me she said, "There! didn't you see me walking along the +front row of stalls, in my moccasins and beads and feathers, and all my +war-paint on, tickling the old fellow's head?" "I didn't <i>see</i> you, +'Dewdrop,'" I answered, "but I'm sure you were there." "Ah! but the old +fellow <i>felt</i> me, and so did the old girl," she replied.</p> + +<p>Bessie Fitzgerald is now Mrs. Russell Davies, and carries on her +<i>séances</i> in Upper Norwood. No one who attends them can fail to feel +interested in the various phenomena he will meet with there.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE MEDIUMSHIP OF LOTTIE FOWLER.</h3> + + +<p>As I was introduced to Lottie Fowler many years before I met Bessie +Fitzgerald, I suppose the account of her mediumship should have come +first; but I am writing this veracious narrative on no fixed or +artificial plan, but just as it occurs to me, though not from memory, +because notes were taken of every particular at the time of occurrence. +In 1874 I was largely employed on the London Press, and constantly sent +to report on anything novel or curious, and likely to afford matter for +an interesting article. It was for such a purpose that I received an +order from one of the principal newspapers in town to go and have a +complimentary <i>séance</i> with an American clairvoyant newly arrived in +England, Miss Lottie Fowler. Until I received my directions I had never +heard the medium's name, and I knew very little of clairvoyance. She was +lodging in Conduit Street, and I reached her house one morning as early +as ten o'clock, and sent in a card with the name of the paper only +written on it. I was readily admitted. Miss Fowler was naturally anxious +to be noticed by the press and introduced to London society. I found her +a stylish-looking, well-dressed woman of about thirty, with a pleasant, +intelligent face. Those of my readers who have only met her since +sickness and misfortune made inroads on her appearance may smile at my +description, but I repeat that seventeen years ago Lottie Fowler was +prosperous and energetic-looking. She received me very cordially, and +asked me into a little back parlor, of which, as it was summer weather, +both the windows and doors were left open. Here, in the sunshine, she +sat down and took my hand in hers, and began chatting of what she wished +and hoped to do in London. Suddenly her eyes closed and her head fell +back. She breathed hard for a few minutes, and then sat up, still with +her eyes closed, and began to talk in a high key, and in broken English. +This was her well-known control, "Annie," without doubt one of the best +clairvoyants living. She began by explaining to me that she had been a +German girl in earth life, and couldn't speak English properly, but I +should understand her better when I was more familiar with her. She then +commenced with my birth by the sea, described my father's personality +and occupation, spoke of my mother, my brothers and sisters, my +illnesses, my marriage, and my domestic life. Then she said, "Wait! now +I'll go to your house, and tell you what I see there." She then repeated +the names of all my children, giving a sketch of the character of each +one, down to the "baby with the flower name," as she called my little +Daisy. After she had really exhausted the subject of my past and +present, she said, "You'll say I've read all this out of your mind, so +now I'll tell you what I see in the future. You'll be married a second +time." Now, at this period I was editing a fashionable magazine, and +drew a large number of literary men around me. I kept open house on +Tuesday evenings, and had innumerable friends, and I <i>may</i> (I don't say +I <i>had</i>), but I may have sometimes speculated what my fate might be in +the event of my becoming free. The <i>séance</i> I speak of took place on a +Wednesday morning; and when "Annie" told me I should be married a second +time, my thoughts involuntarily took to themselves wings, I suppose, for +she immediately followed up her assertion by saying, "No! not to the man +who broke the tumbler at your house last night. You will marry another +soldier." "No, thank-you," I exclaimed; "no more army men for me. I've +had enough of soldiers to last me a lifetime." "Annie" looked very +grave. "You <i>will</i> marry another soldier," she reiterated; "I can see +him now, walking up a terrace. He is very tall and big, and has brown +hair cut quite short, but so soft and shiny. At the back of his head he +looks as sleek as a mole. He has a broad face, a pleasant, smiling face, +and when he laughs he shows very white teeth. I see him knocking at your +door. He says, 'Is Mrs. Ross-Church at home?' 'Yes, sir.' Then he goes +into a room full of books. 'Florence, my wife is dead. Will you be my +wife?' And you say 'Yes.'" "Annie" spoke so naturally, and I was so +astonished at her knowledge of my affairs, that it never struck me till +I returned home that she had called me by my name, which had been kept +carefully from her. I asked her, "When will my husband die?" "I don't +see his death anywhere," she answered. "But how can I marry again unless +he dies?" I said. "I don't know, but I can't tell you what I don't see. +I see a house all in confusion, papers are thrown about, and everything +is topsy-turvy, and two people are going different ways; and, oh, there +is so much trouble and so many tears! But I don't see any death +anywhere."</p> + +<p>I returned home, very much astonished at all Miss Fowler had said +regarding my past and present, but very incredulous with respect to her +prophecies for the future. Yet, three years afterwards, when much of +what she told me had come to pass, I was travelling from Charing Cross +to Fareham with Mr. Grossmith, to give our entertainment of "<i>Entre +Nous</i>," when the train stopped as usual to water at Chatham. On the +platform stood Colonel Lean, in uniform, talking to some friends. I had +never set eyes on him till that moment; but I said at once to Mr. +Grossmith, "Do you see that officer in the undress uniform? That is the +man Lottie Fowler told me I should marry." Her description had been so +exact that I recognized him at once. Of course, I got well laughed at, +and was ready after a while to laugh at myself. Two months afterwards, +however, I was engaged to recite at the Literary Institute at Chatham, +where I had never set foot in my life before. Colonel Lean came to the +Recital, and introduced himself to me. He became a visitor at my house +in London (which, by the by, had been changed for one in a <i>terrace</i>), +and two years afterwards, in, June 1879, we were married. I have so far +overcome a natural scruple to make my private affairs public, in justice +to Lottie Fowler. It is useless narrating anything to do with the +supernatural (although I have been taught that this is a wrong term, and +that nothing that exists is <i>above</i> nature, but only a continuation of +it), unless one is prepared to prove that it was true. Lottie Fowler did +not make a long stay in England on that occasion. She returned to +America for some time, and I was Mrs. Lean before I met her again. The +second visit was a remarkable one. I had been to another medium, who had +made me very unhappy by some prophecies with regard to my husband's +health; indeed, she had said he would not live a couple of years, and I +was so excited about it that my friend Miss Schonberg advised our going +then and there to see Lottie Fowler, who had just arrived in England, +and was staying in Vernon Place, Bloomsbury; and though it was late at +night, we set off at once. The answer to our request to see Miss Fowler +was that she was too tired to receive any more visitors that day. "Do +ask her to see me," I urged. "I won't detain her a moment; I only want +to ask her one question." Upon this, we were admitted, and found Lottie +nearly asleep. "Miss Fowler," I began, "you told me five years ago that +I should be married a second time. Well, I <i>am</i> married, and now they +tell me I shall loose my husband." And then I told her how ill he was, +and what the doctors said, and what the medium said. "You told me the +truth before," I continued; "tell it me now. Will he die?" Lottie took a +locket containing his hair in her hand for a minute, and then replied +confidently, "They know nothing about it. He will not die—that is not +yet—not for a long while." "But <i>when</i>?" I said, despairingly. "Leave +that to God, child," she answered, "and be happy now." And in effect +Colonel Lean recovered from his illness, and became strong and hearty +again. But whence did Miss Fowler gain the confidence to assert that a +man whom she had never seen, nor even heard of, should recover from a +disease which the doctors pronounced to be mortal? From that time Lottie +and I became fast friends, and continue so to this day. It is a +remarkable thing that she would never take a sixpence from me in payment +for her services, though I have sat with her scores of times, nor would +she accept a present, and that when she has been sorely in need of +funds. She said she had been told she should never prosper if she +touched my money. She has one of the most grateful and affectionate and +generous natures possible, and has half-starved herself for the sake of +others who lived upon her. I have seen her under sickness, and poverty, +and trouble, and I think she is one of the kindest-hearted and best +women living, and I am glad of even this slight opportunity to bear +testimony to her disposition. At one time she had a large and +fashionable <i>clientèle</i> of sitters, who used to pay her handsomely for a +<i>séance</i>, but of late years her clients have fallen off, and her +fortunes have proportionately decreased. She has now returned to the +Southern States of America, and says she has seen the last of England. +All I can say is, that I consider her a great personal loss as a referee +in all business matters as well as a prophet for the future. She also, +like Bessie Fitzgerald, is a great medical diagnoser. She was largely +consulted by physicians about the Court at the time of the Prince of +Wales' dangerous illness, and predicted his recovery from the +commencement. It was through her mediumship that the body of the late +Lord Lindesay of Balcarres, which was stolen from the family vault, was +eventually recovered; and the present Lord Lindesay gave her a beautiful +little watch, enamelled and set in diamonds, in commemoration of the +event. She predicted the riot that took place in London some years ago, +and the Tay Bridge disaster; but who is so silly as to believe the +prophecies of media now-a-days? There has hardly been an event in my +life, since I have known Lottie Fowler, that she has not prepared me for +beforehand, but the majority of them are too insignificant to interest +the reader. One, however, the saddest I have ever been called upon to +encounter, was wonderfully foretold. In February, 1886, Lottie (or +rather, "Annie") said to me, "There is a great trouble in store for you, +Florris" (she always called me "Florris"); "you are passing under black +clouds, and there is a coffin hanging over you. It will leave your +house." This made me very uneasy. No one lived in my house but my +husband and myself. I asked, "Is it my own coffin?" "No!" "Is it my +husband's?" "No; it is that of a much younger person."</p> + +<p>I questioned her very closely, but she would not tell me any more, and I +tried to dismiss the idea from my mind. Still it would constantly recur, +for I knew, from experience, how true her predictions were. At last I +felt as if I could bear the suspense no longer, and I went to her and +said, "You <i>must</i> tell me that the coffin you spoke of is not for one of +my children, or the uncertainty will drive me mad." "Annie" thought a +minute, and then said slowly, "No; it is not for one of your children." +"Then I can bear anything else," I replied. The time went on, and in +April an uncle of mine died. I rushed again to Lottie Fowler. "Is <i>this</i> +the death you prophesied?" I asked her. "No," she replied; "the coffin +must leave your house. But this death will be followed by another in the +family," which it was within the week. The following February my +next-door neighbors lost their only son. I had known the boy for years, +and I was very sorry for them. As I was watching the funeral +preparations from my bedroom window, I saw the coffin carried out of the +hall door, which adjoined mine with only a railing between. Knowing that +many prophetical media <i>see</i> the future in a series of pictures, it +struck me that Lottie must have seen this coffin leaving, and mistaken +the house for mine. I went to her again. This proves how the prediction +had weighed all this time upon my mind. "Has not the death you spoke of +taken place <i>now</i>?" I asked her. "Has not the coffin left my house?" +"No," she answered; "it will be a relative, one of the family. It is +much nearer now than it was." I felt uncomfortable, but I would not +allow it to make me unhappy. "Annie" had said it was not one of my own +children, and so long as they were spared I felt strong enough for +anything.</p> + +<p>In the July following my eldest daughter came to me in much distress. +She had heard of the death of a friend, one who had been associated with +her in her professional life, and the news had shocked her greatly. She +had always been opposed to Spiritualism. She didn't see the good of it, +and thought I believed in it a great deal more than was necessary. I had +often asked her to accompany me to <i>séances</i>, or to see trance media, +and she had refused. She used to say she had no one on the other side +she cared to speak to. But when her young friend died, she begged me to +take her to a medium to hear some news of him, and we went together to +Lottie Fowler. "Annie" did not wait for any prompting, but opened the +ball at once. "You've come here to ask me how you can see your friend +who has just passed over," she said. "Well, he's all right. He's in this +room now, and he says you will see him very soon." "To which medium +shall I go?" said my daughter. "Don't go to any medium. Wait a little +while, and you will see him with your own eyes." My daughter was a +physical medium herself, though I had prevented her sitting for fear it +should injure her health; and I believed, with her, that "Annie" meant +that her friend would manifest through her own power. She turned to me +and said, "Oh, mother, I shall be awfully frightened if he appears to me +at night;" and "Annie" answered, "No, you won't be frightened when you +see him. You will be very pleased. Your meeting will be a source of +great pleasure on both sides." My daughter had just signed a lucrative +engagement, and was about to start on a provincial tour. Her next +request was, "Tell me what you see for me in the future." "Annie" +replied, "I cannot see it clearly. Another day I may be able to tell you +more, but to-day it is all dim. Every time I try to see it a wall seems +to rise behind your head and shut it out." Then she turned to me and +said, "Florris, that coffin is very near you now. It hangs right over +your head!" I answered carelessly, "I wish it would come and have done +with it. It is eighteen months now, Annie, since you uttered that dismal +prophecy!" Little did I really believe that it was to be so quickly and +so terribly fulfilled. Three weeks after that <i>séance</i>, my beloved child +(who was staying with me) was carried out of my house in her coffin to +Kensal Green. I was so stunned by the blow, that it was not for some +time after that I remembered "Annie's" prediction. When I asked her +<i>why</i> she had tortured me with the suspense of coming evil for eighteen +months, she said she had been told to do so by my guardian spirits, or +my brain would have been injured by the suddenness of the shock. When I +asked why she had denied it would be one of my children, she still +maintained that she had obeyed a higher order, because to tell the truth +so long beforehand would have half-killed me as indeed it would. "Annie" +said she had no idea, even during that last interview, that the death +she predicted was that of the girl before her. She saw her future was +misty, and that the coffin was over my head, but she did not connect the +two facts together. In like manner I have heard almost every event of my +future through Lottie Fowler's lips, and she has never yet proved to be +wrong, except in one instance of <i>time</i>. She predicted an event for a +certain year and it did not take place till afterwards; and it has made +"Annie" so wary, that she steadfastly refuses now to give any dates. I +always warn inquirers not to place faith in any given dates. The spirits +have told me they have <i>no time</i> in the spheres, but judge of it simply +as the reflection of the future appears nearer, or further, from the +sitter's face. Thus, something that will happen years hence appears +cloudy and far off, whilst the events of next week or next month seem +bright and distinct, and quite near. This is a method of judging which +can only be gained by practice, and must at all times be uncertain and +misleading.</p> + +<p>I have often acted as amanuensis for Lottie Fowler, for letters are +constantly arriving for her from every part of the world which can only +be answered under trance, and she has asked me to take down the replies +as "Annie" dictated them. I have answered by this means the most +searching questions from over the seas relating to health and money and +lost articles whilst Lottie was fast asleep and "Annie" dictated the +letters, and have received many answers thanking me for acting +go-between, and saying how wonderfully correct and valuable the +information "Annie" had sent them had proved to be. Of course, it would +be impossible, in this paper, to tell of the constant intercourse I have +had with Lottie Fowler during the last ten or twelve years, and the +manner in which she has mapped out my future for me, preventing my +cherishing false hopes that would never be realized, making bad bargains +that would prove monetary losses, and believing in apparent friendship +that was only a cloak for selfishness and treachery. I have learned many +bitter lessons from her lips. I have also made a good deal of money +through her means. She has told me what will happen to me between this +time and the time of my death, and I feel prepared for the evil and +content with the good. Lottie Fowler had very bad health for some time +before she left England, and it had become quite necessary that she +should go; but I think if the British public had known what a wonderful +woman was in their midst, they would have made it better worth her while +to stay amongst them.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX.</a></h2> + +<h3>THE MEDIUMSHIP OF WILLIAM FLETCHER.</h3> + + +<p>It may be remembered in the "Story of John Powles" that when, as a +perfect stranger to Mr. Fletcher, I walked one evening into the Steinway +Hall, I heard him describe the circumstances of my old friend's death in +a very startling manner. It made such an impression on me that I became +anxious to hear what more Mr. Fletcher might have to say to me in +private, and for that purpose I wrote and made an appointment with him +at his private residence in Gordon Square. I did not conceal my name, +and I knew my name must be familiar to him; for although he had only +just arrived from America, I am better known as an author in that +country perhaps than in this. But I had no intention of gauging his +powers by what he told me of my exterior life; and by what followed, his +guide "Winona" evidently guessed my ideas upon the subject. After the +<i>séance</i> I wrote thus concerning it to the <i>Banner of Light</i>, a New York +Spiritualistic paper:—</p> + +<p>"I had seen many clairvoyants before, both in public and private, and +had witnessed wonderful feats of skill on their part in naming and +describing concealed objects, and reading print or writing when held far +beyond their reach of sight; but I knew the trick of all that. If Mr. +Fletcher is going to treat me to any mental legerdemain, I thought, as I +took my way to Gordon Square, I shall have wasted both my time and +trouble upon him; and, I confess, as I approached the house, that I felt +doubtful whether I might not be deceived against my senses by the clever +lecturer, whose eloquence had charmed me into desiring a more intimate +acquaintance with him. Even the private life of a professional person +soon becomes public property in London; and had Mr. Fletcher wished to +find out my faults and failings, he had but to apply to ——, say, my +dearest friend, or the one upon whom I had bestowed most benefits, to +learn the worst aspect of the worst side of my character. But the neat +little page-boy answered my summons so promptly that I had no time to +think of turning back again; and I was ushered through a carpeted hall, +and up a staircase into a double drawing-room, strewn with evidence that +my clairvoyant friend possessed not only artistic taste, but the means +to indulge it. The back room into which I was shown was hung with +paintings and fitted with a luxurious <i>causeuse</i>, covered with art +needlework, and drawn against the open window, through which might be +seen some fine old trees in the garden below, and Mr. Fletcher's dogs +enjoying themselves beneath their shade. Nothing could be further +removed from one's ideas of a haunt of mystery or magic, or the abode of +a man who was forced to descend to trickery for a livelihood. In a few +minutes Mr. Fletcher entered the room and saluted me with the air of a +gentleman. We did not proceed to business, however, until he had taken +me round his rooms, and shown me his favorite pictures, including a +portrait of Sara Bernhardt, etched by herself, in the character of Mrs. +Clarkson in <i>L'Etrangère</i>. After which we returned to the back +drawing-room, and without darkening the windows or adopting any +precautions, we took our seats upon the <i>causeuse</i> facing each other, +whilst Mr. Fletcher laid his left hand lightly upon mine. In the course +of a minute I observed several convulsive shivers pass through his +frame, his eyes closed, and his head sunk back upon the cushions, +apparently in sleep. I sat perfectly still and silent with my hand in +his. Presently he reopened his eyes quite naturally, and sitting +upright, began to speak to me in a very soft, thin, feminine voice. He +(or rather his guide "Winona") began by saying that she would not waste +my time on facts that she might have gathered from the world, but would +confine herself to speaking of my inner life. Thereupon, with the most +astonishing astuteness, she told me of my thoughts and feelings, reading +them off like a book. She repeated to me words and actions that had been +said and done in privacy hundred of miles away. She detailed the +characters of my acquaintance, showing who were true and who were false, +giving me their names and places of residence. She told me the motives I +had had for certain actions, and what was more strange, revealed truths +concerning myself which I had not recognized until they were presented +to me through the medium of a perfect stranger. Every question I put to +her was accurately answered, and I was repeatedly invited to draw +further revelations from her. The fact being that I was struck almost +dumb by what I had heard, and rendered incapable of doing anything but +marvel at the wonderful gift that enabled a man, not only to read each +thought that passed through my brain, but to see, as in a mirror, scenes +that were being enacted miles away with the actors concerned in them and +the motives that animated them. "Winona" read the future for me as well +as the past, and the first distinct prophecy she uttered has already +most unexpectedly come to pass. When I announced that I was satisfied, +the clairvoyant laid his head back again upon the cushions, the same +convulsive shudders passed through his frame, and in another minute he +was smiling in my face, and hoping I had a good <i>séance</i>."</p> + +<p>This is part of the letter I wrote concerning Mr. Fletcher to the +<i>Banner of Light</i>. But a description of words, however strongly put, can +never carry the same weight as the words themselves. So anxious am I to +make this statement as trustworthy as possible, however, that I will now +go further, and give the exact words as "Winona" spoke them to me on +that occasion, and as I took them down from her lips. <i>Some</i> parts I +<i>must</i> omit, not for my own sake, but because of the treachery they +justly ascribed to persons still living in this world. But enough will, +I trust, remain to prove how intimately the spirit must have penetrated +to my inner life. This is, then, the greater part of what "Winona" said +to me on the 27th of June, 1879:</p> + +<p>"You are a Child of Destiny, who never was a child. Your life is fuller +of tragedies than any life I ever read yet. I will not tell you of the +past <i>facts</i>, because they are known to the world, and I might have +heard them from others. But I will speak of yourself. I have to leave +the earth-world when I come in contact with you, and enter a planetary +sphere in which you dwell (and ever must dwell) <i>alone</i>. It is as if you +were in a room shut off from the rest of mankind. You are one of the +world's magnets. You have nothing really in common with the rest. You +draw people to you, and live upon their life; and when they have no more +to give, nor you to demand, the liking fades on both sides. It must be +so, because the spirit requires food the same as the body; and when the +store is exhausted, the affection is starved out, and the persons pass +out of your life. You have often wondered to yourself why an +acquaintance who seemed necessary to you to-day you can live perfectly +well without to-morrow. This is the reason. More than that, if you +continue to cling to those whose spiritual system you have exhausted, +they would poison you, instead of nourishing you. You may not like it, +but those you value most you should oftenest part with. Separation will +not decrease your influence over them; it will increase it. Constant +intercourse may be fatal to your dearest affections. You draw so much on +others, you <i>empty</i> them, and they have nothing more to give you. You +have often wondered, too, why, after you have lived in a place a little +while, you become sad, weary, and ill—not physically ill, but mentally +so—and you feel as if you <i>must</i> leave it, and go to another place. +When you settle in this fresh place, you think at first that it is the +very place where you will be content to live and die; but after a little +while the same weariness and faintness comes back again, and you think +you cannot breathe till you leave it, as you did the other. This is not +fancy. It is because your nature has exhausted all it can draw from its +surroundings, and change becomes a necessity to life. You will never be +able to live long in any place without change, and let me warn you never +to settle yourself down anywhere with the idea of living there entirely. +Were you forced to do so, you would soon die. You would be starved to +death spiritually. All people are not born under a fate, but you were, +and you can do very little to change it. England is the country of your +fate. You will never prosper in health, mind, or money in a foreign +country. It is good to go abroad for change, but never try to live +there. You are thinking of going abroad now, but you will not remain +there nearly so long as you anticipate. Something will arise to make you +alter your plans—not a real trouble—but an uneasiness. The plan you +think of will not answer." (This prediction was fulfilled to the +letter.) "This year completes an era in your professional career—not of +ill-luck, so much as of stagnation. Your work has been rather duller of +late years. The Christmas of 1879 will bring you brighter fortune. Some +one who has appeared to drop you will come forward again, and take up +your cause, and bring you in much money." (This also came to pass.) +"You have not nearly reached the zenith of your success. It is yet to +come. It is only beginning. You will have another child, certainly +<i>one</i>, but I am not sure if it will live in this world. I do not see its +earth-life, but I see you in that condition.</p> + +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>"Your nervous system was for many years strung up to its highest +tension—now it is relaxed, and your physical powers are at their lowest +ebb. You could not bear a child in your present condition. You must +become much lighter-hearted, more contented and at ease before that +comes to pass. You must have ceased to wish for a child, or even to +expect it. You have never had a heart really at ease yet. All your +happiness has been feverish.</p> + +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>"I see your evil genius. She is out of your life at present, but she +crossed your path last year, and caused you much heart-burning, and not +without reason. It seems to me that some sudden shock or accident put an +end to the acquaintance; but she will cross your path again, and cause +you more misery, perhaps, than anything else has done. She is not young, +but stout, and not handsome, as it seems to me. She is addicted to +drinking. I see her rolling about now under the influence of liquor. She +has been married more than once. I see the name —— —— written in the +air. She would go any lengths to take that you value from you, even to +compassing your death. She is madly in love with what is yours. She +would do anything to compass her ends—not only immoral things, but +filth—filth. I have no hesitation in saying this. Whenever she crosses +your path, in public or private, flee from her as from a pestilence." +(This information was correct in every detail. The name was given at +full length. I repeat it as a specimen of the succinctness of +intelligence given through trance mediumship.) "1883 will be a most +unfortunate year for you. You will have a severe illness, your friends +will not know if you are going to live or die, and during this illness +you will endure great mental agony, caused through a woman, one of whose +names begins with ——. You will meet her some time before, and she +will profess to be your dearest friend. I see her bending over you, and +telling you she is your best friend, and you are disposed to believe it. +She is as tall as you are, but does not look so tall from a habit she +has of carrying herself. She is not handsome, strictly speaking, but +dark and very fascinating. She has a trick of keeping her eyes down when +she speaks. She is possibly French, or of French extraction, but speaks +English. She will get a hold upon ——'s mind that will nearly separate +you." (At this juncture I asked, "How can I prevent it?") "If I told +you, that if you went by the 3 o'clock train from Gower Street, you +would be smashed, you would not take that train. When you meet a woman +answering this description, stop and ask yourself whether she is the one +I have warned you against, before you admit her across the threshold of +your house.</p> + +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>"——'s character is positive for good, and negative for evil. If what +is even for his good were urged upon him, he would refuse to comply; but +present evil to him as a possible good, and he will stop to consider +whether it is not so. If he is to be guided aright, it must be by making +him believe it would be impossible for him to go wrong. Elevate his +nature by elevating his standard of right. Make it impossible for him to +lower himself, by convincing him that he <i>would</i> be lowered. He is very +conceited. Admiration is the breath of his life. He is always thinking +what people will say of him or his actions. He is very weak under +temptation, especially the temptation of flattery. He is much too fond +of women. You have a difficult task before you, and you have done much +harm already through your own fault. He believes too little in the evil +of others—much too little. If he were unfaithful to those who trust +him, he would be quite surprised to find he had broken their hearts. +Your work is but beginning. Hitherto all has been excitement, and there +has been but little danger. Now comes monotony and the fear of satiety. +Your fault through life has been in not asserting the positive side of +your character. You were born to rule, and you have sat down a slave. +Either through indolence or despair of success, you have presented a +negative side to the insults offered you, and in the end you have been +beaten. You make a great mistake in letting your female friends read all +your joys and sorrows. Men would sympathize and pity. Women will only +take advantage of them. Assert your dignity as mistress in your own +house, and don't let those visitors invite themselves who do not come +for you. You are, as it were, the open door for more than one false +friend. I warn you especially against two unmarried women—at least, if +they are married, I don't see their husbands anywhere. They are both too +fond of ——; one <i>very much</i> too fond of him, and you laugh at it, and +give your leave for caresses and endearments, which should never be +permitted. If I were to tell them that they visit at your house for +----, and not for you, they would be very indignant. They give you +presents, and really like you; but —— is the attraction, and with one +of them it only needs time, place and opportunity to cause the ruin of +---- and yourself. She has an impediment in walking. I need say no more. +She wants to become still more familiar, and live under the same roof +with you. You must prevent it. The other is doing more harm to herself +than to anyone else. She is silly and romantic, and must dream of some +one. It is a pity it should be encouraged by familiarity. —— has no +feeling for them beyond pity and friendship, but it is not necessary he +should love a woman to make her dangerous to him. As far as I can see +your lives extend, —— will love you, and you will retain your +influence over him if you <i>choose</i> to do so. But it is in your own hands +what you make of him. You must not judge his nature by your own. You are +shutting yourself up too much. You should be surrounded by a circle of +men, so that you might not draw influence from —— alone. You should go +out more, and associate with clever men, and hear what they have to say +to you. You must not keep so entirely with ——. It is bad for both of +you. You are making too great a demand upon his spiritual powers, and +you will exhaust them too soon. A woman cannot draw spiritual life from +women only. She must take it from men. There is another acquaintance I +must warn you against ——; a widow, fair hair, light eyes, not clever, +but cunning. She has but one purpose in visiting you. She would like to +stand in your shoes. She would not hesitate to usurp your rights. Be +civil to her if you will, but do not encourage her visits. It were best +if she passed out of your lives altogether. She can never bring you any +good luck. She may be the cause of much annoyance yet. —— should have +work, active and constant, or his health will fail, living in idleness, +spiritually and bodily. You tell him too often that you love him. Let +him feel there is always a higher height to gain, a lower depth to fall +to, in your esteem. He is not the only man in the world. Why should you +deceive him by saying so? You are much to blame." (Considering that Mr. +Fletcher had never seen, or, as far as I knew, heard of the persons he +mentioned in this tirade, it becomes a matter of speculation where or +from whom he gathered this keen insight to their character and +personalities, every word of which I can vouch for as being strictly +true.)</p> + +<p>"Many spirits are round you. Some wish to speak.... A grand and noble +spirit stands behind you, with his hands spread in blessing over your +head. He is your father. He sends this message: 'My dear child, there +were so many influences antagonistic to my own in your late married +life, that I found it very difficult to get near you. Now they are +removed. The present conditions are much more favorable to me, and I +hope to be with you often, and to help you through the life that lies +before you.' There is the face of a glorified spirit, just above +your head, and I see the name 'Powles.' This spirit is nearer you, and +more attached to you than any other in Spirit Land. He comes only to +you, and one other creature through you—your second child. He says you +will know him by the token, the song; you sung to him upon his +death-bed. His love for you is the best and purest, and he is always by +you, though lower influences sometimes forbid his manifesting himself. +Your child comes floating down, and joins hands with him. She is a very +pure and beautiful spirit. She intimates that her name on earth was the +same as yours, but she is called by another name in the spheres—a name +that has something to do with flowers. She brings me a bunch of pure +white lilies, tinged with blue, with blue petals, tied with a piece of +blue ribbon, and she intimates to me by gesture that her spirit-name has +something to do with them. I think I must go now, but I hope you will +come and sit with me again. I shall be able to tell you more next time. +My name is 'Winona,' and when you ask for me I will come. Good-bye...."</p> + +<p>This was the end of my first <i>séance</i> with Mr. Fletcher, and I think +even sceptics will allow that it was sufficiently startling for the +first interview with an entire stranger. The following year I wrote +again to the <i>Banner of Light</i> concerning Mr. Fletcher, but will only +give an extract from my letter. "I told you in my letter of last year +that I had held a <i>séance</i> with Mr. Fletcher of so private a nature that +it was impossible to make it public. During that interview 'Winona' made +several startling prophecies concerning the future, which, it may +interest your readers to know, have already been fulfilled. Wishing to +procure some further proofs of Mr. Fletcher's power before I wrote this +letter to you, I prepared a different sort of test for him last week. +From a drawer full of old letters I selected, <i>with my eyes shut</i>, four +folded sheets of paper, which I slipped into four blank envelopes, ready +prepared for them—still without looking—and closed them in the usual +manner with the adhesive gum, after which I sealed them with sealing +wax. I carried these envelopes to Mr. Fletcher, and requested "Winona" +to tell me the characters of the persons by whom their contents had been +written. She placed them consecutively to the medium's forehead, and as +she returned them to me, one by one, I wrote her comments on each on the +side of the cover. On breaking the seals, the character of each writer +was found to be most accurately defined, although the letters had all +been written years before—(a fact which "Winona" had immediately +discovered). She also told me which of my correspondents were dead, and +which living. Here, you will observe, there could have been no reaction +of my own brain upon that of the sensitive, as I was perfectly ignorant, +until I reopened the envelopes, by whom the letters had been sent to me. +Two months ago I was invited to join in a speculation, of the +advisability of which I felt uncertain. I went therefore to Mr. +Fletcher, and asked for an interview with "Winona," intending to consult +her in the matter. But before I had time to mention the subject, she +broached it to me, and went on to speak of the speculation itself, of +the people concerned in it, and the money it was expected to produce; +and, finally, she explained to me how it would collapse, with the means +that would bring it to an end, putting her decided veto on my having +anything to do with it. I followed "Winona's" advice, and have been +thankful since that I did so, as everything has turned out just as she +predicted."</p> + +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>I think those people who desire to gain the utmost good they can out of +clairvoyance should be more ready to listen and learn, and less to cavil +and to question. Many who have heard me relate the results of my +experience have rushed off pell-mell to the same medium, perhaps, and +came away woefully disappointed. Were they to review the interview they +would probably find they had done all the talking, and supplied all the +information, leaving the clairvoyant no work to do whatever. To such I +always say, whether their aim is to obtain advice in their business, or +news of a lost friend, <i>Be perfectly passive</i>, until the medium has said +all he or she may have to say. Give them time to become <i>en rapport</i> +with you, and quietude, that he may commune with the spirits you bring +with you; for it is <i>they</i>, and not <i>his</i> controls, that furnish him +with the history of your life, or point out the dangers that are +threatening. When he has finished speaking, he will probably ask if you +have any questions to put to him, and <i>then</i> is your turn for talking, +and for gaining any particular information you may wish to acquire. If +these directions are carried out, you are likely to have a much more +satisfactory <i>séance</i> than otherwise.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI.</a></h2> + +<h3>PRIVATE MEDIA.</h3> + + +<p>People who wish to argue against Spiritualism are quite sure, as a rule, +that media will descend to any trickery and cheating for the sake of +gain. If you reply, as in my own case, that the <i>séances</i> have been +given as a free-will offering, they say that they expected introductions +or popularity or advertisement in exchange. But what can be adduced +against the medium who lends his or her powers to a person whom he has +never seen, and probably never will see, and for no reason, excepting +that his controls urge him to the deed? Such a man is Mr. George Plummer +of Massachusetts, America. In December, 1887, when my mind was very +unsettled, my friend Miss Schonberg advised me to write to this medium +and ask his advice. She told me I must not expect an immediate reply, as +Mr. Plummer kept a box into which he threw all the letters he received +from strangers on spiritualistic subjects, and when he felt impressed to +do so, he went and took out one, haphazard, and wrote the answer that +was dictated to him. All I had to do was to enclose an addressed +envelope, not a <i>stamped</i> one, in my letter, to convey the answer back +again. Accordingly, I prepared a diplomatic epistle to this effect. +"Dear sir,—Hearing that you are good enough to sit for strangers, I +shall be much obliged if you will let me know what you see for +me.—Yours truly, <span class="smcap">F. Lane</span>." It will be seen that I transposed the +letters of my name "Lean." I addressed the return envelope in the same +manner to the house in Regent's Park, which I then occupied, and I wrote +it all in a feigned hand to conceal my identity as much as possible. The +time went on and I heard nothing from Mr. Plummer. I was touring in the +provinces for the whole of 1888, and at the end of the year I came back +to London and settled down in a new house in a different quarter of the +town. By this time I had almost forgotten Mr. Plummer and my letter to +him, and when in <i>December</i>, 1889, two years after I had sent it, my +own envelope in my own handwriting, forwarded by the postal authorities +from Regent's Park, was brought to me, I did not at first recognize it. +I kept twisting it about, and thinking how like it was to my own +writing, when the truth suddenly flashed on me. I opened it and read as +follows:</p> + +<blockquote><p> + +"<span class="smcap">Georgetown</span>, November 28th, 1889. +</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Mrs. Lane</span>,—Dear Madam,—Please pardon me for seeming neglect in +answering your request. At the time of receiving your letter I +could not write, and it got mislaid. Coming across it now, even at +the eleventh hour, I place myself in condition to answer. I see a +lady with dark blue eyes before me, of a very nervous +life—warm-hearted—impulsive—tropical in her nature. A woman of +intense feeling—a woman whose life has been one of constant +disappointment. To-day the current of life flows on smoothly but +monotonous. I sense from the sphere of this lady, a weariness of +life—should think she felt like Alexander, because there are no +more worlds for her to conquer. She is her own worst enemy. +Naturally generous, she radiates her refined magnetic sphere to +others, and does not get back that which she can utilize. I see a +bright-complexioned gentleman in earth life—brave, generous, and +kind—but does not comprehend your interior life. And yet thinks +the world of you to-day. I feel from you talent of a marked order. +And yet life is a disappointment. Not but what you have been +successful in a refined, worldly sense, but your spiritual nature +has been repressed. The society you move in is one of intellectual +culture; that is not of the soul. And it is soul food that you are +hungering for to-day. You are an inspired woman. Thought seems to +you, all prepared, so to speak. But it does not seem to free the +tiny little messengers of your soul life. Somehow I don't feel that +confidence in myself in writing to you. The best kind of a reading +is usually obtained in reading to a person direct. But if I don't +meet your case we will call it a failure and let it go. The year of +1890 is going to be more favorable to you than for the last ten +years. I think in some way you are to meet with more reciprocity of +soul. As the divining rod points to the stream of water in the +earth, so I find my intuitive eye takes cognizance of your interior +life. You will in a degree catch my meaning through this, and it +will come clearer, more through your intuition than through your +intellect. I should say to you, follow your instincts and +intuitions always through life. If this throws any light over your +path I am glad.—I remain, most respectfully yours,</p> + +<p class="i9 right"> +<span class="smcap">George Plummer</span>." +</p></blockquote> + +<p>Now there are two noticeable things in this letter. First, Mr. Plummer's +estimate of my interior life almost coincides with Mr. Fletcher's given +in 1879, ten years before. Next, although he read it through the medium +of a letter written in 1887, he draws a picture of my position and +surroundings in 1889. Both these things appeared to me very curious as +coming from a stranger across the Atlantic, and I answered his letter at +once, still preserving my slight incognita, and telling him that as he +had read so much of my life from my handwriting of so long ago, I wished +he would try to read more from words which went fresh from me to him. I +also enclosed a piece of the handwriting of a friend. Mr. Plummer did +not keep me waiting this time. His next letter was dated February 8th, +1890.</p> + +<blockquote><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Madam</span>,—I received yours of January 3rd, and would have +answered before, but the spirit did not move. I have been tied to a +sick room going on three months, with its cares and anxieties. Not +the best condition for writing. The best condition to reflect your +life, to give your soul strength, is to be at rest and have all +earth conditions nullified. But that cannot be to-day. So I will +try to penetrate the mystery of your life as best I can, and +radiate to you at least some strength. The relation of soul is the +difficulty of your life, and you are so perfectly inspirational +that it makes the condition worse. Grand types of Manhood and +Womanhood come to you from the higher life, and your spirit and +soul catch the reflection, and are disappointed because they cannot +live that life. But you are getting a development out of all this +friction. Now if you would come in contact with that nature that +could radiate to you just what you could give to it, you would be +happy. Love is absolute, you well know. Often in the exchange of +thought we give each other strength. And then every letter we +write, every time we shake hands, we give some of our own +personality out. You are too sensitive to the spheres of people. +You have such a strong personality of life that the power that +inspires you could not make the perfect junction until you get so, +you had rather die than live. That was a condition of negation. Now +you have been running on a dead level of nothingness for two years +and a half." (This was exactly the time since my daughter had been +taken from me). "<i>I mean it seems so to you.</i> Such a sameness of +things. I get from the writing of the gentleman. A good +sphere—warm hearted—true to his understanding of things. He seems +to be a sort of a half-way house to you. That is, you roam in the +sea of Ideality, down deep, you know. And he rather holds on to +matter-of-fact—sort of ballast for you. You need it. For you are, +in fact, ripe for the other life, though it is not time to go yet. +Although a writer, yet you are a disappointed one. No mortal but +yourself knows this. You have winged your way in flights, grand and +lofty, and cannot <i>pen it</i>, is what is the matter. Now, in time you +will, more perfectly than to-day, by the touch of your pen, portray +your soul and its flights. Then I see you happy. This gentleman is +an auxiliary power, whether the power in full of your life I do not +to-day get. You are emphatically a woman of Destiny, and should +follow your <i>impressions</i>, for through that intuitive law you will +be saved. I mean by 'saved,' leap, as it were, across difficulties +instead of going round. For your soul is more positive and awake to +its necessities to-day than ever before in your life, particularly +in the last six months. Body marriages are good under the physical +law—bring certain unfoldments. But when mortal man and woman reach +a certain condition of development, they become dissatisfied, and +yearn for the full fruition of love. And there is no limitation of +this law. Women usually bow to the heart-love law, that sometimes +brings great joy and misery. The time is ripe for rulers. There +will be put into the field men, and more specifically women, who +have exemplified love divine. They will teach the law so plainly +that they who run can read. And it can only be taught by those who +have embodied it. Some years ago, in this country, there was a +stir-up. It did its work in fermentation. The next must be +humanization. The material world must come under the spiritual. +Women will come to the front as inspired powers. This is what comes +to me to write to you to-day. If it brings strength, or one ray of +sun-shine to you, I am glad.—I remain, most respectfully yours,</p> + +<p class="right"> +<span class="smcap">George Plummer</span>." +</p></blockquote> + +<p>Mr. Plummer is not occupying a high position in the world, nor is he a +rich man. He gains no popularity by his letters—he hears no +applause—he reaps no personal benefit, nor will he take any money. It +would be difficult, with any degree of reason, to charge him with +cheating the public for the sake of emptying their pockets. I fail to +see, therefore, how he can obtain his insight to one's interior life by +mortal means, nor, unless compelled by a power superior to his own, why +he should take the trouble to obtain it.</p> + +<p>Another medium, whose health paid the sacrifice demanded of her for the +exhibition of a power over which, at one time, she had no control, and +which never brought her in anything but the thanks of her friends, is +Mrs. Keningale Cook (Mabel Collins), whom I have mentioned in the "Story +of my Spirit Child." There was a photographer in London, named Hudson, +who had been very successful in developing spirit photographs. He would +prepare to take an ordinary photograph, and on developing the plate, one +or more spirit forms would be found standing by the sitter, in which +forms were recognized the faces of deceased friends. Of course, the +generality of people said that the plates were prepared beforehand with +vague misty figures, and the imagination of the sitter did the rest. I +had been for some time anxious to test Mr. Hudson's powers for myself, +and one morning very early, between nine and ten o'clock, I asked Mrs. +Cook, as a medium, to accompany me to his studio. He was not personally +acquainted with either of us, and we went so early that we found him +rather unwilling to set to work. Indeed, at first he declined. We +disturbed him at breakfast and in his shirt sleeves, and he told us his +studio had been freshly painted, and it was quite impossible to use it +until dry. But we pressed him to take our photographs until he +consented, and we ascended to the studio. It was certainly very +difficult to avoid painting ourselves, and the screen placed behind was +perfectly wet. We had not mentioned a word to Mr. Hudson about spirit +photographs, and the first plate he took out and held up to the light, +we saw him draw his coat sleeve across. When we asked him what he was +doing, he turned to us and said, "Are you ladies Spiritualists?" When we +answered in the affirmative, he continued, "I rubbed out the plate +because I thought there was something on it, and most sitters would +object. I often have to destroy three or four negatives before I get a +clear picture." We begged him not to rub out any more as we were curious +to see the results. He, consequently, developed three photographs of us, +sitting side by side. The first was too indistinct to be of any use. It +represented us, with a third form, merely a patch of white, lying on the +ground, whilst a mass of hair was over my knee. "Florence" afterwards +informed me that this was an attempt to depict herself. The second +picture showed Mrs. Cook and myself as before, with "Charlie" standing +behind me. I have spoken of "Charlie" (Stephen Charles Bernard Abbott) +in "Curious Coincidences," and how much he was attached to me and mine. +In the photograph he is represented in his cowl and monk's frock—with +ropes round his waist, and his face looking down. In the third picture, +an old lady in a net cap and white shawl was standing with her two hands +on Mrs. Cook's shoulders. This was her grandmother, and the profile was +so distinctly delineated, that her father, Mr. Mortimer Collins, +recognized it at once as the portrait of his mother. The old lady had +been a member of the Plymouth Brethren sect, and wore the identical +shawl of white silk with an embroidered border which she used to wear +during her last years on earth. I have seen many other spirit +photographs taken by Mr. Hudson, but I adhere to my resolution to speak +only of that which I have proved by the exercise of my own senses. I +have the two photographs I mention to this day, and have often wished +that Mr. Hudson's removal from town had not prevented my sitting again +to him in order to procure the likenesses of other friends.</p> + +<p>Miss Caroline Pawley is a lady who advertises her willingness to obtain +messages for others from the spirit world, but is forbidden by her +guides to take presents or money. I thought at first this must be a +"<i>ruse</i>." "Surely," I said to a friend who knew Miss Pawley, "I ought to +take books, or flowers, or some little offering in my hand." "If you do +she will return them," was the reply. "All that is necessary is to write +and make an appointment, as her time is very much taken up." Accordingly +I did write, and Miss Pawley kindly named an early date for my visit. It +was but a few months after I had lost my beloved daughter, and I longed +for news of her. I arrived at Miss Pawley's residence, a neat little +house in the suburbs, and was received by my hostess, a sweet, +placid-faced woman, who looked the embodiment of peace and calm +happiness. After we had exchanged greetings she said to me, "You have +lost a daughter." "I lost one about twenty years ago—a baby of ten days +old," I replied. "I don't mean her," said Miss Pawley, "I mean a young +woman. I will tell you how I came to know of it. I took out my memoranda +yesterday and was looking it through to see what engagements I had made +for to-day, and I read the names aloud to myself. As I came to the +entry, 'Mrs. Lean, 3 o'clock,' I heard a low voice say behind me, 'That +is my dear, <i>dear</i> mother!' and when I turned round, I saw standing at +my elbow a young woman about the middle height, with blue eyes and very +long brown hair, and she told me that it is <i>she</i> whom you are grieving +for at present." I made no answer to this speech, for my wound was too +fresh to permit me to talk of her; and Miss Pawley proceeded. "Come!" +she said cheerfully, "let us get paper and pencil and see what the dear +child has to say to us." She did not go under trance, but wrote rapidly +for a few moments and then handed me a letter written in the following +manner. I repeat (what I have said before) that I do not test the +genuineness of such a manifestation by the act itself. <i>Anyone</i> might +have written the letter, but no one but myself could recognize the +familiar expressions and handwriting, nor detect the apparent +inconsistencies that made it so convincing. It was written in two +different hands on alternate lines, the first line being written by +"Eva," and the next by "Florence," and so on. Now, my earthly children +from their earliest days have never called me anything but "Mother," +whilst "Florence," who left me before she could speak, constantly calls +me "Mamma." This fact alone could never have been known to Miss Pawley. +Added to which the portion written by my eldest daughter was in her own +clear decided hand, whilst "Florence's" contribution was in rather a +childish, or "young ladylike" scribble.</p> + +<p>The lines ran thus. The italics are Florence's:—</p> + +<blockquote><p> + +"My own beloved mother.<br /> +<i>My dear, dear, dearest Mamma.</i><br /> +You must not grieve so terribly for me.<br /> +<i>And knowing all we have taught you, you should not grieve.</i><br /> +Believe me, I am not unhappy.<br /> +<i>Of course not, and she will be very happy soon.</i><br /> +But I suffer pain in seeing you suffer.<br /> +<i>Dear Mamma, do try to see that it is for the best.</i><br /> +Florence is right. It is best! dear Mother.<br /> +<i>And we shall all meet so soon, you know.</i><br /> +God bless you for all your love for me.<br /> +<i>Good-bye, dear, dearest Mamma.</i> +</p> + +<p> +Your own girl.<br /> +<i>Your loving little Florence.</i>" +</p></blockquote> + +<p>I cannot comment on this letter. I only make it public in a cause that +is sacred to me.</p> + +<p>To instance another case of mediumship which is exercised for neither +remuneration nor applause. I am obliged in this example to withhold the +name, because to betray their identity would be to ill requite a favor +which was courteously accorded me. I had heard of a family of the name +of D—— who held private sittings once a week, at which the mother and +brothers and sisters gone before materialized and joined the circle; and +having expressed my desire, through a mutual acquaintance, to assist at +their <i>séances</i>, Mr. D—— kindly sent me an invitation to one. I found +he was a high-class tradesman, living in a good house in the suburbs, +and that strangers were very seldom (if ever) admitted to their circle. +Mr. D—— explained to me before the <i>séance</i> commenced, that they +regarded Spiritualism as a most sacred thing, that they sat only to have +communication with their own relations, his wife and children, and that +his wife never manifested except when they were alone. His earth family +consisted of a young married daughter and her husband, and four or five +children of different ages. He had lost, I think he told me, a grown-up +son, and two little ones. William Haxby, the medium, whom I wrote of in +my chapter "On Sceptics," and who had passed over since then, had been +intimate with their family, and often came back to them. These +explanations over, the <i>séance</i> began. The back and front parlors were +divided by lace curtains only. In the back, where the young married +daughter took up her position on a sofa, were a piano and an American +organ. In the front parlor, which was lighted by an oil lamp, we sat +about on chairs and sofas, but without any holding of hands. In a very +short time the lace curtains parted and a young man's face appeared. +This was the grown-up brother. "Hullo! Tom," they all exclaimed, and the +younger ones went up and kissed him. He spoke a while to his father, +telling what they proposed to do that evening, but saying his mother +would not be able to materialize. As he was speaking, a little boy stood +by his side. "Here's Harry," cried the children, and they brought their +spirit brother out into the room between them. He seemed to be about +five years old. His father told him to come and speak to me, and he +obeyed, just like a little human child, and stood before me with his +hand resting on my knee. Then a little girl joined the party, and the +two children walked about the room, talking to everybody in turn. As we +were occupied with them, we heard the notes of the American organ. +"Here's Haxby," said Mr. D——. "Now we shall have a treat." (I must say +here that Mr. Haxby was an accomplished organist on earth.) As he heard +his name, he, too, came to the curtains, and showed his face with its +ungainly features, and intimated that he and "Tom" would play a duet. +Accordingly the two instruments pealed forth together, and the spirits +really played gloriously—a third influence joining in with some +stringed instrument. This <i>séance</i> was so much less wonderful than many +I have written of, that I should not have included a description of it, +except to prove that all media do not ply their profession in order to +prey upon their fellow-creatures. The D—— family are only anxious to +avoid observation. There could be no fun or benefit in deceiving each +other, and yet they devote one evening in each week to holding communion +with those they loved whilst on earth and feel are only hidden from them +for a little while, and by a very flimsy veil. Their <i>séances</i> truly +carry out the great poet's belief.</p> +<div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="line">"Then the forms of the departed<br /> + </div> + <div class="line i2">Enter at the open door;<br /> + </div> + <div class="line">The belovéd, the true-hearted,<br /> + </div> + <div class="line i2">Come to visit me once more.</div> + </div> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="line">With a slow and noiseless footstep<br /></div> + <div class="line i2">Comes that messenger divine,<br /></div> + <div class="line">Takes the vacant chair beside me,<br /></div> + <div class="line i2">Lays her gentle hand in mine.</div> + </div> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="line">Uttered not, yet, comprehended,<br /> + </div> + <div class="line i2">Is the spirit's voiceless prayer.<br /> + </div> + <div class="line">Soft rebukes, in blessings ended,<br /></div> + <div class="line i2">Breathing from her lips of air."</div> + </div> +</div> +<p>In the house of the lady I have mentioned in "The Story of the Monk," + Mrs. Uniacke of Bruges, I have witnessed marvellous phenomena. They were + not pleasant manifestations, very far from it, but there was no doubt + that they were genuine. Whether they proceeded from the agency of Mrs. + Uniacke, my sister Blanche, or a young lady called Miss Robinson, who + sat with them, or from the power of all three combined, I cannot say, + but they had experienced them on several occasions before I joined them, + and were eager that I should be a witness of them. We sat in Mrs. + Uniacke's house, in a back drawing-room, containing a piano and several + book-cases, full of books—some of them very heavy. We sat round a table + in complete darkness, only we four women, with locked doors and bolted + windows. Accustomed as I was to all sorts of manifestations and + mediumship, I was really frightened by what occurred. The table was most + violent in its movements, our chairs were dragged from under us, and + heavy articles were thrown about the room. The more Mrs. Uniacke + expostulated and Miss Robinson laughed, the worse the tumult became. The + books were taken from the shelves and hurled at our heads, several of + the blows seriously hurting us; the keys of the piano at the further end + of the room were thumped and crashed upon, as if they would be broken; + and in the midst of it all Miss Robinson fell prone upon the floor, and + commenced talking in Flemish, a language of which she had no knowledge. + My sister understands it, and held a conversation with the girl; and she + told us afterwards that Miss Robinson had announced herself by the name + of a Fleming lately deceased in the town, and detailed many events of + his life, and messages which he wished to be delivered to his + family—all of which were conveyed in good and intelligible Flemish. + When the young lady had recovered she resumed her place at the table, as + my sister was anxious I should see another table, which they called + "Mademoiselle" dance, whilst unseen hands thumped the piano. The + manifestation not occurring, however, they thought it must be my + presence, and ordered me away from the table. I went and stood up close + against the folding doors that led into the front room, keeping my hand, + with a purpose, on the handle. The noise and confusion palpably + increased when the three ladies were left alone. "Mademoiselle," who + stood in a corner of the room, commenced to dance about, and the notes + of the piano crashed forcibly. There was something strange to me about + the manifestation of the piano. It sounded as if it were played with + feet instead of hands. When the tumult was at its height, I suddenly, + and without warning, threw open the folding door and let the light in + upon the scene, and I saw <i>the music-stool mounted on the keyboard</i> and + hammering the notes down. As the light was admitted, both "Mademoiselle" + and the music-stool fell with a crash to the floor, and the <i>séance</i> was + over. The ladies were seated at the table, and the floor and articles of + furniture were strewn with the books which had been thrown down—the + bookshelves being nearly emptied—and pots of flowers. I was never at +such a pandemonium before or after.</p> + +<p>The late Sir Percy Shelley and his wife Lady Shelley, having no children +of their own, adopted a little girl, who, when about four or five years, +was seriously burned about the chest and shoulders, and confined for +some months to her bed. The child's cot stood in Lady Shelley's bedroom, +and when her adopted mother was about to say her prayers, she was +accustomed to give the little girl a pencil and piece of paper to keep +her quiet. One day the child asked for pen and ink instead of a pencil, +and on being refused began to cry, and said, "The <i>man</i> said she must +have pen and ink." As it was particularly enjoined that she must not cry +for fear of reopening her wounds, Lady Shelley provided her with the +desired articles, and proceeded to her devotions. When she rose from +them, she saw to her surprise that the child had drawn an outline of a +group of figures in the Flaxman style, representing mourners kneeling +round a couch with a sick man laid upon it. She did not understand the +meaning of the picture, but she was struck with amazement at the +execution of it, as was everybody who saw it. From that day she gave the +little girl a sheet of card-board each morning, with pen and ink, and +obtained a different design, the child always talking glibly of "the +man" who helped her to draw. This went on until the drawings numbered +thirty or forty, when a "glossary of symbols" was written out by this +baby, who could neither write nor spell, which explained the whole +matter. It was then discovered that the series of drawings represented +the life of the soul on leaving the body, until it was lost "in the +Infinity of God"—a likely subject to be chosen, or understood, by a +child of five. I heard this story from Lady Shelley's lips, and I have +seen (and well examined) the original designs. They were at one time to +be published by subscription, but I believe it never came to pass. I +have also seen the girl who drew them, most undoubtedly under control. +She was then a young married woman and completely ignorant of anything +relating to Spiritualism. I asked her if she remembered the +circumstances under which she drew the outlines, and she laughed and +said no. She knew she had drawn them, but she had no idea how. All she +could tell me was that she had never done anything wonderful since, and +she had no interest in Spiritualism whatever.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII.</a></h2> + +<h3>VARIOUS MEDIA.</h3> + + +<p>A very strong and remarkable clairvoyant is Mr. Towns, of Portobello +Road. As a business adviser or foreteller of the Future, I don't think +he is excelled. The inquirer after prophecy will not find a grand +mansion to receive him in Portobello Road. On the contrary, this +soothsayer keeps a small shop in the oil trade, and is himself only an +honest, and occasionally rather rough spoken, tradesman. He will see +clients privately on any day when he is at home, though it is better to +make an appointment, but he holds a circle on his premises each Tuesday +evening, to which everybody is admitted, and where the contribution is +anything you may be disposed to give, from coppers to gold. These +meetings, which are very well attended, are always opened by Mr. Towns +with prayer, after which a hymn is sung, and the <i>séance</i> commences. +There is full gas on all the time, and Mr. Towns sits in the midst of +the circle. He does not go under trance, but rubs his forehead for a few +minutes and then turns round suddenly and addresses members of his +audience, as it may seem, promiscuously, but it is just as he is +impressed. He talks, as a rule, in metaphor, or allegorically, but his +meaning is perfectly plain to the person he addresses. It is not only +silly women, or curious inquirers, who attend Mr. Towns' circles. You +may see plenty of grave, and often anxious, business men around him, +waiting to hear if they shall sell out their shares, or hold on till the +market rises; where they are to search for lost certificates or papers +of value; or on whom they are to fix the blame of money or articles of +value that have disappeared. Once in my presence a serious-looking man +had kept his eye fixed on him for some time, evidently anxious to speak. +Mr. Towns turned suddenly to him. "You want to know, sir," he commenced, +without any preface, "where that baptismal certificate is to be found." +"I do, indeed," replied the man; "it is a case of a loss of thousands +if it is not forthcoming." "Let me see," said Mr. Towns, with his finger +to his forehead. "Have you tried a church with a square tower without +any steeple, an ugly, clumsy building, white-washed inside, standing in +a village. Stop! I can see the registrar books—the village's name is +----. The entry is at page 200. The name is ——. The mother's name is +----. Is that the certificate you want?" "It is, indeed," said the man; +"and it is in the church at ——?" "Didn't I say it was in the church at +----?" replied Mr. Towns, who does not like to be doubted or +contradicted. "Go and you will find it there." And the man <i>did</i> go and +did find it there. To listen to the conversations that go on between him +and his clients at these meetings, Mr. Towns is apparently not less +successful with love affairs than with business affairs, and it is an +interesting experience to attend them, if only for the sake of +curiosity. But naturally, to visit him privately is to command much more +of his attention. He will not, however, sit for everybody, and it is of +no use attempting to deceive him. He is exceedingly keen-sighted into +character, and if he takes a dislike to a man he will tell him so +without the slightest hesitation. No society lies are manufactured in +the little oil shop. A relative of mine, who was not the most faithful +husband in the world, and who, in consequence, judged of his wife's +probity by his own, went, during her temporary absence, to Mr. Towns to +ask him a delicate question. The lady was well known to the medium, but +the husband he had never seen before, and had no notion who his sitter +was, until he pulled out a letter from his pocket, thrust it across the +table, and said, "There! look at that letter and tell me if the writer +is faithful to me." Mr. Towns told me that as he took the envelope in +his hand, he saw the lady's face photographed upon it, and at the same +moment, all the blackness of the husband's own life. He rose up like an +avenging deity and pointed to the door. "This letter," he said, "was +written by Mrs. ——. Go! man, and wash your own hands clean, and <i>then</i> +come and ask me questions about your wife." And so the "heavy swell" had +to slink downstairs again. I have often gone myself to Mr. Towns before +engaging in any new business, and always received the best advice, and +been told exactly what would occur during its progress. When I was about +to start on the "Golden Goblin" tour in management with my son—I went +to him to ask if it would be successful. He not only told me what money +it would bring in, but where the weak points would occur. The drama was +then completed, and in course of rehearsal, and had been highly +commended by all who had heard and seen it. Mr. Towns, however, who had +neither seen nor heard it, insisted it would have to be altered before +it was a complete success. This annoyed me, and I knew it would annoy my +son, the author; besides, I believed it was a mistake, so I said nothing +about it. Before it had run a month, however, the alterations were +admitted on all sides to be necessary, and were consequently made. +Everything that Mr. Towns prognosticated on that occasion came to pass, +even to the strangers I should encounter on tour, and how their +acquaintance would affect my future life; also how long the tour would +last, and in which towns it would achieve the greatest success. I can +assure some of my professional friends, that if they would take the +trouble to consult a trustworthy clairvoyant about their engagements +before booking them, they would not find themselves so often in the +hands of the bogus manager as they do now. A short time ago I received a +summons to the county court, and although I <i>knew</i> I was in the right, +yet law has so many loopholes that I felt nervous. The case was called +for eleven o'clock on a certain Wednesday, and the evening before I +joined Mr. Towns' circle. When it came to my turn to question him, I +said, "Do you see where I shall be to-morrow morning?" He replied, "I +can see you are called to appear in a court-house, but the case will be +put off." "<i>Put off</i>," I repeated, "but it is fixed for eleven. It can't +be put off." "Cases are sometimes relegated to another court," said Mr. +Towns. Then I thought he had quite got out of his depth, and replied, +"You are making a mistake. This is quite an ordinary business. It can't +go to a higher court. But shall I gain it?" "In the afternoon," said the +medium. His answers so disappointed me that I placed no confidence in +them, and went to the county court on the following morning in a nervous +condition. But he was perfectly correct. The case was called for eleven, +but as the defendant was not forthcoming, it was passed over, and the +succeeding hearings occupied so much time, that the magistrate thought +mine would never come off, so he <i>relegated it at two o'clock to +another court</i> to be heard before the registrar, who decided it at once +in my favor, so that I <i>gained it in the afternoon</i>.</p> + +<hr class="tb" /> + +<p>One afternoon in my "green sallet" days of Spiritualism, when every +fresh experience almost made my breath stop, I turned into the +Progressive Library in Southampton Row, to ask if there were any new +media come to town. Mr. Burns did not know of any, but asked me if I had +ever attended one of Mrs. Olive's <i>séances</i>, a series of which were +being held weekly in the Library Rooms. I had not, and I bought a +half-crown ticket for admission, and returned there the same evening. +When I entered the <i>séance</i> room, the medium had not arrived, and I had +time to take stock of the audience. It seemed a very sad and serious +one. There was no whispering nor giggling going on, and it struck me +they looked more like patients waiting the advent of the doctor, than +people bound on an evening's amusement. And that, to my surprise, was +what I afterwards found they actually were. Mrs. Olive did not keep us +long waiting, and when she came in, dressed in a lilac muslin dress, +with her golden hair parted plainly on her forehead, her <i>very</i> blue +eyes, and a sweet, womanly smile for her circle, she looked as unlike +the popular idea of a professional medium as anyone could possibly do. +She sat down on a chair in the middle of the circle, and, having closed +her eyes, went off to sleep. Presently she sat up, and, still with her +eyes closed, said in a very pleasant, but decidedly <i>manly</i>, voice: "And +now, my friends, what can I do for you?"</p> + +<p>A lady in the circle began to ask advice about her daughter. The medium +held up her hand. "Stop!" she exclaimed, "you are doing <i>my</i> work. +Friend, your daughter is ill, you say. Then it is <i>my</i> business to see +what is the matter with her. Will you come here, young lady, and let me +feel your pulse." Having done which, the medium proceeded to detail +exactly the contents of the girl's stomach, and to advise her what to +eat and drink for the future. Another lady then advanced with a written +prescription. The medium examined her, made an alteration or two in the +prescription, and told her to go on with it till further orders. My +curiosity was aroused, and I whispered to my next neighbor to tell me +who the control was. "Sir John Forbes, a celebrated physician," she +replied. "He has almost as large a connection now as he had when alive." +I was not exactly ill at the time, but I was not strong, and nothing +that my family doctor prescribed for me seemed to do me any good. So +wishing to test the abilities of "Sir John Forbes," I went up to the +medium and knelt down by her side. "What is the matter with me, Sir +John?" I began. "Don't call me by that name, little friend," he +answered; "we have no titles on this side the world." "What shall I call +you, then?" I said. "Doctor, plain Doctor," was the reply, but in such a +kind voice. "Then tell me what is the matter with me, Doctor." "Come +nearer, and I'll whisper it in your ear." He then gave me a detailed +account of the manner in which I suffered, and asked what I had been +taking. When I told him, "All wrong, all wrong," he said, shaking his +head. "Here! give me a pencil and paper." I had a notebook in my pocket, +with a metallic pencil, which I handed over to him, and he wrote a +prescription in it. "Take that, and you'll be all the better, little +friend," he said, as he gave it to me back again. When I had time to +examine what he had written, I found to my surprise that the +prescription was in abbreviated Latin, with the amount of each +ingredient given in the regular medical shorthand. Mrs. Olive, a simple +though intelligent looking woman, seemed a very unlikely person to me to +be educated up to this degree. However, I determined to obtain a better +opinion than my own, so the next time my family doctor called to see me, +I said: "I have had a prescription given me, Doctor, which I am anxious, +with your permission, to try. I wish you would glance your eye over it +and see if you approve of my taking it." At the same time I handed him +the note-book, and I saw him grow very red as he looked at the +prescription. "Anything wrong?" I inquired. "O! dear no!" he replied in +an offended tone; "you can try your remedy, and welcome, for aught I +care—only, next time you wish to consult a new doctor, I advise you to +dismiss the old one first." "But this prescription was not written by a +doctor," I argued. At this he looked still more offended. "It's no use +trying to deceive me, Mrs. Ross-Church! That prescription was written by +no one but a medical man." It was a long time before I could make him +really believe <i>who</i> had transcribed it, and under what circumstances. +When he was convinced of the truth of my statement, he was very much +astonished, and laid all his professional pique aside. He did more. He +not only urged me to have the prescription made up, but he confessed +that his first chagrin was due to the fact that he felt he should have +thought of it himself. "<i>That</i>," he said, pointing to one ingredient, +"is the very thing to suit your case, and it makes me feel such a fool +to think that a <i>woman</i> should think of what <i>I</i> passed over."</p> + +<p>Nothing would make this doctor believe in Spiritualism, though he +continued to aver that only a medical man could have prescribed the +medicine; but as I saw dozens of other cases treated at the time by Mrs. +Olive, and have seen dozens since, I know that she does it by a power +not her own. For several years after that "Sir John Forbes" used to give +me advice about my health, and when his medium married Colonel Greck and +went to live in Russia, he was so sorry to leave his numerous patients, +and they to lose him, that he wanted to control <i>me</i> in order that I +might carry on his practice, but after several attempts he gave it up as +hopeless. He said my brain was too active for any spirit to magnetize; +and he is not the first, nor last, who has made the same attempt, and +failed. "Sir John Forbes" was not Mrs. Olive's only control. She had a +charming spirit called "Sunshine," who used to come for clairvoyance and +prophecy; and a very comical negro named "Hambo," who was as humorous +and full of native wit and repartee, as negroes generally are, and as +Mrs. Olive, who is a very gentle, quiet woman, decidedly was <i>not</i>. +"Hambo" was the business adviser and director, and sometimes +materialized, which the others did not. These three influences were just +as opposite from one another, and from Mrs. Olive, as any creatures +could possibly be. "Sir John Forbes," so dignified, courteous, and truly +benevolent—such a thorough old <i>gentleman</i>; "Sunshine," a sweet, +sympathetic Indian girl, full of gentle reproof for wrong and +exhortations to lead a higher life; and "Hambo," humorous and witty, +calling a spade a spade, and occasionally descending to coarseness, but +never unkind or wicked. I knew them all over a space of years until I +regarded them as old friends. Mrs. Greck is now a widow, and residing in +England, and, I hear, sitting again for her friends. If so, a great +benefit in the person of "Sir John Forbes" has returned for a portion of +mankind.</p> + +<p>I have kept a well-known physical medium to the last, not because I do +not consider his powers to be completely genuine, but because they are +of a nature that will not appeal to such as have not witnessed them. I +allude to Mr. Charles Williams, with whom I have sat many times alone, +and also with Mrs. Guppy Volckman. The manifestations that take place at +his <i>séances</i> are always material. The much written of "John King" is +his principal control, and invariably appears under his mediumship; and +"Ernest" is the name of another. I have seen Charles Williams leave the +cabinet under trance and wander in an aimless manner about the room, +whilst both "John King" and "Ernest" were with the circle, and have +heard them reprove him for rashness. I have also seen him under the same +circumstances, during an afternoon <i>séance</i>, mistake the window curtains +for the curtains of the cabinet, and draw them suddenly aside, letting +the full light of day in upon the scene, and showing vacancy where a +moment before two figures had been standing and talking.</p> + +<p>Once when "John King" asked Colonel Lean what he should bring him, he +was told <i>mentally</i> to fetch the half-hoop diamond ring from my finger +and place it on that of my husband.</p> + +<p>This half-hoop ring was worn between my wedding ring and a heavy gold +snake ring, and I was holding the hand of my neighbor all the time, and +yet the ring was abstracted from between the other two and transferred +to Colonel Lean's finger without my being aware of the circumstance. +These and various other marvels, I have seen under Mr. Williams' +mediumship; but as I can adduce no proof that they were genuine, except +my own conviction, it would be useless to write them down here. Only I +could not close the list of the media with whom I have familiarly sat in +London, and from whom I have received both kindness and courtesy, +without including his name. It is the same with several others—with Mr. +Frank Herne (now deceased) and his wife Mrs. Herne, whom I first knew as +Mrs. Bassett, a famous medium for the direct spirit voice; with Mrs. +Wilkinson, a clairvoyant who has a large <i>clientèle</i> of wealthy and +aristocratic patrons; with Mrs. Wilkins and Mr. Vango, both reliable, +though, as yet, less well known to the spiritualistic public; and with +Dr. Wilson, the astrologer, who will tell you all you have ever done, +and all you are ever going to do, if you will only give him the +opportunity of casting your horoscope. To all and each I tender my +thanks for having afforded me increased opportunities of searching into +the truth of a science that possesses the utmost interest for me, and +that has given me the greatest pleasure.</p> + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII.</a></h2> + +<h3>ON LAYING THE CARDS.</h3> + + +<p>At the risk of being laughed at, I cannot refrain, in the course of this +narrative of my spiritualistic experiences, from saying a few words +about what is called "laying the cards." "Imagine!" I fancy I hear some +dear creature with nose "tip-tilted like a flower" exclaim, "any +sensible woman believing in cards." And yet Napoleon believed in them, +and regulated the fate of nations by them; and the only times he +neglected their admonitions were followed by the retreat from Moscow and +the defeat at Waterloo. Still I did not believe in card-telling till the +belief was forced upon me. I always thought it rather cruel to give +imprisonment and hard labor to old women who laid the cards for servant +girls. Who can tell whether or no it is obtaining money upon false +pretences; and if it is, why not inflict the same penalty on every +cheating tradesman who sells inferior articles or gives short weight? +Women would be told they should look after their own interests in the +one case—so why not in the other? But all the difference lies in <i>who</i> +lays the cards. Very few people can do it successfully, and my belief is +that it must be done by a person with mediumistic power, which, in some +mysterious manner, influences the disposition of the pack. I have seen +cards shuffled and cut twenty times in the hope of getting rid of some +number antagonistic to the inquirer's good fortune, and yet each time +the same card would turn up in the juxtaposition least to be desired. +However, to narrate my own experience. When I was living in Brussels, +years before I heard of modern Spiritualism, I made the acquaintance of +an Irish lady called Mrs. Thorpe, a widow who was engaged as a +<i>châperon</i> for some young Belgian ladies of high birth, who had lost +their mother. We lived near each other, and she often came in to have a +chat with me. After a while I heard through some other friends that Mrs. +Thorpe was a famous hand at "laying the cards;" and one day, when we +were alone, I asked her to tell me my fortune. I didn't in the least +believe in it, but I wanted to be amused. Mrs. Thorpe begged to be +excused at once. She told me her predictions had proved so true, she was +afraid to look into futurity any more. She had seen a son and heir for a +couple who had been married twenty years without having any children, +and death for a girl just about to become a bride—and both had come +true; and, in fact, her employer, the Baron, had strictly forbidden her +doing it any more whilst in his house. However, this only fired my +curiosity, and I teased her until, on my promising to preserve the +strictest secrecy, she complied with my request. She predicted several +things in which I had little faith, but which I religiously wrote down +in case they came true—the three most important being that my husband, +Colonel Ross-Church (who was then most seriously ill in India), would +not die, but that his brother, Edward Church, would; that I should have +one more child by my first marriage—a daughter with exceedingly fair +skin and hair, who would prove to be the cleverest of all my children, +and that after her birth I should never live with my husband again. All +these events were most unlikely to come to pass at that time, and, +indeed, did not come to pass for years afterwards, yet each one was +fulfilled, and the daughter who, unlike all her brothers and sisters, is +fair as a lily, will be by no means the last in the race for talent. Yet +these cards were laid four years before her birth. Mrs. Thorpe told me +she had learnt the art from a pupil of the identical Italian countess +who used to lay the cards for the Emperor Napoleon. But it is not an +art, and it is not to be learnt. It is inspiration.</p> + +<p>Many years after this, when I had just begun to study Spiritualism, my +sister told me of a wonderful old lady, a neighbor of hers, who had +gained quite an evil reputation in the village by her prophetical powers +with the cards. Like Mrs. Thorpe, she had become afraid of herself, and +professed to have given up the practice. The last time she had laid +them, a girl acquaintance had walked over joyously from an adjacent +village to introduce her affianced husband to her, and to beg her to +tell them what would happen in their married life. The old lady had laid +the cards, and saw the death card turn up three times with the marriage +ring, and told the young people, much to their chagrin, that they must +prepare for a disappointment, as their marriage would certainly be +postponed from some obstacle arising in the way. She told me afterwards +that she dared not tell them more than this. They left her somewhat +sobered, but still full of hope, and started on their way home. Before +they reached it the young man staggered and fell down dead. No one had +expected such a catastrophe. He had been apparently in the best of +health and spirits. <i>What</i> was it that had made this old lady foresee +what no one else had seen?</p> + +<p>These are no trumped-up tales after the prediction had been fulfilled. +Everyone knew it to be true, and became frightened to look into the +future for themselves. I was an exception to the general rule, however, +and persuaded Mrs. Simmonds to lay the cards for me. I had just +completed a two months' sojourn at the seaside, was in robust health, +and anticipating my return home for the sake of meeting again with a +friend who was very dear to me. I shuffled and cut the cards according +to directions. The old lady looked rather grave. "I don't like your +cards," she said, "there is a good deal of trouble before you—trouble +and sickness. You will not return home so soon as you anticipate. You +will be detained by illness, and when you do return, you will find a +letter on the table that will cut you to the heart. I am sorry you have +stayed away so long. There has been treachery in your absence, and a +woman just your opposite, with dark eyes and hair, has got the better of +you. However, it will be a sharp trouble, but not a lengthy one. You +will see the wisdom of it before long, and be thankful it has happened." +I accepted my destiny with complacency, never supposing (notwithstanding +all that I had heard) that it would come true. I was within a few days +of starting for home, and had received affectionate letters from my +friend all the time I had been away. However, as Fate and the cards +would have it, I was taken ill the very day after they were laid for me, +and confined for three weeks with a kind of low fever to my bed; and +when weakened and depressed I returned to my home I found <i>the letter on +my table</i> that Mrs. Simmonds had predicted for me, to say that my +friendship with my (supposed) friend <i>was over and done with for ever</i>. +After this I began to have more respect for cards, or rather for the +persons who successfully laid them. In 1888, when I was touring with my +company with the "Golden Goblin," I stayed for the first time in my life +in Accrington. Our sojourn there was to be only for a week, and, as may +be supposed, the accommodation in the way of lodgings was very poor. +When we had been there a few days a lady of the company said to me, +"There is such a funny old woman at my lodgings, Miss Marryat! I wish +you'd come and see her. She can tell fortunes with the cards, and I know +you believe in such things. She has told my husband and me all about +ourselves in the most wonderful manner; but you mustn't come when the +old man is at home, because he says it's devilry, and he has forbidden +her doing it." "I <i>am</i> very much interested in that sort of thing," I +replied, "and I will certainly pay her a visit, if you will tell me when +I may come." A time was accordingly fixed for my going to the lady's +rooms, and on my arrival there I was introduced to a greasy, snuffy old +landlady, who didn't look as if she had a soul above a bottle of gin. +However, I sat down at a table with her, and the cards were cut. She +told me nothing that my friends might have told her concerning me, but +dived at once into the future. My domestic affairs were in a very +complicated state at that period, and I had no idea myself how they +would end. She saw the whole situation at a glance—described the actors +in the scene, the places they lived in, the people by whom they were +surrounded, and exactly how the whole business would end, and <i>did</i> end. +She foretold the running of the tour, how long it would last, and which +of the company would leave before it concluded. She told me that a woman +in the company, whom I believed at that time to be attached to me, would +prove to be one of my greatest enemies, and be the cause of estrangement +between me and one of my nearest relations, and she opened my eyes to +that woman's character in a way which forced me afterwards to find out +that to which I might have been blind forever. And this information +emanated from a dirty, ignorant, old lodging keeper, who had probably +never heard of my name until it was thrust before her, and yet told me +things that my most intimate and cleverest friends had no power to tell +me. After the woman at Accrington I never looked at a card for the +purpose of divination until my attention was directed last year to a +woman in London who is very clever at the same thing, and a friend +asked me to go with her and see what she could tell us. This woman, who +is quite of the lower class, and professedly a dressmaker, received us +in a bedroom, the door of which was carefully locked. She was an elderly +woman and rather intelligent and well educated for her position, but she +could adduce no reason whatever for her facility in reading the cards. +She told me "it <i>came</i> to her," she didn't know why or how.</p> + +<p>It "came to her" with a vengeance for me. She rattled off my past, +present and future as if she had been reading from an open book, and she +mentioned the description of a person (which I completely recognized) so +constantly with reference to my future, that I thought I would try her +by a question. "Stop a minute," I said, "this person whom you have +alluded to so often—have I ever met him?" "Of course you have met him," +she replied, "you know him intimately." "I don't recognize the +description," I returned, fallaciously. The woman turned round and +looked me full in the face. "<i>You don't recognize him?</i>" she repeated in +an incredulous tone, "then you must be very dull. Well! I'll tell you +how to recognize him. Next time you meet a gentleman out walking who +raises his hat, and before he shakes hands with you, draws a written or +printed paper from his pocket and presents it to you, you can remember +my words. <i>That</i> is the man I mean."</p> + +<p>I laughed at the quaintness of the idea and returned home. As I was +walking from the station to my own house I met the person she had +described. As he neared me he raised his hat, and then putting his hand +in his pocket he said, "Good afternoon! I have something for you! I met +Burrows this morning. He was going on to you, but as he was in a great +hurry he asked me if I was likely to see you to-day to give you this." +And he presented me with a printed paper of regulations which I had +asked the man he mentioned to procure for me.</p> + +<p>Now, here was no stereotyped utterance of the cards—no stock +phrase—but a deliberate prophecy of an unfulfilled event. It is upon +such things that I base my opinion that, given certain persons and +certain circumstances, the cards are a very fertile source of +information. It is absurd in cases like those I have related to lay it +all down to chance, to clever guessing, or to trickery. If my readers +believe so, let me ask them to try it for themselves. If it is all +folly, and any stupid, ignorant old woman can do it, of course <i>they</i> +must be able to master the trick. Let them get a pack of cards and lay +them according to the usual directions—there are any number of books +published that will tell them how to do it—and then see if they can +foretell a single event of importance correctly. They will probably find +(as <i>I</i> do) that the cards are a sealed book to them. I would give a +great deal to be able to lay the cards with any degree of success for +myself or my friends. But nothing "comes to me." The cards remain +painted pieces of cardboard, and nothing more. And yet an ignorant +creature who has no brains of her own can dive deep into the mysteries +of my mind, and turn my inmost thoughts and wishes inside out,—more, +can pierce futurity and tell me what <i>shall</i> be. However, if my hearers +continue to doubt my story, I can only repeat my admonition to try it +for themselves. If they once succeed, they will not give it up again.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV.</a></h2> + +<h3>SPIRITUALISM IN AMERICA.</h3> + +<p>I. <i>Mrs. M. A. Williams.</i></p> + + +<p>I went to America on a professional engagement in October, 1884. Some +months beforehand a very liberal offer had been made me by the +Spiritualists of Great Britain to write my experiences for the English +press, but I declined to do so until I could add my American notes to +them. I had corresponded (as I have shown) with the <i>Banner of Light</i> in +New York; and what I had heard of Spiritualism in America had made me +curious to witness it. But I was determined to test it on a strictly +private plan. I said to myself: "I have seen and heard pretty nearly all +there is to be seen and heard on the subject in England, but, with one +or two exceptions, I have never sat at any <i>séance</i> where I was not +known. Now I am going to visit a strange country where, in a matter like +Spiritualism, I can conceal my identity, so as to afford the media no +clue to my surroundings or the names of my deceased friends." I sailed +for America quite determined to pursue a strictly secret investigation, +and with that end in view I never mentioned the subject to anyone.</p> + +<p>I had a few days holiday in New York before proceeding to Boston, where +my work opened, and I stayed at one of the largest hotels in the city. I +landed on Sunday morning, and on Monday evening I resolved to make my +first venture. Had I been a visitor in London, I should have had to +search out the right sort of people, and make a dozen inquiries before I +heard where the media were hiding themselves from dread of the law; but +they order such things better on the other side of the Atlantic. People +are allowed to hold their private opinions and their private religion +there without being swooped down upon and clapped into prison for rogues +and vagabonds. Whatever the views of the majority may be, upon this +subject or any other (and Heaven knows I would have each man strong +enough to cling to his opinion, and brave enough to acknowledge it +before the world), I think it is a discredit to a civilized country to +allow old laws, that were made when we were little better than savages, +to remain in force at the present day. We are far too much over-ridden +by a paternal Government, which has grown so blind and senile that it +swallows camels while it is straining after a gnat.</p> + +<p>There was no obstacle to my wish, however, in New York. I had but to +glance down the advertisement columns of the newspapers to learn where +the media lived, and on what days they held their public <i>séances</i>. It +so happened that Mrs. M. A. Williams was the only one who held open +house on Monday evenings for Materialization; and thither I determined +to go. There is no such privacy as in a large <i>hôtel</i>, where no one has +the opportunity to see what his neighbor is doing. As soon, therefore, +as my dinner was concluded, I put on a dark cloak, hat and veil, and +walking out into the open, got into one of the cars that ran past the +street where Mrs. Williams resided. Arrived at the house, I knocked at +the door, and was about to inquire if there was to be any <i>séance</i> +there, that evening, when the attendant saved me the trouble by saying, +"Upstairs, if you please, madam," and nothing more passed between us. +When I had mounted the stairs, I found myself in a large room, the floor +of which was covered with a thick carpet, nailed all round the +wainscotting. On one side were some thirty or forty cane-bottomed +chairs, and directly facing them was the cabinet. This consisted of four +uprights nailed over the carpet, with iron rods connecting them at the +top. There was no roof to it, but curtains of a dark maroon color were +usually drawn around, but when I entered, they were flung back over the +iron rods, so as to disclose the interior. There was a stuffed armchair +for the use of the medium, and in front of the cabinet a narrow table +with papers and pencils on it, the use of which I did not at first +discover. At the third side of the room was a harmonium, so placed that +the performer sat with his back both to the cabinet and the sitters. A +large gas lamp, almost like a limelight, made in a square form like a +lantern, was fixed against the wall, so as to throw the light upon the +cabinet, but it was fitted with a sliding shade of red silk, with which +it could be darkened if necessary. I was early, and only a few visitors +were occupying the chairs. I asked a lady if I might sit where I chose, +and on her answering "Yes," I took the chair in the front row, exactly +opposite the cabinet, not forgetting that I was there in the cause of +Spiritualism as well as for my own interests. The seats filled rapidly +and there must have been thirty-five or forty people present, when Mrs. +Williams entered the room, and nodding to those she knew, went into the +cabinet. Mrs. Williams is a stout woman of middle age, with dark hair +and eyes, and a fresh complexion. She was dressed in a tight-fitting +gown of pale blue, with a good deal of lace about the neck and sleeves. +She was accompanied by a gentleman, and I then discovered for the first +time that it is usual in America to have, what they call, a "conductor" +of the <i>séance</i>. The conductor sits close to the cabinet curtains, and, +if any spirit is too weak to shew itself outside, or to speak audibly, +he conveys the message it may wish to send to its friends; and when I +knew how very few precautions the Americans take to prevent such +outrages as have occurred in England, and how many more materializations +take place in an evening there than here, I saw the necessity of a +conductor to protect the medium, and to regulate the order of the +<i>séance</i>.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Williams' conductor opened the proceedings with a very neat little +speech. He said, "I see several strange faces here this evening, and I +am very pleased to see them, and I hope they may derive both pleasure +and profit from our meeting. We have only one rule for the conduct of +our <i>séances</i>, that you shall behave like ladies and gentlemen. You may +not credit all you see, but remember this is our religion, and the +religion of many present, and as you would behave yourselves reverently +and decorously, if you were in a church of another persuasion to your +own, so I beg of you to behave yourselves here. And if any spirits +should come for you whom you do not immediately recognize, don't wound +them by denying their identity. They may have been longing for this +moment to meet you again, and doing their very utmost to assume once +more the likeness they wore on earth; yet some fail. Don't make their +failure harder to bear by roughly repudiating all knowledge of them. The +strangers who are present to-night may mistake the reason of this little +table being placed in front of the cabinet, and think it is intended to +keep them from too close an inspection of the spirits. No such thing! On +the contrary, all will be invited in turn to come up and recognize their +friends. But we make it a rule at these <i>séances</i> that no materialized +spirit, who is strong enough to come beyond that table, shall be +permitted to return to the cabinet. They must dematerialize in sight of +the sitters, that no possible suspicion may rest upon the medium. These +pencils and papers are placed here in case any spirit who is unable to +speak may be impressed to write instead. And now we will begin the +evening with a song."</p> + +<p>The accompanist then played "Footsteps of Angels," the audience sung it +with a will, and the curtains having been drawn round Mrs. Williams, the +shade was drawn across the gaslight, and the <i>séance</i> began.</p> + +<p>I don't think it could have been more than a minute or two before we +heard a voice whispering, "Father," and <i>three girls</i>, dressed in white +clinging garments, appeared at the opening in the curtains. An old man +with white hair left his seat and walked up to the cabinet, when they +all three came out at once and hung about his neck and kissed him, and +whispered to him. I almost forgot where I was. They looked so perfectly +human, so joyous and girl-like, somewhere between seventeen and twenty, +and they all spoke at once, so like what girls on earth would do, that +it was most mystifying. The old man came back to his seat, wiping his +eyes. "Are those your daughters, sir?" asked one of the sitters. "Yes! +my three girls," he replied. "I lost them all before ten years old, but +you see I've got them back again here."</p> + +<p>Several other forms appeared after this—one, a little child of about +three years old, who fluttered in and out of the cabinet like a +butterfly, and ran laughing away from the sitters who tried to catch +her. Some of the meetings that took place for the first time were very +affecting. One young man of about seventeen or eighteen, who was called +up to see his mother's spirit, sobbed so bitterly, it broke my heart to +hear him. There was not the least doubt if <i>he</i> recognized her or no. He +was so overcome, he hardly raised his eyes for the rest of the evening. +One lady brought her spirit-son up to me, that I might see how perfectly +he had materialized. She spoke of it as proudly as she might have done +if he had passed some difficult examination. The young man was dressed +in a suit of evening clothes, and he shook hands with me at his mother's +bidding, with the firm grasp of a mortal. Naturally, I had seen too much +in England for all this to surprise me. Still I had never assisted at a +<i>séance</i> where everything appeared to be so strangely human—so little +mystical, except indeed the rule of dematerializing before the sitters, +which I had only seen "Katie King" do before. But here, each form, after +having been warned by the conductor that its time was up, sunk down +right through the carpet as though it were the most ordinary mode of +egression. Some, and more especially the men, did not advance beyond the +curtains; then their friends were invited to go up and speak to them, +and several went inside the cabinet. There were necessarily a good many +forms, familiar to the rest, of whom I knew nothing; one was an old +minister under whom they had all sat, another a gentleman who had been a +constant attendant at Mrs. Williams' <i>séances</i>.</p> + +<p>Once the conductor spoke to me. "I am not aware of your name," he said +(and I thought, "No! my friend, and you won't be aware of it just yet +either!"), "but a spirit here wishes you would come up to the cabinet." +I advanced, expecting to see some friend, and there stood a Catholic +priest with his hand extended in blessing. I knelt down, and he gave me +the usual benediction and then closed the curtains. "Did you know the +spirit?" the conductor asked me. I shook my head; and he continued, "He +was Father Hayes, a well-known priest in this city. I suppose you are a +Catholic?" I told him "Yes," and went back to my seat. The conductor +addressed me again. "I think Father Hayes must have come to pave the way +for some of your friends," he said. "Here is a spirit who says she has +come for a lady named 'Florence,' who has just crossed the sea. Do you +answer to the description?" I was about to say "Yes," when the curtains +parted again and my daughter "Florence" ran across the room and fell +into my arms. "Mother!" she exclaimed, "I said I would come with you and +look after you—didn't I?"</p> + +<p>I looked at her. She was exactly the same in appearance as when she had +come to me in England—the same luxuriant brown hair and features and +figure, as I had seen under the different mediumships of Florence Cook, +Arthur Colman, Charles Williams and William Eglinton; the same form +which in England had been declared to be half-a-dozen different media +dressed up to represent my daughter stood before me there in New York, +thousands of miles across the sea, and by the power of a person who did +not even know who I was. If I had not been convinced before, how could I +have helped being convinced then?</p> + +<p>"Florence" appeared as delighted as I was, and kept on kissing me and +talking of what had happened to me on board ship coming over, and was +evidently quite <i>au fait</i> of all my proceedings. Presently she said, +"There's another friend of yours here, mother! We came over together. +I'll go and fetch him." She was going back to the cabinet when the +conductor stopped her. "You must not return this way, please. Any other +you like," and she immediately made a kind of court curtsey and went +down through the carpet. I was standing where "Florence" had left me, +wondering what would happen next, when she came <i>up again</i> a few feet +off from me, head first, and smiling as if she had discovered a new +game. She was allowed to enter the cabinet this time, but a moment +afterwards she popped her head out again, and said, "Here's your friend, +mother!" and by her side was standing William Eglinton's control, +"Joey," clad in his white suit, with a white cap drawn over his head. +"'Florence' and I have come over to make new lines for you here," he +said: "at least, I've come over to put her in the way of doing it, but I +can't stay long, you know, because I have to go back to 'Willy.'"</p> + +<p>I really didn't care if he stayed long or not. I seemed to have procured +the last proof I needed of the truth of the doctrine I had held so long, +that there is no such thing as Death, as we understand it in this world. +Here were the two spiritual beings (for believing in the identity of +whom I had called myself a credulous fool fifty times over, only to +believe in them more deeply still) in <i>prôpria personæ</i> in New York, +claiming me in a land of strangers, who had not yet found out who I was. +I was more deeply affected than I had ever been under such circumstances +before, and more deeply thankful. "Florence" made great friends with our +American cousins even on her first appearance. Mrs. Williams' conductor +told me he thought he had never heard anything more beautiful than the +idea of the spirit-child crossing the ocean to guard its mother in a +strange country, and particularly, as he could feel by her influence, +what a pure and beautiful spirit she was. When I told him she had left +this world at ten days old, he said that accounted for it, but he could +see there was nothing earthly about her.</p> + +<p>I was delighted with this <i>séance</i>, and hoped to sit with Mrs. Williams +many times more, but fate decreed that I should leave New York sooner +than I had anticipated. The perfect freedom with which it was conducted +charmed me, and the spirits seemed so familiar with the sitters. There +was no "Sweet Spirit, hear my prayer," business about it. No fear of +being detained or handled among the spirits, and no awe, only intense +tenderness on the part of their relations. It was to this cause I +chiefly attributed the large number of materializations I +witnessed—<i>forty</i> having taken place that evening. They spoke far more +distinctly and audibly too than those I had seen in England, but I +believe the dry atmosphere of the United States is far more favorable to +the process of materialization. I perceived another difference. Although +the female spirits were mostly clad in white, they wore dresses and not +simply drapery, whilst the men were invariably attired in the clothes +(or semblances of the clothes) they would have worn had they been still +on earth. I left Mrs. Williams' rooms, determined to see as much as I +possibly could of mediumship whilst I was in the United States.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV.</a></h2> + +<p>II. <i>Mrs. Eva Hatch.</i></p> + + +<p>I was so disappointed at being hurried off to Boston before I had seen +any more of the New York media, that I took the earliest opportunity of +attending a <i>séance</i> there. A few words I had heard dropped about Eva +Hatch made me resolve to visit her first. She was one of the Shaker +sect, and I heard her spoken of as a remarkably pure and honest woman, +and most reliable medium. Her first appearance quite gave me that +impression. She had a fair, placid countenance, full of sweetness and +serenity, and a plump matronly figure. I went incognita, as I had done +to Mrs. Williams, and mingled unnoticed with the crowd. Mrs. Hatch's +cabinet was quite different from Mrs. Williams'. It was built of planks +like a little cottage, and the roof was pierced with numerous round +holes for ventilation, like a pepper-box. There was a door in the +centre, with a window on either side, all three of which were shaded by +dark curtains. The windows, I was told, were for the accommodation of +those spirits who had not the power to materialize more than a face, or +head and bust. Mrs. Hatch's conductor was a woman, who sat near the +cabinet, as in the other case.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Eva Hatch had not entered the cabinet five minutes before she came +out again, under trance, with a very old lady with silver hair clinging +to her arm, and walked round the circle. As they did so, the old lady +extended her withered hand, and blessed the sitters. She came quite +close to each one and was distinctly visible to all. I was told that +this was the spirit of Mrs. Hatch's mother, and that it was her regular +custom to come first and give her blessing to the <i>séance</i>. I had never +seen the spirit of an aged person before, and it was a beautiful sight. +She was the sweetest old lady too, very small and fragile looking, and +half reclining on her daughter's bosom, but smiling serenely upon every +one there. When they had made the tour of the room, Mrs. Hatch +re-entered the cabinet, and did not leave it again until the sitting was +concluded.</p> + +<p>There were a great many sitters present, most of whom were old patrons +of Mrs. Hatch, and so, naturally, their friends came for them first. It +is surprising though, when once familiarized with materialization, how +little one grows to care to see the spirits who come for one's next door +neighbor. They are like a lot of prisoners let out, one by one, to see +their friends and relations. The few moments they have to spare are +entirely devoted to home matters of no possible interest to the +bystander. The first wonder and possible shock at seeing the supposed +dead return in their old likeness to greet those they left on earth +over, one listens with languid indifference, and perhaps a little +impatience for one's own turn to come, to the whispered utterances of +strangers. Mrs. Hatch's "cabinet spirits" or "controls," however, were +very interesting. One, who called herself the "Spirit of Prayer," came +and knelt down in the middle of the circle, and prayed with us. She had +asked for the gas to be extinguished first, and as she prayed she became +illuminated with flashes of light, in the shape of stars and crosses, +until she was visible from head to foot, and we could see her features +and dress as if she had been surrounded by electricity.</p> + +<p>Two more cabinet spirits were a negro and negress, who appeared +together, chanting some of their native hymns and melodies. When I saw +these apparitions, I thought to myself: "Here is a good opportunity to +discover trickery, if trickery there is." The pair were undoubtedly of +the negro race. There was no mistaking their thick lips and noses and +yellow-white eyes, nor their polished brown skins, which no charcoal can +properly imitate. They were negroes without doubt; but how about the +negro bouquet? Everyone who has mixed with colored people in the East or +the West knows what that is, though it is very difficult to describe, +being something like warm rancid oil mingled with the fumes of charcoal, +with a little worse thrown in. "Now," I thought, "if these forms are +human, there will be some odor attached to them, and that I am +determined to find out." I caught, therefore, at the dress of the young +woman as she passed, and asked her if she would kiss me. She left her +companion directly, and put her arms (which were bare) round my neck, +and embraced me several times; and I can declare, on my oath, that she +was as completely free from anything like the smell of a colored woman +as it was possible for her to be. She felt as fresh and sweet and pure +as a little child.</p> + +<p>Many other forms appeared and were recognized by the circle, notably a +very handsome one who called herself the Empress Josephine; but as they +could not add a grain's weight to my testimony I pass them over. I had +begun to think that "Florence" was not going to visit me that evening, +when the conductor of the <i>séance</i> asked if there was anybody in the +room who answered to the name of "Bluebell." I must indulge in a little +retrospect here, and tell my readers that ten years previous to the time +I am writing of, I had lost my brother-in-law, Edward Church, under very +painful circumstances. He had been left an orphan and in control of his +fortune at a very early age, and had lived with my husband, Colonel +Ross-Church, and myself. But poor "Ted" had been his own worst enemy. He +had possessed a most generous heart and affectionate disposition, but +these had led him into extravagances that swallowed up his fortune, and +then he had taken to drinking and killed himself by it. I and my +children had loved him dearly, but all our prayers and entreaties had +had no avail, and in the end he had become so bad that the doctors had +insisted upon our separation. Poor "Ted" had consequently died in exile, +and this had been a further aggravation of our grief. For ten years I +had been trying to procure communication with him in vain, and I had +quite given up expecting to see him again. Only once had I heard +"Bluebell" (his pet name for me) gasped out by an entranced clairvoyant, +but nothing further had come of it. Now, as I heard it for the second +time, from a stranger's lips in a foreign country, it naturally roused +my expectations, but I thought it might be only a message for me from +"Ted."</p> + +<p>"Is there anyone here who recognizes the name of 'Bluebell'?" repeated +the conductor. "I was once called so by a friend," I said. "Someone is +asking for that name. You had better come up to the cabinet," she +replied. I rose at once and did as she told me, but when I reached the +curtain I encountered "Florence." "My darling child," I said, as I +embraced her, "why did you ask for 'Bluebell'?" She did not answer me, +except by shaking her head, placing her finger on her lips, and +pointing downwards to the carpet. I did not know what to make of it. I +had never known her unable to articulate before. "What is the matter, +dear?" I said; "can't you speak to me to-night?" Still she shook her +head, and tapped my arm with her hand, to attract my attention to the +fact that she was pointing vigorously downwards. I looked down, too, +when, to my astonishment, I saw rise through the carpet what looked to +me like the bald head of a baby or an old man, and a little figure, <i>not +more than three feet in height</i>, with Edward Church's features, but no +hair on its head, came gradually into view, and looked up in my face +with a pitiful, deprecating expression, as if he were afraid I should +strike him. The face, however, was so unmistakably Ted's, though the +figure was so ludicrously insignificant, that I could not fail to +recognize him. "Why, Ted!" I exclaimed, "have you come back to see me at +last?" and held out my hand. The little figure seized it, tried to +convey it to his lips, burst into tears, and sank down through the +carpet much more rapidly than he had come up.</p> + +<p>I began to cry too. It was so pitiful. With her uncle's disappearance +"Florence" found her tongue. "Don't cry, mother," she said; "poor Uncle +Ted is overcome at seeing you. That's why he couldn't materialize +better. He was in such a terrible hurry. He'll look more like himself +next time. I was trying so hard to help him, I didn't dare to use up any +of the power by speaking. He'll be so much better, now he's seen you. +You'll come here again, won't you?" I told her I certainly would, if I +could; and, indeed, I was all anxiety to see my poor brother-in-law +again. To prove how difficult it would have been to deceive me on this +subject, I should like to say a little about Edward Church's personal +appearance. He was a very remarkable looking man—indeed, I have never +seen anyone a bit like him before or after. He was very small; not short +only, but small altogether, with tiny hands and feet, and a little head. +His hair and eyes were of the deepest black—the former parted in the +middle, with a curl on either side, and was naturally waved. His +complexion was very dark, his features delicate, and he wore a small +pointed moustache. As a child he had suffered from an attack of +confluent small-pox, which had deeply pitted his face, and almost eaten +away the tip of his nose. Such a man was not to be easily imitated, even +if anyone in Boston had ever heard of his inconsequential existence. To +me, though, he had been a dear friend and brother, before the curse of +Drink had seemed to change his nature, and I had always been anxious to +hear how he fared in that strange country whither he had been forced to +journey, like all of us, <i>alone</i>. I was very pleased then to find that +business would not interfere with my second visit to Mrs. Eva Hatch, +which took place two nights afterward. On this occasion "Florence" was +one of the first to appear, and "Ted" came with her, rather weak and +trembling on his second introduction to this mundane sphere, but no +longer bald-headed nor under-sized. He was his full height now, about +five feet seven; his head was covered with his black crisp hair, parted +just as he used to wear it while on earth; in every particular he +resembled what he used to be, even down to his clothes. I could have +sworn I had seen that very suit of clothes; the little cut-away coat he +always wore, with the natty tie and collar, and a dark blue velvet +smoking cap upon his head, exactly like one I remembered being in his +possession. "Florence" still seemed to be acting as his interpreter and +guide. When I said to him, "Why! Ted, you look quite like your old self +to-day," she answered, "He can't talk to you, mamma, he is weak still, +and he is so thankful to meet you again. He wants me to tell you that he +has been trying to communicate with you often, but he never could manage +it in England. He will be so glad when he can talk freely to you." +Whilst she was speaking, "Ted" kept on looking from her to me like a +deaf and dumb animal trying to understand what was going on in a manner +that was truly pitiful. I stooped down and kissed his forehead. The +touch seemed to break the spell that hung over him. "<i>Forgive</i>," he +uttered in a choked voice. "There is nothing to forgive, dear," I +replied, "except as we all have need to forgive each other. You know how +we all loved you, Ted, and we loved you to the last and grieved for you +deeply. You remember the children, and how fond you were of them and +they of you. They often speak to this day of their poor Uncle Ted." +"Eva—Ethel," he gasped out, naming my two elder children. At this +juncture he seemed suddenly to fail, and became so weak that "Florence" +took him back into the cabinet again. No more spirits came for me that +evening, but towards the close of the <i>séance</i> "Florence" and "Ted" +appeared again together and embraced me fondly. "Florence" said, "He's +so happy now, mother; he says he shall rest in peace now that he knows +that you have forgiven him. And he won't come without his hair again," +she added, laughing. "I hope he won't," I answered, "for he frightened +me." And then they both kissed me "good-night," and retreated to the +cabinet, and I looked after them longingly and wished I could go there +too.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI.</a></h2> + +<p>III. <i>The Misses Berry.</i></p> + + +<p>No one introduced me to the Misses Berry. I saw their advertisement in +the public papers and went incognita to their <i>séance</i>, as I had done to +those of others. The first thing that struck me about them was the +superior class of patrons whom they drew. In the ladies' cloak room, +where they left their heavy wraps and umbrellas, the conversation that +took place made this sufficiently evident. Helen and Gertrude Berry were +pretty, unaffected, lady-like girls; and their conductor, Mr. Abrow, one +of the most courteous gentlemen I have ever met. The sisters, both +highly mediumistic, never sat together, but on alternate nights, but the +one who did <i>not</i> sit always took a place in the audience, in order to +prevent suspicion attaching to her absence. Gertrude Berry had been +lately married to a Mr. Thompson, and on account of her health gave up +her <i>séances</i>, soon after I made her acquaintance She was a tall, +finely-formed young woman, with golden hair and a beautiful complexion. +Her sister Helen was smaller, paler and more slightly built. She had +been engaged to be married to a gentleman who died shortly before the +time fixed for their wedding, and his spirit, whom she called "Charley," +was the principal control at her <i>séances</i>, though he never showed +himself. I found the <i>séance</i> room, which was not very large, crammed +with chairs which had all been engaged beforehand, so Mr. Abrow fetched +one from downstairs and placed it next his own for me, which was the +very position I should have chosen. I asked him afterwards how he dared +admit a stranger to such close proximity, and he replied that he was a +medium himself and knew who he could and who he could <i>not</i> trust at a +glance. As my professional duties took me backwards and forwards to +Boston, which was my central starting-point, sometimes giving me only a +day's rest there, I was in the habit afterwards, when I found I should +have "a night off," of wiring to Mr. Abrow to keep me a seat, so +difficult was it to secure one unless it were bespoken. Altogether I sat +five or six times with the Berry sisters, and wished I could have sat +fifty or sixty times instead, for I never enjoyed any <i>séances</i> so +<i>much</i> in my life before. The cabinet was formed of an inner room with a +separate door, which had to undergo the process of being sealed up by a +committee of strangers every evening. Strips of gummed paper were +provided for them, on which they wrote their names before affixing them +across the inside opening of the door. On the first night I inspected +the cabinet also as a matter of principle, and gummed my paper with +"Mrs. Richardson" written on it across the door. The cabinet contained +only a sofa for Miss Helen Berry to recline upon. The floor was covered +with a nailed-down carpet. The door which led into the cabinet was +shaded by two dark curtains hung with rings upon a brass rod. The door +of the <i>séance</i> room was situated at a right angle with that of the +cabinet, both opening upon a square landing, and, to make "assurance +doubly sure," the door of the <i>séance</i> room was left open, so that the +eyes of the sitters at that end commanded a view, during the entire +sitting, of the outside of the locked and gummed-over cabinet door. To +make this fully understood, I append a diagram of the two rooms—</p> + +<p class="figcenter"><img src="images/plan.png" width="500" height="312" alt="Floor plan" /></p> + +<p>By the position of these doors, it will be seen how impossible it would +have been for anybody to leave or enter the cabinet without being +detected by the sitters, who had their faces turned towards the <i>séance</i> +room door. The first materialization that appeared that evening was a +bride, dressed in her bridal costume; and a gentleman, who was occupying +a chair in the front row, and holding a white flower in his hand, +immediately rose, went up to her, embraced her, and whispered a few +words, then gave her the white flower, which she fastened in the bosom +of her dress, after which he bowed slightly to the company, and, instead +of resuming his seat, left the room. Mr. Abrow then said to me, "If you +like, madam, you can take that seat now," and as the scene had excited +my curiosity I accepted his offer, hoping to find some one to tell me +the meaning of it. I found myself next to a very sweet-looking lady, +whom I afterwards knew personally as Mrs. Seymour. "Can you tell me why +that gentleman left so suddenly?" I asked her in a whisper. "He seldom +stays through a <i>séance</i>," she replied; "he is a business man, and has +no time to spare, but he is here every night. The lady you saw him speak +to is his wife. She died on her wedding day, eleven years ago, and he +has never failed to meet her on every opportunity since. He brings her a +white flower every time he comes. She appears always first, in order +that he may be able to return to his work." This story struck me as very +interesting, and I always watched for this gentleman afterwards, and +never failed to see him waiting for his bride, with the white flower in +his hand. "Do you expect to see any friends to-night?" I said to my new +acquaintance. "O! yes!" she replied. "I have come to see my daughter +'Bell.' She died some years ago, and I am bringing up the two little +children she left behind her. I never do anything for them without +consulting their mother. Just now I have to change their nurse, and I +have received several excellent characters of others, and I have brought +them here this evening that 'Bell' may tell me which to write for. I +have the pattern for the children's winter frocks, too," she continued, +producing some squares of woolen cloths, "and I always like to let +'Bell' choose which she likes best." This will give my readers some idea +of how much more the American spiritualists regard their departed +friends as still forming part of the home circle, and interested in +their domestic affairs. "Bell" soon after made her appearance, and Mrs. +Seymour brought her up to me. She was a young woman of about three or +four and twenty, and looked very happy and smiling. She perused the +servants' characters as practically as her mother might have done, but +said she would have none of them, and Mrs. Seymour was to wait till she +received some more. The right one had not come yet. She also looked at +the patterns, and indicated the one she liked best. Then, as she was +about to retire, she whispered to her mother, and Mrs. Seymour said, to +my surprise (for it must be remembered I had not disclosed my name to +her), "Bell tells me she knows a daughter of yours in the spirit life, +called 'Florence.' Is that the case?" I answered I had a daughter of +that name; and Mrs. Seymour added "'Bell' says she will be here this +evening, that she is a very pure and very elevated spirit, and they are +great friends." Very shortly after this, Mr. Abrow remarked, "There is a +young girl in the cabinet now, who says that if her mother's name is +'Mrs. Richardson,' she must have married for the third time since she +saw her last, for she was 'Mrs. Lean' then." At this remark I laughed; +and Mr. Abrow said, "Is she come for you, madam? Does the cap fit?" I +was obliged to acknowledge then that I <i>had</i> given a false name in order +to avoid recognition. But the mention of my married name attracted no +attention to me, and was only a proof that it had not been given from +any previous knowledge of Mr. Abrow's concerning myself. I was known in +the United States as "Florence Marryat" only, and to this day they +believe me to be still "Mrs. Ross-Church," that being the name under +which my first novels were written. So I recognized "Florence" at once +in the trick that had been played me, and had risen to approach the +curtain, when she came <i>bounding</i> out and ran into my arms. I don't +think I had ever seen her look so charming and girlish before. She +looked like an embodiment of sunshine. She was dressed in a low frock +which seemed manufactured of lace and muslin, her hair fell loose down +her back to her knees, and her hands were full of damask roses. This was +in December, when hot-house roses were selling for a dollar a piece in +Boston, and she held, perhaps, twenty. Their scent was delicious, and +she kept thrusting them under my nose, saying, "Smell my roses, mother. +Don't you wish you had my garden? We have <i>fields</i> of them in the Summer +Land! O! how I wish you were there." "Shan't I come soon, darling?" I +said. "No! not yet," replied "Florence." "You have a lot of work to do +still. But when you come, it will be all flowers for you and me." I +asked her if she knew "Bell," and she said, "O! yes! We came together +this evening." Then I asked her to come and speak to "Bell's" mother, +and her manner changed at once. She became shy and timid, like a young +girl, unused to strangers, and quite hung on my arm, as I took her up to +Mrs. Seymour's side. When she had spoken a few words to her in a very +low voice, she turned to me and said, "I must go now, because we have a +great surprise for you this evening—a <i>very</i> great surprise." I told +her I liked great surprises, when they were pleasant ones, and +"Florence" laughed, and went away. I found that her <i>début</i> had created +such a sensation amongst the sitters—it being so unusual for a +materialized spirit to appear so strong and perfect on the first +occasion of using a medium—that I felt compelled to give them a little +explanation on the subject. And when I told them how I had lost her as a +tiny infant of ten days old—how she had returned to me through various +media in England, and given such unmistakable proofs of her +<i>identity</i>—and how I, being a stranger in their country, and only +landed there a few weeks, had already met her through Mrs. Williams, +Mrs. Hatch and Miss Berry—they said it was one of the most wonderful +and perfect instances of materialization they had ever heard of. And +when one considers how perfect the chain is, from the time when +"Florence" first came back to me as a child, too weak to speak, or even +to understand where she was, to the years through which she had grown +and became strong almost beneath my eyes, till she could "<i>bound</i>" (as I +have narrated) into my arms like a human being, and talk as distinctly +as (and far more sensible than) I did myself, I think my readers will +acknowledge also, that hers is no common story, and that I have some +reason to believe in Spiritualism.</p> + +<p>Miss Berry's cabinet spirits were quite different from the common type. +One was, or rather had been, a dancing girl—not European, but rather +more, I fancy, of the Asiatic or Egyptian type. Anyway she used to come +out of the cabinet—a lithe lissom creature like a panther or a +snake—and execute such twists and bounds and pirouettes, as would have +made her fortune on the stage. Indeed I used to think (being always on +the lookout for chicanery) that no <i>human</i> creature who could dance +as she did would ever waste her talents, especially in a smart country +like America, on an audience of spiritualists, whose only motive for +meeting was to see their friends, and who would not pay an extra cent to +look at a "cabinet spirit." Another one was an Indian whom they called +"The Brave." He was also a lithe, active creature, without an ounce of +superfluous flesh upon his body, but plenty of muscle. He appeared to +like the ladies of the company very much, but evidently distrusted the +men. One stout, big man who was, I fancy, a bit of a sceptic, wished to +test the "Brave's" muscular power by feeling his biceps, and was invited +to step in front of the circle for that purpose. He had no sooner +approached him than the Indian seized him up in his arms and threw him +<i>right over his head</i>. He did not hurt him, but as the gentleman got up +again, he said, "Well! I weigh 200 pounds, and I didn't think any man in +the room could have done that." The ladies in the circle mostly wore +flowers in their bosom—bouquets, after the custom of American +ladies—and they began, one and all, to detach flowers from their +bouquets and give them to the "Brave," "to give to his squaw." He nodded +and gabbled some unintelligible Sioux or Cherokee in reply, and went all +round the circle on his knees. The stout man had surmised that he was +painted, and his long, straight, black hair was a wig. When he came to +me I said, "Brave! may I try if your hair is a wig?" He nodded and said, +"Pull—pull!" which I did, and found that it undoubtedly grew on his +head. Then he took my finger and drew it across his face several times +to show he was not painted. I had no flowers to present him with, so I +said, "Come here, Brave, and I'll give you something for your squaw," +and when he approached near enough I kissed him. He chuckled, and his +eyes sparkled with mischief as he ran chatting in his native dialect +behind the curtains. In another minute he dashed out again, and coming +up to me ejaculated, "No—give—squaw!" and rushed back. Mr. Abrow +laughed heartily at this incident, and so did all the sitters, the +former declaring I had entirely captivated the "Brave." Presently the +cabinet curtains were shaken, and after a pause they parted slowly, and +the figure of an Indian squaw crept out. Anything more malignant and +vicious than her look I have seldom seen. Mr. Abrow asked her <i>who</i> she +wanted and <i>what</i> she wanted, but she would not speak. She stood there +silent, but scowling at me from beneath the tangles of her long black +hair. At last Mr. Abrow said to her, "If you don't want to speak to +anyone in the circle you must go away, as you are only preventing other +spirits from coming." The squaw backed behind the curtains again rather +sulkily, but the next time the "Brave" appeared she came with him, and +<i>never</i> did he come again in my presence but what his "squaw" stood at +the curtains and watched his actions. Mrs. Abrow told me that the +"Brave" had been in the habit of manifesting at their <i>séances</i> for +years, but that they had never seen the "squaw" until that evening. +Indeed, I don't think they were very grateful to me for having by my +rashness eliminated this new feature in their evening's entertainment, +for the "squaw" proved to be a very earthly and undeveloped spirit, and +subsequently gave them some trouble, as they could not drive her away +when they wanted to do so. Towards the close of the evening Mr. Abrow +said, "There is a spirit here now who is very anxious to show himself, +but it is the first time he has ever attempted to fully materialize, and +he is not at all certain of success. He tells me there is a lady in the +circle who has newly arrived in America, and that this lady years ago +sang a song by his dying bed in India. If she will step up to the +cabinet now and sing that song again he will try and shew himself to +her."</p> + +<p>Such of my readers as have perused "The story of John Powles" will +recognize at once who this was. I did, of course, and I confess that as +I rose to approach the cabinet I trembled like an aspen leaf. I had +tried so often, and failed so often to see this dear old friend of mine, +that to think of meeting him now was like a veritable resurrection from +the dead. Think of it! We had parted in 1860, and this was +1884—twenty-four years afterwards. I had been a girl when we said +"Good-bye," and he went forth on that journey which seemed then so +mysterious an one to me. I was a middle-aged woman now, who had passed +through so much from which <i>he</i> had been saved, that I felt more like +his mother than his friend. Of all my experiences this was to me really +the most solemn and interesting. I hardly expected to see more than his +face, but I walked up to the cabinet and commenced to sing in a very +shaky voice the first stanza of the old song he was so fond of:—</p> +<div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> +<div class="line">"Thou art gone from my gaze like a beautiful dream,<br /> +</div> +<div class="line">And I seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream;<br /> +</div> +<div class="line">Oft I breathe thy dear name to the winds passing by,<br /></div> +<div class="line">But thy sweet voice is mute to my bosom's lone sigh.</div> +<br /> +<div class="line">In the stillness of night when the stars mildly shine,<br /> +</div> +<div class="line">O! then oft my heart holds communion with thine,<br /> +</div> +<div class="line">For I feel thou art near, and where'er I may be,<br /> +</div> +<div class="line">That the Spirit of Love keeps a watch over me." </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p>I had scarcely reached the finish of these lines when both the curtains +of the cabinet were drawn apart so sharply that the brass rings rattled +on the rod, and John Powles stood before me. Not a face, nor a +half-formed figure, nor an apparition that was afraid to pass into the +light—but <i>John Powles himself</i>, stalwart and living, who stepped out +briskly and took me in his arms and kissed me four or five times, as a +long-parted brother might have done; and strange to say, I didn't feel +the least surprised at it, but clung to him like a sister. For John +Powles had never once kissed me during his lifetime. Although we had +lived for four years in the closest intimacy, often under the same roof, +we had never indulged in any familiarities. I think men and women were +not so lax in their manners then as they are now; at anyrate, the only +time I had ever kissed him was when he lay dead, and my husband had told +me to do so. And yet it seemed quite natural on meeting him again to +kiss him and cry over him. At last I ventured to say, "O, Powles! is +this really you?" "Look at me and see for yourself," he answered. I +looked up. It was indeed himself. He had possessed <i>very</i> blue eyes in +earth life, good features, a florid complexion, auburn hair, and quite a +golden beard and moustache. The eyes and hair and features were just the +same, only his complexion was paler, and he wore no beard. "O!" I +exclaimed, "where is your beard?" "Don't you remember I cut it off just +before I left this world?" he said; and then I recalled the fact that he +had done so owing to a Government order on the subject.</p> + +<p>And bearing on this question I may mention what seems a curious +thing—that spirits almost invariably return to earth the first time +<i>just as they left it</i>, as though their thoughts at the moment of +parting clothed them on their return. This, however, was not John +Powles' first <i>attempt</i> at materialization, although it was his first +success, for it may be remembered he tried to show himself through Miss +Showers, and then he <i>had</i> a beard. However, when I saw him through Miss +Berry, he had none, nor did he resume it during my stay in America. When +we had got over the excitement of meeting, he began to speak to me of my +children, especially of the three who were born before his death, and of +whom he had been very fond. He spoke of them all by name, and seemed +quite interested in their prospects and affairs. But when I began to +speak of other things he stopped me. "I know it all," he said, "I have +been with you in spirit through all your trials, and I can never feel +the slightest interest in, or affection for, those who caused them. My +poor friend, you have indeed had your purgatory upon earth." "But tell +me of yourself, dear Powles! Are you quite happy?" I asked him. He +paused a moment and then replied, "Quite happy, waiting for you." +"Surely you are not suffering still?" I said, "after all these years?" +"My dear Florence," he answered, "it takes more than a few years to +expiate a life of sin. But I am happier than I was, and every year the +burden is lighter, and coming back to you will help me so much."</p> + +<p>As he was speaking to me the curtain opened again, and there stood my +brother-in-law, Edward Church, not looking down-spirited and miserable, +as he had done at Mrs. Eva Hatch's, but bright and smiling, and dressed +in evening clothes, as also I perceived, when I had time to think of it, +was John Powles. I didn't know which to talk to first, but kept turning +from one to the other in a dazed manner. John Powles was telling me that +<i>he</i> was preparing my house for me in the Summer Land, and would come to +take me over to it when I died, when "Ted" interrupted him. "That ought +to have been <i>my</i> work, Bluebell," he said, "only Powles had anticipated +me." "I wish I could go back with you both at once, I am sick of this +world," I replied. "Ted" threw his arms round me and strained me to his +breast. "O! it is so hard to part again. How I wish I could carry you +away in my arms to the Summer Land! I should have nothing left to wish +for then." "You don't want to come back then, Ted?" I asked him. "<i>Want +to come back</i>," he said with a shudder; "not for anything! Why, +Bluebell, death is like an operation which you must inevitably undergo, +but which you fear because you know so little about it. Well, with me +<i>the operation's over</i>. I know the worst, and every day makes the term +of punishment shorter. I am <i>thankful</i> I left the earth so soon." "You +look just like your old self, Ted," I said; "the same little curls and +scrubby little moustache." "Pull them," he answered gaily. "Don't go +away, Bluebell, and say they were false and I was Miss Berry dressed up. +Feel my biceps," he continued, throwing up his arm as men do, "and feel +my heart," placing my hand above it, "feel how it is beating for my +sister Bluebell."</p> + +<p>I said to John Powles, "I hardly know you in evening costume. I never +saw you in it before" (which was true, as all our acquaintance had taken +place in India, where the officers are never allowed to appear in +anything but uniform, especially in the evenings). "I wish," I +continued, "that you would come next time in uniform." "I will try," he +replied, and then their time was up for that occasion, and they were +obliged to go.</p> + +<p>A comical thing occurred on my second visit to the Berrys. Of course I +was all eagerness to see my brother-in-law and "Powles" again, and when +I was called up to the cabinet and saw a slim, dark, young man standing +there, I took him at once for "Ted," and, without looking at him, was +just about to kiss him, when he drew backwards and said, "I am not +'Edward!' I am his friend 'Joseph,' to whom he has given permission to +make your acquaintance." I then perceived that "Joseph" was very +different from "Ted," taller and better looking, with a Jewish cast of +countenance. I stammered and apologized, and felt as awkward as if I had +nearly kissed a mortal man by mistake. "Joseph" smiled as if it were of +very little consequence. He said he had never met "Ted" on earth, but +they were close friends in the spirit world, and "Ted" had talked so +much to him of me, that he had become very anxious to see me, and speak +to me. He was a very elegant looking young man, but he did not seem to +have very much to say for himself, and he gave me the impression that he +had been a "masher" whilst here below, and had not quite shaken off the +remembrance in the spirit world.</p> + +<p>There was one spirit who often made her appearance at these sittings and +greatly interested me. This was a mother with her infant of a few weeks +old. The lady was sweet and gentle looking, but it was the baby that so +impressed me—a baby that never whined nor squalled, nor turned red in +the face, and yet was made of neither wax nor wood, but was palpably +living and breathing. I used always to go up to the cabinet when this +spirit came, and ask her to let me feel the little baby. It was a tiny +creature, with a waxen-looking face, and she always carried it enveloped +in a full net veil, yet when I touched its hand, the little fingers +tightened round mine in baby fashion, as it tried to convey them to its +mouth. I had seen several spirit children materialized before, but never +such a young infant as this. The mother told me she had passed away in +child-birth, and the baby had gone with her. She had been a friend of +the Misses Berry, and came to them for that reason.</p> + +<p>On Christmas Eve I happened to be in Boston, and disengaged, and as I +found it was a custom of the American Spiritualists to hold meetings on +that anniversary for the purpose of seeing their spirit friends, I +engaged a seat for the occasion. I arrived some time before the <i>séance</i> +commenced, and next to me was seated a gentleman, rather roughly +dressed, who was eyeing everything about him with the greatest +attention. Presently he turned to me and said, rather sheepishly, "Do +you believe in this sort of thing?" "I do," I replied, "and I have +believed in it for the last fifteen years." "Have you ever seen anybody +whom you recognized?" he continued. "Plenty," I said. Then he edged a +little nearer to me, and lowered his voice. "Do you know," he commenced, +"that I have ridden on horseback forty miles through the snow to-day to +be present at this meeting, because my old mother sent me a message that +she would meet me here! I don't believe in it, you know. I've never been +at a <i>séance</i> before, and I feel as if I was making a great fool of +myself now, but I couldn't neglect my poor old mother's message, +whatever came of it." "Of course not," I answered, "and I hope your +trouble will be rewarded." I had not much faith in my own words, though, +because I had seen people disappointed again and again over their first +<i>séance</i>, from either the spirits of their friends being too weak to +materialize, or from too many trying to draw power at once, and so +neutralizing the effect on all. My bridegroom friend was all ready on +that occasion with his white flowers in his hand and I ventured to +address him and tell him how very beautiful I considered his wife's +fidelity and his own. He seemed pleased at my notice, and began to talk +quite freely about her. He told me she had returned to him before her +body was buried, and had been with him ever since. "She is so really and +truly <i>my wife</i>," he said, "as I received her at the altar, that I could +no more marry again than I could if she were living in my house." When +the <i>séance</i> commenced she appeared first as usual, and her husband +brought her up to my side. "This is Miss Florence Marryat, dear," he +said (for by this time I had laid aside my <i>incognita</i> with the Berrys). +"You know her name, don't you?" "O! yes," she answered, as she gave me +her hand, "I know you quite well. I used to read your books." Her face +was covered with her bridal veil, and her husband turned it back that I +might see her. She was a very pretty girl of perhaps twenty—quite a +gipsy, with large dark eyes and dark curling hair, and a brown +complexion. "She has not altered one bit since the day we were married," +said her husband, looking fondly at her, "whilst I have grown into an +old man." She put up her hand and stroked his cheek. "We shall be young +together some day," she said. Then he asked her if she was not going to +kiss me, and she held up her face to mine like a child, and he dropped +the veil over her again and led her away. The very next spirit that +appeared was my rough friend's mother, and his astonishment and emotion +at seeing her were very unmistakeable. When first he went up to the +cabinet and saw her his head drooped, and his shoulders shook with the +sobs he could not repress. After a while he became calmer, and talked to +her, and then I saw him also bringing her up to me. "I must bring my +mother to you," he said, "that you may see she has really come back to +me." I rose, and the old lady shook hands with me. She must have been, +at the least, seventy years old, and was a most perfect specimen of old +age. Her face was like wax, and her hair like silver; but every wrinkle +was distinct, and her hands were lined with blue veins. She had lost her +teeth, and mumbled somewhat in speaking, and her son said, "She is +afraid you will not understand what she says; but she wants you to know +that she will be quite happy if her return will make me believe in a +future existence." "And will it?" I asked. He looked at his mother. "I +don't understand it," he replied. "It seems too marvellous to be true; +but how <i>can</i> I disbelieve it, when <i>here she is</i>?" And his words were +so much the echo of my own grounds for belief, that I quite sympathized +with them. "John Powles," and "Ted," and "Florence," all came to see me +that evening; and when I bid "Florence" "good-bye" she said, "Oh, it +isn't 'good-bye' yet, mother! I'm coming again, before you go." +Presently something that was the very farthest thing from my mind—that +had, indeed, never entered it—happened to me. I was told that a young +lady wanted to speak to me, and on going up to the cabinet I recognized +a girl whom <i>I knew by sight, but had never spoken to</i>—one of a large +family of children, living in the same terrace in London as myself, and +who had died of malignant scarlet fever about a year before. "Mrs. +Lean," she said, hurriedly, noting my surprise, "don't you know me? I am +May ——." "Yes, I do recognize you, my dear child," I replied; "but +what makes you come to me?" "Minnie and Katie are so unhappy about me," +she said. "They do not understand. They think I have gone away. They do +not know what death is—that it is only like going into the next room, +and shutting the door." "And what can I do, May?" I asked her. "Tell +them you have seen me, Mrs. Lean. Say I am alive—more alive than they +are; that if they sit for me, I will come to them and tell them so much +they know nothing of now." "But where are your sisters?" I said. She +looked puzzled. "I don't know. I can't say the place; but you will meet +them soon, and you will tell them." "If I meet them, I certainly will +tell them," I said; but I had not the least idea at that moment where +the other girls might be. Four months later, however, when I was staying +in London, Ontario, they burst unexpectedly into my hotel room, having +driven over (I forget how many miles) to see me play. Naturally I kept +my promise; but though they cried when "May" was alluded to, they +evidently could not believe my story of having seen her, and so, I +suppose, the poor little girl's wish remains ungratified. I think the +worst purgatory in the next world must be to find how comfortably our +friends get on without us in this. As a rule, I did not take much +interest in the spirits that did not come for me; but there was one who +appeared several times with the Berrys, and seemed quite like an old +friend to me. This was "John Brown," not her Majesty's "John Brown," but +the hero of the song—</p> +<div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="line"> "Hang John Brown on a sour apple tree,<br /></div> + <div class="line">But his soul goes touting around. <br /> + </div> + <div class="line">Glory! glory! Halleluia! <br /> + </div> + <div class="line">For his soul goes touting around."</div> + </div> +</div> + +<p>When I used to hear this song sung with much shouting and some profanity +in England, I imagined (and I fancy most people did) that it was a comic +song in America. But it was no such thing. It was a patriotic song, and +the motive is (however comically put) to give glory to God, that, +<i>although</i> they may hang "John Brown" on a sour apple tree, his soul +will yet "go touting around." So, rightly or wrongly, it was explained +to me. "John Brown" is a patriotic hero in America, and when he +appeared, the whole room crowded round to see him. He was a short man, +with a <i>singularly</i> benevolent countenance, iron grey hair, mutton-chop +whiskers, and deep china blue eyes. A kind of man, as he appeared to me, +made for deeds of love rather than heroism, but from all accounts he was +both kind and heroic. A gentleman present on Christmas eve pushed +forward eagerly to see the materialization, and called out, "Aye! that's +him—that's my old friend—that's 'John Brown'—the best man that ever +trod this earth." Before this evening's <i>séance</i> was concluded Mr. Abrow +said, "There is a little lady in the cabinet at present who announces +herself as a very high personage. She says she is the 'Princess +Gertrude.'" "<i>What</i> did you say, Mr. Abrow?" I exclaimed, unable to +believe my own ears. "'The Princess Gertie,' mother," said "Florence," +popping her head out of the curtains. "You've met her before in England, +you know." I went up to the cabinet, the curtains divided, there stood +my daughter "Florence" as usual, but holding in front of her a little +child of about seven years old. I knelt down before this spirit of my +own creation. She was a fragile-looking little creature, very fair and +pale, with large grey eyes and brown hair lying over her forehead. She +looked like a lily with her little white hands folded meekly in front of +her. "Are you my little Gertie, darling?" I said. "I am the 'Princess +Gertie,'" she replied, "and 'Florence' says you are my mother." "And are +you glad to see me, Gertie?" I asked. She looked up at her sister, who +immediately prompted her. "Say, 'yes, mother,' Gertie." "Yes! mother," +repeated the little one, like a parrot. "Will you come to me, darling?" +I said. "May I take you in my arms?" "Not this evening, mother," +whispered 'Florence,' "you couldn't. She is attached to me. We are tied +together. You couldn't separate us. Next time, perhaps, the 'Princess' +will be stronger, and able to talk more. I will take her back now." "But +where is 'Yonnie'?" I asked, and "Florence" laughed. "Couldn't manage +two of them at once," she said. "'Yonnie' shall come another day," and I +returned to my seat, more mystified than usual.</p> + +<p>I alluded to the "Princess Gertie" in my account of the mediumship of +Bessie Fitzgerald, and said that my allusion would find its +signification further on. At that time I had hardly believed it could be +true that the infants who had been born prematurely and never breathed +in this world should be living, sentient spirits to meet me in the next, +and half thought some grown spirit must be tricking me for its own +pleasure. But here, in this strange land, where my blighted babies had +never been mentioned or thought of, to meet the "Princess Gertie" here, +calling herself by her own name, and brought by her sister "Florence," +set the matter beyond a doubt. It recalled to my mind how once, long +before, when "Aimée" (Mr. Arthur Colman's guide), on being questioned as +to her occupation in the spirit spheres, had said she was "a little +nurse maid," and that "Florence" was one too, my daughter had added, +"Yes! I'm mamma's nurse maid. I have enough to do to look after her +babies. She just looked at me, and 'tossed' me back into the spirit +world, and she's been 'tossing' babies after me ever since."</p> + +<p>I had struck up a pleasant acquaintanceship with Mrs. Seymour, "Bell's" +mother, by that time, and when I went back to my seat and told her what +had occurred, she said to me, "I wish you would share the expenses of a +private <i>séance</i> with me here. We can have one all to ourselves for ten +dollars (two pounds), and it would be so charming to have an afternoon +quite alone with our children and friends." I agreed readily, and we +made arrangements with Mr. Abrow before we left that evening, to have a +private sitting on the afternoon following Christmas Day, when no one +was to be admitted except our two selves. When we met there the <i>séance</i> +room was lighted with gas as for the evening, but we preferred to close +the door. Helen Berry was the medium, and Mr. Abrow only sat with us. +The rows of chairs looked very empty without any sitters, but we +established ourselves on those which faced the cabinet in the front row. +The first thing which happened was the advent of the "Squaw," looking as +malignant and vicious as ever, who crept in in her dirty blanket, with +her black hair hanging over her face, and deliberately took a seat at +the further end of the room. Mr. Abrow was unmistakably annoyed at the +occurrence. He particularly disliked the influence of this spirit, which +he considered had a bad effect on the <i>séance</i>. He first asked her why +she had come, and told her her "Brave" was not coming, and to go back to +him. Then he tried severity, and ordered her to leave the <i>séance</i>, but +it was all in vain. She kept her seat with persistent obstinacy, and +showed no signs of "budging." I thought I would try what kindness would +do for her, and approached her with that intention, but she looked so +fierce and threatening, that Mr. Abrow begged me not to go near her, for +fear she should do me some harm. So I left her alone, and she kept her +seat through the whole of the <i>séance</i>, evidently with an eye upon me, +and distrusting my behavior when removed from the criticism of the +public. Her presence, however, seemed to make no difference to our +spirit friends. They trooped out of the cabinet one after another, until +we had Mrs. Seymour's brother and her daughter "Bell," who brought +little "Jimmie" (a little son who had gone home before herself) with +her, and "Florence," "Ted," and "John Powles," all so happy and strong +and talkative, that I told Mrs. Seymour we only wanted a tea-table to +think we were holding an "At Home." Last, but not least (at all events +in her own estimation) came the "Princess Gertie." Mr. Abrow tried to +make friends with her, but she repulsed his advances vehemently. "I +don't like you, Mr. Mans," she kept on saying, "you's nasty. I don't +like any mans. They's <i>all</i> nasty." When I told her she was very rude, +and Mr. Abrow was a very kind gentleman and loved little children, she +still persisted she wouldn't speak "to no mans." She came quite alone +on this occasion, and I took her in my arms and carried her across to +Mrs. Seymour. She was a feather weight. I felt as if I had nothing in my +arms. I said to Mrs. Seymour, "Please tell me what this child is like. I +am so afraid of my senses deceiving me that I cannot trust myself." Mrs. +Seymour looked at her and answered, "She has a broad forehead, with dark +brown hair cut across it, and falling straight to her shoulders on +either side. Her eyes are a greyish blue, large and heavy lidded, her +nose is short, and her mouth decided for such a child."</p> + +<p>This testimony, given by a stranger, of the apparition of a child that +had never lived, was an exact description (of course in embryo) of her +father, Colonel Lean, who had never set foot in America. Perhaps this is +as good a proof of identity as I have given yet. Our private <i>séance</i> +lasted for two hours, and although the different spirits kept on +entering the cabinet at intervals to gain more power, they were all with +us on and off during the entire time. The last pleasant thing I saw was +my dear "Florence" making the "Princess" kiss her hand in farewell to +me, and the only unpleasant one, the sight of the sulky "Squaw" creeping +in after them with the evident conviction that her afternoon had been +wasted.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII.</a></h2> + +<p>IV. <i>The Doctor.</i></p> + + +<p>I wonder if it has struck any of my readers as strange that, during all +these manifestations in England and America, I had never seen the form, +nor heard the voice, of my late father, Captain Marryat. Surely if these +various media lived by trickery and falsehood, and wished successfully +to deceive me, <i>some</i> of them would have thought of trying to represent +a man so well known, and whose appearance was so familiar. Other +celebrated men and women have come back and been recognized from their +portraits only, but, though I have sat at numbers of <i>séances</i> given +<i>for me</i> alone, and at which I have been the principal person, my father +has never reappeared at any. Especially, if these manifestations are all +fraud, might this have been expected in America. Captain Marryat's name +is still "a household word" amongst the Americans, and his works largely +read and appreciated, and wherever I appeared amongst them I was +cordially welcomed on that account. When once I had acknowledged my +identity and my views on Spiritualism, every medium in Boston and New +York had ample time to get up an imitation of my father for my benefit +had they desired to do so. But never has he appeared to me; never have I +been told that he was present. Twice only in the whole course of my +experience have I received the slightest sign from him, and on those +occasions he sent me a message—once through Mr. Fletcher (as I have +related), and once through his grandson and my son, Frank Marryat. That +time he told me he should never appear to me and I need never expect +him. But since the American media knew nothing of this strictly private +communication, and I had seen, before I parted with them, <i>seventeen</i> of +my friends and relations, none of whom (except "Florence," "Powles," and +"Emily,") I had ever seen in England, it is at the least strange, +considering his popularity (and granted their chicanery) that Captain +Marryat was not amongst them.</p> + +<p>As soon as I became known at the Berry's <i>séances</i> several people +introduced themselves to me, and amongst others Mrs. Isabella Beecher +Hooker, the sister of Mrs. Harriet Beecher Stowe and Henry Ward Beecher. +She was delighted to find me so interested in Spiritualism, and anxious +I should sit with a friend of hers, a great medium whose name became so +rubbed out in my pencil notes, that I am not sure if it was Doctor +Carter, or Carteret, and therefore I shall speak of him here as simply +"the doctor." The doctor was bound to start for Washington the following +afternoon, so Mrs. Hooker asked me to breakfast with her the next +morning, by which time she would have found out if he could spare us an +hour before he set out on his journey. When I arrived at her house I +heard that he had very obligingly offered to give me a complimentary +<i>séance</i> at eleven o'clock, so, as soon as we had finished breakfast, we +set out for his abode. I found the doctor was quite a young man, and +professed himself perfectly ignorant on the subject of Spiritualism. He +said to me, "I don't know and I don't profess to know <i>what</i> or <i>who</i> it +is that appears to my sitters whilst I am asleep. I know nothing of what +goes on, except from hearsay. I don't know whether the forms that appear +are spirits, or transformations, or materializations. You must judge of +that for yourself. There is one peculiarity in my <i>séances</i>. They take +place in utter darkness. When the apparitions (or whatever you choose to +call them) appear, they must bring their own lights or you won't see +them, I have no conductor to my <i>séances</i>. If whatever comes can't +announce itself it must remain unknown. But I think you will find that, +as a rule, they can shift for themselves. This is my <i>séance</i> room."</p> + +<p>As he spoke he led us into an unfurnished bedroom, I say bedroom, +because it was provided with the dressing closet fitted with pegs, usual +to all bedrooms in America. This closet the doctor used as his cabinet. +The door was left open, and there was no curtain hung before it. The +darkness he sat in rendered that unnecessary. The bedroom was darkened +by two frames, covered with black American cloth, which fitted into the +windows. The doctor, having locked the bedroom door, delivered the key +to me. He then requested us to go and sit for a few minutes in the +cabinet to throw our influence about it. As we did so we naturally +examined it. It was only a large cupboard. It had no window and no door, +except that which led into the room, and no furniture except a +cane-bottomed chair. When we returned to the <i>séance</i> room, the doctor +saw us comfortably established on two armchairs before he put up the +black frames to exclude the light. The room was then pitch dark, and the +doctor had to grope his way to his cabinet. Mrs. Hooker and I sat for +some minutes in silent expectation. Then we heard the voice of a +negress, singing "darkey" songs, and my friend told me it was that of +"Rosa," the doctor's control. Presently "Rosa" was heard to be +expostulating with, or encouraging some one, and faint lights, like +sparks from a fire, could be seen flitting about the open door of the +cabinet. Then the lights seemed to congregate together, and cluster +about a tall form, draped in some misty material, standing just outside +the cabinet. "Can't you tell us who you are?" asked Mrs. Hooker. "You +must tell your name, you know," interposed "Rosa," whereupon a low voice +said, "I am Janet E. Powles."</p> + +<p>Now this was an extraordinary coincidence. I had seen Mrs. Powles, the +mother of my friend "John Powles," only once—when she travelled from +Liverpool to London to meet me on my return from India, and hear all the +particulars of her son's death. But she had continued to correspond with +me, and show me kindness till the day of her own death, and as she had a +daughter of the same name, she always signed herself "Janet <i>E.</i> +Powles." Even had I expected to see the old lady, and published the fact +in the Boston papers, that initial <i>E</i> would have settled the question +of her identity in my mind.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Powles," I exclaimed, "how good of you to come and see me." +"Johnny has helped me to come," she replied. "He is so happy at having +met you again. He has been longing for it for so many years, and I have +come to thank you for making him happy." (Here was another coincidence. +"John Powles" was never called anything but "Powles" by my husband and +myself. But his mother had retained the childish name of "Johnny," and I +could remember how it used to vex him when she used it in her letters to +him. He would say to me, "If she would only call me 'John' or 'Jack,' or +anything but 'Johnny.'") I replied, "I may not leave my seat to go to +you. Will you not come to me?" For the doctor had requested us not to +leave our seats, but to insist on the spirits approaching us. "Mrs. +Powles" said, "I cannot come out further into the room to-day. I am too +weak. But you shall see me." The lights then appeared to travel about +her face and dress till they became stationary, and she was completely +revealed to view under the semblance of her earthly likeness. She smiled +and said, "We were all at the Opera House on Thursday night, and +rejoiced at your success. 'Johnny' was so proud of you. Many of your +friends were there beside ourselves."</p> + +<p>I then saw that, unlike the spirits at Miss Berry's, the form of "Mrs. +Powles" was draped in a kind of filmy white, <i>over</i> a dark dress. All +the spirits that appeared with the doctor were so clothed, and I +wondered if the filmy substance had anything to do with the lights, +which looked like electricity. An incident which occurred further on +seemed to confirm my idea. When "Mrs. Powles" had gone, which we guessed +by the extinguishing of the lights, the handsome face and form of "Harry +Montagu" appeared. I had known him well in England, before he took his +fatal journey to America, and could never be mistaken in his sweet smile +and fascinating manner. He did not come further than the door, either, +but he was standing within twelve or fourteen feet of us for all that. +He only said, "Good-luck to you. We can't lose an interest in the old +profession, you know, any more than in the old people." "I wish you'd +come and help me, Harry," I answered. "Oh, I do!" he said, brightly; +"several of us do. We are all links of the same chain. Half the +inspiration in the world comes from those who have gone before. But I +must go! I'm getting crowded out. Here's Ada waiting to see you. +Good-bye!" And as his light went out, the sweet face of Adelaide Neilson +appeared in his stead. She said, "You wept when you heard of my death; +and yet you never knew me. How was that?" "Did I weep?" I answered, half +forgetting; "if so, it must have been because I thought it so sad that a +woman so young, and beautiful, and gifted as you were, should leave the +world so soon." "Oh no! not sad," she answered, brightly; "glorious! +glorious! I would not be back again for worlds." "Have you ever seen +your grave?" I asked her. She shook her head. "What are <i>graves</i> to us? +Only cupboards, where you keep our cast-off clothes." "You don't ask me +what the world says about you, now," I said to her. "And I don't care," +she answered. "Don't <i>you</i> forget me! Good-bye!"</p> + +<p>She was succeeded by a spirit who called herself "Charlotte Cushman," +and who spoke to me kindly about my professional life. Mrs. Hooker told +me that, to the best of her knowledge, none of these three spirits had +ever appeared under the doctor's mediumship before. But now came out +"Florence," dancing into the room—<i>literally dancing</i>, holding out in +both hands the skirt of a dress, which looked as if it were made of the +finest muslin or lace, and up and down which fireflys were darting with +marvellous rapidity. She looked as if clothed in electricity, and +infinitely well pleased with herself. "Look!" she exclaimed; "look at my +dress! isn't it lovely? Look at the fire! The more I shake it, the more +fire comes! Oh, mother! if you could only have a dress like this for the +stage, what a <i>sensation</i> you would make!" And she shook her skirts +about, till the fire seemed to set a light to every part of her drapery, +and she looked as if she were in flames. I observed, "I never knew you +to take so much interest in your dress before, darling." "Oh, it isn't +the dress," she replied; "it's the <i>fire</i>!" And she really appeared as +charmed with the novel experience as a child with a new toy.</p> + +<p>As she left us, a dark figure advanced into the room, and ejaculated, +"Ma! ma!" I recognized at once the peculiar intonation and mode of +address of my stepson, Francis Lean, with whom, since he had announced +his own death to me, I had had no communication, except through trance +mediumship. "Is that you, my poor boy," I said, "come closer to me. You +are not afraid of me, are you?" "O, no! Ma! of course not, only I was at +the Opera House, you know, with the others, and that piece you recited, +Ma—you know the one—it's all true, Ma—and I don't want you to go back +to England. Stay here, Ma—stay here!" I knew perfectly well to what the +lad alluded, but I would not enter upon it before a stranger. So I only +said, "You forget my children, Francis—what would they say if I never +went home again." This seemed to puzzle him, but after a while he +answered, "Then go to <i>them</i>, Ma; go to <i>them</i>." All this time he had +been talking in the dark, and I only knew him by the sound of his voice. +I said, "Are you not going to show yourself to me, Francis. It is such a +long time since we met." "Never since you saw me at the docks. That was +<i>me</i>, Ma, and at Brighton, too, only you didn't half believe it till you +heard I was gone." "Tell me the truth of the accident, Francis," I asked +him. "Was there foul play?" "No," he replied, "but we got quarrelling +about <i>her</i> you know, and fighting, and that's how the boat upset. It +was <i>my</i> fault, Ma, as much as anybody else's."</p> + +<p>"How was it your body was never found?" "It got dragged down in an +undercurrent, Ma. It was out at Cape Horn before they offered a reward +for it." Then he began to light up, and as soon as the figure was +illuminated I saw that the boy was dressed in "jumpers" and "jersey" of +dark woollen material, such as they wear in the merchant service in hot +climates, but over it all—his head and shoulders included—was wound a +quantity of flimsy white material I have before mentioned. "I can't bear +this stuff. It makes me look like a girl," said "Francis," and with his +hands he tore it off. Simultaneously the illumination ceased, and he was +gone. I called him by name several times, but no sound came out of the +darkness. It seemed as though the veiling which he disliked preserved +his materialization, and that, with its protection removed, he had +dissolved again.</p> + +<p>When another dark figure came out of the cabinet, and approaching me, +knelt at my feet, I supposed it to be "Francis" come back again, and +laying my hand on the bent head, I asked, "Is this you again, dear?" A +strange voice answered, with the words, "Forgive! forgive!" "<i>Forgive!</i>" +I repeated, "What have I to forgive?" "The attempt to murder your +husband in 1856. Arthur Yelverton Brooking has forgiven. He is here with +me now. Will you forgive too?" "Certainly," I replied, "I have forgiven +long ago. You expiated your sin upon the gallows. You could do no more."</p> + +<p>The figure sprung into a standing position, and lit up from head to +foot, when I saw the two men standing together, Arthur Yelverton +Brooking and the Madras sepoy who had murdered him. I never saw anything +more brilliant than the appearance of the sepoy. He was dressed +completely in white, in the native costume, with a white "puggree" or +turban on his head. But his "puggree" was flashing with jewels—strings +of them were hung round his neck—and his sash held a magnificent +jewelled dagger. You must please to remember that I was not alone, but +that this sight was beheld by Mrs. Hooker as well as myself (to whom it +was as unexpected as to her), and that I know she would testify to it +to-day. And now to explain the reason of these unlooked-for apparitions.</p> + +<p>In 1856 my husband, then Lieutenant Ross-Church, was Adjutant of the +12th Madras Native Infantry, and Arthur Yelverton Brooking, who had for +some time done duty with the 12th, was adjutant of another native corps, +both of which were stationed at Madras. Lieutenant Church was not a +favorite with his men, by whom he was considered a martinet, and one day +when there had been a review on the island at Madras, and the two +adjutants were riding home together, a sepoy of the 12th fired at +Lieutenant Church's back with the intent to kill him, but unfortunately +the bullet struck Lieutenant Brooking instead, who, after lingering for +twelve hours, died, leaving a young wife and a baby behind him. For this +offence the sepoy was tried and hung, and on his trial the whole truth +of course came out. This then was the reason that the spirits of the +murdered and the murderer came like friends, because the injury had +never been really intended for Brooking.</p> + +<p>When I said that I had forgiven, the sepoy became (as I have told) a +blaze of light, and then knelt again and kissed the hem of my dress. As +he knelt there he became covered, or heaped over, with a mass of the +same filmy drapery as enveloped "Francis," and when he rose again he was +standing in a cloud. He gathered an end of it, and laying it on my head +he wound me and himself round and round with it, until we were bound up +in a kind of cocoon. Mrs. Hooker, who watched the whole proceeding, told +me afterwards that she had never seen anything like it before—that she +could distinctly see the dark face and the white face close together all +the time beneath the drapery, and that I was as brightly illuminated as +the spirit. Of this I was not aware myself, but <i>his</i> brightness almost +dazzled me.</p> + +<p>Let me observe also that I have been in the East Indies, and within a +few yards' length of sepoys, and that I am sure I could never have been +wrapt in the same cloth with a mortal one without having been made +painfully aware of it in more ways than one. The spirit did not <i>unwind</i> +me again, although the winding process had taken him some time. He +whisked off the wrapping with one pull, and I stood alone once more. I +asked him by what name I should call him, and he said, "The Spirit of +Light." He then expressed a wish to magnetize something I wore, so as to +be the better able to approach me. I gave him a brooch containing "John +Powles'" hair, which his mother had given me after his death, and he +carried it back into the cabinet with him. It was a valuable brooch of +onyx and pearls, and I was hoping my eastern friend would not carry it +<i>too</i> far, when I found it had been replaced and fastened at my throat +without my being aware of the circumstance. "Arthur Yelverton Brooking" +had disappeared before this, and neither of them came back again. These +were not all the spirits that came under the doctor's mediumship during +that <i>séance</i>, but only those whom I had known and recognized. Several +of Mrs. Hooker's friends appeared and some of the doctor's controls, but +as I have said before, they could not help my narrative, and so I omit +to describe them. The <i>séance</i> lasted altogether two hours, and I was +very grateful to the doctor for giving me the opportunity to study an +entirely new phase of the science to me.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII.</a></h2> + +<p>V. <i>Mrs. Fay.</i></p> + + +<p>There was a young woman called "Annie Eva Fay," who came over from +America to London some years ago, and appeared at the Hanover Square +Rooms, in an exhibition after the manner of the Davenport Brothers and +Messrs. Maskelyne and Cook. She must not be confounded with the Mrs. Fay +who forms the subject of this chapter, because they had nothing to do +with one another. Some one in Boston advised me <i>not</i> to go and sit at +one of this Mrs. Fay's public <i>séances</i>. They were described to me as +being too physical and unrefined; that the influences were of a low +order, and the audiences matched them. However, when I am studying a +matter, I like to see everything I can and hear everything I can +concerning it, and to form my own opinion independent of that of anybody +else. So I walked off by myself one night to Mrs. Fay's address, and sat +down in a quiet corner, watching everything that occurred. The circle +certainly numbered some members of a humble class, but I conclude we +should see that everywhere if the fees were lower. Media, like other +professional people, fix their charges according to the quarter of the +city in which they live. But every member was silent and respectful, and +evidently a believer.</p> + +<p>One young man, in deep mourning, with a little girl also in black, of +about five or six years old, attracted my attention at once, from his +sorrowful and abstracted manner. He had evidently come there, I thought, +in the hope of seeing some one whom he had lost. Mrs. Fay (as she passed +through the room to her cabinet) appeared a very quiet, simple-looking +little woman to me, without any loudness or vulgarity about her. Her +cabinet was composed of two curtains only, made of some white material, +and hung on uprights at one angle, in a corner of the room, the most +transparent contrivance possible. Anything like a bustle or confusion +inside it, such as would be occasioned by dressing or "making up," +would have been apparent at once to the audience outside, who were +sitting by the light of an ordinary gas-burner and globe. Yet Mrs. Fay +had not been seated there above a few minutes, when there ran out into +the <i>séance</i> room two of the most extraordinary materializations I had +ever seen, and both of them about as opposite to Mrs. Fay in appearance +as any creatures could be.</p> + +<p>One was an Irish charwoman or apple-woman (she might have been either) +with a brown, wrinkled face, a broken nose, tangled grey hair, a crushed +bonnet, general dirt and disorder, and a tongue that could talk broad +Irish, and call "a spade a spade" at one and the same time. "Biddy," as +she was named, was accompanied by a street newspaper boy—one of those +urchins who run after carriages and turn Catherine-wheels in the mud, +and who talked "gutter-slang" in a style that was utterly unintelligible +to the decent portion of the sitters. These two went on in a manner that +was undoubtedly funny, but not at all edifying and calculated to drive +any enquirer into Spiritualism out of the room, under the impression +that they were evil spirits bent on our destruction. That either of them +was represented by Mrs. Fay was out of the question. In the first place, +she would, in that instance, have been so clever an actress and mimic, +that she would have made her fortune on the stage—added to which the +boy "Teddy" was much too small for her, and "Biddy" was much too large. +Besides, no actress, however experienced, could have "made up" in the +time. I was quite satisfied, therefore, that neither of them was the +medium, even if I could not have seen her figure the while, through the +thin curtains, sitting in her chair. <i>Why</i> such low, physical +manifestations are permitted I am unable to say. It was no wonder they +had shocked the sensibility of my friend. I felt half inclined myself +when they appeared to get up and run away. However, I was very glad +afterwards that I did not. They disappeared after a while, and were +succeeded by a much pleasanter person, a cabinet spirit called "Gipsy," +who looked as if she might have belonged to one of the gipsy tribes when +on earth, she was so brown and arch and lively. Presently the young man +in black was called up, and I saw him talking to a female spirit very +earnestly. After a while he took her hand and led her outside the +curtain, and called the little girl whom he had left on his seat by her +name. The child looked up, screamed "Mamma! mamma!" and flew into the +arms of the spirit, who knelt down and kissed her, and we could hear the +child sobbing and saying, "Oh! mamma, why did you go away?—why did you +go away?" It was a very affecting scene—at least it seemed so to me. +The instant recognition by the little girl, and her perfect +unconsciousness but that her mother had returned <i>in propria persona</i>, +would have been more convincing proof of the genuineness of Spiritualism +to a sceptic, than fifty miracles of greater importance. When the spirit +mother had to leave again the child's agony at parting was very +apparent. "Take me with you," she kept on saying, and her father had +actually to carry her back to her seat. When they got there they both +wept in unison. Afterwards he said to me in an apologetic sort of +way—he was sitting next to me—"It is the first time, you see, that +Mary has seen her poor mother, but I wanted to have her testimony to her +identity, and I think she gave it pretty plainly, poor child! She'll +never be content to let me come alone now." I said, "I think it is a +pity you brought her so young," and so I did.</p> + +<p>"Florence" did not appear (she told me afterwards the atmosphere was so +"rough" that she could not), and I began to think that no one would come +for me, when a common seaman, dressed in ordinary sailor's clothes, ran +out of the cabinet and began dancing a hornpipe in front of me. He +danced it capitally too, and with any amount of vigorous snapping his +fingers to mark the time, and when he had finished he "made a leg," as +sailors call it, and stood before me. "Have you come for me, my friend?" +I enquired. "Not exactly," he answered, "but I came with the Cap'en. I +came to pave the way for him. The Cap'en will be here directly. We was +in the <i>Avenger</i> together." (Now all the world knows that my eldest +brother, Frederick Marryat, was drowned in the wreck of the <i>Avenger</i> in +1847; but as I was a little child at the time, and had no remembrance of +him, I had never dreamt of seeing him again. He was a first lieutenant +when he died, so I do not know why the seaman gave him brevet rank, but +I repeat his words as he said them.) After a minute or two I was called +up to the cabinet, and saw my brother Frederick (whom I recognized from +his likeness) standing there dressed in naval uniform, but looking very +stiff and unnatural. He smiled when he saw me, but did not attempt to +kiss me. I said, "Why! Fred! is it really you? I thought you would have +forgotten all about me." He replied, "Forgotten little Flo? Why should +I? Do you think I have never seen you since that time, nor heard +anything about you? I know everything—everything!" "You must know, +then, that I have not spent a very happy life," I said. "Never mind," he +answered, "you needed it. It has done you good!" But all he said was +without any life in it, as if he spoke mechanically—perhaps because it +was the first time he had materialized.</p> + +<p>I had said "Good-bye" to him, and dropped the curtain, when I heard my +name called twice, "Flo! Flo!" and turned to receive my sister "Emily" +in my arms. She looked like herself exactly, but she had only time to +kiss me and gasp out, "So glad, so happy to meet again," when she +appeared to faint. Her eyes closed, her head fell back on my shoulder, +and before I had time to realize what was going to happen, she had +passed <i>through</i> the arm that supported her, and sunk down <i>through</i> the +floor. The sensation of her weight was still making my arm tingle, but +"Emily" was gone—<i>clean gone</i>. I was very much disappointed. I had +longed to see this sister again, and speak to her confidentially; but +whether it was something antagonistic in the influence of this <i>séance</i> +room ("Florence" said afterwards that it <i>was</i>), or there was some other +cause for it, I know not, but most certainly my friends did not seem to +flourish there.</p> + +<p>I had another horrible disappointment before I left. A voice from inside +the cabinet called out, "Here are two babies who want the lady sitting +under the picture." Now, there was only one picture hanging in the room, +and I was sitting under it. I looked eagerly towards the cabinet, and +saw issue from it the "Princess Gertie" leading a little toddler with a +flaxen poll and bare feet, and no clothing but a kind of white chemise. +This was "Joan," the "Yonnie" I had so often asked to see, and I rose in +the greatest expectation to receive the little pair. Just as they gained +the centre of the room, however, taking very short and careful steps, +like babies first set on their feet, the cabinet spirit "Gipsy" +<i>bounced</i> out of the curtains, and saying decidedly, "Here! we don't +want any children about," she placed her hand on the heads of my little +ones, and <i>pressed them down</i> through the floor. They seemed to crumble +to pieces before my eyes, and their place knew them no more. I couldn't +help feeling angry. I exclaimed, "O! what did you do that for? Those +were my babies, and I have been longing to see them so." "I can't help +it," replied "Gipsy," "but this isn't a <i>séance</i> for children." I was so +vexed that I took no more interest in the proceedings. A great number of +forms appeared, thirty or forty in all, but by the time I returned to my +hotel and began to jot down my notes, I could hardly remember what they +were. I had been dreaming all the time of how much I should have liked +to hold that little flaxen-haired "Yonnie" in my arms.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX.</a></h2> + +<p>VI. <i>Virginia Roberts.</i></p> + + +<p>When I returned to New York, it was under exceptional circumstances. I +had taken cold whilst travelling in the Western States, had had a severe +attack of bronchitis and pneumonia at Chicago, was compelled to +relinquish my business, and as soon as I was well enough to travel, was +ordered back to New York to recuperate my health. Here I took up my +abode in the Victoria Hotel, where a lady, whose acquaintance I had made +on my former visit to the city, was living. As I have no permission to +publish this lady's name, I must call her Mrs. S——. She had been a +Spiritualist for some time before I knew her, and she much interested me +by showing me an entry in her diary, made <i>four years</i> previous to my +arrival in America. It was an account of the utterances of a Mrs. +Philips, a clairvoyant then resident in New York, during which she had +prophesied my arrival in the city, described my personal appearance, +profession, and general surroundings perfectly, and foretold my +acquaintanceship with Mrs. S——. The prophecy ended with words to the +effect that our meeting would be followed by certain effects that would +influence her future life, and that on the 17th of March, 1885, would +commence a new era in her existence. It was at the beginning of March +that we first lived under the same roof. As soon as Mrs. S—— found +that I was likely to have some weeks of leisure, she became very anxious +that we should visit the New York media together; for although she had +so long been a believer in Spiritualism, she had not (owing to family +opposition) met with much sympathy on the subject, or had the +opportunity of much investigation. So we determined, as soon as I was +well enough to go out in the evening, that we would attend some +<i>séances</i>. As it happened, when that time came, we found the medium most +accessible to be Miss Virginia Roberts, of whom neither of us knew +anything but what we had learned from the public papers. However, it +was necessary that I should be exposed as little as possible to the +night air, and so we fixed, by chance as it were, to visit Miss Roberts +first. We found her living with her mother and brother in a small house +in one of the back streets of the city. She was a young girl of sixteen, +very reserved and rather timid-looking, who had to be drawn out before +she could be made to talk. She had only commenced sitting a few months +before, and that because her brother (who was also a medium) had had an +illness and been obliged to give up his <i>séances</i> for a while. The +<i>séance</i> room was very small, the manifestations taking place almost in +the midst of the circle, and the cabinet (so-called) was the flimsiest +contrivance I had ever seen. Four uprights of iron, not thicker than the +rod of a muslin blind, with cross-bars of the same, on which were hung +thin curtains of lilac print, formed the construction of this cabinet, +which shook and swayed about each time a form left or entered it. A +harmonium for accompanying the voices, and a few chairs for the +audience, was all the furniture the room contained. The first evening we +went to see Miss Roberts there were only two or three sitters beside +ourselves. The medium seemed to be pretty nearly unknown, and I +resolved, as I usually do in such cases, not to expect anything, for +fear I should be disappointed.</p> + +<p>Mrs. S——, on the contrary, was all expectation and excitement. If she +had ever sat for materializations, it had been long before, and the idea +was like a new one to her. After two or three forms had appeared, of no +interest to us, a gentleman in full evening dress walked suddenly out of +the cabinet, and said, "Kate," which was the name of Mrs. S——. He was +a stout, well-formed man, of an imposing presence, with dark hair and +eyes, and he wore a solitaire of diamonds of unusual brilliancy in his +shirt front. I had no idea who he was; but Mrs. S—— recognized him at +once as an old lover who had died whilst under a misunderstanding with +her, and she was powerfully affected—more, she was terribly frightened. +It seems that she wore at her throat a brooch which he had given her; +but every time he approached her with the view of touching it, she +shrieked so loudly, and threw herself into such a state of nervous +agitation, that I thought she would have to return home again. However, +on her being accommodated with a chair in the last row so that she +might have the other sitters between her and the materialized spirits, +she managed to calm herself. The only friend who appeared for me that +evening was "John Powles;" and, to my surprise and pleasure, he appeared +in the old uniform of the 12th Madras Native Infantry. This corps wore +facings of fawn, with buttons bearing the word "Ava," encircled by a +wreath of laurel. The mess jackets were lined with wadded fawn silk, and +the waistcoats were trimmed with three lines of narrow gold braid. Their +"karkee," or undress uniform, established in 1859, consisted of a tunic +and trousers of a sad green cloth, with the regimental buttons and a +crimson silk sash. The marching dress of all officers in the Indian +service is made of white drill, with a cap cover of the same material. +Their forage cloak is of dark blue cloth, and hangs to their heels. +Their forage cap has a broad square peak to shelter the face and eyes. I +mention these details for the benefit of those who are not acquainted +with the general dress of the Indian army, and to show how difficult it +would have been for Virginia Roberts, or any other medium, to have +procured them, even had she known the private wish expressed by me to +"John Powles" in Boston, that he would try and come to me in uniform. On +this first occasion of his appearing so, he wore the usual everyday +coat, buttoned up to his chin, and he made me examine the buttons to see +that they bore the crest and motto of the regiment. And I may say here, +that before I left New York he appeared to me in every one of the +various dresses I have described above, and became quite a marked figure +in the city.</p> + +<p>When it was made known through the papers that an old friend of Florence +Marryat had appeared through the mediumship of Virginia Roberts, in a +uniform of thirty years before, I received numbers of private letters +inquiring if it were true, and dozens of people visited Miss Roberts' +<i>séances</i> for the sole purpose of seeing him. He took a great liking for +Mrs. S——, and when she had conquered her first fear she became quite +friendly with him, and I heard, after leaving New York, that he +continued to appear for her as long as she attended those <i>séances</i>.</p> + +<p>There was one difference in the female spirits that came through +Virginia Roberts from those of other media. Those that were strong +enough to leave the cabinet invariably disappeared by floating upwards +through the ceiling. Their mode of doing this was most graceful. They +would first clasp their hands behind their heads and lean backward; then +their feet were lifted off the ground, and they were borne upward in a +recumbent position. When I related this to my friend, Dr. George +Lefferts (under whom I was for throat treatment to recover my voice), he +declared there must be some machinery connected with the uprights that +supported the cabinet, by which the forms were elevated. He had got it +all so "pat" that he was able to take a pencil and demonstrate to me on +paper exactly how the machinery worked, and how easy it would be to +swing full-sized human bodies up to the ceiling with it. How they +managed to disappear when they got there he was not quite prepared to +say; but if he once saw the trick done, he would explain the whole +matter to me, and expose it into the bargain. I told Dr. Lefferts, as I +have told many other clever men, that I shall be the first person open +to conviction when they can convince me, and I bore him off to a private +<i>séance</i> with Virginia Roberts for that purpose only. He was all that +was charming on the occasion. He gave me a most delightful dinner at +Delmonico's first (for which I tender him in print my grateful +recollection), and he tested all Miss Roberts' manifestations in the +most delicate and gentlemanly manner (sceptics as a rule are neither +delicate nor gentlemanly), but he could neither open my eyes to +chicanery nor detect it himself. He handled and shook the frail supports +of the cabinet, and confessed they were much too weak to bear any such +weight as he had imagined. He searched the carpeted floor and the +adjoining room for hidden machinery without finding the slightest thing +to rouse his suspicions, and yet he saw the female forms float upwards +through the whitewashed ceiling, and came away from the <i>séance</i> room as +wise as when he had entered it.</p> + +<p>But this occurred some weeks after. I must relate first what happened +after our first <i>séance</i> with Miss Roberts. Mrs. S—— and I were well +enough pleased with the result to desire to test her capabilities +further, and with that intent we invited her to visit us at our hotel. +Spiritualism is as much tabooed by one section of the American public as +it is encouraged by the other, and so we resolved to breathe nothing of +our intentions, but invite the girl to dine and spend the evening in +our rooms with us just as if she were an ordinary visitor. Consequently, +we dined together at the <i>table d'hôte</i> before we took our way upstairs. +Mrs. S—— and I had a private sitting-room, the windows of which were +draped with white lace curtains only, and we had no other means to shut +out the light. Consequently, when we wished to sit, all we could do was +to place a chair for Virginia Roberts in the window recess, behind one +of these pairs of curtains, and pin them together in front of her, which +formed the airiest cabinet imaginable. We then locked the door, lowered +the gas, and sat down on a sofa before the curtains.</p> + +<p>In the space of five minutes, without the lace curtains having been in +the slightest degree disturbed, Francis Lean, my stepson, walked +<i>through</i> them, and came up to my side. He was dressed in his ordinary +costume of jersey and "jumpers," and had a little worsted cap upon his +head. He displayed all the peculiarities of speech and manner I have +noticed before; but he was much less timid, and stood by me for a long +time talking of my domestic affairs, which were rather complicated, and +giving me a detailed account of the accident which caused his death, and +which had been always somewhat of a mystery. In doing this, he mentioned +names of people hitherto unknown to me, but which I found on after +inquiry to be true. He seemed quite delighted to be able to manifest so +indisputably like himself, and remarked more than once, "I'm not much +like a girl now, am I, Ma?"</p> + +<p>Next, Mrs. S——'s old lover came, of whom she was still considerably +alarmed, and her father, who had been a great politician and a +well-known man. "Florence," too, of course, though never so lively +through Miss Roberts as through other media, but still happy though +pensive, and full of advice how I was to act when I reached England +again. Presently a soft voice said, "Aunt Flo, don't you know me?" And I +saw standing in front of me my niece and godchild, Lilian Thomas, who +had died as a nun in the Convent of the "Dames Anglaises" at Bruges. She +was clothed in her nun's habit, which was rather peculiar, the face +being surrounded by a white cap, with a crimped border that hid all the +hair, and surmounted by a white veil of some heavy woollen material +which covered the head and the black serge dress. "Lilian" had died of +consumption, and the death-like, waxy complexion which she had had for +some time before was exactly reproduced. She had not much to say for +herself; indeed, we had been completely separated since she had entered +the convent, but she was undoubtedly <i>there</i>. She was succeeded by my +sister "Emily," whom I have already so often described. And these +apparitions, six in number, and all recognizable, were produced in the +private room of Mrs. S—— and myself, and with no other person but +Virginia Roberts, sixteen years old.</p> + +<p>It was about this time that we received an invitation to attend a +private <i>séance</i> in a large house in the city, occupied by Mr. and Mrs. +Newman, who had Maud Lord staying with them as a visitor. Maud Lord's +mediumship is a peculiar one. She places her sitters in a circle, +holding hands. She then seats herself on a chair in the centre, and +keeps on clapping her hands, to intimate that she has not changed her +position. The <i>séance</i> is held in darkness, and the manifestations +consist of "direct voices," <i>i.e.</i> voices that every one can hear, and +by what they say to you, you must judge of their identity and +truthfulness. I had only witnessed powers of this kind once +before—through Mrs. Bassett, who is now Mrs. Herne—but as no one spoke +to me through her whom I recognized, I have omitted to give any account +of it.</p> + +<p>As soon as Maud Lord's sitting was fully established, I heard her +addressing various members of the company, telling them who stood beside +them, and I heard them putting questions to, or holding conversations +with, creature who were invisible to me. The time went on, and I +believed I was going to be left out of it, when I heard a voice close to +my ear whisper, "Arthur." At the same moment Maud Lord's voice sounded +in my direction, saying that the lady in the brown velvet hat had a +gentleman standing near her, named "Arthur," who wished to be +recognized. I was the only lady present in a brown velvet hat, yet I +could not recall any deceased friend of the name of "Arthur" who might +wish to communicate with me. (It is a constant occurrence at a <i>séance</i> +that the mind refuses to remember a name, or a circumstance, and on +returning home, perhaps the whole situation makes itself clear, and one +wonders how one could have been so dull as not to perceive it.) So I +said that I knew no one in the spirit-world of that name, and Maud Lord +replied, "Well, <i>he</i> knows <i>you</i>, at all events." A few more minutes +elapsed, when I felt a touch on the third finger of my left hand, and +the voice spoke again and said, "Arthur! 'Arthur's ring.' Have you quite +forgotten?" This action brought the person to my memory, and I +exclaimed, "Oh! Johnny Cope, is it you?"</p> + +<p>To explain this, I must tell my readers that when I went out to India in +1854, Arthur Cope of the Lancers was a passenger by the same steamer; +and when we landed in Madras, he made me a present of a diamond ring, +which I wore at that <i>séance</i> as a guard. But he was never called by +anything but his nickname of "Johnny," so that his real appellation had +quite slipped my memory. The poor fellow died in 1856 or 1857, and I had +been ungrateful enough to forget all about him, and should never have +remembered his name had it not been coupled with the ring. It would have +been still more remarkable, though, if Maud Lord, who had never seen me +till that evening, had discovered an incident which happened thirty +years before, and which I had completely forgotten.</p> + +<p>Before I had been many days in New York, I fell ill again from exposing +myself to the weather, this time with a bad throat. Mrs. S—— and I +slept in the same room, and our sitting-room opened into the bedroom. +She was indefatigable in her attentions and kindness to me during my +illness, and kept running backwards and forwards from the bedroom to the +sitting-room, both by night and day, to get me fresh poultices, which +she kept hot on the steam stove.</p> + +<p>One evening about eleven o'clock she got out of bed in her nightdress, +and went into the next room for this purpose. Almost directly after she +entered it, I heard a heavy fall. I called her by name, and receiving no +answer, became frightened, jumped out of bed, and followed her. To my +consternation, I found her stretched out, at full length, on a white +bearskin rug, and quite insensible. She was a delicate woman, and I +thought at first that she had fainted from fatigue; but when she showed +no signs of returning consciousness, I became alarmed. I was very weak +myself from my illness, and hardly able to stand, but I managed to put +on a dressing-gown and summon the assistance of a lady who occupied the +room next to us, and whose acquaintance we had already made. She was +strong and capable, and helped me to place Mrs. S—— upon the sofa, +where she lay in the same condition. After we had done all we could +think of to bring her to herself without effect, the next-door lady +became frightened. She said to me, "I don't like this. I think we ought +to call in a doctor. Supposing she were to die without regaining +consciousness." I replied, "I should say the same, excepting I begin to +believe she has not fainted at all, but is in a trance; and in that +case, any violent attempts to bring her to herself might injure her. +Just see how quietly she breathes, and how very young she looks."</p> + +<p>When her attention was called to this fact, the next-door lady was +astonished. Mrs. S——, who was a woman past forty, looked like a girl +of sixteen. She was a very pretty woman, but with a dash of temper in +her expression which spoiled it. Now with all the passions and lines +smoothed out of it, she looked perfectly lovely. So she might have +looked in death. But she was not dead. She was breathing. So I felt sure +that the spirit had escaped for a while and left her free. I covered her +up warmly on the sofa, and determined to leave her there till the trance +had passed. After a while I persuaded the next-door lady to think as I +did, and to go back to her own bed. As soon as she had gone, I +administered my own poultice, and sat down to watch beside my friend. +The time went on until seven in the morning—seven hours she had lain, +without moving a limb, upon the sofa—when, without any warning, she sat +up and gazed about her. I called her by name, and asked her what she +wanted; but I could see at once, by her expression, that she did not +know me. Presently she asked me, "Who are you?" I told her. "Are you +Kate's friend?" she said. I answered, "Yes." "Do you know who <i>I</i> am?" +was the next question, which, of course, I answered in the negative. +Mrs. S—— thereupon gave me the name of a German gentleman which I had +never heard before. An extraordinary scene then followed. Influenced by +the spirit that possessed her, Mrs. S—— rose and unlocked a cabinet of +her own, which stood in the room, and taking thence a bundle of old +letters, she selected several and read portions of them aloud to me. She +then told me a history of herself and the gentleman whose spirit was +speaking through her, and gave me several messages to deliver to +herself the following day. It will be sufficient for me to say that this +history was of so private a nature, that it was most unlikely she would +have confided it to me or any one, particularly as she was a woman of a +most secretive nature; but names, addresses, and even words of +conversations were given, in a manner which would have left no room for +doubt of their truthfulness, even if Mrs. S—— had not confirmed them +to be facts afterwards. This went on for a long time, the spirit +expressing the greatest animosity against Mrs. S—— all the while, and +then the power seemed suddenly to be spent, and she went off to sleep +again upon the sofa, waking up naturally about an hour afterwards, and +very much surprised to hear what had happened to her meanwhile. When we +came to consider the matter, we found that this unexpected seizure had +taken place upon <i>the 17th of March</i>, the day predicted by Mrs. Philips +four years previously as one on which a new era would commence for Mrs. +S——. From that time she continually went into trances, and used to +predict the future for herself and others; but whether she has kept it +up to this day I am unable to say, as I have heard nothing from her +since I left America.</p> + +<p>That event took place on the 13th of June, 1885. We had been in the +habit of spending our Sunday evenings in Miss Roberts' <i>séance</i> room, +and she begged me not to miss the last opportunity. When we arrived +there, we found that the accompanist who usually played the harmonium +for them was unable to be present, and Miss Roberts asked if I would be +his substitute. I said I would, on condition that they moved the +instrument on a line with the cabinet, so that I might not lose a sight +of what was going on. This was accordingly done, and I commenced to play +"Thou art gone from my gaze." Almost immediately "John Powles" stepped +out, dressed in uniform, and stood by the harmonium with his hand upon +my shoulder. "I never was much of a singer, you know, Flo," he said to +me; "but if you will sing that song with me, I'll try and go through +it." And he actually did sing (after a fashion) the entire two verses of +the ballad, keeping his hand on my shoulder the whole time. When we came +to the line, "I seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream," he stooped +down and whispered in my ear, "Not <i>quite</i> in vain, Flo, has it been?" +I do not know if my English Spiritualistic friends can "cap" this story, +but in America they told me it was quite a unique performance, +particularly at a public <i>séance</i>, where the jarring of so many diverse +influences often hinders instead of helping the manifestations.</p> + +<p>"Powles" appeared to be especially strong on that occasion. Towards the +middle of the evening a kind of whining was heard to proceed from the +cabinet; and Miss Roberts, who was not entranced, said, "There's a baby +coming out for Miss Marryat." At the same time the face of little +"Yonnie" appeared at the opening of the curtains, but nearly level with +the ground, as she was crawling out on all fours. Before she had had +time to advance beyond them, "Powles" stepped over her and came amongst +us. "Oh, Powles!" I exclaimed, "you used to love my little babies. Do +pick up that one for me that I may see it properly." He immediately +returned, took up "Yonnie," and brought her out into the circle on his +arm. The contrast of the baby's white kind of nightgown with his scarlet +uniform was very striking. He carried the child to each sitter that it +might be thoroughly examined; and when he had returned "Yonnie" to the +cabinet, he came out again on his own account. That evening I was +summoned into the cabinet myself by the medium's guide, a little Italian +girl, who had materialized several times for our benefit. When I entered +it, I stumbled up against Miss Roberts' chair. There was barely room for +me to stand beside it. She said to me, "Is that <i>you</i>, Miss Marryat?" +and I replied, "Yes; didn't you send for me?" She said "No; I didn't +send, I know nothing about it!" A voice behind me said, "<i>I</i> sent for +you!" and at the same moment two strong arms were clasped round my +waist, and a man's face kissed me over my shoulder. I asked, "Who are +you?" and he replied, "Walk out of the cabinet and you shall see." I +turned round, two hands were placed upon my shoulders, and I walked back +into the circle with a tall man walking behind me in that position. When +I could look at him in the gaslight, I recognized my brother, Frank +Marryat, who died in 1855, and whom I had never seen since. Of course, +the other spirits who were familiar with Mrs. S—— and myself came to +wish me a pleasant voyage across the Atlantic, but I have mentioned them +all so often that I fear I must already have tired out the patience of +my readers. But in order to be impressive it is so necessary to be +explicit. All I can bring forward in excuse is, that every word I have +written is the honest and unbiassed truth. Here, therefore, ends the +account of my experience in Spiritualism up to the present moment—not, +by any means, the half, nor yet <i>the quarter of it</i>, but all I consider +likely to interest the general public. And those who have been +interested in it may see their own friends as I have done, if they will +only take the same trouble that I have done.</p> + + + + +<h2 class="p4"><a name="CHAPTER_XXX" id="CHAPTER_XXX">CHAPTER XXX.</a></h2> + +<h3>"QUI BONO?"</h3> + + +<p>My friends have so often asked me this question, that I think, before I +close this book, I am justified in answering it, at all events, as far +as I myself am concerned. How often have I sat, surrounded by an +interested audience, who knew me too well to think me either a lunatic +or a liar; and after I have told them some of the most marvellous and +thrilling of my experiences, they have assailed me with these questions, +"But what <i>is</i> it? And what <i>good</i> does it do? <i>What is it?</i>" There, my +friends, I confess you stagger me! I can no more tell you what it is +than I can tell you what <i>you</i> are or what <i>I</i> am. We know that, like +Topsy, we "grew." We know that, given certain conditions and favorable +accessories, a child comes into this world, and a seed sprouts through +the dark earth and becomes a flower; but though we know the cause and +see the effect, the greatest man of science, or the greatest botanist, +cannot tell you how the child is made, nor how the plant grows. Neither +can I (or any one) tell you <i>what</i> the power is that enables a spirit to +make itself apparent. I can only say that it can do so, and refer you to +the Creator of you and me and the entire universe. The commonest things +the earth produces are all miracles, from the growing of a mustard seed +to the expansion of a human brain. What is more wonderful than the +hatching of an egg? You see it done every day. It has become so common +that you regard it as an event of no consequence. You know the exact +number of days the bird must sit to produce a live chicken with all its +functions ready for nature's use, but you see nothing wonderful in it. +All birds can do the same, and you would not waste your time in +speculating on the wondrous effect of heat upon a liquid substance which +turns to bone and blood and flesh and feathers.</p> + +<p>If you were as familiar with the reappearance of those who have gone +before as you are with chickens, you would see nothing supernatural in +their manifesting themselves to you, and nothing more miraculous than in +the birth of a child or the hatching of an egg. Why should it be? Who +has fixed the abode of the spirit after death? Who can say where it +dwells, or that it is not permitted to return to this world, perhaps to +live in it altogether? Still, however the Almighty sends them, the fact +remains that they come, and that thousands can testify to the fact. As +to the theory advanced by some people that they are devils, sent to lure +us to our destruction, that is an insult to the wisdom or mercy of an +Omnipotent Creator. They cannot come except by His permission, just as +He sends children to some people and withholds them from others. And the +conversation of most of those that I have talked with is all on the side +of religion, prayer, and self-sacrifice. <i>My</i> friends, at all events, +have never denied the existence of a God or a Saviour. They have, on the +contrary (and especially "Florence"), been very quick to rebuke me for +anything I may have done that was wrong, for neglect of prayer and +church-going, for speaking evil of my neighbors, or any other fault. +They have continually inculcated the doctrine that religion consists in +unselfish love to our fellow-creatures, and in devotion to God. I do not +deny that there are frivolous and occasionally wicked spirits about us. +Is it to be wondered at? For one spirit that leaves this world +calculated to do good to his fellow-creatures, a hundred leave it who +will do him harm. That is really the reason that the Church discourages +Spiritualism. She does not disbelieve in it. She knows it to be true; +but she also knows it to be dangerous. Since like attracts like, the +numbers of thoughtless spirits who still dwell on earth would naturally +attract the numbers of thoughtless spirits who have left it, and their +influence is best dispensed with. Talk of devils. I have known many more +devils in the flesh than out of it, and could name a number of +acquaintances who, when once passed out of this world, I should +steadfastly refuse to have any communication with. I have no doubt +myself whatever as to <i>what</i> it is, or that I have seen my dear friends +and children as I knew them upon earth. But <i>how</i> they come or <i>where</i> +they go, I must wait until I join them to ascertain, even if I shall do +it then.</p> + +<p>The second question, however, I can more easily deal with, <i>What good is +it?</i> The only wonder to me is that people who are not stone-blind to +what is going on in this world can put such a question. What good is it +to have one's faith in Immortality and another life confirmed in an age +of freethought, scepticism and utter callousness? When I look around me +and see the young men nowadays—ay, and the young women too—who believe +in no hereafter, who lie down and die, like the dumb animals who cannot +be made to understand the love of the dear God who created them although +they feel it, I cannot think of anything calculated to do them more good +than the return of a father or a mother or a friend, who could convince +them by ocular demonstration that there is a future life and happiness +and misery, according to the one we have led here below.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but," I seem to hear some readers exclaim, "we <i>do</i> believe in all +that you say. We have been taught so from our youth up, and the Bible +points to it in every line." You may <i>think</i> you believe it, my friends, +and in a theoretical way you may; but you do not <i>realize</i> it, and the +whole of your lives proves it. Death, instead of being the blessed +portal to the Life Elysian, the gate of which may swing open for you any +day, and admit you to eternal and unfading happiness, is a far-off misty +phantom, whose approach you dread, and the sight of which in others you +run away from. The majority of people avoid the very mention of death. +They would not look at a corpse for anything; the sight of a coffin or a +funeral or a graveyard fills them with horror; the idea of it for +themselves makes them turn pale with fright. Is <i>this</i> belief in the +existence of a tender Father and a blessed home waiting to receive them +on the other side? Even professed Christians experience what they term a +"natural" horror at the thought of death! I have known persons of fixed +religious principles who had passed their lives (apparently) in prayer, +and expressed their firm belief in Heaven waiting for them, fight +against death with all their mortal energies, and try their utmost to +baffle the disease that was sent to carry them to everlasting happiness. +Is this logical? It is tantamount in my idea to the pauper in the +workhouse who knows that directly the gate is open to let him through, +he will pass from skilly, oakum, and solitary confinement to the King's +Palace to enjoy youth, health, and prosperity evermore; and who, when he +sees the gates beginning to unclose, puts his back and all his +neighbors' backs against them to keep them shut as long as possible.</p> + +<p>Death should not be a "horror" to any one; and if we knew more about it, +it would cease to be so. It is the <i>mystery</i> that appals us. We see our +friends die, and no word or sign comes back to tell us that there <i>is</i> +no death, so we picture them to ourselves mouldering in the damp earth +till we nearly go mad with grief and dismay. Some people think me +heartless because I never go near the graves of those whom I love best. +Why should I? I might with more reason go and sit beside a pile of their +cast-off garments. I could <i>see</i> them, and they would actually retain +more of their identity and influence than the corpse which I could <i>not</i> +see. I mourn their loss just the same, but I mourn it as I should do if +they had settled for life in a far distant land, from which I could only +enjoy occasional glimpses of their happiness.</p> + +<p>And I may say emphatically that the greatest good Spiritualism does is +to remove the fear of one's own death. One can never be quite certain of +the changes that circumstances may bring about, nor do I like to boast +overmuch. Disease and weakness may destroy the nerve I flatter myself on +possessing; but I think I may say that as matters stand at present <i>I +have no fear of death whatever</i>, and the only trouble I can foresee in +passing through it will be to witness the distress of my friends. But +when I remember all those who have gathered on the other side, and whom +I firmly believe will be present to help me in my passage there, I can +feel nothing but a great curiosity to pierce the mysteries as yet +unrevealed to me, and a great longing for the time to come when I shall +join those whom I loved so much on earth. Not to be happy at once by any +manner of means. I am too sinful a mortal for that, but "to work out my +salvation" in the way God sees best for me, to make my own heaven or +hell according as I have loved and succoured my fellow-creatures here +below. Yet however much I may be destined to suffer, never without hope +and assistance from those whom I have loved, and never without feeling +that through the goodness of God each struggle or reparation brings me +near to the fruition of eternal happiness. <i>This</i> is my belief, <i>this</i> +is the good that the certain knowledge that we can never die has done +for me, and the worst I wish for anybody is that they may share it with +me.</p> +<div class="poem"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="line">"Oh! though oft depressed and lonely,<br /> + </div> + <div class="line i2">All my fears are laid aside,<br /></div> + <div class="line">If I but remember only<br /> + </div> + <div class="line i2">Such as these have lived and died."</div> + </div> +</div> +<p> +</p> + + +<p class=" p2 center">THE END.</p> +<h2 class="p4">UNITED STATES BOOK COMPANY'S <span class="smcap">Announcements</span> AND <span class="smcap">New Publications</span>.</h2> +<p class="p4 left45"><i>The books mentioned in this List can be obtained</i> to + order <i>by any Bookseller if not in stock, or will be sent by the + Publisher post free on receipt of price</i>.</p> + +<p class="p2">LOVELL'S INTERNATIONAL SERIES</p> + +<p class="p2"><b><i>13. 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In "Young Mr. +Ainslie's Courtship" he has written a story which is charming, witty? +and agreeable up to the very last chapter.—<i>San Francisco Chronicle.</i></p> +<p class="left5 small">CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 30 CENTS.</p> + +<p class="p2"><i><b>41. The Haute Noblesse</b></i>—<span class="smcap">By Geo. Manville Fenn</span></p> + +<p>Is a well wrought story of which the heroine is a child of the high +aristocracy, but nevertheless such admirable traits and qualities that +even the humblest reader cannot fail to love her.—<i>Columbus, O., +Journal.</i></p> +<p class="left5 small">CLOTH. $1.00. PAPER COVER, 30 CENTS.</p> + +<p class="p2"><b><i>42. Mount Eden</i></b>—<span class="smcap">By Florence Marryat</span></p> + +<p>Miss Florence Marryat is well known to the readers of sentimental +novels. She has a bright and crisp way of presenting the frailties of +the human race, which makes her stories entertaining, even if they are +devoid of all good moral purpose. They open one's eyes to the +inconsistencies of life without wholly destroying his faith in his +fellow citizens.—<i>Boston Herald.</i></p> +<p class="left5 small">CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 30 CENTS.</p> + +<p class="p2"><i><b>82. A Woman's Heart</b></i>—<span class="smcap">By Mrs. Alexander</span></p> + +<p>The name of this author is familiar to all lovers of fiction who will +need nothing more to assure them that they will not regret the time +spent in reading "A Woman's Heart." It is a refined and interesting +story, pleasant and easy reading, as is usual with all Mrs. Alexander's +works.</p> +<p class="left5 small">CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 50 CENTS.</p> + +<p class="p2"><i><b>83. Syrlin</b></i>—<span class="smcap">By Ouida</span></p> + +<p>The announcement of a new novel by Ouida, sends a thrill of delight +through the countless host of faithful admirers of that petulant +priestess of mild improprieties. Her new books are just like her old +ones. There is the usual abundance of gilded vice and wilful wickedness +lugged in to give the book its wonted flavor.—<i>N. O. States.</i></p> +<p class="left5 small">CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 50 CENTS.</p> + +<p class="p2"><b><i>84. The Rival Princess</i></b>—<span class="smcap">By Justin McCarthy and Mrs. Campbell Praed</span></p> + +<p>It is a romance of contemporary English politics wherein many well-known +public men appear under thin disguises. There is a Stuart princess with +lineal claims to the English throne, and there is an unmasked Mr. +Gladstone, who boldly urges the abolition of the House of +Lords.-<i>-Charleston Sunday Times.</i></p> +<p class="left5 small">CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 50 CENTS.</p> + +<p class="p2"><i><b>85. Blindfold</b></i>—<span class="smcap">By Florence Marryat</span></p> + +<p>Is, in many respects, the best novel which has been given us by the +prolific pen of the well-known Englishwoman. The story is novel, well +told, and events follow upon each other quickly, never allowing the +interest to flag.—<i>Denver News.</i></p> +<p class="left5 small">CLOTH, $1.00. PAPER COVER, 50 CENTS.</p> + +<p class="p2">UNITED STATES BOOK COMPANY, PUBLISHERS, N. Y.</p> +<div class="transnote"> + <p class="center">Transcriber's Notes:</p> + <ul> + <li>Page 4, "MARRYATT" changed to "MARRYAT" (Normalising spelling of author's name)</li> + <li>Page 18, "nor" changed to "not" (a single medium of whom I have not)</li> + <li>Page 47, "bood" changed to "blood" (where the stain of his blood still + remained)</li> + <li>Page 49, "briliant" changed to "brilliant" (a room that was unpleasantly + brilliant)</li> + <li>Page 58, "tempered" changed to "tampered" (it had not been tampered + with)</li> + <li>Page 61, "seing" changed to "seeing" (the possibility of seeing a + "ghost,")</li> + <li>Page 127, "foreigh" changed to "foreign" (he was equally ignorant of + foreign languages)</li> + <li>Page 134, "succssefully" changed to "successfully" (in order to imitate + her manner and speech successfully)</li> + <li>Page 137, "Gupyy" changed to "Guppy" (As Mrs. Guppy came sailing over + our heads)</li> + <li>Page 138, "it" changed to "if" (I inquired of every sitter if they had + seen)</li> + <li>Page 155, "eartly" changed to "earthly" (as naturally as if she were + their earthly form)</li> + <li>Page 156, "Fitzgarald" changed to "Fitzgerald" (Mrs. Fitzgerald was + dining with us)</li> + <li>Page 158, "Fitzgereld" changed to "Fitzgerald" (returned through Mrs. + Fitzgerald)</li> + <li>Page 176, "don" changed to "done" (perhaps, than anything else has done)</li> + <li>Page 180, Added missing end single quote in probable correct place (through the life that lies before you.') </li> + <li>Page 182, "forgetten" changed to "forgotten" (I had almost forgotten Mr. + Plummer)</li> + <li>Page 185, "mamed" changed to "named" (a photographer in London, named + Hudson)</li> + <li>Page 189, "instrument" changed to "instruments" (the two instruments + pealed forth)</li> + <li>Page 198, "ocsion" changed to "occasion" (Mr. Towns prognosticated on + that occasion)</li> + <li>Page 201, "conducter" changed to "conductor" ("Did you know the spirit?" + the conductor asked)</li> + <li>Page 220, "aquaintance" changed to "acquaintance" (soon after I made her + acquaintance)</li> + <li>Page 255, "creature" changed to "creatures" (creatures who were + invisible to me)</li> + <li>Page 256, "Mr" changed to "Mrs" (Mrs. S—— and I slept in the same + room)</li> + <li>Page 264, "Christian" changed to "Christians" (Even professed Christians + experience what they term)</li> + <li>End catalogue, No. 13, "Circumstatial" changed to "Circumstantial" (On + Circumstantial Evidence)</li> + <li>End catalogue, No. 39, "successfu" changed to "successful" (He has been + successful in nothing)</li> + <li>N.B. 1. Some punctuation corrections have not been noted here.<br /> + 2. Two non-matching instances of latin word: "prôpria" and "propria". 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There Is No Death, 50 + + + + + THERE IS NO DEATH + + BY + FLORENCE MARRYAT + + AUTHOR OF + "LOVE'S CONFLICT," "VERONIQUE," ETC., ETC. + + "There is no Death--what seems so is transition. + This life of mortal breath + Is but a suburb of the Life Elysian + Whose portal we call----Death."--Longfellow. + + + NEW YORK + NATIONAL BOOK COMPANY + 3, 4, 5 AND 6 MISSION PLACE + + + Copyright, 1891, + by + United States Book Company + + + + +THERE IS NO DEATH. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +FAMILY GHOSTS. + + +It has been strongly impressed upon me for some years past to write an +account of the wonderful experiences I have passed through in my +investigation of the science of Spiritualism. In doing so I intend to +confine myself to recording facts. I will describe the scenes I have +witnessed with my own eyes, and repeat the words I have heard with my +own ears, leaving the deduction to be drawn from them wholly to my +readers. I have no ambition to start a theory nor to promulgate a +doctrine; above all things I have no desire to provoke an argument. I +have had more than enough of arguments, philosophical, scientific, +religious, and purely aggressive, to last a lifetime; and were I called +upon for my definition of the rest promised to the weary, I should +reply--a place where every man may hold his own opinion, and no one is +permitted to dispute it. + +But though I am about to record a great many incidents that are so +marvellous as to be almost incredible, I do not expect to be +disbelieved, except by such as are capable of deception themselves. +They--conscious of their own infirmity--invariably believe that other +people must be telling lies. Byron wrote, "He is a fool who denies that +which he cannot disprove;" and though Carlyle gives us the comforting +assurance that the population of Great Britain consists "chiefly of +fools," I pin my faith upon receiving credence from the few who are not +so. + +Why should I be disbelieved? When the late Lady Brassey published the +"Cruise of the _Sunbeam_," and Sir Samuel and Lady Baker related their +experiences in Central Africa, and Livingstone wrote his account of the +wonders he met with whilst engaged in the investigation of the source of +the Nile, and Henry Stanley followed up the story and added thereto, did +they anticipate the public turning up its nose at their narrations, and +declaring it did not believe a word they had written? Yet their readers +had to accept the facts they offered for credence, on their authority +alone. Very few of them had even _heard_ of the places described before; +scarcely one in a thousand could, either from personal experience or +acquired knowledge, attest the truth of the description. What was +there--for the benefit of the general public--to _prove_ that the +_Sunbeam_ had sailed round the world, or that Sir Samuel Baker had met +with the rare beasts, birds, and flowers he wrote of, or that +Livingstone and Stanley met and spoke with those curious, unknown tribes +that never saw white men till they set eyes on them? Yet had any one of +those writers affirmed that in his wanderings he had encountered a gold +field of undoubted excellence, thousands of fortune-seekers would have +left their native land on his word alone, and rushed to secure some of +the glittering treasure. + +Why? Because the authors of those books were persons well known in +society, who had a reputation for veracity to maintain, and who would +have been quickly found out had they dared to deceive. I claim the same +grounds for obtaining belief. I have a well-known name and a public +reputation, a tolerable brain, and two sharp eyes. What I have +witnessed, others, with equal assiduity and perseverance, may witness +for themselves. It would demand a voyage round the world to see all that +the owners of the _Sunbeam_ saw. It would demand time and trouble and +money to see what I have seen, and to some people, perhaps, it would not +be worth the outlay. But if I have journeyed into the Debateable Land +(which so few really believe in, and most are terribly afraid of), and +come forward now to tell what I have seen there, the world has no more +right to disbelieve me than it had to disbelieve Lady Brassey. Because +the general public has not penetrated Central Africa, is no reason that +Livingstone did not do so; because the general public has not seen (and +does not care to see) what I have seen, is no argument against the truth +of what I write. To those who _do_ believe in the possibility of +communion with disembodied spirits, my story will be interesting +perhaps, on account of its dealing throughout in a remarkable degree +with the vexed question of identity and recognition. To the +materialistic portion of creation who may credit me with not being a +bigger fool than the remainder of the thirty-eight millions of Great +Britain, it may prove a new source of speculation and research. And for +those of my fellow-creatures who possess no curiosity, nor imagination, +nor desire to prove for themselves what they cannot accept on the +testimony of others, I never had, and never shall have, anything in +common. They are the sort of people who ask you with a pleasing smile if +Irving wrote "The Charge of the Light Brigade," and say they like +Byron's "Sardanapalus" very well, but it is not so funny as "Our Boys." + +Now, before going to work in right earnest, I do not think it is +generally known that my father, the late Captain Marryat, was not only a +believer in ghosts, but himself a ghost-seer. I am delighted to be able +to record this fact as an introduction to my own experiences. Perhaps +the ease with which such manifestations have come to me is a gift which +I inherit from him, anyway I am glad he shared the belief and the power +of spiritual sight with me. If there were no other reason to make me +bold to repeat what I have witnessed, the circumstance would give me +courage. My father was not like his intimate friends, Charles Dickens, +Lord Lytton, and many other men of genius, highly strung, nervous, and +imaginative. I do not believe my father had any "nerves," and I think he +had very little imagination. Almost all his works are founded on his +personal experiences. His _forte_ lay in a humorous description of what +he had seen. He possessed a marvellous power of putting his +recollections into graphic and forcible language, and the very reason +that his books are almost as popular to-day as when they were written, +is because they are true histories of their time. There is scarcely a +line of fiction in them. His body was as powerful and muscular as his +brain. His courage was indomitable--his moral courage as well as his +physical (as many people remember to their cost to this day), and his +hardness of belief on many subjects is no secret. What I am about to +relate therefore did not happen to some excitable, nervous, sickly +sentimentalist, and I repeat that I am proud to have inherited his +constitutional tendencies, and quite willing to stand judgment after +him. + +I have heard that my father had a number of stories to relate of +supernatural (as they are usually termed) incidents that had occurred to +him, but I will content myself with relating such as were proved to be +(at the least) very remarkable coincidences. In my work, "The Life and +Letters of Captain Marryat," I relate an anecdote of him that was +entered in his private "log," and found amongst his papers. He had a +younger brother, Samuel, to whom he was very much attached, and who died +unexpectedly in England whilst my father, in command of H. M. S. +_Larne_, was engaged in the first Burmese war. His men broke out with +scurvy and he was ordered to take his vessel over to Pulu Pinang for a +few weeks in order to get the sailors fresh fruit and vegetables. As my +father was lying in his berth one night, anchored off the island, with +the brilliant tropical moonlight making everything as bright as day, he +saw the door of his cabin open, and his brother Samuel entered and +walked quietly up to his side. He looked just the same as when they had +parted, and uttered in a perfectly distinct voice, "Fred! I have come to +tell you that I am dead!" When the figure entered the cabin my father +jumped up in his berth, thinking it was some one coming to rob him, and +when he saw who it was and heard it speak, he leaped out of bed with the +intention of detaining it, but it was gone. So vivid was the impression +made upon him by the apparition that he drew out his log at once and +wrote down all particulars concerning it, with the hour and day of its +appearance. On reaching England after the war was over, the first +dispatches put into his hand were to announce the death of his brother, +who had passed away at the very hour when he had seen him in the cabin. + +But the story that interests me most is one of an incident which +occurred to my father during my lifetime, and which we have always +called "The Brown Lady of Rainham." I am aware that this narrative has +reached the public through other sources, and I have made it the +foundation of a Christmas story myself. But it is too well authenticated +to be omitted here. The last fifteen years of my father's life were +passed on his own estate of Langham, in Norfolk, and amongst his county +friends were Sir Charles and Lady Townshend of Rainham Hall. At the time +I speak of, the title and property had lately changed hands, and the new +baronet had re-papered, painted, and furnished the Hall throughout, and +come down with his wife and a large party of friends to take possession. +But to their annoyance, soon after their arrival, rumors arose that the +house was haunted, and their guests began, one and all (like those in +the parable), to make excuses to go home again. Sir Charles and Lady +Townshend might have sung, "Friend after friend departs," with due +effect, but it would have had none on the general exodus that took place +from Rainham. And it was all on account of a Brown Lady, whose portrait +hung in one of the bedrooms, and in which she was represented as wearing +a brown satin dress with yellow trimmings, and a ruff around her +throat--a very harmless, innocent-looking young woman. But they all +declared they had seen her walking about the house--some in the +corridor, some in their bedrooms, others in the lower premises, and +neither guests nor servants would remain in the Hall. The baronet was +naturally very much annoyed about it, and confided his trouble to my +father, and my father was indignant at the trick he believed had been +played upon him. There was a great deal of smuggling and poaching in +Norfolk at that period, as he knew well, being a magistrate of the +county, and he felt sure that some of these depredators were trying to +frighten the Townshends away from the Hall again. The last baronet had +been a solitary sort of being, and lead a retired life, and my father +imagined some of the tenantry had their own reasons for not liking the +introduction of revelries and "high jinks" at Rainham. So he asked his +friends to let him stay with them and sleep in the haunted chamber, and +he felt sure he could rid them of the nuisance. They accepted his offer, +and he took possession of the room in which the portrait of the +apparition hung, and in which she had been often seen, and slept each +night with a loaded revolver under his pillow. For two days, however, he +saw nothing, and the third was to be the limit of his stay. On the +third night, however, two young men (nephews of the baronet) knocked at +his door as he was undressing to go to bed, and asked him to step over +to their room (which was at the other end of the corridor), and give +them his opinion on a new gun just arrived from London. My father was in +his shirt and trousers, but as the hour was late, and everybody had +retired to rest except themselves, he prepared to accompany them as he +was. As they were leaving the room, he caught up his revolver, "in case +we meet the Brown Lady," he said, laughing. When the inspection of the +gun was over, the young men in the same spirit declared they would +accompany my father back again, "in case you meet the Brown Lady," they +repeated, laughing also. The three gentlemen therefore returned in +company. + +The corridor was long and dark, for the lights had been extinguished, +but as they reached the middle of it, they saw the glimmer of a lamp +coming towards them from the other end. "One of the ladies going to +visit the nurseries," whispered the young Townshends to my father. Now +the bedroom doors in that corridor faced each other, and each room had a +double door with a space between, as is the case in many old-fashioned +country houses. My father (as I have said) was in a shirt and trousers +only, and his native modesty made him feel uncomfortable, so he slipped +within one of the _outer_ doors (his friends following his example), in +order to conceal himself until the lady should have passed by. I have +heard him describe how he watched her approaching nearer and nearer, +through the chink of the door, until, as she was close enough for him to +distinguish the colors and style of her costume, he recognized the +figure as the facsimile of the portrait of "The Brown Lady." He had his +finger on the trigger of his revolver, and was about to demand it to +stop and give the reason for its presence there, when the figure halted +of its own accord before the door behind which he stood, and holding the +lighted lamp she carried to her features, grinned in a malicious and +diabolical manner at him. This act so infuriated my father, who was +anything but lamb-like in disposition, that he sprang into the corridor +with a bound, and discharged the revolver right in her face. The figure +instantly disappeared--the figure at which for the space of several +minutes _three_ men had been looking together--and the bullet passed +through the outer door of the room on the opposite side of the corridor, +and lodged in the panel of the inner one. My father never attempted +again to interfere with "The Brown Lady of Rainham," and I have heard +that she haunts the premises to this day. That she did so at that time, +however, there is no shadow of doubt. + +But Captain Marryat not only held these views and believed in them from +personal experience--he promulgated them in his writings. There are many +passages in his works which, read by the light of my assertion, prove +that he had faith in the possibility of the departed returning to visit +this earth, and in the theory of re-incarnation or living more than one +life upon it, but nowhere does he speak more plainly than in the +following extract from the "Phantom Ship":-- + +"Think you, Philip," (says Amine to her husband), "that this world is +solely peopled by such dross as we are?--things of clay, perishable and +corruptible, lords over beasts and ourselves, but little better? Have +you not, from your own sacred writings, repeated acknowledgments and +proofs of higher intelligences, mixing up with mankind, and acting here +below? Why should what was _then_ not be _now_, and what more harm is +there to apply for their aid now than a few thousand years ago? Why +should you suppose that they were permitted on the earth then and not +permitted now? What has become of them? Have they perished? Have they +been ordered back? to where?--to heaven? If to heaven, the world and +mankind have been left to the mercy of the devil and his agents. Do you +suppose that we poor mortals have been thus abandoned? I tell you +plainly, I think not. We no longer have the communication with those +intelligences that we once had, because as we become more enlightened we +become more proud and seek them not, but that they still exist a host of +good against a host of evil, invisibly opposing each other, is my +conviction." + +One testimony to such a belief, from the lips of my father, is +sufficient. He would not have written it unless he had been prepared to +maintain it. He was not one of those wretched literary cowards who we +meet but too often now-a-days, who are too much afraid of the world to +confess with their mouths the opinions they hold in their hearts. Had he +lived to this time I believe he would have been one of the most +energetic and outspoken believers in Spiritualism that we possess. So +much, however, for his testimony to the possibility of spirits, good and +evil, revisiting this earth. I think few will be found to gainsay the +assertion that where _he_ trod, his daughter need not be ashamed to +follow. + +Before the question of Spiritualism, however, arose in modern times, I +had had my own little private experiences on the subject. From an early +age I was accustomed to see, and to be very much alarmed at seeing, +certain forms that appeared to me at night. One in particular, I +remember, was that of a very short or deformed old woman, who was very +constant to me. She used to stand on tiptoe to look at me as I lay in +bed, and however dark the room might be, I could always see every +article in it, as if illuminated, whilst she remained there. + +I was in the habit of communicating these visions to my mother and +sisters (my father had passed from us by that time), and always got well +ridiculed for my pains. "Another of Flo's optical illusions," they would +cry, until I really came to think that the appearances I saw were due to +some defect in my eye-sight. I have heard my first husband say, that +when he married me he thought he should never rest for an entire night +in his bed, so often did I wake him with the description of some man or +woman I had seen in the room. I recall these figures distinctly. They +were always dressed in white, from which circumstance I imagined that +they were natives who had stolen in to rob us, until, from repeated +observation, I discovered they only formed part of another and more +enlarged series of my "optical illusions." All this time I was very much +afraid of seeing what I termed "ghosts." No love of occult science led +me to investigate the cause of my alarm. I only wished never to see the +"illusions" again, and was too frightened to remain by myself lest they +should appear to me. + +When I had been married for about two years, the head-quarters of my +husband's regiment, the 12th Madras Native Infantry, was ordered to +Rangoon, whilst the left wing, commanded by a Major Cooper, was sent to +assist in the bombardment of Canton. Major Cooper had only been married +a short time, and by rights his wife had no claim to sail with the +head-quarters for Burmah, but as she had no friends in Madras, and was +moreover expecting her confinement, our colonel permitted her to do so, +and she accompanied us to Rangoon, settling herself in a house not far +from our own. One morning, early in July, I was startled by receiving a +hurried scrawl from her, containing only these words, "Come! come! +come!" I set off at once, thinking she had been taken ill, but on my +arrival I found Mrs. Cooper sitting up in bed with only her usual +servants about her. "What is the matter?" I exclaimed. "Mark is dead," +she answered me; "he sat in that chair" (pointing to one by the bedside) +"all last night. I noticed every detail of his face and figure. He was +in undress, and he never raised his eyes, but sat with the peak of his +forage cap pulled down over his face. But I could see the back of his +head and his hair, and I know it was he. I spoke to him but he did not +answer me, and I am _sure_ he is dead." + +Naturally, I imagined this vision to have been dictated solely by fear +and the state of her health. I laughed at her for a simpleton, and told +her it was nothing but fancy, and reminded her that by the last accounts +received from the seat of war, Major Cooper was perfectly well and +anticipating a speedy reunion with her. Laugh as I would, however, I +could not laugh her out of her belief, and seeing how low-spirited she +was, I offered to pass the night with her. It was a very nice night +indeed. As soon as ever we had retired to bed, although a lamp burned in +the room, Mrs. Cooper declared that her husband was sitting in the same +chair as the night before, and accused me of deception when I declared +that I saw nothing at all. I sat up in bed and strained my eyes, but I +could discern nothing but an empty arm-chair, and told her so. She +persisted that Major Cooper sat there, and described his personal +appearance and actions. I got out of bed and sat in the chair, when she +cried out, "Don't, don't! _You are sitting right on him!_" It was +evident that the apparition was as real to her as if it had been flesh +and blood. I jumped up again fast enough, not feeling very comfortable +myself, and lay by her side for the remainder of the night, listening to +her asseverations that Major Cooper was either dying or dead. She would +not part with me, and on the third night I had to endure the same ordeal +as on the second. After the third night the apparition ceased to appear +to her, and I was permitted to return home. But before I did so, Mrs. +Cooper showed me her pocket-book, in which she had written down against +the 8th, 9th, and 10th of July this sentence: "Mark sat by my bedside +all night." + +The time passed on, and no bad news arrived from China, but the mails +had been intercepted and postal communication suspended. Occasionally, +however, we received letters by a sailing vessel. At last came +September, and on the third of that month Mrs. Cooper's baby was born +and died. She was naturally in great distress about it, and I was doubly +horrified when I was called from her bedside to receive the news of her +husband's death, which had taken place from a sudden attack of fever at +Macao. We did not intend to let Mrs. Cooper hear of this until she was +convalescent, but as soon as I re-entered her room she broached the +subject. + +"Are there any letters from China?" she asked. (Now this question was +remarkable in itself, because the mails having been cut off, there was +no particular date when letters might be expected to arrive from the +seat of war.) Fearing she would insist upon hearing the news, I +temporized and answered her, "We have received none." "But there is a +letter for me," she continued: "a letter with the intelligence of Mark's +death. It is useless denying it. I know he is dead. He died on the 10th +of July." And on reference to the official memorandum, this was found to +be true. Major Cooper had been taken ill on the first day he had +appeared to his wife, and died on the third. And this incident was the +more remarkable, because they were neither of them young nor sentimental +people, neither had they lived long enough together to form any very +strong sympathy or accord between them. But as I have related it, so it +occurred. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +MY FIRST SEANCE. + + +I had returned from India and spent several years in England before the +subject of Modern Spiritualism was brought under my immediate notice. +Cursorily I had heard it mentioned by some people as a dreadfully wicked +thing, diabolical to the last degree, by others as a most amusing +pastime for evening parties, or when one wanted to get some "fun out of +the table." But neither description charmed me, nor tempted me to pursue +the occupation. I had already lost too many friends. Spiritualism (so it +seemed to me) must either be humbug or a very solemn thing, and I +neither wished to trifle with it or to be trifled with by it. And after +twenty years' continued experience I hold the same opinion. I have +proved Spiritualism _not_ to be humbug, therefore I regard it in a +sacred light. For, _from whatever cause_ it may proceed, it opens a vast +area for thought to any speculative mind, and it is a matter of constant +surprise to me to see the indifference with which the world regards it. +That it _exists_ is an undeniable fact. Men of science have acknowledged +it, and the churches cannot deny it. The only question appears to be, +"_What_ is it, and _whence_ does the power proceed?" If (as many clever +people assert) from ourselves, then must these bodies and minds of ours +possess faculties hitherto undreamed of, and which we have allowed to +lie culpably fallow. If our bodies contain magnetic forces sufficient to +raise substantial and apparently living forms from the bare earth, which +our eyes are clairvoyant enough to see, and which can articulate words +which our ears are clairaudient enough to hear--if, in addition to this, +our minds can read each other's inmost thoughts, can see what is passing +at a distance, and foretell what will happen in the future, then are our +human powers greater than we have ever imagined, and we ought to do a +great deal more with them than we do. And even regarding Spiritualism +from _that_ point of view, I cannot understand the lack of interest +displayed in the discovery, to turn these marvellous powers of the human +mind to greater account. + +To discuss it, however, from the usual meaning given to the word, +namely, as a means of communication with the departed, leaves me as +puzzled as before. All Christians acknowledge they have spirits +independent of their bodies, and that when their bodies die, their +spirits will continue to live on. Wherein, then, lies the terror of the +idea that these liberated spirits will have the privilege of roaming the +universe as they will? And if they argue the _impossibility_ of their +return, they deny the records which form the only basis of their +religion. No greater proof can be brought forward of the truth of +Spiritualism than the truth of the Bible, which teems and bristles with +accounts of it from beginning to end. From the period when the Lord God +walked with Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden, and the angels came to +Abram's tent, and pulled Lot out of the doomed city; when the witch of +Endor raised up Samuel, and Balaam's ass spoke, and Ezekiel wrote that +the hair of his head stood up because "a spirit" passed before him, to +the presence of Satan with Jesus in the desert, and the reappearance of +Moses and Elias, the resurrection of Christ Himself, and His talking and +eating with His disciples, and the final account of John being caught up +to Heaven to receive the Revelations--_all is Spiritualism, and nothing +else_. The Protestant Church that pins its faith upon the Bible, and +nothing but the Bible, cannot deny that the spirits of mortal men have +reappeared and been recognized upon this earth, as when the graves +opened at the time of the Christ's crucifixion, and "many bodies of +those that were dead arose and went into the city, and were seen of +many." The Catholic Church does not attempt to deny it. All her legends +and miracles (which are disbelieved and ridiculed by the Protestants +aforesaid) are founded on the same truth--the miraculous or supernatural +return (as it is styled) of those who are gone, though I hope to make my +readers believe, as I do, that there is nothing miraculous in it, and +far from being _super_natural it is only a continuation of Nature. +Putting the churches and the Bible, however, on one side, the History of +Nations proves it to be possible. There is not a people on the face of +the globe that has not its (so-called) superstitions, nor a family +hardly, which has not experienced some proofs of spiritual communion +with earth. Where learning and science have thrust all belief out of +sight, it is only natural that the man who does not believe in a God nor +a Hereafter should not credit the existence of spirits, nor the +possibility of communicating with them. But the lower we go in the scale +of society, the more simple and childlike the mind, the more readily +does such a faith gain credence, and the more stories you will hear to +justify belief. It is just the same with religion, which is hid from the +wise and prudent, and revealed to babes. + +If I am met here with the objection that the term "Spiritualism" has +been at times mixed up with so much that is evil as to become an +offence, I have no better answer to make than by turning to the +irrefragable testimony of the Past and Present to prove that in all +ages, and of all religions, there have been corrupt and demoralized +exponents whose vices have threatened to pull down the fabric they lived +to raise. Christianity itself would have been overthrown before now, had +we been unable to separate its doctrine from its practice. + +I held these views in the month of February, 1873, when I made one of a +party of friends assembled at the house of Miss Elizabeth Philip, in +Gloucester Crescent, and was introduced to Mr. Henry Dunphy of the +_Morning Post_, both of them since gone to join the great majority. Mr. +Dunphy soon got astride of his favorite hobby of Spiritualism, and gave +me an interesting account of some of the _seances_ he had attended. I +had heard so many clever men and women discuss the subject before, that +I had begun to believe on their authority that there must be "something +in it," but I held the opinion that sittings in the dark must afford so +much liberty for deception, that I would engage in none where I was not +permitted the use of my eyesight. + +I expressed myself somewhat after this fashion to Mr. Dunphy. He +replied, "Then the time has arrived for you to investigate Spiritualism, +for I can introduce you to a medium who will show you the faces of the +dead." This proposal exactly met my wishes, and I gladly accepted it. +Annie Thomas (Mrs. Pender Cudlip,) the novelist, who is an intimate +friend of mine, was staying with me at the time and became as eager as I +was to investigate the phenomena. We took the address Mr. Dunphy gave us +of Mrs. Holmes, the American medium, then visiting London, and lodging +in Old Quebec Street, Portman Square, but we refused his introduction, +preferring to go _incognito_. Accordingly, the next evening, when she +held a public _seance_, we presented ourselves at Mrs. Holmes' door; and +having first removed our wedding-rings, and tried to look as virginal as +possible, sent up our names as Miss Taylor and Miss Turner. I am +perfectly aware that this medium was said afterwards to be +untrustworthy. So may a servant who was perfectly honest, whilst in my +service, leave me for a situation where she is detected in theft. That +does not alter the fact that she stole nothing from me. I do not think I +know _a single medium_ of whom I have not (at some time or other) heard +the same thing, and I do not think I know a single woman whom I have not +also, at some time or other, heard scandalized by her own sex, however +pure and chaste she may imagine the world holds her. The question +affects me in neither case. I value my acquaintances for what they are +_to me_, not for what they may be to others; and I have placed trust in +my media from what I individually have seen and heard, and proved to be +genuine in their presence, and not from what others may imagine they +have found out about them. It is no detriment to my witness that the +media I sat with cheated somebody else, either before or after. My +business was only to take care that _I_ was not cheated, and I have +never, in Spiritualism, accepted anything at the hands of others that I +could not prove for myself. + +Mrs. Holmes did not receive us very graciously on the present occasion. +We were strangers to her--probably sceptics, and she eyed us rather +coldly. It was a bitter night, and the snow lay so thick upon the ground +that we had some difficulty in procuring a hansom to take us from +Bayswater to Old Quebec Street. No other visitors arrived, and after a +little while Mrs. Holmes offered to return our money (ten shillings), as +she said if she did sit with us, there would probably be no +manifestations on account of the inclemency of the weather. (Often since +then I have proved her assertion to be true, and found that any extreme +of heat or cold is liable to make a _seance_ a dead failure). + +But Annie Thomas had to return to her home in Torquay on the following +day, and so we begged the medium to try at least to show us something, +as we were very curious on the subject. I am not quite sure what I +expected or hoped for on this occasion. I was full of curiosity and +anticipation, but I am sure that I never thought I should see any face +which I could recognize as having been on earth. We waited till nine +o'clock in hopes that a circle would be formed, but as no one else came, +Mrs. Holmes consented to sit with us alone, warning us, however, several +times to prepare for a disappointment. The lights were therefore +extinguished, and we sat for the usual preliminary dark _seance_, which +was good, perhaps, but has nothing to do with a narrative of facts, +proved to be so. When it concluded, the gas was re-lit and we sat for +"Spirit Faces." + +There were two small rooms connected by folding doors. Annie Thomas and +I, were asked to go into the back room--to lock the door communicating +with the landings, and secure it with our own seal, stamped upon a piece +of tape stretched across the opening--to examine the window and bar the +shutter inside--to search the room thoroughly, in fact, to see that no +one was concealed in it--and we did all this as a matter of business. +When we had satisfied ourselves that no one could enter from the back, +Mr. and Mrs. Holmes, Annie Thomas, and I were seated on four chairs in +the front room, arranged in a row before the folding doors, which were +opened, and a square of black calico fastened across the aperture from +one wall to the other. In this piece of calico was cut a square hole +about the size of an ordinary window, at which we were told the spirit +faces (if any) would appear. There was no singing, nor noise of any sort +made to drown the sounds of preparation, and we could have heard even a +rustle in the next room. Mr. and Mrs. Holmes talked to us of their +various experiences, until, we were almost tired of waiting, when +something white and indistinct like a cloud of tobacco smoke, or a +bundle of gossamer, appeared and disappeared again. + +"They are coming! I _am_ glad!" said Mrs. Holmes. "I didn't think we +should get anything to-night,"--and my friend and I were immediately on +the tiptoe of expectation. The white mass advanced and retreated several +times, and finally settled before the aperture and opened in the +middle, when a female face was distinctly to be seen above the black +calico. What was our amazement to recognize the features of Mrs. Thomas, +Annie Thomas' mother. Here I should tell my readers that Annie's father, +who was a lieutenant in the Royal Navy and captain of the coastguard at +Morston in Norfolk, had been a near neighbor and great friend of my +father, Captain Marryat, and their children had associated like brothers +and sisters. I had therefore known Mrs. Thomas well, and recognized her +at once, as, of course, did her daughter. The witness of two people is +considered sufficient in law. It ought to be accepted by society. Poor +Annie was very much affected, and talked to her mother in the most +incoherent manner. The spirit did not appear able to answer in words, +but she bowed her head or shook it, according as she wished to say "yes" +or "no." I could not help feeling awed at the appearance of the dear old +lady, but the only thing that puzzled me was the cap she wore, which was +made of white net, quilled closely round her face, and unlike any I had +ever seen her wear in life. I whispered this to Annie, and she replied +at once, "It is the cap she was buried in," which settled the question. +Mrs. Thomas had possessed a very pleasant but very uncommon looking +face, with bright black eyes, and a complexion of pink and white like +that of a child. It was some time before Annie could be persuaded to let +her mother go, but the next face that presented itself astonished her +quite as much, for she recognized it as that of Captain Gordon, a +gentleman whom she had known intimately and for a length of time. I had +never seen Captain Gordon in the flesh, but I had heard of him, and knew +he had died from a sudden accident. All I saw was the head of a +good-looking, fair, young man, and not feeling any personal interest in +his appearance, I occupied the time during which my friend conversed +with him about olden days, by minutely examining the working of the +muscles of his throat, which undeniably stretched when his head moved. +As I was doing so, he leaned forward, and I saw a dark stain, which +looked like a clot of blood, on his fair hair, on the left side of the +forehead. + +"Annie! what did Captain Gordon die of?" I asked. "He fell from a +railway carriage," she replied, "and struck his head upon the line." I +then pointed out to her the blood upon his hair. Several other faces +appeared, which we could not recognize. At last came one of a gentleman, +apparently moulded like a bust in plaster of Paris. He had a kind of +smoking cap upon the head, curly hair, and a beard, but from being +perfectly colorless, he looked so unlike nature, that I could not trace +a resemblance to any friend of mine, though he kept on bowing in my +direction, to indicate that I knew, or had known him. I examined this +face again and again in vain. Nothing in it struck me as familiar, until +the mouth broke into a grave, amused smile at my perplexity. In a moment +I recognized it as that of my dear old friend, John Powles, whose +history I shall relate _in extenso_ further on. I exclaimed "Powles," +and sprang towards it, but with my hasty action the figure disappeared. +I was terribly vexed at my imprudence, for this was the friend of all +others I desired to see, and sat there, hoping and praying the spirit +would return, but it did not. Annie Thomas' mother and friend both came +back several times; indeed, Annie recalled Captain Gordon so often, that +on his last appearance the power was so exhausted, his face looked like +a faded sketch in water-colors, but "Powles" had vanished altogether. +The last face we saw that night was that of a little girl, and only her +eyes and nose were visible, the rest of her head and face being +enveloped in some white flimsy material like muslin. Mrs. Holmes asked +her for whom she came, and she intimated that it was for me. I said she +must be mistaken, and that I had known no one in life like her. The +medium questioned her very closely, and tried to put her "out of court," +as it were. Still, the child persisted that she came for me. Mrs. Holmes +said to me, "Cannot you remember _anyone_ of that age connected with you +in the spirit world? No cousin, nor niece, nor sister, nor the child of +a friend?" I tried to remember, but I could not, and answered, "No! no +child of that age." She then addressed the little spirit. "You have made +a mistake. There is no one here who knows you. You had better move on." +So the child did move on, but very slowly and reluctantly. I could read +her disappointment in her eyes, and after she had disappeared, she +peeped round the corner again and looked at me, longingly. This was +"Florence," my dear _lost_ child (as I then called her), who had left me +as a little infant of ten days old, and whom I could not at first +recognize as a young girl of ten years. Her identity, however, has been +proved to me since, beyond all doubt, as will be seen in the chapter +which relates my reunion with her, and is headed "My Spirit Child." Thus +ended the first _seance_ at which I ever assisted, and it made a +powerful impression upon my mind. Mrs. Holmes, in bidding us good-night, +said, "You two ladies must be very powerful mediums. I never held so +successful a _seance_ with strangers in my life before." This news +elated us--we were eager to pursue our investigations, and were +enchanted to think we could have _seances_ at home, and as soon as Annie +Thomas took up her residence in London, we agreed to hold regular +meetings for the purpose. This was the _seance_ that made me a student +of the psychological phenomena, which the men of the nineteenth century +term Spiritualism. Had it turned out a failure, I might now have been as +most men are. _Quien sabe?_ As it was, it incited me to go on and on, +until I have seen and heard things which at that moment would have +seemed utterly impossible to me. And I would not have missed the +experience I have passed through for all the good this world could offer +me. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +CURIOUS COINCIDENCES. + + +Before I proceed to write down the results of my private and +premeditated investigations, I am reminded to say a word respecting the +permission I received for the pursuit of Spiritualism. As soon as I +expressed my curiosity on the subject, I was met on all sides with the +objection that, as I am a Catholic, I could not possibly have anything +to do with the matter, and it is a fact that the Church strictly forbids +all meddling with necromancy, or communion with the departed. Necromancy +is a terrible word, is it not? especially to such people as do not +understand its meaning, and only associate it with the dead of night and +charmed circles, and seething caldrons, and the arch fiend, in _propria +persona_, with two horns and a tail. Yet it seems strange to me that the +Catholic Church, whose very doctrine is overlaid with Spiritualism, and +who makes it a matter of belief that the Saints hear and help us in our +prayers and the daily actions of our lives, and recommends our kissing +the ground every morning at the feet of our guardian angel, should +consider it unlawful for us to communicate with our departed relatives. +I cannot see the difference in iniquity between speaking to John Powles, +who was and is a dear and trusted friend of mine, and Saint Peter of +Alcantara, who is an old man whom I never saw in this life. They were +both men, both mortal, and are both spirits. Again, surely my mother who +was a pious woman all her life, and is now in the other world, would be +just as likely to take an interest in my welfare, and to try and promote +the prospect of our future meeting, as Saint Veronica Guiliani, who is +my patron. Yet were I to spend half my time in prayer before Saint +Veronica's altar, asking her help and guidance, I should be doing right +(according to the Church), but if I did the same thing at my mother's +grave, or spoke to her at a _seance_, I should be doing wrong. These +distinctions without a difference were hard nuts to crack, and I was +bound to settle the matter with my conscience before I went on with my +investigations. + +It is a fact that I have met quite as many Catholics as Protestants +(especially of the higher classes) amongst the investigators of +Spiritualism, and I have not been surprised at it, for who could better +understand and appreciate the beauty of communications from the spirit +world than members of that Church which instructs us to believe in the +communion of saints, as an ever-present, though invisible mystery. +Whether my Catholic acquaintances had received permission to attend +_seances_ or not, was no concern of mine, but I took good care to +procure it for myself, and I record it here, because rumors have +constantly reached me of people having said behind my back that I can be +"no Catholic" because I am a spiritualist. + +My director at that time was Father Dalgairn, of the Oratory at +Brompton, and it was to him I took my difficulty. I was a very constant +press writer and reviewer, and to be unable to attend and report on +spiritualistic meetings would have seriously militated against my +professional interests. I represented this to the Father, and (although +under protest) I received his permission to pursue the research in the +cause of science. He did more than ease my conscience. He became +interested in what I had to tell him on the subject, and we had many +conversations concerning it. He also lent me from his own library the +lives of such saints as had heard voices and seen visions, of those in +fact who (like myself) had been the victims of "Optical Illusions." +Amongst these I found the case of Saint Anne-Catherine of Emmerich, so +like my own, that I began to think that I too might turn out to be a +saint in disguise. It has not come to pass yet, but there is no knowing +what may happen. + +She used to see the spirits floating beside her as she walked to mass, +and heard them asking her to pray for them as they pointed to "les +taches sur leurs robes." The musical instruments used to play without +hands in her presence, and voices from invisible throats sound in her +ears, as they have done in mine. I have only inserted this clause, +however, for the satisfaction of those Catholic acquaintances with whom +I have sat at _seances_, and who will probably be the first to exclaim +against the publication of _our_ joint experiences. I trust they will +acknowledge, after reading it, that I am not worse than themselves, +though I may be a little bolder in avowing my opinions. + +Before I began this chapter, I had an argument with that friend of mine +called Self (who has but too often worsted me in the Battle of Life), as +to whether I should say anything about table-rapping or tilting. The +very fact of so common an article of furniture as a table, as an agent +of communication with the unseen world, has excited so much ridicule and +opens so wide a field for chicanery, that I thought it would be wiser to +drop the subject, and confine myself to those phases of the science or +art, or religion, or whatever the reader may like to call it, that can +be explained or described on paper. The philosophers of the nineteenth +century have invented so many names for the cause that makes a table +turn round--tilt--or rap--that I feel quite unable (not being a +philosopher) to cope with them. It is "magnetic force" or "psychic +force,"--it is "unconscious cerebration" or "brain-reading"--and it is +exceedingly difficult to tell the outside world of the private reasons +that convince individuals that the answers they receive are _not_ +emanations from their own brains. I shall not attempt to refute their +reasonings from their own standpoint. I see the difficulties in the way, +so much so that I have persistently refused for many years past to sit +at the table with strangers, for it is only a lengthened study of the +matter that can possibly convince a person of its truth. I cannot, +however, see the extreme folly myself of holding communication (under +the circumstances) through the raps or tilts of a table, or any other +object. These tiny indications of an influence ulterior to our own are +not necessarily confined to a table. I have received them through a +cardboard box, a gentleman's hat, a footstool, the strings of a guitar, +and on the back of my chair, even on the pillow of my bed. And which, +amongst the philosophers I have alluded to, could suggest a simpler mode +of communication? + +I have put the question to clever men thus: "Suppose yourself, after +having been able to write and talk to me, suddenly deprived of the +powers of speech and touch, and made invisible, so that we could not +understand each other by signs, what better means than by taps or tilts +on any article, when the right word or letter is named, could you think +of by which to communicate with me?" + +And my clever men have never been able to propose an easier or more +sensible plan, and if anybody can suggest one, I should very much like +to hear of it. The following incidents all took place through the +much-ridiculed tipping of the table, but managed to knock some sense out +of it nevertheless. On looking over the note book which I faithfully +kept when we first held _seances_ at home, I find many tests of identity +which took place through my own mediumship, and which could not possibly +have been the effects of thought-reading. I devote this chapter to their +relation. I hope it will be observed with what admirable caution I have +headed it. I have a few drops of Scotch blood in me by the mother's +side, and I think they must have aided me here. "Curious coincidences." +Why, not the most captious and unbelieving critic of them all can find +fault with so modest and unpretending a title. Everyone believes in the +occasional possibility of "curious coincidences." + +It was not until the month of June, 1873, that we formed a home circle, +and commenced regularly to sit together. We became so interested in the +pursuit, that we used to sit every evening, and sometimes till three and +four o'clock in the morning, greatly to our detriment, both mental and +physical. We seldom sat alone, being generally joined by two or three +friends from outside, and the results were sometimes very startling, as +we were a strong circle. The memoranda of these sittings, sometimes with +one party and sometimes with another, extend over a period of years, but +I shall restrict myself to relating a few incidents that were verified +by subsequent events. + +The means by which we communicated with the influences around us was the +usual one. We sat round the table and laid our hands upon it, and I (or +anyone who might be selected for the purpose) spelled over the alphabet, +and raps or tilts occurred when the desired letter was reached. This in +reality is not so tedious a process as it may appear, and once used to +it, one may get through a vast amount of conversation in an hour by this +means. A medium is soon able to guess the word intended to be spelt, for +there are not so many after all in use in general conversation. + +Some one had come to our table on several occasions, giving the name of +"Valerie," but refusing to say any more, so we thought she was an idle +or frivolous spirit, and had been in the habit of driving her away. One +evening, on the 1st of July, however, our circle was augmented by Mr. +Henry Stacke, when "Valerie" was immediately spelled out, and the +following conversation ensued. Mr. Stacke said to me, "Who is this?" and +I replied carelessly, "O! she's a little devil! She never has anything +to say." The table rocked violently at this, and the taps spelled out. + +"Je ne suis pas diable." + +"Hullo! Valerie, so you can talk now! For whom do you come?" + +"Monsieur Stacke." + +"Where did you meet him?" + +"On the Continent." + +"Whereabouts?" + +"Between Dijon and Macon." + +"How did you meet him?" + +"In a railway carriage." + +"What where you doing there?" + +Here she relapsed into French, and said, + +"Ce m'est impossible de dire." + +At this juncture Mr. Stacke observed that he had never been in a train +between Dijon and Macon but once in his life, and if the spirit was with +him then, she must remember what was the matter with their +fellow-passenger. + +"Mais oui, oui--il etait fou," she replied, which proved to be perfectly +correct. Mr. Stacke also remembered that two ladies in the same carriage +had been terribly frightened, and he had assisted them to get into +another. "Valerie" continued, "Priez pour moi." + +"Pourquoi, Valerie?" + +"Parce que j'ai beaucoup peche." + +There was an influence who frequented our society at that time and +called himself "Charlie." + +He stated that his full name had been "Stephen Charles Bernard +Abbot,"--that he had been a monk of great literary attainments--that he +had embraced the monastic life in the reign of Queen Mary, and +apostatized for political reasons in that of Elizabeth, and been "earth +bound" in consequence ever since. + +"Charlie" asked us to sing one night, and we struck up the very vulgar +refrain of "Champagne Charlie," to which he greatly objected, asking for +something more serious. + +I began, "Ye banks and braes o' bonnie Doon." + +"Why, that's as bad as the other," said Charlie. "It was a ribald and +obscene song in the reign of Elizabeth. The drunken roysterers used to +sing it in the street as they rolled home at night." + +"You must be mistaken, Charlie! It's a well-known Scotch air." + +"It's no more Scotch than I am," he replied. "The Scotch say they +invented everything. It's a tune of the time of Elizabeth. Ask Brinley +Richards." + +Having the pleasure of the acquaintance of that gentleman, who was the +great authority on the origin of National Ballads, I applied to him for +the information, and received an answer to say that "Charlie" was right, +but that Mr. Richards had not been aware of the fact himself until he +had searched some old MSS. in the British Museum for the purpose of +ascertaining the truth. + +I was giving a sitting once to an officer from Aldershot, a cousin of my +own, who was quite prepared to ridicule every thing that took place. +After having teased me into giving him a _seance_, he began by cheating +himself, and then accused me of cheating him, and altogether tired out +my patience. At last I proposed a test, though with little hope of +success. + +"Let us ask John Powles to go down to Aldershot," I said, "and bring us +word what your brother officers are doing." + +"O, yes! by Jove! Capital idea! Here! you fellow Powles, cut off to the +camp, will you, and go to the barracks of the 84th, and let us know what +Major R---- is doing." The message came back in about three minutes. +"Major R---- has just come in from duty," spelt out Powles. "He is +sitting on the side of his bed, changing his uniform trousers for a pair +of grey tweed." + +"I'm sure that's wrong," said my cousin, "because the men are never +called out at this time of the day." + +It was then four o'clock, as we had been careful to ascertain. My cousin +returned to camp the same evening, and the next day I received a note +from him to say, "That fellow Powles is a brick. It was quite right. +R---- was unexpectedly ordered to turn out his company yesterday +afternoon, and he returned to barracks and changed his things for the +grey tweed suit exactly at four o'clock." + +But I have always found my friend Powles (when he _will_ condescend to +do anything for strangers, which is seldom) remarkably correct in +detailing the thoughts and actions of absentees, sometimes on the other +side of the globe. + +I went one afternoon to pay an ordinary social call on a lady named Mrs. +W----, and found her engaged in an earnest conversation on Spiritualism +with a stout woman and a commonplace man--two as material looking +individuals as ever I saw, and who appeared all the more so under a +sultry August sun. As soon as Mrs. W---- saw me, she exclaimed, "O! here +is Mrs. Ross-Church. She will tell you all about the spirits. Do, Mrs. +Ross-Church, sit down at the table and let us have a _seance_." + +A _seance_ on a burning, blazing afternoon in August, with two stolid +and uninteresting, and worse still, _uninterested_ looking strangers, +who appeared to think Mrs. W---- had a "bee in her bonnet." I +protested--I reasoned--I pleaded--all in vain. My hostess continued to +urge, and society places the guest at the mercy of her hostess. So, in +an evil temper, I pulled off my gloves, and placed my hands +indifferently on the table. The following words were at once rapped +out-- + +"I am Edward G----. Did you ever pay Johnson the seventeen pounds twelve +you received for my saddlery?" + +The gentleman opposite to me turned all sorts of colors, and began to +stammer out a reply, whilst his wife looked very confused. I asked the +influence, "Who are you?" It replied, "_He_ knows! His late colonel! Why +hasn't Johnson received that money?" This is what I call an "awkward" +coincidence, and I have had many such occur through me--some that have +driven acquaintances away from the table, vowing vengeance against me, +and racking their brains to discover _who_ had told me of their secret +peccadilloes. The gentleman in question (whose name even I do not +remember) confessed that the identity and main points of the message +were true, but he did _not_ confide to us whether Johnson had ever +received that seventeen pounds twelve. + +I had a beautiful English greyhound, called "Clytie," a gift from Annie +Thomas to me, and this dog was given to straying from my house in +Colville Road, Bayswater, which runs parallel to Portobello Road, a +rather objectionable quarter, composed of inferior shops, one of which, +a fried fish shop, was an intolerable nuisance, and used to fill the +air around with its rich perfume. On one occasion "Clytie" stayed away +from home so much longer than usual, that I was afraid she was lost in +good earnest, and posted bills offering a reward for her. "Charlie" came +to the table that evening and said, "Don't offer a reward for the dog. +Send for her." + +"Where am I to send?" I asked. + +"She is tied up at the fried fish shop in Portobello Road. Send the cook +to see." + +I told the servant in question that I had heard the greyhound was +detained at the fish shop, and sent her to inquire. She returned with +"Clytie." Her account was, that on making inquiries, the man in the shop +had been very insolent to her, and she had raised her voice in reply; +that she had then heard and recognized the sharp, peculiar bark of the +greyhound from an upper storey, and, running up before the man could +prevent her, she had found "Clytie" tied up to a bedstead with a piece +of rope, and had called in a policeman to enable her to take the dog +away. I have often heard the assertion that Spiritualism is of no +practical good, and, doubtless, it was never intended to be so, but this +incident was, at least, an exception to the rule. + +When abroad, on one occasion, I was asked by a Catholic Abbe to sit with +him. He had never seen any manifestations before, and he did not believe +in them, but he was curious on the subject. I knew nothing of him +further than that he was a priest, and a Jesuit, and a great friend of +my sister's, at whose house I was staying. He spoke English, and the +conversation was carried on in that language. He had told me beforehand +that if he could receive a perfectly private test, that he should never +doubt the truth of the manifestations again. I left him, therefore, to +conduct the investigation entirely by himself, I acting only as the +medium between him and the influence. As soon as the table moved he put +his question direct, without asking who was there to answer it. + +"Where is my chasuble?" + +Now a priest's chasuble, _I_ should have said, must be either hanging in +the sacristy or packed away at home, or been sent away to be altered or +mended. But the answer was wide of all my speculations. + +"At the bottom of the Red Sea." + +The priest started, but continued-- + +"Who put it there?" + +"Elias Dodo." + +"What was his object in doing so?" + +"He found the parcel a burthen, and did not expect any reward for +delivering it." + +The Abbe really looked as if he had encountered the devil. He wiped the +perspiration from his forehead, and put one more question. + +"Of what was my chasuble made?" + +"Your sister's wedding dress." + +The priest then explained to me that his sister had made him a chasuble +out of her wedding dress--one of the forms of returning thanks in the +Church, but that after a while it became old fashioned, and the Bishop, +going his rounds, ordered him to get another. He did not like to throw +away his sister's gift, so he decided to send the old chasuble to a +priest in India, where they are very poor, and not so particular as to +fashion. He confided the packet to a man called Elias Dodo, a +sufficiently singular name, but neither he nor the priest he sent it to +had ever heard anything more of the chasuble, or the man who promised to +deliver it. + +A young artist of the name of Courtney was a visitor at my house. He +asked me to sit with him alone, when the table began rapping out a +number of consonants--a farrago of nonsense, it appeared to me, and I +stopped and said so. But Mr. Courtney, who appeared much interested, +begged me to proceed. When the communication was finished, he said to +me, "This is the most wonderful thing I have ever heard. My father has +been at the table talking to me in Welsh. He has told me our family +motto, and all about my birth-place and relations in Wales." I said, "I +never heard you were a Welshman." "Yes! I am," he replied, "my real name +is Powell. I have only adopted the name of Courtney for professional +purposes." + +This was all news to me, but had it not been, _I cannot speak Welsh_. + +I could multiply such cases by the dozen, but that I fear to tire my +readers, added to which the majority of them were of so strictly private +a nature that it would be impossible to put them into print. This is +perhaps the greatest drawback that one encounters in trying to prove +the truth of Spiritualism. The best tests we receive are when the very +secrets of our hearts, which we have not confided to our nearest +friends, are revealed to us. I could relate (had I the permission of the +persons most interested) the particulars of a well-known law suit, in +which the requisite evidence, and names and addresses of witnesses, were +all given though my mediumship, and were the cause of the case being +gained by the side that came to me for "information." Some of the +coincidences I have related in this chapter might, however, be ascribed +by the sceptical to the mysterious and unknown power of brain reading, +whatever that may be, and however it may come, apart from mediumship, +but how is one to account for the facts I shall tell you in my next +chapter. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +EMBODIED SPIRITS. + + +I was having a sitting one day in my own house with a lady friend, named +Miss Clark, when a female spirit came to the table and spelt out the +name "Tiny." + +"Who are you?" I asked, "and for whom do you come?" + +"I am a friend of Major M----" (mentioning the full name), "and I want +your help." + +"Are you any relation to Major M----?" + +"I am the mother of his child." + +"What do you wish me to do for you?" + +"Tell him he must go down to Portsmouth and look after my daughter. He +has not seen her for years. The old woman is dead, and the man is a +drunkard. She is falling into evil courses. He must save her from them." + +"What is your real name?" + +"I will not give it. There is no need. He always called me 'Tiny.'" + +"How old is your daughter." + +"Nineteen! Her name is Emily! I want her to be married. Tell him to +promise her a wedding trousseau. It may induce her to marry." + +The influence divulged a great deal more on the subject which I cannot +write down here. It was an account of one of those cruel acts of +seduction by which a young girl had been led into trouble in order to +gratify a man's selfish lust, and astonished both Miss Clark and myself, +who had never heard of such a person as "Tiny" before. It was too +delicate a matter for me to broach to Major M---- (who was a married +man, and an intimate friend of mine), but the spirit came so many times +and implored me so earnestly to save her daughter, that at last I +ventured to repeat the communication to him. He was rather taken aback, +but confessed it was true, and that the child, being left to his care, +had been given over to the charge of some common people at Portsmouth, +and he had not enquired after it for some time past. Neither had he ever +heard of the death of the mother, who had subsequently married, and had +a family. He instituted inquiries, however, at once, and found the +statement to be quite true, and that the girl Emily, being left with no +better protection than that of the drunken old man, had actually gone +astray, and not long after she was had up at the police court for +stabbing a soldier in a public-house--a fit ending for the unfortunate +offspring of a man's selfish passions. But the strangest part of the +story to the uninitiated will lie in the fact that the woman whose +spirit thus manifested itself to two utter strangers, who knew neither +her history nor her name, was at the time _alive_, and living with her +husband and family, as Major M---- took pains to ascertain. + +And now I have something to say on the subject of communicating with the +spirits of persons still in the flesh. This will doubtless appear the +most incomprehensible and fanatical assertion of all, that we wear our +earthly garb so loosely, that the spirits of people still living in this +world can leave the body and manifest themselves either visibly or +orally to others in their normal condition. And yet it is a fact that +spirits have so visited myself (as in the case I have just recorded), +and given me information of which I had not the slightest previous idea. +The matter has been explained to me after this fashion--that it is not +really the spirit of the living person who communicates, but the spirit, +or "control," that is nearest to him: in effect what the Church calls +his "guardian angel," and that this guardian angel, who knows his inmost +thoughts and desires better even than he knows them himself, is equally +capable of speaking in his name. This idea of the matter may shift the +marvel from one pair of shoulders to another, but it does not do away +with it. If I can receive information of events before they occur (as I +will prove that I have), I present a nut for the consideration of the +public jaw, which even the scientists will find difficult to crack. It +was at one time my annual custom to take my children to the sea-side, +and one summer, being anxious to ascertain how far the table could be +made to act without the aid of "unconscious cerebration," I arranged +with my friends, Mr. Helmore and Mrs. Colnaghi, who had been in the +habit of sitting with us at home, that _we_ should continue to sit at +the sea-side on Tuesday evenings as theretofore, and _they_ should sit +in London on the Thursdays, when I would try to send them messages +through "Charlie," the spirit I have already mentioned as being +constantly with us. + +The first Tuesday my message was, "Ask them how they are getting on +without us," which was faithfully delivered at their table on the +following Thursday. The return message from them which "Charlie" spelled +out for us on the second Tuesday, was: "Tell her London is a desert +without her," to which I emphatically, if not elegantly, answered, +"Fiddle-de-dee!" A few days afterwards I received a letter from Mr. +Helmore, in which he said, "I am afraid 'Charlie' is already tired of +playing at postman, for to all our questions about you last Thursday, he +would only rap out, 'Fiddle-de-dee.'" + +The circumstance to which this little episode is but an introduction +happened a few days later. Mr. Colnaghi and Mr. Helmore, sitting +together as usual on Thursday evening, were discussing the possibility +of summoning the spirits of _living persons_ to the table, when +"Charlie" rapped three times to intimate they could. + +"Will you fetch some one for us, Charlie?" + +"Yes." + +"Whom will you bring?" + +"Mrs. Ross-Church." + +"How long will it take you to do so?" + +"Fifteen minutes." + +It was in the middle of the night when I must have been fast asleep, and +the two young men told me afterwards that they waited the results of +their experiment with much trepidation, wondering (I suppose) if I +should be conveyed bodily into their presence and box their ears well +for their impertinence. Exactly fifteen minutes afterwards, however, the +table was violently shaken and the words were spelt out. "I am Mrs. +Ross-Church. How _dared_ you send for me?" They were very penitent (or +they said they were), but they described my manner as most arbitrary, +and said I went on repeating, "Let me go back! Let me go back! There is +a great danger hanging over my children! I must go back to my children!" +(And here I would remark _par parenthese_, and in contradiction of the +guardian angel theory, that I have always found that whilst the spirits +of the departed come and go as they feel inclined, the spirits of the +living invariably _beg_ to be sent back again or permitted to go, as if +they were chained by the will of the medium.) On this occasion I was so +positive that I made a great impression on my two friends, and the next +day Mr. Helmore sent me a cautiously worded letter to find out if all +was well with us at Charmouth, but without disclosing the reason for his +curiosity. + +The _facts_ are, that on the morning of _Friday_, the day _after_ the +_seance_ in London, my seven children and two nurses were all sitting in +a small lodging-house room, when my brother-in-law, Dr. Henry Norris, +came in from ball practice with the volunteers, and whilst exhibiting +his rifle to my son, accidentally discharged it in the midst of them, +the ball passing through the wall within two inches of my eldest +daughter's head. When I wrote the account of this to Mr. Helmore, he +told me of my visit to London and the words I had spelt out on the +occasion. But how did I know of the occurrence the _night before_ it +took place? And if I--being asleep and unconscious--did _not_ know of +it, "Charlie" must have done so. + +My aerial visits to my friends, however, whilst my body was in quite +another place, have been made still more palpable than this. Once, when +living in the Regent's Park, I passed a very terrible and painful night. +Grief and fear kept me awake most of the time, and the morning found me +exhausted with the emotion I had gone through. About eleven o'clock +there walked in, to my surprise, Mrs. Fitzgerald (better known as a +medium under her maiden name of Bessie Williams), who lived in the +Goldhawk Road, Shepherd's Bush. "I couldn't help coming to you," she +commenced, "for I shall not be easy until I know how you are after the +terrible scene you have passed through." I stared at her. "Whom have you +seen?" I asked. "Who has told you of it?" "Yourself," she replied. "I +was waked up this morning between two and three o'clock by the sound of +sobbing and crying in the front garden. I got out of bed and opened the +window, and then I saw you standing on the grass plat in your +night-dress and crying bitterly. I asked you what was the matter, and +you told me so and so, and so and so." And here followed a detailed +account of all that had happened in my own house on the other side of +London, with the _very words_ that had been used, and every action that +had happened. I had seen no one and spoken to no one between the +occurrence and the time Mrs. Fitzgerald called upon me. If her story was +untrue, _who_ had so minutely informed her of a circumstance which it +was to the interest of all concerned to keep to themselves? + +When I first joined Mr. d'Oyley Carte's "Patience" Company in the +provinces, to play the part of "Lady Jane," I understood I was to have +four days' rehearsal. However, the lady whom I succeeded, hearing I had +arrived, took herself off, and the manager requested I would appear the +same night of my arrival. This was rather an ordeal to an artist who had +never sung on the operatic stage before, and who was not note perfect. +However, as a matter of obligation, I consented to do my best, but I was +very nervous. At the end of the second act, during the balloting scene, +Lady Jane has to appear suddenly on the stage, with the word "Away!" I +forget at this distance of time whether I made a mistake in pitching the +note a third higher or lower. I know it was not out of harmony, but it +was sufficiently wrong to send the chorus astray, and bring my heart up +into my mouth. It never occurred after the first night, but I never +stood at the wings again waiting for that particular entrance but I +"girded my loins together," as it were, with a kind of dread lest I +should repeat the error. After a while I perceived a good deal of +whispering about me in the company, and I asked poor Federici (who +played the colonel) the reason of it, particularly as he had previously +asked me to stand as far from him as I could upon the stage, as I +magnetized him so strongly that he couldn't sing if I was near him. +"Well! do you know," he said to me in answer, "that a very strange thing +occurs occasionally with reference to you, Miss Marryat. While you are +standing on the stage sometimes, you appear seated in the stalls. +Several people have seen it beside myself. I assure you it is true." + +"But _when_ do you see me?" I enquired with amazement. + +"It's always at the same time," he answered, "just before you run on at +the end of the second act. Of course it's only an appearance, but it's +very queer." I told him then of the strange feelings of distrust of +myself I experienced each night at that very moment, when my spirit +seems to have preceded myself upon the stage. + +I had a friend many years ago in India, who (like many other friends) +had permitted time and separation to come between us, and alienate us +from each other. I had not seen him nor heard from him for eleven years, +and to all appearance our friendship was at an end. One evening the +medium I have alluded to above, Mrs. Fitzgerald, who was a personal +friend of mine, was at my house, and after dinner she put her feet up on +the sofa--a very unusual thing for her--and closed her eyes. She and I +were quite alone in the drawing-room, and after a little while I +whispered softly, "Bessie, are you asleep?" The answer came from her +control "Dewdrop," a wonderfully sharp Red Indian girl. "No! she's in a +trance. There's somebody coming to speak to you! I don't want him to +come. He'll make the medium ill. But it's no use. I see him creeping +round the corner now." + +"But why should it make her ill?" I argued, believing we were about to +hold an ordinary _seance_. + +"Because he's a _live_ one, he hasn't passed over yet," replied Dewdrop, +"and live ones always make my medium feel sick. But it's no use. I can't +keep him out. He may as well come. But don't let him stay long." + +"Who is he, Dewdrop?" I demanded curiously. + +"_I_ don't know! Guess _you_ will! He's an old friend of yours, and his +name is George." Whereupon Bessie Fitzgerald laid back on the sofa +cushions, and Dewdrop ceased to speak. It was some time before there was +any result. The medium tossed and turned, and wiped the perspiration +from her forehead, and pushed back her hair, and beat up the cushions +and threw herself back upon them with a sigh, and went through all the +pantomime of a man trying to court sleep in a hot climate. Presently she +opened her eyes and glanced languidly around her. Her unmistakable +actions and the name "George" (which was that of my friend, then +resident in India) had naturally aroused my suspicions as to the +identity of the influence, and when Bessie opened her eyes, I asked +softly, "George, is that you?" At the sound of my voice the medium +started violently and sprung into a sitting posture, and then, looking +all round the room in a scared manner, she exclaimed, "Where am I? Who +brought me here?" Then catching sight of me, she continued, "Mrs. +Ross-Church!--Florence! Is this _your_ room? O! let me go! _Do_ let me +go!" + +This was not complimentary, to say the least of it, from a friend whom I +had not met for eleven years, but now that I had got him I had no +intention of letting him go, until I was convinced of his identity. But +the terror of the spirit at finding himself in a strange place seemed so +real and uncontrollable that I had the greatest difficulty in persuading +him to stay, even for a few minutes. He kept on reiterating, "Who +brought me here? I did not wish to come. Do let me go back. I am so very +cold" (shivering convulsively), "so very, _very_ cold." + +"Answer me a few questions," I said, "and then you shall go. Do you know +who I am?" + +"Yes, yes, you are Florence." + +"And what is your name?" He gave it at full length. "And do you care for +me still?" + +"Very much. But let me go." + +"In a minute. Why do you never write to me?" + +"There are reasons. I am not a free agent. It is better as it is." + +"I don't think so. I miss your letters very much. Shall I ever hear from +you again?" + +"Yes!" + +"And see you?" + +"Yes; but not yet. Let me go now. I don't wish to stay. You are making +me very unhappy." + +If I could describe the fearful manner in which, during this +conversation, he glanced every moment at the door, like a man who is +afraid of being discovered in a guilty action, it would carry with it to +my readers, as it did to me, the most convincing proof that the medium's +body was animated by a totally different influence from her own. I kept +the spirit under control until I had fully convinced myself that he knew +everything about our former friendship and his own present surroundings; +and then I let him fly back to India, and wondered if he would wake up +the next morning and imagine he had been laboring under nightmare. + +These experiences with the spirits of the living are certainly amongst +the most curious I have obtained. On more than one occasion, when I +have been unable to extract the truth of a matter from my acquaintances +I have sat down alone, as soon as I believed them to be asleep, and +summoned their spirits to the table and compelled them to speak out. +Little have they imagined sometimes how I came to know things which they +had scrupulously tried to hide from me. I have heard that the power to +summons the spirits of the living is not given to all media, but I have +always possessed it. I can do so when they are awake as well as when +they are asleep, though it is not so easy. A gentleman once _dared_ me +to do this with him, and I only conceal his name because I made him look +ridiculous. I waited till I knew he was engaged at a dinner-party, and +then about nine o'clock in the evening I sat down and summoned him to +come to me. It was some little time before he obeyed, and when he did +come, he was eminently sulky. I got a piece of paper and pencil, and +from his dictation I wrote down the number and names of the guests at +the dinner-table, also the dishes of which he had partaken, and then in +pity for his earnest entreaties I let him go again. "You are making me +ridiculous," he said, "everyone is laughing at me." + +"But why? What are you doing?" I urged. + +"I am standing by the mantel-piece, and I have fallen fast asleep," he +answered. The next morning he came pell-mell into my presence. + +"What did you do to me last night?" he demanded. "I was at the Watts +Philips, and after dinner I went fast asleep with my head upon my hand, +standing by the mantel-piece, and they were all trying to wake me and +couldn't. Have you been playing any of your tricks upon me?" + +"I only made you do what you declared I couldn't," I replied. "How did +you like the white soup and the turbot, and the sweetbreads, etc., etc." + +He opened his eyes at my nefariously obtained knowledge, and still more +when I produced the paper written from his dictation. This is not a +usual custom of mine--it would not be interesting enough to pursue as a +custom--but I am a dangerous person to _dare_ to do anything. + +The old friend whose spirit visited me through Mrs. Fitzgerald had lost +a sister to whom he was very tenderly attached before he made my +acquaintance, and I knew little of her beyond her name. One evening, +not many months after the interview with him which I have recorded, a +spirit came to me, giving the name of my friend's sister, with this +message, "My brother has returned to England, and would like to know +your address. Write to him to the Club, Leamington, and tell him where +to find you." I replied, "Your brother has not written to me, nor +inquired after me for the last eleven years. He has lost all interest in +me, and I cannot be the first to write to him, unless I am sure that he +wishes it." + +"He has _not_ lost all interest in you," said the spirit; "he thinks of +you constantly, and I hear him pray for you. He wishes to hear from +you." + +"That may be true," I replied, "but I cannot accept it on your +authority. If your brother really wishes to renew our acquaintance, let +him write and tell me so." + +"He does not know your address, and I cannot get near enough to him to +influence him." + +"Then things must remain as they are," I replied somewhat testily. "I am +a public person. He can find out my address, if he chooses to do so." + +The spirit seemed to reflect for a moment; then she rapped out, "Wait, +and I will fetch my brother. He shall come here himself and tell you +what he thinks about it." In a short time there was a different movement +of the table, and the name of my old friend was given. After we had +exchanged a few words, and I had told him I required a test of his +identity, he asked me to get a pencil and paper, and write from his +dictation. I did as he requested, and he dictated the following +sentence, "Long time, indeed, has passed since the days you call to +mind, but time, however long, does not efface the past. It has never +made me cease to think of and pray for you as I felt you, too, did think +of and pray for me. Write to the address my sister gave you. I want to +hear from you." + +Notwithstanding the perspicuity and apparent genuineness of this +message, it was some time before I could make up my mind to follow the +directions it gave me. My pride stood in the way to prevent it. _Ten +days afterwards_, however, having received several more visits from the +sister, I did as she desired me, and sent a note to her brother to the +Leamington Club. The answer came by return of post, and contained +(amongst others) _the identical words_ he had told me to write down. +Will Mr. Stuart Cumberland, or any other clever man, explain to me +_what_ or _who_ it was that had visited me ten days beforehand, and +dictated words which could hardly have been in my correspondent's brain +before he received my letter? I am ready to accept any reasonable +explanation of the matter from the scientists, philosophers, chemists, +or arguists of the world, and I am open to conviction, when my sense +convinces me, that their reasoning is true. But my present belief is, +that not a single man or woman will be found able to account on any +ordinary grounds for such an extraordinary instance of "unconscious +cerebration." + +Being subject to "optical illusions," I naturally had several with +regard to my spirit child, "Florence," and she always came to me clothed +in a white dress. One night, however, when I was living alone in the +Regent's Park, I saw "Florence" (as I imagined) standing in the centre +of the room, dressed in a green riding habit slashed with orange color, +with a cavalier hat of grey felt on her head, ornamented with a long +green feather and a gold buckle. She stood with her back to me, but I +could see her profile as she looked over her shoulder, with the skirt of +her habit in her hand. This being a most extraordinary attire in which +to see "Florence," I felt curious on the subject, and the next day I +questioned her about it. + +"Florence!" I said, "why did you come to me last night in a green riding +habit?" + +"I did not come to you last night, mother! It was my sister Eva." + +"Good heavens!" I exclaimed, "is anything wrong with her?" + +"No! she is quite well." + +"How could she come to me then?" + +"She did not come in reality, but her thoughts were much with you, and +so you saw her spirit clairvoyantly." + +My daughter Eva, who was on the stage, was at that time fulfilling a +stock engagement in Glasgow, and very much employed. I had not heard +from her for a fortnight, which was a most unusual occurrence, and I had +begun to feel uneasy. This vision made me more so, and I wrote at once +to ask her if all was as it should be. Her answer was to this effect: "I +am so sorry I have had no time to write to you this week, but I have +been so awfully busy. We play 'The Colleen Bawn' here next week, and I +have had to get my dress ready for 'Anne Chute.' It's so effective. I +wish you could see it. _A green habit slashed with orange, and a grey +felt hat with a long green feather and a big gold buckle._ I tried it on +the other night, and it looked so nice, etc., etc." + +Well, my darling girl had had her wish, and I _had_ seen it. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +OPTICAL ILLUSIONS. + + +As I have alluded to what my family termed my "optical illusions," I +think it as well to describe a few of them, which appeared by the +context to be something more than a mere temporary disturbance of my +visual organs. I will pass over such as might be traced, truly or +otherwise, to physical causes, and confine myself to those which were +subsequently proved to be the reflection of something that, unknown to +me, had gone before. In 1875 I was much engaged in giving dramatic +readings in different parts of the country, and I visited Dublin for the +first time in my life, for that purpose, and put up at the largest and +best-frequented hotel there. Through the hospitality of the residents +and the duties of my professional business, I was engaged both day and +night, and when I _did_ get to bed, I had every disposition to sleep, as +the saying is, like a "top." But there was something in the hotel that +would not let me do so. I had a charming bedroom, cheerful, bright and +pretty, and replete with every comfort, and I would retire to rest "dead +beat," and fall off to sleep at once, to be waked perhaps half-a-dozen +times a night by that inexplicable something (or nothing) that rouses me +whenever I am about to enjoy an "optical illusion," and to see figures, +sometimes one, sometimes two or three, sometimes a whole group standing +by my bedside and gazing at me with looks of the greatest astonishment, +as much as to ask what right I had to be there. But the most remarkable +part of the matter to me was, that all the figures were those of men, +and military men, to whom I was too well accustomed to be able to +mistake. Some were officers and others soldiers, some were in uniform, +others in undress, but they all belonged to the army, and they all +seemed to labor under the same feeling of intense surprise at seeing +_me_ in the hotel. These apparitions were so life-like and appeared so +frequently, that I grew quite uncomfortable about them, for however +much one may be used to see "optical illusions," it is not pleasant to +fancy there are about twenty strangers gazing at one every night as one +lies asleep. Spiritualism is, or was, a tabooed subject in Dublin, and I +had been expressly cautioned not to mention it before my new +acquaintances. However, I could not keep entire silence on this subject, +and dining _en famille_ one day, with a hospitable family of the name of +Robinson, I related to them my nightly experiences at the hotel. Father, +mother, and son exclaimed simultaneously. "Good gracious," they said, +"don't you know that that hotel was built on the site of the old +barracks? The house immediately behind it, which formed part of the old +building, was vacated by its last tenants on account of its being +haunted. Every evening at the hour the soldiers used to be marched up to +bed, they heard the tramp, tramp, tramp of the feet ascending the +staircase." + +"That may be," I replied, "but they _knew_ their house stood on the site +of the barracks, and _I didn't_." + +My eldest daughter was spending a holiday with me once after my second +marriage, and during the month of August. She had been very much +overworked, and I made her lie in bed till noon. One morning I had been +to her room at that hour to wake her, and on turning to leave it (in the +broad daylight, remember), I encountered a man on the landing outside +her door. He was dressed in a white shirt with black studs down the +front, and a pair of black cloth trousers. He had dark hair and eyes, +and small features; altogether, he struck me as having rather a sinister +and unpleasant appearance. I stood still, with the open door in my hand, +and gazed at him. He looked at me also for a minute, and then turned and +walked upstairs to an upper storey where the nursery was situated, +beckoning me, with a jerk of his hand, to follow him. My daughter +(remarking a peculiar expression in my eyes, which I am told they assume +on such occasions) said, "Mother! what do you see?" + +"Only a spirit," I answered, "and he has gone upstairs." + +"Now, what _is_ the good of seeing them in that way," said Eva, rather +impatiently (for this dear child always disliked and avoided +Spiritualism), and I was fain to confess that I really did _not_ know +the especial good of encountering a sinister-looking gentleman in shirt +and trousers, on a blazing noon in August. After which the circumstance +passed from my mind, until recalled again. + +A few months later I had occasion to change the children's nurse, and +the woman who took her place was an Icelandic girl named Margaret +Thommassen, who had only been in England for three weeks. I found that +she had been educated far above the average run of domestic servants, +and was well acquainted with the writings of Swedenborg and other +authors. One day as I walked up the nursery stairs to visit the children +in bed, I encountered the same man I had seen outside my daughter's +room, standing on the upper landing, as though waiting my approach. He +was dressed as before, but this time his arms were folded across his +breast and his face downcast, as though he were unhappy about something. +He disappeared as I reached the landing, and I mentioned the +circumstance to no one. A few days later, Margaret Thommassen asked me +timidly if I believed in the possibility of the spirits of the departed +returning to this earth. When I replied that I did, she appeared +overjoyed, and said she had never hoped to find anyone in England to +whom she could speak about it. She then gave me a mass of evidence on +the subject which forms a large part of the religion of the Icelanders. +She told me that she felt uneasy about her eldest brother, to whom she +was strongly attached. He had left Iceland a year before to become a +waiter in Germany, and had promised faithfully that so long as he lived +she should hear from him every month, and when he failed to write she +must conclude he was dead. Margaret told me she had heard nothing from +him now for three months, and each night when the nursery light was put +out, someone came and sat at the foot of her bed and sighed. She then +produced his photograph, and to my astonishment I recognized at once the +man who had appeared to me some months before I knew that such a woman +as Margaret Thommassen existed. He was taken in a shirt and trousers, +just as I had seen him, and wore the same repulsive (to me) and sinister +expression. I then told his sister that I had already seen him twice in +that house, and she grew very excited and anxious to learn the truth. In +consequence I sat with her in hopes of obtaining some news of her +brother, who immediately came to the table, and told her that he was +dead, with the circumstances under which he had died, and the address +where she was to write to obtain particulars. And on Margaret Thommassen +writing as she was directed, she obtained the practical proofs of her +brother's death, without which this story would be worthless. + +My sister Cecil lives with her family in Somerset, and many years ago I +went down there to visit her for the first time since she had moved into +a new house which I had never seen before. She put me to sleep in the +guest chamber, a large, handsome room, just newly furnished by Oetzmann. +But I could not sleep in it. The very first night some one walked up and +down the room, groaning and sighing close to my ears, and he, she, or it +especially annoyed me by continually touching the new stiff counterpane +with a "scrooping" sound that set my teeth on edge, and sent my heart up +into my mouth. I kept on saying, "Go away! Don't come near me!" for its +proximity inspired me with a horror and repugnance which I have seldom +felt under similar circumstances. I did not say anything at first to my +sister, who is rather nervous on the subject of "bogies," but on the +third night I could stand it no longer, and told her plainly the room +was haunted, and I wished she would put me in her dressing-room, or with +her servants, sooner than let me remain there, as I could get no rest. +Then the truth came out, and she confessed that the last owner of the +house had committed suicide in that very room, and showed me the place +on the boards, underneath the carpet, where the stain of his blood still +remained. A lively sort of room to sleep all alone in. + +Another sister of mine, Blanche, used to live in a haunted house in +Bruges, of which a description will be found in the chapter headed, "The +Story of the Monk." Long, however, before the monk was heard of, I could +not sleep in her house on account of the disturbances in my room, for +which my sister used to laugh at me. But even when my husband, Colonel +Lean, and I stayed there together, it was much the same. One night I +waked him to see the figure of a woman, who had often visited me, +standing at the foot of the bed. She was quaintly attired in a sort of +leathern boddice or jerkin, laced up the front over a woollen petticoat +of some dark color. She wore a cap of Mechlin lace, with the large flaps +at the side, adopted by Flemish women to this day; her hair was combed +tightly off her forehead, and she wore a profusion of gold ornaments. + +My husband could describe her as vividly as I did, which proves how +plainly the apparition must have shown itself. I waked on several +occasions to see this woman busy (apparently) with the contents of an +old carved oak armoir which stood in a corner of the room, and which, I +suppose, must have had something to do with herself. My eldest son +joined me at Bruges on this occasion. He was a young fellow of twenty, +who had never practised, nor even enquired into Spiritualism--fresh from +sea, and about as free from fear or superstitious fancies as a mortal +could be. He was put to sleep in a room on the other side of the house, +and I saw from the first that he was grave about it, but I did not ask +him the reason, though I felt sure, from personal experience, that he +would hear or see something before long. In a few days he came to me and +said-- + +"Mother! I'm going to take my mattress into the colonel's dressing-room +to-night and sleep there." I asked him why. He replied, "It's impossible +to stay in that room any longer. I wouldn't mind if they'd let me sleep, +but they won't. There's something walks about half the night, whispering +and muttering, and touching the bed-clothes, and though I don't believe +in any of your rubbishy spirits, I'll be 'jiggered' if I sleep there any +longer." So he was not "jiggered" (whatever that may be), as he refused +to enter the room again. + +I cannot end this chapter more appropriately than by relating a very +remarkable case of "optical illusion" which was seen by myself alone. It +was in the month of July, 1880, and I had gone down alone to Brighton +for a week's quiet. I had some important literary work to finish, and +the exigencies of the London season made too many demands upon my time. +So I packed up my writing materials, and took a lodging all to myself, +and set hard to work. I used to write all day and walk in the evening. +It was light then till eight or nine o'clock, and the Esplanade used to +be crowded till a late hour. I was pushing my way, on the evening of the +9th of July, through the crowd, thinking of my work more than anything +else, when I saw, as I fully thought, my step-son, Francis Lean, leaning +with his back against the palings at the edge of the cliff and smiling +at me. He was a handsome lad of eighteen who was supposed to have sailed +in his ship for the Brazils five months before. But he had been a wild +young fellow, causing his father much trouble and anxiety, and my first +impression was one of great annoyance, thinking naturally that, since I +saw him there, he had never sailed at all, but run away from his ship at +the last moment. I hastened up to him, therefore, but as I reached his +side, he turned round quite methodically, and walked quickly down a +flight of steps that led to the beach. I followed him, and found myself +amongst a group of ordinary seamen mending their nets, but I could see +Francis nowhere. I did not know what to make of the occurrence, but it +never struck me that it was not either the lad himself or some one +remarkably like him. The same night, however, after I had retired to bed +in a room that was unpleasantly brilliant with the moonlight streaming +in at the window, I was roused from my sleep by someone turning the +handle of my door, and there stood Francis in his naval uniform, with +the peaked cap on his head, smiling at me as he had done upon the cliff. +I started up in bed intending to speak to him, when he laid his finger +on his lips and faded away. This second vision made me think something +must have happened to the boy, but I determined not to say anything to +my husband about it until it was verified. Shortly after my return to +London, we were going, in company with my own son (also a sailor), to +see his ship which was lying in the docks, when, as we were driving +through Poplar, I again saw my stepson Francis standing on the pavement, +and smiling at me. That time I spoke. I said to Colonel Lean, "I am sure +I saw Francis standing there. Do you think it is possible he may not +have sailed after all?" But Colonel Lean laughed at the idea. He +believed it to be a chance likeness I had seen. Only the lad was too +good-looking to have many duplicates in this world. We visited the +seaside after that, and in September, whilst we were staying at +Folkestone, Colonel Lean received a letter to say that his son Francis +had been drowned by the upsetting of a boat in the surf of the Bay of +Callao, in the Brazils, _on the 9th of July_--the day I had seen him +twice in Brighton, two months before we heard that he was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +ON SCEPTICISM. + + +There are two classes of people who have done more harm to the cause of +Spiritualism than the testimony of all the scientists has done good, and +those are the enthusiasts and the sceptics. The first believe everything +they see or hear. Without giving themselves the trouble to obtain proofs +of the genuineness of the manifestations, they rush impetuously from one +acquaintance to the other, detailing their experience with so much +exaggeration and such unbounded faith, that they make the absurdity of +it patent to all. They are generally people of low intellect, credulous +dispositions, and weak nerves. They bow down before the influences as if +they were so many little gods descended from heaven, instead of being, +as in the majority of instances, spirits a shade less holy than our own, +who, for their very shortcomings, are unable to rise above the +atmosphere that surrounds this gross and material world. These are the +sort of spiritualists whom _Punch_ and other comic papers have very +justly ridiculed. Who does not remember the picture of the afflicted +widow, for whom the medium has just called up the departed Jones? + +"Jones," she falters, "are you happy?" + +"Much happier than I was down here," growls Jones. + +"O! then you _must_ be in heaven!" + +"On the contrary, quite the reverse," is the reply. + +Who also has not sat a _seance_ where such people have not made +themselves so ridiculous as to bring the cause they profess to adore +into contempt and ignominy. Yet to allow the words and deeds of fools to +affect one's inward and private conviction of a matter would be +tantamount to giving up the pursuit of everything in which one's fellow +creatures can take a part. + +The second class to which I alluded--the sceptics--have not done so much +injury to Spiritualism as the enthusiasts, because they are as a rule, +so intensely bigoted and hard-headed, and narrow-minded, that they +overdo their protestations, and render them harmless. The sceptic +refuses to believe _anything_, because he has found out _one_ thing to +be a fraud. If one medium deceives, all the mediums must deceive. If one +_seance_ is a failure, none can be successful. If he gains no +satisfactory test of the presence of the spirits of the departed, no one +has ever gained such a test. Now, such reason is neither just nor +logical. Again, a sceptic fully expects _his_ testimony to be accepted +and believed, yet he will never believe any truth on the testimony of +another person. And if he is told that, given certain conditions, he can +see this or hear the other, he says, "No! I will see it and hear it +without any conditions, or else I will proclaim it all a fraud." In like +manner, we might say to a savage, on showing him a watch, "If you will +keep your eye on those hands, you will see them move round to tell the +hours and minutes," and he should reply, "I must put the watch into +boiling water--those are my conditions--and if it won't go then, I will +not believe it can go at all." + +I don't mind a man being a sceptic in Spiritualism. I don't see how he +can help (considering the belief in which we are reared) being a +sceptic, until he has proved so strange a matter for himself. But I _do_ +object to a man or a woman taking part in a _seance_ with the sole +intention of detecting deceit, not _when_ it has happened, but before it +has happened--of bringing an argumentative, disputatious mind, full of +the idea that it is going to be tricked and humbugged into (perhaps) a +private circle who are sitting (like Rosa Dartle) "simply for +information," and scattering all the harmony and good-will about him +broadcast. He couldn't do it to a human assembly without breaking up the +party. Why should he expect to be more kindly welcomed by a spiritual +one? I have seen an immense deal of courtesy shown under such +circumstances to men whom I should have liked to see kicked downstairs. +I have seen them enter a lady's private drawing-room, by invitation, to +witness manifestations which were never, under any circumstances, made a +means of gain, and have heard them argue, and doubt, and contradict, +until they have given their hostess and her friends the lie to their +faces. And the world in general would be quite ready to side with these +(so-called) gentlemen, not because their word or their wisdom was +better worth than that of their fellow guests, but because they +protested against the truth of a thing which it had made up its mind to +be impossible. I don't mind a sceptic myself, as I said before, but he +must be unbiassed, which few sceptics are. As a rule, they have decided +the question at issue for themselves before they commence to investigate +it. + +I find that few people outside the pale of Spiritualism have heard of +the Dialectical Society, which was a scientific society assembled a few +years ago for the sole purpose of enquiring into the truth of the +matter. It was composed of forty members,--ten lawyers, ten scientists, +ten clergymen, and ten chemists (I think that was the arrangement), and +they held forty _seances_, and the published report at the close of them +was, that not one of these men of learning and repute could find any +natural cause for the wonders he had witnessed. I know that there are a +thousand obstacles in the way of belief. The extraordinarily +contradictory manner in which Protestants are brought up, to believe in +one and the same breath that spirits were common visitants to earth at +the periods of which the Bible treats, but that it is impossible they +can return to it now, although the Lord is the same yesterday, to-day, +and for ever. The conditions of darkness for the creation of +materialized spirits, and the resemblance they sometimes bear to the +medium, are two fearful stumbling-blocks. Yet one must know that _all_ +things are created in the dark, and that even a seed cannot sprout if +you let the light in upon it, while as for the resemblance between the +spirit and the medium, from whom it takes the material being that +enables it to appear, if investigators would only persevere with their +enquiries, they would find, as I have, that that is a disappointment +which has its remedy in Time. When people call on me to explain such +things, I can only say that I know no more how they come than they do, +or that I know how _I_ came, a living, sentient creature, into the +world. Besides (as I have said before), I write these pages to tell only +_what I have seen_, and not to argue how it came to pass that I saw it. + +I have a little story to tell here which powerfully illustrates the +foregoing remarks. The lines, + + "A woman convinced against her will + Is of the same opinion still," + +might have been penned with as much truth of sceptics. Men who are +sceptical, _i.e._, so thoroughly wrapt up in conceit of their powers of +judgment and determination that it becomes impossible for them to +believe themselves mistaken, will deny the evidence of all their senses +sooner than confess they may be in the wrong. Such an one may be a +clever scientist or a shrewd man of business, but he can never be a +genius. For genius is invariably humble of its own powers, and, +therefore, open to conviction. But the lesser minds, who are only equal +to grasping such details as may have been drummed into them by sheer +force of study, appear to have no capability of stretching beyond a +certain limit. They are hedged in and cramped by the opinions in which +they have been reared, or that they have built up for themselves out of +the petty material their brain affords them, and have lost their powers +of elasticity. "Thus far shalt thou go and no further," seems to be the +fiat pronounced on too many men's reasoning faculties. Instead of +believing the power of God and the resources of nature to be +illimitable, they want to keep them within the little circle that +encompasses their own brains. "I can't see it, and therefore it cannot +be." There was a time when I used to take the trouble to try and +convince such men, but I have long ceased to do so. It is quite +indifferent to me what they believe or don't believe. And with such +minds, even if they _were_ convinced of its possibility, they would +probably make no good use of spiritual intercourse. For there is no +doubt it can be turned to evil uses as well as to good. + +Some years ago I was on friendly terms with a man of this sort. He was a +doctor, accounted clever in his profession, and I knew him to be an able +arguist, and thought he had common sense enough not to eat his own +words, but the sequel proved that I was mistaken. We had several +conversations together on Spiritualism, and as Dr. H---- was a complete +disbeliever in the existence of a God and a future life, I was naturally +not surprised to find that he did not place any credence in the account +I gave him of my spiritualistic experiences. Many medical men attribute +such experiences entirely to a diseased condition of mind or body. + +But when I asked Dr. H---- what he should think if he saw them with his +own eyes, I confess I was startled to hear him answer that he should +say his eyes deceived him. "But if you heard them speak?" I continued. + +"I should disbelieve my ears." + +"And if you touched and handled them?" + +"I should mistrust my sense of feeling." + +"Then by what means," I argued, "do you know that I am Florence Marryat? +You can only see me and hear me and touch me! What is there to prevent +your senses misleading you at the present moment?" + +But to this argument Dr. H---- only returned a pitying smile, professing +to think me, on this point at least, too feeble-minded to be worthy of +reply, but in reality not knowing what on earth to say. He often, +however, recurred to the subject of Spiritualism, and on several +occasions told me that if I could procure him the opportunity of +submitting a test which he might himself suggest, he should be very much +obliged to me. It was about this time that a young medium named William +Haxby, now passed away, went to live with Mr. and Mrs. Olive in Ainger +Terrace, and we were invited to attend a _seance_ given by him. Mrs. +Olive, when giving the invitation, informed me that Mr. Haxby had been +very successful in procuring direct writing in sealed boxes, and she +asked me, if I wished to try the experiment, to take a secured box, with +writing materials in it, to the _seance_, and see what would happen to +it. + +Here was, I thought, an excellent opportunity for Dr. H----'s test, and +I sent for him and told him what had been proposed. I urged him to +prepare the test entirely by himself, and to accompany me to the +_seance_ and see what occurred,--to all of which he readily consented. +Indeed, he became quite excited on the subject, being certain it would +prove a failure; and in my presence he made the following +preparations:-- + +I. Half a sheet of ordinary cream-laid note-paper and half a cedar-wood +black lead pencil were placed in a jeweller's cardwood box. + +II. The lid of the box was carefully glued down all round to the bottom +part. + +III. The box was wrapt in white writing paper, which was gummed over it. + +IV. It was tied eight times with a peculiar kind of silk made for tying +up arteries, and the eight knots were knots known to (as Dr. H---- +informed me) medical men only. + +V. Each of the eight knots was sealed with sealing-wax, and impressed +with Dr. H----'s crest seal, which he always wore on his watch-chain. + +VI. The packet was again folded in brown paper, and sealed and tied to +preserve the inside from injury. + +When Dr. H---- had finished it, he said to me, "If the spirits (or +anybody) can write on that paper without cutting the silk, _I will +believe whatever you wish_." I asked, "Are you _quite_ sure that the +packet could not be undone without your detecting it?" His answer +was--"That silk is not to be procured except from a medical man; it is +manufactured expressly for the tying of arteries; and the knots I have +made are known only to medical men. They are the knots we use in tying +arteries. The seal is my own crest, which never leaves my watch-chain, +and I defy anyone to undo those knots without cutting them, or to tie +them again, if cut. I repeat--if your friends can make, or cause to be +made, the smallest mark on that paper, and return me the box in the +condition it now is, _I will believe anything you choose_." And I +confess I was very dubious of the result myself, and almost sorry that I +had subjected the doctor's incredulity to so severe a test. + +On the evening appointed we attended the _seance_, Dr. H---- taking the +prepared packet with him. He was directed to place it under his chair, +but he tied a string to it and put it under his foot, retaining the +other end of the string in his hand. The meeting was not one for +favorably impressing an unbeliever in Spiritualism. There were too many +people present, and too many strangers. The ordinary manifestations, to +my mind, are worse than useless, unless they have been preceded by +extraordinary ones; so that the doctor returned home more sceptical than +before, and I repented that I had taken him there. One thing had +occurred, however, that he could not account for. The packet which he +had kept, as he thought, under his foot the whole time, was found, at +the close of the meeting, to have disappeared. Another gentleman had +brought a sealed box, with paper and pencil in it, to the _seance_; and +at the close it was opened in the presence of all assembled, and found +to contain a closely written letter from his deceased wife. But the +doctor's box had evaporated, and was nowhere to be found. The door of +the room had been locked all the time, and we searched the room +thoroughly, but without success. Dr. H---- was naturally triumphant. + +"They couldn't undo _my_ knots and _my_ seals," he said, exulting over +me, "and so they wisely did not return the packet. Both packets were of +course taken from the room during the sitting by some confederate of the +medium. The other one was easily managed, and put back again--_mine_ +proved unmanageable, and so they have retained it. I _knew_ it would be +so!" + +And he twinkled his eyes at me as much as to say, "I have shut _you_ up. +You will not venture to describe any of the marvels you have seen to me +after this." Of course the failure did not discompose me, nor shake my +belief. I never believed spiritual beings to be omnipotent, omnipresent, +nor omniscient. They had failed before, and doubtless they would fail +again. But if an acrobatic performer fails to turn a double somersault +on to another man's head two or three times, it does not falsify the +fact that he succeeds on the fourth occasion. I was sorry that the test +had been a failure, for Dr. H----'s sake, but I did not despair of +seeing the box again. And at the end of a fortnight it was left at my +house by Mr. Olive, with a note to say that it had been found that +morning on the mantel-piece in Mr. Haxby's bedroom, and he lost no time +in returning it to me. It was wrapt in the brown paper, tied and sealed, +apparently just as we had carried it to the _seance_ in Ainger Terrace; +and I wrote at once to Dr. H---- announcing its return, and asking him +to come over and open it in my presence. He came, took the packet in his +hand, and having stripped off the outer wrapper, examined it carefully. +There were four tests, it may be remembered, applied to the packet. + +I. The arterial silk, procurable only from a medical man. + +II. The knots to be tied only by medical men. + +III. Dr. H----'s own crest, always kept on his watch chain, as a seal. + +IV. The lid of the cardboard box, glued all round to the bottom part. + +As the doctor scrutinized the silk, the knots, and the seals, I watched +him narrowly. + +"Are you _quite sure_," I asked, "that it is the same paper in which you +wrapt it?" + +"I am _quite sure_." + +"And the same silk?" + +"Quite sure." + +"Your knots have not been untied?" + +"I am positive that they have not." + +"Nor your seal been tampered with?" + +"Certainly not! It is just as I sealed it." + +"Be careful, Dr. H----," I continued. "Remember I shall write down all +you say." + +"I am willing to swear to it in a court of justice," he replied. + +"Then will you open the packet?" + +Dr. H---- took the scissors and cut the silk at each seal and knot, then +tore off the gummed white writing paper (which was as fresh as when he +had put it on), and tried to pull open the card-board box. But as he +could not do this in consequence of the lid being glued down, he took +out his penknife and cut it all round. As he did so, he looked at me and +said, "Mark my words. There will be nothing written on the paper. It is +impossible!" + +He lifted the lid, and behold _the box was empty_! The half sheet of +notepaper and the half cedar wood pencil had both _entirely +disappeared_. Not a crumb of lead, nor a shred of paper remained behind. +I looked at the doctor, and the doctor looked completely bewildered. + +"_Well!_" I said, interrogatively. + +He shifted about--grew red--and began to bluster. + +"What do you make of it?" I asked. "How do you account for it?" + +"In the easiest way in the world," he replied, trying to brave it out. +"It's the most transparent deception I ever saw. They've kept the thing +a fortnight and had time to do anything with it. A child could see +through this. Surely your bright wits can want no help to an +explanation." + +"I am not so bright as you give me credit for," I answered. "Will you +explain your meaning to me?" + +"With pleasure. They have evidently made an invisible slit in the +joining of the box cover, and with a pair of fine forceps drawn the +paper through it, bit by bit. For the pencil, they drew that by the same +means to the slit and then pared it, little by little, with a lancet, +till they could shake out the fragments." + +"That must have required very careful manipulation," I observed. + +"Naturally. But they've taken a fortnight to do it in." + +"But how about the arterial silk?" I said. + +"They must have procured some from a surgeon." + +"And your famous knots?" + +"They got some surgeon to tie them!" + +"But your crest and seal?" + +"Oh! they must have taken a facsimile of that in order to reproduce it. +It is very cleverly done, but quite explicable!" + +"But you told me before you opened the packet that you would take your +oath in a court of justice it had not been tampered with." + +"I was evidently deceived." + +"And you really believe, then, that an uneducated lad like Mr. Haxby +would take the trouble to take impressions of seals and to procure +arterial silk and the services of a surgeon, in order, not to mystify or +convert _you_, but to gratify _me_, whose box he believes it to be." + +"I am sure he has done so!" + +"But just now you were equally sure he had _not_ done so. Why should you +trust your senses in one case more than in the other? And if Mr. Haxby +has played a trick on me, as you suppose, why did you not discover the +slit when you examined the box, before opening?" + +"Because my eyes misled me!" + +"Then after all," I concluded, "the best thing you can say of yourself +is that you--a man of reputed science, skill, and sense, and with a +strong belief in your own powers--are unable to devise a test in which +you shall not be outwitted by a person so inferior to yourself in age, +intellect and education as young Haxby. But I will give you another +chance. Make up another packet in any way you like. Apply to it the +severest tests which your ingenuity can devise, or other men of genius +can suggest to you, and let me give it to Haxby and see if the contents +can be extracted, or tampered with a second time." + +"It would be useless," said Dr. H----. "If they were extracted through +the iron panels of a fireproof safe, I would not believe it was done by +any but natural means." + +"Because you do not _wish_ to believe," I argued. + +"You are right," he confessed, "I do _not_ wish to believe. If you +convinced me of the truth of Spiritualism, you would upset all the +theories I have held for the best part of my life. I don't believe in a +God, nor a soul, nor a future existence, and I would rather not believe +in them. We have quite enough trouble, in my opinion, in this life, +without looking forward to another, and I would rather cling to my +belief that when we die we have done with it once and for ever." + +So there ended my attempt to convince Dr. H----, and I have often +thought since that he was but a type of the genus sceptic. In this +world, we mostly believe what we want to believe, and the thought of a +future troubles us in proportion to the lives we lead here. It must +often strike spiritualists (who mostly look forward to the day of their +departure for another world, as a schoolboy looks forward to the +commencement of the holidays) as a very strange thing, that people, as a +rule, evince so little curiosity on the subject of Spiritualism. The +idea of the spirits of the departed returning to this world to hold +communication with their friends may be a new and startling one to them, +but the very wonder of it would make one expect to see them evince a +little interest in a matter which concerns us all. Yet the generality of +Carlyle's British millions either pooh-pooh the notion as too utterly +ridiculous for their exalted minds to entertain, or inform you, with +superior wisdom, that if Spiritualism is true, they cannot see the use +of it, and have no craving for any further knowledge. If these same +people expected to go to Canada or Australia in a few months' time, how +eagerly they would ask questions concerning their future home, and +procure the best information on what to do, whilst they remained in +England, in order to fit themselves for the journey and the change. + +But a journey to the other world--to the many worlds which perhaps await +us--a certain proof that we shall live again (or rather, that we shall +never die but need only time and patience and well-living here to +reunite us to the dear one gone before)--_that_ is a subject not worthy +of our trying to believe--of not sufficient importance for us to take +the trouble of ascertaining. I pity from my soul the men and women who +have no dead darling buried in their hearts whom they _know_ they shall +meet in a home of God's own choosing when this life ends. + +The old, cold faiths have melted away beneath the sun of Progress. We +can no longer be made to believe, like little children, in a shadowy +indefinite Heaven where the saints sit on damp clouds with harps in +their hands forever singing psalms and hymns and heavenly songs. That +sort of existence could be a Heaven to none, and to most it would be a +Hell. We do not accept it now, any more than we do the other place, with +its typical fire and brimstone, and pitch-forking devils with horns and +tails. But what has Religion given us instead? Those whose common-sense +will not permit them to believe in the parson's Heaven and Hell +generally believe (like Dr. H----) in nothing at all. But Spiritualism, +earnestly and faithfully followed, leaves us in no doubt. Spiritualists +know where they are going to. The spheres are almost as familiar to them +as this earth--it is not too much to say that many live in them as much +as they do here, and often they seem the more real, as they are the more +lasting of the two. Spiritualists are in no manner of doubt _who_ their +eyes will see when opening on another phase of life. _They_ do not +expect to be carried straight up into Abraham's bosom, and lie snugly +there, whilst revengeful demons are torturing those who were, perhaps, +nearest and dearest to them down below. They have a better and more +substantial religion than that--a revelation that teaches them that the +works we do in the flesh must bear their fruit in the spirit, and that +no tardy deathbed repentance, no crying out for mercy because Justice is +upon us, like an unruly child howling as soon as the stick is produced +for chastisement--will avail to wipe off the sins we have indulged in +upon earth. They know their expiation will be a bitter one, yet not +without Hope, and that they will be helped, as well as help others, in +the upward path that leads to ultimate perfection. The teaching of +Spiritualism is such as largely to increase belief in our Divine +Father's love, our Saviour's pity, and the angels' ministering help. But +it does more than this, more than any religion has done before. It +affords the _proof_--the only proof we have ever received, and our +finite natures can accept--of a future existence. The majority of +Christians _hope_ and _trust_, and say they _believe_. It is the +Spiritualist only that _knows_. + +I think that the marvellous indifference displayed by the crowd to +ascertain these truths for themselves must be due, in a large number of +instances, to the unnatural but universal fear which is entertained of +Death and all things connected with it. The same people who loudly +declaim again the possibility of seeing a "ghost," shudder at the idea +of doing so. The creature whom they have adored and waited on with +tenderest devotion passes away, and they are afraid to enter the room +where his body lies. That which they clung to and wept over yesterday, +they fear to look at or touch to-day, and the idea that he would return +and speak to them would inspire them with horror. But why afraid of an +impossibility? Their very fears should teach them that there is a cause. +From numerous notes made on the subject I have invariably found that +those who have had the opportunity of testing the reality of +Spiritualism, and either rejected or denied it, have been selfish, +worldly, and cold-hearted people who neither care, nor are cared for, by +those who have passed on to another sphere. Plenty of love is sure to +bring you plenty of proof. The mourners, who have lost sight of what is +dearest to them, and would give all they possess for one more look at +the face they loved so much, or one more tone of the voice that was +music to their ears, are only too eager and grateful to hear of a way by +which their longings may be gratified, and would take any trouble and go +to any expense to accomplish what they desire. + +It is this intense yearning to speak again with those that have left us, +on the part of the bereaved, that has led to chicanery on the part of +media in order to gratify it. Wherever money is to be made, +unfortunately cheating will step in; but because some tradesmen will +sell you brass for gold is no reason to vote all jewellers thieves. The +account of the raising of Samuel by the witch of Endor is an instance +that my argument is correct. The witch was evidently an impostor, for +she had no expectation of seeing Samuel, and was frightened by the +apparition she had evoked; but Spiritualism must be a truth, because it +was Samuel himself who appeared and rebuked Saul for calling him back to +this earth. What becomes, in the face of this story, of the impassable +gulf between the earthly and spiritual spheres? That atheists who +believe in nothing should not believe in Spiritualism is credible, +natural, and consistent. But that Christians should reject the theory is +tantamount to acknowledging that they found their hopes of salvation +upon a lie. There is no way of getting out of it. If it be _impossible_ +that the spirits of the departed can communicate with men, the Bible +must be simply a collection of fabulous statements; if it be _wrong_ to +speak with spirits, all the men whose histories are therein related were +sinners, and the Almighty helped them to sin; and if all the spirits who +have been heard and seen and touched in modern times are devils sent on +earth to lure us to our destruction, how are we to distinguish between +them and the Greatest Spirit of all, who walked with mortal Adam and Eve +in the garden of Eden. "O! yes!" I think I hear somebody cry, "but that +was in the Bible;" as if the Bible were a period or a place. And did it +ever strike you that there is something else recorded in the Bible? "And +He did not many miracles there because of their _unbelief_." And yet +Christ came to call "not the righteous but the sinners to repentance." +Surely, then, the unbelieving required the conviction of the miracles +more than those who knew Him to be God. Yet there He did them not, +_because_ of their unbelief, because their _scepticism_ produced a +condition in which miracles could not be wrought. And yet the nineteenth +century is surprised because a sceptic, whose jarring element upsets all +union and harmony, is not an acceptable addition to a spiritual meeting, +and that the miracles of the present--gross and feeble, compared to +those of the past, because worked by grosser material though grosser +agents--ceased to be manifested when his unbelief intrudes itself upon +them. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE STORY OF JOHN POWLES. + + +On the 4th of April, 1860, there died in India a young officer in the +12th Regiment M.N.I., of the name of John Powles. He was an intimate +friend of my first husband for several years before his death, and had +consequently become intimate with me; indeed, on several occasions he +shared our house and lived with us on the terms of a brother. I was very +young at that time and susceptible to influence of all sorts--extremely +nervous, moreover, on the subject of "ghosts," and yet burning with +curiosity to learn something of the other world--a topic which it is +most difficult to induce anybody to discuss with you. People will talk +of dress, or dinner, or their friend's private affairs--of anything, in +fact, sooner than Death and Immortality and the world to come which we +must all inevitably enter. Even parsons--the legalized exponents of what +lies beyond the grave--are no exceptions to the rule. When the bereaved +sufferer goes to them for comfort, they shake their heads and "hope" and +"trust," and say "God's mercy has no limits," but they cannot give him +one reasonable proof to rest upon that Death is but a name. John Powles, +however, though a careless and irreligious man, liked to discuss the +Unseen. We talked continually on the subject, even when he was +apparently in perfect health, and he often ended our conversation by +assuring me that should he die first (and he always prophesied truly +that he should not reach the age of thirty) he would (were such a thing +possible) come back to me. I used to laugh at the absurdity of the idea, +and remind him how many friends had made the same promise to each other +and never fulfilled it. For though I firmly believed that such things +_had_ been, I could not realize that they would ever happen to me, or +that I should survive the shock if they did. John Powles' death at the +last was very sudden, although the disease he died of was of long +standing. He had been under the doctor's hands for a few days when he +took an unexpected turn for the worse, and my husband and myself, with +other friends, were summoned to his bedside to say good-bye to him. When +I entered the room he said to me, "So you see it has come at last. Don't +forget what I said to you about it." They were his last intelligible +words to me, though for several hours he grasped my dress with his hand +to prevent my leaving him, and became violent and unmanageable if I +attempted to quit his side. During this time, in the intervals of his +delirium, he kept on entreating me to sing a certain old ballad, which +had always been a great favorite with him, entitled "Thou art gone from +my gaze." I am sure if I sung that song once during that miserable day, +I must have sung it a dozen times. At last our poor friend fell into +convulsions which recurred with little intermission until his death, +which took place the same evening. + +His death and the manner of it caused me a great shock. He had been a +true friend to my husband and myself for years, and we both mourned his +loss very sincerely. That, and other troubles combined, had a serious +effect upon my health, and the doctors advised my immediate return to +England. When an officer dies in India, it is the custom to sell all his +minor effects by auction. Before this took place, my husband asked me if +there was anything belonging to John Powles that I should like to keep +in remembrance of him. The choice I made was a curious one. He had +possessed a dark green silk necktie, which was a favorite of his, and +when it became soiled I offered to turn it for him, when it looked as +good as new. Whereupon he had worn it so long that it was twice as dirty +as before, so I turned it for him the second time, much to the amusement +of the regiment. When I was asked to choose a keepsake of him, I said, +"Give me the green tie," and I brought it to England with me. + +The voyage home was a terrible affair. I was suffering mentally and +physically, to such a degree that I cannot think of the time without a +shudder. John Powles' death, of course, added to my distress, and during +the many months that occupied a voyage "by long sea," I hoped and +expected that his spirit would appear to me. With the very strong belief +in the possibility of the return to earth of the departed--or rather, I +should say, with my strong belief _in_ my belief--I lay awake night +after night, thinking to see my lost friend, who had so often promised +to come back to me. I even cried aloud to him to appear and tell me +where he was, or what he was doing, but I never heard or saw a single +thing. There was silence on every side of me. Ten days only after I +landed in England I was delivered of a daughter, and when I had somewhat +recovered my health and spirits--when I had lost the physical weakness +and nervous excitability, to which most medical men would have +attributed any mysterious sights or sounds I might have experienced +before--then I commenced to _know_ and to _feel_ that John Powles was +with me again. I did not see him, but I felt his presence. I used to lie +awake at night, trembling under the consciousness that he was sitting at +my bedside, and I had no means of penetrating the silence between us. +Often I entreated him to speak, but when a low, hissing sound came close +to my ear, I would scream with terror and rush from my room. All my +desire to see or communicate with my lost friend had deserted me. The +very idea was a terror. I was horror-struck to think he had returned, +and I would neither sleep alone nor remain alone. I was advised to try a +livelier place than Winchester (where I then resided), and a house was +taken for me at Sydenham. But there, the sense of the presence of John +Powles was as keen as before, and so, at intervals, I continued to feel +it for the space of several years--until, indeed, I became an inquirer +into Spiritualism as a science. + +I have related in the chapter that contains an account of my first +_seance_, that the only face I recognized as belonging to me was that of +my friend John Powles, and how excited I became on seeing it. It was +that recognition that brought back all my old longing and curiosity to +communicate with the inhabitants of the Unseen World. As soon as I +commenced investigations in my home circle, John Powles was the very +first spirit who spoke to me through the table, and from that time until +the present I have never ceased to hold communion with him. He is very +shy, however, (as he was, whilst with us) of conversing before +strangers, and seldom intimates his presence except I am alone. At such +times, however, he will talk by the hour of all such topics as +interested him during his earth life. + +Soon after it became generally known that I was attending _seances_, I +was introduced to Miss Showers, the daughter of General Showers of the +Bombay Army. This young lady, besides being little more than a child--I +think she was about sixteen when we met--was not a professional medium. +The _seances_ to which her friends were invited to witness the +extraordinary manifestations that took place in her presence were +strictly private. They offered therefore an enormous advantage to +investigators, as the occurrences were all above suspicion, whilst Miss +Showers was good enough to allow herself to be tested in every possible +way. I shall have occasion to refer more particularly to Miss Showers' +mediumship further on--at present, therefore, I will confine myself to +those occasions which afforded proofs of John Powles' presence. + +Mrs. and Miss Showers were living in apartments when I visited them, and +there was no means nor opportunity of deceiving their friends, even had +they had any object in doing so. I must add also, that they knew nothing +of my Indian life nor experiences, which were things of the past long +before I met them. At the first sitting Miss Showers gave me for "spirit +faces," she merely sat on a chair behind the window curtains, which were +pinned together half-way up, so as to leave a V-shaped opening at the +top. The voice of "Peter" (Miss Showers' principal control) kept talking +to us and the medium from behind the curtains all the time, and making +remarks on the faces as they appeared at the opening. Presently he said +to me, "Mrs. Ross-Church, here's a fellow says his name is Powles, and +he wants to speak to you, only he doesn't like to show himself because +he's not a bit like what he used to be." "Tell him not to mind that," I +answered, "I shall know him under any circumstances." "Well! if he was +anything like that, he was a beauty," exclaimed Peter; and presently a +face appeared which I could not, by any stretch of imagination, decide +to resemble in the slightest degree my old friend. It was hard, stiff +and unlifelike. After it had disappeared, Peter said, "Powles says if +you'll come and sit with Rosie (Miss Showers) often, he'll look quite +like himself by-and-by," and of course I was only too anxious to accept +the invitation. + +As I was setting out another evening to sit with Miss Showers, the +thought suddenly occurred to me to put the green necktie in my pocket. +My two daughters accompanied me on that occasion, but I said nothing to +them about the necktie. As soon as we had commenced, however, Peter +called out, "Now, Mrs. Ross-Church, hand over that necktie. Powles is +coming." "What necktie?" I asked, and he answered, "Why Powles' necktie, +of course, that you've got in your pocket. He wants you to put it round +his neck." The assembled party looked at me inquisitively as I produced +the tie. The face of John Powles appeared, very different from the time +before, as he had his own features and complexion, but his hair and +beard (which were auburn during life) appeared phosphoric, as though +made of living fire. I mounted on a chair and tied the necktie round his +throat, and asked him if he would kiss me. He shook his head. Peter +called out, "Give him your hand." I did so, and as he kissed it, his +moustaches _burned_ me. I cannot account for it. I can only relate the +fact. After which he disappeared with the necktie, which I have never +seen since, though we searched the little room for it thoroughly. + +The next thing I have to relate about John Powles is so startling that I +dread the criticism it will evoke; but if I had not startling stories to +tell, I should not consider them worth writing down. I left my house in +Bayswater one Sunday evening to dine with Mr. and Mrs. George Neville in +Regent's Park Terrace, to have a _seance_ afterwards with Miss Showers. +There was a large company present, and I was placed next to Miss Showers +at table. During dinner she told me complainingly that her mother had +gone to Norwood to spend the night, and she (Rosie) was afraid of +sleeping alone, as the spirits worried her so. In a moment it flashed +across me to ask her to return to Bayswater and sleep with me, for I was +most desirous of testing her powers when we were alone together. Miss +Showers accepted my invitation, and we arranged that she should go home +with me. After dinner, the guests sat for a _seance_, but to everybody's +surprise and disappointment, nothing occurred. It was one o'clock in the +morning when Miss Showers and I entered a cab to return to Bayswater. We +had hardly started when we were greeted with a loud peal of laughter +close to our ears. "What's the matter, Peter?" demanded Miss Showers. +"I can't help laughing," he replied, "to think of their faces when no +one appeared! Did you suppose I was going to let you waste all your +power with them, when I knew I was going home with you and Mrs. +Ross-Church? I mean to show you what a real good _seance_ is to-night." + +When we reached home I let myself in with a latchkey. The house was +full, for I had seven children, four servants, and a married sister +staying with me; but they were all in bed and asleep. It was cold +weather, and when I took Miss Showers into my bedroom a fire was burning +in the grate. My sister was occupying a room which opened into mine; but +I locked her door and my own, and put the keys under my pillow. Miss +Showers and I then undressed and got into bed. When we had extinguished +the gas, we found the room was, comparatively speaking, light, for I had +stirred the fire into a blaze, and a street lamp just opposite the +window threw bars of light through the venetian blinds, right across the +ceiling. As soon as Miss Showers had settled herself in bed, she said, +"I wonder what Peter is going to do," and I replied, "I hope he won't +strip off the bed-clothes." We were lying under four blankets, a +counterpane, and an eider-down _duvet_, and as I spoke, the whole mass +rose in the air, and fell over the end of the bed, leaving us quite +unprotected. We got up, lit a candle, and made the bed again, tucking +the clothes well in all round, but the minute we laid down the same +thing was repeated. We were rather cross the second time, and abused +Peter for being so disagreeable, upon which the voice declared he +wouldn't do it any more, but we shouldn't have provoked him to try. I +said, "You had much better shew yourself to us, Peter. That is what I +want you to do." He replied, "Here I am, my dear, close to you!" I +turned my head, and there stood a dark figure beside the bed, whilst +another could be plainly distinguished walking about the room. I said, +"I can't see your face," and he replied, "I'll come nearer to you!" Upon +this the figure rose in the air until it hung suspended, face downward, +over the bed. In this position it looked like a huge bat with outspread +wings. It was still indistinct, except as to substance, but Peter said +we had exhausted all the phosphorus in our bodies by the long evening we +had spent, and left him nothing to light himself up with. After a while +he lowered himself on to the bed, and lay between Miss Showers and +myself on the outside of the _duvet_. To this we greatly objected, as he +was very heavy and took up a great deal of room; but it was some time +before he would go away. + +During this manifestation, the other spirit, whom Peter called the +"Pope," kept walking about and touching everything in the room, which +was full of ornaments; and Peter called out several times, "Take care, +Pope! take care! Don't break Mrs. Ross-Church's things." The two made so +much noise that they waked my sister in the adjoining room, and she +knocked at the door, asking in an alarmed voice, "Florence! _whom_ have +you there? You will wake the whole house." When I replied, "Never mind, +it's only spirits," she gave one fell shriek and dived under her +bed-clothes. She maintains to this day that she fully believed the steps +and voices to be human. At last the manifestations became so rapid, as +many as eight and ten hands touching us at once, that I asked Miss +Showers if she would mind my tying hers together. She was very amiable +and consented willingly. I therefore got out of bed again, and having +securely fastened her hands in the sleeves of the nightdress she wore, I +sewed them with needle and thread to the mattress. Miss Showers then +said she felt sleepy, and with her back to me--a position she was +obliged to maintain on account of her hands being sewn down--she +apparently dropt off to sleep, though I knew subsequently she was in a +trance. + +For some time afterwards nothing occurred, the figures had disappeared, +the voices ceased, and I thought the _seance_ was over. Presently, +however, I felt a hand laid on my head and the fingers began to gently +stroke and pull the short curls upon my forehead. I whispered, "Who is +this?" and the answer came back, "Don't you know me? I am Powles! At +last--at last--after a silence of ten years I see you and speak with you +again, face to face." "How can I tell this is _your_ hand?" I said. +"Peter might be materializing a hand in order to deceive me." The hand +immediately left my head and the _back_ of it passed over my mouth, when +I felt it was covered with short hair. I then remembered how hairy John +Powles' hands had become from exposure to the Indian sun whilst +shooting, and how I had nicknamed him "Esau" in consequence. I +recollected also that he had dislocated the left wrist with a cricket +ball. "Let me feel your wrist," I said, and my hand was at once placed +on the enlarged bone. "I want to trace your hand to where it springs +from," I next suggested; and on receiving permission I felt from the +fingers and wrist to the elbow and shoulder, where it terminated _in the +middle of Miss Showers' back_. Still I was not quite satisfied, for I +used to find it very hard to believe in the identity of a person I had +cared for. I was so terribly afraid of being deceived. "I want to see +your face," I continued. "I cannot show you my face to-night," the voice +replied, "but you shall feel it;" and the face, with beard and +moustaches, was laid for a moment against my own. Then the hand was +replaced on my hair, and whilst it kept on pulling and stroking my +curls, John Powles' own voice spoke to me of everything that had +occurred of importance when he and I were friends on earth. Fancy, two +people who were intimately associated for years, meeting alone after a +long and painful separation, think of all the private things they would +talk about together, and you will understand why I cannot write down the +conversation that took place between us that night here. In order to +convince me of his identity, John Powles spoke of all the troubles I had +passed through and was then enduring--he mentioned scenes, both sad and +merry, which we had witnessed together; he recalled incidents which had +slipped my memory, and named places and people known only to ourselves. +Had I been a disbeliever in Spiritualism, that night must have made a +convert of me. Whilst the voice, in the well-remembered tones of my old +friend, was speaking, and his hand wandered through my hair, Miss +Showers continued to sleep, or to appear to sleep, with her back towards +me, and her hands sewn into her nightdress sleeves, and the sleeves sewn +down to the bed. But had she been wide awake and with both hands free, +she could not have spoken to me in John Powles' unforgotten voice of +things that had occurred when she was an infant and thousands of miles +away. And I affirm that the voice spoke to me of things that no one but +John Powles could possibly have known. He did not fail to remind me of +the promise he had made, and the many times he had tried to fulfil it +before, and he assured me he should be constantly with me from that +time. It was daylight before the voice ceased speaking, and then both +Miss Showers and I were so exhausted, we could hardly raise our heads +from the pillows. I must not forget to add that when we _did_ open our +eyes again upon this work-a-day world, we found there was hardly an +article in the room that had not changed places. The pictures were all +turned with their faces to the wall--the crockery from the washstand was +piled in the fender--the ornaments from the mantel-piece were on the +dressing-table--in fact, the whole room was topsy-turvy. + +When Mr. William Fletcher gave his first lecture in England, in the +Steinway Hall, my husband, Colonel Lean, and I, went to hear him. We had +never seen Mr. Fletcher before, nor any of his family, nor did he know +we were amongst the audience. Our first view of him was when he stepped +upon the platform, and we were seated quite in the body of the hall, +which was full. It was Mr. Fletcher's custom, after his lecture was +concluded, to describe such visions as were presented to him, and he +only asked in return that if the people and places were recognized, +those who recognized them would be brave enough to say so, for the sake +of the audience and himself. I can understand that strangers who went +there and heard nothing that concerned themselves would be very apt to +imagine it was all humbug, and that those who claimed a knowledge of the +visions were simply confederates of Mr. Fletcher. But there is nothing +more true than that circumstances alter cases. I entered Steinway Hall +as a perfect stranger, and as a press-writer, quite prepared to expose +trickery if I detected it. And this is what I heard. After Mr. Fletcher +had described several persons and scenes unknown to me, he took out a +handkerchief and began to wipe his face, as though he were very warm. + +"I am no longer in England, now," he said. "The scene has quite changed, +and I am taken over the sea, thousands of miles away, and I am in a +chamber with all the doors and windows open. Oh! how hot it is! I think +I am somewhere in the tropics. O! I see why I have been brought here! It +is to see a young man die! This is a death chamber. He is lying on a +bed. He looks very pale, and he is very near death, but he has only been +ill a short time. His hair is a kind of golden chestnut color, and he +has blue eyes. He is an Englishman, and I can see the letter 'P' above +his head. He has not been happy on earth, and he is quite content to +die. He pushes all the influences that are round his bed away from him. +Now I see a lady come and sit down beside him. He holds her hand, and +appears to ask her to do something, and I hear a strain of sweet music. +It is a song he has heard in happier times, and on the breath of it his +spirit passes away. It is to this lady he seems to come now. She is +sitting on my left about half way down the hall. A little girl, with her +hands full of blue flowers, points her out to me. The little girl holds +up the flowers, and I see they are woven into a resemblance of the +letter F. She tells me that is the initial letter of her mother's name +and her own. And I see this message written. + +"'To my dearest friend, for such you ever were to me from the beginning. +I have been with you through all your time of trial and sorrow, and I am +rejoiced to see that a happier era is beginning for you. I am always +near you. The darkness is fast rolling away, and happiness will succeed +it. Pray for me, and I shall be near you in your prayers. I pray God to +bless you and to bless me, and to bring us together again in the summer +land.' + +"And I see the spirit pointing with his hand far away, as though to +intimate that the happiness he speaks of is only the beginning of some +that will extend to a long distance of time. I see this scene more +plainly than any I have ever seen before." + +These words were written down at the time they were spoken. Colonel Lean +and I were sitting in the very spot indicated by Mr. Fletcher, and the +little girl with the blue flowers was my spirit child, "Florence," whose +history I shall give in the next chapter. But my communications with +John Powles, though very extraordinary, were not satisfactory to me. I +am the "Thomas, surnamed Didymus," of the spiritualistic world, who +wants to see and touch and handle before I can altogether believe. I +wanted to meet John Powles and talk with him face to face, and it seemed +such an impossibility for him to materialize in the light that, after +his two failures with Miss Showers, he refused to try. I was always +worrying him to tell me if we should meet in the body before I left this +world, and his answer was always, "Yes! but not just yet!" I had no idea +then that I should have to cross the Atlantic before I saw my dear old +friend again. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +MY SPIRIT CHILD. + + +The same year that John Powles died, 1860, I passed through the greatest +trouble of my life. It is quite unnecessary to my narrative to relate +what that trouble was, nor how it affected me, but I suffered terribly +both in mind and body, and it was chiefly for this reason that the +medical men advised my return to England, which I reached on the 14th of +December, and on the 30th of the same month a daughter was born to me, +who survived her birth for only ten days. The child was born with a most +peculiar blemish, which it is necessary for the purpose of my argument +to describe. On the left side of the upper lip was a mark as though a +semi-circular piece of flesh had been cut out by a bullet-mould, which +exposed part of the gum. The swallow also had been submerged in the +gullet, so that she had for the short period of her earthly existence to +be fed by artificial means, and the jaw itself had been so twisted that +could she have lived to cut her teeth, the double ones would have been +in front. This blemish was considered to be of so remarkable a type that +Dr. Frederick Butler of Winchester, who attended me, invited several +other medical men, from Southampton and other places, to examine the +infant with him, and they all agreed that _a similar case had never come +under their notice before_. This is a very important factor in my +narrative. I was closely catechized as to whether I had suffered any +physical or mental shock, that should account for the injury to my +child, and it was decided that the trouble I had experienced was +sufficient to produce it. The case, under feigned names, was fully +reported in the _Lancet_ as something quite out of the common way. My +little child, who was baptized by the name of "Florence," lingered until +the 10th of January, 1861, and then passed quietly away, and when my +first natural disappointment was over I ceased to think of her except as +of something which "might have been," but never would be again. In this +world of misery, the loss of an infant is soon swallowed up in more +active trouble. Still I never quite forgot my poor baby, perhaps because +at that time she was happily the "one dead lamb" of my little flock. In +recounting the events of my first _seance_ with Mrs. Holmes, I have +mentioned how a young girl much muffled up about the mouth and chin +appeared, and intimated that she came for me, although I could not +recognize her. I was so ignorant of the life beyond the grave at that +period, that it never struck me that the baby who had left me at ten +days old had been growing since our separation, until she had reached +the age of ten years. I could not interpret Longfellow (whom I consider +one of the sublimest spiritualists of the age) as I can now. + + "Day after day we think what she is doing, + In those bright realms of air: + Year after year, her tender steps pursuing, + Behold her grown more fair. + + . . . . . + + "Not as a child shall we again behold her: + For when, with rapture wild, + In our embraces we again enfold her, + She will not be a child; + But a fair maiden in her father's mansion, + Clothed with celestial grace. + And beautiful with all the soul's expansion, + Shall we behold her face!" + + * * * * * + +The first _seance_ made such an impression on my mind that two nights +afterwards I again presented myself (this time alone) at Mrs. Holmes' +rooms to attend another. It was a very different circle on the second +occasion. There were about thirty people present, all strangers to each +other, and the manifestations were proportionately ordinary. Another +professional medium, a Mrs. Davenport, was present, as one of her +controls, whom she called "Bell," had promised, if possible, to show her +face to her. As soon, therefore, as the first spirit face appeared +(which was that of the same little girl that I had seen before), Mrs. +Davenport exclaimed, "There's 'Bell,'" "Why!" I said, "that's the little +nun we saw on Monday." "O! no! that's my 'Bell,'" persisted Mrs. +Davenport. But Mrs. Holmes took my side, and was positive the spirit +came for me. She told me she had been trying to communicate with her +since the previous _seance_. "I know she is nearly connected with you," +she said. "Have you never lost a relation of her age?" "_Never!_" I +replied; and at that declaration the little spirit moved away, +sorrowfully as before. + +A few weeks after I received an invitation from Mr. Henry Dunphy (the +gentleman who had introduced me to Mrs. Holmes) to attend a private +_seance_, given at his own house in Upper Gloucester Place, by the +well-known medium Florence Cook. The double drawing-rooms were divided +by velvet curtains, behind which Miss Cook was seated in an arm-chair, +the curtains being pinned together half-way up, leaving a large aperture +in the shape of a V. Being a complete stranger to Miss Cook, I was +surprised to hear the voice of her control direct that _I_ should stand +by the curtains and hold the lower parts together whilst the forms +appeared above, lest the pins should give way, and necessarily from my +position I could hear every word that passed between Miss Cook and her +guide. The first face that showed itself was that of a man unknown to +me; then ensued a kind of frightened colloquy between the medium and her +control. "Take it away. Go away! I don't like you. Don't touch me--you +frighten me! Go away!" I heard Miss Cook exclaim, and then her guide's +voice interposed itself, "Don't be silly, Florrie. Don't be unkind. It +won't hurt you," etc., and immediately afterwards the same little girl I +had seen at Mrs. Holmes' rose to view at the aperture of the curtains, +muffled up as before, but smiling with her eyes at me. I directed the +attention of the company to her, calling her again my "little nun." I +was surprised, however, at the evident distaste Miss Cook had displayed +towards the spirit, and when the _seance_ was concluded and she had +regained her normal condition, I asked her if she could recall the faces +she saw under trance. "Sometimes," she replied. I told her of the +"little nun," and demanded the reason of her apparent dread of her. "I +can hardly tell you," said Miss Cook; "I don't know anything about her. +She is quite a stranger to me, but her face is not fully developed, I +think. There is _something wrong about her mouth_. She frightens me." + +This remark, though made with the utmost carelessness, set me thinking, +and after I had returned home, I wrote to Miss Cook, asking her to +inquire of her guides _who_ the little spirit was. + +She replied as follows: + +"Dear Mrs. Ross-Church, I have asked 'Katie King,' but she cannot tell +me anything further about the spirit that came through me the other +evening than that she is a young girl closely connected with yourself." + +I was not, however, yet convinced of the spirit's identity, although +"John Powles" constantly assured me that it _was_ my child. I tried hard +to communicate with her at home, but without success. I find in the +memoranda I kept of our private _seances_ at that period several +messages from "Powles" referring to "Florence." In one he says, "Your +child's want of power to communicate with you is not because she is too +pure, but because she is too weak. She will speak to you some day. She +is _not_ in heaven." This last assertion, knowing so little as I did of +a future state, both puzzled and grieved me. I could not believe that an +innocent infant was not in the Beatific Presence--yet I could not +understand what motive my friend could have in leading me astray. I had +yet to learn that once received into Heaven no spirit could return to +earth, and that a spirit may have a training to undergo, even though it +has never committed a mortal sin. A further proof, however, that my dead +child had never died was to reach me from a quarter where I least +expected it. I was editor of the magazine _London Society_ at that time, +and amongst my contributors was Dr. Keningale Cook, who had married +Mabel Collins, the now well-known writer of spiritualistic novels. One +day Dr. Cook brought me an invitation from his wife (whom I had never +met) to spend Saturday to Monday with them in their cottage at Redhill, +and I accepted it, knowing nothing of the proclivities of either of +them, and they knowing as little of my private history as I did of +theirs. And I must take this opportunity to observe that, at this +period, I had never made my lost child the subject of conversation even +with my most intimate friends. The memory of her life and death, and the +troubles that caused it, was not a happy one, and of no interest to any +but myself. So little, therefore, had it been discussed amongst us that +until "Florence" reappeared to revive the topic, my _elder children were +ignorant_ that their sister had been marked in any way differently from +themselves. It may, therefore, be supposed how unlikely it was that +utter strangers and public media should have gained any inkling of the +matter. I went down to Redhill, and as I was sitting with the Keningale +Cooks after dinner, the subject of Spiritualism came on the _tapis_, and +I was informed that the wife was a powerful trance medium, which much +interested me, as I had not, at that period, had any experience of her +particular class of mediumship. In the evening we "sat" together, and +Mrs. Cook having become entranced, her husband took shorthand notes of +her utterances. Several old friends of their family spoke through her, +and I was listening to them in the listless manner in which we hear the +conversation of strangers, when my attention was aroused by the medium +suddenly leaving her seat, and falling on her knees before me, kissing +my hands and face, and sobbing violently the while. I waited in +expectation of hearing who this might be, when the manifestations as +suddenly ceased, the medium returned to her seat, and the voice of one +of her guides said that the spirit was unable to speak through excess of +emotion, but would try again later in the evening. I had almost +forgotten the circumstance in listening to other communications, when I +was startled by hearing the word "_Mother!_" sighed rather than spoken. +I was about to make some excited reply, when the medium raised her hand +to enjoin silence, and the following communication was taken down by Mr. +Cook as she pronounced the words. The sentences in parentheses are my +replies to her. + +"Mother! I am 'Florence.' I must be very quiet. I want to feel I have a +mother still. I am so lonely. Why should I be so? I cannot speak well. I +want to be like one of you. I want to feel I have a mother and sisters. +I am so far away from you all now." + +("But I always think of you, my dear dead baby.") + +"That's just it--your _baby_. But I'm not a baby now. I shall get +nearer. They tell me I shall. I do not know if I can come when you are +alone. It's all so dark. I know you are there, but _so dimly_. I've +grown _all by myself_. I'm not really unhappy, but I want to get nearer +you. I know you think of me, but you think of me as a baby. You don't +know me as I _am_. You've seen me, because in my love I have forced +myself upon you. I've not been amongst the flowers yet, but I shall be, +very soon now; but I want _my mother_ to take me there. All has been +given me that can be given me, but I cannot receive it, except in so +far----" + +Here she seemed unable to express herself. + +("Did the trouble I had before your birth affect your spirit, +Florence?") + +"Only as things cause each other. I was with you, mother, all through +that trouble. I should be nearer to you, _than any child you have_, if I +could only get close to you." + +("I can't bear to hear you speak so sadly, dear. I have always believed +that _you_, at least, were happy in Heaven.") + +"I am _not_ in Heaven! But there will come a day, mother--I can laugh +when I say it--when we shall go to heaven _together_ and pick blue +flowers--_blue flowers_. They are so good to me here, but if your eye +cannot bear the daylight you cannot see the buttercups and daisies." + +I did not learn till afterwards that in the spiritual language blue +flowers are typical of happiness. The next question I asked her was if +she thought she could write through me. + +"I don't seem able to write through you, but why, I know not." + +("Do you know your sisters, Eva and Ethel?") + +"No! no!" in a weary voice. "The link of sisterhood is only through the +mother. That kind of sisterhood does not last, because there is a +higher." + +("Do you ever see your father?") + +"No! he is far, far away. I went once, not more. Mother, dear, he'll +love me when he comes here. They've told me so, and they always tell +truth here! I am but a child, yet not so very little. I seem composed of +two things--a child in ignorance and a woman in years. Why can't I speak +at other places? I have wished and tried! I've come very near, but it +seems so easy to speak now. This medium seems so different." + +("I wish you could come to me when I am alone, Florence.") + +"You _shall_ know me! I _will_ come, mother, dear. I shall always be +able to come here. I _do_ come to you, but not in the same way." + +She spoke in such a plaintive, melancholy voice that Mrs. Cook, thinking +she would depress my spirits, said, "Don't make your state out to be +sadder than it really is." Her reply was very remarkable. + +"_I am, as I am!_ Friend! when you come here, if you find that sadness +_is_, you will not be able to alter it by plunging into material +pleasures. _Our sadness makes the world we live in._ It is not deeds +that make us wrong. It is the state in which _we were born_. Mother! you +say I died sinless. That is nothing. I was born _in a state_. Had I +lived, I should have caused you more pain than you can know. I am better +here. I was not fit to battle with the world, and they took me from it. +Mother! you won't let this make you sad. You must not." + +("What can I do to bring you nearer to me?") + +"I don't know what will bring me nearer, but I'm helped already by just +talking to you. There's a ladder of brightness--every step. I believe +I've gained just one step now. O! the Divine teachings are so +mysterious. Mother! does it seem strange to you to hear your 'baby' say +things as if she knew them? I'm going now. Good-bye!" + +And so "Florence" went. The next voice that spoke was that of a guide of +the medium, and I asked her for a personal description of my daughter as +she then appeared. She replied, "Her face is downcast. We have tried to +cheer her, but she is very sad. It is the _state in which she was born_. +Every physical deformity is the mark of a condition. A weak body is not +necessarily the mark of a weak spirit, but the _prison_ of it, because +the spirit might be too passionate otherwise. You cannot judge in what +way the mind is deformed because the body is deformed. It does not +follow that a canker in the body is a canker in the mind. But the mind +may be too exuberant--may need a canker to restrain it." + +I have copied this conversation, word for word, from the shorthand notes +taken at the time of utterance; and when it is remembered that neither +Mrs. Keningale Cook nor her husband knew that I had lost a child--that +they had never been in my house nor associated with any of my +friends--it will at least be acknowledged, even by the most sceptical, +that it was a very remarkable coincidence that I should receive such a +communication from the lips of a perfect stranger. Only once after this +did "Florence" communicate with me through the same source. She found +congenial media nearer home, and naturally availed herself of them. But +the second occasion was almost more convincing than the first. I went +one afternoon to consult my solicitor in the strictest confidence as to +how I should act under some very painful circumstances, and he gave me +his advice. The next morning as I sat at breakfast, Mrs. Cook, who was +still living at Redhill, ran into my room with an apology for the +unceremoniousness of her visit, on the score that she had received a +message for me the night before which "Florence" had begged her to +deliver without delay. The message was to this effect: "Tell my mother +that I was with her this afternoon at the lawyer's, and she is _not_ to +follow the advice given her, as it will do harm instead of good." Mrs. +Cook added, "I don't know to what 'Florence' alludes, of course, but I +thought it best, as I was coming to town, to let you know at once." + +The force of this anecdote does not lie in the context. The mystery is +contained in the fact of a secret interview having been overheard and +commented upon. But the truth is, that having greater confidence in the +counsel of my visible guide than in that of my invisible one, I abided +by the former, and regretted it ever afterwards. + +The first conversation I held with "Florence" had a great effect upon +me. I knew before that my uncontrolled grief had been the cause of the +untimely death of her body, but it had never struck me that her spirit +would carry the effects of it into the unseen world. It was a warning to +me (as it should be to all mothers) not to take the solemn +responsibility of maternity upon themselves without being prepared to +sacrifice their own feelings for the sake of their children. "Florence" +assured me, however, that communion with myself in my improved condition +of happiness would soon lift her spirit from its state of depression, +and consequently I seized every opportunity of seeing and speaking with +her. During the succeeding twelve months I attended numerous _seances_ +with various media, and my spirit child (as she called herself) never +failed to manifest through the influence of any one of them, though, of +course, in different ways. Through some she touched me only, and always +with an infant's hand, that I might recognize it as hers, or laid her +mouth against mine that I might feel the scar upon her lip; through +others she spoke, or wrote, or showed her face, but I never attended a +_seance_ at which she omitted to notify her presence. Once at a dark +circle, held with Mr. Charles Williams, after having had my dress and +that of my next neighbor, Lady Archibald Campbell, pulled several times +as if to attract our attention, the darkness opened before us, and there +stood my child, smiling at us like a happy dream, her fair hair waving +about her temples, and her blue eyes fixed on me. She was clothed in +white, but we saw no more than her head and bust, about which her hands +held her drapery. Lady Archibald Campbell saw her as plainly as I did. +On another occasion Mr. William Eglinton proposed to me to try and +procure the spirit-writing on his arm. He directed me to go into another +room and write the name of the friend I loved best in the spirit world +upon a scrap of paper, which I was to twist up tightly and take back to +him. I did so, writing the name of "John Powles." When I returned to Mr. +Eglinton, he bared his arm, and holding the paper to the candle till it +was reduced to tinder, rubbed his flesh with the ashes. I knew what was +expected to ensue. The name written on the paper was to reappear in red +or white letters on the medium's arm. The sceptic would say it was a +trick of thought-reading, and that, the medium knowing what I had +written, had prepared the writing during my absence. But to his surprise +and mine, when at last he shook the ashes from his arm, we read, written +in a bold, clear hand, the words--"Florence is the dearest," as though +my spirit child had given me a gentle rebuke for writing any name but +her own. It seems curious to me now to look back and remember how +melancholy she used to be when she first came back to me, for as soon as +she had established an unbroken communication between us, she developed +into the merriest little spirit I have ever known, and though her +childhood has now passed away, and she is more dignified and thoughtful +and womanly, she always appears joyous and happy. She has manifested +largely to me through the mediumship of Mr. Arthur Colman. I had known +her, during a dark _seance_ with a very small private circle (the medium +being securely held and fastened the while) run about the room, like the +child she was, and speak to and kiss each sitter in turn, pulling off +the sofa and chair covers and piling them up in the middle of the table, +and changing the ornaments of everyone present--placing the gentlemen's +neckties round the throats of the ladies, and hanging the ladies' +earrings in the buttonholes of the gentlemen's coats--just as she might +have done had she been still with us, a happy, petted child, on earth. I +have known her come in the dark and sit on my lap and kiss my face and +hands, and let me feel the defect in her mouth with my own. One bright +evening on the 9th of July--my birthday--Arthur Colman walked in quite +unexpectedly to pay me a visit, and as I had some friends with me, we +agreed to have a _seance_. It was impossible to make the room dark, as +the windows were only shaded by venetian blinds, but we lowered them, +and sat in the twilight. The first thing we heard was the voice of +"Florence" whispering--"A present for dear mother's birthday," when +something was put into my hand. Then she crossed to the side of a lady +present and dropped something into her hand, saying, "And a present for +dear mother's friend!" I knew at once by the feel of it that what +"Florence" had given me was a chaplet of beads, and knowing how often, +under similar circumstances, articles are merely carried about a room, I +concluded it was one which lay upon my drawing-room mantel-piece, and +said as much. I was answered by the voice of "Aimee," the medium's +nearest control. + +"You are mistaken," she said, "'Florence' has given you a chaplet you +have never seen before. She was exceedingly anxious to give you a +present on your birthday, so I gave her the beads which were buried with +me. They came from my coffin. I held them in my hand. All I ask is, that +you will not shew them to Arthur until I give you leave. He is not well +at present, and the sight of them will upset him." + +I was greatly astonished, but, of course, I followed her instructions, +and when I had an opportunity to examine the beads, I found that they +really were strangers to me, and had not been in the house before. The +present my lady friend had received was a large, unset topaz. The +chaplet was made of carved wood and steel. It was not till months had +elapsed that I was given permission to show it to Arthur Colman. He +immediately recognized it as the one he had himself placed in the hands +of "Aimee" as she lay in her coffin, and when I saw how the sight +affected him, I regretted I had told him anything about it. I offered to +give the beads up to him, but he refused to receive them, and they +remain in my possession to this day. + +But the great climax that was to prove beyond all question the personal +identity of the spirit who communicated with me, with the body I had +brought into the world, was yet to come. Mr. William Harrison, the +editor of the _Spiritualist_ (who, after seventeen years' patient +research into the science of Spiritualism, had never received a personal +proof of the return of his own friends, or relations) wrote me word that +he had received a message from his lately deceased friend, Mrs. Stewart, +to the effect that if he would sit with the medium, Florence Cook, and +one or two harmonious companions, she would do her best to appear to him +in her earthly likeness and afford him the test he had so long sought +after. Mr. Harrison asked me, therefore, if I would join him and Miss +Kidlingbury--the secretary to the British National Association of +Spiritualists--in holding a _seance_ with Miss Cook, to which I agreed, +and we met in one of the rooms of the Association for that purpose. It +was a very small room, about 8 feet by 16 feet, was uncarpeted and +contained no furniture, so we carried in three cane-bottomed chairs for +our accommodation. Across one corner of the room, about four feet from +the floor, we nailed an old black shawl, and placed a cushion behind it +for Miss Cook to lean her head against. Miss Florence Cook, who is a +brunette, of a small, slight figure, with dark eyes and hair which she +wore in a profusion of curls, was dressed in a high grey merino, +ornamented with crimson ribbons. She informed me previous to sitting, +that she had become restless during her trances lately, and in the habit +of walking out amongst the circle, and she asked me as a friend (for +such we had by that time become) to scold her well should such a thing +occur, and order her to go back into the cabinet as if she were "a child +or a dog;" and I promised her I would do so. After Florence Cook had sat +down on the floor, behind the black shawl (which left her grey merino +skirt exposed), and laid her head against the cushion, we lowered the +gas a little, and took our seats on the three cane chairs. The medium +appeared very uneasy at first, and we heard her remonstrating with the +influences for using her so roughly. In a few minutes, however, there +was a tremulous movement of the black shawl, and a large white hand was +several times thrust into view and withdrawn again. I had never seen +Mrs. Stewart (for whom we were expressly sitting) in this life, and +could not, therefore, recognize the hand; but we all remarked how large +and white it was. In another minute the shawl was lifted up, and a +female figure crawled on its hands and knees from behind it, and then +stood up and regarded us. It was impossible, in the dim light and at the +distance she stood from us, to identify the features, so Mr. Harrison +asked if she were Mrs. Stewart. The figure shook its head. I had lost a +sister a few months previously, and the thought flashed across me that +it might be her. "Is it you, Emily?" I asked; but the head was still +shaken to express a negative, and a similar question on the part of Miss +Kidlingbury, with respect to a friend of her own, met with the same +response. "Who _can_ it be?" I remarked curiously to Mr. Harrison. + +"Mother! don't you know me?" sounded in "Florence's" whispering voice. I +started up to approach her, exclaiming, "O! my darling child! I never +thought I should meet you here!" But she said, "Go back to your chair, +and I will come to you!" I reseated myself, and "Florence" crossed the +room and sat down _on my lap_. She was more unclothed on that occasion +than any materialized spirit I have ever seen. She wore nothing on her +head, only her hair, of which she appears to have an immense quantity, +fell down her back and covered her shoulders. Her arms were bare and her +feet and part of her legs, and the dress she wore had no shape or style, +but seemed like so many yards of soft thick muslin, wound round her body +from the bosom to below the knees. She was a heavy weight--perhaps ten +stone--and had well-covered limbs. In fact, she was then, and has +appeared for several years past, to be, in point of size and shape, so +like her eldest sister Eva, that I always observe the resemblance +between them. This _seance_ took place at a period when "Florence" must +have been about seventeen years old. + +"Florence, my darling," I said, "is this _really_ you?" "Turn up the +gas," she answered, "and look at my mouth." Mr. Harrison did as she +desired, and we all saw distinctly _that peculiar defect on the lip_ +with which she was born--a defect, be it remembered, which some of the +most experienced members of the profession had affirmed to be "_so rare +as never to have fallen under their notice before_." She also opened her +mouth that we might see she had no gullet. I promised at the +commencement of my book to confine myself to facts, and leave the +deduction to be drawn from them to my readers, so I will not interrupt +my narrative to make any remarks upon this incontrovertible proof of +identity. I know it struck me dumb, and melted me into tears. At this +juncture Miss Cook, who had been moaning and moving about a good deal +behind the black shawl, suddenly exclaimed, "I can't stand this any +longer," and walked out into the room. There she stood in her grey dress +and crimson ribbons whilst "Florence" sat on my lap in white drapery. +But only for a moment, for directly the medium was fully in view, the +spirit sprung up and darted behind the curtain. Recalling Miss Cook's +injunctions to me, I scolded her heartily for leaving her seat, until +she crept back, whimpering, to her former position. The shawl had +scarcely closed behind her before "Florence" reappeared and clung to me, +saying, "Don't let her do that again. She frightens me so." She was +actually trembling all over. "Why, Florence," I replied. "Do you mean to +tell me you are frightened of your medium? In this world it is we poor +mortals who are frightened of the spirits." "I am afraid she will send +me away, mother," she whispered. However, Miss Cook did not disturb us +again, and "Florence" stayed with us for some time longer. She clasped +her arms round my neck, and laid her head upon my bosom, and kissed me +dozens of times. She took my hand and spread it out, and said she felt +sure I should recognize her hand when she thrust it outside the curtain, +because it was so much like my own. I was suffering much trouble at that +time, and "Florence" told me the reason God had permitted her to show +herself to me in her earthly deformity was so that I might be sure that +she was herself, and that Spiritualism was a truth to comfort me. +"Sometimes you doubt, mother," she said, "and think your eyes and ears +have misled you; but after this you must never doubt again. Don't fancy +I am like this in the spirit land. The blemish left me long ago. But I +put it on to-night to make you certain. Don't fret, dear mother. +Remember _I_ am always near you. No one can take _me_ away. Your earthly +children may grow up and go out into the world and leave you, but you +will always have your spirit child close to you." I did not, and cannot, +calculate for how long "Florence" remained visible on that occasion. +Mr. Harrison told me afterwards that she had remained for nearly twenty +minutes. But her undoubted presence was such a stupendous fact to me, +that I could only think that _she was there_--that I actually held in my +arms the tiny infant I had laid with my own hands in her coffin--that +she was no more dead than I was myself, but had grown to be a woman. So +I sat, with my arms tight round her, and my heart beating against hers, +until the power decreased, and "Florence" was compelled to give me a +last kiss and leave me stupefied and bewildered by what had so +unexpectedly occurred. Two other spirits materialized and appeared after +she had left us, but as neither of them was Mrs. Stewart, the _seance_, +as far as Mr. Harrison was concerned, was a failure. I have seen and +heard "Florence" on numerous occasions since the one I have narrated, +but not with the mark upon her mouth, which she assures me will never +trouble either of us again. I could fill pages with accounts of her +pretty, caressing ways and her affectionate and sometimes solemn +messages; but I have told as much of her story as will interest the +general reader. It has been wonderful to me to mark how her ways and +mode of communication have changed with the passing years. It was a +simple child who did not know how to express itself that appeared to me +in 1873. It is a woman full of counsel and tender warning that comes to +me in 1890. But yet she is only nineteen. When she reached that age, +"Florence" told me she should never grow any older in years or +appearance, and that she had reached the climax of womanly perfection in +the spirit world. Only to-night--the night before Christmas Day--as I +write her story, she comes to me and says, "Mother! you must not give +way to sad thoughts. The Past is past. Let it be buried in the blessings +that remain to you." + +And amongst the greatest of those blessings I reckon my belief in the +existence of my spirit-child. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE STORY OF EMILY. + + +My sister Emily was the third daughter of my late father, and several +years older than myself. She was a handsome woman--strictly speaking, +perhaps, the handsomest of the family, and quite unlike the others. She +had black hair and eyes, a pale complexion, a well-shaped nose, and +small, narrow hands and feet. But her beauty had slight detractions--so +slight, indeed, as to be imperceptible to strangers, but well known to +her intimate friends. Her mouth was a little on one side, one shoulder +was half an inch higher than the other, her fingers were not quite +straight, nor her toes, and her hips corresponded with her shoulders. +She was clever, with a versatile, all-round talent, and of a very happy +and contented disposition. She married Dr. Henry Norris of Charmouth, in +Dorset, and lived there many years before her death. She was an +excellent wife and mother, a good friend, and a sincere Christian; +indeed, I do not believe that a more earnest, self-denying, better woman +ever lived in this world. But she had strong feelings, and in some +things she was very bigoted. One was Spiritualism. She vehemently +opposed even the mention of it, declared it to be diabolical, and never +failed to blame me for pursuing such a wicked and unholy occupation. She +was therefore about the last person whom I should have expected to take +advantage of it to communicate with her friends. + +My sister Emily died on the 20th of April, 1875. Her death resulted from +a sudden attack of pleurisy, and was most unexpected. I was sitting at +an early dinner with my children on the same day when I received a +telegram from my brother-in-law to say, "Emily very ill; will telegraph +when change occurs," and I had just despatched an answer to ask if I +should go down to Charmouth, or could be of any use, when a second +message arrived, "All is over. She died quietly at two o'clock." Those +who have received similar shocks will understand what I felt. I was +quite stunned, and could not realize that my sister had passed away from +us, so completely unanticipated had been the news. I made the necessary +arrangements for going down to her funeral, but my head was filled with +nothing but thoughts of Emily the while, and conjectures of _how_ she +had died and of _what_ she had died (for that was, as yet, unknown to +me), and what she had thought and said; above all, what she was thinking +and feeling at that moment. I retired to rest with my brain in a whirl, +and lay half the night wide awake, staring into the darkness, and +wondering where my sister was. _Now_ was the time (if any) for my +cerebral organs to play me a trick, and conjure up a vision of the +person I was thinking of. But I saw nothing; no sound broke the +stillness; my eyes rested only on the darkness. I was quite +disappointed, and in the morning I told my children so. I loved my +sister Emily dearly, and I hoped she would have come to wish me +good-bye. On the following night I was exhausted by want of sleep and +the emotion I had passed through, and when I went to bed I was very +sleepy. I had not been long asleep, however, before I was waked up--I +can hardly say by what--and there at my bedside stood Emily, smiling at +me. When I lost my little "Florence," Emily had been unmarried, and she +had taken a great interest in my poor baby, and nursed her during her +short lifetime, and, I believe, really mourned her loss, for (although +she had children of her own) she always wore a little likeness of +"Florence" in a locket on her watch-chain. When Emily died I had of +course been for some time in communication with my spirit-child, and +when my sister appeared to me that night, "Florence" was in her arms, +with her head resting on her shoulder. I recognized them both at once, +and the only thing which looked strange to me was that Emily's long +black hair was combed right back in the Chinese fashion, giving her +forehead an unnaturally high appearance. This circumstance made the +greater impression on me, because we all have such high foreheads with +the hair growing off the temples that we have never been able to wear it +in the style I speak of. With this exception my sister looked beautiful +and most happy, and my little girl clung to her lovingly. Emily did not +speak aloud, but she kept on looking down at "Florence," and up at me, +whilst her lips formed the words, "Little Baby," which was the name by +which she had always mentioned my spirit-child. In the morning I +mentioned what I had seen to my elder girls, adding, "I hardly knew dear +Aunt Emily, with her hair scratched back in that fashion." + +This apparition happened on the Wednesday night, and on the Friday +following I travelled down to Charmouth to be present at the funeral, +which was fixed for Saturday. I found my sister Cecil there before me. +As soon as we were alone, she said to me, "I am so glad you came to-day. +I want you to arrange dear Emily nicely in her coffin. The servants had +laid her out before my arrival, and she doesn't look a bit like herself. +But I haven't the nerve to touch her." It was late at night, but I took +a candle at once and accompanied Cecil to the death-chamber. Our sister +was lying, pale and calm, with a smile upon her lips, much as she had +appeared to me, and with _all her black hair combed back from her +forehead_. The servants had arranged it so, thinking it looked neater. +It was impossible to make any alteration till the morning, but when our +dear sister was carried to her grave, her hair framed her dead face in +the wavy curls in which it always fell when loose; a wreath of flowering +syringa was round her head, a cross of violets on her breast, and in her +waxen, beautifully-moulded hands, she held three tall, white lilies. I +mention this because she has come to me since with the semblance of +these very flowers to ensure her recognition. After the funeral, my +brother-in-law gave me the details of her last illness. He told me that +on the Monday afternoon, when her illness first took a serious turn and +she became (as he said) delirious, she talked continually to her father, +Captain Marryat (to whom she had been most reverentially attached), and +who, she affirmed, was sitting by the side of the bed. Her conversation +was perfectly rational, and only disjointed when she waited for a reply +to her own remarks. She spoke to him of Langham and all that had +happened there, and particularly expressed her surprise at his having _a +beard_, saying, "Does hair grow up there, father?" I was the more +impressed by this account, because Dr. Norris, like most medical men, +attributed the circumstance entirely to the distorted imagination of a +wandering brain. And yet my father (whom I have never seen since his +death) has been described to me by various clairvoyants, and always as +_wearing a beard_, a thing he never did during his lifetime, as it was +the fashion then for naval officers to wear only side whiskers. In all +his pictures he is represented as clean shorn, and as he was so well +known a man, one would think that (were they dissembling) the +clairvoyants, in describing his personal characteristics, would follow +the clue given by his portraits. + +For some time after my sister Emily's death I heard nothing more of her, +and for the reasons I have given, I never expected to see her again +until we met in the spirit-world. About two years after her death, +however, my husband, Colonel Lean, bought two tickets for a series of +_seances_ to be held in the rooms of the British National Association of +Spiritualists under the mediumship of Mr. William Eglinton. This was +the first time we had ever seen or sat with Mr. Eglinton, but we had +heard a great deal of his powers, and were curious to test them. On the +first night, which was a Saturday, we assembled with a party of twelve, +all complete strangers, in the rooms I have mentioned, which were +comfortably lighted with gas. Mr. Eglinton, who is a young man inclined +to stoutness, went into the cabinet, which was placed in the centre of +us, with spectators all round it. The cabinet was like a large cupboard, +made of wood and divided into two parts, the partition being of +wire-work, so that the medium might be padlocked into it, and a curtain +drawn in front of both sides. After a while, a voice called out to us +not to be frightened, as the medium was coming out to get more power, +and Mr. Eglinton, in a state of trance and dressed in a suit of evening +clothes, walked out of the cabinet and commenced a tour of the circle. +He touched every one in turn, but did not stop until he reached Colonel +Lean, before whom he remained for some time, making magnetic passes down +his face and figure. He then turned to re-enter the cabinet, but as he +did so, some one moved the curtain from inside and Mr. Eglinton +_actually held the curtain to one side to permit the materialized form +to pass out_ before he went into the cabinet himself. The figure that +appeared was that of a woman clothed in loose white garments that fell +to her feet. Her eyes were black and her long black hair fell over her +shoulders. I suspected at the time who she was, but each one in the +circle was so certain she came for him or for her, that I said nothing, +and only mentally asked if it were my sister that I might receive a +proof of her identity. On the following evening (Sunday) Colonel Lean +and I were "sitting" together, when Emily came to the table to assure us +that it was she whom we had seen, and that she would appear again on +Monday and show herself more clearly. I asked her to think of some means +by which she could prove her identity with the spirit that then spoke to +us, and she said, "I will hold up my right hand." Colonel Lean cautioned +me not to mention this promise to any one, that we might be certain of +the correctness of the test. Accordingly, on the Monday evening we +assembled for our second _seance_ with Mr. Eglinton, and the same form +appeared, and walking out much closer to us, _held up the right hand_. +Colonel Lean, anxious not to be deceived by his own senses, asked the +company what the spirit was doing. "Cannot you see?" was the answer. +"She is holding up her hand." On this occasion Emily came with all her +old characteristics about her, and there would have been no possibility +of mistaking her (at least on my part) without the proof she had +promised to give us. + +The next startling assurance we received of her proximity happened in a +much more unexpected manner. We were staying, in the autumn of the +following year, at a boarding-house in the Rue de Vienne at Brussels, +with a large party of English visitors, none of whom we had ever seen +till we entered the house. Amongst them were several girls, who had +never heard of Spiritualism before, and were much interested in +listening to the relation of our experiences on the subject. One evening +when I was not well, and keeping my own room, some of these young ladies +got hold of Colonel Lean and said, "Oh! do come and sit in the dark with +us and tell us ghost stories." Now sitting in the dark and telling ghost +stories to five or six nice looking girls is an occupation few men would +object to, and they were all soon ensconced in the dark and deserted +_salle-a-manger_. Amongst them was a young girl of sixteen, Miss Helen +Hill, who had never shown more interest than the rest in such matters. +After they had been seated in the dark for some minutes, she said to +Colonel Lean, "Do you know, I can see a lady on the opposite side of the +table quite distinctly, and she is nodding and smiling at you." The +colonel asked what the lady was like. "She is very nice looking," +replied the girl, "with dark eyes and hair, but she seems to want me to +notice her ring. She wears a ring with a large blue stone in it, of such +a funny shape, and she keeps on twisting it round and round her finger, +and pointing to it. Oh! now she has got up and is walking round the +room. Only fancy! she is holding up her feet for me to see. They are +bare and very white, but her toes are crooked!" Then Miss Hill became +frightened and asked them to get a light. She declared that the figure +had come up, close to her, and torn the lace off her wrists. And when +the light was procured and her dress examined, a frill of lace that had +been tacked into her sleeve that morning had totally disappeared. The +young ladies grew nervous and left the room, and Colonel Lean, thinking +the description Helen Hill had given of the spirit tallied with that of +my sister Emily, came straight up to me and surprised me by an abrupt +question as to whether she had been in the habit of wearing any +particular ring (for he had not seen her for several years before her +death). I told him that her favorite ring was an uncut turquoise--so +large and uneven that she used to call it her "potato." "Had she any +peculiarity about her feet?" he went on, eagerly. "Why do you wish to +know?" I said. "She had crooked toes, that is all." "Good heavens!" he +exclaimed, "then she has been with us in the _salle-a-manger_." I have +never met Miss Hill since, and I am not in a position to say if she has +evinced any further possession of clairvoyant power; but she certainly +displayed it on that occasion to a remarkable degree; for she had never +even heard of the existence of my sister Emily, and was very much +disturbed and annoyed when told that the apparition she had described +was reality and not imagination. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE STORY OF THE GREEN LADY. + + +The story I have to tell now happened a very short time ago, and every +detail is as fresh in my mind as if I had heard and seen it yesterday. +Mrs. Guppy-Volckman has been long known to the spiritualistic world as a +very powerful medium, also as taking a great private interest in +Spiritualism, which all media do not. Her means justify her, too, in +gratifying her whims; and hearing that a certain house in Broadstairs +was haunted, she became eager to ascertain the truth. The house being +empty, she procured the keys from the landlord, and proceeded on a +voyage of discovery alone. She had barely recovered, at the time, from a +most dangerous illness, which had left a partial paralysis of the lower +limbs behind it; it was therefore with considerable difficulty that she +gained the drawing-room of the house, which was on the first floor, and +when there she abandoned her crutches, and sat down on the floor to +recover herself. Mrs. Volckman was now perfectly alone. She had closed +the front door after her, and she was moreover almost helpless, as it +was with great difficulty that she could rise without assistance. It was +on a summer's evening towards the dusky hour, and she sat on the bare +floor of the empty house waiting to see what might happen. After some +time (I tell this part of the story as I received it from her lips) she +heard a rustling or sweeping sound, as of a long silk train coming down +the uncarpeted stairs from the upper storey. The room in which she sat +communicated with another, which led out upon the passage, and it was +not long before the door between these two apartments opened and the +figure of a woman appeared. She entered the room in which Mrs. Volckman +sat, very cautiously, and commenced to walk round it, feeling her way +along the walls as though she were blind or tipsy. She was dressed in a +green satin robe that swept behind her--round the upper part of her body +was a kind of scarf of glistening white material, like silk gauze--and +on her head was a black velvet cap, or coif, from underneath which her +long black hair fell down her back. Mrs. Volckman, although used all her +life to manifestations and apparitions of all sorts, told me she had +never felt so frightened at the sight of one before. She attempted to +rise, but feeling her incapability of doing so quickly, she screamed +with fear. As soon as she did so, the woman turned round and ran out of +the room, apparently as frightened as herself. Mrs. Volckman got hold of +her crutches, scrambled to her feet, found her way downstairs, and +reached the outside of the house in safety. Most people would never have +entered it again. She, on the contrary, had an interview with the +landlord, and actually, then and there, purchased a lease of the house +and entered upon possession, and as soon as it was furnished and ready +for occupation, she invited a party of friends to go down and stay with +her at Broadstairs, and make the acquaintance of the "Green Lady," as we +had christened her. Colonel Lean and I were amongst the visitors, the +others consisting of Lady Archibald Campbell, Miss Shaw, Mrs. Olive, +Mrs. Bellew, Colonel Greck, Mr. Charles Williams, and Mr. and Mrs. Henry +Volckman, which, with our host and hostess, made up a circle of twelve. +We assembled there on a bright day in July, and the house, with its +large rooms and windows facing the sea, looked cheerful enough. The room +in which Mrs. Volckman had seen the apparition was furnished as a +drawing-room, and the room adjoining it, which was divided by a +_portiere_ only from the larger apartment, she had converted for +convenience sake into her bedroom. The first evening we sat it was about +seven o'clock, and so light that we let down all the venetians, which, +however, did little to remedy the evil. We had no cabinet, nor curtains, +nor darkness, for it was full moon at the time, and the dancing, +sparkling waves were quite visible through the interstices of the +venetians. We simply sat round the table, holding hands in an unbroken +circle and laughing and chatting with each other. In a few minutes Mrs. +Volckman said something was rising beside her from the carpet, and in a +few more the "Green Lady" was visible to us all standing between the +medium and Mr. Williams. She was just as she had been described to us, +both in dress and appearance, but her face was as white and as cold as +that of a corpse, and her eyes were closed. She leaned over the table +and brought her face close to each of us in turn, but she seemed to have +no power of speech. After staying with us about ten minutes, she sunk as +she had risen, through the carpet, and disappeared. The next evening, +under precisely similar circumstances, she came again. This time she had +evidently gained more vitality in a materialized condition, for when I +urged her to tell me her name, she whispered, though with much +difficulty, "Julia!" and when Lady Archibald observed that she thought +she had no hands, the spirit suddenly thrust out a little hand, and +grasped the curls on her forehead with a violence that gave her pain. +Unfortunately, Mr. Williams' professional engagements compelled him to +leave us on the following day, and Mrs. Volckman had been too recently +ill to permit her to sit alone, so that we were not able to hold another +_seance_ for the "Green Lady" during our visit. But we had not seen the +last of her. One evening Mrs. Bellew and I were sitting in the bay +window of the drawing-room, just "between the lights," and discussing a +very private matter indeed, when I saw (as I thought) my hostess maid +raise the _portiere_ that hung between the apartments and stand there in +a listening attitude. I immediately gave Mrs. Volckman the hint. "Let us +talk of something else," I said, in a low voice. "Jane is in your +bedroom." "O! no! she's not," was the reply. "But I saw her lift the +_portiere_," I persisted; "she has only just dropped it." "You are +mistaken," replied my hostess, "for Jane has gone on the beach with the +child." I felt sure I had _not_ been mistaken, but I held my tongue and +said no more. The conversation was resumed, and as we were deep in the +delicate matter, the woman appeared for the second time. + +"Mrs. Volckman," I whispered, "Jane is really there. She has just looked +in again." + +My friend rose from her seat. "Come with me," she said, "and I will +convince you that you are wrong." + +I followed her into the bedroom, where she showed me that the door +communicating with the passage was locked _inside_. + +"Now, do you see," she continued, "that no one but the 'Green Lady' +could enter this room but through the one we are sitting in." + +"Then it must have been the 'Green Lady,'" I replied, "for I assuredly +saw a woman standing in the doorway." + +"That is likely enough," said Mrs. Volckman; "but if she comes again she +shall have the trouble of drawing back the curtains." + +And thereupon she unhooped the _portiere_, which consisted of two +curtains, and drew them right across the door. We had hardly regained +our seats in the bay window before the two curtains were sharply drawn +aside, making the brass rings rattle on the rod, and the "Green Lady" +stood in the opening we had just passed through. Mrs. Volckman told her +not to be afraid, but to come out and speak to us; but she was +apparently not equal to doing so, and only stood there for a few minutes +gazing at us. I imprudently left my seat and approached her, with a view +to making overtures of friendship, when she dropped the curtains over +her figure. I passed through them immediately to the other side, and +found the bedroom empty and the door locked inside, as before. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE STORY OF THE MONK. + + +A lady named Uniacke, a resident in Bruges, whilst on a visit to my +house in London, met and had a _seance_ with William Eglinton, with +which she was so delighted that she immediately invited him to go and +stay with her abroad, and as my husband and I were about to cross over +to Bruges to see my sister, who also resided there, we travelled in +company--Mr. Eglinton living at Mrs. Uniacke's home, whilst we stayed +with our own relations. Mrs. Uniacke was a medium herself, and had +already experienced some very noisy and violent demonstrations in her +own house. She was, therefore, quite prepared for her visitor, and had +fitted up a spare room with a cabinet and blinds to the windows, and +everything that was necessary. But, somewhat to her chagrin, we were +informed at the first sitting by Mr. Eglinton's control, "Joey," that +all future _seances_ were to take place at my sister's house instead. We +were given no reason for the change; we were simply told to obey it. My +sister's house was rather a peculiar one, and I have already alluded to +it, and some of the sights and sounds by which it was haunted, in the +chapter headed "Optical Illusions." The building is so ancient that the +original date has been completely lost. A stone set into one of the +walls bore an inscription to the effect that it was restored in the year +1616. And an obsolete plan of the city shows it to have stood in its +present condition in 1562. Prior to that period, however, probably about +the thirteenth century, it is supposed, with three houses on either side +of it, to have formed a convent, but no printed record remains of the +fact. Beneath it are subterraneous passages, choked with rubbish, which +lead, no one knows whither. I had stayed in this house several times +before, and always felt unpleasant influences from it, as I have +related, especially in a large room on the lower floor, then used as a +drawing-room, but which is said to have formed, originally, the chapel +to the convent. Others had felt the influence beside myself, though we +never had had reason to suppose that there was any particular cause for +it. When we expressed curiosity, however, to learn why "Joey" desired us +to hold our _seance_ in my sister's house, he told us that the medium +had not been brought over to Bruges for _our_ pleasure or edification, +but that there was a great work to be done there, and Mrs. Uniacke had +been expressly influenced to invite him over, that the purposes of a +higher power than his own should be accomplished. Consequently, on the +following evening Mrs. Uniacke brought Mr. Eglinton over to my sister's +house, and "Joey" having been asked to choose a room for the sitting, +selected an _entresol_ on the upper floor, which led by two short +passages to the bedrooms. The bedroom doors being locked a dark curtain +was hung at the entrance of one of these passages, and "Joey" declared +it was a first-rate cabinet. We then assembled in the drawing-room, for +the purposes of music and conversation, for we intended to hold the +_seance_ later in the evening. The party consisted only of the medium, +Mrs. Uniacke, my sister, my husband, and myself. After I had sung a song +or two, Mr. Eglinton became restless and moved away from the piano, +saying the influence was too strong for him. He began walking up and +down the room, and staring fixedly at the door, before which hung a +_portiere_. Several times he exclaimed with knitted brows, "What is the +matter with that door? There is something very peculiar about it." Once +he approached it quickly, but "Joey's" voice was heard from behind the +_portiere_, saying, "Don't come too near." Mr. Eglinton then retreated +to a sofa, and appeared to be fighting violently with some unpleasant +influence. He made the sign of the cross, then extended his fingers +towards the door, as though to exorcise it: finally he burst into a +mocking, scornful peal of laughter that lasted for some minutes. As it +concluded, a diabolical expression came over his face. He clenched his +hands, gnashed his teeth, and commenced to grope in a crouching position +towards the door. We concluded he wished to get up to the room where the +cabinet was, and let him have his way. He crawled, rather than walked, +up the steep turret stairs, but on reaching the top, came to himself +suddenly and fell back several steps. My husband, fortunately, was just +behind him and saved him from a fall. He complained greatly of the +influence and of a pain in his head, and we sat at the table to receive +directions. In a few seconds the same spirit had taken possession of +him. He left the table and groped his way towards the bedrooms, +listening apparently to every sound, and with his hand holding an +imaginary knife which was raised every now and then as if to strike. The +expression on Mr. Eglinton's face during this possession is too horrible +to describe. The worst passions were written as legibly there as though +they had been labelled. There was a short flight of stairs leading from +the _entresol_ to the corridor, closed at the head by a padded door, +which we had locked for fear of accident. When, apparently in pursuit of +his object, the spirit led the medium up to this door and he found it +fastened, his moans were terrible. Half-a-dozen times he made his weary +round of the room, striving to get downstairs to accomplish some end, +and to return to us moaning and baffled. At this juncture, he was so +exhausted that one of his controls, "Daisy," took possession of him and +talked with us for some time. We asked "Daisy" what the spirit was like +that had controlled Mr. Eglinton last, and she said she did not like +him--he had a bad face, no hair on the top of his head, and a long black +frock. From this we concluded he had been a monk or a priest. When +"Daisy" had finished speaking to us "Joey" desired Mr. Eglinton to go +into the cabinet; but as soon as he rose, the same spirit got possession +again and led him grovelling as before towards the bedrooms. His +"guides" therefore carried him into the cabinet before our eyes. He was +elevated far above our heads, his feet touching each of us in turn; he +was then carried past the unshaded window, which enabled us to judge of +the height he was from the ground, and finally over a large table, into +the cabinet. + +Nothing, however, of consequence occurred, and "Joey" advised us to take +the medium downstairs to the supper room. + +Accordingly we adjourned there, and during supper Mr. Eglinton appeared +to be quite himself, and laughed with us over what had taken place. As +soon as the meal was over, however, the old restlessness returned on +him, and he began pacing up and down the room, walking out every now and +then into the corridor. In a few minutes we perceived that the uneasy +spirit again controlled him, and we all followed. He went steadily +towards the drawing-room, but, on finding himself pursued, turned back, +and three times pronounced emphatically the word "Go." He then entered +the drawing-room, which was in darkness, and closed the door behind him, +whilst we waited outside. In a little while he reopened it, and speaking +in quite a different voice, said "Bring a light! I have something to say +to you." When we reassembled with a lamp we found the medium controlled +by a new spirit, whom "Joey" afterwards told us was one of his highest +guides. Motioning us to be seated, he stood before us and said, "I have +been selected from amongst the controls of this medium to tell you the +history of the unhappy being who has so disturbed you this evening. He +is present now, and the confession of his crime through my lips will +help him to throw off the earthbound condition to which it has condemned +him. Many years ago, the house in which we now stand was a convent, and +underneath it were four subterraneous passages running north, south, +east, and west, which communicated with all parts of the town. (I must +here state that Mr. Eglinton had not previously been informed of any +particulars relating to the former history of my sister's home, neither +were Mrs. Uniacke or myself acquainted with it.) + +"In this convent there lived a most beautiful woman--a nun, and in one +of the neighboring monasteries a priest who, against the strict law of +his Church, had conceived and nourished a passion for her. He was an +Italian who had been obliged to leave his own country, for reasons best +known to himself, and nightly he would steal his way to this house, by +means of one of the subterraneous passages, and attempt to overcome the +nun's scruples, and make her listen to his tale of love; but she, strong +in the faith, resisted him. At last, maddened one day by her repeated +refusals, and his own guilty passion, he hid himself in one of the +northern rooms in the upper story of this house, and watched there in +the dark for her to pass him on her way from her devotions in the +chapel; but she did not come. Then he crept downstairs stealthily, with +a dagger hid beneath his robes, and met her in the hall. He conjured her +again to yield to him, but again she resisted, and he stabbed her within +the door on the very spot where the medium first perceived him. Her +pure soul sought immediate consolation in the spirit spheres, but his +has been chained down ever since to the scene of his awful crime. He +dragged her body down the secret stairs (which are still existent) to +the vaults beneath, and hid it in the subterraneous passage. + +"After a few days he sought it again, and buried it. He lived many years +after, and committed many other crimes, though none so foul as this. It +is his unhappy spirit that asks your prayers to help it to progress. It +is for this purpose that we were brought to this city, that we might aid +in releasing the miserable soul that cannot rest." + +I asked, "By what name shall we pray for him?" + +"Pray for 'the distressed Being.' Call him by no other name." + +"What is your own name?" + +"I prefer to be unknown. May God bless you all and keep you in the way +of prayer and truth and from all evil courses, and bring you to +everlasting life. Amen." + +The medium then walked up to the spot he had indicated as the scene of +the murder, and knelt there for some minutes in prayer. + +Thus concluded the first _seance_ at which the monk was introduced to +us. But the next day as I sat at the table with my sister only, the name +of "Hortense Dupont" was given us, and the following conversation was +rapped out. + +"Who are you?" + +"I am the nun. I did love him. I couldn't help it. It is such a relief +to think that he will be prayed for." + +"When did he murder you?" + +"In 1498." + +"What was his name?" + +"I cannot tell you." + +"His age." + +"Thirty-five!" + +"And yours." + +"Twenty-three." + +"Are you coming to see us to-morrow?" + +"I am not sure." + +On that evening, by "Joey's" orders, we assembled at seven. Mr. Eglinton +did not feel the influence in the drawing-room that day, but directly he +entered the _seance_ room, he was possessed by the same spirit. His +actions were still more graphic than on the first occasion. He watched +from the window for the coming of his victim through the courtyard, and +then recommenced his crawling stealthy pursuit, coming back each time +from the locked door that barred his egress with such heart-rending +moans that no one could have listened to him unmoved. At last, his agony +was so great, as he strove again and again, like some dumb animal, to +pass through the walls that divided him from the spot he wished to +visit, whilst the perspiration streamed down the medium's face with the +struggle, that we attempted to make him speak to us. We implored him in +French to tell us his trouble, and believe us to be his friends; but he +only pushed us away. At last we were impressed to pray for him, and +kneeling down, we repeated all the well-known Catholic prayers. As we +commenced the "De Profundis" the medium fell prostrate on the earth, and +seemed to wrestle with his agony. At the "Salve Regina" and "Ave Maria" +he lifted his eyes to heaven and clasped his hands, and in the "Pater +Noster" he appeared to join. But directly we ceased praying the evil +passions returned, and his face became distorted in the thirst for +blood. It was an experience that no one who had seen could ever forget. +At last my sister fetched a crucifix, which we placed upon his breast. +It had not been there many seconds before a different expression came +over his face. He seized it in both hands, straining it to his eyes, +lips, and heart, holding it from him at arm's length, then passionately +kissing it, as we repeated the "Anima Christi." Finally, he held the +crucifix out for each of us to kiss; a beautiful smile broke out on the +medium's face, and the spirit passed out of him. + +Mr. Eglinton awoke on that occasion terribly exhausted. His face was as +white as a sheet, and he trembled violently. His first words were: "They +are doing something to my forehead. Burn a piece of paper, and give me +the ashes." He rubbed them between his eyes, when the sign of the cross +became distinctly visible, drawn in deep red lines upon his forehead. +The controls then said, exhausted as Mr. Eglinton was, we were to place +him in the cabinet, as their work was not yet done. He was accordingly +led in trance to the arm-chair behind the curtain, whilst we formed a +circle in front of him. In a few seconds the cabinet was illuminated, +and a cross of fire appeared outside of it. This manifestation having +been seen twice, the head and shoulders of a nun appeared floating +outside the curtain. Her white coif and "chin-piece" were pinned just as +the "_religieuses_" are in the habit of pinning them, and she seemed +very anxious to show herself, coming close to each of us in turn, and +re-appearing several times. Her face was that of a young and pretty +woman. "Joey" said, "That's the nun, but you'll understand that this is +only a preliminary trial, preparatory to a more perfect +materialization." I asked the apparition if she were the "Hortense +Dupont" that had communicated through me, and she nodded her head +several times in acquiescence. Thus ended our second _seance_ with the +Monk of Bruges. + +On the third day we were all sitting at supper in my sister's house at +about ten o'clock at night, when loud raps were heard about the room, +and on giving the alphabet, "Joey" desired us to go upstairs and sit, +and to have the door at the head of the staircase (which we had hitherto +locked for fear of accidents) left open; which we accordingly did. As +soon as we were seated at the table, the medium became entranced, and +the same pantomime which I have related was gone through. He watched +from the window that looked into the courtyard, and silently groped his +way round the room, until he had crawled on his stomach up the stairs +that led to the padded door. When he found, however, that the obstacle +that had hitherto stood in his way was removed (by its being open) he +drew a long breath and started away for the winding turret staircase, +listening at the doors he passed to find out if he were overheard. When +he came to the stairs, in descending which we had been so afraid he +might hurt himself, he was carried down them in the most wonderful +manner, only placing his hand on the balustrades, and swooping to the +bottom in one flight. We had placed a lamp in the hall, so that as we +followed him we could observe all his actions. When he reached the +bottom of the staircase he crawled on his stomach to the door of the +drawing-room (originally the chapel) and there waited and listened, +darting back into the shadow every time he fancied he heard a sound. +Imagine our little party of four in that sombre old house, the only +ones waking at that time of night, watching by the ghastly light of a +turned-down lamp the acting of that terrible tragedy. We held our breath +as the murderer crouched by the chapel door, opening it noiselessly to +peep within, and then, retreating with his imaginary dagger in his hand, +ready to strike as soon as his victim appeared. At last she seemed to +come. In an instant he had sprung to meet her, stabbing her first in a +half-stooping attitude, and then, apparently, finding her not dead, he +rose to his full height and stabbed her twice, straight downwards. For a +moment he seemed paralyzed at what he had done, starting back with both +hands clasped to his forehead. Then he flung himself prostrate on the +supposed body, kissing the ground frantically in all directions. +Presently he woke to the fear of detection, and raised the corpse +suddenly in his arms. He fell once beneath the supposed weight, but +staggering to his feet again, seized and dragged it, slipping on the +stone floor as he went, to the head of the staircase that led to the +cellars below, where the mouth of one of the subterraneous passages was +still to be seen. The door at the head of this flight was modern, and he +could not undo the lock, so, prevented from dragging the body down the +steps, he cast himself again upon it, kissing the stone floor of the +hall and moaning. At last he dragged himself on his knees to the spot of +the murder, and began to pray. We knelt with him, and as he heard our +voices he turned on his knees towards us with outstretched hands. I +suggested that he wanted the crucifix again, and went upstairs to fetch +it, when the medium followed me. When I had found what I sought, he +seized it from me eagerly, and carrying it to the window, whence he had +so often watched, fell down again upon his knees. After praying for some +time he tried to speak to us. His lips moved and his tongue protruded, +but he was unable to articulate. Suddenly he seized each of our hands in +turn in both of his own, and wrung them violently. He tried to bless us, +but the words would not come. The same beautiful smile we had seen the +night before broke out over his countenance, the crucifix dropped from +his hands, and he fell prostrate on the floor. The next moment Mr. +Eglinton was asking us where he was and what on earth had happened to +him, as he felt so queer. He declared himself fearfully exhausted, but +said he felt that a great calm and peace had come over him +notwithstanding the weakness, and he believed some great good had been +accomplished. He was not again entranced, but "Joey" ordered the light +to be put out, and spoke to us in the direct voice as follows:-- + +"I've just come to tell you what I know you will be very glad to hear, +that through the medium's power, and our power, and the great power of +God, the unhappy spirit who has been confessing his crime to you is +freed to-night from the heaviest part of his burden--the being +earth-chained to the spot. I don't mean to say that he will go away at +once to the spheres, because he's got a lot to do still to alter the +conditions under which he labors, but the worst is over. This was the +special work Mr. Eglinton was brought to Bruges to do, and Ernest and I +can truly say that, during the whole course of our control of him, we +have never had to put forth our own powers, nor to ask so earnestly for +the help of God, as in the last three days. You have all helped in a +good work,--to free a poor soul from earth, and to set him on the right +road, and _we_ are grateful to you and to the medium, as well as he. He +will be able to progress rapidly now until he reaches his proper sphere, +and hereafter the spirits of himself and the woman he murdered will work +together to undo for others the harm they brought upon themselves. She +is rejoicing in her high sphere at the work we have done for him, and +will be the first to help and welcome him upward. There are many more +earth-bound spirits in this house and the surrounding houses who are +suffering as he was, though not to the same extent, nor for the same +reason. But they all ask for and need your help and your prayers, and +this is the greatest and noblest end of Spiritualism--to aid poor, +unhappy spirits to free themselves from earth and progress upwards. +After a while when this spirit can control the medium with calmness, he +will come himself and tell you, through him, all his history and how he +came to fall. Meanwhile, we thank you very much for allowing us to draw +so much strength from you and helping us with your sympathy, and I hope +you will believe me always to remain, your loving friend, Joey." + + * * * * * + +This account, with very little alteration, was published in the +_Spiritualist_ newspaper, August 29th, 1879, when the _seances_ had +just occurred. There is a sequel to the story, however, which is almost +as remarkable as itself, and which has not appeared in print till now. +From Bruges on this occasion my husband and I went to Brussels, where we +diverted ourselves by means very dissimilar to anything so grave as +Spiritualism. There were many sales going on in Brussels at that moment, +and one of our amusements was to make a tour of the salerooms and +inspect the articles put up for competition. During one of these visits +I was much taken by a large oil pointing, in a massive frame, measuring +some six or seven feet square. It represented a man in the dress of a +Franciscan monk--_i.e._, a brown serge robe, knotted with cords about +the waist--kneeling in prayer with outstretched hands upon a mass of +burning embers. It was labelled in the catalogue as the picture of a +Spanish monk of the order of Saint Francis Xavier, and was evidently a +painting of some value. I was drawn to go and look at it several days in +succession before the sale, and I told my husband that I coveted its +possession. He laughed at me and said it would fetch a great deal more +money than we could afford to give for it, in which opinion I +acquiesced. The day of the sale, however, found us in our places to +watch the proceedings, and when the picture of the monk was put up I bid +a small sum for it. Col. Lean looked at me in astonishment, but I +whispered to him that I was only in fun, and I should stop at a hundred +francs. The bidding was very languid, however, and to my utter +amazement, the picture was knocked down to me for _seventy-two francs_. +I could hardly believe that it was true. Directly the sale was +concluded, the brokers crowded round me to ask what I would take for the +painting, and they told me they had not thought of bidding until it +should have reached a few hundred francs. But I told them I had got my +bargain, and I meant to stick by it. When we returned next day to make +arrangements for its being sent to us, the auctioneer informed us that +the frame alone in which it had been sent for sale had cost three +hundred francs, so that I was well satisfied with my purchase. This +occurrence took place a short time before we returned to England, where +we arrived long before the painting, which, with many others, was left +to follow us by a cheaper and slower route. + +The Sunday after we reached home (having seen no friends in the +meanwhile), we walked into Steinway Hall to hear Mr. Fletcher's +lecture. At its conclusion he passed as usual into a state of trance, +and described what he saw before him. In the midst of mentioning people, +places, and incidents unknown to us, he suddenly exclaimed: "Now I see a +very strange thing, totally unlike anything I have ever seen before, and +I hardly know how to describe it. A man comes before me--a +foreigner--and in a dress belonging to some monastic order, a brown robe +of coarse cloth or flannel, with a rope round his waist and beads +hanging, and bare feet and a shaved head. He is dragging a picture on to +the platform, a very large painting in a frame, and it looks to me like +a portrait of himself, kneeling on a carpet of burning wood. No! I am +wrong. The man tells me the picture is _not_ a portrait of himself, but +of the founder of his Order, and it is in the possession of some people +in this hall to-night. The man tells me to tell these people that it was +_his_ spirit that influenced them to buy this painting at some place +over the water, and he did so in order that they might keep it in +remembrance of what they have done for him. And he desires that they +shall hang that picture in some room where they may see it every day, +that they may never forget the help which spirits on this earth may +render by their prayers to spirits that have passed away. And he offers +them through me his heartfelt thanks for the assistance given him, and +he says the day is not far off when he shall pray for himself and for +them, that their kindness may return into their own bosoms." + + * * * * * + +The oil painting reached England in safety some weeks afterwards, and +was hung over the mantel-piece in our dining-room, where it remained, a +familiar object to all our personal acquaintances. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF MISS SHOWERS. + + +Some time before I had the pleasure of meeting Miss Showers, I heard, +through friends living in the west of England, of the mysterious and +marvellous powers possessed by a young lady of their acquaintance, who +was followed by voices in the air, which held conversations with her, +and the owners of which were said to have made themselves visible. I +listened with curiosity, the more so, as my informants utterly +disbelieved in Spiritualism, and thought the phenomena were due to +trickery. At the same time I conceived a great desire to see the girl of +sixteen, who, for no gain or apparent object of her own, was so clever +as to mystify everyone around her; and when she and her mother came to +London, I was amongst the first to beg for an introduction, and I shall +never forget the experiences I had with her. She was the first _private_ +medium through whom my personal friends returned to converse with me; +and no one but a Spiritualist can appreciate the blessing of spiritual +communications through a source that is above the breath of suspicion. I +have already written at length about Miss Showers in "The story of John +Powles." She was a child, compared to myself, whose life had hardly +commenced when mine was virtually over, and neither she, nor any member +of her family, had ever had an opportunity of becoming acquainted with +even the names of my former friends. Yet (as I have related) John Powles +made Miss Showers his especial mouthpiece, and my daughter "Florence" +(then a little child) also appeared through her, though at long +intervals, and rather timidly. Her own controls, however, or cabinet +spirits (as they call them in America)--_i.e._, such spirits as are +always about the medium, and help the strangers to appear--"Peter," +"Florence," "Lenore," and "Sally," were very familiar with me, and +afforded me such facilities of testing their medium as do not often fall +to the lot of inquirers. Indeed, at one time, they always requested +that I should be present at their _seances_, so that I considered myself +to be highly favored. And I may mention here that Miss Showers and I +were so much _en rapport_ that her manifestations were always much +stronger in my presence. We could not sit next each other at an ordinary +tea or supper table, when we had no thought of, or desire to hold a +_seance_, without manifestations occurring in the full light. A hand, +that did not belong to either of us, would make itself apparent under +the table-cloth between us--a hand with power to grasp ours--or our feet +would be squeezed or kicked beneath the table, or fingers would suddenly +appear, and whisk the food off our plates. Some of their jests were +inconvenient. I have had the whole contents of a tumbler, which I was +raising to my lips, emptied over my dress. It was generally known that +our powers were sympathetic, and at last "Peter" gave me leave, or, +rather, ordered me to sit in the cabinet with "Rosie," whilst the +manifestations went on outside. He used to say he didn't care for me any +more than if I had been "a spirit myself." One evening "Peter" called me +into the cabinet (which was simply a large box cupboard at one end of +the dining-room) before the _seance_ began, and told me to sit down at +the medium's feet and "be a good girl and keep quiet." Miss Showers was +in a low chair, and I sat with my arms resting on her lap. She did not +become entranced, and we talked the whole time together. Presently, +without any warning, two figures stood beside us. I could not have said +where they came from. I neither saw them rise from the floor nor descend +from the ceiling. There was no beginning to their appearance. In a +moment they were simply _there_--"Peter" and "Florence" (not my child, +but Miss Showers' control of the same names). + +"Peter" sent "Florence" out to the audience, where we heard her speaking +to them and their remarks upon her (there being only a thin curtain hung +before the entrance of the cabinet), but he stayed with us himself. We +could not see him distinctly in the dim light, but we could distinctly +hear and feel him. He changed our ornaments and ribbons, and pulled the +hair-pins out of our hair, and made comments on what was going on +outside. After a while "Florence" returned to get more power, and both +spirits spoke to and touched us at the same time. During the whole of +this _seance_ my arms rested on Miss Showers' lap, and she was awake and +talking to me about the spirits. + +One evening, at a sitting at Mr. Luxmore's house in Hyde Park Square, +the spirit "Florence" had been walking amongst the audience in the +lighted front drawing-room for a considerable time--even sitting at the +piano and accompanying herself whilst she sung us a song in what she +called "the planetary language." She greatly resembled her medium on +that occasion, and several persons present remarked that she did so. I +suppose the inferred doubt annoyed her, for before she finally left us +she asked for a light, and a small oil lamp was brought to her which she +placed in my hand, telling me to follow her and look at her medium, +which I accordingly did. "Florence" led the way into the back +drawing-room, where I found Miss Showers reposing in an arm-chair. The +first sight of her terrified me. For the purpose of making any change in +her dress as difficult as possible, she wore a high, tight-fitting black +velvet frock, fastened at the back, and high Hessian boots, with +innumerable buttons. But she now appeared to be shrunk to half her usual +size, and the dress hung loosely on her figure. Her arms had +disappeared, but putting my hands up the dress sleeves, I found them +diminished to the size of those of a little child--the fingers reaching +only to where the elbows had been. The same miracle had happened to her +feet, which only occupied half her boots. She looked in fact like the +mummy of a girl of four or six years old. The spirit told me to feel her +face. The forehead was dry, rough, and burning hot, but from the chin +water was dropping freely on to the bosom of her dress. "Florence" said +to me, "I wanted _you_ to see her, because I know you are brave enough +to tell people what you have seen." + +There was a marked difference in the personality of the two influences +"Florence" and "Lenore," although both at times resembled Miss Showers, +and sometimes more than others. "Florence" was taller than her medium, +and a very beautiful woman. "Lenore" was much shorter and smaller, and +not so pretty, but more vivacious and pert. By the invitation of Mrs. +Macdougal Gregory, I attended several _seances_ with Miss Showers at her +residence in Green Street, when these spirits appeared. "Lenore" was +fond of saying that she wouldn't or couldn't come out unless _I_ held +her hand, or put my arm round her waist. To tell the truth, I didn't +care for the distinction, for this influence was very peculiar in some +things, and to me she always appeared "uncanny," and to leave an +unpleasant feeling behind her. She was seldom completely formed, and +would hold up a foot which felt like wet clay, and had no toes to it, or +not the proper quantity. On occasions, too, there was a charnel-house +smell about her, as if she had been buried a few weeks and dug up again, +an odor which I have never smelt from any materialized spirit before or +after. One evening at Mrs. Gregory's, when "Lenore" had insisted upon +walking round the circle supported by my arm, I nearly fainted from the +smell. It resembled nothing but that of a putrid corpse, and when she +returned to the cabinet, I was compelled to leave the room and retch +from the nausea it had caused me. It was on this occasion that the +sitters called "Lenore" so many times back into the circle, that all the +power was gone, and she was in danger of melting away before their eyes. +Still they entreated her to remain with them a little longer. At last +she grew impatient, and complained to me of their unreasonableness. She +was then raised from the floor--actually floating just outside the +curtain--and she asked me to put my hands up her skirts and convince +myself that she was half-dematerialized. I did as she told me, and felt +that she had _no legs_, although she had been walking round the room a +few minutes before. I could feel nothing but the trunk of a body, which +was completely lifted off the ground. Her voice, too, had grown faint +and her face indistinct, and in another moment she had totally +disappeared. + +One evening at Mrs. Gregory's, after the _seance_ was concluded, +"Florence" looked round the curtain and called to me to come inside of +it. I did so and found myself in total darkness. I said, "What's the +good of my coming here? I can't see anything." "Florence" took me by one +hand, and answered, "I will lead you! Don't be afraid." Then some one +else grasped my other hand, and "Peter's" voice said, "We've got you +safe. We want you to feel the medium." The two figures led me between +them to the sofa on which Miss Showers was lying. They passed my hand +all over her head and body. I felt, as before, her hands and feet +shrunk to half their usual size, but her heart appeared to have become +proportionately increased. When my hand was placed upon it, it was +leaping up and down violently, and felt like a rabbit or some other live +animal bounding in her bosom. Her brain was burning as before, but her +extremities were icy cold. There was no doubt at all of the abnormal +condition into which the medium had been thrown, in order to produce +these strong physical manifestations which were borrowed, for the time +being, from her life, and could never (so they informed me) put the +_whole_ of what they borrowed back again. This seems to account for the +invariable deterioration of health and strength that follows physical +manifestations in both sexes. These were the grounds alone on which they +explained to me the fact that, on several occasions, when the +materialized spirit has been violently seized and held apart from the +medium, it has been found to have become, or been changed into the +medium, and always with injury to the latter--as in the case of Florence +Cook being seized by Mr. Volckman and Sir George Sitwell. Mr. Volckman +concluded because when he seized the spirit "Katie King," he found he +was holding Florence Cook, that the latter must have impersonated the +former; yet I shall tell you in its proper place how I have sat in the +same room with "Katie King," whilst Miss Cook lay in a trance between +us. The medium nearly lost her life on the occasion alluded to, from the +sudden disturbance of the mysterious link that bound her to the spirit. +I have had it from the lips of the Countess of Caithness, who was one of +the sitters, and stayed with Miss Cook till she was better, that she was +in convulsions the whole night after, and that it was some time before +they believed she would recover. If a medium could simulate a +materialized spirit, it is hardly likely that she would (or could) +simulate convulsions with a medical man standing by her bedside. "You +see," said Miss Showers' "Florence," whilst pointing out to me the +decreased size of her medium under trance, "that 'Rosie' is half her +usual size and weight. _I_ have borrowed the other half from her, which, +combined with contributions from the sitters, goes to make up the body +in which I shew myself to you. If you seize and hold me tight, you _are_ +holding her, _i.e._, half of her, and you increase the action of the +vital half to such a degree that, if the two halves did not reunite, you +would kill her. You see that I can detach certain particles from her +organism for my own use, and when I dematerialize, I restore these +particles to her, and she becomes once more her normal size. You only +hurry the reunion by violently detaining me, so as to injure her. But +you might drive her mad, or kill her in the attempt, because the +particles of brain, or body, might become injured by such a violent +collision. If you believe I can take them from her (as you see I do) in +order to render my invisible body visible to you, why can't you believe +I can make them fly together again on the approach of danger. And +granted the one power, I see no difficulty in acknowledging the other." + +One day Mrs. Showers invited me to assist at a _seance_ to be given +expressly for friends living at a distance. When I reached the house, +however, I found the friends were unable to be present, and the meeting +was adjourned. Mrs. Showers apologized for the alteration of plan, but I +was glad of it. I had often sat with "Rosie" in company with others, and +I wanted to sit with her quite alone, or rather to sit with her in a +room quite alone, and see what would spontaneously occur, without any +solicitation on our parts. We accordingly annexed the drawing-room for +our sole use--locked the door, extinguished the lights, and sat down on +a sofa side by side, with our arms round each other. The manifestations +that followed were not all nice ones. They formed an experience to be +passed through once, but not willingly repeated, and I should not relate +them here, excepting that they afford so strong a proof that they were +produced by a power outside and entirely distinct from our own--a power, +which having once called into action, we had no means of repressing. We +had sat in the dark for some minutes, without hearing or seeing +anything, when I thoughtlessly called out, "Now, Peter, do your worst," +and extending my arms, singing, "Come! for my arms are empty." In a +moment a large, heavy figure fell with such force into my outstretched +arms as to bruise my shoulder--it seemed like a form made of wood or +iron, rather than flesh and blood--and the rough treatment that ensued +for both of us is almost beyond description. It seemed as if the room +were filled with materialized creatures, who were determined to let us +know they were not to be trifled with. Our faces and hands were slapped, +our hair pulled down, and our clothes nearly torn off our backs. My silk +skirt being separate from the bodice was torn off at the waistband, and +the trimming ripped from it, and Miss Showers' muslin dress was also +much damaged. We were both thoroughly frightened, but no expostulations +or entreaties had any effect with our tormentors. At the same time we +heard the sound as of a multitude of large birds or bats swooping about +the room. The fluttering of wings was incessant, and we could hear them +"scrooping" up and down the walls. In the midst of the confusion, +"Rosie" was whisked out of my arms (for fright had made us cling tighter +than ever together) and planted on the top of a table at some distance +from me, at which she was so frightened she began to cry, and I called +out, "Powles, where are you? Can't you stop them?" My appeal was heard. +Peter's voice exclaimed, "Hullo! here's Powles coming!" and all the +noise ceased. We heard the advent of my friend, and in another moment he +was smoothing down the ruffled hair and arranging the disordered dresses +and telling me to light the gas and not be frightened. As soon as I +could I obeyed his directions and found Rosie sitting doubled up in the +centre of the table, but the rest of the room and furniture in its usual +condition. "Peter" and his noisy crowd had vanished--so had "Powles," +and there was nothing but our torn skirts and untidy appearance to prove +that we had not been having an unholy dream. "Peter" is not a wicked +spirit--far from it--but he is a very earthly and frivolous one. But +when we consider that nine-tenths of the spirits freed from the flesh +are both earthly and frivolous (if not worse), I know not what right we +have to expect to receive back angels in their stead. + +At one time when my sister Blanche (who was very sceptical as to the +possibility of the occurrences I related having taken place before me) +was staying in my house at Bayswater, I asked Miss Showers if she would +give us a _seance_ in my own home, to which she kindly assented. This +was an unusual concession on her part, because, in consequence of +several accidents and scandals that had occurred from media being +forcibly detained (as I have just alluded to), her mother was naturally +averse to her sitting anywhere but in their own circle. However, on my +promising to invite no strangers, Mrs. Showers herself brought her +daughter to my house. We had made no preparation for the _seance_ except +by opening part of the folding doors between the dining-room and study, +and hanging a curtain over the aperture. But I had carefully locked the +door of the study, so that there should be no egress from it excepting +through the dining-room, and had placed against the locked door a heavy +writing-table laden with books and ornaments to make "assurance doubly +sure." We sat first in the drawing-room above, where there was a piano. +The lights were extinguished, and Miss Showers sat down to the +instrument and played the accompaniment to a very simple melody, "Under +the willow she's sleeping." Four voices, sometimes alone and sometimes +_all together_, accompanied her own. One was a baritone, supposed to +proceed from "Peter," the second, a soprano, from "Lenore." The third +was a rumbling bass, from an influence who called himself "The Vicar of +Croydon," and sung in a fat, unctuous, and conceited voice; and the +fourth was a cracked and quavering treble, from another spirit called +"The Abbess." These were the voices, Mrs. Showers told me, that first +followed her daughter about the house in Devonshire, and gained her such +an unenviable notoriety there. The four voices were perfectly distinct +from one another, and sometimes blended most ludicrously and tripped +each other up in a way which made the song a medley--upon which each one +would declare it was the fault of the other. "The Vicar of Croydon" +always required a great deal of solicitation before he could be induced +to exhibit his powers, but having once commenced, it was difficult to +make him leave off again, whereas "The Abbess" was always complaining +that they would not allow her to sing the solos. An infant's voice also +sung some baby songs in a sweet childish treble, but she was also very +shy and seldom was heard, in comparison with the rest. "All +ventriloquism!" I hear some reader cry. If so, Miss Showers ought to +have made a fortune in exhibiting her talent in public. I have heard the +best ventriloquists in the world, but I never heard one who could +produce _four_ voices at the same time. + +After the musical portion of the _seance_ was over, we descended to the +dining-room, where the gas was burning, and the medium passed through +it to the secured study, where a mattress was laid upon the floor for +her accommodation. "Florence" was the first to appear, tall and +beautiful in appearance, and with upraised eyes like a nun. She measured +her height against the wall with me, and we found she was the taller of +the two by a couple of inches,--my height being five feet six, the +medium's five feet, and the spirit's five feet eight, an abnormal height +for a woman. "Lenore" came next, very short indeed, looking like a child +of four or six, but she grew before our eyes, until her head was on a +level with mine. She begged us all to observe that she had _not_ got on +"Rosie's" petticoat body. She said she had borrowed it on one occasion, +and Mrs. Showers had recognized it, and slipped upstairs in the middle +of the _seance_ and found it missing from her daughter's chest of +drawers, and that she had been so angry in consequence (fearing Rosie's +honor might be impeached) that she said if "Lenore" did not promise +never to do so again, she should not be allowed to assist at the +_seances_ at all. So Miss "Lenore," in rather a pert and defiant mood, +begged Mrs. Showers to see that what she wore was her own property, and +not that of the medium. She was succeeded on that occasion by a strange +being, totally different from the other two, who called herself "Sally," +and said she had been a cook. She was one of those extraordinary +influences for whose return to earth one can hardly account; quick, and +clever, and amusing as she could be, but with an unrefined wit and +manner, and to all appearance, more earthly-minded than ourselves. But +do we not often ask the same question with respect to those still +existent here below? What were they born for? What good do they do? Why +were they ever permitted to come? God, without whose permission nothing +happens, alone can answer it. + +We had often to tease "Peter" to materialize and show himself, but he +invariably refused, or postponed the work to another occasion. His +excuse was that the medium being so small, he could not obtain +sufficient power from her to make himself appear as a big man, and he +didn't like to come, "looking like a girl in a billycock hat." "I came +once to Mrs. Showers," he said, "and she declared I was 'Rosie' dressed +up, and so I have resolved never to show myself again." At the close of +that _seance_, however, "Peter" asked me to go into the study and see +him wake the medium. When I entered it and made my way up to the +mattress, I found Miss Showers extended on it in a deep sleep, whilst +"Peter," materialized, sat at her feet. He made me sit down next to him +and take his hand and feel his features with my own hand. Then he +proceeded to rouse "Rosie" by shaking her and calling her by name, +holding me by one hand, as he did so. As Miss Showers yawned and woke up +from her trance, the hand slipped from mine, and "Peter" evaporated. +When she sat up I said to her gently, "I am here! Peter brought me in +and was sitting on the mattress by my side till just this moment." "Ha, +ha!" laughed his voice close to my ear, "and I'm here still, my dears, +though you can't see me." + +Who can account for such things? I have witnessed them over and over +again, yet I am unable, even to this day, to do more than believe and +wonder. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF WILLIAM EGLINTON. + + +In the stones I have related of "Emily" and "The Monk" I have alluded +freely to the wonderful powers exhibited by William Eglinton, but the +marvels there spoken of were by no means the only ones I have witnessed +through his mediumship. At the _seance_ which produced the apparition of +my sister Emily, Mr. Eglinton's control "Joey" made himself very +familiar. "Joey" is a remarkably small man--perhaps two-thirds lighter +in weight than the medium--and looks more like a little jockey than +anything else, though he says he was a clown whilst in this world, and +claims to be the spirit of the immortal Joe Grimaldi. He has always +appeared to us clothed in a tight-fitting white dress like a woven +jersey suit, which makes him look still smaller than he is. He usually +keeps up a continuous chatter, whether visible or invisible, and is one +of the cleverest and kindest controls I know. He is also very +devotional, for which the public will perhaps give him as little credit +now as they did whilst he was on earth. On the first occasion of our +meeting in the Russell Street Rooms he did not show himself until quite +the last, but he talked incessantly of and for the other spirits that +appeared. My sister was, as I have said, the first to show herself--then +came an extraordinary apparition. On the floor, about three feet from +the cabinet, appeared a head--only the head and throat of a dark man, +with black beard and moustaches, surmounted by the white turban usually +worn by natives. It did not speak, but the eyes rolled and the lips +moved, as if it tried to articulate, but without success. "Joey" said +the spirit came for Colonel Lean, and was that of a foreigner who had +been decapitated. Colonel Lean could not recognize the features; but, +strange to say, he had been present at the beheading of two natives in +Japan who had been found guilty of murdering some English officers, and +we concluded from "Joey's" description that this must be the head of +one of them. I knelt down on the floor and put my face on a level with +that of the spirit, that I might assure myself there was no body +attached to it and concealed by the curtain of the cabinet, and I can +affirm that it was _a head only_, resting on the neck--that its eyes +moved and its features worked, but that there was nothing further on the +floor. I questioned it, and it evidently tried hard to speak in return. +The mouth opened and the tongue was thrust out, and made a sort of dumb +sound, but was unable to form any words, and after a while the head sunk +through the floor and disappeared. If this was not one of the +pleasantest apparitions I have seen, it was one of the most remarkable. +There was no possibility of trickery or deception. The decapitated head +rested in full sight of the audience, and had all the peculiarities of +the native appearance and expression. After this the figures of two or +three Englishmen came, friends of others of the audience--then "Joey" +said he would teach us how to "make muslin." He walked right outside the +cabinet, a quaint little figure, not much bigger than a boy of twelve or +thirteen, with a young, old face, and dressed in the white suit I have +described. He sat down by me and commenced to toss his hands in the air, +as though he were juggling with balls, saying the while, "This is the +way we make ladies' dresses." As he did so, a small quantity of muslin +appeared in his hands, which he kept on moving in the same manner, +whilst the flimsy fabric increased and increased before our eyes, until +it rose in billows of muslin above "Joey's" head and fell over his body +to his feet, and enveloped him until he was completely hidden from view. +He kept on chattering till the last moment from under the heap of snowy +muslin, telling us to be sure and "remember how he made ladies' +dresses"--when, all of a sudden, in the twinkling of an eye, the heap of +muslin rose into the air, and before us stood the tall figure of +"Abdullah," Mr. Eglinton's Eastern guide. There had been no darkness, no +pause to effect this change. The muslin had remained on the spot where +it was fabricated until "Joey" evaporated, and "Abdullah" rose up from +beneath it. Now "Abdullah" is not a spirit to be concealed easily. He is +six foot two--a great height for a native--and his high turban adds to +his stature. He is a very handsome man, with an aquiline nose and +bright black eyes--a Persian, I believe, by birth, and naturally dark +in complexion. He does not speak English, but "salaams" continually, and +will approach the sitters when requested, and let them examine the +jewels, of which he wears a large quantity in his turban and ears and +round his throat, or to show them and let them feel that he has lost one +arm, the stump being plainly discernible through his thin clothing. +"Abdullah" possesses all the characteristics of the Eastern nation, +which are unmistakable to one who, like myself, has been familiar with +them in the flesh. His features are without doubt those of a Persian; so +is his complexion. His figure is long and lithe and supple, as that of a +cat, and he can bend to the ground and rise again with the utmost ease +and grace. Anybody who could pretend for a moment to suppose that Mr. +Eglinton by "making up" could personate "Abdullah" must be a fool. It +would be an impossibility, even were he given unlimited time and +assistance, to dress for the character. There is a peculiar boneless +elasticity in the movements of a native which those who have lived in +the East know that no Englishmen can imitate successfully. "Abdullah's" +hand and feet also possess all the characteristics of his nationality, +being narrow, long and nerveless, although I have heard that he can give +rather too good a grip with his one hand when he chooses to exert his +power or to show his dislike to any particular sitter. He has always, +however, shown the utmost urbanity towards us, but he is not a +particularly friendly or familiar spirit. When "Abdullah" had retired on +this occasion, "Joey" drew back the curtain that shaded the cabinet, and +showed us his medium and himself. There sat Mr. Eglinton attired in +evening dress, with the front of his shirt as smooth and spotless as +when it left the laundress' hands, lying back in his chair in a deep +sleep, whilst little Joey sat astride his knee, his white suit +contrasting strangely with his medium's black trousers. Whilst in this +position he kissed Mr. Eglinton several times, telling him to wake up, +and not look so sulky; then, having asked if we all saw him distinctly, +and were satisfied he was not the medium, he bade God bless us, and the +curtains closed once more upon this incomprehensible scene. Mr. Eglinton +subsequently became an intimate friend of ours, and we often had the +pleasure of sitting with him, but we never saw anything more wonderful +(to my mind) than we did on our first acquaintance. When he accompanied +us to Bruges (as told in the history of the "Monk"), "Joey" took great +trouble to prove to us incontrovertibly that he is not an "emanation," +or double, of his medium, but a creature completely separate and wholly +distinct. My sister's house being built on a very old-fashioned +principle, had all the bedrooms communicating with each other. The +entresol in which we usually assembled formed the connecting link to a +series of six chambers, all of which opened into each other, and the +entrance to the first and last of which was from the entresol. + +We put Mr. Eglinton into No. 1, locking the connecting door with No. 2, +so that he had no exit except into our circle as we sat round the +curtain, behind which we placed his chair. "Joey" having shown himself +outside the curtain, informed us he was going through the locked door at +the back into our bedrooms, Nos. 2, 3 and 4, and would bring us +something from each room. + +Accordingly, in another minute we heard his voice in No. 2, commenting +on all he saw there; then he passed into No. 3, and so on, making a tour +of the rooms, until he appeared at the communicating door of No. 5, and +threw an article taken from each room into the entresol. He then told us +to lift the curtain and inspect the medium, which we did, finding him +fast asleep in his chair, with the door behind him locked. "Joey" then +returned by the way he had gone, and presented himself once more outside +the cabinet, the key of the locked door being all the time in our +possession. + +"Ernest" is another well-known control of Mr. Eglinton's, though he +seldom appears, except to give some marvellous test or advice. He is a +very earnest, deep-feeling spirit, like his name, and his symbol is a +cross of light; sometimes large and sometimes small, but always bright +and luminous. "Ernest" seldom shows his whole body. It is generally only +his face that is apparent in the midst of the circle, a more convincing +manifestation for the sceptic or inquirer than any number of bodies +which are generally attributed to the chicanery of the medium. "Ernest" +always speaks in the direct voice in a gentle, bass tone, entirely +distinct from "Joey's" treble, and his appearance is usually indicative +of a harmonious and successful meeting. "Daisy," a North American +Indian girl, is another control of William Eglinton's, but I have only +heard her speak in trance. I do not know which of these spirits it is +who conducts the manifestations of writing on the arm, with which Mr. +Eglinton is very successful; sometimes it seems to be one, and sometimes +the other. As he was sitting with our family at supper one evening, I +mentally asked "Joey" to write something on some part of his body where +his hand could not reach. This was in order to prove that the writing +had not been prepared by chemical means beforehand, as some people are +apt to assert. In a short time Mr. Eglinton was observed to stop eating, +and grow very fidgety and look uncomfortable, and on being questioned as +to the cause, he blushed and stammered, and could give no answer. After +a while he rose from table, and asked leave to retire to his room. The +next morning he told us that he had been so uneasy at supper, it had +become impossible for him to sit it out; that on reaching his room he +had found that his back, which irritated him as though covered with a +rash, _had a sentence written across it_, of which he could only make +out a few words by looking at it backwards in a glass; and as there were +only ladies in the house beside himself, he could not call in an +interpreter to his assistance. One day, without consulting him, I placed +a small card and a tiny piece of black lead between the leaves of a +volume of the _Leisure Hour_, and asked him to hold the book with me on +the dining table. I never let the book out of my hand, and it was so +thick that I had difficulty afterwards in finding my card (from the +corner of which I had torn a piece) again. Mr. Eglinton sat with me in +the daylight with the family about, and all he did was to place his hand +on mine, which rested on the book. The perspiration ran down his face +whilst he did so, but there was no other sign of power, and, honestly, I +did not expect to find any writing on my card. When I had shaken it out +of the leaves of the book, however, I found a letter closely written on +it from my daughter "Florence" to this effect:-- + + "Dear Mama,--I am so glad to be able to communicate with you again, + and to demonstrate by actual fact that I am really present. Of + course, you quite understand that I do not write this myself. + 'Charlie' is present with me, and so are many more, and we all + unite in sending you our love. + "Your daughter, Florence." + +Mr. Eglinton's mediumship embraces various phases of phenomena, as may +be gathered from his own relations of them, and the testimony of his +friends. A narrative of his spiritual work, under the title of "'Twixt +two Worlds," has been written and published by Mr. John T. Farmer, and +contains some exhaustive descriptions of, and testimonies to, his +undoubtedly wonderful gifts. In it appear several accounts written by +myself, and which, for the benefit of such of my readers as have not +seen the book in question, I will repeat here. The first is that of the +"Monk," given _in extenso_, as I have given it in the eleventh chapter +of this book. The second is of a _seance_ held on the 5th September, +1884. The circle consisted of Mr. and Mrs. Stewart, Colonel and Mrs. +Wynch, Mr. and Mrs. Russell-Davies, Mr. Morgan, and Colonel Lean and +myself, and was held in Mr. Eglinton's private chambers in Quebec +Street. We sat in the front drawing-room, with one gas-burner alight, +and the door having been properly secured, Mr. Eglinton went into the +back room, which was divided by curtains from the front. He had not left +us a couple of minutes before a man stepped out through the _portiere_, +and walked right into the midst of us. He was a large, stout man, and +very dark, and most of the sitters remarked that he had a very peculiar +smell. No one recognized him, and after appearing two or three times he +left, and was _immediately_ succeeded by a woman, very much like him, +who also had to leave us without any recognition. These two spirits, +before taking a final leave, came out _together_, and seemed to examine +the circle curiously. After a short interval a much smaller and slighter +man came forward, and darted in a peculiar slouching attitude round the +circle. Colonel Lean asked him to shake hands. He replied by seizing his +hand, and nearly dragging him off his seat. He then darted across the +room, and gave a similar proof of his muscular power to Mr. Stewart. But +when I asked him to notice _me_, he took my hand and squeezed it firmly +between his own. He had scarcely disappeared before "Abdullah," with his +one arm and his six feet two of height, stood before us, and salaamed +all round. Then came my daughter Florence, a girl of nineteen by that +time, very slight and feminine in appearance. She advanced two or three +times, near enough to touch me with her hand, but seemed fearful to +approach nearer. But the next moment she returned, dragging Mr. +Eglinton after her. He was in deep trance, breathing with difficulty, +but "Florence" held him by the hand and brought him up to my side, when +he detached my hands from those of the sitters either side of me, and +making me stand up, he placed my daughter in my arms. As she stood +folded in my embrace, she whispered a few words to me relative to a +subject _known to no one but myself_, and she placed my hand upon her +heart, that I might feel she was a living woman. Colonel Lean asked her +to go to him. She tried and failed, but having retreated behind the +curtain to gather strength, she appeared the second time _with Mr. +Eglinton_, and calling Colonel Lean to her, embraced him. This is one of +the most perfect instances on record of a spirit form being seen +distinctly by ten witnesses with the medium under gas. The next +materialization that appeared was for Mr. Stewart. This gentleman was +newly arrived from Australia, and a stranger to Mr. Eglinton. As soon as +he saw the female form, who beckoned him to the _portiere_ to speak to +her, he exclaimed, "My God! Pauline," with such genuine surprise and +conviction as were unmistakable. The spirit then whispered to him, and +putting her arms round his neck, affectionately kissed him. He turned +after a while, and addressing his wife, told her that the spirit bore +the very form and features of their niece Pauline, whom they had lost +the year before. Mr. Stewart expressed himself entirely satisfied with +the identity of his niece, and said she looked just as she had done +before she was taken ill. I must not omit to say that the medium also +appeared with this figure, making the third time of showing himself in +one evening with the spirit form. + +The next apparition, being the seventh that appeared, was that of a +little child apparently about two years old, who supported itself in +walking by holding on to a chair. I stooped down, and tried to talk to +this baby, but it only cried in a fretful manner, as though frightened +at finding itself with strangers, and turned away. The attention of the +circle was diverted from this sight by seeing "Abdullah" dart between +the curtains, and stand with the child in our view, whilst Mr. Eglinton +appeared at the same moment between the two forms, making a _tria juncta +in uno_. + +Thus ended the _seance_. The second one of which I wrote took place on +the 27th of the same month, and under very similar circumstances. The +circle this time consisted of Mrs. Wheeler, Mr. Woods, Mr. Gordon, The +Honorable Gordon Sandeman, my daughter Eva, my son Frank, Colonel Lean, +and myself. Mr. Eglinton appeared on this occasion to find some +difficulty in passing under control, and he came out so frequently into +the circle to gather power, that I guessed we were going to have +uncommonly good manifestations. The voice of "Joey," too, begged us +under _no circumstances whatever_, to lose hands, as they were going to +try something very difficult, and we might defeat their efforts at the +very moment of victory. When the medium was at last under control in the +back drawing room, a tall man, with an uncovered head of dark hair, and +a large beard, appeared and walked up to a lady in the company. She was +very much affected by the recognition of the spirit, which she affirmed +to be that of her brother. She called him by name and kissed him, and +informed us, that he was just as he had been in earth life. Her emotion +was so great, we thought she would have fainted, but after a while she +became calm again. We next heard the notes of a clarionet. I had been +told that Mr. Woods (a stranger just arrived from the Antipodes) had +lost a brother under peculiarly distressing circumstances, and that he +hoped (though hardly expected) to see his brother that evening. It was +the first time I had ever seen Mr. Woods; yet so remarkable was the +likeness between the brothers, that when a spirit appeared with a +clarionet in his hand, I could not help knowing who it was, and +exclaimed, "Oh, Mr. Woods, there is your brother!" The figure walked up +to Mr. Woods and grasped his hand. As they appeared thus with their +faces turned to one another, they were _strikingly_ alike both in +feature and expression. This spirit's head was also bare, an unusual +occurrence, and covered with thick, crisp hair. He appeared twice, and +said distinctly, "God bless you!" each time to his brother. Mrs. +Wheeler, who had known the spirit in earth life, was startled by the +tone of the voice, which she recognized at once; and Mr. Morgan, who had +been an intimate friend of his in Australia, confirmed the recognition. +We asked Mr. Woods the meaning of the clarionet, which was a black one, +handsomely inlaid with silver. He told us his brother had been an +excellent musician, and had won a similar instrument as a prize at some +musical competition. "But," he added wonderingly, "his clarionet is +locked up in my house in Australia." My daughter "Florence" came out +next, but only a little way, at which I was disappointed, but "Joey" +said they were reserving the strength for a manifestation further on. He +then said, "Here comes a friend for Mr. Sandeman," and a man, wearing +the masonic badge and scarf, appeared, and made the tour of the circle, +giving the masonic grip to those of the craft present. He was a good +looking young man, and said he had met some of those present in +Australia, but no one seemed to recognize him. He was succeeded by a +male figure, who had materialized on the previous occasion. As he passed +through the curtain, a female figure appeared beside him, bearing a very +bright light, as though to show him the way. She did not come beyond the +_portiere_, but every one in the room saw her distinctly. On account of +the dress and complexion of the male figure, we had wrongly christened +him "The Bedouin;" but my son, Frank Marryat, who is a sailor, now found +out he was an East Indian by addressing him in Hindustani, to which he +responded in a low voice. Some one asked him to take a seat amongst us, +upon which he seized a heavy chair in one hand and flourished it above +his head. He then squatted, native fashion, on his haunches on the floor +and left us, as before, by vanishing suddenly. + +"Joey" now announced that they were going to try the experiment of +"_showing us how the spirits were made from the medium_." This was the +crowning triumph of the evening. Mr. Eglinton appeared in the very midst +of us in trance. He entered the room backwards, and as if fighting with +the power that pushed him in, his eyes were shut, and his breath was +drawn with difficulty. As he stood thus, holding on to a chair for +support, an airy mass like a cloud of tobacco smoke was seen on his left +hip, his legs became illuminated by lights travelling up and down them, +and a white film settled about his head and shoulders. The mass +increased, and he breathed harder and harder, whilst invisible hands +_pulled the filmy drapery out of his hip_ in long strips, that +amalgamated as soon as formed, and fell to the ground to be succeeded by +others. The cloud continued to grow thicker, and we were eagerly +watching the process, when, in the twinkling of an eye, the mass had +evaporated, and a spirit, full formed, stood beside him. No one could +say _how_ it had been raised in the very midst of us, nor whence it +came, but _it was there_. Mr. Eglinton then retired with the new-born +spirit behind the curtains, but in another moment he came (or he was +thrown out) amongst us again, and fell upon the floor. The curtains +opened again, and the full figure of "Ernest" appeared and raised the +medium by the hand. As he saw him, Mr. Eglinton fell on his knees, and +"Ernest" drew him out of sight. Thus ended the second of these two +wonderful _seances_. Thus published reports of them were signed with the +full names and addresses of those who witnessed them. + +William Eglinton's powers embrace various phases of phenomena, amongst +which levitation is a common occurrence; indeed, I do not think I have +ever sat with him at a _seance_ during which he has _not_ been +levitated. I have seen him on several occasions rise, or be carried, +into the air, so that his head touched the ceiling, and his feet were +above the sitters' heads. On one occasion whilst sitting with him a +perfectly new manifestation was developed. As each spirit came the name +was announced, written on the air in letters of fire, which moved round +the circle in front of the sitters. As the names were those of friends +of the audience and not of friends of Mr. Eglinton, and the phenomenon +ended with a letter written to me in the same manner on private affairs, +it could not be attributed to a previously arranged trick. I have +accompanied Mr. Eglinton, in the capacity of interpreter, to a +professional _seance_ in Paris consisting of some forty persons, not one +of whom could speak a word of English whilst he was equally ignorant of +foreign languages. And I have heard French and German spirits return +through him to converse with their friends, who were radiant with joy at +communicating with them again, whilst their medium could not (had he +been conscious) have understood or pronounced a single word of all the +news he was so glibly repeating. I will conclude this testimony to his +powers by the account of a sitting with him for slate writing--that much +abused and most maligned manifestation. Because a few ignorant +pig-headed people who have never properly investigated the science of +Spiritualism decide that a thing cannot be, "because it can't," men of +honor and truth are voted charlatans and tricksters, and those who +believe in them fools and blind. The day will dawn yet when it will be +seen which of the two classes best deserve the name. + +Some years ago, when I first became connected in business with Mr. Edgar +Lee of the _St. Stephen's Review_, I found him much interested in the +subject of Spiritualism, though he had never had an opportunity of +investigating it, and through my introduction I procured him a test +_seance_ with William Eglinton. We met one afternoon at the medium's +house in Nottingham Place for that purpose, and sat at an ordinary table +in the back dining-room for slate-writing. The slate used on the +occasion (as Mr. Lee had neglected to bring his own slate as requested) +was one which was presented to Mr. Eglinton by Mr. Gladstone. It +consisted of two slates of medium size, set in mahogany frames, with box +hinges, and which, when shut, were fastened with a Bramah lock and key. +On the table cloth was a collection of tiny pieces of different colored +chalk. In the front room, which was divided from us by folding doors, +were some bookcases. Mr. Eglinton commenced by asking Mr. Lee to go into +the front room by himself, and select, in his mind's eye, any book he +chose as the one from which extracts should be given. Mr. Lee having +done as he was told, returned to his former place beside us, without +giving a hint as to which book he had selected. Mr. Gladstone's slate +was then delivered over to him to clean with sponge and water; that +done, he was directed to choose four pieces of chalk and place them +between the slates, to lock them and retain the key. The slates were +left on the table in the sight of all; Mr. Lee's hand remained on them +all the time. All that Mr. Eglinton did was to place _his_ hand above +Mr. Lee's. + +"You chose, I think," he commenced, "four morsels of chalk--white, blue, +yellow and red. Please say which word, on which line, on which page of +the book you selected just now, the white chalk shall transcribe." + +Mr. Lee answered (I forget the exact numbers) somewhat in this wise, +"The 3rd word on the 15th line of the 102nd page," he having, it must be +remembered, no knowledge of the contents of the volume, which he had not +even touched with his hand. Immediately he had spoken, a scratching +noise was heard between the two slates. When it ceased, Mr. Eglinton put +the same question with regard to the blue, yellow and red chalks, which +was similarly responded to. He then asked Mr. Lee to unlock the slates, +read the words, and then fetch the book he had selected, and compare +notes, and in each instance the word had been given correctly. Several +other experiments were then made, equally curious, the number of Mr. +Lee's watch, which he had not taken from his pocket, and which he said +he did not know himself, being amongst them. Then Mr. Eglinton said to +Mr. Lee, "Have you any friend in the spirit-world from whom you would +like to hear? If so, and you will mentally recall the name, we will try +and procure some writing from him or her." (I must say here that these +two were utter strangers to each other, and had met for the first time +that afternoon, and indeed [as will be seen by the context] _I_ had a +very slight knowledge of Mr. Edgar Lee myself at that time.) Mr. Lee +thought for a moment, and then replied that there was a dead friend of +his from whom he should like to hear. The cleaning and locking process +was gone through again, and the scratching re-commenced, and when it +concluded, Mr. Lee unlocked the slates and read a letter to this +effect:-- + + "My Dear Will,--I am quite satisfied with your decision respecting + Bob. By all means, send him to the school you are thinking of. He + will get on better there. His education requires more pushing than + it gets at present. Thanks for all you have done for him. God bless + you.--Your affectionate cousin, R. Tasker." + +I do not pretend to give the exact words of this letter; for though they +were afterwards published, I have not a copy by me. But the gist of the +experiment does not lie in the exactitude of the words. When I saw the +slate, I looked at Mr. Lee in astonishment. + +"Who is it for?" I asked. + +"It is all right," he replied; "it is for me. It is from my cousin, who +left his boy in my charge. _My real name is William Tasker._" + +Now, I had never heard it hinted before that Edgar Lee was only a _nom +de plume_, and the announcement came on me as a genuine surprise. So +satisfied was Mr. William Tasker Edgar Lee with his experimental +_seance_, that he had the slate photographed and reproduced in the _St. +Stephen's Review_, with an account of the whole proceedings, which were +sufficient to make any one stop for a moment in the midst of the world's +harassing duties and think. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF ARTHUR COLMAN. + + +Arthur Colman was so intimate a friend of Mr. Eglinton's, and so much +associated with him in my thoughts in the days when I first knew them +both, that it seems only natural that I should write of him next. His +powers were more confined to materialization than Eglinton's, but in +that he excelled. He is the most wonderful materializing medium I ever +met in England; but of late years, owing to the injury it did him in his +profession, he has been compelled, in justice to himself, to give up +sitting for physical manifestations, and, indeed, sitting at all, except +to oblige his friends. I cannot but consider this decision on his part +as a great public loss; but until the public takes more interest in the +next world than they do in this, it will not make it worth the while of +such as Mr. Colman to devote their lives, health and strength to their +enlightenment. For to be a good physical medium means literally to part, +little by little, with one's own life, and no man can be expected to do +so much for the love of a set of unbelievers and sceptics, who will use +up all his powers, and then go home to call him a rogue and a cheat and +a trickster. If, as I am persuaded, each one of us is surrounded by the +influences we gather of our own free-will about us--the loving and +noble-hearted by angels, the selfish and unbelieving by devils--and we +consider how the latter preponderate over the former in this world, is +it to be wondered at that most _seances_ are conducted by an assemblage +of evil spirits brought there by the sitters themselves? Sceptical, +blasphemous and sensual men and women collect together to try and find +out the falsehood, _not the truth_, of Spiritualism, and are tricked by +the very influences that attend their footsteps and direct their daily +lives; and therein lies the danger of Spiritualism as a pursuit, taken +up out of curiosity rather than a desire to learn. It gives increased +power to the evil that surrounds ourselves, and the devil that goes out +of us returns with seven other devils worse than himself. The drunkard, +who, by giving rein to a weakness which he knows he should resist, has +attracted to him the spirits of drunkards gone before, joins a _seance_, +and by the collaboration of forces, as it were, bestows increased power +on the guides he has chosen for himself to lead him into greater evil. +This dissertation, however, called forth by the never-ceasing wonder I +feel at the indifference of the world towards such sights as I have +seen, has led me further than I intended from the subject of my chapter. + +Arthur Colman is a young man of delicate constitution and appearance, +who was at one time almost brought down to death's door by the demands +made by physical phenomena upon his strength; but since he has given up +sitting, he has regained his health, and looks quite a different person. +This fact proves of itself what a tax is laid upon the unfortunate +medium for such manifestations. Since he has resolved, however, never to +sit again, I am all the more anxious to record what I have seen through +him, probably for the last time. When I first knew my husband Colonel +Lean, he had seen nothing of Spiritualism, and was proportionately +curious, and naturally a little sceptical on the subject, or, rather let +me say, incredulous. He was hardly prepared to receive all the marvels I +told him of without proof; and Mr. Colman's guide, "Aimee," was very +anxious to convince him of their truth. She arranged, therefore, a +_seance_ at which he was to be present, and which was to be held at the +house of Mr. and Mrs. George Neville. The party dined there together +previously, and consisted only of Mr. and Mrs. Neville, Arthur Colman, +Colonel Lean, and myself. As we were in the drawing-room, however, after +dinner, and before we had commenced the _seance_, an American lady, who +was but slightly known to any of us, was announced. We had particularly +wished to have no strangers present, and her advent proportionately +annoyed us, but we did not know on what excuse to get rid of her. She +was a pushing sort of person; and when Mrs. Neville told her we were +going to hold a _seance_, as a sort of hint that she might take her +leave, it only made her resolve to stay; indeed, she declared she had +had a premonition of the fact. She said that whilst in her own room that +morning, a figure had appeared standing by her bed, dressed in blue and +white, like the pictures of the Virgin Mary, and that all day she had +had an impression that she must spend the evening with the Nevilles, and +she should hear something more about it. We could not get rid of the +lady, so we were obliged to ask her to remain and assist at the +_seance_, which she had already made up her mind to do, so we commenced +our preparations. The two drawing-rooms communicated by folding doors, +which were opened, and a _portiere_ drawn across the opening. In the +back room we placed Mr. Colman's chair. He was dressed in a light grey +suit, which we secured in the following manner:--His hands were first +sewn inside the sleeves of the coat, then his arms were placed behind +his back, and the coat sleeves sewn together to the elbow. We then sewed +his trouser legs together in the same way. We then tied him round the +throat, waist and legs with _white cotton_, which the least movement on +his part would break, and the ends of each ligament were sealed to the +wall of the room with wax and stamped with my seal with "_Florence +Marryat_" on it. Considering him thus secure, without any _possibility_ +of escape unless we discovered it, we left him in the back room, and +arranged ourselves on a row of five chairs before the _portiere_ in the +front one, which was lighted by a single gas-burner. I sat at the head +of the row, then the American lady, Mrs. Neville, Colonel Lean and Mr. +Neville. I am not sure how long we waited for the manifestations; but I +do not think it was many minutes before a female figure glided from the +side of the curtain and took a vacant chair by my side. I said, "_Who is +this?_" and she whispered, "_Florence_," and laid her head down on my +shoulder, and kissed my neck. I was turning towards her to distinguish +her features more fully, when I became aware that a second figure was +standing in front of me, and "Florence" said "Mother, there is Powles;" +and at the same time, as he bent down to speak to me, his beard touched +my face. I had not had time to draw the attention of my friends to the +spirits that stood by me, when I was startled by hearing one exclamation +after another from the various sitters. The American lady called out, +"There's the woman that came to me this morning." Mr. Neville said, +"That is my father," and Colonel Lean was asking some one if he would +not give his name, I looked down the line of sitters. Before Colonel +Lean there stood an old man with a long, white beard; a somewhat similar +figure was in front of Mr. Neville. Before the dark curtain appeared a +woman dressed in blue and white, like a nun; and meanwhile, "Florence" +and "Powles" still maintained their station by my side. As if this were +not enough of itself to turn a mortal's brain, the _portiere_ was at the +same moment drawn aside, and there stood Arthur Colman in his grey suit, +freed from all his bonds, but under the control of "Aimee," who called +out joyously to my husband, "_Now, Frank, will you believe?_" She +dropped the curtain, the apparitions glided or faded away, and we passed +into the back drawing-room, to find Mr. Colman still in trance, just as +we had left him, and _with all the seals and stitches_ intact. Not a +thread of them all was broken. This is the largest number of spirits I +have ever seen at one time with one medium. I have seen two materialized +spirits at a time, and even three, from Mr. Williams and Miss Showers +and Katie Cook; but on this occasion there were five apparent with the +medium, all standing together before us. And this is the sort of thing +that the majority of people do not consider it worth their while to take +a little trouble to see. I have already related how successfully +"Florence" used to materialize through this medium, and numerous +friends, utterly unknown to him, have revisited us through his means. +His trance mediumship is as wonderful as his physical phenomena; some +people might think more so. Amongst others, two spirits have come back +to us through Mr. Colman, neither of whom he knew in this life, and both +of whom are, in their way, too characteristic to be mistaken. One is +Phillis Glover the actress; the other my stepson, Francis Lean, who was +drowned by an accident at sea. Phillis Glover was a woman who led a very +eventful life, chiefly in America, and was a versatile genius in +conversation, as in everything else. She was peculiar also, and had a +half-Yankee way of talking, and a store of familiar sayings and +anecdotes, which she constantly introduced into her conversation. She +was by no means an ordinary person whilst in this life, and in order to +imitate her manner and speech successfully, one would need to be as +clever a person as herself. And, without wishing to derogate from the +powers of Mr. Colman's mind, he knows, and I know, that Phillis Glover +was cleverer than either of us. When her influence or spirit therefore +returns through him, it is quite unmistakable. It is not only that she +retains all her little tricks of voice and feature and manner (which Mr. +Colman has never seen), but she alludes to circumstances that took place +in this life and people she was associated with here that he has never +heard of. More, she will relate her old stories and anecdotes, and sing +her old songs, and give the most incontrovertible tests of her identity, +even to recalling facts and incidents that have entirely passed from our +minds. When she appears through him, it is Phillis Glover we are sitting +with again and talking with, as familiarly as we did in the days gone +by. "Francis," in his way too, is quite as remarkable. The circumstances +of his death and the events leading to it were unknown to us, till he +related them through Mr. Colman; and he speaks to us of the contents of +private letters, and repeats conversations and alludes to circumstances +and names that are known only to him and ourselves. He had a peculiar +manner also--quick and nervous--and a way of cutting his words short, +which his spirit preserves to the smallest particular, and which furnish +the strongest proofs possible of his identity to those who knew him here +below. But these are but a very few amongst the innumerable tests +furnished by Arthur Colman's occult powers of the assured possibility of +communicating with the spirits of those gone before us. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF MRS. GUPPY VOLCKMAN. + + +The mediumship of this lady is so well known, and has been so +universally attested, that nothing I can write of could possibly add to +her fame; and as I made her acquaintance but a short time before she +relinquished sitting for manifestations, I have had but little +experience of her powers, but such as I enjoyed were very remarkable. I +have alluded to them in the story of "The Green Lady," whose apparition +was due solely to Mrs. Guppy Volckman's presence, and on that occasion +she gave us another wonderful proof of her mediumship. A sheet was +procured and held up at either end by Mr. Charles Williams and herself. +It was held in the light, in the centre of the room, forming a white +wall of about five feet high, _i.e._, as high as their arms could +conveniently reach. _Both_ the hands of Mrs. Volckman and Mr. Williams +were placed _outside_ the sheet, so that no trickery might be suspected +through their being concealed. In a short time the head of a woman +appeared above the sheet, followed by that of a man, and various pairs +of hands, both large and small, which bobbed up and down, and seized the +hands of the spectators, whilst the faces went close to the media, as if +with the intention of kissing them. This frightened Mrs. Volckman, so +that she frequently screamed and dropped her end of the sheet, which, +had there been any deception, must inevitably have exposed it. It seemed +to make no difference to the spirits, however, who reappeared directly +they had the opportunity, and made her at last so nervous that she threw +the sheet down and refused to hold it any more. The faces were +life-size, and could move their eyes and lips; the hands were some as +large as a man's, and covered with hair, and others like those of a +woman or child. They had all the capability of working the fingers and +grasping objects presented to them; whilst the four hands belonging to +the media were kept in sight of the audience, and could not have worked +machinery even if they could have concealed it. + +The first time I was introduced to Mrs. Volckman (then Mrs. Guppy) was +at a _seance_ at her own house in Victoria Road, where she had assembled +a large party of guests, including several names well known in art and +literature. We sat in a well-lighted drawing-room, and the party was so +large that the circle round the table was three deep. Mrs. Mary Hardy, +the American medium (since dead), was present, and the honors of the +manifestations may be therefore, I conclude, divided between the two +ladies. The table, a common deal one, made for such occasions, with a +round hole of about twenty inches in diameter in the middle of it, was +covered with a cloth that hung down, and was nailed to the ground, +leaving only the aperture free. (I must premise that this cloth had been +nailed down by a committee of the gentlemen visitors, in order that +there might be no suspicion of a confederate hidden underneath it.) We +then sat round the table, but without placing our hands on it. In a +short time hands began to appear through the open space in the table, +all sorts of hands, from the woman's taper fingers and the baby's +dimpled fist, to the hands of old and young men, wrinkled or muscular. +Some of the hands had rings on the fingers, by which the sitters +recognized them, some stretched themselves out to be grasped; and some +appeared in pairs, clasped together or separate. One hand took a glove +from a sitter and put it on the other, showing the muscular force it +possessed by the way in which it pressed down each finger and then +buttoned the glove. Another pair of hands talked through the dumb +alphabet to us, and a third played on a musical instrument. I was +leaning forward, before I had witnessed the above, peering inquisitively +down the hole, and saying, "I wonder if they would have strength to take +anything down with them," when a large hand suddenly appeared and very +nearly took _me_ down, by seizing my nose as if it never meant to let go +again. At all events, it took me a peg or two down, for I remember it +brought the tears into my eyes with the force it exhibited. After the +hands had ceased to appear, the table was moved away, and we sat in a +circle in the light. Mrs. Guppy did not wish to take a part in the +_seance_, except as a spectator, so she retired to the back +drawing-room with the Baroness Adelma Vay and other visitors, and left +Mrs. Hardy with the circle in the front. Suddenly, however, she was +levitated and carried in the sight of us all into the midst of our +circle. As she felt herself rising in the air, she called out, "Don't +let go hands for Heaven's sake." We were standing in a ring, and I had +hold of the hand of Prince Albert of Solms. As Mrs. Guppy came sailing +over our heads, her feet caught his neck and mine, and in our anxiety to +do as she had told us, we gripped tight hold of each other, and were +thrown forward on our knees by the force with which she was carried past +us into the centre. This was a pretty strong proof to us, whatever it +may be to others, that our senses did not deceive us when we thought we +saw Mrs. Guppy over our heads in the air. The influence that levitated +her, moreover, placed her on a chair with such a bump that it broke the +two front legs off. As soon as Mrs. Guppy had rejoined us, the order was +given to put out the light and to wish for something. We unanimously +asked for flowers, it being the middle of December, and a hard frost. +Simultaneously we smelt the smell of fresh earth, and were told to light +the gas again, when the following extraordinary sight met our view. In +the middle of the sitters, still holding hands, was piled up _on the +carpet_ an immense quantity of mould, which had been torn up apparently +with the roots that accompanied it. There were laurestinus, and laurels, +and holly, and several others, just as they had been pulled out of the +earth and thrown down in the midst of us. Mrs. Guppy looked anything but +pleased at the state of her carpet, and begged the spirits would bring +something cleaner next time. They then told us to extinguish the lights +again, and each sitter was to wish _mentally_ for something for himself. +I wished for a yellow butterfly, knowing it was December, and as I +thought of it, a little cardboard box was put into my hand. Prince +Albert whispered to me, "Have you got anything?" "Yes," I said; "but not +what I asked for. I expect they have given me a piece of jewellery." +When the gas was re-lit, I opened the box, and there lay _two yellow +butterflies_; dead, of course, but none the less extraordinary for that. +I wore at that _seance_ a tight-fitting, high white muslin dress, over a +tight petticoat body. The dress had no pocket, and I carried my +handkerchief, a fine cambric one, in my hand. When the _seance_ was +over, I found this handkerchief had disappeared, at which I was vexed, +as it had been embroidered for me by my sister Emily, then dead. I +inquired of every sitter if they had seen it, even making them turn out +their pockets in case they had taken it in mistake for their own, but it +was not to be found, and I returned home, as I thought, without it. What +was my surprise on removing my dress and petticoat bodice to find the +handkerchief, neatly folded into a square of about four inches, +_between_ my stays and the garment beneath them; placed, moreover, over +the smallest part of my waist, where no fingers could have penetrated +even had my dress been loose. My woman readers may be able better than +the men to appreciate the difficulty of such a manoeuvre by mortal +means; indeed it would have been quite impossible for myself or anybody +else to place the handkerchief in such a position without removing the +stays. And it was folded so neatly also, and placed so smoothly, that +there was not a crumple in the cambric. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF FLORENCE COOK. + + +In writing of my own mediumship, or the mediumship of any other person, +I wish it particularly to be understood that I do not intend my +narrative to be, by any means, an account of _all seances_ held under +that control (for were I to include everything that I have seen and +heard during my researches into Spiritualism, this volume would swell to +unconscionable dimensions), but only of certain events which I believe +to be remarkable, and not enjoyed by every one in like measure. Most +people have read of the ordinary phenomena that take place at such +meetings. My readers, therefore, will find no description here of +marvels which--whether true or false--can be accounted for upon natural +grounds. Miss Florence Cook, now Mrs. Elgie Corner, is one of the media +who have been most talked of and written about. Mr. Alfred Crookes took +an immense interest in her, and published a long account of his +investigation of Spiritualism under her mediumship. Mr. Henry Dunphy, of +the _Morning Post_, wrote a series of papers for _London Society_ (of +which magazine I was then the editor), describing her powers, and the +proof she gave of them. The first time I ever met Florence Cook was in +his private house, when my little daughter appeared through her (_vide_ +"The Story of my Spirit Child"). On that occasion, as we were sitting at +supper after the _seance_--a party of perhaps thirty people--the whole +dinner-table, with everything upon it, rose bodily in the air to a level +with our knees, and the dishes and glasses swayed about in a perilous +manner, without, however, coming to any permanent harm. I was so much +astonished at, and interested by, what I saw that evening, that I became +most anxious to make the personal acquaintance of Miss Cook. She was the +medium for the celebrated spirit, "Katie King," of whom so much has been +believed and disbelieved, and the _seances_ she gave at her parents' +house in Hackney for the purpose of seeing this figure alone used to be +crowded by the cleverest and most scientific men of the day, Sergeants +Cox and Ballantyne, Mr. S. C. Hall, Mr. Alfred Crookes, and many others, +being on terms of the greatest intimacy with her. Mr. William Harrison, +of the _Spiritualist_ paper, was the one to procure me an introduction +to the family and an entrance to the _seances_, for which I shall always +feel grateful to him. + +For the benefit of the uninitiated, let me begin by telling _who_ "Katie +King" was supposed to be. Her account of herself was that her name was +"Annie Owens Morgan;" that she was the daughter of Sir Henry Morgan, a +famous buccaneer who lived about the time of the Commonwealth, and +suffered death upon the high seas, being, in fact, a pirate; that she +herself was about twelve years old when Charles the First was beheaded; +that she married and had two little children; that she committed more +crimes than we should like to hear of, having murdered men with her own +hands, but yet died quite young, at about two or three and twenty. To +all questions concerning the reason of her reappearance on earth, she +returned but one answer, That it was part of the work given her to do to +convince the world of the truth of Spiritualism. This was the +information I received from her own lips. She had appeared to the Cooks +some years before I saw her, and had become so much one of the family as +to walk about the house at all times without alarming the inmates. She +often materialized and got into bed with her medium at night, much to +Florrie's annoyance; and after Miss Cook's marriage to Captain Corner, +he told me himself that he used to feel at first as if he had married +two women, and was not quite sure which was his wife of the two. + +The order of these _seances_ was always the same. Miss Cook retired to a +back room, divided from the audience by a thin damask curtain, and +presently the form of "Katie King" would appear dressed in white, and +walk out amongst the sitters in gaslight, and talk like one of +themselves. Florence Cook (as I mentioned before) is a very small, +slight brunette, with dark eyes and dark curly hair and a delicate +aquiline nose. Sometimes "Katie" resembled her exactly; at others, she +was totally different. Sometimes, too, she measured the same height as +her medium; at others, she was much taller. I have a large photograph +of "Katie" taken under limelight. In it she appears as the double of +Florrie Cook, yet Florrie was looking on whilst the picture was taken. I +have sat for her several times with Mr. Crookes, and seen the tests +applied which are mentioned in his book on the subject. I have seen +Florrie's dark curls _nailed down to the floor_, outside the curtain, in +view of the audience, whilst "Katie" walked about and talked with us. I +have seen Florrie placed on the scale of a weighing machine constructed +by Mr. Crookes for the purpose, behind the curtain, whilst the balance +remained in sight. I have seen under these circumstances that the medium +weighed eight stone in a normal condition, and that as soon as the +materialized form was fully developed, the balance ran up to four stone. +Moreover, I have seen both Florrie and "Katie" together on several +occasions, so I can have no doubt on the subject that they were two +separate creatures. Still, I can quite understand how difficult it must +have been for strangers to compare the strong likeness that existed +between the medium and the spirit, without suspecting they were one and +the same person. One evening "Katie" walked out and perched herself upon +my knee. I could feel she was a much plumper and heavier woman than Miss +Cook, but she wonderfully resembled her in features, and I told her so. +"Katie" did not seem to consider it a compliment. She shrugged her +shoulders, made a grimace, and said, "I know I am; I can't help it, but +I was much prettier than that in earth life. You shall see, some +day--you shall see." After she had finally retired that evening, she put +her head out at the curtain again and said, with the strong lisp she +always had, "I want Mrs. Ross-Church." I rose and went to her, when she +pulled me inside the curtain, when I found it was so thin that the gas +shining through it from the outer room made everything in the inner +quite visible. "Katie" pulled my dress impatiently and said, "Sit down +on the ground," which I did. She then seated herself in my lap, saying, +"And now, dear, we'll have a good 'confab,' like women do on earth." +Florence Cook, meanwhile, was lying on a mattress on the ground close to +us, wrapped in a deep trance. "Katie" seemed very anxious I should +ascertain beyond doubt that it was Florrie. "Touch her," she said, "take +her hand, pull her curls. Do you see that it is Florrie lying there?" +When I assured her I was quite satisfied there was no doubt of it, the +spirit said, "Then look round this way, and see what I was like in earth +life." I turned to the form in my arms, and what was my amazement to see +a woman fair as the day, with large grey or blue eyes, a white skin, and +a profusion of golden red hair. "Katie" enjoyed my surprise, and asked +me, "Ain't I prettier than Florrie now?" She then rose and procured a +pair of scissors from the table, and cut off a lock of her own hair and +a lock of the medium's, and gave them to me. I have them safe to this +day. One is almost black, soft and silky; the other a coarse golden red. +After she had made me this present, "Katie" said, "Go back now, but +don't tell the others to-night, or they'll all want to see me." On +another very warm evening she sat on my lap amongst the audience, and I +felt perspiration on her arm. This surprised me; and I asked her if, for +the time being, she had the veins, nerves, and secretions of a human +being; if blood ran through her body, and she had a heart and lungs. Her +answer was, "I have everything that Florrie has." On that occasion also +she called me after her into the back room, and, dropping her white +garment, stood perfectly naked before me. "Now," she said "you can see +that I am a woman." Which indeed she was, and a most beautifully-made +woman too; and I examined her well, whilst Miss Cook lay beside us on +the floor. Instead of dismissing me this time, "Katie" told me to sit +down by the medium, and, having brought me a candle and matches, said I +was to strike a light as soon as she gave three knocks, as Florrie would +be hysterical on awaking, and need my assistance. She then knelt down +and kissed me, and I saw she was still naked. "Where is your dress, +Katie?" I asked. "Oh that's gone," she said; "I've sent it on before +me." As she spoke thus, kneeling beside me, she rapped three times on +the floor. I struck the match almost simultaneously with the signal; but +as it flared up, "Katie King" was gone like a flash of lightning, and +Miss Cook, as she had predicted, awoke with a burst of frightened tears, +and had to be soothed into tranquillity again. On another occasion +"Katie King" was asked at the beginning of the _seance_, by one of the +company, to say _why_ she could not appear in the light of more than one +gasburner. The question seemed to irritate her, and she replied, "I have +told you all, several times before, that I can't stay under a searching +light. I don't know _why_; but I can't, and if you want to prove the +truth of what I say, turn up all the gas and see what will happen to me. +Only remember, it you do there will be no _seance_ to-night, because I +shan't be able to come back again, and you must take your choice." + +Upon this assertion it was put to the vote if the trial should be made +or not, and all present (Mr. S. C. Hall was one of the party) decided we +would prefer to witness the effect of a full glare of gas upon the +materialized form than to have the usual sitting, as it would settle the +vexed question of the necessity of gloom (if not darkness) for a +materializing _seance_ for ever. We accordingly told "Katie" of our +choice, and she consented to stand the test, though she said afterwards +we had put her to much pain. She took up her station against the +drawing-room wall, with her arms extended as if she were crucified. Then +three gas-burners were turned on to their full extent in a room about +sixteen feet square. The effect upon "Katie King" was marvellous. She +looked like herself for the space of a second only, then she began +gradually to melt away. I can compare the dematerialization of her form +to nothing but a wax doll melting before a hot fire. First, the features +became blurred and indistinct; they seemed to run into each other. The +eyes sunk in the sockets, the nose disappeared, the frontal bone fell +in. Next the limbs appeared to give way under her, and she sank lower +and lower on the carpet like a crumbling edifice. At last there was +_nothing but her head_ left above the ground--then a heap of white +drapery only, which disappeared with a whisk, as if a hand had pulled it +after her--and we were left staring by the light of three gas-burners at +the spot on which "Katie King" had stood. + +She was always attired in white drapery, but it varied in quality. +Sometimes it looked like long cloth; at others like mull muslin or +jaconet; oftenest it was a species of thick cotton net. The sitters were +much given to asking "Katie" for a piece of her dress to keep as a +souvenir of their visit; and when they received it, would seal it up +carefully in an envelope and convey it home; and were much surprised on +examining their treasure to find it had totally disappeared. + +"Katie" used to say that nothing material about her could be made to +last without taking away some of the medium's vitality, and weakening +her in consequence. One evening, when she was cutting off pieces of her +dress rather lavishly, I remarked that it would require a great deal of +mending. She answered, "I'll show you how we mend dresses in the Spirit +World." She then doubled up the front breadth of her garment a dozen +times, and cut two or three round holes in it. I am sure when she let it +fall again there must have been thirty or forty holes, and "Katie" said, +"Isn't that a nice cullender?" + +She then commenced, whilst we stood close to her, to shake her skirt +gently about, and in a minute it was as perfect as before, without a +hole to be seen. When we expressed our astonishment, she told me to take +the scissors and cut off her hair. She had a profusion of ringlets +falling to her waist that night. I obeyed religiously, hacking the hair +wherever I could, whilst she kept on saying, "Cut more! cut more! not +for yourself, you know, because you can't take it away." + +So I cut off curl after curl, and as fast as they fell to the ground, +_the hair grew again upon her head_. When I had finished, "Katie" asked +me to examine her hair, to see if I could detect any place where I had +used the scissors, and I did so without any effect. Neither was the +severed hair to be found. It had vanished out of sight. "Katie" was +photographed many times, by limelight, by Mr. Alfred Crookes, but her +portraits are all too much like her medium to be of any value in +establishing her claim to a separate identity. She had always stated she +should not appear on this earth after the month of May, 1874; and +accordingly, on the 21st, she assembled her friends to say "Good-bye" to +them, and I was one of the number. "Katie" had asked Miss Cook to +provide her with a large basket of flowers and ribbons, and she sat on +the floor and made up a bouquet for each of her friends to keep in +remembrance of her. + +Mine, which consists of lilies of the valley and pink geranium, looks +almost as fresh to-day, nearly seventeen years after, as it did when she +gave it to me. It was accompanied by the following words, which "Katie" +wrote on a sheet of paper in my presence:-- + + "From Annie Owen de Morgan (_alias_ 'Katie') to her friend Florence + Marryat Ross-Church. With love. _Pensez a moi._ + "_May 21st, 1874._" + +The farewell scene was as pathetic as if we had been parting with a dear +companion by death. "Katie" herself did not seem to know how to go. She +returned again and again to have a last look, especially at Mr. Alfred +Crookes, who was as attached to her as she was to him. Her prediction +has been fulfilled, and from that day, Florence Cook never saw her again +nor heard anything about her. Her place was shortly filled by another +influence, who called herself "Marie," and who danced and sung in a +truly professional style, and certainly as Miss Cook never either danced +or sung. I should not have mentioned the appearance of this spirit, whom +I only saw once or twice, excepting for the following reason. On one +occasion Miss Cook (then Mrs. Corner) was giving a public _seance_ at +the rooms of the National British Association of Spiritualists, at which +a certain Sir George Sitwell, a very young man, was present, and at +which he declared that the medium cheated, and that the spirit "Marie" +was herself, dressed up to deceive the audience. Letters appeared in the +newspapers about it, and the whole press came down upon Spiritualists, +and declared them all to be either knaves or fools. These notices were +published on the morning of a day on which Miss Cook was engaged to give +another public _seance_, at which I was present. She was naturally very +much cut up about them. Her reputation was at stake; her honor had been +called into question, and being a proud girl, she resented it bitterly. +Her present audience was chiefly composed of friends; but, before +commencing, she put it to us whether, whilst under such a stigma, she +had better not sit at all. We, who had all tested her and believed in +her, were unanimous in repudiating the vile charges brought against her, +and in begging the _seance_ should proceed. Florrie refused, however, to +sit unless some one remained in the cabinet with her, and she chose me +for the purpose. I was therefore tied to her securely with a stout rope, +and we remained thus fastened together for the whole of the evening. +Under which conditions "Marie" appeared, and sung and danced outside the +cabinet, just as she had done to Sir George Sitwell whilst her medium +remained tied to me. So much for men who decide a matter before they +have sifted it to the bottom. Mrs. Elgie Corner has long since given up +mediumship either private or public, and lives deep down in the heart +of Wales, where the babble and scandal of the city affect her no longer. +But she told me, only last year, that she would not pass through the +suffering she had endured on account of Spiritualism again for all the +good this world could give her. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF KATIE COOK. + + +In the matter of producing physical phenomena the Cooks are a most +remarkable family, all three daughters being powerful media, and that +without any solicitation on their part. The second one, Katie, is by no +means the least powerful of the three, although she has sat more +privately than her sister Florence, and not had the same scientific +tests (I believe) applied to her. The first time I had an opportunity of +testing Katie's mediumship was at the private rooms of Signor Rondi, in +a circle of nine or ten friends. The apartment was small and sparsely +furnished, being an artist's studio. The gas was kept burning, and +before the sitting commenced the door was locked and strips of paper +pasted over the opening inside. The cabinet was formed of a window +curtain nailed across one corner of the room, behind which a chair was +placed for the medium, who is a remarkably small and slight girl--much +slighter than her sister Florence--with a thin face and delicate +features. She was dressed, on this occasion, in a tight-fitting black +gown and Hessian boots that buttoned half-way to her knee, and which, +she informed me, she always wore when sitting (just as Miss Showers +did), because they had each eighteen buttons, which took a long time to +fasten and unfasten. The party sat in a semicircle, close outside the +curtain, and the light was lowered, but not extinguished. There was no +darkness, and no holding of hands. I mention these facts to show how +very simple the preparations were. In a few minutes the curtain was +lifted, and a form, clothed in white, who called herself "Lily," was +presented to our view. She answered several questions relative to +herself and the medium; and perceiving some doubt on the part of some of +the sitters, she seated herself on my knee, I being nearest the curtain, +and asked me to feel her body, and tell the others how differently she +was made from the medium. I had already realized that she was much +heavier than Katie Cook, as she felt like a heavy girl of nine or ten +stone. I then passed my hand up and down her figure. She had full +breasts and plump arms and legs, and could not have been mistaken by the +most casual observers for Miss Cook. Whilst she sat on my knee, however, +she desired my husband and Signor Rondi to go inside the curtain and +feel that the medium was seated in her chair. When they did so, they +found Katie was only half entranced. She thrust her feet out to view, +and said, "I am not 'Lily;' feel my boots." My husband had, at the same +moment, one hand on Miss Cook's knee, and the other stretched out to +feel the figure seated on my lap. There remained no doubt in _his_ mind +of there being two bodies there at the same time. Presently "Lily" +passed her hand over my dress, and remarked how nice and warm it was, +and how she wished she had one on too. I asked her, "Are you cold?" and +she said, "Wouldn't you be cold if you had nothing but this white thing +on?" Half-jestingly, I took my fur cloak, which was on a sofa close by, +and put it round her shoulders, and told her to wear it. "Lily" seemed +delighted. She exclaimed, "Oh, how warm it is! May I take it away with +me?" I said, "Yes, if you will bring it back before I go home. I have +nothing else to wear, remember." She promised she would, and left my +side. In another moment she called out, "Turn up the gas!" We did so. +"Lily" was gone, and so was my large fur cloak! We searched the little +room round for it. It had entirely disappeared. There was a locked +cupboard in which Signor Rondi kept drawing materials. I insisted on its +being opened, although he declared it had not been unlocked for weeks, +and we found it full of dust and drawing blocks, but nothing else, so +the light was again lowered, and the _seance_ resumed. In a short time +the heavy cloak was flung, apparently from the ceiling, evidently from +somewhere higher than my head, and fell right over it. + +I laid it again on the sofa, and thought no more about it until I +returned home. I then found, to my astonishment, and considerably to my +annoyance, that the fur of my cloak (which was a new one) was all coming +out. My dress was covered with it, and from that day I was never able to +wear the cloak again. "Lily" said she had _de_-materialized it, to take +it away. Of the truth of that assertion I had no proof, but I am quite +sure that she did not put it together again when she brought it back. An +army of moths encamped in it could not have damaged it more, and I can +vouch that until that evening the fur had been as perfect as when I +purchased it. + +I think my next sitting with Katie Cook was at a _seance_ held in Museum +Street, and on the invitation of Mr. Chas. Blackburn, who is one of the +most earnest friends of Spiritualism, and has expended a large amount of +money in its research. The only other guests were my husband, and +General and Mrs. Maclean. We sat round a small uncovered table with the +gas burning and _without a cabinet_, Miss Katie Cook had a seat between +General Maclean and myself, and we made sure of her proximity to us +during the whole _seance_. In fact, I never let go of her hand, and even +when she wished to use her pocket-handkerchief, she had to do it with my +hand clinging to her own. Neither did she go into a trance. We spoke to +her occasionally during the sitting, and she answered us, though in a +very subdued voice, as she complained of being sick and faint. In about +twenty minutes, during which the usual manifestations occurred, the +materialized form of "Lily" appeared _in the middle of the table_, and +spoke to us and kissed us all in turn. Her face was very small, and she +was _only formed to the waist_, but her flesh was quite firm and warm. +Whilst "Lily" occupied the table in the full sight of all the sitters, +and I had my hand upon Miss Cook's figure (for I kept passing my hand up +and down from her face to her knees, to make sure it was not only a hand +I held), some one grasped my chair from behind and shook it, and when I +turned my head and spoke, in a moment one arm was round my neck and one +round the neck of my husband, who sat next to me, whilst the voice of my +daughter "Florence" spoke to us both, and her long hair and her soft +white dress swept over our faces and hands. Her hair was so abundant and +long, that she shook it out over my lap, that I might feel its length +and texture. I asked "Florence" for a piece of her hair and dress, and +scissors not being forthcoming, "Lily" materialized more fully, and +walked round from the other side of the table and cut off a piece of +"Florence's" dress herself with my husband's penknife, but said they +could not give me the hair that time. The two spirits remained with us +for, perhaps, half an hour or more, whilst General Maclean and I +continued to hold Miss Cook a prisoner. The power then failing, they +disappeared, but every one present was ready to take his oath that two +presences had been with us that never entered at the door. The room was +small and unfurnished, the gas was burning, the medium sat for the whole +time in our sight. Mrs. Maclean and I were the only other women present, +yet two girls bent over and kissed us, spoke to us, and placed their +bare arms on our necks at one and the same time. There was again also a +marked difference between the medium and the materializations. I have +already described her appearance. Both of these spirits had plump faces +and figures, my daughter "Florence's" hands especially being large and +firm, and her loose hair nearly down to her knees. + +I had the pleasure of holding another _seance_ with Katie Cook in the +same rooms, when a new manifestation occurred. She is (as I have said) a +very small woman, with very short arms. I am, on the contrary, a very +large woman, with very long arms, yet the arm of the hand I held was +elongated to such an extent that it reached the sitters on the other +side of the table, where it would have been impossible for mine to +follow it. I should think the limb must have been stretched to thrice +its natural length, and that in the sight of everybody. I sat again with +Katie Cook in her own house, where, if trickery is employed, she had +every opportunity of tricking us, but the manifestations were much the +same, and certainly not more marvellous than those she had exhibited in +the houses of strangers. "Lily" and "Florence" both appeared at the same +time, under circumstances that admitted of no possibility of fraud. My +husband and I were accompanied on that occasion by our friends, Captain +and Mrs. Kendal, and the order of sitting round the table was as +follows:--Myself, Katie, Captain K., Florence Cook, my husband, Mrs. +Cook, Mrs. Kendal. Each member of the family, it will be observed, was +held between two detectives, and their hands were not once set free. I +must say also that the _seance_ was a free one, courteously accorded us +on the invitation of Mrs. Cook; and if deception had been intended, we +and our friends might just as well have been left to sit with Katie +alone, whilst the other members of the family superintended the +manifestation of the "ghosts" outside. Miss Florence Cook, indeed (Mrs. +Corner), objected at first to sitting with us, on the score that her +mediumship usually neutralized that of her sister, but her mother +insisted on her joining the circle, lest any suspicion should be excited +by her absence. The Cooks, indeed, are, all of them, rather averse to +sitting than not, and cordially agree in disliking the powers that have +been thrust upon them against their own will. + +These influences take possession of them, unfitting them for more +practical work, and they must live. This is, I believe, the sole reason +that they have never tried to make money by the exercise of their +mediumship. But I, for one, fully believe them when they tell me that +they consider the fact of their being media as the greatest misfortune +that has ever happened to them. On the occasion of this last _seance_, +cherries and rosebuds were showered in profusion on the table during the +evening. These may easily be believed to have been secreted in the room +before the commencement of the sitting, and produced at the proper +opportunity, although the hands of everybody interested in their +production were fast held by strangers. But it is less easy to believe +that a lady of limited income, like Mrs. Cook, should go to such an +expense for an unpaid _seance_, for the purpose of making converts of +people who were strangers to her. Mediumship pays very badly as it is. I +am afraid it would pay still worse if the poor media had to purchase the +means for producing the phenomena, especially when, in a town like +London, they run (as in this instance) to hothouse fruit and flowers. + +One more example of Katie Cook's powers and I have done. We were +assembled one evening by the invitation of Mr. Charles Blackburn at his +house, Elgin Crescent. We sat in a small breakfast room on the basement +floor, so small, indeed, for the size of the party, that as we encircled +a large round table, the sitters' backs touched the wall on either side, +thus entirely preventing any one crossing the room whilst we were +established there. The only piece of furniture of any consequence in the +room, beside the chairs and table, was a trichord cabinet piano, +belonging to Mrs. Cook (who was keeping house at the time for Mr. +Blackburn), and which she much valued. + +Katie Cook sat amongst us as usual. In the middle of the _seance_ her +control "Lily," who was materialized, called out, "Keep hands fast. +Don't let go, whatever you do!" And at the same time, without seeing +anything (for we were sitting in complete darkness), we became conscious +that something large and heavy was passing or being carried over our +heads. One of the ladies of the party became nervous, and dropped her +neighbor's hand with a cry of alarm, and, at the same moment, a weighty +body fell with a fearful crash on the other side of the room. "Lily" +exclaimed, "Some one has let go hands," and Mrs. Cook called out; "Oh! +it's my piano." Lights were struck, when we found the cabinet piano had +actually been carried from its original position right over our heads to +the opposite side of the room, where it had fallen on the floor and been +seriously damaged. The two carved legs were broken off, and the sounding +board smashed in. Any one who had heard poor Mrs. Cook's lamentations +over the ruin of her favorite instrument, and the expense it would +entail to get it restored, would have felt little doubt as to whether +_she_ had been a willing victim to this unwelcome proof of her +daughter's physical mediumship. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF BESSIE FITZGERALD. + + +One evening I went to have a cup of tea with my friend Miss Schonberg at +Shepherd's Bush, when she proposed that we should go and have a _seance_ +with Mrs. Henry Jencken (Kate Fox), who lived close by. I hailed the +idea, as I had heard such great things of the medium in question, and +never had an opportunity of testing them. Consequently, I was +proportionately disappointed when, on sending round to her house to ask +if she could receive us that evening, we received a message to say that +Mr. Jencken, her husband, had died that morning, and she could see no +one. Miss Schonberg and I immediately cast about in our minds to see +what we should do with our time, and she suggested we should call on +Mrs. Fitzgerald. "Who is Mrs. Fitzgerald?" I queried. "A wonderful +medium," replied my friend, "whom I met at Mrs. Wilson's last week, and +who gave me leave to call on her. Let us go together." And accordingly +we set forth for Mrs. Fitzgerald's residence in the Goldhawk Road. I +only mention these circumstances to show how utterly unpremeditated was +my first visit to her. We arrived at her house, and were ushered into a +sitting-room, Miss Schonberg only sending up her name. In a few minutes +the door opened, and a small, fair woman, dressed in black velvet, +entered the room. Miss Schonberg saluted her, and was about to tender +some explanation regarding _my_ presence there, when Mrs. Fitzgerald +walked straight up to me and took my hand. Her eyes seemed to dilate and +contract, like the opening and shutting off of a light, in a manner +which I have often seen since, and she uttered rapidly, "You have been +married once; you have been married twice; and you will be married a +third time." I answered, "If you know anything, Mrs. Fitzgerald, you +must know that I am very much attached to my husband, and that your +information can give me no pleasure to hear." "No!" she said, "no! I +suppose not, but you cannot alter Fate." She then proceeded to speak of +things in my past life which had had the greatest influence over the +whole of it, occurrences of so private and important a nature that it +becomes impossible to write them down here, and for that very reason +doubly convincing to the person whom they concern. Presently Mrs. +Fitzgerald wandered to her piano, and commenced to play the air of the +ballad so firmly connected in my mind with John Powles, "Thou art gone +from my gaze," whilst she turned and nodded at me saying, "_He's_ here!" +In fact, after a couple of hours' conversation with her, I felt that +this stranger in the black velvet dress had turned out every secret of +my life, and laid it naked and bare before me. I was wonderfully +attracted to her. Her personality pleased me; her lonely life, living +with her two babies in the Goldhawk Road, made me anxious to give her +society and pleasure, and her wonderful gifts of clairvoyance and trance +mediumship, all combined to make me desire her friendship, and I gave +her a cordial invitation to my house in the Regent's Park, where for +some years she was a constant visitor, and always sure of a hearty +welcome. It was due to her kindness that I first had the opportunity to +study trance mediumship at my leisure, and in a short time we became so +familiar with her most constant control, "Dewdrop," a Red Indian girl, +and so accustomed to speak through Mrs. Fitzgerald with our own friends +gone before, that we welcomed her advent to our house as the signal for +holding a spiritual party. For the sake of the uninitiated and curious, +I think I had better here describe what is meant by trance mediumship. A +person thus gifted has the power of giving him or herself up to the +control of the influences in command, who send him or her off to sleep, +a sleep so deep and so like death that the spirit is actually parted +_pro tem_ from the body, which other spirits, sometimes living, but far +oftener dead, enter and use as if it were their own. I have mentioned in +my chapter on "Embodied Spirits" how my living friend in India conversed +with me through Bessie Fitzgerald in this way, also how "Florence" spoke +to me through the unconscious lips of Mabel Keningale Cook. + +Of course, I am aware that it would be so easy for a medium simply to +close her eyes, and, professing to be entranced, talk a lot of +commonplaces, which open-mouthed fools might accept as a new gospel, +that it becomes imperative to test this class of media strictly by _what +they utter_, and to place no faith in them until you are convinced that +the matters they speak of cannot possibly have been known to any one +except the friend whose mouthpiece they profess to be. All this I fully +proved for myself from repeated trials and researches; but the +unfortunate part of it is, that the more forcible and convincing the +private proof, the more difficult it is to place it before the public. I +must content myself, therefore, with saying that some of my dead friends +(so called) came back to me so frequently through Bessie Fitzgerald, and +familiarized themselves so completely with my present life, that I +forgot sometimes that they had left this world, and flew to them (or +rather to Bessie) to seek their advice or ask their sympathy as +naturally as if she were their earthly form. Of these my daughter +"Florence" was necessarily the most often with me, and she and "Dewdrop" +generally divided the time which Mrs. Fitzgerald spent with us between +them. I never saw a control so completely identified with its medium as +"Dewdrop" was with Bessie. It was difficult at times to know which was +which, and one could never be certain until she spoke whether the spirit +or the medium had entered the house. When she _did_ speak, however, +there was no mistaking them. Their characters were so different. Bessie +Fitzgerald, a quiet, soft spoken little woman, devoted to her children, +and generally unobtrusive; "Dewdrop," a Sioux Indian girl, wary and deep +as her tribe and cute and saucy as a Yankee, with an amount of devilry +in her that must at times have proved very inconvenient. She used to +play Mrs. Fitzgerald tricks in those days that might have brought her +into serious trouble, such as controlling her whilst travelling in an +omnibus, and talking her Yankee Indian to the passengers until she had +made their hair stand on end, with the suspicion that they had a lunatic +for a companion. One evening we had a large and rather "swell" evening +party, chiefly composed of ladies and gentlemen of the theatrical +profession, and entirely of non-spiritualists, excepting ourselves. Mrs. +Fitzgerald had been invited to this party, and declined, because it was +out of her line. We were therefore rather astonished, when all the +guests were assembled, to hear her name announced and see her enter the +room in a morning dress. Directly I cast eyes upon her, however, I saw +that it was not herself, but "Dewdrop." The stride with which she +walked, the waggish way she rolled from side to side, the devilry in her +eye, all betokened the Indian control. To make matters worse, she went +straight up to Colonel Lean, and, throwing herself on the ground at his +feet, affectionately laid her head upon his knee, and said, "I'se come +to the party." Imagine the astonishment of our guests! I was obliged at +once, in defence of my friend, to explain to them how matters stood; and +though they looked rather incredulous, they were immensely interested, +and "Dewdrop's" visit proved to be _the_ event of the evening. She +talked to each one separately, telling them home truths, and prophesying +their future in a way that made their cheeks go pale with fright, or red +with conscious shame, and there was quite a contest between the men as +to who should take "Dewdrop" down to the supper table. When there, she +made herself particularly lively, making personal remarks aloud that +were, in some instances, rather trying to listen to, and which Bessie +Fitzgerald would have cut out her tongue sooner than utter. She ate, +too, of dishes which would have made Bessie ill for a week. This was +another strange peculiarity of "Dewdrop's" control. She not only ousted +the spirit; she regulated the internal machinery of her medium's body. +Bessie in her normal condition was a very delicate woman with a weak +heart and lungs, and obliged to be most careful in her diet. She ate +like a sparrow, and of the simplest things. "Dewdrop," on the other +hand, liked indigestible food, and devoured it freely; yet Bessie has +told me that she never felt any inconvenience from the food amalgamated +with her system whilst under "Dewdrop's" control. One day when Mrs. +Fitzgerald was dining with us, we had some apples at dessert, which she +would have liked to partake of, but was too much afraid of the after +consequences. "I _dare_ not," she said; "if I were to eat a raw apple, I +should have indigestion for a week." She took some preserved ginger +instead; and we were proceeding with our dessert, when I saw her hand +steal out and grasp an apple. I looked in her face. "Dewdrop" had taken +her place. "Dewdrop," I said, authoritatively, "you must not eat that. +You will hurt Bessie. Put it down directly." + +"I shan't," replied "Dewdrop," drawing the dish towards her; "I like +apples. I'm always wanting 'Medy' to eat them, and she won't, so she +must go away till I've had as many as I want." And in effect she ate +three or four of them, and Bessie would never have been cognizant of the +fact unless I had informed her. On the occasion of the party to which +she came uninvited, "Dewdrop" remained with us to the very last, and +went home in a cab, and landed Mrs. Fitzgerald at her house without her +being aware that she had ever left it. At that time we were constantly +at each other's houses, and many an evening have I spent alone with +Bessie in the Goldhawk Road, her servant out marketing and her little +children asleep in the room overhead. Her baby was then a great fat +fellow of about fifteen months old, who was given to waking and crying +for his mother. If "Dewdrop" were present, she was always very impatient +with these interruptions. "Bother dat George," she would say; "I must go +up and quiet him." Then she would disappear for a few minutes, while +Bessie woke and talked to me, and then, in the twinkling of an eye, +"Dewdrop" would be back again. One day, apparently, "George" would not +be comforted, for on "Dewdrop's" return she said to me, "It's no good; +I've had to bring him down. He's on the mat outside the door;" and +there, sure enough, we found the poor baby wailing in his nightshirt. +Not being able to walk, how he had been spirited from the top storey to +the bottom I leave my readers to determine. Bessie's little girl Mabel +promised to be as wonderful a medium as her mother. She would come in +from the garden flushed from her play with the "spirit-children," of +whom she talked as familiarly as of her little neighbors next door. I +have watched her playing at ball with an invisible child, and have seen +the ball thrown, arrested half-way in the air, and then tossed back +again just as if a living child had been Mab's opponent. I had lost +several infants from premature birth during my second marriage, and the +eldest of these, a girl, appeared to be a constant companion of Mabel's. +She was always talking of what "Mrs. Lean's girl" (as she called her) +had done and said; and one day she had a violent fit of weeping because +her mother would not promise to buy her a frock like the one "Mrs. +Lean's girl" wore. + +_Apropos_ of these still-born children, I had a curious experience with +Mrs. Fitzgerald. I had had no idea until then that children so born +possessed any souls, or lived again, but "Florence" undeceived me when +she told me she had charge of her little brothers and sisters. She even +professed to know the names by which they were known in the spirit +world. When a still-born baby is launched upon the other side, she said +it is delivered over to the nearest relative of its parent, to be called +by what name he may choose. Thus my first girl was christened by Colonel +Lean's mother "Gertrude," after a bosom friend of hers, and my second my +father named "Joan," as he said it was his favorite female name. Upon +subsequent inquiry, we found that Mrs. Lean _had_ a friend called +"Gertrude," and that "Joan" was distinctly Captain Marryat's _beau +ideal_ of a woman's name. However, that signified but little. I became +very curious to see or speak with these unknown babies of mine, and used +to worry "Florence" to bring them to me. She would expostulate with me +after this fashion: "Dear mother, be reasonable. Remember what babies +they are, and that this world is quite strange to them. When your +earthly children were small you never allowed them to be brought down +before strangers, for fear they should cry. 'Gertie' and 'Yonnie' would +behave just the same if I brought them back to you now." However, I went +on teasing her till she made the attempt, and "Gertie" returned through +Mrs. Fitzgerald. It was a long time before we could coax her to remain +with us, and when she overcame her first shyness, it was like talking to +a little savage. "Gertie" didn't know the meaning of anything, or the +names of anything. Her incessant questions of "What's a father?" "What a +mother?" "What's a dog?" were very difficult to answer; but she would +chatter about the spirit-world, and what she did there, as glibly as +possible. She told us that she knew her brother Francis (the lad who was +drowned at sea) very well, and she "ran races, and Francis 'chivied' +her; and when he caught her, he held her under the fountain, and the +spray wetted her frock, and made it look like silver." The word +"_chivied_" sounding to me very much of a mundane character, I asked +"Gertie" where she learned it; and she said, "Francis says 'chivy,' so +_I_ may," and it was indeed a common expression with him. "Gertie" took, +after a while, such a keen interest in my ornaments and china, rather to +their endangerment, that I bought a doll to see if she would play with +it. At first she was vastly delighted with the "little spirit," as she +called it, and nursed it just as a mortal child would have done. But +when she began to question me as to the reason the doll did not look at +her, or answer her, or move about, and I said it was because it was not +alive, she was dreadfully disappointed. "_Not alive!_" she echoed; +"didn't God make it?" and when I replied in the negative, she threw it +to the other end of the room, and would never look at it again. + +"Gertie" was about five years old at this period, and seemed to have a +great idea of her own importance. She always announced herself as "The +Princess Gertie," and was very dignified in her behavior. One day, when +a lady friend was present when "Gertie" came and asked her to kiss her, +she extended her hand instead of her face, saying, "You may kiss my +hand." + +"Yonnie" (as "Joan" called herself) was but eighteen months old, and +used to manifest herself, _roaring_ like a child forcibly dragged before +strangers, and the only word we could ever extract from her was +"Sugar-plums." Accordingly, I invested in some for her benefit, with +which she filled her mouth so full as nearly to choke the medium, and +"Florence" rebuked me seriously for my carelessness, and threatened +never to bring "Yonnie" down to this earth again. There had been three +other children--boys--whom I was equally anxious to see again, but, for +some inexplicable reason, "Florence" said it was impossible that they +could manifest. The little girls, however, came until we were quite +familiar with them. I am aware that all this must sound very childish, +but had it not borne a remarkable context, I should not have related it. +All the wonder of it will be found later on. + +Mrs. Fitzgerald suffered very much at this time from insomnia, which she +always declared was benefitted after a visit to me. I proposed one +night, therefore, when she had stayed with us later than usual, that she +should remain and share my bed, and return home in the morning. She +consented, and at the usual hour we retired to rest together, I taking +care to lock the bedroom door and keep the gas burning; indeed, Bessie +was so nervous of what she might see that she would not have remained in +the dark for any consideration. The bed we occupied was what is called a +half tester, with a canopy and curtains on either side. As soon as ever +Bessie got into it, she burrowed under the clothes like a dormouse, and +went fast asleep. I was too curious to see what might happen to follow +her example, so my head remained on the pillow, and my eyes wide open, +and turning in every direction. Presently I saw the curtains on the +opposite side of the bed gently shaken, next a white hand and arm +appeared round them, and was passed up and down the ridge that +represented Bessie Fitzgerald's body; finally, after several times +stepping forward and retreating again, a female figure emerged and +walked to the foot of the bedstead and stood there regarding me. She +was, to all appearance, as solidly formed as any human creature could +be, and she was as perfectly distinct as though seen by daylight. Her +head and bust reminded me at once of the celebrated "Clytie," they were +so classically and beautifully formed. Her hair and skin were fair, her +eyes luminously liquid and gentle, her whole attitude one of modest +dignity. She was clothed in some creamy white material, thick and soft, +and intermixed with dull gold. She wore no ornaments, but in her right +hand she carried a long branch of palm, or olive, or myrtle, something +tall and tapering, and of dark green. She scarcely could be said to +smile at me, but there was an indescribable appearance of peace and +tranquillity about her. When I described this apparition to Bessie in +the morning, she recognized it at once as that of her control, +"Goodness," whom she had seen clairvoyantly, but she affirmed that I was +the only person who had ever given her a correct description of this +influence, which was the best and purest about her. After "Goodness" had +remained in the same position for a few minutes, she walked back again +behind the curtain, which served as a cabinet, and "Florence" came out +and had a whispered conversation with me. Next a dark face, but only a +face, said to be that of "Dewdrop," peeped out four or five times, and +disappeared again; then a voice said, "No more! good-night," and I +turned round to where Bessie lay sleeping beside me, and went to sleep +myself. After that, she often came, when suffering worse than usual from +insomnia, to pass the night with me, as she said my magnetism caused her +to sleep, and similar manifestations always occurred when we were alone +and together. + +Mrs. Fitzgerald's mediumship was by no means used, however, for the sole +purpose of gratifying curiosity or foretelling the future. She was a +wonderful medical diagnoser, and sat for a long time in the service of a +well-known medical man. She would be ensconced in a corner of his +waiting-room and tell him the exact disease of each patient that +entered. She told me she could see the inside of everybody as perfectly +as though they were made of glass. This gift, however, induced her to +take on a reflection (as it were) of the disease she diagnosed, and +after a while her failing strength compelled her to give it up. Her +control "Dewdrop" was what she called herself, "a metal spirit," _i.e._, +her advice was very trustworthy with regard to all speculations and +monetary transactions. Many stockbrokers and city men used regularly to +consult Bessie before they engaged in any speculation, and she received +many valuable presents in return for her assistance in "making a pile." +One gentleman, indeed, settled a large sum of money when he died on her +little son in gratitude for the fortune "Dewdrop" had helped him to +accumulate. Persons who sneer at Spiritualism and declare it to be +useless, little know how much advantage is taken of spiritual +forethought and prevision by those who believe in it. I have never been +sorry but when I have neglected to follow the advice of a medium whom I +had proved to be trustworthy. + +In the autumn of 1883 I introduced my own entertainment of "Love +Letters" to the provincial British public, and it had an immediate and +undeniable success. My engagements poured in rapidly, and I had already +booked dates for the whole spring of 1884, when Mr. Edgar Bruce offered +me an engagement at the Prince of Wales' (then the Prince's) Theatre, +about to be opened in Piccadilly. I had been anxiously waiting to obtain +an engagement on the London boards, and was eager to accept it; still, I +did not know if I would be wise in relinquishing my provincial +engagements. I wrote to Bessie to ask "Dewdrop" what I should do; the +answer was, "Don't accept, only a flash in the pan." Thereupon I sent to +Mr. Bruce to ask how long the engagement was likely to last, and his +answer was that he expected "The Palace of Truth" to run a year at +least, and at any rate I was to consider myself one of a "stock +company." Thereupon I cancelled all my entertainment engagements, +returned to London, appeared at the Prince's Theatre for just _eleven_ +_weeks_, and got into four law suits with my disappointed patrons for my +trouble. + +It is one of the commonest remarks made by stupid people, "If the +spirits know anything, let them tell me the name of the winner of the +Derby, and then I will believe them," etc. I was speaking of this once +to "Dewdrop," and she said, "We _could_ tell if we choose, but we are +not allowed to do so. If Spiritualism was generally used for such +things, all the world would rush to it in order to cheat one another. +But if you will promise me not to open it until after the Derby is run, +I will give you the name of the winner now in a sealed envelope, to +prove that what I say is the truth." We gave her the requisite +materials, and she made a few pencil marks on a piece of paper, and +sealed it up. It was the year that "Shotover" won the Derby. The day +after the race, we opened the envelope and found the drawing of a man +with a gun in his hand, a hedge, and a bird flying away on the other +side; very sketchy, but perfectly intelligible to one who could read +between the lines. + +I was at the theatre one night with Bessie in a box, when I found out +that "Dewdrop" had taken her place. "Dewdrop" was very fond of going to +the play, and her remarks were so funny and so naive as to keep one +constantly amused. Presently, between the acts, she said to me, "Do you +see that man in the front row of the stalls with a bald head, sitting +next to the old lady with a fat neck?" I replied I did. "Now you watch," +said "Dewdrop;" "I'm going down there to have some fun. First I'll +tickle the old man's head, and then I'll scratch the old woman's neck. +Now, you and 'Medie' watch." The next moment Bessie spoke to me in her +own voice, and I told her what "Dewdrop" proposed to do. "Oh, poor +things!" she said, compassionately, "how she will torment them!" To +watch what followed was a perfect farce. First, the old man put his hand +up to his bald head, and then he took out his handkerchief and flicked +it, then he rubbed it, and finally _scrubbed_ it to alleviate the +increasing irritation. Then the old lady began the same business with +her neck, and finding it of no avail, glared at the old man as if she +thought _he_ had done it; in fact, they were both in such evident +torture that there was no doubt "Dewdrop" had kept her promise. When she +returned to me she said, "There! didn't you see me walking along the +front row of stalls, in my moccasins and beads and feathers, and all my +war-paint on, tickling the old fellow's head?" "I didn't _see_ you, +'Dewdrop,'" I answered, "but I'm sure you were there." "Ah! but the old +fellow _felt_ me, and so did the old girl," she replied. + +Bessie Fitzgerald is now Mrs. Russell Davies, and carries on her +_seances_ in Upper Norwood. No one who attends them can fail to feel +interested in the various phenomena he will meet with there. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF LOTTIE FOWLER. + + +As I was introduced to Lottie Fowler many years before I met Bessie +Fitzgerald, I suppose the account of her mediumship should have come +first; but I am writing this veracious narrative on no fixed or +artificial plan, but just as it occurs to me, though not from memory, +because notes were taken of every particular at the time of occurrence. +In 1874 I was largely employed on the London Press, and constantly sent +to report on anything novel or curious, and likely to afford matter for +an interesting article. It was for such a purpose that I received an +order from one of the principal newspapers in town to go and have a +complimentary _seance_ with an American clairvoyant newly arrived in +England, Miss Lottie Fowler. Until I received my directions I had never +heard the medium's name, and I knew very little of clairvoyance. She was +lodging in Conduit Street, and I reached her house one morning as early +as ten o'clock, and sent in a card with the name of the paper only +written on it. I was readily admitted. Miss Fowler was naturally anxious +to be noticed by the press and introduced to London society. I found her +a stylish-looking, well-dressed woman of about thirty, with a pleasant, +intelligent face. Those of my readers who have only met her since +sickness and misfortune made inroads on her appearance may smile at my +description, but I repeat that seventeen years ago Lottie Fowler was +prosperous and energetic-looking. She received me very cordially, and +asked me into a little back parlor, of which, as it was summer weather, +both the windows and doors were left open. Here, in the sunshine, she +sat down and took my hand in hers, and began chatting of what she wished +and hoped to do in London. Suddenly her eyes closed and her head fell +back. She breathed hard for a few minutes, and then sat up, still with +her eyes closed, and began to talk in a high key, and in broken English. +This was her well-known control, "Annie," without doubt one of the best +clairvoyants living. She began by explaining to me that she had been a +German girl in earth life, and couldn't speak English properly, but I +should understand her better when I was more familiar with her. She then +commenced with my birth by the sea, described my father's personality +and occupation, spoke of my mother, my brothers and sisters, my +illnesses, my marriage, and my domestic life. Then she said, "Wait! now +I'll go to your house, and tell you what I see there." She then repeated +the names of all my children, giving a sketch of the character of each +one, down to the "baby with the flower name," as she called my little +Daisy. After she had really exhausted the subject of my past and +present, she said, "You'll say I've read all this out of your mind, so +now I'll tell you what I see in the future. You'll be married a second +time." Now, at this period I was editing a fashionable magazine, and +drew a large number of literary men around me. I kept open house on +Tuesday evenings, and had innumerable friends, and I _may_ (I don't say +I _had_), but I may have sometimes speculated what my fate might be in +the event of my becoming free. The _seance_ I speak of took place on a +Wednesday morning; and when "Annie" told me I should be married a second +time, my thoughts involuntarily took to themselves wings, I suppose, for +she immediately followed up her assertion by saying, "No! not to the man +who broke the tumbler at your house last night. You will marry another +soldier." "No, thank-you," I exclaimed; "no more army men for me. I've +had enough of soldiers to last me a lifetime." "Annie" looked very +grave. "You _will_ marry another soldier," she reiterated; "I can see +him now, walking up a terrace. He is very tall and big, and has brown +hair cut quite short, but so soft and shiny. At the back of his head he +looks as sleek as a mole. He has a broad face, a pleasant, smiling face, +and when he laughs he shows very white teeth. I see him knocking at your +door. He says, 'Is Mrs. Ross-Church at home?' 'Yes, sir.' Then he goes +into a room full of books. 'Florence, my wife is dead. Will you be my +wife?' And you say 'Yes.'" "Annie" spoke so naturally, and I was so +astonished at her knowledge of my affairs, that it never struck me till +I returned home that she had called me by my name, which had been kept +carefully from her. I asked her, "When will my husband die?" "I don't +see his death anywhere," she answered. "But how can I marry again unless +he dies?" I said. "I don't know, but I can't tell you what I don't see. +I see a house all in confusion, papers are thrown about, and everything +is topsy-turvy, and two people are going different ways; and, oh, there +is so much trouble and so many tears! But I don't see any death +anywhere." + +I returned home, very much astonished at all Miss Fowler had said +regarding my past and present, but very incredulous with respect to her +prophecies for the future. Yet, three years afterwards, when much of +what she told me had come to pass, I was travelling from Charing Cross +to Fareham with Mr. Grossmith, to give our entertainment of "_Entre +Nous_," when the train stopped as usual to water at Chatham. On the +platform stood Colonel Lean, in uniform, talking to some friends. I had +never set eyes on him till that moment; but I said at once to Mr. +Grossmith, "Do you see that officer in the undress uniform? That is the +man Lottie Fowler told me I should marry." Her description had been so +exact that I recognized him at once. Of course, I got well laughed at, +and was ready after a while to laugh at myself. Two months afterwards, +however, I was engaged to recite at the Literary Institute at Chatham, +where I had never set foot in my life before. Colonel Lean came to the +Recital, and introduced himself to me. He became a visitor at my house +in London (which, by the by, had been changed for one in a _terrace_), +and two years afterwards, in, June 1879, we were married. I have so far +overcome a natural scruple to make my private affairs public, in justice +to Lottie Fowler. It is useless narrating anything to do with the +supernatural (although I have been taught that this is a wrong term, and +that nothing that exists is _above_ nature, but only a continuation of +it), unless one is prepared to prove that it was true. Lottie Fowler did +not make a long stay in England on that occasion. She returned to +America for some time, and I was Mrs. Lean before I met her again. The +second visit was a remarkable one. I had been to another medium, who had +made me very unhappy by some prophecies with regard to my husband's +health; indeed, she had said he would not live a couple of years, and I +was so excited about it that my friend Miss Schonberg advised our going +then and there to see Lottie Fowler, who had just arrived in England, +and was staying in Vernon Place, Bloomsbury; and though it was late at +night, we set off at once. The answer to our request to see Miss Fowler +was that she was too tired to receive any more visitors that day. "Do +ask her to see me," I urged. "I won't detain her a moment; I only want +to ask her one question." Upon this, we were admitted, and found Lottie +nearly asleep. "Miss Fowler," I began, "you told me five years ago that +I should be married a second time. Well, I _am_ married, and now they +tell me I shall loose my husband." And then I told her how ill he was, +and what the doctors said, and what the medium said. "You told me the +truth before," I continued; "tell it me now. Will he die?" Lottie took a +locket containing his hair in her hand for a minute, and then replied +confidently, "They know nothing about it. He will not die--that is not +yet--not for a long while." "But _when_?" I said, despairingly. "Leave +that to God, child," she answered, "and be happy now." And in effect +Colonel Lean recovered from his illness, and became strong and hearty +again. But whence did Miss Fowler gain the confidence to assert that a +man whom she had never seen, nor even heard of, should recover from a +disease which the doctors pronounced to be mortal? From that time Lottie +and I became fast friends, and continue so to this day. It is a +remarkable thing that she would never take a sixpence from me in payment +for her services, though I have sat with her scores of times, nor would +she accept a present, and that when she has been sorely in need of +funds. She said she had been told she should never prosper if she +touched my money. She has one of the most grateful and affectionate and +generous natures possible, and has half-starved herself for the sake of +others who lived upon her. I have seen her under sickness, and poverty, +and trouble, and I think she is one of the kindest-hearted and best +women living, and I am glad of even this slight opportunity to bear +testimony to her disposition. At one time she had a large and +fashionable _clientele_ of sitters, who used to pay her handsomely for a +_seance_, but of late years her clients have fallen off, and her +fortunes have proportionately decreased. She has now returned to the +Southern States of America, and says she has seen the last of England. +All I can say is, that I consider her a great personal loss as a referee +in all business matters as well as a prophet for the future. She also, +like Bessie Fitzgerald, is a great medical diagnoser. She was largely +consulted by physicians about the Court at the time of the Prince of +Wales' dangerous illness, and predicted his recovery from the +commencement. It was through her mediumship that the body of the late +Lord Lindesay of Balcarres, which was stolen from the family vault, was +eventually recovered; and the present Lord Lindesay gave her a beautiful +little watch, enamelled and set in diamonds, in commemoration of the +event. She predicted the riot that took place in London some years ago, +and the Tay Bridge disaster; but who is so silly as to believe the +prophecies of media now-a-days? There has hardly been an event in my +life, since I have known Lottie Fowler, that she has not prepared me for +beforehand, but the majority of them are too insignificant to interest +the reader. One, however, the saddest I have ever been called upon to +encounter, was wonderfully foretold. In February, 1886, Lottie (or +rather, "Annie") said to me, "There is a great trouble in store for you, +Florris" (she always called me "Florris"); "you are passing under black +clouds, and there is a coffin hanging over you. It will leave your +house." This made me very uneasy. No one lived in my house but my +husband and myself. I asked, "Is it my own coffin?" "No!" "Is it my +husband's?" "No; it is that of a much younger person." + +I questioned her very closely, but she would not tell me any more, and I +tried to dismiss the idea from my mind. Still it would constantly recur, +for I knew, from experience, how true her predictions were. At last I +felt as if I could bear the suspense no longer, and I went to her and +said, "You _must_ tell me that the coffin you spoke of is not for one of +my children, or the uncertainty will drive me mad." "Annie" thought a +minute, and then said slowly, "No; it is not for one of your children." +"Then I can bear anything else," I replied. The time went on, and in +April an uncle of mine died. I rushed again to Lottie Fowler. "Is _this_ +the death you prophesied?" I asked her. "No," she replied; "the coffin +must leave your house. But this death will be followed by another in the +family," which it was within the week. The following February my +next-door neighbors lost their only son. I had known the boy for years, +and I was very sorry for them. As I was watching the funeral +preparations from my bedroom window, I saw the coffin carried out of the +hall door, which adjoined mine with only a railing between. Knowing that +many prophetical media _see_ the future in a series of pictures, it +struck me that Lottie must have seen this coffin leaving, and mistaken +the house for mine. I went to her again. This proves how the prediction +had weighed all this time upon my mind. "Has not the death you spoke of +taken place _now_?" I asked her. "Has not the coffin left my house?" +"No," she answered; "it will be a relative, one of the family. It is +much nearer now than it was." I felt uncomfortable, but I would not +allow it to make me unhappy. "Annie" had said it was not one of my own +children, and so long as they were spared I felt strong enough for +anything. + +In the July following my eldest daughter came to me in much distress. +She had heard of the death of a friend, one who had been associated with +her in her professional life, and the news had shocked her greatly. She +had always been opposed to Spiritualism. She didn't see the good of it, +and thought I believed in it a great deal more than was necessary. I had +often asked her to accompany me to _seances_, or to see trance media, +and she had refused. She used to say she had no one on the other side +she cared to speak to. But when her young friend died, she begged me to +take her to a medium to hear some news of him, and we went together to +Lottie Fowler. "Annie" did not wait for any prompting, but opened the +ball at once. "You've come here to ask me how you can see your friend +who has just passed over," she said. "Well, he's all right. He's in this +room now, and he says you will see him very soon." "To which medium +shall I go?" said my daughter. "Don't go to any medium. Wait a little +while, and you will see him with your own eyes." My daughter was a +physical medium herself, though I had prevented her sitting for fear it +should injure her health; and I believed, with her, that "Annie" meant +that her friend would manifest through her own power. She turned to me +and said, "Oh, mother, I shall be awfully frightened if he appears to me +at night;" and "Annie" answered, "No, you won't be frightened when you +see him. You will be very pleased. Your meeting will be a source of +great pleasure on both sides." My daughter had just signed a lucrative +engagement, and was about to start on a provincial tour. Her next +request was, "Tell me what you see for me in the future." "Annie" +replied, "I cannot see it clearly. Another day I may be able to tell you +more, but to-day it is all dim. Every time I try to see it a wall seems +to rise behind your head and shut it out." Then she turned to me and +said, "Florris, that coffin is very near you now. It hangs right over +your head!" I answered carelessly, "I wish it would come and have done +with it. It is eighteen months now, Annie, since you uttered that dismal +prophecy!" Little did I really believe that it was to be so quickly and +so terribly fulfilled. Three weeks after that _seance_, my beloved child +(who was staying with me) was carried out of my house in her coffin to +Kensal Green. I was so stunned by the blow, that it was not for some +time after that I remembered "Annie's" prediction. When I asked her +_why_ she had tortured me with the suspense of coming evil for eighteen +months, she said she had been told to do so by my guardian spirits, or +my brain would have been injured by the suddenness of the shock. When I +asked why she had denied it would be one of my children, she still +maintained that she had obeyed a higher order, because to tell the truth +so long beforehand would have half-killed me as indeed it would. "Annie" +said she had no idea, even during that last interview, that the death +she predicted was that of the girl before her. She saw her future was +misty, and that the coffin was over my head, but she did not connect the +two facts together. In like manner I have heard almost every event of my +future through Lottie Fowler's lips, and she has never yet proved to be +wrong, except in one instance of _time_. She predicted an event for a +certain year and it did not take place till afterwards; and it has made +"Annie" so wary, that she steadfastly refuses now to give any dates. I +always warn inquirers not to place faith in any given dates. The spirits +have told me they have _no time_ in the spheres, but judge of it simply +as the reflection of the future appears nearer, or further, from the +sitter's face. Thus, something that will happen years hence appears +cloudy and far off, whilst the events of next week or next month seem +bright and distinct, and quite near. This is a method of judging which +can only be gained by practice, and must at all times be uncertain and +misleading. + +I have often acted as amanuensis for Lottie Fowler, for letters are +constantly arriving for her from every part of the world which can only +be answered under trance, and she has asked me to take down the replies +as "Annie" dictated them. I have answered by this means the most +searching questions from over the seas relating to health and money and +lost articles whilst Lottie was fast asleep and "Annie" dictated the +letters, and have received many answers thanking me for acting +go-between, and saying how wonderfully correct and valuable the +information "Annie" had sent them had proved to be. Of course, it would +be impossible, in this paper, to tell of the constant intercourse I have +had with Lottie Fowler during the last ten or twelve years, and the +manner in which she has mapped out my future for me, preventing my +cherishing false hopes that would never be realized, making bad bargains +that would prove monetary losses, and believing in apparent friendship +that was only a cloak for selfishness and treachery. I have learned many +bitter lessons from her lips. I have also made a good deal of money +through her means. She has told me what will happen to me between this +time and the time of my death, and I feel prepared for the evil and +content with the good. Lottie Fowler had very bad health for some time +before she left England, and it had become quite necessary that she +should go; but I think if the British public had known what a wonderful +woman was in their midst, they would have made it better worth her while +to stay amongst them. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE MEDIUMSHIP OF WILLIAM FLETCHER. + + +It may be remembered in the "Story of John Powles" that when, as a +perfect stranger to Mr. Fletcher, I walked one evening into the Steinway +Hall, I heard him describe the circumstances of my old friend's death in +a very startling manner. It made such an impression on me that I became +anxious to hear what more Mr. Fletcher might have to say to me in +private, and for that purpose I wrote and made an appointment with him +at his private residence in Gordon Square. I did not conceal my name, +and I knew my name must be familiar to him; for although he had only +just arrived from America, I am better known as an author in that +country perhaps than in this. But I had no intention of gauging his +powers by what he told me of my exterior life; and by what followed, his +guide "Winona" evidently guessed my ideas upon the subject. After the +_seance_ I wrote thus concerning it to the _Banner of Light_, a New York +Spiritualistic paper:-- + +"I had seen many clairvoyants before, both in public and private, and +had witnessed wonderful feats of skill on their part in naming and +describing concealed objects, and reading print or writing when held far +beyond their reach of sight; but I knew the trick of all that. If Mr. +Fletcher is going to treat me to any mental legerdemain, I thought, as I +took my way to Gordon Square, I shall have wasted both my time and +trouble upon him; and, I confess, as I approached the house, that I felt +doubtful whether I might not be deceived against my senses by the clever +lecturer, whose eloquence had charmed me into desiring a more intimate +acquaintance with him. Even the private life of a professional person +soon becomes public property in London; and had Mr. Fletcher wished to +find out my faults and failings, he had but to apply to ----, say, my +dearest friend, or the one upon whom I had bestowed most benefits, to +learn the worst aspect of the worst side of my character. But the neat +little page-boy answered my summons so promptly that I had no time to +think of turning back again; and I was ushered through a carpeted hall, +and up a staircase into a double drawing-room, strewn with evidence that +my clairvoyant friend possessed not only artistic taste, but the means +to indulge it. The back room into which I was shown was hung with +paintings and fitted with a luxurious _causeuse_, covered with art +needlework, and drawn against the open window, through which might be +seen some fine old trees in the garden below, and Mr. Fletcher's dogs +enjoying themselves beneath their shade. Nothing could be further +removed from one's ideas of a haunt of mystery or magic, or the abode of +a man who was forced to descend to trickery for a livelihood. In a few +minutes Mr. Fletcher entered the room and saluted me with the air of a +gentleman. We did not proceed to business, however, until he had taken +me round his rooms, and shown me his favorite pictures, including a +portrait of Sara Bernhardt, etched by herself, in the character of Mrs. +Clarkson in _L'Etrangere_. After which we returned to the back +drawing-room, and without darkening the windows or adopting any +precautions, we took our seats upon the _causeuse_ facing each other, +whilst Mr. Fletcher laid his left hand lightly upon mine. In the course +of a minute I observed several convulsive shivers pass through his +frame, his eyes closed, and his head sunk back upon the cushions, +apparently in sleep. I sat perfectly still and silent with my hand in +his. Presently he reopened his eyes quite naturally, and sitting +upright, began to speak to me in a very soft, thin, feminine voice. He +(or rather his guide "Winona") began by saying that she would not waste +my time on facts that she might have gathered from the world, but would +confine herself to speaking of my inner life. Thereupon, with the most +astonishing astuteness, she told me of my thoughts and feelings, reading +them off like a book. She repeated to me words and actions that had been +said and done in privacy hundred of miles away. She detailed the +characters of my acquaintance, showing who were true and who were false, +giving me their names and places of residence. She told me the motives I +had had for certain actions, and what was more strange, revealed truths +concerning myself which I had not recognized until they were presented +to me through the medium of a perfect stranger. Every question I put to +her was accurately answered, and I was repeatedly invited to draw +further revelations from her. The fact being that I was struck almost +dumb by what I had heard, and rendered incapable of doing anything but +marvel at the wonderful gift that enabled a man, not only to read each +thought that passed through my brain, but to see, as in a mirror, scenes +that were being enacted miles away with the actors concerned in them and +the motives that animated them. "Winona" read the future for me as well +as the past, and the first distinct prophecy she uttered has already +most unexpectedly come to pass. When I announced that I was satisfied, +the clairvoyant laid his head back again upon the cushions, the same +convulsive shudders passed through his frame, and in another minute he +was smiling in my face, and hoping I had a good _seance_." + +This is part of the letter I wrote concerning Mr. Fletcher to the +_Banner of Light_. But a description of words, however strongly put, can +never carry the same weight as the words themselves. So anxious am I to +make this statement as trustworthy as possible, however, that I will now +go further, and give the exact words as "Winona" spoke them to me on +that occasion, and as I took them down from her lips. _Some_ parts I +_must_ omit, not for my own sake, but because of the treachery they +justly ascribed to persons still living in this world. But enough will, +I trust, remain to prove how intimately the spirit must have penetrated +to my inner life. This is, then, the greater part of what "Winona" said +to me on the 27th of June, 1879: + +"You are a Child of Destiny, who never was a child. Your life is fuller +of tragedies than any life I ever read yet. I will not tell you of the +past _facts_, because they are known to the world, and I might have +heard them from others. But I will speak of yourself. I have to leave +the earth-world when I come in contact with you, and enter a planetary +sphere in which you dwell (and ever must dwell) _alone_. It is as if you +were in a room shut off from the rest of mankind. You are one of the +world's magnets. You have nothing really in common with the rest. You +draw people to you, and live upon their life; and when they have no more +to give, nor you to demand, the liking fades on both sides. It must be +so, because the spirit requires food the same as the body; and when the +store is exhausted, the affection is starved out, and the persons pass +out of your life. You have often wondered to yourself why an +acquaintance who seemed necessary to you to-day you can live perfectly +well without to-morrow. This is the reason. More than that, if you +continue to cling to those whose spiritual system you have exhausted, +they would poison you, instead of nourishing you. You may not like it, +but those you value most you should oftenest part with. Separation will +not decrease your influence over them; it will increase it. Constant +intercourse may be fatal to your dearest affections. You draw so much on +others, you _empty_ them, and they have nothing more to give you. You +have often wondered, too, why, after you have lived in a place a little +while, you become sad, weary, and ill--not physically ill, but mentally +so--and you feel as if you _must_ leave it, and go to another place. +When you settle in this fresh place, you think at first that it is the +very place where you will be content to live and die; but after a little +while the same weariness and faintness comes back again, and you think +you cannot breathe till you leave it, as you did the other. This is not +fancy. It is because your nature has exhausted all it can draw from its +surroundings, and change becomes a necessity to life. You will never be +able to live long in any place without change, and let me warn you never +to settle yourself down anywhere with the idea of living there entirely. +Were you forced to do so, you would soon die. You would be starved to +death spiritually. All people are not born under a fate, but you were, +and you can do very little to change it. England is the country of your +fate. You will never prosper in health, mind, or money in a foreign +country. It is good to go abroad for change, but never try to live +there. You are thinking of going abroad now, but you will not remain +there nearly so long as you anticipate. Something will arise to make you +alter your plans--not a real trouble--but an uneasiness. The plan you +think of will not answer." (This prediction was fulfilled to the +letter.) "This year completes an era in your professional career--not of +ill-luck, so much as of stagnation. Your work has been rather duller of +late years. The Christmas of 1879 will bring you brighter fortune. Some +one who has appeared to drop you will come forward again, and take up +your cause, and bring you in much money." (This also came to pass.) +"You have not nearly reached the zenith of your success. It is yet to +come. It is only beginning. You will have another child, certainly +_one_, but I am not sure if it will live in this world. I do not see its +earth-life, but I see you in that condition. + + * * * * * + +"Your nervous system was for many years strung up to its highest +tension--now it is relaxed, and your physical powers are at their lowest +ebb. You could not bear a child in your present condition. You must +become much lighter-hearted, more contented and at ease before that +comes to pass. You must have ceased to wish for a child, or even to +expect it. You have never had a heart really at ease yet. All your +happiness has been feverish. + + * * * * * + +"I see your evil genius. She is out of your life at present, but she +crossed your path last year, and caused you much heart-burning, and not +without reason. It seems to me that some sudden shock or accident put an +end to the acquaintance; but she will cross your path again, and cause +you more misery, perhaps, than anything else has done. She is not young, +but stout, and not handsome, as it seems to me. She is addicted to +drinking. I see her rolling about now under the influence of liquor. She +has been married more than once. I see the name ---- ---- written in the +air. She would go any lengths to take that you value from you, even to +compassing your death. She is madly in love with what is yours. She +would do anything to compass her ends--not only immoral things, but +filth--filth. I have no hesitation in saying this. Whenever she crosses +your path, in public or private, flee from her as from a pestilence." +(This information was correct in every detail. The name was given at +full length. I repeat it as a specimen of the succinctness of +intelligence given through trance mediumship.) "1883 will be a most +unfortunate year for you. You will have a severe illness, your friends +will not know if you are going to live or die, and during this illness +you will endure great mental agony, caused through a woman, one of whose +names begins with ----. You will meet her some time before, and she +will profess to be your dearest friend. I see her bending over you, and +telling you she is your best friend, and you are disposed to believe it. +She is as tall as you are, but does not look so tall from a habit she +has of carrying herself. She is not handsome, strictly speaking, but +dark and very fascinating. She has a trick of keeping her eyes down when +she speaks. She is possibly French, or of French extraction, but speaks +English. She will get a hold upon ----'s mind that will nearly separate +you." (At this juncture I asked, "How can I prevent it?") "If I told +you, that if you went by the 3 o'clock train from Gower Street, you +would be smashed, you would not take that train. When you meet a woman +answering this description, stop and ask yourself whether she is the one +I have warned you against, before you admit her across the threshold of +your house. + + * * * * * + +"----'s character is positive for good, and negative for evil. If what +is even for his good were urged upon him, he would refuse to comply; but +present evil to him as a possible good, and he will stop to consider +whether it is not so. If he is to be guided aright, it must be by making +him believe it would be impossible for him to go wrong. Elevate his +nature by elevating his standard of right. Make it impossible for him to +lower himself, by convincing him that he _would_ be lowered. He is very +conceited. Admiration is the breath of his life. He is always thinking +what people will say of him or his actions. He is very weak under +temptation, especially the temptation of flattery. He is much too fond +of women. You have a difficult task before you, and you have done much +harm already through your own fault. He believes too little in the evil +of others--much too little. If he were unfaithful to those who trust +him, he would be quite surprised to find he had broken their hearts. +Your work is but beginning. Hitherto all has been excitement, and there +has been but little danger. Now comes monotony and the fear of satiety. +Your fault through life has been in not asserting the positive side of +your character. You were born to rule, and you have sat down a slave. +Either through indolence or despair of success, you have presented a +negative side to the insults offered you, and in the end you have been +beaten. You make a great mistake in letting your female friends read all +your joys and sorrows. Men would sympathize and pity. Women will only +take advantage of them. Assert your dignity as mistress in your own +house, and don't let those visitors invite themselves who do not come +for you. You are, as it were, the open door for more than one false +friend. I warn you especially against two unmarried women--at least, if +they are married, I don't see their husbands anywhere. They are both too +fond of ----; one _very much_ too fond of him, and you laugh at it, and +give your leave for caresses and endearments, which should never be +permitted. If I were to tell them that they visit at your house for +----, and not for you, they would be very indignant. They give you +presents, and really like you; but ---- is the attraction, and with one +of them it only needs time, place and opportunity to cause the ruin of +---- and yourself. She has an impediment in walking. I need say no more. +She wants to become still more familiar, and live under the same roof +with you. You must prevent it. The other is doing more harm to herself +than to anyone else. She is silly and romantic, and must dream of some +one. It is a pity it should be encouraged by familiarity. ---- has no +feeling for them beyond pity and friendship, but it is not necessary he +should love a woman to make her dangerous to him. As far as I can see +your lives extend, ---- will love you, and you will retain your +influence over him if you _choose_ to do so. But it is in your own hands +what you make of him. You must not judge his nature by your own. You are +shutting yourself up too much. You should be surrounded by a circle of +men, so that you might not draw influence from ---- alone. You should go +out more, and associate with clever men, and hear what they have to say +to you. You must not keep so entirely with ----. It is bad for both of +you. You are making too great a demand upon his spiritual powers, and +you will exhaust them too soon. A woman cannot draw spiritual life from +women only. She must take it from men. There is another acquaintance I +must warn you against ----; a widow, fair hair, light eyes, not clever, +but cunning. She has but one purpose in visiting you. She would like to +stand in your shoes. She would not hesitate to usurp your rights. Be +civil to her if you will, but do not encourage her visits. It were best +if she passed out of your lives altogether. She can never bring you any +good luck. She may be the cause of much annoyance yet. ---- should have +work, active and constant, or his health will fail, living in idleness, +spiritually and bodily. You tell him too often that you love him. Let +him feel there is always a higher height to gain, a lower depth to fall +to, in your esteem. He is not the only man in the world. Why should you +deceive him by saying so? You are much to blame." (Considering that Mr. +Fletcher had never seen, or, as far as I knew, heard of the persons he +mentioned in this tirade, it becomes a matter of speculation where or +from whom he gathered this keen insight to their character and +personalities, every word of which I can vouch for as being strictly +true.) + +"Many spirits are round you. Some wish to speak.... A grand and noble +spirit stands behind you, with his hands spread in blessing over your +head. He is your father. He sends this message: 'My dear child, there +were so many influences antagonistic to my own in your late married +life, that I found it very difficult to get near you. Now they are +removed. The present conditions are much more favorable to me, and I +hope to be with you often, and to help you through the life that lies +before you.' There is the face of a glorified spirit, just above +your head, and I see the name 'Powles.' This spirit is nearer you, and +more attached to you than any other in Spirit Land. He comes only to +you, and one other creature through you--your second child. He says you +will know him by the token, the song; you sung to him upon his +death-bed. His love for you is the best and purest, and he is always by +you, though lower influences sometimes forbid his manifesting himself. +Your child comes floating down, and joins hands with him. She is a very +pure and beautiful spirit. She intimates that her name on earth was the +same as yours, but she is called by another name in the spheres--a name +that has something to do with flowers. She brings me a bunch of pure +white lilies, tinged with blue, with blue petals, tied with a piece of +blue ribbon, and she intimates to me by gesture that her spirit-name has +something to do with them. I think I must go now, but I hope you will +come and sit with me again. I shall be able to tell you more next time. +My name is 'Winona,' and when you ask for me I will come. Good-bye...." + +This was the end of my first _seance_ with Mr. Fletcher, and I think +even sceptics will allow that it was sufficiently startling for the +first interview with an entire stranger. The following year I wrote +again to the _Banner of Light_ concerning Mr. Fletcher, but will only +give an extract from my letter. "I told you in my letter of last year +that I had held a _seance_ with Mr. Fletcher of so private a nature that +it was impossible to make it public. During that interview 'Winona' made +several startling prophecies concerning the future, which, it may +interest your readers to know, have already been fulfilled. Wishing to +procure some further proofs of Mr. Fletcher's power before I wrote this +letter to you, I prepared a different sort of test for him last week. +From a drawer full of old letters I selected, _with my eyes shut_, four +folded sheets of paper, which I slipped into four blank envelopes, ready +prepared for them--still without looking--and closed them in the usual +manner with the adhesive gum, after which I sealed them with sealing +wax. I carried these envelopes to Mr. Fletcher, and requested "Winona" +to tell me the characters of the persons by whom their contents had been +written. She placed them consecutively to the medium's forehead, and as +she returned them to me, one by one, I wrote her comments on each on the +side of the cover. On breaking the seals, the character of each writer +was found to be most accurately defined, although the letters had all +been written years before--(a fact which "Winona" had immediately +discovered). She also told me which of my correspondents were dead, and +which living. Here, you will observe, there could have been no reaction +of my own brain upon that of the sensitive, as I was perfectly ignorant, +until I reopened the envelopes, by whom the letters had been sent to me. +Two months ago I was invited to join in a speculation, of the +advisability of which I felt uncertain. I went therefore to Mr. +Fletcher, and asked for an interview with "Winona," intending to consult +her in the matter. But before I had time to mention the subject, she +broached it to me, and went on to speak of the speculation itself, of +the people concerned in it, and the money it was expected to produce; +and, finally, she explained to me how it would collapse, with the means +that would bring it to an end, putting her decided veto on my having +anything to do with it. I followed "Winona's" advice, and have been +thankful since that I did so, as everything has turned out just as she +predicted." + + * * * * * + +I think those people who desire to gain the utmost good they can out of +clairvoyance should be more ready to listen and learn, and less to cavil +and to question. Many who have heard me relate the results of my +experience have rushed off pell-mell to the same medium, perhaps, and +came away woefully disappointed. Were they to review the interview they +would probably find they had done all the talking, and supplied all the +information, leaving the clairvoyant no work to do whatever. To such I +always say, whether their aim is to obtain advice in their business, or +news of a lost friend, _Be perfectly passive_, until the medium has said +all he or she may have to say. Give them time to become _en rapport_ +with you, and quietude, that he may commune with the spirits you bring +with you; for it is _they_, and not _his_ controls, that furnish him +with the history of your life, or point out the dangers that are +threatening. When he has finished speaking, he will probably ask if you +have any questions to put to him, and _then_ is your turn for talking, +and for gaining any particular information you may wish to acquire. If +these directions are carried out, you are likely to have a much more +satisfactory _seance_ than otherwise. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +PRIVATE MEDIA. + + +People who wish to argue against Spiritualism are quite sure, as a rule, +that media will descend to any trickery and cheating for the sake of +gain. If you reply, as in my own case, that the _seances_ have been +given as a free-will offering, they say that they expected introductions +or popularity or advertisement in exchange. But what can be adduced +against the medium who lends his or her powers to a person whom he has +never seen, and probably never will see, and for no reason, excepting +that his controls urge him to the deed? Such a man is Mr. George Plummer +of Massachusetts, America. In December, 1887, when my mind was very +unsettled, my friend Miss Schonberg advised me to write to this medium +and ask his advice. She told me I must not expect an immediate reply, as +Mr. Plummer kept a box into which he threw all the letters he received +from strangers on spiritualistic subjects, and when he felt impressed to +do so, he went and took out one, haphazard, and wrote the answer that +was dictated to him. All I had to do was to enclose an addressed +envelope, not a _stamped_ one, in my letter, to convey the answer back +again. Accordingly, I prepared a diplomatic epistle to this effect. +"Dear sir,--Hearing that you are good enough to sit for strangers, I +shall be much obliged if you will let me know what you see for +me.--Yours truly, F. Lane." It will be seen that I transposed the +letters of my name "Lean." I addressed the return envelope in the same +manner to the house in Regent's Park, which I then occupied, and I wrote +it all in a feigned hand to conceal my identity as much as possible. The +time went on and I heard nothing from Mr. Plummer. I was touring in the +provinces for the whole of 1888, and at the end of the year I came back +to London and settled down in a new house in a different quarter of the +town. By this time I had almost forgotten Mr. Plummer and my letter to +him, and when in _December_, 1889, two years after I had sent it, my +own envelope in my own handwriting, forwarded by the postal authorities +from Regent's Park, was brought to me, I did not at first recognize it. +I kept twisting it about, and thinking how like it was to my own +writing, when the truth suddenly flashed on me. I opened it and read as +follows: + + "Georgetown, November 28th, 1889. + + "Mrs. Lane,--Dear Madam,--Please pardon me for seeming neglect in + answering your request. At the time of receiving your letter I + could not write, and it got mislaid. Coming across it now, even at + the eleventh hour, I place myself in condition to answer. I see a + lady with dark blue eyes before me, of a very nervous + life--warm-hearted--impulsive--tropical in her nature. A woman of + intense feeling--a woman whose life has been one of constant + disappointment. To-day the current of life flows on smoothly but + monotonous. I sense from the sphere of this lady, a weariness of + life--should think she felt like Alexander, because there are no + more worlds for her to conquer. She is her own worst enemy. + Naturally generous, she radiates her refined magnetic sphere to + others, and does not get back that which she can utilize. I see a + bright-complexioned gentleman in earth life--brave, generous, and + kind--but does not comprehend your interior life. And yet thinks + the world of you to-day. I feel from you talent of a marked order. + And yet life is a disappointment. Not but what you have been + successful in a refined, worldly sense, but your spiritual nature + has been repressed. The society you move in is one of intellectual + culture; that is not of the soul. And it is soul food that you are + hungering for to-day. You are an inspired woman. Thought seems to + you, all prepared, so to speak. But it does not seem to free the + tiny little messengers of your soul life. Somehow I don't feel that + confidence in myself in writing to you. The best kind of a reading + is usually obtained in reading to a person direct. But if I don't + meet your case we will call it a failure and let it go. The year of + 1890 is going to be more favorable to you than for the last ten + years. I think in some way you are to meet with more reciprocity of + soul. As the divining rod points to the stream of water in the + earth, so I find my intuitive eye takes cognizance of your interior + life. You will in a degree catch my meaning through this, and it + will come clearer, more through your intuition than through your + intellect. I should say to you, follow your instincts and + intuitions always through life. If this throws any light over your + path I am glad.--I remain, most respectfully yours, + George Plummer." + +Now there are two noticeable things in this letter. First, Mr. Plummer's +estimate of my interior life almost coincides with Mr. Fletcher's given +in 1879, ten years before. Next, although he read it through the medium +of a letter written in 1887, he draws a picture of my position and +surroundings in 1889. Both these things appeared to me very curious as +coming from a stranger across the Atlantic, and I answered his letter at +once, still preserving my slight incognita, and telling him that as he +had read so much of my life from my handwriting of so long ago, I wished +he would try to read more from words which went fresh from me to him. I +also enclosed a piece of the handwriting of a friend. Mr. Plummer did +not keep me waiting this time. His next letter was dated February 8th, +1890. + + "Dear Madam,--I received yours of January 3rd, and would have + answered before, but the spirit did not move. I have been tied to a + sick room going on three months, with its cares and anxieties. Not + the best condition for writing. The best condition to reflect your + life, to give your soul strength, is to be at rest and have all + earth conditions nullified. But that cannot be to-day. So I will + try to penetrate the mystery of your life as best I can, and + radiate to you at least some strength. The relation of soul is the + difficulty of your life, and you are so perfectly inspirational + that it makes the condition worse. Grand types of Manhood and + Womanhood come to you from the higher life, and your spirit and + soul catch the reflection, and are disappointed because they cannot + live that life. But you are getting a development out of all this + friction. Now if you would come in contact with that nature that + could radiate to you just what you could give to it, you would be + happy. Love is absolute, you well know. Often in the exchange of + thought we give each other strength. And then every letter we + write, every time we shake hands, we give some of our own + personality out. You are too sensitive to the spheres of people. + You have such a strong personality of life that the power that + inspires you could not make the perfect junction until you get so, + you had rather die than live. That was a condition of negation. Now + you have been running on a dead level of nothingness for two years + and a half." (This was exactly the time since my daughter had been + taken from me). "_I mean it seems so to you._ Such a sameness of + things. I get from the writing of the gentleman. A good + sphere--warm hearted--true to his understanding of things. He seems + to be a sort of a half-way house to you. That is, you roam in the + sea of Ideality, down deep, you know. And he rather holds on to + matter-of-fact--sort of ballast for you. You need it. For you are, + in fact, ripe for the other life, though it is not time to go yet. + Although a writer, yet you are a disappointed one. No mortal but + yourself knows this. You have winged your way in flights, grand and + lofty, and cannot _pen it_, is what is the matter. Now, in time you + will, more perfectly than to-day, by the touch of your pen, portray + your soul and its flights. Then I see you happy. This gentleman is + an auxiliary power, whether the power in full of your life I do not + to-day get. You are emphatically a woman of Destiny, and should + follow your _impressions_, for through that intuitive law you will + be saved. I mean by 'saved,' leap, as it were, across difficulties + instead of going round. For your soul is more positive and awake to + its necessities to-day than ever before in your life, particularly + in the last six months. Body marriages are good under the physical + law--bring certain unfoldments. But when mortal man and woman reach + a certain condition of development, they become dissatisfied, and + yearn for the full fruition of love. And there is no limitation of + this law. Women usually bow to the heart-love law, that sometimes + brings great joy and misery. The time is ripe for rulers. There + will be put into the field men, and more specifically women, who + have exemplified love divine. They will teach the law so plainly + that they who run can read. And it can only be taught by those who + have embodied it. Some years ago, in this country, there was a + stir-up. It did its work in fermentation. The next must be + humanization. The material world must come under the spiritual. + Women will come to the front as inspired powers. This is what comes + to me to write to you to-day. If it brings strength, or one ray of + sun-shine to you, I am glad.--I remain, most respectfully yours, + George Plummer." + +Mr. Plummer is not occupying a high position in the world, nor is he a +rich man. He gains no popularity by his letters--he hears no +applause--he reaps no personal benefit, nor will he take any money. It +would be difficult, with any degree of reason, to charge him with +cheating the public for the sake of emptying their pockets. I fail to +see, therefore, how he can obtain his insight to one's interior life by +mortal means, nor, unless compelled by a power superior to his own, why +he should take the trouble to obtain it. + +Another medium, whose health paid the sacrifice demanded of her for the +exhibition of a power over which, at one time, she had no control, and +which never brought her in anything but the thanks of her friends, is +Mrs. Keningale Cook (Mabel Collins), whom I have mentioned in the "Story +of my Spirit Child." There was a photographer in London, named Hudson, +who had been very successful in developing spirit photographs. He would +prepare to take an ordinary photograph, and on developing the plate, one +or more spirit forms would be found standing by the sitter, in which +forms were recognized the faces of deceased friends. Of course, the +generality of people said that the plates were prepared beforehand with +vague misty figures, and the imagination of the sitter did the rest. I +had been for some time anxious to test Mr. Hudson's powers for myself, +and one morning very early, between nine and ten o'clock, I asked Mrs. +Cook, as a medium, to accompany me to his studio. He was not personally +acquainted with either of us, and we went so early that we found him +rather unwilling to set to work. Indeed, at first he declined. We +disturbed him at breakfast and in his shirt sleeves, and he told us his +studio had been freshly painted, and it was quite impossible to use it +until dry. But we pressed him to take our photographs until he +consented, and we ascended to the studio. It was certainly very +difficult to avoid painting ourselves, and the screen placed behind was +perfectly wet. We had not mentioned a word to Mr. Hudson about spirit +photographs, and the first plate he took out and held up to the light, +we saw him draw his coat sleeve across. When we asked him what he was +doing, he turned to us and said, "Are you ladies Spiritualists?" When we +answered in the affirmative, he continued, "I rubbed out the plate +because I thought there was something on it, and most sitters would +object. I often have to destroy three or four negatives before I get a +clear picture." We begged him not to rub out any more as we were curious +to see the results. He, consequently, developed three photographs of us, +sitting side by side. The first was too indistinct to be of any use. It +represented us, with a third form, merely a patch of white, lying on the +ground, whilst a mass of hair was over my knee. "Florence" afterwards +informed me that this was an attempt to depict herself. The second +picture showed Mrs. Cook and myself as before, with "Charlie" standing +behind me. I have spoken of "Charlie" (Stephen Charles Bernard Abbott) +in "Curious Coincidences," and how much he was attached to me and mine. +In the photograph he is represented in his cowl and monk's frock--with +ropes round his waist, and his face looking down. In the third picture, +an old lady in a net cap and white shawl was standing with her two hands +on Mrs. Cook's shoulders. This was her grandmother, and the profile was +so distinctly delineated, that her father, Mr. Mortimer Collins, +recognized it at once as the portrait of his mother. The old lady had +been a member of the Plymouth Brethren sect, and wore the identical +shawl of white silk with an embroidered border which she used to wear +during her last years on earth. I have seen many other spirit +photographs taken by Mr. Hudson, but I adhere to my resolution to speak +only of that which I have proved by the exercise of my own senses. I +have the two photographs I mention to this day, and have often wished +that Mr. Hudson's removal from town had not prevented my sitting again +to him in order to procure the likenesses of other friends. + +Miss Caroline Pawley is a lady who advertises her willingness to obtain +messages for others from the spirit world, but is forbidden by her +guides to take presents or money. I thought at first this must be a +"_ruse_." "Surely," I said to a friend who knew Miss Pawley, "I ought to +take books, or flowers, or some little offering in my hand." "If you do +she will return them," was the reply. "All that is necessary is to write +and make an appointment, as her time is very much taken up." Accordingly +I did write, and Miss Pawley kindly named an early date for my visit. It +was but a few months after I had lost my beloved daughter, and I longed +for news of her. I arrived at Miss Pawley's residence, a neat little +house in the suburbs, and was received by my hostess, a sweet, +placid-faced woman, who looked the embodiment of peace and calm +happiness. After we had exchanged greetings she said to me, "You have +lost a daughter." "I lost one about twenty years ago--a baby of ten days +old," I replied. "I don't mean her," said Miss Pawley, "I mean a young +woman. I will tell you how I came to know of it. I took out my memoranda +yesterday and was looking it through to see what engagements I had made +for to-day, and I read the names aloud to myself. As I came to the +entry, 'Mrs. Lean, 3 o'clock,' I heard a low voice say behind me, 'That +is my dear, _dear_ mother!' and when I turned round, I saw standing at +my elbow a young woman about the middle height, with blue eyes and very +long brown hair, and she told me that it is _she_ whom you are grieving +for at present." I made no answer to this speech, for my wound was too +fresh to permit me to talk of her; and Miss Pawley proceeded. "Come!" +she said cheerfully, "let us get paper and pencil and see what the dear +child has to say to us." She did not go under trance, but wrote rapidly +for a few moments and then handed me a letter written in the following +manner. I repeat (what I have said before) that I do not test the +genuineness of such a manifestation by the act itself. _Anyone_ might +have written the letter, but no one but myself could recognize the +familiar expressions and handwriting, nor detect the apparent +inconsistencies that made it so convincing. It was written in two +different hands on alternate lines, the first line being written by +"Eva," and the next by "Florence," and so on. Now, my earthly children +from their earliest days have never called me anything but "Mother," +whilst "Florence," who left me before she could speak, constantly calls +me "Mamma." This fact alone could never have been known to Miss Pawley. +Added to which the portion written by my eldest daughter was in her own +clear decided hand, whilst "Florence's" contribution was in rather a +childish, or "young ladylike" scribble. + +The lines ran thus. The italics are Florence's:-- + + "My own beloved mother. + _My dear, dear, dearest Mamma._ + You must not grieve so terribly for me. + _And knowing all we have taught you, you should not grieve._ + Believe me, I am not unhappy. + _Of course not, and she will be very happy soon._ + But I suffer pain in seeing you suffer. + _Dear Mamma, do try to see that it is for the best._ + Florence is right. It is best! dear Mother. + _And we shall all meet so soon, you know._ + God bless you for all your love for me. + _Good-bye, dear, dearest Mamma._ + Your own girl. + _Your loving little Florence._" + +I cannot comment on this letter. I only make it public in a cause that +is sacred to me. + +To instance another case of mediumship which is exercised for neither +remuneration nor applause. I am obliged in this example to withhold the +name, because to betray their identity would be to ill requite a favor +which was courteously accorded me. I had heard of a family of the name +of D---- who held private sittings once a week, at which the mother and +brothers and sisters gone before materialized and joined the circle; and +having expressed my desire, through a mutual acquaintance, to assist at +their _seances_, Mr. D---- kindly sent me an invitation to one. I found +he was a high-class tradesman, living in a good house in the suburbs, +and that strangers were very seldom (if ever) admitted to their circle. +Mr. D---- explained to me before the _seance_ commenced, that they +regarded Spiritualism as a most sacred thing, that they sat only to have +communication with their own relations, his wife and children, and that +his wife never manifested except when they were alone. His earth family +consisted of a young married daughter and her husband, and four or five +children of different ages. He had lost, I think he told me, a grown-up +son, and two little ones. William Haxby, the medium, whom I wrote of in +my chapter "On Sceptics," and who had passed over since then, had been +intimate with their family, and often came back to them. These +explanations over, the _seance_ began. The back and front parlors were +divided by lace curtains only. In the back, where the young married +daughter took up her position on a sofa, were a piano and an American +organ. In the front parlor, which was lighted by an oil lamp, we sat +about on chairs and sofas, but without any holding of hands. In a very +short time the lace curtains parted and a young man's face appeared. +This was the grown-up brother. "Hullo! Tom," they all exclaimed, and the +younger ones went up and kissed him. He spoke a while to his father, +telling what they proposed to do that evening, but saying his mother +would not be able to materialize. As he was speaking, a little boy stood +by his side. "Here's Harry," cried the children, and they brought their +spirit brother out into the room between them. He seemed to be about +five years old. His father told him to come and speak to me, and he +obeyed, just like a little human child, and stood before me with his +hand resting on my knee. Then a little girl joined the party, and the +two children walked about the room, talking to everybody in turn. As we +were occupied with them, we heard the notes of the American organ. +"Here's Haxby," said Mr. D----. "Now we shall have a treat." (I must say +here that Mr. Haxby was an accomplished organist on earth.) As he heard +his name, he, too, came to the curtains, and showed his face with its +ungainly features, and intimated that he and "Tom" would play a duet. +Accordingly the two instruments pealed forth together, and the spirits +really played gloriously--a third influence joining in with some +stringed instrument. This _seance_ was so much less wonderful than many +I have written of, that I should not have included a description of it, +except to prove that all media do not ply their profession in order to +prey upon their fellow-creatures. The D---- family are only anxious to +avoid observation. There could be no fun or benefit in deceiving each +other, and yet they devote one evening in each week to holding communion +with those they loved whilst on earth and feel are only hidden from them +for a little while, and by a very flimsy veil. Their _seances_ truly +carry out the great poet's belief. + + "Then the forms of the departed + Enter at the open door; + The beloved, the true-hearted, + Come to visit me once more. + + * * * * * + + With a slow and noiseless footstep + Comes that messenger divine, + Takes the vacant chair beside me, + Lays her gentle hand in mine. + + * * * * * + + Uttered not, yet, comprehended, + Is the spirit's voiceless prayer. + Soft rebukes, in blessings ended, + Breathing from her lips of air." + +In the house of the lady I have mentioned in "The Story of the Monk," +Mrs. Uniacke of Bruges, I have witnessed marvellous phenomena. They were +not pleasant manifestations, very far from it, but there was no doubt +that they were genuine. Whether they proceeded from the agency of Mrs. +Uniacke, my sister Blanche, or a young lady called Miss Robinson, who +sat with them, or from the power of all three combined, I cannot say, +but they had experienced them on several occasions before I joined them, +and were eager that I should be a witness of them. We sat in Mrs. +Uniacke's house, in a back drawing-room, containing a piano and several +book-cases, full of books--some of them very heavy. We sat round a table +in complete darkness, only we four women, with locked doors and bolted +windows. Accustomed as I was to all sorts of manifestations and +mediumship, I was really frightened by what occurred. The table was most +violent in its movements, our chairs were dragged from under us, and +heavy articles were thrown about the room. The more Mrs. Uniacke +expostulated and Miss Robinson laughed, the worse the tumult became. The +books were taken from the shelves and hurled at our heads, several of +the blows seriously hurting us; the keys of the piano at the further end +of the room were thumped and crashed upon, as if they would be broken; +and in the midst of it all Miss Robinson fell prone upon the floor, and +commenced talking in Flemish, a language of which she had no knowledge. +My sister understands it, and held a conversation with the girl; and she +told us afterwards that Miss Robinson had announced herself by the name +of a Fleming lately deceased in the town, and detailed many events of +his life, and messages which he wished to be delivered to his +family--all of which were conveyed in good and intelligible Flemish. +When the young lady had recovered she resumed her place at the table, as +my sister was anxious I should see another table, which they called +"Mademoiselle" dance, whilst unseen hands thumped the piano. The +manifestation not occurring, however, they thought it must be my +presence, and ordered me away from the table. I went and stood up close +against the folding doors that led into the front room, keeping my hand, +with a purpose, on the handle. The noise and confusion palpably +increased when the three ladies were left alone. "Mademoiselle," who +stood in a corner of the room, commenced to dance about, and the notes +of the piano crashed forcibly. There was something strange to me about +the manifestation of the piano. It sounded as if it were played with +feet instead of hands. When the tumult was at its height, I suddenly, +and without warning, threw open the folding door and let the light in +upon the scene, and I saw _the music-stool mounted on the keyboard_ and +hammering the notes down. As the light was admitted, both "Mademoiselle" +and the music-stool fell with a crash to the floor, and the _seance_ was +over. The ladies were seated at the table, and the floor and articles of +furniture were strewn with the books which had been thrown down--the +bookshelves being nearly emptied--and pots of flowers. I was never at +such a pandemonium before or after. + +The late Sir Percy Shelley and his wife Lady Shelley, having no children +of their own, adopted a little girl, who, when about four or five years, +was seriously burned about the chest and shoulders, and confined for +some months to her bed. The child's cot stood in Lady Shelley's bedroom, +and when her adopted mother was about to say her prayers, she was +accustomed to give the little girl a pencil and piece of paper to keep +her quiet. One day the child asked for pen and ink instead of a pencil, +and on being refused began to cry, and said, "The _man_ said she must +have pen and ink." As it was particularly enjoined that she must not cry +for fear of reopening her wounds, Lady Shelley provided her with the +desired articles, and proceeded to her devotions. When she rose from +them, she saw to her surprise that the child had drawn an outline of a +group of figures in the Flaxman style, representing mourners kneeling +round a couch with a sick man laid upon it. She did not understand the +meaning of the picture, but she was struck with amazement at the +execution of it, as was everybody who saw it. From that day she gave the +little girl a sheet of card-board each morning, with pen and ink, and +obtained a different design, the child always talking glibly of "the +man" who helped her to draw. This went on until the drawings numbered +thirty or forty, when a "glossary of symbols" was written out by this +baby, who could neither write nor spell, which explained the whole +matter. It was then discovered that the series of drawings represented +the life of the soul on leaving the body, until it was lost "in the +Infinity of God"--a likely subject to be chosen, or understood, by a +child of five. I heard this story from Lady Shelley's lips, and I have +seen (and well examined) the original designs. They were at one time to +be published by subscription, but I believe it never came to pass. I +have also seen the girl who drew them, most undoubtedly under control. +She was then a young married woman and completely ignorant of anything +relating to Spiritualism. I asked her if she remembered the +circumstances under which she drew the outlines, and she laughed and +said no. She knew she had drawn them, but she had no idea how. All she +could tell me was that she had never done anything wonderful since, and +she had no interest in Spiritualism whatever. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +VARIOUS MEDIA. + + +A very strong and remarkable clairvoyant is Mr. Towns, of Portobello +Road. As a business adviser or foreteller of the Future, I don't think +he is excelled. The inquirer after prophecy will not find a grand +mansion to receive him in Portobello Road. On the contrary, this +soothsayer keeps a small shop in the oil trade, and is himself only an +honest, and occasionally rather rough spoken, tradesman. He will see +clients privately on any day when he is at home, though it is better to +make an appointment, but he holds a circle on his premises each Tuesday +evening, to which everybody is admitted, and where the contribution is +anything you may be disposed to give, from coppers to gold. These +meetings, which are very well attended, are always opened by Mr. Towns +with prayer, after which a hymn is sung, and the _seance_ commences. +There is full gas on all the time, and Mr. Towns sits in the midst of +the circle. He does not go under trance, but rubs his forehead for a few +minutes and then turns round suddenly and addresses members of his +audience, as it may seem, promiscuously, but it is just as he is +impressed. He talks, as a rule, in metaphor, or allegorically, but his +meaning is perfectly plain to the person he addresses. It is not only +silly women, or curious inquirers, who attend Mr. Towns' circles. You +may see plenty of grave, and often anxious, business men around him, +waiting to hear if they shall sell out their shares, or hold on till the +market rises; where they are to search for lost certificates or papers +of value; or on whom they are to fix the blame of money or articles of +value that have disappeared. Once in my presence a serious-looking man +had kept his eye fixed on him for some time, evidently anxious to speak. +Mr. Towns turned suddenly to him. "You want to know, sir," he commenced, +without any preface, "where that baptismal certificate is to be found." +"I do, indeed," replied the man; "it is a case of a loss of thousands +if it is not forthcoming." "Let me see," said Mr. Towns, with his finger +to his forehead. "Have you tried a church with a square tower without +any steeple, an ugly, clumsy building, white-washed inside, standing in +a village. Stop! I can see the registrar books--the village's name is +----. The entry is at page 200. The name is ----. The mother's name is +----. Is that the certificate you want?" "It is, indeed," said the man; +"and it is in the church at ----?" "Didn't I say it was in the church at +----?" replied Mr. Towns, who does not like to be doubted or +contradicted. "Go and you will find it there." And the man _did_ go and +did find it there. To listen to the conversations that go on between him +and his clients at these meetings, Mr. Towns is apparently not less +successful with love affairs than with business affairs, and it is an +interesting experience to attend them, if only for the sake of +curiosity. But naturally, to visit him privately is to command much more +of his attention. He will not, however, sit for everybody, and it is of +no use attempting to deceive him. He is exceedingly keen-sighted into +character, and if he takes a dislike to a man he will tell him so +without the slightest hesitation. No society lies are manufactured in +the little oil shop. A relative of mine, who was not the most faithful +husband in the world, and who, in consequence, judged of his wife's +probity by his own, went, during her temporary absence, to Mr. Towns to +ask him a delicate question. The lady was well known to the medium, but +the husband he had never seen before, and had no notion who his sitter +was, until he pulled out a letter from his pocket, thrust it across the +table, and said, "There! look at that letter and tell me if the writer +is faithful to me." Mr. Towns told me that as he took the envelope in +his hand, he saw the lady's face photographed upon it, and at the same +moment, all the blackness of the husband's own life. He rose up like an +avenging deity and pointed to the door. "This letter," he said, "was +written by Mrs. ----. Go! man, and wash your own hands clean, and _then_ +come and ask me questions about your wife." And so the "heavy swell" had +to slink downstairs again. I have often gone myself to Mr. Towns before +engaging in any new business, and always received the best advice, and +been told exactly what would occur during its progress. When I was about +to start on the "Golden Goblin" tour in management with my son--I went +to him to ask if it would be successful. He not only told me what money +it would bring in, but where the weak points would occur. The drama was +then completed, and in course of rehearsal, and had been highly +commended by all who had heard and seen it. Mr. Towns, however, who had +neither seen nor heard it, insisted it would have to be altered before +it was a complete success. This annoyed me, and I knew it would annoy my +son, the author; besides, I believed it was a mistake, so I said nothing +about it. Before it had run a month, however, the alterations were +admitted on all sides to be necessary, and were consequently made. +Everything that Mr. Towns prognosticated on that occasion came to pass, +even to the strangers I should encounter on tour, and how their +acquaintance would affect my future life; also how long the tour would +last, and in which towns it would achieve the greatest success. I can +assure some of my professional friends, that if they would take the +trouble to consult a trustworthy clairvoyant about their engagements +before booking them, they would not find themselves so often in the +hands of the bogus manager as they do now. A short time ago I received a +summons to the county court, and although I _knew_ I was in the right, +yet law has so many loopholes that I felt nervous. The case was called +for eleven o'clock on a certain Wednesday, and the evening before I +joined Mr. Towns' circle. When it came to my turn to question him, I +said, "Do you see where I shall be to-morrow morning?" He replied, "I +can see you are called to appear in a court-house, but the case will be +put off." "_Put off_," I repeated, "but it is fixed for eleven. It can't +be put off." "Cases are sometimes relegated to another court," said Mr. +Towns. Then I thought he had quite got out of his depth, and replied, +"You are making a mistake. This is quite an ordinary business. It can't +go to a higher court. But shall I gain it?" "In the afternoon," said the +medium. His answers so disappointed me that I placed no confidence in +them, and went to the county court on the following morning in a nervous +condition. But he was perfectly correct. The case was called for eleven, +but as the defendant was not forthcoming, it was passed over, and the +succeeding hearings occupied so much time, that the magistrate thought +mine would never come off, so he _relegated it at two o'clock to +another court_ to be heard before the registrar, who decided it at once +in my favor, so that I _gained it in the afternoon_. + + * * * * * + +One afternoon in my "green sallet" days of Spiritualism, when every +fresh experience almost made my breath stop, I turned into the +Progressive Library in Southampton Row, to ask if there were any new +media come to town. Mr. Burns did not know of any, but asked me if I had +ever attended one of Mrs. Olive's _seances_, a series of which were +being held weekly in the Library Rooms. I had not, and I bought a +half-crown ticket for admission, and returned there the same evening. +When I entered the _seance_ room, the medium had not arrived, and I had +time to take stock of the audience. It seemed a very sad and serious +one. There was no whispering nor giggling going on, and it struck me +they looked more like patients waiting the advent of the doctor, than +people bound on an evening's amusement. And that, to my surprise, was +what I afterwards found they actually were. Mrs. Olive did not keep us +long waiting, and when she came in, dressed in a lilac muslin dress, +with her golden hair parted plainly on her forehead, her _very_ blue +eyes, and a sweet, womanly smile for her circle, she looked as unlike +the popular idea of a professional medium as anyone could possibly do. +She sat down on a chair in the middle of the circle, and, having closed +her eyes, went off to sleep. Presently she sat up, and, still with her +eyes closed, said in a very pleasant, but decidedly _manly_, voice: "And +now, my friends, what can I do for you?" + +A lady in the circle began to ask advice about her daughter. The medium +held up her hand. "Stop!" she exclaimed, "you are doing _my_ work. +Friend, your daughter is ill, you say. Then it is _my_ business to see +what is the matter with her. Will you come here, young lady, and let me +feel your pulse." Having done which, the medium proceeded to detail +exactly the contents of the girl's stomach, and to advise her what to +eat and drink for the future. Another lady then advanced with a written +prescription. The medium examined her, made an alteration or two in the +prescription, and told her to go on with it till further orders. My +curiosity was aroused, and I whispered to my next neighbor to tell me +who the control was. "Sir John Forbes, a celebrated physician," she +replied. "He has almost as large a connection now as he had when alive." +I was not exactly ill at the time, but I was not strong, and nothing +that my family doctor prescribed for me seemed to do me any good. So +wishing to test the abilities of "Sir John Forbes," I went up to the +medium and knelt down by her side. "What is the matter with me, Sir +John?" I began. "Don't call me by that name, little friend," he +answered; "we have no titles on this side the world." "What shall I call +you, then?" I said. "Doctor, plain Doctor," was the reply, but in such a +kind voice. "Then tell me what is the matter with me, Doctor." "Come +nearer, and I'll whisper it in your ear." He then gave me a detailed +account of the manner in which I suffered, and asked what I had been +taking. When I told him, "All wrong, all wrong," he said, shaking his +head. "Here! give me a pencil and paper." I had a notebook in my pocket, +with a metallic pencil, which I handed over to him, and he wrote a +prescription in it. "Take that, and you'll be all the better, little +friend," he said, as he gave it to me back again. When I had time to +examine what he had written, I found to my surprise that the +prescription was in abbreviated Latin, with the amount of each +ingredient given in the regular medical shorthand. Mrs. Olive, a simple +though intelligent looking woman, seemed a very unlikely person to me to +be educated up to this degree. However, I determined to obtain a better +opinion than my own, so the next time my family doctor called to see me, +I said: "I have had a prescription given me, Doctor, which I am anxious, +with your permission, to try. I wish you would glance your eye over it +and see if you approve of my taking it." At the same time I handed him +the note-book, and I saw him grow very red as he looked at the +prescription. "Anything wrong?" I inquired. "O! dear no!" he replied in +an offended tone; "you can try your remedy, and welcome, for aught I +care--only, next time you wish to consult a new doctor, I advise you to +dismiss the old one first." "But this prescription was not written by a +doctor," I argued. At this he looked still more offended. "It's no use +trying to deceive me, Mrs. Ross-Church! That prescription was written by +no one but a medical man." It was a long time before I could make him +really believe _who_ had transcribed it, and under what circumstances. +When he was convinced of the truth of my statement, he was very much +astonished, and laid all his professional pique aside. He did more. He +not only urged me to have the prescription made up, but he confessed +that his first chagrin was due to the fact that he felt he should have +thought of it himself. "_That_," he said, pointing to one ingredient, +"is the very thing to suit your case, and it makes me feel such a fool +to think that a _woman_ should think of what _I_ passed over." + +Nothing would make this doctor believe in Spiritualism, though he +continued to aver that only a medical man could have prescribed the +medicine; but as I saw dozens of other cases treated at the time by Mrs. +Olive, and have seen dozens since, I know that she does it by a power +not her own. For several years after that "Sir John Forbes" used to give +me advice about my health, and when his medium married Colonel Greck and +went to live in Russia, he was so sorry to leave his numerous patients, +and they to lose him, that he wanted to control _me_ in order that I +might carry on his practice, but after several attempts he gave it up as +hopeless. He said my brain was too active for any spirit to magnetize; +and he is not the first, nor last, who has made the same attempt, and +failed. "Sir John Forbes" was not Mrs. Olive's only control. She had a +charming spirit called "Sunshine," who used to come for clairvoyance and +prophecy; and a very comical negro named "Hambo," who was as humorous +and full of native wit and repartee, as negroes generally are, and as +Mrs. Olive, who is a very gentle, quiet woman, decidedly was _not_. +"Hambo" was the business adviser and director, and sometimes +materialized, which the others did not. These three influences were just +as opposite from one another, and from Mrs. Olive, as any creatures +could possibly be. "Sir John Forbes," so dignified, courteous, and truly +benevolent--such a thorough old _gentleman_; "Sunshine," a sweet, +sympathetic Indian girl, full of gentle reproof for wrong and +exhortations to lead a higher life; and "Hambo," humorous and witty, +calling a spade a spade, and occasionally descending to coarseness, but +never unkind or wicked. I knew them all over a space of years until I +regarded them as old friends. Mrs. Greck is now a widow, and residing in +England, and, I hear, sitting again for her friends. If so, a great +benefit in the person of "Sir John Forbes" has returned for a portion of +mankind. + +I have kept a well-known physical medium to the last, not because I do +not consider his powers to be completely genuine, but because they are +of a nature that will not appeal to such as have not witnessed them. I +allude to Mr. Charles Williams, with whom I have sat many times alone, +and also with Mrs. Guppy Volckman. The manifestations that take place at +his _seances_ are always material. The much written of "John King" is +his principal control, and invariably appears under his mediumship; and +"Ernest" is the name of another. I have seen Charles Williams leave the +cabinet under trance and wander in an aimless manner about the room, +whilst both "John King" and "Ernest" were with the circle, and have +heard them reprove him for rashness. I have also seen him under the same +circumstances, during an afternoon _seance_, mistake the window curtains +for the curtains of the cabinet, and draw them suddenly aside, letting +the full light of day in upon the scene, and showing vacancy where a +moment before two figures had been standing and talking. + +Once when "John King" asked Colonel Lean what he should bring him, he +was told _mentally_ to fetch the half-hoop diamond ring from my finger +and place it on that of my husband. + +This half-hoop ring was worn between my wedding ring and a heavy gold +snake ring, and I was holding the hand of my neighbor all the time, and +yet the ring was abstracted from between the other two and transferred +to Colonel Lean's finger without my being aware of the circumstance. +These and various other marvels, I have seen under Mr. Williams' +mediumship; but as I can adduce no proof that they were genuine, except +my own conviction, it would be useless to write them down here. Only I +could not close the list of the media with whom I have familiarly sat in +London, and from whom I have received both kindness and courtesy, +without including his name. It is the same with several others--with Mr. +Frank Herne (now deceased) and his wife Mrs. Herne, whom I first knew as +Mrs. Bassett, a famous medium for the direct spirit voice; with Mrs. +Wilkinson, a clairvoyant who has a large _clientele_ of wealthy and +aristocratic patrons; with Mrs. Wilkins and Mr. Vango, both reliable, +though, as yet, less well known to the spiritualistic public; and with +Dr. Wilson, the astrologer, who will tell you all you have ever done, +and all you are ever going to do, if you will only give him the +opportunity of casting your horoscope. To all and each I tender my +thanks for having afforded me increased opportunities of searching into +the truth of a science that possesses the utmost interest for me, and +that has given me the greatest pleasure. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +ON LAYING THE CARDS. + + +At the risk of being laughed at, I cannot refrain, in the course of this +narrative of my spiritualistic experiences, from saying a few words +about what is called "laying the cards." "Imagine!" I fancy I hear some +dear creature with nose "tip-tilted like a flower" exclaim, "any +sensible woman believing in cards." And yet Napoleon believed in them, +and regulated the fate of nations by them; and the only times he +neglected their admonitions were followed by the retreat from Moscow and +the defeat at Waterloo. Still I did not believe in card-telling till the +belief was forced upon me. I always thought it rather cruel to give +imprisonment and hard labor to old women who laid the cards for servant +girls. Who can tell whether or no it is obtaining money upon false +pretences; and if it is, why not inflict the same penalty on every +cheating tradesman who sells inferior articles or gives short weight? +Women would be told they should look after their own interests in the +one case--so why not in the other? But all the difference lies in _who_ +lays the cards. Very few people can do it successfully, and my belief is +that it must be done by a person with mediumistic power, which, in some +mysterious manner, influences the disposition of the pack. I have seen +cards shuffled and cut twenty times in the hope of getting rid of some +number antagonistic to the inquirer's good fortune, and yet each time +the same card would turn up in the juxtaposition least to be desired. +However, to narrate my own experience. When I was living in Brussels, +years before I heard of modern Spiritualism, I made the acquaintance of +an Irish lady called Mrs. Thorpe, a widow who was engaged as a +_chaperon_ for some young Belgian ladies of high birth, who had lost +their mother. We lived near each other, and she often came in to have a +chat with me. After a while I heard through some other friends that Mrs. +Thorpe was a famous hand at "laying the cards;" and one day, when we +were alone, I asked her to tell me my fortune. I didn't in the least +believe in it, but I wanted to be amused. Mrs. Thorpe begged to be +excused at once. She told me her predictions had proved so true, she was +afraid to look into futurity any more. She had seen a son and heir for a +couple who had been married twenty years without having any children, +and death for a girl just about to become a bride--and both had come +true; and, in fact, her employer, the Baron, had strictly forbidden her +doing it any more whilst in his house. However, this only fired my +curiosity, and I teased her until, on my promising to preserve the +strictest secrecy, she complied with my request. She predicted several +things in which I had little faith, but which I religiously wrote down +in case they came true--the three most important being that my husband, +Colonel Ross-Church (who was then most seriously ill in India), would +not die, but that his brother, Edward Church, would; that I should have +one more child by my first marriage--a daughter with exceedingly fair +skin and hair, who would prove to be the cleverest of all my children, +and that after her birth I should never live with my husband again. All +these events were most unlikely to come to pass at that time, and, +indeed, did not come to pass for years afterwards, yet each one was +fulfilled, and the daughter who, unlike all her brothers and sisters, is +fair as a lily, will be by no means the last in the race for talent. Yet +these cards were laid four years before her birth. Mrs. Thorpe told me +she had learnt the art from a pupil of the identical Italian countess +who used to lay the cards for the Emperor Napoleon. But it is not an +art, and it is not to be learnt. It is inspiration. + +Many years after this, when I had just begun to study Spiritualism, my +sister told me of a wonderful old lady, a neighbor of hers, who had +gained quite an evil reputation in the village by her prophetical powers +with the cards. Like Mrs. Thorpe, she had become afraid of herself, and +professed to have given up the practice. The last time she had laid +them, a girl acquaintance had walked over joyously from an adjacent +village to introduce her affianced husband to her, and to beg her to +tell them what would happen in their married life. The old lady had laid +the cards, and saw the death card turn up three times with the marriage +ring, and told the young people, much to their chagrin, that they must +prepare for a disappointment, as their marriage would certainly be +postponed from some obstacle arising in the way. She told me afterwards +that she dared not tell them more than this. They left her somewhat +sobered, but still full of hope, and started on their way home. Before +they reached it the young man staggered and fell down dead. No one had +expected such a catastrophe. He had been apparently in the best of +health and spirits. _What_ was it that had made this old lady foresee +what no one else had seen? + +These are no trumped-up tales after the prediction had been fulfilled. +Everyone knew it to be true, and became frightened to look into the +future for themselves. I was an exception to the general rule, however, +and persuaded Mrs. Simmonds to lay the cards for me. I had just +completed a two months' sojourn at the seaside, was in robust health, +and anticipating my return home for the sake of meeting again with a +friend who was very dear to me. I shuffled and cut the cards according +to directions. The old lady looked rather grave. "I don't like your +cards," she said, "there is a good deal of trouble before you--trouble +and sickness. You will not return home so soon as you anticipate. You +will be detained by illness, and when you do return, you will find a +letter on the table that will cut you to the heart. I am sorry you have +stayed away so long. There has been treachery in your absence, and a +woman just your opposite, with dark eyes and hair, has got the better of +you. However, it will be a sharp trouble, but not a lengthy one. You +will see the wisdom of it before long, and be thankful it has happened." +I accepted my destiny with complacency, never supposing (notwithstanding +all that I had heard) that it would come true. I was within a few days +of starting for home, and had received affectionate letters from my +friend all the time I had been away. However, as Fate and the cards +would have it, I was taken ill the very day after they were laid for me, +and confined for three weeks with a kind of low fever to my bed; and +when weakened and depressed I returned to my home I found _the letter on +my table_ that Mrs. Simmonds had predicted for me, to say that my +friendship with my (supposed) friend _was over and done with for ever_. +After this I began to have more respect for cards, or rather for the +persons who successfully laid them. In 1888, when I was touring with my +company with the "Golden Goblin," I stayed for the first time in my life +in Accrington. Our sojourn there was to be only for a week, and, as may +be supposed, the accommodation in the way of lodgings was very poor. +When we had been there a few days a lady of the company said to me, +"There is such a funny old woman at my lodgings, Miss Marryat! I wish +you'd come and see her. She can tell fortunes with the cards, and I know +you believe in such things. She has told my husband and me all about +ourselves in the most wonderful manner; but you mustn't come when the +old man is at home, because he says it's devilry, and he has forbidden +her doing it." "I _am_ very much interested in that sort of thing," I +replied, "and I will certainly pay her a visit, if you will tell me when +I may come." A time was accordingly fixed for my going to the lady's +rooms, and on my arrival there I was introduced to a greasy, snuffy old +landlady, who didn't look as if she had a soul above a bottle of gin. +However, I sat down at a table with her, and the cards were cut. She +told me nothing that my friends might have told her concerning me, but +dived at once into the future. My domestic affairs were in a very +complicated state at that period, and I had no idea myself how they +would end. She saw the whole situation at a glance--described the actors +in the scene, the places they lived in, the people by whom they were +surrounded, and exactly how the whole business would end, and _did_ end. +She foretold the running of the tour, how long it would last, and which +of the company would leave before it concluded. She told me that a woman +in the company, whom I believed at that time to be attached to me, would +prove to be one of my greatest enemies, and be the cause of estrangement +between me and one of my nearest relations, and she opened my eyes to +that woman's character in a way which forced me afterwards to find out +that to which I might have been blind forever. And this information +emanated from a dirty, ignorant, old lodging keeper, who had probably +never heard of my name until it was thrust before her, and yet told me +things that my most intimate and cleverest friends had no power to tell +me. After the woman at Accrington I never looked at a card for the +purpose of divination until my attention was directed last year to a +woman in London who is very clever at the same thing, and a friend +asked me to go with her and see what she could tell us. This woman, who +is quite of the lower class, and professedly a dressmaker, received us +in a bedroom, the door of which was carefully locked. She was an elderly +woman and rather intelligent and well educated for her position, but she +could adduce no reason whatever for her facility in reading the cards. +She told me "it _came_ to her," she didn't know why or how. + +It "came to her" with a vengeance for me. She rattled off my past, +present and future as if she had been reading from an open book, and she +mentioned the description of a person (which I completely recognized) so +constantly with reference to my future, that I thought I would try her +by a question. "Stop a minute," I said, "this person whom you have +alluded to so often--have I ever met him?" "Of course you have met him," +she replied, "you know him intimately." "I don't recognize the +description," I returned, fallaciously. The woman turned round and +looked me full in the face. "_You don't recognize him?_" she repeated in +an incredulous tone, "then you must be very dull. Well! I'll tell you +how to recognize him. Next time you meet a gentleman out walking who +raises his hat, and before he shakes hands with you, draws a written or +printed paper from his pocket and presents it to you, you can remember +my words. _That_ is the man I mean." + +I laughed at the quaintness of the idea and returned home. As I was +walking from the station to my own house I met the person she had +described. As he neared me he raised his hat, and then putting his hand +in his pocket he said, "Good afternoon! I have something for you! I met +Burrows this morning. He was going on to you, but as he was in a great +hurry he asked me if I was likely to see you to-day to give you this." +And he presented me with a printed paper of regulations which I had +asked the man he mentioned to procure for me. + +Now, here was no stereotyped utterance of the cards--no stock +phrase--but a deliberate prophecy of an unfulfilled event. It is upon +such things that I base my opinion that, given certain persons and +certain circumstances, the cards are a very fertile source of +information. It is absurd in cases like those I have related to lay it +all down to chance, to clever guessing, or to trickery. If my readers +believe so, let me ask them to try it for themselves. If it is all +folly, and any stupid, ignorant old woman can do it, of course _they_ +must be able to master the trick. Let them get a pack of cards and lay +them according to the usual directions--there are any number of books +published that will tell them how to do it--and then see if they can +foretell a single event of importance correctly. They will probably find +(as _I_ do) that the cards are a sealed book to them. I would give a +great deal to be able to lay the cards with any degree of success for +myself or my friends. But nothing "comes to me." The cards remain +painted pieces of cardboard, and nothing more. And yet an ignorant +creature who has no brains of her own can dive deep into the mysteries +of my mind, and turn my inmost thoughts and wishes inside out,--more, +can pierce futurity and tell me what _shall_ be. However, if my hearers +continue to doubt my story, I can only repeat my admonition to try it +for themselves. If they once succeed, they will not give it up again. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +SPIRITUALISM IN AMERICA. + +I. _Mrs. M. A. Williams._ + + +I went to America on a professional engagement in October, 1884. Some +months beforehand a very liberal offer had been made me by the +Spiritualists of Great Britain to write my experiences for the English +press, but I declined to do so until I could add my American notes to +them. I had corresponded (as I have shown) with the _Banner of Light_ in +New York; and what I had heard of Spiritualism in America had made me +curious to witness it. But I was determined to test it on a strictly +private plan. I said to myself: "I have seen and heard pretty nearly all +there is to be seen and heard on the subject in England, but, with one +or two exceptions, I have never sat at any _seance_ where I was not +known. Now I am going to visit a strange country where, in a matter like +Spiritualism, I can conceal my identity, so as to afford the media no +clue to my surroundings or the names of my deceased friends." I sailed +for America quite determined to pursue a strictly secret investigation, +and with that end in view I never mentioned the subject to anyone. + +I had a few days holiday in New York before proceeding to Boston, where +my work opened, and I stayed at one of the largest hotels in the city. I +landed on Sunday morning, and on Monday evening I resolved to make my +first venture. Had I been a visitor in London, I should have had to +search out the right sort of people, and make a dozen inquiries before I +heard where the media were hiding themselves from dread of the law; but +they order such things better on the other side of the Atlantic. People +are allowed to hold their private opinions and their private religion +there without being swooped down upon and clapped into prison for rogues +and vagabonds. Whatever the views of the majority may be, upon this +subject or any other (and Heaven knows I would have each man strong +enough to cling to his opinion, and brave enough to acknowledge it +before the world), I think it is a discredit to a civilized country to +allow old laws, that were made when we were little better than savages, +to remain in force at the present day. We are far too much over-ridden +by a paternal Government, which has grown so blind and senile that it +swallows camels while it is straining after a gnat. + +There was no obstacle to my wish, however, in New York. I had but to +glance down the advertisement columns of the newspapers to learn where +the media lived, and on what days they held their public _seances_. It +so happened that Mrs. M. A. Williams was the only one who held open +house on Monday evenings for Materialization; and thither I determined +to go. There is no such privacy as in a large _hotel_, where no one has +the opportunity to see what his neighbor is doing. As soon, therefore, +as my dinner was concluded, I put on a dark cloak, hat and veil, and +walking out into the open, got into one of the cars that ran past the +street where Mrs. Williams resided. Arrived at the house, I knocked at +the door, and was about to inquire if there was to be any _seance_ +there, that evening, when the attendant saved me the trouble by saying, +"Upstairs, if you please, madam," and nothing more passed between us. +When I had mounted the stairs, I found myself in a large room, the floor +of which was covered with a thick carpet, nailed all round the +wainscotting. On one side were some thirty or forty cane-bottomed +chairs, and directly facing them was the cabinet. This consisted of four +uprights nailed over the carpet, with iron rods connecting them at the +top. There was no roof to it, but curtains of a dark maroon color were +usually drawn around, but when I entered, they were flung back over the +iron rods, so as to disclose the interior. There was a stuffed armchair +for the use of the medium, and in front of the cabinet a narrow table +with papers and pencils on it, the use of which I did not at first +discover. At the third side of the room was a harmonium, so placed that +the performer sat with his back both to the cabinet and the sitters. A +large gas lamp, almost like a limelight, made in a square form like a +lantern, was fixed against the wall, so as to throw the light upon the +cabinet, but it was fitted with a sliding shade of red silk, with which +it could be darkened if necessary. I was early, and only a few visitors +were occupying the chairs. I asked a lady if I might sit where I chose, +and on her answering "Yes," I took the chair in the front row, exactly +opposite the cabinet, not forgetting that I was there in the cause of +Spiritualism as well as for my own interests. The seats filled rapidly +and there must have been thirty-five or forty people present, when Mrs. +Williams entered the room, and nodding to those she knew, went into the +cabinet. Mrs. Williams is a stout woman of middle age, with dark hair +and eyes, and a fresh complexion. She was dressed in a tight-fitting +gown of pale blue, with a good deal of lace about the neck and sleeves. +She was accompanied by a gentleman, and I then discovered for the first +time that it is usual in America to have, what they call, a "conductor" +of the _seance_. The conductor sits close to the cabinet curtains, and, +if any spirit is too weak to shew itself outside, or to speak audibly, +he conveys the message it may wish to send to its friends; and when I +knew how very few precautions the Americans take to prevent such +outrages as have occurred in England, and how many more materializations +take place in an evening there than here, I saw the necessity of a +conductor to protect the medium, and to regulate the order of the +_seance_. + +Mrs. Williams' conductor opened the proceedings with a very neat little +speech. He said, "I see several strange faces here this evening, and I +am very pleased to see them, and I hope they may derive both pleasure +and profit from our meeting. We have only one rule for the conduct of +our _seances_, that you shall behave like ladies and gentlemen. You may +not credit all you see, but remember this is our religion, and the +religion of many present, and as you would behave yourselves reverently +and decorously, if you were in a church of another persuasion to your +own, so I beg of you to behave yourselves here. And if any spirits +should come for you whom you do not immediately recognize, don't wound +them by denying their identity. They may have been longing for this +moment to meet you again, and doing their very utmost to assume once +more the likeness they wore on earth; yet some fail. Don't make their +failure harder to bear by roughly repudiating all knowledge of them. The +strangers who are present to-night may mistake the reason of this little +table being placed in front of the cabinet, and think it is intended to +keep them from too close an inspection of the spirits. No such thing! On +the contrary, all will be invited in turn to come up and recognize their +friends. But we make it a rule at these _seances_ that no materialized +spirit, who is strong enough to come beyond that table, shall be +permitted to return to the cabinet. They must dematerialize in sight of +the sitters, that no possible suspicion may rest upon the medium. These +pencils and papers are placed here in case any spirit who is unable to +speak may be impressed to write instead. And now we will begin the +evening with a song." + +The accompanist then played "Footsteps of Angels," the audience sung it +with a will, and the curtains having been drawn round Mrs. Williams, the +shade was drawn across the gaslight, and the _seance_ began. + +I don't think it could have been more than a minute or two before we +heard a voice whispering, "Father," and _three girls_, dressed in white +clinging garments, appeared at the opening in the curtains. An old man +with white hair left his seat and walked up to the cabinet, when they +all three came out at once and hung about his neck and kissed him, and +whispered to him. I almost forgot where I was. They looked so perfectly +human, so joyous and girl-like, somewhere between seventeen and twenty, +and they all spoke at once, so like what girls on earth would do, that +it was most mystifying. The old man came back to his seat, wiping his +eyes. "Are those your daughters, sir?" asked one of the sitters. "Yes! +my three girls," he replied. "I lost them all before ten years old, but +you see I've got them back again here." + +Several other forms appeared after this--one, a little child of about +three years old, who fluttered in and out of the cabinet like a +butterfly, and ran laughing away from the sitters who tried to catch +her. Some of the meetings that took place for the first time were very +affecting. One young man of about seventeen or eighteen, who was called +up to see his mother's spirit, sobbed so bitterly, it broke my heart to +hear him. There was not the least doubt if _he_ recognized her or no. He +was so overcome, he hardly raised his eyes for the rest of the evening. +One lady brought her spirit-son up to me, that I might see how perfectly +he had materialized. She spoke of it as proudly as she might have done +if he had passed some difficult examination. The young man was dressed +in a suit of evening clothes, and he shook hands with me at his mother's +bidding, with the firm grasp of a mortal. Naturally, I had seen too much +in England for all this to surprise me. Still I had never assisted at a +_seance_ where everything appeared to be so strangely human--so little +mystical, except indeed the rule of dematerializing before the sitters, +which I had only seen "Katie King" do before. But here, each form, after +having been warned by the conductor that its time was up, sunk down +right through the carpet as though it were the most ordinary mode of +egression. Some, and more especially the men, did not advance beyond the +curtains; then their friends were invited to go up and speak to them, +and several went inside the cabinet. There were necessarily a good many +forms, familiar to the rest, of whom I knew nothing; one was an old +minister under whom they had all sat, another a gentleman who had been a +constant attendant at Mrs. Williams' _seances_. + +Once the conductor spoke to me. "I am not aware of your name," he said +(and I thought, "No! my friend, and you won't be aware of it just yet +either!"), "but a spirit here wishes you would come up to the cabinet." +I advanced, expecting to see some friend, and there stood a Catholic +priest with his hand extended in blessing. I knelt down, and he gave me +the usual benediction and then closed the curtains. "Did you know the +spirit?" the conductor asked me. I shook my head; and he continued, "He +was Father Hayes, a well-known priest in this city. I suppose you are a +Catholic?" I told him "Yes," and went back to my seat. The conductor +addressed me again. "I think Father Hayes must have come to pave the way +for some of your friends," he said. "Here is a spirit who says she has +come for a lady named 'Florence,' who has just crossed the sea. Do you +answer to the description?" I was about to say "Yes," when the curtains +parted again and my daughter "Florence" ran across the room and fell +into my arms. "Mother!" she exclaimed, "I said I would come with you and +look after you--didn't I?" + +I looked at her. She was exactly the same in appearance as when she had +come to me in England--the same luxuriant brown hair and features and +figure, as I had seen under the different mediumships of Florence Cook, +Arthur Colman, Charles Williams and William Eglinton; the same form +which in England had been declared to be half-a-dozen different media +dressed up to represent my daughter stood before me there in New York, +thousands of miles across the sea, and by the power of a person who did +not even know who I was. If I had not been convinced before, how could I +have helped being convinced then? + +"Florence" appeared as delighted as I was, and kept on kissing me and +talking of what had happened to me on board ship coming over, and was +evidently quite _au fait_ of all my proceedings. Presently she said, +"There's another friend of yours here, mother! We came over together. +I'll go and fetch him." She was going back to the cabinet when the +conductor stopped her. "You must not return this way, please. Any other +you like," and she immediately made a kind of court curtsey and went +down through the carpet. I was standing where "Florence" had left me, +wondering what would happen next, when she came _up again_ a few feet +off from me, head first, and smiling as if she had discovered a new +game. She was allowed to enter the cabinet this time, but a moment +afterwards she popped her head out again, and said, "Here's your friend, +mother!" and by her side was standing William Eglinton's control, +"Joey," clad in his white suit, with a white cap drawn over his head. +"'Florence' and I have come over to make new lines for you here," he +said: "at least, I've come over to put her in the way of doing it, but I +can't stay long, you know, because I have to go back to 'Willy.'" + +I really didn't care if he stayed long or not. I seemed to have procured +the last proof I needed of the truth of the doctrine I had held so long, +that there is no such thing as Death, as we understand it in this world. +Here were the two spiritual beings (for believing in the identity of +whom I had called myself a credulous fool fifty times over, only to +believe in them more deeply still) in _propria personae_ in New York, +claiming me in a land of strangers, who had not yet found out who I was. +I was more deeply affected than I had ever been under such circumstances +before, and more deeply thankful. "Florence" made great friends with our +American cousins even on her first appearance. Mrs. Williams' conductor +told me he thought he had never heard anything more beautiful than the +idea of the spirit-child crossing the ocean to guard its mother in a +strange country, and particularly, as he could feel by her influence, +what a pure and beautiful spirit she was. When I told him she had left +this world at ten days old, he said that accounted for it, but he could +see there was nothing earthly about her. + +I was delighted with this _seance_, and hoped to sit with Mrs. Williams +many times more, but fate decreed that I should leave New York sooner +than I had anticipated. The perfect freedom with which it was conducted +charmed me, and the spirits seemed so familiar with the sitters. There +was no "Sweet Spirit, hear my prayer," business about it. No fear of +being detained or handled among the spirits, and no awe, only intense +tenderness on the part of their relations. It was to this cause I +chiefly attributed the large number of materializations I +witnessed--_forty_ having taken place that evening. They spoke far more +distinctly and audibly too than those I had seen in England, but I +believe the dry atmosphere of the United States is far more favorable to +the process of materialization. I perceived another difference. Although +the female spirits were mostly clad in white, they wore dresses and not +simply drapery, whilst the men were invariably attired in the clothes +(or semblances of the clothes) they would have worn had they been still +on earth. I left Mrs. Williams' rooms, determined to see as much as I +possibly could of mediumship whilst I was in the United States. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +II. _Mrs. Eva Hatch._ + + +I was so disappointed at being hurried off to Boston before I had seen +any more of the New York media, that I took the earliest opportunity of +attending a _seance_ there. A few words I had heard dropped about Eva +Hatch made me resolve to visit her first. She was one of the Shaker +sect, and I heard her spoken of as a remarkably pure and honest woman, +and most reliable medium. Her first appearance quite gave me that +impression. She had a fair, placid countenance, full of sweetness and +serenity, and a plump matronly figure. I went incognita, as I had done +to Mrs. Williams, and mingled unnoticed with the crowd. Mrs. Hatch's +cabinet was quite different from Mrs. Williams'. It was built of planks +like a little cottage, and the roof was pierced with numerous round +holes for ventilation, like a pepper-box. There was a door in the +centre, with a window on either side, all three of which were shaded by +dark curtains. The windows, I was told, were for the accommodation of +those spirits who had not the power to materialize more than a face, or +head and bust. Mrs. Hatch's conductor was a woman, who sat near the +cabinet, as in the other case. + +Mrs. Eva Hatch had not entered the cabinet five minutes before she came +out again, under trance, with a very old lady with silver hair clinging +to her arm, and walked round the circle. As they did so, the old lady +extended her withered hand, and blessed the sitters. She came quite +close to each one and was distinctly visible to all. I was told that +this was the spirit of Mrs. Hatch's mother, and that it was her regular +custom to come first and give her blessing to the _seance_. I had never +seen the spirit of an aged person before, and it was a beautiful sight. +She was the sweetest old lady too, very small and fragile looking, and +half reclining on her daughter's bosom, but smiling serenely upon every +one there. When they had made the tour of the room, Mrs. Hatch +re-entered the cabinet, and did not leave it again until the sitting was +concluded. + +There were a great many sitters present, most of whom were old patrons +of Mrs. Hatch, and so, naturally, their friends came for them first. It +is surprising though, when once familiarized with materialization, how +little one grows to care to see the spirits who come for one's next door +neighbor. They are like a lot of prisoners let out, one by one, to see +their friends and relations. The few moments they have to spare are +entirely devoted to home matters of no possible interest to the +bystander. The first wonder and possible shock at seeing the supposed +dead return in their old likeness to greet those they left on earth +over, one listens with languid indifference, and perhaps a little +impatience for one's own turn to come, to the whispered utterances of +strangers. Mrs. Hatch's "cabinet spirits" or "controls," however, were +very interesting. One, who called herself the "Spirit of Prayer," came +and knelt down in the middle of the circle, and prayed with us. She had +asked for the gas to be extinguished first, and as she prayed she became +illuminated with flashes of light, in the shape of stars and crosses, +until she was visible from head to foot, and we could see her features +and dress as if she had been surrounded by electricity. + +Two more cabinet spirits were a negro and negress, who appeared +together, chanting some of their native hymns and melodies. When I saw +these apparitions, I thought to myself: "Here is a good opportunity to +discover trickery, if trickery there is." The pair were undoubtedly of +the negro race. There was no mistaking their thick lips and noses and +yellow-white eyes, nor their polished brown skins, which no charcoal can +properly imitate. They were negroes without doubt; but how about the +negro bouquet? Everyone who has mixed with colored people in the East or +the West knows what that is, though it is very difficult to describe, +being something like warm rancid oil mingled with the fumes of charcoal, +with a little worse thrown in. "Now," I thought, "if these forms are +human, there will be some odor attached to them, and that I am +determined to find out." I caught, therefore, at the dress of the young +woman as she passed, and asked her if she would kiss me. She left her +companion directly, and put her arms (which were bare) round my neck, +and embraced me several times; and I can declare, on my oath, that she +was as completely free from anything like the smell of a colored woman +as it was possible for her to be. She felt as fresh and sweet and pure +as a little child. + +Many other forms appeared and were recognized by the circle, notably a +very handsome one who called herself the Empress Josephine; but as they +could not add a grain's weight to my testimony I pass them over. I had +begun to think that "Florence" was not going to visit me that evening, +when the conductor of the _seance_ asked if there was anybody in the +room who answered to the name of "Bluebell." I must indulge in a little +retrospect here, and tell my readers that ten years previous to the time +I am writing of, I had lost my brother-in-law, Edward Church, under very +painful circumstances. He had been left an orphan and in control of his +fortune at a very early age, and had lived with my husband, Colonel +Ross-Church, and myself. But poor "Ted" had been his own worst enemy. He +had possessed a most generous heart and affectionate disposition, but +these had led him into extravagances that swallowed up his fortune, and +then he had taken to drinking and killed himself by it. I and my +children had loved him dearly, but all our prayers and entreaties had +had no avail, and in the end he had become so bad that the doctors had +insisted upon our separation. Poor "Ted" had consequently died in exile, +and this had been a further aggravation of our grief. For ten years I +had been trying to procure communication with him in vain, and I had +quite given up expecting to see him again. Only once had I heard +"Bluebell" (his pet name for me) gasped out by an entranced clairvoyant, +but nothing further had come of it. Now, as I heard it for the second +time, from a stranger's lips in a foreign country, it naturally roused +my expectations, but I thought it might be only a message for me from +"Ted." + +"Is there anyone here who recognizes the name of 'Bluebell'?" repeated +the conductor. "I was once called so by a friend," I said. "Someone is +asking for that name. You had better come up to the cabinet," she +replied. I rose at once and did as she told me, but when I reached the +curtain I encountered "Florence." "My darling child," I said, as I +embraced her, "why did you ask for 'Bluebell'?" She did not answer me, +except by shaking her head, placing her finger on her lips, and +pointing downwards to the carpet. I did not know what to make of it. I +had never known her unable to articulate before. "What is the matter, +dear?" I said; "can't you speak to me to-night?" Still she shook her +head, and tapped my arm with her hand, to attract my attention to the +fact that she was pointing vigorously downwards. I looked down, too, +when, to my astonishment, I saw rise through the carpet what looked to +me like the bald head of a baby or an old man, and a little figure, _not +more than three feet in height_, with Edward Church's features, but no +hair on its head, came gradually into view, and looked up in my face +with a pitiful, deprecating expression, as if he were afraid I should +strike him. The face, however, was so unmistakably Ted's, though the +figure was so ludicrously insignificant, that I could not fail to +recognize him. "Why, Ted!" I exclaimed, "have you come back to see me at +last?" and held out my hand. The little figure seized it, tried to +convey it to his lips, burst into tears, and sank down through the +carpet much more rapidly than he had come up. + +I began to cry too. It was so pitiful. With her uncle's disappearance +"Florence" found her tongue. "Don't cry, mother," she said; "poor Uncle +Ted is overcome at seeing you. That's why he couldn't materialize +better. He was in such a terrible hurry. He'll look more like himself +next time. I was trying so hard to help him, I didn't dare to use up any +of the power by speaking. He'll be so much better, now he's seen you. +You'll come here again, won't you?" I told her I certainly would, if I +could; and, indeed, I was all anxiety to see my poor brother-in-law +again. To prove how difficult it would have been to deceive me on this +subject, I should like to say a little about Edward Church's personal +appearance. He was a very remarkable looking man--indeed, I have never +seen anyone a bit like him before or after. He was very small; not short +only, but small altogether, with tiny hands and feet, and a little head. +His hair and eyes were of the deepest black--the former parted in the +middle, with a curl on either side, and was naturally waved. His +complexion was very dark, his features delicate, and he wore a small +pointed moustache. As a child he had suffered from an attack of +confluent small-pox, which had deeply pitted his face, and almost eaten +away the tip of his nose. Such a man was not to be easily imitated, even +if anyone in Boston had ever heard of his inconsequential existence. To +me, though, he had been a dear friend and brother, before the curse of +Drink had seemed to change his nature, and I had always been anxious to +hear how he fared in that strange country whither he had been forced to +journey, like all of us, _alone_. I was very pleased then to find that +business would not interfere with my second visit to Mrs. Eva Hatch, +which took place two nights afterward. On this occasion "Florence" was +one of the first to appear, and "Ted" came with her, rather weak and +trembling on his second introduction to this mundane sphere, but no +longer bald-headed nor under-sized. He was his full height now, about +five feet seven; his head was covered with his black crisp hair, parted +just as he used to wear it while on earth; in every particular he +resembled what he used to be, even down to his clothes. I could have +sworn I had seen that very suit of clothes; the little cut-away coat he +always wore, with the natty tie and collar, and a dark blue velvet +smoking cap upon his head, exactly like one I remembered being in his +possession. "Florence" still seemed to be acting as his interpreter and +guide. When I said to him, "Why! Ted, you look quite like your old self +to-day," she answered, "He can't talk to you, mamma, he is weak still, +and he is so thankful to meet you again. He wants me to tell you that he +has been trying to communicate with you often, but he never could manage +it in England. He will be so glad when he can talk freely to you." +Whilst she was speaking, "Ted" kept on looking from her to me like a +deaf and dumb animal trying to understand what was going on in a manner +that was truly pitiful. I stooped down and kissed his forehead. The +touch seemed to break the spell that hung over him. "_Forgive_," he +uttered in a choked voice. "There is nothing to forgive, dear," I +replied, "except as we all have need to forgive each other. You know how +we all loved you, Ted, and we loved you to the last and grieved for you +deeply. You remember the children, and how fond you were of them and +they of you. They often speak to this day of their poor Uncle Ted." +"Eva--Ethel," he gasped out, naming my two elder children. At this +juncture he seemed suddenly to fail, and became so weak that "Florence" +took him back into the cabinet again. No more spirits came for me that +evening, but towards the close of the _seance_ "Florence" and "Ted" +appeared again together and embraced me fondly. "Florence" said, "He's +so happy now, mother; he says he shall rest in peace now that he knows +that you have forgiven him. And he won't come without his hair again," +she added, laughing. "I hope he won't," I answered, "for he frightened +me." And then they both kissed me "good-night," and retreated to the +cabinet, and I looked after them longingly and wished I could go there +too. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +III. _The Misses Berry._ + + +No one introduced me to the Misses Berry. I saw their advertisement in +the public papers and went incognita to their _seance_, as I had done to +those of others. The first thing that struck me about them was the +superior class of patrons whom they drew. In the ladies' cloak room, +where they left their heavy wraps and umbrellas, the conversation that +took place made this sufficiently evident. Helen and Gertrude Berry were +pretty, unaffected, lady-like girls; and their conductor, Mr. Abrow, one +of the most courteous gentlemen I have ever met. The sisters, both +highly mediumistic, never sat together, but on alternate nights, but the +one who did _not_ sit always took a place in the audience, in order to +prevent suspicion attaching to her absence. Gertrude Berry had been +lately married to a Mr. Thompson, and on account of her health gave up +her _seances_, soon after I made her acquaintance She was a tall, +finely-formed young woman, with golden hair and a beautiful complexion. +Her sister Helen was smaller, paler and more slightly built. She had +been engaged to be married to a gentleman who died shortly before the +time fixed for their wedding, and his spirit, whom she called "Charley," +was the principal control at her _seances_, though he never showed +himself. I found the _seance_ room, which was not very large, crammed +with chairs which had all been engaged beforehand, so Mr. Abrow fetched +one from downstairs and placed it next his own for me, which was the +very position I should have chosen. I asked him afterwards how he dared +admit a stranger to such close proximity, and he replied that he was a +medium himself and knew who he could and who he could _not_ trust at a +glance. As my professional duties took me backwards and forwards to +Boston, which was my central starting-point, sometimes giving me only a +day's rest there, I was in the habit afterwards, when I found I should +have "a night off," of wiring to Mr. Abrow to keep me a seat, so +difficult was it to secure one unless it were bespoken. Altogether I sat +five or six times with the Berry sisters, and wished I could have sat +fifty or sixty times instead, for I never enjoyed any _seances_ so +_much_ in my life before. The cabinet was formed of an inner room with a +separate door, which had to undergo the process of being sealed up by a +committee of strangers every evening. Strips of gummed paper were +provided for them, on which they wrote their names before affixing them +across the inside opening of the door. On the first night I inspected +the cabinet also as a matter of principle, and gummed my paper with +"Mrs. Richardson" written on it across the door. The cabinet contained +only a sofa for Miss Helen Berry to recline upon. The floor was covered +with a nailed-down carpet. The door which led into the cabinet was +shaded by two dark curtains hung with rings upon a brass rod. The door +of the _seance_ room was situated at a right angle with that of the +cabinet, both opening upon a square landing, and, to make "assurance +doubly sure," the door of the _seance_ room was left open, so that the +eyes of the sitters at that end commanded a view, during the entire +sitting, of the outside of the locked and gummed-over cabinet door. To +make this fully understood, I append a diagram of the two rooms-- + +[Illustration] + +By the position of these doors, it will be seen how impossible it would +have been for anybody to leave or enter the cabinet without being +detected by the sitters, who had their faces turned towards the _seance_ +room door. The first materialization that appeared that evening was a +bride, dressed in her bridal costume; and a gentleman, who was occupying +a chair in the front row, and holding a white flower in his hand, +immediately rose, went up to her, embraced her, and whispered a few +words, then gave her the white flower, which she fastened in the bosom +of her dress, after which he bowed slightly to the company, and, instead +of resuming his seat, left the room. Mr. Abrow then said to me, "If you +like, madam, you can take that seat now," and as the scene had excited +my curiosity I accepted his offer, hoping to find some one to tell me +the meaning of it. I found myself next to a very sweet-looking lady, +whom I afterwards knew personally as Mrs. Seymour. "Can you tell me why +that gentleman left so suddenly?" I asked her in a whisper. "He seldom +stays through a _seance_," she replied; "he is a business man, and has +no time to spare, but he is here every night. The lady you saw him speak +to is his wife. She died on her wedding day, eleven years ago, and he +has never failed to meet her on every opportunity since. He brings her a +white flower every time he comes. She appears always first, in order +that he may be able to return to his work." This story struck me as very +interesting, and I always watched for this gentleman afterwards, and +never failed to see him waiting for his bride, with the white flower in +his hand. "Do you expect to see any friends to-night?" I said to my new +acquaintance. "O! yes!" she replied. "I have come to see my daughter +'Bell.' She died some years ago, and I am bringing up the two little +children she left behind her. I never do anything for them without +consulting their mother. Just now I have to change their nurse, and I +have received several excellent characters of others, and I have brought +them here this evening that 'Bell' may tell me which to write for. I +have the pattern for the children's winter frocks, too," she continued, +producing some squares of woolen cloths, "and I always like to let +'Bell' choose which she likes best." This will give my readers some idea +of how much more the American spiritualists regard their departed +friends as still forming part of the home circle, and interested in +their domestic affairs. "Bell" soon after made her appearance, and Mrs. +Seymour brought her up to me. She was a young woman of about three or +four and twenty, and looked very happy and smiling. She perused the +servants' characters as practically as her mother might have done, but +said she would have none of them, and Mrs. Seymour was to wait till she +received some more. The right one had not come yet. She also looked at +the patterns, and indicated the one she liked best. Then, as she was +about to retire, she whispered to her mother, and Mrs. Seymour said, to +my surprise (for it must be remembered I had not disclosed my name to +her), "Bell tells me she knows a daughter of yours in the spirit life, +called 'Florence.' Is that the case?" I answered I had a daughter of +that name; and Mrs. Seymour added "'Bell' says she will be here this +evening, that she is a very pure and very elevated spirit, and they are +great friends." Very shortly after this, Mr. Abrow remarked, "There is a +young girl in the cabinet now, who says that if her mother's name is +'Mrs. Richardson,' she must have married for the third time since she +saw her last, for she was 'Mrs. Lean' then." At this remark I laughed; +and Mr. Abrow said, "Is she come for you, madam? Does the cap fit?" I +was obliged to acknowledge then that I _had_ given a false name in order +to avoid recognition. But the mention of my married name attracted no +attention to me, and was only a proof that it had not been given from +any previous knowledge of Mr. Abrow's concerning myself. I was known in +the United States as "Florence Marryat" only, and to this day they +believe me to be still "Mrs. Ross-Church," that being the name under +which my first novels were written. So I recognized "Florence" at once +in the trick that had been played me, and had risen to approach the +curtain, when she came _bounding_ out and ran into my arms. I don't +think I had ever seen her look so charming and girlish before. She +looked like an embodiment of sunshine. She was dressed in a low frock +which seemed manufactured of lace and muslin, her hair fell loose down +her back to her knees, and her hands were full of damask roses. This was +in December, when hot-house roses were selling for a dollar a piece in +Boston, and she held, perhaps, twenty. Their scent was delicious, and +she kept thrusting them under my nose, saying, "Smell my roses, mother. +Don't you wish you had my garden? We have _fields_ of them in the Summer +Land! O! how I wish you were there." "Shan't I come soon, darling?" I +said. "No! not yet," replied "Florence." "You have a lot of work to do +still. But when you come, it will be all flowers for you and me." I +asked her if she knew "Bell," and she said, "O! yes! We came together +this evening." Then I asked her to come and speak to "Bell's" mother, +and her manner changed at once. She became shy and timid, like a young +girl, unused to strangers, and quite hung on my arm, as I took her up to +Mrs. Seymour's side. When she had spoken a few words to her in a very +low voice, she turned to me and said, "I must go now, because we have a +great surprise for you this evening--a _very_ great surprise." I told +her I liked great surprises, when they were pleasant ones, and +"Florence" laughed, and went away. I found that her _debut_ had created +such a sensation amongst the sitters--it being so unusual for a +materialized spirit to appear so strong and perfect on the first +occasion of using a medium--that I felt compelled to give them a little +explanation on the subject. And when I told them how I had lost her as a +tiny infant of ten days old--how she had returned to me through various +media in England, and given such unmistakable proofs of her +_identity_--and how I, being a stranger in their country, and only +landed there a few weeks, had already met her through Mrs. Williams, +Mrs. Hatch and Miss Berry--they said it was one of the most wonderful +and perfect instances of materialization they had ever heard of. And +when one considers how perfect the chain is, from the time when +"Florence" first came back to me as a child, too weak to speak, or even +to understand where she was, to the years through which she had grown +and became strong almost beneath my eyes, till she could "_bound_" (as I +have narrated) into my arms like a human being, and talk as distinctly +as (and far more sensible than) I did myself, I think my readers will +acknowledge also, that hers is no common story, and that I have some +reason to believe in Spiritualism. + +Miss Berry's cabinet spirits were quite different from the common type. +One was, or rather had been, a dancing girl--not European, but rather +more, I fancy, of the Asiatic or Egyptian type. Anyway she used to come +out of the cabinet--a lithe lissom creature like a panther or a +snake--and execute such twists and bounds and pirouettes, as would have +made her fortune on the stage. Indeed I used to think (being always on +the lookout for chicanery) that no _human_ creature who could dance +as she did would ever waste her talents, especially in a smart country +like America, on an audience of spiritualists, whose only motive for +meeting was to see their friends, and who would not pay an extra cent to +look at a "cabinet spirit." Another one was an Indian whom they called +"The Brave." He was also a lithe, active creature, without an ounce of +superfluous flesh upon his body, but plenty of muscle. He appeared to +like the ladies of the company very much, but evidently distrusted the +men. One stout, big man who was, I fancy, a bit of a sceptic, wished to +test the "Brave's" muscular power by feeling his biceps, and was invited +to step in front of the circle for that purpose. He had no sooner +approached him than the Indian seized him up in his arms and threw him +_right over his head_. He did not hurt him, but as the gentleman got up +again, he said, "Well! I weigh 200 pounds, and I didn't think any man in +the room could have done that." The ladies in the circle mostly wore +flowers in their bosom--bouquets, after the custom of American +ladies--and they began, one and all, to detach flowers from their +bouquets and give them to the "Brave," "to give to his squaw." He nodded +and gabbled some unintelligible Sioux or Cherokee in reply, and went all +round the circle on his knees. The stout man had surmised that he was +painted, and his long, straight, black hair was a wig. When he came to +me I said, "Brave! may I try if your hair is a wig?" He nodded and said, +"Pull--pull!" which I did, and found that it undoubtedly grew on his +head. Then he took my finger and drew it across his face several times +to show he was not painted. I had no flowers to present him with, so I +said, "Come here, Brave, and I'll give you something for your squaw," +and when he approached near enough I kissed him. He chuckled, and his +eyes sparkled with mischief as he ran chatting in his native dialect +behind the curtains. In another minute he dashed out again, and coming +up to me ejaculated, "No--give--squaw!" and rushed back. Mr. Abrow +laughed heartily at this incident, and so did all the sitters, the +former declaring I had entirely captivated the "Brave." Presently the +cabinet curtains were shaken, and after a pause they parted slowly, and +the figure of an Indian squaw crept out. Anything more malignant and +vicious than her look I have seldom seen. Mr. Abrow asked her _who_ she +wanted and _what_ she wanted, but she would not speak. She stood there +silent, but scowling at me from beneath the tangles of her long black +hair. At last Mr. Abrow said to her, "If you don't want to speak to +anyone in the circle you must go away, as you are only preventing other +spirits from coming." The squaw backed behind the curtains again rather +sulkily, but the next time the "Brave" appeared she came with him, and +_never_ did he come again in my presence but what his "squaw" stood at +the curtains and watched his actions. Mrs. Abrow told me that the +"Brave" had been in the habit of manifesting at their _seances_ for +years, but that they had never seen the "squaw" until that evening. +Indeed, I don't think they were very grateful to me for having by my +rashness eliminated this new feature in their evening's entertainment, +for the "squaw" proved to be a very earthly and undeveloped spirit, and +subsequently gave them some trouble, as they could not drive her away +when they wanted to do so. Towards the close of the evening Mr. Abrow +said, "There is a spirit here now who is very anxious to show himself, +but it is the first time he has ever attempted to fully materialize, and +he is not at all certain of success. He tells me there is a lady in the +circle who has newly arrived in America, and that this lady years ago +sang a song by his dying bed in India. If she will step up to the +cabinet now and sing that song again he will try and shew himself to +her." + +Such of my readers as have perused "The story of John Powles" will +recognize at once who this was. I did, of course, and I confess that as +I rose to approach the cabinet I trembled like an aspen leaf. I had +tried so often, and failed so often to see this dear old friend of mine, +that to think of meeting him now was like a veritable resurrection from +the dead. Think of it! We had parted in 1860, and this was +1884--twenty-four years afterwards. I had been a girl when we said +"Good-bye," and he went forth on that journey which seemed then so +mysterious an one to me. I was a middle-aged woman now, who had passed +through so much from which _he_ had been saved, that I felt more like +his mother than his friend. Of all my experiences this was to me really +the most solemn and interesting. I hardly expected to see more than his +face, but I walked up to the cabinet and commenced to sing in a very +shaky voice the first stanza of the old song he was so fond of:-- + + "Thou art gone from my gaze like a beautiful dream, + And I seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream; + Oft I breathe thy dear name to the winds passing by, + But thy sweet voice is mute to my bosom's lone sigh. + In the stillness of night when the stars mildly shine, + O! then oft my heart holds communion with thine, + For I feel thou art near, and where'er I may be, + That the Spirit of Love keeps a watch over me." + +I had scarcely reached the finish of these lines when both the curtains +of the cabinet were drawn apart so sharply that the brass rings rattled +on the rod, and John Powles stood before me. Not a face, nor a +half-formed figure, nor an apparition that was afraid to pass into the +light--but _John Powles himself_, stalwart and living, who stepped out +briskly and took me in his arms and kissed me four or five times, as a +long-parted brother might have done; and strange to say, I didn't feel +the least surprised at it, but clung to him like a sister. For John +Powles had never once kissed me during his lifetime. Although we had +lived for four years in the closest intimacy, often under the same roof, +we had never indulged in any familiarities. I think men and women were +not so lax in their manners then as they are now; at anyrate, the only +time I had ever kissed him was when he lay dead, and my husband had told +me to do so. And yet it seemed quite natural on meeting him again to +kiss him and cry over him. At last I ventured to say, "O, Powles! is +this really you?" "Look at me and see for yourself," he answered. I +looked up. It was indeed himself. He had possessed _very_ blue eyes in +earth life, good features, a florid complexion, auburn hair, and quite a +golden beard and moustache. The eyes and hair and features were just the +same, only his complexion was paler, and he wore no beard. "O!" I +exclaimed, "where is your beard?" "Don't you remember I cut it off just +before I left this world?" he said; and then I recalled the fact that he +had done so owing to a Government order on the subject. + +And bearing on this question I may mention what seems a curious +thing--that spirits almost invariably return to earth the first time +_just as they left it_, as though their thoughts at the moment of +parting clothed them on their return. This, however, was not John +Powles' first _attempt_ at materialization, although it was his first +success, for it may be remembered he tried to show himself through Miss +Showers, and then he _had_ a beard. However, when I saw him through Miss +Berry, he had none, nor did he resume it during my stay in America. When +we had got over the excitement of meeting, he began to speak to me of my +children, especially of the three who were born before his death, and of +whom he had been very fond. He spoke of them all by name, and seemed +quite interested in their prospects and affairs. But when I began to +speak of other things he stopped me. "I know it all," he said, "I have +been with you in spirit through all your trials, and I can never feel +the slightest interest in, or affection for, those who caused them. My +poor friend, you have indeed had your purgatory upon earth." "But tell +me of yourself, dear Powles! Are you quite happy?" I asked him. He +paused a moment and then replied, "Quite happy, waiting for you." +"Surely you are not suffering still?" I said, "after all these years?" +"My dear Florence," he answered, "it takes more than a few years to +expiate a life of sin. But I am happier than I was, and every year the +burden is lighter, and coming back to you will help me so much." + +As he was speaking to me the curtain opened again, and there stood my +brother-in-law, Edward Church, not looking down-spirited and miserable, +as he had done at Mrs. Eva Hatch's, but bright and smiling, and dressed +in evening clothes, as also I perceived, when I had time to think of it, +was John Powles. I didn't know which to talk to first, but kept turning +from one to the other in a dazed manner. John Powles was telling me that +_he_ was preparing my house for me in the Summer Land, and would come to +take me over to it when I died, when "Ted" interrupted him. "That ought +to have been _my_ work, Bluebell," he said, "only Powles had anticipated +me." "I wish I could go back with you both at once, I am sick of this +world," I replied. "Ted" threw his arms round me and strained me to his +breast. "O! it is so hard to part again. How I wish I could carry you +away in my arms to the Summer Land! I should have nothing left to wish +for then." "You don't want to come back then, Ted?" I asked him. "_Want +to come back_," he said with a shudder; "not for anything! Why, +Bluebell, death is like an operation which you must inevitably undergo, +but which you fear because you know so little about it. Well, with me +_the operation's over_. I know the worst, and every day makes the term +of punishment shorter. I am _thankful_ I left the earth so soon." "You +look just like your old self, Ted," I said; "the same little curls and +scrubby little moustache." "Pull them," he answered gaily. "Don't go +away, Bluebell, and say they were false and I was Miss Berry dressed up. +Feel my biceps," he continued, throwing up his arm as men do, "and feel +my heart," placing my hand above it, "feel how it is beating for my +sister Bluebell." + +I said to John Powles, "I hardly know you in evening costume. I never +saw you in it before" (which was true, as all our acquaintance had taken +place in India, where the officers are never allowed to appear in +anything but uniform, especially in the evenings). "I wish," I +continued, "that you would come next time in uniform." "I will try," he +replied, and then their time was up for that occasion, and they were +obliged to go. + +A comical thing occurred on my second visit to the Berrys. Of course I +was all eagerness to see my brother-in-law and "Powles" again, and when +I was called up to the cabinet and saw a slim, dark, young man standing +there, I took him at once for "Ted," and, without looking at him, was +just about to kiss him, when he drew backwards and said, "I am not +'Edward!' I am his friend 'Joseph,' to whom he has given permission to +make your acquaintance." I then perceived that "Joseph" was very +different from "Ted," taller and better looking, with a Jewish cast of +countenance. I stammered and apologized, and felt as awkward as if I had +nearly kissed a mortal man by mistake. "Joseph" smiled as if it were of +very little consequence. He said he had never met "Ted" on earth, but +they were close friends in the spirit world, and "Ted" had talked so +much to him of me, that he had become very anxious to see me, and speak +to me. He was a very elegant looking young man, but he did not seem to +have very much to say for himself, and he gave me the impression that he +had been a "masher" whilst here below, and had not quite shaken off the +remembrance in the spirit world. + +There was one spirit who often made her appearance at these sittings and +greatly interested me. This was a mother with her infant of a few weeks +old. The lady was sweet and gentle looking, but it was the baby that so +impressed me--a baby that never whined nor squalled, nor turned red in +the face, and yet was made of neither wax nor wood, but was palpably +living and breathing. I used always to go up to the cabinet when this +spirit came, and ask her to let me feel the little baby. It was a tiny +creature, with a waxen-looking face, and she always carried it enveloped +in a full net veil, yet when I touched its hand, the little fingers +tightened round mine in baby fashion, as it tried to convey them to its +mouth. I had seen several spirit children materialized before, but never +such a young infant as this. The mother told me she had passed away in +child-birth, and the baby had gone with her. She had been a friend of +the Misses Berry, and came to them for that reason. + +On Christmas Eve I happened to be in Boston, and disengaged, and as I +found it was a custom of the American Spiritualists to hold meetings on +that anniversary for the purpose of seeing their spirit friends, I +engaged a seat for the occasion. I arrived some time before the _seance_ +commenced, and next to me was seated a gentleman, rather roughly +dressed, who was eyeing everything about him with the greatest +attention. Presently he turned to me and said, rather sheepishly, "Do +you believe in this sort of thing?" "I do," I replied, "and I have +believed in it for the last fifteen years." "Have you ever seen anybody +whom you recognized?" he continued. "Plenty," I said. Then he edged a +little nearer to me, and lowered his voice. "Do you know," he commenced, +"that I have ridden on horseback forty miles through the snow to-day to +be present at this meeting, because my old mother sent me a message that +she would meet me here! I don't believe in it, you know. I've never been +at a _seance_ before, and I feel as if I was making a great fool of +myself now, but I couldn't neglect my poor old mother's message, +whatever came of it." "Of course not," I answered, "and I hope your +trouble will be rewarded." I had not much faith in my own words, though, +because I had seen people disappointed again and again over their first +_seance_, from either the spirits of their friends being too weak to +materialize, or from too many trying to draw power at once, and so +neutralizing the effect on all. My bridegroom friend was all ready on +that occasion with his white flowers in his hand and I ventured to +address him and tell him how very beautiful I considered his wife's +fidelity and his own. He seemed pleased at my notice, and began to talk +quite freely about her. He told me she had returned to him before her +body was buried, and had been with him ever since. "She is so really and +truly _my wife_," he said, "as I received her at the altar, that I could +no more marry again than I could if she were living in my house." When +the _seance_ commenced she appeared first as usual, and her husband +brought her up to my side. "This is Miss Florence Marryat, dear," he +said (for by this time I had laid aside my _incognita_ with the Berrys). +"You know her name, don't you?" "O! yes," she answered, as she gave me +her hand, "I know you quite well. I used to read your books." Her face +was covered with her bridal veil, and her husband turned it back that I +might see her. She was a very pretty girl of perhaps twenty--quite a +gipsy, with large dark eyes and dark curling hair, and a brown +complexion. "She has not altered one bit since the day we were married," +said her husband, looking fondly at her, "whilst I have grown into an +old man." She put up her hand and stroked his cheek. "We shall be young +together some day," she said. Then he asked her if she was not going to +kiss me, and she held up her face to mine like a child, and he dropped +the veil over her again and led her away. The very next spirit that +appeared was my rough friend's mother, and his astonishment and emotion +at seeing her were very unmistakeable. When first he went up to the +cabinet and saw her his head drooped, and his shoulders shook with the +sobs he could not repress. After a while he became calmer, and talked to +her, and then I saw him also bringing her up to me. "I must bring my +mother to you," he said, "that you may see she has really come back to +me." I rose, and the old lady shook hands with me. She must have been, +at the least, seventy years old, and was a most perfect specimen of old +age. Her face was like wax, and her hair like silver; but every wrinkle +was distinct, and her hands were lined with blue veins. She had lost her +teeth, and mumbled somewhat in speaking, and her son said, "She is +afraid you will not understand what she says; but she wants you to know +that she will be quite happy if her return will make me believe in a +future existence." "And will it?" I asked. He looked at his mother. "I +don't understand it," he replied. "It seems too marvellous to be true; +but how _can_ I disbelieve it, when _here she is_?" And his words were +so much the echo of my own grounds for belief, that I quite sympathized +with them. "John Powles," and "Ted," and "Florence," all came to see me +that evening; and when I bid "Florence" "good-bye" she said, "Oh, it +isn't 'good-bye' yet, mother! I'm coming again, before you go." +Presently something that was the very farthest thing from my mind--that +had, indeed, never entered it--happened to me. I was told that a young +lady wanted to speak to me, and on going up to the cabinet I recognized +a girl whom _I knew by sight, but had never spoken to_--one of a large +family of children, living in the same terrace in London as myself, and +who had died of malignant scarlet fever about a year before. "Mrs. +Lean," she said, hurriedly, noting my surprise, "don't you know me? I am +May ----." "Yes, I do recognize you, my dear child," I replied; "but +what makes you come to me?" "Minnie and Katie are so unhappy about me," +she said. "They do not understand. They think I have gone away. They do +not know what death is--that it is only like going into the next room, +and shutting the door." "And what can I do, May?" I asked her. "Tell +them you have seen me, Mrs. Lean. Say I am alive--more alive than they +are; that if they sit for me, I will come to them and tell them so much +they know nothing of now." "But where are your sisters?" I said. She +looked puzzled. "I don't know. I can't say the place; but you will meet +them soon, and you will tell them." "If I meet them, I certainly will +tell them," I said; but I had not the least idea at that moment where +the other girls might be. Four months later, however, when I was staying +in London, Ontario, they burst unexpectedly into my hotel room, having +driven over (I forget how many miles) to see me play. Naturally I kept +my promise; but though they cried when "May" was alluded to, they +evidently could not believe my story of having seen her, and so, I +suppose, the poor little girl's wish remains ungratified. I think the +worst purgatory in the next world must be to find how comfortably our +friends get on without us in this. As a rule, I did not take much +interest in the spirits that did not come for me; but there was one who +appeared several times with the Berrys, and seemed quite like an old +friend to me. This was "John Brown," not her Majesty's "John Brown," but +the hero of the song-- + + "Hang John Brown on a sour apple tree, + But his soul goes touting around. + Glory! glory! Halleluia! + For his soul goes touting around." + +When I used to hear this song sung with much shouting and some profanity +in England, I imagined (and I fancy most people did) that it was a comic +song in America. But it was no such thing. It was a patriotic song, and +the motive is (however comically put) to give glory to God, that, +_although_ they may hang "John Brown" on a sour apple tree, his soul +will yet "go touting around." So, rightly or wrongly, it was explained +to me. "John Brown" is a patriotic hero in America, and when he +appeared, the whole room crowded round to see him. He was a short man, +with a _singularly_ benevolent countenance, iron grey hair, mutton-chop +whiskers, and deep china blue eyes. A kind of man, as he appeared to me, +made for deeds of love rather than heroism, but from all accounts he was +both kind and heroic. A gentleman present on Christmas eve pushed +forward eagerly to see the materialization, and called out, "Aye! that's +him--that's my old friend--that's 'John Brown'--the best man that ever +trod this earth." Before this evening's _seance_ was concluded Mr. Abrow +said, "There is a little lady in the cabinet at present who announces +herself as a very high personage. She says she is the 'Princess +Gertrude.'" "_What_ did you say, Mr. Abrow?" I exclaimed, unable to +believe my own ears. "'The Princess Gertie,' mother," said "Florence," +popping her head out of the curtains. "You've met her before in England, +you know." I went up to the cabinet, the curtains divided, there stood +my daughter "Florence" as usual, but holding in front of her a little +child of about seven years old. I knelt down before this spirit of my +own creation. She was a fragile-looking little creature, very fair and +pale, with large grey eyes and brown hair lying over her forehead. She +looked like a lily with her little white hands folded meekly in front of +her. "Are you my little Gertie, darling?" I said. "I am the 'Princess +Gertie,'" she replied, "and 'Florence' says you are my mother." "And are +you glad to see me, Gertie?" I asked. She looked up at her sister, who +immediately prompted her. "Say, 'yes, mother,' Gertie." "Yes! mother," +repeated the little one, like a parrot. "Will you come to me, darling?" +I said. "May I take you in my arms?" "Not this evening, mother," +whispered 'Florence,' "you couldn't. She is attached to me. We are tied +together. You couldn't separate us. Next time, perhaps, the 'Princess' +will be stronger, and able to talk more. I will take her back now." "But +where is 'Yonnie'?" I asked, and "Florence" laughed. "Couldn't manage +two of them at once," she said. "'Yonnie' shall come another day," and I +returned to my seat, more mystified than usual. + +I alluded to the "Princess Gertie" in my account of the mediumship of +Bessie Fitzgerald, and said that my allusion would find its +signification further on. At that time I had hardly believed it could be +true that the infants who had been born prematurely and never breathed +in this world should be living, sentient spirits to meet me in the next, +and half thought some grown spirit must be tricking me for its own +pleasure. But here, in this strange land, where my blighted babies had +never been mentioned or thought of, to meet the "Princess Gertie" here, +calling herself by her own name, and brought by her sister "Florence," +set the matter beyond a doubt. It recalled to my mind how once, long +before, when "Aimee" (Mr. Arthur Colman's guide), on being questioned as +to her occupation in the spirit spheres, had said she was "a little +nurse maid," and that "Florence" was one too, my daughter had added, +"Yes! I'm mamma's nurse maid. I have enough to do to look after her +babies. She just looked at me, and 'tossed' me back into the spirit +world, and she's been 'tossing' babies after me ever since." + +I had struck up a pleasant acquaintanceship with Mrs. Seymour, "Bell's" +mother, by that time, and when I went back to my seat and told her what +had occurred, she said to me, "I wish you would share the expenses of a +private _seance_ with me here. We can have one all to ourselves for ten +dollars (two pounds), and it would be so charming to have an afternoon +quite alone with our children and friends." I agreed readily, and we +made arrangements with Mr. Abrow before we left that evening, to have a +private sitting on the afternoon following Christmas Day, when no one +was to be admitted except our two selves. When we met there the _seance_ +room was lighted with gas as for the evening, but we preferred to close +the door. Helen Berry was the medium, and Mr. Abrow only sat with us. +The rows of chairs looked very empty without any sitters, but we +established ourselves on those which faced the cabinet in the front row. +The first thing which happened was the advent of the "Squaw," looking as +malignant and vicious as ever, who crept in in her dirty blanket, with +her black hair hanging over her face, and deliberately took a seat at +the further end of the room. Mr. Abrow was unmistakably annoyed at the +occurrence. He particularly disliked the influence of this spirit, which +he considered had a bad effect on the _seance_. He first asked her why +she had come, and told her her "Brave" was not coming, and to go back to +him. Then he tried severity, and ordered her to leave the _seance_, but +it was all in vain. She kept her seat with persistent obstinacy, and +showed no signs of "budging." I thought I would try what kindness would +do for her, and approached her with that intention, but she looked so +fierce and threatening, that Mr. Abrow begged me not to go near her, for +fear she should do me some harm. So I left her alone, and she kept her +seat through the whole of the _seance_, evidently with an eye upon me, +and distrusting my behavior when removed from the criticism of the +public. Her presence, however, seemed to make no difference to our +spirit friends. They trooped out of the cabinet one after another, until +we had Mrs. Seymour's brother and her daughter "Bell," who brought +little "Jimmie" (a little son who had gone home before herself) with +her, and "Florence," "Ted," and "John Powles," all so happy and strong +and talkative, that I told Mrs. Seymour we only wanted a tea-table to +think we were holding an "At Home." Last, but not least (at all events +in her own estimation) came the "Princess Gertie." Mr. Abrow tried to +make friends with her, but she repulsed his advances vehemently. "I +don't like you, Mr. Mans," she kept on saying, "you's nasty. I don't +like any mans. They's _all_ nasty." When I told her she was very rude, +and Mr. Abrow was a very kind gentleman and loved little children, she +still persisted she wouldn't speak "to no mans." She came quite alone +on this occasion, and I took her in my arms and carried her across to +Mrs. Seymour. She was a feather weight. I felt as if I had nothing in my +arms. I said to Mrs. Seymour, "Please tell me what this child is like. I +am so afraid of my senses deceiving me that I cannot trust myself." Mrs. +Seymour looked at her and answered, "She has a broad forehead, with dark +brown hair cut across it, and falling straight to her shoulders on +either side. Her eyes are a greyish blue, large and heavy lidded, her +nose is short, and her mouth decided for such a child." + +This testimony, given by a stranger, of the apparition of a child that +had never lived, was an exact description (of course in embryo) of her +father, Colonel Lean, who had never set foot in America. Perhaps this is +as good a proof of identity as I have given yet. Our private _seance_ +lasted for two hours, and although the different spirits kept on +entering the cabinet at intervals to gain more power, they were all with +us on and off during the entire time. The last pleasant thing I saw was +my dear "Florence" making the "Princess" kiss her hand in farewell to +me, and the only unpleasant one, the sight of the sulky "Squaw" creeping +in after them with the evident conviction that her afternoon had been +wasted. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +IV. _The Doctor._ + + +I wonder if it has struck any of my readers as strange that, during all +these manifestations in England and America, I had never seen the form, +nor heard the voice, of my late father, Captain Marryat. Surely if these +various media lived by trickery and falsehood, and wished successfully +to deceive me, _some_ of them would have thought of trying to represent +a man so well known, and whose appearance was so familiar. Other +celebrated men and women have come back and been recognized from their +portraits only, but, though I have sat at numbers of _seances_ given +_for me_ alone, and at which I have been the principal person, my father +has never reappeared at any. Especially, if these manifestations are all +fraud, might this have been expected in America. Captain Marryat's name +is still "a household word" amongst the Americans, and his works largely +read and appreciated, and wherever I appeared amongst them I was +cordially welcomed on that account. When once I had acknowledged my +identity and my views on Spiritualism, every medium in Boston and New +York had ample time to get up an imitation of my father for my benefit +had they desired to do so. But never has he appeared to me; never have I +been told that he was present. Twice only in the whole course of my +experience have I received the slightest sign from him, and on those +occasions he sent me a message--once through Mr. Fletcher (as I have +related), and once through his grandson and my son, Frank Marryat. That +time he told me he should never appear to me and I need never expect +him. But since the American media knew nothing of this strictly private +communication, and I had seen, before I parted with them, _seventeen_ of +my friends and relations, none of whom (except "Florence," "Powles," and +"Emily,") I had ever seen in England, it is at the least strange, +considering his popularity (and granted their chicanery) that Captain +Marryat was not amongst them. + +As soon as I became known at the Berry's _seances_ several people +introduced themselves to me, and amongst others Mrs. Isabella Beecher +Hooker, the sister of Mrs. Harriet Beecher Stowe and Henry Ward Beecher. +She was delighted to find me so interested in Spiritualism, and anxious +I should sit with a friend of hers, a great medium whose name became so +rubbed out in my pencil notes, that I am not sure if it was Doctor +Carter, or Carteret, and therefore I shall speak of him here as simply +"the doctor." The doctor was bound to start for Washington the following +afternoon, so Mrs. Hooker asked me to breakfast with her the next +morning, by which time she would have found out if he could spare us an +hour before he set out on his journey. When I arrived at her house I +heard that he had very obligingly offered to give me a complimentary +_seance_ at eleven o'clock, so, as soon as we had finished breakfast, we +set out for his abode. I found the doctor was quite a young man, and +professed himself perfectly ignorant on the subject of Spiritualism. He +said to me, "I don't know and I don't profess to know _what_ or _who_ it +is that appears to my sitters whilst I am asleep. I know nothing of what +goes on, except from hearsay. I don't know whether the forms that appear +are spirits, or transformations, or materializations. You must judge of +that for yourself. There is one peculiarity in my _seances_. They take +place in utter darkness. When the apparitions (or whatever you choose to +call them) appear, they must bring their own lights or you won't see +them, I have no conductor to my _seances_. If whatever comes can't +announce itself it must remain unknown. But I think you will find that, +as a rule, they can shift for themselves. This is my _seance_ room." + +As he spoke he led us into an unfurnished bedroom, I say bedroom, +because it was provided with the dressing closet fitted with pegs, usual +to all bedrooms in America. This closet the doctor used as his cabinet. +The door was left open, and there was no curtain hung before it. The +darkness he sat in rendered that unnecessary. The bedroom was darkened +by two frames, covered with black American cloth, which fitted into the +windows. The doctor, having locked the bedroom door, delivered the key +to me. He then requested us to go and sit for a few minutes in the +cabinet to throw our influence about it. As we did so we naturally +examined it. It was only a large cupboard. It had no window and no door, +except that which led into the room, and no furniture except a +cane-bottomed chair. When we returned to the _seance_ room, the doctor +saw us comfortably established on two armchairs before he put up the +black frames to exclude the light. The room was then pitch dark, and the +doctor had to grope his way to his cabinet. Mrs. Hooker and I sat for +some minutes in silent expectation. Then we heard the voice of a +negress, singing "darkey" songs, and my friend told me it was that of +"Rosa," the doctor's control. Presently "Rosa" was heard to be +expostulating with, or encouraging some one, and faint lights, like +sparks from a fire, could be seen flitting about the open door of the +cabinet. Then the lights seemed to congregate together, and cluster +about a tall form, draped in some misty material, standing just outside +the cabinet. "Can't you tell us who you are?" asked Mrs. Hooker. "You +must tell your name, you know," interposed "Rosa," whereupon a low voice +said, "I am Janet E. Powles." + +Now this was an extraordinary coincidence. I had seen Mrs. Powles, the +mother of my friend "John Powles," only once--when she travelled from +Liverpool to London to meet me on my return from India, and hear all the +particulars of her son's death. But she had continued to correspond with +me, and show me kindness till the day of her own death, and as she had a +daughter of the same name, she always signed herself "Janet _E._ +Powles." Even had I expected to see the old lady, and published the fact +in the Boston papers, that initial _E_ would have settled the question +of her identity in my mind. + +"Mrs. Powles," I exclaimed, "how good of you to come and see me." +"Johnny has helped me to come," she replied. "He is so happy at having +met you again. He has been longing for it for so many years, and I have +come to thank you for making him happy." (Here was another coincidence. +"John Powles" was never called anything but "Powles" by my husband and +myself. But his mother had retained the childish name of "Johnny," and I +could remember how it used to vex him when she used it in her letters to +him. He would say to me, "If she would only call me 'John' or 'Jack,' or +anything but 'Johnny.'") I replied, "I may not leave my seat to go to +you. Will you not come to me?" For the doctor had requested us not to +leave our seats, but to insist on the spirits approaching us. "Mrs. +Powles" said, "I cannot come out further into the room to-day. I am too +weak. But you shall see me." The lights then appeared to travel about +her face and dress till they became stationary, and she was completely +revealed to view under the semblance of her earthly likeness. She smiled +and said, "We were all at the Opera House on Thursday night, and +rejoiced at your success. 'Johnny' was so proud of you. Many of your +friends were there beside ourselves." + +I then saw that, unlike the spirits at Miss Berry's, the form of "Mrs. +Powles" was draped in a kind of filmy white, _over_ a dark dress. All +the spirits that appeared with the doctor were so clothed, and I +wondered if the filmy substance had anything to do with the lights, +which looked like electricity. An incident which occurred further on +seemed to confirm my idea. When "Mrs. Powles" had gone, which we guessed +by the extinguishing of the lights, the handsome face and form of "Harry +Montagu" appeared. I had known him well in England, before he took his +fatal journey to America, and could never be mistaken in his sweet smile +and fascinating manner. He did not come further than the door, either, +but he was standing within twelve or fourteen feet of us for all that. +He only said, "Good-luck to you. We can't lose an interest in the old +profession, you know, any more than in the old people." "I wish you'd +come and help me, Harry," I answered. "Oh, I do!" he said, brightly; +"several of us do. We are all links of the same chain. Half the +inspiration in the world comes from those who have gone before. But I +must go! I'm getting crowded out. Here's Ada waiting to see you. +Good-bye!" And as his light went out, the sweet face of Adelaide Neilson +appeared in his stead. She said, "You wept when you heard of my death; +and yet you never knew me. How was that?" "Did I weep?" I answered, half +forgetting; "if so, it must have been because I thought it so sad that a +woman so young, and beautiful, and gifted as you were, should leave the +world so soon." "Oh no! not sad," she answered, brightly; "glorious! +glorious! I would not be back again for worlds." "Have you ever seen +your grave?" I asked her. She shook her head. "What are _graves_ to us? +Only cupboards, where you keep our cast-off clothes." "You don't ask me +what the world says about you, now," I said to her. "And I don't care," +she answered. "Don't _you_ forget me! Good-bye!" + +She was succeeded by a spirit who called herself "Charlotte Cushman," +and who spoke to me kindly about my professional life. Mrs. Hooker told +me that, to the best of her knowledge, none of these three spirits had +ever appeared under the doctor's mediumship before. But now came out +"Florence," dancing into the room--_literally dancing_, holding out in +both hands the skirt of a dress, which looked as if it were made of the +finest muslin or lace, and up and down which fireflys were darting with +marvellous rapidity. She looked as if clothed in electricity, and +infinitely well pleased with herself. "Look!" she exclaimed; "look at my +dress! isn't it lovely? Look at the fire! The more I shake it, the more +fire comes! Oh, mother! if you could only have a dress like this for the +stage, what a _sensation_ you would make!" And she shook her skirts +about, till the fire seemed to set a light to every part of her drapery, +and she looked as if she were in flames. I observed, "I never knew you +to take so much interest in your dress before, darling." "Oh, it isn't +the dress," she replied; "it's the _fire_!" And she really appeared as +charmed with the novel experience as a child with a new toy. + +As she left us, a dark figure advanced into the room, and ejaculated, +"Ma! ma!" I recognized at once the peculiar intonation and mode of +address of my stepson, Francis Lean, with whom, since he had announced +his own death to me, I had had no communication, except through trance +mediumship. "Is that you, my poor boy," I said, "come closer to me. You +are not afraid of me, are you?" "O, no! Ma! of course not, only I was at +the Opera House, you know, with the others, and that piece you recited, +Ma--you know the one--it's all true, Ma--and I don't want you to go back +to England. Stay here, Ma--stay here!" I knew perfectly well to what the +lad alluded, but I would not enter upon it before a stranger. So I only +said, "You forget my children, Francis--what would they say if I never +went home again." This seemed to puzzle him, but after a while he +answered, "Then go to _them_, Ma; go to _them_." All this time he had +been talking in the dark, and I only knew him by the sound of his voice. +I said, "Are you not going to show yourself to me, Francis. It is such a +long time since we met." "Never since you saw me at the docks. That was +_me_, Ma, and at Brighton, too, only you didn't half believe it till you +heard I was gone." "Tell me the truth of the accident, Francis," I asked +him. "Was there foul play?" "No," he replied, "but we got quarrelling +about _her_ you know, and fighting, and that's how the boat upset. It +was _my_ fault, Ma, as much as anybody else's." + +"How was it your body was never found?" "It got dragged down in an +undercurrent, Ma. It was out at Cape Horn before they offered a reward +for it." Then he began to light up, and as soon as the figure was +illuminated I saw that the boy was dressed in "jumpers" and "jersey" of +dark woollen material, such as they wear in the merchant service in hot +climates, but over it all--his head and shoulders included--was wound a +quantity of flimsy white material I have before mentioned. "I can't bear +this stuff. It makes me look like a girl," said "Francis," and with his +hands he tore it off. Simultaneously the illumination ceased, and he was +gone. I called him by name several times, but no sound came out of the +darkness. It seemed as though the veiling which he disliked preserved +his materialization, and that, with its protection removed, he had +dissolved again. + +When another dark figure came out of the cabinet, and approaching me, +knelt at my feet, I supposed it to be "Francis" come back again, and +laying my hand on the bent head, I asked, "Is this you again, dear?" A +strange voice answered, with the words, "Forgive! forgive!" "_Forgive!_" +I repeated, "What have I to forgive?" "The attempt to murder your +husband in 1856. Arthur Yelverton Brooking has forgiven. He is here with +me now. Will you forgive too?" "Certainly," I replied, "I have forgiven +long ago. You expiated your sin upon the gallows. You could do no more." + +The figure sprung into a standing position, and lit up from head to +foot, when I saw the two men standing together, Arthur Yelverton +Brooking and the Madras sepoy who had murdered him. I never saw anything +more brilliant than the appearance of the sepoy. He was dressed +completely in white, in the native costume, with a white "puggree" or +turban on his head. But his "puggree" was flashing with jewels--strings +of them were hung round his neck--and his sash held a magnificent +jewelled dagger. You must please to remember that I was not alone, but +that this sight was beheld by Mrs. Hooker as well as myself (to whom it +was as unexpected as to her), and that I know she would testify to it +to-day. And now to explain the reason of these unlooked-for apparitions. + +In 1856 my husband, then Lieutenant Ross-Church, was Adjutant of the +12th Madras Native Infantry, and Arthur Yelverton Brooking, who had for +some time done duty with the 12th, was adjutant of another native corps, +both of which were stationed at Madras. Lieutenant Church was not a +favorite with his men, by whom he was considered a martinet, and one day +when there had been a review on the island at Madras, and the two +adjutants were riding home together, a sepoy of the 12th fired at +Lieutenant Church's back with the intent to kill him, but unfortunately +the bullet struck Lieutenant Brooking instead, who, after lingering for +twelve hours, died, leaving a young wife and a baby behind him. For this +offence the sepoy was tried and hung, and on his trial the whole truth +of course came out. This then was the reason that the spirits of the +murdered and the murderer came like friends, because the injury had +never been really intended for Brooking. + +When I said that I had forgiven, the sepoy became (as I have told) a +blaze of light, and then knelt again and kissed the hem of my dress. As +he knelt there he became covered, or heaped over, with a mass of the +same filmy drapery as enveloped "Francis," and when he rose again he was +standing in a cloud. He gathered an end of it, and laying it on my head +he wound me and himself round and round with it, until we were bound up +in a kind of cocoon. Mrs. Hooker, who watched the whole proceeding, told +me afterwards that she had never seen anything like it before--that she +could distinctly see the dark face and the white face close together all +the time beneath the drapery, and that I was as brightly illuminated as +the spirit. Of this I was not aware myself, but _his_ brightness almost +dazzled me. + +Let me observe also that I have been in the East Indies, and within a +few yards' length of sepoys, and that I am sure I could never have been +wrapt in the same cloth with a mortal one without having been made +painfully aware of it in more ways than one. The spirit did not _unwind_ +me again, although the winding process had taken him some time. He +whisked off the wrapping with one pull, and I stood alone once more. I +asked him by what name I should call him, and he said, "The Spirit of +Light." He then expressed a wish to magnetize something I wore, so as to +be the better able to approach me. I gave him a brooch containing "John +Powles'" hair, which his mother had given me after his death, and he +carried it back into the cabinet with him. It was a valuable brooch of +onyx and pearls, and I was hoping my eastern friend would not carry it +_too_ far, when I found it had been replaced and fastened at my throat +without my being aware of the circumstance. "Arthur Yelverton Brooking" +had disappeared before this, and neither of them came back again. These +were not all the spirits that came under the doctor's mediumship during +that _seance_, but only those whom I had known and recognized. Several +of Mrs. Hooker's friends appeared and some of the doctor's controls, but +as I have said before, they could not help my narrative, and so I omit +to describe them. The _seance_ lasted altogether two hours, and I was +very grateful to the doctor for giving me the opportunity to study an +entirely new phase of the science to me. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +V. _Mrs. Fay._ + + +There was a young woman called "Annie Eva Fay," who came over from +America to London some years ago, and appeared at the Hanover Square +Rooms, in an exhibition after the manner of the Davenport Brothers and +Messrs. Maskelyne and Cook. She must not be confounded with the Mrs. Fay +who forms the subject of this chapter, because they had nothing to do +with one another. Some one in Boston advised me _not_ to go and sit at +one of this Mrs. Fay's public _seances_. They were described to me as +being too physical and unrefined; that the influences were of a low +order, and the audiences matched them. However, when I am studying a +matter, I like to see everything I can and hear everything I can +concerning it, and to form my own opinion independent of that of anybody +else. So I walked off by myself one night to Mrs. Fay's address, and sat +down in a quiet corner, watching everything that occurred. The circle +certainly numbered some members of a humble class, but I conclude we +should see that everywhere if the fees were lower. Media, like other +professional people, fix their charges according to the quarter of the +city in which they live. But every member was silent and respectful, and +evidently a believer. + +One young man, in deep mourning, with a little girl also in black, of +about five or six years old, attracted my attention at once, from his +sorrowful and abstracted manner. He had evidently come there, I thought, +in the hope of seeing some one whom he had lost. Mrs. Fay (as she passed +through the room to her cabinet) appeared a very quiet, simple-looking +little woman to me, without any loudness or vulgarity about her. Her +cabinet was composed of two curtains only, made of some white material, +and hung on uprights at one angle, in a corner of the room, the most +transparent contrivance possible. Anything like a bustle or confusion +inside it, such as would be occasioned by dressing or "making up," +would have been apparent at once to the audience outside, who were +sitting by the light of an ordinary gas-burner and globe. Yet Mrs. Fay +had not been seated there above a few minutes, when there ran out into +the _seance_ room two of the most extraordinary materializations I had +ever seen, and both of them about as opposite to Mrs. Fay in appearance +as any creatures could be. + +One was an Irish charwoman or apple-woman (she might have been either) +with a brown, wrinkled face, a broken nose, tangled grey hair, a crushed +bonnet, general dirt and disorder, and a tongue that could talk broad +Irish, and call "a spade a spade" at one and the same time. "Biddy," as +she was named, was accompanied by a street newspaper boy--one of those +urchins who run after carriages and turn Catherine-wheels in the mud, +and who talked "gutter-slang" in a style that was utterly unintelligible +to the decent portion of the sitters. These two went on in a manner that +was undoubtedly funny, but not at all edifying and calculated to drive +any enquirer into Spiritualism out of the room, under the impression +that they were evil spirits bent on our destruction. That either of them +was represented by Mrs. Fay was out of the question. In the first place, +she would, in that instance, have been so clever an actress and mimic, +that she would have made her fortune on the stage--added to which the +boy "Teddy" was much too small for her, and "Biddy" was much too large. +Besides, no actress, however experienced, could have "made up" in the +time. I was quite satisfied, therefore, that neither of them was the +medium, even if I could not have seen her figure the while, through the +thin curtains, sitting in her chair. _Why_ such low, physical +manifestations are permitted I am unable to say. It was no wonder they +had shocked the sensibility of my friend. I felt half inclined myself +when they appeared to get up and run away. However, I was very glad +afterwards that I did not. They disappeared after a while, and were +succeeded by a much pleasanter person, a cabinet spirit called "Gipsy," +who looked as if she might have belonged to one of the gipsy tribes when +on earth, she was so brown and arch and lively. Presently the young man +in black was called up, and I saw him talking to a female spirit very +earnestly. After a while he took her hand and led her outside the +curtain, and called the little girl whom he had left on his seat by her +name. The child looked up, screamed "Mamma! mamma!" and flew into the +arms of the spirit, who knelt down and kissed her, and we could hear the +child sobbing and saying, "Oh! mamma, why did you go away?--why did you +go away?" It was a very affecting scene--at least it seemed so to me. +The instant recognition by the little girl, and her perfect +unconsciousness but that her mother had returned _in propria persona_, +would have been more convincing proof of the genuineness of Spiritualism +to a sceptic, than fifty miracles of greater importance. When the spirit +mother had to leave again the child's agony at parting was very +apparent. "Take me with you," she kept on saying, and her father had +actually to carry her back to her seat. When they got there they both +wept in unison. Afterwards he said to me in an apologetic sort of +way--he was sitting next to me--"It is the first time, you see, that +Mary has seen her poor mother, but I wanted to have her testimony to her +identity, and I think she gave it pretty plainly, poor child! She'll +never be content to let me come alone now." I said, "I think it is a +pity you brought her so young," and so I did. + +"Florence" did not appear (she told me afterwards the atmosphere was so +"rough" that she could not), and I began to think that no one would come +for me, when a common seaman, dressed in ordinary sailor's clothes, ran +out of the cabinet and began dancing a hornpipe in front of me. He +danced it capitally too, and with any amount of vigorous snapping his +fingers to mark the time, and when he had finished he "made a leg," as +sailors call it, and stood before me. "Have you come for me, my friend?" +I enquired. "Not exactly," he answered, "but I came with the Cap'en. I +came to pave the way for him. The Cap'en will be here directly. We was +in the _Avenger_ together." (Now all the world knows that my eldest +brother, Frederick Marryat, was drowned in the wreck of the _Avenger_ in +1847; but as I was a little child at the time, and had no remembrance of +him, I had never dreamt of seeing him again. He was a first lieutenant +when he died, so I do not know why the seaman gave him brevet rank, but +I repeat his words as he said them.) After a minute or two I was called +up to the cabinet, and saw my brother Frederick (whom I recognized from +his likeness) standing there dressed in naval uniform, but looking very +stiff and unnatural. He smiled when he saw me, but did not attempt to +kiss me. I said, "Why! Fred! is it really you? I thought you would have +forgotten all about me." He replied, "Forgotten little Flo? Why should +I? Do you think I have never seen you since that time, nor heard +anything about you? I know everything--everything!" "You must know, +then, that I have not spent a very happy life," I said. "Never mind," he +answered, "you needed it. It has done you good!" But all he said was +without any life in it, as if he spoke mechanically--perhaps because it +was the first time he had materialized. + +I had said "Good-bye" to him, and dropped the curtain, when I heard my +name called twice, "Flo! Flo!" and turned to receive my sister "Emily" +in my arms. She looked like herself exactly, but she had only time to +kiss me and gasp out, "So glad, so happy to meet again," when she +appeared to faint. Her eyes closed, her head fell back on my shoulder, +and before I had time to realize what was going to happen, she had +passed _through_ the arm that supported her, and sunk down _through_ the +floor. The sensation of her weight was still making my arm tingle, but +"Emily" was gone--_clean gone_. I was very much disappointed. I had +longed to see this sister again, and speak to her confidentially; but +whether it was something antagonistic in the influence of this _seance_ +room ("Florence" said afterwards that it _was_), or there was some other +cause for it, I know not, but most certainly my friends did not seem to +flourish there. + +I had another horrible disappointment before I left. A voice from inside +the cabinet called out, "Here are two babies who want the lady sitting +under the picture." Now, there was only one picture hanging in the room, +and I was sitting under it. I looked eagerly towards the cabinet, and +saw issue from it the "Princess Gertie" leading a little toddler with a +flaxen poll and bare feet, and no clothing but a kind of white chemise. +This was "Joan," the "Yonnie" I had so often asked to see, and I rose in +the greatest expectation to receive the little pair. Just as they gained +the centre of the room, however, taking very short and careful steps, +like babies first set on their feet, the cabinet spirit "Gipsy" +_bounced_ out of the curtains, and saying decidedly, "Here! we don't +want any children about," she placed her hand on the heads of my little +ones, and _pressed them down_ through the floor. They seemed to crumble +to pieces before my eyes, and their place knew them no more. I couldn't +help feeling angry. I exclaimed, "O! what did you do that for? Those +were my babies, and I have been longing to see them so." "I can't help +it," replied "Gipsy," "but this isn't a _seance_ for children." I was so +vexed that I took no more interest in the proceedings. A great number of +forms appeared, thirty or forty in all, but by the time I returned to my +hotel and began to jot down my notes, I could hardly remember what they +were. I had been dreaming all the time of how much I should have liked +to hold that little flaxen-haired "Yonnie" in my arms. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +VI. _Virginia Roberts._ + + +When I returned to New York, it was under exceptional circumstances. I +had taken cold whilst travelling in the Western States, had had a severe +attack of bronchitis and pneumonia at Chicago, was compelled to +relinquish my business, and as soon as I was well enough to travel, was +ordered back to New York to recuperate my health. Here I took up my +abode in the Victoria Hotel, where a lady, whose acquaintance I had made +on my former visit to the city, was living. As I have no permission to +publish this lady's name, I must call her Mrs. S----. She had been a +Spiritualist for some time before I knew her, and she much interested me +by showing me an entry in her diary, made _four years_ previous to my +arrival in America. It was an account of the utterances of a Mrs. +Philips, a clairvoyant then resident in New York, during which she had +prophesied my arrival in the city, described my personal appearance, +profession, and general surroundings perfectly, and foretold my +acquaintanceship with Mrs. S----. The prophecy ended with words to the +effect that our meeting would be followed by certain effects that would +influence her future life, and that on the 17th of March, 1885, would +commence a new era in her existence. It was at the beginning of March +that we first lived under the same roof. As soon as Mrs. S---- found +that I was likely to have some weeks of leisure, she became very anxious +that we should visit the New York media together; for although she had +so long been a believer in Spiritualism, she had not (owing to family +opposition) met with much sympathy on the subject, or had the +opportunity of much investigation. So we determined, as soon as I was +well enough to go out in the evening, that we would attend some +_seances_. As it happened, when that time came, we found the medium most +accessible to be Miss Virginia Roberts, of whom neither of us knew +anything but what we had learned from the public papers. However, it +was necessary that I should be exposed as little as possible to the +night air, and so we fixed, by chance as it were, to visit Miss Roberts +first. We found her living with her mother and brother in a small house +in one of the back streets of the city. She was a young girl of sixteen, +very reserved and rather timid-looking, who had to be drawn out before +she could be made to talk. She had only commenced sitting a few months +before, and that because her brother (who was also a medium) had had an +illness and been obliged to give up his _seances_ for a while. The +_seance_ room was very small, the manifestations taking place almost in +the midst of the circle, and the cabinet (so-called) was the flimsiest +contrivance I had ever seen. Four uprights of iron, not thicker than the +rod of a muslin blind, with cross-bars of the same, on which were hung +thin curtains of lilac print, formed the construction of this cabinet, +which shook and swayed about each time a form left or entered it. A +harmonium for accompanying the voices, and a few chairs for the +audience, was all the furniture the room contained. The first evening we +went to see Miss Roberts there were only two or three sitters beside +ourselves. The medium seemed to be pretty nearly unknown, and I +resolved, as I usually do in such cases, not to expect anything, for +fear I should be disappointed. + +Mrs. S----, on the contrary, was all expectation and excitement. If she +had ever sat for materializations, it had been long before, and the idea +was like a new one to her. After two or three forms had appeared, of no +interest to us, a gentleman in full evening dress walked suddenly out of +the cabinet, and said, "Kate," which was the name of Mrs. S----. He was +a stout, well-formed man, of an imposing presence, with dark hair and +eyes, and he wore a solitaire of diamonds of unusual brilliancy in his +shirt front. I had no idea who he was; but Mrs. S---- recognized him at +once as an old lover who had died whilst under a misunderstanding with +her, and she was powerfully affected--more, she was terribly frightened. +It seems that she wore at her throat a brooch which he had given her; +but every time he approached her with the view of touching it, she +shrieked so loudly, and threw herself into such a state of nervous +agitation, that I thought she would have to return home again. However, +on her being accommodated with a chair in the last row so that she +might have the other sitters between her and the materialized spirits, +she managed to calm herself. The only friend who appeared for me that +evening was "John Powles;" and, to my surprise and pleasure, he appeared +in the old uniform of the 12th Madras Native Infantry. This corps wore +facings of fawn, with buttons bearing the word "Ava," encircled by a +wreath of laurel. The mess jackets were lined with wadded fawn silk, and +the waistcoats were trimmed with three lines of narrow gold braid. Their +"karkee," or undress uniform, established in 1859, consisted of a tunic +and trousers of a sad green cloth, with the regimental buttons and a +crimson silk sash. The marching dress of all officers in the Indian +service is made of white drill, with a cap cover of the same material. +Their forage cloak is of dark blue cloth, and hangs to their heels. +Their forage cap has a broad square peak to shelter the face and eyes. I +mention these details for the benefit of those who are not acquainted +with the general dress of the Indian army, and to show how difficult it +would have been for Virginia Roberts, or any other medium, to have +procured them, even had she known the private wish expressed by me to +"John Powles" in Boston, that he would try and come to me in uniform. On +this first occasion of his appearing so, he wore the usual everyday +coat, buttoned up to his chin, and he made me examine the buttons to see +that they bore the crest and motto of the regiment. And I may say here, +that before I left New York he appeared to me in every one of the +various dresses I have described above, and became quite a marked figure +in the city. + +When it was made known through the papers that an old friend of Florence +Marryat had appeared through the mediumship of Virginia Roberts, in a +uniform of thirty years before, I received numbers of private letters +inquiring if it were true, and dozens of people visited Miss Roberts' +_seances_ for the sole purpose of seeing him. He took a great liking for +Mrs. S----, and when she had conquered her first fear she became quite +friendly with him, and I heard, after leaving New York, that he +continued to appear for her as long as she attended those _seances_. + +There was one difference in the female spirits that came through +Virginia Roberts from those of other media. Those that were strong +enough to leave the cabinet invariably disappeared by floating upwards +through the ceiling. Their mode of doing this was most graceful. They +would first clasp their hands behind their heads and lean backward; then +their feet were lifted off the ground, and they were borne upward in a +recumbent position. When I related this to my friend, Dr. George +Lefferts (under whom I was for throat treatment to recover my voice), he +declared there must be some machinery connected with the uprights that +supported the cabinet, by which the forms were elevated. He had got it +all so "pat" that he was able to take a pencil and demonstrate to me on +paper exactly how the machinery worked, and how easy it would be to +swing full-sized human bodies up to the ceiling with it. How they +managed to disappear when they got there he was not quite prepared to +say; but if he once saw the trick done, he would explain the whole +matter to me, and expose it into the bargain. I told Dr. Lefferts, as I +have told many other clever men, that I shall be the first person open +to conviction when they can convince me, and I bore him off to a private +_seance_ with Virginia Roberts for that purpose only. He was all that +was charming on the occasion. He gave me a most delightful dinner at +Delmonico's first (for which I tender him in print my grateful +recollection), and he tested all Miss Roberts' manifestations in the +most delicate and gentlemanly manner (sceptics as a rule are neither +delicate nor gentlemanly), but he could neither open my eyes to +chicanery nor detect it himself. He handled and shook the frail supports +of the cabinet, and confessed they were much too weak to bear any such +weight as he had imagined. He searched the carpeted floor and the +adjoining room for hidden machinery without finding the slightest thing +to rouse his suspicions, and yet he saw the female forms float upwards +through the whitewashed ceiling, and came away from the _seance_ room as +wise as when he had entered it. + +But this occurred some weeks after. I must relate first what happened +after our first _seance_ with Miss Roberts. Mrs. S---- and I were well +enough pleased with the result to desire to test her capabilities +further, and with that intent we invited her to visit us at our hotel. +Spiritualism is as much tabooed by one section of the American public as +it is encouraged by the other, and so we resolved to breathe nothing of +our intentions, but invite the girl to dine and spend the evening in +our rooms with us just as if she were an ordinary visitor. Consequently, +we dined together at the _table d'hote_ before we took our way upstairs. +Mrs. S---- and I had a private sitting-room, the windows of which were +draped with white lace curtains only, and we had no other means to shut +out the light. Consequently, when we wished to sit, all we could do was +to place a chair for Virginia Roberts in the window recess, behind one +of these pairs of curtains, and pin them together in front of her, which +formed the airiest cabinet imaginable. We then locked the door, lowered +the gas, and sat down on a sofa before the curtains. + +In the space of five minutes, without the lace curtains having been in +the slightest degree disturbed, Francis Lean, my stepson, walked +_through_ them, and came up to my side. He was dressed in his ordinary +costume of jersey and "jumpers," and had a little worsted cap upon his +head. He displayed all the peculiarities of speech and manner I have +noticed before; but he was much less timid, and stood by me for a long +time talking of my domestic affairs, which were rather complicated, and +giving me a detailed account of the accident which caused his death, and +which had been always somewhat of a mystery. In doing this, he mentioned +names of people hitherto unknown to me, but which I found on after +inquiry to be true. He seemed quite delighted to be able to manifest so +indisputably like himself, and remarked more than once, "I'm not much +like a girl now, am I, Ma?" + +Next, Mrs. S----'s old lover came, of whom she was still considerably +alarmed, and her father, who had been a great politician and a +well-known man. "Florence," too, of course, though never so lively +through Miss Roberts as through other media, but still happy though +pensive, and full of advice how I was to act when I reached England +again. Presently a soft voice said, "Aunt Flo, don't you know me?" And I +saw standing in front of me my niece and godchild, Lilian Thomas, who +had died as a nun in the Convent of the "Dames Anglaises" at Bruges. She +was clothed in her nun's habit, which was rather peculiar, the face +being surrounded by a white cap, with a crimped border that hid all the +hair, and surmounted by a white veil of some heavy woollen material +which covered the head and the black serge dress. "Lilian" had died of +consumption, and the death-like, waxy complexion which she had had for +some time before was exactly reproduced. She had not much to say for +herself; indeed, we had been completely separated since she had entered +the convent, but she was undoubtedly _there_. She was succeeded by my +sister "Emily," whom I have already so often described. And these +apparitions, six in number, and all recognizable, were produced in the +private room of Mrs. S---- and myself, and with no other person but +Virginia Roberts, sixteen years old. + +It was about this time that we received an invitation to attend a +private _seance_ in a large house in the city, occupied by Mr. and Mrs. +Newman, who had Maud Lord staying with them as a visitor. Maud Lord's +mediumship is a peculiar one. She places her sitters in a circle, +holding hands. She then seats herself on a chair in the centre, and +keeps on clapping her hands, to intimate that she has not changed her +position. The _seance_ is held in darkness, and the manifestations +consist of "direct voices," _i.e._ voices that every one can hear, and +by what they say to you, you must judge of their identity and +truthfulness. I had only witnessed powers of this kind once +before--through Mrs. Bassett, who is now Mrs. Herne--but as no one spoke +to me through her whom I recognized, I have omitted to give any account +of it. + +As soon as Maud Lord's sitting was fully established, I heard her +addressing various members of the company, telling them who stood beside +them, and I heard them putting questions to, or holding conversations +with, creature who were invisible to me. The time went on, and I +believed I was going to be left out of it, when I heard a voice close to +my ear whisper, "Arthur." At the same moment Maud Lord's voice sounded +in my direction, saying that the lady in the brown velvet hat had a +gentleman standing near her, named "Arthur," who wished to be +recognized. I was the only lady present in a brown velvet hat, yet I +could not recall any deceased friend of the name of "Arthur" who might +wish to communicate with me. (It is a constant occurrence at a _seance_ +that the mind refuses to remember a name, or a circumstance, and on +returning home, perhaps the whole situation makes itself clear, and one +wonders how one could have been so dull as not to perceive it.) So I +said that I knew no one in the spirit-world of that name, and Maud Lord +replied, "Well, _he_ knows _you_, at all events." A few more minutes +elapsed, when I felt a touch on the third finger of my left hand, and +the voice spoke again and said, "Arthur! 'Arthur's ring.' Have you quite +forgotten?" This action brought the person to my memory, and I +exclaimed, "Oh! Johnny Cope, is it you?" + +To explain this, I must tell my readers that when I went out to India in +1854, Arthur Cope of the Lancers was a passenger by the same steamer; +and when we landed in Madras, he made me a present of a diamond ring, +which I wore at that _seance_ as a guard. But he was never called by +anything but his nickname of "Johnny," so that his real appellation had +quite slipped my memory. The poor fellow died in 1856 or 1857, and I had +been ungrateful enough to forget all about him, and should never have +remembered his name had it not been coupled with the ring. It would have +been still more remarkable, though, if Maud Lord, who had never seen me +till that evening, had discovered an incident which happened thirty +years before, and which I had completely forgotten. + +Before I had been many days in New York, I fell ill again from exposing +myself to the weather, this time with a bad throat. Mrs. S---- and I +slept in the same room, and our sitting-room opened into the bedroom. +She was indefatigable in her attentions and kindness to me during my +illness, and kept running backwards and forwards from the bedroom to the +sitting-room, both by night and day, to get me fresh poultices, which +she kept hot on the steam stove. + +One evening about eleven o'clock she got out of bed in her nightdress, +and went into the next room for this purpose. Almost directly after she +entered it, I heard a heavy fall. I called her by name, and receiving no +answer, became frightened, jumped out of bed, and followed her. To my +consternation, I found her stretched out, at full length, on a white +bearskin rug, and quite insensible. She was a delicate woman, and I +thought at first that she had fainted from fatigue; but when she showed +no signs of returning consciousness, I became alarmed. I was very weak +myself from my illness, and hardly able to stand, but I managed to put +on a dressing-gown and summon the assistance of a lady who occupied the +room next to us, and whose acquaintance we had already made. She was +strong and capable, and helped me to place Mrs. S---- upon the sofa, +where she lay in the same condition. After we had done all we could +think of to bring her to herself without effect, the next-door lady +became frightened. She said to me, "I don't like this. I think we ought +to call in a doctor. Supposing she were to die without regaining +consciousness." I replied, "I should say the same, excepting I begin to +believe she has not fainted at all, but is in a trance; and in that +case, any violent attempts to bring her to herself might injure her. +Just see how quietly she breathes, and how very young she looks." + +When her attention was called to this fact, the next-door lady was +astonished. Mrs. S----, who was a woman past forty, looked like a girl +of sixteen. She was a very pretty woman, but with a dash of temper in +her expression which spoiled it. Now with all the passions and lines +smoothed out of it, she looked perfectly lovely. So she might have +looked in death. But she was not dead. She was breathing. So I felt sure +that the spirit had escaped for a while and left her free. I covered her +up warmly on the sofa, and determined to leave her there till the trance +had passed. After a while I persuaded the next-door lady to think as I +did, and to go back to her own bed. As soon as she had gone, I +administered my own poultice, and sat down to watch beside my friend. +The time went on until seven in the morning--seven hours she had lain, +without moving a limb, upon the sofa--when, without any warning, she sat +up and gazed about her. I called her by name, and asked her what she +wanted; but I could see at once, by her expression, that she did not +know me. Presently she asked me, "Who are you?" I told her. "Are you +Kate's friend?" she said. I answered, "Yes." "Do you know who _I_ am?" +was the next question, which, of course, I answered in the negative. +Mrs. S---- thereupon gave me the name of a German gentleman which I had +never heard before. An extraordinary scene then followed. Influenced by +the spirit that possessed her, Mrs. S---- rose and unlocked a cabinet of +her own, which stood in the room, and taking thence a bundle of old +letters, she selected several and read portions of them aloud to me. She +then told me a history of herself and the gentleman whose spirit was +speaking through her, and gave me several messages to deliver to +herself the following day. It will be sufficient for me to say that this +history was of so private a nature, that it was most unlikely she would +have confided it to me or any one, particularly as she was a woman of a +most secretive nature; but names, addresses, and even words of +conversations were given, in a manner which would have left no room for +doubt of their truthfulness, even if Mrs. S---- had not confirmed them +to be facts afterwards. This went on for a long time, the spirit +expressing the greatest animosity against Mrs. S---- all the while, and +then the power seemed suddenly to be spent, and she went off to sleep +again upon the sofa, waking up naturally about an hour afterwards, and +very much surprised to hear what had happened to her meanwhile. When we +came to consider the matter, we found that this unexpected seizure had +taken place upon _the 17th of March_, the day predicted by Mrs. Philips +four years previously as one on which a new era would commence for Mrs. +S----. From that time she continually went into trances, and used to +predict the future for herself and others; but whether she has kept it +up to this day I am unable to say, as I have heard nothing from her +since I left America. + +That event took place on the 13th of June, 1885. We had been in the +habit of spending our Sunday evenings in Miss Roberts' _seance_ room, +and she begged me not to miss the last opportunity. When we arrived +there, we found that the accompanist who usually played the harmonium +for them was unable to be present, and Miss Roberts asked if I would be +his substitute. I said I would, on condition that they moved the +instrument on a line with the cabinet, so that I might not lose a sight +of what was going on. This was accordingly done, and I commenced to play +"Thou art gone from my gaze." Almost immediately "John Powles" stepped +out, dressed in uniform, and stood by the harmonium with his hand upon +my shoulder. "I never was much of a singer, you know, Flo," he said to +me; "but if you will sing that song with me, I'll try and go through +it." And he actually did sing (after a fashion) the entire two verses of +the ballad, keeping his hand on my shoulder the whole time. When we came +to the line, "I seek thee in vain by the meadow and stream," he stooped +down and whispered in my ear, "Not _quite_ in vain, Flo, has it been?" +I do not know if my English Spiritualistic friends can "cap" this story, +but in America they told me it was quite a unique performance, +particularly at a public _seance_, where the jarring of so many diverse +influences often hinders instead of helping the manifestations. + +"Powles" appeared to be especially strong on that occasion. Towards the +middle of the evening a kind of whining was heard to proceed from the +cabinet; and Miss Roberts, who was not entranced, said, "There's a baby +coming out for Miss Marryat." At the same time the face of little +"Yonnie" appeared at the opening of the curtains, but nearly level with +the ground, as she was crawling out on all fours. Before she had had +time to advance beyond them, "Powles" stepped over her and came amongst +us. "Oh, Powles!" I exclaimed, "you used to love my little babies. Do +pick up that one for me that I may see it properly." He immediately +returned, took up "Yonnie," and brought her out into the circle on his +arm. The contrast of the baby's white kind of nightgown with his scarlet +uniform was very striking. He carried the child to each sitter that it +might be thoroughly examined; and when he had returned "Yonnie" to the +cabinet, he came out again on his own account. That evening I was +summoned into the cabinet myself by the medium's guide, a little Italian +girl, who had materialized several times for our benefit. When I entered +it, I stumbled up against Miss Roberts' chair. There was barely room for +me to stand beside it. She said to me, "Is that _you_, Miss Marryat?" +and I replied, "Yes; didn't you send for me?" She said "No; I didn't +send, I know nothing about it!" A voice behind me said, "_I_ sent for +you!" and at the same moment two strong arms were clasped round my +waist, and a man's face kissed me over my shoulder. I asked, "Who are +you?" and he replied, "Walk out of the cabinet and you shall see." I +turned round, two hands were placed upon my shoulders, and I walked back +into the circle with a tall man walking behind me in that position. When +I could look at him in the gaslight, I recognized my brother, Frank +Marryat, who died in 1855, and whom I had never seen since. Of course, +the other spirits who were familiar with Mrs. S---- and myself came to +wish me a pleasant voyage across the Atlantic, but I have mentioned them +all so often that I fear I must already have tired out the patience of +my readers. But in order to be impressive it is so necessary to be +explicit. All I can bring forward in excuse is, that every word I have +written is the honest and unbiassed truth. Here, therefore, ends the +account of my experience in Spiritualism up to the present moment--not, +by any means, the half, nor yet _the quarter of it_, but all I consider +likely to interest the general public. And those who have been +interested in it may see their own friends as I have done, if they will +only take the same trouble that I have done. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +"QUI BONO?" + + +My friends have so often asked me this question, that I think, before I +close this book, I am justified in answering it, at all events, as far +as I myself am concerned. How often have I sat, surrounded by an +interested audience, who knew me too well to think me either a lunatic +or a liar; and after I have told them some of the most marvellous and +thrilling of my experiences, they have assailed me with these questions, +"But what _is_ it? And what _good_ does it do? _What is it?_" There, my +friends, I confess you stagger me! I can no more tell you what it is +than I can tell you what _you_ are or what _I_ am. We know that, like +Topsy, we "grew." We know that, given certain conditions and favorable +accessories, a child comes into this world, and a seed sprouts through +the dark earth and becomes a flower; but though we know the cause and +see the effect, the greatest man of science, or the greatest botanist, +cannot tell you how the child is made, nor how the plant grows. Neither +can I (or any one) tell you _what_ the power is that enables a spirit to +make itself apparent. I can only say that it can do so, and refer you to +the Creator of you and me and the entire universe. The commonest things +the earth produces are all miracles, from the growing of a mustard seed +to the expansion of a human brain. What is more wonderful than the +hatching of an egg? You see it done every day. It has become so common +that you regard it as an event of no consequence. You know the exact +number of days the bird must sit to produce a live chicken with all its +functions ready for nature's use, but you see nothing wonderful in it. +All birds can do the same, and you would not waste your time in +speculating on the wondrous effect of heat upon a liquid substance which +turns to bone and blood and flesh and feathers. + +If you were as familiar with the reappearance of those who have gone +before as you are with chickens, you would see nothing supernatural in +their manifesting themselves to you, and nothing more miraculous than in +the birth of a child or the hatching of an egg. Why should it be? Who +has fixed the abode of the spirit after death? Who can say where it +dwells, or that it is not permitted to return to this world, perhaps to +live in it altogether? Still, however the Almighty sends them, the fact +remains that they come, and that thousands can testify to the fact. As +to the theory advanced by some people that they are devils, sent to lure +us to our destruction, that is an insult to the wisdom or mercy of an +Omnipotent Creator. They cannot come except by His permission, just as +He sends children to some people and withholds them from others. And the +conversation of most of those that I have talked with is all on the side +of religion, prayer, and self-sacrifice. _My_ friends, at all events, +have never denied the existence of a God or a Saviour. They have, on the +contrary (and especially "Florence"), been very quick to rebuke me for +anything I may have done that was wrong, for neglect of prayer and +church-going, for speaking evil of my neighbors, or any other fault. +They have continually inculcated the doctrine that religion consists in +unselfish love to our fellow-creatures, and in devotion to God. I do not +deny that there are frivolous and occasionally wicked spirits about us. +Is it to be wondered at? For one spirit that leaves this world +calculated to do good to his fellow-creatures, a hundred leave it who +will do him harm. That is really the reason that the Church discourages +Spiritualism. She does not disbelieve in it. She knows it to be true; +but she also knows it to be dangerous. Since like attracts like, the +numbers of thoughtless spirits who still dwell on earth would naturally +attract the numbers of thoughtless spirits who have left it, and their +influence is best dispensed with. Talk of devils. I have known many more +devils in the flesh than out of it, and could name a number of +acquaintances who, when once passed out of this world, I should +steadfastly refuse to have any communication with. I have no doubt +myself whatever as to _what_ it is, or that I have seen my dear friends +and children as I knew them upon earth. But _how_ they come or _where_ +they go, I must wait until I join them to ascertain, even if I shall do +it then. + +The second question, however, I can more easily deal with, _What good is +it?_ The only wonder to me is that people who are not stone-blind to +what is going on in this world can put such a question. What good is it +to have one's faith in Immortality and another life confirmed in an age +of freethought, scepticism and utter callousness? When I look around me +and see the young men nowadays--ay, and the young women too--who believe +in no hereafter, who lie down and die, like the dumb animals who cannot +be made to understand the love of the dear God who created them although +they feel it, I cannot think of anything calculated to do them more good +than the return of a father or a mother or a friend, who could convince +them by ocular demonstration that there is a future life and happiness +and misery, according to the one we have led here below. + +"Oh, but," I seem to hear some readers exclaim, "we _do_ believe in all +that you say. We have been taught so from our youth up, and the Bible +points to it in every line." You may _think_ you believe it, my friends, +and in a theoretical way you may; but you do not _realize_ it, and the +whole of your lives proves it. Death, instead of being the blessed +portal to the Life Elysian, the gate of which may swing open for you any +day, and admit you to eternal and unfading happiness, is a far-off misty +phantom, whose approach you dread, and the sight of which in others you +run away from. The majority of people avoid the very mention of death. +They would not look at a corpse for anything; the sight of a coffin or a +funeral or a graveyard fills them with horror; the idea of it for +themselves makes them turn pale with fright. Is _this_ belief in the +existence of a tender Father and a blessed home waiting to receive them +on the other side? Even professed Christians experience what they term a +"natural" horror at the thought of death! I have known persons of fixed +religious principles who had passed their lives (apparently) in prayer, +and expressed their firm belief in Heaven waiting for them, fight +against death with all their mortal energies, and try their utmost to +baffle the disease that was sent to carry them to everlasting happiness. +Is this logical? It is tantamount in my idea to the pauper in the +workhouse who knows that directly the gate is open to let him through, +he will pass from skilly, oakum, and solitary confinement to the King's +Palace to enjoy youth, health, and prosperity evermore; and who, when he +sees the gates beginning to unclose, puts his back and all his +neighbors' backs against them to keep them shut as long as possible. + +Death should not be a "horror" to any one; and if we knew more about it, +it would cease to be so. It is the _mystery_ that appals us. We see our +friends die, and no word or sign comes back to tell us that there _is_ +no death, so we picture them to ourselves mouldering in the damp earth +till we nearly go mad with grief and dismay. Some people think me +heartless because I never go near the graves of those whom I love best. +Why should I? I might with more reason go and sit beside a pile of their +cast-off garments. I could _see_ them, and they would actually retain +more of their identity and influence than the corpse which I could _not_ +see. I mourn their loss just the same, but I mourn it as I should do if +they had settled for life in a far distant land, from which I could only +enjoy occasional glimpses of their happiness. + +And I may say emphatically that the greatest good Spiritualism does is +to remove the fear of one's own death. One can never be quite certain of +the changes that circumstances may bring about, nor do I like to boast +overmuch. Disease and weakness may destroy the nerve I flatter myself on +possessing; but I think I may say that as matters stand at present _I +have no fear of death whatever_, and the only trouble I can foresee in +passing through it will be to witness the distress of my friends. But +when I remember all those who have gathered on the other side, and whom +I firmly believe will be present to help me in my passage there, I can +feel nothing but a great curiosity to pierce the mysteries as yet +unrevealed to me, and a great longing for the time to come when I shall +join those whom I loved so much on earth. Not to be happy at once by any +manner of means. I am too sinful a mortal for that, but "to work out my +salvation" in the way God sees best for me, to make my own heaven or +hell according as I have loved and succoured my fellow-creatures here +below. Yet however much I may be destined to suffer, never without hope +and assistance from those whom I have loved, and never without feeling +that through the goodness of God each struggle or reparation brings me +near to the fruition of eternal happiness. _This_ is my belief, _this_ +is the good that the certain knowledge that we can never die has done +for me, and the worst I wish for anybody is that they may share it with +me. + + "Oh! though oft depressed and lonely, + All my fears are laid aside, + If I but remember only + Such as these have lived and died." + +THE END. + + + + +UNITED STATES BOOK COMPANY'S Announcements AND New Publications. + + *.*_The books mentioned in this List can be obtained_ to + order _by any Bookseller if not in stock, or will be sent by the + Publisher post free on receipt of price_. + +LOVELL'S INTERNATIONAL SERIES + +=_13. On Circumstantial Evidence_=--By Florence Marryat + +This is a story in which love and intrigue are the two disturbing +elements. 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Y. + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + +Text that was written in bold is marked =like this=. + +Page 4, "MARRYATT" changed to "MARRYAT" (Normalising spelling of +author's name) + +Page 18, "nor" changed to "not" (a single medium of whom I have not) + +Page 47, "bood" changed to "blood" (where the stain of his blood still +remained) + +Page 49, "briliant" changed to "brilliant" (a room that was unpleasantly +brilliant) + +Page 58, "tempered" changed to "tampered" (it had not been tampered +with) + +Page 61, "seing" changed to "seeing" (the possibility of seeing a +"ghost,") + +Page 127, "foreigh" changed to "foreign" (he was equally ignorant of +foreign languages) + +Page 134, "succssefully" changed to "successfully" (in order to imitate +her manner and speech successfully) + +Page 137, "Gupyy" changed to "Guppy" (As Mrs. Guppy came sailing over +our heads) + +Page 138, "it" changed to "if" (I inquired of every sitter if they had +seen) + +Page 155, "eartly" changed to "earthly" (as naturally as if she were +their earthly form) + +Page 156, "Fitzgarald" changed to "Fitzgerald" (Mrs. Fitzgerald was +dining with us) + +Page 158, "Fitzgereld" changed to "Fitzgerald" (returned through Mrs. +Fitzgerald) + +Page 176, "don" changed to "done" (perhaps, than anything else has done) + +Page 180, Added missing end single quote in probable correct place +(through the life that lies before you.') + +Page 182, "forgetten" changed to "forgotten" (I had almost forgotten Mr. +Plummer) + +Page 185, "mamed" changed to "named" (a photographer in London, named +Hudson) + +Page 189, "instrument" changed to "instruments" (the two instruments +pealed forth) + +Page 198, "ocsion" changed to "occasion" (Mr. Towns prognosticated on +that occasion) + +Page 201, "conducter" changed to "conductor" ("Did you know the spirit?" +the conductor asked) + +Page 220, "aquaintance" changed to "acquaintance" (soon after I made her +acquaintance) + +Page 255, "creature" changed to "creatures" (creatures who were +invisible to me) + +Page 256, "Mr" changed to "Mrs" (Mrs. S---- and I slept in the same +room) + +Page 264, "Christian" changed to "Christians" (Even professed Christians +experience what they term) + +End catalogue, No. 13, "Circumstatial" changed to "Circumstantial" (On +Circumstantial Evidence) + +End catalogue, No. 39, "successfu" changed to "successful" (He has been +successful in nothing) + +N.B. 1. 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